tobydean40's blog: "The Wind."

Just thinking, of the ladie that someday i might fall in love with. I want the love to be everylasting. I want passion. Neverending glory for the both of us, on how we feel for eachother. I truly belive, that their is a Woman out there that can love like me.

I have to say, that i am very happy. Recieved my grades today, from this past term...2.72 upper b- which for a old fart like myself,,makes me happy...lol Plus i was a 2.69 for the whole year which is still a b-, so i am happy...yesssssssssssss

I feel this dread of life, I wonder why it hurts me so. The pain is deep, but at time refreshing. My mind is always on fast forward. I know that i need to settle down, i am wanting to find the one. The way my life has gone, just might not be in the cards of life. Friends thanks for the comments, but this is just words, not how i feel. things just pop into my head sometimes, so i just have to write..Dean

My heart flutters, with every breath of you. My thoughts are all of you. The treasure of your soul, that i stive to have. The pleasentness of your touch. The look in your eyes, when i tell you how i feel. The moment the wind rushes thru your heart, it goes thru my soul. I often, wonder if i am good enough. I think the doubt in my mind, has not affected my heart, So please just been paitient with the process. Cause you know, that i bleed just for you. So i am going to kick back, and let the wind blow into my soul.