rewindthefuture's blog: "Truth that set us free"

so after 5 months of her leading me on. calling me telling me that she misses me that she needs me so on, ect... i've found out that she has been with a friend of mine, when i went to question the situation this is what she said" its hard to explain" i dont get that just tell me the truth i trusted you an you flushed it away. now there is a small army that is really pissed off i call them my friends an family, the people who watched my self destruction for five months of deppression an undying loyalty to a person that everyone thought loved me. i'm over it now but i just never understood why i have noluck will i did for 3 1/2 years. i loved her took care of her, took care of her brothers, her mom. everyone i helped them i bleed for them i defended them i supported them. but most importantly i loved them. the one thing about this whole situation is that action will be taken an i have no say over any of it, i dont want anyhting done of course i wanted to beat this guy who used to be my friend into the ground. but for what what would it do nothing. i just wish i could find that person who would treat me write. i have so much to offer but thats life someday day soon she will come an i will arise from my ashes. much love every body

so after 5 months of her leading me on. calling me telling me that she misses me that she needs me so on, ect... i've found out that she has been with a friend of mine, when i went to question the situation this is what she said" its hard to explain" i dont get that just tell me the truth i trusted you an you flushed it away. now there is a small army that is really pissed off i call them my friends an family, the people who watched my self destruction for five months of deppression an undying loyalty to a person that everyone thought loved me. i'm over it now but i just never understood why i have noluck will i did for 3 1/2 years. i loved her took care of her, took care of her brothers, her mom. everyone i helped them i bleed for them i defended them i supported them. but most importantly i loved them. the one thing about this whole situation is that action will be taken an i have no say over any of it, i dont want anyhting done of course i wanted to beat this guy who used to be my friend into the ground. but for what what would it do nothing. i just wish i could find that person who would treat me write. i have so much to offer but thats life someday day soon she will come an i will arise from my ashes. much love every body

It isn't the size of your house as such That matters so much at all. It's the gentle hand and its loving touch, That make it great or small. The friends who come and the hour they go, Who out of your house depart, Will judge it not by the style you show, But rather by the size of your heart. It isn't the size of your head so much, It isn't the wealth you found. That will make you happy -- it's how you touch The lives that are all around. For making money is not hard -- To live life well is an art: How people love you, how they regard, Is all in the size of your heart.

I miss my ex. i miss us. you know when your away from someone that you love. this big hole in the earth opens up. an you have to walk around it everyday. an when you look across the great divide you can almost swear that you can see her. i miss you baby and i love you sweet dreams. love erin