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this is not an exit

this is not an exit stupid bullshit that ruins me i am more than either ever will be hypocrites its too late now to do anything should i even care about it killing the dying can't see in the dark bringing round what should have been brought out in the light long ago now it tears at my insides bullying my brain hypocritical cunt i am more than you the flesh it sells itself while you sit alone i hope what has been chosen is what can be lived with no turning back now for either of us point your finger and tell your tale while i sit back and laugh i know something that could ruin you more things than i should have it, have it all, let the disease grip you i am the mirror in which you can see the shit you swim in HYPOCRITE liar, pathological fucking whore who do you think you are fooling with that mask of stupidity and filth nothing can fix what you have behind my back was it everything comes out in the wash i eventually know all should i even care but you ask how do i know strangle on the fucking lies that you both live while i go on like you do not exist YOU DO NOT EXIST TO ME

this is not an exit

this is not an exit stupid bullshit that ruins me i am more than either ever will be hypocrites its too late now to do anything should i even care about it killing the dying can't see in the dark bringing round what should have been brought out in the light long ago now it tears at my insides bullying my brain hypocritical cunt i am more than you the flesh it sells itself while you sit alone i hope what has been chosen is what can be lived with no turning back now for either of us point your finger and tell your tale while i sit back and laugh i know something that could ruin you more things than i should have it, have it all, let the disease grip you i am the mirror in which you can see the shit you swim in HYPOCRITE liar, pathological fucking whore who do you think you are fooling with that mask of stupidity and filth nothing can fix what you have behind my back was it everything comes out in the wash i eventually know all should i even care but you ask how do i know strangle on the fucking lies that you both live while i go on like you do not exist YOU DO NOT EXIST TO ME

Eraser

Eraser* i am the one that wills your way there is no salvation for the lost ones inside i am the one that wills your way scars are what you have left me with i am the doll that is stitched i feel them tearing apart when i am down on my knees begging for your mercy when there is none peculiar ways to get me to believe what you say i was lost inside your cloud of deceit for far too long i was inside your hell now i am free of your clutches there is no return from this now i am diseased sometimes i want the fire sometimes i want the flame sometimes its not what i want that makes me go insane forever you will stain me, make me what i am now nothing inside for everyone to see cut me apart and see what my insides are made of they are made of rancid materials that will make you want me i am the queen of nothingness i call from inside my own hell what is true anymore, its hard to see with eyes clouded with lies, sewn together with my own veins kill me see what you find pieces of the puzzle lost amid the ruin i am the one that wills your way everytime i heal i am ripped apart so what is the point of healing everyone metions what has become of you and i am certain that i need not know elaborate on the fact that i do not need your presence to survive i will find myself overwhelmed with the thought of something new sometimes i want the fire sometimes i want the flame sometimes its not what i want that makes me go insane pray with me that this storm blows over and everything unclean will be wiped away if any of this seeps in i hope that someone hears it fortuantely i have a way of hiding the disgust i feel and no one is the wiser bleaching my world in hopes of erasing the past i have lost many nights to mania limping back to the beginning to see if i can still win the race i seem to have an attraction to the things that hurt the most maybe it is my sick way of feeling alive i will not succumb to this i will not let this ruin my plans close my eyes and nothing around me exists blink you all away and make new my surroundings sometimes i want the fire sometimes i want the flame sometimes its not what i want that makes me go insane
The Nymph and the Ressurected Dead with limbs like a raven she glides through the wilderness to the tomb of one so dark another dawn has passed her filthy in rags of sin her pallor envied by the moon her fevered lust smouldering betwixt her thighs suitors fled from her deadly passions lying naked bathed in their blood gathered at her feet they writhed at the thought of her mercy her flesh was the feast and they were the hungered the tomb rose up before her and she slipped inside to find the dead lover she once dined on his skin peeling between her lips the taste of crimson still lingered in her mouth she tantilized with him with delicacy and dressed him as her lord when the moon rose high in a midnight sky she tore him limb from limb her lover there dead and because of her sultry torment so now she goes to the place where he lays to uncover what will now forever be hers just like she remembered him cold and distant he quietly lay they danced amid the ruined mess of a funerary arrangement gone to rot she laughed as she threw his head back in mock penance the crows serenaded them in their undead ballet whilst the cold winter winds whipped the blackness within her heart could not compare to the death in the air that night as she wept by his side his blood gone dark around his lifeless body so many years before banished from society for being morose she fled to her tower on the highest peak when they heard that she had sold her soul they all feared the worst she disappeared into the wilderness and learned the craft from the demon for years she would listen to secrets revealed and would soak up all the darkness allowed waiting for her return to recapture the heart of the one placed inside a tomb now they were together forever her and her seemingly dead love she poured every ounce of gloom and darkness within her into his mouth through the fountain of her veins and he awoke and took her kiss fervently together the undead shall rise, she spoke to him in their native tongue time had seprated them and society had released them to the wild now they had come for their revenge hand in hand these ghosts from the grave everlasting death bells ringing in their heads their nocturnal embrace sheltered by the moon a wretch she was, a goddess in black and he a ressurected lord, lost in lust for she holds his soul her heart the color of shadows bleeds as she laughs at the sky as the wintery night brings winds that lash at their bodies, glistening pressed against cold stone carnal fantasies and bloody symphonies rage on they escape into the icy winds married in the bloody arms of a priest they are together again as the seductress and wretched siren weeps finally with her long dead lover

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Dusky Nights and Lips Stained Red my thighs brusied like the night sky i take it inside me and tear it like flesh the blood on my lips an offering to my altar when is it enough consumed by its rapture i writhe for its lust loving the death that it brings inside i seal myself in its pale embrace until the light never enough i am now one with it inside my mouth the taste of copper i am now fiending for i need the night's dusky embrace to fulfill me have you enough? still like the moonless sky i wait for the offer ravenous i let it spill over my tongue visions of decay and the blackness fill my head i have seen enough waking to sheets covered with blood and lips stained red my fiendish ways have become my tomb that i dwell inside i am what the black has made me.....
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