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Just Thoughts
What do I have to do for him to see me? How do you tell someone that you love them without the fear of a friendship being lost. We have shared many times. Some of them bad but most of them good. He has been there when it seems like the whole world has shut it's eyes to not see my pain. I want more then anything for him to know what I feel in my heart but I can never find the worlds. I am so afraid of telling him and nothing being said or being laughed at. I know I couldn't handle the rejection. Also I don't want to break a friendship that has become very stong over the years. I had the chance once but was to afraid to leave the one I was with who was causing me so much pain. I wouldn't leave because of a promise I had made and now I am afraid it is too late and that I have passed up something that could have been wonderful. Why was I so stupid? I knew where I was I didn't need to be but I didn't want to break the promise and now I sit here kicking my self left and right because I was s
Im Just Me
As i enjoy your soft lips in the passionate kissesthat we share Holding tightly onto you cuddling you gently with such care. Rubbing my hands together to warm up the lotion Caressing your luscious breasts lightly in a sensual motion. Slowly my hand glides slowly down for the sweet treasure at my fingertips With each motion of my fingers becoming more intense, you start to moan, and quiveras my tongue flicks across your sweet lips. You become overwhelmed with desire, pulling me up to you I slowly side myself into that sweet , wet spot, becoming one instead of two. With each motion in the love that we make
Magic By Criss Angel
"On Fire" "Split In Two"
One For Love
She Walks in Beauty She walks in beauty like the night, Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all thats best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaird the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Of softly lightens oer her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that check, and oer that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! Lord byron http://www.angelfire.com/co3/NevermoreKeep/byron.html Copy this link for more of his work Taunt me with your womanhood tease me with delight Take me to that hidden cove we visit every night Put your arms around me hold me oh so close Whisper tha
Poems
Talking] The new age is upon us And yet the past refuses to rest in its shallow grave For those who hide behind the false image of the son of man shall stand before God!!! It has begun The beginning of the end Yeah.. Yeah... yeah, yeah [Verse 1] The voice of racism preaching the gospel is devilish A fake church called the prophet Muhammad a terrorist Forgetting God is not a religion, but a spiritual bond And Jesus is the most quoted prophet in the Qu'ran They bombed innocent people, tryin' to murder Saddam When you gave him those chemical weapons to go to war with Iran This is the information that they hold back from Peter Jennings Cause Condoleeza Rice is just a new age Sally Hemmings I break it down with critical language and spiritual anguish The Judas I hang with, the guilt of betraying Christ You murdered and stole his religion, and painting him white Translated in psychologically tainted philosophy Conservative political right wing, ideology Glued together
Ill Be Gone The Hole Weekend
YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE TELLS IT ALL A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her drivers ' license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find that out? "I als
Poems..some Mine Some Not!
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1st Blog 4 Lostcherry
This was on my son's front page (about me),,how much pride would this give you as there father an to see how far he has gone..give me a life time of pride..an hope his sisters an brother lead in the same pride of life.. We live in a world that is at war, and this war has to be fought by men with guns. Who's gonna do it? You? I have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom. You protest our losses, and you curse the Marines. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what I know - that our losses, while tragic, probably saved lives; and my existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me to fight in this war -- you need me to fight this war. We use words like "Honor," "Courage," "Commitment." We use these words as the backbone of alife spent defending something. You use them as a punch line. I have neither the time nor the inclination to expla
Bikers
Three guys were sitting in a biker bar. A man came in, he was already drunk, sat down at the bar and ordered a drink. The man looked around and saw the 3 men sitting at a corner table. He got up, staggered to the table, leaned over, looked the biggest one in the face and said, "I went by your grandma's house and I saw her in the hallway butt naked. Man, she is fine!" The biker looked at him and didn't say a word. His buddies were confused, because he was a bad ass, and would fight at the drop of a hat. The drunk leaned on the table again and said, "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!" The biker still said nothing. His buddies were starting to get mad. The drunk leaned on the table again and said, "I'll tell you something else boy, your grandma liked it!" The biker stood up, took the drunk by the shoulder and said, "Damn it Grandpa, you're drunk Go home!" Why motorcycles are better than women: Your motorcycle doesn't get upset when you forg
Anonymous Confessions Of Your Lunatic Friend.
Today, one of my best friends was robbed at the gas station. She was filling her tank when someone drove up, jumped out of his van, peered inside her truck, opened the door and took her purse. With EVERYTHING IN IT. Her license, cheeckbook, credit cards, atm cards, prescription medications, and her security I'd card for work. The person is being described as a male in his 30's or 40's, short cropped dark hair, and either caucasian with hispanic features or hispanic. He was driving a white conversion van with a powder blue or light blue stripe towards the bottom of the van and "mag" wheels. Any information would be greatly appreciated. Please call the Gilbert Police Department. Paul PS; Please feel free to re-post and help me get the word out. I'm finding that, sadly, as I get older, I find myself doing things my father did/does that, when I was younger I swore I would never do. Ever find yourself having a similar reaction? Case in point, on my way to go see a movie with my fr
Song
this is my favorite song i just had to put it on here ------------------------------------------------- Baby we can talk all night But that ain't getting us nowhere I told you everything I possibly can There's nothing left inside of here And maybe you can cry all night But that'll never change the way I feel The snow is really piling up outside I wish you wouldn't make me leave here I poured it on and I poured it out I tried to show you just how much I care I'm tired of words and I'm too hoarse to shout But you've been cold to me so long I'm crying icicles instead of tears And all I can do is keep on telling you I want you I need you But there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad You'll never find your gold on a sandy beach You'll never drill for oil on a city street I know you're looking for a ruby In a mountain of rocks But there a
In The Mind Of Lisa
profiletweaks.com - Unique MySpace Generators I'm in Washington for the holidays, it would be so much better if Mitch was here with me and Jayden. I had to leave him behind...I'll be here for a month and he can't take that long off work, and we just got a new apartment in Brownsburg so we both can't pick up and leave. I miss him....a lot. It's so hard spending christmas without him, as well as new years. Pretty important holidays if you ask me! Other then that, I don't have much to talk about. Just need a little cheering up is all.
Myspace Blogs
but this little story kinda touched me and it's definitely fitting for Christmas time :) I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadl
The Bitch
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM80%Sex God70%A Romantic65%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com I live in a 24/7 relationship. I have never understood the purpose of online domination. I get offended when approached about it. How could you possibly submit to someone you are not with in person? I would never submit to someone online in fact it is a joke to me. I can be a mouthy person and I do and will speak my mind when I want online. I do not feel the need to show respect to someone that would try to give me orders online. I am a taken submissive and in that respect that makes me his property. You do not disrespect another person property not try to steal, it so to speak. I feel
A Blog Worth Reading Entry's
Tell me what love is? i really want to know.....all kinds of love not just im in love shit.....i have very few people i trust left everyone seems to want to hurt me? what did i do?......i just need to blow off steam just let me know how you feel and what you believe it is Sometimes i wonder how i ended up here you know im sitting here writing this blog and i could have been dead countless times never to talk to any of you again....but here i am writing this blog.... thanks to you who were there for me even though most of you were just online when i needed it.... now i am going to be alive and well if anyone ever needs anything just let me know i unwillingly let my mind get the best of my heart and played someone......i did what i hated.....i hate what i let myself do.....what i did isnt my heart....let my heart guide me bacc to the right path...
Me Me Me
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Myself
THERE ARE SOME B*TCH AZZ PEOPLE ON THIS LAME AZZ SITE FOR REAL..FUNNY AS HELL.SO I HAVE DECIDED TO GET RID OF MY PROFILE..TO SOME PEOPLE THAT WERE REAL ON HERE U KNOW HOW TO GET A HOLD OF ME..DARK ENIGMA U KNOW U MY GURL U GOT MY EMAIL SO GET AT ME. SORRY ACTUALLY IM NOT SORRY FOR LEAVING..FAKE AZZ PEOPLE..U ALL CAN HAVE EACH OTHER FOR REAL..DONT EVER IN YO LIFE TALK TO ME AGAIN..ONE Why is it I find all the real stupid men that all they care about is themselves and hot gurls? I mean damn I know I look good. Im a BBW and I LOVE IT. I was with someone but he did me wrong..He put his ex before me and I wasnt having it so I dropped his azz..I do whatever it takes to take care of who im with but still get hurt..So I have decided to stay single its the best way to be really. That way I wont get hurt or used or lied to or cheated on. I am open for new friends but nothing else so please dont ask me alot of questions or try to get at me like that cause I wont talk with you then. But I want to
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HI IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO STAY ON MY LIST AS A FRIEND LET ME NO AS I'M GETTING RID OF EVERYONE I DON'T TALK TO OR WHO NEVER COMUNICATES WITH ME AS MY LIST IS FAR TO BIG AND NOT EVERYONE KEEPS IN TOUCH HOPE TO HEAR FROM SOME OF YOU SOON OR YOU WILL BE DELETED JUST TO MAKE YOU ALL AWARE THAT NO ME THERE IS A GUY OUT THERE THAT THINKS HE'S CLEVER BY HACKING PEOPLES ACCOUNT FROM HERE SO IF YOU CHANGE YOUR PASSWORDS AND MAKE THEM LONG AND HARD ANE JUST BE AWARE OF WHO YOU TALK TO I HAVE HAD A FRIEND LOOSE HER YAHOO ACCOUNT THIS WAY SO ALL BE AWARE OF THIS THE ID HE USES IS CALLED motherdata OR SOME THING LIKE SO DON'T ACCEPT ANYTHING FROM HIM THANXS ALL AND BE SAFE OUT THERE AND WE WILL BEAT THIS JACKASS OK GUYS I POSTED SOME NEW PICS TODAY SO IF YOUR A FRIEND AND YOUR ON MY LIST GO CHECK THEM OUT AND RATE THEM FOR ME AND FOR THOSE THAT ALREADY HAVE MANY THANXS
Poetry
True friends are there for you when no one else gives a damn. True Friends there to put the pieces of your broken heart back together. True Friends will hold you when you cry and say nothing at all. True Friends will give you advice when you ask for ir and ONLY WHEN YOU ASK FOR IT!! A true friend WILL NEVER EVER TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU ARE STUCKL ON STUPID!! A true friend will never ever go off on a perspective boyfriend/girlfriend with out you asking them to. A true friend will always have your best intrests at heart. A true friend will never ever choose sides between you and another one of there friends. True happiness was never meant to be mine. Misery has been my constant campainion. My destiny is to be alone and I accept that. My darkest hours are spent alone. I am no good to anyone when i am alone. My heart yearns for love that isnt meant to be mine. Lonliness was killing me slowly. Then I found you. You brought me to you an
Dedications
Dedication -Queensryche: Another Rainy Night (currently autoplaying on my profile) I'm dedicating this one to anyone that has spent any time waiting alone for someone else, or anyone who misses someone. Or anyone who just likes to rock. Good tune....good band...check it out. Ok, I'll try to remember to do this every week or so...if I think about it. Dedication songs come from those in my trackz and will be displayed on my profile for you to check out if you want to. This first dedication is Whitesnake's Love Aint No Stranger from the early 80's release, Slide It In. This goes out to anyone in cherry land who is lonely, or who ever had their heart broken by someone they loved. No one out there meets that description, do they? ;) May you all find the love and happiness you deserve. Keep on Rockin' SD New Dedication - Deep Purple - Perfect Strangers (Now playing on my profile) Ok, this one's goin' out to all the web heads out there who may have reason to believe th
Poems
Death is the light To a sad soul Life is hell To a sad soul Why live a life full of sadness Is making me sad Make you happy I hope not If I am sad So should you When I think of you, I smile thinking of your wonderful smile. When you are down off your cloud, I only want to make you smiles. When I am down a single thought of you, brings a smiles to my face, and my Spirits rise. When you say the simplist words, i will smile for hours My smiles are from you and I love your smile. He was there for me When I had no where to go He was there When I was a kid He is still here and helps me When need be He is my light On a dark day He is my gamppy Who raised me
Rants
So, with this picture you may think this to be yet ANOTHER 9/11 bulletin asking, Please dont forget blah blah. WELL, you are mistaken; this is a picture of a child being carried out of Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building, a U.S. Government office complex in downtown Oklahoma City, Oklahoma (Wikipedia). For those of you who DONT know or may have forgotten, that was the building which was bombed on April 19 of the year 1995, about 12 years ago. This bombing was an act of terrorism, an act planned AND executed by 2 individuals who live(d) in the free country of the United States of America. These 2 individuals, one executed by lethal injection the other serving a life sentence, did NOT bomb this building out of curiosity, they did NOT do it as a prank or joke. They did it as a political stand. These 2 individuals were believed to be part of an Anti-government Militia, their motive, to avenge the Governments handling of the Waco* and Ruby Ridge** Incidents. With this in mi
Just Stuff
Waiting to hear the clock slowly tick in torture to light a ciggerette I don't want to call and know there will be no answer to be jealous and not know of what-of whom to hear footsteps and believe they are yours and knowing they are not to crush the ciggerette I did not want to call again and hear only a constant ring to peer through the window into darkness to hear a car door open and hope he's hom he's safe tears, relief it's over untill next time Hold Me Hold me hold me close tell me how much you love me how my hair is dark brown silk caressing your fingertips Hold me hold me close tonight is special to me tell me how I'm the only girl who mattered this much for awhile tell me my eyes are velvet hold me hold me close tonight is special to me Eternity hand in hand that night we had walked quite far when a shimmer of light from a dyeing star reached out of the curved, black seas of space to gently brush your lovely face
My Thoughts
Stretched out on the bed, eyes blindfolded, the sense of touch and smell working overtime to compensate. She can smell the smoky aroma from the match used to light the candles, the sweet smell of the wax drifting through the room. She can feel the robe against her skin, the cool air on her uncovered legs. The light barely penetrates the darkness from the scarf over her eyes, casting faint shadows. She knows I am here, and her body is tense with the anticipation. The bed creaks as I join her, weight shifting her slightly towards me. Her skin hungers to be touched, longing for contact. Gently, barely perceptible, my hands untie the robe and open it. The silky material falls away from her, the cool air wrapping itself around her, the breeze heightening her sensation. Still unable to see, she can sense my hand close to her as I gaze at her beauty, naked skin highlighted by the flickering light. She is beautiful here like this, a stunning goddess laid out before me. My breath c
Lol...
Your Monster Profile Blood Thirsty Strangler You Feast On: Beer You Lurk Around In: The Hearts of Men You Especially Like to Torment: Hairdressers What's Your Monster Name? What song are you? Your Result: Buttons Wow, you are one hot mamma, and know how to get your way. Strong and inderpendant with a killer additude. You get in trouble but seem to use your charm and good looks to get out of it.Americian Idiot Ain't no other The Black Parade Can't touch this What song are you?
>;o
so... this day is lame... and I am alone for the 2nd year in a row. Not that that is different from every day for the past year and a half. I think I am gonna seduce my hand. A little candle light, I might even sing to it or something. If things aren't working out, I'll slip it a roofie. LAME so like... this site has been getting more gay every day... I'm almost to the point of quitting. GAY!!!
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(repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20') split up with my girl today. fun fun, guess its for the better, shges still fucked int he head over her ex husband. yay for me. looks like imsingle again (repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20')
Misfits
Oh, Donna, Oh, Donna Oh, Donna, Oh, Donna I had a girl Donna was her name Since she left me I've never been the same 'cause I love my girl Donna, where can you be? Where can you be? Now that you're gone I'm left all alone All by myself To wander and roam 'cause I love my girl Donna, where can you be? Where can you be? Darlin', now that you're gone I don't know what I'll do All the time and all my love for you I had a girl Donna was her name Since she left me I've never been the same 'cause I love my girl Donna, where can you be? Where can you be? Darlin', now that you're gone I don't know what I'll do All the time and all my love for you I had a girl Donna was her name Since she left me I've never been the same 'cause I love my girl Donna, where can you be? Where can you be? Oh, Donna, Oh, Donna Oh, Donna, Oh, Donna Oh, Donna, Oh, Donna Oh, Donna, Oh, Donna I'm so young and you're so old This, my darl
My Thoughts...
Hiya friends..... I got some Great news tonight at work, I had transfers in at dif. locations & had an interview last Sat. tonight was the night that I would find out if I got it or not, & I did!!! I am so excited, my son will be 18 in 2 wks, hes my youngest, so this is now the beginning of the "Me" phase in life. I have to let them know the date that I'll be starting (which is in Jan). So now I have to find a new place to live & such. I'm moving to Indiana & will be working in Lafayette (home of Purdue). Wish me luck, so if you don't see me on here much, you'll know why.... Take Care friends & love ya all!!!! How can it be to have feelings for someone so far away? Thousands of miles between us, never really met in person, just on here. I know its a new age of technology, but still....... We talk on the the phone, and all of the time on here, we see and talk, just like we're right in front of the other, but we're not. So tell me then... How can I have feelings? I h
Hismajesty's Thoughts
a nigga has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or o
Things That Make Me Laugh
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Guys Suck
I've Come To Terms No More With His Bullshit... I'm Moving On Im Young I'll Find Someone So Much Better ♥ Alright Here It Is!! Im Curious How Guys Would Feel In This Situation... Say You Were With This Girl Who Was 4 Years Younger Than You & Shes Underage Major... & She Treats You Like Shit.. & Shes Cheated On You Also "lost feelings" for you. but yet is so "IN Love" With YOu She Says... & You Meet A New Girl... You Kinda Like Her.. You Dump The Chick Who Treats You Like Shit.. & Also This New Girl Is Only A Year Younger Than You.. SO Better With Age (I Know Age Dont Always Matter But There Age Is Illegal...) N-E Who... You Get With This New Girl Where You Know She Wont Hurt You.. & Has Told You And Wants You To Not Get Hurt... But 6 Days Later You Break Up With Her.. Cus Your Confused... Then About Two Weeks Later You're Back With The Girl Who Treats You Like Shit... & Then One Day After Not Talking To THe New Girl Since A Week After You Broke Up With Her.
Girls
well im sitting here in my room by myself and i cant help but think back to that da my dog passed away. did i do something wrong to lose him? did i do the right thing by letting him go? i miss him so much i cant bear it. i love him and want him back. all this is building up inside.im getting a bit teary eyed thinking about it. im so sad right now. i dont know what to do. this is what i know about girls i've seen or have talked to. they seem like they are interested and that they like you.i love it when they say,"oh you look hot or cute but then when i meet them in person they change their tune. they all of a sudden dont like me anymore. maybe im not as hot as the guy's they want. all they want is some guy who is hot,loud,rude,ignores them,beats them and blows them off. cause thats what i was told i wasnt. so maybe i have to become that just to meet a nice girl. i have been talking to this one girl and i know she's sweet,nice honest and very pretty. if you read this you know who you are
Sweetone's Words Of Heart (plz Comment)
All alone I sit once again My tears, a constant stream An outflow of the pain the resides deep within An outward expression of that... private pain My Lord and Saviour pops in and tells me that it will be ok That this is only the growing pains that I must feelto reach the Glory he has for me Yet privately the desperation grows Feelings of inadequacy and unworthiness creep in Feeling now like I am not worthy to breathe this air in my lungs What is this thing that has a hold on me? Lord won't you save me from this? Why must I feel this way? The pain kept private and held deep within Nobody else can see Everyone else is above me So why would they bother with someone like me? I try to maintain my strength My composure My lust for life and lord Why must I lose sight of all that I love in this? Nothing can escape this darkness that has befallen me Yet I know tomorrow once again the light will come and tarry for awhile Only to once again be overcome by this constant private vi
I Made It Myself!!!!
I've decided to put as many pics up as it will let me!!! No boobies! I am so awesome. Be my friend and stuff. I like pizza and smell really nice today. That is all. Guess what kids? I got Captain Tripps. I'm prolly gonna die. I appreciate your concern.
Random!!
Is there ever a time in your life when you feel you should change your perspectives entirely? If so, what would be the reason? Is it wrong if it is for someone? This man, I feel so deeply for. I could fall in love with him in a heartbeat. I am not me when I am around him, but the person I long to be. He brings out in me, all the things I desire.. and so easily. He just makes me the real me. He completes me. Like the other half of my soul. There is one thing, that stops all these feelings. He left me. But for all this, should I take him back? He asks for so much, yet so little. How do things get to where they are? How is it that things can seem alright, then go ssooo wrong? And without you even noticing? Why is it that at that pivital moment, it doesn't seem to matter? Is it really that seconds after it all goes down, the saying becomes true? Do we really miss them, or the thought of them? Can you really care for someone though you are in love with another? Or is i
About Me
Virgo in Relationships Virgo's easygoing nature and Earth sign quality makes for a reliable and steady sort who relishes the opportunity to be helpful to their partner. The Virgin's devotedness also signals that a great deal of energy will go into making the relationship work. Those born under this sign tend to strive for the perfect relationship. The best reward for the oft-repressed Virgo is a lover who is willing to bring them into full flower, releasing a passionate and sensual soul. A relationship with a strong yet sensitive partner is one which is almost guaranteed success. The independent and never clingy Virgin may seem ultra-cool on the outside, but inside smolders a red-hot ravisher waiting to release potent charms on a deserving partner. The ideal Virgo soul mate is well-dressed, empathetic and dying to show their Virgo a good time. What Virgo Needs The striving achiever that is Virgo lusts for someone who can play in their league. Sports are often the perfect r
Vampires
Now there are a few vampires that can withstand the sunlight. But when they do all of their children/fledglings feel the effects of the sun and are burned also. The burns can range from a walking cinder for an older vampire to death for the younger ones. One such vampire that can withstand the sun is The Vampire Lestat. And to my knowledge Lestat has only attempted this once in his vampiric life. This is just one example of us seeking the sun. Sometimes it is done to test the limits of the dark blood that is with in our veins. Several have sought the sun to end their immortal lives. Some step into the sun after seeing something they never knew existed. Examples of this would be the Veil of Veronica or the Shroud of Turin. There are other myths that I would like to clear up at this time also. The first is about coffins: Yes, we do sleep in them. Although some of us have modified bedrooms so we are able to sleep in a regular bed. To accomplish this we simply paint the windows black, br
Shanbug!!!
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Poems Of A Darker Nature
The air is thick with lies, I can't breathe Can you hear my cries, can you see What you've done to me, how I crawl My emotions are scrambled and sprawled I see you smile as I continue to squirm Your twisted pleasure as my soul burns The passion was hotter than any fire It was all a game and you still conspire Burn my skin with wax from your candle Place my exausted heart on your mantle I jump through your hoops at command Broken to pieces I have no strength to stand I find myself chained to the pillars of your bed I can feel your words crawl through my head A puppet on your strings, stringing me along Tap dancing to your sick and cruel love song Your body and mind has made me your slave The temptation of your skin hits me like a wave If I could just reach out and have a taste Every moment precious, not one to waste When it's over I feel half of what I was I can feel your finger corse through my blood The whips, the chai
Witchcraft Discussions
I know this site has been through alot of changes since I was last on here. I am now back, and everybody changes..... Been through all sorts of things. Some I'm willing to talk about and some I'm not. Witchcraft descussions are back open though so if you feel the need to ask something do it here. I'll do myu best to answer, find the answer, or find someone who has some sort of answer for your question. BB, Matt Today I am writing this for someone in particular. She is my girlfriend, whom I love very much, and she had a question. She asked me, what is the difference between "our" religion and "thier" religion? Well, what a question that is. That is a very difficult question to answer in a short time. So this is what I am going to try to do. I am going to put a few of the big differences between Pagans/Wiccans and Christians. I would like it if I could could get some participation out of you, the Cherry Tap community that reads this blog. Just post something in the co
Survey's
Emily will go to jail for ... Making lewd ginger bread men and giving them to carolers at Christmas 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com What would you do to show your wife of 3yrs that you love her specially if you are having a rought time but you got it worked out? Guys I have finally entered a contest here on Tap for Sexy legs. I am hoping those that I have helped out and commented bombed will take the time to do the same for me as well as repost my bulletion. They have decided to mark a bunch of the pics NSFW so the best I can do it paste the link to my legs in here. So if you have the time go back slap a few comments on there for me!! I would greatly appercaite any showing of love. I have 1372 friends and if you all can post 2 or 3 comments I shouldnt have any problems. Like I said any and all help would be awesome!! As it stands I am 1,000 comments behind but we have until Sunday to get me back into first place. Anyone that helps me out will b
You Eaze My Pain...
wow...i got my bottom wisdom teeth pulled today and i remember it all the right onw was a piece of cake and the left one they had a problem with .... dang my jaw!! Grr...just stopped bleeding alittle while ago..and ate.. but ne ways...im missin my pshyco babes even thou i just saw him last night.but oh wells i can wait till im all better then we can have lots of fun!! oh wells until then im gonna sleep and cruz in the house ... man im feeling...confused and emotional...im back on my birthcontrol pills and my hormones are goin bererk i mean im horny then sad then happy then i feel like cryin but i dont then im excited and hyper then im depressed...its drivin me crazy i feel like im cracked out....o.0.. my friend amanda told me last night that shes havin the same problem but her husband is in iraq..that even worse...the worse thing to happen to me would be to not take care of it...but i did...(by myself)..yeah..oh yeah my ex jay wants to get back together and he told me yesterday that
Just Giving This A Try
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Welcome To My Life.
okay so this past month has been hectic. Im married now. Trying to get everything staight so i can see a doctor for my baby. Things are finally okay i do belive. Thank God. Okay so this is just a summary of my weekend. Friday me and my fiance was aguring bc of a wedding on saturday. He dont like my dad and my dad was gonna be there. So he lost and he went Saturday the wedding was okay. it was small. me and my fiance aggred that ours wasnt gonna be small. Then the reception. we went to a german resturant in prosperity. it was amazing. It was awesome(the food) i havent had food like that since my great grandmother cooked. lol. It was like a slow meal. so you def wouldnt like it if you wanted to eat in a hurry. Then we left there at like 9:30 and headed home. so of course right when we hit the road i had to pee. So i held it til we got home. so when we got home i ran into the house changed clothes and we went to the skyline club and my fiances parents were there and they were
To Realize
BEAUTY IS FOUND IN THE HEART.... NOT IN THE EYES OF SOME JEALOUSE BITCH!!!!SO WHEN YOU SAY I'M UGLY....I'LL LAUGH, MY CUTE LAUGH, SMILE AND SAY THESE SIMPLE WORDS,... "DON'T HATE ME CAUSE YOU AINT ME!!!!!!" ~*~*~* Es Lo Que Quiero *~*~*~ Quiero yo estar a tu lado, Quiero yo estar en tus brazos.... Quiero besar yo tu boca, Y vivir enamorada..... Quiero una noche contigo, Quiero yenar te de besos..... Quiero que entreges tu querpo, Como yo lo are contigo..... Una noche de amor a tu lado, Que te aga olvidar el pasado..... Esa noche empiese de nuevo, A sentir me enamorada...... Quiero ser tu amor Entregarme con ti una vez.... Que conoscas lo que es el amor, A mi lado.... Quiero ser tu amor, Entregando mi piel por tu piel Que conoscas lo que es el amor, A mi lado....... I'VE LEARNED THAT LIFE IS LIKE A ROLL OF TOILET PAPER, THE CLOSER IT GETS TO THE END, THE FASTER IT GOES.... I'VE LEARNED THAT MONEY DOESN'T BUY CLASS, HAPPINESS,
Cares To Much
been without net for a really long time finally found my way back lol. so what is new? have i missed anything while i was gone type the sentence you got in the comment area.. thanks. January -- I kicked > > February -- I loved > > March -- I smoked > > April -- I dry humped > > May -- I choked on > > June -- I murdered > > July -- I did the Macarena with > > August -- I had lunch with > > September -- I danced with > > October -- I sang to > > November -- I yelled at > > December -- I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: > > 1 ------- a birdbath > > 2 ------- a monster > > 3 ------- a phone > > 4 ------- a fork > > 5 ------- a Mexican > > 6 ------- a gangster > > 7 ------- my cell phone > > 8 ------- my dog > > 9 ------- my best friends' boyfriend > > 10 ------ my neighbor > > 11 ------ my science teacher > > 12 ------ a banana > > 13 ------ a fireman > > 14 ------ a stuffed animal > > 15 ------ a goat > > 16 ------ a pickle 17 ------ your mom > > 18 ------ a spoon > > 19
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Friends
(repost of original by 'DJ Punk ASS SSR member for life' on '2006-12-03 05:45:21') (repost of original by 'DJ_SassyLF' on '2006-12-03 06:32:57') (repost of original by 'DJ Punk ASS SSR member for life' on '2006-12-03 08:02:57') Ok look, I'm about to start deleting people from my friend's list. Reason being I have had alot of you on my friends list for quite sometime now, and you never talk to me. And when I try to talk to you guys, I never get a response. So, it comes to this...if you want to stay on my friends list leave me a comment under here and let me know. Otherwise...its goodbye! My purpose for friends is to talk to you guys and get to know you better. Not for cherry points or to have you as a nice lil decoration on my page! So, you have til the end of today to let me know something. Otherwise I will delete you! Its so rediculous that I see some faces on my friends list I didn't even know I had because u never talk to me! Well, now's your chance! Take it or leave it.
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Random Thoughts
Well for yall that read this please note this not an end of life letter, just a way that I feel after a year. This has been the worst year of my life. A year ago I found out that the women that I though I was gonna spend the rst of my life with (my wife), admitted (and was caught in the act) of unfaithfullnes. Her only response to me catching her was that I was not supposed to be home till the next day. I come home on November 8th (a day before our five year wedding aniviersary) of last year from a tranning session in Las Vegas, when I walk in on my wife in bed with three other guys, going like wild animals. With me standing there in the doorway with a dozen roses and in aww struck all she could scream was that I was not supposed to me today. Even though it has been almost a year I stil feel the pain and heartache of that day, a day does not go by with that vison playimg in my minds eye. my heart ans soul forever scared by this image I did not know how to live fot he longes time o
If I Had A Web Cam...half A Bottle Of Rum
Well folks, no rum tonight but I'm about to start on a few beers and just felt that this was funnier under this blog than my "less intoxicated thoughts" one. I got this one in a e-mail and I think no matter where your stand is on the subject you gotta give the guy a little giggle for the way he wrote this. Dear Senator Sarbanes, As a native Marylander and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stem from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for t
Hey Cherries!
No offense but... People are getting too fake on here.They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as Fake ASS Friends. (repost of original by 'Lord Tigerblood' on '2006-11-06 06:26:09') (repost of original by 'o2snuz' on '2006-11-06 06:37:48') (repost of original by 'Italian Lover' on '2006-11-06 06:42:29') (repost of original by 'FallingWater' on '2006-11-06 07:25:17') (repost of original by 'tonguenu4hrs' on '2006-11-06 08:13:31') (repost of original by 'somethin for the imagination' on '2006-11-06 08:21:46') (repost of original by 'Chew' on '2006-11-06 08:23:50') (repost of o
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Thoughts And Stuff
Thats all.. P x James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sk
My Thoughts...
y tell me u like me when ur only out 2 hurt me? y act like u care when u couldnt give a damn at all? y pretend like everything is ok when it really never was? y wanna b my friend when ud rather hate me instead? y not just b real wit it? y not save us all some time? y even bother 2 pretend like things are ok? y fix something that cant b? y bother 2 even wonder.... Y? so today im goin 2 work and this big ass truck that im followin in to the parkin lot stops in the middle of the road... im like y isnt this fool goin straight to part and so i can park... he then puts it in reverse so he can back in to a space when theres not enuff room to back up... im like wth... this man cant just go fwd and park... so i get pissed cuz im in a rush right... and i end up flippin im off... i park i go in side (rantin and ravin mind u) and then i c one of my close friends clients comin in to the building and i think OMG i just flipped her client off... lmao... i was so embarassed.
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Cme On Have A Go
if ive missed anyone please shout me an so everyone knows i have a hater so b warned if they approach u ok people here we are if ive missed something let me know please tell me ends today not sure wen ends but soon im sure just in an a giveawy i think im blocked so need u there wen possible an a good friend of the family well mine an aly an anyone who knows her really good luck all take care
Life...
How can you feel everything and nothing at the same time? How can you be standing on the ground, but be floating on thin air? How can you be breathless, and still be breathing? How can you be the strongest person, but oh so weak? How can you have all these words in you head, but my lips wont move? How can I miss you when you are not even gone yet? How do I stop this feeling before its too late? Never mind, its already too latethe feelings I have are too strong for words. I can only be floating, breathless, weak, and feel nothing and everything. Why does life have to be so complicated? Why can't it just be as simple as falling in love with somebody, and staying that way forever? http://realworldcasting.com/people/EricW
Katatonia
knew i would fall if i tried so i held back for a while you pushed me so hard, i had to go i tried to be strong, then i failed i would like to say this just in case you didn't know well your soul is fractured i know what it's like as well i have sold my soul i traded it for hollow gold so you were with us until the last minute and then you were gone from here and I watched and I just figured out that I will never see you again I had a choice you had to leave into the night this was my choice it's so hard to explain what I meant when I said that I wanted you dead but I saw you fuck up and I just can't get back the feeling I had for you so I put all my strength into my only will it was the only thing to do and now I only regret that I cried cause you would never do that for me well I'm here and summer is gone I hear so pray for me as I now leave your town when did I say this I will never leave I can't recall this moment in my life you would ne
Quiz
You scored as You feel alone. If you do infact feel alone, don't forget, alot of people do. You may need to take some social/emotional chances in the future. After all, YOU decide if Your alone.You feel alone90%Your uncertain of the future85%Your not happy with where you are right now80%You want to fall in love80%You need more independence80%You don't know who/what to believe80%You won't forgive your mistakes60%You don't see the point in going on35%You cant let go of the past25%Whats Really Bothering You?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as piper. your piper your married to leo and your a kick ass whi
Spicswag
i hate you for making me love you and making me fall back in love with you repeatedly when you never had any intention of pursuing something real with me I hate you for lying and mistreating me I hate you for making me believe you cared for let alone loved me I hate you for making me laugh and I hate you for making me write these stupid poems while wiping the tears from my eyes I hate you for being able to move on as If what we had we was never meant to be I hate you for letting it be so easy for you to let me go to say fuck me I hate the fact that youre never willing to fight for me I hate the fact that youre so stubborn and you let me go so easily I hate the fact that my love for you is so unconditional while yours is a mere memory I hate that I still view us as we and u view us as what we used to be I hate you for not being able to let go and forgive me I hate you for not being here with me making me hate you even more I hate the fact that you don't miss me I
Inside Workings Of My Mind
This evening while I was cleaning up to go home a really nice elderly fellow stopped me. He had questions about a watch band. I answered them like I would any other customer questions and he basically proceeded to blow my head up like a gigantic balloon. He said to me, "You have one of the prettiest smiles I've seen in a long time" This is where I probably turned fifty shades of red. Thanked him and attempted to move along. That wasn't so easily done. He rent on to say that I have a strong character poise and that he was confident that I'd be an excellent character actress. Again, I thanked him and took a couple steps at which time he proceeded to tell me that he thinks I'd be excellent on a sitcom. My personality and character would just flow so well on a stage etc. I told the kind fellow that I was in theater for about six years and he insisted that I shouldn't have ever left it. That I should make a skit or something and a resume to send to agents because it's probably wha
Memoirs Of Millerrose
"I could forgive you everything, but forgive you nothing at the same time." Love has many different types of stories. You can either love a person, and they will love you in return and you both end up together, or you never get that fairy tale ending. I blame a lot of Romance novels and fairy tales for giving girls the dream of finding their perfect someone, and that good always triumphs. It really isn't that way in some cases, and never in my life will I read my future children fairy tales...The thing is, love is indescribable, you know it's more then lust. It brings you pain and joy at the same time. So is it better to have loved then never to have loved at all? Think about that. -A I'll take your hand one last time, as I look into your eyes and kiss you goodbye, my love. I will wish you well as I walk away. For tomorrow is now today, and today is our farewell. How can I just go on without you? That is the question I keep asking myself. but I know I must travel
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Rants.
To my friends who are supportive and caring to me, thank you that means a lot to me, you know who you are, well cause i told you already but in case you forgot I'm reminding you. So people want to go around and piss me off do they? Well DIAF dick wads. I am sick of being treated like a common pervert/stalker. Just because I am nice and want to have a decent conversation about say the shape of a apple, doesn't mean I want to get in your damn pants. Don't flatter yourself, most of you I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole let alone my pecker. Don't like my attitude right now? Then don't piss me off. I have a really really long fuse, so you have plenty of time to realize you are irritating me. ~Gerry~ My views on breast implants are as follows: I do not like them. they look horrid, and feel unatural. i dont care how good the doctor is, the dont feel real nor look good. plus anything more than a mouthful is a waste. that is all. Self image is an issue for me, as most people. I don
Juicypeaches4ya
how do u no if a man realy wants u when u have been hurt so much and how do u no when it is right life is to short to keep waiting for the best thing when itsin front of u , grab what u feel and run with it cuz u never no when u finna feel it agian ..my eyes yr eyes we r as one we cant fight the feeling beause we r one .. even tho we r miles apart, there is somethin that says come closer to me ,to u ,to happyness ..im not finna run away when u take that first step im walkin it right with u and will continue to do so when yr down im down and we will have each other to pick it up and fix the problem cuz we r one.but we will no how to make this together because we r one and u r what ive been lookin for i feel it in my heart and soul there is nothin more to say but im feeling everything u say and alli do is listen absorb and keep close cuz u my baby and im cummin to save u from yr worries insecurtys and denile and here to help u feel such as one in life because we r that one u yearn fo
Horzez Blog
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Wishing Everyone out there in Cherryville a Very Happy and safe New Years Eve ! Remember Call a Taxi or a friend to give You a ride Home if You have had to much to drink. We all want to see You back here next Year! Have fun all! > >Penis Study > > > >In 1993, the American Government funded a study to see why the > >head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After one year > >and $180,000.00, they concluded that the reason the head was > >larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during > >sex. > > > > > >After the US published the study, France decided to do > >their own study. After $250,000.00, and 3 years of research, they > >concluded that the reason was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. > > > > > >Newfoundland, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. > >After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46 and 2 cases of beer, they > >concluded > >that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and
Piratefrog Technical Assistance
I thought I would post a little on here about switching operating systems. I am certain that the majority of folks on here run some version of Windows. I run XP,2k, 98 and even 95 on various machines. These are not primary machines though, for that I run a PowerMac G5 dual 2ghz PPC and as a secondary desktop I run a custom built Linux box. So the point of this post is to hopefully answer some ?'s about the different OS's. I am doing this because the impending release of Vista has my phone ringing off the hook. First, don't think that you must upgrade. I have family and clients still running win98 even though MS stopped supporting it. My father still has machines running Win 3.1 and even plain old DOS. So what should you do?? MS will tell you and try to persuade you into upgrading to Vista. I tried Vista and my test of the beta version was running on a 2.6ghz processor w/ 512mb of RAM and a decent graphics card. I had issues getting the most out of the system and it hogged more
Just Popped My Cherry
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Zz Tops Lyrics
"Legs" She's got legs, she knows how to use them. She never begs, she knows how to choose them. She's holdin' leg wonderin' how to feel them. Would you get behind them if you could only find them? She's my baby, she's my baby, yeah, it's alright. She's got hair down to her fanny. She's kinda jet set, try undo her panties. Everytime she's dancin' she knows what to do. Everybody wants to see if she can use it. She's so fine, she's all mine, girl, you got it right. She's got legs, she knows how to use them. She never begs, she knows how to choose them. She's got a dime all of the time, stays out at night movin' through time. Oh, I want her, said, I got to have her, the girl is alright, she's alright. "Pearl Necklace" She's really upset with me again, I didn't give her what she likes. I don't know what to tell her, Don't know what to say. Everything got funky last night. She was really bombed, And I was really blown away, Until I asked her what she w
About Me
I wish this never happened. In 2001 I went to the hospital for what I thought might be a migraine, I never had one so I was not sure. Well that "migraine" sent me to Tx Children's via LifeFlight. I knew something was bad after that and vomiting blood. After all that turns out I had just had two animism's and a ruptured blood clot. My doctors told me I only had a 40/60 chance from surviving it. That was the first part, the second part was the surgery for repair, and they said I had only a 20% chance the surgery would be a success. Luckily I was part of that 20%. I was in ICU for three weeks and another four weeks in recovery.I also had to learn to walk, talk, read, and write again. So another result of tht surgery I have permenet amnesia from May 2001 and back. Although as a result of the surgery I have occasional seizures. I still have to deal with having less feeling in my right side. Less strength in my left. About 15% sensitivity on my scalp, and when I get tired my left
Living In The 21st Century ...
Subject: Darwin Awards THERE ARE SOME IDIOTS OUT THERE! You all know about the Darwin Awards. It's an annual honor given to the person who improved the "gene pool" the most by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. As always, competition this year has been keen. The candidates this year are: In Detroit , a 41-yr-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing his head through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. A 49-yr-old San Francisco stockbroker who "totally zoned when he ran," and accidentally jogged off a 100-foot-high cliff on his daily run. Buxton , NC : A man died on a beach when an 8-foot-deep hole he had dug into the sand caved in as he sat inside it. Beach-goers said Daniel Jones, 21, dug the hole for fun, or protection from the wind, and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom Thursday afternoon when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. Peopl
My Other Songs
Artist: Il Divo Album: Ancora Title: Isabel Volar Caer Al fondo el dolor Sonar Perder Imperios de ilusion Hoy no tengo nada Si no estas Mi corazon se apaga Isabel Si te vas Tu Dios se enfadara No dejes que este amor Muera asi Llorare Iloraras Sufriendo en soledad Vuelve a mi y yo te hare Feliz Isabel Buscar Sentir La gran pasion de amar Tratar de huir a ese tiempo que vendra Escapando del pasado Tu y yo Siempre enamorados Hoy no tengo nada Si no estas mi corazon se apage Isabel A donde iras sin mi yo no sabre vivr sin ti Isabel a donde iras si mi yo no sabre vivir sin ti Isabel Si te vas tu Dios se enfadara no dejes que este amor muera asi Llorare Iloraras Sufriendo en soledad Tu vuelve a mi y yo te har feliz Isabel. Artist: Disturbed Album: Unknown Title: Hell [Intro:] Rrwoooaaaw! Ahh, Ahhh Burning now I bring you Hell! [Post-Chorus:] Ahh, Ahhh Oh, burning now I bring you Hell!
Hideway Haven
So here goes. Drama.... Why do people have to casue problems and hurt other people? for no aparent reason other than to try to make themsleves look good. here goes tot he oens that want to coem to my page and hate on me and casue drama u will be blocked i dotn put up with it. life is too short for your petty games...drama will end on my page or lounge ..If u are in love wiht a person on fuabr keep it to yourself becasue drama will follow no mater where u go cancer is a scary word to hear. i went to the emergancy room for a severe pain in my knee i had been having for 3 or 4 motnhs got to the point i couldnt take it any more and it hurt too much to push the gas peddle. As i am there they ordered xrays. the DR came in 45 min later wiht a copy of the xray for me showing me i have a lesion cysts and tumors in my tibia below my right knee. She sent me to the orthopedic surgeon who in tunr told me and confirmed the tumore we needed to go for a nuclear bo
An End To Forever
Why do I even bother, Staring through these lying eyes. Eyes that see nothing but dreams. Dreams of happiness, Dreams that entice. Dreams of ending this rhetorical life. All I see are these unreachable dreams. But most of all, I seem to dream. Of a world, Where I wouldn't be me. A world where, My love, Could mean something. A world where I wouldn't be, So empty. For if I were somone else, I wonder, Would she finally be with me? Or would she still deny my love and throw it back at me? Would it still hurt, To stand near her? And at the same time, Would I still feel at ease... Every single time that I see her? Probably. But WHY? Why must I see such a beatiful lie? A lie that looks back at me, With the eyes of an angel. Eyes that shine, Like the stars in the sky. Eyes that see me the same way I do. As nothing, as no one, Too hopeless to deserve anyone. When it comes to me, My eyes aren't blind. They see the pain, The hatred. The depression and despai
Mystics Musings
So long I have waited to be with a good man during Yule. Now I have one. I am So ecstacic I got man. that loves me and my kids. He Treats me like gold and has asked me to be his wife.. I acnt wait to be his bride. There are still good men out there. and im so happy and lucky I found mine. woohoo for the vdery first time i made jumbalays today. just for the game and it came out great. now other things i wouldnt mind doing for the first . lets see getting vioulated b 4 women, john cena, and going to monday night raw Wallowing in lonliness, drowning in my tears You have breathed life into my worst fears You have taken my heart and torn it assunder ahttered it into miniscule parts I hope you enjoyed your plunder The joy you once gave me has turned into my pain On my weary soul you've left a bloody stain My Fantasy my nightmare both reside in you I truelly hope all your dreams come true If you have any care for me you will leave me be instead of pushing me deeper into mi
My Thoughts
This was originally posted on myspace and trust me, it caused quite a stir. Once again....ADULT WARNING....STRONG LANGUAGE and SEX************************************************************ Ok, I know the shit-storm this is gonna bring down on me. I'm gonna get letters from perverts, called names, prayed at, and worse yet...sympathy. But like I said in an earlier blog, it's just words on a screen. But maybe if I talk about this others will too, and it will help them. Trust me, there's lots of others..more than you can imagine. And we all think it's our fault and are ashamed..or afraid of what a lot of people will say to/about us. Fuck that, I'm not ashamed and I don't give a rats ass what anyone says. Lots of adults like to fuck children, often their own children. So I'm gonna write about this and repost it alot. And if you even think to ask me if I got any pleasure out of getting fucked by my father, you're as big a sicko as he is...seek help u asshole. When I was eleven years ol
Adult Poems & Stories
Twas the night before sexmas Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat, The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll
What's Yours
Here are some more links to art work that is fantasy or Sci Fi related. http://www.larryelmore.com/index.htm http://www.nenethomas.com/ http://www.michaelwhelan.com/ http://www.digitalblasphemy.com/ http://www.best-wallpapers.com/ I have seen alot of good artwork on a few profiles and some very nice pictures of Animals and such. I'm goung to post links to a few sites I go to to find pictures for wallpapers or to just add to my HD for keeping. I hope you all enjoy the sites. Fantasy and SciFi. http://www.imagenetion.com/ On this site you need to search by name of the artist http://www.desktopstarships.com/ For digital art about Spaceships and such http://www.scifi-meshes.com/ Same as Desktopstarships but much better art. For nature and other pictures http://www.backgroundsarchive.com/ http://pdphoto.org/ http://www.wallpaper-desktop.net/ http://www.photo.net/ The last link has all kinds of pictures not all are safe for wor
Food For Thought
I was asked one day by a gentleman here. How could I be black and a conservative? The answer is simple: I'm an African American and being a conservative comes naturally. How is that possible? Simply put, being a conservative is all about embracing hard work and surviving with less. Any black man over 40 can tell you stories about how his mother turned jelly jars into glasses. He'll show the junk drawer in his house. It's a place filled with nails, screws, and an assortment of other metal clasps and hinges. You didn't throw these things away, for you feared not having them if you needed something. His parents probably worked ungodly hours for little money. When payday came, it wasn't a time to spend like crazy. You rewarded yourself for your labor, but you made sure you had something set aside for a rainy day. In my piece of America, it was always raining. He'll tell you that these same parents worked hard. They preached education and taught the kind of values that never go
Those In My Family List...
Geneo14@ CherryTAP Gene is another one of my adopted sons that is special to me. He 19, adoreable and an awsome friend. Not to mention that he has become a bit of a stud puppy~LOL~ But I still love him. I've known gene for about a year I think...if longer I'm certain he will set me straight~LOL~And ohhh does this song fit him!! Chicks Dig It Video - Chris Cagle lyricsChris Cagle Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts This is one of my adopted kids...I've known John for over a year. He's a good kid that loves da Mama~LOL~ He is a wonderful person, funny as hell and very confident in who he is. I am lucky to have him calling me mom and hope I never lose him. Miss ya terribly sonny boy!! JonnyBear@ CherryTAP This is one of my closest friends in r/t. She is beautiful, incredibly intelligent...I could go on for days but she would kill me~LOL~ She and her son mean the world to me!! Love ya Leigh and hope you like this shout out to ya hun!! Now go check her
I'm Wifey's Wife
this is crap this comment limit shit.......i think they should only b able to take it away for a short period of time its bs how its been pretty well 24hrs and i still can't help her in one of her contests.....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr now i know why i don't really come on here much. joined late but please show me some love.....you know i will return the fav if you don't believe me just ask me wifey. CLICK ON PIC FOR DIRECT LINK. wow apparently this is what i was told bout my pic that i had up and to think it was boobs that were covered...... here's what was said to me about my pic i believe pic is below take a view.... > One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the LC. Yo
My Profile
Video of company I work for on my profile Are you looking for a new or pre-owned vehicle? Chrysler Nissan Dodge Click on this site, then to Travel & on Extras is YTB Cars http://www.joystravel.biz YTB...REVOLUTIONIZING the way the world TRAVELS. Have you ever been at the right place at the right time and realized it several years later? We've all looked back and said, "If only I had known." Right now, this very moment, the largest shift in business history is occurring. The world of travel has moved to their Internet. Internet travel sales is the fastest growing segment both on the Internet and in the travel industry. This is the reason traditional businesses are spending billions buying their way into the travel industry. Expedia - $5.1 Billion in 2003 Orbitz - $1.2 Billion in 2004 If you could position yourself to benefit financially from this market shift without spending a large amount of money, could this be the right time and place for you?
Tribute To The Forces
your god damned right we are! but we can back it up, can you? CockyAdd to My Profile | More Videos Tribute to All the ForcesAdd to My Profile | More Videos > Here is a quote from a government employee who witnessed a recent > > interaction between an elderly woman and an antiwar protester in a Metro > > station in DC: > > > > There were protesters on the train platform handing out pamphlets on the > > evils of America . I politely declined to take one. An elderly woman was > > behind me getting off the escalator and a young (20ish) female protester > > offered her a pamphlet, which she politely declined." > > > > The young protester put her hand on the old woman's shoulder as a gesture > > of friendship and in a very soft voice asked, "Lady, don't you care about > > the children of Iraq?" > > > > The old woman looked up at her and said, "Honey, my father died in France > > during World War II. I lost my husband in Korea , and a son in Vietnam . > > Al
Me!
IT FEELS LIKE I HAVE THIS PHRASE IMPRINTED ON ME.. "DUMBASS" AND I CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE IT... THINK I MUST BE BEING PUNISHED FOR JUST BEING PLAIN OLE ME.. BUT,I CAN'T BE A FAKE..."I'M JUST ME" AND I WILL NEVER EVER CHANGE THAT FOR ANYONE NOT NOW, NOT EVER.. YOU WILL EITHER LIKE ME OR HATE ME... AND IF U LIKE ME THEN GREAT WE WILL GET ALONG FANTASTICALLY AND IF U HATE ME SO BE IT...I REALLY COULDN'T GIVE TWO SHITS ANYMORE... DAMN I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE MY ATTITUDE BUT I THINK TIME HAS CHANGED ME...WHICH I THINK IT IS A GOOD AND A BAD THING... SO STARTING RIGHT NOW IM STARTING ANEW A FRESH START FOR ME IF YOU TALK TO ME GREAT AND IF NOT HELL WITH YOU...IF YOU TALK TO ME FOR A FEW DAYS AND THEN DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH AFTER THAT WELL THEN YOUR LOST... WELL I THINK I SAID MY PEACE FOR TONIGHT OR EARLY MORNING WHICH EVER YOU WANT TO LOOK AT IT.. SO HOPEFULLY MY FRIENDS KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND IF YOUR WEREN'T WELL THATS JUST SAD..... DONNA JUST A QUICK NOT
Everyday Shitty Life
I was having a nice evening with my kids..made some dinner...spaghetti casserole and then a pie...had the pie out and me and the kids were watching the wizard of oz...and I started smelling something...went into the kitchen and saw smoke from the back of my stove...so I started taking it apart...got it half way apart and found the smoke was inside...so I called the non emergency number for the fire dept..just 2 see if they knew anything about burning stoves...lol..next think I hear the townships fire alarm going off and within 5 minutes there is 4 fire engines and the fire chief and everything here...the kids thought it was kewl but damn I was embarrassed...needless to say got it under control and and now I have a 3 month old stove sitting in my kitchen in 12 different pieces...guess I should get it put back together sometime today I was just noticing I am a fan of alot more peeps than they are fans of me...please add me as a fan and If I am not ur fan yet let me know...I will add u...
Random Thoughts
okay so my throat is pretty sore...and here are the results..longitudinal furrows with increased congestion and ringed appearance suggestive for eosinophilic esophagitis..just waiting on biopsy results to confirm then i will go on steroid therapy for 4 weeks.....and then have to figure out what allergen is causing my esophagus to swell...so i am going back to bed cuz i am still a little woozy from the drugs.... who is your favorite cereal box mascot ...and why?? mine is lucky the leperachaun from lucky charms...cuz it's my favorite cereal..it's magically delicious...just like me..hahaha... wow this is the first christmas i can remember where there is no snow in the northeast....just doesn't feel like a holiday without the fluffy white blanket on the ground.....
What What...
There are a lot of diffrent flavor beers out there. So which one is your favorite? Okay Gabby got a little confused about the beer. So here is my next question. What is your favorite liqueur drink? It can be mixed, on ice, or just straight up. So do tell.....
Any Thing Goes !!
HERE THE BEST PLACE ON THE NET TO SHOP AND SAVE ! http://groups.myspace.com/ASMARTWAYTOSHOPANDSAVE tell what was the best time you had sex .. mine was have sex with my wife in the car at lunch time at work .. LETS START OFF WITH IS THIS A GREAT SITE OR WHAT ? So what should we talk about ? love - over rated marrage - sucks sex - what sex I have a wife business - doing very will thank you . So this my life whats yours . Here my other cool site My URL http://www.myspace.com/wouldyouliketoquityourjob My Blog URL http://blog.myspace.com/wouldyouliketoquityourjob
Just Bein Me
I JUST THOUGHT I SAY HI TO EVERYONE AND HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD DAY AND HOPE THAT THEY GET ON WHAT THEY WANT IN THE NEW YEAR.. BLESSED BE You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You? Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Honestguymids
Well here i am again after eing at work fr what seems like ages with no time off and finally snapped a week ago, giving my boss an ultimatum of give me some time off or i go to the union (pretty handy guys these union reps!) and although i was working 7 days a week my union rep managed to pursuade them (elite security) that i had all of a sudden become a religious nut and refused to work on sundays. Seems like ages since i havebeen on this site and i can say i have missed all u cherries!! over and out, l8r guys! Hey guys, it's like nearly 5am here and i just got in from work!!!!! Nice to know some people think im super-human, after a phone call on my usual site i was told urguntly the guard for booker had not turned up and i was urgently needed, so theres me like a lemon agreeing to do it, and what thanks do i get? "get to your usual site for 8sm THIS MORNING!" I wouldnt mind but i havent had a day off in nearly 4 weeks. Elite Security's comments: " We don't care if you feel d
Lyrics I Like
Shorty, come here listen listen listen " 112 .. ooo .. love you .. need you .. yea .. thats right] hey luv, i wanna hold you and talk to you put my arm around your shoulder and walk with you your the one that is shared your my world to you i know that nigga be doing what he suppose to do i got much more to give then all he do hey your so fine i just wanna roll with you your a queen bitch, nigga came close to you need a nigga like me to just flow with you and i gotta try cuz anything is possible and you just might see things the way i do i just wanna be next to you, friends with you burl hunnies, wake up in the bed with you i love when you walk, how that body move pearl my mouth from just being honest boo i would pay air time just to ride with you kisses and hugs until the next time u swing thru [chorus] (so many things) so many things that i wanna do wanna kiss wanna touch wanna touch tears like you [ oO baby ] cause i only wanna be with you
Contest
So we have FINALLY ENTERED A CONTEST.. WE ARE IN THE CUTEST CPLS CONTEST. IT IS A COMMENT BOMB. ANYONE WILLING TO HELP US OUT HERE IS THE LINK OK GUYS LET UR FRIENDS KNOW. CONTEST WILL BE BASED NOT ONLY ON RATINGS BUT COMMENTS AS WELL. THEY CAN COMMENT YOU AS MANY TIMES AS THEY WANT AND IT COUNTS. Y'ALL CAN EVEN COMMENT YOURSELF IF YOU WISH TO. GOOD LUCK YOU GUYS. IN MY BOOK YOU ALL SHOULD WIN :) OK Y'ALL THE BBW CONTEST IS OPEN. THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS. PLEASE VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE BWW. poolKitten and BabyHuey@ CherryTAP WINNER WILL RECIEVE A DIAMOND RING, A DOZEN ROSES AND IM WILL TRY TO GET A TAG DONE. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE...
Reflections
“It is bad enough that people are dying of AIDS, but no one should die of ignorance.” I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll
A Firefighter
As the pager goes off and the call comes in I wonder what we will have or where we will be going Who will be there and what will we find Will today be the day I find a friend or a loved one dying The call comes in and I have to get dressed I run out the door, into my vehicle and down the road I get going Now that the call is in I know I will be missed The dinner he had planned but this is what I do The call is over and I come home He is sitting on the couch next to the phone I give him a kiss and tell him it was bad But most of all I tell him I wouldnt look back The one so close and dear to me Now realizes this is not an abnormal thing To leave in the most difficult times Or even miss a wonderful time with my man Charity Dawn Wooten Copyright 2007 Charity Dawn Wooten The Twelve Days of Christmas Fire and Rescue Style... On the First day of Christmas, my Dispatcher gave to me... Grandma who fell and hurt her knee... On the Second Day of Christmas, my
Daily
I hate not being sure. I'm sitting here reading 'industry' stuff - and I'm engaged and feeling passioniate about WHERE I can fall in that and WHAT I can contribute. Then I feel lonely because I don't know any other marketers. And even if I did, the worry that I'd be communicating ideas with other marketers is a major trust issue. I don't know what it will take for me to "break out of the box" but it needs to happen, I really just need to start earning some revenue, I've worked for little to nothing for years helping build people/ideas/companies, that it's time that I need to get compensated. I'm half frustrated and half hopeful. And almost spaced out because my father thinks spraypainting in the kitchen is a good idea and I've been exposed to this lack of air for two or three days now. XO, Bam -Happy birthday dearest Tammy, she isn't reading this, but I love her and she's been one of the most amazing people in my life. -I had a important chat with a now friend ab
Music Videos/ Lyrics
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I Miss You....
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Back Home
ok seriously is it wrong to be picky on who we spend time with? i mean come on we have little time to spare as it is with our lives and yet some just spend their free time with people they can't stand. or have no interest in actually being around. this is why i am single and so picky. i know what little free time i have with work and side things, i want that time to be spent well. so i guess what i am saying is yes i am picky and no i don't care. and if i so choose to want to spend some time with you maybe you should think about that. maybe we all need to think about that and if you don't feel like you want to be around or see someone then don't as i walk through this valley of shadow and death, which has been proven to be what we call life. there is a small glimmer of hope and happiness. we call it love family and friendship. we are who we are by who we choose to be in our life. many people try to enter it but we have the final say on who we keep close to us. the ones who make the mi
Puppie Tales
But the photo comments REALLY turn me on. Think you can leave a few?? ;> Posted new pics for my friends and family. Leave me comments!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Is it just me, or are there more gorgeous people on here today than anywhere else in the world? I have profiles stacked up so far, not sure if all this sex will crash my laptop or not! To all my friends and family.......thanks for readin' my blog......stay sooooo SEXY! love, Puppiee
Freedom
RENO, Nev., Aug. 28 President Bush told a receptive audience of veterans on Tuesday that an American withdrawal from Iraq would unsettle the entire Middle East, create a haven for Al Qaeda and embolden a belligerent Iran. He said Tehrans nuclear programs threatened to put a region already known for instability and violence under the shadow of a nuclear holocaust. Skip to next paragraph The Reach of War Go to Complete Coverage Speaking here before the American Legions annual convention, Mr. Bush said competing brands of Islamic extremism the Sunni model exemplified by Al Qaeda and a Shiite version that he said was abetted by Iran were vying for dominance in Iraq. That, he said, made it imperative for the United States not to fail in establishing a pro-American government there. I want our citizens to consider what would happen if these forces of radicalism are allowed to drive us out of the Middle East, he said in a speech interrupted several times by applause
My Html
Why did they come? Who are we to end it all, yet how do we not care?, You have waged war with us, why did you even dare! Now family's are separated, they have suffered a great loss, Pain has crippled our nations, For Allah you have burned our Cross! We will not stop, and neither will you, why have you started we had to fight too! This is Gods war, why can't you see? Life would be beautiful, if we all lived to be free! Please stop the killing, you have killed our daughters and sons, does more blood have to be shed in a war that cannot be won? I pray one day soon, the world will once again see peace, Gods will be done. Lord help us, Why did they come? Many oceans so vast in size, The sharks will always feed. The sun will always rise, The moon will always breed. Your deser
My World
ءѹѹժԵ;觹͵ЩѹժԵԴִѺҹԵ繢ͧѨغѹѹ ͵ǩѹͧ today, I don't live for the sake of tomorrow anymore..today, I don't live for the sorrow of yesterday anymore. .Today, L live my life as it should be living for today. I live today for myself. ͹ѺѺ ҵҧѹѹ㴡ѹ˹ ͧ͹ آѹ˹ ءͧþԧҧѡҪԵҫ觤纻ǴǴ йѹҵͧ͹ѺѺҨеͧԴ͡ҨѺͧҢͧԵҨͧ纻ǴѡسҢͧҧԧ ҷä˹Թҧ仡ѺҨ㨢ͧѹСѹǺŻҹ. Welcome... We know one day that we will get sickand old. The sorrow of maintaining a life is hurtful. When we face death we have to be ready in order not to get hurt and in order t
Just Things
This is someone's idea of what a letter from God to His children in this holiday season might look like. I enjoyed it and thought you might, too. Dear Children, It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks are taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't actually born during this time of the year and that it was some of you're predecessors who decided to celebrate My birthday on what was actually a time of pagan festival; although, I do appreciate being remembered anytime. How I personally feel about this celebration can probably be most easily understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your own. I don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate My birth just, GET ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now, having said that let Me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santas and snowmen and p
Just For Fun
subject: 70 Quirks About Me post date: 2006-12-19 05:51:18 views: 1 comments: 0 ratings: 0 70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: SSL 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: ex sis inlaw 03. Last thing you ate: cereal 04. For or against same sex marriage: whatever feel right for ya im not bothered either way 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: hunting 06. Last person you hugged?: grandson 07. Do you believe in God?: yes 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: 25 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 4 10. Ever lived outside of the US: no 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: i really like my eyes 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: not sure 13. Who is your best friend?: Mike and Patty 14. Why are you up?: night owl 15. Who made you angry today? nobody yet lol 16. Favorite type of Food?: mexican 17. Favorite holiday: easter 18. Do you download music: yes 19. What illegal things have you done?:
The Dead Scriptures
Only You *Melissa* Only you can make me feel the way I do. When we caress it feels like we are one, never two. Each time that we have touched is imprinted on my heart. My head floods with thoughts of you whenever we're apart. Only you can look in my eyes and see their rain. You take my world and turn to love its pain. Being able to be me is a gift I've never known. I love you a great deal for the passionate heart you've shown. Only you have the chance to show me life's sweet joy. I feel like a boy on Christmas Day opening his favorite toy. Every day in every way I crave you and your touch. The little things; the way you smell, your skin, soft lips and such. Only you can help me write our fairy-tale come true. Be the queen of my heart and I'll stand guard for you. Your knight in shining armour, or jester when you need laughter. Lets live a love that ends with '& they lived happily ever after' Sorry to inform you the people of CherryTap, that I am no longer go
A Challenge Given To Me...
for those of you who dont know, Joplin Missouri was almost totally destroyed by an EF-5 tornado on May 22nd this year. Besides the hundreds of homes and businesses that were damaged or destroyed the high school was in the direct path of the tornado and suffered major damage (they cant even use what was left for school and are using other locations in town). If you would be so kind as to copy and paste this link: http://www.gleegiveanote.com/vote_details.php?id=300 and click the VOTE button it would be deeply appreciated to help these kids rebuild their school and music department. each day you can vote again but if you dont have the time its understandable. PLEASE help rebuild Joplin High someone i know is having computer problems and is wondering if they can use their VISTA disc that came with their laptop to restore their XP desktop. obviously the desktop would be running VISTA instead of XP but will the disc work? well someone i consider a good friend gave me a c
Smiles.....
Barry returned from a doctor's visit one day and told his wife Carolyn that the doctor said he only had 24 hours to live. Wiping away her tears, he asked her to make love with him. Of course she agreed and they made passionate love. Six hours later, Barry went to her again, and said, "Honey, now I only have 18 hours left to live. Maybe we could make love again?" Carolyn agreed and again they made love. Later, Barry was getting into bed when he realized he now had only eight hours of life left. He touched Carolyn's shoulder and said, "Honey? Please? Just one more time before I die." She agreed,then afterward she rolled over and fell asleep. Barry, however, heard the clock ticking in his head, and he tossed and turned until he was down to only four more hours. He tapped his wife on the shoulder to wake her up. "Honey, I only have four hours left! Could we...?" His wife sat up abruptly, turned to him and said, "Listen Barry, I'm not being funny ...but
The Exciting Life Of Mojo! (not)
I just had to write! I finally made it to Louisiana! Wow!!! I really had a great time. There were so many firsts for me that I accomplished during my trip. A first ride on a street car, paddle wheel boat (The last of the original steam powered paddle boats), first trip down bourbon street, first hurricane (lol the drink), finally meeting Cindy, her mother, and Joann! Wow! So much to talk about. They had me running from the moment I got there it seemed (well at least a few hours later) The first day I was there, they had planned a super city tour that would tour the Garden Disctrict, a cemetary, a plantation, and show me a general look of New Orleans. The tour was very informative. It wasn't one that showed the majority of the devistation of Katrina, but as we were riding in the bus it was hard not to notice. It is really awesome to see that the rebuilding and the growth is definitely on the way up. After the plantation they decided to take me on the Natches, The original steam powere
From My Head...
Hey ladies how about this CRAZY IDEA... women say they want friendships first. then when a guy becomes a great friend they say...i dont want to ruin our friendship. girls say that want men to be gentleman and pay for things and open doors - then complain because they are independent. Women say that want someone to shower them with affection and love - then when we do..we are too clingy. women say they want a guy that actually listens - and when we do... even though we listened some how we didnt hear you. ok yeah so how about this one...in general...PICK ONE SIDE OF THE FENCE AND STAY THERE... yes guys know what women want (generally) but for the specifics...um we cant read minds...SO TELL US WHAT YOU WANT! then leave it up to us to give it to you. If we dont...MOVE ON...if we do..STICK AROUND. Actually its quite simple. And another thing...LADIES...GUYS FIX THINGS...so if you have a problem and you tell us about it, we are going to try and fix it...if you dont want us to give
Life
Well I have come to the conclusion that being alone sucks! Being single is really hard! It's like you go from having a "normal" life to being an outsider all of a sudden! You don't really want to go out with your frineds because then you feel like a third wheel but you don't really want to sit at home either!It's pretty boring, too! I mean who wants to just hang at home all alone....AND you have no one to text just to say good morning and wish them a great day or just to tell them that you are thinking about them through out the day! You have no one to pick something up at the store for just because it reminds you of them! AND you have no one to cuddle up to and just be held! No warm arms to hold you, no shoulder to cry on when you need comfort, no chest to lay your head on and listen to the heart of the person you care about beat! No lips to kiss and no eyes to get lost in! I guess the thing that I miss the most is the feeling that someone really cares about me! The feeling that when
Stories From A Psychotic Thought
so, in my intro to shakespeare class, we have to read one shakespeare book a week. dumbass me forgot about how many days i had so on tuesday i read over 100 pages of "the taming of the shrew" and still didnt finish (i gave up at 10 pm). after i was done, i had an almost uncontrollable urge to speak in iambic pentameter. in class, when we were talkin about the book and watching clips of the BBC version and some other better version, i realized i was slowly thinkin in imabic pentameter. lol by the end of the semester, i'm sure i could almost imitate shakespeare, so i'm going to challenge myself. i'm gonna try to write a story, not a play, in iambic pentameter. it's going to be hard but i'm sure i could do it. now then, i need ideas...any suggestions? last night, i dreamed for like the 1st time in AGES. i saw myself and ttwo other people i knew, and one i didnt know. i believe i was with 2 other girls and one guy...the guy i knew, girl 2 was someone i didnt know but apperantly
My Life
So we have been lookin for a puppy for a while now...we found 2 puppies one is a Lab/ret mix the other well it's a mix The mom is a mix of horse-hair shar pei,Rottie the dad is a Huskey, this dog looks like a German Shepherd Please tell me how that happens, anyways yeah love to new puppies they are doing great with going outside to go potty *Thank god* the Lap/Ret's name is Wiggles and the other one is Rocky, they were born 14 days apart! Okay lets see lets start this starting with last sunday, I had to go into work at 12 around 7:30 an hr before I would be able to go home I passed out *never happend before* my manager went and got me some water, anyways I was not doing so good so I went home early...Monday my son was driving me crazy all day did not want to take his nap *god I love the age of 2* I went to work at 5:30, around 7 once again I passed out again *what the hell is going on*, I've been drinking to many energy drinks so I think thats what did it....anyways we were really b
Racism
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slaveowners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day the state of Alabama, whose governor's lips are presently dripping with the words of interposition and nullification, will be transformed into a situation where little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys an
Bringin Sexy Back
due to the overwhelming demand...my family folder is ONCE AGAIN open to everyone who is my friend. That means all my xxx pics are available for your viewing pleasure. so PLEASEEEEEE take this opportunity to look, because i probably wont be opening it up again for a while. and PLEASE comment and rate ALL of them. If im opening them up for you to see, the LEAST you can do is show some appreciation!!! if not, i'll make the folder family only again. So, I posted some private pics and I've gotten some flattering comments on them. It makes me feel really good about myself, but at the same time I feel a little erked knowing that these people I barely know are looking at me naked. haha. Weird I know, but just a feeling. Anyway, I want to post more pics but I'll wait til later to do that. Til next time boys and girls.
Song Of The Day
So tired sleeping through the day Bloodshot eyes and the sweat from my body And I picked my head up yesterday Found no reason or hope left inside of me But I still believe in immortal love And I know there's someone above Shine down, don't take it away from me, no And I know you know how, yeah Shine down, just give me a chance to feel it It's taken forever to get me off the ground Haunted silence overwhelming me Deny takes it's toll on my sanity And I know I've been away too long All these years I've been hiding I'm feeling I'm coming strong But I still believe in immortal love And I know there's someone that's up above Show me a path to find my way And give me a reason pray Shine down, don't take it away from me, no And I know you know how, yeah Shine down, just give me a chance to feel it It's taken forever to get me off the ground Shine down, don't take it away from me, no And I know you know how, yeah And shine down, just give me a chance to fee
Life Sucks?
Hi hi, it's time for that unusual update. :D I know I returned and all to fu not long ago and the scene these days keep on growing and growing. Oh how has the cherry bore so much fruit over these past few years. Let alone the amount of people :D In a few months, I don't know when but in a few months I will take a leave again out of fu...after all I gots a life outside here. I need to spend some time again but I'll be back....hmm Fu might evolve again but if you need to contact me, Come find me on facebook atEmmanuel Fabic. I'm usually there if not then I'll catch you all on the flip side but I gotta be back, I want to have my 5th anniversary acheement (inside joke) here just like WOW! :D That is all, if you need my YIM hit my shout box. I am not giving it to everyone here... :P Is it psychologically possible for man to hold back such violence? We look upon one person and say to them that we're friends but to that limit WE'RE only friends yet inside we look at them inside our m
Philosophy
After posting my new stash about Marilyn Manson and his speech. I heard it once before and listened to it again. His thoughts and speech wonders me as to whether or not "Is life significant and whether it's good or bad?" Thinking in too deep with many reasons but only a few remain inside my head to be asked. I wanted to find out these answers. Is existence really absurd?- For Sartre once said, "Existence is absurd." Could we ever kill God?- Nietzsche's saying of "God is dead." Is it rational or even possible to go back all the way from the beginning just to start reasoning everything we have to the world?- Descartes' methodical thinking preaches that we must retrace our steps to the beginning in order to get what we want. Should we ever skepticize everything before we succumb to believing what is real and rational?- David Hume's teaching of skepticism provoked these with his greatest work "Treatise of Human Nature" which was published after his death. Finally everyone
My Blog #1
Soooo I need to grow some balls or something... I want to ask this guy out but I'm nervous! So... my normal, boring, ordinary life. It tends to lash out and do something crazy every now and again to keep me on my toes, or I guess make me laugh if I'm getting too serious. Stupid stuff like this always happens to me, and nobody else I know has these kind of problems, lol... So today was my last day at Kroger. I was scheduled for a 4 hour shift (11:15-3:15) and was hoping for a quick, uneventful day. So, I arrive at work, barely clocking in by 11:15, but glad I'm not late. I put my stuff in my locker and head downstairs to work. Throughout the day, I see people doing random chores, cleaning behind things that haven't been moved in months, picking up trash along the road, scouring the floors, etc. I wonder just what's going on, or if it's just a Cleaner Kroger New Years resolution or some crazy Key Retailing scheme. When it gets to be almost break time (believe me, I watch the cloc
A Song By Someone.....for Someone!
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen We'll do it all Everything
You Know What?
So as some of you know a while back I decided I was going to try my hand at modeling. Well I sent my pics to a pretty big clothing store and they want to meet with me for an audition! If they like me i'll be modeling for them, you'll see me on their website, catalog and in their stores yay! Wish me luck I'm so excited! I'll let you all know how my audition goes. In a few hours I'll be outta here and I won't be back to work 'till next tuesday! I get to see my baby and I can't wait! I'll see him in about 17 hrs yay!! I won't be on while Im gone so I just wanted to say I hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday take care. much love -Ari Hey everyone, I just wanted to let you all know that I'm going to be gone for two weeks I'm leaving tomorrow for Christmas vacation. In addition to vacation I am moving to GA so I won't be on CT as much maybe even at all till about March or so. I just didnt want anyone to think that I'm ignoring them so if I don't get back to you this is why. We
Loving Someone
Strangulation is better than pain, Love sucks,.. When its not sensational stains, Painful as it may seem, I go in and out Pro to Con Pain to bliss, Too much pain Less bliss Crazy dreams Unbelievable feelings Dried up tears Wet pillows Scattered tissue art Waste basket full Heart so empty Terrible feeling, Screaming works Dancing hurts Singing resorts More crying Driving fast Dont wanna die Abolish his presents Hard to do Hold on tight Even harder Letting go Seems the logical Road go What to do What to choose Leave him or Love him???/ Must choose And soon Not sure if I want to die with an unhappy heart Ciao~~~ Chantal k. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who
You're Now Vixenated.
Thank God for natural beauty. ♥ Do you think that pushing people away is a way of protecting them? And, if you do... from what? My opinion? I do see it as a way of protecting someone else. Because... if you've messed up so much before, and you've caused someone so much hurt and pain... you could actually meet someone that you really gave a damn about. And, you wouldn't want to put them through what you've been through.. or what you've put other people thorugh.. Especially if you still carry baggage from your past. And, I do carry baggage from mine. Don't string people along, it's just dumb. On another note, I'd like to say.. if you have someone, and they love you. AND, you're still out lookin' for more? Don't let me know. I'll just punch you in the face, because that's what you'll truly deserve. You have NO idea how much that fucks somebody up. People can be so stupid. .. I do not consider myself a person. I am human. =/ And, these are the days of our lives. Questi
Strange News
2 hours, 7 minutes ago NEW YORK (Reuters) - On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me ... a frog dissection kit? Shoppers at upscale U.S. menswear and accessory store Jack Spade in Manhattan's trendy SoHo district were hopping mad to see frog dissection kits selling alongside $775 leather file cases and $145 Italian calfskin passport holders. The $40 kit came in a cloth bag complete with a vacuum-sealed formaldehyde-treated frog, scissors, magnifying glass, forceps, probing sticks, ruler, instruction booklet on how to explore the animal's innards, and a moist towelette. After a barrage of complaints from shoppers and animal activists, the store said Tuesday that it had cleared its shelves of the kits and would no longer offer them. "We're going to issue an apology," said company spokesman Mordechai Rubinstein. "The intent was to celebrate science and biology, present something educational for children and adults," he said. "Jack Spade doesn't supp
Our Troops Past And Present
Don't envy a man his medals All those ribbons on his chest He did not try to get them They're not there at his request They were earned in stinking hell holes Where no man would like to go Or in cold and wintry places Where there's only ice and snow He did not know he earned them Till they were awarded at parade And they were bright when he first got them But in time the colors fade He was told he had to wear them And to wear them all with pride But when the memories come to haunt him Those same medals make him hide Cause those medals will not bring back All those guys he left behind And he would trade them all forever For a little peace of mind So don't envy a man his medals You don't want to take his place Thinking back to long gone battles And meeting dead friends face to face 'May the firearms be silent' By Jeordan Legon CNN LOMITA, California (CNN) -- He was one of the first U.S. soldiers killed in com
Please Enter Read :-)
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!! A guy has been asking the pret
To Love You Must Suffer ... So Let The Pain Begin!
Okay, so I'm getting really irritated with this site right now. Everytime I want to do something ... I keep getting this lovely message that I "need to be a level 3 in order to do that." OMFG... and someone tried telling me that I don't have to worry about these damn Cherry points ... when in fact since I'm only level 2 - I do. I would never have this issue with MySpace! Anyways, I'm done bitching. Talk to you all later.
Music..
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't bleed us again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong
Just Wondered What U All Thought
this will be the last update from me the next time cobra will be back so thanks for the thoughts for him, he should be home this evening, so see all his friends later, thanks again its cobras friend just to let everyone know that cobra should be home by wed night thurs morning, he wanted me to keep his friends posted, so if you could think of him it would be appreciated, he is thinkin of all of you, thanks for the thoughts he knows who you are, thanks lets show some luv and get this beauty to number one, please lets do this,
Poems By Me
Thinking of the times we shared Many memories I will always have The funny things you did or said Just knowing that you were there, Walking through dreams we both see Holding onto you holding onto me Seeing the side of me no one ever has Living in the future not in the past. What can I do to show you how I feel? Wishing the day had not came to this How can you let go of something that is so real? And know this is a chance in which we will miss Funny how life is and makes us think How a simple thing can be gone in a blink Washing away things we have longed to feel Parting with new tasks in which you learn to deal Finding myself hidden in my fears once more I find myself locked up tight like a door Not sure if I will ever find happiness in my life for the most part. Because I will never let go of the one that has captured my heart. by tama tease Everyone wonders what love is how being in love feels or if its even real If love is just a feeling then
Pepi
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Banter
# When TAG TEAM was back again. # When Mr. T pitied the fool. # When all 5 lions made Voltron. # When Optimus Prime died. # Not to feed Gizmo after midnight. # How to "put your hand up on my hip, when you dip, I dip, we dip.". # What "Nanoo Nanoo" means. # Who to ask to know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a Tootsie Roll Tootsie Pop. # When Lucky Charms didn't have Purple Horse Shoes. # M-M-Max Headroom. # What color Mr. Yuk was. # By what power Prince Adam became He-Man. # How the Turtles became Ninjas. (FUN FACT: "Uncle Phil" from Fresh Prince of Bel Air was the voice of "Shredder") # When Sting was in the POLICE. # David Bowie for more than Labyrinth # When cartoons killed one another. # When Joe Theisman got his leg snapped on Television. # When McDonald's Happy Meals came in a Styrofoam container. # When plastic Coke bottles were "NEW" and called "shatterproof". # Who "Super Buggy" was. # What a "SNORK" is. # Inspector Gadget # Mr. Wizard # S
Stuff
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Tracy and Brandon May You rest In peace Until The Time Comes tHAT We Meet Again.......Even though you were alone you were never alone....I love you guys........... I didn't get a chance to say goodbye To you, to tell you that I loved you, to say What now must be one long, unbroken cry Of pain, now that at last you've gone away. I cannot tell you what a joy it was To be the one to tend you in your need. The burden was a gift, for giving does Not burden one who loves, though loving bleed. I wish I could have been with you when you, Perhaps aware, perhaps not, turned towards death Alone, with no one there to wonder to, To share your fear, your hand, your one last breath. I wish, I wish, I wish . . . but it is done, And now I must surrender what is gone. sorry im never on everything in my life is in shambles trying to find a place to go and stuff long story anyway hope all ia well...........oh and i have no internet now:(
Confession Of Mortality
These moments of morning are mine. The quiet solitude & darkness soothes my ravaged soul. In my own world out of space & time. Shared only with Venus & Chai. I don't want anyone else to to see my fragile hold. Even the Heavens only sigh. I suffer the birth of brightness. All the noisy cheer zenith brings about so bold. Longing for my mantle of darkness. But for a few breaths of starshine. The stage is empty & I'm alone, between those beats I am whole & the worlds are still mine. Come to me.. You're still clothed in some of my skin. I still have the tattered remains from where your heart grew too papery-thin. I wrote love poems on it with the blood of a bear and buried it in the forest snow. Mixed with my tears .. I see the sand flow through the years. A secret buried within, so deep not even the heavens can hear. Won't you be mine my razorblade valentine Come to me.. make the circle comp
I Believe This.
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. ..Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel , Alaska 2/19/97Pearl , Mississippi 10/1/97West Paducah , Kentucky 12/1/97Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97Jonesboro , Arkansas 3/24/98Edinboro , Pennsylvania 4/24/98Fayetteville , Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield , Oregon 5/21/98Richmond , Virginia 6/15/98Littleton , Colorado 4/20/99Taber , Alberta , Canada 5/28/99Conyers , Georgia 5/20/99Deming , New Mexico 11/19/99
Times
Everyone thank you all so much for the prays and the nice words that you all have said to help me with my brother. He is doing so much better. He is actting like my brother tell me how he is going to kick my ass or one thing or another. He can not want to out drink me. I just want to say thank you all so much. He wil never walk or have any feeling from the chest down so that will never change. I just know who my friends are. *Holly Ann* So, I looked at my best friend and told her we need to talk. She looked back at me like she did someting wrong so I quickly asked her if she wanted to get a piercing with me. "What?" We then went to Wingnut and asked about this specific peircing we wanted to get and they thought I was crazy cuz my hands were flying everywhere... I was a lil nervous... We wanted to know EVERYTHING!!! Being the smart girls that we are, before we actually got peirced, we went back to my place and checked it out on the internet. Pictures, stories, and jewelry.
New Yahoo Id Name
They cancelled my longleggedbeauty... so now.... its LongLeggedVixon@yahoo.com... add it and love it.. if you were there last night you know exactly what i mean.. LOL Add LongLeggedVixon@yahoo.com onto ur yahoo messenger and join to watch me do my show... i will be starting in 5 minutes so hurry!!! as you may have noticed, im not on yahoo anymore, well my broke ass let the bill go and it got shut off, so if you are interested go ahead and add my yahoo account to your messenger, and you will catch me on there.... its longleggedvixon@yahoo.com hope to talk to you all soon!
Hollow
You ever get one of them times when you don't know why but you are just sick with the whole prospect of being alive. I don't mean in a suicidal way but you're just sick of everything you're made of. The fact that you're alive and that you will die and you're just this skin sack filled with bones. Your very place in life and where you sit in it this very day. You have nothing to be upset about. but you're discusted anyways? What is this emotion called? Melancoly? Probably not.... Reminds me of some shitty emo song. I've been looking for my biological father recently, mostly just for information so I can trace ancestry. So far I've found out that he doesn't exist. He is the most illusive son of a bitch to ever walk the face of the earth. Seriously. I can't find one fucking bit of information on him. I only have one single document with his name and any kind of information that should be of help but he doesn't exist. I can't help but feel pissed off about this. I feel like I have no r
Surveys And Quizes
Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end. (No cheating! ) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you? My kids 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? rabbit 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? He hops up to me and I pet him and he licks me. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. How big is it? Big, but not huge, about 2600 square foot log cabin. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? yes, a small one 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it? chairs around the table filled with family, a hutch in the corner, a really pretty table cloth, and a bouquet of fresh cut carnations on the table. 7. You exit the house and a cup is
How Well Do You Think You Know Me?
I took this test and here it what it told me! What Famous Leader Are You?personality tests by similarminds.com We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (_._) tight ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass Create your own friendquiz here WOW, so many yet so few who will take the challenge...hmmmmmmm
Jak's Contests
yes its the middle of summer but JAK is thinking ahead....if you are a friend who wants a christmas card and you trust JAK not to give your info out...send me your home address so i can mail you a card this year...dont wait till the last minute...post office wont get it to you till next year if you do!!! 12 Days Of Yahoo For the first pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me A post from a week ago. For the second pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 2 web crashes And a post from a Week ago. For the third pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 3 error messages 2 web crashes And A post from a week ago. For the forth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 error Messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the fifth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 5 frozen PM's 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 Error messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the sixth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 6 disconnection' s 5 frozen PM's 4 Jerks at Tech H
Funny Sayings -kids
Humorous Sayings In Order to get the handsome prince, you have to kiss a lot of toads. Never forget a friend, especially those that owe you--Chinese Proverb If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking, and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong? Better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot. Everyone is gifted. Some open the package sooner. Suburbs are areas where they cut down trees and then name the streets after them. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. You can't have everything, where would you pu
Lost
I wish I were ur eyez, so I could see u everyday I wish I was ur mirror, so I could look at u everyday I wish I was ur pillow, so I could sleep with U through long & lonely nites. but most of all I wish I was ur only gurl so I could try 2 give u tha world! No more, I can't handle this he's makin me crazy always treating me like shit before i guess my vision was a little hazy now nothing seems to amaze me... he's rude and ignorant does he even hear me? why can't he see jus wat he means to me now he's pushin me away sometimes i feel like i wanna leave & sometimes i wanna stay... but i'm here to tell u today...... my life ain't gonna be that way!!!! Sometimes we have something, without truly knowing what we have Sometimes we hold something, without completly knowing what we hold Sometimes we are given something, without fully appreciating what we are given. But that knowledge usually comes when... We realize what we've lost!
Friends
THIS IS FOR YOU SEAN !....... I don't know what to do. I feel everything is falling through. I hate that I am feeling this way. I push the people I love away. I cant stop crying, I can't help that I'm feeling much of dying. I hate my self for not even trying. tears falling down, back to wearing that same old frown. I'm lost in that big crowed. I just want to cut so bad. tear it up because I feel so sad. the maddest is coming out, and its getting bad. I hate this, and I am sorry, but for some reason, I'm in complete worry. why do we fight. I know it isn't right. why cant I hold you all night. so I know me and you will be alright?
To My Favorite Girl
I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summers day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you always ... For all eternity. What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt times ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise
What I Must Do To..........
For everybody, that gets the feeling hurt and also... get upset over something that you (or the person) put on the other party, just that... you can't stay mad forever. It is not heathly at all. You should know when to forgive and forget, that is all the truth. You must know how to let go. That would be good for everyone. You can't stay mad forever!!! Hey ya!!!! My birthday is coming up!!!!! I am so happy.... One more year for me!!! I hope I can get something real good for me for this day!!! Hey there!!! It is a new day for me and it is my birthday none the less!!! I am 33 today!!! I am living on my own now!!! I am looking forward to the future now. I am trying to get my life in stright!!!
Pain
You get inside my head, and I think of yesterday I think of what we were, and it never goes away I pop another pill to take away the pain But now i'm dreaming more, and I guess your here to stay I hit the lights, go out, there's laughter in my head I try to shut it out with fears I'll end up dead I hear the shots go by, it's the voices in my head And now my time is up This mass confusion has become a part of me, I turn and run away, and I pray you'll never see The clock hits 12 o'clock and the voice says in my head, "We'll never make it here" - I swear that's what she said I hit the lights, go out, there's laughter in my head I try to shut it out with fears I'll end up dead I hear the shots go by, it's the voices in my head And now my time is up Where do we go from here There must be something near Changing you, changing me forever Places changes, faces change Life is so very strange Changing time, changing rhyme together There's no where else to
Nsfw
Since 24 hours all my photos except of the default part are NSFW. Are there some haters of Germany here on cherrytap ? Or is that the work of disgusting, miserable people ? This photo is private but top photo over the last hour... Oh, you are great and very intelligent...but I don`t want to read that...I don`t like the real bastards...
My Thoughts
STREP THROAT FUCKIN SUCKS!!!!! x-mas shopping sux shit. got mine done in an hr today for like 20 ppl nd if they don't like what they got tough shit cuz i'm not goin back. 12 Signs You love someone! (yes it is right!) TWELVE When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was m
If You Wanna Know, Just Ask
1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. 100%honest. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY 1 question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you! All about yourself...the survey. All about yourself... First name?:: John Middle name?:: not tellin Like your name?:: yes, well.. kinda Named after anyone?:: yes, i am named after my grandfathers Any nicknames?:: johnny bobby, dumb shit, cj, peewee Age?:: 21 Birthdate?:: 20 March 1985 Birthplace?:: Waverly MO Time you were born?:: 0454 hrs Current location?:: Hickinsville, Mo Height?:: 5'9" or so Like your height?:: kinda, wish i was taller Eye color?:: brown i guess Contacts/glasses?:: glasses sometimes, can't stand contacts Hair color?:: brown Natural hair color?:: brown Dye your hair often?:: never have, but thought about it Righty or lefty?:: righty Your favorite... Type
Randoms Thoughts
There is no hope there is only darkness My life means nothing I serve no purpose I have lost everything and as much as I try I can see no future with me as a part of it My children are not mine My wife is not mine I gave up everything to be with her My family, my home, my life and she has crushed it all I am dead inside, my body has just not realized it yet but soon it will This world does not operate on maybe's and possiblities it knows only certainties and the only certainty that I know is this world has no room for me I was a monster, one of the forsaken I do not deserve happiness I deserve only pain and death you had a chance to save me and you turned your back on me Whew dodged the bullit on that one I had to take a 3 hour bus ride to take care of a traffic ticket just to be told I can take care of it via phone on Feb 7. Just in case you wanted to know that is the day after my birthday. (give me shiny stuff) thank you for you support I miss my f
Do We Know How We Feel ???
Whats Going On
For all that dont know i am in a custody/visitation battle with my ex. i am supposed to provide transportation to or from the visits which are in joshua tree, a 45 min bus ride. well due to the bus schedule routes etc, the bus schedule doesnt work out to get him there at 10 oclock on saturday. plus its a really long walk from the bus stop. now they will pick him up and bring him back, but i would have no way of knowing whether or not they really went to the house where the visits are supposed to take place, so i really need to be the one to take him there and bring him home. i am trying to find transportation this saturday, but with having repairs to the house and groceries i dont really have gas money. plus this is going to be an on going thing. so here is my point, i really really need a car. i am trying to find someone that has a car for sale that will take payments, but let me use the car while making the payments. i get a pel grant in september so i culd pay off most of teh balanc
Life
IM NOT SAYING THAT I HAVE A BAD LIFE, IM JUST TIRED OF WHERE IM AT IN LIFE. IM TRYING MY HARDEST TO FURTHERY MY SELF AND SET UP A BETTER FUTURE. BUT IT SEEMS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO THAT IT JUST DOESNT WORK, I PLAN ON ONE DAY GETTIN OUT OF THIS SMALL ASS TOWN AND GOING SOMEWHERE BIGGER... IT JUST SEEMS WHEN I GET TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG.. I MEAN ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY AND IAM FOR THE MOST PART BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WS HOPING TO ACCOMPLISH BY THIS POINT IN MY LIFE I KNOW IAM STILL YOUNG BUT I FEEL AS THOUGH I SHOULD BE DOING MORE... I DUNNO.. SORRY I JSUT HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF ME... Well its a new year now.. time for change Im just fed up with the way my life is going right now, im going to be making some major changes over the next few months .... 2006 was just a bad year all together, I have learned not to trust anyone,, even if u think they are ur best friend in the world... most guys are after one thing girls and thats sex so do
My World!
I met this guy a while back and thought he was SO cute. I never thought much of him, because he didn't "look" like my type...but there was something about him. I couldn't bring myself to go talk to him. He is really good friends with one of my best friends. I just spent the better part of a week hanging out with the guy. He is awesome! Sweet,funny, cute, and we have a lot of similar interests. He is VERY interesting. Very different from most of the guys I know. He isn't ashamed of who he is. Lots of fun. At first, I wanted to get in his pants...LOL! But the more I talked to him, the more I actually liked him. I love talking to him. But there is a catch...I recently met a few more of their friends, one of which is infatuated with him. She is an awesome person, but he and I talked about her and he doesn't like her in that way. He only wants to be her friend. She and I became pretty good friends, but I think it may be due to the fact that she didn't like how much he and I talked and s
Talking Outside Of Cherrytap
Hey all, if any of you want to talk to me outside of CT below is my messenger ID's and some other sites you can find. Yahoo (sindeebabe2) MSN (sindee_98@hotmail.com) AIM (CindyGrizBear) Sites to find me on: MySpace (http://www.myspace.com/cindylouwho98) hi5 (http://cindylouwho98.hi5.com) TagWorld (http://www.tagworld.com/CindyLouMI/) And you can find me on FaceBook too. I know I have a membership everywhere, lol...what can I say? I'm an attention-whore ;-). Hey all I'm going to be moving as of Friday, March 30th. You probably won't catch me online for a few days until I can get my net hooked up at the new place. Unless someone in my building will have wireless and I can connect through that, lol. Hope everyone is well!!! Hey folks Just a heads up to those of you who aren't aware of it yet. I will be moving again, this time back up to BFE in Northern Michigan with my parents. Not thrilled about it, but it's something that's gotta happen right now. I won't be
Thoughts On The 88 Precepts.
2. Whatever People's perception of God, or Gods, or the motive Force of the Universe might be, they can hardly deny that Nature's Law are the work of, and therefore the intent of, that Force. So the second of the 88 precepts seems to be a continuation of the first, furthturing a discussion of religion and faith. The first stated that any teaching that denies or contradicts Nature's Law is false. Now, as number two explains, this is not a denial of the validity of all faiths. Some feel that believing in any god or pantheon of gods is, in and of itself, a denial of Nature's Laws. After all, there are certain churches that deny that dinosaurs ever existed. There are certain religions, in fact, that dispute many, if not most, scientific discoveries of the past century. So in essence, these particular groups have "given a bad name" to almost all religions. People hear these denials from one church, and assume they speak for all religions. But the second precept tells us differently. S
Poetry
Put some here don't forget there put some whipped cream everywhere! Put it all over the bed & walls in the bathroom and the halls Lets put it in each & every place On our bodies so we can taste Lets keep going and never stop Lets get some fruit to put on top Then lets eat each other up Cream filled dream Your mouth, your eyes, your hair I can't help but stare. I want to taste your soft, sweet lips and take from your mouth numerous sips. For nourishment I receive from your kiss When your in my arms I am in complete bliss. Thoughts of you encompass my being It is only you that I am seeing. Never a day goes by that I want you dear I wish for you to always be near. Your angelic smile with lucious lips The face of a goddess is what I miss When we are together, just like this Untill then pretty lady I'll have to wait But on that day we'll have a date. If i gazed into your eyes would u turn away? If i held your hand in mine Would u pull away If i k
Tale Of A Gothic Princess
IF YOU ONLY KNEW THE REAL ME IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE WHAT I SEE IF YOU WOULD ONLY LIVE WHERE I LIVE YOU WOULD SEE WHAT HELL MY LIFE IS OK PEOPLE IT OFFICIAL NOONE LOVES ME NE MORE I AM THE MOST HATED PERSON IN THE WORLD MY HEART BREAKS EVERYDAY BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE LEAVES MY LIFE. IM THE MOST HATED PERSON IN THE WORLD HATED BY ALL AND LOVED BY FEW. IF YOU FEEL THE SAME IM SORRY OK FOR ALL OF YOU PEOPLE WHO HOPE THAT I WILL DIE ..... WELL GUESS WHAT I WONT....AND WHEN I DO I WILL COME BACK AND HAUNT YOU JUST TO MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING HELL....LIKE YOU HAVE MADE MINE.... I AM THE WAY I AM BECAUSE OF PEOPLE HATING ON ME LIKE ALL OF YOU DO..... I LIKE THE WAY I LOOK I LIKE THE WAY I LIVE AND I LIKE THE PEOPLE I ASSOCIATE WITH ....IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT IM SAYING THE STOP READING MY SHIT.....IF YOU DO LIKE IT TAKE IT MAKE IT UR OWN TELL THE WORLD HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT IT LET ALL OF YOUR ANGER OUT VENT , CUSS, RAISE HELL BECAUSE FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS THE BEST THING EVER.....SO FOR MY FINAL WORDS
First Blog Ever
I am not a well spoken person. There are lots of things that interest me and things that don't. I have fun at every opportunity that allows for it. The thing is I don't get much love on my page. I get some but not much. I am not very good at expressing myself or writing things about myself but here we go. Getting ready to go to Dallas for the Cowboys game on Sunday night. I am soooooooo excited can't contain myself. So happy I had to tell anyone who is willing to read this gibberish. I plan to have a really good time especially since I have family that live about an hour away. Do you think they might come and visit? I could only hope. I am going over 98% of the way. I'm sure the can do the other 2. I doubt if they would. Probly expect me to go that extra little bit. They know I am coming this weekend. I hope they will be there. I haven't seen them in 8yrs. That's a loong time. Well I guess that's all for now. GOOOOOOO Cowboys!!!!!!!! Well I guess I am supposed to say what's on my
Wtf???????????
i'm leaving here this cherrytap turning into another myspace is a bunch of shit so in the next couple of days i'll be completely gone from here and the ones thats on my friends list now, if u want to stay in touch just send me something in the next couple of days and i'll give u my yahoo name and we can chat there anytime without someone monitoring who or what i'm looking at i'm a grown man i can make my decisions without somebody that don't even know me telling me what i can see and not see so i hope that my friends will give me a holler and want my yahoo name to chat with me, its been fun but it ain't been real damn fun.. ok whats the deal u can look at peoples photos but they won't show the pics? u open up the folder there r pics in there but it will not show them whats the deal? i'm not at work and still can't see them it use to be where u could see them as long as they give u permission or just say private ask user for permission but now u can't even see them when they give it to
What's Up
So update from last blog. He's back to fucking his ex girlfriend. So i'm out. After the holidays i'm gone. I'm sticking around since it's too hard to do anything around the holidays. So i'm an idoit come to that conclusion. I'm done with the damn jerks, users, and cheaters. I'm sick of all his bullshit. Thinks he's the king shit. Sorry to tell ya. But he ain't shit to me. He keeps saying i know you love me. Know what i don't think i do. I'm just here. I feel nothing anymore. I sick of feeling sorry for myself. New Years resloution: start over fresh. Who needs all the bullshit. Going to forget the past and look towards the furture. That's all for now. Talk to ya all later. -Amanda Well haven't wrote in awhile. Let's see what's happen. Well I guess Cody and Ashley got back together. Which is going to be fun now. More drinking more calles at 4:30 in the morning to come get him. More nights of no sleep. No matter what i will still be there for him. He's in love and he don't know how
Life
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ Man, a lot of this stuff is amazingly accurate! Cancer is a Cardinal water sign, ruled by the moon. As the fourth sign of the zodiac, the Cancer individual is a deeply emotional person inside, but is smooth and confident on the outside. Their first love is of home and family and they are nurturing and caring in the family setting, creating a cozy, comfortable, safe existence behind the doors of their own home. Famous historical characters s
Cannot Catch A Break:
Most everybody who gets a dog names it something ordinary like Rover or Spot. Maybe that's why I decided to call my dog "Sex". Unfortunately, Sex has been very embarrassing for me. When I went to City Hall to renew her dog license, I told the Clerk that I wanted a license for Sex. He said that he wanted one too! So I said, "but she's a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said, "you don't understand - I've had Sex since I was nine years old!" He said that I must have been quite a kid! When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took my dog with me. I told the hotel clerk that I wanted a double room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said, "every room in the house is for sex!" I said, "you don't understand - Sex keeps me awake at night!" He said, "you lucky dog!" I asked if I could keep Sex outside. He said that he knew I was strange the minute he first saw me! One day I entered Sex in a contest, but just before the comp
Have A Laugh :))
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups / leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tile cleaner. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a
Poetry/writing
See the pretty girl, in the pretty dress. such a pretty life, such a pretty mess... prety little fingers, pretty little toes. funny that she cries, funny that she knows... pretty little lips, pretty little skin. ever such a child, she has been hurt again. In her pretty eyes, there's a deep distress. There was a pretty heartbreak that left her a pretty mess. He was a pretty rebel, he was a pretty boy. he was her pretty world, but she was his pretty toy. She loved her pretty man with all her pretty heart And on the day he left her, it tore her heart apart. Now our pretty heroine In her pretty dress Takes up her pretty little knife and dies a pretty death. We f a l l Together, like a memory. Fragments, Pieces, Of a perfect life. He, a Dark Dream. I, a turbulent Storm. Yet sometimes, Nothing is as it seems Love. Hate. T
Testing The Waters
I reached my limit for rating pictures for the day! It is way harder to take a picture of yourself than I thought it would be. Had to write the info backwards and find a mirror. Any one else have that problem? Chasing the past, I stumbled into the future. ~T. Sachs, Omnis Sapientia Salvo Emiolios A restless wind rustles through the leaves at my feet and caresses my hair softly. I am still, silent, lost. Just ahead is a fork in the road. I knew it was coming. But for all my foresight I am not prepared. The wind makes its exit, and forgets to leave me my answer. I contemplate the two choices that lie before me. One is long and winding, twisting and bending in endless circles. It seems to go nowhere and everywhere all at once. Rising and falling in a wild rhythmthe highs touch the sky Yet the lows seem bottomless. The other path is straight, narrow, and overgrown. It feels familiar, quite like paths I have chosen before.
Poems
You danced your way into my heart Igniting a passion deep within my soul It burning deep and everlasting While we dance the night away We become something more Always drying my tears and making my worries fade However now you are causing them But i am running away Leaving behind my heels and memories from that night For i can run faster without them All i have left is the thorns of your rose In my bleeding heart he makes me happy when I talk to him on the phone or computer He is all I want and all I need He made me relize what life really is hes all i think about hes all i want to see he needs to come home soon so we can be together the day he does come home when I see him i hope he hugs me and kisses me hes all i want hes all i need he makes me feel like my lifes complete but does he feel the same? Hes gonna have to let me kno!!! I want you to come home I dont want to have to talk to you just on the phone It seems so long but I
The Love Of My Life, Princess
I thought I knew you…And now I wish I'd known betterThen to trust so quickly and completely without question…Someone so unknown and newBut since you’re hidden transgressions have risen to the surface…I’ve found myself better off with you out of my sightBecause of you're lies saturating everything we shared...From what we've meant to each other, to all that we've been through togetherBut thats all tainted now with So now that I’ve opened my eyes a little wider, and understand so much more…I can see right through the deceptive facade you projectI don’t know why it took me so long...So long to recognize and expose every color of every lieBut now that I’ve seen them…I won't waste another second so down and out while I cryBecause you’re just not worth all I gave you credit forAnd I can’t believe I fell for you’re lineI always tried to be there for you...Till my heart was black and blueBut I won’t make t
Places My Mind Takes Me...original Works By Me
Black Hearted Seductress, Beckon Unto YouK They say I weave and evil spellK That none can tell my magic wellK I lace my words with honey sweetK Cause a persons mind retreatK Leave them for a while in dreamsK Of places so unreal it seemsK They boost my power mighty boldK This is what legends are toldK Spin that wand about them fairK Causing them to lose all careK Care of things in present timeK I twist about without reason or rhymeK Dont blame me for your visions seenK Youre the one with a mind so keenK All that glitters is not goldK You called me gift said I was boldK I didnt place my title grandK You gave it freely, I didnt demandK Now disappointed by what you seeK The person you thought you saw in meK Remove the rose colored glass shadeK I have been the same person, I didnt jadeK You wanted desperately to believeK When I wasnt--you said I deceivedK How then can I be what you sayK When always I have been thi
Stephalicious
FOR NOW UNTIL ETERNITY I WILL LOVE YOU.. I PROMISE TO ALWAYS RESPECT AND CHERISH YOU. AT TIMES I CRY SENSELESS TEARS, PLEASE KNOW BABY.. THEY ARE FROM SO MANY WASTED YEARS.. WISHING I COULD HAVE FOUND YOU SOONER THAN LATER.. HOLDING YOU EVER SO NEAR TO MY HEART.. THANK GOD FOR YOU MY DEAR, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NOTHING CLEAR.... I LOVE YOU xoxox From Soul to Soul and Heart to Heart Few are the seconds that our minds are apart. Your face still lingers long after your gaze, Your haunting eyes set my heart all ablaze. When the sea of man's desire is amidst a great storm, Your gentle embrace brings a peace that is warm. three weeks have now passed since your voice I first hear. Many more will sure come as we grow ever near. What a journey it's been my sweet other half, And by the look of the stars there's much more to last. As I've oft' said love's to small a sound To explain this wild enchantment the two of us found.
A View Of The World
A minute of your time just an intermission a few words to share with one whom might care without interruption to spark an eruption. in an untenable situation with much agitation with unrest this situation must be addressed your home to which I am but a guest, has become to me a place of great unrest an sanctuary, a refuge a place to put to rest the worry's of my world. no more shall I feel the comfort the pleasure of leaving my troubles at the door the time for that has passed for only troubles and strife lay in my path. I wish you all a fond farewell upon my departure for you have shared much with me I shall not forget. Daniel Marrs Today I got bitched at by a total stranger, for not commenting on a picture of hers, my answer was I gave you a 10. because your picture was a 10. But your picture did not captivate me. so if you get a comment from me it means your picture or somthing in your layout got my attention. So
Things That Touch My Heart
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll ob
Me
I am cleaning up my friends list. I don't come on here to be a point whore, contest feind or chain junkie... I'm here to meet kickass people. I have helped people gain points, get attention, gain new friends, etc. I have done this just to be left in the dust. I appologize if I'm not addicted to being on here all day & night. I appologize if I'm not really into being @ a higher level or to have a shit load of points. My intentions are still just to chat with friends. So... If you would still like to be a friend/family and just chat... lemme know with a message or comment... whatever pleases you... if not... it's really not a loss to me!! *BITES & KISSES* Juiles =D ***I found this poem... this is who I am... this is what I have become... will this ever end? Medication doesn't help the pain that I feel deep down inside!!*** Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride.
Random Thoughts, Rants, And Poetry
http://www.myheritage.com When a woman cries she can wash your world away When storms fill her eyes You never know just what to say Don't say a word Don't say anything She don't need your truth or lies Just hold her close And love her When A woman cries When A Woman cries There is no sadder song So you apologize Even if you Don't know what You've done wrong But if you really Want to make her happy To stop her sobbing And her sighs Just hold her close And love her When a Woman cries Now don't waste your Time thinking About the right Thing to say Just put your arms Around her Til the Clouds Roll away When a woman cries She can tear your Dreams apart When storms fill her eyes It can break a man's heart If you find that You are crying too Don't let it come As no surprise Just hold her close And love her When Your woman Cries. I've never understood the reasoning behind close-mindedness. What's the point you all decide that you'
1st Blog Goes To My Jelly
PAIN IS A FRIEND OF MINE EVENTHOUGH IT'S NEVER KIND OUCH!! I HATE WHEN I STUB MY TOE I MUST LIKE IT HAPPENS ALOT YOU KNOW SPANK ME PLAY A LITTLE ROUGH DO IT AGAIN I SWEAR IM TOUGH BITE ME ON MY NECK AND CHEST I LIKE PAIN DO YOUR BEST HOT WAX POUR IT ON MY SKIN SO THICK KISS THE SPOTS OF RED IS THE TRICK I LIKE PAIN IT'S A FRIEND OF MINE EVENTHOUGH IT'S NEVER KIND. OKAY ONE PAIN I DONT LIKE SO MUCH IS PAIN OF HEART WITHOUT A LOVING TOUCH I LONG TO FEEL THAT LOVING TOUCH SO BRING ON THE PAIN THAT I LIKE SO MUCH YES I AM BLOGGING DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT I AM DOING IT LOOK DEB NO HANDS LMAO OKAY NOW I WILL TRY TO THINK OF SOMETHING ELSE TO WRITE TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT ARE SICK GET WELL SOON CLOSE MY EYES TO THE PAIN FEEL SO NUMB IT SO INSAIN OPEN MY EYES PAINS STILL THERE TEARS ARE WELLING VISION NOT CLEAR FOLD MY HAND BEGIN TO PRAY SO MUCH PAIN FORGOT WHAT TO SAY HOLD MY BREATH TRY TO THINK THOUGHTS ARE LOST IN A KINK WHERE TO
Songs In My Head
You took your time to come back this time The grass has grown under your feet In your absence I've changed my mind And someone else is sitting in your seat I know that I said there be no-one else I know that I said I'd be true But baby - I've burned out cupid's arrow And here's the short and the narrow I've nothing left to offer you All cried out You took a whole lot of loving for a handful of nothing All cried out It's hard to give you something when you're pushing and a shoving me around So don't look surprised there was no disguise You knew where I stood from the start So stop - look around you You're right back where I found you Take back your cold and empty heart All cried out You took a whole lot of loving for a handful of nothing All cried out It's hard to give you something when you're pushing and a shoving me around You go your way I'll go mine I wont stay around here Don't you waste my time Well baby, there you stand With your little head, do
School-related Shit
UNM will trave to Hartford CT, for Round 1 of the Womens NCAA BBall tournament. They are 8th seeded and going up against UW-Green Bay. They play on Sunday! Lo Gobos! On another note... What's there to do in Hartford? I've never been. Anyone close by? Wanna chill? Let me know soon! Well. This semester has been off to a crappy start- honestly. I'm only passing 1 class currently. That's not good at all. If I fail this semester - I'm taking next semester off. I'm so fucking burned out right now that my motivation to finish school is waning. Sorry I haven't been around - I've been trying to hold school together. I miss you all. Take care - and I'll see you around. Hopefully. ♥ But I leave town tomorrow night for Las Vegas, NV. I won't be on a computer while out there. Text me if you need me. 505-610-9166. Rawr.
Moi
VERY IMPORTANT; I have to make it very clear that it is not my intention to offend any culture,ethnicity or beliefs by writing down what I lived 15 years ago.Bear in mind those were the impressions of a 21 year old city girl . I have many great Indonesian friends and friends from all over the world. I respect their ways and have learned a lot from them. I am telling my life the way I saw it back then, probably not the way I would see it now.As more chapters will be added, you will see that. Thanks for understanding and sorry if I did offend anybody! CHAPTER THREE, Where was I? Oh yes,still in Indonesia,I lived there a year and a half,so I have loads of memories but I will have to make it short or this will turn out to be a boring long soap opera:) One thing that I just could not get used to, is no toilet paper in the restrooms,just a huge bucket of water(or water in the tub) and a jug,where was the paper?How does this work????? I dont know how you can do your
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Randy's Blog
I'll be going into the hospital on July 23 to get a stent put into my heart also stents in my legs to many blood clots. I'll let everybody know how it goes. Hey my cousin is having there 36th Anniversary today and plaese drop by and leave her a message. Yellow Rose@ CherryTAP psychotic angel@ CherryTAP
Salad Fingers Series
Soul Searching Thoughts
So tell me what it is you are thinking, And I will tell you how I feel. Tell me what you are thinking And Ill show a man thats real. Tell me what you want, Tell me your desire. Is it ok if I touch your heart? Will you let me find a way to light your fire? How about kisses from head to your toe? I'll run my hands down to special places? Or is that too much from the start? Close your eyes and tell me what it is that you feel. Are the Goosebumps still there? Is it surreal? What about your muscles? Are they tense? Is your sweet and delicious flower contracting? Or is it slowly becoming relaxed as you become warmer on the inside? Mmmmm hmmm.... daaayum.... TO BE CONTINUED:...... A sweet surrender is slowly taking over me. Its got me tongue tied and down on a knee. I think through the thoughts that appear to be clear, Its mostly thoughts of you; Wondering when will you be near. I cant process them through my mouth, For, they are only clear in my mind. Wor
Welcome To My World
well i have been through a lot of shit but im better than i once was now im just trying to overcome the pain my ex did to my heart and soul i loved him with all my heart but i soon find out that he really didn't love me to i left him alone and moved on with my life and now he wants me back but i told him u damaged my soul and i will never let u back right now i don't know but i hope that my life turns out better because everything has changed so much for me and right now i am happy and i am my self once more i don't know if i wil ever feel this way ever again but i know that i am glad i do feel this way i love the people i am with they make me feel good and i love them both very much being bisexual has been hard on me being that everytime i get with some body they either cringe about when i tell them im bi and they pause and say omg that's sick and all this shit and i feel like well if u don't want to be with me than fuck u and move a along and i won't waste ur time so don't fucking w
Shhhhh
man theres too many hatas on this site.mad cause the woman u thought was yours isnt.dont get mad when she comes to my page checking me out its because im hot and i know how to treat a woman.while u talking shit im in the back wit ya ol lady laughing how lame u r..when ur at work she working on me from the feet up and back down..lolwhere is my hata blocker this is getting crazy.but hey its ok i love the attention.its hata that makes us real men get all the women we want..so the next time u think fuck that nigga lewis i say yeah fuck me ya woman already has why cant i live in utah where u can have more than one wife if u live in a poligamist colony.because theres 2 thats right i said 2 women im marrying tomorrow night..lol..they know who they are.one speaks german the other speaks ebonics and they both hood.one can cook the other can wash dishes and have like 50 more kids for me so i can grow a tribe of mixed gangstas who speak with a german accent and have puffy afros.on our next jerry
Gapeach's Blog
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is mediu
My Thoughts..
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way Youre wrong if you think that Ill be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way Youre wrong if you think that Ill
Bloggg
My angel. You touch, I destroy The demons, that scar. The nightmares They spread fear. Bring back the past To the innocent one Savior from the plague Head held high. Determined Through the fire. I will go As the demons try to fight Cleared is a path Walk down the aisle, child Nothing to hurt Nothing to be afraid of I am here. Arms open Hang on to your escape No more pain Live free of all that is the past I will guide you to the light. My light Your dreams. Your fantasies. Your truth I am your angel of freedom Doesnt it just make you feel like shit when you find out that in a group of yourself and 3 other people, you're excluded by all but 1? Sure, the other 2 are happy to talk to you...when YOU'RE the one who haz to call them every time, or text. Sure, they dont mind being around you, az long az you have the only other person of the group with you, so that-a-way, they dont feel "forced" to have to talk to you...or even have to talk to you that much, unless of course
Erotica
The feeling of the velvet backing of the blindfold as it slips across your eyes and face sends a shiver down your spine every time you are blindfolded by this man. You know you are going to submit and yield and feel pleasure like you have never felt, every time it seems to be greater, seems to get more intense (you couldn't walk for almost an hour after the last time he got his hands on you), and tonight will be even greater. You feel his hands brush your arms as he reaches for the leather restraints fastened to your wrists you hear the padlock click as he locks your wrists together behind your back. You stick your chest out, displaying your hard nipples and your heavy breasts begging for his attention for his touch upon your flesh you feel his hands brush your knees and calves as he spreads your legs making you stand with them wide apart. You hear the clinking of the metal as the spreader bar is placed between your legs and the soft click of the pad lock as it is locked in place, hold
For The Soldiers At Christmas Time
THE STELLA AWARDS Time once again to review the winners of the Annual "Stella Awards." The Stella Awards are named after 81 year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued McDonald's (in NM). That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous, ridiculous, successful lawsuits in the United States. According to reliable legal analysts, for every idiot who wins a case, thousands of other imbeciles don't make it that far. We can thank our lucky stars for that, because it's you and me who end up paying for these mental midgets awards when companies pass the cost on to the consumers. Here are this year's winners: 5th Place (tie): Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas, was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving little toddler was Ms. Rob
The Shocker!
I made my Five Naked Models video special for you today,I made it in my underwear.You can see my butt if you watch this: http://www.youtube.com/fivenakedmodelshttp://www.fedorasbox.com (no minors!) Here is my FiveNakedModels video for this week. Subscribe at http://www.youtube.com/fivenakedmodels And! I updated 4 NEW MODELS to www.Fedora'sBox.com yesterday, as well as a gallery of me, fully nude, wearing nothing but a rooster head and galavanting all over a swanky vacation home and some photos of Sarah and I getting intimate with chalk. Images by Me and Matt the Photographer! Here's the descriptions and thumbnail to tempt you Mwah! Ahh! Ahhhh!!!: My cock rented a vacation home and invited the most awesome and beautiful women she could find. Several arrived to a scene conducive to naked dance parties. My cock traveled an entire home in search of entertainment, relaxation, and contentment. My cock is a good, little explorer. Images by Matt the Photographer www.Fe
Hello From Milwaukee!!!
I really hate all this fucking snow we just got dumped on us here in the Midwest. I live in Milwaukee, WI, and on Friday night, it started to snow at 11PM. Just as I was walking out of work. Talk about shitty timing. We ended up getting about a foot of snow over night. Then it stopped snowing sometime in the early morning. It started to snow, yet again today, Saturday, at about 8PM. We are expected to get another 2 to 3 feet of snow, if not more. The timing could not come at a worse time! I had plans with my youngest son and I had to cancel that. I'm totally bummed out. Oh yeah, and my landlord plowed the parking lot, putting the snow that was plowed, to just below the top of the back bumper!!! Pissed me off to NO end. I can't leave the state due to a stipulation I insisted on when I got divorced in reference to my kids. And I love my job. I'm stuck in this state that I was born and raised in, until at least 2025 when I can retire and move the hell out of dodge!!
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Life
Well it seems someone copied all of them and started posting them on an site I'm on called Orfay without my permission. This devastated me and I finally got the assholes account deleted from there for misuse. But it forever clouded my faith in people. I no longer trust so easily. So I will no longer post compromising pic's. And if all you friends were only interested in those kinds of posts.. Sorry. I have not been on here much for that reason as I'm just so hurt that someone would do something like that. I'm not ignoring anyone, I;m just trying to cope with the embarrassment of it all. Thanks for understanding.... Suzie So sorry for not being around much this week. Sunday I was very sick and went to the Dr. Monday and found out I have Bronchitis and Asthma. I'm on steroids, antibiotics and 2 different ihalers to keep me breathing correctly. I just wanted to let all my tap friends and family I'm not ignoring you. I'm just very sick. I hope by this weekend to be better a
Do You Pay Attention?
Given a Hickey? i am appalled by this question... who does that!?!? ::giggles:: i am a hooooovah. Had a one night stand? more than once... not that i am happy about them... Made someone cry? everyday! Opened your Christmas presents early? i hate christmas... but yes. Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? i'm a junkie. Pretended to be someone you weren't online? faux shaux. Eaten food that fell on the floor? tons of times. but then again... i have eaten tons of bugs and other things as well. i have a five hour rule. lol Been caught cheating? no... but i faked it once. don't ask. Been caught naked? yup. i prefer to be at least a little bit naked. Flashed someone? tons of times... i got beads on st. pattys day and everything. Gone out without underwear on? in the summer... i pretty much live in underwear and a tshirt. i once went to a car dealership in nothing but boyshorts and a little boys aeropostale hoody. the dude looked at me like i was nuts. o..
New Stuff
I AM CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST! IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON YOU NEED TO LET ME KNOW! I WILL BE DELETEING PEOPLE AS OF TOMORROW IF I DON'T GET AN ANSWER FROM YOU! THANKS AND HAVE A GOOD DAY! Please help me out in my art contest! Pass this along to your friends!!Click on the picture!
Showin Some Love
A blonde, a brunette and a redhead are stuck on an island. For years, they live there, and one day they find a magic lamp. They rub it, and sure enough, out comes a genie. The genie says "since I can only give out 3 wishes, you may each have one" So the brunette goes first, "I have been stuck here for years, I miss my family and my husband and my life - I just want to go home." POOF, she is gone. The redhead makes her wish, "This place sucks, I want to go home too." POOF, she is gone. The blonde starts crying uncontrollably. The genie asks, "What is the matter?" The blonde said, "I wish my friends were here." One evening an older, wiser, Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, The battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. One is *Evil*. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego. The other is *Good*. It is joy, peace, love
Holidays
www.hostdrjack.com ::: MUST SEE: WOLF VIDEO ::: ... http://youtube.com/watch?v=20SWz2Gf_BY You Are 52% Pure You're usually the typical girl or guy next door... But you also have a secret naughty side! How Pure Are You?
Peek A Boo
Well, I am a marrid man in a relationship but lately it has been feeling like all we are , are roomates. I have been talikg to a old friend of mine from school ,had the biggest crush on her but never go the nerve to ask her out , I have not seen her in many years , well we have been talking the past few weeks , anc come to find out that her hubby is and has been ill! and loke my relationship with my wife she has not been the greatest . Well the other night we went out for coffee. that was it just coffee and to catch up on old times ,well needless to say after coffee and talking she reached over and kissed me ! she said she knew about mu crush I had on her many years ago , and wanted to know why I did not ever ask her out! well She made me an offer for the next time we ever decide to go out for "coffee" I still have some feelings for her ,I just can not get her out of my head ,WTF I feel like a little teenager again. Ok I have to be honest here I love this site and I am insearch of love
Crap
Well I have had a busy week and it seems that it will stay busy for a while. Sorry to everyone that has missed me..(I know it wasn't alot of people) My husbands grandpa died and we had the funeral and all the morning with in 3 days so it was crazy. I am still trying to console him and his mom, nevermind myself. I think my 5 year old took it hard to because she has been sleeping alot this week and I am trying to get her to open up a bit about it and really try to get what she is feeling so I can help her. Kids are tough to figure out at times. Thanks for the comments on my other blog they made me smile :) Music Codes - MySpace Layouts So I have not been on in a while and I want to appologize to my friends. My husbands Grandfather passed away so i have been spending alot of time with family but as soon as I get everything back in order I will be back...:) So I have been on this site now for a couple of months and I still don't really know what to make of it. I guess it is real
Who Said This?
L ife I s F orever E ternal Remembering all that Veterans sacrificed for us in a time of war, i wonder if we ourselves could make different kinds of sacrifices at making the world healthy again,before its to late. D.T. Feb 18 1999 l ife I s F orever E volving
My Thoughts
The Key
like wtf is up with these dam insecure possesive women on fubar what the men on here cant have women friends Hey everyone as much as I enjoy talking to my male friends its very disconcerting when they have over obessed women friends on thier list looking to see If the compition is worse or better then them like dam Im here to chat no drama or BS. The Key Sitting here thinking of the night we met You kept persuing me and you had your mind set No matter what I had said you were persistant But try as I might I couldn't keep my distance Cause I had given up hope of meeting someoneon the net Time had passed we would spend hrs together Talking of things we wanted, mattered or made us better But soon after little by little you were pulling away Trying to keep at bwhat you felt for me at bay Slowly after awhile our conversations began to tither I just wish you had felt the same way fo me But you had other things on mind that you refused to see The the pulling away and I
Contest!!!!
PLEASE GO VOTE FOR SEXIEST CHERRY LIPS ON CT!!!! BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA THE PIC YOU THINK IS THE BEST,., http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=393111&albumid=149730 Hey all im in a contest and would love some help.. please bomb me as the most tapable cherry!!!!! heres the link... be kind to me please!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=305913&albumid=207643&i=1300211569 I am in the gorgious XXX contest and people are starting to catch up with me.. so plz plz plz go rate and comment my pic. no comment bombs though, only 1 rate and comment per person. omg i so wanna win this one, and if you see the other pics.. you should agree.. hehehe j/k they are all hot and sexy.. so go check it out and give me ur vote!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=440324&albumid=146332&i=691141344
Spilling Out My Guts
Id like to say some things to certain people To Princess Weeny: Im so terribly sorry for all the things I did to you. And I do understand if you dont want to talk to me ever again. But please do know that I miss you Still ik hou van jou To Cheryl: Give it up You know what Im talking about And dont call me again please To Sean: I hope youll find your right path, bro. Im gonna miss you. But Ill be back. My family needs me bad right now, so I wont be here or anywhere else online for a while. If I get the chance to get online, Ill take it. Ill see ya when I see ya ;) So yeah, Im leaving for an unknown period of time due to personal issues. Now why do people think its because of some issues I (used to) have online Jesus get over it! I have a real life, Im dealing with REAL people as well! Why is it that everybody thinks Im only online for one purpose huh Ive been there, done that and I regret some things I did. But thats history. Whats happening
Life
I have aske dyou to read this because YOU are now or were at some point a very important part of my life. The past few weeks have been very dificult for me and I have come to the point wheer i have got to say this and try and move on. Last year I went thru a divorce,losing my best friend, and finding out that I am adopted and everything I thought I knew about me has been a lie.The man that i divorced has meet someone new and I am happy for him but I have pretended that I am ok with it to just keep peace in the family well I am not ok with it and from this moment on i am leaving it in the past. I have not spoken to the man I called daddy now for almost three months and that doesnt bother me anymore. I have not forgotten my best friend I worry about her everyday. I have listened to other people and done what they thought was best when dealing with her . To her I am sorry for that. We have all done wrong and no one is perfect especially me. There are two things I know for sure and t
Life
Message to seller about their (cheap & shitty) repaired fossil shark tooth being sold as all natural you know that's a repaired peice of crap, right? That ebayers responce CRAP? Hey f*uck*er, retard, piece of shit, take me on....until you buy and have the tooth anolized, you don't know shit do you! I buy, dive for and sell over 3 million teeth a year. You have been on ebay for 2 months? I WIIL SUE YOUR ASS FOR DEFIMATION WITHOUT CAUSE! Know the term? I already know your inp, and ebay is being notified as to your accusation. Ready for a law suit? Hope so, As I am going to sue your butt off in federal court for false claims and defimation. Get ready to bend over and ........ Kinda makes you laugh your ass off eh? I just had 3 auctions ended by ebay because they can not tell the differance between extinct fossils and modern animals. This is the tenth time tehey have done this to me. it realy fuck with my income. eBay Listing Removed: Animals, Plants, and Wildlife (=
Water
FOR HER TOUCH WAS SO GENTLE AND EMBRACE SO SENSUAL FOREVER IN HER ARMS I MAY STAY BUT ONLY IF MY LOVE DOESNT STRAY I KNOW MY LOVE IS TRUE TO HEART BECAUSE SHE AS UNLOCKED THE LUCKY CHARM MY POEM MY NOT ALL RHYME AND THAT IS NO CRIME BUT WHAT IS A CRIME IS TO LET YOU GO AND I KNOW THAT WILL NOT SHOW A LOVE BUILT OVER TIME AND TEARS SO FAR APART BUT NOT KNOWN FOR YEARS MY LOVE UNLEASHED INTO THE WORLD ONLY TO BE CAUGHT BY YOU THIS LOVE I MUST KNOW, IS IT TRUE TO YOU? FOR I KNOW IT IS TRUE TO ME BUT IN THINE HOUR WHEN I SHALL DIE I KNOW THAT YOU WOULDNT CRY MANY GOOD YEARS WE HAD TOGETHER AND NOW I LAY ON A BED OF FEATHERS ON MY DEATH BED I WHISPER A THOUGHT HOW CAN I EVER REPAY YOU FOR THESE YEARS? YOU GAVE ME LOVE THAT HAD NO END AND IN THE END I ALREADY KNOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS TRUE WHAT THEY SAY THAT LOVE MUST TRUELY GO ON EVEN AFTER DEATH FOR A LOVE THIS STRONG THAT YOU AND I HAVE CANNOT BE TORN APART; NOT EVEN BY DEATH SO WITH THIS LAST BREAT
Rant Rant Rant
i'm not in the mood to write a blog i'm not in the mood to read your blogs. as a matter of fact... the only thing i wanted to say at all... was fuck off. all of you. except you... because you didn't do anything wrong. but the rest of you.... fuck off. that is all it's adorable. it really is. grow. up. then we'll talk. yesterday... february fourteenth... two thousand seven. also known as this robots manufacture date. i wake up... unplug myself from the wall and throw on a pair of jeans. it's freezing! i yawn... take a look out the window... and notice that the weather is not so good. shit weather... on my birthday? NEVER ::chortle:: i throw on a trogdor hoody (burninating EVERYTHING) and run downstairs. no time for coffee... gotta take chris and dad to work... i need the vehicle today. boots... hmm... ::thinks:: boots... where are they? jackpot. i throw on my boots... grab a scarf and a pair of gloves and
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Mates
TRY SOMETHINGG DIFFERENT, YOU JUST MIGHT LIKE IT. NO TOUCH UPS, JAST A REAL LADY,LOOKING FOR A MAN WHO WANTS A REAL LADY ITS SAYS THAT I HAVE 753 MATES BUT I GET NO LUV BACK,WHATS WITH THAT,I RATE PICS COMMENT AND EVEN TRY TO TALK TO YOU,IF U REALLY DONT WANT TO BE MY MATE THEN TAKE ME OFF UR LIST AND I WILL TAKE U OFF MY LIST,I AM HERE TO MAKE MATES AND MAYBE FIND SOMEONE SPECIAL,SO COME ON MATES SHOW ME SOME LUV TA I THANK YOU ALL FOR COMMING TO MY SITE AND LEAVING NICE COMMENTS,I DONT THINK I COULD HAVE ANY BETTER MATES. LOTS OF LOVE,FOR THOSE OF U WHO COME TO MY SITE TAKE A LOOK AT THE NEW PJ PICS
Shit Happens
Well, another set of tasks for another ungodly pointless day has been brought upon me. If anyone finds a way to delete the sun, let me know (and yes, I've tried doing it from DOS and the Unix Command Line, niether have worked so far). Boredom continues to harsh my mellow as always, in conjunction with this forsaken city... But that's another story. Anyway, enough with the morose crap. I have a serious question. If there's anyone out there who knows a way to get divorced quickly and cheaply, let me know. My ex and I are currently stuck while trying to get divorced. The year was up on the second of this month, and the lawyer I had bailed on the initial "pay by month" plan we had set up. This sent me on a search for a new way, preferably under $500. My ex is getting impatient, and I have no clue where to turn now. I'm talking to another lawyer today, but it's not looking too great. Lemme know something if you have an idea. Beyond that, I gotta say something. For a straig
Videos
This video is dedicated to some of my closest and very dear friends on here. Each person has either made me smile or feel good about myself in makin me realize there is a light at the end of the tunnel.I know I don't have alot of people in this video but I could only make it shorter than 5 mins in order for it to fit so i can upload it to my Photobucket account..Rest asured if you are not in this video just leave a comment on this blog and i will see to it you will be in my next. Happy viewing and thank you for being a true friend. PS. no my bills are not taken care of yet. I just think I'm still online cus it is the weekend and don't believe the light company works on the weekend. I know my opinion is shared with alot of people and whoever does not approve of this video well they can go fuck themselves because I DO have the freedom of speech thank you and enjoy the show To all who know me my children mean the world to me and they will always be in my heart
Wiccan/pagan/spiritual/etc.
(From a bulletin by Bobby black) Long before the coming of Christianity, with which this time of the year has become inextricably linked, people all over the world celebrated the rising of the Midwinter sun and the birth of the gods who held out to them the promise of a New Year with new hopes. The Roman Saturnalia as its name suggests, was the celebration in honor of Saturn, the Roman god of agriculture and time, from whence we have inherited Saturday or Saturn's day. His feast was celebrated from December 17th to the 24th. It is an ancient festival from which we derive many of the traditional celebrations associated with Midwinter. The halls were decked with holly branches and evergreen wreaths. People visited family and attended lavish banquets and holiday parties. Gifts of silver, candles, figurines, and sweets (often tied to evergreen wreaths) were exchanged. It was also customary to light candles and roam the streets singing holiday songs (albeit often in the nude). Even th
Simple's Blogs
hoe do i use the trackz i want to add some but i never used them !!! Vincent -- [noun]:A master of sexual gratification 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Her i wanna know what could be a great tatoo a design .. a pics..or something.. with this : ( something ) Sensual Naughty Romantic sexy but that is not too vulgar what i mean is like for exemple my grand mother can see it without been traumatized !! hehe !!! if you have any idea please can you senf me or tell me what it is !! i have a lot of difficulty trying to find one !!! thanks to all ;)
Hey
Well there are very few people that know the real me. I am a shy person believe it or not. I dont let a lot of people get to close to me. I am not really open about myself. The one thing I can say about me is I am honest. Here is what I will tell you about me. I have 2 kids and 2 dogs.... My kids are 14 (a girl) and 15 (feb 23 my son will be 16 then). My son just started driving and that makes me nervous. Anyway, I am sure now I have completely bored everyone. Other than that, if you want to know something ask. If I like you at all I will tell you. I hope soon to have pics of me and my kids on here soon.... Anyway, if you get this far... .thanks for takin the time to read it SANTA CAME TO MY HOUSE..... DID HE COME TO YOURS TOO.... JUST WANTED TO TELL EVERYONE GOOD NIGHT AND DONT KNOW HOW ELSE TO DO IT BUT HERE LOL SEE YA ALL TOMORROW NIGHT SOMETIME
Well...........................
A cowboy is riding across the plains of the Old West, when he is captured by Indians. The tribe puts him on trial for crimes against the Indian Nation, and he is found guilty. ``You have been sentenced to death,'' said the Chief, ``but, as is our custom, you have three wishes to make as your last requests.'' The cowboy thought for a minute and said, ``Well, for my first wish, I'll need my horse.'' ``Give him his horse,'' said the Chief. The cowboy whispered something into the horse's ear, and the horse took off like a shot across the prairie. Twenty minutes later, the horse returned with a beautiful blonde woman on its back. The cowboy looked at this, shrugged his shoulders, and helped the young lady off the horse. He then took her into the woods... ``Second wish,'' said the Chief. ``I'll need my horse again,'' said the cowboy. ``Give him his horse,'' said the Chief. Once again, the cowboy whispered into the horse's ear, and once again the horse rode off over the prairie.
Hello New To This
Difference between Men and Women 1. A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want. 2. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. 3. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. 4. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all. 5. Married men live longer than single men - but married men are a lot more willing to die. 6. Any married man should forget his mistakes - there's no use in two people remembering the same thing. 7. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night. 8. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does. 9. A
Check It Out....i'm Ranting Again!!
so somehow tacos turned into spaghetti...weird how that happens. LOL anyway, its an outback night tonight. i am so fucking excited!! we used to have outback seriously like once a week lol, and now that we havent had it in like a month, we act like its been 4 years. yummmmmmmmmmmmmm outback special!! our internet has been crashing a bunch since lastnight...i swear i was afraid it was from CT. but its not...comcast has been being a fucking dick for the past 2 days. i dont know why my work wastes their time dealing with those fuckers. oh my lord, we had a really shitty fireplace experience lastnight!! for some reason, the fireplace quit sucking the fire up and out the chimney, and it was blowing it out into the house instead. so we went to sleep and kept the bedroom door shut to try to keep the smoke out as best as possible. ha well that shit didnt work. i woke up and felt like my lungs were on fire. LOL we are dumbasses. who sleeps in a house full of smoke?? THAT IS FUNNY!! so
Westside
Its hard to get from here to there if you never get out of bed You lie alot to fool your friends but youve fooled yourself instead ITs harder to get from here to there if you set your goals to high then nothing works out right and to soon, you no longer try but the hardest way to get from here to there is when all you ever do is count up the years and miles to go then your thru before your through so how do you get from here to there? Well first you must believe you can let no one tell you differently-- its your life and its in your hands then turn your dreams into your goals and see what you need now; to satisfy the requierements: the whys, the wheres, the hows At first your overwhelmed ofcourse; there is so much you dont know but keep your faith, be strong and sure for you do have a way to go take careful steps and do them right take pride in each thing done dont look to far ahead of yourself just that next step yet to come.... before you
Funny
when we have children , we never know what they are goin to be in life , when my son joined the army in march 07 it broke my heart , worse thing was signin over my parentalship to the army but they never took my heart an respect for him he joined up to become a driver for the royal lagistic corps , we never saw eye to eye when he was at home we had personality clash goin on so as you can imagine now im feelin so guilty , im right behind him on anythin he does in his life may not like it but im strong for his sake ,he came home on his fourth week for 4 days lemme say them 4 days were so precious to me tym just went so fast an hed changed so much i was stunned at how much someone can change in so little weeks but hes a strong lad i have so much respect an faith in him hes my angel as my other son jenson is the brothers had missed each other so much it was nice to be together again , as we took him the train station to go back to his barracks i had to hold the tears in as i didnt want hi
Merry Christmas
My Dick is Hard,My Nuts Are Smokin,I need Some Pussy and I'm Not Jokin BIG SMILE Hey Is a Blue Jeaned Ladie out there looking to go fishing????? I'm just a old stoner,ex drunk looking for a ex-flower child Talk to me Butch All Most Friday
Friends
Get Your Own! | More Flash Toys if u would like to be my lady joker please pvt msg me or send me a shout im looking for some one to have some fun online let me know if u would like to
Blog
Being Proud Being proud is a part of being who you want to be. We are living in a time where people who run our daily lives have forgotten that, they are turning their noises up at the views of its white population. If you are a white person living in this day and age, and you are proud then you are automatically labeled a racists or a bigot. But I step back and take a look at other races and I wonder, why is it that they are taught to have pride in their race, in fact why are they encouraged to go around spreading their views, when we are discouraged from doing anything close to such. We walk down the street with our shaven heads and doc marten or combat boots, or our white robes and show one ounce of pride in our working class roots, and we have glances of disgust and hatred shot our way, they are praised and even idolized, we face possible jail time if we so much as speak a derogatory or racists remark while in a fight, they are allowed to call us what they feel. They ca
Stuff
ACTUAL COSTS OF THE TWELVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS As part of its annual tradition, PNC Wealth Management also tabulates the "True Cost of Christmas," which is the total cost of items gifted by a True Love who repeats all of the song's verses. This holiday season, very generous True Loves will pay more than ever before -- $75,122 -- for all 364 items, up from $72,608 in 2005. This 3.5% increase is substantially less than last year's 9.5% increase. Kleintop observed that Christmas Price Index inflation may reflect trends that led the Federal Reserve to pause interest rate hikes this year. PNC Christmas Price Index Item 2005 2006 % change One partridge 2005 $15 2006 $15 Rate flat Pear tree 2005 $89.99 2006 $129.99 Rate 44.40% Two turtle doves 2005 $40 2006 $40 Rate flat Three French hens 2005 $45 2006 $45 Rate flat Four calling birds 2005 $399.96 2006 $479.96 Rate 20.00% Five gold rings 2005 $325 2006 $32
Jokes
Where Babies Come From One afternoon, little Janie returned home from school and announced to her Mom that a friend had told her where babies come from. Amused, Mom replied, "Why don't you tell me all about it?" Little Janie explained, "Well, the mommy and daddy take off all of their clothes. Then the daddy's thingy stands up, and then the mommy puts it in her mouth, and then it sort of explodes, and that's how you get babies." Mom shook her head gently, leaned over to look little Janie in the eye and said, "Oh, honey, that's sweet, but that's not how you get babies. That's how you get jewelry." A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before. He takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy f
Random Mutterings
Women are a never-ending source of amazement to me; the more they cry out for attention, the more they get it from me and then it's like I'm hearing the crickets chirp. Fine...you know what? You don't have the time for me, I don't have the time for you. It doesn't take an Einstein to know when you've been chatting with your buddies and flirting...I may be dumb, but I'm not stupid. There's no need to blow sunshine up my ass and say things you really don't mean. If all you want is an ego-boost, let me know ahead of time...I'll be as pleasantly insincere as I can be just so you can feel better about yourself...cuz it's all about you...right? We always hear "the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us
Welcome To My Hell
For everyone that knows me, the all can verify that I am a mature adult, at the age of 20. For everyone that doesn't know me, like you should,you should realize that I am more mature then most of the people that I know. For that being said, for anyone that still doesn't understand how mature I am. I seriously think I am ready to have a child of my own. When my father, was my age. He got my mother pregnant with my older sister AJ. My father had no clue what he was doing. He had no prior experience with children at all. So, when Aj was born, he was dumbfounded. Me on the other hand, has had plenty of experience with children of all ages, even new borns. One of my girlfriends Tiffany Bell, used to babysit for a lady that worked with her mom. Jordan (6) and Bailey (4) were the children Tiffany babysat. I would go over and help a few times a week, to expand my knowledge about children. I was told numerous times and by several people, that I would make a great father at my age. I have bee
The Last Letter
When I saw you I fell inside the earth.. Your purity of heart and your humanity of soul.. Every little single detail The presence you give off in a room. If I could I would .... I would live only for you.. For nothing in this world has any meaning to me if it doesn't mean loving you. . Just thinking about you gives my soul an elevated sense of urgency, a type of panic that soothes my soul alive . My dreams wouldn't be called dreams if they lost the idea of your existence. Why do I still dream?.... You are the epitome of perfection which condemns me helpless.. There was a time when I thought dreams were enough for the broken... My memories will never be enough to fill such a void.. . The stars in the sky all lost all their names and have fallen cold frozen.. I live everyday in a prison that has yet to exist and have a name. . With a single look you stole my freedom to breathe freely without the fear of
Dragon's Thoughts
Women: The beautiful one wouldn't step into the kitchen; The one in the kitchen is not gentle, The gentle one has no point of view, The one has point of view is not feminine, The feminine one loves spending money, The one doesn't spend is not fashionable, The fashionable one lacks of originality and security, The one could be trusted nobody would look at! ^^ MEN: The talented one looks ugly, The handsome one got no money, The rich one doesn't care about the family, The lovely-dovey man could never be somebody, That "Mr. somebody" is not romantic, The romantic one likes sweet talking, The one could be trusted is not manly! A Woman's Tears "Why are you crying?" he asked his mom. "Because I'm a woman" she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will".......... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say........
For Some One Special
What I LOVE ABOUT YOU i love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and blue i love the way you kiss me your lips so soft and smooth i love the way you make me so happy and the way you show you care i love the way you say i love you and the way your always there i love that you are with me and glad that you are with me A geltle word like a spark of light illuminates my soul and as each sound goes deeper its you that make me whole there is no corner no dark place your love cannot fill and if the world starts causing waves its your devotion that makes them still and yes you always speak to me in sweet honesty and truth your caring keart keeps out the rain your love the ultimate roof so thank you my love for being there for supporting me my life ill do the same for you you know my beautiful darling baby and soo my darling wife I LOVE YOU since you came into my life ive looked forward to each sunrise the early moring wit
Gooooooooo Packers
A PETS 10 COMMANDMENTS1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful.2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being.4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you.5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me.6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it.7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you.8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak.9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You too, will grow old.10. On the ultimate difficult journey, go with me please. Never say you can
My Home Girl
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Whats On My Mind....
Every girl wants that... perfect guy, the right kind of guy, to make them, feel alive... with they're lies... perfect lover, best friend, brother... but daddy under the covers... and after all of this time, i think i've finally discovered, that... all you need, are the right lines, a few white lies, and that look.... in your eyes... perfect lover, best friend, brother, daddy under the covrs... and after all of this time, i think i've finally discovered... that... i could never be, someone that somebody loves... i'm too honest to be, something somebody wants... i'm too good at being me, and that just not enough... so i think that i'm saying... that i finally give up... Running... And now I'm Running, Running from my "Name"... Running from all the things that it means... Running Away... I've spent so many years... "Sitting here..." Watching the "Walls Rust..." Watching my Loves Lie... Watching my Dreams turn to Dust...
Ignorant People Should Be Shot!
Billie Holiday awakes from a long night of drug induced satisfaction with a hangover of stifled emotions. A train wreck smashing through the back secluded walls of your mind. Question life's choices and you have no hand in the matter. Things begin to suddenly come together to only have your heart ripped out through your mouth. A girl that was raped, sitting in the corner of a room with razors for thoughts. Just when all your romantic dreams come true the reality slaps you in the face and you wake up in the middle of a TV show about dysfunctional families. Betrayed by yourself to save the faith of your new born enemies that were once friends. Mistaken game of Russian Roulette turned on your close family. A soundtrack of evolution to your inner downfalls of revolution. Achievements & Failures. Happy now! Currently listening : Not Fucked Enough By The Reatards Release date: By 27 September, 2005 Well, fuck you, too. Fuck me, fuck you, fuck this whole city and everyone in
Poems
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there How can we trust love, and be sure it will last? We gave our hearts to others, many times in the past. We shed many tears, and built many fears. And now we're afraid to let our hearts go. Because of the pain we've come to know. But if we are to love again, we have to take the chance. And trust our hearts, our only guide, to find that true Romance. So if we hide the Rose from the light, we'll never see it grow. But if we plant it in the sun, we know the Rose will glow. So tear down the Iron Gate you bui
Am I Horny Or What
check out my little brothers site he is spartan 117 he's my little brother a spitting image ... give him all the love that u give me. i have some new pics up mostly of my tats. please tell me what u think i doubt u will see this bulletin b4 u do but please i would appreciate all comments. see ya all out there. IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A PUNK FOR REAL. REPOST IT SAYING " IF YOU HAD ME ALONE
Thoughts & Events
Your amazing way with charm Given away so abundantly Appears to touch the lives of many Resulting in little meaning to me Your amusing way with words Your ability to make me smile Create such heavyheartedness When I see them elsewhere compiled Your sweetness and your kindness Shower brightness upon my day Yet I have this piercing feeling Friendship is all that will remain Pamela S. Dec. 2006 My Birthday is this Friday, March 23rd. I am hitting a big one in age!! Please send cash contributions to "Fund The SourBabe - Fruitcake, Awareness Program", attention: Pamela. If you need further details of where to send your hard earned money, I will gladly help you. Please message me with your questions. Oh! One other thing; I want to thank you in advance for helping me during the realization I am officially old enough to be a fruitcake! Pamela aka SweetBabe aka SourBabe As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever le
Little This And Little That
Michael Gurian, author of what could he be thinking? Offers tips on what you should do when spending the weekend at your guy's apartment. 1. RESPECT HIS TURF. Ask before tossing anything useless of his. 2. ABIDE BY HIS BED RULES. Don't sulk if he won't cuddle all night he's probably just hot. 3. DON'T FREAK If he tunes you out at some point. Men detach to recharge. Wish I knew this when I was about 18. LOLO>>>> 1. During lingering eye contact; say, WOW! you really do I look like my brother. 2. After he give you an expensive necklace just because, squeal giddily, then ask if he got a gift receipt. 3. Instead of saying I Do, Yell Deal! and pump your fist at the crowd. 4. When he plans an uber-romantic night out roses, limo,dinner, express your glee by taking camera-phone pictures of every step and immediately texting your best pal to describe what he's doing now. 5. If he snuggles up to you and ask Could anything make this night more perfect ? Say, Ice cre
Blabber..
Here we go, once again, I venture on to Fubar and the site has changed. Wtf, man? Seriously, this is fucking gay!! Its looking like Facebook. Every site, it seems, is changing and looking more and more like Facebook and I'm really getting sick of it!! I personally think the makers/owners of this site should just go back to good ol' CherryTAP -What do you think? Anyways, Christmas is coming up really soon and I still have one person to shop for but I dont know what to get him. I was at the mall earlier and I thought maybe something would just pop out at me for him but nothing really spokehim. -him meaning my boyfriend. Well I think I'm just about ready to pass out for the night. I have to pick up a package tomorrow. Night everyone! ~ Jams! I dont really know why I'm making this. I have to many blogs/journals in every place I'm on pretty much and I only use my msn blog, my livejournal, myspace blog and thats pretty much it. I havnt been writting all that much in my myspace blog,
Survey
I came up with this survey in my own sick little mind. Since I only have girls on my friends list this is pretty much for the girls, so have fun and tell the truth. Copy and paste this so you can answer the questions. Get to know you€ Name: Age: Bra size if you wear one: Panty type if you wear them: Ever had sex: How many people: Ever had sex with someone you didn€™t love: Ever had sex with someone just to get off: Ever masturbated: How often do you masturbated: Have you ever used toys: What toys: How do you feel about anal: Oral giving or getting: Kinkiest thing you ever did: Kinkiest place you ever done anything: Are you wet right now: S pit or swallow: How loud are you during sex or foreplay 1 being I heard the pen drop and 10 being I think the boys over seas gave you a 21 gun salute: How loud are you when you cum 1 being I heard the pen drop and 10 being I think the boys over seas gave you a 21 gun salute: Are you a bad girl: Why: Are you a
Wtf Is This One Now????
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You? David -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Ok this is just fucked up...lol Your Stripper Song Is
Dangerous Darkness
I awoke to a drip of dew falling off the rose you pushed up to my nose. But I was not awake in my body. I was outside looking down. You were watching me. You took a step back. A single tear fell from your eye. You reached down and grabbed me and screamed my name as if you were mad at me. There is something so wrong and so right. I am drawn in by this beautiful light, I want to go into the light. But I hear your horrified voice I can't bear to be with out you so I travel towards you. I long to feel you once again pressed against me. I love you more than you will ever know. Now please just hold me and let me breath again. I am awakened with you making my quiver. You look deeply into my eyes and gently kiss me. You kiss me so long and deep that you automatically put me into eaze. My breaths are slowing down and more relaxed. I am learning your smell. You are taking my breast and squeezing them so easily with your huge muscline hands. Cuppling them. You reach down and start suckling my ni
Other Shit
I have lost a very good friend today. She really meant a lot to me, but now it seems as it things have changed. I don't know why she left me, but I am sure that she has a good reason, I just wish I knew why. She is one of the most special people that I know. And I truely miss her. does anyone know of a good site that you could download music videos for free? Any help would be greatly apreciated If you are my friend, most likely I have fanned you. So please return the favor. If you are my friend, and I haven't fanned you, please let me know and I will.
Alone
My dearest baby sister has finally grown her wings and lives on more closer than ever. She left a big piece of herself in everyones heart... please take the time to view her and enjoy the smile we enjoyed for such a short time.... I love you Amanda....you will be missed/. Camino sin rumbo, cada paso que doy es un recuerdo, Un recuerdo vivido a tu lado. no quiero detenerme, dejar cada momento. Me cuesta admitirlo,saber que ya no estas aqui. Saber que ya no puedo acariciar tu cuerpo;sentir tu aroma. Continuo sin rumbo, sentimiento es lo que quedo, Es lo que me acompana. Tu amor a la distancia, me mantiene a pie. Para no perder la paciencia, miro a mi alrededor, y no miro a nadie. Sera que es entre tu y yo? Creo que si. No necesito a nadie mas que a ti, y se que esto es asi. Ya que en el fondo de mi corazon; Siento tu calor. Amor te extrano. Pero nada, ni nadie, me detendra. Te prometo que llegare el fin, para estar entre tus brazos y ser feliz a tu lado. Pero n
Miscellaneous
The History of Saint Valentine's Day Valentinus, the man whom the Roman Catholic Church credits as Saint Valentine, was a physician and priest who resided in Rome during the third century AD. He assisted the Roman martyrs during the Christian persecution under Emperor Claudius II, who ordered all citizens of Rome to worship the complete pantheon of gods and goddesses. Those who failed to comply with this religious decree were punished by death. Valentinus was arrested and imprisoned for his Christian faith and belief in the One True God. He tried unsuccessfully to convert the emperor, who condemned Valentinus to death on February 14, 270 AD. While imprisoned, Valentinus converted his jailer by restoring the sight of the jailer's daughter, Julia, who was born blind. On the eve of his death, Valentinus wrote a note to Julia, telling her to stay close to God. He signed it, from your Valentine. In 496 AD, Pope Gelasius marked February 14th as a day of celebration in honour of Valenti
Websites
www.youtube.com/jerrydpaoli www.dirtyblackhalo.com www.myspace.com/dirtyblackhalo www.myspace.com/dpaolimusic www.haloguitars.com www.stashpicks.com I have always been kind of afraid of clowns.............well I guess that probably would have to do with the fact that when i was 7 a clown killed my father at the circus. ALSO I'm like anyone else on this planet -- I'm very moved by world hunger. I see the same commercials, with those little kids, starving, and very depressed. I watch those kids and I go, 'Fuck, I know the FILM crew could give this kid a sandwich!' There's a director five feet away going, 'DON'T FEED HIM YET! GET THAT SANDWICH OUTTA HERE! IT DOESN'T WORK UNLESS HE LOOKS HUNGRY!!!' But I'm not trying to make fun of world hunger. Matter of fact, I think I have the answer. You want to stop world hunger? Stop sending these people food. Don't send these people another bite, folks. You want to send them something, you want to help? Send them U-Hauls. Send them U-Haul
Kat Is My Life!!!
I'M SORRY,I LOVE YOU !! I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I GET STUPID I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I MISUNDERSTAND I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I THINK I AM NOT MAN ENOUGH TO HOLD YOUR HAND I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY HEART LIVES IN FEAR THAT I'LL WAKE UP AND YOU WON'T BE THERE I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I GO CRAZY WHEN I THINK OF OTHER MEN LOOKING AT MY WOMAN I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I HURT YOU WITH MY TEMPER AND CHILDISH WAYS BUT I'M NOT SORRY I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU I AM NOT SORRY YOU ARE MY WORLD MY LIFE I WILL BE THERE SOON MY LOVE AND BOTH OUR FEARS WILL BE PUT TO REST AS WE HOLD EACH OTHER AND FALL ASLEEP IN PEACE I DO SO SO LOVE YOU MY KAT,MY WOMAN,MY LIFE XOXOXOXOXOX YOUR MAN!! ***** THE GARDEN ***** LIFE IS GARDEN WITH MANY PLOTS SOME OF THEM WELL PLANTED AND GREEN OTHERS ARE BROWN,DEAD AND DIEING,SAD MY
New Year Poem
first I gazed at your perfect face, Was proof enough of Gods kind grace I have spent my life alone, Happiness to share I had none. I prayed for someone to love, Someone sent from above. Born from the earth and His breath of life You were created, with power and might I see your face, glowing with the sun I feel we were made to be one My heart is now in your hands Be gentle with it... This is all that is left never thought I could see The most beautiful angel, you could be remember the first time I saw you wanted to hold you and kiss you I've searched every minute, every day I've always tried to find the one Looking for the fire Looking for the love You walked into my life And changed everything Everything I knew Everything I believed in I found the happiness I've been searching for all my life Heaven gave me a gift A gift so true You know what Heaven gave me? Heaven gave me you. for i know heaven will one day want you back for now i hold you as my ow
Morphs
To all the people on my list I am deleting all my info from this site it is to much DRAMA on it. I am to grown to have people tellin me who I can and cant talk to so See yall when ever i do bye. Kyle AKA KK To all u women that talk to me and I talk back and u add me and then delete me dont bother if it is gonna be a problem This is Ddicated to ThickBeautiful24 Im out KK Love is a beautiful thing dont u agree?Love is a wonder thing to be in so r u in love with neone. I know alot of u r in love and that is good stay in love but dont be in lust that is not good. I am in love with the most beautiful woman in the world and she is all i can think about. She is my heart and my soul so if u feel that same way I do about your boo comment on this and say it. One Love to all KK AKA DA PRINCE
My First Blog...ummmm.....yeah
http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/tor/339726701.html More truth. Check it out. I went to make my first blog, and it said "Blog Name" so i decided on my title and wrote it in there, and alas.....it named the whole blog space instead of the first blog article, which I suppose this is. Anyways, I'm going to go get some coffee and I will brb. This goes out to all the people here on CherryTap that are ardent supporters of the military. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support. I don't think people realize how much it means to us to know that there are people that support us the way you do. There is a video that I have seen on a couple people's profiles of some troops walking into an airport with their duffle bags on their backs. People who were going about their business stop and stand up and start clapping for them. Well, that really happens and I have been fortunate enough to experience it myself a few times. There are moments in your life that will remain wi
Happiness Is A State Of Mind
Cool Graphics at REVOLUTIONMYSPACE.com There is something about the new year that i just cant seem to figure out if i should be happy or sad. Its one hell of a party but lets face it its just another rub in the face that we are all just another year older.
Yay.
So Chase Tower is awesome. Kevin, the guy that interviewed me, said that a lot of really important people go through there. FBI, Secret Service, High Ranking Judges, "Rock stars", the mayor, the governor, people like that. So I'm pretty excited. I went up to the "High Roller's" floor, where people hold half a million dollar wedding receptions, and where famous people eat. Oh my god, it is so nice up there. I start training on Tuesday. I got all my paperwork and stuff done today. All I need to find is my high school diploma and take two tests online. Easy stuff. Sammy is happy. =] Copy and paste if you care to see where I work. http://www.endeavor-re.com/office/ChaseTower/ChaseTower.html iim drunk. some one help me. Work sucked. My dad is an asshole. And lastly, to make my night so fucking wonderful, AJ fucking broke up with me. He doesn't know why he said he would marry me. Fuck this. Fuck you AJ.
Lmao
Little Johnny goes to school, and the teacher says, 'Today we are going to learn multi-syllable words, class. Does anybody have an example of a multi-syllable word?' Little Johnny waves his hand, 'Me, Miss Rogers, me, me!' Miss Rogers:� All right, little Johnny, what is your multi-syllable word?' Little Johnny says, 'Mas-tur-bate.' Miss Rogers smiles and says, 'Wow, little Johnny, that's a mouthful.' Little Johnny says, 'No, Miss Rogers, you're thinking of a blowjob". 1. Drive through the drive thru in reverse and let your passenger order 2. Ask prices of everything on the menu then order something that you did not ask the price for. 3. Pretend like your window is broken. Tell the employee this. Order with your door open, pay with your door open. Roll down window and take food through the window. 4. Go to McDonalds and demand a big breakfast at 11:30 at night. Put up a fight. 5. Pay for a large order in pennies and n
Jacob's Blogs
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and dont hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com jacob will go to jail for ... Stealing condoms from the grocery store 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Lyrics
Falling throu pages of Martens on Angels Feeling my heart pull west I saw the future dressed as a stranger Love in a space-dye vest Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding a pool in the shape of a heart Beauty projection in the reflection Always the worst way to start Now that you're gone I'm trying to take it Learning to swallow the rage Found a new girl I think we can make it as long as she stays on the page This is not how I want it to end And I'll never be open again There's no one to take my blame If they wanted to Nothing to keep me sane And it's all the same to you There's nowhere to set my aim So I'm everywhere Never come near me again Do you really think I need you And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend And I'll never be open again And I'll have no more dreams to defend I was blown away What could I say? It all seemed to make sense You've taken away everything And I can't deal with that I try to see the good in life But good things in life are
Alone
so here i sit all alone with no one that i know to tell me they love me or hold me in their arms at night. at times I look back on my life and wonder where things went wrong and ponder how to make my life better. MIssing and loveing the girl I have not yet meet and don't know how to tell her my true feelings, scared I will scare her if I tell her how I truly feel knowing we have not yet meet and confused by the fact that I have atleast one other option but not sure if I want to ventrue sown that road. Knowing and doing are two things I don't know how to do cuse of the fear of rejection that I face if she knows how I feel if she doenst have the same feelings for me, so my only action is to sit and wait for the ay i get to meet her and hope she likes me the same way I like her. I'm sad now cause I want you so bad I'm sad now cause I can't be with you I'm sad now cause I need you I'm sad now cause I have to sleep alone I'm sad now cause we're not together. Rachael I love you more than any
A Woman's Thoughts! (not Really For The Men)
Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. T
Slide Shows Of My Favorite Artists
Somebody else made this. Its a slideshow of clips of Mike Patton videos along with the song Falling To Pieces.
Music Is My Porn's Blog
RIP Lynda Tonns....OLD PIX Current mood: depressed id like to write more...but right now having just got home from the wake, im left speechless. ========================================== She posted this as part of her blog monthsss ago..and specifically emailed me..telling me which lines to read...this is what it said: the first girl i did real shit with right away i had the urge to buy her things, before i think i got attached, that was years ago, shes one of my best friends like before we did shit and after (not that there werent times we had issues of all sorts) there is one girl who i still have some feelings for who called me a few days ago and i havnt had a chance to call cus i cant call outside my area code in my room and my cell is fucked up, im going to call her when i get back this weekend,(sorry to that beautifull girl, you know who you are) =============================================== Lynda, I dont know why this happened...and when i heard i
Poems
Your hands clench my hips as you claim mastery of my body from behind. You thrust your steely shaft deep into my welcoming place, as I beg for my own release. Only when your body spasms and you groan in relief do you allow me to satisfy the throbbing of my womanhood. You watch as I bring myself to a shuddering orgasm, and the sight of me reawakens the need in your gut. You climb over me, and as my body twitches and a moan escapes my lips, you thrust deeply and reclaim me. Your teeth tease my rock-hard nipples as I grasp your taut ass and hungrily meet each plunge. The familiar sensation begins in your loins, and a sound escapes your lips and hangs in the air between us. I look into your eyes and know that I will do your bidding; you are in control. Friend, lover, conqueror: I can't say no, nor do I want to. Powerful hands pulling my hair into a tight rope He tenderly tugs my head as he possesses my face and neck With his warm mouth and tongue. I feel a heavy burning pressure
Merkurace
So why is it when a love one are some one you love tells u i will never leave u they leave like in a week are days? Ok then why do people ak like your friends and u do so much 4 them but when it comes down to u they don't do a dam thing why is that ? I have a better one why is it when u go out with someone they tell u the sweets things but when u break up they bad mouth the hell out of u . What happen to the sweet thigs??? Please feel free to comment People say 2 me all the time love its the best thing in the hole earth but why do's it hurt so bad when no one loves you . So tell me people my do we need love ???? if any one would like to help me that would be kool ty . to every one that help me caz i am new
Just Hello
Headedto the Grand Canyon and snow for the Weekend bye love ya all Butch Doesnt anyone just want to get aquanted? or is it all a ego check here? Just a sexy hello to all
Erotic (
ΤĥεỮńĽōνέď†~The Ink Freak~ sent you Strawberries with Whipped Cream I wrote: "Luv Ya! Lick, Lick, BITE! Her Reply: DO BETTER! My Reply: Pulls your hair, don't try and boss me around! Takes both you hands and feet, ties you to the bed. I'll do better. I then proceed to fill your wet pussy with strawberries, then the redi whip bikini is applied, all the way from your front up to you tiny little asshole. Then I begin to lick as you squirm from orgasm after orgasm! You scream so loud I must place a gag on your mouth.............. Her Reply: ummmm,...i like ThePoet is holding an EROTIC POETRY CONTEST Cum on and read some great Erotic Stories Just click the link below To comment on mine. Follow the link below to read my story http://cherrytap.com/blog/40786 Her tongue licks my neck, She bites my neck just to taste a little blood, But not to hurt me, my desires grow more intense. She wants more of my
Dark_angel
She cant see the lies, nor feel the tears. Her heart singed by pain, hidden for years. Torture brought on by her brothers mistake. She silently screams, driven by hurt she cant take. Hidden pills though out her room. The people and doctors say theyll only bring doom. A secret blade under is hidden under her floor. She cuts to see blood, until she cant bare to look anymore. Self injured and bruised, she lays on the floor. Though she still hasnt noticed that hes walked through the door. A look of shock crosses his face. A new found emotion he cant seem to place. Her friend is confused, and her badly inside. She just wanted to hurt, never wanted to die. Hoping that she would not draw her last breath, He rushes her to the hospital to prevent her death. Awaking next morning, seeing her friend Ben. He looks at her pleading, please dont do that againg. Sitting in a corner, Darkness covers the walls. In desolation, the screams well up inside. In the wake of he
Jenn's Ramblings
****Types of Pussy**** LAZY PUSSY - This is when there is no movement on the woman's part >except trying to stop full thrust of the dick into the pussy. She says faster, faster but still is not putting any effort into the action at hand. THE WENDY"S WINDOW PUSSY - This is the girl you pick up around 12:30a.m when everyone is sleeping and she knows that you are coming so she is waiting by the door. You don't have to beep the horn or call her from the car cause she knows the deal. She usually is not the best looking girl. You are never seen with this girl in public places and you hate that >she mentions your name to her friends. There is no reason to ask how your day was because it is too late for conversation. It is all agreed upon before she evens gets into the car. Nine out of ten times, there is no talk of relationship, because that might spoil the mood. THE CONQUERED PUSSY - This is the girl who teased you for about two or three years and finally you get your chance and you
Stuff
A doctor walked into a bank. Preparing to endorse a check, he pulled a rectal thermometer out of his shirt pocket and tried to 'write' with it. Realizing his mistake, he looked at the thermometer with annoyance and said, "Well that's great, just great... some asshole's got my pen." ------------------------------------------ A married couple returns to the same hotel room where they had spent their honeymoon forty years earlier. The wife takes off her clothes, lies down on the bed, and spreads her legs. The husband looks at her and he begins to weep uncontrollably. "What's the matter?" she asks. "Forty years ago," he says, "I couldn't wait to eat it, and now..." "Now?" she asks. "Now, it looks like it can't wait to eat ME!" WOULD YOU... [_] go out with me? [_] go out with my best friend? [_] go out with my dog? [_] let me frisk you? [_] film a movie with me? [_] knit a rug with me? [_] take a shower for me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] let me fling u into the road? [_]
Random
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him, 'I don't understand,' he said, His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will,' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say, The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry, Finally he put in a call to God, When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special, I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort,
Writing
These tears i shed i never expected them to fall still. so close i can almost touch it. yet it's so far from my grasp. taken away by a flick of a pen. he didn't know what he was doing. took the army away from me. poured my heart and soul. all i wanted was to be a soldier. to defend the freedom. to be a guardian of the united states of america. i was willing to give my life. so those stateside could live safely. 9 hard,mentally and physically exausting weeks I devoted of my life to become a soldier. I gave everything i had. before i could jump head first into the next step of my life. the army was taken away from me. i vow to return if it's the last thing i do. but instead of being a follower... i will be a leader. I would trade my life for my soldiers. I want to lead the best. I know im a good leader. the day i left for home i watched 249 soldier cry. "Katz was leaving." I was the only one willing to stay up with the one who missed home, crying-w
Poems
She holds it inside Puts on a smile And walks on by You never looked at her You never cared If you ever stopped and stared You might get scared From the scars on my body The tears in my eyes The pain you can see When I open my eyes It will send tills down your back like you had a heart attack When you stop and wonder why she's like that Temptation tries to get me again and again The scars have healed The pain will disappear But here I am again with the blade in my hand Just a little one No on will notice I need to release In the flow of red Dripping from my hands Stains on the floor No one has seen before These are sighs Saying go away Far away To never be seen again Pain close could cut skin Heated Step back Beofre you get burned Like a tea pot about to go Get out of the way Before I explode Get out of the way It won't be pretty Like blood dripping from your face Get out of the way Before I scream Do you want to be on the ground
Poems
I like it when it's wet I like it when it's dry On womens backs And on their thighs I've seen it on gals I've seen it on guys Sometimes you can see it Sometimes it hidden from the eyes Some is colorful Some is black and white It causes pain for some Others delight For me it's just begun For I still have more INK to be done The pressure on my brain Its causing me to go insane A red flame comes closer as I fall I scream, nothing a silent call What have I gotten myself into The only words that come to mind Im screwed! I wish I could run really far away The flame still burns within my heart My fears are tearing me apart But what do I have to fear So maybe I messed up when I was young Maybe it was dumb But now that Ive done my time behind these steel bars Little has changed, life is still so hard What will I do, where will I go Can you tell me, because I dont know Shannon P. Holmes
Just My Shit
Remembering I by deeznutz I sit here remembering back in the days, Laughing at all the stupid shit we would say. Things like toe grip nobody knew what it was, But we said that shit anyways, just because. Remember sporting shit with our names, Anally, Chonch and DeezNutz? We wore that shit proudly, we gave no fucks. I sit here remembering to times before, Bitches were scared cause we were hardcore. Remember Joe Russell? He couldnt take me down, Cause Im one of the baddest bitches around. And you too girl, chicks would run and hide, No one was trying to be on your bad side. I sit here remembering all the things we have done, Smoking and shrooming, fuckthat shit was fun. Remember getting so drunk we couldnt walk? Wed get so high I couldnt talk. Puking and laughing all night long, Getting fucked up and ripping the bong I sit here remembering how great things were, When Tiny was kinky and Greg hated girls. Remem
Tiffany
http://www.surveyteam.com/?refID=73591 This one was really weird. I was with matt but we had a baby and we were teaching him to swim at this really different place. All my old friends from school were there. but towards the end of the dream Matt wasn't anywhere to be found, I don't even remember thinking about him. Our baby wasn't around either. It was just me, and my old friends in the commons of our high school doing homework and eating pizza. What could that mean? I kinda think that the beginning was about me wanting to have a baby. I know Im only 19 but they are so cute that I want one myself. Or it could mean I miss hanging out with all of my friends. I really do miss that. What do you guys think? Im bored out of my mind. I need something to do. It's almost 9 in the morning and I just put my boyfriend Matt to bed. He came home at 7 in the morning from the bar/party...I don't know what to do about that. I can't sleep without him so as usual I didn't get much sleep and
Food Chain Evolution
You have such a Lovely face Your feeling rearanges my insides Like the board game Operation If we were in the sky We'd be the perfect Constelation Lighting me along my way This journey before me Today I hope you wont take offense to this But May I kiss your lips? Something about you Don't know what it is, But its kind of like that Feeling when you say you wanna have kids Your eyes give me a Sense of being, but Your smile gives me A sense of meaning I hear your heartbeats You help me pump mine Giving me purpose Can you remember That time we cried? If you do, then you Can tell me how I died. Dead once I was born But when were together I feel so alive When I breathe your breath Mixed with mine I inhale every breath you Give me... I can see it Projecting from your eyes This Passion we share This Love divine Oblivious oblivion Oblivious oblivion Oblivious oblivion Stay with me watching the sunrise Do you need some
More Thoughts
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It almost seemed impossible That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun w
Happenings
I ran out of comments last night and haven't gotten them back yet so I've been studying for a test in business communication tonight. I know I'll have some catching up to do. Wish me luck on the test. See ya later tonight. Eddy I just wanted to put this out there for those posting surveys and questionnaires. This is not MySpace, CT is a site for adults. For the most part I have not answered these items if I did answer I have tried to avoid giving the brutally honest answers that people who know me are used to. After careful consideration I have decided that if you send one of these things to me Im going to respond. My response will be honest and to the point. If you are easily offended dont ask me a question that you may not be ready to hear the answer to. I try and respect everyone on CT but these items are getting annoying. If you dont respond people complain. If you respond, and do so honestly, you upset people. Well I believe it is better to beg forgiveness than ask permissi

You know a dream is like a river Ever changin' as it flows And a dreamer's just a vessel That must follow where it goes Trying to learn from what's behind you And never knowing what's in store Makes each day a constant battle Just to stay between the shores And I will sail my vessel 'Til the river runs dry Like a bird upon the wind These waters are my sky I'll never reach my destination If I never try So I will sail my vessel 'Til the river runs dry Too many times we stand aside And let the waters slip away 'Til what we put off 'til tomorrow It has now become today So don't you sit upon the shoreline And say you're satisfied Choose to chance the rapids And dare to dance that tide And I will sail my vessel 'Til the river runs dry Like a bird upon the wind These waters are my sky I'll never reach my destination If I never try So I will sail my vessel 'Til the river runs dry There's bound to be rough waters And I know I'll
Poems, Etc.
To take the time to cherish you is just what I desire to do... To see your smile; to feel your touch your eyes meet mine...it means so much. To speak of love and not to talk; to hold your hand on a silent walk... For in my heart I hold the key I wish to tell you so you will see... Not with your eyes but with your heart tis an unspoken passion; a dying art... To have these times with you my love tis a blessing; a gift from God above _________________________________________________ A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said, "No". She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said "No". She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a "No". She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said, "You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die"
Fun
Hey folks, just wanted to drop a line to you all and let you know that I'm not avoiding you. We are still shoveling out from a minor blizzard, and the biggest thing right now is that a couple of days ago I had Lasik surgery on my eyes. My vision is awesome, I would highly recommend the surgery to everyone! My eyes are still adjusting and trying to read the small print in the shoutbox is a real pain. So if you shout at me, I'm not ignoring you, it's just agravating trying to read all the little type. This should go away in a few days after my eyes fully adjust. Hope everyone is having a blast! You scored as Guardian Angel. You were a guardian angel! Before you were sent down to Earth to live and be tested, you were a beautiful guardian angel who faught off evil and protected humans even the ones who didnt deserve it. You risked everything to protect them because for some reason you just naturally had a fondness of them. Humans felt protected when you were around even though they couldn
4otmcoste
COURT ORDER YOU ARE ACCUSED OF CRAWLING MY HEART AND HIJACKING MY SMILE,LOVE, AND MY SOUL WITH YOUR CUTENESS AND SWEETEST HOW DID YOU PLEAD GUILTY !!!! YOU SENTENCED TO MY BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE NO BAIL !!!! PLEASE SENT TO 10 OF YOUR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME TO SEE IF YOU ARE LOVED It's time for my to amend and fix my friend list. If you want to stay on my friends list then sent me a private message or profile comment. Thank you very much COURTORDER!!!You're accused of crawling in my heart---hijacking my smile with cutiness. HOW DU YOU PLEAD "GUILTY" you are sentenced. to be my best friend for life NO BAIL!!! Pleased sent to 10 of your friends including me!!! Get 10 back!!! your friendships truely is worth keeping.
Funny
German Man Chainsaws House In Half In Divorce Split A 43-year-old German decided do something many other men have only thought about, he settled his imminent divorce by literally chainsawing the family home in two and making off with his half in a forklift truck. The trained mason measured the single-storey summer house -- which was about 8 meters long and 6 meters wide -- before chainsawing through the wooden roof and walls to create two halves. Police in the eastern town of Sonneberg said: "The man said he was just taking his due. But I don't think his wife was too pleased". After finishing the job, the man picked up his half with the forklift truck and drove to his brother's house where he has been staying since. I need some advice on what could be a life changing decision. I've suspected for some time now that my girlfriend has been having an affair. The usual signs: Phone rings, I answer, caller hangs up. She started going out 'with the girls' a lot recently althoug
How I Feel
Today I have lost another friend to the military....one of my best friends just left out for Fort Polk, LA. I am so upset and lost right now. This is my 4th friend in a year..I am now afraid to even make friends anymore. Just gonna have to leave them in the end. Yes, I know this is what military life is about..and I am use to it..BUT it dont mean i have to like it. I am just upset and wanted to rant a little. If you made it down this far..thank you for listening to my little sob story...I will be ok, I always am. Much Love to you all, Lost Civeteto, True Queen Witch, Creator of LDC Walking lost through the dark, I reach for you to still my heart, You are no where to be found, I could just sink into the ground, My heart beats fast thinking of you, Feeling like something I have never knew, Only your touch can still my heart, Can make me feel like we were never apart, To know I may not feel that again, Makes me want to weep and just give in, Still I go through this dark l
Poem Of The Day
for you, i would dance and dance. for you i would romance and romance. for you i would sing and sing for you i would sweetness bring. for you, i wear red lipstick. for you i promise no trick. for you i would bare my soul and expect no gold. for you, i love and love as pure as white doves. for you i give and give and for you, i live. for you i tell my secrets and for you, there are no regrets. for you i give away my heart and i promise to never depart. for you i would die and for you, never lie. for you i would cease to breathe and never shall i deceive. for you i would love for you i would love. for you i would cry and cry if you should ever die. for you i would die with you and no there would not be two, but one ever after and always i would be one with you....... What do you do? When your heart is aching and you feel there is no way out What do you do? When you're feeling lonely and you feel your love has been blown away and you really do
Eko's Blogs
Thank you Liz for letting me rip this. Let's just get to the point, shall we? Women fuck like men, period! Why is it a bad thing for a woman to be sexually open? I get sick of reading bullshit written by men and women, who for some strange reason, think it's a bad thing for a woman to be in control of her sexual urges. If a woman wants to post pictures of herself in the nude, good for her. It's not anyone's business. Men brag about their sexuality all the god damn time. It's about time that women do the same thing. It's very simple. There's PUSSY and then there's DICK. I fail to see the complexity of that. P.S. This does NOT make a woman a slut. This weekend I did something I swore I would not do the first time I saw this thing being built. I have always disliked ferris wheels. The one at California Adventure is the biggest I have seen in person. I first saw it 6 years ago from a hotel room across the street. I had a view of the whole park, very strange to see the lake as a la
Random Thoughts
This is going to be a very sad Christmas. My little ferret Rascal passed away last night. She was my special little girl. She wasn't feeling well the past few days and last night was her final fight. I found her lying still and unresponsive in her igloo. I wrapped her in a towel and heating pad and held her in my arms. I gave her some water by eyedropper to try and get her to drink, and she did a little. After about an hour of talking to her and snuggling her, she started to come around a little. Her breathing got stronger and she even lifted her head a little and chattered to me in her little ferret way. But then after a few short moments of that, she started to decline again. I held her close and talked to her and scratched her favorite itchy-spot on her shoulders for another 20 minutes before she quietly slipped from this life into the next. I buried her out back under my favorite apricot tree. She always liked to nibble on her dried apricots. She was a very old girl.
Koby's Drunken Lullabies
So yeah. Jo invited me to this thing. I remember when everyone called her Joannie. Gimme dat cherry shit! Koby And I'm not exactly a great craftsman. Holla back! Koby "I got 99 problems and a bitch ain't one." - Jay-Z, "99 Problems", The Black Album Koby
Anarchy
What's deserved Always gets served. The circled-A is even more famous than the Black and Red-and-Black flags as an anarchist symbol (probably because it lends itself so well to graffiti). According to Peter Marshall the "circled-A" represents Proudhon's maxim "Anarchy is Order." [Demanding the Impossible p. 558] Peter Peterson also adds that the circle is "a symbol of unity and determination" which "lends support to the off-proclaimed idea of international anarchist solidarity." ["Flag, Torch, and Fist: The Symbols of Anarchism", Freedom, vol. 48, No. 11, pp. 8] However, the origin of the "circled-A" as an anarchist symbol is less clear. Many think that it started in the 1970s punk movement, but it goes back to a much earlier period. According to Peter Marshall, "[i]n 1964 a French group, Jeunesse Libertaire, gave new impetus to Proudhon's slogan 'Anarchy is Order' by creating the circled-A a symbol which quickly proliferated throughout the world." [Op. Cit., p. 445] This is not t
Lyrics & Music
I've got dreams and aspirations And I'm pretty good at conversations I've got a heart I want to give But I need someone to share it with I love music and don't mind dancing I'm easygoing, a little bit old-fashioned I'm a sucker for sunsets, but the trouble is I need someone to share it with We're living all alone together Like we don't even know each other anymore I miss my friend, I miss my lover We can rediscover everything that made us fall in love before If you've got time you don't mind spending I've got a world that feels like it's ending Cause Baby, you're my life, but I can't live like this I need someone to share it with We're living all alone together Like we don't even know each other anymore I miss my friend, I miss my lover We can rediscover everything that made us fall in love before I miss my friend, I miss my lover We can rediscover everything that made us fall in love before 'Cause I've got dreams and aspirations And I'm pretty good a
Rants
All of it. What the hell else are you doing? And before anyone wants to point fingers at sensationalism, take notes - research all information given... Katt Williams - Self Esteem Issues (Bitches!)Add to My Profile | More Videos I found this on my Passion Parties "Mom's" personal site... I've been addicted to listening to it EVERY SINGLE DAY I EVER FEEL like shit, or sorry for myself. I AM THE MOTHERFUCKIN SHIT
~heaven~sent~
I remember when danced beneath the old oak tree, hand in hand remembering the way we used to be. Kissing in the moonlight for the very first time, was an unspoken promise, between your heart and mine. You gave shelter to my soul from the frigid night air, as we swayed to the rhythm of my heart's answered prayer. From the warmth in your eyes I could suddenly see, that together we would dance for all eternity. Yes, I knew you were the one right from the very start, God made a perfect angel then placed you in my heart. Just a glimpse of our destiny on that magical night, would seal our love forever, and forever hold it tight. And I need you more now than I ever did then, you'll always be my lover and my very best friend. There's no other place that I would rather be then dancing with you, my angel beneath our memory tree. The Gift So many nights I lay here thinking why can't I find someone, why can't I be happy too In my mind I have
Sweetness
COME HELP HER GET A VIC MEMBERSHIP!! ~~~TO ALL MY REAL BITCHES~~~~ (you know who you are) A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simple bitch thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. *A real bitch lets you know that was fucked up, but I love ya. A simple bitch expe
Infamous Jokes
1. I wish you were a door so I could slam you all day. 2. Nice legs...what time do they open? 3. Do you work for UPS? I thought I saw you checking out my package. 4. You've got 206 bones in your body, want one more? 5. Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money? 6. I may not be the best looking guy in here, but I'm the only one talking to you. 7. I'm a bird watcher and I'm looking for a Big Breasted Bed Thrasher: have you seen one? 8. I'm fighting the urge to make you the happiest woman on earth tonight. 9. Want to play army? I'll lay down and you can blow the hell outta me. 10. I wish you were a Pony Carousel outside Superdrug, so I could ride you all day long for a quarter. 11. Oh, I'm sorry, I thought that was a Braille name tag. 12. I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked. 13. Is that a ladder in your stockings or the stairway to heaven? 14. You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is o
What Percing R U?
were in the team blast contest if u bomb me let me know and ill bomb for u thanks >:) come vote >:) everyone>:) Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?
Love's Removal [in 7 Parts]
Everyday hurts a little more than the last. Shadows cling to my every step. No more shelter my walls have crumbled away. My only recourse is to hold my breath and slowly disappear. The shadows that cling to me will become me. In darkness I find another hiding place in my heart. A wave of radiance crashes down crushing a once faithless sinner. A renewed hope was found. The pieces, finally made sense. People looked different almost peaceful. Life tasted sweet. But in the end only nothing lasts forever. In a flash she's gone and life loses flavor. That lost feeling creeps back in no matter how hard we fight. It beats us back into the ground sometimes reminding us of balance. The bitter and the sweet in a blissfully sadistic co-existence. A taste is all we get then it's back to reality for us all. My breath has been torn away from me. The last piece of my heart devoured. There truly is no place for me here. In effigy I rot. Naked for the wo
What A Woman To Do
SMILING IS INFECTIOUS;YOU CATCH IT LIKE THE FLU,WHEN SOMEONE SMILED AT ME TODAY, I STARTED SMILING TOO. I PASSED AROUND THE CORNER AND SOMEONE SAW MY GRIN WHEN HE SMILED I REALIZED I'D PASSED IT ON TO HIM. I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT SMILE THEN REALIZED ITS WORTH,A SINGLE SMILE JUST LIKE MINE COULD TRAVEL ROUND THE EARTH. SO, IF YOU FEEL A SMILE BEGIN, DONT LEAVE IT UNDETECTED LET'S START AND EPIDEMIC QUICK, AND GET THE WORLD INFECTED! EVERYONE NEEDS A SMILE!!!! THIS IS WHAT I TOLD A VERY SPECIAL PERSON IT TAKE MORE TIME AN MUSCLES IN UR FACE TO FROWN THEN JUST TO SMILE AN MAKE IT A MUCH BETTER LIFE. CAN YOU LOOK INTO SOMEONES EYES AN FALL FOR THEM? CAN YOU TALK AN KICK IT TILL YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM? CAN YOU NOT NO WHAT YOUR FEELIN BUT NOITS SOMETHING IN THE MAKEIN? SHOULD YOU SET BACK AN LET IT GO AN SEE WHERE IT TAKES YOU? SHOULD YOU STOP IT BECAUSE YOU DONT NO WHAT IT MAY BRING? WHAT DO THE EYES REALLY SAY ? CAN YOU READ MY MINE? WHY IS IT THAT WOMEN ON LINE
My Blog
I've always wondered about the attraction men have for women's breasts. What is the big deal, it's just a couple lumps of flesh, of course nowadays it's silicone or saltwater lol. I've discussed this with a few people and have never gotten a satisfactory answer. This seems like a good place to hear what all of you think. I admit I'm as guilty as the next guy, so hit me up with your thoughts, looking forward to it!!!!!!!!! Ok I was serious about this, doesn't anyone have anything remotely intelligent to say????????? Bring some of our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, or find any other way, hand him or her a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship them to Iraq . Tell them if they want to come to America, then they must first serve a tour in the military. Give them a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, they will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be re
Words Of Wisdom
THERE IS SOMETHING INSIDE THAT EATS AT ME THE LIES IVE TOLD TO YOU CANT BE ERASED THEY FILL MY BLACK HEART WITH ANGUISH ESPECIALLY WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE I LOOK MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND DONT SEE A MAN I SEE A SOUL THAT HAS LOST ITS PLACE ONE THAT HAS WRONGED MORE THAN ONCE THAT IS FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT BITTER HATE WHEN YOU SAY YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME FOR EVER I FEEL THE PAIN IVE CAUSED CLOUD MY MIND THEN I SAY I WANT TO BE WITH YOU TOO THE FEAR OF TELLING YOU THE TRUITH MAKES ME BLIND I WILL NEVER FEEL COMPLETE AGAIN WITHOUT YOU THAT I AM AFRAID TO HAVE NO ONE AND I WONT EVER FORGIVE MYSELF UNTILL YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE.... SOME SAY THAT KNOWLEDGE IS THE BASIS OF SUCCESS, I DISAGREE. IN FACT THERE ARE STUPID PEOPLE RUNNING THIS COUNTRY. THEY WERE JUST AT THE RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT TIME. NOT TO MENTION THAT GUY WHO STANDS AT HIS POTEUM AND REPEATS THE SAME SPEACH OVER AND OVER-JUST CHANGING A FEW WORDS...NOW CAN THAT BE A RESULT OF GOOD LEARNING...UM NO...IF
School Assignments: Ugh...i Hate This...but I'm Pretty Good At It!
Hist 295 The Knights Templar and the Doors: Do They Have Anything in Common? I was never a fan of Jim Morrison, really, but when I was in Paris in the eighties, I visited his grave and paid my respects because it was a) what everyone did at the time b) the decent thing to do if you can keep your clothes on while doing it and c) there was a free drink waiting for me at the end of the trip. Nonetheless, his grave is covered in graffiti not the least of which is, No one gets out of here alive. This pearl of wisdom should have been the motto of the Knights Templar. For surely it is true, that no one leaves this life without a great deal of living behind. That includes heresy. And here I will now reveal that I myself, although I am Eastern Orthodox by baptism and confession, am a Closet Heretic. Please dont tell my priest, although I could easily defend myself by making a case against him for being a Neo-Manichean. Like all my Irish ancestors (and all their 2nd, 3rd, 4th
Jeezits
I havent been on here in over a year.... Black is the color of my soul less like an energy more like a hole Black is the color of me its the lack of nice dreams its the only color i see Black its not the color of my skin its the color that I think best represents sin so its natrual for me to be in love with the only shade that suits me like a hand in a glove Black I admit, its my color If its the way you think, I want you under my covers Black Id fuck it for sure it tells me to do things that are anything but pure so its perfect for me it seduces my mind wherever it moves I follow with my eyes Black the name of this song its the only thing around when everythings gone Black so perfect. I am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind. twisted and sick Dont be afraid. Just agree with me you know its right you know you want it dont try to make this all complicated its the most simple thing that there is the carnal side of human nature and its honest
I Did Not Vote For This Guy!
Whatsoever I've feared has Come to life Whatsoever I've fought off Became my life Just when every day Seemed to greet me with a smile Sunspots have faded And now I'm doing time Now I'm doing time Cause I fell on Black days I fell on Black days Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down I'm a search-light soul they say But I can't see it in the night I'm only faking When I get it right When I get it right Cause I fell on Black days I fell on Black days How would I know That this could be my fate How would I know That this could be my fate So what you wanted to see good Has made you blind And what you wanted to be yours Has made it mine So don't you lock up something That you wanted to see fly Hands are for shaking No not tying No not tying I sure don't mind a change I sure don't mind a change Yeah, I sure don't mind I sure don't mind a change I sure don't mind a change But I fell on black da
Visions
After an interesting conversation or rather 'test' (of which I'm sure I failed miserably) I paused to think about what it was in erotica that I adored so much....and perhaps it's the hunger within it...the love/lust/passion (whatever) that seems to rise up in a person...forskaing all and everything except what would satiate this sensation....an odd revelation to come to but still I am thankful for the conversation, and the thoughts provoked by it. Still pondering but without fear. ~A She couldn't believe she was doing this...leading this beautiful man to the darkest most seculded corner, while the music pounded away at the floors creating a encapsulating vibration between her legs...she wanted him... She's wanted him since she first saw him there...standing at the bar drinking his beer and watching the performance. He was magnificient..sculpted and dark. She thought about her approach, how would he respond? Would he accept her drink? Would he accept her wink? Would he find h
Poems (volume 1)
DEAR FRIEND Who you are Is who I've come to know After you as a person Began to grow Looking at you Is like looking in a mirror And what you say Makes my life clearer It seems the good I've done You have always shared For this you know How much I've cared Things with meaning Are constantly in your presence Looking me in the eye We share a similar essence You know my thoughts After just one glance Letting you into my life Glad I gave it the chance There once was a time When you were strong and I was weak But your absolute trust Was what I would seek Whenever I felt small And the winds of change blew My life became significant With the presence of you I have your trust And you also have mine So now I truly know Everything is going to be just fine I have come to know this It will always be very true I seldom question myself Whenever I'm thinking of you I hang on your words Even the littlest of things you say It makes me feel happy
Bbws
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo
Poetry & Spokenword By S.m.hall
This was a flyer from a night I headlined a poetry reading at a local Caf'e ~[]~ Many people wear mask to concealed they are fake Talking trash in their head,... while they smile in your face Then as soon as you are out of earshot,... they bash you to your peers Phony ass friends that would mock your tears Theyre two-faced frauds with wicked intent Manipulating others, so perceptions are bent They will lie & they will cheat Trust them if you dare But the cycle is bound to repeat & leave you worse for the wear Marq, my words Sooner or later their treacherous ways Will surface again to leave you dazed Its a cycle of trickery that chisels away At your faith in others, compounding your dismay So be careful whom you believe, for there are but a few. Be weary of the counterfeit; to thy own self be true. And to the bogus beings, covertly on the make. Pick a face & be real for god sake! Copyright 2007 'All Rights Reserved' S.M(arQ).Hall Written: 12
Link
Hey everyone, Just wanted to say hey to all of my friends. Hope all is going well. I finally got a break in work so figured I would drop you all a line or two. Hugsss to all my friends POOH@ CherryTAP Woooohooooooo almost time for vacation. Going on a cruise to Cozmel, this will be my first real vacation and first cruise, set sail October 4, 2007 from Tampa, FL. Taking camera so will have lots of pics...Show me lots of luv while i am gone....Hugzzzzzzz...:)
Updated:)
new pics commmmmmmmment bitches:) You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Romantic Goth75%Perky Goff67%Old-school Goth58%Ethereal Goth54%Industrial/Rivet-Head54%Death Rocker50%Anything-Goes Goth50%Understanding Outsider38%Cyber-goth29%Fantasy Goth17%Confused Outsider
Random Ramblings
This makes me Sniffle..... A person like you Im lucky to have patient with me always more than I am myself so loving so beautiful so precious so sweet I long for the day when we finally meet a love that I have forever so true a place in my heart and soul for you how I deserve thee I do not know but Im thankful daily that by God's grace my Amie found me without you Im lost never being at piece adrift in my loneliness but I can take comfort every day I can smile for now I have you even across the miles that separate our bodies but never our hearts never shall you need never shall you want just say my name my love you shall have true,pure and unconditional My best friend and my sister my smile and my joy you will always have me through all that shall be Written by Jennifer Barrett,February 18,2007 for Amie,her BFF,her sister,her everything...I love you with all of my heart...I promise you'll always have me,thick and thin,no matter what**Mu
Today
I just wanted to remind everyone that today I will NOT be around as I am going out of town. I am going to the Toronto airport to pick my mom up. This is the first time I have seen her since September of 2004. I will not be around much tomorrow if any. I have lots of things to get done around my place help my mom get her stuff in order. I will get my comments done as soon as possible. I hope everyone has a great day and I will be back as soon as I can. I don't think I have ever gone a hole day with out being on ct all the time to check my messages and talk to my friends. Don't miss me to much everyone. Well I am off have to drop Tristen off at preschool then a quick run home to pick up my stuff then I am out of here. Have a great day take care all. Happy tapping Stay at home mom Well today is my young son Alexzander's birthday he is turning one. I can't believe how time flies by. He is my last kids I am not having anymore so each birthday he has is the last of that age for me. I guess
Poetry And Writing
yes, i am strange, but seriously... still life... did you actually read it? let me know- why? why not? do you think you learned anything about me? what is it? do you think you know what is mine, what is hers, what we share? have you ever looked into someones refrigerator and tried to figure out who they are? do i need more therapy? if these were painted on canvas would you stand and read them? do you think i stood in my kitchen and wrote all this stuff down? or do you think i made it up? when you look at your space what do you see of yourself? what do our possesions tell people about us? how well do you have to know someone to know what belongs to them and what doesn't? if someone found your wallet or bag, what would they think of you? if someone broke into your house, would they find you? if your housecleaner or one night stand needed a snack and rifled your kitchen, what would they learn about you? if someone ran out of toilet paper
For Feces And Humour
30 Lessons from Porn 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy when rooting. 11. People in the 70's couldn't shag unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other.(and the
Scottie's Pet Door
Whew! I've just finished my 24 HOUR LONG CQ duty. It's basically just sitting at the front desk of where we live and keeping the peace. Damn it's boring! I also have staff duty on monday, but I got Tuesday off. Good news is that it's over with and I can get back to enjoying the weekend. But 1st I need some sleep. Thanks for all my new visitors. I promise I'll check you all out when I wake up. That's all I got for now. Nighty night! 1st of all hello to all my fan/friends. Sorry that I haven't been too responsive to all of the ratings that you have sent me, so I hope you are online Friday night, (German time), because I plan on buying a happy hour dedicated to all of my friends, family, and fans. You all deserve it. See ya then. Sorry for being out for awhile. The guy who I stealing internet connection from was late paying his bill. What a cheap bastard! J/K :P Well, anyways, I'm back online now and I'm picking up where I left off. Later!
Poems
The same song, but a different melody...sung slightly off key.. The same color, but a different shade...not quite as pretty.. The same style, but a different size...it doesn't fit right anymore.. The same words, but different meaning...they have lost their passion.. The same hearts, but different paths...they have lost their way... The same moonlit sky, never changing...ever beautiful... Lead them back home. The winds have changed direction The nights have grown cold Overwhelming my senses Chilling my soul Icy fingers of dread Touched me in a dream Beloved.. he whispered But spoke not to me Unsure how I missed them The signals and signs Its true what they say Love really is blind I am merely a vehicle A means to an end Enlightened and humbled My heart now may mend My trust I gave freely My love for him pure Yet Ive only one regret Of this I am sure The time that we spent The joy and the love Not a curse on my heart But a gift from a
Crush
This still has me scratching my head.....who are you?? I want to say thanks for liking me enough to use your crush on lil old me. I would love to know who does....and if you are still to shy to tell me well grrr. gaaahhhh right after I posted this someone else used a crush on me. Geeesh guys making The Raper feel all special. Well to each of you thanks it has put a big smile on my face every time I get one. You guys rock!!!! quick crush update I have now lost two crushes ....wow kinda sad.... I should say I really don't want pity crushes b/c you feel bad for me ha ha ha ha I saw that two people have crushes on me and I was wondering who it is. pretty please cana you tell me well scratch that they stopped crushing on me ha ha ha...I so wish we could know who has crushes
Dare To Dream
Hey to all my new friends that have been missing me that past couple of days. Went for what was supposed to - oh about a six or seven hour trip - and it turned into a two day event lol We headed out to Brandon (about 2 1/2 hrs outta Winnipeg) for a family event and left pretty much on time as planned ...was near the end of the day ...dusk. By the time night fell completely we couldn't see a thing on the highway. Snowing and blowing snow ...I swear couldn't see a foot in front of the car. The driver said, nope, not driving in this - which was good - cuz I woulda suggested we stop if he didn't. My boys were in the car, no reason to risk anything. So we stopped in a nearby one-horse kinda town. This was a novelty to my boys who haven't been any where remotely so small lol ...was a town with a main street and a few more jutting off of that ...not much more else. Was interesting listening to their comments and questions ...most of which I don't remember now but had me laughing at the
Thoughts And Daily Ramblings
i am at a crossroads in my life right now. confused, mad, sad, angry, just not at one thing, but several different ones. I consider myself to be a good person. I do what i can for people and try my best at all that i do, but i see things as wrong and right in life and there is no in betweens. I am a very honest person and always have been told that this is the best policy. I am beginning to wonder if it is, as it gets me nothing more then confused. You know i think i have lots of great qualitys for someone, but when i just try to be honest with people, then they dont seem to like that. thats ok i guess as that is them. The things that confuses me in this life is people always say how they want better and want to better therselves and when i have lended a hand to someone and really push for them to make there situation better then what they have, as i feel they deserve better, then i tend to get pushed away and to the side. I know things cant always go my way and i accept that, but what
Poems I Like
Sweet Obsession I close my eyes and still I see You lingering before me. I place the phone upon the hook And still your voice keeps ringing. I hear you everywhere I listen See you everywhere I gaze Awake, asleep, in dreams all night In drifting thoughts I'll never fight The urge I have to hold and love you The urge I have to touch your soul. On my mind and in my eyes Never wishing to say goodbyes. Inside I call you constantly In hopes your heart hears every word Of love that flows from me to you. In hopes your heart turns my way To walk beside me everyday. Can you hear me? Do you see? That I have given all to thee? Each breath I draw Each step I take Oh darling, sweet be mine. Tell me that you love me Tell me that you'll hold me Tell me that you want me And surrender to love's call. For all that is within me That causes me to be And all that keeps me living I've given oe'r to thee. Is it True Is it true? That you
Hmmmmm What To Say
Ok all I am holding a Sexy Men Of CherryTAP Contest...All I need is a good sexy pic *but please no nudity as some people bomb at work* I will open the contest on April 3rd at 7 pm CST. and it will run until Friday April 13th 7 pm CST. 1st place will be a 3 day blast...There will be something for everyone who enters. Just let me know which pic you would like to have entered and I will rip it :D Comment bombing on yourself is allowed. Comments count more then rates do so whoever has the most comments wins...Goodluck and I hope to see some good competition...... Well last night I went to the hospital and come to find out this cold I have turned into Bronchitis....fun fun lemme tell ya....But with my meds I should be feelin better in a couple of days!! Yay!! I can't wait, I really hate being sick cause I turn into a complete and total BITCH...but yeah thats it...I'm gonna try to blog on here more often but I really don't have alot of exciting stuff that goes on in my life just alot of
My Blog
How a blonde handles an emergency stop. A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. She takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats, exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It was not very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer... "Oh, those are my emergenc Only In Wal-Mart > > I like this greeter's sence of humor! > > A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with > her two kid
Thoughts And Stuff
Now on to my next rant about this landlord. I got a call at 8:58 this morning (I was still asleep to) so I didn't answer of course. It was the landlord leaving a message. "Hey marisa, it's Kevin, just wanted to let you know that I have people interested in the house so they're gonna come take a look at it around 12:30" 12:30!!!! That give me three fricken hours to try to make the place look decent. Hello asshole, I'm MOVING so the place looks like crap and he expects me to have it looking good in three hours!! Give me a break It's been an odd day. I skipped my one class, go ahead and yell, I know I shouldn't have, but I was lazy. I was kinda in a grumpy mood, but I got mail so that cheered me up and if you're one of my friends you can see what I got today in my photo album ;) I love getting new things lol. I went to work though and I was just kind of out of it. I know I went to bed late, but I'm a college student, I'm supposed to get less than 5 hours of sleep and be fine to
Quizzes/surveys.
Tifffinie's lame-ass excuse to break up: "I've learned that I'm hopelessly attracted to clowns. You understand." 'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com Tifffinie's lame comeback line:"I was with yo mamma last night... she's really not all that good in bed but I guess you already know that" 'What is your lame comeback line?' at QuizGalaxy.com 15 December 1988 Your date of conception was on or about 24 March 1988 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Sagittarius. Your Life path number is 8. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447510.5. The golden number for 1988 is 13.
Help Stop Child Abuse
National Center for Missing & Exploited Children We are just a group of friends with the idea of helping to keep kids safe on the internet, and off, in anyway needed. Children must be protected at all costs. Child predators are becoming outrageous. Lets help put an end to the suffering and abuse of children. **We are not a branch of, or affiliated with K.O.T. in anyway.** (So no drama needed) ------------- "Our By Laws" *Repost Any and All Amber Alert Bulletins! (if you would like the Amber Alerts downloaded to your computer, contact Venus or Just Meee for info on how to get it) *Report child abuse and neglect to the proper authorities anytime you see it. (On line or off) *Report any suspected minors on any adult sites you may see them on, to the proper authority.(do not tell the minors what you are doing! they will change Id's, or hide!) *Report any child pornography you may find anywhere, to the proper authorities. *Do not post any minor children in a bulletin or blog.(
You Know You Drink Too Much When....
My computer will go gay, and won't work...it signs me off of this website....and a few others! so If I do not answer you right away, don't take it personal, It is not me or you, its my damn computer! thanx for understanding! ~Elisha YAY! The bears won!! lol now I won't look funny when I wear my bears jersey on superbowl night! :D I'm so excited! they will most likely lose, Grossman SUCKS at quarterback, they need a new one! but if he wins superbowl, I will have a newfound respect for him! so ya'll cross your fingers, close your eyes, and hold on tight....oh and don't forget to root for the bears! lol cuz that would just make me smile even more! I CAN'T WAIT! (I don't think I've been this excited for awhile) lol The drunk; A guy is sitting at a bar in a skyscraper restaurant high above the city. He's slamming tequila left and right. he grabs one, drinks it, goes over to a window and jumps out. The guy who was sitting next to him couldn't believe that the guy had just done that. He
Leaving The Idiot!!!!
The kids and I do not have to move out of the house!! I talked to my landlord and he agreeds to but the house on a special government program that will enable me and the kids to stay and my husband HAS TO GO! We are changign the locks and putting his clothes out front for him to get. YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO Well guys it has finaly come. Come this Friday I am moving into with my mom and the idiot doesn't even know it. I have treid to be nice so he wont know but you'd think that after i havent' slept with him in a week that he has got the picture...not! Any way. I need forty dollars to get a storage room right next to my house now! Any ideas on how i can get my hands on soem money before thursday? Any way the kids are I are alrelady happy about the move. Cross your fingers and prayer he doesn't try to do anyting to us or start any trouble. I will try to keep everyone posted. WHy do people lie to the ones they claim to love? Husbands do it and wives do it but is it right? I am
Just Awesome
Another day inside my world I'm married to you and this road A road that never lets me sleep There's no way to escape these demons I am forced to keep And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now I mean the best with what I say It doesn't always sound that way I never learned to work things out 'Cause in my family all we ever seem to do is shout And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now... And I try to sleep The drugs I take are killing me I think of you to ease my pain But you're so far Now it's time to say goodbye I love you baby Please don't cry And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now... I feel nothing longing for something Relax a minute to take your clothes off Show me what you're made of Dr
Tehe
ok to all my family fiends and fans i say wooooohoooooo me and ninja bob are expecting our 3rd child so say some prayers if your in to that keep us in your thoughts if your not and hope we get to see this one born.MMFCL TO ALL P.S, i so sleepy so if this looks like crud who gives a flying f^&( well to those of you who dont know me and my hubby are having a baby and we just found out it will be a girl we are due dec 24 2007 so all of yall pls keep us in mind love me
Blog Things
You Are 68% Open Minded You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. How Open Minded Are You? WHAT MOVIE ARE YOU ?? (4 GIRLS) Secret WindowYour cryptic, yet that's what makes you intriguing. You have a mixed personality and your always up for adventure.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that
Baby
My son Tre the 7 month old just broke his first tooth through today...FINALLY! lol I believe whole heartedly that there is someone out in this world that is ment for us or as close to being ment for us as possible. the question is are we truly opening our hearts and minds to them or are we closing them off and looking past them with just a smile because maybe they don't meet our look standards or maybe they don't have the money in their lives like we want from the other person. Who knows. there are millions of reasons that we can come up with that will tell you why we look away from them with only being polite and having a brief conversation with them or maybe even not looking at them at all. But I know that the right one is no such thing. The real one and the one that we allow ourselves to get to know and open our minds and hearts to and allowing a physical response to happen are the ones that are ment for us. Not "The One"! Sorry. I'm not sure what got into me with that but I agr
Me
losing a love one hurts so bad u feel like someone kicked u in the stomach i lost my father to cancer a year ago and my pain is the same i feel like a big peice of my heart left me i havnt been the same since if theie is anyone that can give me advice comment on this or just give me a shout i just wanted to say we all haft to go on with our lives life is not peachey all the time cherish it add me ill do the same rate my new pics and comment
Thank You Catlady
A BIG THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND CATLADY . THANKS FOR THE RATINGS AND THE 11'S TOO . YOU HELPED ME REACH THE NEXT LEVEL . Hey Friends & Fans , I decided to clean out my friends & fans in here because I have friends & fans that never ever speak to me or rate me at all. I like a friend to be a friend , not just to be added on as a friend to get points & expecting me to rate them . Most of my friends are wonderful , so just I'm getting rid of people thats just sitting in my list for nothing . So , To my true friends & fans , Thanks Yall are the best!!! Love ya , Lisa Hi Friends , Oh , I have a joke thats at number 1 in top stashes , then in the jokes section . If anyone hasnt already rated it , please do so , so I can keep it at the top . To yall who rated it thanks so much . Its the fruitcake lady joke. Watch it if you haven't already . Shes so funny. Thanks Yall !!!! Lisa
Randomness Is Grand
I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach A
Lost
When god calls little children to dwell with him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love.For no heartache compares with the death of one small childwho does so muchto make our world seem wonderful and mild.Perhaps god tires of calling the aged to his Fold, so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them ,and so he takes but a few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.Beleiving this is difficult, still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be goodbye.So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize God loves children Angels are hard to find . My Little Angel may you rest in Peace. Gage Anthoney Love Nanna My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does WHY DO WE STILL LIVE IN
Racialists Blogs
LET OUR VOICES BE HEARD By D.S.M Life in the 21st century should be easy sailing for all people, but as you and I both know it is not. With the massive Jewish influence in the media, the government sponsoring terrorists through funding of Israel and the blacks and mestizo gaining unchecked access to our borders. The life for a white man has become regressive to the first time we settled our lands. Instead of us fighting Indians now we are forced to fight the illegals flooding our borders on an hourly basis, instead of building towns and technologies we are forced to protect them. With knowledge being controlled and news being censored it has become ever so present that the white race is under siege by the Jew and their hate filled agenda. More and more of our children are being brainwashed and being lead to believe that they should be ashamed of the race they come from. The way of life we live has come under constant attack from the would be un-doers of our race, with the co
Erotic Stories I Wrote... What Do You Think?
Having so much trouble posting this story... Think it is too long for one post... Please read the entire story if I can get it posted... Would love suggestions to make it better... The Barn The door opens and I watch as a handsome, tall man enters wearing Wrangler jeans, a black t-shirt, rattle skin boots, and a black Stetson hat, and I just stared. The five oclock shadow gives him such a masculine look. I knew he was coming tonight, but oh my, wasnt quite ready for the presence that exuded from his walk. He spoke to many as he headed my way. I just waited patiently at the bar for his arrival, sipping on my drink. Ginger, my friend, and I continued our conversation. Within a few minutes, I felt his hands wrap around my waist from behind and his hot breath on the nape of my neck, and then his soft lips placed a kiss there. Hello, darling, he said in his rich warm voice. It sent shivers down my spine. I was in heaven. He took a seat next to me and ordered a beer.
Things That Make Me Go Hmmm...
Cuttin' through the darkest night in my two headlights Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here to the twilight There's a dead end to my left, there's a burning bush to my right You aren't in sight, you aren't in sight Do you want me, like I want you? Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky? Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by? Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye? Was that you passing me by? Mothers on the stoop, boys in souped-up coupes on this hot summer night Between fight and flight is the blind man's sight and the choice that's right I roll the window down, feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town Feel broken down, I feel broken down Do you need me, like I need you? Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky? Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by? Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye? Was that you passing me by? Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow Swee
Anyway
There are moments in your life that make you, and sets the course of who you are going to be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes, they're big moments you never saw coming. No one asks for their life to change, but it does.... It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are. "Beautiful people do not just happen... The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These person have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern.. Beautiful people do not just happen...." (Elizabeth Kubler Ross) You can spend your whole life building something from nothing one storm can come and blow it all away Build it anyway You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach and you know it might not ever come your way Dream it anyway God is great
Poetry
Sleeping Lady Sleeping Lady what is it that awakens thee? is it this song crying out from my heart or this boulder dropped into the sea? Should I whisper softly to you? Should I tug your rope-like hair? Roar into the rising sun? Ride you wild like a mare? Sleeping lady my muse manifest destiny Come sweet love again and again Come for me... 1-29-07 James C Leveroni Do NOT call Keep your distance Bite your tongue Uninvited in my space You will not crowd my breath of life or force your lack of self control upon this spirit in union with the mighty one... 2/18/07 James C Leveroni zero I let go of love she has yet to return so lay me down upon the equator that I may sleep one peaceful night not to awaken to feel this burn... 2/17/07 James C Leveroni
Life...and Stuff
Okay, so I applied for a company called Cypress Truck Lines out of Jacksonville Florida. Simply put, they screwed me over. I went through orientation and got hited. I was issued my helmet, vest,chains,straps, etc. The next day (Thursday) around lunch time I was told I was being let go. Their reasoning for this is because I do not have my own transportation which makes no sense since it is a TRUCKING COMPANY!!! How stupid is that! I'm gunna be gone 2 weeks at a time but because I live within 50 miles of the terminal, I have to have my own transportation because they're afraid I will try to take the truck home on my off time. Anyway, because of that my cell phone is going to be cut off in a few days due to no money. Well, enough bitching from me. I'll post an update or something if things change. Yes, I took this from someone else. www.vgcats.com Okay, as some of you know, I have been looking for a new job for like 2 months now. It's obvious I have actually been looking too
Mr. Rogers Neighborhood
Can you beet this salute to us..... You can say yes or no, but if you say yes do so. rate this lovely woman Cat KillerJust thought I would test this out here
2007
Being the ultimate caregiver to those you love, you thrive in your relationships this year. Your understanding and compassion are an inspiration to others, and your optimism is contagious. This year brings opportunities to explore new horizons through travel and/or spiritual studies. This is a wonderful time for you to build more resources in your life. You will feel confident and satisfied with how you spend your time and money. You love the comforts that luxury brings, and will enjoy decorating your home with fascinating art objects. Developing your own musical and artistic talents brings you pleasure. Gardening and/or interior design may interest you as well. You realize your need to regroup and recharge your emotional energy this year. As you explore new activities, you approach the practical necessities of daily existence with a quiet joy and a gentle humility. Give yourself some of that energy when it comes to health issues and you'll discover the perfect fitness regime. Your
To My Friends
the man is back to being his juggalo self again and now for all you "I AM A FUCKING JUGGALO AND I AM PROUD TO BE ONE I PAINT MY FACE AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THIS IS ME.i am done hideing who i am and i refuse to do it anymore if you don't like it i have two words for you fuck off.because this is me and i am not changeing to fit in with the rest of the world.but if you one of my real friends then you will understand sorry if this pisses some of you off nut i don't give a shit anymore.and to all my juggalo's and juggalette's that read this MMFWCL. here i sit a man looking back at the hell that has been my life and ppl still today think they know what is like to have lived through it well let us put a stop to that now here is my life and welcome to my hell and nightmares. i look back and i am 3 years old and i am alone in the house and a woman baths me and then takes me out of the tub and dries me off and keeps a towel around me and then reads me a story and lets me fall
All Blogs
Sillyhow Stride Paul Muldoon I I want you to tell me if, on Grammy night, you didnt get one hell of a kick out of all those bling-it-ons in their bullet-proof broughams, all those line-managers who couldnt manage a line of coke, all those Barmecides offering beakers of barm if you didnt get a kick out of being as incongruous there as John Donne at a Junior Prom. Two graves must hide, Warren, thine and mine corse who, on the day we met, happened also to meet an individual dragging a full-length cross along 42nd Street and kept mum, each earning extra Brownie points for letting that cup pass. The alcoholic knows that to enter in these bonds is to be free, yeah right. The young John Donne who sets a Glock on his dish in the cafeteria knows that, even as he plots to clean some A&R mans clock, his muse on dromedary trots to the Indias of spice and mine and the Parsi Towers of Silence, even as he buses his tray with its half-eaten dish of
This Is Real Life
Honestly, it's hard to believe it's been one year. Exactly. To the day. One year. It feels like it's been so much longer, like I've been alone and aching forever. And like it was only yesterday at the sametime. It's the odd sense of time that only comes with greif and despair. A severe loss, half of myself torn from the world. My heart is missing a piece of itself, and it's a rip that will never heal. I'm not sure I'm even making sense at this point. Then again, I'm not sure I care about making sense to anyone except myself. Because this? This isn't for you. Really, it's not. This is for me, for my own sanity. If you read it, more power to you. I think I'm going to make this a letter to him, because I feel like I need to do this. Right after he passed, I wrote him every few days. But I stopped because, well, it hurt to much. And I knew I didn't have to write anything for him to hear me. I just had to talk. I know that's still true, but every now and then, you just need to put things do
My Thoughts
why must i always do this to myself, it really not good for my health. I try to show eveyone around, that im not fool but my hands are bound. By my own fear of fucking that up as well, shhh... quite im sure no one will tell. Living each day tring to make the best of whats to come, to much, to fast, forget this im done out from the ashes a baby phonix arises to emerge in life, like that phonix i rose from the ashes of pain and strife. a new love a new chance to live like i once had before, she came and picked me off from the floor. she has givin me a new reason to face each day with new ambitions and dreams, so together we'll just go down togher the unknown life stream There's something about my love, it seem's never ending, with you around now all it wants to keep on sending. From near death you took my heart and did all its critical mending, I'm stronger now, so peaceful that my heart has no pain pending. When you gave me your heart and part of your soul, that day i became
When Will This Mad, Mad Ride Ever Stop?
Been sick for the last couple of days and miserable in class. Thanks to loni for that. I still love her though. Just being lazy today not much going on. Dreading class tommorow since we have one instructor that is very boring and I have resorted to making a little tick mark on paper every time he says the word ok as filler material in his lecture. He is up to averaging one OK every 17.3 seconds. Never have done a blog before. It just kind of seemed pointless like asking everyone to just step into my life. The wife said to try it so here I am.
Huh
An 18 year old girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says "Who was the pig that did this toyou? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later a Ferrari stops in front of their house, a mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother and the girl, and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born I will bequeath her 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfront villa and a $2,000,000 bank account. If

My phone is working again! Apparently it decided to be possesed for a few hours. Technology confuses me sometimes. My phone has died yet again! If you have my phone number, call me and leave a message with your number because I have lost everyones numbers yet again! I just got a phone call from my mother, my brother is in the hospital. Apparently he has some kind of blood condition where he has too much protein in his blood. They don't know what is causing this but if they don't take care of it his organs will start to fail. The only way they can get rid of the protein is to take all of his blood out and cleanse it. My friend is instructing me that they do this through some kind of machine. The whole thought is freaking me out and I am so worried that something will happen to my only brother. My mom says he should be okay but I can tell by the sound of her voice she is not so convinced of this herself. I truely believe that when it rains it pours. The only thing that keeps going throug
Poetry
When I first met you I knew I could love you But yet I went away And still I saw you the next day Our second day together I felt I knew you forever When I went home I felt so alone Thinking about you Was all I could do Thats when I realized I needed you Now we are married And your child I shall carry We have had our ups And our downs Sometimes our feet Barley on the ground Being with you I have found That your love for me Is all the nourishment my heart needs Feelings I know you've been unhappy lately And theres nothing I can do It makes me so sad Seeing you so blue If only i could take the pain away Then maybe you could have one good day I love you And thats something you should know If it would make you smile Id kiss you on the cheek And then on the nose I know times are hard But please dont shut me out I love you more than anything Thats without a doubt I went online one day I was bored and looking to play I found a room and u were there
My Friends
well it saturday and i get my kids today so i wont be around much til sunday nite. but if any of you are bored stop by and toss me a few comments and rate the pic plez just click on the pic and i`ll be sure to help out the ppl who help me the contest is over at 3 pm todat and i`m about 5000 comments behind thank you and have a great weekend i`ll try to get online tonite after my kids are sleeping mike today i got a very sad phone call my kids live with there aunt, she called to tell me my son mikey who is only 7 years old is almost blind in 1 year. they figure about 90% blind.i was almost in tears when she told me this.i just cant believe 7 years old and almost blind in 1 eye. it tears me up cause my kids have not seen there mom in 3 mths.and the kids have been through enough. sry it`s just my thought on this. you all have a great nite mike
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Leave christmas gifts NOW THAT ROSS HAS GONE I WAS GOING TO LEAVE FUBAR AND MY LOUNGE AND MY YAHOO..HOWEVER AFTER RE-READING HIS LETTERS TO ME I REALIZE THAT HE WANTS ME TO GO ON AND BE HAPPY AND HE EVEN ASKED THAT I NOT LEAVE OR DELETE THE LOUNGE ....SO I GUESS U GUYS ARE STUCK WITH ME :-s I HAVE CHANGED MY LOUNGE TO THE 6TH SENSE DUNNO WHY BUT I JUST HAVE WOULD LOVE ALL THAT ARE MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS TO POP IN AND JOIN AND SAY HI EVERY NOW AND AGAIN ITS GONNA BE ROUGH NOW THAT HES GONE IM COUNTING ON JAY TO HELP ME THROUGH IT ALL SRY BUT HES THE ONE I FEEL CLOSEST TO AND I LOVE HIM SO HERES THE LINK TO THE THE NEW LOUNGE HURRY BY WILL PLAY ALL REQUESTS..AND ROSS WHEREVER U ARE U ARE IN MY HEART MY LOVE AND..MAY UR AFTERLIFE BRING TO YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU DIDNT FIND IN THIS WORLD LOVE U ROSS ..DEBZXXXXXXhttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55083 Dj Deb 'Dj Deb" Dj OF sixth sense'
Fun Things!!
plllease comment and rate me thank you! just click the picture! Link to my newest contest entry (the blue eyez starts tomorrow Ill post a link to that one as well!!!! thanks everyone I'm in a fantastically good mood this morning..NO work for me today...All play, I took Zeusy to his second doggy training class and he did VERY WELL!! I was so proud of my lil man!! YAY!!!!! Mark is here with me *sleepin at the moment but here no less* which always makes me smile! Zeusy is sleepin ontop of mark hehe so cute!...Spring Break is comin up in about two weeks and NY here me and mark come! CANNOT WAIT!!! even tho its gonna be cold, guess that gives me a reason to buy some warm gloves and hats n stuff..but just felt like sayin hey to y'all and tell ya about my great day so far...hope all is well w/everyone!!stay sweet!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com
Life
So Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another.... While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! B
Pheremones
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Legends Of Long Ago
Big Blue Heron was standing in the marsh looking at his reflection in the water. He raised his black-crested head to listen. Two little White Weasels had come along to the river. They were mother and son. When they saw Blue Heron, they stopped to look. 'What a beautiful big bird-person!' said the son. 'He is called Blue Heron. He carries his head high!' 'Yes, Mother, he is tall as a tree. Were I so tall, I could carry you across this swift river.' Blue Heron was pleased to hear himself so praised. He liked to hear other say that he was big. He bent down low and spoke to the two. 'I will help you go across. Come down to where you see that old tree lying in the stream. I will lie down in the water at the end and put my bill deep into the bank on the other side. You two run across the tree. Then use my body as a bridge and you will get to the other side.' They all went to the old tree lying in the water. Blue Heron lay down in the water at the end and stuck his bil
My First
yup sure am...Wednesday, March 7th... This is what im doing: Trista will go to jail for ... Resisting arrest while having sex 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com I just applied to become a suicide girl. Kepp ur fingers crossed for me! I did it cuz it seems like it would be fun, is not the pathetic main stream modelling and thats why im interested. I wanna do something like that before its too late, I want some awesome pixx of me, nude ones, underwear ones, u name it I just want the opportunity to get myself out there. So yeah, ill letcha know if I hear anything, from what I hear it can take a while to hear anything. Just wish me luck lol
More Quotes
You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, but u cant close your heart to things you dont want to feel. Why does a rose represent love, when a rose always dies? I look like an angel and act like one too...But u Never know what this Angel will do!
Poems
I cried tears of pain and noone will ever hear me. they will never see me. they will never smell my fear. my fear was that i will live alone and struggle to find myself a home. a home in which i can play and cook. except i see a woman. a woman which makes me cry these tears now of joy. ALONE, no Im home! finally Im full circle loved and treasured I feel whole As the sun sets The darkness envelopes me As I would like to envelope you Wrapping My soul, heart and arms around You Holding you tight Way into the night With each star Materialize Is nothing like gazing into your Fiery green colored eyes Your eyes are like water pools, where life begins. I want to swim in them, again and again. Your touch Electrifying as an Arch of lightning Hot Melting my soul into yours My Soul has spilled Refilled With you in my thoughts But a force separates us, You offered me your wine But..... we are lands apart. I know you have never known
Edfrogz Rambles
The fuckhead that reported my background as not safe for work can kiss my fucking ass....SOAD, My chemical Romance and Korn are not fucking sexual in any way...fucking hate retarded people..u jealous mother fuckers....fuck u For many of you that's just a name, but for me that was my oldest son's name. He would be 11 today if he didnt' have krabbes disease and passed in September of 2001. No this isn't going to be a dark and depressing blog, its basically me getting out some of my juice instead of containing it and mulling it over for a build up and blow out of feelings. I always ask for this day off because its just not an easy thing to discuss with co-workers. They just don't get you, unless they lost a child of their own. Makes u in a club that isnt' exactly ur heart warming subject. No i didnt' go to therapy after the loss, and yes my marriage was over as well. But some people need help, I'm more of a person that does it on my own, i know what i need to do and just do it. To
Poems
I feel so alone, like Im the only person in the world who feels this way, and it doesnt matter. Its not important, maybe because Im not important. Some days I dont even know why I try. What can I do to be significant? Im screaming out, doing everything in my power to be heard, yet even silence is louder than my screams. What can I do to be heard, other than tear down my world, break apart my life, die? Sometimes I wonder whether or not Im becoming more alive or dying, sometimes I wonder if there is a difference. The pain never leaves. It never disappears. It never dies, it never fades, it never lets up. The more I try to forget the more it hurts, the more I try to move on the further I fall back. Desperation is worse than frustration, is living worse than dying? Is screaming worse than crying? The desire to destroy overwhelms me. If I break apart the world around me, maybe the world inside will feel more in tact, maybe its just relative. If I create chaos in my environment, my
This Is New
Oh did I mention, hungry too? LOL! But I would have to get up & get dressed to do anything about it. But after 3 days of driving, I'm not really wanting to do that. *sigh* So what should a girl do I ask? At least the kitties are being amusing this morning. Poor Midna, he's so pussy-whipped by the 2 girls. LOL! Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! What's Your Element? You can always tell when I'm bored. I start doing those dumb quizzes on those stoopid sites. But they are amusing, most of the time. Don't understand their answers sometimes, but again, they are
Starlitesangel
My mom and dad are two of a kind They love each other dearly although He can be a pain in the neck but she Still love him and that will last for awhile I guess one thing that keeps the love flowing Is that they have me as there daughter and A granddaughter that will put a smile on their Face everytime they look at her I love you mom and dad so very much and i wish You many more years of happiness... By midnight_angel (Tameka Fraser my Daughter) June 2004 A New Push to Increase the Minimum Wage On April 29th, Senator Edward Kennedy (D-MA) and Representative George Miller (D-CA) introduced the Fair Minimum Wage Act of 2004 (S. 2370/H.R. 4256). This legislation would raise the federal minimum wage from $5.15 to $7.00 per hour over a two year period and follows many previous attempts by Senator Kennedy and others to pass an increase. The bill currently has 26 co-sponsors, though it remains unlikely that the Senate leadership will allow consideration of it th
Happy
Hey Friends It is Saturday and whats new in your area, is half of you have fire works tonight or do it on the original 4th of July. The coolest thing there is a mountain you can sit up and watch fire works go over two or three cities. It is a blast but fun to see with a friend. Due to part of the area I live in IT seems so dry to shoot fireworks. But I have a few friends on here that live in Wisconsin, might not where they live. Well play safe and have fun be with friends and family and just enjoy yourself. Me I going to stay home and just relax and enjoy life, your friend ETHAN to my ex friend Leah, if you are out there and read this Leah I want you back in my life, i miss you allot and I adore you I felt bad for two weeks,I will not lie to you ,I will be honest with you I fell for you and I know I come to you for anything you rocked my life yes I have a crush on
Country Music
Get A Life!!
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Eyes full of Pain58%Passion58%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com You have a sexual IQ of 128 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I wish people would get a life and go with the flow. Its not hard, just open your eyes, shut your mouth and LIVE!!!!LMAO
Virgo's Teachings
July 23, 2007 Holy shit it's been 7 weeks since my brother died. The last few nights have been really hard. The last dream I had about my brother was a couple days ago. I was at Tim's funeral. I was talking to someone about Tim and noticed that his hands werent folded like they were supposed to be. I went and told the funeral director that I thought people where touching Tims hands too much and they were moving them. He told me that there was no way his arms could be moved cause of the state of his body. So I went and talked to some family member. I was talking to an uncle and out of the corner of my eye I saw Tim moving. When I looked at him he was moving. I was the only one who could see Tim move. His eyes and mouth where shut, but his arms where moving. He was moving kind of slow like if he was in water. I had a dream when I was in CA that made me think that I wasnt going to have any more dreams about Tim. In the dream there was a huge white staircase, and there was a l
Funny Stuff!
The year's "Best Comeback" line If you ever testify in court, you might wish you could have been as sharp as this policeman. He was being cross-examined by a defense attorney during a felony trial. & nbsp;The lawyer was trying to undermine the policeman's credibility.... Q: "Officer -- did you see my client fleeing the scene?" A: "No sir. But I subsequently observed a person matching the description of the offender, running several blocks away." Q: "Officer -- who provided this description?" A: "The officer who responded to the scene." Q: "A fellow officer provided the description of this so-called offender. Do you trust your fellow officers?" A: "Yes, sir. With my life." Q: "With your life? Let me ask you this then officer. Do you have a room where you change your clothes in preparation for your daily duties?" A: "Yes sir, we do!" Q: "And do you have a locker in the room?" A: "Yes sir, I do." Q: "And do you have a lock on your
Not Happy Things.
hot picture of a girl gamer: comment that was so so....wrong: October 14, 2008 @ 9:09 am wow thats alsom as hell your smokeing hot have an xbox360 your hafe naked and playing games now im rely good at a lot of games being a gamer to i mean i go every wares with my psp but if i was thare with you and trying to play any video game with you and your hafe or full naked id lose for shore "alsom"??? are you kidding me right now? so...there's this guy...who i guess was one of my friends on here...i dunno...i never talked to him. anyway...basically once a day he would attempt to talk to me in the shout box...but he didn't have a salute picture...and his photos seemed fake...so i didn't even bother... i just...pinpointed him as a faker from the get go. i guess i should have deleted him as well... anyway... i guess that after his 15th try or so to get me to talk to him, he decides to get angry...and get all stupid with me. it made me giggle. and i took screen shots of th
Geeze
trust in a lie that keeps you from the pain of the truth that hurts to the bone that sheds the core to reveal the scared emotions you once bore on the sleeve of your arm to show you gave no shit about the lie that you thought would hide you from the truth to rebound the truth you told to hide the lies of the life that you wanted that you destroyed only to backlash to the pain and mistust of the valiant ones who tried to save your soul in the mist of time while stuck in your own thoughts of forgetfullness you should have remembered to dispell the lies and bring forth the truth of the past to save the future while your paranoid sitting in the present..... hahahaaha wtf? im trippin yall ok so today was going good, then the FBI show up at my cousins house... they flash a warrent and start trashing the place! they kick us out and keep my cousin and her two kids in the house... 2 hours later we pick up my cousins kids and the FBI are still there.. now its 9 pm almost 7 hours lat
Femdom Story
The Huntress Chamber Well dog, are you ready to beg? He vomited on the stone flags and tried to raise himself, was kicked down. There were two of them, clad in motorcycle leather. His feet were being drawn upwards behind him and soon he was inverted, legs spread apart and wrists chained to a floor ring. Nice cock. Booted legs stood inches from his face, the lashes of a whip brushing them. He stared in horror at the gnarled, glistening thongs. Welcome to the Huntress chamber, David. The voice was Ilses and came from somewhere in the darkness. It carried the husky edge he had come to know so well the excitement of the sadist. A lighter clicked and he had a momentary glimpse of her face as she brought flame to a cigarette. The sweat with its overlay of vomit was trickling into his nose and he coughed violently. This only seemed to make things worse. Christ Ilse! It was meant to be a shout but came as a quavering whimper, Dont, please
Life And Such
well let's just say that i think this friend and i made up. at least i am assuming we have. i sent him another email, and he im'ed me, all mad and i gave it right back to him. this was 2 1/2-3 weeks ago. the conversation was changing i could tell when he said something about friends like me were hard to find and he never thought in a million years i'd do what i did to him. i responded with the fact that i have regretted it since i did it and was only trying to make it right. that's when he said he wanted to make it right and asked to call me. we chatted for a bit, and i felt my world go right side up from being off kilter. i still can't help the fact that his current girlfriend hates me, that much was evident when i got an im from her at the start of this month of april. and he doesn't talk to me near as much as we did, and i am sure she is behind that, but hey, we are talking and we made up!! i would really like to know this. i've tried asking her to alternate weekends so i
X Rated Videos
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Simmer-isms
Hi Everyone Need help choosing a pic for a contest that I am entering for redheads..any feedback and help on which pic to enter would be greatly appreciated I am a Capricorn! Aries Aries LIVE for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also like to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries. If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say no too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries idea of Heaven is participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVE to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a violet wand
Virgin Cherry
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Spontaneous. Horny. Erotic. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed!! Will blow your mind. Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna %&(@ with...you might end up crying. The most irresistible. .:ARIE
Yeah! It's About Me!
Before I was a Mom - I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. Before I was a Mom - I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Spit on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child So that doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect
Look Ahead
Although sometimes I think you're hard to read You're still a magnificent woman indeed Locks of pretty hair I do apologize for the way I stare The most beautiful blue light blue eyes Like an angel who fell out of the sky Skin so soft and smooth There's more to you then what's below the tattoo Don't get me wrong it's mighty nice From head to toe everythings sugar and spice Your company I must admit I do enjoy Because your personality brings happiness and joy I like when you make me smile Damn you're y and have a way with style Sorry I've been disrespectful to you Feeling rejected I didn't know what else to do Even though you won't give the time of day I'm still intrested in what you have to say It seems like you been a little down I hate to see you with a frown Caught up in drama between tow friends Now I realize I should've used a little more wind Your discomfort I know I felt You looked like you were ready to melt People are jealous of what they can't have or b
Dream A Dream
1.What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up? WOW, I still have my penis, Eat that stupid boogeyman!! 2. What is something you need to work? Must collect more severed heads.. 3. What is the most important part of your life? Getting my A+ Certification and living to the fullest! 4. What would you rather be doing right now? Eating babies with Angie 5. What did you last cry over? Personal Shit 6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset? Talking to Angie or sleeping when she's not around. 7. What are your plans tomorrow? Grocery shopping and haircut. 8. What's the most important thing you look for in a significant other? Ambition and Creativity 9. What are you worried about? Ehh...too mixed up right now...to find one. 10. What are you looking forward to most in the next week? Going through the week w/o losing my mind. NINE HAVE-YOU-EVER'S 1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend? Yes 2. Have y
Hey
whats up everyone....just wanna thank the people who have shown me love an helped me in ways.....VERY VERY SPECIAL thanks to muh wonderful wife kirstie *iloveallen* culver i love u babi..... i thank her for everythin she has done for me in rl an on here on CT an 2 more special thanks to gothic rose an warlock her hubby....yall r 2 awesome friends.... hey everyone postin my first blog here an just sayin ty to all my friends an fans for the help yall have been givin on my contest an other things makin me feel at home an just everythin.....really appreciate everythin yall have done for me...... i dont complain at all i help people out i rate their pics their stashes help them lvl bomb in contests an everythin an when i wanna try to throw my first contest wont no one read my bulletins except my wife shes the only ones to EVER read my bulletins it seems like....an it would be nice for some people to actually start readin an repostin an tryin to help me besides my wife boo boo girlblink182 a
Nsfw Story 3
You cant believe how excited you are. You are finally on a vacation to Florida and you know you will finally be with Sandy in person instead of the teasing you have put each other through online. After stepping out of the shower, you pull on your sexiest bikini and a pair of white shorts and a matching tube top along with your sexy sailor blue sneakers. You head out of your hotel room and down to catch a cab to the beach where you will be meeting one of your fans and getting a quick shoot for your website done. After that, you are meeting Sandy for lunch a little ways up the beach and who knows what after that. The cab ride is relatively short and you are dropped off at a secluded park on the beach. As the taxi pulls away, you notice that there are two cars parked in the parking lot. You hope that wont interfere with your shoot. You walk over to the boardwalk over the dunes and cross it, pausing at the end before descending to the beach. You see only two people down there. The fir
Hello
i found out on tuesday the 10th 2007 that i was having twins. yipppi. i am so happy. it is going good so far besides the fact that i have had haves and sweeling for the last 3 days... this is going to be a fun pregancy...lol....i eat something that the twins did not like..lo... hope i find out what it is, cuz haves really suck...bad. if you would to see a pic of the twins it is me my pics under me alubem. it is so cute... pregant... i found out friday. went to the docs yesterday and he told me yes you are about 5 to 5 1/2 weeks... i am so happy. told ya we were going to have fun while he was home on rnr...lol....this will be our sencond child...i go the 17th of april for an ultra sound. i will put a pic up then.. i am hoping all goes well threw this one..joey is really happy, but then again he does not have to push the baby out lol...we are hoping it will be a boy this time, then we will have a girl and a boy..and be done lol..i am glad the way it worked out cuz joey will be home befor
Ain't Life A Bitch
when I sharpen my flashing sword and my hand grasps it in judgement I will take vengence upon my adversaries and repay those who hate me I will make my arrows drunk with blood while my sword devours flesh the blood of the slain and the captives the heads of the enemy leaders rejoice nations with his people for he will avenge the blood of his servants he will take vengence on his enemies and make atonement for all his land and people deuteronomy 32:34 now I'm wondering if anyone else out there feels this way I'm single n have been for a few months I don't do the bar scene anymore because as some know I raise a child by myself it seems to be hard to meet the right people everyone seems to be a junky or married n still after me it's a little frustrating at times I don't mind being single sometimes seems to be less drama but sometimes ur more lonely tryin to do the right thing n it seems like most of the people online are only caught up in the f
Some Stories I Wrote
Naughty Girl "Hi there. What are you doing?" "Being naughty." I said. "Naughty?" He questioned. "How are you being naughty?" "I am playing with my toy." I had a smile in my voice. "Really? Hmm... that gives me ideas." "Ideas huh? Care to put them to good use?" "Yes. I think I will." He said. "I will be there in a hour, ok?" "Ok." I agreed "Bye." "Bye." I hung up the phone. I greeted him at the door with the usual kiss. Then he went to use the bathroom. I sat on the couch waiting anxiously for him to come out. When he did, he walked over to me, sat down and gave me a wicked smile. "You have been naughty?" He asked. I nodded my head. "Naughty girls get punished." I looked sharply at him, searching his face for a sign of humor. There was none. My mouth went dry at the thought. "I think you need to be taught a lesson." He said removing his shoes. "I do need to be punished." I said. "Are you going to punish me?" I was all for playing this game.
Poems--these Are Written By Me!
I said my heart is hers and that meant forever, Even now when we arent still together. What she does with it is now her choice, Yet through it I can still hear her voice. Whispering I love you one last time, That memory will forever be mine. No other woman will ever captivate my soul, She was the only piece to ever make me whole. If memories can sustain us, there everyday I pray, That in my mind this memory will forever stay! When I see beauty, I see only your face. When I hear laughter, I hear only your voice. When I see elegance, I think only of your grace. When faced with options, You are my only choice. When I see a flower, I see only your smile. When I feel butterflies, It's you my mind is on. When I feel blue, I just think of you for a while. When I can't sleep, I think of you until dawn. When I wake each morning, Your the first thought on my mind. When I think of love, I see our hearts so true. When I think of precious treasures, I
Musique!
tonight i attended the brian mcknight concert in downtown oakland. mostly to support my homie, matt cusson. he plays keyboard and sings backup for brian. ALSO he is working on his debut album with brian currently [brian set up a recording studio on his bus, so they record on the road].. watching matty 'make love' to that keyboard is enough to make any girl cream! anyway, the show was awesome. matty has opened for brian every show on his european tour but this time in oakland 'Joe' opened and sang some shit that took me back to high school days. dayuumm.. the girls were goin crazy! after the show we waited for matty and brian to come out of the back. i met brian and his two sons brian jr. and niko. niko was THE SHIT! he might have been the coolest fourteen year old kid i have ever met! picture a slender black kid with dreads and an 'iron maiden' t-shirt. [he played bass and guitar for his daddy on stage for two or three songs. this kid was kickass!] so we got to talking after
Random Thoughts.
To undo one malicious rate on a photo? Back in the good old days of Cherry Tap, one malicious rate was canceled out by just one eleven. Due to the generosity of some of you, I know I received several eleven's today, but still haven't canceled out a solitary four someone left me. Damn new Fu Math. Sure the easy reach is CT is for Cherry Tap, but if you do any comment/rating bombing it could stand for carpal tunnel. Careful clicking everyone. Take a break once in a while if your hand starts to feel funny. To "Hot or Not." That's not what CT is all about, at least not what it was back in the good old days. The voters on that site are absolutely vicious. I've seen some gorgeous women getting hated on by other jealous females.
New Start
Mayor of Salem Mayor Janet Taylor 555 Liberty Street SE, Room 220 Salem, OR 97301 E-mail jtaylor@cityofsalem.net Governor of Oregon Governor Kulongoski 160 State Capitol 900 Court Street Salem, OR 97301-4047 Governors Citizens Representative Message Line 503-378-4582 / fax 503-378-6827 Or mail the governors office at the contact us site and fill in the information at http://www.governor.state.or.us/Gov/contact_us.shtml Director of Human Services for Oregon Bruce Goldberg Email: DHS.Directorsoffice@state.or.us CEO of Salem Hospital Norm Gruber Medical Director of Salem Hospital Dr. David Halloway For those of you that didn't already know I am expecting my 3rd child in October!! I am 19 weeks along and excited to see if I am pulling out all the old pink stuff or buying blue!! Kyleigh seems to be excited this time since she is older she understands it better this time , but Anyassa I don't think she
A Night Of Darkness
Who will believe my verse in time to come, If it were fill'd with your most high deserts? Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb Which hides your life and shows not half your parts. If I could write the beauty of your eyes And in fresh numbers number all your graces, The age to come would say 'This poet lies: Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.' So should my papers yellow'd with their age Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue, And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage And stretched metre of an antique song: But were some child of yours alive that time, You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme. Written by William Shakespeare Benign obsessions Painful rejections Sickened head Heartless injustice Meaningless lust Rightfully dead Calming lies Broken pride Shattering sanity Splintered mirrors Jealous tears Ridiculed vanity Mastered talents Wasted balance Belittling time Changing faces Unexplored places Sha
Passion
The harmony of two souls joining as one Is like a symphony written in passion Mine is the aria of loves first kiss sung to you Chelle 2007 to all my sexy, wonderful, special friends Love you all, kisses Chelle PURE AFFECTION SOULFUL SPIRIT INTENSE OBSESSION NEED It's all PASSION! Do you feel it, or is it who you are?
Me
guess what I just found out that I am going to have a baby. My husband and I are really excited. Im about 2 months along right now so I am really happy. this is going to be my first child. Well just like my husband you wont see me on here for a week or so cause we will be in Puerto Rico. Have fun I know we will. lol Stacey My husband recently created a lounge come check it out join if you want. If you no anything about lounges and how to fix it up let me or my husband The Intoxicoligist know please the link to the lounge is http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=10064
My Life
Relationships/Marriages are NOT A PRISON SENTENCE! Your Life should not change when your with someone! When you were/are single you are able to be yourself and happy. That should never change!! When you are single or with someone! You should be that same person. Being happy and yourself!! Being with someone doesn't mean you have to change yourself. The only thing different/chances is!!......that other person that is sharing your life with you should only make you more happier and make live more enjoyable! THAT'S ALL !! You should never have to change your person or your life to make someone else happy. What about yourself? It's your life and your happiest? And that.... you can never really change. You are who you are.. so never try and change for someone you will not be happy deep down inside. The key to happiest is just be yourself. If that means you'll be single OH WELL....You'll be happier!! If you can't be yourself in a relationship then that's not the RIGHT one. A relati
Choices
Real Live Woman Don't by the lines in magazins that tell me what I gotta be Don't base my life on movie screen Don't fit the mold the same as planned Don't need to be 19 years old Or starve myself for some weight I'm told To turn mens heads....been down that road And I thank God I'm fine with just who I am I aint a movie star, They never see the veiw fom where they are And this old town may be as far as I'm goin' But what he'll hold tonight in his hands Swear there's so much better than Anything this old world can show me I'm a real live woman In love with this man I see lying here next to me Lost in the way that he's holden This real live woman In the arms of a man where I fall asleep Nowing there's nothing on earth he love more than This real live woman I work 9-5 and I can't relate To millionaires who somehow fait Has smiled upon a fortune made Their common lives a better place to be I no longer justify The reasons for the way that I behave Offer no ap
Bohemian's Vault
I just came across a lovely woman's page today that made me realize just how irrelevant age is in the eyes of the beholder. I think that many people spend entirely too much time worrying about their age, even when they say it doesn't bother them. Depending on how you take care of yourself, how you present yourself, and perceive yourself, you will either look beautiful/ugly, or young/old. I've met (and work with) women into their 50's and 60's who act like preteens. In the same sense I've met teenagers with mentalities of the elderly. this also applies to beauty. If you feel you're beautiful and you take care of yourself, and look for other ways to be beautiful beyond physical and superficial means... then it will come to pass. However, if you take it too far and are conceited, or on the other end of the spectrum, you lack self esteem... or you have an overall horrible personality and lack of respect... you'll appear ugly. Chances are, finding someone who genuinely wants y
Lyrics....
[Intro] you hit me up on your cellphone You go girl wit your thon...thon..thon...thongs Sexy black come over here And let me put a few love buzzes in your ear You smile at me Girl your so fly Shorty, you never had a thug like I.... [Chorus] Say shorty would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Say would you be mine? (Say would you be mine?) Shorty would you be mine? Say would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Say would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Shorty would you be mine? Say shorty would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Say would you be mine? (Say would you be mine?) Shorty would you be mine? Say would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Say would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Shorty would you be mine? [Verse 1:] I'm like shorty would you be mine? Think about you all the time You on my speed dial dont answer the phone and I'll be damned if I hit redial (Can you hear me now?) Good,from the first time you called I knew you understood But do you co
Sherry@ Cherrytap
If I were your lover what would you do for me to make me happy & what would you want me to do for you to make you happy? Please be completely honest. I think this should be interesting? I'm looking for a life change. Does anyone have a job for me? Thanks for all the love, xo's. Cheers! Sherry I'm lookin' for some breakdancers, I'd love to shoot some action shots. Muah!
Best Friends
Sitting here today thinking about the past couple of months I began to wonder about the personal relationships that I have. I have few friends and just 2 people that I would call my best friends. Strange that neither of them have met each other but they both know of each other. I know that they would be great friends if they were to meet. But that is unlikely. With these 2 people I have shared myself totally and trust them with all of the aspects of my life. My bestest friend from Wyoming-- shes the best I have admired her strength to deal with her life situations, there have been times that she just needs to get herself together. Its a time thing. I understand that and I know how it is to be dealing with some of the things that she has to deal with on a daily basis. I have always given her the space that she needs, and if she doesnt call me or I dont talk with her for a few days.. its o.k. because she is working on her things. Sometimes I can help but sometimes I cant. When
For Bulletin
Wishing all my friends have a wonderful holiday!! ♥Hugs and Kisses♥ ~Kristina~ Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ Heather Wood will have you ROCKing HARD!!!
Do Any Of You Read?
Please don't stop by my page, rate a handful of pictures, and then leave me a user comment asking me to "return the love." Three comments on this rule: First: It isn't "Love." What you are referring to are points. Let's be honest. Let's not euphemize and pretend that clicking a mouse on the screen in a repetitive fashion can constitute "Love." If you think it does, it may explain why you are single and/or miserable. Second: If we're going to stick with the loose definition of love that prevails around here, then I think it is fair to say that I already showed you some "love." I posted nude and near-nude photos of myself. If you don't want to look at the pictures, don't. I never asked you to. I never came to your page, begging for tens. I just posted the pictures for your (and my) enjoyment, hoping that some literate soul might stumble across them and we could share some witty banter. ("Your Hotttt" does not qualify.) Third: If you want me to stop by your page (
A Sad Love Story..
Well as any other woman, who believes the lies of a man who claims the love them, she returned to him. Well the torture continued until she went back home to her home town. It is then when the real nightmare began for her. The estranged husband found her and kidnapped her. Soon after that she found herself being beat up by several men after they would give the fool drugs or money. She then found a way to escape and she ran as far as she could. Well, when she managed to make it back again she met yet another loser. More to come... She began attending a church where she became friends with a young man her age. Well, they talked and became close for almost a year. Then one day he asked her parents permission, pretending to be polite, if he could take their daughter out for something to eat. They said sure, and so she trusted this person from church to take her out. Well at the time, they lived in a house in the country too far away from town, and in the other direction was a moun
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This is a real story. If you play counter-strike you will love it. Its still funny if you don't. One of my roomates is hella dirty.. well actually they are all dirty and i clean up after them// but one guys room is Particularly dirty.. and its so filthy that when he opens the door it smells up the entire house.. so this was the first time he left it open and went somewhere i guess.. my other roomates were at home.. i grabbed 2 big cans of aerosol sprays and screamed "Fire in the hole!" and ran into his room.. I sprayed the entire contents of both cans.. By this time my other roomates had come down to his room cuz they were wondering wahts going on.. It was all smokey cuz of the sprays and I walked out slowly, both empty cans in my hands and as the smoke cleared a little, i said "Counter-Terrorists win" my ex gfs (yes plural) bothered me today. lame. friend: I think a large part of it is that I want acceptance, to be a part of a group, to be noticed, included, paid attention to...
My Poetry
My confusion bridges the ageless gap between chaos and serenity And leads me to ask the question of what this life could ever be Uncertainty undresses me and leaves me naked in your waking eye it undoes all possibilities and leads me to ask you why: why I tremble at the slightest touch and pray that you won't feel why I close my eyes each night in fear that none of this is real why I watch you walk away each time and wait til you look back I don't know how many times you haven't - enough that I've lost track And I don't know when you will look back, or even if you'll stay But I do promise to wait til then and never look away So many times I've lost myself in a life I watched pass by In memories that strangled me, winds that refused to die Now I'm waiting for the current that will carry me to you, that will never let me look back and release everything I knew And I'm waiting for tomorrow, for a life that's yet to be I'm waiting for my confusion to lead me to serenit

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