Love Me Tenderly's blog: "dad rantings"

Well. Mum has finally decided that she is gona throw him out soon. She told my aunt that she's "in the process of kickin him out". She wouldnt tell my aunt that if she wasnt serious. She gave him the ultimatium of "GET OUT or GET A JOB" like a month ago, u'd think he'd go do sumthing. NOPE. NOTHING. he jus goes out & drinks everyday basically now. He is sill in her room. Sleepin in her bed, with all his stuff spread around. You know a real man wouldnt be doin this to a woman. But noooo he cant be a man he has to be an ASSHOLE. She's stuck on the couch that has a million holes in it. As soon as we come back from vacation, we're cleanin out his room & movin anything thats in her room thats his back into his room & i think she's finally gona kick him out down to the couch. He is jus really gettin to me now. I dont know y. Ever since the fire everything he has been doin is pissin me off. & it jus shows me that I dont ever want this kinda shit in a guy im with. Ill go crazy if I do. Im slightly losing it now with him. Rawr

He is so damn annoyin bout everything he does, you'd think he'd figure out by now we dont care wat he has to say bout anything. No hes to damn stupid for that. A Peanut has more of a brain then he does, & even my mum agrees wit that one. You'd think that he'd be round the doing shit, cleanin up his room from the fire.. Nope.. I HAD TO TAKE his box spring out, because he went out n drank for the 3rd nite in a row since the fire.. I also had to take out his mattress & his trash from the bak porch.. I shouldnt have had to do that, its his mess. & then instead of sleepin on the couch like he's supposed too, my mum is. She's the one that works for a living. He purposely comes home & go straight upstairs & goes to sleep in her room. Im pissed bout that. cuz wit her bak she shouldnt be sleepin on the couch.. Gah. I hate him soo much.

wow. 2nite was jus interesting. there was a FIRE. in my dads room. cuz he is retarted. he left sumthing on & it fell into the trash can & caught fire. I was downstairs in the dinningroom on the computer n i smelled sumthing. & we've had an outlet burn before, thats wat i thought it was. n the asshole was downstairs in the livingroom too. Well i start goin lookin everywhere for a hot outlet wall feel.. cuz everything looked smokey when i was in the kitchen. Well then u hear my mums feet pounding n then she screams down cuz me & him r tryn to figure out wat the smokes comin from.. n shes like "its ur fuckin room u asshole".. n he ran upstairs.. i go freak out lookin for an fire extingrisher n dont u kno we threw it out years bak cuz it was expired but in panic i didnt remember. & then im tryin to run water up.. & his room n the bathroom had the most smoke in it, so i immediately start coughin reall bad.. & my mum tells me to go start opening windows n get a fan out n shit like that.. soo yeah.. Now my dad doesnt have a bed. ha. his fault. & the sad thing is this isnt the first time he's done this type of shit wit a ciggerette & my mum said thats wat it was.. cuz the there was no candle wax anywhere soo it couldnt be the candles he has in his room.. soo yeah.. But i dont feel bad for him at all.. not one bit.. he did this to himself.. he can have the one mattress i have that is his.. but thats it.. he aint sleepin in my room n he isnt gettin my box spring either.. soo hes screwed.. hope he enjoys the couch.. I swear if i hear him complain bout one damn thing anytime soon within the next week bout where hes sleepin or bout his bak hurtin from the couch.. ima flip cuz its his own damn fault.. But ima go outside n sit for a lil bit & get sum fresh cold air in my lungs cuz my chest hurts a lil & i dont feel good..