A Muse Thing's blog: "My Mind Is Always Thinking..."

Lost in time and space, lost without a trace. Looking for a a friend, with a helping hand. My lifes unknown plan, I don't know if I can. Hold my head up high, without the question why. Look into my heart, look into my mind. What am I to do, where am I to find. The reason why I'm here, the reason for my tears. If only I could know, a simple place to go. I just might be aware, of all who really care. But for now I'll try, to find a reason why. Just to stay awake, and be here one more day...

There are so many different types of people in our lives. When you come to the point where you think you've figured them all out, a new one pops up and takes you by surprise. My life has had so many ups an downs that I gave up on planning and trying to figure it out a long time ago. I just take what is given to me and make the best of it. Well, I have to say that life has done it to me again. In a good way, that is...lol So that's two good things in a little over a week and that's a new record for me and life...lol... I hope the positives keep flowing my way. Thanks to all that have said a prayer for me. It's really working.... Take Care All... :)

What do you do when you want someone you can't have? What do you do when life is never fair? What do you do when everyone is so busy running around that they can't see the pain that surrounds you and tears you open from the inside out? Who is there to pick you up when you just can't stand in this life anymore? If it wasn't for my best friend, then I think I would have just melted away into the sea of eturnity a long, long time ago. Thank you Misha for all that you've done to keep me in this world and help me to keep breathing. May God bless you forever with his love and grace so that your life will get better. You are the sister I never had and best friend anyone could ever ask for... I Love You.....