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My World...
My life is chaos I never denied it Walls crumble Others are fortified You can say what you want You can even tear me apart But my will is done Hate me Deny me Go ahead Sacrifice me I open up myself Reliving old wounds Painful reminders Of what I believed true Say what you want Tear me apart What's done is done Rape me Kill me Can't you see You only fulfill me MAN We have little say in who we love, The heart and fates dictate, Circumstances dissipate our chances, It’s up to cruel destiny to mandate. WOMAN Take my hand… ease my mind. I try to make penance… can’t confess to the priest. It’s been so hard… I chastise myself. How do I live without you? MAN We’re both young… can’t predict to what this will lead, Never asking for more than what you can give. Settling for looks and stolen caresses, Wondering how much longer before we give in. WOMAN I hear your voice deep within me, It calls out to me… beckoning. My entire life I’ve
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... CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she. The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know
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This Life Of Mine
It is Thursday and that means only one more day of school and work! Well, I will probably working all weekend because I have so much to get done but that is okay because I took a lot of time off around Christmas. Yesterday afternoon I went to meet with the Dean of the high school to discuss Anthony's attendance. We decided to make him go to Saturday school to make up every time he skips school. It is a class where they have to do work for like 3 hours and can't talk to anyone. It just might stop him from skipping his classes! We also discussed him going to another school or doing independent study. She said sometimes kids do better with that. I am trying to make an appointment to talk to his school counselor next. Doing everything we can to get him on the right track. Yesterday I talked to my son about being nice to us and his brother. He actually was pleasant to be around yesterday. I think there is hope! I know there is. I went out to dinner last night with my pa
I Love You Bob Marley....
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Family Updates
this is where we are at thanks for all your hard work needs 140,000 needs 140,000 this is where we are at till we can get these out of the way lets all pull together and get these out of the way. needs 140.000 needs 140.000 i am going to post just one picture for us today lets give her all we have got and see how close we can get her in just one day. needs 140.000
Soldier Thank You
bad ass motto video of iraqAdd to My Profile | More Videos Soldier Thank You I was watching TV When I heard the news A another soldier gives their lives For me and you And their fighting for freedom, liberty, and equality For me and you And for that I have something I need to say… Thank You For giving you're live for me Thank You For helping me to see That it takes a brave heart to make a stand What makes them believe! Soldiers Thank You! Soldier, even though you're gone, Your memory lives on In our hearts not just our songs And theirs people who miss you Wish you were here today, But I know you're in a much better place Thank You For giving you're live for me Thank You For helping me to see That it takes a brave heart to make a stand What makes them believe! Soldiers Thank You! You know we miss you And wish you were here Right here by my side But I know your wat
Please Help
please help me become godfather i only have 184,413 more points to go so please rate my pics and stash you can also bomb this pic, every little bit helps thank you all so much please help me get a free HH ......i need 30,000 comments on this pic note: you must add the host in order to leave comments. the folder is set to friends only thanks everyone for helping me Sherrylicious@ fubar since your here why not click the pic and leave a few comments???? i own another great friend!! TERESA is such a sweetheart i'm proud to be her owner please stop by her page and rate/fan/and add her. you won't be sorry. and if you have time rate her pics and stash. thank you all for reading this TERESA~PITBULL MAFIA ~OWNED BY HUNTER~@ fubar
Want To Make Love
I wish I could be the water of you bath I would surround you with mellow warmth liquid lovelike a frolicking/childish wave on the sandy shoreI would dash and break upon the firmness of your bodyengulf and moisten the places I dream of If I were the water of your bath I would memorize each and every muscle and being liquid I would take your shapemold myself to your every curveyour every indentationI would roll on/over/and off your satin skin If I were the water of your bath I would send part of meto gather in the recess of your navel there my temperature would rise to match yoursand like plants of the sea I would move your body hairsin and out with the tide created by your movementsplayfully i would slosh against your thighs and become very intimate with your nature If I were the water of your bathi would cleanse you as my ancestors the nile & congocleansed your ancestorsbut even more when you leave me and pull the plugI would defy the natural order of things and stay and waitfor your
Things That Touch My Heart
So it\'s not gonna be easy. It\'s gonna be really hard; we;\'re gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that, because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everday. You and me... EVERYDAY. "What is a friend? It's a single soul dwelling in two bodies." ~Aristotle~ "Find out who you are, and do it on purpose." ~Dolly Parton~ "All love shifts and changes, I don't know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time." ~Jule Andrews~ I am nothing spacial; just a common woman with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.
Good Day
This is going out to everyone on my messenger list...I am sick i do not mean just a cold i am severely sick medication doctors gave me is not working.. I have been sick since Saturday morning Cell phone has been turned off since then So please do not call house if you have that number....I am in bed complete rest..Going back to Doctors Wensday. Please lay off all the calls I will get back to you all when I am able.. For the ones that truely know me You know I never get so sick I am unable to talk or anything else So again I will keep you all informed when I am well again...Thank You all for understanding and goodnight Wanted to let everyone know that i am shutting fubar account down. Come look me up on myspace and myyearbook. I also use rkinard2000 on yahoo messenger. Enjoyed meeting you all and hope to hear from you all at the other sites Take Care Ricahrd Love is something two people share. Love the other as you would have them love you. Show care and respect. Be supportive in dr
Wot Makes Me, Me
Found this elsewhere and liked it enough that I thought I would share it.     Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.' The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.' They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'.. 'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said.. 'When you were saying g
Sheer Stupidity
I just started a new job last night as a cage cashier on a riverboat casino. I get to witness stupidity at it's worst every night at work. And believe me, there are some amazing displays there, as money and alcohol and slot machines or gaming tables are seldom a good mix. But, thanks to company policy and the state gaming commission... I'm not allowed to discuss ANY of it... and it's killing me. I can understand not being allowed to discuss it with neighbors, family, anyone else in my immediate area, due to confidentiality of the customers, but to be prohibited to mention it anonymously online seems a bit restrictive to me. After all, the chances of someone out there in fu-land actually knowing who I'm even talking about, without mentioning names and/or descriptions, is slim to non-existent. It would require either one hell of a guess or having actually been present at the right place and the right time to witness the specific example mentioned. And on a further note, I just read th
Sleepless Nights
When I feel it in my body I found somebody who Makes me change my ways Said I act like I'm ready But I don't really know And everything in my past I wanna let go I been there, done that, fucked around After all that, this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If I miss a day without My Friend My whole life's off track I know I Got It Bad when I'm stuck in the house I don't wanna have fun Cuz all I think about When I'm out with someone I keep on thinkin' bout somebody else I Got It Bad When I say that I love you and I really know everything that what used to matter, don't matter no more I Got It Bad Step one I say we need to talk He walks, I say sit down it's just a talk... He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through some sort of window to your right As he goes left, you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, My Lover,My friend Somewhere along in th
Fubar Blog
The following is supposed to be a embedded video. Title: Dear Mr. Obama. I totally agree with the young mans words. Having ended the first quarter of this year. We are 1/4 of the way through 2008. No one, absolutely no one pulled any April Fool's pranks on me. (Come on people you're slipping). I saw my first Blue Bonnets today! Blue Bonnets mind you. *sigh* Blue Bonnets. - Spring is here. Those lovely wild flowers our state weed. Um The state flower of Texas I mean to say. It made me feel good to see the Blue Bonnets blooming along the sides of the highway as we drove by today. It's kind of strange how things turn out some times. Life. You know what I mean. You never can figure it out. Try as you might, plan, set goals, or not. Think if you can of every concievable, probably possibility or outcome and it never fails something will happen that you never thought of, did not prepare for. Gods cruel joke? Fate's Sick Trick? Interesting isn't it. Things tha
Just For Fun
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f*** ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole !" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really
~anglros ~life.....
MuMM: Make up My Mind! '~"Angl... Online (FEELS DEEPLY KNOWing he LOVES ME TOO 4EVERurs..) Killeen, TX Best friends created @ 08/21/2008 11:51 pm mum expired. [FRIENDS] ??????would you go to your best friend if he calls out to you for support even though NOW your married an your best friend is opposite sex??????? (he was there first is all i keep thinking) (missing my Best friend) Yay 75.0% (3 votes) Nay 25.0% (1 votes) 4 votes 22 views 2 comments Comments on this mumm: '~"Angl... Online (FEELS DEEPLY KNOWing he LOVES ME TOO 4EVERurs..) Killeen, TX *******August 22, 2008 @ 11:52 pm #2 of 2 ***""i dont JUDGE"***** ********""i have always been here on the side lines...******************************************* ***thank you Everyone That has been there since day ONE:::**************************************** " SASSYREDHEAD" LOve ya Beautiful.. Krazykilt an notrosious Slayedcreator Wiz( i know i mispelled that);)Sry `` an EVERYONE WE havnet
Boy Toy Contest
please help me im in a contest giveaway i need 50000 rates slash comments heres the link i am in a giveaway please drop by and leave some comments and rates a rate counts as five comments i need 7000 comments in all
Two Choices
(I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) I HAVE TO PASS A URINE TEST FOR MY JOB... SO I AGREE 100% Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ! ? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope
My Blog
It all started when our over-heralded star, The Black Rat, woke up in a secret vineyard. It was the third time it had happened. Feeling abnormally frustrated, The Black Rat backhanded a ninja star, thinking it would make him feel better (but as usual, it did not). Ever so extemperaneously, he realized that his beloved Spoon of Destiny was missing!  Immediately he called his favorite bad hair victim, The Mouseanator. The Black Rat had known The Mouseanator for (plus or minus) 200,000 years, the majority of which were saucy ones.  The Mouseanator was unique. She was congenial though sometimes a little... insensitive. The Black Rat called her anyway, for the situation was urgent.    The Mouseanator walked up to a very unctuous Black Rat. The Mouseanator calmly assured him that most albino cats yawn before mating, yet albino cats usually earnestly panic *after* mating. She had no idea what that meant; she was only concerned with distracting the Black Rat.  Why was The Mousean
Speak Out
I'm ranting now, so excuse my venting. I love ppl period no matter what race, nationality, sex or sexual preference. Yet its one thing that fucking wracks my nerve, Is some young idiot thinking they have all the answers. Live a little, experience life gets some bumps and bruises, and then maybe then I can tolerate your closed mind, and arrogant way of thinking. I know it’s me, not them. Actually I used to be them; maybe that’s why they piss me off so bad lmaooooooooooooooooooooo. I’m talking migraine headache ppl when I hear them spew their self proclaimed knowledge; I mean there are idiots at every age, this I know. Yet at least I give them points that, hey you had to have has some experiences in life. Ok, as I write this I realize how trivial it is lmfaoooooooo. That’s why it’s called ranting, I would rather rant here than to express myself in a way that at a later time, I might regret. So ill just say to all my young friends, keep living. Life has a way of humbling us
My Poems
Grandma's Wish Grandma had a wish She loves me with a fish She hoped for me and made me see that it was my true self Grandma has a smile and you see it a mile away She left with a grin and i didnt drink a shot of gin so I'll never forget her. Grandma had a wish that we keep smiling or her smile wil go away!! To Whom It May Concern: Why is life so hard. You go though it trying to prove one person that they are the one you want to share your life with no matter what people say. As you look for someone, you find that that person but that person is not what you want but you settle for it anyway. What happens when you make a mistake that will stick with you no matter how many times that forget bout it. The reason that is because that person bring it up in any fight you have because you have done it in the past just to justify what he did. Why is it that people like what they can't have and cheat on someone else because they wa
Love My Pimp :)
Wow! love is in the air and these are the people you will wanna love on. I love them all. People like these are the reason Im still here. In the begining fubar was about friendship. Now that fubar has lost its way go say hi to these people that prove fubar isnt just a game. I love you all! This one is beyond words to describe WickedAzz beotch piggy@ fubar She really is Hard2Handle alot of top rankers are fake and dont seem to have alot of personality but Michele here is an amazing woman with a spark of life that is her own. Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubar Meet Ellie she's one in a million I like talking to her. McEllieMuffin♥Forbidden♥Fu-Wife & R/L Girlfriend 2 Mclovin@ fubar This one really is a rock angel shes been there for me when I needed advice. ROCK ANGEL
Smply Delicious Chronicles
I went into the gas station today and asked for five dollars worth of gas..... ..........The clerk farted and gave me a receipt. Ever have a day that for no apparent reason EVERYTHING just irritates you??? Not really like anything triggered it, I guess some solitude would be nice. Wait.... I know... EVERYBODY LEAVE ME ALONE AND GIVE ME AN HOUR WITH MY TOY DRAWER! That might help take the edge off! LOL Have to remind myself: "We have no right to ask when sorrow comes, "Why did this happen to me?" unless we ask the same question for every moment of happiness that comes our way." Many times I've read blog posts and comments about our lives. We wish...we want....we desire...and yet somehow...something gets in the way and all we can see is we didn't get the "gold". We think we have failed ourselves as we look back over the years. Then there are those that say "yes...I've done it....I got the gold!" then what? If you look back at your life and think you have
The Mind Of A College Girl.
A girl stands up right, her whole body wrapped against the door jam of the bedroom behind her. With the beat of a soft drum, a girl drops to her knees. One hand roaming down the soften wood, letting her fingers trace thru her locks as it moves down from her shoulders, and over them to lay over her taunt nipples, moves with the sway of her breath. her hand moves down between her breasts and down further. her fingertips graze her hot flesh. Further she allows her fingers and hand to move as finally it reaches her stomach. she moves her gaze upward, looking upon Him, hoping that He is liking His view of His girl. Finally, after what seems like an eternity to her, she lays the flat of her palm against her stomach, while finally her other hand caresses the locks that are hugging her shoulders. The chiffon silk that she wears this night barely covers her being as it tugs from one shoulders to her hips and lays smoothly across her small mound. The soft purple covering allows her nakedness t
Roasted Guinea Pig skinned, gutted and charcoal roasted on a spit. They are just a snack really, and you should get at least 3-4 for a full meal. You eat Guinea Pig just the same a squirrel, starting with the hams, and working your way forward, making sure to scrape all the meat off of the ribs. Possum and Taters Ingredients: 1 young, fat possum 8 sweet potatoes 2 tablespoons butter 1 tablespoon sugar salt Directions: First, catch a possum. This in itself is excellent entertainment on a moonlight night. Skin the possum and remove the head and feet. Be sure to wash it thoroughly. Freeze overnight either outside or in a refrigerator. When ready to cook, peel the potatoes and boil them tender in lightly salted water along with the butter and sugar. At the same time, stew the possum tender in a tightly covered pan with a little water. Arrange the taters around the possum, strip with bacon, sprinkle with thyme or marjoram, or pepper, and brown in the oven. Baste often wi
Life As It Were
basically starting now i have lived alone, for most my life,yes been happy..had 2 failed relationships but lived with it since its deemed possible that God doesnt want me to have one, i am too old for preisthood lol so thats out, so i just sit here and wonder if, " i just here to amuse people in my life and not be happy?" or is there really someone round my age out there and we are missing each other for some god awful reason? lol. i have had angioplasty done for my heart due to chest pains that were gettin worse n ifeel fine and i think most ladies are afraid that i may croak....and get left with nothing but pain. i live check to check..fixed income. so that is partially of it too i think...but oh well...they dont realize that hey...i am actually a very nice guy who has a heart full of love and is willing to share it with any lucky lady.....any lady out there.....but i guess nice guys do come last! wel. all last Sunday i think i caught the bug! there was no sneez
Up For Auction
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The Fight
I am sooo exhausted. This was one trip I would hope to never relive. I landed and got to what was to be the room I was to stay at, hell no. A crack whore might stay there, but any undrugged person would know better. My dad is who picked me up at the airport, we put my things back in his truck, I checked right back out, and off to Fort Worth we went from San Antonio. I had no sleep, no shower, but was on my way to the race. LOL The race was so awesome, but I was soo tired. I will be loading pics from it here soon. I have discovered so many changes since I stopped actively following Nascar. LOL I now must not only follow Tony Stewert (but he remains tops with me) but also Dale Jr and Mark Martin. It was such a blast!!!! Heading back from the race, about half way back to San Antonio, had to stop and get a room. My dad and I were so tired it was insane. I had to be ready for court the next morning so if anything had to get a shower and change clothes. I did get about 3-4
i really shouldn't join another auction since i just moved to another state and not done unpacking yet......but i did :P heres what i'm offering 1. rate all stash 2. rate all pics &re-rate when reset 3. 1 water rflection pic 4. 1 morph pic 5. add as #1 family member click the pic to bid :D want to own me? i'm in an auction the starting bid must be 50k fubucksthe auction will close 2-15-08 3 PM Central Time heres what i'll be offering for the aiction rate all pics and stash during HH 2 salutes owned by____in my name 2 morphs add to my family list add to yahoo, or msn i'll keep you drunk for the month you own me daily comment for a month random gifts for a month i'll put your link on my page in the about me section just click on the pic below and start bidding i'm going to be in yet another yes another one :p it will start March 12th at 10:00 am pst and will end on March 16th at 10:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 200k
Reason For Delete
love dis bitches talkin shyt leavin me crazy comment "hahahaha bitch suck a dick n lick ma click n make sure u gurgle on ma cum n swallow dat shyt" woke up this morning with no more writer's block removed all blocks off no more reason to hate moving on to more positive life since such an open forum was have a nice life such as it is i praise my mother for giving life for my two brothers too my littlest brother knows my love as if i was his mother but as a virgin he knows not that i did not give him life but he will know my love cause he's family my main man in my life is not a little thing nor is any other love that i feel but be known the love for this some writing is totally dead .. died when everyone read your words. the arrows of your words you see i'm free and relaxed it is more than i felt in the last month no longer for guilt from words whispered in my ear Flag this message If that is how it's going to be, I'm leaving hun, this second. I
Things That I Have Done Today
This Is Me
okay so heres the deal. i am so sick of the drama, it is pointless and only makes you look childish. i have been called a hater and apparently people think i talk about others behind their back. i find this funny because my friends who know me will tell you that i hate on no one and if i have something to say about someone i have no problems saying it to them personally. i have also gotten from someone that the lounge i co own trashes other lounges and people in them. this is also funny seeing how our lounge is full of pervs and we mostly talk about sex. again the people who know me will tell you that if anyone brings bullshit into a lounge that im the co owner of i will jump their ass. i do not put up with it, that is what yahoo and shoutbox is for. some people need to realize this is a web site, not reality. when things get to be too much step away from the computer and focus on your real life. to the people who understand that FUBAR is just a place to meet friends and have fun, i th
The Passenger List The Magic Bus
The New Owner & Driver / The Magic Bus ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar blythebecky My Part-Time Driver of the magic bus@ fubar The Old Owner And Driver Soul / The Magic Bus ~§øü£~@ fubar All The Old Passengers 1 2.♦Èvî∫ Àñgë∫™♦ †Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш†@ fubar 3. 4.Soul Searcher Spirit Warrior Leveler@ fubar 5.~RescueDiva~@ fubar 6.Military Supporter{~Owner of Military Family Bombers~}~The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew~@ fubar 7.LaUgHiNgGiRl {fu-Owned by Steve ~*~Club F.A.R. ~*~ @ fubar 8.monna *Sisters 4 Life*@ fubar 9.~sassybrat~Rider of the Love Machine*fu-angels*fu-bratz
I May Have Been Drunk When I Wrote These,
The Girl Inside [A Perfect Lie] A perfect face Was said to be An imaged mirror That wasn’t me A perfect smile Not quite the same As the one I feel To hide the shame Of something they expect But I will never be Nevermore who I once was Trapped, I am not free A perfect world A perfect lie Trapped inside I awake to die For no one knows How hard I’ve tried.. No one knows The girl inside. She Died Alone Alone, inside this world; she ran A little girl: afraid Scared to live [to breathe this air!] Stumbling to where her demons laid. Captive in her dreams She cried and hid away Waking in her screams She searched for.. Another way A mist her fearful nights An angel called her name Promised her the world [promised to ease her pain] Awaken in her dream [she runs] To find a world Full of demons and guns She beckoned her demons leave Pleading death; she cried In love with her angel; she sighed Afraid to live; She died. The Edge Two steps from the Edge
Fun Fun Fun
Come join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast .. Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift.. This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift. To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductor, or Engineer. Welcome to the Midnight Special Conductor Carnie@ fubar Co-Conductor (2nd in command) ~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar Engineer (3rd in command)
I Want Your "cokerewards" (points)
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What The Wolf?
Does anyone else get those FU e-mails that sneek up on you while your trying to look at your new e-mails from people you know? Now I know better than to go for those dang irritating all around pain in the ass store promos that ask for your e-mail address! I had over 60 promo e-mails from one company in one week! I have decided to send out some of my own FU e-mails to the same companies via their web sites. I would share some of my Fu-tard E-mails with you, but they would deffinately be under the NSFW catagory. The next time I'm offered a store promo if they really bug me I'll give them an alias that they'll never be able to e-mail and I'll find their web sites and e-mail them 666 Fu-tard e-mails! Anyone else Know How I can get rid of them? It's starting to drive me crazy, oh wait, I'M ALREADY CRAZY! There's always something new, even on a quiet site for Security. Well this might be funny now, though I was pissed about it then. All of my patrols finished, and still finishing off
News/ Health
Quitting Marijuana Just as Hard as Quitting Cigarettes Send to a Friend Published: 02/08/08 FRIDAY, Feb. 8 (HealthDay News) -- The effects of withdrawal from marijuana use can be as bad as what people experience when they stop smoking cigarettes, including irritability, anger and trouble sleeping, a new study says. "These results indicate that some marijuana users experience withdrawal effects when they try to quit, and that these effects should be considered by clinicians treating people with problems related to heavy marijuana use," lead investigator Ryan Vandrey, of the department of psychiatry at the Johns Hopkins University School of Medicine, said in a prepared statement. This study included six men and six women (median age 28.2) who used marijuana at least 25 days a month and smoked at least 10 tobacco cigarettes a day. For the first week, they continued their normal use of both substances. For the remaining five weeks of the study, they were randomly chosen to ref
Contest---june 2nd-june29th, 2008
hey could you stop by this link and give me some photo comments, just click on the pic and it will take u to comments....friend nice enough to hook me up with VIP ..... so could I get some help plzzzzz? THANKS SO MUCH!!! @ fubar"> @ fubar"> I'm Out Shining This Wonderful Woman Making Whoopie NEVER ASKS FOR A THING! On Fubar! She Doesn't Cause Drama On Fubar & She Certainly Goes Out Of Her Way To Help Others In Contests, Giveaways or Whatever! She Has Entered Herself In An Auction For The First Time EVER! Click Here To Bid AND CONTEST! Click Here To Throw Down Bombs! Boy! When She Does It, She Makes Sure She Does It Well! Now It Would Be Splendidly Awesome To Help Her Out! If You Can NOT Afford To Bid On Her, Then Please Be There To Show Support In Her Contest. She Has Definitely Earned The Help. Also Make Sure Ya Rate/Add/Fan This Beautiful Hostess! ~*BlondePrincess™
Calling All Friends And Family
i see things still havnt change since i was on here last year people lie and say add rate and comment so people do and they dont and if you have pics on here show them when added and the ones that say buy me a blast why would any one pay to see a pic isnt that like a internet hooker thats my out look and then you have the ones that say they are for my fubar husband what the hell is that all about is he paqying you rent or car payment please and then you have the one that say dont even ask my eyes only well if you dont what anyone to see them or ask take them off this is an adult sight im sorry if you people on her are upset with what im say but its the truth so rate and comment and sign the one that add you and i will not rate or comment if the pics are not you or husband or kids or family or boy friend its only fare that you rate my pics and comment them as i did for you so you know who you guys are thank you i hope you all read this rate comment and sign my book
Send a JibJab Sendables® eCard Today! JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jacke
Pieces Of Me
You sit there my prince waiting and longing to be seen Silent in shadows you lurk longing for arms to hold you close as they once did. I hear you breathe a small sigh parts your lips as you become impatient in your waiting. My blood begins to quicken as you step ever closer near Pressing your lips to my ear whispering to me... to be with you. Your hand graces mine and no one notices You walk back across the room, your eyes never losing its gaze upon me. Knowing surely that my will can never be stronger than yours. So sure of yourself you smile slightly licking your lips to increase the intensity of the flames gathering inside my veins. Deepening your gaze and holding my eyes captive to your will. Everyone is gone now... no one is here in this place No one but you and I as it should be I feel you behind me, I feel your eyes surveying the contours of my body Deciding which to ravage first. I turn to find you but nothing is there Only darkness awaits You to
I lay Still and breatheless Just like always Still I want some more Mirrors sideways Who cares what's behind Just like always Still your passenger The chrome buttons buckled on leather surfaces These and other lucky witnesses Now to calm me This time won't you please... Drive faster! Roll the window down This cool night air is curious Let the whole world look in Who cares who sees anything? I'm your passenger I'm your passenger Drop...these down Then...put them on me seats there To cushion your knees Now to calm me Take me around again Don't pull over This time won't you please Drive faster!!! Roll the window down This cool night air is curious Let the whole world look in Who cares who sees what tonight? Roll these misty windows Down to catch my breath and then Go and go and don't just Drive me home then back again! Here I lay Just like always Don't let me Go... (9x) Take me to the end... My knife - it's sharp and chro
Ash's Blog
Now anyone that knows me knows i love to learn and below in another entry i was talking about another type of drug. This one was linked to that one so i decided to check it out. I think you should read this. Fact: Methamphetamine use among high school seniors more than doubled between 1990 & 1996. Fact: Women are more likely to use meth than cocaine. Fact: The average meth "cook" annually teaches ten others how to make meth. Fact: Every pound of meth produced leaves behind five to six pounds of toxic waste. Fact: Seizures of clandestine meth labs in the Midwest increased tenfold from 1995 to 1997. Fact: DEA has identified 20 Mexican meth trafficking organizations in the Midwest. Fact: Methamphetamine accounts for up to 90 percent of all drug cases in many Midwest communities. Fact: Methamphetamine kills by causing heart failure, brain damage and stroke. Fact: Methamphetamine-induced paranoia has led to numerous murders and suicides. Fact: Metha
Tag You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) Im a 33 yr Leukemia survivor 2) Both my parents are dead 3) I had chicken pox when I was 22. 4) I love to body surf 5) I have owned only 4 cars in the 25 yrs ive been driving. 6) Im addicted to Fubar. 7) I havent had a moving violation ticket in almost 17 yrs. 8) I share the same B-Day as Barbara Striesand. 9) I had a double hernia operation when i was 7. 10) When I was in my early 20's i used to shoot out store front windows with a slingshot and slash car tires.....something Im not proud of at all. I'm going to Tag, Ms Boodie, Tinky, Vonnie, Kelly Ann, Arynmoon.......Have fun, hope to see your blogs... COUN
My Ripped Up World...
Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't
Anchors Away
Well, I can't tell you when I'm going or how long I'm going to be gone, though if you search google news on the USS John C. Stennis you will know more than I can tell you! Anyway, we will be off the West Coast when we are not in port picking up and dropping off the airwing. So, I won't be far, and I'll be really close my favorite pub with an open patio where I can drink my Rum'n'cokes. So if you see the Stennis in port there is a good chance I will be at McP's after dinner. And except for normal operations of a Warship at sea, I won't be in any danger. Take care, fair winds and following seas. David Anchors Aweigh (1906 version) Stand Navy out to sea, Fight our Battle Cry; We'll never change our course, So vicious foe steer shy-y-y-y. Roll out the TNT, Anchors Aweigh. Sail on to Victory And sink their bones to Davy Jones, Hooray! Anchors Away, my boys, Anchors Aweigh. Farewell to foreign shores, We sail at break of day-ay-ay-ay. Through our last ni
Getting Started
So I did a Mumm on Vista weather I should try to change (revert) back to XP. Athlon (AMD) X2 dual core 64 TK 55 1.80 ghz 1918 ram 32 bit operating system So I got alot of responses most in favor of XP which is turning out to be extremely difficult. It is running XP awful and I have to maually configure the Wireless which is very complicated for me so far. Just to give you an Idea of my background, I have been building and putting together system since 1997, and I have learned how to get the most out of almost nothing. To most novices I am a total whiz and to the real smart techs I am a rookie so somewhere in between but this new computer ia alot stuff way over my head and networking stuff has never been my forte even as far back as windows 3.11.02135 (!) So i guess I am gonna do some MORE MUMM on this subject. It was not only imformative but real fun. I am also planning on starting a Lounge review, which is quite likely to ruffle feathers, I have done forum reviews
Here I have come like driftwood with the tide but am swept up in wonder that can not be denied. I fall from my feet to sit in the sand to absorb all your splendor that is stunning and grand. The heavens are afire with crimson and gold. There can be no more beauty then the one that i hold The warmth of the sun as it fades from the sky is gentle and soothing as when you hug me good bye The surf is caressing like your soft kiss I am caught up in passion that I cannot resist. My soul takes flight to soar with the breeze as my heart is filled with your comfort and ease. No worries or cares could i bring to this place for life’s very majesty shines in your face Can you feel what I feel? Come sit next to me. let me tell of a love that i have for thee Don't be blinded by the past, believe in the things that fate has brought your way if you wait to long it will be gone. For if you stand still, you can not move forward I'm waiting to share the good
life whats the point? ...I wish i knew...could someone plz tell me?...i cant seem to find a reason to do anything... i cant find a reason for living but i can find a reason for death...death is the only way out of this hell you call life...ive lost everything & everyone i ever loved so what reason do i have to go on? will someone plz tell me? pain is the only thing i ever feel...what kind of person do you have to be to only feel pain? will someone plz fucking tell me? ive always done everything i thought was right...but maybe i dont know the diffrence between the two...ive gotten to the point were i like pain now not the mental kind but the physical...i cut, i push pieces of metal into my self just to feel...i cant feel love, happieness, joy all i feel is pian, sorrow, anger & angwish... will somone plz tell me a reason to go on?... life whats the point? ...I wish i knew...could someone plz tell me?...i cant seem to find a reason to do anything...i cant find a reason fo
Abunza Review
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Thoughts And Feelings
Here's the deal. I have been going to Lansing, KS for almost a year now, once a month to do some tattooing work at a friends house. I've made some pretty good money some nights, and other...not so good. Last night, Feb.23, I was there and the friendship was abruptly ended. A little background into this whole thing: Hugh and Denice invited me to "swing" with them, and being a horny widowed guy, I accepted. This was in October of 2006. Recently though, I have been trying to get involved with some of the other females that are brought in to the mix. Three times...three mistakes. I've been getting sick of HIS leftovers. Every time I start getting to Emotionally involved with these CUNTS, Hugh would tell me to "man up" and "quit being a pussy". Meanwhile he's fucking them every weekend 50 miles away from me. Pretty easy to say this shit when YOU'RE getting laid all the time. The last time this happened, he called my cell phone to bitch at me, to tell me I needed to "man up".
Luv Sux
So, here I am again...single. So to keep everyone from asking over and over again, I will blog on it. Im tired of answering same questions over and over. So in this blog, I will explain AND apologize to those that I feel I need too. First allow me to apologize to everyone that I neglected in the past few weeks. I was wrong, but being in love makes you do crazy things. Many of you may have noticed my name change, pic change and that a lot of my pics are now private. Ashlea left me. I wasn't up front with her about something until a couple days ago and she freaked out and left. I have told some of you what that thing was and others I havent. t WAS a big deal and I SHOULD have told her about it......BUT, IF she loved me as much as she said she did she would have gotten over it. But , it now appears, I meant nothing to her at all.....It appears she has moved on, day later. But you know, yea its hard....yea I'm hurting. But I will go on. The things she's now doing are actuall
Nickelback is a hard rock band formed in Hanna, Alberta by Chad Kroeger, Mike Kroeger, Ryan Peake and then drummer Brandon Kroeger. The band is one of the most renowned of the modern post-grunge genre, along with groups such as 3 Doors Down and Black Stone Cherry, performing in a slightly more radio-friendly manner of audio apart from the traditional 1990's grunge music era. Although the founders of the band hail from Hanna, Alberta, a small town east of Calgary, they are now based in Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. The band's name originates from the nickel in change that band member Mike Kroeger often had to give customers in his previous job at Starbucks, and would frequently say "Here's your nickel back". The band is signed to EMI at home and Roadrunner Records for the rest of the world. Their hit single "How You Remind Me" from their third album Silver Side Up reached the top on the Canadian Singles Chart and the Billboard Hot 100 at the same time. This makes them the
Death Becomes Me
my gamertag on xbox live SICKandFEARLESS DONT BE SCARED TO DIE. LOL As I sit in the corner thinking bout her and what she means to me. She’s my whole life and I can’t see myself wit anyone but her. I don’t want anyone else I can’t be wit anyone else it’s going to be unfair for them to compare to her. I need to stop thing right now and try to wait to see how everything plays out but I cant help but to think to hurt myself I scratch and clawed at myself hard enough to make myself bleed. But it still not enough I want the pain to go away but I can’t make it go away. I cried too much that my eyes a blood shot red and my head hurt so much. I cant sit here anymore I walked to the kitchen and looked around wit this blank stare trying find something to do more damage to myself but I cant but I need this pain to go away. So I grabbed the bottle of pills on top of the fridge. Oh wait I’ve been down that road before. And I could do something else that won’t kill me but just enough to hurt a
Abunza Scam
Abunza Scam Are you ready to learn the SECRET to online wealth? Abunza Scam or Reality - Abunza features an English and Spanish website and products, and employs a team of bi-lingual sales pros on their "Dream Team" to close sales on behalf of its members. Ad co-ops targeting both the English and Spanish speaking markets are also available. Abunza is a true ground floor opportunity and combines the high ROI potential of a start-up company with the security of a proven and tested model, concept and software that has been very solid and very successful already. The Abunza Dream Team will call back prospects in both Spanish and English so that members don’t have to. Members are notified when funds are transferred into their accounts. A commission is then paid to the Dream Team member. Generous two-tier compensation plan pays out 100% commission. $797 on the first level and $200 on the second level. The business plan was approved by Gerry Nehra, the top specialized attor
Respect Respect each peer Respect each foe more Attributes stand next to your conscience’s core Respect each night Respect each day Actions reveal your character in every way Respect each creature Respect each beast Trust unveils truth hidden behind nature’s mist Respect each cloud Respect each grain of sand Mercy will offer you her helping hand Respect each color Respect each race Equality speaks only of mercy and grace Respect each river Respect each pond Mother Nature conveys her great wonders and beyond Walk into each day, With your heart soaked in hope and joy As day fades and night endures Respect will never destroy Death Death is forever So don't flirt with suicide Death is painful Stay away from knives Death is not for lovers So don't lie Death is not for me So don't even try Death is clever So be careful Death is never fun Stay away from strangers Death is never pleasing So do
Did you know... ...that these images are offensive? Though they may seem cute, fluffy or sexy and make you go "AWWWW".....they are offensive. They make me cringe, shudder and shake! Do you know why? I hope so. AND, if not, I hope you read on. Let me start by saying I am a PATRIOT! I am the Granddaughter of a Decorated WWII Veteran (RiP Pa), the Daughter of a Vietnam Veteran, the niece to many Uncles that served our Great Nation, the Ex Wife of an Operation Desert Storm Veteran, and ...I'll say it again...A PATRIOT! There is a game currently in play here on FU with an image of an infant swaddled in our Flag. Being me, of course I had to express how disturbed I was by the image to the Hostess. She is a friend of mine here on FU so no drama is to come of this blog. It is simply somewhere for people to vent or discuss if you wish your opinion on the subject. OUR FLAG IS NOT EVER TO BE LAID UPON THE GROUND, FLOOR or SWADDLED AROUND ANYONE! Unless it's your casket
I was born into it. My mother married my father, a man who couldn't resist violence as his outlet for emotion. I remember the way he would scream at her. I remember how he would grab hold of her arm and threaten her. I remember the day, when I was two years old, and he came home. He went into the bedroom because my mother had been crying. 1982 was the year her brother, my Uncle Brian, committed suicide. It was the year my then seven-year-old sister had a tumor removed. It was not cancerous. On top of that, my mother and I were in a car accident where a Minnegasco truck sideswiped us. As a result of that accident, my mom had whiplash. She was forced to stay in bed all day because of the pain she was in. My sister had to watch me, but she was not always attentive as kids should be kids. I remember him walking into their bedroom. My mom was crying uncontrollably. He grabbed her by the neck and started choking her. She kicked him hard, grabbed him by the ear and dragged him down the stairs
Just Something I Wrote
My mom in law passed away today and it has been a long hard two weeks. She walks now with no pain and a smile on her face. Though this thought is comforting I am sooooo sad and will miss her so very much. Thank you to the people who sent me their warm wishes I appreaciate it more than you know. Dawn wooohooo, my daughter gave birth this afternoon to a 7 lb 12 oz baby boy and he was 21 inches long. They are both doing great and I am a very proud Lala (grandma) Hello my fubar friends. I know some are use to profile comments every day from me but right now I have to stay with my mom in law as she is in the process of dieing from a very rapid spreading lung cancer. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers as this is no easy task. Thank you :)
Erotic Poetry
A Kiss Eyes convey interests spark I touch your hand brush your cheek With lips caress, gentle prelude Your eyes project intensities fire We dance around intimacies boundaries. I whisper in your ear inhaling your perfume. You turn and face me locking my gaze. Your pupils dilate cornflower blue irises Your blush lips part slightly full of promise I move closer you press against me Your warmth transfers expectant energy You tilt your face up to mine eye brow raised I look into your eyes searching depths unknown My lips brush yours, light explorations quest My heart beats to the rhythm of your heart I savor the moment of kisses first touch You responds gently eyes closed lips linger Pressed together I feel there texture silk and cherries I pull back eyes closed your lips quest forward. A smile curls those silken lips your eyes open Desire reflects in those clear blue orbs. I touch your neck pulling you forward and tease your lips Nibbling and brushing lowe
Just Thoughts
AT THE HELM, I HAVE THE WHEEL AT THE HELM, THROTTLE IN MY CONTROL NO EXTRA GADGETS, NO FANCY ELECTRONICS ONLY THE SUN & STARS, HOT & COLD STAND BY THE WIND AND RAIN, THEY SING & KEEP TIME THE KNOLEDGE OF TODAY IS LESSONS OF YESTERDAY THE KNOWLEDGE OF TOMORROW IS LESSONS OF TODAY I AM AT THE HELM, I AM STEERING & PRESSING ON IN A DIRECTION, ONLY GODS WILL KNOWS (COMMENTS ARE ENCOURAGED AND WELCOME) WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE NO ONE CARES, READ THIS because it's absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you. You mean the w
Help Help Help
Alright... you know what to do... Click the pic!! help him out!! he's a good friend of mine!! Here we go again... you should know what to do by now... click the pic!! Show my sexy fu owner some love!!! HEY!! I FINALLY GOT 2,000 COMMENTS. I WOULD LIKE TO HIT 3,000 BY THE TIME I GO TO BED TONIGHT IF AT ALL POSSIBLE PLEASE!! CLICK THE PIC AND COME SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!!
A Fuzzy Mind
Thrown here by a treacherous storm, the wayfarer has been stranded for 2 months now. He has checked the tides carefully and studied the wind currents for every minute detail. He has formulated many plans to leave this place of lonely contemplation. He has watched the ships come and go near the edge of the horizon and waved to many. He rated them all with glee and hoped and dreamed of salvation. He studied their shapes and hoped for miracles. As the ships he has come to know pass other ships to and fro, he becomes just a blurr in the memory of many who knew him. He sets his sail on a flimsy raft of reeds and sticks, and drifts into history. No need to wave. No need to say good-bye. He bids farwell to desitny. Untold chemical reactions indulge my mind when I glance upon a beauiful woman. A pleasing sensation engulfs me, and I wither to her fantasy's wrath. Captivated I am, bound to her sensuality, and pleasing persona. Her eyes pierce me whole, and nothing is l
Military Videos. Funny As Hell
One way to get a tank off a trailer.Add to My Profile | More Videos Now all me mates are here, I still need 10 tickets for the teddyAdd to My Profile | More Videos Its peanutbutter jelly time apparently!Add to My Profile | More Videos
Imagery Of An Illusionary State
I cant believe my ex, had the nerve to even speak to me. even on civil terms i have a short temper with this girl, she was my first female lover, and possibly the last. im drunk as hell, pissed off, and i have no right to be. she just needed to talk to me. and she wanted to talk...about her fiance....who fucked shit up for nice is that? i mean....sure i am NOT perfect, but when i love one of the few people who will try to change anything i can about myself to make things work. and that wasnt enough for her. fortunately who i am right now is honorable, selfless and somewhat manic =. im trying to balance my life out, and its pretty hard to do when your past jumps out to test you every step of the fucking way. but life is full of options,and in the end ill be free of this crap. But im not giving up because of some girl, who cant get her shit strait, whom even after we brok up, still wants me to go down with her. but now even when im ranting....i cant hep
Product Of Your Environment
It's amazing how you are able to prevent yourself from achieving goals, (big or small), that you sewt for yourself. How can you become your own biggest obstacle. The fact that most of us 9 times out of 10 don't give ourselves no credit or have no faith in our own abilities or capabilities. Why not stop al the things that cause you harm or things that make you feel less than you really are! Life has alot to do with self-perception. So what do you see when you look into the mirror ? A success, a failure, or neither,feeling like your stuck in limbo. Do you see all your flaws or all your great qualities. So much potential wasted worrying about other people, if only you would focus that wasted potential and convert it to create opportunities. Yes, take that potential that has been bottled up inside and just release it, let it explode into your future glory and be forever great. Why is it the ones we love is not the one we settle with? Current mood: amused Category: Lif
Great Stuff!!
Ok alot of people have been asking me to make graphics for them now that I know how. So heres the deal. I have a folder in my photos with graphic backgrounds. If you want a graphic made please go to that folder and pick your background then let me know the number of the background you want and send me a link to the photo you want used. And I will get the graphic sent to you as soon as its done! Thank you!! CLICK THE PIC AND COME PLAY THE ONE WORD COMMENT GAME!!! SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!
My Thoughts
To often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want. 'm unpredictable, moody, weird, multi-generational, crazy, undecided, independent, traveled, bossy, arrogant, rude, silly, beautiful, bitchy, spoiled, dingy, dominate, submissive, angry, loving, a freak, compassionate, intelligent, de-de-de! and just plain strange sometimes. I may look sweet & innocent on the outside but that is your first mistake. Don't think you know me because you have no idea of the complexities of my mind. I am constantly reinventing myself to keep people on their toes. I have been known to be country, preppy, rocker, biker, river rat, a freak, a redneck, gothic, oh and just plain weird. I refuse to grow up but look forward to getting older cause it just keeps getting better. I am a Johns, from the long lin
Sassy_ass's Stuff
my daughter wrote this about her dad who passed away june of 93. She then asked me to read this and i cried Daddy What If You Came Back Daddy what if you came back. Would things be the same. At night I hear mommy scream. She is screaming your name. Some nights I pray and some nights I don't. You hope you could stay but, I know you won't. What can I do to bring you home, if only just to share with you an ice cream cone. And for you to share one with mommy too. Oh, how much I love you daddy. Please come home. Come home and make mommy happy. I just can't take my mind off that stone. Some days I need your help getting rid of my runny nose. Some days I really want to squirt you with our old hose. Daddy if you came home what would you do. Mommy says she loves you Would you say I love you too. Yesterday Sitting here not knowing what to do thoughts of you cross my mind Dreams of yesterday when you were mine. Days drift on as tim
Finally, make real money online TONIGHT Abunza is a direct sales business opportunity created by Michael Spire and Sebastian Saldarriaga. Abunza was chosen as the name because it means “abundance” in Spanish. The Basics Abunza offers travel certificates, software, e-books, and the ability to sell the software you are given separately through your own “store”. Members are also able to use a site that is completely translated into Spanish to target that market in addition to the English speaking population. -: As there are over 100 Million Spanish speaking users on the internet today according to, it makes sense to target these individuals in addition to the English speaking population. Since the call center representatives are bi-lingual, someone can take advantage of this business opportunity even if they do not know a single word in Spanish. The addition of travel certificates gives this program a huge boost. When first launched, it was only
Way Of The Wolf Pagan Study Lounge
Thank you in your interest on joining Way of the Wolf Pagan Study group. ALL individuals are required to complete the following application for review and membership approval. No exceptions shall be made as this group is a mature, intellectual, dedicated and safe place to learn and grow with respect and tolerance to every and all. Name/Age/Gender/Location: Outside hobbies/interests: Favorite color(s): Favorite Quote: Now for the nitty gritty… 1. What is your birth date / sign? 2. How long have you been studying or interested in Paganism? 3. Are you studying anything independently or another group? If yes, explain. 4. What do you feel you have to offer as a person to the group? Consider things you think are unique about yourself. 5. Is there something you would like or could teach to the group? Explain? 6. What do you want to get from this group experience? 7. Is there anything you would like to see included in the curriculum of this group? Explain.

maybe u can answer this,if ur wanting to level should u rate the ppl that level u?i` have less time than any of u and i NOW make the computer sucks ass.i go to school 2 nights a week.and work 32 hrs a week.i work sometimes till 3 am.AND I MAKE AND all those who don`t.I GOT 2 WORDS FOR U,JUST LIKE 2 DROPS IN A BUCKET FUCK IT.i`m not rating any of u,ur not wasting ur time. why should I.and i have less TIME than any of u.and any one got any smart ass comments i`m here waiting for u..i`m off all day. i hereby announce, my leaving of T&l for merlyn is not one of many clubs,this has become a job.and being an old soul like i am i will not bow to any club rules,therefore merlyn is out.really can`t say it has been nice ,cas still don`t know half of ya` being of sound body and half way sound mind i `m therefore out of any club and Will not be apart of any other. srry every one going through some personal conflics.i`m here lurking in the shadows..where i feel more at home
Musical Therapy Does Wonders
I have been a huge 7D fan dating back to 2000. I wanna know what your favorite DUST tune is....there can only be 1. To make it interesting post a music video or live performance of the song as your response. If you are clueless as to how and where to find the videos, check out, just type in "Sevendust" and the song title and you are bound to find something. Here is mine, enjoy! there is nothing more for me to give took it all away and walked out again no matter what you say to me it's what you did face it, face it i'm feeling confident it's going to end you're crazy if you think that I'm staying here nothing left for me to say i'm outta here outta here, outta here you drive me straight into rage i can't wait get me out of this place I don't want to be take me out of this place I don't want to be get me out of this place can't you hear me? get me out get me out get me out of here like a rat you put me in a maze with every single turn it's
Life After Death
The Silence Once his heart stood proud and unscarred, As his soul guided him through this life, But now, he is uncertain and scared, But he is trying to conceal The silence that has taken over his heart. Through the tribulations that life Sets forth for one man, He has faced them with a strength That many would have never seen, But the strength needed hardens A man's heart and blackens his soul, But then suddenly a light From just a smile, Whether it be intended as just a friendly smile, Or an immediate attraction, To allow a him a chance to live again. His heart breaks the silence More and more each day, It is rarely heard by anyone, Just himself. He turns from the day to the night, And as he lays his head On the soft fluffiness of his pillow, He thinks of the smile that lit a flame in his soul. And he dreams of the laughter That fills his heart with a light and a song-- A song to break the silence. A song just for her. They say that there are seven n
My Oxymoron Mumblings I am entering a contest held by 'STIXX - Founder of the Top Shelf Crew'. It starts about 10 pm Eastern time. I don't have a link to my page and might not be on in time to get it before he starts. Please rate and message my pic! It is the same one that is my profile pic. I left his page link for you to fan him and if you would like to comment and rate me please!!!!! Hey everybody! I hate to promote myself in a contest, but I am in the process of moving and don't get more then a couple of hours in a day to bomb myself! I was wondering if you guys wouldn't mind helping me? I need 13,000 comments and have a little over 1,000!! just click on the link below, email me and let me know if you do, so I can give you back the fu-love! If you have or are rating and commenting me on the contest, please leave a message letting me know so I can return the favor!
Arbitrator'-bi-tray-ter..: A cook that leaves Arby's to work at McDonald's. Avoidable ..uh-voy'-duh-buhl..: What a bullfighter tries to do. Baloney ..buh-lo'-nee..: Where some hemlines fall. Bernadette ..burn'-a-det..: The act of torching a mortgage. Burglarize ..bur'-gler-ize..: What a crook sees with. Counterfeiters ..kown-ter-fit-ers..: Workers who put together kitchen cabinets. Eclipse ..e-klips'..: What an English barber does for a living. Eyedropper ..i'-drop-ur..: A clumsy ophthalmologist. Heroes ..hee'-rhos..: What a guy in a boat does. Left Bank ..left' bangk'..: What the robber did when his bag was full of loot. Misty ..mis'-tee..: How golfers create divots. Paradox ..par'-uh-doks..: Two physicians. Parasites ..par'-uh-sites..: What you see from the top of the Eiffel Tower. Pharmacist'-uh-sist..: A helper on the farm. Polarize ..po'-lur-ize..: What penguins see with. Log On: Makin' the wood stove hotter. Log Off: Do
Lighting flashes in the distance casting his shadow on the stone work around him. A sound to his left brings him to attention slipping behind the a crumbleing wall where he is hidden. A woman dressed in fine silks walks to where his fire burns bright. Knealing she studies whats around her then stands turning towards him. Hunkering down even lower he watches as she walks towards his hideing place. " come out Sire for I wish to see you," she says with a cool air. After a few moments without him showing she turns away slowly unlaceing her dress. As if the wind has the same thoughts as this woman a breeze slowly helps slideing the dress away. Standing before the fire she looks over her shoulder looking at him a sly smile spreading across her lips. Standing slowly he walks to her lighting dances in the air above them. Turning to face him her voice a soft whisper "do you not find me attractive sire?" that same smile on her lips as her eyes drift up and down his body. His eyes glea
A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world. -Oscar Wilder One murder made a villain, Millions a hero. Princes were privileg'd To kill, and numbers sanctified the crime. Ah! why will kings forget that they are men, And men that they are brethren? -Bishop Beilby Porteus "What do you truly thrive on in life? Simply being loved. Taking life as it comes, and enjoying every moment."
Wishful thinking for things to change but they haven't budged..... ==================================== Today does not seem any better then yesterday. In fact, it feels a little bit worse. How can I learn to hide my crying eyes and emotions? I want to be able to block them out from other people, but it seems I can't. Last night I jumped on a very close friend, and it hurt me more knowing I did that. I wish I could block things out like he can. Be able to set my mind to different things and have things to do. Unfortunately at this moment in my life, being a puppet on a string I don't have the capability to be doing other things. Last night I took 3 tylenol pm's. Sure they helped me sleep but they didn't stop the pain when I woke. How can I fall asleep in tears and wake up in tears? The walls I once had now are totally dimenished and gone. This may sound funny but at least I have American Idol to look forward to tonight, something to take my mind off of things e
Even All Night
Love Is Enough Love is enough: though the World be a-waning, And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining, Though the sky be too dark for dim eyes to discover The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder, Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder, And this day draw a veil over all deeds pass'd over, Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter; The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover. At Last At last, when all the summer shine That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,— But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough Broke up the blooming sw
Mosh Pit
Ponder This....
by Jennifer Eliot, The Cairns Post The two-year-old's morning nap on an ambulance ended in a hair-raising 13km trip from Port Douglas to Oak Beach at 100km/h, with lights flashing and siren blaring all the way. Chloe's owner and paramedic Myles White got a huge shock when an extremely distressed meow alerted him to a "goggle-eyed" cat sitting on the roof. "We did the job and we were loading the patient in the back of the ambulance when we heard a cat let out a big meow," he said. "Someone said there was a cat on the roof and I looked up and was very surprised to see it was my cat, Chloe. "The road to Oak Beach is quite windy and it was lights and sirens all the way. "I cannot be
On My Mind
Derek and I went on a walk today through a park by my house. The town spent a ton of money to put up this boardwalk that goes through the park. There's a pier at one part that looks over the creek. There's a deck area with horse shoes and along the way there are little sheltered areas with picnic tables. Throught out the entire thing there is graffitti and stupid carvings in the wood. Now if the carvings and grafitti were meaningful shit I wouldnt be so pissed but they are not. Stupid shit like " i love..." and some stupid little local "gang" who apparently refer to themselves as the "souls", with their dumb kanji all over, cause we all know that kanji is so gangsta.. I don't even know where I was goin with. I just know that it pisses me off. *THIS IS FROM THE NWI WEBSITE* IT'S ABOUT MY COUSIN THAT WAS MURDERED LAST SUMMER. VALPARAISO | The girlfriend of murder defendant Mark Easter initially told the court Tuesday her boyfriend did not appear upset on the night he is accus
Abunza Leads
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Reverse Funnel System Team
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Reverse Funnel System Money
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The Fairtax Series
UNDERGROUND AND OFFSHORE ECONOMY.....TAXED AT LAST! More good news. If you haven't been keeping up with this blog, there are five more on this subject you should read. Get to it. Quotes: Income tax returns are the most imaginative fiction being written today.~~Herman Wouk (?) The income tax has made more liars out of the american people than golf has.~~Will Rogers Now that you have a basic understanding of the FTP (FairTax Plan~for those of you not here last blog), lets cover some problems that will be solved when we finally move our country away from a tax system that punishes achievement. Tax evasion, the shadow economy, and offshore financial centers. Add up the effects of these three things to our current tax system and the cost in lost tax revenues runs into the hundreds of billions of dollars. Plato~~"Where there is an income tax, the just man will pay more and the unjust less on the same amount of income." True to Plato's wisdom
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Abunza Mlm
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Abunza Travel Rewards
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My Takes
I have gone ahead and deleted most of my friends, and fans, all except those who I really care about. So now let's see if anyone notices, my guess is no, they are all friend-fan whores!!!!! Someday I will learn. That is my hope, that someday I will learn that places like FUBAR and Myspace are not the place to go to make real friends, it is all a FUCKING popularity contest, no one wants to be my true friend, they want numbers, and people who will fawn all over them, make comments, but friends? not going to fucking happen here! Time to give up, accept no one on these sites gives a shit about anyone but themselves, except me, I care, and I get burned over and over again. I'm letting go. Fuck them all. What a fucking morning. It started out good, damn good for a Monday. Then right before we were to leave for work the phone rang. My oldest niece was on the phone to tell us that one of my other nieces (her sister) had her husband die last night in his sleep. Needless to say this totally came
Random Rants
Makeshift Patriot The Flag Shop Is Out Of Stock I Hang Myself at Half Mast It’s the Makeshift The Patriot The Flag Shop is Out of Stock I hang myself... via live telecast Coming live from my own funeral, beautiful weather offered a nice shine Which is suitable for a full view of a forever altered skyline When times like these arrive I freestyle biased opinions every other sentence Journalistic ethics slip when I pass them off as objective "Don't give me that ethical shit." I've got exclusive, explicit images to present to impressionable American kids And it's time to show this world how big our edifice is! That's exactly what they attacked when a typically dark skinned Disney villain Used civilians against civilians and charged the Trojan horses into our buildings Using commercial aviation as instruments of destruction Pregnant women couldn't protect their children Wheelchairs were stairway obstructions Now have to back petal...from the shower of glass and meta
This & That
It is so funny how someone can type something and how one who reads it see it. So often these days people are more willing to see the negative side of things than any other way. I try to be a positive person always seeing the good. At times I have found this very hard on this site. This refering to my earlier account, which I deleted. I started this one out with no pic, it was great. I got so tired of guys thinking they can shout me and think they will be getting a cam show, and then leave without saying goodbye because they don't get what they want. BooHoo, like I care for some perve. I'm not here for that, I'm here to kick back and relax. After all what else if there to do after you daughter goes to bed. I'm just gonna start blocking the ones that do this. I have added a few of you guys from my old account onto this one. You are the ones that have not perved me out....some are very good friends, that I care lots about. Some are just really good mummers I missed. And w
Proposition 420, The U.s. Hemp Act
Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act A proposition initiative by Kenneth N. Bykerk, Citizen ( Section 1: Medicinal Marijuana PURPOSE: To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products; ---------- The patient should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use cannabis as a medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment which cannabis has been suspected or proven to assist with. PURPOSE: To establish the method of use and the dosage of medicinal cannabis use. ---------- Being that dosage amounts work differently for each individual, even for the same individual at different times or for different reasons or through consumption methods, and that potency is both non-lethal as well as uncontrollably variable depending upon the product acquired or cultivated, it is impos
Sit Good Dog
In to the dark obiss i ride into the bloody tomb to claim the beasts bloody hide perhapse to seall my doom I search for the hidious beast my long sword I do wield apon his caurcus I hope to feast my fate will soon be sealed toward the beast I do creep sword drawn ready to attack from its chest the blood will seep or my spine it will crack into the dark obiss I will go with acuracy my sword will fly to insure the blood will flow to end this fight someone must die follow me into the mouth of darkness leave the world of the suns buning light and I shall lead you into the night follow me and exit this place then your life shall be reveald and you and your true form shall meet face to face follow me into the night to find the truth under the eclips of the moon abandon hearing smelling fealing and sight followme into the night watching my life run on a course that I don't quite follow. My cup is full but my soul feels so hollow walking the path that leads to where i want to be down the
The soft whisper on the wind eases her out of peaceful slumber beckoning her out of bed a languid spell she's cast under. Clad only in a white shift she tiptoes down darkened halls guided only by the luminescent moon and candles flickering against the wall. Enchanting music adrift on a breeze flows steadily into her ears.. helpless to resist the pull as it soothes and ceases her deepest fears. Following the music outside eyes dazed, mind in a trance she lets go of inhibitions with grace begins to dance. Shadowed and mysterious he waits in still silence following her every move waiting to offer expert guidance. Her movements liquid against the black velvet of night graceful in poise and flow, embraced by a halo of moonlight. He glides out of shadows and hovers nearer her form a shiver runs down her spine her body loses it's warmth. An eerie calm settles around her sh
My Life
If only I could describe into words the feeling I have inside. As if Im under water and no matter how hard I kick my feet I just keep sinking deeper and deeper, until finely there is no more room for me to sink and Im stuck, as if Im a prisoner in my own pain. And I float there, at the bottom of everything and everyone. And I watch as the world slowly picks at my heart and soul until I no longer float but fall, and no one is there to catch me. And I scream, but nothing comes out, and I cry, but no one takes time to listen. So I fall. Thinking of the moments of pain the drove me sink so deep that I float and to float so far that I scream and cry and finely fall until I can fall no more it seems to simply be a reminder to get up and face the world. But as I do that and as my soul and heart crumble beneath my feet and I use every ounce of courage to stay standing, head up high, then I realise no matter how hard I kick my feet I will always end up sinking back down, so deep into pain, t
idk what to do about stupid, silly things. like this site, for example. i put these pics up and then i wonder why. i am not "the shit" i am not a superstar. i wonder what keeps me here. i just got home from the cruise! crazy times!.. oh well.. what's new?? well, it seems that because im a medic, im cursed.. lol. well, they must really need them overseas, so im going back over there. my unit is deploying me, and ill start training in october this year. boots hit the ground in jan.. then i got 9 months before im home. im going to be changing my profile around, now you know why.. well.. idk. haha. life is interesting.
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Your body my temple To worship and adore I am yours to do as you wish I kneel in your presence Succumb to your every desire In darkness I put my complete Trust in you master In this magical land Glistening and naked I descend into your world Lead me firm and unyielding Make me your whore| Alone I am nothing A shadow But with you in control I become whole I beg you Tell me what you want me to be Shape me I am at your mercy Lust Pain Pleasure Release Bondage... the fiend of pleasure, the drive of pain... the addiction forever; that drives me insane. The desire that makes me, the cloud that has change.. a new founded sex type; that makes me feel the same. My weakness is a pin point, i surrender to the mood; i feel your breath on me.. like a whip in the herd. I scream with excitement, i shrill with glee.. i moan so spontaneous, in ecstacy. I experience the climax, i endure the rush, those cuffs hold me down.. when i feel i've
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How I Feel:(
You can hate me till the of time.. But no matter how much you hate me i will always LOVE YOU... 2 words that fucked every thing up... The words Fuck YOU... Even if you dont mean it the way the person taks it... Fuck You can be used in so many ways... It can be used sarcasticly, shit that or even playn around... But when u say it make sure the preson you say it to isnt going to get mad and not talk to you any more.. That or make sure if they do get mad they give u a chance to explan what u ment by sayn it... When the end comes you'll know it.. And when it does you'll be looking for me.. So we can be together when its time for the end and us to die...
Thing Maybe Getting Better
World At Wit's End I'm not just disgruntled, it's not just some fucked up phase, Walked on broken bottles and tripped over all my strays. I'm not dead and I'm not bored, I'm fucking discontent. With that said, one more word from me and I will beg for breath. I'm in a world that quits. I'm in a world that bends. I'm in a world of shit. I'm in a world at wit's end. My label says "Smoker," I can't see what your tag reads, Guess it must be "Choker," guess we all need air to breathe. Guess we all need labels, guess we all need numbers too. And we'll all follow fables dumbed down for the stupid few. I'm in a world that quits. I'm in a world that bends. I'm in a world of shit. I'm in a world at wit's end. I'm not in a red state and I'm not in a blue state. I'm in the state of rage that is my only true state. I'm also a drinker, a drone of the Working Dead, A daydreaming, night-scheming hotheaded hellbent godsend. I'm in a world that quits. I'm in a world that b

I am not even sure what this is for..but help me/rates and comments plz..teetude... I am not even sure what this is for..but help me/rates and comments plz..teetude...
Deeply Confused
I need boob salutes!! Fuck this point whoring crap. Aren't you all tired of the morons on this site having a longer list of boob salutes, let us unit as females (no moobs :P) and send me salutes so I can be a complete annoyance to Bounty Hunter and company. No nips necessary, I have my own touching my knees right now Just write "monica rules" across your cleavage I will be happy to return the favor, although that is a creepy reason for helping a sister out. Soft touches sweeping across my skin I find myself falling completely into him Life was simple, until you made that move then my world shifted time vanished into the caress of your powerful touch reeling under the pressure of the growing strength your motives prove our new covenant, it has been formed from struggle all that languishing doubt that was born of banishment and pain Now vanquished from my spirit for you when slid into my thoughts I climaxed with that first great thrust I have learned
My Life
silly little girls! HONESTLY how could you ever think that MY MAN would want you! you know who you are... those desperate girls that gotta jump on whatever dick shows just the littlest bit of attention. Look at me than at yourself see the difference I'm what you'll never be a woman who is happy being herself. He tells you that he loves you {bullshit} he tells you that we are getting a divorce {really bullshit} even if he left he would come back cause NO-ONE does it like me. He might talk to you ....he holds me! He might call you... he kisses me! he might get you off...he MAKES LOVE TO ME! If you believe you are anything more than a game your wrong sorry to burst your bubble. so keep blowing up his cellphone and playing the clingy bitch... hes my husband and i don't give up MY THINGS without a fight. that ring is like a brand his ass is mine along with his heart. so really if I'm a skanky hoe or a fat bitch i must be doing something right if it takes him 7 days to recover from me fuckin
A Special World
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow My days of sadness are a thing of the past Because I have found true love at last My days of emptiness are gone for good Because you fill a void in my heart
Baby Time
just you all know i'm make a new lounges so i have a place of my own you'll are welcome to come see it if you want so tomorrow i find out if i'm goting to be haven another baby after after the dr's we are going to p.a. to see my mom so when i get back next week you'll will know if there's gonna be another baby
Just Things
Love after Love The time will comewhen, with elation,you will greet yourself arrivingat your own door, in your own mirror,and each will smile at the other’s welcome, and say, sit here.  Eat.You will love again the stranger who was your self.Give wine.  Give bread.  Give back your heartto itself, to the stranger who has loved you all your life, whom you ignoredfor another, who knows you by heart.Take down the love letters from the bookshelf, the photographs, the desperate notes,peel your own image from the mirror.Sit.  Feast on your life.  ~ Derek Walcott ~   The Power Of Words Have you ever stop to think about the words that you say? When you are angry, is it not words that we use to hurt someone else? If one uses the right words you can bring someone to their knees. Saying something like you are a worthless piece of shit, can stab someone's heart and hurt them more deeply than if you were to hit them. Why are humans like this? Why are we not consciously aware of what we sa
In A Giveaway.. Please Help
I am in need of as much help as I can get.. Im about 12k comments short of getting an auto-11s bling.. any rates or comments that I can get would be so very much appreciated.. and please while you are at it.. please go by and Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment the host.. She is a very sweet, caring and kind friend!.. Anyone that has had the opportunity to chat with her will know what Im speaking of.. she goes out of her way for her friends and doesnt think twice about it.. I think she's amazing and an angel here on earth.. Below you will see the pic that is in the giveaway I am in.. please click on it and if possible just rate it and maybe throw in a comment or two if you have time.. any and all rates and comments will be greatly appreciated.. *Also... IF YOU CARE TO HELP ME WITH COMMENTS I AM PAYING 5k FUBUCKS PER 100 COMMENTS.. BUT.. YOU MUST NOTIFY ME (*AND LET ME REPLY TO YOU SO I KNOW*)BEFORE YOU START SO THAT I KNOW YOU ARE HELPING FOR FUBUCKS.. SO PLEASE CLICK ON MY P
Dried Up Droppings
Adolf Hitler was a tee-total, non-smoking vegetarian, and was quite passionate about the virtues of healthy living. Don't know if he ever rode a scooter, though... Yes, I know they weren't quite invented then. Look - I've done this before but you weren't paying attention, obviously. Hitler owned a moped but never rode it. Goebbels owned several imported HD's, including the one with variomatic transmission. This got traded with a russian political officer for some vodka and a go at driving a train. It was last known to be used for pulling up stumps and driving a drainage pump on a collective farm somewhere on the edge of the Pripet marshes. Goering favoured British bikes and owned a Rudge Imperial which he stole from the Danish embassy in Paris in 1929. Doenitz won the Rudge off Goering in a bet - something to do with which one of them could fit in the pilots seat of a Me 109 however Goering welched on the bet and Doenitz never forgave him. The later conduct of the w
You ran away the other day To get away from the pain But, my love, I say unto you The pain will only worsen The longer you are gone I want to tell you to come back That I will keep you safe Away from all the pain But that would be a lie Life without pain does not exist However, I can promise this If you come back to me I will hold you close In my arms and in my heart From now until my last breath And I will never leave your side We've all heard the saying That nice guys finish last But from what I've seen Throughout my life This simply is not true Many times I have seen The one's I care about get hurt As I try to comfort them They always seem to ask "Why can't I find a nice guy, Someone who's just like you?" I tell them that we're out there Just sometimes hard to find And the next thing I know They find someone else Who turns out to be a jerk And I have to pick up the pieces once more And they only see a friend in me When I want to show them true love
Things That Make Me Grrrr
It seems like I cannot make anyone happy here. I know ur not suppose to let things get to u, its just the internet blah blah, but fuck man, everyday It seems I got somone pissed at me or others giving me the cold shoulder. While still others are not commenting me like they normally would because they dont want to be visited by profile stalkers. WTF is that. Not sure why. I do not expreience this in the real world. But this place....fuckNa. I have alot of fun bullshitting around and all that..cause for me thats all this place is for. But now its becoming this thing where I gotta watch what I say or comment or post or else someone will get pissed. I feel like I am walking on eggshells. Bash me Ignore me Fuck it Fuck off Fuck whatever Some of you know my team has been in this month long hockey tourney that has been going on the weekends. Well today was the semifinal game and we won...woo hoo But I took a cross check to the back really fricken hard...Did
Poetry From The Darkside
The 9Th Day By: L. G. Olson "I've seen the darkness. I know the secrets that it hides and I have felt the pain. I have felt my own blood pool under me. I know the price it holds, and on the 9th day I will pay that price." The 9TH Day: Introduction Lifeless, Broken, Hatred, Brutal. I was afraid of being part of life and even worse, I would miss it. A marriage based on lies, I fell so hard that the blow has left me cold and broken. I hated life for what it did not give me, and the man who had taken it all from me. I could not be touched and I was too empty to see that all I had to do was reach out; but I was too scared to act on it. To broken to heal the endless wounds. Find a stranger and you'll be safe, find a stranger I'll be safe. A stranger found me. I remember the pain. So much pain and the evil that follows in the wake of its destruction, the fevered rush that surges through your soul
Check Out Digsby Tired of firing up MSN, AIM, Yahoo, etc; and then still having to check email, your facebook, myspace, and the thousands of other sites you may be on? Me Too. Digsby is an all-in-one desktop app that integrates seamlessly with all your IM, Email and Social Networks in one slick desktop application. I've been participating in the private beta (invite only) program for the past couple months, and it's freakin sweet. The best part? It's now available for all to use! So go on and give it a look. You will NOT be disappointed. Digsby Website Digsby Features Register FREE! So from time to time, I like to write some "mini crotch novels" both for my own fun and sharing with others. Kinda my way to think and dream about acting out my fantasies when I can't find anyone to act them out with me =) Anyhoo, this 'stories' blog will be my spot to post my writings. They will be NSFW, so keep that in mind as you read them. Hopefully they get you as hot reading them as they
Just a quick mental note.... I fucking hate lying, decieving, treacherous junkie whores!!! Thank you and have a pleasant day. This has been a message from you local 14/88 sponsor.. SEIG HEIL!!! Girls -- Please have a sense of humor!I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ somuch. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I havenever figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.FOR EXAMPLE:One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, thepassion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, Ijust want you to hold me.'I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for meto satisfy your physical needs as a man.'She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for whoI am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'Realizing that
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For My Love
I Am Here When you smile I'll be there. When you laugh I'll be there. When you have had too many drinks I'll be there. When you need to lean on someone I'll be there. When your world has turned black I'll be there. When you can't see the light I'll be there. When you are scared and alone I'll be there. When you need a friend I AM HERE. Sweet Beauty I want to be IN your arms I want to FEEL your touch I want your LIPS on mine For I LOVE you very much You are ALWAYS on my mind I am THINKING about you all the time And I want to LET you know That in my HEART is where your love lies For my love for you is a JOURNEY Starting at FOREVER and ending at NEVER I love your SWEET BEAUTY days go by and still i dream of you, and i hope you dream of me too, there has been too many lies, and far too many goodbyes, for us to be one again. you are the first thing i think of in the morning, and the last thing i think of before
Okay. I'm not really good at letting out how i feel....... Anyone who knows me knows i'm a listener. Anyway..... These past few weeks have been really stressful for me. My mom was in hospital in serious condition for a few weeks. Yes, i was scared..... Nothing like this had ever happened to me, i thought my parents were indestructible. I guess i was wrong. Seeing my dad so worried and upset about her made me realise how much in love he is. And that made me think. I'm not going to mention names, but several of my really close friends had found partners and were in love. I tried to hide how sad and, i suppose, jealous i was but i couldn't. So that is an apology...... If i hurt anyone with my actions i am sorry. But you have to understand, i have never really been that popular, so the thought of everyone else in love made me think how terrible i must be for no-one to like me........ Okay, it makes so sense in the light of day, but when you are down...... Its just feels like the end
Ok so like years ago when i was in Italy I got this crazy dragon tattoo and it didnt really turn out the way I wanted,( helps if the artist understands what you are saying right?! Anywho tonight at the expo I saw so many awesome designs that I am torn from getting my dragon redone or just tossing that idea and getting a Aztec Sun. Man the artist I met is awesome he got his degree from UT in Austin in design and really is an awesome artist... hmmm decisions decisions. But one thing is for sure I sure as hell am not going to get another tattoo with ink that glows in blue light man that was such a rip, my sun never glowed. “And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.” Anais Nin Make the room rain! Me
Music Vids With Meaning
The person who dedicated this song to me knows who they are. Hes my world...him and my lil girl are my everything. I love you babi This song so explains the way my babi makes me feel when we are together Really dont think I need to put an explination under this one. To all the loved ones of a soldier or those who are serving
Murphy's Laws
Murphy's Love Laws 1. All the good ones are taken. 2. If the person isn't taken, there's a reason. (corr. to 1) 3. The nicer someone is, the farther away (s)he is from you. 4. Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant. 5. The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them. 6. Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position. 7. The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it. 8. Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction. 9. Nice guys(girls) finish last. 10. If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. 11. Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else. Murphy's Corollaries Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse. It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious. Law of the Perversity of Nature (Mrs. Murphy's Corollary): You cannot successfully de
What I want So, I figured it is about time to lay it out myself so I know what I want and to anyone out there who thinks they are for me. I would like to think that the things I am looking for in a man are possible, and will not give up till I find it. Anyway, here it goes... In my world there are a couple of things that are important to me in a man that I am going to be with. First, and foremost, is honesty. If you can't be honest with me about who you are and what you are about then you either don't respect me (and I can do without you) or you don't like yourself that much. In the second case, that means that I am gonna have to work really hard to make you feel good about who you are. I don't have time to make your life better and easier cause you don't like who you are. We are all here and we are all free to make our own decisions, so if you don't like the things that you do, then change isn't my job. Here is a bit of an additional note on the above, I am
Erotic Stories
Giving all   There is something different noticed it when youwalked in the door. Looking at her now...standing there wrapped in a towel, herhair still wet from her shower...she looks at you with a certain a look oftranquility, yet you sense her vulnerability. You walk over to her as she letsher towel drop, you’ve never seen her look so open toyou...something stirs within your heart. You get close, looking deep within hereyes, you see the desires within her soul, and she quickly looks away. Gentlyyou run your fingers through her hair, then slowly caressing her along her jaw,turning her face back towards you. She looks up at you and she shivers, knowingyou are seeing all of her for the first is not like it’s so much deeper. She is presenting herself to you, body, heart,and you trust beyond measure, her eyes yearning for you to takeall she has to give. The passion coming from her is intense, almostfrightening...but yo
Welcome To Johnny's World
BLOCKING "ORDER A ROUND"   I've been considering doing this for a while, so here it finally is. Tired of getting countless Pints of fuIness [or whatever the drink of the day BabyJ has chosen]?Started wondering what good is being a Demon, able to shitface people...when they're already shitfaced the entire day?   This is my proposition for a block option. If you would like to have one, post "yes" as your comment. If you enjoy the attention and deleting tons of drink gifts, post "no". If you don't really give a crap either way, don't comment.  To the girl who snuck in drugs for her criminal boyfriend under her 4 day old baby's blanket: Die in a fire.   That is all. Which word comes next? Ball, beach, cicle, _________, Eucharist. a) Duskb) Doughc) Beagled) Summer
The Thoughts Of Another
The beauty within I see when i hear your heavenly voice,to hear a smile upon your face thru the small giggles you lot run free,Makes me feel like heaven on earth with the heart so big wanting to halp so many others an thinking so little of yourself,I see the true angel that you must have deep within your soul giving me one great desire to call you my ownnot knowing how to express my thoughts an never wanting to lot you down i hold my tongue until the time is right an I dream of you each night wanting to hold you bye my side an place your gentle lips next to mying. One Man's Desire With one mans desire there is nothing that can hold him away with the thoughts of a goddess an the sounds of the heavens she speaks his name chasing at his soul for every breathe that she takes with a simple thought of her beauty life can feel like such a dream an to yet hold her bye his side an never lot her go there is nothing that can be more sweet. The Thoughts of Another The thoughts of another
The Asylum
OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND COME TO THE LOUNGE, GIVING GIFTS OUT TO ALL THAT COME IN AND JOIN*~ OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interstedin being a DJ please contact me for more information. Also i need DJ skin, and Kaijaw to message me. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND CO
Letter To Self ?
Doesn't it feel like there is always one song that describes exactly what you're going through, and all you want to do is play it over and over? Lately I've discovered that the song "Wrong Again" is perfect for what I'm going through. Its unbelievably exact. Everything that was wrong in my life, he was there for me, and I choose to give up my life to share it with his, I was so sure of his lies. I was told that when he pushed me away it was because he was scared of finally finding happiness, and like an idiot I believed, at one point he'd told me that things always end up bad when he finds happiness. I was so wrong, this wasn't my prince charming after all. As soon as I got pregnant with his baby, its like i have some horrible disease. His stupid friends from online talk crap bout me on here, and he does nothing. It hurts so bad to see the person you love mistreat you, all because you have nowhere to go anymore, because if you leave, then you know you've really lost the battle. I love
Dark Plum
TarRum TarRum Tum The drums are calling Pay heed and listen Thump Thump Thump The beat intrances Hear the calling Invoke the rites The drums are calling Feel the rythem Sway to and fro TarRum TarRum Tum Give your offerings Lend your spirit and rejoice Thump Thump Thump Freedom for the taking Luster bound in dance Float on feather clouds The drums are calling TarRum TarRum Tum Majestic mysticism dances in magnetic realms of ritual. Tides of vindication ride smoothly on contempt justification. Loose yourself naught in the gleam of retribution. Linger in understanding of ones venerable right of instinct. Respect the congregation of peace within ones core rite. Instigate the being within. Tug upon the ability of transformation. Excel naught the vile recognition of jealousy. Preserve and cultivate awareness of ones innate insight. Revel in the distribution of fairness. Every tide turns to favorable strides. Gain satisfaction in the strokes of ones self port
Name and middle name? Regina..... the rest u don't need 2 know What holiday is your birthday closest to? Thanksgiving Favorite flavored Pie? Apple Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they dont? Sometimes Are you allergic to anything? Bullshit Is there something special you want for Christmas? Laptop When was the last time you went swimming? This summer Do you like cheesecake? Yeah Have you traveled outside the country? Nope Do you keep a planner or calendar with daily events? Nope. I'm unorganzied. I just go with the flow Does anyone love you? Yea. Me Do you have any strange pets? My cat is a very strange pet. Lol What is your dream car? A donkey What did you do today? In bed sick Are you bipolar? No. Well, not diagnosed yet. LOL What is the main ringtone on your cell? Name and middle name? Regina..... the rest u don't need 2 know What holiday is your birthday closest to? Thanksgiving Favorite
If today was the last day that I would ever live, if for some reason today was the last day I would take in a blissful kiss from the wind, then a number of things would be on my mind.... But the most important would be to figure out what to do with the rest of my life before the 24 hours had succeeded... I would climb a mountain top, where I could view the ocean as it traveled miles and miles into the sunset... I would find my best friend and sit with her, telling her how much she meant to me... I would find my true love and kiss him with a sad kiss goodbye. What would you do? I would take my family and play with them, being merry and gentle in ever way possible. I would write a will, making sure everybody I loved was taken care of... I would let everybody know my darkest secrets, giving the fact that my life was no more eligible for embarrasment and prejudice. I would even find my ex-boyfriend and confirm to him that I secretly loved him still.. tell him that deep inside my hear
My Contests
MILLION $$$ FU-BUCK CONTEST Ok I am having a MILLION dollar contest. You can use any SFW pic you'd like. First place - ONE MILLION FU$$$$$$ Second place - 500K FU$$$$$ Third place - 250K FU$$$$$ Fourth place - 100K FU$$$$$ There will also be a bonus for the most rates of 50K FU$$$$$ The contest will start Friday, March 14th at 5pm Fubar time and end Friday, March 21st at 5 pm Fubar time. So if you want in it let me know before then. Self bombing is allowed and encouraged. Bombing families allowed. Absolutely NO DRAMA. If you cause any drama you will be immediately removed from the contest! If there is no activity on your pic within 48 hours, you will be removed from the contest. So if you would like to enter please send me a private message with the link to the pic you would like to use. Million $$$ FuBuck Contestants Are: ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE FOR LIFE~ GoogleDoll MrDiamond~Shadow Leveler DJ Foxy Bitch samantha ☠Celtic-
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love? For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak And heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny m
I always tried to touch the lives of the people I meet in my life. Either if it is by the words that I speak or the actions I take. I will sacrifice my own happiness for the ones that I love and care about. There are days that I feel like I have the world on my shoulders. My family thinks that carrying that burden is bad for my health. But you carry that burden for the ones you love. If you really want to make a difference in that person's life, there are going to be times that you will have to sacrifice your happiness so that they can be truly happy. I want to be that person and I choose to be that person always. I never thought that in all my travels that I would have ever ended up in Iraq. Since being here, I have got to meet some of the Iraqi people that want to change their country. They often talk about what it would be like to visit American and visit places that they have read about in books or seen on tv. They often ask me about my family and where I live back
Twighlight Temptressez....
YOU DONT WANT TO MISS THIS!!!! Come out and party with the girls from the Twilight Temptressez! Drink, dance, and hang out with us Saturday night! Make sure you wear your pink, black or something with skulls on it to show your support for the Temptressez! We will be taking fan pics by Underground Zero Photography ~ so get your smiles ready because this is goin' to be a fun - big - crazy night! XOXO ~The Temptressez~ HERE ARE YOUR DJS FOR THE NIGHT...SUPER HOT LINEUP!! -DJ MAXX DA MONEY - THE NAME FITS!!! THE ORIGINATOR DJ WHEEZY - THE KID FROM WYOMISSING...JUST SICK!! -DJ G VANDAM - ONE OF ALLENTOWN'S HOTTEST, MOST FOLLOWED DJS -DJ GREEK!- "THE LADIES MAN", "THE SHOWMAN", "MR TALENT" -DJ KID KARISMA - WORKING THE MC THIS WEEK, RUNNING THE KARISMA CAM!! BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND!! EACH DJ INVASION GETS MORE AND MORE PACKED!! THESE DJ INVASIONS ARE PACKED WITH A FUN, CLEAN, CROWD!!!!! THE BIGGEST DJ EVENT EVER TO HIT BERKS COUNTY - 4 OF THE AREA’S HOTTEST DJS SPI
Posse Bombs
hi my fabulous friends lol i'm in a contest to win an auto 11 bling which i'm hoping to use for my 2nd fu-birthday if i win it. please rate the pic below. if u have time, please leave some comments too, thanks so much. i need lots of help to get back the lead, as i've dropped to 2nd place to nearly 1000 comments behind, i was that much in front before i went to bed. i've been leading nearly all the way through the contest. rates = 3 points, comments = 1 point so if u can't comment bomb, please at least rate my entry, thanks alot. the 1 with the most points wins 1 auto 11. 2nd and 3rd places get fubucks. here my link ... i know i have great friends who can help me lol spank that monkey hard lol ;o) thanks alot in advance and huge thanks to those who've helped so far :o) don't forget to show the hostess (BooBoo) some love too! 1st place has the git r done bombing family, train riders and others helping him. i have no bombing families helping me, just a f
Under The Hammer Lol
Come Get A Bad Girl & Help Sarge's Bad Girls Get Spotlight.. Do You Want To Own A Bad Girl?? Come Bid On These Bad Girls (Fubucks Only Bids & All Bids Go To Sarge's Bad Girls Spotlight Fund) Tulsa's Angel Meagan Ticha MissHoneypie DJ_Lette FakeFruitCake Here I Go Again you want a peice of me Check out what im offering got to worth a bid lol I would luv just one rate too please the one with the most rates at the end of the Auction gets a bling pack and as most of you know i love giving out bling :-D But please only leave Bids in the comments or ill get my ass kicked and I dont want my ass
Moments Passing
did you ever wonder why we had to run for shelter when the promise of a brave new world fell beneath a clear blue sky...... when i was 18 every thing was a f@#$ing blast..nothing but fun it seemed....3yrs later and nothing....isn't there a option between fading out and burning out.....where is all the fun shit? isn't it a shame we don't through our selves into friendships or relationships the way we did before we got hurt!!!!!!! LOnging for what was missing what might be searching for the cause nothing left to see empty words echo ringing in your ear does any one know whats behind the mirror shallow souls shine through smiles all so fake anger starts to stew how much till you break going on their way nothing seem a miss how their minds do stray searching for their bliss Gentle breezes blow My mind begins to stray Boredom grows My thoughts began sway I long for your embrace Press your lips to mine Hands caress your face I miss your warming smile
The Wolvenheart Fu-blog
Check out this profile and know that it's a faker. The douchebag has hurt good women, broken up families, and quite possibly spread some STD - ladies, if you have ever been with this loser, get checked! Check out abood, a real brave piece of work who insults those that confront him on his behaviour, then blocks them from his page, and posts some lame childish half-assed comment that's supposed to be an insult on their pages or pics. The behavior he gets confronted on that results in him acting like that?Hitting on women, trying to play them, then getting all pissy when they see through it and turn him down - at least, that's what I'm guessing is what made this particular little piece of queerbait go and spout vulgarities and half-assed attempts at insults in the comments to a woman's pics. His bravery shows not, though, in how he blocks those that confront him on his behavior, or even in his half-assed attempts at insulting the women.It's showing truly in how, after his attempt at i
Thoughts For A Day!
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - BOB MARLEY Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching... Sing like nobody's listening... Live like it's Heaven on Earth. May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin o
My Poems
Life is a deaded road that we must travel everyday only to find that we must turn around and start back to where we once was. The places we see and the ppl we meet will somehow fade away like waves that travel through the ocean. Some will stay by yoursaide and help you along your journey But no mater how far we travel its alwaz comes to an end untill we travel our own path of discovery The screams of a tourched soul fills the air, Tears fall from a battered face as blood stains the ground, The sky slowly fades to black. All hope slips away, The vision of you being with me quickly turns to ashes. An empty whole in a once love fulled heart is all that remains, Darkness is all these bloodshot eyes can see. Slowly cascading downward plunging into insignificant nothingness, My spirit drifts below zero my humanity crumbles to pieces. Agonizing memories haunt my once tranquil dreams late at night, Portraits on the wall fade away into desolate frames. Hollow are the words t
Fubar Invitational Tournament
Down to 8! No need to hate! They will fornicate on the first date! But only if you blast or fu blinginate! Oh yeah go vote too. Round 1 is in the books. In true march madness fashion there were a few upsets thanks to you great band of mummers. One number one seed fell in round 1 which has never happened in the real tournament of course, but hell we all know anything is possible on Fubar. Round 2 is under way now and well it can only get more intense as the point whores fall one by one. Luckily for you all there are only 16 games in round 2. Round 1 took quite a bit more time than I thought it would because there were 32 games. Oh well anyhow, do what you all do bitch, moan, and yes vote. Well that's another round finished! We are down to 16 of Fubar's finest point whores. The tension mounts as the tournament draws closer and closer to an end. Who will be left standing? Tune in and find out. Same bat time, same bat channel.
Amusing Tidbits From Nikkita Stone
Out of the mouths of babes comes this news. Budding scientist, 12-year-old Jasmine Roberts from Benito Middle School in Tampa, Fla., has created a science project that has lots of grown-ups sitting up and taking notice. Her conclusion: Ice at fast food restaurants is laced with bacteria. Lots of it. Tampa Bay Online reports that Roberts examined the amount of bacteria in the ice served at fast food restaurants and the amount of bacteria in the toilet bowl water in those same restaurants. The toilet bowl water was cleaner 70 percent of the time. Even Roberts found the results to be startling. She told Tampa Bay Online reporter Michele Sager, "I thought there might be a little bacteria in the ice, but I never expected it to be this much. And I never thought the toilet water would be cleaner." The study: Roberts collected ice samples from five fast food restaurants near the University of South Florida, including from self-service dispensers inside the restaurants and from drinks se
A Written Mind
This poem was written by me and dedicated to Dark Prince my fu-husband and real life boyfriend. A life time of fighting, Blood spilling for others. Her flame always igniting, Those that fell were brothers. Upon the crimson field she stands, With a thud her sword lands. She takes a peek, The pain starts to grow. Another bloody pointless week, She hits the ultimate low. Her body shaking... Wishing to crumble, Her heart... Once again troubled. Eyes pressed tight... She slips, Moments pass... Waiting for what won't be. Arms enclosed... Hands upon her hips, Around his neck her hearts key. In confusion she doth glare, Her eyes fix upon his stare. Upon his face a grin doth grow bright, "Fear not, for I shall always catch the light." Standing in the rain, Lost and without hope. She waits for the one, Who will stand by her. Protect her from the dark, Care and love her till the end. With broken wings, And no faith. With pain and despair, Her heart she can't s
Thoughts & Poetry
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter ...with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across th
Leveling Help Needed
Please Help these Members Level! Big Sexy needs 17,200 to Level Wolfman Needs 23,300 to Level VodkaGurl needs 24,350 to Level Please help Level these peeps! DJ Wabbit only has 14,000 points to go! Psycho Assasin only has 19,000 points to go! F@llenAng3l only has 19,500 to go! Big Sexy only has 20,000 points to go! DJ Rebel only has 32,700 points to go! Please Help these Members Level! F@llenAng3l Needs 12,2
Bombing Help Needed
F@llenAng3l is in a VIP Contest (1 month), need 10,000 comments, so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY! Time limit 8 wks from upload date VodkaGurl is in a VIP Contest (1 month), need 10,000 comments, so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY! Time limit 3 wks from upload date CarlWolf is in a VIP Contest (3 month), need 16,000 comments, so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY! No time limit. F@llenAng3l is in a VIP Contest (1 month), need 10,000 comments, so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY! Time limit 8 wks from upload date I am in my first VIP contest!!! I would really like to have a VIP. I need 10,000 comments within 8 weeks! I am willing to help everyone that helps me within reason. I can make some morphs for you, rate as much of your stuff as I can everyday for so much amount of time or anything else that we can come to an agreement to! All you have to do is
Life And Love
Well, as a lot of you know, my girlfriend, Rhonda, was moving up here to Washington. She made it here safely on May 5th, 2008. It is going to be one of my greatest memories. She called me a lot while she was one the road to get here. And then when she was close, I was on the phone with her, giving the final directions to me. Then I ran to end of the driveway and was bouncing up & down as she was driving up the street. When she parked and got out of the car, I took her in my arms and gave her the most passionate kiss and held her close to me. I am as happy as I can be now that Rhonda, the love of my life, is here with me. I will tell you all about some more of our adventures soon. Right now, all I want to do, is be with her showing her and the rest of the world how much I am truly and madly in love with her. I love you, Rhonda!!!! "It is not just the words that are said, but how they are said and why." There is several reasons I say this tonight, and I have felt it for
why is it that when you are drunk all you can think about is things you really don't want to?  The last 3 serious relationships I have had ended badly and they all moved on before we were even over.  One cheated on me and left me for that girl, the next moved on emotionaly, and the third was already talking to the girl he is w/ now when we were still together like 2 or 3 months before we even broke up...even left the same comment on her page and my page on the same exact day.  I know I'm not perfect but I try as hard as I can when I am w/ someone.  Even now the guys who claim to like me don't actually want to be with me, they just wanna get in my pants. I guess I look easy and slutty, thats all I am.  I just want something real.  I don't want hook ups or to just have fun, I want someone that will take me flaws and all. I'm looking back at entrys in my old written journal trying to fit it all in one note book and every word I wrote hurts and it makes me wonder why I tried so hard when
You Know It
03-19-2008 2:30 Pm
I'm In My Very First Auction Ever. I See All These People Go And Check My Auction Pic Out But None Of Them Make A Bid. What Is It About Me That Nobody Wants To Bid On Me. This Auction I'm In Isn't Called "The Sexiest People In Auction Contest". IT'S NOT A DATING CONTEST, NOR IS IT A "AUCTION, BID, OWN, SLEEP WITH THE OWNER CONTEST. I Mean Heck I Know I'm Not Hot Like A Super Model Nor Do I Have The Body Of A Porn Star But I Have One Of The Biggest Hearts ever And I'm A Very Good Friend. === 'Wants Her 1st V.I.P Pass. Who Ever Helps Me Get It Will Get Rated 11's On Picz, Stashes, Comment' wrote the following at '2008-11-21 03:55:46'.. > > > > > > > > > > FUBLING ONLY AUCTION > FUBLING AUCTION STARTS 11-21-08 AND WILL RUN TO 11-30-08 > ANY COMMENTS LEFT PRIOR TO 11-21-08 WILL BE DELETED > > ONLY BLING AND BLING PACKS TO BE OFFERED > NO VIPS, NO BLASTS, NO TICKERS, NO HAPPY HOURS!! > > > > > CLICK FOR ALBUM & HAPPY BIDDING > > > > >
Peoms 3
People turn thier heads, As they pass by, He always wanted to ask, Because he never knew why. He would look in the mirror, To find any little defect. It all appeared good to him, There was nothing he could detect. Still noone would come near, Till one day it all came to an end. And with the sadness gone, A new way of life could begin. What was his problem? What was it that set him apart? Ever since this man was born, He has let out one long continous fart. If we had never met, Would your life still be the same. Could your world still be intact. Without even the slightest of change. If this is true,then I have done wrong, To think possibly never having you friend. Having that kind of hole in my life, And not knowing till my times end. In a world where everyone, Does and can not trust. In your heart and mind, To be a better friend,I must. Now that this has been said, A stronger friendship will now stand. Never will I find another like you, Her
What Do You Think?
Would you consider these hard words to hear after you broke up with someone or would you just blow it off.. maybe even distance yourself from them. I wouldn't consider it hard, I would even take it in consideration depending on how the breakup ended. if it ended on a bad note.. then I wouldn't believe what is being said. If it ended on good terms, I might take to heart that the love may still be there and true. I heard a favorite old song today.. In My Mind by Heather Headley. The bridge to the song says: They say if you love something you've got to let it go and if it comes back then it means so much more. But if it never does at least you will know that it was something you had to go through to grow Do you agree? Have you been soo into your intimate moment that you aren't aware of your love saying your name? Someone on fubar owns my picture on another site... I'm his sexy mama {smiles} Cute!
Green Love
it's easy to stop smiling when backs are turned. that's when it's ok to bear the fangs. the ones you sink into trusting necks. They'll never know who wounded them! the fangs sink deeper into backs than they ever could face to face. but you already know that. and you know how much more pain jumps through the body when the cut is deep; the harsh criticisms spread and the damage is done. and all the while you're distracted by your own self pitying, self promoting evil. it may be unseeing, but it keeps you busy and concealed. your biting inconsistencies will be your downfall. please forgive me. please listen to what i have to say. please hold my hand. please call me out every time i wrong you. please accept me despite my faults. please let me be yours. please kiss me. please listen to my truths and forget my lies. please let me start over. please love me for what i am. please leave a message after the beep. please look into my eyes. please put your arms around me. pl
Don't Pass This By!!
I made this music player at TO RECEIVE PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS LIKE THIS IS AMAZING.. Well here I am again.. I told you I was dedicated and now I wanna take the time to Thank everyone that has been sending in there pictures and prayers for Cameron. And there are so many more. I will be posting some each time I make a new Bull
The auction is officially open...Do want to fu-own me..then come check me's just a click away.. Auction ends April 1 Come look into my eyes...deeper...and tell me what's your bids going to be to own me. This is a dual auction and don't forget to also rate the picture.. Let's get the party started and have some fun...come and bid to own me Also please go show the hostesses some love. Thanks, Silverpixi Hiya all..hope all is well...There is still time to join in the fun to bid to own me... This first auction is a dual auction and if you can't bid please just drop a rate. Both auctions end July 31...Happy Bidding :-D Hugs, Silverpixi
Edgar Cayce
August 22, 1983 ~ The day I was supposed to grace this Earth with my Physical presence... September 19, 1983 ~ The day I had chosen for myself to grace this Earth with my Physical presence... Many of you have heard me tell the story of how I was born nearly a month late, almost exactly to the’s one of my favorite stories about myself that I tell... What many of you don’t know is my belief as to why I was born late, why my soul was not yet ready to be at One with a Physical entity on the day it was to be so... I have spent most of my life as a researcher - I love to read and expand my knowledge on all subjects that interest and inspire me. One of these subjects is Astrology, the alignment of the planets & stars with the metaphysical make-up of the Human Mind - the How & Why of who we are based on that alignment the day we are Born. I have come across many points of reference on this subject, but something that really caught my eye was a writing done by one of my f
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My 1st Fubar Blog
Killing this good ole boy. Oh what I wouldn't give for a swimming pool. When does the fall season begin?? We had my 2 little nieces,ages 3 and 5,birthdays yesterday on top of the mother's day bbq. 4 kids and 1 uncle wanting to please both nephews and nieces. Sooooo tiring,yet fun fun. Kids...gotta love them!! :) First I wanna give a shout out to my grama who turned 75 years old today. Then I'd like to say hi to my little niece,Brianna. Had a great time hanging out with her today. She is the cutest,sweetest baby girl. Uncle Jake Loves her ever so much. :)
Self Reflection
So after reading my blog I realized that it was incomplete. I talked about my attraction issues now I have to flip the coin, just like I always seem to pick the ones that arent attracted too me I am getting hit on by women that I am not attracted too. So it must be a universal thing. So never mind we all seem to have that problem and it hasnt been figured out yet and probably never will. SO I continue on being shot down and having to shoot down. Am I shallow to want someone who stimulates me visually as well as mentally. I know right off if you catch my eye the hard part is finding out if the inner you is as beautiful. I am a realist, a relationship wont work if you dont have both if those parts. Visual and mental. But thats how I see it. Like it or not that me... So sometime I sit and reflect on my life and my wants and desire. What am I attracted too? What is attracted too me? AFter this many years I have found out what those answers are just trying to figure out why those an
New Fubar Family Members
Please stop by her page, rate, fan, add, send her a drink. She's an awesome person! Don't miss out on making a great friend! ropedemdimples@ fubar cfduane4@ fubar Tell him Jimm and Rhonda sent you! Show him LOTS of fu-love! Hey everybody! Wanna meet a really great guy? Wanna make a wonderful friend? Then you need to meet this guy! He proudly served our country for many years! Everybody, show him fubar love! budman_35@ fubar
Well it is Easter ... the holiday that represents the Crucifixion and Resurrection of Christ. I am far from a holy roller, but I have a new appreciation of the holiday. Some may say this is sacrilege but Easter has a whole new meaning for me. Some that may know me or know about me but others have no clue. I was in a relationship with a person who I thought was my Anamchara (It's the Celtic word for "soul friend") at least that is what he lead me to believe. In this relationship he contributed very little ... now if it was because he couldn't or didn't want to I am not sure. All I know is now he is gone and I am left to wonder. So on to how this reminds me of the Easter season. Well I my love life was basically crucified when I found out that we did not share the love that would make us grow and be happy. So we parted ways in a somewhat amicable fashion (at least I don't hate him) Now I am left to wonder will there be a resurrection of my love life ... I sit here mos
Diary Of A Mad Woman
It's red The sticky stuff Its comming out of my flesh dripping, oozing, creeping, crawling, crying, It's blood The pain going away the feelings coming out it's pooling undernieth me Im suddenly scared as it wont stop I feel weak I lay down on the ground It's red, the sticky stuff coming out of my flesh Driping, Oozing, Creeping, Crawling, It's blood Someone save me! When I was just a little girl, My mama used to tuck me into bed, And she'd read me a story. [CHANEL:] It always was about a princess in distress And how a guy would save her And end up with the glory. [DORINDA:] I'd lie in bed And think about The person that I wanted to be, [AQUA:] Then one day I realized The fairy tale life wasn't for me. [CHORUS – ALL:] I don't wanna be like Cinderella, Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar, Waiting for somebody to come and set me free (Come and set me free) I don't wanna be like someone waiting For a handsome prince to come and s
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hi everyone, I've been asked to host an auction, so after a couple of days of planning and discussions (and before we saw any others similar LOL), I've decided to host the guys side of an auction and Michelle is going to host the ladies side of the auction on her page. Her link ... ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ Entry fee is just 15K fubucks, thats right, just 15K, not 50K or 100K other people charge for auctions LOL. Lady entries must send your fee, pic and offer to Michelle at the above link. Males must send your fee, pic and offer to me ASAP Please rate fan and add both of the hostesses when you enter if you haven't already, this is a join fun auction, thank you. Auctions are a great way to make some new friends and have some fun. BONUS - The male with the most rates at the end of the auction will receive 30K fubucks off me and female receives 30K off Michelle. Here are our rules ... PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT THEM BEFORE THEY
I Love My Master I give him my heart, my body and my soul. Every bit of me belongs to him. I bow down to him willing to serve him in any way he wishes. I will forever stand by his side. I will proudly wear his collar. I will allow him to mark me in anyway he see's fit. Whether it be a tattoo, a piercing, or the marks left from his whip. I will never deny any request. I will never tell him a lie. I will always focus and provide him with his every need. I will always serve him, not because I am powerless to him... Because I choose to give him power of me and I take great pride in the fact that he takes me as his slave. »-(¯`v´¯)-»»ÐJ ǵ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»» §låvê †ð Öñ¥z, Èmåñðñ & Ðj þrï¢k@ fubar Vålµê Ö£ Ä §låvê To many, slaves are considered owned property. Many take this to mean that those who prefer a master / slave relationship see slaves as having no value or worth, as no more important than a rug or other property. This is not true in
Today began wonderfully. A little white moth was flitting by my head as I went into the kitchen to fix myself some breakfast. Now I did not register the meaning of the moth's presence until, half way through eating a bland bowl of rice krispies, that I noticed there was something a miss. Sometimes rice krispies have little burnt brown pieces of puffed rice floating around with all the other normal pieces of puffed rice. While chewing on a good sized mouthful, I noticed that one of the pieces of rice had wings and was trying to crawl out of my bowl. After blowing a good portion of my milk sopped cereal out of my nose I gleefully drownded the bastard young moth, before turning away from the table to see where the demon spawned mother had fled to. As my eyes scanned the room I began to sweat, the room felt hotter than a cuisinart full of toads. Poison. The bastards probably filled each piece of puffed rice with some kind of biological toxin i
Can I ever make someone truly happy? My flaws flow through my veins. Throughout this imperfect body. My personality is good but lacks something as always. All I do is disappoint you when I'm only being me and trying to make you happy. I wish I was perfect for you. Make you happy forever. Have you fall in love with ME. The person I am flaws and all. Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style? You say you don't love me but that you just care about me. Why are you holding back from loving me and why don't or can't you love me? Is it because you are too afraid of what love means? Are you afraid of the word, love? Love shouldn't be something that's feared. Love shouldn't be over thought,
Something I put together because sometimes we forget. A tribute to the troops who were lost and who served during the invasion of Panama in 1989. In honor of all Marines and FMF Sailors. Our tears flow as one Our Honor shared by all Blood of Our Brothers Sacred grounds have made Into your hands, my Brother I entrust my life Semper Fidelis © 2007
Here We Go Again
Well for those of you who are interested we are going back to the hospital again. Looks like another possibility of surgery again. Hoping that things will turn out better than I think, but anymore I always believe the worst and hope for the best. Prayers for Joey are welcome. Well the healing process continues and we continue to be hopeful. Joey has been trying really hard to do what the dr has asked of him (stay off his foot, keep it elevated, watch his sugar levels, ect.) so hopefully things will be good. But as things do with him, his foot is not healing quite the way the dr was hoping it would. Its still a "bigger" wound than he expected by now, we are having problems keeping it "dry" so the skin around the wound and the stitches is white and maserated (breaking down). Not sure what the dr is going to want us to do. Last week they had us keep the wound vac off for a few days, but now that its been back on, its looking almost as bad as it did before they took the thing off
Sex Sells
COME BID AND OWN THE SEXIEST DJ TESHA SHE HAS ALOT TO OFFER HER OWNER!!! I WILL RATE EVERY PIC,PIMP OUT ON MY PAGE, 2 SALUTES ONE NSFW AND ONE SFW, GIFT EVERYDAY FOR A MONTH, COMMENT DAILY FOR A MONTH,YOUR NAME IN MINE FOR THE WHOLE MONTH,ADDED TO MY FAMILY AS WELL AS YAHOO ONE HOUR CAM SESSION FOR ONE MONTH,30 MIN OERSONAL FONE CALL FROM ME FOR ONE MONTH!! MORE TO COME SO LETS DO THIS CLICK LINK BELOW AND BID ON THIS HOTT LADY :p DJ Tesha -Engaged to Dj Bear- -Pimpette to Master-Dj @ Sex Sells@ fubar (repost of original by 'DJ Tesha -Engaged to Dj Bear- -Pimpette to Master-Dj @ Sex Sells' on '2008-04-05 18:14:12') (repost of original by 'Jarhead' on '2008-04-05 18:24:16') imikimi - Customize Your World Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul,
I am here to let you all know that Rob was brought back to the hospital last night. He started vomiting blood and collapsed shortly thereafter. As of right now, he is in critical condition and it is touch and go from here. There is a possibility he may be induced into a coma should he not show any signs of improvement. For me to have to tell you this news not only hurts, it has me outraged. This could have been avoided. You see Rob in the past two weeks has been telling people, "no stress", and his closest friends have concurred with that, yet there were still some people, even among those saying for him not to stress, that were putting more stress on him, thus leading to him being in another hospital. I have been with him periodically since he has been home; he and my sister were best friends and he became like family to all of us. While he was here, I saw some messages that were sent to him and sometimes heard his end of conversations, and people seemed to have no trouble cho
I Know U
Sitting here all alone, thinking one day my life will come alone. I sit here "by myself" I sit here "by myself" heart sinking in sorrow, not able to move, eat, sleep or drink. Wondering if you are somewhere thinking and feeling me the same way. Praying that you come back this way to me and feel my heart with song and laughter. Oh this was not the plan, not the plan, not the plan. While I'm setting here all alone "by myself". PEACE..... Dreaming of a new day....with all my body, soul and mind floating away, in this day. Warm to the touch, as gentle as a flower blowing in the breeze. All I want is to feel your touch, "in me, on me through me". This is what I crave from you, each and every night.I am armed with so much passion, so much love, juices flowing from head to toe. My heart wondering if I will ever feel your body next to mines again. Dreaming, Dreaming of you lying next to me. Dreaming one day I will have your mind, body and soul, and hoping that's the way it will be.... To shar
Idk Anymore
Ok... so this dumb ass decides to hit me up and leaves me this shout.. how funny is this.. Tiger is his name.. 49/m/amarillo, texas... everyone, give him hell.. Tiger: you only have free will becouse the white man gave it too you / you dum shit Whats good everyone. Its been about a year and a couple months.. I met this chick off fubar and went to go meet her.. Apparently, one of her "friends" didnt like that idea so he would text her and tell her all these different things about what he would do for her and to her.. Nigga is quite funny. So she would text him and talk to him, u know, the type of shit young females do. How he wants to eat her out and he wanted to do it so bad. So anyway, we stop talking becuase she wanted to tell him what goes on in the bedroom and tell him she wanted to be with him. Which i dont understand since he has a girlfriend. But get this, he gets happy as hell that we stop talking, he tried to write a "blog" about me sucking in bed.. Sounds kinda homo, ri
Dear best friend, I hope you read this I hope you realize why I did what I did sis. I can't explain what I went through To get me where I am But all I know is I need you My sister and my friend Lets not let our differences Tear us further apart I'll be sitting here in silence Until you have a change of heart Please don't leave me waiting For it's times like these you see When all around me walls are breaking I need my sister beside me So, please best friend and sister, read this And realize I only do the things I think are best. Running through the night Going from shadow to shadow Trying to hide from everyone The traces of my pain Nothing seems to be going right The shadows close around me Pulling me into their midst Into the depths of their disdain The stench of death surrounds me As I am further pulled in Hands reach out and grasp At what they think is their gain Then suddenly a light appears The shadows all d
My Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. Young black woman whats ur name Its pride and beauty for I have no shame I am a young black woman you know my name I am a black rose...a black pearl in white sand I have a broad nose and thick lips I am a suviour, a fighter, and a breeder A lover...a hater...and not a deciever I am like Angela Davis tall and politically outspoken. A diva...the Queen of the Nile. A cup of hot chocolate on a cold winter nite A box of expensive chocolate when ur ending a days fite Beauty is here because I am here Strong and independent without any fear You wanna know why? Because I am a Young Black Woman You always talk about what you want and what you need What about me?
More Poetry
Mothers are the greatest in the world they birth us and feed us they help us to grow they teach us what they feel we should know then the time comes to let us go they pray what we've learned over the years will stay in our hearts in spite of our peers they'll always be there no matter what the problem whether it be large or whether it be small a mother's love knows no boundaries at all a nother and a child from the time of birth have a bond that won't break while here on earth the love for her child won't ever grow cold even when both are wrinkled and old that's why I say to you on this Mother's Day You're the greatest in the world your son... DJ The tears keep trying to fall My heart starts to sink My chest feels hallow yet heavy My eyes begin to fill The water welling up inside I miss not having someone to call "MY LOVE" I miss giving passionate kisses I miss being able to cuddle To hold a love close To feel the love of another To have my heart filled wit
Ok, so this is a bit tricky to follow, so keep up if you can, lol. I have this friend, Jason, whom is married to Amber, and together the have a daughter, Taylor, who is only 7. Now, these people had absolutely no place to live. Me, and my family, took them into our home and welcomed them with open arms because I thought that Jason was one of my BEST FRIENDS. He had never done me wrong, always stuck up for me no matter what, etc. So, I told them they could stay here a week because we really didn't have the room. During that week they were suposed to be going to welfare to get food stamps, cash, housing, etc. Anything they could get, just to get them by until they got jobs. No problem. They went, got emergency food stamps and medical covers and they told us that they had to wait on their cash because something about the government being behind, which IS true because we checked. Doesn't sound like a big deal, right? WRONG! What was supposed to be one week turned into an entire month. I
That the ones that hurt, never speak. (I'm breaking this up because no one would read any of it if it were two miles long.) I occasionally post some of things in my life that stress me out... I never really get much in the way of response or they turn into empty promises. But like I said in "einz" it's too much for me and no one has time for me. I take that back. One person did, I happened to be at my father's crying. And my phone had died. I've seen a lot of shit come and go in my short 26 years... a lot. A lot more than most see in their lives. I have been abused in every way imaginable from just about any person you could think of that could. I have seen death. In the droves. I have been shoved down, kicked and then maimed mentally, physically, verbally and psychologically. I have been mind fucked and mind bended. I have been lied to, made to lie, seen someones lies. I have been made to be silent. And made to scream. I had to deal with watching the one person that I belie
My Poetry
Forsaken Soul Scars dance across my soul, burning my hopes and dreams. Afraid to feel the touch of new love caress my old bruises. Longing to rebuild what a past has crumbled into nothingness. Darkness blinds me from the stars, that used to guide me through life. Lost the words that spoke only to enlighten her soul with love. Drowning in my own emptiness, crowded with these dying dreams. Tears spilling over my cheeks, trying to cleanse an aching soul. Memories never cease to burn, ripping their way into your heart. Consumed in trying to forget them, the bruises cascading down my soul. Shredding away the innocence, scrapping the love from my heart. Loneliness, my only company, forcing more tears from my eyes. Buried amongst all the pain, dragging itself against my skin. Etching emptiness across my face, give up on all your lost faith. Holding on to nothing forever, losing sight between dreams and reality. Pain and
Does age really even matter now days? some say young people are not mature enough in life, but the way I see it is it depends on the person and how they are in life. You can be 40 years old and act so immature its pittiful. I see some young adults in life thats in their 20's and are responsable and respectful and know how to treat someone, then you have the older group that is disrespectful and has noclue what to do in life.anyways im just blabbin lol.. life is getting so much better after being separated, I am much happier and have come to relize that ppl change and sometimes we cant stay with the ones we have been with for ever. I have been seeing someone for a couple of weeks now and that helps letting go. My best friend is going through some hard times with his marriage I really hope he makes it through this hard time just know it gets better after time.. Never make a Man priority when he only makes you and option. ~Unknown~
Evil And Its Presence
this is exciting i just cant wait, my sun was out and now its raining, not in a litteral sence but still, i dont know why i dont know how but somthing brought me down, somthing had brought me to a stop, a long pause for my well being, my happy is being drained............ just fucking kill me now, im tired im sick, the girl i fell for the hardest, said herself that she thinks i am discusting, and that she had never loved me....yet for some odd reason i get haunted by her name i wanted to forget i wanted to be happy again but now i am reduced to tears....somthing is fucking with my head, the only good its doing is the favor that society may not have to see me again, its either going to kill me some how, or drive me completly insane, and institutionalized, locked away in my own little play pin never to be seen from nor heard from ever again, i loved her with my heart and my soul, and nothing would ever change a loss of words i sit with tear drops trickling down my face, the war
Song I wrote 5 yrs ago Current mood: creative Category: Blogging So I was doing some cleaning and came across a song that I wrote about 5 yrs ago. I thought that I would share the lyrics because I think it's kinda nice. But that's just me. "I Miss You So Much" by Charles "DeAnte" Askew Verse 1: How do I explain the way you made me feel It seemed like it was a dream but only it was real You were always there for me through thick and thin You treated me as your lover as well as your best friend You were there for me when I needed a hug Like when I felt the world was against me you were there to show me love You would comfort me in your wide open arms Like you was my shelter that protected me from harm But since you went away I often reminsce About the love we use to share and the way we use to kiss You were ha
The Not So Dark Side
its blackness over whelming, could it be, surley there was some mistake, on a day like today, never, but alas the sky was black and it poured its mighty waters, yet at the sight of rain i was rejoycing, for a miracal had on this day, rain, fantastic rain that covered its ground....rain sweet sweet rain, my birthday was today, and for the first time ever it stormed, i was happy to see such a sight, the rain taking over a hot miserable day... the humiliation, it was painstaking to hear those words, bt what was worse i didnt hear them directly. i saw them online through a friend...she has a bf, why wasnt i told and what did i do not to be told the truth im honest i know things but again i was left in the shadows....then i became lol you taught me what love was, you showed me the light, you made my life complete and it was done with such gental care, you took me under you wing and alowed me to kiss your lips, the things you spoke to me the words you used, you cared for me, my
Poems!! Some Self Written!!
Buried at PhotoCasket Sitting around.......waiting! Looking at the phone......waiting! Checking messages hoping......waiting! Tell you something and response is.......waiting! Can I have some time to talk..........waiting! WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT ......... well I am tired of waiting!! Sitting and staring at walls, not hearing the music that is being played!! Not hearing what a person has said!!Only emotion shown is the flood of tears coming down your cheeks as you feel cold and hollow, longing for the joyful feeling of being loved!! Made to feel special, beautiful, and just the feeling of being "ALIVE"!! Frozen even though the temp is warm, all cause you are alone!! And hearing the constant repeating of a voice saying "You are my world, my heart and my soul" but still can't shake the frozen feeling or blank stare, and even worse, the tears continue to flood down your cheeks!! Becoming all too familiar with the feeling of your heart being torn out!!!
Fiesta Tappers
This is a current list of all Fiesta Tappers in no special order. Please make sure you have everyone fanned, added and rated. FIESTA TAPPERS HOME PAGE (empty friends request will be deleted)@ fubar ~ Chickie Momma~ Happily married to Mr. JDub~ Fiesta Tappers~Owned by Claymore~@ fubar ღஜDa®k Kittÿஜღ ~~♥Fo®eve® In Da®kne§§♥~~Fiesta Tappers@ fubar ~~ Sam's Seductive Angel~~ Fiesta Tappers ~~@ fubar Mr Pibb - Owned by / Owner of eLLe ~ Fiesta Tappers ~@ fubar Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*Rising Star's*FiestaTappers!@ fubar Shaggy Member Of The Fiesta Tappers@ fubar Smitty - Just Having Fun - Fiesta Tappers - Owner of Shannon aka '~Shannon~ 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar Jadaira Fiesta Tappers member
For you I would do anything Just to show you my love Walk through fire to be with you Thinking of you my heart Wants to shrivel up and die You are like a succubus Draining me with every breath you take Grabbing you tight wanting so badly To hold you forever never letting go My angel is what you are Your love so precious to me Looking into your deep eyes All I can do is cry Felling tied to you with biting chains Blisters on my soul a constant reminder No matter how hard I try Words cannot express my devotion Being the center of my world Every emotion I feel revolves around you Laying close at night Smothering you would be so easy How you have suffocated me with lies With you gone, so shall the pain Remembering my trembling hands Reaching towards you for the first time Beauty that could not be compared Your radiance surrounds me always Being with you has feelings of Shame course through my veins Dead I
so my landlord came over today and was pretty much bashing my boyfriend because he heard one of our big fights and he thinks he has the right to asume that he doesnt do anything to contribute well he does he's great with my kids and he loves me. so we fight big fucking deal who doesnt fight  i mean ours would get physical but nothin i cant handle. im a very tough chica. i dont  want my boyfriend working if he doesnt have too cause it means i dont have to put the kids in daycare and i get to see him when im not working. the guy just assumes he has the right to tel me he wont change i realy could care less if he did i love him the way he is where waiting to find out for sure but we may be pregnant again and if so then after this one is born mikes getting fixed so no more kiddies update: test today POSITIVE LIARS people who don't know how to tell the truth all need to die of shut there fucking mouths i can't stand BACKSTABBERS there just wannabes and all they do is give me a godd
I stand behind the thin sheet of glass Watching my angel from a far I want so badly to be there To share in who you are So much has been taken from you These things I want to help you get back I pound my fists in anger but I'm held back by this fucking glass I fight more than just physically My emotions spinning out of control My body is stuck in one place In another is my soul My heart is no longer with me It was abandoned and left in the trash Somehow it made its way to you While I'm stuck behind the glass A cloud of darkness, surrounded my soul My heart was weary, out of control I needed peace, to see me through When I'd lost all hope, I found you So now I see much brighter days You took all my sadness away I feel the warmth of your candlelight I see it in your eyes tonight When I was weak, you were there Didn't waste time, you showed you care You believe in me, and believe in us
My heart was bleeding Lying broken upon the floor It had exploded into tiny pieces The minute he walked out the door. I walked for awhile in the darkness Never veering towards love’s light My world was full of shadows Full with the darkness of night. Then you came along and opened me up You put the beat back into my heart Because of you my life now had meaning I was able to give love a new start. I know this is real These feelings I have for you You’ve made me feel so much inside Feelings so strong and so true. I killed our love before it ever got to start I sent him away but he took my heart I knew it was over when he wouldnt talk Again down the path of darkness I walk. I had found true love or so I had thought He had all the right things I had sought But again I destroyed whatever we had Now I sit here cryin lookin so sad. I knew better then to give my heart away But he had all the right things to say He w
Random Thoughts
On the first day God created the dog and said: Sit all day by the door of your home and bark at anyone who comes in or walk pasts. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years. The dog replied: That's a long time to be barking, how about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten. God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: Entertain people, do tricks and make them laugh. For this, I will give you a twenty-year life span. The monkey said: Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did? God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years. The cow replied: That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give you back the other forty? God a
My Music And Lyrics
Ngayon, ko lang nabatid na hindi biro ang umibig nakapagtataka nadarama'y tunay na ligaya habang sayo'y buong pusoy ko ngayon tila ipaubaya. Chorus: Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailan man 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang buhay ko. Noon akala ko ang wagas na pag-ibig Ay sa nobela lang matatagpuan At para bang kayhirap na paniwalaan Ikaw, ikaw pala ang hinihintay kong pangarap Ngayon kapiling ka at tayo'y iisa Hindi ko hahayaan na sa atin ay may hahadlang Chorus: Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailan man 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang buhay ko Upang 'di magkalayo kailanman 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang sa buhay ko Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailanman 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang sa buhay ko..... oh, lalala 2007 IKON ASEAN winner -Vina Morales "Pan
~r.i.p~ Chris
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Random Ranting?!
OMG Can today be over yet? Its kinda sucked amazingly super badddddd And its not over yet. I have a job orientation to go to And I have to wear a fucking polo...this is so wrong. Its just sick, twisted and wrong. I need caffeine MMMHM Wednesday July 9th At Showbox at the Market - 1426 1st Avenue MIKE NESS AND HIS BAND with special guests THE HORTON BROTHERS (feat. Miss Lauren Marie) $30.00 ADV / DOS - Doors at 7pm - All Ages Tickets on sale Saturday May 3rd at 10am. So going. Mike Ness makes me wet lol
Ballllllin'. I made the rough design for this shirt (still rough) crippled out of my mind, i dedicate it to dipset I would be very gracious if someone evergot me gift blast or ticker, would love to meet a new friend, would be a great way to my heart hahahhaha juuust kiiddingbut i would love a blast or ticker thanks Hey guys hows it goin? I would really appreciate it if you visited the site my friend and I have been working Post your thoughts on what we should add, get rid of, or what we should keep doing to make it the best it can be, thanks.
Photoshop Work
Thoughtful Insights
My Fubomber Family
These are the names of all the Id's that have been made up to today. They are all family up to June 7th. If your name is not on here then please let me know so I can make you one. AussiKylie, Hot lil momma, Tony and Brenduh, SexySarcasm, chattdude, mstrouble, maryjane, cllgegrl, david G3rx, looking to play, ExoticFlame, BigJohn, BillyMcabee, OhioWomen, KyleStunner, lollipopsmile, sweet-n-sassy,Brain Injured, Lady S, Goro, crystal lily, angel heart, retro gothic, true rebel, randisome, BjIzzle, AJ, naughty2day, back up your standing in my aura, sweet kissy, Vicky, mike w, 808 Playboy, A Force To Be Reckond with, Acidic, AKA, Baldy, Beautiful Dysaster, BeerHunter, Bleeding Love, Blitz, BiggDawg, BlueEyes, Boboo, BoyToyKisses, Brenda, Bronco80, Bristyle, BrokenWingAngel, BuckeyBabe, Busty Beauty, Buzz, Carmel Starfish, Cinnabar, Cowboy Poet, Coyote Kat, Coyote Bch, Crazymama45, Crimson & Clover, DekMilk, DarkGodOfBondagedSouls, Dave, DejaView, Dr.Strangelove, Doom Doll, earthdaughter, f
 Someone Special She's the one I wanna be with The one I want to curl up against at night To put my hand in hers so she knows I'm there Make all her fears and worries disappear Funny Smart Beautiful Just a few reasons of why she's great Everyday we sit and chat We talk and talk and talk some more I love to sit up all through the night Shoot the breeze or just hear her breathe If only I could hold her in my arms Hold her hand, kiss her check & make her feel safe Make all the darkness go away Fight all her demons and make them pay I trust her completely My secrets she keeps My friend forever She'll always be there To be by her side through thick and thin No matter what I've got her back Lend a hand or just an ear She has but to ask… I'll be there I sit here trying to write but all I seem to do is cry I want to tell you what it is I feel But I dont think that would do any good You used to be my knight and now I see the tarnish that was made by a lie I have done nothing but be
Help Me!!
Good Morning Friendly Fu's, I am really excited about leveling to 31. Most of you know about the NEW SPECIAL ANGEL ABILITY. If not let me tell you. When used on a fellow they will recieve all my points for 12hrs. Cool right? Yeah I am so pimped. But I need to be pimped and buzzed mor to level up. Don't really like the idea of paying people to do this. Leveling is a special thing and should be shared with friends not bought.  So here is my idea for every 3 ability points you give me u will be added to this blog. When I have autos I will grab u up and give u all my points for half a day.    (it wouldnt let me do the links i need to ask support)Polish :) Big Daddy Sparks Simply Me#2939456 Vicki#694853 Mia#660043 These are my boys they have went so outta their way to help me on this site. I love them all. I know you will too. fan/rate/add them and they will return the love. Tell them Wonder Woman sent Ya Please and I will add you too this pi
Alot of people say that They would rather die Than live without the Love of their life Yet in all reality no one Is worth killing yourself Over Is it ok to miss,love, And even hurt once You have lost someone If you want to die that Bad why not wait till It is your time or turn Instead of killing yourself When you are truly loved By other people even if It is just your family And friends. Your love is like the, embrace of a crisp breeze Of air on a hot summers day Your voice is like an, army of angels singing A lovely harmonious ballad Your words are pure and true Like the nobility of a woman in love Your heart is giving so Easily and free like the dew Falling over you and me. You are like a birds feathers So beautiful and new Knowing that everyone will have Their eyes all on you You make it hard for a, man to choose between His heart or his pure Instinct feelings for you You are one of my truest Of friends I respect you Voice
Sava's Music Playground
Sava's Music Playground :: reviews ,releases from the world of rock/metal Savadog writes: It's that time again Rockers and Rockettes for another run down on some of the best releases coming your way. COMING SOON Hydrogyn-Deadly Passions:hits stores June 23th UK-June 10th 2008 U.S.A .The Second release by this female fronted hard rock band hailing from Ashland Kentucky.There first cd is a great start for this hard hitting band "Bomb Shell",Deadly Passions continues the same path if not only to say a bit harder maybe none the less a very solid sophmore cd by Hydrogyn.This should be one band we should keep our eyes on think they will be very big soon. Pyramaze-Immortal,Release dates:May 30th Europe,June 24th 2008 U.S.A,Japan and Russain release dates coming soon.Pyramaze is one of my fav newer bands of the last couple of years starting off with "legend Of the Bone Carver Featuring Lance King On vocals.
My Fubar Family - Give Em Love
At times we all hit a wall and wonder WTF is going on ......... I read these quotes to remind myself, its not me ......... ************************************************* We learn wisdom from failure much more than from success; we often discover what will do, by finding out what will not do; and probably he who never made a mistake never made a discovery ..... ************************************************* Take the good until you find something better, and in search for something better do not let the good slip away from you or die out. If you disregard it despite its worth, and pursue something better, what you had escapes you; but if you remain attached to what is good, you will always have it if nothing better follows ....... ************************************************* Love is a space in which all other emotions can be experienced ......... ************************************************* If you would learn the secret of right
Funny Stuff
Grandpa, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench.  Hedidn't move, just sat with his head down staring at his hands.  When Isat down beside him he didn't acknowledge my presence.  The longer I satthere I wondered if he was okay.  finally, not really wanting to disturbhim, but wanting to check on him at the same time, I asked him if he wasokay.He raised his head, looked at me, and smiled,  "Yes, I'm fine, thankyou for asking, "  he said in a  clear strong voice."I didn't mean to disturb, you, Grandpa, but you were just sitting herestaring at your hands, and I wanted to make sure you were okay,"  Iexplained to him."Have you ever looked at your hands?"  he asked," I mean really! lookedat your hands?"I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them.  I turned them over,palms up and then palms down. No, I guess I had never really looked atmy hands, I thought, as I tried to figure out the point he was making.Grandpa smiled and related this story."Stop and think for a moment abo
An Upset Me
that i am not pretty? can anyone tell me is it my face? or is it just my weight? why is it that man that are old enough to be my father think i am pretty but the guys my age thinks i am ugly. i have a feeling i know why this is it is because the older men look at the inside the younger only look on what is on the outside. is that fair to me? i am a sweet person, a loving person, i would give the world to someone if i could. why are men so shollow? i just wish that i could find a nice guy that did not care what i look like on the outside. but no i cant oh well my life sucks so i might as well get over it and move on. i think that i am going to crawl back into my shell and never come out again and not talk to anyone any more that way i will never get hurt again. i will be in my own little world and no one can hurt me there. not that to many people would care anyway if i did that. oh well i love 3 guys i like 2 others. it is hard for me because i know i will never meet any o
Peggy's Blogs
"Kill The Messenger" not only marks the 'dawn of a new hybrid', it demonstrates the ability of the band formerly known as Receptor to step up to the next level as Hybrid Dawn. Easily drawn in by the grungy, yet disciplined guitar intro of TICK OF TIME I was compelled to immediately listen to the entire album. As the song progressed so did the guitar work and by the end of this up-beat tune my mood was soaring. The title track KILL THE MESSENGER delivers driven vocals which are complimented by fluid guitar and bass lines while kept in check by very solid percussion. Slowing the beat just little, BETTER THAN YOU has a message that screams out loud and clear with vocals that range from somewhat subdued to down right 'In Your Face'. SPEAKING IN VOICES (TO MY MIND) eloquently blends harmonic vocals with relaxing instrumentals. Excellent bass lines are clearly heard throughout THINGS I SAY as well as MY INNOCENT in which the drum beat and lead guitar made me want to get up and move. The acou
Club F.a.r.
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This is a message I got from this woman. I don't have any idea what she's talking about, and I'm now blocked. I personally don't care, just wondering what the hell is going on?!? Sounds to me like others need to step away from the computer. This is the internet, nothing serious, so why act this retarded? '~*~Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy~*~Owned By Dman N Chuckiiboo**Partner In Bomb Crime 2 MR**~*~ Just some info! If u think your gonna come inbetween my Partner in crime and one of my fave fu chicka's u got another thing comming! U need to take a step back and stop making fake ass profiles up! Acting like some lil fubar stalker! Real mature!And your suppose to b a mother???? I think Not! Get your prioritys Straight! Your Kids Come first when your a mother! Keep in mind i said when your a mother! So oviously your not if your to obsessed with being on fubar stalking ppl and harrassing NORMAL ppl! Who dont give 2 shits what u think! Girl Take a look in the mirror
Journal Entry
Do you ever get that feeling that your life will soon be coming to a tragic end. You get paranoid and you’re constantly looking over your shoulder. You’re just waiting for a stray bullet in a drive by or you fantasize about getting into a horrible auto accident that no one survives. You suspect everybody; you feel your life slipping away from you and all you can do is wait. You think to yourself, when will it happen and will it be painful, but yet all you know is its going to be soon. Death lingers over me, mocking me, how long before I crack. Time is not on my side as a cold quite grave whispers my name. I’ve been 8 days off my medications now and I’m starting to feel the effects. The voices are getting almost too loud to bear I’m feeling anxious and I’m starting to fall into a deep depression with suicidal thoughts. I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. On one hand I stay on my meds, which causes me not to be able to be intimate with me girl. Or sacrifice my sanity and poss
My Goddesses
Isis The Queen of the Nile has flooded my banks. I am the infant Moses nurtured in the reed bed, and the intimate lap and lullaby sway of the waters of Isis. I am a green palm tree in Her oasis. Her Spirit is my shade. The Sun God is laughing for His Queen has lured an other water baby into the arms of love. She has been sewing a reed raft with invisible incantations while I rocked afloat in Her womb. She has come with flowers in Her hair and teased me into manhood with the tickle touch of divine fingertips. I am rewriting a bible a living sea scroll of remembrance. I am a lion in Her bosom, my mane matted with desire's sweet dew. I have no name, but am a pet in Her passion. Fed with milky morsels of joy that drip from Her hands as love letters. I rip them open one by one and mark my territory upon them. She smiles at this and pats me down with a lover's kiss. Isis takes me to Her river, washing the sweat of a thousand nights of longing, from hank a
i will add my mix one day im sorry for friends owne ,,/ 666 ,,/ 666 ,,/666 IF YOU DON\'T LIKE IT FUCK OFF I\'M EVIL MY FRIEND IS A GRIM REAPER MY DAD IS DEVIL MY MOM IS A DEMON MY SIS ARE EVIL ANGEL. CAN I HAVE YOUR SOUL TO PLAY WITH ? 1. YES 2. NO CAN YOU SIGN IN BLOOD SEND ME YOUR SOUL TO ADD 1,000 THAT I HAVE . EVIL LOL LOL THINK FOR YOUR SOUL TO TORTURE all my friends hate me lol don't ask .im jk with you lol "do you like peanut butter" i do lol i like peanut butter and chocolate yummm yummm .i can't get fat cry cry cry cry . im skin and bones look my watch bleach i kool red shrot now black yes im so bored lol omg i need hlep bad i think i've been in to many atv crash look in sky it brid it plane np it me owww kids not try this at home lol
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My Life, Such As It Is
Happy New year my fubar family and friends! I hope all of you had a wonderful holiday and personally I am glad it is over for another 12 months! I have kept my New Year's resolution, so far and have not smoked a cigarette in 24 days I am so proud! I am also proud of my daughter who is doing very well in school academically and in orchestra and color guard. I could be happier in my personal (love) life, I am still waiting on my husband to get a job, yeah hes been here since August and still doesnt have a job which really really SUCKS! I am getting a little tired of supporting someone who is entirely capable of supporting themselves. I am still missing being in the south and all my family and friends down there, especially my aunt and all my favorite hang outs. This place is so small and boring I feel like I am losing my mind! There is absolutely NOTHING to do in this little bitty one horse town :( I guess I cannot complain too much, I could still be stuck in that miserable box (motel
Great Movies
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Pimp Out
AUCTION IS OPEN!!!! U KNOW U WANT TO OWN ONE OF THESE SEXY PEOPLE!!! Click the picture and get your bid in!!!!! Person you r bidding on will decide on when the auction ends for them!!!!
Life At The Moment
I am extremely frustrated at the most recent turn of events.  Leading up to this, I'll update some from the last 2 1/2 years or so. Nikki lost custody of both children about 3 years ago, give or take. She was proven unfit by the State of WV (yes, they did their jobs this time around). The State took away her custodial rights for Grace and Jacob. Thank the Lord for this miracle!! She cried a river, used drugs as her bridge, and got over it. Rather quickly, I might add. A day in the life of a junkie. She was in and out (mostly out) of rehabs/clinics/private Christian detox homes more times than I can account for the last few years. She says she was clean for over a year, nothing at all....come to find out it was more like 3 months, but she was still smoking MJ to get her through so she wouldn't crave the heroin as much. All of her needle drug use led to her Lupus coming out of remission and making her very ill. She had Nephritis in one kidney, almost losing it. She also had a severe inf
My Poetry
One Kiss for yesterday that I may have forgotten. One Kiss for today for I'm Blessed. One Kiss for tomorrow to show I care beyond words for everyday I'm blessed to be with you. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved Holy Hammerfall exodus the overkill of paradise lost from astral doors, within a change of pace Accept autumn's Living Colour. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved At The Sight of the Full Moon, The Tables Will Turn, Like Time in the Sands of an Hour Glass, FOREVER CHANGING Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved P.S.Wrote this many many years ago walking home at 3am.I looked up and seen a full moon and these words came to every time I see a full moon I recite the peom.
Thank You My Friends
To all my sweet loving friends. I am taking a Fu break for a while. For those of you that have my cell number call or text me once in a while. I hope that you wont forget me while im gone. I will be back I promise. I want to apologize to my friends and my family The New Breed Bombers. I am having internet issues at the moment. I am hoping to be back online soon. So show me some love and I will return it as soon as I get back online. I am hoping that it won't take to long. Again I am sorry Hugs to All Kathy A Different Christmas Poem:   The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Auction Auction
$$$$$$$$$$$$$Starting Bid is 100k Fu-Bucks$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ AUCTION AUCTION AUCTION! Yup you guessed it.....I am in another auction....I've bought a few people now I want to be bought! will you bid on me!??! If you dont want to thats cool....could you at least rate my pic....there are two side contests with this auction.....1~~~~I can win 200k if I get the highest bid out of anybody.....or 2~~~~~~if I get the highest amount of rates to my auction pic I can win 100k! So please come have a look see at the auction...even if ya dont bid on me...rate me and help me with the rate contest! I will return all the love....just let me know when you are done rating and I will Luv ya up! Side note~ I'll really make it worth it for ya.....if you can get 5 of your friends to rate me....I will bling you one credit.....also love you up...and I will rate fan add the people you sent to rate me.... 10 people rate 2 bling credit........15 people rate 3 bling credit.......20 peo
My Writing
Well I can say I got my first published piece today. It was a letter to the editor in our local paper. Honestly I know that’s nothing grand but I’m proud of it. I wrote the letter because it was something that I believed in. They contacted me a week later to verify I wrote it, but I didn’t think they were going to publish it because I didn’t see it at all that week they called me. I had forgotten about it completely so I was surprised to see it in today’s paper. The letter was written in response to another letter that appeared in the paper. My Letter: Art, music should be key part of curriculum I'm very dismayed at a letter to the editor by a Knoxville man complaining about a grandmother wishing her grandson could study the violin. He complained that art and music are a waste and our schools should focus more on math and science. Art and music promote creativity and imagination that is essential for grasping other subjects. There are plenty of studies that show kids who are e
Drink Recipe's
Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Collins Glass Ingredients: 1 1/4 oz Vodka 1 1/2 oz Orange Juice 1 1/2 oz Pineapple Juice 1 dash(es) Grenadine Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Cocktail Glass Ingredients: 1 oz Vodka 1/2 oz Amaretto 1/2 oz Melon Liqueur Directions: Mix ingredients and top off glass with cranberry juice. Serve with ice and a slice of lemon. These are very good and get you drunk fast! Category: Beer-Based Glass Type: Beer Mug Ingredients: 1/2 pint(s) Guinness 1/2 pint(s) Harp Directions: Pour one half pint of Harp into a pint glass. Then use the back side of a spoon while pouring the Guinness, this will lead to less foam. Let settle, then have a few, your Irish Eyes will be shining. This is just like a Black and Tan, only better. It has a really nice black gold contrast, just don't let it sit too long because the Guinness will fall after a while.
Helping Friends
Please show all these great people lots of love. They are all fabulous and mean the world to me and deserve all the love they can get and more. Me!! :)
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon, I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky; Even a rainbow would make me smile, And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters Of an untouched sea; Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star, And try to gaze from afar, All the diamonds in the night sky; The mist on the mountains is breathtaking, As is walking in rainforest; To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for, As to stand on the highest peak in the world, And look at the sights below; I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds, Across the bluest skies; I’d do anything to see All the beautiful things in the world, Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara, Like a river twisting through a dusty land, All the beautiful things in the world; But I also know I am looking at The world’s most beautiful creation, Every time you smile, And every time I look into your eyes. Hold my hand through it all I'll lend you a shoulder to cry o And a hand to
Taylorology: Chapter 1
Ok, I need to blog this out. It's been driving me insane for like a week now. Recently, I was told by someone I had just met, that apparently, I play games and ignore people intentionally....which (I don't know if any of you know me at all) is something that is a big deal to me. I'm not sure if you could get any further from the truth. I like to to people, get to know their story, grow, learn....I'm not fake, I don't ignore people, I try to respond as quickly as possible, and I am not a tease. I don't like "the chase" - being on either end of it actually. Like I said, if you like someone, you do. If you don't, you don't. I know with things it really depends on the gray areas and how you feelin that particular circumstance....but....I was watching Boy Meets World in the middle of the night last night when I couldn't sleep and Topanga said the most appropriate thing to how I was feeling afer all this contraversy, "I AM NOT A PRIZE AND I HATE IT WHEN GUYS CHASE ME. AND
To all my friends and family. I have found that Fubar in their infinite wisdom has decided I have violated the TOS and I have been banned from commenting for a week. I apologize, but it looks like I'll be unable to send comments to everyone for a while, so I wil just leave one for you all here until I get removed from the banned list. My friend, Little Italian Nymph is having some serious internet problems, but hopes to be back soon. She wanted me to post this to let everyone know she hasn't forgotten you. Little Italian Nymph ™~Spankers Club~Part time Staff @ The KRYPT Lounge~@ fubar Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was born in New Orleans,LA 2.I wa
hatred fills the voice unheard, a life that's passed unnoticed, absurd a twinkle in a young boys eye just thinking, wishing, he could fly but hopes are bent, dreams are shattered a wounded heart cannot be flattered the sky above holds no truth, yet the hell below will never move a final gaze an upward glance a dark man forever holds his stance and protects himself from the wind realizing that he has sinned the fine line between hate and love is broken with no god above a stunted world with feelings unknown and hatred is the only shown my knuckles tighten, i release a sobering sob it's of no worth to me to press this agenda: a twisted mind knows only to twist and contort i'm forced to accept that which is beyond my control and be reacquainted with one sole truth even when no one is watching, no one else can see when the truths been hidden from every last eye i am who i am; i'm who i chose to be this doesn't require approval, nor understanding perspective doesn't
Auctions And Contests
Soul Dreamer
Best graphics, layouts, and more for your profiles! Click Here! my name is ladyjokerjay!I juggle life as it comes.jokers dnt understand how to put up with heartache for to long we just push keep moving on.we love to be true to life and have fun .and live life like a movie.we dont like liers.but we could deal with them thats for sure.we could be great friends but we can also be revengfull if you cross us.were unpredictable thats for sure.were soul searchers.we cry AS HARD AS OTHERS IS JUST THAT WE BASICLY DONT SHOW IT WE RATHER JUST ACT LIKE IT DINT MEAN ANYTHING AND JUST DONT LET NO ONE TAKE ARE IDENTITY AS BEING THE JOKERS IN THIS CRUEL WORLD....WHAT KIND OF JOKER ARE YOU MY PEOPLES??LADYJOKERJAY Best Graphics - Top Comments Return The Love Click Here!when they do you wrong and want to leave dont hold on just let it be.for they will realize what they had and will want to come back and when that time comes instead of suffering for there love you show them tha
Lord-phase's Bdsm Corner
If whoever will contact me first and help me level up I will be there slave for a month..... I need to level up fast I want a lounge..... Just leave me a private message I will tell you all the details............. I need help leveling up whoever can send out 5 bulletins each day for 3 days then rate and comment everything on my profile will get to own me for a month or I own them however you wana do it if you are interested let me know send me a message...... Do you think I have what it takes. Am I cute enough? Just wondering because I lost my other account do to a goof up and I need to level up fast so Instead of auctioning myself off as a slave (I am not good with orders lol) I was going to auction off myself to be someones Master for a month so I need to know if. 1. Would you let me be your Master? 2. If yes then tell me why you think you would make a good submissive/slave for me? Allso can anyone help me setup the auction I suck at typeing but I can make the graphics for
Anarchy Burger!!!!!!!!
this is my second fubar page.i deleted the fuck outta my first.ill new pics up soon, im kinda in the middle of moving.uh ill prob update alot i have alot of free time at my new job.any ways i look forward to making new friends.not shitty please dont suck!!!!!! why do people try to be so different? i was reading a girls profile and she was going on about her dyed hair and piercings and tattoos.. and how she was so different from everyone else, because she listens to metal. this person goes on to explain how she is so different because she parties like a by drinking jager,jack daniels,crown royal and jagermeister.. well fuck my ass my mom drinks that shit.i drink that shit and my 16 year old sister drinks that shit. everybody and there mom does.....anyway my point..your piercings,tattoos,green hair,bitchy attitude,and your dreams of being a rockstar or whatever doesnt mean shit if you are a douchebag. your still not any different than any other douchebag. trust
Spotlight Fund
This is a thank you to the wonderful people that helped support my quest for spotlight. I made it there on May 14th! Stop by and show them all some love! First of all, this wonderful fu did his best to push me over the hump. He sold his rates, did a silent auction, and I have a feeling he gave me every last fubuck he has. LoneWolf {H&L Bombers Founder}}@ fubar Everyone listed here made a contribution, the order is random, no one needs to know how much someone gave, just know that each and every one of them gave from their heart! ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & WildCat..@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Juggalette Angel~&~Say~&~Sweetfox2007~@ fubar ~PURPLESKY~FU-WIFEY TO BASSTRACKER@ fubar ☺KatieBug☺Owned by Gary☺Shadow Leveler☺{{ H&L Bombers }} ☺@ fubar ♥Belladonna♥...Club F.A.R. member... Plz Fan & Rate Profile B4 Add@ fubar robisue(C
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Just Laying Here
Aries is a cardinal fire sign characterized by its enthusiastic, direct and firm nature. If you want to attract the female Aries you will need to speak loudly, clearly and slowly. This rule is important if you want to use a pick up line. If you don't speak loudly, clearly and slowly, the Aries woman will think that you're a wuss, as Derek Vitalio calls it. Aries always wants to be the first, so give your female Aries the impression that SHE is the first, that she is the one that gets your attention. The female Aries is a "man's woman" of individuality and self-interest, craving instant gratification. If she asks something do it immediately. Take the initiative, go up to her and start a conversation. Talk to her. It really doesn't matter what you say (but no sexual overtones), the most important thing is how you say it, without nerves. Why? Because Aries is a commanding and initiating sign, very linear and confident in its manners. If you don't show any relaxed c
Philosophical Investigations From The Atrium
I wrote a long dissertation on free will in my philosophy blog elsewhere, but would love to discuss some of it here. Most of you, if you are inclined to 'thinking', and I mean philsophical thinking, not opining, and forming baseless opinions on the immediacy of your own experience, and then subjecting the rest of us to it's force, than you will want to read some of this. For the most part it is difficult to really tackle such a subject without first having dealt with many other issue, and topics that have direct, and immediate import into such a thing as free will. So for some people this discussion is really like starting a novel in the middle and reading to the end. To start with, and certainly by no means end, we should consider that two terms free and will separately. As they may in fact have a different meaning apart from their famous grammatical, and literary relationship. Freedom for the most part,is as I have suggested elsewhere a logically
Sexuality And Bdsm
I Love My MasterI give him my heart, my body and my soul.Every bit of me belongs to him.I bow down to him willing to serve him in any way he wishes.I will forever stand by his side.I will proudly wear his collar.I will allow him to mark me in anyway he see's fit. Whether it be a tattoo, a piercing, or the marks left from his whip.I will never deny any request.I will never tell him a lie.I will always focus and provide him with his every need.I will always serve him, not because I am powerless to him...Because I choose to give him power of me and I take great pride in the fact that he takes me as his slave. Vålµê Ö£ Ä §låvê To many, slaves are considered owned property. Many take this to mean that those who prefer a master / slave relationship see slaves as having no value or worth, as no more important than a rug or other property. This is not true in the vast majority of cases. Legally in many countries slavery does not exist. In a master / slave lifestyle sense, slavery is
Life In General
I’m tired of living. I’m tired of fighting this constant uphill battle that I can never win. I’m tired of being the one that has to shoulder all the responsibility for everyone and everything, because otherwise it won’t get done. I’m tired of feeling like I am marginalized and I can’t do anything right. Geoff broke my phone last night. It’s my fault, of course. No sorry, no offer to help me fix it, nothing. Why should it matter, I have a spare phone I can use… that’s not a phone I can actually use…. Why should I care, it’s not like I’ve done anything like spend money on it… It’d be so nice to just be able to take all the pills in my purse. Who the fuck would miss me? I’m just the little sick girl that everyone has to pity. I’d rather die. I’m so fucking sick of fighting this battle, knowing that everything I had hoped, wished, dreamed… none of it is going to fucking come true. My kitten Aoki died today. She was the runt, and the one the least likely to survive, but I thought that
~snippets Of Thought~
Beauties aura unravels her euphoric spices upon freedom's wings... The skin of nature, paints the brush of a colors caress, as Lavender whispers kiss the silk air... Life's tranquility breathes on nature's floor... With poised lips, the scent of desire awakens our soul's caress. Hunger awaits for a euphoric taste, the awakening of sensual delight... as our entwined skin knots into a carved sculptured climax. Tonight... When you fall asleep A guardian angel will guide your way. She'll caress your soul with hope and dreams Then place her song upon your heart She'll dust away your stained past to weave your broken wings, then she'll dance her smiles with twirls and spins all before she leaves.... Tracey
Q & A
*Q&A blog posts are here so I can get to know you better by throwing out a few ideas on a subject. This next subject; the law! 1 rules: here for our safety or made to be broken? 2 anarchy: is not a real form of government or let's start a riot? 3 cops: facist jock pigs who got bullied back in high school or just doing their job? 4 your congressman: genuine elected official with your best interest in mind or two faced corrupted S.O.B.? 5 jail: been there done that or oh no, that's for criminals? *five questions, one subject. Please keep your answers short and sweet: Where you're from- 1 mom and pop are not far away or you split long ago? 2 the southern states: inbred illiterate morons with annoying accents or hospitality and pride in the dirty dirty? 3 small town blues or city life? 4 travel: always on the move or married with children? 5 Europeans: center of the world or dirty smokers with their kinky swinger sex and crazy fashion? *in this blog I am postin
Stuff About Me
Again ... very old poetry, before therapy. lol Wanting to punch your face in I want to make you bleed needing you to hurt as bad as I do. My pain will last forever the scars I give you will go away to temporarily make you cry will be nothing to my every day. My tears have turned to anger my fear has become violence I can't stand to hear your voice you anger me with your silence. All I wanted was to be held all I craved was to be loved now I need to watch your agony I need to watch you write in pain. I want to make you cry like I have cried all my life I need to make you hurt like I do every day. I'll make your life a living hell and then you might know a bit of how I feel. Well, I have kinda done this backwards. I posted my poetry first. I'm a goober. Oh, and for those of you who have critiques for my poetry, bite me. I frankly don't care about the rhyme or reason behind it, it was poetry to me when I was writing it, and that is all that matters. Wow, the claws
Trains, Chains, Rides And Such
It's... ...for the NERD in all of US! Some good clean FUN AND FANS FOLKS! Rate, Fan and Add Request each of the FUs on this Bulletin to take part in the fun! Be sure to show everyone lots and lots of love and give everything you get back! If someone is already on your list, be sure to leave them a comment! For the Guys... Your add request or comment should say, "GIMME UR PANTIES!" or if you try to keep the nerdy perv in ya on the low say, "I'm a Panty Raider!" I suppose if you are FAR'in a DUDE YOU CAN SAY...ummm...whatever you are comfortable with. HAHA! For the Girlies... Your add request or comments should say, "HE TOOK MY PANTIES!" or if you are a little shy say..."My Panties were Raided!" So, join the silliness and show me the NERD that lives inside you! Be sure to private message me when you are done! ~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo@ fubar AND REPOST THIS BULLETIN! Now, go get them Panties and make some new FRIENDS! *Pink0828
Dont Say U Love Me
If you don't like me too fucking bad because i don't give two shits what people think of either love me or hate me no bullshit in between! . . . . . . (¯`v´¯) `*.¸.*´ ¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨) (¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`• Call me a slut. Call me a whore. Call me whatever. I'v heard it all before. Say that I'm fake. Say that I lie. Say what you want! You won't see me cry. Because I know none of it's true. But calling me all this shit. WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MAKE YOU? When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you th
What Is Love?
I sit here now wondering why Lost and alone looking into the now dark sky Once we were together in an eternal embrace Vulnerable and lost I now feel alone in this place Empty and shattered has become my heart Yearning for your touch and wondering did I do my part One little thing was all that I ask Undone and gone now, I guess it was too much that one little task Keeping you forever in my heart, Shawn What is love does anyone really know? I am not sure as to the answer but I can offer my take on it. Love is not a feeling or an emotion it is the embodiment of two people who "know" each other. In order to love someone you have to open yourself mind, body, and spirit, allow an individual to truly know who you are, how you feel, and where you are headed. To often in life the word "love" is thrown around and causes grief, anger, and sometimes even hatred. That last part brings up an interesting topic how can love breed hatred, it is my belief that
MYYEARBOOK View my profile at MyYearbook here: To join, click here: MYSPACE View my profile here: I can't seem to get it right. You know...falling asleep, without you in sight. I close my eyes and seek the darkness, only to find you wear the dark as a dress. Swirling in circles, a dancing goddess...beyond my reach, yet loved no less. In a time of darkness, I am away, searching for those who inspire me. Searching for those that need me. Searching for those who spite me. Searching for those who mean nothing. The hunt is neverending and my hunger never ceases to be the leading horse of this evil calvary.
Down Raters...ahhh I Hate Em
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Some Writings By Me
Each day I sit here thinking about the way things were compared to the way they are. It seems better now. Except for the fact that Im alone. No its not a horrible thing but it does get real lonely I miss having someone dear to hold close, someone I can call my own and have it be true. I got my beautiful little angel who is my whole world but I want a good man to share tht joy with me. Im not one of hte single moms trying to find her kid a daddy! My daughter has one already. I just want a man who will accept her and me. Who will be good to us and stick by us through thick and thin. I dont want a man whos going to put drugs, frieds, or anything of the sort before me and the little one. Family and work I can understand coming first to a point. Im not picky on what they look like but I wanta man who wont embarrass me. Being alone sucks but I cant seem to find somebody who understands the baby and school are my major priorities right now. I have to finish school so I can get a de
My Poetry
What would it be like to taste such exquiste wonders to touch.. to explore the purest of moments where innocence lays deep like snow upon a grassy hill Wrap myself in the silky caress of the winds as they swirl about me Igniting the fire that burns within my soul a yearning to break free from earthly chains soar above all that is heavy and clouded Rapture ripples through me.. along my skin Emotions bursting, becoming transparent...flowing simmering heat to warm from the cold Dare to come with me? To put aside all rational judgement finally allowing your heart to lead Dance with me in the shining moonlight stars gazing down with their soft feathery glow Hold me close to you your scent musky yet inviting Lips waiting wanting so very much The winds wrap around us creating a cacoon Break free from all heavy burdens passsions simmer and stir Dare with me this is not another fantasy she kneels quietly happiness glitters in her eyes as He looks down at her Their
Without a word, he walked forward on the main road, the small town a stone's throws away now. The gate was swung wide open, allowing all in, under the the careful scrutiny of the town guards, all of whom fixed him with a wary gaze, two stepping forth to block his path, their halberds crossing. For a moment, niether spoke, taking him in nervously. He wore the black clothing of the long extinguished inquistors, the witch hunters of old, the lower half of his face hidden behind the high buckled collar. He dipped his wide brimmed hat respectfully to the two guardsmen, a gesture that put both guards ill at ease, epsecially when they spared a glance to the hilt of the khopesh strapped across his back. "What business have you here?" one of the guards asked through his plate helm, his voice gruff, trying to put on the appearance of not being the least intimidated by the stranger. A wry smile crossed his lips, though it was hidden by the collar of his coat, "I'm here on the request of your b
Piece Of Me
Someday, I will make someone happy. We will be inseperable. We will be puzzle pieces. We will be different, but our "differences will make us the same". We will be in love. Not the kind that crumbles, not the kind that fades. That kind of love where you know it'll last forever. We will be perfectly content in knowing that all we need for the rest of our lives is each other. We will hold each other in the rain. We will dance in the rain. We will kiss in the rain. We will laugh in the rain. We will laugh at the same stupid things. We will laugh at each other. We will laugh with each other. We will be the couple you see walking down the street. 70 years old, and we will still have that sparkle in our eyes for each other. We will cuddle until we're stiff. He will watch chick flicks with me, and I will try and enjoy whatever his little heart desires. I will want to make him happy. I will want to hear "I love you". I will want to tell him I love him every second of every minute. I will want
Ask bosses what makes employees happy at work, and many are likely to think in terms of tangible rewards: a good salary, a pleasant office, generous benefits. Those play a role in job satisfaction, of course. But increasingly, workplace specialists are discovering that for many workers, the "happiness factor" depends heavily on intangibles, such as respect, trust, and fairness. "Study after study has shown that it is the small things that make workers feel committed to an organization," says Barbara Glanz, an author specializing in workplace issues. "One study shows the top three things workers want are interesting work, full appreciation for the work they do, and a feeling of being in on things." The percentage of people who say they like their jobs and find them satisfying is higher in the United States than in Europe, says Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, a professor of psychology at Claremont Graduate University in Claremont, Calif., who writes and lectures on happiness. He
Daily Rant
Any boyfriend/girlfriend or spouse cheating on their significant other while they are deployed to Iraqe or some other God forsaken country fighting for us deserves a fate far worse that death. That goes for my sorry ass cousin Megan too as her hubby is in Iraqe she’s fuckin around on him. Such a piece of shit. The idiots at Fubar central can be so stupid at times, threatening to delete your account because you forget to mark something NSFW. I just don’t understand, this is the fuckin internet for god sake. There is more porn, adult content and so called inappropriate language on here than anywhere else in the world. Fubar is supposed to be an adult site so why do we have people complaining about adult content? If you don’t like what you see then just leave. I don’t know….Does anyone else feel this way? Oh and NSFW Mother Fuckers. I’m still a nice guy, just irritated. I get so sick and tired of people hating on our country. If you hate it so much then please leave, we don’t need
My Baby Doll And Friends
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Me On The Fu
I have to warn you all about someone that will stop it nothing until he has gotten in your head or has destroyed something you want so bad, he has been on my page too many times to count and he even went so far as to say that he knew for a fact that my girl was cheating on me and had the proof to show it to be so! I knew my girl had problems with this guy but don't know the extent, all I know is this site can be very dangerous to a relationship if you aren't prepared for someone to get in the way of what you feel for the one you love! There is a lot of distance between her and I, so we are under a lot of stress because we aren't there for one another like we want to be! It hurts to have a mile between someone you care about, so this guy took advantage of that stress to say things he had read in my blogs and to use them against the woman I am in love with! I am in love with this woman and if no one wants to understand that, you can remove me from friends and have a great life! It is as
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Just Got Started Lovin' You (James Otto ) You don’t have to go now honey Call and tell ’em you won’t be in today Baby there ain’t nothin’ at the office So important it can’t wait I’m thankful for the weekend But two days in heaven just ain’t gonna do This is gonna take forever darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What’s the point in fightin’ what we’re feelin’ We both know we’ll never win Ain’t this what we’re missin’ Let’s just stop all this resistin’ and give in Let me wrap my arms around you You know you don’t want to leave this room Come back and let me hold you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What can I say I’ve never felt this way Girl you’re like a dream come true After all the love we’ve made It sure would be a shame If we let this moment end so soon So won’t you lay back down beside me Girl just like I know you’re wantin’ to Trust me when I tell you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you I’m thankful for the weekend
Bella Morte
Sorry - Buckcherry A realization hit me clear out of nowhere. I had convinced myself awhile ago that I didn't need a relationship ever again. That I would be fine alone and had grown quite accustomed to it. But when it all comes down to it... Who is going to hold you late into the night? or whisper softly into your ear those 3 magical words telling you that you're their everything and more? Alone. There wont be anyone there to wipe away your tears and smile sweetly. Melting away any and all problems; with a smile that could light up your heart. I may be a strong person but even I need the love and affection of someone that truly cares about me. I'm just sick of meaningless, empty words. That most people spew because they wouldn't know something good even if it was shoved in their face. Most just want a quick fix and move on to the next person. I'm not out for a quick fix. I want something real and long lasting. and upon this realization. I felt more lonely
Don't Knock It Till Ya Try
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Canvas Beauty by LateNiteFantasy© Part One: The Awakening She stares at me From behind her canvas prison Oil eyes; Sienna, Blue as the desert sky; Pierce me, Search me, Beseech me... She is poised in such a way, So lady like, So mysterious, So beautiful... Yet sorrow fills her, It consumes her, It makes her all the more beautiful... What was her life like, My canvas beauty? What tales has she to tell? What secrets does she hold? Tucked away behind that plump bosom, Locked deep within M’Lady’s heart... Yes! I want her. I will take her. I will make her mine! This canvas beauty, Out on display for me And only me... Part two: The Build Up Finally she is mine, My canvas beauty I stare at her From across the room She on my bed... She watches me intently
Movie Quotes I Like
George: How many numbers you got? Erin Brockovich: Oh, I got numbers comin' outta my ears. For instance: ten. George: Ten? Erin Brockovich: Yeah. That's how many months old my baby girl is. George: You got a little girl? Erin Brockovich: Yeah. Yeah, sexy, huh? How 'bout this for a number? Six. That's how old my other daughter is, eight is the age of my son, two is how many times I've been married -- and divorced; sixteen is the number of dollars I have in my bank account. 850-3943. That's my phone number, and with all the numbers I gave you, I'm guessing zero is the number of times you're gonna call it. [Dancing at a state dinner.] Sydney: I don't know how you do it. Andy: It's Arthur Murray. Six lessons. Sydney: That's not what I mean. Two hundred pairs of eyes are focused on you with two questions on their minds: who's this girl, and why is the President dancing with her? Andy: Well, first of all, the two hundred pairs of eyes aren't focused on me. They're focused o
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Next Member In Need
Here is one of our best Levelers ButterflyMajic and she is in a contest! She has a list of items she is offering! They are:: 100 comments = Morph 250 comments = Animation Click the pic! bomb the amount u choose! then Private message ButterflyMajic for ur trade! ButterflyMajic (repost of original by 'ButterflyMajic{fuSlave2Boom&DarkGod}{StaffOFSpiritOfGaia}{Force~3~BombersHeadGreeter}' on '2008-06-24 09:49:08') We have a member in need of making it to the next level! She has 41k to go! Let’s show our spirit and lift her up! Thank you everyone for all you do, it is greatly appreciated! {GYPSY HEART} * {fu PET to DEMONSSWORD} * {STAFF 4 SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELLERS}@ fubar
General Observations
It may be me, but for whatever reason I feel that my real feelings are getting confused with Fubar ones. I seem not to have that shut down one person here. I am never a number 1 family and friend, and often I'll be moved. I don't really know what to make of that. Oh well. I guess I won't. Though I think I'm the only one spending time talking to someone, and then I see all kinds of things that make me feel otherwise. Again, I'll start to treat everyone here the same, and not ever let my real feelings get caught up with them anymore. Amazing. I seem to pass from person to person. I wonder who, or more appropriately what is next. I seem to be really focused on a person, and I talk to them. I like them, they seem nice to me. I start to believe that there is something more to this. And then I realize I'm just one of a whole bunch. I'll write more later, but I'm sick of feeling special and being treated common. Sick of it. Twice now this has happened to me on Fubar.
1 tsp red pepper flakes 1 tsp sesame oil 1/4 cup alfalfa sprouts 1/2 cup thinly sliced carrots 3 cloves fresh garlic, minced 1 tsp grated ginger 1/4 cup thinly sliced scallions 1/2 cup thinly sliced red peppers 1 Tbsp peanut butter 2 Tbsp low sodium soy sauce 2 cups cooked thin spaghetti noodles Directions: In a small saucepan, combine peanut butter, soy sauce, sesame oil, garlic, and ginger. Bring to a boil and reduce heat. Simmer for 3 to 5 minutes. Combine remaining ingredients in a bowl and pour hot peanut-sesame dressing over vegetable and pasta mixture. Can be eaten immediately or chilled and served cold. Ingredients: 1/2 cup chopped onion 2 garlic cloves, minced 2 tablespoons olive oil, plus more for brushing on chimichangas 1/2 tablespoon chili powder 16 ounces salsa (choose your favorite) 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon 2 1/2 cups cooked and shredded chicken 6 (10-inch) flour tortillas (if stiff, warm before filling) 1 cup
It's All T & A In Here, Baby!!
Well....I've accepted the fact that I'm probably going to be one of the most hated people on this site because I REFUSE to give some frightening inbreds with BAAAAAD pics attached to their profile a "10" rating just to get FuBucks. Sorry....if you have a picture of yourself up where you look like your family tree most certainly doesn't're getting a shitty rating. And if your picture resembles your last're getting a shitty rating. And if I think your picture looks like you belong on a sexual predators get the idea. ::deep breath:: Let the FLAMES begin!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! FU, Sammy Well....I have to admit that I have found some pretty cool people here. People that I would hang with in a bar in real life and get totally shitfaced with. Cool folks with half a brain. BUT..... MOST of what I've seen here is creepy people with BAD profile pics who get pissed off when you give them a shit rating. If you've read my other blogs y
My Poetry
I am mechanical I am a machine Built up from nothing Running on dreams I am interchangeable There are so many like me Just change me, rearrange me I'm only here to please I am programable Push the right button i'm yours My flaws are like viruses They can always be cured I am replaceable I come with a warranty If you don't like me, replace me SATISFACTION GUARENTEED! Said I wouldn't do it again Prayed to god I wouldn't do it again Creeping black took over again Poison in me, in my blood Through my soul, I feel no pain inside Only for the moment now Liquor fades too quickly It's only for the moment now Pitiful glory Souless Repeating agony, deliberate I can't escape the enemy inside my heart Obsession, compulsion, wasteful nonsense Peer into my heart and reject me please It's what I want after all... Lose me Leave me Never love me Never what I need Some of you see the pain in my eyes If I let you through Some of you feel the heat of my
Well my move to Chicago went great!!The only bad thing that happened was my suitcase popped open so they had to tape it closed..LOL.I did not lose anything and my plane made it safe here..I am Truley happy.My boyfriend is a wonderful man.It feels so good to be cared for and loved again!!!We are happy togeather and I could not ask for a better relationship!!! Well all I have been dating a wonderful guy for a little over a week!!!!Things are going great!I will keep you all posted on how things go for me.My ex bf wants to see me again one of these days but I told him Nope... OH I AM NOT MOVING NOW!!!my oldest will be starting school next week..I am excited to see her go but also sad to see her go!!! Hello all..On July 27th I will be leaving Virginia...I am moving to Tennessee for awhile..As life goes on I still have not gotten over a break up that happened in March..I must try to get on with my life..I am going to be with my Grand mother that is very ill..I am hoping my life gets bet
Me + Creative = Later
It's all right, mother. It's almost over. I'm close. So very close. How long have we struggled? How long have we waited? Too long, I know. But it's almost over. I promise. killhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhim killhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhim killhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhim mommy mommy as you lie the dark man comes and makes you die my daddy's hands are red with guilt because he killed the life we built I hate it! All this lying, all this pretending! Sithis and the Five Tenets be damned! How long do I have to live by their rules? How long before I get my chance? I saw Lucien Lachance yesterday. He was in the Sanctuary talking with Ocheeva. He was right there! So close I could have severed his spine in less than a heartbeat! Oh Mother, ne
Hi everyone. I'm in my very first auction. if you would like to bid on me click on the link below. the auction is open till the 22nd. hope to see you over there. happy bidding. BTW, while you're there, show the hostess some love too. this is her very first time holding an auction. hi to all my fubar friends. i am in an auction that is being givin by my friend Bebe. click on the link below if you would like to bid on me. the auction runs untill march 17. hope to see you there. ps. while you're there, show the awesome hostess some love too. Yep you read that right, I'm in another auction. This one is being givin by my good friend Ro aka "silverpixi". this is her second auction. the first one was a big sucess, so let's make this one an even bigger one. If you would like to own me click on the link below and place your bids. happy bidding all. BTW, while you're there show the hostess some love too.
Jen : ::::unbuttons your pants:::::: Jen : :::unzips da zipper::::: Jen : *sliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiides pants down your hips* Jen : grabs ass and holds you close.... Jen : kiss you deep and kiss you hard Jen : trail my kisses down lower... and lower Jen : until I get to your swelled spot Jen : and take it into my mouth Jen : and swirl your cock around my hot tongue... Jen : flicking the tip ever so gently with the tip of my tongue, and then swallowing you once again Jen : I go down on you till you damn near pass out of exertion Jen : and then I crawl on top of your body while I rip off your shirt. Jen : I rub my hand up and down your chest as I slide my moans over your hard cock. You fill me as I go up and down on you... hitting that tender spot deep inside. Jen : over and over .... I slide up and down your rod as I roll my hips and catch my breath. I cant stop ... its like a fever washing over me to purge me of all my transgressions... I need this. I wait until I hea
In An Auction Wanna Own Me
I Am Looking For:
He is nice, not dirty like a lot of other guys, he appreciates my jokes and I miss him and would like to thank him...DJ Magicman, where are you..I am back and would like to chat. OWNED BY LIVE FOR THE NEXT MONTH.I HOPE HE CAN HANDLE IT...COME SHOW US AND OUR FAMILIES SOME LOVE AND CHECK ALL OF US OUT AT THE DURTY SOUTH! Ok all a very good friend is in an Auction! Let’s show her what we can offer her. Here is what she is offering: #1 Friend Rate up to 300 pics 10s (if vip given 11’s) During HH Rate up to 300 stash during HH Daily Drinks Daily Comments Daily gift of my choice SFW Salute Link to your page on my page Rate Add Fan if not done already Will up as bids increase…. All you have to do is click the picture below and start bidding. ~~~~~~~~~~
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Night Moves
Concert Mix by LateNiteFantasy© Beyond the darkness the guitar unraveled its static discord in a jumbled mix of screaming nothingness as bright red clouded in clear liquid before swirling back into the flow. In heartbeats the harmony congealed to rhythm a single chord reverberated in sparkling light shadows danced wet with the hour tracks on their arms swayed back and forth cigarette lighters demanding more, more, more... And still the music set into a trembling silence, mourning the fix away. Long Nights by LateNiteFantasy© Night descending, quiet, thief of light, Shadow stealer, black, beyond control. Bleak, bare boned, robber of the sun. Sprinkled stars accent your starkness. A full moon illuminates the green Glowing eyes of cats, that stroll Nonchalantly through your doorways, Allies, and back streets, bordered by tenement Ruins, with empty eyed windows sta
Show Him Some Loveeeeeeeeeeeee
Check him out. He looks sweet, don't he? Why not find out? You know what to do, F/R/A! Show lots of love! *WOODY*@ fubar Come show him some love...F/R/A. Give him lots of rates. Check em out! Cubs Fan@ fubar COME CHECK OUT THIS GUY! HE'S MY NEW OWNER AND HE FRIKN ROCKS! COME FAN RATE AND ADD HIM, YOU KNOW YOU WANT TOO! COME ON, JUST LOOK AT EM! NOW DO IT! SHOW HIM LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its a pleasure to have you stop by my page... with that said...I am a very outgoing person... I love to explore life and have a blast while doing it... I love to laugh... and make others laugh... I believe in the concept live everyday to the fullest... because you truely only live once... That's the way I live my life... to the fullest... to the very fullest... I have had my share of ups and downs but I've learned along the way... that life is life... and if you choose to sit around and worry... then it will overcome you... and I have not and will not let it overcome me... I love my life... and my family... I have long life friends whom I absolutely adore... and I choose to live happy... I have two gorgeous children that are god send... I couldnt have asked for better kiddos... I'm single. I am not looking or should I say "searching" for that special someone. I have decided to quit the search and let him find me. I give 100% in all relationships and always come out the loser, so if Mr
Burn The Night Oil
Awaiting The Dead by LateNiteFantasy© there are things to be written, and things to be said, but people just sit there awaiting the dead, and stuck in the middle just watching it all there is only me i stand proud and tall i read whats been written i hear whats been said and i will not just sit there awaiting the dead ill live out my days as they where my last and not once will you catch me mourning the past ill watch the sun raise and i wont let it set as i live my life without any regret Addicted Thoughts by LateNiteFantasy© To the chocolate melting in my mouth And sometimes my hands To the sweet and salty taste of a lover's sweat The warmth of another's hot breath on my skin After we have kissed, caressed and given in Addicted I am to sultry love makin TO the valley's north and south I dip my tongue and search I not only slither there, but lurch In eagerness I lurch to find my...oh To
Show Her Some Love!
LAST, BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST! COME CHECK HER OUT AS WELL! YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO...FAN RATE AND ADD! AND LEAVE HER LOTS OF LOVE! Come check this girl out. Fan and rate her. Show her lots of love! ~¢¾~TEXAS TWISTER~¢¾~CLUB UNITED¢¾ Owned by SixtyNineMunch@ fubar Come check out the Cobra lady! F/R/A her if you haven't already! If you haven't, you're missing out! So check her out and show her lots of love! Cobralady~Co-Owner of JD'S Hideout~Rate Spanker~CFO of JD'S Dynamite Chicks@ fubar
just top let my friends know on here that talk to me alot the reason i have not been on alot is that my knee is fucked up badly and i will be going in for surgry next week sometime next week i will up date u all later see yea hugs and kiss look out people there are some people who play tricks on ur to get what they want i have meet alot of really cool people on here and some that are jut out to move up on here it cool to do it but am a nice guy and do what i can to help people out so beware ok peeps i want to do a auction so i need 10 peep for it 10 k to get in or sp,ething can be worked out so if u want in let me know
My First Blog
All joking and bullshit aside, I hate the 9to5 it is a sadd excuse for earning a living. I would rather sell shit in a bag and be my own boss than, work for the richest man in the world at a go-for this position. These Writings are not mine, I only take credit for what I do, enjoy. Horns honked, lights reflected off chrome and glass as they passed. Far away a siren wailed, announcing to the world that another accident had taken place, perhaps another life ended. People walked the dirty streets kicking cans and bottle out of their path. Paper blew into the gutters by a cool fall breeze adding it's bulk to the trash already collected there. The streets and sidewalks were filled with people looking for a little action. In a mundane life where every day was the same, any action was better than no action. The old Centurion theater showed the latest in a three month old movie. Blow was advertised in huge letters. Blow was another name for cocaine, which was one of the few drugs which
Kids Dad
Mark Passed this morning . The girls did not get the chance to say good bye to him. I think i feel better that they did not have to be there while he went. But i still wish they were able to give a last kiss. The girls are there now with the family and hope they all are going to be ok He was 49 years old . Rest in peace Mark Will always love ya They gave my girls dad 2 more days on support so they can be there with him as he goes. Amanda left for tampa tonight and Jessica will arrive tomorrow. I am so proud of them that they want to be there for him as he leaves this world. But i am worried for them if they can deal with the things that happen as he goes. I just hope they made the right choice. WE have gotten some bad news about an hour ago about the girls dad , He will be gone in 4 more hours . My heart is so crushed , I was happy they gave him till december but he took a turn for the worst last night , He is in a coma and will not wake after 5 tonight . Now the girls are
Stupidity On The Internet (gotta Love It)
From my SB from the bottom up..     wildchild12: hahahaha byee ->wildchild12: BLOCKED:d....THANKS FOR PLAYING ->wildchild12: lmfao...maybe it does..on someone who was born yesterday..move along to the next naive fu ho wildchild12: it does...your gonna love it oo ->wildchild12: seriously??? Does that shit EVER work??? wildchild12: geez your so freaking hot that i wanna suck ya pussy all night ->*****: I'd appreciate it if you didn't message me again..good luck on Fubar...oh!..and get a few more least one that is more believable...have a good night! ->*****: I guess I'm having a difficult time understanding you...first you have a single pic on your profile and claim it is of you and your wife when you first met....14 yrs or more ago...then you say you had a guy call you because you were talking to his wife and then backtracked and said oh no..he didnt call me..he left me a message on here...big difference between the suppose there are thin
Mizzou Tigers!
Area recruits fit Pinkel's 'kind' Three local footballers committed to Big 12 programs, three to MU. Allen Vaughan • News-Leader • June 28, 2008 Read Comments(4)Recommend Print this page E-mail this article Share this article: Facebook Digg Reddit Newsvine What’s this? In town earlier this month for an individual football camp at JFK Stadium, University of Missouri football coach Gary Pinkel laughed when asked about recruiting. Underwhelmed by various analysts who consistently ranked Mizzou's classes in the 20s or lower, Pinkel took a second to remind them which team shot up to the top spot in the AP and coaches' polls last season. "Obviously, they've been wrong," Pinkel said. "We were ranked No. 1 in the country at one point. We know what kind of kid we want, and it works for us." That "kind of kid" has Mark Hill and many others from the Ozarks excited. The Branson High School senior has seen three other area football players announce their NCAA Divisi
Numb by Andrew Harris ©2002 Expression from the depths of me, Diseased and broken, can’t you see? Our minds are working harder now. Suggestion force-fed us somehow. Violence and anger haunting, Scattered lies and hatred taunting Cradle doubt and yearn for more Welcome fears you dodged before Drowned by thoughts, so hard to see, The numbness quickly draining me Enough complaining, worship me, I’m someone you would love to be Follow in my footsteps please, Beg forgiveness from your knees. Judge the visions seen by eyes, Contaminating truth with lies Nothing sturdy, nothing sure The stimulating drive, so pure Crush my hopes and throw me out, Is this what all the hype’s about? Fly There Too by Andrew Harris I just wanna fly there too, Not so far away from me. Why do I always run and hide, From fears I cannot see? A vagrant, I fall....fall forever Total darkness, silent despair My eyes slowly open, realizing that I left my hope somewhere. Vulner
Princess Prissy Pants's Blogs...
  I got tagged by: ((President of the B-list))Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. I'm a 36yrs old Mother of 2 children Wesley is 10 Wriley is 6. 2. I love spending time with My Family & Friends 3. I love all types of is the best. 4. I am a total smart ass.. I love being a jokester.. 5. I may look all sweet & innocent  but...Im not..hehehe 6. I am a big flirt..7. I am a obsessive compulsive clean I guess thats why I am a Housekeeper 8. I am a nice person till U piss Me off then God Help U.. 9. I have walls built up around Me & Only the people I truly trust are allowed 2 enter..10. I am the type of girl that when I like U I like U alot.. When I fall I
> i close my eyes, i think of you > away i slip into a dream to a world > where everything is perfect, > the days are so bright, the nights sky > full with beautiful stars > > im long awaiting for a knock at the door > it seems like ive been waiting forever > but there, i hear it, you are here at last > the man of my dreams, > > i open the door and just look into your eyes, > with a smile on my face > i reach out and take your hand, > leading you into the hallway > i close the door behind you, > > i gently push you against the door, > and brush my body sloftly against yours > i whisper in your ear, i want to kiss you > i feel your heart beat faster, > your breathing stronger and your > manhood harden. > > i close my eyes and softly brush > my lips across yours, then i run my tongue > over them and kiss your bottom lip then the top, > i slip my tongue just between your lips and you > touch it with yours, we kiss with such passion > and desire i see it in you
it seems like i'm only on the fu when i'm sad. every breakup in the past few years has lead me back here. it's not a bad thing. i'm not trying to be all emo. or overly sentimental.   just wanted to say. that even though there are TONS of assholes here (and perves) there are a few nice people who always manage to cheer me up when i am down. and i thank you for that dearly.   also. chat me up late enough and we can get frisky, 'cause i'm single now wooo. jk.  
CLICK THE PIC TO BID imikimi - Customize Your World
Everyone had begun the celebration of all things srping. The snow was melting,St.Patrick's day,tupils peeking thru and other things Then it happened! I felt you quicken and it took my breath away. Fear was mixed with joy,my inner core calm. My primal mind said women do this everydat. Once at the hospital, endless hours of walking the halls began. It was there I came upon two old friends. One was a doctor,the other a plumber with only hours to live. This is how it is they said,one life leaves,another comes in. Yet,something was wrong.I couldn't belive them and buy in. You'd arrive very soon but my heart said'Not for long'. Who could I tell? Who would belive? Doctors,nurses,family all said 'There there dear' and patted my head. Baby mine,beautiful and perfect. For three days I fought them like I was insane. All I wanted was truth.Perfect was not perfect but they played their game Born with the wisdom of the angels and the ages in your eyes You would gaze into my eyes and

Something To Read
THE NEXT DAY:I am thinking what did I do.. omg how did I allow myself to fuck this perfect stranger like I did.. hmmm but am now desiring more from this man.Don't think I got his name.. I don't remember I am still in shocked at it all. All I am doing now is getting ready for work and getting wet at thinking of it again.. going over in my head being in the car..What should I wear today? What if he comes back? I mean I whispered to come back but will he??At work I am involved in my work but every now an then I think of him and damn my panties are getting soaked.. shit and can't change them yet...I am about to get ready for my hour lunch when he pops in again..omg he is here .. shit what do i do.. He comes over and and smiles and says hello. I tell him I am going to lunch, he asks if he can join me?I tell him yes, all awhile thinking omg what if he can tell that I have been thinking of him...We have lunch and still there is time before I get back..we are in his car again.. back to the sce
All Or Nothing
ters haters everywhere best beware for you dont know the shit I can pull no matter what I do you reamin the fool like they say your making me famous oh those wonderful haters like mommy like daughter I am way to strong to falter for I remain an uptown fighter, see while you try to build me down your really making me stronger, I am going to stay dope boy fresh while these wicked things intwine and mesh you can have all the kids you want you will reaine one distant memory, an infamous point in history , down for lies and bullshit,rape drugs and one more hit, unhappy lives always need company paint he picture for one day it will all be washed away and till that day Ill sit down and wait while all there is left to do is cry just remeber its not through my eyes hater haters everywhere best beware CUZ THIS BITCH JUST DONT CARE I DID THIS THINKING IT WOULD COME OUT DIFFERENT TO MY SURPRISE IT DIDN'T AND I LAUGHED GeminiIndividuals born under this sign are
Please come hel pme I'm in an Auto 11 contest there wil be 2 given out 1 for most rates and 1 for most comments. it will only run for 48 horus from 10am today until 10am sat. YOu will have to add her to ahve access. Just put bomber in frined request and she will rate and fan you back. Thanks, Marvin :-) Well my cable line was cut yesterday so no tv, phone or internet yesterday its back up now. Will be out of town form Friday afternoon til sometime sat night. Am going to Charlotte to watch my daughter at a Cross Country Invitational Meet Saturday. Catch you all sometime over the weekend. Well I am going to have a busy couple of weeks, We are headed back to WV to attend my father in laws funeral this weekend, and then next week I am on vacation, gotta get my son ready and send him off to college next weekend. Then on the 25th, my B-day hint hint lol my wife and daughter go back to school so I will actually have a little bit of time to get on here some :-) Marvin
Babble On!
Always trouble huh.. used to that I assure you.. I fight so hard for everything, so competitive that I simply refuse to lose.. at anything.. doesnt matter what.. if I take on something, I will achieve my goals...but maybe not this time.. I got a problem i Know i cant beat.. its gunna be a rough one, tears and all.. broken hearts and bad days to come.. all because I cant make somethings with anything but my bare hands.. I cant do magic.. im just a simpleton, and things arent simple.. just a grain of sand, fallen from the hour glass.. money.. one of the worlds biggest troubles.. I never had problems with it before. Time to battle! How is one supposed to react, feel or deal with yourself when a person you try so hard for, mistreats you, fails to oblige you in any way and does things seemingly almost just to hurt you? Someday everything will go my way. Someday things will all be ok. Someday I wont need to blog. Someday someone will love me hard and strong. Someday I won
What You Dont See When You Look At Me
i am a girl writting of pain. i am a person living life of shame. i am yourdaughter hiding my depression. i am your sister making a good impression. i am your friend acting like iam fine. i am a wisher wishing this life weren't myne. i am girl who thinks of suicide. i am a girl pushing her tears aside. i am a one who doesnt have a clue. i am the girl sitting next to you. i am the one asking you to care. i am your bestfriend hoping you'll be there Lost I stared past my preacher as he lectured me, tears poured down my face I knew what this was I needed no lecturing I only came to him for help all I needed was moral support I looked into his face I knew what he was saying, (the same as everyone else) though I heard no words I only cried harder I understand everything I don't need people to tell me what's wrong he seemed to be my last resort he was the only person I had left to turn to and he had failed now what? I feel I am the only one who can actua
I plead the 5th here, I just seen it and thought you might like it. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. Th
The comments were all very kind and appreciated. i want to say thanks again, but you didnt see these guys. i almost could almost understand homosexuality-almost, but it ws envy not attraction i competition was a hunk. i hope he handles it well. where is there room for others when you are full of yourself? now, back to bragging-i was the oldest to place, and out of 25 starting contestents, 2nd is a victory. i should have been about 7th, in my opinion. i think it was my personality voters and juges liked. sure, i was in good shape, but i could communicate better in my answers to various questions. i seemed to get good reaction from the audience, to my answers ,judging by noise levels. i wish is still looked that good, but it was better than when i was heavy [back surgery=bad diet=sedentary life=fat Jimmy] that was back in 06 when i started back rehab and stumbled into the FSWO Free Spirit Work Out, and Lifestyle. you bet i eat cake. you bet i drink beer. i do
It's easy to look and disagree It's simple to talk from a distance Join me in the trenches if you will See, I can't talk for too long without action Do Something I'm not saying shoot that cop Or slap that politician More like cast that vote Make demands of these b!tches Let them know you hold the key to their coveted position Do something We've been down for too long From misery let's get evicted Realize that most of our wounds are self inflicted That's what was intended It was the only prediction The time is now Do something Your homeboys don't wanna read it Read it to them Since it's food for thought Feed it to them Can't bullshyt forever when we're seeing through them Do something Do something Do something Each one Reach one Teach one Ignorant minds Breach one Painful stains Bleach one Corrupt figures Impeach one Contribute ALL Leach NONE Ebonically speaking... Act NOW or WE DONE!! DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My body quivers as y
Anonymous Poem
Sex is like snow, you never know how long it will last or how much you will get!! (Can I order a Blizzard?) I had to share this with everyone.....this is one of the best emails I have received. Let it touch you the way it touched me. It was written so perfectly!! Maybe . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . the brightest fu
The Poetry I Will Never Write....
This is a poem that I wrote. for a special someone. she know's who she is. I never write poetry, I always get writers block. and I cant ever think of anything to say so that it makes sense. I hope this does make sense. let me know what you think. please take into consideration, I never write poetry, and this is probably the first poem I've ever wrote. Comments are appreciated. I wanna be there. I wanna be there with you There in your arms when I'm with you nothing else matters Nothing at all. The feelings are strong Stronger than before. I wanna see you smile As I walk through the door I want to make you happy I want to see you smile but its really hard to do when I'm farther than a mile I wanna be with you Every night and day I'll be there soon I'll be there to stay I love you with all my heart my love will never die I hope that you can see it as you look into my eyes I promise I will be there I just need a little
Turning 21
What I'd like for my birthday is to spend the day with Ashton but I don't for see that happening.....damn work schedule... Other then that I want gas money for my car. Please copy and fill out the following. Name: Age: Height: Gender: Why you want to be my pillow: Do you also make a good chair and/or blanket?: I'll be turning 21 on July 23rd this year. My friends want to know what I want for my birthday. Do I want to go to the gay bar, get trashed and watch the drag shows like Kim did? Do I want to go to clubbing and get fucked up like Brandon? I have no idea. I'm a pretty boring person and don't go out very much but I want to do something kick ass for my 21st. So any suggestions people?
Inner Ramblings
To wake up and be here, means one more year I've been longing for that road And if it means that road be marked with what i fear, then i say "bring on the suffering" But surely i'll be walking, and i sure as hell can't drive unless you Come along for the ride Leave it all behind, leave it all ruins For all I care, for all we care Don't look back just keep driving Don't stop now just keep striving Don't say, that we've seen better days Cause we haven't seen a thing (we haven't seen a thing) And at the break of day, in our case noon We'll scale that open road Cause here the hopeless strive, and all our dreams are shot out of the sky But they won't die, if we Don't look back just keep driving Don't stop now just keep striving Don't say, that we've seen better days Cause we haven't seen a thing Someday when we're just a myth in town, I want you to know I want you to remember That friends do last forever, last forever So don't you ever change, no Don't loo
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** Before you read this, keep in mind, this is a choice to read.. not an imposition.. i posted this as a warning to those who have chosen to sleep on their faith.. cuz its time to wake the fuck up, keep in mind the concept of "gnashing of teeth".. that's all I'm going to say about it. This is Matthew 24.. a chapter I'd like to call "Wake the fuck up" haha. Signs of the End of the Age 1Jesus left the temple and was walking away when his disciples came up to him to call his attention to its buildings. 2"Do you see all these things?" he asked. "I tell you the truth, not one stone here will be left on another; every one will be thrown down." 3As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. "Tell us," they said, "when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?" 4Jesus answered: "Watch out that no one deceives you. 5For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am the Christ,[a]' and will deceive m
Sh#tfaced SquirrelSee more like this on ok, auto 11s are on, could people help me out here... come on do me a fav... rate me and rape the hell out of my photos eh.... Ok, so a friend of mine that is dear to my heart needs a little help. She is only 1052 from lvling. Yes I know... who cares. Well, I do, or I wouldn't be posting this. She is an amazing woman that has been through more in her last two years of life than most will go through in a lifetime. So, I as all of you, friends or not friends, do me a favor and stop by and just say hi, leave her a comment, fan her add her... what ever. Lets make it so she comes back and finds herself lvld. Thank you much and I hope that all of you find your day smiling upon you and the earth leaving you wtih happy thoughts. Thanks in advance. Irish.
Jokes And Humor
You might be a redneck if... More than one living relative is named after a Southern Civil War general. You think the stock market has a fence around it. You think the O.J. trial was the big Sunkist and Minutemaid taste test. You've ever lost a loved one to kudzu. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. Your front porch collapses and kills more than three dogs. Your coffee table used to be a telephone cable spool. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. You've ever used a toilet seat as a picture frame. Your home has more miles on it than your car. ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> You might be a redneck if... Your Christmas tree is still up in February. You've ever been arrested for loitering. You think that potted meat on a saltine is an hors d'ouvre. There is a stuffed possum anywhere in your house. You hammer bottle caps into the frame of your front door to make it look nice.
Ok people of the Fu, As many of you do not know i live with diabetes. This year i am participating in Step out: Walk for diabetes.We are also taking donations for diabetes research.If you would like to donate any amount i would really appreciate it. I lost my mother to diabetes when i was 8 years old. Here is the site to make donations Well im taking some time off.Things around here are i dunno too much for me.I lost a really good friend.I dont know if she knows why...and obviously she doesnt care cuz she hasnt asked..if she did she would of already asked...well thats out of the way..Im going to stay with my dad and my sister.Ill have my laptop but no internet.I might even go work down there for a while.If i do work i can get the internet back :P.I just wanted to let all those i care about know what was going on. I think ive been spending too much time here.I need to go out..and find myself again..Cuz this isnt it.I mean dont get me wrong i
My Blogs
  You are my addiction My perfect poision The thirst I crave The bitter sweet taste That is upon my lips As night brings a new dawn Your touch coursing thro my veins Leaves me longing for more My heart is defenceless You are My curse My addiction My perfect poision   Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of tr
Mistress And Other Bdsm Training Tips!
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In the end, All I have left, Is me and me alone, Don't let me drift upon the wind, Will I be reborn a phoenix? Or shall I be a dragon, Fierce and strong, Innocent and pure, Or a seductress lying in wait, To each there own, Power and pleasure, Await me. Forgive me my sins, Forgive me my innocence, I am who I am, And who I am is fading, Into what once was, Staring at what could be and what could have been, Wondering if I made the right choice, Who will be hurt in the end, Them or me? I can see myself with either of them, Will they love me as I need? Let me go if I pleased? Do I truly know what I want? Are they who I want? Am I who I want to be? Fading into the memories of yesterday, I find myself wishing for oblivion. ORIGINAL Crash, Bang, Boom, Then the screams start, Blood coating everything, Dripping from the ceiling, Running down the walls, Bodies laying upon each other and the floor, The acrid stench of death permeating the world, For a m
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Lessons In Life
famous people walk on the red carpets because they are famous, we walk on toilet paper because we are the shits "Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless." My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you in the graden of life where I bleed for you where my sorrowing heart bleeds and crys for you to come and save me from this mess and take me away.. My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you in the graden of life where i lay awake waiting for your kiss to set me free from my sleeping pain that burns deep to the cor
My bestfriend,my shinning star, My guiding light,my beating heart. My bleeding soul,you seem so far apart. My tender touch,My sobering kiss, My loving hand,to which i miss. My crying shoulder,My smiling face, My warm caress,My warm embrace. My silky blanket,My bouncy bed, My loving fingers,As you stroke my head. My fluffy cloud,My bright blue sky My guardian angel,which never dies. My shining sun.My cup of tea But theres one thing missing,and thats your arms wrapped around me. Slowly you remove my clothes and throw them to the floor; slowly I do the same my body aching for more. We stand here face to face out bodies for each to see, nothing but fresh air standing between you and me. Your eyes look deep in mine your hands touch my face, my breathing becomes heavy, as my heart begins to race. My fingernails touch your manly throbbing chest I move a little closer as my lips do the rest. A wetness starts to touch your neck my tongue follows behind; I ease along at a
Eat Ur Heart Out..
She is now full and lies still in my arms, I feel her sensing my joy and love, which makes her settle. Placing her down, I go and sit once again under the tree with the first man sat beside me. We sit together entwined under the tree and I start to get those feelings that surfaced all that time ago, the electric surge that pulsates through my body has he touches me, his hands are still soft as I remember them, his breath still smoothes me when he breaths softly on my skin. The pure desires that ache inside clam to get out, to be released into his body and flowing gently like a calming sea. My eyes shut has I feel his fingertips touching me, caressing me making my body spin and my heart pump madly. I feel my body shiver and then a short sharp shock powers through me at high speed. While I think back, I look to the first-born and remember the creation that we made together. The journey will soon begin for the first-born and it will be time for me to summons the power of nature so
In A Life Time
My grandma once told me that all people only experience one or maybe two true friendships throughout their entire life. The More I thought about this theory, the more I began to realize that what he had said was absolutely true. I, myself, had been surrounded by many so called friends, but never did I question the strength of our friendships. In reality they were not true friends at all. Who I had always considered to be my friends were really just hanging buddies or school cronies. I realized, that when it came down to true friendship, I could only account for one true friend; everyone else was merely an associate or just good company. I began to wonder why that was. Was I too superficial in the way that I approached life? Should I have attempted to build more meaningful relationships? No, it was not any fault of mine, it was just a fact of life. The truth is, I am a very unique individual, just as al
Anal Sex
i love to date Russian women... why?  cuz Russian women are great to date, cuz u can impress them with stuff that you can't impress American women with... like BREAD!!!!! Some people say i'm crazy... well... i am... i have voices in my head... they speak in spanish....I have no idea what they're saying!  It pisses me off... I wish one of them would get a job!!!!  What? ? ? ? ? They just moved here from Spain.... if you thought they were Mexican, well... you're a racist.... yeah... you should look at yourself n the mirror before you throw stones :P Anal sex is a lot like spinach... if your forced to have it as a child, you're not going to enjoy it as an adult... i'm surprized more of you didn't make that connection...
Feelings Of The Heart
Ivorie is a beautiful color that adds some extreme delight,The Ivorie that I have love for,is filled with joy and lots of life.Somtimes known to mature with age in the right time of the season,will blossom into a beautiful creature wich people will love for any reason,Ivorie will vary in size and looks come the right times of change,No one should ever hold her back or put it in a cage,One who has a bad temper would very much relate,Thee who shall upset Ivorie must suffer in its quake,I`m starting to see a resemblance in this wonderful gift of gods nature,Never go head to head with this wrath or you shall feel its anger,cant help but fall in love with this beastly mass of gods creation,Perhaps it will grow big and strong and one day rule the nation,I built this template to go on through her wonderful years of reign,To ever see her crumble would bring me to great pain,I have much love for this creatur,this wonder of natures extreme delight,for she is the one,the only,the daughter,MY DAUG
Another Auction!!!
I'm in another auction! Great new offers to the lucky winner! So come own me for a whole month and I will definitely make it worth your while! You won't be sorry. Just click the pic below and get those bids in! Brought to you by: Dj_Lette™@ fubar
Lord Of Darkness
Standing alone feeling the cold steel of my gun against my head. Knowing that my sacrafice wont heal all damage i did. Knowing I wont cause anymore pain or destruction. i search down deep in my soulless body looking for any signs of any love in me anymore. I get a devilish smirk on my face eyes turn pure red i am the lord of darkness of course i dont fall in love i destroy love. I was born to bring pain destruction and darkness to this world. finally got some disturbed tickets for august 9th. Row A, Dead Center STAGE! VIP PARKING AND PASSES TO STARLITE LOUNGE. i look deep into your eyes falling deeper and deeper in love with you. seeing the smile we put on each others face makes my heart melt. i put my forehead agains yours looking deep into your eyes falling deeper and deeper in love with you. i kiss your sweet lips. feeling our hearts beat faster known were both falling deeper and deeper in love. i lock our fingers and whisper in your ear i never want to let you go i want to stay l
Random Thoughts And What Not
Ok heres the deal......I want to do something new here.....I'm making a group called Surreals Angels. lol. I will make a morph for each one that wants to join. All I ask is that you either put surreals angels in your name or put angel at least. if your interested please leave a comment :P This is Matt a.k.a. Surreal and this will be my last blog entry. Theres a lot of things i need to get off my chest. First off. To all my true friends on all have been so great to me and I have nothing but love for each and everyone of you. You all have always been there for me when I have needed you and vise versa. For that I am truly blessed and thankful.  Now theres a few reasons I am leaving this site. First off I have seen way too many ppl lose sight of whats more important in thier lives. When you spend more than 12 hours on a web site I'm sorry to say to me thats a waste of your life. Theres so much more to life than fubar everyone. Take a good hard look at what everyone is doing..
My Owners Past And Present
Funny Stuff
***DISCLAIMER*** If poo humor disgusts you, move right on along. But if you have raised boys like I have, Shit (pun intended) like this is hilarious!! HOW TO POOP AT WORK ~As much as we try to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORK POOP is inevitable. For those who hate pooping at work, the following is a survival guide for taking a dump at the office. CROP DUSTING: When farting, you walk really fast around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants. FLY BY: The act of scouting out a bathroom before pooping. Walk in and check for other poopers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and come back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People may become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom. ESCAPEE: A fart that slips out w
Whats This World Coming To?
This is just too funny. Kid Rock cant even get breakfast at a Waffle House without getting into a fight. What I want to know is why anyone would even go to a nasty greasy spoon like that anyway. Remember, if you are on the cusp of another sign you most likely will have features of both signs...which may lead you into total confusion..... CAPRICORN - The Go -Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive
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Mood Music
Numb and broken, here I stand alone Wondering what were the last words I said to you Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time Can I turn back time? What would I give to behold The smile, the face of love? You never left me The rising sun will always speak your name Numb and broken, here I stand alone Wondering what were the last words I said to you It won't be long, we'll meet again What would I give to behold The smile, the face of love? You never left me The rising sun will always speak your name It won't be long, we'll meet again Your memory is never passing It won't be long, we'll meet again My love for you is everlasting I mourn for those who never knew you It won't be long, we'll meet again Your memory is never passing It won't be long, we'll meet again My love for you is everlasting Seek me, call me I'll be waiting This distance, this dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new d
Dr. Deepak Chopra...
this is a 10 minute clip taken from another site, u can find the site at the beginning of the clip. this man isa well educated and versed gentleman. i have a few of his books, and i enjoy his no nonsense approach and look at things and howhe explains things i hope this helps my dear friends... as in life, take what part fits intoyour own heart and run with it baby!!!! hope u enjoy! i will b posting more as i come across them! much love and light to you.!
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Nonna Victoria's Lasagna recipe from Bove's of Vermont and Boves Cafe located at 68 Pearl Street Burlington, Vermont * 2 jars Bove’s Marinara Sauce (or try the Vodka Sauce) * ¾ lb. lasagna noodles (about 24 pieces. Don't forget to criss-cross your noodles.) * ⅓ lb. thinly sliced Mozzarella cheese * 2 Tbs. fresh chopped Italian parsley * ¾ lb. Ricotta cheese * 2 Tbs. olive oil * ½ lb. grated Parmesan cheese * salt * 2 - 1 lb. bags of Bove’s famous meatballs * ¾ cup of Cottage cheese This is the same great recipe seen on the Food Network show, Throwdown with Bobby Flay. Before starting the lasagna, I usually take 2-3 jars of my Marinara sauce and pour it into a pot. Take the 2 bags of the frozen meatballs and put them into the sauce. Let it sit in the refrigerator over night. Don’t worry, they will thaw quite nicely in the pot and absorb some great flavor from the sauce overnight. Cook lasagna noodles barely to the al dente stage in lightly salted water (to
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Reborn2die's Blogs
Getting tired of this show. I am bound for home. Painting pictures in my mind. Stop this flame from dying. It grabs you. Gripping with it's claw. Like in the wild. Got to keep your finger on the trigger. This life. This strife. Feeling like the edge of a knife. Our goal. Our soul. Wrapped in the pain of life. Spreading like a sickness. Waiting for the medicine. Bless us with this life. Don't take it from us. Felling like i am alone. I am dieing in the sand of time. Dont want to be alone. I am trying to find my mind. This life. This strife. Feeling like the edge of a knife. Our goal. Our soul. Wrapped in the pain of life. Wanting to see you again, Waiting to hold you in these arms. Will i never feel your tender kiss, Things i will truely miss. Keeping faith for you and me, The future i want to see. Leaving but don't know where, Beg you to stay you dont care. Your case is packed and ready to go, Saying bye but feelings don't show. On kne
Thoughts On Life,love, And Relationships
Tired of so many things as of late i dunno where to begin.Of course some things dont suprise me because I knew how they would go to begin with.As most of us often do especially if they have been in a situation before.I think what iam most tired of right now is lies.I have no particular use for them.In the end they always end up badly.Mainly because you have to keep lieing to cover up the previous lie.Over time the lie gets so big theres no way to move.Some people get to me because they have no clue what they want.They will persue one thing till the get it no matter what it is and when they finally do they dont want it.Either that or lose intrest in it totally.Gues that could be said bout some relationships these days. That could be said for allot of other things as well.Seams some people are never truely happy with what they got.Even if its something good it often is never noticed till its gone.Then of course they say I want that back it was great.Witch sometimes never happens aga
Mignonne, allons voir si la rose A Cassandre Mignonne, allons voir si la rose Qui ce matin avoit desclose Sa robe de pourpre au Soleil, A point perdu ceste vesprée Les plis de sa robe pourprée, Et son teint au vostre pareil. Las ! voyez comme en peu d'espace, Mignonne, elle a dessus la place Las ! las ses beautez laissé cheoir ! Ô vrayment marastre Nature, Puis qu'une telle fleur ne dure Que du matin jusques au soir ! Donc, si vous me croyez, mignonne, Tandis que vostre âge fleuronne En sa plus verte nouveauté, Cueillez, cueillez vostre jeunesse : Comme à ceste fleur la vieillesse Fera ternir vostre beauté. Between laughs and happy playing My youth was sweet and lucky Among my friends and my family But something was missing The years saw me growing Bringing pain and happiness Many joy and sadness I felt something was missing Life brought me lots of smiling But many times it had gotten rough And it made me get more tough Still something was miss
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Fragile ~ Delta Goodrem
Back To The Grind...
It really wasn't that bad...Nothing like staying up late and trying to sleep in knowing that you can't because of the things you have to do. Those just happened to be one of those days to where there were people to call before lunch and I didn't get to hear what I wanted. Well, part of it I didn't want to hear. lol I called my unit here and was inquiring about my departure date and my mobilization station prior to my deployment, since it was supposed to be next month. YEAH, SUPPOSED TO BE...well, it has been pushed back another month due to them having a large workload to contend with. The good part about it though, I'm not going to be freezing my butt off in Jersey. :-) I'll be in the south for it and that makes me feel ohhh sooo much better. The thing that makes this all that much more difficult to deal with is that I'm not having the communication that I'm wanting or needing. You know who you are if you have read this. Being pushed away from the fact I'm leaving sucks
Jokes & Funny Stuff
A husband always insisted on making love with the light off. After 20 years, the wife turns the light on to find him holding a vibrator. She goes ballistic."You impotent bastard!" she screams. "How could you lie to me all these years?"The husband looks at her and calmly says "I'll explain the vibrator. You explain the kids!" I could not stop laughing. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili Taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Li
This Summer Have You... Seen an ex? No Cried? yup Wanted someone you couldn't have? nope Been to the beach? No Stayed up all night? yes Went shopping? of course Been out of state or country? I am out of state now lol Gone swimming? sure have Gotten arrested? nope Asked someone out? yes Gotten in a car with a stranger? no Lost someone close? no Slept in someone else's bed? yes Ran From? the cops? to exercise? wild monkeys chasing me? the big bad wolf? no Regret something? no Got in a fight? no Stayed at a hotel? no Skinny dipped? nope Gone to a concert? Nope Almost died? nope Got any tattoos or piercings? no Met a celebrity? Nope Do you have a best friend? yes Had your heart broken? nah Went to the movies? no Had a crush? no Fell in love? no Went out with a person you did not know? no Cried for no reason? no Kissed someone just because you felt like it? yes
In Need Of Justice!
Proud To Be White How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. .....And then there are just - Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. They Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' .....And that's OK. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? They have the United Negro College Fund. They have Hispanic History Month. They have Martin Luther King Day. They have Asian History Month. They have Black History Month. They have Cesar Chavez Day. They have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. They have Yom Hashoah. They have K awanza. They have the NAACP. And BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .....We'd be racists. If we had a White
Cool Fun Stuff
1. I've come to realize that my hair... sucks 2. I've come to realize that my legs.. are short 3. I've come to realize that my job.. is being emily's mommy 4. I've come to realize that when I'm driving.... i tend to yell and flip the bird 5. I've come to realize that I need... food 6. I've come to realize that I have lost..... alot of sleep 7. I've come to realize that I hate it when.... my mother inlaw comes over 8. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... im a tard 9. I've come to realize that money... dont grow on trees 10. I've come to realize that certain people... are assholes 11. I've come to realize that I'll always be.. a bitch 12. I've come to realize that my significant other... can be a big mean doodie head 13. I've come to realize that my dad... is a redneck lmao 14. I've come to realize that my cell phone.... is gone 15. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning... that i wanted more sleep 16. I've com
Here We Go Again! Own Me?!?!?
       I am up for auction and looking for your bids! So break out those fu wallets and give me something to smile about. I have a lot of offers and I am up for increasing them if need be. So if you want a devoted fu slave, click on my pic and bid bid bid!!! Thanks!! Here is the link to my auction page: And don't forget to love up on the host!!! He is up for auction too :) ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™*Salute Junkie*Fu-Ownd By ChevyGrl & SweetDesire@ fubar Please repost for me! Thanks
i would like to THANK EVERYONE  that showed me fulove on my bday its may take a day or to but i will try and get back to everyone crazy how many i got to go through but THANKS AGAIN  so give me time and come buy say hi dont get mad if its takes a fw to answer thanks                                                           super dh my #4 family gg is the best plzs read her blog and go help her she is the best add her fulove her lots and lots plzs OK heres the deal giving away bling pack!!! the best bid wins 12creidts. so lets see what happens good luck fubucks and rates good as bids good luck!!!!!!!!!! contest ins friday nite
I Have Not Met Him Yet Or Have I?
every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful daughters as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . . . . LoVE/2008 My smiles reflect the love you give and co
Welcome To My World
Ok so, First off I would like to welcome you to my page,I look forward to getting to know as many as I can.I don't want you to just be a face that sits on my page, That's no fun.If you comment me I will return the love.I may be alittle late but I will promise.. And guys please watch what you say to me, I know this is the net and you can pretty much get away with saying just about anything without being SMACKED.But hey I am a lady and wish to be treated that way,Use the manners your Momma taught you when you was young please. I am not prestigious against anyone, I will be friends with anyone who wants to be friends weather male or female.Isn't that what we are all here for anyway? I don't judge anyone,Because I have never walked in your shoes,And its really none of my business. I am a pretty down to girl,I can get alone with most anyone til you do something mean, or hurt me.Do it once shame on you cause there is no second chances.And you quite possibly lost a great friend.
I'm Hosting My First Auction
Welcome to my page!Any questions just ask and I will try to answer as soon as I can. I will be posting more pics this week. Here is another address I'm at If anyone wants to rip(take) any of my pics and use them in anyway you can. Have fun! I get to take a break and go out this weekend!!!!!! Any suggestions--send them. I live in Huntington, WV. I want to have fun. my yahoo messenger is:
What Have I Learned
To submit to someone isn't just about letting them take you over and controlling you and everything you are and do. I have learned the hard way.... You're a submissive, so you have to serve me because I say so'. I've had to cope with enough people with that attitude. I call them 'wannabe doms'. Because that's exactly what they are. You cannot just EXPECT submission from anyone, possibly a stranger. And even after submitting you must not tale advantage of your power and above al be truthful. Lies hurt the worst. It's probably is the greatest gift a sub can make to their dominant. It never can be enforced, it cannot be taken for granted, it's something that has to be earned and valued. It's a sign of deep respect and trust, and possibly love. And it's given selectively. Only because someone submits to one person doesn't mean they will or have to submit to everyone. The first things about building M/s relationship that are going to last is to have faith in each other. It can take yo
Spank Me Daddy
I HAVE BEEN A BADDDDDDD GIRL....COME ON AND SPANK ME DADDY!!!! Come Join the Spank Me Daddy Party!!! I Want My Spankings Now!!!!!! Ive Been Very Bad!!!!!!!!
Black Knight Sales Visit my eBay Store: by: b.k.1981( 24) Welcome to my Black Knight Sales. We will have trading cards, jewelry, birdfeeders, car audio and video other miscellaneous products. . Thank you for giving Black Knight Sales your business.  
Dj Midnight!
Please help me out! I'm fighting to defend my title in the sexiest legs contest. It lasts until Wed Nov. 12th at 8pm est. Please go to the link below and drop as many comments as you can!!! Love My Fu-Friends So Much Love!!! My husband is trying to level, he is a great guy and never asks much from anyone, go to this link and please show him the love u guys all show me... Please Southern Cowboy ŖĻ Hubby ŦǑ ♥Nĭčέ♥@ fubar Taking bids on being owned.... I have decided to go with being owned but I have to asked to be respected with one request. I will not make any NSFW salutes. Also My real husbands name will stay in my name. Other requests I will be open to. I will speak to who ever owns me before anything is done also about any and all expectations. Final note... Just because you are the highest bidder does not mean you will own me. I expect to be treated with respect and will show you respect as well. Just sen
Shit Like That .com
Why is that ninety percent of men out there think that just because a woman ,who is over a average size five, to be so desperate for any attention, that we would take whatever they have to offer? DO you asshats think that if you send a message saying something like...I WANT TO FUCK YOU..or YOU MAKE MY COCK HARD...that most of us are going to jump on it and ride you like your a favorite carnival ride? Newsflash!!! I DON'T THINK SO SKEETER!! Well for a long time I was quick to blame the male gender for having this idiot idea, till recently. I have had my eyes opened to the real reason behind it all. I have had a Tagged account, I currently have a MySpace account and of course, Fubar. In my lookin around these websites, it has come to my attention that alot of PLUS sized women on many of these websites, put themselves in skimpy bras and panties, bathing suits showing themselves in a sexually provocative pose. Number one, and I am not guilty of this myself, just bare them and git it o
There are 365 Birthdays. Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has got to be somebody born on each day of the year. We're going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year.Add your name next to your birthdate and lets see if we can do it!!! (Hey and don't delete any one) Copy and paste and make a new bulletin! ! ! ! ! ! ! !January 1-Dustin Engler!!!January 2 -January 3 -January 4 -January 5 -January 6 -Courtney BryantJanuary 7 -Ricky "Dunn Dunn"January 8 -January 9 -January 10-January 11-January 12 -January 13 -Judge D.January 14 -Samantha marie KlossJanuary 15 -autumn nicole pateee(:
Mass Control Give Away Review
Frank Kern came out of the woodwork this weekend and just started spewing free content out at everyone with Mass Control Give Away. Of course, if you know any of Frank’s stuff, you definitely won’t be one to complain about what he’s doing. What he is doing, is launching the big Mass Control Giveaway. A series of videos chock full of content are being released all week about how you can make more money right now. See, Frank’s not one to hold back in his content, and that includes his free videos. So if you want to make more money, check them out right away. There is no doubt in my mind if you have seen or heard of Frank Kern then he has probably had a positive impact on your marketing. Mass Control Give Away ReviewThere will be more blog posts touching on the Mass Control techniques in more detail, but for now, I will leave you with one relationship building tip.Often we forget that when someone surfs the net, he's in a different
Mass Control Syndicate
Mass Control Syndicate Frank Kern’s Mass Control marketing was one of the best product launchs I’ve seen in Internet Marketing history. His videos were brilliant but can the idea of “building a relationship with your list” really be that big a profit multiplier? Our lab put the idea to the test and here’s the result. Now this is not meant to be an endorsement of Mass Control Marketing - the product is off the shelves. But hopefully, you will learn a ton from reading this post and observing the experiment we did. The friendly email beat the control by approximately 250% percent more sales. So this stuff does work. And as for us, we’re cutting back on salesly emails and investing more time in building a relationship with our list. Tags: Mass Control Give Away, MassControlGiveAway, Frank Kern Mass Control Give Away, Frank Kern's Mass Control, Mass Control Give Away Review, Mass Control Give Away Download, Mass Control, Mass Control Bonus
Mass Control Give Away Bonus
Mass Control Give Away Bonus Mass control is the latest marketing system that has been created by Frank Kern and could potentially revolutionize how we market online. The possibilities are countless when you consider that Frank has tried and tested his Mass Control marketing system within many different niches and under many different circumstances. The chance to improve your overall marketing skills and to obviously increase your income by using Mass Control within your niche or with in a niche that you are planning to go into. I suppose you may not know who the man behind Mass Control so I'll give you do the low down. Frank Kern is one of the most in demand marketers out there but he has chose to remain under the radar and to only work with a select group of his choosing. He used to be big in the marketing arena but a few years ago he decided it was time to go underground and completely cut of all contact with his subscribers, disappeared from seminars and eventually stopped wo
Mass Control Monthly
Mass Control Monthly There will be more blog posts touching on the Mass Control techniques in more detail, but for now, I will leave you with one relationship building tip. Often we forget that when someone surfs the net, he’s in a different frame of mind as compared to going to a shopping mall, watching TV or listening to radio. Even when he’s on the net, his frame of mind is determined by the medium he’s using at the moment. For example, if someone is using a search engine, he’s usually in the frame of mind to get an answer to a question or to purchase something specific. Blog readers are usually looking for information or to be entertained. Let's be serious, there's plenty of people making dump truckloads of money on the Internet and they cannot teach anything worth a damn. Frank takes the most complex concepts and makes them simple -- and that is an incredible skill. And because he is such a great teacher...I bend over backwards when I hear his name mentioned anywher
Saint Francis Of Assisi
Most High, all-powerful, all-good Lord, All praise is Yours, all glory, all honor and all blessings. To you alone, Most High, do they belong, and no mortal lips are worthy to pronounce Your Name. Praised be You my Lord with all Your creatures, especially Sir Brother Sun, Who is the day through whom You give us light. And he is beautiful and radiant with great splendour, Of You Most High, he bears the likeness. Praised be You, my Lord, through Sister Moon and the stars, in the heavens you have made them bright, precious and fair. Praised be You, my Lord, through Brothers Wind and Air, And fair and stormy, all weather's moods, by which You cherish all that You have made. Praised be You my Lord through Sister Water, So useful, humble, precious and pure. Praised be You my Lord through Brother Fire, through whom You light the night and he is beautiful and playful and robust and strong. Praised be You my Lord through our Sister, Mother Earth who sustains and governs us, pro
Music Lyrics
Theatres Des Vampires - The land beyond the forest Mourning pleasure of the dark lord Will be assent to ancient dreams... ...And desires Falling the darkness on this arcanum place Red blood turn the colour of the night Only one kingdom... Only one master Nocturnal prayers... In the forest A secret buried in this land Beyond this ways... Beyond the dark Frozen embrace of the winter wind Fog... Come out from the graves Is there something awful in this lands beyond the forest The ill-omened breath of theese trees Take into ancient horrors I hear... funeral bells but I don't see not even a church Something like invisible hands Take me into this way An obscure and mysterious power follow my steps between the... ... Lands beyond the forest!! Red eyes around... Are the wolves that follow my journey... And the odour of my skin Only one kingdom... Only one master Nocturnal prayers in the forest A secret buried in this land Lands beyond the dark Theatres Des
A Little Peek To How My Mind Thinks!!!!
!GYPSY F*UKING CUNT ! i've only had a row with a f*cking gypsy!! there he is, f*cking bobble hat on his head, banging f*ck out me door, "oi, what do you want you hacky tw*t" i'm shouting, you've seen nowt like the sh*t he's trying to flog, piles of crud from the f*cking pound shop and the cheeky c*nt wants 5 quid for it!!, i told him straight to p*ss off and take your stinky f*cking offspring with you. He's f*cking wingeing on about living in a f*cking caravan, "round here thats a f*cking holiday home" says i, "so go and tell someone that gives a sh*t", well he starts bleating on about f*cking cursing me and all that b*llocks, "your too f*cking late" i'm saying "some f*ckers beat you to it", on he starts again about this f*cking caravan!! "have you got a kettle in it?" says i, "aye" he says, "well f*ck off and go & boil your f*ukin bobble hat!!" You annoying tw*t!!!! Stupid ! just look it up & tell me if my mate's name is there ? I absof*ckinglutely cant believe how paggered me mate
True Friendship None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cute little smiley faces on this card, just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you are thinking of something that I would probably want to be involved in. 4. When you are scared - I will rag you about it every chance I get until you're NOT. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will try to use only little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again.
Lyrics I Like
You Can Call Me Al - Paul Simon A man walks down the street He says why am I soft in the middle now Why am I soft in the middle The rest of my life is so hard I need a photo-opportunity I want a shot at redemption Don't want to end up a cartoon In a cartoon graveyard Bonedigger Bonedigger Dogs in the moonlight Far away my well-lit door Mr. Beerbelly Beerbelly Get these mutts away from me You know I don't find this stuff amusing anymore If you'll be my bodyguard I can be your long lost pal I can call you Betty And Betty when you call me You can call me Al A man walks down the street He says why am I short of attention Got a short little span of attention And wo my nights are so long Where's my wife and family What if I die here Who'll be my role-model Now that my role-model is Gone Gone He ducked back down the alley With some roly-poly little bat-faced girl All along along There were incidents and accidents There were h
Net Addictions
But not the Charles Dickens kind. Reading is just as fun as looking, so read a story or two about sex and romance (and perversion) at Literotica. And just like the previous porn sites, this is reader contributions so every day has new stories to be had. Ok, there are deals out there on the internet, but they can be hard to find. Check out one place that lists them all, Slick Deals. Well, not all of them, but a lot of good ones. Mostly techie stuff, but toys and clothes and, of course, when you can get free ice cream. OK, so I like games. I've been on this one for over a year and yes, I actually pay for it. It's only like $3 a month so it's worth it. Think Risk but with more options and you have Conquer Club. I'm currently a lieutenant, so I can show you the ropes if you're in.
"What's Real" You think u know me because I played along Being sum1 I'm not but sum1 u love I end up by myself I don't care there's nothing left I gone to far I hurt too many I search for myself But never could I don't exist I was only what they wanted They never knew what was in my heart I made it to be what was already in their minds Nothing was ever real just what they though was a perfect life then I took away killing their hopes and dreams For some but others They could care less They just forgot and moved on All these lies and broken hearts life is so random One min your in love the next you hate everything My mind plays tricks Confusing my heart I don't know what's right or not There's so much shit going thru my mind Making choices from my heart Is impossible for me I don't know if love is the greatest or the worse thing In life All I do know is I fucked up I cant take any of it back so now I'll leave this place With no more pain no more love "love story" Love is
*~poems From My Heart~*
Fallen LoveTears of the Fallen AngelCasted from shadows, cold and dead,Brings chaos to our broken worldAnd causes hearts to become lead. Crown of the Fallen KingSinks into the ocean, black and still,Bringing hell to the lives of many;The saddened King was their pill. Wings of the Fallen AngelStay as black as coal.Broken and unmoving,She lives in a world so dull. Pain of the Fallen KingSleeps in a heart of glass.Broken and shattered,He can't leave the past Halo of the Fallen AngelRadiates a dreadful bliss.It long lost the golden hueThat once her pretty head was kissed. Jewels of the Fallen KingNo longer have their gleam.They long lost their glorious hue;They are now just a distant dream Eyes of the Fallen AngelGaze upon the Fallen man.Arms wide open to embrace,A new love speaks of their dead land. Dreams of the Fallen KingGive away to the Fallen girl.Arms wide open to embrace,A new love speaks to his only pearl. Wings of the Fallen AngelBleached white like fresh snow;A halo newly painte
Random Musings Of A Confused Mind
THe people that live upstairs from me can be heard having sex every other night. YOU can hear the muffled moans and squeaking bed through the ceiling. What happens if I make a move on my SO? She slaps my hand away, gives me an excuse, inflicts pain on me, threatens to leave me, or some combination of them all. Oh sure, we have sex about 1 time every two weeks. lasts about 15 minutes, and its always her way, on her schedule. She never wants to try anything different. She just wants to lay there, while I do her. And its always missionary, and once we're done, that's it. Never lets me kiss her during sex. On the rare occasion we tounge kiss... which is once a year.. she's terrible at it. Sex should be fun, something both people in a relationship wants. BUt damn. Im tired of being rejected by the bitch. How about my fucking way for once? She completely refuses to talk about our sex life other than to say "Sex isnt a priority for me." She should just be fucking l
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Blogs From My Other Profile
To the one that has my heart You have my heart You have my love You have my trust And You have my soul So please What ever you do Don’t forget That I will always be around If you ever need anything Just let me know Because I will be here Till the end of time So if you ever forget Read this over And remind yourself That you have a true friend who knew someone can hold so much anger who knew someone can take so much who knew someone like me can cause so much hurt who knew i would feeel guilty over it who knew i would cry myself to sleep who knew i would seek help who knew who knew who knew Child of the Night By Garrett Christenbury (chorus) Nobody knows what it is like To be a child of the night Everybody thinks it’s fun and games When you feel the fangs Enter your veins Your insides die You get a new death You get a painful death (end chorus) Everyone around you dies but you are still here Your friends are gone You are alone Wit
Thought Of The Day
dalejr999: or 1 boob at a timdalejr999: > surprise me sexy liknips@aol.come ->dalejr999: why outside my house shuga?? dalejr999: then take your butt withmy name onit mmm dalejr999: outside your house ->dalejr999: ok honey...but my camera wont hold these boobs in one frame dalejr999: ok hope so dalejr999: can u take apic holdign anote saying hi dave dalejr999: mmof course whenareu showing them ->dalejr999: Want me to titty fuck you big boy?? dalejr999: how are u ->dalejr999: hey big boy dalejr999: hi there ->dalejr999: ok honey...but my camera wont hold these boobs in one frame dalejr999: ok hope so dalejr999: can u take apic holdign anote saying hi dave dalejr999: mmof course whenareu showing them ->dalejr999: Want me to titty fuck you big boy?? dalejr999: how are u ->dalejr999: hey big boy dalejr999: hi there hahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! More to come [[Stolen from CAM who stole it f
Random Ranting
I've been a fool for love, bent over backwards for love. What did I find? I was blind for love, almost lost my mind for love and what did I see? Only a need to be free from love and somehow to flee from love and all it's done to me. I've been a fool for love. I've cried for love. All I've ever tried was for love and what did I find? I was so weak for love, so blind for love. one too many times been stupid for love and what did I see? Still a deep need to be loved. I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me. sometimes i feel i just want to be wanted like i thirst for the attention but i don't even know why then other times i don't want to be bothered it's not that i'm depressive i think i'm a lot of fun i just have changes of mood lately things aren't satisfying food is good, but there's nothing i crave sex is decent, but it's onl
As I sit along the shore line watching the sunset I reflect back over my life . I think back to the choices i have made in my life . I wounder if I made the right ones. I wounder if  could go back in time would i have done things diffrently.  I watch the colors fade from yellow to purple. Its strikes me that when we take the time to look back at ones life that all the choices we have made be them right or wrong we did for a reason . We may never know the true reason we made them. We may regreat the choices we made . In the end it comes down to trying to make the best out of the life we have right now . Just as the sunset is a beautiful part of nature, so are we . The sun will set everyday . Each one is diffrent there are no two alike . Just as with ppl there r no two alike . We must take a page from nature and see that what choices we have made  make us just as beautiful as the sunset.  Just as the sunset touches our lives we touch the people around us . We make there life a little b
Wierd Tests
You Would Make a Horrible 1930's Wife You are way too non conformist, independent, and sassy to be an ideal retro wife. You may be so wild that you aren't even considering marriage! Good thing we don't live in the 1930s anymore! Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s? What Your Taste in Music Says About You Your musical tastes are reflective and complex. You are intellectual to the point of being cerebral. You are very open to new experiences, and even more open to new ideas and theories. Wisdom and personal accomplishment are important to you. You are naturally sophisticated. You are drawn to art, especially art by independent artists. You are likely to be financially well off... and not because you were born that way. What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You? You Are 85% Tortured Genius You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood. Not like you really want anyon
as i write this i cry cuz i have found the person of my dreams i want to be wit him for the rest of my life and i want to marry him. this is so hard cuz i dont to see him very often and it hurts me sometimes it feels like a knife cuz all i do is cry and it is so hard on me cuz he is my life line and i know that im his he has my hart and i have his ya i know it sounds so wrong for me to cry about this but when i wit him all i do is smile and laff  when im not wit him my worls is so dark and glommy and to me it feels like i have no sun shine to look for in life u go thoght bsome much shit and so many people tell u what is best for u and sometimes just some times they are rigt and sometimes they make a mistake well i have someone in my life that i love and i dont want to lose and this erson helps and cares about me and makes me feel so good about myself he is the one person who has always aways there for me when i need him and will always be there for me wat do u  do when u love a person
My Talent
its the year 0 B.C. at midnight on halloween. in the castle lives a woman named nataliea ameialia. she is 5,8, blonde, 44DD breasts, and she loves the control of screaming men at the palm of her hand. in the distance there is a man named ivan recardo who ia riding a black horse named nitemare. ivan recardo is 6'9 6 pack, jet black hair, piercing blue eyes, and has muscles that other men want. ivan approches the gate of the castle, the gate opens. and there waits for him is nataliea. " who are you woman" ivan said as he reaches for him sword. " i am the keeper of this castle, and you are trespassing" nataliea said back at him in a scream. " you do not know who you are dealing with HUMAN" nataliea said sheading a small tear as she felt her fangs extend. " oh yes i do too VAMPYRE" ivan yelled back as he grabbed his sword of bladed pain. "NOW YOU WILL BECOME MY VICTIM FOR ALL ETURNITY" nataliea shouted as her eyes turned blood red. ivan grasped his sword as nataliea charged at him. he swip
Skacha Rain lots at Phuet Thailand I once went into a bar in Pattaya and ordered a Heineken, the British bar manager said "We don't sell that in here, we only have decent beer" to which I replied "That'll be a novelty then, I'll have a bottle of "decent" beer", to which he replied "F*** off!", so I did! (True story) Singha Beer is the main national brand, asking simply for a beer will get you one of these. A peculiar tasting brew, not to my liking. A draught version is available with a slightly different taste, but still not very palatable. Some people like it, and if you ask for a beer without specifying a brand, this is what you will usually be served. The version that is exported in cans and bottles is slightly better tasting. Website HERE
Ooooo Lookie!
Read the whole thing there's 2 parts That's right it's that time again ! Time for DevilGirl to have her last spotlight once you hit level 26 no more spotlight's, Devilgirl's last & persia's first spotlight!!! I cant offer much except some shops and goofy salute's every fubuck count's now remember this is not for me so please dont send them to me that transfer charge really bites ya know ... Click the pic to go directly too the fu bux link on her page anyone can donate i wont know unless the user tells me they want somthing for it.... DevilGirl@ fubar Now for part 2 of this post we been seeing persia wants to go for it too & we want to help her out too same offer from me goes all's i can do is make pic's and goofy salute's so donate to either woman in here and let me know or just do it cause u want too what the hell are you gonna do with them fu bux anyway ,Buy more fake drink's? lol click on persia's pic to go directly to her fu bux page Per§ia@ fubar
Tips On Being A Better Person
How to Be Charming George Clooney, known widely for his charm. Charm is the art of having an attractive personality. This characteristic can only be achieved over a period of time. While everyone is born with differing amounts of natural charm, much can be acquired and honed through practice and patience. As with dancing, the more you practice, the better you will become. Effort and careful attention to the needs and desires of others will ensure that charm becomes a permanent part of your character. [edit] Steps 1. Improve your posture. Good posture will give the impression of self confidence (even if you don't feel that way on the inside). While walking, maintain a relaxed yet definitive upright posture: spine long, shoulders back, head level with the ground. This may feel awkward or overpowering to you when you first practice it, but keep trying. 2. Relax the muscles in your face to the point where you have a natural, pleasant expression permanently engrave
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where i called you on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it
My Lyrics
You've been adequately warned, it's pure corn syrup confection. It came to me one afternoon on my way to work at the club so it's at least a couple years old. Oh and it's meant for a male singer, go figure..f'n stupid muse, lol Anyways, go ahead and do your worse cuz once I get music written I'll be collecting my CMA award, ha ha ha Dreamland is fun :D Sorry That I'm Late He met her at the Dairy Queen She was the sweetest thing he'd ever seen But he somehow found the nerve to ask Her on a date On a shortcut to pick her up The tire blew on his daddy's truck And he showed up at her house Two hours late He held her hand and dried her tears As her parents called the tow truck I meant to be her sooner, It was just A case of bad luck Sorry that I'm late I took a wrong turn on the way But I'm back on track and on The road that I was meant to take Sorry that I'm late, I didn't Mean to make you wait So long for me But I knew that I would make it here E
Cls Land
SHOW SOME LOVE TO THE BEST PEOPLE I KNOW DJ LocNLoad(AKA 'PAPPI')~Owner Of ForbiddinPleasures~EnforcerMgr.@ClubTOOSEXY~Security@AcesU@ fubar ~DJ SEXII BAD BITCH CCA~Owner of Forbidden Pleasures~ Manager@ClubTooSexy ~Greeter @ACES UP& UNTAMAB@ fubar ok heres the thing, I always enter auctions but never host them. So I'm really thinking about hosting one. If i do the enrty fee would be 50K and will run for 2 weeks. I just want an idea of who would be interested in entering. COME BUY ME IM ON THE AUCTION BLOCK AGAIN SWING BY AND PLACE A BID

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