Rayne Jets Wifey's blog: "My thoughts"

For every one decent person I meet around here there is his/her tard counterpart.....

 

And at this point....I was blocked from rsponding lol

So wow its been a long time since I logged in to here,even longer since i wrote.Life has changed dramtically and repeatedly. Theres been love,loss,heart ache and heart break.Happiness,Sadness, and even a little bit of confusion.(nothing new on that for me LoL)

Jet and i finally got married after a 4 year engagement.We got married on the spur of the moment almost 2 years ago after somethings had happened that caused us to reevaluate our life.

We've been through several girls over the course of time,only 3 having actually gotten close to being anything near where we wanted....and all 3 hurt us /broke our hearts in thier own ways.Eventaully one of 2 things will happen.We'll meet and find the "one" or I'll go straight LMAO

Other then that there isnt much.We bought a new house,which has lead us into trying to find friends and thus far that has failed miserably. Well since I seriously doubt anyone even reads this I think ill end it.

<3

seda

"Cut" I'm not a stranger No I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore A fragile flame aged Is misery And when our hearts meet I know you see I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut I may seem crazy Or painfully shy And these scars wouldn't be so hidden If you would just look me in the eye I feel alone here and cold here Though I don't want to die But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut Pain I am not alone I am not alone I'm not a stranger No I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore But I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I found it when I was cut

Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and fast against my tongue, shameless in using me and I so willingly comply until you cry out... and in your satisfaction, I will find mine, But mine will be the greater.

Well I thought I would go ahead and post SOMETHING on here since I hadnt yet.I dont really have much to say ATM since Im kinda distracted between kids and the holiday....I hope everyone has a great holiday and gets all they want :) Blessed Be