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Sad Love Poems
THIS ONE I WROTE AFTER I CAUGHT MY EX CHEATING (DON'T GASP IT HAPPENS TO EVERYONE) You shattered my favorite dream.... And lowered my self-Esteem... You shattered my heart... I thought you had class.... But now I've realized you were just an ass You shattered my life... With your filthy Cruel Lies And stabbed my heart with a damn knife You shattered my dreams- I thought I was your girl But you left me And you're not in my world You shatterd my heart and my mind And your cheating self left me far behind But that's alright I'm okay I don't need your lies- or your ass anyway. You thought you could make me jealous By putting your arm around her But you know what? Think again You told me your lies and said your goobyes But you know what? This is not the end You had your turn-now it's my turn my friend You thought you could get away with it... But you know what? You Guessed Wrong You were hateful and treated me like shit One day you would see
Hi to all my beloved's. I hope you have missed me as much as ive been missing you .. Ive just got in from the gym , and by god do i know ive been today . Whilst doint leg curls, ive pulled my calf. And they think ive torn the muscle :( I might not be able to do the Gym now for a few day's till i can get some movement in it . It sucks .... As some of u know ive been hitting the gym real hard as late.. Trying to get in shape, after having a break out to mend my neck and body . Well its paying off. Woo hoo ... I went to try a skirt on this morning and its way to big . I can get it on and off with out undoing it .. So im well chuffed.. All being well i should have a flat tummy soon xx Hopefully Im sorry i didnt reply to many of you yesterday .As i could'nt .. I needed to take a trip to A&E .. Due to me stabbing my self in the joint of my thumb. I was trying to stab the potatoes as i was making jacket potatoes. And missed .. ( Yeh i dumb ass) . Oh well i ended up with three stitches
The Navy
Well I did it I am now going to Navy Bootcamp in chicago IL I will go next month on the 12th my job will be aviation boastmans mate fueler basically I pump fuel into navy jets I know there is more to it but This will be my first job while in the navy I will get a new job in two years time but in the mean time I will slowly work on my college and get my AA degree so please if you have any questions or comments feel free to post them here or email them to me well that's it see ya !!! --mp Well as you all know I'm in the Navy now it has been 7 month's since I joined since then I have become an SH ( a ships serviceman) basically I do laundry fill up vending machines and work in the ships store. When I started in the Navy I was to become an ABF avation fueler needless to say I wasn't able to do that job after all so SH is what I became instead so now I'm stationed right where I'm from San Diego and on the USS Tarawa LHA-1 so... anyway feel free to ask me any questions you might have and I
Your Theme Song is Fight for Your Right by the Beastie Boys "Your mom busted in and said, "What's that noise?" Aw, mom you're just jealous - it's the Beastie Boys!" You love to party hard and cause a little trouble... And you're too busy getting wasted to move out of your parents' house! What's Your Theme Song? You Are 79% American You're as American as red meat and shooting ranges. Tough and independent, you think big. You love everything about the US, wrong or right. And anyone who criticizes your home better not do it in front of you! How American Are You? You Are 88% Gentleman No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman. You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable. Are You A Gentleman?
I Love Lc!
Well i haven't been here much latetly cause my family has had terrible news. My cousin chris was in a 4 wheel accident almost 3 weeks ago now in Tampa Florida, he's still there in the hospital, he's not doing so good, has head injuries, wasn't wearing a helment. He has 2 small children that need him, Please pray for him, he and my family need all we can get now. God Bless.. Friendship is something we should cherish and keep close to our hearts. Sometime there are people who can't stand when you have that with someone and do or say anything to try and come between that bond, but if it's stronge enough it doesn't work!!!!! Happy Thanksgiving to all my friends. Hope you have a safe and Happy Hoilday. Hope you all can be with family.
My Web Link
HEY GUYS I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE A MYSPACE ACCOUNT IF YOU ALL WANT TO STOP BY. HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE. SHERRY Yeah I have high speed again. I am back home for good I hope. No more dial-up for me that shit sucked. I am going like next week and buying my husband a wireless card for his laptop. But now i got to unpack talk to you all later love you guys Hey I am in a hospital with my little girl so i am using dial-up and it sucks. So bare with me and I promise I will keep in touch as soon as I get home. And thanks for all the comments guys your wonderful.
I Am A Virus
PR kicks this site in the ASSS i hate no pr :( :( :( :( so i cant help but notice that all the "top photos" are of girls showing their asses or tits in quite the provocative manner. making their "sexy face" or whatever the hell they wanna call that wannabe pornstar pout.. *rollseyes* is that all these sites are meant for these days? for people to slut themselves out or make their profiles the sexiest they can so that ppl comment on them? i mean c'mon people have some fucking self respect. or at least be TASTEFUL for christ's sake. this shit is whack. lol and this whole "rate your photo" thing is so superficial. i am DEFINATELY not a perfect 10 yet every ranking i've had is a 10 *laughs* i mean who am i to complain about something like that right? i mean it IS supposed to be a compliment but everything about this site screams superficial to me. who knows, maybe i'm just bitter right now
Funny Stuff
check me out in the sexiest female body....comment and rate me....~kisses A drunk staggers into a bar demanding a beer. The bartender informs him that he is not allowed to serve alcohol to drunken patrons. After a few harsh words, the bartender suggested that the drunk prove he isn't drunk by doing twenty push-ups on the floor. As he was doing the push-ups, another drunk staggers into the bar and sees this guy on the floor doing push-ups. He looks at him for a minute and then nudges him in the ribs saying, "Hey, Pal, I think your girl friend has gone home." Ed finally decides to take a vacation. He books himself on a Caribbean cruise and proceeds to have the time of his life, until the boat sinks. He finds himself swept up on the shore of an island with no other people, no supplies, nothing. Only bananas and coconuts. After about four months, he is lying on the beach one day when the most gorgeous woman
Lately it has come to my attention that ppl don't care about me or my opinion as much as I tend to care about theirs. Ever since the stupid Domestic Violence case between my brother and I, people, won't talk to me, won't tell me what's going on in theirs lives, no matter how much I care. It's like I somehow slipped between the cracks. Even my husband, all he cares about anymore is moving to Utah. He won't even entertain the idea of doing anything else. Not only that but when I cry because I can't be with my kid either he falls asleep and dry humps me. this is not how love should feel. I shouldn't fell so alone all the time. God damnit! Every time I think I have finally found a little piece of solid ground to stand on, something ( or someone ) happens to somehow yank it out from under me! Ever since I turned 13 and my Mom moved out of state, without me, it's like I'm always being blown this way or that at the whim of whatever. I'm so tired, and I'm way to young to be this God damn tired
My Raves
Naughty Horoscopes... Aries (March 21-April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. Th
Justa Friend
i'm gonna be moving to alabama asap if anyone out there wants to buy my place contact me for more info i have been sick for years in pain and getting worse a good dr. friend of mine helped my doctor find out what was truely and oddly wrong with me.....i have SHINGLES its very painful and is basicly uncureable at this time and its caused by the same virus that causes chicken pox and i will have chicken pox for life i can have it for a few days to over a month when i flair but i refuse to let this control my life i'm still gonna be the sweet sexy loveable duck i have always been :)if u have any questions plz ask theres also a great website :) looking for my lestat any takers? apply within
My Stuff
J: Easy to have fun with E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes N: Can kick ur butt N: Can kick ur butt Y: Loved by everybody A: Drop Dead GORGEOUS B: Loves people C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Is great in bed E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: Loves to laugh J: Easy to have fun with K: BEST SMILE L: Really silly M: Makes dating fun N: Can kick ur butt O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: Good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun T: Great Kisser U: Gets blamed for every thing V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you?" Got Widgets? Get Paid!Post this to your MySpace or anywhere!
I JUST CREATED A NEW "COMMENT TAG" ALBUM OF TAGS THAT IVE MADE...PLEASE CHECK IT OUT...GO AHEAD AND USE ANY OF THEM IF YOU WANT...:) HUGZ MY FRIENDS...LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK? You scored as FEBRUARY. FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness and challenges. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. FEBRUARY100%May0%April0%March0%June0%january0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER
Unknown Depths
I’m crying inside Under my breath When I scream out No one hears me Place upon me a crucifix That should justify my place My heart, soul and body No longer can I survive With my daily inflictions in my side Of sorrow and pain Loneliness is now All I seek, all I find All I hold, all I control I’m screaming out Help me; help me I plead I run, I pace Back and forth With no sight of grace I’m lost out here in this barren deserted place But no one can I seek for Can be found with a trace I can’t be found, I can’t be searched I’m like the shadow that follows you I turn when you turn I jump when you jump I stop when you stop I eat where you eat I’m the shadow that follows you around No glory, no fame Just me to blame I am the shadow that follows you When you look to east you will see me When you look at the prison walls you will see me But yet you don’t search for me I’m there You can’t touch me, but surely You will see me here and t
Just Stuff
I need to find a good popup stopper...I am in popup hell Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all s
Who, What, When, Where, Why?
Hey! I've been gone for a minute. I just wanted to welcome myself back. I will not let you guys down again. Been so busy with work n stuff. Now I plan on going back to school, again. You can never have too many degrees:) So what have you guys been up to? Let me know. I know there are sum friends of mine that I have not rated yet. Please let me know so I can get on that:) Oh! HAPPY NEW YEAR! WASHINGTON, D.C. QUIZ See how much you know. Put your answers in a comment. Try not to look them up. I'll post the answers in a couple days. 1. What is the name of the building that Congress meets in? 2. What is the name of the President's official home in Washington, D.C.? 3. Who was the first President of the United States? 4. Who was president during the Civil War? 5. What famous document did Thomas Jefferson write? 6. What color are most of the government building in Washington, D.C.? 7. Is the Library of Congress the largest library in the world? 8.
When life is a nightmare home is a dream When your all alone torn apart at the seam When wrong is all right and up is sideways When all these hours turn into decades When shades are just grey instead of black &white When time rewinds darkness now becomes light When it all falls to pieces & there is no glue When I am not me and your no longer you When heaven goes to hell the truth turns to lies When fairy tales are gone the world is all you despise When every one you love turns the other cheek When you try telling someone words you cant speak When you choke Ill be your voice loud & clear When you need someone remember Ill always be here As our eyes met something struck my heart From cupids bow came a whimsical dart Piercing this soul whom has loved you so Wishing for one more moment must you go? Away from my arms straight to my mind Where you will stay until I see you in time My eyes will still sparkle as your eyes do When I began to realize
Friends And Family....
"P.S. MOMMA" Hey Momma this is me, your little baby boy. I miss my G.I. Joe's and the rest of my toys. But I'm at camp right now with all the other boys. And I made a new friend and his name is Roy. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s.'s you a smile. Hey momma this is me, and Roy say's to say hi. Two more weeks of basic and we'll both earn our stripes! Thanks for all of your letters they helped me to get by. And I'm sorry this is short, but they don't give us much time. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s.'s you a smile. Hey Momma this is me, fro
Seriously I've never seen one so long... YOU BETTER ADD YOUR NAME!!!!! JESUS DIED FOR OUR SINS. IF YOU ARENT ASHAMED TO CLAIM GOD THEN PUT YOUR NAME ON THIS LIST:. ------------U CAN DO THIS THING ALL DAY AND SIGN IT OVER N OVER BUT IF U DONT KNOW GOD U BETTER GET SAVED!---------------------------------- 1.Sharice Harrell 2.Lemar 3.Kyle 4.Teddyo 5.Marlon 6.Jarrad 7.Akeem 8.Mookie 9.Malcom 10. Bradford 11.Radaams 12.Jamiel 13. -el io- 14. Brian 15.Ray. 16.Randall 17.Train 18.Antwone 19.Anthony E. Williams 20. Takeshia Williams 21.Shanise 22.Stemma Miller 23.Chris Richardson 24. Theresa Cephas 25.Kimmy R. 26.Maya Aka Yaya 27.Macquin aka "Q" 28. Brittain 29. CHELSEY 30. Dayvon 31. Cassandra 32. Shavita 33. Sean 34. Bugsy 35. J.O. 36. ELEONOR 37. kaneisha 38. Lil J 39. TiiNa ! 40.Jonathan 41.YVONNE 42.PIFF 43. Isaac 44. RoB 45. brItteRs *I ShOuLd Have BeEn NuMber onE* 46. Kewnna 47.Artesia 48.Shayna 49.Ashley 50.Richard 51.Jeffrey ak
Just Me
well it has been a while since i have been here last and i lot has happened. i recently got married last month to the most wonderful man i have met and we met from a chat room four years ago . how wild is that!!!! our wedding was pretty decent didnt realize just how much work i had really put into it until i saw it that day and it was beauitful. i am very happy that day is over and now i can relax and stop being so stressful about everything from the big thimgs all the way down to the smallest things. Our dog also passed away lat month and we are really thinking that was poisoned. Why i wish i knew cause she was a very good dog, she was my son's buddy they did just about anything and everything together. She was only three years old and she was they cutest. Why do people feel like they need to hurt animals? i wish i knew that anwser and i wish i knew who it was that harmed her cause i think i would harm them and hurt them like they did to my family. Our place is so empty withou
Why Do We Feel This Way...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you look eyes with them, you know that every moment that you are with them, they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason! Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and
Not Enough Sleep
just wondering, how many people on here from the usa, please rate blog so i can find you and count you, and leave a comment thanx how many people have a guess xxx repost please xx just wondering, how many people, on here from the uk, rate blog, so i can find you late xx somebody thinks that one of my pic i look like one of the baldwin brothers, c what you think, please leave a comment xx
Hello Everyone
So i sit here and leanred earlyer that my gf of 3 months that i have fallen in love with for God knows why is going away 2 a 4 year college she got accepted 2 day and its like 2 hours away i mean its not a long way away but its jus 5 months away till she moves and starts and im worryed that our relationship will work with the distants and her studying and me working and then going 2 college myself for 2 years this Aug. so i donno whats going 2 happen anyone what 2 comment on this and give me advise would be great help if u would :d so anyhow im out later guys and girls How can i show her the love i have for her in my heart, the trust i have, the faith, how in this small world would i get ever so lucky as 2 call her mine. In the Past i used 2 the think LOVE was a 4 letter word for FUCKING STUPID and at times i still do because the one person that u truly love can bring u 2 your knees crying asking why but at the same time can have u so happy jus because they feel the same way so how can
I Need Luv
What The Fukk
Wassup people here we have my girl porn star extrodinare the one and only Heather Hunter. Now most guys know of this bombshell Diva from years of drooling over her naked nastiness in hundreds of porn movies and shorts and the occasional advertisements. Well now she is done with poppin that coochie and is out to conquer the rap game. To be real about it, she's not all that good, but she is still FINE AS FUCK!!!!! So check my girl out.....oh yeah stop drooling. so seriousAdd to My Profile | More Videos DJ Domination Vs. Pornstar Heather HunterAdd to My Profile | More Videos WELCOME TO CHEABASVILLE Free Flash Games The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScore
Go Friggin Vote!!!!!
THE PHREAKS LOUNGE IS DOING A CONTEST....AND I AM HOSTING IT.. YALL GO TO MY PAGE..IN MY PICTURES..CLICK ON THE ALBUM CALLED SMACK DAT ASS.. AND VOTE!! THE LINK IS ALSO BELOW!! THANKS..ANGEL!! SMACK THAT ASS CONTEST!! WHOS GOT THE MOST SMACKABLE ASS??!! VOTE NOW PLEASE!!! well whip me beat me and call me fukked, if your kinky then your in luck.. take me baby..and dont be shy..i like my man to dream of me and no some guy. I am your heaven and i'm your dreams,and if you play your cards just right.. i can and will make you scream all damn night. I am a lover not a fighter but i can knock you out. come on baby.. you KNOW what I'm talkin about!! So hit me up if you want it.. now baby dont be shy.. you wanna moan and scream or do you want to lay down and cry? Biting licking,not your thing?? i need man that likes to moan and scream!! I will be your everything...but i need an answer now.. just how well do you know your g
This Is A Little Scary In My Opinion
all i can say about happyness is to be with the one u care about nomater who it is. and sonner r later they will see how much u real do care for them, but sometimes the persion realy never see's the trouth about how u feel for them the happyness is to be with them. My skin is on fire for you I can't breath when I think of you I got this feeling of desire for you When I look into your eyes, I see forever. My heart pounds like a drum when you're near But the thing is you don't know I exist You see me as a friend. I have this desire for you all bottled up... You are so blind to this desire that I have for you I've let you known about it for sometime now in my own way Can't you see the fire in my eyes burning for you? Will you give me a chance..... Will you see pass the friend part of me. Desires...... I hope you know that I have desire for you. If not then there will be time you will. ... I got to admit babe........ You drive me insane....with wants and need
All Of Me...
I'm being thrown backwards into a time I've clouded over shrouded by denial covered in tears I'm laying here broken all over again My shattered pieces, floating about forever undone... My cries you'll never hear for they're deep inside my core My tears will remain invisible for you.. to even see one is something I'll never do Painted smile...sparkling eyes a facade I'm putting on just for you I'm strangling in my own want and you'll never even have a clue all I am..all that I feel... for you What in the fuck happened? Was it something I did? Something that was said? My heart you eagerly ripped away, all the while whispering your sweet... innocent intentions All the right words, all the smooth moves You've got your game set, huh? Was that all I was... A pawn in your game,... clueless and naive I wish I would've known it was a game for two I have to give credit where credit is due, Your words of warning should've sent the bells ringin' They obviously wer
I rate people honestly. I expect honest ratings back. Not ratings just because I gave you a 3 I get a 3. That's stupid. What's the point of this 1 through 10 rating system if no one is honest and everyone just get's 10s. Or 1s because you get all your friends to rate someone low that rated you low. Stop taking yourself so seriously this is not real life! I've been on 99.99% for the longest time. I did two salutes and they both weren't approved I have no idea why. So I was off this site for the longest time. I just did two new ones and they got approved, and I find out that my points have been counting for me the entire time! I'm so happy lol. But seriously. What's with all the name changes? I liked Lost Cherry. I still have the shirt. Who else is with me? Who was even on this site when it was Lost Cherry? Ah those were the days. I don't understand the point of the lost cherry ratings. I thought it was supposed to be a rating system of 1 through 10, one being the lo
My Own Sex Storys
i open my door with a shirt on and a thong soon as u step in my door i will look at u going to hug u and kiss tell u how much i missed u ........then i take ur hand while u let ur bag fall down we both going to my bedroom we dont talk alot ............ in my room i start to kiss u bite ur lips gentle suck on them ........slide my tongue down on ur neck kiss and bite u gentle there while i put my hands under ur shirt and play with my finger nails on ur nipples....... u have ur arms around me run ur fingers over my back down to my butt and feel so good .........i start to pull up ur shirt i want to lick ur chest....... i start to take ur shirt off....... start to lick ur chest and get down to ur nipples........ take them in my mouth and suck and bite on them gentle......... and u start to moawn low it makes u feel so good while i suck and kiss and bite u........ i have my hands on ur pants and open the button and the zipper i can feel ur dick getting hard ............we still standing in
Please Vote For Meeeee!!
ok i have done ONE DJing shift so far but i did GOOD! please please my cherry friends, go vote for me.... to hear me DJing, follow the link to cherrylicious radio from my profile I'm DJing almost every day 6--8am EST but to vote for me click here go bomb my entry with comments please Thanks :) my private pics are open for 45 minutes more. go look if you wanna enjoy :) yea im in sexy gemini contest. can ya go vote for me please?
I feel myself slipping deeper and deeper, To the point where nothing matters. I close my eyes and all I see Is the darkness that engulfs me. As black as night, Empty, nothing in sight. What brings on this state of mind? For that, I have no courage to find. I hear the voice whisper,"Get it over with. Just do it!" But, for my wrist I cannot slit, Cause I have no courage deep inside, To make that nagging voice subside. I pop some pills to feel better, But still it doesn't matter. I close my eyes and see his face, Taking over what once was empty space. No longer as black as night, His face is clearly in my sight. All I can do is cry, Frequently, I ask the question "why?" I hear the voice reply, "Get it over with. Just do it!" But, for the brick wall I cannot hit, Cause I have no courage deep inside, To make the replying voice subside. I go to a shrink, For him to tell me how I think. Why I see all these brutal images, Why I go through all these different stages. But my heart is s
Just Felt Like Writing...
We see what we want and hear what we need. We play dumb to the hurt and hope others don't see. We tune out the flaws of the one that we love. We pretend they're an angel sent down from above. We don't see the truth that others see clear. We hold onto our hopes and dismiss all our fears. We wear rose-colored glasses that block out the flaws. We never give thought, we never once pause. We love with abandon and abandon the truth. Because love isn't just blind it's deaf and dumb too. By: Leah M. Baier The leaves change in the fall from healthy green to shades of rust. Amber orange and faded yellow, to the fiery red of lust. Once bewitched by their beauty, I no longer care to see the collection of colored jewels on each and every tree. The leaves have lost their intrigue. No longer a source of light. Since you've gone all I see is dreary black and white. Like and old and faded photo the leaves mean nothing more to me than a passing knowledg
This Is To Good....
Okay peeps tryin this one more time for those of you who didnt get the other one....I am in a best booty contest, for those of you who will plz go vote for me...and dont forget to comment.. [ photo: 2189708643 ] just click on the pic...thanks ok i am in the best booty contest just click on the pic and go vote!!! Leave a comment too!! Thanks to all my friends and family!! These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. > > 1. Anal or oral? Both > > 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip cream > > 3. Ice or feathers? Ice > > 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? depends > > 5. Movie porn or live porn? live > > 6. What do you wear to bed ? t-shirt > > 7. Love making or hard fucking? both > > 8. Do you shave ? some > > 9. Spit or swallow? swallow > > 10. Do you masturbate ?yes > > 11. Whats your turn on ? sexy men > > 12. Whats your favorite position ? Doggie style > > 13. Do you belive in no gl
Blog Things
HowManyOfMe.comThere are:177people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name? 177 of me.... that is a damn scary thought! Your Dating Purity Score: 41% You are an average dater. You're experienced enough to be a great girlfriend or boyfriend... Though you still may be figuring out exactly what you want in love! Dating Purity Test Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
Ranting Away
My phone just got shut off...those jackasses!!! Now I have to pay a $36 reconnection fee!! Anything to milk it for all it's worth!!! Fuckers!!! Then one of my friends decides that they are going to leave LC. I don't know whether it is because of me or someone else. If you are reading this....YOU ARE CONFUSING THE HELL OUT OF ME!!! AND YES I AM UPSET!! Starting to feel like some of my other friends on here. This place is really starting to suck. Starting to suck as much as Myspace. I wish that I could say that I don't care if I win a contest or not. But part of me does care and knows that it is a lie. That's why I had never entered one til now. No one ever reads my bulletins, or my blogs for that matter. Ok...very few. It's like being in a ghost town. I don't know why I bother waisting so much of my time on here. I have made some great friends though. A couple anyway. Don't know how much of a difference I've made in those few people's lives. Maybe I won't
About Me
What Leo Needs What the King/Queen of the Jungle wants more than anything else is to be fawned over. Being a devoted sort, the Lion will return this gesture in kind, making a partner feel special, indeed. A lover with the right vibes, who comes bearing gifts, exudes class and remembers that it's nothing but the best for this stellar cat, is clever and wise. The one who can bring out the true Lion, which is often hiding behind the glare of white lights and preening to an adoring crowd, will do both of them a favor. In the end, Leo's lover must always remember who is number one, and act on this all the time. The Leo lover is giving and devoted, and lives for the pleasures that life can bring. One of these is putting them squarely in the spotlight, where they believe they truly belong. Anyone willing to bask in the Lion's warm glow is in for a red-hot time! Leo The creative and romantic Lion rules the Zodiac's House of Pleasure, insuring that any romp with this cat will i
These children with their red apple cheeks and runny noses fill my heart to the brim! They frolic like puppies turning end over end again and again and again. How innocent and clever their eyes are...full of love for Grandma and her cookie jar. They joyfully exclaim throwing their arms open wide when I arrive and give exquisitely sweet kisses and hugs and waves goodbye. My oh my oh my ! Grandma's eyes are never dry! *** Dedicted 2 all those wanna b PLAYERS..plzz..ya need 2 get a new game n all da FEMALEZ who had 2 put up wit their ;) *** You say you wanna be with me But you don't want to be seen with me. You tell me that you care for But when I need you,you never there for me. Alone with me,you seem to be sweet with me Around others,you don't even want to meet with me. When you want me,you come to recieve me But then why do you decieve me? You tell me that you'll always be true to me But now I see,you're not mature to be. You sa
Dear Abby, I am a crack dealer in Columbus who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of the HIV virus. My parents live in a suburb of Worthington and one of my sisters, who lives in Dublin , is married to a transvestite. My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana and are currently dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Grove City . I have two brothers. One is currently serving a non-parole life sentence in Lucasville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. The other brother is currently in jail awaiting trial on charges of sexual misconduct with his three children. I have recently become engaged to marry a former Thai prostitute who lives in Atlanta and is still a part time
Kimberly's Twisted Mind
Why is it that some people play games with your heart? Aren't games more fun in the bedroom? Karl knows that i'm in love with him and he just so enjoys playn with my head! He loves to see how far he can push me. He has even gone so far as to tell me this!! So why is it that I keep letting him? Last nite he calls and ask me to go get him after waiting about 30 minutes I finally left. He called and was like sorry I fell asleep and then he said that he just wanted to see how long i'd wait! What the hell? I don't have time for these bullshit games anymore!!! I hope his hand is as entertaining as I was cause i'm done!!! If there is a real man out there let me know!!! OMG I RIDE IN ONE MORE DAY!!!!! I can not wait!! I am so excited!!! Please pray that the weather is good and that I have enough beads to ride. I freaked out when I went to load and I saw what everyone else had to throw!! I don't have a quarter of what they do. So if I see ya and just wave, take a pic and wave back. LOL Or

Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.Kissing Purity Test You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage67%Whips58%Blind Folds42%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun
Just want to wish all my friends and family a very Merry and safe Christmas!! Love ya all!! I can't get her off of my mind... The best way I can express myself is with this: I look at and repost alot of bulletins for folks, but for some reason, if I post one, no one looks at it. Can someone tell me why that is? I'm just curious
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense.Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how oldhe was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowingwhen to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm andthat life isn't always fair.   Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge).His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned butoverbearing regulations were set in place.   Reports of a six-year-oldboy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate;   teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch;   and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to admin
Just to let you know that we are back online. Can't wait to catch up with all you sexy cherries! I won't be on for a little while I am getting ready to move (I will still be here in town...just going to a "nicer" house. So please don't think that I have forgotten any of you b/c that is not the case. Love you all and hope you have a great weekend! I will soon be posting some pics of the Bar Wench and be posting a vote of which video of Dakota dancing to Madonna's "Sorry" to put up in the photos as soon as I recieve them.
Just For Stuff!
nobody likes me everybody hates me guess i'll go eat worms! ok so im wrong as hell! the previous blogs made for a disclaimer were intended to let the two or three people i actually talk to on this thing not get all scared and shit! little did i know those happened to be the only people that gave them a shot! how funny is that? you four( and you know who you are)...arent i a lier and an kick ass for being my friend and understanding that "ITS JUST BUSINESS BABY" and what the hell! i thought i would have a million dudes lining up for those babies! lmfao! ok this is a little note out to everyone...ive decided to go through all my friends and rate everything i can so i know for sure who ive payed attention to or not! so dont worry if i double comment on something...i swear im not a stalker! just gettin up to speed. plus i need some cherry points like a bad ass! lol. so after reading this and you decide that i may be the biggest dork youve ever heard of...just let me
For 28 years all i have done is try to make people happy make them laugh make new friends then you have those people who accuse you of cheating because your talking to them whats the difference talking to them online or in a bar or at work if you talk to a girl at work are you cheating for 28 years i have been putting up with too much shit and im sick of it if i have offended anybody on here im sorry if anybody on here thinks im here for sex im sorry i like to meet people and chat i like girls girls are easier ot get along with if you have any problems with what i have said on here you can message me or just delte me thanks dutch i hate my fucking life im gonna jump in front of a god damn fucking bus poof im gone off till monday love yall ps my birthday is on the 27th give me some love please it would make me happy since im gonna be 28 and fell old as shit lol kisses dutch
It's All About Leland Chapman
"Eternal Flame"
New Photos
Listen I really appreciate and am flattered that there are a bunch of you that want to see my private folder. But, Apparently NONE OF YOU WHO ASK FUCKIN READ my FUCKIN Profile. If we dont talk at all dont ask me to see them please. I dont appreciate that if I deny someone to see the nasty comments. If you read my profile it clearly states Im not here to "get your dick hard". Let be real peoople. If you want to get your dick hard and jerk off to naked photos go to a fuckin porn site, get your fuckin wife/girlfriend or a fuckin whore to do it. NOT ME... Now to sum it up. Dont ask me to see my private folder if you have never fuckin talked to me. THanks so much for understanding. Harleysportee69 Hey everyone... I posted some new pics check them out tell me what you think OK PEOPLE TODAY IS THE FINAL DAY.. SHOW ME SUM LUV If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the
My Ex And The Ass He Is Being
I have been seperated from my ex husband since october of 2004 and we officially got divorced june of 2006. I gave him custody of our then 3 year old son as I had a 5 year old that i had to take care of and didn't know if I could afford to take care of both of them being a single mom on a waitress salary. So I let him take him after he told me that i could have him back when i got everything straightned out. Well needless to say he didn't give him back and I ended up giving him full custody. I never said anything before because we didn't have paperwork and I haven't been able to spend Christmas at all with my son for the past two years and not he is telling me that i can't spend thanksgiving or christmas with him this year either. I know that I did some stuff to hurt him, but hell it was 4 years ago. We have both moved on and learned from our mistakes and yet he is still acting like an ass with our son. I told him that unless he let me have him for Christmas that I was going
Just A Blog
I went out and bought myself an entertainment centre to fit my new tv. I hate the little stand I got with it but at the time, had little choice. LOL And OMG, am I hung over this morning!!! Thank GOD, I couldn't find my phone last night or I would have made some drunken calls that I would have regretted this morning and I couldn't even see the keyboard after awhile to try to get online. LOL OK, I need help putting my entertainment centre together. Seriously, there has to be 1,000,000 different pieces including 999,900 screws, nuts, nails, bolts, hinges etc. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Browse through only the BEST videos at! I've been noticing more and more ppl have a CherryTap ID in their pics. They're pretty cool and I want one. Does anyone out there know how they're made? Thanx The tiger is one of the most revered, feared and popular species on Earth. It is perhaps the most powerful symbol of our planet’s endangered wildlife. Once widespread across Asia, fewer than 5,000 wild tigers are now found in just 7 percent of their historic range. The most immediate threat to wild tigers is poaching for trade. Despite international and domestic bans, a thriving black market for tiger skins and bones threatens to wipe out wild tigers. China, with its booming economy, burgeoning human population and ancient traditions of using tiger parts as medicine and clothing, is the world’s leading consumer of tiger products. The good news is that the Chinese government has taken action to help save the species. In 1993, China outlawed all domestic trade of tiger p
My Rants And Ramblings
How many of these can you get? Especially the last 4 are challenging. The are great for bars. Q1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms: The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? Q2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? Q3. A magician was boasting one day at how long he could hold his breath under water. His record was 6 minutes. A kid that was listening said, "that's nothing, I can stay under water for 10 minutes using no type of equipment or air pockets!" The magician told the kid if he could do that, he'd give him $10,000. The kid did it and won the money. Can you figure out how? Q4. There are two plastic jugs filled with water. How co
Love Hurts
you promised me the world and i gave you my swore you wouldn't break it this time and just give you that chance to see that you can be my man....I held on to your every word and believed you.....maybe we should of let this go before it started....because i'm the one thats always sitting here broken hearted....when i cried you held me in your arms and said you wanted me forever and whatever we had to go through we could face together.....I knew deep down that I should of just left....but i love you to can you say good bye when theres so much behind can you keep hurting me when I tried so hard to be just what you wanted me to be.......I feel stupid and I'm ashamed....but the only person here to blame is me............But its okay I'll just cry myself to sleep knowing one day maybe someone can love me just like i loved you..... I'm so glad that I love the ppl and have to ppl in my life that I do...I do not know where I would be with out some of them peo
Life is just like water spiraling down the drain to endless blackness. We try to scrape the sides and hold on as long as we can, but no matter how hard we try we keep going farther down to the deep dark pit of eternity. Chaos surrounds us. Objects come floating by us and we cling to them hoping to get out of the spiral for even a moment, just to get thrown off and end up even farther down the spiral then we would have been on our own. Eventually the endless chaos of life gets to some and they begin to paddle to the blackness. Welcome it even. Where is the survival line that keeps us out of the blackness? when does the chaos end? So I went to chat with my Capitan today and he walked with me to the financial aid office today. I'm not sure if it was the fact that I was with a differnt counsiler this time or the fact that he was with me, but all of a sudden there was a 4k grant for me! So she gave me that 4k grant and then put my small amout of financial aid that was set aside fo
This And That!!
Heart, mind and soul bared You could easily tell Because I had trusted you I came out of my shell You knew me inside and out I know you must agree I shared everything with up With upmost sincerity You placed my mind at ease As my confidence grew My heart felt your presence I am certain you knew Feelings you sparked within Even from the first hello When you came into my life You set my heart aglow Come to me, my love You're my heart's desire tonight, Embrace me in your loving arms Until the morning light Bring with you your passion, love That's hidden deep inside, Shed the mask of shamefulness, There's nothing left to hide. Bring with you your smile, love That illuminates my sky, Leave behind the sadness No more tears you'll cry. Don't forget your heart, love Then gently open wide, Close your eyes and kiss me Then let love come inside. Come to me, my love The yearning is just too much, Don't make me live another day Wit
Poems For My Father
Without You Here My life is so cold without you here Each day I try not to shed a tear It seems like just yesterday you left my life When I first heard the news it cut through me like a knife I went to my room and sat on the bed As the words kept running through my head I kept wondering why God took you away Each night I kneel down to pray And ask if I could see you for just one more day Knowing that you're not here tonight Makes me wonder if I'll be alright Each morning I wake up and hope it was a dream and when I find out your not here It makes me want to scream Each day I think of running away Hoping I can find you some other day And since you're not here my life is so cold. LOVE YOU DAD As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching th
Poems For My Wife
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes down and down Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one strange personage All intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just nothing--but a kiss! By: SEAN BATES It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you, How my heart pounds when you come into a room. I look at you and think: My God! How lovely! And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine, Not as a possession but a goal, Something almost unimaginable: The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heaven Or just within the hour condemned to die, My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, With you, and only yo
My Words
A falling star on a lonely nights dream Fell from heaven and whispered your name It happened during a conversation with an angel And if the angel could touch me I know I'd never be the same. A wish was made on the star that fell The wish caught me whispering your name Heaven's angel eyes captured my soul and stole my heart And if the angel could touch me I know I'd never be the same. Copyright 2006 There will never be another yesterday What will we make of tomorrow? Happiness seems to be only an angels dream Reality is bathed in humanities sorrows. Love was a book written long ago Sitting on a shelf collecting dust Rage is the destination of a child's hopes Dreams buried in a river turning to rust. Copyright 2006 Faded Blue The rain fell yesterday And it was a faded blue No rainbow came out To play with the sunbeams The trees stood in sorrows anguish The sky lost it's color And nothing was as it seemed Then the precious love blossomed and b
Cannibal Corpse
Into the abyss, perpetual and torturous The gallery of suicide, internal torment Archaic carcasses, displayed degeneracy Once within these walls a life of death will be unleashed Forever dying are the dead, countless bleeding heads Cadavers splattered red from the self-slicing of necks Stenching maggot filled bodies, skulls and bones rot away The slaughtered souls that chose to die, enveloped in death Darkness is the only light, suicide the way Hideous forms of human death, mounds of flesh slowly decay Embrace the horrid nature, carnage on display Pain never felt Enslaved inside this massive grave Life, evil fate Only slaves to death can survive this place Die, perdition Penance in putrid decadence Dead miscreants Enter the decrepit necropolis Lurid interment in the hellish abattoir Impetuosity and horror, after-life is tortured Entrails, guts, and blood is this museums decor Blood, impiety Chastened are the sanguinary Purge, radical They perish, the
Things About Myself And What I Am All About.
Here's a couple of pics and clips of myself in charactor (Rinko Jikar) from a film project we are presently working on, it'll have some good old fashion fight scenes with weapons and state of the art special effects. ths videos are only "test" shot's never really intended for the public to view, they were testing some special effects along with sound effects and things like that, so thats why the fighting scenes are in slow movement and not everybody are wearing they're costumes, I am the person (if your wondering) with the yellow double ended light sabor, the person striking the ground and the person fighting multible bad guys near the end.This is some test footage of some of the special effects in our movie we're working on right now, the first will pull up on this page, the second you'll have to copy the link and paste it in your browser.This is the "the Force jump" also known as "the Matrix jump"Click to see Video Heres a test video Click to see VideoClick to see Video I also do a
My Life... What More Do You Want?
Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them? When the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. There are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them; words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head... to no more than living size when they are brought out. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart, but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own. When you least sus
Internet Dating
Kinda funny how we view things sometimes, I know for the most part we judge others by their actions and ourselves by our intentions. I try to keep an openmind in that respect and try to understand why someone does something, but I'm not always successful at it. I think for the most part all of us are pretty self-centered and do things with our own benefit in mind even though we try to help our fellows out it is done for the most part at our convenience. Relationships with the opposite sex are at best very challenging or at least to me it is and I have been at it for quite a while. I have found myself very puzzled many times and hurt more than a few. I got into a situation recently where I got more involved with someone than I had initially intended and she was also involved with someone else. It came to a point where she had to make a decision and chose to be with the other guy. Funny part of it is that I am still pretty close to her because we share a lot of common interest
Spastic Jeenyus
I'm odd. Specifically, I'm "odd" because I don't fit the expectations people seem to have of me when they see me. I'm a big guy, just a little more than six foot three. I have numerous tattoos, I shave my head, and I ride a big, black, loud motorcycle. Somehow, this correlates, in the minds of others, into my being mean, rough, rude, self-centered, and stupid. Surprise! I can be all of those things, but generally, I'm not. I'm really pretty bright and imaginative, even artistic at times. I'm pretty well mannered, owing to the fact that I was raised the right way by caring parents, and I'm just not that mean or rough, unless there is a specific situation that calls for it, or someone asks politely. These mis-perceptions lead to an interesting quandry, women whom I have taken as lovers seem to be pretty much universally amazed at sex with me. First, yeah, I am endowed proportionally to my size, which means that I have big hands, big feet, and a 10" by 2" appendage w
What Is Up
ok there was this night me and makdadde driving down the road drunk ok pulled out the shot gun out the back right we were shotting road signs such a good thing to live in the country now his 12 year old brother was with us damn i need to stop bein such a bad influince well anyway so we go around the block we are trying to get to his house right and well the police drag us out the car no mother fucking nicness about it see but they failed to realize i was the real slim shaggy see no worries jsut lights. but they bust us in the three cars the mother fucking udercover right there she was a hottie too i was going to ask for a number but figured this isnt the time for that she could get in trouble. but none the less i was .001 off from legal limit for alchohol driving but i got this see no worries i was took care of though i had half a pitcher and three shots. they let us go on technicality that they search and siezed without anything to back that shit hahahaha nigga please good to be in th
Feelings And Despair
Well. All the pain i went through with my ex-fiance is pretty much gone, but it is still painful to think that the man lived with me for all that time, and had a whole other life. How do you have more than one fiance (3 that i know of) and they not know. guess it is easy when you pick one from another country, one who works days, and the other works nights. Well, i have learned not to trust people too easily, it takes time, because if the man that was living with me can get one over on me, then anyone can. So, i am more cautious, decided to just forget about men all together, but learned i can't do that, i love men way to much for that. He still thinks that i worry about what is going on in his life, well, i don't worry about him, but I do worry about the women that he is playing. being online and meeting women, making them think that they are his one and only, someone has to stop him from hurting so many women. One of these days he is gonna do it to the wrong one and she is not
Native American..
My Blogs
Click banner to see more! I know I already have a website at but this website is all ametuer done. So they are home photos not professional pictures. However, I highly recommend my other site sometimes ametuer sites can be more fun and personal. So go check it out. I just started it! It doesn't cost a lot to join and the price is not recurring so go take a look! Please! a> Help me get the word out about joining my website. The membership cost right now is lower than two packs of smokes and that is a one time fee. So if you don't like it you never have to go back. How can you pass that up? I really appreciate all of your help in this. Every little bit helps, right? Why not help a local girl out? Thanks, Joy I was kind of sick this weekend. It was like I couldn't get enough sleep in. It feels great to catch up on all of my sleep though. Now I have to play catch up on all of the things I haven't gotten done! Hugs & Kisses, Juicy
Cheating Stories
THE CRUISE DEAR DIARY . DAY ONE I am all packed and ready to get on the cruise ship. I've packed all my pretty dresses and make-up. I'm really excited. ______________________________________________________ DEAR DIARY . DAY TWO We spent the entire day at sea. It was beautiful and we saw some whales and dolphins. What a wonderful vacation this has started to be. I met the Captain today and he seems like a very nice man. ______________________________________________________ DEAR DIARY . DAY THREE I spent some time in the pool today. I also did some shuffle boarding and hit some golf balls off the deck. The Captain invited me to join him at his table for dinner. I felt honored and we had a wonderful time. He is a very attractive and attentive gentleman. ______________________________________________________ DEAR DIARY . DAY FOUR Went to the ship's casino . did OK ... won about $80. The Captain invited me to have dinner with him in his state room. We had a l
Music Trivia - You Play For Gifts!
This ten piece funk band is known for 'theme' album covers that have a drawing featuring members of the band in character on the outside, and a photo of a similar scene inside the record or CD. Who was the group? Remember the answers must be posted here to be considered a winner, first to answer correctly wins. WE HAVE A WINNER! ~~Little Dick TomTom~@ CherryTAP The group is Lakeside and they are best known for their song "Fantastic Voyage" remade by Coolio in the early 90's Okay, this is a lyric question, that means I want the name of the artist, song and year it was released. "I lived most of my life in New York City Born and raised in the promised land One day this man in black said, "Listen Jack" Told me I was chosen to kiss the ring on his hand He said "Kindly reconsider the sins of your past" And I said "Mister you can kindly kiss my ass"' This is super simple and I hope proves to be lots of fun. Everyday, at different times, I will post a music triva que
Carphunter Speaks
You All Did Jai Proud. Can't beleieve the amount of love you all showed, THANK YOU Is the following True I Need Help Understanding Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's
Inclined 2 Get Poetical
....Idle thoughts transpire into visions of you and I standing before he who serves the Most High…it is here I profess and confess which simply can not be denied My love for you defines true, its origin dates back to the first beat of my heart It was present before my first breath, so not even in death will we part I look in your eyes and see my reflection as if it was etched into your soul… I knew then it was possible for two separate entities to intertwine and become whole Energized by your energy, my eyes cloaked by the nostalgia of past life memories you’ve given me, yet and still I see vividly All praise is due to the Creator for giving me the ability to re-cognize you… I grasp your hand tight as we begin on foot, this journey of “us” Watching every step I take closely because I simply cannot bear the thought of burning your trust Looking back only to chuckle at those who came before you Acknowledging the trials and tribulations they took me through conditioned my hear Me, And Mostly
Another original Poem by me... seems I've found a bit of a lyrical streak as of late... This one is done in the style of a Shakespearian Sonnet and was inspired by my last blog post concerning choices... Hope you like...Mike... "The Way" Years have past since last I was home; Wrapped in the warmth of family and friend; Years have past, spent imaginably alone; Alone in heart, to interiority I descend. Feebly proclaiming one souls desire; A victim of self-pity; predestiny's servant. Outrageous fortune consumed entire; Until at last, a soul becomes more observant. For fortune's eye focused upon a road; Throughout the journey and choices made. A souls resolve doest point and goad; Onward good soul, before the path doest fade. At awakenings end, mine eyes do see; Twas the choices I made on the road to me. © Copyright 2007 Michael John McPhee 'twas Not for... 'twas not for...worms delighting in carrion remain on a field of toils end, 'neath black cloaking rain
Uh Huh
well I got the job..I'm working 40 hours a week now..and are you ready for the BIG news? I'm having a baby!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm due july 1st! :) :) :) :) :) we are both very excited! well I will write more tomorrow, I need to get to bed 5am will be here before i know it! -Jess and its a BOY!!!! I'm so excited and so is james. he is sooo cute..he was sucking on his little thumbs in the ultrasound..awwww I can't wait till he is finally here! i had a very good valentines day...James got me a HUGE bear, with 2 roses in its little paw and a Huge balloon. it was nice..I made him an angel food cake with strawberries and whip cream and I also made him dinner. and later we are going to celebrate more...rawr..haha...well I hope you all are doing good :) xox Jess Well I had the baby, HE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! Me and James couldn't be happier. He was so awesome when i was in the hospital, He never left my side. I love him so much. I can't believe its almost been a year since we've been together. Ti
As I was sitting here today, just trying to find jobs in the area, I decided I wanted a little “music” to listen to. So, I looked up Britney Spears, because I happen to like her song “piece of me.” What I got, was a bombardment of Britney bashing videos. So the thought that crossed my mind was, “Why are people so judgmental.” So I started to think. Are people that insecure and unhappy with their lives, that they must find an outlet at an other’s expense? It starts in grammar school. Children taunt, tease, and bully others because they think its “funny”. Well, who taught them this? This isn’t something that is just part of a person’s “personality” it is part of values and learning. I’m almost willing to bet, that if you know of a child who is doing such a thing, listen to their parents when you’re out at an event. More than likely, they’re going to sit there and talk about others as if they’re “better” than the person of the subject. Is this really what things have come to? Teaching our
Another Silly Survey About Me
Hi, guys! Here is an oldie, but goodie. The results are good for a laugh. Enjoy. 1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name) um mom don't have one, Thomas If I gave you a name, then I wouldn't be protected really, would I? My WPN would be " ". How about a symbol like Prince used to have? I could tell you, but then I'd have to . . . . 2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad) Okay, so since I'm a FEMALE, I'm going to change the rules a bit: Women, use your mom's mom, and your dad's mom: Balentina Eunice. Mmm. How about nicknames? no clue. Yes. That's better. . . Or maybe Gramma Gramma? 3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) NicMic 4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal) Purple Cat 5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born) Angelina Chicago 6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav. alcoholic drink, add "THE" to the beginning? The Pink Tequila
Paisley Does Dallas Version 22
a. i've never cheated on a girlfriend/spouse/etc.... why you want to, i don't know and don't want to know... i do like sex.. b. i don't like dick.. period.. c. i only like women...period. d. please don't involve me in your marital or relationship drama if you have a boyfriend, i don't want to be involved... in anyway shape or form.. e. don't contact me to fuck you while your husband watches, tries to fuck me in the ass, etc.. "i wasn't born yesterday", bitch! f. don't call me, text me from a phone your boyfriend, sig, hubby, etc.. is paying the bill on... i don't want to go to jail because some asshole calls and threatens me and i end up fucking his face up.. i can.. i have and I will. g. if this applies to you and you still want to fuck, it's going to be a public place, you won't know my address... but i like public places... h. i don't do husbands or boyfriends, get it? 10PM - be there! A special guest appearance this thursday night at wax as Paisley spins re
i had a really bad two weeks first my uncle deid and than a friend of mines kid got hit by a car and died and than my cousins wife died and there baby and than my brother in law wrecked his motorcycle and we dont know if he is going to make it and that pic of my sitting on that motorcycle is the one that got wrecked and to top it all off i have been having chest pains and the only one that knows is my sister YOU NEVER NOW WHAT YOU GOT UNTIL ITS GONE AND THAN IT MAY BE TO LATE EVEN IF YOU NEVER MET THAT PERSON SO STOP AND THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU LOOSE THAT PERSON NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER CUZ YOU DONT KNOW THAT YOUR MISS AND IT COULD BE A VERY GOOD THING
Tales Of My Actual Life--if You Even Give A Fuck.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: In the mornings I eat coffee and donuts. Daily. I balance this out by eating ridiculous health foods for dinner, like tofu and spinach wraps. 2: I struggle to find peace with the status quo, no matter how great things are at any given point. 3: I spent my entire 'middle school' years of life in a residential treatment program. Basically--something between boot camp and a mental institution and Outward Bound. 4: I am addicted to sushi. 5: I work in a musical instrument store, yet I'm barely learning to play guitar. I consider it a blessing, yet I feel like every day at the job could be my last due to my lack of knowledge.
Yup I am back and now kicking more ass than usual...Damn tonsils and had hernia surgery aswell...Gee imagine that...I knew something was wrong when I was at midtown fitness(by the way the best club around) and I had felt a pop and a burn...wooooohaaaa..... One of the best songs by OTEP...Suicide Trees Spent my whole life in love with despair Kept my lungs full with the breath of their air Mute, atmosphere, I became what I hate, And thus shall I remain, To give birth to a mighty assassin armed with a weapon of words, To defy the lies, to never compromise, No Today my name is pain I stood, beyond the world Whispering secret syllables in the eyeless dark Dancing wildly round and round on the rotting ground Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell This is how I delete myself and this is how I corrupt everyone else Obey obey, betray betray You are not unique you do not need to think Take it, take it, I will I will I will You succumb so nicely Like an ins
It Is What It Is
If you don't see things The way I do That's okay I accept it Why won't U? I need to have answers I need to know why So I can move on And let things lie I'm not a little girl anymore I've been taught well I've learned a few things Why can't they tell Today it's okay? Tomorrow it's not? My thoughts just won't stop! I want to get away I can't I have to stay Some days I'm not bothered On others I'm pissed off I have no choice I have to deal with this loss I want to laugh I want to scream I want to cry I want to know why I'm confused I guess that's normal They act like I'm wrong Am I ever right? They should look at my point of view So they will understand why I do what I do When will I be allowed to be me To handle myself freely I know what to decide Give me the control But stay by my side I can be different I can change I'll be fine Just not the same I know where to draw the line I'm not selfish all the time Life is good This is not a b
My Life~~as It Happens
I'm so sorry that I haven't written in a while, i have been so busy with thanksgiving and now trying to get all my christmas stuff done. So when I left off I was just starting business school and i had just met Dan. Dan was very sexy, tall blonde hair blue eyes and the sweetest talking guy you could ever meet. I could never figure out why he chose to be with me. I met him while I was working at a carvel ice cream store. the first 6 months of our relationship was wonderful, we hardly ever faught or argued, but then maybe again I was just so in love with the idea of being in love that I didn't see the warning signs. then he moved into one of my parents apratments to be closer to me, and I ended up "unofficially" moving in too, meaning I wasn't there to help pay the bills, but I stayed there ever night and and cleaned up for him blah blah blah. After we were dating for about a year and half, things started getting worse, to the point where I knew something was wrong and
As My Victims Bleed
Pimpin Myself
i'm losin already....if ya have time please vote and bomb me with comments....thanks...hugs and kisses! if ya haven't rated me PLEASE do....soon i will be able to add more to my family...xoxo ...becky
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hey all i am up fo auction one more time come all come give a bid on me lets make it a good one this time thanks Brian Hello all i am up for auction, If you would like to own me please go bid on me Ook if u like to own me just click on the link
Jazzie's Blog
Personally I kinda feel like I live a double personality. I am a respectable college student during the day. I am the angel and success of my whole family and I am the example for everyone to look up to. But when they are not looking I am a crazy rebel child having fun of life to its fullest. if anyone on cherrytap saw me during the day they would not recognize me at all. I have managed to make these pictures not look like the respectable me. But when the night comes, the makeup comes out the short skirts, high heels and tanktops. And then it is what u see here. I am really not that bad there is much more to me than just looks I actually have a personality... amazing huh??? Well yeah I take school very seriously and hopefully soon i will be an investor. Too bad many of you dont know my name, in the future I could be your supreme court justice. =) Welll just wanted to vent on my "double life" This interesting subject came up...Well do some of you intentionally hurt others because u've
So I don't feel very well today. I'm tired... And all I want is to move up in rank right now. I've been working hard and trying to make new friends...but it's hard when you're ugly like me! Oh well life goes on. I hope everyone had a wonderful day today and I didn't get around to cleaning the house so know I'm kicking myself in the ass for that! More work for tomorrow! Have a great night ya'all... *Hugs! Swing by and show me some get well lovinS!!! Well I am tired of all the shit ass drama going on. I fucking hate my life and that's about it. I really do fucking hope that you are happy. You are ruining a prefectly good relationship. And that's about it. Really. Do whatever the hell you want to do, but not under my mother fucking roof. I hope you do this to every person you claim to love in your life. They will soon find out you aren't as pure and sweet as everyone things you are. I can't go on like this anymore. It's driving me to the end.
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with
Soft And Wet
1993 murder case Do you remember February in 1993 when a young 3 yr. Old was taken from a Shopping mall in Liverpool, NY by two 10-year-old boys? He walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed Batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this... What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accident. This week Lady Justic
Things That Need To Be Known Click Here to see and read the FUBAR Bible. Click Here for a simple demo of the site and some basic on how to. Here to learn some way to make points and FuBucks. Here to get to the Bouncer List. Some other basic links for members. Here to report an underage member. Be sure to have Proof and link to users profile. Click Here for Terms of Service. Here to read on Bouncers and member disputes. Click Here to unblock a user. Just find the user you want to unblock, and click unblock under their photo. Here Read this first befor you write Scrapper about getting your MUMM rights back. Click Here Wouldn't hurt to take a look at
The more I love them, and I can't wait to see them on Sunday! "Scream" I saw the clouds forming tornadoes in the sky The winter winds blew on lake michigan that night I carved your name into my arm So i would remember you Sometimes it hurts so bad i don't want to know what to say Enacting sybil vane in some tragic way So afraid that i can't ever explain So now i Scream And hope it's a dream It's hard just to breathe When you say goodbye I wanna sleep but there are nightmares when i try The birds are circling I know the reasons why Maybe a sad song some time I will make you remember me Somehow i feel that it's my destiny to fail Get dried and hung upon a gallery wall Holding on by just a thread to my heart So now i Scream And hope it's a dream It's hard just to breathe When we say goodbye Scream It's not what it seems I still cant believe That we said goodbye pan·a·ce·a Pronunciation [pan-uh-see-uh] noun 1. a remedy for all disease or il
Fiancée Visiting!! :-)
It SHOULDN'T be that much of an issue, though the recuperation may WELL continue to make me scarce 'round here.  :( I GUESS I was in the right place @ the right time:  This was diagnosed while I was in recovery for general surgery, leading to something I've PROBABLY needed for some time:  a pacemaker.  In a couple of hours I'll be meeting my fiancée at the airport, as she will be here for another 20 days! Moreover, since the first phase of our paperwork has now been approved, PERHAPS this will be her last "visit" before she is able to stay in the U.S. permanently! She travels SUCH a distance to get her, & we find SO many things to do while she's here, that, well, Cherry Tap falls by the wayside for me. Have an **EXCELLENT** New Years, one 'n all!! Perhaps the 3rd weekend of January I'll once again be spending more time here??
You walked into my life like a wind in the night having to deal with me put up a fight I have never had a prince charming before someone that I can simply adore You held out your hand, as I pushed it away but now my love i will take it each day. Walk with me and beside me, hold me tight and pull me even closer in the dead of the night. An Angel with wings you must be I have never had anyone as special to me Soon our heartbeats will become one As our new found love had just begun. So many nights I have sat by my pc, in search of something I did not know. So many hours feeling all alone, searching out what I still did not know. Turning to chat, searching for someone that was like me. After two years of chatting I do think I have found my soulmate. Scary as it may be he is in Germany and I am moving to Germany very soon. This is going to be the biggest adventure of my life since I cant speak German (except Jagermeister, lol). I am hoping to learn quickly. Leaving behind he
In 1967 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US President Johnson and Soviet premiere Aleksei Kosygin agree not to let any crisis push them into wore Thurgood Marshall is sworn in as the first black Supreme Court justice The first home microwave is released by Amana Dave Matthews, Kurt Cobain, Liz Phair, Vin Diesel, Julia Roberts, and Anna Nicole Smith are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series Green Bay Packers in Super Bowl I Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup Disney's The Jungle Book and The Graduate are the top grossing films One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez is published Paul McCartney announces that all four members of the Beatles have "dropped acid" For the first time, Jimi Hendrix sets his guitar on fire during a concert in London Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band is released The first issue of Rolling Stone magazine is published The FCC orders that cigarette ads on tele
this is for the girl I like, she know who she is
In times of stress is when you find who really has your back. My favorite saying to cheer up my friends is: " When life gives you lemons through them at someone else who deserves them." This is so that you remember that life is hard but you can always turn it in your favor a little bit. So if you feel down do something to cheer yourself up. We can not always find someone who has the answer we need but we know what we get a good laugh from. Friends are those when your in need just show up at your door or call without being asked they just know when they are needed. They will tell you that they may not know what to tell you but will let you yell, scream, holler, and cry at them if need be. Then they will give you a hug and ask if you feel better. That is just what a friend is for. Truth can always help in bad times. If you tell someone the truth when they ask you strait out the question then you can usually straiten out any problems with the least amount of fighting. You do not lie to
Lol, I Didn't Know
i didn't know the higher your level the more pictures you can put. LOL Well...let's see... I love making pictures you can tile as wallpaper, so, "IT"S PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!!" LOL Sorry If God is "all-knowing", does he have to think? Why does everyone refer to God as a male? The sex is only for breeding... God wouldn't have a sex. if God were deciding to send his son for the first time in this day and age, would he have changed anything and what would it have been? Would he even bother? Jesus didn't want to die! "Take this cup from my lips, if it be thine will." But he knew he had to to get the point across that his dad wanted everyone to hear and have. Jesus came for the sinners... NOT the saints. DON"T EVER think you are to gone to receive Christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN! I really have to stop blogging when i'm drunk! LOL When people do pics of flipping off the haters or the people that flame them or whatever.... you are giving them what they want!!!!!!!
Did I Tell You I Had An 8x10 Glossy Of You...
Meh Psychos Blog
grrrr i wish i didnt drive every girl i got with away i think i try hard to let a girl know i like her but eveytime its some little thing i do and poof shes realy down tonight so if anyone can cheer me up their welcome my yahoo names _madnesss_ if anyone would like ta talk im bored allso:P i want your soul to keep inside my box to hide from all. i want to protect you. i want to be your hero.i want to be your lover. i want to be who you hate.i want to be who makes you laugh. i want to be who makes you cry. i want to make you feel desire. i want to make you feel loathing. i want to make you feel pleasure. i want to make you feel pain.i want you to know all. i want you to be confused. i want you don't expect the best of me. don't expect the worst of me I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember,
Top Four Adult Jokes of 2006 Fourth Place: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." Third Place: One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh. "The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should s
Cool Stuff
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differen
My Blogs
Just a word to the ones I talk to often.... When I find a friend in someone and we talk on more than a few occasions you become family or I become your fan cause I have reached my family limit!! But I am tired of sifting through over 300 friends is hard to remember who I talk to... So if I am of any importance let me know!!! rarelyyyyyyyyyyyyyy used ~Tina~ HEY THANKS FOR THE 1O'S BUT WHILE YOU ARE LEAVING THAT 10 PLEASE COMMENT!!! THAT WAY I KNOW WHO GIVES A CRAP! THANKS PLEASE COMMENT YOUR THOUGHTS !!!!!!!!!! EXCUSE ME if this sounds rude but enough is enough!!! This is for men and woman reading this hear me out! If you can not be a real person and be the person you really are because you are sitting behind a computer and you think you will never meet the other person you are talking to than leave immediately~ cause my thoughts are only God knows that! I think everyone comes in paths of each other fo
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Very Important to Note: Isn't it true that we all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/numbers stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones? Let us for a moment create a scenario wherein (God forbid); We are involved in an accident or had a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone but don't' know which number to call to inform our family members. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. Read below for more details..... Subject: " ICE " Campaign Recently, the concept of " ICE " is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by majority of the population, all you need to do is sto
What We Are Looking For...
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Upon Your Shore LM Date: Sep 11, 2007 8:29 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: KeithDate: Sep 11, 2007 12:45 AMFrom: kc rebel girlDate: Sep 10, 2007 7:58 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ~gabby+elena pbjelly time~Date: Sep 10, 2007 7:44 PMPLEASE REPOST THIS FOR ALL OF THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE DIED. THEY WOULD DO THE SAME FOR Y O U . . .NOW THE RULES.1 ) WHEN YOU ARE DONE LOOKING AT THIS BULLITEN. PRESS REPLY2 ) COPY THE CODE3 ) REPOST!. . IT'S THAT EASY We all want love.., we may say we are casual and just looking for friends, etc, but deep inside we yearn for that love that last a lifetime and caresses every part of our being.., Kahlil Gibran writes that when love beckons to you..., to answer.., even tho the sword hidin within its pinions may pierce your soul.., that love can shake you to your very foundation but also touch you to y
Semper Fi
Semper Fi An unemployed stripper begged her agent to find her work. He cautioned her that the only job available was at a longshoremen's convention-- typically a rough gig. Because she was broke, she took the job anyway. That evening, the agent walked into the hall just as the stripper began her act. Before long, the unruly crowd began pelting her with crushed beer cans and cigarette butts while shouting obscenities, issuing lewd catcalls and trying to manhandle her. Halfway through her performance, she ran off stage, sobbing. "Look, they don't mean anything by it," the agent said consolingly. "They've just had too much to drink and----" "No, no it's not them!" she exclaimed. "Did you hear that fucking band?" Two widows, are talking at the Bowling Alley. Martha says, "That nice George Johnson asked me out for a date. I know you went out with him last week and I wanted to talk with you about him before I give him my answer." Edna: "Well, I'll tell you. He shows
Random Writting
Sleep alone tonight, your side is cold. A scream echoes empty walls. Tears burn and blur, curse myself. Everything is still, save for a heart beat. ... Little child beware, mommy cannot love you... ...she's never gonna love you... you.. I.. Must've lit up a dozen cigarettes in the after-math reeling from effects of yet another attack and I, sat there Crushin' up all these little white thrills...these little white pills 'cause I like the way they feel when they're coursing through my veins and I like the way they take all this fucking pain. Yeah, 'cause nothing's gonna numb me and no one's gonna save you  and So I'm whirling, twirling, and everything's swirling.  I find myself spiraling down again to the depths of this grainy little bottle of gin.   ..[In progress]..   [In progress] I pray for ignorance.   Wish I could hate you but my heart won't let me. The drinks feel weaker.  The memories, stronger. I would give anything to know you again. Nothing can ev
The Life And Times Of A Horndog
I hate working 10 hour shifts...but hey the extra hours help out alot. I know this much. my feet hurt, my legfs hurt, my back hurts, I'm just sore. and tomorrow I gt to gon in from 4 to midnight getting to close again. God I can't wait for the Pizza to get here. I'm fucking hungry. April 12 I make my MMA debut in Hazard, KY against Steven Barger. Wish me luck.xed Martial Arts. its pretty much like UFC. So I've been single for a while sucks beyond compare honestly.IO go from having this wonderful person wiht me all the time to finding out she isn't much fo what I really thought to begin wiht and am now alone. I mean my roomate is here but she and I aren't romantically involved in any way. So I'm lonely. I dunno why I'm even really writing this blog. I mean I guess just to vent. No one ever reads these anyways. I just wish I had someone to hang out wiht where there is a chance at being romantically involved. The Last three gals I've spoken to have either gotten interested in
Courtesy of Hello all my cherrytap friends,and fans just wanted to drop a few lines to let you know about this mind movies thing that I am talking about this thing is awesome let me tell you, there is so much truth in this that it is unreal, do me and you a favor go check it out what can it hurt it only takes a few seconds so go ahead check it out thanks Leo the Junkmann hey check this out its like my space but you get paid for for stuff you love doing like blogs pictures movies,comments,friends just copy and paste
My Story
Chapter 1 They walked passed each other every day, lockers were right next to each other but they never spoke. He was known as the school nerd and she was the cheerleading captin. Barely knew the other even existed until one day when everything changed. Precious Stetson, was junior in high school when her life changed for what at the time she believed to be the worst. She had been the cheerleading captin for two years and had always been able to get away with everything, even cheating. This year things were different though. They had a new principal and he didn't care who you were, if you didn't follow the rules you got punished. Precious was never any good at math so whenever she had a test coming up she would sneak into the classroom when nobody else was there and find the key. Once she found the key she would make a copy of it and hide it in her folder for the day of the test. Never before had she gotten caught. But then again never before had she been so careless.
Things About Me Dear Fubar Friends and Family: Wanted to share some joyous news with all of you. Not many of you know this yet but I am pregnant and expecting my first child along with my boyfriend Mark so pretty soon we will be the proud parents of a bouncing baby boy whom we are planning to name Zachary Mark. We are very happy about this and I am glad to report that both baby and myself are doing very well so far. Had some rough patches at the beginning with morning sickness and ended up in the hospital for fourty days back in August/September because some well meaning but misinformed psychologist decided to panic and pull me off of my meds cold turkey so I decompensated until they figured out the best and least harmful medication to give me but I am doing very well now and feeling better every day. I am six months along now in my pregnancy and little Zachary is due on March 11th, 2008 or thereabouts. The little trooper is kicking away inside of me now. My little karate ki
Cooking :)
The cleanup isn't that bad, and I really do think that they lend a lot to flavor, as well as they just seem to cook things better than my non-stick set. I also really like the fact that they can go from stovetop to in the oven and back. I don't have to get something else dirty to use the oven for part of the cook process. Ok... Times may vary. I stole this one from Alton Brown (Good Eats on The Food Network). The times here will take a good "thick cut" steak (I try to go for Ribeyes) to about medium rare, and the thicker pre-done packaged bacon-wrapped chuck fillets to rare deliciousness. Turn the broiler on its highest setting and make a snake out of foil to keep the door of the oven open (very important to keep the heating element on the whole time. While it is heating up, season one side of the steak 1/2 of what you would put on it, flip it and season the other side totally. When the oven is hot, put the steaks in the MIDDLE rack with the fully seasoned side up. Let this cook for
Just Blogging
Please watch out for this Man. His name is Luis Gonzalez. He brutally beat a girl i know to death. Here are two of his pictures. Please repost this for everyone to see so that this doesn't happen to anyone else. This is not a joke. It happend May 12th 2007. It happend just because she couldn't get another girl to join them hanging out. Again PLEASE SPREAD THIS AROUND. Please go and show her some luv. I'm sure she could use a lot of it right now. 2FAST4U!! ~{ Cherry Snatcher}~@ CherryTAP This is off of Active Inmate Details - GONZALEZ, LUIS Information PIN: A0105206 Booking #: 0700007612 Location: EC219B Name: GONZALEZ, LUIS MIGUEL Sex: M Race: W Height: 510 Weight: 135 Hair: BLK Eyes: BRO DOB: 5/24/1973 Booking Date: 5/12/2007 4:11:00 AM Charges Code Desc OBTS Bond $ Release Case # Charge # 1 784.041-1 BATTERY | FELONY BATT RESULT FROM BODILY HARM/DISABILITY 4201118149 $10,000.00 07023945 Court Case # Bond Type: SURETY
What Really Grinds My Gears
You know what really grinds my gears? Tax time. First you gotta wait for all the forms. Then you gotta get all the forms and books. Then the freaking calculations. Damn, I dunno how people do it. At least I won't have to go through all those headaches. I just do it online. But then the big part that really sucks.... I'll end up owing money on my state tax. And I won't be getting a federal one either. Tax time sucks when you don't have kids and know you're not getting money back. That's what grinds my gears. You know what grinds my gears? This "Not Safe For Work" thing. Here's why I liked LostCherry in the first place. You could put up pics that you can't put up on MySpace or any other site that you otherwise have to pay for to use. Since this NSFW thing, I've noticed I've been on here a lot less. I think this site's starting to turn into the very site they were supposed to be the opposite of in the first place. And not just because of this NSFW thing. Have ya noticed

On March 28th 2006 you left my life and tore apart my soul.What did I do to make you leave me like that?I still think about you everyday.You haunt my dreams.I miss you so much I feel like I can't breath with the pain crushing down on me.I would give anything just to hear your voice or see your smile.Know that I will always love you and I hope that one day we will see each other again.I hope that heaven was all you thought it would be. to my love from up above may you know that i love and miss you and you will always be my best friend.and even though we were unable to get married in life know that you're my husband in my heart.i love you george 4 ever n always Sunday, November 19, 2006 true love Current mood: sad True love knows no color. Doesn't know right from wrong.Doesn't care if it's good or bad.True love just is.A feeling that over rides the right mind.That's why it's called falling in love.You can't stop it wheather it's wrong bad good or painful.True love just
My Stuff
sometimes i feel that since i was married twice and couldnt make those marriages work, that i am not deserving of another chance. i sit here and talk to girls and go on dates but i still wonder if i will ever find someone that really cares about me and i will care about. i know someone like this but we dont date. im really comfortable around her and have known her for a very long time. i guess it wasnt meant to be but sometimes i fantasize that it will someday. i always look forward to being with her and feel less just for being away from her. i had never really thought about it before but now that i have i cant get her out of my mind. i wonder when i go out with the other gals if i should be there since i am wanting to be with someone else or if i even deserve to be there since i couldnt make two mariages work out. sometimes i think i would rather just be alone for the rest of my life. maybe that is what i deserve. maybe that is all that i need. i dont think i could handle
Sleep, those little slices of death; Oh how I loathe them.
My Lil Things...
I do not know if anyone else agrees but here it goes.. In my opinion I think most of my pictures are suitable for viewing otherwise they wouldn't be posted. However I have these ridiculous people going and reporting all of my pictures as NSFW. Like my blonde chick where u see her backside and the devil's arms around her....WTF is wrong with that picture??? I have seen several pictures on the 'TOP SUPPORTER' that have chicks with their tits showing and men showin off thier dicks.. So explain to me why that is suitable and my pictures are so distasteful??? It rather pisses me off. Perturbed, Sexy Yet Simple Hello everyone...Just giving you a little insight to how my life works..I work at the hospital so my hours and days are always changing. Right now I either work from 8am until 4:30 pm, or from 7am until 7:30 pm..And normally after work I'm too tired to even get on here and chat..On my days off I am at home with my son..I really have no one to watch my son so I do not go anywh
A Kiss Is Not A Kiss...than What..?
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day. 6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 10 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 12 . Play with her hair. 13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her. 17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 18
Poems By Me!
The Hug Its just a simple hug… But to a weary soul and heart its like the hope of each sunrise when a rosebud opens in the early morning dew… Wrapped in his strength like a cocoon, surrounded by his essence and the beating of his heart she escapes from this existence….. to that safe place…. If even for a fleeting moment…there is peace inside…. He goes about his way but his scent lingers wrapping around her like a warm fuzzy blanket…. With each breath he is still there when she closes her eyes…she smiles…. With time his fragance wanes and her heart aches as it longs for his next…. simple hug….. Life is a rainbow, it's a spring snow, It's the mornin' dew. An' I don't wanna waste another minute, Without you. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine
JANUARY=PIMP Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Attractive personality.Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly and stays loyal to them. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Understanding. Fun to be around.Ambitious.Unpredictable.Caring and loving. Romantic on the inside not outside. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily bu
Now I dont know how this is fuckin possible but IM loosing.. What the fuck is going on. Start playing dirty I say thats what they are doing. copy and past your comments like 100 times so i can win. I can believe I cant win the biker bitch contest but i win the Titty contest.. lets go people vote..... COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT THEY ALL COUNT..SO THEY WANT DIRTY WE CAN DO DIRTY..LETS SHOW THEM A REAL BIKER BITCH HERE IS THE LINK Courtesy of Harleysportee69 OK over 500 friends and only fuckin 69 votes... what the fuck... help me out im in second place..NO GOOD...I NEED TO WIN.. CUM ON PEOPLE..YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS... If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment (I vote for you) 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted.
//ho I Am Just Me
really give a damn wha ya think when im on the brink to extinct to fringe off the end of sin some types brethren within to stipulatin ends n collect no plex but forget this is the great texas where ya clip from a tec in haters chest slugs jumpin from the breathe where we decapitate extract the organs fro the ribcage to the intestines craze gimme that pay for these get sprayed we dont play in the lone star state escape we crucify a stage spittin pain no happy grace just frowns to extract from our phrase release my stress cause im never blessed in this life's show nope cant cope so ill call up the devil lock em in a scope m.o.e. where we murder mo murder mo flee from laws from these fo's fuck em tryin talk plottin to drop but fuck yall even if one my own gotta fall holdin my own now i feel i wanna change names maybe switch identities holdin me in commecary for my coincidental sanctity for your literaries locked away in greed from your eyes can see your jealousy fuck in
My First Blog, Yes It's A Servey
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: hell no that's wrong What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you've dated? 8 years Ever been in a car wreck?: 2 but i wasn't behind the wheel Were you popular in high school?: nope Have you ever been on a blind date?: 1 or 2 Are looks important?: a bit but not totally Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??: one By what age would you like to be married?: the ay after i die Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?: nope Have you ever made a mistake?: i never make mistakes Are you a good tipper?: i try to be What's the most you have spent for a haircut?: $30 Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: one Have you ever peed in public?: what guy hasn't What song do you want played at your funeral?: who says i'm dieing Would you tell your parents if you were gay?: i'm not
New To The Bar
come help me out god damnit hit me up w/ sum ratings I always return the favor :) :) well it sure is a cruel world we're livin in people. when u can have suttin that is so good and piss it away u know u've fucked up royally. i'll never forgive myself. i've given up my soulmate because i was stupid enough to believe dumb bitches. chris chris when are u gunna fuckin learn kid. damn. i will never forgive myself c'mon guys helpme out rate my songs pics all sorts of shit. HELP guys i aleays return the favor.
Coming Of Story At A Time
The innerverse 'tis the tiny world, The inverted globe of the inside This tiny world the womb of being, Is hurled, Whirled, From the inside, It's like Queen Mab's birthplace, Shiny, Tiny, Forced to be free, The souland of love and emotion A feeling of charge, empathetic passion like the twinkle in her eyes, The heaven in her universe, Like watching her inner self contained in the spirit of her verse Capturing my daughter's fairyland For the first time in my mind c. 1999 Jeff Kozlowski A Bold New Dream, America By Jeff Kozlowski The traditional ideal of the American dream resides in the stars and stripes of my earliest memories. This was especially true on the Fourth of July, when colorful blasts filling the sky brought to mind hopes of my future as a war hero, astronaut, or professional ball player. I remember one year when I was four or five, sitting on the back of my uncle’s boat holding a mini American flag, watching the fireworks show late at night. My
Fun Stuff
This is my good friend game over can you please come help him out in his contest My Girl ~JellyBean~ made this. Why do men feel that it's ok to call us lady's Attention Whore's ?? men are the biggest ATTENTION WHORE'S on the face of this earth. RUSH DID THIS ONE Dear Friend's.I just got on to say hello.And to see how everyone was doing. I have been real busy with work. so that is why i have not been on here.But i would like to also add that im friend's with 2 people that don't like one another right now. And i hope in do time this will pass.I had talk to her on yahoo and told her i was joined back up. She told me that her and a good friend of her's were no longer friend's.I had asked her what should i do. that it was all up to her since we have been talking for along time now she had told me that she was not going to make me pick between friend's and that was not right,I feel that take's a real big person to stand up and say that.Well my friend's i need to get g
Just Me
A single tear falls from a cheek The earth shakes violently Mountains and trees fall to the ground Volcano's erupt Firey ash spews out over everything Rain and hail fall hard against the ground Tornado's rip through forests and cities Everything falls to its fierce grip Hurricane winds yank trees from their roots Debris soars through the air Day turns to night Night turns to day Tidal waves crash against the sand The earth stops Time stands still Silence The tear hits the ground A heart has been broken by T.L Ford Watching and Wondering The world passes by watching waiting wondering why does it feel like im not here friends joke laughing i know i should i sit there my mind wandering from me i smile wondering if they see through me see my false smiles fake laughter shattered dreams questiong if they hear my thoughts see my fears my sadness my doubts my anger heartache wondering if i feel anything i watch through my eyes as if they arent my
Stories I Write.
Greg finally made it home from work. It had been an unusually long day and he was tired. He walked into his modest two-bedroom apartment, loosened his tie, and kicked off his shoes. He walked to the refrigerator, pulled out a beer, and the pizza box left over from last night, and then he went back to his home office and set his dinner down on his desk. He pushed the button on his computer, opened up the beer, and went to his bedroom to change clothes while it booted up. He changed into a pair of shorts that he probably wouldn’t ever wear outside of the house. They had paint stains on them, and a hole in a rather embarrassing spot, right in the front, but they were comfortable. He put on a tank top that was in about the same shape. On his way out of the room, he saw himself in the full-length mirror. He was in his forties, and if anyone was asked to guess his age, they usually hit it within a couple of years. His hair was turning gray in a few spots. Not in the way that made him
Once there was this boy from Mars and this girl from Venus. Not only had they come from different planets but different eons. They both lived such very different lives and yet in some ways very similar lives. Very dark painful lives in so many ways. He lost his mother when he was very young and she her father. They both suffered physical and mental abuse from those who should have loved them unconditionally. They both found that this pain forged in them special powers. The power to create tremendous beauty with but mere flicks of their hands. To see things others missed. Some how in this infinite large dark universe they found each other. And for a time they found paradise. But maybe nothing is meant to last forever. And maybe the differences were too much. Fate had other plans and she found her father... The future is yet unwritten... for Kimberly ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci Originally posted April first 2007 No f
The Penis I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: * I do physical labor. * I work at great depths. * I plunge headfirst into everything I do. * I do not get weekends or holidays off. * I work in a damp environment. * I work ina dark area with poor ventilation. * I work in an area with high temperatures. * My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis *** Dear Mr. Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: * You do not work eight hours straight. * You fall asleep after brief work periods. * You do not always follow the orders of the management team. * You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. * You do not take initiative. * You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. * You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your
Erotica Queen
Ya know, I still get hot reading my own stories! I was reading/editing Sorority (on my site and soon to be in the membership section) and it got me all worked up. Now I'm debating on waking up my sleeping fiance so he can do his magic with his tongue again! :) Well, we'll see. Still have work to do! Hey all! The test membership of the Inky Blue Allusions web site is going to start on Dec. 3, 2007. We still need women and couples to test the memberships site(guys are ok too if you're single!). If you want to be one of the testers send an email to with "membership tester" in the subject line. On or before Dec. 3 you will be sent your username and password. You'll get to read all of Sorority (a story of a young woman's sexual discovery) and The Pleasure Palace (you'll find out what happens when a hotel's true goal is to service you!) and Cille (a story about what happens when society truly messes with a young woman's mind - Steven King fans wil
The Room
A police officer pulls over a speeding car. The officer says, " I clocked you at 80 miles per hour, sir." The driver says, "Gee, officer I had it on cruise control at 60, perhaps your radar gun needs calibrating." Not looking up from her knitting the wife says: "Now don't be silly dear, you know that this car doesn't have cruise control." As the officer writes out the ticket, the driver looks over at his wife and growls, "Can't you please keep your mouth shut for once?" The wife smiles demurely and says, "You should be thankful your radar detector went off when it did." As the officer makes out the second ticket for the illegal radar detector unit, the man glowers at his wife and says through clenched teeth, "Dam it, woman, can't you keep your mouth shut?" The officer frowns and says, "And I notice that you're not wearing your seat belt, sir. That's an automatic $75 fine." The driver says, "Yeah, well, you see officer, I had it on, but too
Ron's Journal
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Bisexual was a term originally used in referance to hermphrodites.It is now a term used for those who are physically,romantically,or sexually attracted to those of the same sex as themselves as well as the opposite sex(I got this info from websters online dictionary,wikipedia and encyclopedia britanica)So technically I could've dropped the curious from my old screen name ...hehehe RENO, Nev. - The widow of a soldier killed in Afghanistan saw a Wiccan symbol placed on a memorial plaque for her husband Saturday, after fighting the federal government for more than a year over the emblem. Roberta Stewart, widow of Sgt. Patrick Stewart, and Wiccan leaders said it was the first government-issued memorial plaque with a Wiccan pentacle — a five-pointed star enclosed in a circle. More than 50 friends and family dedicated the plaque at Northern Nevada Veterans Cemetery, about 30 miles east of Reno. They praised Gov. Kenny Guinn for his role in getting the Nevada Office of Veterans
To My Fans And Family!!!
Sixty-Nine Odd QuestionsAre your parents married or divorced?:divorced Are you a vegetarian?:no Do you believe in Heaven?:no Have you ever come close to dying?:yes What jewelry do you wear 24/7?:peircings Are you eating?:no, im trying to quit Do you eat the stems of broccoli:if i want gas Do you wear makeup?:sometimes, not that i need it Would you ever have plastic surgery?:no, why? What do you wear to bed?:when i want you to know, i will show you! Have you ever done anything illegal?:yes Can you roll your tounge?:no, damn Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:yes, boyfriend Do you believe in Abortions?:not necc, freedom to choose What is your Hair color?:blk/red Future child's name, boy and girl?:julian Do you smoke?:yes If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?:the orient Do you sleep with stuffed animals?:yes If you won the lottery, what would you do first?:pay off my debts! Gold or silver?:silver Hamburger or hot dog?:neither If you could only eat one food for the
This Is How I Feel If You Don't Rate My Profile And Pictures
I notice most of guys profiles have almost no ratings or comments. There is so many hot guys on this site that should be top cherry's and there not. No one is doing anything to there profiles. Its sad I will only see like 1 ten rating 1 comment or nothing at all to the pictures. Why is this that girls don't spend the time to rate and comment on guys pages. Its funny girls always say guys are jerks and dogs and here they rate and comment like a million times. But I notice this a lot no attention for guys. So many guys thank me for what I do for them because no one is else is doing it.
This Is A First Blog For This New Profile Lost The Other One I Had Grrr
Do you like it rough or sensual?: a lil of both Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: both How often do you like to have sex?: well with the right person that knew what they were doing and didnt expect me to d it all then all the time Is sex a top priority for you?: no Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: i have in the past but it has been a long time How do you feel about one night stands?: well i have had a few but i dont think that i would again with a man :P How many one night stands have you had?: 3 What's your favorite position?: me bent over standing Where's your favorite place to have sex?: outside Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: make love Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yeah How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: well i have not had any really in a long time but it really
Tell Me Your Favorite Kiss.........
this is a testimonial of life, this is for my MOM, she left this world on the 16th of august, 2006, ramona lemon was a wife, a mother, a nurse, and a friend. she lived her life to be a friend to all, at the drop of a hat, she would go and help, no matter what she could do. Her life was spent in the pursuit of the care of people, and the enjoment of life. There was never anyone who seeked her aid, that did not recieve it. As a mother, she always saw that we were cared for, at no cost to herself, she was, THE MOST AMAZING WOMAN I have ever met. I weep now, on this 6 month rememberence of her, and her life, but I am also happy, and proud, that I know in my heart, that she is among the angels of this world, helping to guide us, and protects us, because, that is who she is.................................................... Ramona, You are home, but, You are missed.....more than words, and love, can say...... your family Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you
shit is hitting the fan, and its hard not getting it on you! enjoy your ride to the gas pumps, because soon you will not be able to pay for the gas to get there!, i ask the sons what do we need for food this coming week, i cry, where am i going to get the money to pay? five items cost what 50 use to cost and looking at the forclose signs, on the way to the store makes you wonder, what is happening to my safe little haven? got home from the store broke and checked the mail and there from the irs was a note, did you make any money in 2007? if so send it in! i got to get inside were its safe, so i get on the computerdesk and first turn the tv, there bashing each other was obama trying to head off the lynching mob, and Bill in drag trying to run for his third time! (you don't really belive she will actually be pres? why would anyone want to vote this time? i guess the only reward is it can't be any worst than bush! i need to go potty! and i tried to shit, but only farted!!! some are bored,
For Your Entertainmant
As I've Matured...... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jack asses. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear, it is how you take it off.... I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it. I've learned that we are responsible for what we d
Kelly Robinson
Please leave me some love in my comments. =D Anyone into phone sex? Anyone interested?
The Lighter Side!!!
My Mother
by Kelsey Y. Sheppard Gone but Not Forgotten You were so full of life, Always smiling and carefree, Life loved you being a part of it, And I loved you being a part of me. You could make anyone laugh, If they were having a bad day, No matter how sad I was, You could take the hurt away. Nothing could every stop you, Or even make you fall, You were ready to take on the world, Ready to do it all. But God decided he needed you, So from this world you left, But you took a piece of all of us, Our hearts are what you kept. Your seat is now empty, And it's hard not to see your face, But please always know this, No one will ever take your place. You left without a warning, Not even saying good-bye, And I can't seem to stop, Asking the question why? Nothing will ever be the same, The halls are empty without your laughter, But I know you're in Heaven, Watching over us and looking after. I didn't see this coming, It hit me by surprise, And when you left this
If any of you have a myspace go add me just let mt know your from Cherrytap! If any of my friends here on cherrytap have a myspace also please add me! This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 []
Capricious Carpe Dieum
It snowed a few days 4 whole inches. But I woke up at midnight, made some hot tea and just watched the streets. It was beautiful, and I thought of you. How you'd laugh at our pittance of snow and calling my tea too weak as well. I'm not foolish or even crazy, you know. Though I may seem it. Certainly, you'd think it from my actions. Sifting through the ashes of my many burned bridges looking for an olive branch though isn't easy. I can only try now, mean my apologies and not lose it all. I'm gonna sell my other one I paid too much for it, anyway, and it gives me grief! This thing ROCKS! I'm so lovin. No net connection yet though.. Sooo LMAO I'm sittin up at my new fav bar the nu way where they have AMAZING food and make a kick ass cosmo & can use their connection for free. GODDESS bless America!! Ha also talked to rev in scotland on the phone the other night! Pretty sweet! Heh plus I bought a mic. lmao & An IPOD! Had to breakdown and do it. So a webca
Did You Know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer. Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infections almost inst
Cherry Pez
Grixie learned to open the CD-RW drive on Topher's computer today. It was so cute. He was trying to burn a CD and everytime it would start to spin she would press her nose to it and it would open. Of course, the first couple of times he thought he just had bad media, but the third time he was watching and saw her do it. Then he had to call me to show me her new trick. I don't know how many CDs we ruined, but it was fun! He had to hold her so he could finish burning the CD. She is so smart! As everyone knows last year was the year without a Christmas for me because my Grandmother died and I couldn't handle it. So, Yesterday I put up the Christmas tree. It's also Grixies first Christmas and I LOVE taking pictures of kittens in Christmas trees. I haven't had a kitten for 9 years, so I was excited. I got my camera out and sat down and waited. And waited. And waited. And, Grixie, the kitten who is into EVERYTHING; the kitten who killed every plant I have in the hous

Which of the SEVEN DEADLY SINS will consume you????(with great pics) Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Best Christmas Cookie Recipe 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just
Show My NEW FRIEND SOME LUV... frankott10@ fubar Thanks to ALL....MUAH... HARLEYSPORTEE69 I just want to thank all my friends that have stopped by to show luv. Sorry I haven’t responded to you all individually but it’s been kind of hectic in my world right now. But I wanted all you to know that I do appreciate your comments and I do read them and my emails. Courtesy of Thanks again Harleysportee69 Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of 15 minutes left TO VIEW PRIVATE PHOTOS BEFORE I CLOSE THE ALBUM
With the announcement of the suspensions of Titans DB Adam "pac-man" Jones and Bengals WR Chris Henry, the NFL has served notice that it will no longer tolerate bad behavior amongst its players. Jones, who was given a suspension for the 2007 season and Henry, who was suspended for 8 games of the 2007 season have also been put on notice that this is their last chance to save their careers. Keep in mind, these suspensions fall under the old discipline policy of the NFL and suspensions are without pay. Jones is losing $1,292,500 and Henry will lose around $214,000. Some players have already complained that the punishment handed out is to severe and unfair. How someone can say the punishment is too severe is beyond me, both of these players have had numerous run ins with law enforcement over the course of the last 2 years. Henry has violated the terms of his probation once already and Jones is facing possible felony charges in 2 states! Even the players have gotten tired of the idio
Life After Near Death November 28th 2006
ive been around it so much i can feel it coming close to me i dont know what to do any thoughts from anyone would be appreciated I am petrified of alcohol... i want nothing to do with death and i am scared and weak....i dont want to be involved in anything bad anymore... please let me know if your here for me and ill always be there for you... I sit here and wonder where im supposed to be going to visit people i got money problems im slipping into the siccness of reality and i dont know if im coming bacc.....i could be going to jail soon......i need help im slipping into depression i dont feel i can beat depression away this time......its taking all my energy to control my rage........someone please help me i really need it and i dont know if anyone is able to but please eyes are glazing and i dont even want to be alive anymore please save me.......from this rain of not tough enough anymore too much pain around so wont end..
If tears could build a stairway, and memory was a lane, I would walk right up to heaven, and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye. You were gone before i knew it, and only God knows why. Our hearts still ache in sadness, and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, No one can ever know. But now we know that you want us, To morn for you no more, To remember all the happy times, Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten, I pledge to you today, A hallowed place within my heart, Is where you will always stay... R.I.P Jesse Robert Zwolle my dear friend, you are gone but never forgotten March 14, 2007 MySpace Comments have a great weekend and get laid for me haha Well, here goes nothing. Yesterday I had a dear friend do the unthinkable, he took God's work into his own hands. He took his own life. WHY?? No one can answer than question. He left no note
Love For Friends
I recieved this from a friend. So I wanted to sharethis with my friends..... Thanks Tim!!!First I want you to know that I love you to death and you are amazing.. if I don't get this back I understand.. I have a game for you. Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are loved." nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who your real love is! I promise you m
A peach is a peach.a plum is a plum.a kiss is not a kiss unless its with open ur mouth & close ur eyes & give ur tongue some exercise. Kissing you baby is my dream. I am strawberry & you are the cream. Handle me gently keep me real keen.U & i together babes is passion so extreme! what kisses mean!KISS ON HAND=i adore u, KISS ON CHEEK=lets be friends, KISS ON NECK=i want u, KISS ON LIPS=i love u, KISS ANYWHERE ELSE=…lets not get carried away! Kisses blown are kisses wasted. kisses are not kisses unless they are tasted. kisses spread germs and germs are hated. but you can kiss me baby i am vaccinated If u read,u owe me a HUG, if u delete,u Owe me a kiss, if u save,u owe me a DATE, if u return txt msg 2 me, u OWE me All, bt if u ignore, U r MINe! So wat will U do? What is Kiss? Kiss is an upper preparation for lower invasion, that will lead to further penetation,in fast acceleration that will build the next generation. The fluffy cloud may kiss the s
My Boring Blog!
Making friends is important. You will have much more fun; you can go to parties, sleepovers, have pillow fights and eat candy. It's also important becuase won't be lonely, you will not play by your self, and you will not be sad. If you make a friend you can trust them. If you are sad you can tell your friend and they will help you feel better. So if you want to have fun and never be sad, make a friend. FAN ME B4 ADD ME!!!!!!!!! IS THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND? OR JUST PEOPLE BEING A DORK? :@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@ NOT INCLUDING THOSE NEW MEMBER ) Cancer, You'll move from slow to fast quictly, so you'll need to keep your head on straight. Managing your time and communicating clearly are the best ways of smoothing the path ahead. You'll be delighted one decision can be made easily, getting a good deal of confusion out of the way. You'll soon set your sights on either an upcoming trip or a rather ambitious project that's got your enthusiasm. Allow your imagination to soar.
What A Week
Better Graphics Top Codes Friday Images HOT Comments Click to Get Some Well, it's here once again. Yep, you guessed it. It is Friday, time to relax, time to sit back, drink, and party if you must, but for me, it's the tea with splenda or water for me, no party, just being alive is a party for me, waking up each day is a party. I am living my life to the fullest and being on here with my internet friends helps me ee each day knowing I have friends on here that do care, even though we barely know each other on here, I know we all care about each other. We walk into each other's lives, we leave some kind of imprint that touches our hearts. Enjoy your weekend and keep it relaxed. What a week this is for me, been sick, been sore, been tired, been bored, but this comeing weekend is mine lol, this fri and sat i am going to a pub to listen to regee music, hope i spelled it right, but its a friend of mine tht is am going to go see perform on fri and sat night, then on mon night i g
Poetry I've Written
The gentle touch of a Mother hand as we take our first unsteady steps. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we start our first day of school. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to dry our tears. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to guide us. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to help heal our first broken heart. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we grow up and move away. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we marry and have children of our own. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand when the dreams fail. And the gentle touch of a Mothers hand that welcomes you home no matter where life takes us. I Love You Mom for without your gentle touch I wouldn't be who I am today. Your Oldest Daughter Molly A Playful Sprite By: Molly Deshazer A mischief sprite I am likened to. Laughing as I go through the day. More playful am I at night, when The moon is full and bright. This playful sprite will show her light. But upon first light, The playful spite wi
Ok well I guess that I am never gonna find the right guy!!! I am trying to find the right one that wants me for me and I can't figure out why all they want is to hurt!!! I have tried and tried to understand all of them and I can't!!! I guess that I am going to be alone for the rest of my life, LOVE is not in my vocabulary anymore!!! I am going to give up and decided that I would rather be alone then have to deal with this shit any more!!! LOVE is a four letter word like FUCK, SHIT, & DAMN and I am not sure who invented it or every thought it was a good thing, but it really sucks and it hurts way too much!!!! Thanks but no thanks I am at a stage if I just don't feel then maybe I won't get hurt!!!! I hate the feeling that you have when you get hurt. It really sucks!!!!! Why is it that when you love somebody and you fight for them it never seems to matter they always seem to go back to the one that treats them like shit!!! Makes no sense to me!!! What I can't understand is why a man whats
Get Your Sexy Name You're a Wild Drunk You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again! What Kind of Drunk Are You? Slow and Steady Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. How Do People See You?
Random Thoughts
I debated for a while on whether or not to talk about this. This is a very sensitive subject for many, including myself. Many people find it difficult to understand why people who have been abused or assaulted (especially if it's been a year or more) behave or react in a certain way. All it takes is just one incident to change a person's perspective and emotions. I have been abused as a child, raped in college, and assaulted in March 2006. If anyone thinks I lack passion, they should know those experiences have had an effect on me and may continue for many years. Here's something else you should know if anyone you know has been abused or assaulted: Survivors differ in their responses to assault/abuse. The long-term effects may be influenced by the severity of the assault, the survivor's existing coping skills, and the support the person has afterwards. Nevertheless, the following responses are experienced by many survivors: *A survivor's self-esteem often diminishes after an
Cute Sayings
Every night someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.The only reason some one would hurt you is becasue they want to be just like you.There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.You mean the world to some one.Some one that you don'r even exists loves you.When you make the biggest mistake ever.Some thing good comes from it.When you think the world has turned it's back on you,take a look again.Always remember the compliment you received, forget the rude remarks. Even if the date's not going well, Behave with grace and maturity.You never know- your date might have hot friends! Love begins with smiles,grows with a kiss,and ends with a tear.To love is one thing, to be loved is another,but to be loved by the one you love is everything.If you really love some one,write there name in a circle not a heart.Hearts get broken,But circles go on forever.Don't frown,you never know who is fallen in love with your smile.
Aries The Reason We Act So Bad
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner’s mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile.
To ponder mysteries of love and to wonder why Is it a fools quest that remains lost until we do die For none can explain why we feel and about whom And when we have not one to love we do feel the gloom Love it is not about looks so much as the soul And without one to love we are often less than whole To search a lifetime for true love only to abandon hope To give up the dream unfound and reach the end of our rope And then to have love find us when finally we let it go Is proof beyond all that there is some thing we should know A divine spirit guides the way and for each has a plan To ponder mysteries of love is a foolish nature of a man By R. Thomas Dinsmore If you changed the way you feel Would you tell me so I can heal For the feeling for you is so strong And I need to know before too long I look for you and never see you anymore And I ache from within beyond being sore I miss you and I know I will till at last I know If you lost the feeling and want me to
Some Things That Just Touched My Heart
F1rstascent@ CherryTAP This is Doug.This to me is the best picture of 2006. I am trying to get him to enter the contest that WolfEagle his having.He has told me that if he hears from more than just me that he should join he will. I would be helping to promote his picture and would love to for anyone and everyone to help promote his picture. This should not be a popularity contest...This should be everyone looking at all of the entrys and voting for the best picture of 2006. If you beleive that Doug should enter his picture in the contest please leave him a comment here.I appreciate it! In a Soldier's Eyes.... To look into a soldier's eyes, the window to their soul. Look out from inside their mind and see horrors never told. You say we are just killers, it's not that plain you see. Take a walk inside my boots and see what I have seen. Many innocent lives taken and soldiers, they were some. Giving their life freely to get the mission done. The last c
Random Shit!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I have decided to call out all the fucking loser guys who pose as women on profiles. The story goes like this- I get home from the gym and low and behold is another girl talking to be because I like women. I look at her pics and they are of all different women! Yea she is a master of disguise! Like I'm Nikki Sixx's wife! I'm so over it. If your a guy and want to chat with women who are Bi-at like a human for gods sake and act like a man! So I have created a section in my pics for pics of people who are fake! If you like it and want to contribute please do! Just message me on here and I will send you my email so you can send me whatever you want me to post! To all the lovely REAL ladies on here have a wonderful Friday! *SMOOCHES* 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a
Poems By My Ex-husband
My Mind weeps tears in my mind never told screams in the night fall on dreaming ears keep your hugs, keep your jibes find me, find my life don't you hear me? can't you see? all this courage is but a plea find me find my life know me know my strife your life is deaf mine is loud i search for solitude i find a crowd give me a moment all my own that my mind may gently weep for from these eyes sorrow may no longer seep Vince Miller Changing Emotion Happiness is something, I cannot attain, So here in my sorrow, I will remain, Parrying my thoughts, with frustration, Can't seek help,from any relation, Needing some severe, change in life, Someone to hold, not yet my wife, I begin to question, what I aspire to be, Which makes me press on, reluctantly, This path of of mine, leads only to trouble, Burying me, with my emotional rubble, Denied in life, the things I need most, Like a mid-ocean surfer, without a coast, Material posessions, can't satisfy, My emoti
Healthy Recipes
2 tbsp ghee 2 onions, sliced 2 tsp fresh ginger, grated 2 cloves garlic, crushed 1 tsp black mustard seeds 1 red chili, deseeded and chopped finely 2 tsp garam masala 2 tsp ground cumin 4 chicken breast halves 1 cup water 1/2 coconut milk 1 tbsp fresh cilantro, chopped Heat the ghee in a wok and stir-fry the onions, ginger, and garlic in it for 2 minutes. Add the seeds, chili, and spices, and stir-fry for a further 3 minutes. Then add the chicken and water and simmer, uncovered, until the water has evaporated and the chicken is tender. Add the coconut milk and cilantro, stir until heated through and serve. Mustard Seed The Latin name mustum ardens literally means "burning paste" it is not hard to understand why. Mustard seed's potent volatile oils make it useful for helping to fight off colds. It stimulates the circulation and encourages sweating, helping to expel toxins. Mustard seed also contains small amounts of immunity boosting minerals, including blood-enha
Christmas Recipes To Share
This was shared with me by Towtheboat, and I really enjoyed reading the answers by the kids, so I hope that you do as well! BRILLIANT!! Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3 To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He Just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother & not some other mom? 1. We're related 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl wa
To The World
Debra : " I work with an amazing young woman who has a heart of gold and deserves nothing but the best. I pray every day that she knows incredible she is and that I would never trade her friendship for anything. She is a wonderful Mom of 1 and a half children and she just beams when she talks about them. Jessica, you are like a daughter to me and I love ya! I am here for you ALWAYS!!"   ****i just had to post this after she posted it on facebook. Love her to death. Shes like another mom to me.*****... 
You Are 26% Evil A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. How Evil Are You? Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from I can't believe I'm 30 today It is like sitting in a dark void. Don’t know where to turn or where to go. Lost don’t know where I’m at or where I want to go. What choices do I have? I’m scared change is in the process. Every thing is changing. There are bright spots but so many more dark ones. These are my feelings as I look out the window from my quiet ward that I keep watch over. I’m an angel in the dark of the night. I’m honor bound to bring no harm. To watch over, keep safe, and take care of the sick in the one place that is a bright beacon of light and happiness in my life, where I find pleasure and fulfillment, the hospital in the middle of the night. Here’s a thought that I have and the opinion’s of people that I would like to have. My question is “What is love? How is it
Things On The Kids
I have created Atticus a Personal Webpage where you can see lots of Pics and updates on him. Its private so if you want to see the page you need to message me for the password but here is the Link Im no good at making a clicky so i cant do that.. If you visit his page please leave him a comment in his guest book! Desiree Atticus had his 12month appointment today!!! My big boy.. At birth he was 9lbs 6oz and 21.5 inches Today he was 21lbs 8oz *he actually lost 2lbs in a month!?!? according to WIC he was 23lbs12oz last month at weight check* and he is 29.5 inches! Tall and skinny! but he doesnt look skinny when he is nakey...hahaha silly. anyway.. So he had to get his Iron checked and they did a lead test today.. OMG i should have made John take him for that.. it was soo sad.. he had that look of MOmmy whhhhhhhhhhhhhhy. Then i had to go get Olivia and take her to the lab for her Iron test.. We sat there until 3pm and sti
A Look Inside
The Poetic Downside
Red lines of desire . . . Close your eyes baby feel my breath tempting and teasing your body your neck face Can you feel the beat of your heart quicken with anticipation the words I whisper in your ear as you lean closer waiting needing my embrace as I long for yours Just breathe baby as I take you in my arms holding your innocence and beauty inviting the devil within you to ravish me completely with fingernails against my spine digging my flesh red lines of desire Can you feel my passion pressing against you eagerly wanting to taste you take you fuck you I smell excitement in musty tones laced pheromone infusion you're a fuckin' animal I want you Kiss me now baby and don't hold back for I won't November 28, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr. Deny me the truth . . . I feel as though all I am is a lie and that all I will ever be are the tears forming in the shaded corners of your eyes reflecting
Fuck The World
hite fake ass people in my life i thought i had good people around me but i was so wrong i got stabed in the back like five or six time today im so fucking sick of all the bull shit. im going back to my life the away i need it to be (me, myself and I) is all i need i guess no one love me on here so i think i might be done if u think u can help let me know yeah so i guess ive pissed everyone off in my life i care about so if ive pissed u off im sorry im having a realy bad few weeks so please let me know if ive pissed u off so we can talk becouse i do love all my family and friends
General And Specific Rants!
Not really a rant, just a question that keeps coming to mind!! Usually daily, around here! Why, when my birthday is June 3rd, does my age change on an almost daily basis, back and forth, between 59 and 60 years of age!!! I AM 59 YEARS OF AGE!!!!BLOODY HELL!!!! Don't make me age any faster than I am. I won't be 60 until June; don't list me as 60, and don't tell me to turn my birthday back a little bit!!!! Someone in Support told me a while ago to turn my birthday back to something earlier! WTF!!!! So, to all those as confused as I am becoming, I AM 59 YEARS OF AGE UNTIL JUNE 3RD!!! Deal with it!!!!! I'll tell you now: most of my rants will be about my evil nemesis, the computer! This kind of technology is not my area of expertise. Any problem becomes HUGE to me. OK! I'm not always the most logical person. I'm an empath and an intuitive! Yes, I'm a medical-type person; and your point is? I still interpret energy flow and feelings, first and foremost. Any feelings with this
Humble Scribblings!
Pain Experienced Must be accepted To encourage new growth On a barren surface Stimulating new feelings of connection Within a battered heart. Dark, bloody place A secret place Carved within my heart Where I hide Where I wait Quietly For one who knows One who remembers I am a daughter of the Goddess! I am my Mother's daughter: I am the Crone. No hag, to torment and frighten. I am the Beauty of Wisdom, of time spent learning the lessons of Maiden and Mother. I am the Keeper of the Cauldron of Life, gently guiding all in the fullness of time to their rest. Peace, and Rest, until called forth to continue the Journey of Ages. I am the Bringer of Death in it's Season. A dread Companion at the end, I escort one and all to the Cauldron, with whispers of Wisdom within their minds. A gentle request,"You have earned your Rest. Be at Peace." I am a daughter of the Goddess! I am my Mother's daughter. Maiden, Mother, Crone: all three in flux, flowin
Reality Check...
Buried at I have decided that I'm going to confess my mistakes, the price I pay for these mistakes and the way I feel about all of it. Almost two years ago I met a man who ended up being the most wonderful man I'd ever had the chance to love. I grew to love him more and more with every passing day. Of course we had good times and bad ones but even though the bad times sucked the good ones were so wonderful that I don't think anything could compare. Unfortunatly earlier this year he had to leave and that's where my horrable mistakes began. I let my pain, saddness, lonliness and fears take control of me. The first huge mistake I made was letting this man go. Not only did the things mentioned before cause me to do this but there was one other thing. I started to believe that I would never do anything except hold him back and the he would be much better off without me. So even though in my heart I didn't really want to let go of him I did. It was one of the hardes
Song Titles
...Oh I'm calling out to you...Send Down an get me through Ring of Fire - Johnny Cash [Trumpet intro] [Verse 1] Love is a burning thing... And it makes a firey ring... Bound by wild desire... I fell into a ring of fire... [Chorus] I fell into a burning ring of fire... I went down, down, down... And the flames went higher...
My Crazy Life
as of yesterday, it is now 3 years since they found my brother he committed suicide and had been missing for two years when they found him, he left and we didnt know where to, so my mom had a missing persons report on him and then they reported on the tv and the newspaper that they had found some human remains in some woods close to where my mom lived, so my mom got in touch with the police abd after like 2 months they idenified them as my brother. when he left i was living in alabama and they were all here in georgia, he was mad at me when he killed himself and he wouldnt even talk to me, so now i am having a hard time dealing with it. i have never faced the truth that it was him and probably never will , but i still cant even face the fact that it was more than likely him, but i dont think i will ever believe that i do not have my brother in my life anymore or ever again. he was a very good person at heart and he helped everyone that he could, he helped me everytime i needed him,
:: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 9:46 AM Subject: nice work... wonder. :: From: ashley barrett photography Date: Jan 10 2007 9:48 AM hey old friend... what's new? still in SF? :: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 9:54 AM wow. i'm in awe. yes. i am still in gaytown, usa. LA i see? :: From: ashley barrett photography Date: Jan 10 2007 10:01 AM Awe? haha. Yeah, LA for now. :: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 10:02 AM so.. are you really gay? :: From: ashley barrett photography Date: Jan 10 2007 10:04 AM am i really gay? haha. wow. No, why? :: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 10:06 AM well... because if i sucked your cock..and you WERE gay before the fact...then i was wondering if my mouth was essentially in other men's asses. :: From: ashley barrett photography Date: Jan 10 2007 10:10 AM haha. wow. you're such a romantic. :: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 10:15 AM oh..and sucking you off was the most sent
Of The One Who Rules My Heart !
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear I need to tell you all about this little fear And how these moments drag on just like a year To look deep inside those eyes And feel just like I won first prize Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And I can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goes
Other Ppls Stuff!
Bored while sun sweats it settles nevertheless you notice the lack of motion, a notion nevertheless. Devoted to deviation is devotion nevertheless, needless to say needles needless nevertheless. BY : DROW1
I Think, Therefore I Am
Ten Ways to Worry Less and Accomplish More By Author Unknown 1. Don't think of problems as difficulties. Think of them as opportunities for action. 2. After you've done your best to deal with a situation, avoid speculating about the outcome. Forget it and go onto the next thing. 3. Keep busy. Keep the 24 hours of your day filled with these three ingredients: work, recreation, and sleep. Don't allow yourself time for abstract thinking. 4. Don't concern yourself with things you can't do anything about. Armchair generals don't win battles, but they do have nervous breakdowns. 5. For the time being anyway, eliminate daydreaming completely. Stop building air castles. 6. Don't procrastinate. Putting off an unpleasant task until tomorrow simply gives you more time for your imagination to make a mountain out a possible molehill. More time for anxiety to sap your self-confidence. Do it now, brother, do it now. 7. Don't pour woes and anxieties to other people. You d
Avon Walk 2007
My Avon Walk is only two months away and I still need help in the fundraising department. I know that breast cancer has probably touched the lives of just about everyone on this site. If each one of my friends here on Fubar would donate just $10 I would surpass my goal easily. Thanks for your support. If you make a donation and wish to have your name or the name of a loved one on my donation page or walk shirt, please send me a message and I will be more than happy to do that for you. Donate here Teddy Bear auctions for the cast of Battlestar Galactica are now live. All monies raised go to the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer Research. Please check them out and bid on a bear or two :)
Im Good
I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother. ************************* Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. ************************** Of loving beauty you float with grace. If only you could hide your face. **************************** Kind, intelligent, loving and hot. This describes everything you are not. ****************************** I want to feel your sweet embrace, But don't take that paper bag off of your face. ******************************* I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! ************************************ My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. ************************************ I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. *
Tink's Blog
1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW) 2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE 3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK 4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY 5 CLICK ON "APRI" ENJOY! Don't forget to click on "APRI" in the last box !!! COFFEE MACHINE Never underestimate the power of the perfect kiss. Get it right, and the rest will fall into place It has been theorized that a woman decided within five minutes of meeting a man whether or not she will have sex with him. Possibly true, but there is one catch. Most women I know, myself included, may initially decide we'll have sex with a guy, but when we find out he's a bad or a mediocre kisser, we change our minds entirely. We decide we will never have sex with this guy. He won't even get asked for a nightcap, much less for breakfast the next morning. As our lips part while we stand on the doorstep, we will announce that we have an early-morning meeting or (if yo
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water falls and ice forms layer upon layer stifling, choking keeping me from feeling a frigid survival panic resides coiling amongst my insides a cold existence finding niches within the dark recesses of my being suffocation sets in as the ice builds causing pause icicle restriction stripping me of all resolve denying me peace limbs heavy with pressure breaking me down tears would be wasted at this point frozen upon my cheeks mocking me for the need to release the pressure storming inside always deliberately frozen fairy house nature hewn twigs and rocks natural building blocks pod's and thistles creating columns dragon fly windowpanes iridescent dancing light floating across little sprites forest floor brushed with pine sweeping motion delicate and divine carefully carpeted in soft pink thistle broad leaves for cove
Love Angel's Hopes, Dreams, And Sorrows
I don't usually write in these things, but being it's almost Christmas, I decided to start out with my hopes for the ending of this year and next. My hopes are to find a sweet, romantic man who likes to spend time with the one he's with, wants and listens to what she has to say, and the things she wants to do. I hope to keep that man throughout the years and to cherish him daily and him to me. I also hope to have the perfect job and to make the money I need for the things I need and want. I also hope to get remarried to this wonderful man that I find. Anyway, this is my hopes and to all who read this, you can never give up hope just because you haven't had your hopes come true. Awesome Graphics at More Free Graphics at I want a man who comes home to his family everyday and tells them how much he loves them and wants to be with them. I want a man who will just come up and hug or kiss you for no reason at all. I want a man who when you are walk
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The Fast Draw
Fast draw champ Blinn goes out with a bang By Sarah Junkin The Eagle Though she captured her sport’s top two titles this year, fast draw fans won’t get to see Bearspaw’s Alanna Blinn compete again for at least a couple of years. Blinn, 20, who won the Canadian World Championships in Cochrane Sept. 3-5, and the National World Fast Draw Championships in Cripple Creek, Colorado Oct. 1-2, said she’s decided to take a break to concentrate on her studies. “I’m taking two years off because I’m in the cinema, stage, radio and television program at SAIT (Southern Alberta Institute of Technology),” she said. “We’ll see where life heads, but I couldn’t be focussed enough if I was trying to do it all.” Blinn beat out 90 top shooters at the National Worlds to win the title she’s held at least three other times before. “I’ve won it before but it’s really hard to keep it because it’s the main one that everyone wants so there’s a lot trying to take it away from me,” she said. Blinn’s fast dra
I Thought I Had Friends On Here
Redneck Logic Two rednecks decided that they weren't going anywhere in life and thought they should go to college to get ahead. The first went in to see the counselor, who told him to take math, history, and logic. "What's logic?" the first redneck asked. The professor answered, "Let me give you an example. Do you own a weed eater?" "I sure do." "Then I can assume, using logic, that you have a yard," replied the professor. "That's real good!" said the redneck. The professor continued, "Logic will also tell me that since you have a yard, you also own a house." Impressed, the redneck said, "Amazing!" "And since you own a house, logic dictates that you have a wife." "That's Betty Mae! This is incredible!" The redneck was catching on. "Finally, since you have a wife, logically I can assume that you are heterosexual," said the professor. "You're absolutely right! Why that's the most fascinatin' thing I ever heard! I cain't wait to take that logic clas
People are strange creatures. The human kind is made to live in groups. But sometimes we forget we are individuals. As a matter of fact, when it comes to it, we are alone. Everybody has the task to take care of him- or herself and to grow in life, learn their lessons and find their true self. But what I see is a big blur of people and it's like there is no you, me, him or her, only us and them. And that is where the unnecessary hurting starts, because if you and me are really one person, you can easily hurt me. And because you are hurting me, you hurt yourself. Do you see my point? Of course, we all get hurt sometimes, but that's part of life. It makes us grow to become a whole person. I see it this way: we all have our own world that we've created in our lifes, with our own feelings, emotions, memories, believes and convictions. My world ends where yours begins and we share a lot, but not all. Because my world is mine and yours is yours. Now, when someone is saying something to me
The Ultimate Experience
The Ultimate Experience... Low moans, like the wind, circle above in the thick air. Lips, feeling of down feathers, brush along form lines in the dark. Breath, tepid and sweet, create stirs in low lying valleys. Eyes closed, visualize the scene, in flashes of delicate gasps. Touches slowly dragged against soft, buttery flesh. Whispers of words cause tingles to heighten and descend. Tastes of salt cover silky entrances into the soul. Aromas of want and lust fill deep, immeasurable caverns. Bodies intertwined, resemble vines mounting a delicate lattice. Senses amplify along a path of abandonment. Appetites for passion increase, crushing silence and discretion. Steady rthym and intensity generate explosive undulations. -Nancy (10/06) Pounding wrecks my brain with thunderous pressure of ritual drums. Waves of gut wrenching nausea flow, resembling high tides. Sobs of pain take over my body and soul with persistence. You are gone... Visions of the past break throu
About Me
Everyone who had read my blogs knows that I enjoy pain, it does things to me that even I don't understand all the time. To me it seems almost like a drug, a fix if you will. I never realize how bad I craved it until after another fix, when i feel so much better. My fixes come in all shapes and sizes. During the most depressed stages of my life I have been a cutter, when I did not want to mar my skin with scars anymore I turned to tattoos and piercings. Sex can help relieve that, especially good dirty raw sex, and with Drew I discovered that putting the piercings and sex together took me to a whole other This last weekend I had play piercings done again (if you are looking for raw sex to go with it you will be disappointed). This time it was done by a very near and dear friend, Cyanide, she knew what she was doing. There were no sewing needles like you can buy at wal-mart, these were 22 (might be 24, i know thats small but we did not know what i could handle) gauge play
Dec 7th
The surprise was complete. The attacking planes came in two waves; the first hit its target at 7:53 AM, the second at 8:55. By 9:55 it was all over. By 1:00 PM the carriers that launched the planes from 274 miles off the coast of Oahu were heading back to Japan. Poster commemorating the attack, 1942 Behind them they left chaos, 2,403 dead, 188 destroyed planes and a crippled Pacific Fleet that included 8 damaged or destroyed battleships. In one stroke the Japanese action silenced the debate that had divided Americans ever since the German defeat of France left England alone in the fight against the Nazi terror. Approximately three hours later, Japanese planes began a day-long attack on American facilities in the Philippines. (Because the islands are located across the International Dateline, the local Philippine time was just after 5 AM on December 8.) Farther to the west, the Japanese struck at Hong Kong, Malaysia and Thailand in a coordinated attempt to use surprise in
This Is Me
Rate my photo, Click here Just paste to browser.. Hope this works as its a Windows Media File .. folks let me know.. Paul Hello boys and girls.. I wanted to take this opportunity to invite those that are interested to a graduation ceremony at the Great Lakes Naval Station on the 20th of July in Chicago, Ill. My Son Charles J. Mays will be graduating from the Navy Medical Training course and should be receiving his promotion and possibly a Meritorious Service award. I will be riding up there on the 18th and hanging about until the ceremony on the 20th. So if anyone will be in the area and wishes to not only show support to my boy child but to the other Navy Cadets that will be receiving rank and Honors. These kids have worked years learning of Honor and service to our Great Nation and deserve the admiration of all of us. Very soon most of these young men and women will be putting themselves in harms way in order to preserve
In this age of time the whole idea about waiting to have sex until you are married is highly over rated. In the past I my have been the moral thing to do but by today’s standards it can’t be true. I feel that this may be one of the main reasons why the divorce rate is so high today. Let me explain and you tell me what you think. First of all I did wait till I married and it’s going on 18 years. I’ve never cheated on my wife but I have had the opportunity and wanted to but some how haven’t mustered up the courage to fallow through. The one time I did try I felt miserable and was with someone younger then me. After realizing that this was not what I wanted at the time I backed out. Just did not feel right. That person was a co-worker and she went to our supervisor and a big stink was had. The saving grace is that it did not happen at the work place or on the clock. I did tell my wife about it and we survived it and at work it settled down to. Anyway, after that ordeal I come to rea
I had one yesterday :). I posted a buncha new pics from then. Show the luv and thank you all so much for the birthday luv. MUAH-ap Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from I miss n love you all!!!!MUAH MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
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Alone From childhood's hour I have not been As others were-I have not seen As others saw-I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same sourse I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone. Then-in my childhood-in the dawn Of a most stormy life-was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Alone By: Edgar Allen Poe I've always loved this poem. Lost I feel it deep inside my bones, A weiriness that grows and grows. I've felt so happy i could cry, I've felt so happy i could die. It ended before it could begin, My love for you my only
Stalk Me
got lots of friends, but not many of you seem to be checking out my stuff. look through my pics, if you like rate/comment up :-) I'm here to meet new people, and never sure who really wants to chat unless you lemme know ;-) how do I change wallpaper image, I tried putting CSS in my "About Me" section but that didn't work... Any help is appreciated. I'm new to this site, just figuring things out cause it's a little different, so bare with me. Feel free to leave comments and messages, I'll get back to you. - Michael
Blahs Of Life
**An FYI before you read this. There is much more going on than the brain disease. This is lengthy but if you are truly curious, towards the end it will list several of my other health issues.** As a few of you know, I am a rather ill person. I'm asked fairly often what it is that I have. To save time from having to repeatedly type it out, I guess I will just blog about it. The past week has been extremely rough for me. The pain is out of control. Since we've moved, I am nowhere close to any of the 21 specialists that have worked with me the past 7 years. Oh gee, the things I get to go through again while finding new doctors. I'd rather be dead than to go through all the hellish testing that I will have to go through again. I literally mean that. The testing just can't be described. If you can think of it, I have more than likely gone through it and I get to go through it again. Some of the testing is extremely painful, some testing is tolerable and some testing is
Kitty's Korner
Here is my first blog. Haha got your attention ;o) We'll see if anyone actually reads it..Here it is 12:30pm I'm sitting in a room by myself pondering what if......what if u were never allowed to have sweets growning up......what if you never got to own a pet.....what if you never got to be loved..what if you never recieved a hug...All these things to me are importnat in life. Its a survival world. If you never gotten any of these things, could u supply them in your life? Would u be able to love someone and hug them? Would u still like sugar? Choc? Cake? Could u care enough to make someone a cake for thier birthday if you never had 1? The touch of a pet. It is much more than a touch. Its a resposibility.Its a friend.We start out very young in a world where we are deprived many things yet we still seem to find a way to distribute these gifts in life. Is it all built in?Makes u wonder what else is inside of you , waiting to come out. That u never recieved or learned to do. The world is l
My Frist Cherry Blog
Which Harry Potter Character Are You? Draco Malfoyyou are nasty and cruel, you pick on someone you are very jealous of...better watch out... u might get in trouble one of these days Take this test hey all this is my first cherry blog so ha ha ha How well do you know Harry Potter??? You are a Harry Potter Fanatic.....You really know your stuff when it comes to Harry Potter!!!!!! Give your self a pat on the back!!! Take this test
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Poetry And What Not
I sit in darkness, Missing you, Wanting you. I'm haunted by your face. The softness of your kiss, Still remains on my lips. The falsehood of our love, A knife in my heart. The falling away, A knife in my back. The blood from these wounds, Flowing as tears from my eyes. The memory of you, And the thought of loss, Brings unending pain to my soul. So I turn my back to you, To dwell in the shadows, And bleed my sorrow away. Caress my heart Before you rip it out Nurse my addiction Ease my pain Life teeters Sways in your breeze Fall to my knees Taste the rain Death beckons Stares silently Seductive eyes Penetrate my brain Love is a cycle Pick me up Let me fall No longer sane I'm trying to find the reason, Why this world's so cold. The mask I throw on daily, Is beginning to grow old. I've hid my face for far too long, I fear it might be lost. I want to end the sadness, No matter what the cost. I'm hanging by a single thread, Should I cut the stra
Or is this CT becoming a pick up site? I came on here to make friends and don't get me wrong I've met some really nice people. But some take it too far and put rude comments in my shoutbox like: You wanna F*** me..and in that nature. What is wrong with people? Do you walk on the street and say that to every woman you find attractive? It's just bugging me, makes you feel like a piece of meat. So do you Guy's experience the same from Women on here? I'm just curious. Well, I just needed to vent a bit. Thanks for listening. :P ~Marlies~ WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ (Passing requires 4 correct answers) Please answer all questions before scrolling down for the answers. 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) >From which animal do we get catgut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Ca
This Is Funny
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Pinhead70%Jason Voorhees70%Freddy Krueger70%Michael Myers65%Leatherface60%Buffalo Bill60%Jigsaw50%Hannibal Lecter45%Captain Spaulding30%Candyman10%
Getting Divorced
So cherries this week my wife and I have finally spoke about what the future holds, she indicated that she wants to get divorced, this actually made me feel relieved, because up till this week I wanted to make this work (even tho I had retained an attorney) She actually wants an uncontested divorced is willing to take on all the debt that she got us in (I really did not have any debt, with exception of car loan, and of course the home mortgage) She is willing to buy me out of the house and pay me half of the equity we have in the house which is a nice chunck of change, she has also agreed to let me have 50% of the time with the baby, with a good schedule for me and of course most importanly the baby, the baby will be with me on Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights, and once every other week on Thursday nights. I now know what she wants to do and this lets me start thinking clearly, and I now know that I have to move on. So Cherries, two weeks ago I found out that my wife of 6 year
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Where Are We Living...1st Blog.
Something not to laugh about If they know of him at all, many folks think Ben Stein is just a quirky actor/comedian who talks in a monotone. He's also a very intelligent attorney who knows how to put ideas and words together in such a way as to sway juries and make people think clearly.. The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary Herewith at this happy time of year, a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no freaking clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am I going to be called bef
ok im so fucking bored nothing to do today when none of my family want to even see me on christmas so again i guess ill be spending it alone hey i have new pics in the me and family album so rate them and comment them please if you havent already ok for any of you fuckers who care ill be checking into rehab tomorrow so what i want from my true friends is to pray for me and hopefully i can get this monkey off my back
Merry Christmas
The Truth, as We All Know . . . . . . . I think Santa Claus is a woman....I hate to be the one to defy a sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer because they would all be dead, gutted and strapped to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate c
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You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) send answers to my messages REPOST THIS WITH DEAR ______ (YOUR NAME) AND HAVE PEOPLE MESSAGE YOU FILLING IN THE BLANK Why is it people act like there your friends but come to find out there back stabbers and users ..... I don't like PEOPLE that dose that when I try to help them out and thats what i get back LOL No more !!!! I'm not doing it any more no more lil nice girl its going to big bad bitch now Thanks to All of you that has used me a true friend wouldn't do that to you.. I try to help people out and make friends on here and i can't do that without making someone mad . A Real True Fri
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If everybody votes for my friend they will be Greatly Appreciated Thanks This is not a Contest its just a gift givaway and If you are my friend or family you will comment bomb me. Please and Thank you here is the link to the givaway Hello everyone I posted this blog because I am asking friends and family and to people who aren't my friends to help me with my points. Just comment me and my pics If you haven't already. Thank you and have a wonderful day.

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who has seen dexter? how cool is it? thanx all i can chill for a while lol!!! last full day of work till x-mas vacation lol. seasons greetings to all. make sure you all give a shout out to all the guys and girls overseas,they need our support.
Da Mayor Of Munchkinland
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rare
BENEDICT XVI MEETS ROMAN CURIA FOR CHRISTMAS GREETINGS VATICAN CITY, DEC 22, 2006 (VIS) - This morning in the Clementine Hall, the Holy Father held his traditional meeting with cardinals, archbishops, bishops and members of the Roman Curia, for the exchange of Christmas greetings. At the beginning of his address to them, the Pope affirmed how "the year that is coming to an end," leaves us "with the profound impression of the war that took place near the Holy Land and, more generally, of the danger of a clash between cultures and religions, a danger still threateningly present at this moment in history. The question of the roads to peace has thus become a challenge of vital importance." Recalling his apostolic trip to Poland in May, Benedict XVI described his "debt of gratitude" for everything that John Paul II gave, "both to me personally and, above all, to the Church and the world. His greatest gift to all of us was his unshakeable faith and the radicalism of his devotion.
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, You can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then yo
i really just need tyo get some work sooo bad if i don't will lose it all and i really don't want that do i well now m in georga wayyyy down south well i have got to make it work way down here well its another day and i still need to rebound it will happen
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Dear Annie: I have a question for "Lonely in Connecticut," the almost-40 short, balc mand with below-average looks who can't get a date. Does he zero-in on the 5-foot8 slender, model-like blonde with the great body? How about giving the smallish, even pudgy, brown-haired gal with a nice smile and quiet wasy a look? When my attrative, personality-plus charismatic son complained that he couldn't find anthing but high-maintenace girls, I asked if, when he entered a club, he scanned for the best lookers there. He answered, "Of course!" I suggested thats he eliminate all those girls and check out the next level and see if he finds more interestings and lee-needu girls - those who don't depend on their looks alone to be attractive. Today my son is married to a wonderful gal, everage-looking and slightly overwieght, but fiercely loyalm supportive and hard-working. They started out as friends, and tier friendship "caught fire," as Ann Landers used to say. Maybe "Lonely" has overlook
As you all know I have written all these blogs about men and not trusting them and people being very untrust worthy...all negative I know but now I am going to try and be positive. I have met someone that holds a very special place in my heart, He has been through a lot in his life and he has a very positive attitude and he has a big heart. I haven't seen too many people in life that have been through some of the things that he has and still have a very positive attitude and be so down to earth!!! I have a lot of respect for him because of that. He has a very big heart and would do just about anything for anyone and he is very caring and he tries to think of everyone else first. He is a great father and that I admire in him...there are a lot of guys that won't take resposibility for there I can say that he is a great person for taking care of his. I hope tha the knows what a great person that he is and that he is so greatly appericated for what he has done for me!!! He ha
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im sorry im misunderstood. id change it if i could. my feelings have no walls, when i bleed i start to fall. im blinded by your ways. i think about you every day. but im sorry im misunderstood and i would change it if i could the pain inside, it hurts so bad. the pain inside, it drives me mad. when i think of what im not, i sit and wonder why i wasn't shot. i need to be free i can not see the end is near and i am here my pain lies within my heart from at which it had to start. i've been crushed inside ive lost my pride. the tears of blood are starting again. so when you die, i'll see you then. my tears of blood are falling now. i cant stop crying, i dont know how. i lay and wonder what i did. this time i can not forgive. when i hear what happened it hurt inside. i think a part of me has died. so im moving on now but don't forget you and me equals shit
NEW YORK - Miss USA Tara Conner, who had come under criticism amid rumors she had been frequenting bars while underage, will be allowed to keep her title, Donald Trump announced Tuesday. "I've always been a believer in second chances," Trump, who owns the Miss Universe Organization with NBC, said with Conner at his side. Trump said he and Conner had met earlier Tuesday morning. "She left a small town in Kentucky and she was telling me that she got caught up in the whirlwind of New York," Trump said. "It's a story that has happened many times before to many women and many men who came to the Big Apple. They wanted their slice of the Big Apple and they found out it wasn't so easy." Conner won the title in April and has been living in New York. Recent media accounts of heavy drinking brought a storm of criticism, since she was underage at the time. She turned 21 on Monday. In a tear-choked voice, Conner said, "In no way did I think it would be possible for
hey whats up? i'm alive! just not on this site much, got really sick of some stuff on this site, and am thinking bout deleting my account on here if you wanna get a hold me a different way let me know, hit me up and i'll give you anther way to keep in touch!!! hope you all are well!!!!!!!! Just wanted to say much love to all the ones here "sota" we are all with the ones who got hurt ,died, or missing in the 35W bridge accident . You and your families are in prayers and thoughts GOD BLESS!!!!!!! I just wanted to give you a all a up date I have this Job placement meeting tomorrow morning so hopefully they'll be able to help me find a job so I can get off my ass and start doing something! LOL so wish me luck, and I also I should be getting a new chair here soon it'll have lots of features and be kick ass!!!! o and my birthday is coming up in a week or two so what ya going to get me????? HAHA stay classy! you all rock!!!!!!!!
I going to do another cleavage the rules are the same as the first one go check out "Best Cleavage Contest" it can be both guys and girls Rules: whoever reaches 15k comments win (comment bomb) can't comment your self- If violate this rule then your out just message me with a picture then your in Vash@ CherryTAP Its called the "Best Cleavage Contest" (Women only) here are the rules Its a full week contest I'll determine the winner by the combine total of the number of ratings and comments you can't comment your yourself you can comment bomb ______________________________________________ Just Message me if you want to join Vash@ CherryTAP
I hate the fact I love you, I hate that I care I hate you for not knowing this, I hate it you not there. I mostly hate our memories, That make me cry each night I hate how all these come about, Each time you are in sight I hate how when I see you, My heart just breaks in two And yet with all the pieces, I know i'll always love you I hate how life goes on, When mine just stays in place, I hate how my world shatters, Each time I see your face I hate it how you did this, And that you know how much I care I hate how you just bring me down with every little stare I hate it how you know, That none of this is true Even though i'm hurting I can't hate the fact, I LOVE YOU The images I can't seem to shake. The memory's still clear in my mind. At any point something triggers them and i fall apart all over again. I hate that you have the power over me. I hate remembering the touch just like you are touching me at that moment. My heart seems to mend and with one
Just As I Am
Wow, I did not think it was possibly but I am finding out that that it is so. I have had a clean house for the past two days now. No toys on the floor, no jackets on the floor No shoes all over the place, And not to mention no juice and sticky stuff on the Kitchen floor. I am proud of myself and my boys think we might have a new thing going. LOL But Have found out that I need to give them better lessons in using my microwave before they ruin the one I have. We have had to small fires in it in the last day and that is not good. However when my 5 yr old attempted to make a grill cheese sandwich on the stove he did a very good job with no problems. Of course Mommy standing there watching him to make sure we did not have an incident like we had with the microwave. We also made Homemade Brownies with Homemade food. I know when I was younger I loved to go to my Grandparents House just for the homemade cooking and since my boys don't have grandparents to do the homemade cooking for them
Ct Friends
Lt/Gen John Peter Flynn passed away on March 6, 1997 at the Army Retirement Center in San Antonio, Texas. Known as "Sky" while a POW in North Vietnam, he was the Senior Ranking Officer of all the POWs. He cared about his country, his men and his honor. General Flynn believed that American POWs were left behind after cessation of hostilities in Vietnam and he based that belief on information he learned as a member of the Tighe Commission. A man of honor and of great personal courage, he held his beliefs to the end and never faltered in his resolve to obtain a full and accurate accounting. He will be missed, but the fight must go on to get the answers from the governments of the US, Vietnam, Kampuchea (Cambodia), Laos, China, Cuba and the former Soviet Union. WE CAN GET THE ANSWERS IF WE ASK THE RIGHT QUESTIONS! Every day, the president, vice-president, senators, congressional representatives and a variety of appointed government officials are asked to respond
Plz. Vote For.....
Man blogs are stupid no one really then unless they are your really good friend which is very few on here.... i have about three maybe that really do care.... other then that everyone else seem fake.... anyways so much for a blog that no one wil read except probably Jay cause hes a true friend and maybe Dan if he notices or Rick if he notices but on one e;lse will read it... but oh well its a good way to just vent and i have been needing to do aolt of that lately.......Anyways laters OK SO I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON..NOTHING SEEMS TO GO THE WAY I WANT IT AND I AM SICK OF BEING SAD AND FEELING UNIMPORTANT..IT IS GETTING OLD..I HAVE VERY FEW FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY REALLY CARE AND I THINK THAT YOU TWO KNOW HOW YOU ARE AND I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS...SOMETIME I FEEL THAT THE ONES I NEED THE MOST ARENT THERE WHEN I NEED THEM...I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS SITE AND THE DUMBASS PPL THAT ARE ON IT...I HAVE MET SOME REALLY COOL PPL ON HERE BUT THINGS NEVER END UP LIKE
Just Whatever Lol HERE IS A BAND FROM HERE THAT ARE REALLY GOOD. IF U HAVE MYSPACE PLZ CHECK THEM OUT OR EVEN IF U DONT U CAN STILL LOOK AT THEIR PAGE. add them if u dont care cause their trying to spread their music all around the world. hey everyone whats up. was wondering if anyone has heard of this following website? if so are you on there and would u like to be friends there as well. if not then you should join it its a really cool site. its kinda like this only instead of cash its peanuts you use for gifts and things like that. so if you want to join COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK BELOW I WAS WONDERING IF EVERYONE WOULD MAKE A PICTURE SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT YOU LIKING ME, LIKE THE PICTURE IN MY FOLDER PICS FROM FRIENDS WITH THE PICTURE MY FRIEND BRANDI MADE FOR ME. I was wanting to know if everyone on here would make a picture saying something nice about me or saying they like me as their friend or something so i can ad
A Life Unlived....
Its your choice but let me remind you both will lead you wrong.... So choose.......... verbal abuse or enternal darkness? it's your choice... The screams or forever silence?? it's your choice... to be hated or to be forgotten? it's your choice... take the path thats laid before you or be laid to rest? It's your choice now choose.... LIFE.... or DEATH.... YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU MADE ME CRY FOR THAT I WISH YOU WOULD DIE THE PAIN YOU CAUSED WAS JUST TOO MUCH AND NOW THE ONLY THING TO DO IS FUSS YOU DID IT TO ME ONCE YOU'LL DO IT AGAIN WHEN WILL YOUR STORY EVER END YOU MADE A PROMISE THAT YOU COULDN'T KEEP ABOUT THE LOVE YOU HAD FOR ME I GUESS I SHOULD JUST SAY SO WHAT YOU USED ME Are you sure I am not looking past you, at some twisted little vision of a person tied down screaming from a painful deadly incision? Am I laughing at these wicked thoughts? My soul is dripping with sin. I have so much anger t
Fire Fighter Needs Prayers
Please pray for the families of the 2 Boston FF who died a few weeks ago. The media is having a hay day raking leaked reports of drugs and alcohol on board during their deaths. TY for all the prayers for a fellow fire fighter. He is back on the job and as healthy as ever!!!! This site just keeps getting wierder all the time. Has any one ever got this error message before? Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. It will keep me from rating any of your pics until tommorrow!!!
Reapers Rede
Walking threw a forest at night I’m looking for my other half who shall complete me, and shall make me whole. But I’ll I see is the snow quietly falling from the sky and the full moons light peaking threw the holes of the tree tops. I seem to walk forever. The endless forest seems to taunt me, as I look for the one. I suddenly walk into a clearing, the moon light reflecting off the freshly fallen snow, theirs not a cloud in the sky, yet it continues to snow quietly. A soft howl of a wolf can be heard in the distance. I walk to the middle of the clearing, I stand slowly taking in this miraculous sight I’m seeing. A woman down on the ground taking care of a wounded wolf, from where I stand it looks as if the wolf was injured by a hunter’s bullet. I run to help the young woman, as I near her I slow in astonishment of how beautiful she looks. She asks me for help to take the animal back to her cabin, I agree and pick the wolf up and carry him for her. Her blond hair seems t
Random Thoughts Of A Crazy Person
1. People that say on their pics and such..."Oh, I'm so beautiful...I'm so hot"...and stuff like that. Ummm...first of you aren't. If you were, the rest of the world would tell you. You wouldn't need to toot your own little horn. So stop it. It just makes you look dumb and desperate. 2. The internet is a joke. If you have nothing better to do than sit on your ass all day and look at CT or MS or any other sites of that nature, then you seriously need to get a life! Nobody cares about you and they never will. The computer is not your friend, it is a piece of equipment. Go out and make real friends. Do something that requires getting off your ever expanding ass once in a while. 3. Why do people feel the need to rate every single person a ten? For one, you can't be retaliated against, because it doesn't tell you who did it. Second, who the hell cares if someone didn't like your pic or your opionion on your page? That is why it is your page. If you like it, then they can kiss
Lyrics From Favorite Songs (why Say It Again If Someone Has Already Said It Better)
How To Save A Life The Fray Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose t
My Friends
Mona Doll@ CherryTAP thx to everyone who sent my a birthday gift or birthday comment ;-) Laney@ CherryTAP
Poetry And Writings
How do you explain to this pain How today has become yet tomorrow this pain this heart this love Now nothing more then sorrow A sorrow that morrow will never be In your eyes, I see a love grown cold, your love now fading, Hidden in fear buried in pain, And covered in tears, You fade away, But through my eyes, you shall shine for all the world to see, in my eyes you shall never fade away, can i be the one to ease your pain, and stop these tears like never ending rain, for i could never make the pain fade away, for your grace is defined by the pains you face, In my arms, holding you close, i see your love growing, as I chase away your fears, ease your pains, and kiss away all your tears, you forever shine, through my eyes, you shall shine for all the world to see, in my eyes you shall never fade away, can i be the one to ease your pain, and stop these tears like never ending rain, for i could never make the pain fade away, f
Disaster Day
Bad news . Mother passed away at 9:15 pm GMT today 21/02/07 Mother is slowly slipping away. Her prognosis is not good. They think she has only a few days left. Her condition was not diagnosed early enough. As a consequence it has progressed to a point at which the doctors hold no hope of recovery. It is too severe and she is too weak to fight it properly. all they can do is make her as comfortable as possibland to make her remaining time painfree as they can. Just returned from hospital for a break. Have been informed that mother has got cancer and that it is terminal. doctors have done everything that they can but are unable to do anymore.
Just A Thought...
To all my friends I have not forgotten about you. I am sorry I have been absent abit lately. My dear mother has been very ill lately and I have been trying to be of help. See now needs a liver transplant, but the wait is both to long and she would not survive it. So I am asking all my friends to please add her to your prayers. She is a most wonderful and loving person. She never ask anything of anyone and always does for others. My parents are my heros and I love them dearly, so if you have a spare moment please. I have not been gone for any other reason except her health and I love you all...Thanks Jacque I love CT and all the friends I have made here..You are all awesome. I have been having some computer problems and missed being here for abit lately.. My real close friends here know that also my family members have been having a rough time of it. My mother has bad diabetis and also Hepatitus, my dad is also a diabetic with a blood and breathing disorder and my sister has rece
Angela's Raves And Rants
You paid attention during 63% of high school! 51-67% You are smart enough to be ashamed of still scoring so low; remember that there are books in the world, full of information? Yes, books are our friends.Do you deserve your high school diploma?Create a Quiz What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract models! You attract Yuppies!
He blew in like the wind On a warm October night Carefree and wild With his smile, his charm, And those deep eyes you could swim in He tousled my hair and caressed my skin, Covering every inch of me, Whispering sweet nothings into my ear, And I believed them to be true At once, the sky turned gray and unstable, Forcing me to find refuge away from him, To let go of him for my own safety Just as suddenly, the air was clear and stagnant, For he was gone, swept away by the same wind that blew him in If only I could have made him stay, Held on tighter, been more than I was If only I hadn’t been foolish enough, Foolish enough to believe the stories, the fantasies Foolish enough to believe that he could be caught But like the wind, he slipped through my fingers Note: I wrote this like 5 years ago, so it's kind of depressing, which doesn't really fit as well with me at this point in time. I broke the Mirror what I saw in it I didn't like The face of a gi
I Rock Harder Than You Fuck
Hey Everyone! Please take a look at the website shown below! I entered my puppy Annabelle into the pet contest today. I need 10K comments in order to get a 7 day blast! If you comment on Annabelle I will make sure I comment your page and/or pictures. I will also rate your page too! Thanks very much I really appreciate it! ***Click Yes Or No*** Okay- Some of you know that I am happily married to my hubby Stephen. He works for Goodyear Gemini here in Phoenix, Arizona. Goodyear has three plants and the Union Workers went on strike. They sent thousands of people over to the plants to work. Well he was sent off and he's now been gone since November 26Th. We've never been apart from each other except once and that was for four days. Well he finally gets to come home on Friday at 1:00 P.M.! I'm getting very excited. The bad thing is he leaves on Tuesday December 26Th. He'll be gone till the end of January but ther
Just My Thoughts
its time we thank our soldiers once again for their sacrifices!! THANK YOU!! I know its sad but I dont have a Valentine!? So if anybody wants to be my Valentine let me know lol. Well and if not then HAPPY VALENTINES DAY anyways!! Smooches sugar Its time I am tired of sadness! Why do we waste our lives away with sadness and regret? Well hell with that no more feelin lonely or sad and no more regrets so its time to say "to hell with love "( until I find the right one anyway lol) Im ready to come out of this dark hole ive been livin in!! LETS PARTY PEOPLE!!
Not Depressing Stuff
At times the days seemed so long; I thought I'd never make it through, Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key, Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me, But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change, Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange. It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart, Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start. No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share; To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare. You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live, You've changed my world wi
Fantly Fantastic
Someone ran to the CT Shop and told them I had NSFW photos and marked some that way. My main photo of my cousin I and her friend, they said that is NSFW. WHAT! Nothing is showing! It was the idea of what it implied that they decided was nsfw. Now, as I went and made a folder for them (they also threated to delete my account) and made the folder NSFW I see someones cock ass fucking someone go scrolling by. I guess the real thing is ok and not the suggestion. Dumb asses. Ok getting ready to leave again xoxoxo until later, P Well, my sister and I discussed things and we’ve decided to move back home. When we were home for the holidays we realized how much we missed it there and how much we missed being close to the rest of our family. So, once I’m done with classes we are going back home! Woo hoo! Don’t worry, I wont be getting rid of Cherry just wont be in the states anymore is all. I think our city is the prettiest of all the cities in Can but that’s just me.
What Kind Of Soul Are You?
center>free enneagram test The Caring, Interpersonal Type: Generous, Demonstrative, People-Pleasing, and Possessive Basic Fear: Of being unwanted, unworthy of being loved Basic Desire: To feel loved Enneagram Two with a One-Wing: "Servant" Enneagram Two with a Three-Wing: "The Host/Hostess" I guess it doesn't Profile Summary for Enneagram Type Two Healthy Levels Level 1 (At Their Best): Become deeply unselfish, humble, and altruistic: giving unconditional love to self and others. Feel it is a privilege to be in the lives of others. Level 2: Empathetic, compassionate, feeling for others. Caring and concerned about their needs. Thoughtful, warm-hearted, forgiving and sincere. Level 3: Encouraging and appreciative, able to see the good in others. Service is important, but takes care of self too: they are nurturing, generous, and giving—a truly loving person. Average Levels Level 4: Want to be closer to others, so start "people pleasing," becoming overly fri
Hello Out There
Hello out there to everyone, Just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas! I love to meet new people so feel free to add me as a friend. ladygreywolf Like a pinata, you're filled with surprises. Your life is a lot of things, but boring certainly isn't one of them -- especially now. The most surprising things pop out of your mouth, guided there by your dreams. Yep and I told someone about a dream I had and now they are pissed at me oh well. I wanted to take a minute and say a piece of my mind. I think that its great that people are partying this weekend. But what bothers me is that we have lost the real meaning of what today is. Memorial day is a day for us to remember the fallen soilders who have given their lives to protect our country. This hits home because I lost a very dear friend nearly a year ago to the war in iraq. I'm not bitter because he gave his life to save another. But I would like to see people at least stop and say thank you to a soilder who fought for or ri
Life Is...
I didn't pick these...who would you have picked? The people who spend their whole lives caring for their own well-being are not loving themselves...they're embalming themselves. Drop thy still dews of quietness Till all our striving cease; Take from our souls the strain and stress and let our odered lives confess The beautiy of thy Peace.
Just Some Bs, Nothing Special
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My Opinion
In my personal opinion Lake Hylia is a fucking pain in the ass. I should've went in as Link and harpooned those damn fish people. That place ALWAYS give me a hard time in the Legend of Zelda series. That is all. >=( Than Keith Buckley. .....damn female vocalists in metal. just a few for now: Morgan Lander - Kittie Maria Brink - In This Moment Tairrie B. - My Ruin Angela Gossow - Arch Enemy Cristina Scabbia - Lacuna Coil Otep Shamaya - Otep Jessicka Fodera - Scarling
Poetic Ramblings's exciting...yet frightening. And it's a shame how some people, out of fear, seem to cling to this mindset of...embrace the old...screw the new. But as for this lonely poet...I'm ready. Ready to adopt a new philosophy. Ready to change my current direction cuz quite possibly there's nothing for me where it's headed. Ready to take steps along this new road that to my peers...just appears to be dreaded. Ready to pour out my heart and soul creating something better than Keith and if you don't like it...Fuck you...that's right, I said it. I'm ready for my world to revolve around ME. I'm tired of you How do you respond to that? Family is supposed to have your back But no matter how far I back track I can't justify her saying those words to me. From my brother...maybe cuz since he was a baby he's been in my shadow following in my foosteps and when he didn't, it was deemed failure? just cuz he didn't follow in my success? Shit...years down the road an
Blogging Fun
This is something of a topic that I though would be interesting. Something I'm sure everyone has thought about at one time or another, and if you havent, you will now. What we will do here, is take a look at the many female cartoon characters who have led a closet life of  lust, attraction and fantasy for their own gender. First on the list is... Peppermint Patty! This one is a dead givaway. I mean she has another 8 year old girl (Marcie) walk around callng her sir for gods sake!!! Now Marcie is much more feminine that Patty, which goes to show that Peppermint Patty is clearly the butch in the relationship. Aside from her obviously admiration for the fur taco, she looks as if she was in line for the role of Aileen Wuornos from the movie Monster. The resemblance is definitely uncanny! Next up is another one that was always on the front burner of speculation, but she never had anyone following her around calling her sir. I'm talking about Velma... Take a look! This bitch screams
Hi Guys, Please sign on my world map and join me when you visit my site its will take a minute.. thank you Have a nice day.. There will be times when someone special will walk into your life and a bonding of the spirits will take place. This means that both people are compatible, and that their inner spirits are harmonious with each other. Because of this, a kinship is started first, followed by deep inner emotional feelings for each other, all because the spirits are harmonious. At this point we say that we have an attraction for each other, or that the chemistry is right. The true understanding of relationships is in the divine human spirit, which is the foundation of all happy and good relationships. Sometimes we allow reason to cloud our judgment so that we are unable to become aware of our true feelings. We feel through our mind instead of our hearts, and become confused. When that special person enters your life, and you sense the bonding of the spirits, then hold on tight an

"The Coldest Rain" - Diecast Alone again Haunted by all your shadows And memories Coldest rain Hides emotions that are pouring From me to you Crazy again Forced to face all truth And exist And exist All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone The torturing That I put myself through within Won't end Dying within Cracking up, breaking down Down to nothing All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone Oh, oh, oh I carry on alone Knowing that my dignity is gone. If I kept it all away, You'd still be mine today But inside I'd be hollow All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life Leave this life And I be gone Then you walked away With nothing more to say I never felt this helpless This helpless… Before You couldn't carry on I guess you had enough You made your choice You made your choice And now you fade away The coldest rain Hides emotions t
My Rules.. =]
do you beleive in fate? so im sitting here at work... its nearly 3 in the morning... listening to one of my favorite songs... "i hope you dance" and wondering about what im going to do with myself... i know im smart, pretty, funny and overall an amazing person... considering what ive been through and what ive accomplished in my life. I wonder why it is that i am who i am? So many people in this world are so ignorant and self absorbed... they think that they're the only people that have ever experienced tragedy... or truama... why is that? Dont people realize that NO ONE lives the perfect life? Frankly, it pisses me off... these people that whine about how bad their life is... and what do they do? Sit on their asses and expect things to be handed to them... as if because they've had a rough life.. they deserve it or something. NEWSFLASH ** if you want a happy life... create it! Never lie to a liar. Its sad... how life turns us all into skeptical pesimistic people. So many pe
Little About Me
i love writin its a great waY to express urself so herses more recent If i told you i was sorry, for all the things i've done For every time i let you down, for everytime i run. Would it make a difference, If i said i don't know why. I do the stupied things i do, that sometimes make you cry. If i told you i was sorry, If i said i was wrong. Would it fill this space between us, thats been there for so long. The reason may not matter now, perhaps they never will. The words won't justify the deeds, of the story i would tell. If i told you i was sorry' what difference would it make, but perhaps it's all that i can give, and hope that you will take. So when i tell you that i'm sorry, please belive it's true. Because right now it's all i have, from me to give to you So cold and dark, so empty and alone, Never knowing what real love was. So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you. So scar
Merry Chirstmas
thanks todo everyone who is making my birthday special, with the wishes and giftes. IM BI SEXUAL MY HUSBAND SAY SOOOO !!! wishing u all a happy and safe 4th
Tirred Of Being..
Again. my ex. Josh. Is tryin to get me back with him. sike. that isnt goin to happen. Me & my best friend Jamie came up wit a plan tho. So hehe, its time to turn the tables on him. Ima play him like he played me. but its really a bad idea to piss me & Jamie off, & he did a fine job of that so this should be fine. Im goin to make him think that ima take him back & get a few things out of him & then break his heart like he did mine. He said that he loves me & only me, and I even went off on him about him sayin "I love you" to EVERY single girlfriend he has had. Ive said it once in my life to one of my ex's & I meant it. Plus me & him went out for longer then a year & a half before we ever said it. so yeah. If he thinks Ima believe him when he says I love you to me he is on crack. But he said he was gona send flowers up when he gets his check in 2 weeks. I had my ex Jake tell him to get me something other then flowers, and he said he'll do that instead. So lets see if I get anything
Thanx 2 All
So sorry i have not been able to get back wit every one and rate and comment back been a hectic day :) lol But to all my new friends hugz lottsa licks n kisses and a rate of 10++ to u all hello to all my friends in giving an update my sister is awake now but yet still in a haze so we wont now the extent of her injuries for a few more days so if she has to have therapy she may have to move in with me so that means i may not be on much anymore so i maybe deleting my cherry account but i will still think of you all. and will be back when things get better and again thank you one and all for your love prayers and support. If u all want to add me to yahoo its thank you all Hugz n Kisses Love, Christina To all my cherries this is Christina and i have a favor to ask you all my younger sister was involved in a car wreck last night i was at the hospital all night last night she is in stable condition now. But t
Songs Of Mine
when you kiss me This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my Shoulders (the world just goes away) Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me-- When you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you Adore me--oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my Shoulders (the world just goes away) And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me ONE LOOK IN YOUR EYES One look in your eyes I know we two would alwa
For My Friends And Family
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Mmmmmeee me meeee...ahem!*clears throat*Hey, is this thing on...?*taps mic*Oh! Well, here we go... It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, Everywhere I go... 'Cos my gift-wrap skills are awful, And 'cos I'm a lazy ho ho ho.... It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, I'm not falling in the wrapping trap. Going to finish this junk as fast as I can So I can go take my nap. It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags. No more paper by yard and ream, 'Cos if I have to look at one more crap gift I think I'm going to scream! It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, Don't tell me I'm starting late! YOU come wrap all this "festive" shit And see if you don't meet the same fate! It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags For ev'ry sweet adult and tyke. But I'll be using the Wal-Mart bags For the family I don't like. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Ok, I was kinda feeling sorry for myself last night when I posted my last blog. Kinda? Hell, VERY! Not to mention I
Erotica: The Festival
The Gym Ch. 02 by Maldoror © Chapter 2: The Party I was lying on a large, comfortable bed. My upper body was propped up by pillows made of clouds. Each pillow was different; one was blue and irregularly shaped. It held my head up. Another, placed behind my torso, was reddish-orange; it had a Mandela design that would have drawn my interest if my eyes weren't already fixed on the form that stood near an open door made of light and glass. The being was almost formless, like a slab of clay before the mind's eye. But then it, or I – I was unsure which- slowed down, or cleared, and the artist began to work. The surrounding angles softened and cooled, and my vision began to clear. Beyond, a balcony formed; past that a white backdrop materialized. Water dancing with rocks below an invisible bluff proclaimed its existence to me. I noticed then that the backdrop was not white, but was rather a moon, large and fixed in a starless, black sky. The moon bathed the balcony in white li
Working Through It....
I am working through all of this. I don't want the other girl to feel any ill will, or that she can't let this happen. Maybe it is just semantics, maybe I am just insane, and I am prolly making a mountain out of a mole hill.I don't know why I feel the way I do, and it prolly has no rational grounds to stand on, because I do know " Love is". We talked about bringing this girl into our relationship. We both love her, We both care for her. It just never crossed My mind that He would fall "In love" with anyone else but Me. Does that make sense? I really don't even know why Him being in Love with her effects ME this way.Why does it mess with My seance of security? Why does it hurt so much? Rationally I know that it takes nothing away from Me. Rationally I know things will work out as they are suppose to, and rationally I know everything happens for a reason. I do want this to work out for everyone... right now I just don't know how to deal with what is happening. Am I suppose to deal with i
Less Than Cordial Thoughts From Myles Shaffer
For most of this year, I had been planning a trip to New Orleans for a week. However, as the time drew near, I began to seriously think about cancelling the trip, staying home, and saving the much needed money. I decided almost at the last minute to go mainly because five of my so called, "Friends," on CT had assured me that age was just a number and that they would truly love to meet me in person. One woman lives in Tucson, AZ, one in New Orleans, LA, one in McAlester, OK, one in Tulsa, OK, and one in Albuquerque, NM. (The women in Oklahoma and the woman in New Mexico were the reasons I decided to go to my hometown for the high school Alumni banquet after all. I thought the woman in New Orleans, the one in Albuquerque, and possibly the one in Tulsa would actually come through based of past chats.) A few weeks before I hit the road, and after the fifth time I suggested to the McAlester woman that I needed a phone number and the address of a public meeting place, hopefully ne
Sexy Ladies Contest!!!
Today the doors open up for the sexiest lady on cherry tap!!!!! The Contest will start on 12-28-2006 at 7 p.m. central time and end on 01-04-06 at 7 p.m. central time. Here are the rules for the contest: 1. This is for fun! I will not tolerate any garbage of leaving dumb comments on other contestants comments. you do YOU'RE BANNED!!!! 2. Comment bombings are welcome. 3. Rates are welcome as well ( will be used to break a tie) 4. Again I stress, have fun!!! 5. Contestants, repost in a blog and a bulletin!! Make sure you get your people to vote for you!!!! Good luck to all the contestants!!!! Here are the contestants: Irreplaceable Busty Blonde IndieAngel mlmssy Summer Power Girl The Real JoAnna Sexy Moma msssable50 There you have it ladies and gentlemen. The fun is about to commence!!!! (repost of original by 'ryawolf *sexiest ladies contest starts tonight!!!!' on '2006-12-28 13:49:21')
Ravings Of A Madman
Lately I keep seeing these commercials about this manufacturer or that auto maker has 5 or more cars that get better than 28 MPG. In these days of highway robbery gas prices, I'm sure this seems like a big deal. After all, we have to make every drop of the precious petrol count, right? Funny thing, though, I had a 1974 Plymouth Valiant with a 318 (V8) that had well over 150,000 miles on it, and I got around 28 MPG (highway) with it. A car from the days of "goes really fast and gets really shitty mileage" gets about the same miles per gallon and we should enthralled that auto manufacturers are doing the same thing now? I have vague childhood memories of my Mom having to wait in long lines with her Duster at the gas stations when we had very little oil. Iran had stopped oil production, the Saudis were jacking up their prices, and here we had the "Energy Crisis". The sudden lack of fuel gave everyone of the day a reality check, as one could get gas only every other day, some stations
Workin Hard?
so why exactly is it that girls wear really low cut shirts or dresses and then wear a sweater to cover what their wearing or are always "re-adjusting " to make sure you dont see anything. isnt that why their wearing the low-cut shirt/dress in the first place? im confused.. work sucks. its so dead til after the first of the year! i work for a thermal processing plant, which basically means we cook metal to either harden or soften it for the customer. GM is one of our biggest customers. Im the new shipping manager here so its quite the experience so far. nothin like good ole factory work! 105 Facts About You 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? Well i bought it so sure? 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 3 1/2 years 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? Carbombs from miss hahs! 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? who hasnt? 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? its been a few weeks lol 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? Beer? 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? pineapple 8. FIRST THING YOU
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Modeling Contest
Media Arrow is Holding a Competition for Models, where the winner is going to be based on Audience votes. The Winner of this modeling Competition is going to win $5000 plus a trip to Vegas. 5 Reasons why Bands, Performers, and Models NEED To be on 1.) Free Promotions on TV, Radio, Print and Internet! Build a marketing Monster!. 2.) Constant Exposure to Recording Labels, Producers, and Promoters Looking for the next big thing. 3.) Media Arrow will be hosting many competitions with a chance to win up $20,000. 4.) Opportunity to network with Recording Labels, TV Channels, Modeling Agencies and most importantly YOUR FANS! 5.) Work with Media Arrow in Promotions, Shows, and much much more. Media Arrow is firmly Invited you to be a part of their Family, as at Media Arrow everyone will be a winner. And If you think you have talent, then we will be promoting you, we will be investing money in you. We will take you first at a State Level then N
My Mind
I pull my vail over my head and wonder if I would ever wear it for him I still see it the wedding we wanted in my head I see the tear fall from my check onto his soft lips as we kissed I see us dancing in each others arms on the floor alone to are song with the look of never ending happyness in are loveing eyes never wanting this moment to end but till he comes home to my loveing arms it will never be it will just remain a dream, a dream of pain. pain I wish I never felt pain I never thought I would be able to live though pain I wish on no one but pain I have pain I'm feeling right now pain I can barly handle. blood dripps from my arm as I try to cut my pain away I witch the blood pour from my arm but still no releaf but just more pain, pain of seeing your face every time I close my eyes every time I look in to are sons eyes I'm hurting in side it feels my mind with thoughts I cant cure on my own but subside every time I hear your voice or read the words u write to me everyday but I hu
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Common methods of torture and abuse in the People’s Republic of China   Beatings and kicks            Almost every detainee in China has to, or has had to, suffer being beaten and kicked. This method of abuse, by far the most common, is often especially noticeable after release from detainment, as some victims possess extensive bruises and injuries on their bodies. However, a range of torture victims have reported that in the weeks prior to their release from camps or prisons they were no longer tormented by beatings and other methods of torture which leave obvious external marks. Beatings, like other methods of torture, inflict wounds upon victims which in most cases do not receive any medical attention, or receive it far too late. Infections and more serious pain caused further abuse are the consequence. With leather belt and belt buckleThe victim lies on the ground or stands against the wall and is flogged with the leather belt fr
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Name: Sean Birthday: 21 Oct 1970 Birthplace: Indianapolis, IN Current Location: Doha, Qatar Eye Color: blue Hair Color: blond Height: 6" Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Your Heritage: American The Shoes You Wore Today: Desert Combat Boots Your Weakness: Breasts (hey, I'm being honest) Your Fears: Being alone Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and Mushroom Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: 10th marathon Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL (I really am laughing) Thoughts First Waking Up: DAMN O-Dark-30 comes fast Your Best Physical Feature: Stamina/Endurance Your Bedtime: 2300 Your Most Missed Memory: Poker nights in HS Pepsi or Coke: Coke MacDonald's or Burger King: McD's baby! Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither Do you Smoke: No Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: Karaoke! Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: Been (BS, MS) Do you want to get Married: Done Do you belie

Well, the popular Yankees Franchis originated in 1901 as the Baltimore Orioles. In 1903, it moved to Manhattan Island because of the AL president Ban Johnson who wanted at least one team in New York City. Then, they were named as Highlanders for the popular elevated ground on which their own stadium was built. This was a good stadium; though the franchise struggled in its new home. Then they moved to Polo Grounds in 1913. This stadium was also shared by some other teams of the National League like New York Giants and San Francisco Giants. With all their diligent efforts, Yankees struggled until 1920; when they went on to purchase the contract of Babe Ruth from another popular club Boston Red Sox. With his tremendous talent Ruth went on to give some incredible results like 54 home runs during his very first year in New York. This was a record score which he scored and it was more than any other major league team. In 1921, he led the Yankees to their very first pennant. He ended t
Starting A New Year Out With Ct
Hello and Good Evening to all... I was sitting here thinking about all the ratings I have been giving and not getting any in return... I like to help people get there ratings up and I would also like to get mine up as well... I am sure that I anm not the only one who feels this way, If you feel the same way PLEASE REPOST, Dont get caught being the last one to hold this in your hands...DONT LET THE LOVE STOP WITH YOU!!! Take Care my CT Friends and always REMEMBER YOU HAVE A FRIEND when someone is willing to give you the shirt off their Back.. Jim (Taz) Malone Please CUT and Paste and add your name to this list. This Angel was sent to me and I thought it should be shared with everyone... SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVA U LAST NIGHT, BUT IT CAME BACK... I ASKED...WHY? & IT SAID... ANGELS DONT WATCH OVA ANGELS ******SEND THIS ALL DA PEEPLE U REALLY CARE ABOUT***** 20 angels are in this world, 10 are sleeping, 9 are playing & 1 is reading this comment. Send this to
Should I stay or go, Its yes or no. I try to run, Cause I realize everything is done. There is very little in this world to trust in, There is no way to win. Should I play by my own rules, Make everyone else look like fools. All this is tearing me up inside, To think of all the tears ive cried. Lonely time can heal a broken heart, Although not taking you back would have helped from the start. I was falling for you, And I thought you felt the same too. I guess all you are is a heartbreaker, And I was your sucker. I would have never broken your heart, But you tore mine apart. How much time do you have to waste, You just like the chase. You underestimate the condtion of my heart, You thought that i'd fall apart. I dont care what I have to do, But im going to be done with you. You not good for me, So you need to let me be. Copyright ©2007 Jennifer There is always something between us, And now thats over cause I cant take the stre
My Poetry......aka Death Trick
Deep in the depths of pits Shallowness of the none Faking all your lives In the state of a blitz Your work is never done Falling down the shallow hole Be at one with nothing Having fun for something Down below there is nothing Up above....... Dead Bodies KLINZ 9/13/05 Mortality of your death giving one last breath Two lives to live, before you take you must give Your flesh and blood it will die But it resides in your eye in my vain and in our brain you and i are one I have made you to contain me and you desire it all the same In time you will see all there is and all I have seen Then you will find it's utterly sublime The way the light moves and flickers its a continual journey of amazement For i have given you my Dark Gift KLINZ 3/15/98 A distant land is calling Each of my dreams are slowly falling Creature of the darkness Grant me this one request The knowledge of this love turned to pain i confess Wish
Ever Enough???
Tune me into the wild side of life I’m an innocent young child Sharp as a knife Take me to the Garrets where the Artists have Died Show me the Court rooms where the Judges have Lied Let me drink deeply from the water and your wine I’ll Light colored in the dark dreary mines I Look in the Mirror and stare at myself I Wonder if that’s really ME on this Shelf Take me down to where Love’s always in Bloom In a vase type of rocket to the core of the sun I Want to read books in the studies of Man I Was born on the breeze, will die on the wind I am an artist who paints with his eyes I study my subject in silent Reprise I cry for the Darkness to come on me Confusion still carries on, turning the wheels So each day I learn just a little bit more I don’t know why but I do know what for If we are going some where Then let’s get there Soon Together we stand in the Light of the Moon… A single solitary tear rolled down and fell upon her bare breast. That very tear, m
Dream Time
Dream Away… Dream Away… Falling deeper and deeper into my trance of sorts I guess I should explain myself a bit in detail. Im 5ft 6in tall, 28 year’s dead, dark brown hair, green eyes. Every day im haunted by my past. I look forward to the day I get revenge on the woman who made me this way. Feeling hollow from the inside out I get lost in the norm that is my life. The only thing driving me forward is the heartbeat of my children and the knowledge past down to me. Every generation a life story of sorts is past down. Every generation adds its own chapter. How to carry on and finish what was left over from the life before. How do I go on when I have already completed my goals? This sickness cannot be past down thank god! To become a child of the night you must be shown the way, as I was once shown many years ago. I fear for what I have become. I fear for what I am. Every beat of every heart that passes by, every whiff of every drop as one passes makes me crave the beast inside. Fighti
Resolutions Or Revolution
It is 5 am and I am exhausted. Just woke up from a too short nap, somewhere in southern Washington state,heading to Bellingham to pick up a friend, and then continuing on to the Yukon. The past 2 days have been filled with awe and wonder as well as disgust and bewilderment. Wyoming looked just like it does in the movies. I kept expecting the Apaches to ride up over the ridge with thier war paint on. Idaho smelled like cow manure and the sight of all those poor animals jammed together in disgusting pens just cemented my desire to become a vegetarian. No living thing should have to live like filth just waiting to die. Oregan rose to the top of the list of plases that I have seen that I want to return to. I think I would like to check into the possibility of living there. The air smelled like, well, like something I had never smelled sweet and clean and pure. The trees and the mountains and the streams were so beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes. It is hard t
Good News For Me
West Vrginia Here I Come Category: Life Well for those of you who don't know already I have decided to move back home to West Virginia. I am not sure yet of when I will be moving but I am in the works of getting things together. I have found out that there are 3 new stores opening up sometime this year near my home town. As soon as we find out when these stores will be opening I will know when I will be leaving. I am so excited to finally get back home and be around my family and see some of my old friends. I wish I knew when I was leaving and when I will be back home cause I just can't wait. I have already told some family members and my best friend that I will be comming home sometime this year. To those of you that know me already and live here in Arizona I am sorry to say this but it is time for me to go back. There is really nothing here that is holding me here or any reason I realy want to stay. I want to be back in the snow even though where I live there never does really
Life Sucks
Well, yesterday wasnt such a good day for me.. First i started hell week, which will last 5 days, than, as i was taking the garbage out, i was stupid enough to try n walk down the stairs (which btw had been snowing) well as i went for the second step, i slipped n than i tried to brace myself with my right hand as i fell all the way to the bottom...i rolled over, tried to catch my breath, n walked slowly back up the stairs, told my mom, looked at my wrist, n man it started to swell. My mom put some ice on it, gave me some pain meds, got me a new pair of pants n socks to wear to the hospital thinking my arm was broken for the second time in my life. As i waited for the doctor, i went thru 3 ice packs, got some xrays, pain killers finally kicked in, all for the doctors to tell me i just badly sprained my wrist, so now im wearing a wrist brace to help support my wrist so it doesnt hurt so much. But as i write this, im sore, my wrist is killing me.... cries Lets see, where to begin, i have
My Version Of Flappin My Jaw Lol
I was just in a MUMM, and it has led me to this question.. Why is it that many men ASSUME when they see a Big woman it is because she eats to much and doesnt excercise? Or vice versa for the women for that matter... Many overweight people are not overweight because they want to be, or because they eat too much.. for christ sake .. does no one take into consideration, medical? or family history? or childbirth? or age? It is a statistical fact that people over the age of 30-35 have a harder time losing weight. NOT because they dont try, but because their metabolisms slow.. Family history.. medical problems.. They yell obscenities and insults.. I think people with leprosy would be treated better than someone who is overweight. Yes, I am a BBW. I have never hid that fact.. do I care if someone doesnt like me? NO.. Ive come to understand that those that find fault with me often times have something they dont like about themselves.. What gets to me is these people th
My Poetry Book Part 1: Poems For My Ex-girlfriend Katie
Blue Is the color of your eyes Like the sky above You are as graceful as a dove Blue Is the color of your shirt I like the shirt You look so beautiful in it Blue Is the color of my heart Now that you left me Please come back All the time I think of you And all the fun things We used to do All the time I am reminded of you And because you are gone It makes me blue All the time I am depressed I’m sorry that sometimes I was a pest All the time While you do what you are doing All of the memories of you and me Keep on blooming Alone and missing you I wonder what you are doing Or if you are missing me I am so alone Alone and missing you I’m remembering all the fun times we had While trying to block out the bad times I wish I wasn’t alone Alone and missing you I really love you And wish to Have you in my arms again Alone and missing you I am realizing all the things I did wrong to Make you leave me Please come back
My Poetry
February 8, 1999 Magazine cover songs of inspiration Go by my self trepanation Tom Petty thief of hearts Peach pit stops and starts Curtians drawn on paper plates Baby blue color blind dates Dirty needle in your eye-popping Restless heart broken jaw-dropping Unpleasant chap stick up your ass Nice rear window pane of glass Good year book of shadows you Cookie tin can I see through Cyber virgin queen of spades On the take it slowly fades Radio air play with me always Candy bar keep me waiting for days Pillow talk of the town drunk Flower garden row boat sunk Go slow hand cancel or send Antler rack you brain dead end. April 29, 2006 I like to creep up on his body And disguise it as a treat So I hope after death they'll give my bones to a very special fiend I think if I lay still enough My flesh will speak to his Then every accidental touch Will instruct his pulse to rush - Slide, slide away Inside and in frame Take the glow, take the taste Love, th
Poetry From The Heart
As I looked at my life I saw a shattered soul, to bring God here was my new goal. My heart was greatly torn. Has it been this way since I was born. I could not feel nothing at all, because most of the time I was hurt by yall. I need God to heal my heart, and make all my pains just brake apart. Your love has set me free, Thank you Lord now I can finally just be me. LaKesha Lennie Edmay Meaux Copyright ©2007 LaKesha Lennie Edmay Meaux Can you look in my eyes, and see my heart? Can you take my hand, and tell we'll never part? Can you always tell the truth, and never make me cry? Can yo hear my soul, and still love me when I die? Can you say you'll never hurt me, and keep me from all harm? Can you hold me through the struggles, and a cold winter storm? Can you always hold, and love only me? Can you truely say you care, and I'm the only one you see? I need to know all about you, and what will come, Than to you, my heart, you may have some. LaKesha Lenni
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It's no small coincidence that I'm working towards being a literary scholar.... I love when things are much more complex than they seem. I love digging underneath the surface, picking out details that may typically be overlooked, eating up contradictions, and arguing for the multiple ways a text can be interpreted. I also prefer my narratives to be non-teleological; that is, I don't like being told that there's some unified, orderly sense of "truth" I'm supposed to believe. I revel in deconstructionist thought and love teasing out the "warring forces of signification within a text." I believe that meaning is never inherent or natural, and that it's all produced by the discourses that rely on it. This explains why I'm drawn to movies and books that mess with my sensibilities and why I disdain anything heavy-handed that seems to bonk me over the head with its message. Even as a kid, I always wondered what happened after "happily ever after," and never bought into anything that Catholic s
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Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend. A dark world for only me A dark bond one cannot see It wraps me up in its cocoon And holds me fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling me to the fold Like silken thread it holds me fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind me closer and keep me strong In a dark world, where I belong. I'm scared, I'm completely terrified actually. scared of what will happen if i see you again and scared of what will happen if i don't i cant believe i fell so hard i knew you weren't going to be there to catch me of course shes gonna say shes "okay" and flash that famous smi
NEW WEIRDEST DREAM to date The dream starts during the daytime as I'm being driven somwhere in a large van or transport. I'm in one of the front seats while there are some more people in the back. we're moving something in crate under heavy guard. we eventually make it to an old farm with some leafless trees are the perimeter. we drive down a dirt road to make it to the place that sits on uneven ground. We take the crate from the back and move it into the rundown barn but inside is a holding cell with all sorts of lights and locks. There's a lage window on the cell where i can look in and see lighted plates on the floor. The crate arrives and i find out what we've being moving all day. a vampire with short dark hair and a goatee gets pushed out into the cell. I stand there watching him for a few minutes before the vamp makes a move against the cell and cracks the window and wall open. i reach for this garlic mace from my belt and begin spraying the hell out of the plac
So, I've been seeing this guy who I spent New Years with. And I haven't heard from him since. I saw that he was online at that other space and I sent him an email....and he logged off!!! And he's on Y! messenger, but not responding to me. Hmmmm.... I'm thinking he's not "feeling" me anymore. And no, New Years wasn't the "first" time, so that's not it. You know, I hate being the last to know, lol. ***ETA*** when I logged off, guess who logged back on? Things that make you go hummmmmm. I believe drinks are in order. Okay, okay, so my "dumping" is just an excuse to get intoxicated. My girlfriends and I are gonna go have a few "farewell and buh-bye" toasts. Anyone have any recomendations???? We're taking drink orders now, lol. Okay, so apparently, I'm not adventureous or imaginative enough. So, tell me, what have you done to spice up your sex life. Do you role play? Play with food, toys or something else? Help a girl out! LOL
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. "Don't forget your Sisters," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them. "Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. "You'll need other women. Women always do." What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodnes
My Fkn Sk8 Park
In today's world we have pets with microchips.Cellphones that have little chips in them that we carry.Or maybe it's that Low-jack for our tools and vehicles.And I can't leave out OnStar that is supose to make our lives so much easyer.All these are really neat gadgets in the realm of technology.However,They are also really neat tools to track you down when and were the government may see fit.I know you say they wouldn't do that.Well,we are liveing in an age of terror laws instead of laws of the put it simpley.The way democracy was described to me and one way I subscribe to it.Is fairly simple,it is a means that you can travel about the country and the world anonymously as your right as a law abideing citizen.yet there are those whom think that we are not educated enough to think for ourselves.They may be your neighbors or maybe those scholars that work in you community.Who knows,But what I wanna know is when did we stop minding our own buisness and start minding others?Well,if y
First Entry
My damn laptop is acting like a bitch again! my whole damn desktop disappeared. another virus may be on it, so im not gonna be on so much until i get it back to good shape again. so if u need me call me on my cell or room phone (678)953-0772 & 229-903-6721. Just to let u all know, I will not be online a lot since I am back home in atlanta for the summer. I have a greaat idea for you all. I know most of you hate the fact that you cant talk to me now for a good minute. so here is the deal, I am going to give out my number for you all to reach me at. Feel free to call at anytime 770-997-8495 - where im located now 404-691-4232 - where i may be once in a while fell free to holla at me. dont forget to ask for me by my birth name Octavius, just in case I don;t always pick up. Much love to u all. Peace. ~ Stinger Nitro Hey im looking for someone to be my valentine this year. this is gonna be my first time celebrating it in years. So any females interested, feel free to leave a re
OK this may seem a little weird but here goes, tommorow night I have to go to a party... now it has a theme and the theme is 007... and we are all suppose to dress up and I have NO idea how to dress like a bond girl cause honestly I havent seem any of the bond movies (oops) If anyone has any ideas or suggestions please let me know..... I appreciate the help! Kelly Im starting to get frustrated with all the fakers on here Everyone should have a salute! end of story!!! the end So I went to the tattoo parlor in St Cloud yesterday. Very kind of spur of the moment like with my friend Bippy. I have been wanting to do it for a long time cause in feb I was talking online with the parlors owner on myspace just discusing what I wanted but i didnt go in until yesterday I didnt think he would remember me. So bippy and I walk in and go up to what looks like the front counter and there is this little girl there and I told her I wanted to put down a deposit so I could have my tattoo drawn up. sh
Doin' It To It!!!!
Well if your bored I uploaded some new photos in my fun alaskan stuff album so look away and rate to your hearts content and enjoy. Love Peace and Chicken Grease, for now Fuby Peeps!! Nothing seems to sum up a good saturday night after working 10 hours behind a desk and a computer all day then a good movie, some Girl scout cookies (thin mints) and my computer! "Amen to stress free saturday nights!!!" well, deal with me, I am tring to figure out things and as I do my page will look more like a real cherry page!!
New To The Bar...
I was having one of those thinking moments earlier. LOL. I need or should say seek some input. You might think I am too much of a logical thinker, but then again maybe that is my problem. Ha ha ha ha. Anyway. If you never have the "break-up" fight, but you and the other person seem to just slip away from each other, are you broken up? If not, then are you cheating even though you don't have contact or communication with the other person? LOL. Here is why I am thinking about this. I am "dating" this guy. I really like him because I could be myself around him. I didn't have to pretend or anything. I didn't have to dress to the nines, he liked me for who and what I was, but we haven't exactly talked lately. I am pondering this other guy at the moment, but I am not exactly broken up with this other guy. It has been over 2 months since I have heard from my supposed BF. Are we still together or did we unofficially break up? If I decide to go after this other guy am I cheating? If that is the
Kitchen Witchery
The luminous round moon in all its fullness inspires lovers and poets, and, some say, the wild and crazy. For us following the path of the goddess, however, it is a sacred time, full of energy and magic, worship and celebration. Foods at this phase of the Goddess in her Mother aspect - weighty, and at her full potential - should be rich, abundant, and celebratory. This is the perfect time for culinary alchemy, as magical energies are intoxicating and expansive. Gather herbs from your garden in the early light of dawn, and visualize your dream, knowing it will be. Trust in the Mother to honor your desires. Kitchen Blessing for the Full Moon Goddess, Mother, the end and the beginning The dusk and the dawn, I celebrate you! Bless me tonight as I stand here in love watch over me with compassion and fill me with your grace Accept my thankgiving as I left up my heart in joy, Blessed Be! During the full moon, celebrate! A roasted turkey, baked salmon, egg dishes, and bow
I honestly believe we are not alone in the universe... I just wanna know how much we don't know about... us concentration camps find anything? Just curious to see what kind of computer everyone uses... Let me know in the comments. THX
Champions League
Now this shit is really pissing me off about the ballot and bloodly season ticket holders not getting them. ffs they are Guaranteed all the home league matches at a cheaper rate than if you by 1 for each game from the ticket office, and they get all there home cup tickets sent to them, while i have to queue outside the ground at all hours in the morning or rush to the ground after work just to make sure i get i bloody ticket, and then you hear them bloody moaning that the cant get a ticket, if i didn't get drawn would you have seen me moaning no you would, the only think i'd moaning about would be UEFA not giving us a proper allocation. I didnt moan when i was a season ticket holder and didnt get a ticket for Istanbul and i'd been to every home game plus you had to queue up for the tickets then not just tick a box and wait for every ticket in the mail it really does piss me right off atm RANT OVER getting closer to gettting a flight why do they have to go home when people a
Die Hard American's Blog Central
Does anyone know the what the word contest means? Comment Bombers welcome and needed!!! Post, repost...your link so people can bomb you.... Ok people the album is open get to your people and let them know to start comment bombing you...GOOD LUCK everyone... I am enetered into a best cleavage contest...My my muscles are cleavage..Comment bombing allowed..Come on and go bomb me... right click copy and paste...and please repost...
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The Sagas
Well now some of you might not know it but the Gods can be injured maimed and yes Killed!Wow well here my freinds is the Saga of the God Baldar's death. Baladr is the son of Odin and Frigga and by all a counts the biggest hottie in all the nine worlds every woman alive wanted to be with him! and every male wanted to be his best friend!In other words he was HOT! But one nite as he was sleeping he had this werid dream. So he went to his Mom Frigga and said Mom I had this weird dream and in it I get killed! So Frigga says dont worry sweetie ill take care of it. So she asks every being every thing God Giant even that trickster Loki agreed to never ever kill Baldar!But yep here comes the but she forgot the Misteltoe that grows on the oak ! Opps and you guess it Loki saw this and put it back in his schemeing brain! Well Frigga calls all the Gods together and annouces that NOTHING CAN HARM OR KILL BALDAR! Well natualy the Gods gotta try this out so they do there best to kill Baldar and n
New nasty pics! Let me know what u think! Hello local girls! Check out my profile and see if you like what you see, let me know. I have a webcam! yyyeeeaaa!!!!
A Fine Collection Of Poetry And Haikus ^_^
I look out my window into a winter wasteland lookin for answers When the answers rely in me but im just too blind to see My situation isn't a tight one but a very dificult one to put to rest With time and effort i will make them happen but will it be for the worst or the best A million and one thoughts fill my head on what i should do and what i shouldn't do Without a clue i continue to let it eat at me and eat at me til there's nothin The more i think about it the worst i feel, the less i think about it the worst i feel With this stress i feel without feelin and i deal to forget about it at the moment Still lookin into the wasteland i think and i think and then i figure it out Now i can collect and rebuild myself the way i intended to do What is this that make you think, feel, and look differently on life What is this that can be worthless to one man and priceless to the next You look at for a minute and you are changed forever or inspired to do
Ways Of Life
Hey Ever Seen a Video on YouTube that you wish you could download? Well now you can all you need is this > Let me know what youre looking for I may know where it is? How to Clean your Toilet If you ever really wanted to do 2 things @ Once when your Cleaning your John, Well here is a Simple sure fire way to solve 2 Issues. What you need are some Pet Shampoo and a Cat Now here is the Tricky Part, 1st Make sure that you have someone out side the Bathoroom door and as well at the Outside Door. 2nd take the Pet Shampoo and piur a little in the Toilet 3rd Now gently but carefully pick up Kitty and as fast as you can, Open the Lid to the Toilet and theow the Kitty in and very Quickly, Close the Lid and sit on top of it. 4th Now when say about 2 Minutes are up step a way from the toilet and stand as far to the side as you can, and have them who is watching the doors quickly open them and stand aside as well. 5th When they are O
My Blogs
You're Makin Me High lyricsI'll always think of youInside of my private thoughtsI can imagine youTouching my private partsWith just the thought of youI can't help but touch my selfThat's why I want you so badJust one night ofMoonlight, with you there beside meAll night, doin' it again and againYou know I want you so bad(Baby, baby, baby)babyOooh I get so highWhen I'm around you babyI can touch the skyYou make my temperature riseYou're makin' me highBaby, baby, baby, babyCan't get my mind off youI think I might be obsessedThe very thought of youMakes me want to get undressedI wanna be with youIn spite of what my heart saysI guess I want you so badAll I want isMoonlight, with you there inside meAll night,(ooh baby) doin' it again and againYou know I want you so badBaby, baby, baby, babyOooh I get so highWhen I'm around you babyI can touch the skyYou make my temperature riseYou're makin' me highBaby, baby, baby, babyI want to feel your heart and soul inside of meLet's make a deal you roll
I enjoy making banners for cherrytap to place on the layouts I make, but I don't know what words to place on them. Please share your ideas. Maybe you have a favorite quote? Anything that would be cool! Submit colors too if you like and I'll make the layout. this made me happy when I logged in to class yesterday. aaawe This weeks gonna suck. I still have my husbands bug + puking. oh, sorry. tmi? too late anyway. I have about 10 major project due for school this week. Before you say "why didn't you start early" I go to an online school. We can only see the week's assignment on sunday. So, my layouts are on hold for now. Feel free to rip my skins! That's what they're there for. When/If I get to a high enough level I'll make a lounge and start skinning for those too. See you next week!
Absinthe's Blog Spot
Below is the Fan Train that Godmother BBG started..It now has over 200 riders on it. Fan and Rate away and they will return the favor. Who wouldn't want to get all those extra friends and points? I've met some really cool people doing this and YOU could too. Enjoy....And thanks again Godmother BBG!!! *************************************************** THIS IS THE FAN-RATE BULLETIN THAT I HAVE STARTED... IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED TO THE BULLETIN... PLEASE CATCH A REPOST AND ADD YOURSELF OR PM AND I WILL ADD YOU =) THANKS SO MUCH **please pm bbg when you add yourself to make sure you stay on the original posts*** This is Godmother bbG's Fan Train... Here is how it works... Rate and Fan all riders please! When a rider fans and rates you, please do the same for them! rate and fan each person... that means you should receive as many rates and fans as you give muahz and slurpz and much mad love!!!! * bbG *. MarQ. (¯`•.© ĢļĂ ©.•´¯). Ben Dover.
To everyone, especially the downraters,, I'm tired of the ppl that are "new" or just here to cause trouble. if you want to rate pics as a 1, make yourself a second profile and go back and forth on yours. if you cant rate someone elses pic a 10,, DONT RATE IT! AND DONT BE AN ASSHOLE! plain and simple. We are all here to have a good time and be with friends, and the next 1 rating I get is going to have it's downside, that person better expect about 2000 1 ratings right after that. so how low can you go? If anyone is in a contest and they havent even rated my page, dont ask for , or expect my vote!I will only help those that have helped me get where I am now, I have over 700 friends but less than 200 ppl have rated my page. Thats all I have to say! What I said in the subject line is on most profiles, every profile I've been to I rated a 10 but not even half of the ones I rated returned it. whats up with this?
Dear John Letter
1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexuall partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u ? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of Fubar and if not why don't we? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pesimist or Optimist attitude? 19. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 20. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 21. Tell me one weird fact about you: 22. Do have any pets? 23. Do u know how to do the macerana? 24. What time is it where u are now? 25. What is your favorite flower? 26. If you could change o
Online Tests Etc
Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 86% PureTake the Purity Test at What Kind of Dater Are You? Too Shy to Try!Do you date at all? You're so introverted. Get some confidence! Look in the mirror every once in a while and just say, ''I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And gosh darn it, people like me.''Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by You Are 60% Weird You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks! How Weird Are You?
Long Night... Longer Day...
sigh... so the title says it all... mostly... my lap top is gone for about 2 weeks... until then im stuck using the pc... (havent used one of these in a long time... ) so i wont be online much right now and it sux cause im in a contest... it was much easier to keep a handle on my position and shit with the lap top cause i could use it while bartending and while im chillin at the bar etc... oh well... i do them for fun anyways... today was one of those days.... dell called me up first of all saying that my lap top was considered stolen... WTF? no way... the girl told us to get a hold of the store we bought it from.. Vamp called... "bring it here" i saved everything i could think of that i didnt want to lose on disks i borrowed from my boss... (cause shes cool like that) and said goodbye to my baby .. the guy spent three hours on the phone with dell.. and finally they are gonna honor the warranty... ::does a "its about mother fucking time they are ta
Poetry From Hot Ppl
Get your own glitter and more at Cool Slideshows The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of Tasting me, My arms embrace you, My lips crush yours, My tongue demands entrance, I feast, I gorge, Tasting you. (Thank you for sharing your work with me)
My Poetry
I live in a daze. A permanent shadow Has cloked my heart. Every thought, Every memory Is of you. When your life was stolen, Part of me died with you. You took my heart,My love, and all My live's happiness With you to the grave. Our time together May have been short, But it was the best time Of my entire life. Now I'm alone. Trying to live my life The best I know how. Until we meet again. April N. Purdy 6-27-99 I may appear happy But I’m not. This false smile Hides the pain And deflects questions I may appear strong But I’m not. I pretend to do Anything I want But I want more. I may appear carefree But I’m not. Inside my mind Are constant struggles Worries over tomorrow I may appear alive But I’m not. My life is filled with darkness. Sometimes it is so concrete, No light is allowed in. The darkness cloaks over everything, Swallowing all happiness. It is cold in the harsh shadows, For I have very little warmth. I'm alone, and scared.
Ten Rules for Being Human by Cherie Carter-Scott 1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mir
Favorite Quotes
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Flow Of Life
Those whp that have lived in darkness for along time will know what im goign to talk bout the despair that flows with in that creeping clutch of deaths chilly hand, we see more things on a different spectrum and we think on a total higher level, Ive lost a lot of things nad gained alot in the past 2 yeaers, friends, loved ones, friendships, but its nto to bad i guess u just gotta shove back when that darkness of life comes hurling at you u win some u lose some and im sry for alot of things but they hapen for a reason, but its my life and i choose how to live it not you or no one else The day has passed beyond our power. The petals close upon the flower. The light is failing in this hour. Of day's last waning breath. The blackness of the night surrounds The distant souls of stars now found, Far from thsi world to which were bound, Of sorrow, fear and death. Sleep, love; forever sleep. Your soul the night will keep. Embrace the darkness deep. Sleep, love; forever sl
My Love/un-love Poems.
I RAN AWAY HITTING BRICK WALLS BLOODY FINGERS NEVER SAW IT HEADACHE PILLOWS WHAT DID I DREAM? WANT TO STAY HERE IN THE BEDROOM YOU ARE SNORING LOUD LIKE MUSIC METAL MAYBE. ** I went on a trip to visit a boyfriend of mine I was nervous/crazy/weird the whole time. (I carried a shakey headache diary) One night I woke up to his loud snoring, and felt for a second like I wanted to stay in that bedroom forever. a weary kiss on half a tic tac living life with two upside down pennies in my pocket the air smells fresh but everyday it's just as cold today i'm walking home alone ****** When you pick up a penny and it's on tails, that's 7 years bad luck. I wrote this when I was walking home from my very first french kiss. That day basically set the stage for next fourteen years of my love life, doing something sexual and then going home alone. Little did I know when I wrote it how true it would turn out to be. Double tall non-fat raspberry lattes Coffee Purple flowers
I stepped through the trees, the light hit my face like dull rusted razors cutting my flesh. the cool breeze on my back, tugging at my cloths. slowly pulling me back. I realize I wanted to stay. you hurt me so much, but i craved the pain. I brought it on. I loved it so much, it turned me on. Could this be love, or is it just a disguise. When you look at me, do you look deep in my eyes. I ignore all the gossip, say fuck all the lies. Could this be love I feel. My stomach gone crazy with butterflies. I havent even met you yet, but I know I never want to forget. Baby I feel you deep inside of me. Knowing our love is so deep I'd die for you. Baby would you die for me. Could this be love I feel. Or is it just butterflies. As I tip toe through the graveyard I see my own name. Am I dead or have I just gone insane. Dead daisies and tulips surround the grave site. everyone seems so happy, their all dressed in white. Am I really here, I ask in my hea
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11 . Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you. And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt, and call me
Roll Wit It
in a life where love is the only thing, in a world where love does not exist. a heart that is full of passion, endless space and nowhere to go. a need so great to give it away, never having a place to belong. the weight of so much happiness, that dies because noone cares. the greatest gift of love's emotion, so unwilling to be given, or recieved. paths collide every day, seconds come and go by the hour. missing your chance to make someone smile, is when tears fall down like rain. tara krysta -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at
Surveys And Random Crap so this is me...being the croco-kitty hunter. complete with awful awful accent! hahahaha perfect. jack is the black one...but we call him yacky...because we are weird...and that's how we roll. zero is the fluffy one...i call zero a girl a lot...but she's really a he... and she totally sniffs jack's butt in this clip. the croco-kitty hunterAdd to My Profile | More Videos so...this is what i did for a few minutes relieve my boredom. *shrugs* meh! :) me singing, yo.Add to My Profile | More Videos
About Me
When my best friend calls me in tears because of a stupid fucking guy. So she's talking to this guy and he's all touchy feely on her. He left Sunday to visit his family for two weeks. She calls him tonight to say hi and see how the trip is going. His friend calls her back saying why are you calling him, he's down here visiting his FIANCE! He was like he told you he was engaged. WTF IS THAT SHIT??????? First of all, he never fucking told her that. He was like we should take things slow blah blah blah. Kissing her out in public and shit. I'm so pissed off. You don't treat MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND like that. His ass is grass when he comes back! So some of you on my friends list know from talking to me that I have just started the divorce process. I decided to be nice and tell my husband that he could stay here until he found a place. Well this morning he didn't have to work. He let me sleep in and even brought me breakfast in bed. Which he has never done the whole time we have been
Innocent Delight
You are 81% Gold Digger You're the biggest gold digger. You love the thrill and excitement of seducing someone to get what you want – MONEY. You will go to any lengths to get what you want. Take this quiz at I love these. I had so much fun meeting new people the last time I did a shout. I did it for a week again and totally recommend it to EVERYONE. I have met some really fun and creative people. Give yourself a shout. When am I going to learn? Well, at least now I can get back to NiteFlirt and take calls form my litte submissives and take my aggressions out on them.
14) You discover that "Chesty McBust" isn't her real name, and she's dialing in from Langley, VA. 13) You: Large, hairy man. Your online girlfriend: Large, hairy man. 12) Her postmaster rejects your e-mail not as "undeliverable" but as "unlikely to get you anywhere." 11) After months of shared experiences and emotional investments, she attacks you in the Mines of Quarn with a Vorpal Sword when she learns you're worth 45,000 points. 10) "Returned mail: User unknown and never wants to hear from you again." 9) Your cyber-lover is just too busy editing that silly little Top 5 List. 8) Getting perhaps a bit too comfortable, she lets a reference to cutting her chin shaving slip by. 7) You discover that she has been cutting and pasting her orgasms. 6) You can barely make out your S. L.'s face in the JPEG she sent because she's obscured by her 25 cats. 5) He claims to be the richest man in the world, but his GIF looks like some geek who works for a software company.
Come Visit
my parents..... god ........ my siblings ....... my roomates ....... my friends ......... my relatives ...... but need one special person who is that ????? my dog tango,,,my puppy trixie and a special friend nellie who is as sweet as peach cobler pie............!!!! bomb the crap out of my ass ok show me how much u love me,,,,,,,,find him in my fan club ok thanks Nickole Benitez
Beautiful angel up above watchin over me, keep me safe and protect me from all the harm you see. Wrap your arms around me and warm me withyour love, and watch me go throughout my day as you sit in the clouds above. Help me be kind and caring in everything I do, and always show to others that my love is true. Comfort and embrace me whenever times get bad, and wipe the tears from my face whenever I am sad. Give me courage to stand up for myself and fight; and help others to see when somethings not quite right. Guide me down the right path when I don't know what to do; with your love and support I know I'll make it through. I praise you beautiful angel and shower you with love; and I know you'll always protect me even from above. Copyright © 2004 - DisturbedGaPeach79 The sky is so clear as the stars shine so bright. No sounds do I hear under the moons glow tonight. Thinking of nothing just feeling the air. Wishing for something or someone to share. This beautif
It is the very effort to stand up tall that brings me to my knees Like a flower fighting the wind, I wilt against life’s breeze Better to bend and flow like grass, standing tall in the field Daring the wind to take hold, learning how to yield And as many times as I have been broken As many time as the lessons’ been spoken Still I try to stand firm against the pressures that life brings To proudly proclaim my own strength, like that of ancient queen But each time I fall, the lesson is learned again and forgotten once more This time though, it is different; this time I have learned how to soar Life throws its immense weight at me, trying to snap my resolve But it cannot hit me because I’m not standing still. I am bending, and so I evolve I am laughing because life is frustrated in its attempt to knock me down I am crying because it won’t give up, and so in my tears, I drown I am soaring high because I’ve risen above it, never again to fight I am joyful now; I’ve lear
You Should Be A Capricorn Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is lo
This one sounds better spoken because of the ryhmes. Try it out loud... Santa, making his rounds, is in a house, when he is approached by a attractive young lass... "Santa will you stay and play with me?" "Ho Ho Ho, I gotta go, got to get these toys to the kids you know." and he disappears up the chimmney. In the next house, he is approached by a another attractive young woman, this one has her robe quite open, with a wonderful veiw of her chest. "Santa will you stay and play with me?" "Ho Ho Ho, I gotta go, got to get these toys to the kids you know." and he disappears up the chimmney. In the next house, he is greeted by yet another attraqctive woman, whom is laying fully undressed on a rug in front of the fireplace. "Santa will you stay and play with me?" "Hey, Hey, Hey, might as well stay, can't get up the chimmney with my dick this way!" "Facts About Sex" Body: Facts About Sex Body: Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According t
How can I tell you when tears fall and words scar my broken heart? How can I deny you when all's lost and you're there lost and alone? How can I continue when our love and shared dreams just aren't enough? Silence hovers over as a cement weight ready to obliviate, blessed escape release. Tension stifles as a smoke filled wind unbearable, caustic, then clarity. Fury burns as kerosene volitile, explosive smothered. Metallic shine silver Embossed symbolic pride Motherland incarnate Flawless, precious. Dulled luster fades Engraving withered, gone Balding near extinction Broken, dying. Two sides come together Night into day, black to white Merged, unstoppable Both priceless.
January, 2005
Lisa's Chants
ok i made a naughty folder n started out to be some1 im not lol...but reality grabbed hold n i deleted my not about to keep my nakkid ass online just to get a rating lmaoo...i know im better than any rating so why prove it heehehe... plus im not out to become popular on here...just to meet NEW REAL FRIENDS who might enjoy a conversation or 2.... stay real guys 1ST....... ANd FOREMOST IM NO SEX OBJECT N NO EASY PIECE OF ASS IF UR LOOKIN 4 A FUCK LOOK ON CAUSE YEA I CAN TALK SHIT N MAKE THE DICK RISE BUTTTTT THATS AS FAR AS THAT GOES ! HELL ILL LOAN YOU MY VIBE IF U WANT LOL 2ND.... IM NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT YET I WONT RUN FROM IT EITHER.....BUT TO GAIN MY RESPECT U GOTTA GIVE RESPECT FROM THERE ILL BE YOUR DREAM..... My Son @ 17...also my wanna be bodygaurd lol... My daughter at 7....think im gonna have 1 helluva time keepin the guys away haha
General Bdsm Information
I was looking through some old files on the computer and decided to repost some here for the benefit of those who read here. These works are not by me and the authors are credited at the end. Also i dont agree with every tip but most of them are good. Tips for Slaves · Never, never lie to your Master, even about the smallest things. The first time you lie makes the second time easier, and before you know it, nothing will be real anymore. Work diligently on prescribed chores. Don't cut corners. Don't expect thanks or pat yourself on the back for fulfilling your obligations. · Never complain about your Master to someone else (you will be ashamed of yourself for having done so in the long run.) Learn to pick up after your Master as you do yourself. Learn to pick up after yourself if you need to.) Ask for His advice. Then take it. If you don't feel He is better at making most decisions, why is He your Master? · Ask Him for reassurance when you need it. Unless there is a fire,
Please Rate,comment, Fan, And Add Me
May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to take you to beautiful places Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage And may you always have an angel by your side May you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely May they give you the kind of gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to keep you warm And may
My First
did you know that here the fire department will not get a cat off a roof. nor will the animal control officers..guess thats why they dont have a show on animal planet.. how do i unsubscribe to this place? i dont want a site that tells me i cant have a creepy pic unless i mark it NSFW. stop surfing the net at work! try working! plus i dont like to have to buy or earn things just to send messages or leave comments. this place sucks! at least myspace is totally free. no having to earn cherries to do things! i'm outta here. been house hunting. man its a bitch! found one we like but damn the paperwork is a bitch!!!and our realtor is an idiot!!!!he keeps 4getting things,telling us things late..i hate him!!!!!cant find an inspector that can come at a time when me or my wife can be there. our schedules suck..HELP!! it shouldnt be this hard......we dont have the money for rent cause of lost hours when we had the ice storm here in tx...we are fucked!!!!!
Poem I Wrote For A Friend!!
This prayer that I say tonight Is for my spouse who must fight for you see, he is away from me Keeping his country safe and free This is the one that I love And so I ask you Lord above Please keep him safe while under way and bring him home to me someday While he is gone, please hear my prayer And let him know I will be there Waiting for him upon the pier Hoping and praying with some fear This prayer is not for him alone But for all military far from home I ask you to keep them safe and sound On their way to where their bound We love these men (and women) that are asked to fight So, keep them safe for us tonight. Love is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose. Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential
THIS POEM CAME FROM A FRIENDS OF MINE.... MY DARK PRINCE.. She walks right in and sits right down Smooth, cool woman in a long black gown Those ice-blue eyes, lips cherry red She's enough to wake the living dead She's at the bar, band's playing loud, As I fight my way through the crowd I reach her side as she stirs her drink I looked at her arms all covered in ink She says to me, "you see something you like?" She knew right then I was ready to strike So we got right up and left the bar, And she promised me paradise in the car Tattooed in black, from head to toe When she slipped off that gown, My tongue was touching the ground Devils and demons, tattooed everywhere Jet black, just like her raven hair Tattooed in black, the Devil's maniac Her lovin' will give you a heart attack Hot, smooth legs and long spiked heels My hands a shakin' on the steering wheel As we sped off , she leaned on down And in my lap she went face down Oh-my-oh-my, the devil's
Old Basic Journal Entries
The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only think most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amoun of words said in his protest. But at his funeral yesterday (which i was unable to attend but would have gotten national news if i had been there due to beating someone down) there were protestors. People were unhappy that he was dead. I was too but i wouldn't protest. I was pissed because they didn't give him the burial he wanted. It was hard to know that while people were mourning his death and laying him to rest in his final place others were doing something to make him turn in his caskit. But none the less they wrote a beautiful article about his funeral. -City salutes fallen hero, son buried- Sig Christenson Express-News Military Writer Pastor Timothy Hoke stood silently at the podium at Faith Presbyterian Church, collecting his thoughts on a s
Hump Day
Hi!...My devoted Fans and darling Friends:) I will be online tonight after 7PM est...I'd love it if you came by for a hot chat, a tasty view of me and may be for a Wicked Wild, Naughty and Wett Squirting Cumm Sexperience...with me! Just click my banner below...It is FREE TO JOIN!... (please read my Cherry page for direct instructions) NO STRINGS ATTACHED... THIS IS WHERE I WILL BE ON CAM... Muuaahhsss, Your naughty!...Juices are flowin' Gemma:) P.S. Comments are welcome sexies! Hi to all my beautiful and sexy people...:)~(:...Please do enjoy everyday like it is HUMP DAY to the fullest!...Do have lots of hot steamy many times as you desire! Be sure to have many wet and messy orgasms...Shoot your hot creamy, sticky cumm loads everywhere!...My hot and horny guys and gals, I would love to hear all about your many orgasms you have on any sizzling HUMP DAY! You can show and tell and I will do the same. Mail me your juicy details. If you desire cybersex.
Well today has been quite an adventure. Things going on with crazy road-rage drivers.. But I don't really feel like going into it. Yah. Bored. I've been with Lance for nearly two weeks now, and it will never be enough. I won't see him for another 4 months at least, and I'll be waiting patiently to see him again. Damn the army. I'm in a new place in orange now. Moving has been completely and utterly shitty, but now it's all over. I only shudder to think that in a few months I have to move out of my mother's apartment, and start the moving process all over again. Yikes. --Jonni
Open To All On Ct
that I still have not added some friends that are pending but I have being soo busy and I am not feeling well at all. I will try and get to each one of you.. as fast as I can. debs I am starting this new blog that will be opened to all on CT because I am starting to get alittle pissed off at some members that keep on asking me the same questions. Here is abit some of you should know about me. 1. I am not going to show you my private folders and that is that. 2. If I do not answer you on my Shoutbox? it is because I am either very busy or really not at my desk, or I dont like what you have posted in my S/box, or I am busy reading other ppls blogs myself. 3. My blasts clearly say... "you may add me as a friend if you have two photos of yourself up". There is a reason for putting that in my blasts, so when I turn your friend request down? you can come back and rate me a one or whatever you like, but I will still, not add you as a friend. as I said, I have my reasons. T
The Irish Herald
post this as "Sexy Report Card" and see what people say! Its actually pretty fun!! F- = YOUR SO ####### UGLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home :-). A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!! A+ = Gorgeous ... I want you to be mine : ) A++ = I 'D hit it A+++=ID DROP MY CLOTHES IN 3 SECONDS 4 U This Saturday is the D.C. Shamrock Festival. I have to do a records review on the 16-22 March for my future deployment so I wont be able to drink on ST PADDY'S DAY. Now this royaly sucks but Miss OutOfOrder informed me of this festival of sorts and I went
Dangerous Emotions
The very "thing" I loved tried to hurt me tried to crush me tried to erase my soul feed off my drainning self -esteem and laughed as I cried tears of pain and suffering distored and perverted the word called love Ignored my dreams tht warned me of my forseen fate my soul taken away and I becomming the Girl I never thought i could be Finding the courage to Say "this is enough" not willing to let myself grow cold and empty I found light that was within me and drove away the darkness i am free. IF I WERE TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO HEAR WOULD IT MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT? WOULD IT EASE THE PAIN THE FEARS FADE AWAY WOULD IT HEAL THE WOUNDS WOULD IT DRY THE TEARS WOULD IT FREE YOUR MIND, HEART AND SOUL WOULD YOU SAY GOOD BYE NEVER LOOK BACK AND LEAVE ME ALL ALONE? I am my problem. I am my solution.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to fol
Legend Of Kane
Poetry At Its Best
Today I take a walk, down memory lane Today I take a walk, in the rain Today I take a walk just because of you Tomorrow my walk will never be the same. Tomorrow what shall i do If all i had, was done for you Tomorrow, life may never be the same, Because of yesterdays hurt and pain. Yesterday my life was taken away Yesterday was sorrow as my life swayed Yesterday has gone I shall no longer be, My life has now been written in history. I Love you the same today as was yesterday but not as much as tomorrow. Copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka coolmccool. 11/05/07 To be sure of Love Love is being patient Love is being Kind Love is being happy Having a clear but conscious mind Love is sharing special moments Love is taking a walk with the one you love Love is being able to say NO and Yes when appropriate Love is mainly being yourself to the One you LOVE Love is all of the above and more As we should all give our upmost To the one we adore, when we
Too Much Time On My Hands
yeah its just one vid but oh well fug it The end! :P
Other Poems That Don't Fit Anywhere
I woke today from dreaming, and tried to stop myself from screaming, for all the sights and sounds of day, and while the light streamed through and lit the way, I tried, and failed to reach the shore. White sands that burn and turn my soul to glorious fire, and the quicksilver coursing through my heart, turns to dust as I rise. My eyes turn inward as I roar, in defiance of chains that do not bear my name, and never will, and yet, never to know what it is to belong. Never to belong to someone else, and always only to myself, there is no torment greater than this, not to know the tender kiss that scorching, sears his name upon my lips. The sweet torment of never knowing, never showing, never giving freely, never hearing my name upon the lips of one beloved. But now we must tend our gardens and ourselves, and beg for pardons always in thought, word and deed, ever and always masked. My soul is wrecked upon that shore, as surely as if I'd b
Well i stumbled in the game of love but im back. Now i am searching for that one and only that i know is out there. I found out just how tuff i really am and man im proud of it. I can take one hell of licking and keep ticking. IM INVINCABLE. Just test me you will see. isnt it funny how love can stand and look you spare in the eyes. Yet you dont know it and it illudes you all your life. I beleive when you look into a womans eyes with true fellings frome your heart you open the door to their soul. You see their heart. But that can be a double bladed ax. Because if that woman does not have feelings for you you are trapped in the afterlife whit no hope of return. Ive seen true love and it is not mine for the taking. so i guess im just S.O.L. love is very illusive you cant hold it and expect it to live true love is free as a bird you can call it and listen for the answer that is never heard. a very close friend of mine makes a good point as long as the love of another is in your he
My Life
Keep Hugging ME While you're stabbing me in the back It's nothing new, I am used to it... It's all been done before... Keep Lying to my face, while talking behind my back It's nothing new, I am used to it... It's all been done before... Keep using me for info, while pushing me out It's nothing new, I am used to it... Its all been done before... What really isn't new here at all? Your pathetic reach for popularity... thru the legit people on this site... You've created a fake person for this site to see while the rest of us have put our real selves out here for all to see.... While you have created "WHO"? NOT YOU!!!! Who are you really?? Not the woman I've gotten to know and definitely not the woman that you've made me know and love and definitely *NOT* the woman I have sold to Fubar for the last 3 months!!!! The pain & hurt I am going through trying to figure out who this woman I've come to know through the last year really unbelievable... it's one thing to co
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I whisper like a lover in
An Engel's Sanctum
This article can be found at I just thought it was interesting among other things. Hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Home of the Brave? By John Steinsvold (03/14/06) Economists concede that economics is an inexact science. What does that mean? Perhaps it means their economic forecast is better than yours or mine. Recently, economic indicators have been rising and people have their fingers crossed. Economists have given us reason to hope that the job market will improve and that the stock market will continue on a steady climb. Yet, the newspapers continue to report more layoffs and more jobs going overseas. Meanwhile, our economy is getting more and more complex. We associate complexity with progress for some ungodly reason. The following problems, however, have become inherent in our economy. What does that mean? It means they will be around for a while: Needless poverty, unemployment, inflation, the threat of depression,
Poetic Princess
The heavens open it's doors and our souls escape to the ways of an eternal day. Oh my gentle breath of Love, forever are you lost to me. Forever lost, just as flowers of love wither and die. The sweet fragrance of wild flowers whispers in the breeze. As the image of you is forever engraved in my dreams. My thoughts seem lost in a world of darkness and emptiness. Searching for the love that once captured my emotional heart. Two souls that once entertwined by our love and passion. Without compassion my heart is broken by your absence. A heartfelt emotion without condition was given to you. My soul is now lost and alone without your eternal love. My heart says good-bye to my gentle breath of love. LOOK INTO MY EYES AND WHAT CAN YOU SEE NOTHING BUT A BOOK OF BROKEN DREAMS TO OPEN TO A PAGE COULD MEAN REGRET CAUSE I CAN'T PROMISE WHAT YOU WILL FACE MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN AND LIED TO THE HOPES AND DREAMS I HAD ARE FOR FOOLS LEFT BEHIND IS A SOU
New To The Ct
okay so I have like 400 dollars worth of playstation 2 games and no system..... OTHER than ebay (which has already proven to SUCK) where might I find a cheap one ? like in the 50 dollar range? pawn shops are out too...... Hey y'all.... I got a new guestbook and I hope y'all will stop by and show me some love. DJ hey everyone... I'm in a contest and I need some help...... please go to copy and paste the link above go there to vote on me... thank you so much DJ
Poems I Like, But Did Not Write
THIS IS A POEM I FOUND IN MY DAUGHTER'S ROOM THAT SHE WROTE ABOUT HER BROTHER.(ALAN) (THIS IS ALSO POSTED IN ALAN'S BLOG FOLDER) hes a little angel to me but i can clearly see hes not doing to good hes not living the life a little boy should and me just knowing that any day something could happen and take him away it hurts me so bad thats the reason i walk around so sad hes always been my baby and i dream that oneday maybe he will be better i hope that day is near until then all people will hear is the sound of my cry and me sitting up all night wondering why why its possible that the little boy thats like a little angle could die
Writer's Delight- Prompted Free-writes
how can we really know anyone is it possible perhaps we can glimpse a spark of who he is and was or who she wants to be but as a whole we are part invisible because we aren't legos you can't build solid transparent color spectrums walking talking rainbows we can't even see ourselves for long constantly changing winding in the wind spiraling until the wind is hushed and our breath held captive and we see us its beautiful scary ugly peaceful and every other good and bad thing but always magnificent The children walked side by side down Mercy Lane. Autumn winked red and orange amid the green canopy of trees that shaded the sidewalk. The sun filtered through the canopy and danced, Mosaic light, on the children's faces. The girl wore a gray pullover dress, gray blouse, and sturdy, black Mary Jane's. Her mousy, brown hair was tied back in a tight ponytail and round spectacles rested on the tip of her nose. A red back pack swung carelessly from her sho
Ahhhhhhhhh This Sucks
i hate greyhound. i got home 5 hours later then i was supposed to b/c goin into nyc the driver got lost. then leavin penn station n jersey the bus died. so the trip home was 5 hours longer then anticipated Well my ex had to meet with a fed today for with holding info from the recruiters. Hehehe idiot. Anyway frienmds kids into stuff so i gotta finish later. What can we do when engulfed in darkness and we feel we shouldn't fight this battle any longer. Friends come to pass resurface and yet we know not what to do. Why is it in life we sense the pain knowing full well that the reaper will appear at any moment if we should fall or come to fail in life should we bother to try in the next. As thunders roar and lightning licks the earth still we travel onward. But on the day when the wagon comes i'll be all to happy to jump on and say goodbye.
Everyone Else Is Doing It
lemme just start off by saying.. people need to grow the fuck up . Man up .. Woman up.. whatever.. just start being human. so im sure you all remember the tragic events in september that left me heartbroken and lonely. losing my mom is still the hardest thing i deal with daily. my stepfather has made sure i know how much he doesnt want to lose me as his daughter.. and i appreciate that.. in the conversation we had tonight he tells me that my cousin.. had come over and "scoped" out some things she would like.. asking for some of my moms sewing machines.. afghans.. jewlery.. you know.. things to help her "remember my mom" i find this to be complete bullshit. this woman doesnt work.. nor does her dirty ass boyfriend. and when you are nearing 50 .. i think you should know how to hold a job. further more.. how will these material things bring you closer ? my step father told her no , they werent his to give away since it all belongs to me. im not materialistic. i mean i am.. but thing
Hurt But In Love
i am that man u want and u know u do and u want it for all tme and i would love to put my arms around u again and make love to u and have u back the way i met u hun and would give up the world for u. i would die for would love u for all time hun and u are the one i want for all time and love u with all my heart and soul and will hand u whatever i can hun everything i had would love to have it back all te good things come out to be the best time of my life and the time we spent together was worth everything love her so much and will do anything to have her back in my life and would love to hold her again in my arms and have her in my life again i will tell anyone off ofr her would hold her touch her body and love her with all my heart the hole n my heart was bc i gave up on something i should have held on to and never let go i love er soo much LEAH BURCH I LOVE U SO MUCH YOUR BABYBOO FOREVER good u feel so stupid for thingking something could be real when i my heart
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract models! Congrats, something about you makes those model-quality people flock to you. This is good for obvious reasons - they look great, just having them nearby attracts other models, and it opens doors for you - like exclusive clubs and whatnot. If you are seeking pure physical beauty, you are all set. If you are seeking someone that is not cynical and slightly bitter about humans in general, someone focused on the human condition and intellect, then you are out of luck - but who cares, you attract models!You attract unstable people! You attract Yuppies! You attract geeks! You attract artsy people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?
It’s early Monday morning and I’m anxiously waiting for my plan to land in Boston. My hands are shaking and thoughts are just running franticly in my head. The question of is this right? Am I doing the right thing? OMG I can’t wait to see you. Even threw my nerves I can feel my damp panties as they rub against my throbbing pussy. My sweet juices slowly flowing from the thought of meeting you and from the knowledge that by the end of the day you will be mine. I can’t stand it much longer the intense feelings running threw my body. I reach under my skirt and run my hands up my leg starting at the knee feeling the smooth cool material of my stockings give away to the even softer feeling of my thighs knowing that not much farther and my fingers will touch my wetness threw the opening in my panties. Touching myself feeling skin that is as smooth as the day I was born. Letting my index finger slowly slip between the damp folds, barely touching myself. My finger gently touches my clit
~all Me~
Send this to all you friends and ones you care about. Mix it up a little bit, make it funny, make it real. It's up to you, have fun. Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) SO here is another for ya'll to get in your inbox! :) Body: Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it... Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [
Alone In The Darkness.
Dancing alone in the dark, fear no longer a worry, I walk in silence watching people live their lives in a hurry. Loneliness welcomes me into its solemn embrace, my tears used to flood but they no longer race. Moisture never comes to my eyes only sadness, all because I'm used to being alone in the darkness. Sacrifices are made, regrets begin to form, sadness becomes as wild as the raging storm. Raindrops fall, ticking off another minute of life gone by, Staring at him with anger I wonder why I even try. Material things are of no value when given as a gift of lust, a relationship is meant for love, respect and trust. I know you don't respect me because of the way you act or speak, terror fills me at the thought of laying awake to listen to the floor creak! When it comes to women I can't trust you out of my sight, why, when I try to tell you my thoughts do you not listen, you just fight. Am I just your personal maid and private whore, please tell me, I w
Come See What Love Can Be somewhere along the way i fell in love with you not expecting to love you so soon i tried to hide my feelings from view i kept my love bottled up inside tring to keep it from you you left me torn and blue from the war you fought just to lose i dreamt that one day you feel it too i sat back watching and waiting until you gave me a clue i staied your friend not care how long it would take you to see the love you had staring right back at you at one point in life ithought you would never leave but i had to seeyou were over me to know that you were gone and i was all alone that you had finally gotten over me was the hardest thing to ever know and now i have to move on and finally except you are gone to realize you are truely over me i saw you and i knew you were the one i looked into those eyes and saw the angel inside you and yourangel eyes had my he
Friend And Fans
thx to all the peps and family that should so much love to jessie i realy appreciate it a lot jason jessie has never won a contest so all the help we can get would be great and paid back anytime I NEED A PIC OF THE CROW SITTING IN THE CHAIR CAN ANY ONE HELP OUT
Cyber Sex (this Isn't Me. It's Taken From
sweet17: Hi bloodninja: hello bloodninja: who is this? sweet17: just a someone? bloodninja: A someone I know? sweet17: nope bloodninja: Then why the hell are you bothering me? sweet17: well sorrrrrry sweet17: I just wanted to chat with you bloodninja: why? sweet17: nevermind your an jerk bloodninja: Hey wait a minute sweet17: yes? bloodninja: look I'm sorry. I'm just a little paranoid sweet17: paranoid? bloodninja: yes sweet17: of what? sweet17: me? bloodninja: No. I'm in hiding. sweet17: LOL bloodninja: Don't ******* laugh at me! bloodninja: This **** is serious! sweet17: What are you hiding from? bloodninja: The cops. sweet17: gimme a ******* break bloodninja: I'm serious. sweet17: I don't get it bloodninja: The cops are after me. sweet17: For what? bloodninja: I'm wanted in three states sweet17: For??? bloodninja: It's kindof embarrasing. bloodninja: I had sex with a turkey. bloodnin
I lost me... My eyes have forgotten how to cry. My heart has forgotten how to feel. My soul has gone missing. I am so empty inside. It's a dark, dark place inside of me. Full of cobwebs, full of hate. Full of anger, and full of sadness. Why must I be so misserable? My face is pale, my lips are pale. My eyes and my heart are hollow. I cannot feel anything... pain, once so sharp, is now dull and weak in me. Staring off into a black oblivion. My life is becoming so bleak. I sit, rocking back and forth, remembering the day I lost my soul, my everything. Crimson...crimson everywhere. A glint of something shiny lying on the floor. A door slamming shut, I pick my clothes up off the floor. I try to regain my thoughts, but they're spinning out of control. Later, blood seeping from the cut on my arm. A soft moan escapes my lips as I slowly drag the blade up my arm. Hating myself for not being able to stop what happened. Hating you for doing it.
Things About Me
Ok never did get a chance to do this the right way so here goes. My Name is Ben I live just outside Cincinnati, Ohio. Has lived here my whole life, except for a 3-year tour in Europe courtesy of Uncle Sam, which at 18 years old I loved. But that’s getting ahead of ourselves. I was born in the mid 50’s, went to various public and catholic schools through out my early years. Both my parents are still living although not under the same roof. I grew up in a neighborhood called Clifton Heights, It is were I work now and is the home of the University of Cincinnati. And during the 60’s with all the hippie movement going on I was right at home lol. I have 3 Brothers and 1 Sister. My oldest brother was in a ban called the Naked Watermelon. I used to go watch them play at the many places around the university. That is where I got my love for the 1st song on my page. They did Iron Butterfly’s song so dam good. It was fun growing up in the free love movement. In High School I played Footba
Of Absolute No Importance
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you." For
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Diesel Wonders
im tryna get my leave up on here so show me some love and i show some back rate my pics and drop a comment on the ones you like and ill do the same and fan me and/or friend me to those that do it ill buy you a gift why is my points so low dont anybody like me (lol) na yall need to get at me 4real lets all show some love for eachother
Sherry's Crazy World!!!!!
This blog is going to tell you a little about me and my life...I am do to this site I joined it when my husband sent me a invite.I am not use to this site lol. But on too a little about me and my life.... I am a 34 year old female I live in Toledo,Ohio with my husband for 15 years come March 6,2007. I have three wonderful children Timmy is 14 1/2 years old Kevin is 13 1/2 years old & Courtney is 12 1/2 years old .My children live with my MIL because we fell on some hard times and rather them go in foster home or be adopted out we felt it was in their best interest.But just because they live with my MIL does not mean I ababad mother or not a mother. They know I am mom and I love them very much and I do support my children. I work as a direct care giver for the MRDD which is a most rewarding career I have ever had. I also help my family and friends and I babysit from time-to time.I love to spend time withmy family,friends.I have been going to Weight Watchers sense January 3rd to loose
My Life And Other Things
this is a poem I made because I am inlove and it is actually happening. :D hope u enjoy it :D What are those in his eyes? What is it full of? Hatred, pain, love or jealousy? I wish I could know what my future lies ahead Who is the man I most desire? 2 guys falling for the same girl 1 girl falling for the same guys There me be some connections between us There must be jealousy between them But why aren't they allies? They're gaze are mysterious I don't know who to choose from now? confused and dazzled in the chamber Pammy this is so disgusting!! there is this guy on msn who is so crazy on him!! he maybe is like 30-50 years old and he keeps on finding love from me he even pretended to be a 9 years old boy!!! saw him webcam EEW!! blocked him!! don't post a comment here!! De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas Welcome! To the elder ruins again The wind whispers besid
What If I Did This?
Tongue Twisters
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Are You Aware.
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are urged not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. Getting angry can sometimes be like leaping into a wonderfully responsive sports car, gunning the motor, taking off at high speed, and then discover the brakes are out of order. The word über comes from the German language. It is a cognate of both Latin super and Greek &#
My Rants And Raves
Hard to believe Summer is just about over, its been fun, full of good times and bad, people come into your life just as quickly as they go. I've worked with a bunch of amazing people this Summer and its like a roller coaster full of waiting and seeing around each turn before the nose-dive onward onto the next obstackle and challenge. The good news . . . . No Hurricanes!! BP sucks, always and forever!! Another Day, Another Dollar Nothing beats working in a fuking Supermarket I love it when people shop only to find the one item your out of and simply bitch and complain about it because its not there. Its not the end of the world, its just one little item. Simply put . . . - I worked - I put up 250 pieces + more - I had fun doing it - I chatted with almost everyone in the store and still got the job done - Then I simply vanished and left. Another Day . . . . Another Dollar!! WoW What a night it was last night. The crew simply cleaned out SS491!!

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