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I still have a hard time understanding people who say that questioning the war in Iraq is disrespectful for shows a lack of support for our soldiers. How does my disagreement with the war in Iraq show a lack of support for troops fighting there. I want them back here! I want them out of harm's way! I don't want to hear any more stories about soldier dying. When the U.S. was attacked in 9/11, I said to my friends that I supported going into Afghanistan, removing the Taliban, and getting Bin Laden. I also said that my biggest fear is Bush will use the Afghanistan is a launching point for an all out attack on the middle east. Guess what? My fear came true. The stupid shit went into Iraq thinking we'd be welcomed like the French and Dutch welcomed us in Europe during WWII. Forget the fact that Iraqis have no idea what Democracy is, let alone know how to live under it. Now things are heating up with Iran. This is a never ending downward spiral. Our soldiers ard dying, civil
Sexy W/o A Shirt Contest
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When I first came to CT, I was greeted with the standard, automatic friends. BABY J, Scrapper, CT Bouncer, Mr. McGill, etc... My first REAL FREINDS, which I won't mention at this time, were warm and welcoming. One of my friends; (a male and very well known), was respectful and TAKEN. Meaning he has a g/f. Now, I didnt come to CT to find love..ppffttt... Nonetheless..I accepted his friendship and EVERY ONCE AND A WHILE would leave a "friendly comment" on this page and he would do the same. It was clear that my new friend was "head over heels" for his love, and rightfully so. MORE POWER TO HIM. He'd put up her pics and leave sweet comments, and even went the extra mile as to putting her pic as his default profile. Several months had gone by, and as MY friends list grew, so did the moments in between of dropping in to say hello to him. I SAY ALL THAT TO SAY THIS... Today, I came in, was looking forward to chatting with my usual buddies, and what did i find in my "send gifts"? A gift fro
Poems N Stuff I Like
A -- The favorite word of Canadian pirates, ey? B -- B stands for Beer! C -- Da ting we sails da boat on D -- Das beer! German pirates E -- 'e needs a beer F -- 'f only I had a beer G -- Gee, I wish I had a beer H -- H'aightch and everone one of us should have a beer I -- I wish I had a beer J -- The guy who sells us beer K -- Jay's wife, she's a looker! L -- Da place where bad pirates goes when dey dies! M -- 'em folks needs beers N -- 'nother beer O -- Oh I wish I had a beer P -- (*long pause*) Self-explanatree! Q -- A French word meaning 'line for beer' R -- A pirate's favorite word, Arrrh! S -- What you fall on when you drink too much beer T -- Why we beat the British U -- You should have a beer V -- Vikings! Svedish pirates W -- You and you should have a beer X -- Jay's former wife, she no longer sells us beer Y -- Why not have a beer Z -- Ze beer! French pirates thank you silveroak for shareing this!!!! Red is the color of violent
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Went to see Ghost Rider last night.  It was three shades of wonderful.  I give it 5 stars, two thumbs up, whatever you want to say to show that I loved this movie, say it.Nicholas Cage, even with his comedic take on the character, was the perfect choice to play Johnny Blaze.  He gave the character a personality that you could really get into and like, but there were actually better characters in the movie, as there are in the comic.  The focus of the comic is Ghost Rider, and whenever the focus on Johnny, they generally falter with the fan base.  There were three characters that actually drew us a little better than Johnny, other than Ghost Rider.  They were Caretaker, played by Sam Elliot (one of my favorite actors); Blackheart, played by Wes Bentley; and Mephistopheles, played by Peter Fonda (watch for the 'Easy Rider' moment).  These three characters plus Ghost Rider himself make the whole movie worth watching.  Also, the F/X were wonderful; with only one glitch that was very visibl
Just About Me
everyone keeps asking me, are you and elliott getting back together???WHY DO YOU FUCKING CARE??? if we do we do! ITS OUR LIVES NOT YOURS!!! so please dont put your nose where it dont belong!!! okay so im feeling a lil better....been thinking and some stuff came to of my friends asked me when your in love when do you say enough is enough...i havent came up with that answer b/c i dunno...but have you ever notice in any relationship, if you try to walk away and not look back theres always that little something that holds you back..i think it's the good times you once shared together that keeps you hearing the first song you and them danced too...that first song that they sung to you without ever taking their eyes off you or missing a beat....when you close your eyes all you see is them smiling back at you...the one look that made you drop to your knee everytime...the way they said something over and over but no matter how much they said it to you it was always cute
I wrote this about a year ago, and was lucky enough to have a friend of mine use it in his show, with a lil change in the wording. She smiles at you from across the room, and my heart begins to ache, I admit that I'm not over you, You're still my favorite mistake, I watch as you pull her close to you, In your warm and soft embrace, And the pain nearly kills me, As I see the love upon your face. We used to laugh, we used to love, I used to be your everything, We used to walk, Hand in hand, In your voice I heard angels sing, And now what am I supposed to do, What am I supposed to say, Now that you're out of my life, And I'm not your everything anymore. I try my best to look away, But my mind won't let you go, I watch as you caress her face, Like it's some late night tv show. Our eyes meet across the room, And I quickly glance away, As I stare into my drink, I swear I can hear you say. We used to laugh, we used to love, I used to be your everythin
After that night You should have left it at that Not drag me along Just for your fun Putting me through this Over completly nothing. I knew it was less then anything But I still went along Trying to believe in you Trying to believe in something Grasping for hope For anything more But I just dropped down into reality The truth taking a hold of me Like realization of death Knowing it is there Not wanting to see. Sitting here Going over All the lessions I have learned All the people that have tought them And with all the teachers I have gone through Yet every time There's someone new I learn it all again Every bit of pain All the knowlege to regain Suddenly forgotten Just to remember To feel all over One more time Just as before Nothing more An Argument for Peace One that shall never seace People against people Fighting for the same thing But for a different world. However diferent the minds How much the same of ideas Though both sides may not see
Poetry And Other Random Writings
Essay Assignment I have been accepted by Kingstec Community College to attend the Human Services Course 2007/2008. I am interested in following up with Youth Services and Addictions Courses. Through job placement over the last two months, I have had the pleasure of working with the Conway Workshop Association. It has been one seriously life changing experience for me. I have had my eyes opened to who I can be and what I am capable of. The time spent with clients and co-workers alike has been wonderful! I never saw myself working with the mentally challenged, nor did I see myself doing personal care tasks for anyone other than my children within my own home, Over time, I have become very comfortable in the shop and feel competent in my work, be it the basics of cooking and cleaning, the dynamics of teaching an individual who has a learning disability or the personal care aspect of the job. I see now that I can be of h
10. If the date goes bad, changing your Screen Name is easier then changing your real name. 9. Bathing, dressing, supplying atmosphere is optional. 8. If you get drunk and blackout, you only wake up next to a keyboard. 7. You can exercise your offensive habits without embarrassing yourself. 6. Viagra! Who needs Viagra? 5. Your partner could have more of a personality than your inflatable friends. 4. Three words: No shotgun weddings. 3. All guys look like George Clooney and all women like Pamela Anderson. 2. They never have to know you live in your parents basement. 1. If you catch a virus, only your computer dies! Any questions? LMAO Recently I have been playing counselor to my friends. It seems alot of my friends are having issues with dating. I am no expert in this area. On the other hand I AM an expert in this area. It is a paradox of life. We are all experts ,yet none of us are qaulified to speak. I have had some of the worst relationships on record. I ha
My Stuff
LOVE....the best and worst thing to happen to a person Love brings all the happiness and joy a person could ever wish for Makes you feel ALIVE and no one could harm you But there is something that can harm you That thing is LOVE It's a bitch with no forgiveness Love can be your best friend or you worst enemy Make you feel so warm inside Feel as though you caould fly Fly so far that nothing could ever ruin you happiness But for the real world, there's no happiness Only dark skies filled with rain clouds PAIN and AGONY surrounding your EMPTYNESS Pain from the wound in you chest Emptyness from your heart being ripped out of your chest And the agony of knowing that love has defeated you So there you stand, outside in the cold And the rain won't stop You stand ALONE Looking around to find nobody in sight You catch a glimpse of something on the ground You look to the ground and see that is where you heart lies And the only thing you can do is wonder Wonder how love co
2007 Blogs
C Diddy is entering his 1st ever CT Contest! This contest is for the Cutest Dog! Please help mine win by rating and commenting! I think She'll be very thankful and happy that you did! Click the pic of Suzie Q below to show her some CT Love! This was late notice but I just got a call and was told that the matches have been signed and are posted! First Class Pro Wrestling Presents: Fatal February @ Jimmy's Country Place in Bushnell Main Event FCPW Champion Neil Faith VS Blade Walker FCPW Light Heavyweight Championship Match. Fatal 4 Way Kris Anderson vs. Jay Icon vs. Remix vs. Freestyle FCPW Interstate Title Match Champion Sgt. Hardcore VS Pretty Boy Lloyd Also appearing Nooie Lee, Victor Pain, The Green Baret, Big Men Express, Root of All Evil, Jayson Taylor, Ace Valvone, and many more FCPW stars. Doors open at 6:30pm matches start at 7:30pm TICKETS PRICES ARE AS FOLLOWS: ADULT $10 Ages 7 - 17 $5 7 AND UNDER ARE FREE FOR MORE INFORMATION C
Favorite Poetry
He handed her 12 red roses 11 real and 1 fake and told her that he would love her till the last 1 dies If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain; If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain, Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain. A TRUE MAN DOESNT MAKE LOVE TO 1 MILLION WOMEN..THEY MAKE LOVE TO 1 WOMAN IN A MILLION WAYS
Bombs Needed!!
Okay Ravens!!! I have decided to run a blog also!!! I will not make new ones but I will update this one daily!!! I am going off of Raven's pick of the day!!! IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY HEARD J WAS IN A HORRIBLE CAR ACCIDENT AND THAT IS WHY HE ISN'T HERE. NOTHING WILL MAKE HIM HAPPIER THAN FOR US TO STICK TOGETHER AND REMAIN STRONG SO LETS HELP EACH OTHER OUT AND ACT THE WAY A FAM IS SUPPOSED TO!!!!!! XOXO, ALYCAT *******PICK OF THE DAY (bomb the hell outta it)******** THIS CONTEST IS RATES AND 1 COMMENT ONLY!!! PLEASE TAKE 2 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME AND RATE IT!!! RAVENS THESE ARE THE ONLY CONTESTS I KNOW OF PLEASE GET WITH ME IF I AM FORGETTING YOU... ALSO, IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ME ON YAHOO SHOUT BOX ME OR SEND ME A PM AND I'LL GET YOU THAT INFO TOO... LOVE YOU ALL ok congrats people we won freakys contest but placed 2nd in ladydeths i know we can do better but its ok just the fact we scaried the liing crap outta the mafia shows were very strong an a force
I awake every morning from the sounds of screams wondering how this life could be real. what is it that i suppose to do and who is it that will come threw happiness to me is only in a dream it is like fantasy, not real for me i have forgetten down this road, wat its like not to be alone, but time has cured that awefull thought and nothing but pain, is wat it brought my daughters are keeping me strong they think daddy cant do no wrong im glad they dont see this pain i hide for if they know, i would die. someone tell me why i want to go back to iraq so bad and leave this place that most would call home. why is it that i am so much more happier in iraq, than i am here.i wake up in the morning's asking myslef why im here, and yet i still have not come up with an answer to that question. we are all just puppets in this life, and god is our puppet master. that is how i feel. i wish he would put me in the desert. the only thing keeping me strong is my daughters. but even they ca
Cliff's Sydn
It seems that in this country we deem sex as an act that must wait for marriage and search for ways to make our children understand this. We pay for religious teachings that tell them that sex will send them to hell, teachers that tell them that sex is horrible outside of marriage, and a government system that claims it's unnatural.Could all of this be true? Now we must first understand that Abstinence is a very respectable achievement, it's not something to be looked down on nor something that should be made fun of. However, to think that those who are abstinent are above those who are sexual active is ignorant. Sex is a completely natural activity that many enjoy, yet many don't want them to do so. In America we spend $1 Billion dollars a year on Abstinence Only Education. However, the organizations that are supported by this money DO NOT teach children about birth control methods unless to state that 'Condoms are not 100 percent effective' without going on to state that they
The Lollipop King Returns!!!!
so anyways i know its been a while but im listening to Creed!! Yeah i know creed huh but i am listening to something that gets me through the times when i am alone!!! Its called inside us all and if i could get it on here i would trust me but i figured that out yet!! It is called inside us all!!!!theres a piece inside us all!! let it be your friend!!! So nothing much else goin on ill talk with ya laters!!! Salty So anyways I am sorry i had to leave for a little while!! Things here got hectic once again and well i got caught in the middle of it!! But Later on ill start writing again!! Some of my friend have seen my stuff like Jen. She has been the greatest friend i have ever known!! I met her while i was in the military and she knows me inside and out!!No she doesnt know me in the holy way but damn if i had only done something the first time i met her! She knows what i am talking about!!! Those are some memories now!! She has been with me when i was overseas she has always been
Babylette's Blogs
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tel
Would you dance with the devil if he beckoned? When he crooked his wicked finger and wiggled it in your direction, expecting an immediate response, would you obey? Would you sigh at the devil’s song if he so chose to serenade only you? As his deep voice was carried on the Southern wind, would your blood hum and resonate his devotion? Would you shiver when the devil embraced you? When his powerful arms overtake and command submission, would your knees weaken and would you succumb to his whim? Would you close your eyes when the devil kissed you? Or would you stare into the hopeless void of passion and supremacy, losing yourself willingly to his control. I have danced with the devil. I have sighed as his voice rang through my soul. My body trembled when he took me into his arms and his kiss sent sparks through me as I lost myself in his gaze. Submission becomes a simple act when the body is broken and the mind controlled. Submission becomes an act of love, when the body
My Rants!
In my absence from fubar and the net in general, I have been learning about the BDSM lifestyle. I have learned a lot about dominance and submission. In my absence I have also gained the submission of four female slaves. Whom all I adore very much. It has been an amazing time for me. Heightened emotions and pleasure. I am very great full to my beautiful slaves for exploring this life with me. I mentioned a book in a earlier blog “Screw the roses, send me the thorns” It’s an amazing book to read. For the people shaking there heads before you pass judgement I suggest you read it and then see what you think. The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a techni
Old Poems
I wrote this on October 22nd, 1997Inspired by a painfully long wait, then an equally long Bus Ride.The Traveling Machine of the Underpriveliged:Eardrums perceive the roarfrom the traveling machine of the underpriveledged.A sound sometimes full of disdain,yet often gleeful after an eternity of painstaking timelessness.Lost in transit…Destination known…Time stands still…as I wait….Paitently I wait for my purpose to be fulfilled.The wheels are turning…But only in my mindI feel the gravitational forces moving me…Yet I go nowhere…###BONUS! Quotes for Today"We're both stumbling around together in this unformed world, whose rules and objectives are largely unknown, seemingly indecipherable or even possibly nonexistent, always on the verge of being killed by forces that we don't understand."-Ted Pikel / "Existenz""The value of an idea lies in the using of it."-Thomas EdisonNothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely. -Auguste Rodin"Do not follow where the path may lead. Go inst
Tattoo's And Piercings
Dear friend if your reading this I can't send you a comment because your not accepting them how sad hun...Scott 1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? My Daughter 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Passed 3. What do you want? A good woman who loves me for me 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? my cat 5. Do you talk to yourself? times 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? lactose intolerant 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? my daughter 8. How long is your hair? short 9. Do you like Batman? he's ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my daughter 12. Do you swear at your parents? no,I like my teeth 13.Do you like anyone? I like a lot of people 14. When was the last time you lied? try not to do that 15. What do you like for breakfast? COFFEEEEEEEEEE 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? no 17. What instant messaging
Music Nut Jo
It's been a while since I was last here cus Ive been busy with other stuff. I will get back to being a full-time CT'r again, soon! And I will get around to returning all the rates as soon as I can! Thank you, keep em coming! So I seem to have been rating a few people's photo's and alot of people have Memorial graphics for 9/11 in them, which I can totally understand, I would too. And with July fast approaching us, I thought I would hit up google and get some ready to display on my page. So there I was in google images, hitting 'next', 'next', 'next' with NO results what-so-ever. So I hit up the regualr webpage search, and again, very FEW results, and the few graphics I did find were shit. It makes me wonder why us English people haven't taken the time to make some decent memorial graphics for the people who died in the horrific bombings. What kind of message id it giving to the rest of the world and what kind of people are we? So please, if any of my wonderful
Random Notes
Hey there im doing the whole blog thing again...just want some more opinions...thanks to all who read the first the new topic long should you wait before asking someone for their number? I have had a few on here that have asked right away and i just want to let you guys know out there that its a bit uncomforting when you do that with a woman. Women too...i will let you know that when you first meet a guy on here don't automatically ask them to meet you...i mean come on...patience is afterall a virtue...and if you truly like someone...don't scare them off. Chat with them for a while...find out who they really are and what they stand for...then you might not want them to have your number or better yet know where you live...kisses to all and have a great day!! No this isn't something that Baby Jesus authorized...these are my personal rules and i wanted to see who would agree with me...and maybe some of you could add your own. 1. Just because someone t
Dont Know
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!! if u want some ............ come get some
Why Is This Happening?
Hello everyone...I need to ask a huge favor! I have a paper due in a month and I have to interview someone in the criminal justice system: I can choose from: a Judge, Criminal defense attorney, Procecutor, Probation officer, parole officer, fraud investigator, correction officer, correction counselor, juvenile justic counselor, federal law enforcement officer, police officer, correction officer. please please let me know! I want to hand this thing in early and get a good grade!!!!! I will love you forever! lol. so I lost my right front tooth last wednesday and spent the majority of that night in the hospital because they thought I had multiple head injuries...but no, just my tooth shot straight out of my mouth..didn't hurt... so anyways I went to the denist for an emergency appt the next day (last thurs) and when they told me they coulnd't put my tooth back in I cried for about 10 and then they told me to give them a mold of my mouth and to come back in 4 hrs s
My mood right now Happy lyrics In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed All this pressure centerizing My life over turned But there than despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that is growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set all darkness Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path until contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Was that real hate? What tense be free? Do you pull me up just to push me out again? P
What do u think about my default photo here!? "Naturism is a way of life in harmony with nature, characterized by the practice of communal nudity, with the intention of encouraging respect for oneself, respect for others and for the environment." Naturism promotes a wholesomeness and stability of the human body, mind, and spirit. This comes most easily to those who shed the psychological and social encumbrance of clothing, to see and respect the human body as created. Naturism also promotes optimal health through complete contact of the body with the natural elements. It is practiced as much as possible in environments free of the pollution and stress of modern society. It is therefore associated with an enlightened, holistic approach to nutrition, physical activity, mental health, and social interaction. Naturism is founded on family participation. Children in naturist families learn to appreciate the body as part of their natural environment. They grow up with healt
I Dont Know
that are 19 yrs or older, i have this 19 yr old female that asked me to help her look for sum one, u can find her on my fans list, BerryBerryJuggalette, shes a very nice and sweet person and she just needs that one guy that will always make her smile, so plz be nice guys......again 19 yrs or older plz and thhank you if u have my yahoo u know damn well wut i do on there so plz be kind lol and not rude i really dont need the drama about it lmao but n-e how lol if n-e of u lovly ppl want to know wut i do my yahoo is dark_1_2010 lol feel free to stop by sum people might think that im just here for the cats if yall know wut i mean lol but its about friends to and if talking to sum of my female friends causes sum problems then i am turely sorry its just that i have never really had a guy to talk to so i tend to talk more to females........just so every one knows

its getting time to bring out the bikes, and this year i'll be ready to have that machine ready to go....lets ride safe again and have fun as always... dont ride to fast and be safe fellow riders well i just spent 11days in south carolina and had a great time looking at jobs and homes,but its nice to be back home in my own bed :) what a trip it was i love the hot ass weather sc here i come soon :) You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
I'm stuck in the middle of a life that hurts to live Im comforted by all my friends who's strength they cannot give I always feel so helpless, the shallow world of lies Underlying self-loathing that my smile must disguise I still can not forget all of the people's love I share In spite of it I don't know if it's something I can bear The constant pain, my still shattered heart, I can not open up The aching boring deep within which I always fail to stop My trust is gone, all hope is withered, will I see the end? All the ones I want to love just want to be my friend The ones who bring me in just seem to leave me with despair All this leaves me suffocating, gasping hard for air Bring me to a point where I feel refreshed and high Then they drop me on my face, wishing I could die This never ending cycle of the hope then hurtful stryfe Nothing ever lasting, just the story of my life. How I feel on the days where the thoughts just hit me. Reality shows it's face and I feel so
The Worlds Best Dirty Jokes
A Whore's customer, deciding to leave without payment, yelled at the supine lady, " If it's a girl, call it Fatima." "Fine said the whore, " and if it's an itch, you call it eczema!" A kind young woman saw a little boy standing on a street curb attempting to relieve himself. Giving in to her maternal instincts, the woman helped the lad release his penis from his pants. She evinced considerable surprise when his penis proved to be a man-size tool, growing in her hand as the lad sighed with relief." How old are you, little man?" she asked. " Thirty-three ma'am," answered the pint-sized jockey. Girl in movie house: "The man next to me is masturbating!" Girlfriend: " Ignore him." " I can't she replied, he's using my hand!"
Our Troops
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie
Beaver Blog!
Hey I made a CherryTAP Debit ID CARD! first for cherrytap... I Would love all of your ratings and comments! ty so much!!!! :] HEY I MAKE CHERRYTAP IDS! I AM IN A CONTEST RIGHT NOW RATINGS COUNT.. NOT COMMENT BOMBS!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND IF YOU WANT AN ID PM ME WITH YOUR SEX, LOCATION, DISPLAY NAME, CHERRY ID#, PIC AND THE BACKGROUND U WANT! TY SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! Hey, everyone, it'd be so awesome if you could help us out with the CUTEST COUPLE CONTEST! Please help out my baby and me!!!
So as many of you know, I work in a pharmacy, matter of fact I work in a number of pharmacies. I'm on y way to getting my doctorate in pharmaceuticals and becoming a Pharmacist to further my career in medicine, and at this point am what you would consider a Senior Tech at my home store, and a Trainer for the district. I've only been there since August, but since then I've made a lot of friends, a lot of patients who have come to know me as "their Tech." Living in a small town, I know what's going on with their children, their lives, how they are, what's coming around the corner, things of that nature, and truly, as much as I work, they become a part of your life. One of my patients passed on today. I took it hard because well, he was perhaps oen of the most unique patients I've had. His wife, always picked up his prescriptions and despite all that she was going through, she was just the sweetest of ladies. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she came by today. When I brought her p
Games - Interactive
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Faith In Ones Self
I have been writing to someone since last sept before cherrytap.. everything was going lovely he was a good friend... he is a a capt in the us marines and he is based at Tampa airbase... we both talked for hours about his hopes and fears.. he told me that he was going back to Iraq for his second tour and wanted to get out of the marines as he felt he had done his part... oct last year he got sent to Afgan.. I got emails once week and then they stoped 7 weeks ago.. today I got a card I sent to his cousins po box address sent back with attempted not know return to sender. now I don't know if to morn him or dislike him for putting me through worry.. he always said I would know if he was killed... his cousin is not answering emails.. .. I am in a very lost place right now. sometimes I wonder if being nice and caring is not all that great! I am starting to put my poems on a poem site..:) When things go wrong, as they sometimes will. Whe
Where There's Smoke, Mirrors Follow.
i've had my hair cut. deal with it. that is all. 1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? (My sentiments exactly) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 7. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled?
Ok, so, not that I mind, but why do so many women love KILTS?!?!?! Could it be that maybe they know what we wear or more to the point don’t wear under a kilt? Or maybe they know that what ever they might find under a kilt will always get a the blue ribbon? And I have noticed that alot of them are sexy little Italian sweeties, what’s up with that? Again not that I mind. he he he he ….. and I have noticed and thank you….WoW really thank you, but all I can say is I already have my little Italian Princess and I so love her!!!! I never thought I’d ever say that. …… hmmm and just a thought, but if you ladies like a man in a kilt keep in mind there MILLIONS of us here in the US and Canada, as well as back in Scotland And a really good place to see and meet them is Renaissances Fairs and Highland games, so go, and have fun and watch the guys in kilts you just might get as lucky as me & my beautiful Italian Princess. This is my fav love poem or love lost We all know that one.....If y
Sexiest Redneck On Cherry Tap
I've been having a lot of trouble lately from slow response to bouncers to people who call nsfw on ridiculous things. I came on this site because I thought it was an adult site. Fubar doesn't seem to understand what adult is. An adult site doesn't require absolutes of purity and honor. So why then is any clown who wants to scream that something is offensive allowed to have things removed and the violator punished? Shouldn't there be a protest and a hearing? For another thing, what is the person who was offended doing in here to start with? Certainly they aren't here to extend their own morals or those on this site. I'm not sure what Fubar wants but they are moving farther and farther away from what I want. If any of you feel as I do, I'm suggesting that you change your Fubar nickname to something that lets them know that they aren't pleasing you any longer. If there are enough of us, maybe they'll finally get a clue. HOW ABOUT THAT? When MissRodeo asked me if I wanted
Cracked And Lovin It
yeah thats rifght i broke up with elizabeth not much surprise there other then she now lives 40 miles from here and i dont have to hear her whining and bitching about things that have nothing to do with her any way life has no have gotten less stressful and i can focus on school when i can get there well its not like theres nothing to do it just seems that way i mean granted al i have to do is get off my ass and do something but other then that i think i will go and be bored elsewhere for the time bein goff to mill i go ne way off i go well after years of wondering around ailessly around the country ive finally got a stable place to live for the time being everything is going well ive got a job and all though its not an actual job its still work none the less my coffee house plans are under way ive got grant writers lawyers ppl whos specialty is making buisness plans realtors and anything else i need for the coffee house itll be open hopefully during the next winter and not only tha
nowhere to place the blame for my wretched life i will never forget you for these acts of betrayal these dark thoughts invade my mind left alone left alone to hurt i will never forget you for these acts of shame left alone to take the blame i try to help but theres noone to listen my words are void and empty maybe ill keep silent from now on since my words are meaningless i offered myself but was denied a lost cause my broken heart dies beating no more from years of neglect my soul is laid to rest my blood drains from wounds unseen these feelings i only get from my dreams let them finish me my flesh and bones ache Shine on me this life long of guilt with sadness again my life must be rebuilt shattered hope I cannot go on because of my fear of the unknown I will ask, "Will you wait on me?" nobody knows what my eyes cant see im so lost everything is lost broken thoughts whispering spoken words of blasphemy watch me cry, watch me die i cant do nothing but le
Poems, Writings, Thoughts
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping. Sigh, okay here we go, we have a friend down the street, who can put us up for a few days, maybe a few weeks, I will be transfering my cable and internet over to their house, while we figure out what to do next, Angie is looking at places near her work and makeing calls, to find a rabbit to pull out of the hat, she is really under a lot of stress, about all of
The Wicked
"if jesus was like im here to give u everything uve ever wanted and make all ur dreams come true id be like bitch please is 4am.... 5 more minutes" On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering n
My Life
Confused Puzzled; yet knowing What these thoughts are all about So frightened that my actions are showing Anticipating.. no one will figure them out Follow my mind, or follow my heart Will someone, please, answer my question? Don't wanna lose my love.. so scared to grow apart I'm ready & willing to show my affection What are these feelings leading to; To show me what I wanna see? Or heartbreak for two Won't somebody, please, help me? A Little About Me1) Eye ColourHazel (more green)2) Hair Colourbrownish red with blonde streaks3) Height5\'4\"4) Right or Left Handedright5) Your Weaknesscowboys in wranglers6) Your Fearssomething happening to my girls and grandson7) Your Most Overused PhraseDude!!!! lol8) Thoughts First Waking Upto cold to get out of bed 9) Your Best Physical Featureeyes10) Your Bedtime10 pm 11) Pepsi or Cokepepsi12) McDonalds or Burger King
There was a couple who took a trip to England to shop in a beautiful antique store to celebrate their 25th wedding anniversary. They both liked antiques and pottery, and especially teacups. Spotting an exceptional cup, they asked "May we see that? We've never seen a cup quite so beautiful." As the lady handed it to them, suddenly the teacup spoke, "You don't understand. I have not always been a teacup. There was a time when I was just a lump of red clay. My master took me and rolled me pounded and patted me over and over and I yelled out, 'Don't do that.'" "'I don't like it! Let me alone,'" but he only smiled, and gently said; 'Not yet!'" "Then WHAM! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly I was spun around and around and around. 'Stop it! I'm getting so dizzy! I'm going to be sick!', I screamed. But the master only nodded and said, quietly; 'Not yet.' "He spun me and poked and prodded and bent me out of shape to suit himself and then he put me
Babygirl@ Cherrytap
I sent this to my man's cellphone and made his knees practically buckle.....enjoy! PLEASE COMMENT AND RATE! Well, not sure who all is interested, but I do have some videos on pornotube now............if ya wanna know more, message me........... This was the comment I posted in Juggalo News....come on, hit me with your best shot, I have ALL the answers!!!! I need to ENLIGHTEN on all the juggalos of the world on something. Number 1. If these PSY artists believed in GOD (aka goin' to Shangri-la) They would NEVER X-out Christ's name on their Christmas shirts. They talk about how they wanna be or are about being in Shangri-La (which is Heaven) then ACT more like it!!!! I don't care if you are against me or not.....this shit is stupid and lame. My man lost his fuckin' camera at a show cuz of me, and no idiot/asshole came forward and handed that shit back. Now I am a SLAYERHEAD and my "family" is stronger than that. I'd NEVER lose that shit even if it's only bootleg. If anything
Scotts Home Business
Welcome to SFI! My name is Scott McVey. I'm an Executive Affiliate (EA) in SFI.And I'm absolutely delighted that you're thinking about joining my SFI team! As your SFI sponsor, I'm here to help you get off to a fast and profitable start. My success is tied directly to yours,so feel free to contact me to assist you with anything, anytime. The purpose of this message is to give you some really great news! And also to tell you a little bit about why I'm in SFI so that you'll understand how you too will benefit, like me, by being in SFI. Here are 4 of my reasons. > SFI is a good honest company. > I want to use SFI to make a good income. > SFI gives me all I need to make becoming rich possible. > SFI's founder, Gery Carson, can be trusted to deliver these things. Now then... I already know a couple of things about you. You're not an Executive Affiliate in SFI... yet. And, like me, I'm sure you want to become
I'm Chunky !!!
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Billy's Blogs
The great wall of America Can someone please tell me why its a bad idea to secure our borders. A lot of people have been complaining about this wall that is going to be put up on the Mexican and U.S. borders but I for one don't see the problem with securing our borders. You see there is a lot more to this wall then just stopping Illegal immigrants from coming in. Did you forget that drug runners use the same borders to bring in their drugs to the U.S. (we are not talking just about weed here, it is reported that more then 60 % of hard drugs in the U.S. come from Mexico) and in Southern Texas people are reporting often seeing the Mexican military (tanks, jeeps, and foot troops) on the other side of the border. Or what about the kids that were reported missing from Arizona and were found in Mexico, those kids had been kidnapped by one of Mexico's drug cartels and taken into Mexico for child porn (thanks to Interpol some of the kids were brought back home). So at least see dr
Still no internet. This is driving me crazy. I will do my best to get some as soon as possible. I think my sister's fiancee is going crazy everytime I ask to use their computer. I miss you all and don't want anyone to think I am avoiding them or this site. I would log in daily if I could just like I use to. I apologize to everyone for my not being around but it you know me to speak to me you know I am going through some big difficulties right now. I am working on getting internet at home so I can be back on regularly. I miss you all and hope to catch up with you all soon. Take care. After 7 long years the man I was supposed to marry has left me. Our daughter is upset and confused and I am trying my hardest to stay stron for her but I can't hold out much longer. She has already seen me cry too many times in the last 48 hours. This pain is unlike any other I have ever felt as this is the end for good. I can't possibly take him back after all the times he has cheated. And yes, I kno
Aaron Tindley
Hmmm......I was wondering how i could get more people to add me on places like Myspace, Tagged, Cherry Tap, and all the other sites im on. I've noticed that im like always gettin looked over and stuff, and no one ever checks out my page, unless im like naked. Same as when im on my webcam on stickam. No one ever joins in to talk 2 me unless im Like, Ass naked and shit. and when they do join, they ask me to do the most outragous crap...Do I do them???...........yes i do, lol, cuz im a freak like that HAhahaha, lol. but yeah, i was wondering if anyone who reads this Has any ideas or anything that i can do to help my profiles get out there cuz my pages are lonely lol. No matter what i do to try, i can't find it, i cant find it at all and it hurts. Is there true love anywhere in this world? Is there any left? I have been looking for it for some time now, i have been wondering what its like to be loved and cared for, but i cant find none of that. Because im not loved, only by famil
Poetry By Me
My dream comes to me so vividly Your lips caress my breast Bringing shivers down my spine As my body gives in quickly Every touch heats my skin Our bodies vibrating with such passion Legs entwined pulling you deep within Taken by ecstasy Each thrust begins to get quicker Building towards the final release My dream comes to me so vividly Dam dream lmao haha wahoooooo got u all lol I wish for more.. with every word spoken every thought shared I wish for more I wish for more time spent with you desires grow strong I wish for more I wish for more fantasies played out forbidden ecstasy I wish for more Help me to understand why you chose not to live, all the laughter we shared, the times of sorrow, why did you not come to me instead… At times I am so angry at you, then at times I know you must of hurt so bad, I wish you would of come to me, maybe together we could of worked it through.. You were there for me for so many years, and I just f
Single Southern Girl
It's truly nice to come on here every evening and check this place out seeing all the new people, getting all the new friends, checkin out the new pics posted...I'm not here alot and keep this thing logged on most of the time and please don't think I'm ignoring anyone it's just a really busy place here on CT ... work keeps me crankin' these days w/ all the foreclosure properties poppin up in our area (unfortunately) but, that's my business ... someone has to pay the bills ... usually my son is here several nights a week and of course it's his time on the net not mine ... ya'll take care and be good or be good at it ;) ... friends and family rock! Lynn in Central Florida HEY EVERY BODY .... WELCOME TO THE WEEKEND ... GONNA BE A NICE HOT SUNNY ONE HERE IN CENTRAL FLA! WILL BE CHILLIN' W/ MY SON DOIN' ALL THOSE FUN MOM-SON THINGS I'M SURE ... SKATEBOARDING/4WHEELIN/SHOOTING- USUALLY WHATEVER HE COMES UP WITH ... YA'LL BE GOOD-BE GOOD AT IT-STAY SAFE-BUY UR BOOKS W/ CASH-POUND U
Staying Sane Inside Insanity
Dont you just love how lyrics to a song say everything that you couldn't? ;) You know...I just wanna let you know...that I never felt this way about anybody else...I...I...I think I love don't think I'm crazy when I tell you this...but if you ever hurt me, I'll fucking kill you! Chorus: 2x You better go down when you get with me You better realize that I'm what you need You better get here before I count to 3 You better do Right I'll fuck you up!! VERSE 1: You never thought, that a bitch like me, would fuck you up If you cannot please so you betta bow down and get on your knees, pull the diamonds out, gimme what I need. Hold up! Do you see me laughing? You think that it's a joke Imma start harassing, all your little hoes that be trying to pass here, you better tell them imma kick they ass in! WHAT! Who are you talking to? You better hang up or I'm through with you! And who the fuck is this bitch on your page, with her big ass tits up on your top 8? 'c
Bad Boyz Fireworks! Home of the BIG stuff! Be sure to visit us for a complete tour of everything we have to offer! BadBoyz stores are expanding faster than our waistlines. See below for our current locations. Adding more after New Year's!! St. Charles:Centrally located at Hwy 70 and Zumbehl Rd.,4 exits from St. Louis County! Also in St. Charles - 3120 W. Clay. Steelville/St. James/Cuba: Highway 19 South. Rolla, MO. NEW! Fort Leonardwood, MO NEW! New Orleans Area NEW! LaPlace - 1215 W. Airline Hwy. 70068 (Next to UHaul) Hwy. 51 (Main Street)70068 2300 W. Airline Hwy. 70068 NEW! Baton Rouge Area NEW! 41001 Hwy. 42, Prairyville,LA 70069 Hwy. 42 at Airline Hwy. 70069 Benvenuto & Welcome to Loud-N-Proud Welcome to our blog, fellow Pyros. We hope to not only communicate and entertain, but most importantly to listen. Sure, we'll do our share of yelling, boasting, and preaching...but your voices, your feedback, your comments (flattering remarks are w
With this kiss I'll give you my world And I promise to be your perfect man The smile on your face day and night The one who'll never leave your sight With this kiss I will express true amour How much I admire you and how I adore A lifetime of happiness that will remain You'll be my sunshine when the sky rains With this kiss I'll keep in you my heart I'll let you in but please don't ever depart I'll miss you when you're not close to me And when we're together you let me be With this kiss I want your love forever I don't want to face a day not together Hold my hand and lead me the way Love me and spoil me every single day You are the love in my heart, the song in my soul, the answers to my prayers, the One who makes me whole!.. You are the oxygen in my life, the air that makes me breathe, the strength to keep me strong, and the truth that I believe!.. You are my warmth when I am cold, the light that helps me see, my laughter when I'm sad, the very best
Things Unsaid...
Unannounced you came along… A young gentleman looking for someone to bond. Offering your heart to a complete stranger. Love, it was with the first sight of her. Patiently you waited for the unexpected. You gave her your love and hoped she’d accept it. She was always afraid to be hurt by men, But with time she knew you were different and gave in! Yes it is true; I fell in love for the first time. And its hard for me accept something so good to actually be mine. After so long of praying my dream came true. I finally found my true love…it was with you! I’m sorry I was so stubborn but you know I do try. Forgive me for every time I made you cry. I know I’ve hurt you in the past But that will be no more because I want us to last. You’ll always be My lover My Friend. And I’m going to love you until the end… [Since the beginning] (SOMETHING I DREW IN THE BEGINNING... THEY ARE LOVERS & FRIENDS) PLEASE DO NOT RIP THIS PIC
Learning To Fall (novel)
LEARNING TO FALL By Brian T. Jackson This book is a work of fiction. All characters and events described herein are fictitious, and are products of the author’s imagination. Nothing described within these pages should be considered in any fashion to be true or factual. All opinions expressed herein are solely those of the author, and not necessarily that of any other person, institution, organization, or government. Copyright © 2007 Brian T. Jackson. All rights reserved. ONE Throughout the course of my life I’ve done some very bad things. I won’t get into a list; I wouldn’t know how to begin to number it, but I will admit that I’ve done bad things, and I’m going to write about them. You’re going to read about alcoholism, drug use, and violence. Things that are considered bad in most civilized societies. That doesn’t make me a bad person though. Not at all. It doesn’t make me a bad man. What does it make me? Human. It makes me human.
Terry's Scattered Mind.
When we are born we are taught certain things that carry us all through our lives. Like the boogy man that will grab us if were in the dark, the dark were strange things and people hang out, and vampires. So as we grow we become afraid of the dark, shadows that move and arent suppose to, monsters under our beds, going into the bathroom for fear that something might be outside the door waiting to grab you, baths because we might get sucked down the drain, and the list goes on forever. Then you get into your early teens, your told that there nothing in the dark that isnt there in the light, theres no such thing as monsters, there is no vampires, shadows are just trees blowing in the wind, voices just cant come out of nowhere, and you have to take responsiblity for what you do, and what you believe. As you grow even more the voices never go away, the shadows still move and you dont have any trees, being afraid of the dark because what if, coming out of a closed room for what you m
Im New
“Stalking The Flock” (By Thorin) I just got done reading a very interesting book. It made a lot of sense to me and I really think more people should be advised to read it, with an OPEN MIND. This world is so corrupted and this book gives quite a bit of insight into the real reason why. Most people get upset when the phrase “people are sheep” is heard. I have always thought in certain ways some are but my views were definitely strengthened by this book, and it is truth, not made up bullshit or inaccurate facts. Now I am not saying all are “sheep” but once I explain a little about the book you will understand. If you would like to read it is cheap and can also be ordered online at The first part of the book talks about the chameleon. We all start to be brainwashed from the time of birth, and once we hit grade school it definitely begins to take affect. It starts by wanting to fit in. The media portrays airbrushed beautiful people who portray certain cloth
Eric's Stuff
Dr. Oz proclaimed, 'The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished.'   So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Captain Morgan, a bottle of Jager, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the weed, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates.   You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now! > Southern Women > > Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. > > A very attractive blonde woman from North Carolina arrived and bet > twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. > > She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play > topless." > > With that, she stripped to the waist; rolled the dice; and yelled, > "Come on, baby... Southern Girl needs new clothes!" > > As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down... and

I need to make 900 bucks in 26 days!! I'm screwed. I need to make 900 bucks in 26 days!! I'm screwed. I started my 11 days of vacation time today. Didn't do a damn thing today except for sleep tell 2:30 in the after noon. It felt so good not to go to work on a Thursday. :D I have a lot of things to do tomorrow though. Nothing to excited planned for the next few days. We'll see what happens. I'm just happy not to go into work right now :D WOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
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Post your IM names here hookers. Yup. V1RUS is gone. If you really want to talk to her that bad send her a message with your Yahoo so she can add you. This is now only used for Punky. Peace. FuOwn V1RUS
Angel's website has changed to thanks so much for putting her banner on your page and i hope to have another with her new website on it soon xoxo Andrea To my close and personal friends. My yahoo was hacked tonight and i now have a new one. and please pervs stay away you're not getting it only a selected few that were on there will get added back THIS IS A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINE WHOM I ADMIRE FOR HIS STRENGTH AND COURAGE FOR THE BATTLES HE HAS WON. HE HAS OVERCOME CANCER AT AGE 26. HE HAS ALSO BEEN TO IRAQ TWICE AND ONCE TO AFGHANISTAN. PLEASE DO ME THE FAVOR AND SHOW HIM THE LOVE AND AFFECTION HE DESERVES RATE/FAN/ADD AND SAY HELLO. I TRULY ADMIRE HIM AND HIS BRAVERY AND HE STILL SMILES THRU ALL HE'S BEEN THRU! CaseyMP - Support The Troops!! - Please Fan/Rate Me! :)@ fubar
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Hey everyone stop in and rate our pics. Ask for an add so you can see our hot ones. The person who puts the hottest sexiest comments on our naked pics wins this : If its a male gets to have sex with jackie If its a female gets to have sex me. Just kidding but sexy comments are really appreciated. But hey if you are really hot wink wink. Joe Hey everyone check out our pics and let us know what you think. If you are a hot girl or a couple we will add you so you can see som reall hot pics.
The Kitty's Ramblings
OK OK this whole sleep issue is getting annoying..All i want is sleep..simple...And i will be honest. This whole journal thing every day sometimes gets very very old. I know its an order from Master among His other orders, and i have done every one with no complaint. Accept for tonight. Tonight i am complaining LOL...Its like i have nothing to really say. Is that wrong? OK so there.....So im a complainy exhausted slave...Oh well.. ummmmm now what low fat goats? WELLINGTON, New Zealand - New Zealand scientists are breeding a herd of cows that produce lower-fat milk after the chance discovery of a natural gene mutation in one animal. Milk from the cows is also high in health-boosting omega-3 fatty acids and makes butter that spreads as easily as margarine even when chilled, biotechnology company Vialactia said Monday. Scientists discovered a cow, later named Marge by researchers, carrying the mutant gene in a dairy herd they were testing in 2001, Vialactia chief scient
Senseless Murders And Violence
The Dark Side is so quick and easy And it moves so seductively Once released it becomes an addiction You start to feel the pinch of the force It wraps it's tendrils around your throat Then you begin to wheeze,cough and choke And you fall dead at the Dark Lords feet. The Dark Side is the way of vengeance Of cold venom anger which never relents Once you start down the path of darkness Your destiny it will always dominate It causes you to create lies and treachery Becomes irresistible to even a Jedi Master. Once you feel the pull of it's power you are never ever the same again But thats what happens when you get sucked in It creates fear,anger,aggression and hate Makes your own father cut off your other hand Only to learn the painful truth The Dark Side is very hard to see It pops up when you least expect it It makes you think you can stop death If you believe that you're a lost,naive,fool Death is a part of the cycle of life Creates a lust for absolute po
Poetry By Me...
Time Please don't let life slip away further and further it turns to grey. Even as darkness falls and the moon shines rays No one calls and no one prays. Spoken and unheard words of face, Please don't go! Oh, please stay! Light again we see in haze not prepared on what to gaze. Life erupts in highs and lows When it ends, will anyone know... Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King Sea Love I thought I saw a ship set sail, gliding over the sea. But what it was I really saw was just a hope for me. Far away, your presence is my light is dark to you. Still I wait until the time, always to remain true. When my sun begins to set, the rise you shall see. Until the day, you come home, and forever be with me. Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King Lonely Why did you hate me and push me away, I loved you more with each passing day. Your heart was gone and anger appeared, I cried every night with bloodstained tears.
Sexy Story
Marcia sat with her head resting on her hands, staring at the driving rain out of her large bedroom window. Wistfully, she though of lying on the cold metal flooring of the veranda outside the window, feeling the flesh of two gorgoeus females pressed against her as she felt the rain thrashing against her oh-so-sensitive body. This was one of her favourite fantasies. In fact, it was one of her many, more-and-more-frequent-of-late fantasies involving members of the same sex. Marcia was a wilful, headstrong girl, and she was not used to being denied what she wanted. What she wanted right now was to experience the touch and the taste of another female, but what she could have was exactly that. Marcia had to keep up the charade of her happy little rich daddy's girl life, even though it was killing her, and she felt the ever-deepening frustration growing within her day by day. Marcia knew without a shadow of a doubt that if the press got hold of any kind of scandal involving h
Music I Relate To
Clouds part Just to give us a little sun There's a limit to your love Like a waterfall in slow motion Like a map with no ocean There's a limit to your love There's a limit to you care So carelessly there Is it truth or dare There's a limit to your care I love I love I love This dream of going upstream I love I love I love The trouble that you give me I know I know I know That only I can save me I'll go I'll go I'll go Right down the road There's a limit to your love Like a waterfall in slow motion Like a map with no ocean There's a limit to your love Your love your love your love I can't read your smile It should be written on your face I'm piecing it together There's something out of place Oh I love I love I love This dream of going upstream I love I love I love All the trouble that you give me I know I know I know That only I can save me I'll go I'll go I'll go Out on the road Because there is no limit There's no limit No limit no l
I Need Sleep
My older brother is what is called a manic depressant and last night in an attempt to end his life he took around 30 1mg xanax and drank a six pack of beer. We found him thank god before it was to late. He is now in a psych unit to try to help him get his self straight. He has 4 children 20, 16, 13, and 12. The 20 y/o is in the marines and is preparing to go to Iraq. I don't agree with what he did but I have been in the fire and ems service long enough to understand why these people do this kinda of thing. I just hope and pray that he doesn't loose his children to there mother since she sexually abused both of the boys. I have the 2 younger ones with me trying to take care of them but understandably there are very concerned about there dad. Please everyone keep him in his prayers. All this depression started because of a damn exwife of his that he still claimed to love and all she did was play games with his head and heart. I really wish someone would be the hell out of her. I really n
Did u ever just have one of those days, that everything seems to go soooooooo wrong?? today was 1, c i got this letter in the mail.......not a good one, no return address, no name, dont no who it could b. It was wrote in black ink, cut around the way whoever wrote it must really hate me, they put me down, made me feel like im nothing..........mayb i am nothing.......mayb i have no reason 4 being. all i no is if who ever it was wanted to make me feel like ending it all.........they sure did come close.................................. yes i got rid of a few ppl off my family list a couple by mistake & this is what i get from 1 that i was just goin to put back on: "I really am sorry you feel that way towards me. I have done nothing but care about how you feel and what you were up to. If you feel I am not worhty to be in your family then FUCK OFF. Don't text me either. I don't care to deal with your drama any more. You want to Dis me like this well go ahead. YOU S
Beautifully Psychotic ( My Private Maddness)
So I sit here and I keep wondering , why am I such a terrible person? I try to please everyone but myself .It kills me to see my friends and the people I care about sad ,or hurting , yet sometimes , its I that caused them that pain.the last thing in the world I ever wanted to do was hurt or mislead anyone, but it seems Im doing a bit of that these days. Why is it always the most unstable one in the bunch has be the thread that pulls it together , or feels the most compeled to try and fix every one and everything. Alice , I love you with all my heart , you were my first real friend on CT , you are my best friend.I am so sorry I let you down , Im sorry I upset you , and Im sorry I failed you as friend. To those that hold on to a hope , I am sorry I have mislead you in any way . I value our friendship , though I see you hope for more , I can not offer any more then friendship. I am NOT looking for anything outside of that relm . Im sorry , for making you think I wanted mo
Internal Monologue Of A Jenius...
My thoughts on the Virginia Tech massacre... It's truly sad, and although I cannot even empathize with the family, friends and loved ones of the victims, they have my deepest sympathy. Like most tragic events, this massacre is bringing out hundreds of outspoken people (like myself), who want to express their thoughts and feelings. UNLIKE most of the people I'm hearing speak out, though, I AM NOT TRYING TO BLAME ANYONE FOR THIS EVENT except the person ultimately responsible. As sad as this event is, the boy was a legal resident alien, he had the right to purchase a firearm under the Virginia state law. The right to purchase firearms is not regulated by Federal law, but by state law...our FEDERAL GOVERNMENT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!!!! Sorry, can't blame Bush. Can't blame our stance on international's the local State who has control over this one...and in this case, they had ABSOLUTELY NO CONTROL...and seriously, noone would want them to. I agree th
From the menu click on My than click on PhotosIf you look to the left you will see a Default folder.When you add photos they will go into the Default folder.If you want to create albums and store your photos in there, from the Photos page look to the left and you will see a Create New Album section.In the text box type in the name of your new photo album than click on Create Album. After you create your new album you will be redirected to your new Album page and from there you can add photos.Anytime you want to add photos to a particular album just click on the Album. When someone sends you a chat in your My Chat box it will appear at the top of your page.This chat box allows you to communicate instantly between users and allows multi user chatting.To respond to a chat click the reply icon/link beside the message As soon as you click the reply icon/link you will see a text box which is where you will type in your message to respond to that user. To delete your account follow
Off Color Jokes
A foursome is waiting on the men's tee while another foursome of ladies is hitting from the ladies' tee. The ladies are taking their time, when finally the last lady is ready to hit the ball. She hacks it 10 feet; goes over to it, whiffs it; and then hacks it maybe another 10 feet; and then hacks it another 5 feet. She looks up at the men who are watching and says apologetically, "I guess all those Fucking lessons I took this winter didn't help." One of the men immediately replies, "Well, there you have it lady. You should have taken Golf lessons instead." Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to got to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and
Un-civil War
The Honorable Elizabeth Dole 555 Dirksen Office Building Washington, DC 20510 Ph: 202.224.6342 Fax: 202.224.1100 Dear Senator Dole, As a native North Carolinian and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S.Citizen to illegal alien stem from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get the process started before everyone figures it out.
Hi Everyone!
I'm online here, and MySpace, and Friendster, and Hi5, and Friendango, and Yahoo360, and WindowsLive, and Xanga, and Stickam... If I wasn't trying to tell the world what a great bass player my husband is, and about his band, Dying Regret, I wouldn't be such a nut! Alas, I love these guys, and I want to share their talent with all my new friends! Too bad some people don't like metal, or hardcore stuff. If you do love it, DON'T HESITATE to check out their music, they are talented guys, and personally they are great people. Visit with me at the show, I will be running the Merchandise booth at Brick by Brick on May 18th if you are a local San Diegan and want to check them out LIVE! This insane metal show is not to be missed and will feature Dying Regret, Audkik, Discord, Animal Corpse, and Guilt by Association ! Buy your tix online as the event is very likely to SELL OUT!! For tickets to The Dying Regret show on May 18th, please go to:
Ser William's Expected Return To The Online State Is------
I am yet again in a contest. If you are intrested in showing support comment as much as you would like. I have nothing to ofer, but my thanks. any help is apreciated P.S Did I say it's the sexiest man on CT contest? Well it is! So only give me what you think I am worth. It ends in two weeks I'm no pimp, well in my mind maybe, but I don't pimp people out and I am not trying to start. All i ask is that you rate all Kimmy's stuff like mad during happy hour. By the way she has one today so please give her all you have. It would be nice to see her Godfather Kimmy@ fubar since I am asking for help here is 2 more favors to ask. another godfather to make for FUBAR godfather list should be.... Please rate and bomb her as much as you can. MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*@ fubar If you feel energized here are 3 contests Mizz Shady is in. Bomb if you can or drop as much as u can. say good luck rate 10 or 11 anything is fine. Thank you. 75,000 comments needed please
The Spud Zone....
After 50 plus days couped up in this shack out here with less than 4 days off i have an accute case of being severly shack wacked. So tuesday am...the truck will point south and mesa arizona bound i am by way of kingman...then henderson...then back to kingman and over to havasu city....back to 93...and its a straight shot corner pocket to phx az. Tired of this non stop snow out here and i need to be able to walk around in flipflops and shorts once again as appossed to looking like the michelin man tryin to beat the cold in the oil patch. I'll be checkin in here and there from a hotel...where ever i should land in mesa...but it'll be somewhere off the red mountain 202.... Laters back to your regularly scheduled fubarness.... And if any of you are in that area...drop me a line...diner? drinks? Laugh be merry? DW Finally..after bein stuck in bfe wyoming for almost a month i get to escape... Plan to wander around green river wyoming for a bit before turning the
What is rain but the tears shed from Mother Earth herself so that she may replenish what has been lost. You leave me alone with tearful words ringing in my ears. You are deaf to these words that come from your lips, but I am not. I scream in hatered as you drive away but you are lost in your world and can not hear a thing. Tearful words hurt more then you can see. For one of these days I will be gone like the wind and you will be to blame not me. Life is full of mysteries and unknowns ~Research these as they come across your path and discover a whole new world and a whole new you.
Person who reaches 2500 rates first: 1. Gets 500k. 2. Gets put on my bomb list. 3. Linked to my profile 4. A ticker (should be able to get another one by the end of the auction/contest. 5. Added to my family 6. Maybe something else who knows :D   Cost: 100k to enter. (Note: Not sure yet If I am going to do this, need to find out how many people are going to want to be in it before I do it. Make sure you wait for me to ask you for the entry fee.) What I will need from you: 1. The picture you want to use. 2. What you are offering. (Offer more and get a better bid naturally)   If you are interested in being in the auction/conest: Leave a comment here with a "Yes I want to enter" and put a number. The first person puts one, the second puts two, and so on. So at the top of the comments I know how many people are interested. Why is it, that we as human beings go through so much pain through out life? Society cares nothing of others only themselves. Money is the object of p
Lyfe Jennings Music Lyrics
26 Years, 17 Days [1st Verse:] I was looking for God at my grandmother's house underneath the cushions on the couch I looked all around side to side up and down that man was no where to be found So I called my grandmama on the phone said old lady you best get home cause God aint where you said he would be and there's something that I really need to speak to him about immediately She said boy tell Granny what's wrong is there something I can do I said big mama now it's a sensitive issue and Lord knows I don't wanna worry you but I need somebody to talk to [Chorus:] It's done been 26 years 17 days been to 5 different prisons got 2 babies on the way and they say it'll be a waste of time to pray seeing that I'm going to hell anyway [2x] [2nd Verse:] I done smoked weed with the best of ya'll shot at all the rest of ya'll my heart hurts like an old man with high cholesterol the preacher said that I'm the dirtiest dude he ever saw shouldn't even be livin' and
So I went to the doctor today, and I have had some concerns with getting really dizzy and fainting once or twice....Also on my left hand my thumb, and three of my fingers start tingling, and sometimes they will burn, and then go numb and swell up... Well the doctor is going to see me again on the 21st in two weeks...He's afraid that it might be a clot, since my blood pressure is perfect...But it could also be carpal tunnel which happens in pregnancy, or it could be a million other reasons....Well if my lef hand tingles any time soon, I have to go up to Pueblo for blood work to see what's going on... I'm trying not to worry, it's hard, but I'm trying to think only positive thoughts, and I am so thankful my husband is there as my rock and he's being strong for both of us!!! Well actually all three of us!!! Other than that everything looks okay, and I know this may sound weird, but a few days ago I felt movement!!! I'm only three months, but since my uterus is til
I need your help sexy people.. it will only take a sec of your time.. its a contest done by rates.. If you could take 1 min of your time to come by and check it out.. I would be soo happy I might take a full nude pic at the end of the contest if I win.. Well I know you will help.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ Here's the Link or Just letting people know i added a few new pics in my default album.. most of them are salutes to a friend who bought me a blast.. but check them out.. *Kisses* Hey Everyone.. I bought a sticky yesterday and had over 300 viewers to it for a contest I'm in.. but only a small handful decided to actually take a second for me and vote.. i don't need comments, just 1 rate from everyone. I'm doing unbearable in this contest.. Well I hope you decide to help me out. here is the link Well Hope everyone is having a great week.. *Kisses* ~Pole Pr
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/f
When Life Hands You Lemons Find Someone Who Was Given Vodka And Have A Party!!!!
Getting through another day Current mood: cold Category: Life I guess i'm going to use these blogs as a treatment journal.WoW the day after treatment is worst than the day of.for the life of me i can't get warm. I'm sitting in the sun wrapped up in a mink blanket and my skin is still cold to the touch.My stomach is crapping like crazy.And i have at least 6 more weeks of this...I think the worst part of this is that i can't sleep..and i know i need to try believe me i what to i just can't as if this isn't enough My step mother is trying to take my daughter from me. and adopt her even against my wishes.She just had my sister serviced with papers. stating that she is not aloud to go on moms property or try to contact her at all and so there for we can't talk to my daughter either because mom will answer the phone.. And i guess i'm going to get servied them too so time this week. My step mom is crazy She has bi-polar and as been on meds for at least 10 years and now within a cou
Yeah You Know You Want It
haha no really I'm curious. How many people honestly want to have sex with me? You have to leave a comment.. I see all you people checking out the blog.. not ballsy enough to say something? ... my pics made it past the first application process of SUICIDE GIRLS!!!!! yeah, thats right. my looks ARE good enough. I feel like doing the happy dance right now. I'm not. AT ALL.
Irish Recipe's
Serving: 1 loaf 4 Cups all-purpose flour 1/4 Cup sugar 1 Teaspoon salt 2 Teaspoons baking powder 2 Tablespoons caraway seeds 4 Tablespoons unsalted butter, cold 2 Cups golden or dark raisins 1 1/2 scant cups buttermilk 1 large egg 1 Teaspoon baking soda 1 large egg yolk 1 Tablespoon heavy cream Directions Heat oven to 350 degrees;. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper; set aside. In a large bowl, whisk together flour, sugar, salt, baking powder, and caraway seeds until well combined. Using a pastry cutter or two knives in scissor fashion, cut in butter until the mixture feels like coarse meal. Stir in raisins until evenly distributed. In a small bowl, whisk together buttermilk, egg, and baking soda until well combined. Pour buttermilk mixture into the flour-and-butter mixture all at once, and stir with a fork until all the liquid is absorbed and the mixture begins to hold together. It should resemble a rough biscuit dough. Using your hands, press the d
Irishangel's Trials
STATE OF FLORIDA DEPARTMENT OF TAXATION INDIVIDUAL INFORMATION FORM ATTENTION: ALL MALE TAXPAYERS FROM: INTERNAL REVENUE SERVICE SUBJECT: INCREASED TAX PAYMENTS DEAR TAXPAYER: The only thing the Internal Revenue Service has not taxed is your pecker. This is due to the fact that 40% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is pissed off, 20% of the time it is hard up, and 10% of the time it is employed., but it operates in the hole. Futhermore, it has two dependents, and they are both nuts. Accordingly, after Jan 1 2008, your pecker will be taxed on its size, using the pecker - checker scale below. Determine your category, and insert the additional tax under "other tax", page II, part V, Line 60 of your standard Income Tax Return. ( Form 1040) 10-12 Inches Luxury Tax $50.00 8-10 Inches
My Poetry
I shall not know of what I shall become, or for what I shall be, and for that I am lost, and will always be. Lost in the wind with thee, The one, That should be fighting with me, the one with the key... "Oh-Shit" its me, and for that I am selfish, and will always be... Just another day Of everybody looking I swore they'd never see me cry And I will try to connect All the pieces you left I will carry it on And let you forget And sometimes I just want to wait it out To prove everybody wrong When the calls and conversations Accidents and accusations Messages and misperceptions Paralyze my mind It's a new day Let's look at all we've got It's everything we thought We ever wanted It's beautiful ________________ Cross My Fingers At first we were just kids flirting for fun. You a guy saying sweet things, making my cheeks blush, I laughed and brushed it off. You persisted, still making my cheeks blush. Then
Warning: Danger
1. Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day. 6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. 9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 10 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 12 . Play with her hair. 13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her. 17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 18. Carv
Now _that's_ Funny!
This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to 5 really important Questions: Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. And when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Now, you know everything you need to know! Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pa
My Gift Give Aways
The Race to 1 Million Fu-$$ This is a race for all to enter. The first entry to get 50.000 comments on their picture will win 1 Million fu-bucks!!!!! There will only be 1 winner!!all others will receive gifts aswell if there is a tie and 2 people have the same amount of comments,then i will check the timerange to see on what time the winning comment was left. second place in will get a blast if you like to enter then send me a message and include the picture you want entered. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar please don't comment in bulletins or on my shoutbox please respect my wishes. The Race to 1 Million fu-$$ has been brought to you by ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar
Big J
i only need 285 more points if you can hel id appericate it thanks and have a wonderfull hump day. it seams to me that out of allthe people on this site people dont talk to each other much whats with tat?Ant that the point of this site to meet new people and talk. i talked 2 out of 91 firends. what gives? id like to up date my page but am not shure how to do certen thigs likt get tracks on mt page or link picks,and videos and stash stuf plese help?
The past few days have been absolutely unreal to me. At times I manage to convince myself that you faked the whole thing. That you won the lotto or something and your sitting back on a beach in Mexico with a beer in one hand a Mexican stripper in another. You were a really good guy and an even better buddy and I am going to miss the fuck out of you. If I could ask you one more question I would ask you if it really is better to burn out than fade away. I still tell people that story of when we were coming home from work and I told to whip out your cock and slap it against the rear window at some blond behind us. That bitch followed us all the way to my house. I’ve worked beside you I’ve played beside you I’ve passed the fuck out beside you. We went through all that apprentice bullshit and now your just not going be there. I’ve crashed trucks!! I’ve went through block walls. HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GONA HIT A TREE AND BLOW UP DUDE. How you going to die all hard core like out of an action m
Life's Little Bumps And Buises.
Lo there! Long time, no speak.....I'm back again....Ummmm and I'm staying this time.... Later, gators :D Well.....not really...more like morning play :D So how's Everybody's Mom's Day eh? Hope it was good. Mine was.......decent. It could have been better. I just wish my Mom wasn't so demanding sometimes.... :p My Job hunt has gone stagnant....I'm not doing the whole Online crap anymore....that hsit will get you no where.......I'm going to have to pound the pavment if I want to get what I want. :p So yeah....... Much Luv First off, I just want to tell all my Friends, Fans, and Fam HI! And I'm back, foo'! LMAO! some of you are wonderin why I've not been on here, lately. And all of the sudden.....BOOM my name has the online symbol back up...... .I haven't been on here either Fubar was CherryTap....which had to be..mmmmm...around a month or so. I'll give you the skinny on why I've been gone for so long: Whenever I came to CT, dammit...FUBAR....Someti
What In The World??
Hey Everyone!! Come sign my guestbook!! (the tv on my page with the map on it) show me some luv! hey everyone! i still need 10,000 comments.. i got around 5,000 now.. please comment bomb the pic link below... Thanks!! anybody feel like helpin me out? i need 15,000 comments on the link below to get a 1 month VIC!! woo hoo!
If you don't believe me, check out the below as sourced from: __________________________ Something for you to think about. An eerie E-mail for everybody to think about... The Bible, in the Book of Revelation says that without the sign of the beast one would not be able to buy, sell, do business transactions, etc..... and ....... My question to you know is this..... Is Internet now a necessity in doing business? The Internet also bears the sign.... Note that the Internet is also commonly known as the World Wide Web or www..... One other way we write W is V/ (VI), so ..... W W W VI VI VI 6 6 6 This gives me something to ponder upon ... Isn't everything going towards the Internet? (i.e., buying / selling goods, business transactions) Isn't Microsoft always on the move to have a monopoly when it comes to software technology? And now the Internet
Rayrays Blog
my mouse had babies! they are soo cute! she had 9 but would have had 10 but it was a still born :( they kept me up all night squeaking but thats ok cause they are CUTE! well im sick for the weekend but anyone can subscribe :) thanks much love xoxox
Puerto Rico News Cast
GUAYNABO, Puerto Rico (AP) -- More than 100 U.S. Army reservists returned from Iraq this week, grateful they made it out of what they described as an increasingly dangerous country and into the arms of their loved ones. Relatives of those belonging to the 432nd Transportation Company also were filled with relief as they were reunited Tuesday on a baseball field at a military base in Puerto Rico. "I feel relaxed now. No more tension," said Manuel Martinez, husband of Sgt. Doris Ayala, 29, who toted a blue gift bag stuffed with toy cars for their son, Gian Ayala, of the northeastern town of Rio Grande. A cheering crowd greeted the 130 soldiers, some carrying American or Puerto Rican flags, at Fort Buchanan, an Army base outside the capital, San Juan. A separate party on the base welcomed dozens of soldiers from another reserve unit, the 393rd Corps Support Battalion, who also returned from Iraq. Twenty-four soldiers from Puerto Rico have been killed in the Iraq war, including
Raising [awareness] For Child Abuse.
Neglect Neglect is a failure to provide for the child's basic needs. The types of neglect are: physical educational emotional Physical neglect Physical neglect is not providing for a child's physical needs, including: inadequate provision of food, housing, or clothing appropriate for season or weather lack of supervision expulsion from the home or refusal to allow a runaway to return home abandonment denial or delay of medical care inadequate hygiene Educational neglect Educational neglect is the failure to enroll a child of mandatory school age in school or to provide necessary special education. This includes allowing excessive truancies from school. Emotional (psychological) neglect Emotional neglect is a lack of emotional support and love, such as: not attending to the child's needs, including need for affection failure to provide necessary psychological care domestic violence in the child's presence, such as spousal or partner abuse
Words Are My Visions
I saw this in a bully and thought it much deserved a perm. place on my page. All credit to ACHILLES™ for writing this. Ok then...Let me start by saying we all come here to relax,enjoy and get away from the everyday bullshit, Bills EX's or whatever pisses you off.Please take some advice from a long time member.Buckle up here it goes... (Drama) is everywhere not just FUBAR so don't blame them or the site bouncers and Administration.None of us or free from this semi sorta On-Line terror tactics.You need to understand MOST of these people who CLAIM to be Drama free but constantly terrorize other people usually other better looking women.As for the's Much less common but tend to get clan or group to block you..which I fine and all cause ya prolly don't want Weak minded people on your profile anyways.Then we have the all to Common Attention Whores we like to call.them have never been popular a DAY in they're life and they are thinking Rates,Fans and Crushes will so
Self Expression
Theres a rhyme n a REASON why I do the things I do and dont do the things I dont do or asked to do. For now On I am gonna go by a few rules and it will be explained basically im going back to F.T.W. scratch my back n I will do the same I have friends I have know What I appreciate every convo n rate n anything else from you all THERE IS A REASON I DONT ENTER CONTESTS.....I CANT BOMB WELL AND I REFUSE TO COMPETE WITH A FELLOW FRIEND IN A CONTEST....ITS UTTER F'N BULLSHIT cuz you then have friends decide who to rate n comment bomb or whatever n THEY REALLY DO SHOW THERE TRUE why even compete when your just stealing from each other when 1 could actually win Im not bout favortism If you rate my stash or pics....guess what I RETURN THE feel free at your discretion another thing YES I DO WEDDINGS but I dont have alot of free time so YES it has to be somewhat on my TERMS...I DO DJ,...I do WRITE n DESIGN TAGS N BULLY's...I DO PROMOTE
Guru@ Cherrytap
For the theists, God is love. For the good among the atheists, Love is God. Who here is God ? You and me. english translation for a most wonderful indian song which i always love.hope u all like it too fanaa....... fanaa......... "Salvation........Salvation......" yaakkai thiri kaadhal sudar - anbae "O love,The body is the wick and love is the flame," jeevan nadhi kaadhal kadal - nenjae "My heart,Life is a river whilst love is the ocean" piRavi pizhai kaadhal thirutham nenjae "My heart,The sin of birth is rectified by love" irudhayam kal kaadhal siRpam anbae "o love, The heart is mere stone whilst love is the sculpture" yaakai thiri kaadhal sudar - fanaa "The body is the wick and love is the flame" thoduvoam thodarvoam padarvoam maRavoam thuRavoam "We will touch love, we will continue love, we will spread love, we will not forget love , we will not renounce love" thoduvoam thodarvoam padarvoam maRavoam iRavoam "We will touch love, we will continue l
Second Best
kneel before him suck him slow. oh his c*ck is nice 2 blow. up n down along his knob. nice & gentle with your gob. suck & lick his lovely prick and when he cums swallow quick Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are blood that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically
"Character is like a tree and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing." enjoy people, I know I will................ True Love Is A Lifetime Love only comes once, so don't miss it! When you find it, don't let it go. Know when it is true it will be for you. Trust you soul, your soul will trust you! Look to the stars to see the light. It will bring a true love. It will make you honest and true. Love will be for you! Let love in and don't let it go 'Cause without it you won't know. Life is about love, and that's why I have you. When things are dark there are always stars. So look up to the night, you'll find the light. When you see the light, grab it tight. Don't let it go, things will be all right. I will love you for the rest of my life. I'll Make you my wife, with love and respect! To spend with you the rest of my life!
It Commentary
In a market of any kind, there is a happy balance of supply and demand. As supply rises, demand goes down and thus the prices do as well. As supply lowers, demand rises and prices do as well. However, let us say that chocolate kiss candies are in demand, but Hershey's is not producing as much of their Kiss candies anymore. This means the overflow of demand will go to other companies making similar products to achieve the same end. Following me, so far? Good. So here's the deal with the IT industry these days: The number of IT jobs open has risen substancially in the last few years, and continues to do so, however, the number of people going to get their computer related degrees has dropped almost half. What does this mean? Demand has risen, and supply has fallen. Well, in a an industry such as IT, where things HAVE to be done, you need people to do those things. Thus, people who might not be fully qualified for said position, will be seriously considered. What's my point? Be
Death Of The Constitution
YOU HAVE JUST BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! Are We Experiencing The Last Days Of Constitutional Rule? By Paul Craig Roberts Th
Song Lyrics
Will you be there beside me If the world falls apart And will all of our moments Remain in your heart Will you be there to guide me All the way through, I wonder will you Walk by my side, And follow my dreams And bear with my pride, As strong as it seems Will you be there tomorrow Will you be there beside me As time goes on by And be there to hold me Whenever I cry Will you be there to guide me All the way through, I wonder will you Walk by my side, And follow my dreams And bear with my pride, As strong as it seems Will you be there Tomorrow With bloodshot eyes, I watch you sleeping the warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading would he hear me, if I called his name would he hold me, if he knew my shame There's always something different going wrong the path I walk is in the wrong direction there's always someone fucking hanging on can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall, they crash around me his conscience calls the gu
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My Thoughts On Things About This Site
SUCKS! it cuts off half my main pic! need to be back the way it was! dont really care if u agree with me or not i just wanted to say i dont like this new layout! ok soo i understand many of u have these adult or as they call it here NSFW pics wich is fine, but keep them off your main pic! i swear if i see one more guys dick or ass when im browsing this site im going to fucking PUKE! Well some things have come to my attention about this site.. that well kinda annoy me... first off: why is every one begging to be added as a fan, i dont really understand the concept behind the whole fan thing on this site... i dont know about most people on here but i would much rather have FRIENDS then Fans... soo im not looking for fans just FRIENDS! i see all these people that say Fan me befor u add me or whatever, thers way too many people desprate for attention on this site... and the sad part is most of them are alot older then i am. Secondlly: i know its not just this site there are many
I swear, if I read so much as ONE MORE article on how we need gun control in this country, Im gonna vom. Yesterdays HORRIBLE shooting (and my thoughts, prayers and condolences do go out to all victims, including families and witnesses) was aired, here, with a large and lengthy segment of the type of guns used for the perpetration of the heinous acts. I just KNEW it was a precursor to the calls for gun control. Well, fuck that, thank you. Want to know how many guns kill people per year in this country? Well, Im happy to tell you my guess. NONE!! PEOPLE KILL PEOPLE!!!!! Unless I missed the newest issue of Guns & Ammo where the gun was introduced that will walk around of its own volition hitting targets it plans to, then people are still in control. What we need is PEOPLE control. Its already kinda tough for Law Abiding Joe Public to get a handgun/other, with the cooling off period and paperwork, etc. How many of the shooting crimes do you suppose are perpetrated BY the legal
well, this morning i woke up with some nasty crusted crap all over my eyes and i couln't open them!!! go figure, for the first time in a long ass time i get sick with a virus and end up having to go to the emergency room on friday and to make matters worse i keep getting hit by all this crap!!!! 8...thats how many teeth my son, drake is cutting right now...he's irritable and fussy but thats a given with him teething like this...just how common is it for a 9 month old to cut more than 2 teeth at one time?? what soothes and what doesn't?? i'm beyond exhausted but i'm not tired. i don't have shit to do and there's nothing on tv.
To all women, On behalf of all men I would like to clarify a few points: The floor is considered an acceptable clothing storage location. Never ask me to purchase feminine products. Assume that I will come home with the wrong thing. When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. If you need help with the laundry, I am more than willing to carry it from the bedroom to the washer. In my mind this is half the chore and I am now free to return to the couch. If I mention that a male friend of min
Good Morning
...topsy Kretz...
Thank you for those who greeted me ^_^ thank you for the greetings!!!! hope you have a great day ^_~ luv you all ^_~ hmm.. i hate being away from the people i love, from the things i like, from my boring - normal life... that's why being sick is not really a good excuse for me, especially now when it's my summer vacation. i dont wanna be away from any normal thing i've lived with (and that now includes Cherry Tap and you guys who're reading this right now ^_~) because it makes me feel so sad..and well..away from my so called "life". And so, i've resolved into writing this stuff - sort of an explanation why in the middle of my CHerry Tap addiction i was gone for two and a half days - so that at least u'd know what happened (that is if your interested to know.. ^_~) so..yeah , that was what happened. i got into a hospital (everything else's boring, i tell you, but if you want the full detail come and private message me or give me a shoutout so i'll
My heart is breaking from with in my soul. Everything I known to be true seems to be a lie, Why do I fall in love so easily when all I get is Pain and hurt all over again. I cry for you to be my love long last the one I have Looked for all my life. You break my heart with words that make me cry inside The laughter I feel now is only fake when outside it once Was true . My feelings are leaving my broken heart I feel the pain growing Inside and yet I want to cover it up and never let it show. Why do you make me smile the way that you can, is it my Heart that urns for you deep within or is it just that I cant Bare to be with out you in my life any more, I’ve searched for you since my younger days and now that I have found you I feel I should let you go .. Maybe its that I have fallen in love with you that blurs my Wanting to let go of you that makes me stop and think.. You say that you love me yet in my heart I feel the opposite Of th
My Blogs
3/23/2007 Eric Medlen 1973-2007 Eric Medlen, 33, who had emerged as one of the most popular young drivers in the NHRA POWERade Drag Racing Series, succumbed Friday afternoon to injuries suffered when his race car crashed into a guardwall during a Monday test session at Gainesville Raceway. The talented Funny Car driver never regained consciousness. After being treated at the track, he was transported by ShandsCair helicopter to Shands at the University of Florida medical center where medical staff treated him for four days for a severe closed head injury. "Eric suffered from severe traumatic brain injury with diffuse axonal injury, or DAI," said Dr. Joseph Layon, professor of anesthesiology, surgery and medicine and the chief of Critical Care Medicine at UF. "Survival rates associated with DAI are low. "On Tuesday, UF and Shands neurosurgery team performed a cranjectomy and removed the front portion of the skull to relieve pressure and attempt to improve blood flo
All About Me.
if it is ok to rip one of your pic to put on my friend folder. Thanks you. Just to let you all know that my graduation for my training will be on 1st november, i can not wait for it. so i can get back home for few month and hang out with you all. I also got two more tatoos check them out on my pic area, hope you will like them. Just been busy, i have internet now, but it is too slow, so most of the time i give up on it. Saturday is my holiday EID, after i fast for 30 days, tomorrow is my last day of fasting. wish you all happy holiday. I will try to stay intouch more. Love you all and miss you all. Moe please add yourself on my guest book. on my profile. Love you all. MOE
Im told im awesome im told im great but why must I feel all of this ache for those 5 little words that I always hear the ones that I will always fear these 5 little words that bring nothing but pain I feel as tho im stuck in the rain just once I would like it all to be right but they come back again SORRY YOUR NOT MY TYPE The heart always knows who you like always knows who I love even when my mind don’t Never losing sight of who is dear just doesn’t want too tear Although its the one that makes the tear fall from my eyes ever fast I’ll don’t know why it acts in the crazy way that it does and never will Easy to get close and then easier to take it and brake it into pieces When the time is your time it will show you the right sign to follow Till then we will date, fall in love, get hurt, cry, then go back for more And noone can say that I am wrong for the truth is........ i’m right Although everyone wont admit it at first but in time we all do The
Firefighter Poems
The Brotherhood The brotherhood of Firemen runs deep in all our veins. We love this job with all our hearts and our brothers just the same. Although we have our little fights and disagreements at the station house. When one of us is in need our brothers are there to help. The brotherhood is strong and true and consumes our very soul. We will be brothers till the end, this vowel I do bestow. A firefighters Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. I promise courage - courage to face an conquer my fears. Courage to share and endure the ordeal of those who need me. I promise strength - strength of heart to bear whatever burdens might be placed upon me. Strength of body to deliver to safety all those placed within my care. I promise the wisdom to lead, the compassion to comfort, and the love to serve unselfishly whenever I am called Author unknown C A L L W A I T I N G I'm laying in the darkness, I cannot fall asleep. I
About My Family
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at I was wondering what I shall name a boy if I we're to have a son? Any opinion? would love to hear your opinons! sorry spelling may be bad! Heather aka QBBKF Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes#1 Source for Comment Graphics
A little girl in a shell of a woman unknown. Vulnerability through hazelblue eyes betrayingly shows. Who is this woman staring back? Strong, independant, yet crying inside. Heartache, unsurity, a shattered soul... Things the woman is afraid to let others know. Stubborn and insecure. Putting up barriers to hide this fear. Dirty, defiled... unworthy to be God's child. Ashamed afraid.. Having shattered nightmares again. Caring, kind, everyone else on the mind. Love of others strong, but not of herself. The weight of the world she's always taking on. Hiding behind Masks, afraid to let anyone in. Things forever hidden behind the reflection of the woman in the mirror. My eyes have been opened, my purpose is clear. No longer am I enslaved to myself, no longer am I chained to my fears. My Masks are hung up, though I have not left the stage. A new character is born out of an old familiar ones return. A boldness is shown, a confidence never before seen. A grace, a poise, al
The Unquiet Mind
been a long time since I have been on has changed soooo much. Started a new relationship...things are up and down....different...good....calm... I'll explain more very soon... muwahhh!J You see me as rational, as witty, warm and wise but underneath the mask I wear another spirit cries. You see me as a champion, you put your faith in me but underneath the mask I wear defeat is all I see. You see me as a survivor Who's mastered all the pain but underneath the mask I wear I think I am insane So I didn't realize that the pic rating meant anything or that anyone saw the I was just flippin through and giving some random scores but if I saw something really kool I gave a 10 otherwise just a random score..I thought only 10's counted or got a notice. until I got messages from people who I scored low...OOOPS. People take this ISH soooo seriously. I really could care less if I get a 1 on my I don't know anyone here...they don't k
My Poetry
April Snow! Nature has a funny way of turning all our heads As spring comes near and thoughts are filled with planting flower beds. And so this April evening, as raindrops hit the wall I fell into a slumber; a deep sleep I recall. And then within my dream there danced such wondrous signs of spring The flowers bloom, a bouncing ball, an insects gentle sting. But then I woke to shoveling and the scraping of the plow. I stopped, I screeched, I ran to look. What’s nature doing now? The squirrels throwing snowballs down as whiteness starts to melt, Across the great horizon lay a beauteous snow white belt. The warmth and coolness in the air confusing all the birds I stood there shivering in the snow my mind devoid of words. While driving down a wooded road, the beauty that I see Surely makes me realize it all makes sense to me. Nature took this one last chance to whitewash all the earth And remind us of the innocence God gave us all at birth. And so, in life, when
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General Info
So recently I did a new contest. Now at the time I had just over 1800 "Friends" and 50 "Family" members. Do you want to know how many help me on my contest??? Less than 20! In the end there was 5 friends who actually were there the entire time and let me tell you they earned their keep! I ended up getting 3rd place and that was good with the amount of help or I should say the lack of. Now from this contest I won a blast and am getting all kinds of new friend request and people asking to see my naughties, and oddly enough most of the people asking are people who are already "friends". To my amusement they are all people I repeatedly asked to help me on my contest and never once put one comment for me! How is this even cool? Oh wait! It's NOT. SO, my pics that are a LITTLE (not even much) more NSFW are put in a folder that is for FAMILY only. The only way you will see them is if you earn your keep. By this I mean you make a genuine effort to talk to me when I am here and you don't ask me
Just Some Ideas
There is a massive contingency of members of this site who appear to be trapped in fucking high school or something?!?!?! I thought myspace was full of infantile behavior by juvinile morons trapped in adult bodies! Is it society as a whole? Am I an old fart? Am I out of touch? I suppose I understand the popularity contest bullshit... human ego being what it is. Everyone likes to be liked, right? But lets examine all of the other.... ummm.... ASSININE BULLSHIT that seems to go along WITH the popularity contest like How Hot Are You Bulletins? What Kind Of Lover Are You Bulletins? etc etc etc ad infinitum And its not bad enough that these things are a fucking avalanche and hourly deluge, but do they ALL have to have a closing line resembling: REPOST THIS OR (Insert truly bogus bullshit threat here)???? Could ya just grow the fuck up already? I know, I know, I can filter my bulletins by fans and by friends and family, but how about by PERSON? Wouldnt it be nice to j
What ever happen to young love where we used to hold hands and think that was all we had to do we didnt expect anything out of one another, We lived today for what it was, we live like there would never be a tomorrow. Now that young love is gone. Theres to many factors. Like how much one loves the other. and who loves who more. its not like we were in grade school. where a note meant that you would be together forever. Nothing last forever, we find that out as we grow up. Love is supposted to make the heart swell, but in most cases it lets us down. Most of us wear our hearts on our sleeves. but that means when we do that we open ourselves to be hurt. Can anyone tell me what happened to Young Love? why do i feel this way why wont the hurt abide why cant i just stop feeling would not feeling make it any easier? the thoughts that go on in my mind, take me back to another time. When days were carefree, and i never wanted for anything. but someone to call
Rantings And More!
I Say so far because I am sure that I will have to deal with much more difficult things in my life time. I Just don't know how to deal with this. Have you ever wanted to kill someone. I don't mean the moment you feel the actual rage and then the next day you wake up and you are over it all. Or even the empty threat that you make to someone when they have done something that just makes your general life a little hard at the moment. I am talking about when you find something out that at the moment shocks you to your absolute core. That Shatters the very foundation you thought you had. Something that even after 5 days of having time to think about, mull over and deal with "IT". You still are thinking of ways to be vengeful, of ways to kill the person who caused this problem. You are thinking of calling in every person you know, weather you are their best friend or not and asking them to help you destroy this persons life. And you could. You have information on them. You could
Broken Hearted
I had a ruff weekend. Not sure what is wrong with me. I feel as if I have lost my best-friend and I don't know what to do. My best-friend is hurting and I guess I am feeling his pain I don't know. I feel like my heart is beign torn out of my chest. I have no will to eat or sleep. My trip Thursday will hopeful restore me. I need to get away even if it is for work! If I had of only known what my best freind would be goign thru I could have prevented least I would like ot think I could. No I didn't wont anythign to happen to him but I feel guilty just the same. I could have done soemthing. I should have known! That's is what best-freinds or watch your back. To keep you from gettign hurt and I let my best freind down big time. I should be shot! I don't wotn ot live! God I wish I has pwers to fix everything even if it meant my heart would be broken! I want ot see him happy again. This sadness of his is killing me. I hate all this hurt. All these te
Value Me...
Alone by myself No one to talk to Afraid of my surroundings Alone by myself In pain and fiery I miss the happy days Alone by myself In my own little corner Frightened of what will happen next Alone by myself I think about my life And cry until no tears are left to cry Alone by myself But not really alone Only in my heart forever more Hey all my Cherry friends wanting 2 wish u a great and happy Easter....... Oftentimes I wonder... do you dream of me? Or wish that you could hold me close, For all eternity? Do you ever see my face, when you close your eyes? Or wish that I were in your arms, Watching starry skies? Would you dare to kiss my lips, if I gave my heart? And would you gently touch my face, Wishing never to be apart? Would you like to dance with me? (Your arms would hold me tight.) Or wish that you could hold my hand, Where it always fits just right? Do you ever want me near, to hold me close
Blonde Joke And Yes I Am
pixi@ CherryTAP She had a meanie butt go on her acct. and delete it and she was a cherry rockstar! It's her birthday 16th of june how about one of her old friends buy her a blast her birthday PLEASE!!! Let's get her back where she belongs,,,thank you!!! OMG...I cannot take it! I freeze EVERY time I sign into Cherrytap...I DO NOT have this problem any where else online...please some advice!! I will freeze any MY sister PIXIE left Cherry tap :(
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MONDAY: It's fun to cook for Tom. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls. TUESDAY: Tom wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Tom brought a friend home for supper. WEDNESDAY: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath anyway. I can't say it improved the rice any. THURSDAY: Today Tom asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, Lay on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Tom asked me why I was rolling around in the garden. FRIDAY: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put the ingredients in a bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left. SATURDAY: Tom did the shopping today and brought home a chicke
Dream Lover
The Paradox Of Time..
" bOy wAs AbOut tO die bUt bEfOre hE did.. He gAve his gUrL A dOzEn RosEs.. 1 wAs ArtificiaL And 11 wAs reaL And sAid.. bAby iL Love yOu tiL d LAst One diEs... This story has touched my heart and leave million questions in my minds...when do you know when you are in love?... when the love is real? is it when you are ready to do foolish things in the name of love? or IS LOVE ENOUGH????.. they say love is blind..for me,,its not true love can see everything.. from the small holes up too the big .. from one dirt to a bigger mess, they just i t is blind because when you start loving it is not the naked eyes that see but its the eyes of the heart that knows and it is our choice not see what is right and what is wrong it is us who accept even when the truth is in our face and saying..STOP...or you will die because of so much love.. love will make or break you!!! you really dont know what is love is until you get to appoint where you are ready to trade 10 years of your life for a si
I have lost too many friends and I am the only one to blame. I have let my depression control me. I have let my emotions run wild. I have cried too many times over non sense. I have bitched and bitched without trying to change what it is I bitch about. Who have I become? I have become the exact person I hate. All I can do is try. I cant promise a quick change... and I cant promise that I will never complain... never cry... never relapse. but, I can promise that I will try to stop and remember that my life is beautiful the way it is.. and that there are so many people, so many families that have it worse. even as I have no money... I am rich with love. My life is changing.. because I need it to change. I will hope that my friends will stand behind me, and support me.. and try to help me with this. thank you in advance for your support. have you ever been surrounded by people, yet felt so alone? like the river of tears flowing down your face go unnoticed? like nothing you say or do matte
Wiccan Wonders
I ran across this explanation....and take NO credit for it except for finding this...the best answer I've managed to come across...everything I would have written had one smarter, wiser and craftier than I had not done so FIRST! What Is Wicca Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is be
Cherry Heaven :)
ben.....i love you :) Hey everyone just hoping on to say thanks to everyone who has got me into the cherrytap world, i love it so far and it will kick myspaces' ass anyday of the week! Just wanted to let you all know that i will be on a lot more and not for good reasons i might add, i have become really sick and doctors arent sure what it is so i will be out of work for 2 weeks. Not asking for pity but people have just been asking why my away always says sick so i thought i would clear it up, plus to explain why i am online what seems to be 99% of the time, trust me i normally do have a life lol. I will hopefully know more today after i see my specialist and then i will keep all my family on here posted of course as for my many friends either message me or just leave a comment if you want any updates or even care to know whats going on! I want to thank for everyone so far that have been nice enough to send me gifts and notes of concern, you all have been more of a family to me about t
My Poetry
I’m not a rapper so don’t fuckin sell me out I swear, if you crack jus one joke I’ll run your fuckin face into the ground Come on Bush lets see what ya got I can spit lyrics out so fast it’ll make your fuckin mind drop I’m sorry Eminem couldn’t make it today He’s a lil busy spray paintin “Bush is a fuckin retard” all over your drive-way Besides, you’re too damn busy runnin our pride into the fuckin ground Here’s $20 ya fuckin loser leave this country, and don’t make a fuckin sound When I look into your eyes all I can see is a dark stream of hate You keep sayin you ain’t gay but we all know you fuckin banged Bill Gates You better watch your back cuz I’m on the prowl Stockin out my pray like a midnight owl come on Bush Do you honestly think I’m sayin this shit for fun? prick, yous a waste of time Here “take the fuckin mic, I’m done” Life always changes course it never stays the same Dreams are set into place and within a second they are taken away Feeling
Please Answer For Me
If You want to, fill this out and send it to me in a private message. 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would yu marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? [[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]] 25.
Thoughts On...
Hello everyone, I very rarely get behind a politician. usually i despise them, I wasn't too fond of Clinton, until i had to deal with 8 years of bush. I'm registered to vote as an independent. i claim no political party. In the past i have cast votes for Republicans and Democrats and whatever Perot was thinking. I remember hoping that McCain would get the Presidential Nomination instead of Bush, because he used to have such integrity. This year something strange happened. I became inspired. by a politician of all people. Since that has happened, i have donated at least $300 to his campaign, something i never pictured myself doing. ever. but it happened. I want this man to be the President of the United States. So tomorrow, i am voting for Barack Obama, because i feel he has the ability to restore America to greatness. Please, when you vote tomorrow, ask if you are motivated by fear or by hope. Thank you for reading, andrew PS Vote No on Prop 8, bec
Im Just trying to understand why bad things happen to great people. As many of you know my mother has had MS for a few years now, and is not in the best of health. Well this week my father was diagnosed with cancer, and must start radiation and chemo next week. This leaves me wondering how life can be so unfair sometimes. My parents are the greatest people, and have always been there for me, and have helped me in so many ways. I love them both so much. I can only pray and hope for the best for both of them. My parents are great people who would do anything for anybody and they do not deserve all of this. I don't understand how there are such evil people in this world, that are perfectly healthy. Not that i wish any illness on anyone, but it's just not fair. I don't know how to feel about anything. My only positive outlook is that I can take this time to tell them anything i want too, and too make sure they know I love them both and appreciate everything they have done for me
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My Krazy Life.....
Ok I am so mad i could we are having a nice fun conversation on the phone and she freakin calls so im blown off for the threat...i dont even think he wants her...i broke down and asked him today if i was his type and he said yes...see we had this conversation a few months back and he said i wasnt his gf type and so i asked him today if things were different in my life if i was his type and he said yes.....BUT he cut me off to talk to a girl he thinks is blowing off his freakin phone calls....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just dont know so so confused,the first thing i told him a year ago is im not looking for a bf or soeone to replace my hubby,then i crossed the line and we became best friends and the attention kept pouring in from him and i knew he was that type and i was chancing hanging with him after his gf dumped him cause 2 rules of FWB that me and my girl stand by are 1.dont fall for the guy and 2 don't stay with a single man and i did both....wel
Updates To My Page
he he he he he go i tells ya wtf ureading this for go look at it today my best frined richie died in a fire and i just seen him last night first my mom leaves me now my best friend is gone and now i cant stop crying this is to every 1 that lost a dear friend death is a part of life death is what brings life life is what brings death whne it is your time its your time to make life you must take life so i say this prayer to my friend i hope you will join me lord please take care of my friend richies soul and i hope he knows ill miss him amen. i made stash and page up dates peep em if uwant idc
Mz. Cherish's Blogs
You Know You're In A Dachshund House When...
Body: 1. The bed has sausage shaped lumps under the covers. 2. When you come into the house after being away only minutes and you are greeted like you've been gone for 10 years. 3. Footstools are placed strategically around the furniture and bed. 4. The house is decorated with Dachshund items. 5. The owner is decorated with Dachshund items. 6. After the doorbell rings, you can't hear a thing for 10 minutes. 7. Dachshund "nose art" is proudly displayed on each window. 8. All socks, underwear, and shoes have holes in them. 9. All squeak toys no long have squeaking ability. 10. The doors to many rooms must remain closed. 11. The owner's bed never remains made. 12. You will find dogs instead of clothes in the laundry basket. 13. When you arrive, you find the living room covered with chewed up tampons, toilet paper rolls, Kleenex, etc 14. You notice small fox holes in the yard. 15. All waste baskets and trash cans are elevated at least
My World
After long consideration and many talks with my kids and family I have made the choice to go for it and get my CDL. My kids understand why and have decided it sounds cool getting post cards and gifts from all the places I will go. They said they will be excited to show thier friends all the stuff they will get and tell them of all the places I will be going. I explained to them many times it means I will be gone a lot and they said that was ok we can talk on the phone every night before bed and get on web cam so we can see each other. Then they asked if on holidays they can ride with me so they can travel too *laughs* So now its time to start studying to get my permit. I know this is a chance to turn my life around and get ahead finally and support my family like I need to do. Cant depend on anyone but ME to make my life better and get back on track. Went through hard times and life went down hill so time to go back up the hill and make a life for my kids and myself.
Just Sum Poems I Have Wrote
From the moment I met you, I knew it was true, Because I couldn’t stop smiling, Nor thinking of you. I couldn't believe it, Something so wrong I knew, Because I wouldn't stop smiling, Nor thinking of you. Now that I know your feelings, That you feel the same way too, Now I can’t stop smiling, Nor thinking of you. This feeling’s so wonderful, Like a dream come true, I refuse to stop smiling, Nor thinking of you. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life
Animals Have Feelings Too, (help Protect Those Defenceless Animals From Those Monsters We Call Scientists)
IAMS and Eukanuba are P&G brands of pet food. In May 2001 Uncaged exposed horrific accounts of cats and dogs used and killed in experiments for IAMS/Eukanuba with a front page story in the national press. Our research uncovered scientific papers that describe IAMS-funded experiments on hundreds of previously healthy animals that caused: kidney failure, obesity, malnutrition, liver damage, sever allergic reactions, stomach inflammation, diarrhoea, skin disorders, lesions and other painful conditions. Many of the animals died as a result of the experiments or were killed and dismembered for tissue analysis. As a result of this public embarrassment, IAMS were forced to announce that cats and dogs will no longer be used in experiments that specifically require them to be killed. However, since the new policy, dogs have died as a side-effect of the harmful laboratory procedures and housing conditions that IAMS have subjected them to. In fact, an IAMS executive has stated that he se
Can A Guy & A Gurl Be Friendz....
My Love Forever!! This is My Beautiful Wife Nikki and I. We have been married now since February 10, 2006. There have been a few Amazing and Blessed Days in my life with Her. The 1st is The Day when we first met each other face to face after talking to each other for months: November 15, 2005 The 2nd Was when I Proposed to Nikki on December 19th, 2005 and she said "YES"!! The 3rd was Nikki and I found out she was pregnant on December 23rd, 2005. The 4th was when Nikki and I were Married on February 10, 2006. The 5th was when Nikki gave birth to out Beautiful Daughter Na'Brya on September 9th, 2006. Seventh was our 1st very Wedding Anniversary on February 10th , 2007. Metting Nikki and Sharing her life with me has been the Most Amazing Blessed Prayer I could have ever imagined coming true. Nikki You are my Everything and Na'Brya is Our Everything. I Love You with all of My Heart and All of My Soul 4-Ever!! Love Your Hubby! I am a Deacon as well as an
falling fast into the darkness wishing someone would grant my last wish as i fall i see what i used to be as the sweet innocent little girl everyone would see could this be a dream then why dont i wake up wen i scream i lay here silently listenin to everythin so quietly wishin to be saved from this place i call my grave where i scream into the nite not because of fright not just because of the wish of keepin the ones i care for but mostly the wish for rite one to walk thru the door feelin alone missin u wishin i could tell u wat u mean to me crying on the outside dyin on the inside just wishin u wouldnt go wanting to tell u everything but i kno i cant not understandin how u could just leave and not come bac one more time to say goodbye so here i stand with a blade upon my hand ...... a deadly silence falls over me one i can not break alone all i can do is wonder why do i do the things i do why do i result in m
Diet & Exersize & Measurements Log
Urges and Cravings was the Topic Weigh in 260 SW 266.6 for a Loss of 6.6 in 5 weeks (with an initial gain of 4.4 so really a total loss of 11) WOOOOHOOOOO Got my 5lbs star lastnight Make Your Own Glitter Graphics well I went to My first weightwatchers meeting. My weigh in was 266.8 lbs Initial goal is 10% thats a 27 lbs loss to reach 240 lbs Once I reach this goal I will get a reward of a keychain for every 5 lbs lost you get a star or reward sticker to mark off your progress. Next Monday at 6pm is my next meeting i need to take with me :::::::: Notebook and pen $12 for meeting fee $25 for starter kit $30 for water cup, snacks or shakes or one of each total $ to take 70ish i am also starting that monday going to start a walking goal up my steps by 100 steps/day WELL there ya have it
The Lost Heart
screaming loudly as her clothes are cut away,,she feel a set of hands on both her thighs as she struggles against the chains, feeling the chain bite into her ankles looking rapidly around the table, she can only watch as all the men decend on the table,,suddenly her breasts are being groped and squeezed hard bringing tears to her eyes, her nipples being tweaked and pinched, rough hands squeezing her thighs as they move all over her legs,,suddenly she screams louder then before as she is roughly penetrated by several fingers and forcefully finger fucked. thrashing about as she is violated, turning her head to the side she looks over and sees Mr Kramer, her gaze captivated as her body is being raped. Mr Kramer slowly walks over to the table , running his hand along jaclyns cheek for a moment, making a motion with his hand, all the men stop and step back away from the table, Mr Kramer reaches over and unchains her arms and legs, leaveing the chain lease hanging from her neck.
Just Stuffs...
My Gay Fairy Name is Fondling Fawn. How Gay.What's Yours? If Brunette Bitch were a drink they would be: 3 parts attractiveness2 parts candor3 parts affectionate Get Your RECIPE Here! Knee BenderPeople Iced:Twenty FiveCar Bombs Planted:SevenFavorite WeaponSwitch-BladeArms Broken:Thirty FourEyes Gouged:Eight
This Is So True!
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind , a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the p
Lies Of A Virgin
Hey everyone! My friend Dan from Kansas City just joined. Show him what fun fu can be: This site is SO addictive!!!! My goal is to hit level 5 in less than 24 hours. You wanna help? I'm gonna head home in a bit and start loading pics and hit all you behotches up with comments and ratings. Love ya!! The new black and white photography is from a few hours spent on Jackson square in the French Quarter. Tell me what you think.
Ok, guess it's my turn to bitch brace yaself! If you stop by my page un-invited and decide to rate some of my pics, if you dont like em then get the hell away from here. I never freakin invited you nor did I ask you to rate em. You got some nerve to downrate my pic when you look like the south end of a north bound dog and the size of a damn barn! Maybe before you rate me you should try walking past a mirror with your eyes open for once, I promise it'll be a damn good wake up call for ya. I see lots of homely peeps on here but I'm not the kind who will stop by just to downrate someone. I also dont sit here and try to be some hot, sexy irrisistable babe grow up and if you dont like somethin on my page then get the fuck off! Happy St Patty's Day! Enjoy and be safe!!!! THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone.
Tiffany's Writings
A mother's love was taken from me, Because of that I don't know who to be. Scared and alone and afraid to live, I don't know how to, her, forgive. She sucked the life right out of me, She trapped my soul; I'll never be free. I'm trapped in this cage looking out, How do I know what life's about? My wings are clipped; I cannot fly, Because of the pain I want to die. One full year has passed us by, Yet you still have to look me in the eye. See me for me, the way I truely am, See me doing the best I can. You see me as a worthless pest, Never trying to do my best. "You're little slacker" as you've always said, Seeing you is what I've learned to dread. You're not around, you never were, You were in the kitchen cooking me up a cure. Turn me into the perfect daughter, try as you might, With these wings I'll never take flight. Make me pretty, make me perfect, mold me as you wish, My life with you was never bliss. You took away the most important part of me, Now, I know,
Dumb Ass Of The Week!
Hey look. Everyone does stupid shit, and I'm no exception. So this week, I'm the dumb-ass of the week. Now let me tell you why. (You're gonna love this.) I went to the park with my sister and her little boy (6) Saturday. Well you know those things that have an animal sitting on a big spring? You know so you can sit on them and rock back and forth? Well the park had a big one that was big enough for an "adult." So I jumped on it and was rocking it back and forth until it was almost touching the ground. Well mt little nephew saw me doing it, and thought it looked fun, so he started yelling at me "I wanna do it!" So I got off and put him on it. He starts rocking back and forth, but doesn't have enough weight to move like I did. well he says I wanna go fast like you. So I thought about it for, like a second. And I grabbed the front of it, and tell him to hold on tight! (Because I was worried that I would catapult him off the ride.) And I pull the head down as far as I could, and let go
Max Ehrmann Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for
My Music
Stories...of The Nsfw Variety
Chapter 1 (summarized) I'm an 18 year old senior at an all girls boarding school. I'm a fairly attractive girl. I have long, golden blond hair, blue yes and full lips. I stand 5'9" and my credentials are 36C-28-30. I'm fairly top heavy and get plenty of looks when I wear my uniform. My uniform consist of a button up, fitted white shirt, a mid-thigh, pleated blue plaid skirt. I usually wear white stocking or knee socks with my black shoes. I always wear my sexy lace bra and tight lacy panties. I live in a dorm and my roommate is absolutely gorgeous! She is 5'7", has light blond, very long hair and the most amazing green eyes I have ever seen. She has large supple breasts and a cute little ass. We hang out all the time, go to clubs and tease the boys on the other side of town. Neither of had ever been with another woman before and after a while we found ourselves becoming very close. So close in fact that we'd practiced kissing with each other. We'd always find a way
Be Nice
The devil came down on New York City, he was lookin for souls to steal. And he was in a bind, cause he was way behind with an Arab he'd made a deal When he killed our own on American soil, we knew it was an evil plot. Bush stepped upon that podium said" Boy, let me tell you what: I bet you didn't know it but we got plans of our own too, and if you care to take a dare, I'll make a bet with you. You may have begun this battle, boy, but give America it's due. We're gonna find you no matter where you go, we'll win this war against you." The Marine said, "My names Johnny... this is where I come in I'm part of this bet your gonna regret, cause we're the best that's ever been Airforce load up our planes and bomb those Arabs hard cause hell's broke loose in America, Bush called out the National Guard. And when we win you'll not see those shiny streets of gold you'll have los
About Me
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y 1. Do you like anyone?: YUP 2. Do they know it? No *blushes* 3. Simple or complicated? complicated IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U 4. Had sex: no 5. Bought something: no 6. Gotten sick?: no 7. Been hugged?: yes 8. Felt stupid?: lol 9. Talked to an ex: all the time 10. Missed someone: Yes 11. Failed a test: No 13. Danced: No 14. Gotten your hair cut?: If I cut my hair my family will kill me so Nope! 15. Lied: Nope U N I Q U E 16. Nervous habits?: Biting my nails n shaking my leg up n down 17. Are you double jointed?: Very 18. Can you roll your tongue?: Im hispanic what do u think? LOL 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes 20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes 21. Do you make your bed daily?: Nope 22. Do you think you are unique?: Who isnt? H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S 23. Said "I Love you": Yes 24. Given money to a homeless person: Yes 25. Smoked?: weed N cigarettes, quit them both! 26. Waited all
Knicks Game Reviews
The Knicks current 5 game losing streak and their 1-7 record for April has gotten Houston depressed. No really he is fucked up, He'll do it, he will......SO that means after a bit of Knicks News Houston brings Sexy back with a little bit of the 3rd edition of KGR's TOTALLY UNRELATED STORY TIME!!And then he plays a song about fucking people... ummm Boobies!Vote for Knicks Game Reviews on PodcastAlley.comRate us on Pod-Planet.comDigg us on comments(audio or text)to and it will probably make it onto the show!!Join the forum and make some noise Houston brings you breaking news about the Shootings a Virgina Tech today(4/16/07). 33 dead and estimated 29 wounded. Vote for Knicks Game Reviews on Rate us on Digg us on Email comments(audio or text)to and it will probably make it onto the
why cant i be happy? why is it so hard for me to smile? is it cause so many people dissapoint me in my life? or hurt me? or using me ? people say it is so nice to love someone ... i really dont know anymore how that feels i dont know how to love someone i feel like i am a ghost .... some people dont care about how i feel .... all i was looking for was love someone who love me the same way i love him but everytime i am crossing those type of assholes who just use me and hurt me what is life about ? getting hurt or dissapointed getting so far that i cant trust nobody anymore ? i wished someone could tell me i wished i would find someone who can put that smile back on my face and make my heart happy but i didnt think i will find it again... i dont think there is someone outside in this world who can take the way i am the honest the being real and always speaking my mind person .... alot men r scared of that they cant take it they run away from a woman like me why is that ? men say i need
Muh Tunz And Feelings
So long ago, I don't remember when That's when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste She always had a pretty face So I wondered how she hung around this place Well this place is old It feels just like a beat up truck I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes This place is always such a mess Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams I think her death it must be killin' me tAiNtEd LoVe Come on in and take a seat Close your eyes, o not weep Its all over, I have lost the game I must remember you are you are not the same Silently screaming as the memorie
My Opinions
WTF I'm tired......I'm finally happy!! Yet, people's drama always get involved in this shit.... people need to grow the fuck up. You mess with my family, you mess with me. Which goes to prove: Happiness is a give and take thing: You always give and it always takes. I worked all my life, omg so fuckin hard for all this little shit that I have...but all that matters is who you are and what you believe, what you stand for. Because what you stand for is who you are. Who I am? Someone who will stand up, not be fucked with, but STAND THE FUCK UP and let it be known, my family is everything to me, no matter how happy I am, nomatter what the fuck I'm going through in my own life. My family means all. So fuck you! Lie, cheat, steal! If that's what it takes for you to feel special, then go for it. That's what your life's about. But don't be pissed when your found out, when the lies show through. Just don't expect me to be there. My family is more than you'll ever be. Don't hate on my happines
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My Little Buddy
Jack will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at Dear Dad, This feels a little funny writing to you right now, you've past away 2-1/2 years ago but here are some of the things I wished we could have talked about. First a little background. I was your typical fat kid growing up. I had 3 younger brothers who were all normal ( skinny ). Being a fat kid really sucked, because it's easy to pick on the fat kid, all your faults are on the outside for everyone to see. Most normal ( skinny ) kids faults can be hidden from all the other kids. Not the fat kid. You can't hide behind anything ( no pun intended ). You can't even hide from comments your own father says about you. Remember dad when I was about 10 and you asked me to go look in the closet for your slippers. I do. Like it was yesterday. I yelled out "I can't find them dad" and you said in front of my brothers so you guys could have a li
I know why you hate me, because I dont have to be fake , because I take the things you're afraid to ask for, I laugh when I'm challenged while you bend and break, because I have the guts to say exactly what I think, the things that you wouldnt dare to, the things that would get you fired get me respect, I dont allow people to judge me by my cloths or my hair do, you hate me because you're a dime a dozen, they've seen a million just like you and you're all the same, where as people that havent seen me for years, every one of them still remember my name, you hate me because you have no balls, you cant even say what you're thinking, because I'll walk up to a woman and say what I want, things you'd only say when you've been drinking, go ahead and tell me, how many times have you seen me get slapped for it, NONE, and I have said plenty of stuff, but unlike you I dont have to prove shit, my attitude in itself is impressive enough,
When I pull this trigger, all the pain will go away, no longer will I have to cry, it's not like you'll miss me anyway, When I pull this trigger, yes I know I'll go to hell, I know that life is just a test, I tried my best, so I guess it's just as well, When I pull this trigger, all this will finally end, all the sex doesn't matter, when I know I'll be alone in the end, When I pull this trigger, the light will be seen by my troubled mind, no longer will I have to search in vain, for a love that I wont find, When I pull this trigger, I will say my goodbyes, those few women I truly loved, loved to give me nothing but lies, When I pull this trigger, I will finally get to die, I only wanted the simple things, but I was still denied, so, goodbye. "If I die tonight" If I die tonight, would you miss me, if you knew you'd never see me again, would you kiss me, if I say I'm sorry now, would you forgive me, because I just cant take this life I'm liv
Brian Conley As Nick Frisbee With Larry The Loafer
Public Information Films
I walk threw my life,, People around me that I see,, Seem to see right threw me,, I am the shadow of my own past,, In my life as they may come,, People as I see now.. Just spirit's so vast,, I am lost yet still finding my way,, I scream to the moon,, HELP ME FIND MY WAY,, She has such a pull on me,, And to this I want not to be let go,, Bring me back to myself,, Show me the way,, The power I once held,, How I am told I once was,, My memory of this lost,, Finding my way back.. A long slow path,, A shadow of my own past,, But to now walk the light of my present,, wiisper To say but a few words, Is to leave far to much to out, To ask but a few questions, Is to begin to know all there is to know, At times even the bluest of waters, May run deeper then they seem at first glance, In a dream is where dreams begin, Dreams that hold all, Places your mind and heart can wonder, In the shadows of a dream,
Feelings....... The feelings we have are so deep that neither one wants to show. The feelings we have are so hard to hide it pains us to keep it secret. The feelings we have can sometimes be lost if one forgets to show theirs. The feelings we have can break our hearts if we never show them at all. The feelings we have must be shown or said before we lose one another. The feelings we have can ruin a friendship that has been there for years. The feelings we share can fill our hearts with love that has never been felt before. The feelings we share can make our love last forever until we can't love anymore. The feelings we share can make our hearts feel like one that can never be broken. The feelings we share for love can make others feel like they can be loved by the one they have feelings for just like us. Sometimes our hearts get broken and sometimes our hearts just fall to peices. Sometimes our hearts can be filled with so much love we don't know what to do with it
For The Metal Heads
Well it's been about 6 years since we last heard from The Great Prince of Darkness. I gotta say this one is pretty fuckin good just got it 2 hours ago. There are no liner notes though,witch I think sucks,but I did get my code for two Ozzfest tickets. Rock on!!! If anyone else has this disc let me know what you think of it. Im in my first contest,and I'm getting my ass handed to me! Come on Fellow Tappers help me out. Like I said I'm getting my ASSKICKED!!! Please Help! If you give at least 10 comment's you will get a gift. Hit this Link. Thanxxx. I guess I'm a sore loser. I am gettig my ass kicked in this Sexy MetalHead in a band shirt,or Whateverthefuck it is contest. Anyways 4 hours left. If I could get a leas 300 comment,s that would be cool.... If not... Oh fuck it. Who care's..... ME!!! Fuck me Freddy. If you want to help me out hit this link. Thanxxx.
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Millia's Blog
My foot fetish talkshow has been moved.. It will be on stickam. com 6pm pst/ 9 pm est.. 3-19-08 password is barefoot. please tell all your foot friends. copy & paste this to all your foot friends please. This show is very special. we will have live demos of.. forced foot worship. punishment humiliation Tickling toe sucking & much much more... I am serious when I say be there.. Please spread the word.. many raw girls will be there. Need more info contact me Millia goddess of barefeet at Please please spread the word!!!!! copy & paste!!!!! it is on tonight!!!!!!!! I need your help please!!!! I want as many people as I can to be there. repost repost repost!!!!! Ken had always had a fascination with women. Not in a sick and perverted way, but in a admiring and loving way. He thought there was nothing more beautiful than a woman that took care of herself and had self-confidence. From her shiny hair, silky
My Way
because he came from nothing. his only link to the music business was being used by siouxsie in 1976 and therefore by maclaren in 1977. his only purpose in the sex pistols was supporting rotten. he did it by overrunning him. and his only purpose after the band split was to prevent maclaren from continue the misuse of the movement. he did it by nailing dylan to the chelsea hotel. that should make anyone worthy a place in music heaven. is the song Friggin In The Riggin the inspiration for My Way? it might seem absurd and not a song to be remembered by, but I think this is the case. the pistols had split and they were trying to go on as a group, led by maclaren of course. Friggin can be their way of copying the stones career. like they went on without their main man brian jones and made pirates more fun than Long John Silver maclaren could find this to be the only solution to continue without rotten. but not even maclaren sank that low. the reason for this is therefore sid v
Another Blog...
so turn Me on. add submissive & I'm hooked... are you a bookworm & would you like to get boned? let's pretend we are at a coffee house, how would you order your coffee? Me - black no sugar looking @ My Shows stash I see Sex, Drugs & Rock-n-Roll OMG! I'm 41 & I still enjoy the ahem finer thingz in life...
Help Me Reach Next Level
It's weird how life has differnt destinations for everyone. Mine hasn't made sense yet. All the happiness I've had turned into pain. All the dreams I've had turned into nightmares. The help I've given out was not taken into consideration. I've taken people out of the darknss and been left behind. The ones who were their, showed compassion. If I were to say good-bye, would anybody cry? Would people reconize that I'm gone? How can I smile when all has been devoured? Love taken away. Used to cover up someones past misersy. I try to smile But what is their to smile about? Why, When i needed help for my mistakes nobody was their to lend a hand? So alone, I try to climb back up the road to recovery. Beliefs and reliefs fail. I see visions of happiness float by in the distance. Not near enough to grab. I'm tired of this feeling I hold in side for so many years now. I want to close my eyes and reunite with those miles away up above. I see though, taken my life away thing won't g
Here We Go...
What do women want? Try picking up a romance novel! Not one of the Harlequin Romance as those are just sleaze on paper, and stay away from Nora Roberts and Danielle Steele cuz they're not much better. But pick up a Christine Feehan, Iris Johanssen, or Jane Feather. That's what we want. Women want a partner who is going to stand by them no matter what scars they possess, emotional or physical. We want someone who is going to view us as so precious a treasure he would do anything to protect us. We want someone who is going to go to impossible lengths to do something so embarrassing silly and romantic. We want chivalry and respect. We want to be courted and adored. We want to be loved so much that he wonders how he lived without us and wants to spend forever with us. We want someone who wants to grow old with us, and who can share our dreams (whatever they may be). We want someone secure enough in themselves and the relationship that he doesn't have to go look at porn
Hey there all my sexy buddies") I am back and wanting to know ALL about what you have been up to and lets have a drink together") Hugs~Victoria I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sa
What I Will Be Talking About
Red - Courage, health, sexual love, strength, vigor Pink - Honor, love, morality Orange - Adaptability, attraction, encouragement, stimulation Yellow(gold) - Attraction, charm, confidence, persuasion, protection White - Purity, sincerity, truth Greenish-Yellow - Anger, cowardice, discord, jealousy, sickness Green - Fertility, finance, healing, luck Brown - Hesitation, neutrality, uncertainty Light Blue - Health, patience, tranquility, understanding Dark Blue - Changeability, depression, impulsiveness Violet - Healing, peace, spirituality Purple - Ambition, business progress, power, tension Silver(gray) - Cancellation, neutrality, stalemate Black - Confusion, discord, evil, loss, banis and to remove negative energy if done right! What Is Wicca -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peacefu
Love And Sex
If there's something I have noticed as of late, though I don't have enough energy in general, my sex drive has been far off the charts lately. I've found myself compelled to masturbate more than usual lately. I'm not complaining because one should be proud to have such a sex drive. I'm 25 years old and I keep wondering if I'll ever meet someone. But anyway, just another observation. Not the first one I've made either. I know that some of my NSFW photos drive certain people nuts and I happen to be open-minded enough that I would post that. I was a very shy person just a few years ago. I guess I've grown into who I really am over time. I decided to post this blog because there's someone I have grown to like over the past few months. Actually, there are two women. I really don't know if I have much of a chance with either but I have been interacting much more with both. Went to a concert with one last Monday and it was a great time. We saw Poison The Well. It's one of
My New Space
The waters of the Pacific caress the sand in their timeless union. I hold you close as we squint into the glare of the low hanging sun. As we exchange tender kisses, our skin is cooled by the breeze from the ocean, and by the approaching night. We gaze into each others eyes with... >>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP
Through Different Eyes (original Poetry)
Here in the lamplight, my will is fading So many things that I'm not saying You took my last match And now I'm freezing Rules are for breaking And I can't keep all my promises Elegy For The Man I Called John I buried my friend this morning The air so cold that the tears fell Frozen at my feet when the heavens cried The chill of the ground beneath my feet Pervaded my body, I felt frozen but still My heart bled like the soul of my friend A soul that died, long before he died And that died by his own hand (Or so he said) John used to tell me That he could find no forgiveness for himself “I deserve no peace from what I’ve done” I learned from my friend this morning That we are short on gratitude For the men that we send to do unspeakable things I wonder how many Silver Stars shine over The Potters Fields in this country How many of them are left alone, abandoned By their families, friends, or their sanity Remembered only to a few people, People who to
The Gospel According To St. Miguelito (the Poetry Of Miguel Pinero)
New York City Hard Time Blues by Miguel Pinero NYC Blues Big time time hard on on me blues New York City hard sunday morning blues yeah Junkie waking up bones ache trying to shake New York City sunday morning blues the sun was vomiting itself up over the carbon monoxide detroit perfume strolling down the black asphalt dance floor where all the disco sweat drenched Mr. Mario's summer suit still mambo-tango hustled to the tunes of fiberglass songs New York City sunday morning means liquor store closed bars don't open 'til noon and my connection wasn't upping a 25 cent balloon yeah yeah reality wasn't giving me no play telling me it was going to be sunday 24 hours the whole day it was like the reincarnation of the night before when my ashtray became the cemetery of all my lost memories when a stumble bum blues band kept me up all night playing me cheap F. M. dreams of hard time sad time bad time hell we all know times are hard sad bad all over well
My Rants
Changes (Music by Arnold, Roberts & Harrell) I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, But I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted And nobody understands (how I feel) I'm tryin' hard to breathe now, But there's no air in my lungs. There's no one here to talk to And the pain inside is making me numb. I try to hold this under control, They can't help me, cause no one knows. Now I'm goin' through changes, changes. God, I feel so frustrated lately. When I get suffocated, save me. Now I'm goin' through changes, changes Feelin' weak and weary Walkin' through this world alone Everything they say every word of it Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed) I've got something to say But now I've got nowhere to turn It feels like I've been buried Underneath all the weight of the world. I try to hold this under control, They can't help me, cause no one knows. Now I'm goin through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately Whe
God Works In Mysterious Ways
Hey there Ya'll... Hope all is goin' well for everyone, thanks for taking a moment to see what I have to chat about now...I had to put this in the God works in mysterious ways, because of a question my daughter asked...because the next day she recieved her answer... On Wednesday night we had a visitor come in our first we didn't know what to think, especially when they looked like this... She chased the cat and my son tried to stop her by acting like he was gonna hit her...Wrong thing to do, cause then she started growling at him and I told him to stop immediately...I then proceeded to call her and she followed me to the sidewalk, only thing was she wasn't going anywhere and after she gave me kisses that was that...Being on the side walk beside Main St. was not good, so I had the kids take her around the neighborhood to find her home, but to no avail... Now anyone who knows me knows I have 5 dogs already, but couldn't just leave her, for as you can tell she
Please Sign My Guest Book
Date: Jul 9, 2007 12:58 PM Subject: Thought for the Day Body: The rumor is Mountain Dew will be Junior's new sponsor........If they think drunk Earnhardt fans are bad wait till they see us on caffeine! Hello there to all my friends, family, and fans. I am going to off Cherry Tap for a week. I am going to Alaska for a Ducks Unlimited national convention. We are leaving out on Tuesday and not returning until The following Tuesday. I hope you all have a wonderful week, because I sure am. Love to all, Moondawg Hey everybody. I just have to brag on myself. I don't no if ya'll remember, but about a month ago,I posted a bulletin about Team Lean. It is a wieght loss program put on by my town. When I started the competition, I wieghed 312 pounds. Now that the competition is over, I am down to 266 pounds. I still have a ways to go. My ultimate goal is to lose 100 pounds. I am almost half way there. It would be really nice if ya'll could give me some encouragement. These last 54 pou
Cll It What U Will
Battling my demons some I just cant win hiding behind a fake smile hiding the scars from everyone emotional state leaves me weak tempted to use to pick up alot I've turned down close myself off from the world locked in my own mind dragging the blade across my wrist escaping everything every little upset,hate,reality all disappears now I'm left with the marks emotional scars that will never heal the ones on my wrist will fade in time this battle I'm fighting I feel as if I will not But I will not let is show or speak what I feel cover up with a fake smile what will become of me your guess is as good as mine Hide myself behind locks door escaping the hatered that I feel escape the reality they they "so called life" strong will survive but the weak will parish Im nither strong nor weak but a walking corps just slowly wasling through life caught between the living an the dead damned by all an outcast on my own with no help determe
Rants And Raves
Well let's see, last night I called my Dr. and he tells me go straight to the ER. I get there and they do all these tests including a ct, full blood workup, and ekg, and something else that I don't even remember. After it is all said and done they tel me that there is nothing wrong but they need me to go on antibiotics anyway. Is it just me or do you guys also feel like they are trying to milk anybody who has insurance? Forget the money the whole pain about the tests. I mean really...Whatever `well, sorry about not writing more often, in any event, I dunno what's wrong with me. Sleep every night and still wake up tired. Seem to be getting old and don't like it. Wife bugging me to go to the Dr. and get checked out. Even though I was a paramedic I HATE going to the Dr. Hate getting needles put into me. all the tests and the pokes and the prods. Stomach still out and about but that could also be my wifes cooking.. LOL. Dr. says I need to go away by myself without the wife and ch
The Life Of The Jamez Aka The Donkey
“It’s not the strong who survive, but the survivor who is strong” Physical and mental strength means nothing if you don’t have the ability to face a situation. The ones who can adapt, learn, and over come are strong. what else do you want from me? meh is what you get Most of you on your friends list know all the things going on. So another moving day comes and nobody to help once again. It's amazing how everyone I know asks me for help when they need my truck, however when the shoes are on the other feet no one is can stick to there commitment. So due to my lack of help I have only moved odds and ends and my desk. So note to self Drink with the people next door so when you find yourself moving something heavy like a desk with a broken ankle they might help. Thanks to "Strings" I don't have a whole lot left. and now I'm off to clean and straighten up my room.
On a grassy plain, Under a clear night sky, With a full moon lighting the way, They glance up with curious children’s eyes, And gape in wonder at the millions of shining, twinkling stars…….. Look at those shooting stars, just look!! They exclaimed, in their child like wonder. Quick, quick, let's make a wish. One for you and one for me They closed their eyes, little faces turned up to the sky, hands holding tight, a mask of deep concentration "I wish....." said one "I wish...."said the other. 10 years passed and then twenty. On that grassy plain They stand, under the bright old moon and blanket of stars, Where children’s prayers and wishes, Playtimes and adventures were something they remembered. They kiss. Look at that shooting star just look! Together they gaze up at the sky. Hands holding tight, adult faces to the sky, eyes gazing at that lone shooting star; Just one star, just one wish But that's alright, For today they were made one. Fire ignite
The Dark Side
I've mentioned my show before here. I can't recall if I've mentioned the network I'm part of, so I will do that now. Please feel free to check out the website for The Free World Radio Network: Well, I've posted about my show, The Dark Side. This post is mainly to plug the new sister show to The Dark Side... Starting this Saturday at 2:00 PM Central, please tune into Cry Freedom, hosted by my friend, TreesGoneWild. Tune in, or we will steal all your dryer lint! Well, After 8 straight editions of
Welcome To My World......if You Dare...
The Awakening Author: Sonny Carroll A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptanc
Wenchy's Poetry
My words fall flat against her hardened ears. Her hearts grow cold there are nomore tears. A wall springs up as I try to touch her. How can I dispel that rain cloud above her.What kind of man could push her heart into a cage. Then to line it with walls fills me with rage. Any man like that should be stricken from this earth. And God please forgive the woman that gave that man birth. miki ... i wanna thank you for this ... you write beautifully and are very intuitive Walls We build walls around our hearts, to protect us from the pain. We live all our years in solitude, with nothing left to gain. We want the sunlight on our faces. We want to feel the rain. But we have built those walls around our hearts,and never feel the joy or pain. ~© Heart-N-Quill 2004 ~ She doesn't know, what a gift she is. All her younger years, she was teased and ridiculed. Never picked for a team, she was just what was left over. Never pretty like the prettiest girls. Never a
Apt Blogs
When I started my 3rd Step in my apt hunting everywhere else, then put it on hold (for personal reasons), I began to go ahead & do my 4th Step in my apt hunting, near where I live; I then thought, `Oh I do hope I can find something in my price range', so here's what I found, on my search: On July 10th, I drove to Country Club Dr, then another road, that was in front of some apt buildings; as I looked to see if I could find the Manager's Office, I asked a couple where the Manager's office was. When they told me, I parked my car to try & find it; I then looked at the time on my cell phone & noticed that it was time to head off for work. I then drove slowly to see if I could see any manager's Office at any other complex & couldn't find any; plus, they were hidden & couldn't gain access, unless I was already living there. I then went back on Country Club & headed for work; I thought, `Well if they're not gonna put some sign where the Manager's Office is, I'll just look somewhere else
Twinkle twinkle little star You should know what you are And once you know what you are Mental hospital is not so far. Are There Angels? It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I kno
- Take me as I am or get out of my face - My eyes are GREEN/BLUE, but they change colors depending on my mood - I think that alcohol makes people DO things that they WANT to do when they are sober - Curves bring you balance - big boobs to balance out your big heart, big hips to balance out big desires and big booty to balance out, well, everything else - I love thunderstorms and kissing in the rain - I like meeting new people and getting busy on the dance floor - I have seen hard times and then some, experience teaches you a lot and so some may call me wise....I know I have just seen a lot. - My friends and family mean everything to me - I like to drive with the windows down and the wind blowing through my hair - I like to drive really fast, speed is an addiction - I am a master at multi tasking - I fall many times but I always get up, dust my ass and keep on going - I like driving and not knowing where I'll end uP - I like a chase because I get bored very easy, so keep m
A Love Story: Ernest And Kally
I have said many times that love is not a game to is life to me. I stand by that. Kally and I have been together online since February 17. We have had our ups and downs. Some of the downs came courtesy of people hating on what we have together. But like a couple of fighters, we got through it. Here it is May 31. I traded ring images back and forth to each other. I picked enough guts to ask Kally to be my wife...for real. OK. I know you're thinking "Isn't 4 months a little too soon?" I thought so, but I love this woman. I would anything for her. I can't see me without her. A little secret: She did the very same thing. I guess she wanted to know if I was in it for real or was I just playing a game with her and her heart. Ladies and gentlemen you have to understand, I had my broken more times than I care to count. Kally had hers broken after 4 years. We know what it's like and it was hard to trust each other. But we put this relationship in God's hands.
Interesting News
CAMARILLO, Calif. - Gasoline prices have surged to a record nationwide average of $3.07 per gallon, nearly 20 cents higher than two weeks earlier, oil industry analyst Trilby Lundberg said Sunday. The previous record was $3.03 per gallon on Aug. 11, 2006. But despite inventory fears that have sent prices higher, there are signs that the rising prices at the pump may be peaking. Just two weeks ago, the U.S. average for a gallon of regular gas was $2.87, but the Lundberg Survey of 7,000 stations nationwide on Friday showed an increase of about 19.5 cents to $3.07. That's up 88.4 cents since Jan. 19, Lundberg said. The nationwide average for mid-grade gasoline was $3.18 and premium was $3.28. The nation's lowest average pump price was $2.80 per gallon in Charleston, S.C., while the highest was $3.49 in San Francisco. The recent increases are due mostly to refinery problems, Lundberg said, noting there have been at least a dozen additional partial shutdowns in the U.S. and i
Buffalo, Ny
Bass Pro deal likely to end up in court Critics charge concept doesn’t fit historic theme By Mark Sommer Updated: 04/08/07 10:24 AM Here we go again. The battle over how to develop Erie Canal Harbor has returned with a tentative agreement to locate a Bass Pro Outdoor World on the Central Wharf. The result, critics predict, will now be what Buffalonians dread — more lawsuits and delays. They say the tackle and hunting store — and four multitiered parking ramps to be built within one block of the site — will irrevocably alter the historic site’s authenticity and pedestrian-friendly ambience. “There’s nothing wrong with putting Bass Pro on the water, but it is essentially a large suburban store being plopped down on the most historic urban site in the city,” said Richard Lippes, board member of the Preservation Coalition of Erie County. But Larry Quinn of the Erie Canal Harbor Development Board, who negotiated the nonbinding, predevelopment agreement with busine
Before we met I was only half alive Then I saw a part of me within the depths of your eyes That first date, we had dinner and shared with one another I had this feeling that I somehow knew you before This body of mine has come to peaks of sensuality You are showing me to make love without restraint For that I will never quite be the same Before we met, making love was just an act Now that you are here I can never look back If we ever do part ways I will forever be grateful to have met you that day Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Lets get lost in each other Touching,tasting,exploring We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is o
And Life Goes On...
When I came to CT it seemed very overwhelming to start with..considering I didn't know what in the world was going on..And now since I've been here...I love this site...mainly because of some very wonderful people I've meet.Some are very good friends now..But I've also had to deal with the ones that like to cause misery..yes they can be blocked but it doesn't take away the judgement they passed...I hang on to my friends and they are the only reason I'm still enough real problems..then worring about kid games..Sending my love out to my friends you all...have a beautiful day!! Sandra...*Witchy177* It seems through life mistakes are many and lifes lessons can be so very rough.Our lives we do live to not satisfy others but to fullfill ourselves.Some think that their dreams and hopes should be private and their bad sides hidden by faulty smiles and lying words.I chose not to live my life like this...which seems to be a problem for most.I chose not misery of distrust and i
Last April 29th
for you that know me and those that dont i lost the most important person in my life last year my father. i dont know what to do right now my mind says to end it all but my heart tells me to stay and continue like my father wants me to. i wish to god that he was here with me and i was not so damn upset. i miss him with all my heart. i would like to invite everyone to my fu-wedding it will be in green door september 2nd Well there are alot of you that are on here that don't know me very well. well just to let everyone know last year on april 29th the girl i was going to ask to marry me past away and ever since then i haven't been the same. i wish everything would just go back to the way it was me being happy and not so stress out about things,me not pour heart and soul out to my closest friends and actually crying because i just don't want to deal with being alone with that said thank you to all of my friends and family that have been there for me in the last year and to who ever el
Rambling Thoughts
Ok time to chew some a$$ about the general public once again. For those of you who have read my previous blogs you know what I do and why I write these. For those who dont...... go read the other 5 I have posted. Today we start out with a basic question of upbringing. I know for a fact that most people were brought up by their parents that when you get something you put it back where you got it from. WHY is it that once you enter a public place you cant do the same thing? How many times have you been out shopping and as you walk down the ailse at the store you find items that have no relevance to that area. case in point, you are walking through the toy department and on the shelf next to the Barbie Dolls you find a package of raw round steak. hrmmmm last time I checked, raw meat was only a toy for ugly children so the dog would play with them? You pass by that steak without another thought. BUT do you realize that that steak just raised the cost of everything else you buy, not j
Soulless Reflections(all Written By Me!!!)
I do not believe in God Nor do I believe in Christ I do believe in a superior being That protects me through the night... I can feel the presence surround me In every corner of the room To keep the demons that plague me From taking over all too soon... I feel cool lips caressing The tears that flood my cheeks Trying to pull me from myself Imprisioned in my sleep... Gentle hands try to comfort me Arms hold me against a solid chest Protecting me as I battle within Willing me to rest... I am a worthy opponent There's no other stronger than myself And to battle within my own mind The victor is so hard to tell... As the battle of the night Finally comes to a bitter end I cling to the frayed ends of sanity As the new day begins... I cling to a feeling Of a protector I can't see I want to thank you for trying to protect me from myself My ONLY ME. ~Stacy Guerra©7/14/2006~ Beautiful windows into a soul without boundaries
MURPHY’S LAWS OF COMBAT OPERATIONS Military intelligence is a contradiction of terms. You are not a superman. Don't ever be the first, don't ever be the last and don't ever volunteer to do anything. Never stand when you can sit, never sit when you can lie down, never stay awake when you can sleep. A Purple Heart just proves that you were smart enough to think of a plan, stupid enough to try it, and lucky enough to survive. Peace is our profession, mass murder's just a hobby. Killing for peace is like whoring for virginity. If it's stupid but works, it's not stupid. If only one solution can be found for a field problem, then it is usually a stupid solution. B-52's are the ultimate in close air support. Remember that napalm is an area weapon. Mines are an equal opportunity weapon. Smart bombs have bad days too. There is no such place as a convenient foxhole. Anything you do can get you shot, including doing nothing. It's not the one with y
Breathe Me......
Sweetest Goodbye ~ Maroon 5 Love This SONG!!!! Where you are seems to be As far as an eternity Outstretched arms open hearts And if it never ends then when do we start? I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive Pushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you comeback I have some things to say How does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home? There must be someplace here that only you and I could go So I can show you how I Dream away everyday Try so hard to disregard The rhythm of the rain that drops And coincides with the beating of my heart I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever, ever, ever did receive [x2] How does it feel to know you never have to be alone Whe
What Kind Of Kisser Are You
An Italian man wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he passesa little math test. "Here's your first question," the foreman said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to draw three trees. "What's this?" the boss asks. "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree make a nine," says the Italian. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?" "Each of da trees is dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to hire this Italian, so he says, "All right, last question. Same rules again
Opening Up
Shh, just stop telling everyone everything about something. Broke up clouds keep crying for less space more humidity. Can you feel the calm air start to toil with our happiness? I'm sorry still hangs heads like heavy apples within reach. I will go down to the well and wish you well. Five chances and four reasons with two hands and to just empty my head would give me one hang over. I hear too much in an overgrown garden about love and lust and about climbing that wall you built. I'm just quiet now, a soft storm dropping upon your roof, taking time out to just pour down a window you escape from. Let go of the night, let the day take you dreaming, stop scheming all the him and hers, haves and knots that tie up normal exits. Sometimes I get to be there before the noise, get to sneak between bushes and trees, toil with the thorns and love the kick in the sides. A quiet voice chooses a few words for too many ears. Someday and some way I get used to waiting all day for a mo
Well lets start out by venting about today,needless to say it wasnt the greatest.I get a knock on the door this morning & it was my uberbitch park manager.She calls me outside & begins to bitch at me about my dog Bear being outside & also tangled up on one of the post on my porch.Belive it or not I stay calm & try talking to her nicely & than she beings jumping down my throat saying shes not going to argue with me.Who the fuck was arguing in the first place she was the one out there jumping down my throat about my dog being outside.As she bitching my dog AMAZINGLY begins to untangle himself & walk right up to me!Than she proceeds to tell me that if she sees him outside anymore or tangled up again we are getting a 30 day notice.That we can only take him out to go potty & bring IMMEADITLY back in.During all this is bitching about the holes my dog dug in the yard stating we have to fix them & some small pieces of torn up plastic bag.Well anyway as the day goes past & other things happen w
First Installament
Life sucks. I went to a couple of concerts last week, music was great, Flesh Factor rules. Lacuna Coil lead singer rocks my clock. Then, it happened again, for the second time in my life. A young lady, at the Big Fish Pub, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, and I fell for it again. She must have seen my tiger. When I got off the plane in San Francisco, thirty-two years ago, I had an old gray haired lady, that looked like my Grandmother, walked up to me, and spit on me, because I worn my uniform back to the states. It made me feel so low, to think what we had went through meant so little. Last Friday night this young lady, younger than my kids, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, I told her yes. She must have seen my tiger. The next comment out of her mouth, set me back thirty-two, she said, "Your are a killer, then." I just turned and walked away. We that defend this country are not allowed to fight back. We must just turn and walk away; the rules of engagement are not the same, as
Just Thoughts..
Not that any of it is important but I dont get it. Why is it that you can be close and friends with someone for a long time and then one fucking thing happens they turn on you? Why do friend just got to change because you get a new friend? I mean I try to keep all my friends organized, I hang with them at almost all equal times. I think its fair. So why when I get a new friend, who is friends with friends of mine, that they get mad? Its like the person is cool, I get along with them, what the hell? I mean how immature and high schoolish is that? I try to be nice and be a grown up person, but I cant. I always get pulled down by childish behavior. I just dont get why people hate change so much... Leave me broken and crying on the floor, dieing inside, never wanting this pain. Happiness is just a thought to cover my hurt, and I have hurt so much.I also have never been so happy. This will all end in tears just like before, it will always be my fault. I will always be to blame. So my thou
Songs To Me From My Fiance!
(Verse 1) My heart skips a beat when I look into your eyes. My knees get weak when they see your face. And my dreams fly into the sacred open skies. And you never fail to amaze me with your charm. And you always keep me safe under your arm. (Chorus) Baby I can't understand what it is about you that keeps me on my knees. But you have a way with making me weak. You always have a way with speaking your heart And you never leave me to fall apart. Just to let you know, you tied me into a knot I can't undo. The darkest days are the brightest when I have you. (Verse 2) It's hard to not love you when you smile that way. I can't keep my eyes off of your beautiful presence. And I never seem to ever want you to go away. And I can't explain this feeling I have. But I know I love you and you're all I had. (Chorus 1x) (Hook) Even if tomorrow doesn't come and the sun doesn't shine. I know I'll have you right by my side. When my word before you I didn't love. Now with
Poems By Forgotten Memories
Title: Cries Out As tears fell like rain drops, his soul cries out. Like a spartan long since time forgot, he can show no emotion, no feelings, no fear, no joy, no heart break. He must learn to deal, not dwell on things that should remain in the past. His soul cries out begging for mercy, begging for forgiveness that is long time over due. He dwells in the past, things that have been forgiven but far from forgotten. He knows what has happen has made him the person he is today, yet still his soul cries. As he sleeps he can hear his own soul cry out, from this forgotten memories begin to surface. He feels as if he was drowning, falling deeper into the mist that is his mind. His soul cries out for resurrection, hopes of a better tomorrow. His soul cries out to resurface, to regain control. But he knows not when this resurrection will take place or when he'll resurface. All he does know is as tears fall like rains drops, his soul CRIES out. VCP 4/30/07 Title: As
My Heart
Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves, without any insistence that they satisfy you. -Dr. Wayne Dyer It is a spiritual axiom(truth) that every time we are disturbed(angry), no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us. If somebody hurts us and we are sore, we are in the wrong also. 12&12 pg. 90 Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and your fireside. For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace. And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures. Gibran
The Beginning
Alright so I've been drinkin... I'm gonna type a bit.(please excuse the typo's) If your going to talk to me know this; I might be a bit of a tease but I would never cheat on ANYONE so don't even try(this means you man with a wad of cash, you know who you are). I like to drink, but not in excess. My poison of choice is Vodka of course straight up(preferably absolute but smirnoff twist is great too), why bother with the rest? If I'm going to get drunk i don't want to fill up on pop. I drive a minivan, it ROCKS! I love my minivan i can take up to 8 people wherever the fuck I want to! what can beet that right?! I got my first tatoo when I was 16. For some reason my mom thought i wanted either a tattoo or a piercing tho i didn't necessarily want either, so I just went with it. It was awesome didn't hurt at all, if I were to recomend any spot it would be the shoulder. I have no peircings at this point, I don't want anything naughty tho, i just want an industrial in my left ear. Those are so
All You Need Is Love
I looked for you But U were gone in a fraction of a moment I was alone and empty Insignificant and empty all I had was memories of a false happiness of a life untrue It was over I was dead inside for a longtime I cried thousands..No Millions of tears for a false love, a fantasy then one day I woke up. Raven Hair and Sexi eyes Ruby Lips and soft soft sighs That beautiful smile will Melt your heart and then you're lost, before you even start You wanna touch her and Hold her close lay right there beside her, that's what U want most. Feel her breath on you're skin, listen to her breathe, hold her very close and never leave.
A Moment In Time
whats in side.... sometimes people just dont understand me. and u know what ? sometimes im glad! but most times then not, im not. im a pretty simple person to figure out. im fun, out going, and even pretty inteligent,lol. but most of all im a bleeding heart. im the type of person who will be there when times are tough and help ya work thru it.the type to be there when things just dont seem that they could get any worse and ya wanna crawl in a whole and just let the world go on without ya, ill be the one to hold out my hand and help u up, brush u off and help ya walk down that road holdin ur head up high. but on the other hand i am the one who is in the hole. im human. i have needs just like others. but im also the kind of person who just doesnt want to be a bother to anyone else too. i try an work things out for myself and well, smetimes it does and most times it doesnt. but i cope with it. ive been in stuations that i thought i was doin the right thing and just failed miserably.
Things I Hate
afi- f*ck those wussy little transvestites panic @ the disco!- the worst thing to come out of vegastown nickelback- bunch of long-haired fugly buttholes HIM- so bland and unorigional, bam margera should be shot for wearing their little sign evanescence- can s*ck my d*ck! papa roach- emo fags, kill yourselves metallica- overrated bunch of sissies. and i know what you're about to say; but f*ck their early records too! icp- haha i hate all their stupid jugga ho followers too taking back sunday- you do not rock, you are queer creed- christians are dumb alkaline trio- more like buttlick trio all american rejects- if you think they are punk rock you're a tool tool- friggin songs go on forever n' sh*t! slipknot- is for little zit faced adolescents, grow up hawthorne hieghts- need i say anything? anti flag- trying too hard to be something they're not the casualties- write some lyrics that people might give a sh*t about avenged sevenfold- just
The Seducer Of Words Poet
Sunken Footprints in the Sea Life has gifted me with tragedy, broken images; forever haunting, excruciating my suffering; blood upon the pulse of my serenity. Crystal lines etched over glacier heart, as my tears wash blotches of thought to leave me blank again daily; stolen by death, I am left mourning the assassin's kill, soul sliced open like the parted Sea. Chained and bound I avoid flirtatious eyes, to inhibit forbidden thoughts; For love fled upon your precious wings, survived only by my silent memories. I stood alone in the vacant centre of nightmares just searching for you amongst a midnight dream. Alas although the stars filled my eyes, the clear air gathered clouds and the Moon reigned misery, no peace to ever be found. Yet today the heavens opened and allowed me to breathe; you emerge with, Out stretched arms, saying: ”Love come to me, but mere Steps Into the convalescent Sea Nicole Williams © 2006 Anticipation She
My Writings,poetry And Somewhat Called Lyrics...
I give, and you take, I only ever made one big mistake, I gave you my heart and you broke it, broke it I gave you my trust,but found out your love,was lust. I gave you my all, and you never broke my fall, oh no baby you let me fall down so now you wanna come around But were through, I'm so over you I can see the way you lie,the way you made me cry, and i just can't take that hurt again. So there aint no way im ever letting you in my heart again, I gave,and regret, but, you aint' betting now were through, your clear as glass baby, and i see right through u... Loves a gift,not an obligation. Loves not a negotiation. Loves about comprimising. Loves going to leave you with a brokenheart sometimes. Loves a barrel of Laughs & Cries. Loves really cruel sometimes. Loves leaving memories. Loves left me in second place,right behind, Loves not forgiving you. Loves already left me. Loves blinded,and i'm still laying here. Loves not now, Loves really not knowing,what
after a week of fightin cold it seems 2 b breaking ...... was a warm sunny day so i got out of the confined house and walked down to the store ...... enjoyed da fresh air and layed down a bit afterwards 2 rest my sore leg ...... loved layin in my bed when my kitty cuddles up next 2 me ....... glad 2 maybe b rid of this maybe tommorrow b4 i move next week ....... thanks 4 all the cards, kind words & prayersLOVE CHUCK helloIf ya rate 30 stash items or pic I will send ya a teddy bear if ya email me when ya done ........ HUGS, Chuck hot humid 94 was 90 at 7pm when i walked to store bearly made it back .... the ac felt good when i crawled thru the door & poured myslef a cold drink ...... may b a little cooler tommorow
The Vampire Lestat's Journal
Embrace Me I'm intrigued by your sweet lover notion. Filled with hope and integrity, purest devotion. Every breath, now, I long for your touch. To be freed from my curse into your warm and darkened clutch. Embrace me Fallen Angel, envelope me in your wings. Whisper sweet nothings until dawn blinds me with it's sting. By: Tim Kern AKA Lestat 06-10-07 Vampyric Pheonix Dance me, romance me, necromance me with your enchanting darkness so sweet. Equally as deranged as mine, powerful, blatant, anything but shallow and discrete. I look forward, most famously, to each entrancing moment we share. Physical, metaphysical, normal, paranormal to you my soul I shall bare. Eternally grateful for every breath no matter how difficult or easy in it's release, earned! This is the kind of treasured sharing of spirit for which my very core has yearned and burned! Embrace me and I shall embrace you, two kindred minds act as one. Unholy union feared and revered by all, a cha
We the willing Lead by the unknowing Are doing the impossible For the ungrateful We have done so much With so little For so long That now we are qualified To do anything With nothing (thanks Todd) Thanks to my good friend Jason...aka Viking@37 who finally showed my how to stash items. Jason your the best...(hope u don't mind me saying so) Go to his page and check him out....(He's pretty sexy too gals!!!! )Thanks to everyone who has rated my stash...there are so many I just cant keep up...much luv to you all... What do I say about myself, well, I'm a single mom with 2 wonderful children..14yo boy and 11yo girl. They are my greatest acheivement. They are wonderful, smart and all around good kids. (I think they belong to the milk man....ha/ha) Any way I'm an EMT and in the middle of Paramedic school. Which is really tough, but I will make it...just one more year to go...YAHOO!!!. Otherwise, I'm outgoing, caring..trustworthy and honest. I don't like cheate
Twisted Thoughts
ANYONE KNOW A ANGELA WAGNER? ADOPTED OUT IN OHIO IN 1999. We were young this I know. But till the day I die I will search for you. you know me and I know you. That makes things alittle eaiser. I will not stop and I will pause one mintue till you are found once again. You are my sister, you were my friend. The took you away in just one night, but I will contuine this fight. I wrote them you know in 2004 when you turn 18. They sayed the papers have been closed and I will have to wait till you turn 21. The time is comeing it almost here! But I wont wait, I still search every site, every school in a 25 mile radius I will find you. I hope you except my apology, and once again be apart of my life. I love yo my little sister ANGELA WAGNER! I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE COULD HURT SOMEONE SO HELPLESS Kristy Reynolds and her husband are parents to a beautiful little baby boy named Kaleb. He is 6 months and 3 days old. A couple weeks ago Kristy picked Kaleb up from home care and notice
Just Stuff
1. Your Name:? 2. Age:? 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Can we take pictures of the act? i cant get a job i got fucked over from cooper standard they fired me cuz i couldnt keep rate well you cant when you when they dont keep you hoses they put me somewhere iv never been before and i didnt know wat I was doing no1 would show me iv had interviews @ o
Misc Stuff About Me
Do any of you have's a way to exchange cell messages or online messages to our cell phones? If so I'd love to be able to text you on yours.... theres my profile..all you have to do is follow me and you'll start getting my messages on your cell if you want too :) Ok everyone, this is no joke. Has anyone ever known of someone or anyone ever had cat scratch fever? And if so, how long til they saw symptoms and what were the symptoms. Personally I think this weekend has been a bad weekend of coincidences, but now people have me freaked lol. Here's the deal. Friday night my cat (he's 17 years old) got freaked/or pissed (not sure which one) and he pushed off the bed at 3 am. When he did..he happened to be sleeping in front of my face, and so he pushed off with his back claws and scratched the hell out of my eye. I haven't been scratched from him in years b/c he doesn't have front claws. So my eye has been hurting like a SOB. Anyhow, my
Songs For You
She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad I guess I should have been more like that You had it all for a pretty little while And somehow you made me smile when i was sad You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart And then you realized you wanted what you had I guess I should have been more like that I should have held onto my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her Forgiving you, well she's stronger than I am You don't look much like a man from where I'm at It's plain to see desperation showed its truth You love her as she loves you with all she has I guess I should have been more like that I should have held onto my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her She's beautiful in her
Just You And I....
If you don't conciously prepare yourself each day to practice wonder and joy,you get really good at practicing stress,pain,anger,and fear. Finish each day and be done with it,you have done what you could,some blunders and absurdities crept in,forget them as soon as you can.Tomorrow is a new day,begin it with to high a spirit to be encumbered with old nonsense. In a hundred years this won't matter.(It barely matters now). Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only..Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-
Just A Thought
I am going to chat about a few things this morning that have me puzzled.. I am a totally honest person, I believe if you want something or someone, don't lie, just tell the truth.. I hear.. My wife/husband doesn't like sex, she/he doesn't touch me anymore, she/he doesn't show affection, she/he hasn't touched me or let me touch her/him in years.. I often wonder are you doing anything to try to pull it together.. It takes two to make something work, and if you expect your husband or wife to do all the work and basically be your love slave you need to wake up. I am all about playing, having fun, flirting, meeting and so on, I love it when people come to the Club to meet me but when the sun comes up I know there is other people involved. I would love to meet someone that tells me.. I Love my wife, she loves me, I am not looking to leave but am looking for some spice.. Truth, how nice. I also hear my Wife?Husband doesn't know I chat she/he would be so upset, why it's chatting whats t
Ramblings.. Copyrighted
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in Lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner ton
About Me
I'm far too shy to tell you that I love you. You're a star far from my plain earth. I gaze and see no man who's above you: To me you are the cynosure of worth. Yet with all your beauty you're a person Like me in need of sympathy and love. Your thoughts of me would not, I dare hope, worsen If I in some way tried your heart to move. There's pleasure, surely, drawn from the reflection That someone, somewhere, worships your sweet face, Thinks you are the summit of perfection, Wants nothing more of life than your embrace. The danger is you'll think it couldn't be; So I suggest you see yourself through me. Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I know You better than my friends of many years. The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits th
New To The Cherry Tap
heres the deal, My ex and I have been split up for almost a year, it will be a year in AUG.. He cheated with a friend of mine that he only saw her pic and they started talkin then (he worked over the road) when he got back in town he moved right in with her. We were engaged to get married had everything lived together , we were together for three and half years. Well he left her and got married. He lives about 55 mins away from me now and I saw him about three weeks ago here in town at wal mart. He saw me and followed me and parked and got out and was like HEY, so I was nice and started talking to him we talked for about an hour. Then he went fishing down at the river here thats what he said he came down here for. Well him and my dad got a long great so I took my dad down there to go fishing with him cause I knew how much it ment to my dad. I didnt know that my dad had gave him his cell number TILL YESTERDAY. I wake up and Go outside and the frist thing I see is my Ex sitting in the ya
Favorite Lyrics
I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck virgins sold in quantity, herded by heredity red-neck-burn-out-mid-west-mind, "who said date rape isn't kind?" porno-nation, evaluation what's this, "time for segregation" libido, libido fascination, too much oral defication white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy (I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck) vcr's and vasoline, tv-fucked by plastic queens cash in hand and dick on screen, who said god was ever clean? bible-belt 'round anglo-waste, putting sinners in their place yeah, right, great if you're so good explain the shit stains on your face white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy And its all Ive ever wanted to believe That peace could grow inside of you Inspite of me humanity I hope your out there somewhere All alone I hear the whole world calling Save us from ourselves All alone i hear the angels scream my
Entertaining News And Other Stuff...
Has me thinking of going back to Ballroom Dancing, when I just graduated from High School I applied for a part-time job at a Dancing Company. I was being trained as a Dancing Instructor, I sorely wished I had stayed cause who would have known I could have gone to the Dance Contest. Doing my best, as in everything I do, which there is alot of things I love doing so well. The Contest would have been fun whether My partner and I won or not. For me dancing is a way for me to escape all the troubles in the world and in my life. "Take the Lead' and other movies that came out before that all of Ballroom Dancing has made me want to go back to the dance Studio and just have fun again. Besides Ballroom, I know other dancing as well. Every Bar I have ever went too. I never got to sit very long and enjoyed my drink that I order before someone asked me to dance. It's not steps that I dance to, it is the bass and drums that makes me move. TTFN WEDNESDAY MAY 9 2007 3:00 PM Submitted by Fea
Random/funny Stuff
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Sweet88%Soft75%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet25%Awkward0%Shy0%
For My Good Friend Yoda
Go Me!
Hello all! I've decided to do a somewhat massive friends deletion. I'm not mad or snobby or anything, I just can't keep up with everyone, and there are some people on there I've never even talked to. However, if you're in my "family," or I've talked to you at all recently, or, hell, even if you have something interesting in your "about me" section, I won't be deleting you, of course. :) I'd just really like to be able to navigate through my friends list and know who everyone is. If you'd like to stay on and we haven't talked in a while (or ever) just send me a message and let me know! Thanks everyone! Alissa In seeing some wonderful poetry and other writings by a couple of my friends today, I thought about trying to be creative...but then I said, "nah!" lol Just getting things out is going to have to work for the moment. I feel as though I am standing on the edge of a precipice. I have to be very careful, but at the same time life is absolutely exhilarating. I'm sadden
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon100%Faerie100%WereWolf50%Mermaid50%Dragon25%Angel0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with You scored as Goth. Goth100%Loser
Ya know i'm goin to tell ya u all something. I had the bright idea of sending a couple of flowers to this girl i'm madly in love with ok fine thats cool right? HAHAHA the day before they were to be delivered she told me something. Something that broke every square inch of my body, mind and soul. She told me this a few months ago. I thought well she is pissed she is just telling me something. Now she tells me again. And i can't help but feel its the truth. And if it ain't y should i ever believe her ever again? You know i'm a dumb shit i'll admit it. But i wanna say something espically to "her" i would NEVER do that to u and i never did and i never will. NEVER!!! It hurt me. But hey guess what?? We are done. We are done for good. I never thought in a million years something like that would have been said or even done for that matter. My heart hurts!!!!!!! If i could only tell her how i feel about her. Maybe it would make things right. But would it hurt things even worse than they are
I'm not going to be on that much today. I am sick and I have to work later. I have been sick since Monday and I am starting to wonder if I am going to get better or not. I probably should have stayed home from work today but if I did that, I would have gotten fired. So, I went to work anyway. As for now, I am going to try and get some sleep. Okay it is official, I really can't cook sweets. I wanted something sweet to eat and instead of letting my husband cook the cinimon rolls, I cooked them. Unfortunately, they are some what burnt and just about hard as rocks. I guess from now on, I will just let him bake the cakes, cookies, brownies, and cinimon rolls.
Lifes Stipid Entities
Gawd i dont want to be single anymore......... but why is it that i cant seem to find Mr Right???????? i dont want to have all this stupid bullshit in my life anymore, i want to find that perfect someone to lay next to everynight. I dont want to be something to look at i want FOREVER why cant i find it ?? guys i need some real true opinions here!!!!PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!! Ok so here goes why is it that a person can fall in love easily? my heart is way to soft and way to big!!!! then you get idiots that play with your heart and just dont give you the chance to even put up a block!!!! well now i am finding myself trying the dating thing again and i am scared shitless I am trying to find love again but what if i screw it up what if i do something stupid and scare MR WRIGHT away i feel like i fall to easily and thats scares guys i want REAL Love and a frienship too i know it never happens but what if it did could i find it????Do i think its out there for me probably not but Damn i wish i bel
Bealzes Polyblog
So as I said, one of the poly family members IMed me yesterday in CherryTAP. Words were exchanged (she said I portrayed her as a bitch in the blogs, for example), and several times I asked if we were done so I could go on my depressed, miserable way. She kept talking, so I figured the answer was always no.So this morning I logged into CT and the first thing I got was a message from The Bitch (another poly family member) who said she'd kick my ass if I IMed the other member again, claiming the other member belonged to her (The Bitch). I wrote back that (a) I didn't start the crap, ( b ) I tried ending the crap, and (c) if anybody's ass needed kicking for talking out of turn, it was the other member.(Damn! I just realized that I shouldn't have erased those messages. I would have had damned good proof that I was threatened with bodily harm.)The whole good thing I got out of it was, instead of having The Bitch block me in CT (which she had done before), I got to block her. That means
Girls Like Me Are Too Far Between.
Seated quietly in the corner, the dreaming blonde sat with her legs tightly crossed. She watched him, his hair curling down against his face, and flipping through the newest addition to the photography section. She ran her eyes over his arches, tugging at her pearls and passing them over her lips. His jeans, tight around his hips and thighs, flared at the tips of his green shoes, somewhat worn out with writings of dashboard lyrics. The white stripes on his jacket, depicted the green, covering a black shirt, loosely covering his chest. They’d been talking for quite some time now, and she wasn’t sure how to approach him. They had so many late night conversations together, filled with talks of depression and love, along with a slight sexual agreement. Looking down, she flips the page of her book, in which she had been staring out for almost an hour now. He looked over his shoulder, and noticed, she had finally returned to her reading. He couldn’t believe it was her, the
Ok so here we go.....on Dec 3rd i will be going in for knee surgery....hopefully this will correct all the dam pain i have in my knee!!!! I hate hospitals !!!!!! So my dad might be coming down to be with me for a couple of days but we will have to see....So please keep me in ur prayers come Dec 3rd.... Dom Are there any Single, Non crazy woman with no kids left out there????? Cause i really dont think there is... Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The
*~new~* Remember The Wounded....
I have gotten alot of requests to see my pics and friend adds but heres the problem..... Alot of people have pics of everything EXCEPT their face!! WTF is up with that?? I am going to go throu my fiends and check new ones from now on.... No Salute No Access my Folders and Risk being taken off my friends list.... now if you got a few pics of you and no salute then your prob fine but no more people without pics of them or pics that are not everyday pics that show your real...if you have a modeling or not really you looking pic and thats it then you will prob be deleted..... I like to see who sees my pics just like u like to see my pics so salutes or more then 2 pics of YOU & your Face not just body parts need to be uploaded!! Everyone will also be happy to see who u really are too :) thanks
In The Garden
Name & Family English: Black Sapote, Black Persimmon, Chocolate-Fruit, Chocolate Pudding Fruit Spanish: Zapote Negro German: Schwarze Sapote Scientifical: Diospyros digyna, Family: Ebenaceae Same family: Kaki - Mabolo - Japanese Persimmon   Type Tropical Fruit, 2 to 10 seeded. Seeds: shining dark red-brown colored. Many trees bear pitless fruit. Mexican relative to the Chinese persimmon. Description, Taste & storage The Black Sapote is a Tomato-like fruit, 10 x 13 cm. large berry with a thin and firm rind. Its color is shining dark green with brown specs. The fruitflesh is rich, dark brown colored and custard like and is therefore called the Chocolate pudding fruit. Complete ripe fruits are often ugly brown. Black sapote's flesh is rich and custard-like, with a sweet, nut-like mild flavor and when ripe fruit pulp is blended with milk, cream or ice-cream, it tastes like mild chocolate - but without the caffeine or calories! Tree The black sapote is native in Mexico and Guatemala.
Naughty Or Nice
You Are Raspberry Chocolate Lip Gloss You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn. You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date. But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too! You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of raspberry and watermelon goes great on your lips. What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You? According to experts, I am : 98% NaughtyTake the Naughty Quiz at
The Ravings Of A Nursing Student
the word for the day is bronchioscopy that is where they stuff a tube down your throat and into your lungs yesterday was my second don't you just love lung disfunctions and bronchitis first day of summer session and the homework is piling up 3 units of math and the first chapter in intro to nursing get this the university lost my finalization for summer semester now i have to re register and hope like hell i can get the classes in need
Im New And ....confused
Got sent away yesterday :( i dont know when ill see him next And im crushed I hope to get a call from him soon Things are going so wrong right now. After everything felt so right. :( xoxo Thanks for reading Okay so i just now joined this site and i have never been so confused I have a lot of people to get back to heh im a little slow im sorry!! But i will no worries I WONT IGNORE YOU im a cool gal :) Thanks for being so kind everyone! Ill get back to you asap Im having navigation problems :)
Just Random Poetry
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now We sit here takling on the phone Me falling with you More and more every night Your voice and the things you say Kept deep in my heart The more we are together The happier I get I feel the warmth And the love in your touch I see the truth And loyalty in your eyes And
Having A Good Time
I do not understand why people have to be so fake? I mean if you say something then mean it other wise keep your mouth shut. The person I am speaking of can read this and I am sure that he or she knows that they are a fake azz bytch. ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO THIS PERSON IS GROW UP GET YOUR LIFE TOGATHER YOU HAVE KIDS TO WORRY ABOUT SO STOP BEING SO FAKE. My name is Misty I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made made my daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up all the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark my folks arent home When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back from Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse my name he calls I press myself against the w
Through The Eyes Of A Butterfly..
The last few days of my life have been such an emotional the end of my pregnancy is near so many emotions are soaring through me first I was excited...but as I realize that I have about two months left now fear has set in...and I honestly can't believe I am actually finding myself scared of the unknown road ahead of me...luckily I have alot people in my life that have kept me calm through all of this and assured me that I will be a great mother...which I am sure of myself but it's just so....surreal at times that she will actually BE HERE in my ARMS in two months!!! I guess I felt like this point would never come ....and now here I am wish me luck in my days to come...this week is the final stretch...(the trimester of hell) lol .... yikes : P Atleast I am going to treat myself this weekend and get my hair done :D don't worry I will take pictures!
You're Not Sure
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the li on's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq
Alternate Religions
Nevermind. Fubar is fubaring the code on the pic. FAERIES The world of the faery can be found on a green meadow, or a river bank kissed by the sun. it is hidden on a moonlit moor, on the steep side of a mountain, or just off the road in a secret faery glen; the natural world provides all the portals we could ever need to enter into faery, but we must remember how to make the journey." If you ask anyone what a faery is, it is not likely that you will find anyone that simply doesn't know. Children believe, most teens want to believe, but many adults have given up on these tiny beings.  As for me, there is much more proof saying that faeries do exist then there is to say otherwise, in fact there is no concrete proof to disprove faeries.   there was one case, however; in which there was concrete evidence proving the existence of faeries!  it would seem foolish to completely cancel out the possibility. There are many types of faeries, such as flower
Ok i'm starting to friggin love these things! Just had the crappest day ever and that really cheered me up. Horoscopes rule :P "You know, of course, that substance is what matters -- but all the better if this person's substance comes with some sexy wrappings. You're feeling pretty magnetic yourself. When the two of you meet, watch out!" ...Was really cute today: 'Some people say one thing and do another -- and they don't notice how their behavior affects others. You, on the other hand, take the high road. The difference shows in the quality of your work and your personal interactions.' I know they're just a series of regurgitated cliches and ambiguities but i liked this one. It perked up my day a little :D So i've moved house, been on holiday and left myself 2 days to wash and repack my shizz before i go away again for almost 5 weeks to cali to see my man so everything is sorta in a blur lol. I feel like my life is moving forward in a positive direction for the first ti
Scratch till fingertips ripple out the very substance thay're made of. Scram till the pull of the cords within your throat rip to shreads. Claw harder! Scream. Scream louder! No one hears,No one cares except for their own selves, You may claw till the bone chips and glistens with blood,fragments of flesh'. Screeches sound though only within. Your own screams,your own crys. Yet stil you belive someone will hear! Why belive anyone will care? You've clawed so deep.Screamed so loud. Why belive? People hear their own cries. Peole sympthize their own sorrows. Your cries are mere crys in the wind. Cries passing through the ears of those you love who say thay love you. I sit with devoice paper here for my Goth..I wish not to sign but she lonely and find another.We are country's away.Do I dare sign I love with all my heart but do she really love him and he her?Goth no answer phone no answer Hell here I not know some one tell So far Goth so alone to long I sign?
THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE Body: THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. when the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly, The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up the box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. Three students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two
Which ice cream flavor are you? I took this quiz- Which ice cream flavor are you?My Result Was: You are flirty and loving like chocolate. You are a great person to be with. Take this quiz- Which ice cream flavor are you? sexym@rg@rit@chic@ CherryTAP mike@ CherryTAP
The Blood Of Kindred
Well I'm feeling better now just I still feel abit "unfinished" donno why but I'll find out before the nights over. That's all I gotta say. that's all...just....hi lol
ok who has a sprint phone they are screwing me big time ..they jsut took 55 out of my account and today they wanan do another 53 im on social security and im on a tight budget..when i left them last time they cancel taking it out of my acount they said they would the 3th of every month so not only will this cost the 55 bucks but 32 for over charge so what do u about to call all the news station in st .louis what would u do ty ok my niece gave up this traioor in dec so she could live with her mom..while she was going threw the divorce and they couldnt keep the pad rent up etc..cause they didnt work now they just got a jopb..moved out of moms and think they can mov in here between the 2 of them since dec they might of work a whole 2 months... well they came fri.. to stay ..i let them cause of the 2 kids and it was 10 pm at night..the next day i said u have to go.. they left but then at 10 pm sun..they broke in and took there stuff.. so i am getting a restraining order n
Deep Down And Dark Shit!!!
if i could i would dry each tear that found its way down your face not hit or miss but catch each droplet before it reached your chin and let you know i really do care what happens to you i want you to know compassion still exists in a world of tense emotion where too many people are too easily offended too busy to be bothered or too wrapped up in themselves to even notice your pain Wounds never heal, as long as you try, but never again should you be able to cry. For just one second it goes away, but once again it tries to sway. I've always wondered what it felt like, just to lead a normal life. A life without stress or hurt or loss, yet one without love, for it is always lost. A thought or feeling of normal, pulled away by the truth of life. Always knowing your caught in the middle of a strife. I always wished to be loved, to be held and to be hugged, but now I find its overreated and so much easier to just be hated. I once loved I tr
Artists On Cherry Tap
Ok so this is the fourth addition to the Artists on Cherry Tap. I have added a few and deleted a few. The ones deleted removed thier work or they left CT. I want to say we lost a couple wonderful artists and I am not completely sure why but they will be missed! I so did appreciate Matt and Jeremy......if you see this I want you to know I am thinking of you and hope all is well. Ok, now I have had some problems with my computer this last week and I know there are a couple of you that I wanted to add to this but because of my pc problems I lost track of you. If you know who you are and I told you I would be adding you to this bulletin and you aren't on it ..........that is why and please please PM me so I can get you added to the next one! I hope that anyone who reads this will actually take the time to check out these talented people. It is so very much worth your time! Show them some serious attention and praise for sharing thier talents. It isn't always easy to put your stuff out t
What;s Up People
okay so.... why is it that i rate people good, and all they do is check me out??? if you all can't rate me dont come to my page....i am a cool person and will rate back if you rate me..i dont put up with bullshit, or games! i am down to earth and will treat others how they treat me.. so for all you people out there that are my friends and family you dont have nothing to worry about.. for those people who cant rate me dont come to my site!!!!!!!!!! stay away from the miss bitch.... thanxs :) hey everyone, please sign the guest book for me. thanxs :) hey everyone here's some pics you may like, my daughter,son and my husband..and the kids uncle, i will hsve some pics on here of me soon enough, maybe when i get dressed up or something, or maybe this weekend i'll have my husband take pics of me and put on here... you'll will love them...
Since this is my forum to rant and bitch.... I have absolutly no repsect for people who drink until they can no longer hold there own weight. I cannot abide alcoholics and have no sympathy for them. I had to retrieve a brother from across town because he and his got so drunk they got into a fight. please understand that said brother is 16 years my senior and no longer has a driver's lincense. I do not understand this compulsion to drink yourself stupid. I supposed we are to love and accept the things our family does, but sometimes I wonder if the love is the problem. If anyone has any ideas as to why this occurs, please comment or post. if you disagree or don't appreciate this, please remember that these are the rants of someone driven insane by extreme boredom. ps I live alone and this is my outlet!!! Even the dog ignores me!! I have posted my first mumm. And as I expected I got ripped by several people. I have seen that these same people have posted non-sense, sex based mumms. I
Im OUT of here...I want all of U 2 have a wonderful Day.. Dont 4get ME....... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Hi all Im soooo happy I will b Leavin today @ 12:00 No computer NO phone Isnt that great I think it is I will b camping all weekend sooo excited well anyway SHUT the hell up MiZT.... ALLL of u of A great MEMORIAL DAY....... BE SAfe.... IM not deleting My PAGE F*** The NEGATIVE PEOPLE in MY LIFE.. U don't like me IM SRY but SCREW YOU dont come to me playing ur games and talkin BS U No 1 OWNS me I'll B WHO I AM Because I AM WHO I AM and NO 1 CAN CHANGE that IVE worked to dam hard for to dam long... I am ME U DONT LIKE ME GO AWAY BUT IM NOT GOIN ANY DAMN WHERE
The Fighter
sitting here with thoughts in my mind thoughts of where you are thoughts of what your doing not sure what to think about not hearing from you thinking that your ok but not sure if something bad has happened thought are wondering around confused and lost thoughts of you always coming and going not sure what to think not sure what think about how im feeling only thinking of you and the words you spoke to me last we was togather will always wait and never let go will always look forward never looking back at what has happened in our past thoughts of the love you shared and showed while in my arms thoughts always of your smile and eyes looking at me it seams that no matter where i look it seams that no matter what i think it seams that no matter what i feel it seams that im not worthy of anyone it seams that i prefear asian women it seams that even with them i find they play games with me it seams that my heart is breaking to the point of not careing anymore it seams
For My Soon To Be Husband Eugene
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promise to always be proud of you I promise to never let you feel alone in this world I promi
Carnal Tunnel Syndrome
The Captain has requested another chapter in the diddling saga, and because I strong-armed him into posting a blog purely to entertain me, I feel the need to honor his request. Quid pro quo. You know how that works. Lately I've been longing to get in touch with my German ancestry, and so I've been preoccupied with thoughts of travel. And, in typical stream-of-consciousness Sugar-fashion, I was thinking about diddling experiences with regard to travel. Travel. Diddling. Travel diddling. [I know, I know... you're diddling your thumbs right now, thinking, "Get to the fucking point, Sugar." I will. Be patient.] As you know from the first few chapters of the diddle blog, the early part of my life was very sheltered, having grown up too far from town (this is a generous misnomer for 'gas station') to escape my parents. When I left to go to college, it wasn't much better. I had a roommate, Char. (Pronounced /shar/, though considering the degree to which she styled her ha
Things I'd Say In Public!
So I do MUMMs. Alot. Most of them are just satirical bits that amuse me greatly, and most folks just don't get them. This one was taken down for being NSFW, and in all fairness I can understand why... words can be so offensive sometimes. "Genital Emergency! "Alright, so I know these two girls and they are WAY too embarrassed to ask how to deal with this themselves, so I’m gonna ask for them. Apparently these girls (we’ll call them Jane and Janet) have been friends for over 5 years, and one of them (Jane) may or may not have managed to insert her Nuva Ring too far insider herself. Janet has agreed to help her if necessary, since she’s such a team player. "Here is the big question that Jane and Janet need too know: "Should Jane let Janet fish around inside her to get that Ring out, setting aside how awkward they might feel for one another the next day? Or should they wait and see if the Ring works itself out all by its lonesome?" For all interested parties, the vote worke
Public Service Announcement
The channel that was once known as Black Entertainment Television has now become Blacks Embarrassing Themselves...sad what kinda shit they put on tv to represent us....we movin backwards Hey man, we need more fuckin drinks. I drink all kinda shit, I don't know bout yall but sometimes I wanna buy some cognac,gin,brandy...etc. I like a bar with variety...brown or white,beer,different kinda shots, damn give us somemore shit to drank
A Day In My Like.
To my best friend,my love,my soulmate. Your're gone but never forgotten. Our Love will live on forever. We love,miss you,and can't wait to see you. Beloved Husband,Father,Grandfather,and Friend. Gene Brown Went home to the Lord May 13 2005 Born Oct,21,1951 Well i have 2 dogs.One is a pit named skipper.The other brownie he is very small.well to day skipper jumped on brownie for the first time.I have had them both for about a year.he got him on the head.and he had a big knote on his little i had to put skipper in a i feel so so bad about it .But if i left skipper out im scared of what he would do to brownie. HELP PLZ. Missing you every day. But i will always remember what u had to say.You were very sweet and kind,You will a
Writtings Of A Pippie(punk/hippie)
So what is the life of pippie like? Or should I say...what is the life of this Pippie like? Its dangerous sometimes. Try being a person of peace and mindfulness while screaming in the car to Tool or Mindless Self Indulgence. Its like having one foot on each side of the fence, trying hard not to get cracked by the barbed wire along the way. Its street junkie meets Zen Buddhist. Love and harmony and self loathing rage. Like a jeckle and hyde that are both there all the time, in an eternal tango. Who gets to lead? Well that depends entirely on how much mindfulness is present. No mindfulness = total punk chaos, hatred...fear, self loathing and total and complete self destruction. Get a little Buddha in it and all is love and harmony, peace and plenty. I dont know...sometimes I like the chaos better; but the latter is much better for my health! I am powerless; over the things Ive done The choices Ive made in days done gone. Though my mind wants to make me pay... Time and time agai
My Work Outs
let's see, Tuesday I did a light workout of pull ups, push ups, squats, and ab work. Nothing major just a recovery day after my major run on Monday. Today was a day off completely. I needed the rest. So I'm throwing this out here to see if anyone actually read's it. I post a workout blog on my daily workouts and thought id put in here as well. Today's workout was a 12 mile run. Officially according to, it was 11.73 miles, but I'm calling it twelve dammit!!! I finished in 2 hours. It was a good day for a long run! Tonights workout was a 90 mins jujitsu workout with a couple of good friends of mine. We did the usual warm up followed by 30 mins of drills and then we rolled until we were all spent and tired. It was a good training night with me getting tooled as both of these guys are better than i am. But they are good guys and very good friends, so if I'm gonna get tooled it might as well be by guys i have a lot of respect for. The injury report for this evening is
On Air Bulletin
DAZED AND CONFUSED?WANNA BE? JOINDJ BIG SEXY& DJ SEXY SOUTHERN EXCLUSIVELY ON (repost of original by '♫Naughty Southerngirl♫~Dj @ Intoxicated Radio~' on '2008-01-03 19:55:22') HEY EVERYBODY!! I know Southern and I have been gone for a few months.(RELAX DBO71, EVERYTHING'S COOL) Apparently the cable people decided to shut off our internet against our will,,then again,,it might have something to do with me not paying them. (those bastards!) I think we just about got our shit straight and should be back in about a month. Thanks to everybody that sent me gifts and birthday wishes, I promise I will go to everyones page and thank you properly. We miss everybody and can't wait to be back on the air. (After all,,Intoxicated Radio does rule ya know! lmao) Sooooo keep checking our profiles,,and keep listening to Intox, or just go to (we miss you guys) and we should have something soon about when we'll be back. Peace Out and CRANK IT UP!!!!
I don't think we should talk anymore I'm falling way too fast My heart is oh so fragile As delicate as glass We need to face the fact We're never going to meet This "cyber love" is perfect But my heart's left in defeat We're seperated by miles And the oceans are too wide But I can't pretend I don't care My heart I cannot hide That's why I think we should stop Before this goes too far Because the last thing I need Is another break in my heart Don't take this the wrong way You did nothing wrong But I can't wait forever Because forever's too long And if you're reading this I hope you understand We can never be together Because I can't hold your hand Falling for you I don't regret It's just the fact We never met... Can you see God's beauty, Can you see His love shine, In everything around you, Just look at all the magnificent signs. It is in each individual snowflake, That drifts so gracefully to the ground. You can see His love so vividly,
Warning To All Woman
State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (10) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious! IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES, SU
Leather, Chains and Lace... You bloom for me just like a rose, Leather, chains and lace. Nectar drips from your petals And smears across my face. You are my sweet and precious rose, Leather, chains and lace, And your thorns only accentuate Your beauty and your grace. I can almost feel it on my skin: Your icy breath coming out again, And your black lips peeling back To reveal your lovely, rotting grin. I'll write a requiem for you, Just words plucked from my head, And I will read it to you While you are rotting in my bed. How can this be considered rape, When your eyes still seem to glint? And as my mother always said to me, Silence indicates consent. You bloom for me just like a rose, Leather, chains and lace. Nectar drips from your petals And smears across my face. You are my sweet and precious rose, Leather, chains and lace, And your thorns only accentuate Your beauty and your grace. I never knew what love was Until I dug you up. Leather, C
New Stuff
I never showed my art work to anyone but family and close friend, but this year I took a chance and started showing it to strangers online and my on line friends. I also have showed it to family friends that where not close until the past year. Well, I have been lucky and its all in gallery for sale and they are making blank cards with envelope. Single card with my art work on it goes for 1.00 or pack of 6 for 5.99 and then T shirts with which ever picture you want for 15.00 a basic white tote bag for 10.00 with what ever picture you want on it. There will be couple paintings showing soon one arcylic paint and one water pencil paint. Soon Oil painting. For now they are like background paints with or with out object in the middle. Will have unicorn head soon and a cross not sure what form yet but they will be soon. I have always said I would love to have my poem read by anyone or bought and my art work viewed by others or bought. My poems are not only viewed online in many plac
Twas the night before Xmas and all through the house, everyone was pimping, even the mouse. When out on the lawn there arouse such a clatter. I sprang from my 'piece' to see what was the matter? What to my wondering eyes should appear? A big red Dick and eight fuckin reindeer! Up on the roof and down the chimney, like a bat out of hell. I knew right away, the fat fuck had fell! He stuffed our stockings with pretzels and beer. And a big rubber dick, for my brother, the queer. Back up the chimney with a thunderous fart! That FAT BASTARD, blew my chimney apart!! And I heard him exclaim, as he rode out of sight... "Piss on you all, it's been a hell of a night!" ~Unkown Author~ Entry for May 16, 2006 Drifting here, searching and screaming. Wandering through your plans and scheming. Time for an evaluation. Lost in thought and contemplaition. Interrupted, by your obsessive conversation. What gives you the right, to fill me with pain? My soul is crying, for a cleansing rain
Being Me
Hi my name is Ian . I am an energetic and enthusiastic 28 year old, and I bring that attitude into my workplace. I am very experienced in customer service, and I demonstate confidence and enthusiasm Iam an avid photographer, and enjoy looking at the many different kind of digital cameras that are now available. I enjoy using my laptop, my MP3 player, and I love poking my nose around to find out what is the newest and available with todays products. I am very interested in my community, I groom and care for some of my neighbors pets. I occasionaly do dog walking, and boarding. I enjoy the challenges that have been presented to me during my career in the animal field. I am now looking ahead to new challenges and also satisfying my curiosity with technology, and all the gadgets that are I'm very outgoing..I'll do anything I can to make people smile and laugh. I'm not afraid to make a fool outta myself for pure entertainment. When I wanna do something I usually do it. I lo
Native Poetry
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I guess you could say we have gotten used to the encounters that happen in our house we have learned to live with it and I guess they now have learned to live with us....We haven't had any more problems "yet"....I guess it just took them sometime to realize we weren't leaving and they gave up there scare tactics....We do still feel like we are being watched sometimes and we do still sometimes feel something brush past us or we feel coldness around us but we have gotten used to it and it don't bother us anymore....Sooner or later they will move on and finally let their souls rest at least that's what I am hoping for....I will keep ya'll up to date if I have anymore encounters!!!! The reason there are 3 ghosts in my house is because 5 years ago before me, my husband and son moved in 3 people died here....The neighbors told me that the father came home one night and snapped....He strangled his wife in the master bathroom which that is my bathroom now....He stabbed his little 4 year old gi
Sometimes life is full of twists and turns, always seeming as if everything burns. Why does it seem as if the Lord makes us pay tolls, or maybe it's the devil taking our soul? Who the hell am I to judge or question, but why can't I just once make a suggestion? Get along, love, trust and believe, It's not that hard a concept to conceive. Put yourself forward and take a stand, or if you need to, just ask for a hand. If thought about, it's not at all that hard, Just pull your head out of your ass, don't be a retard. Life does have tons of twists and turns, It'll be alright,if we realize: It's All it concerns. BL 12/17/05 for all my old friends..and my new ones too, just remember ive always tried to be so true. ive hurt alot of people,including myself,& kids, but i wont anymore cuz im calling it quits. im dying inside and none can help, im putting all my love up on the shelf. its up for grabs for anyone to
The Amazing Jennifer she dont like me what more can i do i dont no but in 1 day if we cant be all nafr come bak to cherrytap sorry my frends all dleat my proefiel to i cant go on any moer sorry ppl goodbye my lover
I've been convicted with and without reason Tarred and feathered like a piper on a killing spree And felt the anger of generations And been the target of the cheap shots of authority So you think you cut me down to size Well there's something you should realize It's gonna take more than a break in the law To make me smile pretty for the wreckin' ball Won't beg, won't bleed The end of sacrifice is a threat to society Hard line, you'll see Once you've made a mark, you've made a threat to society I wasn't put here to be treated Like some disease you hoped would go away if left alone You can sweep me under the carpet But, I'll still infect your need to use me as a steppin' stone So you think you cut me down to size Well there's something you should realize It's gonna take more than a break in the law To make me smile pretty for the wreckin' ball Won't beg, won't bleed The end of sacrifice is a threat to society Hard line, you'll see Once you'v
Incidental Writings
There was a line from Practical Magic, always rang true for me. "Sometimes I think if you put my heart up to your ear you could hear the ocean." So many times I looked upon the expanses of my heart as a desolate plane of nothingness. There has been an awakening, like the desert getting rain. Suddenly there are growing things and beauty popping up from sleepy tombs in unmarked graves. My spirit had been cast into an eternal winter shards of ice pierced the already bleeding wounds and scars left by past failures. So many parts of myself had been locked away. Hidden and unbidden for countless years on end. Hoping that someday the holder of the key would appear. Not that I held out much hope of having that happen. Time heals all wounds they say.... funny that is a cliche that doesn't hold water. It leaks like a jar that won't seal. Hurts and disappointments piled themselves in front of caves that led to the core of my true self. Echoes of who I used to be long ago in a time
Easyflex@ Cherrytap
A disagreement is a temporary state of affairs. Remember that so you can make sure those unruly feelings don't get out of hand. Disputes are actually good for relationships -- they help you air out any old troubles
My So Called Life!! Such As It Is
Just where in the f*ck does Missy get off thinking she can just take off with Kat and shack up with her newest drug dealer and I'd be ok with that? What kind of bullshit court can award custody to a friek like Missy after her bitch ass lost custody of her first 2? Is it me or does felony theft and trafficking of controlled narcotics a sign of a bad parent? What about getting booted from every place you have ever lived for: non-rent payment, theft, breaking rules, lying, and that's being nice about it. I want my daughter back!! If I'm so unfit, why is it people can find me and I don't have an arrest record a mile long.. Oh ya.. Maybe it's because I HAVE A JOB!! something Missy just is to lazy to do.. Unless she gets desperate and gets a job as a cashier so she can be fired later for robbing the till. KAT.... I MISS YOU!!!!! DADDY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU!! Over the weekend I went to the D-Day re-enactment in Coneaut, Ohio. It was a blast! Weather was perfect.. rainy, cold, just like
In Amongst The Bad In Life!!
Betrayed one more time But somewhere down that line You're gonna get what's coming to you Look at me now (Look at me now) Look at me now Pull the knife from my back Soon I'm the one that's on attack I can't wait to return the favor Look at me now (Look at me now) Look at me now! Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship This is how it's been How it always will be You think you're above me? (you think you're above me!) But now I'm here to end this FOUR WORDS TO CHOKE UPON Look [LOOK] at me now! Betrayed one more time But somewhere down that line You're gonna get what's coming to you Look at me now (Look at me now) Look at me now Pull the knife from my back Soon I'm the one that's on attack Can't wait to return the favour Look at me now (Look at me now) Look at me now Too many times I've seen it rip a hole into our friendship This is how it's been How it always will be You think you're above me? (you think you're abov
Another Story For You
We would never appreciate sunshine if there was no rain We would never experience happiness if we didn't know pain We would never know love if we never felt some hate We wouldn't need to rush if we all would sit and wait We would never see the beauty of roses if we didnt see some weeds We would never heal if we never had to bleed We would never see the light if we were never in the dark We would never appreciate love if someone didn't break our heart We would never really live if we were so afraid to die We would never have the answers if we didnt question "why" We would never know loneliness if we never had a friend We would never start all over if another chapter didn't end We would never question God if we kept our strong faith We would never feel trapped if we let our minds escape We would never smile if we never hurt enough to cry We would never say hello if we never said good bye We would never have rainbows without a thunder storm We would never understa
The Level- Up Club
My Sentiment
methods of love.... *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare
My Random Thoughts Of The Day Love grows in me like a tumor,parasites bent on devouring its host.I'm developing my sense of humor,till I can laugh at my heart between your teeth,till I can laugh at my face beneath your feet.Skillet on the stove is such a temptation,maybe I'll be the lucky one that doesnt get burned.What the fuck was I thinking?Love plows through me like a dozer,I've got more give than a bale of hay,and there's always a big mess left over.What did you do?What did you say?Skillet on the stove is such a temptation,maybe I'll be the special one that doesnt get burned.What the fuck was I thinking?Love tears me up like a demon.Opens the wounds and fills them with lead,and I'm having some trouble just breathing.If we werent such good friends I think that I'd hate you.If we weren't such good friends I'd wish you were deadOh it's so embarrasingI'm this awkward and uncomprable thing,and I'm running out of places to hide I need bombers BAD.. My friend Bones is in a co
Poems I Like...
I wrote your name into the sky, But the wind blew it away. I wrote your name into the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name into my HEART, And forever it will stay. I feel you, oh how I feel you, so close though you're so far away your touch your mind your body... your soul next to me, beside me... with me Your touching me, mesmerizing me with your eyes filling me with your touch melting me with your sensuous kiss I taste your kiss, all day long, though I have yet to actually taste it I imagine, fantasize about you and my desire, my fantasies... my needs There's so much I desire - to be with you in every way possible... next to you, beside you, with you... touching you I desire you... As I look into your eyes you gaze into mine, Nothing else matters anymore and everything is frozen in time. All of a sudden my heart beats faster and faster as you start to get near, I sit still because ruining this moment is now
So last night was the start of Alice Coopers newest tour called Pyscho Drama. It kicked off in Des Moines Iowa. I went of course. Blue Oyster Cult opened for him. They rocked too. Other stuff now So it like says I am always on... I have it set that way. So dont be pissed if you message me and i dont answer back. I am only on it for like three hours a day... if i am lucky..... and I wont be on very much if at all from the 23rd to the 30th of this month. doing some things : last night.... July 26, 2007 -- A pedestrian was killed in a hit-and-run incident Thursday night in Des Moines, and police have charged the man they believe was driving with drug related vehicular homicide. Police say the victim, 15-year-old James Smith of Des Moines, was hit by a vehicle as it tried to pass another vehicle in the 7000 block of Bloomfield Road at about 9:00 Thursday night. Smith later died at Methodist Medical Center. Nineteen-year-old M
“the Movement To Eradicate Stupidity”
I've just discovered that I can go to work, never really do anything at all and still be paid. Generally I'm a hard working individual, I put myself into whatever it is that I'm doing. I started a new job (lets call it "Job X") over a year ago, I gave everything I could until it literally consumed me and tore apart my personal life. I saw those around me in the same positions doing nothing, just kind of being there and every now and then dropping an e-mail to the boss. I still pressed on, until one day it dawned on me that no one really cared. As long as spots are filled, there is no reason to step from the mediocre into the spectacular. To test my view, I stopped doing everything. Very abruptly, just stopped. I showed up, I filled a spot and I went home. To date not a single person has said anything... I get paid to eat, smoke and walk around talking to people! I obviously don't work in the hands on, technical world. That was a long time ago. The point I'm trying to mak
Current Events
ELDORADO, Texas (CNN) -- Dozens more children and young women were removed Saturday from a Texas ranch that is home to members of a polygamist sect, as state workers investigated claims of physical and sexual abuse. A total of 183 people -- including 137 children -- have been taken away since law enforcement officers raided the compound Thursday night, said Marleigh Meisner, a spokeswoman for the Texas Child Protective Services Division. The children -- most of them girls -- were being interviewed by special investigators, she said. "We're trying to find out if they're safe," she explained. "We need to know if they have been abused or neglected." Eighteen of the girls have been taken into state custody. Authorities believe that they "had been abused or were at immediate risk of future abuse," said Child Protective Services spokesman Darrell Azar. The others were taken to a nearby civic center. Meisner described them as doing "remarkably well." Authorities contin
Quote Of The Day
"It's a dog eat dog world and I am wearing milk-bone underwear!" - Norm Peterson "Religion Is For People Who Are Afraid Of Hell, Spirituality Is For People Who Have Already Been There"-Bonnie Raitt" "That which sustains can also destroy" - Angelina Jolie
Becca's Thoughts
Okay, here is the story of all stories, and DAMN, it is all true. Here goes. I have known this guy(unnamed) for 20 years. We went to grade school together, and even then he had a cute goofy smile. Years have passed, and we'd say hi if we saw each other, but I never imagined that I would end up his girl. THEN I fell for him. Then, almost before I even knew I was head over heals, he leaves me. One of the most wonderful men I have ever known turned out to be a jerk. But here I am, still in love like a dumb ass. THEN he blocked me. He erased me!! He ignored me. SOOOOO.... I did something I have never done before. I lied. I I deceived. All in the name of STUPID FUCKING LOVE!! (And I think to myself... yeah, dumbass... and you are STILL in love!!) I had created an account for one of my friends. She never got on it, so I just got on one day, went to HIS page and started to rate him and comment him. It felt sooo good to be able to chat with him again. It almost felt real. too bad that it was
Random Shit!
Created a new Lounge..would love to have ya'll come in say hello...Heather's House of Kink thanks Amdukias...for the help crack me up so! Ok it is that time of year....Im totally excited..tonight is the first night of college Football...I know where ill be tonight...GO WVU! Ok So a friend brought me over to cherry tap and damn its confusing....Im trying to figure out what its all about ....just havent sit down long enough with it I guess. The best pictures are to big so im going to have to reformat them to fit on here. Anyway enough about that shit ..Well its been a long week...had a few down moments but for the most part its been a fucking good week...literally! And tomorrow is Friday thank god! Im looking for fun! Anyone wanna join me?
The Truth
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why does life have to be so hard to deal with? one minute thing's are fine and the next minute thing's just suck and never turn out how you plan them to . Right now i have my 17 yr old son home with me and he has gotten into alot of trouble while staying with his grandma and is now on probation and house arrest on top of it all. now there is 2 men in the house and i'm the only woman in there and trying to deal with a 17 yr old going threw his change and a 36 yr old going threw his mood changes is making me nuts. I just want to scream and run away sometimes and now my sister is not around for me to talk to and that drives me nuts . So anyway's i'm going to end now and i will try to keep intouch with all my friends when i get a chance to ok . hugs and kisses to all my friends. Hey all just thought i would drop a few lines to say i hope that everyone is staying cool and out of this hot ass weather . I'm doing pretty good right now and i'm not sure when i will be online again but remember
I will not be on much for a while. wha involved in a bike wreck today, a woman in an Explorer ran a stop sign not 25 feet from in fromnt of me, Totalled the bike and did a number on me as well... road rash all up my left side and staples in my head and stitches in my ear hugs gonna take a while to recoup. I wanted to let my friends know I did not desert them. Roadie 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked
Observations Of Myself
I was a very shy child. My parents threw me a surprise party & I cried for an hour. I love trivia., and usually amuse my friends with useless, but interesting facts. I'm turning into my mother, which is totally OK with me. I'm a lot like my father, which is totally OK with me. My daughter is my best friend. My Mom was my best friend. I hate Oreos. I could never dance like no one is watching..ever. My girl friends tell me that if I were a guy they'd "do me". Dogs rule over cats, but I feed stray cats. Potholes piss me off. I can balance a beer can on my head. I believe in the afterlife, and have had a few experiences. I love to color. I have a short tongue, but a long fuse. My daughters dad is 20 yrs older than me. I love when men smell nice. I once had a date with a guy that I thought smelled nice, but it was his car air freshener. I can cook. Most people bore me. I attract weirdos & gay men. I think because I'm tolerant, and to
I'm Alright In Bed, But I'm Better With A Pen.
Warm Mississippi afternoons are what six-year-olds live for. I sat on the front porch swing, staring off into space, and an ant crawled across my bare toe. “Momma says you have to pick up your stuff,” my sister spoke up and I bit back a growl. I just ignored her, and set the swing to movement, the dirty bottoms of my feet slipping against the wooden boards of the porch with a soft swish like an old straw broom. “What’re you looking at?” I shot her a dirty look. She didn’t take hints very well. “That radio tower.” I nodded my head in the direction of it, across the way, in the middle of a corn field. “That’s stupid,” she scoffed, tossing her thick blonde hair behind her and eyeing me with distaste. “Why are you looking at a dumb ole radio tower?” I took a deep breath and swirled my tongue around the inside of my mouth, tasting the slight taste of peppermint from the stick of gum my daddy had
I woke up this morning thinking erotic thoughts I want to penetrate your mind from behind Slowly, deeply, rhythmically To enter your deepest thoughts To explore the contours of your soul Driving you into ecstatic reaction Wildly emotional of both of us as We consume each other as I take you firmly and caress you Driving you wild with ecstasy Holding you in a strength unsurpassed Kissing you until you willingly submit to my every move Then releasing you gently to reveal your passion Your begging response, your sexual hunger Then again holding you strongly, taking you in a complex orchestration of eroticism Giving, receiving, gently, firmly, lovingly Holding you in an embrace of warmth, passion and love Driving you into an abyss of sensuality Pulling you back to tease you with affection Then again and again, ecstasy Searching the erogenous zones of your mind Making your body ache with desire, craving more and more..... I sit at this des
Zyndell's Voice
Life is confusing right now. I am trying to deal with a new living arrangement. I have roommates now instead of my grandma. Its definitely different. I am hoping to meet more people and find someone special to spend time with. One of those days. I hopped into a seemingly new IRC RPG room. I wanted to find a White Wolf OWOD game. VtM or WtA. No problem, right? Well, I got to talking with this person about a WtA TT game. I'm used to WtA LARP rules. I asked if I could get help. He tells me yes. Okay, sounds good. I joined the Yahoo list and pulled up the  list's txt file character sheet and prepare to C&P it into my spreadsheet, thinking I'm going to get help making my sheet. After all, although he got cranky about me not wanting someone to send me an illegal copy of the book, I thought I was going to get help with my sheet. I haven't dealt with the WtA TT rules set in years. I haven't even played d10 TT in years. So, when I asked him if he would be helping me, or someone in the main room
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Support Help
HOW TO CHANGE YOUR CURRENT PAGE IN ORDER TO USE THE AWAY/ONLINE MESSAGE OR-- TO CHANGE YOUR HOME PAGE STYLE 1) Go to the gray tool bar to the white lettered link MY 2) then choose PROFILE 3) which will bring you to your account setting page 4) Now look on the right hand side and slide down the list until you find the link, HOME PAGE STYLE 5) You will have three choices: Newbie , Original, or Power 6) Choose: ORIGINAL 7) Then go to the bottom of the page and type in your PASSWORD and then click SUBMIT for your choice to take place. 8) Go to your homepage, and you will find the online/away message setup under your name There is a glitch that shows 0 members in a lounge when there are more than that in the lounge. Not all lounges have this happen, the fubar crew is working to fix this for those it does happen to. While it has NOT been completely figured out why this happens to only some lounges, the crew believes that it may have something to do with
A Pirate's Journal
6/18/07 I can still feel you here But even your presence says goodbye This ghost begins to disappear And I must live with the reason why Found everything I ever needed When it was already gone I am battered, broken and beaten I have nothing to rest my hope upon What have I done? I've lost my all The final act has begun I dont want to answer the curtain call I cannot stop these sorrows that resurrect I face them eye to eye every day Eternal torment is what I expect Everything is lost to me anyway So stab me again, drive another nail in Crucify my heart, please, so it will end Let the cold heartedness be who I am Because I know I'll never find love again Crucify my heart, I'm on my knees Please God, let it be Let its sacrific save me please Please God make this end for me 3/28/07 Passion pours out into this simple ink pen The only way I can express what I keep within I dont think Ive ever written a poem I can end I ju
BOMB THIS PIC HARD GIT-R-DONE Okay I really don't ask for a whole lot but this time I am. My family is in a contest and we need all the help we can get. Please come in and at least rate and leave a few comments. We appreciate all the help we can get the contest ends tonight at 9 pm. Here is the link: OKAY ALL IT IS MONDAY MORNING JUNE 18 AND NICOLE IS IN A CONTEST AND SHE IS IN 5TH PLACE AND IF SHE WINS SHE IS IVING HER BLAST TO THE HOMEPAGE SO LETS GO HELP HER TO WIN. SHE NEEDS LOTS OF HELP SO I WANT EVERYONE TO GO AND HELP HER. JUST CLICK ON THE LINK ABOVE AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
Okay so I told you that story to tell you this story. My whole class took our professor out for lunch and drinks yesterday afternoon. Sooo I ended up at the Tour à Bière again, where I totally kicked ass at a "guess the movie" game in French. Woohoo! I have no life!! lol So anyway, the story. So we had our lunch and my friend Meagan bought me a beer (they actually have beer I like here. Scary!) and after the game I start walking back to school so I can catch the minibus back home. You want three guesses what happened??? One. . . Two . . . Three . . .It started pouring again and I was even more wet than I had been the night before. *sigh* The only good thing was I ended up not taking the minibus parce que my friend Kaleb gave me a ride home. But my new Sketchers are ruined I think and I broke my ChicoutiMère's dryer last night! I know none of you are surprised because, well, you know me but I still have to share. Hehe I am leaving tomorrow at 9:30pm but today is the last day I will b
This is gonna seem like a shallow blog and for that I apologize. I finally posted a new pic on MySpace. I have everyone telling me that I am cute, which I hate but is better than being ugly, I guess. BUT, the one guy who's opinion I really care about all he can say is I am not beautiful. That really hurt. I guess I shouldn't be so shallow, but I really care for him. Tommy has gone out of town for a few days. We are all so happy! PARTY AT MY HOUSE! Wanna come?! :P I decided to scrub my house down this evening. It looks and smells so good. The only problem is I mopped and in doing so, I have left my cigs in the family room and can't get to them until the floor dries. DAMNIT.
Dragon Thoughts
A calling to Minster to Others The question comes up some time along ones path “Should I stay in the closet, or come out into the open?” This is a very personal question that isn’t answered lightly. There are many factors to take into account in making this type of commitment. Coming out into the open and supporting the local Pagan Community takes a commitment that is serious and far reaching. As you become more active and open in the community, more is expected of you by the deities you fallow. Some of the attributes that can develop is a caring for fellow pagans around you. Due to the diversity of a Pagan Path you are required to be tolerance of others. Especially in a Pagan Community not everyone fallows the same path or even the same rules. Keeping this in mind let’s look at what a ministry is. Simply put to minister means to devote yourself to the church or religion you fallow, to help others and to study the scriptures or doctrine of your faith. Now not all ministers are ord
My Dilemma
Sometime this morning between 3 a.m. to 4.30 this morning, my Yorkie, Rocky, died after he got sick last night. I can't believe it, he was just running around yesterday when I was out in the yard today and now, he's gone. I guess he never did get over losing his "brother", A. J., my long haired chihuahua, after he went missing a couple of months ago. His health has been deteriorating ever since A. J's dissapearance but i thought he was getting better after I acquired my best friend's chihuahua/schnauzer, Squirt, to keep him company. I will miss him, I can't believe in a few short months, I have lost both my dogs...May there indeed be a Heaven for dogs. Goodbye Rocky, may he at last found peace and health with Him. I just found out about an hour ago that all that's happened to my wife was my fault. Months ago, she had told me to call the wound care center to make an appointment for a follow up check up but I had brushed it of time and again. I don't know why I didn't do it but now its t
Rambling's From An Insane Mind!
My ex made me cry, something i didn't want to do, i mean that proves i still have feeling for him, doesn't it? It gives him the power over me that i don't want him to have. But that's not what i'm upset about, it's the fact that he pushed all the right buttons, said all the right things, knew how to make me feel bad. Now i can't get over it, guess i'll just get drunk tonight, it won't change anything but i'll feel better for awhile. Damn him anyway! I mean come on, o.k., so my boyfriend decided he didn't want to be with me anymore, so that's cool. I was upset but got over it. I contacted my Master to cry on his shoulder and we ended up getting back together. So anyway, now my ex is all mad at me, i'm like what the hell! He decided he didn't want me anymore, would rather be with someone else, so why get mad?! I guess it's one of those things about men that i'll never understand. My nipples are erect, as i slowly rub them between my finger and thumb, i moan slightly, i can feel the war
Maddie Mccann News
Fresh Madeleine search near lake. New searches for Madeleine McCann are to be carried out by Portuguese police around the holiday resort where the child was last seen, according to reports. Land and a lake within a large radius of the Ocean Club Holiday resort in Praia da Luz - where the youngster vanished on May 3 - are to be examined. The areas to be covered include the coast between Praia da Luz and the village of Burgau, land between the Ocean Club and the beach, and the forests and isolated villas around the Bravura dam in Odiaxere, according to newspaper reports. The land was searched early on in the investigation but it is believed searches there were not extensive. Paulo Rebelo, one of Portugal's most senior detectives and the new head of the investigation, is thought to have ordered the move. Police frogmen are also expected to start searching the lake, which is two-and-a-half miles wide. Meanwhile, Robert Murat, the first person to be declared an official
Reply To Smitten
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE You're Kind of Stupid You got 7/10 questions right! There's some things most people know... except for you. Are You Stupid? The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1.i Would Feel your booty 2.i Would kiss you on the cheek 3.i Would kiss you on forehead 4.i would just give you a hug. 5.i would give you a kiss on the lips 6.i would french kiss you 7.i would make out with you 8.i would FUCK YOU!!! If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! SPIN THE BOTTLE
Random Thoughts
Current mood: calm I on one occasion did a blog regarding competing (look it up), in it I spook about it being tough to say goodbye to someone that you know that was unhealthy for you. Some might know what was going on at that time, some might not, but for those who don't know, it wasn't pleasant. I always wanted to know why some fight to stay unhappy together with that someone, when being happy alone is best and safer for some for various reasons???(feel free to answer this). Sometimes in life things might seem to go right one min and so terribly wrong the next (that goes for relationships too) . It is excellent having friends that are actually there for you in your darkest hours. To try to either help you, in any way that can or keep you mind off of doing something you might regret at a later time. I once had someone that tried to open my eyes to what they thought was or should be important to me but I'm not sure if it is, after the fact that we wasn't good together. In the
Honorable Society Of Wolves
This Blog will be continually updated as members are confirming that they are staying with our family. Please check often and make sure you are there.. If you're name is not listed above your link, and you'd like it listed, please let me know what it is :). If you are not on the list, please submit a comment after you have placed Honorable Society of Wolves at the end of your name so that we might know your intentions are true. Theresa - Honorable Alpha Female BGD's Yummy~Alpha Female ~ Honorable Society of Wolves~Joker's Mistress :)~L.U.V. Club Mem~@ CherryTAP Wolferz - Elder Druid Wolf, An Honorable Wolf Wolferz ~Elder Druid Wolf --- Acting C.E.O. --- L.R.L. -- Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Dana - darkangel696930@ CherryTAP Ang – ~*ANG*~ ~Honorable Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Teresa – drusdragon ~.L.R.L.~Society of Wolves@ CherryTAP Raven - Raven Lonewolf~CT Fiancee of Juggalette4Life~Honorable Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Ron
My Boy!!
Can't Blame White People by Bill Cosby Bill & Camille Cosby They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk Everybody knows it's important to speak English... except these knuckleheads. Mushmouth is what they speak!? You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads throwing that all away.? The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what? And they won't spend $200 for Hooked on Phonics. I am talking about thes
i am writting this blog in a very depressed andgry state of mind.any one that can talk to me or help me to understand is greatly appreciated.. ok,i have been the type of person to always believe in love and want love in my life.i have always wanted to have a family and get married.thank the good god above all my wishes and prayers came true.i met the most wondrful woman in the world and my life was great.just when i thought it could not get any better she had my only child a beautiful little girl named jasmine.for 2 more years my life was great and my heart was full of happiness.on march 27,2006 my beautifull wife died in wal-mart from a heart attact at the age of 24.from that point until now my life has been shit,the only light that comforts my heart is my little girl.that is love and made from love.. i hate being single and i hate the dating hear a woman say they want a good man really pisses me hear people that are not happy in there relationship pisses me off.peo
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A Look Into My Mind
All Alone in my Bed I admit I'm a shallow human-being I only answered your call, to see how far it could go every night I put on a smile, I changed inside yet, you knew me through all the plastic you knew I was afraid, of falling for you you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true I pretend, and pretend I am someone else through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone you stayed for awhile but not for long you showed me love, then you just left I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind now I'm lost in my head lost in my dreams sitting in my room, writing my feelings I can't explain them, they just come I can't define in any world what you have done you look at me sometimes we both know the love we once shared is too much to ignore I have my friends, I have enough but all I really need is your sweet love I can't eat, I can
Carmey's Blog
I took the quiz and these were my results. whats your animal totem?? (with pictures) TIGERur animal totem is the tigerit represents ur fierce outlook on life.ur favourite colour is red and rocks ur thing.ur boasted with confidence which may show ur arggoent sideu date back to ancient india.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Ummm,ok,where do I start lol.I had met someone from another chat site, hmm maybe a month or so ago that he was DJing at and I liked the music he played. He's a fun loving person and he's got a great sense of humor.He's always making me laugh. I liked him from the first time we met. Apparently they'd started out here on CT.When they left that other site I told him I wished I could still hear him on air.That's when he told me about CT and he suggested I join,so I did. I thought we were becoming great friends.We talked nearly everyday and for hours at a time lol :))
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A Slave's Heart,,,,
What Slavery Is What Slavery Is Not slavery is not about suffering . . . . . . slavery is about service. slavery is not about humiliation . . . . . . slavery is about humility. slavery is not about pain . . . . . . slavery is about being present. slavery is not about being used . . . . . . slavery is about being of use. slavery is not about control . . . . . . slavery is about letting go. slavery is not about what is done to you . . . . . . slavery is about what you do for others. slavery is not about abuse . . . . . . slavery is about acceptance. slavery is not about proving anything . . . . . . slavery is about being real. slavery is not about contempt . . . . . . slavery is about respect. slavery is not about how you look . . . . . . slavery is about how much you care. slavery is not about denying yourself . . . . . . slavery is about being open. slavery is not about bondage . . . . . . slavery is about freeing your spirit. slave
L.u.v. Club
If you are a member of L.U.V. Club, please add everyone below. Pete - President pokiepete ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB FOUNDER~HONORABLE SOCIETY OF WOLVES~*T.L.O.F. CLUB*@ fubar Theresa – Administrator Theresa ~H.S.W.~*T.L.O.F.*~Cursed Rebel LDC~ L.U.V. Club~FAR~**JLB's Yummy**@ fubar Hollie - Vice President H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R.}{Club FAR & LUV}@ fubar Laurie - Master Morpher, Adviser ~blakpnthr68~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club~Advisor~@ fubar Cheryle - Adviser Assistant ~Demon of Gypsies of LDC family~ '†Txtigerldy41™†' ~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar Brigitte - Official Accommodator }i{MisssButterfly}i{~~L.U.V. Club Accomodator~~ArchAngel Family ~~Underground Den of Desires~~@ fubar Cal - Puter Expert cal07@ fubar Wendy - Big Sister god angel-OFFICIAL L.U.V.CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Crissy –
hey family i want all family to a drop sum love for a good family he has helped us when we need help in the fathers day contest so all plz go an drop bbwbhm/bombers love HER CONTEST ENDS ON SUNDAY..I THINK IM RIGHT. SHE HAS A GREAT LEAD BUT LETS MAKE SURE SHE STAYS THERE..... MS.MAINE HERE IS THE LINK TO AL'S CONTEST. HE HAS NO TIME LIMIT ON HIS CONTEST, IT A GIVE AWAY. MUCH SURE YOU SHOW HIM SUM LOVE... THANKS...MS.MAINE
What To Do?????
something happened yesterday that hurt me really bad and i was just wondering if i am blowing it out of proportion or if i have a right to the way that i do. I was off from work yesterday and my husband worked, he was injured at work and was taken to a local hospital for medical help. the incident happened around 10 am and i found out about it at 5pm that evening when he was on his way home. when i asked him why he didint tell me that he was injured and was at the hospital most of the day he said that he didnt want me to come over there and sit with him. this comment hurt really bad and made me feel as though i am not important enough to contact if something really bad happens to him. he told his coworkers not to contact me as well. if something had happened to my husband i would not have known anything about it until it was too late to say goodbye or for our children to say good bye to him. am i wrong for feeling hurt and angry at him for this or so i have eery right to feel the eay t
Musings And Stuff
Well, I wanted to just write a note and let you people know what I've been up to. Not much...LOL. But, I did go back to work on Aug. 6th (I'm a teacher....gets earlier every year). So, that means I'm not here during the day. I also am not getting online much at night as I am exhausted and not used to the routine yet. So, if you've been wondering where I am, that is it. Of course if you want to message me, that's great...but I thought I'd let you all know that my IM name at yahoo is tweetynole813 if you care to add me. I am always a message away :) And now back to your regularly scheduled programming.... So I was just browsing the pics of people using the "I'm Bored" method. I see so many of those webcam pics from above with either the woman looking up to make her eyes look bigger or the camera looking down her bra/top to show her cleavage (which head on probably isn't that great) that it's getting irritating. Years ago I had the same reaction (and still do) whenever I s
Simple Thoughts Of A Complicated Mind.
Laying in your arms My head on your chest Every heartbeat I could hear my name Each syllable being pounded out Look into your eyes and I see All I have ever dreamed of Feelings of disbelief that this could be real Everything thing I’ve ever thought of The man of my dreams Sitting up in a sweat Tears streaming down my face It all was just a dream Back to reality I face Hopes and dreams shattered The blink of an eye you were there In half that time you were gone I thought it would be forever Truly madly deeply You used to tell me You were just as happy as me Because of your past You chose to give up your future My future determined When you gave up yours What we could have been Just a fantasy Our choices have paved our roads Separately the paths they lead Maybe one day they will meet again You gave me the love I’ve always dreamed You are what I strive for in my life Your nothing but a dream to me Walk Away I wanted you more then anything
My Friends
My First Blog..........
I know that many of you wont even read this but if you do and you believe in God, please say a prayer for my oldest daughter Brittany. I just found out she is in the hospital with some kind of cancer the doctors wouldnt tell me much over the phone. I am leaving tonight on the first flight I can catch out of here. This has caused me to take another look at my own life so I will be taking a break from here til I get things sorted out. Please say a prayer for her....... Thank You And May God Bless You James 'AD1 (AW) US Navy' Nuwer Well I know I havent posted anything in a couple of days but she is not doing all that well, she has been really out of it because of the new medicines they have her on. So it is really tough seeing her like this right now. They have decided to do one more round of chemo before she is moved on Friday, they say if they dont stay on top of it, it could get worse very fast. Bree is in and out of sleep, she wanted me to say thank you to each and everyon
Here is my blog site everyone please go visit it and tell me what you think, I will actually update the following site more then I will here. Do you believe it is wrong for me to extremely have a grudge against my sister right now because she had me do all of this stuff for my niece for one reason when she told my niece the real reason she had me doing it was because "I have no kids?" She told me it was because they can't agree on anything because there is such an age difference between them and there is only 16 years between my niece and myself, and then today my niece wants to lash out at me and say the only reason her mama had her do it is because she felt sorry for me for having no kids. The reason I have no kids is because I lost mine due to the fact that my ex didn't want the child and he stressed me until I lost the baby before I actually made it to three months. So is it wrong for me to just really want to hate my sister right now c
Poetry By Angel Eyes
I Realize... Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Feeling your arms wrapped around me, Hearing your rhythmic breathing, As I slowly start to wake, I realize how much I need you. Feeling your lips on mine, Listening to a love song in my head, As I slowly start to move, I realize how much I want you. Feeling your sweat on my body, Hearing the squeaking of our bed, As I slowly let out a moan, I realize how much I cant live without you. Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Sitting on the front porch, watching the clouds roll by, thinking 'bout you. and hoping to see you tonight. The radio playing my favorite song, enjoying the day, just a singin' along. Seeing your truck, headed down the road, windows rolled down,
Tapper's Riffs
Well...Here is something that is a pet peeve of mine on here...It would seem that all the surveys on here for 10,000 Cherry Points are for US residents only and so I can't participate in any...I am limited to in the things I can do on here because of it... That means the amount of gifts I can give people is severely limited by the Cherry Tap policy or whomever's policy it is.... What do you guys think? Well apparently, my profile as well as others out there have been changed in that all your plugins from photobucket, picture trail or other places have been wiped out...You might want to check your profile under " View as others see it" and see if yours look ok..Mine now looks like shit..All the headers are there but no plugins... Apparently, I have to restart and apparently, you can't use the HTML code that we used to use from other places now to fix it either as it won't take.. Thanks Fubar for cheering me up Well...hey..Here is my first blog and it's on Cherry Tap but
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Reef Tank
I am both happy and frustrated with my reef right now. It is looking the best it ever has but I still can't figure out why I'm getting hair algae on the live rock. I had thought it was a Phosphate problem but I tested my Phosphates and they are almost undetectable @ 0.2 ppm. My water parameters are totally perfect other than a slightly low pH. This makes me very happy because it shows my reef is very stable and very healthy but now I have no clue why I'm getting algae. Ugh... I was working on my reef last night when I accidentally knocked my red knobby starfish down into my hammer coral. I was able to get the starfish away from the coral but not before it sustained some stings from the coral. Today it is all fucked up. Two of it's legs are all shriveled up. I'm hoping they will regenerate and it will be OK. I got some new critters for my reef yesterday. The newbies include another False Percula Clownfish(to be known as "Sideshow Mel") to pair up with "Sideshow Bob". A Blue M
Dunno What 2 Do
the lies u tell me u swear are the truth the calls in the night i always get from you you never answer your phone when its me calling you but god forbid if i dont answer yours you came into my life like a bull on the run i swear i shoulda looked before jumping that gun you have caused me pain and tons of grief for which i wont forgive you because your not worth it to me you ruin plenty of lives and take many of hearts for what i do not get is why your never care the people you hurt friendships you break is things i cant deal wit and its the things that i hate you make sure im not happy just to satisfy your needs i swear you get off sittin here watching me bleed the blade into my skin blood runs to the floor the 1 thing i only know for sure is you cant hurt me anymore as i lay here and think thoughts of you i wonder whats on ur mind i hope its of me too the tears i cry are made for you i hate when your mad at me because my he
Myyyyy Blogg
I Make Grpahics. Just Msg Me And Tell Me... Your Name: The Font You Want: What Size Font: What Color Of Font: Or Anything Else You Want... Theres One I've Already Made... Peace! I Make Grpahics. Just Msg Me And Tell Me... Your Name: The Font You Want: What Size Font: What Color Of Font: Or Anything Else You Want... Theres One I've Already Made... Peace! I Make Grpahics. Just Msg Me And Tell Me... Your Name: The Font You Want: What Size Font: What Color Of Font: Or Anything Else You Want... Theres One I've Already Made... Peace!
Marilyn Monroe-i Love Her
“I am invariably late for appointments - sometimes as much as two hours. I've tried to change my ways but the things that make me late are too strong, and too pleasing.” “I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful.”Marilyn Monroe “What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course.”
My Life
I believe that there needs to be a license for people to have children. Yesterday, I was in a store and heard a mother talking to her child, who couldn't have been any older than a year. She was telling the child to 'Shut the f up you little bastard.' And so on and so forth. What would pursue a mother who loves thier children to speak to them in such a manner? Even if I was having the worst of days, or if Brandon was acting out, I would NEVER call him such names. Perhaps it is due to my situation. I personally know what it feels like to be called names and how it feels. Against my calmer judgement, I went up to the woman with Olivia and Brandon beside me, and I told her something. "Excuse me....I just have to say that you have a beautiful son." She thanked me, now acting like the proper mother now...which really pissed me off. Looking at her square in the eye, I then asked her something. "What would make you call him the 'b' word?" Her face palled, knowing that s

You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. You Are 82% Evil You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You? Colin Bruley worked for an apartment complex in Jacksonville, FL. He also happened to live in the complex. At 2AM, he heard a woman sc
Sometimes I'm Not All Together Sane
Guys think they are slick, and they are at first. But with the wonderful world of the internet which includes Myspace, face book, cherry tap, yahoo and Google things are found out. So this brings me to the topic at hand. Cheaters. Being a semi attractive woman, I get hit on A LOT on the internet. Guys can’t help it, they think with their dicks. On any normal day I will just flirt back and leave it at that. But there is always one guy who slips through the radar, who I let get close to me because he SEEMS like a nice guy. This guy who slips through always knows what to say, what not to say and wants to make plans to meet up. That’s when the problems start. You see this one guy can’t just plan a date. This one guy has to work around his WIFE’S schedule, so that she does not find out about the girl he wants to meet up with and if he plays his cards right sleep with. He does this covertly, only talking to me when he is out of his house and does not answer his phone when I ca
From A Witches Lips
Well today i passed my usui reiki level 1 WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LOL Just thought i'd share as am pleased as punch :) From a witches lips Ye of little faith, no tears for the Witch- I beseech thee. For this is my way, I choose my Path, and the ground reaches up to greet me. The sun beats upon me, tired and weary each step yet no tears on my face you shall see- This Witch has no reason to have wept. In my face The Witch's tell tale lines, each furrow an etch of wisdom gained Yet no knowledge will you possess If you strike and cause me pain I see those things you turn your back on Betrayed by your fallen hope You cannot bend me to your will or sentence me to beg and grope So still the fluttering of your hands, your anger at my faith I am a Witch, this much is true, It is my Path- my Fate. Pull close your heart, And finally see the emotion in my face It is not fear, nor malice there... just the serenity and grace. I found
On My Bad Days..
I wish I could get a shot and fix my damaged mind.... Take out all the insanity that fills it to the brim.... I hate the way it works, how it makes my life so hard... Making every day such a struggle, remembering the simplest of task... Leaving me feeling so worthless and confused, my self esteem so damaged... People make jokes, get frustrated, dont understand how helpless I feel... To them its a learning dissability, to me a disease taking my life piece by piece.. I keep seceret how bad it really is, that my memory worsens by the day.... I want to ask for help yet cant imagine what can make it right again... The anger overwhelms me at times, no control over it, addicted to meds... Write yourself a note, get a planner, too bad I misplace or forget both.... Everyday I try so hard, feeling so stupid, pretending it does not tear me apart... I just want to be normal, think like I should, react as others, not feel like a joke.. I look normal, I do nor
Daily Animal Fact
Cows do NOT sleep standing up. Foxes can live up to 8 years in the wild. A female fox is called a vixen
Confederate Bommers Family
ty all that helped me level i entered the tatt contest so plz if would leave comment it would be nice ps thank you all thank you all for the love you showed me glad i could become part of the family thank you all
It's All About My Baby Demetris Music
Wishing You To Life
And demons we shall be for thee my lord for thee the moon grants us this wish for power beyond limits where the light fades darkness shall reign we shall flow a river of blood for thee and littered with souls shall it ever be Your words are our laws Your steps our creed Forever in the fires In nomine Patris Et filii et spiritu sanctis Nema I cant help but keep thinking about the way you touched me I opened all my doors to you now its over the pain comes so gently rushing over over me... Take my hand open your soul lift me up and let me go dont stop to take a breath just open your eyes and watch me fly I can recall the moment after another way you left me here I couldnt reach out to you the keys lost now I am terrified by this loneliness Take me by the hand open my soul let me in i wanna go away from this go away from this pain so i guess ill just cut away... so i guess ill just cut away so i guess ill just go away... Soy de ningún modo
Pissed Off!!!!!
Hello world, I’m sure you will hear plenty of lies about me from my EX house mate… Well I say go for it, I know that my true friends will never believe their lies. I am not going to string up lies or gripe about the shit they have put on us... but I will say that I have lost more than they ever will! I have lost my swords and blades, I have lost the art given to me by dear friends and I have lost MY writing books with MY writings in them! All of my works now open for them to steal and dirty… I am sick of people I think as friends’ doing this to me… this is the second and last time I will EVER trust someone... I met them on Fetlife and thought that they were good people but I guess that was nothing but a lie! So now I have one less person in my life that lies to me... they were afraid of me and worried that I was going to hurt them you all know even though I am a dark person at heart I would never EVER hurt anyone!They didn’t even give me back phot
My Poems
"Choices are not wrong or right, Just differ as day does to night, There may be roads and bridges to mend, But they all meet at one place, the end." I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows Why blink, this second's over End of days is near Don't cry for fallen soldiers Freedom has no fear Why hold the hand of sorrow Tears show such disdain Thorns will bloom tomorrow In floods of salty rain Why pray on tainted alters Deaf saints hear no screams Pious lips will falter Taste bitter broken dreams Why hope as brilliant daybreaks Long night put to sleep Lost and lonely heartbreaks Eternal shadow's deep
Random Thoughts
July 5, 2007 Quote of the Day "The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing." – Albert Einstein u know so many days i have wondered if this is all a dream, the love i feel for you and the strength you give me. will i wake up one day and it be gone? or will i have you forever? I used to think that love was a game and people were the pawns. now i feel that love is so real and so valuable that if you really love someone you must give all your love away to that person and have the chance of getting your heartbroken. Well with you I have given all my love, my beliefs and my faith. You are the first man that has ever been able to capture me like this and for that I will be forever faithful to you. You came into the darkest time in my life and you as one man Rudi have filled my days with sunshine and hope. I swear to God that you are all I want out of this life. the opportunity to be able to grow with you, laugh with you, nurse you when yo
I smell the struggle of yesterdays problems like an old worn out newspaper I can almost taste the bitterness of my own self rebuttal I remember the days of unkind words and they were only spoken from my own mind I hear this angry voice and I know that It only wants to fail but I myself have found the fury I have found the blessings of finding my strength and Not just the moment of strength that I see every day in you I finally have found the Orb of light inside me Inside my head, inside my heart I have found my fury unleashing it from the bitterness and Calming it to the peacefulness this peacefulness I call It Love... Self Love Love In Me And Love In Thee... [ Blinded by the Bitterness ] As the shadows overwhelm me My Days and nights go old Your love is digging me deeper Im sinking into your whirlpool My heart is bleeding, my soul is weeping Your Love Just Tears me up inside Your Heart is cold but your soul is colder My Heart is bleed
Temptation Party!!!
No you do not have to come to a party to order, we not only offer an online view of the book, or I can send you a catalog. Message me for more information! I do accept, checks, money orders, and credit cards, via Pay Pal. All orders are sent privately to your address. Nothing shows that is is a "sex toy". This is to keep what you ordered private! We will be having a GIRLS ONLY Party on July 22 @ 3pm!!! There will be a cut-off limit on how many people can come...... so if you want to be one of those people, message me with your full name, address (this is so I can send you an invitation & directions), and if it will be just you or if you will be bringing people with you!!! If you would like to host your own Temptations Party I am taking requests for the month of Sept. It is filling quick, so get your requests in soon! I do any party..... so nothing is out of the question!!! The more people you invite the better!!!! Message me for more information!! So you want FREE gifts??? All you
Just A Thought!!!
You can be like thats real, thats fake all you want! But i know! I know! If its that 100. I mean you act like its a... test or sumthin. Even when you a child you know a hug or a kiss is genuine you know what im sayin so. Cut that shit out! N i can't trip cuz i know ppl think the same bout me BUT! Those that know...know that im 100. 100% 100 full 100 me! No matter what that shit might be... thats him! I mean that me! Whats good fubar!!! This yaboy Loe Hoosier, I just wanted to get at my friends, fam, n fans and let yall know that i appreciate all the love a nigga got when i was down. Shot out to my Jersey devil BJ, momma rode out wit the boy his whole bid n that right there is love fasho! You already know what it is babygurl...Much love fareal. My BM n my homegurl Fe for lookin out when nobody else would or could, we day oners so yall already know what it is!!!! Im home now its on n poppin yadig! To my Holland hottie Ivory Delight for checkin on the boy from halfway across the world lma
How was everyone's holiday? Ours was interesting. Started off going out to Grapevine lake to see the big fireworks show out there with my Beazil's parents. My best friend, Becky and her son came along to watch. Beazil's parents decided to stay home last minute, but we still wanted to see the fireworks so we went on without them. On the way there, I started smelling something and said out loud, "Man, I hope that's the car in front of us. It smells like something is burning." Beazil replied in a tense voice, "It's anti-freeze. There's smoke coming out from under the hood." Of course, that had my alarm bells ringing and I jumped. "What?! Smoke?!" I hadn't been able to see it cuz it was only a little and it was blowing away on the drivers side as we went. I immediately looked at the temperature gauge and it was on H-O-T!!!! I freaked. I tried to tell Beazil that he had to stop the car now! EVERYONE knows that if the thermostat says it's hot and it's smoking..
My Poems
Your heart is like a rose; As black as midnight, but oh so pure. Your love is a disease, And mine is the cure. You are the shodow Looming behind my heart. Even when you make it stop beating, You make my heart restart. She caused you grief And turned your heart black. Was it the love she gave you, Or was it the love that she lacked? She filled your heart, But with misery and pain. She brought you all the loss, But never brought you any gain. Her heart has turned black; Not out of hurt, but out of spite. She drained your heart of love and hope, But more importantly she took your life. Now you must move on So that your rose may bloom, But out of happiness and joy, Instead of misery and gloom. I will always cherish your rose, As black as it may be. I will know as it blooms, That it is out of your love for me. I've spent my whole life Dreaming of a love that's pure and true. Then you came into my life And I spent months dreaming of you. I tol
Comedy You Want To Read
a little something like Go Down Moses EXPLICIT LYRICS go down, belt line, way down my rear end man' tell 'er better let my trousers go. we looked at her webcam and what did we seee? let my trousers go. A hot sexy dancer showing her puh see. let my trousers go. go down, belt line, way down under my can, tell her better let my trousers go. she grabed several dildos, and showed em all ta mee. let my trousers go. then sucked what i chose, man i really need ta pee. go down, belt line, she seen my little man, tell her better let my trousers go. it stood to attention oh damn i need ta pee. let my trousers go. she slipped in a dildo and said that it was mee. let my trousers go. go down belt line down round my ankles man. tell her better let my trousers go. the pulse in my manhood wasn't helping mee. let my trousers go. she screamed in the mic and it almost deafend mee. let my trousers go. go down cam girl she came to my own cam. tell her better ... MAN I NEED TO GO!
Pitbull Cruelty
Glossary of Dog-Fighting Terms Understanding the codes and lingo used by dog-fighters is one of the most important ways you can begin to learn to spot dog-fight related correspondence in newspapers or online. If you need to do any kind of undercover work in a dog-fighting case whatsoever, it is imperative that you become comfortable with these terms - you will stick out like a sore thumb if you don't know what they mean, or if you use them incorrectly. And in dog-fighting situations, a blown cover can cost you your life. 'A' SECTION - the section of the Sporting Dog Journal that reports fights that were judged by officially recognized judges. Fights that are judged by unknown or unrecognized judges are reported in the 'B' Section of the Sporting Dog Journal, and are considered "suspect" as to their authenticity; however, fights are also relegated to the 'B' section because there is insufficient information reported, or the match occurred outside of North America ABILITY - a
Please help me advertise my erotic story site. I would really appreciate it if any of my friends would post a link somewhere. Beth My husband and I recently bought our first house. We moved from Arlington TX to Garland. I have been busy getting settled into the new house and haven't been on here much. Also working on my erotic story site. I have some NSFW pics there. Beth Please vote for my blog on bloggerschoiceawards
Guitar Gods
The next few rounds will be semi finals on the top guitarists that you on FUBAR voted the most on. These are the Semi finalists you and you alone chose: Jimmy Page Jimi Hendrix Randy Rhodes Eddie Van Halen Angus Young Semifinal Round 1 winner-Randy Rhodes was voted over Angus Young and will face off the winner between Eddie Van Halen and Jimi Hendrix. As part of my tribute to Guitar Gods, I will have daily "Axe Fights" to see who you Cherry Tappers thinks is the best Guitar God. This voting will be seen once a day in my MUMMS. After each guitarist win, I will tally votes and let you all know who YOU, the voter chose. The next 24 hours will Randy Rhodes VS. Zakk Wylde. Good luck gang, this should be real interesting! Well, the results are in! The first AXE FIGHT between Randy Rhodes and Zakk Wylde were not even close. Here are what you guys voted- Randy Rhodes-46 votes Zakk Wylde-16 votes Randy won that one by almost 75%! Check out the second round of my AXE FIGHT on my
Just Rambling
Alright, I can't hold my tongue anymore. A mother of 3 children under the age of 8 freaks out one day. Her 5 and 7 year old are next door at a friends house. The 2 yr old is upstairs taking a nap. "Dad" is at work. Mom, had requested assistance from the state a year ago for a depression so deep she had thoughts of suicide. Mom, goes upstairs w/a butcher knife from her kitchen and stabs her baby 18 times. She then goes back down stairs and into the garage, setting down the knife; not even cleaning herself up, she lights a cigarette. Her older children come home. Dad comes home. Kids screaming at mom, what happened???? Dad flies into the house and makes the 7 yr old call 911 and tries to perform CPR, but its too late. *Tragic isn't it. Don't idolize a human who killed their family. Don't honor a man who took life for no reason other than his own insanities. I don't want to wish someone to "Rest in Peace" , when his wife and child had no choice in the matter. I will howe
Football On Ct
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Here I sit and write this poem Thinking of all I love and all I hate Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate I think of all the times I used to laugh And now I wish I'd just die How did so much misery come in to my life And now all I have are thoughts of suicide Crying every night is not the way to live Heck I'm still a kid I should be out hanging with all my friends But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head Will they care when I am gone When nothings left expect my thoughts And this small poem telling everyone I will be no more in about an hour Don't try to save me Just save your tears Nothing can stop me Because i have thoughts of suicide Heres to the end my dear friend I hope you live life through This is the end to this girls life And all her thoughts to boot Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide i look at myself in the mirror wondering. wondering what happend to the girl i used to be. wondering why there are scars on my w
Alas Poor Yorick...
My birthday is slowly winding down and as far as b-days go it was definately one of the quieter ones... Being somewhat of a realist, I dont enjoy the prospect of growing old but its a necessary thing in the evolution of a person... Oh well...Life goes on and so do I...About all I can do at this point... PS: Being single on your b-day sucks rocks! about getting back into the music scene, tho Ive been out of it for some time.... I miss playing my Sax and Ive been told Im good singer...Tho that was back when I was younger going to church and singing to Iron Maiden and Judas Priest on church bus I was a hellion)... I should get back into music to show these NO talent hacks how its done "Old school" that are out there now... What do you think???
The Realm Of Beautiful But Deadly
just stopped by to see what everyone was up to. there is too much drama on the net these days. how is everyone? i hope y'all are doin good. as for me i am going to new york on monday for a week to see my in laws. hope 2 chat soon! I am effin bored. Almost forgot about Fubar lol. So how are all of ya? Anything good at all? My blogs are boring I know. There isn't much to discuss. My nephew's birthday is in about a week or so. Can't wait to see him, my sister and my niece again. Good news... We got a new air conditioner. It doesn't feel like a oven as much here anymore lol.   hello... yeah as usual i am fucking bored out of my mind... im only blogging to take a few seconds of mind numbing boredum away. it aint doing so well. NASCAR.......... i want tony stewart.........well not really only if i were single i would fuck his brains out but now that i am married he is just nice eye candy and a good wet dream. nice eh? lol i can get worse... i also think that way bout elliot s
A family took their frail, elderly mother to a nursing home and left her, hoping she would be well cared for. The next morning, the nurses bathed her, fed her a tasty breakfast, and set her in a chair at a window overlooking a lovely flower garden. She seemed okay, but after a while she slowly started to tilt sideways in her chair. Two attentive nurses immediately rushed up to catch her and straighten her up. Again she seemed okay, but after a while she slowly started to tilt over to her other side. The nurses rushed back and once more brought her back upright. This went on all morning. Later, the family arrived to see how the old woman was adjusting to her new home. "So Ma, how is it here? Are they treating you all right?" "It's pretty nice," she replied. "Except they won't let me fart."
Love Less
Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking about on this part Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking a
Tripp's Blogs
Well I was doing some thinking today. Theres alot in my life that is going great for me; but there is also alot that I think I really need to get control of. Theres alot of things that I take great pride in. My life is very special in a sense. There is no one in this world like me. My life is full of darkness, yet there is just enough light to make me feel the warmth from other people. I am a libra; but unlike a libra I am not fond of people or large groups. I stay to myself most of the time. I have alot of love to give; but i am very selective of who I give it to. I am carefull not to get stepped on. But as all things, there are times when I forget who I am and let shit go sour. I mostly hate men. There are very few that I can actually get along with. I feel that over half of them are very rude and disrespectful to women. They claim to have so much respect for their mothers. So why not treat other women with that same respect? Even if a woman is showing herself to be "ver
Ginas Blog
well it is almost here. is everyone ready for chistmas. man i can tell you right now im not ready for it this year i could have gone with out it but it is here and so i can enjoy it for my daughter. well just was wondering how many was ready for it is all. well sunday just was a bad night for me i guess. for 1 i had to work that aint a big thing though. but me and the guy i ws working with got out late. and i told a friend that i would run and get him so medicine because he was getting a cold no big deal. well then on my way to take it to him i took a few wrong turns but i still knew where i was at. so i make it to give my freind his medicine and i lock my keys in the car so we are outside in the cold trying to figure out a way to unlock the car which didnt work. so we had to break the back little window so i could unlock my car and get my keys. so anyway that was a pretty bad day. well i went in to work yesterday morning told my old boss that i quit. well i went to my new job for or
does the idea of the boy or girl you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on..mmmmm do you still respect your date male or female if they want sex on the first date does the idea that the girl or boy you are having sex with is married or in a relationship turn you on....mmmmmmm
Downraters Hall Of Shame
bambam@ CherryTAP And yet another lame downrater....Rated my default pic a 5...On the 4th of July no less.... I swear.. Bec@ CherryTAP This person took it upon themselves to rate my Trigun default pic a '1'.... They must not be anime fans.... hillbillyhoney55@ CherryTAP This person saw fit to rate my default pic a "6"....Must be a jazz music hater or something stupid... Go figure..
Oh Word?
The Marine Corps is a special kind of hate. I like being a marine. i like the experience, i like telling people about it, i like the history. but that's where the like ends, and the pure, unrelenting hatred begins. My "career" started because as a naive 18 year old, burned out from studying constantly at college, i wanted adventure. and where better than the marines to find it? so i went to the recruiter, who said that with my test scores being almost off the charts, i could do any job i wanted. so i wanted cryptologist, aka codebreaker. but that was filled up. then presidential duty. ok, i'll take that. but about 2 steps away from the bus to parris island, i was yanked out of line and told that because my recruiter fucked up, i had to go open contract. and so i learned the first rule of recruiting: "say whatever it takes to make the poor bastard sign the contract." so after the 3 grueling months at parris island, i am awarded the illustrious job of: MARINE MECHANIC.
Random Truths
I don't ask for help, it's not a part of who I am. I am very much a do it myself kind of person, and I always have been. Today I am swallowing my pride and asking for help from anyone and everyone who reads this blog, and anyone they can pass it on to. I need prayers, and lots of them. If you look in my default folder there is a picture of a beautiful little girl. She's my baby. She is 4 years old, and her name is Sierra-Grace. She has had medical issues since she was born, and the blow we got today is that she may have Leukemia. I think those have to be the scariest words a parent can ever get. "Your daughter may have cancer." My heart stopped, and my throat closed with emotion. I am totally lost in this uncertainty, and don't know if I am coming or going. Please pray. You don't have to rate me, fan me, add me, I don't care, the only thing I want is your prayers, and lots of them. Thank you. When I ask you how I look "fine" is NOT an acceptable answer. Amazi
Lesson Learned
I have something that has been angering me for a few weeks.   In the mail I received a notice for a sex offender that moved into my neighborhood a few houses down. It gave a detailed account of what he did, when he did it and a vehicle description with a license plate number. Without getting into detail, I will just say that this wasn’t some 18 year old guy sleeping with his 16 year old girlfriend. He did some seriously horrible stuff. (That’s right… stuff. Meaning he did this more than once with more than one child.)   What angers me is that I have all this information and I want to beat the hell out of him. But it says that I can be arrested if I harass him. Just knowing that he is right there and I can see his house from mine is driving me crazy! I have all these pent up feelings and nowhere to go with them.   How many people do we meet on a daily basis, that are murders or rapists and we have no idea.   Is it better to know about these people with a notic
Check Out The Sexy,bloody Ladies
Nobody has checked out my Blood Bath album yet. Leave comments. And FUbar keeps yelling at me for having bloody pictures up. Well don't be surprised if my profile disappears because they keep telling me I could get my account delated if I don't put NSFW. Myspace is more flexable then this site. And why are you on FUBAR at work anyway. You lazy Bastards.Get To WORK! If you like my profile let em know. Leave Picture comments. I think someone reported my pics So if you don't like them then don't look. ITs supposed to be fun and different. Sexy 'dead' chicks.....I am done ranting.. check outt he sexy pics rate us,fan us and friend us. Please leave comments on the pics and let us know what you think!!! Rate them,comment them!!! Thanks Bitches
Things I Wanna Try/do In My Lifetime!!!
1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1= 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9+ 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence. .?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year. Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 3) The Madrid bombing took place
I have posted this once before.........Thes people are tryin to discredit the Juggalo Mafia and Team Shocker...........This is crap, these people will go to your profile , rip your pics, and create fake profiles to fuck with the fam.....AINT GONNA HAPPEN ....BLOCK THESE FUCKERS..... Rev@ CherryTAP Porch Monkey 4 Life -CT's Most Hated-@ CherryTAP Bo$$@ CherryTAP AND THIS IS THE FAKE LETTE FRIEND oOV1RUSOo [Jeremy = Love] [CT Daughter of RIGraywolf]@ CherryTAP I RECIEVED THIS FROM '†۞ MYSTIC ANGEL ۞†', A Good friend, and Juggalo Mafia FAM:::::::READ ON :::: THESE PPL HACKED MY ACCOUNT AND PLACED A STARTED SEND FAKE MAIL BACK AND FORTH TO THE FAKE PROFILE AND THE DELETED EVERY JUGGALO THING I HAVE!!!! THIS WAS THE WORK OF REV AND OR BOSS AND OR PORCH MONKEY DUE TO MY ATTACK ON THEM THE OTHER DAY!!! SO WITH THIS BEING SAID DO NOT BELIEVE THE FAKE ACCOUNT SET UP TO TRY TO BELIEVE THESE CONS I WOULDN'T EVER GET RID OF MY JUGGALO FAM!!!
Random Thoughts
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your own words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Drive carefully. Its not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. If you can't be kind at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again it was probably worth it. It may be your sole purpose in life to simply be kind to others. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. Since its the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. When everythings coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. We could learn a lot from crayons... Some are sharp, some are pretty and some are dull. Some ahve wierd names, and all are different colors but they all have to live in the same box. A truly happy personis one who can enjoy t
Piki äba ish binili ma! Our Father which art in heaven, Chi hohchifo hät holitopashke Hallowed be thy name Ish apehlichika yät älashke. Thy kingdom come. Nana ish ai ahni ka yakni pakna ya Thy will be done in earth, yohmi kät, äba yakni a yohmi mak o chiyuhmashke. as it is in heaven. Himak nitak ilhpak pim ai älhpesa kako ish pi ipetashke. Give us this day our daily bread. Mikmät nana il aheka puta ish pi kashoffi kät, And forgive us our debts, pishno ät nana pim aheka puta il i kashofi chatuk a ish chiyuhmichaske. as we forgive our debtors. Mikmät anukpälika yoka ik ia chik pim And lead us not into temptation, aiahno hosh, amba nan-okpulo a ish pi a hlakofihinchashke: but deliver us from evil; Apehlichika, mikmät For thine is the kingdom, nan-isht-aiahli, micha isht aholitopa and the power, and the glory aiena kät chimmi a bilia yoke. for ever Amen. Oh, Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds Whose breath gives life to the world, hear me I come to you as one of your
Have No Clue
Men See You As Understated You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know wellHow Do Men See You? You have a sexual IQ of 128 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at stupidme2235@ CherryTAP

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