Nobody's blog: "lost to the void"

Typically, I do not like wine AT ALL but this sweet one is amazing! I tasted it at a Christmas party then bought a bottle of it for New Year's Eve. It was the last one the store had. http://www.northwest-wine.com/Francis-Tannahill-Gewurztraminer-Passito.html

1. The Jacket 2. Analyze This 3. Along Came Polly 4. Pleasantville 5. Loser 6. Just Married 7. Underworld: Evolution 8. The Constant Gardener 9. Mrs. Henderson Presents 10. Pride & Prejudice 11. Annapolis 12. Fun with Dick & Jane 13. Serenity 14. Brokeback Mountain 15. Date Movie 16. Firewall 17. Final Destination 18. Final Destination 2 19. Final Destination 3 20. Into the Blue 21. 16 Blocks 22. Freedomland 23. Capote 24. Ultraviolet 25. The Perfect Man 26. The Shawshank Redemption 27. She’s The Man 28. The 40 Year Old Virgin 29. Stay Alive 30. The Squid and the Whale 31. The Confessor 32. Find Me Guilty 33. Inside Man 34. Homeward Bound 35. King Kong 36. Memoirs of a Geisha 37. Napoleon Dynamite 38. Red Eye 39. Failure to Launch 40. V For Vendetta 41. Ice Age 2 42. Judge Dredd 43. Thumbsucker 44. Junebug 45. Ella Enchanted 46. Criminal 47. Take the Lead 48. An Unfinished Life 49. Dummy 50. Wolf Creek 51. Chicken Little 52. This Girl’s Life 53. Phat Girlz 54. Scary Movie 4 55. Stick It 56. Silent Hill 57. Mission Impossible 3 58. An American Haunting 59. Irresistible 60. Breakfast on Pluto 61. Poseidon 62. The Haunting of Emily Rose 63. Munich 64. Threesome 65. Dopamine 66. Just My Luck 67. The DaVinci Code 68. Friends With Money 69. Over the Hedge 70. Enemy of the State 71. Transamerica 72. Wimbledon 73. Diary of a Mad Black Woman 74. X-Men 3 75. The Breakup 76. Transporter 2 77. The Omen 78. Cars 79. A Prairie Home Companion 80. Tokyo Drift 81. Match Point 82. The Lake House 83. Click 84. Nacho Libre 85. Superman Returns 86. The Devil Wears Prada 87. Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest 88. Howl’s Moving Castle 89. You, Me, and Dupree 90. Nightwatch 91. Session 9 92. Mysterious Skin 93. Little Man 94. The Brood 95. Clerks II 96. Chumscrubber 97. I Accuse 98. Le Portrait de Petit Cossette 99. Monster House 100. Lady in the Water 101. John Tucker Must Die 102. The Hanging Garden 103. The Night Listener 104. The Ant Bully 105. My Super Ex-girlfriend 106. The Mothman Prophecies 107. Step Up 108. The Ringer 109. Sweet Jane 110. World Trade Center 111. Snakes on a Plane 112. Invincible 113. I Love Your Work 114. Havoc 115. The Wicker Man 116. Green Street Hooligans 117. Crank 118. Accepted 119. Lonesome Jim 120. Gridiron Gang 121. The Last Kiss 122. The Illusionist 123. The Black Dahlia 124. The Protector 125. Manic 126. Crossover 127. Hollywoodland 128. Material Girls 129. The Guardian 130. The Covenant 131. Little Miss Sunshine 132. Flyboys 133. Hard Candy 134. The Departed 135. Employee of the Month 136. Jet Li’s Fearless 137. Edmond 138. The Marine 139. Kiss Kiss Bang Bang 140. Thank You for Smoking 141. The Notorious Bettie Page 142. Man of the Year 143. Flicka 144. Marie Antoinette 145. School for Scoundrels 146. American Dreamz 147. Dark Water 148. Open Season 149. Pizza 150. Running with Scissors 151. The Prize Winner of Defiance Ohio 152. The Prestige 153. Flightplan 154. Down in the Valley 155. Marilyn Hotchkiss Ballroom Dancing and Charm School 156. Loverboy [Patrick Dempsey] 157. Loverboy [Kyra Sedgwick] 158. Happy Feet 159. Déjà vu 160. Babel 161. The Fountain 162. Whisper of the Heart 163. Pulse 164. Idlewild 165. The Pursuit of Happyness 166. Night at the Museum 167. Noel 168. The Holiday 169. The Good Shepherd 170. Factotum

I went on a shopping spree. Books are my crack. What I bought myself: [clickable links] Camille Claudel & Rodin: Fateful Encounter Bettie Page by Olivia [I can't make this link work but if you go to the eolivia.com site then you can find it there under books.] Linger by Viggo Mortensen I Forget You For Ever by Viggo Mortensen Solipsist by Henry Rollins Smile, You're Traveling by Henry Rollins Roomanitarian by Henry Rollins Suicide Girls by Missy Suicide How I Make It and Fake It as a Girl For Hire by Sarah Katherine Lewis Dirty Blonde: The Diaries of Courtney Love by Courtney Love Llamas and Alpacas as a Metaphor for Life by Marty McGee Bennett

I am home now so I feel better except for this headache that will not go away no matter what I take.

It is not even 9 in the morning and I am having a bad day. I feel anxious and depressed. This is probably a carryover from yesterday when I was struck with overwhelming sadness. I am at work so I have to stop writing now and log off CT. =(