MsKrissCyberfmDJ's blog: "Over and out. (goodbye to a habit.)"

today i learned a lesson
that will always be true
saying goodbye to someone
is the hardest thing to do

i've never felt a loss
until i said goodbye
i thought i was strong
and i broke down and cried

never will i forget
the times we had
though the reflections are happy
it makes me rather sad

the most brutal of men
cries at the past
i only wish 
the good times would last

so i humor myself
i'd smile if i could
why can't things work out?
because life isn't supposed to be that good

will i ever love again
a question on my mind
will i ever love another
like you in this life

if it was meant to be it'll happen
this is what i am told
but i fear i won't find another
and will die alone

• will i ever love again
  i really miss you now
  will i ever love again
  thinking about it just brings me down

i wake up at night
with sweat in my eyes
my heart starts pounding
and i begin to cry

well it's better to have loved
and i still have my memories
they'll always make me happy
and set my heart at ease

don't lie to make me happy 
i don't need a tainted charm 
your false feelings 
bring emotional harm 

i am afraid of loneliness 
our love no longer true 
but can i stand alone 
without leaning on you 

disease of your affection 
penetrating me 
your beauty like a virus 
attacking violently 

not to worry, ill be fine 
i'll make it through the day 
but when tomorrow comes 
i'll have the courage to walk away 

A tear comes to mind, when I think of you 
And remember the time when our friendship was new. 
A gentle smile centered on your face, 
And I knew that then was the time and place, 
To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart. 
I thought we'd be forever and never part, 
But now we have come to a fork in the road, 
Where we must no longer carry each other's load, 
Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar, 
For the paths we are taking are very far apart. 
I will remember always the places we went, 
And cherish forever the time we've spent. 
So now is the time where I say goodbye, 
Spend one last minute lost in your eyes. 
As much as I know that we can't stay, 
I hope our paths will cross again some other day....