mylove's blog: "so bored at work"

fucking fuck i hate being played.. i feel like such a fucking idiot .. i hate guys,i shoulda clued in.. fuck me..im done..i really dont know.. ...i wish i could take back the whole fucking weekend...i wish i dint have feelings..or be like a guy and not use them well not all are like that but this one yes.... *sigh* so stupid.. argh.. why would i believe that.. so mad at myself.. hearing this junk.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. anyways im a idiot..thinking i was doin somethin and i wasnt.. wtf ever.. dont think i can actually express that chit here..but whatever ill write whenever kay

yay i got my first tattoo today kick ass mang.. well i like it its in handwriting and says bella :) i wanna get some chit added on there before he leaves town.. thx nigel u rock my socks ;) kay ps.. ill post a pic whenever i get some taken :D

awe so cute this guy came to see me at my work.. made me feel all giddy inside.. i cant wait to see him again..awe.. thats all i can say... i hope he comes back later.. hehe..thats so cute i was outside with some customers and then he like was there outta no where felt these butterflies in my stomach.. ehehe..im such a geek.. anyways yah ill write later :D kay

so bored here at work *sigh* cant wait until next weeek wo0t so many hawties