Dreamers Dreams
The rain so cold pelting against my raw flesh. I cried for him longed to be what i knew we never were. It looked to real through un-pure eyes.. The feeling's were all lies.. It was a holiday we both lost our selfs in a dream of something we both could never have been... I wake up never feeling so alone. I whispered to him the story of my soul. I held his sorrows and embraced there pain.together i thought we'd fight this thing. He whispered to me my hearts desire true love could it be.. he gave to me the thread to bind us as one.. I could not we were never meant to be.. the threads always came unravelled. the words whispered carried further than i could hear.. they landed upon someone elses ear.. I felt his heart beat and shared his air. I loved the feeling of never being there... the roots went dry and a silent ringing filled the air . his eyes were empty hollow we were never really there.. the roses he gave to me wilted away . they stood as a reminder that our love was a facade. sober

Rambles Of A Crazy Woman
I really do go out of my way to try and keep up with my inbox, shoutbox and all that, sometimes its just difficult, given the choice between an empty message with a drink attached and someone who wrote a  paragraph, you can tell who's going to talk to me.   I really don't ever give out my messenger, most of the time when I'm online, I'm at work, and I can't use Instant Messengers anyway. Even still, your not getting a cam show, pictures of me that arn't on here, or anything along those lines, and guys- seriously- I have no interest in seeing your dick in any capacity, I  won't rate pictures of it, I don't want to watch you stroke it, You can shout me and see if I bite, but... its getting old quickly.   If I want your phone number, address, or life story, I will ask. I respect people that respect me. If you have nothing to say to me other than 'wow your sexy' 'I wanna fuck you' 'or nice boobs' then I probably won't say anything back. My photos are the place for all that, you

The Curse Of Thinking Too Much
I swear one of these days thinking is going to get the best of us all. Doesnt matter where you are, what you do, or how hard you try thinking always happens. I wrote a long ass one of these not long ago about how thinking is hazardous to ones mental emotional and physical heath and its true. I dont feel like refreshing those who read the one if you wanna refresh its the post before this go for a read this one will still be here. Okay if you went to read it the rest of us waited for you to get back everyone else sorry they were so slow and held us up shows they didnt really read the other one. I digress and will now continue.   Let me ask you this, what do you do when you have so much shit going on in your life that you cant sleep and stay up all hours of the night because of all the thoughts going on inside your mind that you cant turn them off? you really dont have much choice but to try and figure what ever it is that is bouncing around your mind by thinking about it. I have notice

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Deal Or No Deal
Well today I got up alittle late not usual. I woke up at like 945am my time which is pretty late in my book. Felling down and don't really wanna do anything for the momment. Not depressed or anything like that just a little sore from last weeks work. This coming monday Its going to be on again 3 to 4 weeks of work. Remodling my mothers house which I have no intentions of getting paid yes this year is going to kick my bum bum. Troubles im finding is trying to get a ride to LAX from this tiny hell hole i reside in.   Ive made this a habbit to come to every day have no response at all thought it would be diffrent but no one seems to talk on here what is the deal?   Sorry for venting or what ever you would call this so yesterday was going good i was just chillen having a great time when i had to go to home depot which ive never been around here in texas so guess there is a few more here okay well i had to pick one that was a supplier then i got lost needless to say i was driving for 4

On My Sleeve
Its not the way my heart skips a beat, nor the way my eyes light up when you walk into the room. It’s not the elation I feel when I hold you close to me with my arms secretly begging me to never let you go. It’s not hidden in your soft sweet kiss that makes me melt every time, nor is it in that oh-so-magical-touch my body longs to feel whenever you walk by. It’s not in your words that caress my heart with such loving care. It’s not the way your smile says so much without a single word. It’s not how your laughter feels like a warm summer breeze to my soul. It’s not all the color you bring to my world. It’s not how much I miss you the second after you are gone from my side. It’s not the explosion I feel when our worlds collide. It’s not in how I can seem to cover so much ground without the earth ever touching my feet. It’s not the strength you give me to weather the strongest storms in my life, nor is it the song my heart si

Happiness In A Bag
Okay, so I'm doing some spring cleaning and I've got these stains on the walls....yea, I know laugh it up...I have no idea what it is, as some of it made it to the top of my vaulted ceilings (about 12 ft) I tried Magic Eraser and it doesn't work on it, and I really don't want to rub the paint off, so any ideas on what else to use? I am thinking about painting the walls, which is a whole other ordeal, but I need the walls to be clean first.   Also, cleaning chemicals are the poor man's drug of choice  :D Just caught this article as it pertains to me, and wanted to share it.     WASHINGTON – The government is taking what President Barack Obama calls "a long overdue step" to aid veterans with post-traumaticstress disorder, making it easier for them to receive federal benefits. The changes that Veteran Affairs Secretary Eric Shinseki will announce Monday fulfill "a solemn responsibility to provide our veterans and wounded warriors with the care and benefits they've earned w

Stuff
My heart isn't here, I gave it away. But I still feel it breaking A little more each day. If you knew how much I think of you Would you still treat me this way? If you could see what you mean to me Would anything change? My heart says no...but it won't let go. You mean so much to me, But each passing day proves

Moments Of Pain
DEVASTATED     hatred entwines my soul,as i banish YOU from my heart....you gave me companionship,then robbed me of its comfort...you gave me love,then robbed me of its joy....you gave me a child,then robbed me of its life....i gave you my entire being,and robbed you of NOTHING...so,why have youtorn my life apart?i grew to love youmore than any person should....you encouraged me,only to leave mewithout a word....how could youhave been so cruel???didn't you realizei couldn't turn offthis sudden,foreign surge of emotionas abruptly as you did???why can't you seethat beyond thiswall of despair you've instilled,i just can't stopbeing in love with you???why did youdo this to me??didn't i care enough,or was i justanother toy inyour endless worldof games???i've fought so hardto free my heartof you,but the hatredi now desirejust won't hold....so,i struggle forwardforever on my ownwithout you.....yet more with youthan ever.................~~Robin Dawn 'ChinaSwan' Palmer~~~12-15-09~~remem

Indego... Words...
The shiver I feel when you say my name Playing with words...engaged in your game. Your mouth playing tricks as your mind aims to tease me Wrapped in your world all the lies that deceive me. Drowning within you I struggle to breathe My heart hanging heavy for blessed relief. I long for your passion; I'm bound to this curse Yet the thought of without you, a death that is worse. Candles lit and burning bright shine a glow upon your skin, My fingertips they ache to trace you, and draw your heat within. With beating heart and shallow breath, I long to feel you near As I move my lips to taste your skin, I close my eyes in fear. Your body arches, escapes a whisper, You beg me to go further... Your hands restricted, bound loosely with silk, your eyes dilate with pleasure As I enclose your heat, you respond to my warmth, my tease akin to a feather.. I trace every contour with fingers and tongue, Then at last you are spent, it is over and done.     I untie your binds; you are

Memories.... The Good, The Bad, The Fugly.
Monday, April 06, 2009  Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Pt 4 Current mood:  creative The Flintstones Are DeadlyVitamins have been an important consumer item for years.  Now they have vitemin pills and drinks for just abotu everything, so if need be, you could probably live without consuming anything except for these items.  They have even put it in people's heads that children need these vitamins in addition to thier daily food intake.  They have come out with alot of forms of vitamins for children to try to make them more apealing to consume.  A variety of flavors and shapes, making them look like popular cartoon charectors so the kids think they are eating candy.  Aaahhh yes candy, what child doesn't like candy right?  Did they ever notice how children are usually the ones opening the childproof items for the adults?  Did they ever think the natural psychological workinngs of a child when creating these vitamins?  Hello kids love candy!!  They try to sneak

Confessions Of A Mad Man
So I woke up this morning and smiled. For the first time in a very long time I woke up happy. Alot of things have been happening to me that were very unexpected. A person I was in love with destroyed me. Much like most of the women from my past, she was exactly like them. I turned off...I didn't care or even want to care about anyone or anything except for myself. And was living just fine that way. Well, I got tripped up by a series of happenings in my life that have proven the selfish person I was is not the person I want to be. Over the next few days im sure you will see alot of changes in my profile as well as attitude. Hope you all get to meet the person I really am. In the meantime......I think I'm pregnant. I'm sitting here watching Star Trek eating cookies and olives O.o People who point out their puns are like comedians who explain their jokes: they both think you'retoo stupid to get it. The only good thing about the phrase "pun intended" is that it saves you time whenyou want

Find Answers And Post Your Fubar Support Questions Here!
Any photo that displays NSFW content should be marked accordingly. There is a warning on the photo upload page that is very clear about this. If you are seeing NSFW photos in yiour recent uploads, please report the abuser.  If you are abusing or ignoring our NSFW policy you will: 1. Have your profile suspended. 2. Your profile will be deleted. We have no tolerance rule for this. Please do your part and help keep the public areas of fubar free of NSFW! Thanks http://www.fubar.com/blog/328015/1096091 I get dozens of emails a day from people who claim their account was "hacked." I have been here over four years and never once have I been hacked. Trust me...people have tried. 1. The key to NEVER being hacked is to make sure your password and login email address is kept private and secure. NEVER give your information out to ANYONE. 2. Change your password regularly. Also, make sure that your login email account is secure. I have seen people forget that someone had that passwo

Rant!
Well just came to a concnclusion that i still do'nt get lounges and why they actually want live dj's. Whats the point?. i go in and look at the number of people in the lounge and watch how many actually chat and then i go see how many actually show as a listner on the shoutcaster. it's DISGUSTING the differnces in the numbers. first off why be in a lounge and not participate? secondly why don't ya listen to the dj? I DJ for YOU the listener. not for ME hell i try to make my shows interesting using themes and dropping difernt geners in my mixes. no your right i don't take requests nor do i play metal. but i still try to keep it entertaining for the broad audience. and engage the members with small talk and shout outs on the mic. BUT now imma thinking why bother trying to please the members if there not bothering participating or listening?...do u just go in lounges to chat or just for the tunes? or to to whack or fap to the cams? why are ya there?   I honestly thought the lounges were

Fubar Book Club!
I'm still working out some kinks, but I thought I would put this here so those who would like to start talking can gather and do it here. This blog is only for discussion of World War Z. Anything off-topic will be deleted. Sorry! General thoughts, opinions, ideas? Please try to avoid "spoilers", if you have to them please mark them as such, kinda like this: *SPOILER!* Zombies is people!! *END SPOILER!* Also, what do you think of having entries made for subjects as well as general talk? Such as having one to focus on the political aspects, scientific, its place in zombie pop culture, etc. etc. Alright, post away! :) I have a great one in mind, but please leave your nominations here. Thank you! What: An attempt at a book club, here, on Fubar. Some say it's a foolish mission. They're correct, but we're awesome, we read and we love talking to each other on blogs, so up theirs. Who: Hopefully you. ANYBODY can join. A handful of you have promised me you'll join and d

Booboo's Thoughts
Nature and HaitiScreaming, shouting and wailingMany houses slumped.War between NATURE and HAITINuclear weapon on Haiti by Nature.Seconds, thousands Haitians destroyed.Nature’s soldiers? None dead.Earthquake, Nature bombs Haiti.Presidential nestUpside down designed rest.Haitian soldiers toothless.UN Forces toothless.Shakes Haiti again Nature’s fire powerAftershock they call it.Wrapped bodies like bin bagsDeposited homeward journey to eternityGrave people many Haitians turned.One to ten days,They rolled away stones.Semi LazarusesRaised from their earth- quaked tombs to life.Goods run desperately out of warehouses,Administering first aid to the helpless.At a time,Complex designs by mechanized birdsIn air for aid sakes.At a time,Like manna from heavenAid parachuted for sustenance.Boots noises all around.Ships resting areas destroyed.Ships unable to vomit its substance from bellyPort -Au -Prince in coma,Unsure when back to life.Some countries,Political beauty like models they fl

Hey See My Blogspot
-LAZY FROG- A beautiful, well endowed, young blonde, goes to her local pet store in search of an exotic pet. As she looks about the store, she notices a box full of frogs. The sign says: Sex Frogs! Only $20 each! Money Back Guarantee! (Comes with complete instructions). The girl excitedly looks around to see if anybody's watching her and whispers softly to the man behind the counter, "I'll take one." The man packaged the frog and said, "Just follow the instructions carefully." The girl nods, grabs the box, and is quickly on her way home. As soon as she closes the door to her apartment, the girl takes out the instructions and reads them thoroughly, doing exactly what it says to do:1. Take a shower.2. Splash on some nice smelling perfume.3. Slip into a very sexy teddy.4. Crawl into bed and position the frog in place. She then quickly gets into bed with the frog and, to her surprise, nothing happens! The girl is totally frustrated and quite upset at this point.

Vents
What is Real Beauty, and why can't we see, that we live in a World full of Beauty???? These days we are so busy, that we can't really see it. There're so many beautiful things that have been given to us by our Goddess and God, from our Mother Earth and all its creatures. Sometimes it's not just that we can't see it, but that we have forgotten what Real Beauty is.  Sometimes it's staring us right in the face, but at times it is hidden and is not that easy to be seen. The matter of fact is that we all -and I'm including myself- have diferent points of view (which is good). As you can see beauty means something different to all of us. Beauty is NOT just looks and believe it or not there are a lot of people that really think "Beauty is JUST looks".  More people than I will like to admit, and sadly enough there are beautiful girls and women dying because they believe the nonsense they see in magazines and TV, and dying without having known real beauty is sad. But real beauty is much more

Bad Cyber 1 Through 4
BennyDiablo: HELLS YEAH...i wanan be a blonde... kinda look like brad pitts brother qwazimoto pitt...hes lesser known BennyDiablo: < purrs BennyDiablo: AHHHHHHH CHOOOOO BennyDiablo: OH SHIT IM SORRY LET ME CLEAN THAT OFF OF YOU BennyDiablo: umm..im gonna use the blouse i ripped okay? Pants on fire: sigh, are you fucking with me? BennyDiablo: no, i swear i was just trying to make it realistic Pants on fire: ok Pants on fire: im pulling your sweat pants down and im rubbing your bulge BennyDiablo: < screams likea woman...DAMN YOUR HANDS ARE COLD...(thats gonna cause some shrinkage) Pants on fire: im lifting my miniskirt and taking off my panties BennyDiablo: BERMP CHICKA WAH WAH Pants on fire: cute BennyDiablo: okay, im licking your....SHIT!!! Pants on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: i gota hair stuck in my throat Pants on fire: huh? BennyDiablo: great now im fuckin choking BennyDiablo: YOU DONT FUCKIN SHAVE? BennyDiablo: i need some water

Rant
most people i've met say, when you die, your life flashes before your eyes.  i disagree with this statement.  because when you're moments away from dying, from taking your last breath, you panic.  you're afraid.  this sudden chill takes over your body, because you know, because your brain is telling you, and because your heart is telling you that in just a few seconds, you will cease to exist. but life doesn't flash before your eyes because you're too fucking scared to think.  you just stay there, caught in that moment, and freeze.  and you pull a stupid face. when my father died, what he barely remembers is a blur.  he says, laying down on that stretcher, i could hear the paramedics, your mom crying, the beeping of machines, the engine of the ambulance truck.  but i couldn't hear them the way you hear them in a normal state.  it was like the sounds of each were just mixed together.  in a blender. like in old times.  in mono.  when sound came out of just one speaker.  everything f

Biker Stuff
The Harley Song....        By Bill HoloboffDavid graduated with a master's degreeAnother seven years he's got a PhdHis Ma & pa were grinnin' just as proud as could beThey said 'We wanna get you something, son, so what'll it be?'He closed his eyes so thoughtfullyand said "Yeah, Pop, I think I wanna be freeI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonFather Bob had done a good job for thirty some yearsA lotta weddings, lotta funerals, Kinda sick of the tearsDid his preachin' on Sunday, went home for the nightWoke up Monday mornin' in a whole different lightHe said 'Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't careI still love my fellow man, but I just needed some airI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonWell, little Tommy and his mommy on Christmas EveWent down to the mall to sit on Santa's kneeSanta said 'Come and t

Not Fubar Related
I need some serious distraction. Laughing out loud, anything but crying ... My "date" still has not texted me back letting me know if he's going to show up for our "talk" I told him I had a fire he needed to put out with his magnificent hose! :p ;) If he doesn't show in the next hour or so I guess I will take it as a hint, huh? Which is too bad .. he was a very good "talker"   Talk to me. pwease? Ok, so this vacation thing isn't starting off that great! I was so excited and thought everything as going so smoothly, but something HAD to go wrong. About an hour from Nashville we encountered vehicle trouble. Turns out the catalytic converter went out in our van. So we had my mother come pick us up and she drove us to Nashville. Then she went all the way back home. The van was towed to a shop in Pulaski, TN. We hope it will be fixed by Monday. That will be about an extra $300 we didn't plan to spend! We plan to take a shuttle to the airport in the morning, will be renting a car in Chi

My Thoughts
I sit here and wonder why I make so many mistakes and then do it again later on. I try to be happy with what I have then everything seems to go wrong, Either because a guy can promise me the world or something sounds so good, while in the long run it was all a crock of shit. The I look around after all the shit has settled and realize that I have hurt a lot of people and myself in the long run. I know I can't change the past and am supposed to learn from it but I don't think I will ever totally grasp that concept. I am very sorry for everyone I have hurt and I know I can't change what happened. I just hope one day that maybe and I don't know if I am grasping at straws or not but I hope that stuff can start to go back to the way it was. I have royally messed up this time and I regret stuff for the second time in my life. I know nobody is perfect but I know there is even limits to what happens. You can only mess up so much before people do give up on you. I know i am at my breaking poin

Thoughts Of Nothing
  Well, it all looks the same, Bored, with playing this game. Anger, for what  was never done, The promise, that died in the sun.   You, pretended you loved me, Tell, me your down while towering above me. You won’t see, you won’t see, You won’t see the truth here, Much too  inconvienet, That you hurt me, and keep me down.   You say , your friends are all gone, Then why, am I the one who’s always alone? While you’re out running around? You’re tears they weigh my wings down,

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im tryin not ta piss my pants laughin from this run in. I almost feel bad callin my girl by the name red after this,ALMOST ♥ NAUGHTY ...: INDEED ♥ NAUGHTY ...: BYE OUT YO tat2oodtrash: makin mama proud tat2oodtrash: buhbye now ♥ NAUGHTY ...: AND SLUT tat2oodtrash: u too whore ♥ NAUGHTY ...: TY FOR GETTING IT RIGHT HAHA ♥ NAUGHTY ...: yes ♥ NAUGHTY ...: now have a good day

Salute
Broken-hearted Girl You’re everything I thought you never wereAnd nothing like I thought you could’ve beenBut still you live inside of meSo tell me how is that?You’re the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one I’d love to not forgiveAnd though you break my heart, you’re the only one And though there are times when I hate youCause I can’t eraseThe times that you hurt me And put tears on my faceAnd even now while I hate youIt pains me to sayI know I’ll be there at the end of the dayI don’t wanna be without you babeI don’t want a broken heartDon’t wanna take a breath with out you babeI don’t wanna play that partI know that I love youBut let me just sayI don’t want to love you in no kind of way no noI don’t want a broken heartAnd I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...NoNo broken-hearted girlI’m no broken-hearted girlSomething that I feel I need to sayBut up to now I’ve always bee

Ignorance Can Be Fixed, But Stupid Is Forever
luettamolden619111:40 PM  wanna chat? 24/f/houston.. asl?Jimmy Stewart  Nah, I'm not into having to give my credit card to cyber fuck.luettamolden6191  Yay someone to talk to  !! how are u?   I found your name in the yahoo online members search Jimmy Stewart  I'm fine thanks.  How are you?luettamolden6191  I'm great babe!! how about yourself?Jimmy Stewart  I'm fine thanks.  How are you?luettamolden6191  my roomates just stepped out I only have a little while alone...   are u alone too?  we should cam2cam Jimmy Stewart  Oh yeah?  What a coincidence!  I just got the stitches out from my sex change.  I've been waiting to use this thing.luettamolden619111:44 PM  you come over?Jimmy Stewart  Sure, where do ya live?  You have to be a little gentle with my penis though.  I'm afraid it might rip off since it's so new.luettamolden619111:45 PM  K here's the link to my cam it's http://www.freecaminvite.com/redeem/1858218 go there and you should see me, just click the join free tab on top of the p

Food For The Mind
A world of shadows, blurred and fleeting swim by me like the tide not an ounce of color, light or dark yet a billion shades of grey. They bore me, like insignificant blades of grass but tear one away from the herd and between your fingertips, it becomes everything. Life seems like tedious mediocrity sometimes a waste of time that you wouldn't use anyways. But when you see a blade of grass everything else becomes clear as day. Unknown currents pulling this way and that Lost, sometimes not a thing in sight. Islands; warm, inviting, off in the distance Struggling to reach them, pulled back out to sea. Tired arms can't fight it much longer Tired arms won't fight much longer. Whales, sea life sometimes come to spectate What it is theyre watching is a mystery. Searching, searching for something Adrift at sea. A leaf on the wind, in the stream, in the sky A flap of wings, a rustle of feathers A shrill cry, a glint in the sun A splash in the water, a drop of blood, death. High in t

My Poetry
You dont deserve this pain that makes you so sad, the people who drive you crazy and make you mad; You dont deserve to suffer at the expense of others, they should treat you with respect like they would their mothers; You dont deserve to hide away from this world and be secluded, you should be appreciated, loved, and included; You dont deserve to be all alone, emtpy and lost, for the love you offer is more than enough to cover the cost; of any friendship that you do deserve and are worthy of, be known that mine is based on true love. L is for the laughter that flows through me when i am with you or even think about you, O is for the orgasmic pleasure you give me when we are together and you touch me too, V is for the vulnerability that ensues me when you gaze into my eyes, E is for for the everla

Luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, I just moved from long beach cali to springfield missouri.  It was one hell of a trip.  I went to vegas first and won some money, lots of it.  My game is blackjack, and I left vegas with 10,000 in my pockets, after spending 800 of my own.  it was still a good taking.     After that I went through new mexico.  I got pulled over for a broken tail light, the cops searched my car and found my gun in the backseat in my lockbox.  one of the cops freaked out, and before i knew it there were ten squad cars and a bunch of police screaming at me to get on the ground or they'd shoot.  After being kneed in the ribs and smacked in the back of the head I was arrested.  I'm pretty lucky considering I DID fight back and knocked out four of them before they got the drop on me.  I only fought because I was in the middle of the desert and they were talking about taking all my money and leaving me to the wolves.     I paid them off with my winnings from vegas and let them keep my .357 ruger gp/100 r

Club Paradise
Ready for the party of the year??  Club Paradise will be throwing an all weekend party Friday, June 10th - Sunday, June 12th to celebrate its 3 year anniversary.  This party will be kicked off with the one and only DJ Sparky on air Friday from 8pm-12am.   There will be random giveaways all weekend long even to those that are parked. There will be a major giveaway on Sunday, June 12th at 9:15pm EST in which there will be prizes such as a happy hour, polisher, other bling, fubucks, pimpouts, points, and more.  The entry fee will be 100k to get a chance to win some of those prizes. This should be fupaled to me ASAP before the contest.  75 prizes will be given away during that drawing!  MUST BE A MEMBER OF CLUB PARADISE TO ENTER & MUST BE PRESENT TO WIN! We will be hosting the following contests which will have bling as the prize for winning them: Dance Contest (Friday @ 8:30pm EST) - 1st place = boomy! All others will receive bling. Crossdressing Contest (Saturday @ 4pm EST) - 1st p

The Vows He Gave Me Today....
As I sit on this blasted website and play my little game of fu-mafia passing the time at my office at a very stressful job, I have been entertained more so with the fools and clowns on this place.  First of all, how does one become an ECS member, or a 2nd Alarm Hottie, or whatever fun and cutesy letters follow the names on here. And who determines this.  Are there a panel of judges like Simon Cowell and Paula….!!??  If so, I want to see the ones who didn’t make it.  They are so much more fun.  Why on earth not go to college if you like letters after your name.  I have some, it’s MBA.  No that does not stand for My Booty is Awesome.   So much fun to have those letters and oh my goodness to have your name in red, pink or blue  must be the equivalent of receiving the Nobel Peace Prize of Fubar.  People, here's what I have to say, which because I don't have the following requirements necessary to be ranked on here, will go ignored.  Those requirements are:   1.     I m

Just Interesting Things
BabyJesus is never going to charge for Fubar. Why? Because it is advertiser supported. The more people who are on here, the more money Fubar (and its parent company) makes. If there is ever going to be a change in Fubar it will not be announced through bulletins. Why would any company trust its future to idiots, who "test" their friends, and think that the phone rings because they've re-posted a bulletin. And there is NO way to attach a fucking tracking device to a godamn bulletin!!! So you are not going to Recieve Shit for Reposting Spam. Come on people!!! Don't act offended if someone asks to be your friend. If you don't want friends you don't know in real time, then change your fucking settings, stop acting like a fucking drama queen. Not everyone will like you. That's life. Grow up. Even Hitler had pals, you'll find someone too! If someone denies your 'add friend request', move on. Don't pester the shit out of someone to be your friend, it's not going to work. Don't act offended

Story Time, Nsfw
This is seduction of the highest order Lay down, relax, and let carnal emotions take over Inhale deeply and put your mind at ease Allow me to lead you into never ending ecstasy Placing my lips to yours I dare you to explore what’s behind your minds locked doors Mesmerizing you with my soft kisses Bewitching you with my sweet smell I have you right where I want you After this is over memories of this night will still haunt you Biting softly on your neck I release your inhibitions You’re dying to be with me pleading to be tempted Hoe can I be resisted? After all this is seduction of the highest order…. -Unknown- You are so sexy that just the thought of you arouses me. I know that this morning you left wearing something sexy for me under your black skirt and your beige turtle neck sweater. The thought of you wearing those laced black panties with that matching laced bra, and garter belt all day drives me crazy! When you get home there are aroma candle

My Workz...*poems*
My head fills with inexplicable thoughts, They invade every avenue of my brain, Like ships that traverse to many ports, They come and go while I remain, Locked in some time warp of space, Sometimes no expression on my face. Why oh why do I submit to their will , Can I not withstand their force, When my mind is not blank and still, I find it filled with such remorse, I yearn for peace and tranquil rest, But I wonder if I can stand the test. These devils feed on my weary thoughts, I alone can summon my strength, I must regain my sanity of sorts, Finally after such great length, I can muster some commanding might, To rid me from this lack of light. Back I come from this twilight hell, Back I come to to enjoy the day, Away from this sorrow where I had to dwell, To the life where love lets me stay, Back to all that I left behind, Back to the sanity I regain my mind. I stand before a mirror dark , enshrouded by the gloom Where cold air penetrates the farthest corner of the

Ever Wonder??????????????
1: Why the sun lightens our hair,but darkens our skin? 2: Why women can't put mascara on with their mouths closed? 3: Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? 4: Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? 5: Why do you have to click on "Start" to stop Windows? 6: Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavour,while dishwashing liquid is made from real lemons? 7: Why doctors call what they do "practice"? 8: Why the man who invests all your money is called a broker? 9: Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food? 10: Who tastes pet food when it has a "new improved" flavour? 11: Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes? 12: Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? 13: Why they don't make the whole plane out of the material used for the indestructible black box? 14: Why sheep don't shrink when it rains? 15: Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? 16: If con is the opposite of pro,is Congress the opposite of progress? 17: Wh

Things I've Written
If memories could be miracles and tears could dull the pain, I’d be once more happy and have you back again… If all the times I thought of you that made me smile could mend The hole you leaving left in my heart, my perfect, loving friend… My heart would be whole, my life would be bliss, If you were again here so I needn’t miss The sound of your voice, the joy in your laugh, The times that we shared in days that are passed… But tears fall like rain from my eyes in vain, My heart aches in deep, love-lost pain; But the tears can’t cause miracles, they’ll never bring you back. The pain in my heart gives me no slack To say that I’ll miss you sounds hollow, in fact, Because what I feel goes much deeper than that… For the truth in my heart, for so long I kept hid That in fact what I felt was love and it did Never come out, for so afraid was I; I never thought that you ever would die. Too young to be taken from a world that needed More people like you, whom the call to serve

Funnies (and How True!!!)
went to the lake yesterday, spent a few good hours there. lil one had a blast there! ran into a few peeps that we knew from a former living place. she played hard & long! she loves the water! had a hard time gettin her to leave.  she calls it the ocean, but it's only a lake.  it was so much fun there! we shall make it a regular thing! George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they spy a red phone and ask what the phone is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth. Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is a million dollars, so Putin writes him a check. Next Queen Elizabeth call England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is 6 million dollars, so Queen Elizabeth wrotes him a check. Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be

♥my Patrick♥
I love you enough to fight for you,  compromise for you, and sacrifice  myself for you if need be.   Enough to miss you incredibly when  we're apart, no matter what legnth  of time its for and reguardless  of the distance   Enough to believe in our relationship  to stand by it through the worst of times  to have faith in our  stregnth as a couple and to never give  up on us   Enough to spend the rest of my life  with you, be there for you when you  need or want me, and never, ever  want to leave you or live without you.     I love you baby. Always and forever, Here I am. You are the reason I have a smile on my face, The reason my heart skips a beat, And the reason I have butterflies in my tummy. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me, Just so you know I love you baby How Long Will I Love You? Until the end of time and beyond.... Until the music stops and there is no more song.. How Long Will I Love You? Until the seas and rivers all run dry.... Until t

I Shall C....
Happy hour(hopefully in GM) 10 pm fu time on Humpday!(1/5 HH virgin Friday 3/12 @ 3 just finished the cheery bomb n about 2 finish my auto 11's. TY my true blue fu friends, and TY 4 all the love and support I got along the way! Welcome my new friends. I really miss some of U guys who have left the FU or who just cannot b 'round much. I shall do this again!  

My Portfolio
you can never be too skinny or too rich. big thanks to my husband for taking this shot....post production by myself in photoshop...anyone else want cloning...just ask...i'll do one for you....kj xx

Random Shit, Blah!
Its 4 am and I can't freaking sleep. My husband is up getting drunk and playing world of warcraft. My 2 kids are snoozing. Would go jump in the bed but know my little girl will be waking up soon. Wishing my hubby would go to bed so I could relax a little bit. Just paid for a 7 day blast on here. So maybe some fu love will cheer me up a bit. If you see me on chat for a min. Pray for me everyone. I'm soo confused about my husband right now its not even funny. When I met him in march I already had a son from a previous relationship. I ended up getting pregnant in May, with a baby girl. He moved down here at the end of June. We got married November 18th of last year. Had my baby girl December 8th. Everything was going great with us until he lost his job about 2 months ago. We have been staying with my mom. And he just basically quit caring all together about having a job. Our income tax came right about that time. So he's been just gung ho about staying at home. For the past 2 months, I h

What To Do
what would u do if your guy or girl hardly talked to you or seen u and u loved this person with your whole heart and theres nothing u wouldnt do for this person. i call this one end this is the end for me this is the end for us this is the end of my life i cant take the heartache this is the end of everything my life is nothing but hurt and sarrow to the one that left me in this dark cold place i will love u for ever till the worlds end i cant take this pain i cant take this sarrow so this is the end....... good bye.........  i call this one life life as i know it is no longer life as i want it is long gone my life is turned upside down my life as i knew it was so grand my life as i want it cant be found i sit and i cry as days go by longing for my love to return i cant take this pain that i feel anymore its taring me down my life as i need it is no more what shale i do i cant take this heart ache i cant take this hurt if love is so powerful then why do i f

Sexy Kittens
Hope everyone is enjoying all the gurls, I am in the process of creating an actual website for all the sexy kittens. It will include the gurls of course, bios, pictures...any good ideas let me know.....if your know any ladies that would be good for the groups send them my way....muuuaazzzz xoxoxo shelly We have a new and improved website for fubars sexy kittens, its still growing and changes everyday. Special thank you to FSK immortal desire for helping on it....be sure to check it out http://www.wix.com/photo_shelly98/sexy-kittens So alot of changes have been done to our  website it is up and running and looking great. Just wanna ask everyone to stop by and see it let me know what you think. Since I cant post the link on here I am using commas instead of periods in it, please check us out at  fubarssexykittens,webs,com

Extraordinarily Ordinary
     Well this morning everything went off without a hitch! I got the stems (rods) put on the wheel and got the hub caps put on AND no one overcharged me! Now I made an appointment to get the brakes done on it Monday. Strangely the quote that they gave my husband was $100.00. That included labor and parts and rotating the roaters. For me however when I went to verify the price they want to charge me $100.00 for labor only!! Really??? So I am going to have to go back to the auto parts store (groan) and buy the brakes myself and get them to requote the price over the phone to my husband and I want a name of whoever gives it to him and then the plan is to march in there with brakes in hand (hopefully to save me some money), and give the name of the person who gave the quote and the agreed upon price and demand that they stick to their word, or Ill go somewhere else from now on. Maybe there is a Auto store in my area that doesnt hate women!! lol one can hope!! Hopefully it will all work ou

Wisewoman Traditions
Who is Baba Yaga? She is the Goddess, she is the Witch, she is the Wise Woman, she is the Crone, she is aged artemis. Baba is Grandmother. In Tibet, fierce demons are Yagas. So she is the Grandmother Demon, Grandmother Dragon, the fearsome, the fierce. Baba Yaga is the subject of many Russian folk tales or fairy tales. She is very very old. How do we know? We are told her nose curves down and her chin curves up and they nearly meet. Since the cartilage in our noses, chins and ears continues to grow throughout our lives, only someone a hundred or more would have such a remarkable face. Her fingernails, it is said, are as thick and ridged as roof tiles. My, what a mineral-rich diet she must have! And they are stained brown. Any herbalists here who have noticed such a staining on their hands after a summer of harvesting? I have. Baba Yaga lives in a house that nearly defies description, yet any herbalist would feel right at home there, overlooking perhap

Greeting Card Poems
When we look ahead,Our paths look paed almost clear.Sometimeswhen we look back,Always brings a tear. Behind us our paths,Lay worn and scarred.Filled with sullen memoreys,No matter how near or far. New roads open ahead for us all,The choice is ours,no one elses.We must each choose which way,So we remain true to ourselves. Today on a day of rebirth,Our hearts should weigh lite.Allour worries of yesterday,Should be gone with the night. Everything today has become fresh,Once again things brand new.To day my heart smiles for my friends,And I thank God I have you. You search the worldFor riches you'll never findIs there any way to make you realizeTo open up your mind. The treasure that you seekOn a map cannot be foundAnd it cannot be weighedBy the ounce or the pound.   The wealth that you huntYou've had since the startBuried deep inside youDeep inside your heart.

Boo's Blah Blah
Just came back from Texas last week, visited some Family and Friends...So did not want to leave...Indiana weather sux azz & there seems to be more chances for employment there, than this G*d forsaken town!! Just saying :) Xoxoxo luv to all Cheri~o Everyone is allowed to speak their mind...So just because Fubar says "3,920,318 members" don't mean this is not a tight nit group of people...everyone talks or knows someone who knows another...so for da dudez that think they can play it off that ur one women's man when ur not...HAAHAA...you'll get caught!!!  So if you think you got game...well da girlz know better babe! Peace Out! Loving the sounds of spring, the sun shining and the weather getting warmer slowly...finally went fishing on Saturday...ahhhh it was a bit cool but did catch some...glad to be able to get outside finally!  Peace on peeps!!!

On My Mind
- 1- I can see that I've been busy..Runnin' round on you.I wish someone had told me..I'd like to get in on it too.I'm on you like a blanket..Every single day.You clearly show no interest..In what I have to say. - chorus -In these silly mind gamesNo one ever winsSo please don't crucify me for myFictitious sinsHelp me figure out thisKobiashi MaruI hate being accused of thingsI never did to youIn these silly mind gamesNo one ever winsSo please don't crucify me for myFictitious sins- 2- I told you we're exclusiveYou could take it to the bankI let you put the chain on meYou didn't need to yankTwice damned if I didn't Thrice damned if I do I hear the crow is excellent You have so much to chew. As you know I'm very selective as to who I add on my friends list. I got an invite from a young girl, but she was local so I accepted.  I had never said hello to her, until today.   · friend MissJaclynn Cherry Bombed Lukethighrocker and earned 58,750 points!· MissJaclynn and Tainted Soul became fr

Faded Stars Lead Nowhere
The moment left them breathless.A beautiful couple, they locked fingers and touched togetherpalms of two hands, one belonging to him and one to her. He was sure that she returned as much as he gave.Her dark, yet loving eyes said so.Raindrops fell around the two, glowing in the lights that moved around them with the quickness of several lightning strikes.“Tonight is our night,” he told her. She replied with a warm smile.A rounded tear slid down her cheekand he was afraid that denial had set in.That worried look must have clicked in her mind, as she assured him that she was fine.Her voice quivered when she let go of the words “just a little confused”.That simple notion brought him to tears.“Do you think you could live without me?” he asked her. “I’m not sure,” she said with a deep sob. She leaned in and kissed him.He tasted the salty tears that her lips had absorbed.It was nice, probably the best since the first time.They stared at on

Crazyness
Some say they don't like my attitude! Well my response to them is to quit pissing me off!! If only common sense were contagious instead of stupidity. No dude, i will not get naked for you......I dont want to see your penis......If i was gonan strip i would be on a pole,  I am after all a single mom. I do not work for free....damn. So i tried to quit smoking, but i gained like 5 pounds! I would so much rather fuck up my lungs than get fat. Nicorette gum you say? I would rather chew on a cigarette thank you.....and no thank you. Why is it little things make me want to take myself out? For example....if i killed myself, i wouldnt have to write this paper that is due in 4 hours..... Irritating stuff.... Women who assume that simply because another woman poses nude, is a stripper, or works in the sex industry, that she is somehow automatically unintelligent or less deserving of respect than others. IF you got it flaunt it.... :) That guy that thinks I'll fuck him because I'm a "Frea

Poem
I was once lost in darkness,A wandering nomadic fool,Teetering on the edge of reason,About to plunge into the abyss,Then a light shone down,Lifted me out of darkness,Touched my soul with grace,And beat love into my heart,That was when I met you,My loving wife,For so long now youHave continued to save me,Day after day,You gave me the reason to be,To live and to feel love,To go on and find my dreams,As long as you were there,I just wanted to let you know,That I could never fully expressHow much I feel for you,When I love you Seems so simple,How can you put into wordsThe power of desire I have for you,Pray to God,Channel the muse,And let my fingers type the words,My heart beats because of you,My soul is bright and alive,Because of you,And even when the trails of todaySeem to distract me,My love is always devoted to you,It is eternal within my heart,Like a constant thunder in my soul. When it comes to lovin' couples,don't we make the perfect pair-There's romance, love, and laughterin the f

Love Card 4/3/10
Hi Betty! Here is your Daily Love Tarot Card for Saturday, April 3 "The Ten of Chalices card suggests that you should celebrate the completion of a journey, transformation or commitment. It's time to back up the ones you love while giving them roots and wings. You can expect the collective sensation of having finally made it as one big happy family. Perhaps the most important lesson to be gleaned from this sense of fulfillment is to simply enjoy being in the moment. Honor and recognize your inner child through spontaneous and passionate expressions. You know that home, happiness and family are where the heart is. This sense of pride and joy may come from a focus on common values, a romantic desire sated or a dream achieved. Either way, you have an opportunity to share the love, express gratitude, expand your relationship and appreciate the stormy road that might have led to this renewal and wholeness."   Hi Betty! Here is your Daily Love Tarot Card for Friday, April 23

Fubar Life And Other Stuff!!
Man...I'M GETTING SO FAT I CAN HARDLY SCRATCH MY OWN BUTT!! THESE MORNING WALKS ARE KILLING ME!!!! WHAT PART OF QUIET DIDN'T YOU UNDERSTAND?

Poems
Her eyes, vivid hues of turquoise....Her skin pale and milky as the moons beams. Silk to his touch. His breath slowed with anticipation. Her lips lustirous lustrously pale, her fragant smell of rose pedal oil intoxicated him. He breathed deep in his nostrils once more her scent...He caressed her cheek with the palm of his tumb. She quiver under his gently touch. Ever inching forward they came until their lips locked. Exctasy. I would be the breeze across your cheek to wipe away your tears...I would be the sun on your face, to make you smile when your feeling down...I would be the rain falling over your face, crying with you when your hurt...I would be the grey clouds, a blanket to hide you from the world...I would be the seashore, the music to sooth the soul...I would be the tree under which you nap...I would be the springs flower blossoms, a friend always there to listen...If I could I would be the shadow at your side, so you'd never be alone a friend always there to past the dull mom

Workout
Breakfast was Blah...Blah...Blah.  Pretty much the same as day 1, and will probably remain pretty similar.  I added some vegetables is the only difference.  So lets get onto the workout   Warmups the same Pushups-5 sets of 12 Situps- 5 sets of 10 Squats- 5 sets of 14 Pullups- 5 sets of 8 Chinups-5 sets of 8 10 minutes of stretches 10 minutes of cooldown exercises. I started the blog a couple days later than I started the exercise, so just need to get everything caught up with my routine. So I stated before, breakfast is the same.  Always remember to drink plenty of water.  Vitamins are a useful tool too for keeping you going.   Warmups-15 minutes (same old same old) Pushups- 5 sets of 15 situps- 5 sets of 12 squats- 5 sets of 16 Pullups- 5 sets of 8 ((again)) Chinups-5 sest of 8 10 minutes of stretches 10 minutes of cool down   I know I said before 15 minutes of cooldown, but I have decided to take it down a notch. So, obviously this is my first blog so bear with m

Poetry
SEE THAT MAN THERE ACROSS THE ROOM? THE ONE IN THE TATTERD SHIRT AND THE BROKEN BROOM. STARTED HERE ABOUT SIX MONTHS AGO, WHY HE USES THAT BROOM NOBODY KNOWS. HE NEVER SMILES AND HE NEVER FROWNS, MINDS ALWAYS ON HIS WORK WITH THAT BROOM SWEEPING THE GROUND. I ASKED THE MAN A FEW DAYS AGO, WHY A BROKEN BROOM AND NOT ONE THAT'S NEW? HE PAUSED FOR A MOMENT AND THEN HE SAID, SOMEONE VERY DEAR TO ME IS DEAD. ABOUT EIGHT MONTHS AGO I LOST MY WIFE, 50 YRS SIDE BY SIDE IS HOW WE SHARED OUR LIFE. OH I WAS LOST AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I NOTICED IN THE CORNER THIS BROKEN BROOM. WASN'T QUITE SURE WHERE IT CAME FROM. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BROKEN IT LOOKED BRAND NEW.COULDN'T UNDERSTAND, I WAS QUITE CONFUSED. THEN IT HIT ,THAT BROOM, IT WAS NEW. YOU SEE MY FRIEND MY WIFE WAS KILLED ONE NIGHT BY A MAN IN A TRUCK TOWING HIS BIKE. HE WAS ON HIS WAY HOME FROM A RALLY DOWN SOUTH. WHEN HE STOPPED AT THE BAR TO WET HIS MOUTH. ONE TURNED INTO TWO AND TWO TURNED INTO MORE. HE WAS FEELIN NO PAIN

Utopia
Love in a MomentIt is your face that I see in the darknesswith each blink of my eyes.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your name that I hear in the silencebetween each beat of my heart.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your scent that I smell as I inhalewith each and every breath.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your love that I wait forbetween the ticks of a clock.Forever and a day............................... UTOPIAOh,My Love find metear down these doorsand break down these walls I have builttake me down to the road untraveledCome into my soul and take what you seekShow me My LoveLight the fires of desire that smolderKindle the flame that burns withincome and take me at your pleasureTake me My Loveto our utopia where I can be mebreathe the life into my souland feel my yearningswatch my body rise as you enter my soulOh Lovetake me to the heights of pleasurethat only you can knowtake me to the zenith and watchmy explosion turn to ecstasysee the joy

Ramblings Of The Maddened Mind
Im feeling unusualy deep tonight, staring out at the night sky and just thinking over everything that has happened through my life to put me where I am right now and it just suddenly hit me like a freight train that my whole life I've thought I've been miserable, but looking back on it, every moment of my life thats affected me I have a deep well of pride for having gone through it because it's made me into the person I am today. Every broken heart or sundered relationship, every painful act and wrong decision has shaped and molded my character into the person that I am today, one of honor, integrity, pride, and self-power.  And yet, having looked back with the gift of hindsight I can't help but wonder....would I make those decisions again if I TRULY was given the oppurtunity to change my own future and I can't say with 100% certainty that I would. Maybe I'd have kept myself in better shape than I am now. Maybe I'd have stayed in highschool instead of dropping out in the 10th grade and

I began my ascent at minue zeroYou made so sure of thatYou tried to keep me down hereYour complacency has been your downfallNobody made you king of the worldAnd I'm here to dethrone youSo kiss the ring motherfuckerIt's my time, my time to shineGrasping for the straws as they fallMaybe you can make a splint for your broken egoFor your broken egoSo I say thank you for the scarsAnd the guilt and the painEvery tear I've never criedHas sealed your fucking fateWhat did you take me for, a fool?Or were you just too blind to seeThat every effort made has failedAnd there is no destroying me?Hate can be a positive emotionWhen it forces you to better yourselfYou built me, constructed my desirePerfected my hatredNow I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you areTen times better than you think you arePiece by piece I've built my wallsAnd burned the bridges downThat lead back to people like youSo full of malice, so full of scornYou tried your best to crush my spiritYou tried to steal my sou

My Thoughts & Explorations
If we marched for our race & rights, you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it, but when we announce our white pride, you call us racists. You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us, But when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug dealer running from the law and posing a threat to society, you call him a racist. I am proud, But you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists? There is nothing improper about this text message. Let's see which of you are proud enough to send it on. I sadly don't think many will. That's why we have LOST most of OUR RIGHTS in this country. We won't stand up for ourselves! BE PROUD TO BE WHITE! It's not a crime YET... but getting very close! It is estimated that ONLY 5% of those reaching this point in this text message, will pass it on. CHICAGO (AP) — Minutes after a suburban Chicago police officer was charged with striking a mot

Things That Make Me Think :)
The Awakening(Author unknown) A time comes in your life when you finally getwhen, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries outENOUGH1 Enough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the next horizon. You realize that in the real world there arent always fairy tale endings, and that any guarantee of happily ever after must begin with youand in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you areand thats OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. You learn the

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My Thoughts...
Am I still your man?By: The One25-APRIL-2010My heart is bleeding,My life has no meaning,Everything has fallen to pieces.I have this feeling,It was great in the beginning,But now it needs a lot of healing.I have a girlfriend,She started as just a friend,Now she means more (to me) than just any woman.I cannot see,My life without thee,Won't you please contact me.I love you so,Please don't go,Just let me know...Where do we stand,In this crazy land,Tell me - am I still your man? Harmony & Bliss By: The One 16-APRIL-2010 Dedicated to: Jessica O'Neal – To The One I Love... What was once Harmony & Bliss, Is now full of shit and piss We were happy, we were good, Now we are fighting and misunderstood

No Shit !!
Do you CARE about the U.S. ? if you give a shit at all you will read these files ( note list on the RIGHT SIDEBAR ) and SPREAD THIS INFO internet wide. I call on you CYBERGEEKS to do this! http://www.newzeal.blogspot.com/ I was banned from FACEBOOK within a minute of posting the link to the Mexican/american flag/school story. i inquired why and was told I was flagged by a couple people ( obviously TROLLS who are using this tactic to get people kicked off facebook who the dis-agree with) who's reason was I was using a fake identity. i wasn't, i signed up under my real name and info. when i appealed i was told the to get re-instated i would have to furnish scans of TWO forms of OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT ID. they probably know most of us won't furnish the ID's needless to say that ain't gonna happen. FACEBOOK can kiss my ass! however I thought I would do my damndest to let everyone know about this so that they can 1) spread the word on facebook about this tactic. 2) start using this tacti

Chynadoll
Live Like An Angel, Die Like A Devil...X+x+X Screw U & Fuck Off! I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what i do, then i'm better than them anyway.-marilyn monroe Dreams & Reality If You Can DREAM It, You Can Achieve It!-Criss Angel Jeremiah 33:3 (MIND,BODY, & SOUL)“Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.” Piercing Hearts "people use the most ridiculous weapons to pierce someones Spirit just to let them Know that something is wrong with them, when there really isnt. Weapons like "Talk Shitting And Actions Of Shit..." Please if your one of these people, you know you only do it cause you wanna make a big deal about, YOUR "issues" so Others can see your view and talk about it as, AN "ISSUE." Its Not. Don't feel better about it because thats the only place u can get the power to Sham. When you think about it, your really just taking up all your time and energy to PLAY it. To me, your just

Poems I Have Written
She sat there, looking at herself, but not truely seeing herself. Many thoughts, ran through, her head. She believed all of them, but at the same time, believed none of them. Green eyes stared back at her, telling her all the wrong things. Making her feel worthless, ugly, and thinking that no one could, love someone like her. Tears slipped from her eyes, her hand reaches up and, touches the wetness on her cheek. She is shocked to feel it there, she has told herself that she is stronger than that. Green eyes that seem so strong, and bright, but when she takes the time, the brightness fades a little. This green eyed girl, who knows she is well loved, and has someone who thinks she is beautiful. So she continues to sit there, thinking, of her love, and her green eyes brighten again, and she promises herself, from this day, she will not think of herself as, worthless, ugly, again, and she knows she is loved very much, by a special person. She stood there, hair swaying in the breeze, Wat

My Dirty Little Mind...
Tender skin. An open palm or leather flogger. The anticipation before the hand or instrument meets flesh. The thrill as the sound reaches your ears at precisely the same moment the sensation reaches every inch of your body. And you only get another if you ask very, very nicely. Oh, the joys of spanking. It may have been a dreaded punishment as a kid. But as part of consensual adult play, it can be delicious fun. Much of the thrill comes from the expectation and build-up. When will it happen? How will it feel? Will it happen again? And no matter how many times you may indulge, those same questions always seem to arrive since each spanking encounter is different. People enjoy spanking, because in a safe environment, it can be exhilarating to command and to relinquish all power. The spanker is in control of how many spanks and how hard (within the agreed upon scenario, of course.) The “spankee” is left to wait and wonder. Many people find themselves aroused before the paddle

Just For The Record...
I don't feel as thought I have to explain my actions, but I can give a general summary. For personal reasons, I've cleared out the majority of my list. I probably like you, we're probably friends. In fact, we probably text each other or have eachother on Facebook. I didn't delete you because I dislike you in any way. I did it for peace of mind. You are more than welcome to re-add me if you feel as though I have jilted you in some way. I assure you, my "list" here does not determine my friendship with people. I don't believe I need to have you here to be your friend, but if you feel otherwise, by all means, readd me. It's to my discretion if I accept. As for others, we probably stopped talking a long time ago.  Hey, you. Yes, you.  I'm going to cut to the chase: flirting with me makes me want to block you. I don't want to have to block you, but I'm not here to be your object of desire, your plaything, your online relationship, or your reason for existence. Aside from not understand

My Sons.
all i know is there is some deadline and such and we have to go today . . . TODAY! i am helping a friend having a tougher time than i am, with some transportation, sigh.  so off we go, and we arrive at a state office, i am not sure what they call it, there is no name on the door but i call it the welfare office, even though we are going there for something having to do with unemployment . . . . ANYWAY, i fortunately have never had to be in such a place and immediately realize this will be an adventure i, and all the other people there and in this world for that matter, could probably go all through life without. lets begin at the beginning . . . when we start off i am thinking this will be a quick trip and i will wait in the car and all will be good . . . so we go . . . the office is out to lunch and we must come back . . . . oh. 2 hours later (just to be sure everyone has taken their lunch and is happy) we return. only this time i have taken with me my two older sons bei

Free Stuff Online
Your choices: Margarita Glasses, Margarita Pitchers, Margarita Balls, Margarita Shakers, Salt Rimmer, $5 Music Download, or a $5 Mail-in rebate Free gift from Jose Cuervo   Here is a I'm famous on the internet patch. I'm giving away up to 10 as of right now of these patches, If the want/need for these grow i will pick up more and give out many more. For the first two patches i am going to give it away for anyone who comments on this post, just post a comment on here and i will use a random number generator to pick out the two winner, please leave a form of contact info in your comment. You have until June 20, 2010 to comment for this give away. there is no specific number of comments you are limited to     letter opener free organic note pad  

The Darkness
Harsh words & violent blowsHidden secrets nobody knowsEyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I'm warped & twistedSo many tricks & so many liesToo many whens & too many whysNobody's special, nobody's giftedI'm just me, warped & twistedSleeping awake & choking on a dreamListening loudly to a silent screamCall my mind, the number's unlistedLost in someone so warped & twistedOn my knees, alive but deadLook at the invisible blood I've bledI'm not gone, my mind has driftedDon't expect much, I'm warped & twistedBurnt out, wasted, empty, & hollowToday's just yesterday's tomorrowThe sun died out, the ashes siftedI'm still here, warped & twisted At nite in the dark in my dreams your voice is what I hear Whispering words of love and desire your arms are what i feel holding me safe and warm against your strong chest that i use as my pillow   As dawn breaks a new day begins I wake from dreaming to find you gone   Even though miles separate an time has changed us both

Poems & Writings
The scale's of time weighs Heavily upon my mind Sending me into eternal darkness.   The world seeps into hell Around me making my heart Forever frozen until time ends.     As time passes beyond my control I can hear the universe sing the Celestial scream of the hidden hope.     Deep within the heart of one That could bring time to a halt Allowing a frozen heart to heal. She cries herself to sleep at night Thinking of the way things used to be Only to find in her dreams the love she had Could never be only in a cruel fantasy Only to awake into a broken heart. Her broken tears fade away into the night Of the illusion of him she once believed Only to see the escape she seeked to be A false reality. Through her eyes he was the one who Could make the pain fade into the sky

The Envy Series
things were getting hazy now.... details escaping me. already the events of the night before were fading out, and the reality of today taking hold.had it all been a dream? yet there you were, pacing back and forth across the room from me. you were eager to get out of here, you wanted to go anywhere, anywhere that was not here, not with me. you caught my eyes and realized i'd woken up. your eyes quickly shifted from mine, breaking my fascination with your tired and worn expression. you hadn't slept the night before. well, neither had i, at least at the beginning, but i'd gotten a good four hours of sleep in or so. i glanced at my cell phone, three missed calls, and i was about 45 minutes late for work. i didn't care, last night had been amazing, even if you didn't remember it. take my word for it. i gathered my various pieces of clothing left on your floor, put them on, with you still anxiously fiddling with things about your room. you must be nervous your girlfriend

Whipper Snapper
Everyone knows one. Sometimes you ARE one. I am just begging and pleading, don't be "that guy" (or girl). Pleaaaassse? Some of these things are a brief review from my profile page...but I've added some new & improved rants! Yeee Hawwww! These FuFlakes burn my FuMuffins. If I have missed any, please feel free to add your own:   1. People who have a fucking boomerang on and their profile is private/open to friends only. LAME.   2. People who go bonkers and delete hundreds of people from their friends list. Oh and better yet *then* make their profile private, yet I am still your FAN and have to see your lame-ass fucking statuses and actions still. I either have to go through tons of pages of my fans to delete your ass off that way, which I am too lazy to do, or continue to be subjected to your bullshit. Dammit.   3. Those who are constantly telling me how much 'easier' it is to chat on Yahoo. If I wanted to chat on Yahoo I'd fucking be there and not here. But alas I am not, I am lo

Guys That Try To Get With Me When Im Taken!!
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .

Before You Drive
Real men, and other great lovers of The Lazy J, should figure how to drive better. Jesus would have wanted it that way. Oh noes! Instant karma. Just dropped my bagel, cream cheese side down, onto the keyboard. I've been watching "Say Yes to the Dress" for nearly an hour now.   I'm really starting to regret my impulse to destroy my remote control last night.   Can someone please please please come over and flip channels for me?  Please? If you're behind the wheel, FOCUS.     Situational awareness isn't overrated.

The Inner Workings Of The Social Fucked Up.
Needles in the grass, poking through your shield. Scratching at your ribs, bleeding in the field. Misty colored droplets; leave your heavy head. The Ghost in the wind, replaying all she said.     Tumbling through his mind, like a wheel inside a clock. Coal, embers, fire. He could not make it stop.     Flames engross the pure- The pure begin to wilt. The wilting turns to ashes-­­ The ashes; into filth.     - "What a dirty solider." the ghost said condesendingly.   "Please forgive me, Mi'lady; it's what you've made of me."   Her laugh was that of nightmares. Her laugh; grizzly, sarcastic and cruel.     - "I've made nothing of you. I am just a memories fool."     - "I am of your own making." - "I am the monster with in."

You Know You Are Bored When...
Am I so much of a meaniepants, I don't think so! When you need to ask fubarians a good topic for a mumm that you are not even planning to write for two days, you know THEN you are bored. You know you are bored when you write a blog in the form of a mumm hoping no one will look at it.  Should I never show my moobs, or only a little at a time.  A. never, yechhhh B. A little at a time, what is the harm?

How To Make Animate Pic As Default.
I have seen interesting animated pictures as default, and i was wondering if someone can help me with mine. i found my animated picture that i want on Photobucket...i have uploaded but it doesnt animate like some photos on here does. Can someone please help me? I'd appreciate it thanks- all who helps gets rated 11, become fans & what not :) thank you fubar neighbors! why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most of all how come i end up with guys who use me/betray me. am i that weak to be used or not wanted? what's wrong wi

Diary Of A Fat Black Man
     NY Jet coach Rex Ryan and his wife allegedly have a foot fetish video out on the Internet.  The media is a buzz with the story and with that buzz comes the predictable bitch and whine about how no one should cover it.        Sportswriters and talk show hosts are saying "This isn't news!"  "Who cares?"  "Why are we discussing this?" to show us how above it all they are.        I call bullshit!        Look, if you wanna make fetish videos and keep it private, by all means do so.  What the hell do I care?  But if you put your kink on the net, especially if you're in the public eye, my sympathy and compassion goes out the window.  Sorry.  Anyone who put this stuff on the net obviously wants someone to pay attention.  Otherwise, why bother doing it?        We all like getting our freak on behind closed doors.  Nothing wrong with that.  I'm a 100% supporter of the freaky deaky.  Just don't put your business on the net and expect a non reaction.  Psst......Dude, we can all see wh

Poems
Where is he? The man who hides in my dreams. The no named man who visits me everynight while i sleep. I feel no need to hide the inner me, for he loves me for all my flaws no matter how big or small. Y cant he come out and save me from my pain. Must he hide inside while i slowly die outside. So the question lies y must my quest be so agonizingly long when he is so close, or is it just a dream? As i watch my world fall to peices all around me i pick up the glue and peice it all back together just long enough to watch it fall again, picking up the peices as i watch the ppl go by kicking their feet with their noses in the air all i can do is hold my head down in shame crying unware of the water surrounding me all i can do is let it take me in,drowning hoping and preying that someone anyone would look out and see whats right in front of them screaming JUST LOOK! As i slowly drown unnoticed i close my eyes just long enough to see the dawn and start drowning all over again! As

Funnies!
These things seriously crack me up! :O

Untitled Writings
I am so tired of being here. Your presence is long ago lost. Time cannot erase what has been done. I am bound and stricken by all your lies. Hearing your faded words. They scramble thru my hopeless and confused mind. Needing a new direction. Slashing thru the nakedness. There is a million ways I could tell you..The feelings I have are true..There is a million words I could say..Only at the wake of the horizon..An angel finds a way..When I taste your Lips..And touch your skin..No words could ever begin..To truely explain..How I am feeling..Your Just so Amazing Did you feel the sting? As I walked away. Did it tear right thru you? Like a hurricane. Where you drowned in the thing that you called Love. Where it left you broken hearted. Looking like a fool. Still trying to hold on. Still risking all you have to save it. Only it's all just a simple minded memory. Gone and forgotten. Just flicked away in the glint of the horizon.

Random Thoughts
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will

Chinesecrafts
anyone who like chinese crafts could visit my store pure chinese traditional handmade crafts . best gifts for your parents and friends http://china-crafts.ecrater.com Zhuang brocade  Description: Zhuang brocade - Guangxi Zhuang brocade handicraft to the most famous, she is Zhuang`s handicrafts. Its long history has been made when the Tang and Song, Ming and Qing, the most prosperous place with a strong national style. Zhuang brocade is the biggest characteristic patterns and colors are woven in various colors woven material while, and Yunnan batik tie and dye, etc. to complete the pattern with the dye is completely different production process. Zhuang brocade with cotton yarn as the warp and weft and the colored lines woven. For colorful, chic design, durable and well-known. Their traditional patterns include thousands of words grain, water ripple, Yunlei Wen, chrysanthemum pattern and so on. There are butterflies towards flowers, dragons rush beads, lion bowls more than 20 kinds of

Five Finger Death Punch
Come on peeps, check out the worlds most interesting Knuckle head     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQUk1Bt0pz4 Jul 10 2010 8:00P Hyundai Pavilion at Glen Helen/ Mayhem Festival San Bernardino, California, US Jul 11 2010 8:00P Shorline Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Mountain View, California, US Jul 13 2010 8:00P White River Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Southeast Auburn, Washington, US Jul 14 2010 8:00P Idaho Center Amphitheatre Boise, Idaho , US Jul 16 2010 8:00P Cricket Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Phoenix, Arizona , US Jul 17 2010 8:00P Journal Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Albuquerque, New Mexico, US Jul 18 2010 8:00P Coors Amphitheatre/ Mayhem Festival Englewood, Colorado , US Jul 20 2010 8:00P Verizon Wireless Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Maryland Heights, Missouri , US Jul 21 2010 8:00P Riverbend Music Center/ Mayhem Festival Cincinnati, Ohio , US Jul 23 2010 8:00P Susquehanna Bank Center/ Mayhem Festival Camden, New Jersey, US Jul 24 2010 8:00P The Comcast Theatre/ Mayhem Fest

My Story
YOU KNOW LOOKING BACK  GROWING UP..... BACK THEN I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT MY BEST FRIEND OF DAMN NEAR CLOSE TO 24 YRS WOULD BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I LOOK BACK AND SEE THE FUN WE HAD TOGETHER GROWING UP AND THEN WATCHING EACHOTHER GO THROUGH THE WORST TME IN BOTH OUR LIVES. BUT BY THAT EVENT HAPPENING MADE OUR BOND CLOSER AND STRONGER. AND WE WILL NEVER LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE COME BETWEEN US AGAIN. well lets see it was a long day yesterday but well worth it. the morning started out with church, and we helped out a family friend into the elevator and sat behind her, we love the girl. then we went and visited everyone... well nearly everyone today mom and dad were first... hung out there and played with the dogs while i brushed their teeth. then we went home and changed... and went straight over to grams wich was a good thing we did... granddad isn't doing well he was giving gram one heck of a time.. so i sat and watched him with her while rob went out and mowed th

Freestyle Battle With This Guy From Ny
it is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines succes or failure so lemme say this to all them peeps out there if u have a negative attitude your always gonna be a failure in life that sounds harsh but its the truth hurts but if u have a positive attitude u can accomplished so many things in ur life and get stuff u never imagined of having... so ppl take my advised always have a positive attitude no matter wats goin on in your life if u do u will succeed. u starded this shit devon u made the post now i made the war your rhymes are just a big snore, i almost fell asleep cuz your rhymes aren't deep by the time i finished them i found they were meek you need more time to develope your rhymes cuz most of your rap was the same old lines, be original like me u dumass fuck..its my turn.. I know U really dont want to fight Cause I come at ur house at nite and end ur f*ckin' life See I have a gun and u have a knife While u screamin' Please dont do it Badguy! See I

What Is Sexy?
High IQ and strong sex drive is a dangerous combination and one man sets off both of her conditions. Then she "Mmmms" herself to sleep erotically with talented fingers that she wishes were his.Whether she is married or not I will not tell you. "I know in your eyes I am just a kid, but seasoned poet, I am all woman as well with NEEDS!" She says as she drifts off in slumber with dreams of the seasoned sailor in her bed of crimson passions. He needs a young slender and sleek, high IQ babe to save him, she needs an acclimated man to help her i.e., a man acclimatized to her generation that understands her so that she can move into his epoch "turn about is all play". Pink flamingo ink is on her toenail feet but the color of darkest purple is on her fingernails stating "though I am a young babe seasoned sailor, I can make love like an x-rated princess. She is a good girl, always helping her mother and dad, she believes in doing right just for the sake of doing right which is cal

My True Feelings
I am amazing and im not jus saying thatSee I can prove it to you in many waysI can learn everything about you jus by staring into your eyesMy touch that caress' your skin will give you goose bumpsMy voice as it wispers in you ear will make your body shiverI can do things to you that will leave your breathlessI can make your heart sing, your soul shine and your mind freeAfter just one night you will NEVER forget meYes I am that good there for I am that AMAZINGBut how would you know unless you trySo tell me are you ready for my love?I'll be waiting I can be far away, but never to far from home I can be gone for a long time, but never far to long What you dont understand is I would go to hell and back without hesitation If I have to, I would open the gates of heaven without motivation I would bleed gold and shed tears of diamond, even breath fire all for you Nothing could ever be impossible for me to do Still I could never repay you for what you've done No amount could ever equal the sum

Songs By Evans Blue
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a Saint...My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you goSo Break Yourself Against My StonesAnd Spit Your

My Poetry
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each dayand i pray for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but blacknessin front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smile for all to seewishing just onewould look and seethat my soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall........................ Daddyzlostangel  once thought i knewhow life should bebut all this painis slowly killing mei feel the darknessgrow deeper in my heartfeel its slashesas it cuts me apartto look in a mirrorjust makes me crybecause the woman i knewhas slowly diedshe once had a heartso strong and truebut after shatteredthe pieces she threwi wish i could rememberjust once to seei want to know how it feltwhen i knew me D

Come To Night Shift Nsfw
/">/"> Hey Everyone feel free to Check Out this Kool Lounge that me and my bro came up with come out and jam out !!! Also we are hiring too so if u want a job feel free to drop me or bro Glenn (Owner) "US Border Patrol" or me Rockin Ralphy (Co-Owner) and we will be glad to help u out. Also if u decide u want to be a member that is is great too we would gladly like to have u as a part of " The NightShift Family So Click Below and Check it Out" PS: NOW HIRING MEXICO IS ANGRY!    Three cheers for Arizona!   The shoe is on the other foot and the Mexicans from the State of Sonora, Mexico do not like it. Can you believe the nerve of these people? It's almost funny. The State of Sonora is angry at the influx of Mexicans into Mexico .  Nine state legislators from the Mexican State of Sonora traveled to Tucson to complain about Arizona 's new employer crackdown on illegals from Mexico .  It seems that many Mexican illegals are returning to their hometowns and the officials

Just A Box Of Stuffs...
sooooooo...just curious as to what everyone else does on their birthday. I just celebrated my birthday with my family yesterday since everyone had the day off...but...for my ACTUAL birthday tomorrow...I'm going to sit home...smoke, listen to tunes and drink...that's what I did last year as well. I dunno...I've never been big into celebrating birthdays, honestly. I don't know why...birthdays just aren't fun to me...it just marks the passing of another year...I tend to look back in bad ways on my birthday...ya know...it's like the passing of another year full of shit I wanted to do, but never got to do...I dunno...I'm the same way with New Year's Eve...I pretty much just suck, basically! lol...I'm pretty sure the last line of this video is something I agree with...and if you don't love the Mighty Boosh...you suck! ;) but the quote at the very end, Howard saying "You should celebrate that day alone…in sombre isolation." lol it's the most terrible EMO line ever, but I feel the same

Poems
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU!  Girlfriend Application Name: State: About you: What youre looking for in a girl: How many people youve been with: What a relationship means to you: ONE DREAM ONE OPPORTUNITY ONE LIFEI AM DARK AND YOU LIGHTI LIE DOWN IN THE SHADOWNO LONGER THE LIGHT OF MY DREAM BEFORE MENO LONGER THE BRIGHT OF MY DREAM ABOVE MEONLY THE SHADOWONLY THE THICK WALLHELP ME TO SHATTER THIS DARKNESSHELP ME TO SMASH THE NIGHTTO BRE

And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday  

Gryphons Blog
ANYBODY AROUND  FARMINGTON,MO NEED A GOOD WORKER OR SOME PAINTING AND REMODELING WORK DONE? Im lonely wanna give me some company this sucks last saturday 2 tire were stolen from my truck, wed didnt get promotion thur, had day off was putting tires on truck jack failed truck came down on hand broke 4 fingers wanna cheer me up cause im not very happy.

Nicolette's Blog
I didnt want to edit it or re-write it for here...   "Hey everyone!    I'm not sure if this group is up and running still. But I see that so many people have alot of interest in the WWE which is great. I just wanted to mention somethings about the Independent wrestling that is not owned by Vince and not as popular.      I'll start by saying I started wrestling about a year and a half ago. I AM NOT in the WWE but I'm trying to be. My second choice is TNA. But right now I'm working the indy scene which is an underground type of wrestling for those of you who don't know. In order to get into the WWE you need to know how to wrestle and actually be good. And to have a decent size fan base. Which I am currently working on. My reason for this post is to try to establish a fan base big enough for the WWE to sign me. My style of wrestling is high flying. I also have a clean image so that I can be marketed to children.  So that means no playboy, or any inappropriate photos. If anyone is inte

Some Of My Writings...plz Dont Steal :)
Anger flowing through my veins Careless laughter  I'm deranged My head spinning Thoughts insane I'll gouge out your eyes And pick out your brains I'm mentally retarded I changed my legal name They call me Mello Yellow The bitch who went insane! Come to this place inside Evil things i try to hide Never knowing whats to come I sit around, twiddle my thumbs Waiting for the day i snap  The day when i can never look back So when you come and talk your shit You better turn around and run You stupid bitch...   I clench my fists Jump to my feet I'll punch you in your fucking teeth Piss me off I'll break your jaw Make you cry, scream, and crawl And when you get up  I'll break your neck Shove you under my fucking deck And when they ask "Where did she go?" I'll turn around, Smile. And say "How the fuck should I know?" You still haunt me in my dreams

Poetry
As I read the runes glow, Enchanting arcaic tomes, For the wolf to hear, He is my bretheren, Calling my companion, My guide and friend,  Stirring hope within, Sad and alone,  He howls for me, Crying out for all to hear, Strength and power, We both do share, Delving deep into Druid lore He is my eyes,  Alerting me to danger, Shifting within me, The wolf is released, For He and I are one, Glowing runes turn blue The transformation complete, I have an ally in him, I'll never again hurt, And be far away from harm, My eyes glow, For the time has come, To be the strongest I have ever been....                                                            

There Comes A Point
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said

Single Life
Snippet of a conversation with a friend...since I don't feel like explaining again I'm gonna copy/paste. Here's my day.   Was up until 8am...finally passed out from exhaustion...woke up at 3:40 to my mom banging on my door saying she doesn't like being locked out when she knows damn well I always lock my door when I'm home alone for my own safety. So I wrap myself in a blanket and go to the door, and told her I had went to bed at 8 and she goes "why?" I'm like "I dunno" so she goes "Well I'm gonna go get something to eat then" and just storms off and goes to get food. I just snapped at that point, I got up, threw on clothes and went to Mike's because Tawnua wasn't available until 6. So I talked to Mike's mom for a while, spent some time with Gwinevere, then went to Tawnua's. We watched true blood and we shared a can of soup for dinner. I kissed her too just to see if I'll enjoy it when the time comes   By when the time comes I mean I've been invited to participate in a 3-way with

Words From My Heart, Mind And Soul!
In the days of The Patriot Act and Illegal domestic wire tapping, I decided to take another look at the Bill of Rights. In doing so, I learned some things I had forgotten, but it also seemed to me that things have become a bit messed up. This is my tongue-in-cheek review of our rights!   The Bill of Rights was ratified by citizens in these states, But, see, now there is a problem Today, it’s the world we face. There are ten things Gov. cannot do, They are spelled out for everyone. For now, these rights are set in stone. Let’s review them, one by one.   The right to worship where you dare is the Number One protection. Arab, Jew or the Satanist; Free from undo persecution. But when their Gods tell them to kill we will hunt the sinners down. We’ll even fight in foreign lands and bomb them into the ground.   It also says to speak your mind! It was next on Jefferson’s slate. But, please, don’t utter the wrong words, No obscenities from yo

Erotic Stories People Send Me
I sit on a high back chair the smoke of a fresh lit cigarette drifting in the room I think back and reflect upon the events that brought me much joy this past night. Looking towards the doorway to the chamber where it took place. Where she sleeps a fitful sleep, a smile upon her lips.   She called and said she wanted to play out some thing we have been talking about. I smile think she is such a good girl to me. such a good lil slut always pleasing me. Now I am going to give us much enjoyment.   I settle back after the phone clicks as I hang it up. Then I walk to my chamber and pull out a small, wheeled tray laying upon it, an assortment of tools and toys.  Various clamps and weights, a few long slender dildos, a cat of nine tails, shackles, and bindings silks.  I lift a long leather package wrapped in oil skin. As I unwrap the skin and the sterling silver pommel and walnut handle is exposed.  Carefully I slide the sharp blade from its place in the worn leather sheath, wiping the bl

Happy-ish Place
Something interesting happened on Friday. I came home to find a note scribbled on a scrap of paper from my son. Apparently I won something from a local rock station, 95.9 WRAT (The Rat). Here's the note I got: By the time I got home and called the number, they were gone for the weekend. I'm not sure if the happy hour is on February 4th or if that's when they need the guest list. I'll have to call tomorrow morning and find out. The usual contest is for 40 people, open bar, free buffett on a Friday night at Headliner's in Neptune, NJ. I'll post more when I find out more. If you're local and want in, let me know!   When: TONIGHT Friday, Feb. 4th Time: 5:30 - 8:00 PM Where: The Headliner1401 State Route 35 SNeptune, NJ 07753 I have to get the guest list in by noon tomorrow. Send me a message here or leave a message or txt @  (732) 503-8831   When: Friday, Feb. 4th Time: 5:30 - 8:00 PM Where: The Headliner1401 State Route 35 SNeptune, NJ 07753 I have to get the guest

Fubar
So, for the last month or so, I'v been walking around barefoot as much as possible.... There is something deeply spiritual about walking the earth with just your own 2 feet and nothing else.... my bottoms of my feet have became rougher and rougher, and now I am able to walk just about anywhere outside, including roads. I think my favorite part about walking barefoot has got to be when I feel the cool grass on my feet after walking a section of road or asphalt. When walking on the grass, I feel a deep connection with the earth and it is a great feeling! Please, share your thoughts of walking barefoot, and hopefully some of you out there share the same passion as I do... Ya know fubar, it's people like you who make people like me wonder about people like you... and sometimes people like me who wonder too much about people like you end up like people like you and people like me.. omg, this is one of the funniest thing iv read in awhile enjoy   From: Jane GillesDate: Wednesday 8 Oct 20

To Many Doors
the other side of thee is a part everyone gets to see there's no secretes no surprises what you see is what you get all you see is simply me this is my life there's no gettin out no getin around it no unsure doubt raised by the best of men as well i'm a good guy although i'm goin straight to hell i'm tryin to be everything everyone of them are it's not so easy for the journey i have to travel is quite far i've been taught the values of pride i have my honor i dare not hide dignity and courage to do whats right for all my loved ones i'm willing to fight and i will take that fight straight to you to guard and protect thats what i'll do i'm made from the best of everyone of them how ever i do have my own flaws like popping off at the mouth and running my jaws i dont think before i speek my hearts to big which makes me week yet i'm not stupid and i'm not dumb just like these men i too stand for freedom i do bare the red white and blue i've also shared the same pain as those soldiers too my

July 18th
i can not replace you in my heart i guess that makes you irreplaceable you're my best kept secret  though it seems impossible  you give me the best feeling  you must be delectable i can never hide my thoughts inside to you i'm detectable take away all reason   its not incomprehensible live all the brokens hearts past i may be indestructible but take one day with u away from me is completely irreprehensible loving you is my worst case scenario totally irrefutable  but living without you I am nothing my only unforgettable God plays God to people who evoke his name but we have all in us the answers we blame him for mistakes, sickness, poverty, all that is wrong yet never give him credit for all the life around us If I were God I would rightly be pissed off look at the world, the diversity, the wind the rain the sun we arent thankful for these we figure they are just there as they have been for 6 billion years but God never gets mad he listens to every o

Funny Jokes
In african tribes When the black male reaches a certain age, a string is tied around his penis and on the other end is a weight. Over a period of time, the weight stretches the penis to 24 inches. Later that evening as the husband was getting out of the shower, his wife looked at him and said, 'How about if we try the African string-and-weight procedure? The husband agreed and they tied a string and a weight to his penis. A few days later, the wife asked the husband, 'How is our little "tribal experiment" coming along?' 'Well, it looks like we're about halfway there,' he replied. 'Wow, you mean it's grown to 12 inches?' 'No, it's turning black though.' ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS: Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I

Smiling_bob_2u
I once was fortunate to live ONE block from the Atlantic Ocean, in Florida. I mean, I didn't have the best living conditions...the building was older and made of concrete blocks, with multimillion dollar houses and condos all around, but it was a COOL living environment. Every day was like vacation. I would love to get up at 5am...put on my sweats and running shoes...and hit the beach. Every morning, after you've lived at the beach for a while, you start to see the regulars...the people that are the runners, the dog walkers, even the yoga instructor. I was fortunate enough to be able to run far enough to be in a national park within a two mile run, so I would stop at the point along the beach, catch my breath, and watch the ocean. There always is something therapeutic about the ocean...no matter what ails you...if you stare long enough at the water and the horizon, eventually you will find some sort of cure. Anyhow, one October morning(the wind was starting to turn cold), I was staring

January 2003 Heros
Army Sgt. Gregory M. Frampton Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 37, of Fresno, Calif.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan. Army Chief Warrant Officer 3 Mark S. O’Steen Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 43, of Ozark, Ala.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan. Army Staff Sgt. Daniel Leon Kisling Jr. Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 31, of Neosho, Mo.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan.

Army Wife
You aren’t issued with the uniform, boots and weapon,But you are one lady no one should step on.It usually goes “With this ring, I thee wed,”But add in “Even if it means me in an empty bed.”“and the weeks in the field with many late nights,”“which will at some point lead to fights.”Yes, a military wife is courageous and strong,Even when the days seem so long.When you feel like you’re at your wits end,You “Suck it up” and start to mend.You learn the Army language,All those acronyms, “How can I manage.”PX, AAFES, LES, MOS - the list goes on and on,All those letters would make an ordinary woman yawn.But those letters are part of your life,The life of a proud military wife.You move too much and decorate too little,Because you always seem to leave in the middle.Don’t get too settled and make lots of friendsBecause home is wherever the Army sends.And then one day the orders come down,Your husband soon w

My Shit
I have always thought that angels, wore halos and wings of white. But now I find they wear hard hats and black coats with yellow stripes. And angels, in my mind, wore long flowing gowns of white but now I see dark pants and shirts and badges shining bright. And angels always floated, with bare feet above the ground not true! For they wear steel toed boots and go where death is found not all angels have smooth hands that look like porcelain some angels have torn gloves and cuts and burns upon their skin. And while I thought all angels glowed from heavens light I see an angel cutting steel, his torch is shining bright And while these earthly angels passed buckets of debris the angels up in heaven looked down on bended knee so while the smoke continued to rise into the sky, I watched the rescue workers weep, I've seen the angels cry.  Is finding it all very hard to understand in my warped mind these days feelings and such that I try to ignore and prete

Can't Sleep Thinking
Can't sleep thinking thinking of my only love, Want to taunt tease rap him round my finger. Wish I could tell tell him how I feel when I look into his eyes, Kiss his soft sweet lips and breath on his sweaty back, Fire burning in the pit of my soul desire to feel flesh against flesh, Lusting for one another  craving connected rapped in each others arms, Night Sky's brings the mysterious darkness that fades when the sunlight shines in your eyes, Feeling safe warm and embraced by your ever lasting love, I can't sleep your in my every thought, you fill my heart even though we are apart, you are with me and even though you are not, you can't stop this thing we got.:) One day I will close my eyes and kiss you, One day I will open my eyes and you will be there in front of me, One day I will fall asleep in your stong loving arms , One day I will wake up to you next to me, One day you will ask me to be your wife , One day I will say I do, One day I will have your baby, One day h

Creatures I Am Particularly Fond Of
Long slender legs. Love to see them play hide and seek. One of my nicknames is also Ditzy Doodlebug. great fish bait.

Being Busy
Lately my Time on Fubar,has deminshed,Between sharing my comp,with my pain in the arse 41 yr old GF.An my Pogo Pool addiction that has Consumned me again.An with my daily involvement on Facebook.There isn't much time for the Fu.Godfather will eventually be achieved for the 2nd.Time,an maybe Dicyple.But my Life doesn't evolve around the Fu,unfortunately as it does most of you.Whom Steal Time on a Regular Basis from your Employers.200 pic 11 Rates on free 11's days.10 rates will nolonger work for a morph. a Cherry Bomb of my Largest pic album will also get u a morph or more,3 credit blings or more. Boomerang bling,Cherry Bomb Bling will get to set off 5-8 Morphs.In some Circumstances I might have to ask my former Co Morph Goddess Izmo Wolf,to Create your Morph.She is far superior than I on most her Creations..Plus my Alcohol consumption has gotten in my way a bit as well,an The Massive Hangovers are really taken there Toll of Late as well..My Family of a few which are favorites will cont

About Me
For Those That Have Asked, Update About My Brother. He Does Have Cancer It Is In His Lungs, It Is Treatable But Not Curable, He Is Going To Start Radiation, Sometime Next Week.. Thank You For Your Thoughts And Continued Prayers.. Tom    Sept / 29th / 2010...  Hi everyone. Well just got back home from a new mri / doppler . They just found another couple clots in my upper right leg .. Ughhhh.  My Doctor is referring me to see a blood specialist  to find out why all of a sudden the new clots are developing . Guess all the abuse I did to my body in the years past is finally catching up to.. Oh well thank you all for your thoughts and prayers from the earlier post . Thanks again. Take care . Tom..  Hi every one. Well those of you that will take the time to read this.  Some of you know that I went and had some test done a couple weeks ago. And some of you that are close to me and know me already know this if you remember . Well just talked to my Doctor earlier this afternoon and he told m

Random Thoughts...
Woman was made from the rib of a man. Not from his head,                            to top him. Nor from his feet,                           to be stepped upon. She was made from his side,                                          to be equal to him. From under his arm,                             to be protected by him. Near his heart,                     to be loved by him.                                                       ~Anonymous~ Adversity and issues have a way of sorting out true friends from those who were only there to benefit themselves... when the well runs dry only the true friends offer to help you dig it deeper. The rest seek another well... turbulent, inky black, rushing past my face, jeering laughter interspersed with derisive whispers and sly contempt...My world has become so cold... once loving and tender arms, friendly faces, laughter and friendship, now anger, grief, agony and uncaring dismissals from trusted souls...dreams, once solid, glitt

Spew!
A - Joseph rating my pics and hitting on me?   or     B - Seeing fubars regular pervert - "Bob the Love Doctor" going across the top of the page under the new name "Sexy Texan"?   I seem to scare females off....   is it because i'm too sarcastic? kinky fucker? Dosen't want a full on relationship? has Mel Gibson moments? stalks bitchy types of females? too outspoken and immature? Hmmm.....nah!...must be something else hey? I mean really..... should i delete the lot of you for a reality check? you don't need those boomerangs, 11's etc to be someone in a world that is non existent. shame!....

Biggrig
DONT'T QUIT  When things go wrong as they sometimes will,When the road you are trudging seems all up hill.When the funds are low and the debts are high and u want to smile,but u have to sigh ,When care is pressing you down a bit,  rest  ,if  you must ,but dont quit..Life is queer with its  twist and turnd, as everyone of us  sometimes learns,and many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out ;Dont give up though the pace seems slow -You may succeed with another blow.Success  is failure turned inside out The silver  tint of the cloudsof doubt ,and you never can tell how close your ..It may be near when it seems so far;So stick to fight  when  your 'hardest hit" ....Its when thingd seem worst that you must NOT  QUIT A TRUCKERS LIFE We're out on the road trying to clear our mind,by passing every billboard sign. There's more miles in our back pocket than dollars bills,listening to the roaring of them 18 wheels.You learn a lot about being alone ,but hell its our life

My Writing And Stuff
As many of you know, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month.  But as so few of you know, I tragically lost my own mother to the disease in February of this year.  I would like to help raise awareness not just for women but for MEN too.   See, every 3 minutes, a WOMAN is diagnosed with this horrible disease, and every 13 minutes a woman DIES because of it.  But what you DON'T know, is that an expected 1,500 MEN will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year and sadly, 400 will DIE from this horrible disease.   We need to FIGHT BACK!!!!     So please, if you care enough to support this cause with me, join the fight by turning your profile picture PINK or just put a PINK ribbon up on it, to show all that you DO in fact care and want to support the cause.   You will never know just how much this means to myself and oh so many others faced with this battle.  Please show us that we are NOT alone??   To those of you who already have shown your support, a big HUG and an even bigger

Download Me
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My First Fubar Blog!
This is a blog I'm writing because I can.    Ok, so I'm 25 years old. I like the colors black, blue, purple and pink (What do you know, the colors of a bruise lol) I like all types of music, I like food, I like boys (obviously) Lately I've been receiving alot of messages on Fubar from people asking me to marry them, move in with them, DO stuff with them.. Seriously, You guys don't even know me. I'm having kind of a wtf moment right now lol. I don't see much modesty and respect but then again I am a female, It's to be expected...lol... Yes, I know I'm attractive, Yes I know the things I like alot of other girls don't like.. But please keep the marriage proposals to a minimum! I'd only want to get married to someone that I truly loved and all that jazz, Then again what is marriage? It's just some legal thing. If you truly loved someone you wouldn't need to spend a bajillion dollars in having a ceremony and having a wedding dress etc, And also.. Relationships end. Marriages end. Divorce

My Marine
The days may seem long, but that's okay Because they come and fade away. Loving a Marine is a beautiful task, It takes many things that one may lack. It takes courage, love, and faithfulness too, Also communication that is shared between the two. Loving a Marine can be hard as well, It can leave you longing for more and not feel so swell. Yes, the time does feel slow, But that shouldn't keep you feeling so low. Loving a Marine is found in many ways, You can find it anywhere every day. From mothers, brothers, sisters, and fathers, To friends, cousins, enemies, and lovers. Loving a Marine is something I would never trade, Thinking of him keeps me strong in every way. The pictures, letters, and Marine items I hold onto, Keep me smiling and hopeful in everything I do. Loving a Marine should fill you with pride, To know they are protecting you from every side. They fight a battle that is hard to win, But will claim victory in the end. Loving a Marine is something special I feel, It's someth

Evil Angel
I've been standing on this ledge wondering how far the fall,Still not sure if you'll ever try to catch me at all.Yet pushing off with my feet and a nosedive straight in,Into a world of fulfillment,pain,pleasure, and sin.I'm taking a chance for you to be mine,To build a world with you so beautifully divine.Step by step and very second in a minute falling faster and faster,Hoping the end of my trip wont be a bloody disaster.Holding my arms out in front of me and my heart in hand,Everything is becoming clearer but there you stand.With your head held up high and your arms open wide,both thinking that where going to collide.Stopping abruptly with no blood and no mess,Hovering above you taking my heart and placing yours in my chest.Pulling me into reality this is our day,Finally both never again having to pray.With both feet firmly planted on the ground,You is all I see nothing else is around.Yet we both still hearing the ignorant bickering never,but we both know we'll be together forever. I

America
I ask that all legal gun owners put this on their wall. The Supreme Court of the United States has affirmed that the right to keep and bear arms is a fundamental right of the individual. If you believe in the 2nd Amendment, and you are not afraid to show it, repost this!!! I hope to see this re-posted by a lot by my friends. Remember, if we outlaw guns, only outlaws & the government will have guns PLese go to the site and read!!!  The information below about Pepsi is not true!!! The Site follows:   http://www.snopes.com/politics/religion/undergod.asp     Don't Buy Pepsi in new Flag Can                  Don't Buy Pepsi in new Flag Can !!  Description: cid:DE4B6F5AAB874EA5BB6D085090E23D34@hppavDescription: cid:17D58F519A6543AE9CA896C8FFB7E3A5@hppavDescription: cid:FAE19CE44FF74AE1BDA386512F616B4C@hppavSubject: DON'T BUY PEPSI IN THE NEW CAN! Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new 'patriotic' can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building , and the Pledge of

Stuff That I Care About.
Okay. So I hear a whole lot of people talking about equailty. Call someone black, instead of "African American" and you are a racist. Call someone Orental, instead of "Asian American" guess what.....you racist bastard. Call someone a Jew instead of Hebrew, or Pagan instead of Wiccan, and you're not religously sensitve. You have to respect everybody. You have to call them whatever they have chosen to be called this week. YOU must be sensitive and understanding. Respect "African Amercans" even if they were born outside Africa and have never been there. Respect "Chinese Americans" who have never been near China. Respect, Jews, Christians, Muslims, Native Americans, Latin Americans....Hmmm wonder why there are no Canadian Americans? That being said, don't fret. You are FREE and welcome to discriminate. Gays, Lesbians and Bi-Sexuals are still fair game. Fell free to call them names, beat them, violate their rights. It's okay as log as you limit it to Gays, Lesbians and Bi-sexuals. JUST

To All My Friends.
You are cool, you are sweet.  Stay that way and never change.  Keep cool and stay the same.  Never change for any one but you're self. You are all number one in my books. I am looking for dj's to help me out with my lounge that I just got up.  Plus some one to help me get the music on there and for the skins etc.  Any help would be greatly appreciated.  You all rock. I am looking for good people to join my turf.  I have paid positions open.  Here is the link.  Please come and check it out.  http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=11951   Thank you.

Only Love Can Save Me
Shes an angel in disguiseWith only tears in her eyesThis world she can not recognize She says she can't take thisCan't face thisLove written on her wristBut does love really exist?Its like shes on a waiting listFraigle heart beats for the love she carriesBut in the dirt is where its buriesHoping that one day he'll be the one she marriesLonelyness is what shes come to knowbut she will never let goHe had her at helloWhat she feels is only realAnd will time really heal?Love is her drug that she can not escapeWill this be her only fate? She walks the streets with barefeet and broken glass, someone stole her shoes. Her past has becomes her present haunting. She is strong even when she feels so weak. Who is this girl she sees in the reflection of a thousand lies? Her heart beats fast, pounds hard of pure love that no one wants. Whats wrong here? What does she do wrong? All she wanted was someone to care for, to love with all her heart and more. She will walk on this broken glass till someone

Scribbles Of The Insane!
empty dreams,hollow thoughts,a dark black past,a horrible nightmare,frightening screams of painful torcher,look into my eyes, can you see me or are they empty?call my name, do i answer?in a daze so confused i'm lost.tears of emptiness fall like rain,do you see them or in your eyes are they non-existing?my dreams a nightmare,wake me up, somebody, anybody,can't you hear my silent screams?don't you know how i'm in so much pain?can't anyone see the tears streaming down my face?the sadness in my expression?help i scream,gone, dead.no one hears, no one heard. you want to know more about me well if u didn't like my blogs before this then u might as wells go away, cuz this is me, and i ain't changing anytime soon. i got plenty more of these to post but i think i'll do that later. the scribbles on the wall just get darker everyday, with each and every okay, can't sleep to dream, only dream to sleep. so alone and forgotten, yet so closed in. with those echoes of stillness. the ink on th

I Love The Sound When You Come Undone....
things people may or may not know about me lol cause apparently, i keep dirty cheerleading secrets from rok.     I was the head cheerleader at my high school. I play the flute I went to band camp I loved ROTC and wanted to be in the military I have a secret love for Elton John that is epic and um.... Truth or Dare.   sarah your favorite blog Whore!!!!!!!!!   no this was not supposed to make sense. Yesterday, my ebil fubar wommiz Misfit, and Vixen, were very nice and turned me into a super hoar!!!!!!! Mistittys gave me all her points and Vixen gave me a boomerang.........both out of the blue, so it was kinda sweet.. yeah i didnt just say that, but thank you and thank you to bounty and misfit who kept pimping me out and to scarabus who keeps my buzz up and to witchie, who shows me her boobs to keep me awake   and thanks to everyone who hit my profile yesterday, and helped me level after like i dunno a year or more lol   and i have a plea!! Friday is my best friend

Blog #1
Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Yeah, right. I don't have health insurance. I'd rather be dead than have medical bills. If so, what for (patient, visitor)? What is your least favorite thing about the same sex? Shoes with chunky heels and muffin tops. What about the opposite sex? They're needy ass bitches. And they always want blowjobs. Hello, how about my neck hurts. Have you ever seen a bald eagle in person? Hello, I'm so American I have a pet bald eagle. What type of rides do you like most at amusement parks? Yeah, let me go spend thirty bucks to get on some death traps, be around screaming children. And if all that isn't fun enough I can buy a eight dollar diet coke and not be able to smoke anywhere. Would you be willing to take a drug test right now? I mean it depends on what it's for but there is a VERY good chance I would pass. I'm proud. Has there ever been a time in your life that you would've failed that test? Why don't you ask DuPage County about

My Own Darkness
Was I bewitched so by the thin red lineTo notice not that time released its holdAnd let pale Iris snip the silver twineTo steal sweet youth before it turned to gold.Existence now is not what I was told;No seraphim and harps to grace my ear,Just silence, painful silence, and the coldDiscomfort of my masochistic fear,So icy cold, yet somehow seems to searMy soul until the ache's too much to bare,As mortal life mirages now appear:Intangible are they; away they tear.Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soonWhen razor's edge did charm me like the moon. Alone Again Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do i

Wake Up America
The American Dream Is In Jeopardy http://fubar.com/the-american-dream-is-in-jeopardy/b340657-1148928 Companies like General Electric and Caterpillar might sound as American as apple pie, but like many other multinational firms, which employ a fifth of all American workers, they're cutting back on their domestic workforces and increasing hiring overseas. That disturbing trend points to a serious problem in the United States: the Land of the Free is not the attractive place to do business that it once was.Big government policies are setting us on a path away from a fundamental freedom we cherish—one the Founders strove to preserve. It's the freedom to pursue the American dream—economic freedom—that, tragically, is in jeopardy. When many folks think about freedom, the first thing that comes to mind is the freedom of speech and religion, the right to bear arms, to vote, or to have a trial by a jury of their peers. Though it isn't enumerated in the Bill of Rights,

All That I Am
I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to findunconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.I don't think you could ever feelall the love I have to giveand I'm sure you'll never realizeyou've been my will to live.You are an amazing personand without you I dont know what to do, I don't know where I'd be.Having you in my lifecompletes and fulfills every part of me. You see the pain that lies in her eyes,But, alas, her eyes are dry,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the anger that burns from her gaze,The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the fear that closes her eyes,Th

My Work
Bliss One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I have nothing here for me any longer.I let my guard down and enveloped myself in you.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I've wanted you for so long.My dreams have become skeletons in my closet.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I want to be yours forever.Why can't it be so?One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.Your lips are poison to my soul.The passion is unbearable.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.You're my dirty little secret.I crave what I'm missing.Just one more night of bliss.

As The Fu Turns
Tammy has decided to just give up...tired of being lied to, tired of having things hidden, if you wanted to be with me there would be no secrets or games   Tammy is glad that karma finally caught up with someone who has been dodging it for a while! ahhhhhh paybacks are awesome when they aren't yours!!   Tammy is special! The people in the white coats told me so! They even bought me a pretty jacket with all kinds of buckles on it! I feel pretty! O' so pretty!   I don't care what you look like, God said your Drop Dead Gorgeous, "For you are fearfully and wonderfully made" Psalms 139:14   It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most. Not where you live, what you drive... There's no dollar sign on peace of mind.   A little faith will bring your soul to heaven but a lot of faith will bring heaven to your soul. G.H.   The very first time I realized what unconditional love meant; was the very first time I held my child in my arms. It was love at first sight.  

Redstaar!!!!
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The Chronicles Of Kindness
Ya may have heard me say, but my company xmas party was this past Sat night. They had a makeshift casino, and for every 1000 dollars in chips you could redeem for a voucher to be entered into the prize drawing basket at the end of the night. Each employee already had one in by default. I took a bit of a hit at craps, so switched over to blackjack, and started mopping up. As my winnings got up, I did manage to redeem one voucher. But as time drew on I accumilated quite a stockpile of chips, to which when I decided I best offload some more winnings, I found out the table was out of vouchers. :( So I shrugged it of and kept playin just for fun. One of the corporate managers came past and commented on my towering payload, and I informed him of my ordeal, to which he scowled "aw man thats bs, hang on". He went and got the contracts girl that was sort of the organizer of the party, and she managed to pull 2 more from the craps table so I could redeem at least some of my chips. That gave

Silken Thread And Fine Spun Gold
You can't change what does not want to be changed. You either accept it or move on. But only you can make the decision. So follow your heart.                       A Special world for you and me A special bond one can not see It wraps us up in it's cocoon and holds us fiercely in it's womb It's fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to hold like silken thread it holds us fast bonds like this are meant to last And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in it's wake to bind us closer and keeps us strong in A special world where we belong.. La Comedie Divine@ fubar

Random Vents
I am not the hero of the story, I am the narrator. I’m the voice that people follow and are drawn to while actually caring more for the others involved. I can make you follow but I never lead. I can tell you amazing lies and you’ll believe them because my reasons for existing are just for your entertainment. My emotional input doesn’t matter, my presence conflicts your fantasy, my voice interrupts the perfect life your watching. If I never told you the plot, you would still watch the people act. My great purpose is to build up for someone elses resolve, And my great motive is to have you climax with the dramatics of others. lookin at you lookin at mesomething so simpletakes all we believegiven you that griefgiven me that smilejust flipin out while your flippin me off (chours)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be methink i figured it outnothing comes normalnothing thats givenmeans anything to me(bridge)so what little i goti paint po

Trust Or Go With Gut F33ling
Unfair is the rich , the blessed, the powerful, the gifted ones ... Unfair is how rich people work little  & get paid alot... Unfair is how people  who have nothing , still get shit on Unfair is when others get more in life and emotionally when they give nothing back unfair is working your whole life just to die a shitty unloved life What is unfair to some may not be unfair to others unfair is working for the man just to have him belittle you behind your back Unfair is being unloved and living with demented people or family Unfair is getting your voice locked up with no answer all your left with is questions Unfair is watching your family treat your siblings better then you in front of you Unfair is what  parents think, leeps them parents--- so untrue Unfair is watching your eccentric neighbor winning the lottery  whenyou play everyday

Poetry
my days are numbered and so are my nights thinking about it leaves me in fright i lose so much sleep tossing and turning dont know where i am going but i long for the yearning i want you to see what i can truley be age is jus a number cant you see im full of love and care freewhy cant you love me just for me jus when i think i have found someone who truley cares the assholes have found me from somewhere its all a game to them i seeplaying with my heart so fucked up for memy mind is racing with thoughts galorewhat is wrong with me i think once moream i to old to be in this gamei cant be happy but theres no one to blamesarrow lives beneath this framemy days are numbered and so are my nightsi no longer live in fright my heart ice cold within my soul how could someone love me being so old one day maybe that man will come and melt my frozen heart some until that time i will be lonely and freenever fullfilling what should become of me sitting here waiting what could be but never the less alw

Many Great Ideas
this cool!!!!! Well it's been a interesting day today. Been working on one of my other blogs. Check it out ,go to ICQ.com and go to blogs ,but first become a member  it's free . Then go to blogs ,  then go to search  and search( Angelos blog about anything ,)that's the blogs name   check it out . It's borring for  now, but it'll get interesting as i go along  it with it,I promis.  WHATS UP HELLO,hello    

My Mind At Work
  HAMPTON — — Earlier in the week, Hampton coach Mike Smith declared Daquan Romero to be Phoebus' best receiver. It didn't matter to him that Romero had caught six passes all season.And with the Eastern Region Division 5 championship on the line, Smith knew Romero would be the Phantoms' go-to target. He wasn't happy to be correct: Romero's 6-yard touchdown catch gave Phoebus its first lead with 2:55 remaining, and the Phantoms hung on for a 12-7 win Friday night at Darling Stadium.It was Romero's only catch of the night, and it came on fourth-and-goal. With the Crabbers' linebackers dropping into coverage, Romero ran a drag route and made the catch at the 1-yard line. He dragged a couple of defenders into the end zone, just when it looked like Phoebus' VHSL record winning streak would end."What a great route," quarterback Jordan Roby said. "He had the perfect speed and when he caught it, I said, 'Please get into the end zone.' He made a great play."With its 43rd consecuti

Whatever I Want
I'm so fed up with everyone around me Noone seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothings gonna change I'll never be the same     It's always do this do that Everything they want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Pushing me away It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be verse 2: It's all so messed up and noone ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and i'm never gonna change I lay it all to waste They're always say this say that Nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Shoving me aside It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'm done! In the end we're all just chaulk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been giv

Temptress
www.footandshoegoddess.com or to go straight to the nasty stuff www.clips4sale.com/38642 www.footandshoegoddess.com Come check me out!   I'm into foot fetish....anyone else????

Ted Wilson
I wanted to share something with the fubar nation written in a book wrote by an associate of mine about relationships and other issues. I am writing this in hopes of recieving an honest answer from  whoever reads what I am about to write. There are 3 types of long-term, tangible, relationships you can have with another person.  Consider how you would feel if you were married or dating or the child of a person or even the employee of someone who treated you like this: 1.    He or she imposes rules on you without any explanation.  The only time you ever hear or see them is when  she or he is giving you a rule, letting you know you broke a rule, or punishing you for breaking a rule.  This is rules without a relationship or what I call the         "Prison guard" relationship.                   OR 2.     He or she gives you unlimited and unconditional love without any expectations in return.  You ask and they give, you do wrong and there are no consequences, the only time you call the

Poems
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt, Even the strongest ones may need comfort Changing World The light is cold. The day is dark. The only thought I have, a spark.The only breath I breathe, my mark.In this ever changing world.The m

News!
Much to everyone's dismay i am forming a new project Independently severing ties from the normal and focusing on the unusual . I am taking over Drums, Guitar ,Vocals,Programming,Composing,and some of the songwriting. While my Girlfriend is taking over Bass ,Vocals,and songwriting. If i can strap someone to the chair long enough to take care of the odds and ends there will be a third member but as it stands now i can't find the fucking rope   The new project is called Dead Rose Society . There will be more information coming when things get going if anyone cared to hear it . We had to put things on hold for the past 5 weeks or so due to unforseen cercumstances Like the amp frying for no reason ( turns out it's defective hopefully it works now and recent flooding) I still can't get any co-operation whatso fucking ever from the so called vocalist so you know what if he's going to be like this his ass will be through and i'll just fucking do it myself. The main songwriter hasn't

I Am A Old Member
If you had the choice between shelby montana or denver colorado what would you choose Update Picture Tell me why you are here today?                                                Tell me why you are here today,                               I thought,that you had went away,                       The dreams, I held are still within my mind,                         Why must you tear through my heart today?                       You are here in my dreams, as I close my eyes,                             You are in my mind, I lock you away but you stay,                                    I fight the urge to sleep tonight!                                             I wonder why?                                            I hear your voice,                                             See your face,                                       This is just a mistake,                             Why must you pursue me this way?           &nbs

My Fetish
I have found my fetish to be quite simple...   I dress up just like myself and act like a psychotic bitch... We should stop spending money on discovering ways to keep old people alive....  We should require reflex and cognitive tests on the elderly before they can re-new their driver's license.... All drugs and alcohol should be legal for adults... let them kill themselves... if they are driving or working they get to wear a giant hat saying I like to fuck things up for other people....until they die... People that are pretty or handsome but stupid can have jobs as mannequins or experimental research... People that are stupid but ugly can be rural laborers or... experimental research with full head coverings required.  Breeders (if they can get through the screening process)... Will not work but will devote time to their spawn and if they feel that the spawn is not up to standards by age 5 they will be terminated unless... they can be used as the aforementioned.   More to come

Dear Baby Jesus
Dear Baby Jesus,   This morning I had an epiphany! Well, another one, anyway. Having invented derivative blings such as the Breast Cancer Awareness Month Booberang, and Godless mode this past week, I clicked on the "like" button and it was as if a ray of light had shown down from the sky (not to be confused with the morning sunbeam currently blinding my left eye). Fubar BINGO! Yes, though it should be called FUBAR since they have the same number of letters, but that's just one small bit of the larger picture. See, you can buy a FUBAR card and then you wait for the people on the card to flit by on the top of the screen, clicking the "like" button as you see them, and thusly marking them off on the card. The first person with a FUBAR wins the pot, which I neglected to mention the buy-in for each round. You can have fubuck bingo, and even bling credit bingo, seeing as the pot is comprised solely of credits by contributors. Anyway, that's all the thought I feel like putting into this r

Incoherant Ramblings
[Arkansas Democrat Gazette]: Two local men were injured when their pickup truck left the road and struck a tree near Cotton Patch on State Highway 38 early Monday. Woodruff County deputy Dovey Snyder reported the accident shortly after midnight Monday. Thurston Poole, 33, of Des Arc, and Billy Ray Wallis, 38, of Little Rock, were returning to Des Arc after a frog catching trip. On an overcast Sunday night, Pooles pickup truck headlights malfunctioned. The two men concluded that the headlight fuse on the older-model truck had burned out. As a replacement fuse was not available, Wallis noticed that the .22 caliber bullets from his pistol fit perfectly into the fuse box next to the steerin g-wheel column.Upon inserting the bullet the headlights again began to operate properly, and the two men proceeded on eastbound toward the White River Bridge. After Traveling Approximately 20 miles, and just before crossing the river, the bullet apparently overheated, discharged, and struck

My Book Love Blondie
happy new year to all my friends i hope you all had a good one love blondie  i want to say to my friends my book is now ready for my friends to read im sending a link for you to get my book to read all about me once you have read it im here for your comment thank you love blondie http://www.blurb.com/sample_link/ hello and thank you to my friends for your birthday cards as well ok my new book is now out part 3 to get my book go to google and tipe in blondie all that i am sharon dixon click on it it will take you stright to my book blondie 

Poem I Wrote
I can’t stand this bullshit! Why won’t you listen? The words always come, but you’re never here to hear I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear   So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave   I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed So you didn’t know me, but now you do So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed Since I were but three, we were through. When I was young My mother always said she cared But all it ever was is a lie I should have been prepared Because all I ever did was cry I’ve always known I was on my own My mother never cared Whenever I’m there She holds onto an invisible child As if I’m

Enslavedunleashed
halloween is coming, samhain is almost here, time to watch horror movies and drink guinness i look unto your beauty with a fixated eye the lust fullfilling my desires you tand there alone on wounded knee looking for salvation temping me In my desires i knew i needed you i hear the waves crushing beneath your purest blue i await thee at the gates forever She awoke with an haze in her eyes, nowt knowing where she was, the place was very dark, very cold, she had goosbumps on her skin.  She had this urge, this desire that needed no had to be filled. then all of a sudden came the most beautiful man she had ever seen, she knew he would fill her desire, he came into her arms caressing her body close to his, her nipples getting harder wanting him to take her right there on the floor, he said relax my child,soon you will be mine for eternity. her breath started to grow quicker, his eyes grew larger, he was holding her limp body in his arms, she was all but his, he tilted her neck, and ope

Things That Make You Go Hmmmm
I am just kinda curious, how can someone who has done perfectly nothing on fubar...get blocked due to a "gender questionable pic" that has been up since august? This person spends their hard earned money on here to help support the site and this is the treatment he gets?    I am also curious that someone who has done nothing but start trouble...hated by many (including bouncer who have blocked him)...can still be on fubar. This person has not spent but maybe 250 of his own money...his own meaning he didn't use a stolen CC or hack into someone else's acct and use their information to get credits. The fact he spreads rumors then feels it is justified to post a personal conversation from a different website between himself and his prey (which is highly illegal, correct me if I am wrong)...how is this happening? Please help me understand...the album has since been deleted that this person posted, but only after he posted it in his status, scrolled for 3 hours and massed it on his yim. Wh

Changes
When the change first came to god mode (now lasts 24 hours or a max of 20 mil points) i felt a bit awful for those who bought it under the old rules but now thinking about it, it makes sense. I remember reading Scappers blog a while back about how it's not just about money here and that anyone can rank. So if you think about it logically they had to make the change to the god bling, people were closing folders and blocking anyone who polished their bling (i should know it happened to me plenty) all because if they kept it for a week it would garantee lots of profile rates and high ranking although the general excuse was "for their family" which im sure was true in some cases but not most. So yes it had to be changed as all that Scrapper said in a very good blog not long back would of meant nothing and would have been a complete waste of time. I could be totally wrong about all of this but to me this all makes sense! It's times like these when i wish i didnt have any real life friends (

Things You Choked Me With...
i gotta push myself over your' god damn walls!  be careful what you wish for; it can only bring you down!  keep your spirit on the ground.  keep your face away!  keep your' hands away!  dont want your' fingers in and outta my life!  im alright inside, im just trying to hide away from all the propaganda you wanna choke me with!  so keep your' hate inside and keep your' fight alive, but remember homie, "IT'S NOT FLY TO DIE!"  you're a prodigy; i feel your' hate in me!  you're inside of me!  you'll never let me be!  i see the horror of all your' inhumanities!  you made me what i am and im sic of me! i've seen the wreckage of crumbling faces.  smothered away in time.  plagued with lies fueled from jealous eyes.  take me away from here and scream with me.  a mercilous face in the mist; a ghost gone mad.  like a rain drop, i was born to fall...  slit my wrist to heard out the pain.  forgive that which brings pain.  remember the face that invades my dreams.  a creature made of sunshine with a

Careful ...interesting
GPS An acquaintance had their car broken into while they were at a footballgame. Things stolen from the car included a garage door remote control,some money and a GPS which had been prominently mounted on thedashboard. When the victims got home, they found that their house had beenransacked and just about everything worth anything had been stolen. Thethieves had used the GPS to guide them to the house. They then used thegarage remote control to open the garage door and gain entry to thehouse. The thieves knew the owners were at the football game, they knew whattime the game was scheduled to finish and so they knew how much time they hadto clean out the house. It would appear that they had brought a truck toempty the house of its contents. SOMETHING TO CONSIDER IF YOU HAVE A GPS - DON'T PUT YOUR HOME ADDRESS INIT. PUT A NEARBY ADDRESS (LIKE A STORE OR GAS STATION) SO YOU CAN STILLFIND YOUR WAY HOME IF YOU NEED TO, BUT NO ONE ELSE WOULD KNOW WHERE YOULIVE IF YOUR GPS WERE STOLEN. CELL PH

Last Words
i lay here ,night after night and i look up thru my sunlight to the stars above .i watch as they glisten in the midnite sky and i feel the dampness as my eye begin to cry.i toss and i turn searching for something to hold,but all i find ,is a bed so cold. i go to town ,and i watch as people stroll by,never do they notice the tear in my eye.i see couples as they walk and hold hands .i see the couples as they share a life so grand.i go back to my house and down the road i ride,its th e lonliness in my heart i try to hide. i go to my spot so tranquil and cool,i stand there for hours skipping rocks across the pool.then its back to that place that i call home,where once again alone i do roam, ive traveled the world and many a place,but there is only that one longing face.the one that can make my heart warm.and release the happyness and let it swarm,.but such a life for me was not to be.im the loner,i must be free. as the Years pass my life does not change,and t most it must seam so strange.b

My Truth
The Truth Of My Life Will Never Be Know, The Truth Of My Heart Will Never Be Shown. People Who See Me May See What They Will, But I Know The Real Me And That's Part Of The Deal. My Heart And My Soul Are Not Worn On My Sleeve, The Mask That I Wear Makes It Hard To Believe. I Love And I Hate I Laugh And I Cry, I Feel All Emotions Every Day That Goes By. My Love For You All Can Never Be Shown, How Truly I Feel It That Will Never Be Known. Not In This Life And Not In This World, Not Till I'm Gone Will It All Be Unfurled. I Say This To You My Family And Friends, In Hopes That You All Can Begin To Comprehend. Just Love Me And Care Just Show Me Your There, For This Life Most Times Is Just So Unfair. So Now I Ask You Dont Judge Me Look Deeper Than That, Lets All Sit Down And Have A Little Chat. The People You Love Keep Close By Your Side, And All Hold On Tight This Is A Bumpy Ride. Through The Ups And The Downs Next To You Ill Be, And Hope That One Day You Can All See. The Truth That

The Alberto Kang Fubar Experience
I had to do one of these Salutes   So where are all the other people that have done these.   Here is the one i took and was approved       Or after my salute i usually use this photo       When are you meant to do a Salute? So i just went around to some lounges and added them.   But i did the usual thing as Alberto Kang and added all the sites that you would not want your parents or perhaps future employers to know about.     So know i wonder if there is a way to make the Lounges you are associated to to be just viewable by friends? Dear Future Generations of Humanity And so like many things in my life i once again joined another stupid Social Networking Site and went around and had a look.   So i had to Salute, do you know what that was like to be asked to Salute?   Hilarious. So i did it and then Whent to the Lounges and what do i find.   NO ONE IS WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE there Avatars are not them in the Salute.     What is the point of going to t

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; - This it is, and n

Breaking Free
Here's another one. This one is so meant to be a country song lol Broken Smile She came out of nowhereFrom a dark, dead-end streetYou could tell she’d been cryingFrom the mascara on her cheekI said, Girl why are you out here?Wandering the streets alone?It’s getting late darlin’Why don’t you go on home?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got no place to go. /ChorusWell she looked like an angelThat fell from the skyWith broken wings, afraid to flyWith no words but goodbyeShe looked like an angelSo empty insideTrying to force a broken smileBut it’s been denied  She seemed to be wearyOf the sounds all aroundSending shivers up her spineShe’s got no place to go nowI looked at her with sympathyIn her eyes, I could see the painAnd said Girl, don’t you got friends to go to,To get out of this rain?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got

Rants And Raves
Well here it is..that time to make the final push home..Ive been in a country in which ive never known so much hate and corruption but yet im going home to a warm bed and freedom to move around in my own safe zone and feel like im not being watched all the time.. its been a long tour but i guarantee when im home it will only be a few months and ill be ready to go again.. ive heard tell that there will always be that sense of something missing in your life when you come home from a war torn country..its always the same feeling..yet i am very excited to come home and see my friends and family after so much time has gone by.make up for lost time and do the things i only wished i could do before.I dont want to be bragging that im going home because there are alot of service members still here either coming into country or leaving or even staying because there time isn't up yet to return home.. just to let all of you know my thoughts and prayers are with all of you no matter who you are. i

Poem
tonight let me live in your love     tonight let me hear your heart beat tonight forget me in your arms and let my sun shine from your eyes whats the meaning of this life ... ??? dreams with endless hours well whats left of my life i give it to you and every second is calling for you my love ...........................  you are me , you are my spirit  you are the one who lives inside me  no , no please dont come distant from me  you know i only sing for you  how i miss you my love say a word , a whisper tell me about your world oh this aching heart what can i tell you more  well i never have a place in your heart and my tears will inform you  that you are my soul ... i love you p.s : to a dear friend of mine ..................................... lots of love      i owe you my laughters... i do i owe you my tears ... i do  i owe you my heart...... take a look at my heart , none of this would be if you did not exist  forget the heart that go crazy about such bea

Dear Fu Santa Claus
Dear Fu Santa,  Well today is Christmas. I didn't get anything that I asked for in my first blog to you. I knew I wouldn't. It hurts. Cause I knoe thaat people that do not deserve the things I ask for will get them. But I didn get some blings from friends that care about me. No one  really cares what I have to say. So why would they care what I ask for. I am a good person, yet that isn't enough to the majority of people on here. They just want to brake me and hurt me. Like I am nothing. Maybe I am nothing after all. Dear Fu Santa Claus,  I am writing my Christmas wish list to you. I know that you ain't real. I'm just writing this wish list out. I know no one will read it. If they do, they wont say anything about it. I know I am nothing special to these people that blings people. I do my best. I do have good frieds on here. They are just like me. Work hard on here, but always over looked. Just cause we don't look like the way people want humans to look like. Thin and perfect. So we m

My Thoughts
I've lost all feelings, in my hands and feet. My heart has stopped, not even one beat. Her hands are cold, as they sink into my heart. My soul is gone, ripped apart. I feel real pale and sick and blue. This can't be happening. Is this true? She told me she loved me, forever and always. My heart she broke, thinking of all those days. My thoughts aren't clear, my eyes full of hate. This is how we all die and how we relate.  Dear Tawnya, I loved you. I don’t know how I can state it any more plainly. I loved you for everything I thought you were, and for everything that I became when I was with you.  When we were together, I felt truly happy and complete in a way that I had never felt before. Being with you recontextualized everything that I thought I knew about love, and I came to understand that while I had felt love in the past, it was only a shadow of what real love could be.  Now, I don’t honestly believe that I will ever find someone who

Introductions
I am so bloody sick of the name Christopher.  Why does every mother and father think about naming their son Christopher?  Why does it annoy me so much?  Because I like differences.  I used to have 1 Chris in my cell phone.  Then last week, just boom!  I had 3.  Now, if your name is Christopher, don't take this to heart.  I know it's not your fault you have a common name.  I really have nothing against the name.  I'm just annoyed that so many people have the exact same name.  Have you ever had a feeling that things aren't all that they appear? I have.   I was born into a Christian family.   They have loved, supported, and taken care of me my entire life.  We have fought, laughed, and loved eachother to the fullest.  I know that when disaster hits, they will never leave me.  However, I also know that there are rules that I have to follow as well.  Rules chaff at me.  But I guess they are supposed to keep me safe.  They didn't, but they are supposed to. My life was a golden one when

Orgasm
WHICH LADY WANTS TO BE MY ladies do you rather have a guy go down on you for an hour or to be pounded by a guy til he bust?  

Life ...
God's Eye-Letter Of Love by Becca Tidwell on Saturday, November 14, 2009 at 7:01pm   Dear Child of Sin, I see you looking back at me, surrendering all you fall on your knee. Asking for mercy, and forgiveness too, What am I supposed to say to you? You say your a christian, but how can that be? You only come to me in YOUR time of need. I send you abundance of all of life's needs, yet you refuse to go out and plant one seed. Others speak of my name and ask you questions of me, yet you deny the thoughts, shamelessly. I see you living life in your own constant sin.I've knocked on your door but you refuse to let me in. I sent you my son, he paid the ultimate price. He died for your sins, his greatest sacrifice. Yet, I see you looking back at me,now trembling on your knees, asking for my mercy and and my forgiveness too. What am I supposed to say to you? Close your eyes dear child, and see me with your heart. That's when you will find that we never have part. I was always there with

Wifey Left Me Dec4th2010 She Was 28
well was tryin to load her memorial video (but Im not a Hightech Redneck) if anyone can help. So heres the story my wife went to the e.r. at 7 pm and was relesed after having been given a shot.........apparently the shot didnt mix with her prescibed medication I found her the next morning dead in our bed (I was sleepin on the couch so she could rest somthing we never did not even after an argument). She is survied by myself her loving husband and our 1 year old daughter. Lifes really weired now its been 18 days and my daughter and I are staying with family. Christmas will be three weeks and I dont know if I can handle it. anyhow if anyone knows how to load the video for me Id appreciate it. Samantha Ellen Gelenaw-Farden View or Send Sympathy Notes Back to obituary listings September 24, 1982 - December 04, 2010 Birthplace: Manteca, California Resided In: Chico, California In Loving Memory of our beloved Samantha “Sami” Ellen Gelenaw-Farden, who went to

Reflection
To receive the most out of life we must take time to live as well as making a living We should practice filling our moments with enriching experiences that will give us new meaning and depth to our lives Take time for short walks by the beach side or talks under the bright beautiful star's with family friends Take time for letting go to laugh and Take time to receive the pleasure of nature by smelling the flower gardens or watching the sun set Take time to love and be loved for it's the greatest emotion to share Take time for inter play of personalities and interchange of ideas Take time to enjoy one another take time for solitude and time to be quiet and alone to look within yourself to sort your thoughts for a new work week As I sit here in the morning listening to the songs of the bird It is a sound from Heaven. One more sweet than  I have heard.        

2011
It's that time of year again and normally I don't make resolutions because to be honest I almost never keep them lol But this year I'm going to make them and I'm going to do my best in keeping them.  What's the saying "Don't Quit Quitting"! So here goes in no particular order of importance:   1. It's time to get back to exercising at least 3 times a week and eating healthier. I thought maybe this year I'd like to possibly take up running (won't guarantee this will happen but I might try it at some point).   2. Remove the toxic people from my life and surround myself with more positive, happy, and supportive people.   3. Catch up on all my reading that I've fallen behind on. I have a box full of books that I've been meaning to read and if that means I have to spend less time on the computer, then I'll be MIA around here a little bit more.   4. Spend more time focusing on my photography. I went to school for it, so I might as well do something with it.   Hope everyone ha

Reversed Standards
Fu Life Vs. Real Life We've all seen it. In actual day to day circumstances we are taught to respect ourselves, to respect others, to be our own people and to never ever sacrifice what we believe. Fu every day life is something completely different... We learn to sacrifice real connections to manipulate and bullshit our way to the top of a ladder that doesn't exist ( not saying 100% have done so, but we all know its a common occurrence ). Don't get me wrong I like fubar as much as the next person, but I have always refused to lower my standards to please the majority. As a female fu member, I am expected to personally exploit myself to be rewarded. If that was what fu was based on in its creation isn't for me to say. All I can judge on is what it is now. I love the actual friends I've made here, as a gamer I respect the obstacles to leveling. What I don't respect or condone is what has become expected of us. If people are willing and want to do whatever it is that they do on here, t

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Life, Love And All That Jazz
I'm not sure how many of you will remember Jeremy.  http://fubar.com/4950734  (His first profile was deleted)    He use to hang out in the MuMMs a couple of years ago, which is how I met him.  We became fast friends and after just a little while, we exchanged phone numbers.  The first night that we talked on the phone, hours had gone by and we didn't even realize it.  He was such an easy person to talk to.  We never had that awkward silence feeling.  He was a great artist, an excellent guitar player and very intelligent.  I felt such a great connection with him.  We could talk to each other about anything, which we did often.  I was able to confide in him about things I was dealing with and I could trust that he would always be upfront with me, even when that meant saying something to me that I didn't hear.  He was always there for me when I needed to cry, to vent or to just yell at someone. He always managed to make me smile or laugh.  He shared so much with me about his life and th

My Stuff
Even tears do not dare travel the cheeks of this tormented soul. This spirit that lies here quaking in the darkness. Tongues of flame licking the inner most parts of the seemingly lifeless. Fear begins to set in. Fear of the unknown. Fear of another power. Paralyzed by the venom that seeps through constricted veins. Eyes wide shut that run a continual reel of what has been and  working without fail to prove what will be. Still the evil liquid crawls slowly and terrorizes. Taking every precious thought and making it its prisoner. Lying cold and shivering, this soul is betrayed... One tear falls. The Doom of the Dark?   They beckon me to the light But why should I go? I’ve stepped to their voices My whole world to show. Come and set  yourself free, Cast your burdens away, Let the light fill your soul And  happy you’ll stay. I like a fool went forth To their call Taking in the light Was no burden at all. But as the light shone Thr

Life
this was getting bashed around  fubar,    this is for real - WARNING: Please beware of a male member named EatMyShorts (appropriate really as he's a prick!)... a.k.a XxComeBackKidxX. This little prick has taken to making death treats against a female member. If you are approached, for your ownsafety, please ignore    the memeber who i did that too backstabbed me so i said sumthing i didnt mean. you all  realise its the freaking internet. it happends all the time. i dont even mean it .  so i dunno why it has to be spread around. why cant it be delt with the two of us. why does it had to be passed around . all a bunch or narks . i know  who ever is spreading  that around will read this and laugh , and i dont really care go ahead. just let me tell you sumthing if u think im leaving fubar . haha sadly mistaken. who ever is spreading this crap arpund is pushing me to loose my mind and leave this site. sorry  your  mission has failed big time.   one user who will remain nameless is adve

this is only a list based on my own personal experiences of the lounges. I'm in no way slandering the lounges so don't go moaning about it, it's just my opinions, the lounges mentioned may be ok with you i don't know, but they didn't work for me so I've listed them. If you're interested in my opinions, read on. .....Snake Eyes Radio: This lounge is full of very strange and undesireable people in my opinion. If you're like me, a normal everyday person who's on this site purely to pass the time, my advice is that you avoid this lounge as it's full of perverted people and people who generally don't seem stable. Many of the lounge members seem to have an irony deficiency, and are unable to grasp the simple concept of SARCASM. Furhermore, they are quite cliquey and cannot be wrong, because if one lounge member doesn't like you, they all decide not to, even if there isn't a discernable reason. :| .....Pergatory Dance Party: This lounge contains idiots. They are very cliquey in thi

My Erotic Stories
My name is Barb. I am a 53 year old, white female, 5’ 5”, 138 pounds, with 38D breasts. I think I still look very good for my age with a nice body. I have two sons, 25 and 28, and a 32 year old daughter. This is a true story that happened just over three years ago, a month before my 50 th birthday.It was the night my divorce was final from my second husband a couple years ago and I had gone out with my girlfriends to celebrate. I came home a little tipsy, but not drunk. My youngest son had some friends over partying and playing cards. I knew everyone and said hi. I then went upstairs and took a bath, laid down on the bed and started masturbating. A few minutes later I heard a loud bang downstairs so I jumped up, grabbed one of my robes and went down to see what happened. I was at the bottom of the stairs when I realized I still had my vibrator in my hand. I stuck it in the pocket of my robe before anyone saw it. This robe happened to be missing the tie for it, so I just had

I Wonder.......
Ok, I have to ask...I was in the military for 8 years....I can fold damn near any item of clothing known to mankind...I got a set of FITTED sheets for my bed for Christmas, and i decided to use them for the first time about 5 days ago....I wash them and when i went to fold them i swear it took me 45 minutest to even get them to look HALFWAY folded....Ok i know theres somebody out there with OCD that can help me out....i have never been so perplexed on how to fold a fitted sheet...I got so frustrated with them i was ready to tear off the corners just so i could fold the damn things properly!!!!!!   Any kind of suggestion would be appreciated...  I wonder what it wouldve been like had i been born white......would i get all the hot chicks???.....would i have a fulltime job??....would i have it easier in life if i hadnt been born black??...Dont get me wrong, i dig who i am....i just wonder sometimes..Is life easier being a white dude????   *waits for the reactions* wtf is it with these

Block Bin
Torn apart inside, no place to hide Why do I do this, what is it that i miss? Someone from nothing but pain, and shame only desires to be loved, but in the end they all seem to be the same. Not like you didn't have enough already, they tear you apart even more. They say when you get a cut it hurts worse than anything. I think they are wrong to have someone lift you up so high you start to love again and then let you fall like you meant nothing to them hurts far worse. I could stand a thousand cuts than to take the pain that I take from each one that has done this to me. I'm their angel one that will listen to them one that will love them and talk with them. An in the end I'm tossed back to the shadows once again to hide the bruises and the scars enflicked once again. So back to the shadow lands again I go til I'm needed once again. I sit and wonder sometimes if other do like hurting others? Like with me I don't like promises they are always broken but when you give me your word or vise

Emotionless Feeling
I was standing against the bench seat, resting my upper body against the railing as gazing far into the night.The tears began to slowly fall, some held back for monthsand the release of all that had been hidden away soothed.The only light there was that of the moon and that from inside the patio door as Matthew approached. He movedtoward me after becoming aware I was there. He knewas he spoke...."Mom, don't worry, sometimes life justisn't fair" and he continued...you know I recall readingin one of your books that even a child at 6 months isafraid of being left behind." The smile came as thewarmth of more tears fell and I knew somehow he knew Lost in The Wilderness .......2 Mr. Clarke spoke in a very firm voice. "I am not amused" his gaze burned As if a raging fire spreading wild. And..he searched for the misplaced debit card. . Hours before...Logan was kneeling Beside me, holding my hand in his. And the day just seemed to begin once again...as Steven raised his

..:: My Thoughts ::..
Why do so many play the game of being something they are not. How can one build trust if they can not be themselves, it so they may pray on the vulnerabilities of ones searching for what they seek.I am not sure why it is not more interesting to learn all you can about someone before ordering them about. How can you guide someone on a journey and seek control if you do not know what is within the mind and body of her/his being.Enjoy the gift one gives as they surrender but  be true to them and ton yourself for with the surrender it is a responsibility given and a great one when you accept.  Many feel that the fact you are a so called Master or Mistress, Dom or Domme means all shall bow before you. Power is in how you demean one when you do not like what thee other stands for or appears to stand for in life. It is funny how many come to judge or command respect when they themselves can not understand or give it themselves in a lifestyle where the vanilla world looks at us

Ramblings By Jake
  In the spirit of this day, I offer my hastily assembed list of romantic movies. Other recommendations? Fools Rush inSerendipityCity of AmgelsAddicted To LoveContinental DivideDon Juan DeMarcoThe Family ManForget ParisWhen Harry Met SallyThe Lake HouseLove ActuallyLost In TranslationThe MajesticMust Love DogsSabrina (Both Bogart & Ford versions)Somethings Gotta GiveSomewhere In TimeThe Sure ThingWhile You Were Sleeping I quote from memory: "One day I was walking through a field in Selonika. There I saw an old man planting an almond tree. Now boss, this man looked as if he had a day or two at the most left to live. But there he was planting this almond tree. So I said, 'Old man why are you planting  this almind tree?". He looked at me and said, "Sonny, I live as though I would never die". How about that boss. He lives as though he would never die. Me? I live as though I would die any minute. For that reason and only that reason I am free." (Zorba The GreeK) More ramblings...this ti

Area 51 Experiment
to get on cam, go to "www.ustream.com" cam1 user= area_51_radio cam1 pw= area51cam   cam2 user=area_51_radio2 cam2 pw= area51cam2   click broadcast in the upper right hand corner of your screen once logged in, and youll see the adobe window open up, and click allow, and once you see yourself in the video window, click start bradcast and announce you are showing your dirty ass house in Area 51 lounge Hello all, It's Sunday and I feel like jammin the classics... yanno, the stuff with nostalgia..anyway, Im streaming some classic rock, oldies, punk covers and whatever else today in Area 51. Also I will be on in SER for the 7 to 10 slot..thats EST..be there or be square!   as you were 

Recap Of Last Week
I'll never know what makes this manWith all the love that his heart can standDream of ways to throw it all away Thursday night I  ate some fried chicken with their "special receipe sauce"  that apparently I was allergic to.  Bumps developed on the back of my neck and scalp and itching started that night. I woke up to patches of hives and severe itching all over my body. The doctor gave me a steriod shot on Friday and called in a percription steriod if that didn't work. It didn't. Steriods and itching on Saturday and Sunday but it was subsiding. I got a call at 4 a.m. on Monday that my mother had passed away. Happy Valentine's Day. Three days of steriods apparently affects your sleep. I laid in bed until 3:30 a.m. before falling asleep on Monday/Tuesday morning. I normally wake up at 5:30 a.m. I spent Tuesday dealing with the side effects of these steriods which felt like an overdose of cocaine. (yes, I have) Sweats, chills, wrapped in blankets but still could not fall asleep. I stopped

Sex Talk
I just added polls to my SexTalk to make it a bit more interactive.  Other then that there is a New Post up where I talk about one of my pet peeves and ask to hear about everyone elses so check it out and if you are feeling naughty feel free to comment or let me know (via the poll) what your pet peeve is. A very interesting and educational speech given by Mary Roach (author of Spook and Stiff), on scientific facts about orgasms, it’s not pornographic but is very entertaining.   Mary Roach: 10 things you didn’t know about orgasm | Video on TED.com There will come a time in everyone’s sexual relationship when they will have to convey your sexual needs.  Yes I know how painfully awkward it can be to have to do this but the alternative is unhappiness that will seep its way into all aspects of the relationship until everything comes to a head in a inopportune way at an inappropriate time,  unless you are having one night stands.  Though you can use one night s

Stuff
Scorpio is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Pisces read.    Scorpio: Come here Pisces: Yes Sir   Pisces closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes.   Scorpio: I want you Pisces: I'm yours Scorpio: No, i want to possess you, command you... Pisces: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish. Scorpio: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman...    He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration...   Scorpio: Look at me.   Pisces looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the site of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her

Hockey & Stuff
NHL Hockey is a big deal in WNY.  Not so much in Florida   Do you know what gets better TV ratings than the Florida Panthers' games? A) A Sunday Morning,7 AM kids show, called 'The Doodlebops' B) The infomercial on 'professional blenders' C) C-span D)  All of the above If you are in Florida and reading this - YOU DON'T DESERVE THE GAME OF HOCKEY! Fuckers   I was driving to an early appt this AM & listening to sports radio. I stumbled across a great way to get bores and other undesireables to walk away & stop talking to me in social situations. I start selling em insurance!  Either they go away or my time spent with them becomes valuable for reasons other than thier company.  is the name of a book that describes the history and current/future ramifications of selectively choosing male babies over female babies.  In the last 40 years, the author declares 163,000,000 girls were aborted, solely because the parents wanted a boy.  While this primarily happens in Asia, the practi

Stuff? Random Thoughts
I stepped into the hot steamy shower where he stood already waiting for me. The water glistened on his bright red hair and rolled down his face. He was just so gorgeous, my god, how did i get this lucky. He pulled me in closer where i could see him better. This was him 100% , no fancy clothes , no expensive cologne, no gel in his hair, just him in his entirety. He grabbed me and kissed me pushing me up against the wall. He began by pushing my hair back behind my ears and taking a second to breathe me in. He'd never wanted me like this, he kissed me with such eagerness if felt as is he'd waited forever to kiss someone like that, for that exact moment. His lips made tiny trails across my neck til they found their way to my ears, where he whispered how much he loved me and how beautiful i was. This man was incredible, even with my mascara running, my hair curling, and all my naked imperfections he seen the beauty in me, and that alone took my breath away. Down to the floor he laid me, pla

Poems
Love How do you know when it hits you, Emotions bleeding through you, Emotions shine around you, How do you feel what one cannot see, Emotions perceive to show ones heart's desires, Emotions overcome you, that can't be condoned, How do one's emotions grow so promptly, Emotions falter your barrier, Emotions deceive our perceptions, How lingering and persistent it is, Emotions surreal as dreams, Emotions surreal as lines in a song, How to express affection the soul feels, Emotions felt when eyes meet, Emotions feel like eternity in the heart, How do I show you I am the one, Emotions shown through thoughtful ways, Emotions endure testing of one's true affection, How does one know true Love, Emotions for you will never wane from my heart, Emotions for you are my reason to be, How affectionate feelings are when with you, around you, thinking about you, Love. Death, thi shadow that lurks on us, swiftly breaching in on our demise. Doomsday, 12/21/2012, the end of days, the count down has begu

Dark Silence
So many words go unspoken, As we linger here in the dark. There is a thing or two I wish you to know, But all the words seem to slip away, As you tenderly wrap me in your embrace. Still I wish I could find a way to say, I never thought dreams could come true Yet you showed me that they do, When you came into my life. You set my soul free, With every kiss we share. That from the moment I saw your face, These feelings washed over me Like a tidal wave agaist the jagged shore. Tell me you feel the same. Tell me there is nowhere else you would rather be. Then here at this momemnt in each others arms. So many words go unspoken As we linger here in the dark. Trying to find a way to let the other know How wonderful life is here together silent in the dark.   I slowly push open the door and step into the dim candle lit room. Before my eyes had time to adjust to the darkness, I felt hands and a silk scarf closing around my head blindfolding me. I know

Shadowburne's Blog
" Magickal Intent " Their meeting was not quite by chanceThey were destined to share love's first danceKindred spirits for eternityTrue soulmates they would be As they danced that spark ignitedHim and her both excitedFor in an instant they both knewTrue love they'd found as the night wind blew But love was their curseMagickal Intent would be love's new hearshFor he loved her more than life itselfAnd doubly so, she gave of herself Blinded by love, she could not seeHis love for her would always beShe began to conjour a spell to be spentHis love to gain was her Magickal Intent She weaved her spell very wellUnder her spell he quickly fellAnd for a moment all was blissBut very soon he began to miss Something inside was just not rightAnd then one moonlit nightHis eyes were opened and he began to seeSomething's not where it should be The one he loves his trust misspentWith her pure and innocent Magickal IntentFor she meant not to cause alarmAnd had no intent to cause any harm But what she's d

P90x
I have been doing P90x for about 6 months and it has been alot of fun. I am now going to do the "doubles" phase.  Just completed week one of the "doubles", but my legs are so sore I could not do Kenpo X. I thought about doing the Stretch X. Its just very hard to move right now. I do have to pull it together, I have a couple shoots coming up in couple weeks. Have to sharpen up the abs and legs.  Well, the past was a bit of a struggle. I was very tired and joints hurt alittle bit more. So now starts the recovery and ab focus week. Which I always thought was alot of fun. Kinda reminded me of wrestling and football training. But I do need to get heavier dumb bells or go back to gym after this phase. 

My Works
Love is one of those emotions that no one can afford anymore because the price is Majority of the time a broken heart or just an empty promise, that you find yourself waiting on. Only to end up waiting on something that was never there to begin with, They say love is the most powerful force on earth well so is the hurt that can follow that so called love. Honestly its hard to love knowing that anytime your heart could be ripped from your chest and broken, how man guys & girls go through life looking for that on person they feel is their soul mate just to go through pain all the time in order to find that person is it really worth that kind of price. The scale's of time weighs Heavily upon my mind Sending me into eternal darkness.   The world seeps into hell Around me making my heart Forever frozen until time ends.   As time passes beyond my control I can hear the universe sing the Celestial Chords of the hidden hope.   Deep within the heart of one That could bring

Poems
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father. Our Son, the Soldier How great a man he must be To be joined in the fight to Set another part of the world free   Our Son the Soldier So very proud of you we are To all of us who love you You will always be our shining star   Our Son the Soldier So far from home and in a foreign place Just close your eyes to See a familiar face.   Our Son the So

News !!
Cataclysmic Cocktides and Other EpijismsHas a New HomeClickHarold is worried about money his gf wants two dollars and won’t “lay for [him]”. So his friend tells him about work at Nick's Store. Harold chks it out. Nick says sure two dollars for work in the backroom.They get back there Nick's got his big Old cock out and tells Harold to bend over the flour for two dollars. Harold eyes pop at the size but he does as he's told. O it hurts Nick let me blow it for you  Nick is cumming O you are so good come back later I’ll give you 5 dollars if you stay all night. Harold rushes over to his gartered girl waiting on the couch, hands over the two dollars tells her she’ll never know how hard he had to work for it. She is O so pleased. Give me a good fuck Harold then you can rest all you want. Miscarriage? Face Prison Time for Murder I have two preponderant purposes being on line (1) to find people to cum with on cam c2c and (2) to blog for discourse and pers

And So It Begins . . .
So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. Well, if you are here, I assume that you were hoping to find something insightful about my past, personality, or possibly just my current thoughts and feelings. I would recommend destroying the part of your brain that gave you that god awful idea. In my stay on fubar, however long that has been (I'm too lazy to go look at my join date), I've never bothered with blog. Whether it's here, mysp

Saturday's On The Glow Radio
Saturday on The Glow Radio: Our Saturday's start out with Dr. Luv live from Toronto,Canada  he will be spinning The Golden Era of R & B and Soul starting at 9am pt/10am mt/11am ct/Noon et/5pm gmt Next is DJ Del Wilks from Toronto,Canada & his "Jam Town Reggae Vibes" Show starting at 1pm pt/2pm mt/3pm ct/ 4pm et/9pm gmt   "THE SATURDAY NIGHT ROCK BLOCK" starts off our evening with two amazing shows starting with "The Witch & The Reverend" Show featuring The Witch & The Reverend DJ Furg with 6 Hours of Music and Mayhem Live from Seaside,Florida and Chicago,Illinois  starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt "THE FREAK SHOW" with Tony the Misfit Live from The San Francisco Bay Area in California

Rollin With Timez
You Build me up and make me smile...  Little by little.. you begin to file... away at my heart.. tearing me and breaking me apart.  You make me believe you're such a great catch, more like a dog than anything, so go and play 'fetch'..  with my soul, with my being... what is it that I'm not seeing? Can you believe I actually felt bad being a bitch?! You think you're so sweet, did you forget about that very first stitch? What about the second and third?? Or how much it burned.. when you looked at me, told me 'No." and shook your head. But immediately asked for me to come to bed. I was lonely and decided to stay, I was still blinded from the other day. I pretended you were different like there was something "meant to be." Maybe there was.... but it isn't you and me. I dont wanna play stupid anymore, im not your toy. I need a man in my life.. not some silly little boy. Not alot of ppl can put up with me or my crap. Not many people would claim to love me and actually be there w

Stainedbysin
I miss the first kiss that our lips never knew I miss the embrace that was meant only for you I miss the love we never shared I was a fool, you never cared   I miss the nights caught up in your eyes I miss the tenderness of your sweet goodbye I miss the laugh that I never inspired Only you, my dear, could take me higher   I miss the child we never conceived I miss the warmth of a cold winters eve I miss the caress you now give to another How can I move on, we were meant for each other   You inspired my fire and allowed me to dream It came crashing down, the same old routine I allowed myself to believe and have faith You turned it all around, leaving me in disgrace   I’ll try as I can to leave you behind Memories drip down turning water to wine I’ll never forget your passion or fire Forever my love, you will be my desire I am not a girly girl I will not wear pink for you High heels hurt my feet Stockings give me the creeps   I wear my life like ir

My Writings
                                                                               I Believe Again   Trust, a word that doesn't have meaning to many people Honor, a word that many have no clue what it means Faith, a word that I have no perception of anymore Love, a word that is just that to many people.   You have helped me believe that I may be able to believe in these words again All I know is before you came along I was not me I didn't know who I was or what to do to find out who I was Then you came along.   You the one who can make me laugh at the drop of a hat  No matter how I am feeling you make me feel better I can't wait to talk to you everyday I can't wait to see you now.   I think I am in love with you I just have to make sure before I say it But when I think about you all can do is smile like I have some great secret I can only hope you feel the same way You say your gettin there so get there already....   Life is funny and I know that if it weren't for you

My Blogs....
     After posting my last journal entry I have been doing some thinking. I am having a really hard time when people say that I am a hero. I really don’t consider myself as a hero! I have done a lot of TV, Radio, and newspaper interviews because of Homes for our Troops who built our house. In every interview I have done at some point they call me a hero and I always get uneasy when that word comes. I always ask myself “Why are they calling me this?” All I was doing was my job and unfortunately I was injured. It wasn’t a brave thing that I did! I was just doing a night patrol and just happen to be sitting down at that time. I wasn’t brave….I was unlucky! And defiantly not a hero. Maybe it is just the way the American people view U.S. Soldiers now. Because of my injury I have meet a lot of Viet Nam Vets and I feel for them. They got treated like dog shit for doing the same things that we are doing now……but now we are heroes. If I was bor

Whats The Point?
Tired of being heartbroken,Of being hurt and used,Sick of dumbass men,Which my trust they abuse.Tired of opening my heart,To lie after lie,Of being pushed to the side,When someone new catches their eye.I always seem to make,the same mistakes again,I've had it up to here,i'm at my wits end.I gave up all my dreams,for promises you never kept,you hurt me when you fucked her,in the bed in which we slept.who was there for you,in your bed of death and life,I was there praying for you,on that cold winter night.You did me dirty joe,when you took tina to our bed,you turned me into something else,The heartless living dead!!!Ive been kicked and stabbed and beaten,and broken down some more,What hurt the most is when I left,cause by your side was a whore!!!You're in my head to this day,don't know what I did wrong,Think of I will always love you,as our final parting song. I see through your lies,You think of me as a game,you sat and made a fool of me,tryin to make ya'self a name.A name is what you g

Tiny Thoughts
I’m tired just want rest my head for a moment but the moment I close my eyes the feeling washes over me. The feeling of hopelessness, being unwanted and being unloved those feelings I can’t control. I may smile and laugh in my daily things I do but deep down I keep fighting my inner demons that lay deep inside of my heart and soul. Knowing that those feelings aren’t what I should be feeling I can’t control just keep fighting those demons. Some day I will see myself in a new light till then I will keep going faking my life is fine for it will never be perfect. My wall is up against anyone who wants to see me in that light for that light is a weakness for all to see. Guess my demons keep me going from day to day!! EVER WONDER WHO SHE IS THE ONE WITH THE CUTE FACE AND CHUBBY WAIST?? SHE IS A MOTHER SHE IS A DAUGHTER SHE IS A SISTER SHE IS A AUNT SHE IS A FRIEND EVER WONDER WHY SHE IS THE ONE WITH THE CUTE FACE AND CHUBBY WAIST? SHE DON’T SEE H

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Ten Rules For Being Human
I always wait until she hangs up first.     *gag*     Right? I'm going to talk to you about Fubar.   LOL.   You need to get off Fubar.   In doing so you will cease to say the following abbreviations:   LOL, ROFL, FML, FTW, BRB, BBS, BS, FOCLOL, and FOCROFLOL.   This behavior is turning you into a drippling turbospaz.   You dirty window licker.   "Pervy Texan likes you!"   Nobody likes this.   :(   You don't have 852 friends.   You have about 4.   And that's good. :)   4 friends that you talk to is better than 852 friends that you don't want to see but are happy to look at.   Why have so many friends if you cringe every time you hear the sound of your sb?   One or more of these "friends" are looking at your photos right now...   And judging you.   I'm not.   I don't think that my taste in music is more eclectic than yours.   I don't think that your tits looked good in that photo so I should probably stop what I'm doing and masturbate to your i

Coders Underground
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Good Morning Fubar, I want to thank the JYF Family for all their help...they have been great advertising the JYF link to Fubar. Jyf is starting to grow and the fam is getting bigger. Jyf please be sure to put the JYF HP in your fam alone with all the JYF members, also make sure you are rating each family every day and send one gift a week...This will help our family grow. I want to thank the current fam members for sharing the JYF family link and posting the family bulletin...keep up the good work JYF and we will have the baddest family on Fu. :-D Good Morning Fubar, I want to thank the JYF Family for all their help...they have been great advertising the JYF link to Fubar. Jyf is starting to grow and the fam is getting bigger. JYF please be sure to put the JYF HP in your fam along with all the JYF members, also make sure you are rating each family every day and send one gift a week...This will help our family grow. I want to thank the current fam members for sharing the JYF family link

Dreams
you know i hate my dreams for the most part.. My beleifs are that dreams can tell you anythign you ever want to know, if somethignmajor is about to change in your life the way tyou wake up can tell yo uif it is a good or a bad thing.. well usually my dreams piss me off or just make me sad... always callign me a loser a fuck up that i will never amount to anythign more then I am rioght at this moment in my life.. even when things change for me I fall back down where I am at.. tonight while I napped I had another dream that proves to me that i am scum, just a bunch of BS thinking.. but unfortunatly they are almost always right.. tonights dream was about my ex's family.. what was real fucked up was that fact that i didnt see my daughter.. even in her eyes when she gets older and hears all the thoughts that her mothers family has to say i will be a disapointment to her.. it just sucks knowing this.. so i have to do somethign to change this but in my current power there is nothing... I will

Little Bit Of Everything =)
Here is the scenario... You have a friend that you are in love with, but you are afraid to reveal your feelings. You've felt this way for about a year or so and no matter how much the two of you hang out, watch movies, even cook you keep your feelings to yourself. He (or in some cases she) decided to take it to the next level and the two of you have an AMAZING sex session. Now, you really don't want to say anything. You don't want them to think or feel that it was because of the sex. So to help my family member out of this situation...what would you do? Would you tell them how you felt or keep it to yourself.  BTW..the sex sessions hasn't stopped. The 2 of you get together like once every week to every other week. (CNN) -- A Southern California woman was in jail Wednesday after allegedly drugging her husband, cutting off his penis, throwing it into the garbage disposal and turning it on, Orange County police said. Catherine Kieu Becker put a drug or poison in her husband's dinner

My Poetry
Here comes the numbness Worse than the pain What's worse than hurting? To not feel a damn thing Here comes the coldness A heart made of stone Fuck the whole world We're all in this alone Here comes the coldness A heart made of ice Fuck the fake smile And, trying to play nice... My heart is like a battle field It's got the scars to show It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly And, others that drug out nice and slow My tears have flowed just like a river Sometimes I thought they'd never dry And, once or twice the one I usually turned to Was the very one who'd made me cry Sometimes I thought I needed no one Then chose "friends" who brought me down Turns out the one's who really love you Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around I must have put my parents through sheer hell When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been And, in the last ten years I've only had one good true friend I've made a few decisions I'll have to deal with all my life

I Don't Have To Be Nice
LIARS. I don't understand your motivation. What does it do for you? Lying to people, being completely dishonest about yourself and your life. Didn't your mama ever tell you that when you lie...you always get caught? Always. There are NO exceptions, sure you think your slick now, but I guarantee, somebody if not everybody knows you're full of it. We're all just waiting for you to choke on your own lies. Furthermore, I am sick and tired of you telling them to me. You come to me, spitting whatever kinda game you think you have...silly boys. You're not smooth. I see, I hear and more than likely, I'm friends with the chicks you're talking too. Lets just stop all this mkay. I'm not interested anyway. Thanks though. Be careful who you lie to. Just sayin, there are some bitter bitches out there that will hang you from a tree by your nutsack. Just saaaaayin. HAGD. Kiss Kiss. NEVER MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS. It takes a lot more heart and courage to forgive someone than to hold a grudg

Time Will Tell, I Hope
I fight day and night with my thoughts and emotions to convince myself that everything is going to be ok. Somehow I am always at fault. Nothing is ok, nothing is right. Yet when you do anything that is shady, its ok. My heart is pining over you when you don't call. You say you love me, yet I feel all alone. I am alone even with you here. The shadows of your past haunt your present. I get 5 minutes of your time, just to hear about everything else but us.  Yet everyone else gets any amount of time they want. Sugarland said it best, I give you my best, so why do they get the best of you? I would cut the heart out of my chest for you, but you won't even give me a second thought. Why is it that I love you so? Am I just trying to hold on to the hope that one day you will return my feelings? We started so strong, and we have done nothing but fall apart. I pour my heart and soul out for you......only for you to throw me a towel. So now I stand up on my own two feet and say this is

Alil Bit Of Poohloo
Sand, Sea & Chivalry> > > > Lover, like the salty swirling sea, you are sensuous, sultry, ...seducive. > > Mingle with me, without you I am but loose grains, > > only with your moisture do I become darker, > > yet I shine, and harden as your waves crash against me. > > Surely the waves do wet my lips, as rhythmicly you roll onto me. > > You tremble from the tempest, yet open your harbor to me. > > Enter I and into your way, fluidly moving with graceful splendor. > > I explore your states of ice and steamy release. > > Currents of that release seeping to your very core. > > Sirens of the sea have their song, but you provide their breath. > > With me share it, with a gasp,...a whisper. > > Always taking it from you, as it is your soul, to return it in my time. > > Longing for that next surge, alas I can only possess you for a spell. > > When life and love are but a vapor. WHY WOMEN LOVE JERKS & MEN FALL FOR BITCHES! (All of the examples below are true stories. However, names have be

Over And Out. (goodbye To A Habit.)
A tear comes to mind, when I think of you And remember the time when our friendship was new. A gentle smile centered on your face, And I knew that then was the time and place, To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart. I thought we'd be forever and never part, But now we have come to a fork in the road, Where we must no longer carry each other's load, Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar, For the paths we are taking are very far apart. I will remember always the places we went, And cherish forever the time we've spent. So now is the time where I say goodbye, Spend one last minute lost in your eyes. As much as I know that we can't stay, I hope our paths will cross again some other day....  today i learned a lessonthat will always be true

My Baby
Since I can't upload any photos [due to no VIP] this is how I will post pictures of my baby. :)     I got to hear my baby's heartbeat on Thursday, May 26, 2011 :D Scan till you get to 1:11 then start listening !

Passion
                She stood on the balcony of her condo, basking in the ivory glow of the full moon, the air lightly chilled as the smell of him lingered in her senses. She stood there as the wind blew sending her long platinum locks flowing behind her; she closed her eyes and inhaled the scent of musk. Lost in the dream of memories from the last encounter, she felt a pair of arms wrap around her waist and start nibbling at her neck. The musky smell of muscle and sex filled her senses; he pulled her close pressing her against him and the growing hardness of his cock. She laid her head back against his frame as his hands caressed her full plump ivory breasts from behind as she rubbed his hardness through his jeans. Lost in the growing heated moment, as he lifted her top off and tossed it a side, he pulled her on to his lap as he sat in a chair. Her legs spread open wide his hands sliding down her chest, and down to her wanting pussy. She moaned at his touch as he started to stroke and tea

Movies Iv Recently Watched
wicked cool movie esta bien perra follow along another edge of your seat type of movie crazy shit happens in a hospital major good movie i watched the trailer for it and was like blah ill just have it on in the background as i clean boy was i wrong i couldnt look away one bit majorly good edge of your seat! type of movie thumbs up jajaj im not gonna tell u what its about cause ill spoil it haha im wayy too detailed lol omg this was a hard movie to watch i had to turn away sometimes a bit to gruesome what a student has to do sometimes to pay bills while going through school its a teeth clencher

1 Blog ...love Poetry.....! Blog ... About How To Please My Lover....
I'm 36 yrs old and I have been threw alot in my life and I have been in many relationships and I love the female body big and small but you got to have the cushion for the pushing with me,,lol,,I hear all the time that the reg woman wants a mans penis to be 9 inches or larger and thats fine and most of us men understand that and alot of us are gifted with it and prob 1/4 of them that don't know what to doing with it..lol.. The normal man is not so lucky the regular man size is Avg. 6 inches.. I know whats going threw your mind rt now.. your thinking hmm I bet he isn't going to say well...I'm better than avg but no porn star....lol... men like me had to understand if we was to be good in bed we had to learn to specialize in the female anatomy as in using our hands and oral and toys Toys are very important because we can make a woman cum ten times harder  if we just listen to her and be playful . I had a woman say I used a toy on her better than she ever could ..lol.. Also we had to lea

Apperjones
【Information】Clothing- 2011the most tight dress   Striped dress to wear striped classic and real elements in fact has not been fashionable to exit the stage, but this quarter than in the past when the stripes more powerful. Black and white bar, color bar, if they had bar, blue bar Bai Haijun, serrated bar, whether it is the most cutting-edge fashion red carpet, or the most popular street close to the life of the film, the stars all have striped fitted debut, showing the charm of striped Large Polka Dot Dress （Wave point dress） popular in the last century 50's polka dots are back again is the spring and summer 2011 fashion circles. This fact has seemingly stereotyped patterns of millions of modern designers re-interpreting the post by the glow of new life. Their eyes when we gather in neutral stripe elements, playful retro dots is still dominated world fashion circle one...... Floral Dress (Broken beautiful dress) He was in hesitation in the choice of

Poetry, Mayhaps?
There are times where the world is spinning, Relentlessly and out of control. Taking you into a whirlwind of emotions, Love, Hate, Happiness, Despair.. Inevitably one is lost in darkness, The calm before the next storm, Be it a storm of good or bad, If you could call a storm either. The calm is a time to stop and reflect, And that is when lessons are to be learned, Mistakes forgiven, And for you to collect the shattered remnants of yourself, To place then back together, To find out where you actually want this or that piece, Or where each piece belongs. Just like every calm, It is before yet another storm, One that can make or break you, Or both.   To most people the heart is a reassurance that there is life,Each heartbeat meaning that perhaps you are safe, Safe from the rigid, sharp blades of the world. Who is to say that this beating heart may have it's pace quicken,Merely by the chance at seeing someone. Is this that fiddle player love? The one who plays gentle

To Continue On
You go through life and have relationships, husbands, partner and or boyfriend. I used to go into a relationship with an open mind and open heart. I used to take men at face value and believed in what they would tell me. Now you may be thinking I have been in a lot but no. I have been married twice and had one boyfriend. However I do not base my past experience on men in general. There are real, honest, and good hearted men out there. The 3 men I have been seriously involved in would have tainted any woman's eye's to the point where it would be hard to trust another man. I was 18 years old when I married my first husband. He was different, kind, and gentle, romantic but of different orgins. I had two wonderful boys by him. The first few years were great and I was madly in love. I gave him my heart, and enjoyed pleasing him, until he started making me feel like I could never do anything right, and wasn't pretty enough. I lost my identity, my self esteem basicly who I was as a person, a

Need Help To Rebuild To A New Life !
Romantic profile on Taurus femaleFemale Taurus draws toward herself those things and circumstances that are necessary for the sustenance of happy romantic life. It represents the attracting force, and magnetizes things into manifestation. It is focused on sensuality and pleasure. It runs on the pleasure-seeking, pain-avoiding dynamic. It likes things nice and easy.She thinks as highly of her body as she does of the next meal or the next bath. This woman loves the pleasures and luxuries of life and is essentially an implacable part of the earth, intensely sensual, and dependable.She needs gentle handling, both emotionally and sexually. Sex is a good, basic pleasure which she enjoys as part of a deep and erotic relationship.The trouble is she is often very blind to her compatibility ratings. Usually lured by, and hopelessly attracted to, Fire and Air signs. She is innocently receptive and sensual, thus vulnerable to temptation.In general, romantic profile on Taurus shows its natives have

Jiff's Blog
The heart is deceitful. Wrapped in many different emotions, it looks as sweet as candy. It's eaten up, bit by bit. It beats faster with every moment we cherish. However, what if the beating is really the heart's way of saying, "no, not yet..." It repeats the words over and over.  Unfortunately, there are times when noone listens.  Struggling for air, it reaches for the mind for a little comfort. The mind wanders from place to place on it's own. Not listening, the heart screams when fingers come in and grab it. Crippled, the heart is blind. A good intention has turned into a dead memory.  Heartbreak is often something unforgettable. Love is often so far way, but always remains within our grasp. The heart is deceitful... Don’t tell me you want to work things out. You still run in circles and expect me not to doubt. I sit here and wait, with my heart breaking even more. It’s time to leave. There’s the door. Don’t you dare say you still love me. You’ve li

Came Home...
The travel was intermittent. He had become so used to it that He had lost count of the conveyances, the types and time mattered not. His boots still on his feet, the sand never quite gone, He trod onward. The sounds of a bustling life washing over him unheard or listened to. The sounds He was listening for had not been made yet, so His ears remained alert, yet unhearing. Hollowed footsteps echoed for Him, and the emptiness of the long way gave birth, to a open expanse of life as He had forgotten... Hell and horror still in His eyes, the smell of death not familiar, but merely with one always, replaced with Cinnamon buns fresh from the oven and the overpowering scent of 100's of perfumes and colognes, cloying but making Him seek something He had shied from forever it seemed. "Jefferson!" He heard and recognizing that as his name, He turned and physically shied away, as a skittish but curious colt would, from the outstretched hand of Eunice P. Shoemaker of Paducah, Ky. "Welcome Home Sol

Poems
under the stars over looking the heavens where the light shined over the paths of fatein the wake of you coming nearthe lotus blossoms glide over your hairin the golden mist of the sunyou walk the path ever so clearwith your red eyes and ever lasting lustyou bring closer the sword of lightand strike down with 1000 lotus blossomsthrew the gentle air sweeping and swirlingbreaking the path that has been walked uponand the lotus blossosm return into the golden sunonce again. When i was wondering the earth for the truth searching for what wasright,i heard the angels of the heaven calling out my name.i knew my life would never be the same so i looked into the midnight skyand watched the angels fly by. i took on my own way looked onto the other way watching the angels cry while the heavens filled with theheaven skies.i feel the pain as the angels wonder if in time it will ever change holding onto the golden clouds watching there tears falloff the leaves below, watching the earth crack open as

Deathwish Duck
  You Take What You Need From Your Father http://www.scribd.com/doc/57840168/Father-s-Day-Story-June-2011 Dealing with Cyberbullies   Bullies are taking advantage of technology to intimidate and harass their   victims. Dealing with cyberbullying can be difficult, but there are steps   you can take. What is cyberbullying?   Cyberbullying refers to practice of using technology to harass, or bully,   someone else. Bullies used to be restricted to methods such as physical   intimidation, postal mail, or the telephone. Now, developments in electronic   media offer forums such as email, instant messaging, web pages, and digital   photos to add to the arsenal. Computers, cell phones, and PDAs are current   tools that are being used to conduct an old practice.   Forms of cyberbullying can range in severity from cruel or embarrassing   rumors to threats, harassment, or stalking. It can affect any age group;   however, teenagers and young adults are common victims, and cyberbullying is  

Poems
Reflections in the Brook As you gaze into the crystal clear brook,reflections of your life go floating,slowly and painfully by,like a mirror of your past,reflections of your past,good and bad,happy and sad,all of these different parts of your life,some make you feel good, yet some hurt,your life is full of good times and bad,you find their are more good rather than bad,yet the images of pain is more vivid,for it makes a greater impact on your life,and your past floats by...your past floats by.   Copyright ©2006 Alone Again I am hidden,Alone in my own world,Watching the seconds that seem like hours,Shut away from the world,Like a prisoner of ill-passion,Never to see the light of happiness again...   Copyright ©2006 Pain Life is an unbearable wasteland of misery,upsets and downfalls,

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Lynerem
Stand can mean just about anything. It could be an action asking someone to get up on his feet or a measurement of one’s height. It could go as far as ordering one to remain, to the extreme, motionless or better still, a principle or attitude. This word may mean anything depending on its contextual clues. Words are a never ending source of wonder that tugs the heart and challenge the mind. One group of words combined in one way would tickle the spirit and make it dance to the music of its own creation, while the same group of words combined in another way would cause the landscape to waver through the tears. A dad is someone who wants to catch you before you fall but instead picks you up, brushes you off, and lets you try again.   A dad is someone who wants to keep you from making mistakes but instead lets you find your own way, even though his heart breaks in silence when you get hurt.   A dad is someone who holds you when you cry, scolds you when you break the rules, shines wit

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Lost
  Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see... Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I hear your voice my heart longs for you for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and wh

Schitzo Writing
I never could be what you said I would be Choosing me on that cold metal shelf is aisle 6 On sale and rated poorly A life of second chances and returns Taped back together, my outer box ripped and punctured Eagerly opened dozens of times and tossed aside equally Never complete always missing a part The receipt always stored in your wallet where I belong on aisle 6, pushed back always behind something more interesting so you don't want to find me you don't want to fix me for I always come as is completely you don't want to blow the dust off me you will return me back to the cool darkness on the bottom shelf of aisle 6.   Dieing on the highway today a day the fog formed, demons laughing at me sitting on the hood of my car counting on their hands the memorable moments I had My crazy mother sitting in the back seat her face frozen in a scream of disgust flies scurrying over her face frenzied A gun in my lap bullets littering the floor mat flesh clinging to chunks of

Ladies & Gentalmen.... Welcome 2the Most Eternal Show Onearth...(the Story Of My Dark Carnival)
 DARK CARNIVAL The Night Was Heavy & Cold thick with fog surrounding this forest a place you'd been to perhaps a thousand times before... the toes of well traviled foot prints lined the old dusty road. Well travled it such a short time that sight alone spoke volumes about this land & so strangly out of place. For none hardly ever cam this path none thought to special or diffrent then any other  but a place people would never look twice to find. & some how not trully know how or why it felt if it drew you here a longing a calling of spirit perhaps of the nagging tugs of a restless spirit... The night was cold just a chill to the air that brough the mist form the lips of the living with each breath drifting before their faces but the dead walked here as well drifting among the  clouds that hung low to the trees hlaf seen half understoon the floaded on half noticed in & out the vison of each passser by some to notice  others to walk by never even knowing the energy that passed around t

My Poetry
If you're here to apologize, I dont want to hear it . you had your chance, too many in fact. unlike you I am not a good pretender. it's kind of fucked up isnt it? How all of the sudden someone wakes up and decides to never talk to you again, like you never meant shit to them and what hurts the most is how you made it look so easy. You're sorry? that's cool. go write a book about it and let someone who actually cares read it. I listened to all of your lies, bull shit and sweet talking. I trusted you and you let me down. I'm not an option, you either choose me or you fucking lose me. Are you seriously going to sit here and ask me if I'm ok? it's like now that I'm getting over you, you don't want me to. now I'm right back to where I started , you know exactly what to say and do to make me come back to you and I hate you every day for it yet I still cant stop loving you.   TRUST is a strong word; A meaning broke into two This word is formed around one letter the letter which i

Thoughts From The Attic... Random Thoughts Of House
after a recent conversation with an amazing friend of mine about me being single... i decided to have a little open dialogue with myself. this is what transpired:   hmmm. the single life. the good life? most times. the sad times are the lonely times. better to settle and learn to love? been there, tried that. fuck that. just tired. tired of having relationships end bad. tired of giving my all to the wrong ones. tired of making the same mistakes the other guys make. ive learned though. ive spent time in a self induced prison. to reflect and pay for mistakes ive made. and like a reformed man, i refuse to make them again. the guy sitting in jail for killing someone drunk driving wishes every second of every day for his freedom. hes reminded everytime he opens his eyes and looks around of where he is and why hes there. and he swears to never repeat the actions that got him there. my mistakes. ive made the same ones everyone has. but im done making them. ill never forget the time in th

For My Mom
My mother passed away on June 28th 2011. It was sudden and most definitely not expected. I'm angry, hurt and I don't know what the hell I'm doing.  I wrote this tonight for her. I'm not worried about the flow. This is what I'm feeling, and the best way I could express it.  MOM Lord knows how you made me crazy.  Frustrated me to no end. The thing was though.  I never questioned you were my best friend.   Walked beside me and held my hand. Always supported me  Loved me with everything you had. Showed me that I was worthy.  Now I can't pick up the phone Dial your number and hear your voice.  For you have left me here Without a word or a choice.  I can usually find the words  For a story or a book.  But to tell you how I love you I only needed to give you a look.  Now I can't see your face Or put my arms around you. Nothing makes sense to me I do not have a clue.  Where do I go from here? How do I go on? Mom, I miss you so much I can't accept that you'r

Babyyangelss
when i write in these blogs i write from my heart like im writing in my journal...so after readng this if ant one even reads it could u please help me with your true comment....ty babyyangelsss..... I have been stuck in this relationship i use to have for the past 6 yrs since the day i meet this man..his name is Max. I literally meet this guy when he was homeless living in a homeless shelter at 25, i had alot of sympathy for him for the fact of him being 25 and home less, and no family to help him, so be being the person i am i helpd him, i literally picked him up and took him out of homless ness with 2 1/2 months i fell in love with his heart and eyes, i didnt care he didnt have anything, i bought him clothes, shoes, cell phone, food, got him a little apt, feel in love with each other, with in the next 4-5 months we moved into our home, i brought him with me, took jim from no selfestem to being the king of the palace...we stayed together for 4 yrs, in total, one day he decided to che

Fbc Coc
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Sex
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Officer
"I am the Officer" I have been where you fear to be, I have seen what you fear to see, I have done what you fear to do - All these things I have done for you. I am the person you lean upon, The one you cast your scorn upon, The one you bring your troubles to - All these people I've been for you. The one you ask to stand apart, The one you feel should have no heart, The one you call "The Officer in Blue," But I'm just a person, just like you. And through the years I've come to see, That I am not always what you ask of me; So, take this badge ... take this gun ... Will you take it ... will anyone? And when you watch a person die And hear a battered baby cry, Then do you think that you can be All these things you ask of me? Rest In Peace, My baby. I miss you so. I look for you and you are no where to be found. I listen for your laugh but there is no sound   I long for your embrace but will never feel it again   I will never get lost in your eyes again or feel your

My Opinion
How perfetic can some of you people be you go on someones broadcst to get them to show you what you want then you call them a ho and a whore i mean or fuck sake grow a fucking pair of balls and click the red cross. if a woman wants to show let her your opinions are perfetic she does what she wants if you don't ike it no one is telling you to stay. let those who want to see enjoy it if you don't want to your insults are just gonna get you blocked if you want to be blocked so bad ask them to block you. or block them it's that simple so learn to grow up the way it's seeming guys are happ to go on cam and jack off but if a woman wants to masterbate or show her tits it's not allowed, i don't gree if guys are allowed then women should be ble too aswell so stop being childish stop being perfetic and grow  set of balls you obviously weren't born with and stop insulting those who want to waatch and those who want to show and go wtch someone elses broacdast there are many women who don't.  

Whiney, Needy, Insecure Women
Too often I run across women on various sites complaining about their love life. For example, right now there is a female on my Facebook that is constantly whining..."what did I do wrong? How can I prove to you I love you? I'm sorry Im jealous. Please can we get back together, I want you and need you and love you" WHATEVER!!!! If you're having that hard of a time with a man....move on!!!! I'VE DECIDED TO WRITE THIS BLOG IN AN ATTEMPT TO HELP WOMEN WHO CANT GET OUT OF THIS THINKING THEY HAVE AND BELIEVE IT TO BE HARD-WIRED...THESE ARE THINGS YOU WORRY AND FEAR ABOUT. ALSO, TO SNAP SOME OF YOU OUT OF THE INTENSE DESIRE TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WORK OUT HOW YOU WANT. A relationship is a compromise STOP TRYING TO BE A PERFECTIONIST AND CONTROL EVERY LITTLE DETAIL. If you're upset that your man wants a 3some and you don't...DON'T agree to it and then COMPLAIN!!! If you and your man are so on again off again to the point of every week....WHY are you with him? Dont give me that BS that you

Entropic Fuverse
It has been about a year since I finally (smartly) severed all ties with my ex. From that time, I've been on and off a few dating sites just to see what its like out there. I'm not a professional dater or anything, but I have to say that the singles climate in this town is a lot like the job market lately: rough, bleak, and unsatisfying. Also, you can put a lot of effort into both and still come up with little to show for it than a few promising leads and whole lot of disappointment. Either way, it just sucks, and I must wonder if it has to do with the location where I'm at. Don't get me wrong! I did meet a few interesting ladies, chatting them up for a while. But overall, I think the online dating department is rather biased and confused. I've heard the complaints from their side, crying about men who are deceitful, dishonest, disingenuine, and generally disrespectful in every way. But I can't help but wonder--why do you ladies keep falling for the same, stupid bullshit-bunch of guys

Chimere's Blog
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will

Some Poetry.. Dont Copy!
I shall return to youNot withstanding my pride .I shall return, having no other choiceI still remember those daysI still remember how much I criedI want to see you, hear your voiceI am tired of this silence, sarrounding meAre you still there for me?Another occasion full of emotionsEspecislly if you still want meTell me,is there still some hopeCan I see it in your deep blue eyes?With this silence I cannot cope.I shall return to you, cause I still want youI need you against all oddsI want to breathe out the lonelinessI need yoiur strong hands to guide m,eI want to feel strong and ease the stress.Tell me love that you need meAs much as i need youBelieve in me and doubt me notIf you look into your heartYou will find me there tooYou are my shelter, my tears and laughterTell me the meaning of life without you.You are always here in my heartAnd without your love ,I loose my anchorAnd drift away, so be my anchorAnd hold me safe with youCause my heart, is where you belong. One glan

My Life
Take a breath Hold it in Start a fight You won't win Had enough Let's begin Nevermind I don't care All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should Let it go If you could When love dies in the end So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lie underneath Your cold jaded eyes Now you turn the tide on me 'Cause you're so unkind I will always be here For the rest of my life Here we go Does it hurt Say goodbye to this world I will not Be undone Come to life It gets worse All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should I'll be gone when you fall Your sad life Says it all Don't carry me under You're the devil in disguise God sing for the hopeless I'm the one you left behind I am done pretending You have failed to find what's left I will suck you dry again Some are not worth saving You are such a pretty mess I will choke the life within Now you want to take me down As if I even care I am the monster in your head And I thought you'd learn by now It seems y

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Unnamed For Now
No this isn't a tribute to Popeye, though I will gladly help a lady to a spanking today that she will still feel on Saturday. (Whimpy reference for the Popeye fans out there) I am indeed what I am, I knew I was kinky before I knew what it actually was. I always enjoyed the sight of lets say a lady in distress, I guess that would make me Snidley Whiplash because it was me that was getting her there. My earliest recollection of this dates back to second grade, when I got in trouble for drawing pictures of women tied to a chair, albeit I"m no Monet in the art sense, but all the bumps were in the right place, if you catch what I'm saying. All through my life I collected bondage related material like my friends all collected playboys and penthouses. No I don't hate my parents, and I do come from a strong family structure. No I do not hate women, in actuality I cherish what ever a submissive lady may give me. I have just come to believe we are all born with certain traits, and it is up to

Master
It was 3 O'clock in the morning when i was woken up by my boyfriend Justin kissing my neck 'whats this for?' i asked slightly breathless, my pussy already hot, i loved it when he kissed my neck. 'I woke up, couldn't sleep and...' he kissed me again and i felt his erection press against me, unhindered by clothing 'I'm hard' he said.He pulled my nightgown over my head so that i was naked just like him. he began to kiss down my body, sucking at nipples taking them deep into his mouth, then carrying on down, he reached my pussy and licked my lips he parted them with his fingers and found my wetness. he slid a finger inside me while he licked and sucked on my clit. 'oh god, don't stop' i moaned. it didnt take him long to make me come.He came back up and kissed me forcing his tongue into my mouth so that i could taste myself. 'Can i fuck you now?' he asked. without even answering him i kissed him passionately and pulled him close to me, i felt his rock hard cock enter me. he le

Waking Up
For most of my professional career I've represented kids in child abuse and neglect cases.  From time to time, the judges will appoint me to represent the best interests of the kids in custody disputes.  The abuse and neglect cases often leave me heartbroken, but the custody cases usually leave me angry and frustrated.  So, here's a little message for divorcing parents.  I've gone through a divorce.  Our kids were all grown at the time and I was blessed to have a reasonable and deeply spiritual woman as a spouse.  The two of us remain good friends.  In fact, she's still my administrative assistant.  Yes, I was a lucky guy, but I understand how painful a divorce is.   Here's the deal.  I can't tell you how many parents I've dealt with who are stubbornly unwilling to let go of their own resentments.  In cases like these, the parents allow their own bittnerness and their own need for self affirmation to result in a scorched earth, no survivors, winner take all dogfight.  If you're one of

Tales Of A Tattooed Love Boy
Its so damn irritating to not be able to see the trail of things around you on your homepage. You can't see who likes you or rates you or buys you drinks or jack shit   I get the site went down two days ago!!!! But damn can't we get this working soon. Maybe they should give everyone some Fubucks or some bling to compensate for the inconvience of not being able to see the shit we can always see.  Not that they will do that or hell not that they will even ever see this rant. Fuck its just so damn irritating. You can see mumms and thats it. FUCK THAT> Idon't know if people have noticed or not but I have. I click that LIKE button for every new person that pops up on my screen. IS it really that HARD to click a button and LIKE someone back. It takes less than a second. How the hell can you not like people back. ITs rude uncalled for and Disrespectful.    Yes I realize  that we miss a few here and there. But Ive liked over a 1000 people just today and i have 100 likes. like 10 percent o

Dreams
     I seem to be stuck in it for a while.  Maybe it's cuz of bad things I did in my dreams?         Have you ever played the Dungeon Keeper games? Horny rules there. He gives you assignments while you are there. He gets angry if you don't complete them. Maybe I'm a dream demon of some sort now? When incducted in, you " wake up " in this place, it's hard to describe. I should try to draw it. You're in a cacoon of somesort. Then you walk over to the main place and are raped violently with a huge cock, or dildo or something. Basically Horny has his way with you while listening to a song that fits you or something. The latest one was from friends who were singers. One tricked the other one or something so they could sell their music. Not sure if it was to sell it in dream hell, or real life.        I was supposed to steal some kind of handcuffs. It's not a clear description though, of what you need to do. I tried shackle types, then bracelets. Those didn't work. So then I think I figure

Abbie's Crazy Head
My neighbors have three dogs. They got Becca  (the dog I have a picture of) a year ago and were taking good care of her. Soon after they brought home a pitbull who was forced to live outside in the backyard. He has gotten loose several times and attacked our dog Max, the pound has yet to do anything about it except make them get a second dog house. Now they have a third dog that is a little toy thing that they spoil while their first two dogs starve and freeze in the backyard. Whenever Becca gets off her leash she runs over to my families house and she was over here for 3 days recently before they even noticed she was gone. We want to keep her because you can see her ribs and she practically no meat on her tailbone. They came over today and asked us not to take Becca off her leash anymore and we told the neighbor she runs over for food when she breaks it, we can't stop her. The lady said whatever and claimed she fed the dogs twice a day... I miss that dog and I'm gonna steal her before

..:: Stories ::..
My name is Matt, I'm an expatriate Australian who has been living in NY for about five years. What I do for a living doesn't really matter as far as this story is concerned because it is about one of my social interests – spanking. I have been going to the specialist spanking clubs in NY just about all the time I've been here and I have to admit I'm bored. The same old faces keep turning up night after night, I've spanked and been spanked by just about all the women who turn up to these clubs and I almost stayed home tonight – as it turned out I'm very glad that I came out. (no double meaning intended!) I was sitting at the bar my eyes roaming the room, all the usual extroverts were there, showing off in their usual manner but not attracting my interest in the slightest. I had just about admitted to myself that it was going to be a dud evening when the door opened and my hopes for the night were immediately raised. She stood in the doorway, obviously unsure

Poems
  The Path of LifeWhen walking down the path of lifeRemember what I sayThat every man must feel the thornsThat grows along the wayEvery soul will stumbleFor every man is weakThe road of life is uncertainIt's prospect often bleakBut always give a helping handA word of love, a simple smileTo help the soul besde you walkAcross each weary mileFor love will cause the sun to shineAnd every where you goThe painful thorns less noticedAs the roses bloom and grow   USWhen I think about usI think of how things use to beHow things are yet to beThere's no one in the world like usWe make each other laughWe make each other cryThrough all our ups n downsWe're still by each others sideThough all our tears and our joyI would not change us for the world You are sweet when I am meanStill you took my handMade me your queenWe've been through devistating timesWe've been through the best of timesYet we are still here screaming       I LOVE YOU!!No matter what the world throws in our wayWe have God on our side

Suggarfoot
I figured out the game at Outpersonals. I loaded my blog with comments. It was mind numbing by the time I moved "Suggarfoot" to third place. I don't think blogs are as popular at Fubar as on the other sites but the game here is even more agressive than any 'blog war'. Sides don't seem to be so obvious. As long as you click on things you get rewarded here. Some of us figured out the game fast. I noticed we(from lifeout) have levelled higher than some who've been here over a year. Also our blogs seem to be hidden away. This mindless popularity point game is addictive but it's good to connect on a more personal level through dialogs. If anyone reads this please say "Hi' just so I know I've been read :) Movies

Grow Up Or Die....
                          I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.   I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,in secret, between the shadow and the soul.  I love you as the plant that never bloomsbut carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.  I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;so I love you because I know no other waythan this: where you do not exist, nor I,so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.                                                Thinking of you                                                         Tom   The universe is expanding as I write this. At some point the universe will collapse in on itself, then expand again. When the universe expands again everything as we kn

Godmode
What I am about to write  I have 110% support from my family and some has been able to doante credits to it, so this isn't just from me. It's from us.  ( I still looking for  credits, so if you are selling or even want to donate will  be very much appreciated)    I want to run a Godmode but this one will be run different. My family has agreed that for this one I can remove them and add active service men/women that are over seas fighting for us. They don't get   a lot of time to be on here, plus there lack of sleep. This is just a small token to say thank you to the men and women, and hopefully it will help them some with points, level, what ever it is they need on Fubar.   If you know of someone who should be in  my family for that day please send me a link or them to add me with a little note  so i know... I am also  going to  give my points away to one of them (it will be hard choice wish I could give it to all of them), so I get nothing out of this except saying thank you and m

Miss Giachetti
So this is my very first fu-blog ladies and gentlemen! I think I am going to try and start posting blogs every few days and ramble on about my silly life. Sometimes these blogs can be therapeutic so thats what I am hoping for. Just to get you up to speed I've been going through quite a bit this past year. Now I'm not whining and complaining, I know everyone has their problems. I just want to talk about it, to get it off my chest for a few minutes ya know? So here goes... In January I lost my dad, he was my best friend. One of the hardest things I've been through yet. I seperated from my husband in June, after finding out his entire family is completly horrible to him, I honestly believe they are going to keep going until they kill him. I've had 3 major surgeries so far, which have not been fun... I was diagnosed with Stage one Chronic Kidney Disease, PCOS, Bertolottis syndrome (which is a spinal birth defect, will explain more later) my cardiologist tells me I am very boarder line CHF,

Faves
A SOLDIER'S CHRISTMAS  'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone.  I had come down the chimney with presents to give,and to see just who in this little house lived.  As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.  No Stockings by mantle, just boots filled with sand,On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands.  With medals and badges, awards of all kinds,A sobering thought came through my mind.  For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, The home of a soldier, I could now see clearly.  The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone,Curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home.  The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder,Not how I picture a United States Soldier.  Was this the hero of whom I'd just read?Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed?  I realized the families that I saw this night,owed their lives to these soldiers who were willing to fight.  So

Short Stories...
Sebastian  Regardless that I'm a monster of known violence  this was hardly what I had wanted to ever happen to her, she of all people deserved many things but not this.... I walked over to her still body laying akwardly on the floor and got on my knees to check her pulse. I didn't care about the blood staining my clothes or how pitiful I looked, I was desperate to find life still in her. Her pulse was faint but still there and I could only sigh in relief. If I could cry tears as humans did I would have, she was lucky to be alive. Yet even in the chaos of the blood smeared across her face and the mess she had created she looked so pure and angelic.  Her beautiful white cotton dress was ruined with stains upon stains of her attackers blood as well as in her hair. One shoe was hanging off her left foot crookedly almost as if it was fighting to come off but couldn't and the bow in her hair was halfway undone and threatening to fall out. She  looked like an innocent child caught in the

Smile
So difficult to look at Overt and brandished cowardice Is your flabby life worth that much effort? I am a proud Lazy person And yes you can be lazy But can you be a Coward? Only with embarrassment Shallow things Grasp desperately To reach the surface for air So many dreams I have had Being pushed under water and sure I would drown Then at the last second know I can breathe water Just before I think I will die Because I feel it And because I can Air is what you think it is The baring of teeth A smile for Humans Have you ever come across A fully grown male Chimp Teeth mean war to him That flash moment When the danger smells Fill the air Run or fight? Slow motion He will roll you up And keep you in a tree Eat you slowly over weeks Run or fight

Poems
Pain And Misery Are Things No One Person Needs..But Those Things Do Happen And Its Wht Causes The WorldNothing But Confusion...Everyday Events Will Cause These Problems...Stress, Fighting, Death, And Even Luv; All Hve A Certain Effect....If U Look Around U Ppl Get Hurt From Those Every Second...Fighting Can Lead To Stress, Which Will Eventually Lead To Death,Its All Caused B/c The World Refuses To Stop The Bickering Of SmallThings Such As A Boulder From One Place Is On Anothers And Starts A War..The One Thing Tht Causes The Most Pain And Misery Isnt Just Death, But Luv...Why Is It One Can Fall In Luv With Another But Turn Around And Hurt Someone..Yes Luv Is Something Thts Suppose To Be Sacred But No One CanReally Define The True Meaning Of Luv..I Thought I Did At One Time, But It Wasnt It, The Spark Wasnt There Nemore And Then I Got Hurt All B/c The Other Was Hurt As Well...A Person Once Showed Me Tht Its Hard To Move On, And I Understand Every Bit Tht Person Feels. Its Not Uncommo

Sheri
Nickolas leaned back against his table, waiting, he left Sheri kneeling at the door, waiting. Yes, It was definately time to move forward. He opened the door to his Dungeon, and Sheri knelt obediantly, eyes down, ankles crossed, mouth open, wrists up. Her face looked a little frightened, but inquisitive. Nickolas held out his hand, beckoning her to rise and follow. Sheri got up, and followed him inside. The place looked like freaking Disneyland! Rows of toys, whips, floggers, canes, switches..all for her sweet ass! Sheri looked around as much as she could before he took control. She noticed a small lump, or something, under a furry cover. What the hell could that be?? she asked herself, and then Nickolas spoke. "Sheri?" he said softly. "Are you ready?" Sheri nodded, and he took her by the hands, and lifted them up over her head. His hands roamed her body, slowly pulling the sub gown off her. His teeth found her nipples, still a little sore from the new piecings, a

The Shame Of College Sports
“You Might As Well Shoot Them in the Head”   “When you dream about playing in college,” Joseph Agnew told me not long ago, “you don’t ever think about being in a lawsuit.” Agnew, a student at Rice University in Houston, had been cut from the football team and had his scholarship revoked by Rice before his senior year, meaning that he faced at least $35,000 in tuition and other bills if he wanted to complete his degree in sociology. Bereft of his scholarship, he was flailing about for help when he discovered the National College Players Association, which claims 7,000 active members and seeks modest reforms such as safety guidelines and better death benefits for college athletes. Agnew was struck by the NCPA scholarship data on players from top Division I basketball teams, which showed that 22 percent were not renewed from 2008 to 2009—the same fate he had suffered. In October 2010, Agnew filed a class-action antitrust suit over the ca

A Little About Me
Alright, stuff i forgot to put in the speak fucking english blog. You foreigners should learn and speak so much enlgish you forget a single word or your native language especially if you come to live in this country. I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER, I speak ENGLISH and ENLGISH ONLY because I have no desire to go to your countries that all come here and don't want to learn english. I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER, I live and will die for this country, I serve the People of the United States, If you are a mexican that sneaked into this country, an Iraqi that doesn't speak english but wants to live in this country, a somalian that doesn't work but somehow "lives" here (but is probably illegally here), a non enlgish speaking asian whom works at all the chinese resturants and can't hold a 5 minute conversationc because you no speaky english but u "live" in america;   I just have to say I DON'T serve you, I DON'T live and die for you, YOU are a annoying GUEST in my country and you won't leave nor lear

Ramblings
Over the last year or so I've been recording myself singing covers that people request or videos taken of my band The Constant. You can find them here on Fubar in the Videos section. You can also go to my YouTube page. I've just recently created my own URL as well. davidreedwatson.com. You can listen to projects and bands that I've had for over 20 years. That's a lot of music. I even put the bad stuff up... hahaha. That way I can look back and see how I've progressed over the years. Enjoy! Dave Thank you everybody for voting for us in the Battle of the Bands yesterday.  I'd like to thank Vital Impulse for having the courage to say what he believes. He had said that he lost that battle. Well, nobody loses who tries. The ones that lose are the ones that don't try at all. My band 'The Constant' and I are big believers in this. We believe in living our lives and getting others to take a look at themselves and ask themselves if they are living their lives or just moving along in the

Ramblings
I did it.  I started off this week with the goal of making the top 50 chicks of the week.  I was at rank 71 of the week when I started out.  I have always wanted to be on the home page of new hottness.  Of course this was a year ago when the only way to get likes was to scroll or have someone like you from the home page.  Back then my goal was to be green.  I already accomplished this the week I got back, you can read my previous blog post "Leaving the Green Behind" about that adventure. I am writing this post to thank everyone who helped me achieve my goal.  I not only made top 50 chicks, I hit #15 of the week.  I couldn't have done it without some very special people.  You know who you are and I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart (h). The past seven days have been a struggle.  I put my entire self into getting rates so I could rank.  I did whatever was necessary.  I even stopped talking to a lot of people.  For this I am sorry :(  I never meant to ignore anyone.  I love

Inspiration
I am but a mere empty vessel floating a drift on the wind and water of life awaiting to either be filled with hope, love, life or to be washed ashore to be left to rot or to be sunk to the deepest reaches of the oceans floor. I carry not only my burden but other's as well in hopes they will find peace, love, and happiness. I cherish not worldy treasures for they tarnish and vanish. My treasures and richness comes from my family and friends. Just a moment ago I read a mumm about love. Interesting ideal behind it but not thought out well in my mind's eye. I think the word love is just said to be said cause its what we think our significant other wants to hear. Is love just a word these days or an actual true bona fide feeling that radiates deep down inside. Personally I sometimes love can be over rated and definitely unappreciated. I think love has been taken for granted for far too long. I challenge you to evaluate how you truly use the word love. Do you truly mean it or just saying it?

My Dark Corner
I hear knock at the door. Maybe if I’m quiet they will go away. They’re still knocking; for fucks sake. I open it and there he stands, I know it’s him right away, though we have never met… “It’s you! You came!”“Yes, Dear, I’m here, but only for a moment. I heard you calling for me, so persistent are your cries.”“I’ve been so lonely, so lost for so long. I’m so glad you are here.”“I know of your pain, but I cannot help you right now, I have other matters to attend to and must be on my way. You know now that I have heard you, that I am real and am paying attention. I will be back for you, one day.”“But, I want to go with you, I want to go now! Please, don’t leave me here to suffer anymore! Please, take me with you.”“I’m sorry Dear, that’s just not how it works. I cannot take you with me, for it is not time for you to go.”“Don’t abandon me!

The Not So Funny Fat Chick
Have you ever noticed that some people have this incredible "WOW" factor...?It's like they have this incredible glitz about them that just shines so brightly and draws people inEveryone notices them they are the life of the party and everyone wants to be their friend... To which they have a million friends so what's one more friend right...lolAnd everything always seems to go their way...just incredible luck all the time, and when I say lucky I mean fall in shit and come out smellin like roses lucky...I would love to be that way...Not all the time, but maybe just once in awhile just to know what  it feels like to be special to someone or anyone for that matter.Or to have that feeling like I am importantIt would be nice to not be in last place all the time... I just watched this movie Bridesmaids....It is really funny, but in a way it is also really kind of sad....I found it very easy to relate to the blonde named Annie in the movie...She is awkward and  nothing seems to go her way, and

Need 1000 Likes?
We will devote this page to help with this requirement - send your friends to help (won't take long to click them all at one time) & send LEVELs 46, 48 & 49 who want help I am filtering all comments on my page FOR HELP. . POST profile comment PROFILE COMMENT ONLY with one line. . LEVEL 49 NEED 1000 LIKES . . . or LEVEL 48 NEED 500 LIKES.. . . or LEVEL 46 NEED 100 LIKES(if I have those right) I will look at your level to verify (this isn't to turn you green)Good Luck to all &THANKS TO HELPERS Need a lot of likes in 24 hours as a level requirement?   This is the best way, I was told, & used it with success:   Blast  - 1 day blast costs $10M fuBucks, limited to 1 per week or $7.50 cash Submit your blast and expect to wait until Admin Office Hours before it's approved. Weekend blasts are approved over the weekend but take even longer.  5 MUMMS** (global) click OFF the Just Friends box and it will cost $5000 fuBucks per post   You can time your "run for 1000" you can post 5 in

My Poetry (be Gentle)
My home is one of heartache, a place of steel and stone, a barren cell, a home in hell, and here I must atone! For all my crimes, I pay with time, where lights glow night and day, and though I rage and pace my cage, I still must stay and pay. I beat and maul the concrete wall, and walk the concrete floor, I damn each day, my only way, and hope for one chance more. Each lonely dawn that each night spawns, I stand and face the wall, in loneliness and bitterness, I await my end days call. Men scream and yell, within my hell, but I'm a man alone. My tears of pain, like bitter rain, spill down on naked stone. Here every gate is one of hate, love has no place to hide, for each last fool who broke the rule, the way to hell is wide! My chains of steel can never feel the things that I hold dear, but chains of steel are kinder than, the woman I lost here. For every lock a key is made, a saw for every chain, but each escape forgets the shape of chains they'll wear again. My Every loss becomes a c

Contemporary Art Products
I sometimes participate in a forum of, by, and for artists.  There is a current discussion about art only becoming valid, when it is sold, sprung from a letter written by a Hungarian painter.  Apparently, many "artists" are threatened by others, who do not sell their output...  Dr. Anikó Boda of Budapest, Hungary wrote, "People are astonished when I tell them I don't sell my paintings. As an expressionist, they are my deepest feelings embedded in paint (Sometimes I cry while painting). How could I ask money for them? ..."  My contribution follows:  Wow !  The judgmental arrogance of some of these comments is inappropriate, from a supposedly creative community.   Hang in there, Dr Boda, and stick to your own value system.  I, too, am a non selling painter, and multi media artist.    The consideration that art has no intrinsic value, without an applied monitory significance is an absurdity of the raunchiest order.  Something born out of the "commercialization" of the Temples Of High

Silence Stirs...
Just as the match was lit he disappeared off into the unknown, leaving her waiting.. wanting more, Will he come back? She wondered as she went to lie down drifting off into a peaceful slumber.   (My friend)..As she simply waits for him to enter, and have what belongs to him.   She awakened slowly when she felt an undeniable presence, something she couldn't explain. A magnetic force pulling away capturing her body & soul.   Silence stirs........     (It's funny, but not funny how we grow up to think of what we want out of life.. but not love. Love is a feeling, an emotion.. How we choose to feel it in our lives is up to us. And how we want it to make us feel is also up to us.) It has come to my attention that one of my so called friends blocked me from seeing his profile. And you know what I don't give a shit.. You know why?? Because he ASSUMED that I would drop my life because he "supposedly" knew what I was going through. I'm sorry if my KIDS are more important than going o

Grandma
They discharged grandma after it was decided that she was going to stay in until they found a place for her in a facility. The doctor trumped everyone who was at the meeting ( he was not there) and said she was good to go home. She lasted 2 days of feeling good.... now she is back to not getting dressed, not bathing herself (sponge bath). She is not trying to do things on her won. Home care was supposed to be in place when she came home, but is just getting set up now, and not starting till maybe next week. She gets tired out from walking to the kitchen and back. She gets worried about when I go out for more then 20 minutes. There is a wait list for any facility and could take months to get her there. she will get snarky if things are not done quickly for her. She will plan my day for me and then not come with me, or complain that its all taking too long. No one is willing to help or have the knowledge to help get the stress down.... I am out of ideas Well she is still in the CCU, with

For The Ladys
I need 12 profile rates and 7 new fans to become lv 22 got my webpage up and running goto youravon.com/allenblankenship and check it out lot of cool stuff to buy for your love one's and with valentine's day coming up you can't wrong the one you love well love you even more All you ladys say you want a man that don't play mind games and know what they want. well I say its the ladys that play mind games and don't know what they want.

Poems
Chaotic visions, dreams unremembered, diminished capacity, thoughts dismembered.   Fractal shadows, midnight skies, endless stars, hooded eyes.   Stolen glances, passionate breath, ending time, sudden death. Shadows slide over, a darkening moon. Sounds are silenced, death comes soon.   Swift wings circle, across the night sky. Fire and scales, a distant cry.   Eyes of ebony, meet eyes of gray. A hatred blooms, a world away.   Seek not evil, for it seeks you.   The sun shines through, a shattered windowpane. casting many shadows, driving me insane.   My mind reels wildly,

Poetry From The Mind Of Me!
Dearest world, wherever you are, listen to me, I won't be too far Out of your arms, out of your reach, unable to move, unable to speak About all the things, I've been meaning to say, about all the prayers, I've been meaning to pray You stood by my side, when others would leave, you held my hand and you forced me to believe About all the wishes, I saved up for someday, about all the times I would hope you would stay Sometimes I hear whispers, voices somewhere, they tell me to fear and cause so much despair They speak of the hardships, you're weak they would say, I would fall asleep crying and dreading next days The good times and bad, the black and the gray, the scarcely heard screams and lies I would say All the pain of the others, they knew not my disgust, and making them believe it was me they could trust My own hands would force me, excuses for hate, my own mind would conjure and force open hell's gates I yelled and I beckoned, nobody there heard my cries, they all flouris

~i Think I Know What I Have To Do~
Looking back at my life I don't ever remember being 'good enough' As a child if I had been good enough, my real father would have wanted to stay & be a part of my life, If I was 'good enough' he wouldn't have left me (which I now know isn't true, but that's a child's reasoning for ya)   So, as a result of  that logic Ive never felt like I could be myself in relationships with men. If I could be what they wanted, then they wouldnt see how inadequate I really was, & then they would want me, need me, maybe even love that fake me.  Because of that Ive put up with a lot of grief in many of my so-called 'relationships' but I put up with it because my need to be wanted and loved out weighted the pain of being alone, and facing myself and my issues. Its always easier to pretend then to face reality! Ive clung to people who I didn't really need in my life, Ive played immature mind games to make myself feel better. I used to feel that if I could take a guy away from another girl, that I was b

Stuff
Just because i rated or add you doesn't mean i want to F@#%K you We lay there quietly catching our breath.  You turn to match our bodies up and gather me in your arms.   We slowly drift off to sleep.   I am awoken a short time later by a gentle caressing of  the side of my breasts.  My nipples are once again rock hard.  I shudder and moan, it feels so nice.  I want to turn and face you so I can kiss ur sexy lips, but  u stop me and u proceed on with a slow gentle exploration of my body.  You tell me u want to feel me respond to your touch and hear me when I utter those sweet little gasps of pleasure.  I am helpless as my body continues to yearn for yours.  You  softly kiss the base of my neck and nibble your way to my earlobe.  My body turns into your hand as u find that secret sensitive spot that I have told you about.  You continue to nibble my neck while I wither and shake from need.  Your hand takes mine and guides it to my breast.  You whisper in my ear to touch my nipple, t

Individuality
  If i have to say what i understand of forgetting " wait a minute if its about forgetting how could i ever understand it" Humans are made in such a wonderfull way by god that we never forget. (one of a few wonderfull things god gave us that even god cant and dont do). Why should we forget, if we can forget then how will we remember to apologise, if we can forget then how will we remember to love, how will we remember to not do things that may harm or hurt, if we can forget then who knows who is God.   God is you and if you can forget then you dont know yourself. now thats chaos. and one wont even remember to find a way out of it. so no one forgets, its only a way to get by....... oh i forgot, you dont wanna say i didnt wana do it. god gave us memory and so amazingly wast to treasure all that u lived and live it again and again as real as real when ever you wish to. (choose the good ones that will inspire to be better in life a human i mean). only if you live this moment totally.

Where My Head Is
Ok so i just went on a little adventure to help with some things for the animal shelter my moms friend runs... Unfortunitly the shelter is a lie. theres numerus dogs at my moms house and an entire apartment full of dogs and cats down the road  and god knows what else. they adopt animals out on the weekends and what not but arent ever successful at it.   anyway the reason for this blog is the appartment that i just went to. i had to pull a dead cat out of one of the rooms. when i first walked into the appartment i immedietly wanted to vomit. the floors were covered in animel waste, the walls and floors were destroye... there were about 10 dogs in the livingroom area. the smell was horrible.   then i got to the bedroom (cat room) there was atleast 10 cats there and the two litter boxes were full and needed to be dumped badly. and the smell was much worse then in the livingroom. between the two boxes lay a dead cat :( i wanted to cry. i wrapped the cat in a towel and put it in a box a

I Get Bored&take Surveys-say Somethin'bitch!
"Me" The SoundtrackCreated by smoothieking37 and taken 32 times on Bzoink Opening Credits: ladies and gentlemen (saliva) Waking Up: raise your glass (p!nk) Average Day: working class hero(green day) First Date: what is love (night at the roxbury?) Falling In Love: not gonna write you a love song (sara bareilles) Sex Scene: I want you(across the universe/beatles) Fist Fight:

Stories
One night as you decide to out for a night on the town, you decide to wear a short black skirt and a red lace top with a black short jacket. your careful to show enough to make them stop and stare. As you are driving to a small local club, something catches your eye, a new place that you have never been before. The look of the place is somewhat alluring to you against your better judgment you decide to stop in and check it out. When you walk in the place is dimly lit and threes is only a few people in the bar, you decide to have a drink before you leave, you slowly walk up to the bar when you feel that there is someone watching you. You play it off and move to the bar, as you sit a the bar sip at your drink you feel someone slid down on the stool next to you. he accidentally rubs your arms, as you turn to say something he apologizes and introduces himself (me), as you turn to introduce yourself your eyes meet and you see a fire and passion behind his eyes that you have seen before. As

Poems
Fuck this life , fuck this place , my blood you will soon see and taste, have no fear have no remorse, the next time you see me, I'll be a cold cold corpse. This is how I feel most of the time:Suicide, suicideYour presence is nearSuicide, suicideI wish you were hereSuicide, suicideTake me awaySuicide, suicidePlease make it todaySuicide, suicideAn answer, for meSuicide, suicideI need to escape, be freeSuicide, suicideI’ve had too muchSuicide, suicideTake me, do your touchSuicide, suicideLeave the rest behindSuicide, suicideYou’re all over my mindSuicide, suicideLet me pass in peaceSuicide, suicideI need to release by Lisa French. The pain etched in stone, temptation bleeds into the wounds of the failed youths. This world is a big joke to us now, and everything is a fad to us now, the knife cuts smoothly to the bone, the hangman's noose is their new necklace-the darkness follows us in the shadows-watching till it overcomes us-why does everything seem so perfect when every

Daddy
UNITED AS ONE FROM DAY ONE. NO ONE KNEW HOW STRONGTHERE LOVE WAS. SINCE THESE YEARS AS GONE BY THEY MEET UP AGAIN.THEY NEVER SAY GOODBYE OR ITS OVER. THEY ALWAYS SAYI LOVE YOU BABY. AS THEY PLAYON BEING UNITED IN WEDLOCK NO MAN OR WOMAN CAN BREAK THE BOND THEY HAVE TOGETHER.MAY YOU TWO HAVE THE HAPPIEST AND FUNFILL MARRIAGE THAT IS KNOW TO MANKIND. LOVE YOU BOTH.  WRITTING BY: HISCOUNTRYGIRL TONIGHT IM SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU. IM JUST WONDERING HOW YOU ARE DOING AND HOW LIFE IS GOING FOR YOU. I MEET YOU WHEN I TURN 18 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU. I KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU. AND NO ONE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME. I WISH I COULD SEE YOU WONDERFUL SMILE. AND SEE THAT AMAZING SMILE ON YOUR FACE. I WISH THE DAY YOU MEET ME I COULD OF RAN WAY WTIH YOU. SO I COULD CALL YOU MINE AND NO ONE ELSE COULD OF GOTTON YOU FROM ME. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE LOVED YOU SO MANY YEARS NOW. AND TODAY YOU GOT ON MY MIND AND I ASKED FAMILY ABOUT YOU AN

Poetry
Come to me when you are sadCome to me when you are madCome to me when your in loveI'll be there with open armsWhen I close my eyesI dream that i'm with youBut as I open themAll i see is lonely me without youThis feeling that I haveOf hurt and desireIs just me missing youEvery waking hourI pray to god that you won't leaveSo you can stay forever with meBut as you see your not hereMy worst fear is now nearWithout you life can't go onBut i guess i have 2 be strongI'll think about you foreverUntil we are together A friend is like a flowerA rose to be exact,Or maybe like a brand new gateThat never comes unlatched.A friend is like an owlBoth beautiful and wise,Or maybe like a ghostWhose spirit never dies.A friend is like a heartThat goes strong until the end.Where would we be in this worldIf we didnt have a friend. Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peaceMuscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for releaseWalled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of blissFrantically

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Merchants bank on Black Friday to start the holiday shopping season, when they can make 25 to 40 per cent of their annual revenue. Despite the beleaguered U.S. economy,moncler outlet consumer spending in the holiday season is expected to be almost $500 billion US, about three per cent more than last year. Shoppers check out a Black Friday deal on an iPad 2 at a Best Buy outlet in Framingham, Mass.Shoppers check out a Black Friday deal on an iPad 2 at a Best Buy outlet in Framingham, Mass. Adam Hunger/Reuters Indeed, a record number of shoppers are expected to head out to stores across the country this weekend to take advantage of discounts of up to 70 per cent. Many retailers have also expanded beyond in-store sales, embracing online shopping and advertising sales on cellphones, moncler saleCBC's David Common said from New York. "Several malls are also experimenting this weekend," Common said Friday. "Tracking customers inside stores using cellphone signals, pinpointing which aisle

Erotic Stories....
It had been a long day at work. He was eager to head home. She would be waiting. Their banter all day long kept him excited. She liked teasing him, even while he was working. Their IM’s today were electric. Full of energy. MMMMMM god he wanted her. He imagined pushing her up against the wall, holding her down giving her what she needed. Her last text message was a picture of her curvacious body slighty bent over pushing up against the wall. Hmmmm which wall was it. Was it the kitchen? Hmmmmm bent over the table, what an idea. Was it the living room? So many memories on that couch. Was it the hall? Would she be waiting? Was it the bedroom? Ohhhh soo many memories. He was eager to get home to her. His cock throbbed as he drove. Wishing she was with him. Her nails dragging across his crotch. He raced home. As he approaches the house, he doesn’t se any lights on. Hmm why was it so dark? He walks in the door. He can hear the water. She is showering. He enters the

The Shit On My Mind
A big thank you to all of the lovely ladies I have met on here that have aloud me access to pictures to add to my ever growing Cleavage colllection and guild.   I owe you thanks a Huge Hug and many thanks.   I would still be willing to gladly accept any others that you may care to donate.   But again A big thanks to everyone. OK so many of you may of noticed the new album Cleavage Signs.    I am a collector of these.  I have enjoyed doing so.  And with as many lovely ladies that i have meet and have gotten to know, it's been fun.      Again all meant in the best gentlemanly way.   But of course if anyone is intrested in adding or donating to said collection I would not be against it.   Just sending out a reminder to all the ladies that offered to do me up Cleavage signs.  I am still intrested in collecting them and those who havent.   I would be honoured if you would/could donate to the cause.    Those not sure what I am talking about, there is an album in my photos th

The Game
I do alot of searching of who I am as a person, and as a man. I've heard from alot of people about their thoughts (some good, some bad), but figured if people are to know me then its my duty to put it out there for each of you to understand. I was born and raised "the wrong side of the tracks". My family wasnt wealthy, and in fact scrapped by on more than a few occasions. And being the oldest of 7 brothers and a sister, I was the one who took on alot of responsibilty even when i wasnt old enough to know the meaning of the word. As i grew up, i started looking around and seeing the little things often over looked by many others. A simple sun rise, the way a field moves with the wind, and the simple feel of rain against my skin. I became a man that shouldnt have turned out the way I did. I became the opposite of what others expected me to become. So with that said, and to the point....I am the man who desires love from a good woman, a man who gives his all to every one who needs help. I

People Keep Wanting Free Tatts
i have alot of stories to add to this i will add there here and ther but this happend a few months ago this one girl hit me up and said i dont have any money for a tattoo i am liker ok i dont anything for free so what did she say i well if u want i can wake up my sister and have her fuck u so i can get a tattoo and my responce was how about i fuck her tattoo her and u can watch if u are going to be stupid enough to offer something like that whore yourself not your own sister come on people use your brain well this one time someone asked me about a tattoo and we talked about it and after i told them my price they said they really didnt have the money right now for it but they really wanted it so they said that they love to cook and if i was willing they could come over and cook me a nice dinner and if i really like there cooking if i would trade that for a tattoo if i dont like the cooking i didnt have to do the tattoo they would be happy just to spend time cooking for someone and havi

Women Beaded Slippers
These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR and in slim narrow medium wide and double wide widths. All shipment is send through DHL Express. We give the tracking no. to the customer then they can track it online.We accept the payment through paypal. We make custom based shoes for every buyer in their sizes.The price of the shoes is between 20 dollar to 40 dollar and 14 dollar shipping worldwide(any country).Delivery time is approx 7 to 10 days. So,Kindly visit for buy this shoe also at:- www.punjabfootwear.com These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR a

Women Wedding Shoes
These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR and in slim narrow medium wide and double wide widths. All shipment is send through DHL Express. We give the tracking no. to the customer then they can track it online.We accept the payment through paypal. We make custom based shoes for every buyer in their sizes.The price of the shoes is between 20 dollar to 40 dollar and 14 dollar shipping worldwide(any country).Delivery time is approx 7 to 10 days. So,Kindly visit for buy this shoe also at:- www.punjabfootwear.com These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR a

Women Ivory Shoes
These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR and in slim narrow medium wide and double wide widths. All shipment is send through DHL Express. We give the tracking no. to the customer then they can track it online.We accept the payment through paypal. We make custom based shoes for every buyer in their sizes.The price of the shoes is between 20 dollar to 40 dollar and 14 dollar shipping worldwide(any country).Delivery time is approx 7 to 10 days. So,Kindly visit for buy this shoe also at:- www.punjabfootwear.com These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR a

Women Leather Shoes
These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR and in slim narrow medium wide and double wide widths. All shipment is send through DHL Express. We give the tracking no. to the customer then they can track it online.We accept the payment through paypal. We make custom based shoes for every buyer in their sizes.The price of the shoes is between 20 dollar to 40 dollar and 14 dollar shipping worldwide(any country).Delivery time is approx 7 to 10 days. So,Kindly visit for buy this shoe also at:- www.punjabfootwear.com These are Indian beaded khussa designer shoes for the womens. This is traditional Indian shoes.These are Very soft and comfortable shoes.these shoes are also wear with matching designer dress.These shoes are Available in sizes 6 to 11 USA 3 to 9 UK 36 to 44 EUR a

Spread Joy - Myjoypages.com
This Christmas, don’t let the winter blahs get you down, socialize and interact. Creating a profile on the social networking websites has become quite a popular method of making new friends and creating unforgettable moments online. Today there are social networking websites, dating sites, educational forums, no matter who you are and what your interests are, you are sure to have a ton of people with the same interests. Even if you have an interest in rocks, you can be sure that the internet is a great place to get the right kind of people who share your same interests. Share happiness this Christmas on the virtual world : There are a ton of fun activities online that are going to help you have some laughs this winter. Whether you are a teenager or an adult, the net will always have something amazing and interesting for you. Never underestimate the power of the internet, as it is surely going to help you get the best sweet memories that are sure to give you joy and cheer. When

India Movers Packers
In India, numerous of packing and moving companies who are providing their assistance to the shifters for the comfy resettlement. They take all your tensions of resettlement and offer the quality services for the relaxed resettlement. They provide you the best solutions for all types of your resettlement situations. They do the complete work of shifting to lessen the burden of your resettlement process. They handle all important work of shifting process perfectly in a faultless manner. Some of the important works that they complete in a planned way are as follows: packing, loading, transportation, unloading, unpacking, rearrangement, etc. First, the work of packaging is completed by expert workers of these companies. It is one of the most important works that secure the belongings from loss. The packing and moving companies used the finest quality materials for the packaging work of resettlement. Bubble wrap sheet, cartoons, jerk resistance, corrugated cardboard roll, sticky tapes, gu

The Oracle's Opinion
http://putyourbeardinmymouth.tumblr.com/ Listen, ladies, there is a sickness running rampant.   It's called insecrurity. Instead of trying to build self-confidence and a sense of independent identity outside the bounds of a relationship, many of you are looking for meaning in a man. FALSE. You need to be comfortable in your own skin before you can even begin to share who you are with another human being-men included.And don't just take my word for it. I've talked to so many men over the years and I've noticed a trend. They want someone real. It's not even that they want an uber feminine woman (whatever it means to be feminine---that's another issue all together). They want another human being that they can relate to and connect with on a level that goes way beyond makeup and tight clothes.HOWEVER, do not get me wrong. I LOOOOOVE to get dolled up, but it is not for any one esle but me. Will men look my way? Sure. Will they whistle as I walk by and regress back to cave men behavior; of

Life
Don't want no short dick man Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't Don't, don't, don't, don't Don't want, don't want, don't want, don't want Don't want no short dick man Don't want no short dick man Iny weeny teeny weeny Shriveled little short dick man Don't want,Don't want,Don't want, What in the world is that thing? Do you need some tweezers to put that thing away That has got to be the smallest dick I've ever seen in my whole life I have ever seen in my whole life Get the fuck outta here Iny weeny teeny weeny Shriveled little short dick man Don't want,Don't want, Don't want,Don't want, Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! Isn't that cute an extra belly button You need to put your pants back on honey Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't Don't, don't, don't, don't Don't want,Don't want, Don't want no short dick man Let me lay it on the line I got a little freakiness inside And you know that a man has gotta deal with it I don't care what they say I'm not about to pay nobod

What Is Wrong With This Picture?
I wonder why we even bother with them? We live in a disposable society. I'm disposable, you're disposable. Ever wonder how methamphetamines are made? Don't wonder, that's how you and everyone else, get in trouble. Let's just say this: crap that is used in vehicles, stoves, and instant ice bags (among other things), is used to make it. So, if you are contemplating it: don't. Or your kids will wind up without a parent, and have to bury your sorry ass. Well...now we have something to look forward to...starvation brought about by nonsensical, self-images, by celebrities, popular media, government, and "informercials"... Now first off: I agree that there are TONS (and I do not mean that in an unkind way) of people that are overweight. Some grossly obese, and some that are morbidly obese. And that includes children. I, myself, was grossly obese as a child. By the time I was 15, I was 315 lbs. I got my weight down to 173lbs in 12 months. Miracle? Diet? Exercise? No. A woman. Got involved wit

Me
PLEASE DONT ASK ME 2 FOLLOW GOD OR JESUS COZ THERE BOTH IMPODENT FREAKS THAY HAVE NO POWER IF THAY DID MY PRAYERS WOULDVE BEEN ANSWERED WITCH THAY DIDNT SO I SAY FUCK YOU GOD & JESUS IF I LEFT FUBAR FACEBOOK & YIM I THINK I WOULD NOT B MISSED COZ NO ONE TALKS 2 ME I JUST WISHED THAT PPL WOULD ACTIVELY SEEK ME OUT ON FU BUT NOPE NO JOY THERE SEEMS LIKE IM A LOOSER HERE 2 IF ANY ONE DISAGREES WITH ME HIT MY INBOX WITH THE REASONS Y THAY WOULD MISS ME. PLEASE PEOPLE SEEK ME OUT PLEASE NO ONE CARES THATS RIGHT NO DONES 4 A LOOSER DAMN ITS JUST LIKE HIGH SCHOOL ALL OVER AGAIN ONCE A LOOSER ALWAYS A LOOSER *SIGHS*   ALLLL I EVER WANTED IS 1 ON 1 TIME WITH PEOPLE IS THAT HARD 2 ASK? THIS IS ABOUT ME I GUESS THAT NO ONE REALLY CARED 4 ME ON HERE I FEEL LIKE A BURDEN 2 EVERY ONE ON HERE IM SORRY ALL THAT IVE DISRUPTED ALL YOUR LIVES.

Love In Plano Texas
So Now We All Rejoice by Poet93 So now we all rejoice Heaven singing and the choir sinning the bells of time wandering rhyme sky glances in apple rose moments crushed the song in blissful satiation  some godly moment but no religion here fall on your knees but the god laughs solitary is the road that emerges  your last smile the bread has finally risen  yea though I sing in the absence of god my apple my apple above and beyond the bread is my clarity with you on your knees rejoice in solitude and believe in me.  Lone Gull by Poet93a lone gull cries out I wander down to the beach frontto greet the world,but life is barren amongst the sands.A lone gull cries outand the tide pours in.Each grain of sand blows against me,but I sit oblivious to life,now a sand castle in the void.The tide races,waves berate the sand,the sky turns black.My eyes shift.Ancient stars above blow me farewell kisses,as I gaze toward the thunderous waves.But they're merciless,and will not rel

2012
hey all, how you been? I been living life lol but boy this past week well the end of the week was bad for me, first I slip and fall on my knees, one of my knees I scraped on the cement, in the parking lot at Costo, my mom didnt see me, but a lady did and she was like oooh dear, I was covered in sand, and mud, my fave pair of tights were torn, my knee was bleeding badly, so I hopped all the way to Costco and to the washroom to clean up, i didnt have enough bandaids, as the one I used the blood was bleeding through it, so I had to put kleenex on it and roll up my pant leg, It hurt for a while still does, then today I was making a fruit/vegie smoothie and cutting up some vegies, and I slice my finger, ugh. So here I am all bruised up, lol Anyways, our kitty Vixen is doing amazingly well, adpating to her new home, its a week since we got her, well will be officially a week in 2  hours or so. Shes got everything she needs so far, except for a cat carrier, a harness, and leash, as in the su

Viagra Alternatives-increase Testosterone-natural Sex-impotence Treatments
The term “Viagra alternatives” is becoming increasingly popular as more people try to look beyond costly prescription pills that are often accompanied with side effects, and instead seek out a more natural, affordable and holistic means of treating common sexual problems, like erectile dysfunction. Considering that millions of men suffer from erectile dysfunction in the US today, it’s not really all that surprising that so many people are seeking Viagra alternatives. The reality is that prescription medications are not for everyone, some people can’t take them, others will experience side effects, and many people simply can’t afford the regiment when combined with doctor visits. However, there are some popular herbs that you can look to that can serve as effective Viagra alternatives that you may want to try before you throw in the towel on ever treating your sexual dysfunction affordably. At the very top of this list is Ginkgo Biloba. Ever since mainstrea

Inner Thoughts
A friend has this in her profile.Time is like a river...You cannot touch the same water twicebecause the flow that has passed will never pass againI beleive LOVE can overcome all obsticales, If I didn't then what is the point of LOVELove is not a word.. its the essence of 2 people, and if an obstacle comes in the way, Love isequalizer.Love is forever, Love is the answer to life. Love is.Love is imeasurable , its bigger than the universe, yet can fit inside your heart.Love is unstopable, it can overcome any obstacleLove is always willing to forgive, no matter the circumstanceLove is tirelessLove is the essence of 2 people.Love is one, love is all, love is not singularLove is a gift from God. God gave me the gift of your love. I cherish that gift, I cannot think of life without that gift. Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed

Life Isn't Easy
When there is something you want....Fight for it.don't give up,no matter how hopeless it seemseven when you've lost hopecuz years from now you're gonna look backand wish you gave it ONE more shot..cuz the best things in lifeDON'T come easy. Im tired of always putting on a showto hide the pain insideto pretend nothing bothers mewhen deep inside its at its boilingIm sick of not having a true friendSomeone who understandsSick of everything and everbodyEverything adds up over timeMaking me angry and bitterSometimes I don't understandWhy I feel this wayI don't guess I ever willWritings on the wallThat your too blind to seeJust open your eyesNow look at meWhat do you see?Sometimes I want to crySometimes I want to scream

Dreams...
My dream last night included a kid, once again?! My thoughts on the matter are my niece because I have so much love for her. Although, I realize I'm getting to an age where a decision of having one would be in my best interest (I think). Yet I have found my Mr. Right although we are miles apart at the moment whom I want to share the life experience with. I love my boyfriend dearly and know he would do it in a heartbeat with the love given in highest regard. Question: because I want this so badly is it becoming part of my dreams or is it a sign I should not bare kids.    If you know me I am an animal lover to the extreme and enjoy spreading my love to those who cannot speak for themselves. Nothing would change to me caring for my pet's if I had a kid. Just having them part of my life had been the most fun. Not sure what to stipulate here as I do inquire for both a kid I can raise...strapping boy or beautiful girl? Does not matter to me...   Dreams are beyond our realm and I wish I

Catsitting
There are so many companies that say they will take complete care of your pet, but it remains to be seen whether or not you can trust them to do so.  So many people need to leave their pet somewhere when they go away for one reason or another and they often turn to a pet boarder to help them out.  Here are some things to know about pet boarding: 1. Why should you choose pet boarding? There are times when you as a pet owner will need to leave town for some reason, whether it be personal or business related.  At such a time, you need a trustworthy person or a reliable place to leave your pet while you are away.  A good pet boarding facility can actually help you a lot with this.  If your pet is a young one, it may not be able to travel well.  Pets tend to get tired when they travel and cranky as well when they need to adjust to a new place.  Therefore, pet boarding makes the most sense.  2. Is the Internet a good place to find a pet boarder? The answer to this question is yes.  The

Phyrexians
the Phyrexian minds that constructed it did not live past its awakening;Archive on the Soulgorger Its plow wasnt designed for snow, but to carve a path through shrieking armys;Archive on the Snowcrusher It too the Rimewind cultists days to relize thay had successfully activated the creature it just wasnt intrested in moving;Archive on the Ironfoot

About Me...
Ok, it's been a hell of a day. Today started with me getting lost going 18 miles, and ending up 25 away from where I needed to be...   I stopped last night at a rest area (I drive trucks for a living). I went to sleep, got up, made coffee. Then I started to head toward my delivery and ended up going the wrong way! Yeah, my sense of direction is in question by now. Usually I have a really good sense of direction, but when I can't read the street signs cause I'm watching other cars zip in and out of lanes, it makes it hard to see them. Anyway, I went to the first stop and found out from the receiver that they didn't have the equipment to unload the unit...Bites!   The receiver ended up sending me to the actuall deliver point where they did have a crane to unload the unit I was carrying. Got rid of one. Now I have to get to my final stop before 1:00 est. I didn't make it at the time I was supposed to, but they unloaded me anyway (Nice of em). Finally got empty and now I have to sit fo

Poetry And Stories
I'm wishing on a star in the sky  To light up your face  I'm writing a song to sing-  Something to brighthen your day.  I tried to kiss you last night  Under the oak tree where we first met  But you pushed me away  And told me goodnight.    Now I know the reason:    I can't make you to love me-  Thought I wish I could try,  I could wait till morning  But I'd rather sing you a lullaby tonight.    Darling, you are my air  My sun in the sky.  You are my warmth from my pain-  Without you I can't stand the rain  But you ran away from me  And I asked myself why  I know I hurt you then    But now I know why:    That I can't make you to love me  But I can't hide this pain  This room is all but empty  Still I'd rather sit out in the rain. yes my big girl lover I know you are shy reluctant to undress in front of my hungry eyes and lustful tongue; please don't be ashamed of your size; your size to me is a plus; I love your round, firm and fully packed hips

Bored
ever been soooo bored and even playing with a kitten seems dull? “That’s with me Master’s compliments! He says to tell ye to poke her a few good times as this will be yer last endeavor of that sort!” The old sailor laughed roughly again. “Just how me master expects ye to do that with ye both chained, I don’t know.” His laughter echoed throughout the hold as they heard the grate slammed shut over their heads. In the silence left behind, Raine and Theo could clearly hear a female whimpering in a space not far beyond their feet. “Bloody hell,” Raine hissed beneath his breath “Are you hurt, miss?” Theo asked with concern as he brought his booted foot forward searching to see how far away she might be. His boot met a solid form immediately. However, the simple touch of his boot sent the poor woman scrambling in the dark with the unfortunate sound of the bucket of water being over turned. “Please miss, I did not mean to-.” “Blasted it, woman! Pick up that bucket now!” Raine exploded

Silly Thoughts Wich Burns Paper
whatever i liked this site now with blogs i'm sure i'll hate it night :/ the blog also here :( i'm not so good for blogs :( oh well goodnight :P :) the other members blog entries goes into the "for me" section instead of "by friends" one? that's not good so it will be kinda chaotic don't you think? they should put the other's blog entries into the by friends section :| and personal blog comments into the for me cus u all know how much ppl loves theese blogs (bleah lol) so since lots of ppl will post entires the for me section will have only friends blog entries and it's not right or we'll lost all our personal notifies and comments and all :| if someone knows hot to let the webmastars know that i would love it :)

The Dreams Of Me & You...
The Dreams of Me & You... Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go Thoughts of you never fade into the distant sun.. Only makin My wants & dreams stronger, As time passes on.. All my wants & dreams sink deeper into my heart, Knowing the feelings I feel.. Knowing I got to do what it takes, To be with you... Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go My ever lasting thoughts of you.. Make My Dreams come true, Knowing I am going to be with you.. Old dreams Reached, never forgotten, New Dreams formed.. I found my dream to be with you, New dreams wanting to be with you now, And til the end of time... To be your Support, Physically.. Mentally.. Emotionally.. To be your Baby Boy, Is first dream come true... To be in your beautiful presence, Is Next dream to come true... To hug you & never let go, Is Best Dream to Soon come true... Kisses to the wonderful thoughts, About our dreams of our Future... The Perfect Thoughts of Me & You, Growing together Lovingly, To be Our Dream

~blah~
Well.....it is a long boring rainy day here,and I'm soooo tired.Don't you just love how rainy days make you sleepy and all you want to do is stay in bed?I do! The "kids" (kittens) are running rampant around the apartment...I wish john could see them.He misses so much when he's at work!Ban-Dia and Mercury are terrorizing Eirinn and Orange.it's so cute! As much as I love them...they drive me crazy. Well that's it for now...write more later! Well today is my baby's 26th birthday! I have no idea what we're going to do to celebrate it.John doesn't really want to do anything....but stay home and relax.His boys are planning on taking him out to the bar and getting him shit faced,but he's going to avoid them! For both of us...birthdays are no big deal.We stayed home on my birthday and watched movies with the baby instead of going out....and that was actually nice. Anyways.....I am still sick with the flu.I ended up sleeping for 16 hours yesterday(I woke up every 2 hours fo

C-l's Thoughts
Random thoughts.... Life is good... Wish the sun would come out and the wind would blow... I'm glad my family is coming here for Christmas this year... I'm glad there are so many cool people on the LC... I'm glad there are blogs on LC now... I'm glad LostCherry women's shirts now come in 4 colors (red, pink, black, white) XXL&XXXL now available in both men's and women's. :) I can't wait until the 1st SlySugar Bash... Scrapper is a pimp... C-L Finally... I went to yoga for my first time today...it was an intermediate class and it was intense! I found muscles I didn't know I had....but I think it helped clear up my sinuses...yay!

Quench Your Thirst With Alice Tea
Why are people sooooooooo disrespectful?~!?~?? I just so happened to be in the ladies' room when my dog started barking up a storm. Thank goodness he only barks when he hears something out of the ordinary, else I wouldn't have thought twice about it. So I hurried and opened the back door (in retrospect was a bad idea) where he was standing.. too late to see WHO! BUT! Some effin' idiot scrounged around the deck looking for who knows what (You have to actually BE on the deck to see anything.. it's surrounded by bamboo on the 'open' side). "Thank you for leaving junk around!" Anyway.. do I have to arm myself every time I open the door now or what?!? Ugh I'm so pissed! I'm GLAD I didn't have to defend myself against said IDIOT. But damn it!!! Grrrr!!!!!! Yay me.. damn I'm easily amused LOL. Well here it is another Saturday and I really need to get my day moving. Soo.. of course I'm here, right? Right! So my kid makes me a drink last night. Don't remember what it's called but it has Cro

Some Of My Thoughts And Words
To all my Fellow Cherries!!!! Well I had some great news yesterday at the Doc's. I have two options. One.... is to have the Chemo and hope that is goes in remission, or Two....I can have my ovary removed and go thru 3 weeks of low dose radiation twice a week. So I am going with the removal and radiation. The Doc also said that they will see if I have any good eggs left in that ovary and freeze them for me just in case someday I want to have kids. So I am very Hopeful, and with all the supoort from my family and friends I know I will beat this. Thanks again to everyone that has wished me well and for the prayers and kinds words. MUCH LOVE and PEACE -MissL8tyBird- To be Loved by another is truely a wonderful gift,sometimes it is taken for granted and we loose site of what is really our life's treasure.Always be honest with the one you Love, for they will appreciate it more then any words can express.Love is a funny and cruel thing, it can make you feel like you can't b

Me,myself And I
this was the only thing myssing from lost cherry....now gotta say this place is perfect :D amazing how smart someone can be and really make a places this fun ;) big hugs and kisses...too all my friends....real or just added big kisses :D :D :D :D :D :D can't wait for it on the 4th of october and also survivor is this thursdayalot more shows too....i always love the new season :D also training rigth now for new job gonna be stock supervisor for the brick canadian furniture store....gonna be cool for sure :D :D :D :D :D

More Bout Me
I have live in or round louisville most of my life, spend most of my time at work or home. When I can go out love the out doors, maybe a moon light walk with a bottle of wine a small radio for some sft music a blanket and just hang out under the stars. Horses are always fun to ride. love to give suprizes for no reason other than to let some one know i missed and was thinking of them. Maybe a note for her to find. Well, i will add more later..... well, its like 2am here and i am so bored. do not do the bars much any more. well, not realy looking for much any more, been hurt to many times. maybe one day the one that is ment for me will find me. till then im just going to hang out and have fun How is every one, well I thought I would add to my blog. in high school, some of my friends let me know I was born about a hundred years to late. Well they might have been right, at the time I spent more time doing any thing out doors than inside watching tv, or listening to the radio. camping,

Ladies Want To Have Fun?
put you on the DJKRIS2FUR.COM site,and anywhere online that I promote the label,its just for a chance to be seen,but when we prosper we will do a shoot with you,and you will earn prizes and pay! contact me on yahoo id is DJKRIS2FUR CALL ME 1-772-871-2541 iF You can get to PORT SAINT LUCIE,FOR A pre-shoot,that would be great... be creative,no nudity in shoots.. I want this to appeal to all music lovers.. please be 18+!! If you want to do nudity,we can always do that,but for that its 21+ !!! thanks,looking forward 2 hearing from u! DJKRIS2FUR OF HELLSOUTH RECORDS!!! ladies check out uncensored pixs..and plan your trop to south florida..hehe good times! DJK post your thoughts on the pixs.. for those ladies into the webcam thing,add me on yahoo, id is DJKRIS2FUR

Lookie Here
we have blogs now lol And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world t

Test
JUst testing it out :D Nothing much on this front. I just been taking care of my mom, cleaning, and brainstorming on a lot of video work. Very time consuming but fun :) Always working on something abd learning new things. It's been a very long time since i dressed up for halloween.. I don't even remember anything hmm, only last memory i really remember was being 12. Hehe, also remember of another time, i thought i could fool my parents by taking off my glasses and they wouldn't recognize me. Maybe it was supermans fault, he took his glasses off and no one knew who he was.. ? :D anyways.. this year i made a new years resolution that i would try things i never thought i would do and try it and to learn new things. One of them is going to be dressing up, even if i have no where to go. I really want to try to be a character named cloud strife from FF7 but no enough time or money to get a costume together.. so i will save that for next year :) I did think of a new idea today. bu

Yay For Blogs
hey im at 390 and i ws wondering if any one out there can help me out to get to the next level id realy like it but hey im just asking not begging so you realy dont have to if you dont want too well any way in other news im going to be a dad here very shortly wife is about to have our first ' a baby boy , and you aks are you nervus? hell hell yeah and excited at the same time well its late got to work hope you all help me out alittle and thanks for the love you guys have allready sent me hey whats up every one just wanted to say a big shout out to all my friends and family keep up the love and all that good stuff oh and dont be shy to stop by and show me some love

Wow It's My 1st Blog
wow! So , this is my first time writtig. not sure what to say . today has been pretty mellow. my two year old son is sick so nothing got done around the house. dont you hate when that happens. well i am bored now. i am going to play on the internet. have a great day all. JA Help!!!!!!!! I am so done with some old day to day things. I need some new fun events! If one has some ideas, let me hear them! Well until I find something new to do, I am off to go chill at the same place. Later Kids JA Dont you hate when your plans dont work out after you have gotten ready to go! well I do! Tommorrow night will be better. everyone have a safe and fun night .

Life
Ok well lets see where to begin lol. i dont know actually. I have a beautiful 19 month old daughter who is my pride and joy. I'm currently in school tryin to get the last of my high school then after wards gonna try for college. Yesterday on my way home from northern Ontario I saw 3 moose. never seem them before in my life but damn they huge! Well what can i say?? lol I saw the guy i like last night we talked more and wow. I tried talking this guy into coming to the dance on Friday and well i said I'd save the guy a dance just to see if he would come lol, and then the guy i like says hes being 2 timed, and I'm thinking how?? lol we're not together. Although i wish we were lol.

My Day Off From Work
WELL, I FINALLY FOUND A MAN I AM GONNA MARRY! HE ASK ME TO MARRY HIM AND I SAID YES! I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM!!!I AM SOO HAPPY TO BE WITH HIM AND SUPPORT HIM THROUGH LIFE! I WAS THINKING HE AND I SHOULD HAVE A WINTER WEDDING! I MET HIM WHILE IT WAS WINTER TIME, SO I WAS JUST THINKING WE SHOULD HAVE A WINTER WEDDING! ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE INVITED! IF YOU ARE READING THIS, I AM ASKING YOU TO ADD MY FIANCE' ON YOUR LIST OR PASS HIM ON! PLEASE GET YOUR BUDDIES TO ADD HIM AND I WILL MAKE SURE HE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR! HE IS ON MY FAMILY LIST AND HIS NAME IS TAKEN! SO PLEASE ADD HIM AND MAKE HIM FEEL WELCOME! HE IS NEW TO ALL THIS! I TOLD HIM TO JUST TAKE MY BUDDIES FROM MY LIST AND HELP THEM OUT ALSO! SO IF YOU DO READ THIS, MAKE SURE YOU ADD HIM OR PASS HIM ON!!! THANKS A BUNCH AND GOD BLESS YOU!!! WELL, MY FIANCE'S NAME IS EDWARD C. KEITH AND HE IS 24. HE IS SOO SWEET! THE OTHER DAY HE BOUGHT ME FLOWERS AND SURPRISED ME WITH THEM!!! HE HAS BECOME SOO SWEE

Need Ur Vote
Just want to apologize to everybody if I don't respond quick enough to ur comments or messages... My computers slow right now and it keeps booting me out. I will get to u just hang in there...lol.. Someone brought it to my attention and made me feel really bad so I just want to say sorry!! But u know I still love you all... Smile : )- Place ur vote for that GIRL!! Thank you... If u haven't voted for me and would like to just click on the link and place ur vote!! Thank you to all that helped out!! Muahzz

My Life
well my day has went ok i guess past 2 days have been killer busy yesterday i hadda go inta work an help unload a truck for a good few hours then when i came home i hadda help my g-parents with loadin their stuff for MI they r leaving tamorrow morning they was posta leave taday after my g-pa got off work but things didnt go as plained soo yuh hah anyhow taday my mom drug me over hell an half of georgia we went ta i dunno how many dollar trees plus tha one i work at then hadda go ta tha collage then tha bank an then ta go get her hair done she considers us goin an runnin for her new lil family our "spending time tageather" psh she knows im still pissed at her thats why shes tryin ta act all nice an sweet ::mumbles "dang bxtch":: ::coughs:: ANYWAYS while she was gettin her hair done i desided ta get mine done well.. cut really its up ta my shoulders now an i put blonde strikes back it tha front so it looks better thats pretty much all i got done i'll prob take a pic later an put it on he

Bdsm And Mind Controll
BDSM TOTAL MIND CONTROLL ( Just my thought's on mind controll part ) In the BDSM world alot of Dom's use mind controll to keep the submissive in controll ...Why you may ask ....To bend the mind into giving up free will ( or so I have been told ) But as a person and humanbeing in my thought's total mind controll is the worst way to treat a submissive.As I have said befor ......Submmising is a gift not something that should be takin lightly and to give such a thing is one of the hardest and most giving way a sub can say I love you Striping away ones self and molding the sub's mind to acept and do the thing's the Dom wants.But is this love ? Is it truly submissing ?I say no...In my thought's it is a way of robing one of their true self and a way of being selfish. We are who and what we are to make us a indivusal. In time the sub will go threw a burn out stag ( i have been there so I know this one frist hand ) It's where the min

People
I HAVE PRIVATE PICS FOR MY FAMILY MEMEBERS I NEED YOU TO COMMENT ON HERE OR GET A HOLD OF ME OR IM GOIN TO ERASE TO MAKE ROOM KISSES AS I LOOK AROUND CHERRY AND AT PEOPLES PICS I WONDER WHY PEOPLE ARE SO RUDE IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMEONE DONT COMMENT ON THEM. SOME OF THE COMMENTS I HAVE READ HAVE BEEN REALLY CRUEL. AND THESE PEOPLE GIVEN PEOPLE 1'S WITHOUT COMMENT ARE CHICKEN IF YOUR GOIN TO BE MEAN AT LEAST HAVE THE GUTS TO DO IT SHOWING WHO U ARE. THIS REALLY HURT MY FRIENDS FEELINGS. IT IS SO MUCH EASIER NOT TO SAY SOMETHING AT ALL THEN TO BE MEAN. THATS HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT ANYWAY. WENT OUT WITH MY GIRLS GOT CRZY DRUNK DANCED AND HAD A BLAST WISH SOME OF YOU WERE THERE!!!! KISSES

Flownet
WOW this is neat!!!! I would just like to thank everyone who tuned into my show today on www.flownet-radio.org I have a blast! and I'm still thinking either of if I want to have someone call in every show or just every wednesday.... give me your input and let me know what you think... Thanks so much you guys ROCK Angel When DJ Angel is on air u can come listen and request songs 3 diff ways you can go to instant message me at djangel96@yahoo.com for yahoo and MSN messengers or you can join me in either on of these lounges on Lostcherry CHERRY HAVEN LOUNGE FLOWNET LOUNGE Or click here and go to my playlist Click the Flownet banner and come listen!!

Time Management
Missing You A strange dream came upon me as I lay sleeping in the warm cocoon of your embrace about what my life would be like if you weren't along for the race to me it had seemed the stars still shone but no longer as bright and the sky was still blue but no longer the color of your eyes I had become a shell of what I had thought I was I still laughed but not as often and I still smiled but it didn’t reach my eyes I still talked, moved, and acted the way I'd always done but it was obvious to me that something was missing something or someone I went about my day in my usual way only I noticed there wasn't a smile out of the blue the way I sometimes tend to do when out of nowhere I think of you I felt like I was dragging wherein i usully soar I felt like I had lost something that something in me had died and all i could think as I lay sleeping was how lonely I had seemed but in the same instance i knew and I prayed it wasn't you but when I woke up there

Lucky
Well I had a fucked up day. I was on my way into work when my fucking brakes gave out. AND THANK GOD I was doing 30-40 mph, cause i wound up hitting this chick in a subaru. We pull off to the side of the road, she got out an so did I an she was like your airbag go off? And i responded no, then I said do you wanna call the cops or trade insurance information?? she was like no i work for a car dealership. With that she got back in her car and took off. I was like DAMN i was lucky specially since I had no damage done to my car but I had cracked her bumper. consider me lucky. I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!! sorry everyone my lovely Girlfriend gets the first dibs to see when she gets home from work in about an hour or so :P You have the right to be treated with respect. Not only do you have the right, you have the right to demand it. being submissive does not make you a doormat or less of a person than anyone else. The word "submissive" describes your nature and in no way diminishes you as a human b

Let Go
Ask and you shall hear, Seek and you shall find What it is I leave behind Sometimes the dark, It shows the light What the day hides Shall come in the night Lies revealed Trust broken with a kiss Hearts fall, The day shant uplift Trust, It is a gift Not easily given But quickly taken away The heart grows cold Love fades away Thoughts of you I have no more Pain inside My heart is sore Kisses, There will be no more Love Making, There will be no more Time spent, There will be no more Face it No more walking into A closed door The Queen Is At It Again!! You got out of a bad relationship because it was bad, but you are still resentful, and angry (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of financial debt, but you still can't control the desire to spend on frivolous things (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of a bad habit or addiction, but you

Love...
wow i really thought i knew you or maybe your grandma was right you are influenced by other people because your different... im different too but the difference is i dont let people make my decisions for me i loved you with all my heart and no matter how much friends of mine didnt like you because i was always with you instead of them when i told them that i found mr right they backed off they werent gonna stand by and break us up or even try i was willing to let people go to be with you i was going to commit myself to you forever i realize i was your first for everything which i knew i was your first at a thing or two but not everything. i loved you more than life itself and what do i get for tha? a knife through the heart. i feel like the last few days was a total lie. i asked you to be honest ,, thats all i asked for your honesty weather it would hurt me or not. i didnt want you to be fake not at all.. were we a lie or did i just lose to your so called friends that couldnt live with

Let Me Be Your Shelter
We all want it ^^ If your down depressed and lonely,I know a place where we can go ...22 akisha ave .Its a place that we all know I know you want me GRANNY PANTY but i told you 64 inch bloomers is tooooo much for me !

Chaotic Thoughts
So yeah, as the title says..I'm freakin exhausted! Should be in bed, but I was waiting for a friend of mine to come online...but it doesn't appear as if they are..so blah. Worked my rear off today, getting ready for holiday...can you believe its already mid-October?? Where did the time go?!?! I think I stopped keeping track around...March? May perhaps? Really isn't anything to exciting going on in my life...too busy working to go out and do anything! Though I did give Jas (my three year old) the digital camera...with some interesting results! Might do that again..just to see what else she comes up with. Did I happen to mention I spend far too much time online? *yawns* Well, perhaps that bed is not too far away...laters all! So lost cherry is doing blogging now. Now this place is truely perfect! I look forward to hearing your thoughts on my randomness, and I will also be posting some of my own work..stories, poems etc. Now this is seriously going to be a blast!:) Oh

Bdsm Glossary
By Franklin Veaux. This glossary is intended as a guide to many of the terms you might hear in the BDSM community. Note that you should not assume everyone who is involved with BDSM is into everything listed here; many of the specific practices described in the Glossary are quite rare. It's sometimes common for people who are involved in one particular type of play--bondage, for example, or perhaps spanking--to believe that what they do isn't BDSM, on the mistaken idea that being involved in BDSM means being into everything from pain play to extreme sadomasochism. In fact, nobody is into everything, and even in the BDSM community, not everyone has the same tastes, the same limits, or the same ideas. If you see something described in here which you personally find disturbing or off putting, that's fine; it doesn't mean that you aren't or can't be interested in BDSM. Hell, there are plenty of things I find disturbing, and there's nothing wrong with that! The definitions give

The Cognitive Warehouse
I've noticed a rather amusing phenomenon here at LC. It's the Cherry levels. So many people are scrambling to get up to the next level. They send out bulletins for themselves, or ask a "friend" to pimp them out instead so that they don't seem quite so egotistical and needy. Why? What happens when you reach that next level? Do you get a check from LC? Do you get back a year of your life? Do certain body parts start to grow? Face it, there is absolutely no significance to it. Once you reach that next level, then what? Do you feel special or important because you have a higher rank than other people? I think this is a wonderful example of how people transfer their feelings of inadequacy to something mundane like a social website. Insignificant events like Cherry levels take on a distorted importance and we actually begin to tie them to our own self esteem. I see the same thing with all the contests being held. I deleted one girl from my friend list because she was sending out bul

How Do U Work This Thig?
woo hoo now we can see shity are friends lives realy are lol i can't wate to see what some of u will post this could be a good thing or a a bad thing cuz some of u are going to go crazy with this shit like some people i know (dmcfh) but any ways have fun i will post more later LostCherry.com: It's Not What You Think... Really By Katie J Published October 04, 2006 Online social networking sites are booming. MySpace and Xanga hold the top spots for popularity, but slowly newer sites are being discovered. LostCherry.com is a great alternative to the afore mentioned sites. You can chat live in existing lounges or create your own. There is even a webcam option. Named after a popular cocktail, LostCherry is well designed and maintained. Membership is free, and there is no long form to fill out. There is a live 24 hour technical support chat room, named the LostCherry Lounge, should you have a problem with the service. Also, members whose names appear orange and green in color are

My Rants And Raves
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’

My Writings
It seemed as though I were looking through a small, dirty peep hole. The room inside was dark, other than the dim light from a nearby street light that came in through the adjacent window. As I focused my eyes I saw that it was a bedroom, one that greatly resembled my own. I could see a figure lying in the bed. Dark, curly hair cascaded over the pillow. It was me. My eyes were closed and I had a serene expression on my face; fast asleep. Everything looked exactly the same as when I had lain down in that very bed. However, there was something different about this room. It was my room, but it wasn’t right. This room had an unnatural ambiance about it. The shadows seemed to move. Wait… the shadows were moving. I blinked and rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t imagining it, and then peered through the peep hole once again. My mouth dropped open and my eyes widened as I looked in awe upon myself sleeping. The shadows were in fact moving and seemed to be coming out of every poss

Contest
GOOD VS EVIL CONGRATULATIONS TO TEAM EVIL! TEAM GOOD = 4,744 points TEAM EVIL = 10,631 points Winner of the Girl with the highest personal score for Team Good is LUCY (1268 points) Winner of the Girl with the highest personal score for Team Evil is SHELLY BELLY (2498 points) Congratulations to all of the ladies on Team Evil for their win! Unlike last time, this was not a very close contest. Team Evil started out strong and maintained the lead every day! Great job ladies! Thank you to everyone who voted and participated! WINNERS - Please contact stixxx AND blue demon to get your prizes. We may not have all of you on our friends list (so add us) and if you don't contact us we may not be able to find you. If you want your prizes please find us! HOST OF TEAM GOOD Stixxx@ CherryTAP HOST OF TEAM EVIL blue demon(TEAM EVIL )brb@ CherryTAP Stixxx and Blue Demon would like to thank everyone on both teams for participating, and thank you all for

Shellys Blogs
Hey everyone just thought i would add a video on here. You've ever slept on the concrete under a wing. You never go anywhere without your red and black pencils and your line badge,including church. You've ever wished your jet would drop a mk-84 on Saddam Hussein's house. You've ever said "oh yes sir, it's supposed to look like that." You know what a pointy head is. You know what an R&I trailer is. You consider 'moly b' fingerprints on food an 'acquired taste'. You've ever sucked lox to cure a hangover. You know what jet fuel tastes like. You've ever used a grease pencil to fix an You have a better benchstock in the pockets of your coveralls than the squadron can supply you. You've ever used a piece of safety wire as a tooth pick. You've ever had to say "my boots are still black!" Someone has tackled you right before you cuss the squadron commander out over the radio. You refer to a pilot as a "control stick actuator." Yo

Oh Lordy
You know, I don't particularily care whether some unknown person online rates my pictures a 1 or a 10. We all have our own tastes as to what we find visually appealing. I know I do. But What I would like to understand is what does it accomplish to rate someone else's picture a 1? If that person has fairly low self esteem, it has the capability of truly hurting their feelings and dampening any growth for them. Rating someone a 1 is nothing short of cruel and trying to make yourself feel better, prettier, sexier, etc.. than someone else and what that does in essence is make you essentially uglier. I guess this means that LC is offically MySpace on crack! Does anyone else around here find the amount of contests and what the contests are for to be a bit ridiculous? I mean, come on... I feel as if I'm back in highschool with everyone trying to be the "cutest" "sexiest" "sweetest", etc... I have no intention of EVER joining one of these. I don't need to make myself feel b

Today
Gawd, it has been one of those weekends I guess. Just when you think things are going great, something happens to toss it around a bit. I have found the love of my life, and it hurts me every day that we cannot be together, but last night was just so hard. I want him here so bad, that it just gets to me sometimes. I know he will be here on the 6th, but that is a long time for me to wait, I mean hell I havent seen him in 4 weeks. I just cannot wait til he moves. Last night some issues that we have had put a lil strain on our relationship, and caused a lot of stress to where I wasnt sleeping, eating, or anything. Just pretty much just sittin here staring at the walls wishing he would call. Then finally I had heard from him and it was just like all my stress, everything that I was feeling had been lifted off of me. He is what I need, he is who I want, and I want him now.. I hate having to wait. My kids love him to death, I love him to death. I just dont want anymore nights like last night

....
someone come kill me. any body, i dont care who. Just a little something on my mind. I suppose, I'm never going to learn to let go of you. You hurt me, made me cry, told me to die, and shatterd my heart in pieces, but still I think of you, I miss you so much, I can't stand it. Will it ever get easier knowing that you gone? Will the pain stop? Will my heart heal?.. I miss you so much, I can't stand it. For a year my heart was yours. For a year you told me you loved me. For a year I was happy. For a year I could say that I love you, and really mean it. We always said " Together Forever and Eternity.". Nick, what happend to them days?? Why did everything suddenly go cold, and dark?? You straighted out my life. You made my days bright, my nights peacefull. My heart sore. Me float high in the clouds. Just remembering them day's, I want to cry. Tears slowly building up in my eyes. I try to hold them back, but now their rolling down my cheeks. I'm wishing this is a nig

Fuckin Sweet
Free Video Hosting Watch More Videos doesnt it make you want to dance Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it. SCREW PEPSICO...DRINK WATER INSTEAD I really dont give a damn if they dont have it on there I would rater they dont I would rather the goverment change that as well ...Our forefathers came here for FREEDOM of religion as one of the main reasons dont you think ths whole in god we trust thing is a little pointless to bitch about.Some people cant even afford to eat and here we are bitching about a fucking can.I

My Life
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4-year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could haveimagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint Her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 _____ "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 _____ "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 _____ "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 _____ "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 _____ "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving

My Blog!!
Cant ppl take a damn joke anymore??? Look what my ex wrote!! First of all it was a joke you can ask anyone that was there that night. Ask Lesha! I am so sick of his nasty ass bitch running her mouth about me. There time will come..... I am not going to sleep with his brother, I can do better and i have done better.... I have been with some hot guys since I got rid of the white trash I was married to.....Fuck him and his nasty ass bitch he is with! I dont understand why some ppl cant take a damn joke! Evan yeah I just busted out your name! FUCK YOU AND YOUR NASTY BITCH AND YOUR FAMILY! I have done so much better than you.... Your time will come trust me. Evan and Lottie whatever the fuck you wanna call yourself.... All I have to say to you is that payback is a bitch! I could put some pic on here of the guys I have been with but the ppl that know me know who they are.... UMMMM so of them or on my friends list..... some aren't. Once again that was a damn joke! I would NEVER ev

To My Love
When I look into your eyes, I hope we'll never say our goodbyes. Hugging and kissing you feels so right, You're on my mind when you're not in sight. I'll sit here and stare at your picture, Thinking about you and me in the future. Wondering where you're gonna be, Hoping that you'll soon be here with me. I lay awake and I imagine. I imagine you're coming home. Your job has you working weeks on end without a day off. I always missed you, but I never complained. If it wasn't for your job you surely would not have a future, and we wouldn't have a future either. In my mind, time apart always made the heart grow fonder. as you sat down on the far corner of the bottom of the bed, I crawl up behind you, I rest my chin on your shoulder and look at you. Out of the corner of your eye all you can see is my long, dark hair, dangling over your shoulder. You can hardly see me, but you feel my soft kiss against your cheek. You grin and then tell me about your stressful day at w

Self Worth
GOOD GIRLS VS. BAD GIRLS Good girls blush during love scenes in a movie, Bad girls know they can do it better. Good girls loosen a few buttons when it's hot, Bad girls make it hot by loosening a few buttons. Good girls only own one credit card, Bad girls only own one bra and rarely use it. Good girls pack a toothbrush, Bad girls pack a box of condoms. Good girls prefer the missionary position, Bad girls do too, but only for starters. Good girls say "No", Bad girls say "When?" Good girls think they are not fully dressed without a strand of pearls, Bad girls think they are fully dressed with just a strand of pearls. Good girls wax their floors, Bad girls wax more than just their bikini line. Good girls wear high heels to work, Bad girls wear high heels to bed. It feels so good to be so bad........... I am lost in the darkness without you touch. I feel the air blowing misty rain threw my hair and runnng rivers of blodd around my feet. I blow a wicked kiss i

Friends Or Foe
Fighting the darkness that surrounds me Hearing them cry out in fear and anger Their hearts beating in my mind Their blood running in my veins Taking over my body and mind Leaving the empty shell of who I once was I scream out in anger Yet no one hears me My lips move with out sound Tears of blood stain my cheeks My eyes darken with emptiness My heart bleeds Searching for answers To questions unknown Feeling the bitterness That seeps from their pours Fighting to get out Clawing at the darkness Reaching for light I whimper to be heard Feeling alone I curl into my self Disappearing from view I’ve always been there for you Never letting our friendship weaver Putting my own pain aside for our friendship Letting u dig that knife in just a little deeper With each passing word spoken Leaving distaste in my mouth I trusted u not only with our friendship But with the most important person in my life The anger I feel is not just direc

Misc.
Yeah... just posting this in some desprite attempt that someone will care enough to help me get to my next level? K, thx, bye... heres the deal I am taging myself and after I tag you you have to tag 7 or more depending on what you wish.... you have to write the 7 most crazy screwed up things about your self in your blog then tag someone else lets see how far this goes send the tags through private messages or comments it really doest matter all my 7 were random thoughts some a friggin funny shit that really noone should think amusing but I do hahaha let the fun begin arnt you glad they started blogs ohhhh yeah title your blog I got taged. 1. I smoke Pot. 2. People in love make me sick. 3. Sometimes I'll stick needles in my finger skin just to gross my roommates out. 4. My fish died today... kinda... he was swimming upside down for a while then I served him to my cats. 5. I am an animal lover but I eat a form of animal flesh every meal... curious, no? 6. This is annoying the f

Life, The Universe And Everything...
Have you ever wondered why in a dream you can touch the fallen sky? Or fly to the heavens that watch over you, telling me its all voodoo..... I never get tired of those words :) Hey sup all? I'm new to this cherry thing but i'm diggin it. Just wanted to shout out to ya'll and say wazzup? Um..today is the day that ends in Y. :D Later "daze" ya'll Hey sup all? Sorry haven't been on here in a hot min...busy on the ol' myspace thingy. Twiztid Individual...look me up or something :) later and much love Joe

Life Blows Goats!
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you sa

Meow
There will be a live stream on the internet, in case no one will be near a radio. (And since we love Lost Cherry so much not get off the comp). I expect to hear all of you call in and request!! The place only has one phone line so to call in call when they aren't talking to anyone no the phone. Call in talk to the members if you've got questions. FOR PEOPLE OUT OF STATE TRY AND CALL OR LISTEN!! If you are up that late and get free minutes on weekends then what does it matter if you call long distance!! AT LEAST TRY. Listen for me on their too. Make sure to say PJG ROX! AND LISTEN TO THE SHOW!! Listen to PJ GRINCH on Scottsdale Alternative Radio For a Live Interview & Acoustic Performance. Just Tune Your Radio Dial to 106.7 fm ** TONIGHT ** Thursday September 14th. @ 8:00pm For Two Full Hours of PJ GRINCH. We'll Be Sitting In For The Whole Show, So Call In & Say High !!! Request Line: 480-614-8272 Or Listen LIVE ON THE NET !!! By clicking Here: www.PJG

Studio
WELL IM GOING IN THE STUDIO TOMMOROW AT 9 AM....FOR 12 HOURS AND IM SO EXCITED.....MY BANDS MUSIC IS AWESOME AND WE HAVE SOME SHOWS LINED UP FOR PLAYING IN FRONT OF 1K+ PEOPLE. WE HAVENT PLAYED A SHOW IN 2 YEARS WITH THIS BAND AND TOO COME BACK ON THE SCENE IN FRONT OF THAT MANY PEOPLE IS QUITE CRAZY......I SERIOUSLY THINK WE WILL MAKE IT BIG.....EVERYBODY THAT I KNOW LOVES US AND WE ARE GONNA MAKE A HUGE STINK OF THE LOCAL RADIO.......WE ARE RECORDING AT ZING STUDIOS IN WESTFIELD MA.....GO LOOK IT UP.....ITS ONE OF THE BEST IN THE BIS....LATERS TATERS This site makes me think, are there so many sex-crazied retarded people in this world?....Im far from perfect....i do friend people to look at boobs and stuff lol...but im sick of it. Ure boobs are nice, dont get me wrong, i just want more, ive been on this site since it started.....my id is like 57k lol.....all i see are people who want me to rate shit or others that dont talk to me ever....thanks for the rate...nice rack...see ya later

Rants Raves & Blissful Moments
Thank heavens for that - I finally start my holiday this morning. 12 days of stress-free bliss (he lies). Work is soo hectic right now and the chance to take a few days off at half-term to spend time with the kids, and celebrate my wedding anniversary this weekend, is simply fabulous. Will I miss work? Will I hell! I won't think about that hole until an hour before I'm due to go back there. The down-side... I have to take the kids to see the in-laws. They're ok in short doses but anything more than 2 days of them and murder suddenly becomes an option. The rough with the smooth I guess. See you all in a few days. Take care all and keep it Cherry! True Friendship True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spect

Friends
ALLWAYS REMEMBER YOU MUM, SHE IS THERE WHEN YOU HURT YOUR KNEE, SHE IS THERE WHEN YOUR SICK, SHE KNOWS JUST HOW TO MAKE THINGS BETTER, SHE NEVER COMPLAINS, SHE LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART, SHE IS THERE FOR YOU EVERYDAY, WHEN SHE LEAVES FOR HEAVEN IT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART, IT BROKE MINE, NEVER FORGET, YOUR MOM LOVES YOU FOREVER.... Just when everything around you is falling apart, remember your true friends will always be there for you, through tough times and sad times,just call and i,ll be there... Does christmas mean more to you when you have family and friends with you at this time of year?, i know that some people are alone but myself being alone and religious person, i have lots of wonderful happy memories of those i have lost(my parents)i know that christmas can be stressful and not happy for some but just remember you are never alone, the lord (or who ever your god may be) is with you always...

My Peaches
If you dont like my Peaches, Dont shake my Tree!

For The Love Of Cherry.
I love this site. apparently it just changed it's name from lost cherry to cherry tap. I find it both cute and funny. Cherries come in all sorts of varieties. Sweet, honest, loving, giving, comical, mysterious, and respectful. These are the reasons I love cherries. I recently took some time away from Fubar as I was getting busier and busier. I returned a couple of days ago and am just trying to get use to navigating and reading up on the new functions on this wonderful site. My absence has taught me one thing, if you don't use what you have learned you lose it.

Blah
thank you so much to ShesoSweet@msn.com Barbara you rock love I just love the work you did for me. okay gonna try to make a little extra money. Here is what i am doing. Please feel free to take a look and buy if you like. I feel like shit today. I cant believe how tired I am. Well that is nothing new. I have to get my boy ready for school maybe the toddler will stay sleepin and I can go back to sleep. hehe!!! ya right. well nothing new in my world. Keep heads up and a smile on your face.. Much luv sandra

Temps Lounge
***Poolside Romp*** Briana stripped nude and lay face down on the patio chair by the pool. The sun beat down and beads of sweat began to collect on her back and buttocks. Glistening drops trickled downward, tracing the sides of her breasts and slowly advancing between her legs, moistening her pussy lips. She enjoyed sunbathing nude alone in her backyard, finding the heat, soft breeze, and naked exposure titallating. She would sometimes masturbate on the patio by the pool with her sighs echoing through the deserted yard. Today, she felt extremely turned on, becoming more aware daily of the loneliness that possessed her since her porn career was on hold. I used my key to enter the house the 1 that Briana gave me.i knew she would be by the pool, I moved absent mindedly through the sliding glass door to say hi to Briana, not taking notice yet that Briana was nude on the patio. "Ohhh!!," I startled, taking in the full view of Briana's entirely nude and sweating body stretched out o

Blog
I was really bored and uploaded the current NFL coaches pics. If you know some of them go to try to name them without looking at the comments, (which there are none yet lol) I still need to add about 8 more, but I need to level up or pick some pics to delete to add the rest. I put this on my profile too, but this is for those of you that only read the blogs. 10. You're guaranteed to get a little something in the sack. 9. The uglier you are, the easier it is to get some. 8. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. 7. Less guilt the morning after. 6. It doesn't matter if they fantasize you're somebody else, because you are. 5. Forty years from now, you'll still enjoy candy. 4. If you don't get what you want, you can always go next door. 3. If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes and go again. 2. You don't have to compliment the person who gives you some. 1. You can do the whole neighborhood! A couple days ago I totaled u

First One..
haha yeah right anti money lol just the song i am listening to , gatta love the OLD marilyn manson stuff . for sure !! today was uneventful i went shopping and rode on a bus for an hour befroe my freind and i realized ,,, hey , we have been here before. i love having days off Lillith Oh my dear gawd.. Cherries, i was just at the bar and it was the regular crouwd usually out there and i just couldnt get it through my skull of something , how skanky this "woman" well really shes a ditch pig is . Making out with one guy and jumping on the other than going back to the other one ! what the fuck and the guys dont care ... i guess i dont understand the ways of the skank cause well lets face it i am not ... anyone wanna enlighten me ? Lillith well my first time on LC with a blog i'll try and keep it up for yas to learn a little more about me ! Lillith

One Wish
As my mind explores, your eyes seek my soul like open doors. When your soul finds mine, they bind together and melt into one. As your heart beats next to mine, they make the sound of a single drum beat. I feel the heat from the hot passion I have for you sizzling inside of me like a wild fire unable to be extinguished. When you look into my heart, my deepest and darkest secrets I cannot hide. If you look into my soul once more, you will find someone who's love for you flows like the oceans in a raging storm. Sometimes my longing for you feels like a thousand knives stabbing my heart all at once. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. I love you with a permanence That endures the passing year

Randomness
According to a recent Cosmo poll 87% of readers said they wished guys did more polite and romantic things, like opening doors and showing up with flowers occasionally. So why aren't men minding their manners these days? Believe it or not women's hard-won sexual entitlement may have something to do with it, notes John Marshall Townsend. Because women now sleep with multiple partners, they've become less choosy about whom they bring to bed. Unfortunately, that means men don't have to rely as much on their wooing skills to encourage a woman to hit the sack with them. So in other words if women wouldn't sleep around we might be treated better??? What about us who don't sleep around!??!!!??? In a healthy relationship, you: Treat each other with respect Feel secure and comfortable Are not violent with each other Can resolve conflicts satisfactorily Enjoy the time you spend together Support one another Take interest in one another's lives: health, family, work, etc. Have pri

Horny And Looking?
I am single and looking and looking to move out of the state of Michigan.That way i can get my liscense back in a nother state too , cant get it back in Michigan, Long story. that is weird. I dont knoiw what happened to my level 8 i had 91& on it ,now it took me back to 0& , does anyone know what happened ? This sucks

Flirting With My Lost Cherry Urges
You sit there Tempting me Flirting with my urges Like I'm a game To be played But I don't play around When it comes to you see I've been loving you for so long that just the thought makes my mouth water I learned that lesson early in life So I take you in my hands And begin slowly nipping At your outer edges Slowly, sensually Pealing off your Unneeded suroundings To get to the Sticky sweetness Of the inner you my eyes are closed cause thats just how I do it! I plunge my face In between your layers And get a face full of Your soft wet core sicky icky Stimulating my salivary glands With your Smooth, creamy, satisfaction I live for your Strawberry aroma Saturating my fingers and face And long for your Sugary taste On my lips As I finish you I sit back and Wonder to myself As I lick my fingers clean Is it okay To have this much love For a peanut butter and jelly sandwich??? Sorry, but I don't know what else to name it. Making love’ vigin

Neato Mosquito Eh?
it's raining outside. Kinda makes me sad. but i'll be okays. I'm like hardly ever on here, most of my friend's have left...gone to other sites, which is cool cos I can still talk with them and stuffs. uhm so yea. Not much is new with me, so this makes for quite the lame update but oh well. anywho. bye. I so don't know how to work this stupid thing. I hate it already. haha. where the crap do you read comments?? Cos it says I have two somewheres. but where do i find them??? i'm all confused. someone help. and don't leave a comment in helping me cos I dunno where I find those just yet. leave me a comment or a messsage or something. fuck. k bye. ouhhh lookey here. how fun. not that i'll ever write in it. if I do it'll be total crap. sorta like this. but worse. I can so make that happen. but yea. if you read this then you're just silly. and I apologize for wasting the last 15-20 seconds of y

Holy Shit
well my birthday is coming up on sat hells yeah cant wait gonna party my ass off anyone wanna come ask me where and ill tell ya yeah im fuckin sick and tired of this shit happening to me you know im a real nice guy i can be an ass but only when it needs to be why does all this shit gotta happen to me all at once. Seems to me that the year has started off real shitty and i dont see it getting any better, first the resturant that i worked at for the last six fucking years that i put so much blood sweat and yes tears in burned to the ground now for the first time in 10 years im outta job and didnt think it would be this hard to find one with my tallent, then the worst of all happened my Grandmother died hit me preaty hard im copeing as well as i can as i am a man i try to hide it but it stil hurts and i know it will for a while, and then there is Kimmy why can this girl not make up here mind i just sick and tired of her fuckin with my head and i got way two much going on just to bend ove

Poems
Can you see me? Is any of this real? Will this blade set me free? If you cut me will i feel? Your hands make my body sing. Bring my heart back to life. And yet your words sting. Like the blade of this knife. My eyes see you through a haze of pain. My hands touch you though they cant feel a thing. I tilt my head back, breathe in acid rian. Tears fall from my face thats the agony you bring. Sear these eyes as they gaze upon you. Tear these hands as they touch you. Cut these lips as they kiss you. Brake this heart as I love you. Belinda W. "06" Loss Is it always like this? Dispare Wanting to be away from the ones you miss. Longing Knowing of ways to ease your pian. Dreaming If only you could drown yourself in the rain. I havent any time for your silly games. I'm better now, But it isn't the same For the one Who could always make my day I'm better now. Thats all you'll hear me say. As I look into eyes Of one I still need. Memories comeback.... I f

Blessings
May The Sun Forever Light Your Path May The Wind Be Always At You Back May You Be Blessed With A life Of Happiness And May You Know Love Eternally. Best Wishes For A Lifetime And Friendships Forever. The Rose    I reached out to touch a rose today, Growing so beautifully, so passionate As my hand grasped the stem I pulled suddenly away with pain I had closed my hand not thinking On the thorns that grew from the stems. As I looked at the drop of blood on my finger The pain still fresh in my mind I couldn't help desire to Reach back and pick the rose Knowing what happened once could happen again. It was at that moment Deep in my heart and soul It made sense to me I now understood why God created the Rose And why it was a symbol of Love So powerful was my discovery that I felt it burn in my heart. When you look at the Rose what do you see? You see a flower so powerfully beautiful The color so deep red as that of the blood from my finger The petals as soft as flesh itself So

Why?
Life can be very trying. When your child is hungry, your body wracked with pain, or you have no idea where you and your family will find a place to sleep, it's hard to find something for which you can be thankful. So, for just a few minutes on Thanksgiving Day, step outside your situation and just "be". Find something, no matter how small, to be thankful for because in giving thanks, you will be lightening your load, even if for only a moment. To ask us why we to turn from bad to worse Is to ignore from which we came You see you wouldn't ask why the rose that grew from the concrete had damaged petals On the contrary We would all celebrate its tenacity We would all love its will to reach the sun Well We are the roses This is the concrete And these are my damaged petals Don't ask me why Ask me how CAPRICORN December 23 - January 20 Ruling Planet: SATURN The God who oversees time, discipline and dedication, which means Capricorn can go the distance - wi

The Wall
I lay there in the mass of pillows enjoying the sensations that had occurred not an hour ago. My body was still humming from the pleasures Jade and Naomi had ministered to me. My mind worked over her finial words to me. She had effectively became a switch, submitting to me that all she had is mine. I looked down at their sleeping forms and smiled. Slipping easily from under them I went to the garage where the Wall was stored and saw the exposed nose of Kasha. I checked my watch and pressed the button to open the wall to the maximum range. Kasha's body was glistening with sweat as she looked down at me. I smiled at her and took a feather from a place on the wall; ever lightly I traced the very tip of the feather over her lower calves. Her ebony skin perking up with goose bumps as she shivered. I watched this with interest bringing the feather up her leg toward her impaled pussy. She moaned softly at this watching me intently. That would not do; I put the feather down, pulled o

Poems
I can’t forget I can’t forget that night The rev of the engine The look in his eyes Starring devishly over at the other driver Tries burn out on both sides Flying down 502 as they sailed to the finish Nothing can stop them now It’s just too late The headlights flash as a driver comes head on Nothing could change what was happening now Screeching tires haunt me in my head The sounds of the crash are still fresh in my mind The burst of flames Screams from the car Trapped inside they are now All trying to help but nothing works Burning alive inside that car Frantically trying to save them Nothing is helping That night they died young Written in memory of Leo Callahan and Toni Beckage forever together 4/26/05 ~fallen angel~ TO TOM i feel like an ass i feel like a jerk and everything eles rolled into one..... i knew this was to good to be true im broken and brused but now im down for the count..... down for the count but not dead yet my he

Currently
I know I shouldnt be bothered by people at work but when they ask me to do stupid stuff it really aggravates the hell outta me. So much today I had to leave and drive around to calm down now im a little bit better but these assholes better watch it. How come i'm the onewho ends with ink from the copier machine all over me when I wasnt the one using it yesterday and broke it. No Im the one who has to fix it so now i supopose they think im a repair technician what the hell ever How is it that I work my ass off all day and have a second job but yet I still seem to have no money after bills. I'm exhausted from it. Right now I got 3 or more guys wanting to sleep with me but they don't want to be with me wtf? Its a rainy and dreary day not o cold but cold enough for me to wear a sweatshirt. 35 minutes and i get to go pick up one of the boys god help me. I had a procedure done friday which prevents me from any sexual activity which really sucks since its been since last saturday(shhhh.... wa

Oh, My Toutured Mind Screams For Purple Soda!!
so... i see we have a new feature here at LC. now, i only read one of these. and it was acually pretty good (yes, seeqer, yours). well, i really dont have too much to say at the present, just bored. i guess maybe i should be nice and share some of my worldly knowledge and power, let you in on my secrets of how to gain vast wealth and riches, or maybe even give you my favorite recipe for monkey brains and elephant dong bisque. well, no, any of those would take entirely too long to explain. truth is, ladies and gentlemen, i own the worlds only monkey/zombie/human hybrid boy (not for sale)and he will one day rule the world. i think that might sum things up for now. i need to go lemur hunting later, so i must prepare. oh, and if you were wondering about the title of this little blathering, well, heed that advice. ~deidra~ You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Ea

Poem I Wrote
Lost in a very dark place,inside of me Wishing someones love could set me free I've been alone for a very long time NowI wonder if happiness is a crime I'd give anything for a loving embace Or a loving smile upon your face I want to feel what I have never known Lonliness is chilling me right to the bone I got alot to give deep down inside Not all of my emotions have died All I ask is for is for one chance And not some bull shit song and dance I want what is so pure and true And to hear meaning behind the words I LOVE YOU Since I had to live without love I have been lost in blackness Desperately looking for a kind caress wishing for that special gift from up above with the purity of a dove Every night I wish upon a star wishing I was where you are living like this is pure hell and I know it all to well feeling sad and so very alone It chills me to the bone I will make amends for all I done so we can be together as one all I need is one more chanc

Humph
So I finally decided to come back on here, only to realize i dont have many friends on here... someone needs to help promote me and get me back to my original standings... love yall! I have been sitting here in class all day and I dont know what to do! I dont want to be here, but I have to be. I hate it! Well this is muh first blog and I just wanted to get it out.... Hey yall! Just thought I would say hi and tell yall that I am going to be on here more often! Feel happy I dont like to be online much, but yall are special enuff to be on here for! MMFWCL to yall! ~Jenn

Random
Lonely Little by little, you stop loving on me the mad wind of banners passed through my mind my love, my own in heart stop feeding of your love with out leaving mine seeking the new blossoms. No one wonders, is no one there No one will come on my life Lonely the days Lonely the times Lonely am I On my ways my lost soul wanders Alone in the life I FINALLY WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT!!!! HANK WILLIAMS JR AND GRETCHEN WILSON IN ROANOKE RAPIDS NC...MY TOWN.....IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME....I HAD A TOTAL BLAST.....I NEVER KNEW HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVED HANK AND GRETCHEN!!!!!I WILL BE HORSE IN THE MORNIN BUT IT WAS WORTH IT ALL THE WAY!!!!!THANKS FOR READING DONT BE AFRIAD TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!!!!LOVES YOU GUYS well tonight i was approved as a SEXYBEAST21~RIDER~...Just want to say thanks to all the RIDERS who accepted me...i loves you all

Dear Diary X X X
Over the past few months ive certainly done some life changing things x me an tribal have had calum, who is 6 months now (i wouldnt change it for the world. And now we are in the process of moving to cornwall over 200 miles away x tribal is already there an calum is at his grannys, its only been a few days but im finding it hard already x x After one long month ( which i shall add never again) i am back with my family, in my new house its so beautiful here and worth the wait, i love waking up an going out for a walk along the sea front ( which is 2 mins away)and listening to the waves x x x It gets harder as the days go on, its about a week since i had my boy in my arm an gave my partner a hug. An dont know how long it will be till i can see them x x I get to see them both on web cam but its not the same x x Love them both so much and missing them so much x x

Last One
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate bullies. 2. I have three dogs and a cat. 3. I write poetry. 4. I shouldn't even watch sports, I get too disgruntled. 5. I am a home nudist. 6. I'm a gun totin redneck. Tag your it just me classyladymay blossomrose theoneandonly totallyme check out my newbie bro payaso...payaso Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I

I Love Lc!
i am loving Lc more and more each day. Everyone is so nice here and i have met a bunch of great people. And i hope to meet a bunch more. I am open to meeting new people and i'm extremly nice to everyone. i love the best friends i have made here and i think these friendships can last a lifetime. My Best Friends ♥ Blaze Infamous ♥ ♥ Game Champ ♥ ♥ Midighttaz ♥ ♥ Piggy ♥ These people are awesome and they are really helping me enjoy my stay. add them and show them love. hey guys just checking up on everyone? how everyone doing? im really sick guys! i need love! i hope ill feel better soon! i love you guys!! ♥ Manda NO Sticky bulletins NO Shoutboxing people your links don't know whether it is rates or comments so use both just in case ;) Start Voting!!