2350968's blog: "Welcome to the Machine"

Lol, to be quite honest, that was one of my sloppiest, least focused works, but then again, that was intended somewhat. It is a confession of some feelings I have held in for some time though. I hope it can elaborate and perhaps create an interesting story to me. It is certainly there. ♥ take care folks

Overcome with some emotions right now, I am going to try to exercise the demon with some writing, before I venture out today. Somewhere in the world there is somebody Who will feel the way you do right now You may not see this but think it through Your souls are connected on a parallel road If you you think it you will feel it This connection becomes less sporadic And the feelings truly organic And the poles will begin to unite There once was a life without hope Where I would confine my time in decay And in this glowing eyesore I had seen The tellings of a medium manifest before these eyes For true love had been revealed In a name and nothing more And a cloud of skepticism would stay Until this very day when you came to me This was unprecedented Such fortune was never seen before And to terms I came with the truth You loved me and I truly loved you The only problem was the distance But even at 3000 miles away True love can be kept It still takes two to tango This is where the tale takes its turn When I could not take the gap anymore So I ventured more and more away from you Believing I could dance with two partners I jumped into a dream Which was a habitual waking nightmare I deserved the pain and so much more And so I received it when you were gone for good This tale is not a tale of one But a relation to those riding the same highway Below the ground as opposed to above the clouds Where the path is dark and light is God Just because you have been there Doesn't mean you feel the same way I do We are the best of friends on separate paths And in the end we will find our dreams alone

http://fubar.com/user/1785937 My friend here needs it! She has a frown, and fubar love will turn that upside down :D And, she even has candy to offer, rich delicious CANDY!

Ok, I am going to still do my hiatus, but here is the deal now. I am not obligated with my lounge to stay forever, but I like the lounge, The Escape, I am at, and as such, I must stay here to fulfill my duties with them. I do not want to abandon that. So I will be here, just when I have to do streams, which im hoping is more often. Also, I have very luckily received two auto11s, thanks to Minou Minou and Tequila Kisses aka my wonderful friend Tara. I dont want to leave these be and waste them, so in time I will share those for people to take advantage of, hopefully soon. I want to upload many pics, but not using easy rate stuff. I would like to put some effort and hopefully, have it returned tenfold. So there you have it, my status is true...I am going soon, but not into the dark mists forever. Love to my friends here!

I will start it later tonight for sure, but I am really going to take a break. I guess there can be a few factors in it, but here are a few as not to be a stranger to my friends here. For one, as much as people love the holidays lol, it was quite the downer time for me, dont know why. I certainly dont regret my kind acts I did for folks, and as much as I dont like to acknowledge I do certain things for certain people, favoring if you will, I did, and I hope you know who you are. I did what I did as sometimes random kindness, but my true friends, I did it because I wanted to give you something special. Another thing would be in myself, that I just spend too much time here, and I have made myself burn out rather quickly. It happened with myspace, lol, and I hardly ever go there for anything but to just log in. It is just the way I am, could possibly use an overhaul. A third reason is quite personal, but I would like to state it anywho: it just doesnt feel the same, not seeing a very close friend I made here a few months back. I definitely dont want to say, but needless to say, I have talked to them off here, and there is just this thing going to where they are gone and I have no idea when they will be back. Life goes on, I am still adjusting to it as it was rather unexpected. There you go folks. I really appreciate all the awesome people I talk to here and who have even seeked me out. I am still around, for those who have the proper info to get to me. Have a wonderful night, and after that, wonderful lives, all of you. -Dean

This was my second favorite band I got to see here

OMG, I have been looking for footage of this amazing concert I saw of them back in Sept at ACL fest, and oh shit, here is 10 min of their opening number "Goliath". This song was 30 fucking min long when I saw it, but this portion is killer. Mostly shouting this out to anyone who may remotely like the band! (Misty know's where it's at lol) so yeah, here it is