Black Hearted Angel the Soulless One's blog: "why is it"

that sometimes i know that i am not perfect and i have screwed up a time or two that when i screw up that is all anyone can focus on? Even when at the time that it was done it was done because it was told to me to do it. why do people that you love have to hurt you all the time. sometimes i think that loving people only leads to being hurt and ridiculed for things that you do.

Cats always land on their feet. Toast always lands buttered side down. A cat Strapped with buttered toast on it's back hovers above the ground in a state of quantum indecision. Can someone please explain that to me??? Onyx illuzion of Xxxtasy

Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night And wouldn't you love to love her She takes to the sky like a bird in flight And who will be her lover All your life you've never seen A woman taken by the wind Would you stay if she promised you heaven Will you ever win... She is like a cat in the dark And then she is the darkness She rules her life like a fine skylark And when the sky is starless All your life you've never seen A woman taken by the wind Would you stay if she promised you heaven Would you ever win? Will you ever win.. Rhiannon... Rhiannon... Rhiannon... Rhiannon... She rings like a bell through night And wouldn't you love to love her She rules her life like a bird in flight And who will be her lover All your life you've never seen A woman taken by the wind Would you stay if she promised you heaven Will you ever win... Will you ever win... Rhiannon... Rhiannon... Rhiannon... Taken by, taken by the Sky.... Taken by, taken by the sky... Taken by, taken by the sky... Dreams Unwind... She loves the state of mind...

that when you have a good friend or they say they are your good friend and you reall care about them that they are the ones that make you cry the most. I have a good friend in Illinois i love him as much as i do my own brothers but yet everytime we talk i end up in tears. yes i know he's dying and i know there is nothing i can do about it even though i wish i could he tells me he wishes things could be different between us and i know what he means but i can seem to feel that he wants me to be there when his end comes but that is something i don't think that i can cope with i am having a hard time coping with the fact that i know this. someone hit his computer today and the first person that he blames is me because we had a fight hell if i knew that stuff i would be doing great but hell i am lucky i know what i do about the computer...almost crashed my own changing a memory stick seems now that everything that happens to him is my fault lately well i guess enough bitching just needed to get it out