Kitty Kat's blog: "Lost"

If I Told You Once, I Told You Twice You Can See It My Eyes I'm All Cried Out With Nothing To Say Your Everything I Want It To Be If You Could Only See Your Heart Belongs To Me I Love You So Much I'm Hurting For Your Touch Come And Set Me Free Forever Yours I'll Be Baby Won't You Come And Take This Pain Away

I see the couples are walkin` by Feel like I Don`t wanna be alone today So glad no one can see what I hide Deep inside How it feels to be The girl who never gets the right guy Tell me why When there`s so much I`ve got to give I wake up reaching out in the night Ready to hold him tight `Til I realize That nobody is there When will it be me? When will I be the one Somebody`s dreaming of? When`s it gonna be? When will I find my heart Lyin` inside the arms That never let me go? I`d really like to know When will it be me? My friends seem to have all the love Knocks on their door and walks right in I know that I am worthy of what I`ve been wishing for I can`t wait no more Love`s nowhere to be found Feeling his tender touch Talkin` bout forever together Givin` him all my love That`s been trying to break free When will it be me? When will I be the one Somebody`s dreaming of? When`s it gonna be? When will I find my heart Lyin` inside the arms That never let me go? I`d really like to know When will it be me? Don`t wanna be alone No more I`m telling you what I need I want someone who loves me for me And when will it be? Wonder when it will be me? When will it be me? When will I be the one Somebody`s dreaming of? When`s it gonna be? When will I find my heart Lyin` inside the arms That never let me go? I`d really like to know When will it be me? I ask myself When will it be me?

Sometimes i just dont understand why certain things happen. I get lost in everything in my life. Its almost as though sometimes i feel like im being swallowed by this thing we call life. Its like my life is never right or there are always some secrets i have to hide. I dont want to be that kind of person anymore. I dont want to have to care what other people may say or think about me or my life. Im so lost in love right now. Im fallen hard but i cant do much about it. I want to try something but if i do drama will start. Do i try it out and see if i can get through the drama or do i just leave it as a secret. I dont want secrets cause they led to lies...i dont want that.... I just need some advice im sooo lost in love what do i do....