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My PoetryFinal Inspection
The Policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deverve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord, it needn't be so grand. I never expected or had
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Angsty Lil ThingYour result for The Zombie Apocalypse Personality Test...The Accomplice
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At least I'm not Z-fodder."You'll want me around when the Zombies come." That stupid java photo uploader is really pissing me off. Why the hell did I click yes on it? :(( Thirteen's my lucky number,To you it means stay inside.Black cat done crossed my path,No reason to run and hide.
The Pain Insideby Danny The Awesomest
In a room of glass shattering silence,
with my shadow I stand alone.
Abandoned, left behind, thrown away,
like a dog with a rotten bone.
Surrounded by darkness of the unknown,
fear seeping through my soul.
My mind falling prey to tricks of the dark,
it's seduction taking a murderous toll.
Calling out for you time after time,
the results still the same.
Nothing but a distant echo,
making a mockery of your name.
Now engulfed in a sea of despair,
longing for deaths final boast.
Your presence never gracing again,
my heart......now a distant ghost.
Emotionless I stand here with no life,
a puppet on a set of strings.
Awaiting for master to take me away,
hoping death is the worst he brings.
In a room of glass shattering silence,
with my shadow I stand alone.
Abandoned, left behind, thrown away,
like a dog with a rotten bone.
All hope a faded memory,
all light a forgotten dream.
Loneliness....my only achievement,
comforting..it n
Just DeahtIf you won't talk to me
I have to write out
these things
that bother me
I know you probably
wish you never met me
never heard anything
about me
I know you've heard
people talk of me
but they don't know
they don't know anything
and you, how I wished
you would be different
and accept me
as I am
but it seems
I just don't fit
in anyone's world
I'm just too much
and that's why
I'm cutting off
my dead branches now
they darkened my world
I want to let the sun
shine over me
and I want to heal
I want to become me
not just a shattered
shadow on the wall
I want to be someone
who can be loved
I'm going through
this katharsis
because I can't live
with that girl, me
who scared you away
I can't be like them
the other girls you know
cuz I'm different
I'm me
and I'm difficult
and I'm broken
but I want to heal
and I'm so sorry
if I've been too much
now I'm going through
a serious fight
I really need to heal
come out of the dark
wi
SpooksIt was my tongue that held
the poison. I didn't mean to
spat. and all you did
was let your fingers
cascade through my hair,
not saying a word.
I wondered what went
through your head because
I felt you shiver when I
pushed you away. yet,
you stayed like you knew
all along that I wanted you
to stay. you took the
bile that I spit and gave
me a smile that made me
want to hug you and
knock you over at the same
time. felt sorry for you. and I
cry at night in between
dreams. because
of all the things you could
hold close,
you're holding me
between your smiles
and sighs.
and it kills me.
prowling the night,
looking...
stalking...
there, to the right
fresh meat....
I walked slowly toward it
so i don't scare it
Humans are like deer...
They all seem to stay in a pack...
but then there are those loners,
away from everyone...
Wishing to die...
Those make easy prey. Around, all around, the storm clouds gather.
My dre
Countdown To HappinessHaven't made it to the gym for a bit because i have been sick but I decided to weigh in just for giggles and still loosing weight. Can't complain! Been a rough last few days. Practice have been expecially brutal and then I spent 2 hours at the gym yesturday.
So far it has paid off. I will be passing 250 before the weekend.
Hopefully if it is another good weekend I'll hit my 10% loss mark of 27 lbs before Monday. Then it's on to the 240 lbs point! Only had an hour of practice last night but but I kept strick track of what I ate. It payed off with another 1.5 lbs loss last night.
JokesAFTER SEX TALK ACCORDING TO YOUR ASTROLOGICAL SIGN
Aries:
"Okay, let's do it again!"
Taurus:
"I'm hungry pass the food."
Gemini:
"Have you seen the remote?"
Cancer:
"When are we are getting married?"
Leo:
"Wasn't I fantastic?"
Virgo:
"I need to wash the sheets."
Libra:
"I liked it if you liked it."
Scorpio:
"Perhaps I should untie you."
Sagittarius:
"Don't call me I'll call you."
Capricorn:
"Do you have a business card?"
Aquarius:
"Now let's try it with our clothes off!"
Pisces:
"What did you say your name was again?"
Lesson 1:
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.
Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel, "
After thinking for a moment, the wom
CopperheadsLIAR!!! LIAR!!! LIAR!!! LIAR!!!
SO IM NOT ONE TO REALLY START DRAMA OR LIKE TO REALLY BE IN DRAMA! THIS JUST REALLY GOT TO ME. JUST LIKE ANYONE ON THIS SITE, IM INTO AUCTIONS. I THINK THEY ARE FUN, AND I ENJOY RATING, MAKING BULLIES, AND DO STUFF FOR PEOPLE, JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE ON THIS SITE.
SO AS MOST OF YOU KNOW, I GOT A LIL FUBAR'd AND DELETED MY FIRST ACCOUNT, WELL WHEN I CAME BACK I GOT INTO MY FIRST AUCTION AND THIS MAN "BRIAN" BID ON ME AND TOLD ME THAT HE WAS NOT GUNNA LET ANY ONE ELSE WIN ME, I THOUGHT WELL HELL THATS COOL....YA KNOW WHO WOULDN'T LIKE THAT
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Rants, Raves & Other ThingsAs you approach the auction house the first thing you see are the eyes looking out through rusted caged windows. The horses get as close as they can to the air, the sunlight they know is out there, but they can’t get too close or their eyes will be impaled by the bent and rusted prongs. Still, they look out, hoping to see something familiar, someone coming to take them home.
Every horse has a different story. For the horses at auction, the look in their eyes all begs the same question: what did I do to deserve this? These horses are in a dark, man-made and operated cement hell. They are poked and prodded and crammed, sometimes 50 horses, into single pens. Some horses fight, some try to stay to the side to avoid getting kicked. Some are hurt; some are mares trying to protect their foals. Others are just trying to stay on their feet so they don’t get trampled. There are tired and wounded workhorses. Colicking horses. Injured racehorses standing on three legs that still wear sweat from
Trying....IT'S MY 26TH BIRTHDAY.... YEAH! I WAS A LITTLE COMPLASIVE THIS MORNING BUT, WHY? IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.....
I am still taking steps towards publishing my first novel entitled, Her Best Friend's Lover. This is almost like birthing a child....lol. But, I'm moving forward none the less.
Much Love and Success to You All!
Littlebutterfly's CocoonLoveydovey is dead to you!!!
From now for ever more .
Not to ever darken your door.
There once was a man.
Whos love a woman thought she could keep.
Sleepless nights she had, thinking she had done him wrong.
Her heart she gave freely.
But he played her for a fool.
just like the others .
Tears he turned away from.
Having a heart of stone
written By Cindi Mulligan
I LOOK INTO YOUR FACE AND I BEGIN TO MELT .
YOUR HANDS WHEN THEY TOUCH ME
MY HEART BEGINS TO FINALLY BEAT
WITH EACH CARRESS THE TENTION
BEGINS TO GROW MY PASSION TO
RISE YOUR HAND AS IT TRAVELS MY THIGH
TO MY INNER MOISTENESS TELLS YOU I AM READY.
SO TELL ME, TELL ME PLEASE
WHY DO I PUSH YOU AWAY? IS IT OUT OF FEAR?
TO HAVE YOU REACH OUT YOUR HAND
TO BY YOUR SIDE ALWAYS STAND .
SO TELL ME WHY DO I RUN,
TELL ME WHY DO I HIDE?
WHY DO I ALWAYS PUSH YOU AWAY?
WHEN I WANT TO PULL YOU IN MY ARMS
I WANT TO PUSH YOU UP AGAINST THE WALL
I WANT TOO!! I WANT TOO!! I WANT TOO!!
SO T
PersonalIf you constantly complain in your status, or any other fubar media option, about how "bad" fubar is, or talk bad about it in any other way, why stay?
Is is because:
1. You are a FuHo?
2. You are naturally a whiner and can't help it?
3. You think the world revolves around how YOU feel or think?
4. You forgot to take your meds?
5. Can't find the delete link?
I can't help you with 1-4, but I can CERTAINLY help you with 5. Just ask.
Why stay if Fubar is so bad? When you talk about this site, you are talking about my second family. I've been bouncing for over 4 years and you just don't KNOW.
Don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out.
I love the reactions of those that are caught cheating on the one that that are suppose to be committed to. The blustering, the scrambling backwards to scan the track they just left. Trying to figure out a way to cover their mistake, to try and incorporate that mistake into something that was to you and y
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Special Thingsfor anyone searching for a soul like their own........ Current mood: blissful Category: Writing and Poetry
"Harvest The Seed"(Love's Seed)The world stands stillthough I'm spining aroundMy ears strain to hearsome familiar soundThe sounds of laughterthe sounds of tearsSilence grows strongeras something draws nearThe smoke clears awayand I see in the lightSomething so frighteningI close my eyes tightTo timid to learnto proud to acceptThat adoration could of found youwhile your mind sleptIt krept insideand seized your thoughtsEverything becomes transparentall the lessons you were taughtThe rules over turnedthe steps have been ravagedThough they seem so good your emotions are savageThey tear you apartlike the mouth of a beastYou close off your heartso the suffering will ceaseNot wanting to graspthe emotions at handHappiness slips awaylike an immonent manNot wanting to seefearing to knowWill they comprehendthe devotion that you showWill they respondwit
Quick ThoughtsThinking be to nice can be a bad thing..apparently it scares people
or maybe i just scare people?
comments apperciated Why do bad things happen to good people? Talk about appreciating the small stuff. Lately been feeling lots of anxiety. Really not sure what trigger it. But I remember a friend told me once said right feelings follow right actions. So about 25 mins ago I decided to start cleaning cleaning always makes me feel better when I am done. Well I was going though some old clothes of mind and Rickys and I saw the cutest thing kinda made me smile and for about 10 mins i was anxiety free. I found one of his new born Baby sock. brought me back to a time when I had to do everything for him cause he depending and put trust in me. I look at him now and hes dong simple like feeding him self, can put on his pants on even though there backwards and twisted..lol he can run, walk, talk and a hole lot wow an amazing concept.
PoetryOh darling wrap your arms around me tight,
Hide me from the blinding light,
Take this bleeding heart in your gentle hands,
Let it seep threw like grains of sand,
And let me feel your breathe taking embrace,
Let me caress your pale moon face,
Let me taste those tender lips,
Our souls in-twine with each precious drip,
Take me from this world so cold,
To forever rest in your longing hold. Sleep brings no joy to me,
Rememberance never dies,
My soul is given to mystery,
And lines in sighs.
Sleep brings no rest to me;
The shadows of the dead
My wakening eyes may never see
Surround my bed.
Sleep brings no hope to me,
In soundest sleep they come,
And with their doleful imag'ry
Deepen the gloom.
Sleep brings no strength to me,
No powered renewed to brave;
I only sail a wilder sea,
A darker wave.
Sleep brings no friend to me
To soothe and aid to bear;
They all gaze on, how scornfully,
And I despair.
Sleep brings no wish to fret
My har
The Naughty FilesThumbs press me open.
Intimate eyes caress my secrets.
Hot breath scorches my insides
As you bow to drink my dew.
Your growth teases my softness
While your lips and lapping tongue
Set my copious juices aflow.
I squirm against your hungry mouth,
Hands slide to seize my hips
And your teeth nip on my aching clit.
Oooh, the exquisite torture
Of your rapacious mouth,
Has me moaning helplessly,
As I stretch my legs wider
To take your thrusting fingers.
They press that special place inside,
Until I’m floating in ecstasy.
My body tightening,
I pour all over you,
Screaming out my love.
Your lips take mine
As I bathe in the aftermath
Of your fiery touch.
And I know it’s just begun…
Power between your thighs.
I can tell myself lies.
But, all I desire is you pounding into me.
Body all aquiver.
Your touch makes me shiver.
But, make me wait. I've been such a bad girl.
I should make you go slow.
Do I want you to? No.
Without your ardent passi
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Kre8tivityThe
World Of Blogging
Dear:
Fubarians of the Fubar Kindom lend me your ears? Today is the start
of a new day. I intend to acomplish the goals that I have set forth.
Many have luaghed and mocked my ideas but, no longer will they do so.
I will make sure of that. It is plain to see that this world is moved
by money and it's influence over them. I will become the one doing
the influencing now. I will have the last laugh!!!!!! Make no
mistake, mark it on your calender when the said event happens the
world will see and know why I am the way I am and truly understand.
Shock and amazement will not evade you this day. And all those who
prohibited me will regret their words. Even now my enemies chuckle in
ignorance, they belittle my artistry and my work. Foolish in their
minds I be, clinging to their words that cut me I draw my strength.
You will hear me one day you peasant minded idiots.
My
Opinions
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am just a man who wants to survive and have some of the regular
thin
Daily CommentsBurn a candle and in the pale dancing light
Watch the flickering shadows of humanity
As they hover on the edge of darkness.
But the light of love that is inside your heart
Can be brighter than the Sun,
If you can only learn to use it right,
The flame of love will burn on and on,
Casting out the shadows,
Driving back the dark,
Sending out a beacon to the lost and lonely.
Love can light up the Earth and bring warmth in Winter.
Open your heart and let it through,
Rejoice in the natural wonder and truth
And the selfless emotion of love.
© Terry Dobson 2003 Life changes, directions change, but good friends always remain.
As time has changed and seasons have past
We've developed a bond that will forever last.~Donna~
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Heartbreaklove is nothing that i haven't felt before
but now that i lost it
i don't want it ever more
i am in love with a guy that don't feel the same
and there is no one at all to blame
so i am giving up on love
like love gave up on me
so i am not looking for love at all
cause i had love once
and love made me fall if he did love me
then he never would have hurt me
if he did love me
then he would have stayed with me
if he did love me
then i wouldn't be crying
i wouldn't be feeling as if i was dying
i wouldn't be wishing the thing that i wish
i wouldn't be hoping to end all of this
i wouldn't be writing these dumb stupid poems
i wouldn't be hurting
if he really loved me
then i wouldn't be hurting like this
i love him
and
he knows that i do
but
no begging
no pleading
nothing worked
i told him not to do this
i told him not to leave me
but he left
he ended it all
the love that we had
the love he said he had
but i can see now
that is was all just a lie
that i was
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The federal and state governments are both looking to tax tobacco.
President Barack Obama signed the State Children’s Health Insurance Program into law Wednesday. One of the S-CHIP’s funding sources is a hike in tobacco taxes. And that comes at the same time that the state wants to increase its tobacco tax to help the budget.
People that own tobacco shops say the tax hikes are going to hurt them and their customers. And one man said it could put him out of business.
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LyricsI know I'll miss her later
Wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To twist her arms now
She stares up at the stars when
The stars fell from her hair then
I bent down to collect them
And then she was gone
Oh, I sleep just to dream her
I beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms
Oh, I came there to find out
Find out she'd made up her mind, oh
My arms are all tied up
To me she was blind
This space between us
Where wingless dreams fall earless
Will you not bear me witness
With your back to me now
It seemed so unnerving
Still somehow deserving
That she could hold my heart so tightly
And still not see me here, oh
Oh, I sleep just to dream her
Beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms
I know I'll miss her later
Wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To be the light in her eyes
I don't know why
You want to
Surrealism For DummiesSo, I am rotting on the internet, as usual, when i come across a site called "Attractive Corpse".Has anyone else heard of this? Evidently, this is a service provider for the emotionally bereft, and they offer suicide consultation, design, planning, and after discovery photography. All in the hopes that the client will end up dead (obviously), but not only that, they will also leave behind a pleasing death scene... complete with beautiful lighting, clothing and make-up.Can you say FUCKED UP?So I guess that not only is it trendy to be an emo, but now there are also levels of emo, with the top being 'elitist trendy dead'. Fashionable suicide now comes with a price tag.In case you are curious, they offer 20% discounts for double suicide (for all you romantic idiots out there), and a 20% fee reimbursment in the event that something goes amiss and you don't end up finishing the job. So, you get some of your money back if you end up not able to shuffle yourself loose of the mortal coil. That'
Child Abuse, By Our Own GovernmentFathers are not just a pay check!!!!!!! CREDIT and THANKS TO: Brian Holladay, F4J NE Ohio, bassist_guy@yahoo.com, 440-388-4023 FIND YOUR LOCAL F4J GROUP AND MAKE A DIFFERENCE...STOP OUR GOVERNMENT FROM STRIPPING US OF OUR PARENTAL RIGHTS! CREDIT and THANKS TO: Brian Holladay, F4J NE Ohio, bassist_guy@yahoo.com, 440-388-4023 BRINGING ATTENTION TO THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW, THE GOVERNMENT IS SPENDING YOUR MONEY TO SPLIT UP FAMILIES AND STOP EQUAL PARENTAL RIGHTS. Yes this is in England, BUT WE HAVE THIS (not for profit) Organization here in the US to help YOU TOOCREDIT and THANKS TO: Brian Holladay, F4J NE Ohio, bassist_guy@yahoo.com, 440-388-4023
Mind RecreationBe you
You were born to be real, not to be perfect. You are here to be you, not to live someone else's life.
Every day you make some progress and every day you make a few mistakes. Through it all, your wisdom continues to grow and your experience continues to broaden.
Be gentle with yourself. Accept who you are, where you have been, and what you have to work with, for in this moment you can make positive use of it all.
Reach in and touch the purpose that makes you feel most alive. The world around you is filled with places where that purpose can do great things.
It is never too late to offer your unique and genuine gifts to life. Now is the time to do great things, even in the smallest of ways.
Choose to fully and graciously live life as it comes. The richest rewards by far are the ones to which you most sincerely give of yourself.
-- Ralph Marston
JOY:the emotion evoked by well-being, success, or good fortune or by the prospect of possessing what one desires
Joy
Poems...I don't know if you see me.
I don't know if you even care.
but yes, here i am.
i stand here alone,
just waiting...
Maybe you will notice me,
maybe not...
I stand here just waiting.
maybe you will glance at me,
maybe not...
Maybe you will see me through the ever growing
crowd that grows around your beauty,
Maybe not...
I stand here hoping you will see me waiting for you.
I feel so small in comparison to the ever growing crowd that hovers around you...
but I will wait...
wait till the day you find me through the sea of people who surround you.
and hold me in your loving embrace.
but all i can say is,
Maybe...
Do they see me?
Do they see the suffering I must endour?
The silence of the night has defened me.
My cries can not be heard by the living.
They encompise me everynight.
They watch me...
Like animals waiting to feed.
the pain of being is too much for one person to bare.
can anyone
Just Because...Ok, to the earlier blog some have asked and some people haven't, but to those that di here is your scoop!!
As some know I take a break from 8-9 to watch my show ...kinda a crime thing and watching for updates on important cases...
So we push to last night around 9pm I seemed to miss something...so about 920 I start hearing screams from my hallway. They aren't the type you want to hear. As I exited my apartment, which is in a good area of Pittsburgh and was met at the door by the local police. They advised me of a man being shot...huh say what...not in my house you know. So for the next few hours it was interviews, crime scene and another interview till they left at 4am.
In the midst of that time a lot went through my head not just in this, but in everyway. I tried to sleep, but each time I layed down the dread filled my head with fear, guilt, sorrow, anger in the end thankful for one reason; my son Isaac wasn't here for once.
The calls had to be made to my family and ex cau
Erotic AdventuresIf you ever go to the tropics, go full out. Don't settle for a small,dark little room in an ho hum hotel. Go for the exotic. Find one with private villas. where you have personal staff to cater to your every need and want. Imagine waking up to warm ocean breezes, the warmth of the sun caressing you awake and the smell of fresh fruit. Mangos, the sweetness of pineapple, the smooth texture of the bananas, all to satisfy your hunger. The smell of the clean air billowing through the sun drapes surrounding each window. No distractions like a TV or the noise of the city. Just the steady tempo of the waves kissing the white sands, the wind playing through the palm trees, and the pitched melody of birds singing to start the day. I couldn't wait for our first morning waking up together here. After the day we had, I looked forward to relaxing tonight and sinking into an exhausted slumber. But do things ever turn out as planned?
Once we had docked and turned in the boat, we made our way
Nitepoet's Poetry"Sing Me Another Sad Country Love Song"
~~~~~
Sing me another sad country love song while we dance so close ,
Not one about cheating or one about leaving,
Nor one where two hearts bend and break into a million pieces.
~~~~~
Play one we can slow dance too once again,
The one we danced to that first time we met each other,
And just as the song ended we both said I love you.
~~~~~
On that dance floor the music kept us so close,
The magic unfolded and our life was planned,
Oh please take me back to those happy days again.
~~~~~
Come my little music box dancer and dance with me in moonlight,
Hold me close as we let our bodies sway to the music within our hearts,
And down on one knee I will propose to you just as I did way back then.
~~~~~
Music box dancer is the name I gave to you,
Because it seems the moment the music started,
You and I knew we were meant to be together.
~~~~~
Sing me another sad country song while we dance so close,
Not one about cheating or one abo
My Shit.This is how i feel and if u dont like it then TOUGH bc i could give to shits and a fuck less!!!
I don't give a FUCK what people think of me. and i dont care what people say about me behind my back either. i hate it when people talk about me behind my back to my so called best friend and then they tell other people what that person said and then like 10 def. people come up to me and tell me. thats really irritating, and i hate it.
another thing that i hate is when people judge poeple before they kno them. yea i kno that ure sayin that i do that. be see the thing is that i USED to. so what if a person has like 20 dif. piercings on their face. its their choice and that dosent make them a bad person or a person that worships satan or anything like that. its their style and thats how they like to dress. DEAL WITH IT!
It doesnt matter what kind of music you listen to. just be u listen to heavy metal or screamo shit doest mean that you are a bad person. it just shows that u li
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R-e-b-o-r-nThat's me. A proper saddo!!
I'm sitting here in a lovely restaurant in North Warwickshire typing a blog entry to Fubar on my laptop. People probably think I'm doing something business related, not just arsing about on here.
I'm meeting an old friend of mine for a latte and a cheeky bite to eat. He's an old boyfriend of mine from pre-married days and we recently bumped into eachother on Facebook. He was certainly cute back in 1990 and we were like little bunny rabbits constantly in bed, at it. He looks to have grown into a good looking forty year old from his FB pics but I'm not really expecting anything sexual to come of today. I've dressed in a sexy but smart business suit anyway which probably helps reinforce to my fellow restaurant guests that I'm currently trading multi million pound deals at the London stock exchange!! Grrrr, he just phoned to tell me he'll be another 20-25 minutes...how rude!! Only joking, blame the traffic on the M42.
This is quite a nice distrac
It's Whatever, Man...Day after day I'm more confused
Then I look for the light through the pourin' rain
You know, that's a game, that I hate to lose
I'm feelin' the strain, ain't it a shame
[CHORUS:]
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Won't you take me away
Beginin' to think, that I'm wastin' time
And I don't understand the things I do
The world outside looks so unkind
And I'm countin' on you, you can carry me through
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Give me the beat boys and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Won't you take me away
And when my mind is free
You know your melody can move me
And when I'm feelin' blue
The guitars come through to soothe me
Thanks for the joy you've given me
I want you to know that I believe in you
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Baby, I Promise!it is not ''destiny'' that determines ''love''it is ''choice''our so called destiny is a lie!
Relationship last long not because they're destined to last long, relationship last long because two brave people made a choice-to keep it, to fight for it, and to work for it,
Meanwhile,other relationships fail not beacause they're destined to fail, they failed because one of the two, or both, made the choice-to give up! BITCHOLOGY - I LOVE IT!
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When I stand up for
myself and my beliefs,
they call me a
bitch.
When I stand up for
those I love,
they call me a
bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts
or do things my own way, they call me a
bitch.
Being a bitch
means I won't
compromise what's
in my heart.
It means I live my life MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to
tolerate injustice and
speak against it, I am
defined as a
bitch.
The same thing happens when I take time for
myself instead o
Godess SukiMais og sol.
Mais har ihvertfall blandt de hvite amerikanerne betydningen "solfyllt" "glede" osv.
Vi kan imidlertid gå ut fra at det ikke var Quetz' mening med sin mais-sankning.
Det var et forsøk på å få et problem på avstand.
Hvis vi samtidig ser indianernes tradisjon med å brenne sine lik kan vi gå ut fra at de to elementene skapte troen på at gudene ofret seg selv ved å la seg brenne opp av sola for at den skulle få næring til å holde det gående.
Da først det utviklet seg fra selvantennende mannlige guder til ofring av mennesker var tragedien skjedd.
Det var fortsatt mest menn som ble ofret, men også kvinner og barn, antagelig under perioder med manko på mannlige ofre.
For oss som europeere er det påfallende at møtet mellom de to kontinentene sammen med en sluknet tro på kristendommen utviklet seg til et folkemord som virkelig lignet aztekernes ofring av mennesker.
Quetzalocoatl
Det er på tide å se litt nærmere på Quetz (forkortet), den aztekiske fjærkledte slange
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Important ThingsYou know there was something I finally realized last night. This whole time I was thinking I didn't know myself or what my purpose was, but I finally figured it out with the help of my beloved kat...I am a Master and will always be one. No one can ever take that away. No matter what anyone says to me or how they try to treat me I will just laugh because I know myself what I am and that is a Master and nothing will ever hinder that thought again. No more will I live In doubt about what I can do and What I am destined to do or be. I am Master, I am in Control, I am above the slave, I am Powerful and NO-ONE will ever take that Power, Control or Knowledge away from me. This is me, This is who I am to be. If you don't understand I can teach you. If you fail to see I can be your eyes, If you are wrong and do wrong I can punish you. These are the words of a True Master ..I am Master Lestat , I am Master Michael, I am Master for all to see...This is my legend to be...No more hiding, No more be
UhuhI've been told I have extreemly vivid dreams.
Last nites dream, yes I dream in color. It's a highschool setting but I'm older so more like college. I'm dressed in Gene Simmons type elevator boots with steel dragon heads on the toes and a black trench coat. It's a math class of some sort, and the teacher (who looks like Amy but blonder,( a select few of you will know who Amy is)took my bottle of Capt'n away at the beginning of class. She has a complex problem on the board. She tells us to pair up and who ever figures out the problem can skip the whole quarter. The guy who was left to be my partner The guy who played Spiderman, Tody...?) choses to work alone because I just slack off. The problem has something to do with how much air pressure is sopposed to be in her tires of her 1920's car? I get up hand in the solution to which she says is wrong. So I point out she used the indoor temp instead of outdoor and lied about her own weight. I even stated that the cars themselves where diffe
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My PoetryGrowing Old
Growing old with you
is a dream I long for
to wake each morning
to see you there
the rise and fal of your bosom
as you take each breath
watching over you
as you sleep
more peaceful then ever before
and as you wake
to be the first thing you see
to see you smile
to kiss you and say "I love you"
all this I long for
for that is my dream
to be with you.
Christopher Wayne Rhea
Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea
Three Little Words
Three little words,
they can be the most joyous words
any man or woman can hear
they can move mountains
divide the seas
those three little words,
carry with them a meaning
a passion that can only be felt
by those who share it
those three little words can
bring a smile on a cloudy day
bring a tear to an eye
for those three little words
can also bring with them pain
for with those words can come suffering
but know that those three little words
can only bring what the heart truly means
those three littl
Random CrapIf you were to introduce me to someone, what would you say?
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you wake up one morning and realize. did i drink too much or did i just have a good time.. that is my battle.. about 4 times a night. i work a full 40-50 hrs a week and make pretty good money, but .......... it doesnt stop the thoughts.
fuck the drama.. this is a point in the moment. juss saying.
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Writings From Behind The VeilWinter has come for me, can't carry on.
The chains to my life are strong but soon they'll be gone.
I'll spread my wings one more time.
Is it a dream?
All the ones I have loved calling out my name.
The sun warms my face.
All the days of my life, I see them passing me by.
In my heart I know I can let go.
In the end I will find some peace inside.
New wings are growing tonight.
Is it a dream?
All the ones I have loved calling out my name.
The sun warms my face.
All the days of my life, I see them passing me by.
As I am soaring I'm one with the wind.
I am longing to see you again, it's been so long.
We will be together again.
Is it a dream?
All the ones I have loved calling out my name.
The sun warms my face.
All the days of my life, I see them passing me by.
I couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying yet failing
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Time has passed me by.
You gave up the fight
You lef
LifeI am posting this to inform and to urge. I have never been an activist per se, but I have been thinking lately of starting. I was rear ended by a drunk driver Friday night. I am in soo much pain, I can hardly stand it. This is me BEGGING you to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be careful when you go out. Bring a friend, a designated driver. I am SO lucky my son wasnt in the car with me; I continue to thank my lucky stars every day. I know I whine and complain a lot, but please people, if you drink dont drive. It ruins lives, it takes away their cars, their families, their paychecks when they have to take time off of work because they cant stand or sit up. Also, when you do drive, drive the same at 2 am as you do at 2 pm, or 4 pm, or 9 am. It is the same road, and the same vehicle. When the light turns yellow, STOP! hello!!! Red light means STOP, not let off the gas and hope the light turns green before you get to the person who did stop! Thank you, this public service announcement has been brought
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Recipes--saladsHerman's Coleslaw
1 (4 lb) head of cabbage
2 medium onions
1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons sugar
1 cup cider vinegar
1 teaspoon dry mustard
2 teaspoons salt
1 teaspoon celery seed
1/2-3/4 cup salted oil
1 clove garlic, minced
Shred cabbage and onions. Cover with the 1/2 cup sugar. Set aside. Boil vinegar, 2 tablespoons sugar, mustard, salt and celery seed. Pour over cabbage while hot. Add grated carrots or dices pimientos for color. Add garlic and salted oil. Let set for 24 hours. Serve cold. Spinach leaves
Red onion, cut into rings
Tangerines
For each salad, fill plate with spinach leaves. Top with onion rings
and tangerine sections. Sprinkle lightly with Mom's Spinach Salad
Dressing just before serving.
Mom's Spinach Salad Dressing
1/4 c apple cider vinegar
1/4 c oil
1/4 c honey
1/4 c organic ketchup
1/2 red onion, grated
1 T Bragg Liquid Aminos
Mix all ingredients together and stir thoroughly. Best if chilled before
serving, allowing flavors to blend. Stir aga
Fantasies And Erotic Storiesthe night has been rough and the road has been long.as come to your door and i knock.you open the door to see me there dressed in a long black cape with blood red silk interor.as i stand there looking at you.you smile at me.and before you have a chance to move i pull you into my arms tilting your head slightly as i sink my vampire fangs deep into your neck drawing and tasteing your blood. you want to move and push me away but you body can't you moan softly begging me not to stop.i then pull back takeing you into my arms and carrying you to the bedroom.i ste you down on the bed looking at you dressed in black silk nightgown your bearts are practicaly exposed and your body trembleing as you look at me.you can see the deep seeded passion in my eyes.i once more take you into my arms sinking my fangs back into your neck drawing more of your blood.you moan with pleasure and start digging your nails deep into my back as your body arches from the please.you reach down to feel me very hard alre
Breakfast Recipes3 cups cooked U.S. arborio or medium grain rice
1 cup orange juice, divided use
1/2 cup nonfat yogurt
1 1/2 tablespoons brown sugar
1 1/2 cups blueberries
1. Combine rice and 1/2 cup orange juice in 3-quart saucepan. Cook over medium-high heat 15 minutes or until orange juice is absorbed. Add remaining orange juice, stirring until juice is absorbed. Add yogurt and brown sugar; stir until dissolved.
2. Fold in blueberries just before serving.
Makes 6 servings. INGREDIENTS
* 1 1/2 cups quick cooking oats
* 1/2 cup unbleached all-purpose flour
* 1 teaspoon baking powder
* 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
* 1/2 teaspoon salt
* 1/2 cup brown sugar
* 1/4 cup margarine, softened
* 1 egg
DIRECTIONS
1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease 9x9 inch baking pan.
2. In a large bowl, stir together oats, flour, baking powder, cinnamon and salt. In a separate bowl, cream together brown sugar and margarine
The Fbi And The Universal CodeI would post here if I was able to got back to the thousands of people friends who used to read my work.. Jesus has done nothing so far to help me to get you all back.
Blessings
DT
www.drturi.com 12/19/2008
Dear Readers; Well one of my predictions came true again – From www.drturi.com/newsletter/
December 2008 Red Alert! Dec 2nd 2008 1:52pm I wrote - Expect more light on that terrible drama! and do not be fooled her mother was born with a terrible UCI and KILLED HER!
The stars don't lie to me.
Remains found last week in a wooded area have been identified as those of missing Florida toddler Caylee Anthony, authorities said today. Caylee's skull was found a half-mile from her grandparents' home. The girl and her mother, Casey Anthony, lived in the home until shortly before Caylee disappeared. Her mother is charged with first-degree murder in her death.
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Poems FoundI was shocked, confused, and bewilderedAs I entered Heaven's door;Not by the beauty of it all,Nor the lights or its decor.But it was the folks in HeavenWho made me sputter and gasp -The thieves, the liars, the sinners,The alcoholics and the trash.There stood the kid from seventh gradeWho swiped my lunch money twice.Next to him was my old neighborWho never said anything nice.Herb, who I always thoughtWas rotting away in hell,Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,Looking incredibly well.I nudged Jesus, "What's the deal?I would love to hear Your take.How'd all these sinners get up here?"God must've made a mistake."And why is everyone so quiet,So somber? Give me a clue.""Hush child, " He said, "they're all in shock.No one thought they'd see you!"JUDGE NOT! So Much To Me
by Jenny
Another day is passing
And still there is no word
On how your life is going
And who is in your world
I pray you will consider
These words I write to you
I liked you in my life
Yet maybe now it's through
Everyday StuffWell I was stopped at a red light this morning and a lady slid into me pushed me about 4-5 feet and my leg ended up pinned under my bike with my knee stuck on my handlebars.She had tried to stop but the road was slick. I didn't break anything fortunately. I have a badly sprained ankle..my right shoulder neck and back are all killing me. So a nickle's worth of free advice avoid getting rearened...It Hurts!!! I was called today (Monday the 17th) and informed that a good friend of mine was killed in a car accident. I had seen her not too long ago. She was a teacher at my kids school. Me and my ex-wife had become close to her and her whole family. My Kids adored her. I am saying all this to say...I never took the time to tell her how much I appreciated her her. Don't let this happen to you. I want all my friends to know that I do appreciate them greatly! Each of you has touched my life and is special! Thank you for reading this my friends!
I Love Your All
Bren Ok so i went and created a
Love Song Lyrics With Their Video'swrap me in a bolt of lightning,send me on my way still smileing,maybe that's the way i should go,straight into the mouth of the unknown.i left the spare key on the table,never really thought i'd be able,i merely visit on the weekends,i lost my whole life and a good friend.i've said it so many times,i would change my ways.no,nevermind god knows i've tried.call me a sinner call me a saint tell me its over i'll still love you the same.call me your favorite,call me the worst tell me it's over i don't want you to hurt.it's all that i can say.so,i'll be on my way.i finally put it all together,but nothing really lasts forever i had to make a choice that was not mine,i had to say goodbye for the last time i kept my whole life in suitcase,never really stayed in one placemaybe that's the way it should be,you know i've led my life like a gypsy.i've said it so many times i would change my ways no,nevermind god knows i've tried.call me a sinner call me a saint tell me its over i'll still love you t
Poemsyou wrap your arms around me
my heart tremble with love for you
I am happy
I am with you
the simple touch of your skin
makes my senses run rampant
I am happy
I am with you
your voice so intoxicating
I have to grasp for air
I am happy
I am with you
the alarm sounds
I wake to a new day
reality embeds itself in my broken
heart
I am cold and alone Lying on my bed,
I look into the skies,
Reaching my hand up to your hand,
And stare into your eyes.
Your sweet face fades away,
My arms are still left empty
Alone on my bed I lay,
Only my memories with me
I lie alone again tonight
In no one can confide,
I am alone again tonight,
Because of things my hands are tied.
I sleep alone again tonight,
thoughts of you fill my mind.
Who knew love was dreary?
I thought love was lovely.
I guess when you're not near me,
Love handles me roughly.
At 2o clock I wake from dreaming,
Alone still on my bed.
I get up and start thinking,
I don't want you out of my head,
Images of
Song LyricsAlready Over
Cue the music,
Curtain falls,
The lights all fade to gray.
Don't think there'll be an encore
For our secret Passion Play.
It's time to play the final card
In a game I now despise.
To me it seems so obvious-
To you it's such a big surprise.
It's already over-
If I stayed here, I'd only make you cry.
It's already over-
We can't move forward,
So let's move on...
Bye-bye.
They say parting is such sweet sorrow,
But I'm still looking for the sweet.
I feel just like a baby-
These tears don't miss a beat.
And I'd rather be anyone but Here
And anyplace else but Me.
I'll just climb inside my head awhile-
My demons have a date with me.
It's already over-
if I stayed here, I'd only make you cry.
It's already over-
We can't move forward,
So let's move on...
Bye-bye.
So go ahead, and hate me now
For breaking-up on the phone.
But I know that I'd crack if i saw your face-
I deserve to be alone.
And I hate that i still love you, girl-
An
It Is What It Is...Getting my phone tomorrow. La de da. No more minute phone bullshit.
I feel like an amazing person today.
I have been helping so many people lately.
And being thanked because you made some one's day that much easier.
Is an overwhelmingly happy feeling.
When they say, "Trisha I need you, I've had the most fucked up day."
And I talk to them, give them my advice.
Then at the end of the conversation, they say," I feel so much better, thank you."
Because I tell them like it is, I tell them things even if they don't want to hear them.
It's like I'm the only person who does that in their lives.
I even call them out on their faults.
And then they can take it in, reflect on it. And self heal.
All I know is at the end of the day...
.. I helped bring someone's smile back.
*But let me get, to the point. Let's roll another joint. Turn the radio loud. I'm too alone to be proud. You don't know how it feels, to be me...*
Mmmk, that song has been stuck in my head for 3 days straight, t
My World Today!Well I am all on the mend from the accident. One broken toe may have to be operatedon, depressed about not being able to run, I do get to the gym now but not the same as a nice jog. My oldest son is once again trying to drive me crazy so he can control my bank account! My daughter is going to her Dad's every other week and it is really hurting her spending the week with him and his girlfriend in which she hates. I just miss her...... Ok last night had a migraine! Took meds, then it started storming, been in a hurricain and tornado don't sleep, so took a xanax! Went back to bed, they make thirsty, so went downstairs to get a drink, my 8 month old lab follows me everywhere! I tripped over her, fell down the stairs hit the hardwoods and I am toast! Pain klllers are great, but I was training for a marathon! I am so bummed! Ok Good news for once, MRI this morning said just a hairline fracture and no broken tail bone!!! Just bruised up and on crutch for about 4 to 6 weeks! The pain killers
Stories I Wrote... Nsfw!!!It's a beautiful fall morning. I've got part of our day planned out already, all the way down to the perfect picnic spot. I've packet a large basket with all of our favorites, nice soft blanket along with everything we will need to have an enjoyable afternoon together. We don't get as much time away as we would like. The place I have picked is secluded along side a small creek bed. The Sky's are clear and blue as far as the eye can see, the leaves on the trees are changing colors and there is an ever so slight breeze. You are curious as to what I have planned but you will not ask. I've got on a halter top that has an oriental design to it and a jean skirt, something simple and basic but you like this outfit. We arrive at our destination and you just look around and smile. As we climb out of the jeep to unload, you walk over to me, pull me in close and kiss me very passionately. I return this kiss just as deeply. I melt every time you kiss me. The way your lips feel against mine, your h
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I was running across I-40 a few years ago when I came up on one of those "Casket Haulers" out of Batesville Arkansas. We got to talking and he was telling me about all these new "Customized Caskets" you can buy now to be burried in and thats when I started thinking. I then came up with the idea of the perfect "Rooster Cruzin Casket". It's a "CHROME CASKET" that comes with "Dollies" under the front equiped with 8 small Go-Cart tires for the tandems to give it that trailer effect. The Funeral will be held at night because it comes with LED lights on the sides all the way around at the top and the bottom. It also comes with a set of "LED Break Lights" on the rear that remain on. It has a small lighted license plate that says "I'm Back-Out"!. It also comes with a "CHROME" Road King or Astatic Mic ( your choice ) that goes in one hand and "CHROME" Cell Phone for the other.
There are three super charged 12 volt batteries that go down in the corner of the vault ( si
Notes To SelfThe HornivoreRandom Brutal Sex Master (RBSM)
Don’t ever marry, you’re The Hornivore. Roaming, sexual, subhuman.
The Hornivores (you) are some of the most screwed up and naughty beings in the Universe. And their numbers are growing, mostly due to skipped or misused contraception. You care not. There’s one thing you want, one sole need.
Half manly, half bestial, you act on instinct, and animal charisma smoothes the way. It’s unlikely you’re driven by much other than your own selfish, orgasmic requirements. Your appearance and personality have evolved for the hunt. Ass beckons, you oblige.
For the record, you can happily bang all personality types, however your match percentages might be low with the kinder, more sensible people of the world, purely because they all wish to avoid you. Good luck to them.
“One day, the villagers came with torches to the house. In the smoldering ashes, stray dogs looked for cooked flesh.’
Not completely un
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Jake's Blog
There are no guarantees in this life, so when we hold back we do so at the risk of never fully blossoming.Having a vision for our future that differs from our current circumstances can be inspiring and exciting, but it can also keep us from fully committing to our present placement. We may become aware that this is happening when we notice our thoughts about the future distracting us from our participation in the moment. We may find upon searching our hearts that we are waiting for some future time or situation in order to self-actualize. This would be like a flower planted in North Dakota putting off blooming because it would prefer to do so in Illinois. There are no guarantees in this life, so when we hold back we do so at the risk of never fully blossoming. This present moment always offers us the ground in which we can take root and open our hearts now. What this means is that we live fully, wherever we are, not hesitating because conditions are not perfect, or we might end up
I Don'tsoo her're the thing about me... I have been used, abused, played, fucked over, treated like shit, treated like a princess, abandoned ... pretty much everything you could do to a girl... it's been done to me...
you know the thing is all my life... i'm like "oh it's ok" that used to be me they should have named me "oh it's ok" cuz that was how i pretty much approached life.
but as of last week.. hahah it took THIS long to get here... no more "oh it's ok" from NOW on it's "no more" i don't want to hear your apologies, I don't wanna know your reasons. I don't wanna know the reasons behind your actions or that somehow it was MY fault. I don't wanna know what drove you to hurt me, or hear how in your past you've had trust issues... and somehow that all falls on me.
you are and always will be a dead memory. i won't go look @ your page and miss you, i won't attempt to call, look @ your pics, sb, yim or message you. i am gone. I won't ask our friends how you are or what you're up t
Bada Bing Dj Schedule
Hey Everyone – YAY for me … Finally getting the DJ Schedule out on time lmao! We have some changes happening starting at the end of this week we want to make you aware of. Toward the end of this week, half of the dj staff are going on vacation (myself included). Although we will still be popping into the room most nights for a little bit of time to say hi – we wont be Djing – that leaves us short on DJ staff. So for the duration of these vacation periods, the primary DJs at Bada will be Pet and Darth and the Live DJ time will begin later, at 10pm est, and continue through the night as usual. When we return, our normal 7-8pm est start time will resume. We will also be off a night completely each week to give Pet and Darth a break. Pet is also vacationing some on her time off with us so she may be out a couple nights as well. This new schedule of Bada time begins June 6 (this Saturday) and lasts through June 21. I would greatly appreciate all the regulars and
LifeWell Gavin choose to come in about a month early and ta daaaaa here he is via emergency c-section. He was born @ 3:44 today and wieghed @ a whopping 3 pounds 5.9 oz. Rather small but so far he is doing great. O2 is good so he is breating on his own. He has pooped already ( yay ) and is holding his own heat. I am uploading pics in a few min and of course expect more once things calm down. ( yes we are g33ks and brought laptops to the hospitol ) .
Mom is doing well...rather tired and sleeping soundly and im starved....
Update day 1. He is holding his wieght and heat well...still haveing a little trouble holding down food but thats expected when your a month early ( my 2nd daughter by my first wife was born @ 1 pound 9 oz and was fine...in fact 17 and pregnant ) we dont have any clue when he will be able to come home but they estimate about a month. Good news is we are about 5 min away from the hospitol so its nothing for us to get here...
that is all for now...
Update d
Thoughts Of A Mad ManPLEASE DONT JUDGE ME!!!!
I HAVE SAT AND THOUGHT ABOUT THIS FOR WAY TO LONG . TO LONG IN SILIENCE SO I MUST SPEAK IT OUT LOUD. HOW CAN YOU JUDGE ME FOR MY THOUGHTS ACTIONS OR EVEN MY DAMEANER. YET YOU HAVE THOUGHT THE SAME THINGS I HAVE THOUGHT . YET YOU HAVE DONE ALOT OF THE THINGS I HAVE DONE . AND YET I DONT JUDGE OR LOOK DOWN ON YOU . WHY IS THAT . WHY DO YOU JUDGE ME FOR ASKING IS THIS GOD WE ALL TALK ABOUT REAL? OR WHY I DECIDE TO SIT IN THE DARK? YOU HAVE NEVER SAT IN THE DARK OF YOUR OWN LITTLE WORLD AND FELT SAFE? REALLY I DO NOT BELIEVE ANY PERSON CAN SAY THEY HAVE NOT SAT THERE AND FELT SAFE AND COMFORTABLE!! THATS JUST TO HARD TO BELIEVE FOR I AM HUMAN AND I DO IT MYSELF? YOU JUDGE ME FOR NOT KNOWING THINGS IN LIFE I SHOULD OR YOU SEEM TO THINK I SHOULD . YET YOU KNOW NOT ALL I KNOW OR YOU WOULD KNOW WHAT I FEEL! YET YOU JUDGE ME! YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAY IN YOUR OWN LITTLE WORLD NOT KNOWING WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE PERSON'S NEXT TO YOU. YET YOU JUDGE THEM!! WHAT IF THEY JUDGE
My LifeShe is more alert now and talking a lot more. My grandfather asked her today if she had any pain anywhere and this is what she said "No but my ass hurts" lmao. She has a sore on her tailbone . I'm going to call & talk to her soon. if the kids will be quiet enough for me to hear something lol.
But thats the update! My gram is dieing. She is full of cancer & its in its advanced stages. She's not comming out of this. I am going to miss her soooooo much. But she will always be in my heart. She lived a long life and gotsee many things. They will be taking the ventalator off after my aunt has gotten to say goodbye andshe will be here tomorrow afternoon. Plz pray for our family.
Kitty I'm going to step away from the fu for a little while. Its brought me nothng but trouble and with everything going on in my life right now i just need to step away. If Any of you want to keep in contact with me my yim is livinnlovinlife84. When i come back i will have made a decision on if i want to stay o
PoetryAlone in a dark room
He has run out of options
He has no one to turn to
No one to care
He's crying and scared
But he must do it
This world’s just too cruel
No one will notice
A man has killed his-self
A gun in his hand
Black and emotionless
This is it
The suffering ends tonight
The loneliness stops now
The fight is over
The deed done
On the floor he lies
Not a breath he takes
A gun in his hand
And blood running down his face
An unsuspecting mother
Comes to tell her son good night
But she hears a gun shot
And is stricken with fright
She runs down the hall
Horror tearing at her heart
She slams open the door
And stops mid breath
Her only son
Dead on the floor
His face tell no tale
But his note tells much more
He had no one to turn to
So the poor man lost his mind
Alone and scared
He decided to take his life
A mother heart broken
And an only son dead
The crime was committed
The deed was done
A lonely man
PoetryMy thoughts.........take them as you will!
Current mood:Sad/Crying/Thoughtful
I have been reading a lot of these in the bulletin boards of the various sites that I belong to, and i thought Id throw in my 2 cents worth. I realize I can be a long winded son of a bitch. But I am getting really frustrated with the whole " Why are men/women so fucking complicated" routine. I just want to cry. Some I'm going to lay out the basic framework of men. I have dated numerous men and women over the years. And while I am not a relationship expert, I have made a tremendous number of mistakes and learned from them. I have also been the saint in a relationship or two and still been shit on. So with this in mind. I give you my thoughts................
Men are very base creatures by nature. We are generally the hunter/gatherer. We feel the need to provide and protect. We are very callous and caustic by nature when interacting with members of our own sex. Everyone of us believes himself to be th
Funny Stuff From Me To You .. Not For The Squeemishthis is from one of my buds -- i died on the floor laughing loll Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded 2 AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.?? AWESOME!!!? Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave! Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking
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Men are like. . . Laxatives. . .They irritate the crap out of you.Men are like. . .Bananas. . .The older they get, the less firm they are.Men are like. . .Vacations. . .They never seem to be long enough.
Men are like. . .Weather. . .Nothing can be done to change them.Men are like. . .Blenders. . .You need one, but you're not quite sure why.Men are like. . .Chocolate Bars. . .Sweet, smooth and they usually headright for your hips.
Men are like. . .Coffee. . .
Random ThoughtsWho knows the thoughts we think but us ourselves. Those tormented dreams that haunt us at night may be from bad food or a movie we have seen. How do we understand the human mind in the vastness of its space? No one can truely understand us unless they know us or talk to us. A college conversation or friends words may spark a flame in our minds and open a whole other doorway that previously had been closed. Sometimes good comes out and other times bad can spew forth. Whatever comes from the mix, it is bound to upset someone. That is why they say words cut as knives. If what our words are, hold our thoughts from deep whithin our minds; does that mean we really feel and believe them? Do we write to express our feelings and help to chase the shadows of coldness from our lives? Do we write to feel alive and try to let others understand just a portion of us? Who knows why we write but those that write themselves. This one is mainly for all the young ones out there that think they know everyt
PoemsI’ve neglected & regretted All this pain. & today was filled with So much shame. I’m exhausted now, From all my thoughts. & I don’t know how To make things stop! But I have a trick, Up my sleeve. To make things pause, For 8 hours at least. It comes late, after the sun Has vanished. To the point were stars, Sparkle like magic. It’s called a dream. My own little world, A place where people don’t even exist. But the things I love are at my fingertips. It lets me run, for only a little while. Giving my life time to breathe. & handing me something I know I can keep. Just let me dream.
When I first met you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. you listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A man so caring and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with hurt
Plaid MafiaAs many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. If you want one you can ask and i'll make it when i have time. I'm not asking you to add it to your name this time around either. I Just want you to comment this blog saying you want to be a part of Plaid Mafia. Your more then welcome to add it to your name. If you need help with leveling or rates let me know and i'll see if i can get more support this time around.
one more thing i ask for is if you see a new member you are not already friends with please add them...makes things slightly easier.
please make sure you add me! and my two other officers! Lauren and Drago
Songs I LikeCome forth for the cattle call Confront the evil river you can't control Wicked ways and venomous eyes Just human nature in disguise Lost in this world, Out on the edge With death by our sides Today I sworn that I wouldn't Mourn ya Cloud over California If that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Bloodshot and weary-eyed We took you in full of sin and pride It'll take you and break you away It'll tear you apart Today I sworn I wouldn't mourn ya Clouds over California if that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V'' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when
MarkThe game is so magic, you will tastes more exciting scenes, in games, you can add different role, you will feel different humor, in society, you sawed many different things, not also you can add more blood, but also you can get more and more equips. Although I am a slow coach person, I still remain my idea, insist on my dream. You can add friends, play with your friend. That is funny! Did you heard Age of Conan Power Leveling in games? That is so interesting. You can invite your friends walk,play,read and so on.when you have something,you can go to other places,you can get more knowledge,how time flies!when we fight again,you will feel very happy!The dirty,the world,how to make a clean environment,it depends more people to made. When you have AoC Power Leveling, you can go there killing monsters, in so called complicated at the same time, you are able to feel peoples anger and discontent, it is just because that existence , society having these are changeable so called extremely. Ar
Just Saying!Alright now try to imagine this: you're home just kicking back watching some TV when (crash) the window breaks a bright flash of light and a loud BOOM goes off in the room. Your door gets kicked in then rushing inside yelling n shouting out commands--FREEZE--GET DOWN--DON'T MOVE--PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE THEM--with guns drawn the police force everyone to the floor then cuff all of you up and check the house for someone they're looking for to arrest! Then finally one of them start to question you for information,scared you don't understand whats going on...well explaining that you've just moved in a few weeks ago they verify what you told them and who you are...it was a mistake! My friends sister moved into this guys house they were looking for! To make things worse her parents and in-laws were there for dinner!!! Let me tell you that just because I look mean,tough,ugly or whatever DOESN'T mean that I don't have a heart! I AM A MEAN MOTHERFUCKER SURE BUT I DO HAVE A LOVI
RandomDOES ANYONE FUCKING HAVE ANY ANYMORE??? I am seriously begining to wonder.Now high horses arnt my thing...... well not on purpose anyways. I know that my moral high ground differs from everyone elses to the extent of being hypocritical at times.Lessons learned from a hard lived past. I wasnt and still am not any sort of angel but for the love of god what is it with some people. Ok ok forget about how people choose to live their lives...... thats none of my concern. But cmon...... people do have the ability to know right and wrong as far as their own mouths are concerned and what to say and when to say it....... it doesnt take a genious to figure out that some things are a BAD idea to talk about. You dont tell an old jewish person that the holochost never happened, you dont tell tramatized Vet that they fought in a worthless war..... Morals are not the issue here...... everyboys are different. But dont tell me I have to tak you as you are or not at all then get mad when I dont return yo
Stories Of Life"Crazy nights and crazy dreams,evil knights with laser beams.Doth protest t'his foulish scheme,rule the kingdom in supreme.Plague the people too extreme,leaving them with low esteem.Without hope, there is no gleam.Even with a common theme.Urge a hero they all scream,put an end to this regime.Edward Peters they all deem,No, one said, we need a ream.Yes, one shouts, he has a team,he'll finish th'all like a cream.Like one said he found a seam,drove the knights out to the stream.Without weapons they all teem,like untrained kids they all steam.Peters a hero, t'all seem,Sir t'his name was his redeem." © LT.David Martin There was once love, so strong and bright, it could change all from dark to light. The knight's and dragon's love so strong, it would have lasted their whole lives long. Evil seeped through the land, in search of this love so grand. Across the land rode an evil knight, To exterminate them both in a fight, Back at the lair, the black knight versed the white, The dragon went hun
Shaman AmericasNative American "conjuror" Native American and First Nations cultures have diverse religious beliefs. There was never one universal Native American religion or spiritual system. Though many Native American cultures have traditional healers, ritualists, singers, mystics, lore-keepers and "Medicine People", none of them ever used, or use, the term "shaman" to describe these religious leaders. Rather, like other indigenous cultures the world over, their spiritual functionaries are described by words in their own languages, and in many cases are not taught to outsiders.Many of these indigenous religions have been grossly misrepresented by outside observers and anthropologists, even to the extent of superficial or seriously mistaken anthropological accounts being taken as more authentic than the accounts of actual members of the cultures and religions in question. Often these accounts suffer from "Noble Savage"-type romanticism and racism. Some contribute to the fallacy that Nativ
Kids Are QuickAn American mother went to a MacDonald's with her two children age 6 and 8.
She ordered two Happy Meals with chicken for the children and a hamburger with fries for herself.
While they were eating the 6-year old was more interested in the slide across the street then in the chicken nuggets which he didn't even touch.
So the mother decided she would eat them.
She was in for quite a surprise...
Without actually watching what she was doing she was bringing a chicken biggest to her mouth, just when her 8-year old son yelled not to eat it.
So she looked at the biggest to find that -- despite the crust, it looked just like a chicken's head.
Nobody knew how it got there.
The manager offered them their meal for free and two more weeks of free meals.
But it was no use.
The mother pressed charges and demanded 100,000 dollars compensation.
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate
Pussy And Bitch Jesse, You Stupid Bastard! You cheated on Sandra Bullock? How in the world can you be so stupid? You are married to one of the most beautiful women in the world; she has a body to die for, and her current wealth and predicted wealth is shadowed only by Oprah, who even Steadman will tell you, isn't attractive. But your wife, who recently beat out Julia Roberts in the polls and is now the named " America 's Sweetheart"; you also remember she just won an Oscar (which translates to more money per picture she makes in the future)...while you were shacking with that tattooed freak, who just happens to be a former stripper and is someone's mommy. You are really a piece of work! You are the most hated asshole cheater on the planet! And while the State of California is a no-fault state whereby you may be able to take half of your wife's wealth, in doing so you would only be hated even more...esp
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Poetry
Why do I feel this way that I feel?
Everyday is a struggle and that shits for real.
The cold steel from a blade is my only release.
A fountain of blood will bring me my peace.
Life is pain, so pain is my life.
Ironic how I escape pain with the slice of a knife.
You cant understand, no way you can feel,
The plight of my life, and the ways that I deal.
The blade is sharp, but this pain cuts much deeper.
"God send me an angel, I swear to YOU that I'll keep her."
No answer, just silence. It fills up the room.
So I sit and ponder what will read on my tomb.
"Here lies Jason, He wished for his death-
And when the time came- He just smiled and left"
I'm captivated-
By your intellect and depth.
You are proof that love is life,
And not death.
Will you let me be-
The chorus to your song?
Will you let me be-
Your shoulder to cry on?
You've taken my breath.
You've stolen my heart.
A thief in the night
Thats perfected her art.
I'm lost in your eyes.
You hang fro
My Blogging SpotAlthough there was something else lingering around my mind, my goodness life is precious, enjoy the little moments, enjoy the good times and people you are surronded by, you never know when you will turn around and that part of your life will be gone.....I have a neighbor...wife and husband untill Monday eve, I had become rather close with both, esp her, they were like 2 peas in a pod, I have to say sometimes sitting from afar I wondered about them, so happy, so in love, it just made me smile. She was always so funny to talk to and well if either one of us ever needed anything, it was just a walk across the road away. They are the only neighbors I have close to me, there is a vacation home across the field, but they are not in much. Her and I would just stand and talk for sometimes hours while out and about doing yard stuff on the weekends.
I was logging off to fix dinner on Monday going about my routine, I had seen my neighbors mother pull up.. I heard the yell,, and as I was sta
Writings And Comments By My Good Friends And MeMy dear fellow fu,s, and especially my friends and family members I address this blog to you. However it would be well with the newbies if they read this too before they waste 4yrs of their life in here as well I think. I want to start off by saying that this has been quite a journey and there are things that I wouldn,t take back for the world that I have experiemced in here! I have met some really good people in here and a handful have become real and true friends that I truly loveand wouldnt take the world for! On the other hand I have met some that I wouldn,t give one penny to ever see or hear from again, but that,s like in real life.Ok the reason I am writing this blog is to express my reasoning for feeling it is time for me to move on. To do that I will have to take you on my journey infubar briefly. When I first joined here on Dec 14,th 2006 I was new to the internet completely. Actually my daughter had an account on here and suggested that I kill my free time making friend
Miscellany...or LitanyThe perfect breakfast: Warm Rhum and Honey.
The perfect date: People still date?? Um...awkward meeting, uncomfortable quip about her outfit. Fantastic food with a great bottle and the sterling realization that she hasn't bothered with underwear, or shame. Quiet conversation laced with double entendre and wit. Readjustments to be sure that all clothing articles still present are covering...again. Broken moments of delight, derision, pleasure and pain. Alot of gasping, the occasional beg and a need to buy clothes with stronger seams. ...Warm Rhum andHoney.
The perfect kiss: Unexpected. Stuttered trepidation and a little-boy-smile...crushing her lips slightly. Lots of biting and an exploring tongue
The perfect argument: I always win.
The perfect man/woman: Breathing, brilliant, broken, breaking, begging.
The perfect shoe: Steel toed ten hole Docs.
The perfect movie: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
The perfect flower: Cala Lilies and dead things.
The
Random Thoughts Of The DaySometimes I just wanna be a fish.
Because being a mermaid would rock.
flippy flippy A true Photogenic Fucktard's day is never done.
Is currently in one of those " Im so hot phases"
Please Hold.
:) Imma giddy nerd.
Poems (mine)Oh Nikki!I wish you could see how I feel.I wish you could feel how you make my heart beat.I Love you.I Miss you.Your everything to me Nikki.I want to hear you say I love you too.Believe it.Never forget me.I would have been your everything.I would have made all your dreams come true.I wanted to lay with you underneath the same great sky.I would have been your hope.I would have loved you forever.I wanted so much for you Nikki.You were my everything.All that I been through .My love for you never changed.I would have died in you r arms.I will miss you Nikki. I’m so Lonesome.In the cold of tonight..I see the light in you.That fires my soul.That heats my night.And I wanna hold you tight..In the cold of tonight.You have a way.That saves my day.I want you.To want me.Wont you say.You want me too.I wanna stroke your hair.As if it was my everyday.Or do I just fade.In the cold of tonight.Copyright ©2009 Vernon Reese I know we just met.I know you have fear.I know you just cant think clear.B
Just Cause I Like It ... Thats Why..Many Dayz I Cryed My Self to sleepMany Dayz I Asked God To Take MeCause I Knew I Was Goin Down the wrong RoadDidnt Nobody Care aint Wanna Know...Got A Bottle Of Pills Filled To The TopNow I Dont Care About Life, fukin Let It Stop25 Years Old And Im Loosing My MindTrynna Take These Pills to take my life[Chorus:]Oooh WhyWhy Do I Fill This WayIn My LifeO0o0o O0o0And I Cant LieSome Times I Feel Like I Just Wanna Break Down And CryWhy-[Verse 2:]Single Mom With Five KidsAnd UhStill Thinking To My SelfTell Me What It IsWhy You Stay Wit A Dude That Stay Locked UpYou Know He Got Hella Hoes And They Stay Knocked upTell Me Why Are You Giving Him A ChanceCause Baby Girl You Know He Aint A Good..ood Man-[Chorus:]Oooh WhyWhy Do I Fill This WayIn My LifeTell Mee can You Tell MeeAnd I Cant LieSome Times I Fill Like I Just Wanna Break Down And CryOooooooo Oooooooo[Verse 3:]Ummmm Quick To Cock Back You HandAnd Call Her A BitchYou The Man Of The House And You Think Your The ShitBut Were You Go When You F
Just Some Of My PoetryTear Stained Memories
With each tick of the clock
I’m reminded more of you
What should be distant memories
Still tear my heart in two
With each thought of you
I fall a lil deeper in
Life without you hurts too much
I don’t know where to begin
Everyone just says move on
Leave the painful memories
Just start all over again
It’ll be better eventually
But with each passing day
I stay lost inside my mind
My escape seems impossible
No matter how hard I try
These tear stained memories
Just can’t be washed away
No matter what I do
The pain just doesn’t fade
I tell myself to be strong
But letting go isn’t easy
Just can’t seem to forget
These tear stained memories
With each passing minute
I hope the pain will fade
Hoping somehow the sunrise
Will make it all go away
Maybe with each tear I wipe
It will be one less memory
And then all these thoughts
Will be forgotten eventually
Written 5/7/2011 Dear Heavenly Fa
Love ,,,You can understand the facts of life. But facts of love are much different. To love you love someone or someone loves you.. But when you both love each other you're in love with one another. First become friends and let it go. Then get serious and get together. Just make yourself known as a person not as someone you don't want to be known as... Life has never promised you anything..Nor has God..But people did ..Sum said they will never leave you..LIE Sum said they will love you till death..Lie Sum said you are the most precious one ..Lie Life is made of such sweet Lies...All thats matter is, how you faced the times you finally realizex tose were just lies..WE may ask"Woundn`t life be much better without these lies? But in truth,The times you lived on those big lies were the only times you lived... A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the fol
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HANGING . . .
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The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly"True friends stab you in the front" ~Oscar Wilde
I am opening this blog with that quote, which is one of my favorites for a reason. Those we call friends can sometimes disappoint more than those we once considered enemies. The ones that we didn't get along with for one reason or another suddenly become closer than those who always appeared to be nice, sweet friends who "like to help others."
I am blessed to call some women on here friends now that were once on the opposite side of that line. They were never quiet about their feelings about me, nor was I about them. The catalyst always came down to a guy (go figure). It was always out in the open though. Never was a word said that the other wasn't aware of. That is the reason that these women are so much respected by me.
It's the ones who smile in your face as they stab you in the back that bother me.
Fubar is like a small town, and everyone knows everyone else's business, or at least pretends to know, and states is as fact with
A Toast To The Douchebags!!so this dude shows up in my shoutbox and the conversation goes like this:
12:47am vallachie: you look great mmmmm
12:50am To vallachie: thanks.
12:51am vallachie: your beautiful and its so nice seeing you
12:52am vallachie: i love your sexy eyes and dark hair
12:57am vallachie: what you up to
1:06am To vallachie: fixin to go to bed
1:06am vallachie: oh ok
1:07am vallachie: would you be offended if i said i was aroused by you
1:09am To vallachie: yep.
1:09am vallachie: ok forget i said that then lol
1:09am To vallachie: too late.
1:10am vallachie: well how bout im sorry
1:10am To vallachie: how about respect?
ok. first of all the dude is 48. older than my dad. no offense but that's gross.
i could expect this kind of crap from a teenage kid, but this blows my mind.
and to top it off..this is the 1st time he's spoken to me.
where do guys get the idea that its ok to speak to women li
Ale Of A Home In The Year 2012#2: New York City, USA
One of the more recognizable pies of the United States, New York-style pizza is characterized by a puffy outer crust that gets thinner and crispier toward the middle. Tricks of the trade include hand-tossed dough and cooking the pizza on a stone rather than in a pan. And as any New Yorker will tell you, there's another key element to the Big Apple's slices -- the city's delectable tap water. Who is to say whether the water's importance is myth or actual method (The editors of the foodie blog Serious Eats even conducted a considerably comprehensive but ultimately unsatisfactory study)? Eddie & Sam's pizzeria in Tampa, Fla. seems to think so: The owners proudly boast to importing New York tap water for the making of their dough.
Where to Taste: The hands-down favorite for New York parlors is Lombardi's Pizzeria, located in NoHo. Considered the first pizza parlor in the United States, Lombardi's also gets a shout-out from travelers for using fresh i
Light Bondagethe night was hot. the air was thick with humidity. she lay in bed, letting the steamy air hug her sweat glistening body. she needed something, anything, to cool off. slowly she grabs it and slips off its protective sleeve, holding the frozen shaft in her hand by the stick. so cold. so sweet. she parted her lips and let the sweet sensation pass over her tongue. it wasnt enough. she wanted more. she needed more. slowly she slid it down her curves, letting the frigid shaft kiss her skin. a trail of juice. over her nipples. past her bellybutton. so cold. exactly what she needed. slowly feeling the relief of the chilly pleasure. slowly. so cold. her thighs parted slightly, quivering with excitement. so cold. deeper. her hot inner muscles gripping at the frozen shaft. deeper. harder. melting fast. her body was crying out to her in pleasure. faster. so cold. her lips parted, trying to pull in the stale air around her. melting. almost there! het thighs slamed
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Rise From The AshesYOU DON'T KNOW THAT EVERYTIME I HEAR YOUR VOICE I AM BLOWN AWAY
AND I'M AT A LOSS OF WORDS TO SAY
IF I BEGGED YOU TO RUN AWAY WITH ME
BABY TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT YOU'D SAY....
PLEASE LET'S RUN AWAY...
This life, we always came to...
will judge us unless we try something new
we'll be afraid
(That's ok)
we'll be scared
(That's fine)
but we'll have each-other and that'll save our lives
IN THIS TICKING TIME BOMB ABOUT TO GO OFF
WE RUN FAR AWAY SO WE NEVER GET CAUGHT
AND TAKE OFF RUNNING IN ONE DIRECTIONG AND
NEVER LOOK BACK
(OH WO)
NEVER LOOKING
(OH NO)
They may find a trail one day
but we'll be so far gone at that point
they'll be back at square one, trying hard to find us the clues priority number one
But just try to find me, and it will not suffice
coming back down on us agian
but your to late we're gone, outta mind outta place, we will always run and hid
This life, we always came to...
will judge us unless we try something new
we'll be afraid
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Crazy Worldhow do i talk to you if ya have me block angeleyes. why did you block me. Several of you know a bunch of drama went down over here. One person who was a supposed friend started it all. She however is now having a really bad time. Her mothers lost her job, her grandfathers in the hospital, her husband is leaving her for her adulterous acts. My dilemma is do I be the sweet understanding person I normally am and console her if she still reads the messages I send her. Should I say nothing and just be like you did this to yourself b****. I want to be a good friend but there is no longer friendship between us of her own accord. Just dont know what I should do The Women I am
With my father's wisdom and my mother's guidance.
I became the women I am.
With my grandmother's steading hand and my brother's help.
I became the women I am.
With Ginny and Kristin at my side I never strayed from true friends.
I became the women I am.
With James and Ertan to always encourage me when I was in doub
This Is So KewlGloria ogrady will go to jail for ...
Carrying around a gun shaped like a penis
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(Mark Nessler/Tom Shapiro/Tony Martin)
I miss the look of surrender in your eyes
The way your soft brown hair would fall
I miss the power of your kiss when we made love
But baby most of all
I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
And let the light back in
I miss my friend
I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes
I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now
Saying it'll be alright
I miss my friend
The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say to ma
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You're solar, bipolar
Panic disorder
Seems harder and harder and harder
Still you try to control it
You mold, you mold
Yeah you shape to mold
Oh you're bold you're bold
But your shape is bold
You're a symptom superficial
To what they call knowing you
Minus the speed,
Could you imagine the phobia?
Your brain is faulty wiring
the reason for tiring
Keep treating the curse,
Imagine the worst
Systematic, sympathetic
Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic
Your heart is prosthetic
A plate of quite peculiar
On a dish of my own
A tablespoon of feather
tickle me to the bone
Give me recipes for happy
with the chemicals gone
Drinking freedom from a bottle
to the tune of belong
I'm sick of shaking
Hey ThereWHY BOTHER ADDING SOMEONE TO UR FRIENDS, IF WHEN THEY ASK YOU FOR HELP, YOU ARENT GOING TO THERE FOR THEM! A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO HELPS TE FRIEND OUT! IM REALLY STARTING TO FIND OUT WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE AND THATS REALLY SAD BECAUSE I HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS ON HERE AND I HELP ALL OF THEM OUT WHEN I CAN AND DONT GET ANY HELP IN RETURN! HEY THERE LC! JUST WANTED TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE FOR BEING SOO AWESOME! LOVE YOU ALL! HUGS AND KISSES! the world works in strange ways, but ill tell you this much, after everything i have been through lately i can honestly say that im in love again and the feeling is wonderful, i feel like a school girl and having that high school crush again.
Yassina's PoetryJohn has had another long day at work. As he is getting ready to call it a day, Sheila tiptoes to his desk and tells him of a surprise she's got planned. John never knows what to expect from her, but he's never disappointed. "I was dropped off so we could ride together, may I please drive? I have someplace special I want us to go."
Getting in on the driver's side, she reaches into her handbag and tosses John a blindfold, "Please put this on, just until we get there, so you're really surprised." He's not thrilled but when Sheila gives him a "pretty please" look, he complies. Once John is blindfolded, Sheila begins to caress him between the legs as she drives. After about a 15-minute drive, John hears the tick of a turn signal and feels the bump of the car turning into a parking lot. As he hears the click of the ignition being turned off, Sheila gives her approval to remove the blindfold.
John sees the familiar sign of one of the strip clubs he's been to with his buddies. Sheila
Welcome To Ashlette's Blogs.Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"
Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.
Load Sigh
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"
That's Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
Thanks
A woman is thank
Look Into MeThere he sat, the most exquisite specimen of man I had seen in a long time. There was just something about his look that gave me a tingle in between my legs. He was slowly sipping his coffee and reading the sports section of the USA Today.
As I sat there drinking my orange juice and nibbling on my muffin, I wondered if such a man would have any interest in me at all. I didn't think I could possibly be his type. He must have felt me staring, and looked my direction. He caught my gaze, and our eyes met. Something came over me, and I felt incredibly brazen just then. I flashed him my most dazzling smile, and to my delight, he smiled back.
He went back to reading, and I went back to my muffin for a minute. Something about him made me want to look again. So there I was staring once more. He again caught me, and this time, we lingered a bit longer. "Stop it," I told myself, "You are probably creeping him out, rather than turning him on."
So, I went back to my muffin, and tried to
Kira's StuffDont know what else to say :(
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http://www.fubar.com/kira You scored as Mind Reader. You now know all... since mind reading is the ability that you would most likely have. Maybe you'll use it to catch up on all the gossip without even speaking to anyone, or maybe you'll use it to spread gossi
Going To HellI KNOW I CHEATED ON YOU..I'M SORRY BUT IF YOU WOULD OF SHOWN ME THE LOVE I DESERVED...ME NOT THE OTHER WOMEN YOU TALK TO ME....AND YOU ASKED WHY....I'M TOLD YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN...THAT I NEEDED THE ATTENTION AND THE LOVE...BUT YOU NEVER DID SHOW ME...AND YOU ASK WHY AGAIN..I FOUND IT FROM OTHER MEN.... STOP DADDY...DONT HIT MOMMY STOP....I SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS..AS I WATCH DADDY HIT MOMMY AGAIN AND AGAIN...I STAND IN FRONT OF MOMMY SO MAYBE HE WILL HIT ME INSTED OF HER...SHE DIDN NOT DESERVE THIS...WHY MUST YOU DRINK AND COME HOME...WHY CANT YOU JUST DIE...STOP HURTING MY MOMMY... I AM SO AGERIVATED RIGHT NOW...MY HUSBAND PRINTS OUT THIS THING CALLED "SIGNS OF FEMALE INFIDELITY" HE GOT FROM A SIGHT CALLED SNEAKYSPOUSES..AND HIGHLIGHTS 6 THINGS AND I WILL TELL YOU WHAT HE HIGHLIGHTED
1. SHE NO LONGER GETS ANGRY BY HERSELF.
IF YOUR WOMAN USED TO BE ANGRY FOR ANYTHING AND PICKED FIGHTS FOR SUBJECTS OUT OF THIN AAIR.
2. SHE BEGINS TO BECOME MORE AND MORE SECRETIVE.
SHE NO LO
ThoughtsSo it's been a while since I've written a blog on here. Well I'm just been bored lately here in Japan. So if anyone wants to chat hit me up on yahoo, latin_night Losing myself
Have you ever felt that you are losing yourself? I've been here seven years now, and I feel there's a part of me that I'm losing. It's weird, I get up in the morning look at myself in the mirror, and I see someone that I don't know anymore. I knew who I was, and where I came from. I mean when I was the young airman, it was speak your mind and you'll get things changed or at least find out why we are doing the things we are. Now it's come to the point where I just play the game of shut up and color. Something I never thought I would ever do. It seems to be getting worse, the longer I stay here, the more time they have to make me into one of them. "A yes person" okay come on, you know what a "yes person" is everyone has them. It's the people who suck up to the big shots in the work place. That's something I don't
Candy's ThoughtsI want to see how well my friends and family know me. Take my quiz. Just copy and paste this link into your browser. I would love to see how well y'all do!
http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/2917826 I saw this in a bulletin today and it made tears come to my eyes. This is something that, well at one point, I thought was me and I thought I had. Here very soon I hope I will but if not that soon, I guess I will just have to wait. Cause as far as I am concerned, it's worth waiting for!
To every woman that is SCARED to
put her heart out there again,
because she has been HURT
too many times or so badly.
To every woman that has been
cheated on,because she's not a slut
who gives it up to any guy.
To every woman that
dresses cute,not skanky.
To every woman who
wants to be called
beautiful, not hot.
To every woman that will spend her
whole day looking for the perfect
present for you.
To every woman who gets her heart
broken, because he chose that bitch instea
-waves-I don't really have anything to say right now.
I didn't even realize they had blogs on here lol. I'll put more stuff up later.
;]
I went to this "Irish" bar thing over the weekend. Went with a friend, who met up with a couple other friends.
To say the least... it was interesting.
First of all, it was right smack in the middle of 2 mexican bars. Also a known area apparently for drive by's since it's right off state street in SLC. Didn't know that, lol.
Secondly, there was some chick there with dreads that kept poppin her head in the middle of conversations and interjecting random thoughts. Then would apologize and tell us she was drunk... and had also taken a muscle relaxer. I'd say which one but it's slipped my mind lol.
Then I'm trying to leave, I'm standing at the bar flaggin down the bartender, asking to get my tab so I can pay and get outta there. I have this enormous guy sitting next to me. I mean he had to be well over 300 lbs. "Scuse me, m
Maso's Rants And WhatnotThe Mystery Of Jerks And Why Woman Are Attracted To Them is Simple....We're Fucking Stupid!!! < font color="hotpink" size="1">Have you ever wanted to just get up leaveing everything and go,move to another state where nobody knows you? i think there comes a time when you just get plum sick and tired of being in the same depressing spot in your life, and you feel kinda stuck, well i aint stuck, i got nothing to look forward to here and i can leave this life guilt free, fuck cutting and other things of the sort, thats for pussys, eeh anyways, anybody have any advice as to where i should go? because im pretty damn fuckin ready to do something!,before i lose my mind anymore that its allready been lost! if that makes any sense lmao so i come back from the real world and everyone on here acts like their world has seriously ended,all because of some stupid lounge drama bullshit,my advise, put down the keyboard,step away from the computer(i know i know,its SO HARD,but it'll be worth it in the e
Mine!!Three little ducks go into a Bar..............................
"Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck.
"Huey," was the reply.
"How's your day been, Huey?"
"Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey.
"Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi,and what's your name?"
"Dewey," came the answer from duck number two.
"So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked.
"Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?"
The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?"
"No," she said, batting her eyelashes.
"My name is Puddles."
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Blog For My Lc Friends!I AM GONNA HAVE BABY!!!! WHEEE!!!! I am about 6 weeks along. I am soooooooo excited!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
How INSaNe are you?
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I went to the Mcarther school on post and checked things out. I met all the paras and most of the kids. I even helped out a little. They had an emergency fire drill which I helped get the kids outside for. I think it went rather well. The lead Para said she is going to call the COOP and talk to them for me about the job so hopefully I will get it. She also made it sound like they would be able to wait for me to give my two weeks at McDonalds so I hope thats true. I really want this job. The people seem great and we hit it off right away. So pray for me or cross your fingers or whatever you do. Because This job is defiantely something that would be great for me to have. There may ev
Poetry & Other ThingsMorning breaks over the city
As the sun emerges from the east,
And blankets the world with warm rays of light.
The streets are quiet and calm, for now.
However, soon, they will be filled,
Like every other day, with people trying to make a living
Clawing and scraping, like a bunch of cats,
To get ahead in the business world.
Each morning the city turns from a silent lamb
Into a roaring lion, fierce and raging.
Some of us, however, are fortunate enough
Not to be caught up in the cruel business world.
We go on through our lives, each trying to decide
How we will live and love.
Searching through the great sea of emotions
Looking for that special someone to walk into our lives.
I sit alone in this park, a happy break from the city life,
Scanning the horizon, absorbing all of nature’s beauty around me.
The air is crisp and cool, almost like autumn,
The trees sway side to side, gracefully and peacefully,
As the wind dances through them and then moves on to another forest.
Leese's Thoughts Of The DayHello everyone. I am sorry that I have no been around, or left comments or replied to ones left. I have been hanging out over at Orfay, and working on my web sites. I dont mean to ignore you, I guess I just dont like the set up here as much. I will check in from time to time. But I can post hundreds of pix, at Orfay,and what I really love to do is show my photography, model shoot pix, and photo modifications and graphics work I have done. Check me out on Orfay, here is my link there. http://firelilly.orfay.com/
Let me know you are a friend from LC, and I may be able to add you. Most of my friends are already there.
Also, I have a favor to ask. The January contest is up and running. I came in second place with the last one. Now, I am asking my friends, fans, and club members to help me win this time. Come one and vote for me. The same deal as last time. A paid $500 shoot, and more exposure for modeling. I would really appreciate the vote and if you would tell others to also. Here
Diary Of A Mad ManLast night Marie (picture below)went back with her "hubby".If this shit happens again she's on her own.It's already happened several times anyway.I'm tired of kissing ass & just getting shit on.I guess I'll be an asshole because being "a nice guy" just gets me fucked over.What the hell is wrong with women?!I'm speaking from almost 41 years experience.They complain about guys being assholes &but then they do their damnedest to turn nice guys into assholes by using them.I'm so God Damn sick of this ignorant shit!!!I'd rather be alone than have to be an asshole.Fuck it,I give up!!!!!!!!!
I won't be online much for a while.My best friend just went through some bad shit with her soon to be ex hubby & I'll be looking after her.I'm all she has & I have to admit I Love to girl to.She deserves to have her ass kissed not kicked & I hope she realizes that now.
PoetryThe things that I feel when I tell you to go
makes me want to die
The look on your face, the tone in your voice
the way you let out a sigh
I want you with me till dawn comes upon us
listless in our dream
Together in heaven this night that will pass us
quiet and serene
But my heart belongs to another so ture
and to that I can't deny
And when she returns and climbs into bed
to her I cannot lie
So off I will send you with downtrodden heart
another day will rise
And you'll live out your life as I will do mine
with sadness in disguise
Till next time you see me I will think of you
those stolen moments shared
Until you're here with me your body with mine
passionate kisses dared
Goodnight my sweet lover I'm sorry you go
with feelings bittersweet
Know that my heart breaks too as you're leaving
until the next we meet. A lonely veil of sadness comes within the chilling rain
Bringing to the surface now a churning, seething pain
Now cloudy eyes do try to see through tears o
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Yo Te Contare Una Historia...thanks to everyone who came out! I had a blast partying with all of you!
Here's some vids from the night:
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thanks again guys!
I'll be at the Berkeley Cafe in Raleigh, NC tonight! come out if ya can!
xoxo-
Jaycee uh oh.
Hell has officially frozen over. I wish I could talk about it more buuuuttt...I'm afraid somebody might read this and know what the hell I'm talking about...anyways, I was bored earlier and I decided to be a camera whore so I took some pix... here's what happend:
smiling?! I'm smiling?! OMG, I'm happy? What is the world coming to? Ahh, The simple pleasures of being a girl. It's time to regain my composure. Expect the worst...that way you'll never be dissapointed. I'm outta here.
EDIT: How I long for these days...ba
Jokes, Thoughts, & Random StuffEver noticed the more you voice your opinion, the more you are viewed as someone negative and not caring about situations that are recent and will make some sort of impact on the future?
I am one of those poor souls that have been given that ever so charming title of "non-caring individual." Let me explain, if I could have a moment of your time.
A couple days ago I got into a conversation about Farfur, for those that don't know who Farfur is, he is a look-a-like to Disney's Mickey Mouse, but this mouse teaches Islamic children to hate Israel, America, and to support the "resistance". For more information please visit here
for a full story on him. And click here and here to see this mouse in action.
Moving forward, we were asked to give an honest opinion on what we thought about this mouse and the subject in general about teaching hateful things to children. Well my statement to the matter was, "Usually I walk around with my mouth shut on these sort of issues, but when a c
Under WayWell, nothing seems to work out the way I want when it comes to relationships. Every time I put my heart out there, it gets stomped on. So....time to box it back up and just not let myself get involved anymore. I'll just have fun and not let myself fall anymore.....at least not for a LONG while. Hurts too much, ya know? Who needs it anyway? hey y'all!!!
Just wanted to let you guys know taht I'm back from my little week long navy jaunt! God.....what a long week! Thank you SO MUCH for the comments and love you showed me while I was gone! I missed you all very much! Hit me up when you get the chance. I'll be home for a few weeks now......woo hoo!! Anyone wanna go get a beer??? :)- .....and I'm ready to go....I'm standing here outside your door....I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.......
Why does that song always run through my head when I'm getting ready to travel? I don't know. Maybe it's because the song is about leaving a loved one behind....or about a man dreami
Wiccan StuffBlessings to you from the Earth Mother.
She is the Moon.
She watches over all of us by
The light that she casts over the blessed earth.
Walk her night lit path
And happiness you will find at every turn.
Blessed be!
Blessings to you from the Sky Father.
He is the Sun. He holds us up
And brings us strength. Carry his sword
To cleave the evil from your path
And you will be unmolested.
Blessed Be!
Blessings to you from the Great Spirit.
It binds us all together:
Man to womyn; beast to beast; all.
We are it and it is us.
Blessed Be!
May you have a wonderful Holiday.
The time has come for the sun to be reborn
He lies in his Mother's womb waiting...
Awaiting his reappearance on this plane.
Let us all rejoice in his rebirth and ours.
Blessed Be!
By Yusef
I didn't write this but i love it:)
Turtlesymbiotemy first video blog _ so i'm dwead nowAdd to My Profile | More Videos everday i walk up and look a my phone to see if what time it is and hoping i got a call or tex but no call or tex. i get up thenk my day can't get any wheros but then i go all day with out get a call im tex or email. i hate going to bed feel alown and waking up the same way. hell i don't know why i right this thing no reads them and is thay do thay don't comment bolg about bandsAdd to My Profile | More Videos
WritingsIS IT ILLEGAL TO KILL STUPID PEOPLE? I MEAN FOR REAL! WELL IF WE CAN'T KILL 'EM CAN'T WE AT LEAST SLAP THEM SILLY WITH OUT IT BEING CALLES ASSULT? I believe that in a relationship a man should be the man and a woman should be the woman.
I believe that you can love and hate the same person.
I believe that it takes two GOOD people to raise a family.
I believe that single mothers don't get enough thanks for what they do.
I believe that good guys do finish last, but so do good girls.
I believe that a sensitive man is sexy as hell, but a pansy is not.
I believe that to many people judge a book by is cover before looking to see what's inside.
I believe that you can love someone long after the relationship is over.
I believe that an ex can be one of your best friends.
I believe there is one true love out there for everybody.
I believe that the pain of a broken heart can still hurt long after it should have healed.
I believe that the sound of a rainstorm i
Come Check This Out !!!What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?
At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?"
The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child."
Then he told the following story:
Shay and his fa
My PoetryMy dreams are hauntingly hovering over me
wishing for you to come to my door
I try to leave my doors open
yet I'm looking for all the signs
feelings of despair are a threat to me now
tell me, are you sincere and true?
See, I wear my heart on my sleeve you know
though my love is always up for grabs
I don't trust much in a man no more
for my heart is still broken...
trying to put my puzzle back in place
are you my missing piece?
I get swept away in emotion, passion even
wishing for all to be right and real
the way it is supposed to be...
trust, respect and faithfulness
adore someone and cherish too!
As much as I dream, as much as I wish
I've heard it all before!
I adore you, I love you,
I want to be there beside you
you are all I've ever wanted
you are the one for me my dear
well, how do I know??
Until I can feel you within my soul
look into your eyes
watch for all the signs
and know you're soul is pure
until you love me with all your heart
I can onl
Gothic PoemsA dragon flew out of his cave,
and killed a corpulent knave.
He ate the fat man in four bites,
then said, "Oh, that didn't taste right."
The dragon sat by his cave wall,
and wished he had Pepto Bismal.
My Grandma died and left me her cat.
That puffy black cat sat on my lap.
Now this was not going to do,
because cats I'm allergic to.
So I smacked the cat with a bat,
and sent her on to Grandma. "Unforgiven"
And the sky, it burns like fire
My world it comes apart
You're up there now, just laughing,
Laughing
'Cause you ripped out my heart
Slowly I am giving in
My heart is black as coal
You've left me cold and empty
You've destroyed my very soul
So now I stand here screaming
My mind is lost to rage
My only wish
For death to come
So I can turn that page.
By:kiss-bang_x@hotmail.com
"These Thoughts"
So many thoughts that run through my head,
so many of them that had me wishing i were dead.
You came to me so fast,
but now your gone and in the past.
My Thoughts....Awww life.. man when its up its up when its down its down.
I realized it'd been a while since I posted or even did a survey. I have a LOT going on at the moment most of it being mental stress. So let me bust it down:
1. Living situation-my lease is up 12-31 but because my credit is so bad i need to start looking NOW so i can save
2. Found a place but I basically have to come up with $2500 in the month of december not to mention its x-mas
3. My parents both have lots of medical issues. My mom has heart disease, my dad has more issues then I can talk about. but my mom can have a stroke at anytime and that scares me. Shes been under a lot of stress
4. My sister is having a baby and getting married. Her wedding is only 9 weeks away and its nuts.
5. My job sux
6. I found out that the health insurance that my boss was suppose to put into force on 9/1 won't take effect until 11/15. AND my asthma will not be covered. SO if I need to go to the Dr for anything asthm
For My Beloved Jesse JamesI Believe
I believe- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I believe- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I believe-that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I believe-that you can keep going, long after you can't.
I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I believe-that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I believe- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when
Rayne A.k.a. Cindy's Blogwell it's becca's three month birthday today. it's hard to believe that it is all real. every morning me and my husband wake up and talk silly to her, she smiles. it makes my heart just melt. i love my daught so damn much. i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. mine and my husband's 1 year wedding anniversary is coming up next month and i can't figure out what to get him for our anniversary. hope fully i'll think of something soon! This past saturday, my best friend, a.k.a. my lil sister, left the state of florida. since then i have been very depressed. she' gone and i'm sad. we've been close grownin up but since we have both had our children we have grow closer. it hurt when i was the first one to kno that her and her hubby were planning on moving back to GA. that's our homestate! GO DAWGS! lol but what hurts more is that my nephew is 400 and some odd miles away and now i only get to see him in pictures. i have a picture of him and my daughter on my cell phone and when i looke
Going With The Flow Of LifeFear Of Losing What We Have
One of humanity's biggest fears is losing what we have. It is healthy when fear of loss helps us take steps to protect what we have worked hard to attain, but it is unhealthy to continue to fear something we can do nothing about. We need to remember that focusing our energy on fear can actually create what scares us, and holding tightly to what we have keeps us from participating in the universal flow of abundance and instead creates stagnation. Since we can only really control our thoughts and our responses, gaining proper perspective may be key to conquering such fears.
The letters of the word "fear" can be used to stand for "False Evidence Appearing Real." Fears of being separated from something or someone we feel we need for our security or happiness comes from a delusion-a distorted way of understanding ourselves and the world around us. When we understand that possessions are only representations of the energy at work in our lives, we can shift o
All The Different Sayings Of Scorpio Lol (more To Come As We All Know)SCORPIO:. The sex addict
Can be mean, EXTREMELY sexy, Intelligent, Energetic, Predict future, Most erotic, Freak in bed, GREAT kisser, Always get what they want, Sexy, Attractive, Easy going, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, The sexiest ever....Romantic, Caring, 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
|B|R|O|W|N| |E|Y|E|S|
-Sexy as hell are adorable, love to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest cause if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their bestfriends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love,VERY good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS. Repost this if you have brown eyes and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days -------brown eyes------- people with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED
Help Kazy!yo peeps... friends... family.. animals.... and others.....
ahhhh... were getting close to finishing UNDENIABLE... real close... DRUMS, BASS, GUITARS all pretty much a wrap!
NOW... Vocals- Violins- Mixing- NEW MYSPACE PAGE- NEW MUSIC VIDEO -Jack Daniels
VOCALS: FINALIZING PRODUCTION IDEAS
*locking down melodies, approach, microphones, location, etc.
*featuring FORBIDDEN on a song called FATE.. yes FORBIDDEN will be tracking on a KAZY song.
* featuring PICASSO, a killer vocalist out of Chicago on 3 KAZY songs.. his chemistry with KAZY is second to none... u gotta hear it!
VIOLINS-VIOLAS-CELLOS
*After contemplating, im doing all real violin, viola and cello parts. Ive got some killer players picked out.. we start tracking strings this weekend!
MIXING
*Got TOBY WRIGHT (has worked with: alice in chains, korn, metallica, tantric, primus, fishbone) MIXING for KAZY.... this is huge... Toby is a fucking incredible talent... one of the few in the country that ca
PoemI see the sun go down,
today is done and past,
tomorrow is ahead,a better
day I pray and it'll be what
I make of it.
I think how can I make it
better, wake up with confidence
that I'll get better with time,
that I'll learn some thing that
will help me in life, and make
me a better person. AS he sat on the sand he woundered
when he was going home knowing
he couldn't till he made this land a peaceful one.
Every day he sees men going home but
there not walking out there in
boxes and he don't know why most
of these people don't want freedom.
It's not this way in my land, we
like walking down the street
and not being shot at and holding our
loves ones out of love and not fear.
Some of these people are in our
land and put us for what we're
doing here well if they can do a
better job then me I'll gladly trade
places with them to be with
my family and let them hit
the ground when the shooting
starts. We went to war to make things right,
to free a lan
Various Poetry And WritingA Different Christmas poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I
Thought Of The DayYou scored as Aphrodite. You are connected with Aphrodite, Greek goddess of pleasure, sexual love and passion. Was born from the union of the sky and the fertile sea womb. Married to Hephaestus. Aphrodite teaches women who are seeking partnership, union, love, and pleasure that you must first learn how to love youself before you can ever love another.Aphrodite100%Ix Chel75%Bast69%Green Tara63%Isis44%Sekhmet25%Which Goddess do you connect with? ---But this one's better.created with QuizFarm.com For those of my friends that are curious as to why I removed all but one of my pictures… it is a simple matter. I am tired. I am tired of having to post “I do not have nudes so do not ask” I am tired of stipulating that I am NOT looking for someone. For whatever reason people feel that just because I am female and here, I am looking to cyber for the next 12 yrs for their amusement. For those who are truly looking for a good friend, welcome. For those of you who feel the need to leave NOTHING
Mrs. Army Wife 2 You!THIS BULLETIN IS A DEDICATION TO SPECIALIST RONNIE G. MADORE JR... HE DIED ON VALENTINE'S DAY 2/14/2007 AND LEAVES BEHIND HIS WIFE AND 3 YOUNG CHILDREN...
I AM SO SAD BECAUSE I MAY HAVE NOT BEEN CLOSE TO THEM LIKE THAT BUT I DO REMEMBER WHO HE IS, HIS FACE AND SAID HI A FEW TIMES... I KNOW HIS WIFE AND KIDS AND WAS THERE WHEN HE DEPLOYED AROUND THE TIME MY HUSBAND WAS COMING BACK FROM IRAQ...
HE WAS HIT BY A IED OUT IN IRAQ AND SPECIFICS IS NOT OUT YET.. 2 MEN IN DRESS UNIFORM CAME TO HER HOUSE AND INFORMED HER OF HIS DEATH... SHE CAME TO MY HOUSE AND NEEDED TO TALK TO SOMEONE AND I CRIED WITH HER CAUSE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I WAS SCARED FOR WHAT SHE WILL HAVE TO ENDURE AND HIS CHILDREN TO GROW UP WITHOUT THEIR DADDY... HIS YOUNGEST IS NOT EVEN 6 MONTHS OLD YET...
FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON THIS AS I AM IN THE PROCESS OF GETTING HIS PICTURE FROM HER SO I CAN SHOW THE WORLD WHO THIS MAN WAS AND THAT HE IS NOT FORGOTTEN... HE IS AMONG THOUSANDS WHO HAVE GAVE THEIR LIFE SO THAT W
Hehe..too TrueEVERYONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIENDS BUT YET NEVER WANT TO TALK TO ME UNLESS THEY NEED ME TO REPOST SOMETHING OR NEED ME TO VOTE FOR THEM! I DIDNT LIKE THE IDEA OF THIS BUT WHATEVER; SO I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD DO THE SAME TO SOME OF THOSE "FRIENDS"...I ASKED THEM TO VOTE/COMMENT ON A PIC THAT I WAS USING IN A CONTEST AND NOONE WANTED TO DO IT SO YOU KNOW WHAT....FUCK ALL OF U BITCHES...U CAN HAVE THIS STUPID ASS FUCKING SITE! THERE ARE A SELECT FEW PEOPLE ON HERE THAT I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT AND HERE LATELY THEY DONT EVEN SEEM TO WANT TO TALK TO ME SO WHAT THE FUCK EVER! IM DONE WITH ALL OF THIS PETTY ASS SHIT AND CHILDISH GAMES. DONT ASK ME FOR A DAMN THING!!!!
*LYNDEE* You scored as Love. You are Love. You Love someone and are always thinking of them. You want them and need them. Your love and kindness is what will win their heart. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Love100%Grace100%Wisdom92%Faith83%Joy67%Peace67%Courage67%Hope50%
Random Thoughts...in No Particular OrderAnimotion - Obsession (12 Inch Remix Version)Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com Today I reflect on recent events, and a quote comes to mind, one that causes me to stop and hold back the tears..."A parent should never have to bury a child"...I don't where it was I first heard it, it's a quote I unfortunatly say often, to often...I remember whispering it to myself at my cousin Willie's funeral, ha killed himself...fresh out of high school and kills himself...but I digress...amny know of the past weeks events of which I speak, the senseless killing of innocence...what was once considered the last safe haven for children all over the world has become the final destination for the children, schools...from the United States, to Russia,(brings to mind another Sting song "Russians"), France all over, so you see it's not just here...not only are children dying where they should be safe, but in the streets, there's the obvious war zones, but aren't they all...I am so disgusted, that I can't ev
Contestjust another day in the life
well i went to court on an order of protection only to find out that his lawyer is turning it into a child custody hearing. she flat told me that I needed my lawyer because she was going for permanent custody. the new hearing is set for wednesday the 21st. she tried to make it a 30 day continuance. i stated that 30 days is too long and that I was ready to proceed. well anyway, so much for happy freaking valentines day. i hope to have my guns loaded next week with my lawyer in tow. may the powers that be help this process to come to a reasonable settlement. thanks to all of you who said a prayer. love to all my friends. hope ya'll had a good day.
Karen dove
You are The Sun
Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course
Evanescence LyricsSparkling grey
Through my own veins
Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away
Just get through this day
Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way,
and lose myself,
not today
That's too much guilt to pay
Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way
You're just so pretty in your pain
Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate
So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore
You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby
Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out
And you'll never hurt me again
I can't see your star
I can't see your star
though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today
I can't see
Through The Flames...So... tomorrow is the first day of the final weekend... I could cry! Actually I probably will on Sunday...
To have to say goodbye for 9 months... it just makes me sad!
And it stinks that the two people who I expected to be there with me on the final weekend aren't gonna... One is working and the other disappeared... well, at least he never called which I count as disappearing...
But I'll still be giving it my all for my family and for them since they aren't gonna be there! So I'll give one final Huzzah until next season!
And if you live in Massachusetts... Come!!! It's located in Carver and really not hard to get to... Exit 2 off 495, follow the signs down 58! Easy as can be!
It's a great place to go and escape from your mundane life... I know I love forgetting about my life while I'm there... I get to be a whole different person there! :)
So come have fun and play!!!
Now its time for me to go to bed so that I may get up in the morning and be Rose McGreedy,
My First Blog Lolwhy cant i find a good man
last night i had girls night while my now ex boy friend was watching my kids well long story short i had fun till he cam in my jeep with my babys in the back to the bar yelling at me to get the fuck home and jumping on some poor old guy that has to use a cane to walk he pulled in the mildel of the street i opend the door and put my jeep in park and toke the keys out then pulled him out and then he jumped on some poor old man with my babys screaming in the car me 1/2 drunk i had to get some one else to drive me and my babys home when i got home with tons of friends we called the cops to meet us there of corse he had allready waled to my house well he cam out of the house starting to yell barel abel to walk not drunk before i left him with my kids but he got drunk in front of them and drove them to the bar the cops get there and put him in cuffs now he is in jail and im getting a protection order and i pressed charges he has tons of charges pending from last
Presidentwhich do you think will happen first?? 1. A black president or 2. a woman president I for one am ready for a change and I don't care what race or sex they are. the question is: ARE YOU! actually I dont care about points just wanted to see who would answer lol. but i do appreciate it. smiles!!!! wink Ever get those: you prequalify for a servey? and are promised 10,000 cherry points? and never get the points and you do not qualify for the servey. what kind of crap is this baby jesus???
Just ThingsI AM REALLY TIRED OF THE LACK OF LOVE ON MY PAGE & PICS! TIRED OF SHOWING LOVE & HELPING OUT MY SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT CAN'T TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO DO THE SAME! I AM DELETING MOST OF YOU IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS! YOU WON'T KNOW YOU WERE ANYWAY, CAUSE YOU WON'T READ THIS & YOU NEVER COME TO MY PAGE ANYWAY!
Robert --
[adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo
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I HAVE BEEN MAKING PICS FOR SOME OF MY FRIENDS & IF ANYONE ELSE WOULD LIKE ME TO MAKE THEM PICS LET ME KNOW :)
Things I Love!(SOMEONE SENT THIS TO ME AND I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY AND WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL)
1. A guy's butt is never a factor in a job interview.
2. A guy's orgasms are real. Always.
3. A guy's last name stays put.
4. The garage is all his.
5. Wedding plans take care of themselves.
6. He doesn't have to curl up next to a hairy butt every night.
7. Chocolate is just another snack.
8. He can wear a white shirt to a water park.
9. Foreplay is optional.
10. He never feels compelled to stop a friend from getting laid.
11. Car mechanics tell him the truth.
12. He doesn't give a rat's ass if someone notices his new haircut.
13. The world is his urinal.
14. Hot wax never comes near his pubic area.
15. He never has to drive to another gas station because "this one's just too icky."
16. Same work . . . more pay.
17. Wrinkles add character.
18. He doesn't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments.
19. Wedding Dress $2,000;
Loveit was just announced that hershey chocolate factory in oakdale, california will be closing so that hershey can open a facilty in mexico. i will no longer purchase hershey chocolate. the oakdale plant has been in operation since 1966, and for hershey to close it and replace it with a plant in mexico is outrageous!! for what? more money? hershey is just another big company that doesn't care about it's employees or our country!!! so, i will never buy another hershey bar!! They had been together for many a year,
Now all she can feel is fear.
She gave all that she could give,
It just wasn't the way he wanted to live.
He left without a backward glance,
Not even giving their love a chance.
She often wonders what she could have done,
To keep him from going on the run.
Now she is living all alone,
With nothing she can call her own.
She can barely make herself eat,
Wondering if her life will again be complete.
This woman is now moving along,
Building her courage, and becomin
Alone?I have been at times... wrapped up so tight...
tight like a surprise... as a package can be...
Layers of this upon... many layers of that...
meant only for you... but nothing for me.
I often do dream... of being set free...
free with nothing more... to do or say...
And someday I will... just find my wings...
when I rise up... and then fly away.
Leaving so very far... behind us the wrappings...
that once upon time... had us ever so bound...
Leaving you far behind... in your total silence...
still sitting so quiet... without making a sound.
So unfold me now... to gently undo me...
sing me a word... giving love from you...
Know me inside & out... all of the creases...
Have me by wanting... thoroughly tried and true.
Discover our true meaning... with in the heart...
reveal how real passion...is deepest at core...
Know what its like... truly being just us...
before our days undone... are to be... nevermore.
ok, so i sat down here today with numb fingers and to
Random ThoughtsI put a map on my profile courtesy of slide.com. Feel free to add a picture and pin yourself on it...Thanks 13 CherryTap Rules - Repost
Oct 31st, 2006
ONE
If you're ugly,
stop acting like you don't know it.
Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit.
The captions under your picture that say
"top model pose"
"sexy bitch"
"aren't i hot"
doesn't convince anyone.
TWO
To the people who have like 25,000 friends,
are you serious?
Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends.
You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.
THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG, I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
You're pathetic, stop begging for attention.
FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics...
even if you win,
you're still retarded.
FIVE
Making 20 bulletins a day
about how you have n
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In A PickleAt long last... The Men's Guide to what a woman really means when she says something. Pay close attention (there might be a quiz later).
* You want = You want
* We need = I want
* It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now.
* Do what you want = You'll pay for this later.
* We need to talk = I need to complain
* Sure... go ahead = I don't want you to.
* I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron!
* You're ... so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot.
* You're certainly attentive tonight. = Is sex all you ever think about?
* I'm not emotional! And I'm not overreacting! = I'm on my period.
* Be romantic, turn out the lights. = I have flabby thighs.
* This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house.
* I want new curtains = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper.....
* I need wedding shoes = the other 40 pairs are the wrong shade of white.
* Hang the picture there = NO, I mean hang it th
For those of you, and it will almost all of you who do not know, I have had these for years most people don't know anything about them....
There will be an awareness day May 12th. People will ask me what it is and it's hard to explain, as you will also see in my next blog in a minute, there are sooooo many symptoms....
If you are already diagnosed with either of these illnesses, you are luckier than all the people suffering without knowing what they have and without getting good advice about what they can do.
These pages are for people who may have one or more of these conditions and for their companions and health care providers. Many of these pages are referenced with medical texts and journal articles and are periodically updated. They may help you to discover and understand what's going on and what you can do about it.
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FriendsLIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING
WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE
I FEEL THE EMPTYNESS ,I FEEL THE TEARS,
I FEEL MY HEART BREAKING INTO A
MILLION PIECES .WHERE DID OUR LOVE GO?
WHERE DID THE TIME GO WHEN I WAS ALL
YOURS?WHERE DID OUR HAPPINESS , OUR HOPES ,
AND OUR DREAMS GO?LIFE WITHOUT YOU
ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD
RATHER DIE... CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOUR
LOVE MEANS TO ME YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING
YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND WITHOUT
YOU I WILL DIE.. U and I Every bit of our love Brings warmth to my heart Because you are someone special I knew it from the start You give a reason The joy of each day Waking up each morning without a delay I think of what you might be doing As early as it might be The sun shinning through the branches of the trees Reaching my window The light seems so bright Bringing life to the flowers Breaking the night My thoughts start wondering As they often do But most of my thoughts ARE CENTERED ON YOU I think of the future And what they
Deena's RamblingsOZ
I watched The Wizard of Oz tonight with my son Aidyn. It was interesting and fun watching it through a child's eyes again. For one thing I didnt' realize that meeting the scarecrow, tinman and Lion happened so quickly after each other. As a kid it seemed it was much more time between the moments they met. Also it kind of freaked me out that Dorthy ran away because they took her dog. As a kid I remember it mad COMPLETE LOGICAL sense for a girl to run away from home because her dog was being taken from her, as an adult I forgot that. Dorthy did alot to save her dog. I even remembered what it felt like to have your puppy climb up onto your lap and curl up and sleep. I haven't had a dog since I was 20yrs old. I am 37 and have no plans for a furry friend (too much work) but tonight when I saw Toe Toe climb up on Dorthy's lap I remembered my dogs that have passed and how much I loved them. Also having my second son Aidyn watching the movie with me was ........... magical. Man that kid i
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Sweet seduction in her smile
Lost in the rapture of her style
Eyes that call in strong desire
Looks that set my soul on fire
Wanting, needing, starving for touch
Confused as to why I want so much
Things in life beyond my reach
Learning lessons none can teach
Fantasies that run through the mind
Satisfaction never to be my find
Yet as a moth drawn to a flame
The wild heart is hers to tame
Submission of the burning soul
Giving in and filling the hole
Never has one fit desires image so well
Envy makes another’s life a living hell
Knowing the one that they care for
Is drawn to gaze upon another for ever more
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Imagine peace , Imagine no war
Imagine love like none before
The world needs dreamers
It offsets the schemers
Those who usurp all that is free
Would do away with the likes of me
For I dream one day the world will know
That love is the way and let it show
One day we will stand hand in hand
And being one proclai
I'm Back!!!Alright... I know I haven't been on here in like forever... but... I had a lot of shit go down in the last couple of months...
First of all... BuffaloHNTR and I are calling it quits on our marriage... we haven't been truly happy in the last couple of years... and have come to terms with it. We are remaining friends... and nothing more...
However... I also would like to say that I have moved on... I have reconnected with someone from my past who shares the same feelings as I do. We are trying to make it work though it's difficult... we live in two different cities... I have never had a long distance relationship before and let me tell ya... it sucks.
However if our feelings for each other have lasted over 15 years... then we can survive the distance for a little bit longer... though I can't wait to see him again... I was just there a few short weeks ago... but I long to see him again... which will be in another few short weeks... YAY!!!
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Erotic PoetryLately, I've led a life of loneliness.
Not the kind of loneliness that comes
with a lack of friends or family
but the kind that comes in the inky night,
when there is no one next to me
that I can press against, feeling his warmth,
and be reassured.
Instead my bed seems perpetually empty.
There is no chest to bury my head in,
no arm to be draped across my torso,
no warm beating heart
to listen to when it is the blackest hour of night
and there are no other sounds
to comfort me.
I am always left longing, left wanting.
Wanting stroking and cuddling,
kissing and caressing,
cavorting and creating
love, laughter, limp limbs.
I long to lengthen and locate
all the places that make you scream.
I want to make you scream so loud
you outdrown the sirens and car horns,
the engines and the sounds of life carrying on
outside these four walls.
I want to make my neighbors bang on the walls,
call the super, make a noise complaint.
I want our limbs to merge, limber
Gotta Read!well 10 years ago my life changed drasticaly....my son was born. Now normaly this would be a happy day, but for me it was scary. you see as soon as I gave birth to My son, they rushed him to the neo-natal intensive care unit. I was not told anything but he still had fluid in his lungs. I did not see him until the next day. I did not even get to hold him that day he was born. The next day I was able to, but he had leads and lines attatched to him. This was also the day I knew something was wrong with him. When babies spit up, it is usualy just a little bit, well James could hit something two feet away. The nurses told me it was normal and that it would get better. It didn't. He was losing weight, and sleeping 23 hours a day. The homecare nurse came and I showed her what he was doing. She assured me that it was not normal. We ended up going to the ER for something and the nurse told me it was the way I was doing things. So I passed James to her and told her to show me. Well he spit up al
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The Wait Has EndedI have SEVERE TMJ disorder. The issue that causes my TMJ disorder is a combination of what was thought to be nothing after a minor car accident when I was 15, a neck injury when I was 22 and some herditary factors. I was basically told by my doctor that, without full treatment for this problem, I can expect to have severe arthritis before the age of 40. The problem is, insurance will not cover care of TMJ disorder until it actually turns into arthritis or until the jaw actually locks up and is unable to be opened (which has happened a couple times, but was able to be opened without surgery luckily). I am in constant discomfort and frequent pain due to this issue. There are no triggers that cause the pain, it just comes and goes. Right now, I am in excrutiating pain. I've already taken the anti-inflammatories, which are not working and am about to move on the the narcotic painkillers, which I avoid like the plague. I should be in bed right now considering I have classes in the morning a
Generalok first off I really don't give a damn what people label me. what does piss me of is stereotyping me. yea I'm goth get over it but I'm not depressed violent etc. I am myself damn it so fuck everybody else.no I won't conform to what you want me to be!!! love me or hate me cause this darkness is me and I have chosen it willingly. for all that presume to know me you are the same people who judge me so fuck you. well It seems like forever since Ive updated this site so thought id let everyone know what im up to these days. I'm done w/ bootcamp and now in ABE "A" school. Ive Got another 2 wks until i head out to my next command. other then that not much else happening we/ me just trying to finish up my school strong. you know its kinda funny,all the things that she made a big deal bout don't matter anymore like me gettin my drivers licence by the end of december,or me askin her to senior prom a certain way. the other thing to is y does she have to be so damn confusing and keep tryin t
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Poetry And Random StuffYa, okay. This is a poem I made up while on about four hits of white apple ecstasy. I don't do that shit anymore. A year and some clean off it, thank god. lmao. But anyway, here's the poem.
Who has a sense of time?
"Not I," said the cacti.
They run around the house,
Trying to kill the mouse,
But then they all die,
Because the cheese is so sly...
"MARY J SPEAKS UP"
When people look at me
They don't see what I want them to see
All they see is poor old broken me, so fucking sad
Yeah well, my life ain't that bad
Sure I'm sick and twisted
I'm sorry, but you can't fix it
This life that I lead
It's me I have to beat
Not self inflicted, no way
Yet not done by another, I say
Believe me? I think not
Hear me? My brain is in a fucking knot
I try to think about this shit
But the solutions I can never hit
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Why is it the bad that you assholes only see?
Stop this shit, I don't need it anymore
Shut the fuck up! I'm not a fucking wh
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You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved.
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out on someone you don't know.
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I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make.
I found the number and dialled it. A man answered, saying "Hello."
I Politely said, "This is Pete. Could I please speak with Robert
Campbell?"
Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right fuckin number!"
and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that
anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robert's correct number to call
him, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.
After hanging
Poemi want u to walk in come right up to my put ur fingers on my lips tell me to shh kiss em softly grab me by the hips pull me into u put ur hands behind my neck grabbin my hair softlytilting my head back just abit kissin me ever so softly as u trace my face with ur handgoing down to my breast caressin them makin my niples hard teasein em a bit u walk me over to the bedroom and lay me down on the bed gettin my shirt off and then kissin my neck takin my bra off layin on top of me lettin me feel how hard u are then i turn u over i straddle u kissin u rear nibbling a bit kissin u neck nibbling on it then i woul dwork my way down to ur chest down to ur belly then righ tabove ur cock id stop
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To All That I KnowI feel low today. Just wanted to put that out there. I want to say that it was all a miss understanding. And why am I the one that get fucked? I get fucked alot. Not be everyone but by alot of So called friends. Not just peps I meet on here. I just want to be happy. Why is that? I can not be happy huh? I just got to be me. I got good friends I think. I feel bad about what I say and they make me feel bad about this now. Like look at what people say to me like I am talking about them and I am not. I am talking about how I feel. If you can understand that. I know someone will. I feel like I don't need to be here. in the world. I just want to go. I will be here into i can not do it any more. But that time I feel is coming. what do I do? !!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do."
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You are never alone, I am always near,
When you have troubles or feeling blue,
All you have to do is call me,
I am always around for my friends.
It does not matter where I am,
And it does not matter when,
When you need someone to talk to you,
Then I will always be your friend.
If you need someone to hold your hand,
Or all you need is a great big hug,
I will be the shoulder to cry on,
I will always be your friend.
So never think that you are a burden,
When the world gets you down,
You do not have to be alone,
For, I will always be your friend.
BY: SEAN BATES
If I could catch a rainbow
If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it, just for you,
And, share with you, its beauty, on the days you're feeling blue.
If I could, I would build a mountain, you could call your very own.
A place to find serenity, a place just to be alone.
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But, all these t
Feeling The Need To YapEven though the baby is coming along fine, growing and moving like he should his amniotic fluids have dropped to 5% and his mother's liver isn't functioning properly anymore. It appears that she has started to get jaundice because her skin is getting that yellow tone to it.
She is now 33wks and just had her DR app't today and will go back on Mon to get a biophysical done again and hopefully IF the baby is needed to be delivered early then the DR will do it instead of waiting until it's too late like he did with poor Dominik.
Iam asking that people keep this baby in their thoughts and pray for his safe arrival even if he does come early. My family cannot suffer another loss like we just had with Dominik.
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it pisses me off.
i am tired of having somthing to look forward to and them get ignored.
so unless you mean what your saying to me then please dont say it. i have fianlly joined a gym....
for only a small fee each month and it is open 24hrs a day .... god i cant wait to start my work out routine again.
move over bacon here comes something leaner
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Pointsok this is to all my friends that got msn add me and we can all talk there and stuff i really dont get much time on this and i would like to keep talkin to you all my email is thugangel134@hotmail.com i hope to see everyone there ok here it is my gf writes all these mumms about me none of them good thins about me so im gonna tell ya all what shes like so here it is i have been with her for 10 months now and love her alot but there is some problums here i got a bad temper (i would never hit her) and so does she (she has hit and stabbed me) shes up all night on the computer talking to who knows who she even gives her cell number to everyone who is a guy i work alot and she dont i get the weekends to sleep in and she dont let me but when she sleeps i gotta be all quite i wnat to know what all you guys and girls think about this so please get back to me hey if anyone wants to talk i got msn and yahoo my msn is thugangel134@hotmail.com and my yahoo is boutilier_robert@yahoo.com or ya can tx
Everyoneblah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah ppl suck ya im talking about u cant even leave comments anymore blah blah blah blah thats all i hear fuck thattttttttttttttttttttttt u all suck
sorry im a little pissed of about ppl today but hey u all suck ok this is crazy
i have been in japan since i graduated highschool
and lost touch with all my old friends then today i was sitting at home just chillen and i got an email on cherrytap it was some guy that i thought i have never seen this mother fucker in my entire life but then he said he remembers me from highschool and to find out it was my best friend from highschool i was like what the fuck and then to come find out all my old friend i used to hang out with back then have been tryin to find me what a small fucking world i had forgoten about them and then poof they found me thats some crazy ass shit i just thought i would tell everyone about it cause im still amazed about it ok guys the contest is only on how many times a pic is
Evening ..xoxYour Love Style is Eros
For you, love is all about the passion!
And chances are, you're currently in love.
You have a strong physical response to love...
And you are great at committing
(As long as the person makes your toes curl!)
What's Your Love Style? Message From Santa...Body: Dear Friends,I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year and since you have I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas.I was going to bring you all gifts from the 12 days of Christmas, but we had a little problem.The 12 fiddlers fiddling have all come down with VD from fiddling with the 10 ladies dancing, the 11 lords leaping have knocked up the 8 maids a-milking,and the 9 pipers piping have been arrested for doing weird things to the 7 swans a-swimming.The 6 geese a-laying, 4 calling birds, 3 French hens, 2 turtle doves and the partridge in a pear tree have me up to my sled runners in bird shit.On top of all this!Mrs.
The Mad Hatter's CommentsGirl is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings...
Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call.
Boy: Yeah okay. Sure.
She walks into the next room.
Girl: Hey! What's up?
Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early.
Girl: Yeah, sounds great!
Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now.
Girl: That's not such a good idea...
Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not?
Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry.
Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...?
In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly.
Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family.
Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort?
The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downsta
Cdndukei am really hurting right now cuz ever since i started to talk to this girl she finally just gave up on me and went with your her ex that beat her around and abusing her all the time and i told her that i was here for her but i guess that she doesnt want the help that she needs from me anymore and i hope that everyone that reads it will leave a comment on it if there is any ladies that want to add me on their msn messenger please free to do so cuz i am usually online alot and here is my email addy====Nascar8_3@hotmail.com and please a comment on this blog and please give this a good rating and please be nice to leave a comment after your donwe reading it thanks is there any ladies that would love to add me on their msn messenger and we could be able to chat on there instead of here please leave a comment
CrazinessHey everyone
well wanted everyone to know that i had my surgery it was a hard recovery but managed through it. I am alive an well, now that i have my comp and back doing some of the things that i enjoy.
Well today i foound out that i am getting hip replacement. I dont know when but i am sure it will be soon. So i am falling apart so they are going to fix me. so this all i am going to say but i will let you all know when it all happens. Well I got the date for my hip replacement, it is JAN 16th.....of next yr, that is around the corner....I am excited and yet scared! But no more pain....which I cant wait for!!!!
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Poems~~ Prose ~etc!!TIME FLIES BY SO FAST
AS THE HUMMINGBIRDS' WINGS
I TEND TO LET MY MIND GO AS FAST
WHEN IN EACH AND EVERY DAY THERE IS SO MUCH
UNFORTUNATELY I ALWAYS FORGET
THAT TODAY IS VERY SPECIAL
IT IS A DAY MANY HAVE MISSED
WE NEED TO SLOW ENOUGH TO ENJOY
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WE MEET, WE CONVERSE
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WE HIDE, WE PRETEND,
WE SEARCH AND WE FIND
MANY SPECIAL PEOPLE
MANY SPECIAL THOUGHTS
MANY VERY INHIBITED OF US
FEEL SAFE TO BE FREE.
SO REMEMBER IN MANY WAYS AND ON MANY DAYS
WE TOUCH, WE INFLUENCE, WE SAVE,
WE HELP EACH OTHER,
IN MANY WAYS AND ON MANY DAYS
SO WE ALL NEED TO TAKE TIME
TO ENJOY WHAT WE DO
AND WHAT IS DONE FOR US
LOOK AT THE CAROUSEL ON THIS SITE
AND JUST APPRECIATE HOW MANY WE KNOW
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I Want to Give You Me
by Julie Jordan Scott
When you feel lonely
I want to keep you company
When you feel sad
I want to bring a smile to your face
When you are laughing
I want to laugh alongside you
When you are
FriendsJust to let you that....
You are the first thing I think about when I wake
You are the last thing I think about before I fall to sleep.
I find my self looking up to the stars and wondering if you are looking at them also.
I dream of waking next to you
I dream of going to sleep next to you
I find myself wanting to be near you, to touch, to see your smile, to hear your laugh.
I miss you when we don't talk. It is like something is missing.
You can say the simplest of things to make me smile and make me think.
So I just wanted you to know that you are very special to me and even though we might not talk every day I'm still here thinking and dreaming of you.
Just a note to let you know that I'm taking a break from here. I will check my messages and things from time to time. I will respond but, not as often as I have in the past.
I have met some really special people on here and you know who you are. But, once again I have been hurt. Not on purpose but, stil
Rhymes For Different ReasonsAs life drives foward I feel my life shiftin
I sit here and Cry Cuz i feel my heart driftin
Away from good things that had my heart lifted
Pure inspiration for why the fuCC im gifted
And as I sit here i shift
From the gift
I uplift
The drift
That i Call my flow
And you know
It all Comes Crashing down like gravity
Reality
Waitin for my 6lood to sift its no technicality
My personality
personally insists
I give two shits
6ut i play
A game and thats what they say
And im waitin for stray shells to take me away
And no 6lastin 6aCC imma let my 6lood spray
Cant wait to see my Crew on my last living day
To those still alive when im gone you will 6e ok
Know i still got yo 6aCC at night when you pray Cant pray come visit me in the tom6 that i lay
Thats how i feel homie i keep it real
Thats how i feel homie dats da deal
And i keep it real til i seal the deal where i Can no longer feel..... In my closet sits a gat
Why am i condemned to this
Bitch what blap N you aint want
Quotes/poemsI had to get to know myself-who I'd been, who I was, who I was meant to be-before I could even begin to understand a concept as sweeping as cherishing myself. -Sarah Ban Breathbach Who in the world am I? Ah, that is the great puzzle.-Lewis Carroll It seems to me that...each person is asking.
"Who am I, really? How can I get in touch with this real self, underlying all my surface behavior? How can I become myself?" -Carl Rogers
Gotta Love MeCan anyone tell me what is wrong with the shoutboxes......
In 2007, you will...
Have sex while on stilts
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Candice
Fantasy realization expert
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Candice
Fantasy realization expert
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WeekendTHIS IS THE WAY HOW I FEEL WHEN I HAVE PMS...LMAO
>>>> PMS-makes me feel like SHIT
-look like SHIT
-and dont'give a SHIT
LMAO...I WANT TO HAVE A SHIRT MADE SO I CAN WEAR IT EVERY MONTH...WHAT YA THINK?LMAO hi all,i just want to let you know that i posted a bulletin about a child missing..pls repost it for me to get the words out..thank you! hello to all my friends.i just wanted to say have a great weekend and be safe.dont forget to change your clock 1 hour ahead this weekend.hugsss and kisses..:)
Katatoniafrom the Album The Great Cold Distance Movement subdue the back thing?
So quiet now
Subsequence systmatic violence
The great cold distance
The itch
The urge
Make way
Think of something
Bring out the fear
As the tracks fall to waste
One stand here
Make haste
Kill the itch
Sick near
And push and push and push and get there
One crawl
Single on the surface
Reduced illumination
Chemical inheritance
The lies
The fever
The neck, and then the chain
The head is hung in shame
The neck, and then the chain
The head is hung in shame
I thought that you had grown
That you'd carry on
But now that I am gone
What else's been withdrawn
You used to be like my twin
And all its been
Was it all for nothing
Are you strong when you're with him
The one who's placed you above us all
I think our love
I'll let it pass
It feels like fire
But it won't last
What is this coming to
ThoughtsHOW TO SAVE YOUR ASS IF YOU PLAN TO VISIT WISCONSIN THIS SUMMER
ISSUED BY THE WISCONSIN BUREAU OF TOURISM TO ALL VISITORS:
1) Don't order Filet Mignon or Pasta Primavera at Al's Lodge. It's a diner. They serve breakfast 24 hours a day. Let them cook something they know. If you upset the ladies in the kitchen, they'll kick your ass.
2) Don't laugh at the names of our little towns (Sheboygan, Menomonee, Nekoosa, Prairie du Chien, etc.) or we will just have to kick your ass.
3) Don't order a bottle or a can of pop here. Here it's called "soda." Accept it. Doing otherwise can lead to an ass kicking.
4) We know our heritage. Most of us are more literate than you are. We are also better educated and generally a lot nicer. Don't refer to us as a bunch of hicks or we'll kick your ass.
5) We have plenty of business sense. You have to to make a living here. Naturally, we do sometimes have small lapses in judgment from time to time, but we are not dumb enough to let someone move
QuizzesAre you a Nudist? Your Result: Nudist in Training You are a nudist at heart and only to yourself. You want to go on and explore all but not sure if your ready. Take some time to gain the courage and strip away the chains. Go out and have fun!Wannabe Nudist Full Time Nudist Textile Are you a Nudist?Quizzes for MySpace Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy con
Rantings Of A Quiet Lunatictoday was kick ass.
met a friend downtown at Powell's City of books. (YAY books!)
then we headed off to the ZOO! ^.^ (
New Stuff...KISSING LANGUAGE...
Body: Kissing Language (yup, it's a language)
if a kiss is the Language of Love,
then we have a lot to talk about it...
methods of Love....
+kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together"
+kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you now"
+kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands-----------------------"we can learn to love each other"
+a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you"
+holding on tight---------------------"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic"
+playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me"
+arms around the waist -----------"i love you too mu
Arrrg!There is a new disclaimer in my About Me for all you bastards that just don't get it. Learn it. Love it Live it. I'm sorry if this makes me a bitch, but tough shit. There are plenty of other bitches that have way bigger titties that will chat your ear off and maybe throw you a bone. Now have fun my perverted pretties. Troll away, but remember. You have been warned. Someone drops you a ten or drops by to say hi, so you think, 'Hey! That was nice. Why don't I drop by that person's page.' And then their page has so much fucking content that it manages to crash not one, but all three of your browsers. *sigh* I wish I could holla back at ya miss thang, but your page gave my computer the shits. Sorry :( Trip trap trip trap... One of the features I enjoy and also don't enjoy about this sight is that I can see who's trolling my page. Sometimes, I don't want to know these things. I know they say you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, and I do realize that Ted Bundy was quite charming and kind
My NumberI've been bored quite a bit but if anyone would like to chat please say something cause I have the day off i'm bored and wants to chat..lol Go to
Brassnux.com...and then scroll to the bottom where it says card 17 march stpattys something like that click there and look at the 13th person on the list
that is me my fight is on st. patricks day so have fun I willl..lol..I'm gonna win one for roseburg...woop woop DEAR LORD
so far today I've dont alright,
I havent gossipped,
I havent lost my temper,
I havent been greedy, grumpy
nasty, selfish, or over indulgent.
I'm really gld about that
But in a few minutes, god,
I'm going to get out of bed,
and from then on,
I'm probably going to need a lot more help
AMEN
Song Lyrics That I Wroteuntitled (still needs a name)
V1.
Anger Fills me
Changing me inside
These fellings I can no longer Hide
This love has grown old
And we have become Cold
the evil rises
Eating away at me
C.
Turning black on the inside
Growing Cold on the Outside
Can you fell me
I will love you
I will hate you
Kill me
Hate me
v2.
The pain grows stronger
I cant hold on much longer
You have broke me down
in this sorrow I drown
You betrayed me
Now I destory you
c.
Turning Black on the outside
Growing Cold on the Inside
Can you
Fell me
Hate me forever
Love me Never
Hate me
Kill me
v3.
You cant fell me
You wont defeat me
You will see
You are nothing now
just a shadow
I just walk away
c.
Turning black on the inside
Growing Cold on the outside
can you
fell me
Hate me forever
Love me never
hate me
kill me
This needs to end today
we have drifted away
We
About The People I Love And Who Matter On Here!I looked on profile options, but does anyone know if you can shut off the "you've prequalified for 1 survey"? Reason I ask is I am not qualified for any of them and so its a pain in the ass to be bothered by them.. I dont want to do them anyway, but yet that stupid little message in "My Bar Tab" nags me..
Make it go away, its pissing me off!! :(
I know we are all sick of the topic, but I need to air my irritations of this matter once and for all! I labeled all of my pics as Adult or NSFW if they are of mature nature... Have done so all along. I was just sent 4 emails by CT about 4 of my pics that were just reported by jealous bitches who came to look at my page after giving male friends grief over the comments and communication they have with me. All 4 of these pics I already had marked so why am I being bothered about them? Too all you morons, get a clue.. If you are jealous online you are a moron.. Get a f***ing grip!! You are completely assenine to do this shit. Get
Funny StuffA blonde and a brunette are running a ranch together in Louisiana. They decide they need a bull to mate with their cows to increase their herd. The brunette takes their life savings of $600.00 dollars and goes toTexas to buy a bull. She eventually meets with an old cowboy that will sell her a bull.
"It's the only one I got for $599.00, take it or leave it.", the cowboy says.
She buys the bull and goes to the local telegram office and says, "I'd like to send a telegram to my friend in Louisiana that says: Have found the stud bull for our ranch, bring the trailer."
The man behind the counter tells her, "Telegrams to any where in the U.S. are $0.75 per word."
She thinks about it for a moment and decides. "I'd like to send one word, please."
"And what word would that be?", inquires the man.
"Comfortable.", replies the brunette.
The man asks, "I'm sorry miss, but how is your friend gonna understand this telegram?"
The brunette replies, "My friend is blonde and reads REAL slow, when
My Lifeyup 4 months of being single paid off im finally in a relationship with someone who actaully shows me he wants to be with me n so on n its great! ♥ Babi B.
oh n ive also been thinking of deletin my CherryTap im not sure but im thinkin bout it =
Babi B. So today was a different kind of day. But it didnt start off today it started off a while back but goes to last night.
Well last night my x boyfriend kyle's friend Danny calls me up tells me to go to this party they were at. So i was like alright me n my friend Alyssa went and i couldnt stay long.
Well At The party i met up with them met a few more of there friends.. yano we just chillen. so kyle(x) decides to go play beer pong ehh w/e yano let him do his thing. well i was talking to his friend danny which is a good friend of mine since we all started to chill w/e yano.. so im there hanging out w/e having fun laughin jokin well danny tells me hes cocked.. so i put my elbow on his shoulder n he goes n puts his arms ar
Short StoriesAnother afternoon at home, I sat with my feet up on the table. Slowly turning a fully loaded ammo clip in my hand, the pistol sat next to me on the plush leather couch. Other than the slight whispering friction of my fingertips against the plastic clip, there were no other sounds in the house. In the days before my final operation in Venezuela, I would be watching television all night, laughing at all of my favorite comedy shows. These days though, I had decided that it made too much noise, and I might not hear someone sneaking in. I always said that you can never be too careful.
My former teammates take random occasions to call me and see how things are going. They like to make sure that I made it to the store recently, or really anything as simple as getting up to go to the bathroom. On several occasions, I have soiled my couch, rather than be out of view of the main points of entry to this house. My friends continue to care about me, even after my dismissal from Delta For
HumorRecently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. -
Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder.
This is how it manifests:
I decide to water my garden.
As I turn on the hose in the driveway,
I look over at my car and decide it needs washing.
As I start toward the garage,
I notice mail on the porch table that
I brought up from the mail box earlier.
I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car.
I lay my car keys on the table,
put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table,and notice that the can is full.
So, I decide to put the bills back
on the table and take out the garbage first.
But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway,
I may as well pay the bills first.
I take my check book off the table,
and see that there is only one check left.
My extra checks are in my desk in the study,
so I go inside the house to my desk where
I find the can of Coke I'd been drinking.
I'm going to look for my checks,
Look What I Found !!!Hi all. I have yesterday started DJ' ing on one of my m8s online stations. It is new and i need to help spread the word. Please show some support.
Please also go to the banner page if you don't mind, copy and paste the banner code onto your websites, profiles, etc, please please please.
thank you all
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Jokes~ Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex:
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face.
The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so excited you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.
The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.
The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you."
The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.
The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you
If U Like It!!!the contest is now open. here is the link. thanxs for ur help.
i would like to win, i think it would b kewl to be considered the sexiest eyes on CT!
thanx in advance for ur support! I'm trying to be different than other people on this site. I am gonna put up more pictures of myself as my cherry rating goes up (a few each time). I also will be taking down photos that get no comments. If you like what u see, make a comment (save the picture). If u want to see "more" of me than help me get it up (my ratings u pervs).
thanx again to all of u for your support. As many of you have noticed (and commented on) my page has been "sporting" a new title lately. Many of you have asked me about the "IndePenDant TapPer Family", so here is the information.
I got tired of seeing many of my friends involved in these "families". I have asked many times what the purpose of thier family was, and have never heard one single answer that made any sense (other than having someone to help
Lol I Got A 149!You have a sexual IQ of 149
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
ESTP general
You are the type of person who makes things happen. Your lively, engaging, and charismatic style is bound to raise the excitement level in anything you do. You are also an expert at observing people and making uncanny judgments about their personalities. If you are so inclined, you can use this information to get what you want from others. Others may call you manipulative, but in your own mind, you are simply skilled at operating in the game called Life.
ESTP when in love
To you, love represents excitement and never-ending pleasure. You want a partner who can join you on a roller coaster of sensual delights as both of you enjoy the bounty that life has to offer. If you
The World According To Me..........To those I have helped in their contest come bomb my pic and bring your friends......... Why does the heart have to lead you to someone so far away? I have been talking to this wonderful man and would so love to be able to get in the car, drive to his place, then grab him and never let him go! I know the heart knows no boundaries, and will have you fall for what you can't get a hold of right now. He has the sexiest voice and makes me weak in my knees. I feel like a school girl when I look at his page and wonder if I will ever get to touch the man of my dreams.......I look at all the happy couples around my city and often wonder if I will be one of them, I hate coming home to an empty house and not having that special someone say to me "How was your day, baby?".....and then put his arms around me and hold me tight till the stress of the day fades away. So, for now I will let my feelings be known in my blog and feel comfort knowing he is reading this........so until we are in each
My PoemsSweet Lady, song of my heart,
Hold my hand, as this journey we start.
Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness;
And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness.
Steadfast, honest and true;
Your partner is here and will forever love you.
It is my prayer that I will always be;
The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free.
With my love I’ll cover you and warm your soul with mine;
Give you pleasures – like none you will find.
Your Sweet Lady, song of your heart;
Will love you forever, together or apart.
So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul;
That there is no better future than with you to grow old.
Endless caresses, touches and kisses;
Our passion a banner for our love’s true existence.
My hand I extend and my honor I offer;
For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure.
Your hand I accept, and all your love as well;
My heart sings so loudly, all can tell
I am loved and in love with the man made for me
Hold my hand; let us walk thro
Tony's BlogIt is almost like appreciating everything that happens in this world
Imagine going through life appreciating everything that happens in this world. I use to pull into my driveway very late at night. After getting out of my car I would look up into the clear night sky. I would stop walking and be amazed at how beautiful the stars would look. I would stop and give thanks to God, that I’m alive and I can witness something so beautiful. I would also come out of work after a long day. The sun would start to go down, which made the sky almost appear glowing. I would pass by a tree and see the contrast of colors between the tree and the sun setting sky. I would be so amazed at the light affects, that I would be seen standing mesmerized in the parking lot. Imagine going through life finding beauty in everything. No it is not that difficult to do. If you practice finding the positive in any situation, then it eventually becomes easier and easier. Well, how can one find be
Rip My Clothes To RagsNocturnal Pleasure
marble cold and white,
Monoliths arise, triving forever,
towards the empty skies. I feel
the shivers, through my spine, as
out bodies unite, you now are mine......
limbs entwined, stone casket for a bed
nocturnal pulse, making love among the dead,
quickening pace, as extasy we reach, through the
carnal gates we breach........I thrust forth, morbid lusts unfold,
tween ancient graves, and headstones old. Exhausted gasping,
we fall to the ground, the night is silent, not a single sound.........My
lips touched yours, my neck you caressed, with the kiss of death.
We lie there still, our powers return, soon again, the flame of lust
will burn.......... I am the nightmare demon
The deliverer of the dead
I am the beast of rage
The terror inside your head
I am your phantom stalker
Your shadow in the night
I am your soul reaper
The evil you can't fight
I am your kidnapper
The captor of your dreams
I will be your torture
The cause of all your screams
News!!!!As the federal government prepares to release its harmful plan to remove protections for wolves in the Northern Rockies, some anti-wolf zealots are chomping at the bit to spread misinformation about these misunderstood animals.
I'm sending this message to debunk some of those myths and set the record straight.
Wolves: Myth vs. Reality
MYTH [1]:
Wolves are "vicious killing machines" with no purpose.
FACT:
Like any top predator, wolves play an enormously important role in their ecosystems.
MYTH [2]:
Wolves are very dangerous and commonly attack people.
FACT:
Wolf attacks are among the rarest of all large mammal attacks on humans. In fact, a person in wolf country has a greater chance of being hit by lightning, dying of a bee sting, or being killed in a collision with a deer than being injured by a wolf.
MYTH [3]:
Wolves devastate elk herds, leaving hunters with fewer elk to kill
FACT:
Elk and deer populations have not been wiped out by wolves. For exam
~friends~HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS CAN HELP SHE ONLY NEEDS 78.000 TO GET TO GODFATHER
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THANK YOU ALL HUGS DEE Dear Lord,
Every single evening
As I'm lying here in bed,
This tiny little Prayer
Keeps running through my head.
God bless all my family
Wherever they may be,
Keep them warm and safe from harm
For they're so close to me.
And God, there is one more thing
I wish that you could do,
Hope you don't mind me asking
Please bless my computer too.
Now I know that it's unusual
To Bless a motherboard,
But listen just a second
While I explain it to you, Lord.
You see that little metal box
Holds more than odds and ends,
Inside those small compartments
Rest so many of my friends.
I know so much about them
By the kindness that they give,
And this little scrap of metal
Takes me in to where they live.
By faith is how I know them
Much the same as you,
We share in what life brings us
And from that our friends
BoredSo i totally dont understand why ppl think im fake. i really dont..im not fake, im one of the reast peopel ther eis when it comes to me n ppl. Damn all i did is for get to call my friend n he thinks im fake..i have no clue wat else i did. n then the past few days have been hell cant sleep at night, cryin, just being depressed. NO one seems to care at all either. for the friends i have on here n the freinds i have that know part of the problem then r there for me..n understand. Thats about it..my life just is falling the fuck apart n that how i feel. damn anyone else think im FAKE? idk there has just been so much goign on.. first the job i liek it but my feet hurt so bad and idk how to keep them from hurting..n then i had an ok day at work..but ppl still bitchin to much.. the movie aint working, cant see this cant hear that.blah blah blah.. i just wanna say u knwo wat shut up all we can do is try to fix it if not sorry get ur fucking money back..god n then say if ur gonan buuy fucking
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My First BlogI think some of these are the finniest things anyone has even said.
"Use the window, Richard, that's what it's for!"
What a nice way of calling someone a dick. LOL
"That boah's about as sharp as a bowlin' ball".
"That boy's as sharp as a sack of wet mice!"
He's so dumb, he thinks a pig pen is something to write with.
That gal reminds me of the highway between Dallas and Ft. Worth -- no curves.
This boy's as strong as an ox...and almost as smart.
LMAO
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PoemsITS CALLED RAINBOW......
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.....
If i could build a mountain
You could call your very own..
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone...
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea..
But all theses things i'm finding
Are impossible for me...
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But Let me be....What i know best..
A friend that's always there......
I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on nonetheless
and there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
keep pulling me close to home.
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
longer good-byes
embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes.
(In your eyes, your eyes)
Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this en
CherrytapHello!
Quite a few of you (as well as me) have been wondering why my ceLebrity status got dropped.
Here is the response that I got from Ryan, AKA Scrapper:
"The URL you are trying to access does not work. It does not exist anymore. As for why your celebrity status was dropped. Celebrities are supposed to help our site and not publicy say that our site is slow and that our sytem has glitches. Our system is fine. Your page redirects people to outside CherryTAP."
So basically what he's saying is that the URL I've been using for the past 6 months to access the site doesn't exist - which is why I posted the screen shot to my default album to prove that it does. He's also saying if the CT website has problems, don't make any comment about it publicly. Also, don't promote yourself on the site - promote your page, sure, but don't let people know that you have another website outside CherryTap.
Seems strange to me. I've never had these restrictions on ANY social networking websit
HobieHAPPY 1ST DAY OF SPRING
THEN WE WILL HAVE EASTER IN A FEW WEEKS
EASTER IS APRIL THE 8TH
I HOPE EVERY ONE HAS A GOOD EASTER AND DAY
I WANT TO WISH EVERY ONE A HAPPY ST PATTYS
A Trail Of Broken Hearts And Faded MemoriesRelive this memory, it's weaved into my veins
With a scream so silent, it's easy to sustain
This time is lost, ans there's no place to go
Laughing at life, as if it is a show
I lost my heart, I lost my soul
It's so painful, it's unbearable to control
I wasted my entire life finding love in him
And when I get a chance to say it, he's gone with the sin
That night left a scar that will never leave
With a heart so cold it's hard to believe
I should have seen it coming for all those years
At the end of the day, I could drown in all the tears
But when you lose something, you gain another
If we were together, we would have killed each other
You have to go through pain in order to live your life
And happiness is worth the pain and strife You say you want to be with me,
You say you truly care,
But when I'm face to face with you,
It's like I'm not even there.
I've tried my best to make you happy
And please you in every way,
But if you don't want to be with me-
There's n
Sexy DreamsA touch on my shoulder, and I turn, confused. A woman stands there, sultry, a sexy smile on her plush lips. Long black hair tickles her pale cheeks as she sets her weight on one curved hip, allowing her slit dress to expose her bare leg. No panty lines, no tan lines.
"What are you doing here?" I ask, suddenly scared. Hadn't I been alone in my roomb before?
"I've come for you," she replies, her voice throaty and oh so very sexy. She reaches her hand up to cup my face, thumb rubbing against my lips. I sigh, tingles running down my body, centering on my breasts and lower regions.
"Really?" I want to say it, but I can't get more than the "R" out before she leans forward, catching my lips in the most smoldering kiss I've ever had. Her tongue scrapes against mine as she runs her hands up and down my body, touching places and pinching others, making me gasp and moan as I rub up against her.
She rips the clothes from my body, crushing my breasts in her squeezing hands before she sn
Jokes And Funny StoriesMy day started off good until my wife got up.
She jumped on her menstral cycle and ran my ass over.
Nag, nag, nag, nag.... biiittchh, bitch, bitch, bitch, biiittttccccchhhhhh A husband suspects his wife is having an affair. He needs to go on a business trip for several days, so he decides to set a trap for her. He puts a bowl of milk under the bed. From the bed springs, he suspends a spoon. He has it calibrated so that her weight on the bed will not drop the spoon into the milk. But, if there is any more weight than that, the spoon will drop into the milk and he will detect it upon his return home.
He comes home several days later. The first thing he does is reach under the bed and retrieve the bowl. The bowl is full of butter.... Twas da night befo' Christmas and all in the hood
Not a homie was stirring cuz it was all good
The tube socks was hung on the window sill
and we all had smiles up on our grill
Mookie and BeBe was snug in the crib
in the back bedroom cuz
Erotic PoemsThe thought of your hands lightly caressing my stomach turns me on. Wanting to feel your body pressed against mine. Waiting for that heated embrace that will drive me to distraction. As this attraction pulls us together. Needing to taste the salt of your skin. As I trail kisses down your chest. Teasing touches of my tongue. Drives you to distraction. My fingers tangling in your hair. As I gently pull. I hear your breath catch. As I glide my lips across your stomach. My hand encircles your engorged manhood. Slowly moving up and down. Mimicking the motion of sex. Desiring to hear you moan before I take you in. I softly bite that hollow right next to your hip. Your body jerks as my tongue massages the spot I just bite. Slowly kissing my way up your rib cage. I can feel your cock getting larger in the palm of my hand. As your flesh trembles under my lips. Telling me that I am having an effect on you. As I lift my head looking you directly in the eyes. While I lick my lips. I watch your ey
My PoemsI want to make your heart beat just for me.
I want a true love in my lonely life.
I've looked a long time, dated many men,
But none I walked with walked in step with me.
We walk together well, the best of friends.
Somehow we just fit, as if clean cut
To go together, zigzags complementary.
But now I would be something more than friends.
I know I take a chance to mention love.
I've no idea what feeling's in your heart.
But if you'd catch a burning, plunging star,
I know I'd make you happy for your love
Mother give me strength
Give me wisdom, give me will
Give me love, give me health
Let me know what is real
Tell me who to trust
Tell me what is fate
Give me the strength to love
And the maturity not to hate
Let me fall in love
Let me have true friends
Show me the real meaning
Of together until the end
Give me the power of prayer
Let me have a stable mind
Give me the strength to have patience
And the strength to be kind
Help me stand and fight
Don't let me
Love..or At Least In TheoryI'm the girl who..
will never say the right thing at the right time.
will never give you exactly what you expect, but more like the exact opposite.
will never take for granted that you'll always be around because I know the value of a friendship, the value of love and how important it is and how very hard it is to find.
will probably never be good enough for you, but will strive to be better everyday that you are a part of my life simply because you make me want to be a better someone.
will piss you off to no end then beg for your forgiveness because it drives me insane when YOU-not the world- are mad at me.
will never know just when to shut up.
will never forget how lucky I am to have someone like you in my life.
will miss you even if you're right in front of me because thats just how important time with you is.
will always be inspired by you, because you are unlike anyone else I know.
will never be perfect, but refuse to see you as anything but.
Si
RedheadLove is special....and love is real,
Love is unpredictable....love is something you can feel,
Love is unforgettable....love can be something you regret,
it doesn't matter how much you want to,
Love is something you can not forget,
Love is hate....love is cruel,
Love is pain....thats just a rule,
Love has its ups and downs...love makes your emotions go round,
Love picks you up....love makes you fall,
you can't protect your heart by building a wall,
I've already tried and it doesn't work,
No matter what you do LOVE HURTS,
Love is giving all you have...love is showing that you care,
Love is worth more to me than any treasure,
Love is a feeling that nevers leaves,
even when you want it to go away,
You can try your hardest to make it disappear,
But love stays with you every day,
Well only thing I can say on this is I HATE ppl that lie. Then try to cover it up. As well I HATE women wo are married and having a affair.. Where is your sense of commitment. V
Amusing CrapFor all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way Computers have enhanced our lives, read on.
At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the Computer industry with the auto industry and stated,
"If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we
Would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon."
In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating:
If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving Cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part):
1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........ Twice a day.
2. Every time they repainted the lines in th e road, you would have to buy a new car.
3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You Would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut
Off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could cont
My SiteJoining MansonFamilyFreakShow.com
Whether you're a model looking for exposure, someone that likes the attention of showing off their body, or someone that has more behind the mask that you're dying to get out, I welcome you to join my family.
I decided to call the site MansonFamilyFreakShow.com, because no matter what we do we'll always be freaks in the eyes of others. Now I must say this, if the name of my site "offends" you, you're defiantly not someone that belongs, so keep on searching for where you'll find acceptance. Most likely you'll return when the world of hypocrisy turns you away.
I've learned throughout my travels that there's so many of us out there that have TONS to say, but are afraid to do so because of family, friends, society, ect. Using myself for an example, although I have to play the part of "Madison the porn star" there's much more behind the facade that I can't let out.
This is what lead me to starting MansonFamilyFr
RandomLife I as simple as 1 2 3 then why all these men want to play games on me.. I can see through the bs and flattery .. so be a man and be honest please.. I lay in my bed and these thoughts come to mind so I up writing them and trying not to sigh.. my soul just become darken and anger begins to feed.. Why does the mind play tricks on me.. I have been pushed to the dark side of no return.. See things pass me by as I grow old.. learn to see through the black clouds to find a shining light that shows it all not in site.. Things are as simple as black and white as long as you open your eyes you will see it without a doubt.. laying in my bed tossing about.. If this has what become of my life full of sleepless nights.. I turn my soul away from the devil cause he will never have the purity I see in me.. but yet these thoughts and feelings are beginning to consume me.. there darken and evil and full of rage.. There is no particular rhythm or reason it just me.. Isn’t life as simple as one two
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2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s)?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
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Methods Of MadnessAll i can do is sit here and think of you.. i know i shouldnt. Causei know you are with her... why does it make me so jealous? I dont understand why i feel for you the way i do. I cant describe how i love you or pin point why i love you its just there in my heart and in my soul. It seems every day i get closer to seeing you i get more and more nervous. A part of me wants our meeting to go terribly wrong... and the other part wants it to go perfect. And its not you that gives me false hope... it me. I have searched my soul, read the cards, even looked to the stars... and it all says the same thing... so why cant i believe it.
You say you cant and wont choose me... so why do i see something else in your eyes? I have your heart and your soul... she has your body.. is it so wrong for me to want all of you? You have changed me in more ways than i probably even know. And the silly thing is... i want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to spend the rest of my life loving you. And
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Static Major passed away Monday, February 25th, 2008 in his hometown of Louisville Kentucky.
Stephen "Static Major" Garrett, born in 1974, is an African-American producer and singer/song-writer from Louisville, Kentucky. He has worked with artists such as Aaliyah, Ginuwine, Destiny's Child, Brandy, and JoJo.
Static Major grew up singing solos in his church choir, of which his mother was the director and his mother was the director and his sister played piano. He continued to sing throughout high school, eventually teaming with local tal
Love And ForgivenessWHO CAN REALLY SAY WHAT HAPPINESS IS OR ISNT? CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT HAPPINESS IS OR ISNT? WHEN I SEE MY FRIENDS FOR THAT MOMENT I FEEL WHAT I THINK IS HAPPINESS BUT IS IT REALLY HAPPINESS? WHEN I SPEND TIME WITH MY FRIENDS I FEEL WHAT I THINK IS HAPPINESS BUT IS IT REALLY HAPPINESS? WHEN HE SAYS "I GET LOST IN THE BEAUTY OF YOUR FACE OR THE SPARKLE OF YOUR SMILE OR THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYE", I FEEL WHAT I THINK IS HAPPINESS BUT IS IT REALLY HAPPINESS? WHEN HE SAYS "I LOVE YOU, I WANT YOU, I NEED YOU", I FEEL WHAT I THINK IS HAPPINESS BUT IS IT REALLY HAPPINESS?
HAPPINESS TO ME WAS THE LITTLE BOY I GAVE BIRTH TO AND GAVE TO GOD ALL WITHIN A 4 HR SPAN. I CAN TRULY SAY I WAS HAPPY WHEN I GAVE BIRTH TO HIM AND YES HE BROUGHT HAPPINESS INTO MY LIFE. THE HAPPINESS WAS THE 5 1/2 GESTATIONAL TIME PERIOD THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER. HAPPINESS WAS WATCHING HIM TAKE THOSE THREE TIME LITTLE GASPS OF AIR. HAPPINESS WAS FEELING HIS HEARTBEAT FOR 4 HOURS, BUT MY HAPPINESS ENDED WHEN HIS HEART STO
Thoughts And Poems...Hurt no words to heal my pain. If I could I would just go insane. The one I love has been stolen by a dame. Tears of blood flowing from my eyes. You'll never see my true feelings for you 'cause I'm ripping them up and burning them deep inside. Your a hater, love is just bullshit to you. You may talk to me, but I'll never talk to you! Leave me alone my heart needs to heal. You've hurt me real bad this time. Just save your words 'cause your walking a thin line.
Copyright ©2007 Nicole Marie Cordick Wacky Rhymes #4
Cheech and Chong went to Hong Kong to smoke on a bong - bong, while they skake their badonkadonks.
Nicole Marie Cordick
Copyright ©2006 Nicole Marie Cordick Wacky Rhymes #2
Gasoline prices are soaring and our country is in debt. Paris Hilton is getting richer, on what little bit of money our country has left.
Nicole Marie Cordick
Copyright ©2006 Nicole Marie Cordick
My MyzeryI may get along, when love is gone
Still, you made your mark, here in my heart
One day I'll fly away
Leave your love to yesterday
What more can your love do for me?
When will love be through with me?
I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
My life again?
One day I'll fly away
Leave your love to yesterday
What more can your love do for me?
When will love be through with me?
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends? i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey wo
Daves BlogHEY IF YOU WANT MY NEW NUMBER SEND ME A MESSAGE I guess some or all of you are wondering what the hell is up with me lately? I can’t say I blame you. Life has been Crazy over the past few years. I did the whole going off to fight for your country thing and that was a good learning experience. I moved back to Fargo, North Dakota for a couple of reasons. First so I could finish my Bachelors of Science in Nursing. Secondly, I had thought that maybe this is where I could do some good and possibly become a roll model. Lastly I like it here, it’s peaceful. I have been really sick lately. I have a cyst on my pancreas and they think that it may be cancerous. For the first time in my life I realize how precious that life is. I just wanted to say i am sorry to those that I have offended pissed off and letdown. I realize for the first time I am human and I don’t have to be all things to all people. You all know that I am usually the First person that you all call on but I am a
I Only Tell The TruthWell, I am downloading music, bitches, at the moment. I am downloading some from almost every genre, so I can MAKE myself like certain types of music, so I will never be uncomfertable with a certain type of music. okay, I lied, no gospel, or christian ANYTHING, and it's mainly death metal and shit, but I do have some country in there....I need to get CDs to burn this shit onto them, so I can get in off the computer. So, I am doing good so far. Haven't skipped one song, yet. May take awhile to get totally comfertable with the country music, but I will get there. I can alerady be friends, with like, anybody, but I want to have the ability to like, listen to any type of music, minus christian or gospel, and like...not cringe! Wouldn't that be great?
xoxo
I hate when you ask someone for the time and they just point to their wrist with no watch on it. It's not Like whenever someone asks you where the bathroom is and you just point to your crotch. I know I have family, but I can't open
Surveys :)You Are 80% Perfectionist
You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.
While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!
Are You a Perfectionist?
Your Stripper Song Is
Closer by Nine Inch Nails
"You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no
Soul to tell"
When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.
What Song Should You Strip To? -SAD SECTiON-
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
Yes
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
Of course!
05. Do you cry when you get an injury?
I don't even remember the last time I cried because I was hurt & I'm pretty clumsey....
-HAPPY SECTiON-
01. Are you a happy person?
almost always
02. What can always make you happy?
everything & nothing at all
Uttmost EmotionsA COLD NIGHT,A CRY IS HEARD, A LITTLE GIRL OF NINE.
DADDY PLEASE DONT MAKE ME DO THIS, NOT AGAIN, NOT THIS TIME.
I WANNA BE YOUR LITTLE GIRL, SOMEONE, I FEEL SAFE IN THEIR ARMS
NOT THE MAN YOU'VE BECOME WHO HAS CAUSED ME ALL THIS HARM.
AT FOURTEEN THIS LITTLE COULD REALLY STAND NO MORE
SHE BASHED HIM IN THE HEAD, CRYING, SHE RAN OUT THE DOOR
WHERE WILL I GO, WHERE WILL I STAY, THESE QUESTIONS IN HER MINDIT REALLY DIDNT MATTER THEN, IT WONT HAPPEN ONE MORE TIME.
THE NIGH GREW DARK AND VERY COLD SHE HAD NO PLACE TO GO
SO IN A HALLWAY SHE SLEPT OUT OF THE COLD AND THE SNOW.
WHEN SHE AWOKE SHE REALIZED FOR ONCE SHE WAS FREE
BUT NOT TO BE THE LITTLE GIRL THAT GOD MEANT FOR HER TO BE.
THINGS GOT EASIER AS TIME PAST AND NOW SHES FULLY GROWN
NEVER LOOKING BACK AT THINGS NOT WANTING TO GO HOME
SO NOW SHES MADE A LIFE, NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT AWAY
SHES FINALLY MADE HERSELF A HOME AND THERE SHE'LL GLADLY STAY
ABUSE, A VERY TERRIBLE THING TO OVERCOME....... i am having very
QuizYou are 33% evil
You are not so evil. You are overall a nice person, although I wouldn’t want to get on your bad side. You have an extravagant imagination.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
You have a sexual IQ of 156
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
The Picto-Personality TestYou are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help.When alone, you like to spend your time doing something that will better yourself.You are romantic, and when you are with your partner you like to woo them with your imagination.In the future you will be happy and live richly.Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com
Poemsmistakes
What have i become
Not a care
No cure for my soul
Need rest
Need luv
careless with my behaviors
always running away
No More
I will be strong
I will succeed
I care now
I will never be that gurl again
My life is importent
I will try harder
I am golden
So please forgive me
For all i've done
But today is a new day
I will start over
I lov myself way to much
To lose my self again
by wanda amaro
anxiety
Heart pounding
eyes blurry
trying to get away
hide
runaway
trembles of nerves rush ur body
mind racing
thoughts of death
when its over
you thank god he didn't take u
anxiety is scary
You'll never feel pain like this
When u feel the world may end
How funny how ur body plays u
Not knowing when the next will happen
Waiting to freak again
Nothing can cure this
Only u
So my advice
Stay strong
It will get better soon
by wanda amaro
I'M SOO SICK
SICK AND TIRED
OF FEELIN LIKE I HAVE T
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say to all shes in my family...sorry i dont know how to do the link.
My Writtings And Such!HEARTS POUNDING!
HEADS REACING!
FINDING ITS WAY TO THE END.
CHASING, PACING TRYING TO FIND ITS WAY FREE.
FREE
LET ME BE FREE..
THOUGHTS CHASING, RACING, PACING THREW MY HEAD.
LIKE A BAT OUT OF HELL.
TEARS PLEADING.
FIND THE END.
FIND THE BEGINNING.
WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE?
IS THERE A DIFFERENCE?
BETWEEN THE END AND THE BEGINNING.
ALL THESE THINGS RACING, PACING THREW MY MIND.
I WANT THE END I WANT THE BEGINNING.
FLYING....HIDING....TRYING....LOOKING....SEARCHING.....FOR THE END...THE BEGINNING.....THE INBETWEEN!!!!!!!!! ME!!
TO THE LIFE I USE TO LIVE!
TO THE MEN I USE TO LOVE!
TO THE DREAMS I USE TO HAVE!
TO THE ME I USE TO BE!
TO THE FRIENDSHIPS I USE TO CHERISH!
TO THE FAMILY I USE TO HAVE!
TO THE SUNRISES I USE TO WATCH!
TO THE SUNSETS I USE TO DREAD!
I FEEL AS THOUGH EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AS CHANGED!
I FEEL AS THOUGH THE ONE’S I ONCE LOVED HAVE LEFT!
I FEEL AS THOUGH MY LIFE HAS BEEN REARRANGED!
I FEEL AS THOUGH I AM NO LONGER THE SAME!
I
First Blog..who gave the memo to some of these 40+yo whyte chicks that said hair styles from the 80's are still in? talkin about lazy and not wanting to do ya hair since your 20s...sheesh grandmother passed tonight. i was cool until i got to the hospital..and i started to think about her and how she use to take care of us and shout at us when me and my bro where lil...broke down.
im cool now..shes not suffering anymore
rest n peace been tryin to diet yeah?...i slowly slipped back to late night eating =(
...okay...now why have i been loosin weight faster since i been eatin late? my bod is retarded babies..RETARDED!!!
Jim's Diary Of Nerdiness And Silly ThingsEvening everyone, so im bored again and decided to blog to work out some of my thoughts. So hmmmm yep ive been feeling some pretty heavy emotions lately, and as always i find myself ending up being run by them.
Its one of those situations that you can see what your doing is silly and you know some of the thoughts in your head are just you. But you listen to them anyway, because you dont know any different. Its like fighting yourself, you know how to beat your opposition but it kinda messes you up at the same time.
So yep i have been pretty screwin the past few days for no reason, not sure why i been that way. But i think its over now, touch wood. Heres to livin and lovin and havin fun! :D
So i guess time to move on, smile and laugh back at life, since its always gonna have the last laugh we may as well get as many laughs in before we kick the proverbial bucket right? :)
Right now i feel fortunate and blessed, but at the same time a bit of an idiot for almost turnin into a big old a
Help - Must Blog - Want Comments LolCare to share a secret? Something you haven't already blabbed to the world? We'd all love to hear a really juicy secret! Today was a day that gives new meaning to the term "hump" day. A day that seemed to be overcoming the hump...and not a good "hump" kinda way either! lol . A day of emotions running high. A day of decisions to make. A day of playing nurse to a sick child. A day of chaos at work. A day of drama. A day of a seemingly "stopped" time clock. A day I am thankful is over. A day I am relieved to of survived. WHAT A DAY! lol
Hold on to your seats.... I will QUICKLY breeze through it.... if you don't want to hear about it, then LEAVE NOW! (lol) You have been warned.
First I wake up late. Kids get dropped off early. Builders show up with a long list of things they need me to decide as I am running out the door already about 20 minutes late to a car I forgot to be defrosting which tacked on about 10 more minutes just to warm up and de-ice. Builders and
You Dont Really Want To Know.What Kind of Reader Are You? Your Result: Dedicated Reader You are always trying to find the time to get back to your book. You are convinced that the world would be a much better place if only everyone read more.Literate Good Citizen Obsessive-Compulsive Bookworm Fad Reader Book Snob Non-Reader What Kind of Reader Are You?Create Your Own Quiz My luck is so bad right now, that if I feel into a barrel of dicks, I'd come out sucking my own thumb.
GOOD NIGHT, ALL. Adult Jokes.
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker?
A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again.
Q. What's a mixed feeling?
A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car.
PoemsStop telling God how big your storm is.
Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is!
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared
down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of
terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled
with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of
determination. Like any parent, she wanted her
son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now
that was no longer possible..
The leukemia would see to that. But she still
wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took
her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever
think about what you wanted to be once you grew
up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do
with your life?"
Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up."
Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can
make your wish come true."
Later that day she went to her local fire
department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met
Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix.
She explained he
Little Ole Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I did what you told me...
I sent the email to10 people like you said.
I'm still waiting for that miracle to happen ..
hey im not gonna be on for a while , but i will be back , cause ya know i love this site , cant keep me away, well going through alot right now so you all take care , an love all my friends on cherrytap, love ttweety/teresa Wake-up call
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind.She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would Marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now That you can see the world, will you marry me?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her and said, "Just take care of my eyes, dear."
Only few remember
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Baby Bunny
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Bits and Pieces
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participants in this contest. They all deserve all the best in their lives.
They all are very beautiful women.
Scaredim no fucking attention seeker. i hardly talk to anyone and the one person i try talking to thinks im an attion seeker when i post bulletins asking if my friends want to talk. hey i dont post pics of me fucking someone or showing my private area and yet i get called an attention seeker? hmm doesnt make sense. well is there anyone out there that didnt block me for no reasone and wants to chat? i fucking give up. i've tried everything. tried being myself and that doesnt work. no girl or woman wants me, so why even try anymore? im done trying to find someone or waiting for someone to come along. fuck it is what i feel about it.
Kitten's Blog'sAre you lesbian, bisexual, bi curious, or straight? BisexualYou are Bisexual meaning you like girls and guys.....Like Me.....Hell Yeah Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com What Kind of Dater Are You? Total Romantic!You want to be in love in the movies! When you kiss someone you want symphonies and fireworks. That can be a lot of fun, but is not always practical. Magic runs short at some point and when that happens, it's always nice to have someone you're compatible with as well.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com
Just My Feelings1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours).
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Be super sweet to her.
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12.Wipe away her tears
13. Love her with all your heart.
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).
15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her!
& DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!!
17. Take her for a long walk at night!
18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then she will thin
Poem On DeathWhat Elemental Dragon Are You?
You are a Moon Dragon. You love the stars and moon. You are often very calm while others tend to freak out. You are trustworthy and a loyal friend. You have one or two close friends that would never betray you. You may be on the quiet side but your friends still love you for who you are.Take this quiz!
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Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the Autumn's gentle rain.
When you awaken in the mornings hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet
birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there I did not die.
Contest.... Please Bomb Meok guys its been a tough day for me. its my dads birthday. today marks 4 years since my grandfather, my dads dad passed away... today i found out my grandma died. so i thought id come on here and bust my ass comment bombing my contest. i got the 15,000 in bi babes contest but havent received the vic i was gettin for my b/f yet. so i am hoping to win this contest to give him the vic if for some reason bibabe doesnt pull threw. always think ahead cuz things come up. anyway... tonight my patriotic family is busting ass on our contest and the elite start bitchin we cheatin since we just left the elite for the patriotics they think they out to get me when both bob and i didnt do anything to them and they dont even know why they pissed except we left so here is the deal. its been a shitty day and now i get accused of cheating and most of my friends know i hate the macro and i hate the blaster so u know i would NOT join a family that would use one. so what im asking is maybe some of you come
Crazy Thoughts BlogsWOW!
JAY LENO HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD
Pretty astute for a comedian, I'd Say Go Jay!
"The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right?
The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy
with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change.
So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?''
Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week?
Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter?
Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job?
Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identification papers as we move through each
MeGary --
[noun]:A touch that feels feather like
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
You *MIGHT* Survive an Animal Attack!
If you were attacked by a Great White Shark ... you would be less hurt than it.
'Would You Survive an Animal Attack?' at QuizGalaxy.com
You are 60% likeable
You are a likeable person. You are fiercely loyal to your friends and you have a lot of them. You have may have a few enemies but it is only because they don't really know the real you.
'How Likeable are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com
Quotes And Stuff"A good decision is based on knowledge and not on numbers." Plato When we are face to face with truth, the point of view of Krishna, Buddha, Christ, or any other Prophet, is the same. When we look at life from the top of the mountain, there is no limitation; there is the same immensity. ~Hazrat Inayat Khan "The prestige of government has undoubtedly been lowered considerably by the prohibition law. For nothing is more destructive of respect for the government and the law of the land than passing laws which cannot be enforced. It is an open secret that the dangerous increase of crime in this country is closely connected with this."
Albert Einstein, "My First Impression of the U.S.A.", 1921
HiyaMy life could change next week. I have to have a biopsy done on my breast. I have a solid mass on my right breast. I had an ultrasound done last week and now we have to find out if it is cancerous or not. I am so scared now. If anyone knows anything about breast cancer and biopsys please let me know. I am going offline but I will be able to check my messages weekly. Please dont take me off your friends list. I will chat with everyone from time to time. I will miss everyone :) I know I said a few days ago that would be my last day on here lol well we thought it would be. Tonight is my last night online on the computer. The computer goes back at 9:30am tomorrow. I am going to miss everyone so much. If you dont have my email addy already its sweet_n_sassy_girl4 @yahoo.com Thats also my yahoo id if u want to add me too.I can get ims and emails on my phone and thats about it lol. I wish I could get on cherry tap on my cell phone. I will get on a computer weekly if not a few times a week. I
Death In A MotelWhat does she want me to be? Does she expect a perfect world? What do you think I am? A Ken Doll? Realize this now. In no way will I ever be a Label Whore. I am not ashamed of who I am. I like my look and my pain is mine not yours. I thrive to be content with the reality of being alone in a world of Gods and semen. Piss ants for Democrats and Confused mothers dying of sorrow born from Marilyn Mansons hate. Face it, we are all born to die. Live to the next extreme. Mine is none of your business. So leave me be. I ask no one for advice on my aches. To understand me is a after thought on abortion. A Catholic priest would not even touch me. Though I have touched a few. I am not your victim and I am not a prey. I am the monkey on your back with the knife to endure the pain you leave behind.
I make no sense and than it's perfect sense.
So crawl away with pity and the filth you shove down Paris Hiltons mouth. Spit in the face of laughter and real world it to death with MTV. I want no pa
HelloIsn't My Sis One Hot Bitchen Babe?????? I think so! What Do You All Think?
The Lord is with me,
I am not alone.
Even though him I do not see,
With him I am at home.
I feel the love he gives,
It flows through me to those I love.
I know it is in me he lives,
The hope and faith are from up above.
The strength and power I feel are from him,
I do not take my life for granted.
Life is not a whim.
I take the time to appreciate the seeds the LORD planted!
Copyright ©2007 Christine Hoffman Can someone explain to me why peoples pics are being rated Not Safe For Work? I do not want to hear the yadda, yadda, yadda crap that seems to be the norm. There are no children on Cherry Tap. Not like we have not been naked before or seen someone of the opposite sex. So what exactly is the problem. Even the word sexy as a comment is somehow causing a problem! A lot of times, the word SEXY I use because if I see something or someone that is SEXY, I tell them!
I earned my Bach. D
Im Ahttp://www.travbuddy.com/widget_map_display.php?id=1370968 ok you have to type this in your browser soory .iam sailing next week to Iraq ..well iam flying to the middle east then i'll be sailing all around the middle east .. so may be you can see where i've been .... so iam not ignoreing any one.....ok sue me typing sucks ooooooopsssssss OK THANK YOU ALL FOR VIEWUNG MY WEB PAGE THIS MEANSS ALOT TO ME AS i AM VERY OUT GOING PERSON .. I TREID POSTING MUMMS BUT WHEN I ASKED.. CAN WE ALL GET ALONG MEANING LET ALL COME TOGETHER AS ONE AND BE HUMANS ANS FRIENDS NO MATER WHAT ..THE POWERS THAT BE SHUT IT DOWN THEY DIDNOT RESPONED TO MY QUESTIONS ON WHY THAT UPSET THEM SO MUCH.. THEY HAD NO SWEAT WHEN I POSTED AM I A TOOL.. THE WHOLE THING IS WITH ME IS MANLY MY DAD HAS CANCER I TAKE CARE OF HIM.OR AT LEAST HELP THAT WHY PLUS THE FACT I PAY NO MONEY ALLOWS NE TO VISTED MY KIDS ELS WHERE.. MANY OF YOU WHERE DOWN WRITE MEAN. TO ME THEN WHEN RATEDA 1 TO HER PAGE AFTER ALONG A MEAND COMMENT
I Walk Alone The Bvde Of Broken DreamsWhat happens though when even talking gets nowhere?..Can you learn to live with being always unsure?..At what point do you give up?..It takes two to recognise and two to be strong, two to say sorry and two to let each other love the other..A beautiful song ..enjoy
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Sometimes life seems a very lonely place..I made this page at a time when I felt that. However, its also a page of hope..please take a visit there ..Bright Blessings
http://caelwyn.lochland.net/IWalkAlone.html I love the music of Sara McLachlin...this song brings back memories of a past time. What is a memory?..you know..whilst somebody lives in our memory..they are not dead..merely around the corner. I refuse to tell anybody I will not remember themmfor to me that is like wishing them dead..and I have not that right ...enjoy the song..and its message..live life..don't let it pass you by...
Music Video:I WILL REMEMBER YOU (by Sarah McLachlan)Music Video Code provided by Vide
MeYou have a sexual IQ of 144
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Well i ahve been around for a little now and i got the hang of things here and i'm having fun. for all of that want to know i am a "myspacer" too.Here's my link...
www.myspace.com/andrea4503
stop by there some time and take a peek if u wanna.
**HUGS** Ok well I am now a nother year older and it doesnt seem to feel any different.Why not?
Surveys/quizzes*Honesty For Adults*
*Relationships*
What is your current relationship status?
Very happily in a committed relationship
Have you ever cheated on a significant other/bf/gf?
yes
Would you ever cheat on anyone?
not anymore
Have you ever thought about cheating on anyone?
duh!!!!
What are your thoughts on someone who cheats?
they need to re-evaluate why they are in a relationship if they want to cheat
Have you ever had a one night stand?
yes
*Family*
Are your parents still married?
not since i was 3 yrs old...
Do you have any children?
yes
If so, how many and what are their ages?
1 daughter 22 yrs old
Were they planned or unplanned?
unplanned
What are your thoughts on stay at home moms?
i was one and
My Lifewell i was busy with work and was recently in basic but im coming back to furbar being active like i used to so hope 2 c yall soon get at me Its finally here this friday is the day i get the fuck out of school so yes its time 2 party like a rock party like a rockstar CLASS OF 07 BABE WE DID it so im the army now i am a infantry soldier station in hawaii and get deployed october.
Poems ... (yea I Gotta Creative Side)The object of my affection,
Love is his name.
For the very definition,
Makes up his frame.
His succulent lips,
Mysterious eyes,
Chocolate complex,
And prodigious size.
Like I’m beauty itself,
Is how he speaks.
And causes the red flush,
At the tops of my cheeks.
The sound of his voice,
Brightens my face.
And my feelings for him,
Will never erase.
He possesses my heart,
I hold his the same,
He’s the essence of who I am,
And love is his name.
If you could read my mind
There you would find
The two of us intertwined
The image of you I have memorized
I remember enough to fantasize
I close my eyes and there you are
In my mind, so you're never far.
I caress your lips, your face, your hair
And hold you close, so I can feel you there.
Our hands all over one another
Roaming in places meant only for lovers.
My heart, it yearns for you.
My soul, it reaches out for you.
In my every waking thought
I know you too have not forgot
The love we ma
Have You Been In My Situation?Each passing day shows me a little bit more
Some days I wonder 'What am I here for?'
With every argument, with every fight
I realize, this isn't the way I want to live my life
Every time you broke me down
I stood back up to look around
For every time you broke my heart
I wished I could begin again from the start
When love was all that mattered
My heart, before broken and tattered
Torn apart, broken dreams
Is all that's left, or so it seems
I wish you understood, my fears, hoes, and dreams
I wish you knew, just what they really mean to me
Look past my eyes, and into my mind
Take a good look, see what you'll find
Instead of looking at me, look inside
You see, I've got nothing to hide
Just close your eyes, believe in me
Open your mind and you will see. well i got up this morning, and guess what was waiting for me... thats right, a diamond ring and a proposal from the sweetest man on CT! of course, i agreed to be his CT wife. hes the one whos there for me. he alw
Eric Fubar PolicySaid so awhile back but takes re-iteration I suppose... and more true now, than then. I rarely visit the bulletin section, I rarely post bulletins or repost them. It's like reading one's spam-tagged mail in hopes of coming across some... worse, really, much. If you post something in a bulletin and are surprised I didn't know about it - ... ah. If you want me to know about it there's a better chance, anyway, I will, if you post it in a blog. If it is essential that I know about it- find out my personal e-mail (I've put it in a reachable place) and mail me. I come to this site to decrease my anxiety. Someone who asks me to read their profile and sends me a friend request that shows that they have manifestly not skimmed let alone read mine- I am not going to agonize over how best to explain to them why I am denying their request, or try to get past the manifold barriers they have put up in their profile (very few methods of contact available, few of them appropriate) to ask them to prov
~~consumers Beware~~GO MAXINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Subject: Maxine
Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, wild animals attacking humans in Florida .
Not me. I concentrate on solutions to problems. The result is a win-win-win situation:
+ Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border
+ Use the dirt to raise the levies in New Orleans
+ Put the Florida alligators in the moat.
Any other problems you would like for me to solve today?
GET YOUR PLATES READY! THIS IS INCREDIBLE!
Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a
stuffing. Imagine that! When I found it, I thought it was perfect for people
like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly
cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try.
BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN
6-7 lb. chicken
1 cup melted butter
1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good.)
1 cup uncooked
MirrorWatch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
*Missing You*
The bed is empty
An the sheets are cold
Your pillow lays unrested on
As I lay alone
My body longs for you
It is my soul that cries to you
Nothing seems right when you're not around
I wake up expecting to see your face
But roll over to an empty space
My hair is pulled up
An my face is unclean
I have no need to look beautiful
For you I have not seen
It should not be long till I
See you again, it just seems
Like its been forever
Yet soon we will be together
Pardon me for missing you so bad
I just seem to get so sad
When we can't be as one
My heart feels as though it weights a ton
"so broken i spend my days wishing to be good enough
to always have your hands upon my skin
so tired of this constant battle
Love SongsOnce in a lifetime
You'll open up your heart
Maybe once in your lifetime
You'll swear to never be apart
You think your love's on solid ground
Then out of the blue, it all comes tumblin' down
Who's gonna hold me tonight
When I'm feeling lonely
Who's gonna show me the light
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we've go
How can love just stop
Tell Me
Somebody help me understand
And my picture in your locket
What will you do with it now
All our friends and all our memories
Tell me how we sort them out
What's yours is yours
What's mine is mine
Is that all that's left
After all this time
Who's gonna hold me tonight
When I'm feeling lonely
Who's gonna show me the light
'Cause I need to know
With all the things we've go
How can love just stop
Tell Me
Somebody help me understand
Help me understand
Why I'm not part of our plan
And you don't need me anymore
Help me understand
Why I still wanna be where you are
Even
Random Rants And Other ThingsHooligan --
[noun]:An oral sex master
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.
Who's The True You?
Your Love Type: ENFJ
The Giver
In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.
For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring.
Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.
However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.
Best matches: INFP or I
Quotes For My BoiGod made the wind blow, god made the sun shine, but how the hell did he make you so fine!? DONT SAY YOU LOVE ME UNLESS U REALLY MEAN IT, CUZ I MIGHT DO SOMETHING CRAZY LIKE BELIEVE IT I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have; I miss you.
My PersonalityWhat occult Power best suits you ? Your Result: Telepathy You have the ability of direct mind to mind communitcation of thoughts and images ,from other people , this could also mean you can hear the thoughts of others . Precognition Clairoyance Healing Psychometry Premonition Astral projection Dreamwalking
Funny Shit!That's right bishes!!! You can't keep a good man down!!! Shady326 was deleted by an unknown source and we are trying to help him get back on his feet!!! Come show the man some love!!!
Just click on the pic of the hot chick to visit his profile!!!!! lmao ♥
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EGADS I'M FOR SALE!
LyricsShe clings to me like cellophane
Fake plastic submarine
Slowly driving me insane
But now that's over
So what if the sex was great
Just a temporary escape
Another thing I grew to hate
But now that's over
Why you always kick me when I'm high
Knock me down till we see eye to eye
Figured her out I know she
May not be Miss Right but she'll do right now
I used to hang on every word
Each lie was more absurd
Kept me so insecure
But now that's over
She taught me how to trust
And to believe in us
And then she taught me how to cuss ... that bitch!
It's over
You know I used to be such a nice boy
LINKIN PARK LYRICS
"Bleed It Out"
Yeah here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so i won't get loose
Truth is you can stop and stare
Bled myse
My Damn Blogs Now Read Them....please!!!Cute Animal OVERLOAD (I may be a little gay for this lol)
and please leave comments on it From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
LE
Trell's ThoughtsHow can you be trusted , I know how you are
I tried to trust you , but it didn't get me far
I though you grew up, I though you were a man
Yeah I was wrong, you tried to ruin everyone's life and you still will if you can
Just to make yourself feel good, to feel that you're on top
Only a sick person, would do family wrong , but you'll never stop
You're a bad dad and bad brother
You know you're a bad son look how at you treat our mother
She tries to help you , but you don't care
You're alway screaming and yelling "No one treats me fair"
Coward, I"m going to call you that till the end
You talk about everyone behind their back, in their face you're their friend
Get mad if you want that's just what I see
If you got a problem with what I just said, then get at me.
We are brothers and I love you , but I hate what you've became
If you got something to say, then say it to me and I'll do the same
Copyright © 2006 Damon Taylor
My dad
you had all t
Contesthey ya'll i got a new voice thingy on my page.. check it out or use this link.. ya'll will get to hear me and if ya leave a messege i get to hear you.. lol and believe me i dont sound like you think i would..lmao
Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *3497103. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com ok so here is the deal.. this was a convo in my shout box.. wtf this cunt is dumb
check this shit out
->j: if the humor isnt apreciated why biother.. and whoops you just pissed off Tara
->j: i only make pervy comments to be funny or apreciated.. not usualy after i have been told im disgusting
->j: ok now im thourgh;y confused
j: no im not talking about ur weight i thought u were going to rite me some thing perverted so do it please
->j: ann asshole usualy have deep and painful esteem problems.. i wish you luck with yours
->j: on both i was trying to be amusing.. but meh i found it amusing so i guess thats all that really matters he
PoetryMy heart is like a swirling tidal wave crashing on a deslolate shore.
The days past by in agony that seems never ending.
Life keeps throwing obsticales in my path that make me wish for death all the more.
It seems like the more I pass the more that do come, making it like a staircase winding.
So to this life I will take your tests, and pass them with out fail.
Still the heart that beats inside feels cold and unbeating.
Maybe some day you will let me out of this invisible jail.
Or maybe that is just a dream so fleeting.
I dont Understand Why when it takes so little to be a nice person, so many are cruel and hurtful.
I dont understand Why when it just so much easier and releaving to tell the truth people still fill the need to tell lies and hide things
I dont understand Why if you love someone you cant just tell them and hope and pray they feel the same.
I dont understand Why some people who have more than others feel the need to flaunt their
The Peanut Gallery: All My Unpopular Views And OpinionsNow look, first off, let's get a few things straight. I am NOT a religious fanatic. I am also NOT "judgemental". It is not judgemental to speak the truth. And since I believe that moral relativism is, at bottom, dishonest, I can only do and say what it is in my nature to do and say. And in the case of this unfortunate person, I had to inform them that a) they had been misled, and b) they were just simply WRONG.
As much as it hurts, and as much as no one likes to hear it, I think we can all agree that it's also wrong to allow someone to go around converting the unsuspecting and naive.
With that said, let me describe the scenario to you. It's a Sunday afternoon, and we are all minding our business when the doorbell rang. My daughter, who is 11 going on 45, answered the door, and being well acquainted with my habits, invited the Mormons in for a cup of coffee. (ROFL!) I was out in the garage sharpening one of my cutlasses. But she knows me well, and she also happens to be a v
Just Was Thinkinwell its that time for the hot fun summer party .. where i will be down there backstage workin/helpin and hanging out with bands .. heres the lists ...........Staind
Capital City Airport
West Main Stage
www.staind.com
Drowning
Pool
www.drowningpool.com
Tuesday
July 8 Sammy Hagar
The Hard Lessons Capital City Airport West Main Stage
www.redrocker.com
www.thehardlessons.com
Tuesday
July 8 Zappa Plays
Zappa Pearle Vision
East Main Stage
www.zappa.com/zpz
Wednesday July 9 REO Speedwagon Capital City Airport
West Main Stage
www.speedwagon.com
The Zombies
featuring
Rod Argent
& Colin Blunstone
www.zombiesdefense.org
Wednesday
July 9
Snoop Dogg
Alter Bridge
Fiction Plane Pearle Vision
East Main Stage
www.snoopdogg.com
www.alterbridge.com
www.fictionplane.net
Thursday
July 10
Kellie Pickler Capital City Airport
West Main Stage
www.kelliepickler.com
James Otto
www.j
A World Of Hidden Thoughts And Emotional Loss..."Non-Reality"
Sins of the inner mind twist and manipulate conscous thought to have you believing what manifests in sight of you...
Your sight and mind begin to work against one another to find dominance to prove that your own thoughts are wrong...
Are they?...
Is what you are seeing and you feel wrong or even real?...
Have you really bult your existence around a nonreality, a place where false illusions invision themselves as being actual moments in human life...
Your life...
How much of life is real and how much is fantasy?...
Where is the line drawn, what will become of the life you know as real if in truth it is merely that of an illusion?...
Illusions, like the flame of a candle, fade...
Burning till there is nothing is left and that same flame burns and fades into the darkness...
The very darkness you run from...
What will be left?...
Where is that inevitable end?...
What is YOUR nothing?...
The fusion of life to reality forces the mind
Mercy Is My FoeMuted red
Crushed like velvet in my hands
And against my lips
Sticky sweet
Warm-Pulsating Desire within my throat
Your heart is too hard to digest
Ravyn Such a sin
Beauty mourned and grieved within
My bosom
Fore, love is the fool that tempts me
Love and my lover's heart alone
Keep me burning into the night
Brighter than the sun or the heavens themselves
Stars falling at my lover's feet to ashes
Oh what a sin
To love thee Ok... Obviously I am a poet.. but it helps to get some feedback.. constructive criticism... so could you get some balls and leave a comment.. it can be in praise or in opposition.. just leave something damn it!
Thanks!
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If You Were My Date....A date with you would start, of course, with me asking you out and you accepting. It would begin around Nine AM I will take you to a restaurant on the beach where we would have a light breakfast...its a good way to get rid of butterflies in the stomach as well as communicate some ice breaking topics, this also gives you an out if you choose to end date.........After we have ate a bit and enjoyed talking to each other and we are both more relaxed, i will take you to a nice late morning stroll on the beach. We can hold hands and walk and talk about how beautiful the scene is and i will tell you how the day is so much more beautiful with you by my side..
We can play a bit chase each other around and walk barefoot in the shallow water.....I will kiss you at some point, a good kiss looking onto your wanting eyes, holding your face to mine....kiss, should you return the kiss I will embrace you, squeeze you close to me, at you will probably feel at this point my desire for you. But this i
Jokes I Like:)Oh Husband, Dear Husband, I tremble with fear.
You've been on overtime almost a year,
And since you are gone, till way late at night
A good piece of ass seems way out of sight.
O Husband, Dear Husband, Please don't be a fool,
Working this overtime is wasting your tool.
For better it is, to be poor all your life,
Than to bring a soft peter home to your wife.
I used to be happy as your little queen,
But now every night you're no where to be seen
You come home from work just able to creep,
I feel like screwing, but you want to sleep.
Each evening, Dear Husband, you crawl into bed,
Your intentions are good but your peter is dead.
I play with your pecker all wrinkled and dry,
I get so damn mad, I could lay down and cry.
I have pleaded with you dear, with tears in my eyes,
I've played with your balls, but your pecker wont rise,
So I'll find me a man who works eight hours a day,
And while you're on O.T., we'll proceed to make hay.
For in this whole world, there i
Hi To All!!Well I stoped on here for some because of a girl friend. I think she didn't want me to have friends left? Well as it goes it didn't work out. I have I think given up with g/f b/f thing. I seem to find the really wacked out one for some reson. It is so hard when you have kids to find one that love you and your kids. And that treats all of you good and your kids good to. Lifes sucks some times its a good thing theres more good times then bad! i bet NO guys will repost this ;
i'm sorry
i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"
i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.
i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.
i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.
i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.
i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.
i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like m
Party TimeChristmas is just around the corner, and im going to hold, a contest/give-away.
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Ends on Jan. 1
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Random $hitYou called to say sorry, missed me too, wanted to console me, hug me, kiss me.. As I wiped the tears away, our lips danced softly and sweetly. You wiped a tear to say ur sorry, looking into ur eyes made it all better. As I rested my head on ur shoulder, your arm around me, and my legs resting on your lap. I felt like I was home. I could feel in your hugs, your kisses and your looks that you are mine. Although women dont understand men, they have a way of communicating exactly what they are thinking without even saying a word.. great day!!! Its that time of year again and our annual father and son gardner snakes have emerged. The kids call em Big Poppa and lil poppa, other than providing humor when someone sees them while going in or out of the house, its a lil bit of a pain for the kids or guests. Anyone have any non kill repellant ideas? We've tried moth balls, it worked for a little while but the smell when the windows were open was very unspringlike.. im sure someone has a
Wildthingso sorry i have been away working 12 hr days helping watching grand kids i'm doing just fine and im ok to those that miss me i miss you as well luv you all ......... ray Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com My Dear,
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Just Random Rants....Some Insight to me....
Current mood: contemplative
Okay so i've decided to write this because well i'm bored LoL ... its just the basics on who i am and the type of person i strive to be ... :)
First i'm Seperated from my husband , we're NOT divorced ... but we might as well be LoL been seperated since 1998 , just figure we hated marriage the first time , so if we stay married to eachother well we can't make that mistake again right ? LoL fucked up logic , Ummmmm yea , Do I care about your opinion on it ? Nope
I'm a mom of 6 , i don't exactly look like a mom of one let alone 6 , but heres some advice , If u like your nose and teeth intact , Don't ask how many dads Ummmmm k? cuz 1st its rude , and 2nd its none of your goddamn buisness , but to set the record straight theres 1 dad TYVM....
Yes i LOVE body art ! Tats , Piercings , Scarification , Extreme Body mods like rib removal and implants are cool with me too *i wouldn't do them but hey who am i to judge?*But if you don'
IronicHave you held someone to make them feel better and/or had someone hold you to make you feel better an you only felt empty inside? You scream for comfort but because of certain things you choose to stay neutral. To continue to do what you have in the past.To guard. To Protect.The more you want things to change the more cold and distant you grow. Damned if you do , damned if you don't. So what do you do? You choose the one that others happiness comes first. You remember that the life of a guardian angel is a lonely one. You start doing things to help you keep that distant. Wearing sunglasses to cover your eyes. Stop looking people in the eyes for the eyes are the windows to the soul. You bottle things up more an more. You start pulling away from those who have been there for you in the past. You continue to be there for them, just now you do it from the shadows. appearing when needed an disappearing when finished. People talk about a thing called "Love". Tell me this.? When was the last
Please Join This GroupI leave for the open road again tomorrow, 5/03/07
I hope they can run me like last month, and hope the stress of road rage, and the hostility of the terrorists don't get to me. I am defenatly going back to the strange highways where crazy people play. I have a laptop now so can be on more often. I will be puting up more pictures more frequently and be able to rate pictures more often. I have a cam group on yahoo for adults only it is defenitly NSFW. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/naughtycamfun
My Junki am learning that the giving of ones self is something very special. i am curious and a sponge for information. i want to know how to give myself fully to Him. to give Him and myself that gift is something that shall not be entered lightly but with full passion, knowledge and submission to the life. I seriously give up....you know men.....if you don't like someone.....you shouldn't lead them on....just effin tell them upfront.....cause you know something......when you lead them on it really hurts them!! You know sometimes I really think all or most men suck ass....I'm going to start guarding my heart more. Maybe I should seriously think about going for girls..LOL
Strictly Ct Related"I hope Jesus has other plans for your life, because right now you're a fuckin loser."
- The Mogul Yeah well I did a quick fam check and a third of my family members didn't have me in theirs. I didn't care who you were, I just deleted you! Sorry, my family members recognize me as the same. Otherwise, I don't got time for ya! Peace bitches.
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GeneralI just got off the phone with my friend Jessy and he just told me that my two best guy friends(who are over in Iraq) are comming home soon because their tour of Iraq is comming to an end. I've missed them so much and I know I'm going to end up being the Hostess so I better start getting ideas and planning for the welcome home party LOL so wish me luck I'll need it. April 16, 2007— A tranquil college campus in Virgina became a killing field Monday morning. At least 33 people are dead in the worst mass shooting in modern American history.
Police at Virginia Tech, in Blacksburg, Va., said that the shootings happened at a dormitory and then at a classroom on opposite sides of the university campus.
It is unknown at this time if the guns had standard or extended clips, which can fire as many as 30 shots before the gun has to be reloaded.
No identification was found on the gunman's body, police said. Eyewitnesses described him as an asian male about six feet tall. He apparently shot
hey Mafia Don bigg here i just opened a new lounge i am in the works of geting music stop by and check it out it the new home for the (W.C.M The Purdy family) but its open to everyone the lounge name is (La Mafia Di Coalizione Del Monda)meaning World Coalition Mafia please come and check it out subscribe to my lounge please a drama free lounge,the number one rule thanks i hope to meat new people come join the family there is a terrist supporter on cherrytap he is very into it look at his page i dont think this person should be aloud on ct i left a message for this fuck head his name is Mohamad 'Alpatchino' Fahm he has pictures of terrist like Bin Ladon on his page and AL Quida members this is serious shit he my not be a threat right now but he needs to be watched close!!!! who ever just rated my photo a seven fuck you show your self cowerd or are you afraid of the Mafia !!!!!!!!!
Hi Allhi all
ok, i seem to have to make this very clear to some.due to recent requests
1...i am a crossdresser
2...i do not befriend males, i do however make exceptions for other crossdressers, transvestites, and shemales.
3... my email address is given to people i trust, so please dont ask for it, you will probably not get it, if i want you to have it, i will give you it.
4... my mobile number is for very trusted friends, so asking for that will get you blocked.
5... and if i ever find this "box" guys seem to want, it will only ever be given to a women..that quite clear, for the hard of reading :)
I think that covers it
to all my friends
Happy Easter, love you all
Mandy
xxxxxxxxx and the moon is made of cheese lol
so if your bored, answer away lol
Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED?????
Body: Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at
Cherry Tap AnonymousLife is exactly what I thought it would be work eat sleep and do it all fucking over again.
Name: Rpg Gamer Mark(Live On Webcam)
Gender: Male
Occupation: Dishwashing Bitch/Prep Cook
Location: WORCESTER COUNTY,MASSACHUSETTS,UNITED STATES,
Date of Birth: 13th Jun 1982
Looking For: Friendship,Dating,Serious Relationship,Whatever I can get
Interested In: Women
Political Views: Who Cares
What Rpg Gamer Mark(Live On Webcam)'s Up To:Cherry Tap
Current mood: Artistic
Where I am:Massachusetts
I'm listening to: 107.3Waaf,Metallica,Megadeth,Tool,Eminem
I'm watching: Boston Red Sox,New England Patriots
I'm playing: Final Fantasy Xll,With myself
I'm annoyed at: Fake friendships/bitches online
I'm loving: How fun the internet world is
I'm looking forward to: New friends on here
I'm IMing: Anyone that I want to
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ok sexy men on here.. i need some help getting some sexy outfits here.. i wear size large and side 11.. and i also need stockings and garders, sexy thigh boots and heels size 8 on both.. i love red,black,purple..leather too red and black,hats and neck ties.. sexy other little things to help me with my pics.. so if u all want to help out.. please send then to this address.. 1000 N 10th salina Ks 67401.. and put Ms. joy gonzales.. this isnt where i live.. so keep in mind.. dont try to stalk me.. ok..
please please ... make pics requests.. and i will try to do them.. if anyone wants to help me please do.. i would love it.. thank u of him.. i found out so much shit about him last nite.. it wasnt funny... not did i get one phone call but many... and it was from the same lady.. but she wouldnt give me her name or anything.. i wrote him or should i say text him because he wouldnt answer his phone.. and i told him that he is truley fuck
My Last BlogAll you cherry tappers in the Muscle Shoals area are invited to Tourway Inn tonight in Florence. We are having Grand Ole Opry Impersonators and I am doing Tanya Tucker. Well...10 years of being cancer free.....and my Dr. told me today that it has come back. I don't know how to deal with it again. I've been sick for a long time now....and..well...if I don't see much of you guys on here it's because I am trying to deal with this. I don't know how to tell my daughter or my family. Send up lots of prayers for me...cause I need them.
Love you all,
Carol....Mischief Hey everybody withing hearing range...lets all go to Stagger Lees tomorrow night in Muscle Shoals and party.
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You make a connection with another soulSomeone who listens, responds consoles.The world seems different, distinctively newThe outlook on life a warm crimson hue.Friendship, response, a reply in the windCan keep someone going, "alone" redefinedA person out there took time from their dayTo write you and let you know its okay.Listening to emotions come from a wordReflection accepted acknowledged, heard.Oh what a gift that energy brings Isolation divorced, free with new wings.Thank you for hearing my words indirect Meanings lurking that somewhat reflectHow I might feel, just what I believeWrong or mistaken, you just receive.Your response a discovery, revelation for meYou heard me, still care, helps set me free.Ability, and power to find who I amLove knowing that someone just gives a damn. amawitch/2007
Bethea's ByteAs of this writing, we are just eight sunsets away from WrestleMania 23. The closer we get to this event, the more excited I am to see it. But the last week begins with some sombering news as we lose two WWE Hall of Fame Superstars. This week I begin this Byte paying tribute to "The Big Cat" Ernie Ladd and "The Golden Boy" Arnold Skaaland.
"THE GOLDEN BOY" ARNOLD SKAALAND (1925-2007)
Arnold Skaalland began his career in the late 1950's in Georgia. He would find his success as a WWWF United States Tag Team Champion with Spiros Arion in 1967. His greatest success came as a manager when guided Bob Backlund to the WWE Championship in 1978. It was on December 26, 1983 when Skaaland was apart of controversy when he threw in the towel ending Backlund's reign as Champion. Arnold Skaaland was inducted in the the WWE Hall of Fame in 1994. On March 13, 2007, World Wrestling Entertainment lost one it's most beloved and influential figures in Sports-Entertainment at the age of 82. He i
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Words Of WisdomYou could try the lamb. Knock. See if she's there. You could call the wolf. Leave a message. See if he calls back. I wait to come undone. But life. It's such a slow surgery. I do everything to make it happen faster. But the truth is you can't kill yourself like this. Don't believe the public service messages.
I can drag the robe across the stage. The actor still inside it. But it leaves no trail. No sweat. As that spotlight carves its shape into the performance.
I was only spending my time learning what I could love. If it possessed the grace to return the favor. I was only trying on capes. That promised to make us into super heroes. Realizing none of them could.
It was more pencil than it was ink. Finally finding the words. I was more drunk than sober. The first time we fell in love.
But the fairy tale is still real.
It's sad because if I wrote something beautiful an hour before no one will ever know. They'll wind up here. Dressed in the wind like orphans at the oce
Slips Stufflife is full of up and downs
its full of love, and hate
why can't we do the things we need to do til its too late to keep wat we want the most..why is it hard to let things go, why is thur always fighting, til its gone..then all u can do is think how much u do love them..u never know wat u want or have til its gone..u always think u can live without them..but when thur actually gone..its awhole new ball game..sumone told me love is not always happy, it is never planned..u have to make the best of wat u got, and wat u can get..but u never know how much u are in love with them til thur gone..its like the end of the world, or like the end of life.. virgin girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night
and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a
big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that
after dinner, she would like to go out and make love
for the first time.
* * * * * * * * *
Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex
before, so he t
Sweet & TouchingBefore I was a Mom-
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom-
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom-
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom-
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom-
I didn't know the feeling of having my hea
Life Is A Sleazy Stranger Who Looks Vaguely Familiar Flirting With A Bimbo Named Disaster At The End Of The BarHappiness is just a gash away
When i open a familiar scar
Pain goes shooting like a star
Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...
And you might say it's self-indulgent
You might say its self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be healthy
& pens and penknives take the blame
Crane my neck & scratch my name
But the ugly marks
Are worth the momentary gain...
When i jab a sharpened object in
Choirs of angels seem to sing
Hymns of hate in memorandum
And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be happy
And sappy songs about sex and cheating
Bland accounts of two lovers meeting
Make me want to give mankind a beating
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, i'd kick the bucket
Sixty times before i'd kick the habit
And as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
That even if i quit
There's not a chance in hell i'd stop
Buttwasted BlogsPulling a Band-Aid at the Holidays
Well tomorrow is New years eve, and here I go with the nostalgia trip.
I admit openly that I am a creature of history, it can be American History, World History, or even personal history. It don't matter, I will study them all.
personally I get the biggest kick out of looking back on my life and wondering just how in the Hell did I get to where I am?
Case in point, the other day was Christmas.
I couldn't help but think just how much Christmas is a fools holiday,
we sucker ourselves into finding happiness and joy in our lives for this fleeting day, and when its over the wool gets pulled over our eyes quicker than lightning.
(What do I mean?)
Well my thoughts couldn't help but start with when I was with an ex of mine,
(who will remain nameless) but here we were happy, making plans for the future, Smiling ear to ear all day long that Christmas day.
Even ending the day by having what I can only call Holiday Sex.
so whats bad about this whol
Poetrywhy can't I sleep
wind howls, thunder cracks
dreams of black
dreams of the unknown
the past haunts me
turning and turning
dont close my eyes
why cant I see
why cant I stop seeing
tears on my pillow
leave my mind
let me rest
give me back my life
give me dreams of another
So very very tired.
by Debra Ex why do you doubt me
why do you feel the need to change me
you test me
you test my love for you
you shut me in
you take away my breath
you smother me with your words
stop holding me
stop keeping me your prize
stop telling your lies
stop pretending you are real
stop living
get me the keys
let me free from these shackles
take the tape from my lips
let me speak my peace
let me go
you wont have me
you never did
by Debra Ex.
ENOUGH ! we're tired, my heart and I.
We sit beside the headstone thus,
And wish that name were carved for us.
The moss reprints more tenderly
The hard types of the mason's knife,
As heaven's sweet life renews ea
Forumsok so like here goes im bored with ct,. and i know alot of pplz dont really like me but i dont care i just want my life back so im not going to delete brutal, but i will give it up to those who want to run it, take on the big bad boss role, if no one steps up to it, then i will delete the lounge, and save codec some money, Ill be here if you need to give others mods, but thats about it.
in other words any takers?
on a side note.. it wasnt any of my staff. just others, and im sick of the childish bs, so i will be the big man and step down yup. We've finally snapped that last vine,
I cant do it anymore, nor do i think its heathly for both of us
I understand why you wont let me take Jadein
I dont exactly have anywhere for her to go,
I dont think that any thing we do will fix this mess
so yes i am leaving.
You better raise her right and you BETTER TELL HER THE TRUTH i left for our health,
She doesnt need to be around us when all we do is fight I knew i shouldnt have m
Wicca Stuff
Firstly you need to form the shape that your Ritual will take, planning
exactly what you are going to do, the reasons behind your Ritual, what form
your Casting will take, what resources you will need, and what you hope to
achieve! At first it can be a good idea to write (or print out) your Casting
Instructions so as to be able to do them easily, the Deities present won't
mind you referring to notes, and this is better than to keep making
mistakes!
Next you need to cleanse and 'ground' yourself, a simple way to do this is
to take a Ritual Bath (a
Simple Ritual Bath and Self Blessing Ritual
is included in our
Cleansing Section),
once this is complete you may dress in your
Ritual Clothes
(if you have any!) or go 'skyclad' if you
prefer, whichever feels right to you!
Once you are 'cleansed', then tis time to cleanse the space you will be
usin
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Mothers day contest starts Thursday April 12th at 6pm Pacific...
Please bomb the crap outta me I can't afford a blast otherwise and I really want one *sniffle* lol...
Please?!
*licklicklick* Who exactly?
Is it a good sign for you that I am so easy to break in...?
Or a bad sign for me...?
Both...?
Neither...?
Feels so right...leaves my mind so wrong...
Had it all for a moment...yet today has me more lost than ever before...
And of course...I'd do it all again...and again...and again...oh and sometimes right after lunch...
Because some days I just wanna be a missing person...
Just need to find something useful to do with myself once I find me...
(*edit*)
...hahaha...Man I'm stupid...
...oh and as it turns out...no good either... The core of dark desire
Masked by good intent
Dug your way inside
But dropped the shroud too early...
Who are you?!
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Insaneblog'sHi ppl I need lots of rankings and comments, i want to buy a dimond ring for tricia, for our ct weding, and i need help, i figure if everyone votes 10 on my pics and leaves comments please help me, I will help u2 Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart. If u tell some one to go slow, but they move at lightspeed, and crash is it your fault, if u are not exclusive can u realy be hurt that there are other ppl, well im sick of the shit, im 23, I have a long life ahead of me, im not going to make decisions yet, can u just love me a s a person, huh, not as potential property, why must i be yours, why, I need to step back before my head explodes, AHHHHHHH
My World!My boyfriend and I are looking for another lady to join us in a threesome! We're in the La Crosse, WI / Winona, MN area, but it doesn't matter much where you're from if you're willing to pay for the traveling. At the time, this is just a one-time deal! Must be at least 18 (lol) and we require that you have a full-body photo and a salute! Reply to this if interested!! And please, if you know anyone that might be interested, link them!! Thanks so much! ;)
Kendra & Brett My birthday is coming up! It's on April 21st. Woohoo! I'll be 20! lol
What're you going to buy me for my birthday?? :) :) :) I just need to vent, so please don't mind me..
I'm going to MNSC-ST for web design. There's a building here [Winona], and there's a building in Red Wing, about 90 minutes away. Web design isn't actually offered at the campus here, but I can take online courses through Red Wing, so that's what I started doing. I have an online course right now. This semester started early in January and ends a
Who KnewYou know guys complain that women have mood swings and bitch for the dumbest reasons..Well let me say one thing about that..It isnt just women fellas...I know a guy is particular that gets pissy when he really doesnt know shit about what is really going on...when you try to talk to him he either ignores you or gets smart about the ordeal...seems like everytime I turn around I hve to kiss some guy's ass...well I give up..Im done
From now on its all about me or my kids..anyone interested in me is gonna respect me..like me for who I am..and Im not a liar..so if you dont believe what I say then talk to someone else because Im tired of gettin shit from guys...
So yeah I Definately have PMS....PUTTING UP WITH MENS SHIT....!!!!!
HAVE A GOOD DAY.... So many things people tell each other..sometimes its to make them understand..sometimes its to make them feel better..sometimes its to hurt that person...I dont understand why we even speak sometimes..Ive heard so many things these past co
The People's WordSomething is missing tonight. But what is that something? When you miss something, is it is a person? Is it an activity? Is it a thing? As far as people, I miss my friends and of course my son, and some of my family, that doesn't live near me. As far as activities, I miss playing basketball, throwing a baseball around, and I guess things that are involved with dating or a relationship. (No, I'm not talking about sex, so get your mind out of the gutter.) A thing could be, a blanket, or a picture, or a teddy bear or a car. You can miss activities with a person, such as going to games with your friends, or shooting hoops with your friends.
The real reason I decided to write this tonight, is because I'm not sure if I miss someone or the things and activities that involved this person. It's not as if I can't find someone else to do these activities or fill the void, but then you start wondering if you do in fact miss the person. I know I'm all over the place, and my thoughts may not make
Just Felt Like Tellin YaThe race track was fun, I went there w/no money n left w/ $30.80. Yet I was only ahead by 80 cents ,lol. See we found my g-ma there n she gave me $10 n my parents each gave me $10. So I had $30 to play with, I lost alot n won some but in te end, I had $30.80. See, I was only ahead by 80 cents I lvl up sorry peepz but i don't wanna delete any of them. My door knob, no like anymore so i wanna change it but it has no screws so idk what to do, any ideas? I took pics on it on my default section, plz help me, thankz.
Insanity Of Man And WomanIm sorry that I forget
I am sorry that I cant read your mind
I am sorry that I dont live up to your expectations
I am sorry that I dont live up to your standards
I am sorry that I cant seem to do things right
I was talking to an old friend on the phone tonight, he was filling me in on the old gang from our wilder, younger, and VERY STUPID days of our mispent youth.
For the most part, everyone seemed to straighten up and are doing well.
Of course there were a few suprises, like the fact that one person has become a baptist preacher. What makes this so funny is that this guy would go to any length to avoid church.
One of the girls we ran with took the vows to become a nun.
One guy died in Desert Storm, aka the first gulf war.
One is in military prison for life, at Fort Leavenworth KS. From what I gathered he snapped while in the navy and tried to strangle a chief petty officer. Personally, considering the fact he was one of the gang that had one of the shortes
Have You EverThere is enough crap on TV now they have taken BLUES CLUES off nick I think that is bull crap I have a lot of little ones learn from that show .So I am pissed I'm going to look them up and tell them .Bring back More graphics at CustomGlitterGraphics.comBLUES CLUES. I do'nt ask for help but if you would do me this please go to my nieces page she is new show her some Cherry Luv She is single.http://cherrytap.com/user/862711 Her pics in my pics
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>Women are like apples on a trees. The best ones are at the top of the
>tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are
>afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the
>apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at
>the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're
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Road ThoughtsLast night as I sat with my coffee in a diner, a conversation broke out between the "guys" sitting at this horseshoe shaped counter that I later referred to as the "Redneck Roundtable". The drivel spewing out of these guys mouths was appalling!
The Topic? Sex.
I didnt participate in this conversation, I merely listened. I felt like Marlin Perkins on Mutual of Omahas Wild Kingdom.
"And here we see the American Male in his natural habitat. Lets watch as my assitant Jim attempts to get a closer look...."
I was floored at what these guys were babbling about! I mean is this just an extension of their teenage years where they ran their mouths about shit they had no clue about just to be talking *OR* could they possibly BELIEVE the bullshit they spewed?
GUY 1: Hell I dont care... long as I get mine! She can get her own!
GUY 2: No Shit! I could care less.
GUY 3: Hell I have gotten to the point of just saying OOPS! Sorry! It just felt too good. Usually makes em feel better
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My Life And Times: The Lost Episodes.An Angels Kiss
By J. S. Monti
The daily thoughts of mortal man,
Ne’er stray toil till days end.
When nights dark cloak a solemn veil.
Leads to dreams of failures tale.
In this deep and restless night,
Nightmares come in wingless flight.
A vision seen in black and white.
Hovers o’er this head tonight.
Flowing robes and open hand,
Beckons nearer to her stand.
To look into her soul-less eyes,
Facing truth? Or countless lies.
A swirling sea of smoky mist,
Surrounds the earth neath clenching fist.
In icy columns chilling blood.
Tears I weep in torrent flood.
Then burst upon this dreary scene,
An Angel sent my soul redeem.
In blinding color standing there,
Eyes of blue and red of hair.
Dressed in flowing gown of white,
Stark contrast to this endless night.
Eyes of comfort, warmth, and love.
Sent to me from God above.
And in those lovely eyes so blue,
Speaks to me of love so true.
Her arms around me safely tight.
Gets me through another night.
Breann BlogHey guys! Just a heads up.. The model of the year 2008 voting has started with the Top 20.
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Hey what's going on?
I wanted to remind all of you that voting has started for Special Editions Model of the Year 2008. Please click the photo and vote for me.
Thanks so much! I really mean it when I say, I have such wonderful fans and all of you have made my dreams come true. I am such a lucky girl. I love you all!
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Weekend!!;):dI hope ya'll had a great weekend. ;)
I sure did, it was so relaxing and nice to talk to a lot of my friends. I know it's been a while for some of you, but we all have lives outside of the internet too. :P I wish you all a great week ahead. :)
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Sexyliljew!!it feels like no one cares anymore no one wants to be my friend and just hang out and chill with me!! it feels as if i can just disapear and no one would even notice that im missing and no one would care im gone!! and sooner or later ur going to turn around and say hey weres amy?? and it will be to late i will be dead some were and no one will find me!! and by the time some one dose find me i will be rotting away in dirt and fith some were!!! i hope some one will come and save me from this feeling of deppresion and lonlyness!!! why wont my life just fucking end!!! i tryed to end it my self 3 times already and i just wont die!! i slit my throut when i was 12 my brother saved me tryed to give my self alcohal posining when i was 13 did not work tryed to give my self alchoal poising when i was 14 did not work when the hel will i fucking die already!! not like anyone will miss me daniel hates me i have no friends, my family practicly wants to disown for there reasons!! im done!!! just done
Stuff To ShareUnderstanding Men and Women The most frequently expressed complaint women have about men is that men don’t listen. Ladies, when you talk to a man about what troubles you, it isn't that he isn't sympathetic or uncaring, but truly they don't always understand a woman and her views. There is nothing wrong in that, women are complicated and see things in varying shades and degrees. There are pinks, blues, reds etc. A man sees things simply....black white and grey. They have a tendency to be bewildered by women and our need for talking. If he offers a solution, we don't like, or offers no solution or suggestion, either way, he has messed up the way the man sees it. Either we
A. Reject his answer as ignorant or uncaring and/or get mad
B. See no response as meaning he is heartless and being a jerk and get mad.
Come on ladies, it's a catch 22 for the guys...give them a break. Whatever they do they live in fear of angering us, they get frustrated and stop trying to please us. Men are unsettl
RantsThe first rule of acquisition states: "Once you have their money, you never give it back." Last night I lost my Internet and phone because the cable wires outside my house needed to be replaced. So today I had to wait around for a few hours so that a tech could come by and fix it. But before all this, I was without the Internet and phone for over twelve hours. If I didn't have a cell phone I would be screwed. All I get is an apology for my inconvenience. This is not the first incident I have had with the cable company for the pass month or so, so I am not a happy customer. It's too bad Verizon doesn't do that great a job in my area, because I would drop these guys in a minute if I could. They add five more levels. By the time I get to level 30, if I even want to attempt to get there, some people will be on level 35. Thanks for the points and welcome to my ever growing blocked list.
Veteran's Issues And RightsHow the U.S. Is Failing Its War Veterans
By Dan Ephron and Sarah Childress
Newsweek
March 5, 2007 issue - After returning from Iraq in late 2005, Jonathan Schulze spent every day struggling not to fall apart. When a Department of Veterans Affairs clinic turned him away last month, he lost the battle. The 25-year-old Marine from Stewart, Minn., had told his parents that 16 men in his unit had died in two days of battle in Ramadi. At home, he was drinking hard to stave off the nightmares. Though he managed to get a job as a roofer, he was suffering flashbacks and panic attacks so intense that he couldn't concentrate on his work. Sometimes, he heard in his mind the haunting chants of the muezzin—the Muslim call to prayer that he'd heard many times in Iraq. Again and again, he'd relive the moments he was in a Humvee, manning the machine gun, but helpless to save his fellow Marines. "He'd be seeing them in his own mind, standing in front of him," says his stepmother, Marianne.
Schulz
Poetry In MotionWhat is in my mind right about now? Well a lot of things actually. I have just graduated from a community college here in Michigan and I'm going on to a University. But thing is, I have to tread lightly bcuz of a couple of stories that I have heard from friends. But that does not matter, all it matters is that I'm doing my business and that is how I will leave it at that. Plus, the love of my life, (Christopher) is doing just fine and everytime I talked to him, I feel so much closer to him than ever before.
More later as it will develop. Just look at you. With a smile on your face that will make me smile too. I wish I could just reach out and touch you, grab onto your hand and walk together side by side. I will do whatever you ask of me. For I pledge my life and my love to you. I love you so much, and I am so lucky to have you.
(Another blog dedication to Christopher McConathy) Here I am, here to serve your every need. Here I am, to show you the great places that you have never b
Poem 1Take my hand this way we'll go,
Said the man above,
I'll take you to a place of joy,
Where you will find true love,
If you let go, go on your own,
But mistakes you will make,
For many other ways there are,
Which you are sure to take,
When you feel that you are lost,
All you have to do is pray,
And I'll be there once again,
To help you on your way,
I did pray and just as said,
He shined his light from above,
That showed me the way down the golden path,
That led me to your love. You are my heart, my soul, my treasure,
My today, my tomorrow, my forever,
My everything!
QuotesWhy do people give a shit about what others think ? , we are the one who have to make ourselves happy.
life is full of regrets, for some of us we have them! Some have none! Be happy for what you have done, not what you havent! For you cant make anybody happy but yourself, and maybe you significant other! REGRETS are a waste of time . Live for the moment.You never know which one will be your last.
Timeline Of The Dc Universe* Green Arrow Oliver Queen dies and his son, Connor Hawke, takes up the mantle.
* A new JLA and JSA are formed.
* Superboy, Robin, and Impulse form Young Justice.
* The Titans reform.
* No Man's Land. Gotham City is struck by a massive earthquake. The Federal government, finding that the cost of rebuilding Gotham would be too great, declares the city a "No Man's land", meaning Gotham is no longer a property of the United States. Most of the populace evacuates, but those who remain form territorial tribes in order to protect themselves. After restoration by Lex Luthor, the order is lifted one year later, and Gotham city is readmitted into the U.S.
* Our Worlds at War. Planets such as Almerac and Warworld are destroyed. Imperiex Prime almost succeeds in destroying the universe and recreating a Big Bang only to be deterred by the Earth and the alien alliance.
* Oliver Queen is resurected and becomes Green Arrow once again.
* An old friend of Batman
Crap N Stuff1. How old will you be in 12 months?
32
2, Do you think you'll be married by then?
uhm iunno?
3.Where did number 3 go?
i ate it
4. Who was the last person you called?
Moms
5. Who was the last person to call you?
Joe
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
text, but it gets expensive
7. Do you have any pets?
i have children
8. What were you doing at 12am last night?
texting
9. parents separated/divorced/married?
separated
10. When is the last time you saw your mom?
ysterday
11. What happened at 11:00a.m.?
i'm not there yet...
12. How many states have you lived in?
4
13. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
14
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet
15. Are you a social person?
ehh no
16. What was the last thing you ate?
cheerios
17.favorite ice cream.
rockt road
18. What is your favorite dessert?
twinkies
19. What is your favorite TV show?
House, Lost, Grey's Anatomy
20. What kind of jelly do
VampiresLet me go into the subject Vampire Obsession. I think the looks and the appearance is quite appealing. Because i consider myself a Dark entity the link to Vampire is quite easy to make. What considered by drinking blood. Never did it. Yes i have a condition on my body what is causing wounds sometimes, yes the i have tasted blood. What about if you were a vampire would you drink blood. Well yes, offcourse otherwise the point of being Vampire is quite fast over. I long to Dark Gothic Nights with Candelight. I think that is quite cool. Sitting in the night on a roof acompanied by a gargoyle. Quite cool.
If you are thinking that guy is crazy. Well thnk the ancient gods i am so that you have something to read or to think about. At the end somebodys fantasie is quite nice to talk about or to think. It gives us something in life. To escape reality or whatever purpose you need it for.
Blessed are the ones with Vivid imagination. Its making people interesting or we can sit all before the
SatanismThe following clip is from Fred Phelp's and the Westboro Baptist Church. This is a group if you dont know that goes around claiming all the disasters from hurricane Katrina, to the Iraq War, and terrorism on homosexuals and the like. He claims to be a prophet of God...(yea right) He is the truest form of misery and evil in the world that I can think of, harboring hate, lies, and homophobia, more than anyone else in recent years that I can recall. He teaches this hate to his followers who in turn go picket and hold up signs like "thank God for dead soldiers" and even as recently and the virginia tech massacre, he and his followers attribute to homosexuals and claim it was god meeting down his wrath and everyone who was killed deserved to be killed. He is anti-american, anti everything except himself. The clip is done by another christian group, but it still the best one i have found that shows what these idiots really believe. This needs to be shown in every house in america and
Brian JonesMe, myself and I
Are all in love with you
We all think youre wonderful
We do
Me, myself and I
Have just one point of view
Were convinced
Theres no one else like you
It cant be denied dear
You brought the sun to us
Wed be satisfied dear
If you, youd belong to one of us
So if you pass me by
Three hearts will break in two
Cause me, myself and I
Are all in love with you
Me, myself and I
Are all in love with you
We all think youre wonderful
We do
Me, myself and I
Have just one point of view
Were convinced
Theres no one else like you
It cant be denied dear
You brought the sun to us
Wed be satisfied dear
If youd belong to one of us
So if you pass me by
Three hearts will break in two
Cause me, myself and I
Are all in love with you
We don't care if you only love "we"
We don't care if you only love "we"
We love you. We love you, and we hope that you will love "we" too
We love "they". We love "they", and we want you to love "they" too
Ah..........
Some Pomes By MeAs I lay here tonight
Thinking about you
And how happy I am
That I have you in my life
Its been a such a long time
Since I felt this way
I can only hope
That this felling
Wont fade away
I hope its stay
An that you will stay with me too
For I don’t know what I would do
If you were no longer in my life
I cant imaging what it would be like
Bet I do know one thing
I think I would just die
I know we have only
Know each other for a short time
But in this time
I have grown so close to you
I fell like I can tell you anything
With out the fear of judgment
I trust you with my life
I trust you with
My most darkest of secrets
I love the way
That you can make
Me smile and laugh
And when I’m at my sadist
I know I can count on you
To help me get though it all
I dreamed about you last night
We were together
In all sense of the meaning
No more waiting
No more wanting
No more longing
I had you with me
I could taste you kisses
Oh
Pagan/wicca Spirit BlogI just completed my autumn/winter ritual.I blogged yesterday about gathering up acorns and using them to surround a candle (take flat round candle,put in bowl,fill up surrounding space with acorns)..and this morning i used to gathered up fallen leaves in part 2 of the ritual.I just felt that early morning was the best time to do it...the ritual was all about the changing of the seasons and letting go of old past hurt and memories so that new fresh energy and people and things can happen.I put all the fallen leaves in my mini cauldron(a cauldron is a round metal pot,usually on three legs, you can use for all kinds of ritual purposes).I said a prayer to the spirits to guide me into the new year and let the old energy/hurt fall away and give me strenth for what i know will come...then i took the cauldron outside on my porch and burned the leaves inside.The ritual is now complete.
I am a witch that keeps all rituals simple.I dont rehearse what i will say to the spirits in my prayers.I f
Sun DanceTHE TOUCH
Nothing beats the human touch
Is it any wonder we need it so much
To feel warm lips pressed in tight
Warm wet tongue that feels so right
Probing and dancing in each others mouth
Give rise to something much further south
Pulling is tight and nibble your ear
Breathing so hard yet we do not hear
Hands that travel and roam places secret
Wanting the touch is the safest bet
Surrender to the feeling and letting go
These are the thing that we all know
Sweet passion drips from your lips to mine
Your juices to me taste far better than wine
Buck and grind into each other slow
Small gasp and moans let us both know
That we crave this deep touch and share ecstasy
The look on your face is what does it for me
To see eyes filled with passion and that wanting drive
That is why the touch makes us both feel alive
Love sweet touch is what we do fulfill
We dare not go without for we need it still
To be in a love where touch is lost and gone
Wil
Reflections And Whatever Else....weird how once a decision is made,
the weight that lifts from your life.
anger still underlies most of what was.
though calm is replacing it rapidly.
freedom from a vow that only
i upheld is somewhat liberating,
yet saddens me too.
to dedicate ones life to another
for so long, is a huge commitment.
when the commitment is gone
it leaves a void,
and opens the question of why...
all things heal
as will i... forgive my hesitations,and
the doubts that lay upon
my shattered heart.
trust that once was given freely
has been ripped from me by
anothers' lies.
anger, and sadness have tainted
the things within, dulling
the things without.
these petty emotions, and doubts
i wish gone daily, they prevent
me from taking a chance.
they perilize my psyche, constricting
the joy in the most basic of needs...
your touch....
i do not ask you to understand,
only to bear with me through
my tribulations, if you can...
trepidation sits heavy
within an angr
Year Of The MetalheadChapter 14
Reflections on a Lifestyle
The end of May came and, with it, the end of school. This time, when Q-96 played Alice Cooper’s “School’s Out”, I could believe it. Lauren and I were at the Overlook as the song played, watching the sunset on the water, tossing rocks over the cliff’s edge. We had been seeing each other regularly for a little under two months and the charm hadn’t seemed to wear off yet. We had settled into a life that combined the best aspects of my metal existence with her high society life.
Lauren had finally convinced me it was alright for us to make love and, though she had been a virgin, she proved to be one of the most sexually exciting, experimentive girls I had ever known. Thought the age of safe sex was still years in the future, I cared enough about Lauren and myself, that I took precautions.
Lauren curled in my lap and began tracing circles on my chest.
“Like the man says, ‘School’s out, completely!’ What happens now?”
“Summer.” I s
Just Wondering...Here's a question on etiquette...
When I check out a person's pictures, I always rates them (a '10' of course) and, when I am done, I click on "Check out this Person" or whatever it says.
I figure that it's a courtesy - to let people know that I was there.
Does this matter to anyone? Is it "proper" or should I just move on?
What do you prefer? So my son's baseball team lost the Championship game last night 5-3. The season is finally over. They played well and it is such a shame to see the kids take it so hard.
I guess what my issue is: I have a hard time dealing with how seriously some coaches, parents and kids take the game. IT'S a game! They are kids (10-12). Coaches: lead by example. And, parents, don't take it so seriously.
There is no need to yell at a kid for making an error (coaches).
There is no need to heckle the umps (parents/coaches). The umps didn't leave bases loaded (twice) - the players did.
Take responsibility for yourself (players). I heard one kid
My Blogif ur a girl and your taken and u see my profile... please by pass this profile cause i'm only wanting single girls to rate me... i mean no hate towards u lovely ladies out there... i'm just worried i will steal ya'll haha... and to the the dudes that are rating my pix... yeah could u all stop? i'm not gay... not bi... and i don't like it when dudes rate my photos... seriously... i won't rate u back so whats the point? so yeah... if u are infact a single girl and see my profile by all means... rate away! lol... but if a girl rates me... i rate her back... so if u gotta a man and u see this profile... don't rate plz lol... and to the dudes that read this... just stop its annoying man... kinda freaks me out too...
peace
p.s. if ur already on my list ur cool... and if i add a taken girl... its my own damn fault lol whats up?!?!? its ya boy DJ Dyzzy if your lookin for an awesome lounge to hang out at make sure you check out Dirty Deeds Radio!!!!! posted below are the links to listen
Just Things I Think AboutLove,the word is always used so loosely.People say it all the time,but do they really show it?Actions speak louder than words.If you love someone ,show it by what you do if your'e saying it but than treating them like shit!!Than you really don't know what the word means..... well tell me ppl wat ya gonna do this weekend
im gonna take my brats too da zoo this weekend and maybe on sunday take them too da funpark and let them spend my money till im broke .lol ok ppl i like too make pics im not dat good but i do ok if ya like too see wat i do go look my profile and rate or comment and if ya want a pic made just email it too me tc all have a good dayyyy
Maddie Mccann - VariousRussian questioned over Madeleine
Last Updated: Thursday, 17 May 2007, 09:20 GMT 10:20 UK
Police investigating the disappearance of Madeleine McCann are questioning a Russian man after removing computer equipment from his house in Portugal.
Sergey Malinka, was taken to a police station in Portimao from his Praia da Luz flat.
He has denied any involvement and says he is "completely" innocent.
Briton Robert Murat, 33, is the only formal suspect in the case of four-year-old Madeleine, from Rothley, Leicestershire, who vanished on 3 May.
Mr Murat's cousin says he denies any involvement and that his life has "fallen apart".
Mr Malinka is believed to have previously carried out computer work for Mr Murat. He is said to have contacted detectives himself after reading reports police were probing links between Mr Murat and a Russian.
Following his release, Mr Malinka said he was interviewed as a witness and not a suspect, and that he did not have a criminal record in any
Bdsmthe following was sent to me this morning in sb and it goes to prove some people have no respect for others yes my lifestyle is different then most but that does not mean i want to be harassed about it. i will make the choice of who i want to be with without being approached in this manner
below is the link to the guy that sent the following
misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive.
misterak25 "Owner of 3 Fubar Slavegirls"@ fubar A hand reaches
Thoughts For The Dayif a woman wearing a thong farts does it whistle like a blade of grass between fingers if the indians had butchered a cat and offered it to the pilgrams we would all be eating pussy for thankgiving personally this sounds like a great idea ever try slamming a revolving door
VashtiVelcro collar" is an increasingly common term, used derisively. The old guard leather community was very protocol oriented and stressed serious lifestyle involvement because of safety issues. More recently, however, email, Internet chat rooms and instant messaging services allowed the curious to participate in casual (and often anonymous) D/s relationships online. The velcro reference indicates the tendency for online dominants and submissives to have new online collaring ceremonies frequently and without regard for existing relationships which end as easily as not logging in. Wikipedia.
As the "old guard" of BDSM makes way for the internet, and other forms of rapid communication, it is not surprising that the ideas of BDSM will also change. In cherrytap I am always surprised that there are very few people who understand (by my way of thinking), the meaning and lifestyle involved to a true D's relationship. Everything I do online is a direct reflection of me as a Domme. What I say a
The Angry AmericanTonight I write about something I watched on TV tonight, which realyl hit close to home. It was called 'Flashpoint' it was about Kimberly Dozer who was severely wounded when the humvee she was riding in was hit by a roadside bomb. She was a reporter, she lost her camera man and sound man. This was to be just a regular patrol that turned into something a lot more for many familes. You hear about them all the time on the news...we know that they are out there, but what can do to stop them?? That question is being tossed around on the hill by many people who believe that there is more that we can do to stop these 'roadside bombs'. However, it is far too late for the men and women of the 4th ID, based out of Fort Hood Texas. They took a huge loss that day.
It was Memorial Day, 2006, Kim and her crew meet up with members from the 4th ID to go on a routine patrol of Baghdad City. Around 10 am, there was an unchangeable matter of events that unfolded that would lead one Reporte
Just BlogsJobs for ordinary Americans will provide an immediate path to economic recovery. Yet Republican policy is aimed more at prolonging economic misery (transparently, to prevent President Obama’s re-election) than treating the wounds of festering unemployment.
Ask yourself and Republicans how long it will take to increase general employment by refusing to raise taxes on those who can justly and most easily pay them (billionaires, millionaires, extremely profitable corporations subsidized by our taxes). A policy of nontaxation to hopefully create jobs is iffy at best; it can do nothing immediately and may perhaps take years if ever to effect.
The Republican policy of cutting government costs to balance the budget also does nothing to promote employment. Such cutting in fact creates more unemployment, threatening the maintenance and safety of our infrastructure (public works, bridges, roads, transportation and traffic systems), the effectiveness of our police and firefighters, and th
CharleyrocknrollMANY THANKS to my friend, SALLY, for these directions on how to vote for me. I am in dire need of more votes, so if you could find it in your heart to go review my song and vote, I'd really appreciate it. love and peace, charley
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Charley Drumm (Blues) has made it to the 'waiting room" for an Indie Radio program. This is open any international artists in all music genres. He's moved along to the 'FINAL FINALs" for Radio Program # 142Q (He's PAST the PREVIOUS status of Fame Game's "GREEN ROOM" even. HE JUST NEEDS VOTES & NOW please!)
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In Subject Line: Charley Drumm - Baby, You're Bad For Me
RADIO PROGRAM 142Q
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Sweetie Pies's BlogHEY EVERYONE...WELCOME TO MY PAGE...I AM A PRETTY SIMPLE GIRL, JUST HERE TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS AND HAVE A BLAST DOING IT,NOT LOOKING TO BE POPULAR OR GAIN CHERRY POINTS.NOT LOOKING TO GET THE HOOK UP,I AM PRETTY BLUNT AND STR8 TO THE POINT.I LOVE THE OUTDOORS,HANGING WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS,DANCING..JUST CUTTING LOOSE..SO COME ON AND JOIN ME AND LETS HAVE FUN TOGETHER...
Before you look at my page, remember this is MY page, MY interests and MY life.. go ahead, JUDGE me... that is your choice but I dont want to hear any of your negative reviews.. so keep ur opinion to yourself, thank you. Oh & to the ones that rejoice in making people feel better about themselves by complimenting their outlook on life thank you even more. Back to 1st grade..."if you have nothing good to say, dont say anything at all" If you are everything otherwise you can sit back, get comfortable and proceed to read I like to be taken seriously but i hate to be serious, I can be blunt but never brutal, I believe in kar
Sweet Wordsspoon-like....i was cradled against you...and waking from a beautiful sleep after a long night of lovemaking. I felt your warm kisses on my ear...neck...shoulder...back...and I dreamily smiled to myself. It was so amazing to know that even after being with me all night, you were still wanting me so much. I moaned softly as you positioned your cock against my very wet pussy. I pushed my hips back to give you better access and welcome you once again inside of my needy body.
Your arm slipped around me, and your strong hand found my aching nipple...your fingers giving it no mercy as you pinched and tugged it. My hand slid between my thighs and I found my clit swollen and wet, like a hungry little tongue protruding between my lips. I teased it with my fingers and then traced the opening to my cunt where your cock was pressed, greedy to get inside. I felt my wetness seeping around your head and dripping onto your shaft. I wrapped my fingers around you and guided you inside, feeling your
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Oh Yeah!If you were closer, and actually, were interested in me lol where would you take me on a first date? (and Motel 6 doesnt count)
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NursingA little 8 year old boy wanted to be circumcised when he realized he looked different than dad and his friends. The day after the proceedure he returned to school. During class, he became uncomfortable and asked for permission to go to the nurse. When he arrived at her office, he hesitated and finally just asked if he could call his mother. Sensing this was personal, the nurse stepped into the hall and closed the door to allow him privacy. Several minutes later the little boy came out of her office and the nurse noticed his penis was sticking out of his pants. "Where are you going?" she asked. "Back to class," said the boy. "But you can't go back like that!" explained the nurse. "I have to," stressed the boy. "My mother said that if I could just stick it out until lunchtime, she would come and pick me up." Do you know the difference between a nurse and a nun?
The nun only has to serve one god.
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Did you hear about the nurse who died and we
Dark Prins ( With Love )Dark the day when you walked away
Left me sitting broken hearted
Like a baby I started to cry
Saying nothing not even a goodbye
Broke my heart and emptied my soul
Alone I am drowning in my sorrow
Waiting for the day to end, not tomorrow
I was your night and day, huh, nothing today
But you gut up and walked away
Now drowning in my tears and fears
All alone a slave to our memories
Come back pleas come back to me
Don’t go away alone I don’t want to stay
No fear only sorrow today and tomorrow
With love I cried your name
But now I just cry with shame
You killed the lover in me
I am lonely I have nothing to see
The last of my word I am writing now
To say I love you one more time
The end of the road is near
And my heart is full off fear
I am packed and ready to go
To where my love I don’t know
I am a lover and one day I might
Just might raise my sword and fight
In the name of love I might but not tonight
For tonight I say goodbye
Wr
LifePLEASE HELP ME IN THE CONTEST I AM PARTICIPATING IN!!!!!! PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME!!!! I WILL RETURN ALL LOVE! PLEASE DONT JUST RATE THIS AND LEAVE. IT ONLY TAKES A FEW MIN TO GO TO THIS PAGE!!! THANKS!! MUCH LOVE!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1146372&albumid=618013&i=611557244 When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]
When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ] * TIL SHE STOPS * THEN ASK HER WHATS WRONG*
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she lay's her head on your shou
PoetryBefore I was a Mom -
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been
Puked on...
Pooped on...
Chewed on...
Peed on...
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom -
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom -
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I could'nt stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before
Erotic Poetry...mostly NsfwWhen we wake on Saturday morning,
Maybe he wont send me home.
Maybe,
He’ll spend the whole day with me.
Then I’ll stay Saturday night,
And wake,
Just in time to see him watching me sleep.
In that moment,
I think he really loves me.
But then,
He gets out of bed,
Leaves me alone,
With only the indentation of his bodies mark,
And only a pillow to hold.
Then again,
When he touches my face,
Or plays with my hair,
I think he’s happy,
I think he’s in love.
I’ll stay this happy for the rest of my life,
If you consider this happy at all. I love the way you play with me
No hangups here for you or me
I wonder how it would really be
Only in my mind i see.....
Sweet hot meat to tickle my clit
The trail ends with my slippery wet slit
My legs spread ever so wide you see
Dive right in,set me free
Take me to the place i need to be
Enveloped in your ecstacy deepness divine
entire heart body soul and mind
love in unison together pleasure ultimate deep
forever we love you a
Poemsthe pain
the pain that you feel,
but cant touch.
a pain you know of,
but cant explain
a pain so feirce
you go insane
the unknown pain
that clutches your heart
and burns in your soul
the pain
in your life
to strong to carry on
the unknown pain
that clouds your mind
and devours your every thought
the pain of broken promises
broken dreams
the pain
thats unheard of
the pain that's
not seen
rhiannonm franklin
MY DREAM OF YOU
I had a dream the other night.
The dream was all about you.
Oh, how I wish this crazy dream,
Would someday really come true.
I met you in a beautiful garden,
Lit up by the moon from above.
You took me into your loving arms,
And said, 'Darling, let's make love.'
I was so excited when you kissed me,
Softly pressed your cool lips to mine.
I felt your hands caress me.
The ecstasy was simply divine.
I could feel your maleness now.
Our heavy breathing was the only sound.
As you pressed me so close to you,
Randomness1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with?
I don't remember lol.
2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?
Black boxers
3. What is the song you want played at your funeral?
"Watching Over Me" by Iced Earth
4. Would you tell your parents if you're gay?
Yep
5. What would your last meal be before getting executed?
Steak
6. Beatles or Stones?
Beatles
7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who?
Only get to pick one, dang.
8. Beer, wine or hard liquor?
Hard liquor
9. What is the thing most important to you about your mate?
Faithful, funny, and most importantly honest.
10. What are your plans for the future?
Make tacos for dinner lol.
12. Do you walk around the house naked?
Of course, ask the Jehovas Witnesses that bothered me lol.
13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?
A lot!
14. Where is your best friend?
I lost her a little over a year ago.
15. Hair color you like on
How I Feel Right NowYou think with age people tend to grow up and tell each other things that need to be said it sucks because some cant and I make a point to say how I feel does hurt though people cant do the same by coming to you first what can I say the world sucks And fake people do suck so for the real 1's left out their love ya and hope you dont turn your back on me I had to deal with it enough in the last month already Well as I sit here at 8: 31 pm heart hurting, lonely dont feel like I do enough for camden even though in every sense I do. Lonely in my litte world only thing that helps right now is the smile on my sons face which in due reality wont be much longer cause a number of factors which one of them is my own happiness is probley the number 1 reason for it all sad it took me 6 years to relize someone who I thought was close to ended up being a thorn. So my situation with it as it is for my son and tearing at me daily, good for him bad for my heart. On another note being alone is so much h
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Movies Movies MoviesThis was a very sweet movie. The story is of a soon to be divorced father telling his daughter the story of his 3 great loves and she has to figure out which one is her mother.
Ryan Reynolds played his character beautifully. He was wonderfully awkward, unsure of himself, and charming. Most of the time romantic comedies focus on the woman's side but this movie didn't. It was of a sensitive man who wanted the love of his life. It is definitely a refreshing point of view.
For anyone who loves romance this is a great one to see. So far every movie I have seen this summer has been on my must see list and this one is certainly NO EXCEPTION.
If you are a fan of Harry then you will be very very far from disappointed. This one flows so much better than the last two. The action, the acting, the effects, the sets...are all very top notch. The sets for the Ministry were just incredible!! I will definitely be seeing this one again!! I thought the story, the graphics, and the voi
Poems.... Quotes..... Randomness ;)Are your palms sweaty? Is your heart racing? Is your voice caught within your chest? It isn't love; it's like. You can't keep your eyes off them. Am I right? It isn't love; it's lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It isn't love; it's luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It isn't love; it's loneliness. Are you with them because it's what everyone wants? It isn't love; it's loyalty. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? It isn't love; it's pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It isn't love; it's infatuation. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It isn't love; it's unconfidence. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? It isn't love; it's friendship. Do you tell them everyday they're the only one you think of? It isn't love; it's a lie. Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for their sake? It isn't love; it's charity. Do you st
No It's Not Really Me It MemorexIf you are in the BLUE TEAM list and want to stay a Fallout you need to post here so I know who's serious and who just wants to sit someplace else.
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WhyHating someone is like burning down your own house to get rid of a rat. You are the only one who gets hurt. WISHING ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY A GREAT WEEKEND AND A WONDERFUL 4th OF JULY.....BEST WISHES TO ALL OF YOU.....YOUR THE BEST FRIENDS ANYONE COULD HOPE FOR!!! When A merica realizes that self-scrutiny is not treason, and self examination is not disloyalty it will then be at it's best.
In The ShowerI get home late and hear the shower running. You must have had a long day and needed let the water wash away your stress. I feel my heartbeat quicken as I think of your naked body alone in the shower. I quickly head for the bedroom and start to strip down. I don't want to miss all the nice hot water. The bathroom is so steamy, and I hear you singing. I smile to myself, thinking that soon that little song, will be your moans when my lips are wrapped around your cock.
I push my skirt down and step out of it. You are still not aware of my presence. I open the door, and some steam escapes. I slip in quietly and see your nice ass facing me. I cannot help but want to touch it. I move closer to you and slide my hands around you and over the muscles in your chest. I press my body against you, my pussy against your asscheeks. My mouth kisses your spine, and you are startled a bit from my touches. You reach your hand back and feel my hair as it becomes wet and silky from the shower. Hiiiiiii
Random ThoughtsBased on a survey I just took about sex, it raised an interesting question about how long you last in bed. Of course I've heard lots of complaints from girls about how brief men operate in the bedroom, but I've also heard that you can last too long in bed, too. Like if your spouse or partner starts making comments about redecorating the room or changing the wallpaper, you might be taking too long.
My question is if an hour too much or is it just about right?
Here were the questions. The important question is #8, in yellow.
1. Do you like to kiss and cuddle in bed?
2. Do you like a lot of foreplay?
3. Do you like to receive oral?
4. Do you like to perform oral?
5. Do you like to try more than one position?
6. Do you like to try more than 3 positions?
7. Does sex normally last for more than 10 minutes with you?
8. Does sex normally last for more than 1 hour with you?
9. Do you like to wear something sexy to bed?
10. Do you like to
The View From A BroadMOONLIT SURRENDER
He emerges from the shower,
toweling droplets from tanned skin,
smelling like summer, smelling like the sea.
Towel around his waist
-a gift waiting to be unwrapped-
he opens the door, wisps of steam
swirling ahead of him.
Like the fog that rises
when the earth is warm
but the air is cool.
I lie in shadows, breathing deeply, calmly.
I let him think I sleep peacefully
so I can watch him moving silently,
deliberately; my pensive, tawny cougar.
He paces the room, listening to the night.
Moonlight sifts through the blinds,
alighting on his skin as he moves
now in and now out of the silver beams.
I know his need, I know this hunger.
I whisper softly, "Come to me."
I feel his sigh, his growl, on the cool night air.
As he stands over me, his eyes devour me.
Lit no longer by cool moonglow,
they glimmer now with hot desire.
Water shakes free of his hair as he bends to me.
My heart leaps beneath my breast
as he takes my kiss.
His strong hand in
WorkHave you ever had clients that you just want to reach out and strangle their little necks??? What I thought was going to be a quick little signing turned into 45 minutes of saying I don't know and I will check on that!!! I don't know anything about their case and I was not prepared to answer questions. The Attorney is out of the office today and I could not ask him the questions. When professionals get to a certain age, they should just stop working and harrass their spouses and leave everyone else alone!!!! You know, I am all for e-mails, but when I am at work and reading my work e-mails, how is it the I get spammed???? I am a female, I do not have a penis and it does not need to be enlarged. Once again I do not have a penis and I don't need viagra or any other drug to keep it hard. The men in my life do not need to have their penis' enlarged nor do they need to be on drugs to keep it hard!!!! How do I stop it??? I really hate these types of e-mails, because when I have a cli
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