Stuff
Looking at my hero/idol's drawings on hands It inspired me to do a small story/poem. It's called "Hands" Hands can create wonderful and beautiful things Hands can destroy,create evil and maim Hands can speak words when your mouth cannot Hands can be cold when your body is hot Hands can be sensual Hands can be sexual Hands can heal Hands can calm when Hands can feel Hands can bleed Hands can be tied up and Hands can be freed Hands can invite Hands can shove Hands can wave in the air Hands can be put together in prayer Hands can share Hands can be put together to care As some of you who I have talked with a lot and a select few who are friends know that I have watched both my parents die in front of me. Time heals but some wounds still bleed. I haven't heard this song for over four years in a few days it will be 4 years since my mother passed. This song was so special to me I recorded it and gave it to her she heard the song and cried so hard. I played thi

Other Lounges
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Contest Central
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Rammstein Lyrics In English
Whoever does good will be forgiven Therefore be good in all your journeys Then you'll soon have visitors We'll come with the song book We were born for music We are the servants of your ears Whenever you're sad We play for you If you live without sin And give each other a hand If you don't squint into the sun a song will be played for you We are the servants of your ears We were born for music Whenever you're sad we play for you Whenever you can't sleep May you be treated to a song And heaven cracks A song falls softly from the light of heaven We were born for music We are the servants of your ears Whenever you're sad We play for you A girl saw a little rose It bloomed there in bright heights She asked her sweetheart if he could fetch it for her She wants it and that's fine So it was and so it will always be She wants it and that's the custom Whatever she wants she gets Deep wells must be dug if you want clear water Rose-red, oh Rose-r

My Sanity
Alone she sits and stares surrounded by evil, but no one is there. Held captive in her thoughts, breathing slowly stops. The reaper sings a horrifying tune, and he waits on the other sid eof the moon. Adrenaline races through her brain, this good girl becomes insane. she can't hold in her pain anymore. she stands to shut the door. The phone rings, it's the guy everyone loves to hate. The fucking asshole put me in this state. He tellsme many lies," Please forgive me" he cries. I play along with his game, telling him everything is still the same. Now he's on his way there thinkinking I still care, he's in for a big surprise! He opens the door and can't believe his eyes. A loaded 12 gauge gives him a smile. He grabs the phone and tries to dial. i stick the barrel to his chinand say,"Looks like I win!" The gun blows him a sweet kiss and his soul drops into the black abyss. I walk outside with no remorse ,and look into the sky and shout "Let it be what it is because I am creeping death!"

Funny Funny Funny
Today is International Disturbed People's Day Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend...just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, take the special bus or occasionally pee on yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're special. A 3-year-old tells all from his mother's restroom stall. By Shannon Popkin My little guy, Cade, is quite a talker. He loves to communicate and does it quite well. He talks to people constantly, whether we're in the library, the grocery store or at a drive-thru window. People often comment on how clearly he speaks for a just-turned-3-year-old. And you never have to ask him to turn up the volume. It's always fully cranked. There've been several embarrassing times that I've wished the meaning of his words would have been masked by a ! not-so- audible voice, but never have I wished this more than last week at Costco. Halfway, through our shopping trip, nature called, so I took Cade; with me into the restroom.

The First Time I Talked To Her
well today me and my son had a blast we went to the park out to eat and rented movies we had so much fun when his mom came here to get him he cried and told her to get out i stay at papas house you know that warmed my heart so much i cad tears froming in my eyes it hurt me to see him go so i did cry a little but i told him to be strong there will be more days ahead of fun he smiled at me and told his mom ok ready to go now he started to leave then ran back gave me a big hug ant told me he loved me sad well it was late at night and we been texting for a while and then she slowed way down in her texting then i had to think do i call her or do i wait!!! well i didnt want to wait so i called her!!!! when she was like hello my heart melted and i cant stop texting or talking to her i just go crazy if i did smiles!!!!!!!! she knows i love her and i know she loves me and i thank god that night for her typing slow or i dont think i would have ever got to call her to everyone outhere i want to

My Feelings!!!!
Submissive Me the day started out as any other, quiet and still - she looked out the window and saw that his car was gone. every night he came and every morning, the sun would rise and he would be gone. she went to the kitchen to pour some coffee and write up the day's schedule. at the kitchen table, she sees fresh tulips in a vase, fresh coffee brewing and a bowl of fresh fruit. all her favorites and all from him, he always made sure that she was taken care of. she sighs, take a mango slice and starts to suck the sweet juice from it. she bites into the mango and feels the taste burst into her mouth. as always it reminds her of the night before, her lover bursting into her mouth again and again - she smiles. she wonders 'why does he never stay until i wake?', 'why must i always awake to an empty cold bed?', 'there has to be a reason'. she pours a cup of coffee - black and strong - just the way she likes it. cup in hand and another slice of mango, she heads to the kitchen table, sees t

Random Acts Of Writting
alright...i guess im back to this again... Current mood: discontent pulse starts to slow....ur like "finally" i know.... u've been waiting for it since ur very first breath... here it is just one inhale left....it's almost over, this quest... laying here besieged by cockyness and low self esteem... i didnt think it was possible either, but ur a shirt minus the seams... a fuckin anomoly, wrapped in a riddle, surrounded by a puzzle... like the greatest speech never heard cuz they were wearing a muzzle... infinite possibilities, but life doesnt live in tranquility.... however it does end there, with final thoughts on deaf ears... gone are empty useless thoughts, broken promises, and fears... all thats left is hindsight and a lack of knowledge of what's to come.. ......to be continued..... resentment i resent more than my life, my family or my friends i resent my decisions, my path, my thoughts and my dead ends but i brought these things

Just Me
You know what? I am done with asses! I am sooo done! I will repost whatever bulletins I want and make any mumms I want...want to know why? Cause I am woman and I am strong! Kiss MY ASS IF you dont like it!!! Are you fucking Kidding me? I posted a bulletin and Obiwan kenobe whowever the fuck its spelled decided to block me? FUCK YOU! I dont give a flying fuck what you think? Who are you to decdie anyway? Who I care about or not? Get the FUCK over your self! IF you people dont have a grip? I DONT CARE! FUCK OFF!..LMAO OMG..I am so over bullshit..stupid bullshit...MY GOD! I care about people but those that are so into themselves? WTF? LMAO IDIOTS? There are more important things other then you! Soooo..LMAO Going with the standard...Get the FUCK OUT ASSHOLES if you dont like what the FUCK I do On this site...BITE MY ASS!! For those of you that know me LOL..KNOW ME...TRUE>>NO MATTER WHAT!! GOOD LORD and I apologize for any nastiness cause this is not normally me..

Myspace Blogs
these are copys of my blogs from myspace, since i'm done on myspace, i thaught i would move them over here to give you a little better idea of who i am. So enjoy kiddies ... September 19, 2006 - Tuesday equivilent exchange .... hello kiddies .... and welcome to another installment from the kingdom of shit .... todays episode is called "Equivilent Exchange" ... now for those of you who do not know this belif .... let me school you here the law of equivilent enchange goes something like this ... to gain something, something of equil value must be given up. ... now some people swear by this law .... for some people its given them truly happy lives .... there the ones we'll call the shiney happy people... well from my experiences ... i'll tell you equivilent exchange has given me nothing in return but shit and heart break. for me all i do is give give give .... and what do i get in exchange? well lets see here .... broken heart after broken heart. its straight up bullshit .

Of Interest To Me, And Possibly Others
Every once in a while someone may share their personal opinion about something with you, and at that time you really don’t share their same view. You can’t honestly say “I know how you feel” because your outlook is quite different. A while back a close friend of mine, whom I used to see on a regular basis, and don’t see nearly as much as I’d like to these days, made a comment that just struck me while at work today. On Mondays I work at a convenience store. The wages suck, however, I do get paid similar to politicians and lawyers in the sense that I get paid to lie and show false concern. I wonder…can a person be considered two-faced for having the ability to display a content outside image, while inside they are really quite the opposite? My idea of a two-faced person is someone who acts differently around certain people, or in particular situations, than they do in the company of others. In high school I clearly remember these types of people. Great, I’ve grown up to be someo

Stories
Rick had arrived home Christmas eve night..he had to work the long arduous hours at theshop for the main reason he was taking over...His boss said it was time for him to retire and hand the biz of car remodelling to a younger man who can handle the work loads and do the paper work. There were 2 others who were to be chosen that night but Rick got it, because he had installed the computer and software, and re did the books so they would be understandable and actually saved the shop from bankruptcy. He opened the door, and all he could see were candles with lil notes by them...he went up to the first one after removing his coat and cap...and placecx them on the hooks...he read it... "Love, please play this game...giggles....go to the next card and follow the instructions....so he did..it led him to the kitchen where he sa a candle...a bottle of champagne, and another card...he read it, take the bottle of champagne and 2 glasses up stiars..follow the rose petals to the bathroom...signed

Wondering
you say dont worry is only a short drive but you dont know where my mind is you dont know the way i feel what if my face was as broken as the inside of my heart is what if i forget to take that curve and hit that tree what if i forget to say i love you before i leave what if the person at the door wasnt me what if that person was the police with the preacher from down the road what if i never come back cause i did forget to turn what if im more torn up inside then you know what if i cant see beyond my tears beyond my fears beyond my love for you do ya ever wonder if i hurt do ya ever wonder if i know do ya ever wonder if i care do think i hurt do you even think about how i feel do you know i know do you think about what i know do you know i care do you even understand y i care do you know i love you do you know i want you do you know i cant live with out you do you......... y is it that guys dont realize when they hurt ppl y is it

Jokes
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Goddess Dreams
I have a tattoo of a rose with Shanes name on it- over my heart.. I dedicate this song, to my Shane... if only I could do what it says- leave him behind but carry him on my heart, instead of letting him/his memory fuck up my love life because I am afraid to love anyone like that again... No matter what you say about love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about life I learn every time I bleed The truth is a stranger Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind I can't waste time so give it a moment I realized nothings broken No need to worry about everything I've done Live every second like it was my last one Don't look back got a new direction I loved you once needed protection You're still a part of everything I do You're on my heart just like a tattoo Just like a tattoo I'll a

All About Me
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always

Done, Done And Done
You came and I didn't. Now, is that really fair? I let you in, wiped you down. I let you touch my hair. But you came, and I didn't. Now, is that really fair? I mean, I guess I should've tried And maybe gotten mine. But I assumed that you would share. You came and I didn't. We both know that shit's not fair. lol not fair at all the land of shit and money home of the slaves, land of the weak other nations, the meek will inherit the spoils of Babylon believe it walk by faith before you see it If nothing else, I hope you took a minute to think..even if it wasn't about this fucked up country. (Pardon my English) peace and serenity, jai Thanks for putting me on to fubar baby!!! None of this nonsensical blogging would be possible without you :D peacey

My Blog
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THE LIES BEING SPREAD ABOUT ME ABOUT A CERTAIN PERSON, I'M SICK OF THE DRAMA AND BULLSHIT. I AM TIRED OF THEM TELLING PEOPLE I AM FAKE AND DRAMA QUEEN WHEN IT ISN'T TRUE. IF PEOPLE DO NOT LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM, I TRULY DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I KEPT MYSELF QUIET AND PEOPLE KEEP ON PICKING ON ME AND SHIT, I'M SICK OF IT. I ALSO HAVEN'T DONE SHIT TO HER, SO I'M TIRED OF JEALOUS BITCHES, I MIGHT GIVE FUBAR A BREAK, FUCK IT, I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE WHO TO TRUST OR TO BE FRIENDS WITH, I LEFT THIS PERSON A LONG TIME, SHE WON'T LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. SHE IS CAUSING DRAMA AND TELLING PEOPLE I AM FAKE AND I AM A DRAMA QUEEN, I HATE DRAMA, I DON'T LIKE DRAMA PERIOD..I AM A GOOD PERSON. IF PEOPLE WANT TO BELIEVE IT THEN I COULD CARE LESS...ANY SUGGESTIONS OR ADVICE? SO THIS PERSON IS CAUSIN PROBLEMS AND SAYING LIES ABOUT ME THAT AREN'T TRUE WHEN SHE HARDLY KNOWS ME, SO IF YOU WANT PROBLEMS AND DRAMA, HER IS HERE LINK IF YOU DO NOT WANT ANY DRAMA OR PROBLEMS, I SUGGEST YOU

Stuff
This is the 3rd year of my classes and I have been doing very well with them. Actually have a grade point adverage I am so proud of. BUT I am taking a class that has me so frustrated, almost to tears. This class already has a fast pace to it. I am a full time babysitter of 2 toddlers (18 monthers) part time Sub teacher, mother of 2, 4-H leader, and a captin of a dart team. Which that one is helpful for relxing my stress. The weekends are the only time I really have to clean carpets, and shopping, and any extra activites since I can't really go anywhere during the week due to the toddlers. Well I am off to read a chapter that was suppose to be read last week. ekkk. Nothing is more annoying than someone being a lier and putting their nose where it doesn't belong, So yes she is married to my ex. Who cares. She accused me, my BF of molesting my children, raping them, starving them. Accused my children of raping hers. Right there why would I want them around her? Then goes on saying sh

Disorders
Femicide Femicide – murder of women by their batterers – is another phenomenon that should be regarded as a separate category when recording domestic violence. Studies carried out in Australia, Bangladesh, Canada, Kenya, Thailand and the United States of America have documented the incidence of femicide within the domestic sphere.12 In Southern Africa, women’s groups have begun to document the increasing incidence of femicide, and data on this issue are available from Botswana, South Africa, Swaziland, Zambia, and Zimbabwe.13 A comparative analysis of spousal homicide, based on 1991 data, concluded that Russian women are 2.5 times more likely to be murdered by their partners than American women. However, American women are already twice as likely to be killed by their partners than women in Western European countries.14 Anorexia nervosa is a complicated eating disorder, often rooted in both biological and psychological issues. The four main characteristics are:

My Stories
This is a story from my incredibly boring job. I work with mentally challenged individuals, who at times can become violent. That is just one of the perks of the job. Well, one day during the summer, I was working in a home with Michelle, taking care of 5 other individuals. Normally, there is another person working with us, but since it was a nice summer day, people decided to take advantage and have a 3 day weekend by calling out on that Friday night. So, it was just Michelle and I all night. I guess I should start off by describing Michelle. She is about 5'1" and a little on the chubby side. Not fat by any means, just a little chub due to being in her mid thirties. What she lacks in a flat stomach, she more than makes up for with an incredible chest. Her breasts are easily a 42 DD and she normally dresses to show them off. Not in a slutty way, mind you, but just a fun dresser. During the winter, Michelle will normally wear jeans and a shirt that is either tight or low cut. Nothing

Writing
Why did you leave Why did you go What did I do I really don't know When you left Tore a whole in my heart So full of questions Why did you depart You played the role Of a father to me Life was so good As life's meant to be I need you And miss you so Why did you leave Why did you go An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound. A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground. There is no life within this garden; my sobs are the only sound. I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found. Dazed, I stare at the stars above, my grieving howls fill the night! Unintended betrayal of love has hidden you from my sight. I remember how it used to be when we shared our fears and delights. You are a treasured friend to me. How can I make things right? Feeling afraid, cold and lonely, I long to tell you how I feel, but you don’t

Life And Such
When I was a kid in my mid-teens, my sister who is 4 and a half years younger than me, would steal stuff from her family to give to her friends. In later years, she would snub her family to help her friends. We, my wife at the time and myself, were living with a friend in Texas when her electricity went out, My nephew and her son blew the box on the pole. It was going to cost $3000 to fix and for some reason the city would not fix it, even tho it was their box on the pole. Well, my friend was my ex-girlfriend and my sisters best friend. When we lost power, my wife was about 3-4 months pregnant. My sister took in her best friend and her two sons, one was 10 and the other was 15. Meanwhile, we were had no where to live but in a trailer with no electricity and no heat. I was working, but was making only $6 an hour, and being in Texas, the rent was more than we could afford in every place we looked at. During this time, we were watching my friends dog. The trailer got infested wit

Goofycaca
should you choose to accpet it. I need music ideas. My new job will require some travel. Some of that travel will be by car. My car. What I want to do is put together a mix CD. Difficulty - Heavy Bass Trance, techno and dance are all welcome. So what do you suggest? I was really planning on going out tonight and trying to get me a little noonie cookie. Unfortunately I'm not really feeling up to it. What I really need to do is make an appointment to see my doctor. Since this is a new job I'm trying to hold tough until my new benefits kick in. I haven't quite beaten whatever it is that I picked up at my last job. Things are not bad, they're just not as good as they should be. Every time that I get around smokers or hang out in a bar I end up with a sinus infection. Which is bad enough, but it's even worse when you let it run it's course and don't get any treatment for it. So there you have it, I really need to get to the doc so he can prescribe some anitbiot

Drama ♥drama♥ Drama
funny thing about secrets...shouldn't have any you don't want told. but really i dont have any...i just know what i see..if i mention it to someone in conversation..i mention it. Local boys....you wanna play with the local girls..thats cool but dont fault me if they get curious and we all chat about you. hahahaha "we take our own chances..and pay our own dues..that silver tongued devil and I" thats all the drama I have :) oh..just so you know I am lustable..yay! k thats all

Me Fav Sayings Out Of Song's And Thought
EITHER U HATE IT OR U LOVE IT EITHER WAY I DONT GIVE A F*** BECAUSE I LOVE IT AND THAT'S ALL THAT COUNTS. IF U WANT IT COME GET IT BUT DONT FORGET IT OR HATE IT BECAUSE U MIGHT REGRET IT HE IS LIKE A LIGHTER TO MY CIGARETTE WATCH ME SMOKE

Gold Collar Class
who the fuck would do that?and if u did man you really need to get laid.most of the chicks on this site that are naked need to be dressed at all times even in the shower! So you wannabe punk you punx! So I'm what you would call a realist meaning I know the world is a shitty place and I just don't care anymore. Ive learned over time that everyone has their dream on how the world should be run and on how it could be a better place. The anarchist doesnt want a government, the communist wants more government, the prepubescent punx don't know what they want but it seems to be a mix of both; I guess they have listened to too much greenday or something. Ah! The new age punx .maybe its just me, maybe I just need to buy a clue or something- are they hippie anarchist or communist? For you see those three things are very different from one another: you cant be a commie if your into total anarchy ok so stop wearing Che or U.S.S.R. T-shirts cause your just pissing off the real communists out th

Stuff I Wrote
"Inspired By You" Dedicated to my bestfriend, Mickey Cogburn. Thank you for being you! When my world comes tumbling down And my voice is lost in the crowd.... I am "Inspired by you". When I lose sight of what should be And I'm reminded of what to see.... I am "Inspired by you". When my heart is breaking in two And my thoughts are down and blue.... I am "Inspired by you". When the days seem to long And my anger seems so strong.... I am "Inspired by you". When all is said and done And my hopes and dreams are gone.... I am "Inspired by you". When nothing seems to go quite right You always seem to shine your light.... I am "Inspired by you". In Love Do you notice when you're in love, How everything looks different? The leaves look greener more Color a beautiful thing to see, The clouds seen fluffier, The sky looks bluer.. Even rainy days seem so pretty, Seeing the way water covers flowers.. Long roads turn short, The stars shine brighter.. The Birds sing

Ski Season
Well, this weekend was the closing of most of the ski areas in Colorado. Skied at Vail and Keystone one last time this weekend. Hotel rates were cheap ($70 a night at a nice holiday inn). You would never know its springtime in the mountains. On the way up Friday night, a snowstorm had closed I70 at the Eisenhower tunnel. We sat there for 2 hours before the road finally reopened. However, it was worth it as the conditions were incredible. You would never know its mid april. They never had spring skiing conditions with corn now. They closed as if it was peak conditions in February. So another season has gone (although A-Basin is open till June), and onto summer activities. http://www.denverpost.com/news/ci_8298920 Basically Breckenridge is following up on its Master Plan. They have been good enviromental citizens in their building of a gondola from town as an attempt to reduce the traffic up the mountain every day, especially the diesel busses. The idea of spreading out

Blah Blah Blah
I am I am nobody with loveing or care, i am the sign which states strangers beware, i am the house with the big iron gate, i am the life of lonlyness and hate, i am hatered, i am death, just as life in mac beth, some say that they care, i think that they might, but for now i am bidding you a black goodnight ok so i posted this blog sept. of last year... but the same thigns are going on again... sooo i thought i would post it on here.... I've never been as hurt or felt as rejected as i did today.... why is it that my husband can claim to love me so dearly but yet he seem to not find me desirable.... the only time he holds me or kisses me even slightly passionately is when i have bitched and complained about it.... is it so wrong to want more then to just be "told" you are loved.. to want to be held,,, to have a warm loving arm wrapped over me in the night... i want to be called beautifully by some one other then some stranger on the Internet... i want to be told I'

My Ramblings
I feel myself falling deeper into this pit of anguish, only to see the truths that lie before me... Your words only for a small moment in my time eased this....only to placate a long known desire. Though this desire still reigns, your words now fall on deaf ears...Too long have i been victim to this , not only now but so many before you. Because of this, your so called words now only embitter me and drive me back to that brink of just what makes me despise your kind. The self induced hermit i have become over the years , from this type of rhetoric that falls from so many mouths...is a place i find solace So now i must retreat, admit my flaws still exist, and lick my wounds that have reopened. And go on with a life i know is meant to be. Pulling away the skin that covers me, ripping and tearing it savagely from my being. I no longer can wear it, suffocating myself for too long.... I throw the remnants to the the ground piece by blood soaked piece ......The pain this creat

Abcs Of Love
A Passionate Night I close my eyes As our bodies in twine I'm giving you all of me, my heart, my soul, my body Lust, love, passion fill our bodies The love flowing through us is not mere Your lips brush my eyes, my lips, my ear I feel your heart beat next to mine Right now, the line between right and wrong is so fine You kiss my chest, my stomach, my legs "I want all of you," my body begs You kiss me hard and so passionately As you finally take me I can feel you I can feel all of you My body begs for more As my thighs grow sore I scream out in ecstasy Feeling the tightness grow inside of me I feel the tightness burst And it quenches my sexual thirst As our bodies unwind I feel your lips on mine I feel your breath on my face As you whisper,"I love you" Those three words caused my heart and mind to race Then, I finally managed to say, "I love you, too." More Than A Friend Every now and then you find a special friend who will never let you down.

Poems
If these walls could talk, you'd know my body is dead, my mind has been taken over, that's why I am so scared, I can't control it, anger is making me blind, I've been left here on my own chained to a hate of some kind. If these walls could talk. If these walls could talk, you'd know about my fears, about all those nights I screamed for help, about all my fallen tears. You'd know about the demons haunting me at night, you'd be able to help me keep my fire alight, if these walls could talk. If these walls could talk they would say that it's all right, God sends His angels to look over me at night. They'd encourage me, say though I am alone it doesn't mean I‘m on my own. He watches me, from above and showers me with all His love, if only these walls could talk. Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain al

Sillymonkeys Silly Rants
Nuff said The Three Jewels are the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha. Buddha is one who has purified all the defilements of the mind the afflictive emotions, the imprints of the actions motivated by them, and the stains of these afflictive emotions and who has developed all good qualities, such as impartial love and compassion, wisdom knowing all existence, and skillful means of guiding others. The Dharma embodies the preventive measures which keep us from problems and suffering. This includes the teachings of the Buddha, as well as the realizations of those teachings the cessations of problems and their causes, and the realizations or paths which lead to those cessations. The Sangha are those beings who have direct non-conceptual perception of emptiness or ultimate truth. On a relative level, Sangha also refers to the ordained people who put the Buddha's teachings into practice. The Dharma is our real refuge, the medicine we take which cures our problems and their causes. The Buddha

Sports
Well, With the NHL season ending today, its time to get ready for the playoffs! First round for the Colorado Avalanche will be against its Northwest Division rivals, the Minnesota Wild. Minnesota, coached by Jacque Lemaire, plays a unique brand of hockey. Basically it is designed around minimizing opportunities for the opposing team. Which can make for some very ugly hockey. New Jersey ran this system when they won their cup. While I am dissapointed about the Sabres this year. Congrats to my friends back east who are Caps fans. That was an amazing run not only to make the playoffs but to win the division. Should be an interesting playoffs to the cup. Detroit and San Jose have looked really tough out west. Starts this week. Should be fun! My mom said I'd always loved the Syracuse Orangemen ever since I was a toddler. She would put me in my playpen in front of the TV and I would jump up and down watching them play basketball. Syracuse was high on my college choices, but

Poetry
Cricket in Verse A bowler, a batsman, and a cricket bat I'm learning a little and that's just that You play on grass and bowl at a wicket If the opposing team pouts you tell em to stick it The bowler belongs to the fielding team And hurls a ball by the leather seam If the batsmans not out he runs between wickets And exchanges positions with the non striker in cricket Cricket it seems doesn't have cheerleaders, And that's quite sad, because I had a few leaders. One was a cheer for the MMU girl's team And the other was for an Angel I met in a dream. It's nice to have friends who are different than you They can teach you about things you never knew Like how to laugh, and listen, and be glad Even when their flatmates think they are mad. So this ones for Angel, a girl I adore She's sweet, and she's kind, and never a bore I tell her with this poem that my friendship will last Long after the cricket game fades in the past. Rose Upon a Wisp Shall I cast your

Me
I AM WHO I AM!!! I WILL NOT CHANGE FOR NO ONE!! IF YOU CAN'T ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM, I'M SORRY!!! IF YOU CAN'T GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN TO YOU FOR THE WAYS THAT I AM, I'M NOT GONNA BEG YA!!! WHY CAUSE IF YOU REALLY CARED AND ALL, YOU'D WANT TO KNOW WHY I AM THE WAY THAT I AM!!! I AM TIRED OF WALKIN' ON EGG SHELLS AROUND PPL CAUSE THEY DON'T LIKE HOW I REACT OR HOW I SEE THINGS OR WHAT IT IS THAT'S ON MY MIND AND WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. I SAY WHAT I SAY, CAUSE IT'S CALLED TRYIN' TO COMMINCATE!! YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, BUT YET I MIGHT NOT LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY AS WELL, BUT THAT'S ALL PART OF LIKE AND COMMUNICATIN' WITH EACH OTHER AND GETTIN' TO KNOW EACH OTHER... MAYBE YOU WILL FROM NOW ON LISTEN WHEN SOMEONE ELSE HAS SOMETHING TO SAY AND HOW THEY FEEL, CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU MIGHT LET THE BEST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO YOU WALK AWAY FROM YOU OR FOR YOU TO PUSH THAT PERSON AWAY, JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T GIVE THAT PERSON THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN HOW THEY FEEL

****lounges****
DIABLO'S DEN CONTEST CHALLENGE TO ALL STAFF DIABLO'S DEN .........PROMOTERS CONTEST........ A CHALLENGE TO ALL OF OUR GREETERS *AND* PROMOTERS.... ARE YOU UP FOR IT YA'LL?? < HEHE > HERE'S YOUR CHALLENGE......... THE GREETER OR PROMOTER (FROM THE DEN THAT'S OFFICIALLY ON STAFF), THAT BRINGS IN THE MOST NEW MEMBERS IN THE NEXT WEEK.........STARTING RIGHT NOW! (DECEMBER 12,2007) RUNNING TILL WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 19TH, 2007 (ENDING AT MIDNIGHT EST.)......... WILL WIN........ #1 - A ONE DAY BLAST #2 - A BIG PIMPIN GIFT #3 - A FREE MORPH #4 - $1000 FU-BUX RULES ARE : 1. NO MEMBERS CAN UNSUBSCRIBE N RESUBSCRIBE! 2. YOU *MUST* HAVE WHOEVER YOU GET TO JOIN, EMAIL ME SAYING THAT IT WAS *YOU* THAT GOT THEM IN THE DEN AND TO JOIN! 3. THIS CONTEST CHALLENGE IS OPEN FOR ALL STAFF MEMBERS OF DIABLO'S DEN, ONLY! 4. THE NEW MEMBERS THAT YOU GET TO JOIN, MUST HAVE AT LEAST ONE REAL PIC OF THEMSELVES IN THEIR PROFILE! GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL ........ NOW, GET OUT THERE

Sanity Is Over Rated
-Eyes of the Devil by Seether- It irks me when i get burned And i realize, i don't get hurt And always, it seems I've lost my way When i feel you, it's not enough And i need you to shun my touch I notice the season's ripe for change I'm weak I'm weak So with every new lesson learned I could keep you before it turns And the knowledge that things won't be the same Now i realize that you have won And there's nothing to be said or done And i notice the wind won't blow my way So run with the eyes of the devil And keep them in your dreams If you succumb to the lies of the rebel You'll cleanse yourself of me It kills me to watch this fade And i realize it's all charade And every mistake i make is the same I beseech you to let me drown Will it please you to let me down And no one can save me from the pain So run with the eyes of the devil And keep them in your dreams If you succumb to the lies of the rebel You'll cleanse yourself of me [x3] Jesus, save me! (I'm wea

Ramblings
People seem to forget that I have two main problems with lots of people or even crowds. 1. Too many people. 2. Too much fucking noise. Now, there is a lot to be said for peace and quiet, and I can even see why some have been driven to kill to achieve that state of existence. For me, that place that I can at least minimize the noise is my room. And you know the house is too hectic when I am followed into the room by shadow. Today is one of those days that I really have a hard time dealing with. One more person in the household that seems to go out of his way to keep Cassie squealing and screaming. Okay, so he is playing, and since I am the only one that is getting upset by it, I will make a tactical withdrawal from the area where this noise is occurring. Unfortunately, I can see myself isolating more in order to prevent any explosive outburst of temper. The temptation to skip my fourth meal in a row is coming on strong. I would rather be hungry than dealing with e

Random Crap
Why the hell is it soo hard to find a bi girl who lives in Jersey and is interested in meeting me? I've been thinking about this for a while, and I've finally decided to go ahead and do it. I'm going to hold a FuBar auction! Anyone who wants to be a participant,: just send me a message and let me know which picture you would like to represent you, and what you are offering the winning bidder. I WILL NOT be taking any percentage of the winnings, I am only holding this auction for the fun of it. The minimum bid is 15k. LET'S GO HAVE SOME FUN!!! here is a glimpse of some of the auctionees Want a chance to own a cute lil firefighter? Well here's your shot! I'm one of the "prizes" in a Valentine's Day auction being put on Flounderin. You'll get ownership of me for a month... everyone will know cuz it'll be in my screen name, you'll get a few gifts, and maybe even a blast or a happy hour!!! Click on my pic (which is a link) and bid if you like w

New Stuff
Hello and welcome to FuBar, I'm just stopping by leaving you some love. You may find it bit confusing on here at first so if you need any help just ask. Enjoy and make loadsa new friends, but don't forget to add me as one because I just love new friends & fans. heres a tip for you incase you don't know already. people who rate 9 or less are classed as downraters/haters/losers. nobody likes them on FuBar, some members even send out a bulletin to all their friends telling them that they have been rated less than 10, then their friends go to the downraters profile, rate 1's then blocks them etc. so the moral is, even if you don't like what you see, either rate everything 10 to save any grief lol or just don't rate at all and move along. also people who fan you prefer to be fanned back by you in return. rating peoples profiles & pics,making friends & fanning people all helps you with points so you can level and do more things on here like add more photos and fan people. B:you li

Azcutie's Thoughts
I wish I had.... A little bit of your love, A bit of your time, Just to show you care. A moment of your life, With me very near, A piece of your heart, Understanding for a tear. A simple hello Not a soon goodbye A show of feeling No need to be shy A part of your life I want so bad A small portion of your love, I wish I had Trust is a funny and fragile thing in life We trust in God to always love, guide, comfort and be full of grace and forgiveness for us We trust in our military to protect us from enemies We trust in friends to always be honest and supportive when we need them As children we trust our parents to always love and care for us, no matter what we do We trust doctors with our health and even our lives We trust teachers with the most precious gifts that God has given us We trust police officers with our safety We trust lawyers with our security and futures So why is it when we trust ano

Words.
Download it. If you can't, ask me to send and I will. Everyone must listen to Mute Math. Complication is my claim to fame I can’t believe there’ s another, constantly just another and I can’t avoid what I can’t control I’m losing ground, still I can’t stand down I Know, yeah I know… Yeah I know you stay true when my world is false everything around’s breaking down to chaos I always see you when my sight is lost everything around’s breaking down to chaos I know you stay true when my world is false everything around’s breaking down to chaos I always see you when my sight is lost everything around’s breaking down to chaos It’s hard to trust anyone again after all the let downs I’ve been through, haunted by what I’ve been through. Air’s still trapped, while I still can’t breathe and I’m screaming out, give me help somehow I know, yeah I know… Yeah I know you stay true when my world is false everything around’s breaking down to chaos I always see you wh

My Freakin Blogs..
Help him out and I can help you out ... click the pic...it's a comment contest...help please.. My friend and I are in a contest...show him some love with as many comments as you can( even if they are just letters but as many as you can)..I;m in this contest too... click the link to leave comments... thanks so much.. ya'll rock!!! href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=230408&i=1252615251" target=_blank> Click on my pic .I need as many comments as i can get....You can leave as many comments as you want....thank you for all who is willing to help me!!!!

Thoughts And Stuff
Alright, since we still have all those recon satellites in orbit that can take crystal clear pictures of a postage stamp from orbit, have you ever asked yourself..... 1) When the satellites are over the United States, do bored techs use the cameras to zoom in and see if they can get pictures of nude sun bathers? 2) Do they ever try to see down a woman's blouse from orbit? 3) Are there pictures of you posted on a bulletin board in the NSA building with some witty title? 4) Is there some strange lady trying to count the freckles on every bald man's head in america? 5) Now that you know the capabilities of these wonderful satellites would you ever engage in intimate activities with your significant other in the great outdoors, knowing that someone may be watching from UP there? One of these days, I will remember not to believe anything my son or daughter-in-law say concerning bringing my grandson out for a visit. Granted, I do live some distance from their home, and well

Train,clubz Etc In This Folder
If u wanna catcha ride on the Drama Free train u must 1.Fan/Add/Rate all passengers and myself u must put drama free train in add request. 2.Fumail me and let me know that u have added all passengers. 3.Lastly have some drama free fun and enjoy the ride!!!! Tequila Gurl Owner of the Lollypop gurlz Club,Brunette Diva's Club & a frequent flyer@ fubar ~Hazyeyz ~ Spanker Family Memeber~@ fubar manly - Saucy Saturday All!@ fubar Kwadhottie07~"Disciple of Envy of the Se7en Sins" »(¯`v´¯)»Jamie ♥ Sugar Hips w/Sexy Lips ♥Add♥Fan♥Rate♥ BBW-Bombers Fa@ fubar DJ JAY STINKEYERADIO DJ BYTCH 'S ~CT Husband enforcer Total Chaos FOUNDER FU CHERRIE BOMBERS@ fubar @ fubar ~Mike S~( Taken by MzMic HER Mikey) HideAway Lounge 8-p

Poems
I want to tell you my story, of my relationships with guys. Please just ignore though, if you see tears in my eyes. Let me start with the first. See this scar right here? That was placed there, When ii cried my first tear. The guy lied to me, made my life so hard to live. But everytime he did something wrong, i was still the one to forgive. Now this scar right here, is much deeper than the other. A boy caused it, one I treated as my own brother! He hurt me so badly, yet with so much regret. But the thing's he did, I just cant forgive. These other scars over here, are from a guy so unique. I spent my life dreaming of him, but he made me so weak. He brought me down, with chains on my wrist. turned off the lights, and beat me with his fist. The rest are from a guy, I loved more than life. But he like the others, caused me to use the knife. Now see this here, the one still bleeding red? This I've done just now, it isn't a scar just yet. Its from a guy

Holidays
Why It's Wonderful To Be A Woman Women can talk to attractive members of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked. A woman can never be blamed if it's wet on the floor around the toilet bowl. Women are capable of doing at least two different things to a passable standard at the same time. If a woman inexplicably disappears for two weeks, one of her friends will notice. Women know the truth about whether size matters... A woman can take a drive without trying to beat her best time. Women are capable of going longer than five minutes without thinking about either sex or sports. Women never lust after a cartoon character or the central figure in a computer game. Women can cry and get off a speeding ticket. A woman can congratulate her team-mate without ever touching her rear. Women don't have to worry about catching anything important in their zipper. Women can watch one TV channel at a time without getting bored. A woman

Why Me
there's so many things I'd love to say, things like please don't...stay, only the words don't come out right, and just when I'm about to find courage you're already gone i wish i could change everything, the stupid things I've said, the selfish things I've done, but that wouldn't help cause you're already gone i was at a bar and that song played you know the, the ending lyric hit him it was "Lost with out you", and thats how i feel in-side, i feel like apart has been amputated and you're my missing limb i have this feeling deep in my gut, I'll die alone cause you're not with me, And the only breathe they can save will be yours but you're gone and I'll be watching you from heaven maybe, I'll grow from this, maybe this is what i need, maybe one day we'll meet again, maybe just maybe you'll tell me not go i came to while you were sleeping, you looked like an angel who lost her wings, i dropped to my feet and i prayed for you, you started to cry and i kiss

Poems
My Little Girl Days and nights come and go Daddy’s little girl is almost home. I will try my best To give all you need And I will try my best To protect you from all bad things The day you came was a shock in itself Four days after daddy’s birthday Daddy almost past out I held you in my arms You looked at me and I looked at you And that’s when I knew My wish had come true My little angel had arrived To help daddy on this journey called life As you grew things were so clear You are my little girl that I hold inside here In my thoughts and in my heart You have always been from the very start No matter the distance between us or our time apart You could always find me in your heart I hope you know that no matter what you do Daddy will always be proud of you When I’m gone don’t be sad You’re the best thing my life ever had God gave you to me and me to you For he loves us through and through Until that day comes when I take my ride To the beautiful p

My Online Radio Stns
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Just Everyday Things
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our ol

Who Am I To Judge
SILHOUTTE IN MY DREAMS WONDERING WHY THE DISTANCE IS SO GREAT, BETWEEN OUR LIPS. DESTINED TO COLLIDE, WITH PASSION AND ROMANCE. A TENDER TOUCH FROM YOU. MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING! YOUR THE AIR AT THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN. FOR NOW MY BREATHING PATTERNS CHANGE, AS I NEAR THE TOP. BREATHING HARDER&HARDER. TO CONSUME MORE YOU WITHIN ME. SO NOW THINGS GET PLEASANT. VEIWING YOU AS A WOMAN, LOVING YOU AS MY WOMAN, AND PROTECTING YOU AS MY QUEEN FOR THIS METAPHYSICAL BOND IS GOD SENT. LIFE IS GOOD, BUT UNITY MAKES IT PROFOUND. Jesus, Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon C: Good person A: Easy to fall in love with L: very good kisser D: Is very sexual E: Can kick your ass R: Has one of the best personalities ever O: Can last a few rounds N: Loyal. Now do your name. A: Easy to fall in love with B: Amazing kisser C: Good

My Spot
If you want to have fun bombing then please join me in the spankers club. We are a growing family that is getting bigger each day you will not be disappointed so what are you waiting for just send a FUMAIL to the LINK below saying you would like to join and tell them that MUMA_E sent you. You will also need to send a picture of yourself Happy Spanking http://www.thespankersclub.fubar.com/user/1142657 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? handbag 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? Deceased 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? Sons 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. What 1 think u dont do? Drink 1

French Classes
It was then that the fox appeared. "Good morning," said the fox. "Good morning," the little prince responded politely, although when he turned around he saw nothing. "I am right here," the voice said, "under the apple tree." " Who are you?" asked the little prince, and added, "You are very pretty to look at." "I am a fox," said the fox. "Come and play with me," proposed the little prince. "I am so unhappy." "I cannot play with you," the fox said. "I am not tamed." "Ah! Please excuse me," said the little prince. But, after some thought, he added: "What does that mean, 'tame'?" "You do not live here," said the fox. "What is it that you are looking for?" "I am looking for men," said the little prince. "What does that mean, 'tame'?" "Men," said the fox. "They have guns, and they hunt. It is very disturbing. They also raise chickens. These are their only interests. Are you looking for chickens?" "No," said the little prince. "I am looking for friends.

Some Of My Writing
As you slide down the banister of life, may the splinters never point the wrong way! Can't stand being alone Hate it love it want it no more Need love understanding and trust Not just carnal desire and lust Noone knows this noone sees They think I'm strong When in truth I'm weak Don't want a man for just pleasure wealth and material things Need him to be supportive thoughtful and loving Feeling blinded when I can see A married man not married to me Fear of commitment I thought it may be When it's the fear of feeling what makes me me He makes me feel wanted and also makes me feel free Is he there is he not Am I feeling a way I should not This man is great doesn't he see I chose not to settle As I grasp what's in reach This thing we have it was not planned But what do you do when love is at hand I see when I'm blinded Can't see when I'm not Need to see inside me Looked out there when it's right here That by him is the strength given to me Selfish I'm not

How I Feel!
I have never rated anyone less than a 10 so why wouls someone who gets rated a 10 by me rate me a seven if u dont like the pics then dont rate what is so hard bout that? dont like dont rate i would not do that to u! Valentines day brings back so many memories for me it is not even funny,I have had many a good valentines day when I was growing up, my father always remembered us girls on this day the sisters all got boxes of candy like I and they usually got new dolls or dresses,I on the other hand usually got tickets to either wrestling coming to town for my dad and I to have our day or even baseball tickets but alas I grew up and became a mom so those days are gone boy I miss them! Then there was the celebrations with Everett, they were all memories never to be forgotten we always bought the boys there presents from each of us and I bought my gift for him he never would tell me anything other than to get dressed we had places to go. Everett had made my valentines the best my own ex hu

Naughty
2 BOXES FROM ME TO YOU ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Read all the way down... Two Boxes (I hope I get this back. Please keep it going. This has been going since Dec. 1, 2000 ~ please send it on.) God's Boxes I have in my hands two boxes, Which God gave me to hold. He said, 'Put all your sorrows in the black box, And all your joys in the gold.' I heeded His words, and in the two boxes, Both my joys and sorrows I stored, But though the gold became heavier each day, The black was as light as before. With curiosity, I opened the black, I wanted to find out why, And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole, Which my sorrows had fallen out by. I showed the hole to God, and mused, 'I wonder where my sorrows could be!' He smiled a gentle smile and said, 'My child, they're all here with me..' I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, Why the gold and the black with the hole? 'My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, The black is f

Mytwisted And Fucked Up Mind
As soon as she opened the door all she saw was a mountian of Jack Danial and Crown Royal bottles sitting on the table that had been sitting there for weeks now "Matthew, hunnie where are you" yelled Bella as she threw her keys on the table. "hunnie" she called again as she begain to walk down the hallway, she came to the door of the bedroom her and Matthew share. she slowly opened to door to find Matthew sitting on the floor like usally, today he had a Crown Royal bottle in one hand and a scrapebook in his lap. Bella went and sat next to her husband and looked up at him and watched as he flipped through the scrapbook..for a few moments there was just silenece and then "do you remember this day" Matthew asked handing Bella a photo, It was a photo of Bella and Matthew in highschool..they were sitting on the bleachers after a football game and Bella was sitting on Matthews lap wearing his jacket.."yeah I remember that day, I think it was April 5th, it was right after our high school won t

Thought For The Day
He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked th e shit out of him... Like his mother used to do. http://www.celestinevision.com/ ADVICE FROM AN OLD TENNESSEE MOUNTAIN MAN Your fences need to be Horse-high, pig-tight And bull-strong. Keep skunks And bankers And lawyers At a distance. Life is simpler When you plow Around the stump. A bumble bee Is considerably Faster than A John Deere tractor Words that soak Into your ears Are whispered... Not yelled. Meanness Don't jes' Happen Overnight. Forgive your enemies It messes up Their heads. Do not corner something That you know is Meaner than you. It don't take A very big person

Bombing Contests
Im offering a naked saultes for 200 comments on my buddies contest Click on the pix below and show some love and I will show you me Down to 18,112 to go please show some love http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1087743&albumid=695664&i=3537951593 We need your help come show some love we only need 7000 comments and we are will to pay for them if we have to just click the link below and show the love we will return all love Thankx every one

Leveling
From becoming a Fu-gee. Please help out a good friend of mine. Lizzie is The Consigliere's fu-fiancee@ fubar Please help out a good friend of mine, a genuine Fubar sweetheart. Thanks in advance. amaze me baby@ fubar A good friend who returns the love. This Monster Lives (Spankers/Club F.A.R./Shadow Leveler)@ fubar

Irony Of Love
Put " and answer me back be honest!! Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: Get drunk with me: What would you do if you woke up next to me ? Will you repost this so i can do the Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite pos

Live, Love, Laugh
Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live...... Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile... Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. Let us so live that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry. Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life? Live your life and forget your age. We are always getting ready to live but never living. In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life it goes on... I am a woman above everything else. Did u know...when u dream about a person that person went to sleep thinking of u?? did u know... when the person u like looks at u then looks down their crazy about u..?? did u know that when that person looks at u directly in the eyes they love u more than u think..?? did u know... when that person looks at u alot they can't live without u..?? did u know when they leave they say bye too m

Friendship
I truly value all of your friendships. i love each and every one of you. you all will always hold a special place in my heart. i never ever want to lose any one of you as friends and i hope i never do. if i have cause any of you pain in the past i apologize. my friends mean the world to me. sometimes my friends are the only thing that keep me going in life when i am down and have problems. you guys are my life and my soul. I love each and evry one of you and hope u have a happy holidays LOVE JR My friends ill stand behind you to the end Oh why you look so sad The tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Don’t be ashamed to cry Let me see you through Cause I’ve seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You don't know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less I’ll stand by you I’ll stand by you Won’t let nobody hurt you I’ll stand by you So if you're mad get mad Don’t hold it all inside Come on and

666
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer an other health problems? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick brown curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to dona

Military
The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster,and lives in Atlanta. She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq....... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11,2001? Aren't we people from all over the world, mostly Americans, that got brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incin

Poetry
The sheer beauty of his visage is so captivating it appalls me because I know his soul and I am its prisoner. His beauty to me, remains not pretty, nor aquiline but darkly handsome he is lips so full and ripe for the tasting, I imagine the turn of his nose the tan of his skin, lustrious and soft with masculine vitality. I would stare forever in those eyes, limitless, their superficial beauty is unmatched. Lashes long and thick, slanted shapely; cat's eyes they are. Irises like untapped oil the colour deep and dark, alight with wisdom, caustic wit and intelligence fierce. And this, coupled with compelling vulnerability few can fathom, but I can fathom and I am held captive. Soul-tied we are though I cannot touch him, but with his soul do often intertwine. I will always in my heart be his and he in my heart be mine and I fathom the depths, like no other, his beauty, because I know his soul. There were so many things I wanted to do To let you know t

What Up Friends
Georgia Dome - Ying Yang Twins AKA MRS T IS BACK AT IT AGAIN SHE WILL BE HOSTING A WET T SHIRT AUCTION 1)MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER 2)ONLY SFW PICTURE ACCEPTED 3)ENTRY FEE OF 35K IS REQUIRED TO ENTER THE AUCTION 4)SEND LIST OF OFFER ALONG WITH THE PICTURE OF CHOICE CLOSING ENTRY DATE WILL BE ON JUNE 20TH UNTIL 7PM PACIFIC

Confessions Of A Drama Queen
Sunshine beams through the window pane, Waking her from sleep. She rises from her sheets and pillows, She yawns long and deep.     She's padding to the mirror, She's looking in disgust. She brushes through her crimson hair, She wipes away the dust.     Her friends all say she's beautiful. They say that she's a star, She can't believe what they believe, She envies who they are.     She hate's the person she's become, She walks away with a sigh. She grabs the shining, shimmering blade, She softly starts to cry.     She brings the knife upon her wrist, Space already occupied by scars. She wants to force herself to feel, Outside, wheels roll on tar.     A knock breaks the silence of morning, She tries to hide the blade. She rushes to the front door, Glad to not have stayed.     The he stands in the threshold, He holds roses scarlet red. He gives her a defeated look, And fighting tears he said:  

Driving
Long are the days before, I leave for what will seem Like a lifetime Short is the time i have, To spend with the one i love. The road is rough, The soul is wanting. Never wanted unfinished things Unacomplished dreams, But now duty calls, And nothing means more Than the lives that I protect And the heart that i want. Hopeing for understanding, Walking away Never forgotten, Never forgetting, I leave, Hopeing to return, To the one i love. Driving through Boulder at night leaned against the cab of a pickup leaned back to see the stars streetlights hurt the eyes at predictable intervals, on alternating sides when you're lucky you can just make out orion three staight stars in the western sky constellations never really meant alot to me occasoinal car star gazing always was enough for me taste the nicotine across the gums catch the moon on a long left turn holding the side to keep from sliding imagining every poetic thing that it could be not bother

Songs I Like
HATE ME by: BLUE OCTOBER i have to block out thoughts of you so i don’t lose my head they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i’m alone playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home there's a burning in my pride a nervous bleeding in my brain an ounce of peace is all i want for you will you never call again and will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face and will you never try to reach me it is i that wanted space hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you hate me in ways yea ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you i’m sober now for three whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i wont touch again in my sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night while i was busy waging wars on myself yo

Please Help Out!
Please go level up mah guy! He's really close to leveling.. yes I realize he doesn't have much to rate and I'll have to get on his butt about that LOL ridemhigh - FunkyMunky's R/L Bad Bad Boyfriend@ fubar Thanks to all my friends who help out! ♥ So I know you all will help me out again with yet ANOTHER pimp out. But you all know I'd do the same for you Yes its another pimp out for another cool guy! This one actually only lives about 10 miles from me LOL He's really cool..please go rate him up for me!! dontneedjacks@ fubar as always *hugz* ahead of time because my friends haven't let me down yet :D ~&hearts~Funky Please go rate him up and welcome him to fubar... Ladies .. have at him LOL Fool4Fishin

Other Parts Of Da Island
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A guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. After the game, he asked her how she liked the experience. 'Oh, I really liked it,' she replied, 'especially the tight pants and all the big muscles, but I just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25 cents.' Dumbfounded, her date asked, 'What do you mean?' 25 cents?? I don't understand.... 'Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was: 'Get the Quarterback! Get the Quarterback!' I'm like...HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO............ It's only 25 cents!!!! Some ideas for husbands or how to prevent being dragged along on shopping trips!!! Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband, Mr. Bill Fenton has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this type of behavior and have considered banning the entir

Thermometers
The rules are: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog about 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No Tag backs. 1) People think I'm snobby or bitchy, but I'm really almost painfully shy at times. 2) I'm a cat person (and YES I just adopted a dog!!! LOL) 3) I'm addicted to tattoos and piercings. (tongue, nipples, and clit hood; one tat so far on my left chest) 4) I hate it when people don't use correct punctuation, spelling, and grammar. 5) I have a really horrible red-neck accent that I would LOVE to get rid of! 6) I accept people as they are...I do not judge. 7) I'm a pillow/bed/cover hog. 8) Idiotic people annoy me. 9) People that want to shove their opinions/beliefs down my throat piss me off. 10) I love being a nurse!! I'm tagging: 1) ramon601 2) *"T"* 3) xXXChrisXXx 4) bull59 5) **MRmostunderated** Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to

Aftershock Bulletins
ZOOM ON IN TO?!?!?! WE HAVE THE GREATEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN ME CROWE 008 (TRIPLE-A TEAM LEAD) FOR SOME AWESOME TUNES, GREAT CHAT..AND!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF LAUGHS!!! DON'T BE FOOLED BY IMITATIONS... AFTERSHOCK WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF AND WE PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ KULVIR~*~ (Lead DJ) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ BABYEMMA~*~ ~*~DJ GREENMOMMA~*~ ~*~DJ HAWKEYE~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COME ON IN AND LISTEN FOR A BIT... YOU MIGHT JUST FIND THAT HOME AWAY FROM HOME YOU'VE BEEN WANTING... THE DRAMA FREE ZONE... WHERE YOU

Internets: Serious Business
Basically since they deleted my first account in october, life has been rolling with and against me. I didn't really care because i lost my job in the same week. bigger problems to deal with. I spent a month only doing artsy projects on the PC, not much chat or nothing. also, I went to visit friends and family. along the way, I met a woman who made me realize there is something missing. for a while, she filled it. Well it seems the woman only inadvertently filled this so called void, because she is happy with her boyfriend. so, what I'm going through is trying to reestablish my connection to a stable life where i don't feel like I need anyone. at the moment, it just seems like a lonely prospect. so the last account delete was my own. I am basically irrational while I suffer this, and assumed that I would only bring bad news to the table. I can take a punch to the face, I can lose any friend or job. but situations where my heart is set on something that fails, pu

Vixen's Blog
Please read the full blog. Please rate my blog! Please Rate my profile/ Fan & Add Me I will return the favor! This is required, but you do not have to wait for me to approve your request to rate. I will randomnly be giving away Fubling!!! For each folder with 100 pics you get 5,000 Fubucks If you rate with an actual 11, you get 114 (double) points per picture you rate ! That means you get 11,400 additional Fubucks and Points from Fubar! If you rate with a 10 that turns into an 11, you get 57 points per picture you rate ! That means you get 5,700 additional Fubucks and Points from Fubar! You can rate as many folders as you want!! All of this preferably during Happy Hour. After you rate please send me a message stating which folder or folders you rated so I can verify. Please don't leave me a comment because I won't see it! Thanks, Vixen! P.S. be patient for me to send you the fubucks! Please read & rate this blog!

Truth Is Stranger Than Fiction
I was looking for yet another job, and thought something like online transcription or data entry sounded like just the ticket. I searched monster.com and found an ad for transamassociates.com, and their medical transcriptionist program. I took the initial test, and they suggested I chat with their online live chat person, and that I could submit my application online, as well. All this sounded great, like just what I was seeking, until we got to the point where you have to buy their software (to the tune of about $450) and I began to wonder if this company is just a scam? I don't know how to determine this for certain, so I'm reluctant to try to scrape up even the down payment to purchase this stupid software. The point of getting another job was to MAKE money, NOT spend it! Yet, I do understand that sometimes an investment is required in order to make money, as well. My question comes down to this: Have you heard of this company, and are they for real or is it a scam? I've rea

Other Places I Like To Hang Out At
YOU WANT A PLACE DRAMA FREE AND IS ALWAYS FRIENDLY YOU COME HANG OUT WITH US IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU READ BELOW CLICK AND JOIN RULES AND REGULATIONS LINK RIGHT HERE---> http://fubar.com/blog/169886 PLEASE READ ASAP DEADLY DESIRES Tonight there will be an auction for staff and all in lounge... THIS CAN ONLY MEAN ONE THING DA WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW'S PLEASURE NIGHT HAS COME BACK TO THE FUBAR PEOPLE OF THE NIGHT Think You Have What It Takes To Tame These Wild Tigers HERE ARE SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT WILL BE AUCTIONED OFF Meet our DJs NO LIMITZ aka head dj and co owner of deadly desires Faith aka deadly desires owner Warrior aka nolimitz main regulater and host and owner of DJ KAIJAW'S PLEASURE NIGHT our new dj aka the crazed one.... Wild Kitty DJ Calico aka the one that the ladies go to cause his nick name is DR. POPPER new helpers FAT BARBIE aka sexy lounge seductress JEROMY THE ENFORCER CUPCAK

Kitty's World
Ok I have seen this topic in MANY ""Mummms"" I just cant get over the stupidity of some of the people and the females for the most part. Some are trying to say when a women squirts it is pee. It is NOT pee. It does not look,smell or taste like pee.. If you google " Female Ejaculation, Female Prostate,The G-Spot it will tell you there. Female ejaculate is a fluid that is expelled from the body through the urethra during sexual activities. When released in small quantities it may be a mucous like fluid having a clear, milky, or yellowish coloration. As the volume of the expelled fluid increases it becomes like clear water. All women have a prostate gland they all likely produce ejaculate, even if they are not aware of it. HOW DOES ONE LOCATE THE FEMALE PROSTATE ? The G-Spot is located along the upper/front wall of the vagina, about two inches in, towards the stomach. The best way in finding the G-spot is to try some manual exploration. Insert your middle fin

Aftershock Lounge
CLICK ON THE TAG BELOW TO COME JOIN DJ EARTH WALKER AND SHOVELHEADS13 IN FU MARRIGE. COME FOR THE PRE PARTY AND STAY FOR IT ALL. 8PM EST WEDDING STARTS IN THE AFTERSHOCK BAR AND GRILL. imikimi - Customize Your World BEN WILL BE GOING HOME TO TRINIDAD TO EMILY AND BABY HANNAH AUG 13TH. HIS FIRST SHOW ON AIR IN HIS LOUNGE AFTERSHOCK PERV LOUNGE WILL BE THERE SHORTLY AFTER. SO BE THERE I'LL KEEP U UPDATED TO EXACTILY WHEN . HE MISSES U ALL. THANKS RAIN.

Events
23 Indonesians dead in crush for cash handout 1 day ago JAKARTA, Indonesia (AP) - Residents of a town in eastern Indonesia surged forward to receive $4.25 in handouts from a wealthy family, crushing to death 23 people, officials said. The handouts were part of charity events marking the Islamic fasting month of Ramadan in the town of Pasuran, about 500 miles east of the capital, said local police chief Harry Sitompul. Television footage showed women screaming as they were pushed into a fence by the crowd outside a home in Pasuran. At least 23 people were killed and at least 8 others were in critical condition, Sitompul said. Charity events are common during Ramadan, when most of Indonesia's 235 million people fast during daylight hours. However, crowd control is problematic and deaths have occurred at similar events in the past. "There was no coordination with police during the handout," said mayor Aminurohman, who like many Indonesians goes by a single name.

To Stay Rules Are Changing....
I read a few blogs...mumms..and sad to see some do not have the savvy or graciousness as the men that were on stage tonight. I felt the moment as a great candidate and hero in my book gave his speech; not because he lost, but I felt the pain he suffered in giving his life to the country he Loves. I don't know or will speculate how our new president will handle things or approach the many issues this country currently has. I will say like in a previous Blog I'll support him and not bad mouth someone like many have done and so I've read. Thus the belief thing resounds again in Romans chapter 13. I will not degrade those placed in authority above me. Yet, I will also say if any of those placed above me I will call out what is not done appropriately. Thus rebuke is ok!! I will say this to those that rated/voted because it was a racially motivated thing; It is wrong to base things upon popularity, whether color, amount of money or who is young or old. It though should be based on

Just Stuff I Wrote
I never would have thought that there'd be a you and me. It wasn't plausible. It wasn't possible. But out of the star-crossed sky fell an opportunity. It was great. It was special. It was magic. It made my life such a blissful state of euphoria. My eyes sparkled. My soul danced. My heart rejoiced. And now that it's gone I wish there was something in its place. I want a new dream. I want a new heart. I want a new chance. But mostly, I'm receiving only loss. I remember the happy times and think there'll be no more. I remember little thoughts of you and sigh 'cause you're gone. I remember my contented heart and sigh because now it's broken. And now that you're gone, I can't help but miss you. For every where you used to smile an empty memory looms of your soulful eyes your shy smile and your beautiful face. No more dreams of warm hands and soft eyes, No more hopes of gentle kisses in the night. The realization of losing you is slow in sinking in.

Happy Hour Contest.......
Thanks to everyones help I have completed the Happy Hour give away...now is trying to decide when to have it...any suggestions?? Sitting around 31000 for the contest so far...again want to thank all that have helped....have also been told that the ending date for the contest is Feb 29...... Commented out again...getting closer...3/5 the way there on a good day of bombing...thanks again for everyones help!!!!!

One Sided
                             Lost In You     I see your face before me. An inch separates our lips. I feel the warmth of your breath as it flows from your mouth. Your eyes the window to your soul heed my captive, I feel your thirst, as you devour me. I am yours. As my moist palms rest mildly against the roughness of your cheeks the prickly sensation that generates my blood.  I pull you close, our lips touch gently, I can smell your essence, and it compels me. I am yours; my heart pounds my breathing increases. Your hands are upon my waist, you force my body to unite with yours.  My body feels unspeakable desire.  Your hand palpates stroking my lower back. I urge myself to pull from you. I can’t I feel alive; I fear the destruction of my will as you lower your lips to my neck. Control is a forgotten word as I allow my will to devolve. You sense my deliberate motion; you ingest this as me mouthing the words “Yes”. You lift your head, you look into my eyes, you see th

The Gentleman Perv
All men have the capacity to be perverts. Some have nice, clean profiles with talk of long walks on beaches, cuddling, looking for Ms. Right; and of course looks aren't important. But guess what? While he's waiting on the perfect, "imperfect" woman, he's willing to get his jolly's anywhere he can. So he hits you up for your messenger service.. then wham! He's the pervert in gentleman's clothing. Now along comes this profile of a pervert. No doubt about it, no questions or arguments. Yes, I want to talk perverted to you ladies. However, there is more to this 'book cover' then meets the eye. A kind, patient, non-judgmental and HONEST gentleman peeks out from behind the green door. My rules of engagement on here are really very simple. 1.Respect your friends privacy and anonymity. 2.Never perv on a woman unless they have at least talked to you and aware of whats in your profile. 3.Never attempt to win her affections when you have no intentions of keeping them (this is a

Love
I was so emptySelf loathingBefore you awoke meLived in transgressionFeasted sinDestroying all I stood forA world of spreading diseaseLegs up for infidelityThe force feed of their stiffened sicknessThe promised hiding their ringsTo suck down some of the thingsThat cheat this world into lovelessnessAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowFor we have each otherAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartThis love is foreverIn arms we'll turn awayFrom their waysWe'll live like no otherTogether we're hopeAbsoluteThe only thing that mattersA world of spreading diseaseLegs up for infidelityThe force feed of their stiffened sicknessThe promised hiding their ringsTo suck down some of the thingsThat cheat this world into lovelessnessAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowFor we have each otherAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartThis love is foreverAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartAll the pain in this world won't stop u

~eternal~bliss~
Thursday, July 19, 2007 ARMY WIFE HOOAH..... Current mood: creative Category: MY BIRTHDAY... Life ..> Army Wives HOOAH!!! I am an Army wife I've noticed in my present job, there is a tiny quirk. There's no respect at all and its not considered work! Well, I am here to show you another point of view, and give you an idea of what I really do! Here's my job description and to better understand, it's written in the language of the Army Man. I'm the IG, complaints come to me. I am the Medic, I bandage skinned knees. I'm the Legal Office and the courts-martial, too. I decide the punishment, how much and on who. I'm Health: Welfare, inspecting for junk, and the 1SG checking the bunk. I'm also Supply, in charge of food, clothes, housewares, diapers, toys, heaven only knows. I'm the MP who secures the door, I'm also the PVT who GI's the floor. I'm the Mess SGT who cooks all the meals. I'm TMP in charge of the wheels. I'm MWR plan

Blog Things
What Kind of Cereal Are You?You're Cocoa PuffsYou've got that contagious level of energy that just drives people ''cuckoo.'' You're always ready to party and you can get pretty wild, which is fun for people around you, but it gets old (and soggy) soon. You need to know how to be more than just the wacky one amongst your group of friends and it'll only deepen your relationships with people. Myspace Quizzes I WILL NOT ~EVER~ BE ANY MAN'S SLAVE!!!!!! I will not ever be a slave to any man for any reason ever again in my *F**KING* life! Seek me out for that reason and you will be blocked as the man below was. Below is what was sent to me in my shout box first thing this morning: misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... adress me as sir

The 5 Thinger Discounted Contest!
If you haven't Rated to VOTE for the funniest picture in "The 5 Thinger Discounted Contest" yet... click this lil vote picture to do so! Come see what these funny FU's do in their spare time! ONLY 6 Hours left. Ends tonight at 7pm FU TIME! I am calling it "The 5 Thinger Discounted Contest!" I have had so much fun with the contests I have been participating in. I decided I have to host one of my own so I can sit on the other side and enjoy the comments and action. NO COMMENT BOMBING! J-Roxx has set a good example with her rates only contest and I would like to go that route. I want something fun and funny that others will enjoy keeping up with as well. So, not the sexiest this or that but instead.... The most creative and original picture using 5 random household items. All pictures need to be SAFE FOR WORK! Some ideas: toilet paper, toothbrush, blanket, game controller. Maybe you fit five random things in your mouth, or tie them in yo

Awesome People You Should Meet
This awesome guy won me in the Naughty Auction... hosted by Club Naughty and Nice. Go check him out and show him lots of love ~~DJpogobob~~Bomber at Large~@ fubar The Auction was Hosted by: Click the link below to come to Club Naughty N Nice!! Naughty Auction Winners! All winners were fu-mailed the results.. But if you missed it I am postin it all here! FknCrazy is now the proud owner of these great people.. *Nicole* ~fuowned by fkncrazy~ Widow's playgirl/morning manager@ Club Naughty N Nice@ fubar DJ BEETLE JUICE~~~GREETER~~~PROMOTER~~~FOR CLUB NAUGHTY & NICE@ fubar ~(((...Mullet Hunter...)))~FuOwned by FknCrazy~After Hours Greeter~Club F.A.R.~Leveling Lovers~@ fubar ********************************************* JenJen is the proud owner of this great guy.... BIGPAPPA™ ~~OWNER Wicked Sex Dreams R Rated NSFW~~ JENJEN"S HUBBY~~Head Spanker~~@ fubar **************

Poems By Me
Self-hating and over-controlling self hating and over-controlling always right and all knowing superficial and overly ignorant the super user and the arrogant she thinks the world revolves around her everyone owes her something from this god awful place i fell into her trap, and hell, i should have known but at least i can walk away and i'm not the one who's sitting alone looking angrily at the phone no one's gonna call her they've all had enough we can all only be pushed to a certain point -then we break self hating and over controlling look in the mirror one of these days trust me hon, it'll do you good Mad Girl's Love Song "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed

Things Not To Say In Ones Shout Box....
Nigj ~MJ&#...: all this talk of whipping up, I thought I'd come in your box...... we all get those lame lines in the shout box ive decided to copy and paste the best and worst of my shout box experience.... Uneedatowel?: u gave me an erection and I didn't get anything for you! that was so sweet of you mikey: hello hunny where you been all my life fuck me I just dont know where Ive been pt im here now?? nope dont think thats the reply im looking for....

Low Flyer News (my Band)
On Saturday, Jared, Rico, Joe, and myself bunkered down into Pus Cavern Studio here in Sacramento, CA and told our engineer, Eric Broyhill that we wanted to do three songs in one day. He basically said "Well, if that's what you want to do, you'll be rushed, but let's get 'em cracked out", and 10 hours later, we have three brand new recordings, even mixed decently! We recorded "Track 2", "Anyhow, Anyways", and "Leap Day". The first and third are quite old songs that have stuck around for three or so years, and "Anyhow, Anyway" is a brand new song that's been finished for less than a month or two. I think it's a pretty good indicator of our sound, writing style, etc... Take a listen, and let me know what you think! Oh, and for those who don't know, I play bass. :D You can find us at these sites: myspace - www.myspace.com/lowflyerband reverbnation - www.reverbnation.com/lowflyer My band has found itself without a vocalist, and are struggling to find a new one that mat

Carbon Copy Pro
Carbon Copy Pro utilizes what is known in the Industry as a "funded proposal". If you are not familiar with that term, let me explain. When a person visits a Carbon Copy Pro site, they are given some "teaser" information for free. To gain access to more info, the visitor must pay a small fee - $49 and complete an application. For this $49, you do actually get a valuable product -- a training CD by industry marketing master Mike Dillard that also fully explains the mystery product being marketed. The beauty of a funded proposal is that it helps raise "funds" for the marketer, even when a sale is not produced. These funds can then be put back into advertising the site, generating more leads for the marketer's business. Carbon Copy PRO Carbon Copy Pro Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? A successful salesperson in his own right long before he started marketing online, Kubassek outlined what is needed to succeed in traditional sales, and combined those needs with

*insert Something Witty Here...*
Greetings all :) Thanks again for everybody coming by and rating me. I was able to *finally* to level to godfather. I decided to randomly pick some people to say thank you for their help. So, everybody listed below gets a salute - The first 4 were picked for a reason the rest are random ... Jenuhphur - *1st Rate on Auto 11 Activation* Jenuhphur@ fubar •S•A•Y• - *last rate of Fu-King* .··.·»•S•A•Y•«·.··.@ fubar kittin327 - *first rate of godfather* kittin327@ fubar MishNumber1 - *last rate of Auto 11* MishNumber1 ♥ Rate, Fan & Add Me. I Always Return The Luv ♥@ fubar plus random ones - rosie ROSIE Owns ♫ÐĴ FäßŨ£ðŨ§♫ And Is Owned By BestBikerMom@ fubar Devilishvixen ♫☆ Devilish Vixen{DSC}Club Far{SBG}LollipopGurl†Stripper@RR♥@ fubar Kyirel ☆-Kyirel-☆@ fubar KrazyR KrazyR@ fubar ™©ღღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ™©ღღCantS

Same Story, Different Cast.
did anyone ever listen to full devil jacket? i dunno why but i used to love that band when i was in high school. they had it all :D i put a few tracks in my playlist on my profile if u wanna know what im talkin about. so a friend of mine bought me a 3 day blast... i put in the blast Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken over there, I'm going to eat the first thing to come out of it's butt" but fubar decided to edit it to "Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken over there ... I'm gonna eat it" seriously, wtf? that and how is this pic nsfw??

Why Condoms Come In Boxes Of 3,6&12
A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts: 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing . They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse, or doing other activities while walking because they are off-guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack &rape in the early morning, between 5: 00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one place women are abducted from/attacked is grocery store parking lot

High Tech Info
Thats right, from what i have seen though its not all stations yet. However there is a nice assortment to pick from. Old and New. Old as in I dream of Jeanie Old. There is this new website, thats free to use, however you must signup to view the movies. They provide full episodes, as well as short clips to be viewed at your leisure. I tried it out and was suprised at how well it worked. However the navigation while simple is almost to simple. If you are like me and work odd hours, but love shows that come on NBC or FOX, and it appears other networks are being added as we speak. I suggest you at least take a test view of this site. Hulu Ya the name sounds funny but its nice to know you can find shows when your bored. Even really old shows from your youth. Be advised there are short commercials where the original commercials once were. So far from what i have seen the commercials come in at less then 10 seconds each. So it is very bearable, much more bearable then watching it on

Ramblings Of An Earthly Goddess
I'm nobody's fool but dammit I'll be a fool for you ya toss around sweet words like pennies into a wishing well but they don't flatter me they just ease my descent into hell you tell me that ya miss me like crazy that living for my touch is what keeps ya going that your world is muddy without my beauty to clear the view ya tell me that ya wanna make love to me but ya cant say i love and me I'm nobody's fool but dammit I'll be a fool for you I let you in over & over & over again tellin myself we can be just friends but I look at you & pieces of my eternal soul become inflamed they fly as ashes then fall to ground my heart does just the same I sit here now with the juice of you still moist on my thighs & I wonder why I fell again I can't even bring myself to cry cuz the nearness of you it's still thick on my skin but I know that will wear thin and the tears will flow cuz despite the sweetness that ya toss in the air for me you'll never really care

Brown Eyed Girl's Blog
the hour's just begun to breathe again. after having held its breath for so long. pretending to be unconscious. when really it was only stubborness. dragging the bodies up from your heart to your head. searching inside yourself for some place to bury the dead. there's no war. none that i'm aware of. yet battles are. battles are the only way we connect anymore. there's no bloodshed. no victims. and yet somehow still there are so many casualties. i guess i didn't understand your words. your intent. and i expected more than you were willing to give. if only because. if only because that was what i needed. but i've fallen asleep now. and the dreams have begun. i've closed my eyes. shut down everything. there's nothing left in here to wake up. your mind doesn't tell you who to love. your heart does. you try not to but souls are connected.. i don't know what's left of us. just a fading sensation of having loved...others say love is bliss.. i say it is cruel... cruel to love s

Lyrics
EVANS BLUE LYRICS "Cold (But I'm Still Here)" Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies but don't you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time you're so endearing, you're so beautiful, well I don't look like they do,

::thoughts::
OMG, guys I'm very excited right now and can't sleep! In about 6 hours I will be in a car and on my way to a 7-hour drive back to my original hometown of Los Angeles =] I'm going down there until Sunday mostly to chill and to hang out with the family, some of them I haven't seen in years...I haven't been down there since I was 17 and even then it was a real quick trip and I didn't have much time to visit family....so I'm very excited!!!!!! Ok I have to get back to packing but talk to some of you when I get back!!!! =D Kisses, Message In A Bottle Seriously, today's a good TV day!! So I come home, cook me some lunch [[yes I cook]] and I turn on the tv to see me some fighting [[Silva is one, big scary but hot mofo]]...now while I'm actually interested in MMA and hope to pursue it more once I gain some more finances, I admit, I just love watching big dudes shirtless in those cute little tight shorts beating the crap out of each other with sweat and blood everywhere [[I know, a bit

iam in love with babygurl 8 we chat and stuff it is nice to have a fu girlfriend shes makes me laugh and smile baby gurl 8 i want to kiss and hug you hold your hand rub your back etc for i love you baby gurl 8 my first mum do not pan out my second should do beter this is something i should improve on next time i get a good one on yet i never give up spring is coming up meaning sumer is next where i can improve on my swiming sit in the sun try to get a tan without burning and doe lot of stuff that is fun.

Surveys And The Like
So, what if you married the last person you kissed? hmm would be wierd she is nice but honestly cant see marrying her If you could change your eye color would you? my eyes were brown when i was a kid now they are brown green and gold like a hawks so i guess i already did lol What is the biggest secret you know about your best friend? i take the fifth Last person you told a secret to? mari What's your favorite thing about Sundays? i usually dont have to work lol What are you wearing on your feet? not a thing Who did you last get into a big argument with? hmmmm my uncle Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? yes he was about to do something that could put him in jail If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who rachel Ever kissed someone who's name starts with a J? yes Do you have a best friend to lean on? yes Do you miss anyone? yes very much and she knows who she is Have you ever had the

Goodbye...
What we had, was a few moments in time. What you held were my dreams, What I had was hope. What I hold is memories, of how i want to feel again. What I need is to heal, for now I hide in myself. I have survived the pain, The fist that pounded into me. The bruises have faded completely, the memories haunt me less. I was strong enough to walk away, though my head was down. I had the will to survive, and this will be the same. This is better. I can laugh or cry, I can thrive or fail. My life is my own. I have been held gently. Stroked correctly, held lightly, caressed sofly, kissed fiercly... and I have been set free. I will once again find my wings, I have been through worse things. Quotes Cool Comments Darkness.. By Tansy Peschel Its murky gray cloud Blocks my vision, Obscures my goals, Overwhelms me when I let it. It chokes my

Lyrics Of Songs I Like
When you see a deer you see Bambi And I see antlers up on the wall When you see a lake you think picnics And I see a large mouth up under that log You're probably thinking that you're gonna change me In some ways well maybe you might Scrub me down, dress me up aww but no matter what Remember, I'm still a guy When you see a priceless French painting I see a drunk, naked girl You think that ridin' a wild bull sounds crazy And I'd like to give it a whirl Well love makes a man do some things he ain't proud of And in a weak moment I might walk your sissy dog, hold your purse at the mall But remember, I'm still a guy And I'll pour out my heart Hold your hand in the car Write a love song that makes you cry Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground 'Cause he copped a feel as you walked by I can hear you now talkin' to your friends Saying, "Yeah girls he's come a long way" From draggin' his knuckles and carryin' a club And buildin' a fire in a cave But

More Poetry
Depression isn't obvious but suicide is. My pain nobody sees. My my mangled body they shall see. My head was all but a mess. Depression overtaking me. Suicide was to be my bid for freedom. Becuase deppression isn't obvious but suicide is. Depression is never obvious even when its staring them in the face. But now suicide will be obvious how can it not? Now my life is too much to bear. Suicide I shall commit. Now its obvious but its all too late. thoughts of u in my head thoughts of u lying dead thoughts of u with out a head thoughts of u lying dead lying dead on the floor with out ur head with blood and goor thoughts of u lying dead are always running threw my head Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you a

Poetry
My mother tells me that it's cold today I ought to wear a sweater or it might rain I should take an umbrella or my dress is unbecoming and my hair doesn't look right She also says that I should lose a few pounds put cream on my face wear a hat in the sun not use swearwords and stand up straight My mother treats me like a child She has not noticed that I have grown up and I am truly catching up to her fast My mother tells me what to do and always seems startled when I tell her I am an adult, too I have known the paths of failure frustration disappointment defeat Because I have taken a chance on winning succeeding achieving It takes a lot of the first to get some of the second I love him because I know him so well I love him in spite of knowing him that well

Fubar
ok...wtf is wrong with you people? who REALLY cares about stupid rating on a website,lol??? Pathetic... I aint in it..who wants to rate me-he`s welcome to,who doesnt want-its ok..rate me 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 or whatever,I dont care.. Its really idiotic to worry about anything thas involved with this cyber world.. ...maybe I`m the only one who`s here just for fun..not because of creating the life you cant live in reality,because you`re too scared to be YOURSELF,so you have to be somethin that you just want to be.. Stay true,kisses I ALWAYS SEND A MASS INVITE REMEMBER THAT No one has crushed me :(

Auction
May 3rd at 8:00 pm est we will be having an auction. There will be a small raffle , 25k fu bucks out of MY Personal pocket, and 100 of my 11's as well if you have that many pics to rate :D if not as many as you do have. In order to be eligible to win the 11's or 25k fu bucks you must 1) be a lounge member of the firehouse 2) be in the sale listed for sale or sold in our auction. 3) be present for the entire auction as the raffle will follow. being sold you will have to add your owners name to your page for 30 days, ie... so and so owned by whomever :) this does not entitle you to be at their bec n call 24/7. This is alot of fun and is meant only for this purpose, to share fu bucks, and have a great time doing it :D All persons being sold are automatically entered to win the 25k fu bucks. i will not be selecting the winner. I will ask a staff member to write down ppls names and draw one randomly. this person will not be in the drawing to win :D http://fubar.com/new_

Random Nothings
First of all, I marked this NSFW because I like to swear a lot. If you don't like it, you can get the fuck out now. Thank you and have a good day. For those of you that actually care to read this, here it goes.. 1) I just want to thank each and every one of you who have helped me, in any way. Whether it be with leveling, in my give away, or just being a friend who will listen to me bitch. Every one of you mean a lot to me, and I just want you to know how much I really appreciate it. I could list everyone here, but I'm not going to. If you're wondering to yourself "does that mean me?", it probably does. 2) For all the down raters, haters, people I don't like, etc.. If you want to down rate me, have a fucking ball. I still get points on your behalf, so please, keep it up! If you just don't like me and feel the need to talk about me behind my back, again, please keep it up. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside when you talk about me. If I just don't like you, there is proba

381 The New Chapter (found On Myspace)
okay. So I was in a relationship and happy. First official boyfriend I've had in almost 2 years at that point. I met him in september and by october we were an official couple. And We were both happy. Giddy giggly like a couple of High schoolers together. Just enjoying being around each other and spending time together playing games and just simple stuff that was fun. Watching movies, playing halo 3. It was cute it was innocent. We were kissy but not overly kissy. We were cuddly but not boffy. We were epic. Then the other shoe drops. he's got feelings about his x who hurt him. So he has trust issues. He loves her family members and they love him. Well christmas came and instead of us spending it together he spent it with her family. I got upset about it and when we celebrated christmas together on the 27th. Then he said talked about how he was hurting me and he doesnt want to hurt me so he then said that it would be better for him to deal with his issues on his own. I told him i wan

My Story
So, I know I might sound like a filthy hypocrite based on my dislike for tats on women... butt I have decided to get a small Pisces tattoo. Ofcourse being me, and not being able to make up my mind on ANYTHIN ever, I have no idea what kinda design I want. Sooo, I am open to any suggestions :P She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness. She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white. She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at th

Whatevers
" *RATE MY PHOTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!* Please ask other people to rate my photo too. :D Thanks babes! Please rate my photo so I win first prize in the auction. Repost this if you'd be so kind. Thank you!!!!!! :P Auction has been extended until further notice due to complications involving the pc of the auctioneer. :P So I'm out with my friend Timmah tonight. We're hanging out for the first time and we're eating at Red Lobster. I'm drinking my Cherry Coke and having a good time chillaxin' and eating good grub with my bomb ass diggity friend. I finish drinking my Cherry Coke and get all excited because I see cherries on the bottom of my glass and I say to Tim "They put cherries in my bottom!!!!!!!" Cos I was just so excited it came out wrong. I think I have officially taken the cake for dumbass hall of fame in a fancy restaurant. Hands down. Let alone my horrible snorty laughter made itself known several times tonight when we saw Role Models. Embarassing stories needed. Please f

Sin City
COME HEAR DJ SLIM ROCK SIN CITY TO THE GROUND!!!!! COME ROCK OUT WITH DJ ROSS IN SIN CITY!!!!!!

Photography Is Damned Serious
So, if anyone is looking to follow my continuation in the photographers world, and I haven't got the means to do so here anymore, I have two other places you can check out. First is: http://mynameisepidemic.deviantart.com/ That site may include portraiture, nature, zoo, self-portraits, nudes (tasteful, as I've always done), etc. You can also buy prints from that site, or through me. The other spot to check out is: www.myspace.com/anewdawnphotography I've got just about everything here as well, but include more of my event photography, and no nudes at all (obviously, its myspace). I only just created it and still have a lot to add and organize into folders, but just in case you want to be able to find me often and myspace is more your thing anyways. If you add me on either site, let me know who you are with a link to your page here or something. Not that I wont add you, but sometimes I like to know who's who, especially if you don't have a photo of yourself any

Something To Think About
Why do I keep running into the crazy, obsessive, overbearing, insecure, lying men on this site? I've explained everything to you before... I'm NOT going to speak to everyone when I first sign on. I'm busy going through messages, friend request, picture comments, etc. I mean DAMN. I will speak to you when I notice you on. If you have a 'trying to work', 'stepped away' or 'gone'...there's no reason to speak if you are showing you aren't here. How am I supposed to know? I have many of friends. Not 1, not a few; MANY! I'm not going to get around and speak to everyone. I speak to most of my friends, I may not hold a long conversation, but I do acknowledge them. I've had others compare me to other people, that makes me not even want to deal with them. I hate that shit. Don't compare me with others! I'm not them. If they fucked you over, don't automatically assume I'm going to fuck you over too. If you feel this way...DON'T BECOME MY FRIEND! Don't LIE to me to gain my friendship.

The Big Fight
Ok.......Where to start..... Ole DM.......is now homeless....yep the Ex got me evicted and I have 5 weeks in which to find a place to live AND tell My son's that I have to leave.... Thtas the bad part......now the plus....I have NO non-molestation order against me....and I escaped having to pay her court costs..... Her side had the BALLS to ask that I be evicted with in 2 weeks....very generous of them I guess......NOT!!! I do how ever have one biotch to mkae and that is it amazes me just how someone can deliberatly lie in court after swearing the oath.....and get away with it to try and make me look the bad person... There is one slight smile raising point though....as I can no longer return to the house after Sept 21st....anytime I see my sons......she has to bring them to me.....as I will not ever be allowed anywhere near the house.....count them.!!! Victory's To her...........1 To Me.....now lets see...no order of Non-molestation....thats 1, not having to pa

~like A Rose~
The key to my heart, Forgotten, its vague memory long since have part, I'd like to know, if you dont mind, What it looked like, and what kind? When you stole it was it golden? Did it shine in the sun? Set with sparkling jewels, and links strengthened as to never be undone? Or was it just plain and simple? Cold to the touch, Silver and indistinguishable, Looks never mattering much. Was it a skeleton key? Entrapment of nameless pain, A symbol of grieving and, Happinesses ultimate bane Did it weigh in your pocket? And play with your head? Was its presence unbearable, Keeping you awake in your bed? Would it whisper in your ear? A craving for turn of the lock, Could you ignore its ceaseless cry And its confident, gloating mock? Is that why you stand before me? Empty arms outstretched you see, Asking yourself why oh why, You threw away this key... I want to be the one you hold Each and every day. I want to be the one you need In every single way. I

Special Events A/k/a Traveling Fu Sistas Party Blog
Join The Party! March 20th AND March 21st! Fu Party in Rowlett, Texas! You get TWO clubs for the price of one! Weekends for those wanting to rock the night away, AND The Crazy Horse Saloon for those who want to two-step! Price? There is NO cover charge! We had a blast the last two parties we had! Check out party pics below and on many of our pages. Let Blueroses or Tulsa's Angel know if you will be able to attend! Those Attending This Affair: Debbie ~Blueroses~ Barbara from Tulsa ღTulsa's Angelღ Amber Sexy Green Eyes ~ Shari ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â Beth From Ohio ♥ ÐJ ÇÚÐÐLÊ GØÐÐʧ§ ♥ Bonnie from Oklahoma ÐJWîççâ Dale *Phantom*

Fiesta Tappers Contests And Giveaways
Alright you guys, you know what to do!! Its time to get to tapp'n some azzzz. That's right, Tap this young lady with as many comments as ya can. CHERI/jjsbiatch~ Fiesta Tappers~' is in a contest for a 1 year VIP Lets get in there and do what we do Fiesta Tappers, CherishDo It To It (Feat. Sean Paul Of The YoungBloodZ)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Feelings
What do you do when you give your heart to one?You know no matter what happens he will always have it and you never want it back.You try to move on and its just not there to do.How do you move on or can you?Love hurts but it also stinks.No one ever said Love would be easy.But God why does it have to be so hard? But deep down I don't regret giving my heart to this person.He made me take a good look at myself and let me know I'm a beatuiful person on the inside and out.I didn't have to wild and crazy to prove it.I just had to be me and only me.I guess it is true there is someone out there for everyone.But when you find then let them know how you feel and don't be afraid to be yourself and not someone your not.If it is true to your heart and feels then it worth being true back to.When you do hold it and never let it go no matter what you need to do and always be honest and true to that person no matter what.Always talk and work things out.But don't be afriad to ever Love and don't judge

Very Very Nsfw Poems
Beautiful Morning Daylight comes as the morning breaks, You wake with a deep seated ache, As your Master sleeps there by your side, Your need for me is something you can't hide. Slowly your hand slides down my chest, Not wanting to disturb me from my rest, But deep inside there burns a fire, Not knowing if you can stop your desires. Gently you wrap your hand around my cock, Enjoying the feel, so warm and soft, Slowly you stroke it up and down, The ache inside grows in leaps and bounds. Slowly under the sheets it starts to grow, As you slide the sheets down past my toes, Lower you crawl there in the bed, Gently you wrap your lips around the head. Taking me deep as far as it goes, Feeling more pleasure as it continues to grow, Back to the top to where you can taste, Catching the precum, savoring the taste. Quietly you suck it in deep, As your juices are beginning to seep, You freeze as you feel me move, Hoping I don't wake up to soon. You look up

New Members
Please welcome Lost Soul...... Our newest member in the family. PLEASE A/F/R LOST SOUL~CHOPPERS BIKER CLUB LEVELERS CREW ~Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew's~@ fubar Welcome to the family MsBratt Angel Eyes Basstracker Sexy T ThugPassion247~Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew~@ fubar Sexy T~~ {{*Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew*}}@ fubar MyNameIsFaith~Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew Member~@ fubar beckyjean~martins fu wifey~Devils advocates bombing and leveling family@ fubar Sapphire RLW of Slimreb · Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew@ fubar ☮Kevin☮ -- Fu-Owner of ~SassyMysticDawn~Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew@ fubar ~*Vindicated*~ Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew@ fubar loverboy~Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew@ fubar Please introduce your selves and welcome each other to the family and please make sure our name is added to yours please.

My Musings
Last night, Mr Jim and I went to his Union's Christmas party. Ive been before, so I didnt put too much thought into it. I go for him. I made sure I was dressed just enough. Nothing too schmancy. Im glad I had sleeves because it was COLD in the venue. I forget that most of the people are pretty weird. We sat a table that had two others, already there. They were really nice. Mr Jim knew his dad, blah blah blah. His mom, stepdad and brothers are all in the IBEW. Every one knows them. Two other couples joined the table. Jim knew one of the guys. I smiled and tried to be neutrally charming. They relaxed and started talking to each other. A guy said that he had Mr Jim's mom and brother as his teachers. He said, to his wife, you know is mom. She said, Oh.. whats her name is his mom? He said, Her name is Pat. She snaps at her husband, " How in the fuck am I supposed to remember her name?" I smile and say, " She is my mother in law and I refer to her as 'whats her face'". I said

Me... Bc It Is All About Me!
i try to listen to calming music before i go to sleep at night and this evening, i decided to listen to some of the hawaiian music, i have collected over the years. for those of you that are actual life friends, know that my soul lies in those islands. every time i go back, i feel alive and when i leave, i cry as my plane makes its way down the run-way. im actually tearing up a little right now as i write to you and listen to the legendery IZ. all i can think about is the breeze coming off of the ocean from the Winward side of Oahu.. the waves crashing against the white sands of Lanikai with its islands tucked off the azure coast line. papya and guava shaved ice from Matsumotos and chillin on the North Shore watching the boys on those amazing waves. plumeria and palms littering the land and lush green mist covered mountains. how i long to be back on the islands. my toes in the sand, my hair gracing a floral piece and my skin sun kissed by the tropical equator rays. i think in two year

Funny Shit
Never Argue with a Woman One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?' 'Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that obvious?') 'You're in a Restricted Fishing Area,' he informs her. 'I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading.' 'Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up.' 'If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault,' says the woman. 'But I haven't even touched you,' says the game warden. 'That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment.' 'Have a nice day ma'am,' and he left. MORAL: Never argue wi

Thoughts
Place value on every day that you have with your children. Appreciate all that you do for them even when they don't. Live love and laugh often. There may be a day that you no longer have them or they no longer have you, but remember that all your children and people in your life who are like your children will remain in your thoughts and memories FOREVER. On this mother's day weekend I am thoughtful of my two sons and remember Arianna and my mother Leona. Please all of the mothers out there! bHave a wonderful Mother's Day ohh yeah and guys remember your mom's this weekend. I am not sure why this is but, I have a hard time with people who cannot commit to the things that they say. If you are going to say something I think you should mean it... Otherwise don't waste my time! Life is too short. Let me tell you that when you have the opportunity to say something .. Don't be afraid to say it you may never have the opportunity to say it again and you don't want to regret that for the re

Look Alikes
maybe the closest one yet... if you look up,, you'll notice TLO face,,,forget the hair for a second I think Justine could be Robin's stunt double

Stories
my new job Well it's been a long month since I gotten layoff from my job and tiring to find a new one. So one night when I was out with friends they told me I should start my own business. So being a handyman I started thinking that's what I should do. I live in a small town and I know i would get work being most of the guys that work have to drive a long ways and that doesn't leave much time to fix things around the house. I wasn't going to charge much because I just love doing it. So I put my name out there and before you knew I had people calling and fixing things from sinks and painting and even roofs. But this one day I get a call from this lady and she told me she has a list a mile long and if I had time to help her out. So Friday morning I drove to her place and as I drove up the drive the house was a mess. I know I would be here for some time. I knocked on the door and she answered and the first think that came into my brain is damn she's cute. Hi I'm Jackie thanks for coming

Rawr
Im sick of crying all these tears. i havent felt like this in years. u made me feel like a queen untill you turned mean. u lied. cheated. and god only knows what else. what do u want me to say? that im coming back? i dont think so. not after all that u put me through. ure juss not worth all the pain that i have felt and the tears that i cried. if i could take the time that i thought about you, talked to you, cried over you and spent with you. i WOULD be happier then i was before. maybe meeting you was a mistake. the biggest one that i have made. or maybe you letting me go what yours. who knowss. it dont matter in the end. were are NEVER to be again and being friends is juss going to make it worse. not talking to you at all is hopefully the best choice that i have made. The Pretender FooFighters Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend Keep you in the dark And so it all began Send in your skeletons Sing as their bones go marching in...

Personal Victories
I just got officially transfered to the Santa Barbara club. I moved here 3 weeks ago. The good news is that they need Yoga Instructors. The bad news is that Santa Barbara is the center of the universe for YOGA, so everyone has extremely high expectations. . .on top of that, this last Tuesday, whoever the instructor was supposed to be missed the class, and 40+ people were hard core PISSED OFF. So I showed up early, got organized and I had about 22 people - one brand new person, who did well, and the class went very well and everyone was pleased and I was well-received......WHEW!! I will be the regular teacher on Tuesdays and Thursdays now and I am writing a proposal for the country club for a M, W, F class, to begin next week. All the moms have seen me doing Yoga with their kids, prior to swim team practice, on the pool deck and they're chomping at the bit. . . I've been down and out for almost two weeks. Really in a funk. Back Child Support - I'm still being billed at an amo

Stuff
Hi folks just letting you know I have lost interest in Fu, I go through this fase now and then and dissapear for quite some time!....so if I happen to go I'm sure I will be back one day. Hugs Lisa x x x Free Photo Decorator Generator Get Code | Create Your Own!

Hackfest Central Control
Yo, salty piles of whale extrement, and welcome to my latest edition of HackFest, FuBar's best in the slow corruption of the Leviathan that is the Interweb. My name's Captain Saucypants, also known as Law. Today I feel in a bit of a generous mood, so aside from kicking small children into busy crosswalks, I grant you people the honor of experiencing my newest rant on racism. Now, granted, I am a person who firmly believes that all humanity bears an overwhelming trait of ignorace and stupidity. Hell, you're talking to a person that is a avid and frequent practictioner of Darwin's theory of evolution when he stabs celebrities in the ribcage or drops trucks on public parks. However, the oldest and by far most iditoic social vomit that I have ever come across the misfortune of hearing about is racism. To those of you that have either experienced brain damage from excessive paint chip swallowing or have lived in your great-grandparent's basement for over three millenia, racism is the

Lyrics & Vids And Crap And Crap!
rattlesnake shadow cast over the heart forever I am there barefoot in the dark they're beating that drum in the cemetery my death lays awake there whistling dixie yeah if this is hell well then I'm lucky yeah my death's alive there just waiting for me uh-huh my death's alive there just waiting for me my death lays awake there whistling dixie if this is hell then i'm lucky rattlesnake shadow cast across the heart forever we are there barefoot in the dark they're beating that drum in the cemetery my death lays awake there aaah whistling dixie yeah if this is hell if this is hell then i'm lucky yeah my death's alive there just waiting for me uh-huh my death's alive there just waiting for me my death lays awake there whistling dixie if this is hell well then I'm lucky barefoot in the dark barefoot in the dark barefoot in the dark "If I Was President" [chorus] If I was president, I'd get elected on Friday, assassinated on Saturday, and

Vampires
Vampirescreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as VampireYou should be a vampire... Click here to become a vampire! Vampire 67%Just Turned 33%Human 0% What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Bloody Siren. Vain, selfish, sexual fantasy, you lure mortal men to their dark end. You are sex and illusion and you use up men to feed your wicked desires until they surrender to you their last, crimson drop.Take this quiz!

Poeta : Sestinas
Ever since mankind has lived on this globe, we have amused ourselves with endless wars. From the days of wandering tribes without aim, we have engaged in this practice without end. It has served to define each new century and given purpose to the rising kingdoms. We have witnessed the rise of mighty kingdoms and of men who would conquer the globe. We have sold our sons to that slave-master War with the hope that our blind and greedy aims will justify themselves and our means to that end over so many long and tired centuries. From the Renaissance to the Nineteenth Century, the world has shifted under the weight of Kingdoms and Great Powers. Empires spanned the globe and tore it asunder with endless wars and conquests. When Princip took his fatal aim, the Age of Caesars had come to an end. And though it was heralded as the war to end all wars, it heralded only the Twentieth Century, wherein ideologies swept aside kingdoms in a mad, blind race to c

Just Shtuff
I cant change what happened yesterday what I was before you entered my life what I did before I met you but the day I met you I knew that you were all I wanted all I would ever want all I could ever hope for to feel complete with you Im not asking you for anything more than to not look at my past without weighing it against what I have been to you since we met Unwaivering uncondionaly unselfishly yours and if you close the doors on me i will still love you in silence I just want you happy I want you safe I want you loved You deserve that I just wish my past had not clouded yoru view of me for if it was up to me I would haved loved to make you happy everyday for the rest of my life Im sorry for my past but I cant change it I cant change who talked to me and who I talked to like the song says they where just road signs along the way a broken road I had to travel to find you Again alone in the saddle, again nothing but emptiness ahead and within losing m

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Hot Stories
Nooner Fantasy It was lunchtime. They'd been planning for this for weeks and finally the day had arrived. He'd stopped at the local fast food joint and picked up some food...he had to, at least, make it look like his intentions were honorable. Showing up for lunch with no food would be a faux pas. They'd agreed to meet for lunch at her house. They'd always just been friends and they were going to talk about "stuff." You see, he was married and she was in a long-term relationship. But, they’d always been able to talk about most anything. He rang the doorbell. From inside she called, "Come on in." As he entered the foyer, he could hear the water running in the kitchen, but saw no one. "Where are you?" he asked. "I'm in the kitchen, but just sit down. I won't be but a minute," she replied. "Where do you want me to put this food?" he asked. "Oh, just put it on the table there by the door, for now," she said with a little giggle. It was the giggle that did it...his fa

Bad Girl
The sheer beauty of his visage is so captivating it appalls me because I know his soul and I am its prisoner. His beauty to me, remains not pretty, nor aquiline darkly handsome he is lips so full and ripe for the tasting, I imagine the turn of his nose the olive of skin, lustrious and soft with masculine vitality. I would stare forever in those eyes, limitless, their superficial beauty is unmatched. Lashes long and thick, slanted shapely; cat's eyes they are. Irises like untapped oil the colour deep and dark, alight with wisdom, caustic wit and intelligence fierce. And this, coupled with compelling vulnerability few can fathom, but I can fathom and I am held captive. Soul-tied we are though I cannot touch him, but with his soul do often intertwine. I will always in my heart be his and he in my heart be mine and I fathom the depths, like no other, his beauty, because I know his soul. With him she will always be, She will cherish every momen

Short Stories
The Bus Ride Part 3 Opps there goes my cherries! By Caty the Ghost © 2008 Wow talk about pain this was wild I loved every minute of it! Mistress put some kind of lotion on my back and ass and it felt much better hell I couldn’t see what she was doing back there. Suddenly she shoved some kind of goo all over my ass hole oh shit she entered it with her damn dildo! I cut lose a scream that could be heard all over the freaking floor. Gasping I began to get into her slow steady strokes she was telling me “That’s it slut enjoy it you know you’re a slut let it lose.” Oh my what the? My body shuddered like never before damn was that an orgasm? She then said “Well little slut your first Orgasm form just your ass I can’t wait till I fuck that virgin cunt of yours.” “Damn bitch you just shit a load on my cock looks like it will have to be cleaned now” Fuck I was not going to eat shit off of her cock then hell if she told me to I would th

Writing
You know, sometimes throughout my life, I will put myself down, and people say I shouldn't, but what they don't know is, that people have already put me down without even realizing it. Let me give you an example, the one thing that has always bothered me is when women say "(All) men are assholes" or anything else negative, that's not fair to me, why should I be thrown under the bus with the rest of those degenerate men? Can you honestly tell me one thing I ever did to be catagorized with those men you claim to be assholes? The more women who say "all men...", the more I realized it's not a bus I'm being thrown under, but rather a train, and each cart represents a woman who has said "All men...". I mean, do you girls only say that in the heat of the moment, or do you really mean "all" men? I know I've apologized for the assholes who have hurt you or dissapointed you, but now it's time for me to apologize to the men who have never done anything of that nature, and who has been nothing bu

Poetry
One Wish   If I were granted any wish, I'll tell you what I'd do,... I'd wish my kids were small again, for just a month or two; To hear their squeals of laughter, to watch them while they play, And when they ask me to join in, I'd NOT say "Not Today". To jug again their chubby frame, to kiss away their tears, and cherish childhood innocence that's washed away the years; Then when it's story time again,  I'd stay a little longer; to answer questions, sing the songs, so memories would be stronger, But time is callous, wishes, myths, yet God in all his wisdom, Has given me another chance before I join his kingdom; The face may not be just the same, the name is changed, ' tis true, But yet the smile that radiates, reminds me so of you. God must have known that Grandma would need a chance or two. For many little happy things she hadn't time to do; So God gave Love to Grandmas to equal that before, That, in effect, embraces those little lives she bore. Hiroshi

Epiphany
I cant help but to rape your mindset of insanity. From the birth of a new beginning to the beautiful intensity. I wish you to feel the same as i do. but i worry the unatainable are becomeing more than few. crying harder than expected, and doubtful more than regreted. why cant you understand how its all for you. i could never begin to explain how its nothing more than true. im about to break. i think ive found my fate. is this what is supposed to fill my emptiness? the evidence is substance for my soul. if im so worried about whats coming next, how is it this possible to feel whole? i never thought i was destined to be happy. i thought my past would come back to haunt me. maybe you posess the demon that fits in mine. or perhaps your my devil ive been trying to befriend the entire time. you better hurry up. save me from my wicked taunting. because youll be the next one im haunting. i feel the reasons become fewer every time. the bodies lay perfectly in scheme to rhyme.getting off on

Lyrics
Leave Out All The Rest (Video) - Andrew Picken I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know [Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest [End Chorus] Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know [Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest [End Chorus]

Note To You
The Man RulesI  At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down.Finally, the guys' side of the story (I must admit, it's pretty good).We always hear 'the rules' from the female side ..Now here are the rules from the male side.   These are our rules!Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!1. Men are NOT mind readers.1. Learn to work the toilet seat.You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down.You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.1. Sunday is for Sports!It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.1. Crying is blackmail.1. Ask for what you want.Let us be clear on this one:Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work!Just say it!1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in

Bulletins I Made
New Auction! So many people can't afford to do real cash bids! So this Auction will be strictly Fu~Bucks! The Entry will B 50k Fubucks Your bidders will NOT have 2 f/r/a It will open on May 20th @ noon Close on May 27th @ noon Any suggestions or questions, please private message me Nyha No Drama! We are all adults, lets conduct ourselves accordingly Each person has the right to refuse a bidder There will b NO drama!!! I got the idea from: Beauty and the Mess

News
15 PIECES OF ADVICE TO BE PASSED ON TO YOUR DAUGHTERS 1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor; a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something, is to suggest they are too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. 13. If he

Lessons In Life
I have really become more aware over these last few weeks how necessary it was for some of the events in my life to have happened earlier. The fact that I (almost) died in my sleep and that I was completely alone that night was key. The reason I know it's key is that so many memories from that experience are coming to me as things that must be shared. God gives us these ideas to show each other our way home to Him. I'm so bull headed he had to virtually kill me in order to get me to see what He's trying to say. For those of you who are not familiar with my dream of death. I will explain again: I was burned on my head and back when I was 20 or so years old. They gave me a shot of medicine straight into my scalp. The nurse had me sign a waiver stating I would not sue the hospital if I had nightmares from this medicine. So, I signed the waiver because I wanted that pain killer BAD! I figured I'd see some monsters or something. No. What I saw was my life flash befor

Sassy_lassie
wow.. i'm startin to feel.. it... the callin of smokes.. its takin its toll.. i still need all ur support.. if yea readin this... take the time... leave me a comment.. show the support.. i need it...peace i thought of you the night you left my heart sunk deep within my chest i couldn't cry nor hold my head high i thought of you the day you came back knowing that our lives were a wreack i cried knowing you were comming home trying to mend my empty soul hoping you'd be hear to stay yet once again you left and on the news i heard your name saying you were in heavens grace it wasn't true i wouldn't believe it you were taken from me like a cold sweat to never return in my arms now my life is a wreack i cry for you to be in peace and not have me as a regret i pray u moved on to a better life and maybe someday i'll feel your love again they beat and cheat they make u cry wish u could die take away ur only pride make u wanna jus run and hid you hope they won't n

Summer Of 2008
ITS TIME FOR MY KIDDOS TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL.. SO I WILL BE ON AND OFF OF HERE MORE.. BUT I STILL WANT MY FRIENDS TO LOVE ME.. SO PLEASE UNERSTAND THAT I HAVE TO DO MOMMY DUDTIES TOO.. OK PEOPLE.. HELP ME UNDERSTAND SOMETHING.. I HAD THIS FRIEND THAT I CARE ABOUT.. ALOT. MET HIM IN 2002. HE WAS STATION HERE IN KANSAS FOR THE ARMY IN FT RILEY. HE WAS MY FIRST BLK MAN THAT I HAD SEX WITH.. BUT THIS HE GOT TRANSFERED TO GERMANY AND HE PROMISED ME THAT HE WILL COME BACK TO SEE ME.. AND HE HASNT.. HE BASICALLY TOLD ME THAAT I HAVE MY OWN LIFE HERE AND THAT I SHOULD LIVE IT. BUT HE TRAVELS BACK TO GERMANY AND SEE THEM.. WTF.. IT PISSES ME OFF. BECAUSE HE PROMISE THAT HE WOULD COME SEE AND KEEP IN TOUCH.. WHICH HAS BEEN KEEPIN TOUCH INTEL NOW... HE WONT EVEN WRITE ME BACK.. AND YEA IT HURTS.. BECAUSE I STILL CARE FOR HIM AND SO ON.. BUT NOT ON A SEXUAL WAY ANYMORE.. SO WHY DO PEOPLE MAKE PROMISES AND NOT KEEP THEM? OK. FOR ALL U MEN OUT THERE.. THAT WANTS TO BE WITH ME. I GOT

People To Check Out
Just in case you didn't know, I only have library access for the forseable future, so to return love to those folks who go out of their way to show me love or to help me out in some way,they get highlighted in this here blog. With that said, let me introduce you to Meowzette. Over the last few days she has faithfully reposted my bulletin to help me when a 30 day blast. She even has comment bombed the pic in that contest. Show her some love. Tell her Gimptastic sent ya! Meowzette@ fubar Ok folks you know the deal. Go show this sweet woman lots of love! Please???? enchanted_lady_uk@ fubar Well time to give the blog/bulletin spotlight to another deserving Fu. Today's spotlight goes to SoSweet! Drop by her profile and leave her lots of love! SoSweet@ fubar

Original Poetry
ON THE PROWL   She is on the prowl Looking to dominate her prey She stalks him out With a fierce intensity in her eyes   She is on the prowl Her prey freezes in his tracks He knows he can’t out run her He chooses to stand his ground   She is on the prowl She pounces on him Her claws tears him asunder She bears her teeth in triumph   She is on the prowl He wrestles with her They roll around and around Until he pins her down   She is on the prowl The hunter is now the prey She starts to purr As he starts to devour her   She is on the prowl He has fallen into her trap She stalked him out Now he lays in her lap One look into your sexy eyesHad me frozen. I was hypnotized.The thought of tasting those sweet juicy lipsHas my mind doing backflips.Watching you strut your thicknessHas me feverish with lovesicknessDamn! You sexy. So hot, it's a shameYou have a brother forgettin' his name. I’m not a proud man But I refuse to cry So the heavens open up And the

Stories
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you. I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you. I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like. I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things that he doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs. I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night. I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you. I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity. I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget you or how special you are to him.

Israel Trip
Mark 1 – The Baptism of Jesus 1The beginning of the gospel about Jesus Christ, the Son of God.[a] 2It is written in Isaiah the prophet: "I will send my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your way"[b]— 3"a voice of one calling in the desert, 'Prepare the way for the Lord, make straight paths for him.' "[c] 4And so John came, baptizing in the desert region and preaching a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. 5The whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem went out to him. Confessing their sins, they were baptized by him in the Jordan River. 6John wore clothing made of camel's hair, with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. 7And this was his message: "After me will come one more powerful than I, the thongs of whose sandals I am not worthy to stoop down and untie. 8I baptize you with[d] water, but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit." 9At that time Jesus came from Nazareth in Galilee and

Shazzy's Place Of Thoughts
To the brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say. The pain you think eternal, will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered, he wasn't the one for you. True love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soulmate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way. The bond that forms between you should grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do. God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is short and precious, so make each moment last. Live for today and tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one that left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal, will slowly fade away. It's those empty notes My heart now sings My loneliness is now Upon broken wings My dreams are left Without light to guide them Could this be the end of My heart taking flight Without you in my sight Meaning I could no longer

Recipes Yummy !
Late Summer Incense Recipe This blend is useful when practicing any kind of dream magic, whether you seek answers for a question or prophetic dreams or desire to fare forth while sleeping. The formula contains herbs that open the gates of dream as well as those that have sedative properties. In addition many of the ingredients are classically associated with Summer and the Fey. Ingredients: 2 Tbsp Sandalwood 2 tsp Lavender 2 tsp Mugwort 2 tsp Chamomile 1 tsp Thyme 1 tsp Benzoin pinch Oregano 1/8 tsp Guar Gum Finely powder all ingredients, and then add just enough warm water to give the blend a consistency reminiscent of modeling clay. Then form into tall thin cones, the diameter of which should be no bigger than a pencil at the widest point. Also, tightly form the cone to avoid cracks. Cracks will get bigger as the cone dries and prevent the finished cone from burning. Allow them to dry in a cool environment and then enjoy. S

Just Stuff.
i'm going to try to make the largest bra folder on here. But i need you help of course. If you would send me or let me pick a bra out of your album to pust in to mine that would be great. Not trying to be a perv. but do something fun.. P.S. YOU don't have to be wearing them just holding up ur fav. go hit me hard ladies lol here's the link . i will give a 1 credit bling for 200 comments 400 gets a 3 credit one. Instructions......(I was tagged by ღ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~ღ ! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was in a rodeo when i was 12. 2.when i was a kid i was champion pig catcher three years running. 3.i broke my right wrist at

Me
you look through the mirror hoping to find, that someone you were was lost in time. All empty spaces as your mind turns black, You knew when you started there was no turning back. You lie to yourself saying you'll leave this town, Crying to yourself and everyone who's around, Keep quoting your quotes and live for today, Have fun while it lasts you wont get out anyway. The lies pile up and quickly begin to spread, You believe all you hear; all the bullshit that you're fed. A heart disappears as the sun begins to fade, All your friends laugh and smile at the monster they have made. You say that you've grown up; you don't need me anymore, I laugh and pretend to believe you as your heart falls to the floor. Your tears hit the pillow as you find what's real, You regret your choices as the devil offers up a deal. Forget the past for it can never change, Remain humble for at times life can seem strange. Your greatest fear was always you'd end up alone, Now here you stan

Atlantaphlirt
Here are the four new games added today to The Pixel Castle. - Retro Electronic Game - Attack of the Buggles - Flash Element Tower Defense 2 - FireFly Forest Here are the five games that were just added to The Pixel Castle. - Sint Nicolaas - Bouncy Draw - Guitar Geek - Ring Avoider - Ring Avoider 2 Have a great day and super weekend! Three new games added this morning to The Pixel Castle. And here they are. - Buggle Stars - Monster Match - Deep Voyage

I Always Knew....
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, ever forget These images Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers al

Alone
IT'S TOO LATE It's too late once love comes into play Once you think you know someone and everything they have told you seems so right Until you learn that everything was just a lie Blinded by love you find out the truth too late Silently you begin to question everything they told you Were their feelings for you true? You begin to question your heart worst of all you question yourself The trust you gave is thrown away The first person you trusted, allowing them to be in your life and they just throw it all away Time passes and the days fly by now you feel they have simply walked away Now it's too late You ask questions and find no answers If only you weren't blinded by love, You could have seen the lies So you lock up what's left of your now wounded, cold & bleeding heart Never again wanting to let anyone close not even the one you truly loved Not knowing if you can ever trust or love again all yo

Reflection
Abandon to Gratification by LateNiteFantasy© Undulations Sinuous waves of motion Rise. . . and fall. Breath and sweat Effortlessly graceful movements Supple . . . lithe and pliant. Surging Sensation Impulses of ascent and descent Sweeping . . . building and cresting Peaks of Pleasure Delightful shuddering consumption Crashing . . . saited and spent. Cold Pizza by LateNiteFantasy© Love, what is thy name if not a cold and soggy crust humbly adorned with plasticine cheese and the dry, curled slices of rapture past To hold you, to take you in my hands and mouth to feel the coolness of night give way to morning's warmth oh, such joy such trembling anticipation for that luscious first bite of yesterday's delight Inner Reflections by LateNiteFantasy© When I look inside I see a man who once was a boy who had no plan; and now with time, through many years, where once was hope now only fears. Like a stagnant pool which goes nowhere so is hi

Backgrounds For Bullies
Hey all its me DJ Tazman and im in a St Patty's Day auction so please come bid on me .I am offering 1.Rate pix durring happy hour. 2.Add to top friends and or family. 3.Added to fu owner blog. 4.Added to fu owner pimpout on my page. 5.I will make you 3 morphs of ur choice. If you cant bid please just rate the pic id appreciate it . Thank you for all the rates and bids in advance !!!! Just click the pic below to go rate and bid > > Hey all check out my sexy fu owners . The first one is Kitten . The second one is dj foxy The the third is Kerigirl4u and the fourth is BrandiCakez The fith and newest is Tracy (Shadowleveler). Make sure you show them lots of fu love . there are all sweethearts and the best friend

A Bruce Update
hey everybody iam back on fubaryou may be say back what do you mean by back Bruce well more pc problems occuredfor me this time it was the modem playing up on me and i hadn't been on fubar for 2 weeks Sydney Australia timeand igot a new modem and as of 16/10/08 or 1016/08 date in both usa and australian ways i am back on the internetand i wasn't purposely ignoring anyone on fubar just bad luck my end that's all it was until my next blog from Bruce. Hi everybody yes i know i haven't been on fubar much recently well that's because i am in ballarrat i left Sydney at 4:40am and arrived to Melbourne at 2:40pm and to Ballarrat at 3:40pm i was tired and also happy to meet my neices Wren Saffron and Willow and i have been on a farm feeding chickens and horses and watching dvds and tomorrow my time thursday 17-9-09 i get to pick them up and hang out with them again after school for them and then i go into melbourne for the next part of my awesome holiday from Bruce Hey everybody it's Bruce toda

I Am Feeling So Blogged Today
So years back, somewhere around the age of 21, I know I was at least 21 because I was wasted. I had been out with some friends by a random college; we had been drinking and having a good time. Well on the walk back to the car, how I managed to stay upright is beyond me, there were some guys hanging out on a porch. Me being me I of course flashed them. Well one of them noticed the tattoo on my right breast and called me over. He had a French accent so of course I went over to investigate him further, and as I had thought he was HOT! He asked me about the tattoo, it's a grateful dead bear and under it, it says "Bonnie". So he asked me the name of my other breast I told him it had no name, so he named it Pomp La Mouse, I guess that means grapefruit in French or at least that's what he told me. So that was pretty much it, my friends wanted to get going so we traded numbers, I never expected to actually hear from this guy. A few days later I get a call from someone wit

Poems
so, she sayz its time she goes but wanted to b sure i know she hopes we can b friendz i think, yeh, i guess we can say i but didnt think to ask her why she blocked her eyez & drew the curtains wit knots i've got yet to untie what if i were romeo in black jeanz what if i waz heathcliff, its no myth mayb shes just lookin for sumone to dance wit see, it waz just too soon to tell & lookin for sum parallel can b an endless game we, we said goodbye before hello my secrets she will never know & if i dig a hole to china i'll catch the first junk to soho what if i were romeo in black jeanz what if i waz heathcliff, its no myth mayb shes just lookin for sumone to dance wit sumtime from now you'll bow to pressure sum things in life u cannot measure by degrees im between the poles & the equator dont send no private investigator to find me please less he speaks chinese & can dance like astaire overseas, kk what if i were what if i waz mayb shes just looki

Life On The Lake
Would you like to win a 30 day blast? Here is all you have to do... Send me a picture of you and I will put it in my blast album...then, the first person to get 50,000 comments gets the 30 day blast. It's simple ! If you are caught cheating you will be disqualified immediately. JUST DON'T DO IT. Contest begins : Monday, August 11, 2008 , or when I have the minimum number of entrants, and ends when we have a winner ! I need a minimum of 10 people to start this contest... So go ahead and let's get this party started!! Good luck!!! HEY...DO YOU WANT A BLING PACK?? I AM HAPPILY GIVING THEM AWAY. HERE IS WHAT YOU DO... YOU GIVE ME 300 RATES OF 10 OR 11 AND I WILL GIVE YOU A BLING PACK !! IT'S JUST THAT EASY .IT WILL TAKE 3 DAYS AND YOU WILL MAKE POINTS WITH EVERY BLING YOU GIVE OUT....HOWS THAT FOR PAYOUT? ALL YOU DO IS MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU WANT A BLING PACK. WHEN I ANSWER YOU AND TELL YOU OK ... THEN GO FOR IT. YOU MUST WAIT FOR MY REPLY

Jim Morrison Poetry
A wake Shake dreams from your hair My pretty child, my sweet one Chose the day,& the sign of your day, 1st thing you see. A burnt tree, like a giant primeval bird, a leaf, dry & bitter, crackling tales in its warm waves. Sidewalk gods will do for you. The forest of the neighborhood, The empty lost museum, & The mesa, & the Mt. pregnant Monument above the newstand where the children hide When school ends ~Jim Morrison~ I'll tell you this... No eternal reward will forgive us now For wasting the dawn. Back in those days everything was simpler and more confused One summer night, going to the pier I ran into two young girls The blonde one was called Freedom The dark one, Enterprise We talked and they told me this story Now listen to this... I'll tell you about Texas radio and the big beat Soft driven, slow and mad Like some new language Reaching your head with the cold, sudden fury of a divine messenger Let me tell you about heartache and the loss of god Wandering,

Tagged By Crystal
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am addicted to sugar free rockstars. 2. I am very much a people person, although I am shy when I meet someone. 3. One of my favorite shows is CSI Miami 4. I have flown to NYC to go on the Sally show, was a back up show that never got recorded. 5. I used to breed ADBA Registered American Pitbull Terriers 6. Hence my screen name, I love evil clowns and have Pennywise from IT tattooed on my leg. 7. I love horror movies. 8. I have lived in 11 different states. 9. I was in the USN, got out because I got pregnant with my daughter. 10. I have a Valentine Baby.... Now, who's next? anyone that read

Old Blogs From Myspace
I am so out of here Current mood: angry I am getting out of this country... it has been decided... I can no longer watch the news and see only bad things... I can no longer take the constant worry over what will happen if I get sick... or need medical attention for one reason or another... I already have a 3 month trip to japan planned out for next year and its looking more and more like I will not come back after that... I am thinking of either france or the UK. but who knows where I will be.. hell with the way the rest of the world thinks of america I am not sure who I will be... because if it comes to it I am more than willing to change my name and assume a false Identity just to get out of this hell hole... so good bye Edward ands hello Rusty Shackleford lol... oh and on a side note... everyone make sure to check out the new micheal moore film sicko.... It will make you sad angry and sick all at the same time...and its a great flick.. I was only able to watch the first half or

Song Lyrics
Apocalyptica- I Dont Care Try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah Just deal with it You try to break me, You wanna break me...bit by bit, That’s just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this What you want of me just deal with it (nothing can care about, nothing can care about) (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me) If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care Mudvayne -1 Losses, losers and more Gain of life's pleasures, go o

Lifetime
Some people come into our lives-leave footprints on our heart`s and we never ever the same.... And if I´m far away,in my heart you will stay – forever that is true,because a piece of my heart will always love you. Shakespeares 91. Sonett Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,Some in their wealth, some in their body's force,Some in their garments though new-fangled ill;Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse; And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,Wherein it finds a joy above the rest:But these particulars are not my measure,All these I better in one general best. Thy love is better than high birth to me,Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,Of more delight than hawks and horses be;And having thee, of all men's pride I boast: Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst takeAll this away, and me most wretched make. W. Shakespeare

Ya Get What Ya Give - Wakey Wakey
Alrighty then. I have all sorts of people on my list and some are married some are not. I have absolutely no interest in anything other than chatting to married blokes and, if you intend to engage in something other than this, or try to have me engage in something more, YOU HAVE NO FREAKIN HOPE. Women of married men on my page please note the above and, if you are concerned talk to me, don't stalk my page spying. I am absolutely not interested. LET ME ASSURE YOU. I am going through my own separation , and definitely not in need of another woman's problem husband. KEEP THE DRAMA OFF MY PAGE, I AM A FRIEND, I DON'T DO OTHER WOMEN'S MEN. Have you ever found yourself wondering WTF just happened ?? Found yourself somewhere you didn't expect to be ?? Lived your life for one thing and been side swiped by another ?? Focussing on where you should be going and wound up somewhere else ?? I have. I think it is because I thought that if I undertook certain actions i

My Fave Fu's!
Ok so having just one crush isn't enough! I have a crush on all of these fu's! I want you to go see all of them and tell them my secret! F/A/R them if you haven't already and tell them that...Cuffed has a crush on you...leave it in a page comment as well! Give them eash 10 rates...stash or pics it doesn't matter. When your done come pay me a visit...Leave me a page comment that you loved up all my crushes and I will come love on you! (I always come bearing some kind of goodies as well!) † TboneDaddy †@ fubar Dr@gonMaster© @ fubar "Master" of Desires@ fubar ~PebblesinAZ~Argonutz' Angel~Read Blogs!!

Thoughts
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart

For Friends
OK LADIES HERES YOUR CHANCE TO GET YOUR HANDS ON MY "LUCKY CHARMS "....LOL COME BID IN THE PANTY RAID AUCTION 2ND ROUND I WILL ALSO GIVE A SIGNED PIC TO THE WINNER Well I just dont believe it....I said to myself maybe ill try just one more time today.....so I began rating...(against my better Judgement).....I came across one individual whos status said "Autos 11 pinch my cherries hard will trade bling pak"...I thought to myself ok lets do this...so after rating 2125 pics out of 2350 pics this individual was soooooooooo cordial she changed her status to "who wants to trade bling paks"......I was like ohhh no you didnt just do that.....well....YES she did and didnt even have the common courtesy to even come give me a page rate at minimum.....let alone the bling pak....this spun me into a frenzy of pissed offness Ive never known before.....so just for shits and giggles since i was out of 11s to give i found 5 more people with auto 11s running...I rated fanned thier page and also

My Heart
hi baby, this is sooo sneaky of me right now because your sitting there in iraq... taking to me in yim and smiling away on cam and thinking that im busy doing stuff and really im here writing this.... I miss you sooo much baby.... i see and hear you everywhere i go, everything i see, everything i touch, or smell or hear is something that i wish i had you there with me... to experience with me... I am sooo in love with you... at night when i go to bed i put my computer on ur side of the bed, and i watch ur cam and i just watch you sleep... or smile and talk.... and then after i fall asleep sometimes i just reach out and touch the pillow or the bed and i think about you... in a room full of faces.. the only one i can think about is yours.. i don't sleep, i don't eat and when your on mission it seems like i don't breathe... you are my absolute best friend... i swear not a day goes by not one event happens that i don't think about you and wish you were with me... sometimes i go out and

Deep Thought
One Question(7/9/08) One single question is all you get to ask. Asking one person is all u are allowed. Who would the person be? A stranger off the the street, family member, best friend, or even yourself? Would the single question be crazy and mind alternating? Would you ask a personal and deep to heart question? How would the question be phrased or asked? One single question is all you have to ask. Questions about the past, future, or who will the latest sporting event. For me the question and person I would ask is myself. Honestly, I would ask myself the question. I would ask if I would change how my life turned out. What single question would you ask and who? Just Once (11/04) Just once I want to hear I love you for no reason. Just once I want to hear the you are proud of me. Just once I want to be thanked for the small things I do. Just once I want to feel unconditional love. Just once I was to be treated like an equal to you. Just once I want to

Mine
An old man in Mississippi was sitting on his front porch watching the sun rise. He sees the neighbor's kid walk by carrying something big under his arm. He yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?" Boy yells back "Roll of chicken wire." Old man says "What you gonna do with that?" Boy says "Gonna catch some chickens." Old man yells "You damn fool, you can't catch chickens with chicken wire!" Boy just laughs and keeps walking. That evening at sunset the boy comes walking by and to the old man's surprise he is dragging behind him the chicken wire with about 30 chickens caught in it. Same time next morning the old man is out watching the sun rise and he sees the boy walk by carrying something kind of round in his hand. Old man yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?" Boy yells back "Roll of duck tape." Old man says "What you gonna do with that?" Boy says back "Gonna catch me some ducks." Old man yells back, "You dang fool, you can't catch ducks with duck tape!" Boy just l

Jokes
Today, my dad surprised me by moving my bed (involving disassembling and reassembling it) in my new room, because I couldn't find how I wanted to set it up. He also took care of putting back my vibrator between the mattress and the base, where it was hidden. FML http://www.fmylife.com ^^^FUNNY SHIT ^^^ An old lady came into her doctor's office and confessed to an embarrassing problem: "I fart all the time, Doctor Johnson, but they're soundless, and they have no odor. In fact, since I've been here, I've farted no less than twenty times. What can I do?" "Here's a prescription, Mrs. Barker. Take these pills three times a day for seven days and come back and see me in a week." The next week, an upset Mrs. Barker marched into Dr. Johnson's office:"Doctor,I don't know what was in those pills, but the problem is worse! I'm farting just as much, and they're still soundless, but now they smell terrible! What do you have to say for yourself?" "Calm down, Mrs. Barker," sa

Random Thoughts
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I climb mountains, alot 2 I would rather sleep in my hammock than my bed 3 I have 0 tattoos and 0 piercings and I don't particularly want any. 4 I am a socialist 5 I don't like dumb people 6 I can't swim but I kayak with the best of em. 7 I love horror movies 8 I can't eat nuts 9 I'd always rather be hiking 10 I am a real live employed photographer I am tagging: Mia Wallace doppelgänger whoever else, I don't care Is "to" that much harder to type than "2," I understand that from the standpoint of effort it is 200% of the work but really? It's two fucking letters! People are both retarded an

Hmmm
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Rohnnda's Ravings
Ah, summer...it seems like the perfect time to nurture your soul. But chances are you can't pack your bags for a three-month stay at a convent or an ashram. The good news is that as schedules change and days lengthen, you can do a few simple things to renew your soul and expand your spiritual horizons--and you don't have to leave town to do it. No passport or vow of silence required. Take advantage of the extra hours of daylight. It's a lot easier to spring out of bed at 6 a.m. when the sun is already up. Leave your bedroom curtains open a bit so that you wake up with the sunrise. Or set your alarm a half-hour earlier. Use that time for meditation and prayer, writing in a journal, or reading a devotional book. Don't expect to do this every day. Just try it one day a week and see if it feels right for you. Enjoy the Night When those daylight hours finally wind down, nurture your spirit under a night sky. Take a blanket in the backyard and look up at the stars. Cuddle up

Me
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Contests
So Fresh needs 55000 comment to win a 1 year VIP. Rates count as 5 comments so please go by and rate her pic and while you are there leave some comments. Any and all help is very much appreciated. So, what are you waiting for? Go do it now!!!! Just click the link below: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=207875&albumid=1287761&i=917973485 (repost of original by 'Life-of -the-party' on '2008-08-27 18:18:24') (repost of original by 'SBM08~{Shadow Levelers}*~Fu-Owned By Sexy Annie Fu-owner of killa klown & Dee75' on '2008-08-27 18:19:57') > IM IN ANOTHER GIVEAWAY! FOR A 1 YR VIP! I NEED 55,000 COMMENTS AND I NEED RATES TOO! EVERY 1 RATE COUNTS AS 5 COMMENTS!! SO THIS IS WHAT IM GOING TO DO! IM GOING TO PAY YOU FOR YOUR RATE!! I WILL GIVE YOU $100 FUBUCKS FOR JUST 1 RATE!! I WILL GIVE YOU $5K FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS! ALSO I WILL RANDOMLY BLING 1 PERSON!! SO MAKE SURE YOU EMAIL ME FOR YOUR FUBUCKS AND SO I KNOW YOU ACTUALLY RATED/COMMENTED! THIS IS THE LINK TO

My Poetry
my heart was in peices when we met with what i thought was love from you i slowly sewed it back together now as i discovered it was all i lie i am watching my stiches disolve and hurt and pain is pouring out how could you lead me on for so long telling me i was your only when in all acutality the only person you are capable of loving is youself without you i fear i could die becuase you have been my everything for so long you have given me my final heartbreak i have offically given up A vibrant blue has filled the sky a few green trees refuse to die broken pieces fill the ground nothing ever makes a sound bussiness is closed, no gas no ice all are forced to sacrifice some lose nothing others all we feel are backs are to the wall natures struck and cut us deep for all we've lost were forced to weep neighbors helping hand in hand a time to bond and make a stand we start to clean up and must rebuild our minds becomming an open field all are i

Lovey Dovey Stuff
"My Love, My Partner" I want you to know that I believe in us and in all the things that have made our love so beautiful and meaningful. I believe in you and in the thoughtful, sensitive, caring person you are. I've come to cherish so many special things about you your smile, your reassuring touch the way you understand me sometimes better than I understand myself. And I want you to know that I'll always be there for you I'll always believe in us. I love you. *~©~* The Nearness of You* My thoughts are with you tonight although, we are miles apart. The distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart. To understand this feeling, that I cannot ask you to do. However, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you.

Whatever I Want
Ok, here's the deal. The one and only Kare, that's me, is goin to host a contest. It is goin to be for a THIRTY DAY BLAST. Yes you read that correctly.All you have to do is:1: Send me your pic link in a PM and in the header put "Contest".2: Repost this bulletin. Ok this is updated. Some things have changed. The contest will go until the first person meets 35,000 comments. And the person w/the most rates at the end will get a ticker. If you have any question's, please don't hesitate to ask. Thank you.This is brought to you by the one and only♀♂☆PrÍñcëšš Kàrè Alół™☆♀♂ Fu-Owned by Zman!♥Fu-Owner@ fubar ♥HUGZ♥ KARE Alright. This dude r/f/a me. And then once I accepted his request he SB'd me this: And since I said no, he did this: And also this: So I am reachin out to all my Fu friends and askin you to return the love that he gave me. Go down rate the shit outta this dude! Show him he needs to learn his place! I love

Hagakure
LATE NIGHT IDLE TALK As a retainer of the Nabeshima clan, one should have the intention of studying our province's history and traditions, but provincial studies are made light of nowadays. The basic reason for this study is to understand the foundation of our clan, and to know that the clan's forefathers established its perpetuity by means of their suffering and compassion. The fact that our clan has perpetually continued in an unrivaled manner up to this very day is due to the humanity and martial valor of Master Ryuzoji Iekane, the charity and faith of Master Nabeshima Kiyohisa, and the appearance of Lord Ryuzoji Takanobu and Lord Nabeshima Naoshige and their might. I am at a complete loss when it comes to understanding why people of this generation have forgotten these things and respect the Buddhas of other places. Neither the Shakyamuni Buddha, nor Confucius, nor Kusunoki, nor Shingen were ever retainers of the Ryuzojis or the Nabeshimas; hence it cannot be said that they a

Fu-pimpouts
MY OWNER TUFFGUY IS THE BEST. EVERYBODY NEEDS TO GO AND LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING THAT YOU GOTTUFFGUY-GENERAL OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNER OF DiRRty girL!!!@ fubarBUT HE ALSO WANTS THESE LOVELY LADIES IN HIS LIFE TO BE SHOWN JUST AS MUCH LOVE AS HIM SO PLEASE COME AND HIT THEM UP!Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY PLAYINHARD-R/L Girlfriend of Wills@ fubarDiRRty ԍirL®™**OwNeDBY TuFfGuY & FrEaK Of NaTuRe **PeRsOnAl AsSiStAnT 2 Ct GiRl-Fu-LuV BoMb S@ fubarMommynutt**PrOmOtEr FoR tHe PlAyGrOuNd**Owner of Darthtazz**Owned by Hawtlixx*Fu Hooker to Hawtlixx*@ fubarBetty_Boop@ fubarROCKIN' ROLL CHICK ♥FU LUV BOMB SQUAD♥

My Book: Birth To 13
While the adults in the scenerio were carying on their ghetto soap opera, their children were growing up. My grandmother's kids: April, Tracy, Fred, Teresa, Eddie, Brenda (my mother), Little Jackie, Freda, and Frida; were Growing up with my grandfathers kids: Michael, Donnie Jr (my father), Nijea, Nicole, and and Nichelle. My grandmother, due to her affair, was disfellowshiped from the kingdom hall, and with my brutal grandfather gone, Grama Jackies kids, were able to spent much more time with Grampa lamb's kids. As grandma jackie was too consumed with her personal drama to teach her daughters the "birds and the beas" her youngest teenaged daughters, unaware of what a period even ment, Brenda (14) and Teresa (15), both became pregnant. And while it was a shame that the righteous sister jackie's teenaged daughters were pregnant, the bigger shame was that the father of one of her daughters children, was the son of "the love of her life" My mother, had been a track star, an A

Poems..and Shit
It's great when stangers become friends But even sadder when those friends become strangers We became friends and didn't even realize it I trusted you and you trusted me Now were like stangers to each other But no matter what you'll always be my friend Even if im not yours It's great when strangers become friends But even sadder when those friends become strangers It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? W

Various Musings
This was going to be one of those wah, I feel like dumping everything in this nice little white square and...but it's not going to be. I decided something this morning...this really awful morning. My mother was apologizing for my house being in disarray and me having to clean it pretty much myself because she moved out and things had to be moved out of the way which are now in the way. I told her, "Don't worry about it." I honestly meant it, I mean feeling as bad as I do this morning and practically being on the edge of tears (okay that's just PMS)I really didn't care, reorganizing the house is totally doable...I'm even thinking of moving some stuff around...doing some redecorating! She said, "You always say that. How are you so nice?" So I guess it made feel good that I didn't care and by not caring that made her feel good and even if I was having a not so shitty week, I realized it's my mom, so I still wouldn't have cared. She does a lot of nice things for a lot of people,

Random Musings V2.0
alien fu(k@ fubar she stole a pic from a good freind just me ♥Jü§_Më ♥Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club*Fu Owned by PackerBacker*@ fubar so please dont let ppl steal others pics HEY TY FOR RE-ADDING ME BUT PLEASE UN BLOCK ME OK PPL I WANT TO DO A AUCTION AZ STYLE.....SO IF YOU WANT TO SIGN UP SEND ME A LINK TO THE PIC AND WHAT YOU WILL OFFER....AND THIS IS FREE AND ANYONE CAN ENTER GIRLS AND GUYS.....YOU DOWN?

Study Of Humanity
Well look here another blog from the bitch. Why I write these I guess sometimes is for my own health, but I guess maybe one day someone will read these and get something out of them. Anyway this blog is about friendship. Yeah I know an off the wall topic from my other blogs, but hey it has its purpose. Now then how many people do you call friend? How many of those are truely your friend? Very very rarely are most the people you call your friend really your friend. Most people are only friendly to you cause they can benefit from your friendship. Be it from popularity, or money, or love, or they just need people to like them. Why can't people just be your friend to be your friend? Everyone I know needs approval and what not but it gets tiring of all these fake ass posers out there. All of them think oh I will be your friend as long as I get something out of the deal. Guess what it is old and lame. You can tell who these people are cause once you change one small thing about your life

Bulletins I Made
FOR SALE!!! I will be hosting an auction starting on Sept.26-2pm fubar time and ending on Oct.4-2pm fubar time. If you wanna enter send me a message with your picture, what you have to offer and 20k fubux. You can choose to end you auction earlier if you got a bid you would like to accept. Most rates will receive a Silver Heart bling from me. If you have any questions message me. Remember i’m just the HOST.i’m not responsible for whom and what bids and if they pay or not. Come get your own sexy fu-slave! Pimp out brought to you by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar Help me pls! CLICK

Poems
From time before and time again All things must come then end And from this end it shall begin With this the message it will send From whence the wind blew The earth did start to feel As all life rooted and grew Reasons with nature and learning to deal Dealing with lives of yonder year Searching and learning of lessons learned Remembering all once held dear Emotions and respect then earned From these lessons one must reason That all points of life must come Even by one marred by treason To protect and serve even some As this current life goes by Past is now and now is past To die is life and live to die But what shadow have we cast Only when the soul is ready Shall the teacher find the fellow Whose heart is pure and steady One with a mouth which will not bellow Pearls once cast before the swine Were lost and buried by a snout Led by thoughts they would dine Our world around began to doubt Darkness crashed in all around Truth and wisdom died th

Stuff I Find Interesting So I Thought I'd Share
Wal-Mart influence on its suppliers can be felt in the cheap products it sells and the jobs it drives overseas. To keep prices low, Wal-Mart must source goods from areas of the world where employment standards are severely lacking. In fact, over 80% of Wal-Mart’s suppliers are from China. According to Duke University Professor Gary Gerreffi, “Wal-Mart and China are a joint venture.” Quintessential American businesses like Huffy, Mr. Coffee, and Master Lock have suffered under the weight of Wal-Mart’s pressure. With increased sourcing from India, local suppliers will increasingly have to meet unrealistic prices and quotas to satisfy their demands. Massive Reliance on Imports. Buying American takes second place to the bottom line -- and foreign suppliers benefit: Abandons Buy American Program. In February 1985, Walton wrote 3,000 American manufacturers and wholesalers to announce that the chain wanted to buy more American goods. Walton said: "We cannot continue to be a solvent n

Dedication
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The 1ST one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he GOES into a room, ev1 calls him 'Father'." The s2nd woman chirps, "My son is a Bishop. He walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The 3RD says smugly, "My son is a Cardinal. he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well.....?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard bodied stripper. When he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." The best love to receive,Is unconditional love.Hold it close to your heart,Because you can never get enough.When you have been loved unconditionally,No matter your faults or mistakes,There's nothing better you could have,This kind of love is absolutely great.It's a love with no end,It's a love that will always last.It just gets better everyday,No matter what hide's in your past.This unconditional love,It's better to give

For Friends
FYI If you delete your account and come back... I'm not going out of my way to track you down and add you. Same goes if you deleted me "by accident". I can only assume I'm not on your list now for a reason. I will accept if you choose to add me back, but I have enough disappointments in my life now. I don't need to deal with a rejection or a pity accept. That is all for now. He took a couple looonnngggg fu-breaks, but he's back. All you hot chickies on my list - he's happily married but he flirts like a pro and he can leave comments to die for :P He's my BFF and a great guy all-around... please show him some love :) Professor BlueEyes@ fubar So go vote on him in this contest... Guys, I won't call you ghey, UNLESS you don't vote for him. doooo eeeet nowwwww or i keel you!

Music
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I cant destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... When you refused to fight So save your breath I will not hear I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a Saint My own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yourself agai

Afghanistan: The Land That Time Forgot
This happened literally 1/4 mile from our safe house this morning...we heard a loud boom this morning...The disturbing part in all of this is that we drive by the Ministry everyday, but we noticed helicopters (posted pictures earlier today) circling the area, and we usually don't leave the compound when we see things like this. We were spared today, thank the Lord.... http://www.latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-fg-afghan31-2008oct31,0,1080880.story?track=rss Suicide bomber penetrates Afghanistan ministry, killing 3 By Laura King 2:31 AM PDT, October 30, 2008 KABUL, Afghanistan -- A suicide bomber managed to penetrate a heavily guarded Afghanistan government ministry in the heart of the capital today and blow himself up, killing at least three other people and wounding more than a dozen others. The Taliban claimed responsibility. The scene at the Information and Culture Ministry was one of chaos in the wake of the blast, with officials shouting and police muscli

Just Some Of My Poetry
Love Always Dies Last How did it feel to hold my still beating heart in your hands? To see the look of surprise in my eyes as you ripped it from my chest? Was my blood still hot as it poured through your fingers? Could you feel my pulse as it began to slow? When my eyes began to close, was it surprise or sadness on my face? Or love? Yes, I think that it was probably love. Love always dies last. One So close, so very close…not close enough. My heart explodes, I cannot breathe. Touch me, caress me – sate my hunger. Come into me, fill me. Hot breath upon my neck, your fingers mold my body. Your hardness prodding, searching. Passions soar – outstretched, longing, clawing, rending. Your life flows into me – pulses, invades my body and soul. We are one. Love's End in Allegory my tears hot and salty a sea of despair your reply a sliver of ice cut like a knife your heart hardened as stone repelling my words our love sand through my f

And You Thought
    I am sorry if I appear not to return the love at the moment and never seem to be on... I am in the process of moving into a new house and it is taken alot of my time and energy just to keep up with the move.  As the access to the internet at the new place has not beem established,  I have limited access to FUBAR.  But I promise I will return the love as soon as I am able. Love ya all SaSsY I don't want fake friends,fake relationships...fake anything..be real with me..as real as I am with you ...I am not afraid to cry ....I am not afraid to tell you what I think...why do that with me..Don't think it is a requirement to be my friend ...because...I would not do the same for you...Life is too short to pretend anything at all ...especially with myself...and if I do not like you ..I may not tell you out right, but if you ask me...be prepared to hear the truth as I see it ... Why waste time...we both can be doing other things much more enjoyable and not feel either pressured or have to

Washington
So.. Im not here to hook up, to meet random people or to just hang out and kick it. I simply entertain myself and pass the time. Sure I would love to bump into a great man that I could create a friendship/relationship with but the chances of that happening on here are slim to none. What I like in a man... In looks. I tend to like. Dark hair. Full lips. White Meat. Strong defined Jawbone. Dimples. Hair on chest. Nice hands. I need. Chemistry. Friendship. Someone who knows who they are. Wants, not Needs me. Cant stand. Critical. Overbearing. Manipulative. Dip. Gamers. I can add to this list at anytime ;) This was written strictly for fun.. Im to aggressive and in being so I come off as well, I suppose interested in only one thing? I am a very sexual woman, but Im not easy. Just because I like my mouth doesnt mean Im going to fuck you :) and if I let you touch it, your not one of dozens whom have been there. Point is I want a

Mabon
Mabon is known as are second harvest. Earth begins to pull her fertility from the land. Wild animals and humans alike scramble to gather as much food as possible before the hard winter that lies ahead. Grains and corn are appropriate for Mabon. Corn has played a major role in North and Central America for hundreds of years. American Indians ate corn and use it in their religious beliefs and rituals. The Corn Mother was used as a symbol of life, eternity, fertility and resurrection. Corn was a scared gift of the Mother Goddess for magical uses. Corn            Planet –Sun            Element –Fire            Energies –Protection and Spirituality   Yellow Corn is used for the North

Poems
I AM HERE AND MY HEART IS GONE I am torn in to, Don’t know what to do. Here I am all broken hearted, It all happened the day that we parted. Not knowing that I would feel this way, After all these years and still this day. The feelings that I have for you just will not go away. I know that you have gone your way, No, matter what I write in these poems you’re gone and that is where you’ll stay. My heart is truly yours; you had it since that first day. I may go my own way, But, somehow I am not there to stay. It is you that my heart longs for, Hope that someday in my dreams that you will walk through that door. You are the only on the has that key, I am still in love with you as you can see. YOUR LOVE FOR ME You ask me if I love how much you love me, Let me see if that I can answer that so that you can see. You tell me that you have never loved someone this way before, All I had to do was walk through that door. What it is about be me, I can’t see.

A Rowdy Blog!
I'm noticing this alot when I've talked with women on the phone lately.... if you're talking for say over 2 minutes and the other person hasn't said very much, either you're not giving the other person an opening to say anything or the other person has nothing to say about what you're talking about. So stop and either ask a question (ie. Have you ever had that happen to you?) or you really need to consider a change of subject. Make sense? Now obviously if you ask a question about what you're talking about and you get a 1 word response, it's the subject that's the problem. Change it! And never ever ask "What do you want to talk about?".... that's such a conversation killer I can't even begin! Wait a few seconds, and if the other person doesn't introduce a new subject then YOU introduce a new subject! It can be anything, from a movie you recently watched (or would like to go see) to the recent elections... just pick something and see where it goes. A polite courteous person will

Det Fjerde Bud
Kvinner som manipulerer med menns dyriske sider er et tegn på noe. Det viser en vilje til å heve seg over det, og å fornekte det. Holde det på avstand. Det er den viktigste årsaken til egypts fall ettersom det innebar et møte mellom kvinners makt og dyrebildene. Amon som kvinnelig Sau i øyeblikket den kvinnelige faraoen entret tronen ville vært forferdelig. Det forklarer min mors bruk av terrieren Lady. Hun hadde benyttet seg av alle tenkelige metoder for å oppnå makt. Hoppe på ski. Psykisk utmanøvrering og terror overfor søsken. Smisking med foreldrene. Samarbeid med tyske nazister og lesbisk kjærlighet. Utnyttelse av svake og samarbeid med de sterke. Da hun sto på maktens tinde måtte hun som en egyptisk Farao-dame forholde seg til det dyriske. Det var det subtile i uttrykket som reddet henne over den vanskelige kneika. Den neste terrieren hun kjøpte het Sara og var sinnsyk og aggressiv. Metoden lot seg ikke gjenta. At det var et falskspill viste hennes manns reaksjoner.

Thoughts In My Mind
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN WITH THAT ONE PERSON WHO YOU KNEW YOU LOVED SO MUCH THAT IT WAS HARD TO TRY AND FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO EXPLAIN HOW YOU REALLY FELT ABOUT THEM AND THEN THEY JUST WALKED OUT AND LEFT YOU STANDING THERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT AWAY TO PICK UP THE SHATTERED PIECES OF WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS A PERFECT LOVING RELATIONSHIP? HAVE YOU EVER ENDED UP SO BROKEN HEARTED THAT EVERYTIME YOUR EYES SHEAD A TEAR IT DIDN'T EVEN EFFECT YOU? WHAT DID YOU DO TO RELIEVE THE PAIN?? COMMENT ME hey all i know that since i'm now offically staff in HipHopz that i needed to fix my yim so i did.....my id is similar to my fubar id it's roxstar2718004@yahoo.ca and my fubar id is 2178004 user name RoxStar see how close they are lol Have you ever had to sit back and try to let something go that you didn't know how exactly to let go of? Next time you have to let something go and it seems hard just keep one thing in mind to help you through the change... "IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE LET

Randomness
And this is why military personnel have a hard time with relationships so often. Even a fu-engagement just got fucked up bc I got called into work with no way to contact her. Sorry Beautiful Angel!!! :( All the voices in my head, they are driving me insane Twisted, craven thoughts drift in the vacuum of my brain Shut up all the voices, please just take them all away They drive away my sanity and block out the light of day You could not understand my pain you cannot comprehend The agony, the masochistic joy these voices always rend The chaos is desirable, I hate it but I don't Rid me of it if you can, because I can't. I won't. The voices won't release me, not until I'm dead And so this is my fairwell as I put a bullet in my head I will love who I love and not who you prescribe I will not listen to you though you jeer and jibe My heart is mine to give to any who I will Though you think me stupid, it is my choice still I love it when they hug me, run their fingers through m

Laughs!
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 and noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of new space and valuable resources. No mention of this phenomenon was included in the product brochure. In addition, Wife 1.0 installs itself into all other programs and launches during system initialization, where it monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Porn Magazine Stash 3.1, Drunken Boys Night Out at a Strip Club 2.5 and Saturday Football 5.0 no longer run, crashing the system whenever selected. I cannot seem to keep wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run some of my other favorite applications. I am thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall does not work on this program. Can you please help me!!!??? Thanks, A TROUBLED USER ------------------------------------------------------------ Dear TROUBLED USER, This is a very common problem men complain a

Bullys For Me
Double your pleasure, Double your FUN! Two Fu's to bid on, Not just one! That's right, The Amazing, Luscious, Nawty and Oooooo so talented (me to know, and you to find out!) XmasBaby73 ♥xmasbaby73♥ and the ever Erotic, Divine, and Sensual Pink0828 * Pink0828* Have deigned to put their collective arses on the market to be Auctioned off to the highest bidder! Just hit the links below: Pimped with Love: Tappinit@ fubar

Whats Life About
imikimi - Customize Your World Life is about having friends like you - I love all my friends the same, I am not racist or anything like that and just love making new friends. If you aint included in the above make, dont fret, there wasnt room for you all but you all hold a special place in my heart and luv to you all xxxx http://www.gopetition.com/petitions/ban-horse-fighting-in-the-philippines.html First read Sandy's blog for full details of sickening stuff and copy/paste the link either here or from sandy into your browser and sign the petition. If you aint got a heart dont bother! imikimi - Customize Your World Yeah another random breeze - was just thinking as I smoked a fag (cigarette) and drunk a cuppa, how could you cope with out certain things and what are those certain things. FOr a start I could not cope with out my fags, credit card and mobile phone - please note that I didnt mention pc, cos i can get most of what I want from the internet on my

Iggie's World
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Music
Courage Watch the band through a bunch of dancers Quickly, follow the unknown With something more familiar Quickly, something familiar. Courage, my word It didn't come, it doesn't matter. Sleepwalk, so fast asleep In a motel that has the lay of home And piss on all of your background And piss on all your surroundings. Courage, my word It didn't come, it doesn't matter Courage, my word It didn't come, it doesn't matter Courage, couldn't come at a worse time. There's no simple explanation For anything important any of us do And yea the human tragedy Consists in the necessity Of living with the consequences Under pressure, under pressure. Courage, my word It didn't come, it doesn't matter Courage, my word It didn't come, it doesn't matter Courage, my word It didn't come, it doesn't matter Courage, couldn't come at a worse time. mp3 songs | Kid Rock MP3s

Recipes--beverages
CHRISTMAS PUNCH 1-cup sugar 1-cup water 1 cinnamon stick 1-teaspoon whole cloves Dash salt 1-quart cranapple juice 2 cups burgundy wine Place sugar in small saucepan and add water gradually. Stirring to blend. Add the rest of the spices and salt. Bring to boil, and then simmer 20 minutes. Remove spices and chill. When ready to serve, add sugar and spice syrup to chilled cranapple juice and wine. Stir and serve in tall wine glasses. Yields: 4 servings Cranberry Tea 3 cups water 4 green tea bags 1 mint tea bag 2 cups cranberry juice, chilled ice fresh mint leaves or fresh cranberries In a medium saucepan bring water to boiling. Remove from heat. Add green and mint tea bags. Cover and let stand for 10 minutes. Remove tea bags; discard. Cover and let chill for 2 hours. Transfer the tea to a pitcher; stir in the cranberry juice. Serve over ice. If desired garnish with fresh mint leaves or cranberries. Chill reaming tea for up to 2 days.

Im In That Mood Again...lol
im just warning u ladies out there of this sick asswipe with many fake profiles..... My Bar Tab · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '1'! · friend ((President of ... voted on mumm 'NEW PIERCING'! · friend 'SWEET N SEXY TINK' just uploaded a photo! · fkerrrr just sent you a message! · friend 'b2000z242000' just uploaded a photo! · friend 'SWEET N SEXY TINK' just uploaded a photo! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '1'! · friend 'SWEET N SEXY TINK' just uploaded a photo! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '1'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '1'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated your photo a '4'! · fkerrrr rated you a '1'! My Sh

Steves Blog
I'm reading a book standing on both feet. Waiting and knowing this person I seek I will never meet. I'd talk over drinks but the point I don't see. I have always known it will never be. The support was always supposed to be there But I have looked up and down and find it nowhere. You'll never know how much you mean to me. I'd tell you, but I have already shown you, don't you see? Even though it is her I am looking for She has an emotional wall behind her soul. I know I have found a rose in the desert, Why does she not take acceptance of my heart? Searching until my heart bleeds, Only to see that this flower does not belong to me. Infinity Omega Theta An infinite beginning to the end this has brought us. I have found magnificence in a field of dreams, come and find me won't you please. Competition is a form of separation. first, when you have thoughts of competition,it is coming from a lack mentality, as you are saying there is a limited supply. You ar

Fbg's Blah Blah Blah
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Pimp Outs For Friends
First of all you may had gotten an fumail from me on this already.. and yes i know i cant spell but i dont care right now... so and sorry for the rant in advance i had to drive all day... had to hand unload material to job site... ( i work for a lumber yard. My main job is office.. i am the credit manager..but i do alot of other stuff also) but today was worse... my last load was a hand unload.. but turns out the dumb ass in the office desided to send to much material out to this one job and not enough of some other wood so my job was to take the materical out to the job. and hand unload it. john (the dumb ass) doesnt tell me that there is also a major (truck load and I am talking about a lumber truck load) of material that I have to load back on to the truck. I lifted on that one job by myself over 7000lbs of wood... stuff that weighed over 150lbs at a time carring it over 100+ft and lifting it up on myu truck... i am sooooo sore and tired..

Poems That I've Written
"A Sleeper Walked Among Us" I saw the destruction of a man today He spoke of an everlasting prodigy I did not know this man he spoke to many Said he would set us free Blinded by power and overwhelming rage He could not free himself from an all-too mortal cage He mended so many broken hearts And he tryed to set the stage He contracted many followers For the wars that he would wage He swore to God that he would cleanse this place And that society would change But then a concience grew inside of him A feeling much too new and strange He had a distinct look on his face One that was racked with pain Scars covered his body As though he was beaten with a chain He was lost in the passing days And was eventually destroyed I saw the destruction of a man today He spoke of an everlasting prodigy I did not know this man This man was... This man was me... "Poetic Death" Death came twice today, It never fails it fi

Recipes--seafood
1 Lb. Shrimp (Shells Removed) 1 Tsp. Butter 2 Tsp. Olive Oil 3 Garlic Cloves, crushed 1/4 cup Vinegar 1 Lemon 1 Tbsp. Fresh Parsley, chopped (for garnish) In large frying pan, melt Butter and Olive Oil. Add Garlic and saute for 1 minute. Add Vinegar, Lemon Juice and Salt and Pepper to taste. Saute quickly, being careful not to overcook. Place in serving dish and sprinkle with Parsley. Serve over rice. Variation: Use White Wine instead of Vinegar 2 Tbs. Olive Oil 1/2 Cup Onion, Chopped 2 Garlic Cloves, Crushed 1 Lb. Shrimp (Shells Removed) 1/2 Can (14-16 oz) Tomato Sauce (approx. 8 oz) 1 Tsp. Dried Basil 8 oz. Mozzarella, Grated 1/4 Cup Parmesan, Grated In a large frying pan, saute Onion in 1 Tbs. Olive Oil until golden brown. Add Garlic and saute 1 minute longer. Add Shrimp and saute for approximately 3 minutes. Place Shrimp in a casserole dish. Add Tomato Sauce and Basil to frying pan and simmer 15 minutes. Add Salt and Pepper to taste. Pour sauce

Cleaning Supplies!
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A Walk In The Garden Of My Mind
okay well today sucked so bad i mean my husbands unit hates my guts, and quite frankly i hate them too but this deployment is killing me and all we keep doing is fighting, sometimes i think about cameron diaz and how she said that marriage is a dying institution. i feel like no matter what i do its just going to be talked about as another fuck up on my part. My husband refuses to stand up for me, he refuses to stand up to anyone with rank on their chest and i hate playing these games of politics. the best way to describe the army is like your college years with all the cliques and soroities, yeah just like that only about a thousand times worse. i am trying to hang in there I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of

Funnies
This is a Seinfeld piece on trick or treating with a spin to it. It will bring a smile to your face, guaranteed. Especially for those Superman fans. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6Rs_yJU9JI -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1.Don’t swim in the ocean. Ninety-nine percent of all shark attacks take place in exceptionally large bodies of water also known as oceans. The way to determine if you are currently in an ocean is to taste the water, which should be salty. 2.Listen out for the music. In the event that you are foolish enough to swim in an ocean, listen carefully for the music, as demonstrated in the marvelous documentary film Jaws. All shark attacks are preceded by the "daah-da, daah-da" chords, which will gradually become more rapid as the shark gets closer. This is due to the Doppler Effect. 3.Swim with fat people. Try to surround yourself with more appetizing companions. If you know them well, you m

Corruptors Insane Planet
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My Thoughts
Where has all the time gone? In January it will be 3 years since you moved here to Michigan. We are so much alike and different at the same time. Where one of us is weak, the other is strong and vice versa. The upcoming months are hard for both of us, but we will make it through. Life has made it so we don't get much "girl" time, but always know I am here and always will be. I was listening to music and this song came on and the first thing I thought of was you... *runs before I get slapped* Come one, Come all!! Tuesday, December 23rd at 9 p.m. $$The Dogg House$$ is having a Candy Cane Sucking Contest. There will be 4 ladies on cam sucking down the candy canes to see who can win the 150k prize being given out by lounge owner: DJ$$LUCKYDOGG$$OWNER@$$ THE DOGG HOUSE $$& FU-MARRIED TO (CRAZY-BITCH).@ fubar Hope to see you there!! Click this link to visit us in $$ THE DOGG HOUSE $$- {NSFW}-NOW HIRING APPLY WITHIN!!: COME AN JOIN US AT THE F

This And That
Private folders are open for friends this weekend Please be kind RATE/COMMENT leave Me some Love!!! GODDESS I deleted the Kink Factory. No one was ever there. It is summer time, and I am not sitting in an empty lounge waiting for folks to show up. I thought I had enough staff to keep it running , but I guess not. Since Fu charges fu fees for non active lounges ... it went the way of other lounges that we have loved. You all can reconvine in Cherry's Psycho ward... Love you all and hope to see you around Goddess ☥Twisted Goddes...: I like strong men for the same reason I like muscle cars, fast motorcycles and spritited horses... All that power in My little hands

Pimpin'
Beautifully Broken@ fubar She only has 770k to go. @ cherrytap Yes I Finally broke down and joined an auction

Poeta : Octets
Tantric Circles Concentric tantric circles Copulating with in a sphere. Consciousness, reality refined, Focused, the two intertwined. Combined displays of pleasure Rippling one to the other as one Within the whole of the all Rocking, like waves sublimed. Nefartari Nefartari, Where are you tonight? Where are you, Queen of the desert sands? Where are you When I need to dream Golden dreams Of distant lands? 12-31-98 Thank you... Thank you... Thank you for what is so precious and dear For the comfort in your eyes, so tender and clear For the understanding caress you so freely share As, like a dream, you chased away my every care Thank you... Thank you for knowing what I needed so much The half-forgotten dream of a feminine touch And for giving to me what I so dearly miss The tender, sweet gift of a feathered kiss Again... Thank you

Poeta : Sestets
DRUM BEATS Awake! Hear the beat of native drums Hear them match the beat of your heart Feel them catch you by the throat, pulling Pulling ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the Dreams of Dionysus Listen! Hear the waning beat of your heart Hear it match the beat of a funeral dirge Feel the constricting in your throat, tighter Tighter ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the sweet sleep of Death Cry out! Hear the impassioned beat of your heart Hear it’s song swell with the strains of a thousand strings Feel your soul sing endless songs, crying Crying ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the fool’s game of Love Actung! Hear the martial beat of the war drums Hear your heart march with the cadence of their beat Feel your blood rage with the passion of war fury, boiling Boiling ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the blood lust of Ares Do You Know Love (a stave of six) I ask you, do you know love? Do you know how it feels to

Poems I Have Written
Friends are those To whom we can shout When the pain is too much And you need to cry out If you need a friend To listen to you shout I will be there for you To hear you cry out. When I was in pain You were there for me You helped me rise above And set it free Please let me be The same thing for you If I could remove your pain It's something I would do Sometimes the darkness Is our friend A sign that part of the journey Is at an end If we listen To the sound of our heart We will know it's time To make a new start If we do not And make darkness our guide Down to the pits Of hell we will slide Reach for the light Let it be your key to living a life And loving without fear The fear comes from the dark From the ego we endure When our hearts are bruised And achingly impure Love with your being Do not keep score And if it wants out Hold open the door Because to love without fear Is to free without concern Hopeful and with faith Tha

Worst Fuckup Of My Life
So, I find this completely hysterical. Dana left me 11 days ago - and she's already moved out of her bosses house - and started shacking up with another guy. A guy who was "there for her" when we were having hard times. More like a guy who's trying to get some cheap pussy. He was there for her so that he could tell her how bad of a person I was when she confided in him - and so that he could move in on her as soon as I was out of the picture. Just the fact that she would confide in another guy to begin with was a breach of trust in our relationship. I knew eventually she would move on to be with someone else, but to go from being in a four year relationship, planning on getting married (Yeah guys - we were engaged for almost two years. She still has the ring), - and living with your significant other for three of those years - to shacking up with a new guy less than two weeks later?! I dont think she is a whore, but jesus christ - that's just fucked up. I'm not angry about it,

Random
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF - I died: - I kissed you: - I lived next door to you: - You found out I was married: - I stole something: - I was hospitalized: - I refused to leave my home: - I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY - Personality: - Eyes: - Hair: - Family: WOULD YOU - Help me hide a body? - Keep a secret if I told you one? - Hold my hand? - Take a bullet for me? - Try to solve my problems? - Love me? HAVE YOU EVER - Lied to make me feel better? - Wanted to kiss me? - Wanted to kill me? - Broke my heart? - Kept something important from me? - Thought I was unbearably annoying? AND MORE! - Who are you? - Are we friends? - When and how did we meet? - Describe me in three words: - What was your first impression? - Do you still think that way about me now? - What reminds you of me? - If you could give me anything, what would it be? - How well do you know me? - When's the last time you saw me? - Ever wanted to tel

To Get To Know Me
So as most people know we got an eviction notice like a month and a half ago, we worked that out with the landlord and he said half of his paycheck every 2 weeks. *No minimum ammount, no nothing just half of his paycheck. Then he comes over today, I barely got an hour's sleep.  He's like oh have almost 1,000 dollars by this weekend or find a new place to live. HOW THE HELL CAN HE DO THIS WHEN HE AGREED ALONG WITH MY MAN, ON HALF HIS PAYCHECK TILL WE GOT CAUGHT UP?  I mean seriously.........he can't do this if both parties agreed to it. By Idaho law a verbal agreement is the same as a written agreement in almost all aspects.   I WANT TO KILL MY FUCKING LANDLORD WHO DON'T DO CRAP ANYWAY AND IT TOOK TILL I GOT FOOD POISONING JUST TO REPLACE A FRIDGE!!!!! Plus we're not that he hasn't fixed the electricity yet, the baseboard heater in our bedroom yet, etc. etc. So what is everyone doing? Knowing some of you, probably get drunk and have a BBQ right? Nothing wrong with that......... It

Pegasus Project
It makes me very sad to say Goodbye to the Ladies of The Pegasus Project Due to internal issues beyond my control, I can no longer stay with The Pegasus Project. Sending My Love, On The Wings Of A Dove Click on the pic to visit Dove Goddess' Page I wish to tell each and every one of the Ladies of The Pegasus Project what an honor it was to be the Co Founder of such a special and wonderful group of ladies. I love each and every one of you and will miss you very much. Unfortunately, the dream I had originally planned when I started the group, is not being met. I want to assure you that this decision has absolutely nothing to do with the ladies of the group. It's just that sometimes things at the top stray so far away from the dream that it can't be corrected. So, it is with a very heavy heart that I've withdrawn from the group and now say Goodbye. (repost of original by 'Dove Goddess ♥ FuMinister-Owner Fubar Beach Wedding Chapel' on '2009-01-25 21:35:15')

Poetry
you're this wild thing, and i can't tame you. this is the sort of thing that's supposed to pass for romantic? this is the sort of bullshit i should accept in lieu of honesty? this is the sort of thing you'd say about me if we were living our little romance on a fucking movie set. news flash: this is the real thing baby. and i'm beginning to realize how ridiculous it is that i'm the one who's insecure in this relationship. it's ridiculous that i'm so afraid i'm gonna lose you, you won't love me, you're gonna leave me. fuck that hard. because i'm figuring out, baby... that i'm the closest thing to perfect that you're gonna get. and i'm as perfect as i'm ever gonna be. you're right when you say you can't change me. you're spot fucking on when you say you've gotta take the good with the bad. so start fucking acting like it. i may be crazy. i may be a little warped, a little loud, a little green. but i'm also everything you ever said that you wanted. and if i'm no

Testing
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All Check This Warning Warning !!!!
link to her profile http://fubar.com/user/2196584 this is dj sweetbabygurl owner of club neon link to her profile http://fubar.com/user/2183060 this is dj poo aka poo brat both member stealers and they block u for talking if they don't like u i say they should be kicked from fubar its ppl like them that make all of us look bad if ur with me lets get them off here the both work at club neon heres the link to it http://fubar.com/lounge/65818 need few dj's for sjing my server partymac24 on fubar yim addy partymac24@yahoo.ca for info

Shockwave
click the picture to enter... WE ARE THE PEOPLES STATION COME JOIN FIREFIGHTER JOHN THE FORMER OWNER OF FIREFIGHTERS HALL AT THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR FOR FIREFIGHTERS THE 343 LOUNGE GREAT TUNES GREAT PEOPLE COME SHOW YOUR LOVE click the picture to enter... WE ARE THE PEOPLES STATION

Bdsm May Be Nsfw
This is a compiled list from many sources and you may agree or disagree with these.. just ideas. I did NOT write this.. only sharing, but was not given the source. If you know the source, please post it in a comment. Thanks! 101 ideas to make Your sub/slave feel Owned (i.e. loved) One of the main factors, for me in feeling truly Owned is to be constantly reminded throughout the day of Master's control. These reminders can be subtle or really obtrusive (heheheh). The more often a slave is reminded of her submission, the deeper it becomes....and the more fulfilling. So here are some ideas you might want to try... And no matter what rules you decide to make your own, please....be consistent. If you are unwilling to take the time to enforce the rules you make, then there may as well be no rules at all. There is nothing in the world that will make a slave feel less loved than to have a Master/Mistress who ignores her transgressions and does not exert their Dominance. 1. Ha

Can't Sleep
The sores are healing, I have a better feeling. There is still some tender spots inside, my feelings i can not hide. My heart is growing more everyday, you could never love too much,thats what they say. But, does it seem that love is the fastest route to pain, because, it seems the more i love , the more i question, am i going insane. When you love that much, and then hurt that bad, the outcome usually always means being sad. Thank god, everyday for love, weither good or bad, regaurdless, it's still love, which means you still have a heart, so be glad. To be numb inside, is never good, it only spells disaster,make up with family,you really should. I love my family,and im so glad we made up, and got over it, I love you MOM and DAD and Amy and Cj, don't ever forget...................... Hate To Love   As she screams, the sound is so sharp and loud it will make your ears bleed, but still no one hears, no one hears her screams, for her screams are muffled by love, A

Relationships
AUTUMN LEAVES AND I DRIVE BACK DOWN A LEAFY BACKROAD LANE AND I SAW A WOMEN ALONE PICKING BLACKBERRIES IA THE RAIN HER HOOD WAS UP AND I FELT A PAIN OF LONGING OF INFFINIY TO HER LONELESS OF WHEN I WAS HER FOR THOSE MARRIED MANY YEARS HAPPILY NOW SOMETIMES I FEEL A BREATH OF SOME THINGS I LOST AND THE LONELESS APPEARS AGAIN TO ME .. IN THIS CITY OF FALLING ANGELS AN ANGEL OF ANOTHER KIND IS BORN AND ITS HARD TO TAKE IN THAT LIKE THE SNUFF OF A CANDLE, YOU WERE HERE ONE MOMENT,AND GONE THE NEXT.... AND ALL I HAVE ARE CAREFREE HAPPY WORDS THAT I CANNOT BEAR TO READ.. FOR THEYARE WORDS OF A GHOST I LOVE SAYING YES YES YES...... `LOVIN LIFE**24-7` CAN IT BE YOU AFTER ALL THIS TIME BEFOR ME NOW WHAT ONCE WAS MINE?? CAN IT BE YOU WHO'S LIP'S I LONG TO KISS BEFOR ME NOW IS ANOTHER WISH CANT IT BE YOU OR JUST A DREAM ? YOU SMILE AND TURN I SMILE AND SEEM ALIVE AGAIN BY LOVIN LIFE 2-7

Pimp Outs!!
Allow me to introduce to you all My latest Fu-Owner. Gypsy The beautiful, funny, sexy and most loyal fiend I have on here. So please go show her the love and respect she deserves.

Poems I Wrote (please Don't Rip/copy)
A NIGHT TO REMEMBER (FOR JOSH) OUR EYES MET AND LOCKED ON EACH OTHER LIKE WOLVES HUNGRY, LOCKING SITE ON THEIR PREY WE KNEW WE'D HAVE EACH OTHER THAT NIGHT AS WE SAT THERE TALKING, CERTAIN TUNES PLAYED AND WE DANCED, MOVING OUR BODIES WITH EACH OTHER AND FEELING THE WARM SENSUOS DESIRES BUILDING HIDDEN TOUCHES FROM TIME TO TIME GIVING ONE ANOTHER THAT LOOK AS WE'D BOTH SMILE AND GIGGLE YOU PUT YOUR HAND UNDER MY BLOUSE FEELING MY ERECT NIPPLES AS I FELT THE GROWING OF YOUR COCK WITH MY HAND YOU'D OFFER UP SUGGESTIONS FOR OUR PLEASURE AS YOU SUCKED ON MY EAR THE THOUGHTS TURNED ME ON SO MUCH AS WE CONTINUED TO TEASE EACH OTHER WITH PROMISES OF EXTACY FULFILLED I'D GET EVEN MORE WET AND YOU'D BE HARDER OUR TEASES LEAD US TO KISS MORE PASSIONATLY WITH EACH TALE OF PLEASURE TO COME YOU GRABBED ME AND HELD ME TIGHT DANCING SLOWLY AND GRINDING OUR BODIES TOGETHER YOU'D TONGUE MY EAR AS IF TO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOUR TONGUE SOON WOULD BE DOING TO MY PU

Kris
I need to know if you’re my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favourite things I’ll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true.

Quiz Results
What Sex Dessert Are You?whip creamyou like it all over...doesn't matter where it is...you love partying and being wild...do you like whips and chains too? YOU WHORE!Food-Drink Quizzes What Mystical Creature are you?GargoyleCongrats! Your a Gargoyle. A protecter over any sacred place and sacred people. Peace is in your nature but you will fight for those who need you to.You guard anything fr

Band Interviews!
Wide Screen Modes Everlasting Bomb Video www.myspace.com/widescreenmode www.widescreenmode.com Published on our Underground HMTV Canada Online Ezine at: Hollywood Music TV Canada Online Ezine HMTV Canada Interviews Wide Screen Mode HMTV Canada's Featured Artist's Hollywood Music TV Canada's 2008 Featured Artist are Rare Artist's that has made history and a come back into the music scene. www.myspace.com/officialkimmitchel www.lobsterlightinginc.com www.q107.com/DJsandShows/KimMitchell.aspx www.apps.facebook.com/ilike/artist/Kim Mitchell Published at our Underground HMTV Canada eZine at: HMTV DJ Tina Interviews Kim Mitchell

My Rants
come and hang with me...http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=64660

Mizzou!!!!!
Britt credits wrestling for rise on Tigers depth chart Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Oct 15, 2009 Justin Britt is hoping Elvis Fisher goes to the NFL. Fisher, the Tigers starting left tackle, is the only thing between Britt and the field as the former Lebanon High School standout has risen to No. 2 on the University of Missouri depth chart. A native of Saint Petersburg, Fla., Fisher spent his first year at MU as a redshirt freshmen. Then, in 2008, he went from No. 2 on the Tigers depth chart to being named first team Freshman All-American. In town for the Lebanon-Hillcrest game on Oct. 2, Britt took a moment during halftime to talk about his rise up the Tigers depth chart during his freshman season as a member of the University of Missouri football team. “I would like to say, ‘yes.’” He said when asked if he saw himself competing for a position on the Tigers line next season. “But I am behind the best lineman on our team. Maybe next yea

Blahhhh
Hey Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you You’re the one I sent it to, late last night I saw your picture, in my dreams You were broke down, but full of life I don’t know who you are, I don’t even know your name But just the same, Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you I sent it to God, late last night He put it in your pocket, and in your heart And may it get you, to morning’s light You may not know how much we care Cause we’re not there to ease your pain But just the same, Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you I pray for your strength, I pray for your safety I pray for your momma, I pray for your daddy I pray for your sisters, I pray for your brothers I pray for your wife, your husband your sons and your daughters You may not come home to accolades, you may not come home to parades But just the same, mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you Mr Soldier, I have a prayer for you. You’re the one I sent it to late last night Come here bab

Just Jokes
..I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washclo th in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in. Knowing the procedure, as I'm sure y ou do, I hopped up on the table, looked over

Rip Dad..... I Miss U :(
"We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you the day God called you home. You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide, and though we cannot see you, you are always by our side. Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same, but as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again."............. I read this at my dads funeral.... "I am home in heaven, dear ones; Oh, so happy and so bright! There is perfect joy and beauty in this everlasting light. All the pain and grief are over, every restless tossing passed. I am now at peace forever. I am safely home at last." Well as I sit here on Valentines Day a day when most people are happy and in love ... I'm crying not because someone dosen't love me or because I didn't get flowers or candy.... but because on this day a year ago my father was layin in a

Lesbian Stuff
Going into the shower The blonde's shower eachother Washing,backs, and breasts Even with some foreplay To get them going again With the steam of the shower Driving them insane They start kissing deep With pleasure Messaging,kissing and caressing Eachother's breasts As they feel the pussy's Begin to soakin' Turning off the shower Back to bed They sixty-nine all night Until the next morning As they sleep in eachothers arms Girls Kissing Local Bar! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=119148885&blogID=438099903 Girls Kissing Dodgers Game! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=119148885 Kissing Friend! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=119148885&blogID=403540314 A hot smokey beautiful blonde With another blonde Give each other a kiss Grow's deeper As the room get's hotter When the light go down The clothes come off For their beautiful bodies

Homies
http://www.fubar.com/lounge/67303 can anyone plz comment on my pic and help me out some rate my pics and my girl thanks i do the same for u i really need to levl fam plz comment on my pics thanks and i do the same for u plz help me level and my girl on here she # 2 in my fam

In The Mood.
So Morgan, Weirick, and I are gonna be drinking tonight? Should be an interesting night on da Fu. Who's gonna join us??? imikimi - Customize Your World! imikimi - Customize Your World! imikimi - Customize Your World!

Sin's Ramblings
forgot to name it... i'll get to that later... monochromatic rainbow of the night across blood stained clouds in the ebon sky a beauty so dark, and twisted and right pleasure so intense, you and i will cry these feelings, not new, dance throughout my mind not a single one can see its true place i stare at your words, but i am still blind my lust cannot see past your lips, your face darkness twists within, desire clouds my eyes i can already feel your fire within me burning from my soul, down between my thighs my new obsession is what you will be one bite on my neck, your nails on my spine you are the rainbow, never to be mine. ~sinamynlee i want to hurt you. i want to use you in ways that make you cringe yet excite you at the same time. i want to run my tongue all over your body then dig my nails into you until you bleed. you make me shiver in both fear and anticipation when i think of the things i would let you do to me. you make my body tense u

Spirituality Essays/lists/poems
Only by way of the symbolic blood of animals could the High Priest approach the presence of God, represented by the Holy of Holies. But when Jesus Christ was judged on the cross, the huge curtain that blocked entry into the Holy of Holies was ripped from top to bottom (Matthew 27:51). Christ’s work on the cross removed the barrier keeping men from the presence of God, giving us free access to His throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16, 10:19, 20). There were 7 and I’ll list them in the order THAT SOMEBODY -- NOT ME HOWEVER believes they probably occurred. "Father, forgive them, they don’t know what they’re doing." Luke 23:34 "I’m telling you the truth, today you’ll be with Me in paradise." Luke 23:43 "Woman, look, this is your son. Look, this is your mother." John 19:25,26 "My God, My God, why have you abandoned Me!" Matthew 27:46 "I’m thirsty." John 19:28 "It is finished now, with results that will go on forever." John 19:30 "Father, into Your hands I commit My spirit!

Lyricist Poems
"Anxiety Mist" (C 2008 Josie Roberts ) Breaking up & making up can be gruesome. Reaching for the stars smooths it out. Each of us wishes to be a twosome. A starting point is to doubt our doubt. Showers of blessing come if we're faithful, Testament of grace so abundant and fine. Seeing anxiety replaced by mirth and glee is delightful. Perfect communion & reasonable rhyme. Understanding gradually builds over time, Silver and gold power to adjust to life. Sustaining our growth in midst of strife. Yesterday, today, and forever is life sublime. Heading down a holy path together, Every moment one of blissful joy. Although we stumble we can employ Delightful fantasy & memories regardless of weather. CHORUS: Frequent trials or good luck charms. Only you can make it worthwhile. Only you don't cramp my style. Teach me how to embrace you in my arms. The Challenge Track ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts Told one acid cold night Or a blazing hot day, Circumstance

Monday
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Corporate Citizenship
Police Told Which Political Beliefs to Consider “Dangerous” Lancaster, PA: A secret police report targets millions of Americans as potential “domestic terrorists” if they support the Constitution, oppose unlawful taxation, supported 2008 presidential candidates Republican Ron Paul, Libertarian Bob Barr or Constitution Party candidate Chuck Baldwin (Seen here on Lou Dobbs program ), or if they are opposed to abortion, are against unconstitutional gun control, if they display pro-Constitution bumper stickers or own copies of certain books and documentaries. The report is part of an ongoing attempt by a number of organizations (http://www.splcenter.org/intel/intelreport/intrep.jsp) and movements to characterize law-abiding citizens as “white supremacists”, members of “hate groups” or, more recently as “terrorists”. The report was generated by the Missouri Information Analysis Center The Center is described as “the mechanism to collect incident repo

Just A Poem
I have watched you grow up since you were fourteen and you always think you know everything. I treasure all the times we have shared together and all the times we made each other laugh. When I left you 2 months ago I feel like I left behind part of my soul. You and I have a very special connection I never want us to lose, but you are there and I am here and my heart is oh so bruised. I feel like I have abandonded you and left you behind. I don't want you to feel that way because it's just not true. We may not have the same parents but your my little brother and I love you. I never want you to forget about me or the times we shared. You are forever in my heart and the thought of never getting to laugh with you again makes me sad and scared. I don't want things to be this way but this is the way life is. When you get older you will understand that I never wanted to leave you.. You are my best friend. ::::: For my little brother Johnathan aka JLO ::::::   Ravyn The depths of his

Men Who Need To Get A Life
This morning,  a friend of mine and I got talking about when I had come over for a visit.  And he said how he was always afraid cause I dont pull punches and if someone said shit to me they are gonna get told . Any how I brought up one thing that was said about him and how I reacted.  He said and I quote "Gawd you must fuck me blind"  For me not to hear that.  I went on to explain to him why he didnt.  And here is the stupid thing,  he absoultely knew if he said that comment how I would react to it and yet said it any how. Well after getting off the pc I thought and thought about that rude comment and it started to upset me alot. So knowing I am better at saying how I feel in text proceeded to send him a email and tell him just how I thought. I told him he made me feel like a dirty ass ho whos only reason for visiting was to get laid.  Now seriously if that is what I wanted I dont need to travel to pittsburgh pa to get it. I said in the email thx now I know just how you see me a

Full Moon
hello sweetie I wanted to wish you many blessings this full moon.. and i thought to send you this protection spell for you to keep or pass on. I found it online , i'm not sure who wrote it. be safe , Goddess Bless...... Forevrgoddess CHANT OF PROTECTION Goddess, Give me protection from the outside world, Let whatever people say about me not hurt, Let whatever I fear not bother me, Let all the mixed up feelings inside be released without harm, Goddess, you see my pain, I am thy child, I am thy soul, I need a dream to cast away this pain, Something to soothe my soul, Give me protection from the outside world. Comment on this video! More videos at myYearbook Penumbral lunar eclipse The moon will be in Earth’s shadow in a penumbral lunar eclipse July 7 at about the time that it will be rising over Australia after dusk and setting over western North and South America in the early predawn hours. When a blooming Moon is face-a-face an expansive Sun, does an eclipse real

New Freebies For All Minds
Realistically, you can’t expect to make it through school without having to deal with some kind of stress. Granted, too much stress can be oppressive. Wise King Solomon Wrote: “Mere oppression may make a wise one act crazy.” (Ecclesiastes 7:7) But you need not let stress drive you crazy. The key is learning how to manage stress effectively. Coping with stress is like lifting weights. To be successful, a weight lifter must prepare properly beforehand. He lifts the weights correctly and avoids lifting too much weight. If he takes such steps, he builds strong muscles without damaging his body. On the other hand, if he fails to take these steps, he can tear a muscle or even break a bone. Similarly, you can manage the stresses that you encounter and successfully accomplish the work you need to do without causing damage to yourself. How? http://www.socyberty.com/Advice/Five-Steps-Towards-Less-Stress.574695 John: Before my parents punished me for some wrongdoing, they would put forth r

Life
  ok so im starting a voyeur cam that means a cam thats basicly just turned on when im home.... im gana do everything i would do normaly with the cam just on no directing please im doing nothing to amuse you it is just an expiriment about people viewing into anothers life the more... probabaly wont be walking while on it.... cuz i wana treat it just like i would if it wrnt on means usuly not looking at myself whlile online and basicly u guy can just watch me.... do what id do any day.... but dont get to excited i live a pretty boring life oh i also will cover up when i smoke cuz i dont wana pass the legal to illegal grey line The Good Will: Nothing can possibly be conceived in the world, … which can be called good, without qualification, except a good will. Intelligence, wit, judgment, and the other talents of the mind… or courage, resolution, perseverance, as qualities of temperament, are undoubtedly good and desirable in many respects; but these gifts of n

Ronda's Blog's
Are you or have you been married & if not how long have you been single?What is your longest relationship?Are you looking for causel or exclusive?Do you have kids?Do you want kids?Do you have siblings?Do you do any kind of drugs?Do you drink?Do you smoke?Have you ever been arrested?Do you like pets? Do you go to Church?Do you have your own place?If no, have you lived on your own?What do you like to do for fun?What is your ideal soul mate, what qualities would you like?What color are your eyes?What is good about you?Is family important too you?What are you dislikes in a woman?Do you have a temper?Do you have pierces' and/or tattoos'?Do you mind tattoos' on a woman? I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant...I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I g

How To Save A Life
WOW, Have u ever jsut given someone your heart? NO i mean your whole heart? lol what a waste.   I just couldent live with myself .. knowing I just killed myself   Least maybe then u will remember me .. suicide always kills 2 people           I love haters.....you know why (drum roll please)....cause they cant keep my name outta there mouths. i love it when people i dont even know talk shit. just shows im doing everything right. yea i know im that fucking amazing that u gotta always be up my ass and all up in my business. honestly how freaking pathetic are you to go out of your way to look at my page and actually try to get crunk when you know in all honesty you a damn nutcase? hahahaha!!!!!! people have nothing better to do with there own life. your life must be really fucked up seriously. cause why the fuck you worried bout mine. so like i always say KEEP TALKING SHIT BITCH YOUR MAKING ME FAMOUS!!!!!!! Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both A

I Thank
I thank the people I have found 31 days till christmas Hey Free breakfast today at Denny's

Our First Encounter!
Today marks the day my cousin was KILLED!! By a 19 year old boy strung out on drugs and alchol and was on some kind of TRILL... On this morning she was to meet the UNKNOWN...who would even ~X~pect this and Flashes of her life would be SHOW'N.... was asked by my Aunt to write her last WORDS.. to her daughter, these would be read and ALL would be HEARD!!How does 'ONE' even begin to write or ~X~press such SYMPATHIES....Words to be said from a Mother to her now Dead Daughter, and being my FAMILIES... So, I sat and what first come to My MIND.... What if I had to go on with leaving one of my Daughters BEHIND!!Out from the darkness the words come and just FLOWED.... It was powerful and some light shown and GLOWED!!!My cousin, her the same age as I am, was killed on this day by a 19 year old boy who had no driver's license, driving someone else's truck, hopped on drugs and who knows what else. My cousin woke this beautiful 'mourn'ing and was to only do her normal routine of a typical day and o

My Poems This Is Not For Any Particular Person
A Puzzle of a Broken Heart © By Portorican PrincessMy heart is like a whoreFor I've given it to many men.Without questions, without expectations;With only one exception:The only thing I've ever asked for;The only thing I've ever expectedWas for their love in return.But without exception, without failEach one took my heart,Crumpled it up, and threw it away.Like my love was worthless, a simple piece of trash;Something that was easily and frequently discarded.So now pieces of my heart are floating around,Like pieces of paper tumbling in the windAnd I have to gather them up.But some of them will be lost forever;Some of them I'll never be able to find again.But those pieces that I do regain,I will try to put back together with what remainsSo my fragmented heart will once again be whole.For now I realize that it isn't worthlessMy love is valuable, pricelessAnd I'm saving it for someone who will treasure it;Who will treat it like a special giftThat I've given to him and no one else.And I hop

Real World Stuff
  I think this is a little to extreme but you never know. My Boyfriend Is Addicted To Porn! May 7, 2009 by Kip   Filed under Best Of KipTip, Dear Kip   Dear Kip,   My boyfriend has a problem with other girls and porn. He hasn’t gone off and cheated on me with someone else physically, but I still consider the internet and even texting cheating, when it involves desiring other girls. I have been cheated on before and seen my mother in several unfaithful relationships, so I’m pretty good at deciding if someone is lying or telling the truth. He has tried his hardest to not even look at other girls, he deleted all of his various website profiles except for our joint MySpace account and the email account that he uses for family. Because of that, I know he hasn’t been doing anything on the internet. He promised to go to counseling and anything else that I want; if I would just stay with him (he said this while crying). I just can’t tell if he really is sin

Real Life Things
200: My middle name is: Kay199: I was born in: Iowa City, Iowa198: I am really: bored and tired197: My cell phone company is: A T & T196: My eye color is: blue195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: 7193: My height is: 5'1192: I am allergic to: cats191: My 1st car was: Ford Probe (very briefly)190: My 1st job was: Iowa City Press Citizen paper delivery girl189: Last book you read: The third book in the Twilight series188: My bed is: a very comfy four poster wrought iron full sized bed187: My pet: is a 11 pound Bishon Frise named Cloud186: My best friend: is my mom, Adam, Josh and Jenny.185: My favorite shampoo is: Garner Fructise184: AIM name: don't have one183: Piggy Banks are: cute182: In my pockets: lip gloss, cell phone and pen181: On my calendar: TONS of stuff this month! From garage sale to Snow Demon show, to Lammasfest180: Marriage is: an ideal that I don't know is achievable to keep going in the long run anymore179: Sponge Bob can: die lol178: My mom: is awesome. 177: The

Beautiful Love
If there is a moment that hard to forgetThat is the day when you and I had metI even know what is the dateThe day when we were classmates I bear in mind that timeWhen we say to each other HIIt’s hard to believe but it’s trueThat time you become a part of my life I wish that we will share everythingProblem, tears and even laughingI hope and pray that it won’t endCoz if that happen, you can see me crying When I had a problemYou are the one whom I can lean onWhen im mad and lonelyYou were there to cheer me up Don’t worry even were apartYou will remain in my heartI’ll always cherish the days we spentCoz it’s the day when we becomeBEST OF FRIEND! My name is LEXYI am FIVE,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When im awake im all alon

Erotique Tales
So here it is,The happy one.Today I'll have a bit of fun. A rhapsody.A melody.My opus and my symphony. A delectable, delightful treat.A candy, oh, a wicked sweet. My soul.A stroll.Completely droll.Delightfully out of control. So here you go.My vertigo.My trip through miles and miles of snow. Hold on tight.Don't try to fight.My happy poem,Just drips delight Like honey from a child's tongue,Or whispers of the aging young. A lullaby that makes you cry,The tears of happy years gone by. Watch your step,The path is steep,So take a breath before you leap Into a world of endless bliss,As charming as a baby's kiss. And right when you arrive right there,You'll never leave.It's true.I swear. My world,My truth.My universe.My haven in my merry verse. It welcomes you,With open arms.You're flattered by its mirthful charms. So stay awhile.Right in the shadeOf the happiest poemI've ever made. 'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the net People were horny--steamy and wet; The

Just Writing
WOW    When he looks into my eyes I get lostThe way he touches me I want to melt.The things he says amazes me.He makes me feel alive, wanted, needed, comfortable, cared for.I want him more and more as the days go by.I want to taste his kisses again.I want to feel his body against mine again. I melt just thinking of these things and of him.I find myself lost in thoughts of him. I am scared though, I don't want to be hurt again.But I feel so safe with him.He has broke the walls to my body and soul and is starting to warm my heart.I am so scared of how I feel Does anyone one else feel this way?Or am I the only one who has these feelings and thoughts   Crystal M. Grossinger This world is full of  people.people who love,people who hate.Ones that are there,ones that are far away.Not everyone in this world enjoys everyone elsebecause like me they fell alonein a world full of people!!!!   Crystal M. Grossinger I want him to hold me....* when i cry * when i'm cold* when something is wrongI

Love
Do you know that SEX can tell what your age is? Just do a simple Math.. How many times would you like to have sex in a week? (choose 1-9) Multiply your number by 2: plus 5: multiply it by 50 add 1758 then subtract your birthyear.. now you'll have a 3-digit number The first is the number of times you would like to have sex and the last 2 digits is your age.. :) Sometimes, we realize to change for the better just when the situation got worse.. we realize to finally correct our mistakes just when those mistakes have cause irreversible damage.. we finally decided to prove ourselves worthy just when the person whom you want to prove your worth has already decided that your not worth it at all.. Most of the lessons are learned when the test is over, that's how IRONIC LIFE is.. I cant force somebody to like me and love me.. I cant convince somebody to believe me and appreciate me.. I cant please somebody to make friends with me.. I cant be perfect as what they want me to be..  I

Quote Of The Day.
"There are no stupid questions, just stupid people." "Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway." “While the rest of the species is descended from apes, redheads are descended from cats.” -Mark Twain   Thanks DJ Lord Dragon @ Devilish-Angel-Radio ♡~Fu-hubby 2 ♥Juicey334♥~♡. I never knew this was a quote... until you posted your comment. Thus making me want to do quote of the day.

She Loves Me, She Hates Me
I cherish ya all the way. id make it work, long distance or what ever it takes.i want u so bad, like i said, I can tast ya soul, but its be better cover in lye, cos all my life it seems to loose, but i lost that too, so what i do now? Want me to fall in love  show u this or that, life u could have.... marry u an have a fucking life: my life is a bull shit misery  so lets get married an say fuck it, is that all u know?  I'm too good to be true an ur to hot to be blue, an we, just make a day come true an it sucks ass, morning is coming late, dawn just past us by, mid day is present, dawn is coming near, hold you, close, id cherish you my dear, I'm a poet, if u didnt know it, devil bought my way, hell awaits, heaven is you, trouble is time an tired of running, please hold me, im falling, sincere,...im just running blind!... I'm on a suicide,  but sometime we seem to dis tray..wonder what hes really like...glistens,... nite falls, your in bed,, he creeps into your head.. falling in lov

Words Of Wisdom
I am lost in confusion Surrounded by utter chaos in my mind My heart telling yes when it can not be possible What do I do? Do I take the biggest risk and move to be with her Or do I continue on down the path of loneliness. Something, someone, somewhere will make my heart whole Is she that missing piece Or am I just that lost in confusion Free will, the ability to make decisions on our own that determine our future No higher power has influence on our decisions, but does show us both possible outcomes God presents us with a plan, but it is our free will that determines how that plan plays out More and more everyday it seems like Gods plan is slipping away People are choosing the path of least resistance instead of working hard and taking the better path Nobody deserves or is "entitled" to anything It must be earned through hard work and sacrafice We are getting away from ethics and morality Sadly these have become a thing of the past No longer is it "God Bless America"

How I Really Spend My Days
I had the "pleasure" of watching 4 normally fun people turn into my idea of a nightmare.  The evening started out well.  We played a game of catergories and were having a really great time...then things went downhill fast.  The people I was with decided that we all needed to go to the bar and we were going to take one vehicle.  There was six of us.  I know that doesn't sound bad in theory, but the fact that all of us are somewhat large made for a bad decision.  Not to mention that the driver (who swore he was sober to drive and would not drink anymore once we reached the bar) was actually not sober and he was driving in the middle of the road.  When we reached to bar I think they just lost their minds collectively.  The bar was almost empty and the people who typically go there are there because it's quiet.  Our group was certainly not quiet and the first thing that happened was us doing liquid cocaine shots.  That was the last thing any of the others needed.  You'd think that people w

Wolves Den
Been laid off, got no car , sacked out on my brother's couch in a no horse town, got divorced, can't see my kid's cause they're two thousand mile's away and I can't find work to save my life. All since November. Top it all of with the fact that I'm struggling to keep from going back to my self destructive way's. For my girl's though, I refuse to give up. Been clean and mostly sober (only drink a few time's a year as opposed to every day as well as shit people shouldn't do. I don't judge though.) for five year's. Just gotta hold out,get on my feet again, and fight to be the father I never had. Sorry if this come's off as a personal pity part. Not what I was going for. Just needed to get that out. If anyone has advice though I'm open to suggestion's and all form's of comment. Thank's for taking the time. Peace out girlscout's I met this Sexy girl that I just can't get out of my head and I don't know why. The only real problem is the fact that we are almost two thousand miles apart. I can

Oh Shitz I Need Halp!!!
It seems some have influnace a sexy greek geek of mine to become a nun... THis is a tragidy to man(and woman) kind. If this person continues to uncorup people whom will I play with .. Whom will I talk about tub rubbing with, or coke can cocks? who will i ask if this bra looks good with or with out panties?... Who will be my Greek Goddess of Perversion? .... It is my soul purpose to put a stop to this madness at once.... I will snap ubs's if i must.        *shuns!* Dear gawd how i would love to do that..... Two weekends ago I went fishing, this time of year crickets are the primary choice of bait. I load the truck with cooler, bait, polls, radio, just out for a good time. Being the woman driver I am, forget the crickets are in teh little round cage in the back and turn a curve to sharp, yep you guessed it the cricket cage goes rolling around the back ... once at my favorite fishing hole I clean up the crickets and processed with my relaxing day.... a few days later I notice

Ms. Sexy's Blog
GRRRR I know men are differnt than women but damn....when a certain someone gets moody then says certain things to me i get really sensitive and cry. Is that bad? Or is that just normal for a woman? Im just frustrated. I would have… By: Susan Horne I would have been a doctor, a lawyer, or a teacher I could have been a mother, a lover, or a preacher I would have graduated high school in the top of my class I could have made figurines out of the finest glass I would have been a good friend to you I could have said the three most important words: I love you. I would have been the stranger you pass by on the street I could have been that person you would love to meet I would have been that novelist that writes intriguing stories I could have been the person in a garage band making noise I would have been your best friend if I could have been given the chance I could have been that person you would give a second glance I would have been the one that you saw in the coffee shop

Songs
Armour Love by La Roux   You put on your armour You put up defenses What are you on to? Cause I'm here to protect you So take it easy I make it so easy You can lay your head down And we'll leave it 'til tomorrow You seem to believe you belong to somebody else When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'm in hell Do you know what it's like to be lonely and by yourself? When your life is tangled You wear your disguises But what do you need to When I'm standing here beside you So take it easy I make it so easy You can lay your head down And we'll leave it 'til tomorrow You seem to believe you belong to somebody else When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'm in hell Do you know what it's like to be lonely and by yourself? Slipping through my fingers And inside another's Tell me why won't you turn back? You seem to believe you belong to somebody else (You know what it's like, you shouldn't have to be told) When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'

Teo's Fire Always
Depth of His Darkness Benighted is his dreams of fame and glory. Now upon his life and career is a shroud of darkness. My heart fears from him. My soul longs to save him. Now his mind, heart and soul lurk within the depth of a darkness that keeps him from the light of reality. How I wish I could appear in front of him to hold him strong? Does he care what he has done to himself and all those who care for him? I lingering lost in his trembling regrets of how he turn upside down his life and career. I extend my hand out to him, But He can not see or touch it. Depth of his darkness is now my fathomless need to go to him. Would my love spare and save his life from falling apart? The reflecting of sunlight coming through the window is now becomes a destitute light of lost dreams. Obscure is his knowledge of what is upon my heart and soul because of this. My dream has come to end. My desire and reason to dare love has been taken away from me. Depth of his darkness has now

After Dark
Is DJ Kev Dog finally on a leash??? Come check him out live on air and taking your requests in After Dark!!! *CLICK TO BID ON DJ KEVDOG*

Meow Mix Yum What?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances. What if I should die?! A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind! Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances. What if I should die?! A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind! Deeper!.. Deeper!.. Deeper inside me!To live a life that seems to be a lost reality That can never find a way to reach. My inner selfI stand alone!How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.This time I look to see what's between the lines!I can see, I can see, I'm going blind   _____________________________________________________________ My Mind is always on the go never stops never relents always torturing with the impossible one day I wish I could end it to get peace but that day will never come until the day I move on from this world and u

My Hearts Contents
WeakBy: Ashton MullenWe were making a chainMade to be strongIt started out shortbut built to grow long.It started out fineEach link fastened tightBut I missed a small chinkthat was plain out of sight.The chain was growingAt a faster pacebut then I noticedIt start to unlace.It stretched out farI heard it rumbleThe chink was weakand started to crumble.It happened so fastI didn't expect thisThe chain just snappedOver something I missed.We worked so hardTo build this bondit fell apart onceand now it's gone.You got angry Your patience was slackyour work seemed worthlessSo you turned your back.It was my faultI didn't see the chinkOh why the hellDid I not check that link?Now I'm left aloneHolding the broken linkThis issue was smallit's just a tiny kink. This can be fixedBut you took the glueI can't do this aloneThis will take two. I hope you come backto finish what we startedYou left me all aloneand deeply broken hearted.You'll think about our chainand the bond we madeThis cou

All About Me
You know you wanna. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=383306&i=3781977108&albumid=1740609 So it's been 7 months since I deleted and rejoined.  7 months since I've been separated.  7 months of changes.  Most of them for the better.  I don't feel broken anymore.  I want a new name.  I need a new name.  I'm not sure what it should be though.  So those of you who know me, gimme suggestions.  And those of you who don't, well gimme suggestions too! MWAHHHHHHHHHHHH

Runes Writ In Red
And thus, eyes black with grief, We hailed the void, uneasy with relief. Glad we were, on the brink of madness, Accustomed  to pain, emboldened by sadness.   She held my heart, in her hands, And her reward was to bleed out, upon stranger sands. Those who love me, I stop their breath, For in my heart lies frozen death.   With not a whimper, nor a sigh, Did trust in me, and thus they die. So now I hail unto the void, What peace I had, evermore destroyed. You dinna see it do ya? Like rats in the walls.BIG rats. Only NOT rats. And the walls, you see, Are society.   We're headed fer a fall my friends. Better learn how to handle that gun. But eventually the bullets will be too expensive to make. And so our blades'll gleam again, in the sun. It'll still be the rule of One.   He'll promise ya SUV's, And condoms(latex free) In short, society, Industrializationized, sensible, tax(and conscience)-free..   But it's lies, An economy based on dead byproducts. Fossiliz

Songs From Evanescence
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, After all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, Find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, To be the one. I could have run forev

Love, Reincarnate
Name  Whats your birthday/age  Height  Hair color  Eye color  Piercings/Tats  If no, do you want any?  Do you drink?  Do you smoke?  Do you do drugs?  What would you say is your best quality?  Whose your favorite band?  What kind of music do you like?  Do you like kids/want any of your own?  How do you feel about marriage?  Where do you work?  Do you go to school?  Do you live at home/on your own?  Do you prefer cats or dogs?  What do you like to do in your free time?  What do you think is my best quality?  Are you Spontaneous?  Are you afriad of commitment?  Are you into romance?? Would you make me feel like im the only girl you want to be with?  What would our first date consist of?  Whats the sweetest thing you've done for a girl?  What movies/TV shows do you like?  Do you like your family/family oriented?  Have you ever cheated?  Why did your last relationship fail?  Do you like to dance?  What do you look for in a man?  Where do you see yourself in 5 years?  Are you honest?  Do yo

Just Random Thoughts And Funny Shiet
Life is like a dance,Every step you take a chance.Every Breath you take,There is a fear,A chance to disappear.Achance for a change,To set you on a new path.With no certain direction,Everyone gains a new connection.Connection always last,They can be fun;Or they can make you run,What ever the connection,They will forever be in your past. Blue skies The sun’s burning bright High in the sky. Smooth as silk, The touch of love. Flames flicker Deep in my heart Like a ray of sunshine. Don’t cry It won’t die. Wake dressed

America And My Views
its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start I walk down the long, dark winding tunnel. Darkness consumes my soul with every step…. yet still I walk and walk and walk. Searching, searching for something elusive, something essential that will make my life complete yet not knowing what it is. Despair claws at my core, heartache consumes my being, indifference is what I strive for, always trying to lessen the ache of being alone. Friends are there yet not around, they try to understand, but how can they understand when I can’t fathom what’s erroneous. Smiling faces all around, laughing, full of glee… poison in my soul and wounds, slowly consuming, ever consuming until all is gone. Humanity, compassion, kindness all fades to nothingness in the face of sadness and freezing cold hatred fo

Mrs. Wh's Corner
Hey ya all! Been awhile... look Im on another page, I woke up one mornin and relized virtually conjoined at the hip but now we are the same person on Fubar, and life partners in Real Life... Yes hes still here in North Cackalacki, Hes expanding his business here ...and thats a good thang...we really been learnin each other and throw in three others (my children).... And every mornin I wake up and think to myself " OMG Hes still here"... Im learnin what its like to be with a man that I can be completely honest with, he still makes me blush and the passion I feel for him is stronger then ever, I watch him with my children I see our family developing... Funny enough I have trust issues and it amazes me everyday this "Ex-Playa" is the person I trust above all others, Im proud of him, hes still brings a smile to my face every mornin and gives me that reason to continue my life... On a final note and synopsis: of our time thus far plane, kiss, sex, kids, more kids, drama, movies, hote

Fuego Poeticas
.. ... controversy  copy-writes political views, staggering poetic rights leaving verses to choose.. i'll be dead awake.. i'll be alive asleep.. the arts inspires masses whole, their shell be peace.. As i share the work of an artist, smoke pass flames I’m a mental crazed versed arsonist.. threw poetics  take you places mortality glares, best believe the son sets reigning  their.. two in the chamber means spirit within me, not a ghost it's soul residing in me.. you can't see it physically though sonically it  knows me, the  subconscious relics uniquely combining me.. past  the rough, and dammed life cursing us.. threw the market labels tarring trust.. flesh and bone removed from social lust.. I’ve been their.. I was their.. was all of me.. clarity and with art proceeds the greedy movements against we.. I desire well for them you and me.. inspiration saves blood from lands.. sprit and body, and the mind I command..

Random Thoughts
After running a few bombs it's just crazy to click a thousand links to only get error messages or their profile. Best way I have found to chase bombs is go to your public profile. View it as anyone else would. Go down and click on your photos as if you were going to rate yourself. THEN click your bomb folder ... where it gives you the thumbnail view. COPY and PASTE that link into shout boxes of bombers. Be very nice. I usually like to put (link) bomb folder link if you have time (or auto's) plz and ty very much... and MAKE sure you go and rate and at least fan them if you do not know them! Remember everyone bombs different ways, this may or may not work. If they are bombing family and auto's only, heavy rate their profile, and also get you link in their shout box. Be sure to say TY some way some how. It really helps to have folders marked clearly and have 250 pics in there. Good luck and happy bomb chasing!   The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your

Chaley's Lil Spot!!
Life is so full of beautiful things....to be thankful for life itself.....to enjoy the beauty that is around us....to feel love and share all forms of love... There are stepping stones and mountains in our way....but my mom always told me...do not make a mountain out of a mole hill....do not let the little issues become bigger, and you lose what beauty is around you... Our friends, Our Loves...they are to be treasured.... Surround yourself with positivity and beauty....love who you are... Life is not easy....but take my hand and we can walk it together, helping each other over those mountains....and kicking those dusty mole hills out of the way *giggles* I am a firm believer that what you put into this life, comes back to you....so only put out love, do not hate..ignore the miserable ones that try to bring you down, because misery loves company... Reap what you sew in this life..... TY Chaley I am reading this book, And I come to a part of the book that says this....AT SOME POINT IN O

Private Messages
Made it through another futastic weekend. Hugs for my fu wife even if she doesn't want them. Really trying to be a good fu hubby,have some fun and be "The Man." based on comments from last MUMM posted only two people came close to defining a real cowboy.  Perhaps they don't care or are just ignorant. People that make rude comments are really shallow,mean people suck. Fu land please show lots of love to my fu ownees. They are all very special ladies!

Uhm
that's how you know it's true. go w/ the punches,. get a lfe =P babyjesus,. get a life,. this is gay,. sorry to be a downer.

Poems
"Fear of intimacy is a fear of death. In a world where we have been taught to believe that the bolstering of our individual power is the greatest good, it is difficult to feel that a melting of the walls surrounding us is something to be desired...We are afraid to surrender to love, for we are afraid to die to who we are. We may loathe who we are, yet we still resist the chance to become someone new. It is only when we are ready to embrace the possibility that we might be tomorrow who we were not today that true intimacy becomes attractive. If all you want to do is remain who and what you are now, then by all means don't fall in love..." -Marianne Williamson "Illuminata" (pgs 161-162) She invited me, with the simple grace of her delicate fingers willing me toward her, the slow bat of her eyes as if not to let me from her sight for to long, the sweet curves of the corners of her mouth tracing my name, drawing me in. She lay down for me, her taunt tan body splayed out in front of me lik

Solace For Your Weeping.
Feelings of destiny, point toward chaotic skies. Violent storms consume you. The winds push at your back and leave you with no control. You embrace the torture. The emptiness inside, now filled with a lust for fear. And a desire to touch the face of death.     I have wandered down misguided paths just to see them end in both directions. I ran through an open field destitute of visual restraints. I could not reach the place I wanted. What I found was an equation of life that holds emptiness and sorrow. Confusion in mind and a struggle to know what you can’t. Inside a prison we call freedom, is an illusion that is embraced as truth or realized as a fallacy. You can love the restraints you’re in, or you can escape simply to find no answers.       I now sit here slipped into a morose state. The sun will start to rise in an hour. There is nothing of worth to show, for my previous days existence.  

Search Eternal
In every heart there is regretBut they soon repair and don't forgetThe deepest songs that life then fears Through the pain, through the yearsThese are the thoughts that I concealThough my eyes can't hide the way I feelThere are no angels at my sideI am weak, I am tiredI am afraid of what I seeWhen my world is safe, what I dreamI do not shed a single tearWhen I sleep, you are hereYou know it's trueI am brokenCan we recaptureThe life we knew?I am missing you When your world's a hidden secretThat I yearn to touchI wanna know your soulReveal it to meWhen your eyes are flood of teardropsAnd your wings are brokenI will give you hopeBelieve in meIn the dustOf your waveA heartbeat is a partOf the greater dreamLike a ropeRound your throatIt won't let you breatheIf you let goWhen your stars are out to get youAnd you can't find loveInside to fill the holeThere's comfort in meWhen your roots are taken hostageBy the one you loveWhy don't you let it beSurrender to me One day the black hole Will Dis

Poems Of Chaos
In a time of war we stare blankly at the setting sun and wish for days past. I say grab the remainder of your life and push forward toward that inevitable time of chaos. When each and every last breath from the whirring oxygen tank is more precious than sex or money. Look forward to the now and make every moment, every friend, every encounter more exciting than gold or glitter; make it your own. I will; will you. Mysterious days lead to dark lustful nights, when the full moon casts light upon the werewolf fight... Languished howls of pain as flesh from bone is torn, and yet she lounges against the oak waiting for morn... The Wolfman dies his claws grip the stars, she laughs, her eyes the color of mars... Breasts heave, hands tremble with womanly delight, her lover has survived to take her again with might... Eyes of Amber burn against the dull morning twilight, screams of pain and pleasure take her to soaring height... Witching glamour and wereman lust a pair do t

Letters Home
Today, I am writting you a letter with my heart torn out. My best friend Ben died today. He was shot through the neck just behind the trachia. I saw him go down after he got hit. I froze. What do I do? Is this real? Then my training kicked in. I returned fire on the shooter. My fireteam hit the shooter 8 times before I ordered a ceasefire. After the Iraqi died, I ran to Ben, who was still alive. I looked at his wound, and knew instantly, he wouldn't survive. I knelt down and picked him up and held him. I looked right at him and drew my Ka-Bar and put it in the sand. I asked him if he wanted to die slow, or if he wanted me to end it quick for him. I knew he couldn't talk, and told him to blink once for no, twice for yes. He blinked once. I closed my eyes and knew he was going to go out painfully. I held him until i saw the life leave his eyes. When he died, I felt nothing. I was completely numb. Like it was just a nightmare, and I would wake up any second to see Ben fucking around with

Metal In My Head!
I may be judged..but who here..is really fit to judge me..in sins..we all have..in life we all live..you are not me..and i am not you..your words could matter less to me..your life I could care less..these words i say..are just that of a man..that is tired..of the users..of the fakes..the cheats..the liers..the whatever..been here by my own will..and that of god..i could care less what another thinks of me..for they arent helping me..nor care for me..i handle all things that come my way..without a helping hand..just a man alone..and if so..then so be it..never needed a co signer on ****..and still wont..been on top..and the bottom..life is full of ups and downs..just been around to long..to let another talk down on me..as if they are my better..you are not my equal..you are as i am..human..untill you reach godhood..you are the same as me..weather your older of younger than me..still going to be the same..bleed in pain..and reborn in gods name..but belive this..i would rather burn all i

Interesting!
I write as though you'll read it.. I wish as though.. you'll somehow.. give me what I want.Yet, you hold back, like your carrying a secret.One I wish I could help you burden.. I look out the window at life's... bleak existence.It's somehow not so bright.. Not so warm.. as I remembered it.Yet, when peering into your eyes.Everything somehow is made right.Asking myself questions over and over...Can't you see, what I see?Can't you feel.... what I feel?Strangely with you there.. Everything is still left unanswered.. Haunting me...Wishing.. hoping... Wanting... needing.. Aren't those all just the same of the same? Sometimes in the pursuit of happiness.. we lose ourselves.   If you had just seen, I'd be 'here' to stay.. Instead, I led myself on this crazy pursuit.. to seek something. To seek what lies at the end of the rainbow. I led myself through the great unknown.. and everywhere I went, it was your face I seen. With every whisp of wind across my face, it was your kiss.. I felt.  I foll

Not So Safe
twisted and turned  not sure which way is up anymore  grasping for air  and taking a breath of blood the metallic scent of my own  As it drips from the hole in my chest  that i created with my own hands  as i gripped my ribs and broke em apart  tearing at my heart to remove it flinging it at your feet as the sparkle in my eyes died out.. Ive given you my all  was it enough? my last thought is It's hard to escape  When I look in the mirror And see your eyes looking back at me  I wonder if this blood in my veins  Is as poisoned as yours?  If everything is genetic  Then one day will I turn into you?  Looking in the smashed mirror  Tracing the deep veins on my arms...  Miles away in a cheap motel room  He's looking at me with the same feverish gaze as you  Booze on his breath as he says let me watch  All the pills in the world won't change my jaw bone  There's blood on the floor mixed in with the tears  Your blood, my blood, his blood  All one and the same

The Poems...
As I lay me down to sleep, Seeking no more to whine or weep, I pray this gun against my head Will make me more deader than dead. In my infinite arrogance, I woudl not hear In my infinitie ignorance, I squandered my career. No grand, beneficent work di I complete. No art, no science, no wonderous feet. A waste of life, a waste of time; Existing is my unforgivable crime. I tried and tried all I could But nothing I did was any good. A fouled soul spreading flawed love Is my lot assigned from above. With love thrice, I did try. With love thrice, I did cry. All I am is this broken heart, And from here I must depart. So when you recall the recently late Turn painful tear to tears of hate. For this is the most selfish thing I do, But this will cure me and free all of you. Now I lay me down to sleep. No memories of me should you keep. This I do for my heart's sake. I'll be gone when you awake. Amen. Alone again in the crowded line awaiting Their arrival, he

Poetry
It seems to be written in the stars.That the two of us are meant to be. Thats why it scares me so.Not knowin the future yet getting through to your soul is easy for me. I see the real you through your eyes. I feel the real you in your voice.Its meant to be the two of us. Youre the one who melted my heart of ice. Youve made me realize what true happiness is. From the smile on my face to the way you make my heart skip a beat.When you said that one word i knew it was true. You are the one that makes me feel complete. Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been a

Wrinkle In Time
Its a frightening and depressing thought to realize at any given moment you might take your last breath. I always knew that you never know when you will actually go but attending a funeral of one so young you soon come to a realization that life is so short and precious.Today was my cousins funeral who died at the tender age of 40. Sadly enough his life was over at 19. He was in a car with a drunk driver and they got into an accident. I only hold one memory of him before the accident. Every memory after that consist of the hundreds of hospital and nursing home visits. He spent over 20 years in a coma.His brother blames himself for what happened that night. His brother and the driver of the vehicle forever carry the guilt. Even though it wasn't really his brothers fault. His brother said he should have given him a ride home. Just taken the extra 5 minutes to do it. You never know what's going to happen and you can't blame yourself for the events that took place.I think the hardest part

I Jacked This
Did the last person you touched lips with have a tattoo?He's 8.  I sure as hell hope not. :-s Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?yes.. have been for a long time What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of? hmm. Would you change yourself for the person you love?Nope Do you find drinking unattractive?Alcoholics are unattractive (keeping this answer) When was the last time something bothered you?meh. To who did you last give the finger to?Probably Jarrod. Do you like boys?Nope.  I like some men

Dargo's Blog
Christmas is a happy time, a time for family. In my family it’s a mix feeling time of year. I try not to think of it much because it’s a downer for sure.   Christmas eve was the ninth anniversary of my father passing. Wow almost ten years ago a whole decade.   Even tho it’s been that long, I still remember that Christmas eve. Living here in Kansas, I was calling NYC and wishing my family a merry Christmas. Dad been battling throat cancer. And was doing well. I called and I first talked with my mom, she told me how festive everyone was and that she had a good talk with my dad. Talked about the good and the bad about their relationship. Cleared a lot of air. Before having dinner that night he took a nap. So there I was talking to her as she tells me this and I got to talk with the rest of the family. I had a good conversation with my sister and my grandmother, and once again with my mom. Then she asked if I wanted to talk to him, I said sure and she tried to wake hi

Randomness
So life is pretty damned good right now. Tight on money, but that's temporary. I've got great friends, awesome roommates, and a wonderful child. Got a fabulous place to live, and the entire summer to do as I please. Now if I can only find roommates to get a place with me for the next school year, things will be great! I've discovered that life isn't necessarily what you've got or don't have... it's what you make of it. And we're making it pretty damned good. So I just got this from my ex... an ex from 13 years ago... I've known him since I was 5 years old. Do you ever look back at your past and miss the possible future.. if so click 'yes'... and we'll be married and your son and mine will be our kids. Wish things where that easy... but once you fuck something up or they fuck up something... you can't get it back, their is no recovery without a lot of effort...sometimes herculean in it's scope It always makes me wonder, what the hell some ladies are thinking when they tak

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Poems & Writings
I saw you for the last time.  Before, I turned and walked away.  I hear the sobs, I here the tears.  I feel your heart breaking.  I don't look back.  I never wanted this to happen, yet it has come to it.  Now your hurt, and I am to blame.    I cared for you, I helped you.  In return, you loved me.  In return for all the times you cared for me, I leave you here, alone, and crying.  I know I should die for the pain I caused you.  Here we go, I see the darkness of my world again, and my soul become cold, and my blood freezes.  I continue to walk away, as everything around me becomes no longer seen..  All the pain I caused you within that moment of time, has caused me to return to my world.    Here I am now, waiting for the sword to inpalied my body, to take me from this life from which I have caused so much hurt and sadness within other.  I'm waiting for the day, where you shall come and take my life for what I have done.  I didn't want to do it, but I did, and now I'm waiting for my life

The Whisper In My Head
These words, centered here My emotional battlefield The blood, the wounds All mine Desire to examine? Be you medic or coroner? Wadding through my liquid pain Be you medic…                 Witness why I bleed Be you coroner…                 Critique how I bled I saw you in the flicker of another man’s candleThe shadows of my soulCarried with each exhalationWere he not so mesmerized by my curvesHe would have felt the lie deep inside meFor I am no great actressThe fire that consumes me burns for all to seeCall me joan of arc, fighting for my heartBurning for my love, my heart never scorchesThough it feels the pain The rain is floodingFlooding everywhere that I am notAnd I sit drying, cracking, shrivelingBecoming nothing but a huskA husk of a woman, your womanHow foolish was IRefusing water amidst a desertNow I wanderFinding nothing but miragesAs she drinks, long life restoring drinksIn an oasis that was once mineI am losing the strength to continue onI welc

Stuff
Ahh... 95... I was apparently a happier child, then :p     LOVE   It brings to knees the strongest of men. It can brighten lives and give life within. It can leave you crying 'til the middle of the night, or can fill your heart with sunshine so bright. It's the sound of a dozen small angels that sing. So 'tis right to say Love's a wonderful thing.   2-14-95 As you can see... I was EMO before it ever had a NAME!  ;)  Ah... what a sad sad child I was...  All these seem to center around the same time in 96... must have been a harsh break-up ^_^   CLOSETS   Through the emptiness of alone a hand reaches out the soft touch on my brow soothes the pain. The angry red welts lashed across my heart begin to heal, slowly. Ever so slowly. The shredded remains of trust draw together by an unseen force, and start to mend. The memories that torment a shattered mind are thrust into an impregnable closet in my soul specially designed for pain not meant to be handle

Blathering About Nothing
I work in a call center. I have found that the general public has NO maners. This disgusts me. Do I call your job & ask you why you do your job like you do? Your boss told you how to do it, so that is how you do it. If you call a company, do not eat, burp, fart, pee or anything else while on your business call. If your child is screaming, put the phone down & tend to your child. If you call someone, & ask them questions, guess what?? They are gonna ask you some back. Don't be surprised by this. If you are calling for the price of something & the answer is not what you expected or what you want to hear, just hang up. I really don't care who else gave you a better deal or why you don't like my price. I don't make the rules, just kindly go away if it does not meet your needs. It doesn't make you a man, a better woman or anything else if you flip out on the phone at me. I am probably playing an internet game & not listening to your stupid rant anyhow. The letter R is pronounced R. Not

I'm Not Cool...no Really
I know the lyrics to almost every song I've ever heard...no really, every one. Not the good ones...the complete shit too.   I first pierced my ear at 13 because of a George Michael video...yeah, I know...I know.   I've played to around 2000 people in a packed room chanting my lyrics. It wasn't as good as sex.....with100 burlesque dancing submissives...maybe.   I am remarkably cruel when you show weakness. No matter how crippling.   No matter how crippling my cruelty, I'm also convinced that my caring can reverse it...I'm wrong.   I have next to no regard for society and its norms...unless it's in a debate with some whiny anarchist. Then I'm the champion of the cause.   That last point is a summation of my character. Fuck...You...and now let me fuck with the rest.   My favourite colour was green as a child...and then I learned I was red/green colourblind.   I was an alcoholic by the age of 12.   Kerouac changed my life after I died. I became convinced that I could be S

Ramblings Of My Co-worker, Nick G.
Plenty of food Plenty of snacks All free of charge All with no tax   Different varieties For you to choose If you come real late You snooze, you lose   Some people cook And some people buy Some people say they made it When it's really a lie   Corn and cheese Fruit and chips Vegetables on a tray With plenty of dips   Hot dogs and sausages Tamales and soup Combined together Make people go poop   Eat until you're full Eat whatever you desire If you eat too much food Your heart rate will go higher! I fart real quiet and I fart real loud My fart can knock out a big asian crowd   Godzilla got nothing On my massive farts My farts pierce through the nostrils Like pointy darts   They sometimes sound funny They sometimes sound deep Boy do all my farts Really give me a creep You can't see it pass Through the air or the sky Sometimes when you smell it You'll seem like you're high   The one's that are worse Are the one's that are silent My farts figh

Fellowship Of The Ring
Whats yours? Also, provide pics, if you desire... perfect breakfast; Sausage links, bacon, smashed eggs, and buttermilk pancakes (blueberry syrup) perfect date perfect kiss-with her perfect argument perfect woman perfect shoe perfect flower perfect time of day perfect drink perfect drug

A New Decade Of Change
Physical Intuitiveness We are all born with natural intuitive abilities, but as we grow it often leaves us through conditioning from adults. So much of the human experience is removed from nature that we tend to forget that we are products of the natural world. At the moment of birth, we are perfectly attuned to nature. Our feelings are an authentic response to the stimulus we encounter. We interact with our environment viscerally, desiring only what is necessary for our survival. And, if we are lucky, we take in nourishment in the form of pure mother’s milk. As months and years pass, however, we discover the sights, sounds, and scents of the synthetic world. Though these often momentarily dazzle us, the dim memory of our naturalness remains. When we embrace the notion that human beings are inherently natural, bringing it to the forefront of our day-to-day experiences, we achieve a new level of wellness that boasts nature at its very core. We innately understand

By....redo..billy Lost
I was mesmerized the first time that I saw youwords failed me then I will admit that it is truebut you were sweet and made me more at easeand I found we fit together pretty as will pleaseAs time passed the feeling grew ever strongeruntil I found that I could not deny it anymoreI had to overcome my fears and say it to youthose three little life changing words "I love you"We have had more time and still love growsmy loving feeling for you constantly showsI will not promise you that there will be strifefor it will always be a part of everyone's lifeI can promise that as you face the unknownthat you will never have to face it all alone. Upon some subjects I have been known to wonder,but there is one that I so often find that I do ponder.I wonder when and why disposable we all became,to many now just a number without your name?We are now Human Resources instead of Personneland there are other things that the story does tell.People now call all the others they know a friend,but know that the

On Air Pics For Dj's
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Dva Stuff
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Updated Writing
At the waist I have you bend While into subspace I gently and firmly send Your sweet sighs of contentment are barely heard You strain to be still as you listen to my every word My voice strong and even, my touch long and light While I do my best to stay just out of your sight The rounded curves of your ass raised and bared In my ropes your hands and feet are snared With you naked and helpless, you are at my mercy When my hands begin to smack your upturned globes, my lips are held together tersely With your mind ablaze and your blood on fire I am overwhelmed with my love for you; you are my soul’s single desire The hard contact of my hands on your ass makes your skin begin to glow red All the while you try to do your best to hear what I have said Our bond is deep, our trust in each other the most it’s ever been You want to feel your release, but you wait for me to tell you when The feelings I have for you are more than I could have ever expected When I met y

12-08
 Behind a mask, don't hide your pain  No hope there, nothing to gain  Rise above your broken dreams  Behind closed eyes, pleasant things  Each new day, search to find  Things that only bring peace of mind. SmileWhen you're happySmileEven when blueSmileShow it everydaySmileIt will get you through Behind a smile I hide my tearsThe ones that flow each dayI have found no way to stop themThere's nothing anyone can say.  So many thoughts run through my mindMy heart full of sorrow and painAlthough today is brand new The hurt will always remain.  Impossible sometimes to go forward But on with my daily taskForever a smile on my faceIt has become the perfect mask.

Erotica
 It's late and we've had a wonderful time at the club. The drinks have lowered our inhibitions and we are being very affectionate just before closing. We've spent the night mingling with your old friends and making some new ones. You've noticed me chatting it up with a couple of really cute guys you haven't see before, and are happy that I am getting along. When we leave we invite a couple of your friends and one of the cute guys to come back to your place for a nightcap. We spend the ride in the backseat fondling and kissing each other, and make no effort to hide the fact that things are going to get very hot when we get home. The cute guy is watching all this with a sly smile, and nods in approval sitting next to us. We arrive, and soon the group of us is laughing and sharing a few last drinks together in your parlor. A little while later everyone is gone except for the cute stranger and us. I notice you've been checking him out when you've had the chance and ask you if you like wha

2001 Heros
Died November 18, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Rochester, N.Y.; based at Norfolk Naval Station, Va.; drowned aboard an Iraqi freighter that sank on Nov. 18, 2001, in the Persian Gulf. Died November 29, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan. Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan.

From The Support Desk
Some of you have been having live feed issues. There is a quick and easy fix for this! It only takes a few seconds!! :) This blog is for the people still using the 3 old school home pages not the fSB home page. Look at your "Live Feed" and click "See All"     Once you have reached the "Live Feed" page you will see small trash cans in the corner of each individual feed. Click each one and empty each feed weather they need it or not.     Once you have cleared the information in each feed log out of fubar.com completely. You can find the "Logout" button in the top right hand corner of your screen.     Once you have logged out it is suggested you clear your cookies and cache and browser history before logging back in. Once you have logged back in please wait up to 10 minutes and your problem should be resolved. :) Just an fyi you may have to do this several time for it to update.  If you are using the fSB homepage style you can still do this. http://fubar.com/myalerts

Inside Of Me
The day that i was first scolded i was speechless. I just hung my head in shame.  You turned your back and lefted the room. And made the  same wounds in my heart. That's what we were like. They meet again somewhere today, those two people who understand each other. A tale of lost love is repeated again!! I don't know where it'll end up.But i send you my love and trust that it will reach you. Even my heart, even this town, changes its shape.But i have one wish that won'tend. That we won't give upon what we swore to each other that day. As we dreamed different dreams but looked at the same sky!! For  century's she has walked with her Dark Vampire Prince. Time and time again she was in **Love** But now she walk's alone in this century. She bleeds  over and over again giving her heart and soul to humans and her own kind but she gets ripped apart over and over again. Now she sits alone waiting  and bleeding for her one  and only true  Love. She feels him, smells him she see's him

Writings
Words of wisdom from my friend Leia’s grandmother:   Men and relationships are like buses. There is another one coming around in an hour. Be patient.   If the bus is broken, time to get off the bus If the bus does not take you where you need to go in life find one that does. Never take the bus through Homewood, there isn't anything you want there. If none of the buses are working for you, it’s time to get off your ass and walk yourself and take a different route to get there.   LMAO! It was the beginning of a new year. She always reflected on her life during this time. The previous year brought forth changes in her that was a long time coming. Not just in her relationships but in her core. Because of her past, she had a hard time with love and she settled for less than she deserved for a long, long time.In September, she realized how her actions have affected her kids -which were her world- and vowed to date but not let anyone close to her or them again. They

9-11
Everytime - Britney Spears  Send "Everytime" Ringtone to your Cell  Come notice meAnd take my handSo why are weStrangers whenOur love is strongWhy carry on without me? And everytime I try to flyI fall without my wingsI feel so smallI guess I need you babyAnd everytime I see you in my dreamsI see your face, it's haunting meI guess I need you baby I make believeThat you are hereIt's the only wayI see clearWhat have I doneYou seem to move on easy And everytime I try to flyI fall without my wings

Public Disservice Announcements
I've been working on computers in one way or another for many years now, and the one thing that has never changed no matter how advanced they get:  THEY STILL LOCK UP. Now I try TO be a responsible guy when I'm working and making music on my computer. I try to save my work on a regular basis "just in case" something goes wrong.  But every now and then I forget, and that is the time that my computer ALWAYS decides to lock up on me. It's like they put monitoring systems inside a computer that track when the last time you saved your work was... and if you haven't saved your work in an hour it plays a joke on you by locking up on you or crashing. (computer thinking to itself) "Hmm, he's been working on that track for 2 hours straight and he's so involved with it that he's forgotten to save it! Well, it's time to ruin this chump's day! Muahahahahahahahahah!" So what do you do when

Jokes
'Mr. Krabs' lives in 'Bikini Bottom'..Think about it. xD What do you call a dead blonde under the porch?   Last years hide and seek winner Q: What's the difference between a Northern fairytale and a Southern fairytale?A: A Northern fairytale begins, "Once upon a time..." A Southern fairytale begins, "Y'all aren't gonna believe this shit..."

Dork Proof
...and so does Dean. You see, Dean needs 15 more new fans before he can level. I fanned him a few weeks ago because he's a cool guy and I wouldn't want him not to level! I totally upset the fan-less balance of my page just to help him out. Deans Psychedelic Breakfast@ fubar And this is where helping us both comes in. You see, as soon as he levels (yay!) I'll be able to remove him from my fan list! lol   I wish to thank you all for your time, and your support. You're such good friends, and I'm happy I came back.  ...of what a dork/nerd I am:   I posted on Baby J's blog on how changing the famplifier rate notification from "by way of" to "via" would result in a 60% savings in related bandwidth. I made two text files with 100 iterations of each phrase. "by way of" was 1005 bytes, and "via" was 404. Waiting on approval by blog owner, lol.  The Manson Family Lounge: Where "welcome to the family" has a whole 'nother meaning... The only music in this lounge would be The Beatles' Wh

Fu Fu Fu Fu Fooolin
When someone leaves a "nasty" comment on your mumm, it's not because they hate you. You're seeing the unfiltered opinions of people who don't know you, giving their input on the information you've presented, and essentially a first impression of your digital persona. Their words may feel somewhat insightful or shocking, but hey, anyone can get a lucky guess. Either that, or you're transparent as fucking glass. If you don't post in a somewhat literate manner, well, your carelessness will be met with mockery and you might be met with even more ridicule depending on certain variables such as the color of your name, status message, or what kind of shit people dig up in your picture folders. If you spend all your "mumming" time only posting them and commenting within your own mumms, people will notice. We like to see you actually participating in mumms other than your own, or we'll assume you're very self-centered and likely only in this part of the site so you can earn some fake populari

The Real Deal
ok folks, ive had my little fix of the red name. summer is upon us and i def wont be around the computer that much. boating, camping, traveling, training, softball, reunions, bbqs, graduation parties, riding the motorcycle, the beach. fubar will be my last resort of entertainment. so feel free to take me out of your fams. i wont be running anything for awhile. thank you all for rates, bombs, bling and friendship. ill still be logging in to chat every now and then so feel free to leave a message.  http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=8796&id=111852835521284 clearly this isnt gixxerprincess(jenn echard). yes shes a fake. shes stealing the pics of simona http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MF1nMXXrwjE

For The Love Of Help
My #4 fam has 562,355 Points to go! plz help her level... Do what u have to to get those points down.... friends help friends right? BOMB her if u can... would really appreciate it click on link or just go to my number 4 fam member and lets help her level:) http://fubar.com/5879627   My #2 Fam has a boomy goin.... and i have a deal for u all... u love to get rated right? u love to get polished right? and u love ur pics rated right? well i gotta deal for you:)   Anyone who goes n shows my #2 fam love.. not only will her boomy hit u back ... i will also rate u and 20 pics and polish if i can... lets show my #2 fam lots of love... leave me mssg n let me kno u hit her and ill get u back... :) You must leave me mssg on my pro letting me kno u have done so.. that way i can make sure i get u back...    So lets attack my #2 and blow up her boomy.. hit her hard.. and we will hit u twice as hard:)   Thanks all:)  My #3 Fam is running a famp  and a Boomy ... i have a deal

Crazy Shite
Helly's mumm about the census twit bothering her made me think of this old cartoon This is another one of those Saturday-afternoon movies I remember from growing up. If you like cheesy scifi about UFO's, this is a good one. Parts of this may have been made up, but it was still a cool and freaky movie I used to love to see when I was a kid.

A G And Her Dog.
christmas music is playing right now. you have to love itunes shuffle. and the jackson five singing "i saw mommy kissing santa claus." is it claus or clause? my brain cant even decide that. between some weird 18th century transitioning into present day and my freakish research paper about it, I am very unsure of spelling. a 15 page research paper on women now and then. then being when the declaration was written. thats crazy right? i cant even imagine that shit. i would be slapping motherfuckers. and then killing them for disrespecting me! hah.so sometimes i look up people from my online classes on fb. just to see what they look like. why? because i need to put a face to words. its important to me i guess, if they say something important or good or that i like.sometimes i think about what my life story would be. like, if i died tomorrow and then someone had to explain me to someone else. it would be kind of like "once upon a time some really crazy motherfucker lived and she argued with

Family The Insanity
My mother finding a new recipe as she does decided that she was going to make it, so she sent me and my sister on a hunt for sage, we look in the fresh herb section for sage, standing there realising that they dont have any the conversation goesSister: no sage fml (for those playing at home fml = fuck my life)Me: settle down its just sage Recently my youngest sisters thing has been to point out all my inappropriate sexual endueno comments, so standing in the kitchen one afternoon whilst her best friend was over, we had a conversation that was rather amusing and this is how it went.Sister: "we even got a movie" Me: "oh yeah whats it called?"Sister: "morning glory"Me: "well thats inappropriate"everyone burst into laughter and she went throughly bright red with embarssment one night as i was getting my legs waxed by my sister the youngest sister was also sitting on the couch chatting to us, in hand most often youll find her nose deep in a book also, as we are absent mindedly chatting awa

My Skribblings...
You may believe That I am naïve    You may think you're sure Seems you're quite immature     You believe your lies still have audience in me Oh if only the truth you could see    The smoke and mirrors that once fogged my view No longer exist here, get a clue    Pointing at all the drama you have stirred Pretending it belongs to others' ...it's just absurd    Maybe you believe in your own pile of crap But I never again will get caught in your webbed booby trap    So maybe there is a little naïveté But I wouldn't have it any other way    To know in my soul there is a truthful "good" in others  Will take me far beyond the jaded insecurities of another    To treat others the way I want to be treated Goes mil

New Kitten Files
Okies so I just need to vent a lil, maybe alot. I know many wont read this so it is what it is. Doesnt really matter.  I think it is great that many finally have justice to all the lives lost on 9/11, all the loved ones, firemen, policemen. All the soldiers who have fought to keep our freedom and safety here in the US. A huge huge thank you to you guys! Though I see so many acting like its all over, WHOOHOO he's dead! ... okay so he is. One less evil dude gone from the world. Thank you Saber for the mission complete bling.. but what does that bling really mean? Shit fuck.. and a shot in the head. And everyone wants it.. is it gonna be a collectors edition or something.. give me a break. Terrorism isn't dead.. I feel because of this, its just gonna get worse.. like a backlash. And our soldiers will probably not get to come home.. how many more millions of dollars we will still have to shove out for this war on terrorism,how many more lifes will be lost. Sadly... this is our world. Has

Rambles In My Head
ok so it's been awhile since i blogged and well alot has happened since the laost blog but not sure how much i wanna share of it. but i can say i am a happier in many ways since i am enrolled in college ready for it to start but gotta say i am scared as shit tho means so many new things to come in my life and decisions to be made and not sure witch way to move or if these classes may just pull a cincinnati switch on my ass and i am gonna be left out in the cold? if this happens has i burnt to many bridges to turn back around and pick up with the mediocore life that i am in now where my biggest thrill is looking forward to going out to eat at night i mean don't get me wrong i get great joy out of hanging with my online friends and my nightly games of backgammon with bella where i get my ass whipped 8 out of 10 times are awesome and knowing that i can tell her anything and she knows what i mean and where i am coming from makes a day ten times better and i have met some cool new people bu

Stories With Fu Friends In Them
  You sit and turn on your computer saying to yourself I’ll just check my email. You open up all your mail and answer them the last email you open this one strange mail and up pops an odd spiral. You think to yourself “how odd”. You sit for a moment realizing the spiral makes you feel relaxed and comfortable. You begin to feel so relaxed and so at ease. The pulsating spiral seams to draw you in deeper and deeper more relaxed more at ease, comfortable with the pulsating  your mind begins to drift.  Your mind feels relaxed more comfortable, the spiral deepens you relaxation and comfort. Soon your body begins to pulsate in time with the spiral; your mind feels the pulsating like an addiction you can’t seem to get away like you’re stuck. The pulsating spiral sooths your mind and body making you not want to leave or look away. So deep you are into this state your mind becomes one with the spiral your body in synch with the pulsating. Then the tingling begins i

Misc. Writings
My days are filled with anguish and pain. My nights are engulfed with an endless strain. Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life. But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife. For it is at night, I realize I have accomplished little in my years. This is when my eyes begin to fill with tears. Although I know tomorrow will bring rays of sunshine to a few. For me it will bring another day Filled with raindrops and dew. I do hope that my future  Will have joyous days. But this will take time, Patience, And walking through a somewhat endless maze.  What is this place buried deep inside? There is a familiar face trying to hide I sit in here staring at the wall I hear a voice Trying to call my name aloud But I ignore it I've been fighting an endless war Now I awake to the though of a hand As my gaze falls upon a plastic wristband I finally realize where I am! We have finally arrived The Bringers of Death are here

Emma Readings
Life   The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time. I need a man with a gentle smileI want a man who's sweet and kindI long for a man who's serious enoughTo discuss with me what life is aboutThe size of his biceps don't really matterNor the color and

My Poetry
  LIGHT FILL THE SOUL           When the moons baths the land in her silver light our souls fill with emotional strength   When the suns baths the land with his golden light our bodies fill with vital strength   when the stars bath the land in their scattered lights our spirits fill with imaginative   strength   So let not the clouds hold back the light we need   So let not the light be kept at bay   It shines I know   It shines for you   It shines for I   It shins for all JPowell p { margin-bottom: 0.08in; }   WATER?   It flows and falls   It rises   It brings life and hope   It crashes in violent waves with passion and purpose   It trickles and gently gives of it's self   It flows along it's way bringing nourishment   For those who have it, is is every where   For them it often is taken for granted   For others It is scares   Foe them It is more precious the gold   By now you must know of what I speak   No not water   Were did

My Writings
the clouds go rollin across the sky  darker than night  in the middle of the day as the storm gets closer the wind makin the trees  bend and shatter water crashing against the walls of sand and rocks lightning lightin up the sky a lighted figure caught in the middle wit no escape  directed by powerful forces pulling and pushin him  he's in the eye the eye of the storm the darkness grows  devouring all but the flashes of lightning the sound of the thunder covering  the sound of the water breakin the wall slowly crumbling  slowly failing water leaks thru the cracks  as the thunder continues a continuous cycle  a final cycle a loud crash blastin thru the darkness louder than the thunder  water rushing thru the trees  unrooting some and breaking others a slow wave of despair  the figure sees it coming and falls to his knees totally consumed  and caught in the eye of the storm    can you feel the rage can you feel the anger it dwells in all of us ignit

Temptation, Frustration.
If you knew pain like me, maybe you wouldnt be so afraid. Pain is bealtiful in everyway, watch my heart just melt away when you peirce me, burn me, do what you want.. I hear the beat of a thousand songs, my hearts racing.. So what have I become? Sadomasichism takes over my life, and who will be the one to hold the knife? Too afraid of blood and despair. But I love it, listen. Hear the happiness and pleasure in my screams, see the smile benethe my tears.. Pain is beautiful.. I will show you. You keep me trapped in this kingdom, a prisoner in the dungeon. Look down like Im nothing. Talk to me like my decisions are the worst they've seen, let me off this leash.. It was only a drink. And yet you think it will lead to more. So I was a drunk, so what I was a whore? I've been better. I see the world as it should be seen. A drink here and there, and smoke fills the air. So in this time, my darkest moments forgotten. My hearts not so rotton.. My soul doesn't hurt and I'm

Words From The Heart
The sound of your voice is music to my ear So soft, sweet, and clear The kiss from your lips words can not explain It takes away my worries and my pain The caress of your hand sends shivers down my spine Everyday I thank God that your mine. The sight of your lovely face takes away all my fears You're the one I want to love through out the years For an eternity I want to spend in your arms Everyday graced by your beauty and your charms. You and me, Together forever we will be; As long as there is Heaven and Hell, We will always be well; Every time I look into your eyes, I know my heart never lies; About the way my love for you is true, And for that love of you anything I would do; When I feel the sweet feel of your touch, It just makes me want you so much; Inside my arms, So I may protect you from all harms; Even when the world is over, Only one thing will still hover; And that thing will always be, The love between you and me. A gentle brush of her fingers,

Updates On My Life & Loves.
Hello all my family, friends & fans.. I am leaven my first blog here to let you all know I will be gone from September 14th till September 23rd. I am haven the time of my life. And I can not wait to leave. I will mis you all. An be taken you all with me in my heart. Love Kinky I am heading out for a week to be with my fience today 12-08-06... I hope you all have a wonderful week. And I will be back soon. And yes back to deliver all the various metals I can to you. Will miss my friends an fans I DJ for. An Miss my DJ family too. See you all soon. Kinky Just wish to tell all my friends an fans I am sorry for being absent so much. My father took a bad fall an had to have a metal plate put in his arm to hold it together. So I was back an forth to the hospital alot. An still doing errands for him now that he is finally home. I havent forgot none of you. An missed you all. I will get back to raten and sending my comments to you all as soon as things settle down. Hugs & Kisses to

Got Blog?
We got the word yesterday that due to the severity of damage on our hill.. that we aren't expected to have power at the house until Thursday or Friday... great... we're already working on 5 days w/o. A big thanks to everyone that showed concern and left messages. I appreciate all the comments and support :) I'm only able to get on here for a little bit at a time during work hours... :( I'll keep you posted! Send luv!! Keeps me from being a crabby bitch instead of just a sarcastic one!! lol 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shr

My Thoughts On Life And Love And All That Happy Stuff
“You will never know love unless you surrender to it.” It’s funny how one quote from a movie can mean so much to a person. I hear those words and I cry every single time, without fail. You can look to me at that point in the movie and the tears are already streaming down my face. And while some find it cute, few really understand why that line makes me cry. Everyone in life desires to be loved. Some people are lucky and they find love the first time, get married once, start a family and live life with one person. Other people search their entire lives, sometimes marrying more than one person over a lifetime, trying to find the half that makes them whole. If they are lucky they find that person on the second try. There are still those in life that wander through it aimlessly, always searching for the person that completes them. If these people are lucky, they find them eventually. And sadly, there are still those that never really find the one person that makes them the happiest t

Hello Sexy Cherries!!
hey all send me luv I've been very sick and between that and work I've not had time .But I will be on in the next couple days .LUV YOU ALL!!!! I'm gone a couple dayz and when I return..blogging!! Anyway thought I'd kick mine off with lots of love to the readers... I promise more excit Okay after a week of intense battle with the phone company I have a phone line again. I find it hard to belive that I live 10 miles from town and have so many problems with my phone..no phone-means no internet..but I'm back and hopefully not forgotten!!! xoxoxox!

Ahh Shit......
which means only one thing....it's almost Friday!! lol And I will not be on tomorrow night, but you guys can leave me some love for saturday morning!! I will be going out to the club ((as usual!!)) with my girls to geta lil crunk and shake my ass!! ((woot woot!!)) I'll make sure to bring my cam along, cause you never know what's gonna happen when us girls drink too much!! LMAO well if you know any of us, you DO- but it's ok anyways!! :) from a hell ofa night!! LMAO so had a fantastic night at the club, once again!! nothing less for me n my girls!! had some drinks (ok maybe too many) and a bottle of champagne~ ((nah- no glasses just the bottle!!)) LOL- and wouldn't you know that i got good n fucked up, and one of the beads from my nipple rings fell out- you want a good laugh?? watch a drunk girl try to put it back!! :) ((hee hee)) I'm crazy, but my friends they love me!! **If you haven't checked out the pics from the night, please do!! they are in the pufferbellies fi

An Apaches Thoughts
i am testing to make sure it works,lmaooooo. The christmas season nears once more And love is on the rise again And mystery is at the door And children watch deliverymen. There's holly on the streets for sale And some are offering mistletoe. old folks are reading Dickens' tale Of Scrooge and christmas long ago. But still nations small and great Are fighting,land and sky and sea And oh,it seems with so much hate That peace on earth can never be. a poem by edgar guest. even a poem from many years ago,still hits home dont it? Plans are like the dessert,never the same and always changing,yet are the same. just a little food for thought.

A Joke To Start Things Off
Be kind...this is one of my jokes...I used it onstage a couple of time I'm short. Its an obvious statement....see me and it'll be obvious to you too. I wasn't supposed to be this way! I was SUPPOSED to be 6'5, but my mother was dyslexic, so I ended up 5'6" on a good day. Dyslexia isn't a bad thing though. Every fellatio afficionado is dyslexic. They just don't realize it. They keep sucking through every blowjob. I'm kinda thankful for that. A penis is NOT, I repeat NOT a balloon. Here at SBC, the Sadistic Broadcasting company, we are very mindful of how impressionable our viewers and listeners are. It is our goal to provide programming that is insightful, informative, and most of all, cheap. With that in mind, we are delighted to provide audience appropriate messages as a public service and are thankful for the tax breaks these messages provide...It is in that interest that we present the following PSA: Masochicsts hit your head here ---- Sadists, make someone hit h

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My Somber Yet Buoyant Realm Of Blissful Bloody Murder
HEAVY METAL The protagonist arrives on a Harley, kills the dragon, drinks a few beers, and bones the princess. POWER METAL The protagonist arrives riding a white unicorn, escapes from the dragon, saves the princess and makes love to her in an enchanted forest. THRASH METAL The protagonist arrives, fights the dragon, saves the princess and fucks her. FOLK METAL The protagonist arrives with some friends playing accordions, violins, flutes and many more weird instruments. The dragon falls asleep (because of all the dancing). Then they all leave...without the princess. VIKING METAL The protagonist arrives in a ship, kills the dragon with his mighty axe, skins the dragon and eats it, rapes the princess to death, steals her belongings, and burns the castle before leaving. DEATH METAL The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon, fucks the princess and kills her, then leaves. BLACK METAL The protagonist arrives at midnight, kills the dragon and impales it in

Lizzy's Thoughts
Throwing around the words"I LOVE YOU" Current mood: bummed Category: Blogging I find it really disgusting how people can throw around the words that are suppose to mean the most in this life. I have never said I love you and not meant it. And How does one fall in love so easy and fast? How can people really fall out of love and in love over a small period of time? I think the answers to those questions are people want things their way, are in lust, or they just need to hear or have someone need them. I rememeber the love that my parents had...it was a love that I really can't explain but mom lived for my dad! She would have done ANYTHING for him. He loved her yes and I know that but she was the bond that held them together. My mom was the best example of love that there ever was to me. She was a woman of honor and stayed with my dad regardless of the problems they suffered. For better or worse...in sickness and in health...til death do us part...Wonder where this

So Yeah..
Miss Cassidi Jane was born at 11:25 pm.. healthy and all that crap =) 19.5" long, 7lbs 8.5oz. Fabulous. Send congrats damnit. good LORD what was I thinking? Advice: never invite people from LC to your house. it's a couple hours of fun and after they leave you don't exist. People are idgits. Me included..I know I know..i should never have invited them over but ya know... the experience made me...ah..i wouldn't say a better person..but they sure as hell made me a more difficult person. i would honestly...rather spend many a year alone than feel as worthless as they made me feel. No one ever wants to be cast aside like nothing, which is what they did. So thanks guy..thanks for making me feel like even more of a nobody. i could care less if anyone reads this..I'm just getting it out.. No one should have to go through that bullshit. I hope you both are happy. I wasn't heading into any of that with the thought of long term on my mind..but I wasn't exactly going for the "wham bam you're not w

Other Stuff
well parents seem to think i dont do shit in the house so they are talking my laptop away for awhile. i fucking hate this i feel like im a teen i know since i have to job right now and living at home again i have to go by there rules but wtf. when they are working i take care of my sis(i may bitch but still do it) and clean. but like always not enough. i just hate this i wish things were different. anyways ill stop bitching. and if u dont see me on much you know why hopfuly things will change. well byes i really dont know what to do or think anymore.. i really try to get over and just be friends with my ex but sometimes its so hard i still love him with all my heart and i know part of him still does too but he dont know what he wants.. its been so many months now and we been so close and thats why it so hard to get go.. and im just scared to find someone new and im not the type of girl that would go around and "just have fun" been there done what wasnt fun.. and i hate being single and

Poetry
Sitting here in the dark staring at the flame from the single candle burning in front of me Soaking up the moonlight thats coming in thru the windows Running my finger thru the flame feeling it burn my sking and enjoying the pain Knowing that as long as it hurts i'm still alive Thinking to myself that there has to be something better than this Aren't we suppose to grow up and be happy What happened to the young girl with all the dreams and ideas that were suppose to change the world Life happened, she's been sacraficed by you and all the people that took what they wanted from her and walked away without giving anything back Sitting here as I feel the fire burn my skin wondering will I ever be able to find her again The voices in my head tell me no It's getting cold now and I'm getting sleepy It's getting harder to feel the flame Is it time to give up time to rest My mind says yes but something inside me is screaming no Maybe I should stop the

Extremely Adult Oriented Material...under 18 Do Not Open!!!!
The night had started out like any other Friday night. Amber rushed home from work, changed into her slinkiest red dress, and had rushed back out the door headed to the club after freshening up her make up and hair. This had been Amber's routine for nearly six months since she had turned 21. She was a beautiful girl, nearly six feet tall with chestnut colored hair and deep blue eyes. She had the type of lips that models would kill for…plump and pouty. She was amply equipped on both the top and the bottom, a 38D cup and what her friends called a "ghetto booty", filled out the clothes she often wore to the club. Red was her favorite color and it looked amazing brushing the top of her milky white skin. By all accounts she was a normal and beautiful girl. But Amber had a secret, one that only a few friends knew about. It was this secret she lived for as often as she could. It was only 9:00 and Amber decided to go to the most talked about club in San Francisco, Echo. She handed her car o

Sandy's Thoughts
The Oral Caress by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing

My First Blog: By Fisher Price
a freind of mine asked me several times... why i let myself open to hurt and dissappointment with the guys on here... I didnt have an answer for him Now I DO... Im outta here.... after last nite and getting my emotional ASS KICKED yet again.... Im deleting The ones who have known me and stuck around..... Have my yahoo and can contact me there... The one i dont know well enuf to give it to them.. sorry... But "EnviroMan" left me wanting to pack up my feelings and get the FUCK out of dodge so.. im SURE no one really cares... expect the very choosen few... But I thot i would let ya know. Hey all... Im happy they have these now... Looking forward to writing " about me's" and shit in here... FYI:... Have a job interveiw tomarrow... wish me luck my chuckleheads.....LOL Ok Peeps.... Heres an update... I got the admin job,.... Im starting tomarow... IM REALLY nervous... Its been a VERY Ruff 2 years for me...But i'm hoping its over now.. and that my life can get back on

Never Surrender ~ Unless You Really Want
I am thinking about how cool the sun looks as it reflects off my glass coffee table and refracts all over the living room. I am sitting here wishing I was somewhere else. The view is cool but just outside my grasp....As the clouds fade into view and push the sun aside I am able to see the different shades of grey. The feelings pass and reality returns. The stale taste of crushed up lorcet sting my tongue and I wash it down with my luke warm coke. I push past the pain in my head and put on a smile pretending everything is alright. And it is..... A well dressed man approached a Victorian style house from what appeared to be a late model Chevy sedan. I had just left the scene of the crime. My mind full of questions, and I was searching for answers. I walked to the front door and pulled open the screen. The exterior of the house was in good repair ... love lives here sign above the front door.......fits as a first impression. Maybe the two ladies that lived here had a few of the answers I

Yes More Sex Stuff !!!
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners can’t have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your hottest bedroom accessory is your sound system You are into music, and you are the best at picking out the perfect list of songs for every type of sex session. You are ideal at setting the mood anytime. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your favorite thing to say in the bedroom is:Why won’t it stop Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Happy
Just had the most amazing sex and I got so wet :) Well my birthday went very well on Sunday. Kids done me Breakfast in bed so that was so sweet. Thank you Erica for all the birthday wishes Love you baby xxx Feeling stressed today need a hug :)

My First Blog
Please don’t misunderstand; I am grateful for all of the wonderful friends I have made on here. Some have become better than others. Everyone is different; they have different likes, dislikes and very diverse personalities. Yet there is one big commonality among all of you, I can’t get to you. I don’t know exactly why but there is only 1 person on my friends list (of almost 800) that lives within a reasonable distance from me. Unfortunately as terrific of a lady as she is, she is unavailable. Granted many people don’t have their locations listed so there could be more people on my list from the Metro St Louis area, but they have not identified themselves as locals, I can only assume there is a reason for that. On an earlier blog, I explained my schedule and for that and other reasons I am severely challenged as far as the opportunity to get out and meet people. 99% of the people I work with are married, therefore they can’t… ok SHOULDN’T go out prowling on a weekend night. Tho

A Day In The Life Of....
I lead a boring life... Went to get my medicine at the pharmacy rode the bus... My son loves riding that bus... he is so talkitive to all the people and sits so happily... Had a bee by our window my son wanted to kick the bee LOL I managed to convince him not to... Got home cooked supper and ya like i said yet another day in the boring life of O1J LOL Somedays are more exciting... But Cant really talk to much about my drama... its a secret if i told you... well I would have to go all men in Black on your ass and erase your memory.. LOL Well ya gonna go send out some cherry love anyone got new pics ya want rated and commented I got a bit of time.... Korielyn Edwards 2006-2007"A life cut much too short"In a small town in Canada, a family weeps for the loss of their 17 month old baby girl. These are not just headlines to me. These people are real, friends of mine. On Canada Day a day of celebration in our country tradegy struck them hard. While eating dinner in the yard at her grandpar

Batchylds Bat Cave
Well here we go my first entry on lc..mind you i have moods and when i do thats when i will post in my blog. I assure you it will be amusing..entertaining or interesting..it might even come off mean or sarcastic way at times, but in a funny,blunt kind of way ..some ppl just provoke that side of me ..lol .. anyway i love it here at lc ..lots of cool ppl ..hardly any bs or drama unlike some other sites i have been on and have also since deleted..... this place keeps interesting and has a ton of cool ppl to talk to and make friends with . I am glad i joined when i did .. thank you terry for inviting me. anyway enough rambling this will be it for a first entry . btw im in a contest for graveyardgirlz .if anyone reading this would add them to friends and comment and rate my photo in the album for week one ...i would really appreciate it Alot! They are determining winner by # of comments .ratings recieved and score overall..so every bit helps and i'd be greatful its a close r

New And Some Lyrics
Love can be a many splendid thing Has another joy you bring A dozen roses Diamond rings Dreams for sale And fairy tales It’ll make you hear a symphony And you’ll just want the world to see But like a drunk that makes you blind It’ll fool you every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Gets stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t refuse the call See you’ve got no say at all Now I was just a once a fool it’s true I played the game by all the rules But now my world’s a deeper blue I’m sadder but I’m wiser too I swore I’d never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn’t worth the pain But then I hear it call my name The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Gets stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t r

Poems By Moi!
How should I know how you feel, When you won't say a word? Should I guess or just listen, To things I've overheard? But please don't just say the words, You think I want to hear. But rather say what's on your mind, So I won't live in fear. You see the fear of losing you, (For what I do not know.) Makes me want you all the more, But I hope it does not show. Because showing you would make you run, And that,I do not want. Shannon J. 2006 Sometimes I wonder What life would be like If I never met you Sometimes I wonder If life would hold any meaning If I didn't have you I have my answer Without you Dead would be more alive Without you the word 'wonder' Would hold no meaning in my life You - only you, my love And the Gods above Have given me a wonderful life Full of meaning. Shannon J. 2006 Lies, Cheating, Betrayl All the things that consume us Hate. Fighting, Destruction All the motives that drive us Why? Why must we ta

Awesome
‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.Hi friends and family ..Sorry that I havent been on here in such along time..Just got bored with things for awhile.. So how was everyone's Xmas and New Years..?? Mine was AWESOME.. Things r moving along again ..My kids are doin great..We are startin out the New Year with a BANG..We have someone in our lives ..He is a carin , loving man ,honest,good sense of humor ..And he makes us all Happy .. His name is James..When I met James I wasnt sure if I wanted a relationship ..Bc of what the last guy did to me..Dont think that I have my guard up..Bc it will always be up after what the last guy did to me ..Lied about who he really was ..Yah how low is that..Dated a man for three months and then turn around and find out his name isnt the real , that it is something else..That hit a really bad nerve..and put a LOT of doubts in me.. But James has changed all that ..Ya u might find this funny ..But I wanted ID ..I dont trust anyone anymore..U can NEVER be sure about n

From The Archives Of Lunacy
The Answer To Why loved you with the scrapps of a broken heart natural failure because when you needed something more she couldn't bring miracles or hope in the darkness and you're lost with the girl soon to follow but this is the end for the fallen angel the last days of sanity when breath is too expensive to bear much longer so it's time to leave the "brother" who tried to guide the biologics who found dissappointment the young lover she failed into the darkness to start again and perhaps find less failure in the next life When It's Done you have turned in your cold moment away from truly seeing that the clues are written in words you used to hear so when it's over and you must know why it's because there was nothing but loss and mourning when the tears had to stop she went for the bottle Resentment and Death give the last of your love to save every one of them because you chose to believe that she was stronger drive into the

Funnies
   A is for apple, and B is for boat,                                       That used to be right, but now it won't float!                                          Age before beauty is what we once said,                                              But let's be a bit more realistic instead. Now... The  New