Fubar Blogs 5

Life
Why are guys so complicated? I ask cause I was seein a guy and things were goin good even though we were in different states ( me in Oregon, him in Washington). Then all of a sudden tonight he says that things aren't workin out. I know that hes busy with the ARMY and all but even though he says that I didn't do anything wrong I still get the feelin that its some how my fault. Why is that? Is it wrong for me to feel that way or is it a normal thing. Well thats enough for now... feel free to comment if you want okay so I've been seein this guy for the past oh I don't know say 6 months or so and about 3 months ago he started goin to Hillsboro, Or to see a friend who is in the hospital... no problem. Well then I don't hear from him but once since then and he has been avoiding my calls, texts, IM's and so on. And now I'm hearin that hes with someone else or that he's single and I'm sittin here goin wait a minute that can't be, so I ask him and now he's pissed at me for askin what th

Finally!
today has been a great day. work went well and i saw my sister. not many brothers and sisters get along as well as we do and it's really cool when we hang out. her guy is a tool though. the end. Let me know what you think of my page. I'm new to this but I tried making it look as cool as I can. If it sucks just tell me.

Stuff
Just in case you ever get these two environments mixed up, this should make things a little bit clearer. IN PRISON..........you spend the majority of your time in an 10X10 cell. AT WORK............you spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle. IN PRISON.........you get three meals a day. AT WORK...........you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it. IN PRISON..........you get time off for good behaviour. AT WORK............you get more work for good behaviour. IN PRISON..........the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you. AT WORK............you must often carry a security card and open all the doors yourself. IN PRISON..........you can watch TV and play games. AT WORK...........you could get fired for watching TV and playing games. IN PRISON.........you get your own toilet. AT WORK..........you have to share the toilet with some people who wet on the seat. IN PRISON..........they allow your family and frien

Cool T;the Key Board Player
hello every body;my name is cool t and i play the key board;i'm from new orleans louisiana ;i'm a hurricane katrina survivors;i'm now living in houston texas with my 5 dauters and my grand baby;since i been in houston texas ;i been trying to fine a male or female producer to help me with my music;i have a cd with 4 of my dauters singing on it;my song is call pick your pants up boys;there is part 1 and part 2 to this song;on my other song ;i have lil rome rapping on it ;its call texas to louisiana stop the voilence;i hope to perform for all of my friends one day ;if i can get enough sales';i'm hoping to meat a female producer one day;since know male producer will come forward;i love to perform;all i need and that is for some one to come forward;all of my music is copy written;well i would like to thank every body for being a true friend;with losts of love cool t .you can email me at tyronebatesblack@yahoo.com or email me at the little katrina survivors .com@hotmail.com thank you.cool t;

Hmmm.. I Need A..
Turn the lights off, strike a candleNo one that I've ever, knows how 2 handle my bodyThe way u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 uI got a jones, MarthaOh yeah, it be like this (I can't have a hug)I can't have a hug (unless)unless I have a kissMy body, baby, u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 uLike a wildcat, Martha, in a celibate rageI want your love, in my dirty little cageCan u understand, Martha?My body, baby, u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 u2 night we video...No one will ever knowWe'll erase the naughty bitsI'll show my... If you show your...I can't help it, Martha {'insatiable' repeated in the background}I can't help what u do 2 meU are my every fantasyThere's no telling how far I'd goCuz when it comes 2 u, I knowI'm insatiable and I just can't stopEven if I wasn't thirsty, I would drink every dropPlease, baby, don't say noCuz I'll surely go crazyOK, so all u do is push the little red button...and I belong 2 u and your littl

Keep It Real
MySpace Profile Counter at TweakYourPage.com You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Rated R Diva
i went shopping today brought myself a new pair of pants yay i wanted to buy a new purse also but i didn't maybe next time and there was this cute shirt i want but i also decided to buy it next time yeah and then i brought some rings its pretty cool later i went out to dinner at norms with my family it was okay it was a great dinner. and now i'm watching will&grace on tv and its midnight i'm suppose to sleeping now lol but i'm not which means i'm bored haha i want to see John Cena right now in person I'm serious i want to meet him soo bad damnit hehe.okay i'm off to bed now see ya. the subject line said it all i'm just plain sad tonight i got nothing else to say.goodnight. i didn't do too much tonight had my dinner and watch some tvs smallville was on for two hours yay well in the first hour is the one with Justin Hartley in it woohoo i loved him he's one of my favorite soap opera actor but i'm soo glad he's on smallville now i get to see him yay!!! and in the second hour was the aquam

Why
so they say these blogs can be for getting ur frustrations out so here i am because yes im frustrated no actually im pissed off to anyone out there thats not married STAY THAT WAY.so much easier to walk the fuck out no papers to sign no court u can just fuckin leave .ive finally figured it out no love no hurt.so how do u learn not to love ok not been on cherry tap very long but it is way better than myspace from what i can tell so far ecxept for i thing.it doesnt seem to be very smart considering it has my age as 31 didnt like turnin 30 and cherry tap is tryin to make me a year older than that.birthdate is 7/8/76 so from what i can tell im still 30 i just have to say some guys on here are a joke.im gonna leave it at that

New Pics
I HAVE POSTED SOME NEW PICS OF ME. SOME BY WEB CAM SOME WITH MY DIGITAL CAMERA. CHECK THEM OUT,RATE THEM. TY BIG HUGS. MUCH LOVE TO ALL HEY ALL I HAVE POSTED SOME NEW PICS FROM CHRISTMAS. GO CHECK THEM OUT. TY BIG HUGS. HEY GO CHECK THEM OUT. A COUPLE OF ME. THE OTHERS MY CATS. LOL

Politics
From Jan. 6, 2007. The realist shit you'll ever hear on TV. You can watch Keith Olbermann's show, Countdown, on MSNBC. Please comment. As you probably already know Lewis "Scooter" Libby was recently convicted of perjury and obstruction of justice. 8 or so years ago when Bill Clinton committed the same crime the right made seem like an unforgivable crime. Yet now with one of their own having been convicted on 4 counts of prejury and obstruction, by a jury of his peers, I keep hearing people on the right say Libby deserves a pardon. When Clinton committed prejury it was an impeachable offense but when Libby committed prejury 4 times he deserves no punishment. Is the right being hypocritical?

African-american Civil Rights Movement.
On the day of January 23,1977-the greatest event in the history of the world would change the format landscape of television as we know it. Even after years later,it still to this day holds the title of one of the best television mini-series of all time. Under the usual definition of a "series",ROOTS would not be included as a made for television movie-it was really an extended special. But in fact that it was the most-watched dramatic special in the history of television,and its considerable impact on its viewers was outstanding. The overall success of ROOTS was unprecedented. Approxiamately over 100 million viewers saw the concluding installment and it must be considered an event of considerable magnitude when nearly half of the entire population of the United States can be assembled in front of its television sets to watch a single dramatic presentation. No one,not even ABC,was prepared for anything this big. In fact,one of the reasons given for scheduling ROOTS on eight consecut

Current Events :)
Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bill would allow rounding up and imprisoning of non-registered political writers Steve Watson Infowars.net Thursday, January 18, 2007 You'd be forgiven for thinking that it was some new restriction on free speech in Communist China. But it isn't. The U.S. Government wants to force bloggers and online grassroots activists to register and regularly report their activities to Congress in the latest astounding attack on the internet and the First Amendment. Richard A. Viguerie, Chairman of GrassrootsFreedom.com, a website dedicated to fighting efforts to silence grassroots movements, states: "Section 220 of S. 1, the lobbying reform bill currently before the Senate, would require grassroots causes, even bloggers, who communicate to 500 or more members of the public on policy matters, to register and report quarterly to Congress the same as the big K Street l

Angi
HSUS MySpace Page | Get web badges Hopefully I did this right this time. He is trying to win the cutest pet contest. And he belongs to a friend of mine, so bomb away, please. Click the following link to vote.

Tazman's
What People are looking for in this world, from the other sex, I would like to hear about it, to see what other people think. It can be anything you like to write down, like love, friendship, sex, Kids, Trust, all about feels. You never know there may be people out there that thinks like you, lets find out. Hey there all what is life with out kids, they keep you on your feet 24/7, and your never alone. In a relationship and it seems to be goin only one way, i cook clean, give her kids a bath, and put them to bed get up with them in the morning, what the hell is wrong with this picture here,

Real Or Fake
Hi all. Ok me and my gurl are havin a fight over who will get to level 10 the fastes. I need everybodys help. Pimp me out and have everybody u know send me a request and rate my shit. I will do the same for everybody that helps!! PLUS NUDE TANNING BED PICS will b added at level 10 Smoochiez OK Listen ppl Life sucks, get over it. This is just to let all yaw know thta u arent the only one with problems. I Was used, cheated on lied to, and anything else bad that could have possibly happened to me in the last year. This is the way that you should look at life from now on. Tomorrow is a new day. If someone has hurt you then they didn't truly love you { they may have said it and you may have believed it but REALLY ppl they didn't}, if somebody talks about you behind your back then they aren't as true friend, if you like a guy/gurl and you let them know that and you get no responce GIVE UP {more than likely they don't want you} so ALWAYS remember to SMILE PRETTY AN

Dunno
I gaze into a mirror as thoughts flutter around my mind. If I gave you my hand would you trust me to lead you in the right direction? When I calm you with my serene words do you trust that they are syllables of wisdom? I am respected among my peers. Does this entice you to trust the counsel I offer you? What if my eyes were piercing, and my smile intriguing? Are you defenses weakened, and your trust enhanced? I will promise you a lifetime of tomorrows, and kiss you afterward ... will your heart now break if my vows go unfulfilled? Suppose you were alone on a dark & desolate highway, and I was a stranger offering a way to escape the stillness of the night. Would you willingly seize that oppurtune moment? We say we trust no one when actually we trust too much. I look away but I am quickly drawn back. 1. Who were your best friends? brandy leigh-ann byrdic 2. What sports did you play? starting q back 3. What kind of car did you drive rode a bi

Make Me Bleed
I finally got around to it and it's rather simple lol... https://www.tshirthell.com/store/cart.php?mode=friend_wl&wlid=eb78069b19fd337fc8bdb373cb42b6a5 so there you go to those who asked! Next to me I envision the times that we once shared Astonished on how you calmed what I feared Yet disoriented from all the harsh words you would say Trying my hardest not to beg you to stay Missing the way you embrace me as we're lying in bed Confused on how I want you but I'm holding him instead I tried to forget about you I didn't know where to start I put you outside of my mind but still found you in my heart Then I realized this is where you'll always be And if I am ever missed there's always a place for you next to me MAKE ME BLEED Make me bleed then make me feel Watch me scar as I begin to heal Pull me in then push me out What are you so worried about? Spitting out your useless lines Pondering all my destructive signs Make

So Much Beauty
a very good friend of mine told me about cheerytap. she siad it's way cooler then myspace. no question. as some of you know i've stopped by to check out some profiles, and your pics. and i must say that there are just so many beautiful women here. so please feel free to stop by, even if it's just to say hey. luv and hugs. xxxx What's wrong with this picture? (sorry. no picture attached) If you look closely at the picture above,(again, no pic) you will note that all the Marines pictured are bowing their heads. That's because they're praying. This incident took place at a recent ceremony honoring the birthday of the corps, and it has the ACLU up in arms. "These are federal employees," says Lucius Traveler, a spokesman for the ACLU, "on federal property and on federal time. For them to pray is clearly an establishment of religion, and we must nip this in the bud immediately." When asked about the ACLU's charges, Colonel Jack Fessender, speaking for the Commandant of the C

The Cravings Of A Moral Monster
For mine is a dark and shrouded world... A Murky shodowed world of unspeakable horors, That retains the unimaginble truths that cause a man to recoil in terrer and revulsion from bouth himself and his fellows a like... Aye, These are desolate days indeed, Haunting perilous times. Where a man has nothing to look forward to but yet another endless day qureling search of the burreness of ones own soul... Always have we had our friends, Long have they fired the romantic imagination of both priest and poet alike. At times we called them demans, Later witches and still later, The friends were said to be the hungry wolf or boggeyman... They tryed to tell us that the monsters didnt exist at all, But we know better, We have made our reacquaintance with the beast and its true name... I have named the beast and the beast is me... Miles and the Knight Once, long ago but not very far away, there was a young man named Miles. Miles wanted to become a great warrior. So he thought, an

Candle Magic
In dealing with Candle Magick, it is first and foremost best to learn about candles and their ways so you can better understand just what the heck you are doing. No two candles act the same way, no matter how or who made them or what they are made of. It is the personal act of our desires and our own will that gives it life and we are able to perceive its ways. This will be an attempt to provide some insight on the candle itself and the ways in which the candle speaks. The candle is made up of different elements and different parts which represent different things. The candle itself contains the element of water, air and earth. When lit, the elements of fire and the spirit are employed. So a lit candle is then a full blown item incorporating all of the elements and thus rendering it again, an extremely effective magickal tool. Down throughtout history, you will find many references to the use of candles in many of our modern day activities. Fire was the ultimate tool used for banis

Brews And Potions
Hair Rinse Rosemary Tea is a wonderful shine enhancing rinse. Brew 1 cup of rosemary tea; let stand until lukewarm, then saturate your hair. Leave on for 5 minutes; rinse with cool water. Circulation & Hair Growth Nettle tea with help had volume & luster to your hair. Just brew 1/2 cup of nettle tea; let cool. Massage onto scalp. Leave on for 5 minutes; rinse. Oily scalp treatment Peppermint tea can reduce an oily scalp. In a blender, puree' 2 cups brewed peppermint tea, 2 peaches (canned or fresh) and 2 tsp. of lemon juice. Apply mixture to freshly washed hair. Cover with plastic wrap and a warm towel; leave on for 20 minutes. Rinse well. Follow with a light shampoo. Home Brewed Highlights Brew a pot of one of the following, let it cool and then saturate your hair. Leave on for 20 minutes and rinse. If your hair is... Red: green tea makes vivid color Blonde: chamomile tea adds golden highlights. Black or Brown: black tea adds richness and shine Gray: ginseng adds a

Something New
CONFUCHUS SAY: Virginity like bubble - one prick all gone Man who run in front of car get tired Man who run behind car get exhausted Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok Man with one chopstick go hungry Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails Man who eat many prunes get good run for money Baseball is wrong, man with four balls cannot walk Panties not best thing on earth but next to best thing on earth War doesn't determine who is right, war determines who is left Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night It take many nails to build crib but one screw to fill it Man who drive like hell bound to get there Man who stand on toilet is high on pot Man who lives in glass house should change clothes in basement Man who fishes in other man's well often cat

This Iz Da Bizniss
THE ASSHOLE COULDNT EVEN BREAK UP WITH ME ON THE PHONE, HE HAS TO DO IT ON THE PC! HE IS NOT IN TOWN, EVEN IF HE WAS, HE WOULDNT DO IT IN PERSON, THE LOSER!!! I AM SO SICK OF LOSERS!!! GGGgggrrrrrrrrrrr!!! Marina's Convo with a Loser/Mom's Ex Current mood: amused Okay this is a conversation between me and my moms dead beat EX. Today I will be playing the part of MYSELF but I am labeled as QEEEN KRISTIE. Enjoy! I sure did. WHOOOP!!! Shawn Cross played Himself. ENJOY ALL. This isn't me on a bad day, Im actually really happy. I've been waiting to do this for such a long time. My mom didn't understand why I never liked him and now she does. WHOOOHOOO!!!! NOTE: This guy stutters on the computer... when he's mad.... uhm yeah nuff said. This is Kristie's daughter Marina, I wanna make that clear right now. I got her message before she did cause it was sent on my computer. Im very different from her, cause I'll tell you whats up. I don't give a shit how it makes you feel,

Unfair
I KNOW FOR A FACT IM A TOUGH SON OF A BITCH, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE IM SCARED OUT OF MY MIND. MY DAUGHTERS HAVE BEEN VEY SUPPORTIVE IT. SO HOPE IT GOES WELL. DIABLO Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation

Poiyzin's Fucked Thoughts!
Nothing much going on today ttyl! OmGOmG LOOK!!! **jumps up and down like a two cent corner hoe riding her buyer for some bread money** I made a FRICKIN BLOG!!! Frick on a stick on a brick with a dick I have a blog.... so now I get to write about all my boring shit that you worthless fuckheads care absoloutely NOTHING about!! Well my first thought of the say is "I love percocet" my second though of the day is "bitch ur lucky i had a first thought" anywho.... show me some luv.. rate my pics comment and give me cherry points.... i'll return the favor... mind you the ONLY favor I'll return **wink wink** Okay this is something that recently happened to me so I basically wanted to just apologize if I've ever done this. I'm sorry if people think that because I act like a dork or I say crazy shit I'm trying to get attention. I dont rely on my "status" or "profile page" to get me any friends. I really dont give a shit if you like my page or not... and u could rate it a -10 for all I care (hah

Bodeans
Consisting of vocalist Louise Reny and producer Leslie Howe, the duo released three albums and scored ten hits across Canada between 1985 and 1992. One to One evolved out of an Ottawa Valley band called Mainstream, who in the late '70s and early '80s, toured the local circuit performing cover songs. In 1983, Reny and Howe decided to strike out on their own, and after recording a few demos, they signed a two-album deal with Bonaire Records, and flew to West Germany to record. The dance fueled Forward Your Emotions was released in 1985 and became a smash hit across Canada. The singles "There Was A Time" and "Angel in My Pocket" also charted on the Canadian Top 40, the latter which also became a minor hit on the Billboard charts. A third single "Black on White" stalled at number 90 on the Canadian charts. Their 1988 follow-up 1-2-1 was a more guitar-based pop album that also became a smash hit. The hits "Hold Me Now" and "Do You Believe" climbed into the Canadian Top 40. Two more

Roddy's Blogger
http://profiles.yahoo.com/rhemarodaw Happy New Year to All of you here at Lost Cherry. http://rhemarodaw69.blogspot.com http://profiles.yahoo.com/rhemarodaw http://www.tagworld.com/rhemarodaw69/World/MyWeb.aspx http://www.myspace.com/rhemarodaw69 Kingdom Come: A Christian Novel of Fiction Kingdom Come A Novel by R. Alan Woods San Diego: Rhema Rising Copyright 2007 Coming Soon....... A work of fiction involving two men who have been chosen by God to embark on an apostolic mission of profound and unimaginable significance to the Middle East. Paul Cohen- an Israeli citizen and a Jew- and Timothy Wimber- an American citizen and an avowed atheist- are about to realize the most life changing experience imaginable and then embark on a mission to the most dangerous area in the world- The Middle East. They will face constant danger, threats to their lives, political intrigues, demonic hindrances, miraculous victories, despair, perplexities, and crises o

Guys Do You Agree Or Think This Guy Is Full Of Crap?
Misc. News : Non-f.ood Things Last Updated: Jan 31, 2007 - 8:47:17 PM -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Should girls be forced to receive HPV vaccine? By Ben Wasserman - foodconsumer.org Jan 31, 2007 - 11:24:46 AM E.mail t.his a.rticle P.rinter f.riendly p.age Get n.ewsletter Merck is vigorously lobbying state lawmakers to pass legislation to add its new vaccine against cervical cancer in the list of vaccinations that children are required to receive to be admitted into school, according to news reports. Gardasil is the first vaccine the Food and Drug Administration approved in June 2006 for use in females ages 9-26 years to prevent cervical cancer, which in most cases results from infection of human papillomavirus or HPV. Trial results indicated that the recombinant vaccine is safe and effective against HPV types 6, 11, 16 and 18, which are responsible for about 70 percent of the total cases of cervical cancer

Thoughts
an indian anthropologist, chandra thapar, made a study of foreign cultures which had customs similar to those of his native land. One culture in particular fascinated him because it reveres one animal as sacred, much as in india reveres the cow. The things he discovered might interest you. the tribe dr thapar studies id called the asu and is found on the american continent north of the tarahumara of mexico. though it seems to be a highly developed society of its tyoe, it has as overwhelming preoccupation with the care and feeding of the rac- an animal much like a bull in size, strength and temperment. in the asu tribe, it is almost a sociable obligation to own at least one if not more racs. anyone notpossessing at least one is held in low esteem by the community because he is too poor to maintain ine of these beasts properly. some members of the tribe to display their wealth and social prestige even own herds of racs. Unfortunately the rac breed is not very healthy and usua

Quiz
sylvain -- [noun]: A steamy steamy shower You scored as You are like the best kisser ever. You are the best kisser alive!You are like the best kisser ever92%So-so42%Worst kisser ever!0%How GOOD of a kisser are you??created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Poison. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Poison87%Disappear80%Natural Causes67%Bomb60%Suicide60%Gunshot

Well Hello To All
I just wanted to say to all my friends out there that I feel bad for not being on more. I have been very busy lately and I will do my best to get on and rate pics and drop comments more often. Sorry!!!! YOU ARE MY TRAGEDY November 14, 2006 The darkness engulfs the weeping midnight beauty Velvet black roses and an endless bloodlust The immortals eternity long imprisoning duty Dread and despair, the dark torment isn't just A sinister game, a secret infiltration Lust summons gloomy graves, the sweetest pain To dance forever in the nights desolation Would dry the black tears, falling like rain Beloved heart of darkness lurking with evil desire Ravishing mortals with a passion burning like fire The mortals who hate are merely fools Who wallow in anguish and crimson red pools This creature knows nothing of the light All are living and breathing their endless fear Padded cells, the protection to make it th

My Writings
I’ve decided to start a section of writing called “Human Behaviors”. The point behind these articles will be to show my feelings and understandings when it comes to the behavior of individuals in this world. Those of you that know me well know that I’ve a very analytical and logical person, and for the most part, I can tell a lot about you from the first ten minutes of interaction with you, especially if we’re face to face. I’m incredible at reading body language and body movements. Anyway, this article is about trust There are many variables that make a person who they are. I believe that the ability (or lack there-of) to trust other individuals is a big part about how people act/react in a situation. I believe that the default human behavior is to trust everyone you come across. Think about it, when you were a kid, did anyone need to “earn” your trust? No, they didn’t, because the World was simple, everything you heard was a truth, even things that

Our Contest
WE HAVE OVER 420 FRIENDS WE NEED 50 VOTES AND 4500 COMMITS WE CAN DEAL WITH THE COMMIT BUT WE CANT VOTE 50 TIMES SO A LITTLE HELP WOULD BE GREAT WE HELP A LOT OF PEPS AND TRY TO RATE PIC, STASHES,BLOGS AND CONTEST IF URE REALY OUR FRIEND U WILL HELP OUT THIS ISNT EVEN A CONTEST ITS JUST SO JESSIE CAN GET SOMETHING SO PLZ HELP OUT THX JASON&JESSIE this lucious beauty is sending some very expencive gifts for cowboy wille 26 john and ever time we check out the compation hes their and then he gets a new gift from her a rolax i dont mind losing . but i like to lose far not some one buying some commits just to win but that cool what ever she can win but now it was bought but that my opinion http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144345&i=4213268064 LOOK WHO IS WINNING

My Own Little World
I'LL BE HOSTING A CONTEST FOR BEST LINGEREE. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN, SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING SO AND ILL USE THE LINGEREE PIC THAT YOU STATE YOU WANT TO USE. THE CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I HAVE ATLEAST 10 CONTESTANTS. THE PIC HAS TO BE SAFE FOR WORK. PICK WHAT PRIZE YOU ARE GOING TO GO FOR AND LET ME KNOW. YOU CAN EITHER RECIEVE THE PRIZE OR GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE. YOUR CHOICE. PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 10,000 COMMENTS = A PORSCHE 9,000 COMMENTS = A COREVETTE 4,500 COMMENTS = A MOTORCYCLE LET ME KNOW WHAT PICK WHAT GIFT YOU WANT TO GO FOR. HERES MY LINK TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME. GOOD LUCK. I'm lost in a world, I don't know where, I've lost my mind, my thoughts, my cares; I don't know what to do, It's tearing me in two; Ripping me apart, So come find my heart. I just wanted everyone to know that i added some videos. I hope u enjoy them. I will be adding more shortly.I hope u have a wonderful night and take care. *HUGS*

The Movment Of My Baby
Today at 6:45pm Sunday January 7,2007 was the first movement of the baby with in a few weeks we go for the ultrasound and when that happens i will post the pic of the baby for my cherries to see it was a awesome site for a first time father i bet that if any parent would feel the way i do at the time. let me ask u all a quick question. When is

Dad Rantings
Well. Mum has finally decided that she is gona throw him out soon. She told my aunt that she's "in the process of kickin him out". She wouldnt tell my aunt that if she wasnt serious. She gave him the ultimatium of "GET OUT or GET A JOB" like a month ago, u'd think he'd go do sumthing. NOPE. NOTHING. he jus goes out & drinks everyday basically now. He is sill in her room. Sleepin in her bed, with all his stuff spread around. You know a real man wouldnt be doin this to a woman. But noooo he cant be a man he has to be an ASSHOLE. She's stuck on the couch that has a million holes in it. As soon as we come back from vacation, we're cleanin out his room & movin anything thats in her room thats his back into his room & i think she's finally gona kick him out down to the couch. He is jus really gettin to me now. I dont know y. Ever since the fire everything he has been doin is pissin me off. & it jus shows me that I dont ever want this kinda shit in a guy im with. Ill go craz

Jokes
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, " When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the $$=+ out of him.

Words Of Wisdom
How do you expect to love when your heart is filled with resentment.... How can you want respect when you do things to degrade yourself.... How can you want understanding when you yourself can not comprehend.... How can you want compassion when you are hard hearted..... How can you know someone when you don't even know yourself? Immature love is saying I love you because I need you, mature love is saying I need you because I love you Don't leave the one you Love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

The Trail Of Tears Memorial
Here I have a friend that is very cool and Wonderful it is the Kinda friend that you want. PLease Do me A Favor and Rate, Comment, Bomb Her page, Rate Pics,Rate stashes anything. Here is her link. Please Do this for me. BoBo~Has~My~heart~Tazzy~MEMBER OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP How to stop today's trails of tears By Kathryn Cameron Porter Mon Jan 8, 3:00 AM ET President Bush recently signed into law a bill that will cast a brighter light on a truly deplorable episode in our nation's history - the 1838 removal of more than 16,000 Cherokee Indians from their tribal homelands in the American Southeast to Indian Territory in what is today Oklahoma. The Trail of Tears Study Act will add previously omitted routes to the national historic trail that memorializes the incident and pave the way for expanded scholarship on the state-mandated removal, which led to the deaths of thousands of Cherokees. While no legislation can ever fully atone for the abuses perpetrated by the

Rant
Lyrics ©2001 Rammstein. Eins, zwei, drei, vier, fünf, sechs, sieben, acht, neun, aus Alle warten auf das Licht fürchtet euch fürchtet euch nicht die Sonne scheint mir aus den Augen sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn Eins Hier kommt die Sonne Zwei Hier kommt die Sonne Drei Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Vier Hier kommt die Sonne Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Händen kann verbrennen, kann euch blenden wenn sie aus den Fäusten bricht legt sich heiß auf das Gesicht sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn Eins Hier kommt die Sonne Zwei Hier kommt die Sonne Drei Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Vier Hier kommt die Sonne Fünf Hier kommt die Sonne Sechs Hier kommt die Sonne Sieben Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Acht, neun Hier kommt die Sonne Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Händen kann verbrennen, kann dich blenden wenn sie aus den Fäusten bricht legt sich h

Now I Know The Rules
No. 1 Girly-Girl: Give her unexpected gentle hugs from behind and kiss her neck. RollerGirl: When she's unsuspecting, sneak up behind her blind spot, swing to her side & hip check her into the row of barstools knocking her on her ass. And watch out for her deadly right hook. No. 2 GG: Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other. RG: Hit her as hard as you can on the shoulder, then say, "Ok, now hit me!" Bruises are beautiful...a sign of affection. No. 3 GG: When standing, wrap your arms around her. RG: Get low, and quick, bend those knees...say, "come on, show me whatcha got" & try to wrestle each other down. Don't let her win. If she wins, she'll quickly lose interest - a rollergirl needs challenges. No. 4 GG: Cuddle with her. RG: Slap her ass & she'll slap yours. No. 5 GG: Don't force her to do anything. RG: BUHWAHAHAHAHA! Yeah right like you have a shot at this anyway. No. 6 GG: Write little love notes. RG: Buy her a pack of Swiss bearings and a bo

My Poemz
Am I Really A Freak?? Don't tease me Don't Touch me Unless Unless your ready To touch me To drive me To caress me To play with me To lick me To sex me Dont go to fast Dont go to slow Go just right Do it gently Do it rough Do it tough Do it slow Do it fast Dont be scared If you cant do the job Like you said you can Before you leave Hand me the damn phone So I can call someone else Who can do it right If you want to stay I can teach you how Undress me nice and slow Then touch me up there Then down here Now use your tongue and lips Do it again and again As many times as you want But dont enter there Not into my lilly Not just yet See I got you And you got me I like many wayz What wayz you ask Come and find out Some say Im a nympho I just maybe Because I dream about sex Now my man leaves to go to work I hear a knock at the door I open it Damn its you We both know what time it is Im like not y

Friends And Fans
YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW YOU CALLED ME ON THE PHONE TOLD ME YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO STAY THE THOUGHT NEVER CROSSED MY MIND THOUGHT YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO SEE YOUR KIDS YOU WOULD BE BACK IN AWHILE THEN I READ THE PAPER TODAY IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED CHORUS YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED YOU WANT FILL NO PAIN NO MORE I DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT I GOT SO MUCH ON MY MIND YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME I QUESS YOU WHERE TRUE BUT THAT THOUGHT CROSSED MY MIND WHY IT TOOK YOUR LIFE CHORUS THEY ALWAYS SAY WHEN YOU HEAR A BELL RING AN ANGEL GETS ITS WINGS AS I WRITE THIS ONG FOR YOU THREE GOES OFF ONES FOR YOU TWOS FOR MOM THREES FOR MY DAD BECAUSE IT TOOK HIS LIFE TO CANCER FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED

How Cool
Will you be my Crush? Add me as your crush How cool is it that your reading this? so tonight is the night my first blog oh yea i am going to put my life on paper so i am working today and this guy walks in and says Can i have a pizza i say well we dont have pizza but we have a dam good sandwich he says oh well i have a craving for pizza i say i dont give a fuck what you have a craving for he got mad and left i am EReezy you may not know me but i will be infecting the CT wire for the next little while i am one board puppy i am stuck mabey on stupid. So wouldnt be cool. Well to most this makes no sence but to a avid fluffinator you know exataly what i am saying i think i will go ask complete strangers to be my friends then go be a fan i need some fans be my fan i am fanles i am ereezy BE E SEE E

Ahhhhhhhhh
I am so dreading tomorrow/today my time Wednesday 1/10/07 or 1/10/07 ahhhhhhhh it's not going to be a easy day for me to deal with because on this date in 2006 i had a friendship with my best friend Geoff end forever after being friends with him for 16-17 years and the date i put up in this bulletin was the date of the mediation and that's when the friendship ended and i went to the movies and saw Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire and i held back my tears in the Cinema because i was ready to cry during the movie because i lost my best friend for good and he looked up to me as a brother he never had and it was all because of a jealous and way overprotective mother who had tried to end the friendship between me and him for years and so on the this date will be 1 year without any contact with him and if i try to contact him i could end up in jail for good so ordered the court system i twas either no further contact with him for good or back to court so i chose no further contact with

Me
Ok what is it with people in this world? what they dont know what the truth is anymore? i wonder about this all the time...it is like all people want to do is lie about stupid shit that really dont matter to anyone but themselves...why cant we just tell the truth about things even if they are good or bad no matter what the results are???? you know i have played games and have been played too but i think everybody has at some point in their lives and if you havent well that is a good thing i hope that you never have games played on you cause they hurt like a bitch...i know where i want to be and what i need out of life it is just getting there that is the problem cause it takes more to get there and do what you have to do than to just sit around and not do it...it does take alot of effort on your part and well sometimes we just rather give up or give in to what is not always the best thing but it seems like the best thing at the time...anyway whomever reads this just stay truthful and h

Owen.. The Man Behind The Music..
well.. Lately I have been very busy. My finances are suffering so I have been trying to book extra gigs to fill in the broke spots... lol Earlier today I booked a gig from a friend of mine to do some of my trade stuff at a persons home for a few hours... this gig will help me get back on track with some bills that need to be paid. Earlier this week I got another class to teach.. this one is called "Structured Cabling" and happens on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 10am to 1pm at the AT&T facility in North Hollywood... I am already teaching a "Basic Electricity / Digital Electronics" class at the AT&T facility in Pasadena on Saturdays... :) Busy busy busy... seems like when it rains it pours... lol Thank god I have friends that hook me up with extra money gigs to help out... :) so I'm thinking... what do I do now? I have been a "real" teacher for a college... for the last year, and now I teach fiber optics for a trade/tech school.. Should I find some more work and teach so

Vlad's Personal Blog
Hey check out my new pet project. I decided that I need my own hockey team and I think you do too. For all my friends I still have 900 free memberships left after that they go for $60 bucks. Game on! Hey FUBAR!!!!! Every month we feature hot amateurs we find on the internet and put them in our magazine. So we thought why not feature some hotties of FUBAR! So if you are not too shy and wanna show off in your own magazine page drop us a line. Be ware that you will have to send us some naked pictures. After all we wouldn't be Paganman without hot naked women! If you wanna see what we are all about take a look at Paganman Magazine - Now recruiting for the Paganman FUBAR Squad!@ fubar Also all amateurs will be given a chance to become Pagan Girls which get all expense paid trips to different parties around the USA and Europe to promote our magazine. So what are you waiting for? Hey Guys, Just wanted to write you all and thank you for your support. You guys ha

Just One?
i'll just cry. it seems like an ongoing theme for the day. why not keep it up? thanks. i love him. FIN i.... i... i.. i. yes i. food for thought... is food in itself. noodles? not egg. i'm thinking my brain doesn't work today muchlessmybody. system restore? would be nice. is there someone here? no. must be my imagination. why is it... that what you are... made me what i am? it's ridiculous. spelled correctly without an e. specifically because what i am... is not what you think i am. i'm not even sure i am. or not. as of right now... i am... malfunctioning. drugs? i wish. i'm having one sided conversations with myself. the kind where i am giving myself the cold shoulder. while thinking about explaining to you why it is that i don't make sense to myself. because if i can just point it out to you.... maybe you can redirect it towards me. the part in which i make sense to someone

Contest
Trying to get to 250 votes to get a morph made. Any and all votes would be much appreciated. Didn't realize when I signed up to get this I had to get votes. LOL! So please humor me and help a gal out! Thanks bunches! > Looking to get to 250 votes to get a morph made. I know silly, but fun at the same time. I will repay the favor! I have for a few of you already! :) Thank you Please help me out, I didn't realize when I asked for a morph I had to get 250 votes first. Please humor me! LOL! Much love to all! Thanks in advance! Jackie >

New Here To The Cherry
I just wanted to say that I'm on dial up through someone elses puter. It is REALLY slow so sorry if it takes awhile for me to reply to comments and things. Things should speed up once I have my own puter again. So, where's the party??? LOL I'm new here in Aberdeen and don't know anyone yet. So if you are from here send me a hi. I would love to have someone to go out and do things with. OK, back to the catching up. TTFN SMILE Are you tired of the games people play on each other? So am I. And I'm tired of being hurt. But I know that somewhere out there is a decent man who will appreciate me and all I do for him. He will be honest, faithful, loving, kind, and understanding. He will also have a great sense of humor with a good hearty laugh. Does this sound like you? If so, then drop me a line. I'd love to hear from you. Until then, have a great day and remember to smile. Please bear with me here folks LOL. I see messages in my shoutbox and alerts in my alerts, but not sure yet wha

Wat My Eyes Say
S: gets blamed for everything T: GREAT kisser E: Freaking beautiful F: People wild and crazy adore you. F: People wild and crazy adore you. A:LOVES TO FLIRT N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for I: LOVES TO LAUGh E: Freaking beautiful ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A:LOVES TO FLIRT B: Loves people C: BEST SMILE D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freaking beautiful F: People wild and crazy adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Easy to fall in love with I: LOVES TO LAUGh J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly. L: REALLY easy to fall in love with M: Makes dating fun N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for O: Loved by everyone P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Good Gf/Bf S: gets blamed for everything T: GREAT kisser U: Gets hugs V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: Is a freak in bed. Z: Lives li

I Believe In Myself!
Most of us in the world need to feel loved to get by, especially when life gets hard and we are faced with challenges!! Thats when we should make others feel loved, not be greedy and care for only ourselves!! For I strongly believe, that in order to receive love, we must first express love for someone first, unconditionally!!! Ofcourse, we all believe in different things! So I challenge you all to show love, unconditionally, to someone, anyone, and see what happens! You will feel a lot better by making others feel special than by waiting for someone to make you feel that way!! We are not here to care for ourselves, thats for someone who loves us to do! We are here to show opthers that without them, we would not be who we are, and we would not love the way we love!!! Its others that bring out the best in us! Lets take some time to show people how much we care about them! It only takes a comment, or maybe something smaller!! Go ahead, I dare you to do it!!!! I j

Frostys Back!
Little by litle she slipped away,but you weren't there to give her any reason to stay. Always there as she said she would be waiting for you,but you never came thru.Her feelings were honest and true but obviously it wasn't enough for you.You showed her time and again that she wasn't good enough and that she didn't matter to you.All you did was break her heart in two.Now she doesn't believe in love or happy ever afters.The fairy tale has ended those days are gone and she is all alone. written by: Bubbles I WISH YOU WERE HERE I WOULD HOLD YOU TIGHT,KISSING YOU UNDERNEATH THE MOONLIGHT. I LOOK UP AT THE STARS IN THE NIGHT,THERE'S TWO THAT SHINE SO VERY BRIGHT,ONE IS YOURS AND ONE IS MINE.i REACH OUT MY HAND AND IN IT THEY LAND,THEY JOIN TOGETHER AND FORM A HEART,THAT'S THE BEST PART.sTILL SHINING SO BRIGHT I SEND THEM YOUR WAY.i HOPE YOU CATCH THEM AND IN YOUR HEART THEY WILL STAY. WRITTEN BY:BUBBLES FROSTYS

Cptmrgnsgrl8
This is rather straight forward, and gives a perspective that never occurred to me. Did anybody happen to notice yesterday the picture God painted for us as we watched the events of the week unfold on every news station around the world. The portrait of three men's lives shown clearly through the events of their deaths. One a wise man, one a foolish man and one a wicked man. Three men captured the world's attention by their lives and their deaths. Their funerals spoke volumes about the course of life they had chosen to pursue with the few short years God had granted to them. Yesterday, God opened the Book of Proverbs and showed the world the truths contained in His sacred Word. All three men, President Ford, James Brown and Sadam Hussein had choices in their destiny. Today they have all three stood in front of the God of this universe with those choices unveiled and judged. God allowed us to see three men yesterday. President Gerald Ford, a man whose faith in God and se

New Pics
i have new pics up in all my albums and i have a salute album now so come check out my pics and leave me some love and a comment or two. hella cherry love to all my friends,fans, and fam. **Luvs 2 Eat Pussey** A.K.A Mike i'm gonna leave my new album open till i get home from work but if i see that anybody viewed it and didn't rate or comment it i will close the folder for awhile hey friends,fans, and fam i have a new folder w/ new pics so come check'em it out but pleaz leave a comment PLEAZ!!

Belladonnas Blog
I finally got two things done today, I got the BBW section up on my site heres the link for that (There isnt many at moment, but I'll be adding more throughout the day today) http://www.belladonnasdarkgraphics.com/bbw.php I also got my holidays section under some order as well. you can check that out here at this link below http://www.belladonnasdarkgraphics.com/holidays.php I have added about 4 new Halloween tags as well in there too....Hope you all enjoy the new section and the new Halloween tags! Bellas Graphics Stop by and have a look at the new and older tags over on my site for Fubar!

Solders
SO MANY SOLDERS HAVE DIED SO I DECIDED TO DEDICATE A BLOG TO THEM IF I SEE ANOTHER SOLDIER DIED I WILL ADD THEM TO THIS MEMORIAL (AND IF U KNOW OF ANYONE AND U WANNA ADD THEM JUST LET ME KNOW I AM HAVIN A HARD TIME ACTUALLY FINDING THE LINKS TO THESE SOLDIERS PAGES..TY) THANX TO ALL THE SOLDIERS WHO RISK THEIR LIVES 4 US!!! Charles aka dragon@ CherryTAP in memory of lance corporal john fitton a member of the coldstream guards

Rants, Tangents And Other Miscellaneous Crap From My Brain
Ok so time to rant I wont use names here! Lets just say that it seems like shit keeps snowballin and I find out more stuff all the time. I go to my moms yesterday only to find out that she "knew" what was going on between my sister and the person i used to love. Apparently my niece came over quite awhile ago and told my mom what was goin on. Then my mom starts cryin and tellin me she wished she was dead, that she cant handle whats goin on between us girls and that she wish we could just have decent lives. Of course I assured my mom that I am fine, obviously Im not happy about the situation, but Im ok and I can deal with it. I also assured her that I would never start shit with my sister over it at my moms house or durning any family functions. But now Im even more fuckin pissed, now I feel even more hate for these two because, its now affecting my mother, and shes not in the best health and doesnt need to be worrying about all this. I swear to mother fuckin god, the n

Confusion
Does anyone know where to find and store music on the pages? I would like to place a good song on mine but, I havn't a clue as how to do it. So, if anyone knows...feel free to respond :) Here's a question for all of you! What happened to real friends? Did they suddenly just die off? Or were they never real to begin with? I'm confused as to why people have to pretend on being a friend to someone. I'm shocked to sit here and think back to all of my friends and I'm left wondering who they really were. It seems that once they got whatever it is they were after, they were gone within months! Or if you just happen to be seeing somone, that THEY don't like, they vanish! As if they were never there! Now are true friends suppose to do this? Then when their having an issue, or a problem that their having a problem with. They expect YOU to be there for them! But, if ever the day came that you needed the same in return, their no where to be found! again is THIS suppose to happen?

Godflea's Blog
My blog for the day???? Why are we addicted to Cherry Tap. Is it for the new friends, rating pics (blogs & other sorts), or somewhere to really vent. Because we can vent thru blogs (hey, like this one??), vent thru showing pics, taking the pics and rating the pics. We can vent thru placing mumms, reading them & rating. We can vent, well that's just it. We can vent. YOUR CHOICE, do you care if we vent. The meaning is why does someone rate "1"'s. We are all 10's. We're brave enough to show our ass (some of you, literally) on this website. Just by being on it. I give everyone the same, as if I am meeting them in person. I would never downgrade you in public, why should someone be COWARD enough to downgrade on the internet........Being an asshole or bitch, I say NO. Even assholes & bitches are not cowards. It'sjust that type of person(s). I'm not asking anyone to read, rate or even to reply to this. I will have some replys. Will they be sincere...Hell no. They'll be a few smartasses out

Wtf?
I think I'm a patient, easy going guy. However when you're the type of person who's so anal you can't see the work thats been put into something, the beauty it possesses, the care put into a job, the sacrifices made to get the fucking thing done and all you can do is take money out of my pocket, food off my table and bitch about the small microscopic imperfections created by everyday whear and tear, I can no longer contain myself. Climb to the highest building, grab the highest caliber gun and sharpest knife you can find, drive the knife into your chest and aim the gun at your head and pull the fuckin trigger. Obviously there's no way in hell anything on God's green earth can please you. And by the way, what the fuck possessed you to hand a $3000 guitar to an 11 yr old who only wants to play metal and in the 1st place if you want it to stay perfect? Waste of human life, pull the plastic off your couch, blow the cobwebs off your wife's crotch and for once go to town, have fun or die!!!!

Whats Your Personality Cluster?
Hi everyone, Just want to wish you all a very happy Easter! Luv'n'stuff Debz xxx COOL MySpace Comments Graphics In the light of the dark In the doom of the gloom Deep embittered embers glow Caught in the whirlwind of emotions Halfway to indecision The spark flickers Tossed in the myriad storm The silent cacophony shouts its purpose But no-one hears its cries Engulfed by the atmosphere Anxious fear reverberates, Echoes down the corridors of his soul Twisted torment howls its pain Sobs in the quiet storm As the embers sputters and dies.

New Cherry
does anyone know where i can find a trak called: Ocean Size by Janes Addiction? didnt realize this was like a flash back to highschool...but now im addicted...thanks Mike check! 1..2..3..uh hum! Selfish is he in all that he does, I wish I can bring him back in all that he was Sweet and kind, affectionate and funny; he made the darkest of days so sunny I have buried him in tears of eternal pain for to me he will never be the same Frozen in time, I want to go back and not be here; where love I have lacked I have proof that loving he once was but now he is a stranger in all that he does I asked to be healed from the man up above and to forget the man that I so dearly loved Bonded together like sticky white rice I take my chances and roll out the dice One rolls two and the other a three we are different and now he blames me Cut up and bruised all over myself emotional punishment I do crying for help Frozen in time I wish to be when his love and adoration were onl

The Best I Can...
If you could be any kind of sock what kind would you be and why? Me: "Yellow/Green Fishnets" or "Leopard Print Footless Tights With Lace Around The Ankles" Your turn! I am at peace. I used to dwell on the past and try and analyze my mistakes and what I had done wrong, why these things had happened and what I could have done and could still do to change them. I cannot change the past. It is the past and all I can do is influence the future. It took me 19 years to realize this, but for many it takes a lifetime. Recently... Two months ago: I was forced to face facts that something I thought would always be there wasn't and now I can honestly say, it never was. It was a falsification of facts. I was delusional and thought I knew someone who never existed. This person was not whom I thought they were at any point of me knowing them, it was all a sick attempt at an act. However, two months ago, I still did not realize this. Three weeks ago: I was forced to partially

My Blog
Do not cheat yourself of life. Live like you will die tommorrow. You may.... I hope you do not, I would miss you. Face your fears. Welcome all feelings and understand yourself. Speak after thought. Let us not forget the Golden Rule. "Do on to others as you would have done onto you." If you can not. Go figure it out. I know if you are reading this you can. It is not always easy..... Hell easy is boring any how. Much Luv To All, John Working my ass off. I wish we could all get together and have a big party. I need a break and I want the same for all of my friends. I love you all. Whatever

Heart
Once there was a time, according to legend, when Ireland was ruled by a king who had no son. The king sent out his couriers to post notices in all the towns of his realm. The notices advised that every qualified young man should apply for an interview with the king as a possible successor to the throne. However, all such candidates must have these two qualifications: They must (1) love God and (2) love their fellow human beings. The Young man about whom this legend centers saw a notice and reflected that he loved God and, also, his neighbors. One thing stopped him, he was so poor that he had no clothes that would be presentable in the sight of the king. Nor did he have the funds to buy provisions for the long journey to the castle. So the young man begged here, and borrowed there, finally managing to scrounge enough money for the appropriate clothes and the necessary supplies. Properly attired and well-suited, the young man set out on his quest, and had almost completed the jou

Gator_nipple
ive been on this site twice in a year and i c y now..ya wanna talk about something borin..y would i sit here on this lame ass site when i could be watchin the grass grow.. First of all be patient and stay relaxed The more you are the more she will be Kiss her lips and play with her tongue Suck behind her ears and on her neck Lick with your tongue along her arm Gentle bites with your teeth are so nice Shiver and goose flesh will rise up Surround her nipples with your tongue Take her nipples in your mouth and suck Massage her tits with your hands Let your warm breath tease her skin Look into her eyes from time to time Lick and kiss her under her breast Shiver and goose flesh will rise up Your tongue should leave a wet film on her belly Place hot sucking kisses on her skin Your hands should kneading her tits Moving them to her back and stroking along Squeeze her ass and pull her tighter Rub your hardness against her pussy Heavy breathing and moaning will arise

Smart Ass
So I've been going to this professional for a while in an effort to take care of this really bothersome issue. Its rather embarrasing that I let it go this long. I've been working on getting this thing removed for a long time..at first by cutting it off myself and then by seeking help through the military and then finally by just paying out the ass to this professional to finally get rid of what was left of it. I've had this kind of tumor before and when that one was removed it cost me a whole lot of money and heartache and almost cost me my sanity. Ironic how that temporary loss of sanity is how I ended up with this tumor. I could spend hours writing about the mistakes and missteps, the faults and fuckups, the constant nausea and even the random abject bewilderment. Fortunately for you the reader I tired of devoting any kind of energy to all that useless, pathetic, worthless crap long ago. I'm just EXTREMELY happy to report that it's fucking over with. Now I'm off to enjoy my day with

All About Me....what About You???
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: Michelemiddle name::: Dawnage::: 33school::: Indiana Universitycurrent loccation::: Indianadate or birth::: HUH..lolbirthday::: Aug 8thhair color::: blondeeye color::: blue*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: lovekiss or hug::: Kissing..gotta have it!!!cat or dog::: catpepsi or coke::: pepsicountry or rap::: countrypunch or smack::: smackaim or aol::: actually neitherday or night::: night*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: yeskissed same sex::: yeshugged someone::: yeshad sex::: um Duh..I have kidsmadeout::: yescussed::: yesbeaten someone up::: lol..maybegot beaten up::: nopebroken someones heart::: a fewanyone broke ur heart::: um YESsmoked::: yes

Main
How could you be so unfair? The pain I could hardly bare. You must know my love for you was true, For I was nothing but faithful to you. Was our relationship truly that weak? You didn't even think twice about turning the other cheek How could you up and walk away so easily? Without even a thought of what you were doing to me. I have given to you a part of me, That nobody else will ever, ever see. With all this in mind, If you could ever be so kind? Please take what I've given and wrap it up tight, Then put it forever and far out of sight. Letting go of you, Was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But be assured, I am no longer hanging on, For it's time for me to be moving on. So I'll wipe away the tear, And wash away a year. A brand new start who's to say... But now I can look forward to the promise of each new day! FEAR OF: 13, number- Triskadekaphobia. 666, number- Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia 8, number- Octophobia. A- Abuse: sexua

Horoscopes
LEO July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of them, it's the centre of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves’ when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they] are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving ‘oral affections’, since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring… or perhaps you can use them both toge

Hey
NEXT WK WHICH IS APRIL 27-28TH 2007 ANY ONE IN THE BUFFALO NY AREA OR NY AREA WANNA MEET UP WITH ME AND MY FRIEND? WERE STAY AT THE HOLIDAY INN IN BUFFALO NY. WERE GOING DOWNTOWN BUFFALO NY SAT AND FRIDAY WERE JUST CHILLIN AND DRINKIN AT THE HOTEL. SO IF ANY ONE IS INTERESTED IN PARTYING WITH US PLEASE MESSAGE ME HERE,I PROMISE U WONT REGRET HEHE.OUR PREFERENCE IS BETWEEN 18-25 MALE WANTING TO HAVE A GREAT TIME HEHE.GET BACK TO ME BY FRIDAY Monday my friend/coworker died at work of a heartattack.He was only 46 yrs old.He was complaining of chest pains monday morning and he went to get a drink at the pop machine and fell to the ground.By time the medics he was blue,they gave him this stuff and stuck it right in his heart but didnt respond he died right there.So now tomorrow he gets laid to rest and im so gonna miss him.I have visions of him laying there all blue.Anyway im drinkin all wkend i need to be numb. R.I.P Don u will be sadly missed Hey im new here so im trying t

Left Of Surreal
So to reach and stay at #1 for January They Zeph nees your votes daily! Thanks to you I have reached 43 out of 321.. can we get all the way to #1 for the month of January?!? With your votes we can! You can vote every day! Get your own button for your page Get your own button for your page A new little song I wrote... let me know what ya think It's insane Never thought it'd come to this ripping, tearing away everyhting within A souless void Disembodied screams Transfering rage Transmissions of hate Transgressions agression Wait... Here it comes again Never ending night It's desolate Yet eerily satisfying A taste so sweet Rending flesh A dying light Inside eyes of grey Sparks fly Pulls you in again Left of surreal Bordering Nightmares Transfering rage Transmissions of hate Transgressions agression Wait... Just wait...

Free Show!!!
Free music fest on feb. 10th 2007 from 12pm until 9pm at the northwest Ga trade center. Featuring bands like wicked unrest, staring at Annie, swank Sinatra, half past June, crass mammoth, no one in sight, and irony 9. There will also be raffles all day long. Tickets for each raffle are $1 each. Don't miss it. Music fest feb 10th 2007 at the northwest trade center in dalton Ga Dr m 12pm until 9pm. Featuring bands lik wicked unrest , staring at Annie , skies painted red , swank Sinatra , no one in sight , nd much more ! "for the luv of cupid". Feb.10th 2007 from 12pm until 9pm at the northwest trade center in dalton, Ga!! Free admission!!!featuring bands like:wicked unrest, staring at Annie, skies painted red, no one in sight, swank Sinatra, nd more. Don't miss this all day music fest!!

Hell Yeh
I hate writing shit, it is so stupid What's my problem today? Maybe I'm depressed, Maybe I'm not listening to what comes out my pen Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . I hate writing shit, it is so stupid Why do I feel this way? It is in my eye I'm in way too far Can't it won't go away Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . Before long my song is dying! I hate writing shit Ain't looking foward to it What's fucked up, today? Writing all this time Feeling all that's mine Come right out my pen Pain. . .Pain. . .Pain. . . Before long my song is dying! Tell me now, I want to know Is it me inside you see? Ahh, it isn't fair I got a little son inside me. . .free. . . Set me free It just sets me free It just sets me free Before long my song is dying! That;s why I died, this lie, I try!!! just though id give this a shot... so whats up whoever reads this scoony dooby doo where are you

Ha Ha Ha... Figures
Mikki -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Top Ten Reasons Men Prefer Guns Over Women 10. You can trade an old 44 for a new 22. 9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when you're on the road. 8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. 7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup. 6. Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo. 5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. 4. Guns function normally every day of the month. 3. A gun doesn't ask , "Do these new grips make me look fat?" 2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman.... 1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN He Who Laughs LastBy A.F.I.CodesAndLyrics.com

Lying Naked On The Bedroom Floor
My life sucks.. *emo sigh* I'm all alone, and no one likes me... *anothes emo sigh*... -_-... When will my pain and aggony end? When can I takes this gut-wrenching knife out of my black broken heart? Love seems to be like a knife, cutting me with it's sharp edges... I just want to make some things clear to people that meet me. I am blunt. I am honest- maybe too honest. There are many people that have called me a "cold-hearted bitch," but I am just telling them the truth. If I don't like you, I will tell you. I don't "beat around the bush." I'm just sitting alone, letting my thoughts wander through my head. Most people do this when they want to relax, but I cannot relax. There are still many things for me to still accomplish in one day. I wish that I could be like most people, and let my thought just wander randomly. I guess that I will never have that luxury...

San Diego/mexico Trip
Before you open me Make sure this is truly something you want to do Right now all you have is an outside view Are you ready to explore what lies within? Think about this for a while before you begin What you’re about to experience is very precious Some would say priceless I am wise beyond my years as my soul is old Some would say ageless Few have scratched the surface And many failed to grasp its meaning Of a life that has taken me Far beyond simple dreaming. Are you prepared to dive Into the black sea of my soul? Can you abandon all your fears And all that you’ve been told? Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I think you like danger At least that’s my prediction Learn what makes me smile And what touches my heart Learn why it is I relish the dark Hear the laughing demons Tuck me in at night Feel the lustful passions Lurking behind my blackened sight Open me Touch my pages Be careful I can be quite contagious Smell the sc

New Things
Omg. Last night was so much fun. I went out with a guy friend of mine to a party. It was hella fun. There was beer pong, we played some asshole. Ohh and all five of us girls were dancein on the bar. There where pictures taken plus some videos. It was crazy fun. Lots of booty dancin! Well If I get pics ill put them on for now I just got the story! I kinda bored and a friend said this thing was interestingly kewl so I thought id try it and I agree. Right now I am viseting In my hometown Johnson Creek. It snowed once today but now its gone and dark out and cold as hell. Well can't think of anything else so untill next time.

My Tat
Yes, I will be getting my 22nd tat done on the 27th of this month. I am so excited to get this. I do enjoy the pleasure of being inked. Anyways I have been real busy with stuff. I will catch you all later. ~D~ Well ppl I have a new pic on profile with my ink. Got to love the needle and ink. Take a look and tell me what you think. Well pretty soon I will be getting another tat done in honor of someone special to me. I will place this upon my forearm. I will certainly take pics of it. I am quite covered with tats but my love for the pain and ink is special. It just reminds me at times that I am alive. Each tat has its meaning that holds a place that I stepped up and accomplised. Well back to my usual antics. Ciao

Poems
FADE TO NOTHING it was easy to be what i was when i wasn't what i am i am much more now then i was before still i am less than you would adore even though you have set ablaze my inner fire, my desire if the sun could cry if the sky could sigh history still would have never seen a disaster such as i why do i try when inside i know you wish me to die i am like a tapestry sky, a setting sun i will fade to nothing and be done.......... believe it or not, this is going to get published. haven't decided what to think about that yet this is entitled FACADE............ life is full of shame and hate but i realized that to late misery is mine i carry it with me all the time lies are told people are so bold the love of a lifetime just words to make up a rhyme i don't believe in love nothing is sent from heaven above i am all alone i have nothing of my own pain and sorrow will be mine on every tomorro

Adult Content
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE I dont know whats going on here, but im on duty and horny as fuck. if you think your woman enough to help me out then let me know. The Rules of Bedroom Golf: Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play, normally one club and two balls. Play on course must be approved by the owner of the hole. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to t

New Light On Life
For those of you that do not know, In Sept.2006 I lost my first grandson to SIDDS. I have created a guestbook in MEMORY of our Jordan on my profile. If you would be so kind as to help us keep his spirit alive and let the world know that we will fight to find a cure for this unforgiving, unknown, death of kids. OUR KIDS! I would appreciate it very much. Just click on the link below the guestbook that says SIGN THIS GUESTBOOK, and follow the instructions. Love you all. God Bless, Angie As the Holiday Season has come and gone, I realize more and more that Life is what you make of it. Therefore I am putting my life into a new Light! I am going to wake each morning not wondering what is gonna go wrong today but, take my days as they come and at night I am not going to wonder how come something has happened the way it has but, thank God for the another day lived ! I have lived my life always coming down on myself and I refuse to do this any longer. Each day I am gonna wake and tell myself no

Goddamn Buick!
I want friends! lol Some comments wouldn't hurt either, I suppose I could even comment back if you're lucky! =] ...oh, and check out my "trackz" if you like The Beatles, almost every popular video is on there! I ♥ The Beatles! add me! =] comment me! =] and how the hell do people make those stupid morph images? lol WCL4L

Child Abuse Advocate
Helping a child Many people are afraid of reporting child abuse. They think, "I don't want the person I reported to know," or, "I'm afraid it will come back to haunt me," or, "it's not my business." Ironically, if you asked people if they should help if seeing a nearby car accident, most will say yes. But in a case of suspected child abuse, that thinking may be different. Why? Because of prevalent attitudes that someone else's children are either "their responsibility" or "their property." Without aware adults, some children might never receive help. Be an advocate for children by knowing the signs of abuse and reporting child abuse. Remember, you are reporting suspicion of child abuse. Even if you aren't sure, it's better to let authorities check it out. You might save a child's life! You should know about these signs... When you have concerns for a child's well-being, the indicators listed below may help guide you in your thought process. Many of these "symptoms" or "signs"

Writings
Several years ago while at the post office, I found myself in waiting in a very long line. The line wasn't moving and Edain, who was several months old, began fussing. I began to sing quietly to her hoping to soothe. Her favorite song at the time was the Talking Heads' "Up All Night" and I used to sing it to her all the time. A heavily made up and excessively groomed blond woman (I'll call her Muffy) behind me looked at her friend and said, "That song is horrible. Why is she singing that to her baby? " Her friend asked, "Why? I think it's a cute song." Muffy: "Well, they say, "pee pee" in the song." "So? What do you think they should say then?" Muffy: "You should teach your children the proper terms for body parts." Muffy's young son (about 3 or 4), listening to this exchange, looks up at his mom and says, "Penis, mama. Right? It's called a pee-nis!" Muffy, looking a bit askance, put her fingers to her lips and says, "Shhhh... not here!" "But Mama, I've got a pe

>>>>there For Me
Your Guardian Angel When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be ok Though my skies are turning gray I will ne

Funnies
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit." A teacher was working with a group of children, trying to broaden their horizons through sensory perception. She brought in a variety of lifesavers and said, 'Children, I would like you to close your eyes and taste these.' The kids easily identified the taste of cherries, lemons and min

Hey You
when you left i thought i whould fall apart but all you took was a littel of my heart now i am heeld my heart is hole after all in the begaining thats what ive been told every thing ends everything burns but in the end you will get youre turn hey you over thair hey you do you care hey you can i say hi last time i did i felt like i died hey you whats youre name and no i not playing a game hey can you see hey you are you in love with me hey you i hope you are hey you i will give you the stars hey you see you in my dreams hey you that is what you mean

Honor..............................
GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN.................. Hear Dr. King as he speaks to the man or woman who contends that God is unnecessary or irrelevant to our modern lives: "At times we may feel that we do not need God, but on the day when the storms of disappointment rage, the winds of disaster blow, and the tidal waves of grief beat against our lives, if we do not have a deep and patient faith, our emotional lives will be ripped to shreds. There is so much frustration in the world because we have relied on gods rather than God. We have genuflected before the god of science only to find that it has given us the atomic bomb, producing fears and anxieties that science can never mitigate. We have worshiped the god of pleasure only to discover that thrills play out and sensations are short-lived. We have bowed before the god of money only to learn that there are such things as love and friendship that money cannot buy and that in a world of possible depressions, stock market crashes, and

Burble
Haven't been back to cherrytap for ages. Basically because I've been hitting the gym hard in every spare second I had. So far have lost 4 stone. That's 56 pounds for you Americans. Feeling great. Looking better. Missin this place though Sometimes when bord I start browsing through friends of friend on myspace. Looking at all the cool people that my cool peeps know. When doing so today I found a blog entry that made me kinda fizz. Here it is below.... im sorry that i got u a dozen long stem roses for no reason but i love you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f

For You
It Takes A Real Man IT TAKES A REAL MAN TO LOVE WOMAN Only a REAL man can take on the challenge of a woman's passion. He can hold on even when she's buckin and thrashin. A REAL man loves the feel of a woman's breasts. And definately appreciates her in all of her sexiness. A REAL man can handle a woman's desires Her softness and wetness just sets him on fire. A REAL man will love her without any shame And tell anyone who asks, "She's the best in the game." A REAL man will honor the beauty within And be thankful that all that goodness is his. A REAL man will appreciate her for who she really is. And cherish and love her no matter what anyone says. It takes a REAL man to love a lady To hold her close and to call her his baby. So, to all of the men out there: If you think you're a REAL man Who's seeking a treasure Look for a REAL woman Her love is without measure. We are easy to find Just look a

Whats On My Mind...well Here You Are Now You Will Know : P
In these blogs will be my inner thoughts. written as I think them for example...... " Man I wish he was here " Everything I think inside my wild mind, while I am on this site or just on my computer lol will be put here. ALL KINDS OF THOUGHTS.... Like right now... " why not just let everyone get to know me alittle better " everytime I enter a thought the subject I put for each one will be like this " Thought # 1 Thought # 2 and so on lol.. LOL heres the thing.... you all gotta try to figure stuff out.... In each thought of mine at the beginning there will be intructions to do something. FOR EXAMPLE- if it says to guess who " HE " is you try and guess of course. You will have 7 days to guess the answer, everything you have to do in each thought will require an answer. After 7 days I will edit the blog/thought and add to the subject ( answer is ) and at the end of the thought will be the answer in caps. I AM SORRY there are no rewards but in awa

Human=garbage
if you know me you'll see why i think this is funny! no need to thank me fellas 1. when she asks how she looks shrug and say "could be better" this will keep her on her toes. and girls love that. 2. never hold her hand. this can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. (or if she grabs your hand squeeze hers really really hard until she cries. this will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.) 3. once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. girls are like dogs. they love to be roughed up. 4. call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. if she is say you better be , repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. this will show her you care. 5. when she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. this will pave the way for her own personal improvement. and every girl needs some improvement. 6. recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. then when she's sleeping, steal all her small t

Fun Stuff
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS THE TEST, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE A freshman at Eagle Rock Junior High won first prize at the Greater Idaho Falls Science Fair, April 26. He was attempting to show how conditioned we have become to

Ohhhh Boy
Well today is the day of my surgery. It has finally set in that my babies will be gone forever!!!! I know that they are in a much better place than this terrible inconsiderate world but I wish they here with me. Even though we never met and I've seen them twice through the ultrasound I still love them with all my heart they are and will always be my babies. I'm planning to get tattoos to remember them but I know that this is one ordeal i will NEVER in my life forget. R.I.P my lil jellybeans March 11th 2007- May 7th 2007 So everyone im pregnant FINALLY i will be 2 months in like 2 weeks. And for everyone who knows that Nick and I were having some serious relationship problems we are staying together hopefully it all works out we will be a year in may ohh and the estimated due date for the baby is Nov 23 so yea mine and nicks one yr wedding annivesry is coming up fast a year in may!! the other day he looks at me an says "you need to start planning our renewl" i was like ohhh shi

Poetry Of Assorts If It Is Marked Nsfw Then Don't Read While At Work...
Sitting here alone. Feeling miserable and not sure why. Wishing I wasn't alone, Knowing he will be home later. This knowledge doesn't help me know. Sigh, i'm sitting here alone. I open my eyes and look around warily. Once again all I see is fog. I walk slowly in the direction in which I am needing to go. As I step further into the fog, I start to feel the slightest of touch. I can feel the despair, heartache, and other emotions of those who reach out and touch me but, I cannot see them. As I continue walking the weight of the fog grows to such a dense that, silent tears start to fall down my face. After a few minutes I reach my destination and when I enter that place, at least for a little while I have been released from the fog. I sit inside with the all the curtains closed, and the lights turn on. This is an attempt to simulate the sunlight in my mind. Try so hard to be cheerful but, it doesn't ever seem to last. Unless, I am curled up with a loved one. I go outside

Newbie
hey anyone out there that can help me navagate this site i appreciate it.i want to add a background and music and im not sure where to go or what to do thanks for all th help i have an account in myspace ,but cant really talk there .my daughters are there and i cant tell them how tired i am..or what a looser im feeling like or how i really wish i could go to sleep and not wake up..talk about drama wow there is so much to learn here ,i understand blogging but im just not sure where to change things how to add music where to get music back grounds i found out are called skins but where do the graphics go and how do you meet people? hmmm ill go check out the loudges and when i hear a camara click is that photos updted? wow lots going on here oh and what is my shout box?

Social Commentary
Vote Naked! i like to vote naked. if you do not yet vote by absentee ballot, i highly recommend it. and if you don't, you will eventually cause the state will make you.the best vote is cast naked in bed while drinking coffee. if you thought voting was boring, just think of all the fun you can have when you don't have to do it at a polling booth. for the next presidential election i plan to vote while having very gay sex. you could vote while recieving an enema. you could vote while doing illegal drugs. you could vote while recieving head. you could vote dressed like darth vader. you could vote while you listen to communist propaganda. you could vote while doing all of the above at the same time. there is no end to the fun you could have. http://www.thislife.org/ www.bordc.org www.mediamatters.org www.theocracywatch.org www.reclaimdemocracy.org www.blackboxvoting.com www.stopfascismtoday.org This link is Not Safe For Work: Couple

Colorado
She is leaving in a few weeks and we are going to start to pack up her things in a few days...The tears are gunna start falling and my heart is going to start breaking. My best friend my sister is soon to be gone.... Seriously it makes me so mad. I cant believe courtney is fucking moving. From california to colorado. What the hell am i suppose to do without her. She is like me sister my best friend my family. She has lived next door to me all mylife and in a month she will be gone. Ill have no one to run to with my problems ill have no one to give me advice and help keep my life on track. She has been that one person in my life that has always been constant. She has been there for eerything no matter whatthe situation has been she is there. She is the shoulder i cry on the friend i laugh the loudest with and the friend i cry hardest with. We have so many memories its crazy to even try and tell people about them. Not one person knows me as well as this girl does. And to think im

Nsfw True Erotica
I had finally got the kids to bed and Master his dinner. I wasn’t feeling at all submissive and compliant, I was tired from a very long day. Master ate as we talked about our day. Master asked if I was tired. I didn’t lie but told him I was seeing as how I had been up since 5:30am. “I had plans for you tonight, pet, but if you’re too tired I can do them tomorrow night,” He said. “I’m fine Master, whatever pleases you,” and I meant it. I wasn’t so tired I couldn’t obey and it would have been wrong to say I was. I knew my Master would need some attention as I had just gotten off my monthly cycle. Master finished his dinner and told me to come assist him in the bathroom. I undressed quickly making sure to pull my shorts down slowly and bending only at the waist as Master’s rule states. I then turned to Master and undressed him. We stepped into the small one-person shower stall. Even though it is small we still like to shower together on occasion. The warm water ran

Poem
Wings If I had wings to fly I'd breathe in deep and spread them wide as I leap from the cliff into the wind where the gulls glide. Crossing this wide sea I glide above cruel waves that reach up to drown my flight in their cold deep blue-green graves. And as your day grows slowly light I'd arrive on worn-out wings to hold you in your waking dreams and feel you soft and gently warm in my embrace at last. HELP ME GET SOME BLING!! I NEED 12,500 COMMENTS IN 3 WEEKS! COME SHOW ME SOME SUPPORT!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=880256&i=4153846799&idx=0 Theres a kicker to be able to get to my pic you have to add/fan/rate Stephanie and in your add request make sure you tell her I sent you!! YOU KNOW YOU'RE GETTING OLDER WHEN... Does your body have arthritis? Is your hair turning gray? Do the wrinkles on your aging face feel like they've come to stay? When your husband turns the heat up and you are still cold, remember these are

Help Us Find Justice
Robert Nathaniel Kirk, who was Murdered on August 28th, 2006. We need your help to sign the petition which will be forwarded to the Maricopa County Examiner's office to reopen my son's case. To make sure your signature will count please use your full, first and last name. Thank you so much for your help. Every Single Human Life is VALUABLE!!!!! PLEASE VOICE YOUR OPINION TO THE EXAMINER'S OFFICE REGARDING MY SON'S CASE 06-03435 their phone number is 602-506-3322, their fax number is 602-506-1546, their e-mail is http://www.maricopa.gov/medex/contact.aspx and their address is Office of the Medical Examiner, 701 W. Jefferson St. Phoenix, Az. 85007. FOR MORE INFORMATION AND TO SEE THE AUTOPSY PHOTOS CLICK ON THE REWARD POSTER AND GO TO JIM'S PAGE http://www.myspace.com/jimkirkfornate EVERY VOICE COUNTS AND NEEDS TO BE HEARD to sign this petition u can go directly to http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/speak4nate My adopted little brother Nate Kirk was murdered on August 28

A Little Bit Of Me..yes I Have A Dark Side ..come In And See
Awake my sweet,shake the dreams from your head. There are things I yet do not understand. I have seen into the depts of hell my beloved. The demons were dancing while everyone was dying. Awake my sweet from your deep sleep. There are things I yet do not understand. I saw blood on his hands and yes,the hate and self-satisfaction was plastered on his face. I know that the demons were singing while the child was dying bleeding from the blow to her head. My sweet,wake me from this life and let me sleep deep within your dreams.There are things I yet do not understand.What is to become of all the children that are cast to a world full of demons. I have seen into the depts of hell,I saw people dancing with the beautiful angles we call demons. Awake my sweet,take me far from this place,save what is left of me and my sanity.There are things I do not want to learn.This world is completely crazy..Is there no hope for those who just don't belong? Let me sleep.Do not wak

Man-made, Natural Or Virtual?
Just heard a song in someone's stash that normally makes me smile, but for some reason, tonight, it's making me miss someone I love dearly, but have not seen in years. (I put this blog under this category, because he is the one that told me Virginia incarcerates according to the gender you were born with.) I still miss him, and probably always will, even if I'm in love with someone else. He'll always be my one that got away. He's the only man that treated me with respect, protected me, truly loved me. He treated me like a queen. I never felt that I was in want of anything I didn't have when I was with him, except to be able to always be with him. Life played out in a cruel way to each of us, first by seperating us unwillingly, then by shredding our inner selves, turning us both into people we never thought we'd be, nor could we stand to be. I found him several years ago, but life was not yet done tormenting us. My life has smoothed out, and I'm actually the happiest I've been

Sick
Love - at what price? Love. Thoughts swirling though my mind. I can't stop them. Emotions twist through the confusion, cresting waves, and black depths. One moment I'm high, happy, and all I want is there, the next, shadows creep over, darkness returns, talons sinking deep down, taking root. Alone, feeling low, passion still rising, ever darker, unsure of my footing, as the peaks of emotion twist to become crevasses, great expanses of darkness, terrifying intensity, so far to fall. Or to climb. Lost in the depths, waiting for the next change of emotion, reversing the emotional landscape once more, however briefly. Love is the turbulence, the greatest of addictions, the darkest of sorrows. Mere moments of happiness, to be lost in the confusion, followed by days of shadows. Haunted, addicted, chained and bound. No matter the price, I'll pay it. No matter the time, I'll wait it. No matter the heartache, I'll take it. Sweet drops of happiness, prettier th

A Life Worth Living?
fuck this shit. im done. Nice Guys Always Finish Last. fuck that. im tired of losing the race. im going to gain some ground. i apologize in advance if me being an asshole offends anyone. this is just an angry blog. im not so sure i should write these after twelve hour shifts of non stop hard labor. and for what, for who? money is nice-but not if you have no one to share it with. not that i want anyone. im thinking i might just stay single as long as i can. maybe some dating here and there. no marrige, no kids, no commitment, no drama. i use to want kids, big house, family, dog, fireplace.... fuck that noise. thats just a fancy long phrase for drama. girls NEVER know what they want. even if they think they do. i think most of em want 5 differnt guys at the same time. each one to answer one of their needs. im tired of girls being attached to me like im the hottest thing since sliced bread, and all of a sudden decide they don't like carbs or some shit. i like friend

Tales Of Life In A G Rated World
Goose Lake By Paul Mays Its the summer of 1970 and here I stand beside the freeway with my thumb out waiting. I like many others have heard about the concert to be held at a small farm and, like everyone, I just gota be there. So here I stand without a dime in my pockets, no food and only the cloths on my back as shelter for the next few days. But the sky is bright and the smell of wild flowers fill the air. I have figured that like Wood stock that the people would be allowed in and not be made to pay a gate fee or so I hoped. After about 5 hours with my waist long hair blowin in the breeze a pickup truck pulls to the side. The truck is driven by a longhaired radical commie pinko freak with the name of Fuzzy and in the back is a pile of human remains dragged from every exit ramp along the freeway. The smell of pot fills the air around the truck like a small cloud we never quite out run. These are the people, including me, that the news media have labeled Hippies.

Welcome To Wood Nymph Country.
in tampa i got 2 days of metal mayhem comin tonight its Thrash Attack and Nailshitter... yes i said nail shitter.. HAHA .. And tomorrow night its Rash of Stabbings and End Unseen and Chaos Symphany...i've been in this waterlogged state for nie unto 4 years (in april) and just now i'm getting into the local metal scene... silent and reclusive i am... so anyway i'm goin with tj and ben-o tonight.. ben was my body guard from the other weekend kept the retarded mosh heads at bay for the most part lol haha no band camp but i did go see a band or few 2 weekends ago..... i went to tampa , to the pegasus lounge...I anticipated a wild and crazy time.. had the provisions (hehe) money id yadda yadda yadda... our ride didn't show up .. (our meaning i went with my girl)...had to call tyrone..no not the song.. good ole feller had some good green beans haha....got there 10 minutes after 8 it was supposed to start at 8 but didn't it started at 10 grrrrrrrr. meanwhile while waiting for the insane

I'm A Aquarius
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs (my ass), with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist (whatever). Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is the real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning (that's everyday) - and it only gets worse from there. (i'm scared) .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREA

Draft Or Not To Draft
I don't maybe its me but I don't see how a picture of me pointing my m-4 at the camera is marked nsfw. now I don't think fubar themselves did this. I'm saying it was some liberal puke who marked it nsfw. Now my msg to that person is this. Are you a complete fucking idiot born that way or were you dropped kicked as a child. think about it take a good look at the pic, what am i wearing that is a military uniform, and behind me if you stop putting flowers in your hair you may notice im in a military barracks imagine that. I think its safe to say I'm military don't you think, now anyone with half a brain knows that military use weapons including the one I'm holding. now if you would be kind enough to pull your head out of your powdered ass you may come to see the fact that this is my fucking job. Yes I kill people, they happen to be the same people who want nothing more than to cut you worthless head off on t.v. now if you would be so kind to go back with your tree hugging hippies and leav

Our "future"
growing up you always hear about death. throughout life you witness it. so the question is, is death, just the beginning or the end? you always hear at graduation that the class is the class of tomorrow, that they will become our future. the question is are they our future, our past, or just stuck here in today through out high school we have to take history. in that we see how the world has made mistake after another repeatedly. the saddest thing is its always the same mistakes. do we not learn from our mistakes the first time. our future lies in the hands of our next generation society says. will they learn and become our future or repeat history again.

Someone Save Me
I am so tierd of fighthing. I just want to be happy! I am going crazy. I lost my job Monday and I am losing my damn mind What in the hell is going on in the world? It seams as though life never lets us have a break from the stress. Between raising kids and trying to hold together a marrage where is there any time for anything. Sometimes it would just be nice if there was a pause button just to give us a minute to clear our heads. To really think things through and make the best choice every time. I know that I have made a lot of mistakes in the last year or so that I wish I would have thougth through before jumping to conclusions. I guess sometime you really never know what you have untill it is gone. Fortunatly sometimes there is a secound chance for us. God knows I have needed my fair share of them. Well I guess I need to think a little more before I act. Now if only I would listen to my own advice! Ha like that is ever going to happen. Well I guess that is all. Wish me luck!

For Those That Chose To Serve...
At 6:08 a.m., November 20, 2006, I awoke to find Angelica, my precious 10 year old daughter, suffering a Grand Mal seizure. Yes, I'm sure it was a seizure. Her hands were in fists and her little arms were bent at the elbows and her entire body was stiff as a board and in what looked like one huge muscle spasm. A quick call to my mom who yelled at me to call 911 and hung up, and then to 911 and the firefighters and paramedics were at my apartment by 6:15 a.m, if even that long. When you're in a panic, you tend to lose all track of time and logical thinking. Though I did remember to call into work! LOL I ran downstairs in my jammies, jeans, no shoes, no jacket, and flagged them down. I ran back upstairs with one of the paramedics hot on my heels to find her unconscious but breathing. Her eyes would open but were not responding to light or any other stimulation. The one paramedic stated her eyes were a little more dilated than they should be in the light. Needless to say, I was scar

Updates
I went out on the first with some friends and those SOB's convinced me to have some Taco Bell so I gave in and ordered. Now I do like the occasional Taco now mind you but little did I know what this little Fourth Meal had in store for me. To save the nasty details lets just say I lost about 11 lbs and was dehydrated, 48 hrs bed rest. TO CURE FLU/FOOD POISONING: Pedialyte ( 2 liters)- I drank it as a wrestler and a football player, it is the best. 12pk Sprite- It is cold and soothing on your stomach Jello w/bannannas- The key thing is electrolytes and having a small amount of fiber put back into your system to get the train on the tracks again. Plus bannannas are easy to chew and swallow. Oh and suck it up your going to puke (most likely twice) so it was the most painful & delightful feeling you get from this. It stinks your going to have to eat and drink just to get it out of your system. After the second time it should be all up hill from there. After 2 days @ 100% - :

Randomness
I wanted to make all my female friends/family aware that there is someone going around stealing NSFW photos..this man has some how been able to rip one of my sisters photos even though all of her stuff is locked down to friends/family and all ripping ability is turned off..

Darkbats Secerts
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Too funny! Sorry guys!...well not so much!! One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " OHIO STATE! " And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." T

Mine
Broken an beaten Used an misused Left an forgotten Lost an confused Longing an dreaming Lifeless an numb Doubtful an dreading The ends sure to come. Visions of love an everlasting Dreams of one whom my heart is fasting Searching clouded love no more A heart raging with a storm Raindrops of tears lightly falling A broken heart steadily calling A scream within that hasn’t away out They tell me love will be found, but I doubt Dreams of a butterfly tummy Kisses as sweet as pure honey Thoughts of a heart forever to be mine Feelings of loneliness consume my time Behind teary eyes the sadness is hidden For the one I love is to me Forbidden. In through the darkness with a flood of light A cloaked man stood and stole the night His aura was sweet, his scent so pleasant He brought my heart to its knees As if it were an unworthy peasant His voice ripped holes threw my hearts darkened shroud He spoke with confidence as he stood so proud Come to me and you shall f

Redzizzle
ITS THAT TIME PEOPLE RED SOX ARE IN SESSION AND WE GOT ONE ON THOSE HATED YANKEES OUR TIME IS NOW AND FUC YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE US HOLA IT IZ WHAT IT IZ LYING IZ LIKE DRUGZ ONCE YOU START YOU CANT STOP.WHY MUAFUCAS LIE BOUT NUN????

Poems
I remember the day I met you My heart was filled with joy From that day you mean whole world to me I enjoyed when you walked along with me I enjoyed when you hold my hands I enjoyed when your lips blew soft kisses But I never thought my dreams will turn blue When you left me and I travelled my journey alone You took away all my dreams with you I was left with broken heart and shattered dreams You were my lover, friend and partner No matter how long I was with you But a broken heart is hard to mend My heart knows how much I loved you My tears spills the bin how much I cared for you Still awaiting to hear your voice again Hoping to hold your hands again Now I have learnt that love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with tears. i want a Man. (not a boy) i want a Friend. (not an aquantince) i want someone to Love. (not someone to Fuck) i want someone to Trust. (not someone who Lies) "Our Saints, Our City, Our Soul" Out of the fire And up from the fl

Reality ... I'm August
Donkey Raffle A Cajun named Jean Paul moved to Texas and bought a donkey from an old farmer for $100.00. The farmer agreed to deliver the donkey the next day. The next day the farmer rove up and said, "Sorry, but I got some bad news. The donkey died." "Well then, just give me my money back." "Cain't do that. I went and spent it already." "OK then, just unload the donkey." "What ya gonna do with em." "I'm gonna raffle him off." "Ya cain't raffle off a dead donkey!" "Sure I can. Watch me. I just won't tell anyone he's dead." A month later the farmer met up with the Cajun and asked, "What happened with the dead donkey?" "I raffled him off. I sold 500 tickets at $2.00 apiece and made a profit of $898.00." "Didn't no one complain?" "Just the guy who won. So I gave him his $2.00 back." LuEllen, you keep secrets about your Love Life Way to keep 'em wondering! When it comes to affairs of the heart, your lips stay sealed. Whether you've

Tribute Contest
ok I was lucky to get away from this thing. it attacked me. I was a POW in my own house. good thing I was able to destroy it!!!!! WHEW!!!! ok everybody Im in the tribute contest I'll need those votes starting now. HELP ME WIN THIS!!! === '~~Going To Be A Grandma On 08/22/07..Angel Family Founder~~' spewed forth the following at '2007-01-18 07:26:17'.. > > ~~ Okay Everyone I'm Doing A Tribute Ink Contest On CT ~~ > > > Anyone with Tribute Ink can join just send me a link to your pic or tell > > me with pic and i'll get it to my inbox and i'll enter you. > > > And people you can comment bomb yourselfs and rate yourselfs. > > > 1st Person is...... > > > > > > > > 2nd person is...... > > > > > > > > 3rd person is...... > > > > > > > > > > 4th person is...... > > > > > > > > Scores are going to be...... comments + rates = final score > > > Contest will open 1/18 thur 1/25 > >

First Blog
Good morinng to all. Just thought I would write some thing new in here. I didnt do anything this weekend stayed at home with the kids plus Joey was out on a job site still. Im sitting here with the kids watch movies with them Flushed Awayed seen it 5 times in three days im about ready for a change. Well hope every one had a good weekend. TTYL Cyn Hello just thought I would write in here. Not much is going on in my world tonight. My soon to be husband works in the oilfeild so he is out babysitting a oil well and I'm at home with our dogs and farm animals. It sucks he's gone but I talk to him alot on the phone and I go out to the job site to see him often to. Well thats about all I can think of right know. Cyn Hey there every one just thought I would write afew things in here. Well im a country girl I enjoy dancing I love animals I have two rottweilers Tank and Vixen are there names. Other then that I'm just a all around nice person HeHe.

My Sorry Life
ON WED ON WENT TO THE HOSPITAL AND SEEN MICHAELS MOM SHE SHOULD BE CUMMING HOME 2DAY SHE LOOKED FOR HER POSTION-SHE STILL HAD A SMILE ON HER FACE-THURSDAY I WENT 2 A DIINER THE QTC WAS PUTTING ON-ITS WAS FUN-IT WAS HELD AT THE HUNGRY HUNTERS IN MODESTO AND FOOD WAS GOOD-I DID GET LOST FINDING IT-THEN I WENT TO WORK AFTER-IT WAS NOT HARD JUST WAS EXTRA HELP LOL-CAME HOME AND SUM GUY WAS WALKING IN DRIVE WAY LOOKING AT ME AN I WAITED A FEW MIN THEN I GOT OUT AND AS I WAS WALKING 2 THE HOUSE I HERD A HISSING NOISE AND A TIRED HAD BEEN SLASH AND AIR WAS CUMMING OUT-WAS GOOD SIZE HOLE-I CALLED SECURITY AND HE WAS NOT EVEN ON SITE-THE DISPATCHER HAD TO GET SUMONE ELSE FROM ANOTHER SITE-SHE CAME OUT AND SHOWED HER-YAKED 4 A FEW-THE DAVE WAS UP HE MADE MAC N CHEESE-THEN WE WENT 2BED-I DONT REMEMBER FALLING ASLEEP-BUT WAS UP WHEN KIDS LEFT 4 SCHOOL-DIDNT EVEN OPEN MY SIM CITY 2DAY-PLAYED POGO AND CHATTED WITH JESSI AND JEFF ON MYSPACE-AND I HAVE 2 GO NAP-BOSS IS INSPECTING ME 2DAY NOOOOOO.....

Rants And Info
Hey all! So I've been asked how I lost weight and got in shape; I decided to post my secrets. BODY FAT (BF) & Lean Muscle Mass (LMM) First thing to figure out, is your Body Fat percentage. The easiest way is to buy Body Fat Calipers; they should come with directions on were to use and a chart used to calculate. Weight - BF = Lean Muscle Mass (LMM) Resting Metabolic Rate (RMR) What your body burns w/o help. Total calories burned/day = RMR = 60-70% + Activities = 20-30% + Food effects = 10%. HOw to figure your RMR? Multiply your calculated RMR by 1.3 (sedentary) 1.4 (moderately active) 1.5 (very active) RMR expressed in calories (kcal)/day Height expressed in inches Weight expressed in pounds Age expressed in years Men: RMR = 66 + (12.7 x height) + (6.27 x weight) – (6.8 x age) For women: RMR = 655 + (4.57 x height) + (4.36 x weight) – (4.7 x age) Example: A 190-lb male, 6’0” tall, 28 yrs old, very active. Daily caloric requir

Blog Thing... I Dont Often Do These, So Dont Expect Updates Often
I have finally figured it out. My car is the Anti Christ. My life was excellent until this car came into my life. Now, Some may ask, "Why not just get a new car?" I try... it wont let me. Each time I have almost enough money... The Tempo causes legal issues which sap all that money away. And if I leave it, I have worse problems. The only help can truely come from god. Cause this car is the Devil Incarnate Im not sure how many others have had an eperiance like I did. But around the end of 2005, I first discovered the band social distortion. I enjoyed their music, but never really listened to it. In June of 2006, my life went into the gutter, my fiancee left me, I was kicked out of my home... And found myself Living out of my car, barely making 6 an hour at a resteraunt. Listening to Social Distortion one day, I fell across the song by Social D titled "Ball and Chain" And it Opened my eyes. Ive been trying to change myself so much to appease everyone else, that I wound up

What I Am Up Too
Ive tried so hard for year after year To just be responceable and kill of this fear but I guess it was not without all that wrong Im just kinda suprised that its taken so long I always figured this life would be rough Its taken the worst, I came out as tough But now with barley a soul still around The bastards have finally wore me down I cant even smile or pretend Im ok The people that know me can tell every day They say "Whats the matter", the answer I've not I drowned it in liquor I killed it with pot I thought that the song would be my salvation They must not be good or I am impatient Ive tried to controll these demons unbound the bastards have finally wore me down I did nothing on purpose but am I all who sees The sweat on my forhead the blood on my knees To occupied with your own little game Ive said it before, Im always to blame Ive grown quite acoustomed to the blackness inside I cant count all the times I wish I had

I'm Not Crazy
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh realy? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so what did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- realy? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy-

Yahoo Groups
I have decided to upload pictures of my work in Mexico, so Cherry people can see that I am not just about fooling around, but about workng hard too. I would love to hear comments about it, Carlos All did was to post my yahoo groups addresses is that a crime? anyway if you are interested vissit my profile page carlos To all my friends, fans, lovers, stalkers, do not despair I will be back on Saturday afternoon, you behave and don't get in trouble. See you soon!!!! Carlos

Its Time.....
Ii looks like I am without a Valentine this year. Now , you may ask yourself why this matters? Well, this happens to be my favorite time of year/day. Yes I know this is very sad without a doubt. Just wanted to share this with all my Valentine less friends. Lets share the love on this AWESOME Day just for the next 12 days.... Who knows maybe one of us may find a real Valentine.. Wendee Trust... This word defines so many things in life. The ability to trust another, yourself, and the world around you. I have been strugling with trust issues for a few months now, but not on another person but within myself. I make very poor judgements most of the time and calls that tend to affect my life terribly. Why do I do this to myself? I am a kind caring and very loving person, but when it comes to things of the heart, I tend to build a wall until the trust level can be found. I had a friend send me a cute little thing... it said.. I've built a wall around my heart,not to keep someone out b

Ruff Times
hmmmmm somebody needs to hang out with me so last monday kelsey decides to take 40 seraquil and 40 vicodin and slit her wrists. sarah and i call the police... hmmm lets see, she's still alive. i decided to trip my fucking mind off for the next 48 hours. i took 700mg's at noon on tuesday, then another 700mg's at 6:30 on tuesday, i hang out with julia for a while, then i take another 700mg's at 8:30 in the morning on wednesday, then 350mg's at noon on wednesday. no sleep at all. i'm still triping right now at 10:15pm on thursday, and i'm not showing many signs of coming down. me after the first 700 the 2nd to the last bottle of cough syrup. the last one i remember drinking, after it was down my throat i blacked out for 5 hours. but kelsey is in the psyche ward. i visited her yesterday and today. i brought her some rice crispy treats and a card. i told her how much what she did hurt me and exactly how it made me feel. she read me fairy tales. this is a pictu

Random Thoughts
Ok...so i'm happy now...finally...again...I havent been able to get him out my mind and finally broke down and got a hold of him...for those who have an idea of who im on about know,for those who dont,my exbf...we parted on bad terms and a lot of misunderstandings and i couldnt let it go like that...i pushed him away when he was trying to get close to me,so i confessed everything...well,after all was said and done,we got back together..he missed me and wanted me back and i him..so yea...I've got my baby back...go me!whoop whoop...so,yea..thats it for now!comment or whatever..love to all! Grrrr...this didnt take the first time so now i have to retype everything..stupid computer...anyways...Why is everyone obsessed with walmart?I just dont get it.You guys dont work there, if you did you'd realize it aint that grand of a place to be,let alone be obsessed about. Second,why do people drag their children to walmart at 3am knowing that their kids should be home in bed sleeping?Why fuss at you

Babbles
This is a bit of 'poetry' I wrote up the other day. I wonder what would happen if I woke up breathless Torn into pieces and riddled with infection Nowhere to turn in a world full of excuses Relentless expression put to impractical uses Constantly blinking while nothing changes The used people handing out thousands of chances Never moving, waiting for some changes Watching the minute hand, as you know your life passes Safe in the knowledge that there's nothing you can do Safe in the knowledge that you'll always be you But what if I told you when I wake I feel breathless Sitting silent, while you watch and take guesses The colour draining, waning like the moon What if I told you, I'll get my breath back soon. Would you believe, would you stand and leave? Safe in the knowledge you'd just been released? Safe in the knowledge of what you've chosen to believe. But what if I told you you'd just been deceived? Numbness injects a cool

Wolf Prints
Wow...this is like so weird! I have forgotten what its like to be a n00b somewheres..haha!Well I'll get this figgered out.I am only babbling here for a few minutes, cos I am waitin on somethin to d/l..so blah blah blah..hahahha!! Neways..g'nite all! Ugh I'm having withdrawals of a certain peep..~le sighs~ And no,I dont really have anything else to add. =P Super shy peep here! So I just pop off n on here,peeping around. I dont iggy anyone,just am really very shy.

Whatever I Want!
yo, my comp broke so yahoo is kristinnsync.. i can get on that through my phone.. dont make fun of the name its super old! lol Have you ever: (x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar ( ) made out with a member of the same sex ( )crashed a friend's car ( ) stolen a car ( ) been in love ( ) been dumped (x) shoplifted (x) been fired ( )been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of my parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back ( ) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger ( ) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school (x) slept with a co-worker (x) seen someone die (x) had a crush on one of your internet friends ( ) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar ( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire (x) eaten Sushi ( ) been snowboarding (x) met someone in person from the internet ( ) been moshing at a concert ( ) been in an abusive relationship (x) taken pai

Friends
their are people out their that are really good at heart and caring and loving but their are some that down right nasty to people who are apsolutely good to them and the dont appreicate that at all. but their are a few that you can find that you can trust and respect and there isnt a lot of them out their i know i ran into alot of them that are down right mean and nasty they dont deserve any respect what so ever. but there are some that do deserve the respect and honesty and trusting i only found a few of those that i can trust in my life and that is a good guy that i know for a short period of time, and my god son mother and her husband and my step mom and her husband. and a few other friends and yeah they are all in my family list of friends but except for the step mom but she is the one in the picture with me. so thereforth i only trust people that i know and that i can trust. you have to earn my respect and trust before i give the respect and trust to anyone i hate the snow yr aft

Sunshine On My Footprints
You stand before me The vision of my angel Light reflects off of you Surreal in the pre-dawn shadows Your eyes are the first thing I notice As I do every time I see you Next your crooked smile Is it real this time? As I gaze at your form I marvel at the view Of my longtime friend Finally within reach Yet not close enough I stretch out my hand to touch you You vanish and I remember As I startle out of sleep You aren't here Only in my head are you with me I wish I was still dreaming A salmon sun peeks Over a misty horizon Promise of a new love dawns Fresh is the air Flowers thrive in their splendor The relationship grows Strong the reeds along the river Carrying each others dreams Fresh like spring Wishing it will never end Impossible it seems Color bleeds from the leaves What used to endear me to you Grates on my nerves No longer do birds break into song

Morphs
I NEED SUM CLOWN LUV , CAN ANYBODY HELP ME OUT.IM LOOKING FOR A COPY OF "STRANGLEMANIA"I HAD IT ,BUT I LENT IT TO A "NON-JUGGALO"TRYING TO SPREAD A LIL CLOWN LUV ,AND THAT FUCKER TOOK IT & RAN. WHEN I CAUGHT HIM I FUCKED HIM UP ,BUT NEVER GOT MY VID BACK.& I CANT FIND THAT SHIT ANNNNNYWHERE IN CA. SO IF ANYONE CAN TELL ME WHERE TO GET IT OR HOOK ME UP WITH A COPY .YOU'LL MAKE MY FUCKIN DAY. THANXFOR READING MY SHIT. MMFCL TO ALL LO'S & LETTES EASTLOS 420 aka eastlosjuggalo@yahoo.com KJHJHGGFCKHG KJHKH KJBGHGCFYLJB 7777777777777777777777777777

Come And Look
Hello and have a nice day YOU WILL FIND THE SECRET SERVICE VIEWS ON THE PERSONALITIES OF PAST PRESIDENTS TO BE QUITE INTERESTING. For those who don't know... Capt. Denny Keast flies for UAL and flew many S.A.M.'s (Special Air Mission's) for the White House. ******************************************************** I flew 4 Presidential support missions in the C-141 out of Dover AFB, DE. Two for President Johnson and two for President Nixon. Johnson was a first class jerk and on the two occasions I flew for him, if the Secret Service and their Liaison in the Pentagon hadn't intervened, we would have had to stay on the airplane for hours while he (Johnson) was off some where. Nixon never required that and the four (4) stops we made with him he was cordial to the Secret Service and to me and my crew. We had a neighbor when I lived in DC who was part of the secret service presidential detail for

Rough Sex
BigDaddy w...: first of all kid ... its females like you who does not show fuckin respect ... its females like you who fuckin play games ... i do have fuckin balls kid ... i would love to see you walk in my fuckin footstep havin cancer, loosein 5 year old daughter to drunk driver and comin home and find your partner in bed with someone else ... see i have fuckin balls ... but its females like YOU dont have respect and show yous are 100% real lovers ... so if i where you watch what you say cause you state you have sex .... but it was not love its sex, so in my book, that is called slut .... You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffe

First Blog...
What do you think of my layout now? I was bored so I decided to chill on cherrytap and change my page. I like pink so I think this is the page for me :) lol Let me know what you think! I'll update more later aii?? Huh. This is my first day on CherryTap and I think it's awesome. I love making new friends- it's basically the reason why I'm a member of this. I need to be with people more lol. But it still doesn't change who I am lol. Have you read my profile? You should- because I am serious. Word for word, every bit of it! But it doesn't make me a mean jerk. I can be- but I can also be lenient with you peepz lol. I like chillin' and shit. I have no real problems with people. So, if y'all wanna hang out with me and have fun.. believe me when I tell you- fun is my speciality. Oh yea- and keeping you busy.. that's for sure lol. *I don't mean in bed, since I'm happily taken* Anyways, I'm just chillin at the moment talking to a friend on AIM right now and waiting for my man to wak

Slim
come check me and the station out that i dj @ on weekends we are @ http://powerpassionradio.piczo.com hope to see ya all there come check me and the station out that i dj @ on weekends we are @ http://powerpassionradio.piczo.com hope to see ya all there come and join me and the other dj"s while we tear up the air waves @ http://powerpassionradio.piczo.com we play what u wanna hear and say what we wanna say we are totally uncencered station

My Songs
she’s like what did I ever do to deserve a man like you your everything a woman could ask for you made all my dreams come true how could I want for more your days are so much brighter now since you feel in love with me everytime i wrap my arms around you it brings you to your knees iam just giving you my heart and my soul and really its totally out of my control darling and give you everything you could possibly dream of and all your fears are gonna disappear everytime we touch and all you really need from me is to be loved your saying things like this cant be real iam gonna get tired of you baby with everything i feel thats something i just could never do all you need to know is everyday iam gonna prove and baby iam gonna show how much i truely love you baby you never have too worry if my love for you will always last baby you can be sure of that for 30 years or more.......she met me at the front door....with a kiss goodbye..or a hug when i g

Me, Myself And I.
Im so proud of myself, I just had to announce it. I decided to make a change in my life, exercising more and such. Well, this first week I lost 9 pounds! YAY!! LOL Im having all kinds of problems with Cherrytap tonight, is it just me or is it still because of the maintenance today? I guess I could have done this as a mumm but well they are kinda mean there at times lol I guess I'll tell a bit about me, Im in some sense an old fashion kinda girl. I like when I guy opens the door for me and pays for dinner and all that.. not that I require it but its kinda a turn on for me. I also like for the guy to approach me, I guess its odd in this day and time but I figure that if he is coming to me he is confident enough to perk my curiosity about the rest. I dont see that being a bad thing but my friend tells me I need to get with the times and assert myself. So what do you all think? I personally see nothing wrong with how I am but I wouldnt mind hearing other peoples opinions.

Life Love And The Pusuit Of Happiness
so, here of late i have been thinking alot about why i am so emotionaly detached. it seems as though i have reached a point were although my face and my actions say "you can not hurt me because i am ammune to it" i am in all actuality hurting all the time. i hurt becuase i feel abandoned, disconnected, distant, used and lied to. i am so easy to accept that others only want me for what i can give (sex, money,connections ext.) and not for who i am that i find my trust and faith in everyone around me failing more and more by the day. if i am not giving a service of some kind im not worth keeping around. i dont understand why it is so hard for ppl to be honest. i am tired of playing games. i feel as though my entire life is a fucking arena. i am constantly fighting for a possion. or trying to tackle a goal or hurdling over another barrier that is... speaking in metaphors for all my emotional and social standings. i never thought i would get to a place in my life where i could stand next

The Words Just Won't Come Naturally
I hate it when guys find them so iresistable and act upon it. get over yourself you really arent that hot as a matter of fact that little attitude you put on makes you the ugliest person to ever walk the planet. yep thats right even uglier then the one who fell down the ugly tree. No girl wants someone so erogant that their head blows up more and more with every step that they take. it kinda wants to make you walk up to them with a pin and pop their ever-self-lovin' head. get over yourself because you may be attrative but you sure as hell arent any different then the homeless guy walking the streets at night. if anything they are more attractive then you will ever be! It's amazing how you can be thinking the right things to say at that exact moment, but when that moment comes the words continuously trip over your tongue leaving you speechless and feeling like a fool. How do you react in a moment like that? What I normally do is just smile and nod giving them the wondering of what the h

S.b.a.b. (sexy Bad Ass Bitches) & My I.b.i.c. Sistas!
We are just a group of close friends that do associate with one another alot. And help each other always, in any way we can... ~Just Meee~™®~X~S.B.A.B.~X~@ CherryTAP ◊ Saxxy ◊™®©@ CherryTAP ~Dontcha™~?~Elite*Bombers~@ CherryTAP ~ Lady T ~ K.K.S. ~ S.B.A.B.~H.A.C~ Member ~@ CherryTAP ~Arkey~Brat~To~You~S.B.A.B.~@ CherryTAP Maniacal Bliss@ CherryTAP Devilish_Angel ~member of~ S.B.A.B~@ CherryTAP CntryGoth™~V.I.C.~@ CherryTAP Vicky~S.B.A.B.@ CherryTAP

My Mind Is Always Thinking...
Lost in time and space, lost without a trace. Looking for a a friend, with a helping hand. My lifes unknown plan, I don't know if I can. Hold my head up high, without the question why. Look into my heart, look into my mind. What am I to do, where am I to find. The reason why I'm here, the reason for my tears. If only I could know, a simple place to go. I just might be aware, of all who really care. But for now I'll try, to find a reason why. Just to stay awake, and be here one more day... What do you do when you want someone you can't have? What do you do when life is never fair? What do you do when everyone is so busy running around that they can't see the pain that surrounds you and tears you open from the inside out? Who is there to pick you up when you just can't stand in this life anymore? If it wasn't for my best friend, then I think I would have just melted away into the sea of eturnity a long, long time ago. Thank you Misha for all that you've done to keep

Truth
I dont know why Im doing this. I have to say that I have really fucking horny right now. One of my friends sent me something and now Im horny. Im just going to have to deal with it right now and wont be able to do anything for awhile about that. I should get going as I have to get up early for work tomorrow. As I was going to work today I couldnt help but think. You see going to and from work I have alot of time to myself to think. Why is it that when we are alone by ourselves are thoughts seem to come out more clearly? Everyday I think of the same thing going to work and then from work, but then there are those times where other thoughts come in. Some good and some bad. I cant help but think that I get paranoid when I have this alone time to think. Dont we all get like this sometimes. Who can honestly say that when they were alone with their thoughts that they didnt get some paranoia, depression or other down bringing thoughts. Lately I have been doing alot of thinking, maybe

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An Awesome Memorial Day Video! On My Watch TonightAdd to My Profile | More Videos Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead" (Source: Duke University'sHistoric American Sheet Music, 1850-1920).http://memory.loc.gov/ammem/award97/ncdhtml/hasmhome.htmlWhile Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had man

Hello..
Love all of you... Just been really busy at work to do much on here.. Riddle me this? Why is it people use this stuff to get you to some other site that you really have not interest in. Not saying everyone does it but... I am here to make new friends, maybe chat and see what goes out from there. OH well must just be me... Leave comments like crazy, for a contest. {my first} http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=252908&albumid=167947&i=639950535

A Gift From God
Dreaming In The Dark Just you and I togeather, dancing in the moonlight. You'll have my heart forever and a day. I give to you all of me, the best I have to give, your love for me is all I'll need to stay. In the world I go, there is life and a soul, happiness and a time for being, a fantasyland? maybe that's so, but with love so freely given. Take hold of my hand, walk with me awhile. I am the sun that warms your face, the rain that quenches your thirst. I am the soft gentle breeze blowing through your hair. I am the dew that softens your lips, the song that warms your heart, the stars upon your eyes, the happiness in your heart. How I long for the darkness of the night to fall, so I can close my eyes and dream of you. No one can hear what I say to you, or the words you whisper to me. Softly the wind touches my cheek, your hand is what I feel, the tender brush of your lips upon mine in the darkness of a dream. A child so pure and innocent as she lies asleep in

Dear Die-ary
well it's so hard in life right now. i still have gone nowhere and it's killing me i need to exist in society why am i the cast away. well fuck em and omfg i sound like a fuckin emo blah eww... any-who still looking for that juggalette (or two) to stand by my side hey you i can't wait for tonite i am going to get so fuckin wasted i cant help myself finally i get away from my mom and have some fun. i'm goning to rupert to meg's birthday party. she kewl cuzz she's down with the clown. i got her some bath stuff, a haloween candle, and a hachet. well g2g. TOY well this is new to me. well life sucks as always i just got this new thing cuzz a friend told me about it

Latest Info!
ITS FRIDAY! WOO HOO! I have been here watching all this drama on CT today and we all know who the players are...its hard for me to envision that these people are actually full grown adults. Perhaps we should have a subdivision for those that have not matured past the kindergarden age and call it.... kindergardentap....cuz some of these peeps sure need to grow up! Thats my thought for the day....still at the library...wishing i had a pc but for now this is fine...Hope you all have a stupendous weekend... Love you much! Good afternoon ya'll. Its been awhile since i blogged anything to do with my life and situation here healthwise or otherwise. I been trying very hard to keep positive and move forward to a better place. The pc got repo'ed today and so i guess that means you will have to do without me a lil more than your used to and me without you. You dont know how completely lost i feel without it its like an extension of my arm and heart and mind that has been there

Love Always
I WAS WALKING AROUND WITH MY HEAD HUNG LOW, I WAS WANTING TO DIE BUT LIFE WAS GOING SLOW. I WAS TRYING TO HAVE FUN WITH LOTS OF BEER AND CHEER, BUT ALL I DID WAS LOOSE ALL THAT WAS NEAR AND DEAR BUT I STILL DONT KNOW WHY I HAD TO BE HERE. WHEN I MET SOME PEOPLE-A FUNNY LITTLE BUNCH- WHO LAUGHED AND TALKED AND SAID THEY WERE ADDICTS AND DRUNKS. THEY TAUGHT ME TO WALK WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH THEY TAUGHT ME TO THANK "GOD" WAY UP IN THE SKY BUT WHEN I ASKED THEM HOW IT ALL CAME TO BE. THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING AND THEN SAID TO ME. "WE WERE WALKING AROUND WITH OUR HEADS HUNG LOW, WE WERE WAITING TO DIE, BUT LIFE WAS GOING SLOW. WHEN WE MET SOME PEOPLE-A FUNNY LITTLE BUNCH- WHO LAUGHED AND TALKED AND SAID THEY WERE ADDICTS AND DRUNKS. wherever life takes you... on gentle breezes,beneath bright skies,over smooth waters.... love goes with you. through stormy weather, under dark clouds,near rocky shores, love goes with you. from the safety o

Please help me win this contest... I will really appreciate it! I always help my friends, please return the favor. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1241208486 ] Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Hi, I'm in a contest, can all of my friends help me out? This is the link... help me out please! /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=87943&i=1241208486" target=_blank>[ CherryTAP.com photo: 1241208486 ]

Metal Radiocast/podcast
Episode 13 of our Metal Radio cast is up You can find it at http://www.mhmetalradio.blogspot.com BELIEVER- Not Even One Let's face it, there isn't a lot out there in the world of Christian metal that can hold up to even the most lenient of scrutiny, but BELIEVER were the exception. Not only could did they get released by Roadrunner, they once toured with ANACRUSIS, BOLT THROWER and SACRIFICE. A highly creative and talented Thrash band, BELIEVER never got the credit they deserved for being a kickass metal act, despite which team they played for. SCORCHED- Just Finger Yourself Pittsburgh, PA based Death-Thrashers letting you know how to kill some time (besides listening to us...) from their 2006 Demo http://www.myspace.com/scorchedmetal VANMAKT- Undying The Master From their Diaboli Iubeo, Para Vindicta demo, this Black Metal Horde hail from Karlskrona, Sweden. They recently signed with Pulverized Records, and will be releasing a full length album with them later this y

I Wish You Could Know
A firefighter's life A firefighter's life is one big surprise, Usually he laughs,sometimes he cries, There's always stress, toil and strife, Hoping he's good enough to save just one life. His wife understands when he misses dinner, If he runs out of church, don't think he's a sinner. Answering a call is tops on his list, Regretting each one he's ever missed. He tries and tries, but can't make us see, The happiest men, still work for free. Jumping from bed, fighting the cold, Knowing what to do with out being told. He rushes to the station, jumps on a truck, Depending on skill never on luck. Putting his life on the line for an unknown friend, Hoping and Praying it won't be the end. "The Bravest men in the world" the title is fitting, They all do their best never come close to quitting. Next time you see them, all their lights blinking, Take just a minute, to think what they're thinking. It's a hard job, so show them you care, And help them out

Elfie Babbles....
Why oh why oh why do I ALWAYS find the ones who lie? Either they are lying to me or to someone else. Why do I stay in a job that seems to get worse by the minute? Why can't I keep the other job I love? (ok I can answer this one... it's only 9 months of the year) Life is unfair ain't it? (yeah yeah I know that isn't a word.....) I'm either way to forward for one guy, not forward enough for another and lied to by another. My question for those of you out there... what does handfasting mean to you? To me it means you are engaged. How come I can't seem to make ends meet even with two jobs? Why do I feel like I've gotten the short end of the stick when comes to relationships? and why does this damn blog sound liek I'm fucking depressed? LMAO I'm mostly just ranting here but I would like at leat ONE of those questions answered! Elfie I just discovered I've been cheated on and lied to for about a year now.

The Competion
I Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know That Ive Posted 13 Pictures From A Few Months Ago How Many Points Do You Get For Doing Specific Things on here? Im Gonna Make A List Of It.. All I Know So Far Is... Rating Pics - 1 Point Sending Picture Comments - 2 Points Inviting Someone (*Them Joining*) - 500 Points Me And My Girl Rosie Are Having A Contest To See Who Will Have The Most Points By February 21st...Shes Kickin My Ass At The Moment By About 3,000 points... Anyone Care To Help Me, Give Me Points And Stuff By Rating Me And My Photo's, Get Peeps To Add Me haha

Finishes Last!
what everyone needs is a guardian angel someone to tell them when they are down to get back up,when they hurt that it will go away, when they fall to clean the cuts,and when they need to give! i want to be that and i want that! if i never find it again then...............i have lost! im done im sick of everytime i try to be nice i get hurt no matter how small the effort i get screwed! i ha ve very few friends that are true! im tired of being told one thing, and another happening ! i told my last g/f no matter what i'll be there! well she did coke. i drank liquor! and i got screwed! and thats just the way it always turns out 4 me! with every passing day the nice happy understanding mike that has always been is going away! i am trying to hold on but everytime i reach out for a life line it gets ripped away! danielle! you keep me afloat! you have been the best friend to me over all! and i love you for that! thank you! i think pretty much this whole rant is bacause i

Pirate Ramblings
I love snow! But one of my jobs really sucks when it snows. I work at a roadside assistance business and when it snows I am super busy. Granted I only dispatch the runs (I love telling people where to go) but it keeps me busy. Every one else in Indiana seems to complain about the snow. I love to drive, walk and play in the snow. I guess that is one of the reasons my friends call me a polar bear. Such is life! Let it snow, let it snow, let is snow!!!!!! Some people might think by reading my first blog that I might be an alcoholic. This is as false a statement any one could make about me. I am in fact a drunkard. I even have the pirate flag and subscription to prove it. You see, I was at a local magazine shop looking for something "different" to read. My ex-girlfriend turned me onto some "conspiracy" theory type magazines that I found fun and entertaining. But I almost dropped my jaw when I saw my ALL TIME FAVORITE magazine. THE MODERN DRUNKARD! I picked up a copy and read it then got

Allora's Grove
On this morning I have a steaming cup of caramel toffee joe in a muh painted with fruit and vines. The sky is at pre-dawn, with the light burgeoning but bot yet in the sky. The air is wet from yesterdays rain, and the air smells like damp stone and green things, while a small murder of crows that has come to the area lately sit upon the lamppost to send their call. One cat sleeps on the blanket I crocheted, where my feet would be were I still with her. Yesterday I cleaned my Altar well, moving some of the elements into different paths, then cleared the blankets of leaves from the front garden plants' beds, to let them know that the time for sleep was soon over. The worms that I grew and seeded there before have done well and small earthworm babies abound. A TitMouse ( small mouse, larger than field mouse, smaller than common mouse, fawn on top, cream under) has died by the pot of lemon balm, well, one of the many pots, so I buried her among soil and leaves. She had no injury, perha

Members Of The Congregation
To all members of the Congregation: Pastor Redneck and Reverend Doggie James will be taking the congregation on a little field Saturday 10th and Sunday 11th to the Arizona Beer Festival @ Tempe Town Lake (Sat-1pm-6pm and Sun-2pm-6pm). Admission is $35 at the gate, and this includes a drink pass. We feel this is a reasonable price, because it will give us the opportunity to spread the word of our Congregation and recruit new members....and it also means some beer drinking:) We will also be doing some beer drinking before hand at Casa de Redneck and under the Mill Ave bridge. So each member attending should byob. As of today, 59 members have given their word they would be showing up, but I hope that number doubles over the next couple of days. That should not be too hard since there are close to 300 members in the Congregation. We look forward to seeing everyone out there. Other Announcements: I would like to congratulate two of our newest members for seeing the light

Ive Always Wanted On Of Those....
I have always dreamed of some sexy azz shoes that have some height to them and dont hurt your feet, and that they could be shoes that go with everything in your closet.... I wonder what it would be like to like to have sex with a clown wearing those sexy azz shoes i was talking about? Hmmmmmm? Or What about a mime? I wonder what happens when you put a donkey and a horse together? What kind of babies do you get from that? Hmmmmmm??? Dont think thats perverted enough? Im very interested in what you think is perverted. Kisses...Lol On the subject of being perverted i have a few that really get me going. Ever see two dogs fucking and just for an instant you get horny? Or ever see a dog with his toy fucking it to tears and at that instant you get a dirty perverted thouhgt? How about if you see some couples kissing in public and just for a sec you wonder what it would be like to be in bewteen them molesting them, and wanting them to molest you just as much.? Just a tho

Profile
Ron Hillhttp://Naughtyflop2606.bebo.com/ I'm needing some profile comments and other much needed things lol can ya help me out here.... February 16, 2007 For everyone that doesn't know that I have a Myspace Web Page it's http://www.myspace.com/excaliber2606 I'm usually up and about on a couple of web sites. www.bangme.net my screen name there is Akon24m www.imvu.com is a new thing that I have come across lately it's like a virtual reality thing like avatar world for yahoo messenger. My screen name on there is GrandMaster2606 http://www.cherrytap.com/join.php?friend=541547 is cherrytap where it's kind of like myspace but with alittle more of fun to it. If you join you will be linked with me. www.flixster.com is another one. it's mostly about movies where people can chat about a movie or interest of their likeing. I think all you would have to do is do a search for me as my email addy which is naughtyflop@yahoo.com of course. http://www.tagged.com/register.html?aa=15r

Next In Life
I am back because of my BFF felicia!! I really miss my friend - he moved away and i never get to talk to him ---course he doesnt go online -- not sure what his given situation is ---but DDee -- miss ya buddy give me a shout out sometime ~~~ Meeting people and getting to know them is really cool~~ i dont like living without them - if they go away -- seems a part of me goes too - so i m living with the thought there gonna be back in my life even if they dont.~~

My Poems
A MILLION MILES AWAY A million miles away I hear your soft voice calling A million miles away We breath as one A million miles away We lay in the snow making snow angels A million miles away Our hearts beat as one A million miles away We are closer then ever before A million miles away Our hearts are smiling Dedicated to my friend Tanaia My Chaos Poem I awake and my eyes open Only to find Chaos Waiting for me Like an old friend Chaos takes me By the hand I resist but Chaos is to strong Chaos takes me back to were it all began The darkness Surrounds me I fall faster and faster I have reached the end My eyes slowly close Chaos takes my last breath Chaos has finally won THE DOWNWORD SPIRAL You showed me happiness You showed me love I was finally at peace then you took it all away You took my heart and thru it away You left me with nothing Even less then what I had before I proved time and time again I would be there to save you Now yo

Puresteeleradio
PureSteeleRadio would like to give BIG BIG thank you's to both Troy from the Azusa Paranormal Research Society for hosting the successful new show and also to Ellen from the Ghost Hunting Observation and Survellience Team for all the support she's given us! With friends like this we can be nothing less than a complete success! THANKS TROY AND ELLEN AND REMEMBER... PURESTEELERADIO IS THE "NEW" INDUSTRY STANDARD IN RADIO DOMINANCE!! BOO! BUMPS IN THE NIGHT! PureSteeleRadio has a fantastic line if gifts! We have t-shirts, mugs, clocks, posters and even postage stamps! To visit our gift shop, just click "store" from our home page at www.puresteeleradio.com. Everything is customizable for a personal touch. We guarantee our product line will be growing much bigger, so keep checking back! [click the tshirt to go right to our store] This Year WE MAKE WAVES! We're preparing for world domination. The "New" Industry Standard In Radio Dominance...

Sex Survey
Struggles i know we've all had our share.Mine have been to many and i've done my best to overcome then.My biggest struggle right now is not having my youngest children with me .I find the holidays very hard but i put a smile on my face and make the best of it.So if i'm a lil

Seeking
this is crazy shit. no one knows me. not even myself. but u know what? i havent left this computer in over 15 hours! celebration time! come on!! today i celebrate freedom from 8 years of marital oppression! not on paper yet, but more importantly, in my soul. YES!!! nothing is ever easy, but at the momemnt, difficult would be welcome. my mind races daily, filled with nothing and my heart yearns for a love that will never be. i feel life groing inside me, but as it reaches the surface, the darkness that is the true me smashes it away. i am alone and only the drawing of sweet scarlet blood gives me any relief. to watch it dripp away is the only thing that makes me feel even a sparkle of life.

Not Sure
The creation of Wisconsin .... Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call It Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?", inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example, Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot." God continued, pointing to different countries, "This one will be extremely hot and arid while this one will be very cold and covered in ice." The Archangel ,

Sex Zodiak
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com jordan's sexual nickname: "Twin Peaks" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Quizzes
You scored as Shadow Spirit. You are a very strange being. Like nothing anyone has ever seen. You are a Shadow Spirit. You weren't born this way. This happened because you were betrayed so many times in life you just gave up. Don't forget; there are people out there who are just like you...you just have to find them first.Shadow Spirit100%Drow92%Dragon92%Sorceress83%Goddess75%Wolf67%Vampyre50%Zombie50%Elf33%Faerie8%

Pagan Humour
Deity Satisfaction Survey Unknowingly contributed by Liath Macha As I was browsing the spirituality section of a used book store this a folded sheet of paper fell from one of the books. This is what it said :-) God would like to thank you for your belief and patronage. In order to better serve your needs, The Almighty asks that you take a few moments to answer the following questions: 1. How did you find out about your deity? __ Newspaper __ Bible __ Torah __ Koran __ Television __ Book of Mormon __ Divine Inspiration __ Dead Sea Scrolls __ My Mama Done Tol' Me __ Near Death Experience __ Near Life Experience __ National Public Radio __ Tabloid __ Burning Shrubbery __ Other (specify): _____________ 2. Which model deity did you acquire? __ Jehovah __ Jesus __ Krishna __ Cernunnos __ Zeus and entourage __ Odin and entourage __ Allah __ Satan __ Gaia/Mother Earth/Mother Nature __ God 1.0a (Hairy Thunderer) __ God 1.0b (Cosmic Muffin) _

Overwelmed By All The Attention
Today I added a a person who asked to be my friend. So far I have never denyed a request and I have added anyone who asked. I feel that anyone who asks I will add and they are going to respect me and my way of handeling my page. However this person then asked to see my pics I have for my Family. He got upset when I told him not at the moment. I told him I need to get to know him first before I added him to that part. He then started to cuss at me and rated the rest of my pics that he hadn't rated a 1. This in itself doesn't bother me that they are rated a 1. But the fact that someone who asked to be my friend and I allowed to do so would then demand to see my provate pics and when denyed he flipped out. So I am asking the rest of the people who are my friends should I be selective and start to not allow some requesters to join my friends or should I do as I have always done and allow it. Please let me know what you think. Joanie I appreciate the requests for more pics of me. unfo

Bored
JUST THINK AS MANY PPL ARE ON THIS SITE HOW MANY OF US ARE SITTING HERE BORED TO DEATH WHATS WRONG WITH THIS UNLESS IM POSTING NEW PICS IM BORED OUT OF MY MIND GOD I NEED A LIFE BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED PLZ SOMEONE WAKE ME UP FROM THIS AWFUL DAY BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED

Once Booed In Cherryville
My mom has terminal cancer, and it sucks ass. It's a damned sorry thing to see your own mother go from being able to do for herself to being frustratingly helpless in such a short period of time. Example: she picked up my niece from kindergarten on her last day of school before the Christmas holiday, but the cancer spread to her spine and she was unable to walk when my niece returned to school after New Years. It was a grand total of less than two weeks. Her spirits remain high, but my own have taken a beating. Its hard to watch a woman who busted her ass to raise me and my sister as a single mom be felled so quickly by cancer. In a way, she had it coming, as cruel as it is to say that. My mom smoked for most of her life, and had a very hard time quitting despite the encouragement of my sister and me. She tried and tried to quit, but she never could quite kick the habit. And now she's paying for it with her life. She's not dead yet, but she's slowly dying a pain

Chunky Chicks
Today, I thought I would talk about something that is important to all chicks and especially chunky chicks. For those of you who may know me or those of you who may read this blog, it is no secret that I am a big girl. What I find a lot of times, is that even the ones that are extraordinarily beautiful don't realize their own beauty. To make matters worse, it seems like too many other people with preconceived ideas of what should be beautiful don't realize the beauty that big girls possess. For many years now, we have been told that if you are not thin, you are not in. Smaller is best. Well I just say that I don't believe that one bit. I've seen many beautiful women who were not at all thin. Being a big girl often comes with low self-esteem and many stereotypes. Women think they are not pretty. They feel like they are not attractive enough to get a man to be interested in them. They think that something must be wrong with them if the guys don't look at them the same way they look at

Who You Think Gonna Win?
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die Yo

Featured Bands
BOTTOM is: SINA : VOLUME ADDICT, GUITARZAN & VOX KEVIN : LOW TONES CHRIS : BATTERY CHRIS CORONA : LIVE RIFFAGE Spawned from the fiery bottom of New York City's Lower East Side, more evil than Satan himself, the metal rock-outfit BOTTOM continues to raise Hell. Lead by mosh-head Sina, BOTTOM is volume drenched metal built on riffs and deep groove. BOTTOM escaped NYC in 1999. After years of touring, BOTTOM grew into its current carnivorous form. Bassist Kevin Harding and trap artist Chis Colebourn, originally from SF's durge rock outfit The Pale Horse, most recently joined BOTTOM after Sina and Kevin met while playing in a Bay Area deathmetal band called Angrboda. Heavily influenced by steak, black tooth and conspiracy theories, BOTTOM’s current HQ is in San Francisco. BOTTOM's debut, Made in Voyage, was recorded in NYC, produced by Greg Gordon (engineer for Slayer, Helmet, and Public Enemy) and released in 1999 on the band's label Mudflap Records. After launchin

Life Hurts....
LOOKING FOR ACTION.....WHERE IS THE HANG OUTS.... Have you every feel you have no one? I have people around me all the time like family and friends but I can't really trust or get respect from them! Sometimes I don't feel loved but used! I have a soft heart...I am good to everyone and those I love take advantage of me all the time. I get hurt alot from family and friends but yet I am still there for them! I guess my question is when is enough a enough and just say no and walk away an not look back or not feel guily cause I say no! I am a poet writing of my pain. I am a person living a life of shame. I am your daughter hidding my depression. I am you sister making a good imperssion. I am your friend acting like i'm fine. I am a wisher wishing this life wasnt mine. I am a girl who thinks of suicide. I am a teenager pushing my tears aside. I am a student who doesnt have a clue. I am the girl sitting next to you. Can you see my pain if i don't tell you? And would you feel it

Misc.
Henrietta Lacks’ ‘Immortal’ Cells Journalist Rebecca Skloot’s new book investigates how a poor black tobacco farmer had a groundbreaking impact on modern medicine By Sarah Zielinski Smithsonian.com, January 22, 2010 Medical researchers use laboratory-grown human cells to learn the intricacies of how cells work and test theories about the causes and treatment of diseases. The cell lines they need are “immortal”—they can grow indefinitely, be frozen for decades, divided into different batches and shared among scientists. In 1951, a scientist at Johns Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore, Maryland, created the first immortal human cell line with a tissue sample taken from a young black woman with cervical cancer. Those cells, called HeLa cells, quickly became invaluable to medical research—though their donor remained a mystery for decades. In her new book, The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, journalist Rebecca Skloot tracks down the st

Poetry
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan. What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts. Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE PART II (JUST WARMING UP!) What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs. What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes. What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Be

Walk Not Quietly
TODAY Today I held your hand Today I closed my eyes Today I tasted the fear Today I brought forth ecstasy Today I killed Today I died Today I sucked Today I held power in my palm Today I wielded the sword Today I crawled through the dark Today I chewed on broken glass Today I wrapped myself in barbed wire Today I called forth the thunder Today I made lightning strike Today..was an ordinary day WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT LESS I FEEL YOU AND STRIKE WALK NOT QUICKLY IN THE NIGHT LESS I HUNT YOU AND DEVOUR I FEED OFF OF THE FEAR AS YOU GRAB YOUR COAT AND PULL IT TIGHTER I SHADOW MYSELF BEHIND YOU AND EMBRACE THEN AS YOU WHISPER HELP I CLOSE THE EMBRACE AND FEED SWEET DARK ANGEL DO NOT FEAR FOR I WILL LEAVE YOUR BODY WHOLE IT IS FOR YOUR SOUL I HUNGER YOUR INNOCENCE IS MINE AND AS YOU START TO RUN I LAUGH CONTENTLY IN THE DARK SO WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB (it was a sacrificial lamb) IT'S FLE

I Might Need You
many ppl will walk in & out of your life but only a true freind will leave footprints in you heart if one day you fill like crying, call me. i dont promise to make you laugh, but i can cry with you.if one day you want to run away, dnt be afraid to call me,i dont promise you to stop, but i can ran with you. if one day you dont wanna listen to anybody, call me and i promise to be very quiet. but if one day you call me and there's no answer, come fast to see me, perhaps i need you.....

Butterfly's Cauldron
When days go by and you say nothing, it really tears me apart... It feels like someone has reached into my chest and pulled and ripped my poor heart... Please dont ignore me, i cant stand the pain, i dont like the way this feels... Find some way, some way at all, and let me know you're for real... Pick up the phone, pick up a pen, write me, text me, whatever.... Let me know you are thinking of me cause i am thinking of you, forever... Know that i love you with everything i have, for worse and for the better... That is why i wrote you this poem, and this sweet little letter... you know i miss you...you know i love you...that will never change....i just hope that with everythng you said...you really feel the same.... ripping like flesh... tearing not healing.... just festering and rotting... how do you stop it... how do you make it heal... you try to close the wound only to have it reopened... it hurts.... it hurts worse then a bruise... worse then

Knightskitty
Since when did we move to Mexico. Boy, if that ain't discrimination!!!! Someone told me the other day who owns a business and is in the commercial loop that all the illegal beaners around here are working under the table for $4.00 an hour and then sending the money to Mexico. That's why they need to pile up in the house to pay the bills here. You know that the employer is not paying Taxes, workmens comp or anything on these under the table wages!!! So for all you White Americans who get No Tax breaks. Can't live off welfare and are now getting discriminated against in our own country -- You had better stand up now!!!! W/ a No Tolerance level!!! The more we just sit here and let it happen the WORSE it's going to get. Now that we are the minority and get NO HELP -- our kids are going hungry and our homes are being lost!!! This is BULL SH%#! Higgy's Tattoo Studio here to say HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL Appointment with doctor went well...Change in plans as they cann

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God, you know, I have been living off the parentals for the last year and it has literally driven me insane. Dads insanity almost killed me an Mom has been wonderful... but she has her issues too. I dont want anyone elses issues but my own. I fall in love with someone back home. We want to get an apartment and make it work for ourselves with out anyone else. And noone believes it will work. Everyone wants to shit on my happiness. I havnt even told dad yet because I know the amount of shit I am going to get from that. You know... I am just FUCKING SICK AND GODDAMNED TIRED of everyone who wants to be a fucking critic of the way I live. If you have a fucking problem with me and what I want, just leave me the hell alone then. Im not asking for your help or your money. I never did. I dont need anything else but a ride home. Last night I had this terrifying nightmare that wouldnt quit. I woke up 3 times and everytime I went to sleep this guy was in my head. This horrible evil man who wanted

Hello
why is it i only rember the strange and weird dreams any idea? hi do u think big can be beautifull???? You Are 30% Evil A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. How Evil Are You?

Mossman Tells It
When my Mommy does come home. I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!" I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the f

My Weekend
my internet is down for the long weekend so i wont be around the next few days. some of you have my cell number if you want to catch up to me. if not i`ll be bad on line next week i hope. happy holidays all ok let me start off by saying my visit was good with my kids. now it`s time for me to deal with you drama people. i`m going to be very blunt and foward. it seems that a few of you have a problem with me sticking up for canada. i would just sit back when ppl talk shit about the country i love and live in. so if you got a problem with canada plez save us both the time and remove me from your friend list.i dont talk bad to no one or talk about what country they are from.so no i wont let you dis my country. if this blog bothers you just remove me. i am canadian i`m not going to change cause ppl dont like me or my country. mike well i`m off to bed, i get my kids tomorrow. i`ll be back on sunday. take care and show me some luv. love to hear from my friends. have a great

Eat It, Beat It, Eat It Again.
i was told i fuck like a porn star, 1 side of me thinks thats sum kool shit, but the otherside of me thinks i should feel different about it, what do the ladies think? i just met a chic that didnt want licked just dicked, thats crazy to me are there any ladies out there who can take my tounge more than once?

Morf Contest-i Need Your Rate And Comment Bombs, Please
Ok, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldier out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and wont to compete Then send me a message. Just in case this is being reposted, and you need to search for me. My search name is "BITCH2WITCH&BACK" THIS IS NOT A CONTEST SO THE LEVEL YOU REACH IN COMMENTS IS THE PRIZE YOU GET GUARANTEED, THIS LAST TIL FEB 28TH 1159PM EST. PLUS YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB YOUR OWN PIC. > > HERE IS YOUR PIC LINK > > > > > Ok, to all my ct friends out there. I have entered into a morf contest. And what i need from you is to rate and comment bomb like crazy. For the one that comment bombs the most there will be a prize given away. Thanks for all the help for you are true friend. Just click on the picture below and i till take you

Chipsahoy
Just made friend of Cherrytap.com. I made alot of friends, family and fans, thankyou all including the Cherrytap people themselves. Have a drink and party on me. I've put up some more pics if you care to see Frist try at one. Please call back and define for me please

Love
I honestly belive I have found the one person I want to spend the rest of my life with. She's the sweetest kindest most awesome woman I know. I love her more then words can describe. I love you so much Rachael and I can't wait to be with you. Well on the bright side of things rachael has been the greatest persone to me and I love her so much I can't even begin how to describe it. We've been together for just over a month and no matter how many times she say I love you to me I still get this big goofy ass grin on my face. I find myself wanting to be with her more and more every day, I eagerly wait for her phone calls and am sad that I have to sleep alone cuse I would much rather be with her holding her in my arms. So yeah I think that's all I have right now. The one fantasy I have that keeps poping in my head goes like this. My girlfriend is sleeping nake in our bed, but I'm not in it yet. Instead I'm out preparing for the sneak in. I creap in like a vampire with my fangs in there's so

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a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> MY CRUSH WENT AWAY AND I AM FEELIN VERY UNLOVED WHERED U GO I AM WANTING U BACK PLEASE WIT A CHERRIES ON TOP AND SPINKLES AND ALL THAT someone has a CRUSH on you!!

World Rock Radio
(all times Eastern Standard Time) MONDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 6PM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 8PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 10PM S&M DJ Krys 12AM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 2AM Satan’s Slumber Party DJ Lucifer TUESDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2:00PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8:00PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Sin Within DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Rock Yer Box DocNasty 12AM Disciples of Rock DJ Cru 2AM Satan's Slumber Party DJ Lucifer THURSDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 6PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 8PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Black Mass DJ Lucifer Friday 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 10PM S & M DJ Krys 12AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince 2AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince Saturday 6PM Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fucki

Juggalo Wolfs Wolf Pack
- LOST LOVE - every day i walk into the darkness souless n' heartless love is forgotten everyday i sit around just rotten once loved but lost it im the one that goes unseen and unheard inside i died burn the world n' write my name in blood in the night sky when i was with you i felt so alive when you stopped lovin me is when i died now i walk with the dead with 666 in blood writen on my forhead i have no heart you left it in pieces on the floor and only you can put it back together guess its just all lost love there is no above there is no below its just you in a dark hole and all you see is darkness love is rotten n' cruel oh so many times have i gotten played like a fool ya cut my heart out n' threw it in a blender your love once so tender now so cold wish i could just be taken out this world but your the one who keeps me here if you a lo or a lette goth pagan or just fuckin' crazy or just want to get to know me add me on here or yahoo > evil_juggalo_wolf@yahoo.com

Your Thoughtssssssssssssss
Dead Peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee' wanna join????????????? The idea of Luis Cipher exists as you know it by my profile....."Luis Cipher" in reality it does not exist; it is an abstraction for Lucipher.....ergo, there is no real me....only the abstraction that you perceive...an entity that you perceive, something illusory.....and though I can hide my cold gaze & you can shake my hand and feel my flesh grasping yours....and maybe you can sense that our lifestyles are probably comparable......I am really not there....except that part of your mind that allows me to exist.....don't YOU think????? It's not what you thought when you first began it, you got what you wanted & now can hardly stand it.....but now you know it's not going to stop, your sure there is a cure & that you will finally find it....you think one drink will shrink you to the illusory underground & live it down......it's then you understand that it is not going to stop.....not going to stop til you wise up....

I'm On Watch
last night was a weird night. i kep waking up thinking that i forgot something. then at like 2130 it dawned on me that i forgot to turn my clock back an hour. i slept like a rocck last night. the ship was rocking pretty good. one of these days im gonna fall our of my rack. so i started working out las night. i felt pretty good. did some push ups, sit ups, and pull ups. then i ran two miles. i didnt feel too bad afterwards. then i went down to the sonar skid room and hit the heavy bag for a couple of mins. until my skin broke at least. then i had to stop. you know, im sitting here, watching this german ship and they look like they are rocking and rolling pretty bad. their forcastle is just getting pounded. their screws almost come out of the water. i would hate to see them in really bad seas. there ship is pretty cool looking. lot of smooth lines. not blockey at all. they have this massive long distance radar that just looks mean as hell. the best part of that ship is the bar on the me

Surveys
1. Has anyone done anything sweet for you lately? No. 2. Do you trust your friends? some of them to a certain extent 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the person you love? Interesting question.. Find me "THE ONE" and im sure i'd move heaven and hell to be with them. 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? yes 5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship? lying, and Abuse of any kind 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best roommate for you? none 7. What's your favorite movie? prolly The covenant 8. Are you afraid of falling in love? in a way.. yes.. I cant help it.. im afraid to fall. 9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times throughout the day? yes 10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new guy/girl? no 11. Name one person from your friends list that you could call to come to your rescue if you got a flat tire? I dont

Sup !!!!!!
come join me in cherryrock gonna rock out and smoke out atleast come say *HI* NEW PLAYER IN CHERRYROCK!!! IF YOU'VE NEVER HEARD THE MUSIC IN LOUNGES BEFORE YOU CAN HEAR IT NOW!!! click the pick to get there! (repost of original by '~Clandestine~' on '2007-04-01 18:17:01') (repost of original by '~NorthernNutCase~' on '2007-04-01 18:48:28') CLUB ILLUSIA'S HOME GROWN DJ N8 IS LIVE AND ON THE AIR! COME SHOW HIM SOME LOVE! A GOOD TIME IS ASSURED TO BE HAD BY ALL OR YOUR MONEY BACK! OH I ALMOS FOR GOT, HE DOES REQUESTS! click on the pic to check it out! Sorry I have been off of here lately. Just been busy. If I haven't made it to your pics yet send me a private message and I will make it there. Can you do me 1 favor and visit Cell Block ? The peeps are cool and all the DJs are great. I'm on air Tue., Wed.and Thur. nights form 8-11 pm est but like I said...all the DJs are good. So when happy hour is going on just pull up the lounge and jam with the tunes while y

Military Wife
I am a puppygirl though. I am true to my traits. I am incredibly loyal. I am sincere and loving. I love to snuggle, cuddle and play. I lick, nibble and kiss. I will follow you to the ends of the Earth. You can kick me and I will come back. But if you leave me somewhere enough I will wander off and get lost for good. I thought that was kinda cute. Please go to this contest and vote for my hubby and comment bomb him and pimp him out to all your buddies!!! PRETTY PLEASE HELP ME!!!!! THANKS A TOn! The average age of the military wife is 20 years old.She isn't old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage a whole household on her own and maybe, has a kid or two. She probably never her saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months or years, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. She cries alot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't

This "crush" Thing Should Be Stopped
yeah--i got 2 crushes--feels good--some sweet person prob felt bad for me and gave me some crush love to lift me tormented spirits--but those crushes disappear and turn all the temporary happiness into a more permanent despair--so if your out there and reading this--either of my 2 'crushes'--love ya's for such sweet thoughts to me xoxoxoo why would i say that--it's a good thing-right--yeah--it can be--but listen here i come back to this site on 1/14 after like a month's absence--the crush thing was new to me-- bu the morning of 1/16---2 people had a crush on me--i felt happy , accepted, wanted, loved --the whole gamut--but by that afternoon--ONLY 1 PERSON HAD A CRUSH ON ME--so what happened?-- DAMN-it-I'M GOING THROUGH MID-LIFE CRISIS--what could be worse than someone removing their 'crush' from me and giving it to someone more "deserving:--someone YOUNGER, BETTER LOOKING, BETTER 'ENDOWED' JUST BETTER THAN ME--and i couldn't thank the person for the original crush--nor could i

Hurting
i wanted to do something for my mom who is no longer with us... and i did not know what to do so i ask a good friend one here if she could help me and she came up this something. there is no words to tell her how much i love it.my mom left me in 2004 and im haveing such a hard time with it i know in time it might get easer but right now its not but im doing the best i can.. you knwo the hardest thing was telling my kids there nanna was gone. but they still talk about her which is good there is a song i would love to find and put it with this but can not find it it is by mark wills the ballon song my kids say when they get a balloon they want to write on it and sent it to heaven for there nanna but any wyas this is for my mom I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS YOU SOO SOO MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US.... i had the worse thing to happen to anybody today. i was driving down the road and a little boy came out of no where and hit my car. i jupm out and got help then went to the lit

Tomp
Well I'm loaded and headed to a Wal-Mart in southern Mississippi. I'm scheduled to be there by noon tomorrow, then I go up to Jackson, Mississippi and pick up a load for Atlanta, Georgia for thursday. Anybody on my route that wants to meet for coffee or a soda or a sandwich - - give me a yell. Sorry I don't drink anything stronger while driving . . . I spent the day in Joplin, Missouri - truck was in the shop. The back of the drivers seat had broken, and I had to replace a tire. I'm supposed to get a load in the morning going to Mississippi, just below Memphis, I think. So I may not be back on for a few days, but I'll try. Hello everyone - I'm new on here and wanted to let everyone know a little about me. My main job right now is driving truck - actually I own my own and am leased to Landstar Ranger (or at least will be again in a couple of weeks). I am also a photographer, thus I try to set up photo shoots while I travel around in the truck. I have a degree in electronics bu

New Grandson
he is new to the world.. but has made his entry with a bang.. He has grandpa's name.. mom's arms.. and grandma's love.. he has a big brother and sister to teach him how to drive the adults crazy.. welcome to the world and family my angel Most of you know Badgirl #1 is my daughter..and she was expecting baby #3 in 9 weeks.. today baby John was born by c-sectin he is 3 lbs and 2 ozs.. 16 inches long.. he forgets to breath..but little guy is a fighter Badgirl is not doing good..but I hope for the best for her .. the medicine is working on her please pray for both of them.. Welcome my angel.....You have grandpa's name.. mom's loveing hands.. and grandma to hold you..and a big brother and sister to show you the right way to drive us all crazy.. you are very loved by all of us..

Blog
thank you so much for stopping bye and showing some love on my profile hello before i logged off last nite i had a ton of pic ratings and fan request's when i logged on today they are all gone , before i had a chance to respond ??? if i missed your requests or new photo's please let me know so i can come bye and show some love her name is sunshine .stop bye and show her some love

Fuzzy Blog
What I have been doing is creating websites. There nothing much but hey they are mine and it is fun woohoo. Ok as some of you may know at least if you've read my profile or looked at my pics I have two wonderful kids. Well lately I have been thinking of their future. Just your typical I want a better life for my children then I had. Since I never went to college neither my parents or I could afford it I would like to give my kids the opportunity. So I started looking around and found a college savings program that was free. It's called upromise and can be found at www.upromise.com. The main way it works is you register those grocery store vip cards and when you purchase certain items a small percentage of the price is paid by the manufacturer to upromise who puts it into your account. It's all free and doesn't cost you anything. What I was wondering was if any of you are interested in helping me out? If not at least check it out and do it for your own children/grandchildre

New Pic
JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT MY NEW CELL PHONE IS WORKING AND WITH OLD NUMBER. IN CASE YOU GOT MY NUMBER IS 626-367-0538. THANKS SIMON Just posted new pic check them out Name:_______ Number:__________ Best time to call:_________ text messaging (yes or no) ________ phone company ________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: "I WANT YOUR #

Sybian
Wow i had my first sybian ride this weekend, what a ride!!! I think that every woman should have one of these in our homes... If anyone would like to get me a present this would be ideal.... How many people are going to the harley rendezvous this year? Last year was our first time so there is no more Laconia for us..... What a time we had at the vous looking forward to going back next year.... If any bikers out there haven't been should definitely check it out lots of titties, ass, and more.... LOL

Pit Bulls
AN APOLOGY TO BREED BAN ENTHUSIASTS I'm sorry you are frightened of my dogs and are trying to have them killed because they are pitbulls. I'm sorry you lack the understanding of this breed's true history, gentleness with people, wonderful temperament, intelligence and behavioral conformation. I'm sorry you won't read the ATTS stats regarding our breed's true temperament, putting it in the top four for temperament, scoring better than breeds like Golden Retrievers, and cocker spaniels. I'm sorry that you side with and protect animal abusers by marking the breed of dog, and not the irresponsibility of the owner. I'm sorry that by your logic I could steal a car, run some people over with it and then you can blame the make of car for the accident, as I walk free. I'm sorry you generalize one breed of dog with one group of people. I'm sorry you can't see the love and determination that many often highly educated, non-criminal and "normal" types of people show towards this bree

Life Of Tonya
Suppose one morning you never wake up, Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home ...... I LOVE YA!!! My life started in 1973 i was born in Ohio to my parent's and there names are Jerry and Geneva Mills. We lived out there for a while and then we moved back to Ky. I really dont know much about my lot younger years but i have a sister that does. Well heres what i can remember of my life...It wasnt the best in the world but, here goes...I can remember goin to church and stuff like that and then dad worked and then when he came home he would sleep awhile and then he would get up and go up t

Working Hard, Or Barely Working
Sign in please. I was in the office at nine in the morning yesterday. A few students came to see if we had their laptops ready to hand out. Due to the fact that we had to image all the laptops as clones for the college, it was taking us longer to get them ready. The Mac Book Pro's were easy to do. The Dell 620's needed a new wireless NIC for dual band access to our network server. That took 30mins to find out that the NIC is under the keyboard. 24+ Mac's, 34+ Dells, and a school full of angry second semester students yelling about why can't I just have my laptop. The office started to look like a backed up Post office (on a good day). Today...... What can I say about today? I stayed up until 3am last night and got to work late today. I heard the clock go off at 5am, but I didn't get up for another two hours. I thought It was a dream. Then it was another day of give me, give me my lap top, I have work to do. It seems like everyday there is something else we have to

***2 Our Brave Soldiers!!!***
I MADE PUT THIS TOGETHER 4 ALL OF THE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN IN OUR MILITARY. GOD BLESS AND PROTECT U ALL!!!!! WITH LOVE & RESPECT, TINA TO ALL MY BEAUTIFUL SOLDIERS!!!!!!! Brought to you by Dragonfly Graphix Courtesy of MsTags.com WITH LUV & RESPECT!!!!! TINA Courtesy of MsTags.com I HAVE A FRIEND/CO-WORKER WITH A SON IN THE MARINES. HE'S SO YOUNG, SO BRAVE, AS ARE ALL OUR MARINES!!!! I THINK ABOUT OUR SOLDIERS AND I'M TRULY GRATEFUL THAT THEY ARE BRAVE AND THEY FIGHT FOR ME AND U! MUCH LUV 2 ALL OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN!!!!!!!! Courtesy of MsTags.com

.............
I want that........ UR hands on either side of my face........ My hands on the back of your neck....... Kiss where afterwards we hugg and U spin me around........ Is that 2 much 2 ask?????????? Something in your eyes I know I can't resist. Something in the air I don't know why. You were always here for me since I've been on my own. 'Cause of you I know you'll never let me cry. Can I believe that your heart still beats for me? Let me receive a sign that your my destiny. I wanna know. Gimme a reason for me to believe in can't you see in my eyes? I need a reason for why I'm not still grieving. To you I'll never say goodbye. 'Cause deep in my heart I know there's a reason. Why I'm never leaving. Your why I'm never alone. You've given me a reason for me to believe in. And you're my reason. Ya know Im not that girl that expects jewlery, expensive dinners out, or dozens apon dozens of roses for Valentines day......... Im the chick who wo

Avery Kaye
Yet more photos of Avery, her daddy, (My nephew), and his lovely wife, Katy... Born today, Jan. 29, 2007 in Grapevine, TX. To My favorite nephew and his lovely wife. I am so proud... And there will be more pics. This is Avery Kaye and her mother, Katy.

The Bitch Is Back!!!!!!!!! And Out For Blood
I JUST GOT HOME FROM WORK , WHEN I WENT ON MY LAST BREAK AT 915 PM I NOTICED SOMETHING AS I WAS SITTING OUTSIDE SMOKING ...........MY TRUCK WAS ALL DENTED AND SCRATCHED , I DONT KNOW WHO DID IT , HAVE NO CLUE , CALLED THE COPS MADE A REPORT ....BITCHED SCREAMED AND BITCHED A WHOLE LOT MORE , THERE IS A BULLET MARK IN THE WINDSHIELD , MY TAIL LIGHT IS BUSTED 2 CRACKS IN MY REAR DRIVERS SIDE WINDOW , AND VARIOUS PUNCTURES, AND DENT MARKS AND SCRATCHES ALL OVER THE ENTIRE PASSENGER SIDE...THE COP ASKED ME IF THERE WAS ANYONE I HAD PISSED OFF RECENTLY BLAH BLAH BLAH ..HE SAID MIGHT OF BEEN A KID .... ANYWAYS WHEN I FIND OUT WHO DID IT OR IF I THINK THEY DID I AM GONNA PAINT THE PAVEMENT WITH THEIR ASS SO BECAUSE OF SOMEONES ANGER OR STUPIDITY I NOW HAVE TO GET THE DAMN THING FIXED ... BIG DEAL I GOT INSURANCE ,,BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH PPL TODAY FUCKING UP SHIT INSTEAD OF BEING MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO PUT IT ON THE TABLE AND TALK ABOUT IT OR BEAT THE HELL OUT OF EACH OTHER!!!!OK NOW I AM D

Im New
I love you craaaaaaaazy cherries! w00T! ^_^ this is my new addiction to take the place of myspace. WOOHOO! kicked hella ass! My stash is growing bit by bit... making more friends! this is sooo much better than myspace! ^_^ how u doin'? Im Justin, from Forest Park, Ga. I love friends and the ladies kick hella ass too! im new to CT and so far, I love it! if you ever need to talk or sumthin, im allways here to help (unless im at work, then Ill be home later ^_^-Justin

The Best Lyrics Ever
He's utterly sarcastic- aesthetically confused He tells me I'm bombastic I want to be his muse An ordinary person who peeked into his void Would only wake up bitter and deeply paranoid [Chorus] He's unenthusiastic. Emotionally abused He's thinks that it's fantastic- I'd walk ten miles in his shoes As I watch him disappearing. I know that it's not right I love him completely - At least for tonight Do do do.... There's a lack of understanding a mutual malaise He thinks I'm reprimanding with my uncertain gaze Though -I can't conceal my feelings ...Like he can't purge his Pain Cause once he sees a mirror.... logic goes down the drain He's unenthusiastic. Emotionally abused He's thinks that it's fantastic I'd walk ten miles in his shoes As I watch him disappearing. I know that it's not right I love him completely - At least for tonight There's a roughness to our romance- A sadness to his step And though he won't admit it... I know he's often wept Perhaps it's

Angel
nah im just new here kea i rili dunno how things work here To the left To the left To the left To the left Mmmm to the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, thats my stuff Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And its my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' You're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know What di

Pardon Me
10.) Shoveling snow. Ok, maybe I just don't get it, but I have a really long driveway. There is 16 inches of snow on the ground, on TOP of the 2 inches of ice. And i'm supposed to get all of this out of the way for my stupid car to make it down the whole driveway just to reach Hawkins road which hasn't seen a snow plow in over a year?? That's a really long way. And the design of the shovel is baffeling. It seems to hinder more than it helps. It's going to be a long morning tomorrow... 9.) Mean people in big trucks. Big trucks do not mean you can be a big jerk, and drive however you want. Yesterday, in the bad weather, I made a last minute trip to the grocery store. It was icey, and bad, but right when I get to this huge hill that I slid all the way down, some idiot in this big truck decides he's going to PASS me on the way down. I have no control of my car, and you think you can just drive right past me? Ugh, I hope he ended up in a ditch, forced to eat his fat buddy in

I'm Glad To Have A Friend Like You
I just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten you all. I just came out of a pretty long depression. I was having a hard time comunicating with anyone during that time, including my own family. So I hope that if you are angry at me that you'll accept my apology for being absent for so long. Your Friend, Erica When I need someone to talk to, or just to joke with, I'm glad to have a friend like you. When I need someone to tell my problems to, or a shoulder to lean on, I'm glad to have a friend like you. When I need a ride, or some brightening up, I'm glad to have a friend like you. Even though I may not always show it, or even say it, I'm glad to have a friend like you. Through the years of happiness, you were there to laugh with me. Through the years of love, you were there to give me more. Through the years of pain, you were there to help me through

Skrewdriver
Women have magic powers. They get wet without water, bleed without injury and make boneles things hard. Please be patient, i am a virgin here and at work. shhh dont tell. I will update more at home and as time goes. Thanks to xtc for introducing me. Seriously, what the hell. In a good way. I mean, i have been here hardly 2 days and i think i am addicted. Oh my. What the... freak... an i hate writing blogs, wha tthe hell am i doing, where is my shrink.... my head. my god dam freak skull ahhhhhhhhhhhh k, i think i am okay now. w00t

Ferris...
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract geeks! You attract models! You at

Friendship
"I AM METH" (This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize... My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe n

Angel In Disguise
Wet Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet. Rapture There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with

Please Tell Me
OK OK OK........PLEASE tell me there are some lesbians on this damn thing that live in TUCSON. IF SO CONTACT ME! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO

Curses For You
Little by little you’re fading away Seems like time is taking you from me…. Little by little I’ll set you free There’s no need to come back to me ‘Cause letting go really, truly is a good thing now So please let me go and fade away….. I’ll let you know it really is a good thing now And keep yourself away from me…… Curses For You Keep comin at me.... Keepin me aware of you....... My source of inspiration.... Oh how much I hate you..... Stupid indecision Yes, I do abhor you Cursing you indignantly....... But you keep comin at me Although I'm not alone.... Am I your addiction? Your fix for the day? How can I forgive you? When I can't forgive myself Stupid indecision Keeps you comin.....still. .........Me can anyone guess what this is about? Forgive me if I hurt you When my temper subjugates me Forgive me if I wronged you When my wicked comes to play As my loyalty is bound to you Just loving who you are With these simple dreams I

To All The Gentlemen
I have received a couple of inquiries about my sexuality from some of the ladies out there wanting to know if I like other women sexually. I have never answered that question in an open forum such as this one. But today I hereby confess that I am bisexual. Wow what a relief that was.So if you are bisexual, lesbian or just curious go-ahead and add me.also I'm going to start a new group on Google for bisexual women as I can't find any other ones on the Internet. So come on by ladies it's time to come out of the closet I an a 21 year old korean/english woman who happens to be bisesual but all I am attracting is 40+ year old men that I would never touch ( they would heve to be raping me)anyway where are all you bi and bi curious women hiding I would love to here from you. Don't get me wrong I love men up to age 25 but they can't give the emotional stimultion that another woman can, men think it's only all about sex and thats not the case for me. So ladies drop on by and I will send you

Atlantic City Ballys Busride!
FULL OF UPCOMING EVENTS & SHOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE IS ALOT OF UPCOMING EVENTS CALL ME OR EMAIL ME & ILL GIVE U ALL INFORMATION WE ALSO HAV A BIG PICNIC COMIN UP AT A SECRET LOCATION INVITED GUEST ONLY KEEP IN CONTACT AN ILL KEEP U POSTED ON EVERYTHING NEW STREET TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR A REAL GOOD STREET TEAM WE WILL HIRE THE BEST 20 PEOPLE YOU WILL PROMOTE OUR TRIPS,PARTIES, & MUSIC FOR MORE INFO HOLLA AT ME SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!! ALWAYS LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR NEW TALENT WHICH IS PRODUCERS,ARTISTS, & BEATMAKERS TO WORK WITH US ALSO SPONSERS & DISTRIBUTERS TO HELP US & OTHER PROMOTERS TO WORK WITH FOR ANY TYPE OF WORK BECAUSE ITS EVEN BETTER TO WORK TOGETHER THAN AGAINST EACH OTHER SLAMMIN WEEKEND GETAWAY GLACIER ENTERTAINMENT PRESENTS FUNKMASTER FLEX & JIM JONES AT THE CROWNE PLAZA ALLENTOWN, PA MARCH 2 - 4 (WEEKEND G

Thank U's
Please check put my homeboy Crucialtagz. This is a good man that dose great work. You show him love and he will return the favor.Ya'll wemon always talkin' that ya'll lookin' 4 good dudes, go check out my homie. Thank you for any that added me as a friend and/or veiwed my page. Also, i have taken the liberty to post a butt load of new songs. So enjoy!!! You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Zoo Bombers
SO I RIDE FREERIDE DOWNHILL MOUNTAIN BIKES.... I COME HOME A LEAVE HER A NOTE THAT I WAS GOIN OUT AND RIDDIN TONIGHT....SO WHEN I GET HOME....SHE PROCEEDS TO TRY TO RIP ME A NEW ASS HOLE,,,, LET ME GIVE YOU A LITTLE INSITE.... 1. I GET HOME AND SHE SAYS TO ME.....YOU LEFT THE FAN ON.... (MY GRANDFATHERS GREENHOUSE BURNED DOWN) IT IS ONLY THE SECONE TIME AND I JUST PLAN FORGOT TO TURN IT OFF... 2. SO WE GO OUT AND BUY SOME CHAINS FOR THE CHAIN SAW THAT I AM USING OF MY GPAS... THE CHAINS WERE NO GOOD SO MY AUNT ASKS ME TO TAKE THEM BACK.. I DO... THE SAY SHOP CAN NOT GIVE ME THE MONEY BACK...SO INSEAD THE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHAIN AND A FREE GALLON OF BAR OIL....(10.75) THE TWO CHAINS THAT WE USED WERE NOT NEW THEY WERE USED....SO OK....LET ME SEE... I TRY TO TELL HER ABOUT THAT AND SHE SAYS THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE NEVER HAD ME GO OVER THERE....THAT SHE WANTED THE MONEY BACK...SHE NEVER TOLD THAT TO ME.. AND SHE WROTE A CHECK FOR THEM...SO I CAN NOT DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT

Chicken Wings Anybody?
One day I was working the counter at my friend’s scuba shop when a Latin couple came in. The guy was this kinda short, extremely ripped, and very macho type. Later I found out he was a Puerto Rican Golden Gloves boxer. He asked me about teaching him how to dive I gave him the price and a brief summary of the classes. When his lady fired off "Donch jou let my Poppies die". I said ”Whoa Hun I haven’t lost anybody yet”. At this, the guy gave her his very best “get back in the car Bitch” look. Well I signed him up and gave him the class schedule. Now one of the problem Athletes face when it comes to water is they have very little body fat and since fat floats they unfortunately sink like rock, unless they swim real fast. This guy thru years of near drowning had developed a kinda Mach 1 doggie style, not that he swam real fast or anything, it’s just that his arms and legs moved at the speed of sound as he sank to the bottom. Luckily for him in scuba diving you wear a inflatabl

Love's Crazy
Real Love is out there we just have to keep on searching Love enhances beauty it makes one glow and all the emotions and satisfaction is shown on the outside. LOVE CAN HURT BUT ITS WORTH THE CHANCE CAUSE IF YOU FIND THE RIGHT LOVE THEN ITS LIKE GOLD OR SOME PRECIOUS TREASURE

Looking For A House
i am no longer dancing in the show i was stupid and went to mohawk mountain for those of you who do not know this a a snow resort in connecticut we were having a great time snowboarding then it happend off the small cliff i go i broke my arm and tweeked my leg the good part in all this is i will be moving even sooner i only have a week left at work then i will be heading out to washington so this week i have been talking with people in washington state on buying a house easier said then done sunday i will be flying out to washington to spend a week house hunting finding that perfect pad for me to start my new life wish me luck yes moving day is just around the corner i will be moving to vancouver sooner then i had thought my house here is sold and i am now staying with a friend just waiting for my last day of work to come and the closing of my show i will then grab my place on that big plane and head out west where i will start my new life in my new house i was able to put over half

Bonnie's Blog
To all my friends and fans(lol)I am having surgery tomorrow,Feb.2 on my shoulder,as if im not in enough pain already.Anyway those of you who know where I live please feel free to stop in and visit with me.Now I will have free time to figure this site out,so far it's pretty cool!I really like to know how people get all these graphics done on here.They are awesome!Anyway,I need to go and pace some more,so I will see you all later!!Nothing to eat or drink after 12a.m.so I must get my fixes in now! Cherry Tap has my age wrong on here,not that it matters,but I am 41 not 42.I don't want to be any older then I have to My surgery went well on Friday,never do I want to experience this again...The pain right now is way too much to bare,I'll take child birth anyday over this.I will be back on as soon as Im feeling better(hopefully soon).In the meantime you all have a great weekend and enjoy the superbowl..Stay Safe!!Love,Bonnie

Funny Sh*t Very True!
THE TICKET AGENT ASKED, "SIR, WHAT'S THAT ON YOUR SHOULDER?" THE OLD FARMER SAID, "THAT'S MY PET ROOSTER CHUCK. WHEREVER I GO, CHUCK GOES." "I'M SORRY SIR," SAID THE TICKET AGENT. "WE CAN'T ALLOW ANIMALS IN THE THEATER." THE OLD FARMER WENT AROUND THE CORNER AND STUFFED THE BIRD DOWN HIS OVERALLS. THEN, HE RETURNED TO THE BOOTH, BOUGHT A TICKET, AND ENTERED THE THEATER. HE SAT DOWN NEXT TO TWO OLD WIDOWS NAMED MILDRED AND MARGE. THE MOVIE STARTED AND THE ROOSTER BEGAN TO SQUIRM. THE OLD FARMER UNBUTTONED HIS FLY SO CHUCKY COULD STICK HIS HEAD OUT AND WATCH THE MOVIE. "MARGE," WHISPERED MILDRED. "WHAT?" SAID MARGE. "I THINK THE GUY NEXT TO ME IS A PERVERT." "WHAT MAKES YOU THINK SO?" ASKED MARGE. "HE UNDID HIS PANTS AND HE HAS HIS THING OUT", WHISPERED MILDRED. "WELL, DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT", SAID MARGE. "HELL, AT OUR AGE, WE'VE SEEN 'EM ALL." "I THOUGHT SO TOO", SAID MILDRED, "BUT THIS ONE'S EATIN' MY POPCORN." Lmao Part 1: HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: Take off clothi

Never Be Never Work
What I be without you. I would be sad and lonely, my smile would go away, my happiness would leave me. When I see you im happy, knowing you are still there I can go on. The hardest thing for me to do is confess how I feel. Sometimes confessing how I feel gets me into trouble, even gets me hurt. But now Im not afraid anymore. I would do anything just to see you smile. I give my life just to know you are still around. I know if I was to confess how I feel to someone they wouldn't feel the same. I don't want no one to change for me. I don't want anyone to be apart of me out of sadness or pitty for me. If anything I want someone to be with me only to give me a chance for me to make them happy. I can give someone the world but I will never ask anything in return but a smile. A smile is worth more to me then all the money in the world. People say there is someone for everyone. Well for me there is no one because the one i want will never be. I want someone that i can look in her eyes a

Beast Within
Looking back on time and space Seeing a Childs innocent face Knowing that things aren’t what they appear For inside this child cries silent tears Deep inside, she is filled with so much pain She feels dirty and full of shame Innocence lost at such a young age. Locked this child in a pain filled cage There is no freedom or escape From the fact that this child was raped While the guilty man is roaming free This child is sentenced to eternity Eternity locked away with all this shame She can’t help but wonder was she really to blame? Even though common sense says it was not her fault She can’t seem to help from having these thoughts That is what keeps running though her minds As she keeps going back to those moments in time Wasn’t there something different she could of done Why didn’t she scream or at lest try to run Fear and shame kept her frozen to her spot While this grown man did what he should of not Shame and fear made her keep the silence Kept her

Mythtery's Madness
The longest one-syllable word in the English language is "screeched." "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Almonds are members of the peach family. The symbol on the "pound" key (#) is called an octothorpe. The dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle. Ingrown toenails are hereditary. The word "set" has more definitions than any other word in the English language. "Underground" is the only word in the English language that begins and ends with the letters "und." There are only four words in the English language which end in"-dous" tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. The longest word in the English language, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. The only other word with the same amount of letters is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconioses, its plural. The longest place-name still in use is Taumatawhakatangihangakoauauotamateaturipukakapikima

Lost
If I Told You Once, I Told You Twice You Can See It My Eyes I'm All Cried Out With Nothing To Say Your Everything I Want It To Be If You Could Only See Your Heart Belongs To Me I Love You So Much I'm Hurting For Your Touch Come And Set Me Free Forever Yours I'll Be Baby Won't You Come And Take This Pain Away Sometimes i just dont understand why certain things happen. I get lost in everything in my life. Its almost as though sometimes i feel like im being swallowed by this thing we call life. Its like my life is never right or there are always some secrets i have to hide. I dont want to be that kind of person anymore. I dont want to have to care what other people may say or think about me or my life. Im so lost in love right now. Im fallen hard but i cant do much about it. I want to try something but if i do drama will start. Do i try it out and see if i can get through the drama or do i just leave it as a secret. I dont want secrets cause they led to lies...i

They Don't Call It A Blow Job For Nothing
If you are gonna read this blog.... please for my OCD tendencies... LEAVE A FUCKING COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!! Don't make me come over there! If I want to throw you down... have my way with you... fuck you so hard you are coming out your nose.. I should be able to do so.. Done! They don't call it a Blow JOB for nothing Look.. I am all about the giving of the oral sex.. In fact, I love giving head..but I don't think you guys out there truly realize the work that goes into giving a good bj.. A good one mind you.. Not a slack jawed, teeth dragging, limp assed blow job.. I am talking the real deal.. tensed up jaw, no teeth in sight, and the back of your throat open from here to kingdom come.. Grant it I am sure you men appreciate the effort.. and love the conclusion of a good bj..But DAMN it's work..And I MEAN WORK! Your jaw feels like it's gonna fall off.. TMJ starts kicking in.. and you can hear your jaw clicking.. it feels like your ears are gonna explode from having your mouth so

Thanks Everyone
hey everyone,havnt been on much,wanted to say hi,hope we can chat sometime,hugs Memories by Sudhir Iyer Was walking down memory lane, Was walking on the beach, Throttling the feelings of pain, Keeping doubts out of reach. Had a look at the sands of time The hours when time itself stood still, Could hear distant bells chime, And I was walking while I still stood still. Felt the heat of the sun beating, Could sense an awe that the past left, Saw the sheath of life fleeting, Glimpses of what was there were best. I want to thank everyone for their comments and pic comments,I feel very welcome,I am sure I will make some good friends on here,if I dont get right back to you,it is just I am new at this and I got to learn all the things on here,just bare with me,and ty again,hugs to all of you,you seem like sweet people,hugs

Way To Many Little Girls On Here That Are Too Imeture
well another deployment and yes its iraq. i leave tommrow, and well as even i for the 4th trip am going back i still am a lil scared as we all are the night b4 we ship out. I will hopefull have my net and b posting pix and news about the war and myself wile im there so u can keep up. If any of u want me to write u wile im over there then contact me and reply and ill do so . Hope i find u all well when i return. If i dont make it then thank u for the fun and the great friends. when u direct something at one persion and another persion who is not even in the picture deleates u from there account and wont tellu why and wont let u say ur sorry but its not at them , dont u think thats really stupid ??? i know i do , what an immeture thing to do w/o even asking to find out. This has to do with a certain 15 yo i found on here who is tellin ppl she is 21 and when i found her on myspace w/o asking her for her name there , her profile said she was 15 what a small world, so to all those ppl on he

My Architectural Work
Stop by visit and comemnt, thank you, Carlos I posted a new folder with some of my favorite paintings and so far people seem to be really enyoing them!!! Carlos GO TO MY SITE AND ON MY PICTURES YOU WILL FIND THE FOLDER. INCLUDE A FEW RENDERINGS AND PICTURES OF A HOUSE IN SACREMENTO. THANK YOU FOR VISITING, CARLOS

Poetry
yet another, for all to enjoy..... “If Ever . . .” If ever I wanted to understand, this would be that time. For it would offer me resolve, when my heart is so torn in design. If ever I wished for different circumstances, this would be the moment. For deep within all that has happened, my mind is broken into fragments. If ever I wanted to have had more time, to visually apply my plans, this would be it. Since time has snuck up on me and doused my visual fire, without a blinking forfeit. If ever my beliefs were at their all time lowest, even non-existent, it is now. For searching within this soul of mine, has offered no solace for my vows. To be the best father, the best friend, the best helper, the best provider. I’ve fallen short here, my body weakens more and more, deficient in advisor. If ever I did not seek for more, then this has become my new goal. For within the sins inside this temple, lies a wrong, that takes all control. If ever I could fight myse

Sorry
may angels take you upon there wings and protect you from the demons of the world and allow you a peaceful rest i speak of a poetic nature but do not show it through till my senses are aware of peoples intentions and there demeanor These two quotes were said by a friend of mine. I loved them so i thought I would share them with you I feel horrible right at this very moment. I told a dear frieand of mine that I would hang out with her because today is her birthday. And instead, I went and took more pics for my modeling portfolio with my brother. And I feel horrible because I told someone that I would call them yesterday and I didn't because I didn't keep track of what time it is so I missed the time that I could call him. I am so sorry. I wanted to call him today but I couldn't because I didn't wake up until about one this afternoon. So yeah, I have had a pretty shitty day today. Why do parents never want to let their children go when they decide to move out? I don't get it. I'm

Wind Beneath My Wings!
Angels protect us as we sleep. Angels protect us as we travel from A to B. Angels find us when we feel alone. Angels are her when we are scared. Angels comfort Our souls, when we hurt from our losses. Angels were with me, when my nana went away. The Angels the came and took took her by the hand. They said, Bernese it is time to come home. We will stay with your children and grandchildren until they join you with him. I imagine my Nana she gladly said, ok. And away to heaven she went on that Cold January day. I remember the call I remember it well. My mother she called and I could tell, That my Nana was gone but not far away. Heaven seems far when your grieving inside, but really it's not all that far from your mind. I know that one day I will see her again. In the place where she waits for us to be with her again. She left us here to carry on, but there are days when I feel I will never make it here. I miss her so much as I watch my Daughters grow. There are

Religious Things
The Legend of Aries Aries: important constellation in the years approximately 2,000 years before the birth of Christ because it was the position of the equinox, previously the position held by Taurus. The change was due to the precession of the axis and became evident throughout the mythologies of several areas as the cult of the ram overtook that of the bull. The constellation was at one time called the Prince of the Zodiac. This slow precession has since shifted the sun's position from Aries to Pisces. Mesopotamia: the Sumerians called the sun, Subat, meaning the Ancient Sheep or Ram and the planets the Celestial Herd. The bright star in Aries, Hamal, meaning the lamb, represented one of the stars in the Scimitar, a celestial weapon that protected against the Seven Diabolic Spirits of the Storm. The Babylonian priest Berossos who lived around 275 BC said that the world was created when the Sun was in the Ram. Egypt: during the time of Dionysus and his campaigns in Africa, hi

Poems
You're like a drug to me Without you I go crazy My mind starts to race My heart beats off pace. I can rely on you To help me get through But everything has their cost It was my mind that I lost You made me believe your lies You couldn't even hear my cries You're just like a drug You were only there to pull my plug. Because of you I now flatline You killed me with no warning or sign You were the cause of my death The reason I took my last breath Destiny I lay here every night Wishing you were next to me Thinking of the day we will meet And how perfect my life will be Listening to the radio Hearing songs that remind me of you Trying not to let myself cry I know what we have is true Looking out of my bedroom window Thinking about each mile Wondering what you want in this Knowing it will all be worthwhile You're the one I want to spend my life with The one I really want to marry I know the feeling is true I haven't told you because it might be scar

Bad Boyz
ok some bitch just told me that my page is a disgrace because i have my colores and support pics , and a couple of pics of my dick ......... i say fuck you to all who dont like it what do you think ????? let me know!!! I just wanna know who would be willin to go for a ride on my bike naked>>>>>> girls only need apply !!! lol I just wanna know why a lot of women love bad boys so much ????

Shortie's Thoughts
With every day that goes by I move further away from you I losse a love that was once to strong to break Ever since the day you left, my heart has never been able to heal Until now.. But not completely, This person means so much to me And not being able to have them is like loosing you over again This pain is unbearable To be honest Im tired of hurting Everyone who crosses my path since you left seems to do that..hurt me And half the time they dont know it What if you were still here, would i still be happy? Would i have met these wonderful people that i can now call my friends or the main thing, would we still be together I wish there was an answer for everything that happens But God has his own ways of letting us know I just dont wanna settle for that If I had dont something different would you still be here Would i be the person that i am now Could i ever love again...I think that i can But who wants me like i am now With your passing i have become a

Wh4t Do3s 1t Tak3
Life,Death Steal my last breath Hurt,Pain Open Me And Drain Discarded,Bereft I have no Feelings Left Forgotten,Forlorned My Heart You Have Shorn Broken,Bleeding No Hope of Reprieving Lust,Love Ill Have none of Despise,Hate I sit here and wait Here is a Lame attempt..comment as u see fit I sit here seething Hurting next to u wishing.Bleeding U dont care My heart breaks aches,as u sit there next to me laughing U dont care I feel death nye begins my ache to cry My heart bleeds U dont care If i tryed to say I want u to stay to make the day great U dont care So i will sit and die each time inside as i have to see u loveing u hating u U dont care i wish i could stop My heart Breathing Loving But even if i die bleeding Broken to pieces U dont care Another Shitty werk from a heartbroken f00l what does it take TO save my soul what does it take to feel whole what does it take to make a gurl see what does

You scored as Marius, You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Deacon Frost100% Marius100% Dracula92% Angel92% Lestat92% Akasha83% Blade83% Armand75% Spike67% Louis67% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com Capricorn

That's A Crap A Shit!
So I update mt stash and I highly recommend Stephen Lynch. He is hilarious and dirty. One of my favorites next to Bill Hicks. CARS: I'm more in favor of American but my current favorite cars are Skylines, Subaru's and VW's. Never miss a VW drag race. One of the most amazing things ever.. And if you hear the term ALL MOTOR. Stick around and hold onto your hat. Crazy shiat! I love cars so I put up a few of my all time favorite videos that I have come across in the last couple of years. I put some motocross on here as well. My brother used to race and we grew up on bikes. Some of the best times in my life. I hope you all enjoy! violentred *The New and Improved Ultimate About Me* Basics: Name: Jennfier Date of Birth: 02/04/1980 Birthplace: Mesa, AZ Current Location: Mesa, AZ Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Strawberry Blonde Height: 5'6.5 Heritage: Irish, German, maybe French or Russian Piercings: 26, Ears, Tongue, Labret, Nipples

Current Projects
Well after two grueling weeks of torturous flu... I'm back to writing in my blog. www.uncommonbeauty.blogspot.com check it out. The art of Local Artist (that's local to cincy ohio folks) is now up on my blog Unconventional Beauty. Stop by and give him some praise! Unconventional Beauty To add to the newly regenerated IS THIS TACK? www.isthistack.blogspot.com and the existing WORK IN PROGRESS www.jamiesueaustin.blogspot.com Is the NEW UNCONVENTIONAL BEAUTY www.uncommonbeauty.blogspot.com Which I'm having a lot of fun with right now.

Poetry
We give We take Everyday it makes No difference why We live For life We die No tomorrow No lies, only sorrow I’m scared for tomorrow No chance to remember No chance to forget What’s the point We die For life We try Always horror I live in horror Always horror I don’t sleep No one to trust Take a life For survival No body stops No body care No time Still in horror no time For sorrow No time till tomorrow I remember the horrors Just no chance to forgive No time to forget One day to sleep Before the last night I get I’m supposed to remember All I do is forget The lives that I took Give my life for tomorrow No tomorrow Only sorrow My life is horror The world feels like it's storming and everyone is ignoring !peace! all my life was warning for every single morning with life sets a new gap and trying hard feels like a trap peace is impossible with dictators that talk all crap time has struck us way too soon

My Craziness
What is this thing called love. It comes on so sweetly, so good, so fulfilling. It is wild and free and everything you want. It is a dream that continues into the day, a desire that is met by only one. It's the touch of a hand that sends shivers down your spine and the breath you take in of that one special one whose aroma you want to always be with you. It's the need to hear their voice at odd times during the day for no real reason. It's the feeling of being safe. And then it fades somehow. I don't understand that part at all. Something that promises forever in the beginning, that feels so right and so real and so strong...where does that go? How can it end like that? Why won't it stay and keep you warm and safe? Is love only given to us for a short time (even several years doesn't seem like enough) only to have your heart break in the end...to be sad and lonely and searching for that feeling again...only to have that repeat itself and have the cycle keep going until

Poetry, Prose & Lyrics
Cold and hard like Winter steel, Tempered by a planet sunken, sallow, Oh jaded, wasted youth, they tsk, Knowing eyes rolling in bovine heads As they down their shots of Apathy - with just a splash of Fear. Pools of liquid night, her eyes Swallow the light, the false platitudes. Beneath the din and clamor of the quickening World, Spirits call weakly to her assailed ears, Entreating, weeping. Her hands tied by a world that will not listen, She cries in silence perfect, deep. Slipping sleeping through Reality's cracks, She comforts forgotten angels Who, keening, claw at blackened, twisted wings. Oh irony! She must escape her body To truly feel, to be felt - To hear the rough and raw tattoo Of the drums that keep the Universal Beat. Shedding flesh and bone and blood - The shrieking, clutching, burning World, She slips, ethereal, mysterious, Darkly glittering and soft To realms apart - Outcast no more. You're a faith disease, Divine crisis of soul. In an Age of Lie

Amy Jo
Jacob Isaiah Your mommy asked me to Write you a poem But I can’t find the words to Express Our heart felt tears or tender Happiness You were only with us a few Short days But then the Lord took back The life he gave I hope, precious Angel, that God Will find a time To give you back to us, when The world is fine Until then you will watch us From above Looking down on us with your Own understanding and love So we dedicate your birthday in Honor of you We wont celebrate with pain or Tears But with joy and Laughter through The years In such a short life, you gave us So much A new understanding of patience, Laughter and Love So on this day we celebrate your life And not your death For you were an Angel and one of Gods very best -Written By Amber Rambo 8 Days There were seven days of Laughter And seven days of pure Joy As we looked upon the face of Heaven in one little boy Seven

Just One Of The Many Things That Pisses Me Off...
i cant help but fall back into the things i used to love. mainly meaning his arms. yes. yet another blog about love and relationships. how bad do those suck. i cant seem to walk away from this one. for the first time in my life i wasnt in control of my heart and i was loving the feeling but then we hit some rough spots and yeah....he cheated and we made up and then i kinda returned the favor. now i thought that being able to do that was a clean and clear sign that i could live and love someone else. unfortunately, the longer time goes, the less i can feel that. i finally got to see him today just to talk about it all. it was rough. i kept thinking that by the time i was looking at him i would know why i felt so compelled to talk to him and see him again but i was still blank. but when he hugged me, it all stopped mattering. i sat for an hour and held onto him as tightly as i could. in that hour i had alone with him, i was happier than ive been in months since we split.

My Blogs
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart. Grant me The Serenity, to accept the things i cannot Change, The courage to change the things i cannot accept, and the Wisdom to hide the bodies of the people i h

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~ Main Stream Media View Of Our Troops ~
It is hard to believe some of the things that you see and read what is coming in our newspapers and TV these days. I hate war, i don't want to see one of our Mothers, Fathers, Sons & Daughters hurt or killed. But this is a different & terrible world we live in now, There is allot of people who wish us harmed. These Brave men and women have taken the call. Our military is all-volunteer. we have no draft. You can dislike war, but it is impossible to support the troops and not the mission. If you wish the mission to fail then our Brave troops fail. These men and women serve for love of country. Watch your News and TV don't let them get away with this. It burns my ass when i hear stuff like this mercenary? soldiers should be grateful? that they are young and naïve? The Troops Also Need to Support the American People By William M. Arkin I've been mulling over an NBC Nightly News report from Iraq last Friday in which a number of soldiers expressed frustration with opposition

Poetry
i have some of these on Myspace as well, but for those who don't know me over there, i figured i'd just throw up a few for you all to read. hope you enjoy. "Kitten" A kitten kicks a ball of yarn Fur as dark as an autumn night The yarn is frail, falling apart The kitten paws it with delight Eyes like onyx, this kitten purrs The yarn is strewn across the floor A patch of white like a harvest moon The yarn rolls through another door Back and forth goes the fragile yarn It's coming undone bit by bit Will the kitten grow bored and leave? Or will it take the yarn with it? this is one of my most recent poems. for any poetry fans out there, i'd love to know what you think. leave me some love. :) i always return the favor. "The Blade" Soft moonlight shines down upon glowing runes An enchanted sword rests on the white sand Waves roll by in meditative whispers Tempered steel glows like a fiery brand The left is etched with a twisting snake Wh

Contest
Friends, I need your help, I need about 4000 comments to win this contest so come and comment me as much as you can. Much love xoxo hello my lovely friends, i need your help i entered the most seductive contest go and leave me lots of comments... kisses and hugs.. muah http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=221414&albumid=213546&i=2664838068 If you lub me comment my link my dearlings... You wont be sorry... Whom ever leaves me the most comments on me on this link will get a personal pic of myself... as i said i da tara gotta lub me so show me the lub... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=221414&albumid=213546&i=2664838068

What Movie Star Have You Been Told You Most Look Like
a man standing with his boss on a slow day decided to play a prank on his wife well the man got on one phone listening in but remained silent as his boss called his wife... the lady answered and the bossman said hi, is this mrs smith and the lady replied yes well the bossman explained to her that although her husband does a great job, his numbers are up and even sales has increased bur they still have to let him go... the woman gasp! why? if he is doing such a good job... the boss replied well i dont want to go into any details but we caught him in his office with his secretary on the desk. the woman yelled omg that bastard omg he will find his shit on the porch when he gets home... the boss says im sorry to tell you this mam.. then she replies well now i dont feel so guilty about fucking his brother! ppl tell me that i look alot like patrick swayze ... why I don't know lol during sex what do you think about they guy going down on you? for our bi/lesbian ladies what do you think about

Poems
Rhythmic Embrace Aug 20 2006 By Raven NightSpell When my heart beats a bounding And me legs are a flound'ing 'Tis the radiance astounding And my hearts deep seeded needing For another’s heart to be beating Quickly now and still much faster Only this be not knowing And for this I wish were showing Wile fluttering hearts silently moaning Only this I wish were true Oh to be something new This one thing I wish to do One thing I do hope to be This thing that I may never see For my souls wanting surrender As the music holds my wanting And the rhythm so unstopping For this my will becomes undaunting The music moves divine and grace Unyielding hold from this place Beaming flush upon my face Entrancing dance is my hold Heat arising from where, untold Truly wanting to give in My strength within quickly fleeting From the music sensual beating Ending in simple wanting, needing. ( phew needed to get that out for a wile ) A Desperate Cry Nov. 2

A New Direction..
If you've been slow to catch spring fever, pull some lighthearted pranks. Remember, though... what goes around, comes around. If somebody decides to make you their April Fool, have the good grace to laugh at yourself, and be glad you provided onlookers with comic relief. Put Aries in Last Place Anybody who has ever hung out with a Ram knows these folks expect to be first in all things. If you'd like to have a little fun with your favorite Aries, make reservations at a fancy restaurant, then tip the maitre d' to seat a bunch of latecomers before you. Don't let this trick play out too long, though. This sign is famous for its red-hot temper! Take Away Taurus' Comforts There's no doubt about it: Bulls love their creature comforts. The best way to get under this sign's skin is to deprive them of their vices. Claim that the grocery store stopped carrying their favorite cookies. Pretend that the dry cleaner lost their cashmere sweater. Say that you used their expensive body lotion on the do

Adidas
what the hell so im bored and these are just well i dont know Trees, have you ever thought about them? Dont worry neither have I. Where this is going I dont know so... here we go. All these little bad ass kids that go up into schools and shit shootin the fuckin place up. How God damn physco do you gota be? Plus I think parents should still beat the little mother fuckers ass. My dad would beat the fuck outa me when I did shit wrong. Dont get me wrong I was one of those little bad ass kids who thought my shit didnt stink, but you gota have something wrong with you to do some of the shit people do these days. Shouldnt parents notice if there kids are that fucked up. Here is something REALLY fucked up that Ive thought about more than once. If I was to ever kill some one i would first knock them out, pinn em crucifix stlye to the wall, making there head look straight down, thumb tack there eyelids to their forehead, and slit in a smiley face motion along the pant line. Now if you do thi

For Sumone Special
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you go, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is away, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... I always will love you. i never had anyone one i can count on i been let down so many times i was tired of hurting, so tired of searching till you walked into my life it was a feeling ive never known for the first time i didnt feel alone , your more then a lover there could never be another that makes me feel the way you do

Grafitti
Posthumously slitting your wrists in the rain a clean start washing your life down a storm drain the world doesnt care your parrents were never there the anticipation of death subdued the pain his watter-logged corpse litters the street you thought they would say yet her broken heart thought you ere sweet your crystalized eyes bring tears to countless lives your mother and father have wept for weeks blue flowers cover your grave you were oblivious to all teh lives you touched your secret peers mutter your name you denied yourself happiness by suffocating yourself with loneliness if you hadnt been so blind you wouldve seen you were one of a kind and seen all teh lives you touched why did you refuse to see all those who offered a helping hand and help set you free from a life of self inflicted torment countless nights your tears ran like a torrent your reasons were irrational seven days of paradise the we

New Blog
woke up this morning with the phone ringing.the doctor had a cancellation and I could see him at nine to have a cyst removed from behind my ear. so off I go and half an hour later the cyst is removed and the bad news is I may lose one of my piercings in my ear , will find out more when its healed i think it went well just got to wait now,hopefully i'll have another interview next week. well tomorrow morning i have a job interview all fingers crossed it goes ok.

Sweetleafs'
What's up all my lil HOT VIXEN HOTTIES? Did yall have a good V-day? Good morning lil SEXY HOTTIES!!! Any HOTTIE that would like 2 B on my HOTTIES' list just ask me-(aka freinds list)- and I will continue 2 search and ask!

Sex Ed 101
THE ART OF SUCKING DICK 1. DON’T RUSH STR8 INTO SUCKING THE DICK. TAKE YOUR TIME START BY CARESSING AND KISSING YOUR MAN. START WITH HIS LIPS, THEN MOVE DOWN TO HIS CHEST FURTHER DOWN TO HIS BELLY LICK AROUND HIS NAVEL AND MASSAGE HIS DICK AT THE SAME TIME. 2. KISS AROUND THE BASE OF HIS DICK LICK THE SIDES A FEW TIMES THEN GENTLY BLOW ON THE HEAD. TEASE HIM A BIT MAKE HIM YEARN FOR YOU. WHEN HIS BREATHING BECOMES ERRATIC THEN YOU KNOW HE’S READY TO FEEL YOUR WARM WET MOUTH WRAPPED AROUND HIS DICK, 3. PUT THE TIP OF YOUR TONGUE ON THE TIP OF HIS DICK AND LICK IT JUST TO START SOME FRICTION 4. SLOWLY START SUCKING IT IN…. THE JAWS ARE IMPORTANT 5. SUCK 6. AS YOU SUCK CONTINUE TO KEEP THE RIPPLE AFFECT IN MOTION WRAP YOUR TONGUE AROUND THE TIP OF THE DICK AND START PULLING 7. START SUCKING AGAIN AND WHEN YOU FEEL HIM TENSE UP LIKE HE ABOUT TO HAVE A STROKE MAKE THOSE JAWS SUCK LIKE A VACUM UNTIL HE SKEET SKEET SKEET ALL OVA THE PLACE 8. MAKE SLURPING NOISE

Tigers Rule
Pimp-My-Profile.com Tigers rule because there not only amazingly beautiful but they are great parents. They are having a hard time fighting off disease that they are getting, so if get a chance to speak out for these magnifasent cats please do so. Let see just how many people read blogs and bullentines and other things we post. Here is a list that started it is called our 100 things to live by list. What I would like us to do is each person who reads this add several and if you can only think of one that is not already listed then just add one. Come on lets make a 100 things to live by list , okay?.. Remember this is all for fun and just to see if we can come up with 100 things to live by cool huh. 100 Things to live by!.... 1. Be a good friend 2. Be a good sister 3. Be a good brother 4. Be heathly 5. Be helpful 6. Keep a Secrets 7. Keep in touch with people I love and who love me 8. Buy a Home (Where You Truely Wont one) 9. Buy a Home just to be able too 10.

Misery
Sunny days seem to hurt the most. I wear the pain like a heavy coat. I feel you everywhere I go. I see your smile, I see your face, I hear you laughin' in the rain. I still can't believe you're gone. It ain't fair: you died too young, Like the story that had just begun, But death tore the pages all away. God knows how I miss you, All the hell I've been through, Just knowin' no-one could take your place. An' sometimes I wonde Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams? Settle down with a family, I wonder what would you name your babies? Some days the sky's so blue, I feel like I can talk to you, An' I know it might sound drazy. It ain't fair: you died too young, Like the story that had just begun, But death tore the pages all away. God knows how I miss you, All the hell I've been through, Just knowin' no-one could take your place. An' sometimes I wonder, Who you'd be today? Today, today, today. Today, today, today

Jilly's Day!
Hi all. Well today has been an ok day. The washer guys came out to check out our washer as it was making funny noises in the rinse cycle. It turns out that the washer's tub would hit the side of the washer if the load was out of balance. Not anything wrong with the transmission, or anything else, so that's good. Just got off the phone with Darryl. He was supposed to pick up his load at like 5pm today at Hobby Lobby, but he just called to tell me that he is still at Hobby Lobby waiting on his load. He is supposed to be in Des Moines, Iowa at 7am! I don't think that will happen considering it is a 10 hour drive up there!! Hobby Lobby has been getting worse about their loads here lately! On sunday's he is supposed to pick up his load at noon time or so, but usually it isn't ready til 3pm or after. It is getting really old every week it seems to be getting worse with the loads, and even the miles are coming down. He told them that he wanted some extra miles this week, since we took off tho

Tattoo's
hey everyone. would love to see the ink work you have had done. i am working on a back pice right now. and i would love to see and be able to coment on your tattoo's. so if you have one drop me a line and i'll check it out Hey everyone. keep an eye out. I will be going sometime to get some more ink added to my back piece. if you are into tattoo's i will be posting them the day after so let me know what you think. I will be also adding some of my tattoo artist photo's if you are in the area and would like to check him out. hey everyone i am going sunday afternoon to get some more ink work done on my back piece. i will be posting new pic's. come check out the work i have done and leave some comments. i will return the favor.

" Planet Cherry "
To all me Cherries out there...on Planet Cherry...I'm looking for a cherry image ..that the cherry could look like planet earth...I need the graphic for me planet cherry lounge.If you could post it in me comments id be grateful...thanxxxxtrance... View My Page...Fan Me...NEW TRANCE SET INCLUDES "DO YOU KNOW"BY SILVER BLUE,"SILENCE" BY DELERIUM,"YOU PUT ME IN HEAVEN WITH YOUR TOUCH"RHYTHM OF LIFE,CASTLES IN THE SKY"IAN VAN DAHL,"CRUZZIN"STEVE MURAANO MIX,"GIRLFRIEND"ROBBI RIVERIA...CHAOS ON PLANET CHERRY... View My Page...Fan Me...I'M PRESENTLY RECORDING A NEW SET OF TRANCE TRACKS...ATM...THAT I WILL PUBLISH SHORTLY OF ON ME PAGE.I HOPE YOU TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LISTEN ONE MORE TIME TO THE CURRENT SET OF TRANCE.I HAVE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED YOUR EMAILS AND COMMENTS.REQUESTS ARE WELCOME AND MOUNTING QUICKLY,SO IF THERE'S SOMETHING YOU WANNA HEAR,SEND OFF A EMAIL TO ME.I MUST SAY THAT YOU HAVE MADE ME FIRST WEEK OUT HERE @Cherrytap ONE BIG "CHERRY BLAST".I CERTAINLY LOOK FORWARD TO MY C

In Need Of Help
We want to invite you to listen in and participate on our Live Radio show. Starting April 17, 07 . Afterwards the show will air on Tuesdays, Thursdays. We are going to be reviewing and interviewing some of the up and coming bands worldwide! We really need your input on the new music, so pass it on... The format of the show as follows: Two minute intro, and right to listening and reviewing, UltraFM Bassist Chuck Miskimon and Studio critic and sound man Jimi will give their thoughts on the music and then the "Phone lines" will open for public discussion and reviews. Please join us and the Mayhem... Your participation is highly encouraged !!! The show starts 6:30pm on the 17th of April, Then it will air on Tuesdays, Thursdays . Who will be the next music icon? Everybody can listen to the show right through their media center on their PC "LIVE"! By clicking the “listen to now” button on our host page, or our myspace web page @ UltraFM Online The b

Letting Go
So I was planning to move today to be closer to where my sister lives, but yesterday when my sister was driving up to help me move, she got a horrible call from her boyfriend in chicago that his father was found dead in his car on the side of the road in a ditch....of course she had to go be with him.....there's no doubt in that.....but now I have this feeling of sorrow and pain that I can't quite describe....Part me wishes nothing had happened at al, then it says damn and on the weekend I was going to move.....but how can I think something like that.....his father is dead, he's my sister's boyfriend, he's my friend.....part of me just wishes it had happen to someone else....and part of me wishes that I could be there for them both....I'm fuckin angry about all this.....I just wanna go outside and scream at the top of my lungs and yell out the word fuck, fuck, fuck this shit......it's not fuckin fair.....I'm so fuckin pissed off....Her boyfriend Ben is only a few months older then me,

Wtf?!?!?
DAMN! This sucks. My family is planning to move by March 1st. So far, the only person whose done any substantial work is the damn cripple! (That would be me.) My truck and I have alot in common, we don't run anytime, much less in the cold. The thermostat in this house is set at 76 degrees, but it's only about 70-72. I am unfortunately quite robotic when I am cold. I have very limited range of motion that's cut down considerably as the temp drops. On the plus side however, we are moving into a house that I know intimately. My grandma decided to move into a much smaller domicile, and sold her house. Well, we are top of the list to rent it. I grew up in that house. It was th only constant in my early childhood. After the sale, I couldn't stand to lose the house to someone outside the family. Not that it wouldn't be cared for, but because of the history that my family has there. I can't wait to get moved over. Well, I guess I done "it" again. Now, if I just knew what the hell "it" is, I'll

Whats Up
Hey everyone I only need 53 more points till Im not freshmeat. Help me by rating me, and Ill hit you back Well I had a good first time on here. I have a couple pics and I will be getting more on soon. Leave me a comment or even become a fan or friend. I love meeting new people and making new friends Just wanted to say Hello. Im new to cherry tap so let me know what cha think. Later

When Lovers Love
Have I told you That I ache for you? That my heart breaks When I am around you? If only you knew How I really felt. What would you do? What would you say? Would you say I love you too? Or would you walk away? When I'm down Your always there. Through thick and thin, You're by my side. Just want you to know That I'm here for you. And when your feeling down And want someone to be there; I'm right here, Right by your side.... Beginning Is this the beginning? Is this the start? For another break of the heart…. I told U I loved U… Was that a mistake? I told U I missed U… Oh Why did I do that…? I sent U an email... Asking U of your day… If you're okay…. But U never replied… Oh god I hope …Please god no… Did I ruin it again this time? Oh please not again… It felt like days…..Since U last Emailed me…Months since we Last saw each other… I guess it was fun whiled it la

Please Read!
I am going to change my name from dicksucker too blonde goddess..what do you think..leave me a comment and say yes or no...thanks a million!! please help me win this contest leave as many comments as you can!!this is the link! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=321437&albumid=215361&i=2684614984 I WANT TO CHANGE MY NAME AND HAVE ONLY HAD A FEW PEOPLE COME UP WITH IDEA'S..PLEASE LEAVE A MESSAGE OR A COMMENT WITH YOUR IDEA..WINNER WILL GET A PLATINUM CHERRY.....KISSES..( NEW NAME)

I Am Here
hey everyone i have over 50 things in my stashes so please go and check some of them out have a little for everyone i hope...... so look and comment plz Hey everyone i ahve up some new things in my stashess and my son is one of them so please check it out ok and make some comments Just lookin for new friends that like to chat so hit me up rate my profile and add me thanks

Thisngs On My Mind
I reached out for your hand You didn't seem to care; You can only reach so far When no one else is there. Others also reached for you Hoping to make you see; That we're just as important As he will ever be. We wish we could reach further But we are only so strong; We hoped your eyes would open So that you'd see you're wrong. It hurts to have to reach far When you once were so near; It's hard shouting out for you With our voices you don't hear. We wish you'd extend your hand And sense the friendship there; Knowing what our memories mean Showing us you still care. We realize you don't reach back Instead his hands with yours; You can't handle both the worlds So you close common doors. We're done reaching for the past You are now on your own; We hope he is all worth it, Without him you're alone. An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound. A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground. There is no life within this

I Love Him
- Holly's Sexy Acronym - His for...Hot stuffOis for...OpenLis for...LibidinousLis for...LustyYis for...Yummy The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com My One and Only You'll always be my one and only, the one I'll never forget. The times we share are always special, memories, I won't ever regret. I care for you deeply and give to you my heart. I always knew you could be the one for me, I fell in love with you, right from the start. All I want to do is hold you close and never let you go. Tell me you'll stay here with me, please, don't tell me, 'No'. Your love comforts me at night, it never leaves me lonely. You're all I'll ever need in life, you are truly my one and only. Will you be there. will you be there when i cry will you be there when i die will you be there when im in heaven. will i be in your heart. will i be in your mind. will i be in your soul for all times. I will be there to watch over you I will be there to protect

Total Acts Of Randomness
Why Cant guys realizethey are not redy for a relationshipin the beggining instead of 2 months or so into it...... on February 13th no less.... The day b4 Valentine's day!!!!!! After i go crazy getting an outfit (lingerie and all) for Vday.... and i ran around to get a him an awesome Bday gift..... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .. 69 confessions 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? My bf J 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Depends on my mood 4. Do you take compliments well? usually 5. Do you play Sudoku? No, not yet 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yeah i could 7. Do you like to ride horses? kinda 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? oh yeah! 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Ride bikes or sk8ing 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, what would you

Pantera
boy does it suck being single dont have anyone to come home too after a long days work dont have anyone to sleep and cuddle with at night. it just sucks wheres my one and only girl Pantera Revolution Is My Name

Bad Girls Gone Good...or Did They?
As I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls. Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles; an angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares together into a tapestry that is our life. But as my angel took each piece of cloth off the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each of my squares was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been difficult, the challenges and temptations I was faced with in every day life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. My angel was sewing the ragged pieces of cloth together, threadbare and empty, like binding air. Finally th

My Decision
sup people ive feel that i have now made the decision...well ive been trying to give wal-mart a chance to redeem it self but no, for the past 3 to 4 months they have been runnin my team (2nd shift remix) ragged. they have only hired one person for 2nd shift since about nine months of waiting for them to replace jamal who left for HHgreg... jose vegga (my supervisor) went to the new super center about 2 months ago that left 5 people on the entire 2nd shift remix(broken down its 3 people there a day...then we got our first new guy...ok now its 6 and we still have days where there is only 3 people some days(usually side by side with a large 1500 or 1600 piece truck..now lets get to the managers, who half the time dont know what the other is doing (this has inproved lately) we do have a decent store manager and a couple assitant managers that are worth a damn (john,the 2 new managers, helga and brad) well lets get to the asses of the management team, allison(hardcore bitch, feels like s

Ayshe's Adventures
am i real? yes, of course. in another world, another dimension. i feel, get bored and exited, i hate and i love. i guess i live, therfore. a second life... www.secondlife.com Hey there, my name is Ayshe. I live in the fantastic realms of "second life". Arrived only three days ago. I'm quite slim, well, could be slimmer of course, but I'm feeling fine the way it is. I got long black hair that has a faint reddish glimmer in the sunlight. And I got dreams that extend it's length by far. And it's glamour... I was what you'd call a well protected child. And a well protected young woman, that is, as I'm in my early twenties already. For a turkish girl, I'm rather tall, 174 to be exact. Oh, I haven't mentioned my background yet? Yes, my parents came from Turkey, but I was born in a western european city. No siblings. No traditionalist family, no headscarf, no veils - can't even really speak Turkish! Still, one could argue, this background is the reason for me being so well protected.

Horney Stuff
....do YOU get off in one sitting? i don't mean back to back, i mean before you go and get into something else (ie: eating, errands, chatting, etc). for me it all depends. mostly how much time i have when i'm feeling really 'frisky', but sometimes i have time i just don't FEEL it ya know? for a while there i was going twice in a sitting, so far today it's only once, guess i'm not FEELING it. my max when i've had sex was 4 times, but that was only once, my dick felt like it was gunna fall off! it's usually once, but there is a good amount of time when i fuck her twice. i know girls u multi-orgasim, so i'm curious what's your 'typicial' number of O's? how important is it to u to orgasim when a guy goes down on you? i know myself, once a girl start sucking me, i'd rather cum in her mouth than get in her pussy. why? cuz after i go, gimme a min and i'll be ready to fuck that pussy :D. but when i go down on a girl, i don't wanna stop. sure i might be hard as a rock, but i'd rather lic

Sex Today
To my Master... As i sit here and think of You, You are ever on my mind. Pictures from the past float through my mind For me to remember: Your touch, Your feel, Your strength, Your power; That i crave so when You are here My strength through Your power, My calmness through Your control, My peace through Your strength, My passion through Your direction, My direction through Your command. I am Your slave, in all the ways that You request, In submission, pleasure, pain, mind, body, and soul I am Yours as you wish, Your every whim or command. You chose me; my only wish is to please You As you may require of Your slave. With all my love to You, stormdreamer (aka slavegirl4mymaster) *big hugs and kisses* >> A TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER >> >> You gotta love this one! >> >> Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on >> runway 9R." >> >> Saudi Air 911: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on >> infid

Real Talk
I saw this blogg this morning when I was on for a few mins. The content of this blog has really been under my skin. If not logging on to cerrytap after spending 12 hours on the computer looking at HTML code makes you a bad friend, then I'm guilty. If spending time with your family who rarely gets a chance to see you makes you a bad friend then, I'm Guilty. But how many of my friends who have my personal or business emails have taken the time to drop a line I set up another Myspace account yesterday and joined a bunch of yahoo groups. Then I was up till 4 in the morning writing ads and friend requests. So I took the day off today. It was a great day for it. 78 degrees not a cloud in the sky. The CAVS won!!! Couldn't get any better. Now tomorrow I've got to turn the ads into little bits of code filled with hyperlinks. But thats life. Real talk. Check out my other blog at Blogger. Six degrees of separation. I keep mentioning that term. How many of you really get it? Count six people awa

Screaming!!!
FAKE FRIENDS REALLY PISS ME OFF... i am so sick and tired of everybody acting all happy for me one minute and the next minute talking about me like they hate my guts. Screw you! What the hell is your problem and who do you think you are? You have no right doing that to someone. SO, i am with a new boy Brandon and i wish that we would of talked sooner. Problem: All of you people acting like i am always the one that is doing something wrong. What the hell have i done to you. You all want to talk about fake people and how someone has hurt you AND I AM ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU! AND DO YOU DO THE SAME? ARE YOU THERE FOR ME? HELL NO! i am done done done done i'm sick of it. Talk about me go ahead, i have seen that my true friends are slowly dwindling down and i don't have time for fakes i have my family, boyfriend, and Best Friend//Maggie so get a life and stay the hell out of mine. Have a nice day =] about my ex.... The tears, they fell The tears, they stung The tears, pro

Millitary Ball
hey guys about 15 mins ago a tornado hit in my neighborhood uhm im still alive and peopel are fine but i can now say it wont happen in georgia so yall be safe and dont get crazy l8r well this is my first blog aboout tomorrows millitary ball out at ft gordon in augusta georgia i was thier last year and it rocked they had great food music and the girls were looking amazing i wasnt too shabby myself and ways to lay it all down its formal class a's dress greens or dress blues me im going in class a's and ima look all spiffy n shit anyways im taking a girl ive known for ten years now and im hoping not to fuck it up cause not only is she my best friend but shes is also the only exive ever gotten along with adn im hoping to make things right any ways ill have pictures up later on ill holla at yall later im open to suggestions from any one anyways to all of our armed forces thank you for protecting this great way of life hoorah!! hey guys its me the milf hunter and im here today to d

The Concept Of Anti-tech/establisment
Ok here is are perfect reasone for the ANTI-TECHNOLOGY1) This afternoon, I go to the Verizon place to see how long it is until my contract is up. There were people standing, waiting to use 'the machine' and also to talk with customer service agents, not to mention salespeople. So I finally get to ask "when is my 2 year contract over?" Well, there were three women all working the counter, strangely each one represented each body type/height that is common. I was told "January 08". My face about came accross the divider. "What?""You upgraded your service a month ago to 900 minuites""That's right" I said.She got an uncomfortable posture about her, as if she was caught at something."Nobody mentioned that my plan was extended one more year. It terminates this month." I stated, matter of fact firmlike. In the past, Verizon allowed to a customer to change plan with no shift in the contract length. They also allowed one to pay 7 dollar a month for the 7pm-7am feature, where all calls

Adults Only
I hope you all enjoy this just thought I would share another little fantasy of mine so here goes....... It is a friday night. I had decided earlier that I would go out and have a good time dancing at the local nightclub and so I did. I had a great time but never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined what would happen next. I walk over to my car and as I am about to get in I notice this woman walking out of the club coming toward me. I had noticed her in the club earlier that night with some friends. She was very beautiful her long black hair blowing in the wind. She calls out to me saying she needs to ask me something so I step away from my car to walk closer to her. Just as I get to the front of my car a van pulls up and there is a hand over my mouth as I am lifted into the air and thrown into the van. I see the woman get in and then I am blindfolded. We drive for a short while before the van stops and I am taken from the van into a house. I am taken over to a b

Movie Reviews
OMFG !!!! ... Good movie .. incredible CGI and slow motion through out the movie. Alot of Blood guts and gore. I think I will be trying to see this one in the IMAX very soon. The only problem is that it sells out the week before. If you dont mind a long and drawn out movie that is full of various gore aspects then enjoy .. for SOTL fans .. a delightful begining to your end resolve. I knew going into this on that it would be a heart wrenching story. I just never thought it would leave me thinking about how good of a life I have. The end result that comes from this movie for me was an overall sence of, My life is not all that bad, it could be worse! If you have not seen this one I would highly recommend it to you. At worst go rent it once it has come out on disc

Crazys
HEY ALL TY TY ,FOR ALL COMMENTS I,M HAVING TROUBLE WITH COMPUTER,GOING IN FOR UP GRADES, SO WON,T BE ON FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS,WILL GET TO ERVERY ONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY,PLEASE BE PATIANT WITH ME I,M STILL TRYING TO FIGER THIS BLOG OUT TY,TILL I RETURN, HUGS,SMILES ,PEACE. HEY ALL TY TY ,FOR ALL COMMENTS I,M HAVING TROUBLE WITH COMPUTER,GOING IN FOR UP GRADES, SO WON,T BE ON FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS,WILL GET TO ERVERY ONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY,PLEASE BE PATIANT WITH ME I,M STILL TRYING TO FIGER THIS BLOG OUT TY,TILL I RETURN, HUGS,SMILES ,PEACE. HEY EVERY ONE ,I,M NEW AND NOT SHORE WHAT TO SAY ??,SO OLD MOTHER HUBBERT ,WENT TO THE CUBBERT TO FETCH POOR ROVER A BONE ,BUT WHEN SHE BENT OVER,ROVER DROVER AND NOW HAS A BONE OF HIS OWN, I,M EASY GOING DOWN TO EARTH ,I,VE DANCED WITH THE LORD,AND I,VE DANCED WITH THE DEVIL,BUT NOW I WALK A STRAIGHT LINE ,AND ONCE IN A WHILE I,LL GET A BIG SMILE ,AND DANCE ON THE CRAZY SIDE .WELL CHEERS, HERES TO MAKING FRIENDS,LAUGHING,AND JUST BEING CRAZY,BYE, P

why is that if i shoot my neighbor in the head i am a sinner and i go to jail whether i had what i thought was a good reason or not, but if this fucked up thing kalled our government gets in an argument with another one they will hand me a gun and make me kill randomly??? do you see these scarring slashes upon my arm i am loving the cause of harm embracing the pain it is what is keeping me sane theres burning flames skorching my heart buttons u pushed causing the start now it is to late to leave you are like a drug that i need because i am wanting you more and more so its your last chance before i close this door will you slip through that tiny crack as i turn my back or when i come around will you still be found holding my burning heart or shall you allow me to be ripped apart like so many times before i am left on the lonely side of a slamming door i think i am going insane like a mad man laughing at the rain laughing at the hurt laughing at the pain i smirk

News In America
Ok.. head line says it all, this is the head line news for Monday, President's Day, Feb. 19, 2007. There is really something wrong with our media if they feel this is the least bit news worthy, and it definately does not make rank up in head line status. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ... there is enough ignorance in the USA without adding to it. Ok.. I can not resist.. just two days after her death.. the Judge orders her DNA preserved so that they might beable to figure out who is the father of her baby girl. Now if that isn't a DNA lottery ticket for someone. Most of these men do not want the baby.. they want the millions connected with lil Dany. Hell.. maybe I am the dad.. may as well throw my DNA in the hat. What the hell. Ok.. I have to jump on a soap box here for a moment, please induldge me. I am bothered by the fact that 3 marines were killed in Iraq and the leading headlines today (2-9-97) are about the former play boy bunny, Anna Nichole Smith, dropping dead in a NY hotel

One Time At........
I do gravely appoligise for my short dissapearance from cherrytap I have been extremly busy......But Iam back and will slowly hit up eacha nd every person in my listing with a comment of some sort........... The Punisher One time at Suicide Bomber Camp........ God said Kill 3 People... Only 3......... Mark forgot Valentines day and his wife was really ticked off at him. She told him, "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes 0-200 in under 6 seconds, AND IT BETTER BE THERE." The next morning, Mark got up really early. When his wife woke up a couple of hours later, she looked out the window, and sure enough, there was a small gift wrapped box sitting in the middle of the driveway. Confused the wife put on her robe, ran out to the driveway, and took the box into the house. She opened it, and found a brand new bathroom scale.... Mark is not yet well enough to have visitors.....

Dj Angel Eyes, The Halcyon Knight
So she gets on me for not "playing the girls music" saying that it is my job to play what they want for them..... not the case but, I can see where they have gotten that impression. I have bent over backwards to play what they want. They know better however. What they don't realize is I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT THEM TIPPING ME AT THE END OF THE NIGHT. What I give a fuck about. 1. being treated with respect for bending over backwards to help them in any way that I can in that club. 2. doing a good job. 3. team work. So.... Needless to say them even trying to make me happy by "playing with me" wasn't helping it was just pissing me off more, because even then I was still getting flip from people. My mood at this point was needless to say not the best. I felt like I was dealing with over emition drunks at this point. Makes me wonder to a degree if I was. Not to say that any of them do anything at work. What stipper ever gets fucked up on anything at work. But

A Beginning...
Beauty fades, Love ia forever. To have known one true heart, There is nothing better. To have looked into his eyes, and seen straight to his soul. To know that forever, Your heart he will hold. To wake every morning, and retire each night. Knowing our desires, Are just taking flight. Passions aflame, Yearnings the same. Our hearts together, No need to place blame. It's fate, destiny, Forever our souls combine. Time halts to existence, As our lips intertwine. Breathing in lifes last breathe, cold your blood turns. Gasping for the last time, your heart & soul no longer burns. Let go the hold to this monotanous life, your mind whirls with sleeps last dreams. Darkness sucking lifes last light, tripping into oblivion head first it seems. Allow the numbness it's consumption to your very core. Feel the hurt of this foul world nevermore. Sitting alone in the still of the night, Holding fast to dreams by candlelight. Feeling dreams first sweet caresses, Le

Eh, Nothing At All
Well sorry to say this but I won't have a computer after today, I don't know when I'll be back online but as soon as I get back I'll let yall know. My weekend was AWESOME.... I met someone for the first time.... I have talked to this person for like 2 years and it was the first time meeting them it was great. But, they went back home and I miss them like crazy and can't wait for them to come back down.. God I am such an idiot. How many times am I going to let him do this shit to me. I want to be with this guy so much but he doesn't want to be "tied down" right now, and I'm just sitting back and letting him do whatever hoping and hoping that he will realize we should be together. He tell's me he's being all stupid about our situation, and he say's that I'm his and all this shit but how do I know for sure. GOD I NEED MENTAL HELP!!!!

Contest
any one who helped me in valentime day contesy can you plez get in touch with me thx i have been maxed out since 6 am and i am in need of my friends to help me. all i ask is that you leave a few comments leave lots if you like. it`s happy hour so cherry points double just click on pic plez and thank you mike click on 1 or both of the pics rate the pic and comment bomb or leave as many comments as you can thx mike

Updated Crazy Ladies Site!!!!
Hey all my CT friends as u probaly noticed i havent been around in the past few days that because i recentley have gone threw a death in the Family,a very Special Lady very Near & DEAR to our Hearts we lost a Mother/grandmother!!! Remebering! R.I.P. Sadly Missed but Never Forgotten always in our HEARTS now n FOREVER!!!!!PEACE!!! If any of CT PEEPS out there could tell me how to get music/song on my profile PLEASE let me know how still figureing everything out????THANKX!!PEACE!!! Took me awhile to figure things out but iam doing n still learning everyday THANKX goes out to all my NEW CT friends!!!!so go check out my SITE let me know n dont forget SHOW ME some LUV!!!!!THANKX!!!PEACE & ROCK & ROLL!!!!!

Cologne Carnival
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Welcome to the Cologne Carnival! The official homepage of the Festive Committee of the Cologne Carnival of 1823 Carnival has been celebrated in the City of Cologne since time immemorial. However, after the French Revolutionary troops left Cologne in 1814 and the Prussians took over, it was high time to "organise" the street carnival which, the new authority felt, was getting out of hand. Thus, in 1823 the "Festordnendes Komitee" was founded, the predecessor of todays Festive Committee. On February 10, 1823 Cologne celebrated the first Rose Monday ("Rosenmontag") with the motto "Inthronisation of the Carnival Hero". Over the years, decades and centuries certain traditions and customs emerged, which are still the hallmark of the traditional Cologne Carnival: the indoor festivities (sessions and balls) and, of course, the street carnival, culminating in the grand parade on Rose Monday. It is the task of the Festive Committee, th

Zodiac
Daily Horoscope: Pisces For September 1,2007 Your expressive way with words helps you out in a big way, whether you're trying to tell a partner what's in your heart or you're explaining how things work to a new employee. Keep up the chatter! The Best sign in the Zodiac chart... never met a Pisces that wasn't exactly like the signs says we are..... http://www.dluxwebcandy.com/photocube/view.php?id=bd2f662c4ce40e33385cbb29ad7cce1d

Pimpin'
Domino@ CherryTAP Go see my girl and help her level up!! Shes hella sweet and returns rates when she can get on to CT. Shes in the best friend contest and really really deserves it!! 8mm - Stunning - the camera phone video (shot with a camera phone, awesome work!) ************

Bay City Blues Promotion
Have you sent in your picks for the Oscars yet? Don't forget..You could win a sexy call with your favorite Bay City girl. http://www.baycityblues.com/promos.htm Have you entered our contest?? You could win a sexy call with one of the hottest ladies on the planet! Simply go to the site below, read up, and submit your picks for the winners! Its that easy! Good luck! Gabrielle http://www.baycityblues.com/promos.htm http://www.myadultprofile.com/user/?P=SexyGabrielle

Zoo Adventures
I about damn near pissed myself with this one. someone please stop the agony of defeat ROTFLMFAO I caught the bastards. Everyone, meet Frick and Frak!!! well I tried and I got my ass kicked lets watch shall we?

Adventures In Pittsburgh!
Man, what the fuck is wrong with people?! I get on the bus today to go home, and I have with me (and am playing) my Nintendo DS. These 2 girls come sit by me on the back of the bus. We'll mind you, I don't find them attractive. We'll these girls start asking me all kinds of personal questions....then I actually glanced up (this is before I decided they weren't pretty) and was like WTF are they doing some kind of drug. The one girl looked like she had just been punched in the face....to much makeup, grimy ass coats...was pretty damn nasty. Whats worse is they put me on the spot asking me "Do you think my friend is cute?" What the fuck am I supposed to say? We'll I went with (because I'm nice) "Sorry, I'm not going to say you are attractive, because I'm not interested in anyone right now" Even though the second part is a lie. Oh well, fucking hookers. I met the sexiest and NERDIEST Nurses today at work (I work at Children's Hospital of Pittsburgh FYI). It was great because I ha

Rejected
anyone know how i i would do a morphing picture like i see so many that do have them ifeel like ive lost favor no one visits and people i fan and rate dont give the love back i feel like the leper child now what am i to do thanks to my friends who are rating my photos now im coser to another level jump heheheheh lol im a dork thanks again

Another Rant...
damn, not again! well im in a lil bit better mood... if u havent seen my one bulletin, i won a puppy naming contest and won a platnium cherry! i wuz totally not expecting dat!!!! but yay me! haha! well, now sinz what i talked about in the first bulletin in this series... i decided for today dat i wanna be a point whore!!!!! lmao! everyone keeps posting bulletins such as "only 11,ooo points to go", "help me level up", etc, etc. well now its my turn, damn it! haha! i only need like 6o,ooo sumthin points to level 21!!! is it cuz my primary pic(me on my bed) got marked NSFW again???? so im not hott, cute, etc. anymore????? is dat y people dont pay attention to me anymore????? or what????? maybe... we got all these people dat ask for help to level up and my true friends know dat i hate dat when they ask... but lately i've been giving in... then when i do go and help them, they dont wanna rate my stuffs... i guess they think dat they dont get the points for it or sumthin... who knows... and

I Need A Valentine
FUBAR is an acronym that commonly means "Fucked Up Beyond All Repair" or "Fucked Up Beyond Any Recognition"; see below for other variations. It is attested in the United States Army and other military settings, as well as civilian environments. i am so bored, any in nc know what to do tonight, please help I need a valentine, someone i can spoil, anyone have any ideas or Do you want to be my Valentine.

Texas!!!
Speaking Texan is a lot like finding the lowest common denominator. It's all about simplification. Here, we never say in seven syllables what we can say in two. 1. How are y'all doing today? Texan-How y'all? 2. Is your child having a tantrum? Texan-He pitchin'/throwin' a hissy? 3. I really appreciate it. Texan-I'preciate i' or Much obliged. 4. I imagine so Texan-I'magine 5. I completely understand. Texan-I'yunduhstan 6. Y'all is plural. Ex. Texan-Y'all ' bouts ready? Normal-Are all of you almost ready? 7. You all is singular. Ex. Texan-You all ready? Normal-Are you all ready to go? 8. Normal-I would've sworn... Texan-I'll swahn....... 9. Normal-He's going to go Texan-He'on-go Y'all come back now! I love this state. I love the fact that the first time I cooked deer meat for my ex he flipped and hasn't looked at a cow since. I love the fact that Big Lake has a Wild Game Supper with buffalo, elk, deer, alligator, and many others for $5 all you can eat.

Timmy Says:
Ok, you know what! I'hve decided to stop being concerned about what girls, women, mature woman think. I am very interesting, have wisdom, from being around the block and damnit, I know what I want. I am somewhat cute, well in my own world. And sexy, yep, but also want to take the time to be romantic. Yeah,really! Let's spend time talking, drinking wine, laughing, and maybe even watching the sunrise and set A couple of weeks ago I went in for heart surgey, a in and out thing that turned into 4 days in. I had a migraine headache and couldn't keep any food or liquids down. So here comes Dr. Feel Good!!! First I got 2 doses of morphine, then came the demoral. I want to tell you. I was having conversations with people I knew were not there. One time I thought I was eating mashed potates and was spilling em all over. When I went to clean them up, there was no food, not even a trya in front of me. The best one was I was on line, Cherry Tap, writing all kinds of people. I felt my fingers mo

Friends.......................
This year, I have the honor and pleasure of participating in MDA's Colorado Springs Central Lock Up 2008- Old Chicago to help "Jerry's Kids®". To reach my goal I need your help! I'd like to include you or your company on my list of contributors who are helping me reach my goal. Your donation would help MDA continue the important fight against muscular dystrophy. Check out my web page by clicking on the link above. There you'll find all kinds of information about MDA, and be able to make your tax-deductible donation on-line using your credit card. MDA serves people in our community with neuromuscular disease by providing clinics, support groups, assistance with the purchase and repair of wheelchairs, braces and communication devices, and summer camp for kids. MDA also funds research grants to help find treatments and cures for some 43 neuromuscular diseases that affect people of all ages, right here in our community. I sincerely hope that you'll take the opportunity to supp

Holiday Or Etc
here is the link you will see my son.... https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/index.aspx? referid=EmailFriends&p=242123&x=.jpg DID YOU KNOW ABOUT VALENTINE'S DAY HAS EVOLVED SINCE 270 A.D.? YES, AND IT'S TRUE! VALENTINE'S DAYIS A CELEBRATION THAT DATES BACK TO FEB.14, 270, WHEN A PRIEST NAMED VALENTINUS WAS EXECUTED IN ROME FOR SUPPORTING CHRISTIAN MARTYRS. ACCORDING TO LEGEND, VALENTINUS, WHILE IN JAIL, BEFRIENDED HIS JAILER'S BLIND DAUGHTER AND MIRACULOUSLY RESTORED HER SIGHT. BEFORE HE DIED, HE SEND THAT GIRL A NOTE SIGNED "FROM YOUR VALENTINE." FEB. 15 WAS ALREADY THE PAGAN FEAST OF LUPERCALIA, A RAUCOUS CELEBRATION WHERE A YOUNG ROMAN MAN CHOSE HIS MATE FOR THE HOLIDAY BY DRAWING HER NAME FROM A BOX. BUT YEARS LATER, WHEN THE CHURCH TRIED TO STOP THIS PAGAN CELEBRATION, IT CHANGED LUPERCALIA TO ST. VALENTINE'S DAY, A HOLIDAY FOR LOVERS TO EXCHANGE TOKENS AND NOTES. ATLHOUGH TODAY, MOST PEOPLE SEND PAPER OR E-MAIL VALENTINES, THERE HAVE BEEN MANY OTHER

Something You Just Have To Read Without Passing It Up
"YOUR AFFAIR WITH MR.JOHNSON" dear lady unzip my fly. release my cock from it's concealment. oh!how hard it is it begs for action won't you oblige it's needs you kneel as though at an sacrificial altar you wrap you hand around the base of mr.johnson you lick your lips mr.johnson enters your mouth past your lips he enters his needs are so little you suck and suck swabbing mr.johnson with saliva oh!how rigid he is becoming he is now slobbering his semi pre ness is soaking your mouth your stop obliging mr.johnson a few moments with his friends his friends whom are nuts you massage one while

Comment Bombers Needed
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=493452&albumid=214474&i=1293370562# ok im in my my fiancees soldier contest. it suck that she cant vote for me so im turning to you all to help me out. so please click the link and start comment bombing me. thanks OK ALL YOU CHERRIES OUT THERE I COULD USE YOUR HELP IN GETTING ME TO WIN THIS CONTESET. PLEASE DROP SOME COMMENT BOMBS. THANKS THIS CONTEST GOES TILL VALINTIESDAY. FOR EVERY ONE WHO BUTS AT LEAST 200 COMMENT BOMBS DOWN WILL GET A PRIZE FROM ME. SO GET TO COMMENT BOMBING PLEASE THANKS CLICK THE LINK AND START VOTING

My Novel
Okay, you all know the deal with the love scenes...sex is more extreme on paper, so if you get offended easily I suggest you meander around the children's section instead of reading my scene.... Also a word to the men in my life who are reading this....this is not men's porn, this is for the ladies. It is not meant to be vulgar...it is supose to be flowery, so if that sort of thing makes you gag, just don't read it. I don't think you will gag though, so you may want to read it! *** "Milord." William turned to find his wife taking to the stairs behind him. He stopped to let her catch up to him. "What are you doing up at this hour milady? You should be abed." The troches in the tower made deep shadows dance off her golden skin. Her chestnut hair was pulled up in loose curls, a few escaping their captive hold. He smiled as she looked up at him from the step below with a smile on her swe

The Perfect Bumper Sticker
On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family For this, I will give you a life span of sixty Years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. H

My Life Of Late
Well got my Ass chewed out today since my Dishes weren't done by noon.There threaten to take the Computer away from me.Told him strait out the computer goes I go.Wanted to no where I'd go.Put my clothes an stuff someplace,an just go I guess.Going up again on my rent for next month he says.Maybe I'll take my check next month an disappear for a week.That will have the ungratefull basturds in check.By right they oart to keep my rent low,since nobody here can do a Damn thing,to pick up after theirselves.They can't even feed there own damn animals.The only one in this house with rules is me.An at almost 50,my additude is changeing.Reality has set in,an death is proberly a few yrs off.Life shouldn't have to be so Damn difficult at 50.An the Icefishing takes a wicked toll on me these days,but better to spend time away .Whenever I get the chance,than to put up with the same shit for 7 days,5 days is enough.Just rambling, Peace I guess my Life sucks,it sucks to be me.This Blog is a spin off for

It Is Monday!
Oh joy of joys it is another Valentines Day. This holiday gets on my nerves. I absoulutly hate the jewlery tv ads for VD. I mean honestly if my husband can only show me one time a year how much her loves me then we (me and him) need to have a serious one on one. Dont get me wrong I like jewelery the bling bling is nice. But in my line of work I really can not wear it. Personally the way to my goodies is through my stomach. Take me out to eat at a killer steak resturant and omg I am golden. HMMMMMM.......Meat......yummy and a couple of cold beers. Oh yea, he does that for me and yepper when we get home it is game on. Any ways Happy Valentines Day to y'all!! AHHHH another monday in the dental clinic. Now dont get me wrong I love where I work and I truely do enjoy what I do. Let me explain I work the a free dental clinic that offers services to those whom can not afford dental care, and as you all are aware of dental treatment is very expensive and there is nothing worse than

Songs I Like
We make music out of a sense of hunger Sort of a desire Through that desire We expose the pain and struggle But we accustom to live it So, we feel without this music, we have nothing So we offer you, well: we offer you our lives So how you gon' take it? See everybody wanna rise to the top these days A lot of people might come and try to take your place Oh you know that All you gotta do is keep rising, rising Don't look back and keep shining, shining I had a little struggle I had a little pain Now make it rain, make it rain, make it rain Rain on me (rain on me) Lord wont you take this Pain from me I don't wanna live I don't wanna breath till you just Rain on me (rain on me) Lord wont you take this Pain from me I don't wanna live I don't wanna breath yeah I stop and think how life could be so raw Sometimes I just don't wanna fight no more Oh you know just All you gotta do is keep rising, rising Don't look back and keep shi

Chambers Of My Soul
This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much Is this as hard as it gets? 'Cause I'm getting tired Of pretending I'm tough I'm here if you want me I'm yours, you can hold me I'm empty and taken and Tumbling and breakin' 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could I dream of worlds Where you'd understand And I dream a Million sleepless nights I dream of fire when You're touching my hand But it twists into smoke When I turn on the light I'm speechless and faded It's too complicated Is this how the book ends, Nothing but good friends? 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would This is the place in my heart This is the place where I'm falling apart Isn't this just where we met? And is this the last chance That I'll ever get? I wish I was lonely Instead of just only Crystal and see-through And no

Valentines Day
The following is a fairly good ritual for the Upcomiong Full Moon which falls this year on March 3rd (3-3). Although there are many who would argue with me, I would in the STRONGEST terms caution against using this or anybody's else's ritual verbatim. You have to make it your own. The imagry and symbolism must be something that creates an emotional response in you. Hey, what can I say,,, I am eclectic - LOL Blessings, Eugene March Full Moon Ritual Moon of the Wind Setup Items needed for this ritual include: A besom broom or a bundle of twigs, straw or heather; Six gemstones or crystals to use in place of candles for the altar. One in each color for directions/elements according to your tradition. Two white quartz or purple amethyst for the Goddess and God. Background March is a time to make ready for spring. Waters run freely from snowmelt, and bright yellow daffodils beckon the sun’s warmth. Nights are still tinged with frost, but it is time to begin prep

A Few Random Thoughts From The Mind Of Fat Tiny
From a guy's point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait Till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. Let us pay for you! Don't "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Just smile and say

Boredom Is A Cruel Mistress
Been playing WoW and Sims 2 alot lately. Joined a very nice guild, lots of cool ppl. Yes, I am a nerd and a geek, but I think I'm kinda cute in spite of it LOL So HEYA! to any guildies If only I could stay home and have sex all day instead of having to work.... but in any case, I made the National Dean's List this year so I suppose it's a good thing I don't have sex all the time but damned if I could LOL One day I will be able to sit at home on my lil ass, smoke weed and have sex all day long and never have to worry about bills oooh such a fantasy So here I sit, bored out of what's left of my mind. What's up in my world? Not much, but here's to hoping.

Crazy
So I decided today that my patients come into the office to torture me. They all get together over coffee in the morning and discuss which certifiabley insane people will come to see me on which day. I believe that the conversation goes something like: Patient 1: So, you have an appointment today? Patient 2: Yes. I have determined that the girl up there has had an easy week, so today I am going to go in and make her think that she is crazy.......ha ha ha Patient 3: I have an appointment too, I think I will yell at her and tell her that she is the reason for all of my problems in life. What about you? Patient 1: I am going to cancel and show up anyway and say that I didn't cancel, then get irate and insanly beligerent, then when someone else walks in pretend that I don't know what the hell she is talking about. I think this week we can break her..... While all this is going on I sit completely oblivious to the chaos that is about to slam into me. I am evidently the ro

Cdc Things
Im back I failed... They give you 3 atempts to pass and I have 6 weeks to get alittle more training in before i go hback and try again.. I dont know if i will even try again but I have a appt if i want to try... So im not in the best mood.. I PASSED!!!!!!! So yeah I passed Im so HAPPY... My PAT(pyschical abilities test) is on Feb 21st @9:00am Im a little in shock... Everyone else in my testing group for the job ( 10 other people) i was the only one asked to come back on the 21st.. everyone else was asked to come back at the end of march... Im taking that as i tested high!!. It was SOOOO easy. even the POPE (Police Officer Pyschological Evaulation written exam) was easy.. 576 true or false questions that werent right or wrong just how you thought about it.. So no i have to Run around and get this HUGE list of documents that are needed and turn them in by the 21st take the PAT and vision and then its Interview with the board, Interview with the Pyschologist and t

The Cold Day
god i hate my siblings its bad when your the youngest sister and you have bail your older sister and brother out of all there drama then have them treat you like crap sometimes i wish so much that i was the only child but what can i say thats what i get for having drug heads and drunks for family thanks for listening to me this is such a dull day to cold to go anywhere the girls are playing well together and there is nothing on tv. what to do what to do on a day like this ive already read some of my book and so now i guess its the computer for the rest of the day what fun for me its aa horrably cold day with lots of ice and snow it suck to drive in it this morning i watched it go from rain to ice to snow. when my daughter got out of the car she says whats this whats this its cold. i was so happy to see it stop snowing now if it would all melt i would be happy.

Nascar
Its Daytona 500 weekend, aside from all the hype, all the drama, the suspensions, the fines, the celebrating, we all need to take a moment & remember that this is the weekend that changed the world of NASCAR, This is the weekend that we lost #3 Dale Earnhardt Sr. on the last lap of the Daytona 500. If you care to you can watch Dales last race in my stash that shows the last lap of that race, I just did and the lump in my throat really hurts. #3 DALE EARNHARDT SR. >>> NEVER FORGOTTEN ! this was in the news today... I put my 2 cents in at the bottom >>> By JENNA FRYER, AP Auto Racing Writer DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. - NASCAR vowed last summer to crack down on cheaters, pledging to toughen penalties in a sport where bending the rules is as common as banging bumpers. Officials made good on that promise Tuesday. NASCAR suspended the crew chiefs for Matt Kenseth, Kasey Kahne, Scott Riggs and Elliott Sadler and docked all four drivers points before the season-opening

My Life
theyear of 2007" was the hardest year of my life! everything i use to be and everything i use to like, doesn't even matter to me anymore! In the last year I have been sick over 15 times making it almost impostible to keep a job. I've been in the hospital 3 times, almost died 4 times, been treated for severe depression, have been engaged to the girl who i thought was the love of my life who does't even talk to me anymore. lost most of my friends and gave up on everone else, i just don't care anymore, her family treated me like shit and trust me I won't be dating for a long time! I have no friends, my brother is too busy to be my brother anymore. my best friend is my cousin mike who is like a brother to me. last year sucked, i would say i wouldn't change it for the world but i would be lieing! i wish the day allison walked in the pantry was my day off and at the club i would of let her leave with cindy! it would of saved me alot. I am how i have always been theres no chang

Special
i just want to wish all u moms a wonderful mothers day Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com thinkin about puttin naughty pix up, lol what do u think? i just wanted to wish everyone a happy valentines day, i wish u all the best and hope it goes well for all of u

Only Till Now
Tears fill my eyes As I swallow my pain Hunger and lust consume my soul Only wanting relief Blade reaching for the hand Flesh torn wide Cascading sweet velvet red Wanting and needing to be free Screams call out Only to echo off the empty halls Feeling trapt and unwanted Unloved and not needed Not knowing why we breathe Looking in the mirror Reaching out for meaning Now is my time............................. To be free................................................... cold and bitter thoughts culter the mind only leaving room for hunger sweet cascades of emptyness fill a puddle in the floor only wanting more the cold sharp steel calls for the hand wanting only torn flesh its burns only for releaf Tears fill my insides as i slowly start to drown the hunger of red cascades pulling me under further and further i fall deeper into a whole An abyss of pain and damnation trying to hide from relief the cold razor sharp metal calling for my hand wanting

Cue The Incredible Hulk Theme
I have alot of people on my friend's list whom I get along with rather well. They do not judge me for my interests or the things I post on my page. In fact that's what drew us to be friends in the first place. Some I just popped in payed compliments to their pics and interests and was warmly thanked and a conversation brewed and common ground was formed on simular beliefs and interests. I have alot of wonderfull, friendly people on my friends list whom I've never had cross words with. Thing is . . . none of em are any where close to where I live. Except one. Tara You rock!!! I've searched for people in my home town and state found some rather interesting people and left friendly greetings and good rates. I don't even get a thank you or even a courtesy rate. WTF???!!! That leads me to believe that the 'Southern Hostpitallity' motto is merely a show for tourists. Well I shouldn't say that. There are alot of people here that I know without a doubt will have my back if it ever h

Km Q&a
listen. i really need this to help me promote what is going to be pretty much my lifes work. so please help me.. Juggulator : killer its been a while Killa-mo 187: killa or KM and yea Juggulator: so what have been working on Killa-mo 187: i been working on my upcoming album, working on EOT, signed a new artist, and just kicking back really. Juggulator: whats the new album called Killa-mo 187: A Cold Day In Hell Juggulator: any story behinde it Killa-mo 187: yes there is. Juggulator: tell Killa-mo 187: orinigaly it was titled Armageddon: Tha Devilz Pulpit. than alot of things happend all at once. i got dumped for the umteenth time, we started on a downward spiral money wise and was fighting with friends over things, and than on good friday i wounded up being dead in a way, deleted my youtube and myspace page, and just decided to quit Juggulator: wow Killa-mo 187: yea Killa-mo 187: so for 2 days thats waht happend than on easter sunday outta

Wkid1's Way
if u ever have one tru deep thought, think about ur life as it is and the family and friends u have in it! this makes u a very wealthy person to have such love! Even though a few can say they don't have this fortune if u really reconsider all u know in life and all the people u encounter how many of them r reaccurring? there is always someone thre in some form or fashion and that someone can b ur salvation and ur "leaning post" just the memory , the touch, or the kind words of a stranger can always make ur day brighter and seem with some meaning! Well at least this is for me may not b for every1 but this is my deep thought! So think about it and let me know what u think! thanx a million for all the friends and family that i have gained here on CT! Yall r the greatest and very appreciated by me! keep up the love as i will for u!!! kisses wendi HOW FAST IS TOO FAST FOR HAVING SEX? 68 BECAUSE AT 69 U JUST FLIP OVER AND EAT IT!! ROFLMAO!! Hey newest wyld thang on the blog! Give

A Poem
can you tell me how can one miss what she's never had how could I reminisce when there is no past how could I have memories of being happy with you could someone tell me how can this be true how could my mind pull up incidents recall dates and times that never happened how could I celebrate a love that's to late and how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say I miss the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss at least in my dreams just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had what happened to us we were almost there whoever said it's impossible to miss what you never had because I never almost had you I cant believe that I let you go or what I should say is I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go I shoulda never gone out on you I shoulda kept you always my boo yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules I shoulda found a way to keep that date shoulda f

My Job
Just wanted to let you all know that I am going to be focusing a lot more on developing my business. Because of that I may not be coming to see the stashes, photo's, blogs etc. as often. Got to start getting a little more $$$$ rolling in. I hope you all can understand. Much love! I have a new photo album that is titled "Before and After" those are some of my Mary Kay customers that are in my model portfolio. Feel free to comment on them if you wish. I never realized how much of a difference the make-up really makes until I looked at the before and after photos. I've always liked makeup and I've always known it is great for enhancing your best features and hiding your not so desirable features. I just never really saw the difference it can make until I saw the photos. With each and every one of my models they are all beautiful women inside and out but it was amazing how much more beautiful they all looked with the makeovers. Hello! For all of you that don

Morph Contest
hey everyone the contest is over in 2 days.so bomb away.......and have fun.... ive got good news to all who are in my morph contest ive put the comments down to 18,000 comments to win and ive also added another prize as well i dont know if most of you read my last blog but ive added another prize for the morph i like the best and the runner up with close to 18,000 when a winner is declared will get two morphs as well.....hopefully youll all read this blog and repost it as well.also as soon as this contest is over ill be hosting another and itll be funniest pic contest so if ya think youd got the funniest pic just let me know ok.ill accept pics now but it wont start till the other one is done and youll have to get 15,000 comments to win etc....more on that later though...have a cherryriffic day all.. well i was hoping someone would have met the comment bombs needed by now..i dont want this contest to go on forever so im gonna end it.it will be over on the sunday the 18th...so whoevr has

My Imaginatively Titled Blog.
I've posted a link to a site that's trying (with others) to raise public awareness on the plight of former service personnel down in Ashtead (UK). Like many on CherryTap/Fubar, I am a former soldier. Unlike many, I was lucky to go through my tours, leaving with my bits and pieces intact and very few head problems (apart from I already had). There is a rehabilitation centre in the South of England called Headley Court, it is often the first port of call for servicemen and women returning home after being wounded in Iraq or Afghanistan. It is the only one the British have, (thanks to government cutbacks). Soldiers who may have lost limbs or suffered severe trauma spend months rebuilding their lives at the centre. An Armed Forces charity decided to buy a £ 1.7million six-bedroom house nearby so visiting relatives would have somewhere to stay, the well-heeled neighbours in Ashtead, Surrey, launched their own offensive. Basically telling these soldiers and their families, that the

Lyrics
So its coming up on 2 years with Joseph with being gone and it hasnt gotten easier. maybe one day, but i doubt it. he LOVED this song. FREESTYLE....and he was AWESOME at it!!! Miss Ya Boy!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TRICK DADDY LYRICS "Thug Holiday" (feat. LaTocha Scott) [Talking] Thug holiday, go ahead you can cry it's alright baby Everything gone be gravy later, that's right This the time when we take time to remember All the loved ones we lost in the struggle you know I dedicate this to my brother Hollywood, Toby, Bam My dog Itchy and Lil Trav, I dedicate this to the struggle Everybody in the county jail, state penn, check it out [Trick Daddy] If it wasn't for bad luck, hell I guess that a nigga wouldn't have none But when I think about it, what would I be without my gun How could I, get away from the po-p

Me And U Haveing Fun
I HAVE A DAUGHTER WHO I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART I AM RAISEING HER ON MY OWN HER AND HER BROTHER AND SHE TALKS MEAN TO ME AND SHE HITS ME AND WHEN EVER I TELL HER I AM GOING TO SPANK HER BOTTOM SHE SAID SHE CAN GET ME INTO TROUBLWEE HOW DOSE A SINGEL MOM MAKE IT AND PLZ HELP ME TO FIND A WAY I CAN COPE AND GET THROUGH THIS TRYING TIME TY.. SHE IS ALL I HAVE AND HER BROTHER THEY ARE MY HEART AND MY DREAMS ARE FILLED WHEN THEY ARE HERE IN MY LIFE AND I WOULD DYE IF THEY WOULD EVER LEAVE ME.. I thought when u was a friend u stick by that person through things and thin but here reasontly my friends hurt me more than any thing i knew that they lied to me and how can u trust and let them have ure trust don't say u are my friends not unless u mean it i am not a hater i am careing and giveing i will give what i can give and help my friends through times. But who are ure friends and why aren't they around. come and see me and let me know how u feel and we can chat and have fun and be friends an

In Need Of Help!
PLEASE HELP ME TO GET A 3 DAY BLAST BY LEAVIN ME SOME LUV... :) THE MORE COMMENTS THE BETTER... THANX AGAIN!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO GET THERE: OK I NEED COMMENTS AS I AM TRYIN TO WIN A CORVETTE...NO TIME LIMIT JUST NEED 6000 COMMENTS TO GET IT :) SO PLZ STOP BY AN LEAVE WHAT U CAN...THANX SOOOO MUCH!!

I FEEL THE PAIN WELL UP INSIDE ME AND I TRY TO KEEP IT DOWN IT RISES UP ABOVE ME AND BRINGS IT'S WEIGHT DOWN DROWNING ME IN DEPRESSION OVERWHELMING ME WITH DESPAIR I TRY TO FIGHT IT BUT IT RIPS, CUTS AND TEARS MY HEART IS HEAVY PAIN GRIPS AT MY SOUL REMINDING ME OF TIMES SUCH PAIN YOU COULD NOT KNOW I GAVE MY HEART TO YOU WITH MY ARMS OPEN WIDE I NEVER SAW IT COMING YOUR ENDLESS TORTURE AND COUNTLESS LIES YOU PLAGUE MY SOUL WITH MEMORIES OF A LOVE THAT'S DEAD AND GONE LIKE THE CHORUS OF A EULOGY CARRIED AWAY ON THE WINGS OF A SONG SO FOREVER I WILL STAND WITH MY HEART FULL OF PAIN WONDERING HOW MANY TIMES YOU HAVE PLAYED YOUR HURTFUL GAMES. I look deep in your eyes I see there what I feel inside We share something between us Neither one of us can hide.. I feel your lips touch mine I lose all control All it took was a look and a kiss To know you were part of my soul I see your hands on my skin I want and need you to do more The passionate look you giv

Welcome To The Black Parade
I face going back to jail for a very long time. The woman I love kicked me out pretty much and my ex g/f is living with her. Also, I think she still is in love with her ex, but doesn't want to hurt me. I'm tired of the drama. She said when you love someone, you are supposed to want to do things for them and take care of them and asked me what I had done for her. Granted I haven't had much, but I've given her everything I've had. Does she not see that? I've got to go, if I say anything else I'm just gonna break down. How do you love someone, That loves someone else Even though they say they love you, You know deep in their heart, That theirs belongs to another Why do you keep trying, When you can't make them love you, You can't make them forget You sit back and hope, That you are making the right choice, That it's all in your head, That their heart belongs to you, And nobody else Why do you keep trying... Because it's worth it in your heart, To not give up on them, Beca

Woman
I just want to know is there any woman left that will not hurt you y is all this going on im a good man and yet it seems to me that all i get is woman who just want to hurt me please help some one any one holla Lil Wayne Videos | Movie Clips | Denver Real Estate value="transparent"> > this is an grate song its from twinklebug bbw bulliten and i had to put it up here is a link to her page check her at you well love her TwinkleBug BBW ~Wolf Pack Family Member~@ CherryTAP

I Love You Do You Love Me
Ok I have no clue what im doing right now basically i need to vent a lil......My husband has been working late every night and never has time for our daughter or us but yet when anyone at work calls he is right there for them...I have tried talking to him but nothing seems to matter to him what we feel or say at this point....I understand work is work but yet when you have a family you need to make time for them as well....Our daughter has not had a full hour with her dad with out being interupted by his phone in over 3 months I am completely heartbroken and on my last nerve and i have not a clue what to do right now if anyone has any ideas plz do tell.......... i love you so much do you love me do you htink of me? i thnk of you.. do you dream of me? i dream of you,, I'm sorry if I sound mean or anything but I need to vent. I got into a fight lastnight with my mother because she feels that instead of getting my daughter things and spending time with her i should buy things to fix

Novel Introduction...untitled
Their parents jaws dropped, and Thomas' mouth clamped shut. He decided that she needed her space in order to calm down. She was the spitting image of him. He was erily silent. He decided that if she needed her space, she would get it, and his wife would not intrude. Just then, Michelle exclaimed, "She's not going anywhere! I love her! Why would she do this to me? Daniel! What did you say to that impatient girl?" She was going into hysterics, and crying, which is what Daniel anticipated. Daniel then stated, "Mother, dear, " "It is your fault you goddamned bitch! If you wouldn't have made her believe that the rape was her fault this never would have happened! You are the reason that she cant stand living in this house! How dare you not believe her and treat her with disdain! She wasn't ready for sex, and you just want her to open up her legs, acting like the common slut you are! If you don't talk to her and calm her down, I will not come home, no matte

From Geek To Chic!
I think we've got a lot accomplished this week, despite the chaos that is everyday life. The Honda is fixed thanks to my boyfriend's hours of troubleshooting and rewiring (cross your fingers on this one), I found my old cell phone to give to a friend in need of a phone, we got the front hall closet empty of moving detritus and full of proper hall closet stuffings like coats and shoes and a vacuum, I got to see a good friend twice even though she was only in town for three days, I posted a pretty kick-ass update to my website, and I've been offered a new business proposal to think about. I'd say this is a pretty good "Done" list considering it's only Thursday. Go us. :) Again. Winter started with a huge snowstorm, then there was a big storm in the middle, now it's ending with more snow! Can we please call it done? The crocuses are already up and opened. :( Ok, here I'm back for my second kick at the Tap Cat! My first account was deleted in less than 24 hours of its creation, so I g

Other Irish Regiments That Fought In The Somme
1st Battalion August 1914 : in Trimulgherrey, India. Returned to UK and landed at Avonmouth on 10 January 1915. 10 January 1915 : attached to 87th Brigade, 29th Division. 5 February 1918 : transferred to 109th Brigade, 36th Division. 2nd Battalion August 1914 : in Dover. Part of 12th Brigade, 4th Division. 6 December 1914 : transferred as GHQ Troops. 26 January 1915 : transferred to 5th Brigade, 2nd Division. 22 July 1915: transferred as Army Troops to Third Army. 8 November 1915 : transferred to 14th Brigade, 5th Division. 24 December 1915 : transferred to 96th Brigade, 32nd Division. 3 February 1918 : transferred to 109th Brigade, 36th Division. 3rd (Reserve) Battalion August 1914 : in Omagh. Remained in Ireland until April 1918, then moved to England. 4th (Extra Reserve) Battalion August 1914 : in Enniskillen. Remained in Ireland and England throughout the war. Territorial Force The Irish Regiments did not form battalions for the TF. New Armies 5th

Biscuits And Gravy?
I recieved this in an email and after checkin it out I could not believe that it was true.... > We saw "Inconvenient Truth" recently. While I was very taken by the basic > message, I felt that the "political advertisement/message" was both > completely uncalled for and completely out of place with the intended goal > of the movie/documentary. > > House 1: > > The four-bedroom home was planned so that "every room has a relationship > with something in the landscape that's different from the room next door. > Each of the rooms feels like a slightly different place." The resulting > single-story house is a paragon of environmental planning. > The passive-solar house is built of honey-colored native limestone and > positioned to absorb winter sunlight, warming the interior walkways and > walls of the 4,000-square-foot residence. Geothermal heat pumps circulate > water through pipes buried 300 feet deep in the ground. These waters pass > t

Saving Money
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Ct Fist Blog For Me
So Apparently Some looser chick Decides to pimp smack me and tell me it wasn't for me and thats she sorry, now all of a sudden she's smacked me 5 different times within two minutes, updating her status message about me and apparently needs her husband back to get her laid so she stops acting like a Tramp on Fubar. Sabrina Re...: OOPS MY BAD DIDNT MEAN TO SMACK YOU..OOPS

Papercut.
I've been attending some slam poetry contests lately, and everytime I go and watch, I wanna compete more and more. See, every single person at these competitions is the progressive liberal communist of my nightmares. Don't get me wrong, I love these people, I feel at-home around them, but at the same time, I'm like Samuel L. Jackson at a Klan meeting. I sit there and listen to them bash bush, bash Wal-Mart, bash this nation, bash everything about everything, and then call for indiviualism, standing up for what you believe in, freedom of speech, etc. I wonder how they would respond if I got up on stage and praised Bush, praised Wal-Mart, praised this nation, etc. I'm just being an individual letting my voice be heard, like they've called me to do over and over again. Ha, yeah, I think it'd be interesting to give these pansies a dose of their own green-weenie medicine. they say 90% of communication is non-verbal. why did i not know this before?? think how much time i could've saved! i

Blog, Blah Blah
Okay, so I lied. I had to come back and make one last post.....you know, the most fun that I have had on cherrytap was going thru and removing each person individually from my friends/fan list. It took sometime, and yet it was quite satisfying. Kinda like spring cleaning. I feel refreshed, lol. Ahhhhhhh, who am I kidding....no one is going to care, no one will miss my presence, it will be as if I were never hear....but that is only because you never took the time to know me. Hell, many of you added me as a friend without ever even stopping by my page to view my profile...now thats just rude, no matter where your from. Again, I don't care...I didn't meet anyone to make me care. Blah, blah, blah......... Well, this is my second and final blog posting on cherrytap. I have found this site rather useless and quite frankly distracting. I thought it might be a good place to meet new people and share conversation. However, it has turned out to be a place more about points and pictures and cont

You Know Your From Mass When
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF... 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter"R" as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12 Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space. 14. You know how to pronounce the names of towns like Worcester, Billerica, Gloucester, and

What Hurts The Most
On Sept. 17th, I recieved a phone call while driving home that my Daughter's dad was found dead in his home after never showing up for work that morning. I fell to pieces and could'nt believe my ears, my 1st thought was how was I going to tell my 7 yr.old daughter that her father was dead. Then the thought of how am I gonna raise her alone came to mind knowing that she loved her daddy and this news would crush her. The time finally came for me to tell her when she got home from school, there was no way around it. One look at me and she knew somethin was terribly wrong and wanted to know right away! I told her the best way I could possibly find and as suspected she busted out crying hysterically. To this day she still talks about him as if he is still here and does'nt show much sorrow, almost as if it still has'nt sunk in yet. I on the other hand have sleepless nights and still have days where all I can do is cry. He was a great father and deffinately a one of a kind person and I wil

Sometimes
Nightmares are much more fun and exciting....blood pumping raw and unexpected. Apart from the world and yet in the thick of it. A reason or two makes you wanna stay...and sometimes you hope that if Death's icy hand grabbed your heart...you just may. A place of desires no matter how deep. Where you walk a path or wishes lacking responsibilities or obligations...may the darkness embrace me tightly...so I may share my indulgences here in both worlds...For my own balance. Ponder all the words ever shared, Muses and ideas and thoughts dared, Examine to what end it'll be, Is it the end you hoped you'd see? Roll with a punch, The sidelines gather a bunch, Shadows await your return to the dark, When your eyes and skin turn grey and feel like bark, Happiness a glimmer on horizon I can't reach, Loniness attained absorbed and not preached, I stand till I fall to the fates call, Sometimes I can barely wait for that fall, Echos ringing loudly...beckoning me, The strings of ob

Brand New Goober
That right kiddies Malo De Dentro is calling it quits. A few of the members have decided to go in different directions. The band has one last show that we have committed in doing which is on July 20th, 2007 at Jheads in Phoenix, AZ so come out and give us a great send off. I wish the guys all my best. Now on to my next musical adventure. David I can't vote or nothing, I'm such a loser. Yeah So I'm new here. So forgive me my ignorance until I get the feel of this site. Seems kinda busy to me, but I'm sure I'll get it figured out. Cheers, David

In My Boxs
I look at you today smiel with you tommow and love you yester day I tell you i hate you yet do not know how to love I bring you close to me and always push you away Im sorry for all these things and the way they make you fill tonight ill stay with you then tommow ill go away sinserly Blue so many of them so y is it so hard to git what you want you evan got dum ones some one anser without a conscious please i try to hide from those i love becuse i know i will always hurt them in the end i wont to be stong yet im so weak were is my shadow in the days i am scaed of life and my self Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

My First Day Of Mumms.
ahhh..... Holy shit what a ****in day. First i got up late because my bloody alarm did not go off. If that wasn't bad enough as i ran down the stairs i stubbed my frickin toe...lol iI drove to work in the pouring rain (i hate the brit weather) flicking my finger to some old guy who didnt turn the way he indicated and nearly made me crash.lol They should take the driving license off everyone over 55. ha ha When i got to work the boss bent my ear about timekeeping, and i'm like "chuck my a freakin bone here" my clock didn't go off. I'm never late, but he obviously didn't get laid last night. lol The day went a liitle slow from then on and i didnt finish till 8pm, i'd been there since 7am. Trust me in my job..( i look after autistic adults with learning disabilities) thats a f***in long..mentally long day. Anyways.. i thought, "i'll go home and talk to my buddies on CT"....yeah right, my f***in computer wouldn't work. i tryed everything but nothing. i called my computer wizkid pal t

Thanks For Your Concern!
As I sit here in my lonely room, reflecting on recent events , I am forced to consider the following. After extending all that I have to the people around me, and I do mean everything including mind, body, and soul as well as money , I can not for the life of me understand why it is that a simple " Thank You " never comes to mind for these people. I did not ask for or want anything in return. I didn't do it to have something to hold over someone's head, I didn't do it for any type of accolade, I did it out of genuine concern and compassion. I am truly selfless in this act. I do it to help those a little less fortunate get a little firmer grip on their situation. I am sincere in my desire to be a good friend and helping those in need breath a little easier. With that being said, now that I have extended myself to these people they are nowhere to be found. They don't call, they don't answer my calls, and are never home when I stop by. I am not hounding these people, I am trying to find