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BOOMANTEXAS XUTRX's blog: "MY DOODLES"

created on 04/23/2013  |  http://fubar.com/my-doodles/b353855

KISS

Kiss me, cause i havent heard the words i love you in longer then i can stand, and i know i could tell if you still felt the same by the feel of your lips. Kiss me cause i need something strong and powerful to reach in a touch my soul, cause  I havent been in a good mood lately. Every chance i get i hope and pray to get a kiss from you, cause those soft sweet kisses that you give elevate the senses throughout my entire body and fills my mind, body and soul with love, hope, and enough power to give me the will to feel as if i can fly. Fly to a world of our own. To a place so high that nothing or no one could ever accomplish bringing us down. Kissing you, is similar to living on the edge because i lose all control the moment our lips touch. Its scary in a good way, but since i trust you not to abuse this power you have over me it also feels like the safest place in the world i could be. Wrapped in your arms standing up to the great power of your kiss although it weakens my knees and sends huge rushes down my spine. Kissing you, makes my body just want to lay down and surrender my body over to you. I fall more in love with you each and every time we share a epic kiss. if i could promise you the world i would but i cant. I can promise you my heart, and if the world was ever to be in my hands i would hand it right over to you as well, thats the least i can do for an angel as stunning as you are. I love you, I love the way we kiss, me and you, two loving hearts coming together for an occasion that special every time it occurs. The passion will never die between us. There will never be anything that could compare to us and the way we can express our love with a simple kiss. Nothing is ordinary about us, especially you. Cause before and in between kisses. That moment i get to stare in your eyes and feel your hair in between my fingers i can only think of how breathtaking the beauty you have within you happens to be. Most people would probably compare you to a star first, but i wouldnt. Cause even a stars bright light begins to dim over time. You have your own light, one that cant be out-shined. One that if combined with your mesmerizing eyes, powerful smile and infatuating lips will become and unstoppable force for sure. Kiss me, cause i know at times i can find myself feeling hopeless and lose faith in all thats around me. But you dont have to worry about me. If i were to ever die, mentally or physically, dont panic. Dont dare let a single tear fall from your eye. Just bless me with your kiss of life and i'll be right there by you, alive and well with one purpose in life. To love you.

GOLD

I awake the morning to her eyes staring down on me and her hand touching my face in a soft gentle way. I smiled and said "heey beautiful" in my weak morning voice and just remained to lay there and stare in her eyes. Then, 2mins later, she takes a deep breathe as her smirk turned into an amazing smile she said to me "I just love you so much baby" she moved closer, kissed me, looked into both of my eyes once more then got up to head to the bathroom. While i stay put in the bed we share. I think to myself. If thats what I'm blessed to wake up to for the rest of my life then I wish for immortality. I don't ever want this to come to an end. She touched my very soul with her hands and lips, froze my heart with her gaze and thoughtful words. When she left my side to get up I wanted to reach for her. Pull her back and just lay with her in my arms for just a few minutes more. At that moment, I looked to the left of me and saw the pillow she lays her head on next to mine. One this day, at this moment looking over at this vacant pillow I realize more then I ever have that I wont make it without her. Not now, now that its clear to me what the power of her love gives to me, reason to live. If there ever is a day I must wake without her I'll then plead that my lord and savior doesn't wake me at all. A world without her Isn't a world at all. Rather a deep dark abyss. I am aware that I have my own life to live. But i live for that one life that i could have with her. That's where my ultimate happiness lies. Inside that amazing woman whom loves me unconditionally. I'm not blinded like most fools are by love, I'm not one of those people. What I see in her. What i feel for her is very clear to me and the realest thing I've ever felt. I'll never find it in another nor will I ever love another the way I do her. I couldn't if i tried, my heart has mended with hers so she'll always have it. She is me. If I looked in the mirror right now I would see as my reflection because she is the very core of me. She pumps the blood through my veins and gives my lungs the air they need so I can breathe, she gives my eyes color so I can see all beautiful things and my body the energy to wake up in the morning because i know she'll be there. On this day, this morning after we made love for the first time. I've more then slipped, I've fallen, and I'll lay here for an eternity.

 

-BOOMANTEXAS

LOVE LOST..

it not nearly all of it im just picking a spot and starting just to seee how it sounds...

 

...all of these feelings and emotions. kissing the way only two people in love can kiss. she might not be in love with me at this very moment but she was in love with me when we kissed, when i caressed the side of her face after and before i kiss her. If i could stay forever i know she would be mine, but i had to leave. the timing couldnt have been any more off then it was at that time. that one time when i knew i needed to stay most i had to leave. I had to drive away in suffocation cause i could not breathe. Could not feel my heart beating, it must've froze over solid. it was so heavy it dropped to my stomach. i felt light headed but i know its not real, ive been here before, its just pain. a worried, scared pain. worried because there is no certainty that i'll ever be able to experience what i did in that short time for the rest of my life. scared because i had no clue what i was going to do. for the first time i didnt know where to start to fix something, how to make it better. how can i be so gifted at healing others but right now i cant even comprehend how to mend my own heart of this vacancy, this void. she is and will forever be the most complete human being i'll ever have the chance to share a love with. i've tried recently to rid my heart of her but this war i wont win, she's staying there. without even knowing it she has a hold on me i will never break. like she stole pieces of my soul with soft tender kisses. like when i was caught staring into her eyes she hypnotized my spirit to only do what she wishes of me. if only she knew the power she held she could take over this world, and i'd be the traitor to all humanity who gives her the key. I wonder, where does love come from? i would say its some kind of magic or secret force that we'll never understand. Love can start a war and end one. Give life and take it. I could easily compare love to fire, beautiful and uncontrollable. it can make you feel warm inside when you're cold and empty. or, it could burn you and scar you for the rest of your life, as long as you let it......bla bla lol

I LOVE YOU BECAUSE

love love looove

 I love you. I love you because my mind body and soul tells me to, i know i'll never lie to myself. i love you because i can be with you, good or bad. You love me even when im in that place where nobody understands me and think im weird, that makes me love you even more.I love you because of your flaws, when you're mad at me and we fight, cause you only fight cause you care. I love the way your lips move when you talk amd the way you look at me after we kiss. I love you. i love it when you hit me and tell me to shutup. i love the curves of your body. i love how soft your skin feels when i run my fingers down your face. i love you more then anything. i love your life, so i'll give mine to save yours. i worship the air you breathe. cause as long as you have life i have a reason to live. i love you. i love you because you give me life when i feel dead inside. i love you because just by looking at your beautiful face it calms me inside when im having a bad day. I love you, because you ove me back. I love you and i promise these things will never change. the list could only grow and it will. i will love you. for an eternity.
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