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Misc Love Songs Of Days Ago...
We've all been here... Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming around Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apa
Ramblin' Of Sorts!!!
Wow, ever felt like there's hardly anything in your life that feels right? And the one thing that does feel right...feels far away? God. I've been thinking so much lately. There's so much shit floating around in my head right now. I'm not entirely sure what to think about it all. My one thing that feels right...I need them so bad right now. But to be perfectly honest....I think they want someone else. C.T is kickass...but sometimes it just sucks ass. Comments are a bitch and I hate the fact that I'm nosey. My one thing that feels right....you might be jealous of your someone else's "friend", but I'm jealous of your someone else. That was probably uber confusing. But oh well. Makes me think "Do you really even care about me at all?....and if you do....then do you have feelings for someone else ALSO?" It really hurts. I'm so glad I can't see the messages you send to her. Anyone else feel guilty about something? I sure as hell do. I should have known I couldnt let completly go of the
Asc Poems And Stuff
how can i beleave that you care about me you dont show it you dont seem to love me in your mind all that matters is that you have money to get drunk on never mind the fact that you have a daughter that does not even know of you because in her mind she dont have a father can be a because of me it takes a real man to be a dad every one tells me not to stay stuck in the past and just to for get about the past but how can i forgive and forget about all the horrable nights and days we were together you beating me and well now there is alot of hate in my life that will never go away the man i thought so deep inside of me would never be a bad father to bad you wont be there to see your daughters frist step hear her frist word her love for me is so sweet i sit on my bed room floor writing i slowy take a knife and slit my wrist open the pain is so bad i fall on the floor and the only thing that is going though my head is "why did i even let you in the door" as i lay there i can see the blood
Poem
Beware the intimate Internet! Beware the chatrooms with closed doors Where naked names cruise midnight shores And fall in love before they've met. Beware, O wives and husbands real, The lonely rivals virtual Whose words, or chaste or sexual, May from your beds affections steal. Beware the posh imagination, More vivid far than earthly flesh. Beware the way two dreams can mesh In ecstasy beyond sensation. Beware the fantasy that speaks, The vague ideal that springs a soul. No marriage can avoid the shoal That lies beneath such sun-drenched peaks. No love but may retreat to stone As sirens sad the heart entice. Two names entwine in paradise While here two lovers lie alone. Hi everyone...its tues and I have my internet ON. Im so thrilled to be back. I have missed everyone. Look for me tonight. kisses Hello everyone, Forgive me for not being online much. I have been in the process of moving and finally got into my apartment. The bad thing about all this i
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i think that all women shuold get there breast exam now.. i just had a good friend do it and found out she had cancer and thats a sad thing cause noone knew it and now she will havfe one of her breast removed just cause of some damn deasee that there is no cure for but if they have got hers in time hopefully it hasn't spread but i am still mad cause there is no known cure yet i know i am only a friend but i beg of you ladies please do what you can to take care of yourself !!!! Now i am a Big fan of Cancer drives and will do anything to help find a cure.... all these ppl in all these auctions ... i want to know where do u get all all these fu-bucks to buy ppl cause it looks like fun and i want to join in .. so where do u get fu-bucks ???
Updates On The Everchanging Life Cycles Of Ella...
Ok...so no more internet at home...which is why I'm doin this little update thing...just tryin to keep those that care posted! I'll be moving at the end of the month...to where? I don't know...but as soon as I do, you'll know as well! Hope everyone had a fun and safe 4th and I will update again soon!!!! *kisses* ~~ From new perception of the world there comes a future very different from the past. The future now is recognized as but extension of the present. Past mistakes can cast no shadows on it, so that fear has lost its idols and its images, and being formless, it has no effects. Death will not claim the future now, for life is now its goal, and all the needed means are happily provided. Who can grieve or suffer when the present has been freed, extending its security and peace into a quiet future filled with joy? ~~ ~A Course In Miracles~ So I've decided that this is the best way I can look at this Year ahead of me... The Year behind me has been pretty rough, th
The Great Australian Male
YeAH AuSsiEs RepResEnT му αυssιє ρяι∂є ι ωιℓℓ иσт нι∂є му αυssιє яαє ι ωιℓℓ иσт ∂ιsgяαє му αυssιє вℓσσ∂ ℓσωs нσт & тяυє му αυssιє ρєєρs ι ωιℓℓ sтαи∂ ву уσυ тняυ тнιк & тнιи тιℓℓ тнє ∂αу ωє ∂ιє συя αυssιє ℓαg αℓωαуs sтαи∂s н
Contest
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2861650485 GO THERE ^^^^^ AND THERE IS A LINK CHECK IT OUT AND MAKE YOUR BID TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH!!! This is a bombing contest and i need help plz.... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=854292&albumid=469070&i=3631464120 ill will try to make sure that i return the love!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=244687&i=503559611
Cutter
When the bad is taken me under and the pain pins and holds me down I wear a casual face, a perfect circus clown.. If you look in my eyes you'd see, just how bad I need to break free If you only knew how I spend my time just killing me... Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted BLUE OCTOBER LYRICS "Let It Go" Where do u go When the day is long And where does yo
Why Marijuana Is So Popular...
Cannabis Nug or Nuggets, Bob Hope (footnote in Infinite Jest, by author David Foster Wallace), bud, Burger King (with fork being the smoking tool of choice), Bloop, Bobby Brown, brown (resin), brown frown (low quality), brown buddha, cess, cheeba, cheg (very small amount of resin), chronic (high quality), course notes, dagga (from Afrikaans via South Africa), dak, dank, diesel (low quality resin), dodo, dope, doobage, doja, draw, dro (derived from hydroponics), eighth (standard quantity used for trading - 1/8 imperial ounce), electric puha (from puha, a plant in New Zealand), fire, frodis (from The Monkees), funk, (Australian English, Jamaican English) ganja or ganj (abbreviated) (from Hindi), grade - good quality bud, grass, green, hash (hashish, arabic for grass), hay, herb, indo or endo, instaga, IZM, jimmy, Kevin Bacon (euphemism for kind bud), kind (short for kind bud), kushempeng, lamb's bread, lef, marijuana (originally subcultural), Mary Jane, Mexican kilobrick (low-grade, hi
Linda
ON HERE YESTERDAY SOMEONE TRIED TO COME BETWEEN ME AND LINDA AND TRIED SO PUT DAMAGE TO OUR FREINDSHIP. LINDA AND I FELL OUT BECAUSE OF IT. BUT THE PERSON WHO TRIED TO DESTROY OUR FRIENSHIP DIDNT SUCCEED BECAUSE LINDA AND I ARE STILL BEST FRIENDS AND WE ALWAYS WILL BE. I NEED SOME HELP HERE ASAP. LINDA JUST TOLD ME SHE IS GONNA KEEP SPANKING ME. SO IM GONNA NEED HELP FROM EVERYONE TO HELP ME SPANK LINDA, WE NEED TO SPANK HER UNTIL SHE STOPS SPANKING ME. WHEN YOU CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING "I SPANKED LUCY LOO" IF ANYONE HELPS ME OUT HERE I WILL MAKE SURE I BUY THEM A GIFT THANKS WILLIE Below are the members of Linda Spank Brigade. She has asked them all to spank me as much as they can, cause Linda told them all how naughty ive been. Me, naughty?....whatever!!! Linda's Spank Brigade members LINDA AKA LUCY LOO BRITISH BABE WENDI POOH WIND DANCER STAR WHISPER DIANE BRITISH BOMBER NO.1 AMY AKA LINDA'S PARTNER IN CRIME
Susibrown
Britney Spears is officially a single woman again. Her divorce from dancer Kevin Federline has been completed, the star’s lawyer has confirmed. "Everything is finalised," Laura Wasser told press at Los Angeles‘ Superior Court. As well as the divorce, a settlement over custody of the pair’s two sons was also approved by the court. Spears is “OK” with the undisclosed terms of the settlement, Wasser said, but "would like to be with her kids more". Paris Hilton is friends again with Lindsay Lohan and recent pics show the two almost friendly. Amazing that Hohan would forgive Paris for the whole Greasy Bear video last year when the Firecrotch comment came up, but Hohan has apparently been forgiven for dating Hilton's ex Stavros Niarchos. "Paris has decided to give Lindsay a second chance," says a spy who spotting them being cordial on the 4th of July at Malibu beach. Former "The View" hostess Star Jones has finally admitted what has long been rumored: that she did indeed have ga
Rates Only Contest
Can you please click on this picture link and pop over there and RATE the pic for me. NO COMMENTS NEEDED, just ONE rate is all I ask. I appreciate it!! Can you please click on this picture link and pop over there and RATE the pic for me. NO COMMENTS NEEDED, just ONE rate is all I ask. I appreciate it!! Can you pop over and rate this pic for me...NO comment bombing, just rates only....I would appreciate it http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=723777&albumid=435476&i=3891847458

My cousin has terminal brain cancer and is back in the hospital due to low immunity problems!!! Please have him on your mind and in your prayers!!! One day there will be there will be no more crying and no more pain. Don't let the devil come in and destroy or steal the truth your heart holds inside. In lifes turbulance don't freight. Lift your head to the heavens and Remember true love and happiness is waiting... Writen By.Jen(Te amo) A friend is someone to rage with when life is really unfair. That is not to say they are going to help you plot your exs murder or anything like that, but when you are really ticked off and need to vent, they will be there for you. You can safely tell your real friends just how angry you are and they will help you find ways to dissipate the anger and to eventually let it go. Humor is a wonderful way that friends have of helping us to let go of our anger. Rather then help you plot the murder, they can throw out a few wonderfully
Random Bitsof Thought (reposts)
A year has past and he sits so daunting , the depths of my soul I find him haunting. This foul winged beast of night that stays perched above my door. The fire I stoke ever so lightly, it's warm embers burning brightly, Warming the room ever so slightly, as I cast my gaze upon the floor. Seeking some comfort in my sorrow, though I know not what for. Avoiding sight of this Raven whom I abhor. With the passing days my mind has wandered, fleeting memories that I have pondered, pondered the reasons and purpose of all that has been before. Madness inside slowly brewing, insipid remarks I find myself spewing, Aware now of my very undoing, but not yet sure of what is in store. I struggle in vain to clear my mind so my situation I may explore. Knowing he is watching, perched silently for ever more. "Sentinel of the darkest hour, I beseech thee to relinquish your power! Allow me to see what wrong has brought you, so that I may settle the score!" And though the bird whom is eve
Random Thoughts
To those that read this... I'm probably gonna be fairly quiet on Fubar for a bit.. just losing the desire (and time constraints) to continually rate, comment, etc.. also breaking from the occasional drama that occurs.. It doesn't mean thoughts aren't appreciated, or that I won't be checking in.. just that I may not respond to everything.. just too much going on.. and I know my level probably isn't gonna get past where it is... so there's no use point collecting.. Just know that y'all are appreciated and in mind, even if I don't express it Wow.. first thing I gotta say is thank ya, whoever you are.. now I gotta decide.. do I try and figure out who you are? or do I assume you are the person who viewed me just before the crush message came through? lol... yes, I do know who that was ;) Of course, I could react like myself, and ask if you need to be tested for substance abuse for crushin' on me.. LOL...but if you need to be tested... and want some substances... body shots
Budmann's Blogs....
You don't have to buy from anyone. You don't have to work at any particular job. You don't have to participate in any given relationship. You can choose. You steer the course you choose in the direction of where you want to be today, tomorrow, or in a distant time to come. You hold the tiller. You can decide to alter the course of your life at any time. No one can ever take that away from you. You can decide what you want and go after it. It's always your next move. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE, OR SO THEY SAY!!!! Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can s
Look How Many
hi there, just a note to say that im not running with a.o.m bomb squad as it not working. so if theres a family that would have me it would be great. i do like bombing but not be the only one. cheers and thanks to maria also thanks to all the angels. richard Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or 'blog
Personal
Well, I just received a phone call that I have been dreading for a couple of weeks. One of my aunts passed. It was just a few weeks ago, we learned that had cancer of the kidneys and a couple of other spots as well. She had been having problems with Alzheimer's and she was older; she was 78 but in my eyes, she was still a young, beautiful woman who was filled with so much love for everyone she met. I spent so much time with her as a child and throughout my teenage years and even throughout my 20's. She was one of my all time favorites! A few years back, there was drama in the family and I stayed away for I knew she had enough on her plate and I knew it was best to just let some things settle. Well, too much time passed, her and my uncle got a little older and ended up with more health problems than they could handle. So, their daughter moved them in with her and her husband, sold their house and started truly taking care of them under her own roof. Unfortunately, in the last few years,
Football
I just wanted to take a minute and laugh and let everyone know that OHIO STATE got spanked by LSU..the SEC rocks the house yet another year taking that title chance from ohio state. ALL of you that knwo me know that i'm a GEORGIA fan but i'd rather an SEC team win. And all of you that are TRUE college football fans know that GEORGIA should have really been in this national title game..and OHIO STATE doesn't deserve to be in it at all. Neither team deserves it really but what can ya do? GO SEC FOOTBALL!!!!!! yes i agree mizzou got dicked..i agree georgia got dicked...but Muahahahahah OHIO STATE got spanked. THEY SUCK! hahahahahaha...Ok that's my football rant for the night! GO DAWGS!!!!! 13 hours till kick off boys and girls...UGA vs Oklahoma state starts at 6:45 woot woot!! Hope everyone enjoys a GREAT day of college football! *winks* I know i will! GO DAWGS!!!! Georgia football is a lil over a month away from starting...well 54 days to be exact..actuall
Randomness
A lot of people say to leave the past where it is and to not look back. Recently I looked back and found a person that I had been in my life a lot, but had never really given them a chance, never knew an interest was there. The past few weeks have been a whirl wind of catching up and falling. My emotions are on a roller coaster, and yes, the Screaming Eagle so I know they won't jump on... lol, but will be there when they calm down (at least I am hoping so). Everyone has been hurt I know, so everyone should understand the uncertainty.. just not wanting this person from the past to give up on me b/c of these uncertainties. REALLY liking the attention I am getting and giving, thanks for the past cpl days... it was a trip =-)~ I am always up for a road trip for friends, especially ones that were there in the beginning. ~hugs~ It's truely amazing how people come in and out of your lives and it takes a while for you to realize what kind of impact they have on you. I have been given
Wyldecat Trax
I'm Charlie Brown! Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test. Answer all the questions (only 10)with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done. Then forward this to all your friends (including the person who sent it to you) and change the subject of this message to what character is you. 1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date? .a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.) .b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.) .c) Painting in the park (5 pts) .d) Rock concert (1 pt.) .e) Going to the movies (3 pts.) 2. What is your favorite t
Captain Random
Hey all...I saw someone else going through their friends list and I thought "HEY, that's a good idea!" So, it's about time to edit the list again. If you wanna stay on but we haven't talked, or we haven't spoken in a while, drop me a line. Thanks :D I spent the day alone today. I went to the mall alone (yes, I met a couple people there but I was only with them for about an hour...the rest of the time I was alone). I went shopping alone. I went to a movie alone. I appreciated every minute of it, and for all that "being alone," I actually feel as though I engaged people MORE. Don't get me wrong (Shell, take a drink), if I had been with friends or my family today I would have cherished every minute of it, but I think the interaction I would have had with other people would have been so much less, and in participating in discussions with them, I may have missed this rare opportunity to take notice of the people around me. I spoke to people I may not have otherwise be
Angry Santa Rants
want one? Who cares? no one reads any of this My mumm its sinfull nature is rightfully gone,FUBAR is the greatest place known to man, those in charge are no less then gods decended from the heavens to give us this wonderfull site, everyone here is blessed to be apart of this living miracle,no doubt in due time fubar will deliver to cure for famine,all known viruses,a working solution for the economy and more, my last mumm was blasphamy and i want to repent my sinfull way's please forgive me of my sins oh great fubar gods. mumm question Isn't fubar just a basket full of puppies on a unicorn riding a rainbow kinds of fantastic?
Crazy Thoughts
If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you ca
Inner Demon
Okay to whoever used my reflections photo and claimed themselves to be her, your f**kin pathetic. grow up get a life if you cant deal witht he fact your either A) not popular or B) a fat cow that is so hideous youd burn the nose hairs off a dead nun or C)both, then know what you truly are pathetic. I cant stand people taking someone elses phtoo and claiming it to be them especially since the shit has happened to me someone went around the net claiming to be me i had to spend a week going on fucking cam to show everyone hey yeah i am who i say i effin am and now someones doing it to a person i know thats pretty d@mn lame. i hope she finds out who you are because im pretty sure she will want to take your @ss to court over this and trust me, she can Lastngiht went back to firebreathing. went for about an hour or two..cant remember how long it took for me to use up all the fuel i had for it. no incidents like i said i learn frmo my mistakes but im expecting something to happen again. i
Kids
Ok, so we went to the Danville Police Department. Paula didn't show up with Kayla, so the detective called Kayla on her cell phone. She said her mom wouldn't even talk to her and hadn't come to get her so she wanted her dad to pick her up. Her dad picked her up and brought her to the police department. Her mom finally arrived, 20 minutes after the scheduled appointment with the social worker. Had she not shown up they were going to send Kayla home with us after calling DCFS to report the incident. When Paula came she had her lawyer with her and had David served with a no-contact order and no visitations with his daughter. The police were pissed and so was the social worker. It's just another way for Paula to emotionally abuse and beat David and Kayla down. Kayla still refuses to go home to her mom's house but agreed to stay with her grandmother until we can come up with $5000 for a lawyer or until she turns 18 and moves in with us anyway, which ever comes first. As if she already could
Poem For Kiki [& Thats Me]& My Fave Poem
*LOVE & HUGS...babygirl!* SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT - Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you, or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothe
My Health
Not good at venting but here it goes.... Ok... so due to losing the Enamal & Calicum from my teeth due to lots of problems (not counting lots of meds I take which doesn't help) etc. My teeth have been breaking apart & the fillings are popping out. Which has me in pain everyday and hurts to eat just about anything (the upside: I lose weight). I'm not a fan of the dentist & to be honest, I'm a big baby to the pain. Just going to the dentist for a routine check-up & cleaning freaks me out and is very painful for me. After so long of putting it off due to being scared and nervous, I decided to finally make an appointment & go to the dentist, plus face my fear. So my appointment for dental surgery was scheduled (1pm in the afternoon...geesh!) & I'm told not to eat or drink anything after midnight the night before coming in. So I go to this new dentist yesterday to get all of my bottom teeth removed, and was surprised how compassionate the dentist &
Life & Love
Everyone has a story of love lost or something similar at least, the most important thing to share (and to remember) is the lesson you have learned from it. Not everyone we get along with perfectly is "the one"...sometimes what we have is just a distraction from our current reality while we await what is to come. Take what you have with every person you meet for what it is at the moment, not for what you feel it should be or should turn into. We can't control how others feel or what they will do and they may simply not have the same feelings...there is nothing wrong with that. We have to be responsible for our own feelings and actions, yet we cannot expect that of someone else, sadly... Sometimes, love is only for the moment, sometimes, if we're lucky it's for longer.........we never know who we will meet or where life will take us. If I know nothing else, I know this to be true....sometimes easier read than to swallow in real life....I keep reading this... If yo
Maple Leaf Forever
There are no borders on the Internet. If this is being done tou our neighbors then it can happen to Canadian families as well. PLEASE BE CAREFUL. subject: SCAM ALERT...THIS ONE IS SICK!!! post date: 2007-08-13 20:09:16 views: 5 comments: 2 ratings: 0 This was just brought to my attention. I know a lot of us on FuBar also have pages on MySpace, so Please read this. And maybe think about changing your MySpace page around or just watch out for this Scam. Oh, and another thing. Anyone that is or was in the Military knows how Families are really contacted. But people outside our little family DON'T, that make easy targets for Scammers BTW: People like this make me SO SICK!!!! -------------------------------------------------- I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her My
Dont Now
IF YOU HAVE TIME AND YOU CARE THEN I THINK YOU SHOULD TAKE A LITTLE TIME AND SIT AND LISING TO THE SONG THAT ARE ON MY STASH THIS REALY HAPPENS,,AS I SIT HERE AND LOAD THEM AND LISTING TO THEM I AM CRYING SO JUST TAKE A LITTLE TIME YOU NOW WHAT IS SO SAD,,IS WEN YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT PIC.TO REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES THAT YOU USE TO HAVE AT YOU JOB..AS OF RIGHT NOW MY JOB SUCK AND I CANT WHAT FOR THIS YEAR TO BE OVER WITH,
My Friends Rock
Getting into the Halloween spirit ?? If you need to feel bewitched ... Request "Dennis Paul - Under a Spell" If you like Monster Rock ... Request "Dennis Paul - No Rest for Me" These tracks are available for request on Rock 365 net ... the home for music Have an awesome week !! Dennis Paul P.S. More New Cool Banners available on www.dennispaul.com Well my friends, after a long week of re-structuring and overhauling my Official web site It's DONE !!! I hope you take a moment to visit, leave a comment or browse through this new creation. There are new banners, a host of links to radio stations, over 55 music sites and lots of cool art too. NEXT STOP ... MYSPACE Watch out for dust and chunks as my MySpace page (or MyPain as I've dubbed it) gets re-born, hope you can visit periodically to see the progress. Have a great weekend (Thanksgiving here in Canada) !!! Your Friend ... Dennis Paul September 7th, 2007... New CD Release Available on CD
Juggalette Babble
Well I have been tryn very hard to become a BarFly,and I am FINALLY almost there.I am a little over 2,800 points away from becomming a Barfly...If you would please help me by either rating my pics,or stash that would be great!!!oh while your at it just remember whatever you do for me i will do in return for you!!!Thanks!!!MMFWCL yinz just wished you had friends like mine!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World
Tales From The Ambulance: My Bad Attitude
Tonight's tale is one that is more for explinations of later installments and to give you an idea of what happens when I am mad.We run alot of calls during the day and at night we pray for sleep, sometimes God takes pitty others well... This is the story of a bad night. This is from my early days before I became a medic and was a simple EMT. I was still new to the company and not many people knew how I would do because I still had a nice side, so they thought. We had a busy day and had been up most of the night. By the time we got to lay down it was 3 a.m. and we were beat. My partner, Blue, and I had been in bed long enough to relax and start to dift off into a much needed sleep when the spider line rang. Now the spider is a direct line from dispatch to the stations and the regular ringer doesn't work when you are dead on your feet, so they replaced the ringer with the period buzzer from a basketball scoreboard. That buzzer isn't bad in a gym but when you put it in a 8x10 room
My Journal
Second Philosophy - TO THE CHILDREN As an eagle prepares its young to leave the nest with all the skills and knowledge it needs to participate in life, in the same manner so I will guide my children. I will use the culture to prepare them for life. The most important thing I can give to my children is my time. I will spend time with them in order to learn from them and to listen to them. I will teach my children to pray, as well as the importance of respect. We are the caretakers of the children for the Creator. They are his children, not ours. I am proud of our Native language. I will learn it if I can and help my children to learn it. In todays world it is easy for the children to go astray, so I will work to provide positive alternatives for them. I will teach them the culture. I will encourage education. I will encourage sports. I will encourage them to talk with the Elders for guidance; but mostly, I WILL SEEK TO BE A ROLE MODEL MYSELF. I make this commitment to my ch
Idiots In My Shoutbox, Lol.
The MUMM: Ok just because my boobs are big and having a little extra padding does this make me ugly? The last mum I submitted I was told to lose weight or have a face lift. My first comment: This is not the place to ask anything about your looks. www.hotornot.com And seriously, who cares what other people think? Is your self esteem THAT low? She comes to my page: Actually no it isnt I lie the way I look. My second comment to her mumm: You CAN comment on your own mumm. You don't have to bring it to my page. So...naturally, she has to come to my shoutbox...read from the bottom up... ->~*~Flawed ...: um...if you'll remember, you're the dumbass that started this conversation Ramgirl_73: go the fuck away ->~*~Flawed ...: Well it's gone...and if you didn't care you wouldn't have asked....you JUST said you wanted to know what ppl said.... Ramgirl_73: I didnt delete anything i dont care what you or anyone else think ->~*~Flawed ...: roflmao...that's why you deleted
Friends
I am def. not a man who has tons of money! I guess I like to have fun! You arent going to use it when your dead so may as well have fun with the money you make right! But what I do know is I am rich in friends! I love meeting new people and actually getting to know them! I guess if i had to choose either to be hated and rich! Or poor and have people that love and respect me as friends! well not a real hard choice there! I love my friends! new and old! If you are my friend and actually make an attempt to talk to me and wanna get to know me I will give you my heart and trust! And will never turn my back on you in a time of need! I will do as much for you as I can! And enjoy doing it! Well most of the time! Unless your my buddy Jesse and aaron! who call me to go out for lunch and drinks at night in Ill and it turns out I am moving them into a new place! Damn a-holes! haha! but gotta give them credit for the trick! haha! But anyways! As long as my friends are happy I am happy! I dont like
Wet N Wild N Outta Control
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Vegas Observations
Saw a show at the Imperial Palace - not the most elegant of casinos that one... The show was The Legends in Concert, a show full of impersonators or tribute artists. They have a rotating cast so its different each night. It was okay. It started of with my personal favorite - a Jerry Lee Lewis act. Jerry Lee is the real king of rock and roll and this guy did it well. Next was Gwen Stefani. Might have been better if the sound system didn't eat the highs hurting her and the later Whitney Houston acts. Another highlight was the BLues Brothers. Very good job they did. Last was Elvis. Many call this guy the best Elvis in Vegas but I prefer Trent Carlini at the Sahara. This guy was "Fat Elvis, the Las Vegas years" (a name I gave a ferret years ago) while Carlini is better through more of Elvis's life. Not my favorite show but not bad. Liked seeng a collection of Herbies frmo the latest Herbie Reloaded movie in the lobby. Trent Carlini -- The Dream King. Contestant
Alone And Depressed
when ever someone new starts talking to me... some times i get really hyper and type faster and scare them off.. or i just say the wrong thing... and it sucks.. cause im told im a know guy.. and yada yada yada... but seems i always do or say something wrong.. Eh im not really depressed.. but i do feel some what alone.. but what else is new... I may end up getting one drink.... and calling it a day... but eh... you all have a Nice day... I spent my whole day trying to find someone to spend time with... but nothing... i keep getting comments on how cute and sweet i am.. but that doesnt change anything... im always going to be alone...
My Writing Pad
As I walk my path with my head up high, Being blinded by smoke and bright lights. Craving a deep feeling for justice and revenge, Doing that which I have learned to do now. Everyone counting on me for victory points, Finding what it takes to put one foot forward. Giving all I got with effort and prayer for others, Hanging in a balance between strength and fear. I wonder when this will end and we can all leave, Just once I wish we could stop the fighting now. Killing another soul leaves me in an empty shell. Like a life like chess game we take our orders, Moving where we're told and watching our steps. Not able to hear myself think over a childs cry, One by one i fire shots in the night covered city. Puzzled if our leaders still think about our constitution. Questions rise and hatred follows through the ranks, Reaching out seems far fetched and hopes look grim. Seeing today's world would make one wonder now, Trust and hope in those that lead seem to weaken. Under
~ Magic ~ How They Do That :)
Seen a few with this guy, pretty good :) Ok now this one REALLY freaks me out lol
New Cancer
I pray the people closest to me here in CherryTap (or FUBAR when the name is changed) will forgive me for this! Those of you that have had phone conversations with me have wondered why I have been so down and out as of late! Well, I've decided to come clean right here, right now! I learned within the past week or two that a new set of cancer cells have developed, only unlike last time, this is not lymphoma. I now have a metastatic brain tumor, and it is growing in the area of my cerebral cortex. I apparently have had this now going on 5 months. It has begun to affect my moods, thoughts and behaviors because of where it is lodged. The good news here is that they can surgically remove it this time, so I will not have to do chemo and/or radiation for as long as I did the last time. The risk is that this is brain surgery we are talking about! It's gonna be hard to say what's gonna happen next! I apologize now to anyone I have hurt by holding this in! This isn't something
My 2nd Contest Ever
I KNOW SOME ARE N VACTION BUT I COULD REALLY USE A LITTLE HELP IM IN THE VIP FR A YER AND IM BEHIND IF U CAN COULD YOU PLZ STOP BY AND THROW ME A FEW COMMENTS PLEASE I WILL RETURN THE (repost of original by 'Rosepetals~*Confederate Bombers Family' on '2007-07-21 18:28:42') (repost of original by 'Jenn812Crew' on '2007-07-22 07:50:23') i for got to mention rules are no blank comments and no one under lvl 5 thanx all first to 250,000 if u can hlp thanx no blank comments no one under lvl 5
Omg
GOTTA HAVE GOTTA HAVE NOW GOTTA HAVE MORE This is what I see and hear out of most people. Too bad it isn't GOTTA GIVE GOTTA GIVE NOW GOTTA GIVE MORE BEST DRUNK STORY OF THE MONTH... > > A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar >and orders a drink. >Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner >table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the >biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your >grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway buck naked. Man, she is >one fine looking woman!" > >The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies >are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of >a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and >says: "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever >had!" > >The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker >still says nothing. > The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll >tell you
Diffrent Things In Life (jokes,what Nots)
Where were you July 4th, 2007? home recovering from surgery Do you like Oatmeal? Love it with butter and salt. What was the last movie you watched, and who did you watch it with? Shooter with marty last night. Who was the first person you wanted to be like my grandmother What are the basic colors of your bedroom? blue What is the first thing you do when you wake up? Drag my butt to the coffee pot. Where were you when the 9/11 attacks happened? At home Where do you wish you lived? The Caribbean lad. How many different people are in your text message inbox? 3, not a texter ( is that a word?) Where is the last place you ate out? golden coral Whose bed did you last sleep in, besides your own? Do you have a TV in your room? yes Where was your default picture taken? At my desk Are you good at saving money? yes very cheap When is the last time you went over your cell phone bill? prepaid Do you like Ramen noodles? Love them, I th
Drama
Well I haven't been around and I heard from a friend of mine that a rumor was going around about why I haven't been online. 1st off I have no fkn clue who this chick ninja is and why she's sitting there telling ppl that I said that smoke was stalking me, SHUT THE FUK UP AND GET A GOD DAMN LIFE. 2nd my reason for not being on is none of anyones god damn business. I have stuff going on in real life and I don't need to explain a damn thing to no one. I think it's pathetic that ppl feel the need to talk about ppl they don't even know and claim they have proof that I said this. OK BIOTCH where's ur proof cuz I haven't been on fubar in like a month and a half and I haven't even been on yahoo. So stick that in ur fkn pipe and smoke it biotch. Now feel free to try and start shit because I could give a rats ass what u or anyone else says. MIND UR GOD DAMN BUSINESS AND GET A FKN LIFE!!!! I have better things to do then fkn argue with someone online. Rant done fuk u and have a ni
Not Sure...
Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one, which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. Maybe it is true that we do not know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime t
Grrrrrrrrrrr
y is it that guys think they can play with ppl and their emotions.... i mean be straight with them dont bs ppl............ have your head and even your heart messed with for what seems like fun is nto fair to either side .. someone always gets hurt... one way or another.... and if not one person there could be more involved then just the person that is getting played... if ya want to be friend with someone then TELL them... dont play games .. dont let ppl think thier could be more by saying shit ya dont mean..... if ya dont want more then a play toy then tell them.. dont let ppl thnk its more... it can hurt ppl in more way then ya think..and ya may even lose what could have been a great FRIEND if nothing more... but by playen games ya lose that too y is that i find what i think will make me happy then it turns around and makes me feel used... i guess im not ment to me worth a dam thing to anyone.. so fuck it i dont even know y im here anymore... maybe i shouldnt be y
Black Label Society
In life, we cannot always choose whom we fall in love with. We cannot always choose the one who completes us. Who fulfills our passions and desires... Who we surrender our heart to. We cannot always choose whose touch we ache so intensely to have... Whose lips we long to passionately kiss... Whose body to make love with until the sun rises in the horizon. It is not always our choice, Who enters our daydreams... Who lingers in our mind... filling us with such vivid senses as the softness of their voice, The whispers of " I love you," The sadness of " good -bye." Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose.... teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that
Holy Shit
It's Saturday, as usual, I'm not doing anything with my weekend except watching TV. I'd just sat through the original 1971 version of "Shaft", with Richard Roundtree, when the channel surfing began. If you've read through my other blogs, you'd know of my disdain for modern television. This thought process has led me to my current rambling. I'm not sure if it's just me or if I'm just overly cynical about television producers, creators, writers, station heads or anything else like that. It seems that the better technology gets, the more things that can be done with computer graphics, the worse television shows get. For example: Sheer boredom forced me to stop on the Sci-Fi channel while a lovely little home video called "Death Valley: The Revenge of Bloody Bill". Picture if you will something like the "Resident Evil" movies only taking place wild west ghost town. The hitch is that the zombies are all lead by a single cowboy zombie. Enter the fodder for the murderous rampage tha
Yeah, I Got A 2-year-old
Good morning...last night when I was laying down with my girls, I had my cellphone with me. When I looked at the time, it lit up and my 2yr old says (with a lisp), "I wanna a cellphone, wanna cellphone"...so I asked her, "who would you call?"...she replied, "another cellphone."... A couple days back, I was in the bathroom and she walks in. She's babbling away, and most of the time I can understand her. This time I heard, "blbeusld, blub, bluh, asdkwdks--just plain mumbling"...so I asked her, "What are you talking about?" "Boys" she answered. I thought she said the word, "Butt!" in there, so I asked her again, "what are you talking about?"..she replied, "Boys have big butts!!" Her latest thing is putting her right thumb up like she's the "Fonz"...she does it everytime I give her something to eat or just wants to see me smile"
Stuff I Think About
PUSSY Well I've been thinking about suicide quiet alot lately so tonight I took a bottle of asprin, I know this is a pussy way to go but I don't own a gun and I hate the sight of blood so cutting myself wasn't an option. Well my heart is starting to beat really fast so I'm going to go. I have no idea who's giving me 1's but that shit is making my fucking day!!!
Faded...
Im such a child sometimes, its really frustrating to step back and look at myself. I always seem to take a step back and look at my views on life and love after reading a particular anime series that I read. I dont want to mention the title because I would feel like I was revealing too much of myself. And right now I feel exposed enough, even though I'm keeping everything to myself. I know how I would like my life to be, and how I think love should be; but the reality of it all is that its not what I would like. Perhaps thats why I always want to run. Thats what the main character in the series does when faced with a situation she cant handle. Holds everything back, keeps it locked away inside; until she cant take it anymore and runs. It amazes me how much we have in common, and as a reader I have an outside view and I'm screaming at her, trying to tell her what she should be doing instead of what she is doing. I wish I had someone like that, to be a little voice in my hea
What You Do...
problems! we all got problems! but i aint trying to take you through the rain im trying to bring you a new sunrise! and we can walk down that unknown path while im making you laugh sitting beside the tub as you take your bath and i'll even wash your back with a blindfold on! and we can talk about the craziest things while Jodeci sings and we'll worship each other like kings and queens you make me feel like a new morning! happy to open my eyes your smile is like a surprise and when we hug it'll amaze us how time flies and we wont have to live life on the daily grind! because we can have a few drinks at the local saloon go on a picnic at noon or lay back in the meadow and howl at the moon i just want you to let me in and get closer - can i be your lesbian? then you can show me how to touch places you'll look me in the eye
Stevieb777@ Fubar
If god is all powerful, surely he could create a stone that even he couldn't lift, but.... Comment on what you think comes next Hey there everyone,i'm sorting out my profile at the moment so some of you will see a few changes over the next couple of weeks,i have put full details in my 'About Me' on my profile. In the year 2007 the Lord came unto Noah, who was now living in England and said, Once again, the earth has become wicked and over-populated, and I see the end of all flesh before me. Build another Ark and save two of every living thing along with a few good humans." He gave Noah the CAD drawings, saying, "You have 6 months to build the Ark before I will start the unending rain for 40 days and 40 nights." Six months later, the Lord looked down and saw Noah weeping in his yard-but no Ark. Noah!" He roared, "I'm about to start the rain! Where is the Ark?" "Forgive me, Lord," begged Noah, "but things have changed. I needed Building Regulations Approval and I've been arguing
Stuff Ive Been Reading
Today our nation saw evil. - Pres. George W. Bush, September 11, 2001 Sure we did. What happened that day was not simply misfortune, or life's inevitable downside, or the blind working out of probabilities. We all believe that it was an event different in kind, not just degree, from the world's everday woes. It was more than merely bad, or even very, very bad. The earth moved, if slightly, beneath our feet. It was evil. Evil! Like a zombie back from the grave, it arose--a word many of us had long ago relegated to Sunday sermons, video games, and horror flicks. Even as it fell from our lips, it gave off a quant, tinny sound, seemingly so out of place in an age that worships science and business and...maybe golf. But of course it is not out of place. Evil is not old-fashioned, was never gone, and--depending on your religious bent--will never go away. Far from being exotic, it's among the most common elements of everyday life. Just consider how many toddle
My Life Sucks
I've placed my heart, back on it's shelf. Way up high, keeping it for myself. Having it hurt, is no small matter. But why do I feel, Bruised...and battered? I never ask for anything, never expect it either. This way the disappointment, goes much easier. I will go through life, all by my self. I'll keep my heart safe, up high on that shelf. Written:9-18-07 0135 Written By:Dreamcatcher I have learned a few things, over the years. There is not enough laughter, and to many tears. I can't see a future for me. When I look ahead, fog is all I see. My daughter is my only light. Today, tomorrow and the rest of my life. I don't have many, that I can truly count on. That's a sad truth to face. It's what I have to embrace. I have loved, I have lived. I have been hurt, yet I still give. I give all of myself, to those a care for. My heartbeat is fading. My heart is on the floor. This is not meant for anyone in particular...just felt like writing tonight
Update
so basically i am 24 weeks pregnant, my boyfriend decided that he couldnt live in the house that i just financed on my own and had all new appliances to include, furnace, a/c, water heater, washer, dryer, dish washer, fridge, stove and microwave installed, have about 15k of money into repairs, as well as still sitting on about 45k in equity as the house sits right now and the day i closed on the home he asked me not to sign the paper work and to move into his mothers home with him and live in their basement until he figures out somewhere else to live...now to add confusion to the current circumstances he has been living with me for the better part of the last 5 months or so, working on the house with me and putting his money and sweat into the home but now that i am almost 7 months pg he decided he just cant live here, so i am looking for some insight. We have been together for a long time, obviously are expecting a child together and he informed me he isnt sure what he wants anymore,
Living A New Life.
Since I last wrote, my life is still changing. I got serveral new job offers, I even took my oldest daughter to work with me. She didn't like it much, well she didn't like the job site. I had to leave before my child curse someone out, and that not a good thing. The Mister that I have want to buy me a new car. I don't want one, we just bought a mini-shirt-suv, and the payments on that is high, and its going to take awhile to pay it off. My yougest daughter want to work now, she's only 15, I tell her to wait and take it slow, but how many 15 year old girls do u know thats in the 11 grade. Man do I need a drink. Its been a long week, and still I'm not getting what I need done. So I have a question for everyone. How can I get my man to f...k me more? I have been faithful for 9 years, my very frist words to him was that "I don't want a realationship I just want to Fu.. U", and that how we lived for 9 years, but lately, within the last 4 years I hardly ever get my needs meet
Just A Poem
Burdens Lost The words you say to me Make me think That I am important Makes me wonder if I really do matter To this cold heartless world Your words run through my mind Looking for the right spot To take root Growing, blooming me into A better person that I will enjoy being around The images you make for me Fill my heart with hope That someday I will be whole Taking my hand into yours You lead me from the Darkness of my depths Into the new sun Warming my face With your bright light Unlocking the place I hide from the world Falling upon my knees I weep for my Burdens lost Destroy and Shatter Cast me aside Like a child's toy That they have outgrown Hidden away In the toy box of time Until the moment you Remember the times We had The laughter we shared You take your hand Reaching deep to the Bottom of the box Pulling my sore limp body From the scattered Fragment of your Past possessions You pull me close Hugging me telling me Your false
Poems
I've been called fearless but I do have some fears... Well not necessarily a fear but I really really really dislike cockroaches and water bugs... ewwww they're so big and they make that crunchy sound when you smash them... blech. But seriously I do have one fear. A fear I've been living with for a while. Probably started around a year ago, but I fear... a person. I fear myself.I hear the compliments everyday on how nice and good I look. And yeah I like to act all confident about it and the such and yes I do take the time to try to fix myself up in the mornings but, when it comes to that dreaded mirror, I don't look at myself like "look". Instead I look at my hair, my nose, my lips, the rest of me. I avoid making eye contact with myself.The window to the depths of my soul is one place I've always dreaded going. One place I always wanted to avoid. Because I know most of what is there. Pain, hurt, turmoil, betrayal. Everything I've run away from. It's all in there. I buried it, I turn
Poems
Smell of death is in the air He walks in the shadows of night He comes after me moveing with stealth His eyes are red His teeth are white A few ways to kill him But why, Why should I I welcome his bite Eternall life is the hell I deserve I welcome the curse of the Vampire............. Prisoner to the pain Trapped like an animal No escape no way out Walls clossing in Darkness falls onto me Fell like a sacrificial lamb I hope amd I pray that maybe someday I'll be free Don't lie to me tell me the truth Am I evil Am I alive or somebodys dream Is this the life I live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Darkness comes The sun goes down The demons come to play The moon turns red The clouds roll in Satan comes to say Thunder booms Rain starts to fall Death is here to stay Armageddon is apon us But don't you fear It will be over soon 2025 is the year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Surveys.... Lol
Are you tan? well sorta!! Do you use Proactiv? no Do you wear make-up daily? if I'm working then ya. Do you own chanel perfume? nope Do you shower daily? Well no shit!!! Don't you!! Do you go to the tanning bed? once in awhile. Do you use MAC make-up? nope, but my daughter has some Do you use other make-up products? yes Do you straighten your hair everyday? nope! Category- Friends Is a best friend a promise or a label? It's a promise, cause I don't say it otherwise. Do you have more than one best friend? kind of but not really Do you have too many friends to name? not good ones Do you hang out with with friends everyday? I wish I had the time to!! Do you have pictures of your friends on your walls? some I have on my entertainment center Do you call more than one of your friends regularly? yes Is your best friend a girl? nope Are your friends in a lot of your classes? uhm....*stare* WTF??? Category- Fashion & Style Do you have style and originality? sure Do y
Prayer
Prayer is the gate which swings open to God. Smugly secure within my fenced-in garden of existence, I kneel to enjoy it alone. But there at my gate is God, inviting me to step outside for a moment with Him. Reluctant at first, I slowly push it open tillat last I can wlak through. The open gate of prayer affords the freedowm of stepping out into fellowship withGod and of viewing life form his perspective. In everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your REQUEST be made know unto God. Philippians 4:6 And this is the CONFIDENCE that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us: And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the prtitions that we desired of him. I John 5:14-15 1 Timothy 2:1-2 NLT Praying effectively Paul urges Timothy to lift up requests, prayers, intercession, and thanksgiving. A request is a need, a deep desire for something we don't havesomething only God can
Tantalizing Tongue Twist
confined to a room with no doors no windows, the solitude engulfs left with no more than my estranged thoughts. My shadow dances on the walls and is the only thing that I will let wander. My heart I can suddenly hear with every rythmic beat, so I know I am still alive. I feel myself growing with frustration and anger. I just want to tear down the walls and find myself free. Before I can I must find myself. I have four corners to look in, one corner I found myself bending to those around me. I know no comfort here I did however find a fleeting moment of joy. Now three more corners are left at my disposal. So you ask me to tell you whats wrong well where do I begin I have lost once what I knew to be true to me. As important to me than tides that come in and out. As a hawk she hovers over and reminds me of the mistakes I have made and she doesn't see the change In me yet why should she. Bothered by her own hatred that she can not deal with, but within her last moments will she come face
Poetry
In Your Eyes --- My newest poem Looking in your eyes There is everything I need to see A lifetime of pain Moments of pleasure I see your thoughts Your soul Your dreams Without a word I know how you feel The love in your heart Flows through your eyes of the deepest blue Your eyes stare Looking at me Looking into my eyes Into my soul Into my heart Hoping that you see what I see I will never say a word A whisper will not pass my lips Words cannot share our feelings They will only detract Take away from the honesties My eyes Your eyes Say it alone It is all in our eyes I sit outside watching the orange sky the perfect end to a warm summer day I count my blesssings for your hospitality even though you are many miles away where would I be had we not met? would my days be filled with gloom? the sky is picturesque, detailed like a canvas I wait to share this with you, I count the days the fragrence of you fil
Too Funny
Little Sally came home from school and with a smile on her face and told her mother, "Frankie Brown showed me his weenie today!" Before the mother could raise a concern, Sally went on to say, "It reminded me of a peanut." Relaxing with a hidden smile, Sally's mom asked, "Really small was it?" Sally replied, "No... salty!" 1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud s
Wncs Newsletter Info
Safeword This article is about the use of safewords in BDSM, for their use in contact sports see Safeword (sports). A safeword[1][2][3] is a codeword or series of codewords that are sometimes used in BDSM to mean that a submissive (or 'bottom') is reaching a physical, emotional or moral boundary or for the dominant (or 'top') to stop the sceneplay. Safewords are agreed upon before playing a scene by all participants. Many organized BDSM groups have standard safewords that all members agree to use to avoid confusion at organized play events. Forms of safeword In BDSM, the safeword is generally used so that the 'bottom' can scream "no, stop", etc. as much as he/she wants without really meaning it, and still have a way of indicating a serious desire that the scene stops. Accordingly, a safeword is usually a word that the person would not ordinarily say during sex, such as red light, big tree, scrambled eggs, or aardvark. Commonly the word safeword itself is used as a safeword.
Access Granted
Hello to all my freinds and fans, I really enjoy this, I just hope to get to meet some of my friends somebody in person, this is really cool, lets keep in touch with each other. And share the love. Take the time out today and hug somebody, it does not have to be a family member it can be a friend just show some love. Hello to all my friends and family members, I wish everybody peace and love for the Holidays and all year. Lets continue to show each other the love we suppose to show.
Gangsta Gangst Lol
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Duty Calls
Hello to all my friends out in fubar land. Well here is a little update from Iraq. the past couple of weeks have been very quiet in my sector. Not really to much to write about in the field of battle. There is a little to mention out there about what i have done so here it is, Well my squad is down to 6 men n we still function nas if we are full strenght of 12. We have raided several houses and captured several high value targets. Most are at night when we raid the house but there have been a couple that have been during the day. When u would think they were not home. guess they thought we would not go looking for them,,Boy did we fool them....Well thats all i have for now will get back and post a lil more when i have time....tks for the support.. OKAY TO MY FRIENDS AS YOU KNOW WE ARE AT WAR AND DUTY CALL FOR ME TO GO ONCE AGAIN AND HELP OUT ANOTHER COUNTRY. SO I WILL BE OFF THE SITE FOR A LIL WHILE. YOU CAN STILL LEAVE FUMAIL N I WILL GET BACK TO YOU WHEN I CAN. UNTIL THEN HAVE FUN AN
Your Computer And You!
SITE: Engadget Linux has been around for a good number of years. Paving the way for many new technologies, Most of which you have seen on your Windows based Computer. Lets Go over some basics before we get into advantages of Linux / Windows. Linux, DOS, Windows, UNIX, Solaris, FreeBSD, OS/2 are all different Operating Systems (OS). All an OS does (by definition) is gather a computer's resources to be used by programming for the sake of completing a task, chore or job of some sort. Resources being memory, Hard drive space, external drives, and CPU. Programing being things like Notepad, Wordpad, Office Tools, web-browsers, games, and instant messengers. Some would say "Oh no, I only know how to use windows." This is not true. You know how to use a GUI layer on top of a windows kernel. (Kernel = the engine that runs an OS), (GUI = Graphic User Interface). How is Linux different? Well in many ways, it is. But from a user standpoint, nothing. Lets do some Comparisons shall we?
Mister Hollywood
This is the site where you can learn all about the works of Christopher and Wayne Miller, how you can get a physical copy of the script as a keep shake or download your own free copy in a zip files, so far all down loadable copies are PDF but any new scripts will change to RTF format which will work on your word program. http://chriswaynescripts1.tripod.com/index.html Just copy and paste the address to see the page. It starts as a series of bizarre and brutal murders in the small town of Bellerophon. First the local Moon shiner Zeke's disembodied head was found and what's left of his remains appeared to be eaten by a large lion. A lion print is found at the scene. Next to fall is local hunter Jack Reynolds and his old hunting dog Bo is the next to fall. Following up on the clues leads local Sheriff Milo Johnson to a strange research company called Mythigon. The head of Mythigon is a strange British Scientist named Doctor Ethan Loki, once a professor of Mythology at Oxford. Hi
Livin' In Heaven?
You ready?????????? So you wanna battle.....you wanna get some shit up off your chest. You had your turn now sit back this is a pop quiz not a full blown test. Rhymes for me they just come out homie.... there automatic.. You still wouldn't have enough flows if swallowed a bottle of profalactics.. Think you got skills cuz you listened to Nas and thought you were.... illmatic... You got kind of eratic so Im like bounce.... here to erase the static. You wrote down some verses remembered them shits and throw them at me like their new and you got some skills... Ive been in studios with people who rap to pay their bills...... Ive battled and handled just about every rapper that Ive come upon.... sometimes I didn't have it but they still wanted to put me on. Most fake battlers come prepared with 6 or 7 hard lines..... They say them repeatedly and practice them all the time... They chill in the party and come out like their 'bout to shine... then they get scared and second gues
Poetry
Murder Written By: Nikki J. Murray 01/10/06 The day is dark, the night is cold. Her lips are red, her words untold. Slip away, to nothing known The hole is deep, the coffin sewn The lock is broke, the secrets keep In eternity they will sleep Ssh...the silence dripped a whisper Slain by love, Casanova kissed her. Bear the blade in her heart In her eyes he saw depart. Betraying suitor, unsuspected Still her death is undetected. Unwanted Written by: Nikki JoLee Murray 5/29/06 Emotionless, tormenting the beat of my heart Nothing will change this world set apart. Drifting devotion that is my own Searching for something that left me alone Hollow is the word of truth that is told Vastness of echos becoming too bold Shadows creeping toward the plight The darkness is deeper than any one night Solitary deprivation comes too gently Trusting to become and /or destroy me Ceasing to continue appears too si
Politics, Religion, Miscellany We All Agree On
Last month, a former colleague invited me to join her Feminist Book Club. I cringed. And then accepted her invitation. Feminism, for the unschooled, is simply the belief that men and women should have equal rights. I've always considered myself a feminist, and most of my friends, both male and female, consider themselves feminists, too. That said, the word Feminist has some, ahem, negative connotations. Bra burning comes to mind. Man-eating. Dick-hating. I could go on, but there's probably no need. Suffice it to say that not all feminists are the same. (Think Andrea Dworkin: crazy cunt who believes that all sex is rape.) Anyway, Feminist Book Club. I was going somewhere with this. The day of the meeting, I went to the market, picked up a variety of fruit, and put together a nice platter, carefully cutting slices of pineapple to resemble juicy little penises. nom nom nom I talked with one of my friends that day, and told him that I was going to Feminist Book
Thoughts, Ramblings, And Stuff
Well guys, I'm back :D I disappeared for a little while, but I couldnt leave my wonderful fuFriends for too long :p The most recent news is that I'm 2months pregnant with my third, and just broke up with the father. Too much drama, I couldn't take it, I didn't deserve it. I kept giving him more chances to straighten out and well...Nothing came out of it. I can't be with someone who I can't trust and who has gone back on his word too many times. I'm done expecting change and not seeing anything. Now while I'm not perfect and have done some pretty stupid shit too.....I'm pregnant now, and I have to take care of myself for the baby's sake. And being utterly depressed and irritated all the time, fighting and bitching and wanting to slit my wrists just didn't seem right with me. So, I left. And that's it. What's done is done. Can't change the past. Time to move on. And on that note...here I go...getting ready to walk down a road as a single mom-to-be, try to be sta
Just Pieces Of Me
You don't know how it Feels.............. Most parents don't know how it feels... and I hope you never do to have a child that is special and to have all your dreams taken from you. I had the same dreams, of ball games, driving, and first dates but plans now have to change at a very fast rate. Our lives now different, doctors, therapy, special schools, and tests it is hard and scary but I love my child so I do my best. When I go out in public with him just to have some fun all the stares and comments sometimes I just want to run. For some of us we just can not bare all the tantrums and aggression then some people think that we just don't care. The hardest decision in the world is the next one I had to make to place him in a home please keep your opinion of my choice to yourself for goodness sake. I take him to the home that I have chosen to try then I leave him there and all I can do is cry. I hope the workers will treat him as they
Smartass Blog
when i look at you i see a golden love a love so strong thats it comes from above.. i sit here thinkin do i have or had that love.. the love i long forever...and it now or never you make my day a brighter one when you call and say hello hun but some where i went wrong.. i sit here in pain and hurt and lonlyness i dont know what it is i think its comin to me that maybe your gonna be gone... i try and try to hold on to you but i keep losin my grip and your slippin away please dont go. hold on tight...and do let go.. our love is what counts not how people want us to feel i love you more then life eyes wide open I see nothing but pitch black I sit here searching for a light the only thing i can hear is myself breathing no shadows or anything moving Why does love make people this way why so much pain and so much lonelyness why cant someone love someone as much as i do my life is about to end i feel cold if i could see myself i look mo
My Escape
there is one man in my life that I love and will always love for the rest of my life, Hunter. I can not have him due to certain circumstances. He is not married. He lives very far away. He has goals in his life and so do I, this is the reason why we can not be together. he knows me better than anyone ever will. I tried to put him out of my life because it hurt too bad to know I couldn't have him. I moved on slowly. I found a friend that I am becoming more with every day. Recently I have been having indications that Hunter is checking on me again. He is leaving me messages on my myspace page and has left me an email on my emtcity email. I am not sure quite what to think about it. I love him, I would pick up and leave everything if he asked me to, but have tried to put him out of my life so I can move on, but its obvious he is still interested. What do I do? What do I say? do you ever have so much to say and not sure how to express it? I hate being alone, al
My Poetry
" Today" Today my soul mourns because a true feeling died It could have lived if I would have nurtured it If I would have tried Now in its place exists only emptiness She is gone no longer there for me to caress I honestly believed what we had was true something real Apparently her "love" was a bitter sweet lie Deep inside I wonder what she did feel There were so many things I said that now make no sense Everything she offered was presented under false pretence Today my soul morns because a true feeling died The days for tears are long gone now But my heart still aches when I remember how I foolishly tried The time for wondering and confusion are gone The love has died it's time to move on Copyright 2007 Charles H Gaudin "Lost"" Locked in a room without any windows Endlessly chasing countless shadows Hoping to find someone to hold This empty feeling has become so old When it ends I'm always alone These empty halls echo my groan Cold its always so cold
Jokes
The 5 Questions Most Feared By Men 1. What are you thinking about? 2. Do you love me? 3. Do I look fat in this? 4. Do you think she is prettier than me? 5. What would you do if I died? What makes these questions so difficult is that each one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly (i.e. tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analyzed below, along with possible responses. Question #1: What are you thinking about? The proper answer to this, of course, is: "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you." This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following: a. "Football." b. "Golf." c. "How fat you are." d. "How I would spend the insurance money if you died." Perhaps the best response to this question was offered by Al
Wicca
Botanical: Polemonium reptans Family: N.O. Polemoniaceae ---Synonyms---American Greek Valerian. Blue Bells. False Jacob's Ladder. Sweatroot. ---Habitat---United States. ---Description---This plant grows from New York to Wisconsin, in woods, damp grounds, and along shady river-banks. It has creeping roots, by which it multiplies very quickly. The stems are 9 to 10 inches high, much branched, bearing pinnate leaves with six or seven pairs of leaflets. The nodding, blue flowers are in loose, terminal bunches. The slender rootstock, when dried and used as the drug, is 1 to 2 inches long and 1/8 inch in diameter, with the bases of numerous stems on the upper surface, and tufts of pale, slender, smooth, wiry, brittle roots on the underside. The rootstock has a slightly bitter and acrid taste. ---Medicinal Action and Uses---Astringent, alterative, diaphoretic, expectorant. The drug has been recommended for use in febrile and inflammatory eases, all scrofulous diseases, in bowel c
Well Would You?
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickey? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
Never
As I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I try to understand your needs. When it rains on you , I will share my umbrella with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of quiet. When you wish to play, You will always have a playmate. You will never be completely alone, A piece of me will always be with you. One thing I c
Poetry
A special thanks to the ones who keep in touch and have helped me through my time on Fubar. Luv ya and thanks guys...muahzzzzz Falling in love with you is one of the hardest things I've ever done. Some people find that strange, but then, they haven't been fighting their heart for years, relabling every feeling as "misguided" or worse. When I speak to you, I'm still waiting for the numbness that refuses to come. The other day when you left, my heart screamed a protest. Was it fake? I ask myself the question again, the same question I've been asking for all this time. The difficulty of the situation is made harder by the fact you want me too. How do I know? The smiles you give me, the phrases you choose, your eyes. I stare into your eyes and my heart jumps. I stare into your eyes and my head reels. We're best friends, but I think I'm in love with you, I'm convinced you're in love with me, but I can't be sure. I can't tell you my feelings, I can't hear
Fubar
Well I was in houston the week after Ike hit, helping to undo the destruction. I have been back for a couple weeks and just am now able to find words to describe everything I saw and experienced. Things were bad when they got there and were still bad when I left. Ike may not have been as big and as destructive as Katrina, and lets pray nothing ever is again, but it was strong enough to destroy lives, homes gone...literally only the foundations left, lives extinguished, everything people have striven for in their lives erased in the blink of an eye. This has changed my outlook on life. I have never been one to put faith into objects but after being there, seeing so much damage and so much heartbreak so much sorrow, and at the same time so much hope, determination and love it chokes me up even now. What I did wasnt very much compared to others but it made a difference, when somone you have never met before hugs you and cries on your shoulder because you gave them some water, tha
Life And Such
I personally believe things happen for a reason. In some past life I must have been or done unspeakable, unmentionable things to someone or a whole lot of someones. Because if it doesn't happen how I believe it does. Then. Well. Can't life just give me a break? Isn't 25 years of hassles, heartache, terror, fear, loneliness, problems, fights, tears .. more than one person should have? It's likely just the emotions talking, but on the other hand I so know that it isn't. Feels like every single time I turn around. Something is going wrong. Is happening and I have utterly no control what so ever over it occuring. I'm not the type to give true details. But life hasn't been nice these 25 years of living. I feel lucky to have survived it all, and that I still want to continue on. Of cause. I have someone else to think of now. Just not myself. Perhaps that's my greatest worry. In a way. That for all my hoping and wondering that I'll do good by this baby once it's born, that I won't
Erotica
I should have told you a good servant would have I noticed the lock didn't latch on my cage my heart raced I knew the penalty for gettin out but I couldnt help myself after the previous night my mind was racing.I heard you leave and waited to hear the car and slowly,cautiously crept out from my home and snuck into the bedroom . I went to your bed and buried my face in your pillow taking in your perfume I looked on the floor and in your bathroom saw a pair of your panties with my heart in my throte I grabbed them and crawled in your tub I held your panties to my face in inhaled deeply takin in your musky smell I couldn't help myself I felt a stirring down there I knew I shouldnt touch but couldn't stop.your smell is intoxicating like a drug I was lost in my fantasy when I heard "what the fuck are you doing?"you yelled at me I jumped tried to scamble out of the tub quick in a flash you had my chain. "I knew you couldn't be trusted",you snarled at me ,"I wanted to see what y
Affirmations Work
Let not your heart be troubled Perhaps one of the greatest challenges that faces the average person today is believing in their own self worth. From the time we were small children, our view of our highest light has been undermined. It's pretty easy to recall past experiences where we've been told that we were less than we thought we were or that we'd made a mistake. Our teachers, parents, peers, the TV, and all sorts of sources have, either consciously or unconsciously, talked us into limiting ourselves. Over a lifetime, our power was slowly but steadily stripped away from us. But now all of that is changing. These teachings emphasize that you've never made a mistake. When the incident occurred where you thought you'd made a mistake, it wasn't until after the incident was over that you gleaned the knowledge from it. While the incident was still in progress, you were only operating on the basis of the best information that you had at the time. In truth, you couldn't have known
S.o.u.l Related
I'm so excited the shirts for my paranormal team came in today and they look awesome! I can't wait to wear them. :) I'll take a picture with it on to show everyone soon! Yesterday we met with the manager of the inn we are going to do the investigation of on Saturday night. While there we had a very pleasant ironic suprise. The lady who works with the haunted tours there came in while we were chatting with the desk attendant about some of the activity there. She said she was sorry but that was interesting to her and mentioned that she did the haunted tours...which I figured cuz of her shirt. lol Anyway, well come to find out she also sets up a lot of the paranormal investigations in New Orleans. Well she just so happened to know a dj that called her this very morning about needing a team to investigate his house. We are actually going to do that one next Saturday. Now here is the really awesome part. Since the lady works for haunted tours they are going to sponsor us on this, and th
Damn Computers
toke cough toke i know sounds like im burnin1 well guess wat I am lol wat happened to Freedom Of Speech? we are back and stronger than ever we are in process of rebuildin so bear with us but have a look let me know wat ya think plz http://mysite.verizon.net/vzery0hk/electrichellfireproductions/index.html The Begining Of A Legend Zakk Wylde was born Jeffery Philip Wielandt to a Mr. and Mrs. Jerome Wielandt on January 14, 1967 in Bayonne and raised in Jackson, New Jersey. He also has a sister, Amy. Zakk was given the nickname Flip, short for his middle name Phillip, by his dad. This is what friends and family called him. Zakk began guitar at the age of eight, only to quit a short time after due to lack of interest. Zakk then attended Jackson Memorial High School were he then picked up the guitar again at age 14.
Funnies
Jennifer watched as the cashier rang up her purchases. "Cash, check or charge?" she asked after folding the items Jennifer had bought. As Jennifer fumbled for her wallet, the cashier noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "Do you always carry around your TV remote?" the cashier asked. "No," she replied. "But my husband refused to come shopping with me, so I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him." * 1-star hangover No pain. No real feeling of illness. You sleep in your own bed and when you wake up, there are no traffic cones in there with you. You are still able to function relatively well on the energy stored up from all those vodka and Red Bulls. However, you can drink 10 bottles of water and still feel as parched as the Sahara. Even vegetarians crave a cheeseburger and a basket of fries. ** 2-star hangover No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay but you have the attention span and mental c
Song Lyrics
Holy eyes bring back one Never if you only trust your separation I believe and then I'll try to give in Is one fall already bad? Seems far, but it's true Whoever told you that We will find a way to be this way It's true, whoever told you that It's fine to walk right outta control It's true, whoever told you that That's fine I hope the best for you It's true, whoever told you that We try the best to be the best but look what you've done We are respiratory We take violence in stride We are respiratory We are never to fall We are the only story, intriguing myth We told it twice before and I I believe and then I'll try to give in We owe the attention for Seems far, but it's true Whoever told you that We will find a way to be this way It's true, whoever told you that It's fine to walk right outta control It's true, whoever told you that That's fine I hope the best for you It's true, whoever told you that We try the best to be the best but look what you
Dreams
Time travel is a common dream event. There is rarely a time machine involved. Rather, the dream story simply unfolds in another era of time, past or future. These dreams often represent either the romance or hopes we attribute to moments other than our present. You may find that the dream stems from your desire to identify with particular mores of a time period or to influence certain events. If you spontaneously dream of going backwards in time, it is most likely a dream of romantic wish-fulfillment. The good old days seem to conjure images of heroism, nobility, morality, and social life that, while not altogether accurate, draw our admiration. Often there is a facet of your personality that you feel you could more easily tap into as a pioneer, statesman, damsel in distress, or some other stereotypical image of history. Most times, the time travel is confluent with your particular image of an archetypal dream character. For example, if you are dreamin
Help Me Please Please
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Comments
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Would You Ladies Agree With This?
More than that A man comes home tired from work as he comes thru the door. He gives his wife a kiss on the check and nothing more. There are things about the day that, she wants to share. The husband turns on TV and sits in his favorite chair. He pretends to listen as surfs the TV And the wife wonders why wont he listen to me? After a couple is married, so quickly fades the romance. But, a wife still wants to go out for a dinner and a dance. They say, a woman is from Venus, a man is from Mars. Too often, she sits alone while; hes with friends at the bars Its so hard to figure where to place the blame. A woman marries a man to change him while, he hopes she stays the same. Two people living together but, living separate lives. Its the difference between husband and wives. As the years mount up the marriage runs it course. Theres a fifty percent chance, itll end up in divorce. Seems a ma
Nsfw
Create your own Friend Test here A Birthday Creampie And Much More! by cpluver This story contains graphic depictions of male bi-sexuality. If this bothers you, don't read this story. My birthday was today. So my wife, Alison, kept bugging me. "What do you want this year, you know, in the bedroom?" You see every year, since we got married, I get a special treat from her. In addition to the regular stuff, I can request something a little kinky. So this year, I decided I'd finally ask her for something I've wanted for a long time. I told her that I wanted to eat her creampie. "I'm making you a cake. Don't you want something special from me in the bedroom, too?" I told her it was something special. Now she looked confused. I always have wanted to go down on her after we had made love. But every time I tried, I lost my will after cumming. She said, "Okay, stud. I'm curious now. What exactly is a creampie and what do I have to do? This sounds interesting."
Thoughts
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Anti Raters!!!
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Clean Stuff, Soooo Safe For Work
ok maybe not a million but . . . Who Knew??? 1. To remove a bandage painlessly, Saturate the bandage with vodka. The stuff dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, Fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, Let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, Simply wipe the lenses with a soft, Clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka And letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on wine stains, Scrub with a brush, and then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face. As an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, And
The Further Adventures Of Vlad
He rode all night in the mist. Knowing that his army was less than a day's march behind him. He liked to be alone. To hate. At the crossroads he slowed for a dimly lit cabin well off the road. Dismounting, he walked his steed toward the cabin. It would be morning soon this would be as good a spot to rest as any. Throwing back the door, he found a weeping lass cowering by the fire. "Fear not women, I come for food and lodging." "Why ...you are 'the impaler' you leave no enemies alive" she breathed. "Where is you man" Vlad asks, scanning the humble quarters. "He has been dead 8 months now Sire, fighting in your army." She replies staring into the fire. "Grieve no more woman, he helps us all." Vlad tosses a bag of gold pieces and the table "for your service madam." The woman gets up and says "sit Sire, remove your boots. Allow me to make you comfortable. I will prepare food." Vlad removes his sword and his boots, finds a comfortable pillow between th
My Views
You Don't Know Me, and I Have a Gun! You don't know me, or maybe you just don't know that you do. I am your neighbor, doctor, clergyman, nurse or just another nameless, faceless stranger in the crowd. I have a state authorized, court issued permit to carry a concealed handgun. I do so whenever possible. Though you don't know me, there are a few things, however, you should know about me. The local police fingerprinted me. The fingerprint cards were submitted to the FBI and a criminal background check was performed. Before that, I had to pass state and local background checks. I had to present evidence to the state of approved training in firearms laws, safety and marksmanship before my application would even be accepted. I am not a felon, junkie, drug dealer, stalker or even a shoplifter since any number of indiscretions including alcohol or other drug abuse or even simple assault or a restraining order would disqualify me from holding a permit. My classroom training cover
Listen To My Story
They say that the instant you let your anger take over... The battles over... You have already lost.... To let your anger take over can be fatal.. What can you say to such words when the man you respect most in this world is telling you something that all human beings learn the hard way? But your a child... What do (you) know? All your forced to do is train... To push, push, push... To never give up... The only thing making you angry is the yelling screams you hear over the hills.... Again... Do it again.. So you swing... The marks and scars on your back is a good reminder to not talk back to him... As you swing and dance with a Shidoki Samurai Blade... It begins to feel heavy in your hands... Your sweat pours down your face like a neverending waterfall... Every swing you give takes a little more energy out of you.... (Again),, you hear in the background.... You cant stand it anymore... Its hot, its humid, and your thirsty.... Even when the old man wasnt satisfied with your trainnin
Echoes Of Thought
Echoes of Thought. We all have our place of solitude A haven of retreat Where nothing can ever phase or harm our ideal, Our reality, our ultimate fantasy Some seek ages to find this place, This realm no one else can see or understand Where the outer shell is bombarded Constantly thwarting off outward attacks Shielding our inner conscious from the outside world Hiding us from the unrelenting echoes of truth Oh how they pierce the defenses Delving ever deeper with every attack Each more powerful then the next Cunning enough to sense the slightest weakness Leaving the shield of our defenses crippled ever still As we hold on with every effort to maintain control Scraping tooth and nail For the very essence of our inner being Efforts fading and collapsing As we submit to the all powerful echoes of truth Words and images to clear in nature Like the scratching of nails on the chalkboard Etching thoughts into our inner being Fading our ideal Like a water soaked
Poems
Write what I feel whats the big deal, my heart is now not so easy to steal. My eyes are open and I am not looking back, I took my independence when I told you to pack. It's not that I never cared or loved you, but we both needed to start anew. I'm not perfect nor am I the same, that's no reason to call me such names. You say I've changed that I am not me, I am becoming the person I was meant to be. Yes you were my life, my heart and my soul, but also my youth and innocence you stole. I am becoming me and loving it so, this is the me you wish you could know. I will love me for all of me and not just some, you can't change what I've become! written on August 13, 2008 Mistakes have been made on both our parts, but what does that truly say of our hearts When something feels wrong or out of place, instead of talking to me, you go to her to plead your case. You say you love me and really do care, how come when I need you, your not there. You act like I
Keeper Of The Fire--for Deb Deb
"INVISIBLE TOUCH" - GENESIS
Oh Mel What Have You Done Now?
Well the past few weeks I was debating on my choice to go into the army. Well today I made up my mind ands it's official! So in 3 weeks I leave for boot camp!! I am actually really excited. I had let some bad judgements get in my way but you know what screw it all! I can't wait! My family is actually starting to accept it which makes me feel a lot better about. I called all my family both sides and set up for my graduation!! So of my family I have not seen in about eight years so my graduation will mean so much more to me. Plus this weekend I am going sky diving with two of my friends. They have been trying to talk me into it and I finally caved in. So this next week is going to be very eventful. Well I will post after my jump. Wish me luck! WELCOME TO INTOXICATION SIGN UP FOR A STAFF POSITION OR COME IN AND JOIN THE INTOXICATED LOCALS AND GET TOTALLY INTOXICATED CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND COME GET YOUR INTOXICATION ~ WELCOME TO INTOXICATION ~ SIGN UP FOR A STAFF P
For All Those Stoners Out There!
'Hello Dr. Greenthumb, paging Dr. Greenthumb!' Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb I'd like to tell you just where I'm from In the hills where the trees grow wild with weed fields The fucking pigs with shields holding the blue steels Greenhouse effect with the weed connect (Doctor) DEA can't keep Greenthumb in check (Doctor!) HPS, God Bless the whole crop Please God, don't let me see no cops Trunkload, ready to hit the highway Don't let the eye in the sky fly my way or we gonna have big trouble, that's no shit Can't be growin without no permit but fuck that, I study the 215 trip That way when they come they can suck my dick Weed can't grow without attention Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Chorus: Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb! I'd like to tell you just where I'm from Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb! I'd like to tell you just where I'm from Aiyyo Dr. Green
This Is, What It's All About......
They didn't have you where I come from Never knew the best was yet to come Life began when I saw your face And I hear your laugh like a serenade How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough, Cause I'm never, never giving you up I slip in bed when you're asleep To hold you close and feel your breath on me Tomorrow there'll be so much to do So tonight I'll drift in a dream with you As you wander through this troubled world In search of all things beautiful You can close your eyes when you're miles away And hear my voice like a serenade How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough Cause I'm never, never giving you up Is forever enough Cause I'm never, never giving you up The Trail of Tears refers to the forced relocation in 1838 of the Cherokee and Choctaw Native American tribes to Indian Territory in what would be the state of Oklahoma, resulting in the deaths of an estimated 4,000 of the 15,000 Cherokees and Choctaws affected.This was caused b
Dragonz Train 07-08
This is a free FAN RATE AND ADD train. This is the first and original Dragonz Train. New look and new members and all updated. RULES are simple. FAR all members before you are add and when you have done so leave me a email letting me know. DO NOT leave a comment on the blogs. I miss a lot of them. You must be a level 10 and higher with a salute. So what are you waiting for come on and hop a ride and meet some awesome people. If you have leveled, please let me know and I will update you on the train. This is brought to you from the Owner and Founder of this awesome train: 'JEANNE MARIE' RGMTRʎ **~CLUB F.A.R~**Founder of the BADD-AZZ VIXENZ*~~Founder of th@ fubar
Proud Mary's Aches And Pains
Dying Spirit By; MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary SHE SITS, UNAWARE OF THE NOISE AROUND HER SHE THINKS WITHOUT ANY THOUGHT SHE CRIES WITHOUT ANY TEARS SHES HERE BUT GONE.. SHE LOOKS BUT DOESNT SEE SHE HEARS BUT DONT LISTEN SHE NEEDS A PLACE TO LAMENT THE DEATH OF HER SPIRIT HAS FINALLY COME A FRIEND SHE SEEKS BUT THEY NEVER STAY ITS WARM, BUT OH SO COLD INSIDE HER CREEPING UP TO FREEZE HER GUTS GONE IS HER SMILE. SHES INVULNERABLE, YET IN PAIN SHE HURTS AND CUTS DEEP TEARS FINALLY ROLL, ROLL UPON CHEEKS THATS COLDER THAN HER RAIN. A SAD LONG WAIL A DEEP MOURNFUL MOAN SHE WHIMPERS, SHE CHOKES, SHE GAGS SHES ALIVE YET DEAD SAD TIRED EYES STARE BACK EMOTIONLESS, THE GRIN HAS SLOWLY FADED LAUGHTER TURNED INTO A SUBTERRANEAN GROAN SHES DRIFTING SLIPPINGYES SHES GONE...... Bones and Butterfly By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary Flickering her wings she gently settles on his skull, let
Poems For You
Does it hurt when Daddy loves you I know you wouldn't lie Does it tickle when he hits you Are you happy when you cry Makeup hides the bruises Tissues dry the tears Pills help the smile stay But nothing hides the fear We go to church on Sunday But you stay home with him Why do you hide your happiness From the house of holy men You tell me that he loves you He only does when he's high When I call for help to save you You tell me not to lie It hurts when Daddy loves you You're too blind too see While you're hiding in the shadows Daddy's loving me Mama do I love you Tell me is it true How can I love someone Who does the things you do You make me comb my hair Make my bed, brush my teeth Keep my clothes clean and neat You cook the vegis you make me eat I muss my hair Feed the dog all the vegis that you cook Create chaos and disorder Everywhere you look You scream and fuss and holler As you clean up all my mess Then you smile and reassure me An
Things In My Mind
Couples Survey*** 1. What are your first names? 2. How long have you been together? 3. How long did you know each other before you started dating? 4. Who asked who out? 5. How old are each of you? 6. What are your astrological signs? 7. How tall are each of you? 8. Who's mother do you see the most? 9. Whos siblings do you see the most? 10. Do you have any children together? 11. What about pets? 12. If so, what kind? 13. Which bill is the hardest on you as a couple? 14. How do each of you work? 15. Is that what you went to school for? 16. Did you go to the same school? 17. Are you from the same hometown? 18. Are you from the same town now? 19. Who is the smartest. 20. Who is the most sensitive? 17. Where do you eat out at most as a couple? 18. Where do you shop the most as a couple?? 19. Where is the furthest you have traveled as a couple? 20. Who has the best group of
Amour!
I put your picture on my mirror, Start to blush when somebody says your name In my stomach there's a pain See you walk in my direction I go the other way I start to stutter when I speak Try to stand but my knees go weak What happening to me in the dark can you tell me what it means I lay my head on my pillow Staring out the window Wish on a star for a sign It's the reason why Your always on my mind When you come around I get shy When I see you, when I see you Never know when you might walk by So I gotta be right on time When I see you when I see you I scribble X and O's in my notebook Checking how my hair and nails look I feel myself in the zone I get nervous when you call So I say I'm not home I see your face when I hear my favorite song Should I Send an email at home You're the number 1 topic on the phone, I wonder if you know or do you have a clue I lay my head on my pillow You got me staring out the window Wish on a star for a sign Whats the reaso
Man That Cheats And Lies.
Why is it that a man can say they found the one they are looking for and the one they want, but all its all lies. Do they do it because they think thats what a women wants to hear? Why can't they just be honest and truthful instead of lying. All any women wants is a meaningful relationship with out the lies and bull shit. At least when i women says they care about some one they mean it they dont lie about it. So why do men always lie? Is it to get the womens attention or is it there big freakin ego? I hate liars playes and cheaters. there is nothing worse than that. I would like to hear your comments on this. If any guys are in a relationship or married i will no longer add any one who has a g/f or is married. that goes for every one. Im sick of these guys that play it both ways or think they can get away with cheating or playing some one.So if your either of these as of now i will not add you. I will not delete any one who is already on my list. This is for new add request only. For
Weeee..
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different
B.d.s.m. Stuff
Yes, I am into bondage, but let me share a little of what bondage is about before you cast your judgment. Bondage is about absolute trust. It's about going to a level of intimacy beyond anything you've ever experienced before. It's about giving yourself so completely to another human being that you abandon all sense of self and just lose yourself in them. Bondage is not just leather and chains and being all trussed up like a steer at a rodeo. Those things are for people who like S&M as well as bondage. For the rest of us, there are padded handcuffs, ribbons and silk ropes. These things are designed to enhance pleasure and stimulation. Most of them are easy to get out of if you start to feel uncomfortable. It's all about the tease, and pushing your senses to the limit. We're so busy in today's world, and so used to instant gratification, that we've lost the art of foreplay. It's all wham bam, thank you maam and then move on to the next conquest. I kno
Stoopid Science
So here is the question, does light have mass? Visible light is electromagnetic radiation whose wavelength falls within the range of which the human retina responds. Light consists of energy quanta called photons that behave partly like waves and partly like particles. So gravity affects things with mass correct? Black holes have such extreme gravity that not even light can escape. If it was energy without mass, then the gravitational pull of a black hole would have no effect. You dont actually see an object, you see the visible light hitting it. Isnt light just a byproduct of something else? Just like heat, light is a byproduct of fire. Have there been experiments in no matter the source of the illumination, does the light have the same properties? Might the sun and a campfire emit light at a different speed? What about a light bulb? Or are the properties of light universal no matter the source or emitter? And it must have mass otherwise it would pass through objects rathe
Funny Stuff
1. The guy you pass up for another one is always better, its a proven fact 90% of the time. And even if you dont talk to the one you pass up anymore, you will find yourself thinking about him, and realized that you possibly could be happier. And even if you dont talk, and it seems like he doesnt like you anymore, believe me, he thinks about you everynight if he loved you at one point. 2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 3. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 5. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he g
Life
A Passing. A Loss. I need a HUG! Current mood: sad Awww....my morning wake up news was wonderously numb. I find out my G'Father passed on about 8pm, Sunday, 14 Dec. 08...in the midst of the snow storm we were having. Of all the flippin' days that my Mother and G'Mother take a trip over there to see him and they can't, cuz of the fuckin' weather. The news was he hadn't taken any fluids the day b4 and he was slowing slippin' into a coma. The cordless fone was put to his ear and Mother and G'Mother tried to talk to him. He was breathing fast, but he was trying to talk back to them and it was only coming out as grunts. Mom had a feeling it might be the moment of him going. Anyway! I was feeling numb thru my shower, getting dressed...and then head out the door. I almost couldn't get into my car...it was that frozen. I almost gave up, too. But I didn't want to be inside the house...I wanted OUT!!! I finally get into my car and start it up for the warming it needs. And I gather up my b
Another Time...another Face
http://www.yahoo.com/s/811048 so seriously just like i do in real life im gonna warn you people on here... im so sick of you retards who think your fucking family sedans are race cars fucking shit up for people who do things the right way. there are race tracks for people who want to race where u pay a small fucking piece of change to run ur car all day in a safe enviorment. so here my warning, im gonna start carrying my 45 under my front seat and whenever i see anyone racing which might lead up to what happend in the link i posted im going to take out ur back tires. hopefully i dont hit ur gas tank but if i do atleast i did the world a favor of ridding it of one more dumbass. this shit is out of hand and im sick of people i know dying because of it. One thing is for sure... all of these crapy half ass thrown together "custom" pictures people are making for other users..... they suck... and they suck BAD. A few are cool here and there but these people with hundreds of edited picture
Discovering This Awesome Site!
I am swampped! massaging clients at the clinic and drawing new designs for Cintas and trainning the Feds on weekends. I just found out that I have to fly to Los Angeles ASAP becuase Brittney hurt her back! She's gain a little weight since shes been with Kevin. Im in the middle of working on a video and have litle or no time for this shit. I used to massage many rockstars while on tour but she aint on tour. Atleast I get to have my screenplay looked at by a great writer! So its worth the flight! Now Ive found my new crack this fubar site I think Im Doomed! I feel like im in high school again. Im getting sweaty and nervous. I didnt know you could see boobies here! Im so blown away about ths site! I didnt know people posted their nude fotos here! an online friend of mine turned me on to this site and now Im hooked! I made this site my home page! who ever thought of his is pure genius!
Me!
you saved me Neon lights of green, yellow, pink, orange. Drugged lies from boys Throwing everything I still had By drowning it in liquids of blue or mixed in punch Thought I was soon to drop off the edge Then you showed up At first I thought I was just another pretty face Slowly I began to slip away You reached out your hand And for a moment I stopped, looking to my past Thinking was on a road broken promises and hollow lies Never to return But when you showed me I was all wrong I know I could make it through then with you Everything then faded with my moonlit life Smiling to myself I beginning to think All times I said "I love you" I never meant as I did when I said it to you As I start to rebuild myself I realize for I have a shoulder to cry on Still I dont think I'll have any reason For as much as I love you Thinking I never have to cry as long as I love you I have brought you, that our passions may fuse and merge - in your mind you've already succum
My Rants
This is on my profile but I just wanted to put it in my blog as well: I'm definitely not looking to hook-up. If that's what you're looking for, please move on. I'm not on this site to look at naked people. So please don't offer to show me your NSFW pictures as a conversation starter. I'm not interested. And if you have a picture posted of someone who isn't you, but you claim it is, don't get pissed if people call you out on it. You are not Keira Knightley or Orlando Bloom. Don't perpetrate. I only downrate dumbasses who downrate me. So thanks for playing. Before you vote for the president/vice president of the U.S. on November 4th this year, please take the time to actually learn each candidates' stance on issues important to you. If you go to OnTheIssues, you can look at both national and local candidates and what they have to say about topics such as Foreign Policy, Gun Control, Budget & Economy, Education, Homeland Security, Crime, Government Reform, Health Care, War
What I Find Funny
my stupid ipod won't work, and I'm doing a lot of travel lately, so it's crucial that I have my music. Because I didn't do anything to break my old ipod I'm reluctant to give apple more money, but itunes already has all my music, and I'm used to ipods... Damn. Please show some love, and support our troops GOOD MORNING!! WELL IT HAS OFFICIAL STARTED!! YOUR BLAST CONTEST!! BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR US!!! I AM GIVING YOU A LINK TO MY BULLETIN SO THAT YOU CAN REPOST IT FOR YOUR FRIENDS TO SEE!!! THANKS AGAIN AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2407279754 ~WICKEDFRIEND (CELIA) *****CONTEST***** Starting on Monday OCT 1st, I will be in a contest with 2 other close friends on here. We are competing to see who can get to Fu-King the first, the two losers will have to split a HH cost for the winner. If you could spread the word and help me out starting on OCT 1st,
Music :)
And I gotta throw in a few Queens of the Stone Age videos. They rock! Enjoy :) I Never Came... In The Fade I Wanna Make It Wit Chu Ooo I just love this song. I dunno what it is about it, but it's fricken awesome! I love Staind... *tear*
Blog
Well im fixing to turn 30 Monday. Scared about it. But good thing is I am going to finish school and go to college to be a vet assit. I love animals and I have three dogs of my own. I have always want to work with animals and I aint getting any younger so I better do it know. And I want to make some thing out of myself befor it's to late. Since my kids will be in back in school soon I can go also and make them proud of me. And maybe give them a push to finish school also. Cause if I can do it at my age they can also. "I hope" Other then that Im just sitting here. I just put my ribs on for dinner. Well thats all for know Redneck Cowboy A Redneck cowboy rides into a town on a hot blistering day riding his horse with his dog following. He ties his horse and dog under the shade of a tree. The Redneck cowboy goes into the bar for a cold beer. About 20 minutes later a policeman comes in and asks who owns the dog tied under the tree. The Redneck cowboy tells him that its his. The po
Skillz
What Gay-Marie Means You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are
Speechless
So, i got up crap early this morning.. A wine-shop(?) had some offers on red wine, that I just couldn't ignore.. ;) So I got up and bought 18 bottles of red.. Think I'm going to pour it all into a tub and just float around in it! :) So, I'm at work, second to last day here, before I start my new job! I'm hoping my office will have windows to the south, 'cause then I'll be looking out on a 26 m. tall beer bottle! Hehe, that's funny.. Anyways, sitting here, bored out of my mind, so I thought I'd write something... Not shure what though.. Any of you two people, who actually reads this, who knows anything about reliable totally-ordered multicasts communication between different server-groups? Hmm, didn't think so.. Ooh, well, guess I have to sit and think about that for a while.. I'll be back... Gaaah!! Woke up with hangovers! Well, that was expected ever since we started on beers and whisky(scottish, not irish) around noon yesterday. Had a really good weekend all in all, but eve
Hmmmmm
we often find ourselves wondering around this world with what we belive to be open eyes. Even with our eyes wide open we still find our that we are traveling blind. We keep many parts of us closed from our eyes to our souls. We do this for many reasons. Some to sheild us from pain and others to hide fears of the unknown. Even if we choose to no longer travel blindly will we still do not notice everything that is placed infront of us. There is this woman that I know. I have know here for about 8 years now. I can only hope that when she reads this she will have a better understanding of how I feel. I could write a 1,000 page book about her and not even scratch the surface of her and how she makes me feel. Trust me I have tried. I have written her a few times telling her how I feel. Some she has already read and some she has not read and might not ever read. I knew the first time I saw her all of those years ago that she was something special and was to be cherished forever. She is the
Fyi
So my computer is running really slow and I don't know what the hell is wrong with it but I wanted to let everyone know before I log off that neither myself or Ryan (FubarFred) will probably be on for the rest of the evening. I'm going to defrag and run some anti-virus crap and all that fun stuff! If we get it running smoother you might see us on again this evening! Misty So whats a girl got to do to see some boobs?!?!? They don't even have to be your own....I just want to see some:) Leave me comments! Anything! LMAO! I'm waiting............ So I've been not feeling all that well the last couple of days and I'm sitting here trying to do this and feel like I'm trying to break a fever or something......I'm sweating like crazy and getting hot and cold.......I'll be on as much as I can but I think I'm going to go lay down for a little while and see if it helps....I wish I could be doing as much as normal on here right now but I really feel like ass! Sorry guys! I'll be on as much as I
My Creative Side
do I know you? sometimes I'm sure I do at times even better than you know yourself other times I don't know you at all something is happening I will agree your words have caught me up in something big and we have made a real connection here in a short time do you know me? you think you do you've read some parts of me those I've sheared off to rhyme or not rhyme but is that knowing? one thing I know for sure your wants and desires scare the hell out of me and my instincts tell me to run and not look back where do we go from here? ... what to do about you Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not miss
Downrater!
lets show this guy we won't stand for the rudeness! wildbill44313@ fubar Rated me a "1" doesn't even know me just rated me a 1 for no apparent reason the dog ate my nickname@ fubar Hey everyone I am in a giveaway for a year VIP. I have 10 weeks to complete the giveaway. So any and all help you can give me i would appreciate greatly. below is the link to my photo that is in the giveaway. thanks steph and mark for hosting the giveaway Abby
In My Darkest Hour...
Stuff
The 7 kinds of Sex... · The first kind of sex is called Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. · The second kind of sex is called Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. · The third kind of sex is called Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine, and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. · The fourth kind of sex is called Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway, you both say, "Screw you." · The fifth kind of sex is called Religious Sex. This means you get nun in the morning, nun in the afternoon, and nun at night. · The sixth kind of sex is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws y
Bulletin Saves And Shares
Are you Aware or Oblivious? * Are you aware by May of 2008 the law will require you to carry a national identification card? Are you aware that there are plans being developed to have all Americans embedded with a Radio Frequency Identification (RFID) computer chip under their skin so they can be tracked wherever they go? The Department of Homeland Security's Emerging Applications and Technology Subcommittee said in a 15-page report that the use of RFID in identification cards or tokens could lead to illegal tracking of Americans... "Without formidable safeguards, the use of RFID in identification cards and tokens will tend to enable the tracking of individuals' movements, profiling of their activities and subsequent, non-security-related use of identification and derived information," the DHS draft report states. Not only do they imped on our privacy but they also pose a considerable Health Risk... Unlike the optical readers associated with bar codes, RFID readers emit
My Stuff
I see you as a beautiful rose looking into ur eyes I see a blossom full of life Your skin soft as petals A tingle sensation goes through me when I touch Your aroma goes into my nose to my lungs filling them with pleasure Those lips colored deep red for passion When the petals fall there is nothing left except ur cold barbwire stem When you hold me the thorns piercing my skin Its wrapping my body, chocking, digging my skin my blood flows out The thorns dig deeper in my skin scaring my soul My soul leaking going into my vanes and pouring into the floor of blood When you go I will heal in the outside but the inside I will still have the scars forever they stay Again and again I will have more scars Even though I will die I cant stop The heartless thorns are not the ones killing me It's your beauty that causes my pain my demise I cant stop thinking about your beauty I want to touch and hold even though I feel pain I cant let go. In ot
My Poetry
the mystery foams the companion roams the mystery that is my life the companion soon to be my wife the mystery of time the lack of meaning in lemon or lime the mystery of open spaces the looks on my childs faces the mystery of me the emptiness we all see the mystery of you the nature of me and you the mystery is us the discovery a plus the mystery of we the future we shall see I chase not the deer in the woods what purpose would I have, what kind of mmods I chase not the devil in the trees what purpose would I have, bring satan to his knees? I seek not danger in the forest there is plenty of that at my nearby florist I run not thru the woods bare for none to see I am a free man, however, not quite that free I look upon the stream that divides my path it looks so peaceful, but, was it a journey of wrath? I can stare at the surrounding for ever to create such beauty with my words, I am not so clever So, journey with me in my trek thru the pines we
Omg You Gotta Read This
Wanted everyone to know, Alot has been going on in my family past few weeks. Those of you who know me personally, you know what has happened. For everyone else, here it goes, My Aunt went to the doctor 2 weeks ago cause she thought she felt something strange in her breast. Keep in mind, she JUST had a mamogram. Come to find out, it was a very rare cancer normally not caught cause it gets under the muscle. Within 3 days of finding this, they had her in the Hospital doing a Masectomy. Now she is in the middle of Chemotherapy when just a little over 2 weeks ago she was fine and healthy. OR so she thought. PLease keep her and my family in your prayers!! Thank you all!! Love and bites, Lost Civeteto, Queen Witch, Creator of LDC, Engaged to Forsaken Bitch, MEMBER CLUB F.A.R. Ok for those of you who dont know, I am a Grease monkey at walmart lol anyways, i was leaving work tonight..at 8 pm..ugh lol...anyways, me and a couple guys i work with were walking out and when we got to the pa
Energywork
I wasn't sure where to put this particular topic, lol. But it does have alot to do with energy, so this ended up here! I feel the need to write this because, of late, I have had several friends, both online and off, who have encountered their first past life companion that was a past life spouse/lover/whatever. This is truly a mind-blowing experience and tends to upset one alot, lol!! That is a most diplomatic way to put it, lmao!! How do you recognize a past life companion, of the generic sort? You meet them and it feels like you've known them forever, lol. I tend to get a chill running up my spine, as well. But that may just be me. You are comfortable with these people for no good reason that you can see. Chances are you have known each other in a past life or two, or more! Past life companions that have been spouses/lovers/whatevers cause a little different response, lol. The strength of the response depends on many things, from what I can tell: how many lives you have spe
Generic
Please rate the following songs from 1 to 5 (you can leave it at 0 if you don't like the song at all : [0] Killswith Engage - My Curse [0] The Trooper - Iron Maiden [0] Hell Bent For Leather - Judas Priest [0] Wherever I May Roam - Metallica [0] Cowboys From Hell - Pantera [0] Breathe - Breaking Benjamin [0] Angry Again - Megadeath [0] Night Train - GNR [0] Greed - Godsmack [0] Got To Life - Korn Primary emotions are brief, intense, and they cannot be controlled. Emotion researcher Dylan Evans of Kings College London says primary emotions are: Joy, sorrow, anger, fear, surprise, disgust. What is really striking about the secondary emotions is how social they are and how important they are. You can feel primary emotions when you are alone. But to work up a secondary emotion you need someone else around. The so-called secondary emotions are not secondary in reality. They make up the volatile mix from which human relationships are formed, which makes them pretty fundam
Food
what's your favorite pizza hamburger or cheeseburgers what is your favorite food
Love Lost
My Journey Not that it matters, and not that anyone cares, but I have decided to move on. I dont know what awaits me out there in the world, but Ill face it head on. Ive loved, Ive lost, Ive been hurt, but Im mending. Its a slow process, but Im on my way. On this healing journey, Ive been discovering myself. Ive learned that I do have the power to say no. I have also learned self-control. It isnt just a journey of self-healing; its a journey of self-discovery. I think that, by the time I get to the end of this journey, Ill finally know who I am. My wife may have left me, I may have been crushed by it, but through it all, I think something wonderful is happening. Im learning to adapt. I realize now that I dont have to be with someone to be happy. I just need to be happy with myself. What is the meaning of life? A very popular question. One that has been asked repeatedly through out the ages. Do you want the answer? Nothing. There is no meaning of life. Th
Hope & Passion Of A New Day!!!
The life we lead is not easy, The world around us makes me queasy. When I Think Of You!! Hang in there and I shall too, Around the world I would go, just to be with you. When I Think Of You!! The air I breathe is fresh and new, Something clean and moning dew, When I Think Of You. I stare at the computer day dreaming, With the hope of a new day, When I Think Of You!! I know I am no longer alone, You are one true friend, This I Know When I Think Of You!! ~HUGS & Kisses~ I write this one especially for you!! You make me whole again when I feel empty and blue!!! We talk we laugh and we flirt too!! On the phone and off too!! You are special to me in so many ways! I look forward to talking to you on and off throughout the days!! Somehow time flies lol it is because I am having a lot of fun!!! I did not expect anyone to get through some walls that were going up around me, Yet you did and with such a force and a beautiful suprise!! You are the roma
Daily Journal
August 30, 2007 Today was just another one of those days. You know what I'm talking about. The kind of day that just seems to drag on forever. I feel like I have been awake for days but I have only been awake since about 7 am. I am tired but I am not ready to go to sleep. It just feels like the days are getting longer everyday. I know that they are in fact getting shorter because fall is right around the corner but they feel like they are getting longer. What can I do to help pass the time?? Is there any refuge for the bored and lonely? I sure hope so cause I haven't found it. If anyone that reads this has any idea as to what I can do to eliminate this problem, please tell me. Signed, Sully P.S. One of the reasons I am so bored and lonely is because I have been without a girlfriend or any intimate contact with a woman for over 4 months now. So I know that it is the reason why I am lonely but the boredom I just can't figure out. August 25th 2007 I
Senseless Crimes
Ultimate Fate for 22 year old Tim McLean Posted On 08/03/2008 12:36:16 by beautifulnightmare Taken from Tim McLeans MySpace Profile: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=108390479 "I'm from winnipeg manitoba canada, I'm 21, im about 5'5"- 5'6", but whatever short ppl rule the world, I weigh 125 lbs. but its all rock hard, I have Hazel eyes, dark hair, I have three tattoos a skull on my left shoulder, marvin martian, and the JoKawiLd on my back, my lip is pierced. playin vids, chillin, havin a good time, Playin football, barbeques, parties, music, beach, camping, motorcycles, reptiles, wrestling, ufc, tanning, biking, sleeping, eating, and i dunno what else. For more details........... SHUT UP ABOUT IT" This is the ulitmate, of Ultimates as far as an Unprovoked Attack on an Innocent White, this poor poor 22 year old hard working WHITE MAN SLEEPING. What the Hell is wrong with the Canadian Asian animal that did this. This sick b
Heavy Stuff
Hillary Clinton has a NEW plan for providing health insurance and it's got a twist. Following on the heels of her original plan for socialized medicine that bombed heavily when Bill Clinton was is office is this stinker which will end up with the same result. "This is not government-run," the party's front-runner said of her plan to extend coverage to an estimated 47 million Americans who now go without. "I know my Republican opponents will try to equate health care for all Americans with government-run health care," Clinton said. "Don't let them fool us again. This is not government-run." The New York senator said her plan would require every American to purchase insurance, either through their jobs or through a program modeled on Medicare or the federal employee health plan. Businesses would be required to offer insurance or contribute to a pool that would expand coverage. Individuals and small businesses would be offered tax credits to make insurance more affordable. Note t
Fun Stuff
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!! 1. Your Name: 2. Age:
Oddities At Night
My eyes are heavy my head is shaking the music is getting too loud but its my own & still i dont turn down the vollume i feel my foot start to go to sleep like it feels just as its waking up but not as intense and most people really dont notice it and still i leave it underneath my other leg the memory i have is very short and not much lived occasionally something comes back to me but perhaps its filtered like much of the other large masses of information not much info going in now my fingers tremble and then they shake things happen and then i dont notice for a longer amount of time than ordinarily it was the cat shit i gotta go turn off the sprinkler well ill give it a few minutes longer because as you cant yet see it will drown the lawn and we cant have that now can we? i need a snack now i got the damn munchies mmmmmmmm cheese sharp cheddar and swiss now i think ill retire to the couch who am i again? Mostly thinking of the co
Love Poem
Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts
My Shit
In my head the words flow with an intensity Though when I choose to speak They never come out so perfectly The things you so patiently wait to hear Come out in fragments, so unclear Broken sentances With shattered meaning Your longing taunting me From behind misted eyes Again I try to tell you my secrets As before, my voice goes unheard You pushed me to the bottom So much for the broken promise Of breaking my fall Stare down at me With hate filled eyes Blame me, Ill take the fault Of our latest demise Your words spoken with passion Now replaced with cold venom Though I try, I cant fight you My voice nothing more than a hoarse whisper You read my lips, but wont take in the words Shut me out, you know you love to Take the last of my dignity Just let me up so I can walk away When did you learn that you were going in circles Life was revolving over and over again The things you thought were over
Confession
Drifting away, deep into your eyes, Your warm naked body, glides in between my thighs, Your lips are so tender and taste so sweet, Yearning for the moment, our souls do meet, You bury your head into my chest, And run your tongue around my breast, With each gentle touch, I begin to shake, In pure anticipation, of the next move you will make, I need you inside me, I can no longer wait, My back arches in pleasure as you penetrate, Deeper and deeper you press into me, Becoming as one, in pure ecstasy. I just want to lose myself, If only for a moment, This passion that's inside, I can no longer control it, It's screaming out at me, With a voice tha is hoarse, Wanting to be unleashed, With unimaginable force, Let me forget who I am, And be what you need, I'll climb up on top, Or you can take the lead, Whisper to me, How you want me to please, I'll dress up for you, And crawl on my knees, Touching my body, You'll kno
Sample Of My Poetry
Who am I anymore? Can anyone tell me? There isn't an open door To allow me to be free. Why am I a stanger, To you and to me? I fear my soul's in danger Will just be a memory. I feel my spirit slipping Into a place unknown. A place as black as night A place not of my own. I feel as though I am dying, Alittle more each day Dying from all of the lying, I wish you'd have to pay. Pay for all the pain For all the hurt pride For making my love be in vain And making me want to hide. I am losing myself, The person I used to be. I am now a stanger, A stanger even to me. When is it time to say goodbye, To all the love I've known, When is it time to end your pain, And leave me all alone? I've watched you on your good days when I feel your strength renewed; But shortly after little ups, The down days then ensue. We ride this roller-coaster of Emotions as we try, To make it through another day, And yet, I can't deny ... That as I look into your face On d
Poetry
I always knew you'd try to come around... Try to pick me up off of the ground... I guess you want to wipe off the slate... I hate to say this, but you're a little too late... The world has closed in on me, there's nowhere to run... Tightens it's grip, I'm coming undone... The end seems so near now, I have it in site... What do I do now, flight or fight... Stay and fight for what I don't think I'll win... Run for my life and start over again... What do I do now, the future's so unclear... Screaming for help, everyone turns a deaf ear... No one will help me, what do I do... Thought someone would be there, including you... I guess I was wrong, I'm going to break... Can't save me now, you're a little too late. You're the one of whom I dream... True love's destiny... You're all I want and more... I need you by my side... Your soul connected to mine... Our worlds no longer as two... I want to be with you... There's nothing I won't do... Together as one for
My Blogs
Please take the time to read this! It is that time of year again when we raise money for the March of Dimes. The March of Dimes raises money to help with children that are born premature and try to help and ensure that they can survive and live a normal life. As many of you know that this is something that has touch me personally, one being that I was born almost three month premature and the other that I lost a son who was born almost 5 months premature. So this is something that means a lot to me and every little bit that you can do to help would mean the world to me, and if you are unable to donate please pass this on to your friends and family and maybe they may be able to help aswell. The ride will be held Sunday September 16th at 9:00 A.ME. at the Kansas Speedway. The following link will direct you to where you can go to make a donation to the March of Dimes for Bikers for Babies. http://www.marchofdimesride.org/JasonDavis I looked at my recent raters on my page
Whatever Happened To Natural Selection???
I remember when I was growing up, fighting with my parents to be allowed to be responsible for my own actions. It was a sign of independence. If I made a mistake, I would take the consequences. My parents, wanting nothing but the best for me, wanted to prevent my making mistakes, by telling me what to do and what not to do. The end result, a compromise. I made my own mistakes, and they bailed me out when they had too. It was called the process of growing up. Why then is it that today, no one wants to be responsible for their own actions? I heard on the news that a group of people are suing the government here in Manitoba. The reason for this lawsuit? The Government allows gambling in the bars and in government run casinos. They are saying that the government is responsible for people that are addicted to gambling! Now correct me if I am wrong here, but I don't think the government sent a representative to the person's house, abducted them at gunpoint or under threat of harm
To Every Guy
When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she walks away slowly [ Run up to her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When she cries [ whipe the tears from her face ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she asks you to go out to dinner [ Always offer a tossed salad ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a nigh
Stories!
Ok so here is the point of the story Its about a girl and a boy (they dont have names there are just he and she). Their relationship starts in high school its very timid and shy at first but all that shyness and withdraws leads to a sexual and passionate relationship in later months. Ok, so am not done write it yet thats going to take some time . . . but Ill give you a little preview. It late and she hears him open the front door, as he makes the short dark walk to her bedroom (a walk he has made a thousand times before) she pretends to be sleeping, just hoping that she can surprise him. But its to late, she feels his hot breath on her inner thigh. She dare not protest. She could try but she being held down with a force she has never felt him uses before, shes getting turned on and he can tell. She tries to raise her hip to show him how badly she needs his tongue and fingers, but her attempts go unanswered. Hes teasing her, kissing her thighs and just above her mound sta
People Watcher
The reality of reading someone else's sappy Blogs.... Makes me want to Puke!!! Sorry, for posting all the warm Puke of Late. We have the ability to make choices.. That is 1 fact I try to make clear, to people when I post a comment. If you choose your choice... It is YOUR own PICK!! Please do Not place"BLAME!!!! "Choice: is 1 Freedom we have out of the our own abilities in Life... Everyone has a choice of right or wrong!!!! If you do not like my words.... That is YOUR choice... Do NOT ask for MY comment if YOU DO NOT WANT: my honest OPINION!!! If you you delete them that is YOUR choice... If I make MY comment, it is MY choice... When I make the "WARM PUKE" Comment... Watch out!!! It is MY CHOICE to give you a kick in the Ass from MY POINT OF view!!! Yes, I am Back to my Regular mode once again!! HAVE A BERRY SWEET DAY!!!! P.S. I only wish here I could give you a posa w/pics!!! LOL!1 Every now & again I do play........
R34p3r'5 Bl0g
I usually don't like to post social commentaries and what not but today I will make an exception. No matter what you believe, today 6 years ago America lost a lot of innocent lives and a series of horrific scenes followed. I remember where I was that day, and how badly I wanted to leave my job and be alone. Now, I challenge you today. Today, like many others in this nation we remember the horror, but let us not forget the heroic human spirit. Lets celebrate the lives of those lost and those that helped strangers that day with self sacrifice. Here is what I mean: "NEW YORK - On Sept. 11, Kaitlin Ulrich will bring goody baskets to the police and fire departments in and around Philadelphia. 100 volunteers from New York – 9/11 firefighters and family members among them – are going to Groesbeck, Texas, to rebuild a house destroyed by a tornado last December. This is a minute sampling of the hundreds of thousands of people who have pledged to memorial
About Me
I have something that I wrote about addiction,Read and fell it... you will know what I mean: Dear Addiction, How are you old friend,enemy,Lover,hater- all the above.It's been awhile since I've been graced,or should I say disgraced with your cunning,baffling,powerful presence.You had me fooled through so many tears.I wish I could relieve all those years,but since I won't even try. Now I know life is worth living and don't wish to die anymore. You lose,I'm in control and have a real good hold.You know there are a few things I have to say now that I'm stronger,bolder and badder.I'm not going under cause Bang, He came to me like thunder,MY HIGHER that is and this time I walk away forever-Thats all I have to say. Don't bother waiting for me because after I shut the door there's no turning back,like I've done before.I'm His child now,hard to the core.My only prayer is for all those Hearts your still going to break.But me and my FRIENDS the ones you have no more- we will be waiting to cat
About Me
Well Im back from my trip, and my visit with Onyx. It is a beautiful place to see, a bit in the middle of nowhere, but its nice. A great time to be there with the leaves changing. I had a blast. Onyx is a great person and my bestest friend. I am glad I got the opportunity to meet him face to face. We are the best of friends and will always be. Also my first time on a plane, scared but not as bad as I had imagined it. Yes Onyx you were right nothing to worry about with the plane ride. And in light of what has transpired over the last few days. I am not being used, I do not feel like I am, and would like those of you who think I am to wake up. As I sit here and reflect on the past year and think about what I have to be thankful for. I am thankful that Onyx has come into my life. He is a great friend. And he has a kind heart and people need to stop using him for there benefit. I am tired of people walking all over him. And I am getting tired of being walked on myself
Hmmm
I love cock, big ones, small ones, hard ones, soft ones and in between. Each one is a challenge I guess you could say that my hobby is giving head. I'm 20 years old and I've tasted the seed of at least 30 men and I've never had one who didn't leave satisfies. My big secret is technique. I use my mouth, not my hands to bring a guy off. It's harder that way, but the appreciative grunts when a big, hard prick begins to twitch in my mouth and spit hot seed against the back of my throat is worth the extra effort. I like to start while the cock is still soft. I will lay it in the palm of my hand and stroke it gently as though it is a small animal. As the guy's cock swells in my hand, my pussy begins to quiver and the crotch of my panties dampens. When he is good and stiff, I lean down and flick my tongue against the sensitive area just below the tip. More than once, Ive had guys shoot off all over my face at that point. I don't complain, but instead, I grab the shaft and try
In The Mood For.....
Korn
This week is a sad day in rock/metal history we have lost two very good artists ronnie james dio of cancer and paul grey from slipknot the bass guitarist of unknown reasons so far may all are wishes go to family and friends of the deseased rock on ronnie and paul you will be remenber forever for the contributes you did to the rock scene Well I went to Mayhem Festival in Bonner Springs Kansas It rocked there was 14 bands Main stage was slipknot disturbed mastadon dragonforce they rocked it was a very hot day ive got some pics if you all want to see the other two stages there was five finger death punch you all got to see someday if you havent well i guess i will go and i will post some photos of bonner springs also ive got alice cooper commin up will soon post some of his pics youall have a great week wild I put new pics of slipknot in wichita 5/10/09 and theres a few videos of the show also on my page
Main
As a friend said recently, worship the almighty dollar. He meant just that with the image above, but of course in a sarcastic way on the truth it reveals on many levels. While everyone is bowing down to the almighty dollar, how about you doing like Suicidal Tendencies once said and Send Me Your Money! The following news story is probably fake, one of those, "The Onion" type stories. But if there is any truth to it, I'd like to hear about it, so write in if there is and be sure to back your claim on that when you do so. This turning out to have truth to it wouldn't shock me too much. They already are taking rights away from us. Such as my family who lives in Florida has had their right to vote on the next president taken away from them. Actually that pertains to all "voters" in Florida as it is being said Florida votes won't count in the next election come November. I hear there is one other state whose voters are going through the same problem with that right being taken away. I
Thank You
To the few who have my old ID I got a new one if you want my new one send me a fumail with yours and I'll add you. Anyone on my family list who want's to know it can also mail me with their ID. Just be warned I don't have a cam and I don't want to view yours :D I give up worrying about it and decided to just ask you to admit it, who ever is the NSFW flagger is on my family list but not got the balls to admit it ..... I'd of been happy with I'm sorry it was an accident or I'm sorry but it should of been flagged all ready ....even happier with a message askin me to flag them myself as they didn't wish to see the NSFW pic's but no I get a flag and run. I have closed most of the folders that were family only and they will stay closed till someone admits to it. Thank you to everyone who showed me Fu luv with rates fans gifts n requests in my Happy hour I promise to return all the luv with 51 friend requests it might take a while to get thru everyones pic n stash rates but you'll all get an
My Blogs
my little baby nephew dominic (not quite sure on how they chose to spell it yet) was born at 6:15 p.m. at 7 10. i'm an aunt once again. things might get a little bit more complicated for me to get on here once they come home from the hospital since they live with me. the household just got a little more full. might sneak in between feeding and naps. i posted their links on the bulletin board for anyone that wants to say congrats. lots of love and respect take a moment and remember those that lost their lives on 9/11. may they sing with the angels. thank you to those that sent bday comments and gifts even though my birthday isn't for another 3 days. much love and respect to the cool people on fubar :)
Ringside Rants - From A Wwe Fan, To Other Fans
HOLY CRAPOLAS!!!!!!! John Cena is BACK! I never saw that coming at ALL! Needless to say this throws my thoughts about No Way Out and Mania into flux. Here's what I can now see happening. Cena will go into RAW on Monday night and cut a huge promo about Mania. Enter HHH. He will cut a promo and rip Cena. I think this could lead into a Number 1 Contender's match for No Way Out. Also, let's factor one more thing into this. Hornswoggle was NEVER eliminated! THEREFORE - the true winner could be a question mark here! Have a Triple Threat match between Cena, Trips and Hornswoggle for the opportunity at Mania to take the WWE title! LMAO Jeff Hardy did not win, I think he will be in the rumored Elimination Chamber match. With Edge retaining, I see Taker winning the number one contendership on the Smackdown side. As for Flair and Jericho's matches, I was 1 for two. Flair did win...I see MVP possibly carrying this feud to No Way Out...while JBL will ask for and likely get a Texas Bul
The Storm
Apathy If We Don't Take Care of the Customer, Maybe They'll Stop Bugging Us. Blame The Secret of Success is knowing who to Blame for Your Failures. Despair It's always darkest just before it goes pitch black. Demotivation Sometimes the best solution to morale problems is just to fire all of the unhappy people Dysfunction The only consistent feature of all your dissatisfying relationships is you. Idiocy Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups. Mistakes It could be that the purpose of your life is only to serve as a warning to others. Motivation If a pretty poster and a cute saying are all it takes to motivate you, you probably have a very easy job. The kind robots will be doing soon. Pessimism Every dark cloud has a silver lining, but lightning kills hundreds of people each year who try to find it. Romance Love is in the air. And it's pooping on my head. Tradition Just because you've always done it that way doe
Sunday Sentimientos
Life
I was so alone, Empty, hurt..... Waiting for my wounded heart to be healed Somedays even afraid of emptiness I look around, but nobody is there listening, alone. Sometimes I would look in the mirror but saw no real image, It was all fake, or maybe just a dream Maybe tomorrow would be different but then there is truth Darkness, all around trying, to escape but can't I am trapped in my own pain, I now realize I have created, but why? As tears fill my eyes, I try to scream, but can't I close my eyes tight to stop the tears from falling I open them to see, a deserted room, that I call my own As time goes by, we learn that the one person who wasn't supposed to let you down, probably will, and the one person that you never thought would be there for you, will be. You're going to have fights with your friends, you're going to lose some of your friends, you may even fall in love with one of your friends. You will eventually lose someone you love and love someone you nev
Love
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Mine
well on another website....a couple of guys asked for my number...we had chated for a quite some time so i figure okay kewl no worries....well i got a call from unknown number and i don't answer those...so it goes to voicemail...i check it and i guess she was looking for becca (name i use on the other site) that the number was saved on her phone but she call in unknown...well if she really wanted the truth she would have not blocked the number or it wasn't her phone it was saved under...either girl thinks i'm stupid as all get out and she got the number from his phone and blocking her number....or this dude is got some bad aweful game....lol...so the lesson to be learned here is to always keep ur phone locked and never save an number from the opposite sex in ur partner's phone.....big big no no!!! He was a great person and loved everyone around him with all of his heart, passion and soul. He was loved by everybody that knew him even if just for a few minutes.... Man dies after tru
My Life
why do i always feel like im outside of everything. I feel like i am always looking in and never really there... or so ignored that it wouldnt matter either way. I know ppl have other things to do... but when its someone that you care about that makes ya feel like this every now and then... it makes ya wonder why wow.. well that wasnt fun.. had to call the cops cause another adult desided to touch my kid... and well nothing happend to him.. the mark was gone by the time the cops got her... but one of the othr kids that was involvled may not be here much longer... anyways.. talk laters... i feel like crap.. everything is up side down in my head.. i wish there was a way for me to make it right. I dont think i will even be able to understand why im not good enough for some ppl... why i dont think i matter to anyone oh well maybe i just shouldnt care anymore
Just Stuff
Some of you may know someone who fits this. This was a gift to me years ago. I looked in your eyes Ive seen them before The eyes of a comrade Who died at my side in war? The eyes of a babe I held to my breast That wrenched my heart When I laid you to rest? Werent you the one Who shared my childhood play That I cried so hard for When they took me away? Wasnt it you that I laughed with In the springtime rain as we raced our horses across the wide open plain? And didnt we once When the earth was wild Stand in awe at the miracle Of our new born child? And havent we held hands and faced the sword and given our lives in the name of the Lord? Ive known you before I couldnt be wrong Many times together Weve sang lifes song. Many times weve laughed Many times weve cried And yes more than once Together weve died. When I look in your eyes dont I see a spirit that is so familiar to me? Havent we danced and darted across t
Thoughts Running Through My Inner Eye...
I did the one thing this !LONG TIME! confirmed bacholure would almost never do... I tied the knot... I got hitch to a !HOT! !NASTY! kinky lil sex freak... Love 'er in real life, married her in fu land, and owen her sexy lil slave ass too boot... Slave_Girl~AKA~Boobarella: she's my real life love, my fu land wifie, and my nasty lil submisive sex slave all 'round. She's my heart, my love, my reason for being... And I'd kill ordie for her. Blood and pain, my heart...love you from the beginning of the past to the end of our future...and when dust blows out time, I'll be there still; holding you close in pain sublime. ...questing through the vast inner void of thought and memory... I search for that ever elusive dream of dreams... Seaking, yet never finding... Hunting that dark embrace of true insparation... Looking into my core depth for a glimpse of redemption... My mind flows through the meriad abbys of conquests and follies. Looking at the path of rightious powere vs. hu
Eyes Are The Window To The Soul
Kiss From A Rose
Breathing Again
today as i went through the motions of every day suck air ,go there, be here, and so on.. i was forced to evaluate my life having nothing else to think about i had good parents growing up went to the preppy private school went to community college then university was quite popular apparently when your fat it pays to be funny but i cant recall ever being sad till today... i came to think about how.. i was never picked first i asked my date to prom i didnt get kissed till i was 17 i was in 2 relationships the first not even till i was 22 i have only ever had 2 sexual partners ive been in like a few times in love 2 times and either picked last or not picked at all every time im sure to some this may sound like the "poor fat girl whose self esteem is low and self worth questioned and self respect put out there for the world to see" but its quite the opposite i have loved the best,although his love wasnt returned i have visited far away places i am educated i am
This Is Me
I hate the way you look at me With Love and so much trust The Demon inside waits for your soul I am the one who takes control You dont know Love I am Satan The Devil from within I am destined to live alone Love none but my own Days I wish you were real To hold my heart close But your just inside me Alone I am to walk this Earth The End 20081021 Jason M. Christilaw Funny how the papers so bright I often wonder if Jim felt the same I live to write I write to live Hold me sweetheart Difficult to find my groove Two weeks six days I fear my self I wanted this I wanted you The pen bleeds I bleed You and my heart in contempt Fuck this is hard tonight I want to fall Most of my writings hold meaning Tonight I feel nothing And yet I write To you Whatever your name is Who ever you are tonight And who am I Where the fuck am I going Dont love me I cant Not tonight This is shit Hate me tonight as I do FUCK ME Fuck this life
Blah
I didn't realize it was possible for someone to completely hate you for such a long period of time and you have no idea. :( Kind of sucks. I don't look good naked. The end. Ok, not entirely: I maylook decent with a towel on or clothes, but gross naked. I hope this clears up any misconceptions. Now it's the end. I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace I wonder how bad that tastes When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Now wheres you picket fence love And wheres that shiny car, And did it ever get you far You've never seem so tense love I've never seen you fall so hard, Do you know where you are And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it giv
My Life Experiences
I was born on September 20th, 1976 . When I was 6 weeks old I suffered from meningitis. I got sick and almost died. I sometimes wonder how my life would have turned out if the meningitis did not occur. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time or have some supernatural powers. Well after seeing the Butterfly effect those kind of ideas can run though my mind. Over the years they did not know what I had and later I was put on Ritalin to calm me down. Later In life I found out I had epilepsy. I would have Petit-mal seizures. It drove me crazy because I could not drive and stuff when i turned 16. I knew after I took care of my seizures my life would get back on track. I played sports and a couple times during the games I would have seizures and blackout. Like on the basketball court or the football field. After high school I had been going to Cleveland for tests where they hooked up wires to my head but each time I went I would not have a seizure when the time i needed to ha
Cats Life
the day you left me without a goodbye left me in my tears to die.without knowing how or why.when will my tears run dry.and end.i miss you so dear its true wherever you are just know that i am near.your smile i miss like a warm sunny sky.when you left i was a mess my dear never knowing so please tell me the end is not near.i long for your touch forever feeling safe,come back and save me from all my tears.my heart has ran cold forever it will remain till you come and save me from my cold tears.life so empty so please tell me how do i go on.please come back and save me i need your near.my love forever yours from now until the end of time.just please tell me the end is not near copyrighted by catherine levasseur spt 2007 its one of those days,were i wish.the world would just go away.its been 3 years since my best friend passed away.and its coming up to dec,she passed away dec 26th in her own home.even 3 years later it still hurts like it was yesterday.people say get over it,life goes o
A Lil Sumtin!!!
You and I have separate hearts But they beat to the same drum If I ever have a problem You knows exactly where I'm coming from Have you ever wondered why your heart beats? I sometimes wonder about mine But I know the real answer And I can't get him off my mind You see our hearts beat to the same drum Because there synchronized Like two watches that tell the same time There identical in both eyes If you struggles, I struggle But together we make it through Because together were indestructible Like a nail or a screw You can hit us, bash us And pound us into a wall But when you pull us out We'll still be standing tall Because we're two hearts, one heart beat This way we're twice as strong And with a love as strong as ours What could possibly go wrong? Abstract Love By: Charlie For: Princess Heather A million words cant explain what I feel for you. The sincerity is real every time I say I love you. I want to touch you in a way only we can understa
To Whoever Wants To Listen
Come chat with me, make some new friends! you won't be diapointed! Ok kiddies, I am going to have a contest. Using the picture of your choice, it's all about the comments. The person with the most comments wins. Here are the prizes: 1st place 7 day blast 2nd place 1 day blast 3rd place 100k fubucks 4th place 50k fubucks The rules: 1. the contest will be 7 days (dates unknown yet) 2. NO DRAMA and drama of any kind and I will pull your pic and remove you from the contest 3. The winner of the 7 day blast must have at least 10000 comments in order to win 4. The 2nd place winner must have at least 2500 comments 5. the 3rd and 4th place winners must have 250 comments. 6. If you enter you must have a salute and the contest pic can NOT be NSFW. Thats it, if you want to be in it send me a private message! much love always... Nikki P.S. Dont forget to go visit Chill Factor Lounge. Always a good time! Links on my profile. Looking for promoters as well!!!! 6 days to go.
Trisha/ Helpping Out A Friend
TheOperation@ fubar thanks for letting me joi hon hope this heps get you more people not that you dont already im sure hugs ttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51471 trisha's tats come one come all members
Poetry
Took a walk in the rain today I wasn't alone, your memory was with me As the drops fell, they brought tears to my eyes Our many memories rushed into view The times shared by us, the loss felt Seems like an eternity since i last held you The distance between us seems to grow Missing you is harder each day It seems everything has changed But i hold on. Hope still remains in my heart At least i have my memories of you Each time i walk in the rain The joy of your voice, your laughter has me in a trance, welcomed with open arms. My thoughts of you bring a smile to my face; as if the sun has given my life and a reason to live. I like you wish to be loved, touched in a way that will last forever; words mixed with action; honest open deep feelings that come from the heart and blessed by mind, filled with hope and faith. Only time will tell, if this new found love; will stand the test of time and all the pain of being in love. Shes there Always in the back of your mind
Why?
i need to just get this off my chest cause i just can't come out and say it... today is my daughter's 2nd bday. i have never seen her nor have i ever held her... i am missing a piece of my heart and soul because she is my blood and i have never and i mean ever let my kids go... she's 2 today and i'm just lil depressed that she's not with me.. my other kids don't really know except for my oldest son that they have a younger sister... it's hard... ty for listening or better yet reading.. this isn't a blog to make me feel better but to relieve some stress that is on my chest...... YESTERDAY, MY TWO BOY'S AND MYSELF WENT TO DINNER WITH MY DAD. LIKE ANY OTHER DAY IT WAS OK TILL.....WE PULLED UP AT MY PLACE AND THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED... HE GRABBED HIS HEAD AND SAID....NO..NO..NO..NO.. NOT AGAIN..... I SAID... DAD WHAT'S WRONG... WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT AGAIN.... HE COULDN'T RESPOND.. LIKE SOMETHING HAD KEPT HIM FROM TALKING.... DAD... WHAT'S WRONG.. TALK TO ME DAD... MY BOY'S WERE FREAKIN O
Nsfw Cruel But True Sh*t
Question. why is it we humans believe in our minds that things change overnight? we have something bad happen to us and yet we tell ourselves all the time it will be ok it will never happen again then when it does happen we are so let down that we shell up and dont trust anyone. how can we overcome this obstacle that each one of us faces? it truely is a beast that can consume you whole. i guess in the end the answer is we are generally a forgiving species. wanting to believe the positive things in life that all is peachy on the surface. comments?
My Videos - Wanna Laugh?
I made this little video for my baby and just thought I would share with you how nuts I am...Dang I sure am putting myself out here...bash away, it's all for fun anyway (I surely know I can't make any money at this!) I know that I have over 2000 so called friends, and now I know one of them isn't a "friend" in any sense of the word. I just had a very tame, although when I really looked at it, silly cartoon thing about rating my pics...it said something about having the balls to tell me and I guess the stupid picture was a set of balls with eyes and stuff, reported to the Fu-Court as NSFW. Well, I don't mind that it should have been marked NSFW and I would have been very happy to mark it as NSFW - if the non-friend friend had respected me enough to tell me they were offended by it....people on this site need to grow up! And, if you aren't too big of a chicken....let me know who you are and I will be happy to remove you from my friends list...
Dreaming Of You
I Dream of You In the stillness of the night Your arms are the wind Holding me Tight Whispering softly Calling my name It's your voice i hear again and again My heart is full.yet empty to Because the one thing I want and can't have Is you!!!!! Man:Haven't i see you someplace before? Woman:Yes,that's why i don't go there anymore. Man:Is this seat empty? Woman:Yes,and this one will be if you sit down. Man:Your place or mine? Woman:Both,you go to yours and i'll go to mine. Man:So,what do you do for a living? Woman:I'm a female impersonator. Man:I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman:But would you stay there? Man:If i could see you naked i'd die happy. Woman:If i saw you naked i'd die laughing. as i sit on a swing watching my children play i realize my memories of you have began to slip away as my heart sinks low and my eyes fill with tears i cling to the precious thoughts that i hold so dear so sadly i sit as my heart breaks
Women
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her
Poems
So you're standing on a ledge It looks like you might fall. So far down Or maybe you were thinking about jumping. Now you could have it all If you learned a little patience. For though I cannot fly I'm not content to crawl. So give me a little credit, Have in me a little faith. I want to be with you forever If tomorrow's not too late. But it's always too late when you've got nothing So you say. But you should never let the sun set on tomorrow Before the sun rises today. If I am, Another waste of everything you dreamed of I will let you down. If I am, Only here to watch you as you suffer I will let you down. So you're walking on the edge And you wait your turn to fall. But you're so far gone That you don't see The hands upheld to catch you. And you could find the fault In the heart that you've been handed, For though you cannot fly You're not content to crawl. So you're standing on a ledge It looks like you might fall. If I am, Another was
My Writings
I Loved I loved... How you would wake me in the mornings, How you accepted all of me, How you completed me, How you told me everything would be okay when I felt weak How fragile I felt in your arms, How when we made love I felt as if I could climb into you. How you watched me while you thought I slept, How you touched me, How you smelled, How you looked when I could see all of you, How comfortable we were, How short the days were, How the best days were spent with you, the rain ,and our bed. How I did'nt seem to notice your faults. How with 5 words you devastated my world, How "I don't love you anymore", is all you could say. How emptiness is all I feel. How I will never feel the same again. How you realized your mistake. How I can't feel the same about you, because you broke us. How you keep saying you're sorry How you ruined this perfect thing we had. How................. I like the way my chocolate melts in my mouth, I like it when my chocolate takes con
Just Me
When you got to the room we kissed and slow undressed each other. You notice the bag on the counter, but did not ask about it. I told you to go lay down on the bed as I reached for the bag. I pulled out five silk ties. You asked what they were for. I told you to lay back and see. I went to the head of the bed, taking your arm and tied it gently to the head of the bed, not so tied that you could not get lose, but tied enought for you to feel tied down. I did the other arm and them moved to your legs. I tied them spread wide, I could see your pussy was getting really wet already. I took the last tie and very gently placed it over your eyes. I stepped back to enjoy looking at you, your nipples are very hard and your pussy lips shine with your juices. I reach in my bag and get a feather. You feel me gently run it across your nipples, they get even harder for me. I trace a line down your belly and lightly caress your pussy lips with the feather, you start to moan as i caress them. T
Music That I Love
In My Words
I am just a guy iam no one special i live and love the life i have tho isit behind a monitor and type words in the tiny box, u can criticize me or critque me it doesnt matter to me, for iam just me. i may not be the handsomest person in here, but my heart is pure gold, i love the ones who love me my family and my friends, on and or offline, im just me. so when u see me come on just say hi how ya doin, chat with me all you like but iam no one special who holds themselves high. hey im just me :) all day i have had low thoughts, i mean all i could think of was how iwas feeling, i looked around me and stuff and thought wow, almost like a comfortable solitary confinement here lol.'I know am not alone on here....lots mre like me here who share what my feelins are right now and is appreciated deeply. Bur right now to feel the thing am feelin right now would tear yer heart out lol seriously, im feelin low, i should feel happy that iam alive and bein honest, iam happy that am
Life
she questions why? why me? she looks for answers but none ever seen to come to her, searching her face she seeks for a clue as why her, but it is a question that will not be answered, for she can search her eyes and tell there isnt any reason, she turns and he is there ready to take her into his arms and hold her, stilling her fears and tears, and she knows it will be Ok, he will make it all seem worth while I was not looking for you, how can you be looking for something that you have thought was not there to find. Something that just thinking about can bring a smile to your face, with a word can can open your mind, and with a tear can unlock your heart. Something that can make you wake and feel there is more to life. Someone that can make time stop, and once you realize that so much time has passed make you beg for more. This someone makes all things seem new and wonderful, giving unto you more than you feel you deserve. Mking you feel that anything you give in return will never equa
Never Forget
In memory of all the lives lost in the past and present since September 11, 2001. Please visit this profile and RIP picture for your default!! Spread the word; let's not forget. Sept. 11 pictures! CLick for pictures -->> HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN??? JT~VE PRcE~@ fubar In memory of all the lives lost in the past and present since September 11, 2001. Please visit this profile and RIP picture for your default!! Spread the word; let's not forget. Sept. 11 pictures! CLick for pictures -->> HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN??? JT~VE PRcE~@ fubar
Pieces Of Me..
I wish I could get a shot and fix my damaged mind.... Take out all the insanity that fills it to the brim.... I hate the way it works, how it makes my life so hard... Making every day such a struggle, remembering the simplest of task... Leaving me feeling so worthless and confused, my self esteem so damaged... People make jokes, get frustrated, dont understand how helpless I feel... To them its a learning dissability, to me a disease taking my life piece by piece.. I keep seceret how bad it really is, that my memory worsens by the day.... I want to ask for help yet cant imagine what can make it right again... The anger overwhelms me at times, no control over it, addicted to meds... Write yourself a note, get a planner, too bad I misplace or forget both.... Everyday I try so hard, feeling so stupid, pretending it does not tear me apart... I just want to be normal, think like I should, react as others, not feel like a joke.. I look normal, I do nor
Funny Little Blogs..
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: 'Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender.' ******************************* MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up.. 7. Drive off. ******************************* AND I CAN JUST PICTURE THIS............................. :-) FEMALE PROCEDURE: Unfortunately, most of this part is the Truth.!!!! 1. Drive up to c
Just Babbling
Well this sucks big time bad! I was all excited about my new tattoo. Well, I ended up in the ER yesterday before coming to work because of it. I noticed it wasn't healing the same say my other tat did. When I got it done they told me to wash it 4 - 5 times a day (this is typical and I always do) and put something called Tat Wax on it. I was to leave the wax on for 10 minutes then dab it off with a clean paper towel..I did so. I'd never heard of Tat Wax and the ingredients looked ok. But my skin around the tat was getting red and the tat was painful...really painful. After 7 days I ditched the wax crap, as directed by Platinum Ink (where I had it done), and started using Lubriderm lotion. In the past that is all I ever used on my tatts. Well from day one if getting the ink done I noticed it looked red and it hurt. Well I chalked it up to me just being wimp and that it was normal. By day 7 the redness around the tatt was deep red and it still hurt like hell! That day I also noticed
Saturday Night Racing
last night was an interesting experience to say the least. fighting the car being loose all season we changed it dramatically trying to correct the problems. during hot laps the car was ok, not bad but not great. my friends son drew for me and got me the pole in the first heat race (thanks Lane)and we were off. the car was really tight but managable thru the heat for the most part, but out of turn 2 i was having trouble and had to check up to not spin and got hit, spun, and tagged in the back too. couple more dents to the collection is all. well i ended the heat in third, but gave away second when i pushed to hard out of turn 4 and got passed. third is still my best heat finish to date. the feature was pretty uneventful where instead of the car loosening up on a dry dusty track it only seemed to get tighter and i just did all i could to not wreck anyone or myself. finished the race 12th out of 20 cars a couple laps down due to some donuts i did. car is coming along and im sure
Life In General
http://fubar.com/lb_share.php?to=fubar&uid=1790047&type=lounge&item_id=77521&link=http://fubar.com/l/77521 alrighty guys im in an auction and i would love for all of ya to come bid on me :) heres the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=800157&albumid=1456110&i=3026743017&idx=34 ok... i dont get it... i go to a bar... not necessarily to pick up guys or to get hit on but it normally makes me feel good if i get a little attention... here lately though everytime i go my friends always get the guys or get the attention or at least here damn ur good lookin ... not anything against my friends but come on what is so wrong with me... hell even when i do go somewhere to meet guys im just the friend... FFS the guy that my friend met last night didnt even bother rememberin my name... i was... The Tall One... woohooo i hate bein looked at so different... not that i wanna be the same as everyone else but it sucks... wtf do i have to do to get attention in these situations... i do everythin from
Poems 2
Here I am thinking about how my life has been torn apart, Trying to find a way to mend my shattered heart, If only I had listened to you when you tried to tell me That I should listen to my heart because it will never fail me, I wouldn't be sitting here feeling this pain again As I watch the sharp edge of this cold steel Tearing its way through my skin. Well, that's what I am thinking of, I haven't done it yet because I've also been thinking about the ones I love. Instead of numbing this pain with sharpened steel, I've decided to grab a pen and some paper and write about how I feel. This may not last long though, Because like everything else People and feelings do change, That's why so many are in pain, Because nothing ever stays the same. Poetry is my way of expressing what I cannot say. Blood and emotions come from the heart Not the head So it should come as no surprise that I am comforted by bloodshed To ease my shattered heart. Written On: December 16, 2004
I Am Always Here
I've tried to make you love meYou've tried to find a spark of the flame that burnedBut somehow turned to smoke rings in the darkThe loneliness within meTakes a heavy toll'Cause it burns as slow as whiskey through an empty aching soulAnd the night is like a daggerLong and cold and sharpAs I sit here on the front stepsBlowing smoke rings in the darkI know I must be going'Cause love's already goneAnd all I'm taking with me are the pieces of my heartAnd all I'll leave are smoke rings in the dark It ain't the smoke, it's the fire that gets the burnin' done If it wasn't for the bullet, nobody'd fear the gun It ain't the bark, it ain't the growl, it's the bite that hurts Thunder's just a noise, boys, lightnin' does the work I've never had a broken bone, I hardly ever get a cold, I keep myself in pretty good shape, But I know I wouldn't be here today, If a broken heart could kill, I'd be long gone, Ashes to ashes, dust to dust by now, Six feet under, a tombstone on a hill, Lyin' t
Family
A family member of mine, Nona went into cardiac arrest at 25 years old and they brought her back but she is now in a coma doctors don't know whether she will pull through or not she is the mother of three small children under 5 years old. And recently we have been praying for my grandfather, James whom has been in extremely bad shape . So please pray for my family. UPDATE NOW ON FULL LIFE SUPPORT ONLY A MIRACLE AND PRAYERS CAN HELP. MAY MY COUSIN NONA RIP. SHE PASSED ON THIS MORNING. I WILL MISS HER DEARLY. PRAY FOR MY FAMILY ESPECIALLY HER 3 BABIES SHES LEFT BEHIND. MY COUSIN WHO IS 25 YEARS OLD HAS BEEN IN A COMMA SINCE MONDAY AFTER SHE HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK. WE NEED ALL THE THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS WE CAN GET. THE CORTEX OF HER BRAIN THE THINKING PART IS SEVERELY DAMAGED THEY ARE GOING TO WAIT TIL WEEKEND IS OVER TO MAKE THE DECISION TO TAKE HER LIFE SUPPORT OFF. HOPEFULLY A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN AND SHE'LL RECOVER BUT DOESN'T LOOK SO GOOD. SO ALL MY FAMILY NEEDS PRAYERS BUT ESP
What Are Friends For?
Roger R. Burque Dec.15,1969 Oct.16,2008 Your gentle face & patient smile with sadness we recall. You had a kindly word for each and died beloved by all. The voice is mute and stilled the heart,that loved us well and true. Ah, bitter was the trial to part from one so good as you. you are not forgotten loved one, nor will you ever be. As long as life and memory last we will remember thee. We miss you now, our hearts are sore. as time goes by, we miss you more. Your loving smile, gentle face. No one can take your vacant place. Roger & I have been friends for 15+yrs. We've worked together on projects. We partied & road together when times were good. And unfortunetly, Roger got sick about 5yrs. And he couldn't live with the pain any more. SO he decided to end his life. I can't say I agree w/that decision. All I know, is I'm in a world of sadness. Not just for the loss of a great friend. But to have to see others around me trying to deal w/ the horrible loss
Playing A Carny
YES I DID IT!!!!! i did another slough, i found out i typod that lol. but i do have to admit i pussy footed alot to do it also lol. now that it's all over i do feel good about it all, and the money helps a bit. yes my body hurts but that's the sign of hard work. by the way the midway lock is the ferris wheel. the key is the merry-go-roud. and the funniest of all, mr. donakers done paperwork is toilet paper lol. i will say already that i don't care about my typos or grammer. i'm just that tired and sore now. no that isn't betting odds. it's the starting call for carnies it means show up at 11 so we can open at 12. i remember how i hated working the carny today. just think of it this way. i'm a way underpaid babysitter for teens, can you do that for $250 a week. wish it were at least per kid lol. i hope now that you know that carnies don't get paid much that you would treat them just a bit better. at least the non-teaker ones lol. they have me on a baby ride this time, or that
State Of Our Nation
I highly recommend the original post on dailykos: http://dailykos.com/storyonly/2007/11/22/11541/779 and the referenced Mother Jones article on Mikey Weinstein: http://www.motherjones.com/news/update/2007/11/anti-crusader-mikey-weinstein.html 6,000 soldiers claim persecution by "Christian" evangelicals by theyrereal Wed Nov 21, 2007 at 10:15:41 PM PST "They are proselytizing not on behalf of the Constitution of the United States and the national security interests of our country but rather on behalf of some sort of fanatical view of end times. And they are using our army to affect that." -- Ambassador Joe Wilson Mikey Weinstein, a former Air Force JAG and White House attorney for Ronald Reagan, has received over 6,000 complains from military personnel about being harassed by Evangelical "Christians". 95% of these complains come from people who are, actually, already Christians. For his trouble, Weinstein, founder of The Military Religious Freedom Foundatio
Stories, Poems, And Thoughts Oh My
My appt for the cardiologist was rescheduled for today, and not surprisingly they didn't find a damn thing, but remember these are navy doctors. They did another EKG and they did an ultrasound on me which was pretty cool. They didn't do the stress echo on me, why I don't know. I am going to see if I can get a third opinion and have the stress echo taken, and let this be the deciding factor. Oh me and my stubborn ass. I went to workout today thinking that i can start off where i left off which was about a MONTH ago, but I did try to take it easy. I worked my arms, and some abs for a bit. I went downstairs to the counter and requested the racquetball gear. Just then I felt light headed. I asked for a Powerade. Next thing I remember was someone was smacking me in the face, "Dude. you okay?" I thought I was dreaming and was about to nod back off when he was like no no no. Bastard. So they took off my headphones, put a towel on the back of my head. . .and from what I hear I hit hard enough
My Hh.
I want to thank everyone who rated or fan me or pic rate or comment and added me. I will get to all to return the love. I love all my friends. I hope you like the HH too. Your friend Sweet Girl. a href="http://www.imagechef.com/" target="_blank"> You're a Freaky Kisser When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go What Kind of Kisser Are You?
Hiya
Randy the vampire http://fubar.com/user/301551 is stealing others pics not just of them but also their kids making new profiles then sending shouts such as this : cheeseonmy...: 200 screennames or cheeseonmy...: your daughter will go down Myspace Comments bigshow36854@ fubar
Love
Hi This Is My Blog Enjoy I Hope
VIRGO * -- Dominant in relationships. -- Sexy. -- someone loves them right now. -- FreakY in bed. -- Best in bed. -- Always wants the last word. -- Caring. -- Smart. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loyal. -- Easy to talk to. -- Hard to forget The Alter To the darkness im calling give me life or death take away the pain so tired of this lingering sway i'm not willing to stay my light is nay bring it back or leave me in black cause im empty inside and going mad insane without you my dearest i don't wanna be you are my heart my soul my shelter form all this night and if you never return to the alter i will gladly go there is nothing without you my babe and when there is nothing left i will take hold of the alter and le tit take me away without you im not willing to stay and without you the darkness grows the longing ceases forever i will rest in eternal flame always dreaming my love never to wake and i will sleep away the pain fo
Domestic Violence News And Information.
I know that many people use this forum to hook up or whatever. I'm here to meet new friends and hang out too. But when one of our own community members was killed by her boyfriend, well, I just couldn't sit by and do nothing. In my life I am a Social Worker and Therapist. In my job I am an Advocate against Domestic Violence (here after called DV). As such, I feel that if I don't use a forum such as this to educate people about the reality of DV that I would be doing everyone, including myself, a grave injustice. I am well aware that this is not a popular topic. I am also well aware that many of these blogs will be uncomfortable for you to read. Again, it's not a popular topic. But think about this...you may feel uncomfortable reading it; imagine how "uncomfortable" the victims feel living it. And don't say "Why don't they just leave then?". It's not that easy! I invite you to educate yourself. I invite you to step outside of your safe little box and come face to face with this
Random Crap
It is a sad thing when a child outgrows a dream...equally as sad is when a dream outgrows an adult. Me Palisades left in memory, Snow-capped mounts where crystals glisten... 'Tis your cry to which I'm drawn, To this sweet melody I must listen. Pitted granite channeled deep, Ageless flows winding through... Your toils inspire reflection As to why I ever left you. Mammoth towers Heaven bound, Leaves the shade of envy, Swaying gently to your breath, You will alwys exist within me... In my heart where beauty's stowed, And mind where visions linger... Upon my breath whose words I borrow, Until I am beckoned by Death's cold finger. I recently finished Lewis Carroll's Alice in Wonderland, and I'm currently wrapping up Through the Looking Glass and What Alice Found There. I thoroughly enjoy Carroll's creative word play and use of poetry and riddles in his writing, but I have come to a conclusion regarding his apparent muse: acid.
Vegitarian Recipies
1 C. red lentils 3 C. vegitable broth 1 2-3 inch piece of fresh ginger root, peeled 1 bulb of garlic 1 red belle pepper 1/4 tsp. tumeric juice of half a lemon 2 Tbsp. olive oil 1/2 tsp. mustard seeds 1 medium onion sliced 2 fresh red chilies chopped (take the seeds out to make it mild) 1 large tomato chopped, or 6 cherry tomatoes 1 handfull of fresh cilantro chopped 3 sprigs of fresh mint chopped In a food processor mince the ginger, garlic, red belle pepper and tumeric. Boil the lentils in the broth with the above processed mixture until soft. (About 20 minutes) Add the lemon juice and mash the cooked lentil mixture. In a seperate pan, heat the oil and roast the mustard seeds until they pop. Then add the onion, red chilies and tomato. Sprinkle with salt. Sautee until the onions are tender and clear. Then pour into the lentil mixture and top with thefresh cilantro and mint. I've always made spinach pie with loads of butter (about half a pound)b
Thinking.
Why is it that with certain people we feel comfortable enough to "let down our hair" while with others your always angry around them? specially with divorced parents... your more comfortable around one than the other... I've noticed that I'm very laied back when im with one parent than with the other one... (im not specifying who out of respect for both) but i just dont understand why one treats me like an adult while the other one dont. i mean its almost as if one is happy ive grown up and the other dont ever want me to grow up. of course thats prolly parents for ya. One day i hope to understand why both parents cant be happy about their child... and why one parent disapproves of everything while the other looks at you and tells you "your an adult now... you make your own decisions but i ask you to make wise ones not ones you will regret later on in life". i also hope that one day i can win both parents respects and not be torn between them both because i love both my parents to
This Moment - One Word
You ever wonder if someone can actually become damned? I no longer wonder... This is the shining example of a mood swing. Yesterday, I was in a very foul mood, because of events that occurred. Tonight, I seem to be the antithesis of depression. Tonight, I feel as if I can take on the world. Might have something to do with the fact that I just got laid. Sounds insensitive, but carries a lot of logic. I can no longer stand to breath. I hate the fact that I exist. For a while now, I've laid off blogging and tried to keep a more positive outlook on my future, and the events emcompassed in it. However, it just seems to me, that no matter how much investment I place in myself, no matter how I try to make things better for myself and the ones that I care about that I cannot get from out under lackluster weekend style friends, and associates who would just as soon strip mine me for every valued piece of Phreze they can take, without having to do the laundry that comes with such an undertakin
Life
Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us. The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live. It's a funny thing about life if you refuse to accept anything but the best you very often get it.
Just Kinda Got Into My Writing Mode.....thoughts
Another day of falling. Here I am. Waiting and waiting. But all that does is leaves me here. As it only leads to my own decay. As through this gray sky falls rain. Laying in the gloom of today. As night skies are far away. Yet oh so much will I await. For the darkness to come and awaken me. Awaken the wicked self I hide within me. During the mornings shall I succeed. Yet as night gets closer. Harder is it to hide my truth. The truth so wickid. The truth so dark. Caused by the death of my bleeding heart. That was stabbed by the knives of my past. One by one all at once. Had they pierced my beating heart. As more and more the blood spilled to the floor. And then the pain did I feel no more. As still shall my heartless soul yet roam. Roam the ground, to be wicked and empty. As the skies are crying now. The tears formed as raindrops. That fall to the ground. The ground where my bloody heart lays. Buried and bleeds no more. For the numbness has set into my soul. To shield my pain and empty
I Like To Have Fun !!!!
If you wanna know it will take a few min. If you saw my last three mumms and you were confused. This will help you out. I was sent this link ok. Read the mumm and the comments ok hopefully none were deleted. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184834 I decided to mock the mumm and this was my first one. again read it all and the comments. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184953 I had so much fun I did another and this is it. again read it all even the comments. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185049 I had to do one more cause I had so much fun, again read it all. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185106 If you have read those for mumms and still don't see the picture this is Camelias mumm ok. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185125 This is the update mumm Catherine left today Sept17th at 3pm. talk about being a baby..... http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185813# This Girl Is Camelia ROFLMAO..... Amelia (RIP Jose)@ fubar I have much love for her she is sweet and laid back. Sorry people tak
Things I Like
Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! What's Your Element? Lagwagon Bye For Now Lyrics *** Complimentary Bye For Now Ringtone *** Here comes the day I see my friends far away, When I grow up inside what will happen to me? The city sights the business types, I can see but where are you? Bye for now. Didn't mean to let you down, Didn't mean to drive you away. Bye for now! Now that your not around, So many things I'd like to say! See here I think I've found the missing link, The piece that holds us together. If I had my way I'd here you say t
How Can I...
rules for drawing are as follows: STARTS 5PM EASTERN TINE AND ENDS AT 5PM EASTERN TIME SUNDAY if you are bidding on the cherry bombs private message me with your bid. bombers and blingers i get a message from fubar profile raters must f/r/a me and comment at the end of each profile pic that they rated this folder private message me telling me you rated my entire profile. only ppl who comment the last pic and pm me will be entered into the drawing. thank you and have fun i will message the winners of the highest bids and once i get the fubucks i will award the bomb during the next happy hour the winner of the drawing will be awarding during the next happy hour good luck!!! pass the word onto your friends iIF YOU ARE BIDDING ON 2 CHERRY BOMBS IT IS 2 SEPERATE BIDS NOT JUST ONE i always see by peoples names either "fubarewifey" or "fubar hubby"...just what exactly is that??? my curiosity has the best of me...thanks How can I remeove someone from my family list??? Is there a way to do tha
A Response
came across 2 mumms that dealt with childern first mumm was bout child abuse which is this mumm and poster the poster first http://www.fubar.com/user/997016 the mumm http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=461584 now the second mumm and poster the poster of mumm #2 http://www.fubar.com/user/1229733 mumm # 2 http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=461618 they both are bf/gf i and a few others feel that these 2 are makeing these mumms up for the points and the drama and this is from the person that posted the second mumm i do believe ->~Beckee420...: i still smell bullshit ~Beckee420...: no reason to get butthurt lol why do u ask? Its sad that we did have these 2 similar situations within 24 hours i marked it nsfw cause i dont want to get points from this someone get ticked that i flaged a pic nsfw yea i flaged a pic today and its not very offten i do flag pic, stash or anything else i got a good laugh though out the conversation with this person c
Purpose Driven Life
1 Corinthians 13 1. Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. 2. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. 3. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. 4. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5. Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6. Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 7. Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. 8. Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whe
Blog
DEL REY (KTLA) -- Police are investigating the fatal shooting of a man who was driving a stolen car in Del Rey, near Culver City.The shooting happened around 7 a.m. in the 5500 block of Margaret Avenue, close to busy Jefferson Boulevard.Police say the victim suffered at least one fatal gunshot wound to the neck.He was driving a Lexus IS 300 that was reported stolen from West L.A., according to police.The victim has not been identified. Authorities say he is a Hispanic male about 25 to 35 years old.Investigators are canvassing the area looking for possible witnesses. They did not immediately have a suspect description available. http://www.ktla.com/news/landing/ktla-del-rey-shooting,0,6495199.story http://obits.dignitymemorial.com/dignity-memorial/obituary.aspx?n=Michael-Baldwin&lc=2238&pid=148673794&mid=4561894 None 7:58pm on Sunday, February 6, 2011 Mike was a great friend and were some of the funnest memories I have. He will be missed and everyone that knew Mik
W.i.s.e U.k Friends Group
Best Of British To find out more about the group then please click here to go to the blog :D We don't want any drama so if you have any problems, try and deal with it among yourselves and not the group thanks! I've made us a lounge wooohooo please check it out and subscribe. It's for us all to meet up, chill out, have a chat and get to know each other better :D click to go to the lounge I'm not sure how to dress up yet, so bare with me. If you know about lounges and can help me, please let me know :D Please be sure to RATE, FAN then ADD each member. Remember to tell them that you're a Best Of British member so they will definitely add you :D Start from the top and work your way down the list. Once you have them all added, its probably best that you refresh this page incase anyone else has joined, as I'm adding members all the time and don't want to miss them (Y) You do not have to add everyone in 1 day, you can keep coming back but the sooner you add everyone, the
Poems
everyday in life is a new day. We all have are own problems in life. Sometimes when we don't think it gets any better things look up, other times it keep going wrong. when you are just stressed out to the limit and nothing is going to go your way. Way you have to look at the good in your life to keep you going. Things always get better might get worse first but always gets better. life is like a guessing game you never know what is going to happen next. Just always remeber that you have friends and family to help you and never give up. that is life and you have to make the best out of it while you are here and don't stress on the little stuff it makes it harder. So stay happy and not so stress remember it always gets better Sticks and stones may break my bones,but whips and chains exite me,so hold me down,tie me up,and if you like come bit me. lol its funny but im just kidding. You are always there sharing laughter, love and care. You are truely my best friend. Our special lov
Things Not Related To Monty Python | Or Things I Stole | Or...eh Who Cares.
Your Pirate Name Is... Arch-Pirate Left Eye Louis What's Your Pirate Name? Ok people. Heres my issue. I added someone last night in one of my random point gathering phantom raids. This is the shoutbox conversation i just finished with this person. ...BBW... ...: bye* ...BBW... ...: ok fime u r teh one send me a friend request!! not me soo i was teying to be nice!!! so fine fuck u and byr ->|| Wicked ...: Your* even. More clear? ->|| Wicked ...: You man. Doesnt mean a hill of shit. If he's an ass and you deal with it...thats your own lifetime movie. Im here for entertainment. If youre an ass. Fine. Great. Good for you. Glad you can join the club. But your ability to deal with me....being relative to your ability to handle someone i dont know. Doesnt mean anything. ->|| Wicked ...: Hold on. Let me make this more clear. ->|| Wicked ...: Oh. I guess i wasnt clear. ...BBW... ...: I'm an ass too! ...BBW... ...: i read ur profile i have a man the ios an a
Read Me!!! Hehe...
I met up with some friends for drinks the other night. At this little get-together, I was told a story that put me in an unrelenting depression which creeped up and hit me like a ton of bricks and I haven't been able to shake it since. Mind you, I don't fully believe that it was the story itself, but what it made me think about. The short-version of this frustrating tale is that 2 friends walked around the city while one cried on demand while telling some bullshit lie to anyone who would listen in order to get money from unsuspecting people who in their mind, were trying to help out an innocent girl in a crunch. End result - they happily left with about $80. I was literally sickened that these people are my friends! I would never go out and purposly take people's money because they don't know any better and the fact that I keep company with individuals that would do so made me re-evaluate my whole screening process. The next day all I could ask myself was, "What if I'm in thei
Sailors Ramblings...
I have been in the navy for over 17yrs..and most of it, i wouldnt change at all with the time that i have done. our uniforms have always been distinctive if not a bit of fodder for gay jokes, but you could always tell a sailor in his uniform. there has been serious discussion over the last 2+ yrs or so about uniform changes. SERIOUS CHANGES! I have had the same style of unifoms with the exception of the working uniform. it was called dungarees. the pants were like blue jeans but not quite as cool. if you can imagine the back pockets on most jeans, we had 4 of them. 2 on the front and 2 on the back. over the right back pocket, our name had to be stenciled on the pants to facilitate returning of your pants back to your rack when laundry was passed out when we were out to sea. they were also true bell bottoms. the reason for this was, that if we ever had to abandon ship in the ocean, we could take our pants off over our boots, which you wanted to keep on when you entered the water inc
Life
Morning light lands on her face As another day begins In her eyes there's a story of a lover Who's been disappointed once again So she combs her, she'll wash her face Sing her favorite song as she forces out a smile Now the song's the same but her world has changed And everything she held so dear it's all on trial She said love, I don't need it anymore She said love, it lies in pieces on the floor Love, I don't need it anymore She said love, it keeps walking out that door Daydream weaver, paints a picture perfect in her mind Make believe, the author of a story Where the ending always turns out fine (right) So she takes a drag of a cigarette With her head in her hands she keeps askin' why All the bad luck comes as good love goes She's cryin' up a river But that river's about to run dry! Right back at ya baby! Lyrics by The Union You say you don't want me You say you don't care You say that your heart Ain't got no room for me there You say you don't n
~taurus~
TAURUS (April 20-May 20): Your serious mood is good in the workplace but can cause difficulty in romance. You place a high premium on personal and professional loyalty, so you're liable to feelings of betrayal and jealousy. Your reputation is stronger than ever and it should be easy for you to wow the right people without having to do much more than say a few words. Make sure everyone knows where you stand. It's a good day for dates, job interviews and any other situation that demands a lot from you. It's simple for you to read people and tell them what they want to hear, or spin the truth the right way.
Miscellaneous Stuff
Today was a very productive day for Grandma. When I got there at 10:00 AM she was awake and responsive. She was able to write to us on a piece of paper and make certain gestures that we would understand. She said she felt fine but was very hungry. Which is understandable since she hasn't eaten since Tuesday evening. Grandpa and I have been letting her sleep and have been checking in on her every hour or so. Around 2:00 PM the doctor okayed the removal of her endotracheal and stomach tubes. She was ecstatic! They removed them and the first words (or whispers) out of her mouth were "Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!" She asked for some food but they are only able to give her ice chips as of right now. They have been doing therapy on her arms and legs and hope to have her sitting up in a chair by tonight. Another thing that came out of her mouth was "Oh my god, I can breathe!" I think that is something she hasn't really felt in over 11 years. And if you are wondering how the other woman
My Stuff
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.' I hope your weekend was better than mine and the reason I say this is because I was in the hospital. For those of you close to me know that I've been really sick for the past six weeks with a cough. Well, I went to the doctor Saturday, December 1, 2007. After explaining to the doctor what was going on, he sent me immediately to the hospital. He believed I could have a blood clot in my lungs. I rushed to the hospital full of fear and tears in my eyes pondering whether I was going to be really sick and die and leave my family behind. Well, after arriving at Blodgett Hospital and being admitted immediately with chest pain, I was put in a room on a nice white blanket covered h
For You 2 Read
So your daughter's a hooker, and it spoiled your day. Look at the bright side, it's really good pay ................................................. Your friends and I wanted to do something special for your birthday. So we're having you put to sleep ................................................. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy. Did you ever find out who the father was? ................................................. I'm so miserable without you it's almost like you're here. ................................................. We have been friends for a very long time .. let's say we stop ................................................. When we were together, you always said you'd die for me. Now that we've broken up, I think it's time you kept your promise. ................................................. Happy birthday! You look great for your age. Almost Lifelike! ................................................. Happy Birthday,
Super Happy Fun Time
That nobody feels the urge to tell the truth any more, and when they're caught in a lie there's always a good reason or an excuse? That nobody thinks before opening their mouth anymore? That the word "love" is becoming an expression like "hello" or "goodbye" or "have a nice day" instead of having a true meaning all of its own? That everybody claims that the happiness and well being of their family and friends are what's most important to them when the truth is that their true number one is them-self? That wanting someone to live the life they know they deserve instead of taking the fast way out is wrong? That I'll lose sleep over something as silly as this blog post, not expecting anything in return? Why is that? I want to make this blog post and see if anybody rates a NSFW pic of mine because of this blog LOL If they do--I'll feel like I have true power... And that's awesome--and funny *gigglez* So imagine an automatic sliding door...and like most places there's
Poems
A Love Like No Other I never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humor and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you... Written By:Renee When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." Dr
Surveys You Can Take For Me
If you could have three wishes, what would you spend them on? If you were trapped on an island with only one Cd, what would you want it t What one super power would you most like to have? You and one other person surive the Armaggedon, who is the other person? If you had to save one thing from your burning house, what would it be? If you had 24 hours to live, what would you spend it doing? After the 24 hours, how would you most like to go out? Would you rather give an orgasm on command or receive one? You can get away with murdering any one person, who do you choose? What one person would you bring back from the dead? You can make one person fall eternally in love with you, who do you choose? You can wipe one animal completely out of existence, what do you choose? What country would you most like to wipe out of existence? This or that Live forever (aging) or die young Be a porn star or a prostitute Kill your favorite pet or kill your favorite sibling Su
Misc. Rantings Of Me, Yay
this is SO WEIRD....... I was sitting downtown today, making jewelry like I tend to do, and at one point a rather good looking guy walks past and says hello and I say hello back. I get online later and post my mumm about not having dating options and should I continue to pursue or should I lay back and wait. this guy sends me a friend request on myspace and he looks familiar. Thought maybe I had talked to him before, or went to school with him. Looked over his page and seemed very very interesting and he was rather good looking. Sent him a message saying how interesting he seemed and we exchanged instant messenger ID's and come to find out.... he's the guy that walked past me!!! He didnt even realize it until we started talking and I mentioned jewelry making and going downtown!! fate is so DAMN WEIRD.............. seriously... just wonder now WHY fate has brought us together.... hmmmmm... he's got a kid... so hmmm..... and he's 30 which is usually above my age
Mainegurls Blog
The Feelings Of A Veteran An Angry Veteran I am full of anger for what you have done to me and to my country. When I headed out for Desert Storm I believed in what I was doing, I felt complete trust in my country's leadership. I was off to risk and even sacrafice my life in that belief. Upon arrival I was told, that I could do two jobs be a Grave Maker of a Personnel Records Keeper. I choose the records keeper; little did I know my life was going to become a living hell. Within hours I was typing orders putting young men on the front lines and handing them to them. That day I lost my innocence. I'd never known death and then I knew it and was living with it. Then seeing and living this horror day after day destroyed my faith and trust in my government, commanders, and most of all God. After being robbed of myconcept of my world, I felt destroyed and to build a whole new concept or lose my mind. Always in the back of my mind was the welfare of my friends
Older Work
6/1/02 My heart screams in pain when your not around My soul bleeds a river when I cant find you My mind cant find what its searching for But my hearts made of gold and my spirit of fine wine, my mind keeps looking for the flowers i just cant find. But baby dont wory cause my heart only melts for you, my soul wont go bad and my mind will keep searching too All because its just another day in the light of love so baby dont worry I'll never stop loving you cause its just another day in the light of love 5/14/03 I'm sitting in my truck thinking about what I'm about todo. While walking down this concrete path I'm looking back at what I'm leaving behind. I'm Climbing this steel mountain, when i start to cry, knowing I wont be back for a long time. I'm standing on the peak waiting to leave, looking out and all I se is a group of wives and children and I remember why I'm here. I stand up with pride as we begin to move on our way, crying because of all I'm leavin
Sexy And Yummy Stuff
IVE NAMED MY WEINIS I'V E DECIDED TO NAME MY WEINIS! EVERY GUY DOES IT EVENTUALY,SOME MEN NAME IT AFTER OTHER MEN(WHICH I'VE ALWAYS FOUND KINDA GAY...UNLESS U R GAY.THEN I GUESS IT MAKES SENSE.)NAMES LIKE WILLY OR PETER,JR.OR THE OBVIOUS...DICK. OTHER GUYS CHOOSE SILLY NAMES LIKE MINI ME OR DORK,PUD,CRANK,HAMMER,DODE ETC. ...AND OTHERS NAME THEM AFTER ANIMALS LIKE *LOOK @ THIS PUPPY* OR *THIS IS MY HOG* AND THE OBVIOUS ONE EYED SNAKE. ME I DECIDED 2 KEEP IT SIMPLE AND CALL MINE "SOMETHING" A BEAUTIFUL WORD THAT FITS N2 ANY CONVERSATION OR SITUATION THAT COMES 2 MIND, AND TURNS THEM N2 NAUGHTY ONES. HERE ARE A FEW EXAMPLES: If SOMETHING isn't right...its on the left. If SOMETHING is under the bed...your husband/boyfriend came home early. (also applies 2 SOMETHING in the closet,behind the curtains or couch!) If SOMETHINGS gotta give...it gave @the office,in the elevator,on a plane 2 new york,etc... If SOMETHING comes over you...I apologize , I just couldn't hold out any longer
Me
Well I'm happy to report the my weekend went well. The three-ring circus of family and furniture and more family is over. Friday my in-laws came up from Southern Californa to attend a wedding in Santa Clara. They stopped over to visit and we all went to dinner. Mariko as always was head-over-heels with excitedment to see them. Saturday the new bed arrived, at 10:30 we were outside putting 3 coats of clear finish on the whole bed. Nothing like a Queen Sized, 12 Draw Captains bed to keep you busy. During this we had to tear down and move out the old bed. Managed to vaccum the whole room between beds. Taking the old bed out was a breeze compaired to moving the new bed in. Solid wood is HEAVY. LOL. Before we were done, the bed was about 33-inches tall and we had not even put the topper on the mattress. As 11pm rolled around, we tucked ourselves into our new bed, with new sheets, and new comforter. The one problem I do have is I only stand 5'3" and the top of the mattress
~ Who Is Watching Out For The Children? ~
This is a New Blog for me and even though this is going to break my heart every time i add something here, I want others to see that our Courts and some of those that live within these borders Are NOT watching out for the young ones. Just 5 minutes alone is all i ask for. How could a Mother put a Boyfriend over her own flesh and blood. Girl's Body Found, Dumped In Ravine Mom: Dead Toddler Put Into Two Bags, Then In Duffel Bag POSTED: 12:20 pm MDT September 24, 2007 UPDATED: 10:44 pm MDT September 24, 2007 DENVER -- The body of the 3-year-old girl who has been missing since Friday was discovered Monday afternoon in a trash bag dumped in a ravine at Lakewood Gulch Park. Police officers found the body of Niveah Gallegos at about 4:45 p.m. in a wooded area at 11th Avenue and Perry Street. The discovery ends what has been a heartbreaking four-day search through Denver's Capitol Hill neighborhood, where police made a gruesome plea to the public to look through th
Random Thaughts
do you feel like shit does not go your way and shit takes forever to get done to be away from the one you love to feel like you are sick without being with your loved one to think all the time about her going crazy just to see her smile to hear her laugh to hold her in your arms to say to her i love you everytime you see her to hear her voice in your head all day long as if she was right there talking to you to look at another woman and only see your loved one to feel the sickness in your heart as time goes by when you are not with her to realise when the time comes that you are finally together that the time spent away would be time worth spent to realise howmuch you do love her and cant ever see yourself without her in your life love is really a mystery of the heart and a joyfull journey in life comment on this if you can understand what love is and what iam trying to say thank you for reading my thaughts Miller Light / CatfightSee more like this on kontraband.com Morphing B
Poetry
I will never forget the days we once had, The days when you were everything to me. My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever, But now I realize that was all a big dream. The feelings I have for you will never go... I wish I could take back that one regretful day, The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms. Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets, That I would once have to live through. The thought of you in someone else's arms, Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces. I sometimes wonder if you still love me as much as i do you, Or if to you, our perfect love is forever gone. I wish so very much that one day we can have it all again... But for now, I'll sit here silently, Remembering all the memories we once shared. Everyday my love grows much stronger... Hoping that one day you will take me back, And put back the pieces of my broken heart. ============================================ There once was a time if I just closed my eye
Kevin's Blog
I have dated and been friends with women of all ages. From 15 to 42. From my experiences at such a young age.. I can tell you that young women can be mature young women can be childish. And older women can be mature.. And older women can be just as childish and immature. Maturity isn't based on age. But it does play a key role. I used to think that If you had a good time with someone.. If they made you laugh. If you connected with that person. Just like any friend you have now. Age didn't matter. Well I can honestly admit that I was wrong. AGE DOES MATTER and any idiot that tells you it doesn't is wrong. A relationship with an older person/younger person is just gross. I'm actually a nice guy if you got to know me. But recent events have opened my eyes and cleared my mind. I am sticking to girls that are at my age in years. Granted yes I still have to find someone that meets my standards. But they have to be 18 to 20. No older - no younger. I apologi
Real Life
This is the end of Americas' innocence, and a loss in all of our hearts. With all of our grievings this is where the war starts. The whole world stopped on the 11th of september. With all of americas' victims we always shall remember. We are a whole nation that is in mourning. Those who took part in this deplorable act should heed our warning. We always will remember what happened to the world trade towers. Those who perpertrated this horror messed with the strongest world powers. We will not go quietly into that good night. As for all of us Americans we have to unite. We can not be pulled apart by our petty differences any longer. We have to pull together and then that will make us stronger. No I will never forget!!! Halloween is usuly a day to smile at the small children all dressed up in their costums and giving out candy. For me, it's a day for remembering the good times with my dad. Donald J Goodwin Sr. Was a Vietnam vet, He was drafted by the U.S. Army. His unit w
Broken Saints
Nothing Will Ever Change
I remember a type of quote people used to say But I never really understood it 'til today Life will only get harder from here I think about that almost every time I shed a tear I look back on the happy years I once had And I wish for them to come back Oh so bad Pressure is a big part of teenage lives today Temptations of sex, drugs, and violence never seem to go away You never really know which road to choose It seems which ever way you go, your bound to lose Happiness eventually falls on your lap Only to look once more and see it gone in a snap Why does it seem I can't smile like before? As if the joyous part of me walked right out the door I never show my true feelings which is why I'm writing this poem I guess my feelings are personal to me and I'm too embarrassed to show 'em One day I'll find happiness again I just have to live my life until then And while I'm waiting just for that I think I'll give myself a pat on the back 'Cuz I've come thi
Im Listening
January 20, 2007 - Saturday just thoughts I lay here in bed listening to myself breath and think stranger. Maybe it's because i was always in tuned to hear the one i loved when i slepted with them. i know not what lays before me and if the future offers me comfort . But i will sleep and listen to myself . Myself being this stranger March 28, 2007 - Wednesday im listening I walk through darkness seeking it's comfort. It embraces me while wispering it's saftey, sheilding me from footsteps around me. Im asked not to hide but to go forward with comfidence on a path i do not know.How far im to walk i have not been told. My desires go unknown to me, Im not to ask. Im to learn with each step. Doubt fills me, confuses me. Yet darkness holds me in her arms and i feel safe. i wish to cry out and ask why? But i fear an answer, worse i'll hear nothing knowing im still standing here alone. Please answer me, Are you my friend or are you my prison keeping me hiddon away f
You
Our love can't end it never will with all the letters i send you may be miles away and i miss you but one day everything will be Ok right now missing you so much it pains me inside my hand is waiting for your touch every night i think of what we have and at those moments i think maybe the distance isn't that bad even though i cry and weep in the darkest nights you are still in my dreams when i sleep I'm waiting for you to come back counting down the days until we get our relationship back on track R is for red. Red is for blood. Blood is for heart. Heart is for love. Love is for you. You is for me. Me is for you. (()--^-- I LOVE YOU!!! You laughed when in fear But cried in tears I said hello You told me to follow We ran so fast in fear Me suprised crying a tear once again were together Me and you You and I With Loved combined forever
Here's Where I'll Be
There's a group of riders coming from Ohio, with Ohio Biker Babe, that me and some local Houston area bikers are gonna meet up with, then ride in to Austin, together. here's her link.. pop in and say Hi, and tell her that Dale sent ya. She rides an '08 Dyna Screamin Eagle Ohio Biker Babe@ fubar Woo Hoo.. my first Happy Hour Come join the party at my place I'll be your host with 1.2 million of my closest friends Tonight at 8 PM Central time THE 2007 LONE STAR RALLY WAS A HUGE SUCCESS!!! 486,000 attended as per TX.D.O.T. figures Dates for the 2008 Lone Star Rally are Oct. 30 - Nov. 2 Here are just a few of the many things we are working on for 2008 * Pirate and Halloween Theme * Ride in the Worlds Largest Halloween Costume Biker Parade on Friday night to win $1,000! * Attend the Worlds largest Leather and Lace Ball on Friday night at the Convention Center. * Tour our Ghost Ship The Elissa! at Pier 21! * Three stages wit
Y I Am Here
i am on fubar to have some fun. Meet some nice people. and hopefully find that one guy to satisfy my sexual needs as well as my emotional ones. id like to find a long term partner in "crime" Catholic School Girls -------------------------------------------------------------------------- A train hits a bus load of Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are all in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates pass St. Peter. St. Peter asks the first girl, "Gloria, have you ever had contact with a penis?" She giggles and shyly replies, "Well I once touched with the tip of my finger..." St. Peter says, "Ok, dip the tip of your finger in the holy water and pass through the gates." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, "Catherine, have you ever had contact with a penis?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says "OK, dip your whole hand in the holy water and pass through the gate." All of the sudden there is
Hello
Every night in my dreamsI see you. I feel you.That is how I know you go on. Far across the distanceAnd spaces between usYou have come to show you go on. Near, far, wherever you areI believe that the heart does go onOnce more you open the doorAnd you’re here in my heartAnd my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one timeAnd last for a lifetimeAnd never go till we’re one Love was when I loved youOne true time I hold toIn my life we’ll always go on Near, far, wherever you areI believe that the heart does go onOnce more you open the doorAnd you’re here in my heartAnd my heart will go on and on There is some love that will notgo away You’re here, there’s nothing I fear,And I know that my heart will go onWe’ll stay forever this wayYou are safe in my heartAnd my heart will go on and on Listen to Songs:http://videokeman.com/celine-dion/my-heart-will-go-on-celine-dion/#ixzz2GY7gxm00 Life without love is like a tree without blossom or friu
Guarded... But Starting Over.
I'm not sure if reacting is the current correct way of "acting" at all. When everything I'm accustomed to is all over the place, and nobody calls. Much to my chagrin, I'm talented at deciding on a whim, To walk away right now, would probably be a difficult social sin. Might as well give in as usual, and go with the flow of giving in. As usual, I'm tired, I'm anxious and worked up over, The chance of new, of different of cool, of something I'm not quite used to. How bout I forget it all, and walk right into this hypothetical wall, Open up like never before, and give it all I have, or get nothing back at all, that's what I'm used to. Throwing caution to the wind, and take a deep breath. I'm trying to crack this shell of my defenses, and find out just what this life of mine is for. L.R.S. 9.17.2007 She was lonely in her time of need She looked up at her husband, And softly whispered "Please?" He glanced down and turned his brow With a loo
Poetry In Motion
A teenage girl... So alone... So afraid. She looks in the mirror And then she looks away.... Trying not to see the untruthful stare. Cheeks so rosy, Red and bright, Tears slide down them slowly. Mascara falls from her lashes As tears slide Making black pools down her neck. A razor slowly cuts her pale skin As crimson red flows gently. The pain is released now. Crying softly from the release The girl feels nirvana Finally, for the first time in her life. She drifts away As her star crossed lover Walks in her room. "She's gone" "She's dead" That's all he screams. It's too late He wishes she wasn't gone... But she's already there. She took her love To her grave He said I love you too late. She cried Over him not caring Instead of Being in love and sharing. Lovely love A game wasted again with pain This is a waste Love lost again. She cried As she took her love Over another dumb crush Too far above. He's sorry For all he'
My Writeings
knock...Knock... A soft rattle on the window Of life Of opertunity Of joy or Something that resembles Love Of things better off Unthought Untought Unlearned Forever under constant scorn Also of want,or Better yet Of need or lust consumeing Of fillings And the lack there of and finnaly Of self protection throgh selfless projection Listen close,you can hear it now Growing closer still knock...Knock...KNock...KNOCK... Insistant but yet so distant A young mind Fights the glass and the night To get back on the right side of the window of life. -RAGE G. SYNISTER- Decided is the way in which in which i have become inside The circits within me have been exposed to lies Mechanical fillings from a hart of steel pump My robotic thoughts have become a tangled clump My metalic core,the waste of human hate and lust Burning eyes aglow with anger and mistrust I am no lon
Poetry
The moon shines through my window My clock strikes 3 a.m. The knife sits on my night stand And i slowly count to ten Number 1 is: Sorry That i wont be there for you Number 2 is: Crying From the things that i've been through Number 3 is: Hurting From the things you said to me Number 4 is: Flying For my pain is finally free Number 5 is: Blackness Which is now my only light Number 6 is: Frightening From the things i feel at night Number 7 is: Blood Which is soaked into the floor Number 8 is: Body Which is cut up to the core Number 9 is : Breathing For my body lays there dead Number 10 is: Thank You Its the last thing that i said November 6th You lie in bed awake at night But eyes are tightly shut Wishing that it was a dream But not with your damn luck The harsh motions run through your head Like daggers to the heart Tears are staining your flushed cheeks As time just falls apart November 6th was that party That you just had to go to You quick
Ramblings Of A Cyb3rn4u7
(i apologize in advance if this sounds like whining or complaining, or trying to do the "oh poor me" thing...but this has been on my mind for a while...) I'm tired of feeling inadequate. I'm tired of feeling like I'm being thrown in with the rest of the general male population when someone bitches about men. I'm tired of feeling like everything is my fault because I'm male. I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough to be with. I'm tired of always being the "good friend" that people refuse to date. I'm tired of people dumping me online. I'm tired of people not wanting to get close to me because they think that because I'm male, I'm gonna make a move. I'm tired of feeling like utter crap emotionally. I'm tired of sleeping alone. I'm just tired.... (you can open your eyes now...it's all over...) It would seem that someone...or something...has decided that I should stick around for a little while longer... Thanks to the generosity of one of my roommates, I will be back on t
Insane Ramblings
Sooo not wanting to be here today... still hung over from the weekend. Went the wake friday night and then to the funeral sat. It was... well it was a funeral. Depressing, and not in the good I'm dark way. Wife was taking it well though, and it looks like everyone is doing well. So yeah. Got this weekend to look forward to though, gonna have a blast hopefully! Gotta move to the other blog for details on that one though..... Have an online friend that recommended I sign up here and maybe meet some new and cool people. Seemed interesting enough and so far it seems like some really awesome folks!
4 Biblical Ways Of Life
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make a
Poetry
I am me Me is she She is I Black and beautiful Voluptuous and your fantasy Intelligent and silly Homely and sweet Sexually obsessive at times Addictive and Optimistic Loving and Appreciative Captivating and understanding Equal Opportunist The ability to do anything I am me Me is she She is I Demanding Possibly possessive Mature and sometimes stupid A sexual being Talented and dream oriented Respectful and selective Open-minded Willing and sometimes a liar Sneaky and secretive Romantic and apologetic Confused and impatient Playful and hard-working I am me Me is she She is I I am PHAT ladies and gentlemen Whether you like it or not Plus sized and loving Every roll on my back Every stretch mark on my body Every dimple in my ass And every time my thighs rub together Is just a reminder of how much of a woman I am I am PHAT ladies and gentlemen Pretty Hot And Tempting
Truth
Ok, honestly, I know that almost none of yas ever read the rantings of some 30 yr old loser that sits home on his computer with nothing better to do in his life than blog his inane thoughts.....................but seriously folks, is our society that pathetic, that it will accept a comercial, staring Ellen Degener-what's-her-fuckin-face, who fought for being accepted for who one is, not for what is thought of them................who has a show promoting these same ideas and principles...............and yet, in a make-up comercial, she says..............quote, "Inner beauty is important, but not nearly as important as outer beauty." And then goes on saying why she uses the make-up she does. Great, send a more positive message to the already disturbed women and girls looking for that one one beaken of light to say they are just fine, nope, remember ladies...............it's your outer beauty that matters, just ask Ellen. And what about the guy that called 911 cuz McDonalds, "Robbed him"
Reflections 2
I sit here staring at this person in the mirror. Who is this person I see? I see someone who is confident and smart; funny and sexy. I see someone who's had great accomplishments and even greater failures. I see imperfection. I see pretty green eyes and brunette hair; big full lips and a nice smile. I see 37 years of life where others do not. I see 11 years of being married, then being alone; being married while being alone then being married again only to wind up alone. I see a best friend to 1 and someone who could be anyone's best friend. I see someone that spent her whole life trying to be the best mom she could be because she knew her marriage had failed. Her sacrifices were many. I see someone with a good heart. I see integrity and hard earned wisdom. Someone that worked her tail off to get an education to better her life and that of her children when every odd was stacked against her; courage to stand up against the system and win. I see someone who believes in what the world
Halloween
Also called ~ Harvest Moon, Shedding Moon, Winterfelleth (Winter Coming), Windermanoth (Vintage Month), Falling Leaf Moon, Ten Colds Moon, Moon of the Changing Season. Correspondences ~ Nature Spirits ~ frost faeries, plant faeries Herbs ~ pennyroyal, thyme, catnip, uva ursi, angelica, burdock Colors ~ dark blue-green Flowers ~ calendula, marigold, cosmos Scents ~ strawberry, apple blossom, cherry Stones ~ opal, tourmaline, beryl, turquoise Trees ~ yew, cypress, acacia Animals ~ stag, jackal, elephant, ram, scorpion Birds ~ heron, crow, robin Deities ~ Ishtar, Asarte, Demeter, Kore, Lakshmi, Horned God, Belili, Hathor Power Flow ~ to let go; inner cleansing. Karma and reincarnation. Justice and balance. Inner harmony. The magic broomstick or, to use its proper name, the besom is an important and largely misunderstood tool of the witch. Gaining its notoriety from the witch finders manuals and woodcuts of mediaeval Europe, it is a tool of a far more ancient
Dolphin Lover
What Grinds My Gears
A friend of mine, Nelcha, has been dealing with this psycho nut-job for a few months now... This guy, David, has basically been spouting libel left and right as well as defamation of character in his blogs, with the local authorities, family, and friends. She extended her hospitality to him in good faith, he completely lied to her, took advantage of her generosity, and now she is going through way too much crap that she is not deserving of. He's been harassing her through email, blogs on myspace, yahoo groups (including the photography groups she runs), craigslist, and more, all in a vain attempt at assassinating her character and professional reputation, and she is definitely undeserving of such. Want to see for yourself? Here's his blog: http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=45082942 Nut-job. So what I am asking from you to help with this, is to visit his profile at: http://www.myspace.com/wildography Scroll down to the very bottom
Fubar
Is it just me or are kids sole purpose in life is to make your life hell? Its like pulling teeth just to get them to do anything these days. What happened to the days when it was considered discipline when you smacked them on their behind when they did something wrong. Now it's called child abuse and you go to jail for 2 1/2 to 5 years. Holla back a brotha Why does everything on this site have to be so damn complicated? Just to download a layout or build up a stash is so time consuming. Also, where are these mythical fubanks/fubucks? I've been on this site for a month and have not seen a single fubuck or fubank. Holla back a brotha Why is saturday the no man's day? On Friday you know its the beginning of the weekend and Sunday you know you have to go to work the next day, but what about saturday? if you askk me they should just cut the damn day out and skip to sunday. holla back
Nice Guys Finish Last!!!
U know why I hate relationships, because I'm always afraid something will come along and ruin them. Seems to always happen no matter what I do. It seems as soon as I get to the point of smooth sailing, it all goes wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I'm destined to be alone. It sure seems like it. This is for the ladies, I want to know what U think is clingy. I've asked my female friends and all I can get is the obvious answer of alwyas hovering around and never letting the girl go and have time for herself. Then I asked a few questions like is txting a message every day to a girl clingy? Nothing over the top, just a hey babe how was your day? I've heard yes and no. My friends can't reach a concensus so I thought I'd ask if this is clingy or not? I also wanted to know if calling 2 or 3 times a week was clingly. Again I got a mixed response. I know there are variables like how often U see her ect so it's not clear cut, but in general what are your thoughts? I had a girl once who was
Randomness
My eyes are open wide By the way, I made it through the day I watch the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out today Well I just saw Hayley's Comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Please don't cry one tear for me I'm not afraid of what I have to say This is my one and only voice So listen close, it's only for today Well I just saw Hayley's Comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Here is my chance This is my chanc
At A Loss!!!
So, I am all excited about going home for the holiday... I get to my parent's house Weds night (after driving 3 hours in the wind and snow) only to see that mom is a little out of it... I didn't think anything of it, it was late and I know she was tired. Well, I get up Thursday morning and mom is in the kitchen having a cigarette. She looks really really out of it. She goes back to bed and dad gets up and he and I talk. He tells me that mom has been doing so good the last few weeks (and I can tell from her voice on the phone that she is better). WELL... she sleeps most of the day.. is very very unstable on her feet and is just plain out of it (no biggie... I made dinner for everyone). BUT come to find out... mom had an Rx filled Tues. Fiorinal (which is for tension headaches...she has been on them for years) for 30 of them. Well, by Thurs. evening there were 25 of them gone. Well... my mom is 5'2" and maybe 105 lbs soaking wet... so needless to say... 25 pain pills in 2 days is enough
I Am Not Mia
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1097742&albumid=758491&i=3381042480# I am in a contest and I need at least 2500 comments and rates... more is better so i may win!! Thanks my fubar friends!! I will return the love. This is a very good frind of mine Please help her level??Thanks all!! latblueyes@ fubar The more rates and comment my competition gets the better!!So far 2 have been eliminated and a 3rd is on his way out please read and repost my bully. The contest works like this rate, comment bomb my opponents and if they have the most they get eliminated!! thanks everyone and Muahzzzzzzzzzzz to all!!! CCa
Just How Well Do You Know Me....
(by the way this is what "I" WROTE/FEEL...I did not find this in an article or read it or hear anywhere, ever single word is from me whole-heartedly and soul) Dear Santa, This year for Christmas I have the same list that I've had for 3 years now. You have not given me one thing on my list. It doesn't cost as much as what is on other people's lists. I do not ask you for a sports car, diamonds, or even a house. I want AIDS to be curable and illnesses to stop multiplying, and start being more treatable. I want equality and justice. I want world peace, compromise amongst countries rather than hatred and pain in the world. I want the suffering of the poor and disabled to end, the malnutrition and poverty of children to stop. I want racism, sexism, and homophobia to end. I want the chaos of every nation to turn civil and not hostile towards one another. I want people to become more accepting of physical and mental disabilities and not pass judgment on those with these, stop picking at
Poems N Feeling
HOW CAN YOU LIVE WITHOUT SEX IN YOUR LIFE SEX IN THE MORNING SEX IN THE EVENING SEX AT NITE EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY SEX... SEX... SEX.. SEX IS GREAT SEX IS BAD DO IT HARD WHEN YOU GET MAD... SEX TODAY SEX TOMORROW SEX EVERYDAY WHEN YOU'RE IN SORROW SEX ON THE BED SEX ON THE FLOOR HAVE IT EVERYDAY YOU WILL WANT MORE SO GENTLY I TAKE YOUR LOVE IN MY HANDS AND TOUCH IT, HOLD IT AND FEEL THE POWER OF THE SCUPTURED FLESH YOU HAVE GIFTED ME WITH, TO FEEL THE STRENGTH YOU POSSESS OUR SON THE SOLDIER HOW GREAT A MAN HE MUST BE TO BE JOINED IN THE FIGHT TO SET ANOTHER PART OF THE WORLD FREE OUR SON THE SOLDIER SO VERY PROUD OF YOU WE ARE TO ALL OF US WHO LOVE YOU YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUR SHINING STAR OUR SON THE SOLDIER SO FAR FROM HOME AND IN A FOREIGN PLACE JUST CLOSE YOU EYES TO SEE A FAMILIAR SMILING FACE OUR SON THE SOLDIER SO VERY FAR AWAY WE WILL ALL BE WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS ON YOUR COMING HOME DAY
Bored.
I wonder if they have a lil chubby green skittle costume. Do you think I can find one? :P I bet you wanna slap yourself now huh? for clicking on this blog LOL. As you guys know I haven't been on Fubar lately I will be deleting my account and since i can't delete it until my Vip expires in a few days i guess i'm stuck with it for a few days more... It's been a pleasure getting to know you all, the ones who have taken the time to know me I will miss you guys... If you decide you would like to keep in touch, You can email me at----> Mploveskittles@aol.com Have a safe and happy holidays... Michelle. so i've had a back ache since i was doing the construction, the pain eases up once in a while but it's always there, I still do a lot of heavy lifting around the house and moving around, tonight the pain is over whelming, I've said i'll go to the doctor on many occassions but the truth is i hate doctors they scare me so i only go if i really have to go. I been think
My Favorite
TV Shows On DVD Complete | Watch your favorite old and new TV Series on DVD like the wonder years, batman 1960's, boy meets world, columbo, jag, twin peaks, married with children and more in our deep discount DVD online store. Transformers is an animated TV series that premiered on the 1st of September 1984 and lasted on the 1st of November 1987. -Transformers DVD is a collection of DVDs in a box set as shown above, all 100% in chronological order from the pilot to the finale. -The DVDs collection also includes custom artwork and episode guides so you can find your favorite episode at anytime. Bowery Boys was premiered on the 27th of December 1940 and it follows the exploits of a doctor in a poor Bowery section in New York.
Something To Think About
Film Done by a 15-year-old girl -- WOW! Friends~ Easy to lose sight of what really matters when we get so wrapped up in our own lives and our own problems......definitely worth the 5 minutes. This film was made by a 15 year old girl. The following is the hottest thing on the internet and on Fox News today. Lizzie Palmer who put this YouTube program together is 15 years old. There have been over 3,000,000 hits as of this morning. In case you missed it, here it is. Watch all of it.......and, pass it on!! http://www.youtube.com/v/ervaMPt4Ha0&autoplay=1 An attractive woman from New York was driving through a remote part of Arizona when her car broke down. An Indian on horseback came along and offered her a ride to a nearby town. She climbed up behind him on the horse and they rode off. The ride was uneventful except that every few minutes the Indian would let out a whoop so loud that it would echo from the surrounding hills.
Random
So, it might come as a surprise that a librarian is just really getting into these, but given their public editorial nature, we tend to shy away from such things. In case you are somewhat uninitiated a wiki is exactly the same as wikipedia, except is is hypper specific to a topic. Basically the experts or in the case of the ones I have frequented lately, the fans of the topic add articles and update the items as they see fit. So far I have browsed heavily the Glenn Beck one -- Glenpedia (obviously), as well Star Wars (Wookiepedia) and Doctor Who (The TARDIS). Does anyone else have any favorites or some you might recommend to alleviate my boredom and expand my mind? If you're interested in looking where I found a bunch try http://www.wikia.com/wiki/List_of_Wikia Thanks :):):) So I went grocery shopping last nigt -- an adventure in itself, but that's not the point here. On my list was to grab some Halloween candy since I am the ultimate procrastinator and had yet to
Poetry
YOU HAVE TO LAUGH SOMETIMES... YOU COME HERE THINKING WOW, I GET TO MAKE LOTS OF NEW FRIENDS AND LEARN ABOUT NEW AND EXCITING THINGS, SHARE EXPERIENCES WITH PEOPLE AND LISTEN TO THEIRS... THEN IT HITS YOU, WHEN THAT FIRST PERSON MESSAGES YOU AND SAYS " HEY ASSHOLE YOU GONNA RATE ME? " IT BECOMES LESS AND LESS FUN, AND MORE OF A POPULARITY CONTEST... IT WOULDNT BE SO BAD IF SOME PEOPLE WOULD JUST SAY HI.. WELL HERE YA GO... HELLO EVERYONE, IM GREG, AND ILL TALK TO YOU WHEN EVER YA WANT.. AND YA DONT HAVE TA RATE A SINGLE PICTURE, BLOG, MUMM, OR EVEN SEND ME A SEX ON THE BEACH... KISSES AND HUGS In the darkest depths of my soul, i find you, spinning your web, making me more your slave, making me want to serve you and be yours to do what you will, i submit to you as i have from the first sight of your eyes, mysterious, dark, and full of fire, i love you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqojJSzpr9s if you dont cry, your not a true american
Sakura Ryus Aka Me Poems
A Hidden person! There are people who hide their true face, They do this at their own expense, They are the fallen angles that fell from gods grace, They are afriad of his excellence, They are afraid of thier Failure, Those people that are usually sweet, They did something that was a bummer, That their end was done by someone you cant meet, They ended up as soul less beings as cold as stone, because of the feelings they couldnt show, For if they showed any they would be gone, The lord made it so that any that should find out anything they would be turned to snow, When a person who almost always smiles and that loves to help others plants flower seeds, But instead of the flowers they so hoped would bloom the only thing they recived is a pile of weeds! Very first poem i ever did and posted online Broken Heart Have you ever had your heart broken, It hurts like no other, It's a wound that will never heal, It's hard to gt over and hard to find one to fix it, I star
I've Got Those, Swollen Hand Blues...
After I got the itch, one person said yes... and well.. it's done. I am over being a fucking blonde :D (I swear I tend to take on the characteristics of a blonde when I am one too lol) This hair cut probably looks hotttttt in all black ... I might save a small mohawk of blonde *shrug* who knows... new pics soon ^_^ He's awesome as hell, is chill and seems to be on the same vibe as I am.. here's to new friends! Looked up to see our compatibility (mind you this isn't just a love thing it's a relationship friends family.. whoever compatibility site....) SUN SAGITTARIUS-SAGITTARIUS There is great camaraderie between you. A love of traveling and a restless wanderlust are traits that you have in common. Both of you are optimists and you love to shoot for the stars. Minor details annoy you and pettiness is abhorrent to you. You have a youthful enthusiasm, and have a spirited, progressive outlook on life. With so much in common, you are able to have a wonderful time toge
Contests
Hello Everyone! I am hosting my first contest starting today (April 14th) at Noon EST and running until the 28th at Noon EST. The Contestants Are: .SAY. http://fubar.com/user/1243989 Scooter http://fubar.com/user/888324 Ladystartara http://fubar.com/user/1143109 chris aka 'PROUD MEMBER OF CLUB FAR/FU HUBBY TO ANGELMORN http://www.fubar.com/user/150569 ♫Chuggy♫~the Naked*asst.mgr.@the~REAL~Red~Dragon~Lounge♫ http://www.fubar.com/user/1365904 Deadman Walking http://fubar.com/user/1646357 Mz Chaos http://fubar.com/user/1029198 *****Disqualified! Rule specifically stated no green accounts and one was bombing her. When I went to visit the green account it no longer existed.
My Pride And Joy !
This was the announcment made by MY big sister today,About My Neice Caitlyn who is TAKIN ON THE WORLD ! !!!! Hi Everyone ~ Most of you know that Caitlyn has been extremely involved with our local YMCA since she was about 12 yrs. old. She has worked hard and accomplished a lot and all of her HARD Work has given her the best reward!!! In case you don't know...in Missouri the local YMCA's pick a "Student of the Year" and this year our branch picked Caitlyn! With this she was awarded a 2 year Scholarship to Lindenwood University!! This is a $33,000 Scholarship!!!! Each Branch winner is then Interviewed by the State Association for the Y and 1 Student of the Year is awarded a Full-Four Year Scholarship to Lindenwood! Caitlyn's Interview is Scheduled for October 29th! So everyone keep your fingers crossed and say a prayer that she is selected!! If not that's OK we are Grateful the 2 Year Scholarship!! But the other GOOD news is that today....Caitlyn received her
I Don't Care If I Loose Friends Over This
this is really funny! Body: GOD SAID, "ADAM I WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME." ADAM SAID, " GLADLY, LORD, WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?" GOD SAID, " GO DOWN INTO THAT VALLEY?" ADAM SAID, " WHAT'S A VALLEY?" GOD EXPLAINED IT TO HIM. THEN GOD SAID, " CROSS THE RIVER." ADAM SAID, "WHATS A RIVER?" GOD EXPLAINED THAT TO HIM, AND THEN SAID " GO OVER TO THE HILL........" ADAM SAID, "WHATS A HILL?" SO, GOD EXPLAINED TO ADAM WHAT A HILL WAS HE TOLD ADAM, "ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE HILL YOU WILL FIND A CAVE." ADAM SAID, " WHATS A CAVE?" AFTER GOD EXPLAINED, HE SAID " IN THE CAVE YOU WILL FIND A WOMEN." ADAM SAID, "WHATS A WOMEN?" SO GOD EXPLAINED THAT TO HIM, TOO. THEN GOD SAID, I WANT YOU TO REPRODUCE." ADAM SAID, " HOW DO I DO THAT?" GOD FIRST SAID (UNDER HIS BREATH), "GEEZ" AND THEN JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE, GOD EXPLAINED THAT TO ADAM AS WELL SO, ADAM GOES DOWN INTO THE VALLEY, ACROSS THE RIVER, AND OVER THE HILL, I
Ways To Piss Off A Woman!!
I didnt wanna write a mumm about this so i will just write a blog.. i dont know if its just me but i cant stand some people on this site..they really think they are the shit..they have pics and hold them hostage like u can only see this folder if you get me a vip..or u can only see this if u get me a blast..is seein someones pics really worth spending your hard earned money on...I THINK NOT...to all u people who do that..u can keep ur damn pics..i really think that shit is really sad..how about you spend ur own hard earned money on gettin ur own shit instead of begging others...ok now that i've vented i'm fine..lol..and if i pissed you off wit my blog..guess what?? I REALLY DONT GIVE A SHIT..LOL..PEACE!! This is something i wrote a while back called HIM and i....i had a dream about me having a conversation with god and when i woke up i wrote it down and this is what i came up with...i hope you guys enjoy HIM and i The day we had a conversation it was really kinda touching At fir
Women
------------------Girls-------------- -----------are like apples------ -------on trees. The best ones----- -----are at the top of the tree.----- ---The boys dont want to reach--- --for the good ones because they-- -r afraid of falling and getting hurt.- -Instead, they get the rotten apples- from the ground that arent as good, but easy. So the apples up top think something wrong w/ them when in -reality they're amazing. They just-- ---have to wait for the right boy to ---- come along, the one who's- ----------- brave enough to----- ---------------climb all--------- ---------------the way-------- --------------to the top-------- -------------of the tree.--------- Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and le
Painful Reflections
; Rate my poem, Go here I tried to start anew But what has happened to you? You are suddenly gone When I wake to see the dawn You are still not here So I shed another tear So back up goes the wall No one can touch it all My heart is safely put away and will not see the light of day Behind those walls made of steel that help me to not feel. The pain is real Its all I feel. These tears they fall I cannot stop them at all. Freely they flow Will they ever go? Can I forget and live without regret? This pain will disappear When I shed my last tear.
C0ldsh07's Flog
The Art Of Kissing Every now and then a quarrel breaks out down at the barber shop, lines are drawn, challenges leveled and, with any luck, somebody walks out with very few blood stains. All over a seemingly innocent discussion: What is the greatest sport on earth? Some say "football". Some say "baseball". Canadians say "hockey". The rest of the world says "soccer". (Actually, they say "football", too...but they mean "soccer".) I say: "kissing". Yes, kissing is the greatest sport on earth. Allow me to explain just a few of the reasons. Kissing is the most versatile sport around. There are so many types of kisses to choose from at least one for just about any occasion. There is the quick peck on the cheek kiss, the peck on each cheek kiss, the peck on your nephew's cheek kiss while grabbing the other cheek flab with your hand, the wildly passionate kiss, the elegant kiss on the hand, the dreaded kiss of death, the "Hey you! Kiss this!", and even the Florida town of Kissim
Poetry Of Friends
Three Days Grace Gone Forever Lyrics Don't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and f**k and fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better [Gone Forever lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it co
Ranting
I sit here letting the tears wash down over my face because I no longer exist to the one that said he would help me. I sit here in tears because the one that is suppose to be here for me when I have questions or am confused no longer sees me. I sit here in tears because to him I no longer matter and it has begun to turn my heart to stone once more. I sit here in tears because I know that nothing I do will meet his approval, and that no matter how hard I try I am always wrong. I sit here with tears washing over my face because I let myself love him only to have him reject that love and use it against me. I find myself sitting here in tears more and more often and the only thing I can say is that tears are good to cleanse the soul, but why is it he can bring me to all these tears just by not doing as he says. I must be a terrible person that no one feels I have feelings also and can just be walked on. I know I am not the best person at times that I can be and fr that I
Rebbi's Blog
SODOMITES... listen to me spout to thee... The Rambunctious Noize Radio Show & The Noize Network over the last few months has been expanding at a rate I wasn't expecting... I, Rebbi Kastler am totally overjoyed to see that the past few weeks even though as crazy as they have been, that the listeners that listen to my show have been concerned and showed great loyalty to me in the past weeks by dropping me alot of love, shout outs, concern about me... etc.. etc.. I hope they will continue to do so in the future which is why I am announcing my return to the airwaves not only on my station WBRK - 96BunniRock.com.. but I will now be heard on WFLMRadio.com, V-M-U.com, MusiciansAddict.com & hopefully soon.. K94rocks.com So don't forget to tune in at 7pm EST, 4pm PST MONDAYS, WEDNESDAYS & FRIDAYS!! Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. Since it's Halloween, I'll be celebrating it in classic horror fashion...we'll be talking about the scariest craziest costumes in Rock, plus th
My Songs
Ancient valley deep within the mountains Where nobody goes, the river flows Roaring, tumbling over cliffs, through caverns Where no light has known, no bird has flown Blood of Sacred Mother flowing effortless forever Worshiped in bygone days, Our Blessed ancient ways Black cloud looming in the highlands Pouring torrent, raging flood Tearing boulders from the hillside Claws shearing stone to mud Mountains washing to the ocean Mighty trees come sweeping down River reclaims plain and valley Biggest city, smallest town Sunlight shining on the azure waters Quiet serpent twists through the mists Fertile giver our Mother River Murmur peaceful song, soft and long Danu by a willow sings to the river daughters Lullabies, shining fireflies How powerful our Mother River Her ageless beauty flowing free Peaceful blessings for our orchards Bringing life to bush and tree Turn high mountains into powder Carving canyons through the land Ripping down the strongest fortress
Puer Aeternus
So what? Really, it isn't that horrible - there are pains plenty worse than to be hopelessly desiring someone who sees straight through you. I know this and yet the bitter ache refuses to succumb, defying reason and reality, to instead entertain possibilities that have no chance to be made flesh. I bite my lip to keep my silence, I look away to hide my wanting - knowing that, there, I am kept safe from throwing myself into my foolishness. Still, it only takes a glance to see that I am never in her eyes; still, I can hear in her voice enough to realize that I will never hear what words I long for. Better to be safe and never know - better to turn away and withstand the burn of my desire than to feel the cut of rejection for what could only ever be a fool's wanting for a beauty he could never reach. The junk raced through my veins, icefire and numbing bliss, and in that moment of clarity I know I have to get out of here. Wild white roses sprinkle my visio
Harinbone's Graphics
Remember in the old superman movies where superman waz put into a crystal and put into space for ever... Well this is the chicken version, But i caught the chicken shitting!!! this is the BackGround Pic I made for the past recent Graphics.. this is the second one I made with a few changes I thought it looked better like this.. Waht do you think?
Something To Think About..
You gotta love Robin. Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with this logic!) 'I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan.' 1) 'The US will apologize to the world for our 'interference' in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those 'good ole boys', we will never 'interfere' again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany ,South Korea, the Middle East , and thePhilippines . They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, rega
Random Things
I may not be the most beautiful, or the sexiest nor do i have the perfect body. I may not be everyone's first choice, but i'm a great choice. I don't pretend to be some one I'm not, because I'm good at being me I might not be proud of some of the things I've done in my past,.... but....... I'm proud of who I am today....... Take me as I am or watch me walk away!!!!!!!! You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? computer 2. Your significant other? yes 3. Your hair? redish 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? sexy 8. Your favorite drink? dr 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? country 12. Wh
Coldness Of Life & Death
Why is it that no matter who it is we trust...Family, friends, our lover....That it seems inevitable that we get hurt, torn, abused, neglected, ignored....It pains me so to even begin to care for someone....Never in my life has it been easy to give someone my heart....Sadly no matter how hard I try to fight caring I give in eventually!!...Slipping into the routine that has been lain by so many before....Me here loving and caring and them there so cold and callous...Well this has got to stop....I beg those who are close to me to forgive the distance I have been putting between us...I am just sick of being the one who seems to get sucked in and pulled down and I don't want that anymore....If you have hurt me then you know more than anyone else I will tell you that I'm hurting...If not then please do not worry....Just give me time to sort out the crazy thoughts and feelings inside.... Never take a single moment for granted... Speak up and be heard... Make each day worth waking..
Compliment
HOW ADAM GOT EVE-PRICELESS Adam was hanging around the garden of Eden feeling very lonely. So, God asked him, "What's wrong with you?" Adam said he didn't have anyone to talk to. God said that He was going to make Adam a companion and that it would be a woman. He said, "This pretty lady will gather food for you, she will cook for you, and when you discover clothing, she will wash it for you. She will always agree with every decision you make and she will not nag you, and will always be the first to admit she was wrong when you've had a disagreement. She will praise you! She will bear your children. and never ask you to get up in the middle of the night to take care of them. "She will NEVER have a headache and will freely give you love and
This Is What A Woman Really Wants
Our laughter rises higher The longer we're together Separately we're great Together, we are better It's hardly ever me It's mostly only us We cannot be separated Not with a plane, train, or bus I've always got her back And she's always got mine We're looking out for each other All the given time You could say we're friends The absolute best But she is my sister Compared to the rest And you might not understand us That just means we're being who we are Acting like retards, sisters at heart Whether we are by each others sides or far Partners in crime Sisters disguised as friends We'll always be that way Until the very end She can hear the water dripping off in the distance. It's annoying but not what's keeping her awake. Lying in her bed, staring at the ceiling that she cannot see in the darkness, there is only one thought. Her heart hurts. Pressed for specifics, she couldn't tell you why. Things have been good recently. Work, school, and the kids
Friends
Love starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORt. If you dont look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.When it HURTS to look bac, and your're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS". Friends are FOREVER.Good friends are like STARS You dont always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do
Funny Schtuff
Midgets. Gotta love 'em! Most people don't agree with me when I say that midgets would make good pets. Actually, they tend to look at me like I'm a freakin' psycho! They just don't get it. A well trained pet that could perform better "tricks" than most other pets. Here we go. Midgets: Why They Would Make Good Pets 1. Already house trained. 2. They can clean up after themselves. 3. They can hold down the fort while you leave on vacation. 4. They can refill their own water dish. 5. They're midgets... and your pet. How cool is that!? 6. You can make a joke that your pet is a mini-you... and it causes good Mike Myers flashbacks. 7. You can make them do the housework. 8. Don't feel like cooking? Chef Stubby to the rescue! 9. You can dress them in costumes and have them wrestle other midgets. 10. If you find a good quality helmet, you can throw them! Midgets: Why They Would Not Make Good Pets 1. If you tell them to clean up after themselves,
Life And Everything In It.....
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your love
Child Killers And Molestr
i was so damn mad this morning when i heard about the little girls body being found in a trunk. after being thrown in the river. what is wrong with this society we live in . how can a person hurt an innocent child. and then you have these stupid people saying that the injection they give these killers are inhumane. what the hell about our children that are being sexually abused and murdered .i say hang the bastards that are doing this to our kids .i wonder if it was one of there kids that was brutally rape and murdered if they would feel the same way .no they would want justice just like everyone else i say kill the bastards WHY IS IT THAT SOME MEN COME ON HERE AND THINK THEY CAN TALK TO WOMEN ANY WAY THEY WANT . I DONT APPERICATE IT .MAYBE IM A LITTLE PRUDEISH BUT I THINK THEY SHOULD ATLEAST SAY HI IM WHOM EVER .BEFORE THEY START TO ASK YOU IF YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM .I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PLACE WERE YOU CAN MEET NEW FRIENDS . IVE BEEN LUCKY THAT MY FRIENDS DONT DO THAT.ITS
Rant
is at the finals for the Euro Cup. i am watching the match right now who will be playing against us. We will demolish anyone!!! Spain or Russia. Because we are just that good, its in our blood. Okay, so I know I'm not the typical skinny ass chick with big boobs that all guys out there want. But Why is it so hard for me to be able to find a costume that would look cute on me. I've gone through the ranges of frumby old bag looking shit, the occasional cute thing but then there is the horribly awful super short, low cut, and letting my wobbly bits hang out?!?!?! Yeah I said it, I have wobbly bits!!!! And I don't want them hanging out for everyone to see. Some big girls may be okay with having shit like that hang out. But NO!!! Not for me, so stop having these horribly revealing costumes and give me something that is cute, considerate of the fact that I don't have gianormous boobs or a flat ass stomach but doesnt look like a fucking bolt of fabric or a circus tent. Is that too mu
A Peom For You
Through the pain, through the sorrow, Know i'll still be here come tomorrow.... Anger, hate, disgust and shame, Those are trivial all the same..... He brought me to you, that God we love, Handed to you, this delicate dove..... He says to you, "Handle with care, This is the life you are meant to share...... Hold my hand, don't break my heart, If you do, death will surely start...... A bleeding heart could never heal, For that you'll always know how I feel..... Make my love your sanctity, My love is definite, lasting an eternity..... The deeper the love, the more we'll fear, Don't run away, my eyes will tear..... My one true love, that's who you are, Don't make me love you from afar..... When you fall in love it's suppose to be forever You said you caught feelings we were together Darkness befalls my little heart You took that thing and tore it apart Because of you I want no other Because of you the others will suff
Poems By A Hippie
These bars, they hold me back keeping me from my freedom quieting my voice, so this bird cannot sing. These bars, keep my mind caged, my heart guarded my soul not free to fly... locked away from the world outside, from my higher guide Unable to feel the sun on my face, the wind in my hair behind these bars, that lock me inside These bars are only in my mind. Oh let me die with each breath today So that I may live for NOW Let each exhale close the moment with blissfull understanding. So that with each inhale I can be born again to start anew, fresh and reborn Living in Mindfullness Do you see this orange? Large and round and ripe Harvested from her emerald womb Surrounded by many siblings--just waiting for their birth Her skin silky yet dimpled The color of the golden sun from which her nourishment came Can you feel her mothers love as you peel back the layers of her flesh? Pulling apart her sections Buldging and juicy Stickey sweet from the water whic
Striapach Sadai
SUBMISSIVE vs SLAVE This distinction appears muddled, misunderstood and generalized by a great number of the people that I converse with. First I would like to make a point. Language at it's best shifts from area to area. Within this one continent we have many variations or dialects of usage. This can be seen in terms like sweeper meaning vacuum cleaner etc. So, many words used within a community can mean different things to different people based on the 'age' of the person, their background and the common usage of the area they live in. The submissive is a volunteer. The slave is not a volunteer. This is the core and substantial difference between the two terms. Within the BDSM community this can be interpreted in this way. The submissive individual may be lightly, moderately or heavily submissive. The submissive has a desire to submit to the direction of another person which in this community we call the Dominant or Top. Their submission may be quite limited in range, for
Personal Ads/posts From My Past...
Closet BBW love? Okay, what is the deal with guys who seem to love a BBW woman when the doors are closed or the lights are down, but don't have the stones to pursue one when their friends are around? They profess their desire, yet you don't actually see them dating one in the open. Or they want a hook up with a BBW to fulfill some deep-seated fantasy about being with a woman with "soft curves" who looks like a "real woman" but won't go there when they are seeking a real girlfriend or LTR? I'm confused. Someone told me that there is even a good business in G'ville for BBW escorts. Huh? Yet, if you go on Match or Yahoo Personals or some other online dating site and you are more than "average body type" or more than a "few (meaning TEN or less) extra pounds" you are discarded, rejected or treated like you have some funky communicable disease. TRANSLATION: No dates for you!!! Craigslist seems to harbor a bunch of BBW admirers...I wonder if they would admit that if there was not the c
Wessy And The Big Wide Work World
oh my..... i dont know why winter is always so depressing... its grey and i feel always tired and weak... most of my relationships ended in winter... i guess i become most complicated lol.. or the others do :D anyways i am pretty depressed lately cuz something happened that really effects me and i ... dont know how to get over it...actually i dont even know why these things happened and if its really happening ( does that make sense?? ) i try not to think about it but things remind me.. hmm... so... work...is still good... i fix the shit computers most of the time lol...usually that doesnt belong to my job, but nobody else knows how to do it... my boss.. i think i mentioned that i knew him from a job i had before... like 1 year ago i was workin in his advertising agency but then i started school and then my son became very sick so october 2006 was the last time i saw him...he and his wife had the company together. they were a pretty good team.. well now i work with him in this
Blowjob Etiquette (by A Female,male)
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule 1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule 3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule 5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to 8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just "w
When They Turn Away
When your eyes are stormed over, And you won't hear me out, When you read off signs that I never sent out. Can you really say I don't trust you, All I've done is continue to love you. Let the world fall down, Let the stars' crash to the ground. I won't blink an eye, Just as long as you're by my side. So let the world fall down. My love is true, even when I'm confused. I swore wolvesblood, that I'd never betray you Can you really say I don't love you? All I can do is continue to trust you Let the world fall down, Let the stars' crash to the ground. I won't blink an eye, Just as long as you're by my side. So let the world fall down So let the world fall down let the world fall down Raksha Soulraven 2007 What I need I don't know, so I move from place to place, never satisfied with what I have or who cares for me. Where I go I don't care, so I go anywhere, running from a longing so deep. I deny myself,and hold my honor. I keep
Why
OMFG!!! I HATE MOVING..LET ME TELL YOU..JUST A QUICK UPDATE CAUSE THEY WONT LET ME STAY ON LONG AT THE LIBRARY.. IM STAYING WITH A FRIEND FOR NOW, AND ITS NOT GOING WELL, APPARENTYLY HIS OPFFER CAME WITH STRINGS IM NOT WILLING TO MAKE..SO WE WILL SEE..ONE OF US IS GONNA END UP GETTING THEIR ARSES KICKED AND ITS NOT ME..LOL SATURDAY THE DAY I MOVED ALL MY STUFF INTO STORAGE, MY FRIEND WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO LET ME USE HI STRUCK AND HELP ME MOVE, CANCELLED..SO IT WAS MY MINI VAN AND MY THREE KIDS AND I MOVING IT ALL.. ALMOST AN ENTIRE HOUSE INTO A STORAGE UNIT..IT TOOK US 9 HOURS AND ALOT OF BRUISES AND BROKEN THINGS, AND ONE TICKET FOR BLOCKING ALL WINDOWS AND KIDS ON THE FLOOR OF THE CAR.. I MIGHT NOT HAVE GOTTEN THAT TICKET IF I HADNT ASKED THE COP IF HE WANTED TO HELP ME MOVE AND SAVE ME THE TROUBLE..LMAOOOO AND I HOPE TO HELL MY EX HUSBAND HAS FUN CLEANING OUT THE REST OF THE CRAP WE COULDNT TAKE WITH US..JERK, ENJOY IT.. WELL, I ONLY HAVE A FEW MINUTES LEFT, THEN AN
Military Related
omg. i was wearing my marine wife sweatshirt today and some lady literally came up to me, acted all nice and stuff then out of no freaking now where, asked how many guys i'd slept with since Mike left. WTF!?!?!? I mean seriously. NOT ALL MILITARY WIVES ARE UNFAITHFUL. I take my marriage very seriously. I love my husband and would never do anything to hurt him. Yes, I have alot of male friends, and I love talking to other guys (and ladies!)- no matter their branch, who can help me better understand whta he's going through. I MEAN SERIOUSLY!!!! AH! Sorry, had to vent. So I know that I've got alot of military people on my friends list and a few that are frequent readers. Anyways, my question is about care packages. My hubby doesn't really know what he needs or even what he wants half the time, so I'm stuck trying to come up with ideas for myself of things to send. And I'm tired of candy & sweets. It gets old after awhile, sending the same thing, which is candy, movies & cigarettes. I have
Som U Gotta See
(1/20-2/18) Aquarius the Glamorous 1 Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. *7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addictive (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!! *4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. ARIES- The Irresistible One (3/21-4/19) Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRES
Book Tour Schedule
When an out-of-work actor with a penchant for ultra-violent sex teams up with an amateur pornographer, the result is a lucrative business filled with unimaginable horrors. Only when things take an incestuous turn, does Jack Sanders learn the dangers of the snuff film business. The mutilated bodies turning up across California are nothing compared to the revenge-driven imagination of a victims father. Bodily fluids splatter the pages of Snuff as glimpses of Jacks abusive childhood and shattered dreams build up to an unforgettable climax. Brace yourself for an unapologetic experiment in brutality Written by Eric Enck and Adam Huber. Will be released on May 10th 2008. It will be available at Borders Bookstores, Barnes and Noble, amazon.com, the horrormall, hot topic, Walmart.com and Target.com This is a brutal and deeply evil novel. AUTUMN BOOK TOUR Dover Delaware Walden Books October 27th and 28th 1-4pm Signing TELL ME YOUR NAME, THE RECKONING and GH
Poems I Love... There All Sweet And Loving
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. - Chris Messick - To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and si
Thoughts
what is it with people on messenger? If you leave your status as availible and heaven forbid you leave the glue spot that your ass sticks to for awhile, they automatically assume that for some fucked up reason your "ignoring" them and get all pissy about it. People, wake the fuck up and grow some common sense! What is on the other end of that screen is a HUMAN BEING, who has an actual life outside of talking to your ass, or in some cases putting up with you. And what about those ones who if you dont answer in a short amount of time, they repeatedly hit the BUZZ button...........That is the worst thing to do to someone who suffers from migranes! I cant stand when people do that. Its like they think you have to drop everything your doing right now to answer them.......and its usually stupid shit too. Then you get those ones that if someone they know writes a blog(which is usually just thoughts or bullshit words anyways)that points to everyone in general they automatically assume that
To Someone They Know Who
Im not doing this to be mean. Just i feel poems can say lot for how you feel.If i think back on the time we had together was the grestest thing. You did make a differnce in my life.To know our love was strong, i know you loved me and i loved you.I hold you close to my heart forever and always. Your still the one that know more about me then everyone does. Yes In the end we might not be together but think we still got each together and the one thing i love. I love the fact we are still friend and still close as forever. I still wanna be in your life, still be the one you can feel you can tell anything to. To be able to love each other as bestfriend. YEs you have a place in my heart that special just for you. Yes you can Touch me like no one has. I feel your pain and your tears. I hurt when your sad, i cry when you cry.... just like that bestfriend poem...When your sad or hurt i want to be there to help you up to let you know everything will be okay. I want to be there when you tell me a
Musings & Bullsh*t
...and so much has happened. Let's see if I can give the 'short version' - for those of you who might give two sh*ts about it. My whole summer was shot. My mother, who doesn't like me one bit, had a stroke; I spent the summer going back and forth to Oregon to help her out. Much screamin' and yellin' and throwin' things later, she's set up and able to live her life with a minimum of worry and at least some semblance of quality of life. The rest is up to her. In September, at last I got to see Finntroll! Fun, fun, F-U-N, fun! They were on the same bill with Ensiferum, and all I can say is: those Finns know how to have a good time! Drink-laugh-drink-laugh ... drinkdrinkdrink! And, they treat their fans with respect and appreciation. Then again, the European musicians see things differently - just because a girl/woman is wearing a vinyl corset doesn't mean you have license to treat her like a whore - unlike many of their North American counterparts. Anyway, it was a fin
Erotic Stories
After a long day of work for both of us, we kick off our shoes and stretch out on the couch. "I've been on my feet all day" you say as you rub your feet across my thigh. Taking a nylon clad foot in both hands and slowly rubbing and kneading the tense muscles of your foot. As you let out a soft sigh and rub the other foot on the outside of my hands, and I give it the same slow loving treatment as the other. "Now would you like for me to get the massage oil and finish what I've started?" I whisper to you with a knowing smile on my lips. "Aren't you back yet", you giggle as you caress my beard with your toes. Coming back with the massage oil, and two towels, I stop and turn the stereo on and put on some soft relaxing music and light the candles we have in the room. Knealing at your waist, my hands glide under your skirt and slowly pull down your pantyhose. You feel my fingers light caress your thighs as I remove the nylon from them...getting down til the nylons slide off your feet and I
Funny Stuff
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. ----------------------------------------------------- I believe -. . . That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I b
All About Me
Alright I'm real depressed now. I've a had a crush a huge crush ok more than a crush on this guy i've met two summers ago, we clicked instantly, at the time he wasn't looking for a relationship, just friends, but I rushed it and we ended our friendship and every so often he would msg me etc... chat on the phone again, then stop talking. Before we ended our friendship, I found out that he liked me alot. But I had to fuck this things up. We always seemed to find a way back to each other somehow. Anyways, just today I added him to facebook and I seen his status to in a relationship, it broke my heart, because all this time I was hoping that me and him would end up finding each other again. He to ld me he'd give us another chance, that went no where because he stopped talking to me. He was soo perfect. GRRR!!!! I'm going to go cry now. He was everything that I was looking for, we had soo much in common, we had the same personalities, and he was soo damn gorgeous. I am je
Random Thoughts
I need to find something to add to brown rice that will add flavour without filling it with fat, salt, and empty calories. I don't mind the taste of plain brown rice but it does get boring eating exactly the same thing time after time. If you have any suggestions, feel free to let me know, and if I find any really good recipes I will post 'em here. So go check out Billy Idol's version of Jingle Bell Rock. Yet another networking system, and yet again I'm signing up. Half my life is spent clicking from site to site as friends pop up in new places and leave the old ones. This place is supposedly really interesting, so maybe it will hold folks' attention longer? Here's hoping.
My Life!
I'm very sad tonight. I'm about to flip my lid... I heart my friends but i'm just not happy! Pain without love, Pain I cant get enough, Pain I like it rough ;cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Your sick of feeling numb, well your not the only one. I'll take you by the hand and I'll show you a world you can understand. This life is filled with hurt. When happiness doesnt work. Trust me and take my hand, when the lights go out you will understand! Anger and agony are better than misery. Trust me I've got a plan, when the lights go out you will understand. I know that your wounded, you know that I'm here to save you, you know I'm always here for you, I know that you'll thank me later! I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut! My weakness is that I care too much, but the scars remind me that the past is real, I tear my heart open just to feel. I'm drunk and I'm feelin down and I just want to be alone, I'm pissed because you came around, why don't you just go home! 'Cause you ch
My Goal...
thanks to everyone who gave me fuBucks! i finally got the spotlight! i cant believe it! much luv to 2 of my gurls that helped me the most! ArmyWifey@ fubar MJ@ fubar my goal is to win the spotlight on my birthday (6 nov 07)... i have almost 2,000,000 fuBucks, but lately its been 3 million or more... if u all have sum spare fuBucks laying around that ur not using, i would greatly appreciate em! much thanks and luv to the few that have already gave me sum... :) well the bid for tomorrow's spotlight is already over 4 million and i dont think i can come up with any more fuBucks... all morning i have had people say "well wat u gonna do for me?" type shit... y do they hafta start that today????? no1 else has asked me for anything in return! i tell them i will fan them like i did for everyone else that sent me some, but that's not good enuff i guess... oh, if i send a pic of my feet, one guy would send me some... yeah right! my feet????? ummmmmmmm, wats the word i
Lyrics
[Intro: T-Pain (Fabolous) {J.D.}] I try to play cool Actin like what you do don't phase me, don't phase me Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy When I'm in the house, when I think about When I see you out, when I hear about {T-Pain} I want my baby back! {'Lo-so} And I thought it would be easy but it's hard for me to let you GO~! (Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go! (Baby don't) go (baby don't) {y'all know what this is} [Fabolous] Now I'm better than your ex, gon' be better than your next Baby Screwed Up so you better be from Tex-as Can't seem to doubt that I creamed her out Now you dream about how I turned Nieman out Nothin to scream about just back your Beemer out Pack it up in the trunk, go back to Kima house Cause I can play cool, but I can't play fool There's options in break up, you ever play pool? Better do you cause I damn sure does me And what your buzz be is only because of me The wifey, hus-by, never was me I does
My Blogs Ppl!!
how long can a man be pushed before he looses complete control? how long can u be pushed til sanity has been streached till it has broke,and insanity shows its evil head? how much can 1 person take before they begin to forget who they truely r?with the complicity of the human brain no one can tell a persons true breaking point,but when it happens everyone wants to point fingers at the people who snap instead of accepting the monster that socity has created,u dont agree with this concept,fuck you 1. When drunk, I tend to... -Be flirty 2. Do you talk about religion or deep meaningful things? -Nope 3. Do you Cry? -Not really but I came close to it this past sat 4. Do you get Angry? -Not usually. 5. Do you puke? -Every once in a while 6. After 7 beers what are you doing? -Reaching for the 8th one 7. Your favorite drink is? -Southern Comfort... 100proof 8. Tequila does what to you? -It gets me drunk quick... I get emotional also but not sad or anything, just the
Paul's Poems
A Friend By Paul Mays I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To cal
Suzanne
HiI am Suzanne. I am writing this blog to talk about me. I have been accused of being vague in my about me section..as well as likes and dislikesso here goes.. I am from Detroit. I live in Metamora now, but in between I lived in Florida, for 15 yrs. I consider myself to be well traveled. I choose to live here. I like the seasons. I was married 22 yrs. Now I'm not. Its different. But, I am okay I am happy easygoing person. I love my life and my family. My friends are the best! Likes.... Jesus & Butterflys, kittens, Faries, (and the travel gnome) Dragons, rice, Chinese Food ..(eaten with chop sticks), Coffee, Guys with do-rags, Vegetables, Museums, walking in the woods, camping at the Lake, Word games, euchre/cards, Firemen & Ems, Military, Jeans & tennis shoes, Quiet time, Jello shots, CARTOONS, Computers/ MAC, Toys, 4-wheelers Paintball/laser tag, Video games (gamer),My Space, Being sarcastic Travelingflying..Airboats
Mypersonal Stuff
9/11 World Trade Center Beams- Indiana Motorcycle Escort Ride in Calendar, Motorcycle Rides Expected to be completed by the tenth anniversary, Indianapolis is expanding it’s memorial to the 9/11 terriorist attacks with addition of two beams from the World Trade Center. These beams will be arriving in Indiana on April 9 with the assistance of a motorcycle escort from the American Legion Riders, Indiana State Police and other parties. Those steel beams will be the focal point of Project 9/11 Indianapolis. The Memorial will be dedicated on September 11, 2011, the 10th anniversary of one of the darkest days in American history. Project 9/11 Indianapolis will be built at 421 West Ohio Street along the White River Canal. It will become a part of the city landscape that includes the USS Indianapolis Memorial and the Medal of Honor Memorial. The steel beams are currently being stored in Hangar 18 at JFK Airport in New York. Hangar 18 is an 80,000 square foot hangar that houses all the ar
Darren
A Heart We all have a heart but some forget what it is for. A heart aches when we are sad or have been hurt. A heart breaks when something in your life has left you forever. A heart is full when someone or something brings joy to your life. A heart beats faster when you feel the pleasure of someones warm soft touch. A heart is there to remind us just how important all of life is. A heart can help put a smile on your face or a tear in your eye. You can give your heart to someone or someone can rip your heart out of you. All in all everyone has a heart but it is up to each person to figure out how they want to use it. mine beats for everyone of my friends as fast as possible because I know that you are very special and will always have a special place inside it. Hope your heart beats with passion and that you find that special thing that keeps it beating strong. Hugs and warm sweet kisses to you. Was the night before Christmas in a far distant land Not a creature was stirring not eve
Yo!~
U DUDES ON HERE REALLY GOT A NERVE TO COME AND HATE ON ME WHEN U LOOK LIKE ROAD KILL.JUST BECAUSE U FIND IT COOL TO PAY FOR A FEMALES BLAST SO U CAN LOOK AT HER TITS IS UR PROBLEM,DON'T MAKE ME UR PROBLEM.I DON'T LOOK FOR FRIENDS ON HERE AND DON'T NEED ANY SO THE HELL WITH THE LOW RATES AND THE FAGS ON HERE LOOKING AT MY PAGE FOR WAYS TO ATTRACT THE LADIES.U NEED ADVICE IT COSTS AND FRANKLY I DON'T SEE ANY DUDES ON HERE THAT CAN COVER THE BILL.SO, TO ALL U DUDES ON HERE LOOKING FOR DRAMA SAVE IT BECAUSE I'M NOT THE ONE.GOTO A BAR AND THROW A DRINK IN SOMEONES FACE IF U WANT TO BE A THUG.DON'T COME ONLINE LOOKING FOR TROUBLE,IT WON'T BOOST YOUR PROFILE VIEWS.SORRY :-( I cant see myself paying for the chance to look at some pics and I feel that anyone who does is lame,desperate,and sick.If U can't get any thats one thing but to have to pay for online Pics is crazy.Blast or no Blast,U cant get nothing from me but a rate and a comment.U feel different then thats your opinion and i have min
Sexy
What Things You Want To Know About Me
Me being a member of the Army National Guard and just having gotten back from Afghanistan (Yes I got shot at and had an IED go off near us amongst other things)what do you think about the Military in general and about the war going on overseas? All my friends and Fans send me some mail I love to read mail and make it interesting mail at that... In here you can ask me any questions you want to. I am not shy and will answer to the best of my abilities. Anything goes so ask. You have my email here or you can ask me on my regular email (which gets checked all the time) @ road_block@sbcglobal.net this is my Yahoo email and Yahoo messenger ID.
Sports Stuff!
Biffle Gets Married: Kenseth, Biffle, McMurray, and Bush
Fubar's Next Godmother!
♥lilhoochiefromdownunda ♥ has AUTO 11s!!! Alex is a really good friend of mine and she is just 300k from becoming a Godmother. She only has a little under 300 photos. Please give her a good, hard spanking. Thank you and have a great night. ♥lilhoochiefromdownunda ♥:@ fubar Brought to you by..... RedZ28@ fubar She's under 200k points to go, please help! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ♥@ fubar Until she's fubar's next Godmother. There are two HHs left and her Auto-11's are activated. She will spank you back hard. St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member@ fubar
Workaholic
Update on Phils condition in hospital. He took a tumble down some stairs suffered a mild concussion along with a gran mall siezure he is expected to be released by friday. He asks that everyone love him up and he will return all those who have left comments or PMs, He will be doing a godmode to show his thanks to friends and family. Thank You A family member Update on Phil's condition He took a fall down a set of stairs recieving a mild concussion along with a granmal siezure. he should be released on friday. He says all rates will be returned from comments and from PMs. Please show him lots of love, he will be doing a godmode to show thanks to friends and family. Family friend BEEN HOME FOR 3 WEEKS ALL IS GOOD LOVE TO ALL THOSE WHO SHOWED LOVE WHILE I WAS AWAY :)
Odds N Ends
This got to me...Talk about a dumb-ass coming onto fubar to check chic's out. Of course he says with me being pregnant I am not sexy! So I was rated a 1. Then he gets hell for it an came back to rate a 10 and then re-rate a 1. :P To the dumb ass...here is the screen-shot of what he had stated about me being a military wive vs to him being the military. Doesn't matter that I had served overseas as well. *SHITHEAD* Plus his profile link! JimmyV@ fubar FU-BUCKS are in need for my lovely friend below. She has been stationed with husband overseas. One day I will get the chance to meet her. So if you can spare some FU-BUCKS to help her get a spotlight. It is very hard to come up with that much money those bids are going for!!! *DONT USE PROGRAMS - DONT SPAM - NO CHEATING REFERRALS MANY THANKS IN ADVANCE!!!!!! IF U CAN THROW SOME HER WAY OR EVEN RATE HER STUFF TO HELP HER ALONG FEEL FREE TO TELL THEM "MJ" sent ya!!! :D *MUAH* ~army princess~@ fubar we still have dial up. t
This Is How I Feel
Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then I opened up the holes and they crawled in, Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget, They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need, My invisible enemies all my monkeys Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me away. Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need can't get free always got a grip on me There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance Give it to me, give it to me Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience Don't want it need it come on right now [Chorus voice 2] Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back Every time I try to
The Way Im Feeling
now im sittin here sew,sew alon.tink im going 2 loos my frikkin mind. i look & look butt you're nowhere i kan find. these feelingz i hve i kant kontrol. i need u 2 let me kno how u reeli feel sew i kan let go. 5 mthz latr i find im still lookin at you're pag. sew many emotionz yet sew much rag. how kan we b sew distant? with all these thoughtz im gonna krak. mab now itz tyme 2 nevr look bak. just membr ..... ILL ALWAYZ KARE. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? AT ONCE I THOUGHT I KNEW. ONCE IT WAS WARM LIKE THE COLOR RED. N OW ITS LIKE THE COLOR BLUE. AT ONE TIME I WAS SCARED. I ALWAYS KEPT MY HEART UNDER LOCK & KEY. MY FEELING'S WERE EVER MEANT FOR YOU TO SEE. WONDERING IF IM LOOSING MY MIND? ITSSUMMTHIN I KNO. ILL NEVER FIND. THINKING OF YOU EVERYNIGHT & DAY. TRYING NOT TO CALL IS A HELL OF A FIGHT.
My Rants, Raves And Other Things
=FTW= NO REGRETS!!!!!!!@ fubar We are going to try and split up our crew into a day crew and night crew to help better with leveling. So could you please let myself or urgirl2006 know which one you would like to be on. urgirl2006 is in charge of the day crew so if thats what you want please let him know. To help members see if they want to be day or night thats pst time that fubar runs on so anyone like me from Australasia its nite time fubar time but day time for us. please let me know if you want nite crew or urgirl2006 ~ MANAGMENT OF THE FIRE AND ICE CREW & ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar if you want day crew. thanks urgirl2006 and wayne and the fire and ice leveling family hi members just rember to add fie and ice family to your name and to add all the management team as well. the other thing to consider is if your a day(USA time) or a nite user of fubar. if your day please contact urgirl urgirl2006 ~ MANAGMENT OF THE FIRE AND ICE CREW & ~G
Lounge Information
INTRODUCING THE DJ'S OF VIRGO'S, CLICK ON THE TAGS TO SHOW THEM SOME LUV. THEY ALL HAVE SOMETHING DIFFERENT TO OFFER!! Catch Ricard Sat-Wed 9am-3pm est Catch Devil's Reject Mon, Thur-Sat 6pm-11pm est Hello to all the members of Virgo's, thank you for becoming part of our family. Here at Virgo's it is our mission to create a comfortable, friendly, drama free atmosphere for everyone to enjoy. You do not have to be a member of a certain family, or be exclusive to Virgo's to come in and have a good time. Everyone on Fubar is welcome at anytime. The staff is a small group of like-minded people that all agree that friends are worth more than points or popularity here on Fubar. We all strive to create a place where all feel welcome and are included in the fun and flirting. No one is left out or treated disrespectfully at any time. Come on by to meet the staff, you might just find a really great friend too. Virgo's Lounge has the best music variety known t
Commercial Hiphop Sux
Myspace flashplayers once again working on Fubar, check out the new video too please Listen up people, most of these clowns out here know shit about shit, when it comes to hiphop. You have been lied too, and had negative influenced HIPHOP assist in destroying communities. So listen up, and watch Boston flip it around. That light at the end of the tunnel is bright. Come ride with us... EMS Production/ MDOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2007
Jokes
A sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wanted her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were too loose and floppy. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret and the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anaesthesia after the surgery she found 3 roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the doctor. "I thought I asked you not to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentiality and that the first rose was from him: "I felt sad because you went through this all by yourself." "The second rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery and empathized because she had had the same procedure done some time ago." "And what about the third rose ?" she asked. "That's from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank you for his new ears." The IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office. The IRS auditor was not surpr
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Help Me.
I have one spot left to post a pic. I was wondering what you all have in mind for my last one. Email me your thoughts. Please. I have 2 weeks to get 10000 comments. If I make it, I'll get a 1 month VIP. Please help me everyone. I'll be so Greatful. Please Help. That is my pic, just click it and let it start rollin. Thank you. Um, I was wondering if you could fan me if you haven't. Help me out a little. Please?
What I Want ...
Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everything, everything. You're all I
Discipline
Agents
Agent halo was a go send so to speak . She was ex millitary and a hellicopter pilot. Needless to say she was an essintial part of the team. She allowed us to get into a heavily infested area with her famous halo drops. On top of it she could manoves that bird through the toughest terain as well as the most ransacked city. SHe would come to serv a major asset to the group in many tough situations. Able to fly in and extract a team with in minutes. Unlike some other agents she was sent to us after her terms of duty were up shes been a member for a good while now and were greatfull for her contribution to this team log entry111907 end transmission .......... Graves was an out standing soldier from the get go .He picked up quickly on the skills he needed to stay alive . We at the bureau saw great potential in him . Thus why we appointed him lead agent in the field . His main weapons to side throwing hatches two desert eagle 45s and one spa shotgun . He has the ability of a
Pimp Out
I would like to introduce you all to my new owner Seamushardcore! Please drop by and show him mad love. I promise you will not regret it. ~Seamushardcore~ While your at it please make sure to drop by and show these four lovely ladies some love also. It will be well worth your time! vl gl м Ǯш Μ ht L뮆{Shadow Leveler}Mad Hatter-Owned by Seamushardcore- broken_hearted420 proud bbw~{shadow levelers}~ owned by Seamushardcore Lucie in the Sky Sinful Pleasures - SBC - Pu$$ycat Playmate - FU Bomber - Owned By Brett & ~Seamushardcore~ This has been brought to you by: vl
Day To Day Ongoings!
I promised myself I would never post songs and song lyrics :P lol...but this has pretty much been my mindset over the past month or so. TOBY KEITH A Little Too Late Written by Toby Keith, Dean Dillon and Scott Emerick It's a little too late, I'm a little too gone; A little too tired of this hangin' on: So I'm lettin' go while I'm still strong enough to. It's got a little too sad, I'm a little too blue; It's a little too bad you were too good to be true. I'm big-time over you baby: it's a little too late. No, I don't wanna talk about, What we can do about us any more. Only time you would be wastin', Is the time it takes to walk right out that door. Yeah, talk about water under the bridge: You should know by now, girl, that's all this is. It's a little too late, I'm a little too gone; A little too tired of just hangin' on: I'm lettin' go while I'm still strong enough to. It's got a little too sad, I'm a little too blue; It's a little too bad you were too good
Demon Crew Points To Level
Today tues 16th, I may not be around we have just been informed that mum is going for further amputation on her leg since the infections not been healed after last amputation,, they are now going amputate to mid thigh and with mums state of health its only a 40% chance her pulling through.. the outcome of operation depends if im on later or taking few days off ,, tc love n respects Claymore aka GYPSY Update 17th,,,, mum didnt get op yesteday due to falling + rising blood sugar levels, so we are expecting it happen later today, so another frettfull day coming up ... Updated 17th 23.20pm BST... mum got further amputation ( its now about 5" above knee) she pulled through afer small hiccup and waiting near 5 hrs for blood sugar levels and insuline hypo to subside, then a further near 2hrs in prep and the op took just over 1.5 hrs. shes doing well and its now hopefully just a case of recovery and healing,,thanks all whom showed / sent love for her mosy obliged ..
Surviving Deployment 7
Ten Commandments for Military Wives 1.Thou shalt not write in ink in thy address book. 2.Thou shalt not covet choice assignments or other branches of service. 3.Love thy neighboor ('tis easier if thou livest on a corner). 4.Honor thy Commissary and Exchange as long as they both shall live. 5.Thou shalt not ridicule a local politician, for mightly senator's from local politician's grow. 6.Thou shalt look for the best in every assignment even though the best may be "Most Childhood Diseases in One Year" or "Record Snow in One Months Time". 7.Thou shall remember all thy friends from all thy assignments with greetings at Christmas, for thou never knowest when thou may wish to spendeth a night with them while enroute to a new post. 8.Be kind and gentle to retired, white-haired Exchange and Commissary costumers, because thou too will be a retiree someday. 9.Thou shalt not curse thy husband when he is TDY on moving day. 10.Thou must never arrive at a new
Blonde Jokes(i'm Blonde Too)lol
The Sheriff in a small town walks out in the street and sees a blonde cowboy, coming down the walk with nothing on but his cowboy hat, gun and his boots, so he arrests him for Indecent Exposure. As he is locking him up, the Sheriff asks him, "Why in the world are you dressed like this?" The Cowboy says "Well it's like this Sheriff... I was in the bar down the road, when this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her, and so I did... We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my shirt, so I did. Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my pants, so I did. Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts, so I did. Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of hot and sexy and says, "Now go to town, cowboy... And so here I am." Blonde Men do exist. Frogs - $20 A beautiful, well endowed, young blonde, goes to her local pet store in search of an exotic pet. As she looks about the store, she
The Mind Of "streak" Danny
BREATHE (Lawless) You don't have to hear my heart beat All you need is to look into my eyes And tell me I'm the one you heart needs I'n the only one you run to in the night Oh let me burn the words forever mine Across your heart, across your mind Take your hands and feel my heart beat come and let me feel it in your eyes All you have to do is touch me Oh and lay your flame across my fire Oh let me spread your wings and come inside And take your heart and make you mine Come and lay down your heart on me All that I wanna feel is Breathe in me Lay down your heart on me Feel you inside of me Breathe on me Come and take me on, take me down Oh take me all the way There's only one way Only one thing I need, all I need Take me way down Come and lay down on me The word yes can mean lots of thinggs like...do you want a coke? yes i do thank you. Webster Definition of yes...... Main Entry: 1yes Pronunciation: --yes Function: adv
This Is Wassup!!!
I tell you what love is....its giving a 100% of yourself and getting 100% back....Its not having to ask someone something more then once...because if you have to ask them more then once, then they didn't want to do it in the first place. Its never having to wonder about what the other person doing....Its never feeling like you along even when the person is right beside you. I have finally found Love....And I am very happy...So please...if you know me from back in the day...or you had thought about me today and decided to see how i'm doing. Well I'm doing just fine....I'm finally happy for once in my life...So if you looking for more then just friends...keep on going....because I really don't want to hear anything you have to say.....Just be happy for a brother....thank you..... My dreams are no doubt rated (R) material. I dreamed I was at your bed side. You didn't hear me come in and you were fast asleep. I just stood there for the longest looking at you. I pulled bac
Music For The Soul
CARRYING YOUR LOVE WITH ME Baby all I got is this beat up leather bag. And everything I own don't fill up half. But don't you worry 'bout the way I pack. All I care about is getting back real soon. A goodbye kiss is all I need from you. Chorus: I'm carrying your love with me. West Virginia down to Tennessee. I'll be movin' with the good Lord's speed. Carrying your love with me. It's my strength for holdin' on, Every minute that I have to be gone. I'll have everything I ever need. Carrying your love with me. On a lonely highway, stuck out in the rain. Darlin' all I have to do is speak your name. The clouds roll back and the waters part. The sun starts shining in my heart for you. You're right there in everything I do, 'cause... Repeat Chorus So with this drink I can surrender and ten later I pretend To have you to hold you I relive all the things I should've said Like what's wrong I'm not well 200 miles yeah it sure is far Can I go back w
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Random Confessions Of A Sleep Deprived Mind
Yep, it's rant time. Now, I know there are plenty of other blogs saying the same damn thing but you know what? This is complete and utter bullshit! I watch the MuMMs, I enjoy them and the comments. So, I came home today after being gone for a couple hours to this "new feature". I can see people voting, commenting, blah, blah, fucking blah. That's fine and dandy! I don't mind seeing what people do IF they want it to be seen. What I do mind is the fact that *I* have lost MY right to privacy! According to some, I have to buy a VIP to change it. Others say anyone can. Well... I DON'T HAVE AN OPTION FOR MY PRIVACY!!! There are several issues I want to touch on here. 1) As some of you know, I do have a stalker on here. Not in play, not as friends but a REAL scary mother fucker who has obtained MY personal information and pictures of my youngest daughter against my knowledge and wishes. This stalker has posted pictures with my youngest childs' face in them. I have had to make a fake ac
Waking Up (nsfw)
I woke up this morning and jumped in the shower, still sleepy i grabbed my razor and shaved. As one of y hands reached done to scratch my balls i noticed i needed to shave them again so i did. fter my showe i went online with my towel around my waist and booked a flight to the states, last minute so i'd be able to arrive there the same day. on my way to the airport and in the plane the only thing i could think of was looking you in your gorgeous eyes and tears your clothes from your body. Appearantly the stewardess noticed that my line of thoguhts wasn't completely pure cause she kept walking by and gave me a few winks and smiles. But i was too much in lust to pay much attention to her. Finally the plane landed and i was able to get out and run to the gate to see if you were their waiting... When i finally got my bags and cleared through customs, i saw you standing a bit in the back, rather close to the public restrooms. Slowly i walked up to you and kissed your lips forcing my
Medical Nightmare!!!
it has been over a year since the illness hit me. never did find out exactly what the hell it was. happy to say that it hasnt come back and i hope and pray it never does. thought i would le you know. hugs and kisses, patricia received good news today.... no anuerysm or brain tumor yea!!! bad news is.... they also still don't know what is wrong with me. have another mri schedualed for the 1/18...this time to look at my back for a pinched nerve. i dont understand how something in my back can cause problems with my vision and cause blinding stabbing pain in my head??, but i can understand how it can affect my motor skills. i just want the crap fixed... now more good news...lmao john is getting his brains screwed out tonight since i dont have to worry about my head blowing up now....wohoo!!!i'm getting laid...rotflmao. hugs and kisses, patricia have a merry christmas and remember to thank god for your blessings this is an update on the test i just had run. we are currently play
Sexual
Whats your sex style?Fierce Sex StyleStraight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic A little kid was sitting on the top of a flight of stairs and his Mum was watching him. The kid had a bag of jelly beans. He put one in his mouth, ate it, grabbed the cat and bit it. Then dropped down to the next step, put another jelly bean in his mouth,ate it, bit the cat again and dropped down to the next step.His mum, wondered what he was doing and went up and asked him. He replied: "I'm playing Trucker," said the kid, "Poppin Pills, Eating P***y and Movin'on." How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as A Slave To BDSMAdmit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some p
For You
I look across the great divide trying to find the other side. What lies there for me? Will life ever be my greatest joy? Or will it become my terrific loss? I defy the will to just give up I substain the want to be loved Yearning for the closeness from the one. I gave my heart to the sun I placed in it a star above, to keep it safe, to keep it warm. Cause if it stays in this body , the coldness will freeze it solid. To keep from dying within my soul, I keep my feelings wrapped up tight. I want someone to free me from this personal hell. A LONG DAY WITHOUT YOU by southern man A day without you, is a day that never seems to end It has no hours or minutes, and it feels like it goes for a week before it ends The day is empty, long & hard, and the night is dark, lonely & cold But there is a place i can go for warmth, and that is to think of you When i look to the stars, i see your eyes, and when i look to the sun, i feel your love around me I can't let you
I'm Back
Vinton is in a auction and wants YOU!! Come blow this hottie outta the water with some hard hitting bids... Show her you got what it takes! Show her the love.. But most of all SHOW HER THE MONEY!!! (repost of original by '☠Tr Mngr of Ptbll Mf ☠/ Prd BBW of Fubar!' on '2008-02-01 17:18:35') I made this music player at
If Ya Want A Little Insight Into A New Friend And A Insomniac Read Otherwise Pass Me Up
To tie a man up kneeling naked and in front of a fireplace .... Laying down in front of him naked watching his eyes watch your every move . Slowly licking finger then sucking it softly his eyes fixed on you sliding the wet moist finger down your chest .Begin tracing her nipple feeling it begin to stiffen beneath her finger . Slowly starting to twist nipples then working up to harder and faster sweet juices are beginning to flow through her body and moistening her sweet spot . He is beginning to stiffen as she slides her ass closer to his balls she arches her back and raises her ass off the floor brushing up against him letting him feel her warmth and wetness she definately has his attention now as he is pulsing up against her . she smiles and presses alittle more firmly against him then slides back as her hands are wandering down her body she is starting to throb and wants to play how long can he kneel there? How long will the Rope hold him back ??? ~Lill~ Do NOT******* Shout
Thanks To All
I just wanted to wish all my fubar family and friends a very happy and safe holiday season,each one of you is special and important to me and i wish i was able to give each one of you something your heart desires for christmas but all i have to give is my love and friendship and let you all know how important and special you are to me,you guys are the best friends any one could hope for.i already got my christmas present,your friendship,love you all,biker heart i am so sorry i have not been able to bomb too much the last few days,i have been having trouble with the inner net,when i do finally get on i freeze up have to shut down and go back in. its really frustrating when ya wanna help someone and cannt.i was bombing the watcher the other night,froze and got booted off.i had to have the cable company come to day and he said there had been trouble with the lines,please dont think i have not wanted to help,i am totally frustated and sorry for not being able to help out the past few da
Songs That I Love
Do You Know Do you know [x3] [Chorus] Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. (Do you know [x3]) Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. Do you know [x4] Do ya If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year. Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can't get it to speak Maybe finding all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give. [Chorus] Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. (Do you know [x3]) Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. Do you know [x4] Do ya How can I love you [x4] If you just don't talk to me, babe. I flow through my act The question is she needed And
Poems
You think its so easy To hide behind your fancy clothes Your beautiful makeup You think you have everybody fooled And you know what Maybe you do But not to me I can see the pain there etched in your soul I can see the emptyness of your heart You're searching for that meaning Just like the rest of us So come down from the clouds Among those of who have been there And discovered that Being real Is the only way to go Let me take you To the places in my dreams Let me show you That things are not always As they seem Let me take you Past reality Let me show you What you can do If you dare Take my hand Close your eyes Paint the sky Feel the wind Don't let anybody else in Paint the sky Feel the wind Don't let anybody else in I think They expected me to be amazing And I just didn't fit the grade it was all a charade I can't be what they expected I'm only me I'm only who I've decided to be As real and raw as they come Fake and glazed to those
Leveling Up
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 11 million points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.6 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. BooBoo Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!! Amitola Nidawi NEEDS YOUR HELP!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
6 Months Of Frustration
I should turn the blade from me to you. punish you for all the things you do. twist the knife and watch you lose your mind. this is your dead end and i feel fine. I am still wandering In front of you here I am still waiting For you to appear Pre Chorus I need someone to see me standing here I need someone to save me from my fear Doesn't matter to me Doesn't matter to you anyhow No one can see me standing here No one can save me from my fear Doesn't matter to me Doesn't matter to you anyhow I'm still waiting for you to NOTICE ME NOW NOTICE ME NOW Weak and powerless thats who I am I can not stay here And I understand there is another sky ever serene and fair and there is my sky though it be darkness here never mind my faded forests never mind my silent fields there there be a little forest whose lear is ever green here there be a dismal garden there frost has never been i hold fading flowers there i hear the bright bee hum i
Fellatio Secrets
One of the first problems encountered when learning to perform fellatio was a gag reflex, especially when dealing with men who seem to always want to force their penis as far as they can get it in. (Especially at the moment when they cum!) According to the statistics, the awkwardness of this situation is confirmed by considering that the average length of your oral cavity is three to three and a half inches while the average penis, in North America, is approximately five and a half inches. As difficult as it may sound, many have overcome the gag reflex and can take most if not all of their partner into the land of deep-throating. Getting over this hump simply takes practice, ideally on an object that isnt attached to something that has the tendency to push deeper when you want to abort If your partner doesnt fall victim to the urge to palm your head like a basketball, live training can work but if all else fails, a popsicle can be a good starter. Just remember to give y
Rock On
Ya gotta see this bird rock... It is awesome!!!! http://birdloversonly.blogspot.com/2007/09/may-i-have-this-dance.html A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, "So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days. Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely. This must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive. The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely G
Grab A Glass...this Might Take Awhile
Right now i'm working on some bullshit at the moment. I'm basically having to go to therepy for alcoholism & realationship issues. So much fun- yet b/c i was the one whom is taking the fault; where the hell does anybody just stand up and state that the issue was only involved by someone who made up they're own story- and why does everyone really believe this pile of shit? granted yeah i didn't talk, but i'm pretty much sick of talking and everyone needs to just palinly look at the facts, and history involved and just throw it right out the cuking door. I'm the one that has to uproot my kids, dive into the pathetic nonsense of my families/parents house; and take care of eveything inbetween in the amount of time given- i'm sure this way sounds like an ongoing cycle instead of a path. I found out a couple months ago.... now, bars have no meaning. (Like they ever did anyway) ~*tee-hee! Awh, the holidays will be great this year. My second son, Aiden, Born June 12th, 09 Happy &Health
Dj Lady Whisper
10 things I love about you I love the way you think your tough, Even when you wanna play rough. I love the way you do your hair, Even if were just going to the fair. I love the way you smile, Even after we've been scrumping for a while. I love to look into your eyes, It's like looking at the stars in the sky. I love to hear you laugh, Even when your takeing a bubble bath. I love your lil' attiude, Even when your not trying to be rude. I love the way you look in your reds, Even if you do eat all the bread. I love the way you kiss, That's something I wouldn't want to miss. I love the way your body looks, Even when your feeling blue. I love you for you By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer Dieing In My Sorrows Sorrow is what i feel but its one thing i cannot heal They all shall be crying as they see me dieing For destiny is the question so i ask myself why am i so shy I can't cope with the dispair so why do so many people act like
The Way I Feel
I feel as if i am living a lie i dont even feel like im alive ive tried acting like everythings okay but i think its driving me insane i just dont care anymore not much is worth fighting for everyday is almost the same extra bull shit to put me in pain when will this crap be done i threw in the towel kudos you won im sick and tired of this stupid game sitting around and listening to people complain waiting months 2 see a doctor for them to say youll be just fine go on about your way i used to be so very kind but these assholes have made me speak my mind how do we have leaders without any balls why are they so afraid to take the fall what ever happened to being strong what the hell went so terribly wrong they are supposed to be some kind of buffer but say fuck it let the slaves suffer dont give you time to handle your shit but the second they can they split they dont care about anyone else and only look out for them selves i guess ill walk around like everythi
Thought Of The Day!
You all remember Sheriff Joe Arpaio of Arizona , who painted the jail cells pink and made the inmates wear pink prison garb. Well......... SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! Oh, there's MUCH more to know about Sheriff Joe! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of prisoners, and had them place in dog shows. The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million. Teresa and I adopted a Weimaraner from a Maricopa County she
~fire And Ice Crew~
NO ONE but managment will blog about leveling someone....if we already have people in line to be leveled then they need to send us the link in our email and wait in line We are going to try and split up our crew into a day crew and night crew to help better with leveling. So could you please let myself or wayne know which one you would like to be on. Wayne is in charge of the night crew so if thats what you want please let him know to let wayne know wayne "aussie_storm_chaser~Member of the Fire and Ice Family~"@ fubar WANNA MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE AND HAVE A GOOD TIME ?? THEN COME CHECK US OUT..WE ARE A WORK IN PROGRESS BUT WE ARE R~O~C~K~I~N~G AND HAVING FUN !! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52214
Friends Writings To Me
God's Gift One day when God felt generous, He looked down at me and smiled, "Since I feel so magnanimous, I'd like to give you something, child." He asked me what I wanted, I said, "Oh, really nothing more, You've done so much already." He said, "That's what God is for." "You have been pretty good," He said, I know there's not much that you seek, I will pick a little something, Just to make your life complete." With great anticipation, I looked forward to my gift, I wondered what God had in mind, That would give me such a lift. "This gift," God said, "You realize, Bears some responsibility, So, if you accept my present, You must be willing to agree... "To offer unconditionally, A section or a part, Of more than half of you, The larger portion of your heart." "Okay, God," I answered, "Since in You, I always trust, I'll meet your obligation, In the manner that I must." To myself, I thought, wow, what a gift, For so much of me, God's asked, N
Lounges
ok. with the help of a friend, we will see if this works. we want you to join this lounge and help bring it up. hopefully you can just click on it. come and join bigdaddys lounge ok ppl. i have a new lounge and need members to join it. also i need input on how dj thingy works and how to get music and make this a successful lounge. please help. here is the link for the lounge. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52226 just copy and past it into browser. ok ppl. come and join my lounge. its called Big Daddy's and i want to build it up.l have come and joined me. so how bout all my friends come and check it out and join. atleast make me feel like i have friends. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52226 come and help bring up the lounge.
Songs
I don't know how else to put this. It's taking me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee, My body's curled in a U-shape. I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forgets. Maybe it's time I saw the world. I'm only here for a while. And patience is not my style, And I'm so tired that I got to go. Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you. Tell me I can have it all. I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. I get to go home in one week. But I'm leaving home in three weeks. They throw me a bone just to pick me dry. I'm following suit and directions. I curl up inside for protection. I'm told what to do and I don't know why. I'm over-existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready
Quizes/surveys
1. What are your siblings MIDDLE names? Jean, Marie, Nicole, & David 2. Where is your dad right now? Adopted: At work. Birth: Retired. 3. What was the last thing you said? Arguing 4. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? I have no patience anymore. 5. What color is your watch? I do not have a watch. 6. What do you think of when you think of Australia? The outback and Curtis (Take Home Chef) 7. When was the last time you squatted to pee? I do not squat to pee. 8. Who is the last person you liked? I like all my friends and acquaintances. 9. Are you close to your mom? My adopted mom: no. My birth: I was, and still am, though she has passed. 10. Where does your best friend work? I do not have a best friend. 11. What is your least attractive feature? I am fat 12. What color are your pants? Plaid (PJ pants) 13.Do you have a roommate? I do. 14.Do you prefer paper or plastic? Plastic. 15. What color is your bedroom
Dunno What Do You Think?
Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real deal, try ignoring or changing it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive & or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forw
My Heart
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you have sex with me? 19.Would you dance with me? 2
Lyrics
Will I be alone this morning Will I need my friends? Something just to ease away my pain No one ever sees the loneliness behind my face I am just a prisoner of my fame If I could only stand And stare in the mirror What could I see? One fallen hero with a face Like me And if I scream would anybody hear me If I smash the silence, you'll see what fame Has done to me Kiss away the pain and leave me lonely I'll never know if love's a lie, ooh Being crazy in paradise is easy Do you see the prisoners in my eyes? Where is the love to shelter me? Give me love, love set me free Where is the love to shelter me? Only love, love set me free Set me free Cold Lying in my bed Staring into darkness Lost I hear footsteps overhead And my thoughts return Again Like a child who's run away And won't be coming back Time keeps passing by As night turns into day I'm so far away And so alone I need to see your face To keep me sane To make me whole Try to stay

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Kelli's News
After a rather long talk Dante and I are back together. He was just as upset as I was at what had happened. My Ex caused the issues between us and as we talked he confided in me that some of the things my ex said he could tell were lies and blow up to LOOK worse than they really were, but that's my ex, He's a drama king. If there's no drama he ain't happy. I'm soooooooooooooooooo happy that Dante and I are together again, He really completes me, He's my second love, My late husband holds the first love spot. Dante and Kelli forever and always. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo. I got my GED on October 24, 2008 and got alot of jokes that now I am an offical smartass and I have the papers to prove it. I came within 250 points of a perfect score. Go me I rock. Ialso finialized my divorce, I had to go through the "back door" so my ex couldn't forge my papers to stop me and I didn't file in my home state so he can't track that either, but it's final and I'm free. I als
Laugh Of The Day!
Edward has had the hots for Lucy, a woman in his office. Finally one day he cannot stand the tension anymore. He approaches her and says, "I will give you $100.00 just to let me screw you." As she begins to protest he says, "I will just throw the money on the floor and when you bend over to pick it up I'll take you from behind. I'll be done before you finish picking up the cash." She thinks about this and calls her boyfriend. After she explains everything to him he says, "Ask for $200.00 and pick it up real fast. You will be done before he gets his pants down." She tells Edward the terms and he agrees. After an hour her boyfriend is getting nervous and she finally calls him. He asks, "What happened? Why did you take so long to call me back?" And she replies, "The Bastard paid me in coins!" A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she ta

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