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Toddy's blog: "Tagged"

created on 02/13/2008  |  http://fubar.com/tagged/b188161
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 21 piercing in my ears so far, cause i love earrings 2. I only wear heels , I go from 4" to 6" heels, i am partial to the 6" ones though. 3. I hate spaghetti. 4. I cant go thru drive thru windows if i am driving, i have to park and go inside. 5. I am very shy in person. 6. I wear my brothers ashes in a mini urn around my neck. 7. I am scared of everything yet love mystery books and movies. 8. I have never met a pair of high heels i didnt like. 9. I can only drink beer if it is extremely cold, i will add ice if needed. 10. When depressed i cut my hair every day. 11. I would rather eat pretzels than a regular meal, sometimes that is all ill eat all day. 12. I am very self conscious, i tend to be a wallflower in crowds. 13. i have no self comfidience. 14. when typing i do not like to use capitals, i tend to type lowercase. 15. I hate to drive

I miss you..

Bob i'd give anything for you to be there when you son graduates from college! You did a wonderful job raising him., all your sons! I still miss you so much, i'd do about anything to have you there with us all! I love You!

April sucks...

This Sunday marks the 2nd anniversary of my brothers death, it seems like just yesterday that he was here. It is so hard to believe that this much time has passed and I still have a hard time dealing with this. So much goes on in this month that brings so much memory, good and bad to me, about Bob. He was a year younger than me and our birthdays were just 5 days apart.He died the 13th of April of 06, that day was Good Thursday, Easter was that Sunday. His passing as also 6 days before my birthday and 11 days before his 49th.I celebrated my 50th birthday by doing his Eulogy, I don't think I can ever get passed that. He was my go to when i needed someone to talk to, when i needed help and an ear to listen he was always there. He was like an older brother, though he was younger. I could always depend on him, damn I miss that and could use his wisdom and thoughts on things going on in my life now. Sometimes I feel like a boat with out an oar and not able to go anywhere. I sure hope this passes soon cause it sure is not how I like to be..

Grief

In about 3 weeks, April 13, will be the 2nd anniversary of my brothers death. Being he died on Good Thursday of 06 even this month, with it having Easter, has been so hard for me. April I am not looking forward to and if I could hibernate I would, but where could I hibernate and not remember. It is always there. Even my birthday is affected, as it was on my 50th I was giving his eulogy, it is something I will always associate with that milestone. I come from a family of 6 siblings and I am the oldest,he was a year younger. Our birthdays were only 5 days apart. I looked up to my him, he was always there for me when I needed him, I miss that terribly. I thought for sure now that 2 years have gone past that I would have gotten over this terrible sadness that comes over me this time of the year. I haven't it still hits me. It has gotten better for the most part cause I can get thru most days without crying,though some things really hit me hard, holidays and April, and dentists, as he was my mine. I still have a hard time listening to Tom Petty as Bob listened to him a lot. So for the next few weeks if i seem distracted or a bit standoffish its not you but me going thru some sad days and memories.

tagged

Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1~~ I am very shy with people and blush all the time, it sucks. I also tend to either not talk at all or talk to much depending on how nervous i am. 2~~ I hate spaghetti. 3~~ I am very scared of heights. 4~~I am very short and the only kind of shoes i like to wear are tall platforms. 5~~ I love shoes the taller the better, I have alot. 6~ I love piercings and have about 20 of them, and will probably get a few more. 7~~I can't go thru drive thru windows, I have to park and go inside, unless I am not driving. 8~~I cut my own hair and tend to cut it very short when i am in the dumps. 9~~ I hate the holidays they depress me. 10~~I am not crazy about talking on the phone
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