OceanLove Queen to my King Please Sign...'s blog: "Thoughts"

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A Numb Heart Although there is love all around the heart feels half empty. The heart is still lonely; looking for what in life is going to fill the other half. The emptiness doesn’t even hurt anymore, it is just numb. The numbness is rejection, rejection of past years. Numb to the world, it is time to find what lies deep in the heart. This heart was never set free, free to live, free to beat, free to feel. This heart was always told it could not feel it had to be strong and not show emotion. It was always told that if it showed emotion it would be weak. Weakness was never acceptable. It is time this heart learns to look deep into it’s self and find that other half.

Broken Soul It is not the pain of a broken heart any more but the pain of not feeling like you were good enough. The heart has healed but now the soul is broken. How could someone tell you that you were there life and they could never love another the way they love you then turn around in less then four months and ask the hand of another. Why does this person feel the need to make sure you know about it and rub it in your face? Did this person not really love you? Does this person even know the meaning of love? Do you even deserve to ever find that true love? Have you been such a bad person that you do not deserve to find that true one? Why once again have you allowed someone to use your kindness against you? Is your kindness your weakness? Will anyone ever not use it against you? Is there anyone in this world that will appreciate you and your heart and not take advantage of it? If not for your daughter and your friends would you even have the strength to keep going on?

Losing a Lover What made this lover walk away, not from the friendship but from the friend? Was it something that was said or done? Is it the way the friend looks or lives there life? Could this friend have done something to change the way things happened? The friend should feel grateful that the friendship is still there but in some way the friend can not help but think they have failed yet again.