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Writing & Poetry
That Day.... It was a steamy August nightWhen you first crossed my pathAt first I hid from sightBut that would never last You were but a strangerIn a place I knew so wellLittle did I know it would beThe beginning of my hell I was such a social butterflyJust flitting around my friendsI had so many of themI thought it would never end But then you took my handAnd in your charming waysYou started down a pathWith the DEAD END sign hidden in a haze By the time I saw the darkness fallMy friends I could not findYou held my hand even harderAnd led the way; I was blind But then one day, I woke upSurrounded by people I never knewAnd when I tried to get awayYour grasp was like super-glue It was then that I noticedThe pure evilness in your eyesI was unable to make an escapeAnd no one could hear my cries Then one day, the sun came outand on me, it began to shineThe law they came to take youAnd, in essence, gave me what was mine And as I stood there lettingThe sun shine rain on
Daily Bread
You fill my Thoughts You fill my Dreams You fill my Desires Yet you do not fill my Arms The distance is Afar Time passes Slow The other end of a Phone And CT are what I Have As time draws Near The distance becomes Clear Waiting for Beauty My One and Only Cutie My smile says it All I'm in Neverland My tinkerbell Awaits 10 Seconds is Heaven Why is it that when you are Happy and feel so full of life, that nothing ever gets you down? When you are down and feel lonely, why is it so hard to get back up? I have been on such a high elevation of happiness these past 7 weeks, I can barely contain myself, then, BAM, like a hammer to the forhead I feel myself falling to the ground. Is it that the one person I want to be closest to, is too far away to be close to? A simple voice on the phone, a few words on the internet, an email, anything to turn me back up. Without her for even 8 or ten hours of conscience thought and I feel so alone, yet I know that she is there, in my heart
I wanted to ask you all to please pray for my family. I got a call today that Adam Michael my Step sisters baby passed away this morning from Sids.If you would please take a few minutes and lift my family in prayer. My step sister Erin is not doing well at all. Adam would of been 3 months old next week. This is really sad for all of us. Im shocked and stunned right now. You think this can never happen to you. Please do me one favor right now love your children. Hug them and Kiss them. Much Love to you..BooBoo Booboo is asking us to Please use this tag on Wednesday for the funeral. You may rip it here. Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28 Anyone wishing to Flamewalker's nephew Sgt. Brennan C. Gibson... I have made up a tag that will be open to rip on the morning of 12/26 for everyone to use as your primary. I like to ask that everyone to use it until the 28th... I will send out a bulletin on the 26th with the link. The Link will be out around Midnight Tonigh
as alot of u already know, i started my first civilian job last monday... well today we had a meeting and my team leader let us know that they all decided that they hired too many people... so sometime in the next week or so, they are letting 2 people from each section go... im freaking out right now! i dont wanna lose this job... so to say the least, its been a bad day... i have been on here for a little over a month now and have noticed alot of people that whine, talk alot of shit, and then i noticed people that are real... on that note, if ur in my friends list and have any problems with the military in any kind of way, then please feel free to delete urself from my list. i do not have time for the BS!!!! i just read and reposted a bulletin that made me disgusted... so if u hate the way our military is run, who it is runned by, or just our military in general, do us all a favor by disappearing! and if u think u can do what i do everyday, then by all means, switch places wi
...something I Need To Say...
I am doll eyes Doll mouth, doll legs I am doll arms Big veins, dog bait Yeah, they really want you They really want you, they really do Yeah, they really want you They really want you, but I do too I want to be the girl with the most cake I love him so much, it just turns to hate I fake it so real I am beyond fake And someday you will ache like I ache And someday you will ache like I ache And someday you will ache like I ache And someday you will ache like I ache Someday you will ache like I ache I am doll parts Bad skin, doll heart It stands for a knife For the rest of my life Yeah, they really want you They really want you, they really do Yeah, they really want you They really want you, but I do too I want to be the girl with the most cake He only loves those things because he loves to see them break I fake it so real I am beyond fake And someday you will ache like I ache And someday you will ache like I ache Someday you will ache like I ache A
The Eyes Of A Deadman
Originally Posted: August 19, 2006 Look what happened while I was sleeping... The stupid fairy has come back to the surface to grace us with another lullabi of incoherent rantings about things yet again; her little world inside her head has come to imagine... I did to her... Now should we pich part the little things she ranted about and watch her lil world come crumbling down on her... First I have a question for everyone... How can you sleep with someone that is a completely different state... If you rememeber... I was in Georgia and Nicole was In Trenton Fla. and Rebecca was in Crestview Fla... How the hell did I sleep with Rebecca??? Damn I know my dick is big but damn I guess it can reach 368 miles away... No wonder I have back pains... I have to carry a load that big... So If i was in Ft. Gordon Ga... How did I cheat on Nicole for her to just go off and sleep with Turtle? That act of revenge she says... was nothing more her not being able to control her own hormones and not
My Life........
Today I am writing about myself. This for all those people who think they know me, people who would like to know me and for the ones that really do. I work for a living at a job I love. It is a very public job and I am not the most public person around. For this reason, I don't date or hang out with men from the city or county that I live in. I am a mother to 2 monsters. I have raised them alone for the last 9 yrs. I have a 14 yr old son and a 10 yr old daughter. I own my car, I own my house, I have a cat and a rat. I am not a materialistic person at all. I like to have nice things but it doesn't always work out that way, someday I hope it does and if it doesn't, no big deal to me. I laugh, I cry, I have feelings, I go that extra mile to help anyone that I can. I get mad, I say things I shouldn't and at times, I am very bold in what I say. I am told I am beautiful, I don't believe it. I goof off on this damn computer alot but I am never someone on here that I am not in person. I don't
Friends And Fans
Contest For The Ladies!!!
Well I went back to the studio today now that the holidays are over and I had time to take a break from recording and writing for the new album. Started working on a new song today because I was inspired by someone to write this. I am truly blessed to have met this person here for she has filled the void in my heart. Friends? yes. the future who knows. But now its time to get back to the recording now. Also I'll be getting that east coast tour planning started by the end of the month. Looking forward to meeting some of you on that end of the world. Thank you for the requests to play in that area so I'll be talking with my manager to see about getting some shows there and if time stop and visit instead of just doing a gig then heading out to the next town/state. either way it will be fun and kick ass to be back on the road once again!!!! so if wish for me to come tear your town up, then let me know so I can get the stuff in order with my manager.... Until then I'll see you on the
The Girl In The Dark Has a beautiful face without a name And a beautiful smile to hide the pain This Girl In the Dark Has cuts up her arm Loves nothing more then self harm This Girl in the dark Doesn??t know how much longer she can keep trying Everyday she??s slowly dying This Girl in the Dark Sits all alone Wants a place to truly call home This Girl in the dark Wants nothing more then to be free I know this because this Girl is me Who am I? What happened? Where am I? Why am I here? Those are the questions I ask myself Why do I have to be here? What have I done so wrong to make me sit here in silence? Those are the questions I would like to ask myself But i know exactly what i did.. Or do I? I have fallen into a pit of darkness. Its silent the only person there is me Its like a prison with no light It is no light because i do not look for it I have not found the light yet. I know exactly why i am here. Or do I? I have forgotten I am so l
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So What.....
New days,and glimmers of hope. Seems as though..... Wasnt quite,to the end of my rope.... A small comfort. Worth gargantuan confidence. Brighter visions,for clearer days. Rapidly improving. Emerging from haze. Slow is the turning Yet equal with haste. Everything in life With the twists of fate. Hope easily outweighs..... Satisfied complacency Never breeds haste in me. Only diversity Breeds purpose for me. Feeling unshelved Losing the dust Of percieved ages In dungeons holding no faces Keep pushing forward NO NEED TO WASTE THIS! Something missing all along Still possesed it just the same Any other road Would be a shame....... a pretty happy person. but occasionally,i notice some of the things im missing.not materials mind you.just the little simple things that make life worth living. i suppose you could say im just in need of direction.or just have the wrong direction. i dont know.i just know something is missing.and i cant find it? any
General Ranting And Raving From A Stressed Out Single Mom
I need skinheads and arian nation people for help with minority gangs here in manchester that beat me and my daughter up for being white..this has been an outta control situtation for awile we need to make a stand! please contact kristen on yahoo messenger under my name forevekris2000 hey anyone i chat with whose interested in chatting other then here hit me up on yahoo messenger under my nAME FOREVERKRIS2000 you never loved me, and i never understood why, all these year's i've been living a walked away and never turned back, you broke my heart im bleeding inside.,,,you made me feel unloved, made me feel cold, untrusting and too numb to cry...I hope someday someone does the same to you, so you can feel how it is to be alone in your sorrow,unloved left alone to die
My Personal Journal
Read my resultz, lemme kno wat u think and den go take da test 4 urselfz and lemme kno ur resultz....promise u'll be amazed......;-} You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Whips75%Bondage50%Chains/Handcuffs< td>33%Blind Folds25%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with "It is perfectly possible for a man to be out of prison, and yet not free- to be under no physical constraint and yet to be a psychological captive, compelled to think, feel, and act as the representatives of the national state, or of some private interest within the nation, wants him to think, feel, and act. The nature of psychological compulsion is such that those who act under constraint remain under the impression that they are acting under their own initiative. The victim of mind-manipulation
"Perfect Drop of Sweat" By SZonder In the small of her back Floats a perfect drop of sweat, No alluring feature does it lack: Musty, tempting, wet. Resting in a lake enclosed by land Surrounding beads threaten to break, But with a light caress of my hand The bead does not join the wake. Drifting across the rise of her hips, Tickling, whispering, nibbling her skin, Goose bumps rise to meet my lips; Shivers, quivers, echo from deep within. With an arch of her back the journey begins, The perfect drop sails over delicate flesh Completely unaware of our delicious sins, It rides over her skin to where our bodies mesh. She turns to her side, it travels around the world To drift down the valley 'tween rising hills And exit again to a new land unfurled, Ready to take part in our sensual thrills. I chase it's descent down her graceful neck, The drop rises then pauses at the crest of her chin Like a sea faring gull aboard a ships deck. But with the top of
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come by my page and sign my guestbook. thanks all Hello everyone im back hello friends i need your help im in a contest for dads and losing big time. any commentswill be of great help
To All My Fans And Friends
Black Rain Black rain bits my window frame, like the cold I feel confined To this enclosed of stone & steel. Its loneliness penetrates my soul to its very core, caged line an animal I now reside, like the zoo they keep me locked in. Animal I may be its only survive in the environment that made me. Black rain it beats on my head and shoulders as if to drive me insane, it Slowly erodes the humanity thats already damaged in me. Black rain brings with it suffering and pain never once letting up , never going away. Only rarely in my life have I found shelter from its soul rending pain only in life have I found shelter that blocked Black Rain and it abated and let the sunshine again.. By T>S>Z Hello out there in cherry land I need some help I am in a contest and 1st place is 2 week blast and i want it lol. I jk but I would be so greatful if you vote and comment the hell out of it for me , mauh much love tina,
Just Lil Ol' Kaos
I saw this in my friends Shy Angel's stash and after reading it... I think she's right.. It's kinda scary. I know some of you won't like or want to believe any of the the following, but I included you anyway - since we all pay ! ! ! Bill & Hillary: Worse than you thought & worth remembering; ... and this came from a Democrat. Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton: I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my "Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones, Monica Lewinsky, Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick. Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showin g us that sexual h arassm ent in the work place (espec
Altering The Conversation
I'm getting hand fasted tomorrow to my beloved La Furet. The planning has been going very well, and we're having about 50 guests join us for the celebration. Here's the invitation text.. Linda and Christopher are having a celebration marking the beginning of their year and a day betrothal. Honored guest, please join us on: Friday, the twenty second of June two thousand and seven at seven o'clock in the evening in the stone circle at the Longhouse. Light Buffet and Merriment to follow the ceremony. This is a Goth-Pirate themed celebration; you are welcome to come dressed in this fashion. In fact, we strongly encourage it! Please reply before the first of June. If you have any questions, contact Linda by Telephone: (xxx) 123-XXXX ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OK - I'm off to do more stuff. TTFN! Starts today! Anyone going? It's gonna be fun... Hey hey to all my sweet [or sour] cherries. I've been busy in my offline life so have barely had computer time. I'm s
Kop As King
Two tablespoons of cinnamon, and 2 or 3 eggwhites Half a stick of butter, meeeelted. Stick it all in a bowl baby, stir it with a wooden spoon Mix in a cup of flour, you'll be in heaven soon Say everybody have you seen my balls? They're big and salty and brown If you ever need a quick pick-me-up Just stick my balls in your mouth! Ooh, suck on my chocolate salty balls Stick em in your mouth and suck em! Suck on my chocolate salty balls They're packed full of vitamins, and good for you So suck on my balls! Quarter cup of unsweeted chocolate, and half cup of brandy Then throw in a bag or two of sugar, and just a pinch of vanilla Grease up the cookiesheet, cos I hate when my balls stick Then preheat the oven to 350, and give that spoon a lick Say everybody have you seen my balls? They're big and salty and brown If you ever need a quick pick me up Just stick my balls in your mouth.. Suck on my chocolate salty balls Stick em in your mouth and suck em! Suck on my choc
Ciara Rose In All Her Glory
Well, I hope everyon ehad a weekend as good as mine! Weather was nice and I got a few outside photo shoots done! I just put up my newest update at, It features me a baby blue see through number and one of my favorite toys!!! Do you want to see how deep I can go? You will have to check it out! I also updated with a new video. Just me and my toy! Very hot indeed! Let me know what you think by leaving a comment here, or just emailing me at Hope to hear from you soon, Ciara I HAVE JUST OPENED MY OWN ONLINE STORE FOR THINGS LIKE IPODS, TELEVISIONS, XBOX 360, PSP, PLAYSTATION, ALARM CLOCKS AND OTHER ITEMS THAT ARE ALL NAME BRANDS. I SELL THE ITEMS AT JUST ABOVE WHOLESALE PRICES AND SO THEY ARE CHEAPER THAN MOST RETAIL STORES. cOULD USE ALL THE HELP THAT I CAN GET TO DIRECT TRAFFIC THAT WAY. WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU ALL COULD HELP ME. THE LINK IS MENTIONED ABOVE AND I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR COMMENTS. THANKS AGAIN CI
Wikipedia And Related Topics This wasn't the first attempt (there were several deleted- from what I can tell, deservedly deleted, too promotional, not informational, too biased - first tries) - but as of May there is now an article on on Wikipedia. (While I am an editor and admin there, I tend by personal habit, interests, and expertise to focus on music. I didn't see this until now. Though it can be found by just going to the _main_ article on fubar, and following the links.) That doesn't happen often. I was wandering around Wikipedia in hopes of being helpful, looking at uncategorized articles - usually easy to find categories to put them in; I used to do that more often... I come across an article that needs a lot of work, and set to improving it a little- and as I suspect, from its tone, it's a copy of someone's promotional material- from the website of the school it describes. The question that immediately arises is with-or-wit
Please Help My Mom
Glitter Graphics & Comments My mom is in a bling contest that ends tonight If you can please rate the pic below just click on her pic Thank you Just wanted to say sorry to my friends for not being on . I have graduated from school and moved back to NY for 2 years. I will try to get on as much as i can . I do have to say i really miss my mom and my sisters :( Cant wait to go visit them in FL Glitter Graphics & Comments My mom is in a bling contest that ends tonight If you can please rate the pic below just click on her pic Thank you
Useless Words For Useless People
Ok so in this thrilling installment of my rants I'm going to cover something I feel there isnt enough of anymore R E S P E C T. NO not the song made popular by the queen of R&B. NO the real honest to god true art of have respect for other people. What brings this on you ask? Well thats simple. Some trash talking fool right here on CT had the testicular fortitude step up and slam Whiskey Dust, now before any of you self severing nay sayers get all up in arms.... yes I know everyone is aloud there opinions but there is a limit to that too. If you are going to give your "opinion" on something, using diplomacy and tact is something this person lacks. Here judge for yourself: "this is the band you see playing at that really shitty bar down the street from you, this sounds like it was recorded in a utility closet of a sanitation factory" Now to me that sounds like someone that has nothing better to do with there time than to talk trash. Critic? I doubt it..... if this person works for s
Updates In The Juggalo Family!!!!
Hey all, I AM HOME NOW!!! It was just a minor heart attack due to stress. I am doing fine now an will be back for the attack tomorrow. Need to get a wee bit more rest before I tourcher you all some more. LOVE YA ALL Kinky Sorry we havent been on but our 11 year old daughter had open heart surgery so. It has been hectic. She is doing well an is out of the woods. She is now in the Cardiac unit an we hope to have her home by monday. see ya soon. M&R We wish all the lo's & Lette's an others of our family an friends a blessed New Year. An pray you all have a great an safe night. We are gone to the cottage an will not be back for a couple days. MMFWCL Raphael & Melissa
Over the last 2 months or so, I have become very interested in this woman. I just don't know what to do. I feel as if I know her very well from talking to her a lot. So, here in lies the problem. She just wants to be good friends. That's all good and fine with me...I just wish that it could be more. Do I push it and tell her so, or should I just remain good friends with her?! What to do, what to do. I am soooo in love with a wonderful woman!!!! I met her about a year ago on the internet and have been very good friends with her. We have basically been there for each other and it has been wonderful. My feelings for her grew over time to utter love for this woman. I've just recently declared my love and found out that she has the same feelings(if not more!!!) for me!!! Everytime i talk to Bonny, i smile. When i wake up in the morning, she is the first person that i think of. When i go to bed, she is with me right there every night in my heart. We talk to each other at least twice a day, i
Message To Friends
Life is a one way path You cant go backwards When you meet a true friend You hold onto them If you become lost on the way They will guide you If you need a shoulder They are there for you If you hurt inside They make it better If you fall they will lift you When your heart aches Their hugs relieve the pain When you cry They dry your tears And when all seems lost They will guide you back home You are my true friends All these things I give to you As we journey through lifes trials together Life is full of trials and shit But dont you ever stop and quit Its when times are bad our friends are there They aren't just here to stand and stare The weights you feel are pulling you down Are shared by us all to relieve your frown Just lift your chin and think a while And the clouds will clear to reveal a smile That smile will build up day by day To one the resembles a summers day Both warm and bright with that tingle inside That says my happiness I cannot hi
My Poetry
I remember a great deal of my life in fact all of it .... I left home at 14 when I got Emancipated , finished school in my home town of Dallas,Texas.. and in Michigan where I ended up when I left Texas. For the longest time I was the "bad boy". u know the popular one did all the drugs sold em and even up until about 2 mos ago I was always in fights ( I do beleive ive actually been in about 104 fights form 12 yrs old till 23 ) which I can say for the record I did not win all of em .... anyways I had any woman I wanted and yet with all I had I was not happy . I was also in 9 county jails and got expelled from highschool got my GED in washtenaw county jail and thats when i woke up ( at 17 yrs old) and did not like the man lookin back at me in the mirror from then on i Vowed to become a respectable man ...and here I stand now as of the last 3 yrs.... granted I was always respectful and sweet I jus didnot take any disrespect to me my family or those friends close .. I s
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you wisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18 Would u be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You
Freaks, Geeks, Norms, Vanilla's, Wiccans, Pagens, Lifestylers, Bad People And The Good
One of the many things I do is write .....erotica...poetry...etc.. so..I havent read this in a very loooong time. Show of hands (or comments as the case may be) should the bad man (and for you little yellow bus riders that would be me) post more? I honestly could give two squirts of piss opinions are like assholes...give me yours. Mage look out below!! an exerpt... Yes little remember now? The images, the thoughts....drowning your senses. The flood comes back to you now like a tempest. I can see your eyes shimmering at the very sound of my voice. Has it been so long? You shiver still.....Mmmmm....I see your soul doesnt forget that which you crave. Come little one......stand by me. Yes thats flinch yet come as I beckon you.....good. Im pleased.....the time since you last stood before me is not so different than now....Yes little one I feel your pulse.....your very breath has paused at my touch. The memory is as fresh and burning as the first mom
Rebel Without A Clue
Yesterday was truly the epitome of the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day. Well, at least as far as my car was concerned. First, the battery connection came loose...AGAIN. Luckily, Mom's boyfriend is a mechanic, and he came to the library to help me after I called Mom in a hysterical panic. Got that fixed, and then on the way home, I noticed a deer on the side of the road. I slowed down, but since the one on the roadside had my attention, I didn't see the one directly in front of my hood. I swerved to miss it, forgetting that you can't really do that in something as top-heavy as a Grand Cherokee, and nearly rolled Tank over. Needless to say, I was shaking for over an hour after that. Aside from that, I'm very frustrated with my painting as of late. I've been working on figures, but I'm annoyed at my lack of skill. I can paint the torsos almost perfectly, and I can nearly always nail the limbs. But the heads and faces continue to thwart me. I shan't give up, though.
Thanks All!
Well, I just want to say thanks to everyone who helped me through this site...tear tear...I just playing...hehe. Well, this site looks like a bunch of real fun people. And can't wait to get to know you all. Thanks Rachel So, it is official. I start school on September 19th. I am pleased with myself that I finally took initiative and I finally going back to school. While at the same time I have butterflies and knots in my tummmy. Wow... I am going crazy missing my husband...can't sleep.
Bunny Blog
Ask me anything you want to know about me here in a comment and I'll respond as soon as I can. I love you guys! Mwuah! Are guys so stupid that they think if they tell me how big their dick is or how good they fuck that I'll wake up one day and go... you know what, I've been wrong all this time, I don't think I'm a lesbian anymore, not only that, I want that guy on CherryTap who didn't say hello to me before he talked about his penis and what he'd do to me. It clear I don't like boys (well except for a few lol)and if I did it sure wouldn't be someone I met online. Get over yourselves! Some people have said they wanted to know more about me. Well you know what I look like from my pics. I have a twin sister, a brother, and my recently divorced mom. I don't see my dad. I have liked girls since I was 13 and I'm not going to switch to guys no matter how many times you try to "turn" me. There are only 2 men in my life: My doggy Toby and my wonderful brother Jason. You should go say
Ass Bong
Alright...I was talking to a friend last night and a question came up that I am curious for others opinions.:) I recently watched Jackass2 and in the movie SteveO takes a beer bong from his ass. Ofcourse he pukes right after it...but the question... Would you for a million dollars take a beer bong from your own ass? My rational is that I kiss peoples asses all day at work for far less then a million bucks so if the opportunity came that the last ass I would ever have to kiss was my own for some money than so be it! :) My friend said I was sick.....What would you do? I was talking to a friend who is trying to talk me into naming a boy after him.Unfortunatley his name is the same of some asshole I dated in middle school. Anyone out there have some good name choices? alright...I had this great idea. Everyday I log onto cherry tap I have the pleasure of meeting so many people. The interesting thing about the people that I meet on here is that they are mostly men with glamorous l
Why Is It?
I recently went into a local chatroom for people all over my state. Some i became aquainted with and actually thought might have a friendship with. Im not against people having relationships online and actually meeting. honestly i did it be4 many times. now days i quit just giving the sex away. i am trying to wait till i meet the right person. i recently realized almost everyone who ims me in chatrooms all they want is sex. my question is does it matter to someone that they have family at home? Rainbow Bridge Just this side of Heaven is a placed called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, thatpet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water, and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong aga
Halerious Stupid Acts!
Profound Quotes
The Road to Success Always choose the path that moves in the direction of your dreams. Though your journey may be filled with many winding roads, when you are inspired to follow your dreams, you eventually find success, and discover it is less about the destination and more about the manner in which you traveled. The Essence of Change Learn to embrace change, and youll begin to recognize that life is in constant motion, and every change happens for a reason. When you see boundaries as opportunities, the world becomes a limitless place, and your life becomes a journey of change that always finds its way. The Power of Attitude Our lives are not determined by what happens to us, but how we react to what happens; not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events and outcomes. It is a catalyst a spark that creates extraordinary results. The Essence of Destiny Watch your thoughts
Notes To Myself
listening to Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Piece Of Heaven, familiar with it? Well I just listened to to for the first time and it reminded me of another song (Oingo Boingo's "Nasty Habits", of course.) I'm no expert and it's probably just some convention for that tone/style...but here you go, a link to one of the similar OB bits i'm familiar with: the a7x bit: There are others such as the rapid chanting but I don't want to ruin the fun for you... Your thoughts? Driving to work I was stopped this morning for a logging operation. A nice patch of forest that I wanted to pick chanterelle mushrooms in last fall but never got around to it. It made me feel sick, first in line at the flagger, stopped for five minutes, watching some glorious lichen-draped douglas fir trees turn into $$$ and stumps. I took some snapshots of them falling but after awhile I lost my cool and yelled at the flagger, "hey, can I go to wor
~razor Whispers~
Thanx for your ear..your friendship..for YOU! ..I appreciate ya'll more than you can imagine...((((HUGS)))) For EVERY First off Kaos..ya know you are always # 1..You have brought so much into my life, laughter,joy,compasion,understanding,loyalty...everything I was alway looking for in a friend..I love you more than I can explain. I call my friend..I love ya cause you love my friend and treat her the way a person should be treated...with respect, honesty,everything possitve..but you have been a shoulder to me for me as well and thank-you for that! Roady...You are a MAN! I love you are honest..there...real..compassionate...I love our talks hugs trying to figure out red neck talk..BIG HUGS! Dark "n" Twisted....You are an amazing ya..proud Canadian, I hold thee up-most respect for you as a woman and are extremly beautiful inside and out... Jeremy...You my dear..are an amazing listener,friend, talk
By: Danielle G. Harrison Copywrited: 5/10/07 No More Time after time I get knocked down will there ever be a time for me to shine a place when my heart will be loved a moment when my heart doesn't twist like a vine Every man proves to be like the one before in some shape or form hurting what's left of me and every time I swear it will be the last till I'm being told to keep on and not let it be When I found one I thought was different I put myself out there to see but he ended up being like the rest and proved there's no more trying for me The Faithful Copywrited 4/20/07 I can't imagine the way you feel the feeling of standing beside your brothers to defend our way of life the American spirit shines through you like no other Though some have fallen along the way no wind of fury will knock you down you all continue to stand strong faithfully you all stand your ground You fight with honor and courage and with no questions asked we are one
Just Wondering
This has come to my attention someone ripped my pics, im not one to start a fuede, be beligerent or even ominous, but who did and is reading this, i am giving you a disparaging message. If you do it again ill make sure you will be a cripple for the rest of your life even in heaven. I hate people who try to plagerize just because on thier own terms they cant produce any friends of their own. so please stop. Thank you. and to everyone else who didnt do it, i love ya and im sorry, dont take it offensively, but u should leave me love, cuz i heart all of you =) Salutations...(kisses your hand* i have no problem of kissing a girls hand to introduce myself, isnt that the polite and respectful thing to do, well i hope you arent not offended, if you would like to chat, i would like to as well, if you do end up leaving me comments or blast or such, i would appreciat that and show u my appreciation, with that said and you taking the time out read this. you have awonderful day and keep smiling =
Fake Posers
Ok people let's have some fun.and please don't be shy at all, You guy's and gal's can ask me any three questions you want as a comment...But here's the twist I will answer 2 questions right and 1 question a lie and all you have to do is figure out witch is the truth and witch one is the lie....And when you people are done please copy and paste to your blogs so i and others can ask you the quetions...and lets see how far this game will go...Have Fun and Enjoy.. I have recently found several people that use fake pics which is not too unusual but some sicko's actually pose with female pics when they are male and vise-versa...thats just stupid...they should have a way to remove these idiots REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me?
Manda Had a Little Lamb Who Fucked Her Up the Ass..... Current mood: horny A view into the state of my thoughts lately............ So dude hits on me and I just thought he was being really nice maybe a little flirty....naw my girl says he made it known he'd do me. He's part of a couple...when did I start doing couples? I had this fucked up dream..and I do mean FUCKED UP............. So I'm re-reading Kiss The that may have helped with this dream sequence lol Anyway, it was me and some chick I dont ever recall seeing. We go back to her place, she's got guys waiting for us, right before she opens the bedroom door...I freak. I'm like "Oh hell no they'll kill us! Don't you know they're the maddog casanova killers???" It gets better :P So we go in bc stupid ass girlie doesnt listen to me and there sits Rich..he's so hot yummy. I hate to think of him as the killer but...he a little freaky if you know what I'm sayin lmao. So as far as I remember here's what go
MARILYN MANSON "Tainted Love" Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere I've lost my lights I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight You think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm going to pack my things and go Touch me baby, ta
Warning For Females That Use Myspace Too
this is pimp had to put it on here to keep lol 7 KINDS OF SEX.... Body: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun i
Laugh Til You Shit In Ur Pants
This what normally happens at every party you go to so watch ur yourselves..... someone might stuff a dildo up your ass. LOL!!!! Girl passes out drunkAdd to My Profile | More Videos Music Video:3D ANIMATED SEX (by Funny Videos)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Music Video:FUNNY CAT VIDEOS (by Funny Videos)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
Weclome To My Nightmare!
I am sorry if my status seem like I am complaining. honestly I am not, Just venting, becuase i have no one else to vent to. I don't want to burden anyone with my problems. So its been a while. Let just recap on some things. I been going back to school for cosmetology. I love it so much, that i am finally doing something that i love. I am still living on my own in my own place, which by the way hasn't changed all that much. My female rabbit has her second little of buns. Notr keeping them, they are going at the end of this month. I am making straight a in school, not to meion i just made honor roll the second time. I am on med and i am happy with the meds this time. Finally something that is working. I cut my hair short, it really cute. Got to get more pic up soon. Does anyone on here play WOW??? Or Little Big Planet on PS3
My Political Views And Bs...dont Read If U Wana Bitch... These Are Just My Thoughts!!!!
a slight biblical refernce, but only because its a wise thought...a man named J. once said to 'remove the rafter from your eye before you try to remove the straw from your brother's eye...' basically, lets make our COUNTRY the BEST IT CAN BE, and THEN WE CAN BE WORLD LEADERS, and spreaders of freedom and democracy...over $350billion on the war? Imagine what that would do here... and yes, we all know Junior didnt write that speech or probably even know what half the s*** was he was talkin about,... i mean come on, 6 years now and HE STILL CANT SAY NUCLEAR correctly!!!!!!!!!!! it wasnt just about oil,and I thank you for bringing that up, but the main point I want to express is this shit with the Sunnis n the Shiites has been going on for milleniums, how do we think we can fix that? Its religious bs, its not our fight, and we need to realize that... in my humble opinion
Dees Ramblings And So On
Well tonite i dropped by daughter off to her father and was on the phone with one of my best friends and was feeling particurly lucky so i stopped to get some fuel and went inside to pay for the gas and decided it was time to play the lottery, well i got back in the van and started scratching the ticket when suddenly one star was revealed which meant i won $150 so im still on phone talking to this person whom by the way im gonna call from here on out my lucky charm, anyways i kept on scratching and revealed yet another star which was another $250 so i kept scratching and i revealed one of my winning numbers which meant another $150, which meant that i had won $500 , so tomorrow im going to celebrate with some very special people in my life...Hope you all have a good evening i know i sure have... Life seems so dark and alone to me Family so cold and unloving Friends so distant and unreachable I look around the room and see lonliness and dispare Only to reach out and see no
So I ordered a pair of shoes the other night from Got my first pair tonight and I noticed the boot box was all taped and destroyed. Humm I thought that couldnt be good. When I pulled them out of the shoe box they were scuffed in places so bad the leather was actually torn. So I called the 1-800 number and was nice and polite the whole time. They are going to reship me another pair of boots even though the ones I got were clearance and it states no returns or refunds on clearance items. See you do get alot more with sugar and honey than piss and vinegar. I only wish some of my patients could learn this. There is no point in the world for you to scream at the pharmacy staff b/c you dont like the price of your drugs. Its not up to us. We submit claims to your insurance company and they actually print that nifty little label we use to scan your scripts or ring you up depending on your pharmacy. This is rather straight forward, and gives a perspective that never occurre
Lanie's Closet (content Personal)
Yet again he comes to me with his questions. And what does he think it will accomplish? Does he need me to tell him the truth? He already knows the answers he is asking me, so why does he do it? I am not cruel. I loved him with all of me. I took those vows I said I do...and I meant it. He says he meant it, he says he loved me. He just couldnt show me, he didnt know how to love me. I could understand that I suppose, and I have forgiven him for walking out. I dont call him and tell him I blame him for any of my unhappiness. I dont know that its my job to ease his worries. I hope he can find peace within himself. We do have a beautiful son, and that is my only concern. I can't fix anyone but me. I will say my peace and refer every guy to this blog because this is what I want you all to know. I am a single mother of two..estranged from my husband and am hoping to soon get that nightmare behind me. I am not interested in being someones plaything...or being sexually exciting via some
Love Is It Really Worth It
AQUARIUS: Does it in the water Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. hey yall guess what i dont give a damn about stupid shit like dramma it causes trouble why am i a fan of 48 people and only 11 of them are fans of mine that aint right
My Baby
Why the pain and suffering Why the hurtful words Why did that girl take my place Why do I love you so bad it hurts My heart is a bleeding sacrifice As I hold it dripping in my hand Reaching out so you can take it You asked for it on demand My soul is tortured and walks alone In a field of withering black roses You said you loved me then threw me away As time passes, the door to my heart closes I love you now as I did back then You ripped my heart into pieces You said you would love me until the end Why the lies and deceits All I want to know, is there any feeling there Do you still love me at all My love for you will slowly fade over time But I know you're not there to catch me when I fall So now I leave you, heartless and cold Standing there in the rain I have three last words for you Why, my love, why the pain? Why does my heart flutter when we're together? Why cant I breathe when we're apart? I dont want to leave your arms ever Youre the onl
Show Some Love
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it...Come to me with open arms..... SHOW SOME LOVE.. Do you know what the word FAMILY means? FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU..Love and Respect ALL Families..We all have LOVE to give.... 'HAPPY VALENTINES DAY' To all Moms' and Dads'..God Bless the FAMILY.. ' The Gift Of Listening... Really listening no planning a response Just listening. The Gift Of Affection... Generous with appropriate hugs, Kisses, pats on the back. The Gift Of Laughter... Share fun stories. funny things done or seen The Gift Of A Written Note... A brief handwritten note may be remembered for a lifetime. and may even change a life. The Gift Of A C
Extreme Videos
This is what the world is reduce to. Everybody killing each other and the thing about the war and the fat chick simplifies that there's nothing we can do to stop the world from exploding. It is inevitable to fight it. Sooner or later the world could end just the press of a button. Our enemies has weapons of mass destruction and the end all life on this planet will cease to exist. It's bad enough that we have to witness this war and watch thousands of American troops fight and die for our country. It's a choice they made on their own and now they're paying the price for it. A price and cost they are willing to die for. As I said before... Wars come and go, but our soldiers stay enternal. They are the true hero of or time, each and every one of them. The thing with the bar code means when there is no more war, everyone will be given a new identity and become slaves to the new world. A New World Order!! VicariousAdd to My Profile | More Videos Urban ninjasAdd to My Profile | Mor
Real People!!!!
The Parrots! A lady goes to her priest one day and tells him, "Father, I have a problem. I have two female parrots, but they only know how to say one thing." What do they say?" the priest inquired. They say, "Hi, we're hookers! Do you want to have some fun? "That's obscene!" the priest exclaimed, then he thought for a moment. "You know," he said, "I may have a solution to your problem. I have two male talking parrots, which I have taught to pray and read the Bible." "Bring your two parrots over to my house, and we'll put them in the cage with Frank and Jacob. "My parrots can teach your parrots to pray and worship, and your parrots are sure to stop saying that phrase in no time." Thank you," the woman responded, "This may very well be the solution." The next day, she brought her female parrots to the priest's house. As he ushered her in, she saw that his two male parrots were inside their cage, holding rosary beads and praying. Impressed, she
Tannim's Blog
Dear Bill Gates, Recently I purchased and installed DOGS 1.0. I soon noticed that this program appears to have numerous glitches. For instance, every time my computer boots up, I have to run Feed 5.3 and Water 7.1. Many times I've been in the middle of writing an important document and a window will flash telling me to run Take for Walk 2.0. This program also contained applications I did not wish to install, such as Pooper Scooper 8.5, and Drooling dogs 9.4. Applications such as Vacation 2.7 and Free Time 10.1 can no longer run, crashing whenever selected. Possibly the worst is that DOGS 1.0 has attached itself to programs like Finance Manager and MS Money, with folders added such as "Entry Fees" and "Puppy Toys". Periodically, I'll get a reminder telling me to send a check to the manufacturer of DOGS 1.0 for the aforementioned items. I have tried to uninstall DOGS 1.0 numerous times but when I try to run the uninstall program, I get warning messages telling me that a deadly v
Rick's Writings
He pulled the hood over his head, as the tower burned behind him. The noon day sun glinted off the medallion he wore around his neck. Feeling the heat from the burning tower behind him, he walked up the dusty street, as crowds ran toward the burning tower; some where, church bells began to toll. Running his hand on his little beard, he observed the people in the street, that stared at the raging fire of the tower, hearing their excited shouts. First the devastating plague was gripping the country, as it swept from place to place, as people fled; now their city was threatening to be consumed. "Juniper," he said softly, her name tasted sweet on his lips as he stepped over the body that laid in the street; black spots covered its arms and chest, marking the passage of the black death. The funeral cart driver would soon be by to collect it, his cart already perhaps heaping. The man had witnessed this same scene, plenty over the last couple of days, in almost every town that he
Short Stories
PROVIDENCE Derek sighed as he passed over his last-five pound note. He eyed his two drinks somberly, the edges of his mouth turning slightly downwards. There you go, love said the barmaid as she passed the change over to his side of the bar. He looked at the coin, sitting solitary in a puddle of warm beer. He felt sorry that this coin should to be the last one standing, as it were. It peered back at him like a cold, lonely, lost soldier on the coast at Dunkirk. Thanks, Bess, he said, as he picked up the wet pound coin and dropped it in his pocket. Just enough for a bag of chips. Whats that, Del? Nothing, love. Just looking forward to my bag of chips on the walk home. Youre not walking home in this weather? Of course I am. It was long walk. Four miles to the other side of town. And yes, the weather had turned in the last couple of days. The long mild autumn had turned bitter and the golden red canopy that sheltered suburbia was now a brittle carpet that crunch
Some Surveys Taken
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money? Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at You Are 66% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?
I'm sure you've heard of the UFO reported of Chicago's O'Hare International Airport.... Well, here's a pic of it. First one I've seen so far. Leave a comment with an addy if you know of any other pics. Thanks!!! In a sample of sexually active college females, condom use, as an indirect measure of the presence of semen in the reproductive tract, was related to scores on the Beck Depression Inventory. Not only were females who were having sex without condoms less depressed, but depressive symptoms and suicide attempts among females who used condoms were proportional to the consistency of condom use. For females who did not use condoms, depression scores went up as the amount of time since their last sexual encounter increased. These data are consistent with the possibility that semen may antagonize depressive symptoms and evidence which shows that the vagina absorbs a number of components of semen that can be detected in the bloodstream within a few hours of administr
well to all who reads these dont let life get to you enjoy and enjoy what u have dont worry all the time thats the only way to be hey i am new to this sight stil ltrying to figure it out so if u want to visit my page cool thanks i would appreciate love ur bf gf or spouse like u havent loved no one else enjoy everyminute hour of the day with them
Adventures In The Land Of Lee
i talked with my ex of 6 years ago, and afterwards i came out feeling like a new person. i no longer feel the heavy weight on my shoulders. i know i have made poor decisions, but i am not what i made myself out to be. i am loved and I'm starting to feel some redemption. peace at last. THANK YOU! to those that sent me burf-day greetings! if you didn't it's ok it's only Cherrytap. don't feel bad about that. i had a wonderful burfday,
Grinning Chimp
Here in the states today, July 4, is the day that we supposedly celebrate our Independence as a nation. And while the day still carries some import, it is hard to get real exited about it today with an imbecile as President. You see, I don't think starting an immoral war based on lies that has killed thousands of innocents isn't exactly in keeping with what this nation should be about. So I'll celebrate our Independence Day with a thought of the past, and waiting for the day when this country will be liberated from the corrupt smirking chimp and his jackal cronies. And please, any of the 27% of you in this country who still support the village idiot and are pissed about this short rant - save your complaints. Your president is a failure, a war criminal and belongs in jail. Go listen to Rush Limbaugh if you don't like it. Better yet, wake up to the facts. Rant over and now back to our regularly scheduled programming. I am of course rather sad for what happened at Virginia Tech.
You Call It Ramblling I Call It It Venting!
I not all that lucide right now so if I don't make sense try and keep in mind I'm still in the hospital and I'm on some damn strong meds. But--I'm in alot of pain even with the meds so I'm blogging till I pass out from one or both! Ok I'm gonna do a bit of raging here. I have a pet peeve. It's people not taking the time to read my profile. Then becomming upset over a fact that is clearly stated in my profile. Be that the fact I'm Bi or into the BDSM lifestyle or what have you. I'm honest n I've been told i'm a bit to nice at times. Maybe so.I don't like upseting people unless I absolootly must. Sooooooooo... PEOPLE PLEASE DO ME A HUGE FAVER! READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU GO OFF ON ME FOR NOT TELLING YOU SOMETHING. You see if it's on my profile I expect that it's known. So I don't repeat alot of what's covered on my profile that would be a bit reduntit. I'll be happy to tell you anything you'd like to know IF it's not covered. There's a reason a profile is made. It's so you know a
I keep missing my partner..... its bout time we meet at the meeting place in the woods.... lol.... hot tub is getting Time for our adventure.... we will start with my work....hahahahah If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take awa
Pass It On *laughs*
This was written by a black gentleman in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor and creativity!!! When I born, I black, when I grow up, I black, when I go in sun, I black, when I cold, I black, when I scared, I black, when I sick, I black, and when I die, I still black. You white folks.... when you born, you pink, when you grow up, you white, when you go in sun, you red , when you cold, you blue , when you scared, you yellow, when you sick, you green, when you bruised, you purple , and when you die, you gray . So who you callin' colored folks ??? Here is a true story about the virtue of complaining.... Phone repair dispatch: A South Carolina farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called - and that on the few occasions when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psy
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war ... My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were both in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said, "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said, "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country," my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam
Song Lyrics And Dedications
Love is Like this : It's like jumpin It's like leapin It's like walkin on the ceilin It's like floatin It's like flyin through the air It's like soarin It's like glidin It's a rocket ship you're ridin It's a feelin that can take you anywhere So why they call it fallin Why they call it fallin Why they call it fallin I don't know There was passion There was laughter The first mornin after I just couldn't get my feet to touch the ground Every time we were together We talked about forever I was certain it was Heaven we had found So why they call it fallin Why they call it fallin Why they call it fallin I don't know But you can't live your life Walkin in the clouds Sooner or later You have to come down It's like a knife Through the heart And it all comes apart It's like someone takes a pin to your balloon It's a hole It's a cave It's kinda like a grave When he tells you that he's found somebody new So why they call it fallin W
New Friend
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.Angel84%WereWolf83%Demon75%Dragon67%Faerie50%Mermaid50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with Smurf NameYour Smurf Name is
From The Mouths Of Babes
7 reasons not to mess with children. A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl repli ed, "Then you ask him ". A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her dr
Never Do
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person W
My Music/lyrics/tabs
Standing on the edge of the world I hope that I am counted knowing I don't give enough in blindness May the Wild Geese come to me and show my heart the song I can't see the ends of the earth though as for that, I'm riding out the surf. Riding out the surf, it's a horse that can't come home, it's always goin one way in time, and I'm along for the song. May the Wild Geese come to me and show my heart the way I can't see the ends of the earth and because of that I'll stay. (Bridge) But I'm riding out the tidal wave an' I'm riding high on the wings that bear me far, and in my mind I know I'm home.... (remember to mail paper copy to Mike) Capo 3] Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot Drink up me 'earties, yo ho / D GD DA D / Bm F#m / / G D / E A / Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me We extort, we pilfer, we filch,
Tearion's First Blog
I'm ON THE AIR at 3PM EST (8PM UK) at Come and ROCK with me! HEY, I'm on the air RIGHT NOW at !!! And I'm on from 3PM till 6PM Wednesday-Friday!!!! TUNE IN! MAKE REQUESTS! ROCK WITH ME!! Ok so why are all the big beautiful women out there so shy and all the anorexic women are MORE THAN HAPPY to show their bod???? I'm DIEING to see some confident BBWs on this site! So MANY of them are ALREADY knockouts...why not go that next step??? :D :D :D
Toys For Tarts
Its been so long sense I have been here.I do miss ya guys.Life is keeping me busy with the house and finding a new job. Things are all up in the air right now. But I'll be back. My company did the pyro for the super bowl I have no kids No pets No hubby I like being single More than a carry on is to much baggage I love music I adore fine wines I like real men, not jerks I still watch all the God Father movies Im a girly, girl Im a chemist I work at a Pryo Tech Company Yes I really am a submiss I love snowboarding I retired once already My Fav song this week is "Crazy Bitch" by BuckCherry I enjoy my life I met Nickle Back because we do there pyro at the concerts.
~*abit Of Introsepective Light Into My Shaodws*~
To go into something blindly is bad, to lead a prospective loved one out of the loop but down the same path is a lil pathetic. A trusted 'shepard' weaving a trail of lies, while leading through the hills. With good faith front and center, the sheep know your intent is good, but fail to see why they tread such trecherous path. When the taken path's destination and all that it holds is known, one questions the qualifications of the shepard. Why must life-altering secrets be withheld to gain trust? To break away from the heard is deadly, but natures best instinct. I see the path more clearly now, but my mind is too clouded to strategize my next move. Stepping with wreckless abandon, I flee. Ashamed to face facts that I could not make it, ignorant of my leader. So many questions unanswered, so much time already lost. Shepard had to have his secrets, but with no reguard to final cost? I've only been in this world for 19 years. In those 19 years I've seen both happiness and strife. The
Things To Ponder
debbie was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the closet ... you've been caught by Alf! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at DEBBIE's sexual nickname: "Love Bubbles" Take this quiz at DEBS will go to jail for ... Celebrating nude day 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at In 2007, you will... Get a strip tease 'What is your sexual new years prediction?' at DEBS -- [noun]
As a Man Ive got a few Idea's, But,I could use some Clarifacation on what you really look for in a man.. I try to Rate everyone as a 10..& when I do comment..I really try to show some Manners & treat all women with respect & dignity. Ladies..lets hear from you. Hugs Mark After the Hurricane.. Houston has been a Nightmare.. Shootings are up 100%..Rape Burgularly,RetailTheft on the rise.. Ive had my Garage ripped of 4 months ago & Now .. Tonight @ 4 am.I go outside & my 2002 dodge Ram 4x4 & Suzuki Eiger 400 4x4 are stolen right out of my Drivway. WHOs the real Victims..We are..The Houstonians Im sick & tired of Ray Nagin, His staff & all his Basturd children that they DUMPED off on Us.. Its time for everyone to stand up & Take Aim. Im putting a red dot on my pistol & the next SOB that crosses the line or Trespass..will be carried by 6 Paulbearers..I'll take my chances with 12.(Jurrors) Im tired & cant take this shit anymore.. WTF is happin to this world we live in? Im Just
Growing Up Me
I slept in my car that night, till about 4 am. Then I went to Ricks to see if I could stay with him. He let me in and allowed me to stay at his house. We had been intimate several times by then so sex with him wasn't a new issue. Tonight however would be different. He wanted to have anal sex with me. I had tried it before with another guy and it hurt so I was very hesitant. He promised that if it hurt he would stop and never ask me to do it again. He was very slow and gentle so it did not hurt at all. This wasn't an invitation that was supposed to last more than one night so the next night I slept in my car in a laundramat parking lot. It got so cold I again went down the street to Ricks house. He again allowed me to come in. I moved in that next day. I guess that I was cramping his style after a while because while I was at my mothers doing his and my laundry, he had another set of girls over. When I got home from doing 8 loads of laundry he informed me that he had slept with anoth
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we c
A New One
go check this out for a good laugh talk about hilarious man this is different...Linkin Park/Minutes To Midnight...downloaded it...yeah i'm a horrible's way different...not sure if i like it yet...have to let ya know When someones uses the word poke, have ya ever had one of those moments where you can't tell how their defining it... let's look at the regular definition of Poke Poke (Verb):to touch with finger or other object briefly and then pull away. ok now the slang definition... LOL Poke (Verb):to have,want to, or plan to have sex. oh *POKE*
Imbolc Incense and Oil Recipes IMBOLC INCENSE 1 part white willow 1 part rowan berries 2 parts benzoin 1/2 part lily of the valley 1/2 part periwinkle Rhiannon's Blend 3 parts Frankincense 3 parts Dragon's Blood 1 part Red Sandalwood 1 part Cinnamon 1/2 part Myrrh Imbolc Oil 10 parts clove oil 20 parts dragon's blood oil 2 drops rose oil 2 drops chamomile oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 6 drops frankincense oil 3 drops sandalwood oil 3 drops lavender oil 2 drops cinnamon oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 1/4 oz. almond oil 10 drops orange oil 9 drops Siberian Fir oil 5 drops frankincense oil 5 drops carnation oil 5 drops primrose oil 5 drops ginger oil 5 drops lavender oil 4 drops nutmeg oil dried orange flowers garnet, ruby added to bottle 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 10 parts clove oil 5 parts wisteria oil 5 parts lotus oil 5 parts musk oil 20 parts dragons blood oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 2 drops jasmine oil
Just Moi
My lil sis, she's soo funny and you can hear me cracking up! i love her! awwww Cutie Lee Lee Hey guys, I entered my very first contest and I'm asking for your help. Click the picture below and you will be directed to the rating page.. if you haven't voted for me already please do so.. Points are rewarded by comments & ratings, so COMMENT BOMB like crazy..!!! Comment on my picture a million times and I don't care what you say in them. I will love you forever! lol I'm currently losing so =( please help me get my rates back up! Thank you and have a gorgeous night! MUAHZ xoXox "I love my sex"
Toby Keith
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This Is My Life... Deal With It!
okie... so its been a while since i have written in here... first off... im single... and have been for about 2 months now... i told phillip that i was pregnant and he ran! like the coward he is... and im not trying to be mean but its true... he kept coming up with reasons as to why we shouldnt get married... so yea... he already has a new girlfriend... we were together for 17 months... so yea... Hayven is walking and talking all the time now... she has 12 teeth now... its crazy to see how much she has grown in the 14 months that she has been on this earth... i went in for a DNA test over a month ago with hayven... but i dont know if her father went in or not... i guess ill be finding out here really soon... i have just been trying to live it one day at a time... mainly because if i try to dweel on the past then i just get overwhelmed and things get bad... so things are hopefully gunna start to go up... because i am just trying to move on with my life... even tho its hard..
Biker Bar
ONE there is NO SUCH THING as a CherryTap tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO To the people who have like 100,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up frui
Trouble With Bitches
I've been thinking about this and i come to the conclusion that if you have to take provocative pictures of your self maybe you shouldnt put those pics on the net. mabey if nobody want to take them for you chances are nobody else wants to see your funky ass like that so think about it next time your taking pics of your self in the dark Fuck Everyone. Video by Foamy, not me.Add to My Profile | More Videos i came across this and its increadable if it dosent make u shed some tears your a cold heart less piece of...... well u know Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that w
Kate Is Bored..
2007 surveyBasicName:Kate Age:19 Gender:Girl Top Three quotes 0f 2007-:"Seth: Oh my God! That's the coolest fucking story I've ever heard in my life! Can you tell it again, do you have time? " -:"Our greatest glory comes not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." -:"Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better." Songs For you LifeYour theme song:"With A Little Help From My Friends" - The Beatles Dance Song:I'll dance to anything. Your best friend's song:Something country. Ew. Your Empowerment Song:"Hate" - Plain White T's song that made you cry:"Stellar" and "I Miss You" - Incubus song about your love life:Isn't one at the momment.. Your most angst ridden song:"Let it Die" - Three Days Grace Random things about 2007did you travel anywhere? where?:AL, SC,TX, and Mexico were you sleep deprived?:Haha, always. fall in love?:No. get dumped?:In a way. gained/lost weight?:Yes. cried over a broken heart?:Oh yeah. did something you shouldnt have?:*nod* found out who
Fun Stuff
Attorneys Questions Recently reported in the Massachusetts Bar Association Lawyers Journal, the following are questions actually asked of witnesses by attorneys during trials and in certain cases, the responses given by insightful witnesses: "Now Doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?" ------------------------------- "The youngest son, the twenty-year old, how old is he?" ------------------------------- "Were you present when your picture was taken?" ------------------------------- "Were you alone or by yourself?" ------------------------------- "Was it you or your younger brother who was killed in the war?" ------------------------------- "Did he kill you?" ------------------------------- "How far apart were the vehicles at the time of the collision?" ------------------------------- "You were there until the time you left, is that true?" -------------
Wish The Weather Was Like This
I guess you could say i am single. Things just are not working out between the mother of my child and me. But being single isn't that bad i guess.... I look at my life and i really would like to be in a relationship, but i just don't know if i have time for one school is starting soon and i have a baby so those are two things that i have to put first in my life. when it comes to anything else includeing myself i have to put them last, and i know that no women wants to hear that. soooo for now i really have to consentrate on being the best daddy i can to my son. so wear that leaves me and a relationship i just don't know. Summer Breeze The summer breeze is back again. The city pools are back in play. So many people just lay in the sun. As if there isn't anything to be done. Is that what summer is just lots of fun? I know I just wait for the summer breeze. For the winter breeze is just to cold to breath. The leaves are green, and the grass is too Waking up in the morning just
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Written for a contest I entered three years ago...We had to write a story that was about a picture....everyone had the same picture... I didn't win, but it was pretty cool. The battle was fierce and the casualties tolled heavily on both sides. At times throughout the course of this tedious day I wondered what on earth we were fighting so valiantly for. What was the purpose? Who needed more land? Was it political, or personal....? This was the seventh straight day of fighting and we had carved no bigger foothold from our foe than when we started a week ago. No time to ponder long this day as shots over head kept me constantly ducking. I hurried to follow orders, bringing up the line, and even nursing wounds from time to time. We laid siege to the enemies stronghold for what seemed hours on end. All around me I heard the rage of war from cannon to hoarse voice of men, charging onward with their battle cries. By the middle of the day, or so it seemed, I couldn't see the sky. My visio
what is a smile? but a crack in your face. what is forever? when it ends abruptly before its time. what is happy? when deep down you are sad. what is sleep? you lay down though your mind never sleeps. what is help? when everyone says find out for yourself. what is life? but a time capsule of wasted time. what is "I LOVE YOU?" but three words that mean for now. what is writting? but chaos on a clean piece of paper. what is a word? but a noise breaking silence. our soldiers our soldiers go overseas to fight giving our country their lives to uphold our american right our soldiers give honor to their family and wives they shocked our world on 9/11 when they destroyed our towers for that they will never see their god or heaven they will fall to our allied powers they bomb our subways and crash our plans striking our allied countries from within a cell they will suffer for these great pains some b
T.'s Blog
What's next?! Doesn't this make you wonder?! Holy.. holy.. umm yea.. I'm disgusted. T. **misspellings are intentional on my part** ========== "A Sydney church has called on people to pray for the world's most wanted terrorist - declaring "Jesus loves 0s@ma". Church spokeswoman Hy Lam said: "0s@ma is the head of terrorism. We are saying that Jesus Christ loves everyone in the world, even this man. The billboard also includes a quote from the Book of Matthew: "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." Source:,23599,21151564-2,00.html ====================================================================== Archbishop doesn't APPROVE: "Jesus does indeed love 0s@ma b!n Laden, but a controversial Sydney church sign saying so is misleading, says Anglican Archbishop Peter Jensen. The sign "Jesus Loves 0s@ma" outside a number of local churches, including some Anglican, also features a Bible extract saying, "love yo
The Wolf
There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it " To soar like an eagle " " To float like a feather " are just two ways I've heard people say that love makes them feel The times that I said " I love you " I felt like a wolf seeing the moon I feel like I have come from the darkness into the light of the moon but could do no more... I could see and feel it's light, and yet... never know it's touch or even its pure warmth I merely know its affect on others From where I was I could not reach it but I could see the birds flying to it Being so close
Updates On My Babi Boi
well its been a while since ive really updated you all on bubba so let me do that now. he is now stationed up at ft. drum...finally close to me. hes been up here since september. things are goin pretty good for him i guess. he screwed his knee up pretty bad so they told him if it gets any worse hes probably gonna end up being medically discharged. on a happier note we are talkin bout gettin back together! I hope it works but if not we have agreed to always be there for each other. well i finally got another letter from bubba today. hes doing pretty good. misses being home and wants everyone to write to him more. so i am gonna try writing to him more often. and the best part of it is that he finally told me that he loves me in one of his letters!!! So yeah hes doing good, not much more i can say right now cuz his letter was more about me then him. will keep everyone updated as i can. well I talked to my boyfriend's dad this morning after work. he called home on sunday and is do
Cute Joke
WHAT BABY ARE YOU????? Bet you forward this to everybody in your address book - I did! These are adorable and I'll bet they fit your B-day/personality to a T.................And then maybe not! I just love the animated babies they have on here. Enjoy What baby are you? Jan ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet Someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance Your personality. Feb ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Poetry By Me
Living inside my Lonely Our past is all I see I decorate my heartache With each beautiful memory Feeding on my Lonely I savor the bittersweet taste So afraid I may forget Letting our love go to waste Dying within my Lonely Daring not to love again Maybe I can forget you But I just don't know when Bleeding out my Lonely Open every wound to heal Alive now because I know That true love isn't real Alone without my Lonely On the other side of Hell Can I ever love again? Only my Lonely will tell as04-10-03 Your breath on my skin The warmth of your touch It's the sound of your voice I love so much Wrapped in your arms Each night in our bed It's how you close your eyes When I rub your head It's when you touch my body It's the taste of your kiss And when we're apart It's you that I miss It's just the way you love me It's everything you do It's the love of my life It's my heart...IT'S YOU! 05-11-2007 anita s. Someone else is watching Every
Thinking of you More often each day My feelings are true And I just want to say I know thing have been tense But in time they'll get better We'er not tolally different But not birds of a feather You like to dance I like to shoot pool When it comes to romance Ifeel like a fool What I think is right Is not always so What i think you'd like Is for me to show A bit more respect Alittle more trust It won't make things perfect But i think it's a must The night we first met And i looked in your eye's I started to sweat And to my surprise As time went on And the closer we grew With feelings so strong Someday I'll say I LOVE YOU Now with that in mind And your love in retrun We're two of kind Where love is concerned Christina I believe in angels that they'er always hovering near, Whispering encouragement whenever clouds appear, Protecting us from danger and showi
Trouble Trouble
I HAVE BEEN SEEING THIS SHIT ON BULLETINS ON MY PAGE FOR A WHILE NOW....POSTED SAYING NO GIRL DESERVES THIS Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than ANYTHING! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'l l be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mo
sent me the romantic dinner? guys suck period end of story. god tonight was off to a good start then it went downhill when an x called, fuck i hate ex bfs. I'm bored and its 2 am and i want to do something gahhhhhhh I swear sometimes I hate being off my medicine. I get al shakey and start crying for no reason at all and I cant take it. Everytime something from the past that comes up, I end up crying about it because I know how much I messed up back then. I just wish I could change everything about my past but I cant. I just wish people wouldn't judge me on how I look or how I act or the way I dress. Looks are not everything, personality comes first in my books. I just wish I would of got treated alot better in my past than what I was. I wish things can be different. But I guess that's just how life is and how it's gunna be for the rest of my life. I wish it was all different and people can see the better side of me. But I guess they will never know.
Kitty Litter ;)
I have a serious interest in someone (ok...I admit it, I have a TOTAL crush on him). Hopefully when set eyes on each other for real soon he'll have eyes only for me & I for him. I have 5 days to wait, hard to be patient. Catch me I'm falling... It's here! Finally the weather is better & I can get out & bike again! Because I am cycling & working a new job I am not online all that much anymore. I am still looking for that special someone though so if you read my profile & think you wanna bike with me leave a message! ;) XO Kat The outdoor cycling season is winding down so I am bluesin'. Too soon to look forward to spring. Maybe I will find my love this winter. That'd make the cold tolerable at least. I am going to do some serious indoor training this off season for doin' triathlons next summer. That's something fun I look forward to. I got my coaches license recently so I will be teaching some indoor classes. Hopefully that, working on a new website & training will keep me busy &
Need Some Help!!!! Help me win my very 1st contest yall!!!!!! 1st prize is a WEEK BLAST and a CORVETTE 2nd place DAY BLAST and SILVER MOTORCYCLE 3rd place gets 30,000 in whatever they want lasts TWO WEEKS or to 30,000 COMMENTSThe RULES ...YES you can vote for yourself AND picture bomb ..thats all I WANNA TY ALLLLLLLLLLLL WHO HAVE HELPED SO FAR!!! I WAS DOWN TODAY BY GOD ATLEAST 500 U GUYS COME AROUND AND FUCKING BRING ME RIGHT BACK UP!!!! THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKIN ABOUT W00T!!!! TY ALL SO MUCH I WILL BE RETURNING THE FAVORS JUST TRYIN TO KEEP UP WITH YALL!!! HUGZZZ N MUCH LUV ~MICHELLE~AKA DARK What we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 10 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C
My Poetry
This next poem was wrote for my son when he and his ex gf who was his 1st true love broke his heart in two.... Breaking up with the person you love is a hard thing to do. Wether its just a few weeks or maybe years or maybe even just a few months. The tears have a tendency to fall like a river which flows freely. You feel like you have cried your last tear and you know deep inside that ya havent. The memories that you and I have shared will never be earsed but preserved between us forever. Memories that no one person could replace. We will not love one another like we use to, but as each day that passes I pray that we get back together As the days wear on I pray that we can look past our differences but as those days go by I lose that hope that we will be able to. Love is like an ice cube, it melts because it's to hot to handle or as a broken heart would do. A broken heart that just melts away, waiting to be repaired A broken heart that cries out to be mended but we both k
My Writings
"Gams" Some are long and lean While others are short and slender Some are large and lovely While others are thick and juicy Some are smooth and svelte While others are blemished and bumpy Some are shaven and slick While others are hairy and au natural Some are toned and muscular While others are chunky and chubby Some are veiny and varicose While others are healthy and shapely With the end result of two feet And ten toes Men, we lov' em all! By: Brian Dooley Thursday, December 12, 2002 The Virtue of My Benevolence Its a vision of romance that even with a first glance no one could call unmatchable. I could chase my memories with little grace and share me with you so easily No just tell you what my heart has to share. I could case your image in the sun and follow your shadow across the desert, as a Genie would give a wish too In the desert I find one simple Dandelion staring at me. A vision of beauty to share with one true w
Things Of Interest To Me.....
I received an e-mail that kinda got my ranting juices flowing. Mind you, it's not an angry rant. It is merely a rant to show the other side of the argument. So, I played Devil's Advocate (pardon the pun). > > > > > > > > > > Only Two Defining Forces Have Ever > Offered > > To Die For You. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > 1. Jesus Christ > > > > > 2. U. S. Service Man > > > > > One Died For Your Soul, The Other Died > For > > Your Freedom. > > > > > > > > > > > This will make you re-think: A Trivia > > question in Sunday > > > > > School: > > > > > How long is the beast allowed to have > > authority in > > > > > Revelations? > > > > > > > > > > Revelations Chapter 13 tells us it is > 42 > > months, and you > > > > > know what that is. > > > > > Almost a four-year term of a > Presidency. > > > > > > > > > > All I can say is 'Lord, Have mercy > on > > us!' > > > > > > > > > > According to The Book of Revelations > the > > anti-Christ is:
I hate you more for promising to hang out For telling me you like me and wanna go out for making dates with me Then not showing up claiming you forgot having something "come up" Just tell the truth believe i what you say stand up for what you feel. Stop making things up and stop trying to be a nice guy by not admiting to your feelings. Be a nice guy and an adult by being honest cause please it hurts more when you say yes then back out then if you say no. FUCKING BITCHES Throw, Sleep, Blow, Hide, Jump Kiss, Fly, Splunk, Spit, Drink Run, Fuck, Urinate, Act, Inhale Cut, Whisper, Ponder, Rattle, Defenestrate. So we have simple verbs, We have complex verbs. Heck we even have cave jumping throwing people out of windows verbs. Body functions and functioning bodies. But even with al those verbs weve seemed to forget how to love, breathe, be and simply live. Bring me your life. Give me your thoughts. You are a value greater then gold. More precious then gems.
Roses are red,Violets are blue do you really know how much I am in love with you. Roses are red,Violets are blue I rally miss you. Roses are red,Violets are blue I can't wait to kiss you. Love is knowing that you care.Love is that you will always be there.Love is not just a word you say,Love is knowing that he one you love will never walk away.If there was one thing I would ask it would be that you always Love me. I cry myself to sleep at night and wonder when you are gonna come back to me.I pray every night that god will bring you back to me.I wake up hoping you are there beside me telling me everything is gonna be okay.Kiss me like you use to do,hold me and never let go.Tell me you love me ever day and nevr walk away.So when you hear a voice at night in your ear its me praying for you to come back to me.
Just want to say that I am able to be back on here more than I have been. Have been very busy the last several months with my husband and his cancer. Then the last part of the year it was my mother I was dealing with also. Havent had much time to be on computer. Have missed talking to you guys and hope everything is going great for you all. >Before I lay me down to sleep, >I pray for a man, who's not a creep, >One who's handsome, smart and strong. >One who loves to listen long, >One who thinks before he speaks, >One who'll call, not wait for weeks. >I pray he's gainfully employed, >When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. >Pulls out my chair and opens my door, >Massages my back and begs to do more. >Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, >Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" >I pray that this man will love me to no end, >And always be my very best friend. > > >MAN'S POEM... > > >I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boob
All Abt Me
Express Yourself LIVE You have a sexual IQ of 128 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at - Get Your Own
What Ya Think Of This?
i was welcoming newbies. and you know me...i always rate everyone 11's. this assmunch came back to my profile after i rated his pic's and profile 11's. rated my pics all 1's...beware of him I'm curious about Gregorian chants. Who was Gregory?
Happy Things!
yeah, so....i'm doing karaoke with my roommate. so far i sang: 3 kelly clarkson songs 6 avril lavigne songs 5 songs from chicago the musical 1 madonna song 5 disney songs now thor, my roommate is singing 80's songs. fun stuff! but i basically put on a concert. and i plan on singing more! i think next i will sing great balls of fire. it's pretty much one of the best songs ever. hey i think that song "i ran...i ran so far awaaaay" is about me. auburn hair...and eyes that hypnotize. without sounding stuck up, that is. people just always seem to comment on my yeah... my cat scratched my thigh. i was picking him up to cuddle...and his claw dug into my thigh then pulled across...leaving a track mark. no good. it hurt. it still hurts. and it was bleeding. feel sorry for know you want to :P now the cat is sitting on the coffee table rubbing on thor while he sings. yay! the next song is "don't you forget about me" i love it...
My First Contest
Hey Cherries~ please go and vote for me im still in the contest for the SEXIEST EYE'S & you can vote more than once......Thanks soooo much love ya! Jo Go to Scotty D's page off of mine and it's in his pics..... KISSES Thanks to my good friend Scotty I will be in my first contest (Sexiest female eyes) woohoo...:) So I guess im asking all my cherries to keep an eye for it and vote for me.....I am very excited. It should be fun!!!! Thanks & Big KISSES,Jo P.S. I would also like for you to let me know what ya think cuz im not so sure myself.... hey guys im kinda dumb and dont know how to do the link so just go onto Scotty D. page under his pics and its in there.........please I beg of you im loosing :(
hold me down open up my eyes make me see how bad ive fucked up hold me down slap me around make me feel the pain ive caused hold me down cut out my heart turn me into the heartless bitch ive always been hold me down scream at me tell me everything i don't want to hear just hold me down don't let me run away the darkness in your heart shows in your eyes no tears, just hate the endless stair of loneliness you reach out to help her but she just turns you away who knew someone so young could be filled with so much hate till the day you endyour life with the last slit of your wrist you fill the dark whole in yourheart with endless thoughts of hate and pain You dirty little slut, I'll fuck you in the butt. Make you suck my cock and balls. Yeah you like it all. I think you need to bend it over. Make that fat ass move on over. Come on and touch your toes. Duh you dumb bitch I didn't sa your nose. Why you gotta make me mad? Just suck my dick to make me glad. Girl
Fill This Out =d
Why, that is all I want to know. Why;; the people I know Why;; the people I care about. Why;; now. Why, Kaylah, My Father, Cassie, and now Brett. Why so close to together in death. Its too much to handle. It just not right. Noone should have this much pain. Its just too much. Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] kool [] sexy as hell [] fine [] cute [] okay [] ugly Do you think im a virgin? [] yes [] no I look like.. [] a player [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me just because of my looks? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck bud
Random Ramblings
my favourite stripper has moved to Noumea for 3 months to work there. I miss her. noticed that Fubar is well over 2 1/4 million membership. I remember when it was a big deal approaching 10,000 all the questions "will we make it or will it just die out?" Now if Mike just had $1 for every memeber ... he would probably just piss it against the wall hahaha There has been talk about a possible government regulation to have folic acid added to bread. This is because pregnant women here lack it and need it for baby. The reasoning given is that they need it before they get pregnant. My arguement then is that if women need folic acid prior to getting pregnant then instead of adding it to bread maybe they should add it to alcohol because that is what most women are consuming just prior to getting pregnant.
Kira's Blog
download it here! and tell me what you think! Sea of Spirals: take it easy on me, life cut my throat just like a knife the spirals throw me to the sea i'm drowning down so endlessly. hopelessness lost in despair i'm silently gasping for clean air but all i see is blackness whole a starving mind an empty soul.. emotions flowing, thick as blood tears run freely, a massive flash flood i'm floating onward endlessly the spirals throw me to the sea. the moon shines bright up in the sky reminding me it'll be all right if all i do -- if all i say is pretend to be myself today. -me 3 AM 8/08/07 Oh, my, my, you're oh so sly. Let's leave unsaid what's left unspoken And oh, my boy, you're oh so coy Let's just pretend that nothing's broken -blaqk audio So let's cut fast to the car crash Where the future went down with the past Cuz this beat won't wait for you. Safe to say that I can't rec
Rincewind had always been happy to think of himself as a racist. The One Hundred Meters, the Mile, the Marathon -- he'd run them all. (Editor's note: this takes some context before it's actually funny. , maybe...) "The day is committed to error and floundering; success and achievement are matters of long range." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe * *Maximen und Reflexionen, Nach den Handschriften des Goethe- und Schiller-Archiv, edited by Max Hecker. Goethe-Gesellschaft, Weimar, pub. 1907. No. 911, page 166. Quoted in Walker, Alan, Franz Liszt: The Weimar Years: 1848-1861, Cornell University Press: 1989, 1993 softcover edition, ISBN 0-8014-9721-3, chapter heading on page 112. It was part of her discernment to be aware that life is the only real counselor, that wisdom unfiltered through personal experience does not become a part of the moral tissues. from Sanctuary, (1903) part II, ch. IV (often rendered by me in a partial paraphrase bu
One Persons Opinion
I would like to let everyone know what a very special lady Sissy, from the Sissy and Cowboy Biker Bar is. She has been very supportive with ALL of my endevors, and continues to let me be the Brat I am. She is always there to help people, whether it is just listening, creating tags for everyone, building banners, or finding your way around FUBAR. She is one of the nicest, truthful, play no games people I have had the pleasure to get to know. If you do not know are deffo missing out, and should take the opportunity of getting to know her. Sissy, I love, respect and truly treasure your friendship. Thank you for everything you have done for me. You are definately an unsung hero in my book. your lil buddy, DJ The Brat KID ROCK LYRICS "Only God Knows Why" I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one Ye
My Other Job
(Chorus) eyes held closed arms tightly bound tell me lover are you my fantasy found thousand stars of flame flicker wildly over my skin I seem to waste my life waiting for night to begin his hands caress my cheek I turn my lips to it and sigh My body quivers at his touch As he teaches my soul to fly high chorus never a name he gave nor a single word was spoken only by cries of passion was the terrible silence broken in dawn's light he vanishes leaving me empty and without a trace But my still quivering flesh and the brimming tears on my face chorus Well I have decided I have gone beyond writer's block. My newest story is reading like a poorly done high school paper. I have decided to drop the cowboy scenerio and start from scratch. My best friend told me to go back to basics and write about what i know best again. I guess that means fantasies at the moment, lol. Life has been to busy to even think about actually going out and playing with a boy t
America The Free
Army Pfc. Gregory P. Huxley, Jr. 19, of Forestport, New York. Killed by enemy fire in Iraq. He was assigned to B Company, 317th Engineer Battalion, Fort Benning, Georgia. Died on April 6, 2003. Pictured with friend Danielle Scholl P.S please google the name gregory huxley and pay your respects thanks it's amazing Current mood: irate its amazing how many females are out there and bitch b/c they cant find a "good guy" or a guy that treats them right. and then when one comes around they wont even give that guy an ice cube's chance in hell. they are always like "im not lookin for a relationship," or my favorite "you're sweet." when we all know that the next day some other guy could go up to them and then they would be lookin for a realtionship. so i've come to the conclusion that all females like to be treated like shit, and deserve the treatment they get b/c nice guys have probably been right in front of your eyes and and you have blown them off or not given yoursel
A man came home from work, sat down in his favorite chair, turned on the TV, and said to his wife, "Quick, bring me a beer before it starts." She looked a little puzzled, but brought him a beer When he finished it, he said, "Quick, bring me another beer. It's gonna start." This time she looked a little angry, but brought him a beer. When it was gone, he said, "Quick, another beer, it's gonna start any second." "That's it!" She blows her top, "You bastard! You waltz in here, flop your fat ass down, don't even say hello to me and then expect me to run around like your slave. Don't you realize that I cook and clean and wash and iron all day long?" The husband sighed, "Oh shit, it started." One morning, seventy-five year old Marvin is reminded by his secretary that it his wife's birthday. At lunch, Marvin goes to the local mall and tries to find a gift for her.Upon passing a lingerie store, Marvin realizes that his wife has never bought any lingerie in her life. He gets th
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 Chain letters Hello, my name is Cliff and I suffer from the guilt of not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them on, a poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a traveling freak show. Do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000? How stupid are we? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by a model I just happen to run into the next day!" What a bunch of bullshit. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain letter that was started by Peter in 5 AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrims on the Mayflower. Fuck 'em. If you're going to forward something, at least send me som
Songs Of Love
You're still not seeing all my feelings. They are there. LIke a flower waitng to open for the right person. You made me feel special and then I fould out I was no different then all the others. You hurt me deeply and made me want ot give up on life. You were my reason for living and getting up. My reason to go to school to live in this crazy house. You took that away............. Then I went ot sleep. Dreams came and more hurt followed becasue I dreamed of you. Come morning I woke knowing I had ot do something or die. TO feel unloved is the worst you can feel. Not have love returned to you is even worse. I have my kids and my mom who love me inspite my stupidity. Everyone else can go to hell. I try to tell you of my feelings but they seem to fall on deaf ears. What do I have to do...take an ad out in the paper and say I love you to the world. I would do it if you asked me to. I want to be in your arms and listen to the music of your heart beating.
Mr James' Space
Funny how women can be so pretentious.....LOL So this girl ive known for about six months, emails me telling me how good a friend ive been to her in her time of need (i was her shoulder to lean on when she got dumped by another Douchebagg of a guy. And i dont know HOW it came up, but she asked me if i was GAYY. Now as far as im aware, Im straight. So i CALMLY asked her how did she get to that- and she said Cuz i didnt try n F%ck her during her vulernable(sp) state. Shame when a man's sexually gets questioned when you try and do the right thing..LOL I tried to do it nicely, but you know me.. just OUT n told her, her body type doesnt interest me, i prefer AMPLENESS, not BONES. Havent heard from her in a week now... It kills me to read women's profiles that say "THEY ARE NOT LOOKING FOR BOOTY CALLS OR ANYTHING RELATING TO SEX"... BUT they have semi nudes, bent over pics, nipple pics, and who KNOWS wat under those private folders.. LAdies that are TIRED of men only approach

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Reality Compromised
You're a Zeta! Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Zeta), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (10). As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Your sexual confidence and awareness are particularly high, but your sex appeal is somewhat lower. Discover Your Sexual Personality Brought to you by Tickle Dedicated to my friends who decided to grow up too fast. This was inspired by friends I've ran into recently and guess what... We may be the same age or perhaps you're a little younger, but always remember I'm forever young. I grew up, but I still out partying those rock stars. We had our fun, but always remember I'll continue partying for us. When you phone you sound so sad, I can tell the kind of day you've had. You tell of all the things you do, But I can tell you're feeling blue. Time, it heals our inner pai
A Thing Of Beauty
About My Designs
I am moving the older IDs that I have done from my photo storage to my stash. If you are looking for an ID that I did for you before this month, then please check my stash. Eddie It has come to my attention that some people do not know how to get the URL of a photo. Here is how you do it: Go to your photos on CT. Choose the picture that you like. Then in the address bar at the top like here... So you want to drag your mouse across the who address so its all blue like here... Then you need to right click in the blue part and you will get a drop down menu.. like here And choose copy. Then go to your pm. Then you want to right click your in the white part where you want the text to be .. like this and choose paste. And VOILA! When you are requesting an ID from me, it is greatly helpful to include the following information in the request. Send me a link (copy and paste the URL of the photo to a pm) to let me know what Photo that you want me to use.
When Darkness Calls
Pleasures Of Darkness Current mood: pensive I feel the Darkness as it entombs me in its pleasures It strokes me, and my cold black heart begins to race Faster and faster as my soul is delivered Into the hands of the Master Screams for pleasure through the pain administered On my knees I bow to the Master Begging and pleading to be next in line To receive my just punishment to feel the Darkness once again and become Masters favorite ME Current mood: indescribable Cries in the night that only our souls hear I walk this life alone but not I feel the presence that is called ME. No one can share as I share with myself No is able to see what is ME in this so called reality. I am who I am As well as we all should be but are not We let reality make us what we should be And not who we truly are Follow the cries that only you hear And become tran
The Wiccan Calendar Southern Hemisphere. In the Wiccan calendar, there are four main days of power, (Sabbats), all revolving around the Solstices and Equinoxes - the astronomical beginnings of the seasons, and with deep connection to the agricultural year. In the southern hemisphere, the Sabbats don't always align with the traditional understanding of goddess spirituality - for example, Easter is named after the Spring goddess Eostre, whose feast day is celebrated in the northern hemisphere's Spring time (Mar 20 - 23). In the southern hemisphere, Easter lands in Autumn, not an entirely appropriate time to be celebrating "new life"! Nevertheless, we can still celebrate the essence of each Sabbat. Yule (Winter Solstice) The time of the shortest day of the year, the sun begins its path out of winter towards Spring. Yule (around DECEMBER 22nd) also known as: Yuletide, Alban Arthan. Yule is the time of greatest darkness and the longest night of the year. The
Blood in, blood out Left or Right, truth and doubt Youre gonna bleed, No matter which road you take Blood in or out, babycakes Baby baby, do you remember? Coming to me broken in September? Repairing your shoulder and breaking your heart, She left you to me, and I played the part Five years later and I cant take the game Blood in or out, I cant even say your name It hurts to stay and it hurts to go It hurts to forget and it hurts to know Blood in, blood out Left or Right, truth and doubt Youre gonna bleed, No matter which road you take Blood in or out, babycakes Whisper into the fire, "What are your fallacies? Clutched now at your breast, your poison realities? I'll touch you with the fire, but do not hesitate to burn, Every hope, every dream, every truth you'd hoped to learn. Experience the destruction of all childhood fantasies, Emblazened in the very orange of lifelong mendacity, Surrender to the torch, to cleanse the poison from your breast.
Cries Of The Spirit
"The Cauldron" As I stand above my cauldron, Dropping in precious herbs, Chanting the healing incantations calling for love and guidance. Watching it now bubble As I add in the rose petals I ask for Her grace and beauty To add to my Magick being done this day. The smoke of my incense Is twirling around me. The flames of my candles Dance in celebration. Now it is time, to seal the spell. A smile, a joy for a finished deed, A circle still sealed protecting me, Glance to the heavens... "so mote it be!" When I look in the mirror, What do I see? Nothing but a shell of what was me. Things that I would never do before, Falling for people I shouldnt fall for. Who is this stranger I now see? Acts that should never have taken place Unable to hide the shame I now face... Will I be be able to win this race? Confusion I feel, I hope this isnt real, I close my eyes, but this will not leave me. How could I change so much in a day? Lady Crimson "Triggeri
Every Body Is Apickin On Me ????????????????
Grief never ends, But it changes. Its a passage, Not a place to stay. The sense of loss Must give way, If were to value The life that was lived. Grief is not a sign of weakness, Nor a lack of faith, It is the price of love. COLLEEN, We loved you and miss greatly. We are also thinking of you. Love, Douglas and family =( =( =( =( =( Colleen was the best person ever ive known her and her family since i was a young kid she lived in Redlands California where i was born and raised but now im in bama will always miss you and your never be forgotin in my heart colleen =( =( =( I was lonelier than Kunta Kinte at a Merle Haggard concert that night I strolled on into Uncle Limpy's Hump Palace lookin' for love. It had been a while. In fact, three hundred and sixty-five had come and went since that midnight run haulin' hog to Shakey Town on I-10. I had picked up this hitchhiker that was sweatin' gallons through a pair of Daisy Duke cut-offs and one of those Fruit Of The Loom
A Little About Me
"Hold on to 16 as long as you can, changes come around real soon make us women and men" Who hasn't heard that song..and how true it is...Where were you and what were you doing at 16? 15 years ago when I was 16 I was seeing I still remember what he got me for my birthday...It was a lil black sleevless shirt and a cheezy card hehe...All the good stuff happened to me by that age...I had no worries in the world When I hit the 17 mark I had already been through 3 boyfriends (2 of which i didn't sleep with)...I was seeing John (the Asshole) and was preg with our first child (out of 3)Stayed with him for 9 years off and on....Been almost killed by him a few times..had my heart ripped out of my chest and broken by him many times with people I thought were my friends.. By the time I was 23 I had already moved away from Conneticut to Alabama then Florida where I got married to my husband Ronnie...And had yet another child..we are not together anymore...Its been over 8 years and I fina
Moon's Great Adventure
Hey Friends and Fans, I wanna throw my first conest called Lovely Darkness Contest. Any one can enter as long as the picture is dark (as in goth-ish or something a long those lines)and is a picture of yourself. Winner recieves a big gift ( I know it's not as good as a blast, but hey at least you won and had fun right and I can't even afford to buy myself a blast right now). Anything goes, I ask that if you join, don't vote or comment bomb yourself, unless needed. Get with me so I can get the picture you want in contest. Space is limited and contest will start when I have enough people. Come join and have fun! Thanks, -ReD P.S. I want to do this for you. I want to be able to give back what I can. Hey ladys and gentalmen. Hope all is well. I will be holding a contest very shortyly. Space is limited so get your pics in. Name of the conest is "Juicy-est Cherry". Lady and gentalmen can enter the contest. 1St place winner will recieve the following: (a
Mental Flatulance
Electric Papyrus Conversations on Electric Papyrus, Flash and blink, Flow and wink, Keep me from sleep, But I dont care. I laugh more than I yawn, And as I look out the window, Toward the dawn, And the orange and red, Of a new day, I feel good about the way, I chose to waste my time, That really wasnt wasted, Just placed in a different, Field of reality, As I strove to be the man, I want, and need to be, For a million reasons, But none more important, Than the visions I receive, Like the limbs of a fall tree, Yellow and brown, Rooted to ground, With branches reaching up, up, Up to the heavens of the mind and the soul, Like a million stretching fingers, Grasping for the face of God, As my sub and conscious sinks into the screen, Longing for the grace and, beauty, On the other end of, Conversations on Electric Papyrus. This is a collaberation with my wondefully talented friend Heather..AKA ~Beautiful Distraction~ I've admired her wo
Just Check It Out!
> Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has > been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his > birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be > remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to > come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always > fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound > financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting > strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to > deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were > set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment > for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash > after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only > worsened his condition. Common Sense lost groun
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Really What's the point of it all Eventually you're going to let me down You say you love me That you care But none of your actions support this In fact they are contrary to your words You never loved me Never cared Much like everyone else you broke down my armor and got made a home in my heart Then, you left that home For whatever reason you claimed What's the point of loving and caring when everyone that you do leaves you Alone in the darkness with nothing but tears and broken memories to hold onto like a ragged teddybear whose stuffing is all but gone You never loved me You never cared And here I am broken forgotten unloved There's nothing but a shell left inside the man I once was The pain overwhelms like the cold of winter leaving me numb and cold You left me like those before Had you told me you were going to do this I would have never said hello Because you never loved me You never cared So tired. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. Spiritua
Random Thoughts & Things
Ok guys and gals , some of my oldest and dearest friends have joined CT...Come show them some luv. Please come comment bomb my eyes for this contest I entered called best eyes of CT. Your Hippie Chick Name Is: Saffron Hippie Chick Name Generator
Hi To All My Friends
Vote for me as Penthouse Pet of the Month for April! All you have to do is: 1. Visit Tim's page at; 2. Go to the Penthouse Pet of the Month Contest Folder 3. Find my pic and RATE! Thats it! Easy as 1-2-3! Thanks Luvs! ~Astra You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at You scored as Bdsm. Hurray! you god bdsm you like kink and love, and you wanna show it with either leather, whips or other things. congratulationsBdsm93%Boobies/nipples82%Gay/Lesbian79%Beastiality64%Tb/dl43%Anal32%foot fetish21%Anime
Dark But Not Sinister
I woke up this morning to the sound of a buzzing. Being rushed once again for a long day of slaving just to live. I thought the night before maybe I'll wake up early tommorrow and have a good breakfast to start off the day good. Have a good day at work while I continue to imagine a better life where I can enjoy what I love to do and make a good living at it too. I woke wishing for a day of easy going minutes where people would walk around with happy thoughts of spending time with family and enjoying life to the fullest. They just want to be able to survive as if the world was back when people killed eachother for food and food alone . This world so far describes how far the earth and its creatures have gone. I woke with the idea of having a good day. Running to work not to be late , then later to serve the flock of human beings while they let their greed comsume everything that their lives had meaning for. Rubbing sleep out of my eyes and staggering around from lack of sleep, Wishing
About Me
Everyone of us have children in our lives, even if they are the children of our neighbors, the children in our churches, schools, community centers. Be sure to read this snopes file to the end. It is frightening but it is also something we all need to know. Drug Alert - Protect Our Children Then join my column readers for laughs at real life singles. Cra-Z D8s (click here for more) Created by There was ample knowledge aforehand that Cho was imbalanced. He was stalking his ex-girlfriend. There were signs and no one took those signs seriously. Various issues gave birth to my column Cra-Z D8s. Although I strive to inject humor into each article for the benefit of the victim of this bad date, I also strive to inject meaning and lessons into each article. Some issues are minor in comparison to the severity of say date rape, such as a person's fear of rejection when wanting to enter a music club and her st
Thats My Life....
I'm the girl!! I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside a house or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.
I wish I could take credit for this but I can't...and I have no idea who wrote this one either. To make me feel happy, You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm your girl. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours. I found this and I'm not sure who wrote it but I really like this a lot. As the grass is green, From what I have seen, Will you always be with me? As the clouds are white, Even though they don't show their faces tonight, A cold breeze blows so keep me in your arms and hold me tight. As the sun always comes up for the sunrise, While we live in this wonderous love pardise, Will you always remain mine? As the sky is blue, And our love remain true, I will always love you.
Life In General
I am 26 years old born and Grew up in Oklahoma but also Southern New York. I currtenly do reside in Pryor, OK though. My whole family pretty much on both my parents side are from NY but now are spread throughout the US. I have a lot of military background in my family especially on my moms side. So I have a lot of love and respect for anyone in the military and can be very patriotic if I want to be. I thank God for the soliders of the USA for what freedom they give us!!On my dads side I am related to Frank Llyod Wright(the famous artitcure) who is my Great Great Great Uncle and then also the Wright Brothers(yes Orville & Wilbur Wright-the ones who invtented the airplane-guess thats where I get my passion for traveling) who are like my 3rd cousins. My dads side is from England/Germany and my moms side is from Scotland. Both my parents are still happily married and I have one older sister and brother in law. So yes I am the baby. My dad is a retired cop, after he did that he had his own
Feelings I Hide
These feeling inside I try to hide, but with you it's to no avail. My mind often drifts back to one special night, and childhood fairytales. You saved me with one touch of your hand, and in that moment I began to understand, the nature of the burning that ran so deep inside. The pleasure of the moment, when you first kissed me. Your aftershave still lingers, on my pillow at night. Memories keeping me warm, of when you held me tight. I have never known such passion, never known such bliss. I never knew I could feel the way I felt, with one perfect kiss. My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are ne
Ncaa Basketball Tournament Pool Blog
Good afternoon/evening everyone. Well we are two weeks & counting to the start of March Madness & hope everyone is pumped up as I am. There are some definitely interesting scenarios going into the conference tournaments which started Tuesday night with the Big South, Horizon, & Ohio Valley tournaments. Who will make the tournament this year? And who will have to settle for the NIT? Will teams like Ohio State, UCLA, Florida, or North Carolina receive #1 bids? Or will Kansas, Texas A&M, Wisconsin, or Memphis take a spot or two? And where will Syracuse end up?? Anything is possible. The webpage for this year is almost complete other than to place the teams into the brackets & to fill out a few remaining items. You may also get the info at my webpage: Feel free to look around & check things out. The main page will connect you to the rules of the pool, provides you with a blank bracket (for those who like to write down their picks), some history of pre
Lil Mary(r.i.p.)
My mom has had cancer for the last 2 yrs and had half of her right lung removed..we thought everything was going good until recently when they found another spot on her neck which they removed last week..well today I found out that friday she has to have a cat scan done on her brain to see if it spread to there which I hope hasn't but the doctor told her that if it did there wasn't a cure and she was just biding her time now..I would like to ask all my friends and family if they could please say a prayer for her.I would greatly appreciate it!! I have not asked anyone for anything since I joined this site however everytime someone asks for my help I am right there to give it to them.well I asked one simple request yesterday and only a few responded to it and this was something very important to me because it was about my mother.I didn't ask to comment,rate or help level me up it was to say a prayer for my mother whom has cancer.I see only a few of my friends have done that which means t
My Take On Life
I made a stupid mistake today. The pavement was wet, after a long dry spell, so it is exponentially slicker than normal. I came around a curve, slowed down more since it was wet, then accelerated out, and my back tires spun, the back end flew around really fast and hit an electrical pole and road sign. i fancy myself a better driver than most, since i learned to drive from a state trooper. what a fucking lie. when my back end flew around, i froze up, didnt try to brake, turn the wheel nothing, i didnt do fucking anything. So now, the possession of mine i cherished most, my truck, is fucked. 2 days after i got it back from the shop after my battery shorted out, frying the computer and fucking up the alternator. damn it i wish my parents would get a fucking break. first 867 dollars for the other truck repairs, god knows how much this is gonna cost, gotta get root canals, new contacts, i fucking hate being a broke ass fuck. if i had a job right now id be the first to offer every
Hello To All
Song Lyrics...part 1
I was so empty Self loathing Before you awoke me Lived in transgression Feasted sin Destroying all I stood for A world of spreading disease Legs up for infidelity They force feed of their stiffened sickness The promised hiding their rings To suck down some of the things That cheat this world into lovelessness All the pain in this world won't stop us now For we have each other All the hate in this world can't tear us apart This love is forever In arms we'll turn (a)way From their ways We live like no other Together we're hope Absolute The only thing that matters A world of spreading disease Legs up for infidelity They force feed of their stiffened sickness The promises hiding their rings To suck down some of the things That cheat this world into lovelessness All the pain in this world won't stop us now For we have each other All the hate in this world can't tear us apart This love is forever All the pain in this world won't stop us now All th
There For You
Laying in bed, Thinking of you, I begin to cry Like I've only Cried for you. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... I think back on The time we shared. All those long nights Holding each other, Comforting each other, They seem so long ago. Your gone form me, Only to return for A short while... All those dirty looks As we would cuddle Up close just to talk, And the whispers As we would pass. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the hardships We overcame together, That just seemed like Jokes when all was done. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the smiles, laughs, Tears, hugs, and all The happens we Shared seem like They're now dreams. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the time we Spent together seem Like part of a Different life. Your so far away, It's hard to feel you Anymore, I feel As though I'm Loosing you! And I can't stand T
My Thoughts
You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's
Bomb Squad
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Please Read This :)
Ok here it is lol I am trying to find a specific song. I think the song is called Modern Love and the original was done by David Bowie lol. Ok it is not the David Bowie version that i am looking for but here are the lyrics of the only part of the song i can remember so if it rings any bells with any of you i would be glad to find out the other artists and name of it etc hugs Tigsy Lyrics There's no sign of life It's just the power to charm I'm lying in the rain But I never wave bye-bye But I try, I try Plz everyone this is another comp i need your rates and comments :) Hi everyone i am sat here waiting to be allowedto comment apparently i used my daily allowance forcommenting :( So i will get them at some point today. So please dont think im ignoring you all I'm not im just waiting to be active again lol Have a great day Huggers Tigsy
Damn It All..
Yeah.. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna quit this site and possibly myspace. I have no need of these sites anymore. I may just keep it up and every once in a while see if any friends have written, but I don't think I'll be out searching for new friends or competing in contests.. it'll be purely to stay in touch with friends. I won't be uploading any new photos (unless the fancy strikes me..) So, I hope you all are doing well.. and I'll talk to you in the future.. So, I just wonder, what gives a person the right to think they can go up and touch a complete stranger? Honestly? And is there some kind of harassment bug going around that is taking over the bars? Yeah.. I just need to vent.. I'm tired of going out and having someone harass with either words or come up and start massing my shoulders when I've never even met them.. I don't think I should have to change my behavior just because I'm in a bar! I'm there to hang with my friends and do my thing... not to have strangers or peo
What Card Are You
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth100%Rocker, Mosher60%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev55%Emo30%Trendy30%Skater25%Prepy5%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with MY 20YR OLD NEPHEW, IS LEAVING NEXT MONTH TO THE HEART OF THE WAR,AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M FELLING ABOUT IT,TELL ME HOW YOU WOULD FEEL PLEASE.THANK YOU. AINT SHE PRETTY.
Women R Sluts
women make me sick cause they talk and talkbut no action!there all slut skanks!! i deeply aplogize ladies 4 saying slut or any other kind of offensive words. please 4give me. i know i have 2 learn how 2 treat women wit more respect. hello ladies, if ur having a bad day or r just mad or upset bout sumthing ,just lay it on me, im a good listener. heck if u just feel like venting or letting out sum steam,dont be afraid. its not good 2 keep any anger bottled up used 2 women yelling and going off on me, so feel free 2 speak ur minds.
Mz.shannons. S And What Nots..
Rascal Flatts What Hurts The Most LOVE REALLY DOES HURT THIS MUCH.... I WONDER SINCE IHAVE LOST MY LOVE WILL THERE EVER BE ANOTHER OR AM I DONE???08/22/2007 dark lotus (icp and twiztid)Add to My Profile | More Videos mutha facku wickid clown love to all my psychpathic family... love mystic juggalette hi how are all of you i am still with out a computer.. i use county library to check e-mails ya'll can e-mail me on yahoo. i miss all of you i love most of you...LOL mmfwcl to all my homiez.. slave girl i love you are you ok?? wayne (kcfreak) how are you? merideth how are you?? lucky miss you love you cant wait to well miss you.. nee nee night thrasher hi love miss hugs clay hi hello ny yank love ya .. thank you for the rocking vibes..and friendship.. philnfreakee... hello dearheart.. stoned immac, D,, and anyone else i hve on my friends and fanmily and my fans big hugs..
Other Poems
For my friends To all my friends And we will be friends until the end I thank you Through and through All of you are dear to me I hope you all can see All of you have a place in my heart Some of you have been there since the start I would do anything for you That is so true You all make me smile It can be seen for many a mile A few of you Have gone beyond the call of friendship That is true I thank you so much for defining the word friendship To all my friends And we will be friends until the end I thank you Through and through dedicated to all my friends by Kevin L Swartz 03/03/2007 I love you With all my heart And I hope you do too I have from the very start Even though we're miles apart I think about you Because you are in my heart I am probably one of a few Right now I am a friend And you are mine too I will be there until the end With every day new I always now say You are in
When My Juices Start Flowin...
Want to take a quiz??... 1. Last time you had a date? A: I don't think I've ever been on a real 'date'. 2. Last time you had sex? A: It's been too long, I forget. 3.a. Last time you gave a bj? A: The same time I last had sex more'n likely. 3.b. Spit or swallow? A: Swallow. 4.a. Last time you masturbated? A: Couple hours ago. 4.b. Fingers or toy? A: Fingers. 5. Ever used food during sex? (Details!!) A: Yes, fruit, sauces. 6. Sex outside? A: Love It! 7. Most unusual place youve had sex? A: @ a wedding reception outside the hall. 8. How many men have you had sex with? A: Nunya 9. Any women? A: Yes 10. Anal? A: Yes 11. Ever been tied up? A: Yes 12. Spanked? A: Mmmmmmm Yes!! lol 13. Your special sexual skill? A: I give great head! hahaha 14. On top, underneath or from behind? A: All of the above please! 15. Would you describe yourself as dominant or submissive? A: Submissive. 16. Kink
I Dont Feel Like My Self
Red eyes just keep my heart beating Your secret's safe with me Just drive, I've broken our mirror So our past won't look so tempting I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me I'll swing here, I'll hang from this rope Just at least until they've found me Stay close dear, the note on the floor says I wish that you were here At this point I'm not concerned Red eyes just keep my heart beating Your secret's safe with me Just drive, I've broken our mirror So our past won't look so tempting I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me I'll swing here, I'll hang from this rope Just at least until they've found me Stay close dear, the note on the floor says I wish that you were here At this point I'm not concerned I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me
**real Friend**
just wanted to say I haven't been on in awhile.Went on a vacation to see family...thank you to everyone who visited my page and the nice comments and ratings...I appreciate the love...have a great week...I posted a few more pics hope u enjoy them. " A Real Friend " A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend, when visiting
spending my time searching searching far deep inside for all the answears why! why i have done the things i have done or better yet why i haven't haven't done the things i should have! feeling the way i do without even knowing why nobody else can answear this question of why searching for self freedom breaking the chains of self dismay dreaming and awaiting this day! searching for when when i will be set free free from my hearts burning pains! katrina jefferys I look outside and it's raining I stepped out into the rain today hoping it would wash my pain away! only to learn it was here to stay! As I scream to the heavens above "WHY HAVE YOU BURNED MY HEART WITH THIS FORBIDDEN LOVE?" as i sigh and say "SET ME FREE! LET ME FLY FREE LIKE THE PURE WHITE DOVE!" Lightning strikes accross the sky As I fall to kmy knees Crying and asking you "WHY?" "WHY COULDN'T U JUST LET ME DIE?" I just don't get it "PLEASE TELL ME WHY!
Sex Things.....
John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into the room and asked him to "take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to your silly Daddy". The note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." The note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You are Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head. Laughing, Heather answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to the poor dude upst
Hottest Bod Contest
Memiors Of A Mad Man.
I'll never forget. The anticipation was endless. I was twitching constantly, like a pyrotech detonating a bomb for the first time. Everything was akward and unsteady. A mere boy of seventeen trying to do a man's job. My family was poor, so I worked on the docks. That night at the end of my shift as it was getting dark, I had to walk home. I took a short cut through a nearby park. There was a young couple passing by. They were both good-looking, happy, well-to-do, the type of people who always had it easy. I hated them for that I suppose. Or maybe I just envied them. I don't remeber anymore. As they came closer, I pulled out my my knife. The electricty in my body was riveting. I probably should have tried to lure them into the shadows, but I was careless and sloppy. And I made such a mess. I grabbed the young man by the shoulder and thrust my knife into his chest. Blood gushed from the wound like a fountain as I repeatedly stabbed him again and again. His girlfriend
does anyone actually read wat i post here? let me know so i can know to post more or to just not waste my time. so yeh i wont be on for a couple of days. my grandfather passed away... and yeah.. i know only like one or two people will read this.. oso yeh i guess this is for u / k im bored and massively horny. anyone wanna chat? ^_^ or cam?
Buying Dog In Sin City When I lived in NYC my girl & I developed a crak & heroin habit. The crak we just got bored with, but heroins roots run a taste deeper. We self-medicated buying 400 lortabs @ a time. Even though we took 16 a day each, we were still in pain & could smell the aspirin coming thru our pores. Finally, we bought enuff methodone to kill most of the craving. We hoped to tough out the rest. When my girlfriend & I moved away from NYC we thought weld die, no way we could find methadone or heroin in Lexington. Ild never found heroin even when I was up to my neck in drugs, I had a friend who always had me on the lookout to spend her inheritance. Hell I didnt even know what methadone was til I found out it took away the pain of withdrawal. I wish there was a word that fit better than pain. Pain doesnt scratch the surface of what you feel. Its an insult to the word. To my surprise, we had no problem finding methadone. A sleazy little friend of Shannons told us
Poetry By Me
Why am I the one who is always ignored Why am I the one who is easily forgotten The one whose cries for help are never heard The one whose acts of love are not appreciated Why do the people I love turn away from me Why am I always left with nothing but pain Always left with a broken heart Always left in uncertainty Why do they act like they don't know me Why do they act like I don't exist Why do they choose to ignore me Why do they choose to forget me When I look at you I feel like you're too good for me When I look at you I feel lucky to have you as my friend When I look at you All my problems go away It's like nothing else matters When I look at you I feel weak When I look at you I'm stunned by your beauty When I look at you I'm amazed by who you are When I look at you I fall in love On this night I held you in my arms Our eyes on each other And a smile on your face I gazed deep into your eyes And our lips met with a kiss I told you I lved you And you
what u do in life u mite not want. live life to the fullest and find that right person and hold on to them for the rest of your life cuz if u let i go you will never get it back. love them to the fullest and show them evryday that u do. be your self and be happy and never take life for graintet. This to all my friends i have made on here.Hope evry one of yiu take care of your selfs and that you have a wounderful week. This will be my last blog for while dont know when all be on here next. So you all take care and be safe and all see all you when i get back. Why is it that i see people on here that ask you to rate them and they say when you do the`ll return the favor.It just seems there in to this for the points and nothing else like they got to prove that there better then some body else.Well i thought this was going to be a place were you can meat new people and make new friends not a place were some body is better then the next person.But i guess i was wrong.I am glad for the people
Things N Stuff
i love this guy. George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline: President Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway,
Yesterday Sucked Ass
I started selling stuff on eBay I can't believe half of the stuff people put on their....I'm going to do an experiment and see if anybody would buy my used as I get it going I will put the link in so you guys can look....LOL...any buyers? :) the night before i had a wonderful time celebrating my best buddys birthday....we took him to a good old Irish pub....had some yummy dark beer...and some good fish and chip....later on that night when I got home my stomach started turning and killing pretty much all that night I was vomiting...didn't get much sleep....the next day my stomach was still hurting but thank goodness I was able to keep food down....I was trying to get some bread out of the refrigerator when a beer cans fell from the top of the refrigerator and landed on three of my toes nearly breaking I had to suffer with that pain turning stomach lack of sleep....than my mother calls and says my acting I had to think of ways
Pregnant Again...
March 21st- Well today I am 11 weeks. I had my first actual OB appointment. I had the pap smear, pelvic exam and had to answer more questions about the history of my past births. They tried to hear the heart beat which is not always possible this early. As I figured they couldnt hear it, so she grabbed the sonogram machine, did a quick look and printed me out a picture. I also went down stairs and did the 1 hour glucose test because of my past history of gestational diabetes. Then I was sent to the Nutritionist to make an appointment to be put on a diabetic diet. (I will have to invest in sugar free candy and ice cream, lol) My Nutritionist appointment is next week. Also here at Stewart, to stay on my anxiety medication I have to see a behavioral specialist. So I went down to make the appointment and after I do a one on one with a Specialist and Social Worker and get in the system I have to go to the group meetings for people taking medication. The thing is they give a very low does of
I cried a lot tonight. Im not sure if it has really hit me yet though. My mother is gone. The one person who was always there for me even when i didnt want her to be. She was my life for the past two years, and now what? How am i supposed to pick my life back up without her there to make me laugh when the shit hits the fan. Its my first night back at the house. I keep going into her bedroom to see if she will be laying there with macbeth watching tv like usual...but no, its just an empty bed. Even though shes not in pain anymore my selfish side has just kicked in. I was driving to whitney and crystals apartment today and i noticed myself driving the wrong way on 45...i was going back to the hospice. i dont know how im still breathing. it hurts like hell...and i havent even seen the worst of it yet. im pretty lost right now. i have to go back to work sometime soon, i dont know when. but soon. im trying to be as happy as i can be but how is that possible? How can i get over
A male pastor walked into a neighborhood pub to use the restroom. The place was hopping with music and dancing, until people saw the pastor. As the room quieted down he walked up to the redhead bartender, and asked her, "May I please use the restroom?" The redhead replied, "I really don't think you should." "Why not?" the pastor asked. "I really need to use a restroom!" "Well, I don't think you should. There is a statue of a naked woman in there and she's only covered by a fig leaf!" "Nonsense," said the pastor, "I'll look the other way!" So, the bartender showed the clergyman the door at the top of the stairs, and he proceeded to the restroom. After a few minutes, he came back out, and the whole place was hopping with music and dancing again! He went to the bartender and said, "Miss, I, don't understand. When I came in here, the place was hopping with music and dancing. Then the room became absolutely quiet. I went to the restroom, and now the place i
Who Knows??
She had movement today!!!! She opened her eyes and wiggled her toes. They took her off the paralytic (Its keeps her body paralyzed). She is still on pain medication. She also had a 3rd negitave in a row for the growth of infection!! The doctors believe the medication is working to stop that growth!! So your prayers are working keep them up!!! Hey all, some of you may remember the bulletin i posted for Taylor a few days ago. I just wanted to let ya all know what is going on now. They have put her into a medical induced coma because the pain was just too much for her. She is still on the ventilator but they want to start turning it down slowly to try to get the hole in her lung to close on its own. Her dad put up a page for her with updates everyday on myspace. the link is if anyone is interested in any of the updates. If not that's ok but could you say at least one prayer for her. Any thing helps. Thanks Remember she is only 4 years old and we al
Have any of you ever expereinced close to death calls??? Like where you merely had a close encounter with death itself? Like i swear when i write these blogs, they always come str8 from my heart. Me and my whole life growing up, i never had much faith in God, never was religious... But, as i grew older i kept having these close encounters that i cant never seem to get out of my mind... Like such close calls where you actually see your whole life just pass you by in front of your eyes, and all you can really do is watch it take place. But when i realizd im still here..After about the 2nd time i kinda realized something.. I got some1 lookin out for me...cuz if i didnt, i know i sure as hell wouldnt be here right now... Because i've had about 7 close calls in my lifetime and im only 21 right now.. majority of them were straight up miracles...I never had much faith b4 in my life.. But when i stop and think about my life and how it has evolved itself... And all the stuff that i've seen and
Pixystix's Thoughts
Ok so The guy I love is getting married and it aint to me. He told me he loved me but can see past the fact I have 2 children with someone else. He has been with his girl for maybe 4 months, told me she reminds him so much of me. So is h marrying her for her or cus she is the closes thing to me he can get right now. So how long is 4 months to wait for someone you say you love and that you say was your true love? So I say, FUCK MEN. I have better things to do with my time. This is Elizabeth. She is only 21 months old and is going through her 2nd round of cancer.We are waiting to see if her 7 month old sister will be a match for a bone marrow transplant. I am not asking for money, just a moment of your time. Just take a few seconds to pray for her, or if your not the type to pray just send good thoughts. Every thing sent our way will be returned if ever in need. If you do want to help out more, then just go to any store like Target and buy something for St.Jude. Not only will it hel
so I have just found out that even after only getting like a few hours of sleep coffee is still my best friend. I have been coffeeless for about a month now and it SUCKS!! on the other hand I have also realized how much laundry 3 people can g through in one month and it doesn't look pretty....*sighs* I'm desgenated house bitch for laundry such fun....NOT!! well as i stand here in te kitchen drinking my coffee and eating a waffle I think about the fact halo 3 is in the other room calling my name but i am resisting the erge to go play.... atleast until later I have a co-op campaign going on with my roomate and he is now joking on me because of gears of war. We were doing a co-op game and it was my first time playing and I finally killed something so I said "Woot i finally killed it yes!" and he made a picture about it but we were the characters and i said what i said and he said "Finally after how many tries" I will admit the picture was funny as hell because it was all true well guess I
Hotmale@ Cherrytap
Faded Rose@ fubar Go to her page and check her out. She is a sweetie and you will glad to meet her. Go and stop by her page and show her some love. I know I am glad that I got to talk to her. I think I got my cam on here, but not sure i did it right, someone please tell me if i did I am looking for anyone that lives in the same city as I do. It's so very hard to find anyone that lives real close to me.
My Poetry And Lyric Ideas. *ill Keep Adding To It*
More than once Ive been down on my luck A war was raging in my head I just didnt give a fuck I wanted nothing more than to be dead Other times Ive been high as a kite I felt like I was on cloud nine Everything was going right I was just really out of my mind Pathetic self loathing Overwhelming joy A chaotic battle In which Im only a toy Outside forces dont see the war I just made them think Im ok It getting too hard to handle anymore Too damn hard to get through the day I might be a warrior But my armor's full of holes The enemy more superior Im still fighting for my soul I feel like Im in a war I wont win Occasionally Im tossed a bone They always attack again and again Im left fighting alone Im weak and Im weary The peace is all I desire My defense is low, but Im still fiery The situation is dire Someone give me a slight of hand Such a long war its been I dont think a resolution is a great demand I may be beaten but not broken I wont e
Profile Titles Can Take A Blog In Themselves
I wanted to keep the length of my new title reasonable, so I abbreviated a few words... and ended up with prate for photo rating- of course, prate is a word. I'm at my prating and prattling on limit indeed for the day. Pity! :) I've got a whole lot to do today Feb 3, but will try to replace this with an explanation of why I support the recent ratings review... change... later this evening (eastern US time). "Language games" is not to denote something frivolous, by the way- see and -Eric
Wish I Could Meet Such In Person
I have been awarded 150 points for second time being on line, tnx to cherry tap and my friends who insist me to be on line just I want to close my account from this site, I would also like to hide me from this internet life even, I know the every thing what a person case face me/u/he/she so sorry for that, now Iam closed for every one, going to delete ever photo and ever thing, I must pay a thnx to my friends, the love I have got here is not forgetable for me even after whether Iam alive or not. sorry I have seen a lot of ups and downs but now I feel myself a segregated, so bye YOU WANT TO KNOW THE END,.... LOOK AT THE BEGINNING! ***AFRICAN PROVERB*** WHEREVER YOU ARE .... IN YOUR HEART AND MIND .... AT THE ONSET OF THE RELATIONSHIP .... IS .... WHERE YOU WILL BE AT THE END! WHATEVER YOU BRING .... TO THE START OF THE RELATIONSHIP .... IS .... WHAT YOU WILL HAVE TO CLEAN UP .... IN THE END! YOU .... CANNOT BEGIN A RELATIONSHIP ....
Mr Show Vids (i Couldnt Add Them To My Stash)
Lemoore woman dies in hit-and-run crash, Armona man arrested By Sentinel Staff [feb. 20. 2007] Officials have released the names of those involved in a Monday morning hit-and-run car accident which claimed the life of a Lemoore woman.The accident resulted in the death of Corliss Harbor, 19, of Lemoore, and the arrest of Benjamin Lopez, 23, of Armona.Lopez is being held in Kings County Jail on felony hit and run charges and a misdemeanor charge of driving without a license. His bail is set at $35,000.Heading east on Jackson Avenue in her 2002 Mitsubishi Lancer, Harbor stopped for the stop sign at 14th Avenue.According to reports, Harbor failed to notice Lopez approaching the intersection from the north, and entered into the intersection directly into the path of Lopez's 2003 Chevy Silverado. The front of the Silverado broadsided the Lancer on the left side."There was no real reason for this to happen at all," said Highway Patrol spokesman Jerry Pierce. Pierce said it was clear and th
Hello Everyone
hello every one want to let you all know that you can reach me n msn or yahoo: msn yahoo spm_1972 ok everyone i am guess it is time to put down the rules for my page one more time and this is the last time and i am gonna tell you the reason for the rule and if you dont follow it there will be no more its ok dont do it again you are gonna be blocked here and on my mess rules 1 my page is just that my page if you see something on there you dont like then dont look that simply #2 look at my family and friends list and my fans and the ones that i fanned if oyu need to ask who the hell they are then well maybe you dont need to be on my page it is simply #3 if you want to be a friend to one of my firends great just remember that you have become friends with them talk to them about what ever you want but not me i hate being talked about and to many people have been saying to much shit and tired of coming on here to have some fun and all it is is a fight
Yes Or No
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletiLet's see who n. the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" Report as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?] thanxs to all for ur comments i will return... love u friends
Please Need Help
Our friend karen dove needs our help so if any ya'll could stop bye and hey ya Stealth's go bomb mother trucker's. If you get the chance to drop by with at least a rate and comment would be appreciated she a friend. TY FOR ALL THE HELP I DID GET DURNING THIS BUT THIS OTHER GUY IS BETTER BUT HERE IS THE LINK JUST INCASE SOMEONE WANTS TO HELP
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Funny Shit...
A man is driving along a highway and sees a rabbit junp out across the middle of the road. He swerves to avoid hitting it, but unfortunately the rabbit jumps right in front of the car. The driver, being a sensitive man and an animal lover, pulls over and jumps out to see what has become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, the rabbit is dead. The driver feels so awful that he begins to cry. A beautiful blonde woman driving down the highway sees a man crying on the side of the road and pulls over. She steps out of the car and asks the man what's wrong. "I feel terrible,! " he explains, "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The blonde says, "Don't worry." She runs to her car and pulls out a spray can. She walks over to the limp, dead rabbit, bends down, and sprays the contents onto the rabbit. The rabbit jumps up, waves its paw at the two of them and hops off down the road. Ten feet away the rabbit stops, turns around and waves again, he hops down the road anot
Missy~ Sahar Blog's
the xxx story: As I walked in the door, coming home from the office, I saw my wife Carolyn standing by the cabinet preparing dinner. Carolyn has a body built like a brick shit house with all the fixtures in the right place. Today she looked especially good wearing a skimpy halter top with a pair of low cut shorts that fit snugly around her ass with the outline of her bikini panties showing through. Crossing the room and walking up behind her I reached around and cupped one of her tits with my hand while caressing her ass with the other and gave her a little nibble on the earlobe. "Whats for dinner?" I asked while dropping my hand from her tit to rub her cunt suggestively. "Company" she replied. I heard a voice from the den calling "Come on in, we have the fire going." As I entered the room, Ron, a friend of the family rose from a recliner with a drink in his hand and a bulge in the front of his pants. "You horny old bastard" I said, "What the hell are you doing over here?"
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown. You never know who is fallin
Amanda's Thoughts...etc.
Yesterday was our final court date for our custody battle for my husbands two oldest boys...which sounds odd to say cause they are my boys and I think of them as my own.... But we Won custody of the boys, their biological Mother does have visitation but we have Custody...hip hip hooray!!! She made her self look like a fool. She couldn't remember what grade our oldest boy was in. One of our witnesses was the Special Ed teacher for the 11yr od. ( for behavior he's adhd and lots of other stuff) and she testified that we had be very involved in Travis's school and his behavior at school and his homework etc. And that she never was that way.... (she testified on many other topics too) then once Kim was called to the stand she sat there and said that she was involved in all sorts of things and school and listed the stuff that Mrs Dugan our witness had said that we do and she did not... Which made her look like a complete IDIOT. Because what she didn't know is her standing ther
~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~ Grand Father, White mans being destroys Life itself. A warrior once strong in Heart, Mind, and Spirit. Warriors with Honor and Pride. Through White mans exissence and Laws. Fate to a Warrior brings Existence. A Warrior bows his head in Dishonor, A strong Heart, but Spirit lives. A Spirit with life like the Eagle. Powerful, Beautiful, and Graceful. Knowledge and Wisdom like the Owl, but Above all Free and Ones Self. As his Spirit the Great Heavens, A New Life into his Whole Being. Like the Eagle a Warrior years for Domain of new Horizons. As the Warrior gives of himself To the Fate creates his Destiny. He Fears nothing, defends nothings. As the Warriors Spirit Soars Past the Eagle to Freedom. Have a great day......................................"SheWarrior" Thx girl :) Friends Body: Friends are the ones that are always there, Whenever anything gives you a scare. They'll be there when the road gets rough, They see you throu
Alan's Poetry
Is there enough words to tell you how sorry I am, Or how I really do feel? Is this poem enough for you to understand... I've sought inspiration for so long to write to you. Only things is, I'm afraid I've made a mistake, I don't know that you'll ever forgive for. One after another, distractions hit me over and over, Why do I bother, you're everything I've ever sought? The happiness I've wanted, the feeling... Just to know you want to be there next to me. I feel like a failure to myself, I'm so afraid I'll be the same to you. If I did what was right, What I know belongs in my heart... Would you truly want to take my hand? I've waited so long to admit, but I know that's what I want. I'm afraid you'll never accept me for what I am. So here I go... you know how I've felt, How I feel, and you know it's true. I kneel down, watching your expression change... I'm almost expecting tears for what this looks to be, I can't afford much right now, but it's what's inside
It's All About Me & Friends In Low Places
So I am going to move to Arizona with this wonderful young man that I fell in love with and he in love with me...I wake up in California and have a smile that won't quit...I smile any way at everything in life...things just seem beautiful when your workin on your own dreams..I can't believe I lost that for a time and went thru depression, drugs, isolation, and suicidal attempts. I can see now that I overcame such hardship and struggles within...I firmly believe we don't go thru things for no reason the reasons may be to make us a better person (always should) or for the benefit that you may be a part in saving another human life thru your story, your pain, your victory, and your strenths...... I'm free and clean of more living life like I want to die...I don't take all the chances anymore...And pain was overcame by the love in my heart when I learned acceptance... Good bye everyone I will keep in touch...miss all of you...:( you will be always on my mind... veronica/m Hey
Disclaimer - I was DrunkK! lmao. Still gettin the hang of these. =P Hopefully this embed works.
Really everybody should have a doctor like mine. A doctor who speaks their mind regardless of the consequences. I like my doc alot he is knowledgeable and just enough of an asshole to say "Uh, Wes, man I hate to break this to you but you're a fatass, and this isn't gonna get any better as you get older. You really need to do something about it now. A few months ago I came to him with a paper to sign for my Critical care paramedic physical and he says "You know, I'm just not gonna sign that until you comply with your asthma treatment." So I did, now he went on vacation and the stupid fuck that he has stand in for him not only interpreted this as a positive TB test, but she then tells me based off of one Blood pressure reading of 138/90 that I have hypertension and need to be on quinipril, a beta blocker, that's fucking great doc. I take four medications that if you had noticed, have a side effect of elevated blood pressure, not only that but all of the drugs that reverse acute bronchosp
My Erotic Meanderings
He stared in silence as she slowly dropped willow green silk outer and white lace under coverings like flags of surrender at the conquerors feet Standing with back straight sweet passion melons thrust forward seductively buds darkened with desire Her emerald eyes smoldered with untamed animal enticement His ravenous eyes caught fire reciprocating flame for flame Boldness as unflinching as hers taking in each subtle nuance Of pink tonal differentiation in satin smooth nakedness contrasting highlight, shadow of black silk lying gentle against feminine ivory shoulders and lush shadowed lawn between inviting creamy alabaster thighs Then fastening on twin roundness His hands ached to embrace with tender gentle squeezes the rotund beauty of her breasts Fingers flexing uncomfortable with excess heat, to caress deep rose buds that hardened under his intent stare like well trained soldiers at the approach of a five star general Lips burned to sample
My Rules
"Blah blah blah Family only. Dont even ask Blah blah" If I dont ask, how will I ever see them? Duh Ok we all have our strange things. I guess mine is my that condiment should never touch my bread. Dont worry, I am not a spaz about food on my plate touching. What's yours? "Boy me a blast" "Wanna own me?" "Give me Fubucks" Get over yourselves!! Spend your own damn money. Anyone who is stupid enough to fall for that crap is a fool.
Blog Surveys!!! Woohoo Funnn
x=Yes ( )=No (just take away the x's if its no for you, copy aqnd paste in your own blog ) (x) Skipped School ( ) Snuck out of your parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (x) gone on a blind date ( ) had a crush on a teacher (x) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico ( ) been to california ( ) road-tripped out of the the country ( ) been on a plane ( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire ( ) eaten Sushi ( )been snowboarding (x) been to a concert (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone or miss someone (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) questioned your heart (x) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost ( ) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean (x) felt like dying (x) cried yourself to sleep (x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) paid for a meal with only coins (x) d
Cowboy Up
Im not about the points, PLEASE if you are going to buy me a gift do it because we have talked and become friends or at least friendly and something in the gift shop made you think..."Buck would like that". DO NOT buy me gifts because I rated your pics/stash/blogs/ ect. If I have taken the time to rate your pages its because I found you interesting enough to spend my time on, not because I want anything in return. Yes the points are cool, Its nice to be high in the lvls, I love getting a "10" all of that is what makes this site FUN. But if your only buying gifts as "payment" save your bucks. This is a general blog and not directed to any 1 person its just a little insight into who I am. Thanks for takign the time to read this, Buck I have added pics and made a new album, they are locked for a reason, they are graphic and of a VERY adult nature, You will need to ask to see them. Buck A recent scientific study found that women find different male faces attractive depending on
The Blob
i want to fuckin party. but i have to wake up early and go to work. sucks major cock. why does it have to be this way? lol. im all whining about bull shit. but damnit, when the weekend comes, its like people vanish..when ihave time to get my party on. 53% GeekJustSayHi - A Free Dating Website53% Geek JustSayHi - A Free Dating Website I Scored a 80%! JustSayHi - Free Personals holy that bad o.O 54%Free Online Dating from JustSayHi just great... >.<
See what 50 years can do? Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956- Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006- School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956- Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006- Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956- Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006- Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a z
My Stories Please Leave Comments
I walked into your room saw that you were sleepin very quietly walked over to you pulled the covers down ,you were wearing that red nighty with no undies and the site of your magnificent vulva excited me so much my hardon was straining my pants.I was literally hurting from the pressure I took off my pants listening to your breathing to make sure you were not waking I knelt down between your legs gazed at your magnificent pussy. I had left the door open just enough the light stopped before it hit your eyes as always the juice from your pussy was just amazing glittering like dew on a petal in the morning sun.I started to stroke myself staring at your pussy within 30 seconds i could feel my cum rising and forced my self to stop.I leaned down and inhaled takin in your scent my senses were going wild. Lightly as i could I placed my mouth on your pussy and o so softly started workin your folds with my tounge I moved up a little takin your clit into my mouth letting my tounge just rest
so i get a call the other day on bruce's cell phone... it was my obgyn and apparently they have been trying to get ahold of me for over 3 weeks now...i guess i had an irregular pap and they want to run some more extensive tests they think i could possibly have cervical cancer... i wouldnt b as bothered by this accept for the fact that both my sister and grandmother on my mom's side have had it and had to have a hysterectomy...i am terrified...i want to have another child!! ok i went ot the doc today for my surgery and she said that as far as she can tell it doesnt look too bad just some abnormal cells but she cant b sure until they go in for tests so i have the biopsy and will know by the 20th if its cancer or not. keep me in your thoughts and prayers!! I love you all so much!! ok the docs dont have the official results back but the un-official results are saying that its just mild dysplasia which is just abnormal cells in my cervix but they sent the samples up for more screening j
What I Do....
You know when your in traffic and nobody moving even when theres a green light and then you see why they were not some old person sitting in the front not knowing where they are. Now its not only old people who do this it is anybody who has something on there mind or people who are stoned ect... how 'bout they get off the steets until they're a little bit with the world so they can drive...anyway I hate traffic. I think it would be good if everybody would shut up just for a few minutes and maybe do something that they enjoy...and I don't mean talk. Something that they really like maybe having sex,or masterbate or maybe sit on the pc or have some time reading a book or doing a hobbie. Something is always better than nothing and running your mouth is not doing anything that I describe here. I know that many people can't shut there mouth for even a second but try maybe you'll like it. cya for now! FAST CASH $6 PAYPAL as seen on OPRAH !!Quick Money!! THIS IS INSANE!!! IT RE
This is a more than a blog it is a shout out to all my family and friends... Thank you for your wonderful comments. Thank you for you respect. Thank you for the smile you all freely give to me. Thank you all for the LOVE! In a world where people are materialistic... I thank you for letting me participate in your lives. In a world where people place masks upon who their true being; thank you for unmasking of yourselves. In a world of suffering and pain; thank you for your joyful presents... I appreciate those who are here and all the LOVE you give! SEEKER75 Well my first blog and I just have to say WWWWWWOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOO! Tigers in the ELITE 8!!!! TO my Texas A & M friends... Sorry, and a hell of a good game! I need help with a contest I am in please help me out! THANKS!
My Personal Life Things
wow, i cant beleive how hard this has hit me. I have only been here in texas at ft. sam for 4 days. Im here for more advanced training as i go for my flight paramedic specalist. and wow. I am just thinking now, how much i miss my family. I was all happy to be comming down here, and now i have only been here for 4 days, and already missing my family back home. I have also not been talking to a lot of you here on tap, and im sorry, just i have been very busy with all my training. I did pass my finals for the EMT-B part. Well till next time i post, if i talk to you i talk to you. so if you see me online, send me a shout!!! And just remember that i love ya all, you are all my best of best friends. till next time. Bonnie Thats right im on this fun site as well. come and check it out for yourself. OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here th
What Condition My Condition Was In...
Hiya folks, It's me again. your drunky friend that doesn't sleep enough. I have bee thinking lately that the majority of the women who court them don't know the difference. Uh. yeah nevermind. How about them politicians? crooked as a sherman's necktie... and how about them other sons of so and sos... but that is what I'm talking about. yay us for having accomplished the raising of anger towards us as high as it has ever been., I love our foreign policy. were gonna reap the benefits of our bad manners in dealing with the rest of the war. huzzah. I'm going to sleep now. as I pass out from the alcohol coursing through my veigns at an amazing level. I love whisky. Zzzzz.... Well I'm single once again, after a relationship of about a year. She still wants to be friends, but I'm not going to be able to give her as much support as I have been. I'm tired of getting little to no respect and gratitude for all the times I went out of my way to help her. I'm not sorry I did, ju
Deep Thoughts
On Wednesday 11, 2007 I lost a friend and a co worker, they had misdiagnoised him and he thought it was just his liver, but to come reality he had panaric cancer. He served his country in Vietnam,and stood strong when most wouldn't have. Then through out his life he was in various Law Enforcement Agencies. He was 56 yrs old, he ended his career with serving the public in Department Of Corrections. I am going to miss him, already do, cause really he was more than a co-worker, friend he help me get through my dad's death, he took over like a real father and held my hand to the end. This is dedicated to his memory. Today was one of those days,you wish u could turn around and go back to bed and start over again. If it could happen it did. I need so much to take a cool great vacation and just relax. Maybe one day I will be able to sit back and laugh on it all. Rose are like life the come from the earth and then with love and tender care, they tend to bloom and smell great and then in thie
Book 13 H.g.wells In The Days Of The Comet
4 Then let me give you a vivid little impression I received of a certain prosaic person, a grocer named Wiggins, and how he passed through the Change. I heard this man's story in the post-office at Menton, when, in the afternoon of the First Day, I bethought me to telegraph to my mother. The place was also a grocer's shop, and I found him and the proprietor talking as I went in. They were trade competitors, and Wiggins had just come across the street to break the hostile silence of a score of years. The sparkle of the Change was in their eyes, their slightly flushed cheeks, their more elastic gestures, spoke of new physical influences that had invaded their beings. "It did us no good, all our hatred," Mr. Wiggins said to me, explaining the emotion of their encounter; "it did our customers no good. I've come to tell him that. You bear that in mind, young man, if ever you come to have a shop of your own. It was a sort of stupid bitterness possessed us, and I can't make out we d
Stupid People . . .
Somedays...ok, most all days I really hate people because the world seems to be overwhelmingly filled with them. Lacking social skills, devoid of a broad spectrum of Understanding and Diversity. Bigoted and Narrow...unable to Soar to new heights of Awareness and Understanding. But,like the Buddha says "Ignorance is Bliss." Well, there are a lotta happy motherfuckerzzzz out there.... jt/poet/seer/thinker my mother found my stash today...what am I to do? Fuck, she found it all...stems. pipes..Shit. What ever after that? I grow so fucking weary of all the bullshit in people...wanting to fool with somebody else's emotions...Why? I suppose for some deranged sense of self satisfaction. Whatever. Where are all the Real people at? If you got a lover at home...don't be out sniffin up someone else's tree...I get so tired of Games and Playas...shit, I fucking quit the dating scene...ain't nobody worthy it seems the one you're know
Dear Frances...
Create your own Friend Quiz here i was just wondering...have you seen the moon? i noticed after you left that my surroundings change, there was a stillness...a void...a loss that was intense to me, to the innerness of me. more clearly, it was like a stop of time and space, all had lost its reason continuity in every sence of the world, was no more...there was nothing. i wondered to the far side of the porch and watched as your soul drifted away into the distance and i would have sworn that you, had taken with you the sounds of the birds, the light of the stars, the breeze of the wind, the scent of the air, the beat of my heart, and the moon in my sky! i looked to see if i could find just one single thing that was the same as when you and i had shared that space, but all was lost. there was nothing, except this noticeable emptiness within me. years passed by and i realized that 'all' was not lost, for if i strained a bit i could hear the birds in the distance, they confessed that y
Make Sure You Enter My Contest Before Its Too Late!!!
i need 4000 cherry bucks to get my girl the diamond ring so lets bomb me :D and ill do what i can back at ya... i need money :D thats what i want :D i got word today that my friend, who was a tatto artist, and did my only tattoos, Tom, died of a drug overdose this week... RIP MY BROTHER!!! U WILL BE MISSED!!!! he had a son and a daughter, and he left them all behind to move to florida to clean up his addictions, and i guess he didnt... Tom is on the left, with the blonde hair and football jersey... see yall laters... if ya wanna talk u know where i am... just not on here anymore...
Lightly touching the dark mahaugany door her hazelblue eyes gazed almost as if they could see right through it. She let a deep yet soft breath escape her angelic pink lips before knocking on the door. In a clarity she heard his deep powerful voice with a silken undertone. "Enter.." Slowly she opened the door and stepped through, she felt his gaze on her. After pausing only a moment she made her way to the center of the room and sunk to yeilding knees. Her fiery red hair cascaded down over her shoulders as she held her firm supple back straight. Petite hands rested lightly on her thighs. She left her gaze forward as her head was held high. The room was dark with a hint of red light glowing. In front of her was an antique four poster bed. The rest of the room was elegantly yet simply decorated with an antique dresser and an armuoire placed perfectly around the room. A few oriental posters and ornaments adorned the walls. "You've returned to me..." the statement was made
Sperm Dumpster
Holy fuck i just got back from dallas! last night I went to see Goatwhore, THE RED ChORD, and Mutha fucking Black Dahlia MURDER!!!! and cannibal corpse.... I almost cried when the black dahlia murder came on stage... even better later not only did i get to meet every one from all the bands but the lead guitarist for the black dahlia murder came and talked to me during the cannibal corpse show!! i almost shit myself... i swear i don't think I could have had a better fucking time.. i didn't get to meet the guys from cannibal corpse..but i think i'll live i got to meet who i went to see!! anywho i'll have pictures up here would have had more but yeah i ran out of fucking batteries... My Freinds back home terrible two decided to suprise me and come see me today best present ever IAHH i forget how much i really am home sick sometimes... I for get how diffrent it is here.... things like this always help me rember who my true friends are the people who love me for who i am and not what i loo
its really just the title of a poem, i swear. nothing to it. tess, collects it three years after raymonds wet death. gets an earful. and writes a poem about it, one without any kisses, in a collection devoted to lip lock. it resonates like poetry does, and like poetry, it preempts its future. the future bar fubar, that is. where the men are always young and virile and always getting busy. that is one of the effects of a bar with 1,257,643 inmates and counting. what need is there to speak to the woman next to you who can only remind you of something you wanted once and can no longer have? look again. there is no bar stool next to you. there is only constant rotation. no trace of lost sweetness? it is grueling work for the imagination, too, which is marred by this constant prolepsis (the clicking sounds). next assignation, next opportunity, if only to witness, hit by a realization of desire, lit by its virulencewhat is left of a bar if it bans the second hand smoke that could get so
Family Member And Great Friend Needs Some Love
we are needed in here because wikkad 1 is going against the ct mafia and really needs our help is the link to ctdaddy so please send him a friends request.... CT DADDY THE TEXAS GODFATHER~Husband Of Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch~I Love And Adore My Baby Angel~@ CherryTAP this is the link to wikkad 1 contest and as soon as u are a friend u can go and start bombing.. and she is really needing alot of love due to the fact she is going against the ctmafia. and here is another family member that needs us asap and the link to her is so please lets show them our love and support HEY THERE PLEASE GO HERE UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE,IF I SEE YOU ONLINE THAN I SHOULD SEE YOU BOMBING NATIVE HUNNY... IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BOMB OR CANNOT BOMB WHILE ONLINE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A C-MAIL AND EXPLAIN IT TO ME DIRECTLY AS TO WHY.ESPECIALLY IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BOMB FOR THEN THEIR IS NO REASON FOR YOU TO BE TAKING UP SPACE ON MY BOMBSQUAD HOMEPAGE
Good Night
Well another day has come and gone,I want to tell you something right quick,I posted a blog earlier tonight about me leaving CherryTap,I hope you will all read it,... it's under the heading of ME,anyway I want you all to have a great night,sweet dreams and I will see you tomorrow! Index Hope everyone has a good night...the toughest part of the week is behind us...Good Night and Sweet Dreams my friends! We are having some stormy weather here tonight so I'm hoping I sleep wonderful lol.Good Night and Sweet Dreams everyone....Have a great sleep!See you all tomorrow!
Tidbits About Azzy
I totally love this band. Spent many nights partying with the guys. Hard to find their music on line ,, but I keep looking. If you have not heard them before, check out the music sample links. 1. Do you like anyone?: sure do 2. Do they know it? i believe so 3. Simple or complicated? simple for now IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U 4. Had sex: with someone ..i wish 5. Bought something: yes 6. Gotten sick?: nope 7. Been hugged?: oh ya 8. Felt stupid?: all the time..laffin 9. Talked to an ex: sure do 10. Missed someone: yes 11. Failed a test: no 13. Danced: no 14. Gotten your hair cut?: no 15. Lied: kinda U N I Q U E 16. Nervous habits?: play with my finger nails 17. Are you double jointed?: pinkie finger 18. Can you roll your tongue?: nope 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: nope 20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes 21. Do you make your bed daily?: no 22. Do you think you are unique?: sure do,, everyone is H A V E
Thoughts of you. I often think of you when I see the stars in the sky. They remind me of how your eyes sparkle. I often think of you when the sun shines high. It reminds me of your warm touch. I often think of you when the gentle breeze blows. It reminds me of your caressing words. I think of you all day long. I long for your touch, your smile, your voice. The simple thought of your presents warms my soul. You are my life. You are my breathe, my soul. Without you I am but a shell. Whatever life may hand me I know I can withstand. As long as I have you in my heart, I know I can withstand any storm. When a tear streams down my cheek, You are the one to wipe it away. You are my strength when I am weak. You are the heart that beats within me. You make me whole. That is why my thoughts of you bring me joy. Our Paths Have Crossed Again I always knew that our paths would cross again. I just never knew how or when. You have always been on my mind. I just never kn
What A Morning!
Well gotta work tonight, but got some good news too! Got a new job starting Monday which should help me raise the money alot quicker to get my Southern arse to Nashville! I want to be completely moved no later than May21. Can't wait to get out of this burg! Filmed by my bettah-half, listen to the high-tension power-lines and don't blink when she coughs, LOL u will miss it! But tell me if this isn't dayum close! n't dayum close! OK here goes! I want to petition for Celeb- up- in -coming CT member! I am gettin' ready to hit the high-way on tour and hopefully Europe by January during their summer-time! Just signed with Moody Judy Music in Nashville and am currently putting a band together to hit the road by the end of the month! I have enjoyed being a CT member and all my friends and fans have helped this brother out with alot. TY all for the ratings and the chat. Hope to get enough votes to get that Celeb status! So just sign away and let's get it done! All the CT money I raise will go
Exotic's Thoughts
I never imagined so many people would come thru and wish me a happy b-day...Sorry I couldnt return the love by thanking each of u individually but know it was very much appreciated and made me smile. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m This problem has been going on since I started working here in 1998. This older gentleman has a problem with women in the workplace. I guess that he feels that we should be secretaries and not be making equivalent or more than him...Do you think that we will ever get to the level that we can be appreciated for the work that we accomplish as a person and not our gender? My NSFW's have returned for your viewing pleasure... Enjoy
My Poems
Death was myself when I was alone Death was my soul when I was alone Death was my body before I met the person of my life Life was my soul becoming brighter every moment we talked Life is my soul becoming alive when we meet for the first time Life is now complete You are my other half You are my soul You are my happiness You are my smile You are my every breath You are the twinkle in my eye You are my heart beating ever so loudly now You are the blood that runs through my veins You have opened my eyes ever so wide now I can see all You have opened up my thoughts You have opened up my hearing I can hear all You are all that makes me live You are all that is US What more can I say About that fateful day The two of us became one My only wish had been done I finally felt complete You swept me off my feet Now I'm all empty inside I just want to run and hide I would walk a thousand miles Just to see that wonderful smile
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purp
Dragonslayer's Rants
BYTES OF LIFE (PART 1) The experienced rider turns her blue-eyed gaze toward the cloudy skies. She contemplates turning back to avoid the imminent rain shower. She can already smell the rain, mixed with the comforting smell of her equine companion. She watches the lazy clouds as her horse takes this opportunity to grab a snack. His thoughts are not on the upcoming rain shower, or even looking forward to the race back to the barn. His sandy mane and tail have gotten wet before. It really isnt that big of a deal. He is living in the moment, enjoying the trail with his rider. She has the sudden urge to forge ahead, right into the path of the rain. Theres nothing like a midsummer rain to wash away the worry and doubt from her mind. The rain seems to bring reality into focus. Although her dress would get soaked, her new jean jacket would get broken in. Her horse would enjoy the cool rain. She could always turn around if the need arose. However, now was not the time. Jade 3-4
Fevered Halucinations
Over and over again it happens Darkness washes over me clouding my mind obscuring my judgment giving me the cravings the self-destructive tendencies anger surging to the surface anxiety ruling me rage burning within me the overwhelming urges come The razorblade calls me to rip into my flesh I resist the urge to answer for now, but only just the sting of the sharpened blade could help for awhile give the rush I need to feel something, anything other than my darkened soul feeding upon itself the chaos in my twisted mind could be eased so many ways I seek temporary oblivion Ok, this is for all the horndogs out there. MY 10 RULES FOR CHATTING. 1. Yes, I have a cam. No, I do not always want to perform on it for your pleasure. So if I say no, have some respect and don't badger me about it. 2. Sometimes I am not in the mood for sexual chat. If I say no, deal with it. 3. Gentlemen who cam for/with me. I like to see a man's face when he's putting on a show for
News Stories
Source cNet { } AMBRIDGE, Mass.--Many Eyes, the data-sharing site from the Visual Communication Lab at IBM, is getting more social. The Many Eyes Web site, in public alpha since January, enables people to upload data sets from common delineated files, such as an Excel file, then go through a few clicks to make it visual and available to all. Images: Many Eyes for 'seeing' data There are 15 different types of data charts, called visualizations, that can further be manipulated by viewers to search and parse for different views and more specific data subsets. Users can upload their own data set, and also choose others' data sets to visualize. The idea behind the site is that people who have a common interest in certain types of data can come together on the Internet as they do with music, movies and video. The group hopes that it will be a place for researchers to make contact,
I see a lot of people have rated my photos a 5.. i dont care.. but i have looked at the profile who give my photos a 5 and i do not find where to give points to their photos... I know i am not stupid... or do i not look close enough.. Have fun!! Hey u all... Be nice to me and i am nice to u.... Easter is coming up..... Have a great Easter now matter how u will spend it.. I start tonight but will not be a naughty woman as i can be...just ask my man.... Behave.... ok... All of the sudden i am 1 year older, than i was a little while ago. Its not my birtday yet.. lol i will a year older later on this year but now now...
Everyone Should Know...
I Know who I am I know what I want. I know where I have been and I know where I am going. I know the people I am taking along for the ride, I know what people I am leaving behind. To ALL those Friends I have made, and all the friends I have. Thanks for being there Through the good times as well as the bad. Drop me a line or two, once and a while say hi and make me smile. Always the Clown of Clowns. Well I know that I am not gonna say this right so I will say it the best I can. Good Bye. I will be around somewhere. Who knows where. Sooner or later maybe things will be as they should. But today is not what it needs to be. I know that form now on I will not utter the words I Love You Because I do not want to hear them back. My Heart has been walked all over one too many times to try any harder than I was. Now the Ball is in Your Court. Time is not a friend of mine. I have about 100 days left of sleepless nights left. I will be home in full soon enough, so please be patient. You Know who
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Shadows Blog
Those of you that know me know I've been a good friend with very good qualities. I'm honest, I'm loyal, I do my best to help my friends whenever they're in need. I may have been in trouble with the law on several occasions but that doesn't change the fact that I'm a good man with a good heart. I stand up for my friends and family and I stand up for what I believe in. There are people in my life who try to put me down and make false claims against me but those of you who know me know that I'm true to my word and my promise to you all is I promise to continue to be a true friend to the end no matter what anyone thinks of me. You can put down my name but you can never put down my heart, my spirit, or my faith in God. In the end the only judge I have to answer to is God and as long as I live a life that is true to his teachings I will have a place in heaven with Him. Your friend always, John Chapman Wanna see a really funny trick you can do with rice? Simply feed it to a bird an
i've come to the general realization that most people on this site have an attention issue. not that it cant be held or that no one pays attention to them its more on the line of being an attention whore. everyone on my list on this site has something i deemed special about themselves. most are cute, beautiful, have big boobs, write some beautiful poetry, live life to the fullest and are just great people. others are people who dont get attention and have found that portal to be someone that theyre not. be real with yourself. if you have a brain be smart. hell i've come across one of you thats smart beautiful and a freak all wrapped into one. but then there are others that just want to go up in the rankings and become a goddess of the tap. thats not going to happen. throwing tantrums wont get you attention it just proves that youre a bitch and you need love. online love is online love. it may fill the void when youre online but sweety when you lay down at night. you'll still be a bitch
Is There Anything God Can't Do?
The 90\'s brought a new expectancy and excitement with them. My old life was on the way out and a new adventure was about to further my quest. I left prison after 1989 with a new direction.One that I was ready to jump into with both feet! You see, after I got to the jail after my promise to God, Something did happen. I was ther for about 2 weeks when my probation officer came to see me. She informs me that I am not there on serious offence { probation violation-failing to report 2 consecutive times} So when the court date comes, she is going to have me released. Hey! Alright ! I am outta here!!! I was ready to go home.But I had not opened the bible once and had fallen into the prison routine again and had forgotten the promise. My day in court soon arrived. I was feeling very fine. I was about to sink my teeth into home cooked meals again! Where would I eat first? I was being brought before the judge. I stood there in my assurance of freedom. The judge read the charge and asked me if I
Don't Make Me Feel That Way
Don't dream. Don't hope. Don't have faith. Don't ever think with your heart. Don't wish. Just. . . don't live. This is me. I am a hard worker, but a procrastinator at the same time. I believe that everyone has some good inside of them though I think some people are really misguided. I would do anything for my family because they have never left me like some of my friends have. I believe in love, yet I dont believe that Ill ever find it again because I dont feel like Im worth it. Im a person who would jump in front of a bullet for anyone, even if they were a stranger. I care too much for my own good. Ive been called goth, punk, emo, prep. . .and quite honestly, what is the point in a label? I could care less for them. In fact, if you ask me what music I listen to, I will list bands. . .not labels. I hate judgmental people. Im shy. I love making people laugh. Anything that I fear, I also am in awe about. I wish I were thinner and prettier so I cou
Oooh hey hey well well well Do you mind if I tell the truth for a second ya'll Maybe I deserve to wonder who calling so damn late For you to say im trippin it's just a homie from upstate (said it's just a homie) Dont he know it's 1:00 in the morning you say it's cool baby it's cool Baby I deserve for you to say he's coming into town ( he wants to see you) and he's just wondering if you and him can hang out I dont like it but I know I gotta trust you It aint cool cause I know it's true Maybe I deserve for you to go out and find some other guy Maybe I deserve for you to stay out with him all night Maybe I deserve for you to do all the things I did to you Maybe I deserve ( oh yeah) Maybe I deserve [Repeat Twice] For you to put on a sexy dress for me to ask you Who the hell you trying to impress for you to laugh it off like it aint nothing I know it's something Maybe just maybe to sit a home and wonder where you are is he kissing you touching you ho
Sarahs Words
So its been a while since i have been on fubar. Whats new? I work part time handing out samples and Sam's Club, i go to school full time although i am taking a break at the moment to try and sort out my leagle problems, i am being sued by so far two hospitals for failing to pay their way too expensive bills. Woe is me, i have to delcare bankruptcy, and that is no get out debt free card my friends! When i get a check, the money is already spent. I got my check on Wed, and by saturday i am flat broke. I can not blame it all on gas prices either, as much as i want too. This is all my fault. I hate money sometimes. I feel as though it controls me, makes me spend what i do not have. I feel worthless without it, and a slave too it. I spent most of my money on things that i do not need. What the hell, i tell myself. Do i want to be in debt forever? Do i want to miss money so much, that i almost feel willing to do anything for some more of it? Its the worst drug. So like the title says, i'm hu
For one day we all think everything is always going to be okay, that today is going to be a wonderful and glorious day and then suddenly to our tormented eyes, one person, one sick person takes the lives of many. To be shot one by one, I ask myself, what made one person kill and wound so many. These children haven't even lived their lives and yet they only had a short time on this earth. Why? Why did such good people have to be taken. It breaks my heart in two and my heart bleeds for all. No one ever knows what to say in times like this, there never are easy words to say. But I will say, that I hope everyone at Virginia Tech knows that the Country is mourning for them and the close friends or family they have lost. I am sorry you had to endear such a horrific act. I would do anything for any of you right now. My prayer? May everyone find solace, which won't be for a while, but may God be there for you all when you fall and shed wounded tears. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. M
Words Of Wisdome
Once again thank You Lady V!!! Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination.
I Loved You Enough
I exist now dreaming in reality, shades of deep reds and grays, Evolving at the speed of light. As my eyes see all, I bring my fingers to my lips and time stops. I taste you. I ponder you and wallow in the memory of your scent and way. How you called me baby. The way you made me laugh. The way you touched my heart and made me believe. Unable to stop, it seems too wonderful, but in the end there is not much but pain. I allow this for some time, then I awake and know that I am alive and the possibilities are endless. Wanting you to taste my soul and undeniably know that I am the one and we are one to conquer happiness together, unimaginably, the way you knew that we could and will if you say one word, Yes! Your fear. Your ego. Your pride. They protect and also hurt you, keeping you from what is rightfully yours. Love. If I had your heart again? Oh, the way I would touch it, nurture it and protect it My most sacred gift God wants what I want, He
Little Known Facts1. What inspires you: My family2. What is your middle name: Diane3. Favorite ice cream: Chocolate4. What do you hate about some people: When they lie or stab you in the back5. What is your favorite season: Summer6. Do you sing in the shower: sometimes7. What do you do when your bored: get on the internet8. Do you have any tatoos: one...heart with wings for my g-pa (RIP)9. How about piercings: ears10. Morning person or night life: Night life11. Shoe size: 7 1/212. What color is your bathroom: plywood...lol13. Favorite sandwich: idk14. Favorite thing to wear: anything cute15. Plain, salted, or buttered popcorn: salted and butteredMySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at!! Your Famous Movie Kiss is from The Princess Bride "This is true love - you think this happens every day?"
I may not be beautiful,but I am sweet. I may not be the right size, but my heart is still beating and I have feelings if you call me fat. I may not be young, but I am wiser. I may not have a man in my life now, but being alone at times makes me appreciate the one I had. Remember if you are cruel to me, someone may be cruel to you at some time and you will know the pain. Life is short, live it as if today may be your last day. Dance while you can. Love everyone who is special to you, and tell them how you feel. Tell your kids you love them every day. Be kind to one another. Beleive in God and he will beleive in you. My favorite part of a date is the good night kiss. I want to know 20 things about you. Answer them and send it to me and than post it on bullenton. 1.Do you like most of the people you meet on Cherry tap? 2. What do you think of my profile? 3.Do you think we could become friends? 4.What do you think a true friend is? 5.When you date someone how many dates do
My Daily Life
finally dropped. i was dropped from the project i was on at work that was finally good money and i was headed back outta the hole. wanna know how i found out? i logged in to work and it wouldnt let me. i called tech support and they told me!! what the hell? i feel like my whole world keeps crumbling down around me. everytime i think that finally it is all getting better and i can see a light at the end of the tunnel - boom, there is a shift in the earths core and the tunnel caves in, again. damn cave. damn tunnel. damn life. how many times do i have to go through this shit?i try so hard and bust my ass to have all this happen. honestly i dont know how much more i can take. the baby is exhausting me. my son is feeling ignored and thus acting out. can't keep the good money coming in. bills are all late. eviction notices are coming. i just don't know how much longer i can do this. doesnt help that im bi-polar and manic cause i cant afford the medication or to see a doctor. ugh..
Life's Not Like A Bowl Of Cherries
Well it's back to the DR I go. My blood pressure has been up pretty bad lately, so I'll have to get some medicine for it. Naturally I won't mention this to my older brother because he'll just tell me it's all in my head. Write more later on. hypochondria audio (hp-kndr-) KEY NOUN: 1. The persistent conviction that one is or is likely to become ill, often involving symptoms when illness is neither present nor likely, and persisting despite reassurance and medical evidence to the contrary. Also called hypochondriasis . 2. Plural of hypochondrium. I've decided there is no point in telling my brothers much of anything. Well, at least if it is health related. They assume I am a hypochondriac just because I get bored and look stuff up on-line or let them know what the DR has told me. I have also looked up things for others in the family so they will have a better understanding of what my mom has, such as possible cancer. I will go and find the information on
All About Me Results
There's a 77% Chance That You Need Therapy You almost certainly need therapy. And there's nothing wrong with that. Lately life has not been easy for you. Why not let a therapist help you sort things out? Do You Need Therapy? Midnight StrokerHappy Spanking! You stroked 56! Good for you. It seems you're "in touch" with yourself. You like to spank the monkey every now and then. Once or twice a week with just the standard procedures is enough to get you through the dry spells. Maybe updating your limited collection of porn will enhance your alone time. Practice makes perfect! How else you going to tell a woman what you like? This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 85% on skinpointsLink: The Touching You, Touching Me Test written by NOGAS on Ok Cupid Are you shy? Yes
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The klutziest bitch in the seattle area did it again! so I'm walking down the stairs (stepping down the stairs? however you'd put it) lol, and sprain my ankle! yay...this is a first for me, the huge pop kinda tripped me out, but I figure it was just another Whit bein super-klutz and trippin (as in trip and skin your knee-yeah -unfortunately, sorta common place for me, could be the alcohol, could be the klutziness, i dunno) deal, so i keep on doin what i'm doin (mostly chasin my kid around) all day like normal. OUCH. Now the fucker is all sorts o' swollen up (gross) and it hurts. WHINE WHINE WHINE. lol. so there you go, that's my blog. Ok , DAVE from MONROE. .....if I wanna put a picture of MY titties up on the net, I'm gonna put a pic of my titties up on the fuckin net, YOU especially have no say about whom i show my titties to and it probably doesn't need to be said that I'll show them to everybody I want to show them to, thanx. Oh yeah, you're not my boyfriend. ok. hopeful
Popping My First Blog Cherry! :d
I loved bill very very much!!! I just lost my grandmother this last week and just had her funeral on thursday..... I been devistated... i told bill tonight that someone else wanted me in the hopes he would fight for me but he didnt!!! Yeah i know that sounded like i am playing games but i am not!!!! i needed to hear that he needed meand still wanted me i guess i went about it the wrong way!!! The guy i said is in love with someone else..... bill has been online alot and never talked to me nor more i was hurt and was trying to see if he really loved me! he dont even want to be friends!!! I am not a evil woman i dont go around hurting people i am not like that!! yes i love bill yes i care but he dont want nothing to do with me.... he cant understand my grief.... Okay ya'll I have updated my profile!!! Made it less melancholy but more upbeat with my daughters and mine's fave new video!!! check it out!!! OH and i posted the lyrics for those who cant understand what shes sayin!!!
Graphic Poetry
12 Signs You Love Me!
I will be leaving tomorrow evening to go to Cincinnati to be with my brother.who isn't doing well..I'm also planning to get together with a very dear person while I'm there..........Hope you all have a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving.....Take care and I'll see you soon....Love and kisses always **Sweet LilBlonde** MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts In the matter of less than 24 hours I have lost 2 loves in my life.One to cancer RIP Uncle Don and one to deception you know who you are and you'll forever be in my heart I Love you as of tonight I am going to take a what i call "A Mental Break"..I'm heading out on the road for a few days thats where i do my best thinking..For my true friends, Family and the Sexy 2nd Alarm Hotties you to Chief kisses and I'll be back in a few days take care miss me while I'm gone..........Talk to ya all soon...........MUAHZZZZZZZZZZZ LOVE N KISSES.LilBlonde
Alright guys here's the deal it's my birthday Oct. 8th but I like to party the whole month. What better way than to hold a contest and give away 4 blasts, yup you read it right, not 1, not 2, not 3, but 4 blasts!!!! 1st place gets a 30 day blast 2nd place gets a 7 day blast 3rd place gets a 3 day blast 4th place gets a 1 day blast Everyone that enters the contest will get a gift from me no matter what place you end up. Ok Tony so what's the contest? Simple, a salutes contest. Submit your best APPROVED by fubar salute. 1. I will not pick out the picture for you, for those for you that have 10 million salutes. 2. The contest will be be a points contest. Who ever has the most points at the end wins. 3. Each rate is worth 2 points. Each comment is worth 1 point. 4. Comment bombing is allowed. Comment your own picture all you want. Get as many bombers to help out whatever. 5. No drama, any drama and you're out no questions asked. 6. Contest starts on Oct. 1st at
Woohoo! I completed the CherryTap Skin Generator! Check it out on my site: Click here for the Skin Generator I made a previewer on it too so you can check out how it looks before you save it over here on CT! Enjoy everyone! Any feedback will be great too! Johnny Todays New GGC Video: Riley Martin on Jerry Springer Well I'm a CT noob but I'm learning skinning to add to the features at my website: MyFknSpace I'm doing ok so far and hope to learn the whole system and make a mess of skins and generators for everyone to enjoy! Check me out! Johnny
The Dhammapada
These two powerful Buddhist prayers have given inspiration and inner peace to countless humans throughout the ages. Reading them - and letting them into our hearts - may be a first step toward world peace. I May all beings everywhere plagued with sufferings of body and mind quickly be freed from their illnesses. May those frightened cease to be afraid, and may those bound be free. May the powerless find power, and may people think of befriending one another. May those who find themselves in trackless, fearful wilderness-- the children, the aged, the unprotected-- be guarded by beneficial celestials, and may they swiftly attain Buddhahood. II Evoking the presence of the great compassion, let us fill our hearts with our own compassion--towards ourselves and towards all living beings. Let us pray that all living beings realize that they are all brothers and sisters, all nourished from the same source of life. 6. The Wise Man The wise man tells you Where you have
Not that anyone's interested, but I did finally get my internet back So I probably will be dropping in more often=D MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments Happy Country Girl@ fubar Come help level her up please=D
ok i really need help i need at least 10000 to place third so if u could click the pic and put as many as possible of comments down that would be awesome i will buy everyone a gift also dear cherrys, it has been a great time hear on the site.i will miss all of the friends that have been friends you all have been great.but im gonna be leaving the site later on today forever because i feel it is the thing to do I enjoyed all of ur company thanks have a great cherry experiance everyone firecrotch or brittany have u ever had a day where u just wished everything would just go away?like drama problems and anything else that comes with it u know?but my last 5 days have sucked im hoping i can get thru and just go on with my life lol thanks for reading muah
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: How old were you when you lost your virginity?: How many sexual partners have you h
what the hell its the middle of april and we are still getting snow are we even going to get a summer? and what a shitty ass winters its been, it started early and started cold, now it won't end. I should move to vancouver, this town sucks. I hate noise. Especially noise from nerds. I just moved to another floor, and at first, it was much more quiet than my pervious location, until this week. Some guy came back from a job, and he hasnt shut up all week. why can't people work without talking all day. example of what I have to deal with, actuall quote from this guy. I was watching European tennis championships and team Argentina. to quote George Oscar Bluth, "COME ON" -11c today and it has snowed all weekend. Last weekend I was bbqing. Someone kill me, or at least move me away from Edmonton.
[uncut And Outspoken]
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Him♥ 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? 99.999% of the time 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both, but get some drinks in me and I dont shut up! 4. Do you take compliments well? Sure 5. Do you play Sudoku? Yep 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I'd most likely dehydrate myself from crying hysterically. 7. Do you like piercings? Have you not looked at my pics? 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? No 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Board game: Clue. Outdoor game: Basketball, Volleyball, Baseball. Nintendo: Super Mario Bro. Sega: Sonic the hedge hog PS: Tomb Radider PS2: Grand Theft Auto 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? HAHA 11. Do you have a "type"? No 12. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Both 13. Use three words to describe yourse
My Writtings
Youre a stranger to me But I want to know you you ignite a passion, from deep within you inspire me in ways you dont even know yet youre just a man that Ill yearn hold youve opened my eyes to beauty within you stimulate my mind leave me craving for more I want to know you feel you embrace you I wish I could show you just how amazed I am by you I catch myself thinking wondering where you are are you alone, are you happy, are you thinking of me at all youve touched me in ways I wish I could show you youve inspired a passion I want to burn out of control desire , lust, need and want I feel these all altho we're so far apart a touch a kiss and someday more I want you to know youve inspired my soul!! no more kisses no more hugs no more jokes and no more tears it seems with you Ive drowned in hope and when you cared you threw a rope but the twisted games and tainted lies as I r
Tide Began To Rise Demon Hunter I don't belong here I never saw this on the path I walk The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor It's getting so hard I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise I can't remember The way it was when everything felt right My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So now I'm stuck here Between the guilty and the insincere The words I spoke have left here all alone I should have known this I could've burned it when I had that choice And now I'd die to kill this noise in my head So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So I remember on the inside If this is all the love my spirit can give Just take it b
Things have been going good... which means I'm waiting for the shoe to drop. Waiting for the next bad thing to happen. Isn't it sad that I look at life this way? I mean, I'm not even 25 and I'm already jaded by life. The last 2 years have been the hardest of my life. There are days when I don't even know what to do... I get out of bed and look around and don't know what I should be doing or how I should be handling things. hell... half the time I don't know how I even get out of bed. My life doesn't suck. Don't get me wrong. Things are coming together finally. And, my kids... they are awesome. They keep me laughing and on my toes. I just stare at them and can't help but smile. Tyler is the most loving kid I've ever met. And, Hailee... well she's a pistol.. She always has to put her opinion in... hmmmm wonder where she gets that from? She's always on the go... curious about every little thing. i'm working again. So, I'm starting to feel better.... exhausted but better.
hurray its officialy summer here in north yorkshire, thats in the U.K for those that dont know, its warm todayand the swallows who nest in my garage have returned and were waiting to say hello when i got home last night, its good to have them back. Hi to whoever reads this Now im not vain, I dontb think im gods gift to women. lets just say im comfortable in my skin if you know what I mean and so far i,ve been attracting ratings of 10 for my pic (thanks im very flattered) but somones rated me a 5. Ok im not the best looking guy in the world but a 5 and also they dont appear to have a name.. so im just off to get a bucket to wear on my head WOO HOO I,m a cherry grunt level 3 so as im now a cherry god (does that sound rude) I expect more contact from sexy im such a MCP.. anyhow a joke a paitent in a hospital calls the nurse over and says can ya eat this apple pie for me the nurse says of course i can, takes the pie to the staff room and pigs it down after fi
Fun Fun Fun
[A] - AVAILABLE? some1 has my heart [B] - BIRTHDAY? oct 25 83 [C] - CRUSHING? its more then that now [D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD? a beer [E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? alex...or joe[F] - FAVORITE COLOR? pink [G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? bears [H] - HOMETOWN? Fort Smith, AR [I] - ILL? No [J] - JUGGLE? No [K] - LIED TO SOMEONE? Im sure I have. [L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE? from here to dallas [M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR? Strawberry [N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 6 [O] - ONE WISH? to be with him and happy [P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST? chris [Q] - QUEER? What the hell??? [R] - REASON TO SMILE? i have my baby girl and shes healthy [S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? john deer green [T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING? 12:30 no [U] - UNDERWEAR/BOXERS? boxers [V] - VEGETABLES? gross [W] - WORST HABIT? cuss [X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? I've had a few [Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE? 47 [Z] - ZODIAC SIGN scoropio just be
Wrinkles In Time
Wow, it seems everyone around me is getting married. People i've gone to school with, worked with, or just have known. I was on that road not to long ago; I was going to settle down and be with someone I love. It's funny how fast life can change in less then a year. By no means do I want that life back, I am just moving forward. I just am the type of person who likes to settle. Its time to say goodbye to my past; that door needs to be shut once and for all. I know I have spoken of this in the past, but the time has finally come that I need to fully let the past rest. Ive known for quite some time that the only way to move forward is to leave your past behind you; not fully behind, because you should stick to your roots and remember where you came from. Yet, like the saying goes let the sleeping dog lie. I know if I am really serious of stuff that I speak of (love, relationships, success, a career, and marriage eventually) I cannot bring the baggage of the past with me. It
Brian Conley As Dangerous Brian
Good Bye
After the long wolf cry of the loneliest night comes a new morning with no hope in sight watching the sun blooms to a new light In a place we used to hide Reminiscing our happiest and saddest moments In my thoughts and in my heart will always be kept A love full of struggle and promises Finally reached a heartbreaking decicion For ten long years seem like yesterday a love thats never given a chance to last forever torn in a world that I could never be for I am yours wherever you may be Yes, I did what you asked of me my love to live like a wind, in a life full of adventures I told of your story in a thousand ways shared our memories in countless days you were my life and my greatest love a once in a lifetime journey finally found its end where the greatest mystery becomes clearer to me in thee end a chapter of our past must no longer be held to start a life and to love with someone the way you loved me a promise not to make her cry to live each day fill
Rascal Flatts
Sara Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell And the bruise just won't go away So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad And flips through an old magazine Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door And says will you please come with me Sara Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white, something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten, it won't come back again With the therapy we're gonna try It's just been approved, it's the strongest there is And I think that we caught it in time And Sara Beth closes her eyes. Chorus: And she dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And a soft wind is blowing her hair Sara Beth is scared to death As she sits holding her mom Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take A bald headed girl to the prom
.my Writings.
to who it may concern... i am sitting here writing you a letter. because i have all this bottled up feelings. when i speak to you i get these feelings. feelins of joy & happiness. when i hug you. i get that warm imbrace. when i see your smiling face. i melt all over. in my mind i want you for myself. i want you to be mine. but then there are times that i feel that you are different. times that you are distant from me. that you crack a fake smile. but again i could be wrong. i melt for your smiling face. i melt with that warm imbrace. i want to lock you up & throw away the key. because i want you to myself. i want you to grab my hand & tell me that everything is goin to be ok. i want you to grab my hand & tell me to that we are goin to walk away from our pasts. & make ourselves a new life together. but then i think could this all be to real. could it be just all to real that you feel this way for me? just grab my hand. make me take that leap if yo
My Poems & Songs
Time,yes who don't it embrace Run if you think it will do any good Life's one big rat race anyway Still time will get you,jus like it should An enemies are just like dust We can let them be,or stir them up Hate if you need to,but then who can you trust? And the bigger question hangs apon your door Who could ever trust you?When actions and words Are all that we have,nothing less,nothing more In between the cradle to the grave Is every persons life line,a time line To leave their imprint,it's what we all crave Its a commen denominator,that draws us all together I choose to live in peace,in a world that has none I control the animal withen,the beast that strives To take down others,so as to feel that I have won A higher spot for my imprint to be placed That's jus no way for me to run this rat race -2007-Alexis Landry This is me,stripped bare Jaded from the inside out an more This is me,but you don't fucking care There's my heart,broken on your
Please Help Me Win
Here it goes!!!! This one is fun... Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to all your friends, including me. This is for your entire life! Been to Canada X Been to Mexico X Been to Florida X Been on a plane X Been lost X Been on the opposite side of the country ( USA )X Waded/ Swam in the ocean X Cried yourself to sleep X Played cops and robbers X Played with a Tonka Truck X Sang karaoke--- X Paid for a meal with only coins X Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? X Made prank phone calls X Caught a snowflake on your tongue X Danced in the rain X Written a letter to Santa Claus X Been kissed under the mistletoe X Watched the sunrise with someone you care about X Blown bubbles X WAS THAT HIS NAME? Yes and he liked it!!!!! Made a bonfire on the beach Crashed a party X Crashed a wedding Crashed a fu
My Peotry
The sea of gold before me The endless days of growing old With a life long story left untold. Who would have foretold Who would have fore known With the vast ocean of wealth Laying buried in dust and corpses. The abandon temple With treasure unimaginable Lay buried in the tomb With an empty vessel Abandon by all hope Abandon by all truth. Seeking the light from the darkness Below the sinking ages of sand The more I reach out The more I struggle The more I sink into the hell below. The dark, misty jungles Amidst the fresh vegetation Lurks the venomous creatures Seeking to poison my very soul With offers of boldness and power Only to fill my soul with darkness And to remove the scales from my eyes My soul comes to despise life My soul comes to despise common welfare. Im consume by the darkness within To find myself by crush its destruction. The morning day The after noon night To await my pay From the daily fight The constant stress The heavy press
Ty Alllll
come and listen to the best dj in ct all are welcome click the link below (repost of original by '~nrchy~kll~NSL~Head~Crypt~Keeper~ (mŧTr~ ؃~T~gHt )' on '2007-05-15 02:54:34') (repost of original by 'j T gHt {N.S.L Asst Night Manager} ŮH k MTe' on '2007-05-15 02:57:57') ok guys me n my otehr half need your help were lookin for room names for the new lounge were gonna make so post them on this blog or send them in a message dont leave them on cometns tho plss please send all pictures to my cmail acount at
It Means Something
When you walk outside your door, What do you wish for? When you get in your car to head into the office, What do you wish for? When you sit down at your desk, Get behind the wheel of your comapny vehicle, Start prepping for the lunch rush, What do you wish for? Do you wish for more time to do your job? Do you wish for less job so you have more time? Is there an instance in your life that your NOT wishing? Everyday I wake up, wishing the sun would sleep a bit longer, wishing the day would not be drawn out, wishing I had more to look forward too after getting up, wishing my life was so much different. Then I wish I wasnt so selfish, and go about my day. Yeah so I'm here again... not all together sure why, but I can say the first sign of bullshit again and I'm gone for good. I have a few friends that continue to have me logging into fubar to see pics or something *you know who you are :P * ANYway... I like this
The Professor Is In
YOu know a big shout out here, Broken Angel doesn't think she's as hot as she looks in this photo. I think we should visit and rate her photos. She's looking good and confident here. I hve been visiting Jo's place. I'm a keen fan. Jo@ CherryTAP You can't comment on Kimmie's photos, but I love this one.
Today Is A Great Day!!!
Crazy Shit
Ever wonder how alot of counties make a ton of extra money? I know that one county in Illinois has made alot by the way of hidden costs and fees. I went to pay for an indexing thing and it was supposed to be only $200. It is something they do for certain convictions and I do not think it is fair to do so. They had ordered it so why should I have to pay for it. Come to find out there were all kinds of court costs and filing fees on top of it. These are all hidden fees which you never know about. I had them refund what I had paid and have to argue it in court. Some of the paperwork was misplaced (I wonder why?) ans some things were never entered. I know how this particular county like to scam people out of money for things just so they can make more money. It is one of the richest counties in Illinois and it sucks too. I hate it and their system of corruption. Bullshit convictions for the lack of ones cash. What a joke. I hope someone knows what a scam it is and joins in the fight to hav
Movie Clip
LMFAO!!! TOO FUNNY!!! Movie Trailers & Clips - Taj gets a surprise visit from his parents just as he is about to get it on. Lauren Cohan is HOT!!!

i need to make some money to move i have some shirts i am selling the price is 15.50 please give some advice what to do thanks sonia dear friends and fan december 8th at about 9.30 a lighting started for about 2 seconds and then immediately it started pouring for about 10 minute and the roof over my studio/ the rain started to pour into my studio like if you where ouside without an umbrella and even if you had an umbrella you could not sheltered it pour for about 10 minutes and immediately quick i lost everything the only thing i save was my laptop it is a very difficult thing for me because i have no family. i am selling some shirts i have the picture on where it say photos clip there gave some imput what to do in such a desperate situacion thanks you all that are part of me take care and thanks sonia britton this occur in the downtown area of san diego between 6 and broadway in front of the marriot hotel the building across. good nite i am looking for someone to sponsor a blast f
acidous@ fubar Crash kills young firefighter imikimi - Customize Your World by Michaelangelo Conte Friday September 14, 2007, 6:09 PM A 25-year-old Jersey City firefighter left behind a 2-month-old daughter when he died from injuries suffered in a collision on his motorcycle in the Jersey City Heights yesterday near his home, officials said. Eduardo Pena, 25, of Sherman Place off Summit Avenue died as a result of injuries suffered in the collision at Kennedy Boulevard at Thorne Street, Fire Director Armando Roman said this morning. The firefighter was conscious and coherent when first brought to the hospital. "They were working feverishly to stabilize him and they rushed him into surgery but he had serious internal injuries and he took a turn for the worse,'' Roman said. "He was on full life support when he died around 2 a.m." "This was a stand up kid all around," Roman said this morning. "He was a very dedicated member of th
My Thoughts
When the day comes and I am not there to tell you hi, know that I am smiling down upon you waving and saying hi to you. When the day comes and I am not there to tell you I love you back, know that I will always love you and that you will always be in my heart. When the day comes and I am not there to wipe away your tears, know that I am there trying to hand you a tissue to wipe them away. When the day comes and I am no longer there to great you at the door with a great big hug and kiss, know that I am there in spirit and soul and holding you tight. When the day comes and I am not there when you have a bad day, know that I am the one that handed you the pillow to scream into because I was not there to lend you an ear. When the day comes and you have found a new love to be there for you, know that I will be smiling down at you and wishing you the best when you take his hand in marriage. When the day comes please just know this, I may not be there in person, but I will be there in y
Well this morning another family member has passed away... This is my second loss this year and my 5th since January 07' My Aunt was 55 married for 37 years 3 grown kids and 3 grand kids... She has been living with Multiple Sclerosis for 25+ years and her fight with this disease is over... The Dr's are unaware of exactly why she decelerated so quickly. She went to the hospital a couple weeks ago because of a UTI and then she got a bowel infection... She had an irregular heart rate on Sunday... Monday she went to ICU... She remained in ICU Tuesday morning about 12:30am her kidney's started to not work properly so they had her on dialysis from 4am yesterday till she passed away this morning... There is a song I would like to dedicate to her to you... If you haven't seen the bucket list you should watch it... This song is SAY by John Mayer... Life is short... If you love someone tell them if you don't and you are living a lie are you really living? Be honest with
Military Blog Updates
Military Support Pages on Cherry Tap U.S. Air Force U.S. Army U.S. Coast Guard U.S. Marine Corps U.S. Navy Canadian Armed Forces Personnel Support Pages Support Our Troops HERO SUPPORT Capt. Jack SparrowArmy (97-01)Brother-in-Lawis in ArmyDeployed to IraqVisit his PTSD BlOG ~ Echo Angel ~ Check out herWhen A Soldier Comes Home...21 Pic Salute!! Ok, I know this update took me a long time. I'm sorry for that! But I have some health problems, mainly Serious Mirgraines, to deal with. If you sent me a message to add you & you don't see yourself, You might be in the almost 30 messages I still have to go through. If you want to make sure, please send me another message or wait till t
So it is 10 30 at night, I just went and picked up my airboat for work tomorrow, went to start it up and nothing. So I started working on it and found out a floater is sticking, which was bound to happen at some point. But still, it is late at night, and I gotta have it in point aux chene at 6 in the morning and I need a carberator. All because I wanted to be lazy today since I got the day off, I am in a bind. I should have gone ahead and grabbed it earlier that way it could be fixed. Goshdarn procrastination. I'm passing out now. Maybe a magic monkey will show up in the middle of the night with one and fix it for me. We had our share of busy times, weve had our share of quiet. Weve had our share of working hard, and times that were a riot. Weve had our share of differences, and sure, weve had a spat. Weve had our share of making up...And man..We're good at that. Weve shared the good, Weve shared the great. Weve shared a tear or two..And I woukdnt trade a moment of the times Ive shared
You scored as Sexy Kisser. My god you're hot! Any one who kisses you will always remember it and want more. You know exactly what you're doing with the right balance of gentle and aggressive, wow! You're scorching!! You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting83%Blind Folds75%Chains/Handcuffs50%Whips33%Bondage25%Blood17% You scored as Sex Goddess. You are masterful at sex. Yo
People On Ct
ok now i got something to say i fucking speak my mind and if u fuckers dont like it to bad if u cant handle it get off ct u dont belong here im tired of all the slow ass muther fuckers that r only here trying to get online sex or ratings or that type of shit so if thats all u r here 4 get the fuck off my friends list and to my pain family thank you all 4 letting me in and makeing me part of ur family ok all my friends i joined new lounge today i really dont like them but this one is great they welcome new people and make you feel like you have been there 4 a while if u want to have a good thime with good music just come check us out this is the link if u cant click on it just cop and paste in ur address bar ok and be shure to sign our guest book
Peaches And Cream
So I have blogs all over the place but really looking for a place to be able to put my thoughts down - so I will try it out here! :) As I have rants or good things to write about I will! yeah So right now it is 5:05 am on Sunday morning and I am awake! I have been awake since 2:30 am and haven't been able to get back to sleep. Pretty weird for me considering how much I love to sleep! I have been waking up more at night because I have been hurting again, not sure why it is starting up again, but somedays I can barely move. I think with my ankle hurting so much that is not helping much right now. Good thing with being awake is that I get to watch the world wake up for the first time in awhile! Kinda cool to see the sunrise and listen to the birds. Reminds me of my grandma. Well I think I may try to get some sleep, though now I am hungry so we will see :) Well if you know me then what i am going to say next won't surprise you too much! I sprained my ankle again!! That's right
Another Moment Is Another Eternity
love = pain. simple as that. unless you're in the beginning of something new. then it's all giggles, butterflies and little heart drawn on pieces of paper. then you get use to each other then you know each other then, and then there's nothing left to learn nothing new for you to see nothing but the same old same old everyday. you make decision in the favor of your relationship they go un-noticed. you make sacrifices. they don't matter. you go to speak to each other and nothing comes out you stop writing letters you stop drawing hearts. you stop feeling butterflies. you have to ask for kisses for hugs, for affection. you cry but to whom? you cry alone. you sit up at night just because just to get fallen asleep on you clean up it goes un noticed you feel unappreciated. you go to speak how you feel attitudes flare and words fly you argue you fight you cry some more you take yourself away from everything you've ever known ever had, ever earned, ever worke
Praying to God! Single mother struggling Wondering how shes going to feed her baby Just laid off from her job No money in the bank Bills need to be paid And got a new one in the mail today Only one thing on her mind Feeding, clothing and paying for the life insurance for her baby Cant get food stamps Dont qualify! Cant get assistance Dont qualify! Unemployment if qualify Not even enough to provide for her child! Baby daddy might as well say a dead beat I guess if I was his cousins baby momma (baby daddys new girl) then I might get some help!! His family doesnt even call to check up on the baby Her family cant help out They so far into debt they can barley provide for them selves Sitting back trying to get a grip on things in her life Losing her mind Stress on high Life insurance $20.00 a month Baby food $.99 or $1.09 a jar Baby juice $2.25 a bottle A months supply of diapers and wipes $55.00 Clothing! Too damn m
Needs Your Help!!!!!!!!!
Ok you get on the computor with the intentions on havin fun lookin up stuff then one day you get a friend request from a guy you cant stop lookin at then you two start talkin the first day then the next then the next....Befor you know it you develope feelins for this person.All the while you just about forget ur even married.So what do you do when u only meant to get online and meet friends but you stumble opon more then just a friend....ANY ADVICE????PLEASE LET ME KNOW SOON......THANXXX CELIA! well ok so i found this site afew months ago and when i first got on here all i could say was kool. but since gettin to a level 10 it has become a crappy ordeal. for one u cant make it past a 10 til u post a salute ....wuts a salute u ask? well u have to hold up a white piece of paper sayin ur ct numbers and ur ct name ....and with that in mind.....u should be able to show any pic of urself u want...even if it's not you....i can name about 100 poeple on ct who just are very secretive and dont w
I have figured out why I have very few female freinds, and basically it comes down to the fact that most women back stab, and put on fake faces when it comes to being freinds with other girls. I have found trusting them is impossible because if thier is something that they want they will go for it and leave you hangin to get what they want. This is not all of you on here.. I do have a select amount of female friends I love... MAUH DUSTY!!!.. But the others that cant keep your mouth shut and stop gossiping... I'm done.. I have no time for your drama. so my beautiful baby girl turned 3 yesterday! yeah, she is one of the most precious things in my life... Well saturday Aaron and I had her a small party with family at perter piper..I invited her father to the party and never heard anything from him.. well as we were opening presents he walks by the window and i thought WOW he showed, no.. he walked in with his father and brother and as he did muttered something that sounded like oh crap! a
Fyi Verterans
To Be Honored Memorial Day At The Wall For Immediate Release May 16, 2007 Contact: Lisa Gough (202) 393-0090, ext.109 THOUSANDS EXPECTED AT THE VIETNAM VETERANS MEMORIAL FOR MEMORIAL DAY ACTIVITIES Vietnam Veterans of America, Rolling Thunder Motorcycle Rally, Veterans, Family Members and Singer Keni Thomas to Take Part Washington, D.C.?The Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund has reached out to veterans, family members and related organizations to take part in this year?s annual Memorial Day Observance at The Wall at 1 p.m. on May 28, said Jan C. Scruggs, founder and president of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund. Thousands of family members, friends and veterans are expected to attend. This year?s ceremony will begin with a short procession by veterans of the ?Hill Fights? of Khe Sanh, Vietnam, who are marking the 40th anniversary this year. Walt Sides, president of Rolling Thunder Motorcycle Rally, Washington, D.C., Inc., will lead the audience in the pledge of
I have done a lot of females in my time. most found me to play intoxication fetish games I do this fetish avg once a week. I female slave believe or not told me loved me after I ragged her the first time. she said I been looking for a man like you for a very long time. I think I said my past female slave bottle me my first real bottle. I ve been into this kind of fetish since 16 and really got into it when isaw this hardcore rape film in times square, nyc still no film today even cums close and most ch films do it so fake looking its not funny. nothing like seeing the fumes effect that person as if k the shit out of her. there is a good reason why I fuck my female sub as I give it to her and not after I do it to her. my ideas and some exp are just too hot to share, wink im so lucky so many out there are dieing to find a person who can do it and who and take it and I have always found that person. I have had it done to me many times by females who wanted to rage me and blow me at th
Unbelieveable Emotions.
that is the question makes u think u can love someone then turn around and hurt them grr i hate guys sometimes thank god im bisexaul After a year that me and andy has been together. I couldn't ask for a better person to be with. I am very happy to have met the most amazing person in my life. I mean he loves me and respect me for me. And he never judges me. The only i hate about his mother she dosn't know when to come back to a phone when someone has been on hold for ever. Yet i still love her. Many time i keep telling my self my emotions and all that are going to be ok. Because i can tell andy anything. But sometimes when i do i just wanna be near him telling him not far away from him. That is one thing i miss i can talk to him without being judged for who i am. When i talk to andy i talk to someone i trust and i love. Yet my grandmother dose say things i dont want her to say. But u know what it dosn't come from me it's her problems with certain sistuations not mine. I love having a
Check It Out
dark and dirty like you have never seen a mind so twisted with thoughts unclean my heart is racing all tattered and torn i stand here naked as the day i was born hey everyone. i know it's been a while i didn't have the net for a long time but now i'm back. missed u all. hope u didn't forget me. drop me a line *FUBAR ALL THE WAY* hey cherries just say what's up to the family.....stay rael come check me out and show some love i'll return the favor
To My Friends If I Am Not On
To all my wonderful friends i am sorry to have to write this message but its time, its time for me to move on in life i have enjoyed all of you so very much and u have placed a smile on my face forever and i am thankful to all of u for that but as life makes changes so do i and its time for a change. I am leaving Fubar under my own decisions as most of u know sometimes sites like this can cause alot of drama in ones life well i kinda got tired of all the drama it seems alot of women have alot of men thinking they belong to them and as all of u know my comments are always geared around happiness and smiles with the most wonderful sweetest thoughs behide it, but it seems some take it to heart and then i start getting the trash emails and the bad mouthing how i am a bad person. Well i know in my heart i am one of a kind as many of u have stated and many of u have witnessed but i dont feel i should have to prove myself to anyone just like no one should have to prove themselves to me i join
Motivational Quote For Today Is:
"How helpless we are, like netted birds, when we are caught by desires!" Baquera says: Desires come and they go, but as long as you feed it, care for it, and control it you will get the ride of your life. Ladies and gentlemen, I'm sure your minds are all in the gutter, but please note that a motorcycle gives you more miles! LOL! Joke: The husband gave his wife a gift - a tombstone, with the inscription: HERE LIES MY WIFE - COLD AS EVER. Later the furious wife bought a return present - also a tombstone, on which the inscription read : HERE LIES MY HUSBAND - STIFF AT LAST. "Oh what a tangled web we weave When first we practise to deceive!" Baquera says: The worst liar that I despise is an individual who says he/she doesn't lie. This liar turns around and really doesn't lie but gets out of promises and breaks his/her word. Twisting things to make it seem like your at fault or you've hurt there feelings. Reality check dude! That is still lying! If you offer then
my life is so depressing and i cant figure y all i know is that something is stopping me no matter which way i go, it aint like i really got any good going for me, i dont have friends around i have no gal, and i dont live whee i wanna live cuz of work, its so depressing to be some where and know no one whats life turning into when u aint got anyone well this is whats in my head i dont know much anymore cuz i figure everytinme i learn something there is something else to be learned, and its like u think u know someone but u really dont what the hell y do people change so much, i just wanted to make my 1st blg on here but i dont want to get to deep on anyone who will read this not for my first one lol what if What if? What if everything you knew was a lie? What if life was planned out for you by some untold element? What if you learned nothing what would you think? What if what you thought was real was not? What if you found out something that you never knew and it slowly eat
~~europeans Role In Our World~~
WHAT DO DEER THINK? Ted Nugent, rock star and avid bow hunter from Michigan, was being interviewed by a French journalist and animal rights activist. The discussion came around to deer hunting. The journalist asked, "What do you think is the last thought in the head of a deer before you shoot him? Is it, 'Are you my friend?' or is it 'Are you the one who killed my brother?'" Nugent replied, "Deer aren't capable of that kind of thinking. All they care about is, 'What am I going to eat next, who am I going to screw next, and can I run fast enough to get away. They are very much like the French.'" The interview ended at that point. A GERMAN EDITORIAL If any of you still feel that this war on terror is a mistake, here is an opinion from an unexpected source. It's fascinating that this should come out of Europe . Mathias Dapfner, Chief Executive of the huge German publisher Axel Springer AG, has written a blistering attack in DIE WELT, Germany 's l
Misc Things
Otomo No Yakamochi Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there. Being from florida where we spent most of the summer in a pool @ the beach or in some body of water & stayed out in the sun, last summer was rough on me i was 6months preggers when the summer started & being as it's not safe for pregnant women to get out in the heat & sun i stayed indoors most of the time...But this summer i am getting my tan back damnit i miss it sooo much ...Time to break out the babyoil,towel,radio & lawn chair & enjoy the summer again & this time i get to share it all with my almost 10month old son :) This is gonna be a great summer for us What things do you my friends like to get out & do to enjoy the summer ??
My Life, Funny And Not
another one that I wrote. Also NOT safe for work. This one shows a lil darker side, so if you can not handle it, then Exit now!!!!!! Carrie flipped the cell phone closed and hopped into the seat of the ambulance next to Chris. He glanced her direction and then back at the world in front of him. You sure are particular when youre on that thing. Afraid I am going to tell everything I know? Carrie looked at him sideways and said You need to learn to mind your own business. He shrugged and put the truck in gear. Im a bit hungry, lets grab some lunch. Chris muttered more to himself then to her. You eat more then my last three partners too she growled. Chris Looked at her and said if you would keep one more then a few weeks, you would not have nearly as much to bitch about. Carrie scowled at him and said nothing. They were just pulling into the local diner when the Radio crackled and came to life. M-18 are you 10-8? it squealed. Chris started to mutter about lunch an
My Poetry
I slept... A tender kiss, a warm embrace, I live each day, to see your face. A smile of gold, and a laugh that's true. These are only a few of the things, I love about you. The way you walk, is care-free and simple, like you don't have a care in the world. Your sexy eyes, outlined with lashes, beautiful and naturally curled. Big strong arms, and beautiful hands, keep me warm and safely kept, I loved the way you sat and held me, while dreamily, I slept... Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright 2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I
What's New
Hey Everyone, For those of you who weren't aware I was missing from your friend's list on My Space ... My profile got deleted a few weeks ago so I renewed my account. If you wish to be re-added to my friends list send me a friend request. My new My Space URL is (if the link dosent work copy and paste it into your browser window) or search Cara Lott. I'm looking forward to seeing you all again. I miss you! Love and licks, Cara Lott Hey Everyone! Just wanted to let you all know I'll be getting my Birthday licks live on air at Ksex Radio dot com Thurs. August 16th 6:00-8:00 p.m. LISTEN FOR FREE! Free live chat also availabe! Forty six whacks plus one for good luck? Ouch, this is gonna hurt!!! Copy and paste the following link into your browser window to view my FREE official website Blog at: for more info., direct links to the site and related news story because I can't link to 18+ sites from her
Cherry Tap Stuff
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way Not sure what is go
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im going to a fall out boy concert nomevber 27 and i cant wait i want to know if any one else has gone to they concert too. DJlivewire@ CherryTAP i need a guy to like me for how iam and not what i look like. but i haven't found him yet. but he out there somewhere. i've had guy friends but no boyfriend i know its sad but what can i do. i need help.
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Which brain are you- left or right? I took this quiz- Which brain are you- left or right?My Result Was: You are right brained. Right brains are creative, emotional, intuitive, subjective, and non-verbal. You are a dreamer. Take this quiz- Which brain are you- left or right? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics. CherryTAP people are outdated these days. They think that their better than anyone and everyone else.I do admit not all people think like that but a big portion.I just want to know where they get off thinking this.
Miscellaneous Entries
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings, where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% And, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that.. While Hard Work and Knowledge will get
When Real Life Trumps Cherry Life
Dear CherryTap Friends, My Mom, Cherie (screen name WitchsBrew), was recently involved in an accident in which a drunk driver hit her head on while she was driving to work. She is now in the hospital and on a ventilator with multiple fractures and a serious concussion. This drunk driver has had 3 prior convictions of DUI and this attack on my Mom is the 4th. I am asking for your help in making sure this man does not commit this senseless attack on anyone else. Please take the time to sign the following petition so I have ammunition to take to the lawmakers and capital of Tennesse where this took place. Remember, this could have happened to your Mom, Dad, brother, sister, aunt, uncle, child, or best friend. It could have happened to YOU. Thank you, Kurt (screen name Oak) WitchsBrew's son Please post a comment to sign the petition Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, you can pick out a t
Pointless Rantings
well i am going on my 3rd day without sleep. i usually work at night from about 3 in the afternoon till about 3 in the mourning. i started a new job this week too that starts about 7 in the mourning and the past 2 day i have had to go straight from there to my other job. its not hard i take care of kids dureing the day an 8 month old and a 4 year old. at night a 1 year old and a 2 year old they are all sweet kids but once you go so long without sleep and cant smoke around them so i am lucky if i get a break long enough to smoke a cig every 3 or 4 hours so needless to say i have not been in the best of moods and as far as i can see i dont have a day off anytime in the near future i dont know how much longer i am goin to be able to keep this up but both of the jobs are for freinds of mine and i cant say no to anyone much less freinds so i guess i am pretty much screwed i have no idea what i am going to do i am starting to get very impatient with them and thats not fair for the kids and t
Free Me Save Me Bleed Me Kill Me Leave me in puddles on the floor Push Me Pull Me Sex Me Slave Me Leave me on my knees begging for more. I want to be free tired of this guilt tired of the lies that were built on lies of man handed down mouth to hand to put me into chains for life cutting through my flesh like a knife Leaving me in puddles on the floor Eyes that pierce through to the heart of me sees to the start of me that's what you do peels away all of the layers of me revealing what's left of me that's what you do I and I can't stop your gaze is so demading wants more of me than I can give Cuz I don't usually give myself away like that take me to the grave and then want's me down on my knees to give the best of me What's left of me as your eyes pierce through to the heart of me. This is just the start.... Sweet Love That your arms embrace me that your lips do taste me and I surrender wholly to you. Can fingernails be
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Hey Lo's and Lettes come play where the music's Wikked and the friends are down and haters will be ran out... lots of fun.. Hott hosts & bartenders Sexy Lettes running Wild!!!Sound like a good time? CLICK THE PIC AND Come See us In hope 2 see U! !~M.M.F.W.C.L~! PLEASE UPDATE YOU BOOKMARKS, THE NEW URL IS....> Please upgrade your Media player tntmom2@ CherryTAP stop by her page....comment/rate/add....lets get her addicted too......TY ALL
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I wanted to come and say thank you so very much to all of my friends and family, here on Fubar. All the love and concern you have shown for me and my family is just so overwhelming to me. I have never felt this much love towards me in my life, and I am just so astonished. I hope that I told each and every one of you thank you for all the messages and gifts I have recieved ever since I have been on here. If I have not then please forgive me, and that is why I am writing this for you. Each and every one of you will forever have a special place deep in my heart. My life has forever been changed by all of you and I will be a much better person for having met, and gotten to know all of you. Thank you all, and please know that I have nothing but love for each and everyone of you. I hope you know that I will be here for anyone who needs a friend. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on, or an ear to listen to you, please know that I have both for you. I want to show you all the love that
Why Is Dating So Hard?
Okay. I seem to be really attractive to married men. Or is it that they just think my self esteem sucks so I'll be an easy target? Or, is it just that there are so many married men who want to cheat on their wives these days that it's inevitable that I encounter a few? Now, if I was just wanting to have fun and no commitment, a married man is the way to go. But, would that in some way stand in the way of me meeting "the man for me?" Would HE look badly upon me for having been with a married man? I'd like to hear some thoughts from guys on this subject. Does it tend to not sway you one way or the other to know that a woman has been with a married guy? Or do you end up thinking of her as someone who is untrustworthy, lacking something, or just a ho? I'm curious..... So here I am...a year later. I don't think I've written in quite awhile. Why? Because I've been busy. Not busy GOOD but busy necessary. Unfortunately with busy comes "lack of fun". The good news is that my d
Lifes Just Always In The Way
Does anyone remember these??? Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles The Adventures Of Pete and Pete Acme Hour Tex Avery Show The Wacky World of ....:NAMESPACE PREFIX = ST1 />Tex Avery AHHH! Real Monsters Ace Ventura: Pet Detective (anim) All That Alvin and the Chipmunks Animaniacs Are you Afraid of the Dark The Addams Family (anim) The Angry Beavers Bevis & Butthead Beetlejuice (anim) Bill Nye: The Science Guy Bobby's World... don't cha know Bonkers Captin Planet Cartoon Cartoons Show Clarisea Explains it All Cow and Chicken The Critic Daria Darkwing Duck Dexter's Laboratory Ducktails Donald's Quack Attack Double Dare Doug Dr Katz, Professinal Thearapist Duckman The Drew Carey Show Eureka's Castle Figure it Out Freakazoid Fresh Prince of Bell Air Garfield and Friends Harry and the Henderson's Hercules (anim) Hey Arnold! Hey Dude I Am Weasle Johnny Bravo Kablam
Never Quit Learning, Never Become Satisfied.
When you wake-up in the morning do you say: "Oh's morning" or do you day "Thank God it's morning and I look forward to today." Why are some people so happy and optimistic and other so unhappy and pessimistic? Are you frequently in a bad mood or just plan unhappy? There are easy ways to beat the blues or even a bad day. Good moods or a peppy personality is not a disposition you are born with or without. You are not doomed to stay unhappy the rest of your life. Your level of happiness is a learned skill.It's easy to learn. Anyone can learn to bust a bad mood or look at the world through more happy or optimistic eyes. Do you want to improve your mood or become more happy and optimistic? If so, read on. In our studies of happy and optimistic people, we discovered key methods they use to stay ultra-motivated. This motivation fuels their ability to accomplish their goals and, ultimately, attain their vision. I will show you these methods so you can put them into action to be
~ Reaching Out ~
One beautiful December evening Pedro and his girlfriend Rosita were sitting by the side of the ocean. It was a romantic full moon, when Pedro said, "Hey, mamacita, let's do Weeweechu." Oh no, not now, let's look at the moon!" said Rosita. Oh, c'mon baby, let's you and I do Weeweechu. I love you and it's the perfect time," Pedro begged. "But I wanna just hold your hand and watch the moon." replied Rosita Please, corazoncito, just once, do Weeweechu with me." Rosita looked at Pedro and said, "OK, one time, we'll do Weeweechu." Pedro grabbed his guitar and they both sang..... "Weeweechu a Merry CHRISTmas, Weeweechu a Merry CHRISTmas, Weeweechu a Merry CHRISTmas, and a Happy New Year." Your Seduction Style: Prized Object The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth th
My Perfect Day(ladies Only) No Haters
my Idea perfect day....I would awaken to fresh air and a beautiful dawn with the sound of waves crashing beneath my window and the love of my life beside me. I`d appreciate at least an hour of quiet time then awaken her with a kiss that would slowly deepen into something more passionate. (Miraculously, neither of us would have morning breath.) After several -censored- minutes, we`d jump in the huge two-person bath with loads of bubbles and two loofahs our hair would not be an issue because...well, just because it`s my perfect day. After more -censored- minutes, during which we`d get very, very clean. We`d bundle up in freshly laundered fluffy white terry cloth robes and have breakfast in front of a nice fire that just takes the chill off. we prepare maybe waffles, maybe some fruit, cream cheese and toasted bagels, and peach mimosas. We`d read the morning paper and tell each other about the good parts. After which we`d get dressed and go meet a couple of friends to hang out with for the
Support Our Troops
THINGS THE MEDIA MISSED- Armed American Troops Force Iraqi's to Seesaw Until They Talk! Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture ! GI Falls Asleep On Duty While Using Iraqi Child As Body Armor! GI Overheard to say " Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!" More Evidence Of Failed US Intelligence Policy. Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child ! Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops! Iraqi's Grateful That American Forces Did Not Open Fire During Soccer Game ! Soldier Caught At "Tickle-Torture" To Extract Intelligence! GI Forces Iraqi Child To Hang By Fingertips! No comment here. There's nothing funny about this one.
Red Sun Red sun setting, o'er the mound, Where my father's father lies. Testiment of blood once spilled. 'Neath a clear, blue August sky. Appalachian Mountains heard, Pain filled whails of greed and war. Now, those wretched echos sound, Along those ridges, ever more. Thunder sounds eternally, For those battles fought, For thee and me. Sacred land for ever more, Blessed by the blood of the Cherokee. Red sun setting on the mound, Where my father's father lies, Spirits dancing in the mist, 'Neath a purple Autumn sky. In memory of Gram, Dad, and Bill ~Cherokee~ 1998 Beyond the realm of this world, there is a "Reality", and it is known, by those who believe, as "GOD". There would be no reason to exist, were there not this "Reality", for then there would be no reward for all we suffer here. As the Bible speaks of "Heaven" and "Hell", it is my own belief that all lessons learned on my journey through life, bring me closer to the "
Sharing My heart finds voice In poetry. To put pen to paper Is a gentle thing Where dreams can whisper. Poetry... Can also be A tool of war, Where words can burn And blister! My "feelings" Are not such, As I would share, With strangers, poetry, I share with, These very people! I cannot doubt, They can and will, Be misunderstood, By those with cause, Against me! Ginny 1985 Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution CAUTION As the old year dies A gentle death The new year cries With lusty breath We make our peace With things we've done Make our plans For those to come The past has taken wing Flown We reap the spoils Of seeds we've sown Yet, as the future brings Us hope anew We must be careful What we do! Ginny 1-84 1984 Boogie Man Stand there in the darkness, Look back at where you've
Almost There.
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. I am almost to the next level, please help so I might post more pictures.Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe
Not Going As Planned
I am so confused. Not sure what to do anymore. Can't get or do anything right it seems. Oh well. Sorry for the self pity party My life seems to never go as planned. It just doesn't make sense. I have so many things going on and can't seem to keep up. My life is just crazy... I have a son, I have one friend here, the rest of my friends are scattered through the US, (thank goodness for unlimited long distance,lol) and it's just And that is what you need sometimes. I'm lonely, physically, I have friends that fulfill the lonelyness on the people to talk to side. but I've been single for 4 years, and I'm tired of being single. I know that there are things that I could do to change that, but I don't want to commit to anything right now. I love all my friends don't get me wrong, but LOVE in the sense of being in love, scares the shit out of me. I want it so much yet I fear it. I have told my friend(s) that I love them, and even that is hard for me to do...Why is that..
Rock Girl Tia
ROCKGIRLTIA/TIACINDERS:FOUNDER SERENE BOMBERS tracey 'spudbaby angel of mercy .seren bombers ' 'VampireGirl: Seren Bombers' Richtee. Member of Brits on Tour Seren Bombers Roxanne 'ur2gd2betru1' Seren Bombers Canadian_Hottie..."Seren Bombers"'s PLEASE DROP BY CONTEST RATE AND VOTE FOR ME COULD DO WITH SOME HELP THANKS PLEASE DROP BY CONTEST RATE AND VOTE FOR ME COULD DO WITH SOME HELP THANKS
To My Friends...
Confusious say; Man who stand on toilet, high on pot just wanted to let u know i changed my profile info. just some insight to who i really here it is First let me say hey to my friends and let them know yes my shit in this particular space has changed but im still the fun lovin moron u grew to love, or at least toleratelol.. Im not going to hit on woman just because you have nudie pics. Im an artist and appreciate the female form without wanting to f*ck it. I could use friends not ex-f*ck buddies, I have enough of them. What I do need is friends that I can open up to and get honest feedback from. They can expect the same. Imagine that, a male point of view without the opportunism that usually follows. Yes thats a big reason we listen, if youre hot, we wanna be there in case you put out. Any man that says thats wrong is probably trying to get into your pants right now. And no im not playng the sensitive role to get laid either. That is a tired idea. I enjoy deep thou
I wish I could be punched in the face. Then maybe the pain in my heart would go away! I really liked a guy. Liked him in a way I haven't liked anyone in a long time.... He's gone for the summer. He slept with another girl, I kissed another boy. And somehow I feel like he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.... What can I do to make this better? How can you convince someone you want to be with only them when you drunkenly made out with some guy. And then felt the need to purge the sin... AHHHHH Can someone Just shoot me so I don't have to worry about feeling hurt? Here are some quotes I love. (The first is for *you*) "The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough. " George Edward Moore " Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets." Arthur Mil
Hmmm, I've been on the search for Hot and interesting videos to share on my stash, I'm sure they will be of your delight.... so come and check them out, leave your comments, and come back for more... Hmmm so Naughty!! Whips Mistress M FROM MY BDSM GROUP XMAS PARTY THIS DEC 14/2007 SORRY BUT WE WERE ALL TALKING IN SPANISH.. SO PROBABLY YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING... BUT YOU'LL SEE ME DANCING, SINGING.. AND JUST BEING FUNNY :) ENJOY DONE TODAY JULY 4TH ~ HAPPY INDEPENDANCE DAY
The famous Olympic skier Picabo Street (pronounced "PEEK A BOO" ) is not just an athlete, she is a nurse. She currently works at the Intensive Care Unit of a large metropolitan hospital. She is not permitted to answer the telephone, however, as it caused simply too much confusion when she would answer the phone and say: Picabo, ICU. I knew a blonde that was so stupid that... She called me to get my phone number. She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate." She put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind. She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. She sent me a fax with a stamp on it. She tried to drown a fish. She thought a quarterback was a refund. She got locked in a grocery store and starved to death. She tripped over a cordless phone. She took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept. She asked for a price check at the Dollar Store. She studied for a blo
The Valley Times The depth of the valley we dread so much Enables us to know God`s special touch. Heartache, suffering, loneliness, and fear All are made bearable as we feel Him near. With tender compassion He carries us through, Teaching, comforting, revealing what`s true. It`s in these valley times we`re made ready to mold - Resting in His hands - we come forth as pure gold. So, thank you Father for the valley`s each day That conform us to Christ, and Your holy way. Remembering You by Outlaw DJ I remember the smiles you gave me I remember how I felt my heart again I remember believing the love I remember the sin I remember all the nights i cried I remember the blood that fell I remember the lies that spread I remember secrets that I'll never tell I remember the pain i caused And the pain i received But one thing is still certain It is still you that I need.... Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove,searing to the heavens,
My Blog
well, i dont normally do this but i would love to get more rates and such. i know its a little self serving but i really wanna level up if u read this and comment all my pics i promise to give you a gift! So, im here, and im alone, like usual on any weekday, only my husbands not coming home until the 24th, which gives me time to get a much needed break from him, and him from me. I honestly thing things between us are gonna get a lot better when he gets home. My phone: works now, yes i can call and text and all that but theres still water in it...meh... so for the next 4 days i'll be free to do what i need to do...clean te house...and i intend for it to stay clean since zach wont be messin it up all the time. then i get to go out..yay! most likely i'll hang out w/ a chick friend most of the time, so i dont get in any trouble...well, anyways, just thought i'd write whats on my mind... biggest ambition-to be a writer...i guess a whole lot of people dont know that
This site needs a more advanced search then just "who's on TAP", gender, pic/no pic, and distance from zip code! People who stop by my page/blog and don't say 'hi'! People who rate less than 10! (and for some reason, it's almost ALWAYS a chick! Wassup with that?) Slow connection speeds, viruses/worms and the like (get alot of those from here), plus hard drive overload!
Temps Thinkin Out Loud.....
You are the light in my eyes when i wake to a new day You are that shining sun i see through a clouded haze You are the reasons that i do everything in my life You are my reasoning, my love, my life lead to right You were just a little girl when everything changed You were too young to know why your daddy was estranged But you never once doubted me, or lost your faith in us You were always that smiling face and you never lost your trust You will always and forever be my number one girl As years do pass your hair will straighten from the curls Your wisdom and your intelligence are so way beyond your years I can share with you so much, my hopes and dreams, my life , my fears Because the bond that i have with you, my once baby girl Is that you and your brother are all that matters in this world To see your faces when i come to spend some time You have no idea of the love that blossoms knowing your mine So proud that the past hasnt hindered the young lady you;ve be
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As of 2007 the Earth System has already undergone profound global change of which global heating is the most immediately evident profound impact. It is getting hot, and it is happening fast. Many leading scientists tell us we have 10 years at most given current trends before climate change becomes irreversible and dangerous, beyond the generally accepted rise of 2 degrees Celsius considered adaptable (we are about 1/3 the way there). Yet the chortling television weather people tell us the unprecedented wave of global mild weather - really a lack of winter in many parts - is not climate change. We are encouraged to take advantage of our good fortune and get out there and play golf. At what point will abrupt climate change and deterioration of the Earth System's life giving biosphere be recognized as a global ecological emergency, and responded to as such? And will it then be too late to limit damages, or even to survive? Global warming is not a slow, ge
i am tryin a diet were you are suppost to loose 10 lbs in three days hopefully it works that would be awesome i have a headache but if it works i will let you all know mwah cherries wow u ever get so bored u list every last movie u own on paper lol well that is what i did tonight only took me about 2 hrs lol im finally 22 dont feel look any differnt lol still feel like the same lol maybe when i hit 40 i will feel the change any way happy bday to me mwah all
Story Of My Life
BLAH! FIND ME A REASON TO SMILE AND MAYBE I WILL!!!! Yep Im MIA. Have been for months. Im rarely on here anymore. Few contact me here so Ive just taken a step back. When yall wanna talk, you know where to find me. So I went to the K-Wings game last night. Oh to watch the Rockford (Ill) IceHogs get beat was a lovely end to my Saturday. Mind you, we took a beating in the 3rd but damn if the K-Wings didnt keep their heads up and win!!! The IceHog fans were just that, hogs. They were the loudest, rudest, FOULEST bunch of folks Ive ever had the displeasure to encounter. But my weekend hockey comes crashing down around my feet today. The Redwings were a huge disappointment today. They lost in OT 2-1 to Anahiem and thanks to Franzen at the end of the 3rd and Lilas in OT .. we are going to Anahiem down in the series 3-2 and fighting to stay alive. So Ill spend the rest of my weekend sulking over the NHL loss but proud of the UHL team and anxious for results on tonights game in
Marilyn Manson Lyrics
"Antichrist Superstar" you built me up with your wishing hell I didn't have to sell you you threw your money in the pissing well you do just what they tell you REPENT, that's what I'm talking about i shed the skin to feed the fake REPENT, that's what I'm talking about whose mistake am i anyway? Cut the head off Grows back hard I am the hydra now you'll see your star prick your finger it is done the moon has now eclipsed the sun the angel has spread its wings the time has come for bitter things [chorus] the time has come it is quite clear our antichrist is almost here... it is done "1996" anti choice anti girl I am the anti-flag unfurled anti white and anti man I got the anti-future plan anti fascist anti mod I am the anti-music god anti sober anti whore there will never be enough of anti more I can't believe in the things that don't believe in me now it's your turn to see misanthropy anti people now you've gone too far here's your antichrist s
Back In The States
Finally an update..... Been back in the states since May 19th. Damn the time has gone on forever, or so it seems! If all goes right I will be leaving to go back to Deutschland on August 30th. Keep your fingers crossed for me! All that I have been dreaming about lately is being back with my hunni! There will be a lot of obstacles once I do return there, for one being the language but as long as I am with Rudi, to me the language can be is an easy barrier to overcome. Every time I think that less then 4 weeks I will be able to look in those eyes again, I semi get that anxiety attack feeling. Yet, I know it is a mixture of anxiety and excitement! The only part I don't look forward to is the flight, going with the cheapest flight, which is most feasible, will have me with 2 stops before I get to Frankfurt, one in Phoenix and one in Philly. Before was pretty simple, from Spokane to Chicago to Frankfurt. I think its day 9.... Things aren't getting a whole lot easier being back in the states
I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green I hope when you're in bed with her you think of me I would never wish bad things but I don't wish you well Could you tell by the flames that burned your words I never read your letter 'cause I knew what you'd say Give me that Sunday school answer Try make it all okay Does it hurt to know I'll never be there But it sucks to see my face everywhere It was you who chose to end it like you did I was the last to know you knew exactly what you would do And don't say you simply lost your way She may believe you but I never will never again If she really knows the truth she deserves you A trophy wife Oh, how cute Ignorance is bliss But when your day comes and he's through with you and he'll be through with you You'll die together, but alone You wrote me in a letter you couldn't say it right to my face Well, give me that Sunday school answer repent yourself away Does it hurt to know I'll never
lets start a little chit chatin :D HOW ARE U sign up even if you will never use this site (and frickin make sure you confirm the signing up by putting in your activation code thats sent to you via email) AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR FUCKING EVER - its NEOPETS a website geared towards kids and teens - im addicted to it lol please i wanna buy a paintbrush for my pet elephante sign up even if you will never use this site (and frickin make sure you confirm the signing up by putting in your activation code thats sent to you via email) AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR FUCKING EVER - its NEOPETS a website geared towards kids and teens - im addicted to it lol please i wanna buy a paintbrush for my pet elephante
Welcome To My Cherry
Flight of a Broken Heart Falling, falling faster memories of love rushing through my brain remembering his face the way he made me feel to hold him in my arms, to feel his lips to mine and how my heart once soared from her love falling faster, not wanting this dream to end then suddenly, my heart shatters striking the cold harshness of reality that my love he no longer desires my touch he no longer craves so I lie here, broken and alone his life moves on, full of life and happiness as my life slowly dies, frozen in sorrow and other heartache chalked up as the rest is only silence. Girl:Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later."
Jelly Bean
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Read Me And Find Out
thoughts to those that know me, and the ones that think they know me.... i don't want to go on living a lie. i am not happy or content...not even a little bit glad aoubt somethings in my past however, the one thing i can be certin about myself is that i have a open heart. granted i wear it on my sleave at times and holding it close at others, even giving it fully to another i just can't find anyone to take it from me this is in no way shape or form a plee for love just a way for me to express everything on my mind as the tears fill my eyes untill i can no longer see these keys,least not i whipe them away this is my soul(if you beleive in it the way i do)no covers no fillers just raw open me telling the world that i know (aka my readers) the i ity anyone with the emotional weakness lesser than mine i do amaze myself as to how far i can go most days what with all the regrets...lost momwnets and word that should have been said but my cowardness would never let slip.
I just don't feel like being here anymore I need something new Some sort of change in my life That makes it more exciting for me or something You know its nice to hear Wow your sexy Or you look good But really words are nothing Everyone is hot to someone And some people just say it to make you feel better To hate you to despise to destroy you as you rise To watch you fall From safeties reach As others stand and preach Breaking sound Falling down As you hit your bottom now Reach up high Past the skies Don't let this burn you now Watch your step Do not fall Go out fast to prove them wrong Forced to feel All the pain As your life must be maintained Do not step and close your eyes Back up now While theres still time Throw your arms up to the sky Bite your pride on its own hide Do you thing Like you do Don't let this end what's you Plant your feet Firm on the ground Stomp and scream really loud Let it out What inside To see the be
When You Think Of Your Freedom Think Of This
As Memorial Day nears I wonder what the brave soldiers who died fighting for our liberty might think about the fact that America, as they knew it, is being destroyed by its own government. One by one our liberties are being taken.In April 2011, Michigan Senator Proos of St. Joseph introduced SB 333, a bill requiring an instant background check be run on anyone purchasing over-the-counter cold medications containing ephedrine and pseudoephedrine. A State Police database will track names and sales. Taxpayers will pay...On May 19 State Representatives Lori and Meadows introduced HB 4662, a bill to make ephedrine and pseudoephedrine available by prescription only. Once again the rights of the majority are being taken because a few people violate.Indiana courts have ruled police may enter and search private homes without warrant or cause. The Patriot Act, currently up for renewal, allows searches of phone, financial records, library cards and homes without warrantsCalifornia has mandated sc

Ya know,it makes my heart plum proud ta see so many people out ta celabrateour country's birthday,yes sireee! Even when ole mother naturetries ta dampen things up a might,folks still got out and wavedtheir flags.Even magot inta the spirit a thingsthis year - took it on her own self ta some celabratin' out on the farm.Yup she bought some flags and streamers ,rounded up some of the youngens from the neighberin farms and some how some how got her hands on some fire works.I gotta tell folks ,it aintever good when ma's got gun gunpowder!still, she did a right fine jobsertin eveything up. the whole day went off without a hitch,That is until the sun went down and it was time fer the entertainment..Reckon se'd been watchen'the tv and figured she she had to handle cause she set lilin' those ole crackers up real neat like-almost like she new what she was doing'. The rest of us were mighty impressed.We hunkered downon the edge of the driveway and could hardly wait.Ya know that ole womenhad bin
well..... as most of you know I have moved to a new city to be with my guy and settle down and things has changed drastically for me. I do love the feeling of being together with my guy after being in a long distance relationship for over 3 years, but sometimes I ask myelf whether it was the right choice to make. I am now keeping my career on hold and I left everything behind, guess this is what has to be done to start a life with the person you love. Things will go on surely but slowly, but I miss all my friends and everyone I left behind. I have been thinking about my life the choices I have made. All of us makes choices in our lives bout are the choices we make the right one always. It is true that we do not make the right choice everytime but what is more important is how we see it. I have come to learn to see things in a more poitive way and take things as they come. What is the point of crying or telling yourself how sad your life is. I have learned tolook at lif
It Is What It Is
I smile as I slide the blade through my already bleeding flesh. Do I look insane to you? Fuck you. Let me enjoy this moment. This is my one luxury. I crave this pain. I watch as the blood puddles on the floor, such a beautiful red. The more it hurts, the more I am able to relax. This will only last a few moments and then I will be left with nothing but the scars, but for those few blissful minutes, all is okay in my world. I sway to the melodic beat of the madness. It never leaves me. It is who I have become. I reach out to touch it, but it slips through my fingers. They come to me at night. I pray for the strength to make it 'til morning, for my release. I am caught in this nightmare, this never ending pain. I can hear them crying, wanting me to come to them. I run all over searching. I scream out their names. They cannot be found, but I hear them crying. I rock myself in the darkness of the night, praying they will find me. They never do.
Please Read
hwy whats up everyone...i don't have a computer any more so its hard for me to get on here so if anyone wants to get in touch with me especially if your in the fayetteville area heres my new number (910) 476-5440 my computer hasn't been working so if you sent me a msg or comment or friend request i'm sorry it took so long to get back to you, any way i'll be online any chance i get but if you would like to get in touch with me especially if your in fayetteville nc my cell number is (910) 527-6736, just send me a txt msg and i'll reply any ladies in the fayetteville area wanna hang out and have a little fun (if you know what i mean, and if you don't just check my last couple of blogs), send me a msg, no bullshit, serious ladies only
"Change is definitely in the air, even if you can't quite see when or how it's all going to come about. You can help this transition go much more smoothly. How? By being willing to let go of what's not working." ooohh where to start = D "It's easy to get caught up in ideals, but you need to come back and plant your feet on the earth. Once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place for you to be. Once you know the truth, you can work with it." Sorry but when i read that this was what i felt the urge to do.. Put my hands firmly over my ears.. Close my eyes as tightly as possible.. AND YELL! "I don't ever wanna grow up".. Then wait for the mean horoscope to go away! "You don't 'do' surprises. You plan surprises -- for other people -- but in your own life, everything's planned and accounted for. Aw, come on! What fun is that? Let yourself be surprised and you'll like what you see." So ok own up, who is planning surprises??
Abused Pitbulls, That Dont Deserve To Be Hurt!!!
Stuff I Like.
I would like someone to morph ONLY the dragon into me if this is possible. either of these will work As most of you know, I am into Dragons of all kinds, I currently own 5 right now. Still looking for the elusive winged one though... LOL But you all also know that I am just a big gamer kid and love to play vid games, unfortunately I only own a PS2, I watched the show today about Halo 3 and that was enough to hook me. Here is where the problem begins, I am living on a very low VA disability and can't buy one outright from a store. (hint hint hint) an early Christmas present would be the best-est thing since sliced bread and bologna... OK, groveled hugzzzz y'all I thought this would be a nice weekend starter. From my Great Aunt:> I grew up with practical parents who had been frightened by the Great > Depression in the 1930's. A mother, God love her, who washed aluminum foil > after she cooked in it, then reused it. She was the original recycl
Poems That I Have Written
How can you hurt me? you tell me that you love me Im very special to you too you chose to hurt me even though you dont realize you are doing it we are together then you fall for someone other than me and expect me to let it happen and never mind how much you hurt me doing this As I love you thinking that it will fade and we be back as before and pray you will realize that you made a mistake But then life happens and now you are no longer in my life in person as you told me that I will be joining you in a few weeks but am I? I wonder as I know you attacked me and and throw my love in my face how and why do you want to hurt me? Best friends Friends for a short time We talk about things that seem so easy for us like we know each other for years You are there for me as I am here for you You are so caring, sweet When I need to vent I know you are there with a shoulder to cry on or be a sounding board or give me advice if I need it I
My Yahoo
If I see one more person (especially someone I know) put up a status that they "Love" so and so I am gonna frikin puke. C'mon, reality ck here ppl I mean seriously Love? You have never met this most cases your not even in the same state, how the hell could u use the word love, I know there is a hell of a lot of lust, need and desire out there, but what a fuckin joke. And yes Im a bitter bitch at time, but that is why mosy of ya "Love" me. K done venting OK, here it is. As many of you know and some may not. I am a single mother of three. I have 2 boys and a girl. Well, my girl is entering the 6th grade and one of my boys in kindergarden this year coming up. Well, anyways I have been through many obstacles over the past year. To make a long story question is, what is the story on the "MILF" situation?? On a seriosus note, I know I am not a bad looking mom, but the whole "MILF" thing is getting on my damn nerves. There is nothing more annoying than "men
Lil One's Poetry
Broken dreams, Embittered trust. These things are, Never a must. Family first, Is what you said. But that thought, Was shot down dead. There for me, You always were. But now I know, That times a blurr. My best friend, My cousin dear. I hope you've listened, I hope you hear. Because of you, I'd had no fear. But now I'm not sure, I wish it were clear. One day I hope, You'll go to normal. But then again don't, Go to formal. Fond of you, I'll always be. But my trust in you, Was broken by three. She raises her head, And looked around. Her feet silently, Touched the ground. Moving along slowly, She made no sound. Looking far ahead, Her freedom unbound. Out into the night, Through meadow and field. The very ones, Her lover had tilled. He stood awaiting, Other side of the stream. His heart full, Of a lovers dream. His eyes shinning, With a lovers gleam. His mind full, Of a lovers scheme. She continues to run, Getting clo
Odd Ramblings...
i'm scared... terrified... i love him... more than anything. he makes me feel like nobody has ever made me feel before... completely and totally loved. like i have no flaws... perfect. my mind reels with thoughts that shouldn't be there... thoughts of love, marriage, and forever. we've only known eachother for a few weeks... yet he's all i can think about... all i can dream about. i actually dread going home... because i won't be with him. i honestly don't think i could live without him now... well i guess i could... but i sure as hell don't want to... and it scares the hell out of me... and god forbid i say anything like this to him... because knowing my luck it would scare him away. he talks of moving in together come christmas time... and my heart feels like it will burst out of my chest. i lay here while he is at work and hold his pillow close to me... reveling in the scent... his scent. as i drifted to sleep last night i did so with his arms around me and a smile on my face and a
Oldie But Newbie Here
is there any pogo users out there?? i just tried too post a bulletin and this is what i got wth is this all about?? Error: sorry, you're posting bulletins too fast. try again later.
Wtf Ever
i off and ill see you all when i get back bye richard im going away for about a week to sort some thing sout in my life. but im in a win a vic for month contest and i was hoping that all of you go and rate and comment it for me please. it runs from the 21st to the 28th of june til 5pm. once i get back ill do my best to help all out. this is the picture link to it thank you all so much richard im going away for about a week to sort some thing sout in my life. but im in a win a vic for month contest and i was hoping that all of you go and rate and comment it for me please. once i get back ill do my best to help all out. this is the picture link to it thank you all so much richard
Fasty Mcnasty
I sit cooking in a cauldron of frustration At the thought That I will never have you. I keep digging, and digging, And all I find is a rock What garden do I imagine to landscape? Why wont this hopeless love just die? I toss and turn in my sweat-socked bed Burning with unrequited desire Going mad, insane, crazy, round the bend, going nuts: Yet you sleep soundly, unbothered. Why this curse? Oh wretched love, why did you ever come? When I express my soul to you, You freak Turn away. Is my love too much? Then you built this wall with solid bricks of disbelief. And now I punch hard with my fist To make a window. Yesterday, I thought today, was vain. It was clear, I could hear, it was plain. Inside my mind, I could not find, it was cold. But I thought of you, yes it's true....."I fold, I fold!!!" As my lips could not speak, I got weak, but you knew. My hands cound not say, but I May, I still love you. But as it is known, that while I
A Few Thoughts
Sometimes he removes her walls not to free her but to show her how much he cares When he sees her want to run he watches and waits because she will return if it is where she is to be When she runs so far she is lost He will be her beacon to find her way back _______________________________________________ Written by Restrictive ... I am glad my blog inspired you to write this ... it is a wonderful honor to have you finish off what I couldn't ... Thank You :-) For you I'd make the world turn, For you my heart will always yearn. For you I'd give my life at will, For, you are the one who makes my heart stand still. Without you, my life is dull, Your smile warms my deepest soul. Your laugh is like a thousand bells, And when you laugh... my heart doth swell. For every wave that finds the shore, My heart loves you a thousand times more. For every bird that sings it's song, My love for you grows deep and strong. Always and forever, I'll love you till I die,
Jack Sees
Sleeping eyes are watching me, listening to my movements as I exit the room. She knows I've left. She knows I'm gone. I'll be back tomorrow maybe. Deep river Turn, burn Loose from this life. I cannot feel my legs and arms. My head spins as the bad taste goes down the back of my throat. But quickly I'm dreaming in color. Loki Listens - REAL BLOG I've posted a few poems recently, and I'd really like your feedback. Rate, leave comments. Comments are especially appreciated. I want to know if it's worth my time to continue posting my work here. Thanks all, Jack Loki Listens - REAL BLOG
ok, i am a part of vampirefreaks, myspace and on here on cherrytap. and i am looking for my other half. i am kinda picky on who i am looking for. for example. man the more i think about, i used to be so openminded when it came down to relationships. they have to have piercings and tatts and have a big ass or big tatts and piercings turn me on. they have to be gothy. thats a must. anything else i can think of, ill add more. by the way, im feeling so damn suicidal...cause of this bullshit 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to be in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u fuck me hard? Answer: 5. Would u hav sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to
hi guys todays weather report is that it is hooooooooooooooot tommorrow too hi in the 90s im trying to keep cool buy laying in front of the fan leaving in a trailer it gts hot in here quikley calling for rain tomorrow chance maybe i hope any who have a good night and i'll see you in the morning im getting a haircut weds should i get it regular haircut or cut it all off im getting a haircut weds should i get it regular haircut or cut it all off
IF U WERE KILLED TOMORROW, I WOULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL CUZ ID B N JAIL 4 KILLIN DA MOTHA FUKER THAT KILLED U! ..._...|..____________________, , ....../ ..---___________----_____|]=D ...../_==o;;;;;;;;_______.:/ .....), ---.(_(__) / ....// (..) ), ----" ...//___// ..//___// .//___// WE TRUE HOMIES WE RIDE TOGETHER WE DIE TOGETHER
Evil In Pink
Sooooo, I am the camper in the family but I didn't get to go on the little campout with my son this past weekend so that was not good. However, I did stop by to help set up and after work. I just have to say this one man is just so fucking hot. I cannot help myself. He is a good person through and through and looks very nice too. Far as looks go, he is my type, far as being super nice and good, not so much my type or I should say, not the type I normally go for. I am seriously rethinking this one lately though. I should ditch the bad and go for a good one. Hmmmmm Wonder why women tend to go for bad ones? Well, just had to let it out. I could fantasize about this man all day long. He is awesome and I am pissed I couldn't stay all weekend and talk to him at the campout. If ya haven't seen this Fat Rant, take a gander. Fat Rant Just posting various thoughts. Haven't visited here much cuz I been fucking around on Second Life. Anyone else play that? Anyway, I am teetering on an edge
Inside The Yummy
Gotta go and do and be manifest hopes and dreams and ideas into a whole new reality Gotta give and breathe life into the words I say and find a way to be better tomorrow than I am today. Each moment... each thought... each choice... holds the possibility of a new beginning With determination and perseverance... it will be this I that gives birth to a Me without ending. ... No. As in... No you may not. And No I won't. And No you can't have Me. No No No No No.... Yes... I like that word very much. lol I want to skip and play... while telling everyone No. Like a little girl twirl in a white sundress against the blue blue sky make me dizzy make me fall down in the green green grass where I lay looking up at You inviting me... Oh No Sir, Sorry! Today I must decline as the word is No. ... And you may dirty my dress ... lol I like that idea so maybe tomorrow the word
Crosby Does It!
Pittsburgh's Sidney Crosby is all smiles as he stands amongst the three prestigious awards he'll be taking home, thanks to a splendid sophomore season. TORONTO -- One year after walking away from the NHL Awards Show gutted, Pittsburghs Sidney Crosby couldnt stop smiling at this years end-of-season showcase. Last year, Washingtons Alexander Ovechkin was the overwhelming choice as the winner of the Calder Trophy, awarded to the Leagues best rookie. Ovechkin beat Crosby by 444 points, including 124 first-place votes for Ovechkin to just four for Crosby. But, it was a far different story this Thursday night at the Elgin Theater, the site of the 2007 NHL Award Show. Here, Crosby was the unquestioned star of the night, claiming both MVP trophies on offer -- the Hart and Pearson trophies -- as well as the Art Ross Trophy as the Leagues leading scorer and a place on the NHLs 2006-07 NHL First All-Star Team. Crosby said his 2006-07 performance was not about atonement for los
One day when I was home alone, still living in the small McKeesport apartment, I was cleaning my bedroom. I heard what sounded like a light bulb popping, except it was extremely loud. Loud enough to make me jump. I walked around the apartment to investigate but couldn't find any lights that had burnt out. I went on cleaning. The next day was a Saturday. Again I was cleaning when I heard the loud popping sound. I yelled to my kids who were in the living room playing a game what that noise was. No one answered. I walked out to the living room to see them all sitting next to each other on the floor, looking as if they had seen a ghost. They proceeded to tell me that as they were sitting on the floor playing a board game a large blue ball of light started to fly towards them on the floor. Just as it got close to my oldest son, it popped. That was the sound I had heard and no doubt the same thing had caused the noise I had heard the day before. To this
My Random Thoughts
I want to taste you, I want to taste you right now I want to lick the sweat from your skin I want to suck your soul right in I want to explore your mouth with my tongue I want to burn from the flames of passion I want to taste you, I want to taste you right now I want to hold your heated flesh I want our bodies to mesh I want to explore your sex with my tongue I want to savor you when you cum I want you to go numb from the sensations I want you to get wet from this verbal masturbation I want you so hot you drip I want to drink you, I want to sip I want to slip you some tongue I want to lick you off my fingers and savor you some I want to taste you Are you satisfied Are you electrified Can't you decide Are you what you wanted to be Tasted by me 1. I am told I have sad eyes but I think I smile too much 2.I can't live without my cell phone. I check to see if it's on my person at least a million times a day. Whether I stick it in my
Blind Guardian - Follow The Blind Album Lyrics (1989)
[By Fred Fassert] High in the sky where eagles fly Morgray the dark enters the throne Open wide the gate friend the king has come Blow the horn and praise the highest lord Who'll bring the dawn he's a new god in the palace of steel Persuade the fate of everyone The chaos can begin let it in [Lead:Andre] [Bridge:(Kai Hansen)] So many centuries, so many gods We were the prisoners of our own fantasy But now we are marching against these gods I'm the wizard, I'll change it all [Ref:] Valhalla - Deliverance Why've you ever forgotten me [2x] [Solo:Andre] Magic is in me I'm the last magic man Never found what I was looking for Now I found it but it's lost The fortress burns Broken my heart I leave this world All gods are gone [Bridge:(Kai Hansen)] So many centuries, so many times We were the prisoners of our own fantasy But then we had nothing to lead our lives No no we didn't play with our time [Ref:] Valhalla... [Instrumental] [Lead: Andre]
My life is good and I could not be happier right now.I am in love with the most BEAUTIFUL woman in the world. I have never had anyone show me so much love in my life.I can feel in her touch,her kiss,I see it in her eyes and hear it in her voice.I don't know what I did to deserve her but I'm sure glad I did it.Just what to say I love you Nancy!Thank You for loving me and letting me love you! Hi everyone, Well I know I have not been on here much but I have had other things to do!!!! I went to WVA.with my sweetheart for a few days and OMG it was beautiful there. I had the best time of my life.Spent some time with my soon to be new mother-in-law!We have one more day off and then it back to work again.But I have really enjoyed our time off together.Talk to everyone later! Just want to let everyone know I have not forgotten any of you. I have a new girlfriend and well need I say more??? I will be stoping in for time to time. Everyone take care and much love to all. Later
To Pen, Kel, Traci... and anyone else who has let go but still holds that small flame of hope... This may come, This may come as some surprise but I miss you I could see through, all of your lies But I stll miss you He takes her love, but it doesn't feel like mine He tastes her kiss, her kisses are not wine, they're not mine He takes, but surely she can't give what I'm feeling now She takes, but surely she doesn't know how Is it a crime Is it a crime That I still want you And I want you to want me too My love is wider, wider than vitoria lake My love is taller, taller than the empire state It dives and it jumps and it ripples like the deepest ocean I can't give you more than that, surely you want me back Is it a crime Is it a crime That I still want you And I want you to want me too My love is wider than vitoria lake Taller than the empire state It dives and it jumps I can't give you more than that, surely you want me back Is it a crim
Pictures Of Pennslvania
luke’s Potter County, Cameron County, Elk County, Tioga County, Route 6 and the PA Wilds D.J.’s Sunsets
Surfing 2007
So there I was, paddling for my life, wondering if I was going to make it out of this alive. A huge wave was welling up on the horizon, and here I was, paddling for my life, making my arms push themselves as deep into the water as I could, trying to maintain the long, slow strokes that would keep me planing along as fast as I could, doing anything I could to reduce as much drag as possible, trying my best to maintain the momentum. I was not entirely sure if I was going to make it, but sheer will was making me push forward, as I was determined NOT to get dumped on by this monster of a wave. Meanwhile, in my head, I kept telling myself that I need to remain calm and collected. I was practically screaming this to myself over and over, on the brink of sheer panic, yet I knew if I gave into that impulse, i would be totally fucked. So I paddled and I paddled, having that horrible feeling that I was not actually going anywhere. It reminds me of those nightmares I have occasionally, you kno
Native American Poems
If I have left a memory, and my name is called, do not weep, For i am with you in full spirit, I do not sleep. Dancing with the eternal winds that blow, i am the diamond glint in the fresh autumn snow. When gentle sunlight dancing on ripened grain field, Or a warm autumn rain that deep in your heart you felt. When you awaken in the morning silent hush, let me be your swift uplifing rush. Like a quiet bird in high circling flight, And the warmth of a soft summer night. Do not think of our days lost, with tears that cared But remember our joys and all the love we shared. The years past has made a mark deep into my soul, I have been taught to be graceful turning old. I have no regrets for the life i have lived or what i have done. I put myself equal to others, but second to none, And always holding the great spirit as nimber one... Cherokee Rose ~Marge Tindal~ 1999 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She goes by the name of Cherokee Rose. A symbol
Just Because ........
A young lady got into a terrible car accident. Her face was burned terribly. The doctors couldn't use any skin on her body to graft onto her face for reconstructive surgery. As a result, her husband offered the skin off his butt for the surgery. She had the surgery and was as beautiful after as she was before the surgery. One night she and her husband were watching TV when she broke down crying. "What's the matter?" her husband asked. She said "I can't believe you did this for me." Her husband hugged her and replied, "Don't worry about it, I love you, and I'd do anything for you." But how will I ever repay you?" she asked. With which he replied, "You don't need to repay me, you wouldn't believe the satisfaction I get every time I see your mom kiss you on the cheek." Jack and his friends were playing golf one Saturday. As they are getting ready to tee off, a guy walks up and asks if he can join them. The friends look at each other, look at the guy and say, "
Over 800 cowboys hold a Professional Bull Rider membership. They are a diverse group with different backgrounds, origins, and personalities but all sharing the same goalto ride a bull! But not just any bull. They strive to conquer the rankest bulls in the world and everyone knows you'll only find them at the PBR! It is the one place where each ride is a true test of man versus beast. Riders hail from vast parts of the world including: USA, Australia, Canada and Brazil. These cowboys have grown up in areas ranging from inner cities to farms and ranches. Their determination and will to succeed sets them apart from others. This sport is daring and dangerous; which requires a true competitor and driven athlete. In addition to the non-stop action, the unique team of bull riders keeps the sport going strong while making every second count! In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from L
Soul Of A Man
OK...SOME OF YOU KNOW I'M A BOOKWORM..AND SOME DON'T....WELL NOW ALL OF YOU DO.... I've been reading a book called Wild at John Eldredge, and while not usually a fan of "religious" literature, this book has opened my eyes to a lot of things. I'd like to share a bit of it with you.... This book is about discovering the masculine soul, and what it means to be man. Not what society, or your wife, or your boss, or your friends, or TV says a man should be, but why we yearn for the things we do and why we feel the way we feel sometimes. Society has ripped "manhood" away from men. Women for years have complained about having a nice, sensitive,"well trained" man. And in the next breath, they wonder where the real men have gone..... While there is nothing wrong with the afforementioned qualities, there is so much more to the male heart, or soul, if you will. Men are created with a longing for battle, competetion, and danger...It's in the make up of our soul. We wa
Just A Thought
Family * a group of persons who form a household under one head, including parents, children, and servants. * a group of related things or people * a group of people who are generally not blood relations but who share common attitudes, interests, or goals and, frequently, live together Ok so here are three definitions of the word family. Im giving them because it seems that the majority of people have forgotten what the word means. When people love each, are friends with each other, and care what happens to them its considered a family. It isnt strange, or weird. And above all its not a cult. Even on here we see Fu- marriages and families and no one thinks anything of it. So i ask what is the difference. No ill tell you, its reality, honesty, truth, honor, loyalty, and righteousness. Well thats a few anyway. So people who cant understand the simplest of concepts like family, need to step off and get a life in the real world for once and stop hiding on the internet..
A Penny
cinderella was fired from disney today,..she was bouncin on pinnochio;s face screaming LIE MOTHER FUCKER LIE it is easy to dodge our responsibilites,..but we cannot dodge the consequences of dodoging our responsibilites if it wernt for the memories id still be crying,...i have come to realize that sometimes all you can hang on to are memories
Noc's Poems
What if I walked up too you, and kissed you're moist and juciey lips, as my tongue slipped in you're mouth! as my hand grazed you're face couze'in you too moan! We stopped then looked at one and other we didn't say anything, but the deafening silence and my cascading thought's where all broken by looking up, and saying I shouldn't be doing this ! I reached down under her cloak and her panties where soaked! She took my hand and placed it on her breast's, her breast's where so firm, and her nipples prutruded nearly a full inch! Suddenly we went in too the bedroom ripping one and other's cloak off each other, then she placed her lip's lightly on mine, as I kissed her gentley then in an instant she pulled me down on the bed, I then turned her over and nibbled my way down too her soaked paint's as my teeth slowly pulled them off of her, as my head went between her leg's eatting each and every layer of her inner walls, the more I licked the mor
Flesh yeilding, gently yeilding beneath my fingertips. Juice drips down my chin. Smile sweet satisfaction, as I take another bite of my ripe nectarine Melancholy blue jeans Ripped at the seams Coffee stains on your brain Drivin' you insane Candy in your pocket A sweet sugar rocket A tasty treat, so sticky sweet A high that can't be beat Hot liquid dream Of coffee with cream Lusty sips of hot java That burn like black lava What could be finer Than a caffeine high in an all night diner Sleeping Beauty has awoke. She's an insomniac now and dreams with her eyes open. Daydreams of sleeping the rest of eternity away. Dreams of her childhood castle, where she never grows old, eternally young and beautiful. Dreams away her suburban split level, her two kids, her good provider, her wide ankles and creative meals with hamburger. Dreams of a prince who will never come to disappoint her imaginings. To sleep eternally and escape realities bitter ironies to
The Voice Of World Control
I have never, not once, ever lied to a friend on Fubar. Not ONCE. So it hurts, a lot, when a friend calls me a liar and blocks me without barely a word. I have spent a while worrying about them. They just had a medical procedure. Now they are back. And when they asked for my yahoo instant messenger address I gave it to them.. and then got back a message saying that "the name doesn't exist." Then I offer to try from my end and they say that I lied, and no thank you, and dropped me as a friend. So thats what friendship is worth. Hooray. I guess the fun of fubar is wearing thin. I am starting to question whether I should stick around at all. What is the point of "making friends" when really it's just people who want to see others naked so they rate em and fan em.. but never really anything else. WHat is the point of a social site where no one is.. social? I guess I need to decide. I am going to be honest here. First off, to all you women who have the balls, or lack the
Wolvespak Stuff
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You? Well I said in my last blog that I would keep you up to date on what was going on with me wanting to get a truck. After agreeing to look at cars, we did get a truck. I am happy now, but I am sure that I will be paying for it later. We got a Ford F250. Your Power Bird is an Eagle You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights. You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance. And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it. People know that you will become even greate
R. I. P. ~ P.j.~
These are the links to the media coverage from our 8th clean-up along Rt. 28 (June 7, 2009). I have been away for a few days, but with good reason. My Brother died tragically in an auto accident on Wednesday June 6, 2007. He left three children ages 14, 12, and 4 so we have been scrambling to get things taken care of. Things are settling down a bit now, but I expect it to get ugly real soon! He had sole custody of his eldest (we were able to secure temporary custody of her but her Mother is going to make things hard) but was in the midst of a custody battle over his son, and his youngest is currently in the custody of her mother, who is a major addict doing nothing to improve her lot in life. PJ was trying to get custody of her as well. Both women have informed us that we will not be permitted to see the children. We will continue his fight, but it is going to be
Show me your company Come and tell me who you be I'll try and take things easy I'll be loose I'll be carefree I'm living for tomorrow not today Gotta make my plans so in case I'll be prepared when I see you you smiling 'Cause I feel so when I'm reaching out for your sky I've boundless energy. I fell I could run a million miles I'm riding on the wheel of fortune taking me to places far and free I feel so high when I approach your sky When I touch your sky, I want my joy to be discreet Can't seem to to hide the feeling that you knock me from my seat When I'm talking with my friends, you're the subject every time I know I bore them but they do it to me sometimes I've seen you exposed your thoughts are nude Come on take off your pride baby You should wash your attitude I'm sitting here watching you baby Trying to pretend your cool and calm Come on now you can tell me baby Did the gypsy read your palm I feel so high, when I'm touching your
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Just Me
I haven't been on for a while. Nothing much has changed. I am still me. I seem to get myself into drama. I lost my job due to the most recent. And the truth I wasn't really in it. Some people are just crazy. Let me tell what happened. I was bored one day and decided to text some old friends. Well one of my friends text me back and started telling me about his girlfriend. Well complaining more like it. Anyway, she knows I am talking to him and she knows who I am. Keep in mind he has not told me her name at this point.I was living with a co worker at this point. Ok the girlfriend leaves my friend, and thats when he tells me I work with this girl. To make a long story short she gets my roomate pissed at me. I got kicked out lost my job due to the transportation issue. So I am backed where I started. But to tell the truth I feel less stressed. Oh before you ask yes me and my friend are still friends. SIGHT Current mood: crappy The sun is out it's clear and bright, but it's so
Khaos Faerie's Blog
I thought a day off meant that you werent supposed to have anything much to do. I have so far went grocery shopping, went to the library to pick up some books on A+ certification. I finally found a good one. I have also went running. Bad idea especially in this heat. Its supposedly almost 100 degrees outside and my brainy idea was to go out and exercise by running for about an hour. Real smart aint I? lol Other than that I'm studying for the A+ certification test for work and school. At least I'll only have to take it once. Other than that things are starting to slowly calm down. Khaos Faerie PS Damn I'll be glad when Mitch gets off work. I am getting married on Thursday. Sorry to all of those people that were interested in dating me but I'm in love with the guy I am going to marry. I usually dont talk about my relationship with him because he's not on here yet :( He's hardly ever online and where he works blocks places like fubar, like so many companies tend to do. Though be a
NUMBER ONE IS WRITTEN FOR ALL MY MILITARY FAMILY THIS ONES FOR YOU ALL..... American Soldier They ask him why he's leaving, why he's shipping off to fight. They fail to see what's on the line, all their freedoms, all their rights. Comprehension is beyond their grasps that someone's got to go. And while every breath may be his last no fear, no doubt will he ever show. Because he knows that if he dies in some far off foreign land, that his valiant efforts may save the lives of his countrymen, family, and friends. And that girl's picture in his pocket, though how he longs to hold her will forever be carried in the heart of this true American Soldier. HERE ARE SOME RANDOM POEMS THAT I HAVE WRITEEN OVER THE YRS Yes! My joy is overflowing, you got down on your knee and have professed forever your special love for me. There was no hesitation, the moment I said yes, and gave life to the feelings Im longing to express. I give
Have you ever just felt so damn blue? Just after all the rush and chaos of life slows to a halt and you are left standing there wondering what just happened, and it hits you that you missed something. Makes me blue, makes me wonder if anyone knows me. Leaves you wondering if the life you lead is the right way. So many telling you that your life is the bomb, but yet where are they when you need them? Or is it me not letting them in? And why not? You ever wish to let someone in to the point that you are thinking about it all the time? I hate when i start worrying what someone will think of me. Standing up for who you are takes guts, believing in yourself takes guts too. Sometimes though, your 'guts' get torn right out. I know though, that all you can do is be yourself, others will come and go, some will stay. I hope the ones i wish to know all about stay forever. Feelings are not born from photographs They are born with time Do not mislead yourself into believing you can fall for a
When no one is really there When I feel I've lost everything I remember that you truely care And realize that I have something When my life doesn't seem to matter You tell me you love me My tears seem to fade And I wish for better things to be Thank you for caring You seem to be the only one Thank you for sharing You make things better when my life comes undone! Written October 17, 2007 Deticated to Thomas I never said I was perfect It just goes to show I mess up every day This you should know I never ment to hurt you I never thought it would happen Every things all messed up And my heart it is snappen I can't make you stay Nor do I want to If you are unhappy There is nothing I could do Forgiveness is all I ask Though I'll probably never get All the things I want to do Won't make thins right and make you upset. I love you even now Even though you are gone I'll love you forever No matter what goes wrong. By Dori 9/25/2007 Name: Age:

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