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QUEENJAXZ's blog: "friends"

created on 04/12/2007  |  http://fubar.com/friends/b73066

me and mine

It's been a long time since iv'e been able to be here, so there's alot to tell. Grant is now married and just celebrated his 1 year anniversery last month. He married a wonderful girl named Jennifer, who has become like one of my own children. They have made me a very proud BIG MAMA!!! I love being a grandma!!! My grandson is such an added joy to me. It's amazing the difference between your own children and your grandchildren. I love him just as much as my own, but i get to give him back at the end of the day!!! Just kidding! But they couldn't stop at just one, the new baby is due in July! As if that wasn't enough, Shareena is getting ready to graduate high school in a couple months. I'm so proud of her. She has applied to several schools and plans on going into forensic science. Tyisha is now a freshman and is a normal 14 year old, with all the drama of a teenager! Dahlia is doing very well, stays on the high honor roll, improved greatly on her flute(thank god) and is growing into a beautiful young lady. I'm doing good now, after a breif, close brush with death. Got very sick after thanksgiving and ended up in icu for a few days. Took awhile to get my strength back but i'm good now. The last but very important detail is that my husband is home! It's amazing that after 15 years i love him just as much as when i first fell in love with him. We have been through alot in those years and are trying to get it right this time! I LOVE YOU BABY! I have truely missed my friends on here so please stop by and holla!!

hey everybody!!!

hey to all my fabulous people! I hope all's well with everyone. I have missed being able to talk to everyone. We are all doing ok, Tyisha turned 13 last month! 3 teenagers at once! you know i'm going crazy! now I know why they invented shots (of henn). For real though things are about the same, but can only get better ? I just wanted to make sure all knew I was cool, and to send my love and wishes to everyone.

HEY ALL

JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SEND ALL MY FAM. MUCH LOVE WHILE I HAVE THE CHANCE. THINGS ARE ABOUT THE SAME, BUT IT TAKES TIME. HOPE ALLS WELL WITH EVERYONE. LUV, HUGZ, AND SMOOTCHES

a quick note

hey all!!!! i have missed all of my fubar family!!!! *wipes a tear* Things have not gotten any better as you can see, but life will knock you around from time to time!!!! to those of you that know me well, i send all my love to you and your families. Hopefully things will work themselves out at some point! And GREAT BIG SHOUT OUTS TO MY GIRL WITCHY, MISS MAGGIE, AND CATY!!!!!! MUCH HEALING ENERGY IS NEEDED, SO SEND IT THIS WAY! MUAH!! big hugs and kisses to all

hey to all

i just wanted to say hello to everyone, i know i haven't had the chance to talk to anyone latley, but haven't had much of a chance to get on here! things have gone from bad to worse, but life is like that sometimes right? My heart is broke into a million peices right now, anybody got some super glue?! lol to my good friends and family, i miss the hell outta all of you! i hope all is well with you and your families. i send much love and bright blessings!!! hopefully i will be able to talk to you soon, and you know who you are. hugz and kisses!

don't worry!

Hello to all of my friends! I have missed all of you so much!!!! I am having some dificulties right now, and do not have the internet at home anymore. Things are rough, but that's life right?! It will eventually get better. I just want all of you to know that I am thinking of you always, and send many blessings to you all! I will only be able to be on here probably once a week or so, and not for very long at a time. I just didn't want all of you to think I had deserted you!...lmao! I hope everyone is well, and doing ok. You can leave me messages here or on my e-mail and i will get back to you as soon as possible! MUCH LOVE, HUGZ AND SMOOTCHES TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!

FIRE ELEMENT

THE ELEMENT OF FIRE APPEARANCE - PHYSICAL FIRE - SPIRITUAL FIRE - SYMBOLS RELIGIOUS MEANINGS OF FIRE - MYTH/LORE Fire, together with Wind, Earth and Water is one of the four known basic Elements, which represent the substance of the world - at least this is the common belief among many races and tribes throughout Caelereth. Fire in its physical appearance can do for you what the sun itself does for the whole world - it provides you with light and warmth and can serve you as heat source to cook upon. Fire is also an impulsive and a dangerous element, that can smoulder and suddenly burst. Fire can give wings of courage, compassion and devotion. Fire is obstinate and heady and absolutely not subtle. It is seen as the force burning inside us, giving us an iron willpower to go for our goals, bestowing upon us the passion to do it with all of ourself, resulting in the honour and freedom to do it without backstabbing and with an open face. The Volkek-Oshra Orcs View picture in full size Picture description. A Volkek-Oshra Fire Mage. Pic drawn by Isilhir. Appearance. Let's take a look on an example by describing a painting, where we see the power of Fire demonstrated: On the picture to the right (a famous image by the great Isilhir) you see a Volkek Oshra orc with a fireball he has generated in his hand. You can see from his face that he is concentrated, telling us that you can hold Fire in your hands, but if you stop focussing on it for just one moment, it will burn you. Further, can you see the fire burning in its eyes? I do. It seems the orc looks (doesn’t matter if he can actually see it or not) at his goal, with an almost holy willpower. He just thinks about one thing, showing determination to achieve that goal, no matter what the concequences would be... He will walk with pride and dignity to his enemy trusting his willpower, and destroy his foe, burning everything on his path. He has a beard, he is not just some inexperienced young adventurer with a new little plan, no, he is going to his goal in live. And realize it. You can see passion, he will give anything to archieve his goal, and does that, you can see willpower and courage. Emotions of desire and strength are burning in his heart and he will change everything by doing the thing he must do. Return to the top Physical Fire. Fire is in physical form, just as in spirital form, a dangerous thing. You can use it to cook on, but you’ll have to watch it otherwise it will get out of hand and destroy your home. You can use it as a weapon, but it always will be a sword with blades pointing at both sides. An axe can be used against you if the enemy gets it in hands, Fire can be used against you at the time you have it ‘in your hand’. Fire is a thing without borders, once released it will go on destroying until it is destroyed. If you want to use it, you have to keep it in a cage. If you have Fire for a campfire, you have to put stones around it so it won’t become so big it isn’t warming you, but burning you. Fire mostly overdoes its job if you don’t put a limit at it. You can use it to prepare a meal, which you need for living, but if you don’t get the food away from the Fire it will burn. According to the elves and their myths surrounding this Element, it is inherent in the nature of Fire, to try to overcome the earthen boundaries of singularity of things and to reach back to the Winds, to the multitudes of the Thoughts of the Dreamer of the world - to the elves this is why Fire spreads whenever it can and tries to infect everything with its rebellion against the boundaries of existence, as it wants to destroy, only to return to the love of the One. The Fire Elemental View picture in full size Picture description. The raw force of a Fire Elemental. Image drawn by Quellion. Fire is mostly seen as a red, yellow or orange force and it is hot with the tendency to expand and enkindle things nearby. You can use it as your private sun, for light and warmth and to cook on. It destroyes everything, except stone, it can reach. If you can make it hot enough you can use it to make iron soft for a while, so you can give it another form. Return to the top Spiritual Fire. Fire stands for unbridled emotions, hatred and anger, but also love and happiness. Fire stands for changings, as it means the changeover between Earth, Water and Wind (Air). Fire stands for fighting in the open field, without mean tricks and ambushes. Fire is the thing burning in your soul, moving you to fight for the things you believe in. Even if there is just a tiny chance to survive. Fire represents a dream, a virtue, a belief, and never means your commitment only, but its realization. If the Fire has caught something, it fights for it until it has consumed it or has burned it down, destroyed it. It extinguishes by itself or is extinguished. Fire doesn’t know fear or doubt. But it doesn’t know mercy or shame either. If it wants something, it will get over everything on its path to get it. Fire also stands for inspiration, compassion, love, longing and lust. Return to the top Symbols of Fire. The most common symbols of Fire are, of course, the flame and the sun. Also a man who fights without defense and with great courage is dedicated to Fire. A triangle is the alchemist's symbol of Fire. The stirring up music of a drum, which can give a man courage by letting his blood flow faster through his veins if a cleric of Armeros is playing it, or bring a Foirosan cleric in trance, which helps him in his search for the truth, is the instrument of the Fire. Red, orange and yellow are the colours of the element. The symbolic animal of Fire is the phoenix, the "Bird of Flames". The phoenix is a legendary immortal beast, an incarnation of the Burning God Foiros it is said, which rises again and again from its own ashes, whose eternal flame can never be extinguishged. Return to the top Religious Meanings of Fire. As all elements, Fire is represented by three gods in common Santharian religion: Armeros, the God of War, Etherus, God of Excess, and finally Foiros, God of the Sun. The meaning of the Element of Fire in relation to these Gods can be described as follows - each God focusses on a certain aspect of the Element: The Phoenix View picture in full size Image Description. The most mystical and most beautiful of all winged beasts - the Phoenix, the "Bird of Flame", an incarnation of Foiros. Image of the game Mystical Empire, used with friendly permission. Picture drawn by Quellion. * The Fire of Armeros: Conflict and Balance Armeros, God of Conflict and Balance, teaches his followers a militant life without wealth to be prepared for the conflicts the world offers. But conflict doesn't mean only the Fire of rage, aggression, hatred, revenge and war, but quite to the contrary. The knowledge of conflict also implies the knowledge of restoring the balance of peace. Temples of Armeros take boys of seven years of age and train them until they are adults. One group is trained to clerics and the second to walk the path of warrior, though the training is almost the same. The boys sleep in beds of stone and get just enough food to survive. It’s not a sin to steal extra food from farms in the village, but being caught is. Armeros is the part of the Fire that fights and, together with Etherus, destroys. Armeros gives followers of the Fire a backbone as hard as the beds they sleep on. Armeros is the passion, the courage and the honour of the Fire ny keeping it in its confines. Additional virtues of Armeros are justice, resistance and valour, learnt by understanding and mastering the way of Fire. * The Fire of Etherus: Love and Compassion In the eyes of outsiders, followers of Etherus seem to live an easy life. The offers of the people to Etherus can be used by his priests and no one ever had too less wine to get drunk. Clerics enjoy the effects of the Ethelian weed to transcend their current existence and reach a new kind of consciousness to which the lust of the body is a gate - Ethelians can have as many bedmates as they want. But Etherus teaches more than just amusing one's self. Etherus tells us that the flame of Lust and Love is something to be looked after, something, which needs to be rekindled and tended always anew, only then it can grow as is the nature of Fire. Etherus stands for the emotions, the change, the desire, the transcending as such, but also the mortality of the Fire, which makes lust to passion and compassion. Followers of Etherus say that the fact that nothing will stay forever is the truth Foirosian clerics seek so desperatly. * The Fire of Foiros: Will and Virtue Foiros represents the part of the Fire that stands for pureness, willpower, the never-give-up spirit and the way people of the Fire live for a dream and to make that dream reality. Foiros teaches determination and virtue through this determination, he is also the guide and the key to the Compassion and Balance the other Fire Gods stand for. Return to the top Myth/Lore. There are many explanations about the nature of the Element of Fire by different tribes and cultures, where the Elements are of religious, mythical or even historical importance. One of the most interesting concepts perhaps is the common elven myth derived from the passage of Chapter II called Aér’aí’chanía (“Elements”), contained in the Cárpa’dosía, the legendary “Books of the Beginnings”. While the first chapter deals with the High Goddess Avá and her Dream of the world, where the Winds come into existence, only to produce their counterpart, the Earth, Chapter II deals with the Elements Fire and Water. These two elements are described in complicated, at times seemingly esoteric lines as antagonistic, inseparable forces of nature, filling the gap between the principle of the eternal (Wind) and its realisation (Earth) with what appears as “life”:

A LESSON!

I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS WITH MY TRUE FRIENDS! SOME OF YOU ALREADY KNOW, BUT FOR YOU THAT DON'T YOU WILL KNOW NOW! I AM VERY DRAWN TO SCOTLAND AND IRELAND, BUT AT DIFFERENT PERIODS OF TIME. SCOTLAND IS AROUND 1500-1650 AND IRELAND IS IN THE 1700'S. SO AFTER READING THE WEBPAGE OF AN AUTHOR THAT I LOVE WHO WRITES ANCIENT SCOTISH FICTION, I FOUND THIS WORD TO BE AN EXTRODIANRY ONE THAT DESCRIBES A FEW OF MY FRIENDS!! THE WORD IS AN ANCIENT SCOTISH WORD..... "ANAMCHARA" : MEANING- A SOUL FRIEND WHO PROVIDES A PLACE OF SANCTUARY TO ANOTHER THROUGH LOVE,ACCEPTANCE, AND HOSPITALITY. ISN'T THIS A BEAUTIFUL WORD? JUST THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE ALL OF US SOMETHING A BIT MORE BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL IN THIS WORLD THAT ISN'T ALWAYS EITHER OF THOSE TERMS!!

solution

To all my friends that knew about the problem i was having, and about the possibility of being off line for a bit. I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE!!! Thanks to my son that is! So i will be here for awhile longer...until I figure out where we are going to move. Then of coarse i will have to be offline for a couple days!...lol But no worries that won't be until after my son gets home! So much love and bright blessings to those of you that gave me the strength and energy to keep going!
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