so after 5 months of her leading me on. calling me telling me that she misses me that she needs me so on, ect...
i've found out that she has been with a friend of mine, when i went to question the situation this is what she said" its hard to explain"
i dont get that just tell me the truth i trusted you an you flushed it away.
now there is a small army that is really pissed off i call them my friends an family, the people who watched my self destruction for five months of deppression an undying loyalty to a person that everyone thought loved me.
i'm over it now but i just never understood why i have noluck will i did for 3 1/2 years.
i loved her took care of her, took care of her brothers, her mom. everyone i helped them i bleed for them i defended them i supported them.
but most importantly i loved them.
the one thing about this whole situation is that action will be taken an i have no say over any of it, i dont want anyhting done of course i wanted to beat this guy who used to be my friend into the ground. but for what what would it do nothing.
i just wish i could find that person who would treat me write. i have so much to offer but thats life someday day soon she will come an i will arise from my ashes.
much love every body
