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Will the paiin even end, will allow me to go on with mend, never once did i believe that you would be taken and would grasp the heart of all the souls that loved you hard, you once said you felt alone and now we all know this to be untrue look at all this love that shines for you, you are need now then ever to hold, to allow us that moment of golden laughter, and to place our hearts at ease. it was heard all over and felt through the broken hearts of this world, your presance will always be, in the wisper of the trees, in the melody of song, in the sway of the dance, but now you have that wish you once asked to be with him to hold him tight, but for this is, no one here to hold her tight, she needs you now and this is true the land of the blue will sail, the sea will set you free, but what is this to me, a lost empty space that will never be filled, the burn of tears is all I taste.
you may say this and i may say that, but in the middle we both say why, we all have the same feelings some come and more then others, we do not lack the sensitivity to understand why, we only see the out side never looking deeper with in to realize that we are all the same, in this i see that and in that you still see this, my thoughts we say to those that need and to us we hear your thoughts, you see in each of us we are the same we may all see different but we speak the same, feel the same and give the same, one day in this and that we will ask why in the middle once again but this time it will be with laughter, laughter towards the ease of how we got here, laughter for the faces that shine with delight laughter for we are all here holding each other tight..
Voices confuse my eagr mind and some are rarely kind. I still remember the words spoken for the first time I was Broken. I dwell so much, I live in my hell. I have fallen down that darkened well. To hear and be stained, emotionaly drained with no meaning you do it again. Up for days, no sleep my mind does race, to skinny the stress is on my face. Live the loss of winners with no throphies to bare. Split Personalities crash when connected, who would have thought we would be rejected. Lost and alone, but you still have your throne, but yet you feel like the dog who was tossed a bone. Come when your called even sit on command, so when is the time You'll take a stand if the power is taken right from you own hand.
Written By:
Crystal Ann Levesque
November 2nd 2005
No ones listens to the weaker voice, no one hears the cries of the lonely, left and dusted to be moved with the breeze of the summer wind, i see in me things you do not, I hear in me visions you can never bare, if you had the keys to unlock this misery and listen to all that is kept would you pass me by would you let me die, why can I not see what you see hear what you hear know what you know I never once asked or extended my hand for help I just wanted that smile that hug that life I thought i saw I thought I felt, loosing a battle never meant to be fair I see the moment I lost control I lost all, I feel the pain that is left by darkness I hear the emotion's begging to understand what is here and why is that there I has no lessons to be learned I have no moments to judge I am nothing that you will have I know my worth and see it plain, but why is it the pretend of the Imaginary fairy tails you try to keep alive is no longer in view, I never know what to do or how to be I am lost and I am found found here in this prison no window no pain just solace and remorse remorse for things I can not take back for they are not mine to bare I have never left your side as you did mine I meant my words and allowed them to fade moments are memories locked in a tomb to be remembered afterDeath....
Crystal Ann Levesque
