vampy's blog: "poetry all mine"

LOVE Crystal water colors in my heart, shine and twinkle and break apart. The moon over virgo does rise, but changes constant like the tides. Fragile and beating, warm but still bleeding. Hold me up but tie me down. I've given a gift, make the kill clean and swift. Then burn and scatter the ashes.

This is more a rant then a poem. I keep hearing from women about the father of my child. Saying hes tried to play then using this site. What am I supposed to do about it hes supposed to be in jail for the things he was accused of so I havnt seen him in person scine november. Im trying to be single mom for a 3 yr old that dont understand why she had a daddy but doesnt any more. I dont want her to grow up thinking she was bad thats why hes not here. His own screw ups and behavior are whats parted us. For those women on here who have talked to him in messages and or phone calls please I hate to say it but dont beleive most any thing he has to say. I lived with him for almost 4 years and learned well enough hr likes to do what ever he chooses with no disregard for any one else. He will smile and do what ever he can to get over. I still love him wont ever stop but even I know what to listen to and what not. weve had plenty of fights about cherry tap and his profile here. The lies contained theren..he refuses to change it so I dont argue about it any more just know that half of it ..is bs. thats all I feel like saying for now if he doesnt like me for telling the truth when he should have tough.

I hate him with every thying in me..3 years ending with lies opon lie..he ad a whole second life I didn't know about and probly already as some one else...I swear I wish karma would be swift and squash him into the dirt ..married in my heart to some one who would stabb me in the back and wreck our happy home out of selfishness. such a freaking lier and I hope to god you women know who and what he is and stay away from him he left his 2 year old lil girl in emotional peices just cause I would't willingly let him fuck arround.