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Haven't been on here in hella days. I'm so bored i can't even try and think of a catchy title to get people to look at this or anything. ahhhh yous guys whats goin on?
It's Sunday morning and the kids are in bed. This means it's quiet....for now. of course Buddy our dog is up, but he's not scratching at the door to go out yet, so all is well....for now.
I love the weekends because most of the time, there is nowhere I have to be. I relax, get my laundry done, and get on the internet. I do, however have to walk Buddy. I wish I could just open the door and let him go "do his business", but he would just take off. He has gotten out before and come back though. I was told once that if a beagle runs away, they come back if they're loved. Maybe that's why he came back. He knew we loved him.
I love my life. I'm very satisfied. I hate winter, but I realize it makes me appreciate the warmer temperatures. I guess I've learned to take the good with the bad. If we didn't have the bad, we probably wouldn't appreciate the good, would we?
Aah to be satisfied. There's nothing like it.
i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i
YOU SAY I DO NOT KNOW YOU
YOU SAY, “YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.” WHEN I SAY SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE.
EACH TIME I HEAR YOU SAY THOSE WORDS; I REALLY WANT TO FIGHT.
I GET SO UPSET BECAUSE THE FACT IS I DO KNOW YOU, AND I KNOW YOU WELL.
NO ONE COULD TELL ME ANYTHING NEW ABOUT YOU AND THIS HOW YOU CAN TELL:
I KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR PUPPY AND THAT TOBERS MAKES YOU SMILE.
I KNOW THAT YOU HATE TRAFFIC AND DEALING WITH DIFFICULTY TAKES YOU A WHILE.
I LEARN MORE EACH DAY AND I LOVE EVERY NEW THING THAT I LEARN.
WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME, I THINK IT IS YOUR TURN.
NOTHING HUH, OK I WILL GO AGAIN AND NAME A FEW MORE THINGS I KNOW.
I KNOW THAT WHEN YOU ARE CRYING IS THE ONLY TIME YOUR TRUE FEELINGS SHOW.
YOU LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND WOULDN’T TRADE THEM FOR THE WORLD.
SEE, I KNOW A LOT; I LISTEN TO YOU, GIRL.
I KNOW THAT YOU HATE MEANNESS AND I ALSO KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY.
I KNOW YOU BETTER THAN YOU THINK AND THAT’S ALL I HAVE TO SAY.
I KNOW THAT YOU LIKE LOVE STORIES AND THAT YOU WANT ONE OF YO
As our day starts I go into the kitchen and make pancakes and sausage. I take a tray place your breakfast on it accompanied with a cup of coffee, orange juice and a rose. As your eyes open to awaken I present you with breakfast in bed. Instead of you grabbing the fork I keep it so that i may spoil you be feeding you myself.
As i feed you breakfast I have a sweet melody playing in the background. After you have finished your breakfast I have an awaiting bath for you sweetened with lilac bubbles. You sit in the bathtub.
I lovingly take a washclothe and procede to start to bathe you.
I take the washclothe and slowly start to wash your back. So lovingly I caress your skin while bathing you. I gently wash your neck and give sweet kisses on your neck. I caress the washclothe down your chest. Sweetly I wash your breasts. Picking up a breast I make sure to wash every part. As I have it lifted I tenderly kiss your nipple and run my tounge around it. I lovingly do the same to your other
Hi All Hows It Going
hey all sorry i havent been on and probly wont be on much cus i finally found my mr right hes everything i ever dreamd of and i want and will be proud to be his wife forever and always Love you all Karen Im just tring new thing out Say hi if you want to know more about me I love the man im with hes not like everyone else hes understanding and careing just what a man is supposed to be, to be there when a lady needs him and be very trust worthy and honest hes what love is supossed to be a knight who comes along and rescue his princess from the evil tower Thank you Dean so much for givin me your love :)
Places To Be Naughty!
Places to be naughty!!!
Add a place to have sex
1. the bed
7. Mutha F'in School
8. in da shower
9. on the counter
10. on the beach
11. in a hot tub
12. on a trampoline!!!
13.in a tree house
14. in a lake
15. Outside in the pourin rain
16. in a mr. john (portapotty
17.back row at the movies
21. someone elses car...while they're drivin
22.in the locker rrom
23.in a pavilion
24.on a baseball field pitchers mound at night
25. in a public bathroom
26. a park slide...haha i bet aint none of ya thought of that
27. Granny's rockin Chair
28. In my room *wink*
29. a roof top
30. in public
31. in an ikea room!!!!!
32. ON the dryer
33. On a boat
34. Sauna room in public, yep and a kid walked in absolutly horrible
35.Reynan-dressing room of Nordstroms
36.At my work; Marriott Hotel, just check in a room when we arent busy and go!!!
37. D'Anna---in a tanning bed!
OK, I decided to try some new stuff.
I sang "Cat's In the Cradle". Probably should have waited for the last of the Asian Panda Death Flu to be out of my system. Still, not too shabby.
Followed with "Funky Cold Medina" to get the silly song out of the way. Always a good choice.
Followed that with "Zoot Suit Riot". That went over well. Needs a little work.
Followed that with "Rebel Yell". Needs some work as well.
Closed my personal set with "Maria, Maria" by Santana. Broke into a sweat in the middle of the song. It's too high pitched for me.
Learned my lesson.
Hey all. Been a while. Been all over the place and tried a whole bunch of different songs.
Tonight, I tried something totally different.
I sang Tone Loc's Wild Thing (repeat)
I sang Jim Carey's Cuban Pete from the Mask
I sang a duet of Eve 6 Insdie Out (repeat)
I sang George Michael's Faith
I sang a duet doing Gorillaz Clint Eastwood
I sang Metallica's Whiskey In the Jar
Hiyas all. Im new here. Im learning how to set everything up like I did on myspace so bare with me lol. Ive since had this dream several times over the past few years...
Ok this may seem wierd, and belive me it was for me as well...
Ok in my dream I was at my house and decided to go over to my granparents who lived about 4 miles from me. For some reason in my dream I owned a 1987 Chevy stpe side pick up that was brown ( I distinctly remeber the truck from my dream for some reason) Anyways To get to my grandparents I had to drive this lil old road throught the woods just like ive done many times b4 in real life. On the way there the road sharply turns to the left, you cross a bridge over a river and sharply turn back to the left. Well in the dream I remeber that I knew i was going to fast to make the turn for the river, but i didnt slow down for some reason. Naturally I didnt make the turn. I hit the concrete embankment for the bridge and flipped into the river. The dream seemed
Puddle Of Mudd.....
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All Of Me
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=116649&i=927519421 hi im sorry due to ct some how i got my profile all messed up now im here to let everyone to know im fine and well my profile is back and on sorry ok i finally did it you all have asked so here are some nudes for now
I'm just going to vent here for a moment because I don't have anywhere else I can. Please, don't feel obligated in any way to read this, again, I'm ust trying to clear my head. Tonight was probably one of, if not the, worst nights of my life. My 18yr old daughter was involved with a man where she works. He is 37, divorced twice, 4 kids, the whole nine yards that you don't want to see your daughter go for. About 4 days ago she came home screaming for me, because her heart was broke by this sorry bastard. Tonight, we get the news that they are going to get back together and we areexpected to accept this, no questions asked. Needless to say, this has ripped her mothers heart out as this is just one in a long line of losers she has associated herself with. Bottom line, after a shitload of arguing, ahouting, talking and discussion, she was given the choice to end this whole thing with him or get out and don't come back. This sounds cold and heartless but she has fought us tooth and
'For the First Time'
Experience the beauty of everything around you--the people, places, things, and events--with fresh eyes.
I'm tired of the old idea of living today as if it were my last.
What about the first day?
There's so much emphasis put on memories. The moments we remember, both good and bad, seem to make us who we are and influence how we react to the present.
I love to remember. I love to slip away from reality and go somewhere I've been, be with people I miss, and stay awhile there inside my yesterdays.
It's nice to remember, but dangerous to stay there too long. By doing so we often miss the "now" events that could one day be a treasure to return to.
Today I thought about my favorite "firsts."
The first time I saw my children after they were born. The first time I tasted Kona coffee. The first time I heard Johnny Mathis sing. The first time I saw my wife, and the first time I saw an eagle fly.
I love the feeling of remembering, but oh, the thrill
New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME)
New Pledge of Allegiance!
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and
The Lord's Prayer
are not allowed in most
public schools anymore
Because the word "God" is mentioned....
A kid in Arizona wrote the attached
NEW School prayer.
I liked it.
Now I sit me down in school
Where praying is against the ru l e
For this great nation under God
Finds mention of Him very odd.
If Scripture now the class recites,
It violates the Bill of Rights.
And anytime my head I bow
Becomes a Federal matter now.
Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
The law is specific, the law is precise.
Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
For praying in a public hall
Might offend someone with no faith at all.
In silence alone we must meditate,
God's name is prohibited by the state.
We're allowed to cuss and d
Sultry Thoughts Of A Goddess
Kelly stretched then rolled over. She silently admired the way the moonlight fell over Rick's bare skin, making her want to reach out and touch him as always. This time though she stilled the urge to run her hands across his skin and delved quickly and quietly under the covers with a purpose in mind. Her mouth closed around the softness, loving the way the satiny flesh felt in her mouth. Her hands began to play, letting her nails barely graze the skin of his thighs all the way downward to his ass as they touched the bed. She felt him shift under her mouth, hips moving ever so slightly in his half awake-half asleep state, pushing the now full engorged length deliciously against the back of her throat as her tongue teased the base. She grazed her fingers lightly against his ass as she brought them up to gently cup his balls while her mouth moved up and down caressing his shaft and thoroughly enjoying the way his hard length filled her mouth.
Using one hand to follow her mouth on a las
To All My Friends, Family ,fan's
What's up all my SEXY CT'S!! I'm having alittle trouble keeping up on who I rated and shown some luv to so if I have not yet got to you PLEASE send me a private message telling me so I can do so !!! THANKS ALOT TO ALL MY FRIEND'S AND FAN'S AND FAMILY,FOR ALL THE LUV!!! BE SAFE !
Always Kiera AKA ITALIANDIAMONDS HEY TO ALL MY SEXY CT'S JUST THOUGHT I DROP BY AND SAY I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND I'LL BE GOING OUT OF TOWN SO I WILL NOT BE BACK AROUND TILL TUESDAY I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL AND I WILL MISS YOU ALL!!! ONCE AGAIN MUCH LUV TO ALL OF YOU AND I WILL BE GETTING TO YOU ALL AS SOON AS I CAN MUCH LUV!!!
SEXDIAMONDSONEOFAKIND HEY TO ALL MY SEXY CT'S OUT THERE THAT HAS STOP BY AND GAVE ME SO MUCH LUV!!! JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE REACHED MY DAILY LIMIT OF RATING PICS SO I WILL GET TO YOU ALL HAS SOON HAS I CAN START RATING AGAIN !!! MUCH LUV TO ALL OF YOU AND AND THANKS AGAIN!! FOR ALL THE LUV!
Hosted by Insane Clown Posse with DJ Clay and featuring performances by Boondox, Wolfpac and Dead By Wednesday, this is one hell of a kick-off for the March 20th, 2007 release of ICP's next album, The Tempest! Also featuring JCW and as well as a massive line of Tempest merchandise, this is one party you don't want to miss out on!
February 25, 2007: Cincinnati, OH @ Bogart's
February 26, 2007: Cleveland, OH @ Agora Ballroom
February 27, 2007: Grand Rapids, MI @ Intersection
February 28, 2007: Minneapolis, MN @ First Avenue
March 1, 2007: Kansas City, MO @ Beaumont Club
March 2, 2007: Denver, CO @ Fillmore Auditorium
March 3, 2007: Salt Lake City @ Saltair
March 4, 2007: Reno, NV @ New Oasis (formerly The Oasis)
March 5, 2007: Las Vegas, NV @ Fprt Cheyenne Casino
March 6, 2007: Long Beach, CA @ The Vault 350
March 7, 2007: Tempe, AZ @ Marquee Theatre
March 9, 2007: Oklahoma City, OK @ Diamond Ballroom
March 10, 2007: Sauget, IL @ Pop's
March 11, 2007: Columbus, OH @ Newpo
Down in Beantown (Boston) for the summer to take care of some stuff and get caught up with some old friends before I go traveling again. This weekend I am out in upstate NY attending my niece's 10th wedding anniversary. She has me doing all of the cooking for about 60 people. Hey all out there in blogland.
I have recently moved from Boston to Los Angeles and made some wonderful friends out here.
I was getting kind of tired of the cold weather back east and I was wanted to come out this way. I came out here 25 years ago on vacation and fell in love with the area and always wanted to come back. Finally had a chance to do it so now I did it. This song has some very special meaning to me as I remember that when this song first aired back in 1997 I was living in New Hampshire and at the time this song had hit the airwaves we had just experienced a wave of tragedies when two New Hampshire State Police troopers and a judge were murdered by a lone gunman who later was killed by police in
I just want to thank all the people who voted or tried to vote.. Someone rated my pic as NSFW so no one can vote anymore for me.. But I got Put into another contest.. Wet Tshirt Baby..lol.. Well I just wanted to send a Huge Thanks out to Pete.Shadowdad.. check him out!. My Biggesst friend and Fan.. Thanks baby! Hey Friends and Fans and Family..
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Lot of Love
My View Of Things
To everything there is a season,
a time for every purpose under the sun.
A time to be born and a time to die;
a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
a time to kill and a time to heal ...
a time to weep and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn and a time to dance ...
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to lose and a time to seek;
a time to rend and a time to sew;
a time to keep silent and a time to speak;
a time to love and a time to hate;
a time for war and a time for peace.
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others; it is because we are different that each of us is special.
Don't set your goals by what other people deem important; only you know what is best for you.
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless.
Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or the future; by living your li
Listen To The Voices Inside My Head!!
.....crying!!! Okay, so Im the one who screwed things up, not him. But Im the one who blamed it on him. Why?! I wish I knew. But now, Im missing him like crazy. Yeah, some of you may know who Im talking about, some of you may not. Sometimes I wish I didnt know. I have soooo tried to get over him. To let him go. But when you see him almost everyday and talk to him all the time, thats kind of hard!
I dont know what to do.....Im going insane. Life can be so hard at times. But then something jumps out at you to remind you that you are here for a reason.
For me, its my daughter and my boyfriend. Both mean the world to me, and if it wasnt for them I probably wouldnt be here! Ive had a pretty shitty life in the past and I was always one who thought about death, leaving this unkind world, leaving all of the people behind that have hurt me.
But then, I gave birth to my daughter and a light was shown in front of me. And just when I thought things couldnt get any better, my boyfriend comes int
Marriage is love,
Love is blind,
Therefore marriage is an
Institute for the blind.. Nobber (Donegal, Ireland)
Arsoli (Lazio, Italy)
Muff (Northern Ireland)
Twatt (Shetland, UK)
Dildo (Newfoundland, Canada)
Climax (Colorado, USA)
Lickey End (West Midlands, UK)
Shafter (California, USA)
Dongo (Congo - Democratic Republic)
Dong Rack (Thailand-Cambodia border)
Intercourse (Pennsylvania, USA)
Brown Willy (every schoolboy's favourite, Cornwall,UK)
Lord Berkeley's Knob (Sutherland, Scotland)
Stains (Near Paris,France)
Fuku (Shensi, China)
Wanks River (Nicaragua)
Wankendorf (Schleswig-Holstein, Germany)
Shag Island (Indian Ocean)
Sexmoan (Luzon, Philippines)
Hold With Hope (Greenland)
Beaver (Oklahoma, USA)
Beaver Head (Idaho, USA)
Wet Beaver Creek (Australia)
Pis Pis River (Nicaragua)
Well this movie was made for those who appreciate good action. The story was excellent, the effects were outstanding, and the acting was impeccable. I loved the whole movie. It was entertaining from beginning to end. Visually, the movie was ... I don't even think I have a word to relay it appropriately. Beautiful comes to mind instantly. Truly well done. This movie needs to win a cinematic award. The cast was perfect. The directing was intense and well thought out. I loved how the cinematograhpy captured the comic book flare that added the charm and balance to this epic tale. Simply OUTSTANDING! I loved it. I highly urge everyone to see it. Two thumbs and all my toes up on this one. :) OK, this was an excellent story. I love the mind of M. Night Shyamalam. He is one of the most creative writer/directors of the decade. The acting was well done, the special effects were done well, of course. I was satisfied with the ending. All tho, the ending didn't have the M. Night twist it usuall
It dont matter what path you choose you end up on right path in end.
The Wiccan Redes
Bide the Wiccan Redes ye must,
In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust;
Live ye must and let to live,
Fairly take and fairly give;
Form the Circle thrice about,
To keep unwelcome spirits out;
Bind fast the spell every time,
Let the words be spoke in rhyme.
Soft of eye and light of touch,
Speak ye little, listen much;
Deosil go by waxing moon,
Sing and dance the Witches' Rune;
Widdershins go by waning moon,
Chant ye then a baleful tune;
When the Lady's moon is new,
Kiss hand to her times two;
When the moon rides at peak,
Heart's desire then ye seek.
Heed the North wind's mighty gale,
Lock the door & trim the sail;
When the wind comes from the South,
Love will kiss them on the mouth;
When the wind blows from the West,
departed souls have no rest;
When the wind blows from the East,
Expect the new and set the feast.
Nine woods in the cauldron go,
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Clearing My Head
I often wonder just what the hell goes through my head sometimes. Normally, I know my own mind very well. Recently though, it feels like somebody else has inhabited my head. I fear nothing, few things make me uncomfortable, and I know where I stand on almost everything. Yet here I am, balanced on the razor's edge. So what gives?
When anger hits people, many times we will say things we don't really mean. I did that Saturday night. And again, I hurt someone. As usual, it seems. Why??? Why do I hurt the one I love most? Why does anyone give everybody else their best attitude and affections and leave the crumbs for those closest to them??
I am tired. I am sick in more ways than one. I want only to give myself, but that self is broken, bleeding and unacceptable. Not worth the trouble to fix. Not worth the trouble to love. I want only one and because of that, am isolated from that one. Am I too eager? Or is it somthing else? I don't know and that is a cause of gre
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For My Friends
this is for all my friends who are always there for me when i need someone to talk to or to just vent or even when i have a problem i love you all and i cant thank you enough for your friendship it means the world to me more than you can imagine you have all became very dear to me over the short time i have been on CT i dont need to mention who you all are cause you all know who you are and how much you all mean to me you guys are the best ever and i thank you all for being you its the best thing i could ever ask for in a friend
all my love
Lucia WOOT WOOT WOOT MY NEPHEW WAS FINALLY BORN TODAY AT 8.05PM GMT 5POUNDS 6 N A HALF OZ (BRITISH TIME) TYRONE BILLY WOOT WOOT WOOT PICS TO GO UP WHEN I HAVE THEM Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,At least fifteen people in this world love you.
The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you
There are at least two people in this world that
would die for you
There once was a man from Peru
Who dreamed he was eating his shoe
He woke with a fright in the middle of the night
To find that his dream had come true.
There once was a man from Peru
Who had a lot of growing up to do,
He'd ring a doorbell,
then run like hell,
Until the owner shot him with a .22
There once was a man from kanass
Who's nuts were made out of brass
in stormy weather
he'd clack them together
and lightning shot out of his ass
A Friend Made Me This
WOW! IT SEEMS LIKE NO MATTER WHERE I AM EVERYONE THATS MALE SEEMS TO ONLY MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT HOW I LOOK ON THE OUTSIDE. "YOU HAVE A NICE SMILE, DAMN, YOU'RE HOT, I LOVE YOUR HAIR, YOU GOT A SEXY BODY" AFTER A WHILE IT GETS A BIT REDUNDANT AND QUITE IRRITATING! FELLA'S WHERE IS THE ORGINALITY?,BREAK OUT WITH A SONNET, OR FREESTYLE RAP OR SOMETHING! LOL SECONDLY, MA, MAMI, BABE, HONEY, AND SEXY OR SEXY ANGEL OR COMBINATIONS OF THE WORD "SEXY" AND ANY OTHER CUTE THING YOU GUYS COME UP WITH TO TRY TO WOO MY EGO AND SELF-ESTEEM ARE QUITE OVERLY COMMON. WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY? FIND WAYS TO BE SPONTANEOUS WITH YOU THOUGHTS AND BE UNPREDICTABLE WITH YOUR ROMANCE.
What Has Become My Life.....
by Sondra Beautifully Broken
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my s
I just thought I'd toot my own horn since noone else is going to do it. I've realized that I do alot and so do most people and we should get thanked sometimes for it. I go to work and work 40 hours then come home and clean like a good little maid, pay all the bills, do laundry and dishes, and make dinner, and take care of the animals, and then in my spare time after doing all that is mine time. I know I'm not the only one who does all this but dammit..I'm deserve a little gratitude from the people I live with. So instead of them giving it to me, I;m giving it to myself..I fuckin rock!! Okay..you people fan me, rate me, add me as your friend..which is all fine and dandy I like it..I'm down...but how come yall don't fucking talk to me lol. I'm here to make friends! And do I need to say I'm bored. All I do is rate, and add shit to my page to make it better, and maybe go into the lounge and when they get boring I bolt! So I'm still learning and finding things to do on cherrytap. Bu
Porno-graphy Make Me Go Hy-per
July 26-29 = Highlands war, which means a nice peaceful weekend in the tree covered mountains of Flagstaff. It also means I get to hang out with Holly, and see John and Aja and Steele, and getting an AMAZING massage from a pseudo-lesbian(who happens to give the best massages I've ever felt in my short life)
July 29th, I'll head back down to Tucson, hang out with Miku and hopefully get my hair cut and re-dyed. Sometime either that night, or the next morning (I still have to talk to her about that part) we'll head up to Burbank, California to see + (Last Call with Carson Daily taping).
Thennnn either after, or before AND after the taping of said show it will be ME + MIKU +
MIKE DIVA AND MAXXXXXXXXXX JENGA + GODSCOLON +
Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction.
By:Antonine de saint-Exupery
The loneliest place in the world is the human heart when love is absent.
Laughter is the shortest distance between two people.
By: Victor Borge
The best proof of love is trust.
It is astonishing how little one feels alone when one loves.
Love is a game that two can play and both win.
Romantic love is an illusion. Most of us discover this truth at the end of a love affair or else when the sweet emotions of love lead us into marriage and then turn down their flames.
True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending.
We are, each of us angels with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another.
Luciano de Crescenzo
All love shifts and changes. I don't know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time.
GO SEE SiCKO. Eye opening, whether you like Michael Moore or not. Why don't Americans care about each other anymore? And why are we so afraid of our government? They are supposed to be there FOR us, not us for them. Please please please give this situation the attention it deserves - the attention WE deserve. You have a sexual IQ of 157
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Save me from the dark of night
I'm drifting like a satellite
Miles from understanding
Where this love will end
Heaven let your light fall down on me
Now I'm over-thinking
Love can't be this hard
We seem to be spinning worlds apart
Sometimes truth is hard to touch
We give too little, expect too much
Hiding in our eyes
Worlds of chances passing by
The Big Blast Contest
I WANT TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE HELPED ME REALIZE WHO I AM :: WHAT I WANT:: AND WHAT I NEED:: THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BADD : I HAVE TAKEN EVERYTHING WITH AN UNDERSTANDING THAT THE BAD OCCURENCES IN LIFE CAN BE BEST FOR YOUR BENEFIT :: I ACCEPT THIS IN IT........'S ENTIREDY :: I FOUND ME : THANKYOU :: I THOUGHT I WAS OVER :: BUT I....................................'VE ONLY JUST BEGUN::STRONGER: WISER: BETTER EQUIPPED TO LOVE :: TO BE LOVED:: TRULY LOVED:: Life Teaches you lessons everyday:: Builds you each passing moment: leading closer to some destination:: somewhere that you are supposed to be in life:: In this world who knows?? Live each day like it....................................'s the last few hours you have left:: you never know.. You just might.. Love everybody: show them that you can look past um ...................................."stupid shit,...................................." that....................................'s
(Old woman homeless laying under black steel steps partially hidden under cardboard and news papers talking to herself only the sound of cars and people walking in the distance)
I just lay here waiting as the room fades to black... Listening to everything my hearing making me believe the night is calm, but I know it is not (pauses to smile) life is simply an illusion masking the simplicity of deception and worries... Everywhere you look you see happiness but it is all lies (covers herself a little more so now all you can see is her dirty face) or a cover up rather, a cover up of the truth. But you can see it in the eyes, eyes tell all. (Starts rocking gently back and forth) They tell stories; stories of the cheating and remorse maybe even guilt or doubt. Even more the eyes show temptation and treachery, seduction of the best sort, (smiles) full of knowledge, knowledge of the weak, the niave, or just the stupid followers. (Pause) everyone is a follower though. Not m
Mr. E will go to jail for ...
Resisting arrest while having sex
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Mr. E --
[noun]:An erotic popsicle
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Mr. E's Sexual Catch-Phrase is...
"Care bears... stare!"
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ok well so many of you have known that i have been tryin to find a way to still join the army...i finally found it. joe and annie are gonna take the baby for me and i talked to the recruiter today. so we set some dates too. we want all my paper work done by the 30th of this month. want me to go take my physical and swear in by june 20th. and then be at basic by july 9th. so that is whats goin on right now i will let you all know what is goin on the closer we get to the dates. so i am finally gonna become a soldier:) Well I am still slowly going through all the shit to join the Army but Im starting to think twice about it due to my boyfriend. I just found out some things that really are making me wonder if joining is worth it or not. I mean dont get me wrong I would love to join but at the same time I dont want to chance of losing my baby or stopping somehting good from happening...so right now I really dont know well if you have been paying any attention at all to my blogs you
Where is Waldo? Can you spot him? It should be easy to find him, since he is the only one wearing glasses.
It's hard to believe there is no water on the sidewalk below! The hose, drain, puddle... everything is painted on the sidewalk by Julian! THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YA RUN FROM GIANT FLIES!
if your looking to see my nsf since so many have asked. you need to check out two of my friends and family and rate all there pics, then donate 10000 fubucs to my drinking fund. plus donate 5000 fubucs to the other two and tell them suzie sent ya. then asked to be added to family and get them to say you did all of that.
this sexy gal is bored,.. wanna dance with me ladies hi everyone! well, as of this moment im in second place with 17,110 votes.
first place is lil devil with 17,490
thanks to everyone who has helped me! you guys seriously rock!!!
if you havent stopped by yet...please do! every rate and comment counts!!!! if you have a few minutes to kill drop some lovin on meeeeeeee! i need all i can get to win.
CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment)
thanks again guys!! **muahs**
L T's Bitchin Hour....
I WAS THINKING OF THIS BREED IN PARTICULAR ....IT IS CALLED A DEVON REX...EVER HERD OF IT?..ME EITHER...BUT CHECK THIS OUT...HERES THE INFO ON IT...
Breed history and information
Discovery and relations
The Devon Rex is a breed of cat with a curly, very soft short coat similar to that of the Cornish Rex.
The first Devon was discovered in Buckfastleigh, Devon, UK in 1960 amongst a litter of feral kittens near a disused tin mine. The breed was initially thought to be linked with the Cornish Rex; however, test mating proved otherwise. Cats have three types of hair: guard hair, awn hair, and down hair. The Devon Rex's coat is unusual because there is little guard hair (see Cornish Rexand Sphynx for more information on hair-deficient genetics in cats).
The curl in Devon Rex fur is caused by a different mutation and gene than that of the Cornish Rex and German Rex, and breeding of a Devon with either of those cats results in cats without rexed (curled) fur. D
HEY EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET ALONG AND THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST IM SAYING THIS ESPECIALLY TO ICEBITCH LEAVE MY FRIENDS ALONE AND QUIT MESSING WITH MY FRIENDS. ITS RIDICULOUS HOW PEOPLE THAT ARE SUPPOSE TO BE GROWN UP AND RESPONSIBLE HAVE TO MEASURE TO SUCH STUPIDITY AND IMMATURITY. WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE SO ACT IT. my son is almost 3 months old his name is john jr or jj for short. man babys get so big so fast lol. it still feels like yesterday when i had him hes already eating baby cereal mixed with his formula hes rollin over and hes trying to crawl.
the baby is due october 22 2007 we are not sure on what we are having but i will keep you posted
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ughh.. it sucks cuz i deleted myspace becuz of those friggin' idiots!! they won't leave me alone.. they keep postin rediculous pics of me and writing stories about "how heidi is a fungus" and "we are saving our wise oak tree from the fungus" and "we are here to protect you from the fungus" (that one is about ruining our marriage and HOW) IT'S FUCKIN REDICULOUS!! IF THEY WOULD FUCKEN LEAVE ME ALONE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GO ALL FUCKEN PSYCHO ON THEIR FUCKEN HUMPBACK WHALE ASS! FUCK! UGHH... why dont i leave? cuz i have no place expect my parents an their not gonna drop the subject forever.. well.. i guess the good news is the lease is up in a month in half.. in mid may i'm moving to the new apartments my husband and i are getting and i will wait for him... the lease in this hell house doesn't end until the first week of june. so i will be by myself for a couple of weeks... how sad.. LOL Tomorrow"
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Off The Top
Its about time the Congress did the right thing and killed for a second time that bill on imagration. I have no problem with people comeing to live in the USA leagally. You shouldnt get rewarded for breaking the law and thats what this bill would have done. Mexico needs to stop trying to dump there unwanted people off on us. I just saw what had to be the most discusting act i have seen in quite a while. A 91 year old man was beaten badly by some young punk trying to take his car. That is bad enough but what really got to me was 5 or 6 people WATCHED IT HAPPEN AND DID NOTHING. Have people quit caring so much that they can watch someone get beat and sleep at night. This poor man fought in WW1. He deserves nothing but respect from everyone and to do this is unforgiveable. The punk is already in jail and while there i hope he gets beat down every day. To the animals that watched I hope you never need someone to help you out like you failed to help this man out. Its a real sham
I REGRET BRINGING YOU INTO THIS WORLD.
ALL WE DO IS KILL.
OR DO SOMETHING TO HURT YOU.
YOU HAVE TO FIGHT YOUR WAY THROW LIFE.
ITS JUST NOT RIGHT.
YOU CANT EVEN GO OUT AT NIGHT.
WHAT HAVE ARE CHILDREN DONE.
THEY HAVE NO TIME FOR FUN.
THEY HAVE TO WATCH FOR THE DRUGS AND GUNS.
YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE DAY WILL COME.
YOUR CHILD MIGHT NOT EVER COME HOME.
YOU MIGHT BE THE ONE THATS HAVING TO SAY GOODBY INSTEAD OF GOODNIGHT.
AND NOTHING CAN BE DONE.
WHY CAN WE CHANGE.
BEFORE ITS TO LATE.
YOU MIGHT NOT WAKE UP TO SEE TOMORROWS DATE. THE PAIN OF LIFE.
ITS A HARD ONE.
THE THINGS WE GO THROW.
THE THINGS WE HAVE DONE.
THE PAIN WE LEAVE ARE LOVE ONES.
THE WOUNDES THAT HEAL.
THE WOUNDESTHAT BLEED.
THE RAZER BLADE OF LIFE WILL ALWAYS PEIRCE THE SOUL.
ITS UP TO YOU IF THEY HEAL.
OR IF YOUR SOUL WILL SLOWLY DRAIN FROM YOUR BODY.
THIS WILL TELL YOU IF YOU TURN COLD OR STAY WARM.IM A LOVING PERSON BUT MY WOUNDS HAVE SLOWLY DRAINED MY SOUL.LEAVING ME SO COLD.
I HAVE NO LIFE RIGHT
The Me You Don't See!
Nothing worthwhile or of value comes easy. If something seems to good to be true, too easy....it probably is!!
You only appreciate the things you have to earn, work on, something that gives you a challenge. You appreciate and feel satisfaction in the SUccess of gaining your GOAL, Prize..whatever it is you are after.
I think the same applies to relationships between men and women!!
SO ladies....don't be too EASY to get!!! Trust me...you will hurt less in the end.!!
If they REALLY want you...they will work for you and EARN you!!!
Your Birthdate: August 12
You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.
What Does Your Birt
This is a personal favourite of mine.. I have it framed on the wall in my office. lol
Have you been to The Land of Happy,
Where everyone's happy all day,
Where they joke and they sing
Of the happies things,
And everything's jolly and gay?
There's no one unhappy in Happy,
There's laughter and smiles galore.
I have been to The Land of Happy-
What a bore! Ok... so those of u who know a lil something about me, probably know that I love the word pickle. lol *shrug* don't ask why but it makes me giggle. I also happen to love childrens poems and have a very large collection of childrens literature. Anyway, I thought i'd share something to make u smile and hopefully u can enjoy "pickle" too!
ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO
WENT FOR A RIDE IN A FLYING SHOE.
"IT'S TIME WE FLEW!"
SAID ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO.
ICKLE WAS CAPTAIN, AND PICKLE WAS CREW
AND TICKLE SERVED COFFEE AND MULLIGAN STEW
AND HIGHER THEY FLEW
I am in the sexy MILF contest and I need your votes lol
please go an vote for me
the rpofile is janelle and its in the milf
please please please
hugs as usual, and snogs
do you want me to post more pics. well I cant as I have used my limit up, so until my points increase I am limited to these only
I have loads more, so come along and find me a wa of earningpoints and i can get my pics up
Caby ok guys thanks. I got the highest score in the sexiest milf contest.not sure if I won but....
a big thank-you to everyone who voted
so I promised that if i won i would half the price of my website membership, so i have done it.
as from today for a month its now half price.
hope you all enjoy guys and girls
see you in there
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Marine and Tampons (awesome story)
> Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good
>story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the
>of a Marine in Iraq.
> My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had
>them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one
>we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving
> My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling
>and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they
>from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if
>wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry
>Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks
>for him too.
> He said when my husband and I sent the last care package,
>Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started
Poetry By Stinger Nitro
I just want to know one thing. People say that they are your friends, but then you find out that they are only using to get by with life. I thought that was over. I guess it is not since I am in college and the same stuff still happens. That's messed up, when they need you, you're there to help them, but when you need them, they're never around or make excuses. Many people wonder why I do not communicate with many people, now you see why, and it is not just because I am a shy person. Just when I come out, I get placed back in because of something physical about me. This may be the main reason I havent been with anyone on a date, in a relationship, or hanging around with. I get more luck over the phone than this. I read my friend Mia's note. She's right, who u may think are your best friends forever, are truely not. Man! where are the true people at in this world? If there are not any, I just say, it's whatever.
everyday is a struggle, everyday is a battle. never knowing what to expec
READ ALL MY BLOGS AND ALL MY PROFILE GIRLS AND ADD ME IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU READ AND SEE CHECK OUT ALL MY PICS GIRLS I AM A ONE WOMAN MAN SEEKING A GIRL THAT LOVES HER PUSSY LICKED AND SUCKED AND HER CLIT LICKED AND SUCKED AND FUCKING SEEKING A GIRL THAT WILL SHOW HER PUSSY AND TITS ON HER WEBCAM TO ME ON YAHOO MESSENGER AND I WILL SHOW HER MY COCK AS SHE PLAYS WITH HER PUSSY ON WEBAM SEEKING A GIRL THAT DONT GO BY AGE LOOKS OR MONEY AT ALL BUT WHATS IN THE HEART SEEKING A REAL NASTY AND HORNY GIRL THATS REAL MY YAHOO MESSENGER IS RICK_WILLIS2001 IN YAHOO MESSENGER GIRLS I AM FOR REAL GIRLS NO HEADGAMES NO LIES FROM ME AT ALL READ ALL MY PROFILE AND BLOGS AND IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU READ AND SEE ADD ME TWO YOUR MESSENGER MY YAHOO ID IS rick_willis2001 GIRLS AND MY MSN MESSENGER IS firstname.lastname@example.org GIRLS
Unexpectedly you came into my life. Unexpectedly, everything took a turn for the better. The sincere way you spoke, your warm eyes, your melting smile, and the kindness you showed me, unexpectedly all became a part of my life.
As unreal as it is to me, I discovered real beauty. Unexpectedly you unfolded yourself to me, for I have never seen so much gentle in one person. Unexpectedly you showed me I could do the same. Unexpectedly you were slowly making a place in your heart for yourself.
It may seem hard at times to feel so close in a relationship, but unexpectedly it became easy to feel so close to you. Now I realize that I had never known what it ment to be loved. Until, I was unexpectedly loved by you.
Chills run up my spine
A soul slowly turning cold
Maybe this is like a sign
Of what was about to unfold..
Blood stains soft wrists
Sobs echo deep inside
Curling fingers into fists
These tears, I must hide..
Leaving me alone to die
Watching me rip apart
To those of you who are legends, there is no way you can fan everyone back who has fanned you, so this doesn't apply to you. So this is for everyone else. How annoying is it that your Fan and Fan Of lists don't match up? A few month's ago, Bella came up with the idea that users could have icons indicating who did what for you, so you can return the favor if you so inclined. I thought it was great idea then and still one now. Coming over from that other place whose name shall not be mentioned so long ago, the LC, now the CT used to be a far superior alternative to that other place. People were spreading the word left and right about how great this place is and it was expanding faster and faster every day, and probably still is. While that place most people left was constantly buggy, the CT ran like a swiss watch, and after all that Happy Hour, ViC and Blast money kept rolling in, it seemed to get even better, at first.
Then things started to go downhill. People who you thought were c
War And Its Cost
Its funny when first you shoot a target, it has no personality, no reality. But what when you see eye to eye the life to be eliminated?. Is there ever a good enough reason?. Does one glory in it?..of course not, but I ask you if the choice is them or you? to fight for your way of life? for your children?..would you not also say yes? and do what you must do?
To war or not to war
When first I stooped to kill
the figure so far away
A stick upon the hill
My aim ne'er went astray
When next it was my job
to end a persons time
T'was done with not a sob
Just another peg on a line
But what when you see
look straight into their eyes
can it really be?
I must terminate their sighs?
To feel the blade go in
turn, twist and then withdraw
why felt it such a sin
against some unknown law
down my cheek ran a tear
so I could barely see
I knew it must be done
was either him or me
Will I always remember?
can I not forget
the pain of that september
Start of my lif
Valentines And The Meaning
Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said
Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
Which but to-day by feeding is allay'd,
To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might:
So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill
Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,
To-morrow see again, and do not kill
The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness.
Let this sad interim like the ocean be
Which parts the shore, where two contracted new
Come daily to the banks, that, when they see
Return of love, more blest may be the view;
Else call it winter, which being full of care
Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare. Saint Valentine's Day or Valentine's Day is on February 14. It is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other; sending Valentine's cards, candy, or donations to charities, often anonymously. It is very common to present flowers on Valentine's Day. The holiday is named after two men, both Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became
HAPPY V-DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON CT. THANKS FOR THE LOVE YOU HAVE SHOWN. AND I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY THIS V-DAY.P.S. BEHAVE YOUR SELVES.LOL In this life we all walk around looking for something. What that something is depends on the person. And a lot of the times what we are looking for is right in front of us. So every now and then stop and look right in front of your self or in the mirror and you my find what your looking for. Taking a vacation next month. I looking for ideas. So please post your ideas with in the states please.
Can’t hold on anymore ..
Current mood: done with life
Can't hold on anymore
my heart sinks into the void
now back from my time away
and I relise it was for nothing
Here or there I am alone
nothing to really call my own
I need to break free of this
grim fate I see for me
All those in my past
have the lives I wish to have
I could only dream of and
will never have to my own
So I just let the void take me
soon it will be over and done
and I will only feel the cold embreace
of the nothing that must come to everyone...
This empty feeling that will not go away
slowly pulling me into my grave
covering me in the sands of time
lost to all and left behind
Noone cares and never did
so alone and frezzing cold
I feel the pressure on my chest
as my heart turns to stone
Never loved as I loved
always just throne away
and now the night is my only escape
Is there anything beyound this life
I fear that is nothing for me .
but yet I will jump free
The W.t.f Files
Well for anyone who has young ones who aren't in school yet you have a huge idea as to what I'm bloggin' about.
So it's been officially a week ago that my son and I watched blues clues on nick jr, well the episode we were watching delt with the issue of anger management know to adults as daily life but yet to a growing little mind it's called Frustration.
So as we watched intently and learned from blue and steve, there are 3 steps to dealing with frustration... as said by steve, you must STOP, Breath, and THINK, sure sounds easy enough to as we repeated all the steps together, that is my son(4yr old) and I, He started to understand what to do when you get frustrated and can't seem to get things right, you just follow these steps and you'll be ok
well 4 nights ago, we had bought a new tooth paste by good ole' tom's organic grape flavored kids toothpaste, we had to brush our teeth with it, well I had misplaced it and couldn't find the damn bottle of tooth paste, as I retraced my st
Have you ever been in the position where you are waiting for a phone call, or a text message, or an email from that one person who makes you feel like your grip on the skin of the world is firm enough to stop you sliding of? The person who doesn’t have to say anything when you’re together, just be there? The one who makes you stop doubting your existence and makes you realise that you are a fully paid up member of the human race? And they are the one person who doesn’t know that they are that person to you?
If not, then I have mingled feelings of pity and envy for you. If you have, it’s just the pity. This is one of the worst places I have been. It’s a middle ground, a no-mans-land between acceptance and rejection and, quite frankly, it sucks giant donkey balls.
Giant crystals enjoyed perfection
With lengths over 11m, the giant gypsum crystals found in Mexico's Cueva de los Cristales are a great natural wonder.
Now, a Spanish-Mexican team thinks it can explain how these mar
sexy report card..
F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME!
D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED
C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay?
C = You're okay looking, but u need work...
C+ = You're just average
B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess
B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person.
B+ = Pretty damn attractive.
A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome.
A = DAMN YOUR BEAUTIFUL
A+ = Gourgeous ... be mine?
A++ = I want to marry you
Even At Work.
A man boarded an airplane in Sydney, Australia, with a box of frozen Crabs.
A female crew member took it and promised to put it in the crew's Refrigerator, which she did. The man advised her that he was holding
Her personally responsible for the crabs staying frozen, and Proceeded to rant and rave about what would happen if she let them Thaw out.
Shortly before landing, she announced to the entire cabin, "Would The gentleman who gave me the crabs in Sydney, please raise your Hand?"
Not one hand went up ... So she took them home and ate them herself!
Be Well and Laugh Often... Yeah!!
Ok I can see My Shoutbox but can't send, I can read PMessage's but can't get in too write and ect WTF is going on. For the women who have spoken and wished that they could immediately take the words back or that She could crawl into a hole ?
She was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.
She was unhappy with the women's type She had been usi
Create a Free Slideshow This is completely sexy to me. As much as I love Anthony Kiedis, I love being at a Red Hot Chili Peppers show watching Flea, John and Chad play together. To me it is perfection.
Flea and John, in my opinion, are musical geniouses. I love watching their faces as they play. Espescially John. He looks like he is making love to the guitar, as if he is the only one in the room. Perfection....
Just about a week before Christmas I really needed to get outta this house! Beanie was sad and at home being a fabulous supportive friend. So Geeka and I decided to go do some shopping.
My goal was to get some stocking stuffing done. So we drove out to Ceres to hit up the dollar stores and Big Lots! Her little cousins came with us and they were on a mission to buy Hannakauh gifts for eachother.
I was so tired and giggly, that I hardly got any shopping done. I had the most fun giggling with Geeka and sending picture messages to Beanie.
When we finished up in C
The World By Me
I have always been the careful type when it comes to my heart. I'm not the one that would give his love easily or fall easily but it has happened. I do wish to thank this site for helping me find my love, my best friend, and my soul mate. She and I are so happy I didn't know I could be this happy ever but I am.
We started by chatting in the shout box to yahoo chatiing and then I desided it was time to meet face to face. I drove down to her house last weekend. We went out to a chinse food, played pool, I sang keriokie for her we had a beautiful weekend.
On Sunday she drove me to Estes Park and we walked and I sang songs to her while we walked ate icecream I did want the weekend to end. When I started home all I could think about was her. I stopped at a McDonalds to eat and texted her several times. That next night on Monday we both desided we were in love. I connect to her in such a deep way I thought was never posible I have never felt this and it is so wonderful I wanted to shar
you all stink.........
.. nah, im kidding ^_^
you guys rock!!!!!
laterz!! ummmm yeah... new pictures!!!
go comment them....... well only if you want to
laterz Walking down the street
With your heads held high
Just waiting for time to pass by
Goofing off and having good times
This is for the punks,
Who have hard lifes
Who are trying to get jobs
So they could afford cars
This is for the punks,
Who go to shows
Who meet new people
And are being steriotyped by their looks
This is for the punks,
Who are put in the categories of being smokers, drinkers, and steal
Who are musicians with artistic lyrics
That have been told "You have been arrested,huh"
This is for the punks,
Who go to school and want to graduate
That want to stop roming the street and want to live in harmony
Who want to get a home so they can feel warn
This is for the punks,
That have way much more to say.
Ghosts And More
A Night at Elysian Park, CA
It was a night in the summer of 1984,
me and a friend were cruising around
having fun and thought we would cruise
to the park to meet up with some friends,
well we were driving north to the park and
out of nowhere a dense fog came across the
road like it had a mind of its own. There
was another vehicle in front of us and that
car slammed its breaks on and made a about
face and was speeding out of the fog, we
stopped turned and followed him but there was a
large black figure hunched on the ground in front
of my car I swerved to miss it but it hit.
I slammed my breaks on and looked behind us
and there was nothing there no black figure
no fog! We left that night and never went
to the park at night again.
The following story is TRUE!
When my mother was 17 years old her and 5 friends were playing with
a Ouija board. They were asking questions and suddenly a spirit came
thru and said that her husband had killed her and c
Well on Saturday night (3-27) My Dad had another stroke,not as severe as his first one back in Oct,it appears...I do not know if I will be here a lot as I never know when I will have to go.This is one time I wish I lived closer to my parents as I am about 1.5 hrs away,but it could be worse. A huge thanks to my #1 family that I was able to get a hold of that logged in to get rid of my 11's...Will try to keep you updated in the future....
Julie I am so sick of pounding autos for some friends and not getting anything back such as a thank you,profile rate. I am gonna be more pickier about who's autos I rate on my friends list.I will never have a auto .
I see people activate bombs who's autos I have rated,and very few have bombed me.I will never have a bomb to pay people back.
I am getting very close to godmother so any help would be appreciated..
I almost left the site the other night but a couple of friends talked me into staying.
Have a good night!!!!!!!! To all who
The Adventures Of Drake Tauru
Our anti-hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. Friends could be lost and lifes ruined.
"Nothing happens without purpose."
Our hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. He will take back his life or die trying.
"Fear is the mind-killer"¹
Our Villian is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. But fate has something else in mind.
Our villian has nothing to say because he only cares about himself.
Our anti-hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everythi
Through My Eyes...
Sapphire and I went to an erotic arts ball. The ball was kind of boring so we left to go fuck. As soon as we got to my car I bent her over and fucked her a bit and then quickly got her back to the hotel and got my dick in her mouth. She sucked it real good for Daddy so I rewarded her by bending her over a chair and then letting her sit on the dick I finished things off by busting all in her mouth and like a good girl she swallowed every drop. EuftisEmery at Rude
I’ve had the opportunity to check out Club Onyx and I must say that I’m very impressed. The first thing that I’d like to mention about the club is the security. Before you can even drive into the parking lot you’re stopped by armed security that checks your glove compartment and trunk for drugs and weapons. So don’t drive to the spot dirty.Once you get past the security in the parking lot you then have to get a pat down before you walk through the door and walk through a metal detector. Securi
The Battlefield I Walk Upon
Sighs. I don't mind my job..I truly don't. My pay is actually pretty damn good for what I do. But you know, this isnt what I want to do. This isnt what I am meant to do and it drives me nuts going there every damn day.
I have my goals, I have my dreams..I know what I need to do to be able to make a difference in this life but you know what I dont have? MONEY.
It is sad that I am unable to do what I am needing to do...it is sad that I am not being given the chance.
I will be 22 in April, I am still young and I still have time, but I am truly beginning to wonder if my time will ever come. Hopefully, starting tonight, I will be able to post a little more in this specific blog. I would like to use Cries of the Spirit for my poetry and other writings, however, I am discovering my life is a giant battle and I would like to get into that alittle more in this blog.
I am realizing that I do not have too much time to post right now as it is almost 6am and I have to be at work at 7am
A Look Into Me
That place between asleep and awake
That's where you live in me.
A faded dream that was once real.
Is all that I can see.
In this space of in-between,
This is where our souls play.
The place that's neither black nor white
But only where it's grey
I'm only here for a short time,
In this special place.
Just long enough to see you,
With a smile on your face.
And now it's time I have to go,
and leave behind this scene.
But I'll be back in a little while,
and meet you in-between.
~ Murphy's Law for Witches ~
No spell is as easy as it looks. If you perceive that there are four possible
ways in which a spell can go wrong, and circumvent these, then a fifth way will
promptly develop. Every spell performed to solve a problem will breed new
No matter what the result of a spell, there will always be someone Eager to:
(a.) misinterpret it.
(b.) fake it.
(c.) believe that it happened as a result of his own work.
Mother Nature is sometimes
I have one question...How come when someone says that they are to good for you they dont even approch you..dont you think that you should at least get the courage to give that person a chance..
Happens all the time men say they dont have a chance well how do you know if you dont give yourself enough courage to go up and say something to her..i see it all the time excpecially at bars on the weekends..it funny because the girl can really like you and think you are hot..and yuou wouldnt even know..
so in conculsion men you have to grow some balls and go after what you want..dont give up because then you are a quiter..and quiter are not sexy..quiters are just chicken shits and well if you read my other blog then you know how i feel about chicken shits..women need someone that is not going to be afraid to go after what they want..women love when a man chases or really goes after something.
i need some comments on what you guys think and why this happens..
i would first like
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Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong
One who loves to listen long,
One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,
Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?"
I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And always be my very best friend.
A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a
particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner.
The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give
you this money, will you buy beer with it instead of dinner?"
"No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied.
"Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the
78~~~~ ouch! I'm a bad influence.
Body: If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. done drugs.
1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. cut yourself.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to
Hey All You Sexy Cherries
ok I am soo thrilled my frist Friday night show!! and I am trying to get a 20 to get this I need more and more to start listening .. soooo if you are not already tuned into me then get your hinnys to www.crush.fm and start listening ..just go to tune in section on the left and pick the way you want to hear it .. I am on till midnight and after that :) if you want to request and let me know you are there just register and request away .. with over 5000 songs I am sure you will find something! :) hahaha
OK Go help me get my 20 ;)
Hugs bratty lil kitten Blah so I Dj at crush fm .. and we still are trying to get listeners up .. we have live djs throught the day till about 12 am then ppl run auto but the requests are still on .. I am starting to wonder if ppl dont like to register to request and that is why noone wants to listen.. we have sexy ass women with really hot voices on .. and great guys as well .. but yet I struggle to get in enough requests.. I am always on air .. and
Zepman's Inner Thoughts
Someday, somewhere, before I grow too old, I hope I can find someone who shares the same openness and passion about intimacy as I...but I'm not feeling very optimistic today about my chances.
Everyone wants to be my friend, no one wants to love me. I've decided to stop looking for love, and let it come to me.
Nice guys DO finish last. Things are crashing in around me as I write this...I'm on disability from work, at reduced pay...I just lost two gigs in the last few days worth $400 that I desperately needed...now I need to decide who/what's not going to paid: the mortgage, car, TV/internet, electric, cellphone....the biggest bummer? - the person whom I met on here several months ago, and talk with every day, and whom I fell in love with, still doesn't trust me enough to call me (just hearing her voice would really help right now). I'm beginning to lose hope in almost all aspects of my life, which seems to be going down the tubes at this point.
That's all for today, I can't b
You should know I miss you
when the snowflakes drown my eyes,
blinking forever out of my head
as the mantra of summer solstices and stars
is lost to the wind of a memory
I'm not sure it's healthy reliving.
You should know I miss you
when midnight wraps me in cold sheets
and the melodious whispers meant to warm two souls
steal away my abilities to think
when unheard pleas fall from my tongue
and your embrace remains six hours lost.
My heartbeats are slowly fading
as ice freezes the blood in my veins
and rainbowed smiles are forgotten;
my lungs have stopped letting me breathe
as sighs build up in my stomach
and storm clouds capture my pupils,
because it's hard to dream lullabyes and tomorrows
with the phantoms of farewells chasing sunlight away.
I miss you in studded syllables and monotoned words
as my palms caress nothing but air,
because my stairs have been blocked by the distance
and the churning in the cracks of my skin
can mean nothing but scars and goo
Shop O Torture
1. Welcome Ft Killa-mo 187
2. Why Can't It Be? Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler
2 and a half. W-Torture Podcast Commerical
3. What Happend? Ft Tyler
4. U's A Suburb G Feat Killa-mo 187 and Tyler
5. Never Sell Out Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler
6. Colorz Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler
7. Fuck Wit KM Day Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper
8. The World Right Now Ft Killa-mo 187
9. Skisto Ft Killa-mo 187
10. My Reply Ft Killa-mo 187, Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, HALUSiN8
11. Bodyz In Da Bay Ft Killa-mo 187
12. Smoke Break Ft Killa-mo 187
13. Extreme Killaz Ft Killa-mo 187 and DC Sniper
14. Warfare Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler*
15. Lifestylez Ft Killa-mo 187 and Crap*
16. Metal Ft Killa-mo 187
17. Tha Re-Copp Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper
18. Shoutouts Ft Killa-mo 187
*-Not Completed yet
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im gonna love you till the day that i die till the last star falls from the sky. ill be behind you every step of the way even if i drop dead today. i see your face and hear your voice in my sleep wake up with tears on my sheets. im gonna love you till the end of time till i turn to ashe's in the warm sunshine ive been so streesed out lately its not even funny i havent been able to eat or sleep i have been having anxiety attacks everyday multiple times not being able to find work isnt helping and not working drives me crazy theres so much that needs to be done in life and there isnt a whole lot of time to do it in every one falls on hard times and every time i do i get back up only to be pushed back down and every time i get pushed back down i fall farther until its so hard to get back up that i just wanna let go i just wanna say fuck it i just wanna dissapear sucide is not a solution in my mind nor is it a thought it doesnt make sense but i just feel like dissapearing into another fram
THANKS TO ALL WHO KEPT TAYLOR AND OUR FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
SO FAR ALL SIGNS ARE GOOD.
THE LINK ABOVE HAS THE OFFICIAL STORY AND VIDEO
THE LUNGS HAVE BEEN TRANSPLANTED. SHE HAS TO STAY ON A VENTILATOR FOR 24 HOURS TO SEE IF HER BODY WILL ACCEPT THEM.
WE'RE HALFWAY THERE. This is my sister-in-law's younger sister. Keep her in your thoughts and prayers. Shes an awesome little girl. Please post this link and help out ant way you can. The projected cost of the operation is $750,000
3 Day Blast Give Away Pls Help Me
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC
"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"
Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!What's Your Theme Song?
I HAVE HELPED SEVERAL PEOPLE OUT IN THE CONTESTS THAT THEY HAVE ENTERED AND NOT THOUGHT TWICE ABOUT IT CAUSE THAT IS WHAT FRIENDS DO FOR EACH OTHER.,.... WELL I AM IN 2 CONTESTS AND OUT OF EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LISTS THERE IS ONE PERSON WHO HAS DEVOTED MOST OF HIS COMMENTS TO THE CONTEST FOR THE CUTEST KIDS WHICH MY GRANDDAUGHTERS PICTURE WAS ENTERED.... HE DEVOTES ALOT OF TIME TO HELPING ME OUT AND I STILL CANNOT THANK HIM ENOUGH.... HE IS A GREAT PERSON... I HAVE DONE BLOGS FOR BOTH CONTESTS IN AM IN!!! I DONT ASK MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR MUCH ... ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR A LIL SUPPORT... THANKS PLEASE COME COMMENT BOMB ME... THANKS IN ADVANCE....
This is a poem that my niece that I raised wrote about me hope you all enjoy it as much as I do!!!!!
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there is an angel in my life whose always looking out for me no matter what situation things could be she has a heart made of gold So loving, kind, and sweet with a smile
"i Reject Your Reality And Substitute It With My Own."
mother (mo-ther) ˈmə-thər: noun,verb, adjective, transitive verb.
The word \'mother\' can mean anything and everything. Because anything and everything is what mothers do. In fact, if families would thank a mother everytime they did something for them, that is all we would say, and never be able to get another word in at all. Maybe that is why mothers don\'t hear thank you enough. Mothers do the hardest and most thankless job there is. So thank you. I LOVE YOU
The words "I love you" do tell you how I feel, but they don't convey the sincerity or the depth of that love.
If I could find the words to truly express my feelings for you, then that would surely make the greatest poem, or greatest prose ever written.
If my love for you could be painted into a picture, people from all over the world would come to marvel at it's beauty.
When I look at your perfection, I do so with much more than just my eyes.
When I hold you tightly at night, it is not wit
My Poor Poor Mind.....
W Well here it is I live in Knoxville, TN and I am loving it here its pretty cool. I work at a retail store as a cashier/electronics overnights and I love that to. I have a cat named Honey she is about a year old almost two and i love her to death. I also own two frogs and a fish. Right now I am a single woman just looking at possibilities in life. I am hoping to start college next year kinda torn on my major but I do know that I want to do something with kids. I would love to be a teacher if I can get enough college funding and stuff. Umm.... Well thats about it folks. If you want to know more let me know. I will be glad to answer questions. Okay so like I called the guy at work when he was working again and we decided to reschedule the date to this wed. and I think it will work out this time I hope so cause I think he is a great guy. Oh and he has the sexiest voice in the world lol. Anyway yeah other than that mostly working but I did make some new friends. I have hung out with them
There has been a lot of talk about 'point hoes' lately. I would just like to clarify for all those who read this... i am not a point hoe. I didn't join this site just to gain levels. I have only asked once for help to level (yesterday) but that was only cause i had something stupid like 900 points til my next level.... and it was annoying the shit out of me. If i was a point hoe, i would be asking for people to rate/fan/add me for more points still, even though i have just leveled up. i ain't gonna do that. People can do all that stuff for IF they want to and WHEN they want to. I joined this site to talk to people. And the people i have spoken to so far are great people. I am glad to have met them. I will now apologise though for not talking much to you all. But I do have a reason. I am only on dial up at the moment. It takes about 5 minutes for a fubar page to load up on my computer. This makes it difficult to chat to people on here. Which is why I try to catch up with people on weeke
ok you walk up to some one and your like all serios and your like hey have you ever seen an asshole thru plastic????
then they pause and there answers are like no or ewwww.
then you say well can i see your license or id then. well im having fun with this cherrytapping blog making sound listening ppl poking site to me its fun as hell.
its like a game the points that is speaking of games i spend most of my time playing runescape its a mid evil quest game with lots of stats to build up in lvls and money to make hahahaha not real money you silly gooses fake money. well look for gtorg1 if ya join again have fun and please for the love of god keep tapping me I LIKE IT lol. gto@ CherryTAP
Ulster Volunteer Force
In memory of fallen volunteers we stand here proud of an army such as ours we are the peoles army since 1912 to present day
For they shall not grow old as we are left grow old
age shall not weary nor the years condem
at the going down of the sun and in the morning
This is dedicated to the officers and volunteers of the Ulster Volunteer Force and Red Hand Commando for their dedication and sacrifices over the years. NO SURRENDER.
\"For as long as one hundred of us remain alive, we shall never in any way consent to submit to the rule of the Irish, for it’s not for glory we fight, but for freedom alone, which no man loses but his life\"
PREPARED FOR PEACE, READY FOR WAR
U.V.F. - The Peoples Army - Y.C.V.
FOR GOD AND ULSTER
Ask not what your country can do for you,
but what you can do for your country.
U. V. F. \" STILL UNDEFEATED \"
\"READY TO DEFEND ULSTER WHEN NEEDE
You shaLL vote n comment for me repeatedly or I shall taser you all!!!!......Hmmmmm on second thought some of u r freaky like that....U might like it....I'll have to rethink my plans.....or perhaps hit u all with wiffle balls bats repeatedly!!!:D
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Shadowy_heart0134 ( My Life Entries From My Live Journal)
Current mood: scare and worried.
since I could not find the stamp for song I currently playing, I am kind of watching the Move A Walk To Remember, and listening to Many Moore's song Only Hope.
I have marked my life to a Walk To Remember, even though no one is sick like the girl was in this movie, but then again I cannot say anyone is not sick as of yet, this movie will always be my movie I relate to it no matter what.
Life does so many things to people these days, it just aint funny anymore. I know when me and my ex broke up in one the weirdest ways it could have ever happen, all I ever wanted to do was see her one last time. Then my parents spoke to me stating she may come back one day, my fathrr never got so close to me as he did and never though I hear the words he stated that day, that if it was meant to be she will come back. My mom said the same, but was just unhappy with how it all happened. My mother spoke to me and we talked and talked, she told me how she
Kim's Thought Of The Day
well as you all know i broke my leg 2 days before christmas well today FINALLY my doctor said i am good everything is looking great!! and i am so happy cause i feel like things are going good for me FINALLY! I HAVE MEET A MAN THAT HAS GAVE ME LIFE AGAIN HE MAKES ME FEEL SO ALIVE! AND I CANT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE! anyway i just wanted to let the world know... until next time love ya bye Well we had some bad ass storms here last night!
My son was going crazy he was so scared! But THANK GOD we didn't get any tornadoes! We got to close tho! Some of the towns around here was not that lucky! Well other than that today was a great day! My husband will be off in the morning and he will be up my butt for 3 days!(woohoo)
So we will be doing some yard work! Spring time is my favorite time of the year! And I am still doing work on my page so come by and see it!
I hope everyone has a great weekend!
Kim Well today it stopped raining finally!!
I am going to be w
Oi Oi Savaloy!!!
Finally seen my baby boy after 4/5 months , and ive got to tell you this my jaw is aching so much from smiling its unbearable ha ha ive never stopped smiling and it was hours ago,*SMILE* ive missed him so much never gonna let it happen again!!!! smile.x How come when yu put your sock's in the washing machine, then stick em straight in the dryer (1"ft away) dry em!!! put em in the washing basket! then go to put them away! there's alway's "ONE" missing??? were do they go?? why do all the ones yu got left after every wash never match??? let me know........:-( what is it that girls dont understand about NO!!!!, tis girl phones for an appointment.. i say i might be able MIGHT!! to squeeze her in (MIGHT)sooooooooooooo she turns up with her 2 fiends 30 mins before i shut shop. her friend the one with the loud mouth!!!proceedes to ask me over and over again to do a small star (WOW) on her stomache.. i refuse saying im going home "go on man it will only take 5 minutes" how long she been tattooi
Sorsha sighed wearily as she slumped against the cliff face and looked to see if anyone else survived the dragon's suprise attack. As she looked around, her despair grew. The elf twins were obviously dead; Trila's head laid several feet from her body and Tiri was so much elven jelly between the dead dragons claws. They hadn't even had a chance, the dragon hit them first and before anyone could blink they were both dead. Suddenly Sorsha heard a groan and she stumbled over to Magnos. It had been Magnos' spear strike to the dragon's eye that allowed Sorsha to get the killing blow in, but as soon as he had made his thrust, the dragon had hit him with its tail and smashed him against the rocks. Sorsha feared the worst as she searched him for wounds. A strike like that killed most people and she feared she was going to see a good friend die in her arms yet again. She almost wept with joy when she found that besides a few nasty cuts and bruises, his main problem was a broken
Im in a dark sad place
but people dont see it
Its hell and scares me
Im a fake I pretend
Im happy but I am not
It hurts to be alone
Pain brings me brief joy
The blood stained blade
is a temporary friend
Love is being said
But not felt to be
held would be bliss
Im in a dark sad place
but YOU cant see it
Its a prison its my
MIND Sitting in my room, reminiscing my empty life
Thinking about how I could have served myself better
When I sleep, I see nothing but evil, pain, misery
When I’m awake, I see nothing different
The world means nothing to me
I walk around with a veil over my eyes
And a blanket over my mind
I see black and white
I feel only one emotion, misery
I cannot keep on living in the meaningless thing we call life
I grab my shiny, silver lover
The one who never lets me down
As the dark red line begins to form across my wrist
I still feel nothing but satisfaction
I feel my soul beginning to lift
I can see my body gently lying on the stained,
I AM GOING TO BE HAVING A CONTEST FOR MEN'S SEXIEST CHEST! I HAVE A FEW ENTERIES ALREADY BUT I AM NEEDING MORE.
I KNOW THERE ARE SOME REALLY NICE CHESTS ON CHERRY TAP... I HAVE SEEN PICTURES OF THEM. GUYS COME ON! SHOW OFF WHAT YOU GOT!
I WILL BE OFFERING BIG GIFTS AND THE WINNER WILL GET A 7-DAY BLAST ON ME.
LADIES: IF YOU KNOW OF A SEXY CHEST OUT THERE, GIMME A LINK TO THEIR NAME AND I WILL INVITE THEM IN.
HELP ME GET THE WORD OUT AND REPOST THIS FOR ME!!!
NEW CONTEST OPENING SOON!
I will be opening a new contest soon. This contest is for CT's Sexiest Dad!
It will be a comment bombing contest with the prizes as follows:
1st: 3-Day Blast
2nd: Silver Motorcycle
3rd: Men's Bracelet
There are only a few spots left so hurry and message me so that I can get you entered.
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These guys need
Surf Blog, 2006
Just When I Thought I had it All Figured Out...
...Mother Nature plays her sick little joke. Today was a very humbling experience to say the least. Where as Monday's session happened to have the very tip-top conditions for a grommet like me, today was quite a challenge.
We arrived in lovely Santa Monica around 1:00 pm on a lovely Saturday afternoon. After a quick bite to eat at the local Fosters Freeze (Dee-Licious burgers & fries) we headed to what is by now, quite familiar territory. I know, I know, Santa Monica is one of the most polluted beaches, blah, blah, blah....
Come on now, what beach isn't polluted these days? So i'll grow a tail, big deal. It will probably help me with my stability in rough waters anyway. Although, in retrospect, I do recall a disturbing amount of this weird radioactive green colored foam on the surface of the water, which concerned me. I debated asking a lifeguard about it, but decided I didn't really want to know. I was having WAY too much fun, b
Do you think its right for be the loving, caring, sweet, faithful, ETC. guy that I am just to ONE person?? or Just be who I am towards EVERYONE?? 1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard.
2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why.
3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for
okay im totally new and confused! hahahah
how do you go about getting cherry bucks, without getting those stupid adds cuz personally i dont like junk email! how about you???
Jennifer i need like a little over 200 pts to level up!
This Is Only A Survey
there is a guy by the name markymark that is easy going and have lot of fun if you like.
(he is looking for someone that is going to be more then a friend and a good fuck.)
here is his information
on cherrytap it is email@example.com
THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE MEN OUT THERE.
IF YOU SAW TWO WOMEN MAKING OUT WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
for all those ladies out there here is a single male that is looking to have some fun. hit him up. firstname.lastname@example.org
I know we are not all Irish..But Iam today hehehehe its also a beautiful color green too!
so I thought I share it with you all!!
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420 was awesome! I got so ripped and seen the hemp man.... then I got drunk :) 420 was awesome IM DRUBKJ HERY PPLS GHEHE wazaaop I hope your hitting cherries in the G ;)
Well folks here's the deal. Sorry I've been away but I've been in a bit of a funk lately and I haven't been able to drag my sorry ass to Cherry Tap for a while. I'm better now and hope to be doing more here on my CT page. If you read this blog, please, tell me what you like and don't like. I'll try to add more stuff that you like. I love the old 80's video's as you can tell. I also like some of the older stuff like Janis Joplin and Hendrix and think their performance vid's are cool as hell.
On to the news of the day. Well it seems bald ass Brit and K-dred have hammered out the details of their divorce. Yippee fucking skip. Now we can all rest at ease knowing the fate of their 2 kids and her money. But what about her hair? I mean my GAWD!
And what about the Anna Nicole Smith family saga? Are they gonna dig up her son and re-do the autopsy? For pity sake, let the dead rest in peace!
Quote for the day
"I found a head in a bucket of paint once!" Here I am again,
Before the Internet & text messaging.
Before Sidekicks & iPods.
Before MIKE JONESSS
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.
WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.
When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.
Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark.
Red Light, Green Light.
Heads Up 7 Up. (played this game in school a lot)
Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball.
Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.
The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.
Running through the sprinklers.
To All My Friends On Here
If my wish came true,
I'd spend the whole day
in bed with you.
I love to imagine
all we could do,
if we made our erotic
dreams come true!
Lying , thinking
How to find my soul a home
Where water is not thirsty
And bread loaf is not stone
I came up with one thing
And i don't believe I'm wrong
That nobody ,
But nobody Can make it out here alone ....
Alone, all alone
Nobody , but nobody
Can make it out here alone...
There are some millionaires
With money they can't use
Their wives run round like banshees
Their children sing the blues
They've got expensive doctors
To cure their hearts of stone .....
Can make it out here alone ..
Alone , all alone
Nobody , but nobody
Can make it out here alone ...
Now if you listen closely
I'll tell you what i know
Storm clouds are gathering
The wind is gonna blow
The race of man is suffer
Who alls up for dinner at KFC tonight?
The Promised Land
You can reach me at yahoo at shinra35888 and you can reach me on aol instant messenger at shinra0358; Youtube = shinra358.....see ya later.
Or maybe ya can dream of me and i'll be at yo door in tha mornin' ;) To be or not to be..................
NOW THAT IS A QUESTION! Deja Vu?' by Tom M. Dean Jr.(Me)
It was a day unlike any other,
no worries,no problems,just new things to discover.
Until I walked outside this day,
something strange and new had crossed my way.
It was something new I had just felt,
as I gripped and tightened and fastened my belt.
Yet it didnt seem as if new at all,
though I thought I did it at sunrise throughout sunfall.
I started to wonder what it was that I ponder,
but I cant seem to remember as I started to conjure.
So I gave up trying to decipher this data,
and I went out to become one with my neighors.
The Alter Reality That Is Vixen
The memories flow even when you wish them not to,
They wrap themselves around you and awaken who you used to be.
Once opened they can't be contained
They seek you out and call you by past names.
Its in the blood, its in your genes.
You can try to escape them but its not within your means
The rhythum flows like a long forgotten dance
Entwining them with now you can't escape your past.
Eons come and eons go
Time isn't linear it just flows
Like a web you stay entwined with the same people time after time
Like celtic knotwork a perfect maze
Beginning without end we start another phase
Does destiny control us or do we make our own
Perhaps we choose to repeat the things that feel like home
We weave a pattern throughout the realms
We each create our own heaven or hell
So stop and listen softly to things that you once knew
We each walk through the realms holding pieces to renew
In this time and the next
The cycle will repeat
Sometimes we are but pawns in a tale t
Lines From Lucious Lesley
Just wanted everyone's thoughts on this one,
Friends at work... Do you think it is a good idea to make lots of friends at work?? or do you think it could be a hazzard to your job?? A penny for your thoughts... luv ya's all. As the rain falls gently from the evening sky
The cool breeze sends me a shiver
I see the sparkle in your smiling eyes
And it makes my lips start to quiver
You reach out and touch my hand
Then look into my eyes with love
How you found my soul I just don't understand
You must be my gift from the Lord above
Every moment that we share
Feels like perpetual bliss
You hug me close to show u care
As we embrace in a sensual kiss
I taste the sweetness from your lips
The emotions etch into my soul
You place your hands upon my hips
And I whisper "please don't ever let me go"
My heart melts with ur charm
When you promise will we always be together
You hold me tighter in your arms
As we vow to love each other forever.
Just For Fun...
You Can Only Type One Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? bed
2. Your significant other? None
3. Your hair? Brown
4. Your mother? alive
5. Your father? alive
6. Your favorite thing? friends
7. Your dream last night? none
8. Your favorite drink? budweiser
9. Your dream/goal? Independent
10. The room you're in? office
11. Music? Rock
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married
14. Where were you last night? Bed
15. What you're not? helpless
16. Muffins? blueberry
17. One of your wish list items? husband
18. Where you grew up? anadarko
19. The last thing you did? drive
20. What are you wearing? dress
21. TV? yes
22. Your pets? no
23. Your computer? storage
24. Your life? Boring
25. Your mood? ok
No One Cares
Reporter: Stefanie Silvey
New Media Producer: Rachel Beavin
Update: The dog dragging case goes to court in Owensboro, and 14 News is learning more about the man accused of killing the dog.
William Bowlds is charged with a misdemeanor in the death of Buddy. The animal was chained to the back of a vehicle and dragged to death. Police say Bowlds borrowed the dog to breed him. The courtroom was crowded with people who want the penalty for such cruel acts to be more than a misdemeanor. One woman even booed Bowlds as he came into the courtroom.
And Buddy's owner told 14 News it never entered his mind Bowlds would harm his dog. We have learned that Bowlds has a lengthy criminal record: 36 charges in Kentucky including domestic violence, terroristic threatening, assault, manufacturing methamphetamine, possession of drugs, theft, burglary, and
Previously: A dog dies after police say it was chained to the rear of a vehicle and dragged for a mile. Daviess County, Kentucky sherif
Crying tonight doesn't help
I don't feel nothing
You never come around
And I never sleep
The silence keeps my awake
Haven't touched my pipe
Since last night
Time to toke up
I'm getting sober
Such a god awful feeling
The river runs red
With the blood of mine
Calloused hands scrape away
Uncovering a new layer
A brand new life
You get to this point
Theres no one beside you
What we lost here
Is better off to be left alone
No use in opening more
This time I did myself in
Never thought things
Would get this bad
Things should never
Get this bad
And its my fault
I blame myself
[If anyone had a heart, it wasn't you]
For my mistakes
The only thing
In my life
That I did right
Laying stretched out
On the bedroom floor
My corpse is cold
But I stand back
But I stand back
And to myself I realize
Why you never come around
I want you to know
Sorry for hurting you
I shouldn't have let
Things get this bad "To Find You"
Im Happy. Gross
its coming up to memorial day. so what better time to sign my guestbook..
also if you wanna play a game with me to win a cherry blast..let me know..im thinking about doing one
the contest didn't work last time but i might do another one.. so let me know
always keep in touch and let me know how you are doing.. its cold and lonely up around maryland right now..blah.. but friday tomorrow.. anybody wanna do anything? im bored as grass growing..
~Timmy~ can you get me over 1000?
please? Fun to think forward to Friday. I'm happy to think about getting out at 5 and not having to stare at deeds til Monday. I wanna get out of my job but I should wait til year end before I do that. The money is the shitty part of the whole thing. Not enough to pay the regular bills.
I don't know whether I would get a townhouse or an apartment. If I do get a townhouse I'd have to be fairly sure I"m gonna stay at the job I have plus be getting paid enough money. Thinking
What A Fun Week
A FRIEND POSTED A BLOG AND I HAD TO COPY AND REPOST IN MY OWN BLOG ....TODAY LIKE OTHER I STARTED OFF TRYING TO CATCH UP ON COMMENT,REPLYS THE USUAL THING....BUT STRAIGHT FROM THE START WAS ERRORED OUT FROM COMMENTING OR RATING LIKE WTF!!!!! THEN THE POWERS TO BE SAID WAS FIXING PROB HAHAHAHAHAHAAH THATS FUNNY..ENVERY TIME THAT IS SAID CT GETS SLOWER AND MORE FUCK UP....BUT BACK ON AGAIN COMMENT ONCE THEN 5 ERROR MESSAGES GETTTING MORE PISSED OFF AS THE DAY GOES.....LEAVE FOR A COUPLE HOUR THEN TRY AGAIN WELL I WAS NOT DIAPPOINTED STILL THE SAME SO STRUGGLE ON AND GRIN......BELOW IS OTHER BLOG DON,T AGREE WITH ALL BUT THERE IS A LOT OF TRUTH IN WHAT IS SAID
I wonder what people call the one line that goes over our screen where it tells you about the 5 DVDS and the whole page where you can subscribe to stuff to make cherry bucks. and what about the links at the bottom of the comment boxes? I call them all ads.
Just that they dont pop up on our screen all the time, cause they are
well basically to sum things up simply I dont drink or do drugs and im right now I like to cook play videogames listen to waaf and just be chill im currently struggling to survive looking for my soul hows that for you.And im straight not gay or fucking bisexual...So motherfuckers back off
Can you wait until happy hour to rate my photos please also notify me that you have done this I will do the same okay?
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Im not from boston its just a listing Vote on this Battle! | More Battles Current mood: geeky
Category: Romance and Relationships
Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It...
1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they're well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS i
Ok gang its 1:52am here and i am exhausted i am running on 2 hours sleep at this point so i am gonna give you the stats for now and will do pics and whatnot later.
Name: Eljin Kai
Wgt: 7lbs 1.4oz
Length: 20 in
He and mom are both doing wonderful and i will update you more later Well we are in the final stretch now. In 6 hours I will take my wife to the hospital and they will induce her labor. So in less then 12 hours I will be a daddy yet again. GHod am i nervous. You would think that after having 3 children already i would get used to this, but no matter how hard i try i still get nervous. My heart is beating out of my chest right now just thinking about it. I am amazed at how many thoughts are running through my head right now. Sleep will probably never happen for me tonight since I am so excited. Hopefully i will catch a small nap at least. I will post all the pertainent info as soon as i can tomorrow and let all those who have been ke
In the pouring rain droplets falling
every splash full of life
every litte drop precious
I find myself in your arms
standing here with only,
one care in the world
gazing gently, lovingly into your eyes
letting you know i love you,
even with a gaze,
droplets running down ure face
carresing your beauty,
it's undeniable, our love
slowly i bring u closer ,
feeling the gentle assurance
of your warmth against my body
i kiss you filled with all my emotions
just a single kiss to let you know,
I love you and always will,
walking into the rain
holding your hand,
I am content,
Our love is lasting~ So imcomplete
so alone,lost and sad.
This is what i feel when i awake another day
why do i build my walls
so strong so mighty and long lasting
i wont let myself fall for a stranger
nor will i allow myself fall for a friend
i want to love again
i want to be happy
but yet i always screw it up
i push and push
so your not near me
i wont let you love me
ill make you hate m
"You!,Come to me and preach of Faith and Love!" You want me to see how they must be ,what do you know of Faith and Love? You can not change me ,for I see me , ME! I am Faith And Love It grows in me ,breathes life in me Your illusions are nothing compared to what I see.
Faith! Faith gives me strength to be willing and free to make the choices to love me and every one around me! Faith is in me ,it is strong and your illusions are week,you grow pathetic and harsh as we speak!
Love!,you know nothing of, it is not found,it is not given or earned or taught .It is nothing but something we all have inside.Love is endless,immortal,and eternal,love changes to fit its own design never the same at one time . It breathes from me it is me I am Love cant you see love is me !? So you grow week from what you begin to see in me.Something unattainable but free,you illusions shattering as wee speak,your heart beats your thoughts race you life a steady pace. You come to Me to and preach of Faith and Love
OK THIS CHERRY IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MY SHE WILL HELP NO MATTER WAT AN DONT COMPLAIN IF YOUR IN A CONTEST SHE WILL TRUELY HELP YOU OUT NO MATTER WHAT THIS HER DAUGHTER IN THE CONTEST PLZ SHOW HER SUM LOVE
TRANQUILANGEL5 [akagina} amember of the conefdrate bombers
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I WILL BE AWAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, MY FAMILY HAD DEATH THIS PAST FRIDAY, THANK YOU TO ALL HAS SHOWED ME AN MY FAMILY MUCH LOVE , THATS MEANT THE WORLD YOU HAVE REALLY TOUCHED MY HEART HUGGES AN KISS RUBIA THANK YOU to all my friends an family sorry ive been on , but the last week ive been really sick an i wasnt able to get out of bed , some of my family can always go to my daughter an ask her if you dont here from me , she will always ley any one know whats goin on ( remdey)
All Because I Had A Dream
TOP TEN THINGS THAT SOUND DIRTY AT THE OFFICE BUT AREN'T:
10. I need to whip it out by 5.
9. Mind if I use your laptop?
8. Just stick it in my box.
7. If I have to lick one more, I'll gag!
6. I want it on my desk, NOW!!!!!
5. Hummmm...I think it's out of fluid!
4. My equipment is so old, it takes forever to finish.
3. It's an entry level position.
2. When do you think you'll be getting off today?
And the number one thing that sounds dirty at the office but it isn't:
1. It's not fair...I do all the work while he just sits there!!!
I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN
JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN
A PLAN TO SAVE ME
SAVE ME FROM MY SINS
IN FEAR AND HATE DECIET BEGINS
IF YOU CHOOSE TO BETRAY
BETRAY AND DECIEVE
ALL THAT YOU REAP SHALL BE WHAT YOU RECIEVE
I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN
JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN
A PLAN THAT WON'T ENSLAVE ME
ENSLAVE ME IN THE LIE
TRICK AND HURT ME TILL
In the end you will be laid to rest where you belong. Bathed in the flames for your hatred and your ignorance. You're the symbol of masculinity, but I can beat king kong. I will stand up for those who suffer. I will stand up for those who have suffered, been crucified by your insecurities. You can't say what love is when you're castrated, fuckers. Hatchets castrating the fuckers. The voice that I've been given I will use to crush bigotry and defeat intolerance. With bodies ablaze sadly no one's there to push you in the flames. So throw another stick in and I swear with every once of strength I have, I will burn you all alive. In the sticks lays your worthless bodies, screaming, keep fucking screaming. And with your eyeballs boiling...WHO'S THE FUCKING FAGGOT NOW
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
I saw your heart as it overtook me
We tried so hard to understand and reason
But in that one moment
In that moment I gave my heart away
In that moment I gave my heart a
http://www.azlyrics.com You know you're in love when you can listen to "Take my breathe away" and actualy enjoy it. lol It has a bunch of shit including a lot of pics i can't post on here. ALso has a bunch of interesting blog entries. check it out or not w/e u feel like doin.
Looking For A Juggalettes
She has the beauty that will make your heart miss a beat.
Her smile alone makes anyone want to just kiss
her shining pink lips.
Her eyes can open your heart into another world that you never thought existed.
I call her red because of her beautiful wavy red hair,
and the way it blends in with her nice soft skin that will make your mouth water.
Her red hair is so attractive it makes the word
"red" compliment her.
She's not my red,
but I know wherever she goes there is always going to be somebody admiring her red beauty.
She's not literally red, but that color alone tells everyone she has the beauty like a red rose. theres a time to laugh
a time to cry
a time to sit
and wonder why
a time to love
and to despise
a time to think
a time for slow
a time for fast
a time to wish
time didn't pass
a time to hope
a time to seem
that you live by your heart
and follow your dreams
a time to draw
a time to write
from your thoughts, from your soul
from your mi
One day I was trying on some naughty clothes. You know its hot red with thigh highs and holes where your tits are. hehe Any ways I was trying it on and the door bell rang so I threw on some shorts and tank top over top of this other outfit. Well I'm sure it looked funny when I opened the door to see me in shorts and tank top with thigh highs on. yah I was thinking that when I opened the door and there was this hot guy at it. He was there to show me a demonstration on a vacuum sweeper or some thing well. A little did I know he started flirting with me. All I was think was how bad I wanted in his pants. So he was talking and showing me things and he spilled a drink on my top. I wasn't think about what was under I just took it off and then I was like opps I'm sorry I forgot I had this on. I'll be back I'm going to go change. I got up and he said no please wait. I love that outfit I want to see more cause I would like to buy one for my girlfriend. I was like are you sure? Ok I'll show I d
go comment bomb the shit out of me. i wanna win.
and zac? i wanna see a vote from you on there. or a rate... do it. because i said so. :P when there's every reason in the world not to trust again, how do you learn to trust?
If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" you.
If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.
If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
If I'm too short for you.
If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.
If my hair isn't just the way you like it.
If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. Beauty dies with time but a good heart will always be young. Just sit in your chair, exposed to Me, legs parted. Sit there with your hands on the arm rests, unbound yet forbidden to move. Hold yourself in that position and watch me play with myself mere inches from your face.
Here, I will steady you head with my hand, force you t
*~vodka And Novacaine~*
I don't really know where this came from... Some dark corner of my mind... Therein lies a poet... This poet is not kind...
This pain inside runs deep... Tucked away it is my burden to keep... If only I could forget to remember... I could shed this heavy load... I try, I fail, I weep... Can somebody break the code... The shackles of my soul fall in defeat... A new creature is born... One who is full of love and not torn... But wait do you hear that sound... In my dreams I am bound... I wake up only to realize.... I am still in disguise... Im still searching for the way.... I grow more vindictive everyday.... I cannot release the animal inside.... So I try my best to devour and hide.... I want so much to be free... I want to be whole again... A little part of me dies with each new moon... And when the full moon shows its new found glory... That is when the tale of me becomes a whole new story... A beast is released that I cannot nor wish to contain... It prowls this world full of hat
First Blog Here On Cherrytap
After what happened this morning I am once again without a Relief Person. My relief person started out with having petty mal seizures, for what seemed like hours.
While I was signing for meds, I hear "Mom, get up here now". My relief person was having a Grand Mal Seizure. Needless to say it FREAKED out my poor son. She was transported to the local EmergencyRoom to be checked out, due to the fact that she is 3 months pregnant. I hope that the baby will be ok.
Needless to say I had to notify my employer about this. And I must agree with her. What if she DID have a seizure while I was gone, the residents would not know what to do?..So I have to let my relief person know when she gets out of the hospital that she can no longer work here.
DAMN THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is a rightful order found
Beyond the things that seem to be,
Something beneath the surface seen
Hidden behind prevalent schemes.
I know this fact through feelings felt
in such relief that come to mi
FUCK THIS LIFE I AM DONE!!! NOBODY FUCKING CARES ABOUT ME ANYWAYS!!! I GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE WELL ITS TIME TO TAKE!!! AND WITH THIS I SAY GOOD BYE!!! I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt.
I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to.
I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts.
I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.
I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night.
I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him
It's All About Me
My FearsI would / I wouldn't / I haveTouch a snakeI haveRide in a hot-air balloonI wouldSky diveHELL YEAH I WOULD!Scuba diveI mightDive with sharksAre you crazy?Sing in front of a huge audienceOnly if it was the jam,,,Sit in the front of a roller coasterI haveWalk through a graveyard alone at nightFor what?Join a space missionNo doubtCall off a weddingThat's shittyWalk naked through a crowded cityDependsCall Mike Tyson a girl to his faceA sissy girl!Disarm a bombAin't my jobClean the outside windows on a skyscraperHow much is the pay?Go on tour with a rock bandRock on!Go skinny dipping in mixed companyI have & wouldHeckle a comedian at a comedy clubNot likelyEat something really grossRather notTake this survey Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
You have low
I hadn't posted in here in a while so here I am again.
Just killing time and wasting away the beautiful day by being online.
Have a great Thursday! :) Well another Hump Day is here and nothing has changed in a week...the planet still spins, the sun still rises in the east, gravity keeps us all from flying off into space
So go out and enjoy today as if there's no tomorrow because if you don't, it will be just as boring as the past week has been! Hello and welcome to my blog
I would like to thank my new friends for adding me and invite all my future friends to say hello
Things That R Goin On
Well,here's the results bck on my test> A BIG NEGIATIVE!!!!! THANK GOD & THANK U ALL FOR UR PRAYERS & THOUGHTS,WITHOUT YA'S I WOULDNT OF MADE IT THRU IT!
PEACE & MUCH,MUCH LV TO YA'S!
WOOOHOOO I CAN LIVE AGAIN,LOL! Sorry I haven't been on in a while,but some things have been goin on in my life lately,& was taken a break from the pc.
I found a lump in one of my breast last wk,been freakin out bout it too,gettn a mammagram done today to find out,so all my freinds pray for me & wish me luck!
I'll be bck later to let u all knw how it went!
Peace & Lv to all! Subject: Wearing Red on Friday's
SEE WHAT IS MEANT BY RED FRIDAY.
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.
No, he responded.
Heading out I asked?
WHO ARE THEY SCAMMIN"? It' ain't like they'll get rich off these. hey if you're gonna burst my bubble with your hidden charges, right at ya! buddy MSNemail@example.com
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HEy everyone...Just wanted to say stop by and rate and comment my new PIcs please...andi will sned back the same lovin.. WHY DO EX-GIRLFRIENDS AND EX-WIFES HAVE TO CAUSE SO MUCH DRAMA AND STUPIED SHIT IN YOUR LIFE TO WHERE THEY MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL???? I HATE THIS SHIT I CANT WAIT UNTIL I GET MY NEW JOB WHERE I LIVE THEM ALL FUCKING BEHIND hey everyone i will try tongiht to get to stop by your profile and give you all some luv if i can i will do it tomorrow but i also what to let you all know that i hve some new prviate pics for my friend shelp your self and rate let me know what you think
Im Just Me
(1) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when thay are right and you need to shut up.
(2) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been givin five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that end bigin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine".
(4) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5) LOUD SIGH: This isn't actually a word, but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will
My First Rant!!!!
Why am I finding making a video so freaking hard for me to do??? Is it because its a reminder of how I lost touch with my family and never got to say Goodbye to my cousin before she died?? Is it because I never got to tell her how much she meant to me in my life?? I lost touch with everyone when my dad passed away. He was with me one minute gone the next without any warning. The depression I suffer from this traumatic episode is so incredibly great still after almost 13 years!! I cry everyday for the chance for my children to meet their grandfather. A day I know will NEVER come. I hide my grief behind a fake smile. Never bringing it to the surface!! My dad was my life my world!! I was a daddys girl and still am to this very day!! I was the only one with him when he fell in the hospital after getting a blood test done and died. An 18 yr old girl alone in the hospital unable to reach anyone in her family. Not even her mother or brother. An 18 yr old girl crying out to her
In the last two months, one of my best friends moved away, another went off to rehab, and I was hit by an uninsured, unlicensed motorist.
To add sadness to injury, I learned that a coworker, someone I dated briefly two years ago, was diagnosed with cancer. When I met him, he was 24, a successful, smart, ambitious man who, at 6'7", towered over me. We were an odd couple, him tall and dark and calm, me tiny and pale and loud. We spent thanksgiving together two years ago, him raking my leaves while I baked us a feast, then joining inside for a cornucopia of drinks, food, and sex. Shortly thereafter, I started seeing someone new, and, through willful neglect, I abandoned the relationship with my coworker.
A month ago, I emailed him to let him know I was thinking of him. We exchanged several messages and ultimately planned to meet and spend the day on his boat. And so we did.
I drove out to the marina and waited by his dock. He came up to meet me, led me to his boat. I climbed on a
life sucks when ur as ugly as me, guyz dont like u cuz ur not skinny with perfect hair, teeth, boobs, ass. Guyz only want to fuck sumone like me cuz im jst another girl they can fuck cuz she wants a guy to like her for once in her life...... she'll never be loved like in the fairytales ... but life is not a fairy tale for her its hell.......
All She dreams is to be happy like in a fairytale..... she dreams of her love...... The Love That Will Never Be... Everyone Says U Will Have The Right One.... But Is That Right One Jst Takin To Long..... She Wants To End Her Life.... But Gets Told Not To Cuz Her Dream Will Come Ture...... But Yet It Has Not....... Everyone says live life like the lord would want u 2. Alife without love is a life without a soul. I gave you my heart and soul. when u left u took both with u. Now I sit here without my heart and soul. On the inside i cry and beat myself up. On the outside i seem happy and like the world is my play ground. I feel so lonly without u. I j
Life Suck And Sometime Even In The Good Way
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE
1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences.
He thought he was God and I didn't.
2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.
3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.
4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke.
5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive.
6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me
7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder.
8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe.
9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing.
10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes.
11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine.
12. God must love stupid people; He made so many.
13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine.
14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.
15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again?
16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it!
I Swear It Sucks
Friday, July 06, 2007
Who needs men if they are all liers
Current mood: irate
Category: Romance and Relationships
Let's a Big Breath Out...Where do I start. My chest tightens just at the thought of writting this. First of all I know people are getting mad at me because I am not commenting or paying enough attention to them, I wish I had all the time in the world to do so. I can say I'm just about as sick as I was in January when I went in the hospital. How is a single parent suspose to get help when they have no one to watch their child. I didn't mean to start this blog so harshly but its true. Everything is falling apart and I can't keep it together....people are just making it worse. Friends want me to go places with them, I really need to be at home resting and cleaning house. I get online and I get bombarded with IM's Sarah..sarah...are you there hello Hello...If I wanted to talk to you I would say HELLO. I really didn't mean this to be so harsh. I love al
OK so seriously this was an awesome event. I have been trying to find pics of it seeing as I forgot my camera and have only found a few so far. Anyway if you have not been to one then you really should go. This year they had Funker Vogt, Alter der Ruine (from Tucson and an awesome group), E Bomb, and the Pain Solution Sideshow. PSS is one crazy guy but man he rocks. Grats Horns and Halos for putting in a great event. http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4639
OK see this lounge rocks!! Awesome fookin music.. awesome people.. lots of fun... Come in .. say hi.. chill out..Tell em Heirio sent ya ;) Welll yes I have not been in much at all for a few weeks. I am selling my house and a couple is going to buy it so I am now heavily looking for a new place so I can move. Only have a few weks to get things done so I am kinda under the gun atm. BBS
~loving People , Not Things~
Love Won't Wait (Poem)
There is a story of a woman...
Who always kept her feelings towards her friend.
Until the day he got married...
She decided to tell him the truth and...
He felt that it's a good joke for his wedding.
There is a story of a man...
Who has never told his wife how much he loves her...
Until the day she passed away.
Until now, he keeps sending flowers to her grave everyday...
With thousand kisses on the card saying "I love you".
Would she be able to know?
Yet, there is a story of a girl...
Who always needed a warm hug from her daddy.
But she was too shy to ask for...
Until the day he can never hug her any more.
A lot of stories happen everyday.
You could know what had happened yesterday.
How can you be sure what will happen tomorrow?
Think of something you never say.
Are you waiting until the day?
Just say..." I love you "
If you like to get out from a noisy party
and walk together outside only...
with that someone, you are in love.
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Scorpio - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted
Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover
You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in
Your negative traits:
You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover
You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship
You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on
Your ideal partner:
Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!
Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.
Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis.
Your dating style:
Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date.
Your seduction style:
Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.
You have incredi
In 1986, Mkele Mbembe was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Mbembe approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Mbembe worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face,stared at him for several tense moments. Mbembe stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away.
>> > > Mbembe never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Mbembe was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures
The mind is a fragile yet beautiful part of life,
As well is the heart exceptionally more fragile, therefor no one should toy with another persons heart nor mind because in a functional basis neither one is any good, nor can they funtion without the others presence.
In conclusion I recieved some news today that put me back in a spot that I thought id be done with. I have heard that me heart is being tooken from me again.
So I am feeling like I can't funtion properly, I again have to figure out a way to heal again, the trials just keep coming, and I am running out of ideas.
So what to do I have no idea.....
I hear the voices in my head,
telling me no more days,
will I dread.
Close my eyes and feel no more pain,
as my heart slows,
and the light of day no longer remains.
It is a very dark and cold feeling,
as the blood stops flowing,
it is my soul your steeling.
Why did you let me go,
my heart you crushed,
No love did you show.
you chose to
Points Of Concern
> > Subject: Classroom Desks
> > Read, well maybe even study this a little, it
> carries a good message
> > loud
> > and clear.
> > Back in September of 2005, on the first day of
> school, Martha Cothren, a
> > social studies school teacher at Robinson High
> School in Little Rock,
> > did
> > something not to be forgotten. On the first day
> of school, with
> > permission
> > of the school superintendent, the principal and
> the building supervisor,
> > she
> > took all of the desks out of the classroom.
> > The kids came into first period, they walked in,
> there were no desks.
> > They
> > obviously looked around and said, 'Ms. Cothren,
> where's our desk?' And
> > she
> > said, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how
> you earn them.'
> > They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.'
> > 'No,' she said.
> > 'Maybe it's our behavior.'
> > And she told them, 'No, it's not even your
> > A
At the moment I feel like nothing is going right...
I wonder if anyone else feels like all is wrong..
I hate feeling this way.
I just wish I could make everything back to what it used to me...
When I was happy
The way it used to be This guy couldn't spell!
He didn't know what busy meant!
Here is just some of the stupid things he said.
meoffjack2000: ok are you going to call me
meoffjack2000: so your not ging to call me and you dont whant me calling you
D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: i said idk cause i dont know when im free
meoffjack2000: isnt it night and weekends
meoffjack2000: and i pay no mater what time it is or if i call or get a call
D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: im not talking about free on the phone i mean free busy
meoffjack2000: whats busy?
D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: what do you mean whats busy?
meoffjack2000: i dont know what busy is what is it?
D1ddl3MySk1ttl3:how do you not know what busy is
meoffjack2000: i dont know i know bisy
Why do I wait instead of fight,
Why do I care so much,
Why have I gotten hurt an still go back,
Why have I fallin,
Why I dont even know if he really cares,
Why do I want this bad,
Why am I so scared of getting hurt again,
Why is this so difficult,
Why cant there be a way to where we want to go,
Why is there this wall,
why cant we be what we want to be. Still we have not talked,
Still we have not seen each other,
Still I am wondering if were ok,
Still I am falling for you by the days,
Still I am scared of getting hurt,
Still I am wanting this more then anything,
Still I'll do anything to make this what we want,
Still wondering whats going to happen in the future,
Still wanting you more and more by the days. We miss You
In loving memory of landon sanderson
It was dark outside,
The new day was coming,
Thats was a bad time,
As I was asleep,
I didn't know,
What had happened,
I lost a great friend,
he was coming home from work,
He was almost home,
He drove to f
It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.
The Way You Feel When You Are With That Special Someone.
The Beauty Of It.
And Then You Lose It All.
The Pain it Brings.
The Tears That Fall.
Oh How Dreadfull.
The Emptiness It Causes.
You Know They Arnt Coming Back This Time.
You Feel All This Sorrow.
And Know They Dont Feel The Same.
~You broke my heart~
I gave you the love that was left in my heart,
But when I gave it to you, you tore it apart.
I loved you more then anyone else,
I even waited for you at home by my self.
You kissed my lips when I asked you too,
But when you say I love you I wish it was true.
Then one day you came in crying,
You said that you felt just like you were dying.
Still crying you fell to the floor,
so I panicked and ran towards the door.
So I ran to the car to get to the phone,
Question Of The Day.
Why is my dick hard? Hmmm....
Realest What is a hater? What is your interpretation of a hater? So, I been off for a minute, came back and saw all the new pics from over half my friends and fam. Most were very impressive, some were the same thing just on a different day. SO...my question...drum roll please...
What kind of pics do you find interesting and worth a rate AND a comment, so I can get some ideas of what I'm going to post here in the next fewdays?
This is semi serious, I'm in a mean need to rack up points. So what would you like to see?????
"I'm not a realist, I'm The Realest."
THIS A BLOG I WANT TO POST ON BEHALF OF MY FRIENDS, JD AND JULIEANN.
MY FRIEND, JD POSTED THIS AS A BULLETIN ON BEHALF OF MY FRIEND JULIEANN WHO IS NOT VER WELL AT THE MOMENT.
JULIEANN IS A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE SO PLEASE READ THIS BLOG AND STOP BY JULIEANNS PAGE ON SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND THAT WE ARE ALL THINKING OF HER.
CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO GET TO HER PAGE.....
sweetnalotofjuicy (PLEASE READ PROFILE BEFORE ADDING ME,TY*Whips N Chains Society *@ CherryTAP
THANK YOU TO ALL WHO WILL SHOW THIS WONDERFUL LADY SOME LOVE AND BEST WISHES.
I have jules permission to do this
HI ITS JULIEANNS FRIEND JULIA HERE WAS GONNA SEND IT ON JULIEANNS ACCOUNT EARLIER WITH JULES PERMISSION,BUT COULD NOT FOR SOME REASON
JULES IS NOT VERY WELL AT ALL,AS SOME OF YOU KNOW SHE HAS HAD IT ROUGH LATELY I WAS TALKING WITH HER FOR 4 HOURS EARLY HOURS OF THIS MORNING AND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HER THOUGHT SHE HAD TAKEN SOMETHING WAS SO WORRIED I WENT TO SEE HER 2AM THIS
What I Want
To the lonely soul who's feeling sad right now
....there is someone who's thinking of you.
To those that feel pain, emotional or physical
I share this with you ..
To those locked into places in life where the future seems to hold nothing but dispair and your spirit and soul are in agony
I sense and feel this with you ..
To the confused child who feels lost in this world
...there's someone who cares enough to write this.
I see your sadness, I feel your pain.
Your tears do not fall in vain.
For every teardrop that hits the ground,
my heart is burdened with sorrow.
For every time you think those horrible thoughts,
my fists becomes clenched in fear.
Your presence in this world is felt
by those who are connected to you
You are a significant entity
even if you think you're not.
because you are part of the world.
You are an important thread
that is crucial in keeping it together.
You really are beautiful.
You deserve to be happy.
This is one of my favorite songs from Mushroomhead...it's how i feel right now...
"Is there really anyone there,
Fall on deaf ears all of my prayers,
The mother of nothing,
The mother of sin,
The farther of decedance within us,
A brother of suffering inside,
Is there really anyone there,
Why can't you look at me now?
I hope you like what you've done to me,
Drown in your misery,
Waiting something new you made up,
(When We give up it's never enough)
Or this could be the day we rise,
(When we give up it's never enough)
I hope you like what you've done to me
only through the thought of me,
only through your suffering,
Will you leanr to forget?
Will you learn to forget,
Through your suffering?
I wonder why,
Who will survive,
When we try,
With their lives,"
Twelve Hundred This thing inside this place,
Is a living thing that can't be replaced,
It's a power,
a lust, never to rust,
Unrelenting furry and psychotics not mirr
IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOU AGAIN, IM FEELING THAT MY LIFE IS COMMING TO AN END. FEELING THAT YOU NO LONGER WANT ME AROUND YOU ANYMORE, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THEN BEFORE. IM SCARED OF YOU SAYING GOODBYE, YOUR FULL OF LOVE AND SUCH A GREAT GUY. I CANT HELP TO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU, THATS WHY IT HURTS ME AND MAKES ME FEEL SO BLUE. IM SCARED OF YOU LOOSING WHAT WE HAVE TOGETHER, BUT IN MY HEART I THOUGHT YOU WOULD LOVE ME FOREVER. PLEASE DONT STOP LOVING ME IT WOULD BREAK MY HEART, I WOULD NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO IF WE FELL APART. IM SCARED OF LOOSING YOUR HEART AGAIN LIKE I DID BEFORE, I WANTED US TOGETHER FOREVER MORE...... MY MOM MY BEST FRIEND
04-08-56 - 12-05-2008
THE TIME HAS COME TO DO THE WORSE THING IVE EVER DONE,
TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY BEST FRIEND, MY MOM.
YOU WERE MY BACK BONE AND I WAS YOUR ROCK,
WE STOOD TOGETHER AND ALWAYS TALKED.
I WASNT READY FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME LIKE THIS,
YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE AND THATS A BIG PART IM GONNA MISS.
NOT HAVING YOU TO
When I try to go onto someones site and it says error users permissions dont allow you to do this or something like that, does that mean they have blocked me? I havent run into that before on the sites? The way they do that that is. I have been on here a little while but havent really given this site much time. I would like to make some good friends on here. I am still trying to upload some pictures which with the computer I am using is very difficult. Talk to you later. I changed my profile name to Wildthing, I dont know if it worked or not but I thought I would be different on this site so there you go lol. Take care everyone.
Dead Stares And Blank Thoughts Or Epmty Minds
Body: 1. Anal or oral? oral
2. Chocolate or whip Cream? both
3. Ice or feathers? hmmmmm....
4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 2 girls, 1 guy
5. Movie porn or live porn? neither, fucking sex!!!
6. What do you wear to bed ? what ever i please
7. Love making or hard fucking? both
8. Do you shave ? yes
9. Spit or swallow? neither...
10. Do you masturbate ? nope, it's called sex
11. Whats your turn on ? i have many
12. Whats your favorite position ? i have a few
13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends...
14. Where would you really love to have sex ? hmmmm i can think of a few places, but most of all in a confessional
15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) a while
16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? both
17. Have you ever had sex in public ? well in a jeep in a parking lot....
18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? why do you want to kno?
19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? MY NICK!!!!!
hey all my fubarian friends and such!
I am gonna make a new album here on fubar entitled "My Fubarians". I would like to rip a photo from my nearest and dearest so that all can see who holds my heart here. If you are up for this idea, let me know which pic I can rip so I can place in my album and more so into my heart!
lixx and such to yall running a contest of my own, person to show me the most luv in an unusual fashion by my b-day will get a nsfw pic folder.
links well, i never thought about it before but there is a comfort in the single life. I have one friend who could be more, but why push it? We are comfy doing things or just kickin back doing nothing. If I throw in a relationship, will that comfy old t-shirt feeling stay? i doubt it. Soo I say yea for the single life, easier to stay Sane this way!
lixx and such
Tenshi No Kage Kokoro
"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."
(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't Wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)
The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Life Has Its Ups And Downs
LP Just released their new album. After 14 of months of long days, never ending lyrics and rythyms, the release of Minutes after Midnight was the result of a project well done. This blog is of a few songs from their new album that had touch me, or my life, and even events going on in the world that affect me. I hope you read these lyrics and see their true meaning.
Let me apologize to begin with
let me aplogoize for what i'm about to say
but trying to be genuine
was harder than it seemed
and somehow i got caught up in between
let me apologize to begin with
let me apologize for what i'm about to say
but trying to be someone else
was harder than it seemed
and somehow i got caught up in between
between my pride and promise
between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
the things i want to say to you
get lost before they come
th only thing thats worse than one is none
let me apologize to begin with
let me apologize for what i'm about to say
Well, here I am again, belonging yet not belonging to the world I live in. Trying to figure out what it is that I'm supposed to be doing, ideas and possibilities whirring through my mind, yet no single thing stands out prominantly among them. Growing up, I was told you are born and have a path, a destiny of sorts, a purpose...I have yet to find mine. It seems that path not only twists and turns, but one can actually fall by the wayside, never making it back...which would make that particular life rather pointless in my view...I just can't believe things are that cut and dried.
I now understand why The Ancestors held trees in such high regard and how they likened them to one's life...you have roots...scattered but ending up in one place...your life....you live during your formative years growing strong, building to adulthood...in that beginning adulthood you have many choices...what you can or should do with your life....call those limbs...there are usually several on any tree. Ba
For those that don't know, Lightning is the name of the female character in the Final Fantasy XIII trailers. And here is a new picture of her! Amazing!
First! New character from Final Fantasy XIII revealed and no, not much else at the moment. What I have read of him so far is that he comes in to rescue Lightning when she is being attacked by something and he is on a motorbike. I also read that he is large enough to fit two people on his shoulders, so that would make him huge. I personally think he looks like Seifer, but with a much more carefree streak like Reno or something, but we shall see.
Fabula Nova Crystallis Final Fantasy XIII is the collective name of a series of games made under the Final Fantasy XIII label by Japanese console developer Square Enix. Made in the same vein as the Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Fabula Nova Crystallis, which means "the New Tale of the Crystal" in Latin, is nevertheless based on various worlds and different chara
Took them long enough but i finally got the answer i was wanting to hear. unemployment is sending me some money soon. so people your going to have to put up with me awhile longer it looks like.
does happy dance all around fubar. ok everyone i am back now. most of you know i was having a rough time before i disappeared. well i had the internet cut off at home for awhile to help out. but things are getting better now so i am back. thanks for all the love and messages wondering what happen to me. It looks like i am going to get kicked out of the place i am staying since work went down when i got back from Vacation. i went to a place today that was suppose to help out but they said i did not meet there program. so if you do not see me for awhile it because i can not get to a computer.
Keep me in your thoughts.
so yeah as of today i started a new diet. dont get me wrong i know im not fat but im just not quite as happy with my body as i was pre-baby and he's almost a year old now, so the belly fat isnt cool by me anymore. so im only gonna try this for a month wish me luck. im taking the diet pill SlimQuick, drinking one engery thing called Energy Shot, eating less than 1200 cal, and exersiceing. so im hopeing that i'll get rid of this little bit of extra weight around my tummy in a month. i started today and i'll end on June 30. a whole month and one day. please feel free to leave your opinion on this matter here or privately email your thoughts. you can support me, fuss at me, or remain netural its your choice. and no this isnt the first time i've done the weight loss thing, more like the 5th. thats right i wasnt always little even before baby, i was a big girl in Middle School and part of High School. but back then when i got tired of my body i lost weight the WRONG way. thats right folks i
The Way Life Goes
Through the Never
Through the never,
We shall pass.
A beam of light
guides the way,
But do we go
or do we stay?
Fear Consumes you,
Reality eludes you.
For endless aching miles.
Insanity starts to creep,
And bares its evil smile.
Its mangled and stripped away.
No longer knowing up from down,
Because the dark hides the day.
The sorrows of today,
lead us to the happieness of tomorow.
But all the while,
The pain lingers on.
In darkness of shadows,
to the mysteries of night.
We search for the happieness,
Thats far from our sight.
the never ending quest,
To subdue ones pain.
Finds them stranded alone,
In the cold midnights rain.
It's time i let some things out. life can be full of joy or it can be 1 bad thing after another. Every time i become happy for some reason or another life decides to hit like a damn truck and o
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! (5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for you
Day Eleven will preview their new album
on their MySpace starting Saturday, 03.10.
They will put up a couple of songs with the
band’s own comments for 2 days, then
change to the next tracks so you will hear
the whole album before its release.
Day Eleven’s 2nd album, Sleepwalkers, will
hit stores in Finland next Wednesday, 03.14.
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Well thank-you all for stopping by and rating I hope I returned all of the favors if not tag me up and I will...kids were ill all weekend so I didnt catch the net..hope everyone got a little this weekend have a good week to come I have a touching story for anyone who wants to read on...on saturday april 7 God put me to good use...We were taking a family trip when we came upon and accident...I asked my boyfriend to turn around to see if we could help cause everyone else seem to keep driving by...I am glad we did...as I got out of the care I saw a woman screaming and crying and another holding her, a young boy crying and alittle ways from them a man holding and infant over his knee...the infant was motionless so I ran to tend to the infant first....The family was mexican so not much english was spoken very well but enough for me to understand that the baby had not been breathing for approximately 5 to 10 mins....so I took the baby and felt for a pulse no pulse, blood from nose, ears...I
This is WRONG on every level!
I know it's nowhere near halloween, but it's still funny and wrong.
1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves adhesive.
2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew.
3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs.
4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting.
5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, and then blot dry.
6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores.
7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol
cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.
There has been little sightings of the elusive willing damsel. Still the hunt continues. These are beautiful and gorgeous creatures, to understand them i know more than any other. To actually snare and capture one is a whole new story.
The Hunt still goes ont hough knowing I will sek one out and find the prize that will be hers and mine it is day 4 of the hunt and the trail is luke warm at best...but i still hunt with trusty rope in hand for that elusive creature the willing damsel.......
I was offered bait today but refused it must be a willing damsel with no bait needed....the true hunt must go on without any source of bait. The hunt for the willing damsel continues and she is hard to find....but we still look for her...knowing that she is out there somewhere...I stopped for a rest today but continue on
Sex Sex Party Party
i like me a girl that loves black and loves to play rough if you are one then message me later dam im still looking for my sexy one to wanna call me so any girl that wanna chaat on the phone pm me sex and partys are a drug but this ype of drug gives you a speacal high if you know what i me so come in pass the booze and go crazy
My Intelligence Days
This is a continuation of my previous blog with research notes attached 180
speaking of the SR-71 and RC-135, stated that "it is possible to operate these systems in a way that tells us things we want to know. This can't be done with satellites."53
There are three SIGINT collection systems designed for the U-2/TR-I: SENIOR RUBY, SENIOR STRETCH, and SENIOR SPEAR. SENIOR RUBY is a near real-time ELINT collection, processing, and reporting system that provides information (including type and location) on radar emitters within line of sight of the U2-R. The SENIOR RUBY system can handle a large number of emitters simultaneously and send its data to a Ground Control Processor that is colocated with the Transportable Ground Intercept Facility (TGIF), used in conjunction with realtime U-2 missions.54
SENIOR STRETCH is a near real-time COMINT collection, processing, and reporting system. The airborne receiver subsystem consists of a multi-channel microwave rec
What I hate is when people accuse you of lying because you didn't tell them something or ommitted info. Thing is you can't always remember everything, or maybe it just didn't occur to you at the time. An Ommission isn't neccesarily a lie, a person may not of had the intent to omit or they did not have that information available at the time of questioning. Physiologically, The Brain & Heart are interdependent, they need eachother to function. They logically, and Spitritually in the context of love, your "heart" would be your "spirit" and mind would be your "Logic/reasoning" which should be co-dependent, and passion should be tempered with prudence, justice, fortitude, temperance, and wisdom, yet show compassion, forgiveness, and appreciate Humor. New Here, Thanks to all those whom have welcomed me.
Anyone here into Star Wars? Ever since the "prequels" came out, I've become reborn a Star Wars Junkie. I've even been messing with ideas for my own Star Wars Novel. Still considering titl
Poem = Bleeding
I'am on the outside trying to get in - I feel hopeless ,don't know where to begin - Just exisiting can't tear down my wall - No connection without a fall - Grasping for that which is not real - Wishing some bliss I coul'd steal - This darkness is constantly tearing at me - My soul is suffocating ,longing to be free - Always reaching for what's not there - Emotional larceny,destination fear - Hopelessly fighting anger and fear - The light I seek,blurry ,un-clear - Can't give up can't go on -When will this darkness become dawn... Reaching out behind brown eyes-From the outside in what will I find- i have seen you in my mind- from within you'r soul what will I find...dedicted to-Q.T. Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images A Moment in time is branded on the heart, A circle is broken devided by words- The soul has been damaged,it cannot recover,for what once was meant everything- And with time brings a challenged notion,of what love was or truly is -chorus-
Welcome To My World
Somebody from down here in the last one: God, the world is right again. I dunno how we seem to just pick up right where we left off, or how it seemed like I'd know you forever the first time we met, but I'm not gonna look that gift in the mouth.
Somebody new from down here: Mind-blowing sex; why did you always have to feel guilty about it? And why did we even do it in the first place if you feel so guilty? You're cool, and I hope that you find an amazing girl AFTER you work through some of the issues you have.
My boss: Fuck that, I'm not your slave, or one of your kids. Don't fucking micromanage me - I know what the fuck I'm doing. Maybe it's that precious son of yours that you should double check up on ....
Somebody from back home with a cool car: God, I learned a lot from you in such a short period of time. And you're a freeaak. Who'd'a thought? Thanks for trusting me with your car, mostly, and for being cool. Sometimes, I wish life was different, but I won't fo
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes.
The outgoing message:
"Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection:
* To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1
* To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2
* To complain about what we do -
....... ARMS .......
There's one place where we both can turn when things don't go are way.
Or when we're tired from all the cares we face from day to day.
A place where we know everything will somehow be okay~
Within the safety of each other's arms....
And that's forever the love we share has deepened, as it's grown,
And brought us joy that's so much more than we had ever known~
For together we're much stronger than we each could be alone~
Within the safety of each other's arms.....
With all my love..... """""""ROSE OF A LASTING LOVE"""""""""
The distance between us,
Only makes me realize, more each day.
How very important you are, to my life.......
I can't put into words,
All the special feelings I hold,
For you in my heart.....
But until I see you again,
Please remember that my,
Memories and dreams are forever filled,
With the beautiful thought of you..
Mel is my bestest friend and she joined a year ago and did not come back. Well now she is here and ready to make some new friends. Please go make her feel welcome so she will stay this time! She has not posted any pics yet, but she is in lots of the ones on my page. look in the folders called friday night fun and saturday night fun....also the folder old time pics. thanks for your help!!
mel@ fubar Just wanted to thank everyone for all the awesome comments and 10's. If you stop by my page, please sign my guestbook!!!. Hope everyone has a great week!!
Sassy Pants Ha ha, I saw this and thought everyone would enjoy!
Tips for ladies in year 2008
1. Aspire to be Barbie - the bitch has everything.
2. If the shoe fits - buy one in every color.
3. Take life with a pinch of salt... a wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila
4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls!
5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days).
please my darling loves no more private messages or and i can't shout back to anyone.as much as i wish i could i can't and try to pretend the worlds smallist violin is playing. IF YOU DON'T TO GET ON METH STAY AWAY FROM SALINA TIE ME UP AND SLAP MY XXX BUT WHEN YOU STOP RUB IT IN A SMOOTH ROUND MOTION ,BLOW ON MY XXX GENTLY AND I WILL SAY NAME AS I SLOWLY BREATHE.
A good friend helped me realize....
...that i am a very strange friend. very few understand the real me. very few know why i act the way i do- why i can be so distant at times. why i hide from the world and depend on a select few to shed light on the ambiguous thoughts my mind dances with. very few know that i am often sad, lonely, and forgotten.
....that life never goes as planned. love comes and goes, people come and go. true love is far fetched and hard to find. those who love you the most hurt you the best. those who claim to know you and still hurt you eithter a) don't know you at all or b) could care less about your feelings.
...that i do deserve a good man. well, dang. i don't need to say anything else about that one.
....that consistently inconsistent people usually have inconsistent emotions... or just bad luck. that you shouldn't judge someone from your experiences/interactions with them. you'll probably never know the plan for their life. there's just a great c
My Written Words....
There is nothing worse than the first week of a break up
First week of a break up is like the first time you have sex
It's akward and borring and we both keep telling each other that we're doing good but it's a lie First week of a break up you're on my mind more than you ever were
So I clean everything in my apartment
Clean my way in to forgetting
But then I find things that I couldn't when we were together
Your shirt...your favorite cd...reasons that I liked you
Until the room reeks of your influence
See I keep wanting to invite you over but love can't live here anymore
She might bring her two children jealousy and neglect
Those two always run around breaking shit and I can't ever seem to clean up the mess
They tend to ruin romantic moments with questions and lies
And I can see they're children when I look in to their eyes
It's you and I
Not sure when we had them but now they live in the next room
Always barging in saying they're having nightmares and ca
I crossed another line out of my comfort zone last weekend. I signed up to be rope bound at a club. So the fact that I was in public was the first turn on. The second was the man roping me and the third was 2 specific men watching. The man roping me was just learning from a master, so it took longer than expected, but I was thoroughly enjoying the anticipation. By the time he finished the process, I was nearly hyperventilating and weakened by an uncontrollable exiliration. I was led around by my binder, which made me more playful and "awake", but when he was untying me, I started feeling weak and faint again. He was behind me and one of the other men was in front playing with me. He had to hold me up and help me to my car...well, ok, his car. The night continues into morning, but my story doesn't....at least not for now. Let's just say that as much as long fingernails on men have been a turn off for me, there are definite advantages. "If we're all going to die anyway, why d
I'm sorry, but you'll have to go to this site and read it thoroughly to help me puzzle this out. Sadly, it rings quite true, but in my mind it HAS to be satorical.
What do you think?
-ang. I Don't Like The Person You Become When You're On The Jumbotron
Okay, Dave, we need to talk. I didn't say anything on the way back from the stadium, because I was collecting my thoughts. But now, I think it's time we clear the air. Look, you know I've always loved and supported you. I believe you are, at heart, sweet, romantic, intelligent, capable, and wise. But something happens when the eyes of an entire stadium are on you, and it makes me wonder whether I even know you. Dave, I don't like the person you become when you're on the Jumbotron.
The Dave I know is polite, modest, and content. Jumbotron Dave is crass and loud. The Dave I know has a sweet, gentle smile. Jumbotron Dave has a tongue that waggles and undulates lasciviously. Accompanied
Hacked On Yahoo
Someone to love
I found someone to love
It was right under my nose all this time
I took them for granted cuz I knew they were kind
I was aware of the presence
Just never paid them any attention
And not to mention
They are loyal kind and funny
And has no problem spending my money
Trust is 90% of love
I trusted that person
But didn’t have the nerve
To give them the love that they deserved
I found someone to love
I found love
I found me I BEEN HACKED ON YAHOO
THE GUY IS ASKING FOR C2C..
NOT MY STYLE Yahoo closed it, but i lost my 3,000 pix and all my contacts,
oh well, at least i have my new yahoo name
A friend received this from her Blue Cross Blue Shield Rep. Please pass it on.
All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled.
STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been
linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain )
among women ages 18-49 in the three days after starting use
of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA
recommended that everyone ( even children ) seek alternative
The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine:
Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant
Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements
Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control
Alka-Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent
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About My G/f
I'm going to make this a little short but to let everyone know, Angel got to come home today. Everything seems to be looking good now, her blood count is still a little low but it's ok. She also wanted me to tell everyone, Thank You for everything, she really appreciated it. Now, I'm going to spend sometime with my baby, it's been to long. Talk to everyone later.
Wildman I was just wanting to write this and ask everyone to stop by my girlfriends page and show her what CherryTap is really all about, being there for someone when they need support. Here's the deal with her, Monday, March 19th, she is going into the hospital, she will be there for a couple of days, she is going to have a little bit of surgery done, well alot in my eyes. Angel is going to go in have a complete Hysterectomy done. A couple of weeks ago she had Laparoscopy done and they found that she had endometriosis spread through out, so now t
Just My Ramblings
Ok I joined my first contest......fun right?????
I was all confident last night when I put my pic in the ring......now i'm like nervous.....and it's not even been 24 hrs...LOL.
ANYWAY, IF any of ya reading wanna go comment and get me a few ahead ( I need it....LOL) heres the link...LOL
Don't look now,
things just got worse
I'm drunk again,
I swear this crescent--is just a curse
I got here by killing off all my friends
I think I figured it out - my life begins when the fun ends
I've got my wings,
I'm free to go as I please
Yeah, I got my wings,
now nothing really pleases me 'til
Everything falls apart,
then I get to try to put it back together
Everything falls apart,
and you can count on that like you can count on bad,
bad weather again
Was it good?
I don't remember much about it
When things start to feel right,
you can count on me to start to doubt it
The devil's not in the details,
the devil is in my pants
It's shoot first
Quizzes And Junk
What's Kinda Drunk Are you?The Happy DrunkLet the good times roll! When you’re out drinking with your friends, you’re there to have a good time and nothing more. Isn’t that what drinking is all about? You’re a blast to be around when it’s time to celebrate; always the life of the party. Who wouldn’t want to drink with someone who’s always cheerful and up for a good time? In your case, alcohol is not a depressant because in the midst of total drunken bliss, you always manage to fill the night with a whole lot of fun and laughter.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What American accent do you have? Your Result: The South That's a Southern accent you've got there. You may love it, you may hate it, you may swear you don't have it, but whatever the case, we can hear it.The Midland Philadelphia The West
In the darkness I hide my fears.
In the rain I hide my tears.
As the thunder rumbles through the sky,
I watch as lonely souls pass by.
Deep in shadows is where I hide,
Consumed by all my foolish pride.
To angry to love, but to caring to hate,
So in the darkness, alone I wait.
Deep inside my heart, it burns,
For a tender touch, my body yearns.
So much pain, I feel so lost,
Frozen over like a winter frost.
In the darkness my fears will hide.
Alone in shadows I will reside.
Lost and lonely, I shall cry in the rain,
So no one else will feel my pain.
Scarred by love, I wander alone,
Never to let my feelings be known.
Trapped in this prison I did create,
Lost and lonely in the shadows I wait.
Douglas J Griffin
From the Darkness I watch as the people pass by,
Filled with joy and love while I sit here and cry.
I am filled with so much pain, I feel lost and alone,
But I am just too proud to let it be known.
Just once I would like to feel as they do
Rambles Rants & Other Shit
... you know it
your shit hits the crawl above just added to my stash, http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1505657&bl=1
a link to the 'end' for all you kind raters out there..... When I first signed up, I thought, hmmmmmm, pic ratings. And with the sensory overload, I rated that way unknowingly about points and that it can piss people off....
I got one today. But I don't care. Of course, there are those souls out there that get offended or ticked off (jealousy) over another user's popularity, for whatever reason, and go to town rating a user's pics low.
I've had my share of Y! Chat drama, perhaps I've come across some users that frequented 20's love rooms....
... drama is a waste of time.
(a persons beauty is never just skin deep my friends)
"THE YELLOW ROSE"
AN ORCHID IS A FLOWER,THAT BLOOMS BY MOONLIGHT;
IT'S A MESMERIZING WONDER,LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.
THE PICTURE THAT YOU SEE,AS YOU STAND AT A MIRROR;
PALES BY COMPARISON,IT'S INNER BEAUTY I HOLD DEAR.
LOVE CAN BE MAGICAL,THE MISSING LINK IN A CHAIN;
YOU RISK IT ALL BY OPENING YOUR HEART,WITH EVERYTHING TO GAIN.
LIKE DEW FORMING ON A PETAL,AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE;
YOU BURN A HOLE IN MY SOUL,BY THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES.
BLOOD SEEPS FROM A ROSE,AN AROMA YOU CAN SEE;
THE PROTECTOR OF THE FLOWER,HAS BEEN GIVEN TO A BEE.
THE REFLECTION OF A STAR,LEAVES CATCHING THE RAY;
BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS TO HELP YOU,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY.
THE PAINFUL MEMORIES FADING,AS YOU LISTEN TO THE RAIN;
WORDS OF COMFORT SOOTHING,REMOVING ALL THE PAIN.
THROES OF PASSION GENTLE,SENSATION AT IT'S HEIGHT;
A WHISPER IN YOUR EAR,"YOU'RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT."
THIS NEXT POEM I WROTE IS ABOUT WHEN YOU CAN'T SLE
Out Of My League
I always run out of photo rates in the middle of rating wtf is up with that? I have been here for quite a while now. I like this site it has an incredible mix of beautiful people. But lately I have been wonderin why the haeck I stay here, I get maybe one person viewing my profile per day. Some days I dont even get one. I mean am I that disgusting looking that I scare people off before they even get to my profile???? oh well guess I'll never know Yep another blog ... Just wanted to say that I hope I havent offended anyone with my comments on their pictures. I mean no disrespect. I love the photos and especially eyes.
It took me the entire month of March to finally figure out what Uncle Nick wanted to write this new blog about, but it finally hit me, so here goes, Uncle Nick's Magical Moral Hour!
Parents should most certainly learn to control their kids in public. Now now, don't get all offended that I'm insulting your parenting skills, but I'm only here to tell it how it is.
Seriously, that's one of my biggest pet peeves: parents who've given up on the reprimanding and just let their kids run around stores on their own. Parents, listen to me. Hey, I'm over here! Either you give your kids the whoopin' that they deserve, or I will take it upon my own responsibility to do so. It's clear that you've apparently exhausted every other option that you know to keep your kids in line, so why not give someone else a try. Everytime I see little Junior runnin' around like a chicken with its head cut off, I'm just incredibly tempted to put my foot out and watch him skid across the store floor. Hey,
There was a time not long ago when i thought the stars could get any brighter nor the grass any greener. Today i look apon the same things and yearn for the brightness that once was. i yearn for the magical touch of you hand that makes my life complete.The soft feathering touch of your lips on mine. You brought the color back into my life and for that i have no regrets. i wish you love and happieness in all you do.Remember as life takes us on our paths that i will always love you.
Your Hippie Chick Name Is:
Hippie Chick Name Generator
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated
You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.
If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!
Do You Have a Dirty Mind?
I don't know how else to put this.
It's taken me so long to do this.
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.
My muscles feel like a melee,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.
Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.
I'm only here for a while.
Patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
I get to go home in one week.
But I'm leaving home in three weeks.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.
I'm following suit and directions.
I crawl up inside for protection.
I'm told what to do and I dont know why.
I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I dont really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to l
Poems Wrote For My Daughter
There is a hole in my heart
You can not see it but it's there.
A hole so deep it hurts
But it doesn't show.
Sometimes it bleed's
But you can't see it
Till it's to late
And I've let go.
This hole in my heart
Will not be filled till
You say the words
I long to hear.
I LOVE YOU MOMMY! Wish. Sep/11/05
There isn't a day, Something
Or someone goes by I don't
Think about you.
The things I hope for,
The way I imagon you turning out
Your eye's how bright they were
The first time I held you,
Yourbig smile when I sang to you.
The thing's I wouldn't do to
got back, back to that
one day in time.
To beable to hold you again
And tell you everything is all right.
To tell you how much you mean to me.
How I wish with my whole
heart and soul I could tell
You everyting is all right
When you were scared or lost
And needed help to find your way.
I wish I could h
Being a single parent (as most of us know) can be both trying and rewarding. My daughter is a honor roll student, band geek, and pms queen. My son is a video game freak and just gets what needs to be done in school. I try my darnest to balance their needs, work and my own schooling and sometimes it doesn't seem to be enough.
This past week I believe my daughter may have gotten a view of how "bad" other parents can be -- her best friends parents came home drunk - one thing led to another - the kids were taken away again. I feel for the kids, they are good kids. The parents, I'm not too sure. I guess I do not understand the power of alcohol - I battled with drugs about a decade ago and know its evils. If a person REALLY wants to "come clean" there are so many programs and so much help BUT they have to seek it out for themselves. I pray that these parents can do what they need to form a family again. As for myself, I will continue to put my childrens needs first and hope that one day th
Guts Or Balls
WELL ITS AUCTION TIME AGAIN .. STARTING MON OCT 20 YOU HAVE YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ME...
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The One Flaw In Women
I grew up in the 50's/60's with practical parents. A mother, God love
her, who washed aluminum foil after she cooked in it, then reused it.
She was the original recycle queen, before they had a name for it... a
father who was happier getting old shoes fixed than buying new ones.
Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived
barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and
a hat and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel
in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen
radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress, things we keep.
It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing,
eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence.
Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more.
But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth
of the hospital room, I was struc
Gonna Have Some Fun
i gotta say i was on the verge of leaving fubar.....until recently i met a few great people on here and have actually made some good friendships...so i guess things DO have a way of working out....we shall see. Im discovering a lot of very very cool people who are right here under my nose the whole time! And to think we could have been having fun like this for ages! who knew they were right in my backyard???? Its been a long time since Ive been out for a good time. Im going to take the opportunity to remedy that just as soon as I can! Got any ideas?....Let me know! LOL (I can't wait to see these) *winks*
OK, I'll leave France on Tuesday night, and take a 10 hour train ride to Rome. I resevered a spot on one of those sleeper cars so I won't have to have a room for that night. When I wake up, I should be in the Eternal City of Rome. I got three days here. Damn, where do I began? This is a place so rich in history and architecture, dating to before the Dark Ages. We're talking about arguably the center of the world for almost a thousand years. There are palaces built upon palaces... ruins that tell of a time of luxury and splendor that some say has never been rivaled. In keeping with my architecture adventure, I've got to see:
THE COLOSSEUM, THE ROMAN FORUM, THE PANTHEON is a MUST, VATICAN CITY, the SISTINE CHAPEL, ST. PETER'S CATHEDRAL. Also, I'd like to see the TREVI FOUNTAIN.
I'm not sure if my funds will allow it, but I really want to hop on a train and go down to the bay of Naples, take a hydrofoil or ferrie to the island of Capri, then visit one of the most beautiful sites
"All I can ever be to you,
Is a darkness that we knew,
And this regret I had to get accustomed to,
Once it was so right,
When we were at our high,
Waiting for you in the hotel at night,
I knew I hadn't met my match,
But every moment we could snatch,
I don't know why I got so attached,
It's my responsibility,
And you don't owe nothing to me,
But to walk away I have no capacity
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown,
And in this grey, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own,
I don't understand,
Why do I stress A man,
When there's so many better things at hand,
We coulda never had it all,
We had to hit a wall,
So this is inevitable withdrawal,
Even if I stop wanting you,
A perspective pushes through,
I'll be some next man's other woman soon,
I shouldn't play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men,
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
I have been on CherryTap for quite a long time. I am here basically to chill and have fun. By fun, I mean joke and comment back and forth using the profile comment section as well as commenting and rating pictures. That is ALL I do here and as well as make and made friends along the way that know my style and that I am NOT on this site to meet or hook up with anyone
In other worth, I am NOT here for cybersex, to meet anyone in person or have an online relationship. I would like if you respect that and understand that I also do NOT like having conversations using the shoutbox or via CT's private messages.
Have courtesy, if you have ANYTHING to say to me, POST A COMMENT TO MY PAGE. Only a FEW I do reply back to that private message me or shoutbox and it is due to the INTEGRITY of the message and of course, anyone that does sends me a gift, I do acknowledge and give thanks for the generosity and do send a gift in return.
Now, it isn't such a difficult task to post a comment to
I take Easter just as seriously as Christmas. You can't have the beginning without the end, although it isn't really an end, is it?
Anyway, my wish is for the Holy Spirit to touch your heart with the deep love that was freely given to us all.
1.) How many times a day would you hug me?
2.) Would you let me hold you?
3.) Would u come with me to places?
4.) Would you love me?
6.) Would you lie to me?
7.) If I was sick what would you do?
9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends?
10.) Want to have a future with me?
11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them?
12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad?
13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out?
14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends?
15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?
16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on?
17.) Would you give me your myspace pass
Random Thoughts From A Mischevious Mind
just to let everyone know i had a seizure at work yesterday. i think it was between 4 and 5 jim my boyfriend had just come in to see me and get some stuff....and i walked him out through tle, he had stopped to talk to jerry and i guess that is when it happened....i guess the good thing even though i see it as a bad thing is i dont remember anything until i woke up on the couch at home even tough i guess i got up to walk to the truck and was kinda coherent at the store....and the fact that jim had to pop my shoulder in once again.....thanks to jerry for lookin out for me to. jim said that u put something under my head and stayed with me for a bit......so im at home recovering probably wont be back to work til tuesday since mom is worried so ill probably still be resting tomorrow and go to the doctor,,,,so this paycheck wil be smaller than usual that sucks but it happens right......so yeah just wanted to let everyone know....love u guys
It doesn't matter who you love or how yo
I have come to a decission. I have decided to make my life experiences mean something. The way I grew up had to have been for a reason - born and raised in Compton, attending a school in the middle of Wilmington, being subjected to so many cultures, backgrounds, and religious beliefs. To be exposed to street gang life, and experiencing a stable household in the midst of all this, I feel it is too much understanding for one person to have, and not be able to help or give back in some kind of way.
The root of hatred is lack of understanding. Let's face it, most of us hate what we don't understand. How can one know the road, if it hasn't been walked by them? I may have never been affiliated, but I understand it. I understand it comes about for the need of comrodery, for protection, for a family love that that individual may be lacking at home. To be raised by a single parent (usually the mother) who either works so much, she has no time for her child, or is cracked out and don't realiz
Story Of Us
The Story of Us is the events, orginally posted on MySpace, on how Ken (Countryboy Superman/co-leader of JLM) and I met. They began in November of 2005. Part one left with Ken in the field, and how I believe that was the best for our situation. Now I have to cover some things that I missed, or voided from part one. (Make sure you have time for this is a long one people)
My family is a very big part of who I am and my life. As I have gotten older, my relationship with my parents has flourished to one of openness and respect. My mom has become one of my best friends and I talk with her about things that you normally wouldn’t talk to a parent about. In the week leading up to “meeting” Ken, I received quite a few messages and comments from guys who were looking for something that I was not willing to play, now me not thinking told my mom that I was receiving some comments from guys in the area.
So by the time I started talking to Ken, my thoughts as well as my mother’s was on
Words and Actions...
When you lose something, and it hurts, the answer given will always be the worst possible answer. No matter which way you hear it, it will hurt equally bad. So, asking why, over and over and over, will prove to give you only the next worst possible answer.
When you say something, mean it. Say what you mean; Mean what you say. Don't just say something because it makes it easier on you. Think about the effects of you words, and think even more of the effects of your actions. Your actions reflect you. What you say and do, if you are not honest, no matter what your reasons, are not the reasons in which you want people to believe. Your reasons are for you. A lie is to make yourself feel better about a situation you dont know how to deal with, a false action, or being hypocritical in a sense, is actually dealing with the situation in which you dont know how to handle. Be true. Everything you do will effect someone, or something.
The truth will set you free, whe
You Are a Realist
You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.
Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?
Dissillusioned Heart Break Can Haunt Thy Saddened Heart's Own Loss.
A very slow dripping dropp o' salted rain fro' thy eye's own heart...
Shed the tear of broken love drifting two lovers lost apart.
How did'st thy heart fade fro' thee? ...
How made i mistakes of loveless flight fro' me?
Where did'st thou feelings escape fro' mine tightened grasp? ...
Crymental statements seem saddend not ment to last.
Shattered broken heart fallen off edged...
Moral shrunken as stolen and emptied as dredged.
Lost horizons of the hearts lost....
Can to sudden stopped to lowest saddened delayed of
How was everyone's Christmas break? Tell me one thing that you got that was absolutely wonderful. And tell me one thing that you wished you would have got, but didn't. Have a great New Year's Day, Ciao!!!! Although, feeling better is great, the bruises are still a bit hideous. The overexposure to sleep and painkillers has been giving me nightmares. 1 year out of 9 in the military brought me to Iraq, the only source of these nightmares. Good night sleepytown!! Yep, it's official. I did my first full week of work last week. This week is a drag though. All of the work that has backed up :( I was really getting used to Kelly and mostly her hot friends coming over with food, beer and creative ways (very creative) of keeping me occupied and trying to forget my pain.
As I try to kick the painkillers and various other medicines, I'm going totally caffeine free and mostly water the next few weeks. Headaches will be prominent and I hope that Kelly is ready for it... CIAO
Check It Out!!
Try out this mobile phone tracker, it's great, using a satellite map track any connected mobile phone with coverage anywhere in the world!!!! Log on to
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical.
My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight and I didn't feel so hot.
My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated and it
would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill
your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc.
I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and sure enough, I
felt better immediately never knew eating right could be so easy.
Our repairman went to our dryer and pulled out the
It was clean. We always clean the lint from the
filter after every load
He told us that he wanted to show us something. He
took the filter over
to the sink, ran hot water over it.
Book 11 Herman Melville Moby Dick
If I had been astonished at first catching a glimpse of so outlandish an individual as Queequeg circulating among the polite society of a civilized town, that astonishment soon departed upon taking my first daylight stroll through the streets of New Bedford.
In thoroughfares nigh the docks, any considerable seaport will frequently offer to view the queerest looking nondescripts from foreign parts. Even in Broadway and Chestnut streets, Mediterranean mariners will sometimes jostle the affrighted ladies. Regent Street is not unknown to Lascars and Malays; and at Bombay, in the Apollo Green, live Yankees have often scared the natives. But New Bedford beats all Water Street and Wapping. In these last-mentioned haunts you see only sailors; in New Bedford, actual cannibals stand chatting at street corners; savages outright; many of whom yet carry on their bones unholy flesh. It makes a stranger stare.
But, besides the Feegeeans, Tongatobooarrs, Erromanggo
A Good Day To Die????
My score on The Bondage Test:
Yeah, I'm learning(You scored 49 Knowledge and 92 Interest!)You are VERY interested in bondage, and have learned a good number of things about it, but you may want to invest some time and energy in finding out a bit more about the topic. Just so that what you know about bondage is brought up to speed with how interesting you find it.
Link: The Bondage Test
(OkCupid Free Online Dating) The womans clitoris is the only organ that is solely for pleasure.
You men jealous lol
10 little hand grenades sitting on a wall
10 little hand grenades sitting on a wall
And if one little hand grenade should accidently fall
There would be no more little hand grenades and no more f@cking wall.
And I Will Show You How Deep The Rabbit Hole Goes
I'm giving you only the truth.
This is your last chance.
After me there will be no more.
If you hear your self concience, you will stay in wonderland,
And I will show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
Alice lives in a land that I am envious of.
Yellow dragons, violet cats and black talking purple knobs.
She steps on anything that might get in her way of home.
You. alice had love but she pushed all of her people away.
She felt as if she was alone, distant, ugly, afraid.
She didn't know that her life was already made.
You're loved and you will find someone with your frame of mind.
So if you would be so kind to not cross that line...
And fall into a world where everything is flipped...
And where you fly to swim and you fly to drive.
Fly with me in the sea, swim with me in the breeze.
Drive with me on the clouds, fly with me on the ground.
Follow me into my rabbit hole, and I'll show you everything I've been told...
And I'll lead you to a land unknown
Nickybong In Flames
Hey everybody if u live in the Pittsburgh area, please join this new site. Meet ppl from the area, and an awesome chatroom. So please join and invite your friends, please! double you dot the burgh dot ning dot come
THank you!!! moving...sucks. I've been on that pill Chantix for over 2wks and went from smoking half a pack a day to half a cig or maybe 2 a day...so i'm happy...my lungs feel better and i have more energy.
i cant stand the smell of cigs and the taste is weird but i still get the urge to go smoke one...but i think i'm doin pretty good :D
Tomorrow I am going to do my best, not to complain whine or be grumpy,I want to enjoy the fact that I am alive and I have a heavenly Father who loves me no matter how bad I am. Goodnight all my friends,I will let you know how I did,lol. Am i a cheater if i talk to a lot of ladies? I anm a single man trying to figure out what i want out of life. I am diovorced,have friendship's with sebveral woman,none in which i am involved with. so why am i labeled a cheater when i am looking for good friends and good adult conversation? please help me,?God bless all you cherry tappers.
thanks for the comments on my mumm,it is great to have someone care about me,and I will never neglect that or take advantage of it,by your comments,I know that most cherries have a good heart, Godbless you cherries.
Don't pump gas on may 15th
...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest
of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight.
On May 15th 2007, all Internet users are to not go to a gas station in
protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places.
There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the Internet network,
and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up.
If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take
$2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets
for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and
lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one
If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your
contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th" Go on.. go to my profile and add yourself to my guestbook, you know you want to! :)
Have an awe
Please don't message me.....or put something in my Shoutbox saying you think I'm hot....or sexy...you wanna sleep with me....whatever.....that's not what I need to hear. I'm not gonna be around much for awhile, because there's something going on in my life that has just knocked the breath right out of me. I hope you all understand.
Keep this on the Fridge
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A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
"When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,
yet gentle enough to give comfort.
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her c
Lawn Mowing Weather
Saturday morning, I read a bulletin on myspace that said "In Loving Memory of Missi Holderman". FUCK!
I dont live in South Florida anymore. I havent since 1996. But I GREW UP there. That is my home, or the place I have always called home because it was where I was born and raised.
Missi was a friend of mine. After Hurricane Andrew, she was one of my best. When I first found out the details of her death, I was mad, Then, on the way to work, the sadness hit and I began crying as I drove down the road. My daughter was in the car with me. She said, "Mom, whats wrong?" I replied "Nothing baby." She said, "Why are you crying?" I said, "I'm sorry, baby. Mommy just found out an old friend has died." She said, "So thats not good is it?" I said, "No baby, its not." She said, "Did you love her?" Thats when I lost it.
I once found Missi on myspace, about four months ago. I sent her a message to see how she was. She was fine. She isn't anymore. She is gone now. Forever. La
Well saterdays is usally my night when I can come out and play. The couple I was supposed to see today cancelled, so I have a boring night to myself. I guess i will have to amuse myself with porn. BORING!!!!! My guy Ken will be here in the morning to spend some quality time with me, so at least I have something to look forward to. I deleted my myspace account. I figured I was having so much fun here, why bother other there, lol. SO if you were a friend over there, I'm not going anywhere. You can find me right here!! Sorry I haven't been online in over a week. I have been really sick and had to spend some time in the hospital. I'm doing okay physically but emotionally I'm drained right now. Don't want explain in a blog, it is very personal, but I'm doing better. Love you all and will be back to rate, fan, and post comments for everyone again soon.
Don't forget to ride the Cherry Train!! Lots of friends to make there!! Hugs..Laurie
http://cherrytagz.com/Train/index.php http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=358111&albumid=286858&i=3110506427 Oh boyyyyyyyyy Jeff Gordon got upset with Matt Kenseth!! Matt got a little too friendly with Jeff's backend!! LOl crash!! oops
Stories From The Criminally Insane
see those smiles....they are'nt for you...not the real you .
they are because the faces see through you or more likely because the faces are just like you
they shine whenever the world says it's shinytime......
even if thats not what they feel behind the mask at that time .
you let them validate you and you don't think too deep
it all comes out when I hear you crying in your sleep.
they can make or break you and that makes and breaks me
I want more for you...more than I want for me
I will still return your void smile and thoughtless stare, I will never run too far just ask andI will be there.
but, remember ...no matter how sour or unattractive my face is...my smiles for you are always real...
and you will realize one day too late
that my shinytime means more than all the rest because it is real and that is all too
something has to spark my interest.
something has to chase the threat of me away.
Poem With Picture
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Aaarrgghhh! Gotta vent. This blog was originally titled something else but my husband got upset because I told a family member about what I spoke about in this blog previously when according to him: "I specifically asked you not to tell anybody about ....." so I got rid of the posting here.
So now I'm just venting. If for some reason my marriage doesn't last 'till death do us part' I am not doing it again! It is so frustrating. We actually talked earlier today and I thought we made some good progress about my expectations and his. So now that I have done this thing he asked me not to do I just feel like all that progress made has gone to hell in a handbasket!
Mostly, the family member I told this thing to doesn't TALK TO ANYONE ELSE so the 'secret' won't get out to the wrong people. I tried to explain that to him but he just got stuck on the idea that I did this thing he asked me not to do.
I understood, when he asked me to keep quiet about the event, that it was mostly so
Damn, Another Blog For Raven!!
Sometimes I wish people would go fuck themselves!! I swear they can be a pain in the ass!! Two more weeks of this stupid place...I wish his new room mate many nights of watching this idiot screw himself!! We are talking and getting along lately, but that doesn't matter...he's still an ass in my mind. Oh well!! Oh, and I knew his girlfriend (now ex) was psycho!! Glad the idiot sees it too.
Oh well, I don't care anymore, I have something wonderful going on in my life, and I can't wait til the end of June to see things come full circle in this situation...I will be moving into an apartment in the beginning of June, but I won't be there for long, and I will more than likely be moving further north in the next five to six months...details on this later when things come to fruition.
Been writing tons of poetry lately...have a reason to write it lately. Just to many words flow...hahaha
I am just happy to be alive these days!! Everything I ever truly wanted is going to be min
Hurr's is da Honestly Quiz. Answer each question completely truthfully and send it to da persons mailbox. No lies. Ya ready?
1)Do ya lyke mii?
2)Name one quality 'bout me ya lyke, Pysically?
3)Would ya date mii?
5)Say somethin nice 'bout mii.
6)Do ya have a crush on mii?
7)Are ya in luv wit mii?
8)Do ya think ya could fall in luv wit mii?
9)Would ya let mii kiss ya?
10)On a scale of 1 to 10 wat am I?
11)Wats da last thing 'bout mii, ya though?
12)Do ya eva wish ya could talk to mii?
13)Do ya think I lyke ya? Basics:
Hair(color & style):
1. Where would we go on dates?
2.Who are three(or more) of your favorite bands/artists?
3.Do you drink/smoke?
4.Do you like the rain?
5.If so...would you play in it with me?
6.Do you like movies?
7.If so would you
I'm much to young to feel this damn old Ok, I’m going to use this as a therapeutic means of letting my frustrations out. I tossed and turned all last night and I’ve got to let some of this stuff out so I’m going to try writing everything down instead of whining in someone’s ear.
We headed up from Myrtle Beach to Charlotte Friday. As we left MB I took a wrong turn and we got lost. As we were roaming around trying to figure out where we were and such, Dad got pissed off, shoved the map at Mom and then was silent for the rest of the trip. No help driving, no help looking out for road turns, signals, nothing. Just sat in back reading or sleeping. Now let me point of here that the road signs here are random, appear at the last minuet or even fail to be seen. I took 4 wrong turns and it took us an extra hour and a half to return as opposed to the drive down.
We get to my sisters and make dinner out of what’s here. Dad, who once again did nothing to help with dinner, sits down and pokes
~The way to love anything is to realize it may be lost. ~To dream of the person you'd like to be is a waste of the one you are. ~I wasn't kissing her, I was whispering in her mouth. ~Let your heart guide you. It whispers so listen closely. ~The best and most beautiful things of the world cannot be seen or touched. They must be felt with the heart. ~The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have. ~You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. ~If you judge people you have no time to love them. ~Kiss my lips and I'll close my eyes, break my heart and I will die. ~If it's a crime to love you then I would be sentenced to death. ~If you love somebody, there's nothing in the world that can keep you apart. ~If you love someone, just say it, otherwise the moment just passes you by. ~Love is when you're a better person, just because that someone is in your life. ~I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we
THIS IS AN OPEN LETTER TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS.
IF I SEEM A BIT OFF FOR AWHILE IT IS WITH GOOD REASON.
MY BROTHER PASSED AWAY AT 6:22 AM THIS MORNING HE WAS 34 YEARS OLD.
ALL WE KNOW IS IT WAS SUDDEN AND APPEARS TO HAVE BEEN A HEART ATTACK.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT IGNORING ANYONE OR TRYING TO BE A BITCH I AM JUS TIN A STATE OF SHOCI AND MOURING.
DJ DOMINATRIXXX OK I AM GOING TO WORD THIS AS NICELY AS I POSSIBLY CAN.
THE WOMEN WHO SIGN UP FOR AND CREATE CHERRYTAP PAGES ARE HERE BECAUSE THEY WANT TO SOCIALIZE AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND KEEP IN TOUCH WITH OLD FRIENDS . WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE SEXUALLY HARASSED BY HORNY UNDERSEXED GUYS OR IN A FEW RARE CASES WOMEN. WE ARE NOT HERE FOR YOU TO COME AT US WITH UNWANTED SEXUAL ADVANCES OR TO BE TREATED AS AS SEXUAL OBJECTS OR WHORES OR SLUTS, OR HOOKERS OR PROSTITUES.
WE ARE WOMEN.
GUYS HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF IT WAS YOUR MOTHER OR DAUGHTER OR SISTER OR GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE THAT WAS THE VICTIM OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT.
To My Baby
Love Is Patient with a Life
Love is patient with a life
That brings its share of pain.
We know sometime there is an end
To the most stubborn rain.
We know the sun comes out again
On a world that's fresh and new,
And all the gifts we freely give
Somewhere, sometime accrue.
We know sometimes we have to wait
For life to come around,
And sometimes that it won't, but still
There's some good to be found.
And even when things happen that
Your soul can hardly bear,
Know that I'll be next to you;
My love is always there.
i never thought i could feel like this again but i have and it is because of one very wonderful woman.it has been a bumpy road as far as now for us things havent been the way we want them to be. but i have promised her that will all change.one day i will be right there by your side right where i should be right now.you have showed me that i can love and be loved once again.i cant eve begin to explain the feelings that are going on right now except for
SORRY I HAVEN'T KEPT IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALL. MY MS IS GETTING THE BEST OF ME AGIAN. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T REPLY BACK I AM ABLE TO SEE WHAT YOU'VE SENT. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
XOXOXO-VERONICA I'M SO SORRY TO EVERYONE. MY MS SYMPTOMS ARE REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW.I MISS EVERYONE TONS! PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL,
VERONICA HE STARES IN THE FACE OF DEATH
WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT
TO SAVE THAT ONE SPECIAL LIFE
THAT HE SO BRAVELY SOUGHT
HE HAS WALKED AS CLOSE TO
"HELL ON EARTH"
AS ANY MAN COULD DO
AND HE'S SO PROUD OF THE JOB HE DID
FOR PEOPLE HE NEVER KNEW
HE PUTS HIS LIFE ON THE LINE
EVERYTIME DUTY CALLS
ALWAYS DOING WHAT NEEDS TO DONE
WITHOUT EVEN A PAUSE
HE IS A FIREMAN
WITH OVERWHELMING PRIDE
NEVER AFRAID TO TAKE A CHANCE
WHEN SAVING SOMEONES LIFE
OFTEN HE SAYS
"IT'S MY JOB"
BUT WE REALLY KNOW
THAT HE IS VERY SPECIAL
AND ALWAYS READY TO GO
SO WHEN YOU HEAR THE SIRENS WAIL
OR SEE THE FLASHING LIGHT
~My 2007 Awards~
1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR
My 12 yr old cousin
2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) -
3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND?
Im averaging about 3 a day
3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR?
I actually went the ENTIRE year without having to get stitches yay I learned to walk!
4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR?
My best friend in the world Mike...heroin over dose in the bathtub...Love you man....Glo-nuts husband. LOVE YOU much
5) BEST HOLIDAY?
6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007?
Uh the E-40 song...youuuuuuu and that booty
7) MOVIE FOR 2007?
10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH?
11) BEST RELATIONSHIP?
With My son of of course
12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
My son's Date
13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
CHILLLI's baby back ribs
14) BOOK OF THE YEAR?
15) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
To get me and my son our own apartment! Whew good job rae
16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR?
My Poetry--don't Steal Please
I wear this mask of lies for your benefit
To shield you from the real me
My reflection in the mirror shows who I am
Dark shadows dancing behind a grim smile
Falsehoods become me
I’m not the one you need
Nor should you desire me
Too long has the dark gripped its icy hands onto my soul
Too long has he haunted my steps
Walking in stride to my thoughts
Wild and free as the wind on a full moon night
Whispering the faintest of suggestions
Could you see past the mask and love me?
Know my darkest thoughts and not run away afraid?
Show me a light worth running to
Save me from myself…
Hundreds of Queens unseated from their throne
Falling onto green grass
So beautiful...almost like Christmas
Soaking into the Earth
Rain falls from the Hazel sky
A drop for each memory
Close to the stars flying over the world
Time slows to an unending halt
Just one voice, one moment
Sleep sings its lullaby
I dream one last dream
Before the night takes me
....Welcoming me... I wish I was
Okay this is called FIRST REACTION ... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your friends...
1. Cigarettes: pointless
2. Sex: itz gurr-ate, but riiight now, itz the one thing that i hate due tu an outkum!
3. Relationships: are so komplikating...why doez it have tu be thyz way?
4. Your Last Ex: omg...i miss hym more than anything! He'z alwayz on my mind...i love hym tu death....Why doez it have tu be lyke thiz babe?
5. Michigan Football: um, .....i don't know
6. Crack: um, dude pull up ur pantz!
7. Food: itz there....
8. The President: HAHAHA
9. War: don't get me started!
10. Car: i need one!
11. Gas Prices: thank god my feet still work!
12. Halloween: LUV it.....letz have two .....n' skip christmas!!
13. Bon Jovi: um, i guezz ok!! .... a lil' over-rated!
14. Religion: i don't know.....
15. MySpace: i'm addikted.
Yeah. Check em out. Well, Friday night I was supposed to meet 2 of my girlfriends at the bar. I remember having one beer and I remember them showing up, but that's all I remember. I left the bar at I don't even know what time, but I know it couldn't have been much after my buddies left, and I totaled my car. From what the police, I think, and the hospital said, I must have fallen asleep at the wheel, hit a tree, and went backwards into a ditch. I don't remember any of it, but if you were to see my car, I thank the Gods every day that I was able to walk away from the accident alive. Well, Saturday, my best friend turned 20 and her boyfriend and I had a surprise birthday party for her. I can't believe she never figured it out and she ended up crying when she walked into the house and saw everyone standing there and me with the cake. We ended up getting totally shitfaced and it was awesome.
apparently it's "BETA BREAKERS TODAY!"
as i walked along sutter street, all these fucking people dressed in group costumes were parading around my neighborhood on Nob Hill. i felt as though i was back in high school again..and all i wanted was to buy cigarettes and lasagna....
yeah... the pretty boy guido ass douchebags in the store decided to pretend as if i did not exist and just bustle their way past me all nasty like. little did they know i could EASILY break thier skinny punk fuckin' asses in half over my knee...
have i mentioned that these people woke up at, AT LEAST 6-7am to do this gay ass race, and MY ass has STILL not gone to bed yet?
YEAH. i'm CHILLAXIN... singin' karaoke with ma'self.
I'M A FUCKING ARTIST!
GET OFF ME!
pee ess: the "lasagna" isn't even LASAGNA!
.... bastids.. red sauce is disgusting when it's sweet.
a short story by cake.
Norma was a quiet, reserved type of woman. She felt a deep ache and
A Letter To GOD
God i pray each night
about my love that is now gone
and how i need him back
in my life
i don't know if my prayers
will ever come true
so i thought this letter
was the best thing to do
So you could make my dreams
God i cant seem to understand
what should i do?
When the love of my life
is in love with someone new
I cant seem to go on
I'm sitting here waiting for him
and i feel like a fool
he has left me
and i don't know what to do
What do i do?
when a love so true is gone
out my life?
how can i sleep
knowing he wont
come back in my life
God you have forgiven me for all
my lies and sins
all i had to do
was confess them
and that was the end
But i confess them to him
I told him my lies and sin
after i told him the truth
our love that was true
came to and end
He could not forgive me oh lord
i just don't understand why
after all we had
he doesn't want
to give us another try
Lord i just don't
Deep in the rainforests of snipulosis seven lives a baby flabberbabber named gigglepiss . gigglepiss loves pissing in the trees and eating sauteed beef shank cocktail all day long! gigglepiss 's family helps to watch for garboly predators like mome wraths . It can be very fary living in the forest, so everyone watches out for everyone else. But one day, gigglepiss wandered too far away from the others while playing. " poop pow! !" thought gigglepiss . A(n) hairy tird brown tuna fish lurked behind a tree, and wanted to have gigglepiss for dinner! But gigglepiss 's mother came to the rescue, and scared the tuna fish away! That day gigglepiss learned that when you're a baby flabberbabber in the forest, you better stay close to home. After such a(n) rifftacular. day, gigglepiss fell into a deep sleep that night, and dreamt of playing again the next day! Father Goose Rhymes
Old Mother Hubbard went to the game
To get her saucy clitoris a bone.
Dee Dee Dee !
OK! So heres the deal i dont talk to good god more then half of you so therefor why the hell would i wanna vote for u in a contest or care about ur fuckin drama!! If u cant talk to me on my page through shout sometimes STOP sendin me shit that says ur friend thought u might like to see this... w/e BECAUSE guess what i DONT!!
Anyways if u read this and get offended then that means ur the ass who sends me 30 fuckin messages a day to read somethin i could give 2 shits about! If u wanna delete me as a friend!
Or hell block me i dont care!
Whatever makes u happy and makes ur day run smoother feel free LMAO!!
But please .. I dont wanna press the stop sendin me messages button either to u smartasses who r thinkin that right now because i wouldnt b able to get messages so yeah!
OK! I'm done now!
This is a song for the girl I love, and you know who you are:
I'm in love with you girl 'cause you're on my mind,
You're the one I think about most every time.
And when you pack a smile in everything you do,
Don't you understand, girl, this love is true.
You're soft, succulent so sweet and thin
That's kind of like a vision upon your skin.
It lightens up my day, and that's oh so true.
Together we're one separated we're two.
To make you all mine, all mine is my desire.
'Cause you contain a quality, you that I admire.
You're pretty plain and simple, you rule my world so try to understand.
I'm in love girl,
I'm in so love girl.
I'm just in love girl, and this is true.
Girl, you know it's true.
Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you.
Yes, you know it's true.
Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you.
Girl, you know it's true.
My love is for you.
Girl, you know it's true.
My love is for you.
This is some sort of thing, girl, I can't explain,
My emotions start up when I hear your name.
Not a red rose or satin heart,
I give you an onion,
It's a moon wrapped in brown paper
It promises light, like the careful undressing of love.
It will blind you with tears, like a lover
It will make your reflection a wobbling picture of grief.
I am tryig to be truthful
Not a card or kiss-o-gram
I give you an onion
Its feirce kiss will stay on your lips,
Possesive and faithful as we are,
For as long as we are
Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring,
If you like,
Its scent will cling to your fingers,
Cling to your knife You meant so much to all of us
You were special and that's no lie
You brightened up the darkest day
And the cloudiest sky
Your smile alone warmed hearts
Your laugh was like music to hear
I would give absolutely anything
To have you well and standing near
Not a second passes
When you're not on our minds
Your love we will never forget
The hurt will ease in time
Many tears I have seen and cried
A Day In My Life
Ups and downs, not a whole lot going on. Aside from my cat Bastion acting like a spaz. Been dating the same person for 6 years now
Me And Lifechoices
I am talking about the yen and yang of the BDSM lifestyle and how so many live it.
When the life goes in a circles and they seem to attract more tit he circle that travel in a continue motion…round and around…..
Where you have Masters find that special one but then moving on as soon as He finds fresh meat, another conquest. To be used then dropped as soon as He get bored with her.
Sand she the submissive who is always seeking a better Master, who will drop her Master like a piece of dirt toilet paper. Simply because the new one is a smooth talker, might be His looks,,, His voice….
So these are the ones who travel in the yen and yang lanes of the BDSM lifestyle. Always circling around seek the better, fresher, toy for the week.
They both travel down the road on a single lane, both seeking what they seek and never happy.
There are some lucky one who have found some one to hold on to share there thoughts feeling and needs with. These are the one who travel the same road
"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hol
SO... Boys really do suck. I finally left Gabe, the abusive asshole. Yay for me! Having to get some sort of protection order or something against him tho cuz he won't leave me the fuck alone. So about a month after I left him, I got a new bf and things with him were questionable from the start. I obviously saw something in him that attracted me to him though now i am not so sure it was really him but rather i saw what i could get out of him. That is really sad yes, but isn't that what you look for in rebound guys? Lol. So I just broke it off with him and things sorta went ugly. He was just being so immature about it! I was trying so hard to hold my tongue and my temper in check but I just lost it when he started trying to blame Brandi for breaking us up. I told him to stuff it about trying to blame everyone else all the time for the things that happen to him. Then he continued to just say stuff to piss me off. So I got a little nasty back... Then he called me and things just went downh
im sitting here this morning and was think about all the things that have happened to me over the years while driving a truck. i have been robbed, had things stolen from my truck , and learned alot about the old adage " wrong place at the wrong time"
But one thing has always intruged me, and that is the flasher. Your driving down the road when a car pulls along, some time they honk most of the time they dont. then a girl sitting in the car pulls up her shirt and flashes you a big smile. then they're gone driving on down the road.
Even on your worst day you have to smile and wish for a second look , most of the time there gone before you even have the chance to look twice. i admit some guys run trucks that are not governed so off they go to try and get a second look most are stuck whatching the car zoom away. looking and wishing.
but over the yaers i have never had anyone tell me why they do it is it just for fun? are they as bored as i am as we roll down the road. was it a be
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1- I can drive a standard car better then i can drive an automatic
2- I Cannot and i mean CANNOT drive with any type of footwear on my feet. If im wearing shoes ill take the time to remove my shoes (and my socks) before i start the car.
3- My daily lunch Mon-Fri is a can of green tea, 3 snickers bars, and 2 things of string cheese
4- I prefer slow paced bars rather then fast paced clubs...too many youngins!
5- I love to drive fast and crazy, but i cant be in the car as a passenger with anyone that drives the same way.
6- Im a natural brunette but i swear ive had ALOT more blond moments then any blond i know
Hay guys and gals I am going to be turing the BIG 40 this year and I need ur help on were to go for that big bash. U know the saying is that the 40 is the new 30, well just look at my phots and u tell me if I fall into that catagory or not. And please post a commoit on my page on were to go or what to do for my 40th B-Day.
Patrick Penn Hay guys and gals I need ur all help in some thing. U see I will be turning the BIG 40 thios year on November 3. And I would like suggestions on what to do that is not too expencive but I will still have fun doing it. Please let me know what u all think by answering this blog or just send me a e-mail at firstname.lastname@example.org.
Patrick Penn Hay guys and gals check these 2 blogs out and rate them and tell me what u all think.
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that.
2. Ahh, it's cute.
3. Who circumcised you?
4. Why do
F******hot's Pimp Outs!!!
Here comes Cherries!!!!!!
from now on i will be pimping out 2 cherries every week.
There will be 1 male and 1 female cherry in each bulletin i send out.
also this pimping will be blogged on my page!!!
THIS WEEK THERE WILL BE 4 CHERRIES PIMPED OUT!!!!
this weeks males pimp outs are
a very sweet and caring man that i adore very much
SIDEKICKSI~UK~ INFERNO MUSCLE~STALKER OF SKITZ~@ CherryTAP
Simon also a very great guy to know
and our female pimp outs for this week!!!
*ANGELKISSES* ~RIDE IT LIKE YOU STOLE IT~@ CherryTAP
as her username allready says!! a true Angel!!
gorgeous looking lady with some fine legs!!!!
gotta show em sum luv peepz
these are friends that are there for you and show back all the love you give them.
Go show these awesom cherries some love!!
come on you can't miss out on these cherries
for maybe next time it might be you ;))
This pimpout has been
We're All Bent Anyway...
So, every so often I get one of these "Get to know you" surveys that ask a bunch of personal questions (see below for the latest one). I admit it's kind of cool to learn more about your friends, but maybe you should learn my NAME before you ask whether I would sleep with you...
And half the questions are usually about what I think about you. Um, if we've never spoken, I'm probably not thinking about you at all...lol Having said all that, feel free to send me your answers! :D
Subject: Let Have Some Fun....!!!!!
Between us and only us
whoever reads this
I wanna know 21 things about you.
Fill in all the blanks
leave no question unanswered!
ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (inbox)
THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF!
send this back to me answered
that's the whole point
1.Your Full Name:
3. Favorite Color?
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band:
7. Most Embarrassing Moment:
Darkness enveloped the land around him as he crawled very very slowly, like a cold king snake, through the grass and bushes. Unseen by the keenest eyes. Hours passed into days as he quarried his prey. Finally he was in position. Now the game could begin. He watched his target come and go, sleep, awaken, take the dogs outside, eat, and go again. day passed into night again and again as he waited... concealed in plain view.
On the seventh night the target stepped into the dimly lit yard... Now was the time... He lifted his optics to his steely eye and breathed out slowly until there was no air in his lungs. His heart pounded starving for oxygen. The target lit a cigarette and illuminated the entire face and shoulders. He slowly, dedliberately squeezed his trigger. There was only a brief rushing sound as the projectile left the muzzle and sped at 5 times the speed of sound toward the target.
It was done... The lies stopped in an instant. The target never even heard
Previous Blogs From Another Place
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating someone.
4. Don't take yourself so seriouisly. No one else does.
5. You don't have to win every arguement. Agree to disagree.
6. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
7. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
8. Makes peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
9. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
10. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living or get busy dying.
11. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
12. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
13. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take "NO" for an answer.
14. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
15. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
16. No one is in charge of your happiness ex
From The Mind Of One Sick Cat Who Cant Tell The Difference And Gets Stoopafied
I M SO TIRED...IVE HAD ENOUGH.... I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD GET BETTER. IM TOO YOUNG TO FEEL I VE DIED FOR THIS DREAM I CANT STOP LIVING...
A FULL NIGHT SLEEP...WITHOUT THE DREAMS AGAIN...THE FACES...THE ONES IN THE SCOPE...BLACK AND WHITE..NO COLORS...NO SOUND...ITS SO PRIVATE THE FEELING LIKE ONLY WE KNOW...SOMETIMES THEY LOOK ANGRY AND OTHER TIMES...LIKE THEY JUST DONT CARE. "PEOPLE WHO'VE BEEN THERE WONT TALK ABOUT IT" WHY NOT...IM TALKING....I DONT FEEL THAT IS SOMETHING TO POUND MY CHEST IN PRAISE ON...ME OR HIM...THATS ALL. 22 FUCKING YEARS OLD...I THOUGHT I COULD BE YOUR CRUSH I THOUGHT I COULD BE SOMEONE WHO HELD YOUR HEART...FILLED YOU WITH MEMORIES...CAUGHT IN A RERUN I HAVE DIABETIES.
I DONT SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT AND THAT MAKES ME ORNERY IT'S ALSO PAINFUL WHEN I GO TO THE BATHROOM...YESTERDAY I STUBBED MY TOE AND TOOK IT OUT ON THE DOG...
THEN THERE WAS'NT ANY MORE VANILLA ICE CREAM AND I STRUCK MY WIFE....
THEN I REMEMBERED MY WIFE PASSED 2 YRS AGO...
Mass Deaths Iraq?
MEDIA ALERT UPDATE: John Sweeney Responds on Mass Death in Iraq
On June 24, 2002, Media Lens published a Media Alert: 'John Sweeney Of The Observer And The BBC on Mass Death In Iraq'. Also on June 24, we received this reply from John Sweeney:
"I don't agree with torturing children. Get stuffed."
(Email to Media Lens Editors, June 24, 2002)
Having dealt with the mainstream 'liberal' media frequently over the last few years, this is pretty much what we have come to expect. Arrogant and cynical though they are, mainstream politicians have a vestigial sense that they should at least +appear+ to be accountable to the public. Not so journalists. They work for large businesses - media companies - and their job, as far as they are concerned, is their business and no one else's. This is understandable enough - executives in other industries wo
Handsome and strong
Safe and warm
Loved and needed
Handsome to make me want
Handsome to make me need
Handsome to make me drool
Handsome to make me a fool
Strong arms to hold out the rain
Strong hands to ease my pain
Strong heart to love me when I'm bad
Strong mind to keep me from being sad
Safe in his world
Safe in his love
Safe in his family
Safe is what he makes me feel
Warm in his embrace
Warm in his love
Warm in his eyes
Warm in his laugh
Loved by his words
Loved by his actions
Loved by him
Loved because of him
Needed in every touch
Needed in every kiss
Needed in every day
Needed by me
I miss you today
You haunted my dreams again
I cant find my way home
Why wont you save me
show me the light
keep me safe and warm
Have you ever had someone special in your life who you cared so deeply for yet couldnt have them,be it they had someone else or where so far away.
That someone who is always a friend...endlessly..always there for you..
For A Moment
Lost, Drifting and Sick with Love
Somewhere I forgot you,
Somehow I lost the good.
Sometimes I lack the knowledge,
So many blessings misunderstood.
Somewhere I shall find you,
Somehow I’ll rise from hell.
Sometimes I will surprise you,
And all shall be well.
Somewhere be love and hope,
Somehow I’ll take you there.
Sometimes you’ll need to hold me,
And rid you of despair.
Somewhere I’ll be what you wanted,
Somehow I start anew.
Sometimes I’ll seem too different,
The old love lost from view.
Here and now, I seek your love,
I want you and claim you as my own.
Every moment, I breathe your essences.
My spirit soars to worlds unknown.
I have hurt you, yet you linger,
Stand beside me in the fire.
So lucky, no, so blessed am I,
You are my true desire.
Let me hold and caress you,
You are my lover and my best friend.
I love you. I’ve always loved you,
Our love’s journey has no end.
Copyright © 2007
My own, my love
It is odd how I've changed.
Why Men Cheat
Posted by David Zinczenko
on Thu, Nov 30, 2006, 10:34 am
Of course, we all know that while men and women are both capable of cheating, it's often the guys who have the biggest problem keeping their belts firmly buckled. And we all know that no matter who it's with, why it's done, or where the after-hours canoodling takes place, cheating is-most of the time-the ultimate relationship death sentence. But instead of dwelling on what happens after the cheating takes place, one of the ways to perhaps prevent infidelity is by knowing a little bit about why men stray. I'm not offering them as excuses, merely explanations as to what happens in that brain (and other body parts) of his-in hopes that you might be able to prevent it. Here, the top reasons why men cheat:
To Fulfill His Biology: You know the old anthropological tale. A man's main job, besides killing the saber-tooth, is to spread his seed in order to ensure the survival of his genetic legacy. It's a man's biolo
Some individuals suffer from the misconception that the Chinese Dragon is a symbol of evil. This erroneous belief stems from the mythology of the western world where the dragon was thought to abduct maidens, wreak havoc on the populace, steal gold and destroy villages. In the mediaeval context the Western dragon was often the symbol of Satan incarnate. This is not so in the dragons of the orient. In fact it is just the opposite. The dragons of China and Japan are almost exclusively benevolent mythological creatures. In fact they are so different in nature from Western Dragons that it may be more reasonable to consider them as dissimilar creatures, rather than as the same creature interpreted differently.
The Chinese call the dragon 'lung' (long) because it is deaf. It is the largest of scaly animals, and it has the following nine characteristics. Its head is like a camels, its horns like a deer's, its eyes like a hare's, its ears like a bull's, its neck like an i
Updates On What I Am Up To Lol
On Monday 4th of June ill be off to Alabama for 10days so you all have to bear with me in replying once again lol. Sorry everyone but this trip is a definate must. I just hope and pray it goes well which right now i think it will. Will explain more another day. Hugs to you all
Just wanted to stop by and say hi to you all. I am sorry I am still not on here much but I hope you all understand.
I know some of you know what is going on and some do not...I just need some time to sort some things out..I will stop by as often as i can and will try to reply to you all....just might take a little time.
I hope you all have a safe and wonderful July 4th.
As some of you already know I no longer live in Wisconsin. I now live in Mobile, Alabama so I am looking forward to seeing how the South celebrate the 4th.
You all take care and stay safe feel free to email me at email@example.com.
I Had To Dedicate A Lil' Something To My New Found Obsession......
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me d
Book 16 Conan Doyle The Lost World
Chapter VI: I was the Flail of the Lord
Lord John Roxton and I turned down Vigo Street together and through the dingy portals of the famous aristocratic rookery. At the end of a long drab passage my new acquaintance pushed open a door and turned on an electric switch. A number of lamps shining through tinted shades bathed the whole great room before us in a ruddy radiance. Standing in the doorway and glancing round me, I had a general impression of extraordinary comfort and elegance combined with an atmosphere of masculine virility. Everywhere there were mingled the luxury of the wealthy man of taste and the careless untidiness of the bachelor. Rich furs and strange iridescent mats from some Oriental bazaar were scattered upon the floor. Pictures and prints which even my unpractised eyes could recognize as being of great price and rarity hung thick upon the walls. Sketches of boxers, of ballet-girls, and of racehorses alternated with a sensuous Fragonard, a martial Girardet, and a d
I close my eyes...
My pillow tiiiiiiiiiight...
Dreaming of you...
Aching to be...
Warm and fuzzy...
Our time apart...
Only plucks on the...
Staring at your pic...
Of you in...
Melting into the...
Time standing still...
Staring into your eyes...
As I try to...
Kiss your lips...
It all fades away...
As the sun rises...
Every second of every minute...
Of every hour...
To the start of this day...
I'll be thinkin...
My wife to B...BBE...
So I sit back...
And close my eyes...
Thinkin of you...
For ever loving...
(c)BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).don't be shy now!!!!
AND YOU CANT PUT I DONT KNOW U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER
1. Would you let me be in control?
2. Would you pull MY hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10:
16. Would you want me to go fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you mind if i li
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will be back on as soon as i can ok is still without my pc and im usin my sisters as often as i can so ill be around and i really do miss bein here alot. My thoughts are if you go in and look at pics and then rate them a 1 at least have balls enuff to admitt you done it instead of hiding from it..Thats The Chicken Shit Way Out..not to mention the one whi rated my photo a 1 "you probably arent no damn better". Its a beautiful day out hope everyone is out having fun in the sun. Or not,,which ever it may be have a good one...Have a double shot of Crown Royal it does a body good.
This Stuff Is Bananas!
I feel your breath on my neck as I lean back in my chair wishing for the world you were right next to me.
That I could be in your arms.
I look over and you sit there never looking at me.
Never touching me.
Never telling me how much you need me.
Is it as painful for you as it is me.
Do you feel our love being torn apart by your silence.
If I close my eyes I can feel the blood running down my arms.
Wondering if it would get your attention.
My heart filled with hope you would hold me then.
My body trembles with the memory of that feeling.
My heart stops as I see the reason for your silence
The red marks on your chest and the aftermath on my torso.
I wanted you to say something...anything.
You didn't even scream...just looked at me.
The pain of your silence will haunt my heart forever my love.
I have a Bleach background on my computer and I would like to share with my friends where I get it from. animewallpapers.com. check it out. They have almost everythi
This is the kind of bullshit we at the Scooter Bar have to put up with from lounge like Excalibur Radio they get so jealous that they have to send people to my lounge to steal people and my staff so they can get listeners. This is the same people that try to stream into other lounges so they can get the members from those lounges into there’s these are the same people that used to work for The Scooter Bar and Radio Stations that have streamed into The Scooter Bar and got fired for starting drama or banned for the same reasons. My staff and me do what we are supposed to by posting bulletins and tagging profiles to get listeners we don’t have to Spam or bash other lounges to get people in it. Here is what Camelot Lounge has to do to get listeners they bash other lounges to make them selves look good. Hell The Scooter Bar is #1 on the lounge list EVERYNIGHT . I am posting this so the lounge hoppers can see the TRUTH!
Here's what it's all about
If you want to hang out at a
"DEATH ENDS A LIFE NOT A RELATIONSHIP..." Life is a coin. You can spend it anyway you wish, but you can only spend it once" NO AMOUNT OF DARKNESS CAN HIDE A SPARK OF LIGHT.
Can i count on you
if i bow my head and pray
can i trust the words you send
and make it threw the day
i need your guidence to piont the way
because the path is not yet clear
i NEED YOU to piont the way because
of all my fear
I was lost and all alone
until i saw the light
but i was saved by love alone
because it shined so brite
thank you lord for hearing my heart
when it needed you the most
NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE OR YOUR DREAMS I walk alone on the beach out near my home
im living with no one. im left on my own.
my wife of ten years past away just last year
and my heart is still heavy,and my eyes fill with tears.
we bought this land to live out our lives
but my heart is still empty missing my wife .
i walk alone on this now empty beach
i love my lost soul mate, i love wife .
i look out upon her and take my last breath
and i will join her in eternal rest
So when you come calling here,s what youll read.
we were so happy me and peach
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK
IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT
SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST
WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST
THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE
MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL
COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!! THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK
IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT
SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST
WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST
THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE
MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL
COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!! THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL
What color is your bra?
UHH LiKE iM GONNA TELL YOU TAHT!!! THATS FOR MY HUBBY TO KNOW!!!
Hair, up or down?
Do you straighten your hair?
Do you worry about the size of your boobs?
NOPE NOT AT ALL! MY HUBBY LOVES THEM SO YEAH!!!
What's your favorite girly magazine?
What's your Favorite mascara?
Small or large purse?
In your purse, what are your must haves?
CELL PHONE AND MAKE UP!!
Jeans or skirts?
Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
What's your favorite color(s)?
BLACK AND BABY BLUE!!
Do you consider yourself girly?
NOT REALLY.. i MEAN SORTA!!
Heel or Flats?
Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Would you leave the house without makeup on?
Wal*Mart or Target?
Do you consider making out "unladylike"?
On the scale o
Me & Sometimes Not Really Me At All
Without You I am Everything
These tears I cry, have stopped for now
Not another will I shed.
You tore me down to depths unknown
My loving heart is dead.
You abused the love I had for you
For granted it was taken.
You had my heart, my soul, my love
You left me here forsakened.
Deeper and deer I plunged into darkness
Though Death, he turned away.
Forced to live this life I was given,
continue another day.
I will live this time, for myself, you see
Again my heart will sing.
Because even alone I am better off
Without you, I am everything.
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Full name: Maurice Robert Gravel.
Family: Wife Whitney Stewart Gravel. Two children, four grandchildren.
Education: B.S. in economics, Columbia University, 1956.
Career highlights: U.S. Army, 1951-4, special adjutant, Communication Intelligence Services, special agent, Counter Intelligence Corps; Alaska state representative, 1962-6, Speaker, 1965-6; a
Current mood: crushed
yes i am alone again . alone upset and crying . and why do i feel this way . cause no one and i do mean no one really wants to be with me . idk what is wrong with me . if any of you know please tell me . i mean i dont think it is to much to ask to have someone keep there word and to love you the same way you love them . to have someone that wants to see you . not just in the begining . when someone says that they want you and are so alone when they lose you . and you talk with them and think everything is figured out . yall have a plan . plans to work through things and change the things that werent working . to say that yall are wanting the same things and then they take it all away . why ? why do that . why tell someone everything they want to hear when you dont mean it . cause of course it is going to come out in the end that it was all lies . that you didnt mean any of it . i mean you know what you want and you know what you are willing to d
If You Dont Read Thsi....you Probably Have A Stinky Butt
why cant i remember
when it was that i lost
in my mind i cant decifer
the emotions that have been put
on a shelf.
can i go? i gotta run away
can i hide? not if i stay
where and what to do
with these fucking feelings
it seems the more
I try the more
i wish i could remember
of it all.
can i go? fuck it all
can i hide? fucking pride
bottled up, strangle hold
slice me up to reveal
my bloody gold...
Well today I got a skateboard I ordered through whaolesalesskateboards.com and went to rip for the first time in 12 years. I have a bunk knee and thats why i actually had to stop 12 years ago. I slipped on a knee brace, assebled my new deck, wheels and trucks.....ready to ride again.I surprised myself with all the tricks i could still do and the gaps i could ollie over. i did slam one good time and boy did it hrut worse than it used too....LOL i bet i'll be sore tomorr
sometimes i feel i just want to be wanted
like i thirst for the attention
but i don't even know why
then other times
i don't want to be bothered
it's not that i'm depressive
i think i'm a lot of fun
i just have changes of mood
lately things aren't satisfying
food is good, but there's nothing i crave
sex is decent, but it's only with myself
i'm not unhappy, but i don't feel joyous either
and i sit and think about what really makes me smile
usually the insignificant things
a surprise phone call
a piece of candy someone gives me
a good story told by a total stranger
and what do these things reveal
i like to be thought of
i want to be wanted
i just want to die i dont know what is up and what is down i dont know some one please shoot me
the days are long
but the weeks fly by
the clock ticks
the second hand waves goodbye
the days are hot
but at night i sleep peacefully
because i know someday soon
you will be with me
Who I Am
The world needs a hero.
Around every corner bad stuff is out there lurking.
Because that's what bad stuff does. It lurks.
Not runs. Not walks, nor strolls. But lurks.
And so the question arises. Who will defend goodness?
Who will conquer hard-to-open peanut packages?
Stand up against washing machines that steal socks, and
vanquish restrooms of empty, deserted rolls of toilet paper?
Who will stand up and say "No. No, Pimple,
you will not make the day bad, nor you, Chewing Gum
stuck to the sole of my shoe. You can test my
patience, but you cannot take my smile."
Who will champion snooze buttons, clouds that
look like furry animals, and all-you-can-eat buffets?
Who will step into the ring and become
a Force of Good?
This is one of my favorite lines from Smallville Season 2 so I just thought I’d share it with you all. I guess it shows you what a huge Smallville fan I am. That or a weirdo, but that’s ok. Those of you who know me alrea
if u have yahoo talk!!!
grant64822002 hey help out my band AIMLESS open for fall out boy please! click the picture
and select arizona find and click on vote under aimless. let me know if you do! You walk straight, not like them.
To fool them in, make it seem like you're in trouble.
Make a sound, fake it enough.
"What made you so scared?"
Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares.
If you remember, remember,
I've been trying to get back to the center.
I'm sure it's not like it was before.
To make them drink, tell them that it's only water
No one leaves 'till we figure this out
"What made you so scared?"
Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares.
If you remember, remember,
I've been trying to get back to the center.
I'm sure it's not like it was before.
Both we and our words are over produced by influence.
Both we and our words are over produced by influence (by influence),
By influence (by influence).
show somw luv yall bomb me plz
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The egg is nature's perfect package. It has, during the span of history, represented mystery, magic, medicine, food and omen. It is the universal symbol of Easter celebrations throughout the world and has been dyed, painted, adorned and embellished in the celebration of its special symbolism.
Before the egg became closely entwined with the Christian Easter, it was honored during many rite-of- Spring festivals. The Romans, Gauls, Chinese, Egyptians and Persians all cherished the egg as a symbol of the universe. From ancient times eggs were dyed, exchanged and shown reverence. In Pagan times the egg represented the rebirth of the earth. The long, hard winter was over; the earth burst forth and was reborn just as the egg miraculously burst forth with life. The egg, therefore, was believed to have special powers. It was buried under the foundations of buildings to ward off evil; pregnant young Roman women carried an egg on their persons to foretell the sex of their unborn children; Fren
I know a truly unbelievable man, and I am so very lucky to know him.
For some reason I will never really understand, God brought this man and me together, and we were very happy for a long time. He saw me through some of the most difficult times of my life, even though he was thousands of miles away.
He was always there for me, when I needed a friend, a lover and someone to unload on.
Yes, we had our moments of conflict, and there were a few times we both believed it was over, mostly because I was a dumbass, but he hung in there for some reason and put up with my shit, which I thank the Lord for.
Recently, however, I had a major setback in my health and had to go into the hospital, aka nut ward, and he was still there for me, giving much much more than he recieved.
While I was in the nut ward getting my meds straightened out, he found out some things I had been doing that were unforgivable, and he was very very hurt, and very very angry, as well he should be.
All Things Beautiful. (writings)
When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking she wants
you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug
she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when
u run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
she is wondering how long you will be
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live
she has made up her mind that you are
When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
When a girl is mean to you after a breakup
she wants you back,
I edited it... what do you think? Okay, so I got a little bit more info on the contest. As you know, the next round is going to be at the Serra Bowl on May 13th. There will be 12 Singers competing that night and 2 will move on to the next round which will be on May 19th at the Serra Bowl. There will be 22 people competing there from other bowling alleys and 11 will move on to the next round. I believe those 11 will then be competing in Vegas and the Winner will Open for Leann Rimes and receive $5,000 dollars and a recording contract.
John, the KJ, will be getting more info for me. If anything is wrong I will repost this.
Here's some more Info:
Contestants from all over California, Nevada, and Utah will come to Serra Bowl in Daly City on May 19th at 4:00pm for the regional finals of the 3rd International
Bowling Karaoke Superstar Contest.
Thousands will compete throughout the nation in Bowling Centers for their time in the spotlight and a chance to win a trip for two
Book Worth Having.
Author: Irma Louise Chase-Sholes (RIP)
Entire painting by my Uncle Charles (RIP)
I have blogged a few of her poems also.
A journey, through poetry and verse written by my Grandmother to her children and loved ones, she wrote of the seasons, her emotions and feelings, relationships, and life. This collection of poetry has helped me to get to know my Grandmother, even though she passed away a year before I was born. Since publishing this book and passing it on to my loved ones I have decided that my Gramma would want me to share her work with the world and use it for good things. That being said, I am going to donate all the royalties from the sales of this book to the American Cancer Society, as well as to the research of the cause and cure for Alzheimer's Disease. I have chosen these research groups due to the fact that I lost my Father and Uncle to Mesothelioma and also I have several relatives that are stricken with Alzheimer's Disease. I know that
well lets start off with i got laid off from work. at 3:45 today i was called into my bosses office where i work and he told to have a seat and he said i have to lay u off. i asked why he told me the most meanist thing i ever heard from a boss he siad that i was to fat and that i cant keep up with the othe employees witch is wrong, and he told me that if i lose 50 lbs in 2 weeks he will higher me back witch is imposiable. so me and him got into a lil arguement and i chose to leave without doing something stupid but the ass hole followed me out and i slamed the door in his face..
then i leave call my mother and told her about it cause i worked with her and she is right under the boss she went bannas and got upset and called the big big boss and had a shouting contest with him and he told her the same reason he fired me. well my mom hung up on the big boss lol.. at the end of the day my boss asked my mom to go in to office and talk so she did and it got real loud in there real quick
Lookin 2 Be Controlled
why is it women like 2 boss men around and try 2 control them? its like there obsessed wit making us in2 better men. please ladies comment on this hey ladies wat do u prefer 2 wear thong panties or french cut? women r just all talk and no action, yeah they talk and talk but never deliver.even though we men r horny all time, least we have blood running thru our veins!
Please comment bomb and rate!! A friend of mine on here has a son with autism...well apparently this downrater acted as a friend to her and then all of a sudden gave 1's to all of her son's graduation pics! what a jerk! he needs to be taught a lesson that we dont tolerate this kind of stuff on CT!! Please visit his page and rip him a new one!! Make sure u block him too!! Also please spread the word around of this jerk!! Thanks everybody!!
Amerika's Most Wanted@ CherryTAP This mum really pisses me the fuck off!! Bash this mum and the asshole who created it!!
Blogs For Helping Me While Billy Is Gone...
Hey there everyone, Hope as is well for everyone and that everyone has had an awesome summer so far... I know I sure have missed you guys and gals since I have been away...
Have good news to share, Billy is Leaving Iraq on Sept. 18th to come home... This tour has had it's ups and downs that's for sure... I am including his bulletin from myspace... get the chance and have myspace, please stop by his page and tell him hello and that his Mama sent you...
well this deployment is coming to an end. What a freaking deployment!!! this was suppsoed to be the easiest and turned out to be the worst. I came with one company as the comm cheif and a SGT, and now i leave with a diffent company as a regular radio operator and a CPL. but i met tons of new friends, a few new enemies, and gret opportunities for when i get out to the USMC. I played a good amount of poker, learned alot, and appreciate a little bit more. I lost my best friend and the one i
My Random Thoughs
this is so funny.........and somewhat true..
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"For the record, my belt HAS dropped a notch. I'm a big guy. It's gonna be a while before you're going to want to give me a piggy back ride."Dude, you are Hurley. You are a kind soul with some terrible luck. While you're always lending a helping hand, you're not exactly the bravest guy on the island. What you do is even more important - keep people entertained. The only problem you've got is that whole jinxed numbers thing. You're so secretive, no one on the island even knows that you're a multimillionaire! Let it out, dude. There's no use trying to keep it all bottled up inside, man.Your polar opposite is: Jin. You are similar to: Claire and Sun.
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and
Lovers In The Night
I WILL STAY
Turn around shut the door
walk the other way
Don't you Know here for you I will stay
CLose you heart hide your soul
keep all those feelings deep inside
Yet here I will stay for you confide
day by day life spins out of control
deeper and deeper into your blackhole
Don't you see I see into your soul
Not seeking not looking
wanting to be all alone
Yet when am with you i feel like I am home
fate brought us together
Not playing its usual crule game
Why won't you see it is for the better
Your life will never be the same.
Turn around shut the door
walk the other way
Don't you Know here for you I will stay
You won't be so lonley now
I know you have seen dreams turn into nighmares
I know your hearts been ripped and torn apart
But now I will be here to chase away the fears
I know the hurt and pain that is on your eyes
back to the day when the inocence died
Turn around Shut the door
walk the other way
Don't you know here for you I will stay
You came into my life on a cold January day
I got to know you and you took my breath away
Before you I didnt know what my heart was for
You taught me it was for loving you and all I want is more!
We may have rough roads up ahead
But if we believe in every word thats been said
Then we can get through this just fine
And we'll be together forever and all time.
You're a great guy you have to believe its true
I only tell you this because I believe in you
You're the only one in the world for me
Baby, I love you and this you need to see.
I want to hold you and kiss you for the rest of our lives
I cant wait for the day i'm finally your wife
Until then everything we do or say is meant to be
For it will make us stronger, closer, and yes even happy!! Men suck! I know I'll probably be called a hater but at the moment I dont care. Guys Lie, Cheat and have no real feelings for anything or anyone. I hate them! Your with her not with me
But you and I are meant to be
I love yo
The ISAF mission has many levels.
The Alliance will be responsible for the planning and command of the peacekeeping force. This will include providing a force commander and headquarters.
Allied Joint Force Command Headquarters Brunssum responsiblity
The operation will be conducted under the overall command of the Allied Command Operations and will be run by the Joint Force Commander, Gen. Egon Ramms (German Army) , at NATO's Allied Joint Force Command Headquarters Brunssum (JFC HQ Brunssum).
The Supreme Allied Commander Europe, Gen. John Craddock, has appointed Gen. Dan K.McNeill (US Army) as the Commander of the ISAF mission, Maj. Gen. G Robison (UK Royal Marine) as the Deputy Commander of Stability, Maj. Gen. Meulman (Royal Netherlands Air Force) as the Deputy Commander of Air, Maj Gen S R Layfield (US Army) as the Deputy Commander of Security, and Maj. Gen. Kasdorf (GE Army) as the Chief of staff.
~*~how I Feel~*~
It is indeed a honor and a privlege to say that I am a Bahamian.Bahamians are down to earth easy going folk most of us but at the end of the day we are all that a bag of chips and much much more........Ask ur man he should know.....LOL
Fa real tho. Bahamians BE
We be the B in Bitch,
We be the A in Attractive,
We be the H in Honest,
We be the A in Articulate,
We be the M in Modest,
We be the I in Intelligent,
We be the A in Animated
We be the N in Nice,
We be the S in Sexy,
We are just dat damn good
B A H A M I A N S
These are just sum Quotes that caught my eye in one book I have called "Think Big"
Thot I shud share a few of them with yall....
-If you worry about what might be, and wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is.
-The road to a successful relationship is always under construction.
-Forgivness is the key to happiness.
-Love lets the past die by moving us to a new beginning without changing the past.
As I pour
my blood down the drain
I slit my wrists
to hit every vein
to think it would kill me
to ease my pain
I would give anything
to have your fame
to get what you got
in which I don't own
I am the unfortunate
all left alone
I only ask to be wanted
and have love and affection
but what I get
is everyones simple rejection
you act so hard done by
but really your not
I would give you anything
To live the life you got
but simply you don't see
thats you've gone so far
anyone would dream
to live the life of a star
you got the personality
and the good looks
I'm just the nerd
with all the books
YOu don't know me
or what I've been through
I'd do anything
to be you Im not perfect
no one is
but thats what u expect from me
I make mistakes
but you yell at me when I do
I try my best to make things right
just like most people
but its never good enough for you
i try to follow your rules
like every one does
but im th
My Daughter London
Last night I went to visit London in the hospital. Her spirits were much higher and she was hopeful again. What a blessing! Thanks to all that have been sending her positive thoughts. The surgeon spoke with her yesterday morning and she is pleased with the plans. On Tuesday of next week they will be doing another surgery on her wound. As I understand it they are going to basically do a reduction of her abdomen to give her some symmetry. Taking out tissue from her right side and pulling the tissue down to cover the wound as much as possible then they will let her heal in the hospital for a while. When she is ready they will go back and do a skin graft to close and cover what doesn't cover the wound and open area. This is the process that London was hoping they would eventually do. Thanks to all that have been a support by sending prayers and good thoughts.
The trips to Iowa City have drained my finances so I ask that you keep that in mind when you are sending you wishes and thoughts
Force them to see Im told with a reputition from years before Why cant they know?ill fight this with nailIs this not our nature?My choice is seen and I have lost with no chance for venganceWhy have we chosen to close this space once again Ill show you my cell with its rotting decor Or will I?the walls are still grandI know where my fate liesIts always with me screaming though Ive chosen to not hearFor that ill pay more than was worth,Why wasnt I taught of this?Why must I learn through painHumilityWas I lost when this knowledge was passed ?To learn this way is a true mark of a being of which was layed in my lap ofIgnoranceFor hell you haveto take with you and seethe only thing removed no more matter to hold it insideNo more Fill the glass and then the room It will never be held back Tho whos accountable?you always werethat voice is that of pure balanceI know when its here It speaks so loudTo let me know of unjust and forsaken triumphI know what ill take with me as I know to not enjoyAs
How I Am Made.
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!
Are You a Good Kisser?
You Are A Romantic Realist
You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends!
Are You Romantic or Realistic?
Your Rising Sign is Virgo
Well put-together and elegant, you sometimes seem standoffish.
And truth be told, sometimes you do feel superior to those around you.
A bit shy and introverted, you tend to stay quiet - even if you're feeling social.
At parties, you can seem like you're very serious while you're having fun.
You clever and ingenious, with
Can you see what is wrong with each picture? If not you need to re-think driving. :}
Please Conment bomb me for this contest!this is the link to your photo:
Mildly Impatient Yet Easily Amused
I NEED YOUR HELP friends/fans!!!
I am desperate to make this modeling contest that is about to end JUNE 10th...its obvious people aren't voting daily, my ranking has been dropping instead of raising. SOOO if you are REALLY my fan/friend, reply to this blog saying "I voted today".
Here is the link to go vote:
This is for the Smashbox Cosmetics Modeling Contest, voting can occur daily....if you choose to do so. Thank you!!
"Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day is an annual event, held in late April or early May, in which Ben and Jerry's scoop shops give out free ice cream cones all day. Over one million free cones are given away each year. Charitable organizations are often present at the stores each year and enjoy a significant amount of fundraising success.
The first Free Cone Day was held on May 5, 1979. It was done by Ben and Jerry as a customer and staff appreciation event for the one ye
The Paths Of Life
As some of you will find out the more you get to know me, I had a really big struggle with drugs for many years. I started out just experimenting, trying it for fun, and kept using. I abandoned my newborn baby girl at only two weeks old and left her with my parents. I continued to use til I found out a couple of months later I was pregnant. (yes, again) I quit using and became a mom, I had missed all the important things in her life already though. First words, smile, steps. I had my second beautiful baby girl at only 18 years of age, she lived for a month and a half. There started my downward spiral into hell itself. After ten years of killing myself and everyone around me I got sober and while in my first year of recovery I wrote this for my beautiful daughter destiny who has had a rough life.
This is called the Paths of Life.
As I sit here and think of all the joyous wondersI missed over the years
For you honey it fills my head and heart with fears
Because I wasn't t
Sun 'n Fun 2007- Correction to NOTAM
Notice Number: NOTC0834
Correction to Sun 'n Fun 2007 NOTAM - IRF Slot Reservation
Please note that there is an error in the printed Sun 'n Fun Notice to Airmen and in the Quick Reference Booklet referring to Obtaining a Slot Reservation. The original says to confirm your reservation you must call between 24 to 8 hours prior to your arrival time.
The correct time is 24 to 12 hours.
See corrected section below.
HOW TO OBTAIN A SLOT RESERVATION
Pilots may obtain a slot reservation by using computer interface (e-STMP) or touch-tone telephone interface.
· e-STMP: computer access is available to users with an Internet connection and Web Browser. The Internet address is www.fly.faa.gov. A user guide is available on the web site.
· Touch-tone telephone: dial (800) 875-9755 and follow the prompts.
Pilots should be prepared to provide their destination/departure airport, estimated UTC time of arrival/dep
IM GOING TO BE COMMENTING EARLY TONITE HAVE DOCTORS APPT EARLY SO DONT BE ALARM NEED MY BEAUTIY SLEEP TONITE LOL
HAVE A GREAT NITE AND A BETTER TOMORROW PEACE LOVE HUGS EVIS Cool Flash Toys at REVOLUTIONMYSPACE.COM i wont be online later on we got some really nasty storms comming in so ill be back on when i can
Vent StartI'm not one to cause shit and I'm generally a nice person. But when someone fucks with me..damn right I'm going to get pissed!So here's the deal. As i was going through my pic comments today I noticed that bbg still has my default pic ripped.see bellowWell since I'm no longer on her friends or in the fan train, I send her a messageAt the time she was online. But didn't reply. Later on tonight I look again.. she still hasn't deleted it or responded to me.So I message her againNow, I have not down rated, slammed her, stalked her, I have not done ANYTHING but ask why she still has my pic and ask that she delete it. Rather then just deleting it and handling it via private message like I(as a MATURE woman) tried to do, a few minutes after my Second message to her she visits my page and I see thisWow!! is all I have to say.Walks out shaking her head.Vent Over I got about 10 pics up and my Digital Camera Died.. its Charging now..LOLSo if you're not listed below, I didnt forget you.
I hate it that my boys are leaving me, until another year. i hate that they are so far from me. but i know their daddy takes good care of them, and that i can see them anytime i want. so dear boys, be good nuntil nextime mommy see's u again. You know ppl get on this site for nasty reasons. I think those ppl are fake and insecure. Why can't ppl just be real and not hate on others. If u ever visit my page u will know that i am a very real and honest person on and off the computer. But it seems to me that ppl get on the computer and turn into somebody that their not, why? I am here to find REAL FRIENDS not FAKE FRIENDS.
The X-shunscript 2.0 Files
Today's tip is How to Make an Invisible Button.
First thing you need to do is make a rectangle using the Rectangle tool. Don't worry about the color, shape or anything yet, since it can all be changed at any time, and the color won't be visible anyway. Double-click said rectangle to select the Stroke and the Fill, and hit [F8] on your keyboard. This will bring up the object creation dialogue box. The name of the object will be highlighted, so just type the name you want in the text box. I prefer to name my objects with no spaces and each word in the name capitalized. LikeThisPhrase. Now before you hit [ENTER], you want to check the option beside the word "Button".
Now you can double-click on the rectangle, and then change the shape to whatever you want. Now most of the time, you'll want an invisible button because you want a text link without the html-style interface, so add a new layer inside the button, make sure you're on the new layer, and enter the text you want in w
Romance And Relationships
You made me so happy, By opening up your heart, I am so very glad, That we had a start, I hope you understand Just what you do to this man, I hope I give to you, All that you give to me, In such a short time, You helped me to see, That love can grow So easily, No matter what I ever do, My greatest joy in life is truly loving you.
You made me so happy, By opening up your heart, I am so very glad, That we had a start, I hope you understand Just what you do to this man, I hope I give to you, All that you give to me, In such a short time, You helped me to see, That love can grow So easily, No matter what I ever do, My greatest joy in life is truly loving you.
I want her still, her touch, her kiss, her hands interlocking with mine. I feel her deep inside herself, touching her very soul. I have my legs wrapped around her, I feel her heart beat against mine, the pulsating power behind each motion and movement of my body penetrating her. She pulls me close, her breath is my own. Entwin
My Personality, Through Poems And Such
I thought you said forever,
or was it in my mind?
Cause now your saying never,
and the heart thats broke is mine!
What happened to our living, our loving, our laughter?
For if I should cry,
Its only because theres no life after.
And if sometime tomarrow I should hear my maker say, "the time has come to meet me, so kneel down and pray"
Once that decisions made and theres nothing I can do.
Ill ask for just one favor...That I might wait for you.
Cause your all that I live for my single ray of sun.
And if life ends tomarrow you were the only one. Send This To All Ur Friends,
And Me If I Am 1.
If U Get 7 Back U R Loved
1-3 u r a bad friend
4-6 u r a ok friend
7-9 u r a good friend
10-& ^ u r a great friend
When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
I dont promise that I will make u laugh,
but I can cry with u. If one day u want to
run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......
but I can run with u.
If one day u dont wan
An Old Geezers Thoughts
I have been on this site for some time now. Mostly I just pop in and still trying to figure out what to do here.
I have just never gotten it all, but I still like this site.
The people are real, not trying to scam ya or get ya to cum watch them on camera for $$.
For that alone makes this site special.
I sure wish I had a guide to show me the way to use this site and how they get enjoyment out of it.
Being a computer guru from the 70's only shows that I have pretty much seen it all when it comes to online stuff
Be careful what you say online as trust me, the government is watching and if they don't like what you are saying. gawd only knows what all can happen and none of it good. so keep yer mouth shut when it comes to saying things online that become public property
I am still single and alone. I am getting very tired of being alone all the time. I suppose it is supposed to be that way.
I do not understand, I am a good man, a great cook, easy going, always paid my way an
What Is Wicca?
The five-pointed star, or pentagram is one of the most potent, powerful, and persistent symbols in human history. It has been important to almost every ancient culture, from the Mayans of Latin America, to India, China, Greece, and Egypt. It has been found scratched on the walls of Neolithic caves, and in Babylonian drawings, where it marks the pattern the planet Venus makes on its travels- a secret symbol of the Goddess Ishtar. Scriptures, especially Hebrew, are abundant with references to pentagrams. So, why does this symbol have such a sinister reputation today?
The Pentagram in the Ancient World
The earliest pentagrams were rough diagrams found scratched into stone age caves. While they are believed to have some spiritual significance, the meaning of the star-shape to early humans is a mystery. In the civilizations that followed, it held various meanings, usually astronomical and religious. Pentagrams served to mark directions in Sumerian texts, and represented the five vis
Ten Thoughts To Ponder For 2007
Love is wonderful, but the process of blending your life with another person's can also be a lot of work. So just go step by step. Evaluate your situation and your collective needs with lots of compassion. Daily Horoscope: Leo
For May 29,2007
Frankly, there's no fathoming this person's reasons for acting the way he did. It's definitely not the way you would have done things, but what can you do? Live and let live. You'll save yourself a lot of time and worry.
Number 10 -- Life is sexually transmitted.
Number 9 -- Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.
Number 8 -- Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny.? If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich.
Number 7 -- Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the internet and he won't bother you for weeks.
Number 6 -- Some people are like a Slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the
What It Is
READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND.
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine.
I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible.
How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you?
How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television?
I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It
Friends may come and friends may go
Family is first and this I know
Putting friends first is a mistake
And not one that you should make
Family’s forever and this I know
Friends enter your life and then they go
Making friends is fun trust me with this
But not something you would miss
Love your family while they are here
Keep their love very near
Family can leave the world at any time
So don’t make yourself feel like slime
Family is here to comfort you
I know your friends do this too
Without your family you would be lost
Hold on to them no matter the cost
That is why I consider All of my friends, Family
My Sisters' mean everything to me
They made me realize who i wanted to be
We were and still are always distant
But we'll have each other's back in a minute
We hella tight and that's with a capitol 'T'
I only Fuck with the Best so You Know
There's no other
Rolling with a Grown Woman
On her Grown Things
The Hell That Is My Life
In my desperation to find people to date, I put a profile up on True.com.... I guess I'm TRUEly pathetic to have to resort to an online dating site....
Well, in my time having the profile up (weeks or so?), I've gotten all of 3 e-mails from people anywhere near Jacksonville....
for the most part it's 50yr olds in Montana or some shit.
In perusing the profiles... I've noted that mostly the people are all looking for taller guys.
I'm a mere 5'7.... too short, apparently, even for girls 5'3.
I know girls like to feel all comforted by someone bigger than themselves.... I get it. But damn... What's a short bastard to do?
My height is a point of much insecurity, especially as I tend to like girls my height or slightly taller. I can't explain it. I love girls shorter than me to... don't get me wrong... but most guys wouldn't consider a girl that's taller than them... just like most girls won't go near a guy shorter than they are.
I guess I can relate though... as much as
Looking Inside (things To Ponder)
This was originally the idea of a friend of mine from Xanga. List 10 things you would like to say to someone, but know you never will....
Do not reveal to whom you would say these words. They can be real life or online people (living or dead). You can only say one thing to each person. No repeats.(Leave them in my comment section and feel free to repost elsewhere.)
These are mine:
1. While I always knew how much you pushed me to grow as a person, I never fully realized just how much you held things together around us all. Now you're gone and things are truly a mess. I'm sure you're somewhere shaking your head and wondering if you taught us nothing.
2. For someone as smart as you are, I can't understand how you haven't figured out that love is blindness in the last 21 years.
3. Life can be a funny thing sometimes. It gives us people to enjoy and learn from and then takes them away with no notice and little compassion for the pain it causes us. There was so much more tha
Posts For Special Friends
With a heart made of the purest gold
you shine as bright as a star
You make happiness feel so real
as you touch the hearts of others
Seeking out just to find yourself
you find love in that one special girl
The waves sweep in to try and crumble
but the love will always remain deep down.....
To Josh with love....
I hope you find true happiness in whomever you you allow deep in your heart. You are a great friend and I only wish you the best... *hugs*
This one goes out to a great friend of mine.
Hurt and pain take bond to force a surrender. Allowing you to feel numb to the bone. Standing dtill just for time to hopefully pass by, only to realize it's a slow motion effect.
Time after time you take on what seems like the love of a lifetime. Only to really see that past beckons back inside when the door slowly shuts behind what you thought was true love.
Counting through few times of truly feeling happy, you take time to try and recover the loss. Taking a step
Mad Mad World
Too many subjects to fall into one genre
Current mood: awake
Might I wander through these Fields in Knowledge...Aware...Impressed upon...Spoken to by the Voice which spins these Universes...these many Fields which Move these Revolutions. These Revolutions. May I wander and Wonder in amazement at the Beauty which Surrounds our Simplistic Capabilities. Might I remain humble as I squander this gift among those who may not See. May I be Blessed enough to be given the Audience to which I am received in Honesty. Who might Hear me in Truth...more than simply to the Crowd which Emily Dickinson referred to as "the admiring Bog...Who am I?" Shallow narrowness is so much Easier for the Crowd, is it not? Pass it by. Live in the Box which you yourself have Created. Choose Ignorance...it is a Simpler Path...little or no complication. Effortless and unrequired. No need to Participate.
So, I am on my soap box just a preachin' away....but if you stop to Listen...there are Pearls
Where do I go from here
Now that you are not here to hurt me
Nothere to get mad at me,if I want to go somewhere
There is nothing left but cold lonely night
Wondering if I can handle everythig now
I'm on my now
I'm wondering what I'm going to do now
I'm not ready for dating quick yet
I can,t handle haveing my heart shatter agian
Sign:marion g. My heart no longer moves
No more flutter or skip a beat
When you are around
You toke care of that
When you broke my heart
With your lies,alibis,drinking,women
Thats all you care about
you didn't see what it was doing to me,until it was to late
Now you want me back thats not going to happen
I'm not putting my poor heart threw that again
M.G. I gripe a Pepsi and my Chocolate
Sit down to listen to a sad country song on the radio
Song remaind me of all the hell you put me threw
I cry the blues when you left me
I couldn't see pass the tears and the pain
Bealzes Historical Entries - February 2007
(Originally posted on January 23, 2007)For the past few months, I have scheduled appointments early every other Monday morning to get out of one company meeting.This week, though, Idiot Boss rescheduled the meeting I missed to this morning today (Wednesday). Therefore, I had to sit through the crappy meeting, listening to him talk about all sorts of things.However, I will have the last laugh. My wife gave me a stomach bug that the emergency room doctor said is infecting about half the county. I probably passed that bug to everyone in the room. Including, of course, the Idiot Boss.See, it's like chess. You have to think several moves ahead...tag: Idiot Boss, meetings, revenge, business, health-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!
(Originally posted on January 22, 2007)Fortunately, I don't have to put up with the bullsh!t of evangelicals coming to my house and waking me up. At the very least, my bedroom air purifier makes enough racket that I can't hear them knocking on my front
Other day I came across the letters you wrote me
I sat down and read them
And the tears started to flowing down my checkss
They talk about our hopes and dreams
What we wanted for our future
But it didn't work out the way,we thought it should
You were gone more and more
I could not understand why
Thought you wanted the same things I did
I guess I was wrong about that
We didn't have the faith to make it work
That was so many years ago
Time to throw out the letters
And the memories that go with it
Looking forward to better days
With out you,good-by for ever
I was threw my jewlery box
Found the wedding band you gave me
The memories came flooding back
Of all that you put me threw
Pain and the hurt that I still feel
Just like it was yesterday
I started to cry
I pick up the ring threw it cross the room
Wondering how you could have done that to me
I don't want you part of my life
Now its time to pick up up the pieces
Move on with my life
My Poetry****comments Welcome***
I lie awake and ponder
Nothing but the silence
Wait...what is that I hear?
A heart beat? *thump thump, thump thump*
A burst of light
Aloud crackling crash
In the howling wind I stand alone
Watching the clouds swirling around me
To my left is my home
To my right, the great unknown
The wind is blowing harder now
I watch as it picks up the debris
The wind throws it left
It breaks a window~an opening to my soul
The wind throws it right
I can't quite see where it goes
Stuck in the whipping wind
I receive my punishment
I watch my home get torn apart
Everything I loved and knew is gone
With the loud harmonious thunder
My heart breaks
I pray that it ends
The pain is too deep
With the bright flashes of lightning
I am torn between choices
I am picked up by the whirling cyclone
I am tossed into the dark hole of despair
I hear it again *thump thump, thump thump*
It gets slower and softer
*thump thump, thump thump* The end is drawing near
A *swish* and its gone When
The Big Move
this is so awesome i applyed for two jobs in person, got a call back to interview for both of them, went to my first interview and got the job. they said that i had to take my tabc test so that i can sell alcohol took the test once and passed it go me. i had only been looking for work for less than a week and i start training on monday. i am so proud of myself go. it will kind of suck cause my birthday is on tuesday (22 years old). thats okay didn't go out on my 21st birthday either got pregnant. its all good i'll just go out after i get my first pay check. keepin it short but sweet as always mamatink I finally made it to texas got here with one stop in highland california so the kids could see there family on there dads side for a week and it was a week to long. I got to Texas yesturday 6am which on the time i'm use to was 4am so i pertty much slept most of the day. To those friend in grove who think i ain't going to keep in touch i'll call when i get the okay got to remeber i don't
What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
can someone talk me through changing the language for windows xp from japanese to english?
we have a foreign exchange student and everything is japanese and i can't help him...
Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________
How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer)
Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__
How long can u last (check appropriate answer)
1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__
Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__
Which do u prefer (check appropriate box)
One on one__ Doubles__ Group__
While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers)
Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__
Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ?
List three position
For the briefest moment,
Quicker than a flash of light.
I held you in my arms,
And all the world was right.
Worry faded from memory,
Troubles past from view.
It all ended so quicly,
Just as quickly I lost you.
I guess I will never know,
What happines with you truly is.
I will never again know the pure delight,
Of waking you with a kiss.
Now I am left with memories,
And hope that are all but gone.
I really don't know why life,
Can't leave well enough alone.
After this I know the truth,
That I am meant to roam.
And never know the joys of life...
To live and die alone.
I’ve seen the majestic splendor,
Of an eagle in its’ flight.
But even this beauty cannot compare,
To the Texas sky at night.
This open expanse so great in scope,
Filled with bright shining stars.
This is a joy only a Texan knows,
An experience uniquely ours.
To stand by the Brazos in Waco,
Or on the plains in Abilene.
These bring happiness to a Texas heart,
Only those from here can know
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak. Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....
I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow andasked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better.
I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls."
My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were l
Aight these 2 ladies kandi 4rm Xscape and u seen her on E40 song u and dat has formed wit my sexy babe aka georgia peach 2 make Peachkandi and the single they got is called BAm now thats a good song so chekc it out aight get at me Aight yall to me im shouting out a artist i think who deserves to be notice and thats Tamia she has a song im feelin thats called "Me" its a song thats basiclly tellin your lover that when it comes down to it you will lways go with yourself so when you get time just sit down and listen to it closely its on fire to i love that song Man Soulja Boy is wild this man got some crazy songs but the best onehe got is called "booty meat" its just a song for the ladies to say shake that booty meat ha ha but you can check out the the dances on youtube.com cause they get down t soulja boy
http://psfights.com/details.php?image_id=438 what can run but cant walk? http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=411_1173166743
Things To Share
I have learned a few things from this site and others like it....
First of all, it IS possible to make a few real friends who just want to see you and talk to you without expecting anything in return..Those few you can count on to help join the party when you are laughing and having fun...and who bring a smile to your face and heart on those days when you feel like burying your head in a pillow.
Second, there are many more who are here for their own self-gratification...and can't find it in real life so they use people and say anything and do anything to feel special even if for just a second.
It's the second group of people who make this site increasingly frustrating. It seems the more drama you stir up the more points and higher rank you get on this site. I have to say...if that is what it takes to get ahead on here then no thanks...I will stay right where I am....I have gone out of my way to rate, fan, add, help in contests, do HH's and blasts for myself and others. For
How Dare You
Where do we begin? The Dipset/ByrdGang family is deeply saddened by our loss. Not only did we lose a member but we lost a brother and a friend. Rayquon Elliot a.k.a Stack Bundles was a joy to be around, charming, very intelligent, compassionate and concerned about the upliftment and enrichment of his community and the people in it. Unfortunately his goals and aspirations were cut short by the hands of dream stealers. We can not stress enough that a young star's light was put out before he had a chance to shine in front of the world. We would like this to be a lesson to the rap game...too many of our talented artist are losing the battle of life before their voices have a chance to be heard. Something must change... Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Group claims IBM cutting jobs
By Craig Wolf
People are losing jobs at IBM Corp., including in Dutchess County, according to an employee group.
Company officials have yet to call back with any comment on the reports and no announcements have
I've been following the story of Jessie Davis, the missing pregnant woman from right here, white bread, Stark County, Ohio.
The focus of the investigation seems to be the wife of the father of her unborn baby. Worse yet, he's a cop.
He says his wife, Kelly, knew all about his relationship with Jessie. She knew about the kids. (Doesn't this remind you of Scott Peterson saying "Laci was OK with it" when talking about his tryst with Amber Frey?
Here's the backgroud from the AP:
Nine months pregnant, Jesse disappeared from her home, leaving her 2-year-old son behind. She is due to give birth in two weeks. So far police have named no suspects and specifically said that Bobby L. Cutts Jr. is not a suspect.
Now Stark County sheriff's deputies, two FBI agents and state agents spent two hours searching the home of police officer Bobby L. Cutts Jr. in a bid to determine what happened to Jessie Marie Davis. The search came five hours after Stark County Sheriff's
Hey Whats Happening
Well i finally got another job as a lumberjack so ill be off tot he woods.... the bad part Im going to be staying in a camp so ill be away from home even more.... if your wondering its not camping lol cause that would be fun... this is just a place to stay between work so i dont have to travel alot.......i wont be on cherrytap or fubar....whatever its called for long stretches. Im sorry to all my friends and fans..... and everyone else thats made this a fun time.... i will try to show love when i get the chance to be on.... anyway have fun peeps and stay safe.... ill be thinking of my friends while im there ;) get your ass in the lounge and have some fun... its all good... meet new peeps, talk to us... be dirty if thats your thing... its good times all around
http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8701 Hey... its friday... Ive been talking with alot of fine young cherries on ct this week...as well as a few older ones hehehe... anyway... just wanted to let yall know that.... IM ALL ALONE..
Hot Chocolate Kisses
It was only our third meeting but I knew what would be happening. Our first outing had been a time just to get to know each other and a meeting called you away before either of us was brave enough to sneak a kiss. Later we both admitted we wanted to. We got on great and wanted more.
Our second had been so hot. You picked me up at the office and we made out like high school kids in your car. The first kiss just happened out of the blue. One minute we were talking and the next our arms were intertwined and our tongues were tangled. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other, whispering heated and lusty words in each others ears, wanting and needing more. As your hand drifted down to my denim covered pussy my legs spread willingly for you. The heat and dampness of my pussy radiating through my jeans, showing you just how excited I was to be in your arms. Time was our enemy though and you were needed back at the office. Damn meetings.
Finally we were able
My Daughters School
WWE.com learned from an interview conducted Tuesday by Vancouver’s News1130 that Chris Benoit’s son Daniel possibly suffered from Fragile X Syndrome, a genetically passed-on condition that results in impairments ranging from physical and learning disabilities, to more severe cognitive or intellectual disabilities.
In the interview with News1130, Pam Winthrope, whose own 12-year-old son suffers from Fragile X Syndrome, recounted how she and her husband talked to Benoit about the condition five years ago.
“We talked to him because I was trying to set up a support group in B.C. and in Canada; we only have a couple of them,” she said. “My husband was struggling when we got diagnosed with our son, and Chris was struggling with his. They talked for a few minutes, and then he said he didn’t want to be a public face for Fragile X. He just wanted to keep it really, really quiet.”
A source close to Benoit recalls similar conversations with him, where he described his son’s condition as
For those on here knows me as a real person, knows what my family has endured.
We have lost our dad and brother, and now mom just called me, my oldest brother is now being shipped home too. Sweetsiren anyone can tell you my mom is the most gentle and forgiveing person, but this time she has really lost it, first time in my life i have ever heard her swear and put this war down...NOT THE SOLDIERS..... the war itself. She has always been the one to help hold us together as a family, and not just our blood family i am also talking about our military family as well...everyone called her mom, even Sarah's little one the first time he met her he would not leave her side and i think within 5 minutes he was calling her grandma).
She wants Tammy and I to go to trenton's airforce base and claim his body, truthfully i don't have it in me anymore, i am so tiredof losing someone i love or care about deeply.How much more can a person really take?. I can bitch and complain on here this blog but i k
I"m in a piercing contest...comment bombing is allowed so help me out and rate me too...also check out the other contestant! Thank You!
Ok here's the deal...i'm here to have fun and have really great friends...don't go comign along asking to request me as your friend just so I can be another number or better yet...my favorite one was this guy...loftbill or soemthign like that friend requests me just so i can see pics of his penis...dude! I knwo what a penis looks like i DON'T need to see your for fucksakes...so anyways that's my rant...so please don't request me if i'm just gonna just look at you penis..i have one to look at in real life TYVFM!
The rant Krissy~ YOU'LL ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THEM YOURSELF!
1. When choking on an ice cube, simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself.
2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop.
3. Avoid argu
A Lil About Me....
So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question. "Grab life by the horns. Live it, share it, breathe it in. Take a walk in the rain, catch the snow on your tongue. Never be afraid to love, take what you want now because tomorrow may be gone. True love is only a heartbeat away, don't be afraid to let it beat." This is an old question that is asked all the time... "What do you want?" Well here's hat I want.
I want my son to grow up knowing he is loved. To know that he can reach his dreams no matter what others say. I want to live comfortably in a cute little house that is my own. I would like to believe that I will find someone who loves me for who I am, not just what I look like or what I can do for them. I want to get married to my prince. To wake up every morning in his arms. I want a man who will kiss me where ever we
it would be nice to get laid... damit it would be nice to go about six times and all night .... i guess i'm a nimpho and fuck i spelled it wrong but i ( DONT care)
The thing's i could do by my self but it really wouldn't be any fun =( Ladies Donmt be shy... and i'll admit i like both but i dont get it very often lol yeah my tit's are huge and yeah i've worn a pearl Neckless beofre lol but it's funn when you got them peaerced an nippless but what are boobs realyy usesd in life for Bubble
Where did mu bubble go????
It sucks.....Bites.... I some times want to shoot it
but i can't,,,, FUVKERS
We were just friends at the start,
Always having fun, never apart
Then one day, something sparked
The next thing I knew, you had my heart.
The days flew by,
I lost track of time
Everytime I was with you,
I was on cloud nine.
Then one day, I asked you to be my girlfriend
I exclaimed, yes you said! and prayed we'd last until the very end.
No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy,
Happy that I was with you, and you were with me.
With me in your arms, you told me you loved me,
Then gently I kissed your forehead and you gave me a squeeze.
I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you, I would never be.
Just when I thought all was well,
Was when you began to put me through hell.
You said, we should just be friends
That's when I knew it was the end.
I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why,
It was all I could do, not to begin to cry.
Where I once saw love, I saw nothing,
I couldn't believe you no longer felt something.
I lay in
Vote 4 Me
OK TO ALL MY PEEPS, I AM FINALLY GONNA SEE WHAT I CAN DO IN A CONTEST, ITS A RACE TO 35 THOUSAND, AND I THINK I CAN WIN IT, SO JUST CLICK THESE LINKS AND GET THE INFO, IT WILL BE STARTING VERY SOON, SO BE ON THE LOOK OUT
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THERE ARE SOME PRETTY LOVELY LADIES MAKING SOME EYE CONTACT IN THIS!!!! ITS REALLY CLOSE...
My back is blood, flesh, and bone. I bleed on the floor of my "home". Anotherhit for every drop. I wonder if you'll ever stop. I fall flat on my stomach, you kick me once, twice.
I drift away in a sea of ice. But no, you see me drifting away. Into unconciousness where I would stay. And no, no that is no "fun" for you. So you call me back for more things to do! You tie me down and gag me tight.
The horror you bring every night. You hurt me again and I want to curse.But if I do you'll make it worse. You beat me bloody, hurt me bad. If I fight back, you'll only get mad. then it hurts more. As you throw me to the floor.You're on top of my again before I can run. You want to have lots more "fun." I scream you "disgrace". I spit in your face. You break my jaw. You beat me raw.You reach up and grab a gun. I guess this means no more "fun."
Beyond the light shadows arise From somewhere in the darkness
All the pain and misery Walls blank with starkness
Beyond the call of sanity Wh
New Contest... Please Enter
Kaiden singing thats right im going to throw another contest cuz i have so much fun and meet so many new people when i do it! this time i wanna see your TATS!!! show me some sexy tats... :) i love them!!!
no downrating and no drama! i got enough of my own lol.. no NSFW pics.. i have the right to reject any pic...
every1 gets something and will be awarded during happy hour...
contest starts on may 11th and runs til may 18th givin i have atleast 10 entries! so hurry and get them in!
just click my link and tell me what pic to rip.. also plz repost so ur friends can sign up!
broken_hearted420 CT wife of hsingyedruid Elite bombers crew leader@ CherryTAP peirced are ya? hehehehe... show me! i dare ya.. hehehehe.. thats right lets hold a contest and show me some peircings. the contest will start on tuesday, june 5th 6 pm central and run til tuesday june 12th at 6 pm central. comment bombing is allowed and encouraged. dont
Buglet To The Extreme?
So I've been in a major funk lately. Can't seem to amuse myself, and being at home 4 days out of the week in a newer city with no friends is starting to get to me a little. Mickey works on the road mon - thurs or sun - weds, leaving me alone with my dog and no friends. And of course, the store I work at, all the other employees are like 50's. So here I sit once again on a Monday night with nothing to do, trying to amuse myself until Felica gets home so I can at least talk to her online. Yeah...I'm a loser LOL So it's been raining since ohhh 8 pm YESTERDAY and I'm sick of it. I was planning on bringing my spoiled rotten mutt to the Dog Run and letting him run...yeah if I want to track mud thur my apartment all over the brandnew carpet... Oh well Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not unde
Please Do Not Copy These!!!!!!written With A Pen!!!!!!!! These Were Written By A 'friend'!!!!
I was lying on my bed when the thoughts of him began to creep in. His eyes staring down at me, his lips curling when he sees me, his muscles tightening as he touches me. I keep thinking of him, I keep seeing him, I keep imaging him . . . And yet I dont have him. All I have are the thoughts like these:
He crawled up beside me on the bed and gently touched my cheek. He ran his hand through my hair and watched me as I sighed. He ran his fingers up along the black nylons I had worn just for him. He played with them for a minute as I just drank him in. I love his smell; I run my hands across his shoulders and lean into him further. He was caressing my foot as I lay back on the pillows and ran my finger nails up and down his back. I know it wont be long before he gives in and turns to face me once again. Then there he is, his eyes blazing with desire and lips moist and waiting as he pulls me to him.
He is kissing me like I had never been kissed before, with such fire, such
Name In Sexual Dictionary
[noun]:A skimpy piece of lingere
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Your Personality Is
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favor
Poems Of Him
Years pass me by in minutes
Without you by my side
Everyday I'm haunted
By a love to strong to die
I cant let go of this false hope
I'll wait for you long after I'm gone
In this life or the next,we meant to be together
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face
But in reality,your not there
And though my fingers transpire the past
The feel of your body is real for a moments grasp
I still hear the echo of your laughter
And words you spoke to me long ago
Come back to me,clear as day
Your memory is as real as you
For I needed something to hold onto
I constructed all the ghosts of yesterday
Into today,and with me now,you'll forever stay You come to me,drunk as I remember you to be
youvebeen looking for answers,in the bottom of your bottle,you drank away another dream,Now your
looking for some comfort,the kind that can't be
bought.You know I'll take you in,you know I'll
I'll treat you right.And in each others arms,we try to take this road to nowhere,somewhere
Can bring me to my knees
All the times
That I could beg you please
All the times
That I felt insecure
And I leave
My burdens at the door
But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times
That I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I've cried
Full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be OK
god im so horny tonight? u know what would help? seeing some naughty pics some of u guys got!! So if u got any naughty pics let me know so i can rate them for u!! Damn i love being naughty lol!! OH this should be interesting...
CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!!
That's right, time to start the game.
Post this to see how many will sleep with you!
How many will kiss you!
How many will marry you!
How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids!
How many will make love to you!
How many want to make out with you!
And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!!
Don't hide, don't be bashful.
Tell them and they might thank you for it.
Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!!
If you don't. You will have some bad luck 7 people has a crush on me!! I didn't know i was that lovable lol!! I love u all!! Thank u!! Muah!!
My Loving brother...Rest in Peace...
Robert S. Culver Jr.
2/3/1963 - 2/13/2008 Do you ever wonder why some people are sick and some aren't...I seem to be one of the people who are sick all the time...if it isn't my asthma it's something else...most of this year so far i have been sick...just when i get better with one thing i get sick with another...now i am having to go to Cleveland Clinic to be checked out...I hope ya'll wish me luck and those of you who pray put me on ya prayer list..i sure could use it...Take care everyone and have a safe week!!! It's a wonder how people on here can be so very stupid..I sit and wonder if they just don't have a life or if they think long and hard how to make people just want to smack them...I am married...i have it posted on my profile...i make it no secret...I don't "play" with men on here I don't do anything inappropriate however...some really stupid people assume i still want to..why is that?...People need to put a cork in their heads to fix th
QUESTIONS THAT HAUNT ME!
If you have sex with a prostitute against her will, is it considered rape or shoplifting?
Can you cry under water?
How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered?
Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to?
Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
What disease did cured ham actually have?
How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?
Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours?
If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?
Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?
Kim Kline Next Diva Of Rock
I had one of the most amazing experiences of my life the other day. I was on a plane returning to LA. The woman sitting across from me was balled up in the corner crying uncontrollably. I couldn't help but to wonder and worry what could be soooo wrong with her. I felt compelled to say something to her but at the same time, I felt it wasn't my business. I continued to sit and watch this and could no longer stand it. I simply leaned over putting my hand on her back to console her and said "I know it is none of my business, but are you OK?" She was so visibly shaken and about to burst into tears again. With all she had, she mustered up a smile and just said thank you. Much to my surprise at the end of the flight she leaned over and handed me a 2 page letter she wrote to me. She explained to me her sister was going through her 3RD battle with cancer and to talk about it out loud was just far too difficult. She had been with her sister at the hospital in Brownsville, Tx. She was
I'm moving people.. Hit it BIG TIME!!! I have rooms for rent if you are in Vegas. Please contact me! http://picasaweb.google.com/heatherhlv/House - Study LONDON (Reuters) - Having sex once or twice a week gives a boost to the immune system that could help ward off colds and flu, New Scientist magazine said Wednesday. Moderate sexual activity increases levels of a compound in the body called immunoglobulin A (IgA) that binds to bacteria and triggers the immune system to destroy them. ``IgA is the first line of defense against colds and flu,´´ Carl Charnetski, of Wilkes University in Pennsylvania, told the weekly science magazine. To prove the benefits of healthy but not overactive sex life, Charnetski and his colleague Frank Brennan measured levels of IgA in the saliva of 111 college students and questioned them about how often they had had sex in the previous month. Students who had sex less than once a week had a small increase in the antigen compared to pupils who were celibate. Thos
I am just sitting here thinking of my daughter. She was such a beautiful girl and I miss her so very very much. She was killed by a drunk driver 16 years ago and I still have a hard time. I was a young and foolish kid when she was born and I was a terrible father. I wish I could have spent more time with her.
Rebecca had the most beautiful brown eyes you have ever seen, her smile would light up the room and make you just beam with pride.
I miss you baby and I hope you know that. If I could I would have been a better father, I was just so foolish. Please forgive me. Please know that I miss you and I think about you every day and I am sorry.
With all my heart and love I miss you becs.
Your loving father,
Shane Well I am just writing to get things off of my chest and to just talk for the sake of talking.
Tomorrow May 5th will be the 16th anniverary of my daughters death, she would have been 21 this year. So I am just putting down some thoughts so that I will not try to think too m
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now! I woke up to find Major laying peacefully in his bed. Just like his mother Sissy, He passed away sometime during the night. And j
Ramblings Of A Dime-store Philosopher
Before you naysayers disagree, keep in mind, this is coming from someone at least reasonably intelligent. It also follows with an explanation.
First, let's look at what intelligence is... A lot of people point to someone knowing more as being intelligent. Possibly, and partially true. We'll get back to that. Others say the ability to learn based on what you experience is intelligence. That's BS. Any dog will stay away from you if you kick it a few times. Does that mean a dog is smart? No. Learning based on positive and negative response is something even relatively stupid creatures can do. Others say that intelligence is required for problem solving. That, also, is BS. Ants do problem solving all the time. They reach a stream, and hundreds throw themselves at the stream until one finds leaves. Boom, they get across. Intelligence doesn't solve problems. Persistent attempts solve problems. It's true in human society also.
So why do some people learn faster than ot
Hurt And Upset
FIRST I FOUND OUT THAT MY OTHER HALF HAS STARTED SMOKING AGAIN. I ASKED HIM WHEN DID HE START AND HE NEVER ANSWERED ME. THEN I TRIED TO CALL HIS CELL PHONE TO TELL HIM ABOUT THE UPDATE ON THE BENOIT FAMILY AND THE PHONE WAS OFF. HE NEVER TURNS THE PHONE OFF. I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I SHOULD TAKE FROM HIM. I REALLY CARE AND LOVE HIM. BUT I CANT TAKE THE LIES AND NOW HIDING THINGS FROM ME. I WILL GIVE HIM A CHANCE TO TELL ME WHY HE IS DOING THAT. IF HE WONT TELL ME THEN I AM JUST GONNA FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. GIVE HIM SPACE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANTS. I HAVE BEEN THRU WAY TOO MUCH IN MY PAST TO GO THRU IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT HE IS GIVING ME. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED ON WHAT IS GOING ON. TY I JUST WANNA RUN AWAY FAR FROM HERE. I CANT DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE. I JUST NOW FOUND OUT THAT MY FIANCE WAS PLANNING A VACATION TO GO TO LOUISIANA WITHOUT ME. HE WAS NOT EVEN GONNA TELL ME. HE SAID HE TOLD ME. BUT HE DIDNOT OR I WOULD OF NOT HAVE GOTTEN UPSET. P
i dunno what to do anymore...my whole life is just falling apart little by little...i cannot seem to get ahead, no matter how hard i try...i dont know where to go from here....i just sit here and want to cry...i dunno...guys just are messing with my head...family is crazy...there is no money to go around...im so far under on my bills its not even funny...work has become so stressful...i just dont know if i can take it...i need a second job..like now...which means im gonna go even crazier...no time to myself...no time to see my child..no time to hand out...no time on the computer...nothing...i hate this, i hate life...
i just hate everything.... Burning pain in my arms,
Stops the burning tears.
Slicing the skin calms my doubts,
And helps erase my fears.
The anger is so strong at times,
And my pain becomes too much.
And I long to feel the calmness,
Of the knife's forgiving, tender touch.
As I watch my blood pour,
My sanity soars.
And I long to feel the pain once more.
roadblock stop and stare
stall shuffle never go
toss the key
walls slam not free
blind walls above sky
Oh, I can't believe you!
Why did you do it!
I don't even know what you did. I just saw the aftermath.
But, it sure must have been bad because there were a lot of police and the assault rifles drawn at your home.
What, why did you do it???
You had a rough life okay I know that.
I know your pain was so strong.
I knew you were wounded I just didn't know that you were so mortally wounded.
I think you did it this time. I think you're lifes over.
How, how could you have done this.
How could you have DONE THIS!!!!!!
I just want to scream at you. You had help. We helped you. We did everything for you!!!!!
How could you do this? I just don't understand how...
How could you turn you back and forsake your own self to be addicted to be a slave to substance...so mu
Ok so ppl keep asking me what i want in a woman. And I'll admit, it has got me wandering, what is it that i want in a companion, and what is important to me. So, I am going to attempt to put the things i want in a companion into words, and this will more than likely change over time, but you have to start somewhere right? So here it goes:
I want someone that when i get home late at night is up waiting for me. Someone that cares how my day is.
I want someone that isnt afraid to go out to a bar once in a while with me. Someone that can keep up with me, but yet knows when it is time to call it quits.
I want someone that is smart, but classy, girlish, but likes to get dirty, strong, but lets me open the jars once in a while.
I want someone i can share things with, personal things. Someone that shares my beliefs, my religion, someone that can help me learn and that will learn from me.
I want someone that is willing to know about my past, but be able to look past my mistakes
Markings Of A Love Goddess
So I finally got a chance to update my profile alittle bit. I added some new photos (leave me a comment) and a collage to my stash. Make sure you check it out! More to come soon.
In the mean time make sure you check out my site http://vivicalove.com New set up on VivicaLove.com
Wow I didn't realize how low cut this dress was when I bought it... lol. Oh well, more for you to enjoy!!
See all the pics on VivicaLove.com
i dont trust anything...or anyone sometimes....i think all this is a joke to me....you see i want to find something new..someone new and this place builds your hopes and crushes them because no one is themselves on here,...very few are and i know who you are....you do too so dont fret....but i am not happy with the way things are going....so change my opinion?...i doubt it but you can try...either way ill be here none the less huh?....stupid shit...ssdd....
later Update on life... I am currently working my ass off 5 days a week, starting cancer meds, and keeping my head up.... I am still single, but thats ok.... yes i know i should be with someone but thats just not a priority to me right now...itd be nice to date and all but i am in no rush either...Well any comments, questions, concerns? message them to me :) HUGS TO ALL! goodbye....ill be on off and on..but im moving from this shithole called garner...outta state hopefully... i dont wanna talk about it really...just need to let yo
A New Beginning
You scored as Boobs. You are attracted to: boobs. You're a boob guy/gurl!Boobs67%Face67%Butt58%Abs/Stomach58%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER........
I WANT UR NUMBER....... DONT CARE WHO U ARE. I BET U WANNA GIVE IT TO ME........ I DARE U! COPY AND PASTE THIS AND SEE HOW MANY NUMBERZ U CAN GET!!!!!
IT DOESNT MATTER IF UR SINGLE OR NOT. COPY AND REPOST OR U AND UR TRUE LOVE CAN NEVER BE
This poem was wrote Wednesday night, while a storm passed through town.
Twas the rain that lured me sleep,
twas the rain that helped me slumber do deeply.
The tiny patterings on my window,
molded my dream into a great fantasy.
A fantasy that could never be told described,
but yet will always entertain the eyes.
A fantasy of a dashing prince,
and a wicked witch casting her evil spells.
How does this fantasy end,
for I do now know.
Before the prince's final strike,
I wake to lightning strike.
I wake to find everyone okay,
still tucked in their beds with their dreams.
I go to the window,
lightning dances across the sky.
Who was the prince in my dream,
will I ever know if he save the fair maden?
I look out the window once more,
for a second I though I saw the prince at my door.
another weekend went by as fast as it came and im not happy about it. I'd love to have stayed in bed all weekend cause i felt like shit but that was not happening. Im about s
It's weird how life has differnt destinations for everyone. Mine hasn't made sense yet. All the happiness I've had turned into pain. All the dreams I've had turned into nightmares. The
help I've given out was not taken into consideration. I've taken people out of the darknss and been left behind. The ones who were their, showed compassion. If I were to say
good-bye, would anybody cry?
Would people reconize that I'm gone? How can I smile when all has been devoured? Love taken away. Used to cover up someones past misersy. I try to smile But what is their to smile
about? Why, When i needed help for my mistakes nobody was their to lend a hand? So alone, I try to climb back up the road to recovery. Beliefs and reliefs fail.
I see visions of happiness float by in the distance. Not near enough to grab. I'm tired of this feeling I hold in side for so many years
now. I want to close my eyes and reunite with those miles away up above. I see though, taken my life away thing won't g
~~ Random Thoughts ~~
I would write you a love letter,
but there's not enough paper
to write down everything
wonderful about you ~
the way you laugh, talk, and kiss,
the way you do those little things
that make me so crazy about you.
I would write you a love letter,
but there're not enough pencils
or pens or ink to put down
how you make me feel ~
how you make my heart beat faster
and my breath catch whenever we're close,
how you stay with me
like a love song I can't get out of my head.
I would write you a love letter,
but there aren't enough hours
or days or lifetimes
to describe all you mean to me ~
the way you've changed my world
and made me dream things
I never dared dream before.
I would write you a love letter,
but I can't …
I love you too much.
~ Author Unknown ~
Tales Of The Black Rose
NB: There is a minor continuity error between this and the previous installment, due to me reworking the plot.
Archie shook his head in amazement as Mumbles took the dead thug out of the room, the shattered remains of his skull leaving a trail on the floor.
“I’ve never seen anything like that. You actually were able to bypass his cortex bomb and get the info we needed.”
“”No,” Gustav held his hand up to correct Archie. “As you can see, the cortex bomb still exploded when he betrayed his superior. I simply tricked his brain into thinking he was being loyal. The brain eventually caught up, and…” Gustav trailed off, motioning toward the trail of gore. “but, long enough that we now know the time and place of the shipment.”
Archie grinned. “That we do, Doc.” Archie sub-vocalized over the implant transmitter in his jaw. “Hot Rod is bringing the car around. Rags and Saber are gearing up. Shall we go get us some other peoples money?”
WARNING: what follows is VERY explicite erotic. If you are easily offended or easily aroused, you probably shouldn't read any further.
The night had gone pleasant enough. Good conversation at dinner, definite chemistry over drinks, a little teasing flirting and touching. It was no surprise to him when she invited him in for “coffee” when they got to her place. Once on the couch, lights dimmed, music low, the touching became more serious.
Her mouth was hungry, and he gladly fed it. Lips parted, tongues teasing each other. Their hands explored each other’s bodies. Her fingers stroked his bald head, while his hands grasped her long hair and pulled her head back, giving him access to her soft throat. Like a wanton vampire, his lips pressed against her throat, taunting nibbles and licks.
She arched her back, grabbing his shoulders and pressing herself against him, her firm round breast smashed against his chest, her nipples already hard with arousal. His hand slid down her back to her
Poems That Help Me Grieve Over My Mom
Don't grieve for me, for now
I'm free. I'm following the path God has
laid you see. I took His hand when I heard
Him call, I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day. To laugh, to
love, to work or play. Tasks left undone
must stay that way. I found that peace at
the close of the day.
If my parting has left a void, then fill
it with remembered joys.
A friend shared, a laugh, a kiss.
Oh yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savored much. Good
friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief.
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up our hearts and peace to thee. God
wanted me now; He set me free! "Happy Mother's Day" means more
Than have a happy day.
Within those words lie lots of things
We never get to say.
It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you
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I just updated my site (www.thickcaramel.com), with pic's and video's of one of my girlfriends', Lil Nilla. So please check her out on my site.
Don't forget about my contest going on from my last blog. The first 100 people to join by 8pm tonight will get a special live web show of me and Lil Nilla messin and sexin with each other tonight at 8pm. So join now!!!
Love you all
-Thick Hello every.. I've been on myspace so long I got tired of it. So I decided to try this out.
Well a lil about me..I love posing naked and I'll try anything and everything sexual. I've taped most of it, hehe. I love getting pounded doggie. I also enjoy licking and playing with my Double E breasts.
Check out my site at www.thickcaramel.com
I'm doin to site to raise money for me to go to school in the fall, so even if you only sign up just to help me that would be appreciated :-) Holla at me anytime.
-Thick Caramel At the request of almost everyone, I just uploaded new pic's and v
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Heritage Today Country Radio 105 Cherry Tap Profile I've just been reading to get past level ten you need a salute, now salutes can be a good way of proving you are you, but in the wrong hands they are also a good way for someone else to "prove" they are you.
Let me tell you what happened to me 7 months ago.
I actually wrote a little bit about this tonite, before I read that you need a salute to level up past level ten.
I used to have a salute on this site, before you ever needed one, and I thought I was being clever having one, because I'd seen them on plenty of other sites, but someone who was here at the time, and decided to make trouble for me, ripped my salute from this site, and then proceeded to use it on other sites as a means of verification.
As the salute spread around the net more and more people started to use it, and I had a hell of a job trying to keep up with things, and to protect my id
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Ezra and I need help from writers with a flare for writing kinky fetish/BDSM/crossdressing stories to use on our website. Understand our website is very new and we can not afford to pay you for your services, however full credit would be given to you. Any subject would be welcomed.
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Ezra and I would be interested meeting people who would like to appear on film. We are especially interested women and cossdressers, but we are open to meeting all. We would especialy like to meet submisives whom would like to appear on film with one or both of us. Understand our website is very new and we can not afford to pay you for your services. However, you will be paid amply in fun. This could be a great opprotunity for a young and aspiring model to build his/her portfolio since we may be interested in filming you solo as well as with the two of us.
We would like to take this opprotunity to thank e
Well im woundering if there is really ture happiness? or is it just something we all wish for as we are growing up??
I think there is real happiness.. kisses to all my friends who make me happy everyday of my life.. I love you all Well this is a little note to you all I talk to on here, that I will not be on for a while after next week. I will be moving from California to Oklahoma. It's a big move, but its something I need to. My grandparents live in OK. and well they are not doing very well. So the family is moving out there to be with them while we can. Im not sure how long it will be until I get back up and running online but you can count on me being back at some point lol..
I hope you guys are all safe and sound while im away I will miss you all. Remember just because im not on here dont mean you cant keep the love coming to me here.
On the bright side of things I will be able to go to OU!!!!!!!!! something I wanted sence I was little lol yay for me !!!! Ok im not sure wh
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You fill up my senses,
like a night in a forest.
Like the mountains in springtime,
like a walk in the rain.
Like a stom in a desert,
like a sleepy blue ocean.
Come let me love you,
Come love me again!
Come let me love you
Let me give my life to you
Let me drown in laughter,
Let me die in your arms.
Let me lay down beside you,
Let me always be with you.
You fill up my senses,
Come fill me again!
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Anyone know who wrote this....??
We lose our health
in search of wealth.
We scheme, toil and save.
Then squander wealth
to keep our health
All we get is a grave.
We live and boast of what we own.
We die and only get a stone.
If anyone can shed some light on the original author please do....
Thanks WANTED FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER
(the actual AP headline)
Linda B. 23, a resident of San Diego, was visiting her in-laws, and while there went to a nearby supermarket to pick up some groceries. Several people noticed her sitting in her car with the windows rolled up and with her eyes closed, with both hands behind the back of her head. One customer who had been at the store for a while became concerned and walked over to the car. He noticed that Linda's eyes were now open, and she looked very strange. He asked her if she was okay, and Linda replied that she'd been shot in the back of the head, and had been holding her brains in for over an hour. The man called the paramed
My girlfriend, who at the moment is long distance (until she moves here for good in September), found me someone to 'play' with :D and she is fucking hot. Went to her place last night and we fucked each others brains out...damn it was fun! I just wish my girl could have been there.
So Susan has all the qualities I wanted and what Lynn wanted for me. Pretty, nice body, sexy long legs, nice tits, fun and sex crazed! Oh, and out of total freakiness...she lives in the same apartments that I do!!!
So now I get to fuck her...
Then there's this lovely shot ;)
I wish I had other pictures, but I didn't have my camera last night. heh
And my beautiful, sexy Lynn...(just need to get Susan in a threesome with us...mmm)
Damn, I am a lucky bastard! ;) Yes! While banging the hell out of Susan last night I managed to convince her to have a threesome with me and Lynn. And she seemed really, really into the idea. :D
Now I REALLY can't wait until Lynn get's back here in Septembe
Show me what ya got!! I WAS GONNA LET THIS GO BUT AFTER I GOT THIS MESSAGE I GOT REALLY UPSET..
SO TELL ME WHY IT IS I HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO
you WHY MY PICTURES ARE PRIVATE.
IT PLAINLY STATES ON MY PROFILE MY PRIVATE FOLDER IS FOR FAMILY ONLY!!! FAMILY ONLY!!!
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME, THERES NO CONVINCING ME OTHERWISE SO YOU CAN SEE... JESUS FUCKING CHRIST THEY ARENT NUDES PICTURES THEY ARE MY GOD DAMN PICTURES,WHICH, IF IM RIGHT ON THIS, MEANS IF I DONT WANT YOU TO SEE THEN YOUR ASS WONT SEE!!! GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT SHIT!!! My boyfriend and I watched a movie last night and in the movie someone died so the maid stopped the clock and hung a cloth over the mirror.. Can you tell me why she did what she did?
Autumn has always been one of my favorite seasons, I'd have to rank it somewhere in the top five, for sure, and I have so many happy memories of fall time.
I remember when I was young, we had a couple of huge trees in our back yard, and every autumn my dad would be out there with his rake, raking all the leaves into a huge pile, and then I'd come running out of nowhere, and jump into the pile and go "Woo! Woo! Woo!" & then he'd pull me out, and brush the flames off... CLICK HERE Boy did I smile when I heard her exclaim "Wow, I've never seen one that big before", although I wasn't quite so happy when I saw she was looking at my Azalea in the corner of the room...
This Deck: Morgan-Greer
General Meaning: Traditionally, what has been
known as the Justice card has to do with moral
sensitivity and that which gives rise to empathy,
compassion and a sense of fairness. Since the time of Solomon, this image has represented a standard for the humane and fair-minded treatment of other beings.
Often including the image of a fulcrum which helps to balance competing needs against the greater good, and a two-edged sword to symbolize the precision needed to make clear judgments, this card reminds us to be careful to attend to important details. It's a mistake to overlook or minimize anything where this card is concerned. The law of Karma is represented here -- what goes around comes around. It's as if your flying...then you come crashing to the ground. What expectations did you have in the first place? All? None? Something? Nothing? You think hard on it...contemplating what you thought you had wanted in the beginning. Then..it was more th
Survey Only..for Fun
1. Is sex best morning, afternoon or night?
HELLOOO???? How would I know???
2. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken?
I love Chicken
4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to
No, I have never been drunk..
5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up?
6. Candles or Incense?
7. Do you dance when no one is watching?
I dance even when everybody is watching . .hehehe
8. Did you play doctor when you were little?
No. I played that I am a firewoman
9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
10. Stove top cooking or microwave?
11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty?
Filipinoes are very particular in cleanlines..
12. Shower or bath?
13. Do you pee in the shower?
15. Mexican or Chinese food?
16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Don’t know yet
17. Do you love someone
10 Husbands And Still A Virgin
Female domination, or femdom, refers to BDSM activities where the dominant partner is female. The female dominant party in female domination related activities is sometimes called a dominatrix.
Naturally, female domination activities may draw on all areas of BDSM, but there tends to be an association with radical feminism, whether seriously or fantastically. This can lead to apparent paradoxes, such as the humiliation of men by feminization, though it is readily resolved by seeing this as disclaiming traditional gender associations, and transference of coded images of weakness onto men. Strap-on dildo play plays a significant part in this as well. The inverse of this is of course to glorify the feminine.
Erotic Female Domination and Humiliation
Similarly, erotic female domination and humiliation can focus on the inadequacy of a male sub's johnson (small penis humiliation), demoting it to a plaything for the dominatrix, over which the male has no real con
well here we are its my birthday.... again alone... got my eye on someone but hmmmm thats not going well.... so heres a bday no gifts no cakes... but i have one thing worth way more... my baby daughter ... she spent 3 weeks painting me a picture for the place i am moving into.. going to get it framed it means way more then any pricy pic i could find to hang up i have fanned every person on my friends list pleas do the same What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes
last nite was out with buddy LEO for 7 hrs , we did bible study, chatted a bit, went 2 wallyworld & treated ourselves to shakes at sonic ((cute girl served us)) ........ got home around midnite I have been a bit depressed last few weeks and have not been up to going to my fellowship group on thurssdays ........ 2nite i was given HUGS by all and welcomed back and it felt great 2 b among those that cared ....... im still have issues to resolve but was good to get out of my room and be among friendly souls 4 a few hours ...... when i got back my kitty was awaiting me at the door and demanded pettin & some food after i got settled today is a damp one and my back is in more pain than usual. i managed to get to service 2day and fellowship was awesome getting a welcome back from my friends. i was able 2 spend time playing with vanessa during break and that was fun 4 me. she a buddy 3 yrs old daughter that calls me UNCLE CHUCK an had lots of fun with her. after service taught little benji ((
What Makes You Cringe??? Does This???
Ok people you may well look at me in a different way after you have read this story. But i dont care lol. I can laugh now but, at the time it was very disturbing im sure you will agree. See if this makes you cringe and has anything like this ever happened to you?? I want to now what makes You cringe, whats the most embarassed you have ever been for yourself or even for someone else???
Im sure all my CT friends and fans have a story to tell...
Ok ill start you off!!!!
One of my very embarrassing moments, and believe me I could write a book.
It was a night out with a mate I hadn’t seen for a long time. We were both young free and single and getting lots of wanted attention from guys all night.
The night was coming to an end and we had, had lots of fun.
I noticed a cute guy watching me that caught my eye earlier in the night, I smiled and he came towards me to and started talking to me.
While I was talking away I started getting stomach cramps and feeling light headed.
The Submissives Rights
i have the right to set limits, and expect them to be respected.
i have the right to trust, providing I have earned it.
i have the right to expect You to believe I am an intelligent, caring and loyal person.
i have the right to ask for Your attention,without having to misbehave to get it.
i have the right to expect You to administer Your punishment on me with care and caution.
i have the right to question your motives,should You deny my requests, as long as I do so with the proper respect.
i have the right to speak up if I feel O/our relationship is not giving me what I need.
i have the right to tell You what I need in a respectful manner.
i have the right to expect You to understand my reasons for doing so, and the right to expect You to listen with an open mind and heart.
i have the right to walk away from our relationship if W/we cannot come to a common ground on these issues.
i have the right to expect tenderness, love and understanding after a s
My Rants, Life, And Other Things
so I fuck up my knee the other day. I got it look at today and will have it look at sometime this week and also have it in a cast, its one I can take off but I can't move it. SO it looks like I will be doing nothing for a while. ok I got this from the local newspaper.......
Jillian's clears tables for good
Downtown bar, restaurant closes after 9 years
Beacon Journal staff report
Jillian's restaurant, one of the cornerstones of downtown Akron's renaissance, closed without warning on Memorial Day.
By Tuesday morning, many of the furnishings had already been removed from the restaurant and bar on South Main Street.
The once-profitable location lost money for the past 14 months, said Chuck Corcoran, vice president of marketing for Jillian's parent company, JBC Entertainment of Louisville, Ky.
``These decisions are always tough,'' he said. ``We hate to leave the city.... We just couldn't get it back to profitability.''
According to an e-mail from a laid-off employee, about
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So I allowed myself to get close to somebody on MyYearbook.com even though he lives in a different state. We've been flirting back and forth and have even talked on the phone a few times. Lately he's been going through a rough time being off meds (ADHD and depression) and I've been there for him. (I'm Bipolar and have Anxiety.) Well, tonight I had a bad night at work and didn't exactly feel like flirting but expected him to listen to me the way I did but what does he do? He signs off messenger without saying anything and refuses to answer my messages on yearbook.
Am I just wasting my time since we both live out of state? Are too crazy nutcases like us supposed to be together anyway? I don't know what to do anymore. I ran out of Cymbalta (antidepressant) a little over a week ago, and yet I've been feeling better without it. I'm on Zoloft, Lithium, and Xanax though, and Zoloft acts as an antidepressant. Now I can't remember why I was placed on Cymbalta in the first place. The Xanax h