Hot Fawn's blog: "ct is so hot"

why is it so hard to live with a man you hate and still keep going? stress has over ruled my life and i hate it.i feel traped and i am ready to leave.i am getting ready to leave but i can,t tell him.he has all ready told me he would kill himself if i go with the kids and he is always angry over something.i plan on leaving when he leaves for work so things don,t get out of hand.some may say that it is wrong to leave him behind his back........what do you think? i say i am doing this to keep from haveing a bad situation from getting worse..

i am about to lose my mind.stress with kids,men,friends,and home...what is a women to do? i am a good women who i feel needs a break from all the yelling and crying and all around bull shit yet.....it all has come my way in the last few months.i know that if i just stay calm things will go my way but it is hard to stay happy when you are always stressed.i have a few friends that help calm me down but unlike me who has no life...thay are always on the go with kids and shopping and so on.i pray that the suffering will end soon so i can be happy with me 3 little boys..

today i told a friend that i was ending my marrage and it up set this friend badly,,cuz he just went threw a devorice him self.i wanted to tell him as badly as it hurts i was done liveing my life in fear and anger.i need to be happy but i under stand why this friend is mad...sean if you read this i am sorry we can't stay friend...but i need to be happy not just foe me but my kids too...i have cryed many tears over this and it hurts like hell but in the long run it will be good for every one..(with all my tears i cry, it always hurts to say good bye)

this past month i have had a problem and i am unshure what to do about it.i thought that some one on here could help me out.in matters of love..do you think woth your heart or do you think with your head?i am in a bad marrage that will be ending soon.thats not the problem.what the problem is ,is that i have a new man new in my life that is crazy about me,says he wants to marry me,says i,m his world,says he loves me with all his heart.i have known him a month now and thow i am cracy about him,i am getting out a marrage i don't want now.i don't know if i am ready for such a huge step so soon.but i must say this man makes me feel wanderful,loved,and wanted.i do love him but i am not in love with him.do i risk telling him this? or do i go with the flow and see how it all works out?i need sound input,so please tell me what i should do. thanks,hotfawn

my gf hooked me up with this site.i am looking forward to yummy comments and sexy pics.my real life pics should be going up on my page soon.then you can see why my name on here is hot fawn.