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Have you ever felt like you were alone in this world? like there was someone for everyone... except you? Have you ever been soooo upset that you cry until you can't cry anymore and you hurt so bad that you can't move? and to make it worse you feel like you have noone to talk to about it. i mean you have plenty of people to listen to you but you choose not to talk to them about it because you feel like they don't "know" how you feel. Like you have hit the bottom. well this is hard for me because I am the kind of person who has always been happy with my life even if everything wasn't going the way I wanted it to, I always found a way to love my life. I never cared what people thought about me. I thought that I was invincible, but I learned tonight that I am not invincible and that it is possible for other people to bring me down if I let them. and I didn't even know that I was letting them. so I cried until I couldn't cry anymore and I hurt so bad that I couldn't move. I have hit the bottom so..... how do I get back up?

R.I.P.

Jacob Wayne Cox, 20 CHATHAM Jacob Wayne Cox died Saturday. Services are 2 p.m. today at Edmonds Funeral Home, Jonesboro. Burial will be at Concord Methodist Cemetery, Chatham To a great soldier, an awesome friend, and an all around wonderful man. YOU WILL BE MISSED VERY MUCH! I love you doll!! and i'm soooo sorry it had to be this way. i promise I will see you again someday! To all of you who know him.... you know that he was a great guy and he will be missed terribly. To all of you who didn't know him..... You missed out because he was awesome. This was written to him from his sister Brandi: Born on Earth Wednesday October 9, 1985 Went to Heaven Sateurday July 8, 2006 You may be gone from Earth but you are still very alive in our hearts. No one knows all the pain you went through here on Earth. But we know that where you are there is no pain. Someone came up to Grandmother at the funeral and asked her if she knew what happened? She answered "no". And he said "well- I do!" He went on to tell her that Jesus needed a Guitar player for his band in Heaven. So he came to you and said "your the best I've got, come with me for a second chance." So Jacob- Show 'em what you got up there. You are the best!!! I Love you. And miss you. You'll always be my little peanut. Your Big Sis, Brandi WE LOVE YOU JACOB ------------------------------------------------- Okay so in case you have not heard 2 good guys died recently. First off Lance Corporal Matthew Ryan Barnes (Matt Barnes) died on February 14, 2006. He died serving our country in Iraq.He was killed by a roadside bomb. He was scheduled to come home on April 1st.He will be forever missed. He was a great friend, great soldier, and all around great man. We will miss you Matt! Secondly, Derek Winnon. He died February 24, 2006. He over dosed and his "friends" did nothing to try to save him. Derek had great potential just the wrong friends leading him in the wrong directions. He too will be missed by many. We will miss you Derek! Lastly I would like to say on a personal note that I will miss both of these guys, and I will never forget them. I MISS YOU MATT AND DEREK!
This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. And he's pretty dang good with girls... 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and will be mad. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. 8. If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did. (is it worth it? you probrably wont get any if she finds out) 9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it... 10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales. 11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy. 12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING. Even if it's not a serious relationship. 13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely. 14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the crap out of him. 15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR GIRLFRIEND CLOSER. 16. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back. 17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went. 18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals. 19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky. 20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding. 21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it. 22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better dang well introduce her as your girlfriend. 23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you. 24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them WITHOUT being asked. 25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle. 26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life. 27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good. 28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. 29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt her more if you draw it out. 30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond. 31. NEVER, and i mean NEVER make her do anything she doesn't wanna do. Because if you do she'll think that you're only after one thing. (and i think you all know what that is). 32. Don't EVER hang up on her. I don't care how mad you might be, at least have the courstesy to finish the conversation. It really gets on girls' nerves when you hang up and don't call back. (If you have read this and you are a girl, then some of these things are actually really true...am I right?! And if you read this and you are a guy, then these are like the best tips you could ever get!)
Ok I officially hate school! lol I am a Junior at the University of Louisiana at Monroe and I am majoring In elementary education with a psychology minor. I always have SO much homework! It's killin me! I feel like the more homework I do the more I get assigned to me! *blah* This sucks!!!
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