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Some Of My Work...
I saw the fear I watched you fall The end draws near You lost it all As time, it goes And no one knows Through all the lies You brought your own demise You're on your knees And begging please I have no more sympathy The sun is warm and days so bright, then why am I so cold? You used to wake to hold me tight, I guess those days grew old. Here I sit alone tonight, With only memories to hold. What happened to our love, My dear? I guess I'll never know. Coz here I am just wondering, And fear is all I show.... When I turn all of the lights off Moonlight hits the floor That's sometimes when I see things I wouldn't have before Colors are so perfect Hidden under shadow's breath The mirrors brilliant image Reflecting only Night-time's wrath Dreams are vivid nightmares They haunt a weakened soul Depiction of a reality About to lose control When I close my eyes to fall asleep A monster do I see A gruesome sight, in an evil lair That vision I fear is
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All men have a secret wedding checklist: five traits they look for in a woman that say she's worth walking down the aisle for. He won't pop the question without 'em. It happens all the time: A guy spends months, even years, in a long-term relationship with a girl he really digs. But after dropping the I-don't-see-myself-ever-getting-married bomb, he suddenly turns around and ties the knot with a new chick. The factors that tip a dude from steady relationship to "till death do us part" seem like the ultimate unsolved mystery ... especially when you're in a solid LTR and aren't sure if your guy is even considering marriage. It all comes down to some elusive qualities women have a hard time understanding but men are always on the lookout for, explains Willard Harley Jr., Ph.D., author of I Promise You: Preparing for a Marriage That Will Last a Lifetime. "Part of what makes him want to get married is chemistry and passion, but it's also about certain actions and behaviors that are mo
Poems
All You Do Just sitting here wondering if I can do more I'm not out to please anyone but I want to make people happy Can't make anyone be my friend or care about me. Seems like all I do is never enough for anyone I guess I'm looking for attention and going about it all wrong I never though that I would feel this way but its killing me inside No one to talk to about it and it scares me. I cant be perfect but I don't deserve what I get most of time People have it worse of than me but I can say My life is better than most but can I ever do enough Or is never enough Love Love is happy and sad? The good times and the bad Love can make or break your heart Make you feel great things u never felt before but also make you feel thing u never want to feel again. Love is pain and love is also happiness Love is holding hands and taking moolit walks on beach. A hug and a kiss when you come home from a long day at work Love come in m
A Poem From My Soldier
As I was talking to my new found friends all of the sudden in a burst of light you came in As you walked into the room, my eyes could see that finally I found her, I found the one for me I had found the one who could love me true my love forever, my heart found it in you One person who stole my heart and soul One person, to you my love, I give all control As the wind continues to blow and the days go by Every night I dream of your love and I start to cry Tears of joy I find rolling down my face Nothing in my life, prepared me for this place All I know is that in my heart I found something new I found something that changed me, I found the words I LOVE YOU So as you go to bed tonight, and curl up in a ball remember my words to you, but remember this most of all Nothing in the world compares to the love I have for you I give you my life, my heart, and my soul, do what you will do As each day turns into the next and time goes by for everything I do, I pr
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Just A Couple Of Jokes
A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking,  the monkey starts jumping all over the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them,then  jumps up on the pool table, grabs the cue ball, sticks it in his mouth and swallows it whole.The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy says, "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!" says the bartender. "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the patron. "He eats everything in sight, the little twerp. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finishes his drink, pays his bill, and leaves. Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and he has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again.While the man is drinking, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it up his butt, pulls it out, and eats it. The ba
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Fubar Help
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Rants And Raves.. Etc
have you noticed that you cant make yur name what you want? or that your status cant have a cuss word? .. funny how the other two major networking sites you can cuss and be as nasty as you want... So I get in late last night, right? Summertime is coming, and bugs of all shapes and sizes are buzzing about the porch light. By the way, june bugs must be the dumbest creatures on God's earth - flying into stuff, bouncing off walls, crashing on the pavement, spending helpless hours on their backs like Lindsay Lohan at the MTV Awards after party...... Anyway, as I walk up the steps and reach for the door, a moth flies UP my nose, just as I inhale (yes its a rather large nose, but I like to think of it as a classic, roman nose really). Survival instinct screams MUST GET BUG OUT OF NOSE (well, what would YOUR survival instinct say?). Hand flies to nose, hoping to knock the thing away. By the way, a little moth in your nose feels like an big assed adult fruit bat once it gets in there. I don
Liberal Rantings
Now that Micheal Jackson is dead, people have been villanize him more than ever. Here is my take on things:   Child molester or not, he was truly sick and could not be held accountable. He should have had some serious therapy long ago.Truth is, I don't want to believe that he molested any children. However, i could believe it if he truly did and I was presented with evidence. But I think his situation was different than most, and he would have been better suited for psychiatric treatment than prison. Of course, if he had gotten the help he needed before all that happened, it might not have happened at all.I think one reason I don't want to believe it is because I find it sick for parents of the children to go after or even take his money. Greed knows no bounds, I guess and everyone has a price. But were I a parent in that situation, no amount of money would satisfy my vengeance (yes, I think he was sick and needed help more than prison, but if it happened to my child, I would probabl
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Broken
Im tired of men saying they love me, want to be with me and then show nothing to support there words. Want to be with me yet are never around, are always with others and then try to convince me No Convince THEMSELVES that they want to reallly be with me, who ya trying to kid?? Yes I am a strong woman and if You cant take my opinion I have nothing to say to You. The real question is.. Are You strong enough to be my Man?   I find myself at a Crossroads as of late. Not in a good way, well hell at this rate I am not sure if its good or bad lol. Sometimes I question my dissisions and actions just like everyone else but lately I seem to question my every move and thought. Did I make the right choice, did I screw up by doing this or that....Are things going to change because of the choices and actions I did take etc etc etc. These are all questions that are left unanswered in my own head. I allowed myself to be happy for a short time, even allowed myse
My Life
OK LOOK IF YOU HAVE ARE "FU-MARRIED, HAVE A FU-GF', A R/L GF WHATEVER IT MAY BE! DO NOT AND I REPEAT DO NOT EVEN ATTEMPT TO TALK TO ME AS MORE THAN FRIENDS. I WILL FIND OUT AND I WILL EXPOSE YOUR DIRTY LIL SECRETS. I  AM ONE OF THE FEW REAL PPL ON THIS SITE. I DO WHAT I SAY AND MEAN WHAT I SAY. SO FAIR WARNING FUKKERS I AM NOT THE ONE TO PLAY YOUR GAME WITH. DONT DO IT. YOU WILL REGRET IT I PROMISE YOU!!! OK IM GOING ON A RANT. HAS THE CONCEPT OF PERSONAL SPACE BEEN THROWN OUT THE WINDOW? I MEAN EVERYONE HAS AN AREA AROUND THEM THAT THEY FELL COMFORTABLE IN. CALL IT YOUR COMFORT ZONE, PERSONAL SPACE, WHATEVER, BUT ITS THERE. EVERYONE HAS IT. SO WHY DO PEOPLE INVADE THAT SPACE I WONDER? ESP UNINVITED? EXAMPLE: I MADE A SHORT TRIP TO WALLYWORLD (WAL-MART) YESTERDAY TO PICK UP A FEW ITEMS. OK, I GOT WHAT I NEEDED AND MADE MY WAY TO THE CHECKOUT. NOW MIND YOU THIS WAS A "TEN ITEMS OR LESS CHECKOUT LANE" AND OF COURSE SOME STUPID PEOPLE WHO OBVIOUSLY CANNOT READ WAS UNLOADING A BUGGY FULL
September 11th, 2001
No matter what its called, its still called the same, racism... wether your white, black, brown, green, orange, yellow, purple, or blue..... Its still called racism..   -Unknown-     You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction.You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK.But when I call you Nigger, Spook, Porch Monkey, Towelhead, Dothead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Wetback, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist.You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live and why are there more black on black crimes than white on black crimes? You have: United Negro College Fund Martin Luther King Day Black History Month Cinco de Mayo Cesar Chavez Day Ma'uled Al-Nabi N.A.A.C.P B.E.T If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists.If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.If we had white history month, we'd be racists.If we had an organization
Fantasy Report
I got killed this week, lost by 50 points. It was rather ugly. My best player was my kicker, and everyone else seemed to take the week off. In my defense, it was my bye week for half my team, and I cobbled together a lineup, but it should have been closer. An add factoid, in four years, six leagues, I've never beaten the person I played against. I'm hoping I break this ugly pattern sometime this year, but who knows. In Nascar, Jimmy Johnson got first, and Joey Logano got close to last, and I lost by 30 again. Johnson has finished high each week, and I'm 2-3 the last 5 weeks, because whoever I match him with runs like shit. I still have high hopes for football, I can't wait for the Nascar to end, just a few more weeks, thank God! I somehow missed a week, so it must have been bad. But this week, when by all rights and means I should have lost, I actually won. And let me tell you, it was butt pckeringly tight. I had a decent lead going into monday night, and his one player did
The Pack And Animal News
Greetings fellow Pack members Hellz, Rogue, Moon and myself were tossing this idea back and forth for a bit then decided screw it. We felt that there wasnt a group like this on fu. There are similar but not the same. They empathize on one type of animal or another. We want to bring all of that together in one spot. Wolves, Bears, Snakes, Cats, Bats and even Jackasses *glares at Hellz :P* We empathize that the group as a whole mingle, talk to one another and build that trust. As Hellz has stated at any time you need one of us we are around and easy to approach about any concerns. This is still a pup despite its immediate take off. We are still stretching and growing as a pack. Soon I say we will be the dominant pack of fubar. Until then seize the hunt and seize the night. *HOWLS TO THE PACK* http://www.fubar.com/user/1280569 Now that the group is up and running, I think it's time some of us should introduce ourselves. HellzAngel here. Alpha Bitch and resident morphol
My Muse.
You left that note in my room Where I would find it later ...........when I was alone "When you read this, know I'm thinking of you- This very moment." (tears) Of course I still have it and read it often. Making sure you never forget me. If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say. The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping I dreamed I held you in my arms But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken So I hung my head and cried.
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My Poems
I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... if only everyone could see this and understand it.... Dont rush her into having sex with you because later, she going to realize that if you loved her you would wait. [even when she says she will do it with you, that means shes testing you] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] WHen you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak
The Music In Me
Paranomia - The Art of Noise Anne Dudley, Gary Langan, and Paul Morley were members of producer Trevor Horn's in-house studio band in the early '80s before they formed the Art of Noise, a techno-pop group whose music was an amalgam of studio gimmickry, tape splicing, and synthesized beats. The Art of Noise took material from a variety of sources: hip-hop, rock, jazz, R&B, traditional pop, found sounds, and noise all worked their way into the group's distinctly postmodern soundscapes. Dudley was the center of the group, having arranged and produced material for Frankie Goes to Hollywood, ABC, and Paul McCartney before forming the Art of Noise. The trio signed with Trevor Horn's ZTT label, releasing their first EP, Into Battle With the Art of Noise, in 1983. The following year, the group released the full-length (Who's Afraid Of?) The Art of Noise!, which featured the hit single "Close (To the Edit)." After "Close (To the Edit)," the group parted ways with Horn and Z
Things I Have Written
When We Move On When we move on we make a choice..... a choice to survive or to give up. A decission made that can change a life or two. When we move on we can do it in two different ways..... we can either do it by excepting what we can not change.... or we can dweal on the negative and never move on. When we move on it is expected that we make a choice..... a choice to live and be who we are...... and regardless we travel down the path that will challenge us. When we move on..... Life changes every moment, every minute. Life changes with a blink of an eye and a little thought. Life changes with choices made and sacrifices given. Life changes with an opening of your heart and your mind. Life changes when people pass through your life with more then you expect. Life just simply changes.... - happiness is a sudden breeze.... a drift in the wind. - happiness is taking a walk in the park.... under the stars and moon. - happiness is holding hands
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My Scribbles From The Mind
The war rages on We must all Receive our share of carnage. There is more Than enough to go around No one must miss out Give their entire share. Meat, bloody meat Never, no never Met in defeat. We are always victorious Fleeing from one battle To the next Muttering babbles of false honor To attempt the gain of respect From the opposite forces. Tiptoe in the crimson puddles Inching your way Through shadows path. The hunger leads You on to their lair The fumes of decay Trailing around you To bury the true scent. The hunters look out For more prey Lingering about the path. While the feast Still plays on Celebrating the carnivorous victory. Into the cavern I stare as My ideals reflect back. A shadowed figure Peers over my shoulder Whispering into my ear "Do not go so freely". "Though you have No fear of death You volunteer yourself Too easily to your own destruction". "Did you forget? Those around you Value your life As wel
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Life
How come i said going into this i just wanted to have fun nothing more, but as the days go by, the more time i spend with him, the more i get to know about him the more i want to be with him. everday this gets harder. to keep my distance. i dont want to get my heart broken and i'm afraid to say anything, i almost got the ballz today but chicked out. why is it some ppl think its ok to lie about everthing even love. Life is hard as it is then we have ppl who are just out to fuck you over because they think they can, well grow up.....fuck heads.... Why is it when you open up to someone, they tear you down, and use your heart as there own play ground. Act as it don't matter what your feelings are. You admit to them you have feelings for them, and they take that and twist it to get what they want (for there own gain). You ask them don't lie to me. Be open to me about everything. Don't hurt me! I cant take it again, but nooooooo they couldn't give a shit. Just want one of two
5 Levels Of Hang Overs
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a
Some Poems I Wrote
Endless waves of emotion pass through my body. What a strange feeling it is, so real I hold it in the palm of my hand. I fling it into the night sky to takes its place among the stars. A warmth envelopes my heart as it is now everlasting. With a second look I see the fine lines of her face. I close my eyes and feel the softness of her lips to mine. The waves hit me harder. Drinking in her lips I grow drunk. I turn to walk away and find her holding my hand. My heart falls into a warm abyss, and myself only wanting to fall even deeper So strong a hold on me a little pressure is doom. A smiling face bring tears of joy. So much like me that time rewinds. Every sound reminds my heart. A look from deep eyes shows endless knowledge. The tree that this fruit began, so loving that you can fill an empty world with it. So wholesome that a hearts hunger is forever supressed. No more empty, hopefully. Taste the fruit and destroy that which is pur
It's Football Time In Tennessee
I have a bet going with someone on Saturday's Florida Gators VS Tennessee Volunteers game... I just wanted to show my support to my team! I have been waiting for this day for MANY years!!! This man is not worth the $2.05 million a year salary they are paying him!! Phillip Fulmer Resigns - November 03, 2008 Phillip Fulmer wore Tennessee orange for more than 30 years of his life as a player, assistant coach and head coach. Monday night he officially shelves his wardrobe as news arrived from Knoxville that Fulmer will step down at season’s end as head coach of the Tennessee Vols. As head coach of the Vols, Fulmer notched an impressive 150-51 record, the third best among active coaches. However, it was not enough to hold onto the position he started 16 years ago, the longest tenure in the SEC. Effective at the end of this season, Fulmer, who began his career as a player in 1969, will resign as head coach of the team which is currently in the midst of having their worst
Rates Needed!
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Surveys
You Are Fettuccine Alfredo Compared to most people, you have rich and decadent tastes. If you can afford something, you'll go ahead and indulge yourself. You are a true foodie. No food is off the table for you. You're the type most likely to appreciate every aspect of a five star meal. What Pasta Dish Are You? You Are a Sweet Person When it comes to snacks, you're more likely to grab some candy than heat up a pizza. There's a good chance you're female (women prefer sweet snacks)... Or at least, you prefer to be in the company of women. Your tastes are simple and predictable. You are young at heart. You tend to crave food you can just grab and eat. Are You Sweet or Salty? You Are Smores Unusual and unconventional, you make your strange ways work for you. You've got personality - no one's denying that! What Dessert Are You Most Like?
Eternal
It is a night of dark desire, a song of darkness, wolves vent their loneliness. The beautiful one wakens. Mist shrouds her pale form, an everlasting wanting. Her midnight hair cascades over pale and delicate shoulders, and her full crimson lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of ecstasy, I remember her. Around, all around, the angels gather. My dread grows as the stroke of death falls against my heart. It wounds me, and darkly my essence drips to the thirsty earth. In agony I call your name while Death's shadow hovers close. Now alone, my love falls upon darkened eyes. This is because of you COME ON IN AND RAWK OUT WITH THE BEST THERE IS!! COME ON IN AND RAWK OUT WITH DJ BLOODRUNNER! CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER DJ BLOODRUNNER
Godess Oda Krogh
I 1908 var Sven Elvestad mektig lei overstyringen i avisen han hadde startet, Fri Presse. Den første anledningen til mytteri kom med artikkelen om invasjon fra Mars på Notodden. Morsomt nok var personen som hadde foranlediget invasjonen i Elvestads reportasje den amerikanske oppfinneren Nicola som ved hjelp av millioner av elektriske hestekrefter fra Niagara hadde signalisert til Mars og gjort innbyggerne der nyskjerrige nok til å ta turen gjennom verdensrommet. De hadde strandet på Notodden pga Hydros benyttelse av den samme elektriske energien. Spøken ble tatt alvorlig. Folk strømmet til i tusender. Delegasjoner var på vei fra Sverige. Og abonnentene sa opp i massive antall da de skjønte de var lurt. Neste måned gikk Elvestad inn til den mest ekle av avisens representanters kontor. William Coucheron-Aamodt hadde fortid i den kinesiske marine og var lansert som norsk tronkandidat etter unionsoppløsningen. Med en revolver pekende mot seg forsvant Coucheron-Amodt lynraskt ut
Not So Stupid Stuff
Here I sit, in my quaint little cardboard coffin box, waiting for someone to come buy me. Come on, you know you want to....I have Foo! Just a little thank you for those folks who took some time to rate my shit the other day when I had that goofy Auto-11 active. I know some folks have gotten all emo over them, but piss off, we all have asked for rating at one point or another. And please pass this along to those who might not see it, that took some time to help out as well. Now, go away...ya bother me.... ;) You know you want someone to cuddle up with and keep ya warm on those cold nights. I am housetrained I like to play fetch I make a great watch dog! (How Much Is) That Doggie in the Window? - Patti Page - Patti Page BTW, all my earnings are to be donated to help a good friend in need of financial support.!
In Arkansas
Will be heading home late tonight as soon as Mandi and new baby get settled in good...I will be soooooo glad to be on a real comp and be able to start returning all the sweet love...Thank u friends for the comments, gifts and drinks....all was appreciated and i am sorry i couldn't do much on this laptop....but will be back on track by tomorrow morning, muahhh!!!! Jacob Dylan...she changed her mind from Logan Shane...made his debut into the big ol wide world...3:45..9-27-08 ...8lbs 1oz.woohooooo...will post pics for family soon as I can!! Got to visit both my girls and g-babies this week...had a blast and cooked our Thanksgiving dinner last night...I am soo happy right now!!!! BUTTTT I missed U ALL and am glad to be back home and will be back on track soon....Will be more online in the morning ...trip has just got me soooo drained, LOL. Thxxx all 4 the sweet shown while I was away!!! ♥ Laura
My Life At Random
The medic stood and faced God Which must always come to pass. He hoped his uniform was clean, He'd gotten dressed kinda fast. "Step forward now, paramedic. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my church have you been true?" The medic squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord I guess I ain't, cause those of us who wade in blood, can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough. And at times I've been violent, cause the streets are awful rough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep... although I worked alot of overtime, when the bills got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fears. If you have a place for me, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never expected or hand too mu
Just Me!
I have an 11 year old dog named Bella. She has been with me since she was 5 1/2 weeks old. She is one of the loves of my life. Greatest dog, well trained and so well mannered. Loves everyone and everything. In the past few months my 2 year old fell on top of her and hurt her pretty bad. She was treated and had gone back to normal. Now with the bitter cold weather here and the snow within mins of letting her out to go potty her arthritis starts to kick in and her joints start to lock up. Today was the worst and I was to the point where I wanted to run out and pick her up and carry her in. My heart sank to see her in that condition. She has been started on Glucosamine, and is perfectly fine when she is indoors. Even still jumps over the baby gates and up onto furniture and beds without one issue. I am looking for any suggestions on how I can make her life easier when she goes outside. Is there any other vitamines or anything that I can do that has maybe worked for you before? Mind yo
My Lounge Has Been Reopened!
Hello there! I am hiring staff at my lounge, the House of Dreams! Come check it out, it's the place to be on fubar :D I'm hiring greeters, promoters, enforcers, and bartenders! Apply within :) /> http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=61325 Hey everyone! If you're bored you should check out my lounge! We are hiring for greeters and promoters! Inquire with me or King CW. Hey there everyone! We're hiring for staff at the House of Dreams. Come check it out! Please inquire with either me or King CW. Hope to see you there!
The Term Cowboy
A Texas hat with attitude the brim tipped down a bit as black as sin with subtle bend "Bull Rider" in its fit. A chiseled face deep resolute with eyes as hard as stone said, "If you're wise, you'd be advised to leave this man alone." A brahma bull of ill repute was placed into the stall as ugly-mean as ever seen pure hate for one and all. A mottled gray in attributes of thirteen-hundred pounds would climb a stand to gore a man or stomp him in the ground. The riders drew for random bulls and when the draw was done that Texas hat just chewed and spat he'd drawn that orn'ry son. Each rider settled in his chute before he shouted, "Now!" then left the gate to tempt his fate and hang on board somehow. A Utah man now held the lead his ride was rated best the Texas hat aware of that now moved to meet the test. He settled on to get a grip the bull rose up instead he eased on back adjusted slack then gave the go-ahead. That nettled bull flew out th
Lets Try This...
I'm not one of those girls who can be seduced by words. I can read between the lines. And I can call your bluff in a heartbeat. I know the difference between talk and action. I don't like being manipulated and toyed with. I don't like guys who "spit game." Because games are for children... And you'd think that would make me smart... And able to know what's real and what's not. Sometimes it does...but more often than not, it doesn't. Instead, I focus so much time trying to sift through lies and truth. Trying to find sincerity amongst the doublespeak... That I lose myself in every kiss and every touch. And I start confusing lust for like. And want for need. And desperation for desire. When he tells you that you're pretty...It's only when he's holding you. And when he says that you're sexy...It's only when you make him sweat. When he whispers that he wants you...It's only for tonight. No one likes to share... And in that moment, when your lips melt together..
My Poems
Daddy I USED TO BE IN LOVE WITH THIS MAN, HE WAS ALOT OLDER THAN I, BUT I LOVED HIM MORE THAN WORDS COULD SAY. HE USED TO COME OVER TO MY HOUSE EVERYDAY, AND MY WHOLE FAMILY HATED HIM, ESPECIALLY MY GRANMOTHER, BUT AS I GREW OLDER, I DIDN'T SEE HIM AS MUCH, AND HIM AND MOMA WOULD ALWAYS FIGHT. THEN TH EDAY CAME,WHEN HE NEVER CAME OVER , AND HIS NAME WAS NEVER SPOKEN, MOMA WAS ALWAYS CRYING. NOW THAT I'VE GROWN UP, AND HE'S ALMOST FORGOTTEN, I WONDER IF I'LL EVER SEE MY FATHER AGAIN. AND IF I DO, WHAT WILL I SAY? HOW ABOUT THIS,DADDY I LOVE YOU... Copyright ©2008 Tabatha                                       LOVE POEM                            TO MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND  MY LOVE, AS THE SUN IS GOING DOWN AND THE SUNSET IS BEAUTIFUL.THINKING ABOUT YOU WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING LIKE BEING NEXT TO YOU. IT HAS BEEN SO LONG WE'VE BEEN OURSELVES TOGETHER,LIKE THE TIME FROM YEAR TO YEAR, IT GROWS LONGER AND LONGER. WHEN I'M BUSY AND TIME GOES BY,EVERYTHING IS FINE U
Come Bid On Me
AS MANY OF MY FRIENDS KNOW I BEEN DEALING WITH BEING SICK FOR A LONG TIME  WELL  I AM GOING OT BE HAVING SURGERY TOMMORROW MORNING SO I WILL BE GONE FOR A WHILE  MY SURGERY IS AT 9 AM I AM HAVING MY APPENDIX AND SCAR TISSUE FROM PREVIOUS SURGERIES I HAD WHEN I WAS A KID SO IF U KNOW ME GOOD AND WANT THE NUM TO THE HOSPITAL U CAN CHECK UP ON ME PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A PM AND I CAN GIVE IT TO U  SO PLEASE PRAY FOR THINGS GO SMOOTHLY  WANT MY POINTS FOR ON THE WEEKENDS.  I WILL DO IT FOR A AUTO OR BOMB OR BOTH JUST TO HELP U OUT SO IF INTERESTED PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF U ARE AND WHAT DAY I WILL ONLY DO IT ON FRIDAY- SUNDAY
Medical
 I went to the Emergency Room , Tuesday and all they told me is I had a tension headache and did nothing about it as usual,.  Then I went to the doctor on Wednesday and found out that I " might " have a pinched nerve, the funny thing is they both looked at the same area and I am to more agree with the pinched nerve than I would the tension headache . I went to the doctor yesterday , and the good news is I do not have the flu, or pnumonia, like I originally thought .  I have been re diagnosed with Viral Bronchitus, and the being of having astma on top of all of that . But the way I see it, its just another obstacle I need to get through . As I have stated in the past my life is full of challenges , from two car wreck, and losing my mother (lost her in the first wreck) , to having knees operated on , to getting Diabetes ( so they say ). I face life like a poker game , if it doesn't have a million to one odds I won't do it and face the challenge .  People may say that is stupid to face
Quiz
Your subconscious mind is driven most by sexuality. What this means is that when your unconscious mind sees an opportunity to remind you of your sexual desires, it takes full advantage of it. Because of this, things that have very little sexual content or that seem sexu...ally neutral to others, may register as sexually charged to you, at least on an unconscious level. Your unconscious mind recognizes the value of sexuality. The reason it may do so, is because of a deep-rooted fear of the opposite living a life that is numb to sexual desire or is turned cold by it. You unconscious mind may be trying to avoid this sexual dullness, and so it reacts by swinging to the opposite extreme, strong sexual desire. By sending you these sexual messages on a regular basis, your unconscious makes sure you don't forget about sex. Demure who can resist your seductive charm? You have mastered the art of flirting so well that all you have to do is sit there and look pretty and they come to you. See Mor
Contest & Auctions
HALLOWEEN BLING AUCTION!! just click the picture of the one you wanna bid on...STARTS 10/25/08 ENDS 10/26/08 @ 10 pm EST This Auction brought to you by: I?Ben&Jerrys?MGR REGIMENT BOMBERS?Click Club Member?@ fubar 8. - Rate all SFW pics 10's {OR 11 IF VIP RECEIVED} , stash and blogs - Owned by name & link on my profile for a month - Profile and photos comments, (random) - Drink and gifts,blings (random) - Added to family and top friend - Help to level -IF $50 bling pack is bought ill buy you an auto 11 bling :) (everything is negociable) (bigger is the bid more i will give) STARTS 5PM EST
Loves Pain (a Time When I Was Abused)
ANGEL KISSES Will my kisses reach Heaven Upon you tiny face Ive sent them with an Angel Just in case Aryanna Lynn & Lil Martin John Mommie is crying Because You are both gone Why wasnt I able to keep you This I will never understand I long to hold your tiny hands And see your Footprints in the sand I wish I was able to give you a Kiss Taken away so young Your precius laughter & Innocence I will miss I long for you both to be here Every Day To watch you both Grow And see you both play My lil ones Will my kisses reach Heaven Upon your tiny face Ive sent them with an Angle Just in case LOVES PAIN Is it true that the Ribs can tell the kick of the beast rom a Lovers fist ? The bruised bones recovered, With the sudden Shock of impact. The swollem lids & sorry eyes, spoke not of lost Romance , but of of Hurt. Hate is often confussed. Its limits are in zones beond itself. Love by Nature extracts a Pain unhealed on the rack
Bz Of .........
Our relationship seems to be from before No one just pleases a heart this way We seem to have a common bond from before A heart doesn't get pleased without a reason Whether you know or not Whether you agree or not Cloudy and foggy was that season/weather Here there don't know where You and I had met somewhere before Saw you and my heart said That we are bonded from afore Otherwise no one would please a heart like this You were for me I was for you Before too I took you in my arms and Swung and danced away Look don't disappear now Never separate from me Now in game will always be us two Is the promise for tonight That we are bonded from afore Otherwise no one would please a heart like this ******************************************* life is changing once in every minute sometimes life is a shadow and sometimes its sunny every minute here
Redemption Of The Lady Allyce; Pt. 1
Redemption of the Lady Allyce By John Pagan 10th of April, Year of our Lord One Thousand One Hundred and Seven My Dear Brother, I realize that it hath been several or more weeks since I hath last updated my journal, when last I wrote I hath only just arrived in Venice from the Holy Lands. I fell ill for several days with the change of my diet and wine, I was not prepared for fresh foods and they departed from me as rapidly as I consumed them. As fortune would have it the woman who had wet nursed you when you were young was summons to care for me, with broths and herbs she soon had me ready enough to travel. To repay her kindness in taking care of me and in honor of her service to our family in years past I left a goodly purse that should hold her over until the new year, I hath considered providing her a pension and wondered if you would make those arrangements with the money lenders in Venice. Traveling only during the day I came onto the Southern Alps in a week's
How True
As I sit here and think.... i've come across a lot of people which have either made me stronger or more leary of other folks.... as most of you may know... i'm a caring generous person when I can. I may not always be able to show everyone the love they may deserve. I appreciate all my friends I do have on here. I have had some so called friends in the past that i thought I treated very well and at the same time have tried to be there for them when they are feeling down and out. HHMMMM wrong move... I got treated like crap and from some who i never ever thought would do that to me. I guess it's because I am too trusting.... maybe nieve who knows.... so if anyone feels that i'm not a good friend or i don't talk to you much... it's because maybe i've been taken advantage of by people who i truly cared about and I am holding my wall up. Remember that. Sometimes because of recent things that have been going on in my real life, I just sometimes don't feel like talking..... and I have that ri
Sighs
Black Dahlia I loved you. You made me. Hate me.You gave me. Hate,See?!It saved me. And these tears are deadly.You feel that? I rip that,Everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad?! You feel sad?! I'm sorry!Hell no! Fuck that!It was my heart.It was my life.It was my start. It was your knife. This strife,it dies. This life and these lies.& These lungs. Have sung. This song for too long.And it's true. I hurt too.Remember, I loved you!I've, lost it all, fell today, It's all the same.I'm sorry oh.. I'm sorry no. [no]I've, been abused, I feel so used, because of you.I'm sorry oh.. I'm sorry no, [no]I wish I could have quit you.I wish I never missed you.And told you that I loved you. Everytime I fucked you. The future that we both drew.And all the shit we've been through.Obsessed with the thought of you.The pain just grew and grew!How could you do this to me?Look at what I made for you.It never was enough and theworld is what I gave to you.I used to be love struck.Now I'm just fucked up.P
Short Stories
New Rule: For all you fubarians and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gazillion megabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come on...15 minutes on DSL to load a page just so we can see if they're gonna show the oobies! Come on people, get a real life why dontcha! Seems I sent out an email called "VIRUS ALERT", about a funny virus that is only a joke. Damn! Now I see it posted on here in the bulletins.... Be for real people of cherrytap. Get your own material. What comes from the morbid mind of those of us who are in the know should stay between so-called friends. Or at least just keep it between the emails to your friends. For Christ's sake, do I have to open the Karnal Kollege of Uncle Rob's Knowledge just to eduma
Bad News About Obama
This letter is so well written, it may even make some of his supporters think twice; or maybe not. Nonetheless it has 7 remarkably great questions to the type of man he is. I don't know who Mark Gregg is but I am so glad this eloquent letter is circulating.....please help keep it going. Dear Mr. Obama, It is August 30, 2008. My name is Mark Gregg. I am a 50 something conservative white male. I have followed your campaign closely, including the speeches you and others made at the democratic national convention. I am respectfully providing you with seven simple (probably shallow) reasons why I could never vote for you. I believe my opinion is shared by many people. While there may not be quite enough to prevent you from becoming president of this nation, I do think there is an awakening to the fact that you are not a (the) messiah that the media and liberal Hollywood entertainers are trying to portray you. 1. I hear your mantra of change,, change. Yet, you picked a
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Club Mystic Update - 10/12/08
I will continue to repost this with each blog update, as we have so many new members, and it seems that some of the old ones need reminding what Club Mystic is all about! ...and just for those of you that do not already know, I often type in caps, because that is what I want to do, and I like it! It does not mean that I am angry, yelling, upset, etc. This is the freaking INTERNET, people, if it bothers you, either learn to deal, or read someone else's blogs... HOW WE ROLL..... CLUB MYSTIC IS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ENJOY BOMBING GIVEAWAYS AND HELPING EACH OTHER LEVEL, AND LOVE TO HAVE FUN WHILE WE DO IT! WE ARE VERY DEDICATED TO THE MEMBERS OF OUR FAMILY, AND IF YOU WANT LOVE, THIS IS THE PLACE TO BE; WE WORK HARD, AND WILL EXPECT YOU TO WORK JUST AS HARD IF YOU JOIN US! CAN YOU ROLL LIKE THAT? ALMOST EVERY MEMBER MAXES OUT ON PIC COMMENTS ON A DAILY BASIS, AND IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR THEM TO MAX OUT ON PIC AND STASH RATES AS WELL! THAT'S JUST HOW WE ROLL.... HOWEV
For My Friends And From My Friends
My dark angel Watching over and protecting A constant source of comfort, joy and wisdom. My life forever changed by your words and your kindness. My demon Whose tongue can be razor sharp brutally honest, ruthless but always leaving me thankful for the truth. My clown Quick witted, terribly twisted, and always unpredictable. Knowing when to turn the laughter on, when I need to laugh till I am crying. Your laughter is infectious and one of the most comforting sounds I know. and above all else..My friend A man I feel blessed to have been introduced to a man whose presence in my life is a true pleasure. You have forever touched my heart and changed my life for the better. Your tough love and sincerity, your wisdom and support will always be appreciated and needed. You will never truely know how much you mean to me, because I could never put the true extent into words. One of the most complex men I have ever known, but yet not compliccated. You are by far the mos
About Me
SO I WONDER WHAT LABELS U A GOOD MOTHER?? WHAT LABELS YOU A GOOD PERSON??  I THOUGHT IF YOU RESPECTED OTHER PEOPLE AND THEIR FELINGS, TRY TO LEAD YOUR KIDS IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION..TEACH THE RIGHT FROM WRONG...BUT IF THEY DONT FOLLOW YOUR ADVICE, I PRAY EVERY NGHT THAT GOD WIL WATCH OVER MY KIDS AND HELP LEAD THE PATH.. I THINK GOD SKIPPED ME BY, I THINK HE HAS HIS HEADPHONES ON WHEN I TALK..LIFE IS HARD BEING A SINGLE MOTHER IS HARD NOW IT CHRISTMAS AND I THINK ANY PARENT CAN AGREE THATS THE 1 DAY NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ALL U WANT TO SEE IS THOSE SMILES THE LAUGHS, THE HAPPINESS.... BUT THINGS ARE SO EXPENSIVE THIS SOCIETY ALMOST MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE TO B ABLE 2 DO THAT ANYMORE.... TOYS ARE SO EXPENSIVE... IM SAD IM SAD 85% OF THE TIME THERES ALWAYS LIL WORRIES IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD.. I PUT ON A FACE EVERYDAY AND HOPE FOR THE BEST... GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS TELL PPL YOUR FINE WHEN DEEP DOWN UR HURTING SO MUCH.IM TIRED OF HURTING..WHEN IS IT GONA B MY TIME TO SMILE TO LIKE WHAT I SEE IN TH
Forbidden Bully's
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Poems....the Newset Of The New Lol *some Are A Bit Deep*
Thinking thoughts, Consume my mind, Of lovers lost, And wasted time. Lost all sense, Of what’s good in life, Through all this pain, And all this strife. The times my love, Was put on hold, And mums the word, I was told. I sit in a corner, A corner of my mind, Trying to think, Trying to find. Find a new way, To go on alone, But I sit in the corner, Alone in this home. This haven of safety, This place to seclude, This place I call home, The only place there’s no you. For in my heart, I do find, You branded in, Oh! Then there’s my mind. In my mind, You’re in my thoughts, Of times we loved, Or times we fought. I’ve tried to forget, What went wrong, Tried to forget you, Then I hear our song. I remember the good, But mostly the bad, All that love lost, All the love we had. Now I’m empty, Can’t even cry, I don’t think I’d feel it, Right now if I died. But I’ll go on, With a smile on my face, Like nothing is wrong, My moral
Anything Goes...
i wish you knew how badly my heart is hurting right now you ripped my heart out of me then you put it back im pulling my hairi let you just a million times i love you even though it isnt fair What is the single largest item in your house? my bed How well can you write your name with your non dominant hand? like a 5 yr old What color is your bedroom? white What type of computer mouse do you use? the lil touch pad on my lap top What is your earliest memory? its notta good one... but my dad being hauled off by the cops Have you ever jumped off of a high dive? fuck that Do you take vitamins? my flinstones When did you first become interested in sex? hs probably?? Do you like to color inside the lines? hell no bitches What do you have set as your home page? GOOGLE Do you have your own radio? a few of them Where would you hate to have to work? in a cubical Who is on your speed dial? whats speed dial lol Do you prefer lightbulbs or candles? depends on what the occasions is
Poems
A shining dream of a lie polished to make you feal important...hope.Thats all the world has is this lie.somthing meant to make you go on in this hell hole we call life,but alas we still grasp at it like a drowning man grasping for air.its funny how when hope succeds we praise it as if it were a mini deity granting our wish,but when hope is crushed..shown for what it realy is,just another way to be crushed,we dont blame the hope.we blame some unseen force that coalesed to destroy your hope..WAKE UP!!!it was never going to happen.this hope.accept it..hope is not good its evil at its purest form i see your face like a chilling spectre in the night. your face glows with the beauty of the moon as we walk the cool crisp night hand in hand.in each step i loose myself a little more inside of you.i feal our souls intertwine.the wind whispers to us like a lover as it envelopes us.gently pushing us togther.our bodys blur as they meld togther.the wind swirls around us as we look into eachothers e
Random Stuffz...
...I still wonder why folks don't leave mumm drama IN the mumms... Why SB it?!? Why message it?!? *sigh* Idiots. Alright, my "son" is a member here but complains no one visits his page. *sigh* So I mentioned one day I'd "pimp him out". So, go visit and bomb his page =P Tanks much! Alright, I was at the grocery store yesterday when I almost ran into one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. We traded smiles and went on. Every couple of aisle, we passed each other, still smiling. So, when I went to check out, she "just happened" to get in line behind me. Yep, that's when "whatdoIsay, whatdoIsay" goes running through my head while I smile back and try not to stare into her deep, dark blue eyes... So, I picked up a DVD I had in the cart and asked "Have you ever seen this?!?" Annnnnnd, that's when it happened. It doesn't matter WHAT she said, but HOW she said it. This gorgeous little thing, perfectly white skin, sheer black hair, h
Medical Update
On November 24th, 2008, Angel returned to see her orthopedic surgeon for her follow up visit post op. She was informed that during the surgery on her right leg, two plates, twenty screws and grafted bone were used in the attempt to repair the damage. The incision site is about five inches long and required around 12 staples and one suture. Those were all removed during this appointment and the incision has healed nicely with no infection. Her surgeon has ordered her to continue with no weight bearing for a minimum of six more weeks and she is getting around with the aid of a device called a "roll-about" which is similar to a Childs scooter but modified so that she places her knee on the seat and pushes it with the other leg. It was determined that this device was needed due to the fact that her previous injuries to her hip and pelvis have not healed completely and cannot endure the stress of having impact on them without re-injuring her. She remains optimistic in general and excited ab
My Poetry
The Love I Have, As I lay here tonight, I relize the love, I have for you, When we first met I didnt know what or who you were, now I know and the more I fall for you. online love is hard, hard to determine wether or not it is true or false till you try, I tried and I fell in love to this day I still love him I love everything bout him his sweetness, kindness all thee above. Why is love so hard? you think you find the right man the way he act's and the way he talk's then all of a sudden you give him the hint that you like his so and that's when he breaks your feelings by telling you He's not on the market it's always the sweet men that have an excuse.
Blogging Things
What Your Feet Say About You: You are not very expressive. You tend to keep your emotions to yourself. You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired. You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it. You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner. You are not easily frightened, but you have a few strong phobias. You are intellectual and philosophical. You are more concerned with thoughts than action. You are an amazingly hard worker. You aren't spoiled and you don't mind getting your hands dirty. You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence. What Do Your Feet Say About You? What Your Bed Says About You Outward appearances aren't important to you at all. You think that the over emphasis on looks to be shallow. Your life
Life In General
I have always been a firm believer that many things we consider "bad" at the time occur because it is a way to force us to change what we are doing. Fate is a sneaky creature. I would have never left my job at the prison if all the shit that occurred wouldn't have went on. I had become comfortably numb....hell I used to joke about it. I just let crap happen, I bitched about it but then crawled back in my hole and went back to work even through I wasn't happy. I am so glad that thing got stirred up so that my hand was forced and I finally broke and resigned. I have been happier than I have been in a long time. Yesterday I found out that there will be a social studies job opening up in December at a local middle school because a woman has chose to retire. It just happens to be at the same school that my best friend already works and where another one of my best friends just applied for a job. I am just wondering....OK.....hoping and praying that this is just another wonderful turn
Thought For The Day
To surround yourself with love does not mean surrounding yourself with loving people. Fill your heart with kindness and love first. Those who are able to recognize that will be drawn to you, just as you are to them. Our friends are only a mirror reflection of who we are. Everything needs to start from within us, as individuals. What do you see in your mirror? ~My own words~ They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world; Someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for. ~Tom Bodett~ No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. ~Eleanor Roosevelt~ When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves. ~Victor Frankl~ Hello Friends I just figured I would write a blog in an effort to "catch up" a bit. This week has been incredulous!! Monday I worked a normal 8.5 hour day for the last time at our old store. Tuesday was an 11 hour work day spent packing up our entire store, load
Miscellaneous Ramblings Of A Domestic Slave
Color...shades of blue, pink Food... dont really have a fave Drink...Iced Tea TV Show...NON CARTOON... cant pick just one: Bones, Fringe, CSI *NY or Vegas*, Numbers Cartoon... don't watch them anymore but back in the day it was the Flintstones NFL Team... no particular team MLB Team... no particular team NBA Team... no particular team NHL Team... no particular team NCAA Football... no particular team NCAA Basketball... no particular team Alcoholic Beverage... rarely drink so no fave Smoke... when i smoked, Kools Time Of The Day... afternoon Season... spring Comedian... like a lot of them but if i had to choose, Robin Williams Rap Artist... no particular favorite Metal/Rock Band... no particular favorite Book... i read so much how could i choose? lol Disney Movie... Finding Nemo is on my hit list right now Movie... its so hard to choose, in the mood for P.S. I love you lately Radio Station... local mix station 98.3 plays a l
Damien 's Writting Blog
"CAPTURING MY DREAMS" BY dAMIEN dREAD Courage is what I feign when you're words are unkind.Apologies, in vain, for what I aspire to be.Perfection in a world that's far from perfectTortured is my soul, a poet's life for me.Unacceptable, like everything I writeResist tempting sleep.Inspiration, once again, eludes me tonight.Nonetheless, I waste ink on paper..Grand ideas become fragmented slivers as words. My life is priceless.Your life is meaningless. Deemed a waste and damned with obscene phrases.Reveal your one true face.Every time I bleed...Amongst the sheepMinds are weakSacrifice the poet     Do you remeber last night? Pounding, pulsing, High frequency hatred Teasr away Inadaquacy and fear Pressed against the wall Thrust into the pain Swirling in the dark, The strobing dark Little pools of crimson Is what you don't understand Poor you All alone Afraid To be like me To be just like me Stiching the skin Still causes me to bleed Suffering with the rest Makes me feel alive Just...
My Things
"I won't hurt you, I won't be like them, I'm not that kind of guy, I'll be better than them." --Translation-- "I will tear you to pieces, Worse than they did, I'm just like the others, Only I'll play you better than them." && Why does this seem to be so [true] most of the time??? Knowing You Have Changed My Whole Life Knowing You Have Given Me Courage To Face Tomorrow Whatever It May Bring Knowing You Have Been The Greatest Thing You Are The Light Of My Life You Show Me How To Make Things Right You Have Taken Time To Get To Know Me Well I Know That For You I Am Not An Ornament On A Shelf Never Change The Way You Are You Light Up My Life Day And Night You Are The Sunshine In My Days You Are The Stars And Moon In My Nights It was my destiny to be with you. You are my enchanted love, with a sensational point of view. You give me power. You give me strength. You give me the will to carry on. You are my destiny. And nothing can come between us. You give
Dating
So I opened myself up...and got hurt again. And I have no freaking idea what I did. All I know is that one day everything is great, he's texting me and wants to see me, get to know me, etc. and now i'm deleted from his friends and blocked from his page, even removed me from his IM. Don't know why or what caused it. Didn't even get "the speech" about what a great girl I am but he's not ready for a relationship, or he needs some time, or whatever. I'm just left here hanging. Wondering what the hell I did to deserve this? I don't understand why it's so easy for people to take advantage of me and hurt me. Do they get sick pleasure from it? I wish that I could just cut out my heart so that I never had to feel again. I'm never sure what to do when I meet someone new. I've been burned so many times that I'm afraid to think that this new person might be honest and sincere. I'm afraid to like him because what if he turns out like all the rest? What if I put myself out there again
View Me
Lost Book I always felt like I was a princess who got lost in the wrong story. Where was my Knight in shining armor? Where was my kiss instead of pain? Where was the one to love and not hurt? Where were the words to say ?My lady:May I have your hand? That I may kiss your beauty? But instead I got . What's this about kissing your hand? Your no better then anyone else. Where is the words? Your beauty captures my soul to look upon it. You shine with great glory to only be treated as a princess(my princess) But as we all know fairytales are for books never true. So I stay lonely and blue. Love can not find me.  I am lost on the wrong shelf. Where no one wants to look. Native Herbs and MedsSunday, September 26, 2010 11:27 AMThe                     old ones tell us that at one time, the animals, fish, insects                     and plants could all talk. Together with the people, they                     were at peace and had a great friendship. As time went on,               
Random Stuff
  Barbourville Fireworks http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKINvpds3m0   Hi Folks... I was asked if I Photoshoped my Photos.  No,,  I Corel Photo Paint them...as with most all of the photos we put Up I de-rez them down to about 20% of the raw images and resize them down to about 200k to save the site band width and folks load times. I also do color tuning with contrast, mix, hue, brightness and every tool I can find to make the image on screens you see as I see them in my head... Sometimes that vision may not be actually what the camera saw... I blame it on the 60's...    But all the photos on the site, with the exception of a very few that are either old family photos or old photos we found of poloroids from days gone by, are taken with one of 3 cameras, most with a Fuji 5200 pro digital due to ease and I'm lazy.  But when I actually want to take a picture for keeps I use a Minolta SRT-100 manual with various lens I have.  I also have a SRT-101 body for the self timer but they ar
Jokes
The Indian With One Testicle There once was an Indian who had only one testicle and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, 'Good morning, Onestone.' He jumped up, g rabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until A woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away. Yellow Bird , who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hu
Playground Events
Addictive~Owner @ The Playground~Owned by Blu Eyes~Club Far~Shadow Levelers~@ fubar EXTRA!!!! EXTRA!!!! FUBARS MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELLORETTE IS UP FOR GRABS. You heard me correctly fella's, she is willing to Fu-Marry YOU. But, there are a few hoops you gotta jump thru. FIRST: Send your picture to Southern Stunna or JadedOne. (Pictures below) Southern Stunna ? Co-Owner & DJ @ The Playground ? FU-ANGEL ?
Romance
he sits in his favorite seat in the dineing room of a restaurant.as he does every night.hopeing to see the woman who has caught his attention so many times of him eating here.and as alway the lady arrives as alway and sit in the same spot she always does haveing dinner alone as she always does.he looks at her and she looks up to see him as always and she smiles at him.but he quickly looks away.not wanting her to notice him to much.as the night passes slowly he eats his meal and then goes to leave.makeing sure the woman who has captivated him has left.he pays for his meal and walks down the sidewalk heading to the beach for a nice long walk before heading home.but when he gets to the beach he sees the woman walking along the beach.he is embaressed and ducks into the shadows of the alley near by not wanting her to see him.he watches her start to leave and keeps watching to make sure she has left before he walks out and down the beach.the whole time he is thinking to himself.you know all
Juggalo Sermons...rev. Last Rite
Sup Juggalos, Here's some news that we have for you coming down the wire. 2008 has been a hard year for everyone. I'm reminded of 'Family Guy' when Cleveland was playing the Civil Rights Board Game and Peter asked "Does anyone ever really win at this game? Cleveland responded with "You never win you just do a little better every time." That's like FOJ is when it comes to running a large church. You never really win you just do a little better every year. Let me first start off this review by hitting you with the bad news and then later I'll come with the left hook for the good news. * First off, we have had a lot of well "deadbeat" clergy for lack of a better term. That means that we have some individuals who are clergy that are in our database as clergy and we don't hear from them for periods of multiple months at a time. Granted I understand that communication is difficult for some people. But for va beach chapter we have individuals who are clergy who refuse to show
My Rants....
Today wasn't a good or bad day. It was just...a day. I mainly listened to my friends lives of sorrows and happenings, and reflected upon my own life. I think EVERYONE goes thru troubles on a daily basis! Isn't it funny how nothing is completely balanced? If it isn't a relationship, its your career, if its not those two, then its finances..........But I really believe it is those little things--those special moments that we forget about that should overcome all the fear and doubt. So many relationships are being torn apart because people lose faith. Not just in God--but in THEMSELVES. I believe that when I start a new relationship, that I want someone who is going to have faith in the Lord, themselves & ME. Besides communication, I think that is key.Perhaps I won't be with anyone at all....I am going to just take it one day at a time and wait for the right person this time if he happens to come along. My priorities are high. He must love the Lord, he must have confidence in hi
Haileys Blog
My Cat Pole Dance - More free videos are here Poleapalooza 2008 Winning Routine
This Is Your Life
I UHHH.... REALLY DON'T KNOW IF SHE HAD SURGERY OR NOT PARADE DAY THEY THREW HER OUT .... HERE'S WHY A glimpse into his family photo album HE WAS A CURIOUS CHILD WHO CAUSED HIS MOTHER MANY EMBARRASSING MOMENTS THE CONFUSED YEARS HE SPENT MOST OF HIS YOUNGER YEARS PARTYING AND GETTING INTO STRANGE SITUATIONS ( I think he is still confused here too ) RIGHT BEFORE HE WAS ARRESTED SADLY HE HAD TO TAKE ON A SECOND JOB TO PAY FOR HIS MEDICATION A glimpse into J's family photo album EVEN AT A VERY YOUNG AGE SHE WAS AN EXHIBITIONIST
A's
[I. DENIAL] Afraid of the unknown They refuse what is unclear Hiding what they can't explain So they no longer feel the fear With tear that shines upon Fear and anger that fight Light and moon from now on Are far from my sight [II. ANGER] Unable to cry your rage Unable to scream your way I feel trapped in this vicious maze I sense the doubts of my last day Blinded within your soul Running out of control In darkness I'm forever lost Drained from the past that lies in me My slow demise, forsaken indeed The truth will soon reveal My release from lucidity Reveries... nothing as they seemed Unable to cry your rage Unable to scream your way Blinded within your soul Running out of control [III. BARGAINING] Doorway of silence Troubled visions Will soon reveal That should have never been seen Inception forever rising The outline of those years Memories searing his fall Longing to dispense of all [IV. DEPRESSION] The emptiness that drai
Weather Conditions
Yippie!!! A heat wave - made it to the 30's today! OMG still a lot of snow on the ground and lets not forget my roof. The deicing cable doesn't appear to working that well still inches of ice. But then my youngest one day while it was in the 30's and no snow yet or ice on his roof went out to unplug it. (LOL, I can't remember telling him too as there was snow forecasted for the following day anyhow. But they say to unplug it if it's above freezing and there is no snow or ice on it so it doesn't wear out too fast. I'm thankful I have good neighbors, either my South side neighbor's Son-in-Law will hit with his blade when he comes over which isn't very often now that they have built their own house and have moved out a couple years ago now. But my neighbor across the street has been coming over and using his snow blower (he has one attached to his riding lawn mower) I thought it was him the first time it was done. But then I had heard something and was able to catch him in the
My Thoughts On Life And Situations Of Life
Laying down side by side Arms tight around my waist Fingers running slowly and smoothly... Through my soft, silky hair Whispering sweet something’s in my ear Making me feel like a nubian queen Our bodies slowly and surely turn face to face And when our faces meet... We say we love each other We lean in to kiss... And as my soft, sweet, and juicy lips touch yours... Your hand starts to slowly slip down my pants And my legs start trembling from your warm touch You start going down my thighs And I feel my sweet juices overflowing As you get closer....and closer...and closer I wake up And tears form in my eyes Because I realize That it was all...in...my....dreams all i want is someone who treats me with the love and respect i deserve. all i want is someone who will keep it real at all times no matta the circumstances. all i want is someone who doesnt lie and lead me on. all i want is someone who aint on some childish shyt and games bc i really truly d
What's Love
1. Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind. 2. You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future. 3. Love ......and you shall be loved. 4. God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with Him. 5. All people smile in the same language. 6. A hug is a great gift ... one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange. 7. Everyone needs to be loved ... especially when they do not deserve it. 8. The real measure of a man's wealth is what he has invested in eternity. 9. Laughter is God's sunshine. 10. Everyone has beauty but not everyone sees it. 11. It's important for parents to live the same things they teach. 12. Thank God for what you have, TRUST GOD for what you need 13. If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for. 14. Man looks at outward appearance but the Lord looks within. 15. The choice you make t
Something About Me
Who am I and what am I all about.The basics...I'm a single parent with two boys.One grown the other still working on it.I live alone.VERY ALONE! Place sure needs a woman's touch.So do I come to think of it.Been too long.Actually my place looks pretty good.My big passion is for the Chinese culture and people.My lifestyle and interests reflect this.Some of the people dearest to my heart live in China.I was engaged to a pretty Chinese woman a couple of years ago but just before we were to be married something bad and unexpected happened and ended it all.Still trying to get over that.Still searching for my China Doll.I know she's out there.Definitely want to remarry.Don't get out much at all.Go to work,go home.Except for doing stuff with my youngest I don't have much of a life.I work the graveyard shift.That makes it harder to meet new people.That's one reason I spend time on the net.Hey,maybe she's on here waiting for me.Hmmmm!Anyone know any single Chinese ladies looking for a REAL marri
Poeta : Various Repeating French Forms
Protest #9 We don’t need no fucking Leader We want a Servant Number One We don’t want the privileged son Of a Presidential failure. We don’t need a pious Pretender Of a National Corporation We don’t need no fucking Leader We want a servant, number one. We don’t need a Homeland Terror Or an amended Constitution What we need is a revolution To claim once again our future We don’t need no fucking Leader We want a Servant Number One. Obsidian Eyes A Rondelet So heavenly, Like the diamonds that grace the sky. So heavenly, In their obsidian beauty, That I could scarce suppress a sigh And my heart was wont to fly. So heavenly… 8-9-00 Good Morning (a Roundel) Good morning my beautiful Gypsy Rose I kissed you last night while dreaming a sacred dream that no one else knows good morning I awoke with a smile bright beaming then I saw on my floor your clothes now I’m not sure if I was just dreaming But remembering last night’s passion
Dedicated To Some One
Broken You're the air that I breathe you're the sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that I need But I know that you have this doubt Im down on my knee I pray you'll stake this out Im begging you please girl Im sorry I let you down Chorus: Im broken like a promise Im shattered like a dream Im broken with all my peices scattered around for you to see Im broken like a record, I sing the same old song [ Everlast Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Im broken like the heart of a man thats run away from love too long girl what about you what about you girl Its so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye Its so hard to breathe but I kow I ain't afraid to die your breath is so sweet your kisses could get me high my heart is so weak girl your loving could get me by Nobody Still Loves You Well nobody loves you And nobody cares And nobody wakes up when your not there And no one can miss you the way that I do Oh nob
Rock N Rollification
The Blues Live Knockin on heavens door live November rain Patience
Hahahaha!!!!!
A salesman was traveling through the country side, flogging insect repellent. He came to a farmhouse and tried his pitch on the farmer."Sir, my bug spray is so good you will never be bitten again. I guarantee it."The farmer was dubious."Young man, I'll make you a proposition. I'll tie you out in my cornfield buck naked, covered with that bug spray. If there is not a single bite on you come morning, I'll buy a whole case from you. And get everyone in the county to buy a case......we will make you rich.The salesman was delighted.They went to the field and he stripped. The farmer sprayed him thoroughly with the bug spray and tied him to a stake. Back to the house went the farmer. The next morning, the farmer and his family trooped out to the cornfield. Sure enough, the salesman was there, hanging in his bonds, not a single bite on him. Yet he was a total wreck!Pale, ghastly, haggard, and drawn, but not one bite on him. The farmer was perplexed. "Son," he said, "Now, you don't have a bite
My Interest And Crap Of The Such :p
If you know of anyone giving fubucks for rates or comments let me know, I am also looking for skins and tags. thank you very much POOKIE owned by the lovely ♊aGEM4life♊, who I am also fu-engaged to@ fubar > > > > > > LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW IF HE COMES TO UR PAIGE TO TALK ABOUT ME DO NOT BELIEVE HIM > > > BLOCK HIM AND DELETE HIM > > CaramelLover@ fubar > > > > > BROUGHT TO U BY > POOKIE COONASS JUGGALO Enforcer@FarBeyondDriven@ fubar I WANT TO INTRODUCE MY GREAT FRIEND ANGELDAWNKRIS
Fuangels And The Lost Boy'z
HIT ME UP HEART OF FIRE OR ONE OF THE TEAM CAPTAINS AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE FU-ANGELS AND LOST BOYZ TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE ONE OF THEM. THE ONLY THING I ASK IS THAT WHEN YOU ARE ONLINE TO REPOST THE FU-ANGEL & LOST BOYZ BULLETIN WHEN YOU CATCH THEM, AND TO HELP OUT WHEN A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY IS IN NEED OF HELP. THAT IS WHAT THIS GROUP IS ALL ABOUT. IF YOUR A POINT WHORE? THIS IS NOT A GROUP THAT YOU WANT TO BE IN, SO PLEASE KEEP IT PUSHIN. ALSO PLEASE CONTACT ME FIRST BEFORE YOU START IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BECOMING A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY!!!!!!! "HEART OF FIRE OWNER OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" "Poisonlies TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" The CoCo Diva TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" "Butterflybaby TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" "HER ? WORLD TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" ?Bad Boy69?"RL/BF/Fu ~Hubby of ?Blue-iz-Gurl?"****Doubl
Xx Rated Poetry
no foreplay no warning no sexual energy exchanged when I unzip your jeans push them down toss panties aside lay you on the side of the bed spread your pink lips exposing your clit slowly circling with my tongue smelling your excitement licking just the clit up and down two strokes a second steady rhythm feeling it grow throbbing hard sliding down to enter tasting you fully sucking your engorged lips back to clit strong relentless tongue flicking against you three male fingers enter so tight and wet licking, licking, licking a finger probes your anus slowly till halfway feeling your contractions wanting to cum needing to cum pleading to cum begging to cum hips like a carnival ride wanting, needing, pleading, begging fighting back and losing surrendering to the wicked tongue moaning, groaning, screaming waves of pleasure tingling of toes and fingertips nipples ice hard pussy pushing my fingers out wetting the bed with cum turning your over for a well deserved spanking a butt warming spa
Thought In Words
So yeah whats the hardest things about Love, Life and everything. To me forgetting those I've known and I mean not just girls. I was army brat for the first 10 years of my life so there not many I remember from then. But the people I knew in Colorado that I dont even talk to anymore and those that I do its so different Now. I do so miss the times I shared with those that I loved the memories are still fresh in my head they haunt me to the point of insanity. Maybe thats one of the things thats wrong with me now. Not being able to just forget. As much as I miss those days I sometimes am in so much pain. The loneliness is unbearable. I trust no one any more. I try so hard to go on but there seems to be not light at the end of the tunnel. This tunnel called life. I look at everyone I knew and they seem happy but this will be continued I hide myself and theres no one I care to talk to. Theres only you. I anxiously await the day till I see you again. I try to keep myself distan
Tests
  Lets show some love to a terrific friend of many. He always returns the love!!!
Viper News...check Here First
We owe you ladies an apology for abandoning you over the holidays...The end of 2008 was quite hectic and with 5 kids here it was very stressful...But this is no excuse...We will be setting up for the next contest and any of you who wish to be in it please email us...the prize is yet to be determined and depends on how many want in...We were thinking a blast this time...and maybe the artwork contest we all talked about...So email us and let us know who is still alive and kicking in 2009 and who wants in this contest...Hugz and Luvz to all of you...we hope your new year was wonderful and please know that we plan for 2009 to be a successful one for the VIPER girls!!! Scarlet & Toad And the winner is:::::::::: change in the leaders as of right now::::::::::: Robin with 2646 Crystal with 1844 Melissa with 374 and Chrystal with 212 ************************************************** CONTEST OPEN...SEND ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO COMMENT YOUR PIC!!!!!!!! ************
Fun Stuff
Just in case you need to feel good about yourself today. . . Number One Idiot of 2008 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter in to the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. Number Two Idiot of 2008 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming toward them. I
Whitemancan
Scientific questions arise all the time. Many a woman on Fubar and other sights tell about squirting with climaxing. I, being the sole male that I am, often find this a compliment to my lifelong quest to perfect the art of sex. Does squirting really matter? I guess it depends on the "squirter" and the "squirtee". I find that the variable degrees are such that entire movie length films are made aroundthe art of squirting. Is a squirt to the body more powerful than squirting to water the plants. Or how about that squirting technique call "lights out"? Wow!! I have seen that technique blow out a few bulbs and even electrically shock a few man-balls in the process. THAT occurrence was one of the funniest fuckin events know to man. Too bad there was not film of man-balls being fried by a womans squirting causing the bulb to burst and the current running up the guys water soaked legs. Too damn funny!! Does squirting really matter?? So I am finally getting on the band wagon after
Mummer Songs
Lipstick owns me here is her pimp out Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale a tale about Lipstick that's and easy topic, its more about her friendship shes really a mighty great woman always solid and sure gives smiles out everyday and shes really not a bore really not a bore she weathers lots is really tough wont stand for being bossed has lots of courage and is fearless too stays true at any cost stays true at any cost her friendship is for sure ask anyone who knows ask her friends like Big Tom too Bounty and Clowns there's Idaho Coot and Helly know that Lippys quite the gal so this is the tale of Lipstick shes happy all the time she always makes the best of things she is very fine so first rate and chipper too she is the very best she makes others comfortable and is a big pest no bull no lie no bee-eee-eess shes sweet as can be everyone needs to know really sweet as can be so join me here all her friends to gi
Kissing
12 Days of Sexmas (for him) On the 1st day of Sexmas, my lover gave to me; a blow-job in the morning. On the 2nd day of Sexmas, my lover gave to me; two titty sucks, and a blow-job in the morning. On the 3rd day of Sexmas, my lover gave to me; three back rubs, two titty sucks, and a blow-job in the morning. On the 4th day of Sexmas, my lover gave to me; four lap dances, three back rubs, two titty sucks, and a blow-job in the morning. On the 5th day of Sexmas, my lover gave to me; Five Naked Pics, four lap dances, three back rubs, two titty sucks, and a blow-job in the morning. On the 6th day of Sexmas, my lover gave to me; six steaks a-sizzling, Five Naked Pics, four lap dances, three back rubs, two titty sucks, and a blow-job in the morning. On the 7th day of Sexmas, my lover gave to me; seven strippers stripping, six steaks a-sizzling, Five Naked Pics, four lap dances, three back rubs, two titty sucks, and a blow-job in the mornin
The New 2nd Alarm Hotties
Dear 2nd alarm hotties. It's with a heavy heart that I am doing this. As many of you might have noticed, I have not been around much lately. I have been struggeling with a lot of things, and is finally starting to feel okay again. But, i have neglected the hotties for so long, That I see myself forced to resign my posistion as chief of operations, and also leave the hotties completely. For the time I have been a hottie, I have been very proud to be a hottie. But, ladies, you all disurve great leaders, and I feel that I have failed you. For this I apologize deeply. I love you all. You have been a huge part of my life, and have given me so much joy. i will never forget any of you, and I hope that you still wanna be my friend. I am sorry. Love from Annipoo. Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess@ fubar
Friends
imikimi - Customize Your World Hopefully I have included as many friends in this picture as I can - if not rest assured its only cos the pic wasnt big enough - but think about it - does it mean I like you any less cos you aint included in a picture - in my opinion, you have a special place in my heart and that is as good as being included in any pictures. TO CUT A LONG STORY SHORT - A PICTURE MAY BE PRETTY TO LOOK AT BUT BEING IN MY HEART OS MORE VALUABLE LOVE AND KISSES AND HUGS TO YOU ALL COS YOUR (in the words of Dustin;s version of the FIELDS OF ATHENRY - your beautiful love you all) BECAUSE I FORGOT SOME OF YOU IN MY FIRST BLOG - A SPECIAL DEDICATION JUST FOR YOU LUV YA ALL XXXXXX imikimi - Customize Your World
Lounge Stuff
COME SEE US @ 33 EAST Come check us out @ 33 east were hiring all staff and were a no drama lounge... meet kewl people have cold drinks hot girls on cam we play all kinds of music and were an awesome family CLICK THE LINK TO GO TO THE LOUNGE &DONT FORGET 2 SUBSCRIBE Bulletin Created By: dj chaos DJ CHAOS @ in motion Great people, Cold drinks, Good tunes come and check us out oh and lets not forget the cam girls and were hiring all staff come and apply
My Stuff
Here are two Auctions that I am currently in! If you can't afford me in the one auction, try the other one!!! :D 1. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=3199528&albumid=1882199&i=2025351940&idx=5 2. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=3441699&albumid=1885842&i=563713508&idx=8 To Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity1. Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice!3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write 'For Marijuana'6. With a serious face Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat.7. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 8. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!' 9. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yellin
Lyrics That Mean Something
See the animal in his cage that you built Are you sure what side you're on? Better not look him too closely in the eye Are you sure what side of the glass you are on? See the safety of the life you have built Everything where it belongs Feel the hollowness inside of your heart And it's all Right where it belongs What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection Is it all you want it to be? What if you could look right through the cracks? Would you find yourself Find yourself afraid to see? What if all the world's inside of your head Just creations of your own? Your devils and your gods All the living and the dead And you're really all alone? You can live in this illusion You can choose to believe You keep looking but you can't find the woods While you're hiding in the trees What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the w
My Blogs
there is a great lounge, its: we support our canadian and us troops. please stop by and check it out. ok, hopefully this link works if it doesnt, i'm sorry, i found this on youtube this morning and got a kick out of it, hopefully you do to, and i hope you pass it on, its kinda funny.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMhuAtyFCrw you'll have to highlight it and copy it into your url box at the top of your web browser. anyone know where i can have the information retrived off of my hard drive, for extremely cheap???? my hard drive took a shit this morning, and i have 3 threes worth of pictures and all my training information for my EMS service. any ideas would be great and also where do i get a new hard drive for my lap top?
11-12-08
ok i'm going to post here and see if anyone will ever read this shit. i'm torn in so many directions. i'm a divorced dad of 2 kids one boy 5 and my daughter is 10. now the lady that left my wife for we have been having issues for years now. there is things that i have done to her that should not have been done. i have never cheated on here except the computer. i have never meet anyone in person period. and yes we had the computer talk about 2 years ago and i do agree that it is cheating. but what can i say i love to look at pictures of the female body. it is a great of art. i left in the middle of the day when she was at work and all of that good stuff. things have been really shitty on my part. but here is the kicker. she called the CPS on my exwife for not taking care of the kids and said somethings that were not true at all. and her and my daughter have not gotten along at all period. i do not know what it is about them 2 but most of the times that i have them
True Love On Fubar
      TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY AKA SR DARK KNIGHT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEB http://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692 ALSO I KNOW ALOT OF YOU KNEW THE BOTH OF US OR JUST HIM AND WOULD WANT TO PAY YOUR LAST RESPECTS SO THIS IS HERE FOR YOU ALSO, GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND BARE WITH ME THREW THIS GUY WRENCHING NIGHTMARE IN MY LIFE AND TRY TO LOVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, AND YES TRUE LOVE CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE WE MET ON FUBAR 3 YEARS AGO AND GOT MARRIED IN REAL LIFE AND I WOULD HAVE RATHER LOVED HIM THEN TO HAVE NEVER KNOWN HIM SO THANK YOU FUBAR FOR A WONDERFUL GIFT LETTING ME MEAT MY SOULMATE ON YOUR SITE. LINK TO HIS PROFILE AS WELL RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS PROMO CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES~ LOVED MANY & LOVED RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS BLONDIE ECS~DSC~ LOVED MANY & LOVED@ fubar here is a blog done by a beautiful
My Work
Life is beautiful. Not sure which hip hop song i got this from, but i know it was atmosphere that said that "life isn't a bitch.. she's beautiful" explaining how just cuz we never get what our simple minds desire and complain how miserable the circumstance is.. but thats all it is.. CIRCUMSTANCE.. a small episode in your life to remind you that you're not perfect and NEED someone in your life to smack you or even better.. love you when no one else is giving you the love that your heart truly needs.. cuz thats what provides our lives with energy.. LOVE.. now dont' confuse me with some hippie tree huggin pot smoking tard.. im talking about REAL LOVE.. the love that smacks you in the head when you're being retarded.. the love that kicks you in the nuts when you're being disrespectful.. the love that shows you that you need to wake the fuck up cuz your family or friends need you.. THAT is what makes life worth living for.. but if you cant see the message im trying to give you.. its abou
Friday Fur Free
My American friends. i shall be in America between 28th June & 20th July. Shall be landing in Houston & from there got three wonderful weeks to tour America hope to see most of you A mule will labour ten years willingly and patiently for you, for the privilege of kicking you once !! I'm going to get a B.S & C Wax friday 1pm for Children in Need, am hoping people will donate per strip "taken off me" a few painless pennys i'll post pictures for everone who promises to donate on the nite ..
My Crazy Life
Well survived working last nite and this morning. Plus getting text from hubbie regarding our pup having puppies by 7 am today she had 8 live births and 1 dead one. 4 boys and 4 girls so she did a good job. She really doing good taking care of them. I got some sleep this morning layen on the floor next to her and the babies. When they whyin sounds like pack of wolves off in the distance really wicked. I have pic up later today or later this weekend not sure when. chow for now. Yesterday(Monday) when I was pulling into town to get to our drive way off the highway, Hrothgar (my hubbie) was comen outside the front door, at first I thought he was going for the mail box but instead he was heading towards the car, clasping his chest, So me call 911 told them i was on my way to the hospital with him and what was going on with him, Passed 2 cops doing 80mph, ya i figure i would get a ticket but it would be worth it, got him to the hospital they got him stable and life flight him
Dangerous Curves~ Bulletins
Want to know what we are all about??? Dangerous Curves Mission Statement It is the main goal and focus of this group to bring together a group of friends, that can confide, lean on, and trust each other to be there for support, confidence, and guidance... Although there are other groups that claim to be all girl but headed by a male, our group is solely women and is based on your average woman's needs. We are coming together as mothers, full time employees, housewives, single, married, and by all means confident and sexy in individual ways. Sound like something your interested in being a part of? Give us a try and contact any of the 4 founders for details on a membership to the group. Carrie Flirt Paula SexxxyBluEyedBella Congratulations to Ms Mona!!! She is fubars #1 and represents our group to the fullest!! Ms Mona is a gem, she is a geneuine down to earth sexxxy woman that makes all of fubar swoon!! And we love her!! *Ms Mona Doll*
Contest.
alrighty, I am going to hold a short auction for a cherry bomb or an auto 11 for fubucks. Winner decides if they get a bomb or an auto.  I will only award one.  The auction starts now and runs until 8pm CST (or 6pm fu time).  Good luck to all :) Bidding starts at 3 million. Good luck to all!  Post your bids in the comment section. --------------------------------------------------- Congrats Devil Pup :D thank you everyone!! I closed the blog right as my computer flipped to 6pm so Devil Pup had the final bid of 15.5 million.  any bids after that are null and void.  thank you everyone for playing!! (h) I am going to be holding my first contest! It will be a funniest comment contest. The comment can be something you have written or a picture you found or made. The winner is determined by rates only. Rules are as follows: 1) winner is determined by the highest average rate. you may downrate other pics. 2) contest is only open to friends. 3) you may submit 3 entries. 4) pi
Patriotism
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My Personality
And I meant every word I said, when I said that I loved you I meant that I love you forever. And I'm going to keep on loving you, 'cause it's the only thing I wanna do! When it hurt I ease the pain, girl Caress your frame, get them worries off your brain, girl I'm in your corner do what you want it's your thing,girl Opposites Attract, but we one in the same, girl It ain't a game so I can't play with you I wanna lay with you, stay with you, pray with you Grow old and gray with you In good and bad times we'll always make it through Cause what we got is true No matter what they say to you I can straight lace you, not just appearance Stimulate your mind, strengthen your spirits Be the voice of reason when you ain't tryin' hear it You want it but you fear it, but you love it when you near it Knew you was the one, that's why I chose ya Cause you get down for yours and ride like a soldier. I'm the light when you can't see I'm that air when you can't breathe I'm that feel
My Poems
                                                I Think Of You   I think of you night an day I think of you everyday There is not a time that passes by, that you don't run through my mind. Yes I know we have had our bad time but we have had our good ones to. I just want you to know That I Think Of You With My Mind My Heart And My Soul. We will Have our hard time's But we will also let them go, I guess what I am tryin to say is I don't want to let you go I care for you in ways I never knew I could I wish there was something I could do to get you to feel the same way I do. I just want to let you know,That I think of you. Just know I Think Of You By Ashley V, Lindsay Lie's You Lie to someone you care for, To try an keep something hidden, something that cant be explaind. Something your scared of. You lie because you don't want to hurt the ones you care for. You lie inhope that it was all just a very bad dream. You hope the dream would
Just Had Gotten Bad News
a few hours ago i found out my uncle is dying. all of his organs are shutting down and we found out that he has cancer in his stomach.He is expexted to pass before Thanksgiving. i may be not be on here for a while due to it. i love you all and all of you will be close to my heart. hugs and kisses to all of you. you all are very dear to me. thank you, love puma(patti) This is how it is, I try to help people. always. There will be a selected few that will stay on my list. Most will be deleted !!! I help people level all the time and when I need it well they arent there so, i am not playing their games anymore. I have always been nice and now i am a cold hearted person. i found out who my real friends are on here so bye to yall and have fun doing it to someone else. I am keeping just the good ones. I do love my friends Please Help my Son Level, show him some luv. He has been at the same level for a while. He is Awesome, Plus he is going to Bootcamp in August, so please yall give him the l
Crappy Poetry!
VII playfully lost on distant shores no fee no cost no worrying for whats in store no woeful loss or stories of a damaged core damaging all with it exhaust no matter the color whatever the fee damages of valor change of faithful symmetry VIII hallows eve again ventures none seeking cleansed feelings and beings never and nothing come surface, revealing seeming ideas might, some careen into things unseen, unsung IX not really sure seems just a haze lost in distances cure not just a faze(, if not it crazed) activity or trade more travesty in stead. I Mans disgust full of self hatred is no more then a lack of trust for the world we now tread II teetering on the precipice's edge dare not move lest gravity's dredge grows to soothe III time's pause never seems enough then, through gently cause always calms the rough IV For constant merriment's charms doth gently chide thee but in dark nights such charms descend quiet hours (dis
Fu-bar
Hey there Friends.... I am trying to cut 1/2 off on becoming Oracle tonight, so this is what I plan on doing. I am going to turn Off my Shout Box & light my Bomb (Thanks Mongo) . In order to be bombed tonight, you need to have rated a 250 folder of mine & Message me to let me know.  It's all about being fair, I sit here days on end at times & rate pics & only get a Profile rate in return. We're all busy, I understand that. I am mainly* interested in those that are not yet Oracle, so now's your chance, if you want to be Bombed tonight then stop by & show me some love & leave your link to your folder in a Private Message. *If Blinged, you will Automatically be Bombed Starting today I am accepting Bids for a 1 Credit *Bird Bling, Auction will end on April 1st, 2009 @ 1:00pm (Fubar time) ~~Click here to Bid~~ *If you don't want the Bird Bling, you can get a different 1 Credit Bling* Psst... If you're reading this would you Please be a Great Friend & Rate this pic for
Poem
If you want to get back at him use something that is close to him but that only will hurt him so it depends do you want to keep or destroy his trust throwing words and secrets back in his face in disgust only you he confided in getting even isnt something thats a must he's angry jealous of people mostly guys close to you he wants to get even make you feel the way he do knowing now your angry he made u want to say your through You still like him got feelings for him thats the way it goes Dont let him act like a ass make sure he stays on his toes Talk to him when ur not angry and where it ends up only god knows My body's like a gun With the clip fully loaded I pull the trigger my words shoot out Piercing your mind as it exploded Blood pours out as the meaning Of my words hit you That bullet my thoughts stayed wit you That shot wasnt a through an through Not having rhymes is like Being taking off life support Its as if having a dream but because Of unforseen cir
Should I Wait On Him
Please help me guys .. i wanna get to fubarlord before Christmas . Please come show me some love ..and please tell all your fans and friends to come show me love ...Hope you all Have a Wonderful Christmas ...... Thanks Ms. Kitty!!! Ok this is Dec. 03.. and i still haven't heard from my jj ... my fubar bf ... i think i need to give up what about ya'll .....do i need to move on and find one that will actually be around ... please comment and let me know what you guys think please ... Why do guys ask for your number? If they are not gonna call you .... A. To make you think that they like . B. Or they just asking ..just to be asking. C. Or they will someday eventually ....
Happiness
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air {Jordin} If I should die before I wake It's cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh {Chris Brown} I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete Wish there was a way that I could make you understand {Jordin} But how do you expect me To live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe {CHORUS} Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air That's how I feel whenever you ain't there There's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here I just can't breathe There'a no air, no air No air, air {4x} [Chris Brown] I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground, to flow to you There's no gravity to hold me down, for real {Jordin} But somehow I'm still alive inside You took my breath, but I
I Am Me.
so me and my friends saw twilight last night. and it wasnt as good as i thought it would be. it was okay. i just wish they picked a different actress to play bella. i dont really like kristen stewart that much. i think camilla belle would make a better bella. Camilla Belle but so anyway i dont know why my friends found edward cullen hotter than James. I so think james is the hottest male character in the movie. James I was a bit bored with the movie but its not That bad. oh and we didnt get to buy popcorn anymore coz we were late :S good thing i bought my caramel macciato earlier wooooh starbucks forever :) Toodles! xoxo WTF is wrong with china? i wont even say that im not reffering to EVERYONE in china because i think i am! fuck i think ive turned racist against chinese people! i just so have to fucking blog about this because china has done too much harm not only against filipinos but to other countries too. first the lead scandal
Random Stuff
Mom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you. Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything! Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear. Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving. Sarah: Okay. Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in. Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football. Chris: I know.. Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking. Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick.. Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies. Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet? Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay. Sarah turned to look away from Chris. She knew there was something wrong. She has allergies and she does
Just Thoughts
Snow Flake I was born to the winter chill and the northern rain, White crystal beauty made with no fear of pain. My spirit sparkles like none ever seen As I dance across the vast serene. I drift down below now and then, To give icy kisses again and again. Though my life will not be long lived, I relish the moments of joy that I give. As children play and giggle with delight, When they come outside and see me insight. Soon the seasons will begin to change, As warm southern breezes drift across the range. I dread the day my life will melt fast away, If only forever in the sky I could stay. As the river swiftly moves around the bend. It will carry me sweetly to the waters end. But before I am no more- forever missing, My last icy kiss I will quickly be giving. Tonya Rea Cook Copyright ©2008 Tonya R Cook Unconscious mind I am the constant voices inside your head, Your dreams and nightmares when you go to bed. I am the voice of doubt in all your decisions
Poem
Cherokee Prayer God in heaven above please protect the ones we love. We honor all you created as we pledge our hearts and lives together. We honor mother-earth - and ask for our marriage to be abundant and grow stronger through the seasons; We honor fire - and ask that our union be warm and glowing with love in our hearts; We honor wind - and ask we sail though life safe and calm as in our father's arms; We honor water - to clean and soothe our relationship - that it may never thirsts for love; With all the forces of the universe you created, we pray for harmony and true happiness as we forever grow young together. Amen. Our Dreams Dreams I was thinking of us last night And the times we shared How good we were But now we are apart Yet we still have our Dreams For in our Dreams we are together Holding hands on the beach Talking all night under the silver moon Kissing and holding each other tight In our Dreams... For no matter the distance Or the obstacle I
Hamer Fking Witch
RETURN TO SALEM Come with me as I take you, back through the sands of time I will tell you the story, take my hand and I will take your mind I will show you no mercy, for there’s no mercy in me Forgotten pages crumble, back to Salem we journey Return to Salem I’m the nightmare from the past I’m the future, I’m the ever last Yes, I’m the ghost of witches past Forgotten souls joined together pain We have become one with our unity Back from a fiery grave to reign Over this earth our new kingdom Reborn from our own deaths We are alive and well Long live the new flesh The wrath of the witch is upon you Only god can save you now, like a plague, we are among you Do you think you can break free somehow? You thought we had been killed off long ago But being tortured and put to death Was merely a ritual for everlasting life And our pain we shall not forget… NO! Return to Salem I’m a nightmare from the past I’m the future, I’m the e
Medical Stuff...
Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time. I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk (especially u
Some People.....
You know the drill, bottom to top: ->DJ Ace Own...: remember to ask if hey want a hot apple pie with their order. ->DJ Ace Own...: Go to work, faggot. DJ Ace Own...: ooooo u look like a fuckin chomo lil boy ->DJ Ace Own...: sure thing cum guzzler. DJ Ace Own...: finish this later i gots to go to work lil boy DJ Ace Own...: im not there anymore fool im in ks mo lil bitch so why dont u give me ur addy so we can salve this and stop this enternet shit so i can just kick ur ass and have it over and done with ->DJ Ace Own...: Oklahomo isn't that close, princess. DJ Ace Own...: damn ur dumn is there another tulsa close to here ->DJ Ace Own...: Tulsa Oklahomo? DJ Ace Own...: shit bitch im from tulsa and i live real close now ->DJ Ace Own...: Independence Ave and Hardesty? ->DJ Ace Own...: 23rd and prospect area? ->DJ Ace Own...: you live in the 'hood, gangsta boy? ->DJ Ace Own...: OOOhhhh really? Where at? DJ Ace Own...: road DJ Ace Own...: come get some u live up the rode
About Me
Hey everyone!! Well my surgery went well. But right now the pain is too much for me. So i will be off for another week or so. Thank you for all your prayers and support! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3/11/09 Ok this friday will make 5 weeks home from the hospital!! Just an update... I have lost 20 pounds so far and i am walking anywhere from 2 to 4 miles a day. Unless the weather is cold that it starts snowing. I have never been so proud of myself for being able to do this. Also another good thing is im going back to work this sunday. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3/18/2009 Ok i went back to work on Sunday and today is Wednesday. Well things havent been going well. I have been getting sick and sore. So i dont really have the energy to be online. I will try to be more on later this week, but for now i am taking sometime off to heal. If you dont feel like bombing my contest i will understand. I am in a bombing contest t
My Blog
THE GEOGRAPHY OF WOMEN Between 18 & 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, fertile & naturally beautiful! Between 23 & 29, a woman is like Europe , well developed & open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 30 & 40, a woman is like Spain, very hot, relaxed & convinced of her own beauty. Between 40 & 50, a woman is like Greece, gently aging but still a warm & desirable place to visit. Between 50 & 60, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious & all conquering past. Between 60 and 70, a woman is like Israel, has been through war & doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 70 & 75, a woman is like Canada , self-preserving but open to meeting new people. After 75, she becomes Tibet , wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past & the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit & a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 7 & 70, a m
Forgive
ForgiveAdd a video to your site Webratsmusic.comUpdate your profile Complicated lyrics - Carolyn Dawn Johnson lyrics Complicated Video - Carolyn Dawn Johnson Music Videos
Pathological Liar And Fake
For those of you who refuse to see the truth about your big boss, STEEL STETSON COWBOY, from the TOS, here are the links to the PBR and PRCA for a look at their rosters. Also pages of the Nebraska Rodeo and WRA to search for his name. You will not find his name on the rosters. There is an e-mail I received from the WRA in reply of inquiry to his claim to champion in 2007! I called the CPRA myself about his card and they did tell me he is a member, that he was not a member last year, and has not been recorded to participate in or have won any purse money in any CPRA sanctioned event. I myself can become a member of the CPRA by filling out their application and paying their $100 membership fee and never be required to participate in any of their sanctioned events. There are also pages of the two bulls, Yellow Jacket, and his son Little Yellow Jacket, with information on them. Little Yellow Jacket was retired in 2005 and I could not locate an exact retirement date on Yellow Jacket but my
Animal Mythology
There was another world before this one. But the people of that world did not behave themselves. Displeased, the Creating Power set out to make a new world. He sang several songs to bring rain, which poured stronger with each song. As he sang the fourth song, the earth split apart and water gushed up through the many cracks, causing a flood. By the time the rain stopped, all of the people and nearly all of the animals had drowned. Only Kangi the crow survived. Kangi pleaded with the Creating Power to make him a new place to rest. So the Creating Power decided the time had come to make his new world. From his huge pipe bag, which contained all types of animals and birds, the Creating Power selected four animals known for their ability to remain under water for a long time. He sent each in turn to retrieve a lump of mud from beneath the floodwaters. First the loon dove deep into the dark waters, but it was unable to reach the bottom. The otter, even with its strong webbed feet, als
My Regular Musings...
GIRLS VS GROWN WOMEN GIRLS leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. GIRLS check you for not calling them. GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. GIRLS try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. GROWN WOMEN know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. GIRLS fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. GROWN WOMEN say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. GIRLS are afraid to be alone. GROWN WOMEN revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth. GIRLS make you come. GROWN WOMEN make you come home. GIRLS try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special -- and goes to kick it with her own friends! GIRLS get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it. GROWN
Christmas
I have a list of folks I know - all in my contacts list And every year as Christmas nears - I think of those I’ve missed. And that is when I realize - that these names are a part Not of the list they're written in - but of my very heart. For each name stands for someone who has crossed my path sometime And in that meeting they've become the Rhythm of the Rhyme. And though it sounds fantastic for me to make this claim I really feel that I’m composed of each remembered name. And while you may not be aware of any special link Knowing you has shaped my life far more than you can think. For once you've met somebody - the years cannot erase The memory of a pleasant word -or of a friendly face. So never think my Christmas thoughts are just a mere routine Of names upon a Christmas list - forgotten in between. For when I send an E-Mail that is addressed to you It’s ‘cause you're on the list of folks I feel indebted too. For we are but a total of t
Club Mystic Update - 12/11/08
WE NEED TO BOMB GA #27 (plz focus on this one) PLZ CONTINUE TO LEAVE 25-50 COMMENTS PER DAY ON #28 AND THE AUTO-11 GIVEAWAY? NO MORE THAN THAT, WE NEED #27 FINISHED! #29 SHOULD HAVE RESET FOR YOU TO RERATE,AS WELL, BUT ONLY DROP A FEW COMMENTS AND GET BACK TO #27 PLEASE, MORE CONCERNED WITH VIP'S THEN BLING AT THIS TIME! THANKS! _____________________________________ 8,120 COMMENTS IN THREE DAYS, IT IS PICKING UP! WE NEED TO SHOOT FOR A GOAL OF 3.5K PER DAY...FOR 16 ACTIVE MEMBERS THAT IS NOTHING...WE USED TO DO 5-6K ON A BAD DAY, WITH A LOT FEWER MEMBERS...SO WHO IS NOT BOMBING? IF YOU ARE UNABLE TO BOMB, PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP! WE REALLY NEED TO HIT #27 HARD, E NEEDS IT!! ______________________________________ STARRY'S PAGE GIVEAWAY #27 THIS ONE WAS GOING TO BE FOR GUNNY, BUT HE HAS SAID TO GIVE IT TO EoTwP...GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF, AND EoTwP EXPIRES ON 12/10/08! THANK YOU, GUNNY! 3-MONTH VIP FOR 20K COMMENTS Currently has 15,792 comments! (+6,665
Giveaway/contests
I'm in a giveaway to Win $50 Bling Pack. I need 40k in comments. Thanks too everyone that help with this! Hugs Here Is The Link To My Pic! If you would like to help me out! This Giveaway Is Brought to You by… JOHNNY{ R/L B/F 2 {{!Starry!}} } This Bulletin Brought To By: SinfulBrat Hello my fu friends I'm in a auto 11 contest and I need your help if you could drop by and rate my pic for me I'll even pay you 1000k for one rate. Private Message me for the payment. So if you could come by and give me just 1 rate that would be awesome! Thanks Click The Pic Below To Rate My Pic!!! While you are there plz F/A/R The Sexy Hostess
Pimpout Bully To My New Fuowner!!
I never thought you'd be, So mean, so cruel, so rude. But since this you have showed me, That this is the TRUE you. You LIED to my face, And talked behind my back. You thought I would not TRACE, You... to be the one to attack. You will have to see, That this is the END. For I cry myself to sleep, Over a SUPPOSED long lost friend. It is time to say goodbye, And I really don't want it to end, But, I CAN NOT take another LIE, From a LYING Two-Faced "FRIEND?" You said you loved me, But ALL along YOU knew you were going to break my heart, You said YOU would love me forever, So why are we apart? Now IF you REALLY meant FOREVER, Then you should have meant that YOU would try, Cause once you said "FOREVER", And now that's made me CRY.... Why did you lie? And Why did I cry? Why did we even try? I DON'T like to trust, And now you KNOW why!!! You hurt me bad. How could you do that? You said you loved me, But I know it was all a LIE!!! We'll now I'm alone
Hernia
I just found out about an hour ago that I will be having to have surgery . The surgery date is scheduled for February 3, at 8am . I know it will slow me down a bit, but I know me I will be up and running hopefully by that evening . This is another obstacle I will overcome and get on with my normal business . I am one who doesn't take long to heal , I know they say about 4-6 weeks for recovery but I know me . The least amount of time I am down the better I am on getting back to where I need to be . I have learned that I have got a hernia. I am now just waiting to hear from the surgeon. It will be his determination on whether I need surgery . I have toughed it out the best I can , and trust me its been tough . I have had aa lot of support in the matter ,and I appreciate it . Sometimes I feel like giving up but I can't . Tuesday is the day for my surgery, I know that in a lot of ways I am not worried about it. But I already to a point already hoping thing
Crystal Bowl Chakra Healing - Concert
part 6 part 2 part 4
My Daughter's Poetry
the moment i saw you i felt lifted, the moment our chemicals reacated, the moment you touched me, i fell, the time you kissed me, i felt alive and out there, you make me breathless when i come near you, you say i love you and i choke tryin to say it back, when you catch me when im fallin... i get so taken that my lungs get cut off and i cant stand the feeling of it, i get high off your words as they spill out into my mind, all i think is that your words are breathless and so taken to my heart i go numb, the moment i love the most is when you said- BABY DO YOU WANNA OWN ME DO YOU WANT ME TO BE YOUR MAN FOR LIFE AND NEVER LET GO! A real man would be proud Of who he's with A real man would buy flowers When you are sad A real man could tell If you are mad or not A real man wouldn't hit on your friends When you are not around Most of all, A real man would love you If he truly loves you He would never let you go No matter what you say You st
I Dunno
i dunno what the fuck a blog is but i felt like saying that fubar and the dogghouse is the shit and i dunno wat i would do without it I just wanna say that frogbrat, babylove, luckydogg, oscar, and of course myself are the best group on fubar come check us out in the $$DOGGHOUSE$$ If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out!AND TUESDAY NIGHT AT 9PM EST TIME WE R HAVEING A CANDYCANE SUCKING CONTEST DONT MISS IT THEY WILL BE ON CAM 4 LADIES SUCKING THEM DOWN 150K TO THE WINNER!!! SEE YOU THERE!! Click this link to visit us in $$ THE DOGG HOUSE $$- {NSFW}-NOW HIRING APPLY WITHIN!!: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63269 -the management
From The Inside...bits Of Me
The Right Stone Oh for all the treasures found I searched for a precious stone Not rare diamonds often sought Or fanciful gems well known With unkept hair and dirty nails And filth upon each knee I crawled the earth to find the rock A mission laid out for me in-printed in hand, after many a day There rested the wrongful find Mis shapened piece held in hope When I had become blind I took the stone I found so dear And walk up to the bank Cast it swiftly upon the lake And watched it as it sank The glassy water eerily still never a ripple was cast As the stone found a place In the bottomless depths at last Never a whistling sound did it make While traveling through the air Never the sparkling dance I'd hoped When it hit the waters there Oh mistakened, saddened me I'd chosen a wrongful keep There was no joy to be found In the game this stone did reap With disappointment my head dropped Hands fell to my side Silence
Exercise
So I finished Plyometrics. I made it all the way to the end instead of almost gagging.... So to people who don't understand this will sound really strange...buuuut..... Plyometrics wore me out. My legs feel like noodles and I can hardly walk normally. It's great, and I can't wait until tomorrow. This is the kind of hurt I was looking for. It's great, and I am ready for tomorrow. I completed the exercise routine all they way through by pacing myself, and I burn. It's fantastic. I hope to get into shape in time for Pankration. There's a competition coming soon and I'm too soft and pliable for the team. Now for those of you who do work out...I have that workman high...boy I missed it. Don't miss the sweat in the eyes, but the good hurt is sorely missed. No pun intended. So I'm off to go hang out with the ex.... Yeah I know, but it was a mutual and friendly break up. I want to shove my foot up her new boyfriend's ass...but you don't always get what you want. Twili
Blog 1
This is an article written by Charlie Reese, a former columnist for the Orlando Sentinel Newspaper. Very interesting perspective on the state of our Nation! 545 PEOPLE By Charlie Reese Politicians are the only people in the world who create problems and then campaign against them. Have you ever wondered why, if both the Democrats and the Republicans are against deficits, we have deficits? Have you ever wondered why, if all the politicians are against inflation and high taxes, we have inflation and high taxes? You and I don't propose a federal budget. The president does. You and I don't have the Constitutional authority to vote on appropriations. The House of Representatives does. You and I don't write the tax code, Congress does. You and I don't set fiscal policy, Congress does. You and I don't control monetary policy, the Federal Reserve Bank does. One hundred senators, 435 congressmen, one pre sident, and nine Supreme Court justices 545 human beings
Check It!
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Mare's Thoughts
Dad We all have heroes One we wish we could be Mine is my dad He's a hero to me When He is scared He doesn't run and hide He stands up for what he believes Showing nothing but pride we share the same genes and suffer the same fate where he learned to love I learned to hate his courage is uncanny his fight is unreal I want to be like him I want to feel he has managed to turn bad into good I am trying to be like him I know that I could my hero is my dad he is the real McCoy I love him to death my hero named dad The love of your life is never what you think. they can be right under your eyes and you not see them. They can be a million miles awayand you not know. You can talk to them everydayand night and not realize that they are the right one. then one day out of the blue when you least expect it, you open your eyes and right there in front of you is a love so true. You find that the love of your life has been here all along
Have You
It is always nice to think that you have all of the time in the world.  Time to meet the person you want to share your life with, grow old with, but sometimes reality has a way of stealing all of that from you.  I know that I took a break from here and it was not something I wanted to do but I do feel that I can let my friends know now that is going on.  I have been undergoing medical issues for over a year and a half here in Arizona with multiple tests, multiple specialists.  You begin to feel like the neverending pin cushion but finally one day they come up with an answer. You hope for the best prepare for the worst and when the words come out of their mouths you try to control yourself.  I did find my diagnosis its not the greatest and ultimately will take me away from everyone that I love and care about.  According to my cancer doctor I have Myeloid Myplasia, eventually will turn into Leukemia and then go from there but then came the hidden diagnosis the one I was expecting.  I hav
New Poems By Me
She has grown to love you Crying when she cant talk to you Running to you when she sees you Yes shes young But that doesnt matter She knows who you are You not being around Hurts her more than you know Asking for you multiple times a day Nothing I can do for her Many times you dont answer Or you are too busy to talk Do you realize what you are doing? How much you are hurting her? Our friendshipis true Through thick and thin Always there for each other Never judging Worried about one another You are completely wonderful Im lucky to have you in my life We have a life long friendship My heart breaks Each day that passes Without effort from you I cant do it alone As much as I try Theres still something missing Your love doesnt feel the sam Like you no longer care Not sure where I went wrong But Im close to giving up Walking away for good Tears continue to fall And my heart breaks even more
Club Mystic Update ~ 12/19/08
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Erotica
As I go in the door of my favorite grocery store………I grab my buggy………..damn the wheel rattles……….have to get another one………let’s see what kind of bargains I can find today………I start down the first aisle and look up and almost crash into the display of pickles………damn now that is one sexy shopper……… long black leather coat……..black boots that go out of sight………long black hair…….she looks my way and catches me staring……….i’m caught so I just keep looking………she smiles………puts her hands in her pockets…….pulls the coat open enough to reveal the top of the boots……….about 6 inches below heaven……..she turns and walks away pulling the coat tight on her ass………..both cheeks rise and fall with each step………click clack as those heels hit the floor……….damn I love high heels……….I finally move………quicken my pace so I can catch up………. I see her at the vegetable counter……..checking out the cantaloupes………..think to myself wish I could squeeze her melons………just then she bends over and her left breast peeks o
General Bablings
I have begun getting senior discounts at most places I frequent. I am not sure if this is a good thing or not but it puts extra money in my pocket. Most places start giving discounts at 55. I am 53. Close enough? I think so. I wonder if Steven Tyler and Joe Perry accept their senior discount? I wonder if they have them in the UK? If so, I wonder if Mick jagger or Keith Richards accept theirs?   What scares me most is my generation is coming to power. Hell hath no fury like the generation that has been scorned. Look out D.C.. We are kicking your asses.   I spent all afternoon in the hot sun trying to get my Toyota pick-up to start. After finally getting that accomplished I spent 30 more minutes getting the presets back on my radio because I can't see the dial. I had to take the battery loose and caused the presets to be lost. So I took the pick-up for a test drive and stopped in a store for a cold drink. I didn't realize at the time but I was covered in dirt and grease not to men
My Blabber
all the blogs are new, dont just look at the first one ya buncha lazy-asses lol Why these demons tongue-kiss and ballroom dance in my soul, I will never know. Why this addict blood pumps through my veins, only my father will know. Good times doing bad things— I'll never show my hand and this is no bluff. Bones burst through walk-in closets, packed to capacity and then some. Egotism his downfall, drudgery her burden, the acceptance of hard truths is hope. I am doing donuts in perfectly green grass. I am tearing shit up. I am running to the top of a sixteen-story building and screaming "FREEDOM" through the first window available, amazed by how far in the distance my echo carries the word: FREEDOM! When I listen, it sounds like a freedom that needs no flags to claim its Nationalism. No air strikes to secure itself. Just a straight-up FREEDOM. I am inspired by the sound. Through the height of si
Mzmics' Mindless Matters
How Much Am I Worth? $240 So... let's turn this into a Mumm/Blog.... Help me MakeUpMyMind.... You have this "friend" that comes to you 4mths after "said incident" and says "btw .. 4mths ago I pretended to sell ur ass down the river, TO A KNOWN CHEATER ON FUBAR (who used to like to run his italian nephews' pic to get more rates & used to hang with a granny to gain famous points from her spotlight glow, shame he had to sell his corvette to pay his fubar debts, eh?) who wanted to prove you a cheater here on fubar, and even though I sit here nightly and pretend to be your friend, I went and removed you as a friend, and pretended to be his friend so that I could get a free HappyHour and some free blasts, and some free blings.. all for doing NOTHING!!!! and yet I freely admitted to you....that: ?Hxxx Åxx...: I HAD NOTHING TO TELL ?Hxxx Åxx...: I DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING TO TELL ?Hxxx Åxx...: I ASSUMED IT WAS FOR INFO Nice huh? wait.. it gets better.. ?Hxxx Åxx...: IT
Free Your Mind And Your Ass Will Fallow
#1. Complete the sequence: shirt, brae, pants, panties, ________ a) Yawn. b) shoes c) get undressed d) Fortitude. e) Violet. f) Strap on G) sex 2. If you had to live the rest of your life as a fruit, you would be a: a) Pomegranate. b) Banana c) cucumber d) cherry e) to hell with it the whole salad! c) Ugly fruit h) raisin 3. U can't stand the idea of eating: A: your self b) just her c) anything processed, cooked, stored, picked, or steamed. d) Alone. e) Toenails, unless they are marinated. f) being eaten In a group! 4. Take your number of dates this year times it buy six. Multiply it by the number of times you've brushed each other at the end of the date. Divide the sum by the total pieces of underwear you took off. The answer is: a) Less then satisfied b) Greater satisfaction needed c) just give my the smoke after d) Huh! e) Less then satisfied f) I don’t wear underwear! 5.if you gave it a nickname, it would be: a) Tiny. 0) Lumpy.
2009 January
Hotel Room you inspiring loneliness as i always feel that love that love that hurts why does love always hurt being loneliness with it i imagine being with you i imagine your eyes they looking at me but when i open my eyes only thing my eyes see dirt my eyes sees the dirty old hotel room so lonely wat iz it wit dis stuff.. getting dis stuff in ma email all da time now.. i know dis is very tantalizing.. mmmm yes i like her but she's not real.. its jst a come on to a website wantin visitors.. damm i fell for it.. i visited da site. now wat do i get ? just a matrix of more beautiful ladies .. all not real.. damm. if i register i get choice of which, mmmm i gets a choice. wat yo mean i hav to pay. whoa tats it. am not paying to see them tats not real. dis is the below is da tantalizing treat to entice me. yerp i fall for it. seems almost every time look i like the french nails mmmmmm i'm on the verge of tears. i think i lost ma boo while i was on vacation
This Is What Happens When I Get Really Depressed
the dankness the darkness won't leave me alone the devils and demons tearing my soul the ghosts and the ghouls refusing to go oblivion and solitude i'm growing so cold living and breathing take it from me i'm ready to go god's have forsaken i'm finally alone suffer so greatly is what i am told love is for angels not for me, i'm so old the demons are dwelling and rearing to go they sharpen thier fangs the sharpen thier claws ready to shred my only living cause my honor is failing my morals obsolete the demons are plotting my unholy relief my pain and my torture my death and demise i'm ready to except them with arms open wide i beg then come swiftly and torture me slow rip out my entrails and drain my blood slow tear out my eyes look at my soul shred all my flesh pull it so slow smile all the while calling me worthless saying i'm damned saying this all while twisting my head feeling the snap of my brittle bones while they lick the blood flowing free from my nose i'm
Help An Unsigned Artist Out. :-)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH9VCOWSpfM Hey everybody! I'm pretty excited about this! My live CD, "Helicopter Man" will be available in November (late October if things go faster)! I've put 3 of the 9 songs up on my music page at myspace for your listening pleasure! http://www.myspace.com/seanfaust The 3 songs I chose for myspace are: Inside Again For Whom It May Concern The Other Song I hope you enjoy them! I will be sure to keep you posted on the release of my first live solo cd!!!!!!!!!! Don't have the "Inside Again" cd yet? What are you waiting for? It's only $5!!!!!!!!!!! FIVE BUCKS!!!!! FIVE DOLLARS!!!! It's true!!!!!! Hurry and get it! http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/seanfaust Enjoy!!!!! It's not about making tons of money, or begging you for yours. It's about getting the name out there. The exposure. Know what I mean? Click the picture, enjoy some tunes......and of course.............tell everybody ya know. :-) Thank you so much! Sean ww
Saying Goodbye
In a moment of passion I could feel our lives unfolding. Wanting, needing, feeling the same desires. both answering questions unasked. Making promises with a single glance. Never have I experienced emotions so raw so real. With him facing truths that I could never have fathomed before. In his arms I felt safe. In his arms I felt loved, wanted, and cherished. In his arms is where I want to share my eternity. With one look in my eyes I could feel him in my soul. Breaking down the walls that I have spent so many years building digging deeper into who I am...and who I will one day become. Leaving no place untouched he accepts me for who I am. Facing my fears with me. Never leaving my side...being there for me to hold on to. Feeling his breath on my face his lips moving on mine...taking me to far away places the feel of his skin on mine still lingers now only in my memories I can still feel him there loving me As christmas
Cherokee
Trail of Tears by Roubideaux Amazing grace the sound that killed us all left us w/ nothin waitin for God to call and as we walked in the valley of death we sacraficed life it self for self respect and the man on a horse came by just to check if ne1 else had died and we lived 1 of americas greatest fears as we walked down the Trail of Tears! I'm Not Indian, I Am Cherokee Dark storm clouds come across my eyes, when you address me that way. I will be correcting that problem right now, you will heed the words I say. Once upon a time our tribal nation was strong, back before the white man came. White man told us many lies to gain our trust, then took everything but our name. White man almost killed off all the buffalo, trying to starve us off our land. After many moons we were forced to move, just like your kind had planned. Soon the white man had stolen all of our land, my people left behind a trail of tears. White man killed off my ancestors s
Lady Unicorn
Well a new year has begun and my birthday is fast approaching.So I have to decided to really stick to my guns with my goal of losing weight and a better control of my money spending so wish me luck on these endeavors. Well another birthday has come and gone, and I don't feel any older or younger just blessed that I am in good health and have good friends and family around to celebrate with me my 38th birthday. My day was simple and uneventful but enjoyed ice cream and lemon merigune pie yum. Watched all the footage on our new President's swearing in and listened to his speech. It was inspiring but I liked it best when his speech had less "I" but used "we" and put it straight that it will take everybody to get this country to turn around and not for us to rely totally on Congress to fix the problem. I am concerned that eventhough he has made the promises that he will be like all the other presidents and not follow through or that we as a fickle society will get impatient and will start
Life Changes
The past two days I have learned to never take anything for granted. We take our health, family and friends for granted everyday. When life takes a turn we are shocked at how something could intrude on our normal everyday existance. My father was being treated for high potassium which caused leg tremors/spams. Tuesday he had a seizure from it which resulted in an emergency room visit and then a various scans. These led to brain cancer, and then lung cancer alas cancer in the adrenal gland. He still has not had a biopsy, but the Dr's mentioned stage 4 cancer. The cancer in his brain is about thesize of a quarter and they say it is new and has been there about three weeks. They are unable to do any types of surgery because they are afraid of clotting and immediate death. His cancer is aggressive. I am not ready to lose my dad. I am thankful that I have been able to make him feel special on many occasions during his life, that I told him I loved him after almost all telephone conversation
Observations
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. let us pay for you! don't "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S
Fu Morons
Uhm... Yeah.... LOL   Ok. Once in awhile I get odd Shouts in my SB. This one still has me scratching my head. Maybe someone out there has some clue on just WTF happened?? You have GOT to be kidding me!
In Love
God saw you getting tired, When a cure was not to be.So He wrapped his arms around you, and whispered, "Come to me". You didn't deserve what you went through, So He gave you rest.God's garden must be beautiful, He only takes the bestAnd when I saw you sleeping, So peaceful and free from painI could not wish you back To suffer that again. to love someone is to give them your heart so this day as of today i'm handing you my heart all i ask is to never hurt it as i have been hurt far to many times in my past the greatest thing i can give you is a love that is undying an that will grow every min of every day showing you how i feel an what i want will always come from my heart so please love me as i do you never hide it or keep it from me for i will surely cry an if its not love you are feeling then please always tell me the truth cause i love you to much to hold you from loving the one true love you have or that you could find an my loving you would mean i would let you go just to see you
For A Close Friend Always
Big Ed aka Penn Writre was a loving husbandA devoted and true friendHe lived his life to the utmost fullestHe will be missed from each dayHis glowing smile will forever be burned into usHe brought life to every place he wasEvery memory of his life will be treasuredFrom the heart ache to the greatest joysHe will forever be watching over his heartIn his passing those in his heart will celebrate his lifeIn Memory of Penn Writre aka Big Ed Softly she sings a lonely song To ears she does not see Into the hearts of men she knows not Their eyes seek to possess her Without knowing the soul Wanted for her body Not the mind which feeds the soul Desired for her beauty Not the woman she truly is For with her comes another A part of her past, present and future With her he must be accepted Not denied or shut out For to shun her other is to lose her This is not an option but the rule In her eyes he is the golden boy Her love is for him over a man This is her life forever If you can
Pimp Outs/bulletins
Save the date! On March 31st, my 23rd birthday, I'll be running autos. My goal is to make it to Prophet. I know I just ran autos, but even just a few rates would be great. Thanks, friends. ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar Amy has gotten herself in BIG trouble. She went and joined an auction. Now you have to go bid on her. If you don't want to own her, at least drop off a rate. Don't forget her birthday is coming up on March 31st. Let's make this a good auction! Just click the picture below and leave a bid and/or rate. The auction ends on March 18th, Midnight Fu Time, which is 3AM EST. Thank you friends! ♥Amy Bored? You should go rate this guy. Not for any particular reason, just because. ♥   I'm not what you're looking for@ fubar
Poams
Heavy Soul we once dismissed the back road to ride these streets unafraid of who would scrape the paint from our bones and unashamed by the eyes that leer this is only this simple mans desolation... now look onto this heart for it has not beat, since I woke and found my whole world is a lie... now i'm holding shallow skin shell I paint the pain from within and mark a trail up my arm to carve a sleeve of your disdain fixing my problems with this same old blade hating every fucking day are you watching my brisk blue eyes ...are you... -as they sharply turn gray- my flaws are the only things I now hold pure ....One Tear... ....One Thought.... can't really live, -can't' really endure- Winter's Bath my body's so cold while the warm moist water engulfs my broken soul death appears as my father's daughter to ease the pain for what I feel needs to be done my brisk blue eyes sting like the pure winters rain for this heart of mine no longer
My Poetry. Songs
What Ever HappenedWhatever happened tooHappy small townsWith happy and healthy kidsPlaying all around?Whatever happened too A Sunday day of restWhere family and friendsBring out the best?Whatever happened tooA government you could trustThat doesn’t steal your moneyFor power and lust?Whatever happened tooDoing the “right” thingNot being deceitful Without guilt or shame?Whatever happened tooBeing a good friendListening to othersWhile being there through thick and thin?Whatever happened tooTreating animals with respectNot abandoning or killingJust loving them fully without disrespectWhatever happened too Helping the hungry eatYet the rich keep their moneyWhile people die in the streets?Whatever happened tooAcceptance of othersNot judging upon raceSex or the lifestyle of another?Whatever happened tooDeath do us partNot cheating  or tearingHappy families apart?Whatever happened tooAccepting a woman’s formbaring children while taking on the worldInstead we tell them,
Finding Out Who I Really Am
so yeah due to the overbearing pressure to join this site that im constantly being hounded to join im am now on facebook are you happy now i just wanted to say thanx to the people who helped me get where i am and for the bling that i have received and that as soon as i can afford to i will return the favors again thank you and see you then A PEEK INTO THE CELLAR~~~ Inside there are demons Clawing and scratching to get free of the chains and cages that bind them Spitting their venom into my veins Hoping to take control of my sanity I suffer they loose They win I suffer The chess board is my mind Hope is not something I can put my faith in My sanity is on the razors edge of dispare I see we are carefully entwined You betrayed my smile And put me into a downward spiral Forever in darkness I fall Calling out to that which I thought was a soul I know when I reach the bottom I will die Noone will be there to catch me Even though I see you looking through the key hole By Bra
Questions *deep Thoughts*
Music Playlist at MixPod.com BLUE OCTOBER THIS SONG IS 4 YOU BABY.... Theres something that i cant quite explain i'm so in love with you you'll never take that away and if i said a hundred times before expect a thousand more you never take that away well expect me to be calling you to see if you're ok when i'm not around asking if you love me i love the way you make it sound calling you to see do i try too hard to make you smile to make a smile well i will keep calling you to see if you're sleepin are you dreamin and if you're dreamin are you dreamin of me i cant believe you actually picked...me i thought that the world had lost its sway (its so hard sometimes) then i fell in love with you (then came you) and you took that away (its not so difficult, the world is not so difficult) you take away the old show me the new and i feel like i can fly when i stand next to you so what if I'm on this phone a hundred miles from home i take the
Ramblings
 Mike was walking along the passageway to his cabin when Jarhead stopped him and asked "Have you heard what happened to Scrapper?". Shaking his head no he replied, "Why would I have heard anything, I've been in the hanger all day finding out what is wrong with my radar." Now curious to know what happened to his wingman, Mike decided it was time for a visit to the Captain's cabin. "Sir, do you have a minute?" he asked while standing in the doorway.  Looking up from his briefing papers, Captain Jason Alendale answered "Sure BabyJ, come on in and sit down. "At 2300 hours last night, Scrapper was flying BarCap when he was shot down by the Afghans." Looking pale all of a sudden, Mike just shook his head and cleared his throat. "Sir, am I going to be in on the search for Ryan, or am I to stay on board and coordinate from here?" Standing up to his full 6'5" height, JDale looked into Mike's eyes and answered, "By all means available BabyJ, do what you must do to make it happen and bring Scrapp
Celt Blessings
Celtic Blessings and Prayers May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand. traditional gaelic blessing Beannachd Dia dhuit (blessings of God be with you - ScotsGaelic) Blessed Be. ancient - celtic blessing May the blessing of light be on you - light without and light within. May the blessed sunlight shine on you like a great peat fire, so that stranger and friend may come and warm himself at it. And may light shine out of the two eyes of you, like a candle set in the window of a house, bidding the wanderer come in out of the storm. And may the blessing of the rain be on you, may it beat upon your Spirit and wash it fair and clean, and leave there a shining pool where the blue of Heaven shines, and sometimes a star. And may the blessing of the earth be on you, soft under your feet as you pass along
Css Skin Coding: For Making Skins
Can you feel the wind As it blows through your soul Can your heart find its way When it knows not where to go. Would your path lead to me If all in you was clear Am I anything in your heart That you truly hold dear. I will wait patietly For to ease in your mind Even till the winds never blow Till the end of time I would like to buy an Auto 11 for fubucks, ty. Keep in mind...that you have to start somewhere. Rip a skin from someone, then rip another skin from someone else. For your own sanitys sake as well....PREVIEW the skin and make sure it loads properly! Put them both into a file on your desktop and do some comparisons between the two. Study the layouts and the different coding techniques. CSS codes, are written by individuals and will not look the same for every skin. Below are some clickable links for various net coding sites. I've also included one for your html and hex color codes. **************************************************** http://ww
Broken Heart
You’re the reason why I cry The way I'm feeling It's quite hard to describe I feel so alone and lost In this unbearable life Too many twisted emotions My stomach all tied in knots Wish there was something I could do To completely erase all these thoughts How long must I feel this pain I've cryed so many tears I can't stand looking in your eyes Only to see all of my fears How can you believe the smile on my face When you can clearly see the pain in my eyes Take a step back and look deeper You're the reason why I cry When I'm alone, and no one can see, Tears form behind my eyes, Every time you glance at me, A part inside of me dies Knowing it can never happen, Knowing it can't be true, Shatters my heart and my world, All I want is to be with you If I could just hold you, Just to know you're there, I would treasure that moment forever, Just to prove how much I care But I'm left with only a dream, Left to wander - I've
Just A Giggle
I became confused when I heard the word 'service' used with these agencies. Internal Revenue 'Service' U.S. Postal 'Service' Telephone 'Service' Cable TV 'Service' Civil 'Service' State, City, County & Public 'Service' Customer 'Service' This is not what I thought 'service' meant. But today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to 'service' a few cows. BAM!!! It all came into focus. Now I understand what all those agencies are doing to us. Now you are as enlightened as I am. The election is over. It is time to repair friendships with the other party. Governor Sarah Palin is doing her part to do just that. The rest of the world cannot understand how, after bitter election campaigns, American politicians can kiss and make-up. For instance, Gov. Palin has invited, to her great state of Alaska, the men who defeated her, Barack Obama and Joe Biden. She has set up a moos
Poetry
Your someone very special to me< someone I truely love and adore very much. I don't think there could be a way that I could LOVE you more. But still I find, I do some how when I get close to you. There are reasons that I can't explain why I love you like I do. It's not the way you look, it's just how you are, so nice and so kind. You're sweet voice makes my heart glow, and your kindness touched my soul. I think it's just the simple fact that, I truely LOVE YOU "CAUSE YOU'RE YOU!" As I look into your beautiful blue eyes I get in thier beauty I look in closer and can see the pain I caused Pass that pain I see the love you have for me As I look deeper I hear them cry out to me "Take me away from all this pain." All your pain goes away with one passionate kiss Your eyes begin to sparkle with love You show me your beautiful smile As I whisper "I LOVE YOU." The muscle between my legs This muscle between my legs
Poetry
The pounding, the beat, a breath of fresh air. Hope growing, not knowing- peace soon to be there. The questions. No answers. So many emotions to hold back. The tears. Sleepless nights. Feelings of lack. Love may be tender. Love may be kind, but is love forever? Until the end of time. Love is honest. Love is sweet- but before a committment, are your supressions beat? Love is hope. Love is new. Love is wonderful. Love is... you. What is this thing that everyone fears? Scared to move. Scared to breathe. Afraid to be next. Afraid to bleed. Watching in horror as this thing rolls by. You cannot escape it, you will too soon die. Noone can beat it. We're all doomed, we will all be victims of this terrible loom. He owns us. Makes us. Takes our lives. He'll reign this world, this king of fright. Through day or night, he'll come for you. He knows you'll suffer and so do you. This angel of death is who he is. He is waiting, watching and hearing you breat
Rambling Man
...it's not a good reason to take out my frustrations on the world right? I mean, if you were in a bad stretch of your life and every step you took only led to another dead end..wouldn't you be beside yourself too? I'm not the type that takes things laying down and I've always been a fighter and scrapper but lately, I've just not been myself. It seems like I'm so tightly strung that things I normally shrug off are busting my balls. I fight my own inner demons so hard and furiously sometimes that I lose sight of who is on my side. I guess today was one of those days I should have found a cave to hide in but I didn't and I made someone close to me feel bad. So, here is a song for her (she knows who she is) but is it enough to just say you're sorry? Dori sweety, you know I love you! Here is something that is sure to liven your Monday...me on cam doing stupid pet tricks...ENJOY! Growing up, I was subjected to the cruel and unusual punishment of having to watch HEE
Yep
Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed You said move on Where do I go I guess second best Is all I will know Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes You're like an Indian summer In the middle of winter Like a hard candy With a surprise center How do I get better Once I've had the best You said there's Tons of fish in the water So the waters I will test He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into... You're the best And yes I do regret How I could let myself Let you go Now the lesson's learned I touche
Being A New Man
It is still funny i sit back and read my blogs. They are funny to me cause re-read the one where I was talking about the only two girls that I would be with. One would never happen cause she couldn't see what she had. The other one was 300 miles away. Well the beautiful woman who is 300 miles away. Has figured out that it was her. Since then we have been talking. Ever since the very first time i talked to belle. I have known that I found something that could be very special in my life. The more I talk to her the more I prove myself right. She is the only woman that has ever left me speechless. Many times she has done that to me. I have no complaints about that either. With her I believe I can accomplish anything. When I am in a bad mood or when I'm down. She can bring me to a better place. There are only 3 things that I want in my life. They cost me nothing. I want my boys and my belle. When I have all those things my life will be complete. No matter what happens in my life. Up and d
Bored..creative...and Horny, A Dangerous Combination Of Moods ;)
I slowly crawled back to conciousness and opened my eyes cautiously. I stretched, and closed my eyes again for a moment, I was on my right side facing the window, the full light of day streaming through the open shades. I was afraid to roll over, afraid that if I did I would learn that the amazing night that was flooding vividly back to memory would just have been a dream. Preparing myself mentally, I rolled on to my back and turned my head to the left, a broad smile crossed my face as I saw a head of dark hair on the pillow next to mine. I reached out and stroked that dark hair, just once, still fearful that somehow she wasn't really there, and when my fingertips confirmed what my eyes were telling me my heart swelled. I propped myself up on my left arm and was treated to quite possibly the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Jen and Nicole lay on the same pillow, their foreheads just touching,  The comforter was down just far enough for me to see that they were holding one another
Aution Come Bid On Me
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The Stranger
I can just imagine- we go to a restaurant for a delicioud meal, I know she is not wearing knickers under her skirt she has on, her pussy is slightly moist from knowing that I know she has no underwear on. We finish our meal, get the bill and make our way back to the car. We drive a round for awhile. S he has her hand on my leg, stroking gently up and down, teasing with a brushing touch on my balls which are covered by my jeans and only my jeans. My cock is getting stiff with anticaption.she moves her hand to my flies and button, they come undone very easily and she now has access to my total erect member, she touches softly and teasingly again, knowing that I can’t wait to be sucked and fucked by her dripping pussy.But before I get deep and wet I want to bury my face in her crotch, lapping up those juices with my tongue, and nibbling at her lips and clit, but this was all to happen soon, first we find a good spot for our littlr after dinner excursion. A little later we find a per
Dream, Felt So Real
A night scene, walking on the sidewalk, i walk a distance as it seems I noticed a person in front of me as the camera becomes unblurred "A Girl"... she seems to walk a little faster..., i can feel her scared She comes at a cross walk, she turns around to see if i am still following her I am not there.. She turns face-ward.. a City Buss passes by, revealing me on the other side of the street --Facing her... She notices me, and screams for help and points in my direction... but ppl think she is nuts because there is no one there, except an old woman "Crack whore", "Junkie" as a few words that are spread under peoples breath "What are you people staring at, im not crazy".. the Girl says in her defense She turns and runs down the street with out crossing, she figures she will cross at another crosswalk She comes to a bar and walks in, thinking she can buy time.. hopefully the perpetrator will have been gone Few hours pass, with a couple of drinks ordered she finds
Message From The Pimp Goddess
I am REALLY, TRUELY fed up with all the BS that I've seen and heard since I've been back. I'm proud of the fact that MOST of you can work together and help each other level and MOST of you show love on a regular basis BUT this family USED TO BE sooooo much more than that. We used to have a bond so close that not a single one of us ever hesitated to go to the other with a problem or to vent or just to say hi sometimes....whats happened?? Now I see people posting things to piss off another...rude stats directed towards other members...people come to me saying they don't feel part of a family. I don't like this at all and I know many of you have to be as fed up with it as I am. I'm at wits end here because I really don't know what to do anymore. I've tried talking to several of you and have gotten nowhere. I've posted blogs and the drama continues....I received a message from a fellow Pu$$yCat that I would like you all to read...I didn't include all of it...just the parts that reall
Song Lyrics From A Few Songs I Like
Take a breath Hold it in Start a fight You won't win Had enough Let's begin Nevermind I don't care All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should Let it go If you could When love dies in the end So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lay underneath Your cold jaded eyed Now you turn the tide on me 'Cause you're so unkind I will always be here For the rest of my life Here we go Does it hurt Say goodbye to this world I will not Be undone Come to life It gets worse All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should I'll be gone when you fall Your sad life Says it all So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lay underneath Your cold jaded eyed Now you turn the tide on me 'Cause you're so unkind I will always be here For the rest of my life Don't carry me under You're the Devil in disguise God sing for the hopeless I'm the one you left behind So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lay underneath Your cold jaded
Life
We are lovers true and through and though We made it through the storm I really want you to realize I really want to put you on Ive been searchin for someone To satisfy my every need Wont you be my inspiration Be the real love that I need Real love Im searchin for a real love Someone to set my heart free Real love Im searchin for a real love Oooh, when I met you I just knew That you would take my heart and run Until you told me how you felt for me You said Im not the one So I slowly came to see All of the things that you were made of And now I hope my dreams and inspirations Lead me to want some real love I got to have a real love Loves so true and oh baby I thought your love was true I thought you were the answer to The questions in my mind But it seems that I was wrong If I stay strong maybe Ill find my real love So I try my best and pray to god Hell send me someone real To caress me and to guide me twards A love my heart can feel No
--enter Witty Title Here--
I'm going to be upfront and honest with everyone: I have a boyfriend and I'm not looking to cheat on him. I think I make this clear on my profile, so PLEASE don't waste your time asking me to hook up with you! While it's flattering, and sometimes really sweet, I'm not looking for a roll in the hay. Definitely not! Let me give you an example... Today, in my shoutbox, I had a conversation with a married man who was my age. *31* It started off normal, hey how are ya, blah blah blah, then it turned really...odd. him: are you looking for a boyfriend? me: No, I already have one. him: oh I'm married I have a wife but I want a girlfriend too. me: lol ok what does your wife think of that? him: why does she need to know? lol me: ohhhk him: you ok with that? me: *laugh* I'm not looking for another boyfriend. him: oh yeah your boyfriend know that? me: know that I don't want another boyfriend? Of course! him: yeah me: yeah, why would I? him: I just want a girl friend for se
For Shits And Giggles
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? SOMEONE THAT CAN LAY IT DOWN & CAN MEET OR EXCEED MY QUOTA What is something you have always wanted to try? DEEP SEA SEX What is something you have never done in bed before? UHHHH...HRMMM.. What time of day do you like to have sex? ANYTIME~! What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? IT'S NOT ALWAYS ABOUT WHAT YOU SEE... BUT WHAT YOU HEAR.. AND WHAT YOU FEEL How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? KISSING IS AWESOME...I AM A GOOD TEASE I COULD DO IT ALL NIGHT IF IT'S MOUTH KISSES.. BUT OOOO LALA WHEN THOSE KISSES TRAVEL I AM READY TO ATTACK If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?
Friendships
Sometimes... I’m not sure of just what 
I believe in anymore… but I do 
Believe in Possibilities. 
I believe in 

The possibility that sparks can turn into 
Flames.  I believe in 
The possibility that 
Strangers can 
Become the 
Best of 
Friends.   

I believe in the possibility that my 
Dreams are not smoke and mirror 
Fantasy / Terrors,  but 
Moon-glowing realities, 
Unrealized. 

I believe my soul knows the hidden 
Answer to these questions my 
Eyes have yet to perceive, 
My heart has yet to 
Sense, my mind has 
Yet to conjure. I 

Believe my body’s own private 
Skin can cloud perception 
And whisper in a deceptive 
Language… yet in quiet 
Contemplation, I 
Can make sense 
Of  deceit   & 
Mince meat of 
Bullshit. 

Yes.  Granted.  I don’t know much. 
But if you ask
Amazing Tidbits To Ponder
        An old country preacher had a teenage son, and it was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a profession. Like many young men his age, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it. One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table four objects.   1. A bible. 2. A silver dollar. 3.. A bottle of whiskey. 4. And a Playboy magazine.   "I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself. "When he comes home from school today, I'll see which object he picks up.   If it's the bible, he's going to be a preacher like me, and what a blessing that would be! If he picks up the dollar, he's going to be a business man, and that would be okay, too. But if he picks up the bottle, he's going to be a no-good drunken bum, and Lord, what a shame that would be. And worst of all if he picks up that magazin
Poetry
Cower behind the bedside table The game only enthrawls me more I raise my hand you whimper With every tear i own you more and more   Cry upon a non existant tissue Without your fear there is no issue Do as I say not as I do Disobey I dare you   Bring me your hope Let me tear it down It empowers me Let me watch you drown   Im sorry for any thoughts i gave For you to think you were anything but enslaved Wear your chains like a good bitch should Bleed for me Make me feel good   Let me cut your soul to shreds Let me steal your breath and watch you lower your head Try to leave I'll bring you back I'll steal you into my darkest night   There is no escape for I will seek You're mine Until  you break the weaknes
Alcohol & Ass
true swagga alcohaulin ass Miami
My Poetry
So many years ive searched for my prince to come along .searched high and low sea tosea always longing yet always just missing the mark. longing to be held in arms strong and safe , to gently tenderly get lost in his embrace i yearned for the comfort in times of sorrow and a hand to wipe away all tears. i was hurt dirty and lonely and tierd but in an instant you were there our eyes met across a crowded room our hearts reached out for one another in a minute we became friends but it grew into something so much more something quiet rare and far more beuatiful than either of us ever knew it would ... i may still add more Going through each day numb and every endless routine of the same with just a sort of numb exsistance wandering aimlessly with each passing day a sense of dred Feeling as if something is dredfully wrong a numb exsistace not feeling a sense of peace a lack of satisfaction not ever bieng just completly not knowing what it was fallin
Blogeriffic
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine...and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstratedthat if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in faeces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service! Have a wonderful day! Here's a good one from a female friend of mine. A good laugh to st
This Is Where I Beg You To Love My Friends!
MY CLOSE FRIEND, CHRISTINA'S BDAY IS THE 21ST AND I PROMISED I WOULD PIMP HER OUT! SO HERE IT IS.. HER BDAY IS ON THE 21ST.. SHE IS ACCEPTING BLING PACKS/BLING/TICKERS/FUBUCKS/HH/BLAST/ANYTHINGGGG! IF U CANT DO ANY OF THAT THEN AT LEAST RATE HER SHYT! ♥ J's Sinful CNA! ♥ Promoter @ Excito Diabolus!!@ fubar THANKS!!!!! -LACE cutterbum (my #1) has autos on. He needs loving... I need help from YOU. Go to his page and let him know I sent you and rate his pictures like crazy!! When you're finished or even before you do... MESSAGE (do not shout because it gets cluttered in my shout box) me and let me know and I will return the favor somehow. Let me know what you want (reasonable please) and it will be done. I do not have money right now for bling packs and such... but anything else will be done. I will even make it easy for you... cutterbum aka "The Bachelor"@ fubar What are you waiting for?? I think I have some pretty awesome friends so don't prove me wr
Just Me!
I like to write...that's a way to relieve my stress. If someone hurts me, I journal to get it off of my chest. I usually shred it afterwards, but feel better to have written it down. It's a good way to vent. I love the outdoors. You won't offend me one bit if you tell me to GO TAKE A HIKE!(lol). I love the mountains, the rivers, the lakes, the beach. I enjoy picnics and camping and collecting rocks and hiking and even walking in the rain. I strive to get along with everyone. Some people are miserable, so they want everyone else miserable too. I try not to take it too personal, but sometimes it does hurt. I like to find the humor in every situation. I don't want to dwell on the past. WHO AM I????? OK...Hope I don't bore you. My name is Amanda, but I have a lots of nicnames. People have called me "Sunshine" since I was a kid...but as I got older, it kind of morphed to "funshine". Most of my friends knew me as Mandy, but those closest to me call me Amy. I have a ton
Family
my 18 year old son leaves for Afganastan May 27th 2011.  He  will be gone for  a year Please keep my son and my family in your prayers  than he returns home safe.. and all the soldiers are renuite with there families soon My son is in the Army.  He was just informed that his troop will leave for Afganastan in June.. Its very hard on me since hes my baby boy.. I worry everyday about the unknown..Well i know its for a good cause but having a hard time dealing with this right now  Im doing good things have been going alot better lately.  I'm doing rifle marksmanship now and we're supposed to qualify friday. Its pretty much pop up targets from 3 different positions from 50 to 300 meters. If I can hit 36 of 40 targets I get a marksmanship badge. Not alot has happened since I wrote last. We've been pretty much just trying to qualify with our weapons and Ive been doing pretty good. So far I've gotten 31 of 40 which is a sharpshooter badge but im still trying to improve. Thats all he wrote thi
Alonzo Fritz Short Stories
--[Left out of "A Tramp Abroad" because its authenticity seemed doubtful, and could not at that time be proved.--M. T.] More than a thousand years ago this small district was a kingdom --a little bit of a kingdom, a sort of dainty little toy kingdom, as one might say. It was far removed from the jealousies, strifes, and turmoils of that old warlike day, and so its life was a simple life, its people a gentle and guileless race; it lay always in a deep dream of peace, a soft Sabbath tranquillity; there was no malice, there was no envy, there was no ambition, consequently there were no heart-burnings, there was no unhappiness in the land. In the course of time the old king died and his little son Hubert came to the throne. The people's love for him grew daily; he was so good and so pure and so noble, that by and by his love became a passion, almost a worship. Now at his birth the soothsayers had diligently studied the stars and found something written in that shinin
FÅïth, HØpë & LØvë !!
Today, I will delete from my journal two days: yesterday and tomorrow Yesterday was to learn from and tomorrow...well that will be the consequence of what I can do today. Today, I will face life with the sure knowledge that this day will never return. Today, is the last opportunity I have to live intensely, as no one can assure me that I will see tomorrow's sunrise. Today, I will be brave enough not to let any opportunity pass me by, my only alternative is to succeed. Today, I will invest my most valuable resource: my time in the most transcendental work: my life...
Carrie's Bad Azz Boys 4 Life
Carrie's Bad Azz Boys The purpose of this group is to promote the gentlemen of Fubar... There are several Ladies only groups... So, why shouldn't there be a men's only group? The gentlemen that wish to join should be serious about the following: * Being a gentlemen first... You can be a Bad Azz without being disrespectful... * Helping others achieve goals on Fubar... * Drama and hate FREE... * Willing to participate in group activities... * Having NO fear of rating other guys pages... Some of the ideas we have in mind are the following; * A folder on Carrie's page with ripped pictures of all the members, so others will have access to the link to members pages... * A folder on your page where you can keep tags and other pics that relate to this group... * Member of the Week... Each person will rate in order to help him level... This person will be listed each week as Carrie's #2 FRIEND... * Periodic auctions to help members get special prizes for
Alwys A Heart Achnever A Taker
Tell me something people. What adn how would you react to finding out that your best girlfriend has been dateing your x husband who had not even giveing you your divorce papers yet after 2 years ???  In had been the best of friends with her for 10 to 13 years. And you tell me if you think I did the righr thing ,by ending the friendship between her and my x husband??  Ye4a It will take me a very  long time to get over the fact , that thay are together. I dont even want to talk to them right now.  I just cant belive that notonly would thay do it to me,but my son who use to date the girl who my x husband is seeing. ????? Now you tell me. I would love to read your comments on this one.  Thank you. I might  be a large woman that turn off some men. I hate people who have gave comments like, you are so fat that if I made love to you on my bed it would brake. Or you are so dam ugly that my dog wouldnt date you. Or maybe if I close my eyes while makeing love to you a good looking woman would  p
Random Thoughts
The monster is loose what shall happen now do you think we will perish or be the victor. that's the same question i ask every day am i going to be the victor today or the victim so i am siting here getting ready for work hoping that after all is done i will win the night. ASH well here we are again I have time on my hands waiting to go back to work for 12 hours due to this ice storm so i think i will right some stuff and see how it go's. I sit here pondering with mind wide open heart closed where all love has gone have we lost the meaning of love or just let our hearts grow cold to the thought of love so here i sit in a city not my own a place not my own to ponder never more... Ash
Conversations With God
It amazes me sometimes how quickly things change.  One minute I'm sitting here smiling, and with one quick phone call I'm bawling my eyes out.   Last night, a good friend of mine's 9 year old son was climbing a tree in his yard with his friends like he's done a hundred times if he's done it once.  He slipped & fell, and when his grandmother reached him, he had no vitals.  She proceeded to administer CPR until paramedics arrived.  He was admitted into the ICU.  His spinal cord has been severed from his brain, and up until a few hours ago, he registered no brain activity.  He is now showing faint brain activity, but doctors aren't very hopeful that his condition will improve.  I'm asking anyone who reads this to remember Teddy and his family in your prayers and thoughts tonight.  God Bless, and thanks.       As Teddy did not have medical insurance, a fund for medical expenses has been started.  Please read the following local news links if you are interested in helping.  Your contin
M.i.a.
The few months have been extremely difficult to keep up with.  Death of family members.  My son's developmental issues are becoming a crisis level. Specially when it comes to his aggressive behavior.  Doctors have now ruled out Autism and feel he has brain damage.  Some type of birth defect.  Which changes EVERYTHING on how you handle a child with problems like this. I have decided there is only so much I can keep up with online.  Fubar is one of them.   I've had a lot of great times and met some badass people. Thats for sure.  Halo @ SER shit even kevin.. Man knows his shit.  Vomit @ PDP.  AMazing DJ's from all over the world.  I'm glad that I have been able to be a part of it. Oh don't think its that easy to get rid of me.   I'm not deleting my account.   Taking pics down.  I just don't personaly have the time to focus to any lounge or a online website.   I do hope to continue to do  guest sets.  Cause there is always new tunes out there to play.   I still download music at mass
Raven's Laire....muahaha.
Ok I am just a little pissy at the moment. I am not sure because the house is trashed from my little girls sleep over or because i'm being all hormonal or what but I saw a status that really kind of made me wake up and see reality. I have come to realize (and yeah I know this is just a freaking website and it's not like it really bothers me) that some of you are selfish a$$holes. (If you are not one of these then no offense should be taken) I check my bar tab every time I log on and always return pic ratings and etc. If I have been given a gift I always send response saying thanks or I try to send a gift back. If I see friends that are in need of alcohol I try to help them out (although I have been broke for some time on here now but as soon as I replenish my funds I will help out more) But some of you ask for ridiculas amounts of time with rating your pics and al lthis just ebcause you have auto 11's on or hatever. Well you know i'm honestly sick of it. I am no longer helping
Stuff
Sometimes when you think things are going exactly as they should, something happens and changes everything. You have to readjust your thinking, look back and wonder, did I do something wrong? Take a step back and evaluate the situation and figure out if this is really what you want. Making the right move is not always critical, but in some instances the wrong move can have a dramatic effect on those around you. I try to do what I feel is best for me and if others think that's wrong, ohwell in the end it is my life and it is what I make it to be. You can either support what I do, do nothing at all, or go away, either way I will move on. Ever get this strange feeling that something is about to happen? Soemthing good, or something bad and it suddenly changes your mood either positively or negatively? Happens to me some times. I cant explain why I get these feelings, but most of the time they are pretty accurate. so I'm a bit worried, cause right now I got a terrible feeling. I hope it's j
Testing
Okay Friends and Family This wonderful person is looking to make it to Spotlight!! He has done a lot for us so lets Get him there and help him by sending him some fu-bucks!! All You gotta do is click on his picture below and send him as much as you can!! Lets Help Get him There Like I know you all could!!
Is Love Blind?
What a time Wine and dine, dine with wine, Get drunk for the bliss of the time, Is it time or is it in my mind? As the taste cools my tongue I rewind, Relaxed but not all is fine, Reminded by the past I simply sigh, Drenched in misery I ask why, No answers, I don’t expect a reply, Like a game I just try, Did I fail, is my life a lie? Or did I succeed past the visions in my eyes? I could be blind because all I see is behind, Or beforth, still I climb, To who’s ambitions? It must be mine’s, Like discoverers I search to find, Uncovering only a bottle of wine, I drank till my heart is thine, Can you feel my pain like chimes, When the wind blows? Blow me a sign, In the midst of the snow I seek to hide, Underneath warm blankets my face seems shy, The world can’t see me cry, Alone with only a dog at my side, My depression seems to subside, So in my devastation much is abide, Should I remain faithful or should faith be my suicide? The answer may lie in this bottle
Some Of My Poetry
In the Arms of the Savior There may be days to come When the world will seem cold Everything around you falls And you feel all alone No matter where you turn It seems like a dead end You can find no comfort In any of your friends But I have a message From a Friend that loves you He stretched out His arms And shed His blood for you He wants you to call on Him Because He loves you so much It is in His outstretched arms You will find His healing touch In the arms of the Savior You can lay your weary head In His infinite wisdom Is how you should be led During the darkest trial Is what His light is there for You can reach the mountain top In the arms of the Savior The valley may seem to dark And to hard to venture on Yet it is in that moment You can see the risen Son Everything else may fade And disappear in the night But you can still find your way In the warmth of His light In the Darkness of Life I feel so alone In my room of shame Here in my
Please Read.....fyi
HEY EVERYONE, DJ MARLBORO MAN HAS A BIRTHDAY TODAY....LETS SHOW SOME LOVE AND STOP BY HIS PAGE TO RATE HIM AND KEEP HIM SHITFACED...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ~Dj~MarlboroMan~Dj Manager@ fubar HEY EVERYONE.....I'M HERE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT NEXT WEEK SCORPIOQUEEN61(LYNNE) AND MYSELF(BRWNEYEDGIRL35 AKA LISA) MIGHT NOT BE READILY ON HAND.....SCORPIOQUEEN61 IS HAVING SURGERY ON MONDAY MORNING SO PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS THAT DAY.....SHE WILL BE BACK HOME SAME DAY BUT MAY NOT BE FEELING UP TO BEING ONLINE.....I WILL BE IN FOR SURGERY ON TUESDAY MORNING AND WILL BE IN OVERNIGHT AND HOME WEDNESDAY......SO....IF ANY OF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR YOU KNOW ANYONE NEEDING HELP LEVELING ETC.....PLEASE ASK ISLANDGIRL......SHE IS GOING TO BE YOUR GO TO GIRL.....LOL...TY PATTY FOR TAKING IT ON.....LOL.... I WILL BE AROUND TILL LATE MONDAY EVENING AND THEN NOT BACK AGAIN TILL WEDNESDAY UNLESS I CAN USE MY LAPTOP AT THE HOSPITAL TUESDAY NIGHT WHILE MY INSOMNIA KICKS IN......OR MAYBE THEY WILL
Fubar Skins
Click on any of the images and it will take you to my skins page where you can rip whatever skins you want. Enjoy! Flowers N Stripes Double Background Stripes N Dots Double Background Blue Grunge Stripes Double Background Black N Red Double Background Hearts N Royalty Double Background Stripes N Splatter Double Background Xs N Stripes Double Background Skulls N Bolts Double Background Blue N Green Stripes N Stars Double Background Brown Pink Yellow Double Background Ice Cream Double Background Green Static Hearts Double Background
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Love
My heart is darkend from the past,Im very careful about who I let in my future,who I let into my heart. I'm pretty sure I know what love is ....and that in sum small but very big moments in my life I've felt LOVE.I pictured my life so different.So many different roads i could of taken and all the choices I've made play in my head day in and day out.The fact that each time,each moment I had love sumhow slipped right throuht my fingers.All the tears in the world would never bring it back.So I never cried in frount of you...and i changed.I slowely let go and became this cold,lifeless,uncareing,a sence of worthlessness,un sure,and questioning everything person! I have to question peoples movites,feeling,actions,and words.But not any more ..... the me I once knew ..has come back to Fall in love ,to have romance,to hear the words of people and not question. Im at the age now i need to accept the truth of things..i will not be alone ! I will not end up alone and bitter at the evilness of the
Song Lyrics
Wrapped around each other Trying so hard to stay warm That first cold winter together Lying in each other's arms Watching those old movies Falling in love so desperately Honey I was your hero And you were my leading lady CHORUS: We had it all Just like Bogie and Bacall Starring in own old late, late show Sailing away to Key Largo Honey can't you remember We played all the parts That sweet scene of surrender When you gave me your heart Please say you will...play it again 'Cause I love you still Baby this can't be the end CHORUS Here's lookin' at you kid Missing all the things we did We can find it once again, I know Just like they did in Key Largo CHORUS Operator, oh could you help me place this call You see the number on the matchbook is old and faded She�s livin� in l.a. With my best old ex-friend ray A guy she said she knew well and sometimes hated Isn�t that the way they say it goes But let�s forget all
Show Me Some Skin Guys Lol!
Hi Family and friends.....since we no longer need fubux for spotlight for level 48 requirement I want to pay everyone back who sent me fubux donations as I do not want to take ADVANTAGE of my fu friends.....so please to all of you who were so kind to send the fubucks please send me a private message letting me know how much you sent me and I will pay you back!!! Thanks again for all your kindness Diamond Deb :) If any of you have time over the few days I would sure appreciate some rates on my pics I am so close to oracle, Thank you so much Diamond Deb Hi family and friends...since we know longer need fubux for spotlight requirement for level 48 I want to pay everyone back that sent me fubux as I do not want to take advantage of my fu friends..so please there were so many of you who were so kind to send the donations please let me know if you sent me fubux and I will return it to you and once again thanks for all the kindess shown to me here when I was asking for help. thanks again,
Untitled
Love does not conquer all. Truth can destroy any love. Love can ignore truth, yet truth still makes love hurt. When love is broken by truth it then creates knowledge and wisdom. Truth accepts knowledge and wisdom creating an army that breeds hatred and solitude. Hatred and solitude can then turn on both truth and love. Love will be destroyed and truth will still prevail over all. It's raining on me every where I go. I ask you to help me, but you just say no. I'm standing in the puddles, made from all my tears. How can you stop loving me after all these years? In my stomach, I hear the thunder roll in. The longer I wait, the more my sanity grows thin. The lightning flashes as it strikes my heart. The storm is getting worse as we grow further apart. Here comes the tornado destroying memories in its path. All I'm left with now is the consequences of loves wrath. The lights glare deep into her eyes. Cold like stone she stares into nothing and crys. There is a melonchol
What Comes To My Mind
My replacement showed up again I watch as you cavort with her You play with her Give her the gifts you used to give me I cry But I realize it says something And what it says I don't want to explain to you I just want to go away At any moment you have the power to let me in But You lie and let me hang out in the cold You seem relieved She will be better I'm sure She's there Maybe you need her more Enjoy her more, she's fun She's pretty, she's lonely Maybe she needs you too Who am I to stand in the way? I was looking a someone's photographs of tigers in a zoo. It reminded me of a news story that happened maybe 2 years ago. A guy and his friends were at a zoo in California on the day the tiger broke out of its pen. One guy was killed. What a way to die! People don't go to the zoo often. Its an occasional thing. One day you wake up and say, hey, let's go to the zoo, it'll be nice, it'll be fun. You just have a hankerin' to go to the zoo.
Random Stuff
When zombies attack you better have a plan. I just hope Ill be able to get to a samurai sword in time, because when you really think about it theyre pretty ideal. Lightweight, and designed through thousands of years of steel engineering to decapitate human heads. I guess some guy did this test where he made fake human necks in order to demonstrate how easy they could be cut through with a katana, and the dude like barely moved his wrist to get the job done. I find that very disturbing to know that somebody went through the trouble of designing a fake human neck..... Plus swords dont run out of bullets. But, just in case i get in some real trouble, a sawed off shotgun slung around my shoulder like kyle in The Terminator, and a fanny pack full of shells. Of course the fanny pack would need to be tricolor, of the flourescent sort. Now everybody knows that a key resource for surviving any zombie attack is some rope, but i think i would skip the rope since im already carrying a
Stuff
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them. I received this f
Bleaublogger
Time has not healed but rather created these wounds that I feel these nerves raw and grated. Stepping outside and looking back in what a wonderful ride from the start to the end Sure we had issues sure there was pain but you cannot dismiss you can not complain that our lives didn't have meaning or that it all stood for not for the proofs in the gleaning the child we brought into this world as proof of our love this wonderful girl who's life stands above either of ours and this point will remain that we'll both fight the powers that attempt to bring pain to her wonderful heart that's a mix of our lives So we'll start our new starts and we'll start to take strides And we'll both start to heal from these deep cutting wounds moving past what we feel and start singing new tunes and start living new lives and start dreaming new dreams and we'll both start to strive and we'll both start to achieve and we can both then look back and see t
Vids.
Help save the economy. Call this number 973 409 3274 And listen to a 30 second explanation of how legalizing marijauna will help save the economy. Press pound at the end if you agree. 1 million endorsements and the proposal gets sent to Barack Obama.   Spread the word! I missed her good videos... the ones that featured actual dancing instead of just the sluttiness. Funny it comes out in this video of her sluttiest song yet. Samantha Mumber "I'm Right Here"
Good Poems / Good Wisdom
With broken heart and banished life we wait for drops of rain to cry. This is the desert , parched terrarin. Lord , purify what will not die. Our sin has moved our souls from self. We wait for drops of rain to cry in drifts of sand that shift our stance and stall all will to try. The desert is an arid place that waits for drops of rain to cry. Lord , here w seek your swollen face, the gaze that stayed when we denied. The desert holds your chosen race that tasted manna from the sky. the rain that falls is living Grace. Lord Jesus , purify! by Rita A . Flansburg A STRONG WOMAN is one who feels deeply and loves fiercely. Her tears flow just as abundantly as her laughter. She is not afraid to be afraid. A STRONG WOMAN is both soft and powerful. She takes compliments to heart and treats herself like the queen that she is. A STRONG WOMAN is
Outta My Head
The following text conversation started at 3:30 pm, while I was still at work.   Guy:    Hey BabyGuy:    I miss youGuy:    Oh, you don't have your phoneGuy:    TearsGirl:    What?Guy:    I was cryingGirl:    Why?Guy:    Cause I am sadGirl:    Why are you sad?Guy:    I miss you a lotGuy:    ......, I need to ask you somethingGirl:    What is it ......?Guy:    Are you thinking of breaking up with me?Guy:    And be honestGirl:    Unfortunately yes. I haven't said anything yet because it is the hardest thing i have ever done. I do love you, I just don't think I am in love with you.Guy:    It's ok. I kinda thought that's what it was when we talked last.Girl:    I am so sorry .......Guy:    It's okGirl:    Are you sure?Guy:    I knew this would happenGuy:    I saw it in a dream a week agoGirl:    Really?Guy:    YeahGuy:    I have been crying all weekGuy:    So i knewGirl:    What did you see in your dream?Guy:    You leaving meGuy:    Tears in your eyes, but me smilingGuy:    Why I am smil
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Silly =]
http://incredimazing.com/page/Things_to_Say_During_Sex If anyone who has been here longer than since May 31st 2012 and has a salute and is not currently a fumafia player (or is willing to delete their mafia account and start over) wants to help me out and be my mercenary (you don't even have to play once you reach level 5 if you don't want to), please follow this link: http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=301783   If you've ever been interested in whatever the hell fuMafia is, being a mercenary (merc) is a great way to start out the game. You're stronger and you start out with 20K cash flow. So just think about it =]   Thanks! To an Inconstant One By Sir Robert Ayton 1570-1638 I LOVED thee once; I'll love no more--          Thine be the grief as is the blame; Thou art not what thou wast before,          What reason I should be the same?          He that can love unloved again,          Hath better store of love than brain:          God send me love my debts to pay,
My Favorite Thing!
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Sex
USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! 1.Where is your cell phone right now? DESK Your significant other? AFGANISTAN Your hair? REDDISH Your mother? PERFECT Your father? LOVING Your favorite thing? KISSING Your dream last night? ORGASMIC Your favorite drink? BUD LIGHT Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS What room are you in? OFFICE Your hobby? COMPUTERS Your fear? LOVE Where do you want to be in 6 years? ALIVE Where were you last night? BED Something that you are not? EASY Muffins? BLUEBERRY Wish list item? COMPUTER Last thing you did? BUBBLEBATH TV? SELDOM Your pets? DOGS Friends? FEW Your life? BLESSED Your mood? CONTENT Missing someone? YES Drinking? YES Smoking? WHAT? Your car? COBALT Something you're not wearing? BRA Your favorite store? WALMART Your favorite color? BLUE When is the last time you cried? YESTERDAY Who will resend
My Sex 411
Hey everyone I would like some help with this one. I am looking at buying a new car when I get home from Iraq and my price range is up to 36000 I have some choices I really like but I am open to suggestions. Tell me what you would pick and why preferably from this list though. Chevrolet Colorado Chevrolet Monte Carlo (if possible to find new) Chevrolet Silverado Ford Mustang Hyundai Genesis Hyundai Tiburon Mitsubishi Eclipse Mitsubishi Lancer Pontiac G5 Pontiac G6 Pontiac Solstice Saturn Astra Scion tC Yes I would love to put the Corvette and Camaro on there but I haven't been able to price the Camaro and I do believe they are both out of my price range. P.S. More to come There is this girl who happens to be an awesome friend of mine. I have dreams and fantasies about her every night at least when I'm not having nightmares about some of the crap going on here in Iraq. Can anyone tell me what they mean or what I can do about them and yes I'm referring to the nightma
My Dark Place
I Hate This... In My Life There Are Only A Few Things That I Ask For... But Time And Time Again, There Is Something That Constantly Prevents My Goals From Becoming Reality. First, I Would Love To Have A Career As A Police Officer ANYWHERE!!! But Apparently You Can't Achieve That Goal Without Joining The Police Academy... Which Costs Money, Which Thanks To An Ex-Girlfriend Who Stole Every Penny I Ever Saved Up, I Don't Have Too Much Of Anymore. Second, Military!!! I Want To Join The Military With All My Heart, But Apparently I Have Had One Too Many Surgeries, And Broken Bones... So They Pretty Much Look At Me Like I Am Damaged Goods, I Have Been Told By Recruiters That They Will Take Anyone, As Long As You Have The Heart. Well I Have Been Shot Down Several Times, So Fuck What Recruiters Say... Its All Bullshit. And Last But Most Certainly Not Least... A Companion To Spend The Rest Of My Life With, I Have Loved And I Have Lost, But For Once It Would Be N
Sports Opinions
Allen Iverson must decide for himself... It is a dark day in Colts football with the release of the all time great receiver Marvin Harrison. It is both a shame and not really a surprise to this pessimistic writer with the ailing economy the way it is. All too often older players sign hefty contracts with a big bonus pay out at the beginning and the remaining signing bonus strung out over the remaining length of the contract. All too often especially in the NFL there is a massive chance taken on both sides with no realistic end to the payout. The team signs in the hopes they will get enough play production out of the player to make up for the initial bonus and the remaining payments. The player hopes that they will see the majority of the contract without being injured severely or be released, cut or waived before the contract ends. Many times these contracts go both ways and way too often with older players are released unconditionally to save money under the salary ca
Oddities
Sitting along in the dark. I wonder why im here. maybe its to meet someone. maybe its to loss someone. Maybe its both.... To find the fates. The ones who seems to cut the cord way to early. Then i will loss not one but all 9 lives.. Why is it? That life seems to meaningless unless you loss your Social Security Number? That number seems to drive people Insane and sane at the same time.. Well in this darkness. I seen things which the boogie man is even afraid of!!! Yet I still sit here and keep watching. Not scared! But some how in comfort. I giggle to myself. Wondering whats else is here, I get up. Not sure what thing would bump into or I come across. but i still walk away. Leaving my body behind. Not realizing it. I keep walking. Finding out the darkness holds more for me then anything else. So i head deeper... Feeling this drive I turn left. Finding a set of stairs. Up or down I ask myself self. Looking down and up to see what i might see. I think down.. Its full
My Beautiful Gf Poem To Me Love Nos So Much
Beautiful sexy pink Bunnies: i love you more than any words can say i want to be around you always and forevers because you are my heart, no one makes me feel inside like you do, no one brings out my love like you do, and nothing could ever take you from me because our love is forevers Sagittarius will match each other’s intensity and wild side. Both love to play with fire and neither will mind using flattery to get sex. They get along great as friends and lovers and there will be a strong attraction that leads to a long-term love. Children and animals will be involved in this relationship. Finally, both have found someone that matches their stamina, in and out of the bedroom. Sex could be explosive and will be a reason to keep coming back to one another. They will be a powerful combination and friends will maintain that each have met the right person. There is such a thing called love. You will both find luck through marriage. Don’t let boredom creep in or problems will arise.
Poems By...buford63
I woke up this morning and you were there, resting there in my heart and smiling like you care. I woke up this morning and thought of you, wondering what you were doing and hoping you care for me as I do you. I woke up this morning with gladness in my heart. As I thought of your sweet touch and in my life of which you are a part. I woke up this morning content with my life. Praying God for His small blessings and for putting you in my life. I woke up this morning and only physically alone. For when I think of you, my sweetheart I am never alone. I woke up this morning instead of coming to. my last thoughts of the fore night were the same as this morning. And those thoughts my sweetheart........ were of you. I woke up this morning.......... I woke up this morning......... and for the few times in my life I was happy that I woke up this morning. You are special to me Sheila, Ron This world seems so small when i see you online and want to give you
Kidsville Poems/essays/lists
At it Again on Christmastime ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts Dasher faints me dead away. Dancer extols me come what may. Prancer shifts gears for cheer. Vixen plays games far & near. Comet gives all in depth of vision. Cupid embarks no each collision. Donner down, up, around ponders. Blitzen insists of who which I'm fonder. Rudolf glows in sheer delight. Randolph 1/2 steo sgiws whatzit right/light. Calling you out they say, Or get with the program yesterday. But blastingcaps approaches & spins Of bearings lost & where in this have we been ? The total map is all awash & away Until mass oblivion makes it's play. Snow White Steps in Building a Relationship (C 1998 ) Josie Roberts 1. INTEREST ( Bashful ) alias "Interested stranger" to correct false assumptions. WHAT do you want ? 2. CONCERN ( Dopey ) alias "Acquaintance" to resolve ambiguity WHO arouses me, i.e. matters to me & effects me. 3. UNDERSTAND/AP
Random Thoughts....
Find your own pose! Went to Monster Jam in oakland the other night. Decided to go to it late, got there late, and got home late.. but what else is new? I have to admit that ever since last year, when I was at Monster Jam at the Arco Arena, I have been a die hard fan of the Gravedigger.. Even though Arco is inside, super small, and really no room for the trucks to perform at their best ability, the crowd was amped! The show was hot,and Gravedigger was off the hook! Waited the whole show in oakland to see his freestyle performance, and of course he was last. The fucktard flipped his truck in the first 30 sec. OMG! I wanted to shed a tear, was so let down.. (sigh) Monster Mutt Dalmation lmao the truck lookks like a doggie. with a ears and a long tail that sticks up in the air. Oh when it jumped the tail wagged, ears flopped to. what will be next wacked out monster truck? Maybe a Dinosaur, a pretty purple one. Oh wait, wait, that truck was there too. A purple Dinosaur
Girls In Or Near Phila. Come Over & Lets Party!
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Participation/appreciation Interests
I was introduced to art appreciation in the 4th grade, where Mrs. Green was sponsoring Texas UIL competition in that area. I took 30 art pictures home and memorized them in one day according to my mother. I think her memory is bad on this point, but i definitely was entranced and enjoyed several of the pictures all classical. My artistic efforts in those years were pretty limited, mostly of ancient scooners and cars. My 1st choice of art styles is impressionistic and Van Gogh. There is a website, i don't know how they got my name, that gets the public to be juries of artists paintings/photos/sculptures/mixed media each month if the public person will comment on 20 artists. You can skip over ones you just don't feel you are good at evaluating at all. I have participated so far about 7 times. In the competition, the artists that win get their works displayed somewhere in a gallery i don't know where. My favorite artists have been Monet, the contemporary Ukranian Rusakova fa
Art Listings On Ebay
They are everywhere here!!!  I think I'm the only female without boob shots or nekkidness in my photos.  If you wanna see my boobies, just see me drunk at a bar somewhere...ask my boyfriend.  Maybe I will post boob pictures the next time I am shitfaced on fubar...'cause my boobs come out at the bar when I am shitfaced there.    (really, I am kidding...about the fubar thing, anyway...)   PS - This is not an eBay listing...LOL! Hello, Everyone!   I have a new drawing set for a 10 day auction, and starting at $9.99. This is something a little new, the first in an edition of 9 ACEOs that all go together to form an entire new picture. I am very excited about this project, as this is the first time I have ever tried anything like it. I hope you enjoy her!   "Daughters of the Greenman" #1 2.5""x3.5" ACEO/ATC Colored Pencil Drawing http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=350713994782 Hello, folks! I have something a little different up for auction today. These are all l
Funny Stuff.
A chicken farmer went to a local bar.... Sat next to a woman and ordered a glass of champagne..The woman perks up and says, 'How about that? I just ordered a glass of champagne, too!''What a coincidence' the farmer says. 'This is a special day for me.... I am celebrating''This is a special day for me too, I am also celebrating!' says the woman.'What a coincidence!' says the farmer! As they clinked glasses the man asked, 'What are you celebrating?''My husband and I have been trying to have a child and today my gynaecologist told me that I am pregnant!''What a coincidence,' says the man. 'I'm a chicken farmer and for years all of my hens were infertile, but today they are all laying fertilized eggs.''That's great!' says the woman. 'How did your chickens become fertile?''I used a different cock,' he replied.The woman smiled and said, 'What a coincidence.' A  man was sitting on a blanket at the beach. He had no arms and no  legs.Three women were walking past and felt sorry for the  poor ma
Gum Drops & Rainbows.
Just me and you, With the world in our hands, So say what you want I'm really not who you think I am, I keep the ones that make me sane, So stop telling me I'm not who you thought I would be And I'm so much better now that I'm far from you, This passion drowns our need for love Don't you ask me any questions. Just come on and follow me Through the wires and ocean bottoms, Through the skies and empty rooms. From the pit of my stomach Coming out through my throat, Regret and failure, The need to keep you coming back for more. And this is all still so new to me, Our eyes have lost their color. And now I'm trying, I'm trying to keep my balance. But there is nothing, there's nothing to keep me steady. And I'll hold myself up. And I'm so much better now that I'm far from you, This passion drowns our need for love. No, we can't stop even if we wanted to. No one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be So knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not comes
Just Stuff...
I have issues.  Just thought I'd mention it. Not big issues... actually, they hardly qualify AS issues. However, I am kinda feeling them at the moment... like an itchy rash.  Anyone got any anti-itch cream?   I am so over the "female" profiles that are so obviously MALES! Get a f-ing life! I will show my private pics to any guy with the balls to ask but it fuckkking pisses me off when people with profiles like "lezslut(Ladies Only Please)" with NO salute who's status message is "if u wanna see my privates invite me too see yours" shouts me asking to see my private pics! When my response was "either come back representing yourself as the male you are or post a salute as the female you claim to be... then, sure! Not as a "female" with no salute!" Surprise... I get no response. BE WHO YOU ARE OR GET OFF MY PAGE! How do you apologize for hurting someone’s heart? It all made sense in my head… it more than made sense, it was perfect; just what I thought I wa
Me
Everybody get Dangerous - Weezer When I was younger I used to go and tip cows for fun, yeah Actually I didn't do that 'Cos I didn't want the cow to be sad But some of my friends did They were all just a little bit wicked They'd blow up mail boxes With a baseball bat Go for direct hits I know how to win you can forget it They throw rotten eggs into traffic Toilet paper the fences Throw the tables, chairs, and the benches After practice Sometimes we would break into mad fits Causin' damage (Burnin' amplifiers and mic stands) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous I've got a confession That I will make if you will listen Late in the nighttimes We'd drive around with hairspray and sharp knives Lookin' for road kills Lightin' things on fire for cheap thrills Stab the corpses And lick the knives like we'r
Random :d
If you have seen Monsters vs Aliens, you know that scene where the President is playing the keyboard in front of the alien machine thingy? My son and my nephew broke out dancing to it right now when it came on. It was so freaking cute. That is all. Beverly Hills Chihuahua is hilarious after a couple of beers. How awesome am I? Eh? I like throwing random "eh?'s around. It makes life that much more fun. Any whoodle, I've been bored and poking around Facebook. The quizzes on there get my award of randomness. I crack up at the pure and complete randomness of them *sighs* and yes, I am that easily amused. Oh and any whoodle will be my "word of the day" until I wake up tmrw and am less exhausted, lol. Back to what the whole purpose of this blog is... So I took this quiz titled "What Periodic Element Are You?" I loved the answer so much I had to share it with you. How awesome is THAT for you? I know, you're so lucky. Any whoodle, here it is: Emilie completed
Stuff
you guys know me and my songs this one hits the heart SEETHER Careless Whisper I feel so unsureAs I take your hand and lead you to the dance floorAs the music diesSomething in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screneAnd all of the sad goodbyesI'm never going to dance againThese guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendA wasted chance that I've been givenSo I'm never going to dance again...The way I danced with youOhhTime can never mendThe careless whispers of a good friendTo the heart and mindIgnorants is kindTheres no comfort in the truthPain is all you'll findI'm never going to dance againThese guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendA wasted chance that I've been givenSo I'm never going to dance again...The way I danced with youOhhTonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose this crowdMaybe i
Read If You Want
The Sack LunchesI put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat downin my assigned seat.  It was going to be a long flight.'I'm glad I have a good book to read.  Perhaps I willget a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down theaisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surroundingme.  I decided to start a conversation..  'Where areyou headed?'  I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa.  We'll be there for two weeks for specialtraining, and then we're being deployed to  Afghanistan   After flying for about an hour, an announcement was madethat sack lunches were available for five dollars.  Itwould be several hours before we reached the east, and Iquickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask hisbuddy if he planned to buy lunch.   'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sacklunch.  Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks.  I'llwait till we get to base'His friend agreed.I looked a
My Master's Touch (a Serial)
There was an emptiness inside me that burnedNothing could quench it no matter where I turnedThere had to be something out there to fill this void When I finally found You I was overjoyed Curious and eager, Timid and scared I reached out to You and with me You shared A lifestyle of which I had never dreamed Something far beyond me, or so it seemed Seeing the fear and need deep inside me You taught me how good it really can be To trust someone with my body and soul To know what it's like to finally be wholeI knelt before You willingly submissive, naked and afraid The power, knowledge and patience of a Master were displayed You probed and touched and caressed and kissed Every inch of my body, not a spot You did miss You gave me a safeword and pushed me to use itYour teeth bit hard on my nipple but did not abuse itYou proved to me that in You I could trustAnd in me grew a deep devotion and lustBent over Your knees with my eyes shut tightYou caressed my butt cheeks soft and whiteSpanking th
Stuff
MARRIAGEWhen I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with
Gotta Love The Shoutbox : /
I have never had anyone write me a song before, but today a user thought I deserved a song. I am not the only one who has received his loving words, so I want to share with everyone this oh so great man and his "thoughtful" words.   dork: Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there (chorus) I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diar
Another Must Read
YOU'VE GOT TO LOVE THIS RANCHER'S OUTLOOK & COMMON SENSE APPROACHTO LIFE While suturing a cut on the hand of a 75 year old rancher, who'shand was caught in the gate while working cattle, the doctor struck up aconversation with the old man. Eventually the topic got around to Obamaand his bid to be our president.The old rancher said, 'Well, ya know, Obama is a 'Post Turtle''.Not being familiar with the term, the doctor asked him what a'post turtle' was.The old rancher said, 'When you're driving down a country road andyou come across a fence post with a turtle balanced on top, that's a'post turtle'.The old rancher saw the puzzled look on the doctor's face so hecontinued to explain. 'You know he didn't get up there by himself, hedoesn't belong up there, and he doesn't know what to do while he's upthere, and you just wonder what kind of dumb ass put him up there tobegin with' Heads up!!! Cell Phone Numbers went Public on March 4th...... all cell phone numbers are being re
I Cant..resist..
 The car sped away from the crime scene, leaving the deserted section of road clean of all clues of the abduction. Inside, four boys were laughing and hooting it up as their trembling captive, sixteen year old Ashley Donaldson, lay distraught on the floor of the back seat. She couldn’t believe it. She’d missed her ride and was walking home from swim practice. She hadn’t even noticed the car stopping until it was too late. The snatch took all of five seconds, and now she was bound and blindfolded in the back of their car. The guys, they weren’t much older than she was, were having a grand old time of it at her expense. They didn’t otherwise touch her during the ride, but an hour or so later they pulled up to the summer house. Tommy’s parents hadn’t been able to rent it out, so he and his friends had made the case for renting it themselves for the season. After some negotiation, the six of them had been allowed. Now, two of them waited inside for
Wat Is Love
i am tired of men only wanting one thing i am tired of men treating women like shit if you care for a woman show her you mean it don't hurt her don't make her cry don't be like all other men out there cause there will come a time in your life when you see how much that one woman really meant to you and she will be gone he lied there not much to tell he said he loved me then sentenced me to this hell he use me he tried to make me cry but it didn't work he only left me half dead inside but he does not care if he did he would be here but no he left leaving me only one hope that he will one day feel the pain that i now feel i was once a child and would fall for the games i was once a child but now i am not the same all the lies i hear anymore get me to laugh no longer will i fall for the words that get taken back lies are lies and i see through them all just try to make me fall for one you can't and neither can they for i am now a woman that will n
Only Ones Who Know
He sees those eyes and can't help being immersed, oh it's beautiful. In time he's tried to say his mind, but always seems to get hung up on the reason, oh it's pitiful. He sees that it's the feeling of regret. To know that something's waiting there but yet. He has to keep intentions tucked away, Enchanted by the little games they play. Even if she were to let it fall apart, I'm sure there'd be a reason not to show his heart. Any excuse to keep it from coming out, because he he's plagued with doubt. For now they'll just carry on that way, Enchanted by the little games they play. In a foreign place The saving grace, was the feeling that it was a heart that he was stealing. Oh, he was ready to impress and the fierce excitement. The eyes are bright he couldn't wait to get away. I bet the Juliet was just the icing on the cake. Make no mistake, no. And even if somehow we could have shown you the place you wanted Well I'm sure you could have made it that bit better on
Nasa Sts-119 Latest News
Wed, 11 Mar 2009 09:10:03 AM PDT Space shuttle Discovery's external tank is being filled with more than 500,000 gallons of liquid hydrogen and liquid oxygen. The three-hour operation began at 11:56 a.m. EDT. There still is a 95 percent chance that weather will not affect the 9:20 p.m. launch of STS-119. The forecast also is favorable at the Kennedy Space Center Shuttle Landing Facility, Edwards Air Force Base in California and all three overseas Transatlantic sites, should an abort landing be necessary. Thu, 12 Mar 2009 01:02:05 PM PDT Today's scheduled 4 p.m. EDT status meeting to discuss yesterday's scrub of space shuttle Discovery was cancelled. Based on all of the work done over the last 24 hours, teams believe they have sufficient understanding of the hydrogen leak to continue toward a Sunday launch at 7:43 p.m. A Launch Day minus one (L-1) Mission Management Team meeting has been scheduled for Saturday at 1 p.m. Wed, 11 Mar 2009 05:08:16 PM PDT Shuttle La
Hope & Change?
Its not TEA and TAXES. I only hope anyone listening to the mainstream medias’ sad attempt at covering what were being called TEA PARTIES were awakened to the one sided and biased approach that the reporting showed. To the CNN reporter who came to report on a rally, only to show her true colors and biased approach by getting on top of her own soap box, Shame on you! Shame on those at Fox news, who tried to put a conservative republican spin on these protests, you too may soon be part of the mainstream media. The only thing the mainstream media can give an unbiased account of these days is who made it through the last round of American Idol. Oh! Sorry, my bad, they can’t do that either as witnessed by the alleged outing of Adam, as if, that had any bearing on the fact, the dude can sing his Buttocks Off. If anyone has given even the slightest attention to what has been going on in our country for the last twenty years they would know that these protests were not about TEA an
My Poems
Stuck In In a hole cold dark and wet a more scary place I have never met seeing the bright light at the top I try to escape climbing clawing at the dark wet mud trying hard to leave this place behind but the further I go the more these shackels on my ankles seem to drag me down as my demons kick me In the face again I find myself at the bottom still scared still confined and still alone my demons seem to want me here needing feeding on my fear but I cant give up cant give in I have to get out of this hole Iam in so I start to climb again the shackles start to get heavy but somehow i manage to drag them along the demons are kicking again but It dosent hurt anymore than it did befor my confidence builds and I climb some more I can see the light the light getting closer and my shackles are getting looser Clink! my shackles have fallen to the bottom realising ny advantage I start to climb faster and faster finally I reach the top victorious I spring frome my whole Ive done it ive put
True Friends
I woke up next to my wife of 14years and my lover of 18 years...And she passed in her sleep...She was only 38 years old and I was 43, and to young to be a Widower. This was back in 2007--- 2 days after THANKSGIVING...Some holiday Just got Question for who ever reads this..NEED ((((((UNICORN PICTURES))))) for a Trubute to my Wife that passed away in late 2007...... PLZ if you have any.... TKS STAN A true friend is someone who likes you for who you are and not judging your looks or background or where you came from. A true friend is someone like you. I will be hoping to talk to you and read back frm you. Good Morning and have a wonderful new day.
Rants
I FINALLY NEED TO WRITE THIS BLOG BECAUSE SO MANY OF YOU DON'T KNOW WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME OUT AND EVEN SEEM IRRITATED LOL TRUST ME SO AM I!! THIS TAKES AN "ABILITY" AWAY FROM ME AND I THINK ITS TOTAL CRAP! I HOPE THAT IF YOU AGREE WE CAN DO SOMETHING TOGETHER ABOUT THIS!! YOU SHOUT ME AND WRITE TO ME ASKING WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME SO LETS TAKE IT TO THE RIGHT PEOPLE TOGETHER!! THEY DONT LISTEN TO ME ALONE! SO HERE IS WHY YOU CANT PIMP ME OUT.. WHY YOU GET AN ERROR MESSAGE IF YOU TRY. I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE EITHER, JUST SO YOU KNOW. FIRST, I HAD SEVERAL FRIENDS TELL ME THEY COULDN'T PIMP ME SO I HAD THEM TAKE A SNAPSHOT OF THE ERROR SO I COULD SEE WHAT THEY WERE SEEING. AFTER A FEW DAYS WAITING, THINKING IT MIGHT JUST BE SOME GLITCH, I WROTE TO SCRAPPER, BJ, AND FUBAR SUPPORT.. AND WAITED. AS OF TODAY NONE OF THEM HAVE STILL REPLIED. A FRIEND HAD TO GO FIND OUT FOR ME! ALL 1 OF THOSE HAD TO DO WAS REFER ME TO A BLOG!! WHICH I NOW KNOW THIS BLOG THAT THEY HAVE PUT UP WAS POSTED AFTER THE
Random Thoughts & Quotes/syaing Worth Repeating
In the nye of the devil moon, She hunts under your light. The wolf so dark, Her hunger gives her sight. A thirst that is never quenched, Her madness do not take light. For her love unto you be drenched, Her appetite, to start the night. Be consumed as dead lament, Give in or ere is to fight. ~YOU ARE LEAVING GOOD TIMES HERE TO GO BACK AND FACE REALITY~ Show me a sane man and I will be happy to cure him for you .....
A Blog For The People
To preface, I am a tough motherfucker. I can handle anything and have. My wife all of my old friends and my family have died and I'm tired of being alone. I can't believe how hard a day like today can be when you have no one to go home to. I've been hit in the ribs with a bat, shot at and almost stabbed while tracing cars for my shitty job. They don't care. The paperwork just says difficult acquisition. Is it going to change? Fuck no, I'm sentenced to being alone and hated and depended upon by sttrangers until I allow one of these fuckers to actually do me in. Sometimes I just wanna dare one of these assholes to kill me, HOW FUCKING SAD. I can't be this much of a pussy, I can't be this much of an ass. What is gonna happen. Something has got to change. fuck No I will not work on your car No I will not give you my last dollar for wine No I don't care about state trooper's kids I will not give you a few dollars to see your tits No I won't move over and let you take up the majority o
Opinionated
Blessed are the cracked; for it is they who let in the light. Red rain, red rain, she's amused as it trickles down. As if it were tear drops falling, She watches each drop penatrate the ground. Red rain, red rain, As it seeps, it relieves her soul. Her uneasy tempermant deminishes, for once, she feels in control. Red rain, red rain, she's smiling instead of crying. It eases her to feel as if, she can finally emerge from hiding. Red rain, red rain, it's calming to feel it drain. She closes her eyes, whispering her final words, red rain, red rain. things have just been really tense lately with EVERYTHING. i feel like i'm walking through hot coal on my tippy toes. i just want a break from life in general. i wanna get away. actually, even though my mom and i had a shitty relatioship in the past, i want a hug from my mom. i don't care what anyone says. there is nothing like a mom hug. i have to find a new place to live by the 15-30th of april, and it's hard because of shi
Ace Cafe
Come Rock your morning out with Terror Brothers Radios newest dj Phenella live in The Ace Cafe! Wake up and Smell the coffee its time to Rock! Come Rock your morning out with Terror Brothers Radios newest dj Phenella live in The Ace Cafe! Wake up and Smell the coffee its time to Rock!
My Friends
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Its Whateverrrr
1. Name 2. Age 3. City/State 4. Favorite color 5. Favorite food 6. Do you drink? 7. Do you smoke? 8. Do you do drugs? 9. What kinda music do you like? 10. Favorite movie 11. Have any kids? 12. Ever been married/engaged? 13. Whats your life quote? 14. Do you have a job or go to school? 15. What's your opinion on gays/lesbians? 16. Do you believe in God? 17. Whats your religion? 18. Do you live with your parents, a room mate, or yourself? 19. If you said a room mate, it's not your ex, is it? lol 20. If you could tell me anything, what would it be? 21. Ever been in love? 22. Ever cheated on someone? (be honest!) 23. Have any pets? 24. Have any siblings? 25. If i give you my heart, do you promise not to break it? Love is a fucking joke. Im done with it all. If you dont fucking believe that i love you, then something is seriously wrong with that. Shit all i do is talk about you. Ive told all of my friends and family about you. & i dont share stuff like that with my f
Sts9
some real close ups forsure!!!MushMushMush weeeeeeSh*t Rocks!!! not the best one..hehe if U watch closely(33rd sec)...my buddy gets pic of us...lmao weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemush mush mush
Family
Despite 3000 miles of being apart i meant this guy that i like alot. But it might all come to a end due to a honest mistake i made. It is tearing me apart because i really like this guy. I want make it work despite the distance. I know it can work if me and him try to make it work. Part of the reason i know it can work if me and him try is i know people that have meet on Fubar and have made it work. The only huge factor for me and him is the distance and my ex. My life has been a rollar coaster. My relationships with guys have been a rollar coaster. But my last relationship with a guy it had a positive and negative impact in my life. The only thing i didnt expect out of that relationship was my heart having walls around it. I knew in my mind my relationship was over with this one person but i didnt know that i had closed my heart off to being open for love again. It wasnt until i got with my current boyfriend that i realized how closed my heart was. The mere thought of losing him scare
Douchebags!
This one here is a repeat offender who has had multiple profiles and deleted them only to come back and harrass me and Donna both.  His great quest as he says here is to see how many times in a fu-session he can get off????  He forgets I remember him from his last pathetic attempts so have a read and laugh lol! Read bottom to top its from shout box lol!   ->Tony: ya know what i cant afford it but i live on $900 a month and pay all my bills myself feed me and a kid and go to school full time so go fuck yourself you DONT KNOW what i go through and I WILL not be judged by some pissant bastard who is here to beat off to ass many girls as he can how pathetic is that ->Tony: hahah i already got one so i dont need to listen to you beat off to get one lmao Tony: cuz u cant afford ur own Tony: whatever.... go bum vips bich ->Tony: opinions are like assholes everyone has one and yours smells just as bad as anyone elses so why dont you go find some other poor person to torture so your self
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Thinking
where do i belong with in your world do i belong with you do i belong near you do i belong by you i wish i new i wish i could know i wish i could have a clue i wish love wasnt so hard i wish it was more black and white my feelings for you are clear as day to me my heart is yours if you so wish it my body can be near you if you so wish it do i stand beside you do i stand behind you do i stand with you do i stand against you i want to stand beside you everyday i want to stand behind you when scared i want to stand with you in life i want to stand against when i need too at one time things mattered to me... then things changed im not sure when that happened was it one day one time over time but it has and that is why im not sure i can trust you with my heart now from time to time you show you care... other times it is if im not there im tired of playen second to everything im tired of putting on a face for you
Love Me
alone i sit here empty and cold the light beckons me it forces me to be ok hidden away my feelings are showing no emotions is how i feel i have to fight to be alive i have to pertend to care the world has crushed my dreams yet it forces me to be ok i once was alive now i just survive You lifted my spirit. You opened my eyes. You spreeded my wings You tought me to fly. You showed me a smile. You showed me a tear. You showed me that theres nothing to fear. You gave me hope. You gave me peace. You gave me something I expected least. The power to learn. The power to succeed. The wisdom and knowledge there is in me. My vision clears as a tear leaves my eye Just laying here thinking, 1,000 thoughts in my head I want to get up but I stay here instead My mind feels heavy and so does my chest You've broken my heart, just like all the rest I thought you were different but I was so wrong You set up the games while I played along No
From The Mind Of A Lostsoul
The Misery Of My Dying Heart… not even a new love could ever resurrect this cold hearted soul; that lives in pain everyday looking through nothing but the shattered glass as the rain continues to drop down deeper and deeper until his unwanted pulse is coughing up blood again and now that the candle is lit to perfection and ready to drip the thoughts of loneliness away; I sit back with a glass of Whiskey and begin to slip into an unconsciousness as all those wasted out prayers I've prayed over the years seem to get more silent from me and I've come to a point where my lack of faith does me no good anymore; just as wishing on empty promises left themselves to fly back to Heaven where I truly don't belong; the misery of my dying heart is now left for dead before the clouds come up again so now the non existent flowers begin to rise over my own grave and I wait for my own fate to see past all of the mistakes that I have mad
Not That Anyone But Me Cares, Lol
Softly for anyone who knows how it feels to cry and so i cry just a littlebegging to end it all oncejust to bleed a littleand let it all come undoneand i pray just a littleto a god i'm not sure i believebecause all i have is a littlehole where i think a heart is supposed to beand it hurts so much sometimesto know that i seem to always failand that noone will ever see me crybecause i hide the real tears so welland i have to wonder sometimeswhy i can't just let it all goand just move on with the lifethat i cannot seem to outgrowand so i let my tears flowsilently as the weight covers meand i just want to die every daythat i cry myself to sleep softly Nijah Redlin Sometimes the hardest part is feeling at allForcing the teeth to seperate and the words to comeAnd sometimes the hardest part is biting back the wordsBefore they can leave the edge of your tongueAnd more often than not, I will fail at bothI will hurt those I wish to help and badly soI will hold back words I should have sai
Life
Its been 10 months since I wrote anything meaningful, and 2 years since I've written about anything going on in my life. SO! Here goes everything: (Rant warning!) I've decided to actually leave this site for a while. Maybe not for good. Only time will tell. Between trying to get my life straight and listening to half of you bitch and complain about how you never get shit on this site, fuck it. I'm done listening to it. Sadly enough, I'm always by my family's pages. I don't even have my computer to use to get on everyday. BUT I STILL SHOW LOVE DAMN IT. So screw all of you who come by my page once every 2-3 weeks while i'm at yours every day. I have a lot of frustration in my life right now. What I need is not stress, and this site and the people on it are doing just the opposite. Since I don't have the spare cash to level, or show love important enough to warrant getting anything in return It's time for me to say my goodbyes for a while. The only time I will be online on Fubar is to p
Sunday
Smile
STAND We stand here in this world looking around. Trying to decide which path to take in life. Trying to take the correct path. Is it the left or is it the right or is it in front of us? There isn't a sign telling which way to go. We need to make mistakes, so we can learn from them. We couldn't be human if we didn't make mistakes. None of us are perfect, not even close. There are so many different paths to take in our lives. Some of us may take the easier path and some my take the hardest path. The easier path may seem to be the hardest path to take. The hardest path may be the easier path to take. It's up to us to decide which path in life to take. As we walk along the path, we choose we can always ask for as for help or guidance. As humans mistakes are apart of life. We couldn't be human if we didn't make mistakes. None of us are perfect, not even close. Who knows what's in our future, all we can do is Try to find the correct path to take in our lives. The
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I Guess You Could Call It Poetry But Its Just Words I Some Order
standing at the edge of your bed he entered through the window watching waiting you only get 3 moves he says you heart beats rapidly picking up pace sleep isn't on your mind anymore standing at the edge of your bed in a raincoat and hat, burley and bearded. you've known him since you've created him first choice the left foot second choice you were on your arm, but you must move it to get comfortable one more he said only one. you ask what happens if i move more the 3 times? no reply. he decides to grab the chair that sits at the desk sitting down, you twitch...he doesn't realize now sitting at the edge of your bed he waits for you to fall. the next morning comes.. the chair back under the desk and the window shut. no sign of the burly bearded man you wonder. wheres Gary? IT's been too long too long I say We all are moving whether it's backwards or forward we are moving! STILL. Stay STILL. Feed me the pill. I watch everyone moving forward and a lot
Stuff I Wrote A Long Time Ago.
Forever ended yesterday, never begins anewNo more dues to pay and no chance of loving youMy heart lays on the floor, drenched with my sweat and tearsI'm going through the door, I'm getting rid of all my fearsI go out and face the sun, a sun that now laughs at meAs the pain swells to mind-numbing, I find that I can't seeThis sadness rules my mind, leaving me blind, bound in the darkI'm drowning, searching for poisoned air in water filled with sharksI'm longing for your touch, my ties to pain to severThere's no emotion left in my eyes, you leftAnd you took my foreverForever ended yesterday, Never began anewNo more forced dues to pay, no fucking chance of loving youMy heart lays on the floor, ground and shattered hemispheresBut I've already gone through the door, I've gotten rid of all my fearsMy desire has left me, you were all I hadAnd I wonder in desperation, how did I make you madWithout any warning my world has come to an endI have no will left to go on or retreatThrough the deepest
My ~11~ Spot!
OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER Have you thought... ....dream of .... OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER.... As, if we were there... I have imagined it to be similar to this....while we are just all wrapped up in this little bliss... now pay attention as if we were there, ... where?....I have not a date for when, but this is how I believe this will all begin...this only importance to this message I am trying to send... You now know some of MI'.... as I do of you... now things have begun and somehow grew..... Now that we are past the introduction stage... we both know .... there is connection we engage... So, this place we have set to meet.... a place yet unknown but we will greet.... I am thinking I wont say much when I first arrive... we have already shared much and could write an archive.... So, a warm breath of a secret, I may in your ear... just to let you know I have arrived and I am close, and oh so very near.... I could come meet and shake your hand...but from behind... I imagine that would b
Music I Love
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along What I leave, When you go, What I see, And what you show, And what I guess, And when I don't, Is somethin
Love And Relationships
Is it possible to find one in this world To share, to hold, in love grow old Is it possible to find one in this world To sing, to cry, in arms to hold?   Is it possible to find one in this world Who knows your heart and soul Is it possible to find one in this world Who completes your spirit makes you whole?   Is it possible to find one in this world To fall as deep and long and far
Letters To Water
How can i be so disapointed with such a great expectation? Knowing the time it would take to happen how can i be suprised? 14 years of trust, of direction gone and im in shock. where is my friend who came to me and listened with unbias ears. where is the friend that gave of his time willingly and wantingly. where is my sence of pride and joy. you left without saying goodbye you left without one last talk. you just left. you were the one i aspired to be like, the one that showed me the value of a life. let me open my mouth without fear, let me talk loud without regret, without hestitation. i miss that. a week later and i realise just how quiet my life is without you. i know how silent i am to everone but you. Grant me one last voice now, with your head in my lap, and your eyes at my mouth. I miss you. I had my time of sad, but not my time to realise the true reality of what i lost. my only friend stronger then my love. Greater creature then a person and the strongest relationship ive e
If Ignorance Is Bliss..
so, honestly... maybe it's because i could give a shit about football, and yeah i guess it sucks that he got fired and stuff.. but, if i were one of the victims or someone close to the victims, i'd be fucking pissed that the biggest concern is on who got fired... riot because young innocent boys were taken advantage of not because of who lost their jobs.....   i guess in america football is more important than ruined lives... but, thats ok. i didn't have much faith in our society anyway. A half-wit gave you a piece of his mind, and you held on to it. Don't you realize that there are enough people to hate in the world already without your working so hard to give us another?   "Attention is given to those who earn it and not to those who beg for it".. Yeah blame me for your own shortcomings, why don't you.   Your name should be "DJ Drama"... It's fitting. so, swine flu will wipe humanity from the face of the earth because it causes feve
Naughty Thoughts
Ally WayAfter a long night of dancing in a club, watching the strippers do there dance. All you can think of is the smell of cigarettes in the air with the slight hint of perfume. The drinks that just kept coming and of coarse the beautiful breasts that were in your face most of the night, especially these one pair. You sigh and remember these beautiful breasts that were perky, no scars so and didn’t look fake at all.  The light smell of roses were all over them. Those breasts were attached to this wonder full beauty that came out in the best outfit. She started out the show in this black and red velvet corset that tired up the front allowing her voluptuous breasts poke up and look like with any wrong move they would fall out. Bottoms was that of a pair of booty shorts velvet with red ties up sides that matched the corset. Her knee high boots made her even more lovely as they pushed her ass out in all the right places. Her hair was down in slight ringlets, it was the color of  th
Poems
I think of the past Asking for another chanceAs time went onYou moved along in your life I walked away crying I smile and hide my emotionsHappy you have someone newKnowing he's a better manUnderstanding I lost It's over I lost all my chances Looking for my heartI don't know where it isAll I know is you own itMaybe one day I can get it backI will always love you,think about you,dream of what might have beenCopyright ©2009 Saying goodbye is always the hardestBecause you never know what to sayIf it isn’t goodbye you still have no clue what to sayCause you never know if you hear from them againAs time goes on you never knowWhen someone says they need spaceUsually it means goodbyeSo I say goodbye and wish the bestLet time be there to heal all woundsMake it so you don’t have angerMaybe you will remember meMaybe you won’tGuess it all dependsDo you really want to talk to meOr were you being niceWould never knowI loved you I cared and would do anythingBut nothing mattersYou st
Lolita
  I’ve always been a daddy’s girl and my Dad has always treated me like a Princess.  I'm the only girl out of 4 and Daddy always said I was his favorite. Daddy said I was special and that’s why he spoiled me.  Daddy never gave any of my brothers a bath but he gave me one anytime Mommy wasn't home and he always took me on special overnight trips but left my brothers at home.  One day my Daddy caught me in my room masturbating.  Oh Daddy I can't help it!  It just feels so good Daddy.  Don’t worry daddy, I won’t let anyone else play with my pussy…only my Daddy.  I made that promise to my daddy when I was 7 and until I turned 18 and moved away to college I kept that promise and my daddy was the only person to fuck suck and lick my pussy for 10 yrs.  My first week of school I was still missing my daddy and spent lots of time in my dorm masturbating,  while the other girls were out getting drunk and fucked by pretty frat boys.  I found myself gravitating
Christian Lyrics
I’m gong allow myself to unfastened resentment onto the human race with questions of soreness. did God fashioned us to subsist in a world of suffering, misery filling the mind with temptation to assign homicides to our beneficiary human race, or the simple problem of starvation   It’s a disgrace, that people got to go through such thing where we must entrust murders apon strangers faces To carry out production with their wits and the way to get clients is to lie is preeminent fiends only go for the shit that are at it most excellent some say it’s half and half ,there pure but none are good for the intelligent destroying brain cell and we wonder why our kids are so unmannered and monotonous the government has the drug game in a monopoly im not talking about only prescription pills ,but also cocaine, heroin and ecstasy so why stop me from gulping down some henesi Smoking on weed and overdosing on my happy pills that makes see purple bunnies climbing on tree
Poems
Oh Baby Baby Dry Those Tears, Don't think about tomorrow, Just stay right here.   I hold you in my arms, dry those pretty eyes, hold you in my heart, forget about the past babe, time to grow. Tracing the outline of your lips, With Open hand I follow your caresses, Slowly Moving, Together we embrace the years. Like shifting sands, We drifted, Till we cud drift no more, Then like the winter tulips we planted, you fade and go. My dreams startle me to wakefulness, I dream and dream over and over again, The same crisp thought enetering my mind, AS again we part. We try to ressurect the past, But the bitterness remains, Oh how I wish we cud start over, again. We saw so much, We bore the pain, We laughed like children in the rain, We kissed in winter, Huddled in rain, Crept silently Stopped suddenly. where all those years go? <   you said we'd be forever baby, but how was i to know, we cud have stood together baby, faced the winter snow.
Handbook 2010
 I  would never trade my amazing friends, my  wonderful life, my loving family for less gray  hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've  become kinder to myself, and less critical of  myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide  myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement  gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante  garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to  be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen  too many dear friends leave this world too soon;  before they understood the great freedom that  comes with aging.Whose business is it if  I choose to read or play on the computer until 4  AM and sleep until noon? I will dance with  myself to those wonderful tunes of the 60  &70's, and if I, at the same time, wish to  weep over a lost love ... I  will.I  will walk the beach in a swim suit that is  stretched over a bulging body, and will dive  into the waves with abandon if I choose to,  despite the pitying glances from the j
Poetry
What mine eyes has seen is thus, A smile so fine  and truly beautiful tis truly glorious. The beating of my heart it overwhelms, I can chance think of another,  Then you turn and walk away, Sadly, never to discover my heart. Go tell my friends for meThat I'm not comming back,Go tell the gang for meThat I can dance no more, Go tell the ones I loveThat I have gone on home, I'm walking in the graveyard nowAnd I am all alone,And I'll be gone before the leavesBegin to fall again, They're rushing up and down the stairsThe bed is wide and soft,But I lie still and oh so coldBecause my mother's gone, Will I soon see her simple face?I have no dreams or faith,I wish that I could make a songThat tells how good it's been I had the stage, I had the light,The music was the tale,But things are tinged with purple nowAnd these sad notes I play I wait until the autumn comesAnd I will be no more. I am tired of comming home and not finding you there, so tired of being lonely But it wud be

My Angel I am blessed with the love of an angel, Who's smile is brighter than any star, with eyes that sparkle more than any star, whos kiss is sweeter than the finest of wines, and love more powerful than any drug, no dream could ever compare to my angel's presents, nor replace the tenderness of his precious kiss, for me my angel is a dream some true, and my love for him will last until the end of time, I will always worship the times we have, and hold dear to my heart the linger of his last touch, until we meet again, each night I will look at the moon and say I love you to my angel, and be thankful for my dream come true!!  *I am me* There will never be anyone like me. I am special because I am unique. I am stardust and dreams. I am light. I am love and hope. I am hugs and sometimes tears. I am the words "I love you". I am swirls of blue, pink, yellow, purple, orange, and the colors no one can name I am the sky, the sea, the earth. I trust yet I fear. I hid
The God Awful Truth!
This is just “practice” folks… remember that. I do find it kind of weird that they decide to pick “2 billion” as a number out of thin air. Oh and remember Baxter just shipped some Flu Vaccines with live Avian Flu virii in them? Surely there can’t be any kind of dots to connect here… County plans to deal with unthinkable: - http://seguingazette.com/story.lasso?ewcd=58c17e8bae700214 By Ron Maloney The Gazette-Enterprise Published March 19, 2009 SEGUIN — Around the world, up to two billion people have died — depending upon whose count one uses — and in the United States alone deaths could total one third of the population. Somewhere in the federal government, the decision is made and secret medical stockpiles stored at secret locations are loaded into aircraft and, within 12 hours, moved to wherever they are most likely to be able to stop a pandemic that threatens mankind. Local officials have 36 hours to treat their entire population
My Poetry
My thoughts run wild and race to reach a finish line, making my pulse jump with electric shocks that send my blood rushing cold through my veins. Collected yet out of control, spinning with many wild desires that make me contemplate and hesitate wishing someone could just decide for me. With many indecitions,they drive me crazy.Each thought so vivid but also wickedly unclear.I wish someone could just make up my mind for me and point me in the direction I need to go. With every thought that runs wild it creates a frenzy of sleepness nights and hopeless dreams. Maddening me and rendering my hot blood to flow cold. It's a chaotic night for me even when I through it all out to fate. When will it just settle? When will it stop spinning? I can't decide for not one thought will stop.. They loose me in confusion with all there contridictions. Angering me as they just waste time never reaching a final conclusion and ultimate decision. I lay awake with my bones acheing as I break with a cold swe
I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret....
One Thing....That will always make you happygood musicThat makes you completely depressedmyself?That gets you extremely excitedwell, you see there is this boy....That you love the feel ofcontentmentThat you love the smell ofmy perfume XDThat annoys you more than anythingbad musicThat makes you royally pissedpeople...yeah, peopleThat you love to hearThom's voice.That always makes you crydon't laugh....Lord of the Rings movies.That you will never dolet people dictate my lifeThat you have always wanted to doform a bandThat you miss at this very momentmy bed at my parents' houseThat you never do in front of anyone elsestrip?That you dont understandwhy people are so closed mindedThat gets you frustratedpeople being closed minded XDThat you absolutely couldnt live withoutmusicThat you would take with you wherever you gobus pass? lolThat you could eat anytime, day or nightramen!That makes you want to throw upthrow up. lolThat makes you feel completely uncomfortablenot much.That others obsess
News And Chit
sometime today maybe later tonight i will be pulling the plug on our puters and moving them over to our new place its not supposed to be hooked backup til the 7th of may so ill be gone for a bit butttt i will have my yahoo on my cell turned on so if any of yu that need me and have me on yahoo just shout:P AS YOU ALL KNOW IM NOT GOOD WITHBLOGS  BUT THIS LADY CAN USE ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO GET TO FUQUEENPLEASE HELP HER!Amity Kay@ fubar PLEASE HELP HER TO LEVEL SHE IS IN A RACE TO LEVEL AND NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET!Moon's Goddess Fu Engaged to Sgt. Moondevil@ fubar
Random Musings
I was browsing newsrag and found an article that says canola oil is bad for you. It even backs it up. To beat all it says lard, tallow, and animal fat are really good for you. I have been told for years the exact oppisite! Has anyone else heard about this?   here is a link I love Halloween. I love handing out candy, seeing all the great costumes and talking with parents. I even keep up with trends. _For a few years there, you never saw smaller children without their parents. I noticed this year less parents as they stayed in the cars. What few adults I did see mostly stayed along the edge of the road. I realize adults are tired but its still a good ideal to stay close to your children. If nothing else, you can grab their hand and hold them back to keep them from darting back out in the road. Not to mention when I was taking my daughter trick or treating, I liked to visually check out the people who were giving out the treats. I could usually remember which house gave out what
Paranoid Dreams
Broken a soulless being sits upon his tombstone The cold bite of the night winds chills his very bone A look of sadness painted his face a pale faded blue And the love he lost felt so long ago that felt so true And broken he sat till the day his body had finally died On that darkened day the crowes were the only souls that cried For the flesh they banqueted on was the meal made from a broken man   She sat alone with the shadows her only friends to play For thirty long years she never had a word to say Than one day she spoke her very first word And the Heavens burned and Hell came forth with it's fiery sword The woman had now become the only thing left standing Her children died at her feet as she stood there commanding The mighty beasts of Hell to destroy the World of man So Creation can begin all over once again   Death comes for the weak and the weary men in this realm Davey Jones sails the Seven Seas at The Flying Dutchman's helm The daemons of yesteryear come for
My Email Address, Yahoo Im, Myspace & Facebook Pages And More...
**I am a VERY SENTIMENTAL person and I was thinking about all of my childhood memories of growing up in Hampton Roads. In addition, I have included a lot of my own personal memories. I hope these bring back good thoughts for you too. If you have more to add to the list, I'd love to hear them**Do you remember when...* Northside Park had a skateboard ramp and a dirt bike trail. Also, I used to love to go swim at Northside Pool. I used to wish it had an outdoor pool instead of an inside one.* When Burger King used to be across the street from Northside Park where the Pollards Chicken is now. Sarah and I walked up there to meet a guy named Jimmy who went to high school with me and then we snuck out the backdoor after he poured salt in my shoe ;-)* When McDonald's used to have outdoor play equipment. I used to love to bounce in the big purple Grimace and climb up inside the Hamburglar.* When Waterside first opened and they didn't have any clubs and bars. They used to give out free fudge sam
Loving....
Well... Its now less than a week and I'll be in the place i have longed to be in for a while...... In my wifes arms.... A day that I never though would come.... And now that its here.... It feels like a dream.... a dream I know I never want to get woken up from.... I finally get to start a new life of happiness..... and get away from the pain and memories of my past..... I never though I could possible love someone as much as I do my wife..... And most of all... I never thought I would have someone whos my equal.... Someone that doesnt look down on my past or things that have happened before her..... She doesnt see me for my past.... She sees me for my NOW.... She accepts me for everything.... Before anythign else, she has shown me what it truely feels liek to not only have an amazing woman as my wife, but a woman who is also my best friend..... I couldnt possibly ask for anything greater than that...... I Love You Nicole, Heart, Mind, Body, And Soul!!!! Thank You for coming into my
What The Twilight Saga Is About
Breaking Dawn Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."Edward: "Why don't you just tell me who wins?"Alice: "I do. Excellent." Bella: "Oh, Mike! How will I go on?" Tanya: "Ah, Edward. I've missed you." Emmett: "Oooo, scary." Bella: "Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?" Charlie: "Bells, we're up to bat." Edward: "You're awfully small to be so hugely irritating." Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?" Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood." Edward: "Oops." Renee: "Alice wouldn't let us do anything else. Every time we tried, she all but ripped our throats out." Edward: "Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away." Rosalie: "Over my pile of ashes." Edward: "You look so guilty—like you've committed a crime."
New Moon Movie News
Official New Moon Poster: Here it Is! May 19, 2009 · View commentsComments in Poster Alice Cullen’s Yellow Porsche for New Moon Discovered! May 20, 2009 · View comments198 Comments in Italy Set The yellow Porsche that Alice will drive in New Moon has been discovered in Montepulciano, Italy! Ale at TwilightersItalia sends in this report– The big man you can see in some pictures is one of the stuntmen. He had an Alice wig, a bandana, a couple of elbow high red gloves, and seemingly from far he actually looked like our loved little vampire/pixie. Mauro secretly told us that there are two yellow porsche in Montepulciano, placed in different places of the town. As they were not exactly identical, one had yellow brake pad cover and another had them red, Production was willing to spend to the incredible amount of €5800 PER PIECE to have them all red!!!
Military Family
my grandfather was a scrub nurse   Munitions Specialist 1966-1970 volunteered for service in Vietnam but was refused second pic is dad(r) during a loadeo drill 1969 R.A.F. Whethersfield Strategic air Command Flew About the C-135 "Looking Glass" communications plane
Born In October As Me? Read This.... Lmao
LIBRA  (The Lame One)  Nice to everyone they meet.  Their Love is one of a kind.  Silly, fun and sweet.  Have own unique appeal. Most carin g person you will ever meet!  However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... You might end up crying ... This is  M E!! JANUARY Birthdays:   Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at peoples flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious. LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be a
Dancing Devils; Stalking Tigers.
Tell me Remind me Chase the water racing from the sky Always beside me Taste the memories running from my eyes Nervous flashlights scan my dreams Liquid shadows silence their screams I smile at the moon Chasing water from the skyI argue with the clouds Stealing beauty from my eyes Outside the soundness of your mindBathing your soul in silver tears Beneath a blackened summer sky Praying for time to disappear Beneath a summer day Under glass moonlight Night awaits the lamb's arrival Liquid shadows crawl Silver teardrops fall The bride subsides to her survival By your hand I've awakened Bear this honor in my name She would stir in her sleep, her hip rounded by the sheet, her warm back or belly held tight against me.  I would put my fingers in her dark, silky Italian hair, trace them down her shoulders and back and along the sensuous curve of her waist.  I'd kiss the soft skin and the moles just above her navel.  I'd kiss her breasts and stomach and mouth and eyes, then slip her close agai
Just Funny
It is donut day... but secretly its ball kicking day... that in it self should have a national holiday... everyday like 429... well it should be every day at 6 20 which kinda looks like B K D YAYYY Ball kicking Day!!!!! lmmfaoooooooooo! Men... I now know why girls have periods because for a whole month minus a week we have hearts... and we have to be very kind to are men and then when it comes around to our period... BINGO like they throw fireballs at us like: And their HUGE like that and we never see it comming and then their all like omg your such a bitch so we're like whoaaaaaa wait what? So we're like ok... weman are sooo strong mentaly because P Yeah see that guy in the pic he dosent even know whats comming his way!!! MUAHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! And so the Trilogy repeats... And we get in are spider ship and we go back to spendeling mens webs! The End hahahahahahaha I love youuuuu! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPEFULLY IT WILL GO BY FAST! SOMETIMES POT BEARS IF NOT KEPT IN
Bondage?
The days passed for Leah in a strange dreamlike fashion. She tried to keep her hatred for Master burning, but as day passed into day, she became more desperate for the time when he would come to the room. The hours alone passed slowly even with the assignments he gave her. She hated how eagerly her body responded to his touch, to his voice, even to the sound of the key turning in the lock. Even now she could feel the moisture between her legs as she waited for him to bring in dinner.To her surprise, Master entered with a couple of boxes instead of a dinner tray. He took his seat and smiled at her, "You have been so good, Little Rabbit, that I have a treat for you."Leah sat perfectly still, she didn't want to ruin any chance at a treat. The treat must have something to do with the boxes.Carlton smiled warmly at his slave girl. She had come so far in just a month. Her responses to training were beautiful. Tonight would be a good test of her training. "I am taking you downstairs for dinne
Trip'in
Been an interesting trip but almost home. http://flightaware.com/live/flight/ASA97 Last leg, 9 hours.... http://flightaware.com/live/flight/UAL861/history/20090514/0215Z/KIAD/SBGR   奴 Çålm GðÐÐêSS 奴 Well enroute to DC. Check me out http://flightaware.com/live/flight/UAL976
Journey
I took a journey on a highway through life  no one picked me up"cept myself Scares me to know that very few care to see a desperate man They look but they do not see; They have eyes but they don't want to see I tooka journey on a highway through life No one picked me up 'cept myself Scares me to know that very few care  To see a desperate man on a highway singin' to himself And laughin' at the world as it goes by But I'm just laughin at myself the journeys that a person makes are easy or hard; but they always begin with that little step that matters; after that things begin to get clearer and sometimes easier.  So when you make that first step; make it count! they shared a kiss or three; and a grope or two for good measure. they laughed and smiled it was all worthwhile; to feel so much pleasure; the night had become such a treasure
Poetry
Behold my broken heart, so fragile and so frail. What once was full of hope and love, is now embraced in Hell. A heart that loved a lifetime, a heart forever true. A heart that found its keeper the day that I found you. Now a barren, empty wasteland, beneath a cloudy sky. It was true love that broke this heart and sentenced it to die.   I Know I didn't get a good goodbye.I didn't get a last chance to say.I miss you more and more.With each passing day.What I would give to have you hold me.Just one last time.What I would give to tell you how much I careWhat I would give to have you here.I know you have moved on. I wish it was that easy for me.I cant just say I dont love you anymore. Heather Dawn Stephenson Copyright ©2009  Heather Dawn Stephenson In These Walls To any woman who has been hurt by love: Inside these walls you burn, and yet you are so coldI've learned how to hate your wickedness because of what you've told Love and hate you've shown to me can equa
Auctions
YOU CHOOSE AUCTION   IM STARTING AN AUCTION AS SOON AS I GET 15 ENTIRESTHIS AUCTION WILL GO TILL EACH PERSON THAT ENTERS ACCEPTS A BID YES YOU GET TO DECIDE WHEN YOUR AUCTION ENDS UNLESS IT GOES OVER 2 WEEKS THEN I WILL END IT JUST LIKE MY LAST AUCTION THIS ONE COST 50K TO ENTER AND THE BEGINNING BID WILL START AT 100K YOU WILL ALSO CHOOSE IF YOU WANT CASH BIDS TO OUT DO FU $$$ BIDS THE WAY  YOU CHOOSE THAT IS TO JUST LEAVE A COMMENT ON YOUR AUCTION PHOTO SAYING WHAT BID IS THE TOP BID I WILL BE WATCHING THE AUCTION AND ANY DRAMA WILL GET YOU KICKED OUT WITH NO REFUND IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING PLEASE JUST SEND YOUR OFFER AND A PHOTO LINK ALL VIA FUPAL TO KEEP IT SIMPLE I REALLY HATE MAIL SO THE LESS THERE IS THE BETTER I WILL NOTIFY YOU WHEN THE AUCTION STARTS THANKS    
Poetry
This poem I'll give no real introduction, except to say that it was written some months ago. It's one of my favourites - not for content, but for the fact that at the time, this encapsulated -exactly- how I felt about something, and someone, and thus is one of my very best. I feel it strives for the emotions it speaks of without ever over emphasising them; it is to me both subtle and strong, and this is how I wish all my poetry was.     But Shh, Say I     Quiet I keep the many thoughtsThat roil and tumble, in squalls and storms.Hello say I, to thee, and ask the simple question:Say I, "How are you today?" and let it be as mayAnd answer simple doth return to me - nary a suggestionOf what in me, lurks today.Let us joke and titter, giggle and cackle,Let me paper cracks of awkwardness,Let us swiftly fall to silence,While into the fire my thoughts I toss to crackle,No stress:Merely abience.O, but what if I were to say,All the thoughts I had today;What if to tumble out I let,Each pond
Essays
Laura McAllister English 1A Tabitha Villalba Final Essay: Descriptive Essay  
Funny Lmao
First published in the British humor magazine "Punch" on April 3, 1957: Q: What are banks for? A: To make money. Q: For the customers? A: For the banks. Q: Why doesn't bank advertising mention this? A: It would not be in good taste. But it is mentioned by implication in references to reserves of $249,000,000,000 or thereabouts. That is the money they have made. Q: Out of the customers? A: I suppose so. Q: They also mention Assets of $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. Have they made that too? A: Not exactly. That is the money they use to make money. Q: I see. And they keep it in a safe somewhere? A: Not at all. They lend it to customers. Q: Then they haven't got it? A: No. Q: Then how is it Assets? A: They maintain that it would be if they got it back. Q: But they must have some money in a safe somewhere? A: Yes, usually $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. This is called Liabilities. Q: But if they've got it, how can they be liable for
Katone Street Team
An update that is better a little late than never…Last week Katone came out with a new line of merchandise for 2009 that I think his fans will adore! Why not take a look at his Zazzle shop? There are some new shirts online now, and more merch is on the way! Katone's Zazzle StoreAll previous merchandise can still be found at Café Press:  KATONE MerchandiseThank you all, for your support! Onyx Tigress,Katone Street TeamStreet Team Coordinator Executive of PromotionsThe 'Official' Katone Street Team Katone promised his listeners that this month he would release at least two brand new songs from his new album in progress, and I’m here to say that this man certainly does not disappoint! ‘Locked Up and Hidden’ is the first to be released, and ‘Superstars’ will surely be hitting MySpace soon, within the next few week’s tops! I don’t know about all you friends and fans out there, but I am certainly ecstatic!The music from ‘Locked Up a
Tater Is Sick
HEY GUYS... PARDON THE SPELLING OR ANY TYPE-O'S BUT IM PRETTY STRUNG OUT ON MEDS RIGHT NOW...  SO MANY PEOPLE KEEP ASKING WHATS GOING ON SO HERE IS THE JUST OF IT...  I SAW THE ENDOCRINOLOGIST ON MONDAY.  IM BLACK AND BLUE AND RESEMBLE A LARGE PIN CUSHION!  ATLEAST THIS GUY HAD A CLUE UNLIKE THE OTHER QUACKS IVE SEEN.  AFTER MUCH BLOOD NEEDLES AND ULTRASOUNDS, THE VERDICT IS SURGERY ASAP.  THE MASS IS THE SIZE OF A FIST.  ITS THE RIGHT SIDE ONLY.  NO PART OF THE THYROID IS WORKING RIGHT NOW.  HE SCHEDULED ME TO MEET WITH THE SURGEON ON THE 17TH.  HIS HOPES ARE THEY CAN REMOVE THE RIGHT SIDE AND WITH DRUG THERAPY THE LEFT SIDE WILL KICK IN.  UNFORTUNITLY AFTER EXAMING IT THE TUMOR IS NOT SMOOTH.  THERE ARE NODS AND PART OF IT IS SOLID AND PART LIQUID.  HE IS NOT SENDING ME FOR ANOTHER BIOPSY.  HE THINKS THAT ONCE THE SURGEON IS IN THERE HE WILL NO RIGHT AWAY IF ITS CANCER OR NOT.  IF IT IS THEY WILL GO AHEAD AND REMOVE BOTH SIDES... WE ARE HOPING FROM THE LOOKS OF THINGS THAT IS ATTACHE
Sweet
  AS I LAY UNDER THE STARS LOOKING UP IN THE NIGHT SKY ...AS THE PAIN GO'S AWAY FROM MY HEAD DRIFFING OFF TO SLEEP HUGGING THE MAN OF MY DREAMS..MY HEAD IS IN HIS LAP..NO I AM NOT GIVING HEAD SO GET THE HELL OUT OF THE GUTTER NASTY PPL.. licoricehttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/48/79/3209784/tn_1926331529.jpg">@ fubar 'You know I can't believe you,all the things you say,they're not true. [oh oh oh]But I fear I can't just leave you.All I feel is that I need you my love.This is all my spirit can take,anymore and I will surley meet decay.Won't you reach out and touch my heartache,feel it beating, please don't throw it away.I can't believe your careless lies,your burning eyes, pass through me.I never thought our love would die,but how could I, I could not see.Baby girl you know I need you,can't believe that you would leave me this way.If my pain will not appease you,so it please you I've got nothing to say.I now begin to realise,you're not the girl I once knew.But deep beneath those hollow eyes,re
My Poems
Thinking of You My Love       4-23-11     I lay here thinking of you my love. Thinking of the day we are in each others arms for always and forever. Knowing that when we smile we each feel it as though it was a hug around our hearts. Our hearts that some day soon will be one together never to be broken apart. Our love for each other is timeless and no price of gold or silver can buy it. The thought of laying in your arms for always and forever is like having a piece of heaven all for myself. A piece I won't have to share unless a little miracle has come along to make it all that much more special. Laying here thinking of you my love gives me such joy that I have never known. My only wish is to share that joy with you till my last breath leaves my body.   Untitled(7/16/08) I lay here watching you so deep in sleep. You look so peaceful and happy. With each breath you take I feel so lucky to lay beside you each and every night. With you next to me at the end of each day I fee
Word
Would you kiss me? [ ] With Tongue [ ] Yes [ ] No [] Maybe Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep with me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Would you love me? [ ] To death [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] As a friend [ ] Already do [ ] maybe Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] a wife/husband [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] marry me [ ] have sex [ ] other: On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [
Words Put Together To Form Sentences
I watched an ant climb a blade of grass this morning. When he reached the top, his weight bent the blade down to the ground. Then, twisting his thorax with insectile precision, he grabbed hold of the next blade. In this manner, he traveled across the lawn, covering as much distance vertically as he did horizontally, which amused and delighted me.And then, all at once, I had what is sometimes called an "epiphany", a moment of heightened awareness in which everything becomes clear. Yes, hunched over that ant on my hands and knees, I suddenly knew what I had to do...Quit drinking before noon. We’ve  all been there but don’t like to admit it. We’ve all kicked back inour  cubicles and suddenly felt something brewing down below. As much as  wetry to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORK POOP is inevitable.  For thosewho hate pooping at work, following is the Survival Guide for  taking a dumpat work.*CROP DUSTING* When farting, you walk  really fast around the offic
Random Rantings Of A Clown
some people go through life,wondering if they will ever find true love,you sometimes have to go through trial and error,fire and terror,but when you do find love,you want to let the whole world know that you have found someone so special,that they make you feel loved and wanted,when it seems that everyone else hates you you want to share your love with the people you care about,so that they know that love does exist,i have found that special woman to share my deepest thoughts and emotions with,and shes also my best friend. she makes my heart feel so loved,like i have never felt before,her voice,her smile,her laugh,even the way she says "i love you baby"makes my soul smile she means the world to me ,and im going to love her for the rest of my life and anyone who doesnt have a love like this,i hope that you soon find him, or her,because i gotta tell you it is the most wonderful,and warm feeling you could ever imagine i love you ashlee HEY,hows it going my names eggz and im a clown,l
My Thoughtful Spot
There are too many things in this world that can cause us pain. Enough so that it’s not worth counting. A thing for every day from now until our last, and even then, one alone may be enough to fill those days without a breath of rest in between. My grandfather came back from Europe to face night after night of dreams so horrid that he’d wake up screaming, and his only respite was to drink himself into a stupor. Even that didn’t help. 50 years later, the sight of an accident where a family burned alive affected him so deeply that he refused to be sober for three days. But still he never talked about it. It was difficult enough to watch him relive the things he had seen. There were times I wanted to reach into his heart and simply pull them free and discard them. But the important things are never that simple. Are they? As awful as that was, it was still his problem. It wasn’t the people around him that made him think of it. It wasn’t the antics of those
My Story
The time is 2:30 a.m. a night club on Washington street in down town St. Louis is closing a young girl comes out and stumbling around in a drunken state of mind decides to drive home the only problem is that her car is a few blocks away. In the drunken state that she is in she decides to take a shortcut through the alley.  As she is walking down the alleyway all she sees is nothing but abandon building and spray paint that makes a gang symbol. She keeps walking and as she is walking the alley seems to get darker and darker. Till it gets so dark that she cant see her hand in front of her face. She rummages through her purse for a lighter or something to light the path in front of her. Need a light lady? a mysterious man voice says. With that headlights from a car turns on in front of her she starts to run the other way but another set of headlights from another car turns on and blocks her way four guys start to come towards her. You looking for a good time lady? One of the men says whil
Blog
When human consciousness evolves sufficiently the need and purpose for religion will evaporate. Spirituality is very real. To deny spirituality would be to deny ourselves. Religion is a man-made device created by men who needed something to believe in. It is a farce. A mystical explanation was needed to give reasoning to a newly developed world view with a newly developing thought process. Don't get me wrong now most of what I believe in could be described as mystical or mythical but this a different point for consideration. When I was born into this life, my parents were Jehovah's Witnesses. Before you discount my further statements, understand that my adult world view could not be further from the one I was born into. As a child I was fully enveloped in the ministry of said religious purpose. My mom taught me to read by the time I was four. By age five I was proficient enough for public speaking. At age six I was reading and preaching from the bible on a stage in front of Hundreds o
Poems
i was here for you every minute every second of the day to pick you up when you were down and to make you feel wanted and loved... all i wanted in return was you to love me and be honest... i was only good enough for you when it was convenient for you... im not a picture you put up on a shelf to collect dust and only take down when you want to look at when you want.... i am a person with feelings and a wonderful heart... i want to be loved and spoiled and treated like a princess or a woman you truely want... i want to feel your kiss your touch... but i guess i only wanted to much..... You're always in my heart, Always on my mind, No matter how deep the water, You, I always find. My memories are darkening, You're getting more unclear, I've fallen into a tunnel, But I am not to fear. Very soon we'll be as one, Together as we once had been, Filling our memory boxes, For another year of being unseen. Friend: that one special person who make
Blogs 4 Friends & Family
    okay,  If the Title pisses you off  and it makes u think I take this place to seriously then f00k off right now b4 u even read the rest of It!!! and DELET ME!!     I have quiet a few Fu members in my family  that ALOT of ppl dont like, that is my choice this is my page!! i will put in my family whom i choose to!! i do not need u as friends coming to my page leaving shitty jackass comments about somone that i have in my family... You are added to my  friends To TALK TO ME ..Not to put others on my page down or to use my page to put rude ass comments up about ppl u dont like so that u can start your drama bullshit... this blog is open to everyone...  and this is how i feel, the person who fueled this has been BLOCKED!!!...  if  you have anything  negative u would like to say  to me or leave in a photo comment like an ASS, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED TOO!!! best way to say it, is like my grandmother always said  if u dont have something nice to say dont say anything and if u cant come aro
Why?
Farrah Fawcett Dies Posted Jun 25th 2009 1:40PM by TMZ Staff We've learned Farrah Fawcett died at 9:28 AM today. Ryan O'Neal and Alana Stewart were at her bedside. She was 62.She died at St. John's hospital in Santa Monica in the ICU. Also present -- Farrah's longtime friend and hairdresser, Mila Murphy, and Dr. Piero, who has been caring for her.Farrah's only child, Redmond, was not present. He's currently in jail. A petition will have to be filed for Redmond to be able to attend the funeral -- as of now, this hasn't happened.The "Charlie's Angels" star was diagnosed with anal cancer back in 2006.UPDATE: We've learned Ryan and Farrah did not marry during her final days. Alana Stewart, who has known Farrah for 30 years, said "she will always be there as that angel on the shoulder of everyone who loved her."Ryan O'Neal just released the following: "After a long and brave battle with cancer, our beloved Farrah has passed away. Although this is an extremely difficult time for her famil
Bibabygirl..........so Hott.....
COME AND VOTE ON MY MUMMM.....IT MAKES ALL THE  DIFFERENCE...... Below is a guy that goes around saying he will buy u whatever to get on cam and just show ur tits....This guy is full of shit and make sure u buzz kill the sob....hugggggs COME RATE ON MY GIRL.....CLICK LINK BELOW.....
5 Million
I live in North Texas........so you have a camera phone? ......he says   I got me all sorts of shit luv.....why you ask?.........I say   Do you have a camera phone and a webcam sexy?...he says     I have a huge dick...............you queer?..........I say   HUH???  you a man?..........he says     Yesssss..........your HOT............I say     I am sorry, I am not into that.....my bad.....take care.     He says   Now what??????????????   hehehehehe   still a long way to go...................     i need two million fubucks to buy a bud of mine................gimme? Only 4.1........Dig it     Hey, I need 300,000 FU bucks..............
Hiring Bullies
Thats right, a brand new lounge Hiring all staff Greeters Bouncers Promoters Graphic Designers Dj's Carnal Cuties (Cam Girls) Some Management Positions This lounge hasn't open yet, it is in need of staff If interested please click the image below! Carnal Desires, A Brand New Lounge, is currently seeking staff for these positions, Do you have what it takes? Well if you think you do then click one of the images above and find out how to apply
Missing You
 WELL THURSDAY I FOUND OUT THAT MY BEST FRIEND HAS LOST HIS FIGHT WITH CANCER, HE WAS THE SWEETEST KID ROUND. HE KNEW HOW TO MAKE YOU SMILE AND LAUGH WHEN U WERE SAD OR BLUE, HE WAS MY BIGGEST SUPPORT WHEN I GOT DIVORCED HE KNEW HOW TO MAKE SURE I WAS DOING BETTER IN MY LIFE. ALL THE WHILE HE WAS BATTLING CANCER OF ALL TYPES, HE WAS 21 WHEN GOD FINALLY TOOK HIM HOME WITH HIM. HE HAS HIS WINGS AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH HE DIED WITH HIS FAMILY IN PA, BUT I WILL ALWAYS KICK MY SELF FOR 2 YRS HE KEPT TELLING ME YOU NEED TO COME C ME B4 I DIE AND I ALWAYS TOLD HIM YOU WILL KICK THIS CANCER BEN YOU ARE STRONG YOU WILL MAKE IT, BUT SADLY ON THE 21ST OF JUNE GOD CALLED HIM HOME HE SAW THE LIGHT AND WENT WITH JESUS. I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOOD BYE AND IM SAD N MAD AT MYSELF. I REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE TALKED AND HE KEPT ME UPDATED ON HIS HEALTH AND I KEPT HIM UPDATED ON ME BUT HE NEVER WORRIED BOUT HIM JUST EVERYONE ELSE. I LOVED HIM LIKE HE WAS MY LIL BROTHER THAT I NEVER HAD. AND IM GLAD THAT
Little Bit Of Whoa
Ok my friends. I was trolling through the mumms, and noticed all the alternate accounts playing. Those of you that really, truly know me.. know that I view this as a fun game. I like to read their "About me" or check out their friends, pics, fans... etc. So, i have noticed this one asshole in particular, and wanted to check him out. The following, was his "about me"   I nearly DIED!!!     HERE GOES:     There is nothing more beautiful to me, than a woman cumming. The way her body flexes, stomach muscles tighten, hips rise up, then she squeezes.   I'm 6'2 and over 200 pounds. All women are small, to me. I've always heard that they feel safe when they are with me. I like it when women are reserved and quiet, yet i know the dirty thoughts that go on in their heads. I want to exploit EVERY fantasy she has and make it happen. I can fly you to see me, with only two calls. So don't think i'm just another flake on this site. I AM looking for the ONE that can fulfill every fantasy
Melkirk
http://www.neothinksociety.com/default10.aspx?band=1 melkirk http://www.neothinkclubhouses.com/ melkirk  The Kevin Trudeau Show (click link) http://www.ktradionetwork.com/category/show-archives/
Shizz
My MSN doesn't work... Is anyone else feeling my pain or do all you Yanks still use Yahoo...   thanks :| This is no joke btw... I couldn't sleep last night because I knew there was custard slices in me fridge. I went to bed about 11:30PM, and i kept waking up and going downstairs getting drinks. I eventually woke up properly at 3:44 am. And I'm sure it's 'cause there's custard slices in the fridge, because even now, as Im typing this I'm thinking about them. Am I a pregnant man or something? :| You can't even use project playlist now. First they stopped Youtube vid's in certain countries and now it's music on project playlist! Why are they so horrible to us UK folks? I mean, it's not like we're doing anything different to you US folks is it... we're only putting music on our pages, same as you guys and gals. So unless I'm missing a point, could someone please explain to me why o' why are playlists unavailable to people in the UK? I'm not very cognizant with the reasons :|
Thought For The Day
"There is a way to look at the past. Don't hide from it. It will not catch you if you don't repeat it."  R I P Tyler Heilman 7/20/2009 Michaela Widmer 7/25/2009 This world keeps spinning faster to a new disasterInnocent lives are being takenFamilies being torn apartChildren having to grow up without a mommy or daddyIt leaves us here to sit and wonder WHY?Whats next, whose it going to be, what else can possibly happenWe sit and wait for answers, justice to be servedWe sit and wait for the times of a wake and funeral to be announcedYet no matter how much time will passThese lives will never be forgottenOne day you can wake up with a happy familyThat happy family can be torn apart by unexplainable acts of crueltyYou never know when something like this will happenYou don’t have any time to prepareYour friends, family and inner strength is your only backboneYou can rewind time, and you can’t fast-forward itFriends and family you haven’t seen for a while come closerTo
Summer Fun!
I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast! Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick!   I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast!                           Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick!   Night 2- Loverboy -- Joan Jett & the Blackhearts                              hung out with a great friend!   Night 3-  Vaughn Anthony -- John Legend              It was so HOT as in SEXY  -- I thought people were goin' to get it ON!!!!!!   Me is tipsy!   Night 4-  Need to Breathe -- Bare Naked Ladies   Night 5-  Jamey Johnson -- Jason Aldean                  It rained shorted out the chair and someone had to break in and rescue me. Ni
Jeah's Blog
   Love is everywhere,yet elusive at the same time it is  basic,yet complicated. For those who find it,in its purest form,cherist it,care for it. For those who continue to look for it,strive to stay perceptive.and never settle for anything less than the real thing!!! I ask GOD!How do i get the best of out life...GOD'answered!!!keep face your past with out regrets handle your present with confidence,prepare for the future with out the fear! and he added"keep the faith and drop the fear!Dont believe your doubts and never doubts your beliefs. Life is so wonderful if you know how to live!!! The present is invitable remember the power of GOD in you!!!    There is only one success,to be able to spend your life in your own way. Do what make you happy,be with who makes you laugh as much as you breathe,and love as long as you live!!! Just smile and get over it. Anyone who cherishes friendship,doesn't play mind games because of un-found Jealousy,and is one who cares enough to consider ot
To My Future
I have tried to be nice. I have always said hi. I have always tried to keep you shitfaced. I have paid attention to your status's and has been kind enough to ask what was wrong and tried to be real with you. A lot of you know me. I am a friend and I am there when you need me. Now to the issue and I AM GOING TO BE AN ASS!!! DO NOT GET IN MY SHOUT BOX OR PRIVATE MESSAGE OR IN GIFTS AND SAY TO ME "I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS".  I SAY "HI" AND YOU FUCKING IGNORE ME. FUCK YOU!!! FRIENDS DO NOT SAY THAT SHIT. YOU DON'T BOTHER TO ASK IF I AM OK. YOU DON'T ASK WHAT I AM DOING, WHERE I AM AT, NOR DO YOU HELP ME WHEN I ASK FOR FUBUX, OR NEED SHITFACED. SINCE YOU WANT TO ACT THAT WAY GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST. I ALWAYS HAVE TO GO WHERE YOU ARE. BULLSHIT YOU SEE IN MY NAME THAT I WORK IN LOUNGES. I AM BUSY HELPING MY FRIENDS AND THOSE THAT I CARE ABOUT. WE HAVE SHED TEARS TOGETHER FOUGHT, LOST SLEEP, HAVEN'T EATEN, AND BEEN LATE TO APPOINTMENTS. OUR HEARTS HAVE BEEN BROKEN, AND WE GET BACK UP
The Beginning Rants
Ok so get this... we finally get the damned van back on Wednesday, just in time for my Thursday appointment with the doctor..... we didn't even make it HOME!   Damn tranny went out AGAIN on the way home and we ended up parked on the side of the road not 5 miles from the house in the middle of the night.  So now the van is sitting out in front of the house like a lawn ornament along with all the other cars in our graveyard.   But then again I really shouldn't be surprised.  I haven't had a working motor in my life for years (if u catch my drift lol).  I guess I don't have the right fuel. Anyone got a pipe wrench? *raises eyebrow* As I sit here listening to some kickass music from my younger days, I can't help but think of how my life used to be compared to how it is today. And with that sad comparison I realize that like many others, I wish I could go back in time. Back to a time when my body did what I needed it to do, when I needed it to do it. Back to when I didn't have to beg
Funny Stuff On Here
You know what I cant seem to fuckin figure out??Has anyone seen,usually its women,people's pages where they want you to go through so much bullshit just to simply get them to accept your friend request?What the fuck is that about??I mean,gimme afuckin break!!You gotta be kidding me??!What makes 'em even think they're worth doin all that shit for,just to be friends?It's almost like they're God's gift to mankind,yknow?And the other thing is,most of 'em that do it are fat women,and the others are over 40.Hahahaha,it's so fuckin pathetic.Cuz once you do all that shit they ask for,if you decide to do it,then its like they never even talk to you on a regular basis.Hell,I even saw a woman who wanted straight up cash to be added to her family!Man,how pathetic can people be?But I guess thats a stupid question,when asking about the people on here.Anyway,its really fucked up asking for so much shit just to be a friend...and ifyou're asking people to do shit before you add them as a friend,wel...y
Canada Day!
35. "Our national and provincial parks" Sandra Kropinske, Kamloops, B.C.36. Niagara Falls "It's spectacular at night. Canada is fortunate to have a wonder of the world." Tracey Ilnisky, Gilbert Plains, Man.37. Oceans "The smell of the Atlantic Ocean (with icebergs and humpbacks in the background of course!)" Ashlee Mackey, Houston, originally from St. John's, N.L. 38. "Fresh air and blue skies -- you can truly appreciate it after you visit some dirty steel towns." Suzanne Michal, Ottawa39. "Our caring about the environment." Chris Sherlock, LaSalle, Ont. 40. "Watching the Northern Lights dance across the winter sky." Sandi Larson, Cold Lake, Alta.41. Highway 60 through Algonquin Park "Watching for wildlife, namely moose, hidden within the lush landscape is one of our family's favourite pastimes." Louise Aspden, Utopia, Ont. 42. "Red dunes on the beaches in P.E.I." Lisa Mallia, Toronto43. The Trans Canada Highway "It allows us to discover all that our beautiful country has to offer. Tak
My Ramblings
SO,IN THE COURSE OF DOING MY FU-BUISNESS LAST NIGHT, A LADY SEEN MY NSFW PICS AND ASKED IF THEY ARE REAL. I ASSURE YOU THAT ALL MY PICS ARE REAL AND THEY ARE OF ME....  I AM SO SICK OF HEARING PEOPLE CRY ABOUT THE STATE OF AFFAIRS IN ARIZONA. THE POLICE HAVE THE RIGHT TO PULL YOU OVER AT ANY TIME...PERIOD. IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE HERE ILLEGALLY...THEN FUCK YOU!!!  BYE!!!  IF YOU WANT TO GO THROUGH THE PROCESS AND BECOME AN AMERICAN THE RIGHT WAY..."WELCOME TO AMERICA"  BUT,IF YOU ARE ONE OF THE MILLIONS THATS JUMPED ACROSS THE FUCKING BORDER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT...FUCK YOU. IM SO FUCKING SICK OF COMING ACROSS PEOPLE THAT CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING..IN ENGLISH. ITS FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT WE HAVE TO TEACH OUR KIDS SPANISH SO THEY CAN COMMUNICATE WITH OTHERS. LEARN THE LANGUAGE OF THE LAND OR GET THE FUCK OUT! WE ARE NOT IN MEXICO ANYMORE DORTHY...   It seems that my NSFW pics have attracted a woman that looks like a fuking truck driver in drag and she says that my pics are
Smoke Rings In The Dark
Sing me a song, you're a singer Do me a wrong, you're a bringer of evil The Devil is never a maker The less that you give, you're a taker So it's on and on and on ...it's Heaven and Hell, oh well The lover of life's not a sinner The ending is just a beginner The closer you get to the meaning The sooner you'll know that you're dreaming So it's on and on and on Oh it's on and on and on It goes on and on and on, Heaven and Hell I can tell, fool, fool! Well, if it seems to be real, it's illusion For every moment of truth, there's confusion in life Love can be seen as the answer But nobody bleeds for the dancer And it's on and on, on and on and on.... They say that life's a carousel Spinning fast, you've got to ride it well The world is full of Kings and Queens Who blind your eyes then steal your dreams ...it's Heaven and Hell, oh well And they'll tell you black is really white The moon is just the sun at night And when you walk in golden halls You get to keep the gold that falls It's H
A Fairytale Of Her
The Parker Brothers were nothing short of geniuses. Their contribution to forms of enterntainment have lasted far beyond the technologies of todayis amazing. Who has not spent countless hours playing Monopoly, Clue, or even Sorry. Amongst all of these games of our youth, one comes to mind that brought me the most fun. RISK written just like that in big caps, with emphasis placed on the word that should permenately remain.             The premise of this game was to stratagize and execute a plan to conquer the world. How coincedental the premise of ones life mirrors that concept. Can you or more importantly are you capable of taking the RISK to conquer the world you have built for yourself? Many will go thru life making all the safe choices that will not rattle the cage. Getting lost in the clouds of contentment somehow are thought to shadow them from the heat brought on by life. Soon Monday is no different from Tuesday, Wednesday feels like deja- vu, Thursday must be Friday and Saturd
Poetry (do Not Rip)
From whence I came, Of a ferverous delight, A single candle flickered, As it dwindled in light, Twas a dark and stormy night, That I entered this crypt, Of centuries before me, Making my way down, The walls they did drip, In entering into the nobleman's lair, Relics of olde were scattered everywhere, Thinking of my life, And what his may have been, Transported back in time, To a simpler life then, I talked with a man, Who was younger at heart, As he told me the story, That his soulmate did depart, He had held her close, As life still flickered inside, When she died in his arms, He truly lamented inside, Losing his wits and surely his mind, His world was now lost, With his true love that died, As he grabbed the pistol, Which he raised to his chest, He quickly pulled the trigger, Sending a bullet through his breast, Now lying in peace, In life as in death, His true love beside him, Forever in an eternal rest. Where do I start, A wonderous thought, Dream
Ramblings Of A Madman
Okay, so it's not *really* serious, but I need advice.   I'm going to a business orientation tomorrow and business casual is the dress attire.  Coming from a blue collar background, I'm oblivious to this term.  From what I understand, it's something along the lines of slacks or khakis and a polo or dress shirt.   Am I thinking the right idea here?  I need input because I have to go out and buy some clothes, since I have zero pants in this area, that fit lol.   Help an idiotic fella out. How can I? Everything around me is crumbling, everyone near me, I push away or hurt.  I'm a plague, that does nothing but eat away at anything I touch.  I feel like people are better off, as I just cause misery.  If you don't want to continue reading, I understand.  I'm not here to entertain, or ask for forgiveness.  I am here, because I have no where else to turn to. Even now, as I type this, it kills me to share my feelings, and know that it only digs the hole deeper as I'm obviously feeling
Info Blog
hello FABA familyxoxi have cleaned things up i think a lil anywayso im making this blog to announce whats going on as of nowin here u will find hints and tipsand where to find what you need to help us be great!**requirements**R/F/A all members before youa small commitment to love the MOD each day you canread/repost all FABA bulletinsread all NEWS STASH and blogs**incentives**Nominations:THIS IS IMPORTANTmembers nominate eachother (when loved nominate the member to get nominated show love)why do this...10 of them gets you blingmost at month end gets a bonus 3 credit bling for being a great loveryou can find random nomiations to claim by showing members lotsa lovelook for them in the comments of pix or stashes as u RATE them(must reply to original random nomination comment)salute FABA for a nomination    BOMB FABA's bomb album for 3 nominations   rate/comment FABA's bomb album for 5 nominations   FABA will nominate you for each ticker you send   FABA will nominate you for each bl
Simply Me
Entrenched in the thoughts of dark despair....What can be done to help prepare?....RIvers are growing, current so deep....Surrounded by canyons and walls so steep...I try to fightit, my body is weak... Czatching my breathe, unable to speak.... As i push forward, distractions come clear... Uncovering thing I've learned to fear... Pressing issues, this rain can't last long.... Amazed how long I have been so strong....Can I take on more water to reach my dry land?.... Someplace in the sunlight where I can stand?.... Leave behind all those torments of loosiing my path... Pull away all the thing to feel my own wrath....Basking in my essence, find my true glow.... Bury that past, so too never show...........Eric Garcia...Copyright ©2009 .........Smoke and Mirrors......... Arising in thought, my judgment disguised..... Smoke covered mirrors, deep hidden lies..... When will I give into my own true appeal?..... Allow myself triumph or some room to heal..... Walking my days clouded in thought...
A Beautiful Mess
So i have been thinkin about something lately and i want as much input as possible please. one of my friends went through something and it made me think. why are sex offenders able to go to jail and get off so easy. they do some of the worst things. i personally think that killing someone is better than hurting a child and having them go through their whole like knowing about it and having to live with it. can you imagine? i cant. so i was looking at some stuff and thinking some of these people have had mutiple offenses and are not in jail. why? why arent laws on child molestation and child rape or indecent assualt on children more strict? god forbid someone download music illegally or something harmless like that they get a huge fine and like 10 years in prison. but a sex offender might now this is a big might get 10 years in prison. and the ones that dont when they get out they dont even register its crazy the laws for that arent even inforced and its insane. someone if you can pleas
Quo Vadis
No matter how prosaic, practical, and ploddingly unimaginative we may be, we have dreams like everybody else. All of us do. In them even the most down-to-earth and pedestrian of us leave earth behind and go flying, not walking, through the air like pelicans. Even the most respectable go strolling along crowded pavements naked as truth. Even the confirmed disbelievers in an afterlife hold converse with the dead just as the most dyed-in-the-wool debunkers of the supernatural have adventures to make Madame Blavatsky’s hair stand on end. The tears of dreams can be real enough to wet the pillow and the passions of them fierce enough to make the flesh burn. There are times we dream our way to a truth or an insight so overwhelming that it startles us awake and haunts us for years to come. As easily as from room to room, we move from things that happened so long ago we had forgotten them to things lying ahead that may be waiting to happen or trying to happen still. On our way we are as
Recipe Files
Once in a while I get swamped by asskissers-people that are aware that I would unleash my mighty Fox powers (aka tell them the truth about themselves) on them, leaving them defenseless. So they feel like suckin up to me, telling me all these rosey wonderful things.   THe truth is: even if I am nice to you at some point after you have swiped my ass with your metaphorical tongue, I still have the same opinion about you. And chances are, it is not the highest one.   Chances are, that if you are a female (I AM much harder on females cause you represent my gender in a really shitty way), you are a "mummer" and you are one of the popular ones, I dont hold you in much regard. Especially if you have cliqish tendencies. Chances are, I have pretty valid piplines that provide me with more info about you than you could possibly imagine, including your inter/intra Fubar drama. Its really fun to hear stories about your pathetic lil failed lives.     a minor adjust from 9987   Him: wow, you a
Gotta Go!!
well...once again im off..but at least to a much better location.should have internet while im there so should be online in the evening..will try and take some more pics of this beautiful island...when i get back have to leave right away to rhota spain...yup poor me...lol be safe while im gone..and hopefully see you soon                      andy leaving tommorrow for base in schinnen..should be back sunday night///offline till then...take care...and stay safe ok...i will be gone till sunday. will have no phone or internet where i am going....i will then leave tues morning for the azores in portugal...when i get back i will have a day off...then i am off to rhota spain...should have internet at lajes airforce base...not sure about spain yet.....keep me kickin while im gone.  lotsa luv ANDY
My World
Such a wonderful hour sometimes. Your asleep finally having that dream, finally resting, feeling nice and cozy, but at work  u dont let your self get to comfortable so u dont sleep deep. Then BAM the alarm goes off so loud it makes your heart jump and your toes curl at first, then your adrenaline pumps. You have exactly 1 min to wake up 2 mins to be moving by the 3rd you better be on the road......   Fuckin just love 3am.... So today was a good day didnt see much to remind me of the bad things that i see on a daily basis.... Kinda nice, the air was fresh with smog of course, the smell of rain but of course no rain. Tonight spent some quality time with my boys at a video arcade something about being able to blow shit up and shoot random things kinda makes u feel better.... Well for few days now i have been able to sleep with out being woken by the screams of others in my mind. Is a strange feeling waking up to screaming that u think u hear, sounds so real.... But then u look around it
Random Moments Of Misguided Creativity
I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I cannot transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesnt impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls. So a very good friend of mine made a blog about christmas cards and how nice it is to get mail that doesnt include bills, i agree. Ive gotten a card or two from a couple online friends and moomoo actually sent me some chocolates n goodies which absolutely made my day!!! So if you'd like to send me your address to my inbox I think it'd be nice to actually use these stamps that have grown mold from never being used and get in the holiday spirit and maybe make someones day, i know it'd make mine. That is all (h) Have'nt blogged in awhile but something so incredibly sweet happened
Forma Tranquil // Tranquil Form
… forma tranquilo.. dadme el silencio.. el agua, la esperanza.. dadme la lucha.. el hierro los volacanes.. acudid a mis venas y a mi boca.. hablad por mi palabras y mi sangre.. yo presigo una forma que no encuentra mi estilo, forma tranquilo..  …tranquil form.. give me silence.. water, hope.. give me struggle.. iron, volcanoes.. come into my veins and into my mouth.. speak through my words and my blood, tranquil form… .. . . .. …no quiere mas la silaba tardia, lo que trae y retrae el arrecife de mis recuerdos, la irritada espuma..  No quiere mas sino escribir tu nombre… Y Aunque lo calle mi sombrio amor mas tarde lo dira la primavera… .. .   . .. …the world, it nolonger wants the slow-spoken syllable.. what the reef brings, brings back, from my memories, the churned foam..
On My Mind - Blurbs!
Well, some of you have already figured out, I have a Say Now number. This is the number shown next to my Name - and yes, it is a US number, based in PA. Just call and leave me a message, or wait until I am on there, live. Please understand, the message is not allowed to contain sexually explicit content (so don't tell me you want to f*** me. I know you want to!).   How do I reply? I can then send you a reply (voice) or send you a general broadcast, picture or text. Your number, however, will not be shown. Not in my admin section not anywhere else.   What does it cost? Nothing, nada, nix. It costs only your normal phone charges to PA. If you have free long distance, you do not pay anything else.   What does it bring me or you? I listen to every message personally and if I like it, I also reply personally to you. I just like to stay in contact with you all, and if you like to stay in personal contact with me, you just call.   Will things be public? YES! It will be made pub
Poetry
I met this girl one night onlineOne day i wish i can say she's mineBut i know in my mind i'm not her typeAnd i know in my heart that i am rightHer beauty and her charm sends chills down my spine.I wish we woke up next to each other all the timeShe's smart, sexy, gorgeous, and coolMe thinking i'll ever have her makes me feel like a fool.So i guess for now she'll be my  Dream GirlCause why would she pick me when she can have any guy in the world............ A poem done by (Joe Blake) Today is the day i begin my new lifeI spent so many years searching for a wifeI looked high and low near and farBut she won't appear tell me where you areI'm a nice guy who feels he deserves the bestSo till i find my one love i will not restPeople tell me that i should sit and waitBut most of the time i think i'm too lateWhat if my true love passed me byeWhen i was in and out of relationships that made me hurt and cryAll i want is a girl to like me for meAnd than finally and live happy as can be Anoth
Random Bull..sh!t
WTF New Zodiac signs 2011 are: Capricorn: Jan. 20 – Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16 – March 11 Pisces: March 11 – April 18 Aries: April 18 – May 13 Taurus: May 13 – June 21 Gemini: June 21 – July 20 Cancer: July 20 – Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10 – Sept. 16 Virgo: Sept. 16 – Oct. 30 Libra: Oct. 30 – Nov. 23 Scorpio: Nov. 23 – 29 Ophiuchus: Nov. 29 – Dec. 17 Sagittarius: Dec. 17 – Jan. 20 NOW IM NOT WHAT I WAS MY KIDS ARENT WHAT THEY WERE WTH IM ALL DAMN CONFUSED PISCES   Also unassuming, the Pisces zodiac signs and meanings deal with acquiring vast amounts of knowledge, but you would never know it. They keep an extremely low profile compared to others in the zodiac. They are honest, unselfish, trustworthy and often have quiet dispositions. They can be overcautious and sometimes gullible. These qualities can cause the Pisces to be taken advantage of, which is unfortunate as this sign is beautifully gentle, and generous. In the end, however, the Pisces is often the victor of
Family
I have finally reached my breaking point....I no longer have an escape...I have nobody to turn to. Death is much more clearer to me. My whole family has given up on me and has thrown me away and my own girlfriend has done the same thing to me as well. I feel I am better off dead than alive. I am lost in the dark fog that I can no longer see the light. I have given up the fight in me is no longer there, I have been fighting for thirty five years. I cannot fight anymore, I no longer have the strength You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same.Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? ----- desk2. Your significant other? ----- sick3. Your hair? ----- peppered4. Your mother?----- preachin5. Your father?----- sailing6. Your favorite thing?----- compy7. Your dream last ni
I'm Here
I Am Herei am here, do you see me?i am here, do you hear me?i am here, can you feel me?i am here, in your heart. i want you here, so i can see you.i want you here, so i can hear you.i want you here, so i can feel you.i want you here, in my heart. i was there, did you see me?i was there, did you hear me?i was there, did you feel me?i was there, in your heart. you were here, i saw you.you were here, i heard you.you were here, i felt you.but you left, and broke my heart. Melanie This World this world is no longer happy its become dark and desolate we are all at war with one another when will it all end? now hurricanes have ripped through our country and many lives are gone but what about the ones that made it where are they to turn? can anyone save us, from this devistation or are we doomed to live in this hell forever in this not so great nation? can anyone, anyone please answer these questions? Melanie  i did not write this...these are the lyrics to a song by savage garden...  
Sicktanick - Various Other Songs
When you think of sucide tell me what you feelIs it a razor to your wrist or just another cap you wanna peelWhen you deal with the Devil your fate is sealedWhen you deal with something non existent it's like a gun for realThis is the tale of a mad man and a sad man who took the final stepAnd took the Devils hand and regretted it sinceBecause of insolence, he's the killer that ruled his world with an iron fistHis name is Andy, he was abused as a childBeatin' down in school, he lived a scrub lifestyleEven though he had a little money he never caredHe'd rather watch a horror movie and not be scaredOf the reality that's outside his roomA place of hatred, broken promises and eternal doomHe's consumed by these images of death and final restI guess when you break it down it's all he had leftSo one dark night he kissed his grandmother goodnightOnly to roam the back streets of the 505Heroin needles and junkies filled the back part of CentralHis heart was racing he was feeling criticalHe didn't
New Poetry
From head to toe, I never knew I could love you so. But now that I do, I know that it's true. I get lost in your eyes every time we kiss, if you only knew of the bliss. Would you hate me, Cause I love you so?! Or would you wrap me up and never let me go?! As sure as there is breath in my lungs and a beat in my heart, I'll NEVER stray, not for one part!!   Come Hell or Damnation, by your side I'll always be. So, suck it up! Get over it! Cause for me you'll always be, My Guardian; My Heart; My Soul; My Best Friend   My love is all things Eternal, With it....There is no end! Even Diamonds fall from the heavens, leaving a trail across the sky for you to chase and find. Seeing is believing, rarity lies within the capture, The treasure is knowing your One in a Million. Can you catch a falling star, Can you hold the man on the Moon, Can you see eternity in another's eye, Can you catch a piece of Falling Sky?
Johnny's Blog
The first day of Buck season and the first day of Doe season are school holidays. You own only three spices "salt, pepper and Heinz ketchup." Driving is always better in winter because the potholes are filled with snow. Words like "hoagie," "crick," "chipped ham," and "pop" actually mean something to you. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You constantly refer to Pennsylvania as "PA" (pronounced Pee-ay). How many other states do that? You know that Blue Ball, Intercourse, Climax, Bird-in-Hand, Beaver, Moon, Virginville, Paradise, Mars, and Slippery Rock are PA towns. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. You measure distance in hours. You know several people who have hit deer more than once. You often switch from "Heat" to "A/C" in the same day. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend or wife knows how to use them. You can actually eat cold pizza (even for breakfast) and kn
Mfkn Family Info
ABOUT THE MFKN FAMILY Please take a minute to read about the MFKN family. Ok so If you are reading this you're about to find out about what MFKN stands for and where It all came from. Matter fact this should answer all questions and guide you straight through. I once, not to long ago, had the worst day that I have ever had on this site before. Well that day probably turned into the best day, all because MFKN. My name had MFKN in it and my Bestfriend Cruser was helpin me out and talkin me through this really bad day well he decided to take the hearts out of my name and put cross bones and a pitchfork Cause he said, "Bubzy what the hell is wrong with you? hearts do not describe you" he said, "when I see you I think she's a Bad Ass Chick." So after I saw It, I was like you are so right lol I dont know exactly what I was trying to pull off with hearts. He really liked the way it looked so I told him "Hey put your name the same and lets rawk Fubar help eachother out." He had just went thr
Tool
Who are you to wave your finger? Ya' must have been out your head. Eye hole deep in muddy waters. You practically raised the dead. Rob the grave, to snow the cradle. Then burn the evidence down. Soapbox, house of cards, and glass, So don't go tossin' your stones around. You must have been high. You must have been high. You must have been. Foot in mouth, and head up ass. So whatcha talkin' 'bout? Difficult to dance 'round this one 'til you pull it out, boy! You must have been, so high. You must have been, so high. Steal, borrow, refer, save your shady inference. King Guru done hung the juror with the innocent. Now you're weeping shades of chosen indigo Got lemon juice up in your...EYE! When you pissed all over my black kettle You must have been HIGH, HIGH You must have been HIGH, HIGH Who are you to wave your finger? So full of it. Eyeballs deep in muddy waters F***in' hypocrite. Liar, lawyer, mirror, show me. What's the difference? Kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innoc
True Blood Scenes
Confessions Of A Junkie
  (Katie’s tired and ranting) Just because I don’t worship YOUR god does not mean I have no morals…. I’m really tired of people who assume they know my beliefs and then decide to go on   telling me what I believe. I enjoy even more when they point out my so-called beliefs are wrong. Honestly few people know what I may or may not choose to believe in. I think religion and such are very personal and should remain that way. I respect you and your views so respect mine. I take issues with people who pick and chose what part of a religion they will use/believe. Ok I will take this and leave that, ignore this and fuck that. Before you go on a crusade to condemn me get your shit together. People are often confused when they throw scripture at me and I can have an actual discussion with them. I am willing to listen to you and although you may not change my mind I will listen. Now if you just want reassurance or to fight about inconsequential drama im not your g
Curious
Who's Masturbating Most? One of the curious things about sexual behaviour is that it correlates - in frequency, variety, etc. - with social class. Kinsey found that masturbation was more common in educated classes than in those groups concerned with unskilled or manual labour. Of all classes the professional groups masturbate most. Masturbation: Highest Frequency According to the Kinsey Institute, maximum masturbation rates were to be found in children under the age of fifteen. For this age group the maximum frequency of masturbation was in excess of twenty-three times a week. Some females surveyed had experienced orgasm from this source as many as thirty or more times in a week. Some energetic females had masturbated to orgasm as many as one hundred times in a single hour! Healthy Kissing According to the Academy of General Dentistry in the USA, kissing , long reviled for spreading germs, helps prevent tooth decay. Kissing stimulates the production of saliva, which helps reduce
Topic Or Question Of The Week ... =_)
warmth Days like this a warm body, next to a sun filled room is all i need. Soft touch, gentle caress as it touches my skin. I miss the warmth, i need the warmth, crave the warmth. Smile as I know one day it will arrive, smile as for one day i will not have to crave. Warmth is on the way  1st of as I ask this question, it is for couples (committed BF & GF, or Married ones)   ok with that being said here it is "Respect or Controll" - Men and women Plz respond.   My Example is this - Your going out of the home, work etc.... is it controlling to give an FYI to ur Mate or is it Respect? also how about going to be late, or happen to be somewhere else other than known? I have heard different opinions, so plz speak up ... =_)   This morning or afternoon after I woke my head was filled with too many thoughts for sleep. My Motto lately has been "One Day at A Time". Some days being longer than others. I thanks GOD for getting me thru.... Thank You
Just Because
Okay if you know me then u know I help anyone who askes so it's my turn to ask.....plz do me a HUGE favor and go vote/comment this pic for me i'm in a contest and could win anything from bling to a HH!!!! help me out let me know u did and i'll return the love thanks guys         http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2938541&albumid=1822350&i=426916985&idx=9 Being a angel I can give my points to someone for 12 hours   I have done this a couple times for friends however the points don't add up unless a auto is running   So here's the deal from now on if you want 12 hours of my points you are gonna have to give a little to get a little   You may either bling me an Auto 11                or   Gift me a bling pack with enought credits to get myself an Auto 11 any credits left will be used during YOUR 12 hours so you get the points from this as well.   ******LOOK I WILL RATE PEOPLE ALL DAY LONG AND RUN BOMBS IF I HAVE THEM ********BUT********* IF I DO NOT SEE YOU HELPING YOUR SE

FU GENTLEMAN  AND  I BECAME FRIENDS ,,LIKE ANY FRIENDSHIP  DEVELOPES   WE EXCHANGE NUMBERS . ONE OF MY WORST CHOICES EVER!!!!!!!! THE FIRST CALL HE MADE TO ME HE SHOWD UP IN MY HOME TOWN.. ASKING WELL ARE YOU GOING TO OPEN THE DOOR..!!!! IM THINKING OH CRAP..AND MAY I MIND YOU I TOLDHIM FROM THE START I WASNT GOING TO MEET ANYONE FROM HERE ANYTIME SOON... MY DAD WAS IN THE ER WITH A HEARTATTACK THAT DAY AND ALL HE CARED ABOUT WAS WANTING ME TO SUCK HIS YOU KNOW WHAT..NOW IM TELLING EVERYONE BE VERY CAREFUL OF THIS GUY HE IS ALSO A HACKER AND A BAILS BONDS MAN AND BOUNTY HUNTER..SO HE KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY IM SCARRED TO EVEN WALK OUT MY DOOR..IM CHANGING MY CELL,,AND MAYBE MOVING... HE IS NOT A GENTLEMAN AT ALL... WHAT SHOULD I DO FU FRIENDS??? LEAVE ME A COMENT PLEASE IM VERY NERVOUS ABOUT THIS... TO START THIS OUT I BEFRIENDED A MAN IN HERE THAT I KNEW WAS MARRIED... MY BAD I GUESS .. WE GOT FU MARRIED..SEC MISTAKE... I THOUGHT WE WAS GOING TO FRIENDS ONLY.. CAUSE H
Guy's Rules
        GREAT NEW PHOTOS Here SHE is!  As you scroll down, notice the two twin towers on top.
Poetry
I'm not always good with words,saying how I feel seems wrong.All I have ever wantedwas the one thing I could never have.One thing that was always denied me.I jumped in with both feet,when I should have used my head.Is it wrong for me to want things?Wrong to be selfish on occasion?Sometimes I act without thinking,I say things I regret,I hurt those around me.Perhaps I should leave well enough alone,not try to examine what I feel.Shut myself off as I have before.Part of me can't do this,part of me wants to yell and scream,to say yes! I have been done wrong.Yet part of me just wantsthat one little thing that I can't seem to find.When I do I am not sure how to dealI just want to be loved,I want it to be real.  If I were a color, what color would I be? Would I be blue? For without you beside me I just couldn’t see. Would I be red? For the passion in my heart would be taking hold? I am unprepared if that happens, I want to fight being cold. Would I be green? For the things I have seen
The Real Thoughts Of An Unchosen Man By D. R. Watson
All That Truly Matters by Derrick Robert Watson All that truly matters, is that I love myself.All that truly matters, is that I forgive myself.All that truly matters, is that I believe in myself.All that truly matters, is that I do what I can myself.All that truly matters, is that I always be myself. Ask me anything and I will tell you Ask me to love you and I will give you my heart Ask me to be with you and I will make you my queen Ask me to care for you and I will be your servant Ask me to protect you and I will be your guard If there is anything that you want me to do, just Ask Me. Cupid's Wrath by Derrick Robert Watson Love is good when you get it.Love is great when you get it back.Love is good in the kitchen.Love is great in the sack.Love is good with a milkshake.Love is great when you add fries and a Big Mac.Love is good when its funny.Love is great with a laugh.Love is good in the rain.Love is great in the bath.So listen up, if you spoil love, you will feel Cupid's Wrath.
My Poetry
"Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you,In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you." i  have to go take my pill, and send that letter O and do homework YAY he called me WOOHOO!!! damn i was vaccuming and now i cant talk yay im done vaccuming is that how u spell vaccum??? o well cheaters suck STUPID ANIMALS!!! i love my friends i feel happier now i talked to him DAMN i am CRAZY
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Having Fun
WHY BEER IS BETTER THAN WOMEN 1. BEER don't get jealous when you grab another BEER 2. When you go to a bar you can always pick up a BEER 3. A BEER won't get upset when you come home with another BEER on your breath 4. You don't have to wine and dine BEER 5. If you pour a BEER right you'll always get head 6. Hangovers go away 7. When you finish with a BEER, the bottle is still worth 10 cents 8. You don't have to wash a BEER before it tastes good 9. A BEER always goes down easy 10. You can share a BEER with a friend 11. BEER is always wet 12. You know your always the first one to pop a BEER 13. A frigid BEER is a good BEER 14. You can have more than one BEER in a night and not feel guilty (for some guys) 15. You can enjoy BEER all month long 16. BEER will never cry for no reason at all 17. BEER doesn't care how you look 18. You can kill beer before it gets old IF YOU CAN'T READ SOMETHING WITHOUT GETTING OFFENDED THEN DON'T READ THIS! HOPEFULLY THIS
My Randomness
1Wet heat drifts through the afternoonlike a campus dog, a fraternity ghostwaiting to stay home from football games.The arches are empty clear to the sky.Except for the leaves: those lashes of ourthinking and dreaming and drinking sight.The spherical radiance, the Old Englishlook, the sum of our being, "hath percedto the roote" all our springs and fallsand now rolls over our limpness, a dailydragon. We lose our health in a loveof color, drown in a fountain of myriads,as simply as children. It is too hot,our birth was given up to screaming. Ourlife on these street lawns seems silent.The leaves chatter their comparisonsto the wind and the sky fills upbefore we are out of bed. O infiniteour siestas! adobe effigies in a landthat is sick of us and our tanned flesh.The wind blows towards us particularlythe sobbing of our dear friends on bothcoasts. We are sick of living and afraidthat death will not be by water, o sea.   3The alternatives of summer do not removeus from this place. The fain
If Love.......
Don't come to me with your problems I don't need them.Your conscience is a weight that I won't hold. You'd rather ne the only who pretends. Is it cause you've been bought and sold so young? Don't ask me questions cause I don't got the answers. If you only knew what time will tell. It's all a test and lessons that you can't learn. You'll know when you spend your time in hell. As your bloods running thin your times running out. No one will be listening not even when you shout. When your angels turn to devils you'll finally figure out that no one will be with you in the end. As hypocrite you're just a contradiction rapped up in your lie who knows whats real. Well this is it your loely life of fiction. Do you even know how to feel? As your bloods running thin your times running out. No one will be listening not even when you shout. When your angels turn to devils you'll finally figure out that no one will be with you in the end.   Lately, I'm not quite myself. Maybe I do
Silly/true&plain Stupid
when I first found out I had Cancer my boyfriend decided that brain tumors or chronic illness is not something he felt like facing, so he abandoned me.As I was going through treatment toward recovering. I live with my mom.I am and do remain extremely lucky, despite the deficits and disablities from this disease and the reason I went to share this is because I am very thankful to have done so well. I wish everyone who reads this to NEVER GIVE UP your search for wellness, your search for hope and dreams for a cure. I remember waking up in my hospital bed. Music on the little radio, cello and piano, my two favorite instruments. My life flew before my eyes. I just cried. It all came out. I felt the time ahead would be the toughest time of my life. And it has been ... 9/9/09-Update on brain tumor... no new growth. surgery, chemo, and radiation have stopped this thing. at least for the time being. :-) So Now I SIT AT HOME HEALING MY BRAIN FROM BRAIN CANCER SURGERY.And I am thankful to have
Fublic Auctions
FIRE SAFE CIGARETTES have even more garbage in them please read! Petition needs 2000 signatures has right now 179 please please sign it Hi, I signed the petition "FIRE SAFE CIGARETTES". I'm asking you to sign this petition to help us reach our goal of 2,000 signatures. I care deeply about this cause, and I hope you will support our efforts. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/2/fire-safe-cigarettes  
Poetry
The soft seduction of your lips Your venture down to my hips Squirming, shivering, pulling you near I invite you in, I have no fear Our bodies engage two as one Pure excitment, the play has just begun Breathing, sighing, calling your name I assure you for me, this is no game Two hearts beating, sounds just like one Far from over we have just begun Arching, sweating, screams of delight I surely could get use to this every night Meet me in the shadows of your heart The place where only you and I exist Take me with you and hold me in your arms. Meet me in the stars above The place the highest goals live See the light of love shining in my eyes. Meet me at the oceans edge The place where the water cleanses Take me to a place of absolute purity. Meet me at the forest's clearing The place where the trees part Where we are sheltered and safe. Meet me at the billowy clouds The place where heaven and earth touch Dance with me in the sky and share our joy. Meet me o
Keyword Research
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Some Old Poems
Why after all these years do you now want to shy from me? Am I some disease to you that you'd like wiped out?Has our blood bond be damaged so severely never to be repaired? Why forsake me when I birthed you, gave you life?Have I become nothing to you? Do you even miss me an ounce? What have I done to deserve this?How do you feel for me now? I still love you with all my heart. Does your heart feel the same way as mine? I don't understand. I'm left with questions which none can be answered. Will any ever be answered for me? I don't want to hear the cruel words you speak with such venom.Why take your frustrations out on me? What did I do? Tell me!I'm here all the time. Everyday I'm here for you.Why make me feel dead inside? Why blame me for your failures?You're hardly there for me, I'm alone in this farce.I don't want to be the one any longer to carry the burden.I don't think you understand how much you degrade me.I don't even know if you truly feel at all! Do you? Can you?I don't know wh
Jas
when i think back on all the things ive done it makes me sad. It makes me wish i hadnt hurt the people i have.  The changes ive made are effecting the people in my life direrently.  I wonder sometimes if there is a way to please every body but i know the only one i have to please is myself. But im not pleased with the the maybe i should haves in my life. Its that hind sight that keep sober people drunk inside.  It says to thy own self be true, but what  if ones own self is not acceptable to him or others. this is the self i lost while drinking, i had so many masks i wore for diff people i lost the original. It may sound negative as hell but what needs to be done is a real fuck em all and roll with myself as i am, to certain ones i have to be patiant and understanding. some its love me or leave me . people say they find serenity in sobriety i cant find it beceause maybe i dont deserve it or am not looking overanalyzation will be the death of me  like i said just rambling  punch me in th
Numerology
The Numerology of 44 (Dealing with my new age...)44 is a powerful number. Know why? Because the 4 vibrates with paying attention to detail and building a solid foundation for the future. In 44, that effect is doubled. Plus, the two numbers (4 and 4), adding up to 8, have an umbrella vibration of effective management, controlling group dynamics, building large structures (buildings, bridges, organizations), and financial control.44 is a “master number” in numerology, meaning it has an extremely potent vibration, but also falls back into its lower vibration when not held appropriately… In a nutshell, I find it to have meanings of sacrifice and balance, work and structure, yet exertion and decay.Impeccability, desire with insight, wisdom with reason, intensity, conviction, adeptship, heroism, self-control, discipline, controlled energy focused.44 is magnificence and manifestation - the master architect and alchemist who can transform an idea and structure into a powerfu
Both Genders
first off i like to say i well be updateing this time from time on people you need to watch out for i hate when people get used lie and or lead on playing with someone elses emotions and then when it happens to them they bitch and complan but they forget who they have hurt them selfs well and before you say anything this does not just happen on fubar it happens in real life too offline people are too chicken shit who have no balls to simply tell the other person there not itnerested rather then just want to lie and keep it going like a sick game tell someone gets hurt in the end first off we got this woman who is 35 she sent some guy to my profile becuse she was too much of a pussy just becuse you got a pussy does not mean you have to be one anyways he block me all ebcuse i asked her why she lie her name is Cougar~prowlin' around i was readingsomeone blog asking this subjectDo long distance relationships ever work? I mean really do they?------------------------------------------an
Sometimes I Write
Lying here stripped On the floor, bare to the world all that I am instances of joy...instances of tears comfortably sickened by my own frustrations...pain...anxieties...passions... Feeling wanted Lost in a moment Gratitude for not being found.....out Trying so hard to make this last forever Biting my lip, making every breath count for something The yearning burns so wildly The earning makes me only want more than I have the imagination plays so many tricks on me And yet what would I do if it were real want it, need it, be it more Take it for every lil thing it was worth Use it up into oblivion....I cry out thinking of how wonderful it could be how wonderful it is I can not be broken down...and then I am and not just for a second...but for good and over and over again I survive the fear... the absolute disregard for my own self preservation and then everything comes to me in waves excitement, pleasure, action and reaction the storm of words brewing in my mi
The Revolution Will Not Be Televised
Landing a job like getting into Harvard By Samuel Sherraden, Special to CNN   Editor's note: Samuel Sherraden is a policy analyst for the Economic Growth Program at the New America Foundation, a Washington-based think tank that promotes innovative thought across the ideological spectrum. Washington, D.C. (CNN) -- The 650,000 jobs created or saved by the stimulus package so far make up only a small step toward correcting the gap between the tens of millions of unemployed people and the few openings that those people are fighting over. Even the administration's goal of creating 3.5 million jobs is far below what the economy really needs. With an official unemployment rate of 10.2 percent, the gap between the number of full-time job openings and the number of people who are unemployed has widened. Since the beginning of the recession in December 2007, job openings declined from 4.4 million to 2.4 million and the number of officially unemployed persons grew from 7.5 million to 15.7 m
They Stole My Heart..
my purse has become a diaper bag.my diaper bag has become my purse.i can talk on the phone, feed a baby, and update fubar all at once.i heal bumps and bruises with a kiss.my shirt usually smells like milk and i don't care.i wash more bottles than actual dishes.i take 5 minute showers and still feel refreshed.relaxing consists of breastfeeding and reading a magazine.i actually use the coupons i receive in the mail.my usual laundry load consists of pink shirts, tiny socks, and Dora underwear.i sacrifice what i want for what they need.i conquer fatigue and a dirty house.i am depended on.and i know the meaning of unconditional love.i am a warrior.but they call me mami. I want a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot,who calls me back when i hang up on him,who will stay awake just to watch me sleep. The boy who kisses my forehead,who wants to show me off to the world,who holds my hand in front of his friend,who thinks i'm just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly remini
Razakel - Femicide
"I want you to pray to your God. I want you to pray that he comes and saves you. I want lightning to come down and crash upon my fuckin' head.""Oh Jesus.""Louder!""Bless the earth.""I don't feel anything.""Oh, oh oh, I feel it, Oh great God Almighty I repent, I repent. Aww, I feel the love of the God God God Almighty. Oh the Holy Spirit is in my body."I'm your darkest reflection, I'm that Devil insideI'm the reason that it rains, I'm so wicked I make God cryFrom high up above he cries when I take a life"I am the Devil and I am here to do the Devil's work"I stick a knife deeper inside, this is femicideHeaven must have cried when they learned the likes of meCold hearted heathen with the tongue of blasphemeI'll leave you suffering welcoming my sanityTaken away from meWill God save a person like me - NO!Does he hold a special place for me - NO!Is he even alive, is he real - NO!You'll never be saved, repent not, go out and killI wake up with blood dripping from my mouth and chinSeems that I
Quotes
When you leave true love unspoken, it is the quickest way to a heavy heart   Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders & says... 'Oh crap....she's awake!!!'   Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones.   May your day be filled with blessingsLike the sun that lights the sky,And may you always have the courageTo spread your wings and fly!   PARENT - Job DescriptionThis is hysterical. If it had been presented this way,I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!!POSITION :Mom, Mommy, Mama, MaDad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, PopJOB DESCRIPTION :Long term, team players needed, for challengingpermanent work in anoften chaotic environment.Candidates must possess excellent communicationand organizational skills and be willing to workvariable hours, which will include evenings and weekendsand frequent 24
Boogers!
Yea, so we all know[ or.. Most do.. ] Bri has O.C.D Majorly. [ Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is an illness that causes people to have unwanted thoughts (obsessions) and to repeat certain behaviors (compulsions) over and over again. We all have habits and routines in our daily lives, such as brushing our teeth before bed. However, for people with OCD, patterns of behavior get in the way of their daily lives.Most people with OCD know that their obsessions and compulsions make no sense, but they can't ignore or stop them.]Mine are :Concern with order, symmetry (balance) and exactnessWorry that a task has been done poorly, even when the person knows this is not trueThinking about certain sounds, images, words or numbers all the timelemme Explain, Everything I have Has to have a mirror Image, So Lets say I have a fire place mantle and on that Mantle I have a mirror in the middle, On either side of that mirror has to be the EXACT same thing, so if I have a candle on one side I have to
Poetry
Our Colors Never Run by Courtney Leigh Spruiell   We march under this flagDefending the home we loveProtecting people we never metDying for our loved onesWe'll never tuck our tails and runCowards we'll never beWe wear these colors with prideProud to be who we are todayBeing brave and fearlessOur colors will never run or stainBut we still stand strongFamilies and friends pray For us to come home safelyDoing our job with prideWith heart and respectNever once did we fold under pressureIn heart, mind, or spiritThe blood we lose strengthens our bondYou blame us for death and destructionBut you won't fight We are bound to youWe fight for youWe'll never quit until we are finishedWe wear this uniform with dignitySee what we see through our eyesMarching on because you careNever falling and never crawlingWe march beside our brothers and sistersNever to our death but to our livesProtecting our loved onesProud to be who we areOur hearts beat strongOur souls lives on Death Remebrance Ballad
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The World According To Dr Puffkin
  Gentlemen   Whilst partaking of a brisk walk along the promenade I happened across an unfortunate young lady who was valiantly attempting to convey her child up a considerable incline.  I took a moment to consider her circumstance and decided there and then that we should find a way to assist. On returning to my place of residence I withdrew to my study and immediately set about finding a solution and I am pleased to inform you that I have indeed come up with a solution so striking in its simplicity that I am astounded that nobody had thought to employ its use at an earlier juncture. Gentlemen, I propose we manufacture and supply, at a reasonable cost, the 'Dr Nathaniel Swingbin Puffkin, patented, steam powered hovering perambulator'. I have taken the liberty to design and build a working prototype of which I have attached a photograph.   Yours,   Dr Nathaniel Swingbin Puffkin.     Sir, one must speculate to accumulate. If I might offer a proposal? Some colleagues and
Im Too Messed Up For Fu
this is lol letter to one person sorry what the fuck kind of shit is that.  stupid, u dont want me say so.  if u do and u chicken then stop being such a chicken.  do u really think its going to help a friendship for one party to reject the other come on.  u lose that person no matter what once one person falls in love with other friendship is gone.  it hurts to much for that person to be friend.  u called it ultimatum but its only way it can work.  lol the song my way or the highway is playing.  yeah its my way or the highway it has to be cause i love me.  u would tell me to step up and do this with any other man as my best friend.  why cant u see that now that its u.  well u eiher will hate me or not.  i will lose u probably lol most likly but i will stop hurting eventually and maybe i will be able to move on.  u care about me i know so i know u want that.  i ruined friendship by falling in love.  sorry about that its stupid. ok let me tell u who i am, its not all good but i still th
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Great Love Songs Or Songs Of The Night
Always Suns rise and setMoons come and goStars journey to a distant skyTides ebb and flowClouds form and fadeAs if to silently sayThat all we ever really have is tomorrow’s yesterdayBut there’s something that timewill never ever ownAnd one day time itselfwill have to finally showthat though the winds of change may carry away the daysMy heart will be here holding youalways. -- Terah Cox ©2003 All Rights Reserved. Copy or distribution for commercial usewithout author’s permission is strictly prohibited. For All Love Takes Sometimes love takes patienceSometimes love takes timeSometimes love takes us fora wild and bumpy rideSometimes love takes all we’ve gotto get us back on trackSometimes love takes us awayto show us the way backAnd love always takes heart and soulso that it might liveBecause all love takesis nothingcompared to what love can give -- Terah Cox ©2003 All Rights Reserved. Copy or distribution for commercial usewithout author’s permis
Chey
im so sicl of people assuming that im single when it clearly states in a relationship..... dont people ever fully check out the profiles.... please let me know if u what u think people should do cuz some take the word friends alil to far. whats ur opinion on people not respeting the profile? why is it when  u love someone and let them do what they need to it seems forever before they come back to u or call or call? why do u get so lonely with out them? how long do we wait to be with the one we love when they are a truck driver?
Forefu
For years i have started various projects to try to help employ ppl so they could make an income while spending time on the net instead of wasting it away on foolish things like watching crappy Youtube videos  and twittering about how bad their last fart stunk so it will show up on all their frenz iphones. Its all just a huge waste of time.This year has been a big lesson for me. and i realize I can only depend on myself when it comes to reliable people on the net. All of my projects have come crashing down in failure because no one has the passion enough in the hearts to believe in anything anymore. This is why i am single and will remain so, and as well why U spend all your money on the net instead of MAKING IT. Youre all are too busy striving for glory while doing little to nothing to truly earn it through diligence and hard work.....and THAT quite frankly disgusts me. Ask yourself, how has your life changed since you started using the web? Most of you will probably say nothing, and

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