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My Path
When is it enough?  No particular "thing" just in general..... What is strong?  Is it the will to stay and fight or being big enough to walk away? When you hit the wall and you push and kick until you are out of breath, then you take a step, get a drink of water, look at that wall and decide you're ready to try it again because you can move it. Does it move, can you with sheer will, faith and belief move that wall?  Or does it just stand there impenetrable, unwilling to give an inch? I have reacted when I should have been pro-active.  I thought (wrongly) that others actions justified my reactions.  I lashed out not once, but many times and it was uncalled for, unjustified.   I have been a person I don't want to be and irrational when I should not have been.  I have been unloyal to myself if only in my actions and all the while thinking it would do some good. I've let myself down more times than I can count in the last few days, more times....than I could have imagined.  My alte
My Personal Collection All By Me
HI... My name is Ashley Nichole. I go by Sexichica88 on this site.   My friends call me sexi or chica.   I am the "Queen" of STFU (Sexi Twisted Females Uncensored) We are a group of women who's sole purpose is to love each other and have each others backs.. We are here not to fight with other groups but to embrace the friendships and love from everyone in our group. However we are not afraid to back each other up and tell you to STFU if you give any of us problems. We are family. We do  whatever it takes to make our members feel welcome. STFU is growing day by day. Our members are made to feel loved and important. They are made to feel like they're not alone which everyone knows is something that they want to feel. We don't claim to be better than anyone else. We don't claim to be anything but ourselves. We accept all and we love having new members.   PinkSugar is my number 2 STFU girl. She is an AMAZING woman who I would say would go above and beyond for anyone. She has a H
Bad Habitz Member Info
Want an awesome new toolbar to help you search and keep up with your favorite Bad Habitz all in one place?? Download the Bad Habitz Toolbar - you can take the tunes with you! Also includes helpful links for members and staffers. Music If you aren't hearing music, please be sure you have correct the Windows Media Player plugin for your browser and your version of WMP: Version 11 for XP and Vista. Version 9. If you listen through other programs such as I-tunes, please click the now playing link in the lounge.  The listen link is in the middle of that page.   Cams If you aren't seeing the cams make sure you have the Adobe Flash Player Plugin. Also, if you are not a member or do not have a verified Fubar salute - YOU WILL NOT BE GIVEN THE CAM PASSWORD. Lounge Rules: No Douchebags - Respect us and we will respect you. No Drama/No Bullshit - take it to the shoutbox. DO NOT flirt with the owner. No caps lock except for staff. Please do not post links with out mgmt approva
Zombie/ Insanewriting
  The PeepHole   I am going to die soon. I want to come clean I need to tell someone what I did. Even if no one finds this I need to at lease make some kind of try. My name is not important because I learn my life was never was. The ghosts of my past, of my wife and daughter hunts me. I abandoned them the both of them and I never looked back. This is that story the story of the two people who didn’t need to die.We were at home eating our supper in front of the TV like we have for a week now ever since the news came public with the outbreak. It started in the ghettos of the city no one really cared that bums and hookers came up missing or dead, who would? All and all I didn’t believe the outbreak story anyways I just thought it was some kind of rich vs. poor kind of thing a class riot and being mid class I had no place in this and I didn’t care. How foolish I was that’s me the guy who waits to late. I seen my first murder when I was at the office me and my bes
Week End Fun
This is one of my blogs please read and contribute if you find any thing ineresting. www.sportinggoodsdata.com Here is another one that some may find interesting. www.outdoorcampingworld.com  I've put together yet another one this may apeal more to the ladies feel free to contribute or comment. www.outdoorlivingzone.com   Labor Day, is an interesting holiday honoring working people by giving them a day off.  It seems to mark the end of summer, the days get shorter and the nights grow longer in turn the cooler nights will arrive soon. It sparks family values, a need for adventure. What a better place to start then the great outdoors. While some may stay around and cookout with family and friends, others want to explore there energetic passions it may be hiking, bicycling, camping, walking on the beach, all bringing them many facet's of enjoyment. What ever the choice, be thankful, and be safe. Outdoor suplies provided by www.rcampout.com WHAT I CALL FUN IS CAMPING IN WILDERNESS WITH
Poetry
Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriendNo way, no way, I think you need a new oneHey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriendHey, hey, you, you, I know that you like meNo way, no way, you know it's not a secretHey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriendYou're so fine, I want you mine, you're so deliciousI think about you all the time, you're so addictiveDon't you know what I can do to make you feel alright?Alright, alright, alrightDon't pretend, I think you know I'm preciousAnd so yeah, I'm a hey, hey princessI can tell you like me too and you know I'm rightI'm right, I'm right, I'm rightShe's like so whateverYou could do so much betterI think we should get together nowAnd that's what everybody?s talking aboutHey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriendNo way, no way, I think you need a new oneHey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriendHey, hey, you, you, I know that you like meNo way, no way, you know it?s not a secretHey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfr
Hello Everyone
    After the stars struck our eye’s and filled our hearts with Glee, we were frozen by our positive answer that we read; your mother and father to be. Three months ago and today, that same stunning shock that first overwhelm us; has consumed us once more. Forever you shall remain in our hearts as our child that we have always wished to raise, love and adore. I kissed you good night and your mother held you tight, you have brought us closer than; your end that was never in sight. We will be a family again on the Lord’s Golden Shore but, until then; look down from heaven and watch over us as we bond and explore. Word’s can’t express, the footprints of your little feet on my heart, nor the memories left behind; so take the Lord’s Hand, you’ll be just fine. There is NO explanation or judgment that can be put on Trial, with the circumstances that we have been placed to face. We miss you more today than yesterday and will continue to journey onwa
My Thoughts
Beautiful Morning Daylight flows in as morning does break You find yourself waking with a deep seeded ache And there your Master sleeps by your side Your need for him is something you cant hide Slowly your hand slides down his chest No wanting to disturb him from his rest But deep within there burns such a fire Not knowing if you can curb your desire Gently you wrap your hand around his cock Enjoying the feel, so warm and so soft Slowly you start stroking up and down The burning ache inside grows in leaps and bounds Slowly under the sheet, your Master starts to grow You slid down the sheets just above his toes Lower your crawling down on the bed Softly and gently your tongue teases the now throbbing head Taking him in deep, as far as he will go The passion now growing as he continues to grow Back to the head, with no time to waist Catching the first drops, savoring the taste Quickly now, your throat takes it in deep Feeling th
Thoughts
I have fount there are lots of rules or guidlines to follow in a relationship that are very important like it or not. Here is my list of must do’s to save any relationship. So if you truely love someone please read and try to apply what you can. These go for guys and girls. 1. Never go to bed angry! this is very important. Always discus and try to solve any problem as quickly as possible.2. NEVER lie to your partner. no matter what honesty is very important in any relationship. it is better to tell the truth and earn trust than to be caught in a lie. Honesty is very important. it solves problems and lets the other person know what is on your mind and how you feel.3. I love you should only be said if you truely mean it. never say it to make things easier. if you feel your love for someone is fading talk about it with your partner before its gone and all you have is resentment twards the other person.  If you dont want to fix or save the relationship then go your seperate ways do
Stitch Mouth
Deep down south in the cemetery where I stayExhuming all the corpses and I drag them awayOn ropes and trees the breeze makes them swayBreathing new life into the ones who decayedDeadmen crap as I dance a little dittyAnd the dead bitches rubbing on their cold ass tittiesHoldin' in pain shovin' their fingers in their boxesNasty bleedin' yellow pus and shit oozin' out their crotchesShove sticks in their eyes so the maggots fall outOver to the jack o lantern it's what they make their routeAll around the circle black candles start to incinerateJuices from their private parts start to generateAn eerie purple glow that's like a black lightIlluminate the pumpkin faces that are frozen in frightGivin' praise to Lucifer on this Halloween dedicationOctober burns, it's a Devil's night celebrationDouble, double toil an troubleFire burn and cauldron bubbleDouble, double toil an troubleSomething wicked this way comesDouble, double toil an troubleFire burn and cauldron bubbleDouble, double toil an trou
My Poetry
Ambivalence consumes me Love and hate war within my headDrawn and yet repulsedI'm filled with constant dreadI yearn for his affectionYet I don't want him near meIf I can't have his full attentionI don't want any of it.His half-hearted attempts to please meOnly make me want him lessHis unwilling touch sickens meThis much I will confess.While he sleeps beside meI gaze upon his faceA jumble of emotions fill meMy heart begins to raceWhy do I even want himDoes anybody know?Yet if I don't want himWhy do my tears flow?Copyright V.A.R.D. 2005 Trapped…In this hell of my own makingI rail at my prison walls and curse the day I fellFell for your lying eyes and twisted heartHow blind could I have been?Lost…In a maelstrom of love and painWanting to be near you, Wanting to run awayNeeding to find something to end this constant painNeeding to find my way out of this dark holeBound…By my love for you, my heart enthralledBy the vows I spoke in truth on that far away dayThe day I l
Voodoo Tomb Of Marie Laveau
Hello all, there are several great shops Ii suggest to ypu to shop while in town but these are not where I meet my tours. My tours are reservation only and can meet privatly at  your special loation and time OR you could resevre and join my exclusive open tours which meet in mid-city at 4905 Canal street at the Beachcorner bar  for New Orleans Only Evening Cemetery Tour— The Haunted Moonlight Graveyard tour at twilght time, the Magical Mystery Tour day till dusk, and Cities of the Dead Tour OR the Voodoo Cemetery tour at 12pm and the Tour of the Undead tour at 8:30pm meets at Jean Lafittes Blacksmith Shop Bar at 941 Bourbon Street. Call 504-915-7774 for reservations on book on line from tour page for discounts! Tap into the link below to see some of Bloody Mary's Tours and Voodoo Work! See Bloody Mary and hear an eerie EVPon AOL's The Smart Show! Visit Marie Laveaus Hpuse on my Voodoo Cemetery tour but visit marie Laveau's House of Voodoo shop while you are in town. It is file
Untitled
These walls are closing in on me, in the distance, there's something i cannot see. The sky is black, the ground is cold, the hurt is beginning to take its toll. On my mind, im falling deep, into a presipis, I begin to weep. The tears they fall down my cheek, over my frown, im feeling weak. As the tears travel down over my chest, and over my heart, its frozen at best. I close my eyes and curl up in bed, Pulling the covers over my head.   Anger fills up my soul, I bet its something you've never known. the sweet girl you once knew,
Creative Mayhem
Im looking for ideas and suggestions for clean, sexy, classy art. (photos of me). I though I had an idea, For a sec I wondered what was the thought. So I was thinking on what I thought. The thought was on the idea of thinking of just ideas. Ideas of events that might happen if I let them. If I let the ideas grow within. Then the following statement is true-- I am a slave to myself? If a guy masterbates in the shower, is that considered mass suicide? Or juse genocide by self-indulgence of mother nature?
My Daily
Fact of the day:    The average four year-old child asks over four hundred questions a day.   “Someone save me”     Joke of the day:   Why sex is like riding a bike….   1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You c
In The Head!
This article was published. Ranked #1 for birthstories.An early angel In the winter of 1991, some very significant events would unfold and ultimately change my life forever. I was about five months pregnant with my second child. The winter was blistering cold, and I ended up with pneumonia. Thinking that I only had a cold, I waited to go to the doctor's office. I waited too long. I ended up in critical condition in the hospital's intensive care unit.   At twenty-four weeks pregnant; I had stopped breathing entirely, and a respirator supported me. I remember waking occasionally to feel a cold plastic cover over me that I know now was intended to bring my body temperature down. I also remember my sister prying my eyes open to show me a picture of some tiny and ill looking baby. In the state I was in, I did not connect my sister's words with the idea that the baby in the photo was mine. As the days passed and my sister worked harder to wake me, I began to focus a bit better on what it
First Blog
first blog France's President Sarkozy leaves a Paris hospital, having spent the night under observation after collapsing while jogging. The head of Iran's judiciary orders a decision within a week on prisoners arrested after June's disputed elections, reports say.
Mumm Within A Blog Hehehehe
Warning !!!!! This is a test of the EMERGENCY BLOGGING SYSTEM!!!!!!!!   The writer of this blog is trying to see if he can comment in "said blog"   this is just a test .....................................beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep   if this had been an actual emergency ,you would have been asked to bend over and kiss your arse goodbye  :O:O         ok ,after being dared ,by a few of the sexy mummettes ,i just want to see who amongst the "lady mummers" has me on their "to do lists".i am sorry ,that this is pretty much a "hot or not " blog ,but i am just curious .don't be afraid to say "helllllll no you aren't " ,you won't hurt my e-feelers at all .don't be afraid to let me know though if i am on your list :D :D  hehehe . well that being said ,let the mayhem insue ............... Well ,i was s
Fantasy Reality
OMG! WOW! FINALLY! I have waited so long for this. O where do I start. hold on baby let me get that for you. just go sit down cuz tonight its gonna b all bout U. wait let me take off ur boots yea i know but thats ok dis is about you all for u. O yeah u noticed, yeah I told you I was gonna start back working out I know u didn't believe me, o u really think its lookin good n tight yeah baby did it all 4 u! but nuff bout me tonight is bout you. i got a nice bath waiting for you food is ready yeah didn't know what you were in the mood for so i fixed everything! yeah looks like a freakin feast huh. o dats cool go head baby i know ur hungry just wash up for dinner. WOW! been so long, can't help starin at you WOW! ok ok im gonna eat i try to stop staring. just been waiting so long now that wait is over. please finish i try to stop watchin you. so r u tired i know it was a long trip back o sorry i can't help it ok ok...hmmm let me help you with that better yet just stand there i will undress y
Personal-ly-ity
Well i decided to get a new audio book so i could revise some of my political views and ideas or to make sure they were indeed the right thing to do to insure a republic. I decided to get the all time classic -  plato's : the republic, i thought i'd find the argumetative dialogue intriguing and it could give me some ideas and help me figure out what countries mean morally and such.Instead, what i get is this dudes interpretation of the key arguments. The worst thing is he uses no facts, or working examples. In his wording all he does is quote historical periods. yeah, going to 200 bc 400 bc then jumping to 17th century and 18th century - quoting al these people with obscure examples; that's what he does. Needless to say after an hour and twenty minutes i realised it was not the republic. It was the most popular of the republic searches and was the highest rated, but not the republic. My laptop keybaord has been punched, spilled on, and abused for the last 3 years and is finally wearing
Real Life Journal
Well, the move to Fort Pierce Florida is no more.  I'm staying in Iowa, with the corn :) [[Which corn does not SERIOUSLY take over Iowa like some believe]] Anyway, I based my choice by my sincere desire to continue my education and get a degree in Health Information Technology.  After two years I will have my associates degree.  I graduated highschool a semester early because I had enough credits and I went straight to college.  My first term I was enrolled in Psychology, Composition 1, Medical Terminology and Chemistry.  I have an appointment to enroll for my Fall courses soon so I'll be sure to give ya'll a nice update :) Enough about school.  I just got back home from my hometown (where I'm moving back to) And I came home and packed everything up right away.  I'll be making the move on Sunday.  -YIKES- I will have little computer time so I'll probably be on fubar about 10-20 minutes a day IF THAT.  Yes, it really sucks but after I get a job I'm going to American (An electronics sto
The Love Of Ink!
well is is my story of y i love tattoos!! i got my first tat when i was 20. i thought it was the coolst thing, hurt like a mutha but i did it! im my opinion your body is a caves waiting to be painted on! by the time i die and move on my body will tell my life story! each tat represents something about me. lol lets take my stars for example, ppl allways ask y did you get stars? well i got 6 stars cuz im only a 6 star guy being out of ten, so i got roon to learn and be a better man!! so when i think iv addvansed i will keep adding them till i have ten! i dont think that will ever happen cuz il never be perfect. my tiger represents me and my personality! if any of you know me well you know what i meen. to me when im under the gun getting ink done, man i feel like im in heaven!! ppl say it hurts and dont get me wrong sometimes it does! but theres no better kinda pain!! its like a piece of history is being place on you and you keep it with you forever!! i love when i have extra money and ca
Erm Deep Fried Noobs Anyone ?
give me fubucks for the spotlight muahahahah how is this more offensive than hitler, osama or kim jung il ? i got more complaints for this than the other three. sick world indeed. eat my ball sweat.
Nherbal
Forging Dating and Marriage Issues OnlineBy Francis K Githinji The online dating phenomenon today has brought many issues in terms of love and dating. It is what has occasioned matchmaking websites to come into place as they prepare themselves towards changing people's lives. You need to know that these websites are hundreds in number and are always busy serving their clients. You should not think because they are there, many people are not using them. Make no mistake of forgetting that the case of matchmaking and other online dating issues are new phenomena in the virtual platform but not in the real world. It is just that they have used the reality on the ground and perfected it online from where people are able to make use of the best services that affect their lives. You need to realize that matchmaking websites are not only dealing with matchmaking issues alone, but you can have other needs and services in online dating for the sake of friendship and mere dating. The most dyna
Obama
My name is d'Lynn. I'm a disabled Vietnam vet. I don't look too bad for a beat-up old fart, do I? And that's my ride. She's looking pretty good looking also, especially when you consider that she'll turn twenty this summer. That's right, it's a 1990 with a 1990 sidecar. I can't ride a solo bike, ergo the sidecar rig. It's my sole means of transportation - rain or shine, snow or wind, and this summer also marks a milestone in both of our lives, as I will finally be able to pay her off. Twenty years old? What? Why did it take so long? You weren't paying attention, were you? It's right at the beginning of this paragraph. I am a disabled vet, which means I receive a veterans administration disability pension, which also means "I'm broke!" Just one step ahead of being homeless every month, and that's not an idle statement or an"Oh, whoa is me" dire complaint. There s a point to this, so hang in there a minute or two and read on. There's a 25-year-old illegal immigrant woma
Qoutes
1. If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.   2. If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to.   3. If you judge people, you have no time to love them.   4. Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one. 5. Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye. love me without fear trust me without restriction want me without demand accept me as i am here's to the guys who love the losers that lost me and the lucky bastards who get to meet me.
Bourbon, Straight Up, No Ice...
Insofar as I may be heard by anything, which may or may not care what I say, I ask, if it matters, that you be forgiven for anything you may have done or failed to do which requires forgiveness. Conversely, if not forgiveness but something else may be required to insure any possible benefit for which you may be eligible after the destruction of your body, I ask that this, whatever it may be, be granted or withheld, as the case may be, in such a manner as to insure your receiving said benefit. I ask this in my capacity as your elected intermediary between yourself and that which may not be yourself, but which may have an interest in the matter of your receiving as much as it is possible for you to receive of this thing, and which may in some way be influenced by this ceremony. Amen. Learn to smoke.Drink bourbon, straight up, no ice.Hold a conversation about the Republic with a Platonist.Argue with God. Everyday.Become disgusted with yourself. And get over it.Get a Boxer's Fracture, snap
Deep Inside
All who look, and click away Soon will be done, in the same way If I add you, I think your cool If you ignore me, then your the fool I do not add because you have asked I add because your attention I've grasped I will not keep you, if you don't talk For those, I draw a line of caulk I'm not a collector of friends you see I dont know why thats thought of me If you want me as part of your collection You have made the wrong selection Friends I seek just so you know People to get the chance to know If I have sparked and flamed your intrigue Then get to know me and I'll join your league Speak to me, write to me try to get to know me But do not ignore or fail to approach me Given a chance, and given the time I kept those who shown me a piece of their time I deleted those who did not show care I kept them till now, but obviously they weren't there What i have left in my friends list you see Is people who share the same Ideas as me I add those who want to get to know me The others c
Queenheadtemptress/headenchantress
i sit and watch you we talk almost every nite even in your druken stoper i cant shake you what has taken my brian if you would only open up to me you would see iam not like your ex i would love you hold you and cry with you it broke my heart to watch your pain last nite you stumble around the room i was feeling helpless i couldnt be there in case you got hurt i cried last nite and yes the words i said i meant even tho you cant seem to let me in i hope one day you can see me as a person you can like or love we talked about our kids last nite iam bloggin this to you so you can remeber even tho you probally wont remeber just always know that iam here for you no matter how far we are i will be there for you to cry to remeber your not alone in your pain you know my pain love ya queen the phonbe rings awaken from a dream i answer its ny sister the conversation is not good i get the news my aunt had died in her sleep omg my aunt no we were close i cant get down to ky to late to say goodbye i
Franks Measeges
my space.com  is the place u can find me there or facebook is the place u can find me there  u can get free yahoo acunt send e mail and talk im is there any pa ladys whant to chat with me if so im me its fmingora@yahoo.com  or frkm51@aol.com  hi ladys i like new friends like to chat to nice ladys hers my yahoo measenger acunt ok fmingora@yahoo.com just add me ok hi ladys wana chat with nice guy from bethlehem pa i have yahoomeassenger its fmingora@yahoo.com give me shout
Wonderful Sb Conversations
This morning there was a mumm posted calling fubar a white racist.  This mumm was reported not because the mummer had an issue with fubar, or with white people as a whole, but because the way the person went about spewing his vile racist hate in general.  This twat waffle made Dana look like a cross between Santa and a cuddly teddy bear.As always, read from the bottom up... and as Raist says, comments are our friends.->879999: You have no clue what my political leanings are. You have no clue what I think of Obama as a president OR as a person. You just assume you know me, my thought process or my political leanings. Now, begone little boy.879999: because i'm not yours; i biracial too; but i care; u don't->879999: You are a disgrace to your race, and to the HUMAN race as well. Be gone.->879999: I never said I was mad we had a biracial president, ya twat waffle. And you have no mumm, genius. You lost it. I wasn't the only one that reported you, by the way.879999: rasicist; your the one w
My Dad
Thank you to everyone for your thoughts, prayers and words of support. As I sat here reading this, I thanked God for each and everyone of you. As of last nite when we left, my dad was still strong and holding his own. The doctor said that they are doing they're best to keep him comfortable. During the time we were up there, he was clear for only about a half hour. Last nite was a revelation for me in a lot of ways. And the most shocking one was, that I am unable to trust the woman who has married him only recently. I'm alone in a sea of confusion. In the middle of two women warring over a man who will soon be gone. And all my kids and I are wanting is to spend time with him before he is gone. Peaceful time to talk, let him know how much we love him, trying to encourage him.  And I am sitting here right now, not knowing what to do. Only wanting to see his wishes followed thru. And finding out in a three hour conversation that he has divulged those wishes to only one person who won't
More For My Angel
Daydreams Should you cross my mind a single time in passing through the day I could call it happenstance a fleeting moment and continue on my way But for all the times I turn around and find you standing there I can not shrug it off simply continue on without the slightest care It is not only at nighttime you come through into my dreams If that were true I’d be sleeping now as I look at you standing before me If I must continue alone through these mundane days of mine I could not ask a better fantasy having you with me as they go by Without You Really Here I know I didn't show you how I really feel I know what you needed from me was something real I wasted a whole lot of time Made you work for every moment you could steal If given the chance, I'd show you it's real Real love, real attention never miss the chance to mention How I really love you How I really need you
Myles Innner Voices"reflections In Songs"
Online chat Friendship sought Innocent enough Phone calls Shared thoughts Never enough Thoughts of you Day and Night Encounters bright Moments turned to hours Spent together Chat, phone and letter Morning Noon Night Falling Asleep Sound by voice At my side Fluttering of my heart Never met Could this be right Tears wept Feelings intense Into my life you crept Others nearby Can’t compare Love so dear Could it be real Feelings cyber deep Of one you may never meet Scared to let go My heart rings tight I, too, love you And I will hold on With All my might
Poems By Me
You left me once and did me wrong a m illion times, but still I want you to be mine. Proof that love is blind. In my heart you will never find another that will consume my heart and mind. I need you by my side. My tears could drown me. My fears surround me. No matter what I do, I can't put my past behind me. You've shown me heaven only to take it away without warning. Take this pain away. I never meant to betray, the one thing that you've trusted me with. Your love is a gift. I admit I was too childish to to recognize it when you were mine. A love that can not be defined. It was the sweetest surrender. Our last kiss I remember. Reminise, I can't. The wounds are too fresh. I was blessed. A beautiful mess. Twisted by the hand of time. Just one more time? No one gets it right the first time. The last time, plays over and over like a movie on repeat in my mind. I can't pause and rewind. You can't give a map to a blind man, then condemn him for not getting to your heart on time. It's hard t
Kristen's Thoughts
The moment i opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin.   I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, i pray your feeling are true.   I have love and i have paid cost And i have felt the pain of love i  lost.   But, now, I think i have truly found An angel who walks upon the ground.   You so beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly.   I could search my life through And never find another you,   You are so special that i wanted  you to know I truly, completely love you so. I Trusted you , To always cherish and hold me dear, Keep me safe from harm or fear, Hold me close, hold me near.   I Trusted you, Never to cheat or betray, Be eve faith ful and stay, True in every way.   I Trusted you, Never to lie to me, Or no anguish to see, Always steadfast be,   I Trusted you, To treat me as you're wife, To always treasure my life, Cause no sorrow or strife,   I Trusted you, I made a mistake, You made it a
My Writings
"Where are we going?" Tammie asked as they turned down the dirt road. "Alittle patience Tammie," Larry chuckled as he looked over at the redhead beside him, "and you will see soon enough."  Tammie pouted alittle but sat back in her seat and looked at the landscape thru the window. Uneasiness started setting in as the woods grew thicker around them and she looked over at her boyfriend. Larry merely smiled and reached over and ran a hand up her thigh. Soon their destination came into sight and if anything her uneasiness grew.  "What are we doing here?" she asked with a wary look in her eye, as she read the sign in front of them.  Welcome to Milestown, we hope you enjoy your stay, is what the sign read and it was easy to see that this small town was clearly deserted.  "YOU BROUGHT ME TO A DESERTED TOWN???" Tammie screamed at Larry.  The man visibly flinched, but recovered quickly as he explained that it was not the town that he brought her to see but a certain building. Tammie sat up
New Is New
Had my first "date" in three years. We had arranged to meet at a local bookstore at 630 last night, she didnt show up til almost an hour later, if I werent so alone I wouldnt have even waited but I did, and it just got worse from there. She was in such a hurry to get away she ended up taking the wrong bus just to ditch me. Why doesnt god just let me die already? I know in the end if things continue this way im just going to become a monster and bring death and hatred to humanity. Maybe thats what im supposed to do. And it wasnt like I was being all depressed and angry or nothing, I did my best to be my old pre-seattle happy self. Its just no good. Oh well. can anyone explain to me what "rhinoceri" (as in "no rhinoceri" in an ad offering a room to rent) means, I had answered an ad saying that and they all turned out to be gay so Im thinking its a gay thing, but Id like to have at least an idea whats going on cause they were really snobby to me and I need to know if I should just plain b
My Wounds
I love you through my anger, In between my fits of rage. I want us to be happy, But I just can't turn the page. I see in you the answer To every time I've prayed. Then I get mad; you leave the room; I wish that you had stayed. My love just wants to hold your hand, But my anger doesn't care. I feel the weight you carry. It really isn't fair. I gave our country everything The day I went to war. I thought the cost would be my life, But it turned out to be much more. I look into my child's eyes, And I see a child burned By Napalm lying on the ground, Without a lesson learned. So now they send the young folks To act like war is fun, Without a thought of how they'll feel When their killing job is done. When folks go fill their gas tanks I think they all should know, A veteran's future happiness Is drowning in the flow.         I struggle wiuth this everyday. Wish I had more ppl to lean on. MEDALS Don't envy a man his medalsAll those ribbons on his chestHe did not try to get themT
Song Lyrics I Love
Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise Black bird singing in the dead of night Take these sunken eyes and learn to see all your life you were only waiting for this moment to be free Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise, You were only waiting for this moment to arise, You were only waiting for this moment to arise Alison Krauss & Gillian Welch(O Brother, Where Art Thou? Soundtrack)Some bright morning when this life is o'erI'll fly awayTo that home on God's celestial shoreI'll fly away.Chorus:I'll fly away, oh GloryI'll fly away in the morningWhen I die Hallelujah, by and byI'll fly away.When the shadows of this life have goneI'll fly awayLike a
Inside The Inner Mind Of The †drummer From Hell†©
Well, appanrently, I'm a "horrible person" to some. Well, those who actually took the time to get to know me, know damn well, that I'm one to care, ALOT about the one's that deserve it. Well, one seems to think that after pushing me away, I didn't care, and when I tried to care, they didn't want it, THEN, made me out to be a cold-hearted, piece of shit stalker.I AM NOT A STALKER!! I do not stalk, I care not to stalk. I deserve to know why I'm getting treated wrong, for someone else's wrong doings. NEWS FLASH! When someone tells you one thing, then does the complete opposite, your credibilty, is pretty much FUCKED! But, lying about me, portraying me to be something I'm not, and then accusing me of things, is not the way to go about it. If you really wanna sit there, and make yourself out to be a victim of an abusive person, when someone else that actually is like that, your chances at sympathy, are slim. YOU made the choices you made. YOU chose to go down that road. YOU were fully aware
I Write
It is hethe other me that gazes with gluttony into the glare of glorious adoration that fills the hallows of my eyes for him and overflows in sighs shaped like searing tears at the thought of never belonging to him wholly and devoted, undying and resounding the ever-pounding waves of unbridled love my heart sings for him like a silly serendipitous child belting out a round at their first recitalI am the title of the book that shook and plans to steal the heart that hides beneath the him that is real. I am the pages of the song he won't sing but that he whispers sometimes when he drifts off to sleep. I am the words that burn the pages of his fury the space in between when he begins to worry and the glue that binds it all together, I am the weather the storm the tsunami of desire that rages and burns and builds on his fire, I breathe sulfur-steamed sedation into his kiss and inhale the breath that he's lungs freely give ; just to feel him become a part of me.I am the sorrowful sea siren
Action Without Visions Are Nightmares
Ever had Iron Lungs? Every Breathed in the air to feel the shine reflect from the cold metallic feeling that your lungs now carry? I wouldn't call it an iron feeling i would say it feels the way chrome looks... Not beautiful but sterile cold and at any minute a spotless look to a serious mess. Do you lungs ever feel like metal? Like Carrying cement in your chest and your thinking and breathing manually... Just think... Breath Manually... No more autopilot. It's like that stupid "Blonde" Joke about the girl that goes in for the hair cut with headphones and says she will die if she takes them off for the hair cut; turns out it was Bush's Song "Breath in Breath out," yeah it's like that but im making my own tune to keeping alive. Let's suppose you were able every night to dream any dream you wanted to dream, and that you could for example have the power within one night to dream 75 years of time, or any length of time you wanted to have. And you would naturally as you began on this advent
Is It Real??
. Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios. Thursday, July 09, 2009  to the ones who walk among the  truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there pl
Writings
hold your friends close....the ones you lose and knew the longest is easier to deal with then the ones you just met..My hopes and prayers go out to my brother in arms Jon..Keep fighting....There is something that most people can't understand...When your in the service or getting out..The loyalty you gain is unfanthomable. We walk these streets next to you and you don't realize that if shit hits the fan we will be the first ones to pick up and fight despite what condition we are in and We fight for you because WE choose to. Some people call us washouts or failures. But we don't choose that..It is dealt to us. But it doesn't mean we cant fight. We will. We sworn an OATH to defend our country...At what cost to us it doesn't matter just as long the people we care for are safe. We face uncalculated odds. You can spit and kick us when we are down but we will still will get up and have your back when the time comes. If you want to meet a real soldier look for the ones who have their heads l
Auctions!
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My Writings
not really;   rate the hubby, basteds! ;p   Jizzmeister Slimz@ fubar Who ARE all those losers that scream "wut up wut ya up to?"   I add everyone, without even lookin, since...I am too lazy to check ppl out n read their shit.So they just accumulate themselves on mah page. But, seriously, some are just palin annoying and retarded. I am thinkin to get a netbook (12" one) (do NOT insert penis references here, assholes) so I can take it with me to Russia and use it while traveling.   ANd I have NO idea what to get. HALP??!
Original Gangsters
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My Life
the one i am going to spend the rest of my life with ...well what can i say he takes great care of me and my kids it will be 2 years august 4..and i can say i love him more than anything .. he has always got me thinking calm is good and it has been working witch is nice.. baby i love you and want to marry you someday..and maybe have that baby to... i just want one more kids thats all ...just sometime i feel alone and i know i'm not alone at all..i have my baby sean you are my life and i can't life without you at all ..i would be lost my kids love you like dad. i wish my kids were your i wish that everyday .. it sometimes brakes my heart but nothing i can do about it now ..man i will be 32 this year not getting any younger i can still remember when i first met you i got lost lol it was funny i was so scared to met you but look at us now it is going to be 2 years i am so happy in my life now my life has changed so much and thing with my mom and dad are getting better but thing with my br
Military Creed's Of Sorts....
10TH MOUNTAIN DIVISION SONG “CLIMB TO GLORY”   WE ARE THE 10TH MOUNTAIN INFANTRY, WITH A GLORIOUS HISTORY ON OUR OWN TWO FEET, ALL OUR FOES WE’LL DEFEAT, LIGHT FIGHTERS MARCHING ON TO VICTORY. WE GO WHERE OTHERS DARE NOT GO, THROUGH THE HEAT OR COLD OR SNOW, WE ARE PROUD TO BE IN THE ARMY OF THE FREE. CLIMB TO GLORY, MOUNTAIN INFANTRY. CLIMB TO GLORY, THE LIGHT INFANTRY The Airborne CreedI am an Airborne trooper! I jump by parachute from any plane in flight. I volunteered to do it, knowing full well the hazards of my choice.I serve in a mighty Airborne Force – famed for deeds in War – renowned for readiness in peace. It is my pledge to uphold its honor and prestige in all that I am – in all I do.I am an elite trooper – a sky trooper – a spearhead trooper.I blaze the way to far flung goals – behind, before, above my country’s enemy’s front lines.I know that someday I may have to fight without support for days on end. T
Blood Sweat And Tears
  Surrounded by four walls. The smelling of burning flesh is choking them. The smoke and dust is blinding them. Where are they? What will happen?   A day going by and nothing but more torture happens. Beating until skin has gone black, Not eating anything. New friends and family members disappearing as each few hours passed. Go finally for a shower and to never return.   Weeks have passed and feeling very lucky. Bodies turning into skeletons; seeing every bone and muscle, Trying to rip through passed the skin. No longer hungry, No longer tired. Just the happiness of living is all they need.   Months have passed. Only one is left, that came in the beginning. Happiness is gone. Sadness never came. Numbness is filling their soul. Burning flesh and ash is comforting. The wanting of a shower becomes more desperate.   Time has passed, How much is irrelevant. Pleading for a shower to end this madness. They accepted and dragged him in with the others.   Doors a
Politics & Philosophy
" I shall do so," he said, " with your help." " Do you then believe that dialectic is to be set as the coping-stone on top of our educational structure, and that we can rightly place no other science higher than this, but that our system of the sciences is now complete ? " " Indeed I do." XV. "Well then," I proceeded, "it only remains for you to determine the principle of distribution, to whom we shall assign these studies, and in what way we shall apportion them." "That is clear," he replied. " Do you remember what kind of men we selected when we were first choosing rulers ? " " Certainly I remember." " I would have you then further grant that men of the character we mentioned must be chosen, that we should prefer the staunchest, the bravest, and, as far as possible, the fairest. And, more than this, we must not only require them to be endowed with a noble and steadfast nature, but also to possess traits which are suitable to the education which we intend to give them." " What
Complaints
what does window licking mean and it tastes like purple? why do some young women on different sites assume that i have money; and ask for it even before they know me.  that upsets me to no end should i or shouldn't i, or should i do this or that are mumms that are sfw, would you do this or do that or not is a poll and should be marked nsfw by the poster!
Music That Is Special To Me!
Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEverybody has their private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me?Are you trying to get through?Are you reaching out for me?I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fucking depressedI just can't seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dumpI took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back upBut I need that spark to get psyched back upAnd in order for me to pick the mic back upI don't know how or why or whenI ended up this position I'm inI'm starting to feel dissin' againSo I decided just to pick this penUp and try to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admitOr come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outletAnd I know some shit's so hard to swallowBut I can't just sit back and wallowIn my own sorrow but I know one factI'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to followI'll be one tough act to followHere today, gone tomor
Poems
I AM A LOST SOUL THAT TRAVELS THE HWYS OF THE COUNTRY SIDE LOST AND EMPTY SINCE YOU LEFT AND I HAVE LOST YOU. THE HWY IS MY PRISON NOW AND WILL BE UNTILL THE DAY I DRAW MY LAST BREATH. THE HWY GOD HAS GOTTEN HIS CLAWS INTO ME AND WONT LET GO. I TRAVEL ALONE IN THE DARKNESS NEVER STAYING IN ONE PLACE AND NEVER GETTING ATTACHED TO ANYONE OR ANYTHING . I AM THE JUST A LOST SOUL TRAVELING THE LONG NEVER ENDING HWY NEVER TO KNOW HOW LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN WITH YOU . MY LIFE IS ON THE ROAD NOW BUT MY HEART IS NOT WITH ME IT IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE WITH YOU  I SIT IN THE SHADOWS WATCHING YOU FROM A DISTANCE. WHILE I WATCH YOU I SO WANT TO WALK UP AND TELL YOU THAT IM STILL YOURS WITH ALL MY BEING. BUT I CANT MOVE FOR FEAR OF GETTING BURNT BY THE LIGHT THAT SURROUNDS YOU. WHEN I DO START TO TAKE A STEP TOWARDS YOU I SEE ANTOHER WALK UP TO YOU AND YOU PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE. I ASK MYSELF IF IT IS A TRUE SMILE OR A FRONT. AS I LOOK AT YOU I WONDER IF YOU EVER THINK OF ME OR IF YOU EVEN MISS BEING
Fubar'd Official Wishlist - Post Your Suggestions Here!
Please post your suggestions and feedback here. This is not a support blog. Please be constructive or your comment will be deleted. Thanks -feature requests-gift ideas-feature enhancements-crazy ideas you think are cool Hey folks.....We want your help. It's time add some new level up requirements and NEW achievements. We have a bunch of cool ideas, but we wanted to see what ideas you might have. Please post your ideas in the comments or you can message me.    We have three types of fubar mobile experiences.  1. Mobile Browser - accessing through your browser on your phone. 2. Iphone App - downloading from iTUnes 3. Droid App - downloading from Google.    I am looking for people to test and use the apps and browser experience and give feedback. Please send me a message if you are interested. This is your chance to help us help you!  I am looking for  Can you please take this survye http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/B8KPRFH   Please answer these questions and message back to
Allure And Insanity
I was reading the paper over dinner last night and happened to come across a half page article with the photo of a couple friends of mine. Lauren and Dallas. They looked so cute and in love. The byline was tiny and vastly over shadowed by the huge quote in letters about one inch tall. `We are just happy they are together now. ` I never saw the words Plane Crash Victims. Smiling me thought I should read this article and find out about my friends Lauren being an old co-worker. We used to work together for 3 years 3-5 days a week. We had a great work place we all went on beach days out for drinks to movie each other houses dinner a lot we were very close. Dallas was form my high school a few years older very kind he was the type of guy who in 12 grade danced with the shy 9th grader (me) who was trying to hide just a sweet boy I sure he was a nice man too.    As I read it went over there wonderful romance and I truly thought this was a wedding announcement until it wasn`t. The article t
11-23-09
Scattered leavesThat have fallen freeSignifies changeFor you and for meWith a wind so strongSwaying the treeWill you try to stop itOr let come what will beStirring withinBlowing closer to seeLook deep in your heartThere, you'll find the keyKey to open the pleasuresThat comes with gleeOnly then can you feelLike a leaf blowing free When at night, I close my eyesI have you on my mindThrough all the fun and gamesThere's something I seek to find. Signs I am searching forFrom expressions on your faceTo words that are spokenExpecting more than a trace. With this new discoveryWhen crossing over the lineAs sleep comes upon meThe dreams alone are mine. Hearing the many birdsHappily singing their songsSharing sweet melodiesEven with all lifes wrongs. Seeing the frost, glisten in the sunAs it rises to a new dayBringing forth such wonderWhile we each go our own way. So no matter the path you choosePut on a happy faceSpreading cheer to all you seeAnd leave love you can retrace.
My Brookie!
If tears could build a stairway and thoughts a memory lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again No Farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it And only God knows why. My heart's still active in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to lose you No one can ever know. But now I know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hallowed place within my heart Is where you'll always stay. God knows why, with chilling touch, Death gathers those we love so much, And what now seems so strange and dim, Will all be clear, when we meet Him. I Knew you for a Moment When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me, I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say
My Poems
I always wonder why I will always sit in the dark when I cry It's because without you here  Without my daddy near  I'm not whole.   The years of painshave finally taken their toll On me, because life without you Has been horrible, all I ever wanted to do Was be in your arms as I cried, As my soul slowly died.   No child should have to know the pain I know fore it is too great and plain. No child should have to hide the hurt I've had to feel or to have to skirt The dark hole that has become love.   A child should be as free as a dove,  To care for their daddy For that is what I want you to see That is what I donr want to hide from you. I only want you to love me and say I love you too.   Joyous life can be Oh, how I wish you could see What was lost was found and was yet again  Lost, how I wish you could feel the pain You have created for me. For nothingcan be done t oset it right. You refused to stay and fight For a love you lost and a love you may Never
From The Heart
Laying in silences on my bed, tears streamming down un to my pillow case. I think about my life and how much misery, and sorrow has consumed most of it. I wonder what have I done to deserve so much, torment.  Was I just a evil person in my life before. Each day I pray for something good to happen to off sent the lonely ness inside of me. I just want to run away, and die. But, I love my family, just wish they understood the dark side of me and how the depression consumes every part of my body My soul crys out for release, but there is no end in site. Just bitter memorys and lose of friends and family. Is this what life is all about.  Some are giving so much, while others have to leave each day ,  wondering how to pay the bills, feed the family and worry about their mate whos always sick. God release me from this hell, give me the hope that things will change for the better, I pray to see that light at the end of the tunnel Please God show me the way Here I sit once more, thinki
Random Thoughts
My heart is heavy, my heart is broke. It takes your breath, and it makes you choke. The pain will take you to a dark place and eat you alive. Loving someone will only get your heart broken. The tears will roll and you will ache. Love is a lie, love is untrue. It will eat you alive and leave you blue. I look into your eyes and see the real you, and it makes me wonder why you do the tings you do. People  come and people go but my love will always show. You took my heart and broke it in two. Why oh why do you treat me this way. You pick up my heart and you throw it away. Alone in the dark, with just my thoughts. Crying because of the loneliness and pain. What went wrong I will never know, I'll just pick up the pieces and go. Welcome to the dark and wrap myself in it. Stay in the dark, live in the dark. Never to love again.    Drama, drama, drama, everyone says they don't want any drama. Everyone says they don't need it or don't want it and that's all fine and dandy. Just one lil
How To Be A Mobster
Turf wars can only be initiated by boss or underboss. When turf war starts everybody hs 55 minutes to get as many wins against the turf we are at war with. The turf that has the most wins takes the enemies turf tax for the day! So check the "Turf Wars" tab to see if we are going to war with anybody and log on during that time to be part of the war. Remember the more people that participate, the more wins we get making it more likely to take the other teams turf tax! Happy Hunting! Casanova This is what your mobster should look like by lvl 150 WEAPONS 750 M2 Browning Machine Guns (Offense) 750 M134D Gatling Guns (Defense) ARMOR 750 Body Armor (Offense) 750 Reinforced Blast Shelters (Defense) VEHICLES 750 Armed Subs (Offense & Defense) or 750 Regular Subs (Offense) 750 Tanks (Defense) Do not get Apache Helicopters, upkeep is too high and just not worth the money! Until you get all your tanks, buy TUV's for your defense! Until you get all your Reinforced Blast Shelters, bu
For Holly
Lyrics to "round Here" by the counting crowns, the lyrics in this song,are so painful and so beautiful, I WISH more musicans put themselves out there like this, it's so hard to just connect, and when you hear something that just hits u deep down , we remeber no matter how lonley we are we are never truly alone. this is the very essence of what drives me to write and express my self     Step out the front door like a ghost Into the fog where no one notices The contrast of white on white. And in between the moon and you The angels get a better view Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right. I walk in the air between the rain Through myself and back again Where? I don't know Maria says she's dying Through the door I hear her crying Why? I don't know Round here we always stand up straight Round here something radiates Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis And she walks along the edge of where the ocean meet
2009
When time comes to read these words that I have written for you ...read with an open heart and know my words are true. To my first Grand-daughter Emerald my blooming flower shall my heart enrich you to your ending days for I walk beside you always. I wish you to take the time to smell the roses, And collect a pocket full of poseys. Take time to watch the wings of a dragonfly, And go see that a willow really does cry. Go run barefoot through a field of flowers, Know yourself well;know your internal powers. Watch the flames of a high blazing fire, To see the dragons full desires. Never blow a flame to put it out, Should smother without a doubt. Make a wish on a first seen star, May your thoughts be true and up to par. Sing a song out loud for all to hear, You'll always have a listening ear... Take a ride bareback on a Unicorn on its way to a hidden place, Learn the true meaning behind a butterfly..look close for you may see a face. Hold close the true meaning on unconditional love, Fo
-bad Romance-
Shine By Sevendust This is the last time I will talk to you I feel like I'm in a blocked state of mind Am I getting through I'm on a free fall So hard Hard for me to shine Been so long If you look real closely You can see right through The pain I created I'm putting us through I'm on a free fall So hard Hard for me to shine Been so long To find Try and find myself Hardest thing I've ever done To find Try and find myself I'm on a free fall on a free fall Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A charming Virgo woman is perfectionist and realistic in nature. The main characteristics of Virgo woman are honesty, perfection, sincerity and dependability. Read on to know more about it. Virgo, the sixth sign of the zodiac, is also considered as the sign of critic or craftsman. Practical, modest, loving, helpful, active and fussy Virgo people are born between August 23-September 22. Its zodiac symbol is represented by a woman. Its ruling planet is mercury and Wednesday is its lucky day. T
My Poetry
Alcohol Sedated and Numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions go blind I am stripped of him I lose him everytime I long to be his angel But I see he isn't mine I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a wife Constantly first and better I resign myself to alone You have ripped my life apart Left your sins to atone So I lock up my heart Let my love fade Sedated and numb by sadness My emotions drift away I concede him to you You win yet again I am never first And I will never win Melissa Lay May 12,2009 I want to touch your body Feel your nakedness Wrap my legs around you Cover you with my kiss   I want to feel you close Your skin pressed to mine Run your hands down me Slide a finger inside   I am wet with desire Trembling from your touch Pulling you against me Needing you so much   Send me to my knees I'll swallow you with my lips Bring you to the edge Runnin
The New Year, And New Times
Ok, so you know I'm single. Been that way for a while. I live in a rural town, not good for being single. I figure there's no better way to start the new year off than by telling funny and incredibly rediculous stories of my online dating adventures. I guess now's a good time to tell about the first guy I ever met through an online dating site... I met one guy at a pub in his town. Claims he gave his car to his daughter because she was in college and needed it, and he could get around the city without one. You just never know if something is the truth or not, so he lost points on that one, but I met with him anyway. It was an hour drive. Met with him at one of his local pubs. It was very casual, and we ordered a pizza and had a drink. I got up and hit the jukeblx for a few songs. Me being my usual self, I danced a few steps and sang a few notes. Things went pretty well. I drove him back to his place. He started to open the door to get out, then turned and looked at me and said, "W
My Life, My Rules
I think I am starting to understand fubar. . . If you are a guy you can be topless in any and all photos, even your default picture, but if you are a female and show even the smallest bit of cleavage your photo gets taken down and marked NSFW. What the fuck is with the double standard??? Baby Jesus and Scrapper need to pull their heads out of their asses and and start pull all those photos of shirtless guys off.     P.S. If a woman is in a bikini it is the same thing as her being in her bra and underware!!!!! I am at the point that I can truly say that I am done with guys. It is sad, just as I was letting guys back into my life, I start being used by them or lied to by them, or my favorite they start playing games. Guy A: Turns out he is married with kids. Hello??? I don't play that game. Guy B: Nothing but “Maybe's” and “Probably's.” In my book those two words are only used when you are playing games.
Stuff
Red Action/comedy This film is among a few others like it, mixing a action based story with realistic dialog and reactions with a comedic twist. Films like this will be the main for "action" genre  for some time due to the viewing public ( and my own) loss of interest in serious cut to the line type of action movies we became accustom to between the 80s and early turn of the century  ( around 2000- 2002) ( another factor is the state of our country, with the issues we have seen the market nearly demands some light witted  dialog even in the most blood packed movie.) This is a fun movie, good for a date night, Over all rating of 9/10 Age range 16-40 Black and White...In a sense.. Like A tree, growing away from the sun Like Night is to day.. and Love is to hate.. Is what....you and I are.. Devil (2010) Basic Christan ideology, Story line is short, and movie is dragged out a bit. Over all they used a 15 min story to make a 100 min movie. Recommended audience: Religious persons,
Alittle To Share (from Nikki)
even though weve changed and were all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, well come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where were not all still friends. The Porch Swing, Memories to Enjoy Some folks might say about our swing, “It’s just an old and rusting thing,” but I remember all the ways that old porch swing would fill our days Upon that swing now hanging still, moon rising o’er the distant hill, Mama rested, sipping tea, and sang sweet lullabies to me With silent rocking dreams were sought on summer days when it was hot, games we played while resting there, chess, and checkers moved on squares Women gathered ‘round the swing, to share the latest gossiping, while sewing patches on our jeans, or maybe popping garden beans Men returning from the field would wait there for the evening meal, at end of da
"the Saphire Chronicles"
She is the one in control... She is the one I serve unto... My Loyalties lye with her... Mistress Saphire... On my knees... I beg of thee... Drown me in wax... Roses across my back... Mistress Saphire...   Mistress Saphire, I am your slave... I await your command... Punish me harder... I can't wait to bleed... The war is over... Praise Mistress... For we are victorious... However... The Hunters have taken me in battle... Your new found Army... Will serve & obey you as I did... With my final plea... I beg of thee... Don't be sadden by my demise... Dying for you has always been my desire... With my last breath... I say to thee... Punish them... As you did me... Your Army always & ever will be loyal to you... They are the deadliest of enemies... Loyal slaves under your power... As I was... Thease are my final words... It has been the greatest honor of my life... To serve & obey you... This is the end... Good-Bye Mistress Saphire...  
Sweet.sexy.seductive.
“Horribly horribly sad tonight. Accepting that the person you love simply doesnt love you anymore sucks. I have been crying for days, and cant function. It fuels a self hatred fire that drives me to escort. To prove I am desireable, wanted. But then I realize that it can never replace love. Never. There is no comfort in being wanted for sex, but not loved. I think it hurts more. I want to be loved. I want to make love to someone who loves me back, not sell myself to someone who doesnt know my name. But that choice isnt mine to make. I can sell myself, but i cant make someone love me. I used to believe in dreams and love, but i cant feel anything anymore. I think even god forgot about me. I cant even fake happiness enough to pull off a date anymore. I am ignoring it all, wallowing in sadness while the month slips away and i dont have the rent money. Hating every man Ive ever met, but loving the only one who doesnt want me.”
Poems
LOVE   You told me that you loved mewhy did you leave me to cry in the coldyou swore this time was differentwhy does that line seem so old You told me I was the only onewho could make you feel that wayyou told me that you cared about meso why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with mealone in the dark in my bednow I finally realizeyou were just messing with my head You may say love is a powerfull butlove seem to be parts of the weakness links between us That the word love people often misusesomething they take for grantedsomething they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside methere's blood all over the placeI think I’ve really lost it this timeIm ashamed to show my faceIm afride to show my love againnot knowing if i will ever be loved again. WHAT HAPPEN TO US??WE USED TO HANG OUT,WE USED TO LAUGH SO HARD UNTILL WE PISS OUR PANT WE USED TO CHILL EVERYDAY,WHAT HAPPEN TO US??DID OUR FRIENDSHIP FALL APART??DID IT DIE BETWEEN US??IS IT BECOMING HATE?IS IT SOMETHING I DID??
My Heart
They tell me not to show my feelings so much, they tell me to be tough. Not to let them see my real hurt. Why I ask am I not a woman? Am I not a human being? So I not deserve to be loved as her? I know one day that person will come, that's going to love me for me. And won't be ashamed to show it! He won't lie to me and say he was feeling me. So until that day comes, I'll hope and pray you don't get burned the way I did. Cause you should know how it feels.  Its been 2 years since we met, and my what a 2 years it has been! We both been through some much shit in our lives, we both lost jobs,loves and been hurt. But through it all we remained friends,shared some good laughs and some cries even. Well me crying more I am sure. In these 2 years I have realized alot of things...... I have realized I have never really had a friend such as you, never has someone touched my heart in the way you have. We have even had our fair share of fights, which always made me sad I would never hurt you. But
Shlt That Is Rad!
At first glance, these images look like painted landscapes covered in snow. However, if you look a little more closely you will see that the landscape is made of bacon and other cold cuts. These aren’t paintings but true photos! Also everything you can see in the photograph is made of real food! Pictures were photographed by Carl Warner, a photographer who works in London, and who made specialty of these food landscapes or how I like to call them - ‘foodscapes’. In recent years he has been commissioned by many advertising agencies throughout Europe to produce his distinctive images for clients in the food industry. Each scene is photographed in layers from foreground to background.
Fleeting Shadow
Life is not the changes and chances of this world, and its true significance is found in the development of the soul.  True life, the life of the soul, occurs in this world for a brief time and continues eternally in other worlds of God. The soul has its origin in the spiritual worlds of God.  It is exalted above matter and the physical world.  The individual has his beginning when the soul associates itself with the embryo at the time of conception.  But this association is not material; the soul does not enter or leave the body and does not occupy physical space.  The soul does not belong to the material world, and its association with the body is similar to that of a light with a mirror which reflects it.  The light which appears in the mirror is not inside it; it comes from an external source.  Similarly, the soul is not inside the body; there is a special relationship between it and the body, and together they form a human being. I'm assuming that everyone reading this has a curio
The Wyld Life...
...and the Devil is a Hawaiian shirt. Or maybe a tube top. Or perhaps spandex... *chuckles* Well...if God IS a sock, I guess that would explain why my prayers to hit the lottery were never answered. I was praying to the wrong place. So, if God is a sock, would that make your sock drawer a holy place? A church per se? Because if that is the case, I'd like to start church services...and the donation box is right as you walk in. Maybe I could become the first Sock televangelist, and broadcast live from my sock drawer. Call 1-800-GOD-SOCK, and send in those donations, Folks...and I'll heal all your ills in the name of Hanes knee-highs! Hmmm...and that brings up another question...there are MANY socks in the sock drawer. Obviously, the others MUST be FALSE socks...Which one is God? Is he in MY sock drawer, or in someone else's? Or perhaps God is the missing sock you always end up having with after you go to the laundromat? (Nahhh...can't be. The missing socks in the laundry aren't
2010
    This is a RATING contest!!!!       It's easy peazy =)   You rate me up in the contest and you get to see my booty   No catch at all:seriously it's a booty contest!!!   IF I win and get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!!   oh and feel free to drop comments!   click below :)     and to see the booty, this is what I have to work with and       Brought to you by: KENO KO OWNER           $-HOT BOOTY CUTIE CONTEST-$ (running from now until Saturday, May 29th)!!!!       bully posted by: Boobalicious Paper Doll@ fubar         10:26am I just thought about something that really gets on my nerves.  Whenever a guy is trying to get my attention or acts as if he knows me, they tend to call me or any girl "baby". I don't know why I've always gotten annoyed when a guy calls me baby.  I mean it's cool if I know him and he's a friend or whatever and calls me baby, but it annoys the fudge out of me when it's a random guy I've never
Greting Card Love Poems
Time here goes slowlyEven as I breatheSeconds feel like hoursThey will until I can leave. If I could see or hear youJust even once during this timeMy heart would remain trueAnd my world remain fine. I hope somehow my wordsFly straight to your heartAnd bridge this distanceThat seems to keep us apart. If I had only one breath,Would it be for you?If I could look one last time,Would my eyes be yours to? If my last thought beloned to you,Would it make it to your soul?If my heart could beat only once,Would you ever know? Abeauty like yours ever so rare,I should offer you nothing less.If only I could see you each day,My eyes would never rest. Somber are my daysWhen I don't see your smile Unhappy is my heart without your voice It always stays that way for awhile. My beautiful, what would it take To see your smile,hear your voice Without them I cannot breatheMy will against you has no choice.  If you would honor meAnd my request you would grant I would know you were an angel You could
Certificationkey
The networking industry over the last few years has made exceptional development so has increased the demand of networking professionals. Cisco Corporation is heading the networking industry by offering networking data management and all other highly specialized solutions for networking such as voice, video, and wireless. IT industry and economy are unpredictable and -it’s very important for an IT professional to keep himself updated with the new inventions in IT field. Networking professionals who want to secure their career and want to move up to the next higher level of their career often opt to go for Cisco Certifications. However most of the time they get confused which course they should take and what plan they should follow to competently complete their Cisco Certifications.The issue is not that you complete your Cisco certification but you should try to achieve quality Cisco Certification. High professionals often choose not to go for “paper Certification; paper cer
My Book... Titled "the Inner Me"
So tell me this what makes one better than another? What makes the human mind become so fucking clouded that it has beliefs that everyone else is just so fucking beneath them that anything that anyone else does goes unnoticed?  I have to know this for that I grow tired of this type of human... just because they cannot realize the truth.. Everyone is equal. Show me a man that is flawless within everyway and I'll reveal that he's a mere figment of an imagination. I know my flaws. I wear them on my sleeve. And yet even still I have those thinking that they are better than me why? Its all because of popularaty. How so? Thats just the way of life. Until that very day that I'll snap and reveal to them what I've held back for oh so long then well lets just say I'll keep smiling. I have some people telling me that I shouldn't smile that I should commit acts of volience. That is something that I feel right down to my very bone everyday. And yet the reason that I smile is because with a smile th
My Poetry
i think my soul has cancer too & there is no medical treatment it eats away at me like a worm through an apple in these holes there is nothing just shadows of separation as for myself & i we are not on speaking terms
Just Words..............
No matter what you say, no matter what you do,it doesnt change me and it doesnt change you. Take it how you will im simple, yet complex im moody i have a favorite pillow and blankie i love flowers fall is my fav season dusk is my fav time of the day i hate mornings i hate doors cracked, shut or open i dont ever use the first stall in a public restroom i love sleeping with my fan blowing on my back i dont like praying mantis' survivor is about the only show i watch on tv trees, water, dirt, air...i need i've raised my 3 kids alone for the last 14 yrs being a mom is the only thing im really proud of i screw up a lot
The Naughty Knights Fairest Maidens
FIRST, LET ME BE PERFECTLY CLEAR. THIS IS NOT A "COLLECTION" OF WOMEN. ITS NOT ABOUT BEING ONE OF "MY WOMEN". THIS IS A FEATURE TO GIVE CREDIT TO GENUINELY DECENT WOMEN WHO OTHERWISE WOULDNT GET NOTICED.   THIS IS NOT ABOUT POPULARITY. YOU CAN BE A NEWBIE AND STILL BE FEATURED.   NOW HERE ARE THE REQUIREMENTS~   I WILL NOT BE DOING THE SELECTING.   YOU WILL EITHER VOLUNTARILY NOMINATE YOURSELF OR A FRIEND CAN NOMINATE YOU   YOU WILL NEED TO SELECT A PICTURE TO BE USED TO CREATE A "FAIREST MAIDEN" PICTURE (SEE MY FAIREST MAIDEN FOLDER)   IF YOU ARE FEATURED YOU WILL GET PIMPED OUT   YOU WILL NEED TO MESSAGE ME WITH SOME PERSONAL INFO ABOUT YOURSELF. ANYTHING YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH THE GENERAL FUBAR COMMUNITY VIA BLOG.   IT'S THAT EASY! SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE FEAUTURED AS A FAIREST MAIDEN, DROP ME A LINE!   I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU!!       TODAY'S NOMINESS FOR FAIREST MAIDEN IS Duskylee. HER FRIENDS CALL HER AMY. AND WHAT A FRIEND SHE IS
Songs I Like
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.   You made me insecure. To me I wasn't good enough. But who are you to judge? When you're a diamond in the rough.  I'm sure you got some things you'd like to change about yourself. But when it comes to me, I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.     Na na na na na na na na na na. Na na na na na na na na na na. I'm no beauty queen. I'm just beautiful me. Na na na na na na na na na na. Na na na na na na na na na na. You've got every right. To a beautiful life. Come on.   Who says, who says you're not perfect? Who says you're not worth it? Who says you're the only one that's hurting. Trust me, that's the curse of beauty. Who says you're not pretty? Who says you're not beautiful? Who says?     It's such a funny thing. How nothing's funny when it's you. You tell them what you mean. But they keep whiting out the truth. It's like a work of art. That never gets to see the light. Keep you beneath the stars. Won't let you touch the
Me
  Come with me and take my hand Walk my path as seen Through the mist of gloom Entering into a melancholy world   A forlorn world of nightly horror Enwrapping my every thought Suffocating breaths from within Forcing me to succumb to the night   My last thought, a prayer My "guardian angel" Who is he…you A reminisce of you   You were my hope Sent to save me before Warm, inviting, compassion, love I knew you
Love Your Veteran You Freedom Didn't Come Cheap
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.It was sent bya medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement  AFTER THE POEM.SLOW DANCEHave you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head?You'd better;slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see hissorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi'You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last..When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fu
Ellie
Conversation with a 50-yr-old ...   Bonnie: What do you mean? You’re adorable! Me: Eh. Nobody wants an adorable girl. They want a girl that’s like, y'know ... hot. Bonnie: Oh ... you mean like "drop it like it’s hot"? Me: Yes! Exactly. I’ll never be a "drop it like it’s hot" girl. Bonnie: No? Me: I’m more like a "pick it up slow" girl. Let us assume that the human heart is divided into parts. Some parts are made apparent to everyone who crosses your path and on certain days will linger with strangers. Other parts are more subtle, meant for only a select few that on certain nights may listen to the sound of your tears. But with all these parts, there is one that is sacred. It is meant for only one other person to have. And you have to hold onto this part and protect it and wait until you find the one that truly deserves it.It’s beautiful really. Because you're allowed to make mistakes. You can give too many parts of yourself away in
Thoughts Of A Sick Mind
English Translation: In a dress made of light she came up to meI know like it was todayI was so youngFeeling awkwardBut still I never regretted itShe shouted words into my faceThe tongue bristled with lustIt was only her language I didn’t understandI didn’t regret itOh no, there’s nothing at allOh no, I regret nothingWhen I left her skinSpring bleeds in ParisI didn’t know my bodyToo shy to look at itShe showed it to me in the lightI've never regretted itThe lips often sold but softAnd touch them eternallyWhen I left her mouthThen I began to freezeShe shouted words into my faceThe tongue bristled with lustIt was only her language I didn’t understandI don’t regret itOh no, there’s nothing at allOh no, I regret nothingWhen I left her skinSpring bleeds in ParisA whisper fell into my lapAnd would lead a fine soundSpeaking a lot and saying nothingAnd it felt goodShe shouted words into my faceAnd took a deep bowIt was only her language I didn’t
La Bella Baskets
La Bella Baskets (LBB)  is a new and creative online gift basket and flower business that educates, trains and empowers people to start their own online gift basket and flower business from home. "Let's face it, many people today want to work at home and create an income. However, when they look into a traditional business they soon discover that starting one is very time consuming and requires a large investment. They have to pay for websites, merchant accounts and inventory" So now with La Bella Baskets we have made it possible for anyone  to be able to own their own online gift basket and flower business. The online store includes over 300 gourmet gifts and flowers. Women can have the freedom to market their online business in minutes without the hassles and large investments of starting a traditional brick and mortar style of business. So This is How Our Program Works! You will receive: *   A fully designed La Bella Basket Online Store with over 300 Gourmet gifting item an
Lyrically Inclined
So this one's not done,  but it's a good start.. wooot woooot   untitled by:ard 11/19/11 If the world ended tomorrow would ya stay for tonight? Could we make love by armageddon's light? would ya walk with me, into eternity could we go right up to heaven's gate? would they let us in or make me wait? could ya wait awhile so I could bask in your smile   (chorus) Don't tell me I'm crazy Say you're my baby I'll do whatever I have to Girl why are we waiting We could be a great thing I know that all I need is you   I can see you've been hurt by how you wear your' scars Give me a chance and I'll heal your heart It'll be alright if you're by my side We could take a walk in the moonlight Or just get lost in eachother's eyes I can set you free just walk with me   (repeat chorus) So I just noticed march o7 was busy for me... but here comes another one   Metamorphosis   Standing, stranded in my malcontent Breathing, bleeding until my life is spent I am falling i
2010 Fifa World Cup South Africa
World Cup 2010 South Africa   France  vs Mexico   LIVE & EXCLUSIVE HIGHLIGHTS ON YOUR PC   Group A (Group Stage) :: Fifa World Cup South Africa 2010 :: Polokwane, South Africa   Match Schedule: France vs Mexico Date: 17 Jun 2010 Play Time:18:30 until 20:30 GMT/UTC/UK 20:30 until 22:30 CET 14:30 until 16:30 EST WATCH LIVE STREAMING TV     World Cup 2010 South Africa   Brazil  vs North Korea  DPR
Fb Profile Skin How-tos
FB design profile skin Getting started: Part 1 of 3 First all when making a skin you need know what you are going to design and where you want each section to go.. there are three main design elements that you can design to make your skin standout from others. I do a lot of searching on the net to see what is out there and fool around with different designs before i even get started. This will save time and frustration later. I will go over the following in this tutorial to get you started.. then followup with the enhancements later pagecontent profiile_headerbar userpagecontentstyle  I store all my images on photobucket, i paid for the unlimitied bandwith so i do not exceed the limit... or your image will not show. 1. pagecontent   #pagecontent :: this were the main background goes.. it is good to used seamless background images because it will bllend bettter in the desgin.. if the do not blend it is looks un clean.  #pagecontent {  background: #000 ur
New & Improved Fubar Features
It turns out us fubarers are a nice and pleasant bunch. Of all the votes cast on users in the Online Bar (the people scrolling by at the top of your page) and on the New Hotness homepage only 0.002% are "nexts." Congrats on being the most awesome crew ever! If you want to see the New Hotness homepage your can change your homepage in on the settings page. I didn't intentionally lie, I swear! In order to subscribe to some-one's statuses you need to paste the URL of the status page or one of the feed UIRLs.. The profile page URL won't work. Sorry about that!   Tina. RSS and atom feeds is now available for blogs and statuses. The feeds links are located below the blog stats on the blog page and in the Status box header, to the right, on the public profile page.You can subscribe to blogs and statuses in Google Reader by simply pasting in a blog or profile URL into the subscribe box. Google automagically figures out the location of the feed.Please note that the profile and blog must be v
Only The Good Stuff
I think it's time I come clean about me and Crisis. I had been bombing his folder pretty heavily as I have been with all my friends. he sent me a message: > > > > > > > === 'Name Crisis' wrote the following at '2010-10-22 05:21:45'..> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > I feel like I owe you for all this bombing. I have a big box of Fransia wine and some bubble bath that comes in a champagne bottle. Wanna make out?> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > === ' witty screen name' wrote the following at '2010-10-21 19:02:22'..> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Your photo album was Cherry Bombed by: witty screen name 146 photos in the album were rated an 11 and you've received 8,030 points and fuBucks!   I DID want to make out. I asked him to wear that pink lipstick he has on in that one pic that "he says" mel made him. He told me he already had it on. Meh, what can I say I like it a little freaky. We met at a bar that was half way between his state and mine. We ordered 12 shots of whiskey a
Olen's Poetry (comments Welcome)
why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.what is the reasoning in this madness, this fixation to love and be loved.why hath i fallen for she, she who fits me like no other has or ever will.what have i done to deserve to find the one to give me a happiness no other can bring me, and yet cant wholly have.why hath i been forsaken to love she, she who is my heart, she who is my twinflame, my mate.what must i endure further to be graced with her love again, if i will ever be graced by her presence again.soon, the kiss of steel will beckon unto me, calling me to share in its embrace. soon, oh so very soo
Do I Have To Name It?!
THE DANCE  The redness of the skies are a magnificent sight. The clouds that are forming look like cotton balls. The flickering figure hypnotizes me with its great amazing dance. Drawing me nearer and nearer to the figure. The figure flirts with me. Eventually asking me if I would care to dance with it. I instantly agree. As I begin to dance with the figure, I forget all that’s around me. I declare my love to the figure. The figure says it feels the same. I know that we will be together. And forever will we be in the dangerous dance of love. I went into an animal shelter today.  To see if I want to get another cat since mine died not to long ago.  I saw lots of adorable cats, just none that struck my fancy.  There was this one kitten that loved my daughter.  It would follow her around like crazy.  And although that was cute, I wanted to pick out a cat for me.  Not my kids.  My son is more into dogs it seems.  And wanted to be around them more.  So once the yard is f
News & Information 5 - Videos [nsfw]
This has a decided 'right' wing overtone, but the issues are pertinent. The goals are worthy. No matter what side you are on you need to know as much as you can.
My Poems
  Goodbye   I thought you were different than all the rest You tore my heart right out of my chest With a promise of love and sweet ecstasy You changed your mind about us, about me The time that's slipped by will never return All I can do about it is ache and yearn Our time together was supposed to last Now it seem's it's becoming the past You'll find a day where you miss me so Then suddenly realize why I had to go You once loved me I know it's true You've slowly destroyed mine for you I never wanted it to turn out this way Please understand I just couldn't stay I gave it my all, I really have tried I just can't go on living this lie I've lived my life through numbness and pain I played by your rules but lost just the same There's always a struggle, I slip and I fall Everyday in this world is
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Inquisition
How do you feel and what do you hear when someone says ‘I trust you..’? Trust is a hard thing to grasp at times, especially if you give it to someone to only be let down…time and time again. Trust is something that precious to me, something that someone has to gain from me. Over time even the few I’ve let in to trust have ended up letting me down in the long run. Promises not met, sweet talking that was empty, catching them in avoiding the truth or lying. How do we as women navigate through the men and know who to trust anymore? I hunger to trust someone, to give my life in their hands and know that they will always be there to take care of me. That there is no doubt in my mind I can trust them to be honest and straightforward whether good or bad. I feel so broken with so much distrust in people and men. Perhaps in the long runs it’s because I have no faith or hope to trust in them. How do you know to trust someone…when their actions aren&rsqu
Brickhouse
These are the first things real people said to me on Fubar. No surprise, right? "Hi... you into anal?" "Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diarrhea Wanna... bring your cunt right over here" "can i see your girls?" "awesome boobs" "can i see that ass naked?" "
California History, Facts, And Claims To Fame.
California History The Gold Rush sparked the biggest mass migration in the history of the world. Between 1848 and 1852, four short years, California's population grew from 14,000 to 223,000. The state motto is Eureka !, a Greek word translated "I have found it!" The motto was adopted in 1849 and originates from the discovery of gold in the Sierra Nevada . The Iron Door Saloon in Groveland claims to be the oldest drinking establishment in the state. It was constructed in 1852. The fastest Pony Express delivery on record, six days from Missouri to Sacramento, delivered the news of Abraham Lincoln's assassination. Knights Ferry Covered Bridge is the longest covered bridge west of the MIssissippi and was built in 1863. In the late 1850s, Kennedy Mine, located in Jackson , served as one of the richest gold mines in the world and the deepest mine in North America. Empire Mine, near Grass Valley, is a gold mine operated for over 100 years and has over 367 miles of tunn
Feelings
If I were to give you my all. Would you give me your all to.? If I were to tell you that you mean everything to me. Would you tell me the same.? If I were to say to you that nothing in the world makes me happier then seeing you smile. and to hear you laugh. Would you even care? If I were to hold you close, and never let you go away from me. Would you hold me closer.? If we were to be together forever and ever. Would you promise to never leave. And love me unconditionally.? If I gave you everything. Would you just let me stand beside you? If I told you i love you. Would you tell me "I love you to" The things we say. The things we do. Does this appeal to you? I try to say the things I feel.. If I were to promise you the world. Would you promise me forever? If I were to speak of you in godly tones. Would you speak of me into heavens ear? If I kissed your lips. And never stopped. Would you Let my kiss go and walk away from me.? The way I feel. The kiss I long for. The things I want to touc
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Writings
Years spent drowning in sorrow . Emotionally withdrawn from the world around me. Afraid to open up. To reach out. To feel. Suffering in a silent anguish….. an unbearable pain. Tears flowing nightly. Dreaming of what may have been. Hoping for something that may not. Lost in this bleak existence. Cold.  Losing it all. Slowly fading into the background of my misery. Longing for a love so true and deep. Take this pain away from me. Give me light. Give me hope. Love me like no other. Feel me for who I am. Reach deep inside my soul. Remove this darkness. Take me into your arms. Bring me back to life.  Fill my heart with your desires and warmth. Caress my body. Taste my skin. Look into my eyes and find me once again. All I see and I all I know is slowly fading into a distant memory. I feel myself slipping into this dark hole. I can hear nothing now. See nothing. Feel emptiness. I’m clawing my way from a sorrow so deep down, holding on so tight, drowning me. This shallow gr
My Ocean Across An Ocean
Today as the darkness faded,God sent the sun to my California sky's.But from across the sea's,Something shined greater in my eyes. To this beauty I now did see,Even the stars,they did pale.The sky and the stars combined,To her beauty,they did fail. Her beauty so rare,a heavenly gift,Brought a fire into my heart.But with it,it brought sadness to me,For she to me,we are an ocean apart. Will this distance ever fall,Maybe bridge our worlds as one.Each day may we know more of each other,Now this new friendship has begun. Friendship doesnt lay in words,But in hearts that show true.And I will always believe,I have this from inside of you. Never have you walked away,Nor do I thing you ever will.You among a few others,True friendship I will always feel.   At times far apart,Thinking we have nowhere to go.Think of me and use my strenght,Because youu give me more than you know.   Forever deep in my heart,You shall for eternity remain.And I will forever try,So in yours I stay the same.
If U Get These Questions Wrong Ur A Pervert
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recogniz
Truth 1
As I walk thru the rain Everyone stares And its all in vain Cuz the rain Doesn't wash away my pain   My heart hurts My body aches Never understanding What is my fate But the rain Never washes away my pain   Tears roll down my face My heart loses it's pace But still I find no relief From all this god damn pain   In the end I see her Waiting for me At the edge As she smiles I feel relief From all my pain   And she whispers Let's get out Of this god damn rain RR Thing is a woman that is loved is the perfect woman...men expect it to be a one way street but its not ...u sweep her off her feet and her world is your oyster! ALL THIS MESS IN MY HEADDARKNESSKEEPS ME AT RESTIF YOU CAN EVEN UNDERSTANDFEEL MY HANDTOUCH MY HEADFEVER PITCH IS IN THE REDDEMONS ARE INSANE TO KEEP ME ALIVEBECAUSE EVEN HELL CANT HELPWITH MY PAINSIN IS TAINTING MY BLOODCONSUMING MY LIFETILL THE ENDWHERE EVERYONE DIESWHERE EVERYONE MEETS THEIR BITTER ENDWRITTEN BY: ROY VENEZIA
Ransom!
What am I doing here I have nothing to call my own I don't want to feel this way but its so hard to stay knowing nothings changed   I'll take this world head on stop running now there's still some things worth living for worth living for    How much am I supposed to take? when I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down some days it doesnt seem worth it I gave my all for this I'll die before I quit   I'll take this world head on stop running now (on my own) There's still some things worth living for worth living for (worth living for)   I'll take this world head on I'll take this world head on   I'll take this world head on stop running now  there's still some things worth living for worth living for I'm done trying every day to make everyone happy When nobody cares if I could end up dead It's fucking exhausting   I close my eyes and dream at night I see a life that can't be mine with someone who cares for the things I live for I wish I'd never wake up  
Food For Thought
1.Think back over the last few days, - how many times have you felt appreciation towards another? How many times have you thought about another: 'what a lovely smile', or 'she is so nice', or 'such a kind man', or any of a myriad of other appreciative thoughts. Did you express them? Did you come up to her and say: 'you are so nice'? And why not? Why did you stop divine grace from flowing freely from your heart? Do you want to change the world to the better? This is it, this is how you start.   2. You have to agree that you are less and that someone else is more to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you can not possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable. Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison.   3.) Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you. Ask for help in letting go of the anger. Ask to see the situation through the eyes of compassi
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                                                                                    …A decaying corps besides me…                                                                                                             This face I keep through eternity                                                                                                            …Speechless for a memory…                                                                                               &n
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::miab Blog::
Soooo I posted a pic or two of the new man in my life. This is my first relationship since "he-who-will-not-be-named" and I'm very excited! I have known him since the 6th grade and we were friends throughout school until high school graduation and then we went seperate ways. We reunited in mid-2010 and I wasn't really into him....at first. We both started out as good friends with the same passion for martial arts, combatives and writing and photography. He's leaving very soon for Iraq so that's the bitchin' monkey wrench thrown into our relationship but I have faith that we will make it. He completely supports my dream to be in law enforcement and he makes me happy! But yeah, thought I'd share that tidbit with you all Were just going to take it one day at a time especially since were both ambitious and have goals that we want to accomplish but it feels really good to meet a good man that not only treats me right but also has a mean leglock! Of doing the Jillian Michaels 30-day Shred
My Poems
Where I Stand                                 Maggi Smith                 10/10/10 I was using you, you were using me, We stood side by side.   We fell in love, we were happy for a while, And then we made a child   I loved you, you loved me, We thought we would be happy for all time.   I’m still yours but you got scared and bored And now you are no longer mine.   I love you, you love me But I’m not enough to make you happy anymore.   I’ve given you wings to help you feel free, Now I lie and cry in a ball on the floor.   You smell of her when you come home, We shower and I wash her away.   You make love to me as though you still care;  I smile and pretend to be okay.   I cannot eat, I do not sleep, I spend most of my time alone crying.   I’ve given all that you want, all that you need. For this sacrifice my spirit is dying.   I walk behind you, my head hung low; You don’t even hold my hand.   You walk ahead not soothing my
Just Been Thinking
Well it's been 2 years as of Saturday since my Dad passed away. There isn't a second that I don't think of him. I miss him terribly. And of course I still love him even though he is gone. I couldn't have ever asked the Lord for a better Dad than I had growing up. I know not every kid knows their dad, I know that some dad's don't spend really any time with their kids. I know that some kids resent their dad's, but not me or mine. Mine was there whenever I needed him the most, he was there for some of my baseball games when I was a kid, he was there for some of my marching band competitions. he was there when I was marching in the parade in the summers when I was in marching band. I know that he was proud of me at that time, while I was growing up. I know that I didn't make him happy when I dropped out of high school, but with the way that I was doing in school, I felt that I had no other choice. But when I found that I could keep a job working as a hotel front desk clerk for as long as I
Blogathon 2011
a survey i stole some time ago, figured id revisit it.     1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?i look fuzzy. 2. How much cash do you have on you?19$3. What's your favorite word that rhymes with "DOOR?"roar? is that a manly answer? you thought id go with whore didnt you.4. Favorite planet? *insert obvious uranus joke here* 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? GI John.  army thing.6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?the theme to the price is right. 7. What shirt are you wearing?black sleeveless. i kicks it comfy in the house.8. Do you "label" yourself?it would probably be easier if i did.9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?etnies 10. Bright or Dark Room?dark usually. varies i suppose.11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?i cant remember who i stole it from, its been a while.13. What were you doing at midnight last night?sleeping. 14. Wh
Sex Talk
I just added polls to my SexTalk to make it a bit more interactive.  Other then that there is a New Post up where I talk about one of my pet peeves and ask to hear about everyone elses so check it out and if you are feeling naughty feel free to comment or let me know (via the poll) what your pet peeve is. A very interesting and educational speech given by Mary Roach (author of Spook and Stiff), on scientific facts about orgasms, it’s not pornographic but is very entertaining.   Mary Roach: 10 things you didn’t know about orgasm | Video on TED.com There will come a time in everyone’s sexual relationship when they will have to convey your sexual needs.  Yes I know how painfully awkward it can be to have to do this but the alternative is unhappiness that will seep its way into all aspects of the relationship until everything comes to a head in a inopportune way at an inappropriate time,  unless you are having one night stands.  Though you can use one night s
Fubar Coding Blogs
Alot of people have been having issues with the opentok cams in their lounges, and after bumping my head on the wall a couple 100 times trying to figure it out... I finally asked for help. DON'T GO TO OPENTOK Forums... it will make your head hurt. So I hit up Annonymus... and he's Annonymus because he hates stupid people and dumb questions when we have the best tool of all GOOGLE. Ok so on with it....    First You Want to Go to this link: http://www.macromedia.com/support/documentation/en/flashplayer/help/settings_manager06.html Or Copy and Paste Link: http://www.macromedia.com/support/documentation/en/flashplayer/help/settings_manager06.html   Then you want to scroll down the list and find:  staging.tokbox.com and hit Always Allow.  and.... static.opentok.com and hit Always Allow.  Easier said then done... (Would be much easier to have those in Alphabetical Order... but its Adobe!)   Then depending on what browser you are on... I'm hoping it is either Chrome or Komodo Drago
Every Good Things Goes Bad
The personal consequences of one's actions are in proportion to the good or bad intentions towards others.  My actions have not always been as they should have been and I realize that they will not always be perfect in the future.  If there was any one things I could change it would be the past. I wish the wrong in my life could be over looked and that the actions of the present could be taken in consideration. I wonder if all this will pay off in the end; if my life will be whole again. I wonder if I will ever walk around as the strong confident man I once was. I’m embarrassed of who I have become and what I have done lately.  I’m a weak soul. How do you pick yourself up when you feel like your only solution doesn’t want to be there as you fall?!?!  The person that I slowly pushed away isnt the one running back to let me know that everything’s going to be ok? What do you do when you feel like you have nothing and no one to let you know that they are there?
Blog Name 1
Let me tell you a story; I met this guy off plenty of fish, and he had met me, durning school ( thats when I was going) anyways, he brought me home, and he told me it wasnt going to work out and he thought my baby sister was hott, and she is young.. anyways, I get this text message from this other guy playing it out like he knows who I am, and Ironically he had a plenty of fish too, But now that I think about it, I dont ever remember really talking to him, so we got to talking, and I developed feelings for him quick,  I took it upon myself to go to Auburn and meet him, and that is what I did. well, i met him, and things just went sour; He then snooped thru my phone, and get pissed off that i had a message from a dude, and bnlah blah, and was asking for my passwords to my shit, I said no, because that is my shit, so I left it at that, when I got home, I instantly didnt liek him anymore.. well today, at 1030 this morning, i called him up and I told him that I didnt want anything to do wi
R.i.p Dad
whats done is done aint no changing that r.i.p dank a freind as well as a dad since you left im not the same my guards up 24/7 ready to fight as long as i was right u had my back when i fight im not gonna lie sometimes i cry you were my dad i followed ur blood line i can sit back and laugh about all the good times goin up in smoke :) you'd download new movies play and crack jokes i know your still here i hear you talkin at night even tho im stuck on earth for my time here ima do what i gotta do and get it right this time ive never thought i had to write about ya killin me softly every word that i write  i jus wunna escape and perform ur last wish right it involves both ya sons and and a close freind we will never forget about you touched all of our lives you always cared about if we ate insted of scrounging like flies you were always on top strict rules to obide but that dad or dank to all of his freinds they all miss you too  and was sad to see go so they didnt rea
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Do you suffer from erectile dysfunction and wonder what the causes for erectile dysfunction really are? Have you tried to find out some information online or from your doctor, but still don’t understand why you have erectile dysfunction? If so, there are some helpful answers that can be found in this informative article that will help you to better understand what the cause of your ED is and why you have it.   The Aging Process is One of the Causes for Erectile Dysfunction We all will get older, that’s a fact. And the aging process is deemed as one of the primary causes for erectile dysfunction. Over time, as our body’s age, the circulatory system becomes less capable of handling blood flow, particularly to the penis and the main arteries that supply it with blood. When this happens, men can experience ED. The most common men who have ED are between the ages of 45-65 (and older).   Obesity and Poor Diet Causes Erectile Dysfunction You are what you eat, and your
Rants
I was looking at ESPN 1st and 10 today and they had the debate on if The Cavaliers would retire LeBron's #23, and I agree with them on this one: It will never happen, so they would have to let somebody else wear that number, because of the way it ended. That bridge was burnt down to the ground, and the whole city of Cleveland (or the whole state of Ohio) hates him so bad. So them retiring that number: ZERO CHANCE "Get Back Up"(feat. Chris Brown) [T.I.:]I’m only human dawgI’m only human dawgI’m only human dawg[Chris Brown:]Can you hear meIt’s an SOS to let me be me[T.I.:]Ay, ay, ay listen to meAnd when they push you down,You got to get back upAnd when they push you down,You got to get back up[T.I.:]Brush the dirt off your jersey then go for the cupOr the trophy or the ring, champion no matter whatCause when you got the belt and the ringPeople with ya popping bottles, taking pictures look aroundAs soon as you fall down all the haters pass a judgementSurpr
My Songs And Poems.
You're as sweet as a rose, Your beauty is something everyone knows; You're the only one that I want to be with, Having you in my life is the perfect gift.   You are my life, You are my love; You are as gentle as a dove.   You the only one I care about, You're the one my life would be sad without; Your beauty really shows, That's why you are as sweet as a rose. Canada there is a place called Echo Bay,in which you can go any day.In Echo Bay you can fish and play,and have so much fun some say.\There is a small cabin where you can stay,be aware of the bears during the day.At night you can see huge moose,but beware of the mosquitos on the loose.\The cabin comes with its own little mouse,And you have to go to the bathroom in the outhouse.The wood burner's stove is where you cook,on the bunk beds is where you can read a book.\If it is water that you want it is not there,So run fast, fast, fast from the old bear.There is a single light bulb to light up the place,so bring your flash
étrange Una
With your feet in the air and your head on the groundTry this trick and spin it, yeahYour head will collapseBut there's nothing in itAnd you'll ask yourselfWhere is my mind?Where is my mind?Where is my mind? Sometimes, ppl can do nothing 2 stuff like time-flew, grown up and being thrown 2 the shity world. Find a job then keep the food on the table. Wanna catch somebody 2 talk but dnk dial who. Lying on the couch,keep changing tv channels wiz the warming beer. Sex r not superb. Pot r not hot. Feel like good life is taking a bow. Im the walking dead, lost in ur chaos head, where is my mind?  http://pds2.egloos.com/pds/1/2...y%20Mind%20.mp3 Freak!!! How??? Questions like this are thrown to me from time to time. Answer it or not, all depends on moods. Self—talker, movie geek, nerdy gamer, etc. Most important of all, I’m fucking easy pissed off. Surely, there is a big F word branded on my butt. What?  Not Fuck, its Freak. Lots people curest and kicked me out of their life
Pedantic Issues With Movies And Tv
Ok, I have a couple of issues with this movie... *spoilers... as always* Firstly, if this pyramid wakes up once every 100 years and they send their trainee predators down to hunt the aliens, the whole set-up requires the other predators to get there first to convince a bunch of people that they're Gods and that they must sacrifice themselves for the hunt. This way they can create some aliens for the predators to fight. Pretty much everything else is automated, but without some humans waiting in the sacrificial chamber, the game cannot even exist. Now, as luck would have it Lance Henriksson had his team down there and some of them got caught by the face-huggers, but had that not happened the hunters would have turned up to just find a bunch of eggs. At the end of the movie, the sole survivor is left alone on this Antartic island and temperatures well below zero without even a coat, when all the predators fly off on the mother ship. The movie ends at this point. Are we supposed to ass
Dawnita's Thoughts
If you're asking if I need you,the answer is forever...If you're asking if i'll leave you,the answer is never...If you're asking what I value,the answer is you...If you're asking if I love you,the answer is I do. The Road of Life Sometimes the road of life becomes unbearable and it seems easier to give up than to go on.But you should always remember that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.For every tear;You will smile,For every rainy day;There will be a rainbow.And for every moment of everyday, forever and always there will be someone there to love you and to confide in.I will always be there for you.To carry you over the rocky roads and lead you through the tunnels.To share with you the smiles, the tears, the rainy days and the rainbows.Whenever you need me,I will be there for you. A Woman's Tears "Mom, why are you crying?" he asked his mom. "Because I'm a woman" she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "and you never will."
My Thoughts
Life is so interesting.I have seen and brought life into this world. I have also seen many of my loved one's die. As in seeing life for the first time, coming into this Big World of our's, We alway's come kicking and screaming. As in Death we do the same. Life is so precious, as dying so perminent. Believe when I say I know how deep this is. But "God" and having faith in what his plan for us is, is what must keep us going. Marriage, frienship's, beginning anew, children are all gift's God has given to us to enjoy and cherish. So why would anyone ever want to throw that away? That pain that you feel,when a loved one has destroyed your life, and your dreams that you had made together, is far worse than any physcial pain one can endure. Being betrayed and lied to by a loved one whom you thought was your partener for life is one of the most devastating experiances that I myself never want to go through the rest of my life. The mental torture of what did I do? what could I have done t
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Erotic Fantasy Story
     WARNING: THIS IS A FANTASY EROTIC ABOUT 2 ADULTS ROLE PLAYING,I DO NOT CONDONE NOR PROMOTE CHILD ABUSE IN ANY FORM!                    Happy Birthday Daddy Today is my Daddy’s birthday and as his naughty little gurl, I want to make it a very special birthday. So I start the day out by buying him a cake, decorating the house and picking out a sexy outfit to wear for Daddy. I take a long soak in the tub and make sure my body is all pretty for Daddy. He loves it when I’m all shaved and smelling good, so I pay close attention to doing just that. After my bath, I go to get dressed; I picked a very short skirt, no panties, thigh high stockings, lacy bra, a half t-shirt that exposes my belly and the really high heels Daddy bought me so I would look more grown up for Him. He says even though I am his naughty little gurl, I should always dress like a young lady for him, a sexy young lady at that! I get all giggly when Daddy talks to me like that and it makes me so hot for D
Pointless Ramblings And Things I Like.
"Save Me"Had a bad day, don't talk to me,gonna ride this out,My little black heart, breaks apart,with your big mouth.And I'm sick of my sicknessDon't touch me, you'll get this.I'm useless, lazy, perverted,and you hate me.You can't save me,You can't change me,Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call,And everything, everything's my fault.Went to the doctor, and I asked her,to make this stop. (whoa)Got medication, a new addiction,Fucking thanks a lot.I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabsIt ruins everything. (whoa)So point your finger, at the singer,He's in the pharmacy.You can't save me,You can't change me,Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,and everything's
Mens Health Issues
What are symptoms of low testosterone in men? Men usually first notice signs of low testosterone when life begins to slow down and you perceive a significant drop in your overall energy level, most commonly worse at night than any other time. As testosterone levels drop, more severe symptoms emerge, such as a drop-off in sexual appetite, lagging sexual performance, general malaise as well as a slightly more flaccid erection. In severe cases of very low testosterone, men experience noticeable shrinking in height and the complete loss of the ability to reach a full erection. If you are experiencing any of these symptoms you may want to visit your general care physician or a urology specialist to be sure that testosterone low is truly the cause of your situation. After your doctor rules out any health concerns, there are plenty of testosterone boosters available via naturopathic, homeopathic, as well as conventional medicinal treatments. Once you begin any of your chosen treatment pl
Nfl Picks Of The Week!
     Hey everyone!  King Jeremy here again with my Week 8 NFL predictions...............        Indianapolis @ Tennessee:  Tennessee        New Orleans @ St. Louis:  New Orleans        Miami @ N.Y. Giants:  N.Y. Giants        Minnesota @ Carolina:  Carolina        Arizona @ Baltimore:  Baltimore        Jacksonville @ Houston:  Houston        Washington @ Buffalo:  Buffalo        Detroit @ Denver:  Detroit        New England @ Pittsburgh:  New England        Cleveland @ San Francisco:  San Francisco        Cincinnati @ Seattle:  Cincinnati        Dallas @ Philadelphia:  Dallas        (ESPN Monday Night Football)        San Diego @ Kansas City:  San Diego      Hey everybody, it's King Jeremy again with my Week 2 NFL predictions!  Let's hope I do better this week than I did with Week 1 lol.  With that said, here's my Week 2 picks to win:   Oakland @ Buffalo: Buffalo   Kansas City @ Detroit:  Detroit   Baltimore @ Tennessee:  Baltimore   Cleveland @ In
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A second person arrested in the case related to a woman receiving a cosmetic injection of a cement concoction into her buttocks has posted bond, The Miami Herald is reporting.Corey Alexander Eubank, 40, of Hollywood, Fla., posted $5,000 bond after an arrest on charges of helping a fake doctor inject the backsides of clients with a mixture of cement, mineral oil, Fix-A-Flat tire sealant and Super Glue, the Herald reports. Miami Gardens, Fla., police report that the clients thought they were receiving cosmetic enhancement injections, according to the Herald.According to police, Morris injected a Miami Gardens woman with the mixture in 2010. The woman wound up in critical condition in the hospital, but survived. A second woman has come forward to tell authorities a similar story. The U.S., U.K. and Canada- Moncler Outlet each took new steps to further isolate Iran's financial sector, and France called for more such measures by the international community in the wake of a recent report t
My Dark Corner
I hear knock at the door. Maybe if I’m quiet they will go away. They’re still knocking; for fucks sake. I open it and there he stands, I know it’s him right away, though we have never met… “It’s you! You came!”“Yes, Dear, I’m here, but only for a moment. I heard you calling for me, so persistent are your cries.”“I’ve been so lonely, so lost for so long. I’m so glad you are here.”“I know of your pain, but I cannot help you right now, I have other matters to attend to and must be on my way. You know now that I have heard you, that I am real and am paying attention. I will be back for you, one day.”“But, I want to go with you, I want to go now! Please, don’t leave me here to suffer anymore! Please, take me with you.”“I’m sorry Dear, that’s just not how it works. I cannot take you with me, for it is not time for you to go.”“Don’t abandon me!
Fave Song Lyrics
"Stickwitu" I don't wanna go another day,So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.Seems like everybody's breaking upThrowing their love away,But I know I got a good thing right hereThat's why I say (Hey)[Chorus:]Nobody gonna love me betterI must stick with you forever.Nobody gonna take me higherI must stick with you.You know how to appreciate meI must stick with you, my baby.Nobody ever made me feel this wayI must stick with you.I don't wanna go another daySo I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.See the way we ride in our private lives,Ain't nobody getting in between.I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)And I say[Chorus]And nowAin't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)And nowI'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.I got you,We'll be making love endlessly.I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)So don't you worry aboutPeople hanging around,They ain't bringing us down.I know you and you know meAnd tha
My Poetry. Please Read You'll Be Touched. Promise Please Let Me Know What You Think Of It. Ty God Bless.
Pains of Relationships   Like a thorn brushing against your skin leaving it scratched, and burning but not bleeding is how a short friendship ending feels   Having a thorn scraped against you leaving it stinging, burning and bleeding some is how a longer frienedship or relationship ending feels   Now when you fall in love and it ends that's a different kind of pain It feels like you'll never make it through another day without them   It feels like someone just grabbed your heart out of your chest, body and soul and just chewed it up, ran over it than stabbed it over and over Until there's nothing left but a speck   Scrappy Jan 6.2006    Tears in Silence    I put on makeup to make me feel pretty, Even though I know it won't help. I buy nice clothes to make me look pretty, That I find out doesn't' work either. I wear a smile for the whole world to see While in Silence I'm dying.   I'm lost and confused I'm wondering is there anyone in this world who
Ramblings Of A Paranoid Insomniac
Why in the hell do people feel the need to block the aisles in a grocery store, chit-chatting with their friends? I'm going to start shoving motherfuckers out of my way when I see that shit. When I yell "EXCUSE ME", you better fucking move or I'm going to ram you with my damn cart. /annoyed rant Some Facebook Fun:This was posted on my Facebook by my daughter and one of my longtime best friends. It made me laugh so hard I nearly choked on the candy bar I was eating. So I'm sharing the laughter.MD = My DaughterLTBF = Longtime Best FriendMD: "You know you broke when you sit your Playstation 1 on top of your Playstation 2 and call it a Playstation 3. -Katt WilIiams"LTBF: "And then you spin your old Xbox around one whole turn and call it an Xbox 360!"MD: "What about if you smash your Xbox so many times it turns it into a Game Cube?"LTBF: "And you take apart a Nintendo to make it a Nintendo 64 (pieces)."MD: "HAHA. If you flatten the Nintendo you get an Atari game system." A-well-a everybody'
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Sadness
Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I hear your voice my heart longs for you for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I see your face my heart skips a beat for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as
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My Poems From Years Ago!
I fell hard for you, when i fell for your warpt idea of truth, you used ur speak to mind fuck me,  i fell hard when i believed your bull shit, i trusted you when you said that you loved me, but i was really dumb way to stupid to see, that you were just mind fucking me... I fell hard for you when you gave me a baby but i now know, and i now plainly see that it was yet one more way to mind fuck me. I fell hard for you when you said i should have ur last name, but then you beat me and you called me things that made me feel so ashamed. I fell hard for you when that plane took me away and you promised yet again that you had changed.  I fell hard for you when i got off that plane and you mind fucked me...said i needed you said i would never be wanted... I fell for you the day you broke my will and saw it threw, you made me fall for you when you mind fucked me in to my grave...I fell for you....6 feet under...i fell for you!  Scars tears and lies!Some scars stay some fade away some peop
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hmmmm seems i've been banned from posting any more mumms today... anyhow.. I am thinking about doing an auction. What do ya think? 1 month VIP? 25 bling credit perhaps? Give me some ideas... If I bent like you said was best Would that change a thing? If I spent myself what’s left Would you still leave me here? You're so sorry about it all Now that it's over Should i thank you for that dear? You're so sorry about it all And I hope you'll always be Cause I remember you best Hating all the boys who got to you And all the things they took That you'd kept for yourself Every car crash, every misstep, every word You're so sorry about it all Now that it's over Should I thank you for that dear? You're so sorry about it all And I hope you'll always be Always be La la la.... Cause I remember you best Hating all the boys who got to you And all the things they took from you again It's all wrong, it's all wrong, it’s all wrong La la la.. You're so sorry about it all Now that it's
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My Poetry
Flame  A single candle stood between us  lighting up your innocence  and my desire.  A single candle made the moment sacred  and our flesh grew warm  as the flame grew higher. A single fear was all that stood between us 'til your trembling breath  blew out the flame  and lit the fire.   Terry Amid the Million Mannequins @ Amid the million mannequins (their fixed stares empty like eye-holes of skulls) you stand trying to make them see, touching plastic arms to make them feel, kissing dumb mouths and screaming (your eyes damp with pain) at their deafness. You held them. They did not grow warm, There was no longing in their bloodless touch nor comfort in their pale arms. I too was still-- lost in the stiff maze of their tangled limbs and the eternal chill of their arid eyes... until I stumbled into the oasis of your gaze, the well of your mouth, the healing breeze of your touch... and moved--perhaps just one step-- among these smiling dead...
And In Thought... Or Not.
I saw Red Tails tonight!   I was awe-inspired by the splendid luck we had with the Jet plane.   Did you know: 14 of the Mark 2 Jet Fighter made by Volkswagon were made, but only 5 got into the air, and 4 were deemed operational? The Mark 2 Jet Fighter was the fastest thing in the war, but the least deployed? The Mark 2 Jet Fighter had the most kills out of any attack force with minimal problems but still was defeated?   Why didn't we lose again? Oh yeah, America was teh beeznees back in the day. Oh, how I miss you, America of olde. Back in the day when we didn't make fun of the British for a language we basically hijacked and mugged.   AMEEERRRIICCA of GRACIOUS--OH SHIT, JETPLANE.   Go Tuskegee!   Why is derelection the greater part of valour? Because you need to get past Mach 3.   Valour, in essence, is a flatspin gone awry. I believe this in turmoil and in great prejudice. Spin and throw-up a little, at least the guy next door says he's seen better days. An eternal w
Metal22
I used to think it was a genie bottle, whose contents lifted my head into a dreamy world of clouds, buzz is a good word for the tingling lack of sensation, my head falls back on its own, it flutters, like my head was in love, this would have been my first wish. I could not remember to make the other two. This was the deceptive ecstasy of ambrosia, and we did not know words yet like dry heaves, rotgut, and brown bottle flu, black-outs were entertaining, not accountable for anything forgotten, forgetting my second wish was not to feel shame. I then did not know the devil's trickery, that demons look like genies and can make you feel good, but possession is the whole of the law, and the bad will always follow once they have you, when there are no excuses, just a disease. Black-outs mean that you are alone, and loneliness means that you are the drink, and drinking means the demons have you, yet you are compelled to possess their possession, because you still remember
About Me...
Ok, it's been a hell of a day. Today started with me getting lost going 18 miles, and ending up 25 away from where I needed to be...   I stopped last night at a rest area (I drive trucks for a living). I went to sleep, got up, made coffee. Then I started to head toward my delivery and ended up going the wrong way! Yeah, my sense of direction is in question by now. Usually I have a really good sense of direction, but when I can't read the street signs cause I'm watching other cars zip in and out of lanes, it makes it hard to see them. Anyway, I went to the first stop and found out from the receiver that they didn't have the equipment to unload the unit...Bites!   The receiver ended up sending me to the actuall deliver point where they did have a crane to unload the unit I was carrying. Got rid of one. Now I have to get to my final stop before 1:00 est. I didn't make it at the time I was supposed to, but they unloaded me anyway (Nice of em). Finally got empty and now I have to sit fo
Mumblings
exposing me to the world, no substances to hide me. stripping away the inteirior rubbish that is the driving force to my addictions. the years spent getting into troubling situiations in the real world and in my mind. exposing the nerves. baring my true nature, my true soul. i stand, sit, float,hover-whatever,before you-brand spankin new-so to speak- beacause i feel new. i feel lighter too!i am sober-all around. exposing the nerves.i find that i a m sap for touching moments-and i will cry freely. someones subtle jeers-stings, because i feel it. exposing the nerves. absorbing new useful and healing information. becaoming.exposing the nerves bring me peace of mind and heart a piece to find and start the smallest at least to be kind and smart the beast we bind apart like the gentle butterfly in a warm breeze her life fluttered by-silently peacfully with ease she slipped away in the early morning of spring she wasnt alone she wasnt sad no worries the look upon he

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Loving You From A Distance!
"Before I Forget" Go!Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'mSealed in tight, bizarre but right at homeClaustrophobic, closing in and I'mCatastrophic, not againI'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasolineI wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obsceneCatch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattleFray the stringsThrow the shapesHold your breathListen!I am a world before I am a manI was a creature before I could standI will remember before I forgetBEFORE I FORGET THAT!I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'mI wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurtPay attention to your twisted little indiscretionsI've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battlesLocked in clutchPushed in placeHold your breathListen!I am a world before I am a manI was a creature before I could standI will remember before I forgetBEFORE I FORGET THAT!I am a world before I am a manI was a crea
I Do This
She's taking her time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "Mama never loved her much." And, "Daddy never keeps in touch. That's why she shies away from human affection." But somewhere in a private place She packs her bag for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him, She's sayin,  "I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be, if you'll be my Baby. I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby?" She can't remember a time when she felt needed. If love was red then she was color blind. All her friends, they've been tried for treason And crimes that were never defined. She's saying "Love is like a barren place And reaching out for human faith is like a journey 
Poetry
Wanting to dieLast night a friend asked me if I wanted to die I said not today. But today I want to die. I want to die because of the loss of life. Because not being next to those that I love. I want to die as I feel I am unloveable and that I am not wanted. What would people say if I died to today? Would they mourn me or throw a party? I believe people would throw a party singing the bitch is dead. Many people say they love someone but how true is it? Are they only saying the words to make someone else happy or do they mean it? I say I love you only to those closest to me. Today one of the people closest to me turned and walked away not caring about what I was going through but because how she felt was important to her. Telling her I didn't want to live any more didn't matter to her. Yes people deal with things in their own way. But if you are close to someone and they want to die do you really turn your back on them and walk away? Wouldn't you want to stay and keep them company if yo
Confessions
Eros – a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love Ludus – a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at once Storge – an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on similarity (kindred to Philia) Pragma – love that is driven by the head, not the heart; undemonstrative Mania – obsessive love; experience great emotional highs and lows; very possessive and often jealous lovers Agape – selfless altruistic love; spiritual If you simply wanted to get a guy off as quickly as possible, all you need to do is lock your lips at the base of his cock and suction them up and down the bottom ¾ of his shaft at a quick, steady pace while pressing your flattened tongue against the underside of his dick. Make sure you are applying pressure with both your lips AND tongue. Keeping your tongue engaged at all times is key. I try to keep mine moving at all t
Missing
"Feelings are important in our life as they come from heart, if u respond back they grow, if u ignore they die, if u respect they stay forever." It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it. But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Everyone tells me i should forget you, that you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but i deserve you.
Just Me!
The guy I sorta talked about in my last post was exactly what I thought he was! But oh well, that the Fu for ya! But anyways, I did happen to run into someon I never thought I would be with! He makes me feel complete and makes me feel special! Every time I talk to him I feel all warm and fuzzy inside! He is my white knight in a dark abyss! He's everything I could ask for! He already loves my kids like they were his own! He knows my whole situation with my ex-hubby and he's cool about it! I never thought someone so caring and wonderful would be ok with the fact that things between me and my ex aren't finalized! But, he is and it's amazing! I just wish he were a lil closer so I could hold him in my arms! I love him with all my heart and soul! I love my Outlaw! Well, the relationship I touched on in my last entry went to shit.......oh well, that is life! But now I have a new man in my life and at this point idk what to do.........I have heard things that I'm scared about accepting! We wil
Broken Heart
Being hurt by someone you love everyday hurts less than you both breaking up and being apart from each other. I'd rather be hurt everyday. I love being hurt by someone you know why? In every pain i feel, i know that i'm moving up toward to my special one... One day, I'll start messing with your feelings and you'll get mad because I finally learned how to play your game
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A Loss For Words
“Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.” This quote is from the book “Tuesdays with Morrie” by Mitch Albom. Morrie calls it “The tension of opposites”. Never in my life have I felt this more real than I do these days.I know I’ve wanted things to happen to me recently. I’ve taken steps believing that I’m heading towards my goal, yet I already knew from the start that I’d never make it. At the times I am happiest, I am also the saddest. I’ve taken two steps forward and two steps back. Knowing that I’m at a dead end in my journey, I still trudge along doing the little that I can.“The tension of opposites”, I’m living it. You control your own life. No one else does. No one is responsible
Words Of A Whispering Goth
..still I see your face, when my eyes close in this dark..in this place... Still I feel this void...until your there will this remain. My mind is scattered, trying to gather composer once again. My curse is to love one, one whom can not be touched.. my curse is a beautiful one... for I love him too damn much. in these tears, your reflections shimmer, yet only for a moment this hell of wanting to feel your presence near is my only torment...... These tears that fall, that leaves a stream, is the lonely path I dwell as for us, I can only daydream.... as I wither through this hell.... Within the yonder, I hear your voice it echos in the dark tomorrow I run.....in search of you, only to descend into the arms of sorrow...
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Maryam's Poems
Suddenly all the people who matters to me "disappear" And make up any bullshit excuse just so to be forgiven I hope it will be the last time, but sadly it became a habit The more i hear your bullshit, the you push me away I fed up and walk away Days become weeks Weeks become month later on, you call or txt saying you miss me What you except me to do Tell you that i miss you Tell you that i was fine, but all i did was waiting for you Tell you that you left a huge emptiness in my heart when u left me Did it satisfy you to torture me or did i became a toy for you to mess with You have done enough of damage already, why did you have To come back       Written By: MaryoOm BrokenHeart I know how you feel for me But im too scared to take a step forward You know i got hurt before You dont know how painful it was I wasnt sure i would even get over it, but i did Now, nothing is the same My feelings is unreliable
I Am Who I Am
If u only knew just how much I hunger for just one taste From your deep ebony eyes to the soles of your feet I quietly wait to consume it all without haste Skin like silk and taste of honey oh so sweet You walk with the commanding presance of a true king Try as I might I can't get my fill of you it's jus to much I am captivated by your body and the heat you alway bring My mind continually haunted by the phantom of your touch I am rendered completely helpless by your undeniable charms My secrete addiction I can't quit no matter how I try I dreamt of us laying feverishly in each others arms The feel of your suculent lips forever emprined in my mind's eye My Dark Chocolate I egarly wait to bathe in your embrace As I desretely remember our last meeting I begin to lust
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My grandmother from my fathers side, use to bitch me out about the little things. ( she also did it with my cousin Kevin).  My dad got very upset everytime she spoke that way to me because she did towrads him when he was grow up.  I know that some people feel that is ok to talk to chirldren or anyone in that matter.  But in my book it's wrong.  If, you have somthing to get of your chest for EX: GET SOME MILK FOR ME NOW.  What happen to please, would you get me some milk.  If, you try to tell that parent, in a polite way that you don't like the way that parent is talking to you.  The parent get's more upset with you & the other parent is laughing  at you & telling you to leave it alone.  The parents make the child feel like they are the bad person in all this because the child spoke up.  It is some kind of Emotional Abuse in my book. I am at a new school, now ( almost 2 weeks).  The old school>QA closed it's door to the public June> 29 of this year.  The following week me & the rest of
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Cho Thue Kho
Cho thuê kho Từ Liêm, Hà Nội, DT 1200 m2 Diện tích  cho thue kho:  1200 m2 Giá: đàm phán Kết cấu cho thue kho tu liem: Hệ thống điện 3 pha, đèn chiếu sáng sẽ được thiết kế và lắp đặt trong và ngoài nhà kho theo yêu cầu của khách hàng Hệ thống nước sạch, cứu hỏa trang bị đầy đủ. Vệ sinh sạch sẽ, an toàn tuyệt đối, bảo mật thông tin cho khách hàng. Kho cao thoáng, không bị ngập Giao thông thuận tiện, xe công 40 tấn vào được. Thời hạn thuê mở Pháp lý đầy đủ Các dịch vụ cho thue kho được thực hiện nhanh chóng, hoàn hảo với chi phí hợp lý nhất. Hợp đồng từ 1 nă
Depplus
Nám da là nỗi lo của hầu hết các chị em phụ nữ khi mang bầu. Việc sử dụng mỹ phẩm để trị nám trong giai đoạn này cần hết sức thận trọng để tránh gây hại cho thai nhi. Nếu muốn an toàn, chị em có thể sử dụng một số cách trị nám da với mặt nạ đắp mặt từ thiên nhiên với công thức cực kỳ đơn giản sau. Mặt nạ trị nám da từ sữa chua và vỏ cam   Ảnh minh họa  Rửa sạch vỏ cam bằng muối. Sau đó cho vào máy xay để làm nhuyễn, thêm một thìa sữa chua và trộn đều. Thoa hỗn hợp trên lên vùng da bị nám, massage thật nhẹ nhàng. Để khoảng 20 p
Blogs??!! Oooh Boy...*laughs**
... you forgot what panties feel like. ... you have bigger calluses on your knees than on your feet. ... foreplay to you is tying your hair into a knot. ...it gives you goosebumps when the man at the customer service counter tells you "no" in a firm voice. ... you cannot serve tea in less than twenty different steps. ... you respond "Yes, Master!" to your boss when he tells you to do something. ... you cannot cum without permission. ... your thigh muscles protest when you close your legs. ...begging has become second nature. ... the term "being used" no longer has a negative connotation. ... you overhear someone utter the word "slut" and you think they are talking about you. ... the term "slut" used in reference to you makes you all warm and fuzzy inside. ... you have forgotten that "juicing" is what you do with oranges. ... your head doubles as a resting spot for beer. ... you mix third and first person in both text and speech. ... you will
Lc Friends
Here's to all all my LC Friends... i have myspace, tag world, and Lost Cherry. I have met so good friends on all of them... But none compare to my Lost Cherry Friends... Luv ya all... Take care and be safe in all you do...
Djkris2fur/operation Human Race Updates!!
NAKED IN FRONT OF YOU (written by DJK on 10-19-05) verse: censoring me from being part of the Town's biggest day we were booked,then you heard something you didn't like maybe too original,maybe something you wished you wrote It's ok,we will go on to bigger & better things Hear me now,It's not gonna hold us down,Now Hear me Say Yes Hear Us Uncensorly SING chorus: I could be naked in front of You But you would still not be able to see all of me don't criticize the music,and the things I do I'm in a much different kind of reality verse: standing on top of St.Lucie County Looking down at those who never gave us a chance Never say Never, You'll ask us back,wait and see Your Daughters will offer us more than Romance I could be naked in front of You But you would still not be able to see all of me don't criticize the music,and the things I do I'm in a much different kind of reality I MAKE LOVE WITH MY MIND AND I WILL NOW LEAVE ST. LUCIE BEHIND now that
Poems
Watching as time passes by my eyes. i seem to wounder why life is filled with lies. deep in there heart they dont want to do it. but something wispers in there ear "its ok lie a bit". with that little voice in our minds. its hard not to lie at times. one lie turn into two or three after a while the voice is the only thing you belive. as the lies get easier to speak aloud. the voice begins to cloud your mind. feeding you ideas of your doing the right thing. when in real life the real horror begins. your friends begin to leave your side. your family can't even trust you because of your lies. you are alone on a small island with only the darkness, thinking about the friends you miss. you look to the voice for advice. but the voice is gone leaving you alone in this abyss. as the darkness begins to engulf your soul. you wounder why did you have to lie more and more. with no voice and your loved ones gone. you feel like this is all wrong. the darkness begins to feed on
My Heart
How do I fix it? How do I go on? How does it go back to normal? Can I have you back? I miss you so much.... I miss your kisses.... Your warm embrace.... Your hugs.... Feeling your hugs when I am crying.... Feeling your arms around me at night.... My heart is so broken without you.... Can you put it back together? Should someone that loves with their whole heart be alone? Should someone who dedicates themselves huet always? Should you laugh at me because I want to love you? But in all reality she doesn't love you anymore.... And still you don't want me.... And you leave me still in complete lonliness.... Open up your eyes and look at me, What do you see? The face that loves you, Don't you love me? Confusoin lingers in the air, and makes our minds interwind, I know things are harder now, Different things, Different times, I can't change it now, I can't rewins our times, I'm sorry!
Why Did This Happen :(
A sad day for me :( Category: Life Tonight is one of the hardest nights of my life.2 years ago at 12:05 am i got a phone call . It was about my bother Joey . See he had a few drinks and was cleaning a gun ,,,well we know the two dont mix . I was at home and the phone rang , it was my mom , she had told me that Joey was in the hospital and it dont look good . she then said he got shot . My sister picked me up at 2:15 am and brang me to her home to stay for a few days . We went to the hospital to see my brother , the doctors said there was no chance for a normal life for him . We needed to let him go . We all gatherd around him to comfert him incase he knew . As i held him i can feel his life just slipping away . OMG i dont know how this could happend is all i can think of . I felt such pain in my heart and i am feeling it right now . I wish i could change things .Just bring him back home . After we said our good byes i think i felt a bit better knowing he was in no pain and that h
Just Wanted To Say Hi!
looking for fluffy girls and guys contest starts sunday march 11 ends march 16 first place 1month blast 2nd place 1 week blast 3rd 3 days blast 4th 1 day blast 5th gift 6th gift 7th gift 8th gift so send me you pic's pass the word see you soon ~reyna~ men are 99.9% percent jerks where are that 1 percent im looking if you see them let me know thanks ~reyna~ I just wanted to say it's been wonderful here i love being here on losy cherry have made a bunch of new friends just want to say hi and show some love ~reyna~
Oh Hell Naw!!!!!!!!!!!
I am not a bitch, unless provoked! I shouldn't have to deal with all the childish bullshit that you always subject others to. Why don't you just grow up. You say you are grown, yet you act like a dumb ass. Why do you still rebel all the time. Act your age. Stop being promiscuous. stop playing games. Stop stealing and stop lying to the people that you say are your best friends. You ask all the time why i am acting different... its called growing up. its called taking responsibility. its called thinking before i act... MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY IT SOMETIME!!! I thought that it was cool that the new Elmo was coming out and seeing as my daughter loves elmo, i thought that I would buy her one. Well when i finally got around to going to get one, Walmart is sold out. Keep in mind that they were $25.96 here when they came out. Well , i went online to Walmart.com and they are $40. and they are also sold out. So i go on ebay and they are even more expensive there. So now i feel like a dumbass because
This To Shall Pass.....
Recently i became free of all bullshit. Having put up with it for so long i guess i forgot what clean air smells like. I hate the fact ive let so much pass me by because of this. I guess reality finally hit me right between the eyes. I met some nice people in the past and passed on them because of this so now im fearing that maybe i may have missed out on something good. I guess ill never know maybe thats my punishment for being blind. In the long run somehow a lesson has got to come out of this. I dont know what it will be but i do know that i will have learned from it. And i know i wont waste my time again on something that shouldnt have been. Ive been told that you should always go into everything with an open mind and your eyes wide open.....well sometimes you tend to get blindsided and dont always see things for what they are or see what is right in front of you. I happened to fall into that. Im not apologizing for my closemindedness nor my lack of the obvious but i do know that
To Everyone
RIGHT NOW someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone wants to be with you someone hopes you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provided someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to find them someone is celebrating your successes someone wants to give you a gift someone thinks you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone wants to hug you someone loves you someone wants to lavish you with small gifts someone admires your strength someone is thinking of you and smiling someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun someone thinks the world of you someone wants to protect you someone would do anything for you
About Me
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MET ON HERE. YOU SHOULD ALWAYS LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. DONT HOLD NOTHING BACK. DONT TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED. TELL PEOPLE EVERYDAY HOW YOU FEEL. GO PLACES SEE THE WORLD. HAVE FUN. YOU SHOULD LIVE LIFE LIKE YOU WERE DYING BECAUSE YOU JUST NEVER KNOW. I HAVE A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WHO IS. I HAVE LEARNED ALOT FROM HIM.HE HAS TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS. HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. SO THAT IS WAT I AM GONNA DO. I AM GONNA GO OUT THERE AND SEE THE WORLD AND DO THINGS THAT I AM NORMALLY AFRAID OF DOING. I AM GONNA LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST. YOU SHOULD TOO. THANK YOU, HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS this is wat i am dressing as for halloween at work hehe I HAVE BEEN THE MOST STUPIDIST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD. LOL ONCE AGAIN I BELIEVED IN YOU. BUT FUCK IT WAS ALL LIES. I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS ANYMORE TO WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY. IT WILL JUST BE MORE LIES. DONT SAY YUR MAD OR HURT BY THIS. THAT WILL BE ALL LIES TOO. HOPE YUR FUCKING HAPPY. NOT. JUST MAKIN I
I Hate Blogs
How can it be how can people be as sick as they are? How can someone hurt an innocent child for no reason at all cept that they're crying? How can it be that the world makes so many bad people? how can it be that parents throw their kids away? In truth they are throwing a little peice of themselves away. Must be all the hate they see inside and they try to hide it by acting like they're right. How can people treat their kids like complete shit and then act like they are the good parent? How can it be that people judge someone on the cloths they wear and pass you off as a bad person? How can the world be so cruel that they have to push their opinions on you? How can a person steal away someones innocence and act like it means nothing at all? It seems like we can fight every day all day long and these people in the end win. They win everytime they turn a good person bad. They win everytime they make a happy person sad. They win everytime they make a honest person lie. T
Ghost Story
You have more photos of ghosts than you do of family photos. You hang out on a ghost message board more then any other place on the net You talk to an empty room. You know you're a ghost hunter when your car has a bumper sticker that reads: I'd Rather Be Ghost hunting! You are more afraid of the living than you are of the dead You're the only one in the photo shop who gets excited over "bad" pictures Your coolest ghost photo is framed and hanging in the hallway with your family photos 99.99% of your bookmarks on the internet are ghost related. You invite friends over to watch home movies and they see your last three investigations. (Film of an empty room for 3 hours.) Your company stops and stares at the Sony Night cam aimed at the bed in the spare bedroom and you have to tell them it isn't what they think it is. You apologize to the ghost for getting scared because you thought it was a human. You sit at your computer and look at the
Poems Ive Written
Where is he? Where is that man that wants to listen? Who cares about what I have to say Where is that man who will hold me close? When I’m having a rough day Where is that man that will laugh with me? When I’m being my silly self Where is that man who isn’t all about money? He can just have fun without all the wealth Where is that man that will love me for who I am? He will enjoy my little quirks and not try to change them I’m not to sure where this man is, But I can’t wait to find him. My life was over I wished myself dead Thoughts of sadness Swarmed through my head A heart torn completely An eye no longer able to tear A soul with no purpose A life full of fear The final days approached I would now go on to better places A place with no judgment Based on looks or on races I could be me And no one would care The laughter would stop No one would stare That’s all I’ve wanted But the worlds full of hurt And for that reason I chose to be 6 ft under dir
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(LADY'S FILL THIS PART OUT) *ABOUT GUYS:Turns you ON, OFF or DC (Don't Care) Is taller than you:on Wears a grill: off Dresses Gangsta: on/off Dresses Gothic: off Dresses Skater: on Dresses Preppy: on/off Dresses Emo: on Cuts themself: off Has green eyes: on Has blue eyes: dc Has brown eyes:on Has hazel eyes:on Drinks alcohol:dc Wears glasses: dc Smokes cigarettes:dc Smokes weed:dc Plays sports:dc Smiles a lot: on Calls you just to say hi: on Compliments you: on Good dancer: on Wears jewelry: dc Smiles when you walk in the room: on Has curly hair: dc Has straight hair:dc Has brown hair:dc Has black hair:dc Has blonde hair:dc Has red hair:dc Loyal:on Laid back: on Plays guitar: dc Plays drums:on He can draw:on Easily jealous: off Has a tattoo:on Has a lip ring:on Has a tongue piercing:off Nipples pierced:dc Doesn't party:dc Likes to party:dc Wants to party:dc Laughs a lot:on Funny:on Skinny:on Thick:off Honest and open: on Goes to chur
Misc Fuckin About....
another year almost gone...kneeling in a ditch along a deserted road with a pistol to the back of its head...the new year, its finger on the trigger...another holiday season upon us like an infection that will not go away...joyous yuletide blahblahblah...whatever...it's a joke...it only serves to deepin the lonliness...happy shit family and season for togetherness...whatever lookin through some of my friends blogs and apparently people can leave big fucking goofy space wasting bullshit glitter and stupid picture comments because they're obviously too lazy or too stupid to type anything that resembles communication... Blahblahblah...oh...sorry... sunday...bike license day...still feel like a bag of runny shit set out in the sun on a busy highway... thanks to allllllll my beautiful friends out there in this wacky fucking cherry land...nice tits y'all!!! except you Ray... no seriously...gives an anti-social type person who has trouble with people an actual chance to meet people...now befo
Ok
I stared at this Dr Seuss Poem, pinned to the wall behind the copy machine at work. I just had to write it here. I love it... LOL! Get the Inspirational Short Stories Blog widget and many other great free widgets at Widgetbox!   I love my job, I love the pay I love it more and more each day I love my boss, he is the best I love his boss and all the rest I love my office and its location I hate to have to go on vacation I love my furniture, drab and grey and piles of paper that grow each day! I think my job is really swell, there´s nothing else I love so well. I love to work among my peers, I love their leers, and jeers, and sneers. I love my computer and its software; I hug it often though it won´t care.
Eileen's Cool Blog...consists Of Mostly Poems..by Yours Truly Of Course
Please Come Sit With Me Listen to what I have to say Just this once, I promise You keep playing this game This game of hot and cold First you want me near Next you're pushing me away I can't deny I like this game It keeps me wanting more of you I want every touch, every kiss Every feeling to last That's what I long for I may sound crazy, but it's true It's what keeps me going anymore It's just so amazing Words can't even explain Until you finally tell me we're through I'll keep coming back to you Besides, who else can give it to me The way you do I want you to know this one last thing You've been crossing my mind Less and Less frequently For this I'm happy Now I feel I can move on Without any problem Without any questions So I can be happy for myself finally I promise to myself I won't wait any longer Not for you anyway I hope one day you feel what I did Waiting for something that just won't happen That you'll hurt just as I did That you'll be used for
Mac
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com mac will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com
Mell0rz Place For Imaginary Friends.
I'm freaken bored. Someone talk to meeeeeeee! Lol x.x Has there always been blogs & I've completely looked passed it, or is it new? lol. -rubs chin- Holy smokes! It's raining, I love rain.. And I have a sudden urge to go out and dance in it.. though I'll end up sick, as it's cold and 2:33 in the AM lol. So anyways.. yay for rain.
My Blogs
Ok I made a site that I posted in a bulletin and so far it's got 41 visits. Pretty good at least I think so but here's what I would like for you to do for me. I would like you to either a) put the site in one of your blogs or in your profile so your friends can check it out also or b) if you have a site take one of the help us out banners and link it to the site. Now you don't have to do this if you don't want to but it would be greatly appreciated if you did.Here's the address to the site. http://simply-phenomenal.tripod.com/ Thanks for your time everyone. Love you all. ~AJ~ Well I'll start off by saying that my weeks can't get any worse or can they? Well I found it they can. You see I made the mistake of telling someone we should be friends and now I feel like she's gonna walk out of my life. I feel like I'm in the wrong because I told her what I did. I did it because I didn't want to lead her on and I feel like everything is going to shit now. So as I sit here and write thi
The Hpnotiq Spot
If you women like big dicks this one is for you & for the guys who like big plump asses this one is for you too. So enjoy http://www.onionbooty.com/trailers/free-booty.wmv Love is Current mood: loved Love is Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is an understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future Love is the fury
My Blogs
Joseph J: People Adore you O: Awesome kisser S: Fuckin sexy E: You are easy to fall in love with P: You are popular with all types of people H: You have very good personality and good looks Sounds about right to me. A: You like to drink. B: You like people. C: You are really silly. D: You like to drink. E: You are easy to fall in love with. F: You are dead sexy. G: You never let people tell you what to do. H: You have very good personality and good looks. I: You Are Great in bed. J: People Adore you K: You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M: Best kisser ever. N: You like to drink O: Awesome kisser. P: You are popular with all types of people. Q: You are a hypocrite. R: You are very shy but sweet. S: Fuckin sexy. T: You're loyal to those you love. U: You really like to chill. V: You are not judgemental. W: You are very broad minded. X: You never let people tell you what to do. Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z: Always ready I read t
Poison Candy's Blog
As I opened my eyes and gazed up at the sky, I recalled my past and how the years just flew by. Childhood games with the neighborhood kids, Fond memories of my very first kiss. Recess at school and bad cafeteria food, Never breaking the rules at my Elementary School. Middle School years brought me lots of tears, Bullies and peers were my biggest fears. High School begun and man was it fun, With making kids laugh and cutting class. School starts to such and I knew I was stuck, In those classes of hell that I always failed. Dropped out of school and started breaking the rules, Brought my family to shame cause I was such a pain. Parties, drugs, and beer for the next couple of years, Being so ignorant and then I got pregnant. Now I have kids and once again life begins! When you look at me what is it you see? Do you even see the real me? You say you love my eyes, How they sparkle and shine, But do you even see what they have to hide? You see their
Who I Like On Lc/ct/fubar
Who i like on LC is as follows1.Nicckie,2.Foxy brit, 3.Blue,4.Jennifer,5.Isis CherryLick,6.Sw33tn3r,7.sexy pirate13,8.Candle,9.Veinfetish,10.Pixie Kisses,11. Tiff,12.Candy,13.Drty Grl,14.Ashley,15.Stoney16.MZ Bossy,17.AprilRose,18. Sweet_titts,19.Laken,20.MISS SHERRIE,21.Nurse Hayley,22.Drianna,23.~*~Haloz~*...,24.~ Shadow Hawk ~,25.Cassandra Lynn,26.Nympho,27.Chatqueen24,28.Baby Animal ¢¾,29.Bobbi Doll,30. I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret,31.Amy Amy Amy,32.Tuna,33.Kindred Heart,34 Angel(Angela),35.Starduster766,36.Devil in Cuffs,37.Miss Behavin25,26.'۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ۞', and others i might add to this Blog Later on from Bruce nicckie to me is a wonderful sexy hott beautiful gorgeous sensational amazing pretty and raidant incredibly stunning person and i feel like i have a special bond with her i reckon if she was to leave the world i would be truly depressed and and heart broken forever because i in my h
Annual Stella Awards
This year's winner was Mr. Merv Grazinski of Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Mr. Grazinski purchased a brand new Winnebago Motor Home. On his trip home from an OU football game, having driven onto the freeway, he set the cruise control at 70 mph & calmly left the drivers seat to go into the back & make himself a cup of coffee. Not surprisingly, the Motor Home left the freeway, crashed & then overturned. Mr. Grazinski sued Winnebago for not advising him, by reading the owner's manual, that he actually could not do this. The jury awarded him $1,750,000 plus a new Winnebago Motor Home. The company actually changed their manuals on the basis of this suit just in case there were any other complete morons buying their recreation vehicles. A Philadelphia restaurant was ordered to pay Amber Carson of Lancaster, Pennsylvania, $113,500, after she slipped on a soft drink & broke her coccyx (tailbone). The beverage was on the floor because Ms. Carson had thrown it at her boyfriend 30 seconds earl
My Lc Friends.....my Thoughts
This friend of mine got me and my hunny the win in a cutest couple contest nearly all by her own effort. She wanted me and Mike to have the win so badly that she sat and voted for me for hours literally. She is very devoted and loyal and very sweet. She has been on my side through thick and thin on getting my blog to the top and for that I cant thank her enough. GF you rock! stay sweet! Christine@ CherryTAP I want to write and tell you about this friend of mine because he just a great guy with a sense of humor. He has been cheering me on and helping me along the way while I was trying to move my blog to #1 and helping me spread the word. He has posted numerous blog entries to that end and has helped keep in the know on things that were pertinant to myself. This guy is loyal to friends and loves his hunny more than life itself. You cant be a guy that loves his lady, is loyal and tells it like it is. Stay sweet JT! JT@ CherryTAP This is one person on my list that I cant r
Dragon Wings
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Random
In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career "Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts Elmo is
Arg
Everyone is online... and all there is is SILENCE. You guys must have all found some sweet looking fuckin chick to be busy jacking off for that long LOL Peace, fuckers. I give up trying to fucking convince you I love you. You apparently DONT understand that I just need some time apart right now to put my fucking life back together. I fucking dealt with it the WHOLE time you were in jail thank you very much and you cant deal with just letting me get my shit together. It wouldnt be such a fucking long wait if you were doing the same. Time flies when you're busy. Sometimes people can just take you by surprise. I was feeling more and more like everyone I had an intimate sort of friendship with was bailing on me. Infact even my relationship was pissing me off earlier. Actually, I've been depressed. None of those things even, just.. everything. And it's funny, because just when I feel like everything is shit, someone comes out of the woodwork and makes everything feel better. You see the
Fucked
Man what a fucked up two weeks its been.I got fucken stranded, betrayed by the family and one of my friends went crazy on me literally..Yup it sux being me right now..Ah fuck it i guess this shit too shall pass ey..I jus hope its sooner than later.Fuck enuff with this vulnerable crap I hate it..BLAH BLAH BLAH! MAKE ME NUMB..MMM happy pills..lol I jus got banned from posting fucken bulletins..why u ask ? For repositng a fucken bulletin that was considerd fucken NSFW..arent we all fucken adults here like wtf!!! and I got banned for it fucken bullshit muthafuckers!!!!! I WANNA BE DEAD
Littlemissvixen
The good: exams are finally over, yay! I really hope that these were my last ever coz I am not wanting to go back to uni next year. Fingers crossed for a job! The bad: my boyfriend has gone to Europe and America for 3 whole months over the Christmas holidays. I am completely devastated. The ugly: Well I'm going out drinking tonight, partly to celebrate the good, and partly to forget the bad :P Things could get interesting... lol Love LMV Ok, I'm tired of bitching about what annoys me. So today I'm doing a list of things I love. ...ice cream (especially choc chip cookie dough) ...my 3 cats, Rupert Rosie and Oliver (see pics) ...my boyfriend Natt (also see pics) ...The Simpsons, House, Desperate Housewives, Gilmore Girls, Futurama. Such good shows! ...talking. I could talk through concrete ...shoes ...pizza ...cherry tomatoes ...people giving me good ratings :P ...blue, jade, pink, purple ...my old and daggy jeans, even though they have holes everywhere they are so
Claires Blogy Thingy
There was all these feelings I felt i had to hide I was scared to tell you, and how you would react, and when i opened up and spilled out my heart, you broke it in two, and never looked back. Do you even care? Do you think of me? Did you even feel for me? All this pain it fills inside cause i knew they where feelings i should hide, I've learnt my lesson well and true, So this goes out to the old me and you! by claire. I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To every
No Matter Where You Go, There You Are
The other night I cried so hard it actually physically hurt. Why? Because now that he is leaving and I only see my son half time, I will be alone. I'm not afraid of that, just very disappointed and disillusioned. I feel like a failure - I can't seem to make this marriage thing work. Now I have to get used to being by myself and the worst part is figuring out what to do with myself. The night I got the separation papers I cleaned the whole entire house because I was so upset. There's only so much cleaning a person can do. Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate wearing my glasses and will do anything to avoid it. 2. I sometimes just have milk for dinner. 3. I love science fict
Pissed
call me lazy! As some of you know Richard and I went up to Branson and got the 3 kids from his sister again. She couldnt take care of them...she is still living in a hotel room with her bf. Anyway yesterday some girl called me lazy because I dont have a job and I am still living with my mom plus she was making fun of me cause I had no car. Well I wasnt blessed with parents that could give me anything I wanted. Which I am greatful for because I like having to earn everything I want. I will get a car when I have the money earned for it. As for the lazy part...I do laundry every single day (sometimes more then once)...I do dishes everyday...I clean...cook and make sure these kids are taken care of. They arent my kids but I love them like they are and I know someday that I am gonna make a great mom when I have my own baby. Lazy is far from what I am and I hate stupid bitches that have to call me names to make themselves happy. (had to vent) Why do people think they can talk about you be
A Poem
Don’t be scared of my love By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion Before we get started I know that you had your heart broken many a time and a lot of men don’t know how to treat a woman. Are you tired of the momma’s boys and want to be tuff guys that think that mistreating a woman makes them a man. Don’t be afraid of my love and my passion. Please close your eyes and I want you to imagine you and me on a beach on the Islands making love in the rain, I am kissing you from head to toe, and taking you to heights you have never been before. Lady don’t lift a finger cause you wish is my command I will serve you all the time we are on this private island just me and you. Months have past and I ask you to be my wife forever we will be together and one, and one day the laughs of our children will fill our hearts are you ready baby? I want to make love to you By Eric T Brown AKA Dark Passion Honey stop don’t take off your clothes making love has nothing to do with sex,
The Ones Who Touch My Heart
it's that time again people....time to get back to life and let the internet drama go for a while. i may or not be back..i don't know yet. what i do know is that something that was supposed to be fun turned out to be a popularity contest and that's really too bad. i've met some really sweet people on lc and, hopefully, they'll stay that way. i'm not going to delete my account yet. i may decide not to stay gone for very long so you all won't lose me and you can still get points for leaving comments and things. i just need a break from all the bullshit. the ones who were the most special to me know who they are so i'm not gonna be sending out special goodbyes to anyone. y'all behave and try to keep the drama down lol...*hugs* if you never hear my voice, know that it sings because of you. if you never see my face, know that it smiles because of you. if you never hold my hand, know that it reaches out for you. if you never feel strong enough, know that i will lift you up. if you never
My Poetry
  Love unrequited, dreaming of better daysdoesn't seem to mattermuch anyways  I thought you were an angelsent to save mefrom this hell that I createdhere on my own.  long hours thinkingshadows on the wallthe day disappears and leaves me with nightfallthat's when it happensin the long, strange hours of the nightI lie still thinkinglistening to my heart beatso loud so alonea rhythm in my headpounding and demandingdrums on a distant shorewhere has it gonethe days we spent lost but not forgottenlost or stolen  demons in my headsnakes in my bedtorn like so much paperburning, burning, burningit's goneso far gonetoo, too lateto do anything but crywhy did it endbefore it begandistant memoriesnothing left but tears and ashesof my paper heart. We all live with our choices broken homes and distant voices I sit here in this dark room close my eyes and think of you Oh my God it's too late now to ever stop this breakdown I've closed that door walked that hall burned that bridg
My Crazy Rants
blowing my mind setting forth in time taking the chance making it mine knowing where it came going back to where ive done nothing seems right where is it i belong your heart so cold my heart less full comfort me in times when nothing seems to go taking back promises holding out for faith bringing forth wishing making this my fate loving you hurts more seeing you makes me cry not being able to hold anymore the feelings i have inside words on paper mean nothing give me the chance to feel something handing it over and forgetting the past i give you my little heart of glass Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's
Life...
GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER
Ohio Guy Blog
Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Weekend Life
Erica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. “Damn she’s got a hot body!” I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she’s hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of her soap. I could feel myself grow hard as I crept up to the bathtub. I slowly pulled the shower curtain aside and there she was. Her back was to me, the water and soap blending and cascading down
Random Emo Shit
Tomorrow is Alex's funeral. I've been okay most of this week... I think I will freak out tomorrow. I wrote a song for Alex... It's not dune but I hope to have it done by next thursday to record and have available to the public and most importantly, Alex's friends. It's sort of my own way to work throught things instead of letting it sit in my head and eat away at me. I'm rediculously stressed... but I do it to myself I guess.... I love this new song by Evanescence called "good enough". It's just an amazingly romantic emo song. I love it with everything I'm worth. My ex boyfriend kissed me the other day... that totally messed with me. *sigh*... the world of being single is really weird to me. I haven't been single in a very long time. I am pissed that I haven't been able to live it up. I haven't slept with ANYONE since I've been single, lol. No I'm not a ho.... or a slut. lol, I just like some action every now and again. I'd also like to play with my band. Damn it. Early
Marvin
I am a very Sweet Person to know! I'm not evil,not mean to anyone,I can get along with anybody,I am not a pervert, just a good guy who is friendly!I'm not trying to get with anyone,if somebody mention getting together,I promise you it will be you first!So we could be good friend,I'm safe for you!!!!!
Other Stuff
Green-eyed Bratt was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by your best friend! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Flirt Style? MY RESULT:Touchy Feely When you see something you like, you’re not afraid to reach out and grab it. Literally.Being touchy-feely is by far the most effective means of letting someone know you’re interested. Well, interested in fondling them, at least. If you w
The Life & Times Of A Fat Girl
I BELIEVE I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- True friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- You can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- It's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be I believe- You should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- You can keep going long after you can't. I believe- We are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- Either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- Regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I believe- Heroes are the
Inside The Angel's Mind
I've seen this post quite a few times, usually once a month. Firstly, I find it hard to believe that gas station attendants wouldn't notice someone affixing hypodermic needles to gas station pumps. Secondly, it's a hoax that started out as a terror chain email. When these emails started out originally, it was from a Captain Abraham Sands of the Jacksonville Police Dept in Florida. There is no Jacksonville Police Department. Jacksonville is served by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. There is no Captain Abraham Sands employed by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. A new version of the Capt. Sands/pump needles email is circulating. It is identical to the original except that someone changed all references to Jacksonville, Florida to Buffalo, New York. Needless to say, there is no Capt. Sands in Buffalo or Jacksonville. Now there are newer versions now stating anybody saying anything but just giving the warning and having the same amount of cases (usually 16 or 17). O
My Cherry Life!
I'm so excited, I finally get to see Colin and Laura today if muh kiddos ever wake up lol. I can't believe my lil guy is 2 already...all these kids are growin up so fast, it's sad..and to think in 9 weeks muh Laura has another lil Boy comin..with the name still yet to be announced..She has a few that I love picked out but I don't think we got a final one yet lol...Some of this weekend didn't turn out like I planned but wha the hell I had a good weekend anyways....with a definite lots of laughs..tomorrow is monday...god help us all...lmao...Welp now that I'm pretty upset with someone that doesn't even seem to give a fuck, I think ima go terrorize the neighbors and wash muh truck...it's kinda dirty lol...maybe by the time I'm done the kids will be up...I'll take some better pics of the new hair color later n post them! Much love to those that matter!!! =) I haven't written ina while so here goes a lil update. Everythings been pretty good..kids had a lil bit of a cold but it's goin awa
Goth Quiz
http://www.testriffic.com/rtest/KLVenn/4680 Create your own friendquiz here You scored as Confused Outsider. Perhaps you aren't familiar with the goth subculture or you have some misunderstandings. That's ok, just keep an open mind and don't feel pressured to adopt a lifestyle that doesn't fit you. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Confused Outsider79%Perky Goff75%Ethereal Goth71%Anything-Goes Goth67%Death Rocker67%Understanding Outsider67%Romantic Goth63%Old-school Goth63%Cyber-goth54%Fantasy Goth
Dj
i am looking for a good woman with a good head on there shoulders who knows what they want out of life not what they can take from a guy i am a sweet hearted guy with goals and i would love to share my goals with someone but it is just so hard to find these days kids are not a problem with me i love kids and i eventually would love to have one or more of my own so if any body out there wants to know anymore about me then just feel free to ask all my info is in my profile so hit me up please i am tired of bein single i am lonely when i wake and lonely when i rest i want i need the sweetest thing that any man could guess i am not i psychopath and really not a mess but if a spend much more time alone i know ill be depressed for i have been hurt too many times too many for me to count and now i seem that i am not even anywhere around so if there is anyone out there to make me feel all new i would be gracious because i done with being blue written 10/
Weekend
Well its sunday and tomorrow is a holiday but I am on call all week from 6pm-6am which is good and bad. Means i dont go in to work unless called but have to have my phone available at night. Means should be online a lot more since i ahve no life outside of work... Lets see 3/4 of the football teams i wanted to win did. Only the Chargers screwed it up, so go Colts and Saints. Other then that pretty average weekend My weekend wa sactually pretty good, went to a friends house and visited it was great, watched movies drank beer and had a good ole time. Played poker last night and won ofcourse. *flips hair*. Today my 49ers won yayyy. so all in all probly the ebst weekend I've had in a month Had a nice weekend, hung out with some friends, hope ya'll had a great one aswell
Poems
Chopper: 'Twas the Night Before Christmas video I have a blog. Oh joy. Heavenly Sin She came from heaven I'm sure that is true A time in my life When I was blue All brokenhearted No care in the world She lifted me up My heart in a whirl I love her dearly God knows it's true There's nothing for her That I wouldn't do I tell her I love her She says it's a lie I know that without her I just want to die God will you help me Show me the way 'caus my life without her Is worth nothing today John Vincent Mattiuz Copyright ©2006 John Vincent Mattiuz
From The White Knight
To whom it may Concern, Let it be known that I , Sir Forrest aka The White Knight has found his Lady in waiting. Let it be known from this day forward that M'Lady's name is Tina. In time M'Lady will be Queen but only when she is ready. Any man that disagrees with this will be Judge by the highest, & May GOD have murcie on Your Souls. M'Lady Tina is My Love , My Life , and My Only Angel. Sign , Sir Forrest The One & Only White Knight Be it known on this day 9-18-06 Sir Forrest will be taking pictures to be place in his Fair Maidens Album. Blueyed Redneck Angel will approve all photos and the final approval will be done by M'Lady Tina. Fare Maidens , please keep the photos clean. M'Lady Tina Tina@ LostCherry Princess & Judge Blueyed Redneck Angel@ LostCherry Thank you, Sir Forrest Your Luck Quotient: 74% You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than
The Cowboy Way
It had been a long while since Jack and Tori had played. Even though they saw each other almost daily, there lives had been very busy. They had been together for almost a year now and were happy living a normal life and enjoying the D/s relationship on their own time. Tori was kneeling on the floor in the loft, naked, staring straight ahead. Her eyes fixed on some imaginary spot on the far wall. Jack stood before her; Tori could tell that he was already aroused by the bulge in his jeans. She tried to keep her focus, but was having a hard time. Jack grabbed her by the hair pulling her head back. "Is there something you want?" "Your cock, Sir." Tori tried not to wince at the strength of the hair pull. "Well, you'll just have to wait." He released her hair, and stepped back. More to cum later Tori took a quiet deep breath, the anticipation of this evening had been building all day. It had been a long time since she had even gotten a playful swat on her ass,
Charles Hayes Blogs
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.Would u pleasure me? 23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 25. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? 26. Your phone number (Not necessary) Things between us was great when we first started
Changes I Have Seen
this one was written by a very young friend of mine a couple years ago right after she had her heart broke for the first time. don't kiss me if you don't mean it,because it's tearing me apart. i wish you would realize you're playing with a fragile heart. you look at me and i don't know what to say,i'm afraid to tell you the truth for fear you'll fade away. your soft gazes make me shiver,your gentle touch makes me smile. even though you're not around these feeligs last a very long while. but right now i need to tell you exactly how i feel. because you know i need your help for my heart to heal. so don't kiss me if you don't mean it,because it's tearing me apart. i wish you could realize, you're playing with a broken heart. he stood there lean and tall siad he would teach us all he tought us how to laugh and sin he tought us almost every thing but then one day it came it hit new york and france and rome no where was there left a home there was nothing left but wait
Support Our Troops
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,' Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some
Yay
this is my head piece and necklace My dress yes it will b white.. but this is the design the back will be white too..lol OR wedding invites
Poems
baby your love and affection point me in the right direction i love the feeling of being with you only because you make my dreams come true you are the one that completes me i can see you on your bended knee asking will your spend your live with me? and all i can say is let it be Your Intoxication by. Amanda Erica Vicoria Come on baby i can sense the intoxication, I want to feel your lips sweet sensation. Lets do the dirty babe come and please me, You wont be disappointed i guarentee. Let me moan and scream, Baby lets take it to the extreme. sex me baby just do it fuck me suck me eat me love me you know you want to you just cant stand it fuck me suck me eat me love me make me sweat make me scream make me moan fuck me suck me eat me love me you dont be disappointed
Need Life Advice
Well I swallowed every ounce of pride I had in me and told my friend lets forget it all and move on but, she still "needed time to think" I never thought for one second that I didn't want to be friends so I guess if she has to think about it then it really is over. My other friend and I mended fences and have moved on. For that I am happy but my heart is still heavy with hurt. I guess it is all a part of the life cycle and life's changes. With that being said it is time to repost one of my all time favorite poems. "A Reason A Season and A Lifetime"© by Brain A. "Drew" Chalker. People always come into you life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. T
Any One Can Quit
i have been drinking for a good 20 some odd years and about 4 months ago i went into treatment for the 3rd time and i finally let it go and before i went in i was drinking any where between 30 and 40 cans a day and i got scared coz i looked in the fridge the next morning to get me my morning kick and found that the 30 pack i bouth the night before was already gone and i looked over in the corner and found a garbage bag full of nothing but beer cans so i got on the phone and called a near by treatment center and went in that night and every sence then i have been dry to the bone so that is proof that any one can quit Your player style is Partyin What Kind of Player Are You? Brought to you by Tickle if any one would be interested in helping her win the contest here is the link to get to her page i hope you can atleast check it out and comment and give her a helping hand http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=243184&albumid=153024&i=359563474
Bush's Bs
WELL THERE WAS AN ELECTION OR A MANDATE IF YOU WISH ON NOVEMBER 7. WHICH CLEARLYY AND DECISIVELY INDICATED WE DID NOT BELONG ON IRAQ. BUSH AND HIS NEO CONSERVATIVE CROONIES LIED, CAJOLED, STEERED,MISLED US INTO IRAQ, WHILE IGNORING THE INITIAL MANDATE OF GOING TO AFGHANISTAN AFTER THE TERRORISTS BECAUSE OF THE ATTACKS OF 9/11. SO WHO IS STUCK IN THE MIDDLE~~ THE BRAVEST OF THEM ALL~~ OUR TROOPS. CONGRESS COMMISSIONED THE "IRAQ STUDY CROUP" WHICH TOOK 8 MONTHS AND I AM AFRAID TO FIND OUT HOW MUCH MONEY. WELL THEY COME BACK WITH CONCRETE SPECIFIC SUGGESTIONS AND OPTIONS. WHILE BUSH HAS RUN AROUND FLUSH WITH GLOWING RHETORIC ABOUT THE IRAQ STUDY GROUP. BUT BUSH NEEDS TO CONSULT WITH TONS OF OTHER PEOPLE. DOES THIS SEEM A LITTLE LIKE KATRINA!! DEJA VU WHILE THE POLITICIANS ARE PLANNING PEOPLE ARE DYING. SINCE THE IRAQ STUDY GROUP RELEASED ITS FINDINGS 22 AMERICAN TROOPS HAVE PAID WITH THEIR LIFE. ALMOST 3000 AMERICANS HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE FOR THIS NATION BUILDING
A Day In The Life Of A Saint! Lol
WELL I AM FINALLY ALL FINISHED WITH MOVING ALL MY CRAP! NOW JUST TO GO THRU EVERYTHING AND GET RID OF WHAT I DO NOT NEED TO KEEP. WE HAVE SETTLED INTO THE HOUSE AND REPAINTED ALMOST EVERYTHING. NOW TO GET INTO A RUTINE OF THE DAILY ACTIVITIES SUCH AS WORK, CLEANING, COOKING ETC. I REALLY LOVE IT HERE AND AM GLAD THAT I HAVE MOVED! THE PEOPLE HERE IN KENTUCKY SEEM SO MUCH FRIENDLIER THEN THOSE IN INDIANA. AND THE AREA IS SO MUCH MORE BEAUTIFUL! JUST A QUICK DRIVE DOWN THE ROAD AND YOU ARE IN THE COUNTRYSIDE WITH BEAUTIFUL HILLS AND STREAMS AND CURVY ROADS THAT ARE GREAT ON THE BIKE! THINGS ARE GONNA BE GREAT! WHEW HOO!!! GOT PAST THAT WEDDING AND GOT THE MOVING DONE!! NOW MAYBE I CAN RELAX SOME AND GET THINGS ALL ORGANIZED AROUND MY PLACE. GOSH I HATE MOVING!! NEXT TIME THOUGH I WONT MIND SO MUCH!! I WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT ACTUALLY...BE DOING THAT HERE IN ABOUT 7 MONTHS!! IT WILL BE A BIT FURTHER THEN WHAT I MOVED THIS TIME BUT I'LL GET THE HECK OUT OF THIS STATE!
Randomish Stuff To Fill Out If You Want
I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1 . 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describe me 1. One question for me 1. YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... .
Poetry
well I think i finished this one. I dont normally ask for input but i feel theres something missing from it, but i cant put my finger on it. leave me a message and let me know what you think..... I personally dont think its one of my better ones but my mind is Mush! thankx and hope you like it! Dianne ~~~~~ Untitled~~~~~~~ If i told u i loved u .. what would u say? If i told u i couldnt live without u .. would u stay? i dont know how to tell you just what i want to say, i love you seems so simple and over used each day I know our time will come and we will both have to say what exactly we feel in our own special way I long to be in your arms and i long to hear you say What exactly is in you heart and why you feel that way. AS THE LOVE TURNS TO HATE~~> as the love turns to pain the pain turns to hate and someones heart breaks she misses him even though their chances were slim she enters the place where they first met where she just sets and waits t
My []doems
Death, be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow, Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be, Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee do go, Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell; And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die close your eyes, drift down to the field of dreams, where you will stay and find your rest in deep slumber, but blackness comes, sweeping through changing everything, the meadow becomes swamp, the river becomes blood, and there you lie, your flesh cold but still alive, you smiles as life fades from your dream, a
Fantasy Creation
Connecting into one as you become my ultimate heavenly possession, we now make the heaven of a lifetime. Taking in what we both have to give and take, we go in search as one to find the collared fantasy. Looking into your passionate eyes, I then know it's reality and not just another fantasy. You came to me in search of serving me as the Mistress I am, only to find more than what you expected. You have only dreamed of a heaven like the one I have to offer. Giving into the fantasy you have always wanted to make a reality, has now become real. I call unto you to serve me at the moment in time. You come to me like the "good boy" you are, taking in my orders and following them down to a "T". Knowing in your heart that if you do as I say you will be greatly rewarded as you please. As you are kneeled down before me, I ask of you to remove your clothes and passionately kiss me. Having done that very efficently, I then have you cross the room to bring me the woman on the bed, after r
What's On My Mind
Tell Me About Yourself Survey Name Jonni a.k.a. supert Birthday MAY 29 (GEMINI) Birthplace Philippines Current Location BAY AREA Eye Color Brown Hair Color Black when i dont shave it all off..LOL Right Handed or Left Handed Righty Your Heritage Filipino wit a lil Chinese The Shoes You Wore Today Bates work boots Your Weakness Doing pull ups...LOL Your Fears anything with more than 6 legs Perfect Pizza Suasgae peperoni and olives Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year Get into the Police Academy Your Most Overused Phrase On Instant Messenger SUP...LOL Thoughts First Waking Up I GOT TO GO PEE Your Best Physical Feature my face Your Bedtime 9:30 pm Your Most Missed Memory HAngin out with my cusin playin paintball Pepsi or Coke Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King Burger King Single or Group Dates Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee Moc
About Me
Goodbye is forever. Once you say it there is no coming back. You say good bye to a relationship that ends, a CD that broke, But you should never say goodbye to a loved one, Once you do its a way of saying its over..... If you love someone dont ever say goodbye, say later.... true love never dies, it only gets stronger with time. Well the time is approaching faster then i wanted, the 3 year mark is here. Come monday early morning, it will be 3 years from when i got the phone call i never wanted to get. I will never forget that morning, waking just a few minutes before the phone rang with the heaviest feeling i had ever felt in my heart, as i answered the phone all i heard was my older sister trying so hard to hold it together say " Dee, moms gone." At that moment in time everything stopped, and dead scilence fell across the hpone line between me and her. then i heard her sniffle and i began to cry. I realised the woman who gave me life, just lost hers. the next few weeks t
Spellbound
I was playing around with a few ideas on how to help spread more word for advertising my novel. I guess there is never enough ways to plug it huh? lol Anyway- I created a message forum in which I can post profiles, pics, updates, summaries, sneak peeks and anything else that falls under the topic of my series. I wanted to give my friends and fans the opportunity to check it out, register, and have instant access to news regarding the novels as they are published. So feel free to drop in:(Just click the link below) Spellbound Forum Hope to see you there! ~Lady Aurora Notes on my Novel series: Years ago, a unique group of people walked upon the Earth. They were an immortal race, most of which held extreme power and strength. Some used that strength and power for good and tried to help the mortals of this world. Others became dark and used their strengths and powers to manipulate, hurt, and create destruction in the mortal lives around them. The struggle for cont
Dawnie's World
Love?? ....Is there really a true meaning to that word"? I dont think alot of ppl know the true meaning.....cuz everyone has there own meaning for it and diff ways of showin it. To me Love comes from the soul not from the heart.Love is when u give someone ur all and wanna keep givin it forever. Its when u know u can tell that person everything about u and they will never judge for who u r and what u wanna be. Sometimes Love can be fate and walk right into ur life outta no where and then u just know they r part of u ..ur soul. Like I have always been told Never look for Love ...Love will find u.Love those who really give u the true meaning of it in life and everything u do. Never take someone for granted in Love....cuz if u do it can ruin someone for a long time or even maybe forever. Live,Love and Always Laugh..... ~Dawnie~ As I sit here and think bout things.And wonder how things in my life have changed so much in the past year.Here I am tryin everyday to make things better when it
I Am The Coolest
Work is insane.. with the holidays coming up there are sooooooooooo many cookies to make and I am ALWAYS the one who gets stuck doing them.. I hate it and I am cranky and I have cramps and I just wanna take a nap so I am going to do that! Yayyy I love this time of year.. aside from having to work every single day... I LOVE IT! It's so jolly and everyone is always happy.. everyone except for those Grinchs, boooo tooo youuuu!! hahaha Happy Holidays Everyone!
Our Lives In Business - Our Lives In The Community
This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School, Kingston, Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod. "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can designate a school day as "Earth Day" and involve students in activities to worship rel
What Kind Of Soul Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You? Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... The eSPIN Personality Test MY
Linda's Blog
Hi everybody...here's another blog from me & it's a sad one...The reason I haven't been online, is due to my daughter's dad passing away on November 6th...He went into the hospital on October 25th...He was emediately put on a ventalator...He had a massive heart attack,pnuemonia & a infection somewhere in his body...He also was on Dialysis for about 16yrs...He had multiple organ failure...we didn't want to see him suffer anymore,the only thing keeping him alive, was the ventalator...the drs. said he would never come off of it...It was decided to take him off the ventalator..he lived for about 5 minutes then passed away...Bellow is a link to the memorial group that our friends made for sabby's dad...please join and help keep his memory alive... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/WeLoveUAndMissURonnie Thank You, Linda hello everybody...this is the first time i posted a blog on here... so i just want to ask all of my friends if you can go comment on my photos i have uploaded and please
Lost Cherry Classics
ok so i think that the finer qualitys of poker is being able to basicly rip off destroy and mutalate and oponet to the point that there ready to go bazerk and kill some one like when you flop a strait and check it to the river and just wait and wait knowing you might not get paid off then you find your oponet going all in and you got them you have taken all there chips and your lauphing at them you out played them, there the sucker and you know it oh ya poker its the game to play were you can kill a person and never get introuble for it heheheheheeheheheheh have fun people a good fight has to consist of 3 things #1 blood must be present in both partisapents if not its just a rout and thats not a good fight #2 weapons must be used to not use a weapon makes bleeding harder and will create a rout much easyer and as we know a good fight is not a rout and there for weapons are a must #3 taunting yup thats right nothing like taunting your victim as you smash in his head in and
Bout Me
I am in an ok mood today concidering at this time in my life things suck. but i wont go there at this time. I was really hoppin to make friends and all here and it just seems like all people want are naked pics. If i did not have any up would u even be my friend honestly?? I know i have a BIG chest and all but is that all u really see? What color are my eyes? what is my favorite food? what do i want to do with women? What are my sexual fanisys? do u even know do u even want to .... I am just so fustrated by all the fake people out here sayin they want to be my friend. Yet are way to busy to chat dam is that not what a friend is for to calll at 4 am and cry on their shoulders?? To me that is true friendship and i want to know who really is that kind of a friend!! Terry HEY IF U WANT TO CHAT WITH ME U CAN I AM EASY TO TALK TO AND ALL IF WE TALK HERE FOR A WHILE AND U STILL LIKE ME U CAN CHAT WITH ME ON AOL OR YAHOO TenderHartBare73@aol.com or TenderHartBare73@
Stuff...
36 points till i level up.. somebody leave me a comment or something. LOL love you all. :) if anybody ever wants to talk to me on yahoo my ID is- amandarae4719. just be sure that when you do pm me, you tell me who you are and your name on here, cause i ignore a lot of people on there.. oh, and FYI, i dont "cam". so dont ask. :) love all you guys. *big yummy kisses* so i take it 6 in the morning isnt exactly a busy time to be on here.... whoever reads this should message me or something..
Life
The Music Plays...Sensual by Bigg-G The music plays a romantic tune, softly creates the mood, We gaze into each other eyes and smile, all is right, scented candles lights the room it sets a real romantic mood.. Rose petals on the bed, satin red sheets, the feeling of satin caressing our bodies, the room smells sweet, on the table strawberries and a can of cream.. Honey on the other side of the table, makes me realize the passion and the delight she has in mind, Red wine on ice, one long stem rose placed in her hand sealed with a gentle kiss from my lips, a soft caress on my cheek, a sweet smile on her face makes me feel truly unique, I'm weak at the knees.. My passion arises as I look into her eyes the music plays, our favorite song, as she kisses my lips, I seem to want her more and more.. She feeds me, I feed her, strawberries dipped in cream, we sip the wine ~Oh how divinely~ The taste on her lips excites me, as I nibble on her bottom lip as she holds me tight, the mus
Baby Kadence
For all my friends that have stayed by me and has given me a ton of love and support and prayers over the past 3 weeks I can't thank you enough. I just wanted to let you know that Kadence came home yesterday at 5lbs 3oz and is adjusting to life outside the nicu pretty good. She already loves to hear music playing seems the more noise there is the happier she is. She also likes it to be quiet so when it becomes to much she lets me know. Take care all. And again thank you all so much. As many of my close friends know last Thursday was a very scary day for me. I was 33wks pregnant and my placenta ruptured and I had my daughter 2 months early. We both came through an emergency c-section just fine. She has had to spend the first 6 days of her life in a neonatal unit but a week to the day she was born she has been moved to the regular nursery and is breathing on her own and eating really good. Her daddy and I are hoping she will be home with us very soon. To all who has congradulated us and
This Crazy Adhd Sex Muffin
Ok so either CT dont like me or somebody keeps reporting me WTF...THey keep sending me emails teling me my accout is about to be deleted.My pictures arent good enough im guessing. in the last 2 days ive got 5 emails from the cp staff. I sent them a damn email soo im sure my account will be deleted now....to everyone it was cool takling to you. hit me up on myspace www.myspace.com/fluffygunner Hmmm Im BORED!!! So I freaked out on my sister in law lol....shes adopting twins and its pissing me off lol I WANTED TO HAVE THE FIRST GRANDCHILDREN GRRRR.....Now shes the center of attention And my wedding is pretty much not even in anyones mind!!!! fuckers lol then I told her well ill give them their first BLOOD grandchildren lol an then she was going to have me wear a packers sweater ( she was buyihng em one ) so the family hated me!!! OMG BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Realtionships
Well since I haven't update our relationship for awhile, I think I better....Well we made a big Thanksgiving Dinner for my family...past out some Christmas gifts that night. We have put up our Christmas tree and did the outside of our house in the past month. We went to watch Saw 3 last month. Now, that scarid the Piss out of me...Mike loved it. At the first of December (last weekend) we took the kids to watch Santa Clause 3...which Jacob feel alseep and kyle would not stay still. I thought that movie was better than the first 2....when that comes out on DVD we are going to buy all of them for the kids. Next week we are going to take the bus around town to see Christmas lights. Now that will be a pretty site to view. I am looking forward to that... Well I will update more after Christmas or New year's later all Love ya's Here this Monday Mike and I will be together for 6 mons we are going to treat ourselves to a Dinner at Damon's restraunt. As you may know that Mike and I
Wheelers Day
My day would be nothing but sweetness and light if the info I needed was as easy to find as it should be or at least put in all catagorys of the manuals, and for future use on a 3206B the bearing tabs go in opposite the can save you alot of rework if you make sure of that I am leaving this site and all others like it it is way too much drama, I dont understand it or need it so, good bye it was a little fun but mostly just not what I want or need. my honest and true friends have my adress so see you. The Oyster run was a blast 12 of us went and had a really good time lost of bikes, hotties, and I saw some friends that I had not seen in years. hope everyone had as good a weekend as we did.
Blogs
hello ppl i am trying to get use to this my friend wanted me to join it and her bf loves it lol so i decided to give it a try have you ever just sat there and wonder if you found your true love the guy u always dreamed about the one who loves you for u and doesn’t care how bitchy you get even if you say stuff that hurts him but he still finds it in his heart to love you always the guy who worships the ground you walk on and no matter what finds the time and way to tell you he loves you and cares for u the type of guy when he knows your hurting and upset finds his way to make you better even if it’s with a little simple poem when you find that guy u need to keep him close to you and never let him go cuz those guys are hard to find and I am glad I found There are certian men on here that are stupid ass holes you talk to them for a few and then after that their fucking jack ass then u asked if u did anything wrong for them not to talk to u and they fucking ignore you what the fuck is
Work Is For The Birds
so yesterday im at work all freakin day...besides pizzas, i video tape weddings for this company....whatever.......yesterday the bees were everyewhere and once you were outside, you got accosted by like 5 or 6.....so all these people are out there ready to send of the new husband and wife and im all "GO AWAY BEE!" and lightly swatting him away....that little fucker GRABBED my finger and held on and ZZZZZZZTTTTTTTTT!! it fucking hurt. im not gonna lie. its been A LONG FUCKING TIME since that happened. and it sucked. and my finger swelled up and shit. and its still kinda sore. fuck you bees. i called off today. i "didnt feel well" f-them. i need to find my purpose. cause it sure aint what im doin. i was gonna blog about something else but i forgot. fuck. hmmmmmmmmm *thinking*....man i stink. not like ass or shite or something...just BO.....showers are over rated. OH! i remember now...lol....moving on.... you gotta switch blogs though...sorry for the inconvenience. management sucks
~tainted Thoughts~
Go to sleep, and close your eyes, And dream of broken butterflies That tore their wings against a thorn. You know the pain that they have borne. Silver metal, shine so bright. Scarlet blood, that feels so right. Dream of that blood trickling down, And wake up just before you drown. The moonlight's shining off your tears As you bleed out your own worst fears. So tonight when you start to cry Whisper the cutters' lullaby: Hushabye baby, you're almost dead. You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red. Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed. Sleep tight with a knife, cause it's all that you need. Rockabye baby, broken and scarred. You didn't know that life would be this hard. Time to end the pain that you hid so well, And down will come baby, straight back to hell Daddy Why? As I sit back and think of how it used to be I cry... I cry for the one who left I cry for the thoughts of why, Why it has to be this way I need a reason... A reason wh
Fairy Tale
shew, since i have had my gastic bypass surgery done, I have gone from 318 pounds to 246 pounds in just 3 months. Im so happy i had it done. Im down from size 28/30 to a size 20 im so happy, I can't wait to buy all the sexy outfits.. and drive you guys crazy on here.. lmao jk any ways thanks to all of u that care. wild spirit. well lets see i had my gastric bypass surgery done on Aug 22, 06. since then i have lost 53 pounds i think that's really great in 2 months. i will be skinny in no time. just thought i would let the one's that care know how much weight i have lost. thanks guys and hugs.. wild what the hell. ok you will be talking , haveing a good chat.. and then something is said and all hell breaks lose. what the fuck. im not on here for drama. and some of you guys just need to grow up. I am a very open person, i speak what is on my mind and if u don't like that then im sorry tuff titty said the kitty but the milk is still good.
Poems
THE BITTER TEARS OF SHAME AND MISERY ARE SHED ALONE. NO ONE CARES IF I CRY FOREVER- I'M JUST ME. THE HURT I FEEL DEEP INSIDE IS OF LITTLE CONSEQUENCE. SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS BIGGER AND BETTER THAN I IS HURTING, AND SO I AM DESERTED. FOR WHO CARED ABOUT THE DESPAIR I FEEL? I AM SO VERY SMALL AND YOUNG. HOW CAN I BUT A BABE, FEEL HURT. I'M YOUNG. BUT BELIEVE ME, I DO UNDERSTAND. PLEASE SEE THAT I NEED YOU TO HOLD ME AND CONFORT ME. PLEASE, HELP! I'M NOT IMPORTANT, BUT I LOVE YOU. PLEASE LOVE ME ENOUGH TO HELP ME. Copyright ©1979 I AM AMERICA. YOU ARE AMERICA. TOGETHER, WE, THE PEOPLE, ARE AMERICA JUST AS THE PRESIDENT IS AMERICA. WE ARE THE VOICE IN CONGRESS. WE MAKE-UP THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES. WE, THE PEOPLE ARE AMERICA. THE STARS AND STRIPES, GLORIOUS FLAG OF AMERICA, IS NOT AMERICA.... IT IS BUT A SYMBOL OF OUR GREAT NATION. NO, AMERICA IS PEOPLE. PEOPLE WITH IDEALS AND PRINCIPLES THAT REFUSE TO BE SHAKEN. PEOPLE WHO GIVE THEIR FORTUNES, TH
Lobo Di Noccento's Blog O Evil
Let me be clear my dear as to what im sayin!; About hatin phonies i'm not playin!!!; I hate liars, cheaters, scam artists,manipulating sociopaths, and psychopaths too i hate them all through and, through!!!!!!!!; They have no redeeming qualities and, they all deserve to die!!!!! About the only thing they are good for is using their bones to scry!!!; Now, when ripping em out of their bodies i wouldn't cry!!!!!! People who do this type of shit deserve to suffer miserablely, screaming in torturous soul shattering, body wrenching, spirit snapping, psyche cracking, fire extinguishing pain; The torture should never end or, stop it should never stop not even when your break them away from the point of going insane; Its just then u should increase the pain a 1000 fold and, never stop until they are allmost cold; Then when they are bring em back to life and, then start all over again and, intensify the pressure to force them to to do themself in. Now look we got this mo
You Deserve A Lift
Missing you Grandma. I am taking your loss rather hard. I try not cry, but my eyes burn so bad and tears just start to pour down. My throat feels like a rock is stuck in it. I can't swallow, and feels like I can't breathe. I miss you and have for a long time. Now it is just that much longer before I see you again. Distance created so much time lost together. I never got a chance to tell you just what you meant to me. I miss hearing you sing Country Gospel music, I miss your hugs, and your laughter. You are such a beautiful lady. You are so humble, you never had a bad thing to say about no one or nothing. Everything was always beautiful or pretty in your eyes. You will never know the impact you have left on my life, never know just how much I loved you Grandma. Now, Im here and I know you are in heaven waiting for us to come home. I just feel that my breaking heart can't bear much more pain. I try to smile for my lil ones and my mind gets flooded by how much I
Support Our Troops
Was tagged by Jo tay Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves and states this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged,list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's Fun! 1) I hate to be late for anything 2)I hate Going places where there is alot of people 3)Like to watch to shows about ghost even thou I'm not a beleiver 4)I was a virgin till I was 27 5)Jodie is the only woman I have slept with 6)i like to eat raw potatoes I tag these people mickeylover Explicit-angel Absinthe Twizted ladywolf Shelly-belly Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, a
I Like You
Well, I am sitting here typing this new blog since I have started a new life in Dodge City, Kansas. Yup that is right I have my own place now. I am enjoying the privacy and the quiet time. Don't get me wrong I still love the people over in Great Bend but it was time for a change. I also have a great man in my life. I just can't wait until May when we can be together forever. He has even asked me to marry him and I happily said yes. Robert,I love you with all my heart and soul. I know we will have a great life together. Now to all the people who like to talk smack on me....they can talk smack all the want .........my true friends know me for who I am and they accept me for who I am. So for all the people who talk smack take it elsewhere cuz I don't want to hear it. And to my true friends if you talk smack on me behind my back you can just hit the road too. If you say you are my friend then be my friend and don't talk smack behind my back. Well I am closing this for now. I wi
Dreamer
Come to me Come to me when you’re lost And I will hold your hand As our lips together Fireworks are grand If you need a shoulder to lean on Mine is always here Don’t think I won’t be there Because I’ll will always care If you need someone to turn to And no one is around You know where I’ll be found Don’t even be afraid To shed on me some tears Will conquer them together All our hopes and fears Need your Love I’ll never feel your touch again, But I’ll come back Your love was like a sting to my heart I’ve got to get you back in my life Because that’s all I’ve been living for I lie to myself every night Nothing I say can make you go away It kills me being without you I need you more everyday Alone in my bed I don’t feel you next to me I’d change everything to have you again Nothing seems right anymore I can’t fool anyone My heart has a mind of its own I can’t believe how I’m coming apart. When I Think Of You When I think of you Te
This Is So Me
Your Rising Sign is Libra A total charmer, it's hard for people to say no to you. Irresistable and attractive, you have no shortage of love interests. Totally competitive, you tend to thrive in stressful enviroments. A peaceful soul, you avoid conflict at almost all costs. Sometimes you try too hard to please those around you. But you have a great inner strength that helps you bounce back easily. What's Your Rising Sign? Him I can't reveal his name, For he's not truly mine. And no one can ever know My feelings inside. He came to me without warning, Touching my very soul. And leaving me wanting, Yearning for him more. Our hearts are connected, Yet separated...apart. Bound by a love Found once in a lifetime, Separated by reality. Our destiny...Our hearts. Lisa Diane Burns A Heart A heart should be so kind As a friend of mine Timeless As a beat of the drum silent as flutters of the butterfly's wings A heart should be so motionless As
Misc Stuff
There are SO many absolutely stunning women on LC, and I would be so thrilled if you came by my ADULT FORUM SITE and checked it out. There are lots of men who would love to talk to you. Granted, it's no way near as cool as LC, but it's still a place to meet people and be nice and naughty :D click the pic :) So please, feel free to drop by and check it out, and if you feel compelled to do so, please, take a moment to sign up. You can set up your own gallery and blog and start off posting in the forums right away. Post whatever you'd like, either pics of yourself, of others, random porn, whatever! or simply post a discussion subject. Whatever you do, I'm sure it will be of some fun. So please, stop on by :) **kisses and hugs** **Oh, and of course, hehe you men can feel free to stop by as well, after all, the more, the merrier I always say
My Fantasy
Lost in a sea of excitement, Beyond our control, We kiss. Ever so deeply that other couples Want to go home and have sex. After every passionate moment, We blush in utter excitement and embarassment Everytime our lips meet. Like two frieght trains colliding at full speed We're hornier than two animals in heat Yearning to fuck right here and now Breathing heavier now, We beging to undress. Slowly revealing every detail of our nakedness The sight of your naked body Is enough to make a grown man cry. Blood rushes to my dick, Faster than the 100 meter dash. Surprised by its size, You are left estatic. Your eyes look as though they may fall out. As I caress the outline of your body, I can feel the heat escaping As you are getting turned on by every touch. Leaning in to kiss you...just before forplay, I wake up. "What the fuck?" are the first words that escape from my lips. "I always wake up before the real fun begins." Trying to go back to sleep to continue my
Introduction, Too Me
Entry for November 04, 2006 Out of the darkness, I rise. I hear the tinkle of chains, feel the weight of them on my body. Why? What's happened? Eyes still closed; I scent them. The sweet smell of women, not one but many. I hear they're whispers; I know they're scents, these are my friends. But why the chains? I smell the iron bars......chains & bars? Oh god what have I done? WHISPERS again, I hear them.....he's so cold....why do we have to keep him like this....what are we going to do too calm his RAGE? Rage?...but I'm not angry.....what are they talking about?.....I peer through my eyelids, I see three of them kneeled beyond my cage, several pacing just beyond my sight, in the background. One kneeling says"I trust him" "I'm going to try"...as she stands, her robe falls open, I see her body...glistening white in the night.......I feel my blood fire, and then I know what there fear is......I've gone to long without the taste of a woman. I can smell they're heat, they're moist
Strong
Merry Christmas Comment Graphics SO YOU R AT EZ NOW THINKING OF ME ASKING U DO YOU WANT ME TO TOUCH YOU ALL THE PLACE YOU LOVE TO BE TOUCH YOU ANSWER WITH YES PLEASE! WE LAY THERE IN R UNDERWEARS AS U PUSH YOUR ASS ONTO MY DICK. I TELL U IN YOUR EAR WHAT I'M GO'N TO DO TO DAT FINE BODY. I START TO MOVE MY HANDS SLOWLY OVER YOUR SHOULDERS IN SLOW MOTION AS I FEEL YOU BODY START TO RELAXE IN MY HANDS. YOU GRIND YOUR SEXY ASS ON MY ROCK HARD DIC! I RUN ONE OF MY HANDS DOWN FROM YOUR NECK TO YOUR BREAST WERE I START TO CARESSING THEM AS I RUN MY FINGERS ALL OVER YOUR NIPPLES AS I LIC AND SUC ON THE SIDE OF YOUR NECK MMMM..... I CAN FEEL YOUR NIPPLE START TO GET HARD BETWEEN MY FINGERS AS YOU SLOWLY PLACE YOUR HAND BEHIND YOUR ASS SO THAT YOU CAN PUT YOUR HAND DOWN MY BOXERS SO YOU CAN STROKE MY DIC YOU SAY OOOO, HOW I LOVE HOW HARD IT IS AWWWWW..... I ROLL U OVER ONTO YOUR STOMACH RUN MY HANDS DOWN YOUR BACK INTO I GET TO YOUR THONG WERE I RUN MY FINGER DOWN AND UP THE
Create Your Own Stories And Tre's Funhouse Game Room
ok here is a game where you answer the person last posted by saying true or false and then you ask the next question for the next person and so on. [Example: Jane Doe~ (true or false) your blah blah goes blah blah] ok I will start: you totally suck at math? (ok this is one of those stories where I start it out and yall can help tell how the story goes from there) ok there was this dude and he came home from a hard days work and had to take a hot shower.......so he went in the shower and closed the shower curtains and turned the hot water on and closed his eyes as the water hit his crown of his head and splashed down his body then all a sudden he slipped and bumped his head and wake up in that same shower with the water off and shower curtains still closed and wondered how long he was out......shivering cold and wet he was...he went to grab a towel from beyond the shower curtain and saw himself in another world but in the same shower stall.....from then on back a
Very Very Depressed :(
valentines day is gunna suck :( LOL my life sucks, i went to LA to see this girl i like and i thought everything was going good and we went to disneyland and stuff but then she kept complaining that i wasnt talking to her enough and im really shy in person and i was trying my best and it just ended up with her hating my guts and never wanting to talk to me again :( i dunno what im gunna do i really liked her and cared about her i went to LA to see this girl i like and she ended up totally hating me. she said i wasnt talking enough and making the most of the time we had together. and i got hurt and went and got drunk even though i promised her i wouldnt. and now she doesnt ever want to talk to me again. i dont know what im goin to do now my life just keeps getting worse each day :( i dont think i can handle anymore of this crap. what am i supposed to do, why does all this keep happening when im already down.
Fuckin Bored
Alone in the world and in the cold night i sit here wondering if my fait with life is near i toss and turn at night hoping to make another day another day of pain and suffering i hope this doesn't last my whole life but it's the way of life and it's how god wants life to be so guide your own lives into the right direction and fulfill your dreams yo i might be white and i may act like a hardcore country boy but where i come from you gota get straight to the top people get in your face and knock you down but what they don't know about me i'll get right back up beat them down i ain't scared of livin and i ain't scared of dyin i've had my share of life and death but i haven't had my share of fun and wealth i'm jus a poor boy goin through rough times so all i can say is that i got this rap on lock down so don't hate and don't even think about ripping bitch officaliy written by Jason Palmer hey ppl plz send me a message or send me somethin if your a hot young lady or w/e yea come t
Rivers Of Rhyme
My molecular structure inducted by the laws of Physics Time to AstroPlane Multi-Dimension Multiple Visits So Exquisite as I deposit every lyric I ask who is it? Is it God or I who spits it? Now I think I truly found my divinity definition I’m just a mortal soul in this mortal world with mortal repetition At least I was until my soul and ego had a collision Astral Nuclear fission changed the vision on my decision I decided to own no ego and own no soul I became my soul now the Numbers burn to Flow The intensity could burn away the World’s Core Density But what I invent to see will change the World’s Destiny My mission is to Connect with the thoughts that I Collect Then I Write em and Record em so you can play em on ya deck Connectin minds with Rhyme meaning yours to mine But my mind and your mind is one mind on the same line But this time I find My sign in your mind Drop time, the decline can’t touch the divine Behind ya face is a brain, ya process of thought A
My Thoughts Over A Year Later
Dear Santa, I just would like to thank you Santa for listening this year. He is the greatest guy I think I girl could ask for. He makes me feel like a princess and for the first time in my life I'm really happy so happy in fact I think I'm going to start painting again for he has put back all that I thought I lost in my life. He gives me hope that each day will be better. I feel so beautiful when he is around me and I've never felt like that before. Geez Santa I'm even letting my nails grow for the first time ever for this one so you know he makes me happpy. But anyway thank you Santa again for putting Scott in my life and I'll be sure to stay a good girl so you don't take him back lol Thanks again, Rachel P.S. Thanks also for not bringing that Panic and the Disco CD you are the greatest Dear Santa, As I'm sure you know I have been a really good girl this year. I didn't kick that girl's ass that was blowing up my chickens in the oven at work, I didn't even get u
Online Insanity
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Blade100%Dracula100%Angel100%Marius67%Armand67%Deacon Frost67%Akasha50%Spike50%Lestat33%Louis0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com Well seems my WTF?? Blog might have bothered some people.
Contests
BOMB THE HELL OUT OF THIS CUTE SHE SADLY SO BEHIND IN VOTES AND COMMENTS AND SHE THE CUTEST IN THE CONTEST IF MY LOVE FOR YOU IS THE AIR THAT I BREATHE THEN MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ALL ROUND YOU I MAY BE FAT BUT UR UGLY I CAN LOOSE MY WEIGHT BUT U WILL STILL BE UGLY BEAUTY IS ON THE INSIDE MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BEAT TRUE IF U DONT HAVE ANYTHING GOOD TO SAY KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT OK GUYS I KNOW I DONT WRITE MANY BLOGS BUT THIS ONE IS NEEDED I NEED TO THANK A HAND FULL OF PPL AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY R THEY R THE ONES WHO CONTINUOUSLY RATE MY PIC AND STASH TO HELP ME LEVEL UP I HAVE ABT 205 FRIENDS AND ITS THE SAME ONE WHO COME ALONG TIME AFTER TIME TO HELP PPL R ALWAYS ASKING FOR HELP I HELP SO MANY BUT SO FEW RETURN THE FAVOUR ENUFF VENTING NOW TO THE FEW I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND WILL GET ROUND TO THANKING U PERSONALLY
This N That
Artist/Band: Cagle Chris Lyrics for Song: I Breathe In, I Breathe Out Lyrics for Album: Play It Loud Lately I've been runnin' Into our old friends And somewhere in the small talk Someone always asks where you've been So I tell them what you told me And they can't believe we're through They ask me what I'm doin' now And in case you're wonderin' too I breathe in I breathe out Put one foot in front of the other Take one day at a time 'Til you find I'm that someone you can't live without Until then I breathe in and breathe out I've got every reason To find someone new Cause you swore up and down to me That I've seen the last of you But the way that you loved me Girl, left me hopin' and holdin' on So until this world stops turning round And my heart believes you're gone I breathe in I breathe out Put one foot in front of the other Take one day at a time 'Til you find I'm that someone you can't live without Until then I breathe in and breathe out We
Blah@
Well This Is It People,,, Yesterday Morning,, Me And My Husband Called It Quits! After 3 Years! We Both Think Its For The Best,, Its Been Pretty Much The End For Awhile. So I Will Be Going Back To Ontario With My Daughter In The Next Few Days To Move In With My Family.And Start Our New Life! I Wish Him Nothing But Happness And Good Luck On The Road Ahead! Wake Up Every Morning Beside My Daughter. Since Am Recently Separated, After 3 Long Years To Her Father. Am Really Trying To Start My Life All Over Agian With TheHope I Wont Fail Like I Have Manny Times In My Life. My Family seem To Think Am Going To. And It Really Bothers Me, After All These Years Am Still A Fuck Up In There Eyes. Like Nobody Thinks I Can Do The Right Thing For Scarlett . My Grandma Today Yelled At Me And Told Me A Stupid Person Becasue I Wanna Move To Oshawa. She Told Me I Dont Desever Scarlett and That I Should Give Scarlett To Her To Raise. I Also Have Her Dad Wanting Her Too. I Really Dont Know What
Survey/ Quiz/ Info On Me...
Since it won't let me put this on my page: Heath Ledge... Claire Dane... Julia Stile... Bruce Willi... Steven Tyle... Jared
Thoughts And Stuff
Some people dont know what they have until its too late. HA! That'll teach them to be blind. One can only hope they dont find themselves wishing they had ever let a great thing slip out of their hands...so many do. Some even turn bitter form it...others...feel sorry for themselves. The smart ones learn and never make that mistake again. The brave admit their stupidity and go out on a limb to try and get it back. Something to be admired...bravery. Even better...to be admired and cherished...a person who appreciates their friends and lets them know in no uncertain terms what they mean to them on a regular basis. Even just to reaffirm the friendship once in a while can make foundations stronger and unyielding. It costs nothing to do...doesnt need much effort and it makes the recipient glad to have met and given themselves to such a great friend. It only makes things better. Some people just dont get it do they? You cant expect a flower to grow and be pretty without water and sunshin
Misc.
If you have between 0 and 100,000 points until you've reached the next level, or you have a friend that is almost there and needs a bit of help in the right direction. Then send a shout or Private Message to .luscious epidemic.™ right now! Stash/Pics/Profile rates and comments, anything to help a fellow fubarian! .luscious epidemic.™ ***NOTE*** I do not guarantee that anyone will level up, however I will comment and rate every photo that earns points. I rate all stash, and if there are not too many stash I will also comment on every stash item as well to help even more. If anyone wants help with points that has more than 100,000 there will be a fee of Fu$100,000, but I am willing to negotiate if you aren't willing to give up fubux if you're for the "almighty spotlight." -- I feel that if you are that far away and need help, you need to spend more time helping yourself and others earning the points like a lot of us other honest folks on here. Just a personal opinion, my very o
Sacrifice
It was many years ago when I began to understand; everything that happens is linked with the sacrifice of something else; it is a pattern by which we all live. Sometimes when a person is ill, it helps to let the illness pass to something else, said my grandmother. When I am tired and think I can't go on I hear my father say, "See yourself at your destination. Expand your mind to seeing yourself there." to be continued original Ariadne
Randoms
...take it anymore! My heart hurts. I cant keep crying over this. Thinking about things...past, present and even the future. Why I am, I have no idea. It's really crazy that I have time to think and have thoughts running through my head. Ha! Anyhoo, I'm getting sick of my college classes. One week left until mid-terms and shit am I ever scared with what I have. I have to keep a C average in order to keep my aid and my loans. God, this is harder then I thought. All I say is at least it is giving me something to do instead of sitting at home doing nothing all day. I'm am trying this new workout plan I have. It was working for the first few days and then I didnt do it no more. LoL I am gonna get back on it tho. I am gonna work out more and all that good stuff so maybe I will have more confindence in myself. I know what people tell me but I need to believe it. *maybe it will happen* I better stop now so I can go to work. Hahaha! I hate work also! Not the best thing...war
Eh...
so... What else is he going to try and do now? welp, I told you all that I would try and keep you posted. So, here we go AGAIN!! You would think if he really didnt want to deal with me like he says he doesnt then he would just be cival and do what he said he would do. well, before him and I got together I bought a computer off of him. Mind you I have known him for a while and had alot of trust in him. He knew I really wanted/needed a computer so he slod it to me for $30.00 because he got it for free. I had another computer too that I had goten around the same time too but it wasnt very good. It was kinda slow. well, I paid him for it later on because at the time I didnt have the money and he was ok with it. I know $30 isnt a whole lot but I was in a crunch at the time. well, I gave him the money and then we ended up getting together. Kinda funny. But anyways, I ended up moving in with him and brought both computers to his house. We put the
Washington
Just trying to have a little bit of fun.. Went to Canada Yesterday.. took a few pics that are not on my yahoo photo albums.. feel free to roll over that way and check out the photos.. The album is called "Victoria Canada" http://photos.yahoo.com/dgenerate828 Enjoy Ok, I am here in my barracks at Puget Sound Naval Shipyard, which is now known affectionately by me as psns. So I am out here in Bremerton. So I was checking in over at Bangor and when I got to medical, I was informed I am supposed to have a waiver in my record for my collapsed lung and for "retained hardware" in my leg being the metal rod in my femur. So apparently, my doc in Hawaii dicked me over on the paperwork side, so I am on medical hold until I get all that paperwork sent through and written up. They were trying to figure out a way for me to commute to Bangor, a 20 minute ride every morning, but had no way other than making the duty driver come and pick me up every morning and have to take me home. So instead
Whats Good
just wanted to thank everyone 4 showing all the b-day luv HERS A LIL SAMPLE OF OUR NEW LABEL; GRAYBARK PRODUCTIONS; UPCOMMING ALBUM, VISIT SITE AND RATE THEM LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK ABOUT THEM GOOD OR BAD I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW. OH YEA FOR SOME REASON THE PLAYER DOESNT SHOW UP SO JUST CLICK THE LINK IT WILL TAKE U TO OUR WEB PAGE http://www.arselect.com/mysongs/bands/976/ Get Your Own MySpace Music Player
To My Friends
Hey evryone please go see this girl blow her up with love! Become her friend, fan, AND be sure to GIVE HER A GIFT IT IS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! beautifulstarmandy@ CherryTAP HUGS>>>>>>>>HAPPY BIRTHDAY From Always.....Tanya/TURTLE Turtle@ CherryTAP ~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.I HELP OTHERS BEFORE MYSELF! 2.I HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM!! 3.I HAVE SCARS ON MY BELLY FROM C-SECTION AND GALL BLADDER SURGERY! 4.I LIKE TO TALK I LIKE COMUNICATION!!! 5.I NEVER HAVE ANY TIME FOR MYSELF! 6.I CAN ONLY HOPE FOR ALL THE HAPPY ENDINGS!!! OK HOPEFULLY I DID THIS RIGHT..........I CHOOSE MY 6 PEOPLE ARE....... PUSSYCAT BOO
Pix Of Angelz
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My Thoughts For My Wife
Our Anniversary Is our time together. To express our love, To fly freely Like a dove. Our time together Is so precious to me. A few years ago It almost would not be. When i found you I found the promised land. To not have you Would not be grand. That's why I say, "I love our time together." I love you very much and always will!!! My Wife Of all my dreams and memories, You are the best! With you, I don't care about the rest. I love you with all of my heart and soul, Together forever is my goal. I've told you,"You're beautiful to me!" Why wouldn't you be? I'd walk many a mile, Just to see you smile. You stayed by my side, Even when I could have died. I promise to hold you tight, Laying beside you at night. With you forever! Apart...Never!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!! Our love Is like a dove It fits Like a glove. It has a free will Yet, it stays with us The relationship we have No one else does. Our love Is strong So I know We d
Stuff
that is all. carry on. I would like to congradulate the person who tagged the screenshot from 300 as being NSFW. The only thing I can assume, by looking at that photo, is that black people are now NSFW. So, I'm going to start a campaign to make SURE that all photos of black people are now properly tagged. Fellow CT citizens, you have been alerted! Viva La Revolucion! so, yep, I've been studying my ass off. good thing there's so much to remove! but no, I've been studying because I have the incredible fortune to be taking 3 out of the 5 hardest classes offered at my school. (Molecular Genetics, Metabolic Biochemistry I, and Three Dimensional Vector Calculus. The other two, in case you were curious, are Physics at the Nuclear Level, and the second half of Metabolic Biochemistry) Fuck. Yeah. So, I wake up, go to class, come back, go to work, come home again, study, go to sleep. On the bright side, my PC died completly, causing me to borrow computers from random people f
Poems
This poem was left as a comment for me from Poetic Angel! I loved it and wanted to share it with all of you You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you ~~!!PoeticAngel... WITCHES We are not evil We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a jo
Poems
"Love Bites" When you feel hot, When you feel wet, Thats when it Rises, Thats when it Enters, Sliding Against, Hardly making a Sound, Evil is Close, In the Dead of Night... It Fucks You! Into Your Warmth, Wherin I Suck, There You Lie Still, To You it Creeps, Close to Your Lips, Across You it Glides, Smile as You Quiver, Now You're Mine, In My Control, A taste of Your Essence, And I Own Your Body, Softly You Stir, Gently You Moan, Loves in the Air, You Rake as I groan... It Fucks You! It Fucks You, Intrigues You, Feasting in the Night! Excites You, Delights You, You Ache with Pleasure! It Fucks You!! You knew at First Sight, You'd Enjoy My Attack That with My First Kiss There'd be no Turning Back So Take Me In, I strike for Hours, No Point of Return Trap and Devour In the Dead of Night It Fucks You!!! "Witness the Flame" Witness the Flame It burns holes in lives Crumbling buildings to the ground Witness the Flame Ripping
Help
I need your help, I've entered a contest for the sexiest cowboy! I don't know why but was flattered when asked to enter so I did. Even though I don't think I'm all that sexy I wouldn't mind winning this thing just for the hell of it! With your I might win. It goes by who has the most coments so please coment bomb this link for me! Thank You!DJ Space Cowboy I'm not sure I'm doing this right if not let me know!! First off I want to thank everyone for all the love they've shown me and helping me advance so fast. Second I want to thank all the ladies on here for being so good looking and making it easy for me to show love to them. I want everyone that reads this to show me real love and get some web hosting from me if you need a site or know anyone that does make sure to get it at www.best4hosting.com If you tell me you found out about my hosting here on LostCherry I'll give you a discount. Thank you all so much for the love. Space Cowboy David YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew
Fun Qiuzes
Your favorite thing to say in the bedroom is:We’re stuck again Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'53.3%Explored the pleasures of the flesh 64.8%Shamelessness54.8%It takes a couple of drinks 78.9% Sex Drive 60.5%A fool for love, but not always77.3%Straightness5.4%Knows the other body type like a map 44% Gayness 32.1%At least one weekend of ecstacy 83.7% Fucking Sick68.1%Dipped into depravity 89.9%
Biker Tales
Winner of the first BIKER BABE contest goes to HARLEY GIRL Thanks to the BEAUTIFUL LADIES that entered. Thanks to those of you that voted... I'll have another Biker Babe contest ...WITH A TWIST HERE SOON !!! Mad it back this afternoon fromFt.worth. In all rolled upi about 700 mi. not a bad scoot. I added one more to the contect she had her paic waitingforme. Enjoy and recruit moe ok lol... REMEMBER THIS FRIDAY... AND WILL COUNT THE VOTES. Are there any Cherries on the way?
Good Grief
well am gonna be leaving for wichita soon...and hopefully will find a place...not sure when I will be back...will be either friday or saturday depending on if I find a place and they give me the go ahead to move...if I am moving I am not be online for a few weeks but will let you all know before I leave this hell hole called Fort Scott...Its time to start my new life (lol well I already started but yanno what I mean) found out this morning that buttmunch HAS moved to newton, ks which is approx 30 miles from witchita (but wichita is approx 300,000 people...so what are the chances of him and I running into eachother?)...the apt buildings I am checking into are secured and they have a security gaurd on duty so I dont think I have anything to worry about...its MY LIFE and he's NOT going to control it anymore...I AM going to be happy from here on out and make the most of mine and the children's lives...if I wanna run around the house naked shoot I'm gonna do it lol...there may be obstica
Godsmack Favorite Live Band
Keep AwayBy GodsmackCodesAndLyrics.com I Stand Alone (Live)By GodsmackCodesAndLyrics.com SerenityBy GodsmackCodesAndLyrics.com
Surveys And Shit Like That
According to experts, I am : 80% SexyTake the Sexy Quiz at JokesUnlimited.comAccording to experts, I am : 76% KinkyTake the Kinky Quiz at JokesUnlimited.comAccording to experts, I am : 58% NaughtyTake the Naughty Quiz at JokesUnlimited.com If you where a ninja, what would be your weapon? Ninja StarsYour Weapon's of choice are the Ninja Stars!!! Ninja stars are one of the coolest ninja weapons. These can
Country
Beautiful MessBy Diamond RioCodesAndLyrics.com Not Ready To Make Nice (Live) (2)By Dixie ChicksCodesAndLyrics.com Who's Your DaddyBy Toby KeithCodesAndLyrics.com love this guy
Poetry
Alive? My mind is screaming to my brain Let loose and join the birds I've pushed too far I cannot try But attempt I must indeed New depths come to my strength Compassion won't let me pass The head is numb and legs gone weak Now breath comes once again Come hold me in your arms my friend Slow down my racing heart Confirm my shaken grip on life Our loves that cannot touch I just received a profile comment that implied that chocolate is the way to a womans heart.. I thought about this and wondered. Yes but which chocolates? the fattening ones? or the diet one? Regular or Diabetic? Fair trade or standard commercial? Dark or milk chocolate? hard or soft centres? do you have a nut allergy? is the box big enough? I promise you it really isn't that simple on product basis. Then there is the making sure that everything is transparent so that when you think Why has he given me chocolates? What has he done? is he doing? who is he doing etc etc etc it is obvious that no
News About Whats Happening Here And In My Life On And Offline
CHRIS HAS BEEN ILL THIS IS HIS BLOG IF NO ONE HAS A CLUE ON WHATS GOING ON,PLEASE C-MAIL GET WELLS AND LETTERS TO HIM, I WANT HIM TO KNOW HE IS WELL LOVED HERE! Just want to let everyone know what is going on with me health wise. You probably often see it says im sick. Well, I have been dealing with peritinitis, it sand infection of the lining of the stomach. People have died from it. I almost did. I spent 29 nights in Gi unit in Boston. Had 7 surgical procedures done to fix. I got peritinitis from a mistake made by a surgeon during a sugery. I still have infection in stomach now. Also, my heart has been acting weird, skipping, fluttering, palpitations. CVhest pain, shortness of breath, weak, dizzy. Blood pressure very high. Yes Ive been seeing docs. I have major signs of heart attack lol, but they say its not. But not sure what is going on. Ive been having mri, catscans, upper and lower gis, x rays etc. MY real father died at 44 with a tumor on his heart, i have all same signs as h
Well Here It Is I Joined Lol
Viewing Lost cherry it seems cool thus far but I'm a Myspace addict so we'll see... http://fubar.com/blog/202913/750420# http://www.tsgnet.com/pres.php?id=370617&altf=Spo&altl=Xsjhiu
My Dream
Remembering my late Father this weekend What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from
Mustang Lovers
HELLO ONE AND ALL.. WELL ILL TELL YA FROM MY POINT OF VIEW (EXPERIENCED POINT OF VIEW) THAT CT MARRIAGES ARE A JOKE ALMOST AS BAD AS REALTIME MARRIAGES .I GUESS IM KINDA BITTER SINCE I JUST GOT BURNED LOL....MINE LAST A WHOLE 23 HRS ,,,, HELLO!!! IM UP WITH TECHNOLOGY LOL I HAVE A GUESTBOOK AND AUDIO MESSAGE SYSTEM....LET ME KNOW YOU WERE THERE
Domestic Voilence
by Bob Narindra You'd be surprised at how many people suffer through abusive relationships… and not just women. Both emotionally and physically abusive relationships are happening with increased frequency. Abuse can take many different forms. Of course, the most famous type of abuse is physical abuse. Mental abuse, however, can be just as harmful, if not more so. Mental abuse is becoming increasingly prevalent in society. For this reason, in this article I will concentrate on how to detect and handle mental abuse. Mentally abusive people have one goal - to destroy your self-worth. They do this by a variety of methods including, but not limited to, verbal threats, demoralization, alienation of friends and family, and by putting down any positive impulses you have. Some examples of mental abuse are: Telling you that you are worthless. Not allowing you to have any contact with you friends or family unless cleared by them first. Threatening to leave if you don't do wha
Romantic Stories
May God bless and keep you always, May your wishes all come true, May you always do for others And let others do for you. May you build a ladder to the stars And climb on every rung, May you stay forever young, May you grow up to be righteous, May you grow up to be true, May you always know the truth And see the lights surrounding you. May you always be courageous, Stand upright and be strong, May you stay forever young, May your hands always be busy, May your feet always be swift, May you have a strong foundation When the winds of changes shift. May your heart always be joyful, May your song always be sung, May you stay forever young, --- Bob Dylan It was a quiet, warm night in early fall. I was watchin’ pro wrestling on TV in my underwear, drinkin’ some cheap ass beer that I picked up with what was left of my welfare check. Then there was this knock at the door. It was some broad from one of the local bars. I couldn’t remember much about her or if
Why?
So apparently I'm fat... and apparently it's because I eat meat! Some random ass guy that I have never talked to in my life decided to have this conversation with me in my shoutbox... podurtz: yes i wish i wasa girl! ->podurtz: jealousy is a bitch!!! podurtz: im a cook it my job fatty well go head an go eat peace..fatcheeks.. ->podurtz: whatever, i'm done talking to you, i have more important things to do, like actually having a life. because i don't sit there being an ass to people and taking pictures of food podurtz: i think i could get the time of the day form u..but a cake yaa right!.. podurtz: ahahahahah oh.. ->podurtz: your just mad cause you couldn't get the time of day from a girl like me unless your an asshole. podurtz: 105!aaahahah ur so funny sometimes that was a good one ->podurtz: i weigh 105, that is not fat podurtz: im not fatty fat fat.. ->podurtz: why you being an ass? podurtz: huh ->podurtz: your one to fucking talk podurtz: ur not fat! aaaha
Wanted To Say Thanks
To all my friend's and fan's my computer has messed up need new modem so I won't be on for awhile. I am sorry for being unable to chat or rate anyone not meaning to be rude or unsociable. Hope to be back on line in a few days. Thanks and Love to all and please don't forget me. Hey peeps, I just want to ask a simple, well maybe not so simple, ?. I have a guy friend, that said he wouldn't date me because of the fact that I have my ass shining on this site. Now, would it bother any of you guys if say, I started dating one of you, and someone came up and said to me, Hey I've seen your ass!? I mean just because there is a pic on here doesn't really mean anything does it, or is it not a good thing if I'm looking for a long term relationship? any imput you have on this would be a big help to me. Cuz now I feel like maybe I'm not dating material. Thanks for taking the time to read this. Love to all!! Well it's getting late so I am going to tell everyone goodnight, kisses, hugs and love to ever
Música
Music Video:FREE (by Jon Secada)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Adagio for StringsBy DJ TiestoCodesAndLyrics.com This is the music i get dress to...when i am going out to the night club...WARNING:(not good to listen to when you are "hung")lol Dale Don DaleBy Don OmarCodesAndLyrics.com
Poems
i've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go I FOUND THIS POEM AND THOUGHT IT WAS AWESOME! SO I SHARING IT WITH YA'LL. My nookie days are over, My pilot light is out, What used to be my sex appeal, Is now my water spout! Time was when on its own accord, From my trousers it would spring, But now i have a full time job, To find the fucking thing. It used to be embarrassing, The way it would behave, For every single morning, It would stand and whatch me shave. Now old age approaches, It sure gives me the blues, To see it hang its little head, And watch me tie my shoes! Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly
Mis
why is it that people dont listen or comprehend anything that is said??????? You read a blog, leave a comment to where the person cant reply, and then still keep looking at their profile but dont say or do anything.............. What's the point??? I dont understand what thrill or high you can get off of looking at someone's profile and not doing anything? It's pointless, childish, and plain stupid. If your going to look at someone's profile constantly....at least do something.......... GROW THE FUCK UP!!!!! Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I
Yah, A New Thang
Yadier Molina comes up, top of the ninth, tied seventh game of the LCS, and hits a Heilman curveball... lofts it out of Shea Stadium in a driving rain.... and the Cards... who limped across the finish line in the Central Division, a game ahead of the charging Astros... then took out the Padres... and the Mets... in seven... Hail to the boys of the City with the Arch.... of Yogi Berra, Joe Garagiola.. and even the RAMS.... Mark-- a loyal Reds fan, hails the Cardinals http://www.jokeroo.com/extremevideos/magic_of_makeup.html try this one, boys and girls! yup we did we changed governments... no shootings... no imprisonments... no hangings When people marvel at the United States.. it's because we CAN have a free election and change the character and direction of our leadership without violence and without undue turmoil.. that sets us apart from many other nations... THIS is why our soldiers fight.. to protect our freedoms and our privileges... to govern ourselves
~stang's Friday Freaky Five
Gosh, how I love Fridays!! It's time to get your freak on, out, in and around. For the newbies, you read the questions, answer them as honestly as you feel like it and laugh at some of the other responses. My standard rules: 1. Please do not repost these questions in other blogs or bulletins. 2. Please do repost the bulletins that I post so your friends can come and enjoy the fun. That's what makes the Friday Freaky 5 happen, the more, the merrier. Let's Roll...... 1. You've had a wild night out and hooked up with a one night stand. You wake up in the morning to find your "flava of the night" going through your wallet....hmmm...what do you do? 2. You're at the nightclub, you meet a little hottie, that likes to get freaky in semi-public. Things are going great and you're down for whatever so the two of you decide to go to your car and "play". Once in the car and you start to get undressed, your new found friend announces "That'll be $25.00"......LOL Do the ca
I Believe In These Quotes
Myspace Layouts Buried at PhotoCasket.com People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to
House
It looks like I will be getting approved for the loan on the house. I should know sometime for sure by Monday no later than Tuesday. This is my first house so this time has been pretty hectic. Thanks for the support and words of advice. As of November 30, I am now the proud owner of a house. There are some pictures of it on my page. I move in next Thursday, Dec. 7th. I am very excited about this since this is my first house. I am now taking application for a BOYFRIEND. He must be strong, honest, loving, trustworthy, passionate, compassionate, ambitious. If you feel you meet these requirements the please feel free to fill out the application below. NAME: EMAIL: ADDRESS: PH. NUMBER: EMPLOYMENT: RELIABLE TRANSPORTATION: JOB SKILLS: TALENTS:
Random Thoughts Of A Twisted Mind
KIDS... evil demons or evil aliens? Either way, not the angels that people portray them to be. I mean how many angels do you know that are so evil that they hide the tv remote?! Hellions! They're like computer viruses...they sneak in as cute cuddly little heaven sent bundles of love. But, then they get older, and realize that they have supernatural powers! Beware of these creatures!! they'll start off as being innocent, but then, when you least expect it...THEY SCREAM AND YELL IN A VOICE THAT WOULD MAKE A BANSHEE TURN TAIL AND RUN!!!! Cats don't make very good bookends. They tend to run when you try to plaster them. it's even worse if you take them to get bronzed. They don't seem to like it. I need a customized license. Not for my car though. I'm thinking I should get one for my dog. It would say something like I8ITAL. That bastard will put away some food. Which brings me back to children. (see, all things are relative.) Kids use up everything!! I mean, you go to the store to buy food
Fun Things....
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. I n The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Aroun
Friends
does anybody really care or is interested in remaining my friend? take care, john just writing this blog to lett you know im going to delete people off my friends list. so if you want to stay please send a message here or on yahoo messanger at jwd3d76 hope to hear from everybody i added take care john i keep showing love to people but i can get any love back so if i dont hear with 24 hrs you will be deleted sorry take care john
My Life
I have met several people on here, and started to talking to them. I have explained my situation to a few, but I feel that all of my friends, even those who could care less, should have the knowledge, if they desire. On the evening of August 16, 1997; me and my best friend were out bowling. It came time to leave, so we loaded our bowling stuff into his car. We ended up sitting in the parking lot a few minutes, so I sat on the trunk of his car. He didn't realize that I was sitting on the trunk of his car, and he pulled off. I made it about 100 yards before I slid off. When I slid off, I landed on the back of my head, causing me to immediately lose consciousness. My friend ran inside the bowling alley and called 911. After that he called my mom and said "Jonathan has been in an accident and won't wakeup." Within a few minutes, my parents arrived, but the Fire Dept and EMS was already there. They transferred me to the hospital. Two CAT scans were take and it looked as if my brain ha
Songs That Mean Something To Me
Here we lay face to face once again Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend. And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go. [Chorus:] It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears 'cause even though you're here, It feels like you're a million miles away. Was it me, or was it you that broke away? For what we were is like a season love is change And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside. Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry. [Chorus:] It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We pl
One Of My Stories!!!
MSD: Night Seventeen It had been a long day. She was sitting in her cubicle, in front of her computer, working late due to an emergency in work load because, apparently, her department had stolen a new I.T. guy from their sister division across town. It has caused some “restructuring.” She’d even worked through lunch to help her team finalize the trimester reports. So, now it was 6:30 pm and all she could think about was a large steak… well, maybe one other nice piece of meat… She giggled to herself, not really wanting to keep her mind from wandering down the now-familiar thought path. Since the dream in her living room just five nights before, she had become… used to the idea of her dream lover. I mean, beggars can’t be choosers, right? She’d decided to just enjoy it, “take it as it comes,” so to speak. The rumble in her stomach brought her mind back the here and now… I’ve got to get something in me… In the deli section of the grocery store, she looked, unimpressed, at th
Its Me
why is it when you miss someone and figure out how you feel bam it hits you. you want to tell them and bam it hits you. im cursed and always will be alone. i just need to get use to it. i need chaos. i need a fast car and a hugs wall to drive myself thru. im me accept me for who and what i am. or fuck off. I HAVE ARRIVED.
Bothered
i don't know which way is up. i haven't been so confused in years. his words have touched my soul. they speak to me with such clarity. why now? i can't get them out of my head. i can't get him out of my head. i want to know more. i want to see more, hear more. does this make me obsessed? probably. fascination moves me though. i can't explain this at all. it confuses me entirely and excites me too. this can't be normal... emotions so twisted your stomach churns... you know you won't sleep tonight, yet your so exhausted that sleep is welcome... now your on your knees before the porcelin trying like hell to keep the contents of your stomach from coming up the way they went down... the cool of the bathroom tile a calming agent you just can't find through any other source. the wave of nausea passes so you curl up on the floor crying yourself to hiccups, then the emotions flood, anger, sadness, despair, hatred, agony, and loss... the realization that the o

I opened the door to the bathroom, warm in my rose red robe. You smiled at me, gently pulling me into a hug as you kissed me slow and soft, then hard and passionate as you ran your fingers through my long hair. I pulled away, smiling as I turned the shower on and slowly dropped my robe to the floor. I helped you undress, then led you into the shower. I lay down in the bath, the running water flowing over me, and pulled you down on top of me. We kissed hungrily as your hands explored my shoulders, back, stomach, bottom and thighs. Your mouth moved down to my neck as you rolled off me and lay your naked body beside mine. Slowly, gently you stroked my warm skin, your fingers moving lightly at first, then slower, harder. I felt a tingling between my legs and moved them apart. Your hands slid over my stomach and down to my vulva, stroking my inner thighs as you went. Your strong, firm fingers stroked my clitoris softly. You stood and turned off the water. Gathering me up in a soft whi
Jokes
A man was having problems with premature ejaculation. This was affecting marital relations with his wife so he decided to go to the doctor. He asked the doctor what could he do to cure his problem. In response the doctor said, "When you feel the urge to ejaculate, try startling yourself". On the way home the man went to a sports store and bought himself a starter pistol. All excited to try out this suggestion he runs home to his wife. When he gets home he is surprised and delighted to find his wife in bed, already naked. He's so horney and keen to try out his new 'system' that he doesn't think twice and leaps on board. After a few minutes 'slap and tickle', they find themselves in the '69' position. Sure enough, only moments later the man feels the sudden urge to come. Following doctor's orders, he grabs the starter pistol off the bedside table and fires it. The next day, the man went back to the doctor. The doctor asked, "How did it go?" The man answered, "Just great, a
~ Tag~
Four things you might not know about me - then it's your turn. A. Four jobs I have had in my life: 1. Tech/service rep 2. Survey specialistst 3. Assistiant Personel Sergeant 4. First Line Manager B. Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Dirty Dancing 2. X-men (all of them) 3. Dodge Ball 4. Blade C. Four places I have lived: 1. Simi Valley, Cal 2. Tucson, Az 3. Austin, Tx 4. Hidelberg, Germany D. Four TV shows I love to watch: 1. Charmed 2. CSI Miami 3. CSI Las Vegas 4 Survivor E. Four places I have been on vacation: 1. Lake Tahoe 2. Hawaii 3. Spain 4. Disnetland F. Four Web sites I visit daily: 1. Yahoo.com mail box 2. Lost Cherry 3. American Dart Orginization 4. Lightspeed/surveys G. Four of my favorite foods 1. coffee w/ milk 2. pizza 3. chips 4. sweets H. Four places I'd rather be right now: 1. in NY 2. in bed with someone 3. just home chillin' 4. Some where Interesting I. Four friends I
Movie Quotes & Movie Clips
Jennifer Connely & David Bowie! David Bowie! This really isn't a movie quote, but it's a great sequence.
My Mind..
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves f
My Love
sorry if i'm not on much anymore having some health problems hope everyone says a prayer for me god bless u all WHY DO PPL THINK THEY AHVE THE RIGHT TO TAKE ANOTHER HUMAN LIFE PERSONALLY I THINK THAT THEY SHOULD GO RIGHT TO DEATH ROW AND NOT HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND THEMSELVES..SO MANY YOUNG WOMAN AND MEN HAVE LOST THIER LIVES BECAUSE OF PPL THINKIN THEY R GOD.TODAY I BET THRE IS FAMILYS SITTING WORRYING ABOUT THIER CHILDREN WONDERING IF THEY ARE SAFE.I ALMOST LOST MY SON 8 YRS AGO BECAUSE OF ANOTHER CHILDS GAMES.I HOPE U ALL KEEP UR CHILDREN SAFE U NEVER KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN I THOUGHT MINES WAY SAFE TOO..THANKS FOR READING THIS hey everyone i found out 3 weeks ago i ahve lung cancer i go the thur the 10th of may for them to take 1/2 my left lung plz say a prayer for me i can use hope to be back on soon.
Fútbol/soccer (thanks "tuga" Angel)bjs
For Starters
Here is hoping everyone had a Merry Christmas this year. Mine was a lot of fun. I spent the night partying with my son, & my best friend since second grade. My new Christmas experience was trying caviar for the first time last night. I was told that if I can handle giving a blow job that I could handle eating fish eggs! LOL Beleave it or not it actually made sence to me. Played several rounds of pool & kicked some major ass at it too! My favorite part of the night was right when I was about to go home & my son's tooth came loose & I got to pull it out for him. Little bugger made out good from the tooth fairy. 12 bucks for a five year old is beyond rich. I told him he was gonna loose it by Christmas & I was right. Christmas day turned out real good too! Spent a lot of quality time with my kids redecorating their rooms with new toys & new bedding. Went to my parents house & ate too much food. Started a wrapping paper fight between my Brothers & Sisters. Last but
Tonys Good Eats
Easy enough to make for a weeknight meal or a friendly Oktoberfest gathering. Bring on the beer and the oompah band! Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:11 hr 15 min Makes:8 sandwiches 4 Ratings : 0 Reviews : Be the first to review Slow Cooker Reuben Sandwiches 1 package (2 pounds) refrigerated sauerkraut 1 package (2 to 3 pounds) corned beef brisket 1 cup Thousand Island dressing 16 slices pumpernickel rye bread, toasted 8 slices (1 ounce each) Swiss cheese 1. Place sauerkraut in 3- to 4-quart slow cooker. Place beef brisket on sauerkraut. (If brisket includes packet of spices, sprinkle spices over brisket.) 2. Cover and cook on Low heat setting 9 to 11 hours. 3. Remove beef from cooker; place on cutting board. Cut beef into slices. To serve, spread 1 tablespoon dressing on each toast slice. Using slotted spoon to remove sauerkraut from cooker, top 8 slices toast with 1/2 cup sauerkraut each. Top sauerkraut with beef slices and cheese
Dunno
What is real and wht is fantasy here on lost cherry. I have been wondering this since I joined. I have met a beautiful girl (both inside and out) on here and yet i havn't met her. I feel like I could never know her fully and yet sometimes it is as if we grew up together. I am lost and found, happy and sad, powerful and meek. The parodox that is the lc, the internet, the world can in one movement bring us to hieghts of extasy and crush us into dust. In two movements create, educate and destroy. In three movements make us love, laugh, maim and kill. Are we powerless, or can we turn it off, put it away, and forget it. The latter we must do, for if not we truley are lost. Bobby It is October and the leaves are just barley begining to turn here in Atlanta, but the Holloween is approaching. When you arrive on site it is late friday night and the game has begun. Undead everywhere. Townspeople screaming for healers and warriors, the first for the dead, the second for the soon to be
Slide Shows
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Heeeeeyyyyy
HEY ALL listen to me live at 6:30 pm GMT today a little different today as a dj is off sick ! lol use http://www.rapturefm.com/rapturefm this will allw you to listen via streaming through you favourite player . personally i use VLC media player its free to download . ill be playing vocal/funky uk garage,house and hip hop !!!! please spread the word and were gonna have a wicked session !!! again a big thanks to all the regulars the radio is getting real big thanks to you all .............. see you all there ................. Dan.T ANYONE INTERESTED IN A WEBCAM CHAT OR SOMEFUN LET ME KNOW I HAVE MSN AND YAHOO ... DAN.T thanks for all the adds !!!!! looking good
Fuck Off
Okay got 2 root canals, and have to get lots of other shit done...um but they wouldn't sharpen my teeth for me. I don't know why not though. Guess I'll just have to get caps or some shit. On another note, I was sunburnt a while ago and it still hurts like hell right now. When I get my pics developed I'll put them on here as soon as I can. May be a while though, I'm broke! Going to a psychologist the 29th to see if i can get Social Security. Going to a baby shower for my cousin girlfriend the 24th. Might be fun, getting some free pizza. ;) My older sister, Sarah, is due in October again. Another boy. Fathers day we're going to Huntington to pick up Bubby. Sarah was supposed to bring him, but she was told by her boyfriends parents that she had to stay there and spend time with his relatives, even though shes had this planned for a while. Lets see. Anything else? I don't think so, so I'll go. mmfwKl Well my teeth have been killing me lately. I finally went to the Dentist yesterday. They t
My Story
One Slaves Story: Well first let me introduce myself. My name is Pam, I am 49 years old (at the writing of this). I have been in this life style since I was 17(32Yrs now). Now the story begins. It was a nice spring day in up state New York. So being 17 I wanted to get out go for a walk, so I headed to the park with a good book, and some lunch. I found a good spot and settled down with my book. I must of been there for hours just reading and enjoying the nice day, when a shadow creep across my book, making it hard to see what I was reading. So I looked up for the source and was staring into the most perfect eyes I'd ever seen. I smiled and said would you mind moving out of the sun for me your blocking it. He looked at me and smiled back asking me what I was reading? I told him Stephen Kings new book. Then he asked me if I did a lot of reading and I told him yes I do every chance I get. We then started talking about different books and the ones we liked. When he realized that I n
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Misc
offer advice and guidance but realize when your children are grown up their lives are theirs and criticism and control are not the answers to all that added "skins" to my profile a big LC THANK YOU had a blast viewing them a tattoo can be removed and though painful, the pain will go away, unlike the pain and hurt caused by comments by those close to you, those cannot be removed--for a friend and for those who cannot understand and criticize her
Perfection Is A Dream
This steeple runs its blood through my veins, As the saints of my demise carry my life Close to their hands and hearts of longing. I cry in a storm of my suffering, cry in silence— As the squall who doesn’t believe in its feathers— While my coursing blood flows its delight. These busts know not their importance, No rock could replicate perfection, Could taunt divinity with duplicate reality. It is in the essence truth lies, Solidity in the soul, not the body— Or lack thereof, for fiction holds a soul— And it is in the essence I attempt to live. To leave my own destruction behind, My own tears away from my weeping— My own eyes dry in their wetness— Is what I lead my spirit towards. I kneel at my own altar, Wrought of my own conviction and paths, And I sleep as a gentle hand caresses my heart— Rocks me to sleep with its soft hypocrisy. I dream of this steeple, of its mysteries. This steeple runs its blood through my veins. To compensate for this fall would mean
Hello Everyone
You Are Dancer Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance. Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer. Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You? Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 29% PureTake the Purity Test at NaughtyQ.com Are you a slut?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 50% which makes you A Little SluttyYou are mostly wholesome and sweet but every once in a while your inner slut shows herself and likes to party.Are you a slut, find out at NaughtyQ.com
My Soldier
I will be leavin today for my soldier and wont be back on LC until next week probly. So send me some love i put up some new pics! Love you all leave me a message and ill rate yours too.. I cant wait to see him again!!! Have a nice week everyone! Well I got to spend some more quality time with my baby! It always seem to go by so fast... I picked him up at midnite on thursday. Then we drove to my house took a nap and spent the rest of the day with Grandma. My parents, my brother, uncle and grandma were all there. It was a great day... no one fought, there was good food. And i got to spend it with the people i love. Well we spent the night there and then had a spaghetti lunch with the fam and headed down to have thanksgiving with his family. All three of his brothers were there which was great and of course his mom and dad. His cousin and his cousins husband. His aunt, uncle and their kids... yeah lots of people! It was nice, we dont have big family gatherings like that much. We
Lyrics
Lead-in night at the laundry matAnd I'm staring atYou pulling clothes from a dryerAnd I'm wondering how I got here'Cause it seems somehow I keepGetting stuck in the mireI needed this more than I knewAnd I let you down and I said I'm sorryBut the light that falls on my castle wallsAnd my basketballs pelt me with bricksIn my dreamsTonight, well maybeWhat you need, I hope it finds youOh, I mightI might be, well maybeMaybe someday you'll get it rightOh, IIf I could bottle my hopes In a store bought scentThey'd be nutmeg, peachAnd they'd pay the rentAnd I'd ride a horseAnd I'd teach a courseOn how I got to be a star crossed pimpGet up, get up, wellYou ride on back there up thereOh, I might(Gonna live forever boy)I might(Oh, you're a clever boy)Maybe(You know you never said goodnight)Oh, I might and actually put her hand on mine and as she touched me i remember something...hot i wonder why she moved me she took my hand... moved it to a round mound on the outside of her blouse and with h
Feelings
As you already may know, our beloved Randy passed away on December 27th, 2006. Randy Truly loved his family, friends, and dear customers. He was a well respected Artist, Tattooist, Actor, and most of all, a friend. His kindness and compassion will be dearly missed. Randy Was One Of A Kind. There has been a memorial fund set up in Randy's Honor. The fund account has been temporarily set up in his sister's name until a 501, a donation establisment, can be put into place. A PayPal Account Will be set up for the donations to made to.There will be more information on this within the next 12-24 hours as the family is preparing to say goodbye. Look for more updates on here, Randy's Myspace, and The Olde School Tattoo Website for further updates on this. Randy's Visitation and Memorial Services will be held at: Mayes Ward Funeral Home 180 Church St. Marietta Ga, 30060 Visitation From : 9:30am - 11:00am Memorial Service Starts : 11:00am Thank You For All Of Your Love And S
Through The Looking Glass
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon75%WereWolf67%Mermaid59%Angel58%Dragon50%Faerie33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting
All My Thoughts Go Into This Blog!
You know what i do what i have to do! Screw you if your not my friend because you dont agree with the decisions im making im doing good for myself bye myself! And screw all the girls who cant appreciate what im doing for myself, and who cant stay true! where the hell are all the woman at? i need a true girl you know! please if you care respond to this! thought it was all good you know me and my ex broke up and on good terms found out she was being a little poly about our relationship found out from my boys... sucks then my friends start to try and backstab me when i need them the most going through hell friends going to jail my other friends dying its rediculous....my life is hard but i keep going....dont any of you out there give up no matter what happens i wont. ill be damned if i let my life go to waste shout back if you feel me. i was walking down the street and someone stopped me and said wtf is your problem....i said im bipolar im adhd and im a guy who doesnt care if someone says
Meh More Crap To Fill
Get Your Own Voice Player drop a message if you hate typing lol peace YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR PERSONALITY IS UNTIL SOMETHING BAD HAPPEN CAUSE THEN YOU KNOW PEOPLE ARE FUCKED UP I ONCE WAS NICE, I ONCE WAS FRIENDLY, I ONCE WAS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT LIKED MAKING ALL KINDS OF FRIENDS I RECENTLY LEARNED THE HARD WAY THAT FRIENDS ARE THE BIGGEST BACK STABBERS IN THE WORLD I HOPE THE PERSON THE TAUGHT ME THAT LESSON IS READING THIS CAUSE I HATE YOU I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL I HOPE THAT WHEN YOU KNOW WHO FINDS OUT HE DUMPS YOUR BITCH ASS I ALSO HOPE THAT OTHER SOMEONE ON THE SIDE FINDS OUT AND PUT YOUR WHOLE BUSINESS OUT THERE YOU FUCKING WHORE I HOPE SOMEONE BITCH SLAPS YOU WANNA BE INNOCENT ASS BACK TO "AV" (CITY) YOU BETTER HOPE I DON'T SEE YOU CAUSE I'LL JUST FUCKING RAT YOU OUT these are from my grandma she is from the Philippines she is always tellin me these thing lol 1. Ang buhay ay parang gulong,minsang nasa ibabaw, minsang nasa ilalim - Life is like a wheel, sometimes (you
Once Again
OMG.. I HATE THIS.. I HAVE TRIED TO HARD FOR SO LONG.. AND NOW IM RIGHT BACK WHERE I STARTED.. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.. IT HAD BEEN TO LONG.. TO GOOD.. I HAD BEEN TO HAPPY.. THATS NOT REALLY HOW IT GOES.. WISHFUL THINKING RIGHT.. I REALLY HATE THE PERSON I AM.. EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.. THE WAY I LOOK.. THE WAY I TALK..THE WAY I THINK.. THE THINGS I DO.. I HAVE ONCE AGAIN GOTTEN IN TO MY OLD GROOVE OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH.. AND IT FUCKING SUCKS.. I JUST WISH I KNEW HOW TO MAKE IT GO AWAY.. SEEMS LIKE I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING.. THINGS THAT SHOULD WORK..AND THINGS I KNEW WOULDNT... BUT YET HERE I AM...AGAIN.. TRYING SO HARD TO FIGURE OUT WHY IT IS SO FUCKING HARD FOR ME TO BE HAPPY WITH ME... I GET SO FRUSTRATED.. I DO STUPID SHIT.. THINGS THAT HURT PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME... I DONT THINK ABOUT SHIT.. SO I AM GOING OUT OF TOWN FOR THE WEEK.. SPENDING SOME TMIE WITH MY SISTER.. HOPING TO GOD I CAN SNAP OUT OF THIS SHIT.. SO WE WILL SEE.. ONLY TIME WILL TELL RIGHT.. WELL HOPEFULLY IT TELLS ME W
Your Peek
I tried to write u a letter only to help my words flow better See in person my speech becomes impaired My actions don't deminstrate how much i care This pen becomes my lifeline Like fine wine Our relationships gets better and better with time Your beauty matches your heart And for that reason alone I thought several times i was dying because my heart stops But I now know that it was my soul pausing everything in me so it could hear u U make me feel good Because of how i feel i lose my words So now i write And my mind reads to make sure those are my thoughts My soul reveals my feelings And my flesh waits for your eyes See I love u That writing this my whole body cries You are wonderful! You are beautiful! You are perfect! You are more than I could ever dream! You are my connection to the truth You are love You are loved by me I cherish u completely I love you before u ever ask I am greatful for u I a
Love Is...............
RIGHT NOW I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT BECOMING A STRAIGHT UP LESBIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER NOW....JUST A LIL THO' What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract g
Post Cards
well this was easier for people to get a grasp of what i see everday.... Well I wanted to update all of you what is going on with the post cards. Today I received a nice size batch of fifteen. As you can tell by the picture I have already out grown the desk, but that is plenty fine. I have all sorts of empty wall space. Some of you maybe interested on how this post cards idea started. Well I came to this site because I was rather bored here in Iraq. I do network administration; all that is a long name for someone that sits at a desk all day and watches the network not break. I have been taking lots of pictures to share with people what it is like here. One of the pictures I took was of my ugly bare desk. One day while chatting with someone in the shout box they mentioned that my desk looked rather bare and if I wanted they would send me a post card to brighten it up. Well I thought the idea was brilliant and ran with it. The next day it dawned on me that why not tel
Fun Life
After the Orange hair episode, my hair really started to recede. My woman bugged me to do something about it. I tried all kinds of ointments, etc and I think I actually lost more. But then, I saw IT!!!!!!!!!! Burt Reynolds had IT. Infact he was the spokesman for NEW HAIR. a hairpiece!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dammm ... If Burt can do it, so can I. So I bought me one.. actually two. The New man went home and everyone was elated. "Bob looks sooo young now!!!!!!" Well, I was doing some night club singing and it sorta fit into my new style and everything was going great now. One day the family and I went to a Cafeteria restaurant. I had my one year old grand daughter in my arm and was pushing the tray down the line and suddenly Alexandra reached up, grabbed my hairpiece and YANKED IT OFF! I grabbed it real fast and slapped it back on my head and continued down the line. As I was walking up to the table, everyone was laughing. "HUH?" My woman handed me a mirror. SHIT! I had s
Southern Chick
Hi, All My Girlies + Guys...Well I finally got my flu shot yesterday been feeling kind of blah sense I got it and my arm still hurts but it isn't nothing that I can't handle. I Also finished up on my xmas shopping finally + I still have to get some lottery tickets for my dad for his stocking it is the $1 million lottery that is going on down here they are $10.00 bucks a ticket so I will probably get him 2 of those and some other odd & ends meaning candy and stuff. also me and my dad plan to go see a movie Saturday sense my mom will be coming home at 1:00pm to lay down for awhile sense she has to work over night and she has to be at work by 10:00pm that night. We also have to pick up are dinner for I am guessing xmas eve. I don't know anything else about my Aunt Tersea other then her surgery for her Trach Tube went great she made it throught + she is doing good from that,They are also talking about sending her to Tampa Florida to a hospital that can show you how to take care of the trac
All Mine
I would just like to say thanks for all the adds and rates on me and my photos.i enjoy talking to ya'll and had lots of fun looking at your photos also.Hope ya'll have a wounderful year. Hosted By SparkleTags.comHosted by Sparkle Tags Hosted By SparkleTags.com
I Am New At This
Hello everyone how are all of u doing? I am doing good just got done having my daughter birthday party WOW she got alot of stuff....... Alright life has been going good for me the past few weeks........ I went and got Nathan last Saturday thank god he is home I missed him so much........ I went to the dr the other day and got my women thing done havnt gotten the paper work on it yet........ Let see the past few months i have been thinking about having another kid...... I really love the guy i am with and he dont have any kids yet I dont know i want another one really bad so I think we might be tring again i dont know yet will be talking to his little swimmers lol........... IF IT HAPPENS IT HAPPENS........ but that is about it for now i am going to write more in my other blog abut the man i care so much about see u then Hey all just wanted to blog a few things well my sister came up from idaho and spent thanksgiving with us she got in Thursday morning we have a great time it is so much
Help Needed
Ive been trying to sale some craft items and it hasn't been working. So I'm letting everyone know where they can go to look at all of my hats. they are all $10 a piece. I make them in adult and child size. These are just samples of what I can do. I can make them in any color you want. contact me if interested. http://www.saidsimple.com/gallery/melissa/101304 Ok everyone, Now that I got your attention listen up. I go to a chat room for disabled people. It is a wonderful chat room where everyone there are as wonderful as everyone here is. The chat room how ever runs on donations and has yet to reach the goal needed to keep it running. It would be a real shame to lose such a wonderful chat room that has helped many disabled people. Its like a second home to me and I would be very sad if I lost it. So, from now until midnight December 31, 2006 I am having a sale on all of my cross stitch AND crocheting items. EVERY cent made will go straight to the chat room. I will even pay for the items
Writing And Poetry
Killed and Sucked Away By Rita Faye Doty I am empty, it has gone away Like a small cold I got over I feel so empty all the time So sad and so cold. The happiness and excitement gone I wish I could have changed it, I should have said no I've got nothing now and it's all my fault Everyone says I'm acting stupid Like I'm supposed to live like it never came, Like it never left? How can I forget The little part of me That was killed and sucked away, Thrown out with the trash from yesterday? How can I forget The feeling I had The happiness I felt The pride in my heart All killed and sucked away? I'm so fuckin sick of everyone telling me I'm so blessed, when inside I'm going crazy from the stress of this mess. its way to fucking much for me to handle too much for a teen, a young woman even I'm in dispair, I need help. no, what I really need is to learn to cope with it I'm fucking overwhelmed from what everyone thinks of me fucking telling me how to run my damn

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