Dreamer's blog: "ITS ME"

Hi everyone!!!! Tonight was so awesome. I took my kids to a haunted house with family. We stood in line for an hour just to see a haunted house. At first of the show was so laim. But I assure you I never let go of my 13 yearold son. Man he said he was imbarrased to be with me. How funny is that? Well as we got to the last part of the house they took all of us to the basement and there is where we all got scared. LOL It was pitch black and they told us that Jason was down here but I did not believe a word. Next thing I know I hear the Chainsaw and All Hell Broke Loose. Man we all were running so fast that we all fell like domino's at the exit. But I'll be damned that Jason only chased me. Man I screamed like a little bitch. LOL Man I am going to have to go again next year. It was a real thrill!!!!!!!!!

Man My kids are driving me nutz LOL! I love them but when there is the tv going, the music from the stereo playing, and two computers going it gets a little loud here! But its all good. At least they are having fun. Now the phone is ringing does it ever end? lol

Man How many people out there hate their siblings. I admit it!!!!! I hate all of them. But one in particular. This one sister is such a bitch. All she ever does is put everyone down. She thinks she is so better than everyone. She flat out told me that I was not good enough for her. I can never amount to her. But see there is one thing. I am not on meds. to make me happy or anything. I do not have bi polor. She has just pissed me off so bad today that now all I want to do is go over there and hurt her. But see I am better than that. I will just ignore her. That makes her even more mad. Then I will just laugh at her. The one thing that ticks me off is when she says I am a bad mother. Trust me My kids love me and are not afraid of me like her kids. I do not yell at my kids on the top of my lungs and cuss them out. I never tell them that I hate them like she does. Man I can go all day and night about her. But I don't think she is worth it. So I will leave you guys with this.......If you get pissed of with your siblings just laugh at them cause You and I know that we are better than they make us out to be lol.

Now I want to know when life is going to get easy? There has to be a way for life to get easier. My life is so complicated and rough that sometimes I wish there was a way out. But my grandmother always said wait 36 hours and everything will be fine. Well....... I am still waiting 5 years later. So When will it happen?