Jump's blog: "Patience"

Those that have had, or have had to deal with cancer must understand exactly what I am now going through..... How can you put yourself into a spot of waiting for results and doing more tests to find out if you have prosatate cancer.... I do not know what to do or how to cope...All prayers would be appreciated...Please pray for my family, daughters and especially my girlfriend LH. I'm lost.....For the first time in my life, I am totally lost..... Thanks to everyone who has offered their support and prayers and thoughts. I was notified today, by the doctor, the tests have come back negative. I was told to have this checked yearly, but, Happy as can be now. Thanks to you all, again.

Why is it when you are separated from the one that you love and care for the most, you miss them so much it actually hurts? In today's world of mobile phones, computers and webcams, distance can still cause such a loss. I know this aggrevation well, many times deployed and the like, I still do not cope well with being physically separated from the ones that I love. However the one thing that I have learned in my life, at the time of reunion with your loved one, everything is clear and nothing can hurt. SO, patience is learned to await that reunion, knowing all will be okay. It is okay now, knowing we will reunite soon. With each beat of my heart I miss you, but knowing that with each beat we get closer to being together. I patiently await to see you again my love. Hugs! 10 Seconds!