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The cool night breeze Rustles through my hair As up at the cloudy night sky I sit and stare The only thing on my mind Are visions of you And I wonder what your doing If your thinking of me too I'm sitting here so lonely Feeling cold without you here Wishing I could lay in your arms And whisper in your ear So I could tell you how I feel The things I want desperately to say But fear of rejection Seems to always get in my way Id do anything to be with you Id catch a falling star Id give away everything I hold dear to me Just to be right where you are Id dye my hair Pink! The color I hate so much But id do it for you If I could only feel you touch Id stand out on the street In the pouring rain So you wouldn't have to feel One single ounce of pain Id embarrass myself in public Just to bring a smile to your face The memory of you Is one that cannot be erased Id take a hundred hits And id die a thousand different ways If it meant that you woul
About Me
Soul Reaper
Walk through the gates, See him awaiting. Death has its stakes, Nothing here I'm gaining. When I meet the reaper, I see a world that's still unknown. This life is a keeper, It's better than losing you, And being alone. Kneel on my knees, See that I'm praying. Screaming my hang, While my past-self is swaying. When I meet the reaper, I see a world that's still unknown. This life is a keeper, It's better than losing you, And being alone. Hung myself for this. My life will be missed. I enter in bliss. And pass through the mist. May have killed myself, With a rope and a will. Now I no longer hurt, This Heaven is a thrill. When I meet the reaper, I see a world that's still unknown. This life is a keeper, It's better than losing you, And being alone. You, I will miss. You can take this..................................... Reaper by ~stg1985 on deviantART She stood atop the cliffs so high ~ She seemed a part of the cold black sky ~ And befo
Just Everyday Shit
At the end of the tax year, the IRS office sent an inspector to audit the books of a local hospital.. While the IRS agent was checking the books he turned to the CFO of the hospital and said, "I notice you buy a lot of bandages. What do you do with the end of the roll when there's too little left to be of any use?""Good question," noted the CFO. "We save them up and send them back to the bandage company and every now and then they send us a free box of bandages.""Oh," replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer. But on he went, in his obnoxious way."What about all these plaster purchases? What do you do with what's left over after setting a cast on a patient?" "Ah, yes," replied the CFO, realizing that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We save it and send it back to the manufacturer, and every now and then they send us a free package of plaster.""I see," replied the auditor, thinking hard about how he co
Html Testing
Fine Print: In ode to PolskiCherry and Throatfawk, may their profiles forever RIP EVER WONDER WHAT ITS LIKE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND REALIZE THAT SOMEONE SPENT MOST OF THE NIGHT LOVING UP YOUR PAGE? WELL I DO, HAPPENS ALL THE TIME! MEET ALISON, A LONG TIME FU MEMBER WHO LOVES UP EVERYONE TO THE FULLEST! AND YOU KNOW, ITS HER TURN NOW TO BE LOVED UPON! Alison {{ The Pink Ladies }}@ fubar var msgArray = new Array( "RATE HER!!", "FAN HER!!!", "ADD HER!!!!", "CRUSH HER!!!!", "BLING HER!!!!!", "DO IT ALL NOW!!!!" ); var speed = 50; var cdel = 1000; var maxfont = 20; // Expanding and shrinking text banner Javascript // copyright 24th July 2005, by Stephen Chapman // permission to us
Random Complaints About Life
The tanning salon by my house has proven time and again that the people who work there live in their own land. Its a special place, where things are spelled improperly, and nothing is explained in detail. I wouldn't go, but I my membership expires at the end of this week, so I'm going to tolerate it for the next few days, just to get my money's worth. I digress. Today I went in intending to pay for a bed upgrade. I had used an stand up bed last week, it was and extra $4, but I noticed more tan right away, so I thought it might be nice to do it again this evening. When I went inside the place, the girl at the counter told me that the lay down bed was just as good as the stand up and I could go for 12 minutes in the bed, where as I could only go for 10 in the stand up. I figure she knows what shes talking about, at least as far as tanning goes, and allow her to set me up with the lay down upgrade bed instead. How foolish of me. After the manager cleans the bed for me, t
i once thought id be missed if i left this cold world would u wonder... if i never came back friends i thought once might... were never really there... i realise i am alone everyday is a reminder of being so alone if i didnt wake up would u even miss me wonder what happened to my always smilling face... I was never really smilling just always made it seem that way i was the strong one and you oh so weak but here u are surrounded by love and friendship and im sitting here alone wonder why im even here there is only so much... one person can take and as i reach for someone no ones ever there im always here to lisent yet no ones ever there this blade is all i have broken heart... Bruises... they are my company if i called ur name would u even notice would u hear my cries for help sitting here bleeding feeling the relief i accept my lonelyness realising its all i have.... Words coming from your lips Tears falling from my eyes You look right threw m
Who Am I?
Ok so here it goes no I dont care about spelling or grammer if your a perfectionist go clean your kitchen... Well anyways truth about me I am not a fucking whore, slut, or mattress have too much respect for myself I am a bitch I know it my real friends can tell you it if you dont like it oh well I wont be molded to what you like I am an individual and I like it that way I am not on this site to meet that one special person I dont need new friends got some great ones offline and some that I meet on here before who are in my family list which brings me to another thing you have to be someone special to me to be on my family list its not a just because he is hot thing no you have to be someone I can count on when I need a friend. my family list is a group of people that I am willing to do most anything for and can name what they do for a living or what they did in the past some I can even name who their children are. but I dont stand for Drama about them yes a co
Jasmine blossoms in the eve White flowers bring back memories I wonder if you feel the same That life has played a cruel game Actions make my heart skip beats Feels like wings upon my feet Having more than I've ever had I know this cannot all be bad Think of me Will you think of me When tomorrow comes Think of me Will you think of me When tonight is done Stars that shine up in the sky Dimmed by what is in your eyes We see our breath in the crisp air And I lose my self in your soft hair Soft and warm and comforting Can this really be a sin? Longing left without regret I hope that I will ne'er forget Think of me Will you think of me When tomorrow comes Think of me Will you think of me When tonight is done Many we know will not approve I know that you have to move But one thing before you leave Promise you will remember me Many months you've been away Walk with your love along the Bay Damp air and soft moonlight Do you still remember
Music Thats Relaxing Me Atm!!!
"Lies" Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above [Chorus:] They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you [Chorus] [Chorus] Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you "Everybody's Fool" perfect by nature icons of self indulgence just what we all need more lies about a world that never was and never will be have
Watching the Wheelsby John Lennon People say Im crazy doing what Im doing Well they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin When I say that Im o.k. well they look at me kind of strange Surely youre not happy now you no longer play the game People say Im lazy dreaming my life away Well they give me all kinds of advice designed to enlighten me When I tell them that Im doing fine watching shadows on the wall Dont you miss the big time boy youre no longer on the ball Im just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round I really love to watch them roll No longer riding on the merry-go-round I just had to let it go Ah, people asking questions lost in confusion Well I tell them theres no problem, only solutions Well they shake their heads and they look at me as if Ive lost my mind I tell them theres no hurry Im just sitting here doing time Im just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round I really love to watch them roll No longer riding
All tyranny needs to gain a foothold is for people of good conscience to remain silent. -- Thomas Jefferson These were the words of Thomas Jefferson. Now more than any other time in history, we need to follow and understand this statement. We as a people have lost our voice. We, as a people, have allowed our selves to sit in complacent silence. We, the people of The United States of America, have lost the idea of America. America the free, America land of the brave, and America the democracy, have all died. We are now America the lethargic, America the hopeless, and America the lost. Sad it is that the Bill of Rights has crumbled before the oppressive power of economics and fear. We have remained silent. We have lost our way. We have forgotten what made this nation great. We allow tyranny to creep slowly in to a government created to limit tyranny. We have allowed the power hungry and greedy to wrest control of this nation from the people
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My Poetry
LOVE means to see someone with closed eyes, to miss someone in a crowd, to find someone in every thought, to live for someone and to die for someone..... but be sure that someone is .....only one!!!!!! If I could do everything for you that your heart desires this day, I would work always with you to please you in every kind of way . For my heart is always with you ! I know you will always love it today, tomorrow, and forever . Our flames of love will be lit ,I want to share a life together doing little things you desire knowing that brings you happiness. Your love sets my heart on fire. In the future I know we will see a lifetime of love so very true forever loving one another you loving me, me loving you !!! Have you ever been around someone and just couldn`t think? Have you ever been around someone lips, soft as a rose`s pink? Have you ever been around someone heart as fast as the open sea? Have you ever been around someone together forever you wish to be? Have
Why Is It?!?
why is it?!? cars run out of gas..... relationships run out of love.... hearts get broken.... eyes have tears fall..... time will hurt.... love will pass.... hearts will mend.... lies will always be told.... promises will always get broken.... why is it everytime something good starts something bad comes with it???? why is it everyone is saying they love me when they really mean they hate me???? why is it that i'm blind to the truth????? i'm not a prep i'm not a poser it's just that i'm bulimic all my exes my friends and family told me i was fat when i lost my first love i became anarexic my parents make me eat but little do they know i fake i need help "mommy help me i can't stop" i cry out from the inside but i can't say anything cuz if people knew they would laugh i can't show it but if i do mommy might find out and tell the hospital they'll stick me and make me eat my "friends"say that i need to loss a lot of weight i look at a
2001 September 11
U.S. troops authorized to raid Taliban's Pakistan havens Jonathan Manthorpe Vancouver Sun Friday, September 12, 2008 The war in Afghanistan has formally spread to neighbouring Pakistan with reports from Washington that President George W. Bush has authorized cross-border raids by American forces. So far there has been little reaction in Pakistan, where feelings both of the sanctity of national sovereignty and dislike of the U.S/ government are intense. This lack of reaction on the streets is largely because Pakistan, like all predominantly Muslim countries, is currently observing the Ramadan period of fasting and religious contemplation. But the American move has serious implications for Pakistan's new president, Asif Ali Zardari, who has already been the target of a torrent of criticism for voicing support for the campaign against the Taliban and al-Qaida militants during his inauguration on Wednesday. The expansion of the war into Pakistan was also applauded on
Public Affairs
Okay, maybe not, but you should buy me anyway. Listen. I don't have cool HTML skills which enable me to make this blog/bulletin a sparkly affair. I am talentless. And sick. With the death. But I still made SS a salute because I r a point whore who wants a HH or bling. So, what you should do is click this link and rate my picture. WINNER ME, bitches. Things that will give me an erection lasting more than 4 hours: 1)Links to fat chicks. The fatter, the better. The transgendered community is also welcome. Actually, anybody pitiful looking is fair fodder. I also like people who are just plain stupid. 2)An elephant bling. I has a collection of elephants (the animals, not fat chicks) IRL and I NEED a collection for Fubar too. 3)Snapvines. I can haz moar plz? 4)A plane ticket to Chicago. 5)Your mom. (Burn!) 6)You rating this picture. Tell everyone you know to do the same. 7)Loving Miss Licks absolutely senseless. Rate her, fan her, add her, bli
Update On Doc
Tagged By:Mare You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? short 5. Your father? wise 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? loved 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? enlish 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Colorado 19. The last thing you did? bills 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? Garfield 23. Your computer? custom 24. Your life? ok 25. Your
Help My Friend
T. Bubba Bechtol, part time City Councilman from Midland, TX , was asked on a local live radio talk show the other day just what he thought of the allegations of torture of the Iraqi prisoners. His reply prompted his ejection from the studio, but to thunderous applause from the audience. "If hooking up an Iraqi prisoner's scrotum to a car's battery cables will save one American GI's life, then I have just two things to say": 1. "Red is positive" 2. "Black is negative" God Bless Bubba I like to give little gifts to my friends so keeping Fubucks can be a problem lol. I racked my brain to think about how to build my fubucks up and came up with an idea. I have decided to have an auction to give some things that most people like on here and raise fubucks for my self. I am going to offer (1) A one month VIP (2) A Bling Pak of 25 (3) An auto 11 I am going to take bids from today till Thanks giving day. I will post as we go what
Wwe Vs Tna
French... Pourquoi es-tu si belle? Pourquoi tu bouges comme sa? Pourquoi tu me fais mal? Oooh, je me sens tout nu Ooh Oui Ooh Oui Pourquoi tu fais tout ca? Pourquoi tu dis tout ca? Pourquoi tu me fais mal? Ooh Oui Ooh Oui Ooh Oui Ooh Oui Viens plus près de moi, jai besoin de toi,
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Thoughts That Very Few Understand....
I believe that people argue just to make themselves feel better. I believe that it is not necessary to love yourself before you love another. I believe that everyone can do better. I believe that a beautiful mind is more important than a beautiful body. I believe that some people are simply meant to be alone. I believe in Jeffism (you'll have to ask or read later). I believe broken hearts are more common than happiness. I believe that world peace can be achieved. I believe people can learn to accept almost anything. I believe that trust is a more precious commodity than gasoline. I believe forgiveness is not always possible. I believe that marriage is an outdated institution. I believe that God has turned his back on us. These aren't lyrics, just thoughts. ;) I believe the sun should never set upon an argument. I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands. I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you. I believe your parents did the best
Poetess Side Of Me
Thoughts Of You You're in my thoughts day and night in my dreams my soul takes flight. Carrying me right to your side; where my eyes show you the love I feel inside Only what my heart has tried to deny ; but lost the strength to hide Afraid to love you because of Other women in your life that has Had the pleasure of your touch. I want to be more then just another lover drifting aimless in and out of your bed. I want more from the man I adore; I want to feel complete, with out you that may never be I would take all you give and want more . Does it make me selfish ? To want you to only want me. My body cries out every night For your sensuous caress. Take me my love sear my flesh Brand my lips with a Heavenly Bliss. Mark them forever as your own Let us lie down in a soft meadow of blue, yellow and green. Making love in a bed of wild flowers Fulfilling every wish and
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A Poem By Edgar Allen Poe
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chambe
Memoirs Of A Psychopath
Today Im not harping about what I have learned under a rock. Today I am harping about my mama. Known to everyone as Ma, she is a wonderful powerful woman. One day I hope to become half the woman she is. On the inside she is genuine as the come. She is straight forward about everything. Something I am finally learning is very important to be. She has a soul unlike any other I have ever seen. She gives, and gives, and gives, and gives, and just when you think she has nothing left she gives some more! Im not talking about anything specific either, this woman gives her all in everything she does. A perfectionist a heart, she strives to do everything right the first time. She makes mistakes just like everyone else but unlike everyone else she learns! Honestly, I dont believe this woman has a weak bone in her body. Steadfast and strong, I have never known her to back down from any thing or any challenge. Any woman who will stand up to a man twice her size knowing he can beat her ass and stil
"She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She isn't real I can't make her real" -slipknot Do not make me unreal. I am who I am. I am fragile. I am broken. I am alone.... Taking hold, breaking in The pressures on, need to circulate Mesmerized and taken in Moving slow, so it resonates It's time to rest, not to sleep away My thoughts alone, try to complicate I'll do my best, to seek you out And be myself, not impersonate I've tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired of running 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in I want to br
Pit Bull Stuff!
102 Ways... Help Rescue Without Adopting a Dog or Fostering a Dog Can you... Transport a dog? Donate a dog bed or towels or other *bedding* type items?** Donate MONEY (collect your change for a week or a month and donate that!)? Donate a Kong? A nylabone? A hercules? Donate a crate? Donate an x-pen or baby gates? Donate a food dish or a stainless bucket for a crate? Donate a leash? Donate a collar? Donate some treats or a bag of food? Donate a halti or promise collar or a gentle leader? Walk a dog? Groom a dog? Donate some grooming supplies (shampoos, combs, brushes, etc.)? Go to the local shelter and see if that dog is the breed the shelter says it is or go with rescue to be a second opinion on the dog? Make a few phone calls? Mail out applications to people who've requested them? Provide local vet clinics with contact information for educational materials on responsible pet ownership? Drive a dog to and from vet appointments? Donate long dist
Did I Mention Im A Writer
Dirty girl cover me with your lusty your heart and allow me between your thighs...bathe my body with your touch...let me show you I want you and how lips will find every spot that screams for me not to stop...dirty girl lets play a game...come in like a lion i can have been naughty turn around, so i can push you and fuck you on the ground...oh! dirty girl your sounds make me so wet, I could drown...turn your hips and face the ground...I wanna lick your asshole yes i do! bet the wettness would seep through...I'll suck my fingers just to test your flavor mmm that dirty girl makes me crave her...Have I teased you enough are you ready to be fucked? .I'll grab the strap-on but, dont get your hope up yet lets keep making us wet...mmm my fingers slip easily inside...i wanna make you mine...BEG! do you want it in? oh, baby you drive me crazy!..down on all fours I love that look mmm mmm mmm...I have your toy trailing slowly down your spine...Are you mine? not ye
For Serious
I get days sometimes longer that I will end up wondering whats the point. Why am I doing the same thing everyday to face the same obstacles and issues knowing I will be doing that again next week too. Today I was throwing Christmas stock around..(ya I know isnt it a bitch?) thinking my God I am doing this again already? It got me to wondering do I deal with those issues from time to time because I am not married live alone and have no kids (ok now I feel pathetic LMAO) or do we all hit that wall no matter what our lives are made up of? sorry for the delete the article on my store I saw a friend of mine some weeks back that I only see every 6 months or so. She had lost a PILE of weight. When I asked her what she did she said meh I was not even trying.... she explained that she had started taking a Luna bar every AM because she did not eat breakfast and it had all the nutritional boosts one needs. H
Your result for The Things You Learned In School, But Probably Forgot Test...88% Brain Cells Left! You have 88% Brain Cells Left! WHOO HOO!! Congratulations! I hope you liked taking this test! Oh! Please give me a high rating! Otherwise, I'll feel bad! :( And look for my other tests! Thanks! ~SweetJayna Please, make sure you take my Test I have in the contest now! And give it a lot of stars! The Things You Learned In School, But Probably Forgot Test at HelloQuizzy Your result for The what kind of hippie are you Test...Alternate Congratulations! You're Alternate. The Alternate is, at first glance, the most mainstream of hippies. You are probably more into protecting disempowered people and the environment than expanding your mind or achieving a higher state of being, but you aren't so into nature that you choose to live in a tree. You even s
You have a Romantic Bedroom Personality! You love to be romantic in the bedroom. You want every sexy encounter to be special, so you often go out of your way to set a romantic mood. Your lovers always feel special and want to come back for more. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at You have a Sexual IQ of 129 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at You're Direct! No need to tease... you still get what you want.You're honest, straightforward and aggressive.So what if you scare meek people away? You want a lover who can keep up with your spirit!
General Malaises
i flew to the states on saturday to finally meet her , the woman that has been the centre of my world for over a year. and i am fucking ecstatic about. she is everything i expected ""I certainly do think the world of you so I am going to tell you this from my heart and my true Witch. Look deep inside yourself, as deep as you can, push away the pain, the bad things that have happened to you in your life and all the memories that have haunted you. See you for who you really are and touch that person and bring her back to life. I see your picture and I feel pain and tears from my eyes are being shed. Take some time for yourself. I don't reach out to many here but you stand out. Find your way back to you."" I woke up to this message this morning. This person I trust. I didnt think alot of it at first given the state of my *popularity* in the mumms the past few days. I'm not one to be bullied or run off but I do believe they're right. All the people that have talked shi
Because Im Nuts
He was a fast machine He kept his modem clean He was the best damn cropper I have ever seen He had these slitted eyes and Im telling no lie He could knock you out with his thunder thighs Taking more than his share whos pics he didnt care I tried to block him but he was already there Now my hands were shaking what was he taking my photos hell be pasting and then he was making it ...Coot you shopped me all night long Yes shopped me all night long Working double time cropping pictures on line he makes them one of a kind and not just mine all mine he deserves no applause just anger of course made a fool out of me and came back to do more had to crop me down then made me look round now Im made to sing and into this ugly thing All the poses hes faking look now its J hes pasting His mind is racing next it will be you Coots cropping all night long yes you Coots cropping all night long Is this just r
Thoughts...   Link to the article about the kids getting hit today :(  I've waited to see what would happen after giving over 5 million fubux in 2 weeks of my own before I wrote about how I feel. The ones with Auto 11's.I have waited for the love back. You know who you are, yet do you come back and return it??? NO! You asked me to help and did I?? Yes!! Because thats how I am! I am a good person and I return the love. Or give it! To those who I have donated to!Over 5 million I might say again! Shame on you for not thanking me, blinging me or even showing me any kind of love. I reposted your bullies. I've blinged you when I only had a few, Iv'e pimped your asses when I had more deserving that needed it. The birthday spotlight ones, the I made it to godfather and its my birthday, I would love the spot light, the I am military and deserve it ones. The ones who drop your please repost and if you can leave me love on
No Satisfaction
Porn has to be the best genere of movie ever made. Plots, to the point or however you want it to be. I could sit back and watch porn all day everyday. They can pretty much match up with all the generes of regular movies... i.e. action, comedy, horror, sci-fi and down right wrong freaky shit :) One of the best parts about watching porn isnt that it gets me really wet or anything its all the new and different things you can learn. I have more porn than most cronic masurbaters.. and its fucking awesome! Pleasure is the best and main part in life. Everything comes down to pleasure and I love learning how subdue my lover(s) in mind blowing pleasure and make sure I feel it too. Waves of warm tingling slippery pleasure............ In the end we are just chalk lines on the concrete. Drawn only to be washed away. For the time that I have been given.. I am what I am. I would rather hate you for everything you are. Than ever love you for something you are not. I would rather you hate me for ever
Lady Donna
Angellanes Domain
UMONGST THE PEACE AND THE SERENITY EVER A WHISPER TOUCHES OUR SKIN AS TRUE LOVES KISS TOUCHES THE INNER MOST BEING OF OUR SOULS. IT IS BUT NOT WHAT IS SAID BUT WHAT IS FELT THAT MAKES THE HEART WHOLE AND BEAT AGAIN. THROUGH TIMES ENDLESS GRASP WE HAVE FLOATED AMONG GODS AND HAVE TRAVELED WITH THE WIND TO ONLY FIND THAT TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES. IT ENDURES. No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.... ~Elenor Roosevelt~ I am an old soul with very romantic thoughts. Sometimes my thoughts are poetic in the way of dark romatisism and gothic. I am a big fan of ann rice and many others like her so sometimes my writings are in that genre. Many other times they are not. So I hope you enjoy them for they are only written when the mood strikes. Welcome to my blog
Promise's Made In The Dark
Black Tears A tear fell from my face Making myself a disgrace Not wanting for it to be seen, My weakness from within My eyes are covered with black Hiding the gloom at the back Blurring my visions, Only seeing illusions Nothing in this world is real, As well as what I feel So tired of shedding these tears Along with my heartaches & fears All the pain & sorrow From yesterday ‘till tomorrow Hoping it would all be over Even though it seems forever My hands shake in anticipation. My mind is thousands of miles away at your side. Dark thoughts do i see satanic scenes teasing me. your wicked way has captured me. I feel your gentle hand touch upon my cheek I relax into you. I feel your heart beat next to my bosoms. Your soul cries out to me in the night. You have captured me. My heart sees only you, but the distance that lies between us. My blood flows through your veins and your blood threw mine. The link that has us bound.
Passionate Words
Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious lips You have a taste I can't resist When I touch your lips to mine As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so much pleasure For ecstasy is here With
Misc. Stuff
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Ms. Sassy 2. Sassy 3. T Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. CNA 2. CPHT 3. Accountant Three Places I have lived 1. Kingston, TN 2. Jacksonville, FL 3. New Orleans, LA Three TV Shows that I watch 1. American Idol (well I fell asleep in the chair watching it, does that count?) 2. My Name is Earl 3. The Biggest Loser Three places I have been 1. NYC 2. Philly 3. Mardi Gras (lol) Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Melissa 2. Jill 3. Stan Three of my favorite foods 1. Lasagna 2. Chicken Parm 3. greek salad Three things I would like to do 1. Sleep. 2. Masturbate. 3. Sex with a willing and conscious partner Good answers Zombie!!
" You cannot roll with me said the BIG-O" But perhaps you can roll by yourself! hahahahaha.... another shel silverstein, but im a think of it like i do...hahahha I like the wind in my hair, as im riding passanger on a motorcycle...I like the smell of roses cut fresh from the garden....I like it when a man holds me and rocks me to sleep...I like to be touched, caressed, loved, spoiled...treated like a woman...I like to be the one who makes a man go insane to the point of him coming home early just to love me like the night before.......I like the sound of the waves hitting the sand...I like the sound the wind makes blowing threw the open window in the middle of spring...i like the taste of honey fresh from the hive....These are the things i like, the simple pleasures that make me unique...and yern for more! This is the softer side of me! Prayer of the selfish child! Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep, And if I die before i wake,
This isnt actually a poem but a mere thought. when it comes down to it, some find it easy not to cry, some keep it inside and not cry at all, lettin the pain eatt hem inside till it isnt there, some have cried all their tears out, thinking well i have no more tears to let out,wrong...they are there believe me i have cried afew times like a flood, when i lost my cousin in Nam, when most my family past away especially mom & dad. I cried when the first true love left me and abused my heart, and my love for her, Oh yes its easy to cry..when you are hurting so down deep that you cannot stop crying..even for days...its good to tells people you are human...that you have feelings and when u hear a song that makes you just wanna sit down and cry, or someone says they love you that it hurts and tears well up in them eryes of yours..dont be afraid to cry..its human..its natural..and hey? I Love You Comments Im lost in you,and never want out im lost in you, a
PASSIONJOH...: Naaa I just hate niggers PASSIONJOH...: goodbye you ugly ass bitch ->PASSIONJOH...: wtf kinda shit is that PASSIONJOH...: You're a fat bitch that loves niggers and cant even answer a fruckin white man ->PASSIONJOH...: huh? PASSIONJOH...: Biotch! I RECIEVED THIS IN MY SHOUT BOX, JUST THOUGHT ID SHARE Ok where to start? ok let me describe myself,       My name is Rosa, im 24 im half Cuban half White, i love my mix my curves my height and my features. Im pretty conceeded but not stuck up. i have a gr8 heart and a bad temper lol but it takes me alot to get there.   Im out going, spontanious, and layed back, im known for always finding the positive out of a negative or boring situation. im usally the life of the party, dnt believe me just ask my friends.   I consider myself kind of a nerd, i dnt really watch tv, im usally caught listening to music, reading a good book or doin sumthing artsy, of course when i do party i party hard and have tons o
How Long Should I Wait
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of
is this real? all the pain i feel? is this the life im destined to live? dont you think its been fulfilled? why is it that no matter how much i sacrifice or how much i go through its never satisfying enough for you? like you always need a little more a little more blood a few more tears a little less love and a whole lotta hate ive been taken from heaven and placed at this gate... the decision is mine do i take it or hide? but instead .. i swallow my pride i open the gate , and face my fate consumed by the fire .. infatuated with the pain lost in this world never to be seen again fuck broken, im shattered all the peices scattered not that it even matters but its too much for me to handle lost my grip on life it just faded.. slipped away with no answer voices always telling me jus live for today but i cant keep my mind out the past it has a tendency to sneak up & knock me on my ass i fight it with no desire to win its become too much work... to keep
Lost Cause
Hatred and anger  will destroy one's soul,if day after day, these emotions do control, Fuck your anger. Get over your hurt.Too busy dwelling there,Beyond any worth. So far up,Your own back side.Scurrying backwards,In order to hide. In the past that assures you,You lived at all.That you made a mark,Scenting the wall. Fucked someone over.Made a scar.Imprinted your soul print,Made clear who you are.
Together At Last
Throughout life there are lessons to be learned either through the mind, the Heart and even The Soul. Some lead their lives through their Heart while others lead with their mind. But if you can balance both with your Soul, then your ahead of Life. At times, one may step over the line and take over for a brief moment. There is a saying, The moment we are born is the moment we start to die. From Birth to death, We learn from experiences and choices that we take during that time. We don't always get them right the first time. Some may never understand what it's like to live or to love. They will go through Life never being able to understand why they are here. While others take these Lessons and enhance them into their Soul. My Mother, who is almost 70 now, has shown me that she too is still learning these Lessons. That She makes mistakes, but yet gains wisdom from them. When her life does pass, She won't know everything, but has learned a lot by how she has lead
A New Chapter In My Life [my Poetry]
I don't know what I've done Or if I like what I've become but you mean more to me, then anyone I've ever loved at all you've taught me to trust myself, and love me for me I don't know who i am without you When I look back on everything we've been though, it makes me wanna cry cause for a second, all the fights disappear and for that moment in time, I wish it would freeze I don't know who I am without you I've made plenty of mistakes, over and over but you looked past all of my flaws and mistakes and accepted me for the way I am, I don't know who I am without you I think that the day you leave me, is the day my world will come to an end because baby you are my life, my soul, my eyes, my ears, my lover and my friend, but most importantly you are my heart I don't know who I am without you. I love you so much The world could crumble, And everything fall to pieces around me, My heart may break and shatter into a million tiny pieces, But i'd still love you
R.i.p. Bro You Will Be Missed
Specialist Keith Eric Essary, of Dyersburg, was killed yesterday in Afghanistan, Essary was a member of the Army's Airborne unit, Charlie 2 Comp. He had been deployed to Afghanistan for approximately 8 months and was stationed at a base 40 miles from the city of Kandahar. Essary graduated from Dyer County High School in 2006, where he was a member of the Jr. ROTC and Capt. of the Honor Guard. His father is Chuck Hall and his mother is Mary Beth Franks. Anita Essary, the late Monty Essary Sr. and Martha and Thomas Hall are his grandparents. R.I.P. BRO YOU WILL BE MISSED Thursday evening, at approximately 9:30 p.m., Anita Essary received a knock at the door from two soldiers from Fort Campbell. They were casualty notification officers there to notify her of the death of her grandson, Spc. Keith Eric Essary. Essary was the latest casualty in the United States Operation Enduring Freedom in Afghanistan, which has had 561 US military casualties since it began. He was a member of the
It does not really matter how fast you’re going if you’re heading in the wrong direction To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” Nobody grows old by merely living a number of years, People grow old by deserting their ideals, dreams, goals and beliefs. Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up goals, dreams and beliefs wrinkles the soul.    It is not the years in your life but the life in your years that counts. The best part of the art of living is to know how to grow old gracefully. The knowledge you possess. All the mistakes you have made throughout your life and learned and have grown from them.   You can't help getting older, but you don't have to get old. You're never to old to become younger in your heart and in your thoughts. Wrinkles should merely indicate where the smiles have been.    I truly don't know what the big deal is about old age. So many elderly shine from inside and look 10 to
The Horror Of Fu
it must be the weather today.  i saw this guy scrolling by, and i thought he looked perfect for my "horror of fu" blog, but i'm too lazy to write anything about him.  thus i have cleverly disguised this entry as a caption contest so that you will write the entry for me.  quite brilliant of me, eh?  so what caption would you write for this photo? i was thinking something like "darth greg, dark lord of the uncool" it's amazing the way in which the internet has advanced our civilization. information that only 20 years ago was inaccessible to the common man is now available instantly. communications are now instantaneous thanks to e-mail and chat. and thanks to the advent of broadband internet access, billy bob here can browse your entire folder of 'nekkit pichers' during half-time and STILL have time to hit the fridge for another coors light before the second half kick-off. hmmm... maybe the internet hasn't really advanced us that far after all... ok, so this isn't from fubar.
Carlin Speaks The Truth

We lived an loved togetherWe faught an cried togetherWhen we were apartI didn't know where to startI heard you lie on a graveI thaught i would die that dayNot even a tear did i shed insteadYou were my heart an soulNow just a memory in my headI sincerely wish you the bestI loved you more then the restMy friend you will always beBut now i live my life for only meGood bye my once loveHello my forever friendMay the angels watch over you an yoursNow an forever more. I see so much heaven,so much hell. I have so much love, so much pain. Could there be more then i thought this world could ever contain. We all have our own yin & yang, good and evil. I understand that no life is rainbows & sunshine. Instead there is an endless battle of continuous suffering. I prey that sooner or later the coin will flip to a better side. I need to believe we can find the balance between constructive and destructive. This as i see it could be all there is. THE WORST FEELING IS NOT BEING
I went and put my bewbies up for sale! Who wants them? Click the picture for the link! Come bid on me! Who wants to be my Valentine? Click the link above! Love to my friends....
Pain And Misery
Sexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the hood of your car, tearin' at my shirt, as you kiss me with the intent never to stop!!!!! Never say I love you,If you really don't care. Never talk about feelings,If they really aren't there. Never hold my hand,If your gonna break my heart. Never say your going too...If you never plan to start. Never look into my eyes.If all you're gonna do is lie.... Never say hi,If you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever,Then say you will try Never say forever,'Cuz forever makes me cry!! TO MY HATERS I keep it real and that's a promise. I may be a bitch, but atleast i'm honest. When i walk by, you stop and stare, well keep on lookin 'cuz i don't care. I have my own life and style, not tryin to please you or make you smile. When it comes to competition you are out. Now shut your hatein ass mouth, and keep me out your mouth!!!! FUCK THE FAKE
why do women on fubar feel the need to show off their saggy gross bewbs ill just be minding my own business, when one of em just scrolls atop my screen and BAM there they are im sorry, but no thank you Inner breathlessness, outer restlessness By the time I caught up to freedom I was out of breath Grandma asked me what I'm running for I guess I'm out for the same thing the sun is sunning for What mothers birth their youngens for And some say Jesus coming for For all I know the earth is spinning slow Suns at half mast 'cause masses ain't aglow On bended knee, prostrate before an altered tree I've made the forest suit me Tables and chairs Papers and prayers Matter versus spirit A metal ladder A wooden cross A plastic bottle of water A mandala encased in glass A spirit encased in flesh Sound from shaped hollows The thickest of mucus released from heightened passion A man that cries in his sleep A truth that has gone out of fashion A mode of expression A p
Rants Of A Mad Man! You Decide What It Is!
I give up on life and everything its not worth fighting for any more I can't continue like this It only causes me pain I give up Theres nothing more to do I came into this world alone and I shall leave it alone I am always alone Theres nothing left to keep me here Everything I try to do I fail at I have given up trying its just not worth it any more I sit here and wonder why I MUST be alone all the time. What is there for me? Why won't death come for me? I am always alone not matter what. No one loves me, No one wants me! If I ever can die I will always be alone! Alone in life Alone in death I hear the screams on my head I hear them in my sleep so much pain so much horror I can't escape the screaming the voice screaming I know that voice it is me All my pain it makes me SCREAM INSIDE
Moronic People
Im talking about that skank 7up aka lil one, who claims it has terminal cancer. This person is a walking contradiction. This person needs to be held accountable for lying about something so serious. The fact that this dissease would have no doubt effected 90% of the people on fu, i think this fucken low person needs to lose something of their own for being such a low cunt. I asked this person why they have 90% nsfw pictures and is constantly up loading new ones when it is meant to be so sick. Now if it was telling the tuth it could have answered this question without question. BUT noooooooooo ... this person cant answer this question and many others, so it blocks me. Now i do not give a fuck that i got blocked, i care about that fact that this low cunt is using a disease that has killed many of my friends and family to gain sympathy and "friends" ... It makes me sick to the stomach. Who is with me on this? Should i start a petition to get this lying cunt booted from f
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Kahlil Gibran on Love When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast. All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of
Cheaters cheaters are liars cheaters are thieves they are here to use they are here to decieve cheaters play games cheaters are lame they are abusers i can tell you some names cheaters have no concious cheaters dont care they are selfish they arent fair cheaters destroy people cheaters ruin lives for a moment of pleasure they need to survive cheaters are losers cheaters are greedy they are attention wh*res they pretend they arent needy cheaters get caught cheaters accept no blame its someone elses fault they are all the same cheaters deny cheaters cry i hate cheaters they should all f*cking die you know who you are! You have made your choice loud and clear Nothing left for me to say, my dear You have taken my house and my cash Turned our love into ash But the thought that still keeps my head held high Is the thought of you, when you die Shallow thoughts leave hollow memories I can't believe the things you've done to me
    This tutorial was written for those who have a working knowledge of PSP. Supplies Needed:PSP XI Image of your choice. I am using the awesome art of Josephine Wall, and your Lasso Tool Open the image you want to use layers Promote background layer Choose your lasso tool with the following settings and slowly go around the parts of the image you want to delete see below for example. do it a bit at a time and you will get a neater mist when you have the part you want hit delete the more you press delete the mistier the image will be. keep doing this until you get the image you want. and your done. Now you have your Misted Image how about making the Following tag with it!! Click the image to goto the tutorial. THANKS FOR TRYING MY TUTORIAL This Tutorial was written on 18.09.2008.And the concept of the tutorial is copyrighted.Please feel free to LINK to the tutorial and/or print it out for your personal use, but please do not copy it
Folks With Auto 11s
Tonight at 10:00pm Fubar Time The ever so lovely Miss WendyCaroline is hosting a Happy Hour She will have Auto 11's running We would love nothing more than to have her bar tab go bezerk! So please just for us, Love this Lil Angel like she has never been loved before WendyCaroline#CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar Brought to you with Love and Affection by: ♥ Dawn ♥ Fu-Wifey to Rock Candy-@ fubar Jim ~ Dirty South Crew ~@ fubar
Come...sit by my side and hold me close I need your warmth and strength to make me whole Wrap your arms around me, secure my place in your heart; need me as I need you Softly kiss my lips and nuzzle my neck, thrill me with your gentle touch, play across my back with your feathery finger tips; kneed my shoulders into submission I swoon as the electricity that you alone can generate within me, starts to soar, I am heaven bound My pulse races at your very being; my longing is unbearable As I reach for your handsome bronze face with palms out stretched, my heart beats faster than the wind. I anticipate my greatest hold you in my arms. I quake at the thought of you, my ecstasy overwhelms me Unhurriedly we rise and move closer, excitement charges the air Arms out stretched I reach, grope for your closeness We grow nearer, nearer, nearer..then... I awaken...the dream is over My mind begins to wonder My heart begins to race As the memory of you Drifts back into place
Not a mark on it, how could it be? Has nothing touched it? Looking closer, not visible on the surface Can you see it? Yes that’s it, that is why its never been harmed. Protected from the world, hidden away. Enclosed in ice. The heart lays, cold and unfeeling Yet if you look at the face. What do you see? Laughter, smiles Gentle looks, desire? No wait look closer The eyes tell the story The loneliness, the fear A tear falls but who does it fall for? For her? No. For him? No. For a love lost? Hmmmm maybe, but no. The tear falls for the heart Unable to feel Loves touch. It beats and carries life but can not, Feel its own misery Waiting to feel the warmth in its caress Slowly it starts to melt And allow it to feel again Watch the eyes. See the spark? Kindle the fire with gentle true words. See the tear? They flow. Now free and caring Knowing it is safe to love. Realizing that the scars of loving Another wont break it, That it will be a
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An Open Letter from a Witch: I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a frie
Auto 11s
I have an Auto 11 bling courtesy of the lovely Misfit. Should I go ahead and activate it? Will you people rate rate rate me if I do?? :P ♥ I'm sorry I had to run before my Auto 11s were even over with. I had a surprise visit from my grandson, Blake. He cried to stay with Nana, so I couldn't log on much. He has my full attention when he is here. lol Then I had to go to my mother's yesterday morning to stay the night to help her finish up decorating her apartment and get groceries in for her. I haven't had a chance to tally up, but so far it looks as if I had way over 30,000 photo views, gained over 2.5 mil fu bucks, and ranked at #110 yesterday!!!! Thank you to all who helped with rating me!! You guys are awesome!!! ♥ Special thanks to Delerius for the Auto 11s, DaisyBlue for my blast, Clowns for my cool pics, and everyone who actually clicked through EVERY I am thinking about going ahead and activating my last Auto 11s. W
Senior Sex After his exam the doctor said to the elderly man, 'You appear to be in good health. Do you have any medical concerns you would like to ask me about?' 'In fact, I do,' said the old man. 'After I have sex I am usually hot and sweaty, and then, after I have it with her the second time, I am usually cold and chilly.' After examining his elderly wife, the doctor said, 'Everything appears to be fine. Do you have any medical concerns that you'd like to discuss with me?' The lady replied that she had no questions or concerns. The doctor then said to her: 'Your husband had an unusual concern. He claims that he is usually hot and sweaty after having sex with you the first time, and then cold and chilly after the second time. Do you know why?' 'Oh that crazy old fart, she replied. 'That's because the first time is usually in July and the second time is in December. GOTTA PEE Two women friends had gone for a girl
My Blog
Trying not to make this overly emo and hopefully as I get more comfortable with bloggin I can make them more fun, but this one is on a sirius note. Also have to say that i am semi-copy-cating Vixey and Mel’s blogs by posting lyrics (but those of you that know me, know how much music means to me) :p This week has been a difficult one; friends of mine lost their very young daughter. So reflecting on that and thinking about those in my life that mean so much to me this song came to mind. I am not a poetic scholar nor do I pretend to know exactly what the artist meant by every line, but to me the message is clear, that loved ones are worth so much more than anything we can possess. Whether it is a death, or a break up or a friendship that drifts apart, we all have people that are really close to us that if they were not part of our lives it would be very painful, so my blog is dedicated to those in my life that I adore. JAMBI-by Tool Here from the king's mountain view; Here fro
In The Mouth Of Madness
Lets see. Where to begin.   Let's start with how shitty everyone is to each other. Since when is it just accepted behavior to not give a flying fuck what happens to others as long as your ass is fine and comfy. I guess thats the way the world has always worked though. Look at any ruler in the last I dunno, thousands of years.   Xerxes. A big fuckin asshole who also enjoyed it in the bum, not kidding. Ghangis Kahn. Even worse of an asshole. Alexander. Crappy movie. Okay jk. Well. Not really. Also an ass and also gay. Not that, that is a bad thing but im beginning to see a pattern. Hey was hitler gay? And I really mean no offense by the gay comments. If you're gay you're gay. Im just being random. Oh! Lets talk about the sluts of fubar. Hey here's a good idea, I'll take photos of my goodies and say "Bling me for it" Do you know what you are? You've just turned yourself into a prostitute. "Oh but im not giving sexual favors!" No you're letting a dude whack off to you over a tiny a
Random Blogs
stud n i worked it out talking  helps  folks try it Ok so in late January 2008, In Kitty Hawk NC I purchased a car from an employee of mine. (For your pleasure I will give some details lol) We made a verbal agreement that I would pay him $150.00 every 2 weeks until the total balance of $1000.00 was paid off. It was a 1996 Dodge Neon 4 door. I paid a total of $300.00 for the car, in 1 month. Now, every week or so I would drive this vehicle to Norfolk Va (about 100 miles) and only to and from work any other time (2 miles) so in the one month that I had already paid for the car I put only about 650 Miles on it. During on of my trips to VA, the cars engine literally "blew-up"....according to the mechanics.... (4) that reviewed the car afterward, I apparently threw a rod and that broke off a piece of the head, of which flung into the fan, breaking off 3 blades, of which sliced a gash in the radiator. I was told by the seller that there had been a new radiator put in, a
You do not have to be a BBW to join VIPER girls. This is for ALL women who are proud of who they are and not afraid to show it. We want REAL women, ones who do not need or want every male eye on them. We do NOT accept anyone who sells them selves or has several folders of pictures of themselves in lingerie or swimsuits in disturbing poses. Self depreciating, demeaning or unethical attitudes on profiles is prohibited by our members. Slavery, submissive or chattle type references are not allowed. While we understand that these terms are of a sexual orientation nature and do not in and of themselves mean that you have low self esteem or lack self respect this can appear as a weakness that some people may exploit. We want VIPER girls to be BIG, huge in fact. We would like to take this to the level of the Suicide Girls. A web site, calendars, t-shirts, posters. We may have a personal photographer who is willing to help us make that happen. Join now for a chance at something big in the futu
My Trains
This is my first train, I have been wanting to do this for a long time, as this cause is near to my heart, as you know if you have seen my sticky bully! Here is the link, plz read it, and repost? I will be happy to answer any questions that you may have about HepC, or put you in touch with someone who can, there are many ppl on this site whose lives have been altered and endangered by this is a worldwide pandemic, over 200 million known cases, and you may be at risk! Have a piercing or tattoo? Get tested! You must ASK to be tested or docs don't do it! Please rate this folder, only 50 pics, and comment on the last one...start with this pic please! After rating the folder, please add, rate, fan, and comment each of the following supporters! If they are already your friend, be certain than you re-rate and check that you have fanned them, and leave a comment, something like "I support HepC Awareness" or "Help find a cu
For The Doms
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all.A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift.A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others.As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears.As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals.A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure.To win a submissive's mind, body
Just Whatever
It feels so good having the power to make u look at this blog for no fucking reason. Who's my bitch? Damn rite YOU ARE! Now close it I'm done! 12 SIGNS THAT YOUR IN LOVE       TWELVE:You walk really slow when you're with them.   ELEVEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.   TEN:You smile when you hear their voice.   NINE:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.   SEVEN:They're all you think about.   SIX:You realize you're always smiling when you'relooking at them.   FIVE:You would do anything just to see them.   FOUR:While reading this, there was one person on yourmind this whole time.   THREE:You just smiled because it's tr
History of Halloween, like any other festival's history is inspired through traditions that have transpired through ages from one generation to another. We follow them mostly as did our dads and grandpas. And as this process goes on, much of their originality get distorted with newer additions and alterations. It happens so gradually, spanning over so many ages, that we hardly come to know about these distortions. At one point of time it leaves us puzzled, with its multicolored faces. Digging into its history helps sieve out the facts from the fantasies which caught us unaware. Yet, doubts still lurk deep in our soul, especially when the reality differs from what has taken a deep seated root into our beliefs. The history of Halloween Day, as culled from the net, is being depicted here in this light. This is to help out those who are interested in washing off the superficial hues to reach the core and know things as they truly are. 'Trick or treat' may be an innocent fun to relish on th
Real Talk
1.Why are we afraid of one another? 2.Why do we fight with those that can help us? 3.How much does it cost to forgive? 4.What can heal the union between the sexes? 5.Is there really a way to make those millions legally. 6.Can we become the individuals we trully want to be? 7.Is it fact or fiction that religion is the answer? 8.Is God alive? 9.Can the Rich become Poor? 10.Which is more important money or happiness? My Personal Questions!!!!! 1.Why am I not popular? 2.Why is Fubar ignoring my questions? 3.Is there a way to become the most influential promoter? 4.Am I a Fubar addict? 5.Am I a point whore? 4.Is there a future for me in fubar? 5.Can I make a living from Fubar seriously? People everywhere are trying make a living and stay out the poor house. Though the times a tough we are becoming creative in maintaining our living status by whatever means accessible or effective. I think America is evading some important issues which are related to character. I do
Just Stuff
I love you and I miss you but I'm not allowed to say I'll love you forever and ever but only in our secret way Til death do us part my passion for you burns like fire I'll never stop loving you can you feel my desire i dont know where to start the way you make me feel is amazing like i am 10 feel tall like i can do anything i thank you for making me feel that way its like you have known me forever yet there has not been mush time thats past what should i think of how you feel i dont know but i dont mind at all i am not going anywhere when we talk its like i am the only one you see and when we talk i smile you make me blush like no one has ever done you do things to me that i wont even put in writing you mean alot to me and for now thats all i can say on that i hope you know who this is about never doubt that we will be anything less than friends and maybe someday more who knows only time will tell until we speak i will think of you later hun two gr
Random Thoughts
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Billy 2. A four letter word: boss 3. A boy's name: Bailey 4. A girl's name: Blossom 5. An occupation: Bartender 6. A colour: Black 7. Something you wear: Berets 8. A food: Banana 9. Something found in the bathroom: Bar of Soad 10. A place: Bosnia 11. A reason for being late: Blah 12. Something you shout: 13. A movie title: Back to the future 14. Something you drink: Blue Volume mmmhmmm 15. A musical group: Beck 16. An animal: Bird 17. A street name: Biddy 18. A type of car: bmw 19. The title of a
Just Me
I am just me, I make mistakes. I am human. I say things I don't mean, I fly off the handle at every chance I get. I mess up. I jump to conclusions, I fear the worst. I am scared and lonely. I am afraid of losing people I love. And yes I tend to do things that would make them leave. Did I mention I was only human, born to make mistakes? I wear my heart on my sleeve. My feelings get hurt more times than not. I hurt people, I make matters worse. I do stupid things, I say stupid things. I act stupid. I am just me. I am selfish. I want people to do things or say things that I would do or say to them. But they don't and that makes me mad. Yes it is not rational for me to get mad. I want to feel important I want to feel loved. I want someone to go out of their way for me. I want my cake and I want to eat it too. I make people mad, people that I love, slowly pushing them farther and farther away from me. I guess one day when I lose them I will learn to keep my mouth shut or at least think befo
i wake up at nite and see ur still not there crying myself back to sleep wishing you would just care your all thats on my mind every hour of every day and the only thing i wish, is that you would just stay youve ripped out my heart and stomped on my soul i feel like im going crazy and have lost all control and then i see you smile and it all goes away that hope comes back that youll be back someday so i sit here and wait with nothing else to lose trying to change myself cus i have so much left to prove i love you more then anything ive ever known i dont know what to say or what is left to be shown all i know is i love you with all my heart and that will never fade and until that day comes ill be wishing u to stay written by ***FamouS*** an image appears in a young girls heart a story book ending that she cant wait to start she sees prince charming complete with sword and horse who will take her as his own, he'll conquer any force back to reality, she openes her
Thought Of The Day
i have known this woman since i was now 45 and even though her daughter and i have parted ways i never stopped loving this woman...she was a great person.....she gave my son a home when he chose not to move with us...and through her illness my son has become a man and stepped up and took care of both his very proud of him...miriam was a lady very set on her ways....she had sponk...she was very opionated but thats what gave her her unique prospective on life itself..she always had a way to make me with her passing my heart cries for the void thats left in all our hearts.....Miriam thank you for being there for our son and giving her the love that groomed him into the man he has become i was told by my wife of 22 years that she was no longer in love with me...its very hard to face that when you are still in love...but it is what it is...and because of todays economy neither one of us have the resources to start now im here at a home that n
Real Stuff
ATTENTION: There is an AMBER Alert in your area. Missing From: West Gano Avenue & Debarry Avenue, Orange Park, FL Missing Date: 10/19/2009 12:00 AM Contact: Clay County Sheriff's Office 1-877-277-6911, 911 Circumstances: The 7 year-old child was last seen in the area of West Gano and Debarry Avenues in Orange Park, FL. Missing Child Name: Somer Renee Thompson Hair Color: Brn Eye Color: Brn Skin Color: Whi Age: 7 Height: 3'7 Weight: 65 Gender: Female Description: Black shirt under a cranberry colored sweat suit with pink stripes running down arms and legs, possibly has a red bow in hair, white hat and scarf ****I CANT RETURN EVERY SINGLE RATE/BLING/GIFT/HELLO/FUCK YOU OR WHATEVER**** Why? 1. I have a FULL TIME JOB and work CRAZY ridiculous hours. 2. I am a SINGLE MOMMY who does it ALL on her own with VERY little help. 3. I have a REAL LIFE outside of FUBAR filled with family and friends. Seriously, I am SO sick and tired of the whiney ass b
first off, I'd like to say sorry.. I havn't been myself lately. I've been jumping to conclusions. I've been a real asshole lately. I have been without my anti-depressants, aka my happy pills for  a couple of weeks. I've been stressed beyond my usual daily stresses that I have to deal with. and a few weeks ago, my mom got some bad news, she was diagnosed with breast cancer. so now on top of everything, I've been worried too. I took her today to get the results of the biopsy, and at least it wasn't as bad as I expected. the lump she found was about the size of a golf ball, and I was really worried that she would be the next in a very long list of close family and friends that were diagnosed with cancer and in a flash were gone. the doctor told us that she has stage 2 cancer that started in a milk duct. it hasn't spread, and the lymph nodes do not appear abnormal. she got a call back this afternoon and she's scheduled for pre-op on Tuesday, and surgery on Friday. once she's healed she'll
Icky Dog Poo
for the love of cereal... i do not care if one of my friends got a comment from another friend.. what a waste of bandwidth ... i tell ya you were way cooler when you were lost cherry or cherry tap even.. and i am not gonna make one of those stupid pics like a mug shot so i can get my levels.. i know there are a lot of people who feel so much better about being a higher level it boosts the esteem but i thought i left high school a long time ago. i guess i will not be deemed a cool kid around here lol.. but i do not really give a fuck.. and nsfw do your damn job and get off virtual night clubs and i swear when surgery heals and i am better i will be back watchin kick ass bands and drinking a beer for real which is much better than i can say for any of this and i have only tapped it more to come. blah! decline of................... you are so right not much has changed.... oh i found this site with the top 500 songs from like all genres it is cool right now i am listening to love ones
Club Mystic Update - 11/06/08
I cannot change you. You cannot change me. We can only change what we perceive. But in doing so It may all become unreal, Not part of the deal, Not following the drill. So when you look at my face, See deep into my soul, Remember, I am only Who your mind wants to behold. If you don't like what you see, Look inside yourself. Don't blame me. For in this life I am To be Free. Free from the faces you place upon me. Free from the attitudes you seem to see. Free from your chaos, your disunity. Free faces. Leave me be To my Faces of Peace. To you I give all that I am Its because of you I am a better woman So many rainy days have come and gone In your arms I feel safe and that I belong When I awake I have thoughts of love I envision you're smile, could you really be the one I do not know just what I want But when I'm with you, I feel the love Thoughts like these play with my heart There's something about you that made me put down
Updated March 21, 2009 CouncilWild Horse~fubars 3rd Lost Soul~~The Pegasus Project~SUNNY BagaDonutz™~The Pegasus Project Council Member~~Bella ~Pegasus Project member Council~MzChelle~~Pegasus Project CouncilTeam One Leader♥PreciousPinkPearl♥SheSmilesInTheDarkness~Cherrybomb™~P77sam~~B1tch™~~VODKAGURL*Denverangel68*Sunshine loves Popeye the Sailor~ broken ~Team Two Leader~Deutsche Prinzessin~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ SuGa HoOKer♡*~NunyaB~*
Comments I Have Made
Come and party with us tonight and everynight @ The Playground. Click the pic to enter, and make sure to tell them Chris sent you. Do you remember the 80's? Want to relive those great times? Come and join us in The Playground Click the Pic to enter Come and hang out with me and my friends at one awesome lounge,The Playground!!!
In celebration of me finding out that Seether is coming to Nashville in 2 1/2 months, I'm posing a Seether song. Seether :: Untitled track [Come with me] Afrikaans lyrics: Kom Saam Met My Ons sal die 'lede agterlaat Kom Saam Met My En ons sal sien wat gebeur Ons is so bly Dit is die einde van die plaat Kom Saam Met My Ons wil dit alles beter maak Jy kan hier bly Sodra jy alles gaan beleef Die plaat's verby En ons soek 'n koue bier Kom drink met my Daar is so veel om oor to praat Kom Saam Met My Ons wil dit alles beter maak Translation: Come with me We'll leave the past behind Come with me And we'll see what happens We are so happy It's the end of the record Come with me We want to make it all better You can stay here As long as you will expereince everything This album's over And we want a cold beer Come drink with me There is so much to talk about Come with me We want to make it all better omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
Musica Es Vida
I heart this guy. when i'm sad he makes me smile. just thought i'd share ♥ it's not funny but it's true. kenan and kel ♥
Bullies And Tags
    The freaks come out Shattered Edge . How freaky are you? Cold Drinks - Cool People - Shattered Edge Is Back Biznatches! Why Aren't You Here Yet? Click Any Picture To Join Us Today! The freaks come out after dark. How freaky are you?
me on the street.... I smiled but you did not notice.... my heart raced at the site that is you.... my body quivered for you embrace.. There we stood inline with seperate purpose, but similar desire........ you look so lovely and gentle..... On the outside I am cool, confident and secure...... Some where inside there is a young man who feels that he is not worhty of your attention. Perhaps we share the same feelings of want, passion and desire. Perhaps the attraction is the same but the timing is wrong. Perhaps all it will take is for two eyes to meet..... perhaps that will be all it takes and then suddenly there is a distraction and as the two eyes are about to connect............ Perhaps...... but alas the moment is snatched away unfairly by the distraction and the moment, that oh so very special moment is gone........   Don't even let those moments be snatched away, smile at the stranger and take a chance that perhaps, just perhaps he will be the one. A kiss a touch how it I wan
My Heart
my heart beats slowly goin faster at the thought of your arms around me, my sould bleeds when i think you might want another, i am shattering insdie from not knowing what is going to happen, are you truely going to be with me? or is it some crazy fuckin game that you play? i want to run but i stay, i cant seem to drag myself away, as i watch you play with my heart each day, im slowly losing my pride, should i beg or let it die. rainmaker- 0109 the pain i feel rippin thru my soul, to live with out u or ur love , to know the eternal burnin of ur lose, beyond all one knows . i beg for the gods to make you see just what u r doin that is killin those who love you , and help you get thru it . but it beyond the stars the pain i see when ur gone, and i completely alone . my only heart ripped to shreds by the sheddin of ur mortal shell will leave me in eternal hell. i would give anything to make you see just what u r to me . i feel your pain from mil
Tattoo Conventions Other Shit I'm Into
Ok, this is a new blog, which I will fill with advertisements for things that are upcoming that I'm into, in case anyone would like to come, STARTING with the Richmond Tattoo Convention which I may not be at b/c I may be in Nebraska :) Please Click HERE to make a donation!! ..Or Mail to: Villalobos Rescue CenterP O Box 1544Canyon Country, CA 91386(661) 268-0555Tia Maria TorresWE ARE THE LARGEST PIT BULL RESCUE & SANCTUARY IN THE COUNTRY. SADLY, WE ALWAYS HAVE A POPULATION OF ABOUT 200 DOGS. DUE TO THE BAD IMAGE PORTRAYED BY THE MEDIA AND SOCIETY, OUR ADOPTION RATE IS VERY SLOW. WE ARE A NON-PROFIT ORGANIZATION THAT DEPENDS ON PUBLIC DONATIONS AND PRIVATE GRANTS TO KEEP OUR DOORS OPEN. IT CURRENTLY COSTS $600 A DAY TO RUN OUR FACILITY. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN LEARNING MORE ABOUT OUR ORGANIZATION, PLEASE VISIT OUR MAIN WEBSITE AT: WWW. VRCPITBULL. COM
Ok so this is old but i still like to do it every once in a while... the one i just got is supper funny. Do You Eat The Pixie Last? follow the link and post what yours was. Ok so i deiced I'd use the Slogans as part of my salutes i need to make ... so find one you like and ill make you one. KATT WILLIAMS By Door and Thatgirl. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. . I dream vividly, to the point its scary sometimes. . I share my dreams with teh people that were/are in them. . I have seen more mummette boobs then you have. . More mummettes have seen my boobs then mummers. . I would rather talk abou
Sweet's Ramble
So everyday I'll post 11 things to let you guys get to know my wacko ass better...its all in good fun *smooches* 1. I have a beauty mark on my right inner thigh 2. I don't wear panties (lol) 3. I'm a published author 4. I love corners, cocoa and my blankie 5. I can't sleep in the dark 6. I'm shy (for real) 7. I quit my first job because I broke a nail (lol so serious) 8. I'm in love with (no not just john cena) Kid Rock 9. I'm almost legally blind 10. I started wearing a bra in 4th grade 11. I'm afraid of long socks (rotfl) __________________________________________________ Turn ons __________________________________________________ _Physcial_ 1. Guys with tattoos (hawt!) 2. Facial hair (nicely trimmed) 3. Strong hands 4. Dimples (when you smile not in your bottom-lmfao) 5. Piercings (Tongue, lip, eyebrow, nose) 6. Dreamy eyes (looks like he's always turned on) 7. Really rosy or milk chocolate skin. 8. Long hair (w
Words To Live By!
Cancel your credit card before you die..........(hilarious!) Now some people are really stupid!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank: 'The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply.' Family Member: 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank: 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member: So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?' Citibank: 'Either report her
Hi, just thought i write a blog again. not much to really write about. but seeing its the new year, thought i make my first blog for these new year, going around and rating on peoples photo's to help them and me level up . as i was thinking of what i wanted to write on here , i read alone the box's up top. that john travolta 16 year old son died, wow makes u wonder how short a time u get in these world, and how lucky and thankful u should be , when u do get to live a longer time in these world. If you have the chance to live to see 100, than there should never be anything to not be grautiful for. because life is a up and down situation, and to get to have had a chance to make it threw all of it is a blessing. lol wow, didn't think i fined something to write about. oh well, when u start to write you never know what comes into your brain. so , was just wanting to write a blog to past the time. till next time. happy new year people.        SO I WAS BORED, AND THOUGHT I WRITE A BLOG.
Help Needed
Months ago I debated if I could pull off the spotlight one last time for my birthday. I did thanks to a lot of awesome friends who helped make it possible. I can't even begin to say how much I appreciate all they did. So this is just one small way for me to try and say thank you to all of them. Please stop by and show them all some love. These are the type of people on this site that you want to know and be able to call a friend. ~DevilGirl~@ fubar Abby♥Normal@ fubar ™©ღღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ@ fubar ☠☣FTW
Tears Of A Vampire Bubbas Dark Poetry
Drive To Disciple
Lost Soul has AUTO 11s!!! Derrick is so close to becoming fubar's next Disciple. He is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. His Auto-11s will be active until 7PM EST/4 PM fuTime. Thank you and have a great night. Lost Soul~Lost Levelers~Club United~ Rate Spankers~RR~ Fu Owned by Happily Taken & SinfulBrat@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar Please help out my really good friend make it to Disciple. When it's time to level, she's usually there even before I tell her. So if she's ever helped you out, now is the time to return the favor. Send her a message and she is sure to return the love. Cobralady™~aka Snakey~Rate Spanker~Proud Owner Of ♥ Sit Up King ♥~Keeper Of The Animal@ fubar together we can make her fubar's next Disciple. She is a really good friend of mine and is not shy about returning the rates if you send her a message. Give her a good spanking, her Aut
~backup Singer's~ Blogs
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures t
Messages To Members
hey girls if at all possible i would love to add u all on Yahoo Messenger!! so that i can ask ?'s here and there and get oppinions and maybe have a few lil meetings to get some ideas from u girls and so i can get to know u... If u were a hottie i need yours again too because i do not use the same yahoo i used to:P.. if u will just put your yahoo names in a private message, i will add u guys :D lol DO NOT put it in the Blog because it is PUBLIC :P thank You
Top Tens
songs, songs, songs...and more songs. i heart music. here's my list. btw, i heart lists too. black dog-led zeppellin (this is just a dirty little song and i heart that) mercedes benz-janis joplin me and bobby mcgee-janis joplin wonderful tonight-eric clapton (i used to make my best friend slow dance with me to this song when we were younger. i still smile whenever i hear it) white knuckles-five finger death punch (there's a spot in this song that gets increasingly heavy... the buildup and release make me quite happy) the theft-atreyu (i didn't even really like this song until i saw the video...atreyu is amazing regardless though) forever-hurt (there's a line in this one it always hurts when it's someone you love...good song) the reflection-trustcompany passenger-deftones nothing to gein-mudvayne (multple time car masturbation song for whatever reason) creep-radiohead heart-shaped box-nirvana ( i can sing this one so awesomely) under the bridge
Each day i wake up and look at my two beautiful girls and i just feel and know how strong i am and how proud i am of my self know each day i know that i have to be the mother and father of the kids be that selfish bastard decides to walk out on us bc it got to hard on him i mean what the fuck its not he broke his back takin care of thes beautiful kids only gettin 3 hours of sleep each night willing waking up gratly waking up to them in the morning to them to know i created them i mean come on that is the role of a parent right but what ever ya know his loss he left took off he will soon regret what he has lost but i will never look back i will keep looking forward with my two beautiful girls so look out world 3 strong girls are out in this world to rock I often wish i was alone thinking of a place to go bu not realy being there, Impossible you think but i know its possible. In my mind i can make it happen but i dont know if i realy want to be alone. I often dream im alone by a
You know the Ones Hiding behind a firewall offering you a better world like their world is so much better Saying the words that remain unsaid and thinking that you haven't heard them, from someone else just like them assuming that since you're on this site, you’re lonely! Never that! You know the ones... always sending sexual messages thinking that you'll just fly across the world and do the damn thing because they brought you a drink and sent an un-original Message... Oh now you're their Soul Mate...and all the socks in their top drawer is un-mated... You know the ones... Always talking about what they have...or what they just got...and never mention about what they've learned Saving your pictures as their screen they can have you displayed when company comes by...and only knows you by your profile name...Such and Such undescore64 And quick to change another stolen J-peg You know the ones... That can't take no for an answer and will bug the hell
Random Thoughts
I lay in bed with random thoughts running through my head. First and fore most, it's fubar, don't use big words. West nile virus, did the monkey give it to the mosquito? Blog? Puking of the mind? Gas prices? Like a prude? Never goes down? hmmmmm check that out. NSFW, hmmmm.. change the name to shouldn't be looking at naked pictures while operating heavy machinery. SBLANPWOHM But I'm looking at home.. I'm safe! Safe Sex, Electronic communication. Mumms.. hmmm lets see, ummm damn I forgot.. Mumms are useless with ADHD.. woohooo Will anyone read this? Oh let me post a naked picture. Cock a doodle doo, coloring with a penis shape crayon! Don't do drugs. hmmmm lets see how many read this! What the hell is up with drivers in alabama? Nascar has come out on the roadways. everyone thinks they are the next Number 88 car. Only in Alabama. The only place that i have seen worse driving is in Saudi Arabia. Atleast in Saudi, they have an Allah Lane.
Legalize Marijuana: 420 Blogs
16 April 2009 8:48am / Writer: Worm Miller / Artist: Sean Wilkin / Views: 9319804.16 Last xmas, I happened across my dad searching for his reading glasses while they were already perched atop his head, and I thought, “If I didn’t know any better I’d say my dad was stoned.” He wasn’t of course. He’s just transitioning from middle-aged into senior discount land. But more and more lately my parents have been reminding me of potheads, and it’s dawned on me… Old people are in essence stoned at all times. What used to seem like the sad ravages of age are a lot less alarming if you just imagine the person being high. Then it’s kinda adorable. Hell, I can really relate to my grandparents now. I too have walked into a room with a purpose, only to find myself standing there at a total loss of what that purpose was. I constantly forget where I put my mail, or the point of stories I’m telling halfway through. I’ll drive well below the speed limit, wondering why everyone else is being
Bad Moon Rising
HEY ALL COME JOIN US IN A LIVE AUCTION SATURDAY AT 8:00 PM EASTERN TIME IN BAD MOON RISING! MEET GREAT FRIENDS AND HAVE SOME FUN! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!CLICK BELOW TO GET TO LOUNGE!                                                                         TO SIGN UP FOR THE AUCTION, CONTACT CAREBEAR or DJ GRADY VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE. HER LINK IS BELOW. JUST TELL HER YOU WANT IN THE AUCTION AND SHE WILL ADD YOU TO THE LIST.♫Carebear♫ CCS Manager@ fubarDJGrady~Dj and Enforcer Bad Moon Riseing lounge~Fu_Engaged to Hope~Spider Bomber ~Shadow Leveler~NAP@ fubar(repost of original by '♫Carebear♫ CCS Manager' on '2009-06-22 20:35:29')(repost of original by 'DJGrady~Dj and Enforcer Bad Moon Riseing lounge~Fu_Engaged to Hope~Spider Bomber ~Shadow Leveler~NAP' on '2009-06-23 10:40:39')(repost of original by '♫Carebear♫ CCS Manager' on '2009-06-23 20:05:00')(repost of original by 'DJGrady~Dj and Enforcer Bad Moon Riseing lounge~Fu_Engaged to Hope~Spider Bomber ~Sha
Me Myself And Chris
care for a drink to a lonely lady in here??? just before i go. God.. you remember me... I'm really surprised to hear you... wow.. that was movin' actually... you're not sounded happy but U didn't sound so sad... so I would assume you are alright.. I'm gonna admit I do miss you.. they didn't give me any value in here.. without you I'm useless... maybe I should move on also.. go to another scenery, new ambience, new life.. just like what you did. i followed all the things you've said; for it would make me better... but honestly, I felt more miserable.. so please do come back. please do. shallow... floating.... me like that.... buzzing in around.... roaming to every places but still never know where is my destination... journey is my thing... yet i dont know where to go... peeps... it was time to put myself to rest.... thanks to all of you who hit me here....
My Writing....
BDSM VISUAL POETRY GODDESS DOGTAG LADYTK A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss… Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watch as
Get up and go What are you waiting for Times like these Aren't worth the misery That holds you back from movin' on Gonna take these steps Make it out of this mess Not lookin' back It's for the best It's never too late To escape this feeling That has you crawling for the door Sacrifice the good life For that which is unknown Gonna take these steps Make it out of this mess Not lookin' back It's for the best Don't hold on To what is not yours Let it go This is my life Gotta get it in control Gonna take these steps Make it out of this mess Not lookin' back It's for the best Not lookin' back It's for the best It's for the best It's for the best It's for the best BY: William Burton I've dusted off these old cowboy boots of mine Goin' to try this dancefloor one last time It's been awhile since you left me girl She wasn't worth the pain I cause Nothing left at home but memories of you And the shadows on the wall Spinnin' around an
~yesterday I told my crush that I was falling for him. And I feel like a complete ass. Ive done things in the past that I am not proud of, and I am afraid that it is going to bite my happiness in the ass. ~Things have been different since I have been seeing him, but *shrug* who knows. ~been seriously considering leaving fubar again... or just walk away for a while so that I can fix the life that I have *outside of the box*. think I am going nuts. He is making me insane. Cant stop from him being on my mind. While he works I think of him, and I wait for his calls. That makes me nervous. My stomache flutters I cant talk to him... tongue tied. want to be there for him~ want to love him~ want him to trust me... I promised to be his one and only. I will honor that. I wish that I could take care of him... to cook and clean, to make happy~ What a day. I wake up at two am. I dream of him, longing for him, wanting to touch. But cant... oh well, maybe tonight. I want to call b
I have been working as a PC/QMRP now since September 1st and it has been full speed ahead since day one. I cannot say that I dislike my job but I can say that I dislike the mess left behind for me to clean up. Part of the reason I was given the promotion is the fact that I have a reputation for following policy and being a strong leader. I am currently working many long hours organizing the houses and retraining the staff while attending quarterly and annual meetings for the consumers on my caseload. I have done a move from one home on another team to one of my own and have been informed that I will be opening two new houses by the end of this year. YAY!!! I enjoy the people we provide services to. It is the staff that have me pulling my hair out as they see how far they can set themselves up for failure. I have already made it very clear that I will make attempts to retrain and then if this does not work I will rehire. I have almost filled all the open positions and if I could quit
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Conservative Coilition
Lisa Murkowski John McCain Richard Lugar Sam Brownback Olympia Snowe Susan Collins Arlen Specter Lindsey Graham George W Bush Chuck Hagel Ron Paul Ok I am a little behind on sending you all the podcast of the last show, but here is the podcast of the airing of my show on Saturday. In this episode of Right on Right w/Christopher Fredrickson, Christopher unloads on a psycho path by the name of Sarah Brooks whom Christopher has dubbed Strawberry Shortcake. Christopher then talks with Cory of Cory's Corner of The Conservative Way about the Marco Rubio, Charlie Crist primary in Fla and why it is vitally important for Conservatives to back Marco Rubio. Then Christopher discusses the founder of yellow journalism with Brian of Brian's Edition of The Conservative Way, William Randolph Herst. We discuss how this individual may have lead to how journalism is now. The facts on Herst are shocking, and the schools are not teaching just how influential and destructive th
Random Poetry
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Member Of The Week
I'm looking for people who are willing to get involved with the club. We would like more recruiters, greeters, and graphics people. For the people who really want to devote their selves Co-Owners...I would like to make Club United one of the top Families on FUBAR...And we are not a bombing Family but we do try to take care of our own. I know we all have our lives so I am not asking you devote every living moment, but I am asking for people who care and can make a difference...Drop me a message if your interested.....have a great day!!!! Keith We have a new Member of the Week - Eddie!. Please show him lotsa love and Club United Spirit. He's a great supporter of Club United and a awesome person. Treat him like you would want to be treated! Eddie...Club United and Club Tabu member@ fubar This is our second week for Members of the Week. Please treat this member like you would want to be treated. Generosity, rates, gifts and comments. Blings are not mandatory. Hit her
A ONE TRICK HORSE Start flogging the dead horse You know you wanna few Starting to ride  the flogged dead horse You know you've got to Stare, smile, beat the tradition up Back to basics a time full of me Still, smile, return to the wombs A  cowboy man to be   Last time I see your sister She's got somebody new She's mean and she's a devil Like that old Boll Weevil Guess I'll try my luck with you I used to pull your ponytail And punch your turned-up nose But you been a growin' And baby, it's been showin' From your head down to your toes Little sister, don't you Little sister, don't you Little sister, don't you kiss me once or twice Then say it's very nice And then you run
Therapist's Couch
Just one beer after work. After all, I've been waiting all week for this. And I've had a week from hell. Even if today wasn't so bad. Hey, Cory came back! At least I'll have someone I know to sit next to. But J&J aren't here. Joe's not either. No one else from work. On the other hand, Cory's being great company. Bought me a beer. I'll get the next one. Hmm, bartenders almost make me wish I was straight. Especially the way she walks. What's that line from the song? "Her walk is the motion of the waves?" Something like that. Really nice tattoo on the other one. Wonder what the meaning of it is? Mmm, he's here. Granted, he's probably hopelessly straight, but damn, such a hot guy. Not to mention he's your friend's brother. Such a body. Nice tight sweater, nice contours in his jeans. Great face when he smiles. Love watching him sip beer from a bottle. Touching his friends. His hands gliding across their masculine bodies as they touch him. Not such a great shape to his head at that angle,
Five states, including Ohio, are in danger of running out of funds they use to pay unemployment benefits, meaning they may have no choice but to increase taxes on employers, cut benefits for laid-off workers or borrow the cash. This comes at a time when job cuts are accelerating and states are facing huge deficits going into next year. States with unemployment funds that are running low are mostly larger ones that are tied closely with manufacturing. Click here to find out more! Michigan, Indiana, Ohio, New York and South Carolina all have reserves of less than three months to cover benefits. States aren't allowed to stop paying unemployment insurance benefits to out-of-work employees so they must come up with money. Indiana is planning to borrow $330 million from the federal government to cover unemployment claims, something it hasn't done in 25 years. State lawmakers also may be forced to tax businesses to rebuild the fund. Some businesses in Michigan will pay an e
Getting so tired of this. Sigh. I have 150 friends, 175 fans, 25 family, and only FOUR of them will actually say hello first, or attempt to be a real friend.  Tired of the fakes who pretend to be interested or flirty UNTIL they get a gift or rates, and then they stop trying. Whats up with people? Is it so hard to type a few words?  Every time i come here, I check to see whos online, and I either say hello, send a hug or gift, and say TY to anyone who may have sent a comment. Maybe its me.  maybe this is a point/rate whore site, and i dodnt realize it. By the way, for the very few true friends I have on here, this blog is not meant for you. I appreciate you very very much.  always   For all my friends who chat with me, I will be away from sunday the 14th until tuesday the 23rd. If you really want to stay in touch during that week. come to yahoo messenger. My ID is markiephx or email me at I will have messenger and email on my cell phone. If you want,
Bernie's Last Words
I was at Your temple. The carvings and paintings dedicated to You show how much You inspire mortals. Statues of marble and granite and of other stones of the world. To me, they still do no justice to what I've seen of You. I have stood on hills and seen You in fields of wheat softly blowing in the breezes and said "this must be what it is like to see Her hair move." I have sat on shorelines and listened to You in the waves washing upon the land and said "this must be what Her voice is to me." I have lain on the ground at night and gazed deeply into Your stars of the heavens and said "this must be what looking into Her eyes must be like." I have seen a mother holding her newborn child with the bond between them so new and so strong and said "this must be what it is like to be touched by Her." I have sailed across the seas with the winds in my ears and said "this must be what I hear when She whispers to me." I have trekked through the heights of the mountains, with the snows lying so smo
Club Mystic Update - 12/14/08
Health Updates, For Those Who Care
Ok. I called and requested a copy of the procedure and results. This is what it say's word for word. If you understand anythin, let me know! Thanks! INDICATIONS: The patient is 23 years old. She had visited the emergency room a few times over the past few weeks mostly because of some kind of epigastric pain. The pain is in the epigastric area and she has had it for awhile. The lab workup over this past period of time has been unremarkable. She had a gallbladder ultrasound that was normal. She has not established with a primary care physician because she does not have insurance. She communicate with me on the phone on the recommendation of the emergency room and on the phone, because of the persistent epigastric pain and the sense of frustration of the patient, I decided to have her meet me at Mercy Medical center this morning to do an upper GI endoscopy and to go deeper in her history. Talking to her, she is living with another coupld who are her roommates. She is unmarried. The pai
Song Lyrics That Describe Good Relationships Gone Bad!
Mmmmm Mmmmmm Mmmmm Mmmmmm. I get up in the morning and it’s just another day Pack up my belongings, I’ve got to get away. Jump in to a taxi and the time is gettin’ tight I go to keep on movin’ I got a show tonight Mmmm, And I’m movin’ on, movin’ on from town to town Movin’ on, baby, yeah I’m never touchin’ the ground. Yeah. I take it to the ticket there’s a half a dollar boat headin’ for the bordengate I’m feelin’ pretty low Fifteen minutes later, I’m sittin’ on my plane fastened in my safety belt I’m takin off again And I’m movin’ on, movin’ on from town to town Movin’ on, baby, yeah I’m never touchin’ the ground. Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh. Yeah. Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh. Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh. And I’m movin’ on, movin’ on from town to town Movin’ on, I can’t seem to stop now. (Improv. Guitar Solo) I got to move on, move on fro
Angels Poems
Every time a bell rang out, group of angels ceom along, with every ring anothe rone appeared... a thousand angels walked another through those pearly gates.. but mostly he would say daddy do you know, the truth of love is when he sent his angels to come along again to walk through those gates from heavens tall steps one by one but then he began to sing the song , seventy thousand angels had come along, by his side, and down the moutain side, they fly above all far and wide, to carrie of far n wide those lost souls and also those soliders of long last wars. to see the hands of seventy thousand angels takes another angel home Life takes time to show us all how to turn our selfs around, and show us that the better path is best to take then the wrong path and wrong choices, like love and trusting completely the person we are to the person we all beome, some times life can change so drematically it changes for the best like mine did meeting my husband falling in love w
My Thoughts And Opinions!
Being fat is an epidemic in the US so they say. But they never take the time to show one other side of the coin. I have Cushings Syndrome. Its the "fat disease". My body makes a chemical which is absorbed into the thyroid and caused me to gain weight at an unimaginable rate. You also get this hump on your back right below the neck. I gained 200 lbs in 6 months. And they thought I was just over eating. I had not changed my eating habits in that time. I did try to change things like going vegetarian for awhile to no avail. Millions suffer from it and most are undiagnosed. There is treatment for it but it is mostly a diet and some thyroid meds. After I divorced in 2000 I went into therapy cuz of the divorce and started working on losing the weight. I lost 150 lbs in a year and a half but it doesnt appear anymore will come off. The moral of this blog is, maybe, just maybe some of those people the skinny people make fun of cuz of their weight may just have no co
Metal Lyric's
VICTIM OF THE INSANE You want the world to buy your happiness Ain't it a shame you have to hurt the ones you love Never giving yourself taking all that you can get But you don't take nothing with you except your soul Chorus: I'm so tired of hearing that I'm wrong everyone laughs at me, why me? I'm so tired of being pushed around I feel like I've been betrayed We take each other's love forget to give back Isn't it a pity how we break each other's hearts I know we're only human and not to blame But who the hell are you to cause so much pain? Chorus Why do you criticize me what have I done to deserve such a fate Why do you look at me that way Because of all your tears your eyes can't hope to see See that we are all the same we are not perfect just forgiven Open your eyes and set yourself free before we are all victims of the insane SACRIFICE Put her on the altar, tie her down secure She will soon die, her soul is still pure Her body is trembling it'
Very Very Sad
horneybitch: u look like a fag ->horneybitch: wtf horneybitch: stfu fag ->horneybitch: who the fuck r u horneybitch: Ur worst nightmare fagit peace ->horneybitch: y u callin me a fag i dont know u ->horneybitch: kiss my ass bitch horneybitch: go suk a dick ass clown ->horneybitch: what hell ur problem? did u drop the saop and get raped fucker PLEASE PLAY SONG FIRST IN MEMORY OFCaylee Marie Anthony>In rememberance of a beautiful three year old girl by the name of Caylee Marie Anthony. She was such a sweet, loving, caring, and pretty child. She was just like a little angel.>I don't see how anyone could be so cold hearted to do something to such a sweet little girl.What Happened?Little Caylee has been missing since sometime back in June. The police weren't notified of Caylee's disapperance until a whole MONTH later, after she had disappeared. Caylee's own mother [Casey Anthony] wasn't the one to call and confront the police. CASEY'S mother [Caylee's grandmother]
Who Cares?
Just a few things to do on the fu before hitting the road! I will log in as I can from coffee houses when I'm in a town. Maybe some one has Internet out that way. we will see! If I settle in well I may stay all next winter. Id like to thanks every one for being as nice as you are too me. I hear all the time how people are mean out here, but I don't really see it much. Much happiness to everyone, and for those that are in my photo collections like my status changes "see Sweet Fu Love" hugs to you all! To all my Fuexes I still Fu-love you all of my sweet fuexes, Even if its so "old news" and its more acceptable now that you can Pay for a real one! You all are in a slide show on my profile! my two muses the making of the art work was a fantastic time for me you gave me so much and your in my heart! I wont ever forget you! Kisses! To the friends who have added me and deleted me or deleted their account and never added me back! you guys are the best! oh the
Welcome To The Machine
Lol, to be quite honest, that was one of my sloppiest, least focused works, but then again, that was intended somewhat. It is a confession of some feelings I have held in for some time though. I hope it can elaborate and perhaps create an interesting story to me. It is certainly there. ♥ take care folks My friend here needs it! She has a frown, and fubar love will turn that upside down :D And, she even has candy to offer, rich delicious CANDY! Overcome with some emotions right now, I am going to try to exercise the demon with some writing, before I venture out today. Somewhere in the world there is somebody Who will feel the way you do right now You may not see this but think it through Your souls are connected on a parallel road If you you think it you will feel it This connection becomes less sporadic And the feelings truly organic And the poles will begin to unite There once was a life without hope Where
Club Mystic Update 12/26/08
CONGRATS TO ANDEE and TABBY ON LEVELING!!! GREAT JOB EVERYONE!!! LET'S RATE THE HELL OUT OF OUR MAE THIS WEEKEND, AND GET HER TO DISCIPLE! WOOT! WE CAN PROBABLY GODFATHER THE HOME PAGE AS WELL, BUT THAT IS NOT A PRIORITY! NO RUSH! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Fu-King -----> Godfather 506,195 Points to go! (+398,727) Founder ♦CinDragon♦@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet 6,295,552 Points to go! (+760,734) Team Captain ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 7,361,086 Points to go! (+687,630) Resident Wizard MERLYN....ClubMystic@ fubar Henchman -----> Insider 522,372 Points to go! (+126,038) Family Members **TABBY76**@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-Queen!! 664,943 Points to go! (+394,455) † Ma3 Ma3 †@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 1,399,862 Points to go! (+489,204) jade&jaksonsmom@ fubar Godfather -----> Discip
Poetry (ghetto Style)
If only I could hear her voice one more time.See her smile, her beautiful eyes.If only I could hug her again.And tell her that she meant more than I said.I miss her dearly,But now she's gone.With the angels above, She sings her song.  smoke the weed trying to hide the pain Spendin all my time, smoke my life away You can feel it inside, take a look in my eyes Can you feel the pain Mary Mary, take my pain away With struggle in time, spittin all over my face Take a look in my eyes, don't you dear look away Mary Jane maintains, tryin to heAl my pain Kickin in the door with the double dawg pumped Shot gun trucha comin in people screamin And pushin and shovin I'm buggin I'm thugin and muggin Showin no love to you and my cousin now what [shut the fuck up] Bringin heat like an oven they call me no good for nothin I'm always huffin and puffin about to get into somethinG And if you startin I'm jumpin in the Clika I'm bumpin it New Mexico Lobo I ain't the fool to be fuckin wit
The 343 Ask any firefighter, and he will say And the Brothers all agree; We know that day, and it won't go away, When we lost our 343. Where were you when the Towers came down, The cry will be heard through the years; Where were you when the Twin Towers fell, And we realized our worst fears. The old man asked of the young boy he met, The lad looked up and answered politely, "My daddy's a fireman, and he died that day, But I still say a prayer for him nightly." The old man moved on, and he found a young girl, And he asked the same question of her, She answered so slow,"I don't think I know, For you see, I wasn't born yet sir." But ask any firefighter, and he will know, The day, the time, and the year; For those of us who fight smoke and fire And have no time for fear. We know that day, and it won't go away, When we lost our 343. A Firefighter's Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. Promise courage - courage to face a
To those who have ever chosen to drink and get behind the wheel of a car.... read this.... and maybe next time you will think before you do that...before you make the decision to take someone elses life into your hands. Death of an Innocent I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, So I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, The way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, Even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, As everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, So responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, But as I pulled out into the road, The other car didn't see me, Mom, And hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, "The other guy is drunk," Mom, A
Don louis Tenorio Je vous en prit écouter moi, Je viens parler de mon bourreau, De votre fils ce sellera, Je vous respecte vous savez Voyez ce qu’il a fait de moi Une maîtresse une poupée Ce qu’il promet il le tien pas Je vous en prit parler lui Dites-lui kil y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce qu’il ma promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis Vous connaissez bien ma famille Comment pourrais-je leur apprendre Je suis la putain de Séville Essayez de lui faire comprendre, Je vous en prit parlez lui Dites-lui qu’il y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce qu’il m’a promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis , Dites-lui je retourne au couvent Que je le maudit en l’attendant Dites-lui…je l’aime… Dites-lui qu’il y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce kil ma promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis Dites-lui je retourne au co
Disney Ftw!!!
One of the cutest parts of the whole movie. i'm actually going to watch it right now on VHS. =D Today I went out shopping. I bought jeans and blah blah blah What I really want is this.. It's DISNEY PRINCESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw this at Target. Only $41.98. Oh. Emm. Gee! The only think that sucks is that Pocahontas isn't there. /sigh ♥ she was born on may 15 my sister wanted to name her "Serena" and my other sister wrote her name on the paper for the hospital she put down "Sabrina"   wtf??!?! my family is stupid.    
Fu-bomber Family Pimp Out
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In My Mind
Isnt it funny how we always persue the ones we cant have. And yet we know we cant have them but we still hold hoping maybe someday we can be with them.And most of the time the ones we are waiting for dont even really know we is it that I always fall for the one that i cant possibly ever be with. i want to just stop myself from ever falling in love again, then i would save myself from the hurt and pain that always comes with fallin in love. cuz I dont think I will ever find a man that will ever see me for who i am, and love me for that same reason. maybe I am just destined for loneliness. they say that we are all put on this earth for a reason, and I wonder what possible reason i could have for being here. Secret Love when I look into your soft blue eyes, my heart lets out a light sigh, From the first day I looked at you, I felt there was something special in you. And as time went by, and day to night, I knew this feeling was so right. You told me that we were friends, But i kn
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Poetry From My Past
I scream I shout I beg I cry, I cling to all my fears. I dare not do so audibly, so silent are my tears. Have I shared too much? or not enough? I wish to know my dear. The moments fly, the days go by, and yet still no relief. The key you hold to free my bonds, to use would be so brief. I ask you now I ask you please just tell me your desire. To leave you be, or bend my knee, and choose you for my Sire? For what you've shown me you could be, I've waited for so long. Through out the years I've hid my tears and silently I've longed. To find myself so willingly submitting as your whore. This one thing, for no man have I ever done before. Was it quest or mere conquest that led you to my path? Should I continue waiting here? or suffer you my wrath? Dear friend so brave so calm and true,In your soul doth beauty lay. Take not light this love I feel for you, Know that I think of you each day. The love you had, the love, you lost, the love that has returned. I know he guards you at
    Loungin' Levelers welcome you to come join a new and growing family of levelers. We are a hard working family and DRAMA free. If your looking to help others and yourself, look no further. Stop on by the home of the Loungin' Levelers and find yourself a hammock to lounge in!!! LounginLevelers@ fubar HEY EVERYONE...IM IN A CONTEST RUNNING UNTIL MAY 31ST...ITS FOR FU'S MOST SEXIEST WOMAN....JUST NEED UR RATE AND COMMENTS IF YOU FEEL LIKE LEAVING THEM.....I AM WILLIN TO PAY 10K FUBUCKS FOR 100 COMMENTS.......THANKS ......HUGE HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS
My Celebrity Morphs/look A Likes
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Imustbcr8ziers Thoughts
Its been a while since i posted anything. I did an overnight toy mod where i was up all night and by the time i got here, i didn’t feel like writing. While overnight, i received word that I mad department manager of toys. I’m now the Dept Manager! yay me. Yesterday was my first day as manager. it’s a whole new set of hours than im used to and i have to adjust. i came home and i was so worn out, tired, and sore that i showered and fell asleep til 9pm. woke up, stayed up waiting a while then crashed back out til 2am. When walking home yesterday i picked up a handful of snow. don’t know why, just did and let emotion flow into my mind. Cold, growing wetter as it melts in the warmth of my palm, water tracing my fingers as it drips off. hurt slowly flowing up my arm as the coldness sets in.. but feeling made me feel alive. I miss someone terribly right now and i keep on missing her.. it’s hard to handle.. I’m broke as hell. come on thursday, i need my money….. A lot of times I q
Stupid Questions And Such
Do you have any pets? I sure do. What color shirt are you wearing? I'm not wearing one. I'm in a towel. Name three things that are physically close to you: Lighter, soda, crackers. What is the last book you read? I'm currently reading the last Twilight book, Breaking Dawn. Are you or were you a good student? When I applied myself I was. What's your favorite sport? To play? Softball or baseball To watch? Nascar Do you enjoy sleeping late? I love sleeping. It makes sad times go faster. What's the weather like right now? It's fucking freezing! Who tells the best jokes? Idk. What was the last thing you dreamed about? I'm not sure. It was weird and my ex's were in it. Yeah, weird. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Not legally and no. Do you believe in karma? Kinda. Do you believe in luck? Not really Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? Depends on my mood. I really like poached but I
Upcoming Concerts I Will Be At!!
This is for fans in the Ontario/Los Angeles area!! TXT KNOT to 50505 and have a chance to win 2 Free tickets and a Meet&Greet with members of Slipknot! Please make sure you put the venue closest to you! Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium The Forum Inglewood, CA Sat, Mar 7, 2009 07:00 PM OR Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium Citizens Business Bank Arena Ontario, CA Tue, Mar 10, 2009 07:00 PM PRESENTING THE ALL HOPE IS GONE WORLD TOUR FEATURING SLIPKNOT, COHEED AND CAMBRIA, AND TRIVIUM! Starting January 23rd Slipknot will be embarking on The All Hope Is Gone World Tour with support from Coheed and Cambria and labelmates, Trivium . The tour will be hitting over 30 cities with a historic stop at Madison Square Garden, the band's first show there! Corey Taylor says of the trek, "2009 is the 10 year anniversary of the world's first taste of this band. To celebrate we are coming back out with a killer tour, a couple great bands and the same fero
Ever Lost
The warmth of her breath Lasting an eternity in his memory Soft lips pressed tightly upon Tracing along his jawline Nibbling down his neck Breath raggedly escaping his lip Her finger tips glancing his skin Forming symbols and shapes there Taking his mind from those soft lips Shivering in anticipation of her next move Nails raking over bare skin Soft purring growls from his lips Sliding up his form ever so slowly Her tongue traces his pulse point Pulling her form closer with every beat Descending to his parted lips She traces his lips with her tongue Delving in for a taste His tongue duels with her's Falling deeper into the trance The first kiss of his love Opening to her his heart Opened to him her soul In this moment of life The eternal kiss to be remembered For Shan Forever searching for the missing The path leads to many distractions Ever in his sight her beautiful smile Forever locked in his memory her scent Striding through life's obstacles
Just Writing And Poetry
My Writings/thoughts
I fear I dream I scream I see the faces of those that race to rush me to my demise. They are gonna get me or will I escape this time? I can fight I am brave I bleed Protective of the ones I love and hold dear. We are in this together, my brothers & I. Trained for this battleground with experience alone. On the peaceful nights, I look up to the sky seeking an answer or a sign. Is God out there? Watching over me... us? The battle starts again suddenly. Defenses up & we are ready. We are growing Learning as we go Together we survive. Each day is new with lessons learned. Life Death We respect and fear Life for the unknowns in it Death for its permanency. We are told there is peace in death, but is there? I am a soldier on a different battleground. No, I didn't volunteer for this. Never asked or wanted it. We fight a different battle with the same message. I would trade battlefields in an instant. To experience this all for a purpose.
Phrog Sayings
Where do we go to find the illusion of grander of War that others have found, written books about and made movies of? Where are the Leaders from the past found today? Where do we go to find the illusion of grander of War that others have found, written books about and made movies of? Where are the Leaders from the past found today? We find Presidents, Prime Ministers, Kings, Dictators, Socialist and Communist leaders, and so called Generals of Rebels, Militias, and world Militaries, as well as Terrorist organizations that lead from the rear, send out orders for others to die… self removed by their position and power. Where is George Patton, Chesty Puller, or the other great leaders today? They exist only in memoirs of the past. The true warrior does not seek War rather War seeks them. I am comforted by the possibility that there are others that have reached and will reach the same cross roads that have forsaken me… that have caused rage and loneliness, panic and
My Writing
Blow Job Revenge A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him.The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice. " So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue... salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys... smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks... this is OK. Finally he picks up t
It's Like A Blog And Stuff...
Ok, so I get the idea of the site and how it works. I get the concept that of why down rating is "uncool". What strikes me is the pics of who down rates. I noticed quite a few folks have screen shots of downraters. Why does it always seem the downraters are f*cking fugly as hell themselves. Even worse the groups of "supposedly" attractive folks bringing rating justice to the process. WTF!! Stupid people are so amusing it's almost worth letting them live. Welcome to my new blog stick around I might actually post something.. Yes, I do think you are stupid you don't have to tell me. No, you shouldn't be allowed to have a job if your that stupid. Yes, it is your fault. You did do something stupid and now I have to fix it. I didn't do this to you. I didn't pull a wand from my ass and give you a virus. Yes, you got the virus trying to get to sites your not supposed to be on anyways. No I can't see your password. But I can change it, connect remotely to your machin
Simple Thoughts
Just a rant. I needed to vent and this is the proper place to do it. Don't like what I have to say? Deleted yourself from my list and wish yourself luck in finding another good friend.     I don't get it. This "filtered reality" we call the internet. Why is it, that we become members of a social site.....a place for meeting and interacting with people.....but then when you actually make a friend and a little hurt is exchanged unintentionally, people resort to the "Oh it's just the internet, it doesn't matter." Um....EARTH TO PEOPLE........the screen names and profiles on these social sites have ACTUAL PEOPLE behind them. People with feelings. Why is it because it's "the internet", people feel it's ok to just say anything they want.....things they wouldn't normally say in real life? Yes, I speak the truth......but sometimes when people can go too far. You really have no idea what that person behind the profile has been through in their life NOR can you assume that everyon
News, You Can Learn A Lot About Me In Here.
Well I am Back Finally:D      As most ppl know I am in a new Duty Station now and finally got settled in to the house and got it stocked up and ready for my Family to move into. It is a relief to be done with that part of this transition.    What some of you may not understand is that the new job I am in requires a whole new level of concentration because I am out of my field of work now for the most part. I am not forecastiong the weather in this duty. I am in a combat unit now. What this means is that the training I am undergoing right now requires 110% of my focus and concentration in order for me to learn what I need to in order to return alive each time I deploy.     What this means is that I may not be as chatty or interactive as I was when I was in Hawaii. Please do not take it personal or think I am ignoring you or that I just don't care anymore because I always have and I always will. My Fubar Family and friends are just that, You are my Family and you are my Friends, whic
Ramblings Of Kuntry
Feel the warmth of the summers gentle breeze. See it's power through the Dance of the trees. Storms are a coming riding the thunderous sky. You can see it as well If you just close your eyes. The rain falls softly then picks up it's pace. Droplets of life falling gently from grace. Sunshine is eminent with Patience abound. All storms shall pass If one holds his ground. kuntry Howdy Folks, I have a couple of friends that are ? WELL! I'll just say ALL FOAM!! NO BEER!.... May Have a little TOO MUCH YARDAGE BETWEEN THE GOAL POST! But I still love um to death, so we'll just leave it at that... Now I have this one friend that I've known since we was about 6 or 7 years old......For the stories sake we'll just call him BRUCE... Even though his I.Q. is only about 2 and it takes at least a 3 to be able to grunt. I would just die if he knew I was talking about him...(REALLY HIS BIG OLE DUMB ASS WOULD KILL ME!). So just in case he may read this some
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Forever Happy, Forever At Ease
On this evening, time stood still Like a picture off a post card, she sat on the beach watching the sun make its assault on the ocean Next to her, sits her puppy, head resting upon her knee. She is at peace here No digital distractions No male interruptions A lifetime could pass this pair by yet they would still remain, sitting in their piece of heaven.. till the end of time Standing amongst gladiators I beat on my chest releasing war cries rooted deep within my being Wrapped in a toga of silk on top a wooden create I scratch my chin lecturing of times to come. Pacing from side to side in front of hundreds I spread words of remorse and joy causing tears and laughter On bent knee in the streets I shed the very cloak I made for the one with greater needs than I In halls filled with mumbles and age pounding my fist, fighting for the little whisper that goes unheard The dark alley unexplored where i curse the light hiding my face, I plot and plan Longing for my time
Broken Pieces of MeI wish I could say   That I will be fine   But the truth is that   I will never be   In anyway shape or form   I have a sickness that   Is based off undefined needs   I will never be free of   The all-consuming ways   In which I see this world   That unfolds before me   I destroy all that I create   I tear down walls   Only to build others   I obliterate love   Because I am afraid   To allow myself to feel   Anything other than   A sadness that is real   It lingers deep   An endless chasm   That exist within   The confines of my chest   Like a wolf howling   At the night sky and   The plight of its intended victim   Everyone involved knows   What is coming   Broken pieces of me   Make me whole   For how much longer is unknown   I will do what I can   No one would blame me for that   But in the end I am aware that   Sooner or later   I will simply fall apart......             ByKeaton Foster(
Daily Thoughts
Im in a damn good mood today and i love it...its been so nice getting away from here and getting back to reality. I just needed that little push back into the real world.. I found on here people act one way and then poof,someone more interesting comes along and you are history, and thats ok,i dont hold it against anyone,but thank you i needed that. AND, dont get me wrong there are those few and only just a few that i deeply care for! In this short period of time ive gotten back to me and moving forward in real life, this is no where close to being reality...sad sometimes,but i remember all to well why i took a break for a year from Fu for this very reason... Thanks to my little break into reality my yard looks beautiful and my flowers are blooming and i couldnt be happier. Im getting ready to turn 30 in a few days and this is not what i want or need for myself,i need to be able to hear someones voice to see there face to touch there skin, to give real hugs if someone ne
2009 February
I know Ive been a bad girl didnt mean to attack you last night hadnt seen you in days and days wanted you right then and there sick of waiting for you getting impatient every night Just wanted you naked in our bed Running my hands all over your body Place my mouth over every inch of your skin Make you forget all your worries feel your stress melt away I know Ive been a very bad girl there i am looking for answers touring though fubar and i run across Poetic Suicide how ironic tat poetry should be ma downfall when i wrote before it was of saving now i write of da opposite that is ironic isnt it opposite of good it is bad or evil that i am evil evil evil i thought i was a fool for no one, but oooh baby im a fool for you thats status of Poetic Suicide n' i know i was a fool. merely coincidence? i know what i must do life is so full of inconsistency that is ironic too that i am deliberately stating the truth that i am and i should not be i
I Heard
You mean to tell me I gotta pay money to add a song to my page, or am I a weetad? If I have to pay money to be " cool " here I will just assume this whole place is a big gay playpen, and say to hell with it. Thanks for your cooperation. · ~5150 Jane~ rated your photo a '1'! · ~5150 Jane~ rated your photo a '1'! · ~5150 Jane~ rated your photo a '1'! · ~5150 Jane~ re-rated you a '1' from a '11'! · new gift: Golden Angel from '~5150 Jane~' received: be just this, as you are ...! · new gift: Leprechaun Harp from '~5150 Jane~' received: cuz ya can! · new gift: Leprechaun's Hat from '~5150 Jane~' received: ywah itll look gued ! This is a happenening place, more diverse than myspace even?? So I jumped aboard, simply because a DEAR FRIEND,, mentioned it. So I will give it,, uhm 2 weeks, if you people are cool enough , maybe I will stick around. But by the looks of things,, kinda stretching it.
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Poetry Of My Life
Sitting here in the depths of my Vancant room. So Quiet You could hear a pin drop. But it doesn't seem quiet, As a thousand thoughts seem to race through my head. All at once. Like a swarm of flies on a dead carcass. It's almost impossible to pick out a single thought. So hard to concentrate. My head starts to ache from the ongoing commotion. I lay back on my bed and fall asleep. Peace at last! But it is short-lived. I wake and sit-up, Once again in the depths of my Vancant room. Ding, Ding, Ding! The clock strikes midnight And here I am -Wide Awake- All I want to do is sleep, But my mind won’t allow it. I close my eyes and try to sleep …No Good… Every little sound catches my attention. I get up and pace the room. Lay back down, Fidget my fingers and close my eyes. They fling open as if I had just seen a ghost. The glow of the clock catches my attention Like something from a horror movie. …4 a.m… Wide awake again. I feel as if I never went to sleep.
For My Lead Pussycat
English Translation of "Nessun Dorma" Nobody shall sleep!... Nobody shall sleep! Even you, o Princess, in your cold room, watch the stars, that tremble with love and with hope. But my secret is hidden within me, my name no one shall know... No!...No!... On your mouth I will tell it when the light shines. And my kiss will dissolve the silence that makes you mine!... (No one will know his name and we must, alas, die.) Vanish, o night! Set, stars! Set, stars! At dawn, I will win! I will win! I will win!
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Poetry And Freestyles
My Life
Im going to complain here because no one else cares to listen. My hub (soon to be x) is moving in with his highschool sweetheart gf this summer; with our kids. Now, currently he makes more then 2x times the income that I do, so add in hers and WOW they will be living a nice comfortable life style. I figured a small increase in child support shouldnt be a problem. Right now I have to decided to pay the bills off or put food on the table. Not Fun!! I wont get into much more detail, but Im swimming hard to stay afloat and its wearing me out. So is it wrong on my part to ask for more support considering the amount of money they will have to raise the kids? I think its fair, im not worried about me, but Id like to keep my kids comfortable, and not worried if they are gonna eat or play in the dark! Comment back, tell me what you think! So Ive got to get this off my husband, whom Im divorcing has decided to purchase a house with his new gf (highschool sweetheart), who
Pics Made For Others That I Cant Upload Cuz Of No Vip
Misc Thoughts
When the words leave your mind and come out on paper ya sometimes find yourself inside. The feelings of hurt, the feelings of pain, and even sometimes the feelings of happiness or love. The funny part about it is sometimes ya read what you've written and love it sometimes not. When it isnt what you want sometimes you rewrite it over and over and over....until it clicks. My thought for the day is paper is expensive, so write thoughtfully, power is expensive so conserve your energy for when you might need it, and feel like, like you've never felt before. So today, I decided to blog again...who knows why. I wanted to start out by asking about something. I called my childs school to find out why my daughter didnt come home to find out she was kept after school and suspended from the bus for tomorrow. The reason why is because a girl pushed her off a seat she was trying to sit in and hurt her so she hit her. Well she hit this girl and girl retaliated by biting her. I told my daughter next
Love Songs
I just want you close,where you can stay forever,you can be shoooooo that it will only get better. you and me together,through the days and nights I dont worry cause everythings gonna be alright.People keep talking they can say what they like but all i know is everything going to be alright. no one,no one,no one,can get in the way im feeling and,no one,no one can get in the way of what i feel for you,you,you get in the way im gonna feel for you When the rain is pouring dowwwwwwn and my heart is hurtin you will always be around this i know for certain I know some people search the world to find something like what we have i know people will try try to define something so real so til the end of time im telling theres no one no one no one no one can get in the way im gonna feel and no one no one no one can get in the way im gonna feel for you. Uh oh, oh,oh,uh oh ,oh oh, uh oh ,oh oh oh oh oh oh uh oh oh, oh ,oh ,oh ,oh ,oh, oh, oh, oh oh, oh ,oh, oh,oh Let's go
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Is this NOT the most beautiful song you have ever heard???   this man has the greatest falsetto voice of all time......   Somewhere there should be for all the world to see A statue of a fool made of stone The image of a man who let love slip through his hands And then just let him stand there all alone And there on his face a gold tear should be placed To honor the million tears he's cried And the hurt in his eyes would show so everyone would know Concealed is a broken heart inside So build a statue and oh build it high So that all can see Then inscribe the world's greatest fool And name it after me
Personal Poetry
Woman was NOT made above man's head to be above him. Woman was NOT made beneath man's feet to be trampled on by him. Woman was MADE by man's rib to be beside him. Burning bridges of the past Surmises up the future. The past is the past But for some that is not something easily let go of. The past for many effects our thinking Our ability to love, to nurture, and thensome Burning bridges of the present Surmises up a past life. Burning bridges Time to Move forward & conquer them. Burning bridges Make the move towards the future. Learn from the past & work in the present for the future. As the sun sets, The Darkness arises. Embracing me within his dark fold. Giving me a warmth within the cold of the night. Life begins anew once more for me. Darkness is where I want to be. Where I wish to be. My Darkness is new life. The Darkness See the rising moon shining brightly in the dark sky. The Silhouette of shadows forming in the night. Of Lovers, Of Crea
When Life Happens..ride The Waves...
Q: What to do when elderly  people tend to think you are ripping them off at the cash register? A: Smile and don't try to expalin anything...they still don't get it. Q: You work in a kitchen wares store and someone comes in and asks if you sell pot? A: Tell them to come back at 4:20 and ask again. Q: A man walks in with seven children and smiles big at you. Tries to ask you overly obvious answered questions to keep you talking to him. As he is ready to leave, walks up to you and says...his name and he has a 13 1/2 inch do you respond? A: Hi call me sit-n-spin, now where's your car parked at? Q: A male customer walks into your store, smells like heaven and looks like a god. What do you do? A: Go to the back room, apply your bib to catch the drool and when his back is turned....make all kinda goofy and sexual gestures while your boss is standing there talking to him. Always good for a laugh! Q: A bunch of tenny boopers come in your store completely unattended and trash
Tear Jerkers
OK I will admit this is the number 1 in my list of tear jerkers - now im off to look at the smurfs to cheer myself up :D (MY USUAL APPLIES LUV AND KISSES TO YOU ALL COS YOU ALL ROCK!)
Happy Birthday to me i wish i was dead I'm nothing I'm sorry for it all the smell of suicide is in the air tonight it's in the wind Happy Birthday to me i wish i could turn back time regain innocence fallow my intention through this time Happy Birthday to me, Alyssa happy is gone darkness and depression has sunk through anger is here I'm broken way more than you think Happy Birthday to me..... what happened to the life i had i can't find who i used to be Happy Birthday.....I'm now 17. ist es o.k., dass ich sage, dass ich Sie liebe? ist es o.k., erschrockenen im zu sagen? manchmal wünsche ich, dass Sie hier waren mich durch meinen gebrochenen Traum zu halten zu helfen, meine Flügel zu heilen ich bin so hart gefallen ich weiß nicht, was folgend ist ich wünsche, dass Sie hier waren mir zu sagen, dass Sie mich lieben mir zu sagen, dass Sie sich sorgen. wenn Zeiten hart wachsen, weiß ich, dass Sie dort sein werden weil ich rechtzeitig weiß Sie werden derjen
~*~beautifully Broken~*~
when u miss & love someone you will go thru everything that needs to be gone thru...just to keep this special person in your life. you will experience pain, tears, lust, hurt, a broken heart, u will feel that if u ever lose him/her you will not want to live anymore, before they walk out of your life you will rather take their steps so you can always step back to them, you cant imagine a world without this person, u cant trust anyone but yourself, you will do anything in order to have this person forever in your heart, you will cry yourself to sleep when you’ve been hurt, you’ll miss them all the time, you never stop smiling when u are with them, you’ll always remember that first and last kiss, you’ll dream of them close to u and wake up crying thinking that the dream was real, you’ll have butterflies in your tummy every time you think of them, you’ll have to lie just in case you lose them, you’ll always picture there smile and put it in a frame, you’ll weep for them if they feel pain,
Here's My 25 Bitches:)
1.James mean more to me than life its self 2. I dun like that f*ckin' promises! 3. I spend way to much in front the television and computer 4. I cannot stand stupid people. 5. I like my friends on net. 6. I once got so high to drive down the road with someone on the roof of the bike and then i went for a ride too. 7. I have probably have an un healthy love of chocolates. 8. I would rather be home watching james on cam than anywhere else. 9. I love the way he say future Mrs Greenlee 10. On the same note I believe Iam the Luckiest girl on earth to Be engage to the one damn fine oldman in this world who understands me. 11. I am not good at showing my emotions in anyway 12. I hate drivers here in calbayog who drive so fast! 13. I pissed easily then cry. 14. I have always wanted to open a mini grocery of my own. 15. I don't regret to be engage w/him. 16. I love music so much. 17. I really hate close minded people. 18. Jose Rizal is my Hero 19. I wonder what people are tal
What A Way To Say Hello...
hi sexy wanna cam for a happyhour All postings under this blog are messages found in my shoutbox. I post the best ones so you can get a laugh like I do. :) dyam baby, all that hottness turned my software into hardware
Sinful Thoughts
The one night my mind wont let goWas the first night that I ever came homeYou met me there with a smile so wideWas the first time I felt I had no need to hideAnd then the days we traveled with the bandWhen I got so drunk that I couldn't standBut you were always there to hold me upwe were still dancin while they were packin upWe've been through so many good timesWe've been through so many badBut through the worst of times I can't recall ever being sadWe've been through so much laughterWe've been through a few tearsTime goes by so fast I can't believe it's been seven yearsOf my forever lifeWe used to sneak around thought we were so wiseHiding away from everyones eyesParked your car out in plain viewI look back now can't believe what we'd doAnd now I celebrate every dayI come home from work and it's all okI just fall into your loving armsAnd I feel so safe from all lifes harmsChorusEvery now and thenI look back at where I've beenAnd all the things you've brought me throughI don't know whe
Still Waiting
so today i delivered in san last delivery. decided that the road was not my friend..will start to look for a local gig . don't know if it will be driving or not. only time will tell. maybe a walmart greater or a chef or who know, maybe i should just sell drugs,,,,that appears to be where the big bucks are...and the woman...oh my...but done with the road. so i will let you know what the future will bring...i had on my status this past is many people wrote me to agree..they were right,,,,it is short. to short to waste running all over the country doing a job you hate. so on to the next adventure. my new tat will giude wish me luck. in this economy i will need it..big cali hugs..marty well i will be heading out tomorrow morning..something a little different for me. going to work for a hotshot companie out of chico, ca. they run five trucks and will be going all over the country. pay is good and as for the equipment...2009 dodge
Midnight Velvet Club
The Stirring of Lust Princess Reina worked her evil spell upon Draco peaceful sleep, he did wicked things to his body, as she watched from his window, she loved how he soar to her will, but each morning, as he slept in late because of his restless night, she moved about the house. She watched and study two other males that seem to drawn to her, she like Vladimir, but Ravenous, she would not give the time of day too. She moved about the house, she found someone alone, she watched him, he was different from the others, he was one of the new bred, he was tall, haunting like ghost moving about life, his long black hair with white streaks running through it, his white eyes, his blood lips, his body was perfect too, he stood in the midst of the rain, he was naked and move like a swift warrior, she watched him Who was he? Why was he so haunting beautiful to her? She smiled, she was ruler, she was allowed to mingle with her kind, she moves swift about hidden place to get a better sigh
Johnny Dangerously Quotes
Roman Moroni: I would like to direct this to the distinguished members of the panel: You lousy cork-soakers. You have violated my farging rights. Dis somanumbatching country was founded so that the liberties of common patriotic citizens like me could not be taken away by a bunch of fargin iceholes... like yourselves. Roman Moroni: Why you miserable cork-soaker! Roman Moroni: This is fargin war! Roman Moroni: You fargin sneaky bastage. I'm gonna take your dwork. I'm gonna nail it to the wall. I'm gonna crush your boils in a meat grinder. I'm gonna cut off your arms. I'm gonna shove 'em up your icehole. Dirty son-a-ma-batches. My own club! Newspaper Headline: Roman Moroni Deported to Sweden. Says He's Not From There. [In the middle of a trial] Tommy Kelly: ...that Roman Troy Maronie was responsible for: the Mother's Day Massacre, The Christmas Day Slaughter, The Lincoln's Birtnday Mutilations, and The Groundhog's Day Be-headings! ----------------------------
Romance/relationship Essays
THIS IS AN INTERNET CHAT WITH A FOREIGN LADY. Q = her questioning A = me answering Q by ME = me questioning A by HER = her answering Q: Do you believe in marriage? A: I think it is overrated. Two of mine failed. The Bible says it is valid and advisable. I believe that at least divorce is advisable under certain circumstances also. People are insecure sometimes if they just live together long term relationship without getting married, and then there are also inheritance issues. I would prefer just long term relationship this time, but for a foreignor to come to US and stay a few years there are only 3 ways that I am aware of my to do so legally -- 1. student visa to go to college 2. their job is high-tech in short supply in US so a company certifies needed desperating and they can get a waiver to come for a job 3.they come for IMMEDIATE marriage not just a romance beginning. So for that reason in our case I presume that the 3rd would be most appropriate. Q: Okay thats is good
My Autos Party!
I am a crazy girl who really enjoys doing her own thing. I can not be tied down or controled I AM THE UNCONTROLABLE!! Lol literally you cant do it people have tried and you should ask them how it worked out. I really enjoy movies, but not T.V. I hate T.V. Blood and gore is a major turn on for me lol I LOVE pain. I really enjoy to be outside, when I'm cooped up in my house I kinda start going crazy... walls I HATE walls. To be honest if I don't get married I'm going to be the crazy cat lady who answers her door naked. BUT it would be totally awsome if I found a guy who was crazy enough to have millions of cats and answer the door naked with me... when we are old of course. I've been in more than one abusive relationship and to be honest they got hurt alot more than I did... I know how to defend myself soooo boys if we where ever to meet up remember that I have been in MMA for 2 years and my father taught martial arts for 25 years. I hate when people are way to into themselfs
Trivia Lists
josie4386 --- EXCERPT from 2 profiles. About Me ------------------------------------------------------- writing, music, art, counseling, teaching, cognitive studies, journaling, ping pong, ice skating, swimming, pool, movies, reading, attending live music practise of friends, hanging out with family / friends, bullshitting over phone. Background --------------------------------- I grew up in: Texas ranch horses My ethnicity is: Native American and Caucasian/White I speak: English My Religion: Methodist I studied or am interested in: math / computers I consider intelligence: Medium Importance +++ I am looking for: female parts, sense of humor, knows how to coordinate trusting and trustworthy, either has a talent or long term life goals Personality and Interests ------------------------------- My personality is best described as: Adventurous/Wild/Spontaneous, Earthy, Easygoing/Fl
Naughty Or Nice Auction That Is Driving Me Nuts!  Now Fu - wan'ts me to get 23 more friends into this (drug)
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Looking For My 2nd Half
Some still wondering why I am looking so hard to find a woman to spend my life with. I know many people are very happy being single and living that kind of life. When I started dating at age 13, I had only dated a few girls before I started dating girls with kids. Yes 14 year old girls with kids. So I started being responsible at an early age. I dated a lot when I was in my teens and got it out of my system. When I married the 1st time, I was ready to be married. Wrong woman, but ready to be married. I have spent 25 of the 29 years since I was 18 in committed relationships. Its what I know and who I am. As my life is getting back on track again and I am getting ready for my next 47 years, I find I am only missing one thing (well besides a few million dollars haha) a woman to share my days and nights with. I enjoy have a woman to spoil every day. I have always hated sleeping alone. I enjoy having someone who I can bring flowers too. There is much much more
My Poems And Stuff
What for? As the hate flows the anger grows to much on a plate it deals with fate always planning the future spanning with a steel spine you've got all the time in the end we all blend..... One look at him and i begin to blush, all at once my feelings they rush. To my head and to my feet, feelings of love i can not defeat. My heart and soul he owns it all, he looks at me, i hope he saw. How his stare makes me stutter,
Lord Darkness
Comments - Graphics - Layouts - Photobucket I call upon my Lord God ''Send me an angel'' One that will love me. One that will watch over me And protect me However, he did NOT answer me. I then turned to the darkside I asked the same thing ''Send me an angel..'' And I got my wish. There he appeared Suddenly out of nowhere In a cool mist Within the midnight full moon I was in awe Quivering slightly As he stood before me A Fallen Angel My Dark Lord My Lord Darkness That is His Name He is My DarkKnight in Shining Armor He is My Salvation The Ink of My Soul The Passion in My Heart. My Lord Darkness I Love You!
Bombers Bff
This is a Bomber'z Path to Easy Max Points... and an Auto 11's Chance for FuPimpin! You may even find... it's a great way to meet some Good Friends along the way. Just Click the Names... and you will be taken directly to an Auto Cherrie 250+ Folder. Make Sure Autos have NOT Expired!!! This is your responsibility. I try to keep updated, but I'm not perfect. If there are no blinking 11s. They are not currently active. Either planning to activate or just expired. ***BLOG CLOSED TIL*** FURTHER NOTICE WATCH FOR EXPIRED AUTOS Chipper
I can't catch a break anywhere, lol. Our internet got shut off at home so I'm writing this from the library. Faster internet (YAY) but they only allow you half an hour, and I have other things to check (GRR). So yeah, I'll be gone until further notice. But it won't be another 10 months like last year, lol. Love you all!!!!! PS Those of you with my mom's cell number feel free to text me if you want. So I went out with my friend April last night and we drove by where the house used to was still burning. I took more pix, but it was 11pm so they're dark, and I haven't gotten them off the phone and onto the computer yet. The fire inspector said yesterday that he thinks it was indeed arson, but they can't tell for sure until it quits burning and they can go investigate. I guess it's going to burn for a few days before it's totally out. Anyone who happens to read this and has no clue what I'm talking about...go read this blog... and there's an
So True :p
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general.You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take.Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at lmao i cant forget you everytime i close my eyes i see your smile and i cant concentrate when all i do is think about you and my heart and soul cryout for you and it doesnt matter what i do i know ive fallen in love with you i cant explain and i wont hold on i'll trust my heart to sink or swim i miss you so much i cant wait to be with you and im driving myself crazy just waiting to be there with you well guys an gals, my inet has been cut off. my bf is celebrating this fact, i however am hating it. im really sorry to those who i've let down coz i cant get online to dj, but as soon as i come back i promise its for good! t
Inside The Mind Of An Imbecile
Curiosity also fucked the cat, different kinda cat granted but fucked it was just the same. Does a cat know it has 9 lives? and is it more careful on the last one? how about if a cat only has 1 life and it thinks it has 9 is it more reckless? Why is it that when we don't really know how to describe what something taste like automatically it taste like chicken? You ever wish, even if just briefly, that our ancestors didn't wipe out the buffalo so you could taste one? probably taste like chicken. I think blind folks should have seeing eye parrots, but only if it talks. Dislexic folks see love as evol. People who work for the waste management office talk trash for a living. If you work for a hospital, Can you call in sick? and if you do, do they make you bring in an excuse from a doctor? Who in their right mind thought some one would eat something called shit on a shingle? what kind of marketing is that? What organ in the body puts corn back together? I r
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2 spend forever with you I give you my heart mind, body and soul. I give you my love for you make me whole. I give you this promise the promise to try, I give you each breath and the tears I cry. I give you my past my future and now, I give you my thoughts my hope and this vow. To give you my voice, and the music I sing, I give you forever, I give you this ring. I give you my world, all the pain and strife, I give you my hand learn to share my life. I give you this kiss and these words I say, "I'll cherish you always as of this day." I give you my faith that these words are true, for today, I swear, to spend my forever with you. Always & ForeverI was surrounded by darkness until one fateful dayA beautiful light sought me out, found me all alone with walls built high to protect meShe found a way into my fortress of solitudeHer Light swirled around me, bathing my soul in her warmthShe refused to leave me when I protested I was not worth her time, I was broken, I was unworthy of her love
The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, 'What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?' He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: 'Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach.' To emphasize his point he said to another guest; 'You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?' Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, 'You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...) 'Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could. I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor. I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental. "You want to know what I make." (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the ta
Good Sportsmanship & Fair Play
hockey Rule 401. Penalties -- Ultimate takeover Penalties shall be actual playing time and shall be divided into the following classes: 41. Minor Penalties 22. Bench Minor Penalties 13. Major Penalties 64. Misconduct Penalties -- game, gross WITH suspended animation 35. Match Penalties -- for balance 26. Penalty Shot in the arm of appropriate 66 Building ban 78 Double minor is equivalent to 2 37 Safety When play is not actually in progress and an offense is committed by any player or Team Official, the same penalty shall apply as though play were actually in progress. Rule 402. Minor Penalties For a "MINOR PENALTY", any player, other than a goalkeeper, shall be ruled off the surface for two minutes during which time no substitute shall be permitted. When running time is being played, the penalty will start at the moment the ensuing face-off is conducted. If a minor or bench minor penalty terminates during a st
Promise I will be your Dark Angel, I will hold you, when you cry, and make you soar when your happy. Protect you from the world, and be your cure When everything seems to be against you I shall be there to catch you When the people want you to fall. I shall walk with you, You will never be alone. I shall be your Shield, when the armies try to strike. Carry you further, when your legs cant make the goal you want. I will be your guide When you become lost I will hold you you close when you are afraid. I will shall Cover you, with my wings When you are cold. I will bring a smile to your face When you don't think you can. I will be your the one you will awake to each day. I will be there when you lay to rest. I WILL FOREVER BE WITH YOU! Galvin Knight (c) 2009 ALL RIGHTS RESERVED There was a girl who Internally was screaming. Her parents, seemed to miss The constant signs of needing. Her life becomes cold. There was a boy who Never knew what a
The room spun in a chaotic desperation, even the sober were sickened by the slow motion strobe light effect. amongst the shadows a small child hid, clinging to the security blanket the darkness offered. Mumbling words the child rocked back and forth, her tiny hands balled tightly and pressed agasint her face. not even tightly clenched eyes could keep the tears from rolling down her face. Just outside the shadows a "grown woman" laughed, flirting with her eyes she flipped her hair, and tossed another shot back. It burned the back of her throat and she silently blamed that for the tears in her eyes. the strobe effect was becoming brighter, causing her to laugh louder. shot after shot she tried to forget what she could never remember to begin with. The room pressed agasint the childs throat she seperated her lips, threw back her head felt the burn of the shot, and screamed. The room seemed to pulsate as the scream grew in volume. But the rooms contents went unbothered, the shots ke
Happy Birthday Syd
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SB convo..I am bored and amusing should I proceed? Read from the bottom up ->mr_snuffel...: i am me mr_snuffel...: what are you then? ->mr_snuffel...: Um...what do you mean..I hae a cock if that is what it takes to be a guy then i guess mr_snuffel...: meaning? ->mr_snuffel...: i have a kinda i guess mr_snuffel...: you're a guy then? ->mr_snuffel...: No mr_snuffel...: hermaphrodite? ->mr_snuffel...: when I said i was happy with the 7 inches i meant my own cock mr_snuffel...: meaning? ->mr_snuffel...: I am more of a ptcher than a catcher mr_snuffel...: do you?? ->mr_snuffel...: depends do u swallow? mr_snuffel...: i want to try you, up for that?? ->mr_snuffel...: It is in my pants and fills me nicely...wanna try it? mr_snuffel...: 5 more would fill you up even nicer, sweetie...... ->mr_snuffel...: I am happy with the 7 I have thanks mr_snuffel...: want a real 12 inches, baby?? lol So...yeah yeah don't feed the troll...
Unsilenced Voice
the red rose whispers of passion,and the white rose breathes of love,or,the red rose is a faclon,and shay the white rose is a dove.But i send you a cream-white rosebud,with a flush on its petal tips,for the love that is purest and sweetest,has a kiss os desire on the lips. With our hearts wrapped in Saran- Are we here to hear hollow words or sincere verbs taking flight to fan the silence? damn the silence! as it smothers the violence of a ghost locked and chained in solitude engaged in caged enraged soliloquy the words reaching out like desperate hands gnarled and grasping for even the lightest featherlike touch well deep within digital prisons snarling and gasping across chasms from our telephones too afraid of voices making us three dimensional intentional connection scares us crawling back into the void avoidance fits us so well well worn torn and wholly alone I believe love will find its way, and show us the answers to the questions being reveal
Never really said too muchAfraid it wouldn’t be enoughJust try to keep my spirits upWhen there’s no point in grievingDoesn’t matter anywayWords could never make me stayWords will never take my placeWhen you know I’m leaving Try to leave a light on when I’m goneSomething I rely on to get homeOne I can feel at nightA naked light, a fire to keep me warmTry to leave a light on when I’m goneEven in the daylight, shine onAnd when it’s late at night you can look insideYou won’t feel so alone You know we’ve been down that roadWhat seems a thousand times beforeMy back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasonsThat roll out underneath my heelsAnd you don’t know how bad it feelsTo leave the only one that I have ever believed in Try to leave a light on when I’m goneSomething I rely on to get homeOne I can feel at nightA naked light, a fire to keep me warmTry to leave a light on when I’m goneEven in the daylight, shine onA
Child Abuse Prevention
stop child abuse! created @ 2009-05-18 13:58:17   This is a very important message; kids do come first…Subject: "Daddy ... it hurts">   This is A TRUE STORY AND IF YOU DON'T PASS THIS ON YOU DON'T HAVE A>  SOUL!!!>>   My name is Chris,>   I am three,>   My eyes are swollen.>   I cannot see.>>   I must be stupid,>   I must be bad,>   What else could have made,>   My daddy so mad?>>   I wish I were better,>   I wish I weren't ugly,>   Then maybe my mommy,>   Would still want to hug me.>>   I can't do a wrong,>   I can't speak at all,>   Or else I'm locked up,>   All day long.>>   When I'm awake,>   I'm all alone,>   The house is dark,>   My folks aren't home.>>   When my mommy does come home,>   I'll try and be nice,>   So maybe I'll just get,>   One whipping tonight.>>   I just heard a car,>   My daddy is back,>   From Charlie's bar>>   I hear him curse,>   My name is called,>   I press myself,>   Against the
* Ze's Blogs*
If I've told you once I'll tell you again Leave me alone Or you'll be sorry my friend I ain't in no mood To be messing around And if you keep it up It's your body they would've found What! You say that I'm mean Well, whatever then No wait, you know, you're right 'Cause I can't stand you men Walking around all your life Not having to feel my pain And then you say I'm crazy Nah bro', I'm insane So you better watch what it is you say And sure enough watch your back 'Cause eat you up and spit you out Is what I'm about, Jack And when you see me walking down the street Don't let me be the cause of your stress Just recognize and tell the other guys "Watch out ya'll, there goes Ms. PMS" Use love, not hate, please, hate is easy to grasp, but love is the real contest, hold it in your hands, mind and soul, a weapon of love, use it on your fellow man, make him understand, your war. Get violent with it, throw your love around, cause hate, is so easy to grasp Know love brings power, a power to
I Write Too. :-p
“Poor wanderer,” said the leaden sky, “How you go on, by and by. For you do not know which way to go. My, how you travel on so.” For I replied to the leaden sky, “You are correct, I cannot lie. I do not know which way to go If I go the wrong way, please tell me so.” “My child, lie down and look up at me, For I am dark and heavy, can’t you see? Come, child, lie down, at any rate, It is now time for you to accept your fate.” So I did as I was told to do, And lay down beneath that leaden sky. I accept my fate, for this is true, And I now I must bid this world good-bye. [to those who have asked, this is NOT based on a true story. it's just something i made up for a class]. We were way past the first date. The first kiss. The first “I love you.” We already made future plans. Instead of buying Christmas and birthday presents You were buying a ring. And I was buying a dress. But you had to go that bar. And consume one too many drinks. You had to get in
Friends, are you driven near to madness on a daily basis by someone that you'd like to kill but can't? I am of course referring to an uncouth boss or co-worker, a friend, spouse, and in some cases even a son or daughter. Yes, they all can bring one near to the point of homicide on occasion, but take heart. I’ve created a revolutionary new method to get you through those trying times. Ladies and gentlemen, I give you Tap Therapy. It's safe, simple, can be applied in mere moments and begins to give one immediate relief from tension. Here's how it works. Take a pen and a small piece of paper and write on it what you'd really like to tell those offending individuals. Then fold it and place it in any one of the pockets of your pants, shirt, blouse, or coat. I favor the following message, "Eat feces and swallow farts, you bubble eyed, scrotum munching, shit breathed, foul, funky, ill mannered, sorry excuse for a human being. May you develop raging diarrhea and crap yourself into The Gu
Thats IT!!! Im SSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO giving up on the existence of "love"!! I guess its time for me to be a cold hearted bastard! All these years....just waiting around for that perfect match.......when all along all i meant are perfect headaches.Everyone knows that im a good man, i stand for righteous and humble morals......but if you think im going to let my kindness be my weakness.....your sadly mistaken. For years ive spent my life as a single man, looking for a good woman to match.............but since nowadays, society is too twisted and self centered for that to exist, im going to spend the rest of my life by myself. Youve ALL lost the chance to be with the best man on earth (ME). Even after i die, im going to wait for you in the abyss of eternity and didnt want me at my worst, who says you can have me at my best? God, i need a good woman. I need a woman, with my charecteristics, with my ideals......but most as real as i am. A woman, who much like
The Room
broken hearts cant truely be mended. when you care for someone it always takes more then one person caring to make things right. to make things work. distance is the worst factor. it makes you cry it makes it hard and it makes everything not really worth the while. but true love does conquer all as long as it goes both ways. it cant just go one way. i found out the hard way. nothing is worth saving unless you feel it the best way. being broken hearted is the worst thing ever. i guess only one quote says it best. make sure the juice is worth the squize. if it is dont loose a drop and keep it all. things are difficult and people get hurt if they care. but hey what do i know im just a guy with a broken heart that has never mended. dont take my word for it. try it your own way. hopefully your ending will be a happy one unlike mine. we lay awake livin praying and thinking. we lay awake hoping for love from many. few of us knows whats wanted from heart but many knows whats just wanted from t
Erotique Tales And Poems
To the girl whose beauty is present in all seasons I tell you why you are beautiful, here are the reasons: Your beauty extends into the heavens, it goes on forever and never lessens. Even when the clouds heighten you are here and the world brightens. You are like a fruit that constantly ripens your beauty continues to grow no mater what happens. My fondness for you constantly deepens because every time I see you my heart starts to weaken. You make everything else appear hollow where ever you are loveliness is sure to follow. You shine so bright you cast your own shadow a beauty that others would love to borrow. But try as they might your beauty they will never catch because something like you they could never match. Your beauty seems to increase with every breathe it tests the limits my imagination can stretch. It makes me question if what I am seeing is real I only know it is true by the way that I feel. Your beauty is so vast it can't be concealed there is no hiding it y
Ooh Baby That's The Spot!
Please help me force the pain awayPlease don't tell me that it's here to stayMy life has taken a treacherous courseLies brought about by an evil sourceSecond guessing if its all even worth itWith a ton of bricks it feels like ive been hitI feel like there is nowhere to turnDeceitful lies made my stomach churnI wish that i could walk away and turn a blind eyeInstead i sit here in my secret pain and cryWishing that one person hadnt harbored so much hatePushing me towards a doomed fateHurt slices me like a knifeKnowing i was hated enough to destroy my lifeBy someone who doesnt know the meaning of moralityStuck in her own fucked up realityDoes she take pleasure in my secret painKnowing i had it all to lose, she had it all to gainWishing that i could disappearLeaving behind one lonely, last sorrow filled tear AbstinenceAcne MedicineAerosol ContainersAfternoonsAirplane Aisle SeatsAlaskaAlfalfa SproutsAlligator ShoesAluminum FoilAntennasApple JuiceApricot KernelsAromatherapyArtificial NailsAs
Memories Dipped In Blood
I'm sitting here at 1:28 am crying... Listening to a song called "Stealing Cindarella" by Chuck Wicks. Thinking about my father... My father was 17 when I was born. He never finished middle school and was a wellfare child. He left when I was nine months old... I've never met him. I never got those father/daughter moments. I'll never get to dance with him at my wedding. Everyday I think about what it would have been like to have him in my life at all. It breaks my heart that I never got a father, and by the time my "step-dad" came into my life, which is very little at that, it was all ready too late. My brother who not only got his father, but also lives with my mother and he got two step dads as well, got a family when I didn't. My mother never let me live with her, but she kept him his whole life... It makes me wonder what I did wrong to make her not want me. What I'm trying to say is to anyone who is a father out there, even if the mother and you are no longer together, stay apar
And The Answer Is?
Question, does this sound familiar?   Problems can be solved by issuing laws, setting up more bureaus, more regulation, and adding more taxes to pay for these.   Or this? We see the common people in perpetual poverty, excessive taxation, stringent regulations and continuous existence of misery.   The Founding Fathers explicitly warned us about the wrongs of collectivism, over taxation and many other things that most of the people know nothing about.  They wanted to make sure that there was an enlightened electorate, in other words We, the People, so that we can keep the values and Laws of the Constitution the way they were set.  These cause the people to abandon their rights and freedoms with the understanding that the government will take care of us from the time we are born to the time we die.  Many will say, so what?  The answer is very simple, it is not only wrong to think that others know better of our situation than we do ourselves or that others deserve to have what some h
Nothing matters anymoreI've turned away and locked the door I've turned the key and closed my eyes Let spill the tears and stop the lies I want no more to do with this place I want to leave without a trace To pack my bags and disappear To have no regret to have no fear To abandon all my life long dreams To stop the nighttime nightmare screams To leave behind the pain and despair To move on with existence without a care If only this could all be true To go away and start anew But I must live with these tears and lies So I'll lock the door and close my eyes Allow me to be my own person accept me for who I am. Not the person others think I should be. Sometimes I have a lot to say and don't hesitate to say it, but sometimes what I have to say can only be read in my eyes. Understand me my moods and my feelings on days when I’m feeling sunny and on days when there's rain in my heart. I'll never go back on a promise and I will always be there for when you need me. Understand me trust me
Funny Story
 The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the  first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you.'   'Yes', she says, 'I remember it well.'   'OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?'   'Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!'      A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to  himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them.       The elderly couple walk s haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks.  Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the  old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old m
Thoughts Far And Away
Im crying insideLike the howl of the windCold and all aloneThe hurt in my throatLike air caught up trying to get freeIf I let these tears flowI may not have the strength to hold backAs every teardrop falls without wingsSo I sit silently holding in the pain of my heartWhen you look into my eyesYou will see a smile so fake, for so longEven Im fooledHappinessIs a word once filled my heartThey had turned to tears so long agoAnd shattered like mirrors hitting the floorThat was when I saw my lifeThe reflection of meThat was when the light went outAnd felt the darkness's embraceThe comfort she shared I took for loveAs she hid me away from the worldAnd lonely wasnt so lonesome anymoreShe holds me tightAs I shed silent tears into my soulSoaked with sorrow and griefI died so long agoAnd today, all I want is to live againThe kind of life shared with someoneSomeone to hold you tightTo love you just rightTo share with you their worldAs I would share with her mineYou see, this manThis personHas been
Did You Ever?
So my day started off well,then was icky,followed by blah and im bet'n will end with a %*#!!!!! I noticed a lot of people were feeling the same way,walking around like mindless zombies dwelling on how shitty ones day was goin. Well Im not gonna take it any more! I think I am gonna start a blog theme,neh a blog 1up if you will. Starting today I would love for people too post in here 5 positive things that happend to them on said day,Imean the day runs for 24 hours..ATLEAST 5 things being as simple as your fave jam/jelly being on sale at the grocer..or your pup goin a WHOLE day without being on your floor. hopefully this will turn out rather well, and if not for others... I know it will make me smile atleast.   So here we go!!! was sunny today! hardly ever happens in the land on the freezing,wet,foggy world that is mine. pup started giving my kiddos kisses as the went on too school. I think its cute. 3.finally got around too sporting some sparkly pink nail polish (y)
People meet people from all walks of life. some meet on the internet and become man and wife. some have meaniful relationships, some struggle for that perfect answer. some treat there mates like they had a disease such as cancer. i loves are exchanged i hate you's are thrown around too. loving making is a form of expression except when its it only you. it takes two to make a solid relationshop work, but some are only thinking of themselves. some want a mate thats are genuine and some want a mate that has wealth. some care about looks some think all beauty is in the eye of the beholder. some take their lovers for granted some hold them on a pedstal up so high. some will go to great lengths to tell the truth and some will go to great lengths just to lie. so no relationship is me i should know. i have been there and done that i got the movie rights. but its life and thats just the way it goes.... you ever wonder what life would be like if we had our own lil w
Black Listed Vets
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us..........    The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government.   This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above)  with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious.  This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m
Dark Thoughts
This sickness is consuming and terrifying to my soul. I try to breath but only choke on the oily slick putrid foulness of it. Words are empty without a promise to back. I am at a stalemate without a completion of my circle. I feel like a puppet on a string of fiery chains. Sharpened hooks dig deep into my heart to rip away the flesh. Not sure of love in this darkest hour that holds no real truth. Is the dream I wanted so far away and just out of my reach? I hear not your words of encouragement in my soul anymore. The threads of sanity start to shred with the absence of need and comfort within. Time starts to bend , twist and contort into something sick and demented. Happy thoughts no longer hold me in joyous sway as my world starts to slowly crumble and faulter all around me. I know I am loved and special to some but most of them never speak those words to me. I feel like a prisoner in my own home when the repetitiveness starts to overtake me everyday. I want to whisper in his ear care
  JACK'S CHRiSTMAS PARTYJack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's ChristmasParty.He didn't even remember how he got home from the Party...As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong.Jack Had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he saw is acouple ofaspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, Next to them, asingle red rose!Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and Pressed. Helooks aroundthe room and sees that it is in perfect order, Spotlessly clean. So is the restof the house.He takes the aspirins, Cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back athim in the Bathroom mirror.Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in Red withlittle heartson it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick:'Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to Makeyou your favorite dinner tonight.I love you, darling! Love, Jillian. 'He stumbles to the kitchen and sure
Bending Reality
I was told today that I should have been the one that died instead of a great man. A man that took care of his family, loved his wife and was always there wehen they needed him.....right? Or is this story inaccurate? No matter; we all do things we regret, things we want to take back....but careful what you wish for....for when you wish for death, you might just get it. I am a lot of things! But I appauled by the fucking idiots that wanna run their mouths about the things I am not - I AM NOT A LIAR! For anyone who has said I am, Fuck You and show me proof. You are so full of shit, I have nothing to lie about, I have lost it all and been in postions men don't even have nightmares about. That's right, you fuck with me, I'll make your ass hurt. Off subject, fuck it...tell me not to crush it, fuckit. Oh lables...   In the words of the band - Queens of the Stone Age -  "Nicotine, valium, vicodin, marijuana, ecstacy and alcohol." This is indeed The Feel Good Hit of the Summer.    
Well since my last update, I had almost given up. So I thought. I would still write offline messages in attempt to reach him. I eventually gave up on that too... so I thought. I don't know why, but the other day I decided to try and write him again. To my shock, He wrote back last night and I missed it. I was pissed! But I finally got a hold of him on the phone today, and was trying to fight back the tears of joy i had just to hear his voice again. I just now got off of the messenger with him. i told him about the blog and sent him the links. He was tearing, up he said. I'm a complete mess right now.. I'm still sopping up tears.  So, he told me that he had cracked, and got scared. After some time went by, he was scared to write me in fear that I had a boyfriend. He did't think I'd want to talk to him again. We had this discussion before.  I don't care what I have going on in my life, I will always want to hear from him. Even if I DID have a boyfriend... If he showed up at my door..
Please, folks, if you wanna talk or whatever scool, contact me, I will repsond, I have No Friends whatsoever IRL (not saying that for any reason other than it is FACT) so yeah-leaving me secret admirer thingys does nothing, cause Im just going to hope one of the attractive women on the list of em is the one what sent it and Im always wrong because nobody attractive wants me or whatever so yeah, just kinda wasting my fubar points with the whole thing and I dont have much of em anyway seeing as I only get on at the library anyway-read my blogs about computers to get an idea why I wouldnt have my home puter online if I could. damn tho I am angry today. guess I just head out find some greedy asshole to hit with a hammer or sumfin. I have recently gotten a DVD player, and my neighbor has been kind enough to let me run through his collection of great shows on disk...Ive been checking out the commentary stuff to, it can be interesting when youre at home dying of cancer all the time to have s
He Knows Who He Is
Am I living in a fantasy world? Do I need to give up hope? Am I the only one whose toes curled? In the end will I look for a rope? These are questions I ask each day when doubts cross my mind. But all I can do is hope and pray that one day your heart will be mine. After such a brief time with you I miss all of the simple things. I will name just a few since each time I think of them my heart sings. I miss looking into your eyes so deep and knowing that you really care. Your tongue against mine in a gentle sweep while running my fingers through your hair. I miss the steady beat of your heart so strong as I laid my head on your chest. I miss the feeling that nothing could go wrong since you had me feeling my best. I miss your voice as you whisper my name and tell me the things you want to do. I miss feeling it in your touch that this is not a game and hope our feelings we continue to pursue. I know you're not perfect, but I hope you know I trul
Crimson Ooze [cybergypsy]
I wrote this a long time ago when I was with my best friend once upon a time. But he wasn't the one. Best friends don't always work out.   I'm sure I'll find the one I really feel like this about eventually though. :) ---- I could swim in a pool of sorrowsJust to show you how I feelThat's how much pain is insideI tell you that it's real. Well maybe that's not what I want to doMaybe I'd hope to fall in love with you. I feel quite aliveI know I'd surviveA moment of pain for youBecause the beat of my heartIs in rhythm with yours too. I could fly for hundreds of milesJust to see your faceYou make me safe and comfortableI'm never out of place I wish you would hold meand never let me go.Every day is an eternityI just thought I'd let you know'Til the day we are togetherI'll be drifting with the stars Just glance up at the Northern lightAnd you'll know I'm not very far. 02/05/2004 Dancing - Elisa   This is exactly how I'm feeling right now. My buddy Aaron sent it to me and it jus
We Need A Leader Like This
    Prime Minister Kevin Rudd - Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks.. Separately, Rudd angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians. ' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom' 'We speak mainly ENGLISH, not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn the language!' 'M
Vamps Goth Poems
I wish I can forget youand never feel deep painI wish I can bury our memoriesAnd never dreaming youI try to hold back my tearsTrying so hard to erase you from my black heartBut I can’t, I am to weak on you!I just lay here and bleeding for youAnd waiting to death knock on my door, to take me awayWhy are you in my dreams?Why can’t you just let me to die into your armsto feel my heart heatbut you just leaving me all alone with lonelinessbleeding is the only way I can forget youbleeding is the only way I can kill my painwalking through the endless dark pathyearning to taste my fears and as I was walking through my endless pathI just open my arms and letting death taking me into his armsAnd leaving all behindAnd yet again, you are to blind to see how much I love youYou are even to blind to feel I have touched your black heartI am bleeding for youI am bleeding for your loveI wish you can drown in my loveAnd to feel my broken heart into little peaceI wish you can burn into flames
"fucking Women"
it seems that through out my whole life ive dated girls that have had bad relationships.....we date i treat them nice like my mom told me to......then they tell me they can do better than me and i get dumped.........its almost like being supportive and encouraging makes them think that the guy that is showing them that is the bad guy.....   maybe you girls on here can tell me what the hell that is all about...........i know its true that nice guys finish last but how many races do i have to run before i win one?..........just one? maybe its me but anytime i have difficulty in my life my so called "friends" offer what they call "help".   now I know im not the smartest guy on the planet but when you offer someone help that doesnt mean "hey that means we are gonna date!"  it means i took the fucking help right???  i just dont understand the fucking women i attract..........its not like i said hey lets date and then you help me i just took the help that was offered.......key word offered
The Empire!
Fear not of me… I mean you no harm… Let me set you free… The Darkness you surround yourself… Embrace of me… I long to feel your body close to mine… Your eyes looking in my eyes… Your lips kissing my lips… I long to hold you close to me… Go ahead… Take me… Rub your body next to mine… I wanna feel you deep inside of me… I wanna feel your touch… I wanna feel your heart beat… Take everything out on me… Feel me as I turn your hate and rage into passion and extacy… I will tame the monster within you… Light a candle in the night…             She looks so hot...             She looks quite the top...             She'll put you in your place...             Should you ever disgrace...     
Well a lot has happened in such a short amount of time. I'm no longer with my husband but I am now with a very special man with the same background as me as far as relationships goes. I can honestly say that everything that happened happened for a reason and it just wasn't men to be with Chad. Travis only time will tell.. but so far I like where things are heading and how slow things are going. almost as if everything fits just right like it was meant to be. ATM just waiting for school to start up and get bk in the swing of things.... cant wait to get this two yrs over with and work on the next 4yr degree.... want something work hard for it!!!! She's making the move from pre-school to Kindergarten this year, she graduates on the 12th. I've made her a dress this year, she's going to re-use her regalia from last year with two new designs an eagle and talons  already have the eagle on it just have to cut out some talons for the front, Jocelyn's sisters are going to be wearing similar dres
In the end I never forgave you. The time I spent lost gave me clarity over my imprisonment.  See there was a chance and I took it, not for you, not for the idea that I loved you, but for me. Why would I want that chance to go away. Happy for a momment vs an empty life vs life long bitterness,,, I just chose the moment.  I blamed myself, I blamed you, I blamed the air if I could come up with a reason.  It was honestly just a moment.  Deep happiness for a time. The anger came in it not lasting. Maybe I give up to fast, maybe I rushed into it all. Maybe im just broken. Maybe just too many maybes. You came into my life and I didn’t stand up. And I regret that.the moment after it happened till years later im just a basket case of regret. Of taking the best thing in my life for granted. Sad part is, is that im human and I know it will happen again.  So I over compensate. Jump the gun and rush into a burning field with my head down.  Funny part is why keep your head down if you know y
If I never can fix these painful thoughts can you ever foregive me? Will you hold it against me for the rest of my life? How ever much longer it will be? No one knows, not even the doc These painful depressed thoughts are takin over Takin over more and more each day I dont know how to beat them alone anymore Im to afraid to ask anyone for HELP!! Thats my problem ive never been good at askin people for help Instead I suffer by myself and make the depressin worse more everyday Dien inside more and more each passin day Wishin I wont wake up tomorrow   FRLW  9-1-08 Alls I ever wanted was a dad to play catch with and spend time with me But you were just to busy with yourself to take a few minutes a day to talk to me and toss a ball around Now down the road your tryin to make it up me But it might be a little to late for that I can always foregive you and love you But I will never forget how you always said no to me No when I asked you to spend just a few minutes with me
Spiritual / Inspiration / Life Teachings
0/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Introduction Welcome random search engine visitor. Many philosophies believe that you somehow ended up on this page for a reason. It is not known if it is the result of predestination, random chance, fate, a higher power, or something else. This article provides a synopsis of the possible implications of the 10/10/10 date singularity, and of the number ten; followed by a quick metaphysics experiment. Reference List: 101010, Mathematics, Binary, Chaos Theory, Fractals, Psychology. Reference List: Metaphysics, Paranormal, Fate, Destiny, Random Chance, a Higher Power. Reference List: Prediction, Predictions. 10/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Mathematics 101010 (base two (binary)) equals 42 (base ten). Oddly enough, this is evenly divisible by the number of days in a week (7 (lucky)); and equally oddly, is also evenly divisible by the number 6 (which is generally designated as being unlucky). Both a Ying and Yang sit
And My Heart Swells With Love
IMMORTAL BELOVEDThe First Letter   July 6, in the morningMy angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to
"My gat screamed fire, my bullet told me shoot dat nigga hes a liar, i talk 2 my creatie like a bitch on a stroll when mutha niggaz try 2 deck ima lock & pull it out kill'em all, i cant be fucked in dis game ima pyshopath, my AK told me 2 busta niggaz ass, im havin my conversation wit mr.millimeter hes 1 of my bestfriends bitch ass nigga eata"! "This is my spread load up in da back truck u know that old skool bitch, she liked 2 get fucked, im spittin mutha fuckaz by seams, my granddaddy mr.AR15, said he was my only family shoot straight & please dont jam me, my own glock pistol whip me in da fuck'en head cuz he said i wont buy da irfrared, got ina fight @ da club my pistol started walkin told me 2 shut da fuck up & let him do da talkin, i woke up & iwas sick 2 c da guts from my strap, he told me REAP mutha fucka, ur born 2 scrap"! "One for da glock, 2 for da clip, bullets in ya ass make ya hop n skip, fuck dis nigga ima get'em then i dip, I c u nigga ima open up ur chest bout this fuck
In Life..
Hmmm..what can i say about me...i spend alot of time thinking...sometimes too much..i have wants, needs and desires...and venturing further into a D&s relationship i am learning that my wants come second only to his wants needs and desires..I find myself desiring "His" touch every waking moment, and even in my dreams "He" calls to me..the sound of "His" voice moves me like no some people who may read this you may not understand the complexities of such a deep connection such as mine.. Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given   s    p    a    c   e  ,   Although i didnt ask for space i've been given it anyway.. All i asked for was not to feel pressured, i tried to explain and be honest about how i felt and wow it got bad real wanted me to always be real and i was i didnt say i wanted to leave, i asked your advice and you told me that it wasnt your place to tell me what to do-im confused..and i f
Dear Wife:I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw.Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers.You ate in two minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife.Either you are cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone.Your EX-HusbandP.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together ! Have a great life !Dear Ex-Husband:Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you've been.I watch my so
Ok, I'm a old guy. But it kind of disturbes me that people try and sell pics for a bling. a bomb or whatever. Like I really want to see you naked? Give it a rest! If you have a photo on this site, you should be proud to show it, Dont mark a photo as nsfw or whatever and then call it private. The people that do this are wannabes who have something you will never get just to get more points? Like I don't know what a naked lady looks like! You put you ass on a a page like this,,,then show it to all and stand proud! I just saw on the news that a ugly broad could sing like a angle. Think about this..she is unemployed and not really good looking, But her voice..  It's a shame that we and me judge people at all.. Did you ever notice in those old war movies. They have had no supplies for like ..who knows how long...but the Zippo lighter always works> lol
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An old nun Who was living in a convent next to a construction site Noticed the coarse language of the workers And decided to spend some time with them to correct their ways.   She decided she would take her lunch, Sit with the workers And talk with them.   She put her sandwich in a brown bag And Walked over to the spot where the men were eating.   She walked up to the group and with a big smile said: "and do you men know Jesus Christ?"      They shook their heads and looked at each other very confused.   One of the workers looked up into the steelworks and yelled out,     "Anybody up there know Jesus Christ?"   One of the steelworkers yelled down     'why'?   The worker yelled back,     "Cos his wife's here with his lunch" During a visit to the mental asylum, I asked the "Director how do You determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized." 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, the
Funny Or Not U Decide!!!
Wrong Card A new business was opening and one of the owner's friends wanted to send flowers for the occasion. They arrived at the new business site and the owner read the card; it read "Rest in Peace." The owner was angry and called the florist to complain. After he had told the florist of the obvious mistake and how angry he was, the florist said. "Sir, I'm really sorry for the mistake, but rather than getting angry you should imagine this: Somewhere there is a funeral taking place today, and they have flowers with a note saying, 'Congratulations on your new location!!' Roar A little boy was in a relative's wedding. As he was coming down the aisle he would take two steps, stop, and turn to the crowd (alternating between bride's side and groom's side). While facing the crowd, he would put his hands up like claws and roar. So it went, step, step, ROAR, step, step, ROAR all the way down the aisle. As you can imagine, the crowd was near tears from laughing so hard by the time he r
The Sopranos Visions Of Each
ub full of bubbles and hot steamy water, candle flicker is the only source of light. Sweet scent of vanilla fills the air Already waiting for her in the bath, he extends his hand to welcome he in. She takes it, placing one foot into the waist. Hot, but inviting. She slips into the tub, sitting between his strong legs. He reaches and encircles her waist, pulling her back against him. She feels herself let go, relaxes and leans her head back against his shoulder. He kisses her forehead, her nose, then finally touching his lips to her, sweet soft lips. His hands on hr stomach gently caressing her. She turns her head into his sweet kiss, her hands caressing his legs, and his thighs. Lifting he one arm she gently touches his cheek , as she caresses his tongue with hers. His hands move slowly over her slippery wet skin, cupping her breasts, teasing her hard pink nipples with his thumb and forefinger. She moves a bit against him enjoying the feel of his touch. She places her h
I just awoke from a nice, but odd Memorial Day afternoon nap. It seemed like no matter what I did, it fell apart as though I was stoned, drunk, or just stoopid, and i was none of the above! Ok maybe I'm a little stoopid. Just couldn't wake up. 1st I couldn't stop my Jeep from rolling right up to a curb overlookin' a river, ( shoulda been a guardrail there) the curb and reverse stopped me at the last moment. But, I then put it in forward, and *SPLASH!*, I got wet. Then I tried to drink my first beer of the day, with the cop standing right there. The bottle slipped outta my wet hands and *SMASH!* it fell on the road and broke. I got a ticket for littering. Then I went to a friend's house, a fubar regular, and put my hands on the gate to her picket fence. *WET PAINT!* Now my palms are all white. Then I went to open a beer in her kitchen and *SMASH!* it fell on her floor and broke. Now mind you, I'm still straight and sober. I go to light one, *FOOP!* There goes my mustache and e
We all rush to get to a place in life, often times when we reach it, it isn't what completes us ...  We are left wanting more. Sometimes it is good not to want too many things, it's the journey not the destination. I like the song that goes ..     I haven't been on but I have seen people come by my page. Love you all hope to be back soon ... Oh and remember, if you want to make me a chest salute, I would be honored ... nudge nudge wink wink ...       A lot has been happening and I haven't had much time to come on like I used to. All is good. Been busy trying to get my body and life in order and time off here is what helps.   I will keep an eye out for messages and stuff ... Shout outs will be answered when I pop on and off to check up on all you deviates ...   I love you all ........................ Catch ya soon xoxoxo     Risin' up, back on the street Did my time, took my chances Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet Just a man and his will to survive So ma
DEPLOYING TODAY. CAN'T SAY BYE TO EVERYONE. SO, THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT. I'LL BE ON WHEN I CAN GET ON! LOVE YOU ALL. I hate CQ. It sucks, it gives you a lot of time to think about stuff that probably should never be thought of, actually. Lol. I know I bitch about being single, and I know that I'm the only one who can change my current situation, but I'm starting to wonder if there is anyone who can actually put up with my bullcrap! For instance, I talk WAY to much. There are times when MY ears want to bleed from listening to myself for as long as I do. Then let's factor in my indecisiveness. I can NEVER make up my mind about anything. I'm the one who has to get her food to go because she couldn't decide what she wanted when everyone else did. Seriously! I cuss, alot. I don't know why, I guess because the words were always a part of my parents vocabulary...who knows! But nobody wants to take a girl home to meet their parents and the first thing out of her mouth is, "Well, d
The Antisocial Vs. The Social World
So, to add to the already crappy start - a recap and late morning update: Flat tire Vehicular manslaughter of a squirrel (thanks to Mr. Adorable, I've moved beyond the grief for this one) Office ceiling leaking Office ceiling now caving in and plaster periodically showering my desk and files Choked on my bubble gum Lost the rest of my bubble gum Burned my finger while lighting my candle Empty soap dispenser in the bathroom (huge pet peeve) Out of paper towels as well in the bathroom. Toilet paper roll was placed on the holder incorrectly (it must go OVER not under) Ink pen leaked on my hands Used half of the soap I just filled to clean my ink stained hands Spent the first 20 minutes talking to a lady about her schizophrenic son who is in jail for beating up his doctor. Spen the last 10 mintues talking to same lady about the conversations her son has with her when she is not there. *Positive note - first Monday that has not begun with an unwanted penis encounter; howe
People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves.Whatever is in any way beautiful hath its source of beauty in itself, and is complete in itself; praise forms no part of it. So it is none the worse nor the better for being praised. Biliyorum, unutamayacaksın! Ağır ağır geçecek mevsimler, Bir bir ağaracak saçının telleri Solacak albümde eski resimler. Beni hatırladıkça için ürperecek, Boşanan gözyaşlarını tutamıyacaksın. Boşuna zorlama kendini, sevdiğim; Biliyorum, unutamayacaksın. Ve biliyorsun, ben de unutamayacağım, Eskimeyecek içimde sana ait ne varsa Şöhretmiş, servetmiş herşey geçiyor, inan Dostluklar ve sevgiler kalıyor, kalırsa. Sen benim gökyüzümdün, denizim, toprağımdın, Şimdi bir hatıra olamazsın belirsiz, uzak Biliyorsun bazı şeyler vardır elimizde olmayan İşte ö
My Random Writings And Other Stuff
Girl I just got a few things to say to you, because in your heart you know it’s true. I would give my best to you, if you just let me prove to you, that I’m the only one for youBut when I look in your eyes, girl it’s no surprise, I see so much pain inside.But I’m just not like the rest of them, I’ve got no games to play an gotta to say.That if you need then I’m here, to make all them tears disappear   Girl I’m not making any promises, and I’m not goin to lie to youI know I’ll make you mad; I might even make you sad But girl you know if I do, I’ll do my best to make it up to youCause you know my heart is true and I got so much love to give to you   I know I can’t get you everything you want, but I want to be everything you needAnd girl you know that, I want you by my side, and I just can’t hide all these feelings insideAnd girl I just want to kiss your lips, every time I make you smileI just want to run my fing
Existence Unkown
Trapped in a hole I can't crawl out Its me they all doubt pinned, with no remorse out of time of course raining with pain crossed, an alittle insane no longer fun who is the one outside to in even in victory noone will win i cant believe nor concieve the sun went down and then rose i've gotten nowhere just froze screamin for help who will hear all by myself shed one last tear screamin so silent lived a life filled with anger, so violent take it away no longer play body enslaved sould enraged take one last chance this life i dance shadows under darkness wonder within im lost a single life is cost would trade all of this for a glimpse of happiness Colors so bright Imagination of vivid light Twin pine skies Just beneath sun shines rise Glassy waters, overlaying mist Melting soul, with passionate kiss Twisted fate… Irony must wait Thoughts in disarray Fantasies to play Powerlessness Flawlessness Intermittent dreams And silent screams
Original Writings
The Woman I LoveThe woman I loveIs nice and sweet.The woman I loveIs a southern treat.Like a proper lemonade.Both sweet and bitter,Depending of courseOn what mood doth hit her.For me she is like a raging fireKeeping my heart stoked Full of DesireShe is the partner I loveShe is the one I wantWith her I will enjoy my lifeNo matter what comesWe can weather it rightLike two CraziesOut for the night.For her I would do Most any thingShe's the only one I've ever wantedTo have my Wedding RingWe've had good timesAnd times that were roughBut through it all,She's had my love.Every day I pray, That she will be fine.Never taking for granted That her heart is Mine.© 2010 by G.R.Kuder There is no holeWhere you were in my heartFor you never leftThough you tore it apartIt's cracked as hellBut time is my glueBut there is no holeThere is only youI'll love you no moreI'll love you no lessWith you as my friendMy life is still blessedI'm not the guyYou need for all timeBut I was thereWhen you needed me to s
Living With ~ladyfaith~
DIVORCE AGREEMENT                                 THIS IS INCREDIBLY WELL-WRITTEN AND IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE IT'S BY A YOUNG PERSON...A STUDENT!!!  WHATEVER HE RUNS FOR, I'LL VOTE FOR HIM...OUTSTANDING.                  Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists and Obama supporters, et al:                                      We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course.  Our two ideological sides of  America  cannot and will not ever agree on what is right so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile and chalk it up to irreconcilable differences and go our own way.                                     Here is a model separation agreement:                                     Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by la
My Poetry
This is my attempt at encapsulating the 7 Deadly Sins in a single poem.  The woman is in no way, metaphorical of my character. Sins Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of go
My Favorite Poems
A Man Said to the Universe  by Stephen Crane A man said to the universe: “Sir, I exist! “However,” replied the universe, “The fact has not created in me “A sense of obligation.” Sonnet 130   by William Shakespeare My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;Coral is far more red, than her lips red:If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.I have seen roses damasked, red and white,But no such roses see I in her cheeks;And in some perfumes is there more delightThan in the breath that from my mistress reeks.I love to hear her speak, yet well I knowThat music hath a far more pleasing sound:I grant I never saw a goddess go, My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:And yet by heaven, I think my love as rare,As any she belied with false compare. THE FUTURE LIFE by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) How shall I know thee in the sphere which keeps The disembodied spirits of the dea
Loving You
You make my world complete, We belong together, No other can compete. We belong together, I need you for eternity, We belong together, So please never leave. We belong together, You had me from the start, We belong together, You've completely stole my heart. we belong together, Its the way it was meant to be, We belong together, Just you and me. In my dreams, I try to see you and take in your whole expanse-- from the beauty of your smile to the depths of your soul where an ocean swells. I'm rebuilding you out of pieces of clay, with some illogical hope that you'll materialize out of the darkness. The heart alone can perceive these dimly lit realities, and trade longing for patience. And I'm living on the hope borne of these dreams of you, that we'll be together soon. She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed t
Poetry By Kiera Lathan
"Charade" [Prose That No One Knows] by Kiera Rose Lathan [Do Not Copy/Use/Steal/Ect Without Permission!]   Elegant. Intelligent. Quiet. Introverted. Hiding so the rest of the world can't see. Loud. Obnoxious. Ridiculous. Ludicrous. How the world always sees me. I'm sick of this charade. I wish you knew. I wish you knew. Couldn't hear the words, Couldn't feel the hate, Couldn't bear the fate, Couldn't feel.. at all. I wish you could see through my eyes. Look in that mirror, And not be dismayed. I'm waving my white flag. I give up. Finally, last breath, And sigh. Rest assured, My heart still beats in frailty, Broken by all the bats, Shattered with the barbed wire. I wish you could think my thoughts, Feel the world through my fingers, Then maybe.. You would understand what it is... To be me. I make life look effortless. But behind the laughter and the smiles, The jokes and the goofiness, I'm silent. And nobody would know. I guess it's just the upset talking. But i'm sick
FRIEND......   READ MY WORDS...    YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....   YOU DONT GIVE ME ANY TIME IN YOUR DAY, YOU THINK YOU ARE DOIND IT BIG CAUSE YOU GOT A JOB THAT PAYS... LETS KEEP IT REAL YOU WILL NEED ME BEFORE I WILL NEED YOU, AND MAYBE I WILL BE HERE MAYBE!!!!???? I HATE SEEING YOU PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE TO BE WITH YOUR NEW FRIENDS WHO REALLY DONT CARE!!!!! SO WHEN YOU READ THIS I HOPE YOU STOP AND THINK THAT MAYBE NEXT LIFE TIME YOU WONT TAKE A FRIEND LIKE ME FOR GRANTED. i can think of a number of thing'sthat i'd love to my first statment what i'm working toward's is a spritual awakeingand to me that mean's to be able to see everthing in life.and to feel happy and free and to make my life bettertowards my family.and not let any one or any man put me downagain.i am a person and a very sexy lady or at least i think i am no woman should go through life being scared of a man and to say whats on her mind a woman can't be scared.some men are week but most men are strong an
Mixed Nuts
My impatience will be my undoing. I have been around the block so many times I must have a embedded foot path. Full steam ahead...and the immediate yanking of the brake will usually snap me back to reality. I'm still going to cut my hair. Maybe next weekend or the week after since I have to go to a professional. What I won't be doing is sitting here looking at my cell phone, willing it to ring. Been here too many times to waste yet another day. Just like that old country got to know when to hold'em, know when to fold'em, know when to walk away...and know when to face the reality of the situation.   O is for Orgasmless!   Okay...before I go to sleep for the day I have one question.   What is your opinion on anal sex?   Bet you didn't see that one coming..but I'd like to know. I will of course share my opinion on this with you once you have replied.  If you don't wish to post your response in here I understand, there is always the private message option. ;) FuBars litt
Do I Think About Sex Too Much
I WANT TO SEE MY FRIENDS NSFW ALBUMS BUT I'M NOT GOING TO PAY FOR IT.  THE ONLY WAY THAT WOULD BE FAIR IS IF I PAID THE SAME THING TO ALL MY FRIEND WHO ALREADY SHOWED ME THEIRS.THANK YOU IF YOU'VE OPENED YOUR UP TO ME AND IF YOU WANT SOMETHING ASK. DREAMWEAVER I don't really like to talk about my situation but I'll be glad to let my wife explain to u why she left me because she was gay couldn't get along with her lover had a stroke can't take care of herself. If I divorce her my insurance won't cover her care. She is still my best friend even if she doesn't remember why. The other three women in my life including her exlover understand this. That's because they were never lied to and were friends first and lovers later and knew exactly what they were getting into. The only reason I'm here is because my lovers have matured and have their own lives. I supported one while she went to med school, one is graduating from law school next year they will always be in my life and the person who
Just Thinking
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time o
Today, me and my boyfriend came back to my house after a night on the town. Thinking the house was empty, we proceeded to have sex. Just as it was getting good my phone rings. It was a text from my mom, "Quiet down. Even your father can tell your faking." FML Today, I decided I was going to bleach my bikini line, as I have not been able to shave there due to some ingrown hairs, and I also have to lifeguard every day. As it turns out, I'm allergic to the bleach. There is now an angry red, burning rash on my crotch that you can see around my swimsuit. FML Today I noticed that my daughter was making funny noises which oddly resembled sex sounds my wife makes. When I asked her what she was doing she said "I'm pretending to be mommy from last night." I was on a business trip last night. FML
As We Grow Up!
I belive that every thing happens for a reason.People change so that u can learn to let go,things go wrong so u can appriciate them when their right.u belive lies so you'll eventually learn to trust no one but your self,and some times good things fall apart so better things can fall together! she talks too loud,she says things she should keep to her self,she's shy and silly,she can be thickheaded and rude,she wants to much,she stays hidden' behind a fake smile,she cries at night to sad songs on the radio,she runs away from the truth,she dosent want to do any thing but hold you in her arms... And that's when u relize he's the guy you're crazy for,the one who makes you laugh on the worst days,he's not perferct,but neither are you.Sometimes he's stuborn but u wouldent want him any other way.He makes you relize that it's possible to have permanent butterflies.Every love song you hear makes sence because of him,all because he cares so much for you,and you care the same for him!
Little Of This... Little Of That....
Alright, got fuengaged today as many of you know and apparently I have hurt or pissed some of you off. How many times do you have to be told that I'm a fuckin flirt and a perv and that I'm not going to change? It's understood that this is fu, not real life. So tell me wtf your problem is cuz I can't figure it out. You don't complain when you see me on cam in the loung and showing off ass much boob as I can get away with but you're gonna bitch at me for getting fuengaged. That's real nice. If you know me then you know I'm a perv and a flirt and that's just the way I am. I'm not going to change for you or anybody else no matter what. And once again I'll state this simple little fact that seems to have so many people so confused.   IT'S A FUCKING WEB SITE!!!!! Really if you don't like the way I act, then don't talk to me anymore. But don't get pissed off at me over stupid shit cuz I really don't wanna hear you bitching. I'm the biggest perv and flirt you'll ever meet and I like to play
Gedi Pimp
im gonna twist these wordsuntill they seem so ubsurdwhat do i meanwhat does it matter anywaystill leave'n, there aint much to sayso i guess i'll kick rocksdont matter now, i'll get lostmaybe i'll walkyeh, i'll walk for milesmaybe while im out ill learn how to smilecause i bean so down and outmayby i should just split towni got a friend lives up tword the outer bankswell kick some tunes catch us some tasty wavesso im out. out againwill you miss me? were we realy friends?maybe i'd stayyeh, i'd stay right hereif i thought that i had some one who caresso if by land or if by seeill travel on into eternityinto the sunyeh, im on my waydone packed my bags im leave'n today run little rabbit run   bean chasen you for years dove to  grab ya by the ears through the looking mirror                                                                   and the whole world disapeared  and im like, run   every thing's in disaray cried cause i lost my way turned into an ocean walked across with no
Lyrics2 H.i.m.
Leave all behind now to watch her crawl Through our dark gardens of insanity She'll be the light to guide you back home Just give her a kiss worth dying for And open your arms [Chorus:] Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All dreams are of you My venus doom Grieve all your hearts out and she'll writhe enthralled In tragic ecstatic agony And in her flames we will die some more Just show me her life worth living for And light up the dark [Chorus] Hold me inside your infernal offering Touch me as I fall Don't lose yourself in this suffering yet Hold on Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All tears are of you My venus doom I love your skin oh so whiteI love your touch cold as iceAnd I love every single tear you cryI just love the way you're losing your lifeOhohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful y
G-spot vibe....check dirty thoughts about him.....check orgasm??.... OH HELL YES!!!!!!!! Thank you I seriously would like SOMEONE to explain something to me about a brain freeze issue I have. I LOVE slushy drinks. ALL slushy drinks! I drink frozen cokes, or ICEE's whatever you call them in your area all the time. Yes, on occasion, you get the brain freeze. HOWEVER, at SONIC it is different. VERY different. My guess is that there is some ingredient in the slushies at Sonic that is not in other slushy formulas OR it has to do with the actual machinery they use there. When I drink any slushy from Sonic, I get MEGA brain freeze. I am talking about the kind that no matter HOW slow you try to sip it, or press your tongue to the roof of your mouth, take a sip of water after it, or whatever, it is a brain freeze SO intense, it actually makes me sick to the pit of my stomach, and I almost feel like I am going to pass out and/or puke. Slushies from Sonic don't slide down your throat fast
Moon Rise, Moon Set
“Nothing but Torture”        It was morning again, cold, and unpleasant as always. My body wrapped in multiple blankets to keep me warm and cozy. I've always been unable to sleep in a hot room, the window was always draped open to allow a gentle breeze to sweep in. Of course, the down fall of having the window open and allowing the cold air to fill the place up was that it made getting out of bed very hard. To leave the comforts of my body heated blankets and step into the icy room naked as always.        I'm not the prettiest of girls, well at least I would think. I've been told different times, on many different occasions. I have a slightly tanned body, an average height of five feet four inches. My hair long, chestnut brown, and falls over my shoulders in a gentle pile. My eyes a beautiful emerald green. My breasts supple and full, nipple small and pointing upwards a bit giving my breasts the impression that they're fuller then what they really are. I have a slender figu
Fu Haters
it seems as if the guys who i let in on my nsfw pics are so lovin me up until the pointi add them to my soon as they see what the diva has in store...i don't hear from them again! wow what loosers i deal with!! So being the diva i am just cleaned my fam list and posting video clips of me pleasing me and i know they would love to get in now huh...glad i just learned how to post vid i'm really ready to get nasty! so fam get ready cuz it's just the beginning! I'm bored so why not post a blog huh.....Now a couple months back i got into it with this chick and she was posting stuff about me in here status, so being the bitch i am i went at it with this chick named lollipop licker commented on her status which said " if u act like a whore then ur a whore" and the lolllipop chick said "yea to that one girl" now what did she have to do with anything? Nothing  right so i keep buying this young guy she is so in love with and now she really hates me. Now that should
Christias World! I absolutely hate being ignored! I've really felt as if people are ignoreing me as of lately. I feel as if in the lounge I'm  a staff member to ignores everything I say, and I in fact am only talking to myself.  I'm me.... THis is who I am,  i'm not gonna pretend to be someone i'm not to get some people on a website to like me.   I'm all so pissed because people don't understand what married/commited relationship means,  i will not, i don't want to, and I'm not interested in cybering with ANYONE, stop asking, stop trying to... AND NO I WILL NOT SEND BOOB PICTURES! i just don't know what to do,  I don't know what I'm going to do.  I just feel like maybe this isn't the place for me,  or maybe I need to shop around and see where is for me on this site....   I just don't want to always feels like im talking to myself... It sucks.  and 90% of the time thats how i feel. I feel like crap,
A Glimpse Of Poetic Destruction
Title in the works. (This one might be sappy, i dont want a million emails.) I will never forget the girl...who told me it will be okwho showed me the waywho loved me for meso unconditionally I will never forget the girlwho told me it was overwho showed me regretwho broke my heartso painfully I will never forget the girlswho told me the truthswho showed me the realitieswho i let get awayso regretfully So heres to the girl who showed me what it was to be loved. She showed me the joys of simple things. Of little notes left around the house. Found in the pockets of my favorite jeans. The simple texts, when i was feeling blue. A simple, "I love you." So heres to the girl whos heart I broke. My foolishness knows no ends. My blame fall upon myself. I took for granted what could have been. I know now that you truly never know how much something means untill you lose it forever. So heres to the girls who got away. My own stupidty never let them have a chance. No turning back the cloc
  So very many nights I gaze at the sky above me. And it fills me with a peace that nothing else can give. I know that as long as I have my night sky, I will keep the little sanity I have left. So many nights I wish to be a star in the so peaceful night sky. To take me home where I know I belong. I always know that my place is in the stars.   ~Jes   If we truly were ment to undetstand all things. Do you really think we would call this life? For life as I know it, is beyond our understanding. If we truly understood all things There would be no need for confusion, heartache, and pain. We are human made up of many emotions. And left with no true understanding For one thing can mean something different from the next. We may THINK we understand But truly we get a glimps of the whole understanding. Happiness, pride, and joy something we all think we understand. For we may understand what feelings do to us. But do we truly understand what it does to us all?   ~Jes To tr
Mama Says
    I woke up laughin @ myself this morning from the shit I did last nite..or tried to do. Let me start with saying that if any1 owns a BB, it's very hard to take a pic of yourself(my teen age daughter won't do ANYTHING, especially pics) my pics r from my cell, taken in a mirror. Ok, I promised a friend a would make a foot/toe salute for him, harmless enough I think. But, I wanted to be creative w/it...BIG MISTAKE!!! 1st of all, I had the bright idea of standing with my foot up by my face & the salute....are ya startin to see where this is goin? I didn't want to do it sitting or lying down as to not give any ideas of the whole "ankles by the ears" thing. So, I tried putting the salute between the toes, but it looked like I had toes missing besides bending the paper. Literally almost 10 pics later, I tried sitting....on my excercise ball. NOT a great idea. I tried everything, but I just couldn't get everything in the pic. Do you have any idea how hard it is to NOT
The Game
There is a forrest fire. As the firefighters are batteling this blaze they come across an untouched patch of forrest. All around is burnt. In the center of this patch is a man dressed in full scuba gear. No tire tracks anywhere around. There isn't a body of water for 500 miles. How did he get there? How did he die?   P.S. This one actually happened in oregon. The police were baffeled for 6 months. A 7 year old girl solved this with one question! Jack and Jill are lying in a pool of water. There is broken glass all around.   Who are Jack and Jill? How did they die? There is a man in the middle of the desert. He is naked. He is clutching a piece of straw. Nothing around for hundreds of miles.   How did he get there? How did he die?
On A Serious Note...
So I was trying to take a nap today and lines just rushed through my mind for a return letter to Cal Poly. It's my hope to return next Spring quarter, and I've had trouble finding the right thing to say. So instead of napping it away, I got up and wrote it all out. I like it. But we'll see how I feel tomorrow, eh? Anyway, I'd like for anyone that cares to take the time to read it, to please offer suggestions, criticism, corrections, etc. This is very important to me, I'd like to get it right.   This is the letter I'll be sending the head of the college of Architecture at Cal Poly for consideration. I can return as an Architectural Engineering student but I don't want to. I want to study Architecture. And so this is my case (warning, it's very long):     I made the right choice in leaving Cal Poly. Not only was I wasting your time and resources, I was wasting mine. If I were to continue to drift through classes and ignore all the benefits and assets provided to me by you I'd never
i am leaving, i have had enough of the cheating fucking lying filthy whores in this place. one hour starts now, if anybody wants anything out of my pics etc/ now is the time. types of mummers fun people, there for entertainment and friends. angry people looking to blow off steam without really hurting anyone angry people looking to hurt people lonely hearts looking to score some romance serial killers looking for victims cross dressers looking for fashion tips religious zealots looking to show us all the light toothbrush salesmen looking to spread the joy of dental hygiene space cadets looking to.................. nasty fucking tramps looking to take advantage of member of the opposite sex who are in a vulnerable position. ash, in a category of her own bored lonely housewives looking for some virtual cock action mormons fudge packers midgets people who have crossed several species barriers in their genetic makeup obsessive castrati
My Poetry
The Dance Reluctant at firstTo take your handIn spirit I rehearseAnd then I standSo we take the floorAnd I rememberWhen I became unsureYou became tenderEach turn that we take We make another stepEach step that we makeA new memory is setAs the music of your heartPlays its sweet tuneThe voice of my heartEchos around the roomWe glide across timeOur souls togetherWith your love and mineThe Dance lasts forever   Melissa Lay 2006 copywright protected Untitled Thank you for the giftA gentle heartA beautiful soulA work of artBeauty immeasurableI am enamoredJust one touchAnd my heart stammersAn equal partnerFor me to takeIn the walkThat I will makeI have won a prizeI did not earnGiven at a timeOnly God could discernTo you I am indebtedFor your benevolenceAnd I am able to learnFrom your sapience   Melissa Lay.. 2006 copywright protected The Dream   When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us H
Love breeds suicide Don’t know what to do Life seems so empty without you Don’t know if it’s true You didn’t want to hurt me, desert me Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside Just want to know Is there a reason for living Just want to go Back where we came from, I’m begging you Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside You were my reason for living Why did it end Why did it end You were my sunshine, my living Why did it end Why did it end I have reasons to be alone Dying til I see clear There's no revenge to explain Will never come back I perceived your look My time is running out I don't stop thinking I relax my tension... exhale again. I think again I feel so little, Exhale again... feel so little. To lose didn't change your life Taking everything away Everything until the end. I have reasons to be alone Dying til I see clear There's no revenge to explain
Theater Of The Disgusting
It seems like every day on fubar, my eyes are treated to the indignity of another shirtless moron who thinks hes pretty damn special cause he goes to the gym a couple times a week. So all day/night i have to watch these hulks of stupidity roll up my bar tab because some chick added them, and im too lazy to filter it. What makes these fuckin meatheads think theyve all gotta default pic themselves shirtless?"Oh look at me, i dont have an ounce of brain inside my fat stupid head, i cant even spell my name correctly, and im probably a big pussy who skates by safely because i make alot of noise and hope that plus my muscles intimidates people who dont know any better." So each and every day, I gotta watch another cookie cutter fucktard who thinks hes unique, but is really just another pathetic entree in the long list of fucktards with a shirtless default pic and maybe the word "enforcer" horridly mispelled in their name. Really, dullards, put the shirt back on, listen to what your spell
This is my first contest in this area of contests, so be easy on me.This is NOT a Salute Contest, it is a Family Add Contest.Contestants must make EITHER 2 NSFW OR 4 SFW Salutes for the entry fee. {Either uploaded/posted on fubar OR for my eyes only.} Contestants will be only Ladies only.  This F.A.C. {Fam Add Contest} will start on 10 May and end on 31 May.The Contestant who reachs 100 referred Fam Adds of the Contest Host aka PeachZ at the end of the contest will recieve a 135 Blingpack.If there is a tie for first place, then the entry salutes from those contestants will be added on. 1 SFW = 10 points, 1 NSFW = 40 points. For example, if two contestants is tied for first place at the end of the contest I will add the apprioate pts to that contestants count with their entry fee salutes. {2 contestants has 100 people referred to me to add to their family and then I will add on the approiate points of entry salutes, i.e. if contestant done 2 NSFW I'll add 80 points on that contest
Me Singing And Playing Guitar And Bollox
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Fun Things To Do On A Rainy Day In London (expect Regular Entries)
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Lay down, your sweet and weary head.Night is falling. You have come to journey’s end.Sleep now, and dream of the ones who came before.They are calling, from across a distant shore.Why do you weep? What are these tears upon your face?Soon you will see.All of your fears will pass away.Safe in my arms, you’re only sleeping.What can you see,on the horizon?Why do the white gulls call?Across the sea,a pale moon rises.The ships have come,to carry you home.And all will turn, to silver glass.A light on the water.All souls pass.Hope fades,Into the world of night.Through shadows falling,Out of memory and time.Don’t say, We have come now to the end.White shores are calling.You and I will meet again.And you’ll be here in my arms,Just sleeping.What can you see,on the horizon?Why do the white gulls call?Across the sea,a pale moon rises.The ships have come,to carry you home.And all will turn, to silver glass.A light on the water.Grey ships passInto the West. And dance your fina
Here's the main problem with a public option plan: there are no immediately discernible benefits, and if there's something we Americans require, it's immediacy. We're the country that was too lazy to get up off of our asses to change the channel, so we invented the remote control... too lazy to wait for the stove to properly heat up our food, so we invented the microwave... too impatient to know where our loved ones might be, so we invented cellular phones... to ignorant to properly read maps, so we invented GPS... too busy to wait for email, so we invented instant messaging... too aloof to have to wait to know whether or not someone enjoyed the their McCrap with extra cheese, so we invented Twitter. We've so bogged ourselves with the desire for immediate satisfaction that we think quarter to quarter and not long term. See, spending trillions in borrowed money on pointless wars is acceptable, because we can see things getting blown up and assume that there are actual results for money
Just Writing.
Glossy eyes and starry skies, do you even know what I'm saying? I gave you so many chances to prove yourself, yet all you brought was pain. The look on your face tells me right away that you've smoked yourself dumb and when you were off getting high, forgetting about our problems, I was at home feeling numb. Why is your escape so easy? Why do you get the quick release? I'm all alone, sitting by myself. No word from you. Are you alive or are you deceased? Your habits, your choices, and your patterns, they all point to the latter. I can see the problems you are having even when you say nothing is the matter. I promise you, I KNEW these people. Or at least i thought I did. To pick up such an ugly thing as heroin.. the sad part is, they're happy. I feel one of the most important peopleto me becoming so far away and there isn't a thing I can do about it. He told me himself,"I feel guilty because I know my friends and my family feel like shit about this, want me to stop for my own sak
April Rain
Ripping and tearing feeling the skin rip open as the blood rushes out The feeling of a hand around your neck squeezing just tight enough the pain goes through your very soul and it feels so good clawing the flesh off biting  a chunk of skin letting the sweet taste pour into your mouth one taste and your addicted Hold me close and take me completly As i whisper in your ear I wanna fucking tear you apart What is a girl suppose to do when the world comes crashing down what is a girl suppose to do when her childhood is standing her right in the face again When all of the forces ban against her at once trying to drag her down into the hole that she took so long to crawl out of People dont seem to give a shit about their actions or the consiquences trying to undo 15 years overnight not very possible standing strong against one obsticle after another smashing them out of her way like glass made out of sugar I can remember all of the memories inside my
My Poetry
is life a Game,pick up the diceand throw it,and take chanceHit and missWin some lose are draw,Roll the dice againTake a chanceis luck or is fate,who knows, Iam walking roundalone no one two talkI feel so alone like piecesscattered around just cantpick my self uplife getting down feeling depressedand alone what did I do so wrongI ask myself is it me did I do something wrongis it me how  I look people willnot give me a chanceI keep thinking how can I changemy lifewhere I go which direction I takein my life is question mark Missing the routine ofwork getting up get readyin morning doing the routinefeels like a empty space orsome part of me missingwhen Iam not workinggets me depressed sometimesI feel alone other timeslike searching for somethingthat not their with outthat my life it feels like emptyspace or a lost soultrying to find the job whatnot there or it is thereIam to blind to see itthere must be some hopefor me life not this bador have I reached the pointof no return
involve knife play: you coming in from work one day or from being outside me coming up to you holding a knife to your throat and grabbing you by the hair and pulling you to the bedroom. With the knife cutting through the shirt with the knife and grabbing your breasts and squeezing them hard while smacking them too, hard smacks. Enough to make you scream. Running the blade down your chest around your nipples playing with it around your nipples with the tip of it barely pushing it in and telling you "your gonna do what i say or else." Then running the knife down your skirt and slowly cutting it off making you squirm all over the place I put the knife back to yourthroat and tell you to be fucking still. i tie your arms up really tight so you cant get away and put a gag in your mouth so you can scream while i take the knife and move it back down to your skirt and cut it the rest of the way off exposing your panties then reaching inside of your panties and start finger fucking the hell o
Life's Lessons
Orville Smith, a store manager for Best Buy in Augusta, Georgia, told police he observed a male customer, later identified as Tyrone Jackson of Augusta, on surveillance cameras putting a laptop computer under his jacket... When confronted the man became irate, knocked down an employee, drew a knife and ran for the door. Outside on the sidewalk were four Marines collecting toys for the "Toys for Tots" program. Smith said the Marines stopped the man, but he stabbed one of the Marines, Cpl. Phillip Duggan, in the back; the injury did not appear to be severe. After Police and an ambulance arrived at the scene Cpl. Duggan was transported for treatment. The subject was also transported to the local hospital with two broken arms, a broken ankle, a broken leg, several missing teeth, possible broken ribs, multiple contusions, assorted lacerations, a broken nose and a broken jaw...injuries he sustained when he slipped and fell off of the curb after stabbing the Marine. Now that was a well w
Storys Written By Moi.
Sleep didn't last too well for him. The vivid dreams and memories of what was passed through the subconscious process of his thinking, driving him into a dark hell where mercy no longer existed. There was no Auntie Cherrie, no way to get back to the radio to call for help. Just him and the reaper. For a while, he did sleep. It was something that had pulled him in with a twisting effect, spiraling into the confines of darkness where the dreamless venture unfolded to an unkind monstrosity. He could see his mother standing there, holding her arms out to him. She had a smile on her face- But that was the last thing he remembered before the phone began to ring somewhere. It was a battle of awareness and mechanical function as he was pulled from such a sweet slumber. His eyes snapped open and for a moment, the reaper was staring him in the face. He rolled over to his side and reached for the cell phone that lay resting on the stand. The number was blurry as he tried to focus but he still a
Dragon's Breath
Strolling along... Slowly, with a swagger all my  own... Fatigued from waiting, patiently... The chance to let  loose, explosively... And make my humbling presence known... Is here. From the beginning, it was difficult. Rising from the ashes takes time. Patience is a hard thing to learn. Time for another lesson. Stumbling is better than falling. The only thing left is to make the fall look good. Roll with it and keep moving. Calmly, I sip on on rum so sweet. The good kind: robust in flavor and red in color. They scold my delight because they don't know. Oh, how I long for it! And yet I'm afraid because I love it so!! It consumes me like the fire from the flames of hell.
Blog Space
Tonight is the first night in over a month that I'm going to a decent party.  I can't wait to see how this goes :)  Nothin but bombs and beer.  I haven't "busted a move" in quite some time, so here comes the jager! Would it be better to have love for  a while and have it go, than to never love at all?  I've had that question in my head lately.  One of the last relationsihps I had nearly killed me in the end.  But to just wander as a single guy feels good.  However, it'll never feel as good as knowing there's someone to talk to when it's quiet, and you're the only one in a big house.  It hurts, just a little.  But people digress.  How do you let someone know how you feel without words?  Maybe it's not a question easily answered.  Maybe it's more experienced than anything... I bought myself some Jelly Bellys.  I love em.  I was just grabbing them out of the bag at random, and I bit into one that had a taste similar to Jager.  Ah I can't wait for the party ;)  I had to savor that Jelly Be
My Dearest and Best Friend.. Moaner... Sin.. Tammy... Is going through a real rough time.. And this Note is for her...     When a person is born they are like a a baby tree, a sapling As they grow older they branch out and leaves bloom...  But deep under the earth, roots are growing... Every year the leaves change colour and fall from the tree...  But the roots never fail, every winter they get stronger...   Now you may wonder where this is all going,  This long drawn out analogy of a tree, Your Grandma is the tree of your family, and each root spreads to the hearts of those who love her.  Even when her leaves have fallen and you can no longer see her... You can reach into your heart and feel the roots she left... Im really sorry Tammy.. My words may not be able to express it correctly.. But your in my heart and prayers...  one day you will grow up  and question everything  and i know you will think  why didnt she want me?  and why didnt she fight harder?  baby, oh s
My Poetry
High heels and smoke filled thoughts Litter the street in disgust Strangled children and crying howls Scare away passing strangers The city of the damned and the condemned Is the name that has been known Shot in the face or lingerie and lace Decides your future fate Scream his name as loud as you can You’re in our town now Dreadful darkness clouds your world Until it is no more We are the ones you have abandoned Now we want revenge Stumble into our world and onto my knife Your are in the city of the damned Silent crashing waves Flood my dark consciousness Drowning all lies in a silent whisper Revealing unknowing certainty Flirting moon of daring desire Eyes sparkling of deadly determination Slipping into the shadowy abyss Reflected feeling of floodless truths Dreamy visions of something deeper Replacing tears of existence Crashing around like falling debris Shouting though crashing waves I have dreamt of the hand of god around my neck Telling me
Nerdiness 101
so i've noticed, over the course of time - that we make friends.. and we lose them. sometimes, it's the people we never thought we'd fall away from, that shock us the most. there are days that i log on here, and visit the pages of certain "past friends" and wonder what the hell happened? but then i realize that this is just the way life is. we fall away from our school mates after graduation. we stop being so close to our siblings after we move out of the house. its a lot like the honeymoon period of a marriage, i suppose. so, can anyone shed some light on why it always sucks so much? cause i'm at a total loss... you'd think that we, as human beings would be totally used to this progression of things.   thanks for any insight! Tomorrow night I'll be hosting a Birthday Party for Anti-Lounge @ 10pm.   We'll be having 2 games of trivia, each worth  $2 million fubucks.   As well as random fubuck giveaways to the party-goers.   Come stop in and have some fun with us, there will
a girl an angel of the world she has dreams hopes love and hate she crys she falls apart she pushes you away says things that make you walk away why because she's broken she has no feeling anymore she feels so alone in the world like a face forgotten and no one to cry out to she gaurds her heart so it can't love anymore she sheilds her self from love because so many times she's given it away to only the wrong people and they bruised her heart and shattered it and stomped on it and shoved it in her face so she stands strong in a world where she's nothing leting it all fall around her she's only one person not the whole world she has so much to deal with when she trys to tell her soul begins to break as you won't listen to her she needs a helping hand only to make it through this tough world the only one she has she wont let go of she loves this person so much it kills her  she fears the worst the one day that person will be gone  forever so this girl feels like  an ange
How hot your look and how perfect your breasts are. I love the panties you have one, and the color goes great with your body, I can imagine you have deep eyes? Anyways I am imagining you doing a strip tease for me and about to throw your shirt at me. You throw it in my face and as I pull it off I notice you ran and jumped me (pushing me back on the bed). You started to give me deep kisses and slid your hand down my chest and you grab my belt and pull. I give a little groan and you feel my pants immediately fill up with my hidden hardness. You then undo and rip off my belt and quickly rip my cock out and begin to fondle it and my balls. Meanwhile you are still kissing me and I am caressing your sides, ass and chest. After about a minute you bite your lip and look into my eyes and then nibble and lick your way down my body and give a long lick all the way up my shaft. This causes me to shiver and arch my back a bit as you take me into your mouth and give me the most amazing head ever. As
Definition Of Intimacy
I am the lords work I am his will I am the words he spoke when time beganI am the wind that blows and the waters that flow I can be a hurricane or a gentle breezeI can be the rivers flooding or a misting rain I can be an earth quake or a sunny dayI can be lightning striking or a breath taking sunsetI am a force of nature and just when you think I have lost my strength  God transforms my energy You are the air that I breath The first breath that I take when I wakeFor loves sake I wont hesitate Take your heart and hold tight Cherish your presence with every sight For loves sake for loves sakeI will embrace your essence the very soul of youNever a question if my love is trueFor loves sake I wont brakeI give you the light in me All that I am all that  I will be  For all the world to see For loves sake I wake I give you all I haveYou are all I need In your heart let me plant loves seed For love sake I waitI will never equivocate The soul of me I let love saturate  For your loves sake I live
Caddy 101
So I have a cat... as you all know... and he's continuously eating bags cause thats how he shows hes hungry (he also licks water bottles and glasses when hes thirsty) Thats not the problem though the problem is he does it every time I wake up and when I go to check... he already has food in his bowl. ( I think he has me trained) So in order to stop this I have been ignoring him and he evenntually after many times of picking him up and placing him by his food bowl he eats it. Now after he eats it he throws up right afterwards. Every damn time. He's a Maine Coon so he's the most intelligent of all cat species could he be telling me something I may not know?   Yes I should probley take him to the vet. But its to expensive... I can't even afford health insurance for myself and I have two gaping holes in my wisdom teeth. So here in lies that problem.   On top of that cat food is expensive for me with him. Three years ago he was proclaimed 95% dead when I got him to the vet
Nsfw Stuff
My Outlook..
Life is too short,grudges are a waist of perfect happiness,laugh when you can,appologize when you should,and let go of what you can't change,love deeply,and forgive quickly,take chances,give all u can,and have no regrets.Life is too short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad,smile when your sad,love what you've got and always rember what you had.Forgive but never forget,learn from your misstakes but but never regret.People change and things go wrong but always rember life goes on... i said hello,i think i'm broken and the world was was only jokin',It took me by suprise when you went away.I was trying to be clever,for the life of me i never would have guessed how far this simple truth would lead,You knew all my life,and all my tricks,and how to heal all my pain,that no medicine could ever fix.I blessed for the day i meet you,and i  i'm thankfull that he let you,lay beside me for a moment that lives on.the good news is im beter now because i can look back at all the time
I am no Preacher, but I am gonna get my preach on for a minute here. See it's ot our words that are gonna stop the world in its tracks. Our words will not changed the world, they've heard it all. It's npt normally our music. Normally we make our music for us, for the body, to sharpen each other, edify the body, to Glorify our God. Once in awhile a song crosses over, but it's not typically the music that's gonna stop the world in it's tracks. Our music is not gonna change the world more than likely. It's not our buildings as grand and beautiful as some of our church buildings are. It's the architecture that's gonna change the world. I believe what will change the world, is when we begin to love each other and when we beging to love the world. And when we begin to reach out to the orphans and the widows and the lower income families in out communties. When the world sees that kinda of love, I mean undeniable love. I believe they will stop in their and tracks and say "Yo, what ever you pe
In The Beggining
How Does It Feel?     Did you think I cared, did you believe my promises Did my kiss make it seem like forever, did they come true, your wishes Did you lay in your bed at night and thank god I forgave you Were you planning our future, belive all your dreams came true Now that you know better does it hurt, are your tears like fire.. Do you question every word, every touch, is death now your desire Is there pain in the pit of your stomach, cutting at your soul Are you wondering if you'll ever love again, your life out of control I know what your thinking, the anger, the pain,  how your feeling I'm feeding off it, it soothes my pain, it is the beggining of my healing You thought it was behind us, your hurtful words forgotten, never I could never, it was too deep, the scars a reminder, my way of life I hope you hurt now, maybe next time, you won't cut with that knife He pushed me, my beliefs, my inhibitions, my body, my mind, my proverbial line.. I wanted him mo
Just Me
Under the silent moon she baths, her long black curls illuminate,The eyes in the night reflecting thender light,The gyspy lady gives the come hither smile, and all that is beautiful in sight,Bows with great serentity to the gypsy lady of the night.I thought I saw her whisper gently, and oh, how this held me so contently,To hear the tender words expose, all the beauty of a rose,Nothing in this earth can compare, to the beauty of the gypsy lady so fair.This is the lady I speak of, her kindness like no other,The one who calms the oceans with a touch of her words,Her beauty nothing can smother, for it is the gypsy lady whose name remains,Triumphant and Victorious.   I never would have thought thatthere'd be a you and me.It wasn't plausible.It wasn't possible.But out of the star-crossed skyfell an opportunity.It feels great.Its so special.Its like magic.It makes my lifesuch a blissful state of euphoria.My eyes sparkle.My soul dances.My heart rejoices.My body quiveres with your every word.M
My Thoughts
Be warned: this story is beautiful but tragic. It begins with Orpheus, the best musician that ever lived. One strum of his lyre, one note sung, and beasts would crawl to him, rocks would shift their moss to move to be closer, trees would tear their roots to be closer to him. He had more power than a mortal man ought to for he was the son of the Muse Calliope. He lived his life simply and carelessly until the day he met Eurydice. She was a Dryad, and when they fell in love it meant everything to them. But the rustic god Aristaeus saw Eurydice's beauty and desired it, and did not care that she was unwilling and in love with another. She ran from him in terror, without thought to her step, and so it was she stepped on a poisonous snake in her flight. The venom of its bite killed her at once and her spirit went to the Underworld. Orpheus was inconsolable. His grief was bitter, but he did not let it lull him into a stupor, he decided to take action. With his lyre, Orpheus descended i
I only have myself to blameFor these tears and the pain.I was the one who let you inAfter I promised myself never again.But I didn’t knowThat one day, you would go.You said I could trust youAnd that you would always be there to help me through.You promised you’d never goBut I guess now I know.Promises don’t mean anythingBecause promises can be broken and hope can sink.Proving that all good things do come to an endAnd life-long journeys of friendship can turn into dead ends. Nangula Nafuka And again.The light fought back the darkness.Silent darkness...It fought back the fog.Merciful fog covering earth.Protecting from the light.Glaring light.Too glaring.Pains.Heat.Fire.Sun lighting the vampire.Sun lighting meas it once burned my soul.Hiding.Where to go?Merciful darkness.Hiding shadows.Protecting me from light.From sunlight.Sunrays touching me.And again pains...Escaping.Hiding.Shadow.A place to pass the day.Keeping my death away.Sleep.Passing time.Finally the sun sets.Th
Love Letters
Since you've claimed me, I've found that I no longer wear makeup when I leave the house every morning, and it's not such a big deal if I wear shorts without shaving my legs. I walk with a swagger and toss back my long blonde hair like the girls I see in the Garnier Fructis commercials. I greet complete strangers I pass on the street. I smile a lot. I laugh loudly. My fingernails, which are almost never painted because I bite them down so far they bleed sometimes, are presently a sparkly Cleopatra gold. It doesn't even really bother me that they've started to chip off. I worry less. I am more forgiving. I quietly hum to myself in public. My dreams are pleasant. I've ceased to obsess over the fact that my BMI regularly fluctuates between "normal" and "overweight". I make a sincere effort not to gossip. I tell my family I love them more often. YOU love ME for who I am and it makes me feel WONDERFUL! (Inside and outside) Even better than this is the knowledge that I make you feel wonderful
       my heart beats,my blood flows,my vein pulses with antisapation for the one who will sink their teeth deep in my soul and feel what i feel and claim ownership of this soul longing to belong!!!!     oh hell,what to tell,one day my heart fell,and that very day i was stuck in a painful hell,to the point u want to say luv doesnt exist oh well,all ive ever had is a endless roller coaster of pain,as my tears stain,my cold and empty heart,with memories that tears me apart,from my soul,because i have a endless hole,in my soul,looking for the one to make me whole,as time takes its toll,on my cold empty soul!      i wish i had the ultimate man,the ideal fan,he is so sweet and kind,he is always on my mind,he steal my breath right from the start,he knows what is exactly in my heart,sum1 who will luv me for me,and all that he will see,i want him to always think of me night and day,and i want him to always say,i luv u i miss u i need u,and everything i say is true,i want my heart to pound,wi
Well I'm Back Again
THE LAST GOOD BYE.   I turned my head away so she couldn’t see me wipe the tear from my cheek with the back of my hand. When I turned back she was looking at me. I could see it in her eyes that she already new that she would not be going any further with me. Where she was going I would not be able to follow. Her breathing became more shallow as she tried to smile at me. She was so weak that she could hardly speak. I knelt down and bent close and place my right ear close to her. So I could hear what she was trying to say. As I knelt there I looked into her blue eyes. They didn’t shine like they used to now they were a dull grayish blue. I swallowed hard and fought back the tears. I gently stroked her face and said “They will pay for taking you from me.” My dear sweet wife raised her hand and gently stroked my beard like she had done a thousand times before. But this time it was different because both of us knew it would be the last time. She then said to me
Things To Add To Your Name
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The Way Of Things
Michael Stewart Band  5/27/11 - Red Light Cafe 553 Amsterdam Ave, Atlanta Ga  Message me for tickets       In the past 2 months or so I've put serious thought into the meaning of life and why I am here. Haven't really found a clear cut answer yet. A bunch of almost and maybes. I will tell u something though. There is a reason why I am here. Its simple yet so profound, but i can't put my finger quite on it. I've been thinking, almost to the point of going to the hospital, crushing under some sort of mental terror. People, on average, don't think this much. I've also reasoned that I have gotten a huge amount of awareness of myself and my surroundings. Example : I went over a friends house to just enjoy the company and maybe get to have a nice conversation about serious issues that are going on in each others lives. Didn't happen, lol. Instead what happened was we smoked way to much pot and sat there mindless. Now don't get me wrong, pot rules. But I've found it muc
Darke Angelz - Know Us
The Sexcee BisexceeI am an almost divorced, 34 year old mom. I am multi-talented, and have my hands in and on quite a few things.I have been on the Fu for a while, but didnt really get interested in it until I met these realy good and cool group of people. I am an Aquarius, and am very true to how my horoscope reads.I am probably one of the realest females ever, and I am also very sarcastic, but I think Im funny..I luv making new friends and hope that all the eyes that read this, remember me. Luv, Hugz, and Kisz to my Darke luvs and family!!!!! ICEE™@ fubar   My name is Ernest but everyone calls me ICEE. I'm 5'7 185lbs. Ive been on the FU for a few years now and have met many good people. I'm the coolest down to earth person you will ever meet. I'm a clown that can joke forever but be serious when i need to be. I like to make my friends laugh and be there when I'm needed. I'm a true friend if u need it. Not sure how to describe me because i don't usually do this but ask and ye
Pain And Darkness
in the midst of loving deaththe warmth of such re'surring breaththe end it seemsthe only wayfor our two soulsforever stayin satan's romance; razor bladesblood's eternal - never fadeslike demon dreams of red romanceour souls now there:the killing dance ©DS 1975 Around, all around, the shadows gather.My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart.It mutilates me, and darkly mylife's blood dripsto the fallen despairing leaves.In my madness I call your namewhile Death's shadow surrounds me.Now alone, my love falls upon uncaring eyes.This is because of you©DS 1975 DON`T SAY A WORD DON`T STAY AWAKEREST FOR A WHILE, FOR A LIFESLEEP QUIET MY HEART, I DON`T NEED YOU NOWAND IT MAKES ME WANTWANT TO FALLDARKNESS CALLING, COME TO REAP ME FROM MY LOVEI DESIRE YOU, FOR ALL MY HEART I`VE COME TO THISI WANT YOU TO COME, COME FADE MY SUNCOME AS YOU WANT, TONIGHTBURN SLOW MY HEART, I WON`T WEEP YOU NOWAND IT MAKES ME WANTWANT TO DIESAY ONE MORE PRAYER TO FALL DESIRESAVE ONE MORE HEARTB
Daily Ramblings
soooooo... i think i might delete my account. nobody really talks to me. they view my pro, comment my pics, but when i try to start a conversation with them, they're like "hahahaha no, i'm not going to talk to you", i dont get it people! why wont ya talk?   i think its because of all the fake people on here... fake pictures n shit... sigh.. oh well, it is what it is.. if things dont change soon i'm leaving the site and not coming back... going back to facebook  I moved out of my parents house last year and have been living on my own for the past 8 months. moved out of my first house and moved into an apartment with a room mate. my dad and i were the only ones on the lease. the room mate promised that as soon as she got a job she would start contributing to rent. she bought food for the house every month. she swore up and down that she would start looking for jobs. it never happened. yes she bought food, but that doesnt cover the room she was staying in, the utilities and the internet
Random Musings Of An Emotional Sort
So about 7 months ago, I found myself in despair about my life. I was unhappy. My marriage had failed. I was depressed and alone. I needed to fix myself and my world. I met someone who I thought could do that. She was intriguing, funny, and so very different from anyone I had ever met. I fell in love. Very hard, and very quickly. She was, I thought, the most amazing person I had ever met. She doubted my view of her, and as it turns out, she was right. In the end, she turned out to be fickle, unforgiving and just plain mean-spirited. I think there is such a black cancer in that woman's heart that she is incapable of really loving someone. She is too judgemental and cruel. I think she confuses flattery with feeling, and she will chase that her whole life. I wish she realized that I was willing to shatter my world to be with her. She just took too much of my love for granted. Everything she ever gave came with strings attached. She held all of my hopes and dreams, and
Help My Friends!
Click here for the 944 Cover Contest! SUBJECT: looking for hot ladies with webcams to promote my webstore looking for hot ladies with apple bottoms & webcams to promote my webstore-will pay $50 and provide boyshorts for ladies to make a 5-min video like this  one- reply with pic to   -------------------- Here’s some good news for women who find it hard to squeeze into their skinny jeans, courtesy their big bottoms: a generously proportioned derriere could be good for health, say scientists. Researchers believe the type of fat that accumulates around the hips and buttocks, rather than around your stomach, may offer some protection against developing the disease. But fat that collects around the stomach, known as visceral fat and often resulting in a ‘beer belly’, can raise a person’s risk of diabetes and heart disease. That means people with pearshaped bodies, with fat deposits in the buttocks and hip
  "We can lift up our hands to the sky Find all those strings that they're pulling And keep from falling back Into our old rythmic poses turning us into machines" -Darkest Hour "Demons"   Interesting usage of the song Illusion by VNV nation to AH's really inspiring short movies.   I'll post the vid in the stash section since fubar hates me.   Sometimes life gives you lemons and you make lemonade. Other times life disqualifies you before you even get the lemons. I don't know how that works but it does.  Only you can't be mad about anything when you saw it coming before you even tried.  Lesson being, never give anything a chance that wouldn't give you the same in return. Het is tijd te ga rug. I should have been on my  way back in the summer. Where the hell is my passport? There's no salvation In a world where you worship proven fiction And no redemption for a life of servitude You bow and you heed Unhallowed command Your only care
Fallen Pittsburgh Officers 4-4-09 (rip Eric, My Friend)
I Am A Pisces Man
Ladies, have you ever said to yourself, "Why can't men understand women? Why don't they understand us and our needs better?" Enter. . . the Pisces male.Our fishy Piscean man is a self made man. He doesn't hatch a plan for success but more so, plants a seed for it and patiently waits for it to sprout. One word - visualization. He plants the seed for his intentions and then visualizes what he intends them to become. He is a patient man and regardless of whether or not his intentions are already realized, he'll carry himself as if they are. By behaving as if he has already attained his goals and received their rewards, he thus becomes his own self fulfilling prophecy. You could say he's a master at the Universal Law of Attraction. Intention, visualization, behavior modification = manifestation. That's our Pisces male in a nutshell.Sextrology puts it best by saying, "Infamously unbeholden to anybody but himself, he trails nary a trace of emotional or psychological baggage, often tossing as
Lyrics That Mean Something To Me...
I'm so fed up with everyone around me No one seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change I'll never be the same It's always do this, do that, everything they want to I don't wanna live that way Every chance they get they're always pushing me away It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change I wanna lay it all to waste They're always say this, say that, nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way Every chance they get they're always shoving me aside It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'M DONE! In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you for eve
My Thoughts
Dear Diary,Just moved to Texas! Now this is a state that knows how to live!! Beautiful sunny days and warm balmy evenings. It is beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here.June 14th:Really heating up. Got to 100 today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun everyday like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper.June 30th:Had the backyard landscaped with western plants today. Lots of cactus and rocks. What a breeze to maintain. No more mowing the lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here.July 10th:The temperature hasn't been below 100 all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least, it's kind of windy though. But getting used to the heat is taking longer than I expected.July 15th:Fell asleep by the community pool. Got 3rd degree burns over 60% of my body. Missed 3 days of work. What a dumb thing to do. I learned my lesson though. Got to respect the ol' sun in a climate like this
The Herb Corner
If you could pick one item for your natural medicine cabinet that could ward off cold and flu viruses, eliminate warts, cold sores, athlete’s foot, dandruff, respiratory tract and sinus infections, what would you choose? If oregano oil doesn’t come to mind, it’s time you gave this overlooked and potent remedy its rightful place in your natural first aid kit. The Research is in: In a study reported by Science Daily Magazine, oil of oregano at relatively low doses was found to be effective against staphylococcus bacteria and was comparable to antibiotics like penicillin in its germ-killing properties.Researcher Paul Belaiche reported his exhaustive studies of aromatherapy oils in his three-volume work, entitled, Traite de Phytotherapie et d’Aromatherapie (Treatise on Phytotherapy and Aromatherapy). He used a testing method that allowed him to examine the effectiveness of essential oils against specific bacteria, called an aromatogram. His findings on the effective
Somethings For My Peeps!
"Forget that playin' doctor is for kids! Let's play Gynecologist!" (was what I was thinkin the first few minutes) "Can I flirt with you?"  (for a long time cuz this so much fun) "How about you and I go back to my place and get out of these wet clothes?" (maybe I am just speaking for me) "I'll cook you dinner if you make, me, dessert." (I really love cheesecake) "The gods were happy the day we met" (I now often wonder yours or mine) "Can I please be your slave tonight?" (Pleeeeeease, pleaaaassssee pleeeeaaaassseee....) "Excuse me, do you have the time.....and the energy?" (pleeeeeaaaseee pllllleeeeassseee pleeeeeaaassseee still thinkin bout the last one..) "Would you like to come to a party in my toolshed?" (lol, yes...yes let's) "Come over here and get a taste of America's Most Wanted" (I could never say this without laughin' ) "Are you a virgin? (No.) Prove it!" (at what point are you a "born again virgin"...either way tee hee) "Do you mind if I end this sentence i
Burn me [Not like you should] Hurt me [It won’t do any good] Kill me [A favor to the world] Slay me [In my bed I lay curled] Fight me [No worse than I have done] Fuck me [You can have all the fun] Offend me [Go on push me away] Ignore me [Until the next day] Abuse me [When I pull the last stunt] Find me [No longer will they hunt] Unveil me [For I will show them the true me] Cut me [Show them how I can no longer bleed] Feel me [I can no longer feel pain] Shoot me [My eyes no longer rain] Hate me [You can hate me all you need] Lose me [For I hate myself more than you could ever hate me] Forget me… Suicide Don't give a fuck about this My life or any other Just go away and let me hang Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer I'm in control Living a lie Make you pay at all cost for this Love sick Bullshit Bring it Decisions making themselves I don't need you Thorns in my side So I die No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted
The Ugly Truths
            Hell Yeah!! People I'm back. It's time for your healthy dose of some ugly truth. What better a topic to throw some ugly on then this wondiferous place so many of us spend so much of our time in. Yes Fu-Land I’m talkin about you and these wonderful subjects deemed fu's which more then half of us should just be called hypocritical fools.       You may ask why? Ohh why such the beef with Fu-Land? It's simple really..I cant stand any place that reminds me of HighSchool..Where a Bunch of Lonely Skank-a-Dillas and holier then thou wife jackin man whores become hypocritical jackasses and are able to dictate what was once a fun place. You don’t like homosexuals, interracial relationships, bisexuals, that’s fine your entitled to your opinion but go bitch about peoples god given freedoms on some redneck retard blog site with others that share your views don’t come up in a public place and make it hell for others..       I'm a product of an interracial marr
Its Whatever
Somedays there are ups and sometimes there are downs. When your heart belongs to someone else its hard to deal with the emotions that come and go. Sometimes you feel like your their one true love and they never want to live with out you....... then there are days when you realize your easy to replace and maybe your just another face in the crowd. Today is one of my down days, where I'm processing information and just dont feel special at all. I felt like I might be a little different then all the others. But maybe I'm not, maybe there is no reason for me to be separate from the others. I sit here crying and my heart aching over something that is stupid and small in comparing to everything else. But my heart has been hurt before, I've been told before that I stood above the rest and I ment more then the others. All lies in the end and I can not or will not put myself in a place where I am forgotten, not wanted or just not important enough to feel special. To more then the others, to be
Chlor A Form
SO, if you dont already know who i am, if my foreboding truth not found its corrupt way into your rampent heart by reputaton alone, then you are mere substunance for all the mighty demons and angels who thrive as true gods amonst the hardened, evolution of advanced hybrid interaction...if you dont know my name...that is to say i dont know yours,,,,,which is the madness of this electric,digital,emetional, and artistic technology which we all use without a care for anything other then legend. We are the new gods, and we are few, we are phatoms, we are beatiful, and elite, we are love. death, hatred, and light, all confused together so that we may experience ourselves once more, because nothing delights us so much as our company which we forge and reforge in the heat of the sun and cooled in the darkness until all of its substanece finally run out and it have no value whatsover least we wish for its painfull death, so that ways you may at least delight it pain.....because you wonder amon
To My Love
when im with you eternity is a step away my love continues to grow with each passing day   this treasure of love i cherish within my soul how much i love you youll never really know   you bring a joy to my heart ive never felt before with each touch of your hand i love you more and more   whenever we say goodbye whenever we part know i hold you dearly deep inside my heart   so these seven words i pray you hold true forever and always i will love you If you could read my mindThere you would findThe two of us intertwinedThe image of you I have memorizedI remember enough to fantasizeI close my eyes and there you areIn my mind, so you're never far.I caress your lips, your face, your hairAnd hold you close, so I can feel you there.Our hands all over one anotherRoaming in places meant only for lovers.My heart, it yearns for you.My soul, it reaches out for you.In my every waking thoughtI know you too have not forgotThe love we madeThe passion, the blissI could never for
Personal Stuff
It is sad that a person can be friends with a certain bouncer and they will go around messing with people for you. I have known some of the bouncers here for YEARS, and I can honestly say they are some of the most honest people around, one is so fair that I admire her. It upsets me that a person so unlike the ones I know is allowed to have the job that the others take very seriously. Apparently my being green was so upsetting to a hater that I'm sure I know, lol, that with a bouncers help she was able to have me blocked from mumms, a mumm where I asked, "If your partner was constantly watching porn on the computer would that be a thing that would end the relationship" That's it. I was told that the use of the word that way was not nsfw. Then the picture that I am using currently was taken down as it was scrolling. It was obviously unmarked, but I just feel that this bouncer has power to help their friends and it is unfair to everyone here. All bouncers have that power, but I have never
Poem Collection
  I smile when I am shy I smile when I want to cry I smile when I am sad I smile, when I just go mad I smile when I am envious I smile when I am very jealous I smile when I am happy I smile when I feel shaky I smile when I am emotional I also smile when I act abnormal I smile when I am overloaded I smile when I miss my beloved I smile when I think something I smile when I think just nothing Do you know why I am smiling? When I smile at you? Dear, I think it’s a very tough question I asked you! ! Never mind whatever be the reason behind my smile, Dear, just pass me a smile, at least I feel good for a while   Missing the way you make me smile and brightens my day   Fallen Angel by Deborah Kussan She flys to places no one daresTwisting,turning,tumbling ,crying.She smiles but clouds invade her eyes;Loving,leaving,falling,tr ying. Sky is blue only for awhile.Tears are flowing like a good song.The sun is comfort while she aches.Her heart has fallen b
Worlds In My Head
The parralllel transicities of the universes in my head would puzzle even the most educated of men. The gradual incline from world to world would throw even einstien. The many hardships in my conciuos existence have manifested many more. and my undieing love has created one so beautiful one could not even comprehend Would you please stop calling me,I don't know what else to do.For god sakes girl you're the one who wanted me to forget about you.You told me to forget so that's what I was tryin' to do.I went a whole month without talking to you.Then you call me out of the blue.Please leave me alone so I can forget, focus on the present.If you leave me alone I might get you out of my dreams, yes you heard me correct, Your face, Your name, Your voice, Your sweet soft skin and your long light hair.All these things continuously plague me.I would love to get you back.But thats not going to happen.So forget about me and get to steppin'. from the deranged pschopaths to the cardiotherasik neurolo
Some Dark Shit
Eyes closed Nothing but darkness I feel a soft touch Trail down my cheek I toss and turn Fighting the warm feeling Not wanting to wake up I start to tingle As warm lips Press against mine The warmness spreads Like wildfire Blazing a trail To my ice cold heart It begins to thaw I begin to breathe Inhaling the unfamiliar scent Of trust and kindness Admitting defeat I open my eyes And I see before me The one I gave my heart to So long ago He smiles down at me His bright blue eyes filled with love And my lips smile back He leans down to kiss me again This time my lips meet his As I'm freed from the darkness And brought into the light EmoticonUse Text :s :-S :-s :p :-p :P :-P 8-P 8-p X( :( :) :-( :-o :-O
Lost Soul
i dont care how big or strong you are, or what you seen an done in this life. its nothing whit out love or family even if it messed up .your only hope is what you show an pass on, ppl may come go but only your foot prints are left be hind an memories left so they may lean some thing about who you are or was an i hope they lean from it. an better there self....  Can you discern the freedom of unbarring your soul to the only One who asks nothing in return, but love. What can we offer back but our trust and fears? One day we will weep no more for we will have given them both unashamedly. Truth creates a meaning for our dreams. Ask the questions I may have missed. Write, scribble, highlight, document, journalise, whatever! Get the point across! Do not allow limitations, for life will not hesitate to pass you by. Growing All around us a generation gone blind, unaware as the real darkness shadows their light. Illumination dims the wisdom of their Resolve. Darkness maintains a c
So why is it that in a society, where sex, money and drugs take the lead and we as people can purchase anything.  We purchase our basic necessities, along with loads of other crap that we have no use for.  Some even purchase sex, and try to purchase love.  I believe that in this society that we has people have created,  we have corrupted ourselves, and we have corrupted the sanctity of marriage, the all mighty power of true love, and the promise of a long happy life.  In the pursuit of instant gratification, we have lost morals, and values along the way that cannot ever be recovered, restored, or rebuilt.  Our older generation sits back and wonders where they went wrong in raising their children, and so the vicious cycle begins. I mentioned before the power of love, and the sanctity of marriage.  What happened to those two commitments?  When you love someone, you know that for sure down deep in your soul, I believe that our society has confused love with sex and vice versa.  Sex is n
Body And Mind
acceptance means that you can find the serenity within to let go of the past. acceptance is the road to peace, letting go of the worst, holding on to the best. acceptance is the hearts best defense, love's greatest asset, and the easiest way to keep believing in yourself and other's. accept what comes to you totally and completely so that you can appreciate it, learn from it, and then let it go. Acknowledging fear is not a cause for depression or discouragement. " Because we possess such fear we also are potentially entitled to experience fear (fearlessness). True fearlessness is not the reduction of fear; but going beyond what you fear. Sometimes your in pain and at times you might be happy.  Tranquil is almost null, at times you feel kidnapped by your work and entrapped in your life.  Some live in constant change, others feel abused not knowing where they go.  This place is quick, fast, blurry; at times there is no moment for rest, endings to life here are vague, some happy, some
Only way i can add a new pic haha New picture of me. Recent pic of me  
I dont know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. It's like we're scared to lose something we never really had. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is... to have something hhalfway is harder than not having it at all. As we grow up... We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of hapiness you'll never get back..... Why do you still care for a girl who obviously doesn’t care for you?Accept the fact t
Just Thinking
People  always ask  me   why I am grouchy   around the winter holidays....  well lately..   Dad seem to go into the hospital for something.... My  sis gets beat up  and moves back home... I  am still in Debt.   Next month a  few days  before my birthday my childhood real life best friend   died... What makes me  think of her again?   Guess what first rock  movie  we seen together w hen we were younger,,,, Purple Rain...  Heard that song 2ce,  recently   less than 2 hours..     Oh yea..  Did  I tell you?? I  work in retail for 18  years   Enouugh  said  Don't  you feel it's strange sometimes  when  you think you have made good friends, you'd thought they  would be there for a while??Yes,  Being on vacation and staying up late @ night   with no one up and around me.. Just makes  me  wonder on   the who and what....Most of the time it  is hard for me to stay in touch because the only thing  lately  for me in my life is just grief..  I  don't  want to go to a friends page  and  
All About Me...
Recently there has been some confusion over certain particular pieces of art in my albums on here. Most are over one in particular. It is a poetic representation that someone (not myself) wrote concerning the "general" BDSM relationship between two consenting adults. Not all Dom/mes use harsh terms in addressing their subs. Mine does not, because of the ways some of those words were used toward me for a number of years in BAD relationships He doesn't wish to emulate. Every Dom/me has the choice of being a gentle or harsh Dom/me, and most will take their sub's feelings into consideration, especially outside the scenes. Many of these relationships are loving and end (or sometimes begin) in dating and/or marriage. We are used to being persecuted for our beliefs, however sad that may be. Please, before you make blanketing comments on a graphic describing a lifestyle, take a moment to learn about that lifestyle and its participants, choices & rights before saying something that shoves you
In My Mind
Being your slave, what should I do but tendUpon the hours and times of your desire?I have no precious time at all to spendNor services to do, till you require:Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hourWhilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,Nor think the bitterness of absence sourWhen you have bid your servant once adieu:Nor dare I question with my jealous thoughtWhere you may be, or your affairs suppose,But like a sad slave, stay and think of noughtSave, where you are, how happy you make those;—So true a fool is love, that in your willThough you do anything, he thinks no ill.~William Shakespear~ 1,2,3,4 slaming fingers in the door watching you cry out in pain seeing the color from your face drain 5,6,7,8 watching the pain I can slowly create cutting you deep and watching you bleed on the floor your tears and blood conjugate 9,10 your only hoping that all pretend but the truth must be told your eyes forever open your skin forever cold it will never be fi
This Is Me
 I fall asleep and dream of waking to a place where you never went away. I'm looking for some hope on a dark and cloudy day. And knowing the things I'd change but not knowing what I'd say. And now I'm on my own. Must I always be alone? I'm watching the sky, night is falling on another day where I can't change a thing will tomorrow bring a time where I can see the sun? Will there be another or are you the only one?  this come for one of the fubar fucoder from fubar supportEW VIRUS ON fb using your pictures. It says you have been tagged in a picture, wants you to click on a link 2 see it, then hacks into your computer & all your accounts, including banking & other secure accounts. Destroys your computer. Once hacked into your computer, it sends e-mails to your friends telling them they have... been tagged in pictures & starts the process again. PLEASE RE-POST!! URGENT!!!!!!!!! posted on 09/10/2010 @ 09:09 am BE ON THE LOOK OUT AT THE USPS DON'T BUY!!!!!!!!!
ok... so fu totally lets me down and i cant change font or size, so you are stuck with reading it like this. hey... at least you got some mini widget about new photos. anyway, todays workout wasnt bad. went waaaaaay too late. too many people there and too many characters cloggin up the flow of traffic. i wish the fuckin boy bands would stay home or learn that its weightlifting, not a golf match. you and your boyfriends dont need to be in a foursome. you take way too fucking long. stop looking in the mirror, sending texts, and chatting about whatever chicks ass you saw on an elliptical upstairs. get off the fucking bench you stuck up 23 year old metrosexual prima donna dooooosh baggg between them and the 60 year old ladies... look grandma, i got love for ya. im proud of ya that you are trying to stay in shape at your age. but if i get up from the bench to go look for more plates, and you squat your depends wearing ass on it so you can practice doing whatever chinese crouc
Musings Of Your Not So Typical Navy Chief
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My Poetry
In the mist of the dark you bring forth light Your smile is so sweet reminding me of the fresh drops of dew on a early morning rose You touch me without knowing it bring me a happiness one that can't be described Dear to my heart our paths crossed and linked as one I am here for you now and always All you have to do is reach out and I will take your hand Be the light in your darkness, your shoulder to lean on and treasure y
Should i continue to write blogs even after my mumming priveleges are reinstated? Ask me any question about myself and i will answer it as truthfully as I can. i am a complicated man yet simple, simple yet complicated
Weird & Wild Stuff, Man
For my blog at Netflix Reviews of Doom Please let me know what you think if you listen! Yes, it's supposed to be funny.   Comment | Copy This   If you'd rather, you can download the mp3 here- hightlyreccomen.mp3   My dad was/is an physicist, which I for the most part understood until I started school. When I told one kid what my dad did, they said "He can see the FUTURE?" After that I wondered, especially when he did contract work for the government... I thought people were saying "human beans" instead of "beings". I knew Santa Claus wasn't bringing the stuff directly to my house, I figured my parents called him at night detailing what I wanted and how good I was, then he sent them the presents. A Santa mail order business, apparently. I thought everybody loved reading to the point I did (my first years of elementary were spent at private schools- not the fancy kinds with uniforms, just ones where they pay teachers and buy computers- and my mom has a masters in library sci
There is a angel watching me he helps me calm these wild sea's there is a angel who guides the way who holds my hand and tells me its ok there is a angel here and far  who will catch me as i fall there is a angel watching me chasing the devils out my dreams there is a angel who stands by me  Used ! Funny how life works out But in the end someone will get hurt Well I guess the end is here I feel your blade running down my spin I feel you chocking me and using me The pain is almost to much to bare Like idiot I stay because that’s all I’ve ever known But something deep inside is telling me to fight I don’t know how long I can resist the temptation anymore I cant explain why I love you even when your at your worst I cant explain why I let you hurt me I’ve never let someone do that before Yea I have made mistakes at least I own them The only mistake I did with you was taking down the brick wall around my heart I allowed you to hurt me to this d
When I Have Too Much Time In My Hands...
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Mumms Clevely Disguised As Blogs
Since I am clearly disinterested in the Superbowl,  should I read all the other news and sports i might be interested  in, or take a nap?   news    snooze   as always comments should be fun Should I root for the Boston Red Sox or a National League team?   Red Sox   National League Should i use the phrase old soldiers never die, they just fade away? A Yes, B wtf does that mean anyway?
More About Me
 Here are ten things about my you didnt or did know   1. I am a good Friend  2. I am careing  3. I am opened minded   4. I am expermental  5. I am honest  6. I am Protective when the times are needed  7. I Can Keep Your Personal  Secrets that you tell  Me inside of me like  Vault  8. I look threw other peoples prospectives before acting out or saying anythinf  9. I like Goth Chicks ( and for the people who wanna lable me cuz i like something different PISS OFF)10. I have an odd stress reliver wich is being bittin on the neck it can be with fangs or with out fangs i perfer with  there you go Rock/Metal DisutrbedAlbum -Industructible DopeAlbums -No Regrets-Life DragonForceAlbums -Inhuman Rampage-Vally of the Damned-Sonic firestorm Fear FactoryAlbums -Demanufacture 2 disk 10th ann.-Best of Fear Factory-HoteFiles GodsmackAlbums -Awake-Faceless-Godsmack GreenDayAlbum-American Idiot
Club Paradise
Ready for the party of the year??  Club Paradise will be throwing an all weekend party Friday, June 10th - Sunday, June 12th to celebrate its 3 year anniversary.  This party will be kicked off with the one and only DJ Sparky on air Friday from 8pm-12am.   There will be random giveaways all weekend long even to those that are parked. There will be a major giveaway on Sunday, June 12th at 9:15pm EST in which there will be prizes such as a happy hour, polisher, other bling, fubucks, pimpouts, points, and more.  The entry fee will be 100k to get a chance to win some of those prizes. This should be fupaled to me ASAP before the contest.  75 prizes will be given away during that drawing!  MUST BE A MEMBER OF CLUB PARADISE TO ENTER & MUST BE PRESENT TO WIN! We will be hosting the following contests which will have bling as the prize for winning them: Dance Contest (Friday @ 8:30pm EST) - 1st place = boomy! All others will receive bling. Crossdressing Contest (Saturday @ 4pm EST) - 1st p
Bored And Restless
i remember years agosomeone told me i should takecaution when it comes to lovei did, i didand you were strong and i was notmy illusion, my mistakei was careless, i forgoti didand now when all is donethere is nothing to sayyou have gone and so effortlesslyyou have wonyou can go ahead tell themtell them all i know nowshout it from the roof topwrite it on the sky loveall we had is gone nowtell them i was happyand my heart is brokenall my scars are opentell them what i hoped would beimpossible, impossibleimpossible, impossiblefalling out of love is hardfalling for betrayal is worstbroken trust and broken heartsi know, i knowthinking all you need is therebuilding faith on love is worstempty promises will weari know (i know)and know when all is gonethere is nothing to sayand if you're done with embarrassing meon your own you can go ahead tell themtell them all i know nowshout it from the roof topwrite it on the sky loveall we had is gone nowtell them i was happyand my heart is brokenall my s
As I watch the rain fall I wait for someone to call Someone to call my name Someone who feels the same As the rain drips down the glass I think about my past All the things people have said to me How all I want is to be free Free from all the pain and fear I've suffered too much these past few years I wish that I was different in so many ways Life has been so hard these past days As I listen to the rain fall I wait for someone to call Someone to say they love me Someone who can set me free Free from worry and pain But tight now I'll just sit and watch the rain. The One We've known each other for a long , long time And all that time I never realized all the magic in your eyes All the while I couldn't see Now I feel that you're the one for me When I'm around you I feel
Dubbed and voted as the Norwegian construction of the century, this five-mile stretch along highway Rv64 between Molde and Kristiansund. The road is anything but even and riding above some real rough waves is a thrill like none other. The road itself surges up and falls down much like the tides at different places, making it a perfectly safe, yet totally exciting ride. Located on the coast of Oregon, the ride is famous for its proximity to a beautiful coast on one side and lush green forests on the other side of the road. The long ride can eventually take you to the Cape Kiwanda drive, which is both beautiful and unique as you put your set of wheels through waves- quite literally! Guoliang Tunnel located high up Taihang Mountains in China. The road is like a little cavern on the side of a mountain with holes of various shapes and sizes acting as windows. The road will offer you a journey and a view like none other in the world as you feel transported to an ancient and mysti
A New Journey
Yep... it's another year.   My birthday is here again on Monday.  Hell, since I have been 33 I have had an eventful year.  I've spent most of it being angry, being stressed, being on edge.   34.  What's this going to bring for me?  Hard to tell.  But here are some of my thoughts.   My life is slowly getting back on track.  Hard to believe, but it is.  Recently, I've had an epiphany, and taking that, I am no longer taking crap from people.  It is time for me to not let petty crap bother me.  From pathetic people who obsess with my life because their's sucks, to those that try to kick me when I'm down... They shall roll off my back like water.   I will not allow drama in my life.  I am cleaning out that which is drama.     Warning... if you are easily offended, do not read any further.   Me... Read it and deal, can't deal? GTFO!   I am a Father.  Don't tell me how to take care of my son.  You are not me, you are not him.  You don't like some of the things I do with him?  To
My Words
A bird is still a bird... No matter how many feathers it sheds... Time will take it's place and make it right again... A bird is not sad... Knowing the outcome... It waits... With patience... It is not a healing process... It is a rebirth... The bird will be stronger then before... The bird will fly again... by J.E.Bischoff As I whisper I love you in your ear.....the wind blows gently through your hair...The smell of roses sets the mood...while a spanish cuarteto plays in the backround in a courtyard that can be seen from the mountain range....This moment shall live and be painted on our hearts of J.E.Bischoff I don't own you..for you are not a object.... I will not tell you what to do...unless you ask... I will be there if you need me..... I am strong at heart and I will share it with you.... I love you for who you are....Not what I want you to be... by J.E.Bischoff
Drunken Antics
So. I had a long written piece prepared for you, but i realized the stupidity of it all before i posted it. It went on about how you can meet people on here and they be cool enough for real homie status. At this point I believe im wrong. Sure, I enjoy the random chit-chat. I love the voyerism to it all as well. But there is a thing or 2 i do not appreciate: 1. Pretending to be cool just to see NSFW pics.  -- Lame. I wont post any. I've only taken 1 ever. If i did have something to share like that, u would never kno until u saw it. 2. Pet names. -- I've been known to sock people in the face for calling me babe or honey. I don't dig it. 3. My own honesty. -- I didn't realize it would bite me in the ass like it does. I have feelings for 2 people on here -- 1 makes my pants want to fall off and the other makes me wanna get out and explore life. The hard part is how it's taken lightly. Im glad it is, but it makes the actual feelings cheap. hmmmm wait... that might not really b a problem
Diary Of A Mad Woman
Fuck whoever rated the pictures of me with my boyfriend low. That was stupid and immature. I've been with him for a year and a half and love him very much. I don't need low ratings because you are jealous, so fuck off :/ why don't they see I'm just a little girl who wants to be abused. takeadvantageofme. make me hurt again. we'll both feel better in the end. FUCK YOU, INSOMNIA! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I THOUGHT WE BROKE UP FUCKING AGES AGO! I DON'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU ANYMORE! SO GO THE FUCK AWAY! ITS OVERRR...
Bug's Stuff
You broke my heart in two And took me like a bet, with all you put me through I have so many regrets. To lose you was worth it, although I wasn't sure, it seemed to make me happy, but still so insecure.We always said Forever we would take it to the end never give it up but this time my heart couldn't mend.It cut so deep into me I guess it hurt you too but when you did it, then you lied I had to say "we're through."I gave you all I hadI tried to make it last but now all we have are memories from the past.So look me in the eye and tell me what you see a girl so broke inside who's been through misery.And now I’m moving on with the pain that kills inside but I’m starting to forget by reminding myself, how you lied! Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the s
Wake Up!!
Why are American cities designed so it's almost impossible not to have a car? Why were hundreds of railways in big cities created and then deliberately destroyed? Why did the electric car get scrapped? Why were we, the United States, along with Australia, the only two countries not to sign the original Kyoto Climate Treaty? Why was an oil company lobbyist allowed to change official government reports on global warming? Why was the same P.R. firm employed by the tobacco industry to persuade the public that smoking is healthy, then employed by oil companies to convince us that there's still doubt about climate change? Alternative energy has been available for over 50 years! Why have we barely used it? Why were the solar panels taken off of the White House?   Because right from the early days of the industry, the “oil men” and their obscene profits have had an unhealthy influence with the people running our country. Now they are the people running our country! The oil b
Some Poems
My heart to yoursIts christmas time and the fire blazing The music on and your amazing champaign's cold Your hand I holdAt first i was copTo say that I'm your pride and joyNow I give you this rose To go from your head to your toesYour voice I like to hearTo say sweet things in your earNow this is my cueTo say I love you People working against you Teaming up until they have you pinnedBut don't realize that we have sinnedA common mistake among the human raceBurned in their minds set at their own paceHelping eachother stabbing at our heartsA role to be played everyone has their partsMost scew people overOthers have their four leaf cloversHurt eachother until hearts are brokenWords are flying and all are spokenThe treachery between love and liesFor those in love say hello while others say goodbyesThis is the key to survivalGo to far there is no revivalIf you don't love and rather hateThen there is such thing as fateWhen suspicion lies within the soulThe spirit is there to takes the tollIts
Back Alone
A vast expanse of scorched earth stretched out before the Angel with the Blackened Wings. His weapon at the ready he walked, looking for a fight. He's been here before, many times. Theres always a fight, and he usually wins, but to him the point is lost. He kicks something on the ground. He looks down, and picks up his old label. "Hero" it says, its not shining anymore. He wore it proudly once, when he was loved. He discards it now, meaningless. He looks around more and see's "husband" on the ground, or whats left of it. She smashed it well. He sifts through the pieces, and finds the last label he held. "Father". He grips it in his hand until he bleeds. The emotions run through him like a bolt of lightning. He puts the label back on, a new determination in his heart. She may have smashed one, and rendered the other meaningless, but this is something she couldnt take away. And in the distance he hears the fight, the battle rageing. The warm feeling spreading back through his broken hear
Doc's Talk
I wrote this in response to a person who wanted bullys to stop and be nice     I have lived my whole life trying to stop bullies from hurting people. I was bullied as a very young child and as soon as I was able to defend myself I did, I have been blessed with size and strength. Not all people can do that, but speaking up for ones self must be mastered also. Adults, not in fear of physical violence, should also learn to stand up for themself. This builds self esteem and coping skills, the ablity to take a joke, or brush off and insult. In the Cyber world (FuBar) people can practice standing up for ones self and also block delete or change settings. This Cyber World of social networks (FuBar) also, gives would be bullies a chance to "pay back" for the pain they endured.  This is a twisted result of low self esteem, be stronger than those and delete them. I encourage all to take charge of your life, have fun here, and make the friends you want to have. Remember FuBar is NOT real life! p
Darkness Never Lasts
  Would you sell your soul,for a few shiny things,and the flattery of a shark.Have you offered your body,for the empty promises,of a counterfeit Romeo.Is your heart blinded,to the truth before your eyes,that will always remain.If he reached to touch your soul,His fingers would burn,In the fire of my presence.If you chose his embrace,reflected in his eye, you would will always regret,what you cannot repair,Be more careful with your playthings.   My thanks to Witchie for her help with this, and with so much more. There is no ending,All that we had was your lies.No substance at all. How could you do it?Stroke my ego into loving you,All the while your intention,was a faithless lothario Your oath is as faded as my jeans,Your smile deserves its falsehood,Your eye will see in your reflection,Your eternal remorse.
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I'm no doctor, I am not going to sit here and tell you 'hey this is you'. I will tell you, this is me. For better or worse. It's something I struggle with constantly, but it is something I'm working on. It's a slow process and a lot of people with AvPD and social phobias such as this, do not deal well with people as a whole. I am not entirely sure why I'm posting this but maybe, for those that actually want to get to know me a little better... it'll help you understand a bit about who I am. People with AvPD often consider themselves to be socially inept or personally unappealing, and avoid social interaction for fear of being ridiculed, humiliated, rejected, or disliked. AvPD is usually first noticed in early adulthood, and is associated with perceived or actual rejection by parents or peers during childhood. People with AvPD are preoccupied with their own shortcomings and form relationships with others only if they believe they will not be rejected. Loss and rejection are s
Auctions Plz Bid On Me
Murder.  Killing.  Destroying. Saving.  Every act you commit, every word you speak is hate-filled and pleasing.  Everything is a balance of Chaos and Order.  Calling it good or evil is a personal choice. The death of those in the World Trade Center towers was seen as an evil act by the citizens of the United States.  Those that are responcible see it as a great and wonderful act.  Niether is correct yet both are right.  People in general are blind.  Refusing to realize anothers view.  Learning to hate them for having differing beliefs.  Yet as much as they may force their view as the sole vaiable truth, another will act out against that ignorance. Hatred fuelled by the stubborn nature of man.  I am to kill your brother.  You would dispise me for that one act.  Deem me evil and wrong.  Yet I would deem myself a hero.  No matter the reason for my action.  It is Chaotic, to end a life.  However the act can be construde as good or evil upon your stance.  Man will never rise above their own
Songs In My Happy Place
WALK Pantera Vulgar Display of Power Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time (Chorus) Respect, walk Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing your song? Those same friends tell me your every word (Pre) (Chorus) Are you talking to me? No way punk A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend with weed is better, A friend with breasts and all the rest, A friend who's dressed in leather, A friend in need's a friend indeed, A friend who'll tease is better , Our thoughts compress, Which makes us blessed, And m
Sex, Toys, And Fun
I was at a community campout this weekend..I was asked to join one of the many camp fires in the area. I sat down and introduced myself. The person next to me was bald with a goatie. I couldn't help but notice his beauty. His eyes sparkled in blues and greens. They weren't quite either color. They held both. He began to tickle me. I hate having my feet tickled and he began to grab at my feet. I pulled him down out of his camp chair and he landed on top of me. He tickled me some more until we were both out of breath. He stopped for a while and then asked if I would like a back rub. He worked my back muscles loosening me up. He kept playing with my ears and my neck. I couldn't even focus on the conversation around the fire, it felt so good. It was getting late...I said my farewells..and went to my tent. The next day, I was walking around the site and he saw me. He beelined straight for me and asked if I wanted to go for a walk. We found a trail that led into the woods. We walked th
I once knew the love of my lifeI thought that everything was perfectand nothing could ruin itbut the day that you slam the door on my face, the day that you walk out of my lifeyou took my heart with the key insideNow that heart is misable and lonelyall broken in billion of peicesand I will never get the peices back in the same place You made my life complete Now, its black and grey with cracks all aroundThe moment that you left, I broke down and cryCry myself to sleepThen i realize that I miss you and want you back in If you refuse to come back, just bring me back my heart and the peices that you took so i can move on but i will miss you all the way to the end Ive been reading your Chat  messages over and over againmemories of you keep flashing thru my minddays and nights, same scenariocant seem to get all of it out of my system, thoughi still keep your pictures on my walletseems like i cant live a day without seeing itbrowse our pictures and your pictures stored on my cellphoneSince t
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Raw And Emotionally Exposed, Welcome To My World!
Some people go together like salt n pepperSome people are meant to be like bread n butterBeing a part for any time is like jam missing peanut butterWhen you find your dip to your chipHold on tightI will bring the whip, you bring the creamPaint me with honey and chocolate syrupLickity splitBanana splitI got a lovely set of coconuts................Or maybe i should just go get some lunch Life is one big mess, repetition every dayScrew the mentality that made you this wayYou bruise me time and time againWith your wordsDoes it make you feel better inside to have all this hatred?Dont mold me how you want meAccept me for who i amSomeone who is never good enoughNever good enough for lifeStop the blood flowing through your veinsThe whispers in your headOnly wish i were deadDeadwh*re forever moreDeny what you crave, its ok pretend i am like the restIn your heart you know i fit you the bestAngers youDefies everything you thinkEverything you have come to feelMisery and woe is what
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the words you put into my mouthtasted bitter, and jealousthey were taintedi spat them out as quickly as you ran from conflict some things are best left unsaidbut understand i'm thinking themdo you understand now? i grabbed you by the hair and pulled your head back,pulled your face out of the grassi stared into your eyesalready your face had started to swell.your eyes were wide with fear and hate i feed off of that energyi can smell fear on youas well as those drinks you hadin your system that allowed youbravery, if only for a few moments. i spoke in even, calm tonesdo not ever, ever speak to me like thatnot ever again. nod if you understand.i briefly let your hair go, and your neck, weak with strainlet your head fall back into the mud and the grass.i rolled you over with my shoe,you coughed a little, it was weak and faint. i said, do you understand me?you whimpered then, barely audible.your tears were enough of an answer for me. i kicked you in the disgust m
Thoughts Of A Raven
My Heart beats with every thought of you. It knows no bounds to the joy that you bring to my life. You make my day with the sound of your voice. I know that right now we're apart and it won't be for  much longer. Soon my love , we'll be together again in each other's arms, were we belong. You make me laugh like nothing in the world is wrong. And the smiles that the thoughts of you bring to my face. In knowing you, I now know the true me. The  real woman that  I was meant to be in this  life. You mean everything to me. I am yours and you are mine. Forever this will be. I love you, baby.  Here's to us..  Hoping to have many new memories with you.   Hinder: Heaven Sent Lyrics   Never saw the chemistry that was there with you and me It's been a long time coming Well come on It's freaking me out that I didn't see You're so damn hot girl it's just crazy And without a doubt I still can't believe That you were right there in front of me Never saw the chemistry That was there with you and me
This Is Me...
I want someone to figure me out.  I want someone to know exactly how to make me laugh and cry. I want someone who knows what I order when I go to McD's. Someone who knows my past, and doesn't care. Someone who surprises me with my favorite soda and a candy bar when I've had a rough day. Someone who takes me to hockey games, even though I don't fully understand, or even like, most sports.  Someone who knows the right time to take my hand, hold me tight, and kiss my forehead. Someone who knows the parts of me that I'm too afraid to admit myself. Someone who can make me feel like I'm on top of the world. Someone who pushes me to be my best and doesn't let me fear anything. Someone who makes me feel safe, even at the scariest of times. I want the person that knows when I've had too much to drink, but doesn't let me know that I'm cut off. The guy that wants to get married one and have a family. I want someone to show me the things in reality that are so far out that they are unreachable and
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The Serious Side Of Life
The movie Swing Kids was based in Nazi Germany at a time when Hitler was rapidly rising into power. The young adults who listened to underground, illegal swing music and were against the Nazi movement went through their own rebellion to resist Hitler. So I just got done watching the movie, and my 3 1/2 year old son watched it with me. At the very end, my son looked at me with tears in his eyes, completely heartbroken, and said "Mommy, this hurts my heart. Why did the bad people have to kill everybody? Hitler is a bad man." I looked at my son as he wrapped his arms around me and cried for all those people, and it made me cry too. My son's heart is amazing, and the depth of his understanding is beyond comprehension. As we sat there crying together, it made me wish that Hitler could have somehow known the heart of a child. It's amazing how much kids actually know and understand. Thank GOD my son will never have to know that kind of hatred. Ok so the following happened in Baby J's
Random Poems
the painfull memory of a damge childhood that haunts me like a nightmare destorying me leaving me helpless and weak can't defend for myself because i'm blinded by the hate that runs through my body like a drug being injected into my vains make me not see thing so clear, everthing is so dark when you are all alone with no one to hold you when you are dying on your back laying in a pool of your own blood and have nothing to show for what you did in your life only the mistake you did and the scares you got from the painfull memorys of your childhood nothing seem to make sense to you your inncote is takin from you at a young age each day you face a new challege of what would life throw at you next when will life take you away with just one breath not know what life will do. life play it's sick joke that will haunt us to the day we die and hope that are mistake will not be repeated life painfull memory show me that life is just a dream on the way to death, if this is my hell then give me de
Really Happy?
What Is Love?
Dry your tearsAnd close your eyesBecause everything will be alrightHold in what you canLet out what you willBecause even now... they love us stillThey have gone to a better placeBut most didn't expect it to be a raceThey have gone, left us crying and hurtBecause they had to get there firstHelp the pain with memoriesCherish them with thoughtHold them dear every momentWith every chance you've gotHold out your hands to themBecause that's where they hold onWatching every step we makeThose at Dusk, Those at DawnHold them, for all their worthBecause we'll see them once againWhen it's our turn to leave this EarthBY MICHAEL KELLEY Is love just a wordIs it how someone feelsHow someone expresses feelingsHow someone can look at you and smileWhen someone puts butterflies in your stomachWhen somebody takes you to your happy placeDoes love make your heart burn with feelingTo me, love is joy &am
Join Us!   You should definitely come join us at Good Times. Where it always a good time. Nice people. Great music. Great conversation. Come join in on the Good Times. * we can wear guys clothes. If they wear ours, they get funny looks. * Our friends don’t say hello to us by punching us on the arm. * Yeah, PMS sucks. but at least we have a good excuse to eat chocolate for a week. * If we’re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceberg, we’ll get lifeboats first. * We get the bigger apartment on Friends. * Girl talk. you know, how we just understand each other without having to explain stuff. * We never have to stand in a urinal and have other girls stare at us. * Dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up wi
The Life Of A Teenager
ok so we all know the saying cant live with them cant live with out them??? well that is for guys they drive u insane and they dont listen to u then when they do listen its only for the answers like yes thats it. ok not all guys are like that but most are like 99% are lol. dont take me wrong i love guys cuz they can be funny and sweet and are there to talk to u but ar the same time they can just bug u and keep calling and calling and txting u till u answer and it drives me up the wall so some good advise girls just answer the dam phone it will save u alot of time trust me lol. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey this is my new blog and i hope u all love this blog and comment as much as u want lol. My name is shelly im in high school i have 2 sisters a mom dad and step dad bleh. i have a bunch of friends and im going to the movies tommarow to see blind side. i heard its a good movie lol. i hope u all keep reading love u all BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im having one of  those days
What Now?
I have to ask because I am totally clueless as to why women (yes I am generalizing because they are the only ones bitching about it) who post NSFW pictures get mad when men rate those pictures and none of their others??? Seriously Ladies thats like putting a kid in front of a toy box and saying dont play. I mean you posted them for people to see. If nobody ever rated or looked at them then you would be bitching about that as well. If you dont want all of fubar to see your pics then use the control feature to limit viewers otherwise STFU your page is public your NSFW pics are public stop your whining!! End of rant, Whew feel so much better now lol. I wonder if anyone will give me an answer lol What do you do when you dont even know whats right or wrong, whats real and whats not.  Its so hard to watch the one you love, love someone else. It hurts so much to be played with and to have your heart ripped out like it was nothing. I feel like such a bad person I want him to hurt as much as
Pitfalls Of Dating - Deep Thoughts Journal
"Blended Families" Let me start with a basic definition, courtesy of (see, I cite my sources like a good girl)  blended family : –noun a family composed of a couple and their children from previous marriages. Notice a key term to the definition, "their".  Blended families are not defined by drawing lines in the sand, stating "his" and "hers".  Rather, its an all encompassing term, specifying a new family formed by including both parties AND THEIR children.   Granted, things are complicated.  More often than not, both biological parents are still in the picture to some extent, and often, one parent may object to another party stepping in to fill this role.  Of course, for the case of this blurb, I'm not talking about replacement parents.  More specifically, I'm talking about the social dynamics of a family structure who live within the same dwelling, where one of those parties is not a biological parent. Regardless of your position on the subject, certain fac
Scattered Thought And Redundant Feelings
The sky has turned dark like my dying spark. Not from the rain but from the pain I felt so long ago. I wanna say that's over and I want you to know. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better cuz I can return to that loving place. My world was turned upside down and my smile to a frown. Not because you never talked but that  you walked impulsively out on me. I no longer care and I want you to see. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better I can return to that loving place.  My scattered dreams have made me a bitter man cuz the broken glass has cut away at my soul. The what could've been reflections haunt me in my sleep and taunt me in my mind. My broken heart has made me a hateful man cuz the s
With in the heart of a young boy was once love,It dwindled there for a man who couldn’t see it,When that man left the little boy cursed heaven above,Eventually he cried so much there was only a candle lit.With in the heart of the young man was once hate,It remained there for the one thing he never had,And that man never came back for his first mate,With a swift punch he was making everyone around sad.With in the heart of this man is now a love for life,Everything here is set in place to encourage your journey,All the things that go wrong, grin and bear it through your strife,For acceptance of what you cannot change will release you of your burdens.   (this is for my old man) as brazen cold winds blow across my face i feel my disheveled reality begin to slip,i cannot begin to explain how or why my head feels like a helium balloon.but avast my kind soul ponders why this cycle comes around like an ellipse,at first all resides well within my tender heart and then all sinks below a

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