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Israel Trip
Mark 1 – The Baptism of Jesus 1The beginning of the gospel about Jesus Christ, the Son of God.[a] 2It is written in Isaiah the prophet: "I will send my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your way"[b]— 3"a voice of one calling in the desert, 'Prepare the way for the Lord, make straight paths for him.' "[c] 4And so John came, baptizing in the desert region and preaching a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. 5The whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem went out to him. Confessing their sins, they were baptized by him in the Jordan River. 6John wore clothing made of camel's hair, with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. 7And this was his message: "After me will come one more powerful than I, the thongs of whose sandals I am not worthy to stoop down and untie. 8I baptize you with[d] water, but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit." 9At that time Jesus came from Nazareth in Galilee and
Shazzy's Place Of Thoughts
To the brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say. The pain you think eternal, will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered, he wasn't the one for you. True love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soulmate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way. The bond that forms between you should grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do. God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is short and precious, so make each moment last. Live for today and tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one that left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal, will slowly fade away. It's those empty notes My heart now sings My loneliness is now Upon broken wings My dreams are left Without light to guide them Could this be the end of My heart taking flight Without you in my sight Meaning I could no longer
Recipes Yummy !
HALLOWEEN RECIPE Eerie Eyeballs Yields approximately 9 dozen bite-sized eyeballs 3 oz (small box) lemon gelatin (can be sugar-free) 1 cup hot water 1/2 cup miniature marshmallows 1 cup pineapple juice 8 oz cream cheese (can be lowfat/Neufchatel) Dissolve lemon gelatin in 1 cup water in double boiler, add marshmallows and stir to melt. Remove from heat. Add pineapple juice and cream cheese. Beat until well blended. Cool slightly. If you have a truffle candy mold or round ice cube trays, spary them with non-stick cooking spray first, then pour the mixture in the molds and leave to set in the fridge. Otherwise pour into a deep ceramic dish and chill until thickened or firm enough for scooping into eyeballs. Using a melonballer, scoop full balls of the mixture and set aside for decoration. To decorate, use liquid food coloring and an old detail paintbrush and get creative. You will need black food coloring for the pupils. Also, if you are in a hurry, instead of painting th
Just Stuff.
Instructions......(I was tagged by ღ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~ღ ! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was in a rodeo when i was 12. 2.when i was a kid i was champion pig catcher three years running. 3.i broke my right wrist at the age of 5 hanging upside down on the monkey bars at school. 4. i had sex for the first time at 18. yeah i lie about it sometimes to make the storey better lol 5.I went to a beauty school . i can cut and perm hair lol 6.I sometimes shave my chest. 7.i have a hard time doing math in my head. 8.I was a new wave punk in the 80's black hair and fingernails, lipstick. the whole works. 9.I clench my teeth all the time (bad
My mind a corridor darkened and depthless infinite oaken doors line the crumbling walls each of them: containing not one; but two of the horrors I call thoughts, pondering fears damp carpets line the floor blood red in color and rough to the touch but enter the library that I call my memories spiraling bookshelves - in all directions neglected papers – strewn crinkled papers, underfoot dusty covers of old records deteriorating volumes of past lives in the back – a shadowy corner is where I sit tears running down my cheeks body shaking – sobbing as a film strip rolls over and over replaying the moments in which I dream I could live again These moments in which I have spent with you. I am tired and sick and sick and tired of everything, especially me; To smart for my own good, I talk without being heard, and hear without listening; I just want to be loved is what I say but what I really mean is I dont want to be lonely; Givin
Here are the four new games added today to The Pixel Castle. - Retro Electronic Game - Attack of the Buggles - Flash Element Tower Defense 2 - FireFly Forest Here are the five games that were just added to The Pixel Castle. - Sint Nicolaas - Bouncy Draw - Guitar Geek - Ring Avoider - Ring Avoider 2 Have a great day and super weekend! Three new games added this morning to The Pixel Castle. And here they are. - Buggle Stars - Monster Match - Deep Voyage
I Always Knew....
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, ever forget These images Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers al
IT'S TOO LATE It's too late once love comes into play Once you think you know someone and everything they have told you seems so right Until you learn that everything was just a lie Blinded by love you find out the truth too late Silently you begin to question everything they told you Were their feelings for you true? You begin to question your heart worst of all you question yourself The trust you gave is thrown away The first person you trusted, allowing them to be in your life and they just throw it all away Time passes and the days fly by now you feel they have simply walked away Now it's too late You ask questions and find no answers If only you weren't blinded by love, You could have seen the lies So you lock up what's left of your now wounded, cold & bleeding heart Never again wanting to let anyone close not even the one you truly loved Not knowing if you can ever trust or love again all yo
Abandon to Gratification by LateNiteFantasy© Undulations Sinuous waves of motion Rise. . . and fall. Breath and sweat Effortlessly graceful movements Supple . . . lithe and pliant. Surging Sensation Impulses of ascent and descent Sweeping . . . building and cresting Peaks of Pleasure Delightful shuddering consumption Crashing . . . saited and spent. Cold Pizza by LateNiteFantasy© Love, what is thy name if not a cold and soggy crust humbly adorned with plasticine cheese and the dry, curled slices of rapture past To hold you, to take you in my hands and mouth to feel the coolness of night give way to morning's warmth oh, such joy such trembling anticipation for that luscious first bite of yesterday's delight Translucence by LateNiteFantasy© A fog on glass translucent skin presses the surface cooling the flesh as droplets cascade the subtle curves. Tumescent shapes emerge in the shiver as steam whirls away in a breathless tw
Backgrounds For Bullies
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I Am Feeling So Blogged Today
I went to the dr. for all my results the other day. Yes I do have endometriosis and there is some scaring on my uterus as a result of this. I also have a slight infection from the surgery but that is clearing up, I have been taking the meds they gave me and I am feeling a big better. I don't have to wait a month to swim; those nurses were indeed liars, just like I said they were! The doctor wants to wait to see if the zapping of the endometriosis helps relieve my symptoms before we get into anything more invasive. He wants to see me in a month, and see how my period is. If I am still having the same problems we will look into treatment options, the most likely being hormones and I don't really want that at this young of an age. But really it's a wait and see kind of game. Oh and here is list of things they found in my vagina, a sock, wrist watch (silver tone), a license plate (Michigan State), an albatross, four leaf clover, a ladle, and the Dead Sea scrolls. The doctor said he w
all i wanna say is ur the satellite in my life lost inside ur eyez the vision never dies o just take my hand we'll float in neverland then i hear u say lets live for the moment this time why dont u just make up ur mind u make my headspin why why do u..... u make my headspin why why u love to build me up just to tear me down wouldnt it b nice if we found paradise sumday then i hear u say lets live for the moment this time why dont u just make up ur mind u make my headspin why why do u.... u make my headspin why why did i hear u say u wanna b alone waz there sum mistake how we have to know i can hear u scream at me scream at me im not perfect no one is u make my headspin why why do u.... u make my headspin did i ever mean sumthin? did i ever mean sumthin to u? its a rainy afternoon in 1990 the big city geez its been 20 yrs candy u were so fine   beautiful beautiful gurl from the north u burned my heart wit a flicker
Life On The Lake
Jim Morrison Poetry
A wake Shake dreams from your hair My pretty child, my sweet one Chose the day,& the sign of your day, 1st thing you see. A burnt tree, like a giant primeval bird, a leaf, dry & bitter, crackling tales in its warm waves. Sidewalk gods will do for you. The forest of the neighborhood, The empty lost museum, & The mesa, & the Mt. pregnant Monument above the newstand where the children hide When school ends ~Jim Morrison~ I'll tell you this... No eternal reward will forgive us now For wasting the dawn. Back in those days everything was simpler and more confused One summer night, going to the pier I ran into two young girls The blonde one was called Freedom The dark one, Enterprise We talked and they told me this story Now listen to this... I'll tell you about Texas radio and the big beat Soft driven, slow and mad Like some new language Reaching your head with the cold, sudden fury of a divine messenger Let me tell you about heartache and the loss of god Wandering,
Tagged By Crystal
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am addicted to sugar free rockstars. 2. I am very much a people person, although I am shy when I meet someone. 3. One of my favorite shows is CSI Miami 4. I have flown to NYC to go on the Sally show, was a back up show that never got recorded. 5. I used to breed ADBA Registered American Pitbull Terriers 6. Hence my screen name, I love evil clowns and have Pennywise from IT tattooed on my leg. 7. I love horror movies. 8. I have lived in 11 different states. 9. I was in the USN, got out because I got pregnant with my daughter. 10. I have a Valentine Baby.... Now, who's next? anyone that read
Old Blogs From Myspace
I am so out of here Current mood: angry I am getting out of this country... it has been decided... I can no longer watch the news and see only bad things... I can no longer take the constant worry over what will happen if I get sick... or need medical attention for one reason or another... I already have a 3 month trip to japan planned out for next year and its looking more and more like I will not come back after that... I am thinking of either france or the UK. but who knows where I will be.. hell with the way the rest of the world thinks of america I am not sure who I will be... because if it comes to it I am more than willing to change my name and assume a false Identity just to get out of this hell hole... so good bye Edward ands hello Rusty Shackleford lol... oh and on a side note... everyone make sure to check out the new micheal moore film sicko.... It will make you sad angry and sick all at the same time...and its a great flick.. I was only able to watch the first half or
Song Lyrics
Apocalyptica- I Dont Care Try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah Just deal with it You try to break me, You wanna break me...bit by bit, That’s just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this What you want of me just deal with it (nothing can care about, nothing can care about) (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me) If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care Filter-Take A Picture Awake on my
Ya Get What Ya Give - Wakey Wakey
Alrighty then. I have all sorts of people on my list and some are married some are not. I have absolutely no interest in anything other than chatting to married blokes and, if you intend to engage in something other than this, or try to have me engage in something more, YOU HAVE NO FREAKIN HOPE. Women of married men on my page please note the above and, if you are concerned talk to me, don't stalk my page spying. I am absolutely not interested. LET ME ASSURE YOU. I am going through my own separation , and definitely not in need of another woman's problem husband. KEEP THE DRAMA OFF MY PAGE, I AM A FRIEND, I DON'T DO OTHER WOMEN'S MEN. Have you ever found yourself wondering WTF just happened ?? Found yourself somewhere you didn't expect to be ?? Lived your life for one thing and been side swiped by another ?? Focussing on where you should be going and wound up somewhere else ?? I have. I think it is because I thought that if I undertook certain actions i
My Fave Fu's!
Ok so having just one crush isn't enough! I have a crush on all of these fu's! I want you to go see all of them and tell them my secret! F/A/R them if you haven't already and tell them that...Cuffed has a crush on you...leave it in a page comment as well! Give them eash 10 rates...stash or pics it doesn't matter. When your done come pay me a visit...Leave me a page comment that you loved up all my crushes and I will come love on you! (I always come bearing some kind of goodies as well!) † TboneDaddy †@ fubar Dr@gonMaster© @ fubar "Master" of Desires@ fubar ~PebblesinAZ~Argonutz' Angel~Read Blogs!!
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart
For Friends
Well I just dont believe it....I said to myself maybe ill try just one more time I began rating...(against my better Judgement).....I came across one individual whos status said "Autos 11 pinch my cherries hard will trade bling pak"...I thought to myself ok lets do after rating 2125 pics out of 2350 pics this individual was soooooooooo cordial she changed her status to "who wants to trade bling paks"......I was like ohhh no you didnt just do that.....well....YES she did and didnt even have the common courtesy to even come give me a page rate at minimum.....let alone the bling pak....this spun me into a frenzy of pissed offness Ive never known just for shits and giggles since i was out of 11s to give i found 5 more people with auto 11s running...I rated fanned thier page and also gave each 25 pic rates...guess what??? Not a fukkin thing in with this I am DONE..Finished...Finito.....Ive had my fill of these greedy ass ignoramous se
My Heart
hi baby, this is sooo sneaky of me right now because your sitting there in iraq... taking to me in yim and smiling away on cam and thinking that im busy doing stuff and really im here writing this.... I miss you sooo much baby.... i see and hear you everywhere i go, everything i see, everything i touch, or smell or hear is something that i wish i had you there with me... to experience with me... I am sooo in love with you... at night when i go to bed i put my computer on ur side of the bed, and i watch ur cam and i just watch you sleep... or smile and talk.... and then after i fall asleep sometimes i just reach out and touch the pillow or the bed and i think about you... in a room full of faces.. the only one i can think about is yours.. i don't sleep, i don't eat and when your on mission it seems like i don't breathe... you are my absolute best friend... i swear not a day goes by not one event happens that i don't think about you and wish you were with me... sometimes i go out and
Deep Thought
The Invitation (6/07) I check my mail daily, hoping for good news. Today I see an invitation. I open it carefully and inside it says,"Your presence is requested." I read on and note the date. Two days later, someone knocks on my door. I answer it and I just see a box by the door. I open the box, there is just a card in there. I open the card and it all it says,"Evertything you need is provided." The day arrives, I get ready in excitement. A knock on my door, I gather my things I answer the door,a gentleman says, "Please come with me." I follow him and get in. I dont know how we get there, but we do. We get there, door is already open for me. I get out,the gentleman escorts me inside. The building is none like I ever seen before. In other words,I don't think there is no building like it. We enter the building and I look around. The walls are lined with picture frames. The pictures are constantly changing,as if was a slideshow. I look at one after another, seeing da
Mine  GOT TO HATE WHEN SHIT DONT WORK THE WAY YOU WANT IT TOO LMAO . web designing sucks asss lol
Today, I found out who'd been smoking MY weed in MY room. It wasn't my little brother. It was my parents. FML lmfao see even ur parents want some An old lady came into her doctor's office and confessed to an embarrassing problem: "I fart all the time, Doctor Johnson, but they're soundless, and they have no odor. In fact, since I've been here, I've farted no less than twenty times. What can I do?" "Here's a prescription, Mrs. Barker. Take these pills three times a day for seven days and come back and see me in a week." The next week, an upset Mrs. Barker marched into Dr. Johnson's office:"Doctor,I don't know what was in those pills, but the problem is worse! I'm farting just as much, and they're still soundless, but now they smell terrible! What do you have to say for yourself?" "Calm down, Mrs. Barker," said the doctor soothingly. "Now that we've fixed your sinuses, we'll work on your hearing." Today, my dad surprised me by moving my bed (involving disassembling an
Random Thoughts
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I climb mountains, alot 2 I would rather sleep in my hammock than my bed 3 I have 0 tattoos and 0 piercings and I don't particularly want any. 4 I am a socialist 5 I don't like dumb people 6 I can't swim but I kayak with the best of em. 7 I love horror movies 8 I can't eat nuts 9 I'd always rather be hiking 10 I am a real live employed photographer I am tagging: Mia Wallace doppelgänger whoever else, I don't care Is "to" that much harder to type than "2," I understand that from the standpoint of effort it is 200% of the work but really? It's two fucking letters! People are both retarded an
Rohnnda's Ravings
I am looking for the 'perfect man'. Wait. Did I say 'perfect'? Okay. Maybe that's setting the bar a little high. How about a 'thoughtful, considerate, attentive man'? Hmmmm...still a little tough, you say?'s this. How about I simplify things. How about just a man. Oh, and breathing would be nice. Here are 10 things I am looking for in a man: 10.Mobility It's a good thing. Men who are, at least ambulatory, are already step ahead. There's so much potential there: potential walks in the park; potential strolls in the moonlight; potential dancing. Ah, the possibilities. 9.Generosity He doesn't need to be rich. He doesn't even need to be flush (although remembering to is always a plus). But the willingness to share, whether it's a meal, his ice cream or his cream cheese pie -- especially his cream cheese pie -- is always a good sign that a he is open to generosity in other areas., resulting in him being a good listener.,or beinga go
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My Poetry
my heart was in peices when we met with what i thought was love from you i slowly sewed it back together now as i discovered it was all i lie i am watching my stiches disolve and hurt and pain is pouring out how could you lead me on for so long telling me i was your only when in all acutality the only person you are capable of loving is youself without you i fear i could die becuase you have been my everything for so long you have given me my final heartbreak i have offically given up A vibrant blue has filled the sky a few green trees refuse to die broken pieces fill the ground nothing ever makes a sound bussiness is closed, no gas no ice all are forced to sacrifice some lose nothing others all we feel are backs are to the wall natures struck and cut us deep for all we've lost were forced to weep neighbors helping hand in hand a time to bond and make a stand we start to clean up and must rebuild our minds becomming an open field all are i
Lovey Dovey Stuff
The Nearness of You* My thoughts are with you tonight although, we are miles apart. The distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart. To understand this feeling, that I cannot ask you to do. However, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you. My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real.
Whatever I Want
Ok, here's the deal. The one and only Kare, that's me, is goin to host a contest. It is goin to be for a THIRTY DAY BLAST. Yes you read that correctly.All you have to do is:1: Send me your pic link in a PM and in the header put "Contest".2: Repost this bulletin. Ok this is updated. Some things have changed. The contest will go until the first person meets 35,000 comments. And the person w/the most rates at the end will get a ticker. If you have any question's, please don't hesitate to ask. Thank you.This is brought to you by the one and only♀♂☆PrÍñcëšš Kàrè Alół™☆♀♂ Fu-Owned by Zman!♥Fu-Owner@ fubar ♥HUGZ♥ KARE Alright. This dude r/f/a me. And then once I accepted his request he SB'd me this: And since I said no, he did this: And also this: So I am reachin out to all my Fu friends and askin you to return the love that he gave me. Go down rate the shit outta this dude! Show him he needs to learn his place! I love
11TH CHAPTER In the "Notes on Martial Laws" it is written that: The phrase, ''Win first, fight later, '' can be summed up in the two words, "Win beforehand." The resourcefulness of times of peace is the military preparation for times of war. With five hundred allies one can defeat an enemy force of ten thousand. When advancing on the enemy's castle and then pulling back, do not retreat by the main road, but rather by the side roads. One should lay one's dead and wounded allies face down in the direction of the enemy. It is a matter of course that a warrior's attitude should be to be in the vanguard during an attack and in the rear during a retreat. In approaching for the attack he does not forget to wait for the right moment. In waiting for the right moment he never forgets the attack. A helmet is usually thought to be very heavy, but when one is attacking a castle or something similar, and arrows, bullets, large rocks, great pieces of wood and the like are corning down,
My Book: Birth To 13
I never quite figured out how, but at some point the teachers noticed the missing kindergartener. Once i began taking trips to my secret hideaway, being in first grade didn't matter as much, so in the mornings i walked to the kindergarten hall and sat with my class. Until one friday morning, after i stood silently with my hands behind my back, as the other students recited the pledge, i was told by my teacher to report to the principals office. I refused to go because i hadn't done anything wrong. I went to the right hall, i sat quietly, and I even stood up for the pledge, rather than remaining seated as instructed by my grandmother. She was a Jehovah's witness, and her faith stood strongly on the story of Daniel who wouldn't bow to the shrine of the king and as followers of god, we were expected to do the same. As the teacher continued to demand i go to the office,I stood my ground. Eventually she called to an aid from the hallway to come and watch the class as she escorted me. Wh
Poems..and Shit
It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. One's needs are met, Some with regret. Some with hope, Some with pain. But still, the answer is plain. The emptiness may be filled, A life may start to rebuild. A heart may be broken, Or made to mend; All because of that "Random Friend". "Portrait of a Friend" I
Various Musings
This was going to be one of those wah, I feel like dumping everything in this nice little white square and...but it's not going to be. I decided something this morning...this really awful morning. My mother was apologizing for my house being in disarray and me having to clean it pretty much myself because she moved out and things had to be moved out of the way which are now in the way. I told her, "Don't worry about it." I honestly meant it, I mean feeling as bad as I do this morning and practically being on the edge of tears (okay that's just PMS)I really didn't care, reorganizing the house is totally doable...I'm even thinking of moving some stuff around...doing some redecorating! She said, "You always say that. How are you so nice?" So I guess it made feel good that I didn't care and by not caring that made her feel good and even if I was having a not so shitty week, I realized it's my mom, so I still wouldn't have cared. She does a lot of nice things for a lot of people,
Random Musings V2.0
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Dan's Blog
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Bulletins I Made
From time before and time again All things must come then end And from this end it shall begin With this the message it will send From whence the wind blew The earth did start to feel As all life rooted and grew Reasons with nature and learning to deal Dealing with lives of yonder year Searching and learning of lessons learned Remembering all once held dear Emotions and respect then earned From these lessons one must reason That all points of life must come Even by one marred by treason To protect and serve even some As this current life goes by Past is now and now is past To die is life and live to die But what shadow have we cast Only when the soul is ready Shall the teacher find the fellow Whose heart is pure and steady One with a mouth which will not bellow Pearls once cast before the swine Were lost and buried by a snout Led by thoughts they would dine Our world around began to doubt Darkness crashed in all around Truth and wisdom died th
Stuff I Find Interesting So I Thought I'd Share
As you know, we adore Halloween! Here are some fun facts: HALLOWEEN FACTS Pumpkin Facts Pumpkins are a fruit that originated in Central America. The name "pumpkin" comes from the Greek word "pepon," meaning a large melon. 90% of the pumpkin is made up of water. The yellow-orange flowers that bloom from a pumpkin vine are edible. Using pumpkins as lanterns at Halloween is based on an ancient Celtic custom brought to America by European immigrants. The largest pumpkin grown was recorded on October 2, 2004 weighing 1,446 lbs. Pumpkins, and their seeds, were a celebrated food of the Native American Indians who treasured them both for their dietary and medicinal properties. Illinois grows more pumpkins than any other state in the country. It harvests nearly 12,300 acres of fruit. Halloween Facts The carving of jack-o'-lanterns originated from the tradition of carving the faces of lost souls into hollowed out pumpkins and turnips. A candle wa
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The 1ST one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he GOES into a room, ev1 calls him 'Father'." The s2nd woman chirps, "My son is a Bishop. He walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The 3RD says smugly, "My son is a Cardinal. he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well.....?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard bodied stripper. When he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." The best love to receive,Is unconditional love.Hold it close to your heart,Because you can never get enough.When you have been loved unconditionally,No matter your faults or mistakes,There's nothing better you could have,This kind of love is absolutely great.It's a love with no end,It's a love that will always last.It just gets better everyday,No matter what hide's in your past.This unconditional love,It's better to give
For Friends
Please, go rate the heck out of him!!!   Chef Jay@ fubar FYI If you delete your account and come back... I'm not going out of my way to track you down and add you. Same goes if you deleted me "by accident". I can only assume I'm not on your list now for a reason. I will accept if you choose to add me back, but I have enough disappointments in my life now. I don't need to deal with a rejection or a pity accept. That is all for now. So go vote on him in this contest... Guys, I won't call you ghey, UNLESS you don't vote for him. doooo eeeet nowwwww or i keel you!
Lyrics of Devour Marilyn Manson I'll swallow up all of you Like a big bottle of big, big pills You're the one that I should never take But I can't sleep until I devour you I can't sleep until I devour you You're a flower that's withering I can't feel your thorns in my head This is no impressionability You're not crying, this is blood all over me You're not crying, this is blood all over me You're not crying, this is blood all over me And I'll love you, if you let me And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve I used to hold your heart to neck I know I'll miss you if I close my eyes But this is loaded with an open film I'll see you and I'll blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces I will blow your heart to pieces And I'll love you, if you let me And I'll love you, if you won't make me starve Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... My pain's not ashamed to repeat itself Pain's not ashamed to repeat
Afghanistan: The Land That Time Forgot
This happened literally 1/4 mile from our safe house this morning...we heard a loud boom this morning...The disturbing part in all of this is that we drive by the Ministry everyday, but we noticed helicopters (posted pictures earlier today) circling the area, and we usually don't leave the compound when we see things like this. We were spared today, thank the Lord....,0,1080880.story?track=rss Suicide bomber penetrates Afghanistan ministry, killing 3 By Laura King 2:31 AM PDT, October 30, 2008 KABUL, Afghanistan -- A suicide bomber managed to penetrate a heavily guarded Afghanistan government ministry in the heart of the capital today and blow himself up, killing at least three other people and wounding more than a dozen others. The Taliban claimed responsibility. The scene at the Information and Culture Ministry was one of chaos in the wake of the blast, with officials shouting and police muscli
Just Some Of My Poetry
Love Always Dies Last How did it feel to hold my still beating heart in your hands? To see the look of surprise in my eyes as you ripped it from my chest? Was my blood still hot as it poured through your fingers? Could you feel my pulse as it began to slow? When my eyes began to close, was it surprise or sadness on my face? Or love? Yes, I think that it was probably love. Love always dies last. One So close, so very close…not close enough. My heart explodes, I cannot breathe. Touch me, caress me – sate my hunger. Come into me, fill me. Hot breath upon my neck, your fingers mold my body. Your hardness prodding, searching. Passions soar – outstretched, longing, clawing, rending. Your life flows into me – pulses, invades my body and soul. We are one. Love's End in Allegory my tears hot and salty a sea of despair your reply a sliver of ice cut like a knife your heart hardened as stone repelling my words our love sand through my f
And You Thought
I finally figured out when a person makes a game a real life priority...rather than real life...they are a lost cause....There is no hope to make sense of why they do it.  And by the time you notice it, it appears that they are too far gone, like an addiction ridden person looking for their fix...So give it up, do not blame yourself...realize it is them, not you, with the issues at hand.   Be strong...for it won't be long before you will find yourself willing to be second to a fantasy  in their life and heart.  Don't you deserve better?     I am sorry if I appear not to return the love at the moment and never seem to be on... I am in the process of moving into a new house and it is taken alot of my time and energy just to keep up with the move.  As the access to the internet at the new place has not beem established,  I have limited access to FUBAR.  But I promise I will return the love as soon as I am able. Love ya all SaSsY When I thought the world looked the bleakest...I got this
So.. Im not here to hook up, to meet random people or to just hang out and kick it. I simply entertain myself and pass the time. Sure I would love to bump into a great man that I could create a friendship/relationship with but the chances of that happening on here are slim to none. What I like in a man... In looks. I tend to like. Dark hair. Full lips. White Meat. Strong defined Jawbone. Dimples. Hair on chest. Nice hands. I need. Chemistry. Friendship. Someone who knows who they are. Wants, not Needs me. Cant stand. Critical. Overbearing. Manipulative. Dip. Gamers. I can add to this list at anytime ;) This was written strictly for fun.. Im to aggressive and in being so I come off as well, I suppose interested in only one thing? I am a very sexual woman, but Im not easy. Just because I like my mouth doesnt mean Im going to fuck you :) and if I let you touch it, your not one of dozens whom have been there. Point is I want a
Mabon is known as are second harvest. Earth begins to pull her fertility from the land. Wild animals and humans alike scramble to gather as much food as possible before the hard winter that lies ahead. Grains and corn are appropriate for Mabon. Corn has played a major role in North and Central America for hundreds of years. American Indians ate corn and use it in their religious beliefs and rituals. The Corn Mother was used as a symbol of life, eternity, fertility and resurrection. Corn was a scared gift of the Mother Goddess for magical uses. Corn            Planet –Sun            Element –Fire            Energies –Protection and Spirituality   Yellow Corn is used for the North
I AM HERE AND MY HEART IS GONE I am torn in to, Don’t know what to do. Here I am all broken hearted, It all happened the day that we parted. Not knowing that I would feel this way, After all these years and still this day. The feelings that I have for you just will not go away. I know that you have gone your way, No, matter what I write in these poems you’re gone and that is where you’ll stay. My heart is truly yours; you had it since that first day. I may go my own way, But, somehow I am not there to stay. It is you that my heart longs for, Hope that someday in my dreams that you will walk through that door. You are the only on the has that key, I am still in love with you as you can see. DREAMING OF…….. Each night that I sleep, I am in dream land and have your love it is mine to keep. In these dreams I can see things more clearly, I found the way to unlock your heart listen closely don't you hear. It is saying that you love me and here to stay, Forev
A Rowdy Blog!
... tired of people telling me who or what I should be attracted to! From gay men to single mom's to BBW's, I'm sick of being told that I'm wrong for not being attracted to or wanting to date them. I don't go around telling women they should be attracted to short balding men, and I'm sick and tired of being told who I should be attracted to or find attractive. That's no path to happiness. So enough already! :-( I keep seeing these ads on TV telling us how we should conserve more and use less of pretty much everything! It occurs to me though that if if we simply had fewer children, that would do more to help save the planet and make life better than all the conservation and energy-efficient vehicles and homes combined! Conserving is all nice and good, but how about promoting the idea of having fewer children as well? Smaller more tightly knit families where the parents can "invest" more time, attention and resources in their kids would do wonders for our population and the planet in
Det Fjerde Bud
Kvinner som manipulerer med menns dyriske sider er et tegn på noe. Det viser en vilje til å heve seg over det, og å fornekte det. Holde det på avstand. Det er den viktigste årsaken til egypts fall ettersom det innebar et møte mellom kvinners makt og dyrebildene. Amon som kvinnelig Sau i øyeblikket den kvinnelige faraoen entret tronen ville vært forferdelig. Det forklarer min mors bruk av terrieren Lady. Hun hadde benyttet seg av alle tenkelige metoder for å oppnå makt. Hoppe på ski. Psykisk utmanøvrering og terror overfor søsken. Smisking med foreldrene. Samarbeid med tyske nazister og lesbisk kjærlighet. Utnyttelse av svake og samarbeid med de sterke. Da hun sto på maktens tinde måtte hun som en egyptisk Farao-dame forholde seg til det dyriske. Det var det subtile i uttrykket som reddet henne over den vanskelige kneika. Den neste terrieren hun kjøpte het Sara og var sinnsyk og aggressiv. Metoden lot seg ikke gjenta. At det var et falskspill viste hennes manns reaksjoner.
Thoughts In My Mind
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN WITH THAT ONE PERSON WHO YOU KNEW YOU LOVED SO MUCH THAT IT WAS HARD TO TRY AND FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO EXPLAIN HOW YOU REALLY FELT ABOUT THEM AND THEN THEY JUST WALKED OUT AND LEFT YOU STANDING THERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT AWAY TO PICK UP THE SHATTERED PIECES OF WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS A PERFECT LOVING RELATIONSHIP? HAVE YOU EVER ENDED UP SO BROKEN HEARTED THAT EVERYTIME YOUR EYES SHEAD A TEAR IT DIDN'T EVEN EFFECT YOU? WHAT DID YOU DO TO RELIEVE THE PAIN?? COMMENT ME hey all i know that since i'm now offically staff in HipHopz that i needed to fix my yim so i id is similar to my fubar id it's and my fubar id is 2178004 user name RoxStar see how close they are lol Have you ever had to sit back and try to let something go that you didn't know how exactly to let go of? Next time you have to let something go and it seems hard just keep one thing in mind to help you through the change... "IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE LET
Seahawks Blog Football!
First game of  the preseason for the seattle seahawks with new coach pete Carrol ok yes its football if you dont wish,To read then dont its for me and no one else.With a  new coach and practicly new coaching staff the seattle seahawks played this past saturday against the Titans.I was ready to see the new coach in action and I was stunned by the  few short months hes been coaching how muchthe team has changed . there seems to be a new fire within the team. new players  great draft picks to help matts o line protect him.the d line looked awesome and  made turn overs its to early to tell weather or not we  are play off contenders BUT, if they keep the momentumthey had during there first preseason game I am just stunned .the last 2 seasons we have not made the playoffs last yr we were at 5=11 bad stats ill  be honest .but now it seems its all changed.. I saw the game saturday and I kept reminding myslef this is only preseason.But with that in mind I saw them bring it on more agressive D l
And this is why military personnel have a hard time with relationships so often. Even a fu-engagement just got fucked up bc I got called into work with no way to contact her. Sorry Beautiful Angel!!! :( The years have come and gone by Each one faster as time seems to fly Each new year that comes we say Today is going to be a new day I'll change my life I'll do it right Lose that weight fight that fight New year resolution mean shit Who's ever done when they said it? Same old promise every year done And never a goal not even one Mine is simple and what I'll do I do me. You do you. Don't judge my life nor ask for change Don't expect things outta your range I like my life just as it is So get on out and mind your biz! All the voices in my head, they are driving me insane Twisted, craven thoughts drift in the vacuum of my brain Shut up all the voices, please just take them all away They drive away my sanity and block out the light of day You could not understand my pain
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 and noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of new space and valuable resources. No mention of this phenomenon was included in the product brochure. In addition, Wife 1.0 installs itself into all other programs and launches during system initialization, where it monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Porn Magazine Stash 3.1, Drunken Boys Night Out at a Strip Club 2.5 and Saturday Football 5.0 no longer run, crashing the system whenever selected. I cannot seem to keep wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run some of my other favorite applications. I am thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall does not work on this program. Can you please help me!!!??? Thanks, A TROUBLED USER ------------------------------------------------------------ Dear TROUBLED USER, This is a very common problem men complain a
Bullys For Me
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Whats Life About
imikimi - Customize Your World Life is about having friends like you - I love all my friends the same, I am not racist or anything like that and just love making new friends. If you aint included in the above make, dont fret, there wasnt room for you all but you all hold a special place in my heart and luv to you all xxxx First read Sandy's blog for full details of sickening stuff and copy/paste the link either here or from sandy into your browser and sign the petition. If you aint got a heart dont bother! imikimi - Customize Your World Yeah another random breeze - was just thinking as I smoked a fag (cigarette) and drunk a cuppa, how could you cope with out certain things and what are those certain things. FOr a start I could not cope with out my fags, credit card and mobile phone - please note that I didnt mention pc, cos i can get most of what I want from the internet on my
Iggie's World
Do you like to sit in front of the TV late at night and watch scary movies? I sure do, and has a few very Halloweenish Game Demos that you can play all year long... DOOM 3 Demo PREY Demo FEAR Demo FEAR 2 Demo Hellgate London Demo Legendary Demo Clive Barker's Undying demo Silent Hill 4 Demo These are some of the best of the scary demos, so mind you, that when I played Silent Hill 4 demo, I was not crazy about having to use my keyboard to move around the game, and there is no running or strifing in this game. But it has Ghosts, Zombies and other good scary stuff in it. But, If you really love scary, I recomment the top two demos... You might want to sleep with the light on tonight... Hahahahahah! Search Video Code
mp3 music | Fiona Apple MP3s Courage Watch the band through a bunch of dancers Quickly, follow the unknown With something more familiar Quickly, something familiar. Courage, my word It didn't come, it doesn't matter. Sleepwalk, so fast asleep In a motel that has the lay of home And piss on all of your background And piss on all your surroundings. Cou
CHRISTMAS PUNCH 1-cup sugar 1-cup water 1 cinnamon stick 1-teaspoon whole cloves Dash salt 1-quart cranapple juice 2 cups burgundy wine Place sugar in small saucepan and add water gradually. Stirring to blend. Add the rest of the spices and salt. Bring to boil, and then simmer 20 minutes. Remove spices and chill. When ready to serve, add sugar and spice syrup to chilled cranapple juice and wine. Stir and serve in tall wine glasses. Yields: 4 servings Cranberry Tea 3 cups water 4 green tea bags 1 mint tea bag 2 cups cranberry juice, chilled ice fresh mint leaves or fresh cranberries In a medium saucepan bring water to boiling. Remove from heat. Add green and mint tea bags. Cover and let stand for 10 minutes. Remove tea bags; discard. Cover and let chill for 2 hours. Transfer the tea to a pitcher; stir in the cranberry juice. Serve over ice. If desired garnish with fresh mint leaves or cranberries. Chill reaming tea for up to 2 days.
Im In That Mood
ATTENTION ALL PENIS HOLDERS: Current mood: creative The only thing that the IRS has not yet taxed is the male penis. This is due to the fact the 40% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off and 10% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that it has two dependants and they are both nuts. Effective NOVEMBER 15TH, all penis holders will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10-12" Luxury Tax $30.00 8-9" Pole Tax $25.00 5-7" Privilage Tax $15.00 4" Nuisance Tax $3.00 Males exceeding 12" must file under Capital Gains. Anyone under 4" is eligble for a refund and a smack in the head. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION!!!!!! Sincerely Head Pecker Checker IRS Note: We are still waiting for answers to the following questions. Are there penalties for early withdrawals? What if one’s penis is self employed? Do multiple partners count as a corporation?
Steves Blog
I'm reading a book standing on both feet. Waiting and knowing this person I seek I will never meet. I'd talk over drinks but the point I don't see. I have always known it will never be. The support was always supposed to be there But I have looked up and down and find it nowhere. You'll never know how much you mean to me. I'd tell you, but I have already shown you, don't you see? Even though it is her I am looking for She has an emotional wall behind her soul. I know I have found a rose in the desert, Why does she not take acceptance of my heart? Searching until my heart bleeds, Only to see that this flower does not belong to me. Infinity Omega Theta An infinite beginning to the end this has brought us. I have found magnificence in a field of dreams, come and find me won't you please. Competition is a form of separation. first, when you have thoughts of competition,it is coming from a lack mentality, as you are saying there is a limited supply. You ar
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Pimp Outs For Friends
First of all you may had gotten an fumail from me on this already.. and yes i know i cant spell but i dont care right now... so and sorry for the rant in advance i had to drive all day... had to hand unload material to job site... ( i work for a lumber yard. My main job is office.. i am the credit manager..but i do alot of other stuff also) but today was worse... my last load was a hand unload.. but turns out the dumb ass in the office desided to send to much material out to this one job and not enough of some other wood so my job was to take the materical out to the job. and hand unload it. john (the dumb ass) doesnt tell me that there is also a major (truck load and I am talking about a lumber truck load) of material that I have to load back on to the truck. I lifted on that one job by myself over 7000lbs of wood... stuff that weighed over 150lbs at a time carring it over 100+ft and lifting it up on myu truck... i am sooooo sore and tired..
Poems That I've Written
"A Sleeper Walked Among Us" I saw the destruction of a man today He spoke of an everlasting prodigy I did not know this man he spoke to many Said he would set us free Blinded by power and overwhelming rage He could not free himself from an all-too mortal cage He mended so many broken hearts And he tryed to set the stage He contracted many followers For the wars that he would wage He swore to God that he would cleanse this place And that society would change But then a concience grew inside of him A feeling much too new and strange He had a distinct look on his face One that was racked with pain Scars covered his body As though he was beaten with a chain He was lost in the passing days And was eventually destroyed I saw the destruction of a man today He spoke of an everlasting prodigy I did not know this man This man was... This man was me... In The End' If you were to wake up one day And give it you
1/2 Lb. Linguini 1 Cup Broccoli 4 Tbs. Olive Oil 1/2 Lb. Bay Scallops (small) 2 Red Peppers thinly sliced 4 Oz. Frozen Green Beans 3 Cloves Garlic, crushed 1 Cup Fresh Basil Leaves, Chopped 1/3 cup Grated Parmesan Cheese Grated Zest of 2 Lemons 4 Oz. Water Cook Linguini Pasta as directed on package. Add Broccoli to the boiling pasta 1minute before draining the Pasta. In a large frying pan, saute Bay Scallops in 1 Tbs. of the Olive Oil, over medium heat, stirring frequently, until opaque, about 5 minutes. Temporarily transfer to plate. Using the same pan, add the remaining 3 Tbs. Olive Oil. Add the Peppers, Green Beans, Garlic and Salt and Pepper to taste. Saute for about 5 minutes until vegetables are tender, but a little crisp. Add the Water and the reserved Scallops to the pan. Heat for 1 to 2 minutes. Place in serving dish. Add drained Linguini and Broccoli and toss to mix. Variation: Add 1/4 Shrimp or use Shrimp instead of Scallops. Add 4oz. Frozen Su
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A Walk In The Garden Of My Mind
okay well today sucked so bad i mean my husbands unit hates my guts, and quite frankly i hate them too but this deployment is killing me and all we keep doing is fighting, sometimes i think about cameron diaz and how she said that marriage is a dying institution. i feel like no matter what i do its just going to be talked about as another fuck up on my part. My husband refuses to stand up for me, he refuses to stand up to anyone with rank on their chest and i hate playing these games of politics. the best way to describe the army is like your college years with all the cliques and soroities, yeah just like that only about a thousand times worse. i am trying to hang in there I just very depressed somehow i offend and piss off everyone who comes near me. I dont consider myself blatantly rude but I also cant do everything everyone wants. I always end up feeling like I was just going to be the flavor of the week because I wouldnt put myself in a position to compromise myself.why s
This is a Seinfeld piece on trick or treating with a spin to it. It will bring a smile to your face, guaranteed. Especially for those Superman fans. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1.Don’t swim in the ocean. Ninety-nine percent of all shark attacks take place in exceptionally large bodies of water also known as oceans. The way to determine if you are currently in an ocean is to taste the water, which should be salty. 2.Listen out for the music. In the event that you are foolish enough to swim in an ocean, listen carefully for the music, as demonstrated in the marvelous documentary film Jaws. All shark attacks are preceded by the "daah-da, daah-da" chords, which will gradually become more rapid as the shark gets closer. This is due to the Doppler Effect. 3.Swim with fat people. Try to surround yourself with more appetizing companions. If you know them well, you m
Corruptors Insane Planet
Pretty good response so far to the Corruptors Insane Planet. If you like jokes, weird news and stuff check it out. It's marked NSFW just so you know and don't get offended. Party Hard Corruptor Newest entry under Corruptor's Insane Planet NSFW blog Your kids might have inherited your kink if.... The neighbors complain that your kids do full body cavity seraches when playing cops and robbers.You go in the playroom and find an interrogation chair built entirely of Legos. You come home and find the kids tickling a bound and gagged baby-sitter. You tell your daughter she's old to spank, and she assures you quite firmly that she isn'tYou yell to your daughter to do her chores, she answers she's tied up right now and she really tied up.The kids favorite game is Cowboy and Dominatrix Your son earned his merit badge in tying knots...twelve times You notice your son's G.I. Joe has Barbie on a leash You bought a clot
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My Thoughts
Where has all the time gone? In January it will be 3 years since you moved here to Michigan. We are so much alike and different at the same time. Where one of us is weak, the other is strong and vice versa. The upcoming months are hard for both of us, but we will make it through. Life has made it so we don't get much "girl" time, but always know I am here and always will be. I was listening to music and this song came on and the first thing I thought of was you... *runs before I get slapped* Come one, Come all!! Tuesday, December 23rd at 9 p.m. $$The Dogg House$$ is having a Candy Cane Sucking Contest. There will be 4 ladies on cam sucking down the candy canes to see who can win the 150k prize being given out by lounge owner: DJ$$LUCKYDOGG$$OWNER@$$ THE DOGG HOUSE $$& FU-MARRIED TO (CRAZY-BITCH).@ fubar Hope to see you there!! Click this link to visit us in $$ THE DOGG HOUSE $$- {NSFW}-NOW HIRING APPLY WITHIN!!: COME AN JOIN US AT THE F
This And That
☥Twisted Goddes...: I like strong men for the same reason I like muscle cars, fast motorcycles and spritited horses... All that power in My little hands this goes out to all My Fetish Family... Do we rebuild? Do we start another lounge? If My Fetish Family wants a new lounge ... I will do My best to build one. Please Let Me know Private folders are open for friends this weekend Please be kind RATE/COMMENT leave Me some Love!!! GODDESS
News Flash!
I lost my best friend of 20 years today.  She was an amazing, mother, wife, and friend. She really understood what it meant to be a friend. Never judged, always listened, constant shoulder, sincere, loving, not a malicious bone in her body, to name just a few of her attributes. I have so much in my head right now, but what I want to convey is how I really feel at this moment. I tend to gloss over things. I think I'll stay in the moment right now. I need to for a change. It's healthy.   This is a poem by W.H. Auden. Grim, YES. It's how I feel.   Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone. Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling in the sky the message He is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and
Now. she is less than 400k from Insider.     Tangerine Dream Lady@ fubar Beautifully Broken@ fubar She only has 770k to go. @ cherrytap
Poeta : Octets
Tantric Circles Concentric tantric circles Copulating with in a sphere. Consciousness, reality refined, Focused, the two intertwined. Combined displays of pleasure Rippling one to the other as one Within the whole of the all Rocking, like waves sublimed. Nefartari Nefartari, Where are you tonight? Where are you, Queen of the desert sands? Where are you When I need to dream Golden dreams Of distant lands? 12-31-98 Thank you... Thank you... Thank you for what is so precious and dear For the comfort in your eyes, so tender and clear For the understanding caress you so freely share As, like a dream, you chased away my every care Thank you... Thank you for knowing what I needed so much The half-forgotten dream of a feminine touch And for giving to me what I so dearly miss The tender, sweet gift of a feathered kiss Again... Thank you
Poeta : Sestets
DRUM BEATS Awake! Hear the beat of native drums Hear them match the beat of your heart Feel them catch you by the throat, pulling Pulling ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the Dreams of Dionysus Listen! Hear the waning beat of your heart Hear it match the beat of a funeral dirge Feel the constricting in your throat, tighter Tighter ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the sweet sleep of Death Cry out! Hear the impassioned beat of your heart Hear it’s song swell with the strains of a thousand strings Feel your soul sing endless songs, crying Crying ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the fool’s game of Love Actung! Hear the martial beat of the war drums Hear your heart march with the cadence of their beat Feel your blood rage with the passion of war fury, boiling Boiling ‘til you give in and lose yourself To the blood lust of Ares Friendship (a stave of six) In a time held dear in sweet memory When you were you and I was me
Poems I Have Written
Friends are those To whom we can shout When the pain is too much And you need to cry out If you need a friend To listen to you shout I will be there for you To hear you cry out. When I was in pain You were there for me You helped me rise above And set it free Please let me be The same thing for you If I could remove your pain It's something I would do Sometimes the darkness Is our friend A sign that part of the journey Is at an end If we listen To the sound of our heart We will know it's time To make a new start If we do not And make darkness our guide Down to the pits Of hell we will slide Reach for the light Let it be your key to living a life And loving without fear The fear comes from the dark From the ego we endure When our hearts are bruised And achingly impure Love with your being Do not keep score And if it wants out Hold open the door Because to love without fear Is to free without concern Hopeful and with faith Tha
Worst Fuckup Of My Life
So, I find this completely hysterical. Dana left me 11 days ago - and she's already moved out of her bosses house - and started shacking up with another guy. A guy who was "there for her" when we were having hard times. More like a guy who's trying to get some cheap pussy. He was there for her so that he could tell her how bad of a person I was when she confided in him - and so that he could move in on her as soon as I was out of the picture. Just the fact that she would confide in another guy to begin with was a breach of trust in our relationship. I knew eventually she would move on to be with someone else, but to go from being in a four year relationship, planning on getting married (Yeah guys - we were engaged for almost two years. She still has the ring), - and living with your significant other for three of those years - to shacking up with a new guy less than two weeks later?! I dont think she is a whore, but jesus christ - that's just fucked up. I'm not angry about it,
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF - I died: - I kissed you: - I lived next door to you: - You found out I was married: - I stole something: - I was hospitalized: - I refused to leave my home: - I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY - Personality: - Eyes: - Hair: - Family: WOULD YOU - Help me hide a body? - Keep a secret if I told you one? - Hold my hand? - Take a bullet for me? - Try to solve my problems? - Love me? HAVE YOU EVER - Lied to make me feel better? - Wanted to kiss me? - Wanted to kill me? - Broke my heart? - Kept something important from me? - Thought I was unbearably annoying? AND MORE! - Who are you? - Are we friends? - When and how did we meet? - Describe me in three words: - What was your first impression? - Do you still think that way about me now? - What reminds you of me? - If you could give me anything, what would it be? - How well do you know me? - When's the last time you saw me? - Ever wanted to tel
Pegasus Project
Wishing a very Happy Birthday to SxyAnn January 16th Sprite-N-Sassy January 16th Other Pegasus Birthdays this Month are... Suga Hooker January 8th MzB January 9th CaraBella January 29th Stop by and show these lovely ladies LOTS of LOVE This bully brought to you by The Pegasus Project (repost of original by 'The Pegasus Project' on '2009-01-16 10:43:30')
everything gets so romanticized with distance with time. . . there's the old saying about fonder hearts but i think it's more an issue of forgetting. a girl gets glossed over. like greasing the lens-- she appears angelic almost. it's not a sham so much as marketing maybe or maybe not marketing it's the desire to think that so far at least your life has meant something. it's the desire to think that everything has been something and it's been something beautiful. so you start blurring the edges and dimming the lights and before too long, with the fog of time and so many years all the nights alone and the broken hearts all the deaths and all the rejections get glossed over and you remember them just a little different. just a little better. &what if you don't get exactly what you want exactly when you want it? &what if i'm at home again and i want to blow my face off. not literally of course. please don't call the cops. i'm jus
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This is a compiled list from many sources and you may agree or disagree with these.. just ideas. I did NOT write this.. only sharing, but was not given the source. If you know the source, please post it in a comment. Thanks! 101 ideas to make Your sub/slave feel Owned (i.e. loved) One of the main factors, for me in feeling truly Owned is to be constantly reminded throughout the day of Master's control. These reminders can be subtle or really obtrusive (heheheh). The more often a slave is reminded of her submission, the deeper it becomes....and the more fulfilling. So here are some ideas you might want to try... And no matter what rules you decide to make your own, consistent. If you are unwilling to take the time to enforce the rules you make, then there may as well be no rules at all. There is nothing in the world that will make a slave feel less loved than to have a Master/Mistress who ignores her transgressions and does not exert their Dominance. 1. Ha
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Can't Sleep
Hate To Love   As she screams, the sound is so sharp and loud it will make your ears bleed, but still no one hears, no one hears her screams, for her screams are muffled by love, A love that holds her captive to her abuser, thou her love isn’t enough to save her from his rage, the love he feels for her is so strong that he holds her captive in her own home and in her heart, he loves her too much to free her, instead all his love turns into rage just to try to hold on to her, but what he doesn’t see is, this love that once was beautiful built and marriage and a family, and now the same love is destroying everything it built, Love is now a bad thing, love is now evil, it is now her worst enemy, her mind wants to let him go but love wont let her heart be free of him and the abuse. That’s love, what was once good is now bad because of love. MY DAUGHTER IS SO SMART, I'M SO PROUD OF HER, SHE IS LEARNING TO READ, I AM TEACHING HER AND IT DOES GET AGREVATEING BUT NEVE
Pimp Outs!!
Allow me to introduce to you all My latest Fu-Owner. Gypsy The beautiful, funny, sexy and most loyal fiend I have on here. So please go show her the love and respect she deserves.
Poems I Wrote (please Don't Rip/copy)
This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend. Back to Best Friends index Friendship bar "This is for my best buddy in the whole world - Megha" MEGHA © 24/8
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What Sex Dessert Are You?whip creamyou like it all over...doesn't matter where it love partying and being you like whips and chains too? YOU WHORE!Food-Drink Quizzes What Angel Are You?Night AngelYou are a night angel.Smooth, calm even when angry, and slick.You love dark colours, Purples, Black, Blood red.Water loves you and you love water, you get one wonderfully since
Band Interviews!
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My Rants
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TIGER KICKOFF: Five things you didn't know about Justin Britt Friday, September 2, 2011 | 6:00 a.m. CDT    ¦   BY HARRY PLUMER   Five things you didn't know about left tackle Justin Britt. He was a big baby. At 11 pounds, 8 ounces, Britt was the largest baby to be born at Blanchfield Army Community Hospital in Fort Campbell, Ky. He talks a big game when it comes to video games. Britt claims to have gone undefeated in 10 straight seasons with Missouri on NCAA Football ‘12 at the game’s highest difficulty level: Heisman. However, he says he only won the national championship in the final nine, “getting screwed,” as he put it, by the BCS in his first season. He was a state champion wrestler in high school. Britt’s wrestling career began in sixth grade and culminated in an undefeated senior season, where he won the conference, district and state championships for the heavyweight division. He placed sixth at the National High School C
Hey Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you You’re the one I sent it to, late last night I saw your picture, in my dreams You were broke down, but full of life I don’t know who you are, I don’t even know your name But just the same, Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you I sent it to God, late last night He put it in your pocket, and in your heart And may it get you, to morning’s light You may not know how much we care Cause we’re not there to ease your pain But just the same, Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you I pray for your strength, I pray for your safety I pray for your momma, I pray for your daddy I pray for your sisters, I pray for your brothers I pray for your wife, your husband your sons and your daughters You may not come home to accolades, you may not come home to parades But just the same, mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you Mr Soldier, I have a prayer for you. You’re the one I sent it to late last night Come here bab
Just Jokes
MEET CRYSTAL METH!!!! Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that's just a start. I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I'm easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child's closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth. My power is awesome, try me, you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But if you try me twice, then I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You'll do what you have to do, just
Rip Dad..... I Miss U :(
"Miss Me But Let Me Go. When I come to the end of the road, and the sun as set for me, I want no rites in a gloom-filled room, why cry for a soul set free? Miss me a little-but not too long, and not with your head bowed low, remember the love that we once shared. Miss me but let me go. For this a journey we all must take, and each must go alone. It's all a part of the Master's plan, a step on the road to home. When you are lonely and sick of heart, go to the friends we know. Bury your sorrows in doing good deeds. Miss me but let me go." I remember when you use to take me on a Bike ride everyday on the bayou (you remember that? we were inseparable) And I remember when you could do no wrong You'd come home from work and I jumped in your arms when I saw you I was so happy to see you (I was so excited, so happy to see you) Because you loved me I overcome And I'm so proud of what you've become You've given me such security No matter what mistakes I make you're there for me
Lesbian Stuff
Going into the shower The blonde's shower eachother Washing,backs, and breasts Even with some foreplay To get them going again With the steam of the shower Driving them insane They start kissing deep With pleasure Messaging,kissing and caressing Eachother's breasts As they feel the pussy's Begin to soakin' Turning off the shower Back to bed They sixty-nine all night Until the next morning As they sleep in eachothers arms Girls Kissing Local Bar! Girls Kissing Dodgers Game! Kissing Friend! A hot smokey beautiful blonde With another blonde Give each other a kiss Grow's deeper As the room get's hotter When the light go down The clothes come off For their beautiful bodies
Homies can anyone plz comment on my pic and help me out some rate my pics and my girl thanks i do the same for u i really need to levl fam plz comment on my pics thanks and i do the same for u plz help me level and my girl on here she # 2 in my fam
In The Mood.
So Morgan, Weirick, and I are gonna be drinking tonight? Should be an interesting night on da Fu. Who's gonna join us??? imikimi - Customize Your World! imikimi - Customize Your World! imikimi - Customize Your World!
Sin's Ramblings
Awakening.when no words comeyou inspire me to breathesome are solely to write aboutsome to paint pictures ofto laugh forto cry overwe are motivated to do so many thingsby so many soulsbut rare is the musewho emboldens anotherto stop survivingand learn to live. ~Sinamynlee About ghost from before i met him... and nothing could compare to actually being with him...   Desire. somewhere along the line my desire to eat you alive has been overtaken by my desire just to feel you near me by my desire to kiss you and touch you once again, it was so much easier when i tried to objectify you when all i wanted was to feel your neck under my teeth and your cock shoved hard into my cunt when i wanted to hurt you in any way that might make you writhe in pleasure i wanted you to throw me down on the bed grab my throat with your hands and squeeze until i gasped for air flicking my clit with your fingers while telling me to beg to suck your cock… but as much as i’d love all of that
Spirituality Essays/lists/poems
This isn't exactly a good poem necessarily. It's main redeeming feature is that it is done as an "acrostic" on the words "UNKNOWN SOLDIER" as you can see in RED. TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: MY ROLL OF DICE (C 1998 ) Josie Roberts Understanding is the prize, see his presence in their eyes. Neighborly tosses to save the dross. Kingship at reasonable prices to entice it. Neighing like a horse when you divorce. Only believe if they practise what they preach. Wishing we knew more about the things we dare to adore AND Slowing down enough to give encouragement. Obeying when you can, asking about the obligations of righteousness. Loving truth where you find the tooth. Dating your friends w/o having sex. Insisting on order and no wishy-washy when the chips are down, with exceptions if blessed. Expecting envy to turn into faint praise of the emptiness. Risk a little to save a few friends from grief or at least from torment. Only by way of
Lyricist Poems
"Anxiety Mist" (C 2008 Josie Roberts ) Breaking up & making up can be gruesome. Reaching for the stars smooths it out. Each of us wishes to be a twosome. A starting point is to doubt our doubt. Showers of blessing come if we're faithful, Testament of grace so abundant and fine. Seeing anxiety replaced by mirth and glee is delightful. Perfect communion & reasonable rhyme. Understanding gradually builds over time, Silver and gold power to adjust to life. Sustaining our growth in midst of strife. Yesterday, today, and forever is life sublime. Heading down a holy path together, Every moment one of blissful joy. Although we stumble we can employ Delightful fantasy & memories regardless of weather. CHORUS: Frequent trials or good luck charms. Only you can make it worthwhile. Only you don't cramp my style. Teach me how to embrace you in my arms. The Challenge Track ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts Told one acid cold night Or a blazing hot day, Circumstance
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Corporate Citizenship
111th CONGRESS1st SessionS. CON. RES. 11Condemning all forms of anti-Semitism and reaffirming the support of Congress for the mandate of the Special Envoy to Monitor and Combat Anti-Semitism, and for other purposes. IN THE SENATE OF THE UNITED STATESMarch 19, 2009Ms. COLLINS (for herself, Mr. CARDIN, Ms. SNOWE, Mr. RISCH, Ms. MIKULSKI, Mr. ISAKSON, Mr. CHAMBLISS, Mr. BINGAMAN, Mr. SCHUMER, Mr. SANDERS, Mr. BAYH, Mr. BENNETT, Mr. CASEY, Ms. LANDRIEU, Mr. KYL, Mrs. GILLIBRAND, Mr. WYDEN, Mr. LIEBERMAN, Mrs. FEINSTEIN, Mr. SHELBY, Mrs. MURRAY, Mr. BARRASSO, Ms. MURKOWSKI, Mr. ROBERTS, Mr. BROWN, Mr. SPECTER, Mr. NELSON of Nebraska, Mr. MENENDEZ, Ms. CANTWELL, Mr. ALEXANDER, Mr. WICKER, Mr. THUNE, Mr. VOINOVICH, Mr. HATCH, Mr. DORGAN, Mr. NELSON of Florida, Mr. KERRY, Mr. MCCONNELL, Mr. DURBIN, Mr. WHITEHOUSE, Mr. CORKER, and Mr. BURR) submitted the following concurrent resolution; which was referred to the Committee on Foreign Relations ----------------------------------------------------
Hello Everyone
We used to have this friend that would come over and watch our house while we were out of town or had something going on. He was a great guy really "manly" with an awesome body. This was before I was cuckolding but I used to often think about what I would like to do with him. Well one day I came home early and I was alone his truck was at the house and I didnt think much of it. I was suppose to be gone for about four more hours but the place I worked at got slow and they let me go. I come home and my bedroom door is shut which did seem a little odd because even though he would often take naps at our place I would always find him on the couch. But, it was hot out and our bedroom was always the coldest room. I went back and just opened the door expecting him to be snoring. Well he was not snoring at all!!! He had drug out a bunch of my lingerie and panties and he was wearing them. I was really young back then and had not been exposed to anything like this. Not only was he wearing my pant
Just A Poem
I have watched you grow up since you were fourteen and you always think you know everything. I treasure all the times we have shared together and all the times we made each other laugh. When I left you 2 months ago I feel like I left behind part of my soul. You and I have a very special connection I never want us to lose, but you are there and I am here and my heart is oh so bruised. I feel like I have abandonded you and left you behind. I don't want you to feel that way because it's just not true. We may not have the same parents but your my little brother and I love you. I never want you to forget about me or the times we shared. You are forever in my heart and the thought of never getting to laugh with you again makes me sad and scared. I don't want things to be this way but this is the way life is. When you get older you will understand that I never wanted to leave you.. You are my best friend. ::::: For my little brother Johnathan aka JLO ::::::   Ravyn The depths of his
Men Who Need To Get A Life
This morning,  a friend of mine and I got talking about when I had come over for a visit.  And he said how he was always afraid cause I dont pull punches and if someone said shit to me they are gonna get told . Any how I brought up one thing that was said about him and how I reacted.  He said and I quote "Gawd you must fuck me blind"  For me not to hear that.  I went on to explain to him why he didnt.  And here is the stupid thing,  he absoultely knew if he said that comment how I would react to it and yet said it any how. Well after getting off the pc I thought and thought about that rude comment and it started to upset me alot. So knowing I am better at saying how I feel in text proceeded to send him a email and tell him just how I thought. I told him he made me feel like a dirty ass ho whos only reason for visiting was to get laid.  Now seriously if that is what I wanted I dont need to travel to pittsburgh pa to get it. I said in the email thx now I know just how you see me a
Full Moon
hello sweetie I wanted to wish you many blessings this full moon.. and i thought to send you this protection spell for you to keep or pass on. I found it online , i'm not sure who wrote it. be safe , Goddess Bless...... Forevrgoddess CHANT OF PROTECTION Goddess, Give me protection from the outside world, Let whatever people say about me not hurt, Let whatever I fear not bother me, Let all the mixed up feelings inside be released without harm, Goddess, you see my pain, I am thy child, I am thy soul, I need a dream to cast away this pain, Something to soothe my soul, Give me protection from the outside world. Comment on this video! More videos at myYearbook Comment on this video! More videos at myYearbook
New Freebies For All Minds
Realistically, you can’t expect to make it through school without having to deal with some kind of stress. Granted, too much stress can be oppressive. Wise King Solomon Wrote: “Mere oppression may make a wise one act crazy.” (Ecclesiastes 7:7) But you need not let stress drive you crazy. The key is learning how to manage stress effectively. Coping with stress is like lifting weights. To be successful, a weight lifter must prepare properly beforehand. He lifts the weights correctly and avoids lifting too much weight. If he takes such steps, he builds strong muscles without damaging his body. On the other hand, if he fails to take these steps, he can tear a muscle or even break a bone. Similarly, you can manage the stresses that you encounter and successfully accomplish the work you need to do without causing damage to yourself. How? John: Before my parents punished me for some wrongdoing, they would put forth r
St. Patty's Day
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  ok so im starting a voyeur cam that means a cam thats basicly just turned on when im home.... im gana do everything i would do normaly with the cam just on no directing please im doing nothing to amuse you it is just an expiriment about people viewing into anothers life the more... probabaly wont be walking while on it.... cuz i wana treat it just like i would if it wrnt on means usuly not looking at myself whlile online and basicly u guy can just watch me.... do what id do any day.... but dont get to excited i live a pretty boring life oh i also will cover up when i smoke cuz i dont wana pass the legal to illegal grey line so on facebook i jokingly engaged my friend cole.... for some reason this girl from my highschool saw it and felt she needed to verbaly bash me for being engaged. im been out of highschool for 2 years and have not once spoken to this girl since. so the idea that my life can mean so much to her completly suprized me. for some reason she felt she had to tel
Ronda's Blog's
Are you or have you been married & if not how long have you been single?What is your longest relationship?Are you looking for causel or exclusive?Do you have kids?Do you want kids?Do you have siblings?Do you do any kind of drugs?Do you drink?Do you smoke?Have you ever been arrested?Do you like pets? Do you go to Church?Do you have your own place?If no, have you lived on your own?What do you like to do for fun?What is your ideal soul mate, what qualities would you like?What color are your eyes?What is good about you?Is family important too you?What are you dislikes in a woman?Do you have a temper?Do you have pierces' and/or tattoos'?Do you mind tattoos' on a woman? I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant...I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I g
How To Save A Life
WOW, Have u ever jsut given someone your heart? NO i mean your whole heart? lol what a waste.   I just couldent live with myself .. knowing I just killed myself   Least maybe then u will remember me .. suicide always kills 2 people           I love know why (drum roll please)....cause they cant keep my name outta there mouths. i love it when people i dont even know talk shit. just shows im doing everything right. yea i know im that fucking amazing that u gotta always be up my ass and all up in my business. honestly how freaking pathetic are you to go out of your way to look at my page and actually try to get crunk when you know in all honesty you a damn nutcase? hahahaha!!!!!! people have nothing better to do with there own life. your life must be really fucked up seriously. cause why the fuck you worried bout mine. so like i always say KEEP TALKING SHIT BITCH YOUR MAKING ME FAMOUS!!!!!!! Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both A
I Thank
I thank the people I have found 31 days till christmas Hey Free breakfast today at Denny's
Our First Encounter!
Today marks the day my cousin was KILLED!! By a 19 year old boy strung out on drugs and alchol and was on some kind of TRILL... On this morning she was to meet the UNKNOWN...who would even ~X~pect this and Flashes of her life would be SHOW'N.... was asked by my Aunt to write her last WORDS.. to her daughter, these would be read and ALL would be HEARD!!How does 'ONE' even begin to write or ~X~press such SYMPATHIES....Words to be said from a Mother to her now Dead Daughter, and being my FAMILIES... So, I sat and what first come to My MIND.... What if I had to go on with leaving one of my Daughters BEHIND!!Out from the darkness the words come and just FLOWED.... It was powerful and some light shown and GLOWED!!!My cousin, her the same age as I am, was killed on this day by a 19 year old boy who had no driver's license, driving someone else's truck, hopped on drugs and who knows what else. My cousin woke this beautiful 'mourn'ing and was to only do her normal routine of a typical day and o
My Poems This Is Not For Any Particular Person
A Puzzle of a Broken Heart © By Portorican PrincessMy heart is like a whoreFor I've given it to many men.Without questions, without expectations;With only one exception:The only thing I've ever asked for;The only thing I've ever expectedWas for their love in return.But without exception, without failEach one took my heart,Crumpled it up, and threw it away.Like my love was worthless, a simple piece of trash;Something that was easily and frequently discarded.So now pieces of my heart are floating around,Like pieces of paper tumbling in the windAnd I have to gather them up.But some of them will be lost forever;Some of them I'll never be able to find again.But those pieces that I do regain,I will try to put back together with what remainsSo my fragmented heart will once again be whole.For now I realize that it isn't worthlessMy love is valuable, pricelessAnd I'm saving it for someone who will treasure it;Who will treat it like a special giftThat I've given to him and no one else.And I hop
Real World Stuff
To clear cache and cookies in Microsoft Internet Explorer,perform the following:Internet Explorer 5 and 6:1.   Open Internet Explorer2.   Click 'Tools'3.   Select 'Internet Options'4.   On the 'General' tab, click the 'Delete Cookies' button in the'Temporary Internet Files' section5.   Click 'OK'6.   On the 'General' tab, click the 'Delete Files' button in the'Temporary Internet Files' section7.   Check the box marked 'Delete all offline content'8.   Click 'OK'9.   Close Internet Explorer10. Reopen Internet ExplorerInternet Explorer 7:1.   Open Internet Explorer2.   Click 'Tools'3.   Select 'Internet Options'4.   Click the 'Delete' button in the 'Browsing History' section5.   Click 'Delete Files'6.   Click 'Yes'7.   Click 'Delete Cookies'8.   Click 'Yes'9.   Click 'Close'10. Click 'OK'11. Close Internet Explorer12. Reopen Internet Explorer     Golden Rule Pledge 2010 Posted on February 25th, 2010 The Day of Silence is being observed on Friday, April 16 this year. On the Day
Real Life Things
200: My middle name is: Kay199: I was born in: Iowa City, Iowa198: I am really: bored and tired197: My cell phone company is: A T & T196: My eye color is: blue195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: 7193: My height is: 5'1192: I am allergic to: cats191: My 1st car was: Ford Probe (very briefly)190: My 1st job was: Iowa City Press Citizen paper delivery girl189: Last book you read: The third book in the Twilight series188: My bed is: a very comfy four poster wrought iron full sized bed187: My pet: is a 11 pound Bishon Frise named Cloud186: My best friend: is my mom, Adam, Josh and Jenny.185: My favorite shampoo is: Garner Fructise184: AIM name: don't have one183: Piggy Banks are: cute182: In my pockets: lip gloss, cell phone and pen181: On my calendar: TONS of stuff this month! From garage sale to Snow Demon show, to Lammasfest180: Marriage is: an ideal that I don't know is achievable to keep going in the long run anymore179: Sponge Bob can: die lol178: My mom: is awesome. 177: The
Beautiful Love
If there is a moment that hard to forgetThat is the day when you and I had metI even know what is the dateThe day when we were classmates I bear in mind that timeWhen we say to each other HIIt’s hard to believe but it’s trueThat time you become a part of my life I wish that we will share everythingProblem, tears and even laughingI hope and pray that it won’t endCoz if that happen, you can see me crying When I had a problemYou are the one whom I can lean onWhen im mad and lonelyYou were there to cheer me up Don’t worry even were apartYou will remain in my heartI’ll always cherish the days we spentCoz it’s the day when we becomeBEST OF FRIEND! My name is LEXYI am FIVE,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When im awake im all alon
Erotique Tales
So here it is,The happy one.Today I'll have a bit of fun. A rhapsody.A melody.My opus and my symphony. A delectable, delightful treat.A candy, oh, a wicked sweet. My soul.A stroll.Completely droll.Delightfully out of control. So here you go.My vertigo.My trip through miles and miles of snow. Hold on tight.Don't try to fight.My happy poem,Just drips delight Like honey from a child's tongue,Or whispers of the aging young. A lullaby that makes you cry,The tears of happy years gone by. Watch your step,The path is steep,So take a breath before you leap Into a world of endless bliss,As charming as a baby's kiss. And right when you arrive right there,You'll never leave.It's true.I swear. My world,My truth.My universe.My haven in my merry verse. It welcomes you,With open arms.You're flattered by its mirthful charms. So stay awhile.Right in the shadeOf the happiest poemI've ever made. 'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the net People were horny--steamy and wet; The
Blogging For Jesus...
click for more cards         send this card through mail When times are tough, and it seems your all out of luck... Take a really deep breath ,but do not sigh for you are being watched over by our God Most High. Now I know that there are those of you who just will not believe... But I have learned not to worry about those things I will receive. I used to be so organized and had everything just so.. But I have found myself in disarray and had to let things go. I have lost the hustle and bustle and trying to get things done to please all my relatives and friends who I love dearly. It,s not because I don,t love them anymore, or just don,t want to do it. But its because I do not have it to give. America has lost it,s way and more people are out of work everyday. My husband is one of those, and I am ashamed to say that I make a little over minimum wage. And this is after 14 years of service, I seem to have gone backwards instead of forward somehow. I fell helpless and lost myself being too
Just Writing
WOW    When he looks into my eyes I get lostThe way he touches me I want to melt.The things he says amazes me.He makes me feel alive, wanted, needed, comfortable, cared for.I want him more and more as the days go by.I want to taste his kisses again.I want to feel his body against mine again. I melt just thinking of these things and of him.I find myself lost in thoughts of him. I am scared though, I don't want to be hurt again.But I feel so safe with him.He has broke the walls to my body and soul and is starting to warm my heart.I am so scared of how I feel Does anyone one else feel this way?Or am I the only one who has these feelings and thoughts   Crystal M. Grossinger This world is full of  people.people who love,people who hate.Ones that are there,ones that are far away.Not everyone in this world enjoys everyone elsebecause like me they fell alonein a world full of people!!!!   Crystal M. Grossinger I want him to hold me....* when i cry * when i'm cold* when something is wrongI
Do you know that SEX can tell what your age is? Just do a simple Math.. How many times would you like to have sex in a week? (choose 1-9) Multiply your number by 2: plus 5: multiply it by 50 add 1758 then subtract your birthyear.. now you'll have a 3-digit number The first is the number of times you would like to have sex and the last 2 digits is your age.. :) Sometimes, we realize to change for the better just when the situation got worse.. we realize to finally correct our mistakes just when those mistakes have cause irreversible damage.. we finally decided to prove ourselves worthy just when the person whom you want to prove your worth has already decided that your not worth it at all.. Most of the lessons are learned when the test is over, that's how IRONIC LIFE is.. I cant force somebody to like me and love me.. I cant convince somebody to believe me and appreciate me.. I cant please somebody to make friends with me.. I cant be perfect as what they want me to be..  I
Quote Of The Day.
"There are no stupid questions, just stupid people." "Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway." "There was a part of me That I lost when I was seventeen I can't get back The innocence I gave to scenes In between Jersey plays Was just an act"   -Life Is Not A Waiting Room by Senses Fail
She Loves Me, She Hates Me
I cherish ya all the way. id make it work, long distance or what ever it takes.i want u so bad, like i said, I can tast ya soul, but its be better cover in lye, cos all my life it seems to loose, but i lost that too, so what i do now? Want me to fall in love  show u this or that, life u could have.... marry u an have a fucking life: my life is a bull shit misery  so lets get married an say fuck it, is that all u know?  I'm too good to be true an ur to hot to be blue, an we, just make a day come true an it sucks ass, morning is coming late, dawn just past us by, mid day is present, dawn is coming near, hold you, close, id cherish you my dear, I'm a poet, if u didnt know it, devil bought my way, hell awaits, heaven is you, trouble is time an tired of running, please hold me, im falling, sincere, just running blind!... I'm on a suicide,  but sometime we seem to dis tray..wonder what hes really like...glistens,... nite falls, your in bed,, he creeps into your head.. falling in lov
Words Of Wisdom
I am lost in confusion Surrounded by utter chaos in my mind My heart telling yes when it can not be possible What do I do? Do I take the biggest risk and move to be with her Or do I continue on down the path of loneliness. Something, someone, somewhere will make my heart whole Is she that missing piece Or am I just that lost in confusion Free will, the ability to make decisions on our own that determine our future No higher power has influence on our decisions, but does show us both possible outcomes God presents us with a plan, but it is our free will that determines how that plan plays out More and more everyday it seems like Gods plan is slipping away People are choosing the path of least resistance instead of working hard and taking the better path Nobody deserves or is "entitled" to anything It must be earned through hard work and sacrafice We are getting away from ethics and morality Sadly these have become a thing of the past No longer is it "God Bless America"
How I Really Spend My Days
I hope tomorrow goes by fast.  I'm so ready for the weekend.  Today, I locked myself out of my truck on my lunch break.  Yesterday, I ran out of gas.  (both things are of course my fault.  doesn't make them any easier to deal with though.)  My boss has been in a horrible mood and I started walking and a new diet plan.  Tomorrow, I have to go to a high school graduation and it's going to be hot.  I'll probably have to go for my walk right after work or when it's pitch black outside.  (walking in the dark is probably not a good idea.)  I'm afraid that if I miss a day I won't want to go walking the next day either.  I need routine!  Tomorrow is going to be has to be. It really irritates me that my co-workers expect people to just give them things.  They are some of the greediest bitches I've ever met in my life.  (They aren't all bad..just some.) I had the "pleasure" of watching 4 normally fun people turn into my idea of a nightmare.  The evening started out well.  We played a
Wolves Den
Been laid off, got no car , sacked out on my brother's couch in a no horse town, got divorced, can't see my kid's cause they're two thousand mile's away and I can't find work to save my life. All since November. Top it all of with the fact that I'm struggling to keep from going back to my self destructive way's. For my girl's though, I refuse to give up. Been clean and mostly sober (only drink a few time's a year as opposed to every day as well as shit people shouldn't do. I don't judge though.) for five year's. Just gotta hold out,get on my feet again, and fight to be the father I never had. Sorry if this come's off as a personal pity part. Not what I was going for. Just needed to get that out. If anyone has advice though I'm open to suggestion's and all form's of comment. Thank's for taking the time. Peace out girlscout's Beat and broken I've been here before But Im still standin Screamin for more Give me your worst Cause it's all been done I don't back down I refuse to run P
Work Stories
So I said I would do one of these, though there really isn't much to say.   I ended up working right out front all but 1 day and on the second shift of my doubles. Mostly all I did was direct people and take photos for them. There's probably a good dozen or so pictures of me floating around in peoples photos as well, even a couple of videos. Other than that, spent most of the time just randomly talking to people, the police and workmates. The other two days I caught a little of probably the worst two sports in my arena, weightlifting and greco roman wrestling, but it was nice to see something.   I had fun, had a really good team to work with that made the days go quicker and more enjoyably (there is a photo up of us all). 16 days in a row with 3 double shifts did take it's toll by those last few days, but it was all worth it.   Only had one bad moment but that was sorted out quick enough, was a bit of a weird situation.   Other than that, I'm glad I did it, and not just for the
Oh Shitz I Need Halp!!!
It seems some have influnace a sexy greek geek of mine to become a nun... THis is a tragidy to man(and woman) kind. If this person continues to uncorup people whom will I play with .. Whom will I talk about tub rubbing with, or coke can cocks? who will i ask if this bra looks good with or with out panties?... Who will be my Greek Goddess of Perversion? .... It is my soul purpose to put a stop to this madness at once.... I will snap ubs's if i must.        *shuns!* Dear gawd how i would love to do that..... Two weekends ago I went fishing, this time of year crickets are the primary choice of bait. I load the truck with cooler, bait, polls, radio, just out for a good time. Being the woman driver I am, forget the crickets are in teh little round cage in the back and turn a curve to sharp, yep you guessed it the cricket cage goes rolling around the back ... once at my favorite fishing hole I clean up the crickets and processed with my relaxing day.... a few days later I notice
Ms. Sexy's Blog
GRRRR I know men are differnt than women but damn....when a certain someone gets moody then says certain things to me i get really sensitive and cry. Is that bad? Or is that just normal for a woman? Im just frustrated. I would have… By: Susan Horne I would have been a doctor, a lawyer, or a teacher I could have been a mother, a lover, or a preacher I would have graduated high school in the top of my class I could have made figurines out of the finest glass I would have been a good friend to you I could have said the three most important words: I love you. I would have been the stranger you pass by on the street I could have been that person you would love to meet I would have been that novelist that writes intriguing stories I could have been the person in a garage band making noise I would have been your best friend if I could have been given the chance I could have been that person you would give a second glance I would have been the one that you saw in the coffee shop
Armour Love by La Roux   You put on your armour You put up defenses What are you on to? Cause I'm here to protect you So take it easy I make it so easy You can lay your head down And we'll leave it 'til tomorrow You seem to believe you belong to somebody else When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'm in hell Do you know what it's like to be lonely and by yourself? When your life is tangled You wear your disguises But what do you need to When I'm standing here beside you So take it easy I make it so easy You can lay your head down And we'll leave it 'til tomorrow You seem to believe you belong to somebody else When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'm in hell Do you know what it's like to be lonely and by yourself? Slipping through my fingers And inside another's Tell me why won't you turn back? You seem to believe you belong to somebody else (You know what it's like, you shouldn't have to be told) When you leave me alone in this world you know that I'
Teo's Fire Always
Bloody Hands My love is deep and true. I killed the demons that are tormenting you. This blood on my hands is for you. I would walk through life chaotic twist and turns to get to you. I killed the shadowy figure lurking in the darkness. This blood on my hands is for you. I weep the pain within your trembling heart. I killed the howling dragon breathing fire upon your essence. This blood on my hands is for you. I listen to your haunting call upon the whispering wind of sorrow. I killed law man that held onto you. This blood on my hands is for you. See my bloody hands. Fear not what comes upon for I am here to save you. My heart beats fast for you trouble times. I killed the broke dreams that flow about your mind. This blood on my hands is for you. I dove into the fiery pit of hell. I killed my soul to save you. This blood on my hands is for you. I breathe the sin and mistake into myself. I killed your wickedness placing you darkness. This blood on
After Dark
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My Hearts Contents
WeakBy: Ashton MullenWe were making a chainMade to be strongIt started out shortbut built to grow long.It started out fineEach link fastened tightBut I missed a small chinkthat was plain out of sight.The chain was growingAt a faster pacebut then I noticedIt start to unlace.It stretched out farI heard it rumbleThe chink was weakand started to crumble.It happened so fastI didn't expect thisThe chain just snappedOver something I missed.We worked so hardTo build this bondit fell apart onceand now it's gone.You got angry Your patience was slackyour work seemed worthlessSo you turned your back.It was my faultI didn't see the chinkOh why the hellDid I not check that link?Now I'm left aloneHolding the broken linkThis issue was smallit's just a tiny kink. This can be fixedBut you took the glueI can't do this aloneThis will take two. I hope you come backto finish what we startedYou left me all aloneand deeply broken hearted.You'll think about our chainand the bond we madeThis cou
All About Me
You know you wanna. So it's been 7 months since I deleted and rejoined.  7 months since I've been separated.  7 months of changes.  Most of them for the better.  I don't feel broken anymore.  I want a new name.  I need a new name.  I'm not sure what it should be though.  So those of you who know me, gimme suggestions.  And those of you who don't, well gimme suggestions too! MWAHHHHHHHHHHHH
Runes Writ In Red
And thus, eyes black with grief, We hailed the void, uneasy with relief. Glad we were, on the brink of madness, Accustomed  to pain, emboldened by sadness.   She held my heart, in her hands, And her reward was to bleed out, upon stranger sands. Those who love me, I stop their breath, For in my heart lies frozen death.   With not a whimper, nor a sigh, Did trust in me, and thus they die. So now I hail unto the void, What peace I had, evermore destroyed. And that's just wot this is too, gentle reader, lol.This, is to distinguish between my rants(other blog set) and the attempts to hone again the blade of words.It is what it is.No political rants, no "State of the Union Adress" here.Just me, you, and words.Call it rehab for hack writers if ya will, lol.Gas tank's full, and I have no idea where I'm going, but there's room in the back if ya wanna ride with me.Just be warned, this machine's not always easy ta steer.But if it were, why that'd take all the fun out yes? Stripped cl
Songs From Evanescence
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, After all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, Find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, To be the one. I could have run forev
Love, Reincarnate
My heart is breaking again but again why do i think you would understand outside i am happy, i am content, i am aware inside i am scared and i am alone, i am searching but this treason is at sea, is it me? for all the things i have come to love, find the evil inside andthis black heart withers and dies who am i fooling? just myself or everyone around? can YOU see it? the scares bear a story, which ripped me apart i pretend to be ok with this, but i am not all i want is live but as i have been told love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife   in times when i wanted to end it all, you were there but where are you now? on the coat tail of another hoping and wishing things will work out, but you ignore me the one person who has given everything for i am a fool, to think you would love me like i love you i wish my life would leave me, suddenly... for it isnt worth it to love and to of lost is maddening.... to not know love is ignorance and as they say... ignor
Just Random Thoughts And Funny Shiet
Life is like a dance,Every step you take a chance.Every Breath you take,There is a fear,A chance to disappear.Achance for a change,To set you on a new path.With no certain direction,Everyone gains a new connection.Connection always last,They can be fun;Or they can make you run,What ever the connection,They will forever be in your past. Blue skies The sun’s burning bright High in the sky. Smooth as silk, The touch of love. Flames flicker Deep in my heart Like a ray of sunshine. Don’t cry It won’t die. Wake dressed
America And My Views
its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start I walk down the long, dark winding tunnel. Darkness consumes my soul with every step…. yet still I walk and walk and walk. Searching, searching for something elusive, something essential that will make my life complete yet not knowing what it is. Despair claws at my core, heartache consumes my being, indifference is what I strive for, always trying to lessen the ache of being alone. Friends are there yet not around, they try to understand, but how can they understand when I can’t fathom what’s erroneous. Smiling faces all around, laughing, full of glee… poison in my soul and wounds, slowly consuming, ever consuming until all is gone. Humanity, compassion, kindness all fades to nothingness in the face of sadness and freezing cold hatred fo
Mrs. Wh's Corner
Hey ya all! Been awhile... look Im on another page, I woke up one mornin and relized virtually conjoined at the hip but now we are the same person on Fubar, and life partners in Real Life... Yes hes still here in North Cackalacki, Hes expanding his business here ...and thats a good thang...we really been learnin each other and throw in three others (my children).... And every mornin I wake up and think to myself " OMG Hes still here"... Im learnin what its like to be with a man that I can be completely honest with, he still makes me blush and the passion I feel for him is stronger then ever, I watch him with my children I see our family developing... Funny enough I have trust issues and it amazes me everyday this "Ex-Playa" is the person I trust above all others, Im proud of him, hes still brings a smile to my face every mornin and gives me that reason to continue my life... On a final note and synopsis: of our time thus far plane, kiss, sex, kids, more kids, drama, movies, hote
Fuego Poeticas
.. ... controversy  copy-writes political views, staggering poetic rights leaving verses to choose.. i'll be dead awake.. i'll be alive asleep.. the arts inspires masses whole, their shell be peace.. As i share the work of an artist, smoke pass flames I’m a mental crazed versed arsonist.. threw poetics  take you places mortality glares, best believe the son sets reigning  their.. two in the chamber means spirit within me, not a ghost it's soul residing in me.. you can't see it physically though sonically it  knows me, the  subconscious relics uniquely combining me.. past  the rough, and dammed life cursing us.. threw the market labels tarring trust.. flesh and bone removed from social lust.. I’ve been their.. I was their.. was all of me.. clarity and with art proceeds the greedy movements against we.. I desire well for them you and me.. inspiration saves blood from lands.. sprit and body, and the mind I command..
Random Thoughts
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them
Chaley's Lil Spot!!
Life is so full of beautiful be thankful for life enjoy the beauty that is around feel love and share all forms of love... There are stepping stones and mountains in our way....but my mom always told not make a mountain out of a mole not let the little issues become bigger, and you lose what beauty is around you... Our friends, Our Loves...they are to be treasured.... Surround yourself with positivity and who you are... Life is not easy....but take my hand and we can walk it together, helping each other over those mountains....and kicking those dusty mole hills out of the way *giggles* I am a firm believer that what you put into this life, comes back to only put out love, do not hate..ignore the miserable ones that try to bring you down, because misery loves company... Reap what you sew in this life..... TY Chaley I am reading this book, And I come to a part of the book that says this....AT SOME POINT IN O
Private Messages
Made it through another futastic weekend. Hugs for my fu wife even if she doesn't want them. Really trying to be a good fu hubby,have some fun and be "The Man." based on comments from last MUMM posted only two people came close to defining a real cowboy.  Perhaps they don't care or are just ignorant. People that make rude comments are really shallow,mean people suck. Fu land please show lots of love to my fu ownees. They are all very special ladies!
Many blessings to you and your..hope it's a nice calm wonderfully boring day. babyjesus,. get a life,. this is gay,. sorry to be a downer. try a friggin social life.
He sat at his dinning room table looking at the blood on his hands in the dim light of the streetlight coming through the back window. Tears ran down his face slowly, pink trails creasing the blood that covered his face as well. What did he do? Where did her go? Whose blood was this, his, or worse yet someone else? Soft weeping gave way to loud sobs as he buried his face into his hands again. Looking through his bloody fingers, he could see that the clock on the wall read three am in its red digital glow amid the darkness of the room. The red, he thought, looked like the color of blood. This brought a new wave of sobbing muffled by his bloody palms. "Shut yer fuckin’ hole," pierced the darkness coming from the living room. Randle did not need to look through his fingers to know who it was. He knew it was the old man, the one who always insulted him, the one who always laughed at him, the one who always made fun of him. The one who calls himself Daddy.   "Don’t talk to me
Solace For Your Weeping.
    Silent tears fall. Solace, weeping, cry. Creeping death in feelings. No answers for a why. Sitting expressionless in a chair. Drops of sadness, deep despair. Tears are falling to the floor, escaping from a mental war. Glassy eyes will cloud again. Deaths impressions, deep within. No longer living a life so dim. Running from this pain of sin.     I'm unsure of my own existence. I pinch myself and all I feel is a dream that I cannot wake from. I do not exist to live, I live to exist. Always moving inside one consistent idea. I have things, but I have nothing at all. Looking inside me, I'm looking out at you. Free in a trapped world. Dying to live. Building towards, a ruined understanding. I run with no destination.   Feelings of destiny, point toward chaotic skies. Violent storms consume you. The winds push at your back and leave you with no control. You embrace the torture. The emptiness inside, now filled with a lust for fear. And a desire t
Search Eternal
In every heart there is regretBut they soon repair and don't forgetThe deepest songs that life then fears Through the pain, through the yearsThese are the thoughts that I concealThough my eyes can't hide the way I feelThere are no angels at my sideI am weak, I am tiredI am afraid of what I seeWhen my world is safe, what I dreamI do not shed a single tearWhen I sleep, you are hereYou know it's trueI am brokenCan we recaptureThe life we knew?I am missing you The world is cold and thunderousAs one dark day follows the nextFrom high up in the heavensShadows fell like rainDrenching me in sorrowDrowning me in painPulling me deeper Spinning me faster Into turbulanceEverything turned to blacknessFor my eyes had closed before meI tried to hide from my sadnessBut there's nowhere to hideIn an empty worldJust as hope seemed to have faithThere appeared a shelter in the distanceThat shelter was loveThat shelter was youIn cover from the tourment I felt warmthI turned and saw a glow risingNothing lik
Poems Of Chaos
In a time of war we stare blankly at the setting sun and wish for days past. I say grab the remainder of your life and push forward toward that inevitable time of chaos. When each and every last breath from the whirring oxygen tank is more precious than sex or money. Look forward to the now and make every moment, every friend, every encounter more exciting than gold or glitter; make it your own. I will; will you. Mysterious days lead to dark lustful nights, when the full moon casts light upon the werewolf fight... Languished howls of pain as flesh from bone is torn, and yet she lounges against the oak waiting for morn... The Wolfman dies his claws grip the stars, she laughs, her eyes the color of mars... Breasts heave, hands tremble with womanly delight, her lover has survived to take her again with might... Eyes of Amber burn against the dull morning twilight, screams of pain and pleasure take her to soaring height... Witching glamour and wereman lust a pair do t
Letters Home
Today, I am writting you a letter with my heart torn out. My best friend Ben died today. He was shot through the neck just behind the trachia. I saw him go down after he got hit. I froze. What do I do? Is this real? Then my training kicked in. I returned fire on the shooter. My fireteam hit the shooter 8 times before I ordered a ceasefire. After the Iraqi died, I ran to Ben, who was still alive. I looked at his wound, and knew instantly, he wouldn't survive. I knelt down and picked him up and held him. I looked right at him and drew my Ka-Bar and put it in the sand. I asked him if he wanted to die slow, or if he wanted me to end it quick for him. I knew he couldn't talk, and told him to blink once for no, twice for yes. He blinked once. I closed my eyes and knew he was going to go out painfully. I held him until i saw the life leave his eyes. When he died, I felt nothing. I was completely numb. Like it was just a nightmare, and I would wake up any second to see Ben fucking around with
Metal In My Head!
I may be judged..but who really fit to judge sins..we all life we all are not me..and i am not you..your words could matter less to me..your life I could care less..these words i say..are just that of a man..that is tired..of the users..of the fakes..the cheats..the liers..the whatever..been here by my own will..and that of god..i could care less what another thinks of me..for they arent helping me..nor care for me..i handle all things that come my way..without a helping hand..just a man alone..and if so..then so be it..never needed a co signer on ****..and still wont..been on top..and the is full of ups and downs..just been around to let another talk down on if they are my are not my are as i am..human..untill you reach are the same as your older of younger than me..still going to be the same..bleed in pain..and reborn in gods name..but belive this..i would rather burn all i
Sometimes in the pursuit of happiness.. we lose ourselves.   If you had just seen, I'd be 'here' to stay.. Instead, I led myself on this crazy pursuit.. to seek something. To seek what lies at the end of the rainbow. I led myself through the great unknown.. and everywhere I went, it was your face I seen. With every whisp of wind across my face, it was your kiss.. I felt.  I followed what I thought was my heart.. only to find out, you can't follow, what isn't yours to begin with. I begin everyday.. with the still beating heart, that once was, mine. And someday again, it will be again. It will fall in line with the pulse.. that calls it forth. Like there is night to day. Theres a puzzle missing it's piece.. It's deciding, does it belong to my puzzle..or yours?   *status unknown* I write as though you'll read it.. I wish as though.. you'll somehow.. give me what I want.Yet, you hold back, like your carrying a secret.One I wish I could help you burden.. I look out the window at life
Not So Safe
twisted and turned  not sure which way is up anymore  grasping for air  and taking a breath of blood the metallic scent of my own  As it drips from the hole in my chest  that i created with my own hands  as i gripped my ribs and broke em apart  tearing at my heart to remove it flinging it at your feet as the sparkle in my eyes died out.. Ive given you my all  was it enough? my last thought is Alanis Morissette's So Unsexy Lyrics...  Oh these little rejections how they add up quicklyOne small sideways look and I feel so ungoodSomewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to makeMe feel the way I thought only my father couldOh these little rejections how they seem so real to meOne forgotten birthday I'm all but cookedHow these little abandonments seem to sting so easilyI'm 13 again am I 13 for good?I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautifulSo unloved for someone so fineI can feel so boring for someone so interestingSo ignorant for someone of sound mindOh these
The Poems...
I ask my myself nightly, Why Not? Why not just not come tomorrow? Why not just not pay my loans? Why not just kill myself? Is there something I am keeping myself here for? Is there a reason for any of this? Becursed with a foolish heart that still believes in Love. Love. Love. The word upon which our life hinged. Finally unhinged. Finally undone. Final stop. All passengers must disembark. Wakey wakey… Time to die. Hey all. I have to leave now. You have all been so nice. You all treated me far better than I ever deserved. As it seems though, I have not reciprocated anything back. In fact, it seems I took advantage of all. I am not a good friend. I am not even a good human. Perhaps if I give my energy and chemicals back to the universe they can recycle me into something useful. Maybe a nice plant of some sort. I tried my best, but as usual this was not even CLOSE to good enough. Remember, sympathy comes between Shit and Syphilis. That is where I now belo
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now caught between heaven and hell not knowing whats next will i be wrapped up in your arms or be caught out in the cold? will i be lying next to you or sleeping on the floor surrounded by blood?will you be mine or will someone else claim you for their own? Will i hear your voice gently saying i love you or will i hear the s
Wrinkle In Time
There comes a time in your life you realize you're your own worst enemy.   I am so scared I am going to pull my great Houdini act. Pushing people away before they get to close.   I've built this enormous wall around myself and I just can't escape. Escape myself. I feel like screaming or crying not that either would be mature or helpful. I have barely slept in weeks and its finally taking a toll on me. I keep getting told i'm being bitchy or moody. Maybe I am just overreacting and need to suck it up and deal with it. I am not looking for sympathy and not even expecting anyone to care. I guess I am just not doing my normal reaction to things and bottling it away. For once I have tried venting to people and mostly those that claimed to want to listen; turned around and said I am just moody. I don't hold things back. I say what I am thinking. I've just been taking care of my aunt that is dying. She doesn't sleep through the night so I have to stay up with her, then crash for maybe an
I Jacked This
Did the last person you touched lips with have a tattoo?He's 8.  I sure as hell hope not. :-s Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?yes.. have been for a long time What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of? hmm. Would you change yourself for the person you love?Nope Do you find drinking unattractive?Alcoholics are unattractive (keeping this answer) When was the last time something bothered you?meh. To who did you last give the finger to?Probably Jarrod. Do you like boys?Nope.  I like some men
Dargo's Blog
Christmas is a happy time, a time for family. In my family it’s a mix feeling time of year. I try not to think of it much because it’s a downer for sure.   Christmas eve was the ninth anniversary of my father passing. Wow almost ten years ago a whole decade.   Even tho it’s been that long, I still remember that Christmas eve. Living here in Kansas, I was calling NYC and wishing my family a merry Christmas. Dad been battling throat cancer. And was doing well. I called and I first talked with my mom, she told me how festive everyone was and that she had a good talk with my dad. Talked about the good and the bad about their relationship. Cleared a lot of air. Before having dinner that night he took a nap. So there I was talking to her as she tells me this and I got to talk with the rest of the family. I had a good conversation with my sister and my grandmother, and once again with my mom. Then she asked if I wanted to talk to him, I said sure and she tried to wake hi
So life is pretty damned good right now. Tight on money, but that's temporary. I've got great friends, awesome roommates, and a wonderful child. Got a fabulous place to live, and the entire summer to do as I please. Now if I can only find roommates to get a place with me for the next school year, things will be great! I've discovered that life isn't necessarily what you've got or don't have... it's what you make of it. And we're making it pretty damned good. So I just got this from my ex... an ex from 13 years ago... I've known him since I was 5 years old. Do you ever look back at your past and miss the possible future.. if so click 'yes'... and we'll be married and your son and mine will be our kids. Wish things where that easy... but once you fuck something up or they fuck up something... you can't get it back, their is no recovery without a lot of effort...sometimes herculean in it's scope It always makes me wonder, what the hell some ladies are thinking when they tak
Made In China Products
"What should I sell? What products are hot selling in the international market?" These are the questions most people are trying to find an answer in order for them to make the definite decision. And if you really want to know the answer to this question, your only choice is to do some research. While you are here you need not do it again, we have done a full survey for you. The following list will help you solve this big questions. CLOTHING 1.Corporate Marked Jackets/Parkas What to look for: Light jacket or parkas with corporate logo embroideries and slogans. Coats must be free of stains, holes and odors. Buttons and zippers should be intact. The newer the jacket looks, the better. You may find brand new jackets from out of business companies or leftovers from tradeshows. These finds will bring you high prices. 2.Women’s Business Attire What to look for: Professional clothing for women such as suits, pants, and blouses. Acquire only the newest looking clothing.
Poems & Writings
I saw you for the last time.  Before, I turned and walked away.  I hear the sobs, I here the tears.  I feel your heart breaking.  I don't look back.  I never wanted this to happen, yet it has come to it.  Now your hurt, and I am to blame.    I cared for you, I helped you.  In return, you loved me.  In return for all the times you cared for me, I leave you here, alone, and crying.  I know I should die for the pain I caused you.  Here we go, I see the darkness of my world again, and my soul become cold, and my blood freezes.  I continue to walk away, as everything around me becomes no longer seen..  All the pain I caused you within that moment of time, has caused me to return to my world.    Here I am now, waiting for the sword to inpalied my body, to take me from this life from which I have caused so much hurt and sadness within other.  I'm waiting for the day, where you shall come and take my life for what I have done.  I didn't want to do it, but I did, and now I'm waiting for my life
The Whisper In My Head
These words, centered here My emotional battlefield The blood, the wounds All mine Desire to examine? Be you medic or coroner? Wadding through my liquid pain Be you medic…                 Witness why I bleed Be you coroner…                 Critique how I bled I saw you in the flicker of another man’s candleThe shadows of my soulCarried with each exhalationWere he not so mesmerized by my curvesHe would have felt the lie deep inside meFor I am no great actressThe fire that consumes me burns for all to seeCall me joan of arc, fighting for my heartBurning for my love, my heart never scorchesThough it feels the pain The rain is floodingFlooding everywhere that I am notAnd I sit drying, cracking, shrivelingBecoming nothing but a huskA husk of a woman, your womanHow foolish was IRefusing water amidst a desertNow I wanderFinding nothing but miragesAs she drinks, long life restoring drinksIn an oasis that was once mineI am losing the strength to continue onI welc
Ahh... 95... I was apparently a happier child, then :p     LOVE   It brings to knees the strongest of men. It can brighten lives and give life within. It can leave you crying 'til the middle of the night, or can fill your heart with sunshine so bright. It's the sound of a dozen small angels that sing. So 'tis right to say Love's a wonderful thing.   2-14-95 As you can see... I was EMO before it ever had a NAME!  ;)  Ah... what a sad sad child I was...  All these seem to center around the same time in 96... must have been a harsh break-up ^_^   CLOSETS   Through the emptiness of alone a hand reaches out the soft touch on my brow soothes the pain. The angry red welts lashed across my heart begin to heal, slowly. Ever so slowly. The shredded remains of trust draw together by an unseen force, and start to mend. The memories that torment a shattered mind are thrust into an impregnable closet in my soul specially designed for pain not meant to be handle
Blathering About Nothing
I work in a call center. I have found that the general public has NO maners. This disgusts me. Do I call your job & ask you why you do your job like you do? Your boss told you how to do it, so that is how you do it. If you call a company, do not eat, burp, fart, pee or anything else while on your business call. If your child is screaming, put the phone down & tend to your child. If you call someone, & ask them questions, guess what?? They are gonna ask you some back. Don't be surprised by this. If you are calling for the price of something & the answer is not what you expected or what you want to hear, just hang up. I really don't care who else gave you a better deal or why you don't like my price. I don't make the rules, just kindly go away if it does not meet your needs. It doesn't make you a man, a better woman or anything else if you flip out on the phone at me. I am probably playing an internet game & not listening to your stupid rant anyhow. The letter R is pronounced R. Not
I'm Not Really
I know the lyrics to almost every song I've ever really, every one. Not the good ones...the complete shit too.   I first pierced my ear at 13 because of a George Michael video...yeah, I know...I know.   I've played to around 2000 people in a packed room chanting my lyrics. It wasn't as good as sex.....with100 burlesque dancing submissives...maybe.   I am remarkably cruel when you show weakness. No matter how crippling.   No matter how crippling my cruelty, I'm also convinced that my caring can reverse it...I'm wrong.   I have next to no regard for society and its norms...unless it's in a debate with some whiny anarchist. Then I'm the champion of the cause.   That last point is a summation of my character. Fuck...You...and now let me fuck with the rest.   My favourite colour was green as a child...and then I learned I was red/green colourblind.   I was an alcoholic by the age of 12.   Kerouac changed my life after I died. I became convinced that I could be S
Ramblings Of My Co-worker, Nick G.
I fart real quiet and I fart real loud My fart can knock out a big asian crowd   Godzilla got nothing On my massive farts My farts pierce through the nostrils Like pointy darts   They sometimes sound funny They sometimes sound deep Boy do all my farts Really give me a creep You can't see it pass Through the air or the sky Sometimes when you smell it You'll seem like you're high   The one's that are worse Are the one's that are silent My farts fight on their own Yes they are real violent   So next time you see me Angle my butt in the air You know I'm going to fart And that I really don't care   Plenty of food Plenty of snacks All free of charge All with no tax   Different varieties For you to choose If you come real late You snooze, you lose   Some people cook And some people buy Some people say they made it When it's really a lie   Corn and cheese Fruit and chips Vegetables on a tray With plenty of dips   Hot dogs and sausages Tamales an
Fellowship Of The Ring
Also, provide pics, if you desire... Whats yours? perfect breakfast; Sausage links, bacon, smashed eggs, and buttermilk pancakes (blueberry syrup) perfect date perfect kiss-with her perfect argument perfect woman perfect shoe perfect flower perfect time of day perfect drink perfect drug
A New Decade Of Change
Dear Friends,   In deep angst we are searching for magical answers to the events surrounding Occupy Wall Street and the state of this great nation as well as global affairs.   We recognize that we all hold creative and destructive force within us, this is our divine nature.    Honoring our divine nature in all its complexity, how can we come into balance?   What we know is: we have come together over many years,  trained and built relationships with each other and the sacred earth.   This is our time, where the veil between worlds is thin - to come together, a time in history, when we have built a network of witches that spans the continents.   We have the training and power to focus our wills and spirit.   We have the help of many, many spirit realms and we have the communication network to take effective action as has never been done before.   All of the psychics and sensitives have known we would be called upon someday to use this network.   Let us now each take a
By....redo..billy Lost
I was mesmerized the first time that I saw youwords failed me then I will admit that it is truebut you were sweet and made me more at easeand I found we fit together pretty as will pleaseAs time passed the feeling grew ever strongeruntil I found that I could not deny it anymoreI had to overcome my fears and say it to youthose three little life changing words "I love you"We have had more time and still love growsmy loving feeling for you constantly showsI will not promise you that there will be strifefor it will always be a part of everyone's lifeI can promise that as you face the unknownthat you will never have to face it all alone. Upon some subjects I have been known to wonder,but there is one that I so often find that I do ponder.I wonder when and why disposable we all became,to many now just a number without your name?We are now Human Resources instead of Personneland there are other things that the story does tell.People now call all the others they know a friend,but know that the
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Updated Writing
One kiss One kiss Is all I ask One kiss to heal and erase the past One touch One touch Of your lips to mine One caress Sweet caress To know the divine Two breaths Become one As reality fades Bid farewell to the sun As the night invades The heat between bodies Contrasts the cool air Two bodies One rhythm And wildly tossed hair. Passion runs like electric current Satin sheets catch aflame Tasting your lips one last time As I whisper your name. At the waist I have you bend While into subspace I gently and firmly send Your sweet sighs of contentment are barely heard You strain to be still as you listen to my every word My voice strong and even, my touch long and light While I do my best to stay just out of your sight The rounded curves of your ass raised and bared In my ropes your hands and feet are snared With you naked and helpless, you are at my mercy When my hands begin to smack your upturned globes, my lips are held together tersely With your
 Behind a mask, don't hide your pain  No hope there, nothing to gain  Rise above your broken dreams  Behind closed eyes, pleasant things  Each new day, search to find  Things that only bring peace of mind. Behind a smile I hide my tearsThe ones that flow each dayI have found no way to stop themThere's nothing anyone can say.  So many thoughts run through my mindMy heart full of sorrow and painAlthough today is brand new The hurt will always remain.  Impossible sometimes to go forward But on with my daily taskForever a smile on my faceIt has become the perfect mask. SmileWhen you're happySmileEven when blueSmileShow it everydaySmileIt will get you through
Marenes Poems
Why? Can be asked many times with alternate endings you left and why comes to mind A woman who leaves children is very strong but for a mother to leave her children, thats abandonment maybe you thought it was the best thing to do since you would sit at the kitchen table and do drugs with jess and i watching innocently what if i told you i liarned how to do drugs from watching you do them the guilt would rush in Dont worry im not like you My kids will never have to worry i will be there dont worry im not like you whoring and committing adultery are crimes but dont worry im not like you not everything is hereditary some are choices dont worry im not like you my choices are smart My mother made some bad choices when i was growing up. When she was pregnant with me she would consume drugs on a daily basis. i was born two months early and for the first year o fmy life i was on a heart monitor. When she left us my grandmother took over the responsibility of raising my sister
 It's late and we've had a wonderful time at the club. The drinks have lowered our inhibitions and we are being very affectionate just before closing. We've spent the night mingling with your old friends and making some new ones. You've noticed me chatting it up with a couple of really cute guys you haven't see before, and are happy that I am getting along. When we leave we invite a couple of your friends and one of the cute guys to come back to your place for a nightcap. We spend the ride in the backseat fondling and kissing each other, and make no effort to hide the fact that things are going to get very hot when we get home. The cute guy is watching all this with a sly smile, and nods in approval sitting next to us. We arrive, and soon the group of us is laughing and sharing a few last drinks together in your parlor. A little while later everyone is gone except for the cute stranger and us. I notice you've been checking him out when you've had the chance and ask you if you like wha
2001 Heros
Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan. Died November 29, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan. Died October 19, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Cheyenne, Wyo.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action in a crash of a UH-60 Black Hawk during a training mission, on Oct. 19, 2001 in Pakistan.
I’m locked in thoughts inside my head. Saying things better left unsaid. Without a doubt, I’m undeniably broken.   Trying to find peace for me. I can’t seem to find the truth and light. Or maybe I just can no longer see it.   How do I make the pieces fit, When I made everything go to shit. Maybe it’s best for you if I just walk away.   I’m trying so hard but you can’t see That this isn’t the best of me. It’s time to erase the scars of my heart. Words of wisdom from my friend Leia’s grandmother:   Men and relationships are like buses. There is another one coming around in an hour. Be patient.   If the bus is broken, time to get off the bus If the bus does not take you where you need to go in life find one that does. Never take the bus through Homewood, there isn't anything you want there. If none of the buses are working for you, it’s time to get off your ass and walk yourself and take a different route to
Poems Of Mine.
I see you in the darkness. I sit and wait for my chance. Giggle giggle Sooner or later I'll have you. In my bed in my arms. You'll never know it. Blade kisses your neck. Trickle of blood. Mouth starts to salvate. Trickle trickle. Giggle giggle. Sooner or later I'll have you. Duct tape streched and ready. Rope by my side. Giggle giggle. Sooner or later.   A Open Bookcreated @ 2007-01-22 14:11:45 A open bookA heart apoun a sleeveIts not hard to believenormaly rushing into thingsJumpping head first nor carerringTry to find the right oneEnding up loving the wrong oneSome how my pain is my pleasureYet my pleasure brings me painOne equals the other its all the sameSo what is love but a higher form of lustAn lust is a lower form of loveWanting to find some one to holdDont want a child or some one to oldNot looking for some one to change meJust trying to find some one for me Through my add attacks Being able to help me stay on trackThy angel of darkest light Beautiful from insi
Your Betrayal LyricsAm I going insane (insane)My blood is boiling inside of my veinsAn evil feeling attacks (attacks)My body’s shaking there’s no turning backdon't take your eyes off the trigger I’m not to blame if your world turns to blackas your eyes start to blisterthere's just no hope for our final embraceSo here we are, I’m in your headI’m in your heart!You were told to to run awaysoak the place and light the flamePay the price for your betrayalYour betrayal, Your Betrayal!I was told to stay awayThose two words I can’t obeyPay the price for your betrayalYour betrayal, Your Betrayal!Is it my turn to die?My heart is pounding as I say goodbyeSo now I dance in the flamesI love you crying and screaming my nameYou said that we’d be foreverHow could you kill me and lie to my faceNow that we can’t be togetherThere’s just no hope for a final embrace So here we are, I’m in your headI’m in your heart!You were told to run away
Public Disservice Announcements
I've been working on computers in one way or another for many years now, and the one thing that has never changed no matter how advanced they get:  THEY STILL LOCK UP. Now I try TO be a responsible guy when I'm working and making music on my computer. I try to save my work on a regular basis "just in case" something goes wrong.  But every now and then I forget, and that is the time that my computer ALWAYS decides to lock up on me. It's like they put monitoring systems inside a computer that track when the last time you saved your work was... and if you haven't saved your work in an hour it plays a joke on you by locking up on you or crashing. (computer thinking to itself) "Hmm, he's been working on that track for 2 hours straight and he's so involved with it that he's forgotten to save it! Well, it's time to ruin this chump's day! Muahahahahahahahahah!" So what do you do when
Dork Proof
...and so does Dean. You see, Dean needs 15 more new fans before he can level. I fanned him a few weeks ago because he's a cool guy and I wouldn't want him not to level! I totally upset the fan-less balance of my page just to help him out. Deans Psychedelic Breakfast@ fubar And this is where helping us both comes in. You see, as soon as he levels (yay!) I'll be able to remove him from my fan list! lol   I wish to thank you all for your time, and your support. You're such good friends, and I'm happy I came back.  I'm siting on my bed listening to a band called Electric Wizard, who can best be described as Black Sabbath on acid, which led me to go over the types of music I find myself listening to the most.   doom stoner rock post rock post metal drone ambient even ambient drone doom   I'm at my happiest when immersed in minor-keyed guitar and heavy bass radiating at bone-shaking decibel levels from extremely large speakers. In the summer I wear black in the sun and soak up
Fu Fu Fu Fu Fooolin
When someone leaves a "nasty" comment on your mumm, it's not because they hate you. You're seeing the unfiltered opinions of people who don't know you, giving their input on the information you've presented, and essentially a first impression of your digital persona. Their words may feel somewhat insightful or shocking, but hey, anyone can get a lucky guess. Either that, or you're transparent as fucking glass. If you don't post in a somewhat literate manner, well, your carelessness will be met with mockery and you might be met with even more ridicule depending on certain variables such as the color of your name, status message, or what kind of shit people dig up in your picture folders. If you spend all your "mumming" time only posting them and commenting within your own mumms, people will notice. We like to see you actually participating in mumms other than your own, or we'll assume you're very self-centered and likely only in this part of the site so you can earn some fake populari
New Years Eve !!!!
DON'T drink and drive- and DON'T ride with anybody who does.Tipsy Tow offered by AAA: 1-800-222-4357 You Don't have to be a AAA member, from 6pm-6am on new years eve/day they will take your drunk ass self and your car home for FREE. Save this number... 1-800-222-4357 write it down while sober!!! Please re-post this if you don't mind... After being married for 30 years, a man took a look at his wife and said, "Honey, do you realize 30 years ago, I had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a pull out bed and watched a 13 inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a hot 21 year old blonde. Now, we have a nice house, nice car, big bed and plasma screen TV, but I'm sleeping with a 51 year old blonde. It seems to me that you are not holding up your side of things." Now the wife, a very reasonable woman, told him to go out and find a hot 21 year old blonde, and she would make sure that he would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping
The Real Deal
ok folks, ive had my little fix of the red name. summer is upon us and i def wont be around the computer that much. boating, camping, traveling, training, softball, reunions, bbqs, graduation parties, riding the motorcycle, the beach. fubar will be my last resort of entertainment. so feel free to take me out of your fams. i wont be running anything for awhile. thank you all for rates, bombs, bling and friendship. ill still be logging in to chat every now and then so feel free to leave a message. clearly this isnt gixxerprincess(jenn echard). yes shes a fake. shes stealing the pics of simona one day it might happen. i might be happy with a woman again. the bug has bitten. im curious. i want to know everything there is to know about you. i have so much time. please enlighten me with specifics, details, stories, favorites, like/dislikes. im all ears. i cant fail again. i wont allow it. it hurts too much. ive been in the gutte
For The Love Of Help
My #4 fam has 562,355 Points to go! plz help her level... Do what u have to to get those points down.... friends help friends right? BOMB her if u can... would really appreciate it click on link or just go to my number 4 fam member and lets help her level:)  My #3 Fam is running a famp  and a Boomy ... i have a deal for you.... I want you to hit her page as hard as u can *Like *Fan *Rate *Bling *Add  The deal is ... if u hit her page...  leave me a mssg sayin u have done so on my status and Not only will her boomy hit u back I am willing to RATE.. FAN..ADD.. POLISH and RATE 20 of ur pics for ANYONE that rates her page   ITS THAT SIMPLE....  Now if it comes to i have already R/F/A/Polished and rated 20 of ur pics today than i will rate 20 more of ur pics and ill also add u to my top friends....   Its that simple.. u help her .. i help u :)  Sound good? Look for her famp and boomy to start... and get RATIN:)    How come When tryin to get the a
Crazy Shite
Helly's mumm about the census twit bothering her made me think of this old cartoon so you can learn how to use the complicated cameras before spendng money on one My job consists of carting my brain from place to place, guiding my way as safely and efficiently as possible, via land, air, or sea. Rarely, if ever, do I actually get to see any of these places. I need to find a way to get more out of this for myself other than free meals and air miles.
A G And Her Dog.
christmas music is playing right now. you have to love itunes shuffle. and the jackson five singing "i saw mommy kissing santa claus." is it claus or clause? my brain cant even decide that. between some weird 18th century transitioning into present day and my freakish research paper about it, I am very unsure of spelling. a 15 page research paper on women now and then. then being when the declaration was written. thats crazy right? i cant even imagine that shit. i would be slapping motherfuckers. and then killing them for disrespecting me! sometimes i look up people from my online classes on fb. just to see what they look like. why? because i need to put a face to words. its important to me i guess, if they say something important or good or that i like.sometimes i think about what my life story would be. like, if i died tomorrow and then someone had to explain me to someone else. it would be kind of like "once upon a time some really crazy motherfucker lived and she argued with
My Skribblings...
You may believe That I am naïve    You may think you're sure Seems you're quite immature     You believe your lies still have audience in me Oh if only the truth you could see    The smoke and mirrors that once fogged my view No longer exist here, get a clue    Pointing at all the drama you have stirred Pretending it belongs to others''s just absurd    Maybe you believe in your own pile of crap But I never again will get caught in your webbed booby trap    So maybe there is a little naïveté But I wouldn't have it any other way    To know in my soul there is a truthful "good" in others  Will take me far beyond the jaded insecurities of another    To treat others the way I want to be treated Goes mil
Rambles In My Head
ok so it's been awhile since i blogged and well alot has happened since the laost blog but not sure how much i wanna share of it. but i can say i am a happier in many ways since i am enrolled in college ready for it to start but gotta say i am scared as shit tho means so many new things to come in my life and decisions to be made and not sure witch way to move or if these classes may just pull a cincinnati switch on my ass and i am gonna be left out in the cold? if this happens has i burnt to many bridges to turn back around and pick up with the mediocore life that i am in now where my biggest thrill is looking forward to going out to eat at night i mean don't get me wrong i get great joy out of hanging with my online friends and my nightly games of backgammon with bella where i get my ass whipped 8 out of 10 times are awesome and knowing that i can tell her anything and she knows what i mean and where i am coming from makes a day ten times better and i have met some cool new people bu
Tale Of The Broken Heart
Your indiffernce is a knife that has invaded my heart...  My emotional blood spilling forth..  Leaving my heart empty and filling up with cold..  The beating slows as first frost, then ice forms upon it..  Making me wish I had left my heart locked in it's room.       I gather the pieces to my heart.. trying to put them back in place..  no glue will hold them together..  I put my heart back in it's room, lock the door, throw the bolt..  but my back to the door.. crying...  all I can feel is pain and loss...  I don't think I can do this again..  Poisonous Silence   The poison of your silence courses through my veins...  Making me sick in body as well as spirit...  I feel it raging and burning thru me... Wondering if it will kill me... And almost hoping it does... 
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This is my heart,being poured out to you.i tell you everything.except the fact......well i think you know.i love you!you've been through thick and thin with talked to me when no one else made me feel loved.the only time you weren't there,was on the weekends that's only cus,you didn't talk on the weekends.those were the times i missed may not think the same about me ,but i had to let you know this.if i hadn't written this then i would be sad.i had to let it out! i had to tell you.this is my heart being poured out to you.i hope you know how much i care.for if we do meet i hope you will love me to! A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseshe crys but no one hears.she is in pain and suffering,from all the hurt that eats at her.A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseA girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseGOD take it all away!!all the pain and suffering,i cannot endure.the life she is leading will be no more.a new life she will live.A girl on her knees beg
To spend timeless moments with you, Wishing that each would last for eternity; To speak by just the mere touch of your fingertips, To gaze into your eyes and see my whole life in each delicate sparkle. To know the feelings of complete lonliness whe we are apart, but to overcome it knowing the love I have for you in my heart. To want for nothing, for you are all my needs and desires; to lie awake at night and see charades of you in my eyes, to know the worth of life as I hold you in my arms; To shutter at the mere thought of not having you again; to say now and my lifetime through... I will love you always.... To caress your body next to mine in ways I've only dreamed together in the moonlight My heart beats so I cannot speak To kiss your lips so soft and warm to taste of candy sweet exploring face forbidden till now my heart beats so I cannot speak The passion that we share tonight is greater than the sea the stars of above the love below my heart beats so I can
Emma Readings
Life   The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time. I need a man with a gentle smileI want a man who's sweet and kindI long for a man who's serious enoughTo discuss with me what life is aboutThe size of his biceps don't really matterNor the color and
Don't Mind If I Do...
        Hurt me once, it's shame on you.  Hurt me twice (or three or four or five times), it becomes shame on me.  When it gets to the "shame on me" stage, I am done.  There are a couple of people here that have pushed me to that stage.  The fact that I have allowed it is SHAME ON ME!     I am fairly certain that they will read this and none of it will ring true with them. as denial goes hand in hand with cluelessness.  Either way...   Close the curtain on the "shame on me" stage?  Don't mind if I do...     Sometimes I wonder why I even bother with the site.  So many times, I get my feelings hurt because everyone here seems so friggin' fickle...well, almost everyone.     I have come to realize that there is nothing real here...except for the money.  I have been completely real from day one.  Real pictures, real feelings, real emotions...REAL!  I am clearly in the minority.  Most of the time, the words and actions of others do not match up here.     **NEWS FLASH** Talk
My Poetry
p { margin-bottom: 0.08in; }   WAX WANE WAX   Bord to yang   Yearn to yin   OUT OF THE Earth new life timidly peeks out   Green, and new, tender, and full of hope   Time, and nurture, maturity is won   Life waxes, life grows, life blooms   Waxing life takes what nourishment life finds   Nourishment shapes life, and life becomes what it will be   Good, bad, life has matured   Life has shape, sad to yang, the shape is set   Now it is time to wane   Graceful, and gold, proud, and bent   The lines earned through experience   Lines worn as badges of honer   Or lines that that allow the leaves to drop   Wane into the ground   Wane until the time   Time to Wax again   Pray to be born to yin   JP  owell   LIGHT FILL THE SOUL           When the moons baths the land in her silver light our souls fill with emotional strength   When the suns baths the land with his golden light ou
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My Writings
can you feel the rage can you feel the anger it dwells in all of us igniting a wild fire that burns thru your veins consuming your soul threatening to burst  at the slightest irritant the simplest spark like a drum goin off in your head feeding fuel to the fire the feeling of no longer being able to control your body or emotions as your vision flashes between red and black and you cant seem to control the words blazing out your mouth in an uncontrollable frenzy  fist clenching  nails digging into your palms you know its coming  but you dont have the willpower to stop from lashing out  the fire eventually destroying your soul peace by peace with each spark can you feel the fire  can you feel the spark   the dreams the anger the passion and the shadow of death all intertwined in one broken corpse it walks around looking the same as it always has  but on the inside theres nothing left all it does is keep walking from dawn to dusk go ahead look into its
[[[welcome To My Sandbox Asylum Of Confusion]]
I have a lot of friends in my similar situation, I thought this would be something for all of us. I don't care about others opinions but a lot of these are pretty awesome to help me get through my day.   (Disclaimer: These aren't all "easy going" so if your easily offended, get off my page.)    When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child. ~ Sophia Loren   Mothers are fonder than fathers of their children because they are more certain they are their own. ~ Aristotle     Your children need your presence more than your presents. ~ Jesse Jackson   Every child is innocent and every child should be given a proper childhood which would result in having a fighting chance in life. Not having proper parenting and coaching guidance in their corner they only stand to hurt and be hurt and overall be knocked out very early in life. A child's hardest thing to learn in life is learning goo
Many of us do not know where to leave our dog or cat when we are away.  There could be so many reasons why we are unable to take care of our pet for a particular time.  For example – 1. A pet owner might be going away on a vacation. 2. They might need to take an urgent business trip. 3. They might be ill. 4. And so many other reasons... In such a situation, it is important to have a reliable place where you can leave your pet.  A pet boarding facility is surely one place that you should consider.  They can offer your pet several advantages as there are many pets there.  If you are not sure which pet boarding facility is the right one for your pet, then you can ask your friends, relatives or other people you know and find a reliable pet boarding facility.  Otherwise, the Internet can give you a good option to find a pet boarding facility.   There are sure to be many options no matter where you reside.  There are several places that you should consider on the Internet and you
Words From The Heart
Butterflies, beautiful butterflies, with so many colours rare, it hurts my heart when one dies, Yet, does anyone truly care? For butterflies, butterflies, you represent new birth, from chrysalis until you die, you beautify the earth. thank you, lovely butterflies. A butterfly hovers closely And then quickly moves away, Swiftly going where so ever Her heart may freely say. A butterfly lowers and rises With the winds' gusty breath, As if coupled within a dance Of a loving tenderness. The butterfly only knows How it feels to have wings, To kiss the petals of flowers In such elegant flutterings. To have but one moment Of such an exquisite flight, Would be like a dream Where all seems so right. Butterflies, Oh, Butterflies, Your beauty is so rare. Butterflies, Oh, butterflies, How could anyone dare. to catch you and to hold you against your solemn will? They should just admire you and let you have your fill. of flitting here and flitting there, gathering up your daily fare of nectars from t
How long til it breaks?Watching what I've worked forBe crushed by something so stupidSo fickle, so maddeningly pettyAs a figure burned in black On some piece of white paperAn imaginary numberDeigned by strangersPeople whose sole life's workIs to determine the worthOf other livesWhy should I care?Why should I bow downTo these sharks, these jackalsThese carrion creatures who don't know me,Who don't care for me?Oh but the satisfactionOf a Molotov CocktailNo, something bigger,Something meant to destroyViciously, grievouslyErasing all modes of identityLet it come home to roostThose you employThose you crippleThose you bleed dry ofTheir every resourceTaking shelter from over their headsFood from their mouthsAnd cracking cat o' nines Over their bare, bonyStraining backsSmiles dripping black goldEyes green with stamped billsWhy should I be subordinate?My worth is far in the redHounded, owned so say theyA slave to what I onceCalled my dreamsAmbition is punishedAnd sought at terrible costsTo int
A Poem
Soft and warm Sealed with careSweet and kindWill ever shareBrave and strongYet so fairThat is herShe's always thereSensitiveto despairHarkens toothers welfareDelicateshe's elsewhereBeautifulbeyond compareIf you meet herBest BewareShe'll steal your heartunawareHer name is LoveThis I swearThere's none like heranywhere   When first we met she seemed so white I feared her;As one might near a spirit brightI neared her;An angel pure from heaven aboveI dreamed her,And far too good for human loveI deemed her.A spirit free from mortal taintI thought her,And incense as unto a saintI brought her.Well, incense burning did not seemTo please her,And insolence I feared she’d deemTo squeeze her;Nor did I dare for that same whyTo kiss her,Lest, shocked, she’d cause my eager eyeTo miss her.I sickened thinking of some way
The Silence Of Cranwood High
(C) 2010 by rmsl All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrival system or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publishers, except by a reviewer who may quote brief passages in a review to be printed in a newspaper, magazine or journal. Breaking The Silence For the next two days Cory couldn’t concentrate on baseball tryouts. Kym broke up with Joey and he could just feel it had something to do with him. What should he do? It would feel too weird to go up to Kym and ask her out. What if she laughed in his face? “Cory, I’m sorry, but we’re just good friends. I thought you understood.” He needed something to happen, something to put them together. On Valentine’s Day, the student council was co-sponsoring a dance for the seniors. However, the school couldn’t call it a Valentine’s dance so they just labeled it the Spring Formal. It was the biggest da
random.... My love,Its been a long time since i cried And left you out of the blue. Its hard leaving you that way whenI never wanted to.Self-denial is a game Its strange i never would’ve wanted if until there was you.Because i have learned that love is beyond what human can imagine, The more it clears The more i have to let you go. But now i don’t understand why im feeling so bad now when i know it was my idea. I could’ve just denied the truth and lied. But why am i the only one standing, StrandedOn the same ground?  If all else fail Would you be there to love me? When all else fail,Would you be brave to see right through me? BATHALA I am a poor girl singing my rage outAn idle spaceAn eye awayTruth unveilingBut sighted by your mystic callKnow nothing but this crack i takeSilence by unearthly talkLittle did i know of youOoh...The thief who stole the savag
This is a quote that I wanted to share and explain a bit of what it means to myself. "HISTORY TEACHES THAT WHEN YOU WILL BECOME INDIFFERENT AND LOSE THE WILL TO FIGHT SOMEONE WHO HAS THE WILL TO FIGHT WILL TAKE OVER." COLONEL ARTHUR D. "BULL" SIMMONS SON TAY RAIDER NOV 21,1970   To me what this means that when you lose the will to fight someone with more determination will come and take over what you can't handle anymore. There has been a few times in my life when i gave up on everything even life itself but the one thing that always remained is that I have an UNWAVERING BURNING desire to be something more than myself. If you dont understand what I mean here is another explanation. I feel there is something more that I should be a part of so I can't rest until I find out what that is. I have pushed myself way beyond my physical and mental limits throughout my life so far that I have had to get surgery from some of my injuries. I never could allow myself to forget what I am reall
What I Feel Like, Comment Away Everyone
Allllllllllllllrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiggggghhhhhhtttttyy then...... We've all had them, at one point or not, maybe a friend or relative that was just staying with you for a bit   you know what i know two blogs in one day is waaaayy too many but i just can't get over it and must rant so bear with me, i don't mean to be a jerk/asshole/dick/lil bitch about everything. never did but GODDAMMNIT   when your roommates do everything without your say that willl involve everyone in the household, the least they could do is give a proper heads up, not riddle everything up and make a rocket scientist decipher the goddamn puzzle. and when they break something important of yours and don't bother tellling you then deny to acknowledge anything that happened to it cause they were the last ones using it and something just aint right when they deny any knowledge but they WERE THE FUCKING LAST ONES TO USE IT AND ANY GODDAMN LOGIC DOESN"T FUCKING PHAZE THEM!!!! >.< omfg shoot me now and get it over... not
Why Some Women, Never Tell You The Whole Story
Hello, You should know that I believe that Fubar is/should be a place, where people hang out to  have a little fun and let out a little stress. However that does not mean that everyone, you happen to have contact with on Fubar will agree with, you politically or religiously and that is ok. I will suggest that, if someone does offend you in a lounge or what not, that leave that area, logoff fubar, or logoff the internet and do some else for a while.   I believe the key to getting alone with anyone is respect. I also, think that being able to talk to someone and still capable of being civil with them is a great accomplishment that can hopefully be leading to increased respect and tolerance toward on one other.   I also believe that there is rarely an absolutely right or wrong answer to any problem or situation. You should also know that I think that being able to talk and work with someone that you may not always agree with politically and/o religiously to accomplish someth
Small bell! The door bell rang, a 30-year-old man wearing a starched suit, walked into the little cafe released into the atmosphere with a strong smell of coffee."Good afternoon! Welcome!" Young boss cordial greeting.Man side politely nodded slightly side went to the bar in the seat and sat down, open the boss said:"Can I have a cup of mocha, thank you.""Yes, please wait." The boss said, smiling.Then she began to expertly grind coffee beans, cook the coffee. The man has been watching the movements of the boss coffee with a smile, a very enjoyable look.Not long after, the boss put a cup of coffee-ended in front of men. "Please slow!""Thank you." Men a cup to his lips, tasted a shallow.The first time?? "The owner asked.Yes ah! "Answered the man."I feel our store is how?""Very good atmosphere is excellent!""I really like, so although the business is bad, but still my husband and I could not bear to put it off.""Well ......" be the man seems to feel the same location nodded, drank a coffee
Bard's Fublog
Check out my designs on Deviant Art and if you like, add me and/or send me pix and I will turn them into art. If you have ideas of what you want me to do with them or a theme, let me know. staying away from cliches no comparison to this display of feelings i developed in a short time ya sure you're not an old friend or an missed out aquaintance that i shared a crayon or a slow dance? my white lies, whited out you know me without a doubt on the phone in my face reading my mind my big dreams fit into your world saying we both deserve to be happy all the time even if the rest dont fall in line you got me open holding my hand tight walking through the fields and swimming the oceans of life you got me open and it's you for me and me for you for everyone to see oops! i didnt mean the last part what mean it's cliche you know what mean anyway darling baby sweetheart everytime i begin to start my friend you always finish what's on my mind if you dont mind soon my dancing queen, my moon
Hot * Sex *
Favorite Sex position? Oh, mine is called the virgin; You stand there with your legs close shut, waiting for the right person to come along. I don't know what sex appeal is. I don't think you can have sex appeal knowingly. The people who seduce me personally are the people who seem not to know they're seductive, and not to know they have sex appeal. Sexiness is all in the eye of the beholder. I think it should be. Absolutely. My sex appeal, whatever it might be, isn't obvious... at least to me.
Momentary Lapses Of Irrationality
Whenever I get a blank friend request on Fubar from someone I've never had any interaction with, I'm always sort of surprised. Not that it happens a lot, but often enough in the 6 + years or so I've been on this website to make me wonder what it's about. Being the person I am, 90% of the time I have usually replied to these people in a private message with a brief explanation as to why I won't accept their request presently, but if they wish to talk and allow us to get to know one another they could see if I was actually "friend-worthy".  I always thought this was a respectful gesture to let them know I wasn't rejecting them out-of-hand, but I'd prefer to get to know anyone before becoming their friend. It all seems logical. And it's what I would like; that is if I went about randomly sending out friend requests to people I don't know.The funny part is about 70% of the time, people take exception to my  message. As if I'm doing something offensive by replying. So from now on, I'll simp
Week 14, Tuesday Tonight, I was at my favorite website, reading mind control stories. I found myself immersed into those stories, feeling excited as each sister get hypnotized by her brother, being control or hypnotized to have sex with him and finally becoming his personal sex slave. Incest is so hot. Mind control incest is even hotter. Fingering myself as I read these stories, I fantasize being the girl in them, being hypnotized by Justin to be his sex slave. It felt so real, as if it really happened to me. I sure I came numerous times. I wondered if I could have this experience. I didn’t know whether if I can persuade Justin to do all those stuff written in the stories during our sessions. Will he think that I’m mad? I really want him to use hypnosis to control me or even better, turn me into his sex slave. Oh, I also decided to change the password to my computer and other accounts. My new password is “Slave Sister” Giggle Week 14, Wednesday For toda
Colligraphy By Bobby
today s life is from yesterdays decisions  tomorrows life is being made today for a great tomorrow be smart today and forget about yesterday tomorrow is full of possiblities think positive and positivity will be the future the net   life on the net get you connected with all the photos        all the writings        all the tunes it is a life all in its own a life that gives some relief a life all on its own  gives people something to do NOV 5 mom to the first woman I ever loved and truly loved me back my momto the best woman I ever met and is truly an inspiration my mommom there are no words to describe who much you mean to memom there is not a day that goes by that I do not think of youlife would not be the same without you in my lifelife could not be without my dearest momshe taught me everything including how to loveshe taught me how to be the man I am todayI could not be me without my momI could not feel without my mothers lovebeing my mom is a great g
Have you ever had that one moment?That one moment,Where you realize this is what you've been waiting for your whole life.That what you have now is fate,And knowing that makes your heart swell and your face light up.You just feel as if everything in the world is right for once.As if love is the only thing that exists.No hatred. No lies. No betrayal.When you’ve learned to fly.And you take off to new heights,And you never want to come back down.Hope takes over your mind and you can never wipe that smile away.That moment,Where you finally realize love truly exists,And you are a part of it now.That moment,Where you want to hold on to them and never let go.That moment,Where things fall into their rightful place.Well, my moment is now. Will you be there for me?Yes, said heAlways! A care for me?Yes! Said heCan I believe in you, secrets reveal to youCan I be real to you?Yes, said he. Is it safe if I cry for you?Yes, said he.Other's deny for you?Yes, said heSurrender my heart to you, yes
Jokes 2
                                       Blind Cashier at Cabela's A woman goes into Cabela's to buy a rod and reel for her grandson's birthday. She doesn't know which one to get, so she just grabs one and goes over to the counter. The clerk was standing behind the counter wearing dark glasses. She saysto him, "Excuse me, sir. Can you tell me anything about this Rod and reel?" He says, "Ma'am, I'm completely blind; but if you'll drop it on thecounter, I can tell you everything from the sound it makes." She doesn't believe him but drops it on the counter anyway...... He says, "That's a six-foot Shakespeare graphite rod with a Zebco 404 reel and 10-LB.test line. It's a good all-around combination, and it's on sale this weekfor only $20.00." She says, "It's amazing that you can tell all that just by the sound of it dropping on the counter. I'll take it!" As she opens her purse, her credit card drops on the floor. "Oh, that sounds like a Master Card," he says. She bends down

(Sports Network) - Veteran right-hander Roy Halladay can keep the fleeting Philadelphia playoff hopes alive today when the surging Phillies host the Atlanta Braves in the middle game of a three-game series at Citizens Bank Park. Brady Jersey . Philadelphia was largely written off in the playoff race for much of the season, but has played well lately to climb over .500 and within three games of the St. Louis Cardinals in pursuit of the final National League wild card berth. Atlanta leads the race for the first of the two slots and is all but guaranteed a postseason trip with a six-game lead over the Cardinals. Halladay, a 35-year-old Denver native, is unbeaten in six starts since Aug. 15, going 4-0 with wins over Cincinnati (twice), Washington and Miami. He faced the Braves once during the streak and got a no-decision in Philadelphias 8-5 win after allowing four runs on seven hits in 4 2/3 innings with four walks and three strikeouts. The outing raised Halladays career earn
Overlooking Reality
                                                                   Time    12 23 pm      Date 1 16  2013                                                  I hereby assertain that no one has ever came up with this Idea of how the solarsystem                                         came to be.And that all rights to such knowledge is for the good of all life on this planet we call Earth.                                  If it is deemed that my explanation is correct.I do wish to retain the credit I deserve as the discoveror of this simple                            truth.And retain the rights and privaledges that come with such a discovery.Including any printed items electronic or paper or                                  any other type of media that include but not limited to radio or tv or movie depictions of myself,and or public lecture                                         cirquits.Even if such knowledge is only vastly reconized as having a ring of truth to it I...The holder o
Favorite Lyrics
Oh, dear mother, I love youI'm sorry, I wasn't good enoughDear father, forgive me'Cause in your eyes, I just never added upIn my heart I know I failed you, but you left me here alone[Chorus]If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?'Cause I remember everything.If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?'Cause I remember everything.Oh, dear brother, just don't hate meFor never standing by you or being by your sideDear sister, please don't blame meI only did what I thought was truly rightIt's a long and lonely road, when you know you walk alone[Chorus]If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?'Cause I remember everything.If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?'Cause I remember everything.I feel like running awayI'm still so far from homeYou say that I'll never changeBut what the fuck do you know?I'll burn it all to the ground before I let you inPlease forgive me, I can't forgive you now.I remember everything.[Chorus]If I could hold back
Curiously... Wary.
Hi, this is the wierdest thing that's happened to me. I realize that I have conflicting thoughts about THIS whole thing, and the fact that Oracle invited me, just makes me all the more wierded out. but times have changed, and I should give him at least a chance to prove me wrong before automatically assuming this is just one big set up. But... that's the thing, right? forgiveness. It's way too fucking easy to get riled up about the past, but way too hard to just let it all go justl ike a snap of thefingers. Why this sudden invite? why should I let myself see this as a sign that things are a changin for the better? for those that are lsot, I won't bore you with the details, because there aren't very many. Oracle, for the most part, is a friggin genius. Crazy as hell at times, AT TIMES, but a genius.  now... I'm not sure where to go from here. I've got a troll problem on another site I'm dealing with, dudes got a ten year troll on for AMD and MD, essentially just the same sites with sl
i cling to her essenceshe moves with such a wonderful presencei catch a glimpse of a smileas she laughs with joyat the antics of a small toyi long for her in vainwhile i stand out in the rainshes my only true loveas precious and pure as a dovealas im only a ravenso ill never know the warm havenof her loving embrace It's gleaming ivory petals open with hopeto soak in the joy of lifeit glows with the essence of happinessand unfolds to the sound of children laughingthe petals wander the worldfeeling out all the good in lifesuddenly it touches a deep hatredand feels death and decay force its way inquickly it wraps its tendrils around the petalswar and famine turning ivory to blackbefore the rose can react its suffocatedthe blackness of mans evil taking overwith a dying gasp of lifeits overtaken by evil and withersto laugh and dream no more "Angel Rain"I stared at her faceand tasted her moist peachy lips.I watched the rain fall on our bodiesas we lay on the damp emerald grass.I gazed at the
Mstrzorro (thoughts)
Welcome!! The following definitions have been written by me to set the tone for the site. These are MY definitions and I take full responsibility for them. Meaning: This page reflects my views and I do not claim that everyone believes as I do. I did not include bdsm within these definitions as this site's focus is on the psychological part of a d/s relationship and not the physical. This does NOT mean that I do not think bdsm is part of a d/s relationship. I do. D/s: Domination and submission within a relationship. What is it? This is a type of relationship where one partner needs and chooses to submit to the will of another on a level agreed on by both partners. It is about surrendering mind, spirit, heart, and yes....body, but it does not revolve around sex despite what most people would have you believe. Who and What are dominants and submissives? The Dominant: A Dominant is a person with a dominant aspect in their personality who needs and chooses to expand on that
My Writtings ( Plagarists Beware, If You Can't Write Don't Steal My Thoughts)
When I feel her times stands stillAll stars align as if molding our willNever did I think there would be the oneKnowing her soul as if the gods had chosenAll previous paths have led me hereTo stand before the one I hold so dearThis distance kills me,but sharpens my willThinking of times standing over her stillGazing up at me with her hazel starlightIn my every pleasure she takes delightShe gives of herself completely to meIn my every pleasure she feels completeI'll walk the nine levels of hell in sinJust to keep her happy withinFor many hardships I'd willingly faceTo keep her happy in sub spaceTake pleasure from her form I willWith knowing I'll always love her still I relish her every laughShe cherishes my dirty mindI delight in hearing her smileShe fancy's my lucid dreamsI love the depth of her soulShe loves the taste of my whipI enjoy her dirty taunting witShe pleads my hands around her neckI adore her inside where few have seenShe begs me show her humilityI love her eyes when she lo
I miss the first time we met I will never regret. I miss the first time we talked to each other I wish I would have met your mother.   I miss that first smile I wish it would have lasted awhile. I miss being with you I hope you do to.   I miss asking you out I wish you wouldn't have any doubt/ I miss seeing your handsome face What is the case?                                                                             By Alexia Webb                                                                              11/29/07 Over and over I told you I loved you Do you love me to? Over and over I saw you walk away You did it every single day   Over and over I wish you would understand I wish you would stand up and be a man Over and over I think about about you I want to know if you think about me to   Over and over I wanted you with me You acted like it can't be Over and over I wanted us to date I don't think you believe in fate   Over and over I say I lov
All About Softwares
The modern age of technology is amazing, there were never such facilities that we find were never that much common before. When you think of technology, one of the most first things that hit your mind is computer. Computer technology has probably been the fastest advanced technology. Since last 4 or 5 decades the computer technology has developed from zero to the latest laptops. The computer that once was about the size of a room, but, it can be carried now in baggy pants. The computer technology has indeed witnessed some of the best changes. The computer was considered as an accessory some time before, but, now it has become a must have thing in the home as well as at work place. Today, almost the whole infrastructure of all the countries is based on computer. Banks, airports, railways all are operated with the help of a computer. The government’s reliance on computers for the betterment is also increasing, they have a firm believe that with the help of computer, they can serve
Sửa Laptop Uy Tín ở đâu?
Một số lỗi thường gặp khi mua laptop. 1. Lựa chọn bằng hình thức và cảm giác không ít trường hợp các khách hàng đến mua laptop, họ  đã chọn mua chỉ vì trông chiếc laptop  có thiết kế đẹp mắt. Họ đâu biết rằng khi mua laptop vấn đề họ nên quan tâm đầu tiên đó là bàn phím laptop và trackpad. 2.  Vấn đề Card màn hình  Gần đây nhất thì Intel  đã tích hợp các loại đồ họa HD 4000 mới nhất của hãng  trên các dòng chip Ivy Bridge thế hệ thứ 3 giúp đem lại khả năng xử lý đồ họa, hình ảnh tốt hơn nhiều so với chip có card đồ họa HD 3000. Nhưng dường như chừng 
Cubbie Bear
Have you ever thought how much fun it was when you were younger. I remember getting drunk and crazy in my 20s, Doing drugs in my 30s now im kind of growing up in my 40s. They say its best not to live in the past, but the way life is going the future doesnt look near as good. But I figure its my choice how I will go in the future I just hope and think it will be a good one You know something I would like to do if I could. Travel to all 50 states and there capitals. I would like to see the egyption pyrimids ,the amazon jungle which woulsd probably be scary, Africa with all the wild life, Paris France Rome Italy but I figure we have so much in the united states. Like the rocky mountains, all the national parks, Indian reservations and you cant forget Las Vegas ,just think if you had some one you loved with you how many memeries you could have. I would also like to see all the baseball, basketball, football, hockey stadiums. I just think traveling would be fun. Everything is fun when your
Thám Tử Tư Thành Đạt
  Ngày 25/1/2013, tại Hà Nội, nhà băng thương nghiệp Cổ phần Công Thương Việt Nam (VietinBank) đã ra mắt Dịch vụ tính sổ thẻ bằng thiết bị di động MPOS – Mobile Point of Sale. Đây cũng là lần đầu tiên công nghệ thanh toán mới này được giới thiệu tại thị trường Việt Nam.Theo đó, dịch vụ thanh toán thẻ bằng thiết bị di động MPOS là sản phẩm công nghệ thẻ vượt trội trong lĩnh vực nhà băng, được ra đời trên cơ sở kết hợp triển khai giữa Vietinbank, nhà băng quốc gia Việt Nam và Tổ chức Thẻ Quốc tế Visa.Để sử dụng dịch
Updates On My Life & Loves.
Hello all my family, friends & fans.. I am leaven my first blog here to let you all know I will be gone from September 14th till September 23rd. I am haven the time of my life. And I can not wait to leave. I will mis you all. An be taken you all with me in my heart. Love Kinky Just a little tid bit of info as to why we have not been around. It seems my mother has had a heart attack while taken her blind dog out to go to potty. In the process she fell down 13 steps an busted her knee cap all to shit. So I will be gone for a few months. I will pop in off an on to keep ya all posted. And my husband as well. So it has been packen what I need to go stay a few nasty winter months with my mom to help take care of her an get her back up an doing well again. Mind you she is only 65. And all I have left for family since my father died in February of this year. So I will wish you all now a great time. Send all my love. And hope to see you all soon. May the Goddess & God Bless y
Got Blog?
Beerology 101: Beer Term Dictionary Bait-and-switch - When an attractive person invites you to his or her table then steers you to a less attractive friend. Barley sandwich - Beer for lunch. Also called a slurp sandwich. Bayonetting the wounded - Gamely drinking the half-finished beers the morning after a party. Booze coupons - Money. Bedspins - The variety of spins that occur while lying prone. Putting one foot on the floor usually helps. If you are already on the floor, may God have mercy on your soul. Beer bitch - The person sitting closest to the cooler or refrigerator at a party whose sole purpose in life is to grab another beer for you whenever you go empty. Beer Buffet - Any bar with more than ten different beers on tap. Beer blinders (Beer goggles) - Ones perception when under the influence of alcohol. Often causes unattractive people to look hot, long distances to look jumpable, and also makes break dancing moves look easy. Beer Pressure - The
My Thoughts On Life And Love And All That Happy Stuff
“You will never know love unless you surrender to it.” It’s funny how one quote from a movie can mean so much to a person. I hear those words and I cry every single time, without fail. You can look to me at that point in the movie and the tears are already streaming down my face. And while some find it cute, few really understand why that line makes me cry. Everyone in life desires to be loved. Some people are lucky and they find love the first time, get married once, start a family and live life with one person. Other people search their entire lives, sometimes marrying more than one person over a lifetime, trying to find the half that makes them whole. If they are lucky they find that person on the second try. There are still those in life that wander through it aimlessly, always searching for the person that completes them. If these people are lucky, they find them eventually. And sadly, there are still those that never really find the one person that makes them the happiest t
Hello Sexy Cherries!!
hey all send me luv I've been very sick and between that and work I've not had time .But I will be on in the next couple days .LUV YOU ALL!!!! I'm gone a couple dayz and when I return..blogging!! Anyway thought I'd kick mine off with lots of love to the readers... I promise more excit Okay after a week of intense battle with the phone company I have a phone line again. I find it hard to belive that I live 10 miles from town and have so many problems with my phone-means no internet..but I'm back and hopefully not forgotten!!! xoxoxox!
Ahh Shit......
which means only one's almost Friday!! lol And I will not be on tomorrow night, but you guys can leave me some love for saturday morning!! I will be going out to the club ((as usual!!)) with my girls to geta lil crunk and shake my ass!! ((woot woot!!)) I'll make sure to bring my cam along, cause you never know what's gonna happen when us girls drink too much!! LMAO well if you know any of us, you DO- but it's ok anyways!! :) from a hell ofa night!! LMAO so had a fantastic night at the club, once again!! nothing less for me n my girls!! had some drinks (ok maybe too many) and a bottle of champagne~ ((nah- no glasses just the bottle!!)) LOL- and wouldn't you know that i got good n fucked up, and one of the beads from my nipple rings fell out- you want a good laugh?? watch a drunk girl try to put it back!! :) ((hee hee)) I'm crazy, but my friends they love me!! **If you haven't checked out the pics from the night, please do!! they are in the pufferbellies fi
An Apaches Thoughts
i am testing to make sure it works,lmaooooo. ok,this is the first time i have ever done a blog,so im really not sure what im supose to do.this seems kinda cool.dunno,we will see i guess. Plans are like the dessert,never the same and always changing,yet are the same. just a little food for thought.
A Joke To Start Things Off
Be kind...this is one of my jokes...I used it onstage a couple of time I'm short. Its an obvious statement....see me and it'll be obvious to you too. I wasn't supposed to be this way! I was SUPPOSED to be 6'5, but my mother was dyslexic, so I ended up 5'6" on a good day. Dyslexia isn't a bad thing though. Every fellatio afficionado is dyslexic. They just don't realize it. They keep sucking through every blowjob. I'm kinda thankful for that. A penis is NOT, I repeat NOT a balloon. Here at SBC, the Sadistic Broadcasting company, we are very mindful of how impressionable our viewers and listeners are. It is our goal to provide programming that is insightful, informative, and most of all, cheap. With that in mind, we are delighted to provide audience appropriate messages as a public service and are thankful for the tax breaks these messages provide...It is in that interest that we present the following PSA: Masochicsts hit your head here ---- Sadists, make someone hit h
Bringing Sexy Back@ Lostcherry
Get this video and more at Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye! (1) I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I
My Somber Yet Buoyant Realm Of Blissful Bloody Murder
HEAVY METAL The protagonist arrives on a Harley, kills the dragon, drinks a few beers, and bones the princess. POWER METAL The protagonist arrives riding a white unicorn, escapes from the dragon, saves the princess and makes love to her in an enchanted forest. THRASH METAL The protagonist arrives, fights the dragon, saves the princess and fucks her. FOLK METAL The protagonist arrives with some friends playing accordions, violins, flutes and many more weird instruments. The dragon falls asleep (because of all the dancing). Then they all leave...without the princess. VIKING METAL The protagonist arrives in a ship, kills the dragon with his mighty axe, skins the dragon and eats it, rapes the princess to death, steals her belongings, and burns the castle before leaving. DEATH METAL The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon, fucks the princess and kills her, then leaves. BLACK METAL The protagonist arrives at midnight, kills the dragon and impales it in
Lizzy's Thoughts
Throwing around the words"I LOVE YOU" Current mood: bummed Category: Blogging I find it really disgusting how people can throw around the words that are suppose to mean the most in this life. I have never said I love you and not meant it. And How does one fall in love so easy and fast? How can people really fall out of love and in love over a small period of time? I think the answers to those questions are people want things their way, are in lust, or they just need to hear or have someone need them. I rememeber the love that my parents was a love that I really can't explain but mom lived for my dad! She would have done ANYTHING for him. He loved her yes and I know that but she was the bond that held them together. My mom was the best example of love that there ever was to me. She was a woman of honor and stayed with my dad regardless of the problems they suffered. For better or sickness and in health...til death do us part...Wonder where this
So Yeah..
Miss Cassidi Jane was born at 11:25 pm.. healthy and all that crap =) 19.5" long, 7lbs 8.5oz. Fabulous. Send congrats damnit. good LORD what was I thinking? Advice: never invite people from LC to your house. it's a couple hours of fun and after they leave you don't exist. People are idgits. Me included..I know I know..i should never have invited them over but ya know... the experience made me...ah..i wouldn't say a better person..but they sure as hell made me a more difficult person. i would honestly...rather spend many a year alone than feel as worthless as they made me feel. No one ever wants to be cast aside like nothing, which is what they did. So thanks guy..thanks for making me feel like even more of a nobody. i could care less if anyone reads this..I'm just getting it out.. No one should have to go through that bullshit. I hope you both are happy. I wasn't heading into any of that with the thought of long term on my mind..but I wasn't exactly going for the "wham bam you're not w
Other Stuff
well parents seem to think i dont do shit in the house so they are talking my laptop away for awhile. i fucking hate this i feel like im a teen i know since i have to job right now and living at home again i have to go by there rules but wtf. when they are working i take care of my sis(i may bitch but still do it) and clean. but like always not enough. i just hate this i wish things were different. anyways ill stop bitching. and if u dont see me on much you know why hopfuly things will change. well byes i really dont know what to do or think anymore.. i really try to get over and just be friends with my ex but sometimes its so hard i still love him with all my heart and i know part of him still does too but he dont know what he wants.. its been so many months now and we been so close and thats why it so hard to get go.. and im just scared to find someone new and im not the type of girl that would go around and "just have fun" been there done what wasnt fun.. and i hate being single and
Sitting here in the dark staring at the flame from the single candle burning in front of me Soaking up the moonlight thats coming in thru the windows Running my finger thru the flame feeling it burn my sking and enjoying the pain Knowing that as long as it hurts i'm still alive Thinking to myself that there has to be something better than this Aren't we suppose to grow up and be happy What happened to the young girl with all the dreams and ideas that were suppose to change the world Life happened, she's been sacraficed by you and all the people that took what they wanted from her and walked away without giving anything back Sitting here as I feel the fire burn my skin wondering will I ever be able to find her again The voices in my head tell me no It's getting cold now and I'm getting sleepy It's getting harder to feel the flame Is it time to give up time to rest My mind says yes but something inside me is screaming no Maybe I should stop the
Extremely Adult Oriented Material...under 18 Do Not Open!!!!
The night had started out like any other Friday night. Amber rushed home from work, changed into her slinkiest red dress, and had rushed back out the door headed to the club after freshening up her make up and hair. This had been Amber's routine for nearly six months since she had turned 21. She was a beautiful girl, nearly six feet tall with chestnut colored hair and deep blue eyes. She had the type of lips that models would kill for…plump and pouty. She was amply equipped on both the top and the bottom, a 38D cup and what her friends called a "ghetto booty", filled out the clothes she often wore to the club. Red was her favorite color and it looked amazing brushing the top of her milky white skin. By all accounts she was a normal and beautiful girl. But Amber had a secret, one that only a few friends knew about. It was this secret she lived for as often as she could. It was only 9:00 and Amber decided to go to the most talked about club in San Francisco, Echo. She handed her car o
Sandy's Thoughts
The Oral Caress by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing
My First Blog: By Fisher Price
a freind of mine asked me several times... why i let myself open to hurt and dissappointment with the guys on here... I didnt have an answer for him Now I DO... Im outta here.... after last nite and getting my emotional ASS KICKED yet again.... Im deleting The ones who have known me and stuck around..... Have my yahoo and can contact me there... The one i dont know well enuf to give it to them.. sorry... But "EnviroMan" left me wanting to pack up my feelings and get the FUCK out of dodge so.. im SURE no one really cares... expect the very choosen few... But I thot i would let ya know. Hey all... Im happy they have these now... Looking forward to writing " about me's" and shit in here... FYI:... Have a job interveiw tomarrow... wish me luck my chuckleheads.....LOL Ok Peeps.... Heres an update... I got the admin job,.... Im starting tomarow... IM REALLY nervous... Its been a VERY Ruff 2 years for me...But i'm hoping its over now.. and that my life can get back on
Never Surrender ~ Unless You Really Want
I am thinking about how cool the sun looks as it reflects off my glass coffee table and refracts all over the living room. I am sitting here wishing I was somewhere else. The view is cool but just outside my grasp....As the clouds fade into view and push the sun aside I am able to see the different shades of grey. The feelings pass and reality returns. The stale taste of crushed up lorcet sting my tongue and I wash it down with my luke warm coke. I push past the pain in my head and put on a smile pretending everything is alright. And it is..... Webster defines sacrifice only comes when, one gives of themselves everything for a greater purpose or resolve. I knew sacrifice, but more as an everyday word in my simple life. Struggle, hardships and circumstance always stood in line waiting for their ounce of flesh. I remember, before this tale I am about to tell, a time when the word sacrifice was thrown at me by preacher and deacon alike. Stories about days past and different ages of man. I
Yes More Sex Stuff !!!
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners can’t have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at Your hottest bedroom accessory is your sound system You are into music, and you are the best at picking out the perfect list of songs for every type of sex session. You are ideal at setting the mood anytime. Take this quiz at Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at
Babes I miss you so much and I want to come see you. You make me smile and cheer me up when I am down. Love you lots xxx Well my birthday went very well on Sunday. Kids done me Breakfast in bed so that was so sweet. Thank you Erica for all the birthday wishes Love you baby xxx I spoke to my girl on the phone today and god I have missed your voice babes.. I hope you like the present I sent you Your worth it xxx
My First Blog
Please don’t misunderstand; I am grateful for all of the wonderful friends I have made on here. Some have become better than others. Everyone is different; they have different likes, dislikes and very diverse personalities. Yet there is one big commonality among all of you, I can’t get to you. I don’t know exactly why but there is only 1 person on my friends list (of almost 800) that lives within a reasonable distance from me. Unfortunately as terrific of a lady as she is, she is unavailable. Granted many people don’t have their locations listed so there could be more people on my list from the Metro St Louis area, but they have not identified themselves as locals, I can only assume there is a reason for that. On an earlier blog, I explained my schedule and for that and other reasons I am severely challenged as far as the opportunity to get out and meet people. 99% of the people I work with are married, therefore they can’t… ok SHOULDN’T go out prowling on a weekend night. Tho
A Day In The Life Of....
I lead a boring life... Went to get my medicine at the pharmacy rode the bus... My son loves riding that bus... he is so talkitive to all the people and sits so happily... Had a bee by our window my son wanted to kick the bee LOL I managed to convince him not to... Got home cooked supper and ya like i said yet another day in the boring life of O1J LOL Somedays are more exciting... But Cant really talk to much about my drama... its a secret if i told you... well I would have to go all men in Black on your ass and erase your memory.. LOL Well ya gonna go send out some cherry love anyone got new pics ya want rated and commented I got a bit of time.... Korielyn Edwards 2006-2007"A life cut much too short"In a small town in Canada, a family weeps for the loss of their 17 month old baby girl. These are not just headlines to me. These people are real, friends of mine. On Canada Day a day of celebration in our country tradegy struck them hard. While eating dinner in the yard at her grandpar
Batchylds Bat Cave
Roflmfao@Hamster!!!! Take this test if you like.. it's only 18 questions hehe id love to see what you got hehe :D YAY! Well here we go my first entry on lc..mind you i have moods and when i do thats when i will post in my blog. I assure you it will be amusing..entertaining or might even come off mean or sarcastic way at times, but in a funny,blunt kind of way ..some ppl just provoke that side of me .. anyway i love it here at lc ..lots of cool ppl ..hardly any bs or drama unlike some other sites i have been on and have also since deleted..... this place keeps interesting and has a ton of cool ppl to talk to and make friends with . I am glad i joined when i did .. thank you terry for inviting me. anyway enough rambling this will be it for a first entry . btw im in a contest for graveyardgirlz .if anyone reading this would add them to friends and comment and rate my photo in the album for week one ...i would really appreciate it Alot! T
New And Some Lyrics
Love can be a many splendid thing Has another joy you bring A dozen roses Diamond rings Dreams for sale And fairy tales It’ll make you hear a symphony And you’ll just want the world to see But like a drunk that makes you blind It’ll fool you every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Gets stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t refuse the call See you’ve got no say at all Now I was just a once a fool it’s true I played the game by all the rules But now my world’s a deeper blue I’m sadder but I’m wiser too I swore I’d never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn’t worth the pain But then I hear it call my name The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Gets stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t r
Poems By Moi!
How should I know how you feel, When you won't say a word? Should I guess or just listen, To things I've overheard? But please don't just say the words, You think I want to hear. But rather say what's on your mind, So I won't live in fear. You see the fear of losing you, (For what I do not know.) Makes me want you all the more, But I hope it does not show. Because showing you would make you run, And that,I do not want. Shannon J. 2006 Lies, Cheating, Betrayl All the things that consume us Hate. Fighting, Destruction All the motives that drive us Why? Why must we take these paths Where does it get us What good comes from it Who does it help Death, Love, Trust All the things that gather us Tragedy, Secrets, Denial All the things that push us away Why? Why must we go through this Where does it all come from What did anyone ever do for this Who are we to turn to For we are alone in life No one close to comfort us A
‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.Hi friends and family ..Sorry that I havent been on here in such along time..Just got bored with things for awhile.. So how was everyone's Xmas and New Years..?? Mine was AWESOME.. Things r moving along again ..My kids are doin great..We are startin out the New Year with a BANG..We have someone in our lives ..He is a carin , loving man ,honest,good sense of humor ..And he makes us all Happy .. His name is James..When I met James I wasnt sure if I wanted a relationship ..Bc of what the last guy did to me..Dont think that I have my guard up..Bc it will always be up after what the last guy did to me ..Lied about who he really was ..Yah how low is that..Dated a man for three months and then turn around and find out his name isnt the real , that it is something else..That hit a really bad nerve..and put a LOT of doubts in me.. But James has changed all that ..Ya u might find this funny ..But I wanted ID ..I dont trust anyone anymore..U can NEVER be sure about n
From The Archives Of Lunacy
The Answer To Why loved you with the scrapps of a broken heart natural failure because when you needed something more she couldn't bring miracles or hope in the darkness and you're lost with the girl soon to follow but this is the end for the fallen angel the last days of sanity when breath is too expensive to bear much longer so it's time to leave the "brother" who tried to guide the biologics who found dissappointment the young lover she failed into the darkness to start again and perhaps find less failure in the next life When It's Done you have turned in your cold moment away from truly seeing that the clues are written in words you used to hear so when it's over and you must know why it's because there was nothing but loss and mourning when the tears had to stop she went for the bottle Resentment and Death give the last of your love to save every one of them because you chose to believe that she was stronger drive into the
   A is for apple, and B is for boat,                                       That used to be right, but now it won't float!                                          Age before beauty is what we once said,                                              But let's be a bit more realistic instead. Now... The  New
My Boring Comments And Ideas
yes i'm sitting here on sunday morning with a small hangover and being bored to death, so here i am once again annoying all those who have been unfortunate enough to read this.~~hugs~~ so anyways, just wanted to say this blog thingy is so stupid, yes i said that. more people use then to post bulletins than to actually blog and i'm just using it to solve my boredom issue. yes i think i have a problem and yes i probably need some sort of meeting but until i figure out what kind of meeting that would be. i guess anyone who reads this will have to be my support group. luv ya all chrissy ok now that i've said that i feel much better, NOT!! its not work that sucks its my co-workers, if you have this same problem give me a HELL YEAH!! ~hugs and kisses~ chrissy Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without ru
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams" -eleanor roosevelt push me, touch me, slip me, slide me; pull me close and whisper to me; grip me, grab me, hold me, stroke me; realize you cant be without me; feel me, dig me, need me, crave me; go with it you know you want me; turn me on and light me up inside you've got it, inside you wont need an excuse for being half hour late, inside funny, when it's girls night out you're always surrounded by guys, inside tonight the odds are definately in your favor
Random Rant Time
So many times I have sat back and watched so many people on LC posting bulletins. Many of the posts that I have seen have been all out attacks against women on the LC. Calling women names like whore. Does putting labels on people make them feel empowered or a better person? I can understand that some people are concerned about this kind of content being exposed to thier children but LC is an adults only website so it really shouldn't be an issue. I can also understand the statement of people getting tired of seeing nothing but titts and ass all over LC. My thought on that one is if you don't want to see it just move on to something else, there is plenty of activities to keep you busy on LC. So why all the labelling and the trodding on others? Is this not America? Do we not have the right to express ourselves in what ever fashion that makes us happy? Does a woman choosing to express her sexual freedom and self love make her bad? Where does the line finally stop? For so many
DONT U EVER WONDER WAT IS WRONG WITH PPL THESE DAYS WHEN SOMEONE SAYS I LOVE YOU WOULDNT U THINK THEY MENT IT AND WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THEY MEAN IT THEN U REALLY WOULD BE THINKING THEY MEAN IT BUT WHEN IT ALL COMES TO AND END ITS LIKE THEY DIDNT EVEN CARE ANYMORE EVEN THO THEY WOULD STILL SAY THEY LOVE U I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY SOME PPL WOULD PLAY GAMES AND LEAVE YOU CLUELESS AND WONDERING SO MAYBE I WILL BE WONDERING MII WHOLE LIFE WAT HAPPENED BUT MAYBE ONE DAY HE MIGHT TELL MEE..... I JUST DONT GET IT !~!!!!!! love is like this crazt unknown thing and as for me i love this guy a lot i shall not say a name and i shall not give a hint but he means the world to me and its amazing how much one person can have so much love for another and how with just one touch he sends u to heaven a friend i'll be to you and share each day and when youre blue, ill cheer you i want to run though fields,maybe hop and laugh sing to you and never stop myy lo
Skin Creation
For those of you who do not know, I make "Free Skins" for everyone's use. I say they are free because the only thing I ask in return is that you Fan Me, Rate Me, Friend Me, and rate and comment a few photos. My skins cover a WIDE variety of topics such as Autism Awareness Breast Cancer Awareness Support Our Troupes Bands Movies Unicorns Fairies Wiccan / Pegan Goth Winnie The Pooh Tinkerbell Lions, Tigers and Bears (OH MY) Sports Teams Hot Rocks Radio and too many more to mention in detail. Stop by my page and scroll all the way to the bottom where it says browse users skins. Feel free to rip and use any you like and tell your friends! SirJim - HRR -@ CherryTAP Live Video Feed of me writing HTML,XHTML and CSS -> Tis the season to be gory.... I have just created 15 new Halloween skins at the time that I write this. There are many more on the way so come by often to see what is new. Please go check out my page, browse my skins and rip any tha
A sample of my work when a DJ Friend of mine wanted to see if I still had it...he put me on the spot by announcing a "Guest DJ in the house".... Am I A Good Guy……? As I see you in tears, it makes me want to cry. As I feel your pain, inside I die One day you will let me help you, trust me enough, but with what you have been through, I know that will be tough I see your thoughts, heart and mind, so beautiful and sexy are you, yet also so kind. Where have you been all my life, I so want to shout, because you are so wonderful you bring this part of me out. So torn am I, as I sit here and ponder all of this. As you bring poetry to my heart. Yet I also see what so many others do, that which is the part that makes me desire you, as a man does a woman. Am I a good guy, it feels not so. I rage inside, just for a kiss of your sensual lips. No longer are they just those of a friend, they have become larger, so much more. I long to feel them upon mine.
New Girl In Town
Hey friends and neighbors...I am new to LC and everything that goes on here. This appears to be nothing more than a contest of how many points, friends and fans one can get. I thought this site was about making new friends not getting a certain number of points. Some of my friends from Tagworld asked me to come here and join. I am surprised at what I see this site is all about. I love to make new friends; don't know about this "fan" idea though. This appears to me to be nothing more than a big contest on who makes the most points and climbs the highest in the "cherry tree". I am a loyal friend and anyone who sincerely wants to be a friend of mine is graciously accepted as such. Peace be with all of you and Blessed Be... VV (Velvet Vamp) Howdy people of "Cherrydom"! This is my first time writing a blog here in my new home in Cyberspace. I am not lost in "Cherrydom", but I am found to be a bit shy at first time to show my inner most feelings and thoughts. I have put up quite a f
Pick 1
im tired i upset my freind last night and feel awful today if i am a bit quite for a while is because i feel guilty hope to be back to normal soon ron three american soldiers went to the war office to collect medals for bravery. when they get there they are told sorry lads we have run out of medals, so the officer says what we will do is you can be measured on your body, and we will give you a thousand dollars an inch , the first one goes in he says private where do you want to be measured from he says tip of the left hand tip of the right hand. measures 88 inches 88 thousand dollars thank you sir. second one goes in captain how about you tip of the toe tip of the head ok measures 98 inches 98 thousand dollars thank you sir. third one goes in how about you sir ok sis tip of my penis tip of my ball, dont be silly the officer says so the third man says ok ill have my medal he says ok where are your balls he says in vietnam. im ENGLISH NO OFFENCE

I have 2 jobs. The 1st: I have 3 ladies, that I help with shopping, going to the Dr., cleaning their house. basically what ever they need... my 2nd job, I work at the U S Census Bureau  doing surveys... I drove almost to my 2nd job today before I realized... I don't work please help me welcome my friend!! show him some cherry love, he can't post a pic coz of his job... but he is a very handsome man!! JB@ CherryTAP show him what cherry love is all about!!! Thanks!!! I have been accussed of " posting nude pics just so I could make a bunch of fake friends" so.. my private photos are now only to be viewed by "family". Lets see how many real friends I have... If you are a real friend then you will understand and still visit and leave mes., if not I don't need you any way!!
Redddneck's Blog's
(972) 085-8616 da area code is right... but, da rest of da #'s are mix'd... u can call me if u figure it out... hehe 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road. " I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle & oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 go East and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers t hat are driven Only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't
Wtf I Feel Like Crap At Home
i feel worthless i feel worthless down right shitty i treated like shit and i don't know why did i do something wrong in a past life i want scream enough but then i just sit there take the abuse im handed as if i could do something to stop it if i don't take the abuse im alone if i do im still on the damned island I may be fat and i may be slow but when people need me im there and im helping so im lost where did i go wrong have i been taught old fashioned ways i know im going to hell and i act the best i can but im abused without remorse its all just good fun and no one got hurt i don't know what to do with myself ive lost sight of where i want to go i don't want to lead myself anymore ive been abused so much i just want to be lead " In the brightest hour of my darkest day" well i know no one reAds this because if they did id be locked away so fast but it helps to pretend someones listening someone cares even tho ...... ok im at the point in my life where i
Welcome To My World.
For those of you who like Bush you'll like this song....It's Gavin Rossdale's new single...I absolutely LOVE it! Enjoy! So me and April decided today that we are goin to see 30 Seconds to Mars on the 28th of October in boston. I'm sooo stoked! I can't fuckin wait. The show is goin to be kick ass! Did you know that Jared Leto is the lead singer of 30 Second to Mars? well now you do. lol. Weird huh? I never imagined him singin. hahaha. Another great bonus to the whole concert is the fact that the tickets are only 2 dollars! That's right I said 2 dollars isn't it amazing! It's the MTV2 $2 dollar bill tour. Thanx MTV2! lol. it's gonna be so much fun! I want to...make you smile. I want to...hold your hand. I want to...make you laugh. I want to...cry with you. I want to...feel your skin on my skin. I want to...feel your heartbeat next to mine. I want to...feel your lips pressed against mine. I want the one you waste your time with. I want to...fall asleep
Time to think. Time to reflect on my life.Why did I not do this years ago?I can not say I regret the path I chose. I just wish I had done things a tad differently. So now is my time to do those things I let slip through my fingers. I am frstrated and irritated with my love life as of right now. So I am focusing on me fuck it no one else can make my life goals come into focus but me. What Kind of FLIRT are you? Hopeless FlirtTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?
Fear has no taste when we embrace the things we shouldn't. What is it that drives us to make such choices? Perphaps the sun has cooled and the bitter rain of our mistakes is falling on our heads like bullets. Force...its the only way a creature of habit can learn or be measured. Most never see it coming like a frog in a pot of water. Blistered and dying. That is when death is the only lesson learned. Useless is this knowledge. This is what these choices offer the chooser...utter oblivion. Stuck here in the land of boredom Patience cant keep me company Just a sliver of me is still breathing The rest if off in space Im out of carwashes and out of options In the land of boredom my sanity is up for auction Get out of my face just get your gas and leave Do I stutter when I speak whats this up my sleeve A timecard spelling instant relief Was that a sausage polish or was that a hotdog large Excuse me Ma'am are you Polish I am not in charge There is a fine
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My Rants & Raves!
Check Me Out at To Trinity-From Kendall (Daddy) My Little Girl by Tim McGraw Gotta hold on easy as I let you go Going to tell you how much I love you though you think you already know I remember I thought you looked like angel wrapped in pink so soft and warm you've had me wrapped around your finger since the day you were born. Beautiful baby from the outside in chase your dreams but always know the road that will lead you home again go on, take on this old world but to me you know you'll always be my little girl when you were in trouble that crooked little smile could melt my heart of stone now look at you - I've turned around and you've almost grown sometimes when you're alseep I whisper I love you in the moonlight at your door as I walk away I hear you say "Daddy, love you more" Someday some boy will come and ask me for your hand but I wont' say yes to him unless I know he's the half that makes you whole he has a poet's soul and the
General Stuff
I would have made this a bulletin, but with the thousands that seem to get posted, I figured it would just get lost in the mix. Does anyone else have problems with the pictures on this website just not working after awhile? I do, and I'll have to close my internet window and log in again and hope that fixed the problem. I think Sunday is my official sleep all day/do absolutely nothing day. I think Sunday depresses me just because I know when I wake up the next morning, I have to go to work. It's like I do everything in my power to make sure Sunday goes by as slowly as possible. I must say that bulletins are the most worthless and stupid thing on this website. 99.99% of them are reposts and the very few that I do actually reply to, I get no response. Fucking useless.
Poetry And Writing
The eve the moon died I mourned and I cried For the loss of it's beautiful light The stars shined fierce Could not wane, could not pierce The gloom of that moonless night Who could have thought That I would be so wrought As that satellite sank into the sea When a fortnight had past I was amazing and yet aghast As she appeared once again to me. How can I express These thoughts of unrest I choke and I drown Cast ever and always down Into this pit where I fall No one to hear me call Broken here I lie To myself, don't know why I can't shake this shame No one else to blame Saved for no another Just the keeper of my brother Put me upon the alter A repent for the falter With the dawn comes the sun Kiss the flames, and I'm done. The sun drowns in the sea and stains the sky crimson As moonlight now becomes the light to rule the evening Skeletal remains lie black and charred amongst the ashes Slowly the inferno is resurected from pyramid stacked bodies Impaled
Life In The Eyes Of Kitty-kat
i look into the eyes of the ones that i times all i see is hate... i just want to take a knife and end it... but i realize... my life is to preshus to take... so i just take my life piece by piece...a cut here a burn there...and i do it just enough that no one will notice... and it came to me that one of these days im not going to have to do that problems will be solved... i wont have to look in the eyes of my loved ones...i will be no more. Katherine Maria Longano the taste of your lips and the touch of your skin is what ill forever long for...the look in your eyes and the smell of your hair linger hopelessely in my my soul drifts through the wind like a leafe in the breeze... i rememer our love... or was it love? could it have just been an illusion in my thoughts? did you ever speak my name when you were lost in the darnkess...or was i just hearing things? ive come to believe i was never really loved... but then my tears are wiped away by you
My Random Thoughts
I still haven't called to make my appointment. Scared I guess. Last time I went through all of this, they told me I probably wouldn't have kids and that my right ovary wasn't functioning. (I am sure you men are loving hearing about this huh.) After all the weird shit that has happened this week, I really don't need any more surprises. But I do want to say thank you again to everyone for the comments, messages and gifts. It's nice knowing that people you don't even know have your back when you need support. All of you, plus my friends I have around here are making it easy.....but I still can't set up the damn appointment like I should. So I finally went back to the doctor today. Me and my dad have talked and talked over the past few years since finding out I may not be able to have kids. For the first time in almost 5 years, my exam was normal. I don't plan on having any in the near future, but I plan on them one day and I need to know. And my dad wants to know if he will ev
been a minute since i hit this up and i know yall waiting on some new pics, YES they are coming... im gonna try and do a set tonight see what i come up with IF you havent joined my yahoo group WHAT THE FUCC YA WAITING FOR you think the pics i have on here are hot? well, if your really into this fat chick you'll like my clips i have in the file section of the group... JOIN its FREE damn i been looking for this shit right here, im kind of new and still trying to figure all this out- anyone wanna help and give me some pointers do that... now back to me LOL yeah so why am i here? GOOD GAWD its for the porn... shhh i didnt say that out loud- umm yes i did! but i like meeting new people and chatting with them. I work online so i fade out of convo ALOT. just stick around boo im NOT Iggin you. i do cam shows online so im always jumping around doing something. hit my mail up if all else fails i would love to hear from you! for real.. nah stop
My First Blog
I have an 18 year old daughter, still in school, she will be a Sr this year and says she is in love & wants to get married. Well we let her go see her boyfriend under the impression she was coming back home on Sunday. Well on Wednesday I get an email saying she is going to stay in SC with her boyfriend & his mom(now keep in mind she has only met his mom once before). So from what I get from the two kids is they want to get married and she is going to finish high school there ( now keep in mind again she has 3 years at her currant school and is in band and can get a letter of recommendation for a scholarship from her band teacher to go to college and he is fixing to leave to go to the marines and they can not get married until after he is done with boot camp and is going to be leaving her at his moms house while he is gone). So I get on the phone with his mother and ask her why she let this happen she proceeds to tell me she didnt let it happen they were planning on doing it & I can't d
My Fuzzy Butts
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 Radar Category: Life Well, My Wyatt Earp scraggly retirement man has passed away. He is the only ferret we ever had that lived into the double digits and he was ready to go. He will always be in my heart and I am sure he is with Mischeif, Lula, and my mother frollicking in a meadow with their youth. I am leavng now for the shelter to put down two of my beloved darling's they are both in pain. They are both 9 1/2 years old and it is their time but it doesnt make it any easier. Champs is the one in my photo album who fell asleep on the cans of food. Spectra is a pure white albino who just lost his buddy sly a little while back and without his buddie his old age just caught up with hime. Pray for Agnes for me,,she came here bounded with Sly and Spectra and she will most likely die from depression, but she is young and I hope I can pull her through this. Blessed Be Sly was put down this morning. His body was dying but his spirit wo
Life's Tips
this thought just came to mind as i sat down yesterday on which I prefer, to be hated for showing love and affection of be hated for being nasty. I'd rather be hated for honestly showin love n affection! We don't know why some people r on the net, our kindness can be the needed help Fear less, hope more; whine less, breathe more; talk less, say more; hate less, love more; and all good things are yours. Jo Ryan
Wanna Bet?
Kerry and Derrick were contemplating their last few days together when he remembered something he'd wanted to do before they left for school. Sure they'd still be dating, but in the tradition of this fantastic summer he'd wanted to do it before they left; one last thing, and the only thing that they hadn't really done. "Hey honey," he whispered to his girlfriend as they watched the movie. "Mmm?" she was a little distracted as she was fiddling with his dick inside his pants, not actually interested at all in the movie. "I've been thinking about that bet you lost, the one where you said that if you'd won you'd want to tie me up and play with me... would you still like to do that?" His question was well rewarded as her eyes lit up and she turned to look at him. "Really? You want that?" Kerry's voice was joyous and she gave his dick an extra hard squeeze, making his balls ache. "Oh yes," he moaned, "I know I'll probably pay for it when you're playing with me and I'm not gett
My Life
Update from myspace! Well, if you have been reading on myspace, you know that Steve left me and I am single again, I have packed his stuff, looked for a job, ect. ect. ect. Well, I have found a job, I am back at Beverly Healthcare working in Dietary. Not a glamorous job but it will pay the bills. I think I am over Steve, I have been dying for sex and haven't called him the first time! Damn I am getting over him finally! I still have feelings for him but we have 2 boys together I guess I always will have feelings for him. We are still talking atleast we can still be friends. However I don't call him anymore than i have to! I have a secret crush! I want him so bad, but gotta wait til his divorce is final as well as mine don't want to cause any trouble for either of us! I am not looking for a new hubby, more or less a fuck buddy!!!! Pam If you read this and want to talk just call me or im me I hope you understand, if not i will fill you in on how he treated me exactly.
Favourite Lyrics
One of my favourite angry songs Artist: Alice in Chains Title: Love, Hate, Love I tried to love you i thought i could I tried to own you i thought i would I want to peel the skin from your face Before the real you lays to waste You told me i'm the only one Sweet little angel you should have run Lying, crying, dying to leave Innocence creates my hell Cheating myself still you know more It would be so easy with a whore Try to understand me little girl My twisted passion to be your world Lost inside my sick head I live for you but i'm not alive Take my hand before i kill I still love you, but, i still burn Yeah, love, hate, love (3x) Oooh, love, hate, love Yeah, love, hate, love This song is one of my most personal favourites. It not only reminds the world of the New Zealanders who fought and died in WW1 and WW2, but also most of the major conflicts in the last century and also the last 6 years. It is also personal as my Great-Grandfather fought
Marla's Thoughts
Here's a Survey for All You Drunks!!!! 1. When was the last time you drank? Bought one? Saturday night. Drank one? Probably about 6 months or so ... 2. Where did u drink at? Home, alone, usually while watching a movie ... 3. Have you ever been kicked out of a bar? Um, no. 4. Have you ever had an interaction with police while under the influence? Heh. Since I don't get drunk, technically no. Had one come to my house and ask if I'd share, but he couldn't handle the smell of Hot Damn, let alone get up the guts to try it. :) 5. How many drinks does it take you to get drunk? I don't get drunk. 6. What is the last alcoholic drink you had? Smirnoff Ice Triple Black, Smirnoff Ice Green Apple, Smirnoff Ice Watermelon, Smirnoff Ice Raspberry, and Hot Damn (Yes, in the same night, and yes, I drove home afterwards.) 7. Have you ever gone to school/work drunk? Um, no, I don't think so. Maybe when I was at Gallaudet, I think I showed up for my 9 am Philsophy class
Dark Quotes!!!
It has been two long months, Each day harder than the last, To see you locked away, And forbidden the ability to be, Every chance wiped away by the fear, The fear of anything wrong, The fear of allowing myself to be happy, With out pain, But when the time comes, My fear and doubt will be gone, And forever my life will be fulfilled, By the thought of if only. I want to run away. run to somewhere far. where nobody can get mad at me, where i can't mess up. i am looking for a room, an empty room. that is dark and has padded walls. so i can think and realize that i am nothing at all. i always say the wrong things at the wrong time. i get screamed at for not knowing. but it wasn't my fault. i know i am nothing at all. crying is my hobby looking at myself is my favorite thing to do. and making people hate me is my job. i stand in front of that mirror on my wall. realizing i am nothing at all. It might seem crazy but it's the truth why do we do thi
Surveys For All
The porno of Jill's life will be called ... "Life of a sex addict" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at What Piercing Are You?
I'm Never Really Lost .. Just On The Edge Of Being Found
across the greatest of divides I stumble for a reach just a breath away sometimes it seems wandering just outside the corners of yours and mine this game we play the treading to and fro here i am and there you be ur shirt says ur waiting for me but you cant see the sign behind says Not quite Yet I pronounced Id wait but was a lie i didnt i cant i wont first chance i get ill snatch and hold close to my chest professing love i can not even fathom only wishing i was capable of something so deep and holding yet bitter still better enjoy while it lasts thats what they say im only gemini born this way got to keep both of me happy working on you would become to easy if you would only admitt most of the time im full of shit Tuesday, January 17, 2006, 9:44:21 AM © 2006 Amanda Knapp (All rights reserved) time oh sweet time if you could hurry up stop being yourself cuz ur burning away at me, night after day, im waiting for it just to be subsid
Shell A small shadow there I see Refusing to be seen Twisted like a knot in her shell Hiding herself all too well. But in her eyes I peek What others refuse to see A beautiful soul I find Tough in heart, strong in mind. At times she struggles to cover it up Her experiences have made her tough But when I look there’s a lot to see So much being said without speech Maybe she has lost her way On that road traveled so infrequently While walking to this unknown place A piece of her is lost in this place. I wonder now Can I help her reclaim Some of her inner prosperity? Perhaps in time All will be fine Desire and perseverance could be the key. Again in her shell covered up Distrustful thoughts run about In my own way I give her love, tenderly and internally It’s all I have and the best I can be A true dear friend There to help her make it in the end Hold Me until i fear no more Hold Me just because Hold Me when i fall Hold Me until i stop crying Hold Me unti
Poems And Riddles By Yours Trully...
Is coming. this isn't a finatical proclamation. No, just insanity's ties digging claws through broken bones while suckin the life out of my soul. Bruised, battered......we struggle along this ant farm existance. I bleed. I hurt. But who doesn't?? Why should my situation take any more exceptance or notice than anyone else??? Dont answer, for my path already has. Babble to the unknowing. On the contrary, those who bleed alike, pain unite.......your vein blows WITH MIGHT!!!!!!!! There ya go K, :o) So don't take pity, we'll spit it back........don't come near as i turn black. Go alone, go quite, go away......from this cold. Dizzy D Endless puzzles, and riddles alike; hand me the bottle, let's open the mic To all the lost spirits, who're blind to the light; the path is still present, and you have the right Begin a new day, and smile with the sun; don't be so down, let's go have so fun You might live forever, or die with the night; let's all brace this message with courage
A Lot On My Mind
Walking through the darkness, Trying to find the light, Fear over comes you and you feel fright. Time is closing in on you and you have no where to run For today is the day that you life will come undone. Shadows lurk around you Reminders of the past Will you hold on to the memories or just let them pass You stop to sit and poder to reflect on your life but is this worth doing or is this my last night for time is closing on you and you have no where to run For today is the day your life will come undone. Hatred for others No sorrow at all For this is your life you choose to crawl The darkness is heavy no end is sight For time is closing on you and you have no where to run For today is the day your life comes undone. Enemies lurk around every corner Ready to attack and take you under Anger and rage blind you from the light for this is might be your last chance to take flight for time is closing on you and you
The problem is a glitch in the system. Keep the pics marked as NSFW, but un-mark the folder. That's what I had to do for my Literal "Private" folder lol this is funny someone rated your profile a '1'! someone rated your profile a '1'! someone rated your profile a '1'! someone rated your profile a '1'! someone rated your profile a '1'! Lol the funny is, I dont get much visited so I know who is who the person that rate me with 1, for me is ok but hahaha is funny Wooo hooo, yesterday in the night my grandmother give me a medicine from her tribe (she is indian from chorotega tribe in my country) and now I'm good, dont have fever and cold, only a little of cough and the bad mouth flavor for the medicine. Well that is all and sorry my bad english lol but if I write in spanish I dont think that you can understand only 7 or 10 of my friends lol
See Me Naked
go to and even if we arent online there you can watch out BJ video that we made! we will make more videos in the very near future for you to enjoy! just look up our host profile MikieMartin and once you are there click the link that says Recorded Live Sessions remember if you want to see more of us then you have to leave a lot of pic comments to get us everthing if convinced. im leaving for now but will be back later tonight with naughtier hotter pics! tell all your friends to add and rate and comment our pics to. that will be convincing for sure that you want to see it! MJ Does anybody else like to give blow jobs? I know that I do. Some girls I talk to say that they hate and some say they would never do it in the first place. But I love it. I love holding his big hard cock in my and and putting it in my mouth. Makes me feel in control. I love deepthoating! I enjoy that I know that I am pleasing my man. I love licking from the base of his di
DRINKS ON ME!!!!!       LIVE DJ!!!!!!! OK ALL LIVE DJ IN THE BUMP & GRIND LOUNGE. FEATURING RAINDEER KILLER AND ELVE INSLAVERCLICK THE PICTURE, YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.  I DARE YOU TO BE NOSY!!!!!! Grandamas Grandmas are moms with lots of frosting. (unknown) Nobody can do for little children what grandparents do. Grandparents sort of sprinkle stardust over the lives of little children ~ Alex Haley The simplest toy even the youngest child can operate . . . is called a grandparent. (unknown) A grandmother is a babysitter who watches the kids instead of television (unknown) Grandmothers Are Like Snowflakes No Two Are Alike (unknown) MyHotComments
Sex Toy Lady
Ann Thomas was the 42 year old wife of a bank executive. Her life was filled with taking care of her two cute kids, volunteering, tennis, and of course shopping. To look at Ann, one could see a woman who although she dressed quite modest, was very attractive. She had always taken good care of herself physically, so she had a nice body. She was always a bit self-conscious of the fact that she did not have the DD cup breasts her husband always gawked at. Ann, who was barely 5'2", had a nice trim figure, and in her eyes smaller and sexy breasts (34b). Her husband always wanted her to get a breast job done like many of the other women they knew; however, Ann could not see the point in spending thousands of dollars on something she thought was quite frivolous. Besides, her husband could always just stare at the breasts of his gorgeous young secretary. He always pretended not to notice, but Ann always caught him staring at her all the time when she was at the office or at company par
Today was a day of sorrow, Today I was going to commit suicide. I could feel the cold metal barrel on my head. As I pulled back the trigger, All I could hear was the pin slamming. Out of nowhere I saw my friends, my family and my life flash before my eyes. And now I wish i did not do it. But now it's too late. Now all I can hear from the heavens above is... ashes to ashes and dust to dust. This one was written by my brother. I keep having this horrible nightmare, and it seems to never stop. Someone told me that you had shot yourself, and you had died from the injurys. I couldn't believe it was true, You would never do that, But you had done it. I went to your viewing on Thursday. The line was so long, So many people wanted to see you. I finally had my turn to see you... I walked up to the casket, Not knowing what to say or do, So I just stood there staring at you. You looked like an angel. They had your hair spiked, just the way you liked it. You were
In Side Dixie's Head (look Out Lol)
well I took a Job as a care taker for a older lady who can't walk and a nanny to her lil 2 year old girl that she is trying to get cousty of well was that a big mistake the 2 year old was really mean she didn't wanna listen she fault me when I would punish her and put brusies on me she would tell me no or laugh in my face I haven't ever had a child treat me that way I just got to my ropes end really quick and told em I was done , finished , that was it , it was over no more and I QUITE I tell you what I was a nervus reack no amount of money could make me stay there don't get me rong the lady and her husband are good ppl but that child man I caouldn't handle that no way a 2 year old is running my life and I have to be up her ass 24/7 Then last nite and today I got some really bad news My aunt has cancer i already knew this but it has spread to her lungs her kendneys are starting to fail and she is on oxgeon and marfine for the pain and they don't look for her to make it 2 more we
Some Of My Poetry
painless love so shallow to me hurt and tears you shouldn't see blinded by the words you have said only thinking of the one thing people said not to stay i turned my head and said i care for you in more than one way but you never cared to see what you ment to me. shallow love and hurtfull words will never end the heart ache that you have made me feel on that i felt on that night. Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Curry you have captured my heart. when i say i love you forever "Forever is what I truely mean." I know that we are truely ment to be. call it fait or destiny, we know that there is a power far greater than we. time will heal the unbound wounds that we feel,both have untouched. and now we can show each other a whole new meaning of love. because of one simple thing and that is the power of love in which we are ment to be. Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian Untamed heart I a wait the day of someone who will come
Random Ramblings
Gabby won't ask but I will. Rate her, comment, become her friend/fan.   She's a hottie, check out her sexy pics, maybe she'll let you see her private folders. Please pass this on. Seems so long ago, I watched you walk the aisle, You loved me so much then; I could see it in your eyes. The love, What happened to the love, we had. We had a perfect life. With a perfect love. You threw it all away. To take one on your knees. You turned, on me. Betrayed our love. I saw it all go down. You thought I did not know. How could you betray me so. Just for a one night stand. Our Love, dissolved A friend, now lost. Now it’s a different life. Pretend its all ok. However, the tension grows. Moreover, it’s starting to show. I still love you so. Wish you’d love me back Wish you’d done with me, what you did, with him….. Long dark hair and black lip-gloss, She likes red nail polish and a spiked
"What cuss words really mean" Body: The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hel
Poems I Like (i Didnt Write These)
Remember all that’s important to me. Remember that I’m only on this earth for a very short time. This is something you understand better than I do. You tell me one of my “years” is equal to seven of your years. So be it. That means every time the sun goes away, I’ve lived another week of my life. Just think about all we can do in a “week.” Remember that I like to play and have fun. I have no concept of obligations, appointments, or any kind of timetable. Please be patient with me when it seems as though I'm unaware of time. I can never understand why time is important to you. If, like me, you're living life to the fullest, what difference does it make? The way I figure it; I can always make time for you. Remember that my “world” exists about two feet above ground. Please be aware when I’m around, because I can easily get hurt by some careless or impulsive movement that you make. I always know where you are, so please make a concentrated effort to be aware of where I am. Rem
You scored as Shy. You are shy, cute...but shy. There are a lot of people that find you attractive but you just aren't sure what to do.Shy94%Soft81%Sweet69%Wet69%Hot56%Exciting50%Violent31%Awkward13%What is your sexual style?created with You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.
The porno of Wickey's life will be called ... "Life of a sex addict" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too.Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack.Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
From Bulletin Board
A blind guy on a bar stool shouts to the bartender, "Wanna hear a blonde joke?" In a hushed voice, the guy next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, you should know something." Our bartender IS blonde, the bouncer is blonde. I'm a 6' tall, 200 lb black belt. The guy sitting next to me is 6'2", weighs 225, and he's a rugby player. The fella to your right is 6'5" pushing 300 and he's a wrestler. Each one of US is blonde. Think about it, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind guy says, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times." 25 Ways to Confuse Trick-or-Treaters 1. Give away something other than candy. (Toothpicks, bags of sand, golf balls etc). 2. Wait behind te door until some people come,when they get near the door jump out, wearing a cosume and holding a bag, and yell "Trick or treat"! Look at them , scratch your head and act confused. 3. Fill a brief case with marbles and crackers and write on it 'top secret'. When trick or treate
Sayin Hello!!!!!!!!
Go away, give me a chance to miss you. Say Good bye it'l make me wanna kiss you. I Love you, so much more when ur not here.Watchin all the bad shows and drinkin all of my beer. I dont believe Adam and Eve spent every damn day together. If u gimmie sum room there will room enuff for two. Chorus: Tonight, leave me alone, I'm lonely (alone Im lonely), I'm tired, leave me alone,I'm lonely, alone I'm lonely tonite. I dont wanna wake up with another, but I dont always wake up with u either.No u cant hop into my shower,, All I ask for is Fucking hour. U taste so sweetbutI cant eat the same thing everyday.. Cutting off the phone, leave me the fuck alone& tomorrow I'll be begging u to come home. Chorus: Go away, come back - Go away come back. Why cant I have it both ways? Go away come back - Go away come bac. I wish u knew the difference. Go away come back........... Go away give me a chance to miss you. Say good bye it'l make me wanna kiss you. Go away give me a chance to miss you. Say Good-
My Life
I JUST GOT LAID OFF EVERYONE.. YA FKING HE HA I JUST GOT LAID OFF EVERYONE.. YA FKING HE HA whast going on with all u cherries im just sitting here i have had the whole week off of work because i torn my shoulder and all the muscles man does it hurt i can finally sit upright with out breaking down in tears with pain.. i think that is all about me la la la la yup that is all that has been going on . **********cherry kisses****************
Black tank top with "wicked" written in bold white letters across my chest,jean skirt riding up my fish net covered legs ,and black knee high boots to add a bit more to the main point of the custume.I was a hooker for halloweeny and it was GREAT! Went to a bar,listen to everythiung from lord of god to a live band. Why does halloween have to end? When people asked what I was post to be, I just answered... what? oh.. its halloween? lol. Ashes I'm sitting bored in a library, just skipping my 8 a.m. art class ,because of my anti-socialism making me refuse to join in "group" study. I'm like that lone wolf you see in the winter mountains, makes you curious to wonder why I stalk alone ,but then at the same time notice that it's the way I am and will always be.. well.. around people I don't know. I don't know why I'm like this around some people. At work, I'm the most annoying friendly person in the world ,course I'm a cashier so that's what I'm post to do. Anyway, maybe I'll grow out of th
My Blog
I am happier today than I have been in a really long time! My husband sent me an email on MySpace today and we sent emails back and forth talking about things and we are FINALLY going to get divorced! And whats even better is that he is going to sign away ALL of his rights to our daughter! I am so happy!!! Since almost no one even reads my blogs and even less comment on them I will probably stop blogging all together. I have fallen in to a creative mood. Yay! I just finished a painting today that I had started a while back. I am pretty happy with how it turned out. Its actually not abstract so it is a bit unusual for me, lol. I will put a pic up once I get around to taking one.
Lord Of Night
A young man around 25 named Tom was walking along the beach when he noticed a very beautiful women suning herself a little ways from where he was standing. He never saw anything as beautful as her in his live, nowing she had to be older then her he continued to walk knowing there was no way she would stop him. As he past her she looked up and start checking out this young man,being alone she stopped him told him her name was Alison and she was very lonely and and a little bored, he said his name was Tom and it was a pleasure to meet her,they started talking and he couldnt help but stare at her beautiful body that he just starting to get hard just looking at her. She couldnt help but look down and noticed his enlarging cock,she was horny herself but didnt want to show it knowing that her being 39 might scare this hot young man away,but after a while she couldnt take it much long and leaned over and told Tom that she would love to see his enlarged cock, Tom only being 25 didnt want to le
Path To The Padded Cell
im a daddy... i dont know if theyll make it... im worried... i hope theyll be ok... pray for them please there she is oh so hot imege after imege they just dont stop parts of her streaming across the screen parts that not even i have seen something tells me something changed she more un-inhibited im more deranged time has passed here we are life is stail i hear the call its a scream directed at me go leave get away from me so i go letting time pass me by watching others actions as inside i die love and hate go hand and hand infection seeps in with each imege i die again and again with streams of eyeligner racing down my face i face the world and wallow in its waist i see the mess and analize how it was made all this pain over words i hate this is what happens when you react and dont waite i would apoligise but its not my place i could try but its a bit too late she is gone for goo
For All You Naughty Boys And Girls a little something to consider.. A friend with kinky idea's sent it to me so I wanted to share! adies" Your wasting your time with that Special K diet! This is the Anna Nicole Smith Who Da Daddy diet!! Trying NOT to have Sex with Howard K..........2,0000 Calories DID YOU KNOW THAT.............. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal
My Words
Starr's Rambles
Just wanted to let everyone know I will not be around for the next several days. I have lost a family member in a house fire and will be out of town. This is a horrible thing to have happen, somthing no one expects will ever happen to them or someone they love. I will be thinking of you all even though I'm not here. Just knowing that I have you all makes thing easier for me. Take care everyone. Lots of Luv, Starr Well in case you havn't heard, surgery went well and they could find nothing wrong. Now all I have to do is enjoy this beautiful fall weather, cool sunny days and crisp clear nights. Oh yeah almost forgot finish painting the house while it's not raining. It's really getting embaressing having the house half painted, got to get it done, I 've put so much work into the house this summer I think I've just gotten a little burned out on it. But I sure do love the finished projects, new carpet and roof, new washer/dryer and stove,new rider lawnmower and a couple of new piec
Courtesy of To all of you who sent my daughter well wishes yesterday thankyou from the bottom of my heart . She is much better today , And as u can see its soon thanksgiving for a few of my good friends too... So love and warm wishes coming from me to u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT U'LL NEVER 4GET THEM...... ...iF U DON'T SEND THiS TO ANYONE... .......iT MEAN UR'RE iN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT U 4GOTTEN......... ...............THE PEOPLE.............. .................YOU LOVE............ ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@
For Family,friends,and Fans
Ann Sydow / Athol, Idaho Silver Wolf I saw you there, alone, heading straight west, Thirsty and exhausted, you needed a rest. Where were you going on that summer day? Whatever the case, I was glad to have you stay. A chance to help a wolf was an honor to me. But sometimes behind my fence, I wondered if you'd rather be free. With a beautiful silver coat, and a face of pure white, How on earth did you always hide in plain sight? Obedient (for a wolf)... you tried so hard to please. Eventually I could brush you all over with ease. The spirit of your wild ancestors could be seen in your eyes. I think you felt it like I do, every time another wolf dies. I'm so glad i found you, though our time wasn't long. Thanks for letting me hear your beautiful wolf song. I got to touch true wildness, connecting with nature, Every time I sat with you, stroking your fur. I hope I made you happy Silver; I tried to keep you well. The times I saw you
here are the rules please read carefully Rules: 1. Please Fan, Rate & Add Me 2. Rate & comment your Favorite Friends Tag & others if you wish. 3. Bombing is permitted..You can comment as many times as you want, & You can even comment your own pics. 4. No fresh meat. You need to be level 3 or higher 5. ABSOUTLY NO DRAMA whatsoever or I will remove the voter & the contestant from the contest 6. No down rating or negitave comments allowed if so you will removed without notice! 7. No lude or inapproiate comments or pictures allowed. 8. Tags that are not activated after 48 hours, will be taken out of the contest. 9. If u belong to a family, Please respect other that dont have family 10. IF I CATCH ANYONE CHEATING YOU WILL BE AUTOMATICALLY DISQUALIFIED!! here is the pic please go and rate and comment the heck out of me yes i am in another bbw contest so please come show me the love u have to be a level 4 to vote t
Dr. House F.x.
THOUGHTFULNESS IS SOMEONE WHO THINKS UPNICE THINGS TO DO AND THEN DOES THEM... LUV YA ALL.. no body on my friends list gives a shit about what i say or do, nobody cares when i post a bulliten, nobody cares when i rate there pics,... oh i take that back, they like that, but do nothing in return, i do every thing i can to help my called friends out but it is all for not, my wife will not even get and or respond to this bullitrn, because of all the fake ass people that just post one bulliten after another to get points, they dont give a shit about the real people that are here to make real frinda, i dont know why i bother , i know for sure this bulliten will never reach my wife, because she is in bed, and all the pervs on her friend list will bump it before she sees it , so i dont even know why i bother, all you point horders ruin this for us normal people, because you wont do for us what we do for you.... LC, lost cherry, or LOSTCAUSE..... You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit i
The angel is curiosity as she ponders the design and function of previously unseen objects. The angel is happiness as she interacts with those around her, bringing joy and laughter to their lives. And at day’s end, the angel is weariness, for she has given of herself much this day, asking little in return. And now the angel sleeps. November 5, 2010SIERRA LEAGUE YOUTH FOOTBALLsemi-final playoff gameFernley v. LassenNumber one ranked Fernley Vaqueros took the field against the fourth ranked Lassen Grizzlies.  Do or die, the winner goes to the championship game, the loser goes home.  I sat in the announcer booth and called the game - I was a last minute substitution.  Trying hard not to be partisan, avoiding the urge to argue with the refs over the public address system, keeping it clean - I had never done this before.End of the first half, no score.  This was not going to be an easy win.  As Coach Johnny says, "You think you've been working hard, but there's always an
love is passion, passion is my krptonite. it is what makes me weak and what causes me not to see when there is trouble around the corner. though i must always be who i am, and that person is a lover and a fighter. i must love always and forever those who need it and even those who don't wish to hold it. with that side of fate, i must fight for those who need protection and to fight the agony of my krptonite. i will never stop being there for others, i know there will be many who don't appreicate me or atempt to give back what i provide. you will meet this guardian, he will be your shoulder to cry on, he will bring you laughter, fight for your honor, and at extremes will bleed for you, cry for you, and love you. Yes, you! The one who reads this and wishes that i was speaking to them, and if you want it to be, then it shall. stand strong, speak from your heart as i do everyday, and allow me to be the friend you need. to be that guardian. i know i will die one day, and i know that i could
Who Want To See Me
I would like to know what you would like to see on my site? let me know thank you. I am looking for some one to love and that can love me back and not for just sex. thank back to the time you get your cherry takeing and who it was
u kno wat nicole i dont fuckin care if u post fuckin lyrics bout all us..i mean nicole where do u get the time to talk shit bout us when u have a dick in your mouth 24/7 u fuckin slut...i wouldn't call ya a whore cuz whores get paid and uhhhh ur not the type to get paid cuz ur a nasty std infested bitch!..its not really a bother to me let alone everyone and by means sayin everyone, u kno who i mean that u say shit bout us....i dont kno about them but i dont like you and i think ur the biggest slut in the whole school o wait a minute your the biggest slut in this whole fuckin town and thats sayin something...HAHA THERE I SAID IT....and as far as brittany goes she can kiss my fuckin ass cuz i think the same bout her as i do u, and if she thinks im scared of her she gots another thing comin and its my fuckin fist in her mouth! she dont scare me and im ready to knock her one ne time she wants...funny thing i told her that and she still hasnt set up the time to get the shit kicked outta h
What Is A Chaplain?
THE WHITE HOUSE Office of the Press Secretary For Immediate Release August 14, 1997 GUIDELINES ON RELIGIOUS EXERCISE AND RELIGIOUS EXPRESSION IN THE FEDERAL WORKPLACE The following Guidelines, addressing religious exercise and religious expression, shall apply to all civilian executive branch agencies, officials, and employees in the Federal workplace. These Guidelines principally address employees' religious exercise and religious expression when the employees are acting in their personal capacity within the Federal workplace and the public does not have regular exposure to the workplace. The Guidelines do not comprehensively address whether and when the government and its employees may engage in religious speech directed at the public. They also do not address religious exercise and religious expression by uniformed military personnel, or the conduct of business by chaplains employed by the Federal Government. Nor do the Guidelines define the rights and responsibilities
Stuff From The Esergone.
For those of you who don't know me, I am an audiofile. Which is why messenger and online stuff is good for me. Since i can have my music and not have to be that close to people. I am battling, still, a fear of people. But I'm getting better. Now to the main point. In my search for my type of music I have come to rest upon Thrash as my favorite. But too much attention is paid to dificulty. That is why I have thrown out old Ideas of Metal and formed my own. I am working on a band that will not limit itself Musically. I will sing what i write. I will play what i play. The same rules will be followed by the other members. I pull riff influence from all types of metal. i pull vocal influence from all types of metal. I am needing a bass player with their own style and tastes in music. I have a drummer that will need to play fast but not compromise the sound. The other guitarist may rely too much on his knowledge of other band's songs to really be of help. But then again
My Poems
Sex toys: Now the funny thing bout these things is you don’t know how your lover going to act when I find out you use sex toys. I say it makes the sex better try it your man well love you for that he would want you for life I mean come on yes sex is fun without them but try one and see if the sex is better Massages: Oh baby let me tell you some erotic oils some vanilla and strawberries and cherry scented oils will make your lover go crazy over you. Its something bout a massage that turns me on strong hands rubbing my pains away trust me I need one now lol but let me tell you he put one good one on me last night I thought I was going to sleep oh no I was woke up by his strong but soft tender touch to the small of my back and increase up into the pours of my shoulders and ended with a simple kiss on my left shoulder. I was oiled down look like one shinning baby hmmm….he loved that Kissing: Its something about kissing that steers up heat in between you and me one kiss turn into
Funny Jokes
A man and a woman were having drinks when they got into an argument about who enjoyed sex more. The man said, "Men obviously enjoy sex more than women. Why do you think we're so obsessed with getting laid?" "That doesn't prove anything," the woman countered. "Think about this... When your ear itches and you put your little finger in it and wiggle it around, then pull it out, which feels better-your ear or your finger? A woman awakes during the night, and her husband isn’t in bed with her. She goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she asks. "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from his coffee, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 16?" he asks solemnly. "Yes, I do," she replies. "D
~bipolar Cherry~ Blog
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM Machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without Leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures Outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE procedures Have been developed. Please follow the appropriate steps for your gender." MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. *********************************************************** FEMALE PROCEDURE: Unfortunately, much of this part is true!!!! 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car Window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the window down. 4. Find handbag, remove all c
Odes Of The Toledo Knight
The Dark Seas Reprisal~Part IV~ Made it to sanctuary The storm churns all around me My raft left as tattered pieces Lost here on the shores I'll be The clouds push higher and darken I'm the calm in this storm Yet alone here I'm weak In no direction am I torn Waves rise higher, white water crest I struggle with myself again Lightning strikes and thunder reigns I wonder sometimes if I'm really sane This turmoil within me This singular struggle with life The seas are rising around me Inflict me with my own strife I cling to what I have To me, so little it seems Perhaps I should give in Just await for what life deems The tears tear into my skin I can't wait much longer I have to live in sudden mortality This is supposed to make me stronger I can see it on the horizon The wave of discord looms high The wave of pain, crested white The wave of reprisal, now I cry I turn to run away again It makes no matter where The water comes and crushes all T
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm
Basically everyone knows what fractals are. We may not know the EXACT definition but we know it applies to twisting and warping colors into other colors, causing designs in the twists and turns. Example below:Whether certain images are intended is not known but there are definite patterns and pictures in the blend. Now on to the point of this blog in particular. Why do I think about fractals a lot? Because I often feel just like one. Like my life was made from a little of this...a little of that. Then taken and mixed and blended to form something much more than meets the eye. To the person who just takes a glance they see the obvious things. Height, weight, hair color, etc. To the person who stops and takes a closer look there are designs, ideas, thoughts, emotions, SUBSTANCE to what they see because they take the time to see it.Those are the people I enjoy meeting. People who actually WANT to take the time to see what lies underneath it all. Those are the people one can nev
Wanted to blog that I made level 9 today so I can see how long it takes me to make level 10. It's a lot harder for a guy to level up in here than a woman, I wonder why that is haha Lost Cherry is highly addictive and a danger to your health. I completely forgot to have lunch today as I was clicking through here and now I'm startving :-) Well I've been on LC for a couple of weeks now and I'm already feeling like I'm losing track of friends. I think tomorrow is going to be a get in touch with friends day. A day to drop in on them and say hi.
Like.. Yeah...
I'm rather confused on what to write.... So with that in mind, this might get a bit off course. One second on key with an interest of Vampirism, Then the next, Bitching and moaning over some petty emo drama.. Isn't that ever so intriguing..Makes you wanna leap for joy. So I begin with the first topic..The beginning stages, The introduction. I've grown immuned to the outbreak of malice within me, Ok, I lied there.. I don't think I'll ever adapt to this diagnosis. But who the hell cares, Right? As long as I'm keeping to my ownself. Thats considerate of me, Who ever thought I had such a state, one worthwhile paying attention to, Just for a mere split second, come on, admit it. You were intrigued.. No? Awe struck? This is me, As an individual, Presented as humane, Not as a disturbed being. Which I came to realization, it's nearly impossiable to see me not being. But I decided to come out of the shell, Unprotected to the ridiculing speeches, and the pointing of fingers. I've a
I'm Single,,,you Interested???
Make an online slideshow at I live In Illinois.If single and nearby Let me know if ya like what ya see!!Wanna Know me a little better? Sighn my guestbook so i know ya was there.Tell me what ya think.Wanna chat>dennyh65@yahoo im me.Send a Pic or two or 3!!!Let's have some fun!!(((((ladies)))) ONLY!!!! Make an online slideshow at
String's Blog
Thanks for all the sweet comments. In Kuwait at the moment. Things are slow and hot here. Crowds everywhere and internet access is hard to get. I'll post more as I can. Take care String Finally made it to the party. Got here a couple of days ago. Things are fine. Getting settled in to the new job and the new digs. Net isnt great, but at least I have it. I'll post more later. Thanks for all the sweet comments. U'all take care and enjoy it.... String Well, the NY is here finally. Things are going about as expected. SH is executed. That is one less asshole in the world. Got a few more to go before we are finished I hope. Dont want to leave them for kids to have to deal with. I want to thank everybody for the kind words and thoughts thru the holidays. We got tons of "any soldier" mail over the holidays. Boxes and boxes of goodies. Its nice to know that so many support us even if they don't support the war. I hope all had a great Xmas and NY. I'll catch U around. St
No Pun Intended
ST. M O M M A' S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. M E N I C I L L I N Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person . Can we get naked now?" B U Y A G R A Injectable stimulant taken prio
Do me a quick favor, and actually watch it before you rate! I would like feedback if possible =) So...I like funny, crude, and biting tshirts. You may have been able to tell by the shirt in my pic *wink*. Sooooo...I have had LOTS of comments on that particular shirt and others people have seen me wear. I will tell ya a secret...where I buy most of them (the one on my profile was NOT bought there though). I go to T-Shirt Hell ALOT. I am gonna include the link in here for anyone who wants to check it out and putting up pics of some of the less offensive shirts they have. YOU HAVE TO HAVE AN OPEN MIND AND A SENSE OF HUMOR TO ENJOY THEM!!! MOST OF IT IS TONGUE IN CHEEK!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED SO DONT CRY TO ME IF YOU GET OFFENDED!!!!! That said, here ya go lmao......(Link is at the bottom AFTER the pics)I have this one *wink*I bought this one for the guys at work (I am an industrial maint/mechanic at a plant here lol) And many many more....MUWAHS!!!Melihttp://www.tshirthell
Sheena's Maddness And More....
This morning I got up at 8am and I thougt oh shit I don't wanna get up today but than again thats every morning as always I have to drink lots of water on the weekends even more so now that I am in this thing that I am suppose to call a chair which means I'm going to be going to the bathroom alot right??? Ok so everyone who knows me knows that I don't like drinking water just because there is not really a taste to it thats just me but I know that if I wanna stay healthy and get people off my ass than I have to do it. Normally I only manage to drink one bottle of water but thats because there are only people around certain times of I need to go but today I had two bottles of water so people would stop bugging me about drinking so much it is easy for abled bodied people to drink because they can just get up and gp, so I went to the bathroom at like 1:30pm after that I had what was suppose to be lunch I had fish which was hard as a brick and the poetatoes were like rock stone and the c
Cks Rabbitry News
Please visit the official CKS Rabbitry website. Thanks in advance! CKS Rabbitry Dianna's Hopper Hopper is a registered Black Tort Holland Lop Senior Buck. Sire: Justa Buddy (Grand Champion) Dam: Dianna's Tigger 04-08-06 5/13 Solid Senior Buck at the SRRR in Powell, WY Show B. 03-14-06 3/13 Solid Senior Buck at the CMBR in Great Falls, MT. 03-05-06 BOB at the WWF in Bozeman, MT. 07-31-05 3/14 Solid Senior Buck at the Montana State Fair in Great Falls, MT Barbe's Chestnut Barbe's Chestnut is a registered Copper Satin Senior Buck. Sire: Maiden Rock's Rocky Dam: Sophie's S31 07-19-2006 BOS at the GCF in Bozeman, MT. 04-08-06 2nd Senior Copper Buck at the SRRR in Powell, WY show A. 04-08-06 2nd Senior Copper Buck at the SRRR in Powell, WY show B. 04-08-06 2nd Senior Buck at the SRRR in Powell, WY 4-H Show. 03-05-06 BOB at the WWWF in Bozeman, MT. Barbe's Daisy Barbe's Daisy is a registered Copper Satin Sen
Random Crap
You scored as Orange. Your heart is orange. You like mischief, whether it\'s breaking the law or just being kinky! You like any kind of fun that involves danger. That\'s good, just make sure you don\'t get caught. Go you, I\'m very proud!Orange89%Red82%Yellow68%Black61%Pink61%White54%Purple54%Green54%Blue50%~What colour is your heart?~created with
I wear a greasy ball cap I like my shirt untucked I spend saturdays working on my truck I don't like to fight But I ain't scared to bleed Most don't mess with a guy like me Guys like me drink to many beers on friday after work Our best blue jeans have skoal rings We wear our boots to church So rough around the edges It's hard to believe that girls like you Love guys like me Your daddy worked at the bank Mine worked on cars You went to college I pulled graveyard You must have had your pick Of all the trust fund types But you came back to me and only god knows why Guys like me drink too many beers on friday after work Our best blue jeans have skoal rings We wear our boots to church So rough around the edges It's hard to believe that girls like you Love guys like me Now theres a lot of guys like me out there In a lot of little towns And tellin' all our buddies, we won't ever settle down We say thats just the way we are and the way we'll always be So God se
Alright! Break me down You got a lovely face We're going to your place And now you got to freak me out Scream so loud Getting fucking laid You want me to stay But I got to make my way Chorus: Hey! You're a crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on (Repeat Chorus) Take it all The paper is your game You jump in bed with fame Another one night payed in full You're so fine It won't be a loss Cashing in the rocks Just to get you face to face (Chorus x2) Get the video Fuck you so good Get the video Fuck you so good Crazy bitch Crazy bitch Crazy... bitch (Chorus) Hey You're a crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back Come on! Baby girl You want it all To be a star you'll have to go down Take it off No need to talk You're
My Life!
I can't believe how awful this month has been going. It's been so damn difficult. We pretty much ran out of money at the beginning of the month. So, that has made things pretty damn difficult. Especially when PJ's calling card started running down and we couldn't recharge it. So, of course he didn't get to call very much for very long at all. I can't believe this shit. Then not that long ago, Alora ended up hurting her damn ankle. We thought that it was broken. I couldn't believe it. Thank goodness that it didn't end up being broken. It was just a small fracture that had healed over the weekend. Thank god. And, now to top it all off and to finish out the rest of this damn month, my car has broken down. I swear, nothing is going right this month. I sure wish that it would hurry up and be done and over with. I hope that nothing else ends up happening any time soon. I don't know if I can take anymore. It's becoming ridiculous. I'm really beginning to hate this shit. Thank goodness that my
Sweet And Sassy
=== 'PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-21 21:00:01'.. > > > > > > > > THIS AWSOME LADY IS IN HER FIRST AUCTION IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BID ON HER JUST CLICK THE LINK UNDER THE PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GO TO BID IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BID THATS OK BUT IF YOU COULD TAKE THE TIME TO JUST RATE THE PIC FOR HER IT WOULD BE APP. THE HIGHEST RATED PIC IN THE AUCTION WINS 150,000 FU-BUCKS TY SO MUCH IN ADVANCE!!!! > > > > > > THIS IS THE LINK TO TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION > > > > > > > > > > > > i am in a contest so how about showing me some fuar love thanks just want to say thanks to everyone in the family who bombed me so that i could recieve my free 3 month vip my first and time. i ju
Pass It On
I know how to be the man you need but not how to be the man you want. HEADLINES FROM THE YEAR: 2029 Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia, formerly known as California . White minorities still trying to have English recognize d as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036. Postal Service raises price of first class stamp to $17.89 and reduces m
It's 4:20 With Spliff!!!!
MySpace Codes hey ladys, comment and tell me if you like this will it kill you to comment girls!!!!!!! 715745@ CherryTAP DO I LOOK LIKE MICK FOLEY? PLEASE VOTE YES OR NO
Is This Heaven Or Is It Hell
I met this man and he is so sweet. He makes me feel so good about myself and his son is so precious. We have alot in common and I feel that its easy to talk to him, but i'm curious to know if he feels the same way! I am also curious to know wat his son thinks about me How are we so "different"? If "different" is just a thing. If we all have certain features, What does "different" bring? People filled with hatred, Can't possibly see, That there's not really "differences" Between you and me. Looks can't show "difference", If they're just there to be seen. If you don't look like someone else, Why are they so mean? If being "different" is what is wrong, I'd rather not be right. And I'd want to finish living, Doing the "different" fight. She new 2 CT *BABY J*@ CherryTAP
Out of curiousity, I would like to know what you think would be a cool thing to do to my profile.. Angie@ CherryTAP This woman has become one of my dearest friends. Could we please help her become a more advanced cherry????? love ya'll Astra for those who would like photos manipulated.. I can do that.. here's the requirements.. You MUST send me a LARGE photo.. no less than 600 pixels. Give me and idea of how you'd like it to look. Thnx Dawlings, Astra
Just My Thoughts!
Yay I just ordered my NEW DIGITAL CAMERA!!! YAY!! :) :) :) Which meannsss MORE pictures Boys and Girls!! Arnt you excited?!?! lolz I know I am! PLUS Party 4 my Boyfriends Birthday on Nov 10th! Sooo Look out for SOME CRAZZZZZZYyy pic's!! Thats all for now Biatches :) PEACE OUT!!!!!!! hehe xo muahhhh MySpace Comments Graphics Im leaving the 18th til the 27th!! ahhh BUT Im gunna come back with lots of pictures :) Were going to an Atlanta football game on Christmas Eve!!! Which is going to be amazing! I've never been to one b4.. who am I kidding.. I've never been outta CANADA!!! Im soooo excited and VERY nervous... Its my FIRST TIME.... on a plane.. Any advice?? Im soooooooooo scurrrrrredd :( Ridin' in the drop top with the top down Saw you switchin' lanes girl Pull up to the red light, lookin' right Come here, let me get your name girl Tell me where you from, what you do, what you like Let me pick your brain girl And tell me
My Blog
1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? A Scotch Sour 2. Do you follow college football? Pretty much, THE Ohio State University 3. How many miles does your car have on it about 15,000 on my TrailBlazer My Honda Prelude is a Frankenstein of Parts, the body is dented and has like 190,000 miles on it, though the engine, transmission, and entire drive train are brand new….so about 20,000 miles, maybe. 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what was it about? Ashley, private bueiness, can’t talk about it, nun-ya-business. 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? At Dave’s party in Pennsylvania I think… 6. Are you happy? Yes I think I am. 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Micro Center…computer store…looking at the new Dual-Processor G5 MAC with a 30” Cinema Screen…freaking sexy ass setup, and it’s under $5000…which isn’t actually bad. 8. How do you feel about your hair? It’s short and super. 9. Where do you work? Fo
Just Kinda Curious
1. You can only say Yes or No! 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! Kissed someone on your top 8/16/24? yes Ever told a lie? yes Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes Kissed someone of the same sex? yes Kissed a picture? yes Slept in until 5 PM? yup Had sex at work? yup Fallen asleep at work/school? yes Held a snake? Yes Ran a red light? YEs Been suspended from school? yes Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? yes Been fired from a job? no Sang karaoke? yes Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes Kissed in the rain? yes Sang in the shower? yes Sat on a roof top? yes Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes Broken a bone? Yes Shaved your head? yes Blacked out from drinking? yes Played a prank on someone? yes
Sought and yet have never found One who does the heart impound And keep forever as there own Searching in the great unknown Need the touch and need to know If one can make loves seed grow And bind me to her with her kiss And keep me longing in eternal bliss To ache for her and her alone Let my love for her to be forever shown And hold her in my arms at night And feel her till dawn does light And never live in land of doubt For she’s the only I can’t live without A burning soul for her so true I have waited long and over due To get so lost inside those eyes I wonder if it would surprise That one could hold me without spoken word In her eyes would be all the love I’ve ever heard By R. Thomas Dinsmore Soft and gentle curves to love Make this guy a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far to bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other the
The Ring Media PODCAST #61: caught up with organizer Neil Hutchinson (live) on the heels of the first qualifying race for the Bahamas Kite Race finale. Neil talks about the race from Jupiter with 49 racers blasting downwind a distance of 60 miles in 24-28 knots winds and 5-9 foot swell. Host Ryan Riccitelli also interviews Morten Gjerstad, producer of the new snowkite dvd shot in HD (pre-recorded). Show #61 (1:04:53 min. - 14.9 MB) & Present: TONIGHT: Ozone Kites has been leading the charge in snowkiting with foil designs and just launched their first water kite this spring. World Champion paraglider pilot, adventurer and kite designer Rob Whittall joins this week to talk about the evolution of snowkiting and where he thinks its going. Rob will also about talk about the parallels between paraglider and kiteboarding kite design along with Ozone's product line up for 2007. Got questions for Rob? Get your questions ans
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am afraid of aliens...I think it's the anal probe thing. 2. I have skinny feet, but fat toes. 3. I can put both my feet behind my head. 4. My favorite candy is Babyruth. 5. I love just about any cherry flavored soda. 6. I don't like spinach. 7. My food can't touch unless it's "suppose" to. 8. I hate the smell of syrup. 9. I cry sometimes in the shower when there is nothing wrong, just to release. 10. I love doing body paintings. I tagged....Cavin, Jerry, Jeff, blah1945, David I am still alive, I have just been sooo busy. Next weekend is going to be worse. I am playing hookie from work Saturday nigh
Questions, But Of Who?
Allow me to set a stage...or two. First I must note to ALL that I'm the sort of guy who makes few close friends, friends I talk to on anything near constistant (once a month or more, lol). And for the most part, ALL friends fall under the catagory of "Romantic Possibility". Not romantic want, not all of em anyway, lol, but the possibility exists to the point that...if anything starts to happen, I'd in general be game to attempt a relationship. So far so good? I'm no ho, I won't attempt to date/bang/anything MULTIPLE friends (unless they ask me, lmao), and if one showed interest the rest instantly become friends only until such interest is played out. Anyway, thats the set up for the moment. Been hangin out a fair bit with a very good friend of mine who will remain annon for now. I've considered dating her but have gotten signals saying no no. So I keep friendship strong and happily so. I love my friends and never wanna drive em off by attempting for more than what is wanted
There was this girl That loved this man She’d give her blood To hold his hand Till he left her cold And moved away She died inside And withered She decayed The love she felt She shoved inside So deep To never see the light And then this girl As she cried at night Found a boy to make it right She held him close She held him tight She’s loved many boys But was in love with one man He found her one day As she was sitting on the bed The phone rang And she bowed her head The feelings she buried Came back to life And those old dreams Of becoming his wife Resurfaced The love she felt never went away But this girl had a boy, Instead of this man And this girl couldn’t choose Who should hold her hand? A soul is transformed when you let someone in The love you feel will never end She hates to hurt them The boy and the man And to hurt either Will be her end sometimes I wish I was more like you brilliant mind with out
Someone Looked Me In the Face Brown trees, gray grass, running running don't look back the wind rustles through the trees to send a haunting mourning breeze black clouds, thunderbolts do i shake from fear or cold? hush, hush, dont dare cry times are changing by and by black water, black sun, run until i find someone the past is grim, the future bright run until the end of night it is there i hope to find my pacifiying peace of mind i'll run into your warm embrace can you look me in the face? purple trees, blue grass no more need to watch my back the wind rustles through the trees to send a calming, peaceful breeze white clouds, gentle rain you have licked my wounds of pain hush, hush, you can cry times are changing by and by crystal water, golden sun you are my sweet only one the past is grim, the future bright hold me in your arms so tight it is here that i will find my pacifying peace of mind i've run into your warm
I never knew who I was until I met myself in New Orleans and I wasn't to happy with what I found. I accepted me for who I was and knew I wouldn't be him for very long. To bad he will never know me. I let him die on the street car and I didn't even cry. He as well as I know all things die. Death is a beautiful thing because it is a part of life. Life is beautiful and it is full of death. I am still here, always living, always dying, trapped between the illusions of good and evil. I Never seen the face before I felt The Knowledge of soul, never the eyes, never the mind, never the heart, Always in eternity with a moment by our side. I feel you feeling me in a touchless reality. Here where there is the nothing that everything can be. Here is my existance My creativity. The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock Let us go then, you and I, When the evening is spread out against the sky, Like a patient etherized upon a table;
Independence & children…. Ok, had teacher conference yesterday. Overall my child is doing well…. However….. Evidently she has an issue with how I walk my child to her locker in the morning & wait in line with her outside. Teacher says I need to give more trust & independence. Other parents don’t wait in line with their kids or walk them to their lockers, so evidently I am not suppose to either. I am taking advantage of the situation while I can. I know one day, & its coming soon, where my kid is going to tell me not to do these things anymore. We have already talked about very important independent situations that will be happening in the near future. Its not something that we can change overnight. It takes time & we already have a plan. I already trust my child with some very independence. I am not saying the parents that don’t what I do are wrong for them & I am not saying that what I am doing is right for them. From the time I was about 8 I was ridin
Nature Nature And More Nature
Gentle Breezes on a Crisp Cold Night the cold wraps its arms tight about each breath I breathe leaves its mark on the night like a tiny fog for fairy lands my breath drifts up off then away it goes the wind that blows pink on my cheeks a whispered caress from a lover's speak yet no embarassment the crisp chill in the air becomes an embrace welcomed to this heated flesh filled with desire for more not less the breeze so cold so crisp so night the breath of a lover to spirit to soul lingering now about my neck shivers run the thoughts in the mind my ears hear the voice of the day we met speaking so clear gentle winds on a crisp cold night OCTOBER SNOW arising from the misted cloud of long fogged sleep to view the purest morning sight stumble to the window upon which all is white the tender flakes still falling now as they blanketed the night the chill t
My Nude Pics
ok i have been getting requests to see my nude pics, here is how it goes, you cant see my nudes just because you ask, i have to feel you are worthy, and no i dont trade nude for nude, unless you are a female, sorry guys, i love you but i have seen a lot of free dick already. hope you dont get pissed or insulted bu thats the way it goes, thanks for all your comments and rates on my regular pics. Princess Lily vote for me as your fantasy girl, wink wink only rates count, thanks guys please vote me goddess
Am I Dumb
Well, I just got some interesting news yesterday. I found out I'm pregnant. The father is my on again off again boyfriend of the last four years. The guy I was bitching about in my last blog. So we had talked about having kids before all hell broke loose and he left and we broke up...yet again. Well, I had to call him and tell him I was pregnant. That went over really well. He started laughing and crying at the same time. Then he precieded to call me later last night and tell me exactly how it was gonna be. That if we didn't get back together then the baby would spend half of the time with me and half of the time with him. I told him that we had nine months to figure it out. I don't know what to do about it. I may be completely retarded but I want to be with him and start a family. I already have one kid without a father and I sure as hell don't want two. I know that JP won't do what the other one did but it scares me anyway. Then again I don't want to be with him and then he leaves ou
A monkey was sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks past, looks up and says to the monkey, "Hey, what're you doing?" The monkey replies, "Smokin' a joint, come up and have some." So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey and they smoke a few joints. After a while the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and he's going to get a drink from the river. The lizard is so stoned that he leans over too far and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting up a tree with a monkey smoking pot, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and wanders into the jungle. He finds the tree where the monkey is sitting finishing up anotherjoint. The crocodile yells up to the monkey and hollers, "Hey!" The monke
It's All About My Man Bob Marley...r.i.p. Baby!!
"I Shot The Sheriff" "Buffalo Solider" "Oh I Luv This Song!!!" "No Woman No Cry"
this was writen for a friend of mine that was stabed beaten and shot many times for a car some ppl wanted to take and they didnt know if he was going to make it i did it right after the he woke up when they where fixing the knife cut and bullet in his heart he is fine now and home but they didnt think hed live its always the nice ppl that get shit like this happens too P.S. reaper if ur out there and read this ur the sweetest and i love you *kisses* from ur friend(pheonix666) sad to say the guy i wote this has passed on a few month back but he took this poem with him and is now part of his ashes Fate had a different plan for you And our love brought you though All of us where here waiting for you And hoping you will be here too We all knew you where to stubborn to give up And we where to stubborn to give up on you For you are a special and we all love you Reaper you a what this world needs And I’m glad I got the privilege to know you Because now you are my best f
Lavirgo's Blog Shit
I'mGuest_lavirgo2004on "Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling, By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore. "Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven, Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore- Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!" Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore." ------------------------------------------------- ABOVE IS MY FAVORITE PART OF "THE RAVEN" WRITTEN BY EDGAR ALLEN POE. I LOVE ART AND I LOVE POETRY.I CONCIDER ART TO BE ALL A ROUND US. YOU DONT HAVE TO TAKE A PICTURE OF SOMETHING OR DRAW OR PAINT SOMETHING OR EVEN BUILD SOMETHING FOR IT TO BE ART. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LOOK AT THE WORLD YOU LIVE IN AND YOU WILL SEE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF ART EVER CREATED.... AND THE CREATER WHO FORMED IS............GOD! KEEP IN MIND YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE TO PAY FOR ART THAT WAS MEANT TO BE FREE AND SEE BY
New Pictures
can some of my friends help me level up??i only need 65 points!! i'm in dallas angel's tattoo contest and i need some rates and comments.please help me's the link hey everyone there are new pics of my daughter playing in the snow.check them out and comment. thanks cheeks
Blog Of A Sexy Lil`one
Things around here aren't going so great. My check has not shown up yet, which is very odd since it is a goverment check and is supposed to arrive on the 3rd of the month. It is the 5th and still no check. No check means I am still here in El Paso and not on the bus to be with my Baby like I am supposed to be right now. Being that there is speculations that since the roomie is the one that goes to the box to get the mail all the time cause she is the only one with the key, that she is hiding it from me. If that is true or not, I don't know. SSI said it was mailed out and that I have to wait to see if it shows up and if not have the roomie write a letter saying I am being evicted and need my check right now and they will see if they can write me one out at the office. Now the thing is to see if it shows up tomorrow and if not see if the roomie will even take me down there to do such. I will more then likely lose my internet tomorrow since their phone is being put in because well, I'm
My Blogs....
Hello to everybody... Ho are u doing today? i hope everythings is fine... I will not take too much of your time.. This morning i found out someone have a crush on me.. So all i can say is thanks... i apprecciate that cause is a way of love...and right now this world need of that... Lots kisses and thanks for your time... Luigi Happy Easter to all my friends and fans on cherry. Im so sorry cause work is keeping me soo busy and i dont come on here so much as i should do. I will try to fix that as soo i can... lots kisses for all of u... Luigi Im getting tired now, i dont understand why some people invite me as friend or ask to me if she can see the NSFW folder, then i accept as friend.. and u see the bull***t! comes to have a look and leave without to say thanks or to rate or leaving a comment!!! doesnt metter how u are going to rate it!! if u like it leave a 10 if u dont leave 1!! What they think? think like this kind of picts have not to be rated or commented cause dont des
well I'm going to tell you a story about my friend "Luke"...Luke has been taking some sleeping pills for a while...I'm not for sure how long he has been taking them but it's been a anyways Luke took his sleeping pill the other night and had one drink...we were on the phone and he told me he needs to get off the phone because his sleeping pill was kicking his we hung up and we both went to the next morning I called him to see how he was doing and he told me he had a hard on from hell and he needed help...yea well I tried and he was working straight thru lunch so "Wonder Cunt or Clit Girl" couldn't help him by the time lunch is over he tells me its hurting real bad so I tell him to go to the bathroom and jack from what I know he tried cause then he called me and told me that he was at the anyways yea needles in the penis and shit and blah blah blah...doctors told him he may never be able to get a hard on again...damn that woul
Silly Quizes And Surveys
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track
Lets Start The Party Again!
well it's raining again in Buenos Aires... i'll get off for sometime because there are thunders i hate when rain is like that i'll be back when the storm calm down a bit ok? i'm a lil bit better, but anyways not completely healthy i let you all this old video, that most of you will remember (at least the oldies that grew up in the 80's lol) ahhhh... i wish i had someone that really love me :( my nose hurts :( and i still feel yucky and sick anyone wants to be my nurse? lol i'm still sick congested and my voice sound like a Teletubbie... *groans* lol i have no fever but i feel like if i played rugby with the national team lol hahaah i found this *sneezes* it's very funny hahaha well everyone can continue giving me love because i'm stupidly sick (fucking low deffenses) hahaha that could be me!! (luckyly i have a treadmiles and i know how to use it lol) HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE!
Daily Jokes
During their silver anniversary, a wife reminded her husband: Do you remember when you proposed to me, I was so overwhelmed that I didn't talk for an hour?" The hubby replied: "Yes, honey, that was the happiest hour of my life." Q: WHAT'S the difference between outlaws and inlaws A. outlaws are wanted! ------------------------------------------------- Did you hear about the two gay Irishmen? Gerald Fitzpatrick and Patrick Fitzgerald. ------------------------------------------------- Three Bad-Ass Mice Three mice are sitting in a bar. The first one exclaims, "I am one bad-ass mouse! In my hood, we have huge mousetraps. I take the damn cheese out of the traps and move the bar up and down while I eat." The second one chimes in with, "Oh yeah. Well, I'm a bad-ass mouse too. In fact, I'm such a bad-ass mouse, that in my hood, I mix rat poison with my milk and chug it down every night before I go to bed." The third gets up and starts to leave. The other two mice
The Astral City Tribune
...back to Chicago! Check out my portfolio: This summer I intend to get back to the high-contrast B&W urban shots that originally got me into photography, and there's a preview in my gallery now, taken in the off season. Look forward to large uploads starting in about a month. Cheers! ~Astral Today I am told my dear readers, is the coldest day of the winter so far. So what better a day to lie back in my perfectly warmed apartment, high above the flash-frozen city with a glass of Tennessee whiskey and contemplate the emotion of loathing? I believe it to be a completely valid emotion, and one that I've come to associate well with winters here in Milwaukee. People seem to sink in winter and I must admit I come to a similar, yet much less dramatic pose. Here there is the worst but seldom the best. Jealousy, phobias of all nature especially to change and worst of all apathy seem to run their course along with the flues and colds usually
Poems By Me
When you are away It is impossible for me to concentrate When you are away I think about you When you are away I hope my dreams come true When you are away I want to feel your warmth on my skin When you are away I don’t know what to do When you are away It makes me crazy not seeing you When you are away I hope, long, think and dream of you To find the one thing that every person searches for A soulmate the one person that is your equal or so you thought only to have that person rip out your heart and stomp it to the ground Only to leave you wondering; why did I let this person get so close to me? Was I blinded by the hope that someone could actually have feelings for me so I let my guard down Disolved the wall that very few ever get through only to suffer the pain and anguish that always follows when someone is allowed to get that close Maybe the legend is true To be the Lonewolf who forever dwells in the darkness wandering the nights alone Releases a lonely cry
Pagan Poetry/songs
Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon I ask Hecate, the Crone To take Her throne. Sleep, sister, sleep Be not alarmed, For the Great Goddess Keeps you from harm. Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon I ask Hecate, the Crone to take Her throne. Sleep, brother sleep, Be not alarmed, For the Great Goddess Holds you in her arms. Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon, We honor Hecate, the Crone Who has taken Her throne. We are of the same Mother, Goddess. We are of the same Father, God. We are of the same Planet, Earth. You are my Brother, You are my Sister, We are all part of the Same. You are my Family. You hold within you a part of me. I hold within me a part of you. Your blood, my blood, they are the same. It is the same within us all. I need not ask why. I already know the answer. You need not ask why. You already know the answer. We are all of the same. Within us we carry a part of each. We are all micro pieces of Spirit. We are Spirit. So I s
Im out of town this weekend stayed in Memphis last night and went to Beale Street and got a new tattoo you can check it out in my Tattoo folder.. they did ok on it but they were to damn high there should have waited and got it back home... on my way to Tunica today to either win some money or lose some lol... I will be on and off here over the weekend when im not busy partyin ;-) hugs and kisses Michelle Oh yeah it is my 11 yr anniversary today!!! POSTED A FEW NEW SWIMSUIT PICS IN MY VARIETY FOLDER... THE 2007 EDITION LOL come on check out all the new pics in my folders and pop those comment cherries ;-)... some in the weekend fun folder from my gf's bachelorette party last weekend they are funny and i will be posting some more of my new truck some time today :-)
Thought For The Day
Only two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity. And I am not sure about the universe. -Albert Einstien There is only one you. God wanted you to be you. Don't you dare change just because you're out numbered -Charles Swindoll I am not bound to win, but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed, but I am bound to live up to what light I might have. -Abraham Lincoln
Renegade's Rant
For those who didn't know her - The Fabulous Moolah (Lillian Ellison) was one of the original Female Wrestlers, and a long time (AND the 1st) Women's Champion in both the NWA and the WWF/WWE. Sadly, she took her final curtain call yesterday, passing away at the age of 84. It's funny. Even though I knew she was in her 80's, I always imagined her alive and kicking, having a match on her 100th Birthday. She was always so full of life, and ALWAYS was able to keep up with the younger generation in and out of the ring. The single time I was able to talk with her face to face, I enjoyed a conversation that went from the old NWA days all the way to her thoughts on (then) newcomers like John Cena. As much as I like to call myself an Encyclopedia of Wrestling information, hearing stories from her about things BEHIND the scenes made me feel like I was just starting school. Moolah - You will be missed - But you will NEVER be forgotten. I really just don't get it. Three people are dead,
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it,the more excited she gets,and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks - this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second
Welcome to my new blog here on CherryTap, TruthTap, which is designed to give a rather thorough and unique view of the events of the world we live in and life in general. In this first edition we shall explore some of the issues that may not be making the news and even some that are... UNNECESSARY MESSING WITH THE SIGN FONTS...AND YOU'RE PAYING FOR IT In some states you have started seeing a strange new font appear on some of your highway signs. You may hvae noticed that a number of the letters and numbers don't look quite the way they used to. The reason: The federal government have started publishing standards for how to implement this new font, called "Clearview". And you are paying for this rather radical adjustment to your signage. It is already becoming more commonplace throughout Arkansas, Texas, and Pennsylvania. But just because PennDot, ADOT, and TxDot like it, is it really necessary? The study says yes...and the idea is that instead of using standard FHWA (Fe
..well.. Its True.
i dig them as a band but i never really thoguht any thing of it... i saw them the other day and they have gained a new respect fomr me. the bassist wouldnt stop hitting on me which made it a little weird but i still had fun.. and he gave me a pick which he signed. =) shucks shumthin' awful. Yarly. so Canada has opened up its borders and they are welcoming Mexicans saying "We cannot live without them" something that America has denied for years. so First your Mexican, then Mexican American, and Now Mexican Canadian.... "Hola Como Esas, eh?" =P (yes its a joke, but...its true.)
Please help!!!!! We need some comments help here....You help me and I will return the love......those who know me, know i will...hugs, love and lots more hugs Needs help to get to the next level..... Show love, bomb him.....very sweet guy Deep@ CherryTAP me and sexy sissy are in a best friends contest...we made it to round 2......... ANY HELP! would be greatly appreciated.... Show some love.. we'll show it back, you know we is the link thanks, love, hugs and many kisses...M'Lady Tina
Stories I Have Written 18+ Only
Schoolboy Crush.. part 3.. 18+ As the last wave came from them both, he released his bite on her neck. Lowering her to the floor, he removed the spreader bar and carried her off to her bed. As she lay there in his arms, he kissed her full of passion, for the very first time. Schoolboy Crush part 3.. Between the mix of quick bites on the other's bottom lip and the probing of their tongues full on, they kissed for what seemed like an hour. But in reality was much longer as, daybreak had begun. Lost inside their heated passions, time really wasn't revelant to either of them. Rick pulled her close to him and allowed her to rest. He knew she was exhausted, as he had worked her quite well that night. As Dana slept, Rick began to study her even further. Taking in all of her womanly curves, from the curve of her brow, to the tips of her ideal toes. His mind racing as he did. How did he manage to have this woman, one of so many of his dreams and deep set desires, lying there in
Your Hidden Talent Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements. What's Your Hidden Talent? Courtesy of
Torn In Half
Christmas Vacation Category: Life I keep thinking of leaveing for my Vacation In Oregan and Im really excited about leaveing for a week, but Im also sadend by the fact that I wont have anyone to kiss romanticly on New Years Eve. I get into the airport at 11:30pm that New Years Eve. I wont be to anybodys house that quick to receive my New Years kiss. The kiss means alot to me that one person makeing the new year count.... So I look at this as who ever shows up atthe airport that night to pick me up and give me that all inportant kiss and is a person that needds to be in my life some how, I beleive in signs and wounders or something like all the romantic fate. so here is my information on my flight I will be coming in on united flight #716 it will be bush airport in houston. If I dont know u I suggest u are holding a red long stem rose that way I know u are there for me. I just really hope this one person will show up, because I really want my special kiss to go to this person becasu
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  Yep MSN are country folk     I'm very new to Cherry Tap and i like very much even our Jen loves Cherrys Hangover Ratings 1 star hangover No pain. No real feeling of illness. You slept in your own bed and when you woke up there were no traffic cones in there with you. You are still able to function relatively well on the energy stored up from all those vodka and Red Bulls. However, you can drink 10 bottles of water and still feel as parched as the Sahara. Even vegetarians are craving a Cheeseburger and a bag of fries.  2 star hangover No pain, but something is definitely amiss.  You may look okay but you have the attention span and mental capacity of a stapler. The coffee you hug to try and remain focused is only exacerbating your rumbling gut, which is craving a full English breakfast. Although you have a nice demeanour about the office, you are costing your employer valuable money because all you really can handle is some light filing, followed by ai
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Muh Blogs Bitches
A hundred years from now it will not matter what my bank account was, The sort of house I lived in, Or the kind of car I drove...But the world may be differnt because I was important in the life of another. We go by this at muh job. I work for mentally challanged people and let me tell you this is so very true when you work with them. Even though they have set backs in their lives. Not for one second do they want you to sit there and feel sorry for them or feel bad. Because they wouldnt take it back for anything. The fact that they have all these challanges that they have faced and whats yet to come they still stop to smile and make sure that you smile too. I just wanted to share this with all of you. It just seems like yesturday that we saw your smiling faces. It just seems like yesturyear when you were in the back cutting up and beeing your goofy self. The days slowly pass by and yet it seems like its all a dream and that we will all wake up. But we know that you 5 are in a better
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This Night (for Teresa) This night is our pride. We've danced together like two wild flowers-- stalk to stalk, crown to crown, we've made love under the canopy of stars. We recited strange poetry and ate exotic foods, we dreamt each other's faces-- you appeared soft and delicate, playful and dreamy like the Northern Lights-- my beauty of Norway, my star, my love, my sun! Denne natten (til Teresa) Denne natten er vår stolthet. Vi har danset sammen som to ville blomster stilk med stilk krone med krone, vi har elsket under stjernebaldakinen. Vi leste opp ukjente dikter og spiste eksotiske måltider, vi drømte om hverandres ansikter. Du viste deg bløt og fin, leken og drømmende som Aurora Borealis-- min skjønnhet av Norge, min stjerne, min elskede, min sol! Copyright ©2006 by Alexander Shaumyan AShaumyan@ CherryTAP Transelation Of the lyrics: I see that you are tired, But I can’t le
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I got a L.A. Style hair do and it f'ing rox. I have my purple and blue out of my hair now its all dark until I get home then will redo it. I am flying home tomorrow for my b-day. 1. Have you ever thought about getting your nipples pierced? No, but wanted to 2. Does a kiss make your boo boos feel better? LoL uh... depends on where i am hurting (wink,wink) 3. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Uh yeah many many times when i partied. I still party but not that bad lol. 4.Do you start the water when you get in or when you are in the shower? Uh depends on what i am doing before i take the shower i guess. 5. Which shoe do you put on first, left or right? Right 6. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? No, but have dated a few guys that have. 7. Have you ever had more than 10boyfriends/girlfriends? More than that lol just kidding. 8. Have you ever thought about your death? Yeah, I think we all do every once and a while. 9. Have you eve
k now that i hit lvl 9 and have 10 open pic slots what should i post??? please people give me ideas lol todays my bday.... damn. over 100 friends and only 3 or 4 even noticed it was my bday.... lol you all are terrible friends lol all late bday wishes better be sent with something special cuz after tonight im not gonna accept them without a special gift and i wont make it easy >:) but i still love you all *kisses* ;)
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me too...come join me in club dimension CLICK THERE!! SUNDAYS CAN BE SO BORING! WHY DONT YOU RELIEVE YOUR BOREDOM BY COMING INTO CHERRYLICIOUS RADIO LOUNGE CLICK THERE!! this lovely man, he's a genuine honest bloke, and really needs some help in the contest he's in. It's best B&W pic. I WAS in a lounge, and they all said "yea we'll help, he helped us"....did they? MY ASS THEY DID!!! So...let's all please go bomb this pic with comments....specially the brits on my list, cuz we gotta stand united lol
who the hell invented waitressing anyways? it's a crock. like today and several other days, i bust my ass make sure their meals are okay give them something free then the person stiffs you by either not leaving a tip or this lady today leaves me 85 cents. what the hell am i going to buy with that? do people not realize that down here at leaste don't know about other states but i get paid 2.75 an hr plus tips which doesn't get me anywhere! shit i came here to kansas not by choice i was homeless and only one person in my life would help me. my fam doesn't give a shit about me since my mom died. not even my dad. hell i called him and told me he didn't have room for me. i was like not even on the couch, now here's the situtaion on that. My dad married my step mom one year, 3 months and 28 days after my mom died. in fact got married on my mom's birthday! well his step son can live there but i cant? do you know how crappy that makes me feel? he's trying to get me to leave his life completly,
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