VonNach's blog: "Share with myself!"

Haven't heard from him for days, no response to my mails, my sms, my calls...Maybe this is his way to stop our relationship! Maybe it's a good thing to stop earlier, no matter for him or for me. I knew this day would come sooner or later, i knew our relationship couldn't go too far, i knew there're too many problems that we couldn't solve... Seems i have preparation for this, but why my heart's in pain... Well, it's time to let him go, let him free! Bless him!

I'm laughing, but it doesn't mean i'm happy; I'm tearing, but it doesn't mean i'm sad; I'm alone, but it doesn't mean i'm lonely; I like laughing when i feel sad; I like crying when i am moved; I like being alone, cos i have never felt lonely,and I feel lonely when i'm not alone. I like all these feelings, cos my heart is not used to be happy all the time!

Have a long time no entering my MSN space, though i was online almost everyday! ---Busy for work!? Just got home from the office one hour ago, it's 0:44, and i need to get up 4 hours later to catch the flight to Xi'an, have some friends to China, and i can only accompany them for 2 days in Xi'an.---Busy for work!? Went to the office without breakfast this morning, forgot to have lunch this noon, and had a fast dinner tonight with only 10 mins, my poor stomach is not feeling good.---Busy for work!? ???

First blog here, i want to find a new place to write sth,actually i don't want it to be read,or at least don't want to be read by the person who knows me very well, cause once i knew that,i wouldn't or couldn't write my real feeling,my real thinking...that's why i haven't written anything in my MSN space. But this doesn't mean you're not welcomed once you come into my blog---Welcome Stanger and thx for reading it!