slaverage's blog: "Reflections"

i found this, the ultimate love song. it is not something i am necessarily ready to sing for anyone yet. i need to know my Master a little better before i go professing such things but i could see it happening in the future. So, take heed before you read. it's heartfelt and touching if you read it as it's written. if you simply see the main phrase of 'i can't say no to you' you do not understand the song. read it again. you'll see that i feel good enough. the fact that i can't say no is something i enjoy. GOOD ENOUGH, Evanescence Under Your spell again, i can't say no to You Crave my heart and its bleeding in Your hand i can't say no to You Shouldn't have let You torture me so sweetly Now i can't let go of this dream i can't breathe but i feel Good enough i feel good enough for You Drink up sweet decadence i can't say no to You and i've completely lost myself and i don't mind i can't say no to You Shouldn't have let You conquer me so completely Now i can't let go of this dream can't believe that i feel Good enough i feel good enough It's been such a long time coming But i feel good And i'm still waiting for the rain to fall Pour real life down on me Cause i can't hold on to anything this good enough Am i good enough For You to love me too>? So take care what You ask of me Cause i can't say no Well, there you have it.. again, it's a love song and if you don't see it that way, put a smile on your face and read it lol or just let me read it to you. That last two lines does apply though. That is one thing that scares me about vanillas. They don't understand.

Please note, this was sent to me by a friend.. it is truly hilarious to me - probably won't be to you. That's because i was raised as a yooper! Are you aware that Jeff Foxworthy is now picking on Michigan? Read on. (pretty funny and acurate) 1. If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Michigan. 2. If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Michigan. 3. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Michigan. 4. If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of the year, you might live in Michigan! 5. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in Michigan. 6. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, (or at the top of hi s ankles) you might live in Michigan. 7. If you have worn shorts and a coat at the same time, you might live in Michigan. 8. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Michigan. 9. If you have had a lengthy telephone c onversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you might live in Michigan. Part 2 - You know you're a true MICHIGANDER when . . . 1. "Vacation" means going up north on I-75 2. You measure distance in hours. 3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. 4. You often switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. 5. You can drive 65 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard, without flinching. 6. You see people wearing camouflage at social events (including weddings). 7. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked. 8. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend knows how to use them. 9. You design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. 10. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled with snow. 11. You know all 4 seasons: almost winter, winter, still winter and road construction. 12. You can identify a southern or eastern accent. 13. Your idea of creative landscaping is a statue of a deer next to your blue spruce. 14. You were unaware that there is a legal drinking age. 15. Down South to you means Ohio. 16. A brat is something you eat. 17. Your neighbor t h rows a party to celebrate his new pole barn. 18. You go out to fish fry every Friday. 19. Your 4th of July picnic was moved indoors due to frost. 20. You have more miles on your snow blower than your car. 21. You find 0 degrees "a little chilly." 22. You drink pop and bake with soda. 23. Your doctor tells you to drink Vernors and you know it's not medicine. 24. You can actually drink Vernors without coughing. 25. You know what a Yooper is. 26. You think owning a Honda is Un-American. 27. You know that UP is a place, not a direction. 28. You know it's possible to live in a thumb. 29. You understand that when visiting Detroit, the best thing to wear is a Kevlar vest. 30. You actually understand these jokes, and you forward them to all your M ichigan friends.

The way this is starting out i can already tell its going to be a wonderful day - pure sarcasm! i am finally finished with the heaps of laundry i had stacked in my room. i had 2 friends clean their closets out and bless me with clothes. i had to go buy 50 more hangers and i've used up all my laundry detergent. but they are all clean and folded. So why is this such a wonderful thing you ask. Some of my clothes have a peculiar hint of honey to them. This is because someone didn't put her honeycomb dusting powder away. It got tossed in the laundry and washed. WONDERFUL! My dogs have found the cats' christmas present more interesting than their own. i got the cats a Kitten Mitten. The dogs have already begun tearing it apart. i went out for chinese for lunch. My fortune said "if your cookie is unbroken, buy lotto" - NO KIDDING! i came home to my neighbor needing help with his algebra and my dogs needing out and me starving for attention. ugh.. then i find out that my Master is going to go through hell trying to get his surgery done. my neighbors are losing their house and dogs. one of my best friends is going to California for a week and a half. the other is going through a lot of changes because she quit smoking. i'm just ready to go to bed now. hopefully tomorrow will bring better things.

I have to be the most pathetic person in the world. I need to face the facts. I'm a total princess. I am starved for attention and in need of constant approval. If I am left to myself I quickly become bored. My favorite way to spend my time is by making myself the center of the universe - and I prefer to do this by pleasing other people. Hence, I have recently realized this whole slave revelation. Sounds completely pathetic. Spending my life doing nothing but waiting on any request from my Master. But this is what I do, this is who I want to be. I find it challenging to learn the patience and steadfastness to wait on someone. Why? How could this be a challenge?? It's very basic to understand. You see, if I'm just waiting, I could be forgotten. I am no longer the center of attention if i am no more than standing in a corner. It kills me. So, keep this in mind as my friend, ok? Don't ignore me. Just say hi and let me know you still think of me.

I have always wanted someone who could appreciate my mind. I have a high intelligence quotient which I do not want to waste. Oddly though, guys have liked me, yes me, for my body more than my mind. They see my breasts and everything else is forgotten. Men insist on finding a way to have them on their trophy case. Well, ok, maybe boys, not men. Still, it’s something that I have grown accustomed to like Paavlov’s dog – ring the bell and I expect food. How odd is it then to have someone be attracted to me because of the quality of my mind? Would seem like a welcome change. Unfortunately it is quite an adjustment. I don’t know how to tell if there is even attraction there. I probably think to much about this one thing but it has caused me to think about another topic that I would like to discuss. It has come to my attention that those who want to be loved for their mind often don’t think their body is worth loving. Those who want to be loved for their body don’t think they are smart enough to play checkers. It is the combination of the two, loving both the mind and body, that is the show stopper. Yes, I know. My shortest blog in history. Why drag it out? It’s just that simple!