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Pure Bliss
If you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. If you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love!!! You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it. So here I am. Your only woman. Just take my hand,and you'll be glad. You found some love. Some company. You found every little thing you need. So if you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. And if you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love. You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it... Only You Unshackle my crippled emotions Only you can do that. Smooth out my furrowed brow Only you can do that. Shake me out of my slumber Only you can do that. Get me on the edge of my seat Only you can do that. Melt my frozen heart Only you can do that. Make me laugh Only you can do that. Make me cry
3225 more to go to 17,000. I can still get in the top 3! Thanks to everyone who has commented so far! Rates help to. Twelve years ago I built a blind over one of my back decks and planted wisteria in hopes someday it would be covered in bloom and provide shade. The last two years it had some blooms but this morning it's a huge roof of purple over my deck. Playing around with some pics today. Here's the before and after of a castle I shot in Reading PA. Before After
This One Time At Gay Camp.
Got to work this morning to find out that the pool flooded last night. I now have 6,800 gallons of muddy water to clear up. This is no fun. So far, I dumped 5 gallons of bleach in it and 2 bags of pool shock. I am getting ready to dump a couple thousand gallons of water out of it to see if that helps. Since I am the pool operator, this is my primary job today. Damn this sucks. Wish me luck with this. LOL. Since I am supposed to be working, I will add this one to this blog...LOL. Ok, can this day get any longer? I swear that this has been one of the longest days imaginable. It seems like everything I touch bends, not breaks. I think I need a vacation. Ok I know I need one. Some rest and relaxation would be good for me. Not like that is going to happen anytime soon. This weekend coming up is Leather Weekend. Should be fun, leather weekends always are. Gotta love hot guys in leather, at least I do. Ok gotta get back to work before the boss catches me goofing off....
Just For Laughs
A B C D E F G H I J K A wife asked her husband to describe her .....He said, "You're A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K". She asked, "What does that mean?"He said, "Adorable, Beautiful, Cute, Delightful, Elegant, Foxy, Gorgeous, Hot". She said: "Oh, that's so lovely. What about -- I, J, K?" He said: " I'm  Just  Kidding"(Room 911 at St. Elsewhere Hospital if you want to visit him.) The Raise==========Employee: Excuse me sir, may I talk to you?Boss: Sure, come on in.   What can I do for you?Employee:  Well sir, as you know, I have been an employee ofthis prestigious firm for over ten years.Boss:  Yes. Employee:  I won't beat around the bush.Sir, I would like a raise. I currently have four companies afterme and so I decided to talk to you first.Boss:  A raise? I would love to give you a raise, but this isjust not the right time. Employee:  I understand your position, and I know that thecurrent economic down turn has had a negative impact on
Mi Musica Tejana
My Personal Thoughts
Wow this morning was a shocker! I woke up as normal,fixed my kids breakfast,did a little house work.Started watching The young and the Restless and started thinking to myself,wow my period is a little late.So i had a spare test in my dresser,decided to take it and Well Im having a baby!! It is positive as positive can be.I will keep you all updated and posted with news.Im a little overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.I know this news will upset some people and others i know will be completly happy for me.Which everything happens for a reason. As this is my 3rd pregnancy,i never had complications with my other 2 children.Well i had a very early ultrasound because im high risk.Well at 7 weeks they should of seen something in the sac,but there was nothing there.So they are thinking that it is a very early pregnancy or that there is something wrong with the development.So im sitting here playing a waiting game to even see if there is a little person inside of me.Its hard to even thin
Hello Everyone
Well I just found out that I'm going to be a middle sister just found out she is prego....I cant wait to see my neice or nephew... I'm sitting here in my living room bored as crap... Wishing that I had some thing to do... Hello everyone I'm new to Cherry Tap....I'm looking for friends to chat with....
The End Of The World ask? You know that you've thought about it the same way I do everyday of my existence. It's on everyone's mind...but noone wants to speak up. Well I hope whoever reads this reports it to their local congressman ASAP!!! The solution is relatively simple...but in the eyes of many, would be considered un-ethical. We have more troops here in the states than any military organization on the planet...the problem is they are part of our correctional system...yes that's right...inmates, prisoners, felons, and the like. Many of these murderers, rapists, pedophiles, drug dealers, and violent offenders are already literally trained to fight and kill. Yet they continue to be fed 3 squares, are housed, clothed, and bathed like big babies; some even paroled, all the while the future men and women of our country are fighting a meaningless war overseas with no restrooms, no facilities, no food sometimes, and no peace. I do support out troops, but not the cause, for the record. I'll
Sitting Bull
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My Public Resignation From The Norm
I believe animals and people should be treated the same. We should be able to put down our old and hunt large masses of teenagers. Sometimes I sit and think...... "Tiana you could be such a beautiful soul...if you weren't such a bitch." *sigh* *stares into her empty bowl* There is never enough oatmeal. Well as you can tell I've been spending alot of time on this site. Its comfy. Its easy being me here (ewww that sounded so cliched). It also makes these arthritic days go by a tad faster. *sigh* So much to do, not enough umph to do it. I'm terrible, I have piles of stuff spread all throughout the house. This is my scrapbook pile, and this is my crafting pile, oh and over there is the reading pile. Blargh. Yet I still dream of the day when its all finished. It never will but the thought pleases me....*scans the room and faces back* You know, I'm considering doing something with my hair. Something drastic. The thought terrifies me. Which is exactly why it seems like such a g
Fair thee well my own true love. It's time I finally let you go. This dream I have nurtured for so long. Has finally set me free. My heart is broken. Lying shattered on the floor. From the journey love has lead me on. Bad choices as mistakes are made. Believing what they say. Naive no matter what the age. My heart it fell so easily. Yearning for that true love every girls dream. Slowly and painfully realizing it's not meant for me. Each and every failed attempt leading me closer to this time and place. Feeling used, abused, and tossed aside. Did they ever truly care? Or was it just me imagining what could never really be. I am not innocent in all these miss deeds. I willingly take responsibility. For the thing's I have brought upon myself. As I stare at the state of my heart. Not caring that it's fallen apart. I examine the pieces. Seeing parts of old relations. I had forgotten. Watching beautiful moments of those I love. Pass before my eyes, tears stream down my cheeks. Falling to min
Hilarious look a ham sandwich argh it goes both ways argh annoying but i am to freaking used to it...oh well these things happen there is always tomorrow but i hate seeing the same lines over and over again knowing what they mean argh is it over yet. But venting is good thus i vent. so yeah it is just annoying well i have tried to many times to complain about something but i am going to post this saying because of the people uploading stuff and it making cherry/fubar go weird and interrupt me typing here, like hitting the back space and going back to the previous page well my venting went from how much of a bitch my grandma is to how much i am annoyed at restarting that blog so if you want to know what happen i will say so if you ask but i hate people who treat family badly therefore that is why i don't consider my grandma family.
There was a warm; gentle breeze blowing as she stared at the waves crashing on the shore. The horizon had blended into the sea as the Sun had already set; leaving a faint lavender haze that was quickly merging into the dark blackness of the ocean. Her thoughts were elsewhere as the stars slowly blinked into existence before her eyes. She was thinking how cold and disinterested Victor was as he broke the news to her, “ It’s not your fault, I’ve just changed, people change you know. I feel shackled and emaciated by our arrangement, I’m sorry but I need out!” She knew what he meant, he had grown tired of her, after 6 years of loving and caring, of giving of herself completely, he had just thrown her away. The pain was something that she knew she had to stop, and after six months of trying to forget, of changing her routine and habits she had come up with the only solution she could think of. That was what had brought her to this beach on this warm dark ni
Liberty Or Anarchy
There are people in need of help. Charity is one of the nobler human motivations. The act of reaching into one's own pockets to help a fellow man in need is praiseworthy and laudable. Reaching into someone else's pocket is despicable and worthy of condemnation. Let our government honor our rights as guaranteed by the constitution, or let us do away with it. It is better to live without government, than to live under an oppressive government. Our liberties are being destroyed one by one, in the name of security. The right to free speech is being restricted by hate-crime legislation and political correct agendas. Our right to free exercise of religion is being consumed by the politically correct interpretation of the establishment of religion. A copy of the ten commandments at the county courthouse is an example of the free-exercise of religion, not, as the ACLU alleges, an establishment of religion. Students praying at school is free exercise of religion, not, as the ACLU would li
What Happened To Self-respect?
I don’t know if anyone actually takes the time to read blogs or not, but I just feel like venting so here it goes – be warned – I am feisty!!! ***Also note, I am not an eloquent writer I am just typing out my thoughts and feelings until my little heart is content. I consider myself a very passionate and loving woman with a heart that is too big for my own good. I enjoy helping others and have been known to sacrifice not only my own happiness, but also my sanity to do so. But I will not tolerate game players, liars, hypocrites and users. I have been around the block one too many times to be fooled. I have learned through many tears and hard times that our past that moulds us into the people we are today. We can not change our past but we do have the power to control our future and if we continue to let the evil things of the past dominate our lives we only have ourselves to blame. I have talked to many women who have been hurting for so long and do not know how to
Yo Momma
ok frist time i been here been nagged for likke 1000 yrs by the woman of doom aka weezy lmao so im hey i put up a pic of me later lamo u no its all wezzys body she got me on ebay ash u didnt have enuff money to buy me maybe she let u have me on weekkends plz help me all win this contest kiss kiss [ photo: 3659306424 ]
My Writings....
Shadow leans against the tree watching the moon grace the midnight sky. A sense of longing comes forth. To belong? To be loved? To be wanted? All a wish yet a wish that cannot be granted. Not yet. She bows her head down to keep her eyes from revealing too much. She smiles as she feels Hunter's hand onto her face. Leaning into his hand, Shadow actually moves closer to him to be within his arms for being held is what she craves the most. Wrapping her arms around him as he wraps his arms around her to keep her close. Hunter smiles as he senses the emotions for he knows what she craves yet watching her from afar earlier, her spirit glows despite what and how it hurts her. That self doubt of her spirit tears at his soul, pulling her into his body, Hunter gently rubs her back. A soft whisper had spoken while Shadow vanishes from his arms. Hunter knows she had mastered another gift and slowly looks at Mother Earth's green eyes filled with pain. Amber eyes seeking her eyes for the answer and w
Sacred Poems And Private Ejaculations
Yet let no empty gust Of passion find an utterance in thy lay, A blast that whirls the dust Along the howling street and dies away; But feelings of calm power and mighty sweep, Like currents journeying through the windless deep. that bryant, sitting bearded and quite pompously overlooking his park, his back turned on the new york public library, a cupola on neoclassical columns arching over his naked globe, his right hand on the empire armrest, the other lost somewhere in a humongous folio, should be made to speak by this stanza of “the poet,” can only be credited to the willful identification of the howling emptiness of the gusts of passion to be banned from poetry with midtown manhattan. a canny polemic lost on the sweeps as much as on the howlers congregating in the outdoor café that’s really a bar, drinks abreast and suits ajar. power doesn’t come calm here, among recent graduates of the corporate cocksuck, the swashbuckling bimbos, and the cigar-yielding bondsmen of
The ruling of all class Coexists with the Corruption hiding beneath The supposed, good intentions Put forth into the public eye Swaying the fools Over to the side Where deceit is enthroned. Truth is scarce Along with the Universal belief system Everyone speaks of Yet chooses not to acknowledge. "My children of chaos Look not, to the clear picture For it will turn you All against me in the end". In the land of the free And home of the cowardly Taking refuge behind An undeserved title. The diverse, charitable outreach Becomes the new status symbol. By appearing to lend a helping hand Brings in an ongoing budget. Blood money brings in the delights Into the comforts Of all village idiots. As the drought of realism Melts through the mirage Presented by the Despicable figure not fit To qualify for yet run the country. Ordained by an imaginary God The figure needs an excuse To drill the country lifeless. In doing so, by Bathing in the b
Funny Shit
A top 10 list about Eve 10. God was worried that Adam would frequently become lost in the garden because he would not ask for directions. 9. God knew that one day Adam would require someone to locate and hand him the remote. 8. God knew Adam would never go out and buy himself a new fig leaf when his wore out and would therefore need Eve to buy one for him. 7. God knew Adam would never be able to make a doctor's, dentist, or haircut appointment for himself. 6. God knew Adam would never remember which night to put the garbage on the curb. 5. God knew if the world was to be populated, men would never be able to handle the pain and discomfort of childbearing. 4. As the Keeper of the Garden, Adam would never remember where he left his tools. 3. Apparently, Adam needed someone to blame his troubles on when God caught him hiding in the garden. 2. As the Bible says, It is not good for man to be alone! And the #1 reason why God created Eve...
Ramdom Thoughts...
Hearts make no sound as they break.... Quiet as an empty grave... Wildness fueled by fantasy- Souls burning with madness- Embracing what "could" become- Self destructing furture unknown- Intertwining lives as we go- Our hearts producing our thoughts- Brains unable to function properly-Signs still not visible- Craving unity we continue down- Letting the electricity flow through us- Our first thought into reality; bright and vivid- Desire blazing into the depths of humanity- Serinity and peace cloud our judgement- Our faoundation begins to weaken- Fire burning out of control- Unstable ground comes out from under us- We begin to slip on our own remains- As I stumble the fire catches me- I feel it's burn as my flesh smolders... Struggling within myself to survive- Waiting for the blaze to dissipate- Waiting for our fire to burn cold- The fires insanity, like my own- Still burns like the sun- Seeing you in the shadows-
Lifes Paths
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissa
This Is Me
I cannot wait for February 2nd. I'm goin to see ya dead homie Blaze live at the Norva in Noroflk, VA. So anybody goin look for me and say wuddup! the majority of my time will probably be spent upstairs on the left balcony right next to the stage. But I will also be grabbing a drink or 2 at the bar and I will beo utside alot smoking. So yea, hit me up! It stands for.... DRUNKEN GUITAQR HERO 3 GET TOGETHER SATURDAY!!! a couple friend just chillin, kickin acouple back and playin GH3 on the PS3 on a 65 inch HDTV!!! WOOOO!!!! Fun times... That is all for now. lol. just had ot let that out. Iight last night was friday, I was hoping to have had some company over but that didn't fall through and I don't think it's ever going to fall through, but this isn't a, "my life sux" blog entry. So anyways, since my plans didnt fall through like I wished, I still had a lot of fun last night with my new found friends from Richmond, played some drinkin' games, makin jokes, ghost riding everything (lol kris
Why Parents Drink
fuzze@ CherryTAP come rate and fan this profile Children today are well aware of what goes on in the home I do believe.... A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also" the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this Family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so damn grouchy around here." A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasu
Love Is Patient With A Life
How do I remove a crush I am told the trash can above the crush however I don't see one :( Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Your Pimp Name Is... Foxxy Pump What's Your Pimp Name?
Moon And Stars
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that time has passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away Your memory will always linger here inside my head. All the days together I will cherish 'till I'm dead. I constantly remind myself I'll never see your face again What was once will never be, nor will it be erased. I'm trying hard to get along aware you are forever gone. I find my mind wanders towards you. I know I'm breaking into pi
My Writing
Where is home when you've been so many places Whats yours when you lose along the way Who is your family when you have been disowned When can you feel safe when your always running why is love always a dream of mine How can I go home when I cant find it? She was walking home just as she had always done after work. Always at night and always in the wrong part of the city. She always tried to be as invisible as possible. And so far she always got home safe. But tonight was just not her night, it was raining and she had forgotten to bring an umbrella or even a rain coat. At least it was only sprinkling but she would be soaked by the time she got home. She didnt like the idea that she was working at "The Oasis" the local strip club to pay for her bills and her 3 year old son's food. But every time she tried to think of another way to make good money her head would just hurt and then her heart. So she just kept walking down the barely lit sidewalk when she had just realized she had bee
Punky's Poetry (might Not All Make Sense :) )
Today I thought of you It made me smile Knowing I'm yours Tomorrow those same thoughts Will warm me once again As I'm lost in memories of Being wrapped in your arms Always know you hold my heart That I only have eyes for you The one who has made me complete Who brings so much happiness to my life You are my first thought upon waking You are my last thought before sleep I love you Today, Tomorrow, Always... ©S.R.G. He left me on a Saturday One day before we met Said he'd never forget me I said some things you will regret The words he spoke so softly will never escape my mind I don't deserve your love So I will leave you far behind Till my heartneeds you May the world treat you right Ask our star for guidance It will get you through the night He picked up his suitcase and headed for the door I followed close behind him and watched him take his course As he turned to face me Tears rolled down my face These were his last good-byes to me before he sl
Male/female Interaction, Or Why Do We Do What We Do.
Have you ever noticed that men and women seem to speak different languages? I mean they sound the same, but the worlds have different meanings, for example: If a woman says, "I would like your help in the yard." the translation is, "I have decided that I am redoing the landscaping in one weekend and I need you to do all the heavy lifting." If a man says, "I need your help in the yard." the translation is, "I want someone to stand in the shade while I mow and hold my beer." If a woman says, "We need to spend more time together." it translates as, "We are going shopping and you are carrying all the bags." If a man says, "We need to spend more time together." it translates as, "None of my fishing/hunting buddies can get off for a weekend trip to the woods." Then there are other things that pop up. Not dealing with language, but finding alternative uses for various things. Take a home dishwasher for example. The water hits a good 180 to 200 degrees. So, put in
Naughty Pics
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How can i tell you something When I know the answer How can I speak to you When your just in my mind How can I touch you When your just a dream How can I keep you When your not around How can I smile When there is heartache How can I cry When I have no more tears left How can I live When your gone Love is lost I'm lost in love Though love is a sin Then sin I must Upon your lips so wet and true your eyes so shinning and so new you hold me tight through day and night protecting me from things out of sight so if love is a sin then sin i will for I am in Love with you I stand here with a blade, you stand there shaking at me I know what you did You know what you did I look at your throat with a smile upon my face with the look of fear in your eyes no where to run no where to hide your traped inside one quick swipe of my blade you stand there with fear looking at me with the blood pouring from your throat i smile at you and laugh how the tables have
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Aww Hell, Let Me Warn Ya Now
I think this is the first time in a LONG time that I actually haven't bitched in a blog. Not her or on that "other" website either. Probably because I got rid of ALOT of unwanted bullshit in my life and thank GOD it's all gone. Aside from ocassional bullshit here n there that my roomie is going thru.. my life is nice n drama free!! School is going great, getting a 4.0, meeting people everyday... lief is just peachy!!! Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Ok, someone please explain something to me... generally when you break up with someone, it's because you don't want to be with them anymore.. correct? well then why da hell, after i broke up with my ex bf, and after he started dating my ex-best friend, is he callin me on the regular... ?!?!?! not only that, but i think he's afraid of his gf! lol this ignant(not ignorant, but ignant) fool called me from HER phone and wanted me to come get him.... I SO AIN'T GETTIN UP IN THAT SHIT!! NOPE!! I have NO
What's Inside?
If destiny was a rising sun I could stare my fate right into the sand They say you don't get far without the Good Lord by your side I say he left this child to walk a mile alone This pendulum of open doors and closed minds Cuts right down to the core of my being Selfish soul desire Nobody will ever know I wake up with my will at my feet Somethin tells me to look up But this crown carries a heavy load Promises are very convincing But I know I gotta keep moving on ok, i know how this whole rating thing works and whatever. i just wanna let everyone know that i could really care less if you rate me, fan me, whatever. i'm just here cuz i'm bored out of my mind. if you rate me a 0 or 11, i don't care. don't get me wrong, if i am rated or fanned, i'm flattered, but if you don't, i'm not gonna get all pissy either. and have a lil more substance then "hey when are we gonna hook up sexy", cuz those lines don't impress me. you have a brain, use it!! and don't get mad if i don't
Zera's Stuff
Do you ladies know why Hunters make the best lovers? They go deep into the Bush, Shoot MORE than Once and ALWAYS EAT WHAT THEY SHOOT! Business is picking up! Tomorrow there is a 90% chance that I will sign my first good sized contract in my new business! Ehh if it goes through I may run a Blast Contest or something.. anyways not bad for a Sunday (I think god meant saturday for the day of rest and rest I did, yet im not 7th day adventist either..) Ill keep you posted, hafta tell someone! May aswell be someone who cant hold their hand out at you when you tell them LOL.. best feature of a PC, ability to turn it off.. lolol. hugs, Zera So Im in the middle of a 10 hour day right.. I decide , well I suppose I figured, in a metaphorical way, to quit my job and begin a music career..because I up and said..." Take this job and shove it, I ainta workin' here no more..." Gunna do some work for a company around here at home I think, work on starting my own business.. gunna be a lea
Tests You scored as Cinderella, Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Cinderella88% Goofy81% Sleeping Beauty81% The Beast63% Pinocchio50% Peter Pan50% Cruella De Ville25% Snow White25% Ariel25% Donald Duck13% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with
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Just trying to figure out what does it take to be loved? Is it actually the way you feel in your heart? Is the color of your eyes, the color of your hair, the smell of your perfume or the clothes that you wear? Is it the way you look, the way you cook? Is it in the size of your person ( body)? Why do people judge you by the way you look and not by your heart? Everybody has feelings, no matter how big or small they are.. We all have a heart and need love from the start.. So why judge from the outside, look into the heart. We have need love and people to care about... So if you have an answer of what it takes to be loved let me know, I'm wondering what it takes.. When a woman passes you by you should first notice her fresh sent, fresh like the days early sunrise warming the fresh morning dew on the grass. As she passes, you should look at her beauty, not just the outside , but the beauty of what a woman has to offer. As she passes you by you should remember the moment, dre
Rants And Ravings Of A Lunatic
What is normal? The dictionary defines normal as “conforming to a type, standard, or regular pattern…of average Intelligence…sound in mind and body…one that is normal…the usual condition, level, or quantity.” While abnormal is “Deviating from the normal or average.” We can thank the fine people at Webster’s for those definitions…But who can we thank for setting the standards for whom and what is normal and/or abnormal? Society…that’s who. Most people reading this are probably thinking to themselves right now “And your point is?” Those people are the sheep of which I speak, my friends. The ones walking through life with a veil covering their eyes…walking through life only seeing the twisted…distorted world that society wants them to see. While others…the few…the enlightened look at this and know exactly of what I’m speaking. That see this world as the vile…putrid cess pool it has become. Slowly rotting away from the inside out. A world that’s driven by a Society that t
For Everyone That Meant Anything In My Life
To anyone that has ever hurt me THIS IS FOR YOU...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
Inside My Mind
i went out to the midnight showing of Harry Potter with my best friend that has been in england for the past 6 months. And just like i thought she wants to move there. i knew she would. I know how she is with english blokes.. i'm the same way. after i go to NY i'm gonna open a savings account and start saving my money so i can go to England and visit her. I miss her so much. Plus i'v always wanted to go to England and that would be my perfect chance to. she was all for it. So plans are going for now... She says English blokes are crazy for american girls... I'm like alright!! lets go!! lol I love english blokes... the accents i drool... its entrancing I love it so much... its so memorizing... i get weak at the knees over it.. so she said that she can introduce me to alot of hot english blokes.. including her boyfriend's friends in the navy... i'm like ohhhhhh not only enlish but a man in uniform as well... whats not to love... I have a feeling that what happened to her will
Portrait of Flinders Petrie Flinders Petrie was a British Archaeologist and Egyptologist. Born on June 3rd, 1853 in Charlton, Kent. He was given the name is William Matthew Flinders Petrie. Petrie's mother, Anne, had a love for science, namely fossils and natural minerals. Mrs. Anne Petrie was a daughter of Captain Matthew Flinders, who was a celebrated early explorer of the coasts of Australia. Petrie taught himself trigonometry and geometry at a young age, with particular interest in varied standards of measurements. Petrie's father was a surveyor who taught his son how to use the most modern surveying equipment of the time. Petrie would go about England measuring Churches, buildings, and ancient megalithic ruins, such as Stonehenge. At thirteen, he read Piazzi Smyth’s Our Inheritance in the Great Pyramids;his interest flourished from this young age and Flinders convinced himself that he would one day see the pyramids for himself. Flinders began as a Practical Surveyor in south
Plz Help Me
Well it's offical Today is 30 days since joining CT. I have met some great people and friends. In honor of this day, I am holding a 7 Day Blast giveaway. It's simple, I will rip ur primary pic, person with the most comments by midnight tonight wins. You have 12 hours for you and your friends to bomb away. Post entries here, not in pm or shout. Thanks, Angel If u can take a moment to leave a few comments, Id appreciate it. imblindsee: want to play? ->imblindsee: hmmm, well nice to meet u too imblindsee: what a better way to meet ->imblindsee: did u ever think maybe u should get to know someone first? imblindsee: call me ->imblindsee: i dont think so imblindsee: i just want to play right now ->imblindsee: well I dont imblindsee: was wanting to know if you wat to here me cum ->imblindsee: what about, NO dont u understand? imblindsee: the bitch saying it ->imblindsee: excuse me? imblindsee: u fart ->imblindsee: I realize that ur intelligence lvl
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cuz, i pissed a juggalo off cuz i dint wanan just be a fuck budy to him and that he flirted alot and now idk wtf to do, im acually crying and dnt normally cry, he made me feel ike some sort of lil hoe bag bitch idk wtf to think anymore, im in love but he hates me and is playing me, im so hurt and cinfused juggalo4lifeba: from the day we met i,v loved you and you should knowe that this is like u beging me not to kill myself it feels the same i dont want to leave you but i have no choice couse whats coming up you wont be able to handle and maaybe i wanted to get back with you later on when this gets straight but u said dont get mad when u get a new boy friend so nvm that ight i,m about to just give up so i,ma go ahead nad click the dellet butten so much love hope your grand maws gets bertter and the baby is ok i love you good bye kat and i didnt even know...i loved his juggalo so BAD, but he had a gurl, he had one whe
What An Amazing Summer So Far...
The Shadows Edge Every time I think of this story it still gives me the chills even after all these years. I remember that night very vividly... This happened to me about sixteen years ago right after I had gotten my drivers license and got to use my dad's car by myself for the first time. My girlfriend and I were excited to go to a dance at our high school that Saturday night - and I was more then a little nervous about driving the stick shift without Mom or Dad in the car with me as I had a habit of killing the engine when I tried to start it. It was early October, but the air was still warm and the moon was yellow and in a sickle form. There were dark storm clouds looming over the Wasatch Mountains and moving closer into the Salt Lake valley. My girlfriend and I went to the dance and had a great time - staying way into the night. When the dance was over and after everyone had been sent away by the dance/school staff we moved on. We drove around looking for some place
My Poetry
My daughter... Where do I start? How do I begin? To help you become the woman you are within. If ever you're doubting and feeling low, remember the things that you and I know. You're smart and sweet and kind and pure, you're generous and thoughtful, of that much I'm sure. From the time that you were an infant I knew, that as long as we're together, we'll always pull through. No matter how far you are from me, we have a connection. Our love is the key. For as long as you live I've got your back. Together we can overcome any attack. You've got me in your corner any time you're in need. Because to see you cry makes my Mother's heart bleed. Remember the things I've tried to teach, that nothing.. NOTHING is out of your reach. Whatever it is you do with your life. A surgeon, a singer, an artist, a wife. You can accomplish so much and be such a success. But if you fall, I'll pick you up and this I will profess. You'll always have your Mother's love from now until the end. I love yo
Old Stuff
Fighting urges and feelings For anyone who wants me Rejecting everyone but you If I had known we were gonna end especially like this I would have let some in To just be firends or lovers Memories only make regret When I let you in I thought we had something Something pure and constant like the flow of a waterfall To live this life Running from feelings That was before This is now I regret running And not showing Complete emotions I was embarassed to Have emotion for anyhting Cause of constant torment If i knew then What i know now I just might be happy Or just satisfied for The life i lived And dieing today just might Are the regret and anger Deep...deep inside of me What is love? Is it just a 4-letter word? or is it used to hide the words of real emotion we'll never know, will we? never satisfied, looking forr deeper reasons When the feeling is deep still can be carved from the surface of your heart and your memory forever forgotten I dont know
A Bad Day
Vivamus mea Lesbia, atque amemus, rumoresque senum severiorum omnes unius aestimemus assis! soles occidere et redire possunt: nobis cum semel occidit brevis lux, nox est perpetua una dormienda. da mi basia mille, deinde centum, dein mille altera, dein secunda centum, deinde usque altera mille, deinde centum. dein, cum milia multa fecerimus, conturbabimus illa, ne sciamus, aut ne quis malus inuidere possit, cum tantum sciat esse basiorum. Catullus emotions are useless..they only serve to annihilate the person feeling them...either now or later, it doesn't matter. they destroy you from the inside...laying waste to what could have been good, leaving behind something dead and unwanted. SDD sucks There is no escape...just a hope for in and day out...constant long will it last...i never can tell...only one way to describe own private hell. written by: me
Sex Tips
If you take care of mama she will take care of you big daddy..." My editor asked me, "Why do we like 69 with girls"? I knew the answer was much bigger than an orgasm. Personally I have never experienced climaxed from 69 but would not trade the 69 experiences for all the 70's in the world. There are many 69 positions as well that are exciting and anyone with an oral fetish knows it is insatiable - the giving and receiving a 69 offers. If you don't really know what a sixty-nine (69) is then I will explain that first. A 69 is when two people are servicing each other at the same time. He is performing cunnilingus and she is performing fellatio. She is sucking his pole and he is licking the "pearl zone". Eating at the Y, schlobenzeenobin, muff diving, polish the knob, PERFORMING ORAL! Do Sex Unto Others, As You Would Have Them Do Sex Unto You Why we enjoy this double digit sexual position is a combination of an insatiable double threat, giving and receiving. Two things can
My Misfit
To my wonderfully sweet Shaun... Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Now everyone go show my man some fubar love for his special weekend! Chop, chop!! Misfit73@ fubar Doooooo it now! Lots of love, Sin ..even while he is away, no other man will ever have this dark heart. It is forever Shaun's. I have begun to open my eyes to a world that I shut out for so long. Feelings that I've never experienced before seep from my soul and long for only his caress. Until he returns, my heart will be yearning for the only thing that makes it whole. I love you Shaun. XOXOXOX Simone
Pain Is My Muse
I yearn to sculpt you Beautiful face fine lines and angles Your lips...sensual tantalizing Shoulders broad Chest so fine Michaelangelo's David Adonis... Beauty... To capture your beauty is to capture your soul. Suicide My life without you would be a total waste of breath A life not worth living loneliness invading Sinking deeper into my dark despair Slipping farther away from reality My mind an ocean of tender memories I cannot move forward for fear of regret Loss of the memories that barely keep me alive Hanging, just hanging dangling from a string Fragile and wearing this string is growing thin My life is feeling worthless tired and alone I cannot face the music I cannot carry on Peace come to me softly and pain, please be quick My life without you, Love Was a total waste of breath 1999 Fear Cold Chilling An icicle piercing my heart An avalanche burying my soul
hERES A POEM I WROTE IN HONOR OF MY SONS DAD AND FOR MY SON!!! My daddys hands hold me really tight He squeezes me and tells me it will be all right. My daddy puts me down and holds my little hand My daddy says softly in my ear while im gone your the man. My daddy stands tall, taller then mommy and me My mommy loves him and everyone can see. My daddy lets my hand go and wraps them round my mommy. He loves my mommy he told me so and hesays she pretty to. He holds her close as she cries and whipes her tears away. My mommy cries and sqeezes my daddy begging him to stay. My mommy in her jeans and tee my daddys in his army greens My daddy leaves today he was given a mission to keep us all free. My daddys like superman hes strong and brave. My daddy heads to the plane as he turns and waves. My daddy waves till i cant see him no more. my mommy holding me while her tears fall to the floor. Daddy is our hero hes a soldier brave and true. My daddy never ma
New Contest
i entered a contest for cat vs. dog that ends monday, i havent been able to comment bomb it myself of ask anyone for help cause a storm we had a few night ago knocked out my cable and internet until today, if u wanna help me out on it the pic link is below, i really appreciate it if u wanna help me out on the contest i just entered the pic link is below i buy gifts for people that helps me just send me a message lettin me lnow u did if im not online at the time i havent been on much lately my internet service is down my service provider is havin some server problems or somethin im at mcdonalds right now eating so im payin to use internet here for now i just wanted to let everyone know ill be back on as soon as it is fixed. drop by and show sum luv and ill return it when i get back hopefully soon they just got my cable back on now just waitin for the internet. all these damn storms probably what done it lightning lol have a wonderful friday and love to all
Poems And Stuff
Dance Of Terror by Justbleu Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥"ALEXIS MARIE♥ Date: Aug 1, 2007 2:45 AM -----------------From: ~*~TONYA~*~Date: Jul 31, 2007 9:33 PM..From: Toojie 2.6+KDate: Jul 31, 2007 8:41 AM:[MICHAEL VICK ; YOU SCREWED UP BIG TIMEE .DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN &
What Kind Of Angel Was I Before I Came To Earth!!
WEll I think that I have a lot of friends!!I got a lot of valentine comments and thank you to all!!I still didnt have anyone to share the day with and be with but my friends helped me thru it!!I hope that everyone had a wonderful valentines day!!edwin You scored as Angel of Guidance, You were the Angel of Guidance! Before you were sent down to Earth to be tested and be a human, you used to guide people in the right direction when they faced a problem or a seemingly hopeless situation. You looked out for humans using the stars as your eyes during the night when it was dark. Even today as a human, your friends and family often ask you for advice and always trust you because you know what is right and lead everyone in the right direction. Angel of Guidance100% Guardian Angel96% Angel of Prayer96% Angel of Good Fortune71% Angel of Hope71% Angel of Death7% What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with [ photo: 154855741 ] i ho
Thoughts About Love
The Pair Robert Ellis Running Pair He and she Coats of white They live to be A matched set Mates for life Across frozen creeks And fields of white They fear no creature Great or small Side by side They defeat them all Love and devotion Bonded together in this life or the next Always forever Not just bodies But hearts mated too A pair of White Wolves Me...........and you Bleak kisses Hopeless Then my mind makes the turn Healing rides upon black clouds The stoning of my heart, suddenly dissipates With a wise decision Time heals all Sometimes too fast Many times too slow Growth, is growth Whether from triumphant moments Or rash and foolish mistakes Wisdom is not promised Just as knowledge does not grant salvation Bells ring as good prevails once more Leaving a temporary emptiness That washes away in the damp mist
What Do You Think???
Hello all! Welcome to my 1st blog! I haven't even tried this before so maybe doing this one will get me kick started. I just had a thought. Did you know that morning is the longest part of the day? It is, really! Technically morning begins at midnight and goes all the way to noon. That, of course, is 12 hrs. Afternoon and evening only last half that long each. How did the times of the day I like get so shortchanged on time? I'm really NOT a morning-type person even though my schedule over here forces me to be one. And that's about it! So, do you think that my pondering this is normal for someone in my situation or have I completely gone around the bend. Has my cheese totally slipped off of my cracker? Is being in Kosovo turning my brain into mush? What do you think??? Be gentle, it's my 1st time...:-) Should (as I believe) Michael Vick, one of the most financially successful and talented players ever to step onto the playing fields of the NFL be banned from the league for life for his
Just Stuff
I Guess We're Even Was it the right thing, When I tore your heart, Or was it just a mistake, When you threw me in the dark, Your eyes are now painful, You quiet and dying, Something I caused for you, But you shouldn't have been lying, We loath eachother now, So now your finally dead, I know it was my doing, But what's there to dread, You acted like I was nothing, But you said "I'll love you till the end" I thought I could once trust you, I guess it all was pretend, But now your gone for good, But yet your blood does leave a stain, I guess we could call it even, For all the conflicts and pain. So I was bored and over at a friends house last week. Figured id cyber. It was pretty good I guess. Here it is: bloodninja: Baby, I been havin a tough night so treat me nice aight? BritneySpears14: Aight. bloodninja: Slip out of those pants baby, yeah. BritneySpears14: I slip out of my pants, just for you, bloodninja. bloodninja: Oh yeah, aight. Aight, I p
New Profile
well its the fourth, my kids 8th birthday and im alone as i have been many times before. for once i would love to have someone to cuddle and watch the fireworks with. Adult company that is. im feeling betrayed abandoned and just unhappy with my wholelife. maybe i should have stayed in LC. why do i always get the guys who fall for my friends? makes me feel like im not good enough for anyone. its bullshit. im thinking about deleting my yahoo and my cherrytap bc every guy who talks to me talks to her and never gives me a shot. im so done with back stabbing friends well here it is. My ex bf wants me back really bad or so i thought. he was lying to me alot when we were together about not wanting other woman. he claims he has changed but doesnt look like it to me bc today he changed his profile. it use to say my daugher and i were the number one thing in his life. now it doesnt say anything. i do want him back but i also cant deal with the lies. Stop telling me you love me and then go fu
The sun is high above us shining down upon the land and sea, making things grow and bloom. Great and powerful sun, we honor you this day and thank you for your gifts. Ra, Helios, Sol Invictus, Aten, Svarog, you are known by many names. You are the light over the crops, the heat that warms the earth, the hope that springs eternal, the bringer of life. We welcome you, and we honor you this day, celebrating your light, as we begin our journey once more into the darkness. Wishing you a most joyous Summer Solstice! This Ritual shall be performed during the bright, sunny daytime hours. Alternately, it would also be acceptable to begin at precisely the astronomical time that the Summer Solstice actually begins. The exact time that the Sun enters Cancer, marking the precise moment of the beginning of Summer - for 1997 - is 4:20 AM Eastern Daylight Time (check your calendar or almanac for future years). This particular Litha Ritual contains a cleansing/purification of Self,
Blind faith or practical belief? Like a pebble into a lake, that question rippled back decades. Back to times and places when I was introduced and spoke with people. Clearly. This isn't a midlife crisis, this is a midlife change. I've sat back and thought about the last few years and the people that have been there when I've fallen, when I needed a hand, who came out in those wee hours, who did things that have no value but meant everything. So then I asked myself why I am allowing myself to be drained by those that did things for purely for their own ends? I was recently told that a friendship is actually an accumulation of trust that grows over time that must be earned. I tried to apply that since supposedly everyone else does it that way. I was a fool for listening to that rubbish. I believe a friend is someone that you share good times with of your own free will. That no dogma or social circle should demand one's allegiance just because they are a beneficial veh
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I'm sorry to post such a serious & sad one, but I really need your help. I thought this might have more chance of a response as a blog as I'm not sure how many saw my bulletin asking for prayers for my friend Lillie. Could you please pray / send healing for Gypsy (design name AussieGypsy). You possibly won't know or have heard of her unless you're a member of Yahoo & Google groups which share stationery for the email program Incredimail (she designs letters), but any & every prayer & dedication is welcome. Thank you. The mail at the end of this blog was posted earlier in the week from two good friends of mine, Renate & Sabrina Heckmann asking for prayers for Gypsy, who is a good friend. I never had the pleasure of getting to know her myself, but have collected the stationery she made for years. I really don't know if she can recover, although I've been told that something called spontaneous remission sometimes occurs where serious illness such as cancers have been diagnosed & we
Poem 6-19-07
::About Me:: Name: Bitch Nicknames:too many Birthplace: MI. Current Location: MI. Hair Color: brown Eye Color: brown Height: 5' 3" Tatoos: 16 Piercings: yup My Car: 2000 dodge intrepid Overused Phrase: I don't know ::Your:: Bedtime:3 am Best Physical Feature: smile, eyes, laugh Most Embarassing Moment: ummmm i dunno Most Missed Memory: high school Weakness: my daughter Best Friends: 1 Goal For The Year: too pass all my college classes with a b Greatest Fears: Something happening to my daughter ::This OR That:: Pepsi or Coke: mt dew McDonalds or Burger King:mc donalds Hot Tea or Ice Tea: iced tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Water or Milk: water Coffee or Hot Chocolate: neither Hugs or Kisses: i love both Cats or Dogs: dogs Summer or Winter: Summer Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies:scary Love or Money: LOVE, money is only money Green Grapes or Purple Grapes: purple ::Lover:: Perferred Eye Color: any Perferred Hair Color: any Short Hair or Long Hair
Original Poetry
The feelings I have for a special woman in my life Is a little hard to explain and I don't know why. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen reminding me of a young princess or queen. Her eyes shimmer and dazzle brighter than the sun in the sky, with a mezmerizing smile making the night moon cry, With hair so soft, nothing compares to the way it feels. She is also honest, loyal, and down to earth and real. It was love at first sight as she walked through the door,Along with weak and quivering knees that made me fall to the floor. When I looked up, I had a feeling she was the one. No woman has ever mede me feel so nervous and stunned, All I can say now is that my love and heart is your's to keep. Without you in my life, I would be incomplete. By:Jason Hughes Written Oct 12,2003 I have a new life that I am bringing to this world. It is the happiest thing that I could have ever experienced. Sharing it with the woman of my dreams who loves me as I love her. The pride and joy
Random Musings
You Are 50% Weird Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! How Weird Are You? The anniversary of 9/11 is just hours away as I write these words. We, as a nation, will soon be reflecting upon the events of that day six years ago and all that has happened since. It is during a time such as this that I think it is important to also remember another day. This is not a day any of you would have heard of or remember for any special reason. For you and your families, it was most likely just another day in an endless parade of days. But for my family it was a day that should not be forgotten. And this anniversary reminds me that while much has changed in the past 40 years, in some ways, it has not changed one iota. Today we are in a "War Against Terrorism". Forty years ago, it was a "War Against Communism". Today, the news is filled with exotic names from far-away places: Iraq, Afghanistan, Baghdad, Kabul. Forty years ago, it was Vi
My Life
So 4 ppl have a crush on me. i only know who one is. Anyone else gonna share or drop hints or something? Myspace... Did you know, 29,000 of 18 million of people with a myspace profile, have a record for being sex offenders.. creepy :| Hershey's Kisses are called that because the machine that make them looks like it's kissing the conveyor belt.
Political Truths
Let me make something clear, the United States is not now, nor ever has been, a democracy. It is a Republic, which means we have a representative form of government. In a democracy, everyone votes on everything. Granted there is a council and court system, but they are just there to enforce the choices of the people. Now then, I find it strangely funny that some of the most educated and enlightened men in history chose a republic for our country rather than a true democracy. Granted, a democracy would have been difficult in the first 200 years of our existence, if not impossible. Of course that brings us to another part of our government that needs explaining, the Republic of the United States of America. The states came together to form a federation of states, hence the term the 'federal government.' The implications of this part of our government are simple, in essence, no federal law can be enacted which interferes with the rights of the state. It also means, cont
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I feel like i'm chopped liver!WHY? Because I have been asked out on dates here and there and have been hesitant to go.. the few guys that i have gone out with and it seems like we hit it off... i never hear from again. How is it that someone could do that to a person? Flirt really act like you like the person and then act as though nothin happened... Few instances I have taken the step outside the box i have put myself in to take the chance to go out with someone ... and have a fantastic time... only to have this happen. Is it somethin about me that i'm doin wrong? Am i not pretty ? I think I have a great personality .. im funny .. like to laugh but i know how to act in public.. If i like you i will flirt a lil back .. but i'm not all over someone in public nor am i quick to jump in the bed. I guess i'm just wishing that guys would have the decency to be honest with me and say .. look i'm not interested in you like that .. can we just be friends.. That's all i ask...
Old Writings And Poetry!!!
In my heart I long to keep My love for you which is forever deep. Living life without you I would be very sad and blue. What else can I do to make you see That you do and will always mean the world to me. Though I know the sun will always rise I still wait for the day you'll forever be mine. You touched my soul with yours, Took my heart and brand it with your sword. Kiss my lips and you will see, That noone else can compare to me. The day is comming for you to know, The hurt and pain from being left in the cold. All those times you just pushed me away, Well now you bastard, I'm here to stay. Pay Backs a Bitch, And now its your turn to Pay!!! It's easy to hate, but hard to love. Thus sayeth the big guy up above. I can say you're evil when push comes to shove. But I can't say I hate you, I just show you love. All this situation needs is a little more tact. Maybe once we've got that, we'll know how to act.
As many of my friends already know I haven't spoke to my parents & brother in almost 3 yrs. An still to this day it hurts like hell...I do a good job of covering the pain up but, sometimes it gets the best of it did tonight. In my mothers eyes I would be better off dead since thats how she looks at it anyways...I still can't understand how you can hate your child so much. I know me an my brother wasn't perfect growing up an we still aren't. my brother and mom has had arguements for as long as i can remember and she still loves him...he is still up there on a gold throne in her eyes....well i'm the no good trash...thats is satans mother disowned me cause of a arguement between me & my brother ion thanksgiving at her house...this isn't the first time we haven't spoke but, it is the longest its been...My daddy won't even speak to me whole life my dad was my everything now i'm nothing to him either....I miss not having a family it hurts when I pass by my
The knot is there The hideous knot I can’t bare Bringing its unwelcomed pain Spreading through, corrupting my brain Origin of my depression Stays without invitation What will I do to ease the pain? Drink so much I forget my name Or slice my wrists till blood is flowing Death is knocking and I’m not ignoring Will this be my final day Or will salvation come my way? Silently I watch the day Go by in gentle dismay Filled with sorrow without reason Perhaps it is my own hearts treason Nowhere to turn to relieve my burden So I silently sit watching the days curtain Release of the pain is what I desire Rage kindles an internal fire Inside it stays as I wait Silently sitting trying not to break I come to you veiled in black My tainted soul inside out Can you see its decayed aura? Guilt, betrayal will not cleanse With soap or steel wool. Help me deal! Shove my soul back in its place. Put a wreath of daisies on my brow. Adorn me in a robe of whit
Help Me!
time after time i'm made to fight... i'm NOt saying you're not worth it.. i'm saying give me time make things right over here! let me get things ready so when u get out here it'll be good... ever heard of JOB hunting, or apartment HUNTING... SHEEESH.. call me if you want.. I've TRYED calling you.. but you never seem to answer.. you F'ing know i love you... ACT LIKE IT just curious... thats all... Damn It.. I always screw things up.. all i know is... I don't wanna do that this time...
WILL YOU PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND RATE IT 10 OR EVEN 11 AND LEAVE A COMMENT ON IT THANKS ALOT :D (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 ~ Trying To Be 1st Brit Godmother ~ of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR' on '2007-08-16 13:26:46') I am having my 1st contest. "SEXIEST MORPH CONTEST" I need at least 10 people to enter. Contest will start when I have the 10 and run for 1 week. The RULES are 1. Morph must be SAFE FOR WORK 2. No down rates 3. You may comment bomb & rate yourself Winners will be 1st & 2nd for the most comments, and 1st for the most rates. So all you gals & guys get your sexy morphs links to me fast. Thanks becbec becbec@ CherryTAP I am having my 1st contest. "SEXIEST MORPH CONTEST" I need at least 10 people to enter. Contest will start when I have the 10 and run for 1 week. The RULES are 1. Morph must be SAFE FOR WORK 2. No down rates 3. You may comment bomb & rate yourself Winners will be
Her Bequest
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Labyrinth Of Pain And Doubt
I watch you sleep in our bed I lay a soft kiss on your head I lie listening to you breath And think of how this came to be How did I get a girl perfect like you One who loves me through and through i hear you sleep and release a sigh I dont want this moment to pass me by I promise i will never walk away As long as you love me here I will stay I swear that I will never let go Beacause your the only one i need to hold I say goodnight and kiss your cheek How do you make me so strong yet make me weak Your my lover and my best friend And i pray to god this will never end Your looking for that special one Ive never left your side Everytime they've broken your heart Id hold you while you cried You'd rush back out to find a man I waited for your return They'd lie and cheat, and treat you badly I hoped one day youd learn But you kept overlooking me I was always there for you I was only a friend in your eyes And i always spoke the truth I let you cry on
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Inspiring Stories And The Like...
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
Domination All along the waste and wild legions of lost scream in pain A million shattered destinies all slowly drowning in tears of flame Break the chains around your necks lick your wounds you Dogs of War Raise your banners ever high and ravage the Babylon Whore I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify Domination Rotting from the inside out ripping away to the core A million lies unite as one slaughtering innocence for evermore Sound the mighty drums of doom march to this black heart of fate Clawing, tearing, slashing deep defiantly fighting our fate I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify Domination Turn the waters red with rage burn all the earth shore to shore Open wide the Gates of Hell defile the Babylon Whore I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify Domination Domination Into The
It has been a very strange and emotional week. This is probably one of the worst weeks of my life for many different reasons. I don’t exactly know where to begin, I guess I will just start venting and go where it may take me. My week started off badly on Monday. That day started off my bad luck. I got sick on Monday and have been sick ever since. I have been very ill. I have been vomiting blood and the whole nine yards. I started doing that Monday and I did it until today when I went to see the doctor and they finally gave me something to make me stop. I will say that my health has improved since then. I am still incredibly weak though. The doctors say that I will be weak for a while and to take things as easy as possible for the next week. I have the stomach flu you see and also a very weak immune system. They don’t want me to have an upset. I don’t want that either. I also have not had a great week with my boyfriend. I love him so much and he’s my everything, but
Random Thoughts From A Wandering Mind
Whats that you thinkin bout boy - - What you got on your mind... Are those thoughts about me - - That I see in your eyes... If Im reading correctly - - And I think that I am.... You want me to come closer - - And give you my hand... So then you can take it - - and lead me inside.... We can block out the world - - and make love all night... I could get lost in your kisses - - and melt with your touch... My body would tremble - - With the flick of your tongue... Id cum all in your mouth - - Mmmm.. multipule times... Sit up - Push you back - - And climb on for a ride... Id be bouncin my ass - - While you grippin my hips... Have you rollin you're eyes - - And bitin your lips.. Drop it down on you hard - - you got this pussy so wet... I feel you bout to explode - - But hold up - baby not yet... Keep you held tight inside me - - as I turn it around... So you can look at this ass - - While I make it bounce... Then you'd get up behind me - - Push
My Bloooogs
so yesterday i was at the mall with a friend tryin to find cky vids heh. ayways as were leavin were crossin the parkin lot and i step on the curb an wait for this car to pass by an when it does i step off the curb an this nut comes speedin through the parkin lot an tries to hit us. my friend jumps out of the way an the guy slams on his breaks an stops about a foot in front of me (im like in front of his headlight there) so i punch his hood as hard as i can an i think i hurt my hand anyways he rolls down his wondow an says "YOU FUCKIN LIL PUNKS" n so i say "PEDESTRIANS HAVE THE RIGHT OF WAY ASSHOLE AN UR SPEEDING LIKE A FOOL" so he opens his door to get out of the car so jay runs up an kicks his door shut an the dude yells "YOU FUCKS IM CALLIN THE COPS" so i kick his side mirror off lol anyways he then drives away an gives us the most pussified attempt at the finger ive ever seen an thats my story nick somers -- [noun]:A perma-orgasm 'How will you be defined in the sexual diction
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Just Stuff
Here's the 21st Century Tawana Brawley.. This is one that should be passed on!! Crystal Gail Mangum For over a year, we've seen the faces of the alleged DUKE rapists. Now, it's time to see the face of their accuser, CRYSTAL GAIL MANGUM! We want REV. AL SHARPTON to get Crystal Gail Mangum to come on his radio program. We want Sharpton to browbeat Mangum, insist that she issue apologies. After she does, we want Sharpton to insist that apologies aren't enough. We want JESSE JACKSON to stage a protest. We want MATT LAUER to grill Mangum on the Today show. We want JULIAN BOND to demand that charges be brought against Mangum. Think of what Seligmann, Evans, and Finnerty have been through. Let's get some perspective. The nation has obsessed over the Imus thing and the horror that the Rutgers team endured. The outrage over Imus' remarks has reached a boiling point. What about the horror that the Duke lacrosse team endured? Will similar media
One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops. Everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedom but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the US flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly "Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my stepp
Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 141 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song? Your hottest bedroom accessory is Satin Sheets You are a romantic at heart, and you want your date to have every extra comfort. You are into soft, luxurious sex and you are good at making your partner get into it too. Take this quiz at
Recent News For Dying Regret
Come out and join us while we celebrate with our Drummer, Mike at the Jumping Turtle! We've made headlines online! Please check us out and buy our cd while the limited run edition of The Price of Human Ruin is available! has this to say: Got twenty minutes to spare for some "unrelenting orchestrated destruction with beautiful overtones of pain?" Sure you do. While the world continues to be helplessly saturated with metalcore bands that all claim to be poised and ready to rip your ears off with their unrelenting assault, few seem to actually be able to cut the mustard. This EP makes a strong case for why this San Diego five piece might be one of the groups worth paying attention to. Heavy on the riffs but not dependent on them, these songs are fast and slyly sophisticated, throwing in hits and breaks that add a real variation to the structure of the rhythms. The drums may be the real backbone here, cranking into double time with ease and almost toying with the
my heart is so sad I want to hold my loved ones in my arms just to feel them close to me but no mater how hard i try i cant hold them but the love you feel inside will never believe in your heart of all the love you shared and keep the memories close to your to believe in the love and keep it inside of you...and know that everything happens for a reason...but the pain seems to never go just learn to live and love again....somehow someway...I will move on and things will get better....I just have to believe in myself and know I will find someone special to make my life more wonderful than i could have ever have realized it to be....
All about me! Marital Status] singleeee [Shoe size] 10 or 11 [Parents still togethe) no..thank god! cuz one would be dead now lol [Siblings] 4 [Pets] tralala FAVORITES [Color] red, black [Number] 69 [Animal] doggggg [Drinks] rum or vodkaaaaaa [Soda] coke [Book] none [Flower] no DO YOU [Color your hair?] no [Twirl your hair?] no [Have tattoos?] no [Have Piercings?] no [Cheat on tests/homework?] DID [Drink/Smoke?] sometimes to both lol [Like roller coasters?] NOOOOOOO [Wish you could live somewhere else?] hmm maybe [Want more piercings?] NO >.> [Like cleaning?] sometimes lol if i havbe energy haha [Write in cursive or print?] mixture hah [Own a web cam?] MAYBE haha i only do pre-recorded performances lol [Own a cell phone?] nooo [Ever get off the damn computer?] lol noooo i am an addict HAVE U EVER [Been in a fist fight?] NO [Considered a life of crime?] tralalaaaaaa [Considered being a hooker?] I AM! [Lied to someone?] yes [Been in love?] no [Ma
My Poetry
SUPPORT Sometimes I just feel like giving up and grieving, Because as of right now, I just feeling like leaving. I look out the window and feel so bitter tonight, But all I need to do is think of memories with you, and it feels all right. Mom you are the one who keeps my smile on, So i'll remember you even when your gone. Because you’re the first thing I think of when the sun shines bright, And the last thing I think of when I sleep at night. Every time I see you, I sit and thank the Lord, Because you aren’t with me, it feels like my heart’s been stabbed with a sword. But I will do anything to keep you safe and happy, I will do anything no matter what it may be As I drift off to sleep, only you are in my mind,. I stare out the window and swear by the stars and the moon, I will never do anything ever to hurt you. I promise to you, that I’ll always be around, If you are a tree, then I am your ground. Mom I’m always there even if you can’t see, But I’m there to
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National Tour Dates Announced!
NEW NATIONAL TOUR DATES ROLLING OUT FOR FALL AND POSSIBLE NEWS OF TEAMING UP WITH ANOTHER NATIONAL HEADLINER. STAY TUNED... And it goes on... Troy Hey Gang… Just want to give everyone the latest and greatest… First of all, if you have not been keeping up with the shows, here is the current schedule. (Although we are still adding shows daily) Oct 12 2007 8:00P JC’s House of Rock Wichita, Kansas Oct 13 2007 8:00P The Toad Tavern Littleton, Colorado Oct 17 2007 8:00P Lake Alice Riverside, California Oct 19 2007 8:00P The Downtown Brew Paso Robles, California Oct 20 2007 8:00P Oreilly’s Grover Beach,, California Oct 24 2007 8:00P Whiskey A Go Go West Hollywood, California Nov 9 2007 8:00P Milwaukee Ale House Milwaukee, Wisconsin Nov 10 2007 8:00P Hiawatha Sturtevant, Wisconsin Nov 15 2007 8:00P The Nick Birmingham, Alabama Nov 16 2007 8:00P The Blue Iguana Prattville, Alabama Nov 17 2007 9:00P The LA Hangout Lutz(Tampa), Florida Nov 21 2007 8:00P
My Way
I HATE LIARS, WITH A PASSION. the one guy that said he cared for me and was going to be there for me wasnt. he's a fucking coward. and the fact that he goes and tells everyone that we know together that i am a liar and that i was lying about being pregnant, you are seriously senile. and I had a misacrriage and this is how you treat me you say your sorry with a smug ass grin on your face. i hope he rotts in hell. i mean... I fucking hate him with a passion.. he gave me that sunday school answer, it's not worth it. guys when you say your gonna be there for a girl you never back down. NEVER. the one person i needed the most at a time in need let me down and im sick of it. i just wanted to make that really clear.. I WILL FUCK YOU UP IF YOU EVER THINK ABOUT TREATING ME THE WAY HE DID. I WILL. IM NOT JOKING. soo I'm newly single and i'm enjoying it so far... im hangning with my g/f's and it's good. :D if anyone wants to take that as an offer plz do :p hahaha 1.dont have your
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my son may have to have hernia operation. keep him i n your thoughts and prayers if you believe in that kinda thing. thanks sexymom07 Feeling so blah today...lost...broken...don't know what way to turn. Without you my life doesnt make sense like it used to. I pray for a miracle every day that you will love me like you used to. Just when I think I am empty of tears they keep rolling. I tried to move on it just isn't working out. You have captured my thoughts and my heart so if you don't want them please return them , I will need them someday.  I hate feeling like I am in this dark lonely place...I hope someday to return. 16,772 pts to level and i can post more pics so everyone can you help by making sure you've rated all my pics n stuff? thanks :)
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Hey everyone. I am so sorry that I have not been able to be in contact with anyone lately. There are issues right now that I am taking care of and hopefully soon I will be back up and running. Right now I am back in Wilkes Barre for a few days I recieved a phone call last night in regards to my father. He is not doing well at all. His kidneys have shut down he is no longer eating. They sent a priest in yesterday evening to read his last rights. So it is only a matter of time. Thank you to everyone who continues to keep my family and I in their thoughts and prayers. It helps knowing that there are people out there who care. I miss you all and hope that things are well. Hugs and luvs to all of you. Missy Hey everyone just wanted to let you know that I will not be around for a few days. I might be able to check in here and there but that will be it. For those of you who do not know my dads health has been failing he had a tumor back in April that was removed and thy t
Warning: Poetry Inside
The Sovereign Song of Flidias I am deep within the woods of this verdant land We share a bond that all of your mundane mystics Can never slash, burn or tear asunder Was I born of the Earth Mother or was she bourne of me? Ask the scholars as they debate Their academic phallusies, lie like laurel wreaths hung dry and dusty Around my shoulders as I watch the endless invasions. The land is still possessed by my hordes unseen Teeming in the night they breed My wild children of the wood. Nature Spirits, hush, strangers draw near (That's you in case it wasn't clear) I once was loved within the legendary conquests of tribal kings We shared a bed, some bairns, and lives though no eye Could see beyond my guise, illusions Of all womenkind, which names were mine? They are long lost to lecherous lore, or guarded, Sealed within a box of sacristry, Illuminated by the lies of ancient heresies While My children, Shining Ones remained veiled from the Sight Of thine eyes, despairi
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Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.

Nsfw Folder Requests
Does anyone read my profile?? I asked her why she rated me an 8 but she wouldnt get back to me :P I don't usually do this, but today i am bored and i have been noticing more and more people rating me low...and this one is from a fellow canadian evem Yeesh Lmao :D
Bradley's Blog
Well I volunteered for deployment today. Wish me luck! I may not even go...but atleast i know i volunteered.. Bradley I Am LegendAdd to My Profile | More Videos hey guys I just joined the TN Army National Guard Honor Guard. I will be doing the services for the military funerals in the area, you know like folding the flag and presenting it to the family, and etc. I think it is one of the most honorable things you do to show respect. When I get my Blues, I will post the pics..
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Good Stories
You come home from work and find me in a pair of high heels, stockings, panties, short skirt and a halter, cooking you dinner. Surprise! I tell you that your landlord let me in. You come over and give me a hug and a kiss. I am in the process of making you a cake (you said that you like cake didn't you!). I put a little bit of the chocolate frosting on my nipples and ask you to lick it off. While licking off the frosting, you slip one finger into my pussy and find that it is already wet and slippery. I push you away and tell you that you must wait. I like to torture my baby, let him see my tits, ass and pussy but don't let him touch them until he finishes his dinner! I can see your hard on through your pants and know that I have turned you on. Sliding my hand down the front of you and squeezing lightly, whispering in your ear, thats mine for later. We sit down, eat dinner and talk about our day. You can't keep your eyes off of me - who cares about work, right? Finally you can't take i
Just a couple more weeks and I'll be back regularly. It's been a while and I miss all my friends and fam, but things are good for me once again and I am in a happy place. See you all soon Peace and love It's been a few days, but that was intentional. I wanted to get the feel of living with her again. I can hardly say things are great, but they are far from bad. It's strange after all the fighting and drama we have managed to stay very civil to one another. I guess after the first night, I realized that as much anguish as she put me through she honestly regretted it. She hasn't come out and said those exact words, but her demeanor towards me has changed. I want to talk to her about some things but I don't want to break the peace. I want to ask her why. I want to ask her if it was worth it? I want to ask her if she still doubts that I loved her or still do. I don't want her to think I am trying to say "I told you so.", I just want to know the answers to those questions.
Jazzy Lil Blog
Personality: I want a guy whos not afraid to be himself, I'm not here to crack open any shells. I love when a guy can make me feel like a girl. So, I like when he's not clean and doesn't know a damn thing about shopping. It's cute to me. I like to shop for them
Fuck All That
Let your enemies eliminate themselves cuz once you start eliminating them you gain more enemies. why we ain't got more shit to drink around here?????I like to change shit up sometimes, brown or white. I might feel like buying some cognac,gin,brandy,whatever different kinda jello shots, big ass daiquiris, where the bar if u want me to buy it There r a couple of men on here that are some straight up bitches. Let me let u n on 1. user name SMOKEDAWG42066 he comes thru with low rates n then got the nerve to ask u 4 a friend request, then gets mad and curses at women. Now I'm sure he thinks cuz I'm in Louisiana I can't have him touched n real life. Not knowing I got guerilla niggas cross this country n Ohio and Indiana ain't shit to get him done in then the sloppy fat nasty ugly bitch got his zip code in his user name BITCH ASS NIGGAS AIN'T HARD TO FIND AND ARE EASILY TOUCHED YA HEARD I think he suck dick.....
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Just yesterday, we brought you the first few pictures from the upcoming police thriller "Righteous Kill," which stars Al Pacino and Robert De Niro. Now, we have an actual trailer, featuring the two legendary actors in action. The quality of the whole thing is extremely poor, which makes me think that a better trailer will be on its way soon. "Righteous Kill" features the second big screen pairing of De Niro and Pacino, who play two detectives searching for a serial killer. Actors shared several scenes together in "Heat," but will appear in tandem throughout much of their new film. (Both also appeared in "The Godfather II," but never together.) In addition to Pacino and De Niro, the film also stars Brian Dennehy, Donnie Wahlberg, John Leguizamo and 50 Cent. Link to Trailer: Good Luck Chuck and The GirlAdd to My Profile | More Videos During Comic-Con, the filmmakers of "S
Working At A Hotel!
Yeah.. so... tonight was great.. not.. lol There were like 8 or more boys staying w/ these three older ppl... they were all like 15-18 and one girl that was like 14... mmhmm i let them all go swimming as long as they were quiet yea they were swimin til like 4am.. and there was this kid named mason pissed me right off.... i smacked the fucker! haha really hard on the back of his head.. he probably dont remember either... He kept goin in the office and lookin on my comp one time at porn haha.. and he left a pizza in there yeah i totally jacked it.. haha there was one kid that was really nice and kept talkin to me i dont know his name but his gf was there.. which they didnt even act like they were dating.. lol he kept askin me to go swimmin w/ him and stuff... and kept talking to me he also bought me a energy drink.. not the one i wanted but he said he oculdnt find it and made his friend go to every gas station lol ... but he picked out a pretty good one never had it befor
Juliana's Poetry
                Burning Passion...          Have you ever loved somebody so much that you 'could die'? Have you ever felt loved so much that you 'could cry'? Have you ever felt love in your every vein? A love so strong that it cause's you pain? A love that just 'oozes' from every pore in your flesh Filling your soul with thoughts oh so 'fresh' Overwhelming your being the desires are intense The scorching passion in your blood is so immense! If you have these emotions It really is true! That you are feeling for me What I'm feeling for you! copyright Juliana Bond 2006 New Graphics Love Images Top Comments
Stuff & Junk & Things
So I finally broke up with my boyfriend of almost 18 months. Since we lived together for almost a year I am really hurting inside. It's been 2 days since I asked him to leave - yes it happened on Thanksgiving. I really need to know that I did the right thing... I think I did but when you still feel love for a person it's hard to just break things off and not be upset. So I'm posting this blog out here... for all my fubar "friends" so you'll have an opportunity to respond and lend your support. After all that's what friends are for right? For anyone who reads this and wants to say something mean spirited or pornographic - please don't. This is serious to me and my heart is broken. What is the longest a cut rose will stay alive? I am trying to make these last as long as possible but I have my doubts that they will make it a week. Well... another day another dismal selection of television viewing. Working from home has it's perks and it's problems. Okay... don't kn
Ok..heres my gripe for the night..LMAO I understand some are a little upset over the referral points being made..well I kind of do. I see it as a bit of jealousy. But thats neither here nor there. I have read some pretty stupid bulletins this evening, and it cracks me up! So here is my thought on the whole...waa waa waa subject...:) 1. Referral points are available to EVERYONE not just a select few! 2. Of course there are some making fake referrals , and know this...Scrappy does know who they are..:) 3. Just because a person levels due to referrals doesn't make the level null and void. A level is a level. 4. Belittling the one that has passed you in level because they did is childish, and the ones doing it should go to myspace. Geez! 5. Another subject. If you don't like the pics that you see and are upset that someone has posted them because they want to get rates and points..Stop looking if its so disgusting to you! Be an Adult For Goodness sake! 6. I love al
7 Deadly Sins
new pics, check them out You scored as The Beast, Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you. The Beast88% Donald Duck88% Peter Pan75% Ariel63% Goofy63% Cruella De Ville38% Pinocchio38% Sleeping Beauty31% Snow White31% Cinderella13% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with
Assemblage 23 Lyrics & Videos
I lost myself in shapeless oceans Whose depths concealed more than they showed Beliefs obscured by mists around them A legacy they'd been bestowed Columns of ice paint awkward pictures Distorted forms that once seemed real Engulfed inside transparent textures Billowing curtains as hard as steel For all the noise filling the landscape Whispers & cries with no reply It's quiet here within these boundaries And thoughts collect like pools of light My eyes divide the sky As sirens sound in heaven My will brings down the moon shatters it to pieces The silence grew inconsequential The day became a paradigm A thousand years, a hundred decades An arbitrary slice of time I found myself with no companion but the salty earth and sky And suddenly there came my focus The world around me clarified My eyes divide the sky As sirens sound in heaven My will brings down the moon shatters it to pieces And so I walked in isolation Hoping solace would cross my path
The Mind Of Moshe
I want to ask a question. Not to anyone in particular because I don't want to hear what 'everyone' says. I feel like I can do this because I doubt anyone will see this so here it goes. I recently lost someone who I loved very much. She was the only person I ever let get close to me. She meant everything to me. Now I have no idea how to go on. I put so much of myself into her. It never occured to me she wouldn't be around anymore. I didn't reallly plan for it. Now, it hurts to breath. No one will ever know any of this because I'm good at hiding things. I always have been, but inside I'm dying. Most days I'm on the verge of tears but no one notices. I guess because I'm a guy and people don't expect that from a guy. I can't sleep because I dream that she is still here right next to me. She wanted to get married and I told her we should wait. I told her I would be ready later but it was too close to my divorce. I wish I had now. I wish things would have been different. I wish I wou
The Problem Blog
Guys come to my job and hit on me which you know is fine when they finally get the clue of no I will not give you my number through their head. But what I find so hillarious is these guys that are like 16 to18. They come in acting like they are hard shit and they talk to me like I am a toy. one thing they dont understand is that for one until they turn 21 they are still jail bait like it or not and for another i know a teeny booper couldnt handle me grown men can barely handle me. so i mean damn chill alittle. but i mean still still love you my younge juggaloes lol Are guys really that clueless? I tell them no tell them fuck off or even go play with your self and they still come back. Come on take a clue. I have even gone as far as saying im screwing some one right now bye and they still dont get the hint. oh oh and then the guys telling me that they dont know what im thinking... please! im simple i swear im like a guy in a girls body SEX SEX SEX SEX thats my mind. Oh and an ocussional
Bats' Sayings
I'm so attractive on this site that I can make Mel Gibson go gay for a day. Suga: go on last comic standing lol Bats: fuck that Bats: last comic standing the American idol of the comedy world, you have to suck to make it big Suga: lmfao Bats: I'm serious who has made the most money off of American idol, William hung Bats: and he fucking sucked more then a 4 year old Vietnamese hooker Bats: so the cuter you are the more offensive you can be Suga: yep Bats: shit that means i got to be as non offensive as a hindu in a 7-11 I make Sally sound like a cheap phone sex operator with my oohs.
Poetry And Writings
THis cowboy yearns to where a gorgous and precious young lady is .. he thinks of her often and misses her every min... He remembers all the talks and phone calls and can hear that sweet voice. This cowboy yearns for a moment to hold her close and kiss her tender lips.. to be able to never let her go but put a smile upon her face that would never go away .. this cowboy yearns to be where this gorgous young lady is .. .. just to be close to the the young lady that makes his days go by and puts a smile upon his face .. There is a young lady down Texas way a cowboy has takin a likin to. Her smile could light up any darkin room. Her heart is of God's gracious love. Her eyes shine like the brightest diamond and the cowboy gets lost each time he looks in them. She is a Blessin to the Cowboy and he thanks God each and everyday fur lettin the two cross paths. Her voice is calm and soothing like an angel singin. Each day the cowboy thinks of her his heart grows fonder and fonder .. She is in h
My Rants...
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The i
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nu background w/ nu music and brought a guestbook wit it.. id like it if u sign it plez...itll b great thank you. P.S, YES! jets beat Dolphins! J! E! T! S! JETS! JETS! JETS! wassup to the 2 ppl that gonna read this. imma be 4 real n str8 to the point: i made a good number of friends here, that i do love. so listen. to those that wanna keep in touch, get @ me. brooklynrko6 my yahoo screenname or im on there A LOT more than im on here. cuz honestly.....fubar is gettin boring. its not like the days on the underground. now ppl bitch wen u rate them a 9(like how many ppl are really 10s? I'm not even a 10. ) n except 4 liquid city, i dont see a hip hop lounge(cuz i like hip hop more den rap) so to all that wanna keep in touch, get at me. feel free 2 add me. but dont look 4 me here. no im not deleting my page. but if all the friends i have are on my sidekick or meet them in person, and its more exciting on twitter n myspace, whats the point to
To My "friends"
So....recently I have had 220 pics flagged and things going on with my pics such as people taking out there anger on me with down rates because I would not let them see my naughty pics. SO to end the war and get back my sanity I deleted every last NSFW pic of me and they will not be coming back...Maybe now some of my normal pics will be enjoyed. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! I need help getting FuBucks. I really really really want to get the spot light and I need lots of 100-1,000,000 anything is helpful...If you help me I will return love! Thank you!!! The doctor called me yesterday....he said I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. If you were like me I had no idea what that info on it: What is polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS)? Polycystic (pah-lee-SIS-tik) ovary syndrome (PCOS) is a health problem that can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, ability to have children, hormones, heart, blood vessels, and appearance. With PCOS, women typically have: high levels of androg
Im Better Than Your Kid
Jon, age 8 Ding Ding! Here comes the shit-mobile. I've never seen a fire truck that needed to be shaved. I would rather be burned to death than be saved by this hairy piece of shit. F Megan, age 4 First of all, I don't even know what this is. If it's supposed to be a dog, then it's the shittiest dog I've ever seen. F Kyle, age 8 You spelled America wrong asshole. Also, I could have sworn America's colors were red, white and blue. There's no yellow anywhere, traitor.F
Mykala's Updates
Mykala is now 13 months old and growing like a weed. She is going to be a fairy for Halloween. I will have pictures up when the time comes. At 8 mons old now she can say mom and dad. She is also trying to crawl but lazy. I do have pictures I will put them up soon, I have just been so busy with classes and every day life it is hard to keep up with everything. This morning Mike got up and took Mykala to the doctor to see if the jaundices was going down. When he called me at 11 am and told me that it was 11 I was happy. Now that I know my little girl is going to be alright. Her weight is now 6lbs 9ozs. The doctor said that she is doing really well. She doesn't have to go back to the doctor until next Friday, I will update more about her then.
A New Blog With A New Subject
...Ok, so last night I went to bed early, resulting in a very sextastic dream. It was a dream of somebody I like a lot. And I must say she is beautiful from the inside, out. Anyways, I saw her at the edge of a bed draped with silk and candles lit throughout the room. The window drapes were open, so I was able to see the luminance of the moon shine upon her figure. She sees me just stand there as if she's waiting for something spectacular to happen. And as she does, she smiles with the beauty of her heart, which always smiles and therefore makes me smile at the same time. I draw nearer to her and she seems to be a bit anxious as she observes me walking towards her. She appears to be wearing lingerie that you would see at Victoria's Secret or Fredrick's. Her hair curled to perfection, and her make-up makes her eyes stand out the most. I go to her and kiss her first with a putter kiss and then slowly develop into a makeout session. I put my hands around her neck, and seem to stimulate
Life In General
Do you have yahoo...yes who doesn't these days. Just because I have it does not mean I want to add someone I have only said hi to on here to it because they are too mechanically challenged I guess to use the shoutbox. Yes people it does close on you in mid sentence at times which is why you can click open shoutbox and guess what easy typing from there out... just thought i might mention it...just trying to keep my mind occupied with something other than recovering from my bad headache>< Kisses and Hugs I still love ya even if ya ask me to yahoo LOL As the day that would of been comes closer, I am finding my emotional level rising. I never really have been much of a blog poster, but these feelings I won't be disguising.. I am so sad And yes I'm mad. These circumstances I can not forget. However, I am grateful for all the friends I have met With your support I am making it through, But please forgive me, for right now I am blue. Dear Santa, There are a few things I
Touching Items
FROM A KENTUCKY FARM KID, NOW AT SAN DIEGO MARINE CORPS RECRUIT DEPOT. Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m. , but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc, but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys
Me Me Me
Create yours at! Honesty SurveyHonestly, what color is your underwear?Black with white and green cloversHonestly, whats on your mind right now?My stomach hurtsHonestly, what are you doing right now?typing... DuhHonestly, what did you do today?Got on the cpu and talked on the phoneHonestly, do you think you are attractive?NoHonestly, have you done something bad today?Not that I can think ofHonestly, do you watch disney channel?Yes I doHonestly, are you jealous of someone right now?NoHonestly, what makes you happy most of the time?I believe in a thing called love - The DarknessHonestly, do you bite your nails?Yes, horrible I knowHonestly, what is your mood right now?BlahHonestly, have you had an eating disorder?I plead the 5thHonestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?:( I dont wanna think about thatHonestly, do you have a deep dark secret?A fewHonestly, do you hate someone right now?Hate is a strong word... I dislike thoughHonestly, who/what do you want to h
Free At Last
Gotta Luv It !!! Is there anybody who would be able to morph these pics together for me? It will be greatly morph program isnt working. Today I am free. I have accomplished my mission and feel on top of the world. I will enjoy the experience to its fullest. I have come full circle on my path to success. My job is done, my dream fulfilled,I Accept and embrace the journey taken. It has served great purpose in my growing wiser and stronger, and has provided a sense of relief in that now it's complete.
Spooky Stories
The Crescent Hotel and Spa, sometimes called “The Grand Old Lady of the Ozarks” is located in Eureka Springs, near Beaver Lake in northwestern Arkansas. Designed by architect Isaac L. Taylor, the hotel was built atop West Mountain between 1884 and 1886. Eureka Springs was well known for the “healing waters” that flowed from the nearby mountain springs. It became so popular that in the late 1880’s, the Frisco Railroad built a special line to it. The Crescent Hotel was built to accommodate the many visitors to the area. Billed as “America’s most luxurious resort hotel,” it was built with all the finest modern conveniences. While the hotel was under construction, “Michael,” an Irish stonemason fell from the roof and died from his injuries. His body landed right on the spot where room 218 was being built. Room 218 soon became one of the “hot spots” of paranormal activity. Guests of the Crescent Hotel have called it, “the most haunted place in the Ozark Mountain region.
New Start In Tennessee
For any one not keeping track on their own, and in no particular order, this season's undefeated teams so far are............ The New England Patriots, The Pittsburgh Steelers, The Cincinnati Bengals, The Tennessee titans, The Houstan Texans, The Indianapolis Colts, The Denver Broncos, The San Diego Chargers, the Dallas Cowboys, The Washingotn Redskins, the Minesota Vikings, The Green Bay Packers, The Detroit Lions, The Carolina Panthers, The Seattle Seahawks, and The San Fransisco 49ers, have all begun the regular season undefeated. Again that is a 16 way tie for first place, and a 16 way tie for last place is shared by, also in no particular order (cause they are all in last place brew ha ha), New Orleans, Miami, Cleveland, New York(Jets and Giants), Kansas City, Atlanta, Jacksonville, Philadelphia, Buffalo, St Louis, Tampa Bay, Oakland, Chicago, Baltimore and Arizona. Tonight I watched my first ever NFL game in HD. And as a person with less then stellar eye sight, before h
I Think I Am A Fuckwit
Sorry, forgot to mark the 1st one NSFW. I hate people in general I think ... (from bottom to top) All cause he said his mumms were stupid and I basically agreed, in a sarcastic way as always. ->~DJ Philbu...: i'm not giving up ... you are boring and not worth it ~DJ Philbu...: you are the weekiest link you are giveing up....hahahahahaha ->~DJ Philbu...: i'm not giving up ... you are boring and not worth it ~DJ Philbu...: you are the weekiest link you are giveing up....hahahahahaha ->Sphere Fre...: well okay then ... you are now boring and the waekest link ... goodbye ~DJ Philbu...: mouth....i do not block i am not scared ~DJ Philbu...: so do i till ppl like you run your moth ->Sphere Fre...: come on and block me fucktard ... you know you want to ->Sphere Fre...: me dj philburg, me no talk like adult ~DJ Philbu...: i just got done it your class time ->Sphere Fre...: cause I'm sarcastic and joking 99% of the time ... yea, you're right ... isn't it time for recess? ~DJ
Good Morning America!! 8-13-07
its crazy i always wanted to do this put words on a page and watch them dance like a slave after getting a day to rejoice in gods name Looking to be the next to succeed in a world of thieves and liars, back stabbers and boppers looking to dismantle me and destroy my dream but im a soldier to the end a midnight marauder sippin goose and blown green cant fade the next super star slash poster boy big daddy pimpin while u brokebackin wish u was Cadillac pimpin but u metro skippin, fake diamond blinging panties droppin cuz u a spend-a-man, never to be like me, man always on mine, never lose the shine or the opportunity to show mine. i am the next minus well say the best, it just time for me to show the world y they should disgust. wake up in the mornin and rt back in the buildin just a robot to the grind and its all for some pennies/ enough to keep the lights and gas on/ rent late again , this is the carnote people,calling me again. yeah so its the same o story same
Lil Momas Blog
OK THIS IS EASY WHO OUT THERE WOULD LIKE 2 MARRY ME ON HERE IF U WOULD LIKE ME AS YO WIFE U HAVE 2 MAKE ME WANT U U HAVE 2 TALK 2 ME AN EVERYTHING ELSE GIVE ME A REASON Y U WANT ME COMMENTS POEMS SONGS WHAT EVER U CAN DO 2 GET PICKED SO IF U WANT ME AS YO WIFE SO 2 ALL HERE WE GO ILL READ ALL COMMENTS AN THINGSAN LET U NO HOW WON MY HEART OVER comment on this who out of all my friends out there would date me an y an b my man an y an would u treat me rite an would or could u marry me an y an b a baby daddy an y is it right 2 love some 1 u dont no an b in love wit some u loved 4 a long time an really love both is it cheatin or not please comment on this an let me no
Big Guns
Treat the Earth and all that dwell thereon with respect. Remain close to the Great Spirit. Show great respect for your fellow beings. Work together for the benefit of all Mankind. Give assistance and kindness wherever needed. Do what you know to be right. Look after the well being of mind and body. Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good. Be truthful and honest at all times. Take full responsibility for your actions. Let us greet the dawn of a new day when all can live as one with nature and peace reigns everywhere. Oh Great Spirit, bring to our brothers the wisdom of Nature and the knowledge that if her laws are obeyed this land will again flourish and grasses and trees will grow as before. Guide those that through their councils seek to spread the wisdom of their leaders to all people. Heal the raw wounds of the earth and restore to our soul the richness which strengthens men's bodies and makes them wise in their councils. Bring to all the
Random Thoughts From A Chaotic Mind
I've been awake for a while now You've got me feeling like a child now Cause everytime I see you're bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go The rain is falling on my window pain But we are hiding in a safer place Undercover staying safe and warm You give me feelings that I adore Its starts in my toes, make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go What am I gonna say When you make me feel this way I just...hmmmm...... And it starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just like a child now Cause everytime you hold me in your arms I'm co
Just Keep Swimmin
My youngest started kindergarten this week. :( I'm one happy but sad momma. OK, I'm really trying this whole 'getting along' thing. It's not easy, because my ex drives me nuts. He's one of those guys that's a great person to have at a party. he's the guy that people call because 'Bob's fun to hang around with'. But, try having kids and having some type of relationship with him. He tries, I really think he does, but he just doesnt get it. Sine we split, I've had RESPONSIBILITY major, and I've managed to do ok. I'm rather proud of the fact I've brought my life to a good place. My kids are doing better, which was my main focus in all of this. However, WTF am I supposed to say when the ex tells me things like "It hurts to see you doing so well" or "It was easier to think you were a raving bitch, but now youre doing so well, im thinking I might have screwed up the best thing to happen to me". It doesnt make me want to be back with him. Not one bit. I have moved on, and it's ok. I try and w
Funny Jokes!!!
Honeymoon Sex A mother had 3 daughters. They were all getting married within a short time period. Because mom was a bit worried about how their sex lives would get started, she made them all promise to send a postcard from the honeymoon with a few words on how marital sex felt. The first girl sent a card from Hawaii two days after the wedding. The card said nothing but "Nescafe." Mom was puzzled at first, but then went to the kitchen and got out the Nescafe jar. It said: "Good till the last drop." Mom blushed, but was pleased for her daughter. The second girl sent the card from Vermont a week after the wedding, and the card read: "Benson & Hedges." Mom now knew to go straight to her husband's cigarettes, and she read from the Benson & Hedges pack: "Extra Long. King Size." She was again slightly embarrased but still happy for her daughter. The third girl left for her honeymoon in the Caribbean. Mom waited for a week, nothing. Another week went by, and still nothing. Then after
Getting Back In Shape
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth > > > of it. > > > Be sure to read all the way to the end! > > > > > > Tax his land, > > > Tax his bed, > > > Tax the table > > > At which he's fed. > > > > > > Tax his tractor, > > > Tax his mule, > > > Teach him taxes > > > Are the rule. > > > > > > Tax his work, > > > Tax his pay, > > > He works for peanuts > > > Anyway! > > > > > > Tax his cow, > > > Tax his goat, > > > Tax his pants, > > > Tax his coat. > &g t; > > > > Tax his ties, > > > Tax his shirt, > > > Tax his work, > > > Tax his dirt. > > > > > > Tax his tobacco, > > > Tax his drink, > > > Tax him if he > > > Tries to think. > > > > > > Tax his cigars, > > > Tax his beers, > > > If he cries, > > > thenTax his tears. > > > > > > Tax his car, > > > Tax his gas, > > > Find other ways > > > To tax his ass. > > > Tax all he has > > > Then let him know > > > That you won't
What Is Bothering Me
i have had a ok day i guess. i had to work and that was ok. but i got home today from geting the girls it was just a mess. and it ended yup bad i dont know what happened either. but i am real depressed and i dont even know why. i dont know what to do about it i just sit here trying to get over it and i cant this time not fully anyway. i just want to cry and i cant let it out. i tear up like im going to and then it just stops like it is teasing me. but i keep telling myself that i dont want to cry but that is not working either. im just in a mood tonight i guess. well this sucks. i am supose to be getting things ready for my childs birthday party sunday and i was supose to be off so i could well now i have to work. my boss didnt even acted like she care at all. im not that crazy about her anyway. but that just put me where i dont like her at all. i mean she could of worked for me but no she is still moving this weekend and had to be off like that was more important then my childs birthd
Short Stories
The Choctaw Indian Nation, a Muskogean tribe also known as Chakchiuma, or Chatot, traces its roots to the Mississippi Valley and some parts of Alabama. The Choctaw Indians' origin Myth is a fascinating one: The tribe had been travelling through rough terrain and dense forest for months, carrying the numerous bones of their dead; this task had taken its toll on the living, who grew more fatigued with each passing day of their seemingly unending journey. It is then that they came upon a creek, which the Chief decided they would use as their encampment for the winter. When the warmer climes came, the tribe was healthy from rest and an abundance of food from the surrounding area, so they decided to make the creek their permanent home. Overlooking the creek was a steep hill with an indent in one side, which the Choctaw named "Nunih Waya", meaning: "Productive Mound". Nunih Waya is also often referred to as "The Mother Mound"; from this, the Choctaw encampment got the name "Na
"Shopping is dangerous for you right now. It won't cause any physical harm, but you are seriously at risk of buyer's regret. Have a sensible friend or coworker tag along to keep you grounded." Are you kidding?? Shopping is my favorite sport. :-( Sad. Slow down and let others take center stage. It's a good day for you to play it safe -- big risks are much less likely to pay off, and you need to hedge your bets as much as you can. Someone close needs advice. This horoscope is completely on the ball today. "See if you can make one positive step toward improved health today. It's much easier than you'd think, thanks to a vibrant source of energy that is moving you in the right direction on its own." I just happen to be sick today!! Energy?? I have none right now :-( Can somebody push me in the right direction?
Woe Is Me
So here's the thing. We don't have to date long. Just buy me some flowers and spend the night with me and we can say goodbye.  But do buy me flowers that will die before my sheets are cold mmmmk.   Bitterness is a nasty pill to swallow. I don't want it. But I am sitting here explaining to my buddy why it is I am not going to be seeing someone I thought I was. Why do I need to explain someone else's actions or choices? FFS...I am so not in the mood for explanations when I know nothing. I know my job, my kids, myself, but as for anyone else I only know what I am allowed to know. I can assume...and I am probably dead on there..but it's not the same as knowing.   And seriously I know it's me. I don't need any advice or consolation. I am not interesting. I am extremely naive and incredibly easy. I am also fat. I am boring. Blah Blah Blah! I will not stay will pass quickly...but I might be a bit shitty or short for a while. I am not feeling spectacularly spunky. But do feel
Recently this past week, Nicole Dishuk (age 31...newly graduated student with a doctoral degree about to start her new career as a Doctor...) was flown into a nearby hospital, because she passed out. They found a blood clot in her neck, and immediately took her by helicopter to the ER to operate. By the time they removed the right half of her skull to relieve the pressure on her brain, the clot had spread to her brain causing severe damage. Since last Wednesday night, she was battling. They induced her into a coma to stop the blood flow, they operated 3 times. Finally, they said there was nothing left that they could do. They found multiple clots in the left side of her brain, the swelling wouldn't stop, and she was on life support. She died at 4:30 yesterday. She leaves behind a husband, and a 2yr old Brandon and a 4yr old Justin. The CAUSE of DEATH - they found was a birth control she was taking that allows you to only have your period 3 times a year... They said it interrup
Alone ?
Here I sit, once again alone. The trust I had for another is gone. Nothing left inside me, nothing left to feel. Emptiness fills me as the hours gro. Alone again, and on my own. Why do I love? Why do I care? I know that the truth is noone out there cares?? I am sick of this hurt and pain that fills me. I am sick and tired of all this dispair. I wish I could run, I wish I could fly. Away from the pain that fills me inside. Iam sorry that we never got to know each other. I am sorry that I lied. I wont be able to fix this, no matter what I try. I dont have anyone to turn to. I have no where to be able to speak my mind. The one time I am not myself, is the one time, I should have tried. I am not who you think I am, but you wont let me explain. I cant say I am sorry enough. But you have heard all of that already. I am sorry for what I did. I should have been honest. Whatever, I am done with everything. I am tired of this feeling I have inside. Waves of emotion fill me daily, tearing at
Tiggerfreaky1's Blog
I logged on today and anyone who knows me on here know what kind of person I am. Well Fubar took my points and fubucks away from me, saying I cheated. I can't help it if I am in a Yahoo Parenting group, know people from single sites, and in a AOL Group. I have had 5 Blasts, 1 HH, and I am a VIP. I am in a Bombing Family and alot of other groups on here. I have busted my ass to get as far as I got. I dont have to cheat. Please everyone help me Rate or someone please do a bad ass Bulletin. I just know now I will never invite anyone to this site again. And If it wasnt for my friends I have met here and got close to I would delete my account. I had over a million fubucks and only 400k till level 24. I think that is pretty good. Please I beg you guys help me like I have help before. You know I will return the favor. Man why do I even try to join anything on this site...????????? Man I join a bomber family and I let the owner know on the 7th it was this weekend and low and behold not one
For My Wicked Friend Witchesbrew
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I know that many members left KOW when Deanna left as she was the main reason many of us were there in the first place....since I was only a member of SOW I too left when she left.... Love does indeed do strange things to people if this is seen as a betrayal instead of the show of support it was for our one of hers has begun his own "tribe" and the jerk co-owner has decided he has the right to interfere.....He Doesn't,but apparently that won't stop him....please don't let the maliscious ramblings of an idiot keep you from becoming part of a small but caring family built in the manner our friend Deanna founded her platoon...she is a wonderful,caring person who gave us respect,treated us with dignity,and gave us reasonable,practical rules to if you unafraid of lunacy...come join the Mystic Warriors Tribe. This is to the "Kingdom of the Wolves",but most especially to their great tyrannical leader "Lord Wolf" seems that when he gives control of a platoon
World Rock Radio
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SOME ASSHOLE HAS BEEN GOING AROUND TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK TO MY FRIENDS. IF ANYONE ELSE HAS RECEIVED ANY EMAILS, SBs OR ANY OTHER MESSAGES ABOUT ME OR SUPPOSEDLY FROM ME PLEASE SEND ME COPIES OF EVERYTHING THAT IS SAID. MY REAL FRIENDS KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM. SO IF YOU BELIEVE THE LIES THEN I GUESS YOU ARE NOT AMONG THE REAL FRIENDS! ONCE AGAIN HATERS HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH THEIR LIVES OTHER THAN FUCK WITH ME! MORDECHAI Ok ASSHATs are on the loose again. it seems that a CERTAIN someone has HER panties in a wad. all because SHE fucked up. well it goes like this you had your chance to make things right and to say what you needed to say but you didnt you keep thinking that another chance meant that you had another chance to convince me that all you were doing was ok and that i should be the one who needed to change. well that shit doesnt work. i gave you my heart and you pissed it away. i opened my soul to you and you took from it every way to
Mumm Stuff evil_biznatch  (Online) United States April 14, 2009 @ 10:33 am #101 of 139 -- evil_biznatch said: omg u people make me so f*****g sick, i cant believe i even asked. of course u dont know all the details but u just assume all the way down the fucking road and be a bunch of evil pricks and cunts. i hope u all get crabs. Phat in the Hat™: Jedi Master said: i should be good on not getting crabs as long as i don't sleep with your slutty friend evil_biznatch said: go pluck ur eyebrows & maybe try to be less fat and ugly then u may have a slim chance of getting a crackwhore to sleep with u and give u the crabs. For her information I'm in very good shape aaaaaaaannnd I got a metrosexual style kit for Easter so HAHAHAHA bitch. I still got it. ^5 ok first this guy started deleting comments and shit...the whole mumm was about him complaining that he rates people 10s and gets 3s and
Surveys And Bitches
I discovered I don't have one...well a female one. My hubby is by far my best friend and will always know more than anyone else ever will most likely...but it would be nice to have a female that I could get kinda close to. I ran across the profile of a guy be crass...I would fuck just to say I did if I were single and I was going to share it with the chick I talk to most when I realized she just wouldn't appreciate it...he looked better than most movie vampires and she's not really into all that. Thats a huge part of me...hard to be best friends with someone who can't at least appreciate these parts. I'm actually getting to the point where I'd like to reach out and find someone (who is at least mildly stable because I have a friend who does appreciate very much the same things as I but she is PSYCHO..I never know when she's going to turn on me or be my friend) that I could drop a line like that on out of the clear blue. Would be nice. Still working on the next installm
i don't know about all you other fubar friends but i hate the new layout!!i thought fubar, was the adult my space ?now fubar is just a slightly updated my space!at least at my space you have control of the way you want the layout!to be a adult site and called a bar!theres nothing adult about not having choices!if anybody agrees with this please repost !!!
In The Name Of Love
All of these lines across my face Tell you the story of who I am So many stories of where I've been And how I got to where I am But these stories don't mean anything When you've got no one to tell them to It's true... I was made for you I climbed across the mountain tops Swam all across the ocean blue I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules But baby I broke them all for you Oh because even when I was flat broke You made me feel like a million bucks You do and I was made for you You see the smile that's on my mouth It's hiding the words that don't come out And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed They don't know my head is a mess No, they don't know who I really am And they don't know what I've been through like you do And I was made for you. All of these lines across my face Tell you the story of who I am So many stories of where I've been And how I got to where I am But these stories don't mean anything When you've got no one to tell t
Something To Think About....
you know its funny how when you get to looking back on things that were said,you sometimes dont realize that its actually been a long time.But I have come to the realization that sometimes I am better off to myself.bc people lie anymore and it gets old.Only good thing that I have in my life is my son.Tired of promises of shit that never happens,tired of hearing the same old shit but just a different day.Tired of having the feeling of being used or blamed for something that you have no control over.What happened to a handshake meaning more then someone's word or when a promise was kept and not broke.What happened to those days when things seemed a little better then they are now?Maybe thats asking to much anymore.Whether people read my blogs or not is fine by me,bc I dont care about someone's opinion,like the old sayin goes opinions are like assholes everyone has one,like it or not.Just some know how to take someone's else's words and let it not bother them.Funny how life can throw you
~ Dale Earnhardt Jr. ~
Dale Earnhardt Jr raced in an American Lemans Series Corvette in 2004 at Infineon. In practice, he had this scary crash where he suffered only minor burns. Earnhardt later said he clearly remembers someone pulling him out of the car (he is obviously dazed after the hit), but in the video, you can see nobody is there to do that. Inside car camera is a scary shot. Slow Motions of this Crash is intense Rusty hits Steve and he turns Sideways in front of Dale Jr. then he pushes Steve into and along the old guardrail. Dale Jr. gets out of the car and runs to help Steve. I remember this race well, was redflaged for like a hour while the guardrail was replaced. Dale Earnhardt Jr. unveils a new car and hosts "Elvis Music & Movies at Graceland," with The Dempseys and Andy Childs. Some of the same things are in each video but each also has each it's own in the 3rd one Dale Jr helps sing parts of "Don't be Cruel"
Why I Have Become Comfortably~numb
i wonder why sometimes i just feel like i am wasting my time with people that i shouldnt be thinking it is all a waste of time with. i wonder why sometimes i wish i lived the fairy tale life. i wonder why this world has to be the way it is. all i ever wonder is the stupid things in life then i wonder why i waste my time to think of it all. but in all reality i think we all do that which to some xtent is kinda dumb but hey thats life. i wonder why i never really grew up when i needed to, or why this life had to be mine. all i know is my son is my life and without him i would be wondering what the hell to do next. i wonder what would happen if it all just changed and what i wanted out of life happened, how would i react. its all a big wonder to me why those we love most bad things happen to them and those we cant stand seem to live forever. its all a wonder why people kill others and then themselves, like they feel they accomplished something. i live to wonder all the stupid crap in this
Contests / Challenges
Hello everyone, I have decided to host my first auction. This auction will run from today, January 21st starting at 10 P.M. Eastern till Thursday, January 31st at 10 P.M. The rules are simple..You may bid anything you like, Fubux, Blasts, Ticker Messages, VIP's, Happy Hours, Fubar T-Shirts..etc. Actual money items overshadow Fubucks. What the winner gets.... 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned. Please keep in mind this is for fun ONLY! Please, no rude comments! If you would like to be in the auction simply send me a message and let me know which pic you would like to enter. Anyone may join up until the Sunday the 27th of January at mid
Jabberwocky by Lewis Carroll 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand; Long time the manxome foe he sought-- So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And, as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One, two! One, two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and g
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5 Levels Of Hangovers
Q: My husband wants a threesome with my best friend and me. A. Obviously your husband can not get enough of you! Knowing that there is one of you he can only settle for the next best thing, your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can only bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure, then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is thank him by performing it twice a day: then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights out with the boys. A: This is perfectly na
Why did she do it? The question hurts my head. I wonder if she knows, How much I wish her dead. She went and stabbed me Directly in the back. I keep wondering why She had to get on the wrong track. I went and cried for weeks, Wondering why she hurt me so. I kept seeing that night in my head, just like a picture show. I wanted to tell her, exactly how I felt But each day I saw her, I knew I couldn't of dealt. Her laughs made me angry. Her joy made me sad. I needed someone to talk to, So I went to Mom and Dad. They told me they were sorry, What she did was really mean. They wished I had of told them, Before I turned sixteen. I looked at my loving parents, And knew it'd be all right. I told them that I loved them, And gave them a hug good night. I looked at her the next day, And knew now for sure That I did not need a friend, Who was that immature. There's a Girl who always sits and cries because her life is filled with lies Her Life

Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big
Adv 1997
by Dr. William Pierce Every evening when I have turned on the television news during the past few weeks, the message has had the same theme: Saddam Hussein must be stopped! Saddam Hussein is a danger to America! We must destroy Saddam Hussein! About the only difference I've noticed in these daily news messages is that they're steadily becoming more strident, more demanding, more imperative: We must destroy Saddam Hussein! And in support of this message the television people are using all of their tricks to stir up public opinion in favor of another war against Iraq. Day after day we hear things like: "Saddam continues to defy the United Nations. Saddam thumbs his nose at America. Saddam challenges us to do something about his illegal actions." These inflammatory comments are made against a background of old film footage of Saddam in his military uniform, grinning at us. NBC's news anchor Tom Brokaw seems really impatient: "Why don't we take out Saddam now?" he asks. "Why don't we
Well im still not giving up on the idea that there is someone out there for me....right now im having fun with my friends and enjoying life but still feel there is something missing...that special person to share it with. I have moved on and i am ready to date again and open up my heart and hope this time it does not get crushed. Anyways who knows maybe i have already met the person im meant to be with and just dont know it or maybe he is still out there waiting to meet me one day. Guess i have to wait and find out. For now i will just try be happy with how things are. Rainey For those of you who dont know i am going through some rough times a few weeks ago my uncle died and a few days ago we lost 4 other family members to a fire so please forgive me if i seem distant or depressed I am just having a hard time dealing with these mulitple deaths here is the story of the 4 who died My cousin is the only one who made it out of the fire. He
Sacred Love
Let me know what you think if you try it. 6 oz golden brown sugar 4 oz chipotle chili powder (do not use regular chili powder or you will lose smoki-ness) 2 oz ground cinnamon (preferably Ceylon-ese or Cassia) 1 oz freshly ground pepper (preferably a mix of black, green and pink peppercorns) 1 oz garlic powder (if you use garlic salt or granulated garlic use half the salt below) 4 tsp salt The ratio of sugar to chili regulates heat. Pepper adds heat to a lesser extent, but adds depth to the heat. Salt enhances flavor but it can be left out for a lo-sodium diet. Some additions to the second test: 1 TBSP fresh ground mustard seed 1 TBSP dry thyme Being a combination "night owl" and "early riser" throughout much of the week, as you might guess, I have a certain passion for coffee that goes beyond the subdued, "Yeah I'll take a cup of coffee." and settles more into, "GIVE ME COFFEE! NOW!" at 5 am when I start my run/walk/crawl thingy. And having spent time in Provence,
Jackal's Blog
My friend is in a contest and is holding her own but you know how these things go. She could use some comments so if you could go and help her out I would greatly appreciate it. I never ask for much from my friends on here this is a time I will. If you don't like poor grammar and spelling don't bother reading further I just needed to rant what was oon my brain. How do you handle it when you care for someone deeply and you know things would be great with them. They just got hurt and are having a rough time just in general and just want to be friends and take things day by day. I am in this situation and have never been here before. I am one that normally either dates the person they like or just say screw it and go on. Since my divorce I have had a wall around my heart to try to advoid this exact situation. This is the first person I have met and had such a connection with that I have opened myself up completly to them. I respect their wish to be single and just s
SAD SAD SAD The things that we do in the name of love are truly atrocious at times....especially when children are put in the middle. I have a child with my ex and we struggle to keep the peace in order to make sure OUR daughter has both her parents available to her. Don't get me wrong there is absolutely NO LOVE LOST between my ex and I....and we can have some pretty hellacious arguments...and often do. When it comes down to it we are both there for her. She has the opportunity to know both sides of her family and to gain and grow from those experiences. When I hear about parents who deny access to another parent I have to wonder what the hell? Can you imagine your life without your father or mother? I know that would be inconceivable for me. How can that possibly be the in best interest of the child? Seriously, if that parent isn't out commiting murder or carjacking laid down and created something both should bear the responsibility and
My Stuff!
At some point in my life I thought everyone was fake and noone really cared. From somewhere and somehow you ended up here. Always a gentle kind word. Now if you weren't here to say hi ,or just let me know you were still here I would lose a part of my world. I know that noting between us will ever be more than what it is now, but as long as you are in my life I'll always hold you near. This is for one of my best friends noone will ever take your place you have a special place in my heart and you know who you are. Love you . Dinner and a movie 45.00 Condom and a quick roll in the sack .75 and a waste of time. The love I have to offer PRICELESS It's dark I'm losing sight of the light. Can this be true might I die? Who will miss me, who would care. I wonder why this happened to me an not you. Not that of course i would wish tis on anyone, but more as a question. So many times I have often wondered especially lately what my family my friends my kids would do without me? I'm faced w
Poems I've Made
Walking Through The Fields Of Memory Watching Them Fall Like Flakes Of Snow To The Earth - Wondering About Yesterday Not Considering Tomarrow - Then Your Voice I Heard Calling To Me So Softly - Like An Angels Love Or A Demons Con - Words Of Love Those Are What You Speak - Remembering When You Would'nt Look My Way Now You Look Through Me - The Memory Fades You're Standing In Front Of Me - Reaching Out To You My Arms Wrap Around You - Now You're Heart's Mine Now We've Got Nothing But Time - Watching The Memories Fall From The Heavens Like Snow Flakes To The Earth - They Gently Melt Away On The Soft Earth Making Sure That New Roots Get Fed - They Will Grow Strong With Time WithStand Any Forces That Come Their Way - Just Like .. You and I ~All Sad or Happy Memories Make Us Who We Are~ ~They Make Us Strong~ ~So We Too Can Take Any Storm Head On~ ~With All Good Or Bad Things That Happen, All They Do Is Make Us Stronger~ ~No Matter What~ ~Some
My Porms
A man's daughter had asked the local minister To come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, He found the man lying in bed with his head Propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow Had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, Not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never Known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," The old man continued, " Until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, "Johnny, prayer is
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Lyrics Of Songs That Mean Something To Me
I'm a movement by myself. But I'm a force when we're together. Mami I'm good all by myself. But baby you, you make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. [Fabolous] You plus me, it equals better math. Ya boy a good look but, she my better half. I'm already bossin', already flossin'. But why I have the cake if it ain't got the sweet frostin'? (yep yep yep yep). Keepin' me on my A game (what what what what). Without havin' the same name (that that that that that). They may flame (but but but but). But shawty, we burn it up. The sag in my swag, pep in my step. Daddy do the Gucci, mami in Giuseppes. Guess it's a G thing, whenever we swing. I'mma need Coretta Scott, if I'm gonna be King. [CHORUS] [Ne-Yo] First thing's first, I does what I do. But everything I am, she's my influ. I'm already boss, I'm already fly. But if I'm a
Spiritual Growth
Morning .
Need a chuckle this morning ? Here ya go! WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand
Tear drops fell from Heaven as he looked into her eyes. Slowly caressing her body, Hands upon her thighs. Kissing her with passion, his lust she could feel. He wanted to show her madly, his love for her was real. He kissed down to her neck, She gasped a passionate moan His hand slid up her thigh, to touch her forbidden zone. He started to rub lightly, Her moaning he could hear. He could feel her wetness, through her panties oh so sheer. He wrapped her legs around him, one thrust and he was in. She screamed in pure delightness, as their love making began. His hands explored her body, His manhood explored her cove. The pleasure they were feeling, as they both set to explode. He started moving faster, keeping steady track. He began to moan so loudly, as her nails ran down his back. Hearts beating rapidly, the time was getting near. The sounds of pure orgasm, was all that they could hear. both their bodies shaking, as they exploded at the same time, she a
My Poems!
Everyone said we would make it together, and that we were such a cute couple Until you met another girl. I tried to make you stay But you wouldn't listen to me You were the love of my life Always staying with me every night Until you met another girl. I cant believe you would do this to me I never thought i would lose you like this I kept seen you less and less All because you met another girl. I'm just trying to find, the better part of me. I just feel like crying, But all i can do is fall to my knees. It's not easy to be alone, When you have no one to love or care for you. Now i can feel the tears rolling down my cheek, As i dream of a guy to care to care for me. I want a guy who is so true, And wont make me cry or feel so blue! Sending you my love with words spoken true From the depths of my heart I send them to you Like petals of a rose is the touch of your face I can feel it every time we're wrapped in embrace The taste of your lips is like sweet dripp
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My Lovin (Youre Never Gonna Get It) - En Vogue
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Listen With Your Heart
Your Luck Quotient: 61% You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way. How Lucky Are You? You Can Make 69% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end. Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You? Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style?
My Feelings
OK first off i want to straight out something right now that i am a real person and not a fake yes i am real in my age not fake in my age and if my profile says Sydney Australia then that's also real i have my own tastes in life including younger women some older women are my friends on here but in general i sometimes feel uncomfortable around older women as long they understand i only want to be just friends but that's just the way i am and i am uncle of a almost 2 yr old nephew and on this site i am been how i would be away from the pc and i am the way i am everyday i am a sensitive person with real feelings i just hope you can understand the way i am and the music i like is also real the cool cat and sexy part of my username is because of a nick name mr cool cat and i always think of myself as sexy everyday from Bruce ps i hope this clears up the way i am for you people. Things you all should know about when rating my page inlcuding my pics and blogs i like it when i
Friend In Need
This is my friend you for whom you have been bombing. PLEASE read the note from her daughter!!!! Just a short and sad update on my Mom. This morning at 5 am my mother slipped into a coma. The dr's are doing everything they can for her. For those of you that do care please keep her close in your heart and prayers. Talk to her in your mind!!!!!!!!!!!! Let her know how much we all love her and want her back. I have a friend who entered a contest and was taken to the hospital on Friday. She has been battling cancer for 11 years and has been fighting the good fight. None of us know when she might be home again and I think it would be such a wonderful gesture if we could help her win the contest. I wouldn't ask any of you to do this if she was able to do it on her own, but she isn't! At this point, she is trailing by almost 10,000 comments. The contest ends on Sept. 8. If you would be able to help and even ask some of your friends to help, I would be MOST grateful. Thank you in adva
About Me
Patricia -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at According to this reading, you are 61% sexually hot! 'How sexually hot are you?' at
Drink Of Life's Blood
dont walk away boy - Jade
I feel myself running again Same old story, same old end. I thought you loved the real me But you only love who you want me to be. I cant see love in the light that you do You want to share me and I have to share you It's not how love was meant to be Them being with you, you being with me You tell me that there is a compromise And yet either way Im crushed inside I can walk away and just let you go Or you can have others as I die slow How the fuck can I be true to everyone else When you're asking me not to be true to myself And yet the ties that bind us run deep I can't walk away, only sit here and weep So now its time to go back in my shell And realize that love is nothing but hell Same old story, same old end Into my heart I'm withdrawing again When all of my world seems upside down And life is lonesome and gray I just close my eyes And think about you And you’re only a heartbeat away When my life gets hectic And my patience wears thin And I ca
Can't Understand???!!
Im walking this for jeffrey October 20,2007 Please help me reach my goal of $200 to help the society reach its goal of $70,000 on this walk. HERE is the link to my homepage/ The Light The Night Walk will return to the beautiful 24th Street Park along the Boardwalk in Virginia Beach. Please join us as we walk together to accomplish the Society's mission: to cure leukemia, lymphoma, and myeloma and improve the quality of life for patients and their families. You have the chance to be a part of something great. The Society is the largest voluntary health organization dedicated to finding cures for blood cancers. Because of the success of Light The Night walkers across the country, we are well on our way to accomplishing our mission! The Society is investing millions of dollars in the most promising blood cancer research available and seeing tangible results that improve the quality of life of patients and their families.
Take Two
I open my eyes to a world gone black and white There is no longer color to my life I gaze in the mirror and see no reflection What trick of the mind could this be I call out to you but you still walk away Am I really so unimportant to you these days I look down to find that I I didn't really wake at all And never will again Yet no one mourns for me I'm so confused. I've done so many things lately I said I'd never do. I'm totally head over heels for someone else's man but in my defense she treats him like shit.He and I have great fun together. We're all happy and then she calls and ties him in knots. He thinks they can make it but is unhappy so much of the time it breaks my heart. If I thought for even one minute she wouldn't break his heart this time or that she wasn't using him I'd walk away. I have a few guys who want to go out with me and I know they would be awesome to me. I care deeply about them both but is it really fair to try to have a relationship
Remeber Me
The Graduation Gift Story A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angrily, he raised his voice to his father and said, "With all your money you give me a Bible?" And stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and w
For Angee......
If your ever in trouble when were apart ill be your light to help you find your way back home. You were always there for me but now its my turn. I know your you were here for me all this time. Just my love ill always love you. So stay in my heart forever. And never let this friendship fade away because you mean everything to me. You guided me up the hills of fears and flied across the wonders of life. I just want you to come back home safely...ill be your light forever so your never alone. You showed me high and low of this world *climbs on your shoulders and holds you tightly* I gave you my heart and so hold it tight and never let go. My heart is yours to keep. Your secrets will be my wants and fears. Just remember I'm always with you. There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of kno
My Random Poetry
waking up and not knowing myself, the world, anything i look in the mirror the face so unfamiliar my belongings hold no value since they hold no meaning i now wander the streets my mind races does this hold significance something my mind should embrace no names or memories to help the cause im alone destined to figure myself out on my own a hard day of serching has come and gone with nothing to show but a lost soul now i return to the location in which i awoke i decide go through my belongings again to figure out who i once was and like before i am forsaken its late now i crawl into bed and quickly fall asleep maybe the morning will bring solice in my memories forming or perhaps another day of serching and hoping describe the pain the torture of this domain oh how i love to watch you sqirm i take this device see the fear in your eyes and very slowly into your skin i slice all the agony you must feel is enough to sustain me everthing before yo
You Can't Be Serious..
I don't know why every person I deal with seems to think that making me feel better is the answer to their own problem. Look, I understand that people 'may' care and all, but when I want to be cared about, I'll care about myself. It's just easier that way. It can't get much clearer than "I want to be left alone." But for some reason, whenever I tell someone that, that for some reason still gives them license to come bug me, or call me 50 times a day over some dumb shit, or even worse, getting pissy because I have "shut them out". GET THE FUCK OVER IT! It pisses me off that people do not realize that THEY might be the reason that I do not want to be bothered today. And even if not, I should not be made to feel like shit because I would rather be alone and have no conversation at all than sit with someone who persists to piss me off, and force myself to have conversation I clearly do not fucking feel like having. OK. That's all done now. Back to ///////#~~~ I think I completly mismanag
Sometimes it feels like, I am living another mans life. My nights dreamless empty shells, I wake up dreaming. Presenting to the world, spiderweb memories pieced together. Painted with a happy face, to fool the people that I meet. I try to fit together pieces, a shattered life. Every piece of shattered dreams I touch fractures, I wake up dreaming. When I close my eyes, her face fills my mind. When I picture that perfect life, I hear her whisper in my ear. Days trundle by in a hazy waltz, dancing to numb tunes from far off. I have no dreams left that are my own, I wake up dreaming. I miss it I haven’t felt it in so long It pains me. I haven’t felt it in so long, Yet I remember exactly what it was like And that’s why it hurts. Because I do remember what it was like To be happy….. I do remember how to smile And how to laugh! I do think back to yesteryears, And the memories they hold. I remember these things. I remember every hug,
Remember 9/11/2001
About Love
Poems enter your heart, and flow into your soul. Some may have parts, and others maybe whole. Poems let you see the truth, that's in someones mind. Like you're standing behind a booth, and the person is right in front of you. Poems give you sight, to see your very soul. As poems are glowing lights, for the reader to behold I have a problem It started with you It ended with me As the sun pierced my skin The moonlight intoxicates the mind This loneliness feels never ending One Bullet to end it all A selfish thought A kiss of lead To end it all You can’t sigh when you’re dead I had a problem You started it I ended it A poem is something, Not everyone can write, A poem can make, Long and restless nights, A poem can be, Anything you feel, A poem is also, Something you can steal, A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good
September 11th 2001 Heros
Okay you may want to read this but I'm not sure. I may write something very poignant and then again it may be trash. So here goes.... Here is my story.(with a little background first) Sept 11th 2001, We were in the middle of a historical baseball season in Seattle. I am a huge baseball fan. I still am. I was married and had 3 step kids at the time. I am not married anymore and no longer have 3 step kids. I actually split with my ex 2 weeks or so after 9/11. I do not have cable and haven't for almost 10 years now. I grew up on Airforce bases and love to fly. I still love to fly I listened to every single Mariners game that season, unless I was there(I went to about 30)The night before 9/11 I had been listening to the game in my car and therefore my radio station was tuned to the talk/news station. I got up and fixed the kids breakfast. Helped them get ready for school and hop'd in the car. When we got in the first thing I did was turn the radio all the way down. I wanted to enjoy
Poems By Others
ANGEL OR DEVIL An angel in her sleep Oh that sweet face So serene and at peace It makes my heart race An angel when awake So kind and so giving Oh my good friend This Angel is living She is also a devil A tattoo on her Down on her ankle It can be seen for sure She is devlish at times Likes to tease and have fun A cute little devil Oh she sure is one Is she angel or devil That's for you to choose But as for me She is both I can't lose Don wrote this for me. It is the most beautiful poem I have read. Thanks sweetheart When I lay in bed after a long day I think, I fear and I pray She will always be ok She is my friend She is my dear friend She is my sweet friend She is my best friend My friend yes so true But she is my sweetheart too She is so shy and very coy To just kiss her is pure joy She's a thief in the night She stole my heart But that's all right She's my friend That is for
Poems Again
SHOWER THOUGHTSI'm in my shower by myselfalone with youplaying with myselfsoaking in wet streamsimagining youas I lather myself caressing clean my cockdirtying my mindMy wife by herselfalone in our bedroomwatches the morning newsdresses for the daygoes downstairs for breakfastdrinks her coffeereads her newspaperimagines....whatever...I imagine yougetting wet for mespreading open for mehoneying your pussy for mecircling your clit for mewanting meplaying in this bathtub with mecandles and champagnekissing mesucking metoying with memy cock a moby dicksurfacing from the deepyou a Queequegharpooning me with your eyestaking me....squeezing my spermThen your pussy rising for mesleek and shiny like apple skinme tasting your fruit, your sweetnessyou offering me every orificeyou wanting everything filledtongue, finger, cock in them allI give you....and I give youtwo fingers in cunt, pinky in ass, tongue everywhereyour back arching for meyour toes squiggling for meyou, everywhere, coming for mean
Little Devil
When I fall down and no one seems to be around. When I don't seem to belong and my heart has no song. When the flowers seems to bloom, But my heart is full of gloom. I look to the stars and then I know where you are . I feel the warmth of your heart in mine and I know you to be true and kind. Even though I am one little star in the heavens, I know the price you paid for our sinning. When I stoped and looked to see , I knew your love has always been with me. Then I felt the safety of your embrace,With all your love and your grace. AMEN 2000 ~ God promises to always be there for you ~ "cr by Starja There is one thing certain about our economy - it is uncertain . There are periods when "consumer confidence" is high . The United States government presents glowing reports of a reduced national debt. Interest rates are low and unemployment is down . The flip side of the coin is our trade deficit is enormous . The stock market is extremely volatile and the word economy is shaky . {{ Norma
Lovely days.. Lovely days come back to me again For the days past have been so painful and monstrerous that I need to see lovely days come to me! someone to spoil someone to hold someone to love someone to mold me in to a woman that I wish to become... more beautiful then the ocean. Lovely days, come back to me Take me from the pain the pain that used to be lovely days Come to me! Ok so its not as good as what I usually do,..but its there for in progress :) The leaves have fallen. Blown by the merciless winds, Driven down by the pariless rain. They only come at night. Like monsters or thieves robbing me of mine lovely dreams. Mine thoughts are mine own. Scattered about as these leaves. I cannot see. Nay, I cannot see. O'Lord, mine God, I pray Thee, help me There are too many. Too many of these dreadful leaves. They flutter about so chaotically. And as for the blessed sleep. There, mine own fears haunt me. A
My Life Sucks
a href="" target=_blank> here the link for it if you want to bid iam back from iowa my dads services two of my sister and a brother split my famley in to they so disrepsted my dad my son is name for my dad them sob would not let him be a paul bear my asshole brother even work my dad biggs to his services and when to the rest home where my dad pass away at and stole alot of thing us kids hade got him over the years his little bithch daughter got to be a paulbear and this little bithch thinks she going to get some of my dad askes to put in a necklace and wear around her neck over my dead body well the fight not over with yet iam going back to iowa to finshes this fight i was pissed that my mom let it happend so me and her are not talking now well write more later after i cool down i lost my hero he was my dad no matter what i was going though he was there for me but he pass away yesturday so now he gone i will miss talking
Chain Gang Solider
My Poetry
I love you day and night I hope someday you will see the light. The light that shines like the heaven above I love you your my one true love. I love you like the light house shines on the bay I love you no matter what you say I love you more everyday I love you in every single way. I love you Stephen that is what i will always say. This poem was written for me, Now this is romantic :) You were once a guy i never knew then you became my friend you were always there for me when i needed a helping hand you were there for me when i needed an ear just for someone to hear. as time grew i started falling in love with you. i now want to be your wife and stand beside you thru your life. i love you and i care. i will always be there for you just like you are for me. if i never tell you enough i thank you my love for everything you do. i love you Stephen and this will alwa
Playlist On My Profile (go There To Listen)
Other than artists like Young MC, LL Cool J, and the Imfamous Run DMC, I have always been limited in my rap tastes. What can I say? I'm a country white boy. I got into Fugees, because of No Woman No Cry, the Bob Marley cover. I remember this track though. I had seen the movie Sleepwalkers. The ending theme by Enya flipped me out. It was almost scary. Here they are using that same theme as the background to the song. I love it! This song goes back to my Senior year od Hight School 97-98. Has it been 10 yeas already? Alot of people think this doesn't compute... 27 with 10 1/2 years in the army. I joined during my junior year, and attended Basic before my senior year. Basically I came back to school completely different. For one, I had plenty of money in my Music has been my lifeblood since I was a baby. Spending a summer not hearing anything but Army Cadence hurt. THe day I got home I went on a music spree. Every day after that I bought 1 CD. Between me a
hey yall whats up hows yall doing well i got this new guestbook i would like if yall sign it i just wanna see how many people veiw my page and thats the eziest way to see and to stay in touch well b ez and keep in touch !!!! well lets see i guess what i have come to realize is that reality sucks and no matter how far you get or go you still get slammed right onur dick i just dont get it you ever wounder what the rainbow looked like on the other side? you ever wounder what path lifes gonna take you? i do wounder and i do make my own dicisions in life i choice the way i walk i choice to b on the streets i choice to do dumb shyt well i had been given the extra walk of life and i guessyou dont know what ya got till its gone so i guess for nowon imma just give myself to the cars do nothing but work on cars and liver the best i know how and hang out with the kids thay what matters and thay love me unconditionaly maybe this is a wake up call maybe this is whats up maybe this is whats goo
Don't Know Yet.
For Friends and Family. Out of nowhere,really out of the blue a butterfly has come with a delivery for you Flying day and night to give you a special kiss filled with love, happiness,and a lot of bliss A kiss is just her own unique way... so you know you are loved and have a great day! It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails. You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share and just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questions in its ways. Sometimes,hopefully at least once in your life-the gift of love will come
One summer evening during a violent thunderstorm a mother was tucking her small boy into bed. She was about to turn off the light when he asked with a tremor in his voice, "Mommy, will you sleep with me tonight?" The mother smiled and gave him a reassuring hug. "I can't dear," she said. "I have to sleep in Daddy's room." A long silence was broken at last by his shaking little voice, "The big sissy."
Ramblings.. Poetry.. Stuff I Attempt To Write.. Lol
I have a dog tag that stays on my keyring that says this: "TO GRAVES REGISTRATION... AS YOU BAG ME UP KISS MY COLD DEAD ASS." ROFLMFAO As I lay here in deep thought My mind wonders to your enchanting smile I long to hold you , heart to heart for eternity Holding you in my arms is like holding the world I have never felt a love such as this I wonder why God has granted me this great gift Am I worthy of such splendor Do I deserve such wonders My heart aches at the thought of being away from you Every moment I am gone seems like millineums I am lost, lost without you by my side Lost without your heart next to mine Can there be such love in this place Can it be true Are you the one true gift from God My only desire is to hold you close to me Forever and Eternity , My everything I have so much hurt inside, Sometimes I just want to die, I try and hide it with a smile, But that only lasts a little while, Is it right for me to feel this way, I have done nothing
What Has Been Taught To Me.
We as men and women have our own sense of beauty. We look at mountains and trees and landscapes that truly take our breath away. Women look at men who have amazing bodies and say he is a handsome man. Men look at the women with amazing bodies and say she is a beautiful woman. But what is beauty really? Beauty is something that is noticed all around us in a purely visual sense but sometimes people can see past what is seen and realize there may be beauty in something that no one else will realize. The deserts are barren and hot and miserable. Yet you will see wildlife and vegetation even in the deserts that are in a way beautiful in the way they flouish and survive. Even a desert has an oasis of some sort not in the literal sense but in a metaphorical sense. People that some would never look at have their own beauty. However, very rarely do we look towards the beauty that person contains on the inside. Inner beauty is contained in all things, people, animals, and n
Fu~salute Contest!!
Ok folks, I am GoInG to host a contest for the best Fu~Salute.1st place prize will be a 7 day blast, Second place will get choice of a ticker or Choice of BPG.Wanna enter??? The only rule i will have is it must be a FU approved salute......bombing WILL be to anyone and everyone.Contest will begin 9/29/07 at midnight cst and will close 10/6/07 at midnight cst Fumail me ur pic link ,The more the better....lets make the first contest i host kick ass!!! DJ*TwiZLeTTe*[WifeyOfWardenAli]InMaTe#663087@ fubar Ok folks, I am GoInG to host a contest for the best Fu~Salute.1st place prize will be a 7 day blast, Second place will get choice of a ticker or Choice of BPG.Wanna enter??? The only rule i will have is it must be a FU approved salute......bombing WILL be to anyone and everyone.Contest will begin 9/29/07 at midnight cst and will close 10/6/07 at midnight cst Fumail me ur pic link ,The more the better....lets
Just Stories
You gather me in your arms, and carry me to the bedroom. But before you lay me down, I tell you I want to worship you. So gently you set my feet back on the floor, and I set a chair before the full length mirror. You sit facing in, and I kneel before you. My hands on your knees, I begin kissing along your inner thigh. Your eyes wander from watching my mouth to watching the reflection in the mirror, where you can see the curve of my back, and my round ass. Your fingers find their way through my hair, and as I move up your legs, more of my body is revealed to you. Just as my mouth takes you in, I dip my back, and you can see my lips, still wet from your kisses. You moan from the feel of my hot mouth engulfing you, as well as the temptation of my wetness, begging to be touched. I lick and kiss my way up and down your hardness, my tongue occasionally dipping down to swirl around your balls, and your fingers tighten in my hair. One hand circles your shaft and begins to stroke it as my tongu
a summer breeze caressing my body his loving glance warmed me down to my soul bringing forth my thoughts of being naughty i felt licked by flames, me a piece of coal and he didnt, hadnt even touched me i glanced across the room at my lover his eyes flames dark with desire i could see and they danced for only me, no other the grand ballroom became a great big haze as my skin became licked by burning flames my eyes began to take on desires glaze my lover and i whispered each others' names if only we were home to skip and play and to forget about thoughts of our day on takeing a trip to a foreign place i looked upon a new lover's dear face much like romeo and his juliet i had want for him as soon as we met but, alas for us it can never be but our love, so strong between he and me cause, thought we care for each other so much we never shared each other's kiss or touch so now, as i sit with a pen in hand, and dreaming so of that far away land, hoping i
She's Walking Down The Aisle She's walking down the aisle With a smile as pure as honey A gust of wind as smooth as silk A glimmer of hope A ray of light. She's walking down the aisle With lovely clothes of crimson red A look of a saintly figure A voice of an angel A silent whisper. She's walking down the aisle With eyes as deep as the sea A song of the morning bird A divine vision A picture of paradise. She's walking down the aisle Like clouds floating in the sky Like an angel ascending from heaven Like a drop of rain in the desert Like a promise never broken. She walks down the aisle. She asks me a question. I say the words to answer. And time stands still... As i say 'i do' - Sikandar Razzaq Bughio - reading this brought tears to my eyes and makes me wonder if i will ever fall in love or get married... does love exist? i am stuck on my theory that love is just a higher form of lust. can love be found over he internet? many seem to belie
Just Random...
if you could just drop a few comments i would really apperciate it and all love will be returned...thx..( COWGIRL HUGS )...LOL..ok this was my bad..hehe...So if you could just click on the pic.which will take you to the pic that im in the contest in..i would love any and all comments,,and yes the love will be returned...and then some...hope ya'll have a great day ) COWGITL HUGS ) A warrent for the arrest of your heart has been issued due to the fact that it belongs to me now and you are no longer in control of it... I must also inform you,that you have the right to remain silent,while i kiss you from head to toe...You also have the right to be represented and overcome by an intense passion before sexual questioning...any thing you say during sexual intercourse WILL BE USED IN YOUR FAVOR in a court of love.. Court pleads this case of untrievened desire and satisfaction,which will result in the action of me having complete control over your sexy body...I am going to blow your mind i
My Ramblings
Chorus We could walk barefoot through the warm wet sand Take a second look at what we had I been thinkin' a lot since I been here Past the neon lights and the L.A. Haze I'm a different man these days So come on out, The Coast is Clear So I have been home all weekend so far with my kids. My daughter has been kinda sick so I have been taking care of her. We've just been laying around watching movies and cartoons. Though I haven't gotten much accomplished around the house yet, I don't mind. I'll work on it this evening after the kids goto bed. Oddly, I am in a decent mood considering how things have gone for me lately. It probably has alot to do with just being with my kids. They keep me grounded and centered and seem to be able to make me feel better when life has been beating all the good out of me. I am a homebody mostly so this has been kinda nice. But its not all I am. The weather here has sucked for sometime now so I just stay in and stay warm. Besides, I ha
Funny Stuff?
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for." An old prospector walks his tired old mule into a western town one day. He'd been out in the desert for about six months without a drop of whiskey. He walked up to the first saloon he came to and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, A gunslinger walked out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The gunslinger looked at the old ma
New Members
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A Day With An Irish Lass
I have been home sick with pneumonia, and need some pampering....What would you do for me to help me get better quickly? Last year around this time, my best friend, Bill and I went house shopping. We were both looking to find our own houses . We came upon this great little place which had once been a ski chalet. It was smaller than what either of us were used to, but we both fell in love with it immediately. As we walked into it, there was an immediate sense that this was home! We agreed, that each of us had that feeling. I saw how much he loved it and knew that I had to pass, I didn't matter if he bought it, because I'd be there all the time anyway, so I could visit it, right? So, we continued on our search for me... Well, a week later, Bill ended up in the hospital and the doctor said that his cancer had spread throughout his lymphatic system, his liver and bone and to his esophagus. We brought him home and things started taking a dive very quickly...The la
Do not wait for your ship to come in, get in your boat and row out Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you are lonely, remember it's true Somebody somewhere is thinking of you. The past cannot be changed, the future is still in your power.
Random Ramblings'
Faith Current mood: discontent Category: lost Dreams and the Supernatural I have learned of truths from my beautiful youths my baby girls, my gifts from God My Momma never taught me anything but lies I've worked so hard, can you see in my eyes there is so much more than money's false power so much more than meets the eyes I need more faith to make it through to walk the talk I need to do to share the love of creation hand in hand with a man that loves the creator too still waters don't always run deep sometimes their just still I need a partner to pray with God is Goddess is Jah is Love I ask for more faith from forces above if you don't beleive in God How can I beleive in you I cannot lie in your arms and pretend it doesn't matter loving the creator is everything to me Grant me faith to speak in truth heart to heart, eye to eye, soul to soul grant me strength to not get fooled by my mind over my soul i want to be sacred not an empty shell that is naked
You took everything, I held dear to my heart. Now theres nothing left, I just fall apart. Cold empty feeling hatred burns inside. Your with me every waking moment No where safe to hide. Trapped inside this nightmare unable to awake. Hurting me so deeply, its more than I can take. No one I can turn to for no one feels this pain. Shutting down completely slowly going insane. Wishing I could take back the things you took from me. Unlock the chains that bind me longing to be set free. You got what you wanted im cold almost dead Pictures of you haunt me nightmares fill my head. I sit here feeling numb in the cold and lonely place. You took away my dreams reality I must face. Nothings pure anymore ..............................Tainted Everything around me dark,smelly,dingy The smell of death has covered it all no looking back. What was meant to be shall be. Thoughts run clear though the mind quite distorted. Longing for anything simple anything warm s
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I remember a time when all my tears were over grazed knees and mummy and daddy were all i had the please when boys were grose and i was happy with being just pals no front teeth, and cute piggy tails back when mummy's word was god when bed time was set all the memorys of childhood and the friends i wont forget when life was easy and we spoke about it all when the hardest thing was homework and the wake up call for school parties were for cake and the mummies time to chat i could handle all the grazed knees if i could go back to that
Ms Anna B Blog
I just can't get my mind off of you All those times I had being with you Missing those eyes and lips everyday Holding you and loving you always I just can't get over you baby girl Why did this have to happen to us Should I keep on or leave it alone Please let me hear you come on now I tried to say good-bye but I cant Your in my heart & dreams baby Can't go another day without you Let this love come true please girl This is about us not the others girl I want to show you the world in & out Let me sit down and tell you about it Let's love again and keep it going on We had so much but how did it end How can we regain this love for us It's weird not being able to hold you Driving me crazy not seeing you now I can't seem to get you off my mind You were my girl but now it's gone You didn't want to say bye but I did I just ask myself everyday why oh why Should I write to you or call you up Maybe it will make us both feel better Just take t
Some Shit To Show
Just wanted to let everyone know that we thank you all for being loyal to DDC. Its about to get better all and that is a promise. CCA & myself have been working closely with our Owner Ice about how to improve D&DC. One of our goals is to get every memeber more involved. We are a family and working together is important. Any ideas anyone has will be helpful. Either private message myself of CCA and let us know what you think. Lets make our owner proud. On to other business. I still have a few memeber tags to make and will be working on them. The contest for memeber of the month will be held in December. There will be one female and one male and the vote will be between the two. The prize we are still trying to figure out. We will be grateful for any suggestions. This will happen once every three months with a memeber of the year contest held next December. We want our memebers to know how much they mean to us. Also we will be starting a bi-weekly newletter sent through private m
bf application Body: bf application Body: If you're a boy, title this girlfriend application and if you're a girl then title this boyfriend application. Repost this and see who's eligible to be your special someone. Have fun!! Send it back in a message if you think you could get the job... :) lol Name: Age: Phone Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere? [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one? [] smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me? [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't
Home Life
Squeeeeeeeeee! I'm going to "Phantom of the Opera"!!!!!!!!!!!! Hubby bought tickets last night (but we don't have them yet...they're supposed to be mailed to us). With any luck we'll get them before Christmas and he'll put them under the tree to open at my mom's on Christmas Eve. I know, I won't be a surprise at all, but I don't consider it to be a waste. After all, since he paid $206.50 (Canadian dollars) for the tickets, I don't expect there to be anything else under the tree for me from him. =^_^= (Even though I kinda had my heart set on a new MP3 Player...but in all honesty, I'd much rather go to see "Phantom of the Opera"! I can buy an MP3 player any time, but the last time Phantom was here in Saskatchewan was 1993...which I went to see, incidently.) =^_^= getting late and I'm getting tired. Morning will come far too early for me and I kinda need my faculties for I think I'll listen to the call of my pillow and head on off to bed.
xxx This blog not written by me... by what's it about? Emotional confusion, Living this illusion, My hands are tied, my arms are bleeding, Begging, pleading, wanting, needing. But still I will bend for you, Never want to end for you. The deepness of emotional ending, Wanting more but still pretending. I still want to break for you, For all the shit i've put you through, For all the things you'll never do, I cover the cuts,it still bleeds through. And I'd give it all away for you, I'm begging it to stay for you, For all the things I'll never do, I cover hurt, it still bleeds through. I cover up my battered truth, I'm a waste of life,a waste of youth. Sometimes I feel I am of no use, I'm hanging by my pretty noose, Wanting to be good for you, Wishing that i could for you, I'm doing all you want me to. I cover pain, it still bleeds through. 97 Eskimo Words for Snow tlapa powder snow tlacringit snow that is crusted on th
Sad Poems
I couldnt take this and talk about it there cause it was too painful for me. but i have it here. and i finally found it. You're gone a month today, And it hurts to hear your name, It's only been a little while, And nothing is the same. My whole world has changed, In certain places you're not there, The anguish I hold, Makes it so un fair. And I can't search for you, You're nowhere to be found, Your soul is too far away, Your body buried in the ground. And this artificial happiness, Is so hard to shine through, I wish so much, I could say goodbye to you. I never got to tell you, Just how nice you were, I look at your resting chair, But you're not there. And it kills so much, I'm screaming inside, It's just not right, Not ok that you died. And I knew you for years, Didn't know you were un well, It hurts to be the one, That was there when you fell. But I was there for you, And I wonder if you know, Because you passed so suddenly, You weren't
New Work, A Little Darker
You call yourself Jesus, Lepers crowd around you waiting for a lick of cure Can you still heal them? Is it a better developed delusion today? You’re angry I don’t need you, I’m so angry I don’t want you, I think the intake of breath that defines your existence Is a waste of oxygen molecules, better spent Feeding the chiton mouths of flies on a horse’s ass. Your confidence is false, I see your eyes tearing Your voice wavers, your shoulders shudder.. If you want to be a big man, find another woman Whose IQ and perception match the size of your member And they do cater to the petite.. you’re not the first She blabbers helplessly, and you find your damsel, Her distress is yours, and if you slay her dragon, she’ll Breathe fire on you herself, hers is the contagious sort And you’ll burn in a way you never expected.. They have penicillin for that now, you know.. And maybe you’ll never perceive your depth of loss, You’ll tangle your hands in hair tainted in cheap
-Blank friend requests...although I've come to expect this from MOST men. lmao -'Your' instead of 'You're' -asking for my Yahoo/MSN and I've never spoken 2 words to you! Duh. Like THAT's gonna happen. -Profile pics that are cartoons -Profile pics that are fake (ie. models) DUH -Profile pics of anything OTHER than the "Profiler's" own FACE. (BTW, I don't accept requests from these silly people. lol) -STOOOOOOOPID AND/OR GROSS AND/OR CREEPY SCREEN NAMES. Plan on NOT having your add request accepted by me. -Really bad spelling...and I mean BAD spelling b/c you don't know any better. idk...I guess I'm a snob. oh well. For some reason, I expect adults to be able to spell. (I have my own reasons...m/b you know what they are??) -Random friend requests without even visiting my profile and rating anything. It's not like I'm about the points...but c'mon man!!!! Gimme a freakin' break! (And, YES, I meant all of the "special" ways I spelled everything above...
Angel With Honor by AngelofLove He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love our reward. Always remember, I love you... Always remember I love you More than words Could ever show, And I think of you always- Much more than You could know And now until forever, Always remember this too, There's no one I could ever love More than
From Friends.
For the New Year 2008. Den. Where there is pain, we wish you peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubting, we wish you a renewed confidence in your ability to work through them. Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, we wish you understanding, patience, and renewed strength. Where there is fear, we wish you love, and courage. Halloween is one of the oldest holidays with origins going back thousands of years. The holiday we know as Halloween has had many influences from many cultures over the centuries. From the Roman's Pomona Day, to the Celtic festival of Samhain, to the Christian holidays of All Saints and All Souls Days. Hundreds of years ago in what is now Great Britain and Northern France, lived the Celts. The Celts worshiped nature and had many gods, with the sun god as their favorite. It was "he" who commanded their work and their rest times, and who made the earth beautiful and the crops grow. The Celts celebrated their New Year on November 1st. It was celebrate
Definitions Of Love
Twas the Nite Before Xmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom, and reached for the lube When out on the lawn, there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Assh
So just wanted to know which of my bad boys here are close to leveling let me know send me a note so that I can post a bully for you and help out Send me a note do not shout me and let me know how much u need to level and I will get started So I'm thinking of doing some salutes for my friends and others as well basically whoever would like a salute from me (Sfw only you wanna get points for posting it don't you?) So if you want a salute let me know but also I would like to be sent between 500-1000 fubucks for making these for you Like I said you can send anywhere from 500 to 1000 and I will make you one If you don't have a lot of fubucks not a problem send 200 and I will still hit you up with a salute If making a salute is asking to much then if anyone wants and can Please make a pic of/for me and I will add it to my album and of course show you love right back thank you
Today October 19th I choose to be happy, and if I cant be happy I sure as hell can fake it. My hunni will be home in a few hours and he certainly dont need to see the emotions I have had the past few days, yet he has heard them all in my voice. Today I choose to show Rudi just how much I love him, to shower him with my love and admiration. Today I choose to smile, even if I feel like I am dying on the inside, nobody will see it on the outside. Today is a new day and I choose to look at it as just that. How can I feel so alone when I have someone that makes my heart pound and rush whenever I look at them or think of them. I am feeling self pity right now not knowing where I am going to stay when I go back to the states. I feel so confused and so alone. Maybe one day I will have a place to call 'home' again. Right now I feel like a ping pong ball that keeps getting bounced off the table. Next week I am getting a new tattoo with the word strength written in Japanese Kanji on my b
This Is Important.
National Wolf Awareness Week, October 14-20, 2007 is a time to dispel misconceptions about wolves and to teach about the important role these predators play in maintaining healthy ecosystems. It takes place the 3rd week of October every year. The wolf is a striking symbol of wild nature, yet it has long been shrouded by myth and superstition. Earlier this century, wolves were methodically exterminated from nearly all of their historic range. National Wolf Awareness Week encourages conservation efforts not only for wolves, but for all wild species. Lot's of special events going on.. check for one in your area.. Here's a link for a list and for more info.. More Info here!! So a guy post this as a mumm... I replied.. see reply.. Then he gets in my shoutbox.. Tries to talk idiot to me and I don't speak idiot.. Then he blocks me (I guess?) leaves me a profile comment... In which he CALLS ME STUPID... LMAO.. WOW...I'm impressed...I laughed..
My Poems/lyrics
Here lies nothing, A wretched black void Ringed with whiskey and herbs A decaying mindset of delusional defaults, Of burned out ambitions, Parannoid curage. The masochist is in the mirror laughing, I cut myself on the shards..... At leasr the veins still have red blood, To stain my existance in a joyous hate, My curse is my life... There you are my beloved one, Can you hear me my dearest Can you understand my coveted Will you understand my reason Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care I play my games to protect you From the world and myself I cannot truly love you No matter how much I care I would end up hurting you I would hurt myself for you I would try to hate you I would use you again Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care I would try to keep you Never would I sleep Forever I would hide you From yourself and the world Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care It pains me to love you Knowing I’ll never be able t
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Hydroxycut Recall after FDA Warning to Stop Using the Diet Pill Following the death of a 19-year-old male and 23 reports of liver damage, the FDA has stepped in to warn consumers to discontinue use of the popular diet pill Hydroxycut. Hydroxycut manufacturer Iovate Health Sciences has agreed to recall 14 products from the market as “an abundance of caution.” From the FDA press release — The FDA has received 23 reports of serious health problems ranging from jaundice and elevated liver enzymes, an indicator of potential liver injury, to liver damage requiring liver transplant. One death due to liver failure has been reported to the FDA. Other health problems reported include seizures; cardiovascular disorders; and rhabdomyolysis, a type of muscle damage that can lead to other serious health problems such as kidney failure. The teen’s death happened in 2007, and was only reported to the FDA in March 2009. Dr. Linda Katz of the FDA’s food and nutrition divi
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I'm in my first contest to win a happy hour.   All I ask is for 1 comment a day for a week or even 1 comment is better than none.   It starts at 8pm tonight  Thanks!!   Contest Host $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Thick girl's contest Must enter full body picture NSFW entries allowed Rates Only Prize is a Happy Hour Contest Host: CURVALICIOUS SISTER GROUP2 THE CANDY SHOP $safe_uid_dname@ fubar I'll be there will you? subject: New Space post date: 2008-05-07 21:35:25 views: 9 comments: 0 ratings: 0 When a friend leaves,there is a void, And no one can ever fill that space. But to you,my new friend, You deserve your own special place. No shoes to fill,no great expectations, All I ever ask is that you just b
I just can shake this feeling that you don’t need me anymore. You just don’t care like you did before. You never call me just to see how I am. I don’t know why I think you still give a damn. I fell for your lines. I just can’t believe I was played. I was so foolish. And now I have paid. I will no longer believe you or fall for your lines. I know all your tricks and have seen all the signs. You try and make me think I need you around. It’s you who need me but I’m leaving this town. I’ve found someone else who loves me for my heart. I can’t wait for the day he and I are no longer apart. I made a mistake the day I married you. But I can fix this mistake because baby we’re through. I am fighting an eating disorder, low self esteem, and depression. Am I even worth any of you attention? I get paranoid about way too much. Do you still think you can help with a gentle touch? I cuss like a sailor and I smoke way too much. Do I even deserve the compassion of human touc
I think it’s a common saying that life is stranger than fiction. But I remember my Lit prof saying that same line (he said it in the best way) and me thinking how so ironically true it was. Because I guess life’s the stuff fiction is made of. And perhaps, life gets so weird that you’d rather think of it as a fabrication of imagination to be able to cope or even to better understand. And maybe what I’m about to write is purely fictional. But it doesn’t really matter. *Playing inside my head was Starlight by Muse.* Had my night all set: I’d head out at around 9ish to catch the bus. Then we’d meet at around 9:20 at the square and head to the Bar. That night would be me and my classmates, my first “real” night out in a Bar with them. I wasn’t really THAT psyched. I mean it sounded fun but the idea of me catching (or running after) the bus wasn’t something I was looking forward to. The walk home was worse! But I promised this classmate of mine I would go after announcing to the
I haven't written in a while, I guess I was trying to keep from crying. I've thought about you a lot lately. I'm watching PS I love you, and I keep thinking about you. Everywhere I go, I hear the star spangled banner and tear up. I never thought those words would move me so much. I miss you incredibly. I'm planning a trip to see your gravestone at Arlington. I don't know how I'm going to react. My mom is going with me, she wants to see too. I'm hoping to get the closure I need to move on. I love you dearly! I miss you more than words can ever describe. I can't believe you're gone. I would give anything to have you back. I don't know what else to say... I can't really deny it anymore babe. I really really want to more than anything be able to deny your death and believe it and know it's not true. I waited for that call, that call that never came. That call that would have put a few pieces of my heart back together. It never came, and it never will. I don't understand w
The Me I Want U To C
yes, there are generally sucky days even in my new paradise. today was one of them. the general suckiness continues. blow me. thank you. good night. I've been doing the internet dating thing for a few years..longer than I sometimes actually care to admit..and it has presented to me 0 for 0 out of lasting relationships...a couple of them were totally great guys that I screwed up with, but for the most part they were all 100% duds. Sticking out in my memory is the date that I accepted my pre-planned fake emergency call and left before my drink was even served and the lunch date with the Elvis impersonator that had me checking his watch when it didn't seem like mine was moving fast enough...there are countless others, some were really great guys, just not for me....amongst others, there was constantly the height issue...again, guys, saying you're 5'11" on your online profile does not make you 5'11"...don't think I won't notice if you're 5'8", I'm 5'7" w/o shoes on and I wear at le
01. Raised in: Hesperia, CA. 02. Planned baby : No 03. Birth date: Jan. 25 04. Any siblings: 5 brothers and 2 sisters 05. Youngest, Middle, or Oldest: Youngest 06. Hair color: Brown 07. Hair length: Short 08. First school: Joshua Circle Elementary 09. Eye color: Hazel 10. Shoe size: 8 11. Mood: Happy 12. Height: 5'4 13. Lefty/righty: Righty LOVE LIFE: -Do you remember your first real relationship: Yes -Shortest relationship: Yes -Have you ever been heartbroken: Hasn't everyone -Are you liking someone now? Yes -Have you ever fallen in love w/ a friend? Yes -Did this friend love you back? Yes -Are you afraid of commitment? No -Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes THIS OR THAT: 01. Love or money: Love 02. Hard liquor or beer: Neither 03. One night stands or relationships: Relationship 04. Television or internet: TV 05. Pepsi or coke: Coke 06. Fun night out or romantic night in: Romantic night in
Me Me Me
Look me up or luvs xoxox Christine JUS A LIL MORE BOUT ME..... Current mood: tired Category: Life odd questions......... Body: 1. First thing you do in the shower? MAKE SURE THAT SHIT IS WARM 2. What color is your favorite hoodie? GREY 3. Do you like coffee? SI BUDDY 4. How are you feeling RIGHT now? TIRED AS FUCK AND DRAINED A POWER 5.Crush's name? MORE THAN JUST A CRUSH BABY 6. Do you say aim or a-i-m? ???whats the difference??? 7. What are you? DEPENDS......WHOS TALKIN? 8. Could you eat your favorite food everyday for a month and not get sick of it? DEFF 9. What are you craving? SLEEP 10. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? YUCK 11. Have you ever counted to 1,000? HAHAHA....NOPE 12. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? BOTH....I TEASE THE CREAM 13. Do you use smileys? USUALLY 15. Have you ever met a celebrity? OH YES!!!! MANY 1
Welcome To My Insanity..!!
WHAT IS LOVE ANYWAY... LOVE~ (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests. okay so theirs the what if...just what fall in love with someone you can never be matter how much you try to convince yourself that anything can happen and happy endings do come true...what if...their is no happy ending at the end of this love you hold on? or do you let go? and what if you found that one true love but let it you ever find true love again..or are they just stand ins..for what should of been. what are your thoughts on this... =) i was the girl...who loved you. i was the girl...who waited for you. i was the girl..that thought you could do no wrong. i was the girl..who put you on a pedestal. i was the girl..who treasured every moment spent with you
The saying that it is better to forgive is easier said than done, to some it comes easy, yet to others its a struggle. We go through trials in life and during our journey mistakes are made along the way and every s often we learn from them. yet there are others who hold onto the the resentment and the pain because its all that we have, and if we let it go it would leave us with nothing. and thats the scariest thing of all, having nothing to hold on to. No love, no hate, no resentment or pain, only you.. whenever we feel like love has betrayed us and that there is no hope for the future it is almost inpossible for us to believe that love is out there waiting for us. I believe in true love yet for me it wasnt easy to find or accept it when that time finally came. I was stuck in the belief that the one I had lost was the only one for me and even though I hung on to him he moved on and fell in love with another. Angry and full of pain at the thought that I could be dismissed a
**Kiss on the belly-----"lets have sex" **Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" **Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" **Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" **Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" **Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" **Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" **Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" **Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" **A wink ---"Let's get it on" **Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" **Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" **Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" **Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" **Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" **Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" **Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one. I have been asked several times by my parents what I'd like to do for my birthday. Actually, they, more then likely, are unable to get me/do what I'd like for my
To You From Me Everyone
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I'm sorry...That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...That I dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...If I'm not a Playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...If my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That I try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just
Underwater Photography
DEMP Class 6/26/08 Time for a little alphabet soup. My local dive shop offers an option as part of their rescue program. They call it the ultimate rescue diver. It consists of three courses, EFR (Emergency First Responder or CPR), the PADI Rescue Class, and then the DAN DEMP class. Having completed the first two, I did the DEMP class this week. DEMP, or Diving Emergency Management Provider as tought by my shop is actually a collection of five classes bundled together. O2 provider, Advanced O2 provider, AED, First Aid for Hazardous Marine Life and On-site Neurological assessment. It is taught over two nights. The class began with a review of CPR. Most of us had just done the EFR class, so this went fairly rapidly. Then we moved into the Automated External Defibrillators(AED), integrating that into the CPR process. After that, we moved into the Oxygen Provider portion of the class. A detailed breakdown of the equipment, as we had to have a knowledge of each component. In fa
A Bit About Me
There are too many jerks here This site sucks and im sorry I had Squirt talk me into joining What a waste of time with almost no real people here Too many losers and obnoxious people with no class... Some people have left me comments that flash or scroll with bright colors It's not that Im unappreciative I am But Im seizure-prone due to my birth defect so bright colors in text and flashing graphics bother my eyes and head Just wanted to tell people now Thanks for understanding and I hope you do now I promise Im not upset Im planning a surprise birthday party for my sister for tonight with her boyfriend's help I'll be back tomorrow XOXOs to all my sexy Fu-friends!
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Faiths Poetry
"Come to the edge" He said she said "i am afraid" "Come to the edge" He said she went, He pushed her and she flew... Free your self scream in silence tell Me your dreams with a blink of an eye, show me your darkest desires with escaping breaths. whisper secrets with the drop of a tear. show me your feelings with with the beats of your heart let Me love you fearlessly. Submission is not a weakness it is a strength, glorifying the simple pleasure to serve; Serve well.
Just Thoughts
Words with two meanings 1.THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2.VULNERABLE (vul-nur-a-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3.COMMUNICATION (ka-myoo-ni- kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4.COMMITMENT (ka-mi! t-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5.ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn- ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6.FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, and male bonding. 7.REMOTE CO
Things To Piss You Off
I was under the impression that the police agencies in a country are there to protect the law abiding citizens and place the non law abiding citizens behind bars. Well I guess my assumptions are dead wrong, especially in today’s world. We live in a world where the criminal has more rights then their victim. In a healthier time, such rights would have never been given to a criminal, in times of white rule our nation’s streets were much safer, our crime rates were much lower and our standards of living were much higher. Since we allowed the enemy into our ranks, our nations have felt the brunt force of the newly found world of diversity. No longer are law abiding citizens able to defend themselves, their families, or their property from a would be rapist, thieve, murderer or other low life scum who wishes to infringe on their rights. No longer are we allowed to take a gun to a person who breaks into our house and tries to steal what we have worked for, no longer are we able to prot
Paul's Scientific Writings And Thoughts
Download PDF through this link Let me try ( I have a really hard time getting the concept in the head to be understandable on the page) to explain why our seeming direct observation of the universe is skewed be the intrinsic bias of us , and every tool we use, being made of the matter that was converted out of the QP of the BB. First I start from the position that there WAS a BB , this is a position solely based on my agreement with COBE and other observation platforms that seem to show expansion from a starting point and relative uniform back ground microwave radiation. Many I have tried to explain my postulate too first jump in and state that there was no BB so from that point the explanation will always fail. Consider what was the "Stuff" of the BB.. I have dubbed is a Quantum Point ... This seems to be the best term of description I can conger and here’s why. I conceive it as a Quantum of energy of an indefinable conte
My Poems... Yea I Wrote These
I've been in the darkness for so long just waiting for the light, And now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights. I'm glad I've finally overcome my fear of the other side, Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride. I've never really felt this way about a guy before, You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door. I know it's nothing serious, but surly it's a start, You've treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I'm glad I've had this chance, To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance. We never know what'll come of this, it really just depends, I'm glad we're taking the first step, we're becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel, You talk to me about the facts and tell me what's the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong, I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.
Poetry - No Ripping
Do I feel like it’s worth it? To live the life that I have? To go through the issues I have? The problems I face in my life? Do I feel like it’s worth it? Do I deserve to be where I am? Do I deserve better? Or worse? Do you? As a child, Neglected, beaten, Abused, unloved. As a teenager, Still… Neglected, Beaten, Abused, unloved. And… Blamed. As an adult, Always will be scarred. But the thing is… I have nothing, I am nothing. (C) Angel 2008 I wonder... Sometimes i wonder, What it is like Up there? Is it sunny? Is it Raining? The weather... Is it jus like the way it is Down here? I wonder... But what's the point? Is there a point? May be there is. Will i ever find out? I guess that one day, My life. The end of it. Just live, The way it is for now. Wait till it's my time, My end. (c) Angel Apology To know and to have upset the love one of mine, I was stupid and slow to not read between the lines. I rushed
End Bigotry
Enough Joe the Plumber; here's to Kareem the Soldier Nancy A. Youssef | McClatchy Newspapers last updated: October 21, 2008 08:53:54 PM WASHINGTON — "Joe the Plumber" was only one of two Americans injected into the presidential election this past week. The other was Kareem Rashad Sultan Khan, whom former Secretary of State Colin Powell invoked in his endorsement Sunday of Barack Obama. Khan was a 20-year-old soldier from Manahawkin, N.J., who wanted to enlist in the Army from the time he was 10. He was an all-American boy who visited Disney World after he completed his training at Fort Benning, Ga., and made his comrades in Iraq watch "Saving Private Ryan" every week. He was also a Muslim who joined the military, his father said, in part to show his countrymen that not all Muslims are terrorists. "He was an American soldier first," said his father, Feroze Khan. "But he also looked at fighting in this war as fighting for his faith. He was fighting radicalism." Khan was killed
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Now I am seriously looking for some in put here as to what I should have done and what she was looking for in the middle of the night. If are interested in answering my questions via 1 e-mail send me one and I will e-mail youhe questions at hand. Not really looking for any BS answers... ºÖº.¸¸. ♥ Sweet Package ♥ .¸¸. ºÖº REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would yo
Where are you in this world of worlds? Me? I am a single girl.. Before you pity me and sigh.. gimme a sec and I'll tell u why. Happy couples I always see... Pretending to be happier than me. But behind that door its such a treat... To know life sucks between the sheets. I may not get the 3 legged racer... But I would prefer a shot with a scotch and dry chaser... "I hate my life" I hear you say. When all you have to do is walk away. Men are full of the illusion, That they don't need to make a contribution, However much to their distress, You can go out an get some in a mini dress. They're a dime a dozen, thick on the floor, and when you are through with them, there will be more, So get a real man who will cater... Or go out and and baby,show off your style You want a sex life that will give u satifaction, Not another bloody child. They say have fun,get laid, and fornicate... So why do so many masturbate? I am aware and I guess you have heard, Bu
This And That
for the last few years I didn't have a real good imagie of myself as far as my body and personality was. I just got out of a divorce which was mentally i've learned time will heal and a person can grow. I've lost 40lbs since last July and i'm pretty happy about that...while there are areas that i need to work on there's other parts where i'm glad they are how they are now. I love my chest even as i have lost weight it's still there...i also like my butt...i'm curvier now but not blobby as i just want to tighten things up. I'm not looking to be some size 8...i like my curves now and i've had some people notice how i look better so that makes me feel better. summer is coming up so i need to start working on my arms more. Like i was taught last have a beuatiful body why hide in black...your shoulders are great (thanks E)...i've even heard how my legs are just fine the way they are. Its just good to finally feel comfortable in my own skin and co
Uhm Ok Then
So after some tough considerations... i have decided that by the end of the month i will be moving back to indianapolis... I made an offer on a house... I am going back to finish my degree in psychology, raise my kids, and generally try to move on with my life. For those of you who i hadnt told.. i was battling cancer for the past year.. and well with a go from the good ole docs i am off and running again. I cant waste anymore time sitting around waiting for the world to fall into my lap.... or a man to make me happy... Wish me luck its going to be a long road... but no worries this time i checked the tires ;) Dont get me wrong while i was here in jacksonville i did meet a few of awesome people... and well like 4 out of 10,000 aint bad right!?! But i hope you all keep in touch... cause i will miss the hell out of you. So thanks to jack for getting me out of the house for the first time in over three years... and thanks to muh nate for always being there when i called, and for the longe
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Hai.i Likey You All Ova My Face!
Wanna own me? It's easy, just hop on over to this link and start placing your bids! Opens up Noon est time, and stays open for a week! 50K min Bid. I can't wait to see who gets to have me! ;) - "andi, turn it to QVC" - "why? I don't buy crap off there" -"I do, everything in this kitchen is from QVC" -"Gosh, You're a QVC Whore!" -"No, I'm a slut!" So I wrote about this on another blog. And I had a conversation last night with a friend about this topic. When does loneliness become desperation? When do we throw out our self worth, to just spend one night in the arms of someone. Not just 'someone' anyone. A stranger we meet. Is it worth the trouble, and ache to wake up the next day with this 'stranger'? Would you admit that you have hit bottom, and are desperate for any type of connection with the opposite sex? ------- My friend went home with some guy sh
London Music
she sips daintily from her champagne each time her lips part you watch her.. wishing you were the liquid that eases down her spout. ______ _ unveiling her mask, you love what you see a woman of desire and tranquility you want to own her heart.. in your mind your body is passionately intertwined.. she dances so elegantly your body begins to tremble when you think of her touch, you're an unsuspecting victim... of her sexual desire and lust... _______ __ As the song begins to play you close your eyes..and begin to pray for just one time to hold her body close to you even if its for only one night to come true..... _______ _ an amazing dance electrifies your body you don't remember a time, which felt so good you photograph the moment in your mind of a sensual intimate love, that put you in sublime. your madness of desire bleeds your heart the rhythm starts to consume you dancing into darkness, her shadow departs shadows as one now, meshed in the wind.. ____
Lyrics I Love!!
yo look i know we been, been friends for a minute but i think its time we trust the situation i know how you feel you know how i feel i just wanna put it out there [Verse 1:] I Gotta Say Your A Hell Of A Woman Your Like A New Drop In the Summer Pull Me Over The Weather When I'm Under, did u know U Know You Do That For Me ....Do That For Me...And I Wonder Sometimes Why You Be Takin' Your Time I I Know It's Gon' Be Right Girl I Put That On My Life You Be Givin' Me The Coldest Shoulder Coz U Don't Want Your Emotions Takin' Over Instead Of Talkin' Bout You Lookin' For A Soldier... Yeah Are U Tryna Say You Don't See That In Me I Know That Were Freinds But Taken It There Wont Mess It Up please just Trust In Me Girl I Got you Cant You See? (Ohhhh Ohhh) [Chorus:] Baby Girl It's Killin' Me Why You Tryna Act Like You Don't Like U Don't See What I See (You Should Be With) You Should Be With Me it's you heart but, Before U Give It To Someone (O
Poetry Mine And Others
Winds blow, bearing change unknown. Thoughts of paths unpaved encircle you. Its gentle breeze caresses your face through the screen. Lifting your head you see tree limbs swaying. Singing brown sparrow perched on an oak limb, looks inside your bedroom window. A numb stillness washes over you. Sitting next to her on the bed you wonder, how he could sing, not now! You anger, for moving on is a far off dream. Such betrayal to feel comfort, yet comfort entangles you in this solemn moment. Sunrises glow softly gives birth to a new day of life. You turn back to look at your love. Taking her still hand you lean over her. Lovingly you place a goodbye kiss on her forehead. The coroner takes her away. The bird’s song ceases, as you slowly walk away. Author: Me WORDS TO GROW ON... If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep. Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important. The best vitamin for making friends: B-1 The quality of my life
1st Contest
Please come help me out!! I will show you love! If you don't mind, please report the following bulletin for me as well! Thank you all! I wanted to take the time to send out a BIG thank you to everyone that helped me win the sexy diva contest. Thank you to all the Fusista's, Fubrotha's and The Spankers!! You guys all rock!! Please show mad love to the people below! If I am leaving anyone out, I'm sorry! aShLey~fusista's bombing &leveling crew~@ fubar Txmom of 5 ~~Fusista' and Club Far and a Spirit levelers@ fubar ~`Bê®®ymûƒƒiñ`~Fusista@ fubar ~~Sam's Seductive Angel~~ Fusista's Bombing & Leveling Crew@ fubar ~ Chickie Momma 2nd Co-Manager of Fusista's bombing and leveling crew~JDub's Wifey~@ fubar ~~TINYTEARS69~~PROUD MEMBER OF THE FUSISTAS LEVELING ANDS BOMBING CREW,THEEXPOLSIVE BOMBERSAND CLUBF@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *DEMON CREW* & * W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubar misterfeet@ fubar FatBoy
Lickety's Thoughts
TO ALL MY FU FRIENDS... AS OF 4AM EST ON JANUARY 2, 2008, I AM TAKING A MUCH NEEDED BREAK FROM FUBAR AS WELL AS THE ENTIRE INTERNET FOR A WHILE.. I'VE HAD A TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF CHANGES HAPPENING IM MY REAL LIFE OVER THE LAST FEW MONTHS AND I NEED TO DEAL WITH THEM AND SORT EVERYTHING OUT.. AT THIS PRECISE MOMENT, I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN I WILL RETURN.. I'M SORRY TO ANYONE WHO HAD UPCOMING FU-WEDDINGS SCHEDULED WITH ME AS I WILL BE UNABLE TO PERFORM THE CEREMONIES FOR YOU.. I NEED TO TAKE THIS TIME AWAY TO BE ABLE TO GIVE MY FULL ATTENTION TO THIS.. HAVE FUN ON THE FU.. ♥LICKETY I'm sorry that I allowed myself to care. I'm sorry that I allowed myself to fall time and time again for your ways. I'm sorry that I trusted you. I'm sorry that I gave you my heart. I'm sorry that I let you break it. I'm sorry that I'm not the wife you think I should be. I'm sorry that you can't talk to me about things. I'm sorry that you have to run to her everytime you have
Great Friends
I never dreamed that love could be What our love has become I'm not sure where it began But I do know that it will never end It is more than a feeling or just words It is a heart change that changed who I am and who I will become Your love completes me Thanks again Rabbit! I love this one as well! :) Believe What Is There, To Believe In During Life, Nothing Lasts, Aside From Strife, Life May Perish, Life May End, Our Soul We May Give, Our Soul We May Spend, But Our Love, That Eternal Flame, Will Never Dim, Will Never Change, It Will Forever Last, When All Other Lights Leave, For You Light My Life, You Make Me Believe. Rabbit Read my poetry they r in blogs Rate fan and add me@ fubar With Love To All... ~ AngL once upon a time... there was a beautiful queen named AngL she went walking in the enchated forest and found a magical lumberjack named skip he then took his magical axe and whisked you away to maine where you met up with a guy
Hello, To anyone who cares to read. I have no friends, I don't know why. I don't belong. I have a heart but no one cares. I try to be nice, I try to get along. All I hear is people say, "You don't belong." Tears run down my face while everybody's calling me a discrase. My sorrow leads me nowhere, but ot an empty room. I hate the fact taht I'm alone. I'm ready for a friend, but when will that friend appear. I sit in this empty room, waiting for the day that someone wants to play and be my friend. She thinks no one cares she wouldnt even dare it seems everyone else just has a better life( better life) she lived long without the two people that she really cared about now all she can do is , all that she can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad It seems to her that she will never learn she doesnt d
Current mood: crazy Wanting you looking deeply into your seductive blue eyes visions of us together my only paradise your arms wrapped around me so tight would be the perfect moment nothing short of just right your body gentle caress upon mine that sexy little smile when you look at me no other guy can compare I want you to see wanting you to be all mine in every way your the only one in my thoughts every day it would be my fantasy my dream come true that I can say I have you I love you 11/22/05 8:22 writen by Troy Alan Walker Current mood: confused Category: Dreams and the Supernatural She had always liked him. But never truly knew why. He never talked to her. His friends had made her cry. She smiled at him in the hall. He just turned his head. He did not care about her. Is what he always said. But she kept her chin up. And she loved him still. Because she knew what was inside. A hole that she could fill .His friends soon caught word. Of her feelings tow
Maybe...just Maybe....
There's a guy who calls me, and talks about absolutely nothing. He gets on the phone and mentions random stuff about his day, then goes into detail about trumpets and jazz music. Hmm..i feel bad because im not particularly interested. He BORES me. I cant really enjoy myself or our discussions beacuse it doesnt interest me. Plus he doesnt ask me any questions about me, he just rambles on about himself and what he feels. I kinda feel left out. Unimportant. I know I should ask him why he talks about himself so much, but I dont really care anymore. Our conversations suck MAJOR and i dont wanna talk to him anymore. There's just nothing there......*sigh* on the other hand i DID manage to damage my ankle. Not the torn ligament/funky ankle, but the other normal one. My left ankle hurts like a hangnail, and Im trying to relax it right now. Im tired...still. SO much for the revolution Amber. LOL I had the weirdest dream for the few hours I slept. I dunno, it was weird... picked up my kitty
About Me And My Feelings
Tonight I had an email that my daughter hated me and this and that and only words I know she doesn't even know it's was her grandma who told her to say these hurtful things to me and then just now at almost 4 am this morning she says to me hey is for horses and she loves I know my daughter is really getting programmed to say things about all with going on. I love my baby girl who means the world to me but my mom her grandma wants one thing, she wants me to divorce my husband and live with her and she thinks I'm going to have everything and money if I do that (HA HA HA) and all I don't work because I can't work I have a disability that prevents me from working. My mom thinks all men a trash and no good expect my daughter's daddy who isn't really a man and every body who knew him says the same thing . yeah I would have fought for her but my mom threatens that I'll never have my daughter with me again ever she keeps saying that my daughter is mess up when she was living with me.
All Writeings By A Good Friend Of Mine & A Very Talented Writer, Damian Blackrose (shadow)
you know, i realize something recently, time wanders forwards and backwards and sideways and upside down... and the more we hold onto things the more we lose them, friends, wealth, power, life... it seems to me that my friends both breathing and the ones that have gone, are hard to hold onto sometimes, not that i of all people am obsessive or clingy, but in watching this world, and these things around me, i see that perhaps i have undervalued the friends around me. i know that sometimes i have been so wrapped up in saving one of my pet projects (some of you know who you are) that i forgot that others of you may have needed just a friend and not a savior. for that i apologize to you all. and for those of you that have been there forever, thanks. (oddly maudlin even for me) having said this. im still the same evil bastard. but i understand the value of loyalty and friends over "toys", or maybe i have randomly just lost my fucking mind.. although i doubt that, im coming unhinged
Look! It's A Blog!
MySpace Comments / Glitter Graphics MySpace Comments / Glitter Graphics You may need to make a few calls or send a few emails to track down that one person you need to reach. If it's a long-lost relative, you may surprise your family with your tenacity and resourcefulness! ================================ Yeah, so...since I'm about 20 minutes away from missing my train, and Brian shows no signs of waking up (and I have NO clue where the Metro station is, so I can get to the Amtrak station), it looks like I'll be making phone calls here in a little bit to tell my family I won't be home in the morning, lol. You're feeling just a bit constrained by recent circumstances and that is provoking a desire to break out of your old habits or routines. Make sure not to overdo it -- you want some continuity, right? =============================== I'm feeling just a bit of pain in my ankle, lol. And what kind of continuity can I possibly strive
Original Works
Cant fly with broken wings Nor can you lie about everything Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deceiver, breeder of hatred Lack of common sense puts your soul to bed Cant make a non-believer believe And youll never take away the web youve weaved Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deceiver, your eyes tell the truth Though youre a good liar, youre not bulletproof You dont know, the price of your sins Cant believe how low youd go just to win Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deciever, breeder of hatred Lack of common sense puts your soul to bed Longing for something that never existed Find myself on this road, unpaved and twisted Walkin forever, no destination Dont care where I go, got no expectations Slipping away Thingy?
Had a rather interesting series of events on my way to Mohawk to buy a pack of smokes tonight. First of all, it was bloody cold out. No big deal. Halfway there, I ran into a group of 6 drunk natives. Normally not a big deal, but they tried to start a fight with me, no way in hell I was gonna fight all 6 of them. Lucky for me, a really big guy and some of his friends were coming around a corner at the time, and chased them off. After much thanking, they smoked a joint with me, and went their way. So I went, got my smokes, and enjoyed a much needed smoke. Almost home, I got stopped by the cops. Apparently someone broke into one of the stores minutes before I showed up, so they stopped me, and pointed fingers at me a bunch. They were gonna bring me in to the station for questioning, but after much explaining of what I was doing (coming home from getting smokes), and a call on the radio thingy later, they reluctently let me go. I know, not that great of a story, but that was m
As Normal As Can Be
For fans of great music and "The Karate Kid". The "Sweep the Leg" music video is for the first single by a new band No More Kings. The video features the cast of the original "Karate Kid" including Johnny (the bad guy), Daniel-son (the good guy), Sensei Kreese (the evil sensei), the original Cobra Kai (the cronies), and another special guest (can you guess who the pizza guy is?). Watch the video, leave a comment, and help spread the word! Thanks for the support. Kicked in the NutsPosted Jan 29, 2007Tim provides a public service announcement about getting kicked in the nuts.
"NOW AN EMPTY HEART" May I take a moment and express myself There is not much of me thats left. So little - too late, So much - too soon. Now an empty heart in a crowded room. " NEXT MAN " Is there any hope - when one's love is in doubt. Can one foresee the coming when one's love swing, and strike out. You stand in love's arena with your hat still in hand. Your hands begin to sweat, and the umpire cries out, next man. " POETRY " Poetry is feelings that is every man's dream. Invisible thoughts that have no name. We have no doubt, we can conceive. It is people like you who dont believe. Poetry is sweet melodies and lonely hearts. Poetry is everything that is worlds apart.
Cunnilingus Techniques
Try using your tongue to spell the alphabet on her genitals. This works surprisingly well as your tongue is always moving in different directions. Learn her favorite letters and the orders that work the best! A good lover’s hands never stop moving, so keep exploring, insert a finger, or massage her thighs while you perform. You can also try using a wide variety of flavored gels, oils, and lubricants. Some of these products heat up when rubbed or blown to add extra stimulation. Having a mint in your mouth while you are performing cunnilingus can also improve your results. The mint, as long as it is not too weak or strong, can create a very intense tingling sensation to enhance your performance. Expose her clitoris by spreading her lips and lightly pull back her hood. With her clitoris exposed, give it a quick little suck; pulling it into your mouth briefly and letting it go. This is a lot like licking a bit of cake batter off of your pinky. This feels incredible, and is a fi
Happy/love Poetry
The flames of love they eternally burn a heart may wander but for you mine yearns fire brings forth hate love and agression and if you watch closely you may learn a lesson like starting a fire you must be patient for your time and effort will desplay it from the fire of love emerge passion and desire a chance to engage a chance to inspire bring joy to your life and warmth to your soul complete, in unity, makes you feel whole like a fire true love burns deep forever to treasure, its yours to keep for this to be shared is a wonderful thing you feel on top of the world, like a king the flickering flames as they kiss the air thinking of that special one for whom you care wishing you could hold them for the rest of your life knowing without them you couldnt survive some flicker fast while others burn slow a mark on the soul that with time it grows a fire starts small and grows to be beautiful tend to loves need and keep it full it starts as an ember, starts with a coal
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet yo Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have
Two bowling teams, one of all Blondes and one of all Brunettes, charter a double-Decker bus for a weekend trip to Louisiana. The Brunette team rode on the bottom of the bus, and the Blonde team rode on the top level. The Brunette team down below really whooped it up, having a great time, when one of them realized she hadn't heard anything from the Blondes upstairs. She decided to go up and investigate. When the Brunette reached the top, she found all the Blondes in fear, staring straight ahead at the road, clutching the seats in front of them with white knuckles. The brunette asked, 'What the heck's going on up here? We're having a great time downstairs! One of the Blondes looked up at her, swallowed hard and whispered. 'Yeah,but you've got a driver!' Once upon a time, a blonde became so sick of hearing blonde jokes that she had her hair cut and dyed brown. A few days later, as she was out driving around the countryside, she stopped her car to let a flock of sh
Easy Pumpkin Pie
To My Lover
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My Request? My Friends here at fubar? This has nothing to do with fubar its personal. I have a business web sight and for that sight I have a tool bar..... now the people who let one to make a free tool bar for your sight are running a promo and i get points for the number of times the tool bar gets downloaded these points are then converted to actual "DOLLARS" I cant cash it down till it gets to $150.00 what I am asking is some of you could help by downloading the tool bar I don't care if you download then delete it takes about 10 seconds. Check it out if you want maybe it will interest some of you if not then by all means is the URL Thanks in advance...Denno...I hope I don't get into trouble for this action....have a great day... PS // I will buy myself a VIP with the dollars. A MUST READ LIPSTICK INFORMATION: Something to consider Next time you go shopping for Lipstick...... This comes from someone Who works
ugh...the world seems to be testing me lately. i can almost feel my sanity slipping away from my mind. i don't know exactly what i need to focus on to get a grip on reality, but shit! - i need to figure it out soon. i know this probably sounds a bit emo (/wrist) but that's the last thing i need in my life. i guess for now, im gonna go lay down and try to quite all the things running around in my head and hope to god i wake up in the morning. then off to my mentally draining job. COME VOTE FOR A CHANCE TO OWN ME!!!! Click on the pic to take you to where I'm being auctioned off - shows a list of what I offer to the highest bidder! Don't be shy!!! Any bidding is welcome and I hope to be owned by you... The Morph Contest will begin tomorrow Saturday, January 12th at 12PM Pacific Time / 1PM Mountain / 2PM Central / 3PM Eastern Time! The Contest will last for two (2) weeks and will end on Saturday, January 26th at 12PM Pacific Time / 1PM Mountain / 2PM Central / 3PM
bad dream, weird dream, good dream, that just about covers the dream i had. i had to relive my brother dying again, for some reason after almost 2 yrs, im no better than when it first happened. in my dream i got pregnant, and what was strange was, that baby moved a lot while it was inside me. More than most babies do. As i expected, it was a boy. I named him after my brother. That baby grew a lot faster than most, and understood a lot more than most. Strangely, i dont know who the father is and i didnt even know what color hair the baby had lol. i had yet another dream that i was pregnant lol, i dont even have sex. also i was going up over 1000 floors in an elevator, and yes i was freaking out. oh this part isnt a dream, its kind of humorous all the men who claim to love me lol, cyber isnt real, you can love me as a person but dont claim to be in love with me, although i am loveable lol anyway thanks for reading i have to write some of it before i forget. In my dream i w
Funny, Fun, And Kinda Sad!
Unable to see what’s in front of me, Blinded by my own pride, Soaking at the bottom of the bottle, Drowning off of these pills I only smile ear to ear, When I just plainly don’t care, I only sneer, When I just plainly think of fear Useless, Unforgettable, Unforgiving, Meaningless, Nothingness These are the many things I fear of becoming, love me when you can, need me when you want, call me if you care I'm tired of seeing what isn't there, talking to all my friends whom seem to care more then you, I don't care anymore that you do or what I become this is me saying good bye, this is me saying so long, this is me telling you fair well I'M RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD THINKING OF THE THINGS I NEVER SAID IF LOVES MEANS LETTING GO BETTER FOR YOU TO KNOW I DIDN'T GIVE UP I FOUGHT AND I TRIED HELL I GAVE IT ANOTHER TRY HOLDING YOU TILL MY ARMS AND HANDS FELL ASLEEP BREATHING YOU IN AND DREAMING ALL THE SAME OH I WISH I LOVED YOU CAUSE HE
Poetry N Stuff
theres nothing leftnothing insidetheres no place leftfor me to hidei'm left for deada bleeding heartkeeps seeing redsoon death must startthe tears fall downand mix with bloodthey hit the groundand start a floodi drown in sorrowdazed, and confuzedmy troubles borrowedi'm feeling usedtheres nothing leftnothing insidetheres no place leftfor me to hide a heart will love when it wants to giving you hope 'spite all you do a heart will hope even when blue for her return back home to you a heart will cry cause shes not true bleeding inside when she hurts you a heart will die as it will do without that love that once loved you sometimes i cut myself just to watch it bleed i dont know i just feel the need everything inside ties me in a knot it seems like its the only release i got they tried to say it was all for attention motherfucker wheres all my tension i hurt inside til i dont know me when i feel pain it sets me free its not the same as what you did
My Life In Colarado!
hello all i want for christmas is my sister to talk to me and a place to live of my own justin wants toys and stuff like that but if i could have just one wish it would be that my sister talks to me and if i could have jus one thing it would be for my own living space with my own stuff in it thats all i want for christmas ok i was accept to move in to my new house and now the programes dont match and noone can agree on the lease so im looking again now i have two weeks to find a house here in fort collins for around 800.00 if you can help let me know thanks angel today justin lost his right frount tooth i got my colarado id and i found some aptments to look at now i need to find some gas and some coffee!well we havd a pinic in the park today we had ham & cheese sandwitches (lol) and chip with hot coco the mountains are so beatuiful got to get michael from work love you have a great day keep smiling and angels are watching !!Angel (aka)Krazy lil sister
Bitchy Women
you know what irks me? when a women bitches and cry bout how a man has hurt her whether its emotionally, physically, or mentally. please ladies get the fuc over it. in a way you should be thanking that man for hurting you, cause in the end he's making you a stronger person. what's more is your learning from your mistakes. so think bout it ladies that guy that hurt you is actually doing you a favor. that some women like to be degraded and humiliated ? i hear sum women actually like it and tey get a kick out of it. cause sum of them deserve it, slut bags!
  Why? Just why do girls do this? A NINE-YEAR-OLD girl who was carrying twins, allegedly after being raped by her stepfather, underwent an abortion today despite complaints from Brazil's Roman Catholic church. Police said the stepfather has been jailed since last week, the Associated Press (AP) reported. Abortion is illegal in Brazil, but judges can make exceptions if the mother's life is in danger or the fetus has no chance of survival. Fatima Maia, director of the public university hospital where the abortion was performed, said the 15-week-old pregnancy posed a serious risk to the 36-kilogram girl, AP reported. "She is very small. Her uterus doesn't have the ability to hold one, let alone two children," Ms Maia told the Jornal do Brasil newspaper. But Marcio Miranda, a lawyer for the Archdiocese of Olinda and Recife in northeastern Brazil, said the girl should have carried the twins to term and had a cesarean section, AP reported. News Source I am nothing. I
For Mi Friends And Family
Today a member of my family was put to rest, and i couldn't say good bye. So here is my way of saying goodbye for now. You are gone but not forgotten. I'll see u when I get there! Thanx you for listening!! In this darkness no one can see there is no light and there is no joy you shall die with one footstep my sweet sweet sillhoute your body so fragile your mind so weak your leg's are shaking along with your hand's you soon start sweating and want to scream out but no one that care's will bale you out you know someone's watching you know someone want's you so keep walking foward and don't turn back this person that watche's is hell it self and you have no clue that you shall die no one can hear your scream's anymore no one will care anymore and I wil be the only one who hear's I'm sorry my love your blood so sweet your strugling so desirble your scream's so lustful my love tonight's the night you find the truth that we exist bu
Random Thoughts......
last night was a very long night... i tossed and i turned as nightmare after nightmare hit me... waking up throughout the night with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart... not knowing what was going on or why i was having these dreams. but then i realize... they're not dreams... they're memories. memories of what i had gone through almost exactly a year ago... the pain and sorrow of what had happened while i was in new mexico still haunts me to this day... and will for a long time to come. i remember it all like it was yesterday. the physical pain and emotional pain... honestly i still don't know which was worse for me. i remember the lies that were told about me... the distain and rejection in peoples words as they believed those lies... the pain and grief in my heart and soul as i was tossed away like some piece of trash... the pain of the metal slicing through my skin and the feel of the blood running down my body as i tried over and over to make the emotional pain go away... the
One Wish...
I'm lookin at you lookin at me souls intertwined lost as can be no one else around there is no sound but two hearts beat as one you take a deep breath mine is gone warmth of our bodies together your strength my soft touch never wanna let go no words spoken yet so much is said Fantasy fills our minds is it yours or is it mine pleasure all over and throughout kisses are delicious passion is no doubt my body is trembling with every touch pulsating muscles wrapped around you nibbling my bottom lip no way are we through grabbing the sheets posting against the wall can't get enough i want it all close my eyes when your deep inside arching my back tightening my thighs bodies glistening with sweat you got me all warm & wet with one arm you pull me up i wrap my legs around and you grab my hips for a good pump nails in your back my hand thru your hair a kiss on the neck
Shit Written By Me
Discontent comes into play. I pray for forgiveness, but this never comes my way. Why the fuck do I pray? Deranged they say I am, I am insane just as they say. I can change, but Ill refrain and stay just as enraged as I am. Distant in memory Created integrity Faults of instability Cremated ashes of insecurity. This is whats made from me; Distant memories of integrated, insecure, instabilities interfering with the creation of creativity. With the thoughts of a blasphemer I stayed away from her No better than them, but I can pretend I am...(cuz I am) An I am deranged as they say I am insane just like they say I am I wont change I will refrain Just to stay as enraged as I am. The sun sets different around me. The rain falls on my face and I embrace the way you looked at me. Difference is the way it all should seem, but when I come to face the failures in front of me…I seem to seize the moments when I was on top of it all. The leaves fall around me and I am
He tells me wait for him let me get all the other stuff out of the way. I say ill be here!He says I love you and cant live w/o you. Then he does the opposite of what he says he is doing.Im starting to think that this man is failing to realize that I am only one person.I can only handle so much and keep it together.He builds me up and tells me all the things I want to hear.I always have to find out from other ppl what the real deal is!I have come to the realization that he does not love me like he claims. I now have a bleeding heart. I will have to carry the scar of this to my grave. I cant get away from him even if I wanted too. I want to tell all my true friends, If someone really loves you there is nothing on this earth that will come in the way of what you really want. Dont play with other ppls emotions. They have to live life too. If you dont want somebody be truthful. Open rebuke is better than hidden love on any day. I never thought that my life would be such a toss up.
My Poetry
Why does my soul hold on To this pointless life No good ever comes Only pain and hurt Are all that i ever feel All these scars i bare overlay day after day and year after year Love is just a mirage Always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothig evr changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, and mind left staind beyond repair My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be ….truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I'll always Love you, with a love that's deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before As i awaken and look at you My eyes focus, can this be I wonder & guess, think & feel Can this be?? is this re
Dirty Bitch/bastard Crew Announcements
There is more to life then just sex if you really care about someone you will understand then and understand that they just want to be held and loved I lay there and cry wondering if that will ever happen but I think that I will grow old and all alone cuz I dont think that no one really knows how I feel I can tell you all I want but no one will really understand how I feel I wish there was just one person out there that knew how I felt and that wanted the same thing I want I want a family that loves each other you know that fream the big white house and the fence and the dog and all that I would love to have that and I just cant seem to find that no matter what I do I cant seem to do anything right I guess I will not find that right one for me You sit there and tell me that I am ugly. You sit there and think that it is going to hurt me but all it is doing is making me a stronger women heart body mind and soul stronger cuz of people like you THANK YOU for making me a stronger women I wo
18 Love Questions
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed 2. Do you take shampoo & conditioner bottles from hotels? yes 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? no 5. Are you eating anything right now? no 6. Who do you think reads these? whoevers bored 7. Do you have a calendar in your room? no 8. Where are you? My bedroom 9. What's your plan for the day? sleep work sleep 10. Are you reading any books right now? No 11. Is it cold out? its a little chilly 12. Ever count your steps when you walk? no 13. Have you ever peed in the woods? yes 15. Do you chew on your pens and pencils? yes 17. Favorite place to buy make-up? MAC Store 18. What is your "Song of the week"? Hmmmm 19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? Yes 20 Do you still watch cartoons? yes 21. Whats your favorite love movie? IDK? 22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? IDK 23. What do you drink with dinner? water usually 24. What do you dip Chi
Testing Bulls
Random Bullshit :)
Orgasms Sex in a boat = Oargasms Sex with a nerd = Dorkgasms Sex at the entrance to your house = Doorgasms Sex on the carpet or linoleum = Floorgasms Sex at the supermarket = Storegasms Sex with wild pigs = Boargasms Sex at a Stephen King movie = Horrorgasms Sex with a prostitute = Whoregasms Sex with a storyteller = Loregasms Sex while sleeping = Snoregasms Sex with Arthur = Dudley Mooregasms Sex with cartoon donkeys = Eeyoregasms Sex while broke = Poorgasms Sex with a lion = Roargasms Sex for hours and hours on end = Soregasms Sex on a golf course = Foregasms Sex with a nymphomaniac = Ready for Moregasms Sex in a gold mine = Oregasms Sex with a dermatologist = Poregasms Sex with the vice president = Al Goregasms Sex with chocolate marshmallows = S'moregasms Sex on the beach = Shoregasms The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged.
Dunno What You Want!
I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I've got the urge to carouse And maybe raise a few brows Cut loose and pull all the stops out Who cares if they call the cops out I'd like to wake at noon feeling guilty And know that somehow, something isn't quite right I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I've got the urge to carouse And maybe raise a few brows Cut loose and pull all the stops out Who cares if they call the cops out I'd like to wake at noon feeling guilty And know that somehow, something isn't quite right I'd like to hate myself in the morning And wonder who I kissed And wonder who I missed I just might hate myself in the morning But what a dandy time tonight! Shirley Bassey Fuck you number ONE OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING GOODNIGHTS ON BULLETINS. ITS NOT LIKE FUBAR IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT DU
Misc To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it w! as off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she
Here Are My Thoughts...
It has come to my attention that a few people don't quite get the concept of MuMM's and what they entail. So I took it upon myself to add a few rules to those already carved in the stone tablets of the Fubar Bible.   1. Do not, I repeat, DO NOT delete comments no matter how butt hurt they make you. We take that as a personal affront. The only time it IS OK is if the comment is in complete bad taste, or pornographic in nature (in non-NSFW mumms)   2. Do not block people immediately after replying with what you consider a scathing comment. At least give them a chance to reply to your retarded 5th grade "you're gay" or "your mama" bullshit before blocking them.   3. Do not block people, period.   4. Do not post video mumms and then get all butthurt when a regular mummer gives you an ocean liner full of shit over it. Videos are for your blogs or your stash, let's try and keep them there.   5. Do not get all pissy if your mumm becomes a meeting place for all the regulars to hold c
Get To Know Our Presdent
REPORTER: What do you think tribal sovereignty means in the 21st century, and how do we resolve conflicts between tribes and the federal and state governments? BUSH: Yeah. Uh, tribal sovereignty means that. It's sovereign. Means you're a -- you're a -- you've been given sovereignty and you're -- viewed as a sovereign entity. 6 Sep 2004 During a campaign stop in Poplar Bluff, Missouri, President George W Bush reveals: "We've got an issue in America. Too many good docs are getting out of business. Too many OB/GYNs aren't able to practice their love with women all across this country." 19 Oct 2004 In an interview with CNN's Paula Zahn Now, Pat Robertson declares: "I warned him about this war. I had deep misgivings about this war, deep misgivings. And I was trying to say, Mr. President, you better prepare the American people for casualties. 'Oh, no, we're not going to have any casualties.' Well, I said, it's the way it's going to be. And so, it was messy. The Lord told me it w
Real World
I am going to quote Katt Williams here..."Ladies, stop waiting on a man to tell u ur the shit. If ur the shit, ur the mutha fuckin shit." A man dont need to tell u this. Its something that u should already know. I am saying this because I see all these mumms that ask "am I cute?" "Do u like me?" Who the hell cares really! I am a beautiful...full figured woman and I know it! I dont need anyone to tell me what I already know! So with that being said I am gonna close this with one more quote from Katt... "hows a woman gonna say u messed up her self esteem? Bitch its called 'SELF ESTEEM' its esteem of ur mutha fuckin self. how did I fuck up the U feel about U simple bitch?" Ladies keep it always repect ur women! I am now excepting applications for haters. I am short staffed and in need of the following positions: Cowards- Must be too scared to face the person ur talkin shit to jealous commentators- Must be able to belittle others to make urself feel better Assistan Jeal
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When peo
Rain.... 4 Cass
Bound by reality, driven by emotion he allows himself to fall in love knowing all well it is just a fantasy. Who could love him when he knows nothing of love? Just an average man nothing stands out another number another body another shadow on this earth that will fade with the darkness. Blending in with all shadows a part of the dust that gets swept away with no mind. He is just a friend never making it further always in the back of the mind there only when needed. The reality is just that of a cloud never thought of unless it rains. Like the sunrise taking the back seat to the sunset. Two equally beautiful occurrences yet most sleep through one never seeing it just like the masses in the streets of New York. The majority just do the bump and grind passing by thousands everyday and not seeing them just a mass just faces that have no meaning just in your way. Emotionally they are just images of data in your mind just ignoring them just like breathing, it is there yet you don’t think ab
Bloggy Blogg Blog!!!!!
Angels To Some, Demons To Others! :) I found this on a C.W. McCall fan website and thought it was fun and interesting so i thought I would share it. The site is... On the bottom of a White Castle hamburger box, you can find wisdom, advertising, and trivia. Here’s what I’ve read. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fun Fact: There are no White Castle restaurants in Ulan Bator, Mongolia. White Castle is open after dark. But why is it called after dark, when it’s really after light? Cheeseburgers first appeared on the White Castle menu in 1962. Experts claim there are over 631 different types of cheese worldwide, but we counted only 24. What’s up with that? Q: What clothing does a house wear? A: Address. Leftover White Castle Double Cheeseburgers (a hypothetical situation, we know) can be reheated. Log on to for instructions. Couldn’t a “D
Sexual Genius
Sharing The Laughter....
Joke of the Week: CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He says that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?" He answers, "You see, it's like this; yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers, 'cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own ......... so does she. Bonus Jokes The Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning busin
Artsy Fartsy Stuff
Kool-Aid Play Doh This is my favorite play doh recipe because it is easy to make, smells good and it won't harm your child if they taste it. 2 1/2 cups of flour 1/2 cup salt 2 packages dry unsweetened Kool-Aid 2 cups boiling water 3 tablespoons oil Mix the dry ingredients together in a bowl. Mix the liquids together and pour them over the dry ingredients. Stir the mixture until it forms a ball (this may take a while - keep stirring). As the mixture cools, it will become less sticky. After the mixture has cooled, take it out of the bowl and knead it until it is smooth. Sand Casting Submitted Anonymously You will need: 1. Imprint materials, such as shells, hands, feet. 2. Wet sand. 3. Plaster of Paris, or candle wax & wicks. 4. Make an imprint in wet sand with shells, hands feet, juice cans, and the like. 5. Pour Plaster of Paris or melted candle wax into the imprint. (Insert wick if using candle wax.) 6. Remove wax or Plaster of Paris when cool and har
General Information
I haven't been posting much here.  I've been more interested in posting at my official blog, the Seeds of Utopia.  (I probably need to change the name though, since Utopia will be a long time in coming.)Anyway, there's a news story about a group calling itself Anonymous going after the Church of Scientology.  (During a period of my life, I myself looked into the group, but decided it cost too much.)There's a video declaration of their war here:Should be fun to watch.Be sure to visit my websiteJohn U. Seed's Seeds of Utopia A few weeks ago, I posted about how one of our cats was gone for a while and came back near death.Well, we've been giving her her medicine, feeding her canned food (with some dry between meals), and letting her rest.She's doing MUCH better now.  She has walked into and out of her little hidey-hole we made for her.  She jumps up on the bed.  She walks over to us, rubbing against us to pet her.  And she even meows for her food.It's a little harder to giver her her medi
Why Do I See What I See
so i decided to enter a show Called Hells kitchen.. im waiting for the info and if i can make it to an audition at a city near me im doing it ...if not im still putting in an application .... .. if anyone knows the show they know the host gordan ramsey will yell throw things and is just ruthless.. and anyone thats worked with me knows i can take it .. ive bought the patch already and preparing to quit smoking cigs i chose this date for 2 reasons it will be nice enough my spirits will be high and most people who celbrate it by smoking and getting high so to be funny im stopping that day .. wish me luck as i prepare myself mentally physically and emotionally yes more and more people get paired off and where am i ?
The Junk In My Mind
How many questions was that?? What good is it to be nice to people that really don't give a shit anyway? What good is it to be "sweet" to people that truly suck? Why is it that I hit the "like" button, but the people I'm supposedly "liking"  are too self absorbed to even notice? Do people really read this shit anyway? Am I writing to let it all out just for myself? Why the fuck am I wasting my time? Is it ok to stop rating fucked up pics of fake ass people? Is it ok to say someone is beautiful when in real life you know they are obviously not? Why is it acceptable to be fake on fubar? Why would i pay you ANYTHING to see your naked pics? Can we shoot whoever thought of fake ass marriage? Does it matter if you are in somenoe's family or not? Does it matter what number friend you are? is it a competition to be someone's number one friend? And if it's a competetion, what is the prize if I win? Wouldn't it be better to just have a couple of number one friends instead of having to number th
As I Sit Here
I am in a Sexiest Legs Contest starting on 11/5/08 and ending on 11/12/08. Please follow this link and comment and rate me. The woman with the most comments wins. Rates count as 2 comments. Please help me!! Would LOVE to win!! :) Yeah,, I'm doing it again,lol,, trying to win a sexiest legs contest. Please drop by and vote for me,, here is a link below and thanks alot!! Loves you all!! I am in a contest to win a spot on a calender and all I need are comments and rates!! Please check out this bulletin and go rate and comment to help me out!! You can rate and comment as much as you like,, as a matter of fact please do!! Helps me out!! ;) Thanks to everyone who helped!!! Actually, here is s direct link to the photo,, just click on the pic, Thanks!!
I'm in another auction. Cuz you know I'm such a whore and stuffs :| Yeah. Go bid. And if you wanna just randomly donate fubucks to me, that would be just the most amazingest thing you could do :D :D Sugarland :: Stay I been sittin' here staring At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here praying Praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby why don't you stay You keep telling me baby There will come a time When you
Life Upon The Sea!!
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND! Hello everyone!! I just want to say thank you for being my friend. I'm flying out tomorrow morning, staying overnight in Mobile and joining the ship on Monday. The first day will be extremely hectic ... touring the ship, safety classes, customs, immigration, and crew sign on. After that I will be in rehearsals until Feb. 10 and I have no idea how much free time we will get over the next month. I will miss you all and I will pop in every now and then to say hello. The six months after rehearsal will be a lot easier and I should be able to get on more often. Until then Stay safe and keep on making life fun!! MEXICO HERE I COME!!! YAY!!! HTML Generator Be sure to check out the video or just enjoy the song as you as you check out the rest of the page!! :) There are many jobs that are self explanatory. I'm sure everyone knows what a dishwasher is and can figure out what a pastry chef does. Then you have those jobs th
Some More Poems
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with
So yeah just sittin here thinkin about questions I don't yet have answers to so don't ask me cuz I don't know! and after today I welcome change if the outcome is good or bad I welcome change if there is one thing I do get from this change is to be better but you always want more so you have to ask yourself what is for you in this life I like to think anything you want in this life you just have to have a need and I need this ... whatever the outcome is from all that I do will be who knows ... who knows. when one door closes another one opens the past two years I've been workin at a place at first it was ok and over time it just got boring and not worth goin to work anymore knowing you have to deal with them or it anymore I guess you can call it a bad break up at the end you wanted different things and you're better off finding something that will make you happy so here I am ... with a new year almost upon us only 2 days away starting over sounds good so I'm startin over Happy New Years
Tearing, nashing teeth as his pieced together heart Is torn from his chest, Painful screaming has filled his ears, And it is his own As he sits in the fiery darkness. The smell of brimstone burning his nose And he red swollen eyes stinging in the sulphur-filled stench. Violently shoved past the heavy irons gates, He sits in solemness and writes. The words skipping from each piece of his shattered heart, He catches each one before it falls into the fiery pit. Satan laughs at his indignation And beckons him to enter completely into his realm, Alas, he waits precariously perched on the edge of lonely insanity, And painfully torturous normalcy. His soul aflame with a passion that cannot be extinguished, His heart, even in it's fearsome shattered state, Can only belong to her, As he writes these words, His mind wanders to the place Where he fell into this pit Where he now sits staring into Satan's eyes, And his hearing his own mournful cries As the words escape from h
Morning Time
Things I learned before going into law school 1) You can go to law school after high school 2) All about the essay 3) You can get in without taking the LSAT 4) Most of your time will be reading 5) Most of your time will be reciting 6) It pays to have a brief template 7) It pays to have a tape recorder 8) More girls then boys in law school 9) More boys practicing law then girls. 10) Remember its all about paper work Now what did I really learn 1) I learned that Tort is not a dish 2) Sue, is not a girls name... 3) Brief is not a bag 4) Assault... its not something you dab on your steak 5) Intent... its not going inside a tent 6) defame is not the actual name of the musical Fame 7) Baby Bar ---- not a candy bar 7) Baby Bar --- not where minors go to for drinks 8) Pass the Bar.... does not mean alcohol level 9) Precedence does not refer to Mr. Lincoln. 10) when you graduate, expect to defer student loan. Christmas...a day when peace on ea
This is Shadow Bomber, a cool dude that needs some help from his friends and anyone who likes to comment bomb!! ☆Šhädòw Bòmbèr☆♠Mémbër õf Łhè Råłìñg Rèvôlütïòñ♠ FU OWNED BY WINDY@ fubar He is in a contest for a HH and would like some help maintaining 2nd place, so come on and lend a hand, he can't do it without help from his friends!!! Here is the link to the contest :) Thanks in advance for your help! Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~' on '2008-08-24 23:20:43') He is a little behind on his contest!!! lets give him a hand...... SHOW HIM U LUV HIM (repost of original by '~~SassyMysticDawn~~Member of The Shadow Bombers~~' on '2008-08-22 21:39:15') (repost of original by 'DJ SuperMan~C/O Planet X~Fu Owner Of Chaotic Princess*Fu Engaged To Kisa*' on '2008-08-22 23
My Poems!!
You know you're a Pothead When... You Know You're a Pothead When... You think the song "I smoke two joints" by sublime should replace the national anthem.Your music collection is worth more than your vehicle.Your bong is taller than your dog.It takes you more than 30 minutes to roll a joint.You set your wedding date for 4/20.You take off April 20th every year and treat it as a holiday.You spent your last bit of money to score some herbs and don't have enough gas money to get home but you don't care.You start every sentence with - uhhh!.You intentionally roll seeds in your joints on independence day so you can hear the popping because y
I dropped a tear in the ocean for you the day you find it is the day ill stop loving you Take a cup of patience And a big heartful of love Add a bowl of generosity To blend with the above; Put in a dash of laughter And some understanding too Sprinkle it with kindness And memories old and new. Add some faith before you mix it Till the dish is rich and sweet Then enjoy a heaped up portion With everyone you meet! Dreams should be kept, you will never know what will happen. every dream is a wish every wish is granted so never let your dreams go one day you will see what happens
yeah, yeah, you are my african queen, oooh lord, oooh lord just like the sun, lights up the earth, you light up my life the only one, I've ever seen with a smile so bright and just yesterday, you came around my way and changed my whole scenery with your astonishing beauty ah, you coulda make a brother sing, you ordinary thing, a supernatural being, I know you are just brighter than the moon Brighter than the star, I love you just the way you are. CHORUS and you are my African Queen, the girl of my dreams. you take me where I've never been you make my heart go ting-a-ling-a-ling, oh ahh you are my African Queen, the girl of my dreams and you remind me of a thing and that is the African beauty yahhh yahh oooo you are my african queen, oh lord, oo lord hmm out of a million you stand as one the outstanding one I look into your eyes, girl what I see is paradise, yeah you captivated my soul, now everyday I want you more o o oo How can
I finally got to get a decent digital, all of my old ones had died...this one with tax cost me $140 bucks but as far as I'm concerned its money well spent when it'll help me preserve what sanity I have MANY pics will be on the way, yesh, I am a camera ho, not so much being in front of it though I'm not camera shy unless I look like shit....but I love taking pics of all sorts of things, especially animals...they give so much love & companionship and ask for so little in return...but yeah, anyway, uploading new Wicket pics I'm really starting to hate this site with a passion, it reminds me of the dilly/aka swydm aka'd be great if it actually fucking worked worth a fuck for someone with aohell dialup, but alas it doesn't seem to at all...yes,profanity..I'm fucking pissed because I'm tossing back a few trying to enjoy myself in a chat & the shoutbox hates me, as does every single fucking lounge I have visited...yeah,graphics are all perty & hellac
In My Heart
The Kisses of distance His smile is as gentle as the clouds sky, his lips are softer then a baby’s bottom. His eyes have a glow that makes his heart a warmth tender soul, the love for his women he shows is unconditional and his passion for her is as strong as the hearts beating point. Her gentle skin and beautiful smile makes his heart beat with minutes of love and tenderness. Her eyes are as hazel as the flowers soul. Being far away makes the heart feel lonelier and the mind sink in despair, A solider has his moments when he wants his women to make love to him but the kisses of distance makes it harder on the mind, body, and soul. All he has is pictures of her beautiful body and instant messages to look forward to everyday. With her man far away all she has is his pictures and his instant messages, when he says “I love you” her eyes light up with a sparkle and her mind wonders what he’s doing and how he’s sleeping, more or less she always wonders what’s on his mind all the time.
A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet the poems i get are from very sweet friend thank you sweety We never perceive When standing Our ground That there is a curvature To the Earth So imperceptible That without faith Would we believe that Upon a circle we stand? Gentle words Softly spoken So imperceptible while Looking into the eyes Of another May only be percei
Invictus OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. William Ernest Henley Goodbye Why does love tend to hurt so bad?? It makes you happy, but in turn can make you oh so sad....... You know its there, but then its not...... Like a feather in the wind it cant be forgotten....... You give and give in hopes of some return..... Then in the end it seems as if you are only burned...... My feelings for you will always be true..... But the ghosts shadow I lived
Questions Unanswered
Today, my senses and feeling go hand in hand with the weather today....sunny, with the cooling breeze of spring... My senses have come alive once more...and not just because the weather is the best it will ever be...but because I am beginning anew...Like life starts fresh...With the wind that blows, it carries away the cold days of winter, and bring again life in my heart. Grass grows green, and the leaves bud on the feelings begin to grow deep within...ready to sprout with the smile of who I desire...or the warmth in his eyes...can this be???? We do not yet know, but there is the kindling of a fire brewing....a fire that could become a blaze, something that I would hope will burn a lifetime, but never ever go out... It will burn Hot at times, with passion and settle in the night to warmth and love and comfort as it enfolds the body’s it once again break free of the boundaries and burn hot again...the cycle continues. But I get ahead of mysel
Frantic Freddie's Fulminations
Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth on this continent, a new nation, conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal. Now we are engaged in a great civil war, testing whether that nation, or any nation so conceived and so dedicated, can long endure. We are met on a great battle-field of that war. We have come to dedicate a portion of that field, as a final resting place for those who here gave their lives that that nation might live. It is altogether fitting and proper that we should do this. But, in a larger sense, we can not dedicate -- we can not consecrate -- we can not hallow -- this ground. The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here, have consecrated it, far above our poor power to add or detract. The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here. It is for us the living, rather, to be dedicated here to the unfinished work which they who fought here
The ABC's of a Wiccan Life Accept others as they are. We are all individuals. Belief in yourself is a necessity. Concentration is important in any endeavor, both magickal and in life. Do what you will, so long as it harms none. Empathy is an important life skill... learn it, practice it. Find strength in yourself, your friends, your world and your actions. God is multifaceted... the Lord and Lady, all deities take many names and faces. Help others every chance you get. Intelligence is something that cannot be judged on surface. Judge not... what you send out comes back to you! Karma loves to slap you in the face. Watch out for it. Learning is something that should never stop happening! Magick is a wonderful gift- but it is not everything. Nature is precious. Appreciate and protect it. Over the course of time your soul learns many lessons. Make this life count! Pr
Need A Fav
ok i watched a friend go through this and i wanted to share with all the story. he meet this women online and i really thought that he was goin to finally have a good thing going with her. lived a lil over 1000 miles apart but the way he changed by talkn to her was amazing. then i started to see him hurting one day and i askd him wat was goin on and like always he said it is nuttn and he can handle it. well i know wat gets him to talk so i got a bottle of whiskey and startd drink wit him. after 8 or 9 shots he spilled it all out. god seeing this cat break down scared the hell out of me and a lot of other peeps to. but i wat he said and said it alot. i watched him going through a lot of shit in the past few years and i was really glad or should i say releived that he finally was settling down.well thats not what happend he told me soooo many things that i just couldnt bleive he was goin through....."but i stayed' is wat he said over and over...he told me theat his soul mat
The Hop
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My world once again Lays about my feet In shattered pieces My heart which I truly believed To be safe Has once again Been ripped From my chest Only to be given Back in a zillion Tiny pieces They say that time Heals all wounds I am not sure This time i I am strong Enough to pick Up the pieces. 6/18/08 To you I give All that I am Through you I will grow For you I will be What ever you Desire I kneel Before you Not out of fear Out of respect I shiver and tremble Not from a chill From an unbridled Passion I burn Because you Have unleashed The hell fire within I cry a stream of tears Not form pain or a Broken heart Oh no These tears are Joyful Blissful And because Finally I am Right where I belong by:samara 6-3-08 Your love Is like no others It consumes My very soul Every breath That I breathe Your love You are my world My everything How I do Love you My one and only by: samara 6-3-08
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Drizzles Poems{he Wrote}
“Who Will Cry For The Little Boy” Will you cry for the little man Can you help him to understand Is it possible for his tree to bear fruits If so will it have good roots Will you give him something he can keep Do you kiss him and watch him sleep Does he know everything will be alright Are you there when he wakes at night Is there a life for him to enjoy Who will cry for the little boy Will he always be depressed Did you tell him what it means to be oppressed Tomorrow isn’t promised to him And today is such a big problem It’s a hard knock life I know this Will he ever be someone to miss I can never tell if he’s okay I just tell him there will come a day When he will receive his overdue pay Stay strong little guy and pray Will it be better if I him a toy Maybe but tell me honestly “Who Will Cry For The Little Boy” DEDICATED TO ALL THE ORPHANED LITTLE MEN A.I.R 2/23/04 “What They Are Called” You have all types of people Some maybe a little more feeble As
ok guys this is vickie.i am having a problem logging on to my origianal page (this one). had to get a new account to find out what the heck is going on..if i cant get back to my original page. i will have to use this one and i will have lost everything..i am so hurt right now. all i can do is cry SLAPPSHOT8 AGAIN. UD THINK WITH THE WAY HE LOOKED .HE WOULDNT SAY THESE THINGS Vickie, OMG you need so major help if you like I will look for an awesome shrink for your help?..look at you ohhh thats right you cant because you broke ALL the mirrors in the world..what you also need is a really good plastic surgen I can look for the best in the world & its NP for me to do for you..why do you speak of your self like that as being so dam ungly?.ohhh thats right because every 1 hides & runs from you & that such wicked sick looking old face & a ran down broken body that saggs is that why they all run also from you?..I bet they do ohhh thats right I remembered what you told me that you hav
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It's A New Year
~ONE FLAW IN WOMEN~ Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, But they hold happiness, love and joy They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy And laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take 'no' for an answer When they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel And cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about A birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, Yet they are strong when they Think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss Can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or
The Story Of My Life.
Seeing as I grew up in an abusive household, I took to drugs and alcohol at an early age. I was diagnosed as a depressive as a child, dysthermia was the term to be exact. I was diagnosed as Bipolar when I was in my teens. I was prescribed several medications on and off beginning at the age of nine. When I was about nineteen I came clean, got sober. With that, I also was prescribed Depakote to tame my Bipolar depression. However, I was never Bipolar. I was on Depakote up until the beginning of 2007. I developed Drug Induced Lupus from it. I nearly died. I could not walk, talk, and my heart stopped several times. I am lucky to be alive. My intuition told me it was Lupus, I SOMEHOW managed to research it on the computer to find that there was a medical condition called DRUG INDUCED LUPUS and that was in fact what I had. As a result of that medical condition, I LOST some of my memory and I also developed fibromyalgia. In addition to that I was on Wellbutrin. With Wellbutrin I lost both my
A Great Night
on a dark night there was a couple. this guy would do anything for his girl. he came home early from work that night and decided to make it a special night. he cooked her a gorgeous meal. he made a sweet boneless chickenbreast meal with a leaves on the side for flavor. he cooked sweetcorn for her and a great ceaser salad with grilled strips of chicken over top of a zesty parmesian cheesed topping,mixed with monzerala cheese and cheddar cheese. he fixed a cup of sweet white grape wine that just was mouthwatering.he turned on some soft music and dimmed the lights. his baby came home from a long day of work to a cleaned fresh smelling house with a great meal cooked. she came home so suprised of what her man has done for her. they sat down together and had a nice sweet quite meal. with a great desert. cherry pie with snowy white ice cold whip cream on top.after dinner they arrose out of there chairs.and he said. come here baby i have something else for u. as she thinks that wow this isnt e
Moments Of Peace
Each life is a journey-a uniquely personal passage through time. As you travel through difficult places,you need not give into hopelessness. God is able to bring you safely to your destination when you place your trust in him. God is the Author of each journey. He knows the way through every dark and frightening valley. He knows the safest path along each high and treacherous mountain trail. God knows where the cool, refreshing waters flow and where you can find the provisions to meet each of your needs. He shares the weight of the burden you carry and causes you to lie down and rest in lush green medows. He gives you hope and courage as you walk with him, step by step, one day at a time. You will show me the way of life, granting me the joy of your presence and the pleasures of living with you forever. PSalm 16:11 NLT God, as I face the challenges of my persnal journey through life, I am thankful for your presence that guids and protects me. Amen Time is both an enemy and a friend.
My Wish
the only wish i have is to be a good father to all of my girls now it used to be a good husband and father i know that isn't possible so a good father and dad i only want to be in all my children's life i want to be there and hold them all "Here Without You" A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you
Teresa' Blog
"To believe and to understand are not diverse things, but the same things in different periods of growth." Samuel Taylor Coleridge Hung Chow calls into work and says, "Hey, I no come, I sick, headache, stomach ache, legs hurt, I no come work." The boss says, "You know something, Hung Chow, I really need you today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that." Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. "I do what you say, I feel great. I be work got nice house. Here's a great Christmas Cookie recipe that I thought you might want to try this year: 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequilla Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level
1. Ride mechanical horses with coins fished out of the reflecting pond. 2. Try pants on backwards at the Gap. Ask the salesperson if they make your butt look big. 3. Dial 900 numbers from demonstration phones in Radio Shack. 4. Sneeze on the sample tray at Hickory Farms and helpfully volunteer to consume its now unwanted contents. 5. At the bottom of an escalator, scream 'MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!' 7. Teach pet store parrots new vocabulary that makes them unsalable. 10. Follow patrons of Borders/BarnesNNobles around while reading aloud from 'Dianetics(or any religious text). 11. Ask mall cops for stories of War/Cop stories 12. Ask a salesman why a particular TV is labeled black and white and insist that it's a color set. When he disagrees, give him a strange look and say, 'You mean you really can't see it?' 13. Construct a new porch deck in the tool department of Sears. 14. Wear pancake makeup and new clothes and pose as a fashion dummy in clothes departments, occasionally scream
Beyond The Veil
When love beckons to you follow her, Though her ways are hard and steep. And when her wings enfold you yield to her, Though the sword hidden among her pinions may wound you. And when she speaks to you believe in her, Though her voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall she crucify you. Even as she is for your growth so is she for your pruning. Even as she ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall she descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn she gathers you unto herself. She threshes you to make you naked. She sifts you to free you from your husks. She grinds you to whiteness. She kneads you until you are pliant; And then she assigns you to her sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast. All these things shall love do unto you that you may
*** Dear Mcdonalds fries, yes, I know you miss me..I miss you too!! I miss you somethin fierce, but please understand, your jus TOO easy t'get... I need to respect myself, and right now, it just isnt safe for us to be together....sincerely yours. [send]   .......Dear Papa Johns, you KNOW you have my heart, right? I'm sayin, it gets wild every time you come through the door cause you always look so hot. And thats why I hafta back off for a while. Your jus too yummy for me to resist. Seriously, I'll eat you all night. But trust me, its for the best so we dont ruin a good thing. "mwuah." [send]   ......Dear Whopper, You love it when I call you juicy, and I love the fact you let me have it my way....EVERY time!!...Thats some serious dedication right there. And I cant ignore the goodness....SPECIALLY when the beef gets up between those big beautiful buns. But Imma leave you alone for a while, cause your a whole LOT to handle, and its gettin harder for me to breathe around here. ....Its
so the only reason why im getting out of bed tomorrow is for the fact that i have an interview at anchor blue but if i didnt i would be in bed all day cause tomorrow it would have been 2 years since my grandma died the only good thing about next week is that i get to see my friend Corey cause i havent seen him in 3 years but other then that its going going to blow i truly dont have to see my most of my family next, i know i cant deal with there shit this year, im already having a hared time dealing with the my grandma's death, i would have been able to deal with them this year but im not due to the fact that the one person i was counting on being there with me just broke my heart by dumping me so this last week has been one crazy week for me i went to Oregon for the first time, that was great we went up there to work on stuff for Laura"s wedding, it was great being able to see lil grandma and grandpa (i think its been about 3 years since i seen them last) i have some photo's up
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Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drive for a Taxi Cab company 2. When ppl scream at me I tend to drift off and ignore what they are saying and smile at them saying I hope you have a great day.. 3. I color in coloring books when I dont feel like being around ppl. 4. I stopped drinking for a major reason but often have thoughts of doing it again. 5. I dont judge others for I know how it feels to be judged for my looks and think ppl who do are sad.. 6. cant stand it when ppl Lie about themselves!! 7. I love to listen to all kinds of music 8. I love to help others out for I know how it feels to be without. I use to live in my car wit
Daste's Writings
What do "spay" and "neuter" really mean? Female children are spayed by removing their reproductive organs, and male children are neutered by removing their testicles. In both cases the operation is performed while the child is under anesthesia. Depending on your child's age, size, and health, he or she will stay at your doctor's office for a few hours or a few days. Depending upon the procedure, your child may need stitches removed after a few days. Your doctor can fully explain spay and neuter procedures to you and discuss with you the best age at which to sterilize your child. Spaying or Neutering Is Good for Your Child * Spaying and neutering helps people live longer, healthier lives. * Spaying and neutering can eliminate or reduce the incidence of a number of health problems that can be very difficult or expensive to treat. * Spaying eliminates the possibility of uterine or ovarian cancer and greatly reduces the incidence of breast cancer, particularly when y
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Jeff's Thoughts
I learn all SORTS of things about someone when I have an argument with them. And about myself. Seems like a lot of masks and facades fall off in the heat of the moment. know a group of people who say, "If you want to feel high self-esteem, do esteemable things." Makes sense to me. And in my experience it works. They also say, "I can't think my way to right actions, I have to act my way to right thinking." That has also proven true to me, in my experience. So what does this mean in terms of building my self-esteem? In my experience, there are two very important things that I must be rigorous about, if I want to build my self-esteem. The first is to keep my word. The second is to be rigorously honest. I don't mean I have to tell everybody everything, or even tell ANYbody anything. It simply means that if I open my mouth, the truth needs to come out. Otherwise, what message am I sending to myself? I am telling myself that I am to weak to have what I need or want if I am
Stuff I Like
THE PERFECT HUSBAND Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. MAN: 'Hello.' WOMAN: 'Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?' MAN: 'Yes.' WOMAN: 'I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?' MAN: 'Sure, go ahead if you like it that much' WOMAN: 'I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2008 models. I saw one I really liked.' MAN: 'How much?' WOMAN: '$90,000.' MAN: 'OK, but for that price I want it with all the options.' WOMAN: 'Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house I wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000.' MAN: 'Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will
The Stork Blog!
Joey is now just over 7 months old.  (7 months, 10 days)Here's the latest update to "Project Peanut".  I have surprisingly kept up quite well with this project.  I originally thought I'd slack off after a couple of months, but I haven't!  Yay me!!!!Out of Pocket: Carol: $3,280.33 Thom: $610.00 Others: $675.00 Total: $4,565.33 Medical Billed: $34,302.46(of which $479.30 was paid by Carol [included in amounts above], restpaid by insurance) Today (March 17th, 2008) (St. Patrick's Day)... I went today for Genetic Counseling. Since I'm 40 years old, they do this to make sure the baby doesn't have any genetic defects. I talked to the counselor for quite a while, giving family history, etc. He gave me some choices on what I could do: Do nothing Schedule an Amniocentesis Schedule CVS testing Get Ultrasound Get Integrated Screening So, I chose to get the ultrasound and the Integrated Screening. They can measure the fluid behind the baby's neck to determine if it'
Random Things
Hey there loves. I have gone and done something so insanely stupid and now I need the help of my friends. I entered into a fubucks giveaway sponsored by none other than the wonderful Stephanie Lynn. If I get 45,000 comments on my photo in 6 weeks I get 5 million fubucks. That would give me enough to see a spotlight in my near future. I just want it once to be able to say I had it. After this I am so over bombing contests. LOL. So what do you say? Will you help me? Yes? Okay, here's what you do. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar This is Stephanie Lynn. She is awesome and holds the very best contests fubar has to offer. She asks that you add her as a friend in order to help me. A rate and fan would be sweet of you too. Alright... friends with Steph? Great. Now just click the above picture and it will take you straight to my photo. Bombs away! Thank you in advance for anyone who leaves even one comment. Every one counts. If this isn't really your thing I completely understand. A
Who wants to be Fu-Owned?! Come let me Auction you off!!! I need at least 5 woman and 5 men to Auction off. How To Enter: The Auction will be Feb 1, 2008 - Feb 8, 2008. If you would like to enter th Auction, Fupal me the 5,000 fubucks and then Private mail me your information including what you will offer the winner and a pic (no animations please). The Rules.... 1) Must have a salute to bid unless otherwise stated, if it's ok with the person being bidded on that you dont have a salute it will be noted on their picture. Must have a salute to Enter the Auction. 2) Please no drama! If the drama is with a bidder you will be blocked, and if it's with someone in the auction they will be removed. Warning, there will be no name-calling. This is for FUN!! So, let's have fun!!! 3) The bidding will start at 50,000 fubucks. Other Items are totally acceptable as bids and please feel free to be as creative as you want to be when bidding. *NOTE: bids including Tickers,
For Friends
It's Happy Hour time! Monday, we are taking over the Fu for 3 hours! So get your 10's and 11's, stash rates, and comments ready! Miss Trouble will be having her Happy Hour at 1 P.M Fubar Time **Sexy Mami** will be having her Happy Hour at 2 P.M Fubar Time Brief intermission for a hour...pause And Last but definitely not least... Mz. Chaos will be having her Happy Hour at 4 P.M. Fubar Time Be sure to stop by, say hello, and show a lil love! P.S. We l
If we spent the night together.. what would be the 3 words you say the next morning? What really irritates me is idiots I don't know shouting at me to rate there pic..or leave them comments. Now, I feel better for sharing my frustrations!!Hope you all are having a great day I just seen on my bar tab where someone added my main pic to there favorites. How do you do this? I do not even know the person, and when I looked at there page, I didnt see it anywhere. Does anyone know?
A Really Great Man
I don't know how my home has faired since I can't go back ome yet but I am praying for the best.While packing the animal's to leave my cat Mystie ran off and we could not find nore catch her so all I can do is hope she is ok. I want to thank every oe who has ben prayng for us as we left with 7 adult's 1 baby and was able to get 14 aimal's out. Thank you every one and please if you know anything about New Iberia La. PLEASE pass it on to me. Blessing's Tonight at 5 fubar time I will be having a Happy Hour and have decided that I will give a 1 month's VIP to the person who rate's the most of my pic's stash what ever.. Thing is please keep track and message me when you are done...I will anounce the winner frist thing in the morning.Have fun and hope every one leavels...PLEASE help me to Godmother befor my birthday July 4th... Thank you and Blessing's Deanna Yesterday I made and sold a guy on here a morph,only charging him $20.000 f
Wmi Carbon Copy Pro
Carbon Copy Pro is a marketing system that was developed by Jay Kubassek and associates to help solve the main problem most home based entrepreneurs' face: How do I 'sell' the product or service I represent? They eliminated the home based business person as the 'salesperson', instead using highly paid and professional people to approach any prospects. Any Wealth Masters International consultant (WMI calls their affiliates 'consultants) who uses Carbon Copy Pro will find there is no phone calling prospects, no group presentation in your home, no closing interviews and no sales skills required to make this system work. This is very unique compared to the other companies I have seen! Carbon Copy Pro requires a $49 'Fully Refundable application fee' from anyone interested in becoming a consultant. This separates the 'curious from the serious'. Anyone willing to pay the fee would be much more serious in the next step and that is purchasing a financial course for $2,000-$12,000. Of cours
My Best Friend
On Monday 4/7 I had to make the hardest decission of my life. Maggie was sick over the weekend, not keep food down, restless nights and just not her bubbly self no more. I took her to the vet on Monday afternoon (the soonest I could get it) and that was when my world ended. I had to let my baby girl go, I couldnt let her suffer no more through this illness. I know she held on this long to be with me, and the love that I have for her I could not let her stay no more, I made the decission to let her go, Let her run and feel healthy again at the Rainbow Bridge where she will play and make new friends and feel healthy again, until we meet in heaven. I will never ever forget my little girl, she will forever be in my HEART. Its so hard on me now, I just feel the loss so bad, Im trying to hang in there for Molly, her sister but its so hard. Molly pases the floor in my bedroom and just is restless in bed as this is the only thing she knew was her big sissy that she slept with every night and
My Life
Today has been one of those days..I have felt so alone and out of touch. I havent felt like this in a very long time and i dont know why. I have met some great people who have put me back into a place of happiness and joy. And then today someone who i have been very close to said that no one really cared about me and that i would never find anyone to ever want to take the time out of their lives to give me a chance. For the first time in a long time I cried. It hurts because I dont want to believe this person, but then in a way I have to because of the way people have just stopped talking to me lately. These last few months have been a drain on me physically and emotionally with the divorce and the custody stuff. I havent been this drained since i had to bury my mom and dad. For all my friends who happen to read this. If i have done anything to any of you I am sorry. Please give this now lost and wandering soul a second chance at redemption. I know my son will always be by m
Pagan Humor
(Tune: The Beverly Hillbillies by E.Scruggs) (Lyrical adaptation by Hare) Now listen to the words of the Great Star Mother, In days long past called by one name or tuther, "I am your Mammy, Queen of Earth, Air, Fire, Sea, So you better quit your yappin' an' listen to me." (Isis, that is...Astarte...Cerridwen) "When the Moon is full, bright as a silver dollar, Open up yer winder an give your Mam a hollar. I'll hear you callin, jest as clear as a bell, An I'll come a runnin an visit fer a spell." (Circle, that is...Esbat...Draw down the Moon) "Now y'all listen up, 'cause I'd hate to be a bitch, When we have our shindigs t'aint none should wear a stitch. Y'all will eat an' drink an' dance an' love, to show that you're free, 'Cause all acts of pleasure are sacred to me." (Skyclad, that is...Great Rite...Cakes an' Wine) "If you wanna know my secrets, then look in your own hide, 'Cause if what you seek ain't there, well, it won't be found outside. The greatest Myst
Carbon Copy Review
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My Souls Faucet
When you hold the heart of a man in your hands you can feel the depths of his soul. When he comes to you a little broken and somewhat exposed, with the underbelly of his tough exterior open, seemingly laying his head upon your shoulder and aching for you to balm his burn, you then begin to know the realness that is him. You see past the he that he shows the masses and now have the him that has room for you. I have a weakness for this man. The man that is strong and confident and secure, but beneath can bare and be broken and needs my care. I have the words to console an aching heart. I have the love and tenderness and need to nurture and protect those that fill my heart. I fall and fade and slip into a being fast and without caution. How can my hopelessly romantic and empathetic heart not fill up with someone that is all things me? I too have an exterior and interior me. The me the masses see may be so far different from the real me that you may be confused at some point and think m
Random Thoughts
is there cheesecake in heaven? and if so what kinds do they have? so i have this really bad habit about when the men in my life piss me the FUCK off i do something to my hair. i got no clue why but my hair it always pays the price. this is how i went from red to black one time, and how i went from hair almost to my ass to it slowly but surely falling just above my shoulder. well now today my ex (father of ashtin) calls me and we get into arguement over a bunch of shit... we are going thru court right now trying to get his rights to my son taken way..... and well i got royally pissed off, low and behold i have some blonde highlight creme under the sink so what do i do in my stage of pissed offness, i take it out, mix it up, and apply to random places on my head. now i have to wait 30 mins to see what i will like lol.... i've never done my own hair. woohoo hope it comes out good if not oh well i'll just dye it some new shade in a few weeks. okay so the other day when i was mad i tried t
In My Head
FOR MyHalozChokinMe!!!!!!♥♥♥ So glad to see you well Overcome and completely silent now With Heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down (repeated) Your halo slipping down to choke you now Here ids one I just saw today that I really liked: "Around here, However, we don't look Backwards very long." "We keep
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