we are looking for something that has already found us
we see nothing but death all round us
when a candle burns at both ends
how can you ever say you will be free again
no were to excape
no way to tell what real or fake
this whole life must be a mistake
were in madness is it ever said
that we shell follow the dead
when is it enough
enough of the shit that makes us give up
were in life is it ever writen
that a man that a man can not speek his mind without being stricken
stricken down like a dog
and left to rot in the dence fog
in time
you will see the life that is mine
no more happy
no more free
i have killed all thats true inside of me
for you
i storm your body like a wave of thunder
claping through the sky over and under
dancing in the rain
till life isnt the same
i reach in for a gental kiss
and you fall away like life dismissed
sent me down to my personal hell
now hate , pain and greed i live well
my demons fly free
at least now there not bound inside me
take my hand and you will see
this new life you have givin me
i kiss your lips to taste your wine
lets dance like fireflys across the nights sky
and dream of our time
a time we spent by the lake apart
we fly into eachothers arms
i reach in for a gentle kiss
and you fall away like life dismissed
back down into my personal hell
only this time i dont know who it was that fell
souls are dieing riped apart
like an orange trying to start
start a new life
to save my mind
once again i see your light
i start to quiver as it draws near
you are my all but the sight of you demands fear
you come into my cage
and speek to me of a rampage
a rampage on the depths of time
for you want to take the rest of mine
my angel my sweet
you can never have these things
i have replaced you with a demon within
and your lips are nolonger filled with my wine
more like poisnous cyanide
to stand by your side
fills like suacide
today is the day of my death
my muse is lost within the depths
my words melt off a page
like cyanide on a brain
the world is full of genacide
all of this is breaking my mind
nothing really left to say
besides fuck you have a nice day
my death will be a bleasing for all
get rid of someone who tryies to stop you before you fall
fall into the depths of time and hate
on this mind i can not rehablatate
living on the edge of life
is no place to try and find
a place to hide
for the only place is within the mind of suacide
i am truely petrafide
to the excentence of you within me
the darkest burning star
lashing out to be free
puke your hate on the world
i keep you tucked away
nice and tight
for one day you take flight
to kill the light and eat the night
to wash away the sins of mankind
today is the day of my death
not a suacide
but a mastermind
hate me over all
i am nothing but the imbodyment produced by the tears of pain
pears of hate
i am the fate
the darkest burning star will burn no more to be free
kill only me
upon your heart it still doth lay
the pain of every yesterday
before the eyes, you will see
the truth behind this memory
never again will you forget
the loss you suffered we you left
once again life moves on
a better path for daughter and son
no more worry if you will be around
no more lies to be bound
no more presence to be felt
no more pain to be delt
go your way , with head held down
chase that life you have found
in peace we are without you here
happy existence when your not near
forever inside it will always dwell
the suffering man in his own hell
it must be
so lonely
when your left to decay
your heart is so cold
when your mind is left to fray
nobody cares about
the pain you hold, at the end of the day
the only thing left on a mind that's frayed
is how long will it take me to decay
like touching a rose withering away
crumbling petals blackened tips
dieing eyes forever rips
decaying away deep inside my frayed mind
the thought of you standing by my side
i knew it couldn't come
but i cant cut away
all the days
and let them stand alone to decay
the pain inside is to real to hide
crushed down like ordinary sadness
insaine man trying to loose the madness
twisting further in this life of fate
on this mind i cant rehabilitate
thoughts are weathering away
like Alice
is this real or fake
but my mind will decay
the thoughts of you will be gone away
like every yesterday
in time there will be nothing left but hate
that to will decay
i have found immortality
at the firey end of an empty candle
i have found a child
unyet born into reality will this sur-vice
and tame the hunger deep inside
or will this be freeing to the demons
so we may rome
in the midnight waters awaiting for you my sweet
as i storm the body of an angel and taste her wine
we dance under starlight like wild animals
celebrating a fruitful kill
i gently touch her face and i turn invincible
if she only knew that we was dancing in the wake
of what was about to come
maybe i could save her from dining on the fallins blood
souls will spill in the name of the night
as we spread our wicked wings to fly and fight
everything will be alright
by the time the light
rips apart the night and touches the first pure soul
saved by the tears that will pay for all of this
you shell cry forever my sweet lullaby
for the tears you cry is the wine i drink
the pain you feal gives me power and strength
devils eyes
twisting around in my mind
the evil that shouldnt be
is now couming me
taking me whole like a prisoner of shame
im giving up my breath to taste the flame
behind my eyes there is an evil place
but my eyes they lie to save my grace
throughout the madness of being displaced
i havent changed
my thoughts are like a demons dream
never getting out not to be free
what is this inside of me
nothing