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the day has come. tomorrow the movers are coming to take my shit away. including my computer. i may be back in a few weeks so see ya'll then. op. 60 #22Add to My Profile | More Videos tired of posting these on my profile, so into the blogs they go..
I'd been infatuated with Vanessa for years. Since before she started dating my brother, back when the three of us spent most of our time together. She was Edwin's age, two years older than me, and I knew that I'd never be more to her than Ed's kid brother. Particularly when their hormones kicked in, and they found each other's company more interesting than mine. We still spent time together after that, but never as much, and usually in the company of Vanessa's little sister, Virginia, a gawky, irritating brat who delighted in tormenting me. So I eventually lost interest in staying around them. Throughout college, Vanessa and Ed had a rocky relationship. They split op several times, only to make up during vacations when they would see each other again. Perhaps it was all of those breakups which led them not to rush into marriage after college. They did eventually buy a condo together, but I was in my senior year of engineering school when they finally decided to tie the knot. I th
My Crappy Life
I doubt anyone will find the time to read this, so I really am not going to say much, just that my life is on the darker side of bright, and if this is someone's idea of a game, I need a set of rules because I am really losing it. Nothing is right, nothing is okay, nothing seems to matter. That pretty much sums it up...oh, and having a wasted alcoholic jackass screaming and spitting in your face...that pretty much clinches wait...the kids being exposed is the icing on the cake. I guess thats it. You tell me no and then hold it against me Had you said yes youd be angrier still- Well, happiness hides around every corner and the corners are hiding from you. I try to please, try to help, try to hear you. Each waking minute I wonder what if? And try to remember that I have no fault- In your situation, this gift to yourself. Look down on my life, laugh if you must I can accept what you dont have to give. I stumble and blunder through every day Hoping that each br
People I Will Always Remember
This is something I did in loving memory of my friend, Tina! Tina was a beautiful person, outside and in - a fashion model with a heart of gold! She quickly became one of my closest friends. She was the type who learned to grow on you. Yes, she was persistent and would always give it to you straight, but she could give so much more. Her heart was always in the right place. She would fight side by side with you without even being asked. This is someone I truly loved and will never forget! I saw a fire in her that could never be extinguished! You could knock her down hundreds of times and she would still get back up and keep fighting. When she fought with someone on her side, she was invincible! In July, when I saw all she had done and all she had been through and overcame, I gave the the moniker "The Fire Angel" which she accepted with pride and honor. Tina left us on August 17, 2007! No doubt, taken way too early! I can only say for sure that she is watching us and
About Me
"Black Rain" As sure as the black rain falls Havoc breaks out over all! Alarms triggered all over the world As the ground is flooded by this black rain People running and screaming From enormous pain! Praying for god to quickly End this Rain! As bodies starts falling to the ground Silence is all that is left Of all the loud and painful sounds! The death toll in numbers Rises above the amount that is so Hard to bare!
Hi ho, hi ho, it's off to work I go! To earn my pay; survive the day Hi ho, hi ho hi ho, Hi ho, hi ho, I hope I don't drive slow 'cuz if i'm late, I'll meet my fate Oh no, oh no oh no Hi ho, uh oh I think I stubbed my toe My leg's asleep, oh woe is me Uh oh, this blows, fo sho Hi ho, hi ho It's to the phone, I go To call and say I won't be in Todayyyy, this poem is very gayyyy. Suck it, I had 5 minutes to write it. Much love, and later! - Mike-e I'm sick of it. I haven't even actually had it yet, and I just hate it. It destroys so much, and ruins so many opportunities for me to just be happy and content, and to feel good about myself. I don't hate anyone who does it. I just hate how it makes things awkward. I know I play with fire alot - it's no surprise to me that I get burned so easily. I know it's not macho or anything to feel this way, but I can't help it. I just really want something real, I guess. :/ The show totally kicked ass! Everyone was
Immediate Emotions
Dedicated to Brady Alexander and Blaine Andrew Two baby boys, one with blue eyes one has brown Looking at their pictures I realize they are still a big part of who I am The little boys are in my heart although no longer in my life They were taken from me 7 years ago hence began my life of strife I mourn for my little angels just as though they had passed away I pray that they are happy and will come back to me one day I need them to know I love them, that I didn't give them away I had no choice in the matter with their father they were ordered to stay I am supposed to see them, although as you can see thats been 7 years, I need them and they need me So to my precious angels one named Brady one named Blaine you are always in my heart and forever you will stay Your big brother Michael loves and misses you just like me, and your stepfather John with when you were little you would play All we have right now are memories and photographs,can't forget
I'm am sooo f#@kin sick of ppl!! I cant stand when ppl come to me and start an argument with me about the things I do on here and why they didn't get a comment from me then wonder why I'm not always nice to them because of it. If you come to me and start running your mouth to me..damn right I'm going to jump your shit. I'm sick of being nice all the time and getting walked all over and people saying I'm stupid because of my decisions that have nothing but good outcomes..I'm sick of people screaming at me because they think I'm not listening..I'm just tired of it all..I sit here and listen to everyone complain about how bad their lives are, I do everything in my power to help them feel better..I'm tired of getting no respect and I'm tired of people lying to me..I'm going to repeat this one more time.. LISTEN CAREFULLY: I hate liars!! I hate Fake people!! If your either of those, do not shout me, and do not try to be my friend, I can spot you from a mile away and I will not tolerate it!!
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Melanie buys 2.75 pounds of turkey, 3.5 pounds of Ham, 2.25 pounds of roast beef, and 0.75 pounds of bologna. How many total pounds of meat did Melanie buy? A)10.75 pounds B) 9.75 pounds C) 11.25 pounds D) 9.25 pounds 1.)What do you like better Rough sex or Kinky sex? 2.)Do you like Handcuffs or Whips? 3.)Do you like recieving or giving anal sex? 4.)Do you masterbate? 5.)If you do how many times a week do you masterbate? 6.)Doggy or missionary sex? 7.)Do you like to lick a girls Booty hole? 8.)Are you wild or passive? 1.)Have you ever had sex in a car? 2.)Have you ever had sex on a public beach? 3.)Did you ever get a Blow Job at a Movie Theater? 4.)Did you ever get your Pussy licked in a car? 5.)Are you Kinky? 6.)What are your 2 Favorite sex positions? 7.)Are you sexually active? 8.)When did you have sex last? Thank you for anwsering my sex questions!!!!
Crazy Shit!
This is the story of like 4 motherfuckers that were living together and lived the life that all bachelors should.Beer,booze,wild ass parties, in house drunken weddings and straight up debauchery those were the days.We brought everything to the table as a group,like attitude,brawling and occasional acts of kindness to those who deserved it.We couldn't be separated for shit!No one could understand how we were so different as individuals be able to get along so well.One of the crew was from Benson Hurst,another from Wichita Kansas,the third was from the state of Missouri,and myself from P-cola Florida the home of category 5 hurricanes. It was some times, we were all stationed on the USS Theodore Roosevelt.We had been to foreign ports and had a hell of a timebetween anti American rallies and putting the locals in the infirmaries nearby to rolling thru the streets drunker than shit and yelling at the local girls. Well long story short I was contacted by the other missing comrades.It
My Love!
Dear my love, I've been thinking about you so much that my heart hurts me so much & that all this talking about us being together has got me thinking that i am missing something soooo special in my life, something so sweet, so tender, so romantic, so caring, so loyal, so trustworthy, so sincere, so dedicated. I totally enjoy our weird yet fun conversations that we seem to be having on msn. I so wish that i was with you right now & i so feel terrible that are caught in a trap of pain. I bet you are thinking that i'm the enemy & i'm always here to help you if you like. For us to becoming as one i am so looking forward to it immensely. If you can't come to me next month with your mother then i will do everything i can to get there before christmas that way we can at least meet each other before christmas & take things to the next level. I'm glad that your son thinks that i'm cool. I certainly hope that daughters both like me that way too. I am PROMISING YOU & the CHILDREN th
Cycling Team News
To all of my friends here on Fubar I just wanted to take a minute to wish you all A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS Doug We headed to Colorado for College road Nationals. We went with high expectations, but with a young team really did not know just how well they would perform. After a strong start on Friday at the Team Time Trial, the team did an amazing job. Saturday they won both of the Division 1 races. Sunday they won as a team in both the men's and women's races. We did the impossible and won the Div I national title. After the races were over we were told that it was the first time an East Coast team had won the National title. An amazing weekend of racing for our program. I am so proud of my team as we begin the long drive back to North Carolina. We started our quest this week to hold onto our number ranking in the country. Yes our college team from our very small school in the mountains of NC is the number one ranked cycling team in the country in Div I. This week we star
A Special Birthday In The House!
I just wanted to let you all know it's Devilish Angel's Birthday today. Please stop by and wish her the best. Drop a Birthday comment, and if you can't find one. I have provided one for you here. ~*Devilish Angel*~ ~~*Member Of BLAZING BOMBERS*~~ Please Sign My GuestBook@ fubar Here's a pic to drop off to her, if you don't have one in mind: This Birthday Pimpout Brought was brought to you by: ~/~Sassy Laurie~/~Please fan, rate, sign Guestbook ~MEMBER OF THE SYNDICATE~@ fubar DID YOU KNOW THERE'S A BIRTHDAY IN THE HOUSE THIS WEEK, FEBRUARY 16th!!! IT'S NOT JUST ANY BIRTHDAY EITHER, IT'S AN ANGEL'S BIRTHDAY. AUTO-11s. BLING PACKS. BLING GIFTS, HAPPY HOUR* GIFTS, BLAST GIFTS, FUBUCK GIFTS, CARDS, AND PROFILE COMMENTS NOW BEING ACCEPTED. IF YOU SEND BLING 10PK or HIGHER, AN AUTO 11 OR A HAPPY HOUR, I WILL TAKE THE TIME TO DO SOME VERY SPECIAL THINGS FOR YOU IN RETURN. NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEND, WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE,
This is a new group but not new to the game if you wish to join please see the following Founder of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar angel of seduction****Crew Leader for the Order of the Dragon****@ fubar austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:21 AM): now for the levelers that are here austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:30 AM): Dan Runs this group austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:16:49 AM): matt and Liz will only be there to help out austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:17:07 AM): but he has that section austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:31:47 AM): the org idea of the levelers was voted out austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:32:06 AM): so me and dan created it seperate so it wouldnt effect contests austin NOneOFYA (7/28/2007 10:32:17 AM): new members etc ** just wanted you to see this before you read the rest** Liz Brown (9/13/2007 1:29:33 PM): I tried contacting you earlier today and you have not responded. Due to unforseen circumstances, we have decided that the HTA Leveling
Music That Is Me
Skin VideoSkin lyrics - Rascal Flatts lyrics Rascal Flatts Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Sarah Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well Since the day that she fell And the bruises just won't go away So she sits and see waits with her mother and dad Flips through an old magazine Till a the nurse with a smile Stands at the door And says will you please come with me Sarah Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white Something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten it won't come back again With the therapy were gonna try It's just been approved It's the strongest there is I think we caught it in time Sarah Beth closes her eyes She dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And the soft wind in blowing her hair Sarah Beth is scared to death A
Facts Of Life
How can any human being put 2 dogs in a pit and sit bac and watch them rip each other apart... these poor dogs go through hell to satisfy the needs of some sick and disturbing ppl. we should be allowed to put these ppl in a pit with some of the dogs they have tortured and let the dogs show them just how it feels to be confined in a small space with nowhere to go whilst bein savaged.... the only choice these dogs really have is to kill or be killed!!!! ONLY IN AMERICA : Only in America drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ! Only in America banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in t he driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in Am
Random Thoughts
You see all these people with blasts or tickers which claim "Rate/Comment/Add/Fan me and I will show equal love".... And people say *I* am a good fibber! ITS A LIE! IMHO all they are doing is whoring themselves for points and bucks! NO EQUAL LOVE! Sh*t, RATE ME and I'll show love - I DONT LIE! Ya know, I'm not usually one to bitch and moan about the simple things, but this has GOT to be said! I believe in being personal... this means if I visit your profile and I rate you and/or your photos, I will usually leave a profile AND/OR picture comment. People come by here, rate me/my photo(s) a 10... that's great if you REALLY feel I am a 10... but why not comment??? I try to interact with people as best I can! I like the ratings unless you are just doing it to lvl me, then it's somewwhat okay. COMMENT DAMNIT! I want to see what people think! Thanks to Kevin Hocking @ I am now a DJ for their radio station on the internet! So here's how you can part
The Reward
When I got home I was tired. I could hear my Ex Girlfriend in the shower. I assumed that she was getting ready for bed. I turned the TV on and lay down on our bed waiting for Bridgette to come out. When the bathroom door opened, I expected to see her in her nightclothes. Instead she was dressed to kill. Her hair was done up and her full lips were glossed over in cherry red lipstick. The tight black dress showed off her ample cleavage. Still trying to recover from the scene I heard her say, I am going out! I told her that if she waited a bit I would go too. She was obviously upset with me still from earlier in the day. No! she snapped, I want to have a good time and obviously you are too tired Before I could respond, she stormed out the door and left in the truck. Well I was tired and didnt really feel up to going out. Later, though, I began to feel bad about not going. I got dressed and headed down to the Jungle Garden where she usually goes. As I drove down the street, I saw her tr
Life Rants
Letting go of someone you love is one of the hardest things you'll even have to do. The more alone time you spend, the more thinking you get to do, the more realization of truth you encounter. I think that once you balance out the reasons why you want to hold on and the reasons you have to let go, you will come to an understanding as to what you're really dealing with and see the true colors of the cards you are holding. Life brings people into your life for a reason and when its time for them to leave its because the lesson has been left and its up to you to see it, feel it, and live on what you've learned. I've recently decided to let someone go from my life. Although, its with a heavy heart that I make this decision, I decided it was for my own good and for the best for the both of us. We just dont see eye to eye, we dont think close to the same, we dont believe in the same rules, and we're in different levels overall. Sometimes being on different levels alone causes a
One Liners That Make You Smile - Part One... 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO: There are a few things that can be done in times of grav
Some Of My Poetry..just A Little Something
My Conception of Love: You were supposed to be my first love Ironically, you turned out to be my first heart ache You were supposed to be my first conception of love Through you I was supposed to learn what a real man was all about How they were supposed to treat me...make me feel... Sadly, you failed to teach me that lesson and I developed my own conception of love Not the fairy tale love you see on TV But that painful love that reflects a lack of love and appreciation for oneself That painful love that blinds your vision and allows one to stay when they should really go That needy love That love that yearns for acceptance This was my conception of love He didn't wanna love me so I searched for one that would and even though I've already got a daddy I was looking for a daddy in a man that was supposed to be my mate The one that complemented me not controlled me The one who should have loved me despite my faults All I found was pain My concept
Fruit Basket
I am a Yuki/Tohru fan I know Tohru is Kyo girl but I think she should be with Yuki Beside Yuki a lot nicer then Kyo oh yeah I did not make these pictures ok people that made these pictures are wonderful artist
DONT HATE ME HATE ALL THE HATER'S WHO HATE U I WILL TELL ALL THE HATER'S EITHER RESPECT OR WE WILL THROW DOWN RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW AND WHEN I COME I COME HARD SO GET READY TO DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE I AINT DEALING WIT U Heated excitement, melting into each others arms, each other bodies. Breathing heavily, moaning, groaning intensely. Fireworks exploding, again and again. We were both in heaven, in bliss. Moving, writhing against one another. I, straddling him. He, lying over me, position after position. Over and over, nonstop heat, ongoing desire, never-ending pleasure, joy, happiness. Tangled in the bed sheets, tangled in each other limbs, tongues intertwined, tasting, licking, eager, determined. Releasing the tension, the urges, the untamed desire. Releasing the pleasure, I and him. More fireworks, more explosions, more heat, more I, More him, more and more,, and more. Enthusiasm. Anticipation. Stimulation. Exhilaration. And finally, it was over. WHY MUST
If U There Were Only One More Person To Be With U On The Earth Who Will It Be?
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Wonders Never Cease
Faust I was not myself last night Couldn't set things right With apologies or flowers Out of place as a cryin' clown Who could only frown And the play went on for hours And as I lived my role I swore I'd sell my soul For one love who would stand by me And give me back the gift of laughter One love who would stand by me And after making love we'd... Dream a bit of style We'd dream a bunch of friends Dream each others smile And dream it never ends I was not myself last night In the morning light I could see the change was showing Like a child who was always poor Reaching out for more I could feel the hunger growing And as I lost control I swore I'd sell my soul For one love who would sing my song And fill this emptiness inside me One love who would sing my song And lay beside me while we'd... Dream a bit of style We'd dream a bunch of friends Dream each others smile And dream it never ends All my dreams are lost and I can't sleep And sleep alone
I have decided due to some things going on in my real life that I am going to step away from Fubar and the internet world all together. I have some things I need to figure out. Fear not I will return in due time with a batch of new chapters in the life of me I promise. Cheers, C (Warning this makes no sense and turns in and out of Rant/bitch/whine mode) I have of late and I know not where lost my mirth. (Indirect quote from Hamlet) Okay I lied I have not lost my mirth. But I have lost my lighter and that is never a good sign. I feel like I am saying goodbye to so many things that have been in my life for so long and it is really starting to hurt. And so many of my friends find this hard to understand I guess. I am not a typical guy I suppose. I have morales and a code of conduct that I try to follow and when somebody tells me that what I am doing is wrong or does not fit with what they believe I find it hard to spend time with them or talk to them. I have spent a long time
My Words!!
The sweetest SiN.......... It is the way I feel when I wake up and when I goto sleep. The way I long for your touch a hug or just to hold hands. Feeling like you are part of me like my heart or my lungs. I can't breathe without you and my heart aches when you do. You are my love and my best friend. I feel as though we are one and yet we have never met. I will hold you close until the day when I am no more. SiN DeReLla you are my sweetest SiN!!! my best friend!! I just wanted to give big hugs and smooches to all my friends here on fubar!! You all mean a lot to me. Sometimes we forget to give out the hugs and smooches cuz we are so involved in everything that goes on in our fubar lives and real lives. I have met some outstanding people here and I am thankful for that everyday!! I share my tears and my smiles with all of you and you have shown such support for all my efforts in school and every other aspect of my life. We are all busy people but if we
Hey y'all the contest I entered ends tomorrow. Right now I am in 3rd place only 4 rates behind second place. If anyone could just take a few minutes of their time and rate my picture I would appreciate it. Thanks to my friends and family that have already helped me out!! Take care and have a great night!! Kassidy Here is the link, just click the picture and rate it, no comments needed. Thanks :) Hey everyone I am still in third place in my first contest. If anyone could just take a minute out of their busy day and just click on my picture below and rate it I would really appreciate it. No comments are needed. I have helped out so many people when needed, now I am asking for your help. Thanks all and have a great night!!!!!!!! Love, Kassidy xoxo Please help me out in my first contest, I am in second place and I believe it ends Wednesday. For all of those that I have helped level and in contests please take a minute of your time to just click on the pic
we lost i almost scored a goal though. today was my last of soccer =-( i am very sad so we won our first game. i should have had a goal but it hit the cross bar and my best friend headed it in. next week is holkyoke.tough team. wish me luck =-) so we made it into tournmetn. we play october 27 away. i am so scared. i am praying we will win. after this year i am done with soccer for good. i cant do any more with my knees and ankles. i am praying that i dont need another surgery which i prob. do need. we are facing springfield. i know that we can take them. its just we need to be like the sox. 1 run 1 game 1 seris...... 1 goal 1 game 1 championship!!!!! GO WARRIORS
Day To Day
Ok for those of you that read my last blog ya that is not even the highlight of my year so far!!!! My nephew that is like a son to me and a brother to my girls and means the world to me. He was a senior in high school and going to be 18 on the 19th of January. He has been accepted to the best college in Colorado and has $35,000 in scholarship money he received from bowling tournaments he has won over the last 10 years and was going to receive an academic scholarship as well. He wanted to be an engineer. He had stomach flu for 5 days and just was not feeling well. He was home with his little sister cuz he did not feel like going bowling with his parents. His sister called cuz he had passed out and she was scared. They called 911 and rushed him to the hospital. They at first thought that maybe he had menangidious but then did a cat scan and realized that there is a tube in the back of the head that drains the fluid from the brain. This tube was clogged and was not draining. After
Random Thoughts
When we last discussed ACORN they were engaging in criminal breaking and entering of foreclosed homes. Before that, ACORN ran the largest voter fraud in American History, they were convicted of, or being investigated for voter fraud in 14 states (marked in red above-Map from Rottenacorn). Now the Democrat's favorite voter fraud group, the Association of Community Organizations for Reform Now (ACORN) has a new opportunity to destroy the constitutional right of "one man-one vote." They have been contracted by the Census department to hire local census workers. That's right, the same group that registered Mickey Mouse to vote in Florida, will now be counting him in the Census. This is President Obama's transparency and honesty at work: ACORN to Play Role in 2010 Census The U.S. Census is supposed to be free of politics, but one group with a history of voter fraud, ACORN, is participating in next year's count, raising concerns about the politicization of the decennial surve
Princess Diana
We would just like everybody to remember our beautiful Princess, the one and only English Rose that will ever be, Diana Princess of Wales, Queen of Hearts, The People's Princess. Exactly 10 years ago on Friday 31st August 1997, she was tragically taken away from us in a car accident in Paris :( Here are some video clips, please watch, and remember this beautiful woman, thank you :) you may need some tissues :( Elton John says it all in this video taken at her funeral ... 10 years on, she is still missed greatly, this has been put together for her ... Has a bit of a tribute to her, please join in with us by using 1 of her pics as your default for the day. If you want some photos, click on the 1 below to take you to an album with some of her pics in, choose what you like and rip away :) Diana you are always
Thoughts And Poetry
In the early morning a whisper comes to me A love so pure and tender beckoning to me come hither say the voices crying out in dreams. Abandon inhibitions come to the angels' den Where desire mixed with feeling and the golden light of love is sprinkled as a perfume throughout the air. Where is this poignant perfume that permeates the air? Breathe deeply the forgotten dream it is everywhere. Left in a pool of blood, yet not my own, but it is or was me, In a world where humans hate us, I am yet a dragon left alone, There are more then one but I'm torn between the dragon and human, For my true love is a human... Milady, oh Milady, How can a name so beautiful give me such pain and still make my heart sing, In the depths of my being I wish to rip of the wings, claws and fangs,
Week By Week
Today is the day I find out what the baby is. My doctors appointment is at 1pm. As soon as I get back, I will let everyone know. I am sooo excited. WOO HOO!!! How your baby's growing: Your baby's hit the 2-inch mark (about the size of a lime) and weighs half an ounce. Her face is beginning to look more human. Her eyes, which started out on the sides of her head, have moved closer together on her face, and her ears are near their final positions on the sides of her head. Your baby's intestines, which have grown so rapidly that they protrude into the umbilical cord, will start to move into her abdominal cavity about now. Her kidneys are secreting urine into her bladder. Her nerve cells have been multiplying rapidly, and synapses (neurological pathways in the brain) are forming. Your baby may have acquired more reflexes by now, including sucking, and she'll even squirm if you prod your abdomen, though you still won't be able to feel her movement for several weeks. Note: Every baby
How Could You Do This To Me?
do you ever feel as though your ex still suffacates you? even after the relationship is ended... and seems like they always make you second guess your actions toward things that matter most... damn i hate that... makes me want to scream... what would you do in those types of situations? in a world of caos.... how can i keep from drowning? in lifes game of chance i am losing... do i take a final stand? do i take my last breath.. or exhale into my pain? sitting back i drag the blade across my skin.. all the things i thought didnt matter rush back.. the flowing crimson makes me drowsy.. i shut my eyes as i kiss my life goodbye.. i will be remembered for what i have done.. but will they remember who i was? my spirit ebbs into darkness.. my life is over....... in the end i am forgotten. Current mood: confused Jul 12 2007 i miss you with all i got.. your candy kisses, your smiling eyes.. your sweet caress to envelope me.
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When Patience Is Not A Virtue That You Have
It is amazing when life calls on us to fufill the missing pieces to another human being(s) existence. Such endevours, should we choose to accept them, require us to be selfless, brave, giving, compassionate and even test us to see if our morals are in place. Rather than run from such tests.. I embrace them. For surely they are the workings of some higher power.. to see what kind of human being we really are. Do we practice what we preach? Do we truly give of ourselves without reservation or hesitation? Do we uphold and teach unto others the morals and virtues that we would want bestowed upon us? It is truly this test.. or 'review' of our own souls and humanity that makes life worth living.. in my humble opinion. I also find it intriguing that you never really know who will be the one that is in need of your assistance.. until you are already in their life. So really, when you consider it, there is no way to back out.. unless one is.. or becomes selfish or lacks in compassion..
The Secret........
What?? If thoughts attracts like?? Does this mena I have to start monitoring EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT??? We have over 60,000 thoguhts a day. There are shortcuts...... Our feelings let us know what we're thinking. Your feelings are your greatest tool in creating your life. Your emotions are a gift to let you know what you're thinking . There are 2 sets of feelings, Good & Bad. (I know, it's like no shit sherlock) You are the only one who knows how you're feeling at any givn time. ALWAYS stop and ask yourself "How am I feeling about this?" Your thoughts determine your frequency. Learn to raise them. Celebrate good feelings; you will draw more good stuff in. Seize those moments when you are feeling good and link them to your life. When you start to feel bad thoughts, think of it as "WARNING-WARNING, change thinking now!! Negative frequency recording.... counting down to manifestation, 5...4....3...2...1...
In My Heart
Lonliness its all around me. Nights cried to sleep, days alone, months without knowing. Knowing if the problems lay within my self or in the stupidity of others. Is there something wrong with me? Am i ugly, is there something others see that i don't? Someone please let me know. I'm begging to be loved , for someones approval. Waiting to see if my lonliness is the actions of someones cruel game. Lonliness why me? I had dreams for me and dreams for you. They were suppost to be dreams we reached together. New cars, a home,a trip to Rome. Diamonds and gold, but most of all a love that was to never grow old. Now my heart is broken and my dreams shattered, and it only seems to me that to you it doesn't matter. You left me cold and in the dark and the only thing there seems do, is make a brand new start. A life without you now is hard, but maybe someday, I will see that some dreams aren't meant to be. Just because you said you loved me. I think back on all my past re
So Emotional
That was my day today... Ok there was no actual ass-fucking but I felt like I got raped by the world today! My moment of happiness was short lived. I have no idea why certain people go out of their way to ruin my day and then tell me that they love me... Are all parents like that? And then she has the gall to ask me why I do not visit more often... Then I have issues with someone who has a longer conversation with this very same mother than they do me... I am so mad right now that I cannot even think. No, I am not mad. I am disappointed. I am very disappointed. I try to always be there for whoever in my life needs me yet I do not get the same. If I call you crying, don't tell me that you have to go talk to some guy about something irrelevant. That does nothing to help me get over whatever made me cry. As far as I am concerned everyone at this moment can bite me. I have nothing poetic to pretty up this incoherent rough draft of thoughts. This is me in my raw, unpretty and o
New Post
New blog post at my site... you can read it if you'd like here. once again a new blog entry is posted here As always, new post here
What Is Life
Dieing is not the hard part it's living thats hard Strength What's truth but a liar's gold? Hidden, buried Fortunes untold What's life but death's gains fold? Twisting, turning Yet still new to the old But the questions still looming Are in constant moral check For those who take to assuming Will find their minds a moral wreck So everyday themselves they'll find Making myth from what's sublime And through their troubles they are blind For the passage is open for all time. To hold a dream Is to hold a rose; Be gentle; Be kind; Give it hope Give it love; Be harsh; Be hurtful; Give it doubt Give it pain; It ceases to be!
Please Help Justin Ashford.
~~runing Water~~
My grandfather is the fire My grandmother is the wind The Earth is my mother The Great Spirit is my father The World stopped at my birth and laid itself at my feet And I shall swallow the Earth whole when I die and the Earth and I will be one Hail The Great Spirit, my father without him no one could exist because there would be no will to live Hail The Earth, my mother without which no food could be grown and so cause the will to live to starve Hail the wind, my grandmother for she brings loving, lifegiving rain nourishing us as she nourishes our crops Hail the fire, my grandfather for the light, the warmth, the comfort he brings without which we be animals, not men Hail my parent and grandparents without which not I nor you nor anyone else could have existed Life gives life which gives unto itself a promise of new life Hail the Great Spirit, The Earth, the wind, the fire praise my parents loudly for they are your parents, too Oh, Great Spirit, giver of
Bored to death is the word. Without a job or driving ability (Thanks Cunt) I find myself bored. Not everyone is like my childrens mother's. Lazy bitches that just sit around and do fucking nothing. They will both get theres. First Victim will be My son's mother her abandonment of her son is cause for termination of her parental rights. Second victim will have to wait for there karma to come. She only fucked herself. I had a job with a paycheck then the suspend my D/L how do you get money that way you stupid fucking whore. You will always be the same hateful. You guys better get your shit together cause when I come after you it wont be pretty. Once I get jon setteled you guys are next. Better get your shit together cause it will come. I have no time for usless lazy cunts Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a cons
Wallowing In Self Pity
ahh yes as my dear friend Nomad has put it so clearly "a lady of many nicknames" I have been through so many in my life. From early childhood ones that I will not mention here for fear of such belly acheing (I don't think I spelled that right) laughter to the crazy shit I come up with now. I have decided to go the simple route and stick with one that is truely just me. My god given birth name. Shawna Plain and Simple Take me or me leave :0) i really didn't tthink i would this time... i mean with all the hatred we have towards one another and yet the odd twisted love i really didnt think i would tear up one bit. and i hadnt. i got a lil tear when we left the air port. i think more from an allergy than the happenings going on. but when i got home things were ok for a very short while. i spent most of the morning on the couch sleeping. the kids took care of themselves for a lil while. i did one load of laundry. washed taras karate unifrom. talked to deana my bested friend
Random Thoughts And Feelings
I'm dealing with a lot of stuff right now. I got some horrible news Wednesday night. This is something I wrote. Im running through a seemingly endless stream of emotions right now. Last night I discovered that someone I knew committed suicide. I am shocked, angry, depressed, and bewildered. I know that these feelings are normal when someone grieves, but what makes this so much more complicated is the fact that she not only ended her life by her own hands, but there are myriads of people asking the question . . . Why? There are so many questions that start with the word why, but in the end the answer is the same. The answer is that there is none. No explanations that anyone could possibly give. No reason to the madness. No solace or empathy anyone can provide. Ive been in the dark void many times myself. Ive dealt with the ridicule and shame associated with mental illness. On more than a few o
Ramblings From A Demented Mind. Life, Sex, Love, Whatever........
Hello all. I really dont think anyone reads this blog. But in the hopes that some of the friends that I have made on here in the past read this, I just wanted to say I am back. So to get you all caught up. I had a great computer two years ago. Then I let a friend of mine move in. He accidently knocked it off the desk and the mother board broke. Oh well live and learn. Between getting laid off and my friend not haveing a job at the time. took awhile to get a nother computer. I did, but it was cheap and slow and would freeze up on Fubar, myspace, etc...I could hardly check my w-mail. So I just havent been on line in almost a year. And that SUCKS!!!!! I miss Fubar and all of my friends here. So please hit me back after reading this. OK? Last year was a rough year. Good job, but it didnt pay as much as the last job. There was cut backs in my budget but no bailout. LOL.....So Now I have a better computer. I was married and am now getting a divorced. I will be moving
Those That I Luv !!
Karen, Thank You for allway being there for mee!! Your a Great Friend and i am Lucky to have you as one!! Free Photo Decorator Generator This is her Link .... Give this Wounderfull Women lots and lots of Luv!! Karen@ fubar Thank You, juju My Funn Loven' Sissy !! Your Great I love You!! Free Photo Decorator Generator This is her link .... give it to her she wants it she need it SHE WANTS LOVE NOW!!! Juniper420 ~*Proud Wiccan/Pagan *~ No Salute Photo No Add Sorry@ fubar Thank You, juju HELLCAT, what can i say about this special person??!! She is one of a kind!! My Big Sis and yes My Fairy God Mother in a Way!! Free Photo Decorator Generator This is H
My Life... Please Leave Comments
Well its happening I am moving! No more city life for me. I am gonna be bored I can tell already lol. I am moving to a beatiful home out in the country, Its really not that far from the city area about 10 mins or so, at first I was looking forward to it, but now I am realizing how far I am gonna be from all my friends. I know they will come visit, specially in the summer lol. how long of a drive it will be to go to work, even though I can carpool with a friend, who lives farther than me. And my kids friends will all be out by the old house, I know kids are quick to make new friends but you always miss the old ones. I know we worked out all the pro's and Con's before making up our minds about the move, but I think its all happening so fast I wasnt really prepared for it. Ive been busting butt trying to get things packed, and ready to move. and damn its alot of work. I also work full time plus, and trying to get everything done and moved before Easter. Yeah its gotta be that fas
As life seems to become hard at times, its those times when you realize that each of those hard moments make you a stronger and better person. AS each day goes by, new things open my eyes and I learn what to say or what not to say. sometimes after the fact (DUH). sometimes it's best just leave your mouth shut.and sometimes you need to speak your mind. Just knowing the place and time to do each is what I am learning. and the best thing is that honesty leaves all the lies out, and not having to try and remember what lkie to cover up what lie. so life is easier and makes it more simple and a lot less STRESSFUL. AHhhhh I feel better. Why is it that, a woman can go out tell you she loves you. she wants to spend the entire weekend together with you. THen turn around ditch you and then decide that you aren't worth spending the entire weekend together? There are times when she says she wants to spend the entire weekend week end with you and then turns right around in the smae breath and says
This Is For Everyone...
OLD PEOPLE We love to see life Feel the glow of the sun, To feel the earth beneath our feet, see the water in rivers and streams run. We love to be with family We enjoy our friends, BUT What do we do? How do we feel? When they don't want us. Old people. We don't walk as fast, see as good, or hear as well as we did. We do talk about the past they feel, too much. We helped shape our world, Gave life to our children. We gave ideas and ideals to live by, and gave them a chance to grow. They depended on us as babies. Needed us as children. Tolerated us as young adults. They forgot us when they became adults. Old people become old because.... They are pushed back, overlooked ~ forgotten. WHY? They answer, you have done your part. Now it's our turn... FOR WHAT??? We are forced to grow old The world is only for the young NO WAY~NEVER~NOT ME I will fight, stay active and young at
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love Truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you Smile. MISSOURI FRIENDS FRIENDS:Will stand by you while you piss. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " --
Special People
Your words came just when needed, like a breeze blowing and bringing from the wide soft sea some cooling spray, to meadow scorched with heat. And chocked iwht dust and clouds of sifted sand that hateful whirlwinds, envious of its bloom, had tossed uponit. But the cool sea breeze came laden with the odors of the sea and damp with spray, that laid the dust and sand, and brought new life and strength to blade and bloom, So words of thine came over miles to me, fresh from the mighty sea, a true friend's heart. To my wonderful freinds who have helped me thru my bad and good days. I love you all! I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like tobe the help that yo've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day as you have mean, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splended things fro you, to brush the gray from out of your skies and leave them only blue; I'd li
A Glass Of Perspective
Another presidential election is coming up on us and I've watched some of the jockeying for "poll" position by most of the major players. What I wanna know is, does anyone besides me think we're just as screwed with the pickins in this lot so far as we were with the last buncha no-brained loonies? Seriously, it seems to me like the big two don't give a crap about anything but the bankroll any more. Whatever happened to "We the people"? OK, that's it. Sad stories and healing. May of this year my nieces stepdaughter (my great niece), great nieces mother and her mothers fiance and younger half brother died in a car wreck. Four friends, people I loved, gone in an eyeblink, my family was shaken to the core. That's the basic background. Now my great niece, Champagne, was probably one of the coolest people I ever met, at 15 years old she was more together than most adults I know, her theme song was Move Along by the All-American rejects. After a couple of months of moping I realiz

Thanks to those who have helped. I am keeping track and will repay everyone back.. I am in 14th place out of 16.. Please help I am sick and tired of people thinking that all I am here to do is buy blast, buy VIPS, or bomb. I am a person with feelings and I think it is only nice if I try to talk to you that you can at least talk back... tell me to kiss your ass or fuck off. At least give me the courtesy I have given you. NO MORE BLAST!!!! NO MORE VIPS!!!!! NO MORE BOMBING!!!! YOU WANT SOMETHING FROM THIS FATBOY YOU BETTER GIVE IT TO ME FIRST... THEN AND ONLY THEN I MIGHT GIVE YOU SOMETHING BACK. I am sorry I am a great guy and I have people that like me for me.. If you can't handle that I am sorry. I am sick of the ME ME ME ME world. I have alot to give if you want to be friends jump on board. If not then please leave me alone. I am in a contest. Please now is the time to return all the favors
Hey there, Rate Spankers! I haven't been around for a while and I have a lot of catching up to do! I made a promise to you all and I intend to keep it! We have just been having a family crisis around here lately and I haven't had a chance to be on. I will have to work on getting caught up! Thank you all for your patience! Thank you all Rate Spankers! I appreciate all of your help! I will keep going down the line and rating everyone each day until I get all of you and all of your blogs, pics, and stashes! Again, thank you all! Sorry to all of those of you in the Rate Spankers that I haven't gotten around to rating yet. I have been working a lot and it has me feeling under the weather. Be back soon! Sharon, wanted to give a shout out to you, Sis! I loves ya!
The Days In This Life Of Scarletrose
Today I started learning the residential contract that my firm uses. They don't seem to bad...yet anyway. I also learned where my office is going to be and all that good stuff! So I have an office with a phone until my computer gets there and I have a lil box to keep all my stuff in until my desk gets there LOL. Which suits me just fine cause I thought I am glad that I am getting my own office it I honestly didn't think I would have my own when I started the class. I am getting more anxious as time goes on. I will be glad when my license gets back and I can get the last bit done with them and be all done except working. It was a longer process than I expected but not too bad. I need to now go and start getting my yard sale stuff ready because I promised my mom that me and her would have a yard sale one weekend before it gets too cool. This weekend is the family reunion so it is ruled out and the next is the Roller Coaster Yard Sales so it is ruled out unless I go to them on Friday whic
A very ugly woman walks into Wal-Mart with her two kids. The Wal-Mart greeter asks, "Are they twins?" The ugly woman says, "No, he's 9 and she's 7. Why? Do you think they really look alike?" "No," replies the greeter. "I just can't believe you got laid twice." A rich North Carolina man had a party and invited all his neighbors, including Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating and flirting with all the women. The host said, "I have a 10-foot long man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in." The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool. Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass. The water was churning and splashing everywhere. Finally, Leroy slowly climbed out of the pool. Everybody was just staring at him in disbeli
More Poems
My, oh my, your tits are lookin' good, With those nipples stickin' out like wood! They're poking out like a puppy's nose, And they're colored like a dark red rose! They look delicious, there, on your breasts, That they draw from me just one request. Can I give them my mouth's attention? To feast on them, is my intention! See how they harden from my sucking, They stir me so I'll want some fucking! They taste much sweeter than berry wine, You've filled me with joy, making them mine!! The great fucks in life what do you remember its not the orgasm but something small the way your shoulders shook when I held you in the rain how your cigarette smelled when you exhaled in my car or just watching you laugh discovering your joy I dont want to belabor this whats done is done but I cant forget your throat or the way you talked to my cat in your cat talking voice and I cant visit that now I can only be with you in the place that doesnt begin or end I can
Vilet's Blog
Thanks for all of the cards, presents and comments for my bithday! I love you guys! I wish this was a real place. When I go out it is hard to get guys to dance with me at the club or talk to me at the bar. I really wish I could get laid...That is all I found out something that has me very scared. Yesterday my tire flew off of my car. The mechanic told me someone loosened my lug nuts and sliced my tire with a knife. The problem is I don't have any proof or anyway of knowing who did this. We could have been killed had this happened on the highway. I will be living here until the end of the year and am scared. This is supposedly a safe suburban area, but because I am different I have been hated all of my life. Why can't I be like everyone else. It's not that simple. People can tell when you are fake. I have to be true to myself. What kind of example would I be? Oh that's right I would be like them and I threaten them because I am different. Get over it.
Friends And Lounges !!!!!!
Poems By "me"...hehe!!!
Dedicated to Summer and Jade. Our light of love will always burn. Heaven's own, sent from above, two little angels with no flaws about them. Only innocence around, filled with love, looking for a light not dim. These two angels so pure, reaching out so far for a little exceptance and hope. Their tiny fingers and little toes, their hearts so gentle, no way to cope. Not knowing what's in store for them, they turnto a loving family within. Their souls so new to this world they're in, they know not even where to begin. So much for them to see and learn, so much at stake, but there's no concern. For the loving family they've entered in shines a light of love that always burns. His words are empty, unlike before. His touch, cold, no comfort in the storm. His eyes cut deep, he no longer reassures. Sometimes I feel I can't reach the shore. My arms so heavy, my legs so tired. My mind wonders about his burning fire. Long gone is his resistance to my tears. Long gone is
Sad News
Hey guys My brother Jason aka Porckchop is in the hospital with a bad liver please keep him in your prayers hes 29 yo and fighting for his life just like we are fighting for his life. Monday Dec.3rd he will be going to UAB in Birmingham Alabama for a new liver hes just laying there all stiff and hurting i have been at the hospital half the day with him so please keep my brother in everyones prayers Amazing Grace Lyrics "Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me.... I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now, I see. T'was Grace that taught... my heart to fear. And Grace, my fears relieved. How precious did that Grace appear... the hour I first believed. Through many dangers, toils and snares... we have already come. T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far... and Grace will lead us home. The Lord has promised good to me... His word my hope secures. He will my shield and portion be... as long as life endure
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Things That Make You Say...hmmmm!
Paper cut on the fold of you pinky? or A piece of skin removed from cuticle on your pointer finger? Ouch!! to both!!! For me Pointer finger, I use it more Dam is hurts!! Keeped hurting it at every Isn't always like that? Just Love You Guys!!! 6 Truths of Life 1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. And discover that The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. I apologize about this. I'm an idiot and I needed company .... "WAS SENT TO ME" To love is to share life together to bu
It's A Conspiracy
Non calor sed umor est qui nobis incommodat. It's not the heat, it's the humidity. Revelare pecunia! Show me the money! Die dulci freure. Have a nice day. Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam. I have a catapult. Give me all your money, or I will fling an enormous rock at your head. Noli me vocate, ego te vocabo. Don't call me, I'll call you. Fac ut vivas. Get a life. Recedite, plebes! Gero rem imperialem! Stand aside plebians! I am on imperial business! Romani quidem artem amatoriam invenerunt. You know, the Romans invented the art of love. Utinam logica falsa tuam philosophiam totam suffodiant! May faulty logic undermine your entire philosophy! Utinam barbari spatioum proprium tuum invadant! May barbarians invade your personal space! Re vera, potas bene. Say, you sure are drinking alot. Canis meus id comedit. My dog ate it. Vescere bracis meis.
Fuck Them Haters
Got a couple days away from work this week so I'd gone out to Radio Shack and bought a couple walkie talkies. Nothin I gotten to use yet but prolly saving for Halloween. I like techie stuff but I hate cell phones, go figure. Lately I've been thinking that my neighbor's kid... well, he's in his 30s so he's not really a kid is he? I always see his room light on and once seen him get arrested for whatever. For all I know that little shit's been listening in on my calls so last night I gave one back. Took the cordless into the shitter with me to give him something good to listen to. Pervert. Is it wrong to not tip the pizza delivery person for driving over your lawn to get there? It looks like fuckin sled marks comin up my driveway. I'm not mad at the pizza guy. Gonna order again and invite him in for a 40. Nothin wrong with a little peace making.
The Day Has Come
We Have A Winner!
So my ex decides to piss someone and got into this big fight lastnight and got his face pounded..but you know that wasnt enough.. some fucktards decided to come down and put a stompin to my car as well... im thankful that me and the boys are fine BUT FFS!!!!! arg!!! not the best mornin everyone.. so If i come across alil moody.. you know why. loves you all Todays shoutbox cock muncher is!!!*drum roll* Da Sox: go fuck off & die cunt ->Da Sox: now now, you said you had A question.... not question(s),I dont give that out to just anyone. Specially to people I dont know.Sorry, have a good day. Da Sox: ??? Da Sox: ok, what's your yahoo or msn? ->Da Sox: umm yes that I do. Da Sox: do u have yahoo or msn messenger? ->Da Sox: sure.. shoot? Da Sox: question for u ok? Then after my reply he went ,rated me a one then blocked me*blushes* I was pretty nice to him too, oh well. I swear some peoples children who lack manners, b
The March To Peace
Long before and ever since Nietzsche proposed the untrustworthiness of one ethnicity (after all there is only one race: homo sapiens sapiens what some people mistakenly call "race" is actually "ethnicity") there have been people who sought to intellectualize racism and racialism as appropriate defenses for one ethnicity's aggression against, or segregation from, another. The relationship between "racism" and "racialism" is complex because the words are at times used synonamously and at other times racialism is distinguished from racism where racialism is considered a political/philosophical agenda where racism is an action. This allows racialists to recruit and defend their position distancing themselves from the violence of racism. In the Oxford distionary "racialism" was first noted in 1907: belief in the superiority of a particular race. "Racism" is first included in 1936: The theory that distinctive human characteristics and abilities are determined by race. Now these were g
Soul Sighs
When I watch you walk away, My heart pounds with anticipation... Of the next time my eyes will be blessed with a vision of your beauty... Your beauty, so intense, so strong, so remarkable that it makes me weak... Weak, at your mercy, weak about everything except the love I feel for you. Strong is the love in my heart, strong is how I feel for you, strong, true, & permanent. Your beauty is a Vision... To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to change the world around you and your self. To be a Witch is to share and give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magick, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is right and good. To be a Witc
Movies To See
David Lynch's Inland Empire. An Artsy flick that you have to adjust your TV's color and contrast to see properly. It's creepy, surreal, and in true David Lynch style, blurs reality and fantasy. This time with the help of a Polish Gypsy curse. There are some subtitles, if you do not speak Polish, but most of the movie is in English. At three and a half hours it's a bit long. But the imagery is great and evokes many emotions. I enjoyed it and definitely reccomend it. Directed and produced by Juliusz Machulski. Yes, it's another Polish film. You'll have to read subtitles if you do not understand the language. Sci-Fi comedy set in a futuristic society that developed long after war. Two men volunteer to be cryogenically frozen for the sake of science and are unthawed hundreds of years later by an underground culture of women. Most of which have never seen a man before, because the male gene was extinguished by biological warefare used against them. Now only females are born thr
Someone Special
PoisonEvery Rose Has It's ThornMusic Video Codes By Music I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel fo
A Life So Unordinary Its Well... Ordinary.
SO.. I went to Salem this weekend to visit my mom, sister, and nieces. It was a good time I guess except for the hangover that haunted me all day. After visiting with them I went to go see a few friends before I left town to come back to this hole in the mountain town called Oakridge. I went to see one and ended up seeing three all the the same place. Of course it was good to see them and chat for a bit, but I did get an earful about how I left town and it was like I fell off the edge of the Earth never to be found again. So on the drive home I was thinking about past friends and how what he said was true.. I do disappear off the edge of the Earth when I skip town. I guess I do it so much that I never really notice that I do. I also don't mean to disappear the way I do, but things happen, and I guess I get caught up with work and trying to make new friends in the new area. So to those folks out there.. sorry.. I will eventually come back around to say hi. Yeah more than meets the eye a
Poems A Friend Found
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to make you and our children my first priority I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promis
Thought For The Day
If you love something set it free...If it comes back...IT WAS YOURS..If it doesn't, it was never meant to be. I would rather have had one breath of his hair, one kiss from his mouth, one touch of his hand, than eternity without it. LET IT GO .... by T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can' t make them stay. Let them go .. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in yo
My Stuff
Yeah, this is trying to get people to look, I know, but I just wanted to say I have hot new NSFW pics up. How do I put trackz in my profile? So, it's been quite a long time since I've been on this here site. I haven't signed on since like May and that's back when it was Cherrytap. Anyways, forgot my password and the e-mail I used, so I had to create a whole new one. That sucks. And it ticks me off that I can only rate so many people within a 24 hour time span. I guess I'll have to find other ways to level up when that happens. I also want to become more popular on this here site, but not quite sure how, so someone please help me out!
About Me....
In August 1999 I joined the Army. I was stationed in Germany for 4 years and absolutely loved it. If I could live there, I would move in a heart beat. In 2000 I was deployed to Kosovo on a peace keeping mission for 7 months. I was in Belgium doing joint military training when the towers fell. In 2003 I was extended to stay in the Army for 4 months so they could deploy me to Iraq. In Iraq I saw 2 of my closest friends truck get blown up by a land mine. I thought they where dead, but they both walked away from the explosion. I was discharged from the Army with an Honorable discharge. After the military I met my "soon-2-be" Ex-wife. We got pregnant and had a shot gun wedding 5 months later. Now I'm trying to get divorced form her so I can move on with my life. If you have any questions or you would like to know more about me... feel free ask me anything. Thank you all for taking the time out to read a little bit about me. Giving .........head....... massages the j
i realy need friends on fu bar the more friends that i get the better it will be. i do an internet talk show called the dick wolf show. it is broad cast on you can hear me every day from 7:00 pm to 9:00pm pst. callin have your friends join in the topic of the show is what ever you want to talk about. people comment on my blogs i will have a lot more posted in the future.
Friends And Family
I am sitting here having a drink when you walk into the bar. I come to this spot regularly, just to have a couple drinks and relax. I'm not here looking for anyone or anything. I do get lonely once in a while, but I'm not looking for a one night stand and I believe that is all you will find in a place like this. You sit down beside me and we politely smile at one another. My attention is focused on the papers in front of me. I printed some stuff off the Internet just before I left the house. Some great recipes I found while surfing the web. I've been giving it my all to try to broaden my culinary experience. I am a great cook, but have only a few specialties and I'm a very picky eater. All of a sudden I can feel your hot breath on my neck. It startles me. I quickly look over and you're right there. Our noses are almost touching. Your eyes are so beautiful. I'm stunned by the electricity we share. You lean back and apologize. You tell me that you noticed the recipes
Anthore Day New Beging
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"Straight Out Of Line" There's no reason There's no compromise Change in seasons Living the high life I don't know you So don't freak on me I can't control you You're not my destiny Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me I'll confess this you're my tragedy I laid you to rest just As fast as you turned on me Gone for ever Vanished the memories Displays of pleasure Are masked by your misery Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me Lie to me Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me Lie to me [x3] Girl you've never known no one like me Up there in your high society They might tell you I'm no good Girl they need to understand Just who I
Some people on here use this site to boost thier own egos. The way they pretend to care for others. They want you to love and miss them when they are not around but it is a tool they use to try to get people to care about them more then they should. I love and care for all my friends but I am not going to fall in love with anyone on this site. The love I have to share with people in my personal life is special to me and I will not give it out to just anyone.I enjoy flirting and chatting as well as the next person but I am not going to lie and tell someone I feel something for them I do not. I am not stupid nor ignorant enough to believe anyones statements of undying love or careing when u have never met me other then on here. I am not one to be manipulated buy people who seem to think I have no self respect. Do not believe for one second just because you flirt with me and tell me you care that I will believe it at all. I am well aware that I am not the only one you chat so it is safe t
I Hate Being Sick
Real Easy To Say
If I had time to play a game it would be with you. if I had time to have fun it would be with you. If I had time to take a picture it would be of you. f I had time to love it would be you. If I wanted to see beauty if would be with you. If I had a smile it would be for you. So now that you know how I feel, come sit with me and lets me show you what I can mean to you. Written 9/24/2007 Madusa ->jjhooper21: what do girls really fall for this shit jjhooper21: u wanna find out ->jjhooper21: I do not know can you? jjhooper21: can i fuck lol! ->jjhooper21: can you what Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg
Torn's Blog
IS BAPTISM BY IMMERSION ESSENTIAL TO SALVATION? Arlie Reed It seems like every time there is a Bible study, sooner or later the issue of baptism comes up. There are always several different "opinions. These discussions often cause someone to get mad which ends up in some kind of division within the Bible study group. (I hate when this happens.) This became such a problem for me that I tried to avoid discussing baptism because I saw the issue as divisive. No matter how hard I try to avoid argumentative discussions, it still keeps coming up. The Bible is Gods Word and although it is subject to interpretation, it is not a matter of opinion. The author, God, had one meaning when it was given to the writer. Therefore, we must try to understand just what God intended. This does become personal. Each individual has the responsibility to diligently try to understand the meaning of all scripture, and it must be understood in relation to other scriptures. Scripture cannot contradic
My Blog
PHENOMENON OF A FEMALES EJACULATION When it comes to turning a woman on, theres wet, and then theres wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. Were talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Dont let this gross you out, though; its not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the female prostate, or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, does guys semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorge
so, im in a contest!, and i need a butt load of comments to win! anyone want to help out!? ill fan rate whatever in return! thanks! copy n paste linky to october 8th -sighs- that will make 3 years to the day that my very very very very close friend Dan passed away. he was a little more then a friend, but it never went anywhere. i cant belive its been 3 years, i still cant believe it happened. i keep thinkin that i will wake up one day, and ill get online, and there he will be...bitching at someone in a chatroom but im not getting into any sappy, emo, depressed moments about this now, i still have a week or two before it starts to kick in that the time of year is actually here.. but i wrote this almost 3 years ago after he died.. I'd go back If I was given a wish, Just one, Only one wish. Which I could wish anything, Anything in the whole world. I'd wish to go
Love In Its Reality...
Once Upon A Broken Heart (Beu Sisters) Once upon a broken heart I was walking alone in the dark Looking for a way to start again What I wouldn't give for a friend There was no love in my life There was no light in my eyes All the tears that I had cried and cried Seemed like they'd never end And I never believed fairy tales came true But now I know that they really do Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you Just look at the sunshine, and you Showed me a world That I'd never seen I woke up and fell into this dream Happily ever after just took time Once upon this broken heart of mine Long ago and far away I could never dream of the day That your love would come my way and stay And sweep me away and I Never believed fairy tales came true But now I know that they really do Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you Just look at the sunshine, and you Showed me a world That I'd never seen I woke up and fell into this dream Happily eve
Best Cleavage Contest
Hiya my friends and fans... 3 days left to contest and I am falling behind...Can you please come help bomb my picture in the best cleavage contest..Anyone that helps me will absoletly get my help when they need bombing in a contest. The contest ends Oct. 3. If I can't win first place I would like to at least try for 2nd or 3rd. Thanks all Just a reminder you need to fan/rate/add Thomas in order to bomb in this contest...his link and my link are below.. Thanks again! Silverpixi HĦ姫@ fubar Just a reminder you need to fan/rate/add Thomas in order to bomb in this contest...his link and my link are below.. Thanks to all my friends for our help. HĦ姫@ fubar Hi friends, just a reminder that tomorrow is the start of the cleavage contest and I could sure use your help. The contest will begin at 5 pm pst. You will need to fan/rate/add him if he is not already on your list. Here is the link to his page: Thanks everyone! HĦ
Lost In Thought
This old saloon is dark and damp, the barstools reek of vomit and crap, the shots of Jamison poured slowly into dingy cracked glasses, But i like it cause reminds me home, on day like these were your blood runs cold, the rain pours from the blacken sky and the darkest hole can make it so you don’t feel so alone, even Johnny there just off the pike happy go lucky sits by your side and just like every other poor soul that stop by this god forsaken place, still takes a pound like a true honest soul ,even though the bar wench behind counter spat in it like she didn‘t give to lick , this is place were everything is wrong and dreams are wasted away in empty bottles of booze, its a sad old song but it rings true, I corner my self to see the news on old black and white still hung from the ceiling corner thing looks as though it had seen a president or two maybe even Nixon or the landing on the moon ,but then I digress I stop to realize another years past and im still drinking t
You And Me
You and I have separate hearts But they beat to the same drum If I ever have a problem You knows exactly where I'm coming from Have you ever wondered why your heart beats? I sometimes wonder about mine But I know the real answer And I can't get him off my mind You see our hearts beat to the same drum Because there synchronized Like two watches that tell the same time There identical in both eyes If you struggles, I struggle But together we make it through Because together were indestructible Like a nail or a screw You can hit us, bash us And pound us into a wall But when you pull us out We'll still be standing tall Because we're two hearts, one heart beat This way we're twice as strong And with a love as strong as ours What could possibly go wrong? "When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood.
A Dad's Story
Dad's Story On July 22nd I was in route to Washington , DC for a business trip. It was all so very ordinary, until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was& nbsp;made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At this point I knew something was wrong and my heart sunk. When I got off the plane a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said, 'Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the emergency is, or who is involved, but I will take you to the phone so you can call the hospital.' My heart was now pounding, but the will to be calm took over. Woodenly, I followed this stranger to the distant telephone where I called the number he gave me for the
The light from the morning sun reflected off the thin ice that had broken under the weight of Eargrif's boots as he passed between two boulders half again his height. The road that had been there the night before had become lost in the mud and partially frozen puddles that now covered the world around him. The cloak retained Eargrif's body heat keeping him comfortably warm in spite of the constant wind. It was this reason that made Eargrif believe it was too warm for him to have to worry about ice, until he slipped down a small hill. Luckily he had not fallen and was sure to keep an eye on were he stepped. Even though the road had been washed away, some signs of it remained. By starting where he had last remembered being on the road the previous night Eargrif could see a rough outline of it through the hills and larger boulders. The condition of the ground slowed Eargrif considerably; however the change in scenery was a welcome relief. Unlike the grasslands that he had been travelin
Music Reminds Me.....
Taral Hicks - Silly Silly of me to think that I Could ever have you for my guy How I love you How I want you Silly of me to think that you Could ever really want me too How I love you You're just a lover out to score That knows I should be looking for more What could it be in you that I see What could it be Oh love, oh love, stop making a fool out of me Silly of me to think that you Could ever know the things I do Are all done for you Only for you And silly of me to take the time To call And no you're not there You're just a lover out to score That knows I should be looking for more What could it be in you that I see What could it be Oh love, oh love, stop making a fool out of me Silly of me to go around And brag about the love I found I say you're the best But I can't tell the rest And silly of me to tell them all That every night and day you call When you could care less You're just a lover out to score That knows that I should be looking for mo
In Love
J'ai t ainsi patient pour savoir le rsultat, les mots vous disiez toujours la rptition dans ma tte. Mais maintenant je biseaute crois que ce que vous dites pour aucun effort a t fait la fin du jour. Son tout ou rien comme je disais ds le dbut, maintenant le temps n'est venu pour que nous partie, aprs que toute cette merde vous reste mon coeur. Well after a week of not knowing what the problem was we are speaking again..i had never felt so sad...communication is they key...we will finally be meeting in june 2008.. nothing is going to keep me from him.. Well I've finally come to the conclusion that long distance relationships DO NOT work...Sure it was still fun getting to know this person, the hours spent at the start chatting camming etc no grudges there but i think for it to keep working communication from both parties is the key lol.. How quick and easy is it to IM the other just to say hello, sorry im a little busy right now? I tried and it took 20 secs...and still n
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Kathy's Chaotic Life
today was a very hard day for me. i went to my paw paw's house with my lil sister and her bf johnny. we all went over there to put up my paw's christmas tree. this is the home of my grandma who passed away earlier this year. it was a very emotional day. i was so glad that my son was there to help lighten the mood. i am not looking forward to christmas this year. it's gonna be so hard without my grandma and my ex. i have so many houghts going through my mind right now. i want to talk to someone about them..but i am just scared that i will only upset my family. i miss my grandma so much..she was my heart..and the one person that i knew i could never let down. she made me feel so special and she was always so proud of me. i cry all the time at the possibilty that i have let her down with some of the mistakes i've made. i want so bad to see her..hug her..and just ask her advice. i feel so alone right now. i just want a friend to talk to about things and hug me and make it all bet
A Little Humor
For a couple years I've been blaming it on lack of sleep, not enough sunshine, too much pressure from my job, earwax build-up, poor blood pressure or anything else I could think of. But now, I found out the real reason: I'm tired because I'm overworked. Here's why: The population of this country is 273 million. 140 million are retired. That leaves 133 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 48 million to do the work. Of this there are 29 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 19 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with fighting the Al Qaeda. Which leaves 16.2 million to do the work. Take from the total the 14.8 million people who work for state government. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two
I have been on fubar over a year and seen alot of point whore, starlettes, those who will sell themselves for that almighty blast, VIP and HH..And I dont mean in an auction. Boobs for bucks, and the same for the men. I realize I would never do that, and I wont. I have too much pride in myself to offer a picture for points or rates. I am lucky, please dont get me wrong. I have some of the best friends here. You all have really been there for me since we met. But I can count those on my hands. I am going to be cleaning house I tihnk. My 8000 plus friends. Most never even say hi. I am not on alot, I know that, and havent in the last 6 months been able to comment daily, or say hi. But I do go to your pics, rate an comment. I let you know I was there to see you, check on you. From work, I cant chat, so its the best I can do. But I do that. I also am always there to help level friends, to comment bomb pics. The last contest I entered, I had 4 friends show to help me. That was my first and la
Start the day with a lil KICK AZZ KHAOS add a few SOUND BITES Mix with a some WAVY GRAVYthats LOUD and PROUD, ROCKIN REBEL in the SNAKE PIT, with the METAL MISFITS, to get some MAYHEM AND RAGE ..while listening to the NICE FUCKIN SHOWthe DOR ..created some CIVIL DISOBEDIANCE in the THE LEATHUR LAIR so now we have to ROCK ON!! Header Banner Made with! Click here to make your own! really hate when ppl use me to get to others ..thats all i got to say!
Another Poem
Yesterday i woke up crying Yesterday i missed you Yesterday i missed what we had Yesterday i was depressed, But today i woke up smiling Today i didn't miss you Today i missed nothing at all Today not one tear fell from my eyes Because today i'm over it all. I dont want to hurt you, You're famous last words. But nothing but pain follow them words It will be good call & we will talk I never call we never talk I miss the old days One day you will wake up and miss me One day i wont be there One day you will cry out to me One day you will shead a tear One day you will want me back But, one day i wont be there And one day ill be over you
'jokes Wild's Short Bus Fleets
Request only taken by Blog Comment Request at The Short Bus Blogs Have Moved To The Short Bus Home Page Please leave Comments there to Be Added and Ride The Coolest Bus On FUBAR. Jokers Wild Short Bus Home Page@ fubar Direct Link to Jokers Wild's Bus Stop Lounge Please Repost Bulletins at least once, Not required but it helps get more people on for the PaRtY Come Jump on Jokers Wild's Small Bus where the only requirement is to have a sense of humor. Unlike Trains and planes this IS A 100% Free Ride. NO RATING REQUIRED NO FANNING REQUIRED NO ADDING REQUIRED NO NEED TO BUY ANYTHING FOR THE DRIVERS You Rate, Add, Comment who you want to and IF you want to THIS BUS RIDE IS ABSOLUTELY 100% FREE When The Bus is full we will add a second one and another one until we have a small bus convoy ! LOL Remember Just because you rate someone on this bus is no requirement that they rate you back, This is to see p
Literary Gothic
Revolving in oval loops of solar speed, Couched in cauls of clay as in holy robes, Dead men render love and war no heed, Lulled in the ample womb of the full-tilt globe. No spiritual Caesars are these dead; They want no proud paternal kingdom come; And when at last they blunder into bed World-wrecked, they seek only oblivion. Rolled round with goodly loam and cradled deep, These bone shanks will not wake immaculate To trumpet-toppling dawn of doomstruck day : They loll forever in colossal sleep; Nor can God's stern, shocked angels cry them up From their fond, final, infamous decay. From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mys
The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You? Your Flirt Quotient You are 27% Flirt Are You a Flirtatious Woman? So this kid knocks on the door at 11 pm tonight, started off like so.. "Hi my name is Josh, I just moved over there (points to the house acrossed the street) and was wondering if... say are you a nice guy or bad guy?" At this point I am holding my breath to see what dad will say when he harshly tells the kid that he is a bad guy. The kid is stunned and asks "Really?" Dad comfirms and the boy asks "Are you going to shoot me?" At this point I could the boy was scared so I am yelling at dad to be nice when dad laughs and says "I just might!" I blink cause I knew he meant, and then the boy asks "For real?" Dads says for really
What's In My Blog.
With nothing new worth seeing this weekend I took the chance to see a movie that came out a couple weeks ago: The Brave One. This was a very good film that looks into what someone would do when their lives are taken from their preseption of the world and can never look at it the same way agian. Jodie Foster plays a radio talk show host that looks for the the hidden bueaty of New York by walking around town and taping the sounds of the city. Her live is changed when she and her boyfriend are attacked by street thugs and she is almost beaten to death while her boyfriend died and the thugs took their dog. After a couple months of rehab she tries differnt way to put her life back together from going back to work buying a gun to feel safe to helping people she sees in trouble. What I really like is the film is unapologetic in its veiw and Foster's charater does back down. So may films would take this theme to the end and the main charaters will have a change of heart and the movie
Meaningful Videos :d
K this one is for me :D Most people may agree!!! Hahaha I almost forgot about this song!! I remember the first time i ever heard it, i was like holy hell... so I dedicated it to my ex's. The one's who cheated on me. Terri Clark is awesome :D
Body: ~*SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR EMAILS*~ I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day Thanks to you, I have learned that my pr
My Favorite Musics
Turn your sound on.I'm sorry...I'm sorry...That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...That I dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...If I'm not a Playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...If my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That I try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this
Random Musings
I had some free time tonight. Marc is working, so I'm home all alone. Thought I'd pop into the MuMM's. First 5 MuMM's made me remember why I barely even bother with this site anymore. That's right. I'm starting all over again. I'm going to be deleting this one soon, and all ready have a new profile up and running. I'm going to try and add everyone on my list now. My name on there is "Undeniable" - back to the original =) So don't get all weirded out if I send you a request. lmfao - check this out. I went to visit my parents at the end of July so I could renew my passport with my married name - so I could change everything on my permanent residency status application. My first passport I received in 3 weeks, but they normally take 6. I was wondering why it was taking so long for this one to come. My Mom had been having issues sending me mail in my name to this address, so I thought they were too. My scanner isn't working and Marc is
This is my bitch. She's been here forever... and has yet to godfather. She's really close... and she has autos. Halp? Model Ninja@ fubar My friend Angelofdarkness really wants to buy her fu-sweetie a ring, but she's fu-broke. To buy the ring she only needs about 3000 more points. Can you help a girl out? She's got a huge amount of stash and lots of pics. She also always returns the love, so help her out :) **angelofdarkness** punkin's*bytch*morbius' biggest fan*Phukin*Phreak's*stalker@ fubar OK, so this guy said he would help me raise some funds for the Spotlight and stuff, so why don't you all go and show him some love :D leo14804@ fubar
You Need You Know
Sad but true and I agree. I have many friends that know my heart on this subject. They know how I feel about them ....... if you really think it is all good for the white man think again and read carefully. Not only is this true, but we are the ones that are blamed when all does not go according to the big picture. I am sorry people but we didn't paint that damn picture so try doing a little painting of your own and try to control your racist comments for those that truly deserve them. Just because I am a proud white girl ....... does not mean I am a racist I am just Proud To Be White!!! And I would be proud to be purple if that was the case as well!!!! Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey,"
Im Back
What a fools hanging around here! Reporting a picture of my hand as NSFW?! LMAO Dear new friends Im normally very kind and love to chat, but I cant chat at the moment. I had a surgery on my right hand for 2 weeks ago and Im right handed... The pain is killing me at the moment. Now Im going to take some rest and I love to talk to you asap. (Took me 1/2 hour to write this blog) Im so nervous, I think my spider is going to molt. She walked trough different stages and I think she's in the final one now. She is making a web now on the floor of her living area, she didnt eat for weeks and she doesnt have the beautiful glow anymore... I cant wait to see her molt, because she must grown bigger then she is already... Im going out shopping... cant stand the heat. Not my spider in the movie, but its interesting to see a molting.
i fell in love with this guy and he said he loved me too. everything was fine 4 the longest time untill he said he needed space, i thought we would get back together. But boy oh boy was i extreemly wrong. I guess i wasnt good enough or pretty enough. but i still love him and i always will but now he talks to me in anger sometimes and it hurts like hell. he knows that i love him but its like he dosent care any more. i waited 4 him to leave his gf i wasnt gonna force him to leave her i was cool with being friends but when i found out that he was single i got up the curage and asked him out. then after he asked for space he would still tell me that he loved me and like and idiot i still believed it. hell i still think that. everyone tells me i got played bad. but now i think that im just not wat he needed. and my heart might heal in time. but ill never 4get the love that i had 4 him. he was really sweet and caring at first then he got moody, i know im not perfect and that i do piss off al
I walk with God, through my traumas and my struggles, amidst the trying times, and the nights without end. I walk with God through the everlasting pain, through hardship and heartbreak, the crises and obstacles. I walk with God when I'm at my worst, when I'm all alone, and my hope is fading; when I might give up. I walk with God to see the Rainbows again, to win the difficult fight, to find the light in the darkness of life. I walk with God and things become bright again. He is Love. Standing on the beach, sand between my toes What lays in my future, who will come and go The sun beams down upon me, as I raise my head and look At the vast ocean before me, its size which I mistook I feel so insignificant compared to this great expanse What difference can I make, will I even be given a chance I realize then while standing there, that all I have to do Is listen to my heart and it will pull me through For strength and inspiration are not material things
Remember When This Was The Shit
Personality Test
Factor low score high score Gregariousness 42% quiet, reclusive engaging, socially bold Sociability 34% withdrawn, hidden warm, open, inviting Assertiveness 34% timid, gunshy controlling, aggressive Poise 42% uneasy around others socially comfortable Leadership 26% stays in background prefers to lead Provocativeness 50% modest, plays it safe bold, uninhibited, cocky Self-Disclosure 30% private, contained very open and revealing Talkativeness 18% quiet, stealthy, invisible motor mouth, loud Group Attachment 34% loves solitude prefers to be with others Understanding 70% insensitive, schizoid respectful, sympathetic Warmth 66% disinterested in others supportive, helpful Morality 58% break/ignore the rules play by the rules Pleasantness 62% aloof or disagreeable gets along with others Empathy 54% out of tune w/ others in tune with others Cooperation 58% competitive, warlike agreeable, peaceful Sympathy 62% socially inconsiderate socially conscious Tendern
Is the all technology in my sad little world trying to thwart me today?!? Yahoo is my new enemy .. daily it turns craptastic and wont play well with others.. and now on here for some odd reason my blogs dont show on my page. Grrr~! "Your Bore" You make me feel like Im a whore Like Im the one whos there to bore you now Its always gonna be this way Get the fuck away Cause I cant seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need Im sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me You always wanna steal the light By stepping on the ones who fight for you Its always gonna be the same Get the fuck away Cause I cant seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need Im sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me I hate what you are Ill break you and leave you scarred I hate what you are Ill break you and leave you scarred I hate what
finding a bit of a different way these days... 'cause at heart i love my chaos but it takes me out too far eyes gain shade, mind can blur yet what i want... to be that liminal creature who looks best at dawn and dusk who wakes with a smile to wax poetic over coffee throws good deeds at the day and spins fueled by smoke and fire into the night but this my body now disallows and 'yes' can't be my constant reply purple hair in the up close what to say if anything, or how to fill in the air then we fell back again and listened to the talk words of happy or go lucky or you fill it in 'leave some balance baby' overheard in a day lit bar on purple brick wrapped by black iron spoken by a boy in black hair pulled by nervous, or anxious, or just plain bored hands maybe just the need to do something, subconcious action made by overmoving mind hand then he came that gap toothed smile well spaced friend the one filled with to
My Sayings
They say nature will find a way, I say women have already found it What other beauty in this world can comfort provide and give birth but that of a woman Of everything I could want or need all I ask for is a beauty to call my own, someone to hold someone to love, one to share my good times and my bad, one who will laugh when I laugh cry when I cry but most of all love, I ask for that of a woman
I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. If I just keep saying it I'll accept it. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. I'll never make him as happy as drugs do. When I hurt, when my heart hurts, I get horrible physical pains that shoot up my right arm. Thats how I know its love. So I have to get a new car. I drive a ton for work among other things. My car's transmission is dying. I cant really afford a new car. If anyone has any suggestions on good[read reliable] small cheapish makes/models please let me know. i dont really know what im looking for, and everytime i try to do some
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love. If I forget to communicate how much I care , for this love we share , forgive me it's not fair , when love goes unheard without a spoken word . I Love you . When everyday gets away, because we're so busy doing things . I want you to remember this as we touch, or as a kiss is shared , I Love you . So I want to know everything's all right , when I hold you in my arms , and squeeze you tight , and surrender to you totally unprepared . I Love you .
My Rants And Raves!
Freakishly accurate in portrayal and casting, I see this commercial and miss GEE and DJ Raven.... Although GEE is with his woman and happy and Raven is bouncing back and forth between all of his 'women' and admittedly increasingly sad, I miss them both a lot, pray for them every day and think of them often.. i DO loves you guys... GEE- holding boom box DJ Raven- dancing king I found this on AOL, and found it quite interesting.... Now, who says blondes have MORE fun? The Latest in Love & Dating News: Women: One Hair Color Has the Most Sex Posted: 2007-09-26 14:22:19 Of all women, redheads have the most sex. Although he doesn't explain exactly how he came up with this dubious conclusion, sex researcher and professor Dr. Werner Habermehl of the Hamburg Medical Research Institute in Hamburg, Germany says he examined the sex lives of hundreds of German women and compared the findings to their hair color, specifically red, blonde and brunette. "The sex liv
About You, My Friends
I did one of these some time ago and got a little response. Hopefully this one will get me more strange facts about my friends. What I want is for you to leave a comment telling me 2 strange things about yourself that I don't already know. For myself: 1.) I love frogs but if you put a live one on me, I will freak the hell out. LOL 2.) I have a singing talent that not many people know about. I started singing in church when I was a very young girl and since then have won several talent contest and karoake contest. Now it's your turn. Drop me some facts about you that you think I will find interesting. Thanks for playing along!!! Hugs to you all!!!! Mary Another blog to find out a little something more about my friends. Sometimes a person's favorite color says a lot about them. My favorite color is black. I always associate black with a way of hiding things. And normally, unless it's one of my weak moments, I try to keep my feelings and emotions hid. This
Mind Over Matters Of The Heart
So dark, pitch, impossible to see forward Or back, in perdition eternal You ’ve left me, discarded and broken And scarred beyond the pale, internal Life continues, so hollow and vain Void of inspiration, zest Everywhere I look, all I see is pain Can’t even decide what path is best Foolish it may be , never learned Try to push away or somewhere Into the void, anywhere but here Disguise the reality so nobody will care
hey ladies please explain to me what the difference is between hearing a women and listening to a women. your answers are greatly appreciated. that rated me and commented me, thanks alot i appreciate it. you women are the sweetest and kindest. you guys are the reason why i smile every day. thanks again ladies you guys are awesome. u r the most amazing women i ever met. u bring happiness and joy to me. ur eyes , ur lips, ur face, etc. shows true does ur personality. any guy would be happy to have u as a is women like u that makes this world go round and round.
Rebels Lounge
paper Aug 3, 2005 12:39 PM a peice of paper I hold in my hand. So inviting, just seems to understand. Doesn't laugh, no weird looks as I write how I feel. just a once white paper making my thoughts real. If I like it I'll hang it for others to see. This fine paper that reveals so much about me. If I hate it then it's okay for me to tear it to shreads. Because sometimes thoughts are fleeting and should never be read. A peice of paper I hold in my hand. So inviting, just seems to understand. Doesn't laugh, no weird looks as I write how I feel. Just a once white paper making my thoughts real. my unfinished song... work in progress Current mood: artistic Category: Music chorus- think you can tame me; claim me? oh no no no boy you're crazy, no maybe; and you hafta go think you can save me??? BUT I DON'T NEED A HERO!!! verse 1- used to find it funny how you followed me around i had you wrapped anround my finger, thats what i found yet you nev
Munkyface Entertainment
Get your own Flash MP3 Player heres the link to buy the cd life is a good thing sometimes could be bad deppends how u make ur life out to be my life is good but its also bad gone threw jumpings being shoot at ladys leaving me but the good things is my mom and dad and my daughter and my boy from munkyface entertianment for a shoot at the music industry so if yall think ur life good or bad remeber u got good family and friends to help u out
My Wrestling Career
My life in the last few months has really changed for the best. I met a wonderful lady named Penny. She is the love of my life. She has a seven year old little boy who needs a man figure in his life and I plan on being that guy. We are getting married on Oct 18, 2008. Not really sure where it will be held out right now, but that will be decided alittle closer to time. I will be moving to St. Louis in a few months and really looking forward to that and getting to be with Penny and her little boy. Yes I will miss my wrestling and my family here in Georgia. We are going to try our best to be back down here atleast once a month. Penny is so amazing I never knew anyone so GREAT. Now on to some other things that have been bothering me here lately. First of all I had a (well what I thought was an online friend) and spent all kinds of time making pics for this certain person. We talked all the time on the phone and online hell alot of times doing both at the same time. Well after I los
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I Dont Know
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Levein Up
a yahoo sexbot is on the lose here on fubar. nuttin wrong with that. it started out innocently at first i should of carefully thought it though before adding this bot to my messenger i will remove that person. im posting this to warn anyone on my friend list so no one else gets took by this person. heres the link to her profile andreajoy69@ fubar im not pissed bout this or anything like that just posting this to warn everyone heres the conversation on yahoo larry somers (2/10/2009 3:06:06 AM): hey andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:06:21 AM): hey larry somers (2/10/2009 3:06:38 AM): whats up? andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:07:11 AM): great and chillin andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:07:13 AM): and you larry somers (2/10/2009 3:07:41 AM): im good and surfin the fu andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:08:52 AM): ok andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:08:54 AM): thats good larry somers (2/10/2009 3:09:02 AM): yea it is andrea smith (2/10/2009 3:09:15 AM): yeah larry somers (2/10/2009 3:09:17
Editing Blog Practice
The Kingdom of the Wolves is growing,and in doing so has elected to start a new bombing platoon known as Spirit of the Wolf.... If you're interested in learning to bomb,have time to spend on contests helping our fammily members to win,have the pack mentality of INTEGRITY,LOYALTY,HONOR,then come join us.... Don't know how to bomb,not sure if you would like it???Come give it a try,we'll teach you how it's done...there's nothing like helping family to win....remember Spirit of the Wolf is a part of Kingdom of the's family... you can contac any of the 3 of us to inquire,just click one of the links below.... *FTW Shredded Heart *Fubar Wife To *Lord Wolf * First Lady To K.O.W.*R.B.W.*Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber@ fubar chrisgrl41~kow~~LONE WOLF~G-SPOTTER@ fubar Honey~Angel*proud subject of the Kingdom of the Wolves*advisor/mediator~ Spirit of the Wolf Pla@ fubar *LORD WOLF*Founder Kingdom of Wolves.@ fubar Ice man K.O.W.~Liaisons Officer@ fu
Feeling so boring Hiding behind my computer screen I slink below the radar of people I dont want anyone to know I feel so empty inside Theres nothing I have to offer Who wants to know a boring person? What do i have to offer? The world is beyond my grasp I am only taking up space even in death i will only be useless space i wander alone through my days barley leaving the security of my four walls Why do i feel so lonely? Dont want to be annoying dont want to bother anyone with me But is my voice worth even listening to in this big world? I just dont want to feel so hollow inside anymore I am never right anymore all i do is disappoint everyone Why am i so boring? Would it be better to disappear completely? Gods forgotten me in this empty black hole i hide in alone screaming for someone to just notice me I stand in a room of people and feel invisible I beg for attention with every ounce of my being theres nothing left to hide, theres nothing left to
Hi To Everyone
Fucked Up
The Messenger of Death has broken our family circle once again. Chris Merrill the Road Captain of N2 Deep MC Florida, was involved in an accident Saturday, 10th of November 2007. Chris was called home at 12:30 AM, This is a great lost to the N2 Deep Family and the Motorcycle Community.Please Keep Chriss Immediate Family and His Extended N2 Deep MC Family in your prayers. I will send you more info as it is given to me by N2DMC Florida Chapter. If you would like to send condolences, please send all Kind words, Prays and Condolences to AZ President of N2 Deep MC - Florida at: Big Bear Founder/CEO N2 Deep Family Internet: Myspace: I never learned hate at home, or shame. I had to go to school for that. Dick Gregory About | FAQ | Terms | Privacy | Safety Tips | Contact MySpace | Advertise | MySpace International 2003-2007 All Rights Reserved. DON'T tak
Heroin Diaries Thru Video (6 Parts)
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Peggy Sue has opened a new lounge. Our favorite tree hugger now has her own treehouse for us to hang out in. Please stop by and check out her Treehouse. Everyone is invited to join the fun. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 This is a new friend of mine so show her some FUBAR love...Add her Fan her rate and show her whats its all about...she will return the love Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 teeter@ fubar My new friend Spicy Angel needs your help. Her profile was recently deleted. She was a Rockstar before she was deleted. Please stop by her page and rate her pictures and stash to get her level back up where it was. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007 Spicy Angel@ fubar
A friend of mine sent me a vibrator made of glass--any suggestions on ho to use it??? SEX? Please leave a message answer. Thank you Why is it when I'm bored I can't get sex off my mind? Actually, I never get sex off my mind its always there somewhere. I don't think I'm an attic because I don't sleep around. But I must admit I love sex, anywhere,anytime,Kinky, S&M, bondage all of it,and I love to write about it. I love penis, in my mouth in me anyway or anyhow, or anywhere. Am I bad person for this?
I figered it out... If I loose 2.49 pounds a week every week until October 18, 2008. I will then weight 130 pounds witch is where I want to be at wish me luck;) I changed my blog from blogger to livejournal. So join me and add me... Thanks... Or you can use this link: thanks...
Family And Friends
Well....I guess it is about time for me to clean up my friends and fan lists again.... Over the past couple of months I have requested friendships from a lot of new people here on fubar(and some older ones that have slipped by me), most of whom did respond back by accepting that frinedship...I also have became a fan, and rated quite of few of these profiles, but I guess some people do really know the proper way of things...Some people accept your friendship and never return to your profile to either rate it or even look (and rate) some of the photos no less fan me.....So...Here is what I am going to do..Over the next few weeks, I am going to spend some time and check out everyone on my friends and fan lists...Those who just accept my friendship and never come back to rate, even a few photos, I am going to delete...Those that I have fanned and never returned the "love"...are getting deleted......Those dead accounts (which most of these are)...are going to get deleted....I have many (an
All these memories Distorted, confused, unaborted You're discarding As a product of Circumstances granted existence Bestowed to me Give me closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? And so you've forgotten me The boy devoid of your nursery For these lifetimes gone by I can't help question why Through the years denied this Closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? Tears gone uncried Torrid inside And no face to relate to names to reply Especially when the memories Cut like a knife Left with just pages to which I confide Especially when the memories Cut like a knife Left with just pages to which I confide Give me closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? Especially when the memories Cut like a knife -am I still lost? Left with just pages to which I confide Especially when the memories Cut like a knife -am I still lost? Left with just pages to which I confide. I READ ALL THE LETTERS, I REA
Who Is Tired Of Being Broke?
Does your significant other deserve a second chance after you found out they cheated on you? If you really want to solve the problem of financial greef, then go to Don't worry it is a free website, you will find nothing but answers! After you checked the site out please give me your comments and thoughts!
You say you like everything that i do. you say you like how i make you feel. you say you like that i want you and think of you.regardless of how things are happienss isnt pushed aside until its convient. .can you plant a flower and not water it and expect it to grow? being scared is one thing. you know you like all we share as much as i do.control? there isnt any conrtol. you cant conrtol it or turn it on or off whenever you like. we both know that isnt who you are. so why restrain yourself? just tell me im not all things you like and want if its not true.i beg you tell me i dont make you happy. I surely know you do all these things for me. i cant conrtol that. I'm moving through some changes I'll never be the same Something you did touched me There's no one else to blame The love we had has fallen The love we used to share We've given up pretending As if you didn't care I look into the mirror I see no happiness All the warmth I gave you Has turned to emptiness The lo
More About Me
ok maybe this isnt the best week ever, but i sure love when times like this happen. this past weekend was full of great surprises. ok this past weekend i was supposed to be in rocky point mexico. but the trip was cancelled a week ago. now i wasnt totally bummed out because i now had the chance to see a concert that i was torn that i was going to have to miss. it also turns out that my company xmas banquet was scheduled that same weekend. so it was my first weekend i had off since i had been working in phoenix. 3 months. my weekend is usu tues-wed. which kinda sux. but ya know. so saturday was the xmas thing. my company gives out prizes every year, but you have to be present to win , i've always planned around them. lol. so i go and i end up winning a laptop computer. hahahaha. should i go next year now??? i also ended up getting a 2 year safe driver award which comes with a $100 dollar bonus. sweet. more book money. haha;). that night i got to go down to mill ave with lacey
~fine Lines~
Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you. - Nathaniel Hawthorne (American Short-Story Writer & Novelist - 1804-1864) There is a harmony in autumn, and a luster in its sky, which through the summer is not heard or seen, as if it could not be, as if it had not been! - Percy Bysshe Shelley (English Romantic Poet - 1792-1822) My sorrow, when she's here with me, thinks these dark days of autumn rain are beautiful as days can be; she loves the bare, the withered tree; she walks the sodden pasture lane - Robert Frost (American Poet - 1874-1963) Yes! and the bedpost was his own. The bed was his own, the room was his own. Best and happiest of all, the Time before him was his own, to make amends in! `I will live in the Past, the Present, and the Future.' Scrooge repeated, as he scrambled out of bed. `The Spirits of all Three shall strive within me. Oh Jacob Marley. Heaven, and the Christmas Ti
Really Bad News
Richard Jeremy Spires Commercial Diver CARROLLTON, Ga. - Mr. Richard (Jeremy) Spires, 27, entered into rest Wednesday, October 10, 2007 at the Tanner Medical Center. Memorial services will be held Sunday, October, 14 2007 at 2:00 P.M. in Calvary Baptist Church with Dr. Wayne Hunsucker officiating. Interment will follow in Hillcrest Memorial Park. Jeremy was a native of Augusta, Georgia and a Certified Commerical Diver. He was a member of Calvary Baptist Church where he taught Sunday School. He was well loved by the community and a friend to everyone he met. Jeremy has large extended family in the area including aunts, uncles, cousins, and adopted brothers and sisters as well as many friends. Survivors include his parents, Richard Eugene Spires of Charlotte, NC and Mary Hillman Williams of Beaufort, SC; maternal grandparents, Mary and Preston B. Hillman, Sr. of Augusta; paternal grandparents, Paul and Jennie Hankinson of Aiken, SC; daughter, Jasmine Nicole Spires of North Augusta, S
A man went over to his girl's place for a little bit of nookie between the sheets. He presented her with three choices of condom -- gold, silver, or bronze. "Silver," she said. "Why not gold?" "Because I want you to come second for once!" A young couple on their wedding night were in their honeymoon suite. As they were undressing for bed, the husband, a big burly man, tossed his trousers to his new bride. He said, "Here, put these on." She put them on and the waist was twice the size of her body. "I can't wear your trousers." she said. "That's right,'' said the husband, "and don't you ever forget it. I'm the man who wears the pants in this family." With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He tried them on and found he could only get them on as far as his kneecaps. "Hell," he said. ''I can't get into your panties!" She replied, "That's right...and that's the way it is going to stay until your attitude changes." Do you believe this?
My Birthday is on November 8th, and i would like to become Rock Star for my Birthday,so i am asking all who have not rated my pics,stash and what not to please help me hit my goal of becoming Rock Star for my Birthday...please and thank you very much. I AM IN A CONTEST AND AM IN NEED OF YA ALLS HELP,IF YOU DO NOT LIKE TO COMMENT BOMB THEN PLEASE JUST GO RATE IT IT WILL ALSO HELP AND ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE ME WILL BE MUCHLY APPRECIATED WITH ALL MY GRATITUDE AND HEART....PLEASE AND THANK YOU HERE IS THE LINK my dear friends,family and fans,i only have 3,085 to level and i was wondering if yall could please help me out,i would appreciate it muchly and i will try to return the favor to all who are able to help,PLEASE AND THANK YOU.....MUCH LOVE TO ALL,LADY RAVEN
Poems From The Web
The Pussycat Song My pussycat was scratching out on the front door Scratched so long, poor pussy got sore Sore pussy! Sore…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was sitting out on the front step Sat so long it started to rain, poor pussy got wet Wet pussy! Sore…wet...pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was playing out on the back lot Played so long, poor pussy got hot Hot pussy! Sore…wet…hot…pussy Just a friendly little cat! I left my bottle of whiskey out last My pussycat drank it and got real tight Tight pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My pussycat was rocking in the rocking chair Rocked so long, he lost his hair Bald pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight…bald…pussy Just a friendly little cat! My neighbor and I are at the clothesline I said to my neighbor, “Won’t you look at mine?” My pussy! Sore…wet…hot…tight
For You
Where to start? How about congrads for starters? You played that game great. Talked all that shit like you really ment it. Said all that shit to make someone feel comfortable and in the long run it was all just hot air. spineless. no meaning or honestly behind it. Just bullshit to make your skills better. Just to do it no other reason. "Youre so great, youre so special, you make me feel so good, youre so wonderful,call me" those words will be haunting for the rest of my days. why? i actually believed that. hope it was fun. hope it was good. hope you had a good laugh.
Read Me!!!
~BABYGIRL'S SPORTS BAR & GRILL@ fubar Well I am going away for a while to Boston for an extended vacation. I have had some shit go down in my life and it is time for a little R&R. To all of my friends MUAH and I will miss you oodles. I won't be online much but please come hang in the lounge and I will get to my page when I can to say hi. To those I have yet to meet do the deed the rate fan add thing and when I get around I will hit you up.... Take care to all and the happiest of holiday wishes from me to you and yours.... SEE YA !!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox As you all well know I am a Patriots fan and like many pats fans I get a lot of shit talkers using the Pats cheat argument to back up their losses. Well folks here is the way it is. Early in the season the pats coach WAS caught doing something naughty I won't pretend he didn't.... he did it was crappy and now its over. However, the pats didn't win that game because of cheating and
Check it out, if interested , contact me via fubar mail ,thanx all. .......... Jade Hey all, just want to let ya'll know that I won't be around for a couple of days, I just need some time alone and a break from here. take care n ttys ..hugz Hey ya'll check this site out, get paid for basically doin nothin! Go join!!
Sexy Legs?
Come vote most comments needed Come show me some love =) ~Tina~ Hey there everyone. Please help this Awsome friend of mine get some more comments =) Much appreciation in advance ~Tina~ THESE SEXY LADIES NEED YOUR HELP! '~Tina~Member of~ TheFlyByNight Family~IBN~Fusista's Leveling and bombing Crew~!'~She needs the most comments to win Sexiest Legs!~ tinytears69fusistawscexpolsivebombergspotterclubfarmemebr' rybolt~She's going for a happy hour folks!Needs 35,000 Comments by the 24th!~ Holly needs 70,000 comments here AND on bbG's page to win a 1-year VIP, 30-Day Blast, Ticker Pack, AND a Happy Hour!! This contest pimp out brought to you with luv by: Leggs Co-Manager Fusistas~Club F.A.R.~Stiletto Girl@ fubar (repost of original by 'Leggs Co-Manager Fusista's Bombing and Leveling Crew~Club F.A.R.~Stiletto Girl' on '2007-10-22 12:18:28')
Why Cant It Be?
So I had a blind date this weekend...It was fun and he was good looking but it just wasnt there for me. The whole time I thought of the last guy I was with. As I found out that I might be getting more then friendly feelings for one of my closest guy friends. I hate how confused I am. I miss the last guy... I really am feelin' my guy friend...but the guy that I met this weekend isnt for me. I want things to work out for me. oi... i dont know what to say... i am way happy. but yet there is this thing bugging me and i am not totally sure what it is.. i want to be just completely happy... But its getting to me... I am slowly feeling more and more emepty inside. **sigh** what is a girl to do. ITS JUST SO LAME THAT EVERY GUY I FALL FOR TURNS OUT TO BE A FREAKING TOOLBUCKET. GUYS JUST TOTALLY CONFUSE ME! BUT THATS KINDA THERE JOB. I DONT SEE WHY MY EX JUST CAN NOT LET ME GO HE IS THE ONE TO FUCK UP NOT ME SO WHY AM I SUCH A BAD PERSON NOT TO L
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What has happened, what decisions I have made in my life. Secrets that I don't want to share with anyone. I don't even want to share them with myself. Unfortunately, I have no choice. But today is a new day. A day for hello to the future, and goodbye to the past. Healing comes about in the strangest of ways. I embrace opportunity. I take it all in, and allow it to change me. To become stronger as a woman, as a mother and friend. What I want, what I need, only I know. But in time, doors will open, when I say that last and final goodbye. Stacey As I was wrapping presents last night for about 5 hours, I had a wonderful sense of joy. This Christmas season has really been hard on me and the children. I have felt so overwhelmed by my humanity and not being able to give my children as much as their dad can. But now, that I look under that tree, and see what I have I have a sense of joy and peace. There is more in my bedroom, hidden within the depths of the blue Rubbermaid container, and I am
Love Evades
Or can I? Selfish lies, Selfish wants Disgustful tactics, disgustful hate I love him, I want him back I hate him, please take him I look at him with lust I look at him with anger Id do anything to be back in his arms Its a two way street I cant change my hearts feelings for him I cant change the dreams we talked about I cant change the future we would have had I can change the way my mind feels about him I can change the dreams Im not gonna have with him I will change my future Which will be without him Jessica Conly I put this one on here cause it just blows my mind! I have felt this way, but I dont think ever to this extreme. I know Im a very emotional woman, arent we all??, and I tend to react with my heart before conversing with my head..BUT this one totally blew me out of the water! LOL DAMN this body for not being right! DAMN this soul that wont give up the fight! DAMN that machine that substains my life! DAMN why am I always at s
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I'm Sending You Ten Roses Each rose carries a different Blessing for you! This Rose is for Friendship This Rose is for Love This Rose is for Money This Rose is for Happiness This Rose is for Popularity This Rose is for Knowledge This Rose is for Cuteness This Rose is for Family This Rose is for Honesty This Rose is for Long Life This is a friend test. Send this to as many friends as you possibly can and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are. OK HERE'S A COUPLE THINGS THAT WHEN I SEE , SAY OR HEAR THEM, THEY CRACK ME UP ........ HORSE TATERS GO BUMP A STUMP TURTLE TWINKIES LMAO NOW, WHAT CAN *YOU* COME UP WITH TO CRACK ME UP, C'MON , GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!! I DAAARE YA!!!! HEHE
Are You New?
Well the poser is now gone all and thanks for the support..LOve You all Hugs and Kisses!! PLEASE EVERYONE IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, THIS PERSON IS POSING! SHE HAS STOLEN SOME OF MY PICS AND IS POSING THEM AS HERS. I AM GOING TO REPORT HER BUT CAN YOU PLEASE POST AS MANY BULLETINS AND BLOGS AS YOU CAN ABOUT HER PLEASE? HUGS AND KISSES!!!! sultry@ fubar If you have it...Use it! If you don't...Find it! Please! lol Hugs and Kisses! COUTH couth Pronunciation: kuth Hear it! Part of Speech: Adjective MEANING!!!: Suave, sophisticated, cultured, well-mannered, refined in manner and manners. This is not meant for everyone as I think you all know...please do not take offense! Its meant for some, that seem to think its ok to start a conversation with impolite suggestions..:)
Uncle Clarence
I just got back from vacation to the beach with my family from Grenada -- and tonight I just got a call from my Mom. I found out that my favorite Uncle - Uncle Clarence - had a stroke. I can't believe it - I just saw him two days ago at the beach... He is a vibrant man - 75 years old. It's amazing to even think that he is that "old". He's had mini-strokes in the past, but he is healthy and active. He's my mom's favorite brother and my favorite uncle. He's been there for her thru thick and thin (he was the father she never had. And on vacation... he drank me under the table! I had to laugh - I make sure that I don't accident sip HIS drink - I'd pass out (just kidding). He is paralyzed on one side and I am devastated. He's so far away that I can't be there to hold his hand and give him a kiss. PLEASE - if you read this tonight - pray for him - Clarence Searles - in Wayne NJ. Thanks guys. Thurs 8 a.m. - I talked with my Mom this morning and my uncle has been moved to t
I have my legs I sit down to pee And I can justify Any shopping spree Don't go to a barber But a beauty salon I can get a massage Without a hard-on I can balance a checkbook I can pump my own gas I can talk to my friend About the size of my ass My beauty's a masterpiece And yes it takes long At least I can admit To others when I'm wrong I don't drive in circles At any cost And I don't have a problem Admitting I'm lost I never forget An important date You just gotta deal with it I'm usually late I don't watch movies With lots of gore Don't need instant replay To remember the score I won't lose my hair I don't get jock itch And just cause I'm assertive Don't call me a bitch Got this from a friend lol thought i was cute Don't say to your friends Oh yeah, I can get her In your dreams my dear I can do better Flowers are okay But jewelrys best Look at me you idiot Not at my chest I don't have a problem With expressing my feelin
Just Stuff
Well, as u all know..I have been single for most of my time on here...not anymore... I have met someone who has completely stolen my heart...we became "officially" together on Nov. 18th & will be celebrating our one month together...AWWWWWWWWWWW....ANYWAY! That doesn't mean I am not the same person that I was...just means that the flirting....& other nonsense stops...or goes to a WAY below minimum on my part.... I WILL NOT give out my number...for those of who do have have it for a reason...I consider you a friend....& you can still text me or call me anytime....he does not have a problem with me having men friends...he has PLENTY of female he would be a hypocrite to say I right or wrong? I am 90% happy with him....only 90% because he lives in Louisiana & I live in TX....although we do try to make a point of talking & texting everyday...& being online together....NOTHING compares to when I actually do get to spend time with him.
Just Me
Have you ever thought you should do some spring cleaning in your life? There is just some stupid shit that's gettin to me...and i think i need to wash it out....i dunno. I try to be a good friend....listen to people..but then when i have a's like where the hell is everyone? Well's to life I used to hear ppl say that and think what a fucking crock of SHIT. But it's really honestly true... Sometimes...i feel like it's i am broken inside...or defective...or just don't work i push people away... I think i finally get that. i was also told...i tend not to push so much as withdraw... hmm interesting Do you think sometimes people are just meant to be want to be more...or try to be doesn't work...someone gets hurt... Sometimes it takes a good long talk to realize that you can love yor friends in ways that you could never love a lover... Imma flirty girl...and i get crushes QUICK...some of you well know this
Cassie's Fublog.
I don't know how this happened. I mean I do. I put pictures of myself on the internet that people enjoyed... But what I don't get, is how that enjoyment has turned into pretending to BE ME. It's been brought to my attention by various people that some douche on is using my pictures. Claiming to be 21, single, and "looking for lesbians and bi men." Come ON. So, besides emailing support over at xpeeps I'm left not knowing exactly what to do. Setting aside the fact that the site is a giant porn house, I'm hoping they have a decent management staff to take care of this. Just not cool. Any bi guys or lesbians out there want to try and "woo" my alter ego and then punch them in the face? :P Then today, I was sent a message by the loverly Jasper here on fubar. He sent a link of someone on HERE pretending to be "me" from Bulgaria. I politely told her that if she wasn't my long lost twin the profile should really be deleted. And it was, which was great. But, this is just silly.
FOR MY BABY IM SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOUWONDERING IF YOUR DOING THE SAMEI SEE YOU EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYESI SEE YOU WHEN IM AWAKEI CANT GET YOU OFF MY MIND I LOVE YOU SO MUCHYOUR MY EVERYTHINGI HAVE ONE THING I NEED TO KNOWDO I MAKE YOU HAPPYLIKE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME HAPPY GOD I HAVE BEEN FLOATING ON CLOUD 9KNOWING THAT YOUR MY WIFE If You Have No Tunes Click Here Close That Tab And Refesh My face blazes red. He holds me tight. A smile spreads across my face. He places a kiss at the base of my neck. I intertwine my fingers in his hair. I press myself closer to him. Then he kisses me roughly and bites my bottom lip. I tug at his shirt while he tugs at my shorts. I place kisses upon his bare chest. He runs his hands up my thighs. Still, we hold each other closer. This love we share is strong. This love we have is beautiful. This love we know is amazing. This love.
The Cutest Couple Contest lasts until 12/24 but some couples have already built big leads so its important to us that we stay close so if you can find the time to drop some comment bombs me and FatBoy we would be glad to help any of you when you're in a contest......xoxo Gail and Fatboy: Me and Rich have entered and heres our link: for all our Spanker friends cotton blossom and tattoed marine are also in this contest!! We're trying to get more bombers in our Family to make us an even more effective Bombing Family than we already are!! Since I've been with them we've won every contest we've been in and we have a lot of fun while bombing....and best of won't be bombing the same people over and over so just click on the Spanker Family Icon and leave them a message telling them that FatBoy sent you...MuchLuv2All!! `//The Spankers Club//`@ fubar
The Schitts!
Money"s short..Times are hard...Heres ur fucking Christmas Card....T'was the night before xmas and all through the house Everybody felt shitty evn the mouse. Mom at the whorehouse and Dad smoking grass, I had just settled down for a nice piece if ass. When out on the lawn heard such a clatter srung from my piece to see what was the matter, then out on the lawn I saw a big DICK I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. He came down the chimney like a bat outa hell I knew in a moment the sucker had fell, He filled up the stockings with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer. He rose up the chimney with a thunderous fart...the son of a bitch blew the chimney apart. He swore and he cursed as he rode outa sight..."Piss on you all and have a hell of a night" Merry Christmas Dee@ fubar NuttinButtSexxy /> PROFILEPOUNDER.COM Hot Comments @ To dream of the preson you like to be is a waste of the person you
Words From Mitchell
Lighter Shade of Blue (For Hannah) All day I've been sitting here feeling blue, because I miss you. It seems so long since I have last talked to you, my love is true. I'd do anything to be able to see you more, to have you in my world. Just to have you in my loving arms once more, to have you as my world. No matter how deeply sad I am, you can always make my tears fade away. No matter where it is I stand, I always think about the words you say. Every time you tell me you love me, my world becomes a lighter shade of blue. My love for you is deeper than the sea, darling my love for you is true. When the time comes that I get to see you again, all the sweeter it will be, everytime we reunite my happiness rebegins, my love for you will always be. In the end no matter what gets in my way, no matter what other people say, I will find a way to have you in my arms, by your side no one can do us harm. Mitchell Brian Key to Your Heart (For Hannah) If I found the key,
About Me
Sorrow & Death Current mood: sad I have this friend that I love dearly and they have had 2 deaths in the family in the 3 days, His grandmother on Thursday 11-15-2007 & his Uncle today Sunday 11-18-2007... Babe.... I am sorry you are going through this... I love you and I am here for you always!!! ~~~Here is a poem written for your loved ones~~~ Your body brand new all of heaven yours to view... Look around,it's all in your sight, There will never be another dark night. I can just imagine the smile on your face.. As you walk all around in that beautiful place... Greeting our loved ones as you walk along... Singing heaven's most beautiful song... Missing you'll very hard, but I'll be okay, This it isn't goodbye, I'll see you again one day... At times it may be tough, but as with everything, God's grace will be enough!!! If you know me, then you know I have been married for about 13 years, also that my husband and I have a lot of downs in our relashionship t
Not Mine
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love, only
Come Meet Playboy Club Staff Members.....
Meet our Bouncers ~~~ You never know they might be lurking in the shadows of the club... They are here to protect the bunnie and make sure all stays well in the Club.. Please respect there decision.. Thank you - Management GhostRider ~ Bouncer Jab2 ~ Bouncer Lil Momma ~ Bouncer Precious ~ Bouncer Streatch Johnny007 ~ Bouncer Come on in meet the bunnies.. They are hopping all over the lounge.. But beware of the bouncers lurking in the shadows.. Play nice with oour Bunnies... Roxy Princess ~ Playboys Cutie TX Angel ~ Playboy Bunny Chickaterra ~ Playboy Bunny
Random Stuff About Me
today i saw on yahoo news that a fellow soldier was murdered . she was a dentist and was found in a hotel room. they say she was pregnant. she just transferred to the 19th support as a dentist this is a sad blow for ft bragg and america's army. i swear lately it must be something in the air but has anyone else noticed alot of plain out rude people on here lately? you add them fan them rate them and their stuff next thing ya know its oh come to this lounge or help me in this contest then if you dont your made out to be an asshole by them. sorry this is a bit forward but damn enough is enough with the crap at least you could return the favor and rate the stuff of the person who is rating you.. another thing.... how hard is it when someone hosts a happy hour to drop in on their page show a little love maybe rate them or add them hell its right on the top of the screen.. ah well just venting for the week i guess.. is it me or did i piss someone off on here? i got like 5 people that talk to
Its Been A Long Time Since We Talked.
My name is Pete and I thought I might say hello. I am home, from my trip from Europe a few months and I am getting settled back into American life again . I read your profile and thought I might stop by, say hello and see if you might want to become friends and talk? Yahoo IM : SonderGaad78209, I am on there the most but I have the other instant messengers, so let me know your username and server. I am in the San Antonio area, in Texas. I just got back from traveling Europe, well the Netherlands, Germany( western half), Belgium, Luxembourg, Ireland, and Britain and then last year I was recalled to active duty , I am a reservist in the United States Coast Guard. I have noticed a lot of old friends have moved and married, so I am here looking for friends most of all. I am Alsatian, Basque-Spanish, Scottish, Dutch and Jewish. I am currently going to school, I received my two-year degree in criminal justice and working on my four year degree at UTSA or where ever. If you have children
Long distance relationships require a special willingness and understanding that can test love like no other type of relationship can. It requires constant communication and a desire to continually create your relationship, using the only real tool you have... your words. In our guide, we've provided everything you need to do this and more from fun games to play to hundreds of romantic ideas to help keep your fire burning no matter how many miles may separate you. niNa - sOmewHerE doWn d roAd This feeling of love that I have for you, A feeling so strong, so special, so new. You give me the gift of happiness each day, Never have I known it could be this way. You have given your love regardless of cost, With my heart in your care, I will never be lost. Or never again wonder what love really means, For now I do know it means so many things. Understanding and caring, through good times and bad, Sharing emotions, should they be happy or sad. Being there for each other through l
Sts-120 Discovery Launch Blog
STS-120 Discovery makes a flawless launch, 11:38 a.m. EST. Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007. Watch NASA TV Live. Rotating Service Structure (RSS) rolled back, weather still questionable. 22 Oct. 2007 KENNEDY SPACE CENTER, FLA. -- On Launch Pad 39A on NASA's Kennedy Space Center, space shuttle Discovery is fully revealed after rollback of the rotating service structure. Seen above the golden external tank is the vent hood (known as the "beanie cap") at the end of the gaseous oxygen vent arm, extending from the fixed service structure. Vapors are created as the liquid oxygen in the external tank boil off. The hood vents the gaseous oxygen vapors away from the space shuttle vehicle. Below it, also extending toward Discovery from the structure, is the orbiter access arm with the White Room at the end. The crew gains access in
If you are ANYTHING like this guy.....check him out his profile...... .... DO NOT!!!...I repeat! DO NOT!!! Bother comeing to my profile..Dont even fucking look my way....Its assholes like this that ruin it for the nice guys!! There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been sent To you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization.. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far. Do not keep this message. This must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say,
So... after being bored most of the night... doing numbers, cleaning my room, walking the dog then just laying in bed reading... I started getting that 'feeling' again, the one that comes on when you miss someone and you know you can't make anything better to make it go away. And then you try and act like it's not bothering you, and you end up saying things to people, then they get pissed, and whatever. I can't wait until December's over. On another note...I busted my ass to sell today, and I did sell a lot, so my boss awarded me with a new camera for all the hard work, and I got a Christmas present from a kid at work... some Burberry purfume stuff. Buwaha, and he's teaching me spanish stuff, except the only progress we've made is calling eachother whores. x] Eh... if "you" read this. And 'YOU' will know who you are, again, I'm sorry for what I said. Grr! x] Yeah, it sucks when you have a way hot friend, who knows every little spot that makes you squirm, a
Love Is
Why does it become so hard to express true feelings? When did it become so diffulcult to say what you really want? Why can't we see someone from across a room approach them and say "hi" without coming across as too bold? Is being honest really that bad? I mean shouldn't we cut through all the bull shit and say what we really want to without hurting anyone? I want to be able to convey how I feel and not be afraid that someone is taking it wrong. I believe honesty is better than lies. Lies catch up to you and they are meant to deceive. I want a relationship that is open and honest I want to feel I can express how I feel without someone telling me that its not politically correct not to play games. I don't want to feel that someone is sitting in judgement over something I do I want to feel free to express my feelings and not be labeled or branded one way or another life is too short to let others hold u back/ always be true to yourself no matter the cost
True Friends
I love you with all my might that i have in my heart. My love is truly the most real thing that I have to to offer you besides my friendship. The way you make me feel is something that I have not felt in a long time. When you hold or even tough me you put chills down and up my back, you also put butterflys in my stomach that flutter around in side my body. All I want to do is stay in your arms because when I'm their i feel as safe as I have ever felt in my hole life of living. When I am around you I feel that I can do anything that I put my mind on doing. There's something about you that makes me be the woman thats inside my mind. When we are togather you make me laugh at things that I would not laugh at before I met you in this time of my life. I have had a bad life in the few years of my life time. I have been hurt alot in the passed few years of living. So what I am trying to you is that please don't hurt me anymore than I have been, because I care too much for you to hurt me. It wo
Suicidal Thoughts
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Whitesville, Kentucky after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the park
Welcome to this world of insanity which we call life. Questions fill my mind but their answers are such simple ones. Respect and Love, should they run parallel, or are they not similar at all. There is a knife on the counter for you to use to continue the stabbing. See the scars upon my back they are from others just like you, kick me while Im down, you better run like a little bitch and watch over your shoulder because in the end I will get mine. Follow your heart, apparently mine has lost its internet connection to Mapquest, and I cant trust the fuckin thing anymore, maybe they sell replacement parts at Walmart. Is being alone as scary as it seems to be or is it just missing that regular piece of ass you are used to having whenever you see fit? I am not a toy, I cannot be thrown down and expected to be there whenever your lil fuckin heart desires. Relationships, what a fuckin joke, devote time and love to just get rejection in return. Meaningless phrases, empty promises, an
Deep Thoughts
Happy news first the Laptop is finally ready for pickup. YAY and I was right it was the hard drive that died. Sorry havent been around will be around again soonGo me! and in answer to Alesta..... Here is what I got for the holiday. 1 belated Birthday present from Purple. - A black Fuzzy velour throw blankie. I wub Purple and my Fuzzy blankie. The real world presents: 2 Patricia Cornwell Novels in hard back - Two that I dont have and well I hope I moved the rest of my collection. 1 Black onyx and Silver Pendant with silver chain- From Kittenwithapen. I havent taken it off yet good sign means not allergic to it. 1 bath basket with assorted Vanilla products that are all natural including body butter and facials and incense- From Kittenwithapen. Wow she really knows how much I love Vanilla. and the shocker--- 100 hundred dollars from Michael's Grandparents. And one card from Misti *huggles to her* 4 Coupons from Alexander that he made himself that was sooo sweet. (an
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My Life Is A Total Mess!
hey everyone its me again beggin for you to please bomb my pic for the vip contest. . i will return all love . . so please please help me. ..and send me a message and let me know if you want gives or comments or if you need me to bomb you as well. Hey Y'all, I am entered in a contest to win a free blast....please...bomb my pic with rates and comments . . .please please please!!!! i love you all bunches!!! thanks Stacy HEY EVERYONE I JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE DRINKS, CAKES, CARDS, COMMENTS FOR MY BIRHDAY . . .I TRIED TO THANK EVERYONE PERSONALLY BUT I HAD SO MANY...BUT I DO APPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART . . .IT MADE MY BIRTHDAY THAT MUCH MORE SPECIAL!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL. . . .MY FRIENDS ROCK!
Oliver Is Here...
then go to my website! ! email me and let me know what you think Ok, so don't laugh right away, but I saw the Brave One last night. You know, that movie with Jodie Foster? Well apparently, you don't know. Apparently no one knows. Below is a picture to refresh you. It actually was an OK way to spend 2 hours (yes, 2 hours). Anyways, I started to wonder how people don't realize that Jodie Foster is a complete DYKE. I mean, not even the slightest bit of lipstick is on this lesbian. She now sports the haircut that all boyish dykes and also every gay, male hairdresser has. My ex had it. He is a hairdresser. Melissa Etheridge had it and Ellen still rocks it. Umm, I'm pretty sure Anne Heche had it. And that weird gay guy with the bloated chipmunk cheeks on Entertainment Tonight, Cojo. This is Cojo. This photo is not photoshopped. His cheeks are actually this bulbous. This isn't really the hair I'm talking about, but at one point, he had that haircut tha
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Attention... Randomness That Catches My Attention
So far I will be going to the ProBowl on Feb 3rd, having my birthday later that week, on Feb 13th I will be at the Blazedale watching WWE (the road to wrestlemania or something) then there is Valentines day. At some pint in there I will need to get a new drivers license and can't renew by mail, so I may make a quick jaunt over to Cali if I can manage it.... sneaky 'ol me :) 1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? one of them is usually open... 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? depends on the brand 3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? tucked in along the foot of the bed only 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? stolen.... umm... no 5. Do you like to use post-it notes? yes, but I also like to loose them 6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? a little bit of both 7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? a bear, I have a better chance at getting away un-damag
Kiss'in Me
Hot Damn Here I Am!
do you know why bees buzz? you would buzz too if someone stoled your honey and nectar! Did you know if a frogs legs wasn't so long he wouldn't bump his ass every time he jumped? and if his asshole wasn't watertight he would drown! To all fishermen out there weather you fish fresh water or salt water please join my fishing lounge, just click on fishing lounge onmy profile Thanks!
General Interest
I got a new dog, it is a Malti-poo mix. She is adorable or will be when her hair is grown out. I still can't believe someone would throw her out on a highway. She is house-trained and about 2 years old. A police officer rescued her and gave her to a friend who is a another police officers wife. She gave her to me, because she knew her husband would not let her keep the dog. Like a sucker for dogs, I took her. A co-worker at the jail kept asking me about the dog. She said she was scammed out of $200 to get a dog sent to her. I agreed to give her the dog, but so far she has not showed me that she really wants it. First day, she did not call me until very later. The next day it was pouring down and would have been a bad day to be on the road with the dog. The she told me someone said those types of dogs bite children. Then it was her phone service was down and she would give me her home phone number, which she never did. I am now on my 2 days off and now I am attached to the dog. She h
Today; I took down, my precious, sweet, dried, once given to me rose's, from the walls. Now, it seems so empty here in my solem flat... They were given to me from family, friends, & yes, even from my lover........ Time has a way of drying up all feelings. They had been tied & dried with ribbons and bows. Placed here & there to fill the spaces..... Memories of days shared. Places spent. Happy times, as well as some sad, sick ones also.. But, roses being my favorite. I could never throw them out. Today I looked. I decided it was time. I fingered the small ribbon, then began the task. To me they were still, stunning as the days I received them. Ever so slowly, I began the delicate dismantling... What am I going to do with all of these. 14 bunches...... Plucking the rose heads, I started. I was drifting with my thoughts. Does this really matter? It does to me... I stopped. I started to wonder.. Why does this effect me so? After choosing a large basket I decid
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dlurch@ fubar I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it's like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don't want to because you don't want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be
"My Teeth Are Falling" Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap.�Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean? One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our ap
Dream-related Questions
This is still an unresolved topic amongst researchers as to the reason we have dreams. One theory suggests that dreams serve as a means for cleansing and release. During the day, we may hold back our feelings and repress our anger. Thus dreams serve as a safe outlet for us to release our negative emotions. Another theory says that dreams is a biologically necessary aspect of sleep. Research has shown that people who were prevented from entering the dream state and woken up before they can dream were more easily irritated, jittery, and performed far below average. I believe these are two theories summarize why we dream. The average person has about 3 to 5 dreams per night, but some may have up to 7 dreams in one night. The dreams tend to last longer as the night progresses. During a full 8-hour night sleep, two hours of it is spent dreaming No, a person does not spend the entire night dreaming. A person spends about two hours in the dream state per night. A person moves through the fou
Please Help!
I have to run a few errands and would like to keep the commenting going if at all possible so the other team does not catch up! we keep getting and outstanding lead and then they start catching up real fast! if anyone needs something to do can you please go by the contest i am in and leave a few comments! it is greatly appreciated! thank you! Jennifer link: Please help! I need as many people who can leave a few comments for me! I am quickly losing my lead and do not know how much longer i can keep up. Please help! Pleeeeeeeeeeeeease! Jennifer Link: When I woke up this morning the lead I had was gone! Right now I have the lead back but I am not sure how long it will last. Please help out! It is greatly appreciated! I love to comment and in the future if it someone was in a contest I would definantly help out! Please leave a comment or two. Thank you, Jennifer Link:
Scorpio Articles.. Truth Or Myth?
Scorpio About the Scorpio woman The Scorpio woman, more or less beautiful, has a great sex appeal that sometimes she cultivates to vulgarity and sometimes she is not even aware of. She emancipates very quickly even if her behaviour sometimes shows traces of an involuntary primitiveness. Being in search for refinement is Scorpio womans personal charm as she is the bearer of one of the most important energies of human beings: the sexual energy. It is the energy she will have to cope with all her life. She will have to accept this energy, to know it, control it and share it with the others. This is not an easy task in the confused world we live in and this is why being less charming or not at all charming is the sign of a very mature mission of life. Dont avoid the Scorpio woman and dont underestimate her! She is strong, straightforward, with no obsolete ideas, but often with no courage. However, if she follows her heart, the Scorpio woman will be an overwhelming feminine pr
I should be one of two places this weekend partying my ass off for St. Patrick's Day. The plan is to head down to New Orleans, but things aren't looking so bright for it. Either way I'm getting out of this damn town for the weekend. So plan #2 a good friend I haven't seen in nearly a year has invited me to come party in DFW, so I might just end up there. Either way, It's going to be awesome, even though I've had my heart set on New Orleans. But my friends have made a plan to road trip to New Orleans in July for the 4th. So I might not be too heartbroken. This weekend I was suppose to have gone to Dallas to party at Meltdown, but I just had this feeling that I wanted to go but at the same time I had so many obstacles in front of me that maybe I wasn't suppose to have gone. Sort of an Intuition thing. So I grabbed my little sister and we drove down to Corpus Christi, North Padre Island, and Port Aransas. It was so beautiful. I got a wonderful golden brown tan while I was hunting
My Stories
I passed by your house on the way home from work I saw your bedroom light on.I stopped,not meaning to,standing there with a hole in my chest. My mind wandered back to a time one dark stormy night the snow was fierce.We found ourself housebound no car could make the trip.The phone was down but the fire was going,casting dancing creatures on the walls of the living room just you and me. I offered you a drink ,my best rum.We sat back going over the wedding plans you were working on. Your fiance,my best friend. Since grade school we have been so tight the three of us. We sat back on my tufted leather sofa gazing at the fire letting the rum warm our bellies.Dave matthews playing on the radio.I leaned over and looked you in the eyes "Have I ever thanked you for being my friend?"I said "No" you gave a small chuckle "We have always been friends,there for each other,never expecting anything from one another" "Well then its about time Jessica." I said never breaking eye contact."Y
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers Your hazel green eyes Are like woods on a warm spring day When leaves have just unfolded And slender branches thick with sap Bend under the weight of songful birds. I look into your eyes and see A timeless world of sun and breezes, Of shade and dappled love, As I gaze from my sunlit doorway, I see you and in your beautiful eyes i see eternity. I
If You Want To See
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?"Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? "Another mother asked President F.D.Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die ay Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W.Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" Another mother asked President G. Washington, " Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Long, time ago, a mother asked: "Heavenly Father why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar: So that other may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." P.S If you don't stand behind our troops, please feel free to stand in front of them. Oh what a feeling I get when I�m with you You take my heart into everything you do And
So True
I am not looking to hook up with anyone... As my title says...I'm Taken By ChefNasty... and only him sooo please don't ask me to hook up or try to talk dirty to me... Cause I'm not down with that.... Gotta a problem...Just tell me and I will Kindly block ur fuckin ass... ~~Heather -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can’t help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lu
Life 2
I know I haven't been around here for a while but I was trying to spend as much time as I could with my dad. He has now passed away. It doesn't make it any easier knowing that this day was coming. I am grateful he isn't suffering anymore, the last few days were such a struggle for him. Might be awhile before I will be around again. Take Care, Susie I want to thank all of you that have sent me your wonderful condolences on my dads passing. It has been hard but I am getting through it. Your friendship means so much to me more then you can imagine, especially at this time that has been very difficult. I love you all! I just wanted to let you guys know I will not be around for awhile. So much is going on in my life now and I just don't have the time. My life has been crazy to say the least this year, and is really crazy now, esp with my dad being in the hospital again. It's not good and he is in ICU where they are trying to stabilize him so they can amputate the good leg he has
In The Dark
As I sit in the dark my heart starts to race sensing your presence not seeing your face. I feel the soft whisper of your breath on my neck the thought of what's coming leaves me breathless and a wreck Your touch sends shivers and chilld down my spine awaiting the moment when our souls entertwine the rythm of my heart gets faster still as your kisses on my flesh give me such a thrill Faster and faster pulses race wanting and reaching give way to a chase seeking and searching for the same thing Climax and showers like rain ralling down touches so tender True love I have found. Belle 7/26/07 RESPECT AM I WRONG TO EXPECT FROM YOU JUST A LITTLE RESPECT THAT YOU TREAT ME LIKE THE PERSON THAT I AM? TO KNOW YOU PAY ATTENTION TO ME MORE OFT THAN NOT AND NOT TO FEEL MY PRESENCE DIM WHEN ANOTHER ENTERS THE ROOM IS IT WRONG TO DESIRE SOME ATTENTION NOT IN BED TO KNOW THAT SEX IS NOT ALL THAT OUR RELATION MEANS
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in w
HEY EVERYONE I ENTERED IN MY FIRST FUBAR CONTEST..ITS A COMMENT BOMB CONTEST AND I REALLY COULD USE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAM'S HELP ALL LOVE IS RETURNED IF YOU MAKE 50 COMMENTS OR MORE YOU GET 5000FUBUCKS JUST MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE DONE AND I WILL SEND I WILL ALSO RATE AND COMMENT ALL PICS IF YOU COMMENT ME MORE THEN 100 TIMES...THXS SO MUCH JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW Well over the last few weeks times have been real hard..I hurt myself..slipped a disk in my back and have been off of work for a week..then on top of that they are gonna cut my financially we are struggling.. Relationship wise..we are also struggling to keep things afloat ..we're both so frustrated and stressed and we seem to take that out on one another not always intentionally but thats how things seem to go.. Personally I am falling apart..worrying about everything ...and accomplishing nothing...I am realizing now that I am very insecure..whether it has to do with my weight I really am not sure..but
One day two small boys decided to play a trick on Mullah Nasruddin. With a tiny bird cupped in their hands they would ask him whether it was alive or dead. If he said it was alive they would crush it to show him he was wrong. If he said it was dead they would let it fly away and still fool him. When they found the wise old man they said, Mullah Nasruddin, that which we are holding, is it alive or dead? Mullah Nasruddin thought for a moment and replied, Ah, my young friends, that is in your hands! Mullah Nasruddin, why do you always answer a question with another question? Do I? Occasionally I noodle around on the internet just for the fun of it. Today I looked up Mullah Nasruddin found the story above. Reading it I thought of one of my friends, one of the people I guide, who is constantly accusing me of never actually answering a question. She says that I always reply to a question of hers with another question. She has been saying this to me for years and I kind of laug
One Of My Poems
eat me,beat me bite me,blow me suck me,fuck me very slowly if you kiss me dont be hasty use your toung to make it tasty roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed
Still Figurin' Things Out! *blushes*
First Glance Cinnamon and Steeped coffee.. Distant chatter of others with ragtime interlaced... Knees held together, toes turned inward... Face flushed... MY God, Anticipation! Peering through the reflective glass.. Tall and Handsome.. A smile that melts, At last! a HUG! Love from My Lips feeling you... enduring the longing... lingers in the exhausting breath that escapes my heart the exhale... is the scent of crimson rose to taste it on my tongue, pure pleasure.. exist in my mouth. my heart joins my hand as the sweet song flows from my lips. Embers of Life Letting go of the Fire, the witness to your existence, the pedestal of hope That held you high from Invisibility Grasping for breath, No one will know.. Secretly Loving, the deadly sin Envious Truth of Embers Burn deep smoldering to find one
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... Body: IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME ALONE 1. In your bedroom, your optimum foot fashion is: A. Playful, fluffy slippersperhaps with a stuffed animal head at the toe. B. Snuggly socksor whatever socks I pull out of the drawer. C. Fitted, attractive slipper-socks, perhaps with faux-fur lining. D. My bare feetwith my toes between someones lips. E. A fresh pedi in a sultry color and toe rings. 2. Toys in your boudoir would most likely include: A. A video camera B. I dont have toys in my bedroom. C. Stuffed animals. D. Flavored body powder or lotion. E. An iPo
Bad Days!!!
Some things that are so misunderstood should seem simple to another person. If you trust in ones thoughts, feelings and what they believe in. Shouldn't that be enough to hold something together if it's meant to be? Just cause a person is doin what they feel is right from your opinion, does that mean that the other person is wrong? No that's the difference in us as human beings. It's what makes this world go round. Some opinions don't mix well and some don't. But to make a person choice over another person is really something to think about. I have had my insecurities over the years with due right, but I learned to fight them and learned what it is that I needed to overcome them. If I can learn them, why are they being thrown in my face for? I can't haven't a clue. Maybe I was raised differently. I was raised to stand by my decisions if I truly believed in them. I am just rambling here, so I'm gonna end and edit this later.. Katrina You have been bitten now go and bite
To My Friends.
If there is anything you like to watch, you can find it at this site. You name it they have a link to where you can watch it. Sorry everyone, but I don't have the internet right now. I'm using a friends, I will try and keep in touch when I can. Life kinda sucks for me right now. Hugs and kisses to all the ladies and wazzup to the fellas. "Starship Troopers 3: Marauder" Genre: Action / Fantasy / Comedy / Adventure / Drama / Horror / Thriller / Western / Sci-Fi Release: 2008 July Rtg: 7.4/10 (774 votes) "The Eye (2008)"
Level Ups
Shed apprciate any love she can get:) and she does return it! ~^Sh3rri3^~@ fubar SHE HAS DONE ALOT FOR US ON HERE FROM BOMBING IN GIVEAWAYS AND CONTESTS TO HELP LEVELING PEOPLE UP SHE IS 620K AWAY FROM HENCHMAN CAN WE HELP HER GET THERE? SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE! ~Padame~GeeGee~Fu-Wife to Obiwan~The Watcher~Co-Founder of The Terminaters@ fubar she is 298k away from henchman for those that dont know dreamweaver is my wife. please help get her there! Thanks Watcher DreamWeaver -LadyTallen ~~Proud Member Of The Confederates THE WATCHER WANTS YOU ~@ fubar
Ingredients: 1 (5 to 6-pound) roasting chicken Kosher salt Freshly ground black pepper 1 large bunch fresh thyme 4 lemons 3 heads garlic, cut in 1/2 crosswise 2 tablespoons butter, melted 1/2 pound sliced bacon 1 cup white wine 1/2 cup chicken stock Preheat the oven to 425 degrees F. Remove the chicken giblets. Rinse the chicken inside and out. Remove any excess fat and leftover pinfeathers and pat the outside dry. Place the chicken in a large roasting pan. Liberally salt and pepper the inside of the chicken. Stuff the cavity with the thyme, reserving enough thyme to garnish the chicken dish, 1 lemon, halved, and 2 halves of the garlic. Brush the outside of the chicken with the butter and sprinkle again with salt and pepper. Tie the legs together with kitchen string and tuck the wing tips under the body of the chicken. Cut 2 of the lemons in quarters and scatter the quarters and remaining garlic around the chicken. Lay the bacon slices over the chicken to cove
The Windows Of Heaven The windows of Heaven are open, the blessings are falling tonight! THere's Joy, Joy, Joy in my heart since Jesus made EVERYTHING right! I gave Him my old tattered garment, He gave me a robe of pure white; I'm feasting on manna from Heaven and THAT'S WHY I', HAPPY TONIGHT!!! For those who do not know...I have been with out a car since August.. TO go any where I either walked or got a ride form my mom..Well who says you can't out give God. Last Saturday I found $40. I didn't think of how I was going to spend it instead my first thougtht was give it to God. That was last Sunday and this Sunday...God GAVE me a car. Praise God. AIn't God good. Watch our folks.. The blessing are flowing. I can't wait to see what else HE has in store for me and my kids! HALLRLUJAH!!!! Can u tell I am excited!!!!! Yes! Most of you do not know that for the past two years I have been in college trying to get my degree in drug/alcohol counsling. I was sup
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East Healing, creativity, illumination, divination and initiation, new birth and sunshine, new learnings, strength of will, communication, expression of new. West Vision, dreams, quests and journeys, emotions, imagination, creative arts, the feminine, higher compassion, inner spiritual renewal, goals. South Purification, faith, strength, awakening inner child, overcoming obstacles, playfulness, change, protection, self sufficiency, trust, resurrection. North Teaching, abundance, balance, sacred wisdom and knowledge, gentleness, thankfulness, drawing forth inner treasures, empathic intuition, trust, alchemy. I cant remember where I found this, but its very intoresting indeed. Hope you enjoy it. Abdomen - to dream of seeing this part of your body suggests that your greatest expectations will be realized as long as you keep it uppermost in your mind. To dream of it in an unhealthy state suggests false friends around you. To see it swollen or protruding suggests trial
Vampyre 101...and More.
Can I be turned? This is a commonly asked question that never seems to just curl up and DIE! There is always some vampire wannabe out there who falls in love with the IDEA of vampirism. Like its some glamorous and fascinating lifestyle that never gets old. No pun intended. Well, let me kill your dreams YOU CANNOT, WILL NOT, WONT, WILL NEVER EVER BE TURNED INTO A VAMPYRE. EVER. PERIOD. END OF STORY. Fin. Wont happen. Thanks to the ever increasing popularity of vampire movies and literaturepeople seem to think that Oh geetheir lives are so romantic. I want in. Doesnt work like that. In the Hollywood fed media bullshit there, from what I have seen, also seems to be two commonly used methods for becoming a vampire. 1) Night has taken over the cities dead streets as a warm harbor breeze sifts through the trash that decorated the pavement. Street lights flickered on, a few flickering as if ready to give outA full moon hung in the dark sky and cast elongated
Ok for all of you that keep trying to mark my pics NSFW when there is absolutely nothing wrong with them, there is nothing showing,no nipple, no pussy, no ass, no nothing...STOP FUCKIN DOING IT! I am gettin so sick and tired of this shit. If that is all you wanna do stay the fuck off my page and away from my damn pics. BYE I wanted to let all my friends and my soon to be friends that I am real I just haven't had a chance to get my camera my husband just got back from Iraq and he had it so in just a couple days I should have my salute up. Thanks guys Anyone else mad as hell that the points messed up I know I am I was getting all kinds of rates from everyone trying to level and I got nothing then when they fixed it I only went down 200 points I think thats a bunch of crap sorry just had to rant
Well I don't quite know how to begin to describe the day that I've had today. First thing today I got news that I'm basically screwed for getting back into the gaming industry unless I want to lie about my practical experience. Although I have 9 years experience doing EXACTLY what I did when I did it as a job...the JOB part is all they seem to pay attention to. So I can't hardly find a job in the games industry...BUT...I had a glimmer of hope until this morning. The studio I worked with in England posted a 'track designer' job (which is the job that I did for them on ATV Offroad Fury 4), so I applied and got the news this morning that while they were happy to see my application, they are looking for a candidate with a little more experience! Needless to say after that I was feeling rather sorry for myself. I sat back and took stock of my life, where I am, my eventual retirement (and lack of planning or saving for it)...and I was just about to (as we say in the games industry) '
Stuff On Fubar ......
Have a very FUBAR Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas', when all through the site, Not a member was stirring, things didnt seem right; The Stilletto Girls hung their stockings with care, In hopes that Baby J soon would be there; The bombers were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of bouncers danced in their heads; With Stang in her 'thong, and JD in his cap, Someone heard Scrapper yell Good Lord and Oh snap, When from our speakers there arose such a clatter, We sprang from our beds to see what was the matter. Away to the monitor we flew like a flash, Oh its just Achilles updating his stash. So to the mumms did many of us go Nothing but whining from a Fubar point ho, When, what to our wondering eyes came along, A miniture sleigh pulled by eight girls in a thong, With a little drunk driver, so lively and gay, We knew in a moment it must be Baby J. More rapid than eagles his members they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by n
Need All To Join
Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them... So copy and paste it and go do this. if you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell
Picture Cubes
Love and Friendship Love is like the wild rose-briar, Friendship like the holly-tree The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms But which will bloom most constantly? The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring, Its summer blossoms scent the air; Yet wait till winter comes again And who will call the wild-briar fair? Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now And deck thee with the holly's sheen, That, when December blights thy brow, He may still leave thy garland green. The Definition of Love My love is of a birth as rare As 'tis for object strange and high; It was begotten by Despair Upon Impossibility. Magnanimous Despair alone Could show me so divine a thing Where feeble Hope could ne'er have flown, But vainly flapp'd its tinsel wing. And yet I quickly might arrive Where my extended soul is fixt, But Fate does iron wedges drive, And always crowds itself betwixt. For Fate with jealous eye does see Two perfect loves, nor lets them c
A Friend A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust listens to you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts A little girl stood near a small church from which she had been turned away because it was "too crowded. "I can't go to Sunday School," she sobbed to the pastor as he walked by. Seeing her shabby, unkempt appearance, the pastor guessed the reason and, taking her by the h
hi everyone again! this blog is important this time. i know i dont know any of you personally but a very wise friend once told me that there is power in numbers when it comes to prayer and im askn for your help. my little boy is having surgery on the 23rd and im freakin out. i believe in my heart that everything will be okay but i would greatly appreciate it if you keep my little guy in your prayers that he will have smooth sailing so to speak and will recover quickly. if any of you are parents im sure you have an idea of what im goin thru right about now and i would really appreciate if you keep him in your thoughts. thank you over and over again. thank you fellow fubarians. it will not be forgotten. = ) BLOG!!!!! look what I can do! BLOG!!!!!!! LMAO AND U THOUGHT I COULDNT DO THIS TIL LEVEL 5! A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job."
Non Cartoon Fucks
My Country - Lithuania
That was on 13 January 1991 in the capital of Vilnius This is nowadays Lithuania So-called golden dunes... follow the story.... and excerpt from a dvd movie AMAZING BASKET OF SARUNAS JASIKEVICIUS FROM ALMOST 28 METRES AWAY! Three points last minute :) Pre-eurobasket tournament match August 16th 2007 in Gijn (Spain)
My Poetry
She walks slowly along the quiet street cars passing now and then a cigarette between her fingers and music in her ears to the left houses (Spanish style) and swaying palms to the right a body of water rolling lazily along all look quiet peaceful yet all hold their secrets the houses full of closets skeletons secrets the water nurturing life of predator and prey and she holds the secrets of her heart tumultuous emotions sugar sweet and blood red crashing together rolling along on the waves of sadness she stops and sits hoping to draw peace from the river not knowing they are the same full of secrets and hidden passions not yet ready for the world to see Walking through the door another new opportunity terrified and shy quiet testing the waters before jumping in getting to know people slowly letting them in into her life and loves her stories what she's seen who she is until finally she feels able to open her mouth like a store room tha
"Cradle" Breathe... Push... ...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now you were never there for me never there to carry me, 26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look what you've done to me realize what you've done to Me I can't bleed, I can't bleed, I wanna break for the life that walked away from me I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering, What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by myself Look at me now, a piece of shit like you. Look at me now, you left me so fuck you. Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone. Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left. Feels like I've never been loved. Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me. Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head al
Help Is Needed
please show some love to the greatest person i know she needs about 6000 comments to get vip all love will be returned she is always helping everyone out so now please show her the help back please give this girl so fubar love she is new at this and needs some love from all the wonderful people on fubar tyg3rcub@ fubar please come help a very good friend get a vip
Bone Thugs-n-harmony
T.H.U.G.S. (Trues Humbly United Gatherin' Souls) I am looking for Bone Thug fans among this Fubar Community to join the T.H.U.G.S. online clicq. A Bone Thug Fan Fam of sorts. Too join you'll rate, fan, & friend me, (Family space is limited by Fubar). Then add "of T.H.U.G.S." to your current screen name like this "(Your Screen Name) of T.H.U.G.S."! So, I'm calling out all trues to unite & represent. Are you down? IF YOU HAVE JOINED, LET ME KNOW SO I CAN ADD YOU to my family list! What's good ya'll? ThaBoneCollector has got tha hook up fa ya Bone Thug, Mo Thug, Thugline, 7th Sign, U-Neek Ent., & Bone Thug Records.... Music! All at With a vault collection of over 4,000 songs. I ThaBoneCollector as compiled the dopest albums to release to the world you'll ever hear anywhere! That's right ya'll! So, ta get you this great music through, ThaBoneCollector will be dropping a NEW album every couple days. From Oct. '08 to Oc
So Others May Live( U.s.coast Guard)
My Definitions
If you don't have anything nice to say. . . be specific. The art of making things special. The rule for being sarcastic is; "Only if you weigh 150lbs or more."
Pitbull Poems I Wrote
Wipe away these frozen tears from this icy cheek, and close these shuttered eyes. There is nothing here that they will ever see again. Close the mouth, gasping in its last. There is no air to ever breathe again, not here. Not now. Lay out this broken body, nothing left but skin and bones, worn away and withered. There is no strength left lying here beside it. No strength that can brace to stand here. Smooth away the straying hairs, and ease away the lines. There is no pain, no suffering, not here. Not now. Hold the hand between your own. But there is nothing left to hold. Nothing left to grasp back. No flickering pulse, no warmth of life. They are cold and hard and unforgiving. They will not listen to your tears. They will not hear your pleas. There is nothing left of recognition, nothing left to hold. The tears do not mean a thing, not here. Not now. Our words they will not carry, not to your ears, shut away in that box. You are not there, there lies just your
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Heart Shaped Box
LOL, man i got a good one today. Where has all the damn honesty gone in this world? I have no frigen clue. All i know is its easier for people to just lie and say something that they think that person wants to hear and then be done with it, and then when that someone finds out the truth it hurts SOOO much. O.k. take this for example, i met this girl at a party, her name is Natalie right, so her and I and a bunch of friends go to this dance bar and have a great time, im holding her, and when i go to let go to get a drink or whatever she clenches my hands tight not wanting me to go. I thought things were great that night, i told her that i wanted to REALLY get to know her, and go at her speed, and that sex that night was OUTTA the question. I wanted more then that. Well she had somethings in her life goin on i understand that, and i stayed out of it letting her do her thing, bout a week later she finally calls me up, (I was so bout to just move on,) so anyway we hang out all week, i got
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she left me am so sad we where fubar married and now it says she is with someone eles am am so sad and will miss her syndy Done (9/27/2008 6:49:27 PM): joe you need to know one thing i never thought you and i could have something i was not really sure if thats what you looked like or if you really did care cause of some of the things you did im sorry you will always have a place in my heart i still love you that never went away syndy Done (10/15/2008 11:41:48 PM): im deleting you off here go be a fake to someone else im not doing this you have really no idea what you did to me you would not talk to me go be BFFs with my aunt for all i care if you cared you would have atleast tried but you didnt how do i find more friend on here i go to page and rate and leave comments but i don't have many friends it there a trick to this
why cant people stay out of other people bizness what we do is are promlem a;ll they are doing is causeing trouble for a lot of people you cant trust any one now days you think you know some one and they will fuck you over dont care how long you known them so yeah i am just now getting the hang of this site just need more people to rate me and buy drinks i will return faver thankx
Chain Letters
Click the above image to rate / rip / comment! Copy the code below and post to your friends Click the above image to rate / rip / comment! You are a "Truly Special" friend of mine and I wanted you to know how much our friendship means to me. Please click on the "Click Here To Get The Code" button at the bottom of this message, and send this to everyone that is "Truly Special" to you and let them know how you feel! if you recieve: ----------------- 1 - 3 ( Awww, a couple people really care about you! ) 4 - 6 ( Damn, you are loved aren't you! ) 7 - 12 ( WOW! Your friends absolutly adore you!!! ) Click the above image to rate / rip / comment! Copy the code below and post to your friends You are a "Truly Special" friend of mine and I wanted you to know how much our friendship means to me. Please click on the "Click Here To Get The Code" button at the bottom of this message, and send this to everyone that is "Truly Special" to you and let them know how you feel!if yo
Sappy Stuff
44)Stars How lovely stars are to watch at in the middle of the night, glaring Just looking deep in those sparkling light those bright eyes of the skies shining over us as we sleep or lay awake There must have lived a great man once since he was able to get hold of a few And placing them in your head, as eyes was the best thing he could ever do A great master of life he was indeed Some might say it wasn't such a good thing since people get mesmorized by your glare But then are those people sane enough sane enough to judge and to survive ?? The magical charisma you radiate The gorgeous look you can give to a man The adorable smile, your lips can form The great feeling your words can give or even the stupidity you can cast upon us the weaker souls in life, men You're an example of the marvellous things mother earth gives us humans in life Never have we laid eyes upon such a beauty perfectly shaped, with eyes to die for It's you darling, Stareyes, a lady
Cece's Blog
it was the age of discovery dint know if you would if it was understandable but must break connection am watched very close for the age of discovery it was caught in the teens break ties so blogs stay much to everyones delight the blogs are available for all to see but not to add for the hundred will not grow maybe your memories are supplied by the blogs such memories we have there will always be there subject: Sorry post date: 2007-11-21 11:36:45 views: 23 comments: 3 ratings: 0 I'm sorry for any problems i may have caused here i dint intentionally be rude as i found myself to be first i let a cyber stalker make me so sensitive i was handling it well but i did conspire with others to that person who was maybe a bit overzealous but i became excessive myself maybe i did overreact next was downraters i dint really care about ratings it seems i did over analyze things i am beginning to become a person i dont like and that is one perso
My friends are fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to, "hey y'all, hold my beer and watch this!" Well, I have outdone myself once again. No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a LifeTime movie in the near future. Here goes: Last weekend I spied something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my fancy" is easily tickled. I had gone into the Star Market to pick up some milk yesterday and I bought a super-ball in the checkout line -- 50 cents. What a bargain! It tickled my fancy--still does. That thing bounces soooooo high, and it has provided me with hours of entertainment. It just doesn't get any better than that, now does it?). I'm so easily distracted. That dang super-ball is so much fun. So what were we talking about? Oh yeah, I bought something really cool at Larry's Pistol and Pawn last Saturday. The occasion was my 44th birthday and I was looking for a little something extra cool. What
All Saints day, Pooky, Puca (A Mischievous spirit) Hallows Eve, All Souls Eve, All Hallows Even, are all given names for Halloween (Haela'win) an ancient pagan festival held usually on the 31st October. It began in Ireland in the 18th Century, the Celts, Britain, France were the instigators, a harvest festival in Fall (Autumn) where masks were worn to scare of evil spirits so the crops wouldn't be hindered, they called it 'Samhain' and in Welsh 'Clan Gaea . In the 19th century immigrants bought different versions of the traditions to North America and today in most Western countries to some degree in some form'' Halloween' has been integrated into the culture, in America it was the pop culture. All Saints Day or Eve was a holiday a day of religious festivities held in Northern Europe with different pagan traditions, however, it was later adapted by missionaries who put a Christian slant on it. In European circles it was considered to be a time when the spiritual world made cont
Some People
That is a good question. I guess a better one would be what a papi is to me. A Papi is a man among men. This is the guy other men should aspire to be. He is compassionate, patient, tolerant. He is brutally honest, trustworthy, intelligent and makes me feel safe. He can be gentle with me. Take my face in his hand and kiss me so tenderly that I go weak. He will hold me at night, cuddle with me on the couch and wipe away the tears when I cry - Doubtful he would be the one to cause them. not impossible, just highly unlikely He can be incredibly romantic and passionate to a complete freak in the bedroom. HE will own me in the bedroom. He will have me so turned on and teased I won't know which way is up. All I can think about is I want this man anyway, anyhow, anytime, anyplace, anywhere. There is nothing in reason I would not do for or to him. That to me is a papi and if I call you a papi you better believe I think the world of you and would never take you for granted, purposely hurt
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Wanna Win Me... Come Place A Bid
woohoo i went from 260k to 300k and now im up to a 30 day blast... yay i feel so loved now! hurry up and get ur bids in darlins, it ends sometime tomorrow! RATTO with the bid of a 30 day blast. poor fubarians gotta see me randomly pop up in that lil box for a month hahaha yes. thank u ratto u rock hun, i couldnt have been won by a better friend! go check him out now and rate if u fulove me ratto@ fubar u know u love me and wanna fu-own me. so why not take a chance and place a bid on me in this new auction being held by DJ FIRE. just click the pic and go place a bid on me, i'll love ya forever. starts march 8th
Just Leting Every One Know
My friend LadyLoneWolf is Haveing some problems it would really make her feel better if you would drop in and say hey you dont have to rate or comment just say I nice word or two and let her knoe she's not alone I know it would help out alot Thank you Cindy To all of you ass's that are Bashing LadyLoneWolf she is right you people dont givr a fuck if she tryed for you or not. She is a far better person then most too bad you didnt find that out sooner you might havejust made a friend for life but thats in the past now. Just remeber that there are alot of people out that there that want just to belong and to make friends and thats no no drama orshit like that but some of you wil never know Jess I love you girl and dont let any one ever tell you that yournot worth it Because you are better then most this chick is stealing people pix off their p
just thought i wlound let every one know i had my kidney stones removed yesterday i am doing so so but tired and very sore happpy turkey day to all merry x-mas to all and a happy new year to all as will
Misc. Stuff
Just wanted to let everyone know I made it to Tn safely. I am not sure when I will be able to get online full time. I just wanted to let everyone know that I will be moving today. I am leaving south dakota to go to TN. So please wish me luck send lots of love to my page. And pray for me lol i will need it. I will get back on as soon as i can. Love to you all Ice I am using the Library right now to get access on here fubar. I am still looking for a job in Tn its tougher then I thought. WTF is the Im over qualified for jobs bullshit, thats some funny shit right there. I finally got to meet my online Sissy Cre... she is fucking hilarious gawd I love ya sissy. My roomie well, that is a different story, J/K. Yeah I meet him off Fubar too. He is pretty cool. I am trying to get online as much as I can so be patient with me. So SHOW ME SOME LOVE ya FOOKERS LMAO. ICE
Uber Sick
Well I think I should leave the FU. I've had some creepers bother me on here and men that don't get that I am a very taken woman. So I went to the ER. They figured out whats wrong yay. So I've been really sick for the last month and the doctors have no clue whats going on at all. So basically I have this horrible pain in my lower abdominal area on the right side. Its not appendicitis. Sometimes it gets so bad that I can't move and I cry a lot. If anyone has been through this or has any ideas let me know. The pain killers the hospital is giving me aren't helping at all.
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Dec 13, 1:23 PM (ET) By RONALD BLUM NEW YORK (AP) -Alex Rodriguez set another record for baseball's highest contract, finalizing his $275 million, 10-year agreement with the New York Yankees on Thursday. A-Rod set the previous mark with his $252 million, 10-year deal with Texas in December 2000. Traded to the Yankees in 2004, he opted out of that contract Oct. 28, during the final game of the World Series. Yankees senior vice president Hank Steinbrenner said New York would not negotiate further with Rodriguez because his decision eliminated the $21.3 million subsidy the Yankees were to receive from Texas from 2008-10, a figure negotiated at the time of the trade. But Rodriguez then approached the Yankees through a managing director at Goldman Sachs and negotiated his new deal in early November without agent Scott Boras. "It seemed like the whole thing was a roller-coaster. It was very emotional," Rodriguez said on a conference call. "All along, I knew I wanted to be
Help Me
I meet this girl on Fubar, she is perfect, we get along , And she makes me happy Iam scared, but yet happy, i havent felt this way in along time what should i do????? HELP Everyone who is my friend, my fan, or my fam, stop by sign my guest book, it below the playbot bunny, on my profile, thnx guys Luv Ya,Merry Christmas HELP ME SOMEONE, how do change my backgroung on my profile,i ripped one off my friend, but i dont know how to change it or what to do, can someone be nice or sweet and help me???
Men Problems
Dan I know you may or may not read this but I hope you do. You affected my life like no one else has please don't end it this way. You made me believe there was that special someone out there for me. I was hoping he was you but just one simple click and that changed everything. How was I supposed to know I was going to make you made? How did I know how you felt about that? You never told me these things really until after we had talked about them and then you decided you don't want to talk to me anymore. The things you said to me felt so right but at the same time too good to be true. Perhaps you were just leading me on to get my heart broke. I may never know and probably never will find out now. Just know I am very truly sorry and I really do care for you so much and love you so much. Dan Swanson you could have been the one for me. Adorablewolf@ fubar With this being said I am telling I am sorry and I hope you forgive me. I love you always and forever and w
To All My Friends...
Hey guys.. just thought I would let everyone know that I am officially living on my own with the kids. Because of this change, I rarely have time to get online and talk to anyone. Plus, I am working full time and also a full time student and single mother of 6 month old twins. Yea, I am very very busy. But please send messages and leave love and Ill return the favor as soon as I can. Thanks everyone for understanding. Just to let my friends know... I'm moving the rest of my stuff to the other apartment. I'll be staying there over the weekend once all my furniture gets moved which will be in about... 4 hours or so. But I wont have internet or phone until Monday. And yea I know I have not been on alot lately. I've been really really really busy between work, school, and the kids and moving and all that. I wish I knew what I did in my past life to receive such cruel and unusual punishment. These children are going to be the death of me I swear it :P
Losing A Loved One
Murdered August 9, 2007 Well, not too much to say you was never there! I still respect you for giving me my life! As shitty as it can get I got a beautiful baby girl that keeps me going! You should be here to see her she is absolutely amazing! This is a tribute to my best homie in the world that took his life a few years back when this crazy ass world got the best of him...I miss you dude everyday! You don't have a clue man how bad it sucks to spend the holidays without you! Well dude I've made it past 25 can you believe it? Watching all of you put beneath the ground has haunted me. Why didn't we all beat the shit out of each other till we stopped killing ourselves? Why is just a little buzz never enough? I guess we are just different like that! If you was here today I'd know I'd be breaking up some fight you got your crazy ass into! Be at peace Bro where ever you ended up!
Your Cell Phone Etiquette is 28% Bad, 72% Good Your cell phone manners are quite good. Not perfect, but almost. Occasionally, you do annoy people with your cell. But when you realize it, you stop. How's Your Cell Phone Etiquette? We are having our yearly HALLOWEEN PARTY on Nov.1 . We live around Charlottsville if you would like to know more just send us a message, and if you sound safe lol we can tell you all about it. You are 90% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at
You Guys
Free Comments & Graphics Thank Each and Every one of you guys for making me feel welcomed here.. I love all my friends on here and wish you all the best... Hugssssssssss friendlygurl xoxo Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,, Welcome to my page.... Dont be shy and Hollar at me winks!
I found this in browsing the internet for learning material and thought it was beautiful. It relates beautifully into how i feel for my Master now (although he will be expecting to hear this in my own words). Wanted to share it with my fellow sub sisters and others. Perhaps it will enlighten someone who is looking to understand. I am a submissive woman ~Author Unknown i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship. i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me. i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in servin
Super Friend Requests - Take Note! Hehe
From ace31man: it was quite a pleasure to meet someone who likes superman. i am also glad you are upfront and forthcoming with your ideals and am the same way. i am requesting this friendship for exactly that. i do not play games and expect the same in return. a long distance friend who openly shares in good communication must be at the forefront. i hope we can take a journey on a long lasting friendship. let me know ok. thanks for your time. ---------------- Ok then, boys! Take note! Game on.....will you pass the test like SuperAce did? Probably I will just have to click "Deny". hehe Ok people....take note: twiizted74 KNOWS HIS WAY TO THE FRONT OF MY LINE! HERE is his beautiful friend request: "a really nice FR huh ?? ok, lets try this. I'm not looking for friends that are breathtaking (which of course u are) or just have their looks. id like to find sum that can think, chat, and just ramble about anything. id like to just be able to chat away and
What's Up With That Shit!?
It was only a day ago when I decided that I was going to drop school, drop the chance to get my diploma and move half way across the country for a guy I've fallen in love with. I checked my Fubar profile and found this.. "You may be just a bit more calculating than other folks, but today you should be ready to act on impulse when the time is right. A bold romantic move or a random change of plans can make a big difference." Isn't that the creepiest thing? I've never had a Horoscope that read so true. 10) Collect potatoes. Paint faces on them and give them names. Name one after your roommate. Separate your roommate's potato from the others. Wait a few days, and then bake your roommate's potato and eat it. Explain to your roommate, ''He just didn't belong.'' 9) Move everything to one side of the room. Ask your roommate if he knows how much an elephant weighs, and look at the floor on the empty side of the room with concern. 8) Draw a tiny black line on your nose. Make it bigger e
Hello family!!! Weekly meeting Saturday night 10 pm eastern time. Just want to remind everybody that pics are due tmw for our first family contest! looking forward to seeing your evilness Should be fun Talk to you at the meeting.We have a couple new members this week please make them feel welcome!! Love RedHotMomma666~DarkVampiress We have a last minute we are up to 13...Woot!......Come On guys...i know that tickers lookin reallllllll juicy..Tell your friends,tell your family,even the mailman........also..self comment bombing is allowed sooooooooo.....get to it!! Bombing!.....Vinn To better facilitate things...we are switching the Family Meetings to Sundays at 10pm...hopefully this will help with a stronger turnout....also our contest is a having ended at last Saturday at 10pm...we have noticed a few people that continued voting,but those do not count because it was after the contest had ended,BUT they will be be generously compensated for thei
Fuck All These Motherfucking Bitches
all ya gotta do is be the 50th person to rate and comment all my pics and thumbs up all my stashes...sooooo simple a cave man could do it!!! thoughts on who is better for the country dont forget to rate this 1111111
Crying Angel
Thought i would stop in and tell the story why i deleted my account...and having to start over...well some personal problems came into veiw and to save my marriage i deleted...when i deleted my account it was meant for good..but hubby knew how much i enjoy comming on here and playing that he told me i could come back...when i redid my account it didnt don on me that i had my pictures on another computer and not on here so that is why i only have 11 hoping that all the friends i did have will look me back up and come back to me...i have found a few of them but not all....and the ones that added me now i hope we get to all become good friends...but this is my story of what happen to crying angel.... hey guys just wanted to come in and say im sorry that i havent been on here much.....i have joined a new site that has taken up most of my time.... my pixs r locked down (most naughty ones) and their wont be any more sorry ....the only way i will do pixs is if they r
Fire And Ice
please welcome her! you all know what to do! fire and ice rocks! :) ~ஐ~ Pearl ~ஐ~Global Bombers,Studio 54 *Bouncer*,Rate Spankers~FUWife2TigersEye~Fire&IceC@ fubar We got 2 down and just 2 more to go, you guys are awesome! We have one more happy hour after this, lets see what you can do :) ☆HΣLLIℜΣ☆@ fubar W.I.S.E.U.K.F~OFFICIAL ,L,U,V CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Hey all! Shes got a little over 20,000 to go! If we all pitch in then we can get it done! lilmamma1@ fubar
Slow Mo
I might not be the easiest to get along with at times. You know that more than anyone else. I cant make you stay or care. I can only be here for you. I hope one day you will see what you really mean to me.I'm sorry I cant be what you want or need.Without a doubt I love you Bevin and I will for the rest of my life.
Matt's Corner Of The World
Funny story - Last night me and my girlfriend went to see Motley Crue 'cause free tickets rock. Anyway, the gf has been on her period and didn't feel like bringing her purse in, so she shoved things in my pockets. When we got to the front door, there were cops using metal detectors on everyone. It went off for me, and I emptied my pockets. There it was, a giant fucking pad. The cop walked over and picked it up, looking at it with a confused expression on his face. I had to explain without laughing my ass off. FAITH NO MORE ARE GETTING BACK TOGETHER!!! *pisses himself* *dies* *comes back to life and dies again* Sorry! Just in a state of shock! The only thing better is to hear that Pink Floyd are going to tour the US! Won't happen, but then again I never thought Faith No More would get back together!!! WOW!!!11!!1!!one!!!one!!!fifty-five!!!! *dies again* I am a man of few words when I first hang out with someone for the first few times, then I eventually open up more and more. It's
Just Some Thoughts
It is snowing like crazy here,a nd my dogs are in the back yard playing in it, they love it!!! Dogs can be so much fun at times. So now I can not only see if my friends are on line in my bar tab, but I can also see who they are leaving comments to. Wow, as if things werent bad enough with people getting all upset why I didnt leave a comment for them, or why I left one for so and so, but now they can see who is commenting who. This is going to cause so real drama here. Time to find out who your true friends are and who is just playing games I guess. Lets the games begin!! LOL Can any ladies explain to me why nice guys just dont cut it with you? What is it about the bad boys that makes them more attractive and more desirable than a nice guy?
new ------------------------------ "It takes strength to be certain It takes courage to have doubts. It takes strength to fit in, It takes courage to stand out. It takes strength to feel a friend's pain, It takes courage to feel your own pain. It takes strength to hide your own pains, It takes courage to show them. It takes strength to stand guard, It takes courage to let down your guard. It takes strength to conquer, It takes courage to surrender. It takes strength to endure abuses, It takes courage to stop them. It takes strength to stand alone, It takes courage to lean on a friend. It takes strength to love, It takes courage to be loved. It takes strength to survive, It takes courage to live." by David L. Griffith Its funny i sit here day after day trying to think of what to write as my fingertips rest over the keys and nothing nothing happens. I used to be able to write with ease no problems, my feelings would just pore out on to the pape
My Poetry
Time It gives you a start And races throught your heart. It goes without saying And goes without paying. It gives you the gain That keeps you insane. It gives you the pain That gives you the shame. It gives you the laughter That forms into tears. It gives you the joys Which forms into fears. It gives you the challenges That never goes unchallenged. It gives you the ways That continues through your days. It gives you the questions Which never goes unanswered. It gives you the answers Which never goes unquestioned. It gives you the hate That keeps up to date. It gives you the saying That life is our fate. Life is like a bowl of cherries. Seeming to be so easy. But When the cherries Have all been eaten. You are left with only the pits. It's here That you soon realize That life is truly really The Pits. if man were made perfect -- Complete as can be -- Then God Would have never Created The 'She' For man is The Trunk, The Branch And
I lost a lot of time with you. I have not been here as long as you, and yet, I have pushed harder to see you then you have to see me. It's almost as if it would be better if you were never in my life... I don't understand you, and yet no one really understands me. I don't even understand me. I don't get how you can block out the pain you gave me, my sister, "our family". I don't understand how you can just come and go with no feelings at all. You always said I was like you, but I am nothing like you... I am me, Courtney... the girl that has turned into a women and has spread her wings, and stopped needing you a long time ago. Yet, time and time again you have made it clear that you need me, you need us, your just not man enough to say it still to this day. You tried to talk to me the other day... I tried to be kind, but it was so hard... Now I don't know what to do, I'm once again a girl with a broken heart and I can't help but me bitter like you. I lost a lot of time. A
Kats Erotica
I give you a glance and you catch on right away... I bite my lip and excuse myself to the restroom... I wait so impatient with an already dripping wet pussy in the bathroom stall... A few minutes which seem to me like hours I hear the door creak open and see your boots appear under the stall door... I slowly unlock and open the door... A smirk creeps to your lips... I need those lips all over me I think to myself... But not wanting to seem too eager I slowly just back into the tiny stall to give you room to enter. You slide in and close and lock the door behind you! You step forward into me and whisper in my ear... "Princess why did you have to wear that skirt you know I can't contain myself! Um I told you the bathroom would be the spot." I giggle and you interrupt my laughter with your tongue... Massaging my tongue with yours... your lips taste like salt from dancing umm I savor your taste! You turn me to the door so my back is pressed up against it... Your hands are like a wild fire
Purple Cloud
this is for all my friends on fubar, i am really sorry for the messages i have left on life is in a state of chaos and i am not sure how to deal with it right daughter is dealing with Irritible Bowel Syndrom and it has been really stressful for both of us, we are having to learn what causes her pain and so far we haven't found it....i am tired of seeing my little girl in so much pain and i can't do a thing for her...she is on meds but they don't help much right now and it really makes me kind of sad and stressed to see her like this all the time and know i can't help her..... we might have to run a scope down her throat soon and that also worries me.....and just lots of other things in my life are going on too that are changing more and more each day....not sure what i am going to do but right now i feel like hiding inside myself and never coming out...yea i know not a good thing to do, it will still be there when i come back....but i am tired of the stress and bein
He Needs Help
Whats Going On
How can you go from saying I love you to hurtng that one you love??? HOW?? Im getting ready to give up on love & getting fu-married. Nothing but heartache. Sick of crying..see what you caused? Ive always had the same problem with being on networking sites. Like I never get messages or always got to approach people first. Im not sure what it is. Is it me? Am I ugly,am I boring,am I not wanted to talk with b/c I post no nudes? What is it. This isnt to get people feeling sorry for me its not. Trust me I know we all have jobs,got stuff to do but Im ALWAYS the one that has to shoutout to my friends first & its like they dont want bothered. Been hella long too since I even got a gift bought for me. it me? For those of you that are actually my friends on here..Im deleting my account. If you wanna keep in contact with me give me your yahoo or something. Tired of the effin drama on here. Tired of Adding people then you try talking to them & they dont wanna talk to you.
Gettin Fu-hitched? Need Somebody To Perform The Ceremony : Look In Here!!
I got this thru an email from the Screaming Eagles website..I thought some of you would enjoy it. must warn you it is kinda a tear jerker. amanda So I was browsing a poem website and under military, this one came up. It's from a soldier from Ft. Campbell, last year and thought that we could all use to read something like this right about now. If I ever go to war... If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know i
The Day At The Beach
OMG I had the most awesome dream last night, let me tell you all about came over to me in the late hrs of the night, it was pouring out side so when you got here you were soaking wet,so i suggest you get out of those wet clothes and into some thing you went to the bedroom to change into a robe while ur clothes dried i came in to join you sat on the edge of the bed i put some soft suductive music on and began swaying my body bk and you watch with such amazement on ur face you slide up to the bk of the bed to enjoy,as you begin to breathe with such anticipation of what was to happen next..i slowly removed my blouse undoing 1 button at a time very slowly,until it was totally removed and exposing my red silk bra, as i slid my hand up my arm across my shoulder to lower 1 strap at a time.then turning around to undo my bra, while dancing and swaying even faster to the beat of the music, i turn around with both of my hands covering my breasts allowing you t
My Thoughts
I try to post things that are fun, exciting, and makes each of us think. I want us to examine ourselves and if I can get any blackmail information on you it is a bonus. Lets discuss kissing.......... How much tongue is too much? When do you first kiss a woman? Tell me of your best kiss? I am like all men in hoping I am the best kisser, lover, friend......... well not so much friend LOL I also love to kiss. It is something that is pleasurable, arousing, and if done correctly painless....and not too messy I personally like to initially do light lip kisses, and let the moment simmer. I then take my cue from the woman as to how to proceed. My most memorable kiss was a woman I was meeting for the first time. I was on a three hour flight, and had another 45 minute bus ride so I had some time to think about this. When she arrived to pick me up, I walked up to her kissed her deeply, and for about a minute but it seemed longer. She must have been impressed since three but
With his eyes, he sees her beauty, But it's not the thing that pulls Him to her. With his ears, he hears her sweet voice But it's not the thing that pulls Him to her. With his dreams, he feels her touch, But it's not the dream that pulls Him to her. With his heart, he sees another heart, One that has been tormented One that has lasted even through The toughest of times. With his soul, he hears her soul Tortured to the point of tears, Yet standing strong. With his words, he tries to touch her, And prays that she knows that His words are true. He sees more than just the beauty That was given at birth, He sees the beautiful angel That no one else appreciates, That no one else truly knows. The one that may have a tarnished halo, And yes, she has broken wings, Yet, someday, those wings will heel, And she'll soar above him. He sees the goodness in her heart, And even through the pain, He see the blessing that she is, Not because of her eyes, or hair, But
i was watching a law program today and i was wondering what the hell is up with ppl in this world we live in , I mean if you commit a crime and get away with it you commit another if you get caught you blame the socity , if you cheat in your girlfriend or boyfriend it's because you were tired of their crap or you think it's thier fault and they made youu do it, what makes me all pissed is well blame everyone else for our bullshit when in fact we are our own problem so take some responsabiltyfor yourself and stop blaming everyone else and look to yourself i have 2500 left to level please help a blind man can still see a deaf man can still hear a mute man can still talk HOW COME YOU WITH ALL YOUE SENSES CANT
Poem's For Those Who Want To Get To Know Me!!
Ok I have been off for awhile and a lot of things have gone down to say the least, about 8 months ago I broke up with my Gf at the time. I broke up with her because she disrespected me and my family at my grandmas funeral and had no respect for me. I then find out that she is pregnant. I allso find out that it might not be mine, and she is all like well you got to step up and be the man and your nothing but this and that and other shit behind my back. I have overheard it and I have had friends tell me she has said it ( we work in the same place) but then to my face she is like aww baby I love you I want to be with you, which I think is a bunch of bull shit. I have told her that all I want is a DNA test and I have said I have no problem taking care of my own. I mean am I in the wrong for not being back with her? I only want to have somebody to love me for who I am, to be able to understand and appreciate the things that I bring to the table. Shit I want somebody who can take care of
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True Love
My heart will eventually find a partner, whether its in the shadows of the city or in the penthouse overlooking it. -legacy Was the world one big tragedy? Roaming through the shadows of traveled roads Starving for a hope fulfilled, a dream that touches your hand. Motivation through the clarity of geniune thought, of what must be done No tragedy will deter the will of man, if in his heart he believes it must be done. What determines a man..... Strength, leadership, passion, loyalty, compassion, love, and sometimes fear. A life born to a circumstance unknown to him. A life that has the potential to see happiness. A child scorn for the color of his skin, the size of his eyes, and even the size of his waist. As the child grows to the body of his teens, eyes start to see someone that has always been there. Flattery...starts to change his path, as he views what seems to be the friends that everyone wants. A life becomes consumed by oneself. A life in the midst of others, becomes a wo
Emergency Medical Services (stupid) Frequently Asked Questions with answers! Q. Do you need to go to school for this or can anyone do it? A. You have to go to school, it is long and hard and most of the people involved like to abuse the hell out of you while you are doing it. Q. Hey, Ambulance dudes, how do I get to the Dead concert at the Oakland Coliseum? (or any other request for directions) A.Hmm, well,uhhh. I'm sorry I don't think you can get there from here. Q. I'm seeing things, will you take me to the hospital? A. Sure, if you are seeing rats and bugs we will take you to County Hospital, if you are seeing music and hearing colors we will take you to the Berkeley border and drop you off, you'll fit right in. Q. Do you like you like your job? A. Yes, in spite of everything I do like my job. Q. Do you make a lot of money? A. Not enough by a long shot. At least not after my State, Local, and Federal Government gets through with my check. Q. How come the Pol
Family Updates
As many of you know Heartisic Soul has done it again, this time its "The 1,000,000 Valentine. This is the link to her blog: She has also added an album "Giveaway for the $1,000,000 Valentine." By rating and commenting on these tags wins that person hearts. Each rate earns 2 hearts and each comment earns 1 heart. Well i have a tag in that album, here is the link to that tag: Please stop by and rate and comment on my tag. Thank you all, slavedolphin Heartisic Soul is a great person so go show her some luv, Heartistic Soul@ fubar Im in the hottest bi-female contest. Please come show me lots of luv. Tennessee Tiger is the host so please show her lots of love to. It ends Dec. 7. Please go vote for me, here is the link, this is a specal thank you to A/all that helped me the most and made the Hottest Bi-female on Fubar contest a blast. i did not with the most comments, i won by being the judges fav. please go show all these P/peo
Fucking Around
So how many of you truely think you have friends on this site? I mean I use this site to unwind from the day to day life here in IRAQ and then out of the blue fucking drama smashy the fucking internet world. Why do ppl feel the need to care who you have as friends on your page and what they say to you. I hate the fact that ppl judge you by the friends you have. If you dont like the friends I have then fuck off and I didnt need you as a friend to begin with. Cuz life is to fucking short to give a fuck about others. If you have a grudge or a complaint take it somewhere else cuz it aint worth the headache that comes along with it. If ppl here think im immature or whatever. Fuck it, cuz I still collect my paycheck at the end of the day, I will still keep the friends that are dear to my heart. And Im still going to have fucking fun while Im doing it. If you dont like it, you know where the block and delete button are. Today was a crazy fucking day. My plt is out here at the JSS w
The Dance
I am so totally madly deeply in
X"mas Songs.....
Josh Groban - Believe Mariah - All i want for christmas is YOU S - Christmas In My Heart
Come Join Me In The Chill Factor=)
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Im Leaving!
I made a Tribute page on Facebook for my husband Peter. Feel free to have a look and join the group please that would mean alot to me! Thank you! === '~KOOGERBABE~ Im not coming back my husband died today and this is no joke' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-01 19:40:04'.. > > My husband yes i was married died today in a accident at work and i now will no longer becoming on here anymore. I have my 3 kids to look after and thats all i need! Here is his link to his page! Luvlicks3@ fubar

Speaking of RIC FLAIR if people didnt know Ric does a lot for WWE then just wrestle he writes a lot of roles on there he has been doing that for yrs the man is in a class by his self in the WWE , he is also going on 60 yrs old he has done his time as a wrestler now its time to move on and in join his family . but he is not done with it , he will stay and write for the younger wrestlers and help them out he need to become a manger well I have had a bad week so far I cant sleep too good 12-24-2004 we had to pull my mother off a life support at 9.00 that morning and she passed away that evening at 5. we done all we could do and the doctors did too , she had cancer.. but I know where she is now she is being taken care of and not hurting anymore she is in heaven and I miss her so much god bless mom and merry Christmas I miss you so much SOUTH CHARLESTON, W.Va. - A gas statio
Salute Pictures Exchange - Do Me One I'll Do You One
is it to much to ask ... for a hugg for a kiss for an i love you once a day for some understanding for some kind words for some kind of acknowledgment i guess so cause you give it to others and not to me y dont you love me lik eyou love her is it cause she younger is it cause she will take pics that she shouldnt is it beacuse she isnt me im coming in second again... second in life second in love i come in first only for being not pretty being lonely being stupid being messed up i really messed up more time then i can say so i guess in that i came in first also But in love i come in last.. yet in heartache i come in first.
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In the midnight hours I think to myself You live and die and then what else? Life is nothing but a pointless game No matter how you play it; it ends the same These are the thoughts going through my head Does it really matter if Im alive or dead What you do today doesnt seem to matter tomorrow Makes the concept of meaning to life hard to swallow The madding chaos swallows me whole Im still breathing but I have lost my soul Fade to black give in to the release Maybe in hell Ill find some peace I cant take this anymore, Ive thought it through Now there is only one thing left to do After Im gone no one will care Closed casket at my funeral and no one is there I am tired of feeling like a piece of shit I hope after I am dead the pain will quit Looking for the one who caused my misery And after searching, the only one to blame is me Cock the hammer back put the barrel to my head White walls soon to be splattered in red An instant of pain, then by death
"The beauty of your life depends on how you love the things you do, how you do the things you love and how you love the one who loves u." I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have...some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing..but the truth is: "to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all"... He handed her 14 roses. 13 roses are real & 1 is fake . He said i'll love you until the last one dies.. She gladly accepted them. But when she grabbed them , She said "one of these is fake!" He said "exactly. that's because i will love you forever."
I cant seem to figure this system out hell I cant even find the help section LOL How cool is this Fubar on my Blackberry. It seems to work ok but is not as fast as my laptop. Have a great day all. I am so burned out cant wait to go on vacation, get some fishing and just relax,
Im tired and not happy. I'll offend a lot of you and I'm as immature as you think. I'll never grow up but at least I'm responsible. I'm a good guy sometimes, usually after I'm a lil unsober and you start looking better :) Just kiddin, not even alcohol could do that for you. I don't even know why I'm on this website. I think it's because of friends and boredom. I like lil freaks that are into all kinds of weird sex with parapalegic midgets and people on wheel chairs. Its okay I dont participate I just watch. Look I know I'm not attractive but at least I'm all full of sunshine and happiness. Some people think I'm a good guy, thats usually cause they only met me for a short time and I probably seduced them somehow. I'm not single, I committed to drama. If you really want to send me a friend request you need a head check, just send me lil gifts and we'll pretend like we know each other. I'm bored again... Yeah so I was invited here by the good graces of Will (ohsnap ugotdaaids)to impress u
Personal Stuff
In the mumms today a girl posed this question: "Is it possible to fall in love online, and will it last?" Thinking that those of you who didn't catch that mum just might enjoy my answer, I saved it for you here: "It will absolutely be the bestest thing that ever happened to you! You will marry a man named Karl next June. You will soon have twins, and you shall name them Justin and Andrea. Justin will become a gay pornstar, and Andrea will become a professional alligator wrestler. Your husband will eventually become rich and powerful, but on his 45th birthday will dump you for two blondes named Inga and Helga. You will receive millions of dollars in the divorce settlement, though, and go and live in Paris, where you will become a world-reknowned fashion designer. You will die in you 90's, wealthy beyond your wildest dreams and beloved by all mankind, and there will be a glistening cloud-city built in your honor." I hope that blew enough hot air up the silly little bunt's skirt.
All About Me And Junk Lol
well theres been some DRAMA go'n on which is GAY, but my friend beth been here for a few months now and im glad she's here, theres been alot of shit go'n on here for real....i've been go'n out for 2 weeks streight lol, right about now im sick, we're gett'n a new house hopefully by next week, my dad has been work'n on it for the past week and its look'n good, i can't wait 2 move in, im hope'n we move in by next week or the 20th im soo excited :D.....oh oh and umm someone is come'n 2 visit me for v-day :D im soo happy about that too and i soo can't wait for that either but anyways thats it for now so ima go so ttyl byes ilyas!! Muah!!:D Well ii got FU married to themann19 yes im very happy w. my FU hubby and ii'm glad that he asked me to FU marry him, it was surprising that he asked me, after ii read the message w. the ring ii got all excited lol, anyways im very happy that we got FU married!! ii love my FU hubby!! =] ii got FU married on 12.12.07 @ 1:10a.m The newest spot
Poetry Far From Normal
Fallow... The whispers... That then turn to screams... Words hallow... Mean nothing... Truths told... Lies found tomarrow... Acheing hearts... Then do hurt... Shallow minds... Scheme and find us... Words they fail me... Your hearts on fire... Your eyes tell your desire... Show me your love... Know me like no other... You are... So beautiful... You are... So loveable... You are... Like no other... You are... You are... You are... like no other... Come dance with me... underneath a moon lite sky... Touch my heart hold it tight... Show me what true love means... Let the rest of the world part... A green meadow... A flowery shore... A lilly filled pond... A buterfly beating its wings... A rain drop falls... A melody in the air... A first kiss... A love newly born...
My Blog
....I am so frickin' frustrated! WHY?!? WHY?!? WHY?!? ...what color are yours and what does that say about you? My color says is ALL about me. Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very
Native Roots
From the Gospel of Peace: In everything that is life is the law written. You find it in the grass, in the tree, in the river, in the mountain, in the birds of heaven, in the fishes of the sea; But seek it chiefly in yourselves. For I tell you truly, all living things are nearer to God than the scriptures without life. God so made life and all living things that they might by the ever living word, teach the laws of the true God to man. God wrote not the laws in the pages of books, but in your heart and in your spirit. The words of Jesus Christ as recorded by the Disciple John in the Gospel of Peace Celtic blessings for the season "Nollaig Faoi Shean Is Faoi Mhaise Dhuit" Knoll-ig f'wee haan ss f'wee shun-ah g-with (A Christmas of Happiness and Joy to you) (old Irish Saying) "May peace and plenty be the first to lift the latch on your door, and happiness be guided to your home by the candle of Christmas." "In
It's hard to believe it really has been that long, but 18 years ago, this beautiful girl was born into my life. She's always been Daddys Girl, as much as my son was attached to my wife, she was attached to me. I remember how she used to look at me with those big brown eyes smiling, as if she really believed I could do ANYTHING. :) Well she has grown up into a mature responsible kind hearted civic minded young lady, who is almost always willing to play the role of peacemaker, but do not let that soft exterior fool you, once her patience has run out, she can be a bulldog. I love her and I'm so proud of her, a dad couldn't ask for a better daughter. Well today is the 2 year anniversary of the saddest day in my life, the day my son was paralyzed from his chest down in a car accident. What kind of life is that for a 16 year old (now 18), to be confined to a wheelchair! We hope & pray that a cure is found someday soon. Progress in stem cells does seem promising! Make
I cannot be felt, seen or touched; Yet I can be found in everybody; My existence is always in debate; Yet I have my own style of music. What Am I? i am a soul! Only one color, but not one size, Stuck at the bottom, yet easily flies. Present in sun, but not in rain, Doing no harm, and feeling no pain. What is it. it a shadow lol! Two convicts are locked in a cell. There is an unbarred window high up in the cell. No matter if they stand on the bed or one on top of the other they can't reach the window to escape. They then decide to tunnel out. However, they give up with the tunneling because it will take too long. Finally one of the convicts figures out how to escape from the cell. What is his plan? they used the dirt from the plan to tunnel and piled it up to escape lol! kinda stupid
My Health
hello all I went to the Dr today and the counts came up again which is a good thing it came up 26 thousands more which is up to 86 thousands but the total that has came up is so far is 77 thousands it has came up they are hoping that in a couple more weeks that we can start taking me off the med's but I'm not holding my breathe I feel like the Michelin tire guy( the big white guy) or the marshmallow guy from ghostbuster I have gain a total 13 lbs in 4 weeks and I found out it all fluid and will hope goes away once I'm off the med's but the next appointment is 01/07/2008 and there keeping and eye on the sugar to because it could get high sugar with this but cross your fingers this doesn't this has been a real wake -up call for me and I'm doing the best I can with it I get really snappy at the kids and everyone but this will go away thank you !!!! I don't know how much more I can take but I will write again and let you know what comes from the next appointment happy new years all be sa
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Country Boy Journals
After further debating... I have decided to totally get rid of fubar all together... So come tomorrow morning... This account will be gone... If you wanted to say good-bye to me before I do so... speak now or forever hold your piece... If you wanna add me to your myspace... Go ahead... and the email is Its been over a year since I joined this site... I have met alot of great people and gained alot of close friends... But as of Saturday Dec 15th, 2007; I will be either deleting my Fubar account or taking a "LONG LEAVE" from it... Those that I am close to know how to find me... It been fun being here but I gotta go take care of what is more important... Later yall... Ever since I got back to Florida, the biggest question I've been asked is... What now?!?... Well in this blog I wil tell you what's next in my life... The biggest thing is find a job... I have two different jobs I am looking at... and it depends whats the bett
provided by: How To Be A PIMP Part 4 ALWAYS..... *Find ways to keep your women without kissing there ass. *Seek knowledge about the pimp game. *Be positive in everything you do,especially the pimp game. *Take care of the little things,and if the female is qualified make her take care of the big things. *Keep your mind on your money. *Live by the rules you set on your women. *Keep the pimp/bitch relationship well defined. *Be a puzzle to your women, that's a way you keep them. *Reemeber what you are, a pimp!!! *Remember, the only heaven for a pimp is the one filled with women and money. *Remember a pimp's wardrobe has to be neat and clean, his ride must be eye catching. A Playa only plays for so long, then he's played out. A Hustler only hustles for so long, then he's hustled out. A Whore only whores for son long, before shes whored out. A PIMP only pimps for so long and thats for life!!! From all the PIMPS I've known
Okies I posted some new Pictures of my Purple Hairs^_^ Im happy with it, altho this color fades fast so I prolly wont have it for long. Im leaving for work today, soo Ill be on a shitty Internet connection till Thursday or so and wont be online a whole lot. This new BarTab Shit is bs, sooo I encourage even more, If youve got new shit and/or you want me to come leave love/rates on your page then let me know because its even harder now to keep track of this shit. Just drop a note here or something saying you need some luvins. Hope everyones haveing a fantastic week! *Muah* I put up somemore blond pics, this weekend Im going to be doing my hair purple smoke:) im excited, havent done that one yet. but yeah, Wintery pictures, hope everyone has a happy holidays! [P.S. Sorry if ive not responded or been slow, Ive been HELLA busy this week and Ive got a ton of work to do this weekend, altho im working on catching up now:), drop me a note if you feel neglected and ill come
Just A Whisper And 3way
It was a wet Monday morning. She sat at her computer and logged on. He was online!!! But today she didnt feel that fluttering in her stomach, or that quickening of her heart when she saw his name. The spark had died. Somewhere along the way they had lost the intimacy and she was hurt and sad. Her mind drifted back to all the hours they had spent online together...all the fun they had hadand my, what fun it had been! She remembered the day that he had made her cum seven times. All he had to do was say those three magic words and she was putty in his hands....oh what a feeling it still gave her when she remembered it. She closed her eyes and let her thoughts drift she lay there she heard a noise and opened her eyes...and there before her was the man who had stolen her heart online. She couldn't believe that he was actually here in her lounge, coming towards her. He walked towards her and smiled. She stood up and went straight into his though she belonged t
Blog 1
I am just brainstorming for a minute and I started thinking, what is the perfect match in a man for me to fall head over heals in love with? I am a real sucker for the simple kind of guy. One that's not in any way shape or form complicated and he can be amused just by sitting on the porch talking all night. He doesnt have to have a ton of money, or a baby face. He has to be a survivor and not let everything out on the plate at once. Its always nice to hold a little bit back when the time is right. I love a man who is quite, someone who has his guard up. Someone who doesnt let everyone know his buisness, and that in its self makes him more mysterious. He has to really get me if ya know what I mean. When I look at him I will know that we are perfect for each other but its hard finding that. He has to have my interest in music of course, and just be repulsed by stupid people lol. I am a retard and I know it, its just that this is the kind of stuff that I think about when I lay my head dow
Night Life
As the new UK 24-hour licensing law comes into affect this month, what will that mean for the average clubber? Are we all going to lose it? Erica Samba-Ngoie investigates For years, the UK press have been telling us how weve all become a nation of binge drinkers, how we seem to take particular joy in seeing how many vodkas & sambucas we can chuck down our throats on a Friday night, before being released onto the streets to fight and vomit with each other. Does relaxing the law on drinking then mean that well all end up paraplegic, sorry, paraletic, or will we simply change our social habits to go out later and stay out longer? Earlier in the year, Ministry of Sound won the right to have its license extended. On Friday November 24th, youll be able to come to the club and stay drinking at the bar well past the usual 2am lock down. Naturally, we think its a great idea (as Im sure you do!) but will that push the average Ministry of Sound clubber, as some people fear, into the
EMT Prayer LORD, Grant me the wisdom so that I may treat those of your children that lay at my feet. Let my hands be gentle, sure and swift to impart to them your sacred gift. Let me see only a patient's need not their color, race or creed. Help me always to be my best even when it's on my hours rest. Grant me the insight to understand why patients of mine are going to die. Let me remember that when they do there is a wonderful life in Heaven with You. Lord, if in the time of duty I should fall help my family to hold their heads tall. For it was You who decided that I should be one of your chosen few, an EMT. -Author Unknown EMS Tribute want to tell you lies I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't
Christmas Songs
Merry Christmas Wherever you are I have no reason for shopping this season but I hung your stocking today it makes me feel better though were not together youll always be in my heart Merry Christmas wherever you are Since it was Christmas I thought you might call or have you stopped thinkin about me at all It be a perfect white Christmas a story book picture if I could just share it with you though youre not here with me Ive got your memories and youll always be in my heart Merry Christmas wherever you are Though youre not here with me Ive got your memories they keep me goin sweetheart Merry Christmas wherever you are Merry Christmas wherever you are Let it be Christmas everywhere in the hearts of all people both dear and the far Christmas everywhere feel the love of the season wherever you are on the small country roads line with green mistletoe big city streets where a thousand lights glow Let it be Christmas everywhere let hevenly music fill the air let every
Magically Gifted Of A Fallen Angel
Have you ever had the feeling of finally..That finally you are doing it right,finally you feel no fear and finally you feel you can love the way you have only dreamt about.. If you have read my other blogs you have idea of what I did when I was on this site before,even got to a level 21,but on the way there I hurt some one because of my revenge against someone else and couldn't come clean with him over my deceit over who I really was..It was never done intentional,but all the same I did this deed.I not only did it once but twice.. I love this person I just didn't know how to be me.I got so wrapped up into the character I was portraying that I got lost in it all,I was becoming this other person in so many ways. Now I can only be me and you know what he accepts me for who I am and he really loves me too.He looks over my flaws,he looked over what I had done,even though I did so much wrong,he stayed by my side and still is..It has been a hard road to get back to us and yes we still
February 17, 2007 1917 Kentucky Ave. Flint,Michigan 48506 State of Michigan 53rd Circuit Court Presque Isle County To Whom It May Concern: This is my response to case number 08-083142-DO 1> I have lived 180 days in Michigan 2> My address is correct 3> The date of marriage is correct 4> There is a major breakdown of marriage 5> Sarah is not pregnant to my knowledge 6> There are no children involved 7> There is no property to divide I was the major provider in the marriage. 8> The unpaid bills was before we got married 9> I am requesting a restraining order due to harassment by Sarah 10> I believe the vehicle I bought during our marriage came from my insurance and she did not help in any repairs or cost of the vehicle I believe this marriage should be dissolved on the fact the marriage has broken down there is no way in my mind that the marriage will and can be resolved. Thank you:
Cobra StarshipThe Church Of Hot AddictionMusic Video Codes By Music The Church Of Hot Addiction ( Cobra Starship ) Just let me ask you: Hey, have you heard of my religion? It's called the Church of Hot Addiction And we believe that God has lust for everything Because now, The time has come for your devotion And you already got a notion Of what I need So give it, just give it, Just give it to me You're willing, I'm waiting. Turn out the lights Tonight I am the drug you can't deny Tonight G-A-B-E gonna get you high My love is electric My love is electric, yeah My love is electric My love is electric, yeah Just let me tell you Hey, you gotta get the Cobra bless now You're really only selling sex now But I can pay The price you charge for what I need Because I, I've got a nasty new compulsion And you've already got a notion Of what I need So give it, just give it, Just
Sts-122 Atlantis Launch Blog
STS-122 Atlantis Launches!! Feb. 7, 3:00 p.m. EST 2:20 p.m. - The Mission Management Team is being polled for launch and everyone has reported they are "go" for launch today. The MMT, as it is known, reports that the space shuttle Atlantis is ready for the mission. 2:35 p.m. At T-9 minutes and holding . . . Weather is green and all remains on schedule for a 2:45 p.m. liftoff. 2:36 p.m. T-9 minutes and counting . . . The countdown has resumed for the launch of space shuttle Atlantis on the STS-122 mission. The last minutes of the countdown will see the orbiter access arm retracted to the tower, the beanie cap withdrawn from the top of the external tank and, of course, the launch itself. The liftoff is on schedule for the planned 2:45 p.m. launch time and weather is not expected to be an issue. Atlantis will be aiming for a precise corridor in space so it can catch the International Space Station on Saturday. 2:38 p
Carnage Of Mislead Youth
Her life spills into her lap Making an attempt to expel all her madness Bitter. Nude. Comfortless she waits.. Only wanting to smile, she makes a final plea To detach from this anguish without an apology- Her thoughts all the same Imagination and heartache as lively as ever She looked at more veins she should sever She has sensations from where she has drained Her skin tingled with sharp pain Eyes catching every star an eclipse She smiled as she parted her lips Ashen and weak She could not speak All the things she once desired -have now been thrown into the Fire. I am terrorI am your dark flameEverything you want me to beYou will not be ashamed Entwined in my illusion You're nothing to me anymoreAn unworthy opponent you have becomeSluggish, self abused, bastard, whore Remember the dayThat day when you threw me awayYou told me I was worthlessThat I wouldn't be better than this I now stand at your pitLooking down I start to regretAll the rage I can't forget I don
Quotes About The U.s. Marine Corps
"Artillerymen believe the world consist of two types of people; other Artillerymen and targets." - Unknown "There is NO job in the Field Artillery for the weak, the timid or the indecisive." - Unknown "Artillery adds dignity, to what would otherwise be an ugly brawl" - Frederick the Great, king of Germany, 1740 to 1786 "Gunners will always fight together, drink together, laugh together, and morn together." - Unknown A Toast to the Guns By them we live, For them we would die. Whatever the Mission, We'll give it a try. We'll serve them with Honor For they are the ones; That make us Artillerymen, So here's to the Guns: TO THE GUNS!! - Unknown "You can't describe the moral lift, when in the fight your spirits weary hears above the hostile fire, Your own artillery. Shells score the air like wavy hair from a forward battery. As regimental cannon crack While from positions further back, in bitter sweet song overhead crashing discordantly Division's
COULD EVERYONE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK PLEASE If anyone is interested I know a guy who needs companionship. His name is Thomas is not relationship material but likes companionship. He is 47 yrs old. Lives alone and is very casual. This is his number if u are in or around Mobile alabama give him a call. 251-689-0713 ITS AMAZING HOW SOME PPL THINK THINGS REVOLVE AROUND THEM. HOW THEY THINK NO ONE HAS FEELINGS BUT THEM, PPL THAT THINK THEY ARE GOD'S GIFT TO THE WORLD AND THEY ARE MASTER WHEN REALLY ALL THEY ARE IS WEEK AND EXTREMELY ANNOYING AND I'M TELLING U AND U KNOW WHO IN TALKIN BOUT UR NOT ALL THAT AND ITS TIME U CHECK INTO REALITY GROW UP BEFORE ITS TO LATE HUGS EVERYONE ELSE LOVE YA
Nick's Fubar Blog
IRON MAIDEN fan site has issued the following, courtesy of Eddie's Italian Fanzine: "Last weekend Italy saw a truly memorable event: the second annual "Eddie's National Convention" of Maiden fans and of Eddie's, the Italian fanzine dedicated to Iron Maiden. Special guest on the 2 nights was the marvellous Dennis Stratton (former Maiden guitarist), who really put a flame to the 1,300 fans who came to Milan and Prato. TRICK OR TREAT, TONY LIOTTA and THE CLAIRVOYANTS served Mr Stratton a red hot audience, which exploded on the notes of the unforgettable tracks of Iron Maiden, played by Dennis and his friend Mike De Jager, with The Clairvoyants. Two incredible nights, a great artist, a number of talented musicians and mad Maiden and Rock fans. See photos at and look for more in the next issue of Eddie's." Through and BW&BK has learned that, "for the millions of people who want to go to the Ahmet Ertegun Tribute Con
These lovely people have won me in auctions here on fubar and I couldn't help but share them with you!! Show them lots of love!! My Sexy Soldier ~п GThϢdr~H FRR@RT ЧLL'$ TL|{RWѣ ߥ ♦vl gl & @ fubar My Japan Travel Buddy [[lol..:P]] Shinigami@ fubar My Lovely Lady Friend ♕Amitola Nidawi♕ :{FuWife to Dj_MEKO}: ♈ Promoter of Fu-Luv Bomb Squad@ fubar My Favorite Attention Whore O.M.G. IM SUCH AN ATTENTION WHORE!!!!@ fubar My Cali Man Will@ fubar More will be added as they join the ranks!! Yepp yepp, I'm at it again. It's been awhile, but I figured I'd give someone a chance to call me their own!! Come see what I'm offering, and make me an offer I can't refuse!!! Awesome game.. come play with me!! See how many people you can get to join too!!
If You Really Want To Know Me
I am a girly girl. I like dressing up,wearing make up ect. Sometimes I cry. Just the way life is. I am a hopeless romantic. I believe in love at first site. I don't sleep around. So don't ask. I like 80's and 90's heavy metal. My favorite food is Italian. I like beer, but my fave drink is a cherry vodka sour. I have my bitch side, when it is warranted. My favorite movie is The Notebook. I like rainy nights I love to cuddle I want my fairytale romance I am a pretty simple person, it is the simple things in life that make me the happiest. I am not hard to please. My heart is sometimes easily broken. It is hard to let people close to me, but if you have patients and really want to be there, it can happen. if you are someone that I love, I will love you with all my heart. I am faithfully true to the one that I am with. I am honest to a fault. If there is anything else that you want to know, Just ask me! Today is my best friends birthday. We are having a par
Life Is More Fun With A Sense Of Humor.
December 18 is New Jersey Day, the day New Jersey officially approved the United States Constitution, and I, for one, am ready to proclaim -- I love the Garden State and all its citizenry. After two years of living in the filthy, overpriced, nose-in-the-air concrete mold growth that is New York City, I went to the Jersey Shore for the Fourth of July and had one of the best weekends of my life. I fell asleep listening to Bon Jovi and woke up listening to Bruce Springsteen (not an exaggeration, that actually happened). Everyone was so friendly and intent on showing me a good time, and had I chosen to, I could have gone the entire weekend without paying for anything. Young women and 60-year-old-men insisted on buying me drinks. So when my lease ran out, I got the hell out of Brooklyn and moved to Hoboken, New Jersey, America's number one city for singles. So it would be my honor to take a few minutes to clear up the most outrageous and offensive slander about my adopted home state.
Sarge's Bad Girls Of Fubar
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So I am about to go to bed here shortly. Well lately as some of you that I am close to know..Im not having any luck with men. They are a bunch of fucking morons. (No offense) Just my personal opinion. Why is that a damn man thinks he can lie and get away with it? Then when he gets caught he still wants to lie to your face? I just don't understand why can yens just be truthful? Im not saying all men. Please don't take this to heart...It is just me writing and ranting. I know women are like this too. I like to kick their teeth down their throat if I could. Im just so tired of being fucked over. What is truthly wrong here? Im not bad looking. Im a decent person. I have a sense of humor. Im not all about the damn drama. The only things I exspect is for him to faithful and not lie. Maybe I can't hang on to one because Im not easy. Could that be it? Do you men really like easy chicks? Is it all about the pussy? Im just curious that is all. If someone could give me some input I'd be grateful.
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Own Me
Rate all pics 11s during HH only Rate all stash during Hh only Add to family while you own me "Owned" salute #1 friend for the month Pimpout in my About Me section for the month Lifetime pimpout in blog Autographed bra (worn in the salute) 4 salutes (2SFW, 2NSFW) Add to yahoo 4 1 hour webcam sessions (NSFW to be discussed) Personal phone call 50 Custom pics for your eyes only ps... I am throwin in my personal underwear in the webcam session....
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By Clara MoskowitzStaff Writer @ SPACE.COMposted: 12 February 200811:38 pm ETAstronomers have glimpsed what may be the farthest galaxy we've ever seen, providing a picture of a baby galaxy born soon after the beginning of the universe.Images taken with the Hubble Space Telescope have revealed the galaxy at almost 13 billion light-years away, making it the strongest candidate for the most distant galaxy ever seen, said European Southern Observatory astronomer Piero Rosati, who helped make the discovery.Since the galaxy is so far away, its light took ages to reach us, so what we see now is a snapshot of how this galaxy looked 13 billion years ago. At that point in time, the galaxy would have been newly formed, so the new observations provide a baby picture."We certainly were surprised to find such a bright young galaxy 13 billion years in the past," said astronomer Garth Illingworth of the University of California, Santa Cruz, a member of the research team. "This is the most detailed loo
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Dominant Females
WHAT'S SO APPEALING ABOUT HYPNOTIC DOMINANCE? I've been thinking about dominance and why is it so appealing to me. I'm not into pain or humiliation. I'm not harsh and I'm not interested in excessively needy men. I can wash my own car and do my own dishes (smiles - although I certainly am not opposed to being served in that way.) It's just that.. I'm a strong woman who enjoys having people see things my way through gentle persuasion and just a wee bit of charm :) While it isn't the "typical" Domme approach, it works for me and I admit I take pride in the fact I can accomplish what I want in that manner. So... if I'm not into pain or humiliation, not harsh... and I'm attracted to strong men, what is it that pulls me so to dominance? I've always been attracted to strong men who can make their own decisions from day to day but, who from time to time, just want and need to let go. (I love that saying - "I'm strong enough to stand. I choose to kneel.") Nothing is more appealing than a
The King Of Fubar
"KING OF FUBAR IS A GIVEAWAY I ENTERED, I AM NOT GIVING THIS AWAY BUT HOPING TO WIN IT.THATS WHY I ASKED FOR UR HELP. THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN THE vip FOR 3 MONTHS,NEXT IN LINE WILL BE A WEEKS BLAST THE THE LAST IS A BIG PIMPING GIFT/LADIES GET A WOMENDIAMOND NECKLESS/MEN GET DIAMOND RING! ~MY CONTEST~(I'm Entered) ~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1) ~ First ~*~ 3 MONTH V.I.P 2) ~ Second ~*~One Week Blast 3) ~ Third ~*~ Ladies Diamond Neckless/Mens Diamond Ring Contest/Giveaway ~Will Start December 30th * at 7:00 pm~ *Eastern Time* * * * * * * ~Will End At Januray 13th * at 7:00 pm~ *Eastern Time* ~I Sure Hope You Will Come Help Me As Much As You Possible~ ~My V.I.P Will Run Out 1-4-08 ~So I Really Need This Pretty Bad ~Will Post More As I Find Out Friends ~Let Me Start By Saying Thanks Very Much For Your Help And ALL Your Support In This And Will Owe All Who Helps Me Out With This And With Your Help I Can Win This~:) Your Friend Till The End~*~ ~Hippi
My Writing
Crystal clear dreams and blacked out reality. I close my eyes to sleep. I want to enter the world of dreams. A world of fantasy pleasant and clear. A place where everything goes right nothing is wrong. It has become a drug to me. Over powering any sense of reality all that matters, all I want is to visit my wonderful world. I am never lonely I am never sad. Everything I have ever wanted to have and feel is there, surrounding me, pulling me deeper into my addiction. I am free to be how I want to be. Perfect in every way. Then like a whirlwind pulling me away I open my eyes. Reality is here once again all around me covering me like a dark cloud. Once again I begin to start longing for the moment that I can close my eyes again and just be. He watches me from a distance. I don't think he knows I know. Every time I catch him it send shivers through my body. We know each other but only through talking and exchanging pics but he still excites me with every word. I long to please him, be w
Bid on me. :D Lol. Make me be the Fubar Spot light. Bit your little hearts out. :D Woot. Please? SO yea.. I totally have some new pics. Go look at em and show me the love. :D Yes, It's one of these. I have 3,500 points left before I level. It's not much. All the help is appreciated. Do what you can, thank you.
Funny Crap
You Are Bold and Fearless You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very charming... dangerously so.
Well for the better part of me some do not understand, I am who I am and that is all. I speak my mind and I don't let others run over me for no reason. I will be your friend as long as you don't do me wrong then I will do anything I can to get you back cause I don't take things laying down. I stand up for what I believe in and for my friends. I don't LIE OR CHEAT on the one that I am with cause I don't want the same done to me. If you want to know more then just ask,, but don't say I didn't tell you before hand that I will speak what I want and if I hurt your feelings then tell me but that is who I am. Want to talk:Yahoo IM ===Sinnamondarkheart My 2 biggest sayings are... Take me for me or don't take me at all. You have to give to recieve in life. If you need to know more,, Just ask and i will tell Name: Sinnamon DarkHeart Birthday: March 3, 1969 Birth Place: Alabaster, Alabama Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Red Height: 5' 5 Right Handed or Left H
Random Stuff
When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. Then people come into your life for a SEASON.... Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of pe

The article I just blogged about Saturday morning's aircraft crash in Huntsville, TX hits close to home. My Uncle David (my father's brother) was the patient being transferred to Houston for emergency surgery. He was taken to the hospital in Huntsville this weekend and it was later found he was having an annurism (sp? sorry im not of the mindset to look up the correct spelling). Around approx 245 Saturday morning the decision was made to life flight him to Houston as the only means of trying to save his life. An hour or so flight turned out to be torturous 6.5 hour ordeal for our family when word never came in the early morning hours that he had arrived in Houston at the hospital. We were not sent word that approximately 20 mins after the flight left Huntsville hospital that they had lost radio contact with the aircraft, until the family received word around 9am Saturday morning that the aircraft had gone down and they were dropping rescue workers in the area to "hike" in to "fi
A Soldiers Wife
MILITARY LOVE THE GREATEST LOVE EVER KNOWN OR FELT. THE WEIGHT OF THIS LOVE WE CARRY, SOME WOMEN CAN NOT GRASP WHILE OTHER WOMEN WOULD DIE TRYING. WE LOVE OUR MEN JUST HAS YOU DO.. BUT UNLIKE YOU WITH OUR LOVE WE HAVE TO KNOW PAIN, SEPARTATION, AND YES EVEN DEATH.. THATS WHY WE LOVE HARDER , STRONGER, AND ARE PROUD TO BE A MILITARY FINACEE , GIRLFRIEND, AND WIFE!!!! That Father's day the sun was bright, The morning promised joy I felt the trill of Father's day Like every little boy I still am very little, But even I could see, That something wasn't right that day Oh dear, what could it be? My Daddy was away that day And all the whole year through My Daddy's over in Iraq To safe-keep me & you My Mommy told me not to cry She told me to be strong She knew that I would understand Although this year proves long That morning I woke up with glee I knew just what to do I had to do Daddy would If he could be here too I took a bath quite leisurely I dre
Love And Friendship
Look into your heart and tell me what you see. Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me? Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh? Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there with you tonight? With you in my arms, holding you tight? Do you believe in the miracle of Love Do you believe in you Do you believe in Love Do you believe it could happen to you Take me in your arms, don't ever leave With you in my arms, I'll make you believe! I believe in Love, always and forever. I believe in us, you and I together. I can't believe Love is pain, You have everything to lose and nothing to gain. Tell me you believe and give it a whirl... Do you believe... I'm not like the other girls? Hold on tight, for I've given you my heart; Heart and soul from the very start. For your Love, I'll wait forever With all my heart, I believe we'll be together. Tell me you believe Love is bliss, That you can believe in the magic of our first kiss. Answer me one qu
My Journal
Okay, so today I took calls for the first time. Before the first call I actually got nervous enought to where I had to vomit lol. Pretty stupid since I've done call center work before, just for Anyhow, luckily my first call was a nice person, not someone pissed off at Sprint lol. Anyways, I was fine from then on and I'm really looking forward to pursuing my career there! I have to bid on my shift and no matter what schedual I pick, I have to work the weekends and that sucks cause I don't have child care for the weekend, so I don't know what I'm gonna do. Anyhow, I'll keep ya posted! Okay, so I was just reading a friend's old MuMM about divorce. I am going through one myself. Anyway so I was reading the MuMMers comments and one said that there should be an actual punishment for getting divorced..... so I'm sitting here thinking what kind of punishment people should get for getting a divorce.... seems like (depending on the reason for the divorce) the people have
Watch Out...
I'm going to be waiting a month to install this one. Why? I had a nightmare twice with Service Pack 2, until I learned that you have to have the patch installed IMMEDIATELY after you install the SP. the second time I installed SP2, my computer couldn't even open a window OFFLINE. When the update thingy said SP3 is available for install, I immediately did a google search for problems involving it. Sure enough, there were some potentially fatal problems with it, like random system crashes and the like. Yeah, I'm waiting a month for a patch before I even consider installing this one. I really don't feel like restoring my system this time. There are a few guys on this site I wouldn't trust to raise a pet rock, and MUCH fewer I would trust to raise a family. I honestly hope I'm one of the family ones, but someone here loves to start lies about me talking smack. Look, buddy, you know who you are and I don't want any part of this. I haven't said a damned thing about you or any of yo
Backing Up My Comp
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Life, Or Something Like It
When you were young, or perhaps even now, did you ever get that overwhelming feeling an anticipation for something. Your birthday, a field trip, or some other thing that you KNEW was coming, but you had to wait for. Thats how I feel right now, stomach wrenching, dizzying anticipation. I feel like I've just mixed every hallucinogen I can imagine, and took a swig/shot of it, a poison. A month feels an unreachable span of time that will never come to pass, at least not soon enough. This waiting, this wanting, it's already driving me mad and plans were made only a few days past. Will I be completely incoherent after a week, what of two, and three? If only there were a quicker, easier way to make the days count past. Though, there is one release, seeing those eyes, that face. Despite the distance, it's nice to see him how he is in the passing of seconds, minutes, and hours. Webcams are one of the greatest inventions for that very reason. It's not quite enough, but it's fine enough
More Of My Ramblings
As is stated on my profile, I am married, spending time in the desert, and a great guy. Well, recently an issue has been arising, and I just want to get some venting out of the way. I do not like jealousy/distrust. Never have, never will. I am not really a jealous person, I do get my feelings hurt, but I do not show it and usually forget about it rather quickly. Now here is my issue. My Spousal Unit (SU), is Active Duty Army, back stateside. I understand that she has to deal with the three boys, get ready for a PCS move, and she still has to meet her obligations to the military. It cannot be easy, and is not something I could see myself doing as well as she has. She claims that when we talk on the phone I am distant, and I keep getting emails saying that I spend more time on FUBAR than I do talking to her. Well, yeah, I can agree. But usually if she is home, and I am actually online, we are chatting on yahoo, but there's also an 8 hour time difference to the East Coa
A Love Lesson
your future The powers that be have done a phenomenal job at keeping the American citizen disillusioned and disenfranchised. Separate but equal is more than a motto of thought, it is the thread that binds both u and me from the unfiltered truth's of the wicked and angels without wings. These government officials have formulated a culture for themselves which can best be described as a modern day "democratic" hierarchy. Families that birth generations of politicians are no different than Kings and Queens birthing future Kings and Queens. They live in their fenced and heavily guarded mansions, with luxury cars, and trips to high society locations. All while u and I pick up the tab for this "public servant" or "voice of the people". Your voice has been muffled by capitalistic ideals taught and executed by those driven not by justice, goodwill, or the pursuit of our happiness. Instead the mockery of so called elections grant us officials whose agenda is written wi
thanks to all the levelers anytime any of you need something feel free to call on me 525,638 minutes to go until 2009 ok i'm going to have a contest soon open to all it is going to be the coolest person on fubar........first prize will be a 6 month vip if you are interested please send me a private message
Christmas Day Wishes To All My Friend
The Titty Song - Watch more free videos At sixteen, Ledger sat for early graduation exams, and left school to pursue an acting career with girlfriend Jenna Sorrell. With his best friend, Trevor DiCarlo, Ledger made the cross-country drive to Sydney. He returned to Perth for the TV series Sweat (1996), in which he played a gay cyclist. In 1996, prior to his film debut in the 1997 Australian movie Blackrock, Heath Ledger was involved in the short lived Fox Broadcasting Company fantasy-drama Roar. In 1999, Ledger starred in the teen comedy 10 Things I Hate About You and also had the lead role in the acclaimed Australian movie Two Hands, directed by Gregor Jordan. He has starred in The Patriot, Monster's Ball, A Knight's Tale, Ned Kelly, The Order, and The Brothers Grimm. In 2001, he won a ShoWest Award for the Male Star of Tomorrow based on his performance in The Patriot, and worldwide release of A Knight's Tale. In 2003, he was named one of Australian GQ's Men of the Year
This is the witches star...notice how it looks this is what most pagans / wiccans wear or have. This is a pentigram....notice the difference pentagrams are used in the worship of satan, not the penticle so plz learn before you open your mouth and prove how stupid you really are. Thank you I'm falling farther and farther into this darkness. I try to hold on, catch on to something...but it all slips out of my grasp. Whenever I try yo hold on it becomes out of reach and I can't get a grip on anything solid, not emotionally, spiritually, mentally. Am I loosing my mind, I wish I knew. It feels like I'm sliding down a fragile shoot and thats its going to fracture in to pieces at any moment. Everyone keeps saying that I'm not alone...but I am...we all are...thats why we keep searching and looking for that one person whose touch makes you feel safe as well as dangerous at the same time.... I guess thats a big part of my can touch my soul with your songs, my mind
A Friend A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust listens to you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality i have made many bad decisions and some good ones i learn in good and bad decisions i have put my life on hold for my family to help them get through the tough times sometimes it only takes a few days other times it takes years pain of the heart is very real being in Limbo for your chil
Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them here if You like!! it in? 2. That's it? 3. You've go
For the first time in his Fubar life.... Daddy is up for auction. So if you're looking for someone to pay you some attention and show you some love.... just click the link below and place your bid..... You won't be sorry :) Posted comments for everyone on my friend list as a way to say thanks for making my stay at Fubar entertaining. Know I don't know everyone nor does everyone know me, but I'd like to change that for 2008. I want to send out a special thanks to all who replied with comments or thank yous and hoping to hear from the rest throughout the year. Daddy is available anytime anyone needs help leveling and he takes care of those that take care of him.... On my way to "pimp" and any help would be appreciated. Happy New Year to all of you, my friends now and my friends to come. Peace. Big Daddy Daddy's up for sale again and you can ask my last owners.... I'm worth having..... Click the link below and rate Daddy's pic and place ur bid.... you'll be glad u did.
Drift Away
Within this pit of pitch I sit. No one near, none else here. Dark and dank, cold and crying, my soul, a hole, desolate and dying. Shouting out all about, silence echos drowning out the memories of a life and love now lost and alone. No light, no sight, only ebony black embracing tight. To slumber and slip away, forever giving sway to fates unflinching might. Sanguine drips, painful grips, ironic quips trips crashing thru my mind. I shall stay and play and pray that deaths comforting warmth is kind and never gone. The sting no longer sings within my flesh. I lay and lie and embrace the fates. The dark, the chill, like a blanket, surrounds and penetrates as anguish and angst give way to crimson slumber. My mind, calming. My heart, slowing. My soul, giggles as rivulettes drip my sanguine sins away. Found I am within ebony pitch, cradled and cold, dreaming of darkest delights, as life sails on and my soul smiles its rejoicing of deaths comforting embrace. L8r, T Sweet screams of s
Things I Know
this is for every morning hater out there...just because i'm The Morning Poem I woke early one morning, The earth lay cool and still When suddenly a tiny bird Perched on my window sill. He sang a song so lovely, So carefree and so gay, That slowly all my troubles Began to slip away. He sang of far off places Of laughter and of fun, It seemed his very trilling Brought up the morning sun. I stirred beneath the covers, Crept slowly out of bed, Then gently shut the window And crushed his fucking head. I'm not a morning person. Antidepressant: whatever is causing the unwarrented optimism about your dead end job Macho: someone who jogs home from vasectomy Better: what we instantly feel when we realize that our neighbor's problems are as bad as our own Abash: a great office party Dysentary: what you get when dissent merges with commentary Anythingarian: a person who changes religions religiously Liberal: a church w
Random Thoughts Of Nothing
My pain is great,my heart hurt's,then mends and the hurts again.When will it end?I don't want this anymore.I want joy,happiness,pleasure.I want it all not just the pain.I want my head to stop spinning and being clouded with the memory of us.I want to hear the word's you so desperaetly want to say,the words that are lost in you.You have me in front of you,my full just give me more pain.I see it in your eyes.It's there.I feel it,on my skin with your touch but you pull away.I am a fool.I want so to walk away and to stay.I am lost out in a tossing sea and am slowly drowning.My body is cold,in a lonely world.I need you by my side,not to complete me,for I am complete.You are my other half,my calmness,my everything.I don't want anymore pain.take it away I love my children,suddenly I discovered that my daughter,who is 12 is now living in Finland.I thought she had been go for awhile.Hope she sends me some neat stuff.My 9 yr old son is moving to Alaska to fight polar bears...must b
Alittle More About Me
the man of my dreams is not a superhero but he saves my life everyday. he is not a supermodel but i love every inch of him. hair blond as the sun. eyes so precious that i could get lost in them forever. kisses that send shivers down my spine. lips soft as silk. a touch like magic sending electricity thur my body with every touch. making love to him feels more right than anything i have ever done in my life. i would not give him up for anything in the world. he is the man who holds my heart forever. I LOVE YOU S@RGoN. i am yours forever I REALLY DO NOT COMPLAIN MUCH, BUT I REALIZE THAT I FEEL BETTER WHEN I LET THINGS OUT. SO HERE ARE COUPLE OF THIS ABOUT LIFE THAT FUSTRATE ME. 1. PEOPLE WHO ACT FAKE. NO ONE LIKES A PERSON WHO CAN NOT BE THEMSELVES. IF YOU ARE THAT INSECURE ABOUT YOURSELF PLEASE STAY IN AND DO NOT DEPRESS THE REST OF THE WORLD 2. TRUE FRIENDS: DOES ANYBODY REALLY KNOW THE REAL MEANING BEHIND THIS. I HAVE MEET SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE HERE AND I HAVE MEET SOME TH
__________________________________________________ When noone else can understand me When everything I do is wrong You give me love and consolation You give me hope to carry on And you try to show your love for me in everything you do, Thats the wonder, the wonder of you And when you smile the world is brighter You touch my hand and I'm a king Your kisses to me is worth a fortune Your love for me is everything And you're always there to lend a hand In everything I do That's the wonder The wonder of you I guess I'll never know the reason why You love me as you do That's the wonder The wonder of you dedcation to all my ladies When marimba rhythms start to play Dance with me, make me sway Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore Hold me close, sway me more Like a flower bending in the breeze Bend with me, sway with ease When we dance you have a way with me Stay with me, sway with me Other dancers may be on the floor Dear, but my eyes will see only
Leveling Up
In The Corner
The screams seem desperate Almost unavoidable Piercing to the eardrums Embedded into the core of the mind The pleading that follows Almost as real To the untrained eye But there is a plot beyond To make you see What is not really there And to look away From what lies beneath The self that no longer exists The tired, scarred, small child In need of protection from The truth behind the forced hysteria The first thought I had about you Rage Jealousy Possession The Second of Sorrow Guilt Envy The Third of Relief Understanding Pain But the one that remains Is the one I never Thought to impress On the situtaion from the start The impression of Impression. Open the window I stand below the sill Waiting for you To notice me Silent Expecting nothing from you But maybe a glance Some sign of recognition Of acknowlegement Expecting the world from you But accepting Only what you choose to give Wanting nothing but The overwhelming peace I get
Happy New Year
Sometimes life isn't easy. Past few weeks have been really hard on me making some tough decisions. Don't think I've cried so much in my life but Thank God for the great parents and few good friends that have stayed by my side. For years my mom has told me to stay in a marriage that I knew was over. I've stayed for the kids involved and finally after giving it one year after he's been done with school I've evaluated it again. Talk to my mom had some input from friends and I have enough of a back bone to take that step. It's hard leaving something I've known to be my comfort zone and walk into something that is really unknown. I know I will struggle to provide for my boys but I will do as best as I can. Live, Laugh & Love. xoxo Well I went out last night with a few friends and I had a real nice time chilling and drinking. Conversation was deffinately interesting and funny. And well the rest is..... memorable. Fun fun fun. P.S. I love that chocolate cake! xoxo Well tomor
I wrote this for American soldiers. Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in his place, Only the Soldier and him, the man spits in his face, Soldier again with a tear, he asks only why, The man returns with an answer, a brutal reply, I do not respect you for the things that you've done,
Hey Bartender
Dear mama dont cry violence is just a part of life destruction inside will lead to thoughts of suicide but dont let it dive into your soul tears in your eyes with no place left to go on the wrong road but i found the right place just sitten back and watchin people change face so stay safe you can always rely on me no matter what you dont ever need to cry for me lifes changed for me the rules are now brand new but dont worry cus your boy is always watchin out for you no matter what! Im grown and im back now probably soon ill be fighting in Iraq now but ill promise ill swear to you that your son is comin home to ya just remember that youve taken me down a hard path but like a rock i took the pain and never looked back no graduation Irregaurdless of facts A legend in your mind Footprints in the sand Aplied there by time The essence of thought Eternal if that Estimates the time A person looks back A doorway to the heavens Leaves the body dormant and cold Watching as this l
My Blog & Welcome To It
My father has never really had a lot to hang his hat on when it comes to me. I didn't do much to necessarily make him proud. He was never fond of my chosen line of work...he always wanted me to find a real job. Yet, I always did things to try to gain my father's approval. It seemed to be so important and it was quite rare to get any kind of positive feedback from him. I've never really hugged my father and only told him once that I loved him since I became an adult. I've never heard him say it to me. He's not that kind of father, though. I suppose I have just learned to deal with that fact. Recently, he has been experiencing poor health. After years of heavy smoking, he now needs oxygen almost all the time. He is in the latter stages of emphysema and he can no longer live alone. He was recently moved to the home of a couple who take care of him and four other elderly people. He has his own room and the company of others in a house very close to where we all lived when
Rants: Kinda Funny!
An open letter from your tanning salon owner Date: 2007-11-01, 3:11PM PDT Okay, I am going to start this rant out by admitting a few things that you are probably already thinking. I know tanning is vain. I know that by owning a tanning salon I am probably thought of as a vacuous and plastic vanity Barbie who doesnt know her ass from a reality special on VH1. I used to feel the same way. Incidentally, this is not true, I am an intelligent college graduate who enjoys being her own boss and lucked in to a successful business that was already well established when I bought it. That being said, I have a number of things and people that I would like to address, and I think I will start with the obvious. 1. To the people who tell me Im peddling cancer, okay, I get that. Ive never claimed that tanning is safe, or good for you, except when I say that a little vitamin d is healthy every once in awhile, and can really help with things such as psoriasis and seasonal affective disor
Family Stuff
one day when the earth is at peace, the good guys won't finish last. SUPERBOWL 35 HALFTIME SHOW - NSYNC, AEROSMITH, B SPEARS Aerosmith Steven Tyler Singing Amazing Grace
Picture Perfect Water flowing against the sands of the beach, gold and red sky with a burnt orange sun resting on the horizon. The perfect movie romance scene and here we sit with the soothing breeze coming over us and the warm sand under us. Her smooth long auburn hair flowing in the breeze. Her rich blue eyes that make the water look pale are staring right at me. Skin, soft and tan, and voice that can calm me even after an argument. Who is this perfect person? What is she doing here with me? It is at that point in time that I realize what perfection is and do not want to let it go. So I promise to be true to her for eternity with a question and diamond ring. My gut is twisted with anxiousness! What will she say? "It is the soldier, not the reporter, that has given us Freedom of the Press. It is the soldier, not the poet, that has given us Freedm of Speech. It is the soldier, not the campus organizer, that has given us Freedom to Demonstrate. It is the
Words to a song that say some of what I feel... As your bony fingers close around me Long and spindly Death becomes me Heaven can you see what I see Hey you pale and sickly child You're death and living reconciled Been walking home a crooked mile Paying debt to karma You party for a living What you take won't kill you But careful what you're giving There's no time for hesitating Pain is ready, pain is waiting Primed to do it's educating Unwanted, uninvited kin It creeps beneath your crawling skin It lives without it lives within you Feel the fever coming You're shaking and twitching You can scratch all over But that won't stop you itching Can you feel a little love Can you feel a little love Dream on dream on Blame it on your karmic curse Oh shame upon the universe It knows its lines It's well rehearsed It sucked you in, it dragged you down To where there is no hallowed ground Where holiness is never found Paying debt to karma You
Soap Box
The inability for people this country to care for their elders makes me sick!Caring for them is not just footing the bill for their care. How about a card? a letter? a visit? Age is not a disease! Its a stage in life disguised by media as the "golden years". I work with the elders everyday and see things which turn my stomach and break my heart. Sometimes it is just a moment of your time which they are craving. A simple smile or a warm hug when they are scared. No time?~ sigh life is nothing but time. Make the best of this time you have been granted. Kicks the damn soap box and frowns~ walking off Dusts off the little soap box and begins.... Anyone who seeks to "fix me or change me" can leave right now and please be careful the door doesn't hit you in the ass on the way out. I understand it confuses the hell out of some people when they run across someone who is completely different from what they consider "normal" but oddly enough that is not my problem.
Some People On This Site!
Ugh so this guy who use to be my friend is no longer my friend because he is a bipolar mess... So the deal is i reposted and stickied a bully for Fat sonny... This person was pissed because he thought i said i hated sonny...Not True!!!! I NEVER SAID THAT! I said i was upset because he deleted me and wouldnt add me back... if the person would go back and look at message archives he would see that.. but no instead of listening to reason he goes and blocks me immediately from here and yahoo and then rejects my phone calls... I cant even explain myself or defend my self its basically i pissed him off and thats the end of our friendship. Which this guy i thought was my friend i decided to call and call and call to try and work out our friendship because thats what REAL friends do! Well instead of answering or even letting it go to voicemail he pickks up and hangs up! And then sends his little friend my number and has her call me to tell me to stop calling and i said not to be rude but
My Blog
OMG my BFF is someone's Fu-pet!! This site is crazy. Well im super excited now cause Im at my other home ..and im on a computer!!! Yay keyboard!! although i wish I was at Mikes on a computer... but i can shout out right now super cool!! Although im only talking with my BFF Amazon Angel/T-dog. Unfortunatly my new friend who dosnt like to blog :P lol is not online. So anyways my day was the same as usual...although I got Starbucks with Kaitlyn and got my xmas and birthday gifts woohoo!! I cant wait till Friday!! Me and my BFF our making salutes. hmm... Im also looking forward to the weekend after next cause Mike and I are going to see Cloverfield with his friend from work and his friends GF. Hmm other than that nothing much going on. Im sleepy!! See its not that hard now is it? hehe :D Im sooo bored right now. Mike has to work flippin sucks I feel like i spend more time waiting to see him, then I do seeing him. I was so tired last night that i could barely stay awake whe
Hot Mummer Contest!
I want to say thanks to J-Roxxx again for being such an awesome hostess. This was the first rates only contest I participated in and it was fun up until the end. I have to say if you are on my friends list and you in any way think I or any of my friends or supporters cheated in this contest you are sadly mistaken and extremely pathetic. Let me break down the final 24 hours for you. Everyday Misterfeet and I were back and forth and sometimes tied. It made it much more interesting I have to say. He had his friends helping and supporting him as I it should be. One of his friend in particular had the spotlight the day before the contest ended and was able to reach a lot of people. I decided that I wasn't up to pushing anymore and was physically tired that night as well as tired of bugging my friends about the same thing over and over again. So, I let J-Roxxx know I would accept second and put up a blog thanking everyone for their help and that I was done. T
Goa, Goin', Gone But Not Forgotten
Now it seems that a friends request from an Indian Sikh has been lodged but he does not realise that he is already a friend on Slap and Tickle, well more an acquaintance whose paths crossed wires in Goa in November 2007. Well, following his request, I phoned him from a pokey ISD booth and unfortunately it was a Sunday so the call woke him up. This put him at a disadvantage and he was lost for words. I am not normally at a loss but what do you say to a total stranger, who incidentally gave me his mobile number and asked me to ring, when he does not speak to you. Then he wanted me to visit him but if you knew how big India was then logistically it was a no no right from the beginning. Goa is on the West Coast on the Arabian Sea and the Punjab is a long way up in the middle of the sub continent. Bless him, he did give me airports and instructions but as I was busy sorting the book out there was not much spare time. Goodness, if you ever go to India, make sure it is not when Diwali
Ive been offline for a while now, not doing well mentally or physically. Im going to a hospital tommaorw to see if i can get some help with my selfdestructive habits an my unwanted thoughts to kill myself. Ive spent many days, laying in bed doing nothing but crying, and i cant live like this anymore. Sorry for those friends ive neglected. Ill be back again once im feeling more myself. Damn my VIP ran out while I was gone. oh well. As of friday I came back from hell, fun trip, made a few friends. Stayed a few days too long for my taste, fucked myself up good a few times and got to call a joke of a judge a "stupid fucking bitch" with no consequence, it felt good. So yeah, Im home and reachable again and going to get back to people when i get another spare moment. And Ill blog the fun parts of hell when i have more time.
The Diary Of An Asshole 2
I have to say that my answer to that question is a huge "YES!!!!" See, despite the fact that, as those of you who have seen my NSFW pictures and know what I've had done to me medically, I've been having some very real problems in my day to day life, Fubar has brought me happiness. Happiness in the form of Tequila Take Me Home. My new girlfriend. The whole story of us meeting and whatnot would most likely bore you to tears. Short version is we switched from Shoutbox to Yahoo, where I "won" a date with her over a game of dominoes. We met in person on that Saturday and clicked immediately. We've been in near-constant contact ever since, including during the day I had my surgery. I am absolutely crazy about this woman... Basically, what I want to say to you here, the lonely and the down-trodden, is this... there is hope!!! If someone as clearly crazy as me can find love in an online bar, anyone can. Keep your chins up, guys. Greaaaaaaat... another fucking blog to maintain
My Stuff
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Verse 1 You were dressed in black lace, a smile on your face, as you watched me walk through the door, A bottle of white wine on the stand, two glasses in your hand, as I made my way across the floor, No words were required, just actions desired, so we performed each one to a tee, When this all began, you were just a friend, but over time you became so much more to me, Verse 2 It's a rule of thumb, that the body goes numb, as love executes the chase, But baby how i feel, this loves as real, as our very first embrace, Eleven years have passed, love outlasts the sorrow, and I can see us remeniscin on eleven more years, in the mirrors of tomorrow CHORUS: You became my lover, the keeper of my soul / you found what was empty, filled it -n- made me whole / the constructor of my happiness, a foundation for my life / you became all these things when you became my wife. ---Robert Markle--- They tell me life goes on, pour out a lil' liquor,
How dare you make me feel so bad? When It was you who left And made ME so sad? How dare you put the blame on me? Were you really that blind? Did you really not see? You were my heart My soul, my king I'd have given up my world for you My life, my everything Yet you say that I hurt You? So tell me please What did I do? I'm sorry for nothing Which is all I did do And to this day I still love you a heart shaped box little and light a dozen red petals two sprigs of white pain and love both symbolized the beauty of death is realized twelve young roses early in their life a gift of them was made to your future wife a petal from each my tears did reach and so i have them here though innocence is long betrayed it too inside my box i layed from a bouquet withered and dead from a fallen flower into a terra cotta bed everything i try is crash, burn, boom everything within me will be black, burned, soon everything i touch hits the flame, burn, smoke everythi
This is a list of obscure but (at the time I made this page) still on the books ridiculous or bizarre laws. Are you breaking the law and not knowing it?? Check your state to find out. .. Alabama It is illegal to play Dominos on Sunday. .. It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in a church. .. Putting salt on a railroad track may be punishable by death. Alaska .. In Fairbanks, it is illegal to feed alcoholic beverages to a moose. .. It is illegal to a wake a bear for the purpose of photography, although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear. .. A law in Fairbanks, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. Arizona .. In Tucson, it is illegal for women to wear pants. .. In Globe, it is illegal to play cards in the street with a Native American. .. In Glendale, it is illegal to drive a car in reverse. .. In Nogales, it is illegal to wear suspenders. Arkansas .. In Fayetteville, it is illegal to kill any living creature, including insects. .. In Li
My Life!!
Have u ever wondered as time goes what all has happened in your life have u ever thought of all the good things and all the bad that u been through.Do u think everyone has a purpose in life are we here for reason.Well i have asked myself all of those questions lately.I am 30 years old and when i look back i see a fucked up life.Every since i was a little kid i can remeber life bein so hard i can remembe rmy parents not having any money,i can remeber not having nice clothes i can remebe rbein made fun of in school for things like that.I know my parents did the best they could u know i love them both greatly for what they been through and they did do the best they could for us it wasnt easy time.i can remeber bein so young and my sister dying i was with her when they took her to the hospital i can remeber looking at her when we was driving to the hospital.she laid there so quite like nothing was wrong but they was she had pnemonia thats what the doctors said anyways.And what so fucked u
Useless Thoughts
I wanna know why people insist on taking a bazillion pics of themselves is basically the same pose? Is it because they have no imagination? Are they lazy? Think it looks cool? I just dont get it. Why would you wanna have 100 of the same pic up? Add some imagination. Spice it up. Do something. I refues to rate more then one pic if they all look the same. I love variety. Then don't waste it on the three people I thought I had bought in various Auctions. They will take your money and make all kinds of excuses why they haven't held up their end of the deal. People will say I'm doing this to create Drama. I'm doing it to make people aware of who NOT to spend their money on. I don't want what happened to Me to happen to anyone else. Your going to say that your only getting one side of the story. I actually have emails on what was agreed on and asking why they haven't done anything they promised. I'm going to start with Horney Angel~DSC~. We had a deal. We both agreed on. I held up
My Bail Would Be $336.00
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