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created on 12/01/2006  |
well to unsugar coat it, two of Bret's songs have saved my life literally, now before you go and call the cops, shrinks and your lawyers for the restraining order let me explain - When I was about five my mother died, as a result of this I became a unhappy child, but know one knew this because I buried everything deep inside, if it as an emotion I didn't want to have anything to do with it. The end result of this was I ended up having many medical emergencies. Needless to say after I ended up in the emergency room for the 3rd or 4th time my dad finally realized something was wrong, but because he was not ready to deal with the death yet or even really begin dealing I was forced to find an alternative way of dealing with the death of my mom, so that was when I discovered music, mostly country until I turned thirteen, then I heard Something to Believe in and I feel in love with posion, and for some reason that song along with Every Rose has snapped me out of every kind of depression that I have faced in my life to date.
I have dilemma with the song "Hold On". This song as caused me nothing but Misery, but I still love the song. I guess to get where I am coming from I will have to take you back to the beginning of this horrific dilemma. Back when I was a senior in Highschool, about a month before "Hold On" hit the charts. A group of friends and myself would jump railroad tracks in cars, and other various motor vehicles , jump from moving vehicles , jump from trains, climb water towers, just all around juvenile antics, just think of the worst stunts from MTV's Jackass and there is a good chance we did it.. Being from a small town we can get by with a lot of juvenile behavior that would be stopped in the bigger cities, but for the town I grew up in this was normal behavior or it was until the end of my senior year. The poepoe (cops) decided to crack down on what has been going on for decades in my hometown, making my group of friends and me to come up with alternative ways to continue doing all of our juvenile antics. The crack down took place about 2 days before the release of "Hold On". The night before the release of the song, my best friend and our ongoing enemy made a bet for pinks for their cars, which was set to be raced at midnight the next day, December 9,2003. As we all were heading out the racing spot, we heard the song "Hold on" at the time we thought it was just a random song being played by the dj of the Pierre radio station. The end result of the race was both drivers ended up driving over the cliff, and died on the way to the hospital. This drag race, was renamed "deal with the devil". That was only my first encounter with this song, over the years, since I have graduated, I have been in numerous car crashes, witnessed murders, seen death, and all after hearing "Hold On",some believe this was not more than a coincidence. To this day when i hear the song, something horrible normally ends up happening. To most this song is a way to save a persons live to me it is a death wish.

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Why is the world so celebrity obsessed??? Why do we care so much about any celebrity when if we were to meet them on the street they wouldn't give two cents who we were, where we came from, what we do for a living,who are friends are, where we party at, and so on. Some people will say its because they are celebrities so we have to care about them when in reality if we stopped caring about the personal details {who they were dating, what they were wearing, who they went out with last night, and so on.) and focused more on their careers. They would still be celebrities, but what entitles us to this very personal and sometimes live threating information. I could turn on my tv right now and find a station that is invading the privacy{in my defintion} of a celebrity. If our generation is so celebrity obsessed{with TV channels, websites, blogs, and much more dedicated to finding the next mishap of any celebrity} what will the next generation be like... More stalkers, more paparazzi, or even worse no news at all....
Both members of my family think I have an addiction to the internet just because I spend a few hours a day on the lame is that
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