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    Click on peeping and run your mouse over the people standing at the bus stop .Peeping                     Wish wish I had someone to say I love you Wish I had someone to hold me tight Wish I had a hand to hold Wish I had some one cared Wish I had someone to believe in me Wish I could g
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Religon
Releasing Negative Beings You can make this ceremony as simple or as elaborate as you like. To perform this ceremony you will need a smudge stick, a candle, and lavender or some other pleasant scent. Start by calling on your protector. Once you feel its presence, say a simple prayer of protection, such as: "Creator, Great Spirit, Universal Energy, I call upon your love and your protection. I call upon the beings of light and all those beings that help lost souls. See this being that has lost its way home. It believes it is of the dark; it has forgotten it is of the light. Please surround it with your love and gently guide it back to the light so that it may heal. Please surround this place and all within it with your love and protection. I give thanks. " Light the candle and smudge stick. Thoroughly smudge the area and yourself and allow the smoke to clear the area of any negativity. Then stand in the center of the room
Sumthan Sexy I Put Down On Paper
Gifs at Giftube.com Gifs at Giftube.com Hi, beautiful do you see visions of red this a made for you and I. The day starts out with you and I get'n in the shower then then we we go out to breakfast of your choice. Then we take a walk just around then I have made plans for you to get taken care of from you head to your feet I drop you off at a spa where you spend most of the afternoon at. I pick you up so we can go to a movie then to dinner then back home to enjoy one another. As we lay in the bed we kiss, we play and start teasing and pleasing each other as I start caressing your beautiful breasts as i start down your body get right between your legs of course so that I can may lick, kiss, suck on your pretty lil kitty katts, OOOO, baby so,so,so moist i want to taste your cream. then side my dick inside of you as you R already so wetttttt as we do out freaky thang as we fade off to sleep.
February 11-12, 2008 Winter Storm Blogs
Here we go one more time! Ice has moved back into NKY. Right now, the airport in Hebron, KY has 29 and freezing rain. Refreezing taking place...the freezing rain should change to all snow by the time we get to 11pm, and maybe another inch or so will accumulate. Tomorrow...some schools will delay, a few in NKY will close due to the re-freeze, but not as extensive as today was. This is pretty much going to be a wrap for my winter storm coverage...if you've been reading, thanks! Right now, we have some light snow here. Should catch a break until about 10pm and then the real fun begins. One school district has already closed for tomorrow...Carroll County, KY schools. We still have major ice problems east of downtown Cincinnati. We have 2013 Duke Energy customers with no power. That's primarily on the west side. Things could break up from the west later this morning...if we catch a break it'll be short-lived because we still have a long way to go before this is all over.
Observations
RELATIONSHIP ENHANCERS surprise Do something every day that they will not expect that shows you are thinking of them. Make every a new day not just the same old day... Sex Explore what turns you and your partner on tell them what you like never assume they know lol Respect By feeling proud of who your partner is and appreciating their achievements, you actually build a stronger foundation for your relationship. The more interested you remain in who your partner is as an individual, the more you will value and honor their presence in your life. This will make the two of you infinitely better as a couple. Compassion When you understand your partner so fully that you can empathize with both their experiences and the reasons they do the things they do, you set the stage well to forgive them when they make a mistake in your relationship. Everyone makes errors once in a while. With compassion as your guide, you'll be more prepared to weather the inevitable sticky spots ever
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skandalous@ fubar HOPE HUSTLER GO RATE AND CHECK HIMOUT HE SINGLE AND READY TO MINGLE "CAN IT BE" NEVER AGAIN DID I THINK I'D FIND LOVE, YOU MUST HAVE BEEN SENT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE. YOU KEEP SAYING THAT YOU WANT TO LOVE ME, AND I ASK MYSELF CAN THIS REALLY BE. ALTHOUGH I AM SCARED AND FILLED WITH DOUBT, I JUST KEEP PRAYING, LORD LET THIS WORK OUT. ALL I WANT IS TO LOVE YOU FOREVER, BABY PLEASE CAN WE GROW OLD TOGETHER. DEDICATED TO MOONCHILD WRITTEN BY : KERRRYANN PRINCE 2/28/08
Wake Up Call
so i make a mumm because im really bored and the mumms suck ass then i get into some internet shouting match with some guy. here is what was said March 22, 2008 @ 7:24 pm #86 of 86 March 22, 2008 @ 6:53 pm #75 of 85 March 22, 2008 @ 6:50 pm #68 of 71 Cover your self in peanut butter then call your dog! aahahahhahahahahahahahha...............NO fuckin goober so whatever no harm no foul he said something stupid and i snapped back with a reply. then the ugly son of a bitch sends me a plate of hot wings (i love hot wings) and says "HERE YA GO FUCKIN COON!" WHAT THE FUCK WAS THE POINT OF THAT ??? i mean seriously you really think that calling me a nigger, spook, coon, mooly, or any other racial terms is going to piss me off? why people hate people for no reason other than they are black or hispanic or asian is beyond me. you can't really be mad at us for being here i mean white folks brought us over here some 400-500 yrs ago. want to be mad at someone be mad at
Baby News!
I don't know how some will feel about this but I am really excited yet a little scared about my Husband coming home.I mean I am sure he is still the man I fell in love with but you know they say they change when they have been overseas.And I can tell in his voice that he has somewhat but I am just a little worried about how much he actually has changed and if its good or bad.He will have been gone 9 months when he comes back for his R&R.Thank God though it wasn't the whole year like first talked about.We plan on having our bigger wedding when he is home this time.My brother is said that whatever he acts like remember he went through alot over there and there just things he can't tell me or just isn't ready to tell me and that I need to understand that he is probably just as scared coming home and not knowing everything thats happened while he has been gone.But either way EXCITEMENT and just a little scared but if we weren't meant to be then we wouldn't have gotten through all the strug
Profound Thoughts
you make me smile, you make me mad, you make me laugh, you make me drink, you make me sing, you make me care, you make me late, you make me better, you make me cry, you make me swear, you make me feel shiney and new, you make me dance, you make me carefree, you make me sleepless, you make me hopeful, you make me dream, you make me healthy, you make me happy, you are my friend. thank you "Be the change you want to see in the world." -- Ghandi yes this is about you... as Bilbo Baggins said "I don't know half of you half as well as I should like; and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve."
Valentines Is
If a man of vision, sees a vision true, should this man tell she who brings him joy anew? If a man of passion, dreams of passions fire, should he tell the one who stokes his true desire? If a man not wealthy, sees a live treasure, should he tell this gift of wealth how his desires endure? If a man of wisdom, knows she's just a dream, should he sleep forever to fulfill his lifes scheme? I had one sweet vision, my passion a treasure true, but in my wisdom darling, I can't tell you, it's you. I opened up your picture, and much to my surprise, I saw you silken hair and then looked into lusterous eyes. The lips I saw were precious, so moist and ruby red, I took in all the charms that were a part of your sweet head. The picture kept on going, and so my eyes did too, and took in what the picture showed, some more of woman, you. Your neck was fine and carried a message I could hear, caress me oh so gentle, and place a kiss right here. The blouse you wore was modest, it's buttons were
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Utfra tolkningen av N som mer hatefull enn med et ønske om å skape noe nytt blir E stående som den interessante av de to. Salome er viktig for N, både som person og som grunnlag for hans tanker. Problemet er at han lever med den realiteten i en så selvfølgelig (og usagt) over/underbygging at han glemmer det viktige. Uten en tro på Gud er filosofien hans umulig. Det han sier i ytterste konsekvens er at han kan leve uten landjorda, at han kan gå på skyene. Salome er landjorda og skyene. Zarathustra Hva betyr det? Som sagt betyr det kanskje Sara Hausfrau. Og N mente antagelig moren sin som ved et utroskap medførte faren og den yngste brorens død. Men det betyr også noe mer. N må ha ansett sitt liv som ødelagt. Det var ingen håp om et ekteskap tilstede i hans liv. Ikke engang et forhold. Kanskje ikke engang en forelskelse. Og Zarathustra bygger på navnet til filosofen Zoroaster. N forandrer altså sitt eget navn i overenskomst med sin skjebne. Elsk din skjebne. Bli den du er.
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Everything Old Is New Now
January 19,2006 Untitled The place I love has turned to dust So,find another home, i must One where peace and serenity Has no price to pay No more living in the past Of shattered dreams And scattered glass I'll take myself down to the room Where candles flame and heated spoon Can help me acheive my fate All over now, its way to late So, into the abyss I gladly jump Just find a vein, one final bump Takes me deep into the black All bets are off No turning back 20LM06 The sun burns through an ice white sky I awaken in your arms My reflection in your eyes That watched me as I slept It's your embrace that gives me solace To face yet another day It's your hands that light The fire in me The fire that fuels the sun That melts the ice in the sky lbm11/06 Standing amid smoke and ashes I cannot flee the thing I cannot see All thats left is scattered, grey and bleak My soul is burned away Too much time gone by Afraid to br
Zara Zoroa
Misbruk av bøker? Det er i seg selv et dødt projekt som ikke kan sammenlignes med det å ha broren ved siden av seg som en grønnsak og i sin hule hånd. Det er et mysterium for forskere at N levde i sin tilstand fra 1889 så lenge som ham gjorde. Det motsier sykdomsbildet. Og grunnen er ganske sikkert E. Hun har bruk for ham. Min påstand er at grunnen til at hun hadde bruk for ham var at hun elsket ham. Utgivelsen av Wille Zur Macht få år etter brorens død kan sees som et forsøk på å oppretthiolde scenarioet. Problemet var at uten broren var også Salome borte som virkelighet og mål. Gud er død må ha vœrt en virkelighet som innhentet E i årene 1900 til 1935. Hun var selv passert 50 og ikke attraktiv som kvinne lenger. Hennes bekjentskapskrets var jødehatere. Og dette må ha vœrt et problem. De av brorens venner som hjalp henne med boka er siden mildt sagt sett ned på. De blir sett på som nyttige idioter. Overløpere. E hadde ingen vei tilbake. Ved å sette seg selv som misbruker
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Are You The Hater????
WOMAN OVER 30 A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved They know what it's like to be unappreciated. A woman over 30 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a ma
Poems Etc
I have no fear, for I am strong. I have no quit, for I am strong. I have no fail, for I am strong. I have no pain, for I am strong. I am strong, Army strong. Lost in a daze and nowhere to go Not knowing which way the wind will blow Confused about some things people say and do Those you consider close trying to hurt you I do not know where the answer may lie In good time i can give it a try Forgotten in the sea of tomorrow I lay my head down in a  bed of sorrow Sometimes things happen for no reason at all Who will be there to pick me up when I fall     I bend you over my knee slightly I spank you on your bottom very lightly I lift your hair above your ear I bite your neck softly dear I take your hair in my grip I pull it gently so it doesnt rip Whatever else you may desire I may try to get us higher
Just Me
Give a company your blood sweat and tears and they kick you to the curb.  I still don't have a specific reason I was let go.  Got pulled into conference rooms "gotta send you home"  2 1/2 days later hey we terminated you.   Myabe blessing in disquise but only problem is I can't get the money from the 401k or pension for 2 weeks.  Well that is just enough tim to fuck me. I need the money before  then.  The reason....'well it takes time to type it in ther computer....??? WTF???  A major corporation can't email or fax???? the paperwork to corporate office so that I can get what is owed?   Tis ok  karma is a bitch In the meantime will file unemployment and see if I can get any other assistance.  Yes I will look for work, but I am in VEGAS the HIGHEST unemployment city in the Country.  We would just pack up and leave but what I am to get isn't enough.    Wish we could   WELL, still in nevada...lots of fuck ups thru the mortgage broker that we were going thru which we were lied to and I am
Masterblack's Realm - Nsfw
Gush, a former sub, wrote this for me after I shared one of my fantasies with her while we were in our playtime...she came back a little while later with this offering to me. She's no longer part of my life, but she's a good writer and I luv this story. Subslut Fantasies by Gush Recently, I have been very turned on by the thought of my Master's hard black cock penetrating the lips of another woman. Even more arousing is imaging two women licking and sucking his fully erect penis as he moans with delight and demands more. The skin of his shaft is taunt with excitement and the veins bulge as he throbs. Lips and tongues are a blur of crazed passion. My Master calls out "Swallow it slut!", and I push the sluts head all the way down on his dick. "Now Suck!" he yells and the slut tightens her lips around the base and pulls his powerful penis. The second slut kisses and licks my Master's inner thighs with such fervor you'd think that she was a wild beast who hadn't eaten for weeks.
Hate Life
I hate you, Dad, for what you did To me when I was just a child, A helpless thing whom you could beat Until the excess bile was drained. To me, when I was just a child, You were God unmerciful Until the excess bile was drained And you were once again my friend. You were God unmerciful, And I was Satan, Lord of Hell, Until you were again my friend And curdled my last drops of love. And I was Satan, Lord of Hell, A helpless thing whom you could beat Until you curdled all my love. I hate you, Dad, for what you did Evil has no easy explanation. Everyone is evil and is good. Sometimes we watch ourselves do something evil Frozen in a scream that's never heard. We cannot stop ourselves, so we go on, Knowing somewhere else the horror plays And plays and plays until we are forgiven, Healed by someone's gift of unearned love. When someone has been tortured as a child, Evil, like a mad dog, crouches near. One buries it deep in a vaulted, lead-lined chamber,
Life
Well i officially had my last surgery on my leg this past Wed. and so far so good. They took about four inches of bone from my left hip and placed it on my tibia and also they placed a new plate down the length of my shin. Hopefully this will be the last one. To be honest i am sick and tired of surgeries and pain medications. At least when i take them i can't feel anything. The hip is the worst of the pain. Can't sleep well because i can only lay on my back. Even laying on my right side hurts all to hell. But i am still alive so i have to be happy for that much at least. Its been a while since i have been on here and i am so glad to be back. Missed chatting to all of you. Hope that everything has been well with you my friends and i look forward to hearing your comments and such soon. Blessed Be, athena So i recently broke up with the one person i "thought" was the One. We seemed to match on every level and everything appeared great. Sadly i was mistaken. To say that his temper is
Randomness
Owning your burdens is half the battle.. Side note: yes I love wickedly gay, mushy songs!! - Lonestar He called her on the road From a lonely cold hotel room Just to hear her say I love you one more time And when he heard the sound Of the kids laughing in the background He had to wipe away a tear from his eye A little voice came on the phone And said "Daddy when you coming home" He said the first thing that came to his mind I'm already there Take a look around I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the whisper in the wind I'm your imaginary friend And I know I'm in your prayers Oh I'm already there She got back on the phone Said I really miss you darling Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright Wish I was in your arms Lying right there beside you But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight And I'll gently kiss your lips Touch you with my fingertips So turn out the light and close your eyes I'm alr
Some Old Poems By Me
They tell me to move on To stop talking to you And stop thinking about you Yet it seems impossible Everything reminds me of you I cant get away from it You are all around me How am I supposed to forget Or move onto someone new When the only one I want is you Did I go wrong By letting him go Did I let go When I should have held on Did I give up And surrender Did I let him win The day I said good bye Did I make it disappear By giving up hope Did I lose it All on my own Did I break the rule All soldiers have Did I lose the soldier I've always wanted to be? Did I.... Did I.... Did I.... You've been there for it all Even though at first you were with her You were still there for me In a weird way Then we both were single They all wanted us to get together And I really liked you Gave you my number You started coming around more Finally we hooked up You didn't care I had a lil one Instead you love her Treat her as if you were her
If Men Wrote Advice Columns
In a recently published survey, 1000 'married' men were asked what they most enjoyed about receiving a blow job from their wives...The results were as follows: 10% responded "Sensation" 12% responded "Dominence" And the other 78% responded: okay, keep scrolling YUP!! You guessed it...the remaining 78% reported that what they MOST enjoyed was the 10 MINUTES OR MORE OF "SILENCE"!!!!! On a recent transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. "I'm too young to die," she wails. Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there ANYONE on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stared, riveted, at the desperate woman in the fron
Selection Of Jokes...
I met this bloke with a didgeridoo and he was playing Dancing Queen on it. I thought, "That's Aboriginal." This lorry full of tortoises collided with a van full of terrapins. It was a turtle disaster. I told my girlfriend I had a job in a bowling alley. She said "Tenpin?" I said, "No, permanent." I went in to a pet shop. I said, "Can I buy a goldfish?" The guy said, "Do you want an aquarium?" I said, "I don't care what star sign it is." I was at a Garden Centre and I asked for something herby. They gave me a Volkswagen with no driver. Batman came up to me and he hit me over the head with a vase and he went T'PAU! I said "Don't you mean KAPOW?? He said "No, I've got china in my hand." I bought some Armageddon cheese today, and it said on the packet. 'Best Before End' I went to buy a watch, and the man in the shop said "Analogue." I said "No, just a watch." I went into a shop and I said, "Can someone sell me a kettle." The bloke said "Kenwood" I said, "Where is he
My Poems
My thoughts. Patience, one must always have patience. All will turn out all right, you will see. My love. I’ve finally run out and I can’t see anymore. I long for the one who’s missing. My sanity. Frustration is too friendly. No one understands. My soul. Separation kills the heart. An emotional wreck. You are My thoughts, My love, My sanity, My soul, My everything For now and ever more. Once so warm and bright Till life faded her colors She was put aside And quickly forgotten Dust covered, broken The artist came along Spotted her amongst all the clutter And took her home Painstakingly restored To an unknown beauty She is his sun And he her world Every breath, every heartbeat, every thought Is for you and only you I exist only for you Never did I wish to hurt, to upset, to argue. Heart torn and bleeding Glazed look, tears streaming I whisper softly, “I love you” And slip silently away.
Stones
Metaphysical Properties- One of the many aspects, however a very important one for Amethyst, is that it works to build your intuition. Amethyst is a good stone for all beginners new to crystal healing. I feel it will not only encourage the opening of intuition, but will also allow us the possibility of change. As we continue to grow personally, the beautiful violet of Amethyst will make the journey a very pleasant one. Become open to the possibilities that surround us! Some like to use the energetic qualities of Amethyst to increase self-worth and spiritual peace. Of course this stone aids meditation, eases stress, and helps insomnia. Use on the crown chakra to facilitate visualization and past life recall. Especially good for addiction issues and headaches. Great for anger issues too. AMETHYST CRYSTALS- Amethyst crystal points are often used by those who are beginning their spiritual awakening. It is used to access the higher dimension of the self through meditation. Use
Right Now
Sitting here on my couch my ankle proped up on some pillows. I cry. the pain will not stop and I have no one to make me feel better in anyway. I hate this pain,I hate it. ---Busted my ankle 3 times this morning :( --- Still not feeling well, at least I found my meds. I went to school to be told me teacher was not coming, so I am sitting here in the Library for a hour or two untill my short class. I dont get why Im the way I am, I try to be so damn perfect and it is never enough. I can never just shut up can never just sit still. Never! I am to smart to blame someone else for the mistakes I make now but I wish I wasnt I wish I could hate "him-ex hub" for making me this way but I cant. I cannot scream I cannot cry I cannot be happy for a moment in my life. "Wrong AnnA, Thats not right do it again. Stop playing and sit up straight, Silence yourself child, no crying, Apologize for speaking you were not asked" I wish I could shout throw things and scream untill everyhing inside me is
Friendships
I am trying right now to get to know my FUBAR friends. What are some of your likes and dislikes? New people are more than welcome to comment on this blog, as well as my friends. I wanna see who has somethin' in common with me, so that we can spark up some conversation. Because I love to chat about this and that. I'm not just on here for ratings, I wanna see if I can make some good friends! :) So, tell me something exciting that's happened to you!! Tell me about a vacation you took, or tell me something you like to do in your spare time! I wanna get to KNOW my fubar friends. :) Let me hear what ya have to say! Write a long ass blog comment if you want! I dont care! Just wanted to drop a quick line to everyone and say hello. Miss you all. I'm doing well right now, starting to get caught back up. Might still be a while before i get my computer back, but i'll keep checking my fubar whenever i can. Love you all. :D Rock-Fu! Wanted to say hello to my best fu-friends. :) Tha
Life
It's dark. I am a drifter. I was left here to find sanctuary. As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. But I cannot hide my inner feelings. My feelings of hate, my feelings of rage. My feelings of fear, my feelings of pain. Everywhere they follow me. They bring themselves on me like an unexpected accident. I close my eyes, hoping to erase them from my mind but instead they are there. Always, watching me. I am a drifter. Note to the public: If you cannot read this blog, and understand what it means, then you have no soul. I will not explain this to you; this is something that every human deals with at some point in their lives. When you have faced your trials and tribulations, you will understand. EneME I sit and watch...waiting for peace... Around me, there is chaos...screams and voices calling... I think of peace...It warms me like a blanket... A blanket against the coldness of the world... Peace.
Pictures
bailout?? So now we are looking at paying the top 10 % 700 billion dollars....this is a very big number and some people don't have an idea of how much money that is. So to start i thought i might put it in perspective. if you work for minimum wage all year 40 hours a week you bring home 10,712. a single billion would pay for 93,353.25 (rounded to the nearest hundredth) minimum wage workers for a year. to put this into further prospective. according to bls.gov (bureau of labor statistics) there are approximately 1.9 million people working in the us at or below minimum wage. this bailout would pay for all their salaries (actually i rounded up to 2 million) for 32 years. One last approximation for you to consider. The war in Iraq has cost us less than this bailout will. the way this "bailout" is looking to be termed is just plain a bad idea. basically the mortgage backed securities that are running all our businesses into the ground are going to be bought by the us government,
Sometimes When It Rains
there once was a man from nantucket, he had a pickle so big he could truck it. and he said with a grin as he wiped off his chin, if my ear was closer i`d bucket. Imagine the mind of a 48 year old truck driver and replace the appropriate words,lol!! MADE YA LAUGH! Dreaming of you As dawn awakens the morning, My eyes open and you`re not there. I suddenly remember,like the sun in September, The color of your hair. I can still see your eyes that sparkle, Like a star that shines so bright. And your lips that i kissed, Are the ones that I miss And the ones that I`ll kiss tonight. I remember your arms that embrace me, And I hear your heart like it`s beating out loud. And that beautiful smile all along for awhile, That couldn`t be misplaced in a croud. Soon I come to realize, I`ve dreamed my day away. But I know one things true, It was worth it for you, To feel the love that I felt today I love the moments I spend with you,
Autism Awareness
Alot of you have been asking where to make a donation to aGem4Life's Autism Awareness. Please click any of the pictures and they will take you to her donation page where you can make a donation for as much as you wish! Thank you all for your support in this effort to understand autism and call awareness to the many children who are affected by it! If you go through Autism Speaks they don't take donations smaller than $25. If you would like to make a donation but can not do $25 you can use paypal
Please Pray For These People
PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE TWO MEN My Father's (Terry) heart is failing, almost everything on him is. He has cancer, His heart is only working 25%. They aren't sure how much time he has. He has a whole in his colon, maybe even his heart. There is so much i can't even type it all, I am so upset about it. Please Pray for him PLEASE PRAY FOR RICHARD (My GrandFather) He also has cancer and may have to have 1 if not both legs cut off. Please pray for him Update on my father It's not as good as we hoped it would be My father went to the doctors today he found out that he ha
*pimpouts & Bulletins*
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Whos Got Jokes?
JACK (age 3) was watching his mom breast-feed his new baby sister. After a while he asked, "Mom, why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" MELANIE (age 5) asked her granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, "If you don't remember, you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six." STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his mom goodnight. "I love you so much that when you die, I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." BRITTANY (age 4) had an earache and wanted a painkiller. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her mom explained it was a childproof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked, "How does it know it's me? SUSAN (age 4) was drinking juice when she got the hiccups. "Please don't give me this juice again," she said. "It makes my teeth cough." D I (age 4) stepped onto the bathroom scale a
Misc. Writings
My travels had left me weary.. and the stop at the tavern had soothed my thirst. The company within the tavern was welcome as well. Three days of rough terrain on horseback can leave a man feeling empty inside when the only company kept is that of creatures of the night that are attracted to the fires built when stopping to rest. It was nice to come be home and when I exited the tavern doors into the evenings setting sun, I had no expectation of seeing you standing there across the way. I had seen you many times before in passing, but it was always among busy streets where I could barely even mutter a "good day". Seeing you, had always filled me with delight, but today you did not wear your usual smile. Judging from your motions it seemed that you were in a heated discussion with the street vendor standing beside you. I stood and stared for some time, and was surprised that no one took notice of my fixed gaze. The soft vibrant garments you wore were a testament to your style. Th
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Contest For Friends Or Me:
Life is wonderful when you're truly in love. You always have wonderful thoughts of the person in your head when you're apart and can become alone with them in a crowd. There is excitement within when you know you are going to see the person you love. Their love gives you comfort when you are apart. When you have a best friend, your heart is full of happiness and joy. You want to be with that person for every occasion and can't wait to tell them all about your day when you can't be with them. A person you want to be with for big events and the person you want to be with in silence. A friend is the one you want with you during the good times and the person you need for the bad times. A best friend is the one person that knows everything about you, your gifts and your faults, and still loves you unconditionally. The one person you trust with all of your thoughts. When two people meet and have a sexual attraction, every look produces that melting feel
What Is Life
my lover. my friend. And now my life. we will last forever. through dark and deep we will be side by side. kids in the halls, us at the holler. no rain or death can split us apart. Together forever and ever. the angels in heaven envy us. The demons in hell hate us. but we, we love us. One man told me that if you dont leave your heart open you will never find love. Well i left my heart open. I found more then love. I found taht if you love everyone no matter what you will be happy. And if you dont love everyone, the one person that needs it might not recieve it. And when i learned this i almost cried. Love is beautiful. Its prettyer than any person and any object. We are like flowers. We live such a short life. In time we slowly wilt and die. We are so beautiful yet its only on the outside. Inside we are ugly. We have no emotions for others. We care only for us.
Life & Good Things To Know
Ok, where to begin? Well, I'm still looking for a job and I am kinda stressing at this point. I firmly believe that things will eventually fall into place. So I'm kinda just going with the flow as far as that goes. I have been spending time with my paarents because they have been feeding my pocket book...lol. Yeah, I guess I am alittle bit of a kiss ass. As far as my personal life goes, I have met a few guys on here and on myyearbook, and all of them seem to be good guys. Some of them I see as possibilities and others not. Personalities seemed to click on some, but the problem is I would like to get to know them better, but some don't want that, so I am being the one that gets the short end of the stick, so does speak. I am here for friends, maybe eventually more, but right now I just would like to go out and have fun, some one to call if you want to just hang out or you know....:-) There is nothing wrong with great sex with no strings attached, but as a general rule I would like to b
Me!
Hello everyone, I am on a major project with work at the moment which is taking all my time, including some evenings etc...so if I take a while to respond or you've not heard from me, I'm not ignoring you or having a fu break, fed up etc...I'm just really busy and by the time I get on here, I'm exhausted (get the violins out lol). Anyway, hope you be back on form soon, but will probably be in a few weeks. Do not delete me haha :D   Tracey x     People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength. For Boar Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty. They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed. Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate argumen
Auction
I will be auctioning off either and auto 11 or cherry bomb. Auction runs until 4 pm fubar time. Started bid is 5 mil. Winning offer has the choice of auto or bomb. Post bids below. Let the bidding begin. Come Bid On me Click that picture you know right here and bid on me you know you wanna! there you go click it>>>>>>>>>> add to family for a month 2 comments on their page every day 1 bling gift a week for 4 weeks 2 gifts a day and drinks everyday to stay shytfaced. owned by the winner pimpout on my page 2 free poster pics and 1 name graphic I am Hosting another Auction. This is gonna be a different Auction. The rules are: A 1 day blast equals 100k in fubucks. A 3 day blast/Bling pack equals 250k in fubucks. A 7 day Blast/Ticker pack/1 month VIP equals 500k in fubucks. A 3 Month VIP equals 1 million fubucks A 6 Month VIP equals 1.5 million fubucks A 12 Month VIP/Happy Hour equals 2 million fubucks And here is the twist: You tell me when you want to en
My Poem
Smoke clears the empty room and makes everything very open. As I awoke to find the innocence stolen. The joker laughs his head in a fog laughing and dancing as he slipped into a cold and unforgiving bog. He sings a song filled with gloom and doom speaking that god will save him. But the only thing that changed his jokers smile was the light that shined on his body. A light so bright it filled him with with fright the smell filled his breath as he fell into darkness and death. An empty room and a full head these are my detrements. For you see in a life of a man there nothing is more exciting than a woman. A woman to love a woman to squeeze and woman to call his turtle dove. Now that she has left i have become an outcast only way to be happy is in the solitude of my mind where i am the king with a great big ring. In my world i am the lord and comander of all thast i see and everything i dont but i rule. I close my eyes i see my throne made of gold and steel and i swear with all my heart
My First Bulletins
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Denile Nightbride
After 5 yrs.. all he could say was " I don't have time for a girlfriend anymore.." I'm shocked.. WTF... I don't know .. Hmm. Really let me start with Insecurity is not attractive... So I get this shout from some girl telling me to stop talking to her "fiancee" ..She is going off on some comments I made on his page like a month ago. 1. I rarely talk to this guy anymore. 2. I don't really care about him in the dating way. 3. I'm single and loving it. not looking for anything right now. Fuck, really.. C'mon the man lives in a whole different state then me . and last time I checked he had no attachments. Psycho lady.. Haha I'm not a Cyber Home Wrecker lmao. So I tell her whatever thanks for your "suggestion" to not talk to him.. I don't want drama. so this is what she sends me: Vampire Ki...: ok void of drama it is no longer a suggestion stop talking to him or i make you.you dont live that far from me Haha.. true she lives 2 hours away I
Couldnt Resist Reposting This!
People are like slinkies.........you dont always like them but you smile when you push them down the stairs!!! A: easy 2 fall 4 someone D: Ver very easy to fall in love with E: Can kick your ass L: Adorable E: Can Kick your ass A: easy 2 fall 4 someone B: Amazing kisser C: Great kisser D: Very very easy to fall in love with E: Can kick your ass F: Loves it G: Doesn't give a shit H: Amazingly hott I: Has one of the best personalities ever J: Hott K: easy to talk to L: Adorable M: Very good kisser N: rebellious O: Very very hott P: Popular with all sorts of people Q: loves life R: perfect person to date S: Makes people laugh T: dumb and funny at the same time U: Has a Smile to die for V: Not judgemental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Awesome friend Z: Loved by everyone REPOST WITH Does your name fit you? On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who c
Thoughts!
What is love? What is lust? What is in love? What is the difference? We're all pretty certain we know the answers to this, but do we really? At all times and in every circumstance of our lives? We feel that chemistry, that rush, is it the stirrings of love? Do we wait till we know the certainty of a particular relationship before we can truly define it? Why do some things and some people capture our attention and our hearts while others do not? Is it brought on by a sense of safety or a sense of danger? Is it the same for all people? This I am fairly certain, it is not. We can look at some people and see the obvious attraction and yet they may or may not captivate us. Celebraties are the best examples of this. Some, no matter the physical beauty, bore us, while others feel compelled to that. Others charm us and we are drawn to their personality or spirit. Sometimes if we can somehow see ourselves in them we are drawn to that. It can be that it's something we have in common, s
I Noticed........
I noticed there are about a gazillion (thats a number right?) pictures of people on Fubar drinking alcohol. Sadly most people make damn well sure to leave captions boasting of their alcohol consumption abilities, or worse yet, they make sure to raise their drink in hand towards the camera, as if the drink is another person worthy of the camera's attention. Boasting of alcohol tolerance prowess does NOT make you a better human being. Drinking alcohol is fine. No big deal. Moderate yourself. I do it. HOWEVER.....if you RELY on alcohol to "have fun" you are a fucking loser. End of story. No gray area on that one. Don't be my twin. I have one of those. Don't be my sin. We're better than a decadent pose. Just be my can opener, Untapping flavorful contents before they expire. You see I deserve a better fate than Cher's Oscar red carpet showgirl attire. Don't be my mother. I have one of those. Don't be my lover. I'm not ready for intimate woes. Make me feel needed
Life
Why do you lie... I have done nothing wrong all I want is the truth and you tell me one thing and shit goes the other way. I am done of the lies... Tried of trying to hold your hand and you wanted nothing to do with it am I that bad I guess I am. Why go on.... I have nothing to give I gave it my all just to find out I am fuckface. Now i know how much you loved me or didnt. Love you will be gone soon. What a day if it could go wrong it did went from one bad thing to another do I just have no luck? Can I just get a break and have a good day with out something going to shit? My respone... NO you are fucked. Why because I was a good guy who did what i had too just to get screwed over in the long run. Oh well live with it i cant change it. Need help why cant people be honest. I have been going through some shit and I think it might work out then you get that call and the other person tells you what you dont want to hear. Hey i was faithfull took care of my family didnt cheat she did and st
Howling At The Moon....
You know, most guys talk about wanting to "Score" or "Get Laid" - but, here I am, a year after my wife left me, divorced, and sex is really not on my mind. It's the LITTLE things I've come to miss about having someone.. -Snuggling under the sheets on a morning we both can sleep in -Playful banter while doing chores -Stealing a little kiss while passing in the hall -Cooking together -Someone laying across my lap while we watch a good movie -Someone to tell my cheezy jokes to -Someone to let me know if my socks don't match my tie -A hand to hold in church -Someone coming up behind me, rubbing my shoulders, leaning down and putting her head on my shoulder while I sit at my desk when I get those late night work calls That's just a short list. But, that's what I'm missing in my life. Who am I? My life has given me a lot of time and reason to ponder that question over the last 4 years. I can say, I still do not know the answer. But, here is what I do know:
Dark Side Of The Moon
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Writings And Fantasy
Let your eyes devour my soul and eat it up whole I will still never let you go My demonic angel in disguise Get ready for a big surprise right before your eyes Watch my wings unfold I never promised anything Wanted for nothing You walk in and the world disappears Walkin down the road we've chosen Not knowing where it shall lead You probably see the dark side of me. But yet you still walk by my side. I never promised anything Wanted for nothing you walk in and the world disappears See you rise from the grave and it makes me insane. Gotta kill all the people that's around me everyday. I'll make them pay for their sin's as I laugh maniacly. Watch the world burn in flames as I see the ghosts around me I feel the rage inside me. Let the powers that bind me burn the world alive. Welcome to my heaven you might call it hell. But a thrive and thrash in my dark oblivion. My heart bleeds black for those not welcome Look deep in my eyes and get hypnotized in a tr
Play List
Jordan At Bath Time ..... New Website Update April/13/08 Just to inform everyone on the progress on my new Website. I'm currently rebuilding the site from scratch. I'm never really satisfied with any Website's I build, so I keep tearing them down and rebuilding. I will have some really old beats and freestyle's on the site. And I'm not sure what else I'm going to add? If you have any good ideas let me know. The one thing I will have is a friend page. So if you would like to have your Pic added to the friends page on the new Site just email me your Pic. Thanks Mic Please Send Your Pic with Name and Location to: Mic Technician mentalbreakdownrecords@yahoo.com If you would like to have your Pic added to the friends page on the new Site just email me your Pic. Thanks Mic Please Send Your Pic with Name and Location to: Mic Technician mentalbreakdownrecords@yahoo.com
Country
Cowboy: He wakes to the sound of the birds chirping their tune, And gets up from bed looking out at the moon, It'll be a long hard day in those far fields, But once it's all over he gives thanks for the yields. He gets him some coffee and walks out the door, Sometimes his worries make him walk the floor, The fences need mending, the tractor stands ready, Seems work on the farm will continue to be steady. The cows are calving just about every day, The horses need shoeing and all livestock needs hay, The barn is old and the middle is bowed, The man wonders just when his place can be sold. The wrinkles in his rugged but handsome face Show years of torment and there are stories you can trace, He walks with a swagger, slightly bowed at the knees And his smile shines brightly to everyone that he sees. Somehow the hay will get all bailed and hauled in, And the livestock will be fed and grain stored in the bin, The yo
Kitten Digs Her Claws
I cant believe it has been ten years since our little town of Springfield had the worst day of our lives. we lost family and friends on May 21, 1998. My heart broke cause I lost an amazing friend and more friends were hurt. The nightmares are still etched in my head and even after ten years it is like the wounds are brand new. I guess some wounds dont ever go away and having your friend die twenty minutes after talking to him on the phone is one of the worst ones I have. I can still hear his voice in my dremas sayin "Luv ya Baby Girl see ya at school. be careful I have a bad feeling today." then we laughed that he always had bad feelings and we hung up. I am going to go to the memorial on WED. and just say goodbye again. and bring Mike his favorite flower. a carnation. dont take a single day fro granted. one minute you could be talking on the phone next you are walking with your Ancestors in the Astral plains. HUGS I dont really understand the feelings that are flying thro
My Poetry
Sometimes LOVE is like a roller coaster with its many ups and downs turning this way and that way never knowing what lies over the next hill yet we each hold on anxious to see what is next hoping within that what lies over the rise is that long straight away where everything is calm and peaceful Sometimes there are straight aways but soon a hill emerges from nowhere this is part of life so when the ride is over Don't let it stop stay on and keep going for if it is love in the end you will find that place where there are no hills you just have to trust your heart it may hurt a little along the way but in the end, you will be happy that you stuck through it all. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea It forms itself from within building to a peak until finally it emerges bursting from the eye Yet slowly it rolls down your cheek so all may see its beauty trapped within the globe of liquid many emotions can be heard for this litt
My Great Nephew
My great nephew Alden was born on March 25th with Heart trouble. His parents ony held him for a few minutes before the flew him to Dupont hospital, a couple days after he had surgey on his little heart,he than was hooked up to so many machines,last week the doctors thought he was doing good so they tried to remove one of the machines than he crashed so they had to perfom another surgery. He is stable n improving but he isn't out of the woods yet.What I'm asking of you to do is pray that he has a chance to live and that his parentys get a chance to hold him in thier arms. Thank you once again for those who had prayed for him . He is finally coming home today what a wonderful mother's day gift. My great nephew he is doing well through God's will and all the prayers I'm asking this week on Wednesday March 11th please say a little prayer for him he is having his 2nd heart surgery. Thank You
Public Eye
Apparently. LOL Says this guy: I found this amusing to wake up to, thought I'd share. So I rated his page and salute and sent him a "hug". [Thanks T$$] In 2007, the 'artist' Guillermo Vargas Habacuc, tooka dog from the street,tied him to a rope in an art gallery, and starvedhim to death.For several days, the 'artist' and the visitors ofthe exhibition havewatched emotionless the shameful 'masterpiece' basedon the dog's agony,until eventually he died.Does it look like art to you?But this is not all... the prestigious Visual ArtsBiennial of the CentralAmerican decided that the 'installation' wasactually art, so thatGuillermo Vargas Habacuc has been invited to repeathis cruel action for thebiennial of 2008.PLEASE HELP STOP HIM.I have signed the petition HERE and encourage anyone moved by this to do the same. If the link isn't working go here http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LnBldGl0aW9ub25saW5lLmNvbS9lYTZnay9wZXRpdGlvbi1zaWduLmh0bWw= Just copy an
Poetry
Why do i feel this way? I am lost inside. No one to turn to. I know that people care but i feel like they don't. Why do i feel this way? Trapped in the unknown. No where to hide. Can you help me? Why do i feel this way? Everyone with there back to me. No ones face do i see. Do they care? I dont think so. Why do i feel this way? Left alone in this cold dark room. No candle for light and no fire for heat. Cold, lonely, and scared. Why do i feel this way? Looking for the answers in this big empty world. Hoping to find the will to go on. Will i ever find the life i so long for? Why do i feel this way? Please tell me why do i feel this way? Most days I wish I was dead. You wouldn't understand even if you were in my head. Life is no game. I feel like its always me that they blame. Sure many a mistakes I have made. But I don't think this is how I should be repaid. Why is life so hard do you know? Maybe I should just end it, maybe I should go. Welcome t
Wolves I Have Found
Wolf by ~Kitsune18 on deviantART The Wolf by ~RavenCloud on deviantART A Wolf's Lullaby by ~Pandora101 on deviantART
Odd Thoughts...
1. Whats my middle name? 2. How old is my son? 3. What kind of car do I drive? 4. What style of underwear do I wear? 5. Do I have any tattoos or piercings? 6. Whats my football team? (hint: its an east coast team) 7. What school do I go to? 8. Whats my biggest turn on? 9. Whats my favorite TV show? 10. Who's your daddy? :) Send me a private message with your answers so no one can cheat. Good luck :):):) My profile is no longer private...add me and then I will return the favor since I don't know who all of you are yet. :) DEPARTMENT OF THE NAVY HEADQUARTERS UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS WASHINGTON, D.C. 20380 From: Commandant of the Marine Corps To: All General Officers and All Commanding Officers - Active and Reserve Subj: Marines Don't Do That 1. Early this month I received the following note from a distinguished friend: General Chapman: "Recently I was in an air terminal......(Most people there presented a pretty sloppy appearance) - coats
My Poetry
Coodley Boodely Boo Coodley boodely boo, oh what should I do? I've lost my tooth, in the restaurant booth! Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? My mom told me to put in my locket, but I thought it would be safer in my pocket. Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? So I get down to look, and what do I see hiding in the crook? Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? I'll jump with joy and merry, because now I can leave my tooth for the tooth fairy! Beauty Beauty is very complicated, yet very simple. Beauty is not what someone looks like, it depends on what's in their soul. Not everybody believes this true. Some believe beauty is all on the outside. When I look at somebody, I look at there soul. To look into their soul, you have to talk to them. Get to know them as a person. Don't judge them by looking at there appearance. Give them a chance. You could be passing up an opportunity to, a knew and beautiful friend
The Monkees
My Heart In Your Teeth
startled by your touch, her body tingles like a tightly drawn bow aching for more. just out of reach of the light a soul aching for warmth, lonely in her soliloquy. the night wraps around her like a comfort, a song. starry-eyed, she looks at you, in you, to the soul of you. and there she finds herself. reaching out, she touches your face and comforts herself... you're real. she smiles as she feels your hands in her hair, sliding on her skin trembling a little at your soft dark words. she whispers so softly, you might not hear... "be careful, my love. cuz your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth." -me, 4/30/08 "i’m talking bout things that i know...." Current mood: confident the other post was from early march, when my heart was breaking and my life seemed in shambles. you need that to understand my words today... there's a saying that when a door closes, God opens a window. i've had a lot of doors close on me this year and l
Ragtime
maybe its pms or something.. but im very weepy and sad and pissed off. you get no love here less you have autos runnin or bombers going. Cant be poor and level here for sure. and this list of ppl to bomb.. who made it? the ppl that HAVE that bombers? Is that why other ppl didnt get added? lol Ill take a midol and get over it.. just needed to type it lol just BLAH I aint your stepping stone! why do people only ACCEPT friends request?? Is it that hard to click to someones page and at the LEAST rate the profile?? Are you that much more special that you dont have the time to click someone?? I took the time to come fan rate and add you... why cant you return the favor?? the Fu is getting lazy I think :( and for the 4 people that will read this.. I appreciate you all, and this is by nooo means directed to you. xoxo for everyone with the attitude.......... it is 4 days until school starts here I have NO school shoppin done I was tryin to move as well.. that isnt g

    I am only writing concerning the phone call I got from mom this morning...First, I didn't call Dorothy a "whore"! I said bitch....Howard's wife asked me if she should be worried about him working out there...would Dot try anything....she's had heard stuff previously! I have tried my damndness to leave this all alone...I seen her at WalMarts about 3 weeks ago! Why is it being twisted now? Secondly, I know I have been a bitch as well....I know this! I was hurt, and you didn't seem to understand! I felt like I was being dangled over the edge of a cliff....I said things I should not have in text to you! I hate that any of this happened, but, what is done is done! I was in the wrong as well... this I can admit... I am not out for blood, I have no vendetta against no one!  I am not out to see you fail... I wish you all the best of luck! This is my side of the story first hand...not from any one else's mouth! I am not out running my mouth about you all....and when it co
Pimping Pages
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Contest
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Contest
Dj Kasey entered her first ever giveaway lets show her some love with comments she needs 3,500 to earn a bling pack she has 1 week before you can bomb you need to show the host some love and rate/fan/add her Stephanie Lynn@ fubar The rules ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rates count as ONE comment. Any evidence of automated blasters or other forms of “cheating” will result in automatic disqualification. No exceptions.The folder will open at 6 AM Fubar time (9 AM EST) on Monday, 4/28 The Link{just click on her she likes it} ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This bully brought to you by DJ NICCI ~*~DIRTY BITCH CREW~*~SNAKESKINTA2 & SWEET REVENGE OWNER@ fubar Ok here it goes again!!! i have been asking for help for this giveaway since may i have posted blog after blog and bully after bully with no luck they just go unread i have helped plenty of you out now i need some help just c
The Real Me
You call me while I am at work asking me to tell you when I am going to be home. I tell you that I am on my way and I should be there in about 15 minutes or so. You ask me to hurry home. I find the most direct route to get there and when I get home I find there is a note taped to the front door. I take the note and read it. My dear husband, Our son is at a friends house and will be gone into the evening. Please join me upstairs. I know you have had a difficult past few days at work and you need to relax. Your Loving Wife, Ashley I enter our home and take off my work boots. I know you are upstairs, but I first take the time to get a bottle of water from the fridge. I take my time drinking it. I know that I am making you wait. I enjoy knowing that I am increasing the anticipation. After I am finished I make my way upstairs. I Listen for sounds as to where you are. I hear the faint sound of water running so I know you are in the shower. I step into our spacious bath
Poeta : Ballade
Bush’s Dead Fresh from the theft of an election And Bush’s appointed ascendancy, Paid for with cold cash contributions From corporate Villains of Industry The Hawks of the Republican party Manipulate their figurehead And took advantage of catastrophe These are the legions of Bush’s Dead. In contempt of the Constitution, A patriotic homeland tyranny Was forced down the throat of the nation And dissent was labeled as treachery Now there’s economic uncertainty For the coffers have been fully bled With Congressional culpability These are the legions of Bush’s Dead. In a shameful State of the Union Playing on fears of security Lies were served as justification To ensure a war’s popularity But when the bill came due the wealthy With their tax breaks and bellies well fed Passed the price of the feast to the hungry These are the legions of Bush’s Dead. Heed well the lessons of this history For leaded American crude runs red From the veins of our precious
Rants And Raves And Other Rediculous Things...
I wasnt sure where i stood with this piece... its been a long road, and im still not thru the rough spot... ----------------------- Tip it up. Cheers my friend. Here’s to our party, and to our friends and to the great drinksin our hands.Here’s to the high times that for maybe a minute, seem to drown out the low ones. Maybe for a little bit I can drown my sorrows in the bottom of this glass, and if not this one than the next and all the ones before it too. Get my head right. Get it on strait, the only wayI know how. Tip it up. This one’s on me. The next round for everyone in the bar.Closing time? We'll continue at my house. I can make drinks damn good. I can mix it up a little. Lets get a little vodka, a little bit of my old friend Jim Beam, a little scotch, and his friend soda, a little captain Morgan and his shipmates baileys and crème. Lets get a little bourbon and his chick brandy, lets ask Mr. Quervo to bring the lemon. I’m sure they'd love to come "chill" out. Mix them all u
The Sin Wagon
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send aGEM4life and AngelGurl a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Co-founder 'Keith'Driver 'SuperStarrPrincess'
Music Time
I JUST GOT E-MAIL BY A FRIEND OF MINE THAT SHE NEEDS ME TO BRING MY GUITAR DOWN TONIGHT AND DO A SHOW IN DOWNTOWN PUYALLUP.......WOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO. PRAYING THAT THE FROST DOES'NT HIT TONIGHT....YEAH RIGHT. HAVE FUN ALL AND BE SAFE.....POST YA ALL TOMORROW WITH HOW IT WENT. O.C. THE OCEAN MAVERICK I JUST GOT DONE WITH A QUIKY SHOW IN DOWNTOWN PUYALLUP AND I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT WALKING AND NOT EVEN WARMED UP, THEY SAID, OOOOOOOHHH, WELL WE'LL GET STARTED IN A BIT. AFTER WAITING FOR ABOUT HALF AN HOUR PEOPLE GOT IN AND STARTED SERVING FOOD TO THE HOMELESS AND THEY SAID, "OH SO-AND-SO SAID YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND START PLAYING MUSIC NOW?" HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, WELL? I STARTED AND THEN "BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-YAAAAAAAAAA" PEOPLE CAME AND SAID, "DAMN YOU'RE PLAYING SOME GREAT GUITAR?" IT OVER GREAT AND I AM QUIT SUPPRISED THAT I DID IT WITH-OUT ANY PROBLEM OR PRACTICE. WOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOO (COMMENTS ENCOURAGED & WELCOMED) WELL FOLKS? I HAV'NT BLOGGED IN
My Secrets
Here is how the Rate Party works you go out and you rate people and your reword for doing so is the joy of helping others and to gain points it is unlimited 11's all day foreveryone so go out help someone and have loads of fun.      Rules.    DO NOT LEAVE RUDE COMMENTS ON PEOPLES PAGE MUST ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERS TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST :)  BE NICE TO EVERYONE :)     TO JOIN leave comment on blog add me to your friends list and go out and rate everyones page an 11 if someone is close to leveling rate at least one folder of the persons with the most pics do not rate least amounts because that is just being unfair :) How do you tell someone you still love them even though you know they don't feel the same about you :( this is just so confuseing.  It don't help he has a girlfriend but she's so awful to him it is unreal.  I wonder if i tell him if he mite still feel the same just hides it. I dont understand it :( I feel lonely and confused my bf tells me he loves me but he's never th
Doomsday
Written By Friends
No matter what happens, No matter what you do, I hope that you will stay the same. I hope you’ll always be you. God made you special, No one can take that away. So when the problems call And the darkness falls, Never forget that someone cares about you. Never forget your dreams; They aren’t as far away, As you might think they seem. Let nothing get you down, And when the times get rough, Simply smile like a circus clown... > Words form beautifully through your fingertips from the mind> > Men envy the gift you have been given, your words easily entrancing a woman> > Never have I thought I could be swayed by someone so kind> > Your spellbinding poetry quickly spews from your mind and enchants me> > How lucky I am to befriend such a poet as you> > For now I see> > Poets like you are so very few subject: 9-11 Inside outside,written by lesli Johnson My best friend missys daughter post date: 2007-06-27 18:53:10 views: 19 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Inside I cry helpl
To All My Friends...
"The laws that forbid the carrying of arms...disarm only those who are neither inclined nor determined to commit crimes. Can it be supposed that those who have the courage to violate the most sacred laws of humanity...will respect the less important and arbitrary ones... Such laws make things worse for the assaulted and better for the assailants, they serve rather to encourage than to prevent homicides, for an unarmed man may be attacked with greater confidence than an armed man."   ~Thomas Jefferson, quoting 18th century criminologist Cesare Beccaria in "On Crimes and Punishment."Let Us Remember Tacticus who warned, "The more corrupt the state, the more it legislates." A teacher in a Detroit kindergarten class   asked the kids what kind of sound a pig makes. Little Tyrone stood up and yelled: "FREEZE, MUTHAFUCKA!!" Not a lot of farms in Detroit. This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this:  What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder abo
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Just click the pic and bid Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Live in IL but my home will always be MT. 2. i am nice to everyone unless they piss me off 3. I love tattoos but just dont have any myself yet 4. I love the outdoors 5. I love playin video games ( yes I am a gamer lol) 6. I love the rain but hate storms 7. I am quite person unless i have something to say 8. I LOVE taking drives for no reason just to drive around 9. I HAVE MORE FUBAR FRIENDS THEN REAL LIFE ONES... CAUSE I CANT STAND DRAMA 10. I hate liars 11. I hate Backstabbing assholes! 12. I'm know to a Bitch 13. i really dont give a shit what people thin
Lyrics
When you meet that certain someone you been searchin' hard to find It's a new love full of passion that can sometimes make you blind I don't mind bein' swept away if I know right from the start So before we go much further girl can I trust you with my heart In the time we've spent together I have learned to trust in you So many things you've given before I even asked you to But reality and romance are sometimes far apart So what I really need to know is can I trust you with my heart Can I cast my cares upon you can you stand a heavy load Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road If you promise me these simple things I can guaranty You can always count on me Can I cast my cares upon you can you stand a heavy load Can I count on you to walk me down that long and winding road If you promise me these simple things I can guaranty You can always count on me When two hearts solely surrender and are sworn to understand It completes a perfect union b
Site Support From Year Of The Dragon
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Random Writings
Accept me as I am-I have no guarantee. A claim to perfection I have not. Perfect I cannot be. I, like you.....am human. Prone to make mistakes. That is my only promise There's a man that I love A man who I would do anything for I know there are times that I make him sad hurt and angry when my actions do more harm then good But this man still sticks by me, and loves me and sees me as nothing more than the beautiful woman he thinks i am. He is everything to me, When he is gone, a part of me is missing. He makes my world a better place, and my life complete. He accepts me for who I am, faults and all, He has seen me at my highest and lowest points, and still has not run. My heart soars at the sight of him and mourns his leaving I would put my life on the line for this man sacrifice my very being for his happiness When I am in his arms, I feel safe loved and cared for. I want to give him everything I possibly can, but that still would not be enough to s
Lyrics
by: Pixies Oh - stop With your feet in the air and your head on the ground Try this trick and spin it, yeah Your head will collapse But there's nothing in it And you'll ask yourself Where is my mind Where is my mind Where is my mind Way out in the water See it swimmin' I was swimmin' in the Caribbean Animals were hiding behind the rocks Except the little fish But they told me, he swears Tryin' to talk to me, coy koi. Where is my mind Where is my mind Where is my mind Way out in the water See it swimmin' ? With your feet in the air and your head on the ground Try this trick and spin it, yeah Your head will collapse If there's nothing in it And you'll ask yourself Where is my mind Where is my mind Where is my mind Oh With your feet in the air and your head on the ground Oh Try this trick and spin it, yeah Oh Oh Sitting for lunch in a square in this town (this town that I'm new to), new fellow from my new town sat me down an
Stuff
My bf aunt is a beautiful soul that needs our prayers tonight. She has suffered another stroke after having one just 3 days ago. If you wish please send a prayer. Thank you in advance Peace Love and HUGS C~ I was having a conversation with a good friend about the difference between survival tactics humans adapt to just survive in certain geographical locations and the issue of CHOICE in life. Low and behold another dear friend of mine sent the following in an email to me - completely oblivious to the previous conversation. I felt this was a sign to share what I already believe. Choice is the ONLY thing in life we truly have control of! DUCKS OR EAGLES: No one can make you serve customers well. That's because great service is a choice. Harvey Mackay, tells a wonderful story about a cab driver that proved this point. He was waiting in line for a ride at the airport. When a cab pulled up, the first thing Harvey noticed was that the taxi was polished to a bright shi
Bone Crusher's Rules
" ~~~~~LOUNGE RULES~~~~ 1. NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED. STAFF HAVE TO SIGN...(AGREE) 2. START DRAMA 24 HR BANNNENEXT TIME YOU GET BANNED FOR LIFE 3. STAFF MUST BE THERE @ SET TIMES 4. BAG HEADS WILL BE ASK THE 3 TIMES TO GET A PIC AND THEN EJECTED THIS IS INCLUDING STAFF AND MANAGEMENT 5. NO LINK DROPPIN UNLESS APPROVED BY OWNER OR MANAGEMENT 6. REQUEST CAN BE POSTED IN LOUNGE FOR TIME BEING DO NOT ALLOW FREQUENT REQUEST... MUST ALLOW A SONG TO PLAY THROUGH PLEASE 7. STAFF IF YOU NEED OFF ASK AND MAKE SURE IT 3HRS BEFORE SHIFT .. OR EMERGANCEY ... 8. RULES CAN CHANGE AT ANYTIME SO PLZ CHECK THEM ONCE A MONTH 9. AND HAVE FUN THIS IS A PLACE TO RELAX AND CHILLAX NOW HIRING ALL STAFF:DJS,PROMOTERS,GREETERS,SECURITY: PLZ JOIN THE FAMILY AND HAVE A DRAMA FREE TIME pleaze leave comments you have for the lounge i take all opions and will try and do what i can to make the page better
My Poems
Since I had a mother whose many interests lept her excited and occupied. Since I had a mother who interactred with so many people that she had a real feeling for the world. Since I had a mother who was always strong through any period of suffering. Since I had a mother who was a complete person I always had a model to look up to and that made it easier for me to develop into an independent woman. I am proud and thankful that you are the woman who raised me. I`ll never forget the love you have shown me or your constant support and encouragement You always believe in me, and that has helped me to become the person I am. Our relationship may seem to have changed over the years, but I know our love hasn`t. The bond we share can`t be changed, we are together even when we are apart, for you are forever in my heart, and I love you. For as long as I can remember you have been by my side to give me support to give me confidence
Ash's Blog
I can't believe how the Fubar men here find me so... interesting. They say it's the eyes, but... I don't know I just noticed that someone's got a crush on me here... Who could it be? *looks at ColoredAffinity* I watched this show for the first time some hours ago. I watched it and didn't like how wimpy they made Superman. I mean, half the time, my friend and I were laughing since I'd yell at the TV and tell him to use his super powers. She just laughed and said, "This is before he knew he was Superman. He doesn't know about his powers." I felt dumb
Demon Dragon Bombers Family Blog
NOW HERES THE RULES 1. YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE PIC 2. MUST HAVE YAHOO MESSANGER 3. YOU MUST BOMB AT LEAST 2 CONTESTS BEFORE YOU WILL RECEIVE YOUR MEMBERS ID CARD 4. YOU MUST ADD DEMON DRAGON BOMBERS TO YOUR NAME BEFORE BOMBING FOR THE FIRST TIME 5. WHEN ONLINE (IF A CONTEST IS GOING) YOU MUST BE BOMBING 6. NO DRAMA ALLOWED 7. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ANY OTHER MEMBER OF THE FAMILY BRING IT TO DEMONWOLF 8. IF YOU DO NOT BOMB WHEN ASKED YOU WILL BE REMOVED, THIS IS A THREE STRIKE SYSTEM 9. HAVE FUN 10. SHOW EVERY ONE THE RESPECT THAT YOU WISH TO BE SHOWN 11. YOU MUST ADD ALL FAMILY MEMBERS TO YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY I would Like Every one to Fill out and return to me the following form, None of this Info will be shared with any one else Its for My personal files. Name: Fubar Name: Family Name: Location: Birthday: Title (such as bomber or enforcer): Lounges you own: Phone Number: Yahoo address: Other area's Knowledge (such as Lounge ma
Atheist Quotes
"The wretchedness of religion is at once an expression and a protest against real wretchedness. Religion is the sigh of the oppressed creature, the feeling of a heartless world, just as it is the spirit of unspiritual conditions. It is the opium of the people." "The social principles of Christianity preach cowardice, self-contempt, abasement, submission, humility, in a word all the qualities of the canaille." - Karl Marx, German political philosopher and economist (1818-1883). "Faith means not wanting to know what is true." "So long as the priest, that professional negator, slanderer and poisoner of life, is regarded as a superior type of human being, there cannot be any answer to the question: What is truth?" "The Christian faith from the beginning, is sacrifice: the sacrifice of all freedom, all pride, all self-confidence of spirit; it is at the same time subjection, a self-derision, and self-mutilation." "All religions bear traces of the fact that they arose during th
Message Of The Day
Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life .. . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH 50 and your dreams are g
Musings And Other Writings
The rain hastens as a dark mist rises, shrouding everything. Through the mist a half dragon figure gracefully finishes a Tai Qi kata. The mist clears as she pulls her fists together and bows, honouring the kata. She lightly stretches and takes up the beginning position for her training katas. With a few fluid movements she takes out her tanto and slashes at an invisible enemy. The girl slips into the black kimono, the silky fabric slides across her unclad supple skin. She pulls her hair into a half-upswept style using the silver dragon and sakura combs to keep it in place. The remainder of her hair dangles down her back. The evicerated body of the geisha lies at her feet, part of her face melted beyond recognition. Kha'thiqa kneals beside the body and sticks her fingers into her wounds, coating them in the geisha's still warm blood. She runs her fingers across her lips, staining them a deep red. After one pass around her lips she sucks the blood off her fingers. The umbrella sn
One Thing - A Study In Progress
FEEL THE MAJIK - WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX What is it I see staring off into space? Another world of things to come or something more? What is it I desire & hope for feeling lonely & blue? A moment in time! In a far off land, The world seems calm & still. Settled in with the world at hand. What is it I think as I sit in this place? The water moves in the beauty of the moment. A party left behind for a moment of silence. To be at peace with ones thoughts in this moment in time!!!! Love is never Simple but it makes me Richer!! Love is complicated and unsettling, Love is worth fightin for when you feel there is really something there!! Love is a Pain in the Ass!! LOL But fun too!! :P Love is wicked & exciting! Love makes me feel ALIVE not DEAD!!! Loving another may bring pain but worth every bit!! Live & Learn Category: Life After 12, close to 13 years of being married, things have come to an end. Somtimes people make better friends than they do anythin
Spice
Eyes Of Pain by LateNiteFantasy© Watching you from one end, Seeing how the beauty can reveal herself, You notice me, Your eyes explore, To find why I'm looking at you. As much as it hurts, To keep looking into your eyes, I continue, A tear limbs out my eye, You are curious and your heart has set for me ...All I could think of, Is that I will never have you. You are swept from your dreams, When I leave, Trying not to look, Back at you... Its not your fault hun'... I'm just afraid... A White Rose by LateNiteFantasy© As a fallen love cleansed from lust, Falls upon the lovely pond, The bright blue moon shining upon her lips, Letting her shine with purity. Every tear drop by love, This rose remembers and takes in the pain, And brings out the pure love, From the soul, Into the open hearts of the green orchid. As an Aryan and a Goddess watching over, The angel who has set herself on life. Delicious Thoughts by LateNi
Why I'm Away
Hi all it's Ark (Arkham for them that don't know me). I'm keeping an eye on sparklys account at the mo,he has asked me to do this blog to let you know he's in hospital right now and that he is on the psych ward. he don't know how long he is going to be away right now. if you want to leave a message for him i'll be sure to let him know. love&hugs all Arkham♥ So people i got a text off sparkly again asking me to blog for him. He's going to be in hospital for another week,and they keep trying new meds on him and shit (he said that). If you have his number (cos i know some of you do) drop him a text or call i'm sure he would love to hear from you . if not drop a message hear and i'll pass it on for you. love&hugs Arkham&hearts i am still in the hospital recieving treatment for the breakdown i had. also they are reviewing the medication for my bipolar disorder. hopefully they will make me more stable and less prone to some of my angry outbursts. i would like to say a
Pimp Outs Made By Me!!
EVER WANTED TO OWN YOUR VERY OWN ANGEL?HOW ABOUT A HEART OF FIREFU ANGEL?WELL HERE'S YOUR CHANCE!!CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO GO BID BID BID.DON'T WORRYMS TAZ IS A WONDERFUL PET,SO GO GET HER!!!BY THE WAY, THIS IS WHAT SHE'S OFFEREING:200 11'S DURING HHPIMP OUT ON PAGE FOR A MONTH#1 FRIEND FOR A MONTH1 PIMP OUT BULLY (IN YOUR CHOICE OF COLORS - REPOSTED OFTEN)1 COMMENT DAILY (WHEN ONLINE)1 DRINK OF YOUR CHOICE PER WEEK FOR A MONTH Flo-RidaIn The Ayer
Gotta Loves Dee's Head Game!
Now get your minds out the gutter. LOL Im seeking Karaeoke Duet partners. If anyone out there likes to sing and play around with recording then the best site out there is SingSnap. Its free, lots of songs, and really fun. (www.singsnap.com) So come on and join me for a duet and lots of fun. You dont have to be able to sing. Lawd knows i suck pretty bad but ive heard worse on the site and its still FUN! So, join me!!! Here's a couple of my favorites that ive done. Have a laugh on me. hahahahah **Feel free to comment!! *No i dont know the people im singing with you just pick partners and go with it. Why u in a bed so big playing there all alone? Invite me to be your queen one night the one to rub your manly throne. Let me make your dreams come true fulfil those thoughts that run through you. Lay back and close my eyes feel your lips between my thighs. Put your hands upon my breasts find a spot ur tongue will rest. do it like you know i like hit my spot
Just Things I Like To Share
Someday everything will make perfect sence. So for now, Laugh at the confusion, Smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. It used to be easy to make your pics smaller and rate them quickly. But with the new system that doesn't work any more. The new easy rates I have found are if you actually start with the last picture and rate backwards and rate the larger pics, because it gives the perfect amount of time between Pic rates to make it so the new infamous " slow down your rating too fast" doesn't pop up very often at all. Just a little helpful hint to the frustrated Mass raters out there. There is always a Loop-Hole around every system anyone can come up with. You just have to be willing to look for it.
And I Raise My Head And Stare...into The Eyes Of A Stranger.
I. Am. An. IDIOT. One of these days, I'm not going to keep making the same mistakes over and over. One of these days, my brain will come back to me, and I won't be such an idiot. One of these days. One of these days I'll learn not to listen to my heart, but instead focus on what I deserve. UGH. Now, once again, I've gotten myself in over my head in something else. I have an inability to say no, and damn it gets me in trouble. I need to learn how to look out for myself and not what other people want. I have spent all my life trying to please others, and I need to learn how to look out for myself. Because I sure haven't gotten anywhere doing what other people want me to do. *sigh* My depression keeps getting worse. For the last 5 years it just gets worse and worse...at least I haven't had the urge to harm myself...that's an upside I suppose. UGh. I just need a looong nap. One of my aunts and one of my uncles has cancer. I went to see my aunt today.
Wasted Thoughts
I feel really shitty right now. i only get to see my boyfriend once week, because he's either too pissy, sleeping/tired, or is spending all his time with his friend Fred. Then when he is over here, he doesn't stay over very long. I just want to slap him or something. So, I'm left home alone... again. But at least I have wine coolers :) I hate being lonely though, it sucks. My dumbass dedided to run/walk outside barefoot yesterday on the very hot road. So, I came inside with blisters on the bottom of my feet. So now it hurts like crazy to walk. I popped like two of them and now they hurt worse. I know, I'm stupid. Alright, I'm new here. And I'm fucking lost lol. hopefully I get the hang of this place soon. Only time will tell, I suppose.
A Little Lighter Stuff
Saint Pelosi On a Saturday afternoon, in Washington, D. C., House Speaker Nancy Pelosi's aide visited the Cardinal of the Catholic cathedral. He told the Cardinal that Nancy Pelosi would be attending the next day's sermon, and he asked if the Cardinal would kindly point out Pelosi to the congregation and say a few words that would include calling Pelosi a saint. The Cardinal replied, "No. I don't really like the woman, and there are issues of conflict with the Catholic Church over certain of Pelosi's views."  Pelosi's aide then said, "Look.  I'll write a check here and now for a donation of $100,000 to your church if you'll just tell the congregation you see Pelosi as a saint." The Cardinal thought about it and said, "Well, the church can use the money, so I'll work your request into tomorrow's sermon."  As Pelosi's aide promised, House Speaker Pelosi appeared for the Sunday sermon and seated herself prominently at the edge of the main aisle. And, during the sermon, as promised, t
For The Owner Of Devil's Playmate Lounge
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The Moral of the Story... A teacher gave her class of 11 year olds an assignment: To get their parent to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. Ashley said, "My father's a farmer and we have a lot of egg laying hens. One time we were taking our eggs to market in a basket on the front seat of the car when we hit a big bump in the road and all the eggs got broken. "What's the moral of that story?" asked the teacher. "Don't put all your eggs in one basket!" "Very good," said the teacher. Next little Brandon raised his hand and said, "Our family are farmers too. But we raise chickens for the meat market. One day we had a dozen eggs, but when they hatched we only got ten live chicks, and the moral to this story is, 'Don't count your chickens before they're hatched'." "That was a fine story Brandon." Michael, do you have a story to share?" "Yes. My daddy told me this story about my Aunty Sharon. Aunty Sharo
Rants And Raves.
Okay, so I have a little game going with a friend of mine where we flip each other off in different ways. It's childish, but fun. I thought it would be a good idea to light the words "fuck you" on fire on my carport. (I know, I'm wee tah did). Anyway, it definitely left a mark on my carport. (See pictures below) How the FUCK do I get the fire stain crap off my carport?! It's facing the road and I'm sure my neighbors are loving it. (I'm covering it with an outdoor rug for now.) I've tried scrubbing and using soap, and a few other cleaners...no dice. A List of 25 Things That Would Make Me Punch You in the Baby Maker. 1) You take sloppy showers, and I step in the water with a fresh pair of socks on. 2) You scrape your teeth on your fork. 3) You say “I could care less”. 4) You don’t understand why I’d punch someone in the baby maker for the previous list item. 5) You still write checks in the check-out line. 6) You make the rest of us wait in the check
Poems
Why did you leave without saying goodbye? DId you not love me? Did I not make you happy? Why did leave me with the burden of not knowing what to do? Did i disappoint you? Did meet your expectations? Why do I hurt so bad, did I deserve to have my heart ripped without being or knowing it? Why do i live with with all these things with no answers. Can you answer my questions? Love is.... when the life we live and we give up for someone that we have in our life. Love is .... when you look at a child as it grows and you know that you made that and nurtured it. Love is....when sit and look around you and see hopw the nature of the world controls its self. Love is ...also when u can call friend and them your problems and cry on there shoulder without being mocked or ridculed. Love is farmost the easiest thing to and the hardest thing to let go. We all deal with it ways no matter how do it. Why does my heart break so? Can you heal my broken heart? I sit on daily basis wonderin why i
It's All About Me
Okay! Okay! Okay! Okay! I was doing just fine. But I get this way right when March comes along. You think of spring as a newness. It hasn't been for me. Yeah, it is about Kitty. My baby sister. GOD! I begin to miss her so much! Why did she have to go like that?! Why? Why did my family have to go through such pain and turmoil. Even goes as far as to missing my own two little girls. Wondering if I will ever see them again. To hold them. But I do miss "Kitty". She will always be missed! I miss you babygirl! Oh man! I know. I'm an ass for not leaving anything. But on the run again. This time of year we are all over the place. I have a hard time sitting still! Hah! It must be the gypsy blood in me. Well, I will try to check in when I can. I'll be on the road for the next few weeks! Where?? I have no idea! Well, sad to say I won't be going to Arizona. I miss my girls terribly though. They will always be in my thoughts. My EX must have put some tracking device on me. He just know
Contests Help Please
This contest Will Consist Of 12 winners of which I'd love to be one. Based on Number Of Rates ONLY. * No Comments * REMEMBER THAT EVERY 7 DAYS THE PIC RATE RESETS AND YOU ARE ABLE TO RATE IT AGAIN. THANKS. I'D LOVE TO PLACE IN THE TOP 12. I DON'T ASK MY FRIENDS FOR MUCH BUT I'D LOVE THE HELP. The contest Will Last 2 Weeks From June 21th to July 5th. PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND RATE. PLEASE ASK ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE. ANY AND ALL HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. ChelleBelle Wouldn't you like to see me on your page for 24 hours? I'm trying to get a spotlight. * All donations are greatly appreciated and I'll return the love somehow... from rating bombs to comment bombs * I'D LOVE TO SPOTLIGHT BEFORE I LEVEL UP TO DISCIPLE. I DON'T ASK MY FRIENDS FOR MUCH BUT I'D LOVE THE HELP. THANK YOU TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS THAT HAVE HELPED SO FAR. YOU ALL FREAKING ROCK. I'M SO LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH A GREAT GROUP OF FRIENDS AND F
Wishing U Enough
http://www.wtov9.com/news/18960202/detail.html http://www.wtov9.com/news/18950669/detail.html AS I SIT HERE TONITE I THINK OF A CHILD NAMED CHRIS JOY JR..HE WAS 18 MO OLD CHILD BEATEN TO DEATH BY HIS MOTHERS BOY FRIEND..CHRIS HAD LIVED WITH HIS GRANDMOTHER AND FATHER ALL HIS LIVE FOR CHILD SERVICES CAME AND PICKED UP CHRIS TOOK HIM TO HIS MOTHERS HOUSE SAYING SHE WAS REHABALITAITED..A WEEK LATER HE WAS FOUND BEATEN DUE TO BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA .. THERE WAS PICTURES TAKEN OF CHRIS NOT BUT 3 DAYS PRIOR OF HIM WITH BRUSES ALL OVER HIS BODY .. BUT NO REPORT WAS MADE BY CHILD SERVICES TO THE POLICE .. WICH MEANS AT 18 MO OLD THAT LIL BOY WAS TAKEN FROM HIS LIFE.. AND ONES THAT LOVED AND CARED FOR HIM WAS ..TAKEN BY THE CHILD SERVICES AND PLACED IN HANDS THAT BEAT HIM FOR A WEEK THAT CAUSED HIM TO DIE..ABOVE ARE SOME LINKS TO THE NEW BRIEFIENG..I SIT AND WRITE THIS LETTER BECAUSE CRIS'S GRAND MOTHER WAS A FAMILY FRIEND AND IT HIT TO CLOSE TO MY HEART THEN I FELT ASHAMED CAUSE I LOOKE
Lifetime
*Best Friends* I´ll always be beside youuntil the very endwiping all your tears awaybeing your BEST FRIENDI´ll smile when you smile and feel all the pain you doand if you cry a single tearI promise I´ll cry too!!! Ich bin morgens launisch,mittags gestresst und abends müde.Aber dazwischen bin ich ein liebes miststück,habe immer recht,aber nie Schuld!Bin nicht kompliziert,sondern eine herausforderung!Ich lästere nicht,ich stelle nur fest!Ich habe ein Motivationsproblem bis ich ein Zeitproblem habe.Ich bin nicht neugerig,nur froh wenn ich alles weiss.Ich bin verrückt,aber doch sympathisch!Ich bin nicht arogant,rede nur nicht mit jedem!:)   We stay on Earth to learn and the world is the classroom.
Ramblings...
Lonesome, Broke and Cold Here I sit along this country road My truck was tired, that I knowed. I never thought she'd up an' quit But, beside the road, well - now I sit. My most faithful partner when it comes to travelin' I guess I shoulda paid better attention to all her rattlin'. My buddies all warned me; I said she weren't too old, Now I am stuck here - feelin' lonesome, broke and cold. I guess it don't matter much anyhow; Bucked off the last few, aint got the entry fee now. It's just a small-town rodeo, I'll miss it - won't be the first time; Just burns me up though, 'cuase I'll have to pay a fine. Been a rough go lately, them injuries seem to linger, Got that pulled groin, cracked ribs and I busted my finger; Seems they used to heal faster, guess I'm gettin' old; I'd give it some serious thought - if I weren't so lonesome, broke and cold. I could hang it all up, head home and work steers; Tho', I've been runnin' from steady work for years. Besides punch
Newest Creations
Fires rage in my heart the heat heals the pain bridges can be built as a human being I listen to your suffering you offer me your story the pain of the war I learn bridges can be built you are my enemy I was told be a good girl speak only our words and then I met you bridges can be built truth is more important I will speak out for the healing of the world take courage take spirit the game of the tribe is not for me bridges can be built the clothes of prejudice now stripped away as I open to you leaving my bare soul that can love you all bridges can be built with the eyes of knowing I move from us and them our differences disappear the unity of humanity remains bridges can be built your sons could be mine and I could be your brother planting the bomb that killed the little boy bridges can be built and now I stand alone with you who killed my Dad there is a place inside me that knows you acted your truth challenging injustice and oppress
Spanky's Poems
A picture that was taken of me standing at the end of a pier on Lake Michigan. I added my poem to it. "HE" He writes me stories and sings me songs He tells me he loves me all night long He brushes the hair out of my eyes He may not be perfect, but he tries He tells me things I never been told He has my heart to forever hold He carries my dreams within his heart He holds me close, never to part He yurns for my touch as I do his He kisses my lips with the sweetest kiss He whispers in my ear, I love thee He is all that completes me. Spanky Madison July 23, 2008 Just a lil something I wrote... "You" If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you You have captured my heart,body,mind and sou
Life
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? greying 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? soda 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? none 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? young 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Alabama 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? yes
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Tag You're It!!!!!
Thank Chelle for this... Thank Dark Wolf Princess for this.... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am 23 years old 2. I like to camp 3. I like to swim 4. I sunburn easily 5. I like dogs 6. I like cats 7. I like the outdoors 8. I have 1 dog 9. I have 3 sisters 10. I have 2 brothers 11. I have 3 nephews 12. I have 5 neices 13. I am a pisces 14. I am semi-employed 15. My favorite place is the Ace Cafe I have tagged the following: EvilHamsterOfDeath Proud Dad DJ Froggy BYOB sweet_n_sassy DJ Darklove fury~nightstalker~ Roger_Rabbit giants fan for life lady ace of spades/romance's trick GET A PIECE OF PAPER A
Life
I SAT HERE TODAY AND REMEBERED ABOUT PARTS OF MY LIFES JOURNEY AND EACH HAS BEEN A REMINDER OF THE STONES THAT I HAVE STEPPED ON IN THE PATH THAT I AM CONSTANTLY CREATING. I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE TO BLAME FOR MY JOURNEY, I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN BE HELD ACCOUTABLE FOR THOSE STEPS I HAVE TAKEN, I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS TAKEN THOSE STEPS TO CREATE THIS SONG THAT I SING, AND I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN WRITE THE BOOK THAT I HAVE READ FROM. ONE DAY I SHALL REACH MY DESTINY AND I WILL LOOK BACK ONCE AGAIN AND REMEBER, NOT TO GRIEVE UPON THESE STONES THAT I HAVE TAKEN AND TURNED TO THE SIDE OF THE PATH . I WILL CHERISH THEM FOR THEY WAS A PART OF WHAT MADE ME THE PERSON THAT I AM TODAY. FOR THEY HAVE GIVEN ME THE STRENGHT TO HOLD MY HEAD HIGH AND TO SAY I AM SOMEBODY, I AM ME, AND I AM PROUD TO BE. I GAVE MY HEART AND LOST ONLY TO REGAIN THE STRENGHT TO MOVE FORWARD AND BE WILLING TO GIVE AGAIN. I LOST BUT I AM WILLING TO REBUILD THE THINGS I HAD LOST. I FOUND THE COURAGE TO MOVE FOR
Thoughts
Just sitting here hanging out, listening to some music, and it dawned on me. I have one more Monday left in theater. One more Monday. I have 8 days and I get on that blessing, that sweet bird of freedom. After a year, I have done a lot, seen a lot, and been through a bit. I have learned a lot as well. One of these days I'm going to reflect back and summarize the past year. For now, just know I have enjoyed it, am enjoying it, am looking forward to getting back stateside, but at the same time, am going to miss being here. I am going to miss the desert. Not the sandstorms, lack of beer, or being on Camp Arifjail, but I have made some outstanding friends and had some fun. Now, I'm back to sorting out stuff to be packed, carried, or mailed. Today I'm clearing the air. Today I am done hiding. Today, I have to put it out there for the world to see. Nine years ago today, I said my vows to the ESUTB. 10 months ago she said "Jared, I don't want to be married to yo
Funny Stuff
Always wanted a Taser. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-taser supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? COOL!   Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave.   Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two triple-A batteries,
A Epic Of Time Wasted
My thoughts of love are the topic of today, In the wake of a heartbreak I'm sure to you this is all much to cliche. Boy meets girl, girl meets boy and they fall in love from the start. God himself could not have torn them apart, then boy hearts girl and she walks on his heart The fighting continued and their voices start to rise. He watchs her love slip away right before his eyes. No more phone calls, no more text messages, that all has stopped. Off the face of the planet she seems to have dropped. Left here alone he knew not what to do, What he did know is that with love he is threw. Anger consumed him along with self hate, If he knew to survive he must operate. Into the bedromom he went and undressed. with a knife and some wire he cut open his chest. Wrist deep in himself he looked and he searched for the source of the problem, the cause of the hurt. Finally he found it and he tugged and he pulled, out came his heart along with his soul. In a boxed he placed it and
About Me
About ~*CutePsychoKttn*~ I am definitely a walking contradiction; an enigma in most senses of the word. I am happily married; completely satisfied with my life and my partner; but my marriage is flexible and I desire more from life; from people I interact with, and from the experiences that are allowed us in this lifetime. Pushing the envelope of social standards is what I crave; polyamorous is what I am. I truly believe that drama is not a negative; but the spice of life that makes this time we have been blessed with worth experiencing.I have posted ads on adult websites where "getting laid" is the primary objective for lack of a straight forward avenue I can follow to obtain what I pursue (as sex is not my number one priority). I prefer the intensity of meeting and connecting with someone new and exciting but then the prolonged period of learning each and every nuance of that person. Maybe we develop a relationship full of passion and spontaneous i
Life
Looking for answers, hoping to find, the solution to all the questions floating in your mind. You found the solution, how can it be, it only leads to more questions, more answers to seek. Finally found the answer, is it the path to take, how can it be, the solution I see is so far away. Thinking, While we see from day to day People not doing enough of it, sometimes it's obvious. Why is it that others do to much of it, My self included I've stayed secluded lost in thoughts healthy or not. From time to time they're all I've got. I want to break free of this maze I've created in my mind, every thought becomes a hedge growing high, and wide blocking the way keeping me inside. Am I waiting for a voice from outside the maze to fall on my ear and break the craze, guiding me towards the door, locked inside never more, or is the path I seek only for me to find after all I'm a prisoner of my own mind. This Life can be a cruel one, not fair at all it lifts you to great heights just
Random Stuff
mostly everyone after watching this video says they will stand up, but if you were in his shoes would you really stand up i know i would there is no greater feeling than the feeling of God's love its like being in love but 1000x more Get Your Own! | More Flash Toys
Bulletins
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The We That Make Me A Better Me...
I have waited my whole life to be loved like I am today. I have longed for the moment in my life when he would take my hands and kiss them sweetly, look dreamily into my eyes and say I love you - prepared to shout it - if my heart so desired. I have yearned to feel the sense of urgency in his embrace and his body tremble when I kiss him and he feels my heart leap with joy. I love the silly way that he gets nervous a bit and stands before me like a schoolboy in love. HE LOVES ME! I know it and I can feel it!... I can hear it in every word that he speaks, I can see it in his every movement, every action. He looks at me like I am a mystery, a treasure, a gift; and it is the most wonderful feeling that I have ever known. My hearts pounds out of my chest when I am near him and it soars when he says my name. He is everything to me and I want the world to know it. When I am in his arms the world fades around us and becomes a blur...we exist seemingly in the span of the universe and only al
To Lose And Gain
This is the last of four poems I wrote about Liz and i and our constant battles with our illnesses. This one I wrote the day she told me they said they could no longer help her. The complete set is called Learning to Dance...Someday you will see the other three. The Dance was Lost By:SRJ. ©March 18, 2008 The light began to fade, The dance floor was all scraped. I’d Tangoed my will, I’d found my way. The Dance without Lizzie is never the same. I tried to hold on, The best that I could. Her hand lost my grip, And she was carried away. All at once I saw her sway. She’d joined the last dance, The one that I always fought. I have to help her was my only thought. Try as I might I was meant to lose, The dance I needed to save her groove. Our eyes wept as she danced away, Lost forever, until that final day, When we will all dance our way To a much better place. So, I learned to dance, I’d Tangoed my will and my way. From this last dance, For now, I sorrowfull
Misc.
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Check Out Lady T
a href="http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=37123680">Check out this video: JACK BOIZ ..Add to My Profile | More Videos ~THIS IS NOT SPAM AT ALL~ What’s up this boi P.C. THA GREAT! Look i don't know what type of music you listen to or what you might be listening to at the moment but i just wanted to tell you that on JULY 15th i'll be releasing my first WORLD WIDE album courtesy SHO NO MERCY RECORDS/TAKE OVA MANAGEMENT.During spring break i sold over 3,000 promo copies of the cd just to see what people think and say about the little time i spent in the studio.Of course i got some bad comments but more good!The bad comments mostly come from people who wanted to hear the same ol stuff and nothin new but all the good comments came from people who wanted to hear something new and not the same ol same ol stuff!The good mostly out weighted the bad,which kinda mad me feel good and gave me confidence besides the confidence i already built u
About Me.
Will be at River Run Campground! A man was in a bad accident and was injured. But the only permanent damage he suffered was the loss of both ears, which made him very self-conscious. However, he received a large sum of money from his insurance company. It was always his dream to own his own business, so he went out and purchased a small, but expanding computer firm. But he realized that he had no business knowledge at all, so he decided that he would have to hire someone to run the business. He picked out three top candidates, and interviewed each of them. The last question of the interview was always the same. "Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the first candidate. "Yes. You have no ears." He quickly eliminated the first candidate. "Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the second candidate. "Yes. You have no ears." He quickly eliminated the second candidate. "Do you notice anything unusual about me?" he asked the third candidate. "Yes. You're wearing con
Nsfw Folder
OK HERE ARE SUM UPDATES.. OK.. AS U ALL CAN SEE I HAVE TOOKEN SUM OF MY NSFW PICS OFF.. THE REASON IS BECAUSE... I HAVE MY OWN WEBSITE. AND MOST OF THEM ARE ON THERE.. ON THIS WEBSITE.. THERE WILL BE PICS AND ME CAMIN TWICE A WEEK.. SO PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR.. PLZ COME BY AND SURPPORT ME.. THE MEMBER SHIP IS 19.50.. AND TRUST ME U WONT BE DISSAPPONTED.. MUAH.. OK TO ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS OUT THERE.. I HAVE 2 SPACES LET IN MY FAMILY. IF U WANT TO BE IN THE 2 SPACES.. FIRST U CAN.. RATE AND COMMENT ALL MY SFW PICS. AND 1. GET MY ANY BLING AND THAT = U IN FAMILY FOR 2 HRS... OR 2. GET MY A AUTO 11 AND THAT WILL LET U BE IN FAMILY PERMIT.. I DO UPDATE MY NSFW EVERY WK.. AND TRUST ME THEY ARE HOT SEXY PICS.. 1. U GOT TO GIVE SUMTHING.. EITHER IT WILL BE FU BUCKS OR BLING PK. OR AUTO 11 BLING. 2. BUT IN ORDER TO SAY PERMENT.. IN MY FAMILY U GOT TO COME VISIT THEM ONCE A WEEK. IF NOT. U WILL BE OUT.. OK 3. I WILL OPEN UP FAMILY WHEN I WANT TO.. *************TH
Love
Sit by me now, next to the fire and let the warmth of the flames fuel our desire. Your tender caresses give me a chill, your sweet loving kisses hold such a thrill. As soft and tender as a lover can be, can you see what your love is doing to me? I taste your sweet lips and melt in your arms, you whisper "I love you." and I fall for your charms. Our passion together is like a moth to a flame, you continue to kiss me , I call out your name. We go together like leather and lace, what sweet music we make in our midnight embrace. Pack your bags as and off you go to Christchurch, New Zelaand my friend. I was fortunate to have lived there for (3) glorious years. That place was the land of milk and honey or dare I say, the land of kiwi fruit and sheep (giza kiwi- that is NZ slang for "holy cow"). Our trip finds us arriving at LAX airport in Los Angeles, CA angelgirl. Our motto - HAVE SUTICASE, WILL TRAVEL (lol). Dont forget the passorts and visas. Finally, you get there and the
Bdsm Pics
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Helping Friends
WENDY WOO WOO Let's help this wonderful woman make her goal of becoming a Godmother by her birthday on Monday, September 15th. She has a bit over a million to go and I think, with all of our help, she can do it. Rate/Fan/Add her please. Rate to your hearts content. Let's rock this hottie..Wendy WOO WOO@ fubar brought to you by ChelleBelle "ChelleBelle" tattoo'd & pierced Bulliever & Charm Girl-read my about me b4 adding@ fubar    
Who In The Hell Am I
I can see the light And it lookd so good It gets closer on a weekly basis I get so lost looking into it, I feelso warm when I see it Te warmth feels so good I would like to get closer to it Let it be a source of energy, The more I see it The better it looks However, the light is in someone elses horizon As I walk in to the darkness of loneliness. How can people be so blind All you have to do is open your eyes & heart The one you're truely looking for is right there The one place you don't expect, People search far and wide But not close and narrow If they do they refuse to believe it And believing is just that, Usually the ones that stay by your side no matter what They trely believe in you And that is where love starts Reguardless if the love is just friendly or intimate. Why is love so damn painful Is it the feet trampling all over me Or is it the stiletto heels diggin in my heart Either way I can't figure it out, How can people fall in love with n
Come On In And Check Us Out!!!!!!!!!
I COULD REALLY USE SOME BIDS OUT THERE THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION, THE MINIMUM BID IS 200K, PLEASE HELP A FRIEND OUT HERE...
My First Auction
Twas then night before Christmas and all thru Fu-land no one was chatting they were waiting for the man The fu bling's hung by the fire with care hoping that St Nicholas....or me soon would be there the shoutbox was buzzing for both the naughty and nice peeps wishing each other happiness kissing under the mistle once..wait twice The present were all wrapped and placed under the tree but i think if you ask santa what makes a better present...ME I love my fu family each one i would hugg and kiss on da lips while grabbin da juggs.......sorry couldn't think of anything that rhymed with huggs.....lol so to each of you i wish the best of Holidays i love all you in so many ways so Adorable Bunnie,Ohlala,Lizzy and wickey,Dani Ann and Trouble Free,Annie and Qtee,and my Texas Artemis,Ms. Karma and the funky Pimpstress,So Let's talk and the sci-fi cutie Mel,LadyEva,and that Fiesty Momma,Come holla at me,Ms Hollywood,Tortured beauty and Ms Avgirl,and Britt and
Pu$$ycat Playmates
AUCTION!! AUCITON!!! READ ALL ABOUT IT!! THATS RIGHT IM UP FOR AUCTION!!! WELL HERE I AM-IM UP ON THE AUCTION BLOCK JUST CLICK THE PIC AND ILL SHOW YOU WHY UR MOMMA WARNED YOU ABOUT ME!!! THE GRAND OPENING OF THE HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR!!!!!
I Am All Alone
I went to warped yesterday, I had so much fun, the worst part is i forgot my camera in the car no worries my friend had a camera phone so i'll post the pics as a blog well thats if i can. All i can say it was so much fun, i was tired, hungry, sleepy, and hearing loss, but fuck it was much much fun, I got to see Rise Against, Cobra Starship, Gym Class Hero's, Academy is, Katy Perry, Ludo, Oserkaband or something, Motion City Soundtrack, damn was it fun, i almost crowd serf buy little me was too scared, and almost got into a mosh pit with these giant guys scary SCARY!!! There was a lot of emo's there, most people know that i dont like emo people, the very definition of it, if your emo ur lame! thats that. A friend of mine want to see a band and in the back they were doing their emo mosh dance moves or whatever i was like wtf? thats fucking lame mosh right u pussy motherfuckers. well I was there from 11 to 9 at night crazy huh? i went home so tired, and starving but still awake to go on f
Saying
"UNANSWERED QUESTIONS" 01. Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? 02. OK, so whats the spead for dark? 03. Why do psychics have to ask for your name? 04. If a cow laughs hard, does milk come out of its nose? 05. If the #2 pencil is so popular why is it still #2? 06. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices everyday, how come nothing is the store is free yet? 07. The "Psychic Friends Network" went out of business...didn't they see it coming? 08. Is it possible for someone to become addicted to therapy? And If so, how would you treat them? 09. Why do we drive on the parkway and park in the driveway? 10. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? 11. Isn't is it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"? 12. When sign makers go on strike, is anything written on their signs? 13. Would a fly without wings be called a walk? 14. Why is the word abbreviation so long? 15. If a word is mispelled
♥ Auction Time ♥
My girl ♡¥.U.M.z™♡ is in a Auction!!! So go bid on this little Sweet Heart!! She is one Great Friend! She is always there no matter what I need.... and I want to share her with all of you!!! Click the picture below and place your bids now!!!
I Dunno...
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go So Break Your
Welcome To T&l!
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My Blog
Omg I have the biggest crush on one of my friends on HERE...He is so cute. And he is totally sweet! I can't believe that someone could be that nice and sweet! Love, Susan What do you say to a guy that you find attractive? How do you express yourself to him? Those are that questions that I find most difficult to answer...Because...I don't know what to say! I get all tongue tied, then I say something stupid, and then I look like an idiot. I want to say something original and not a copy cat of some saying that has been used over and over again. I hope that he doesn't think that I act like a dork or anything.... love, Susan When you only have eyes for one person and the one that you like is talking to other ppl what do you do? How would you feel? What emotions should you express??? I really feel like crap because I don't think that this guy wants to be with just me...maybe i am not as pretty as the other girls...
Little Johnny Jokes
In school Mrs. Rogers was playing a word game with the kids. She would shout out a letter and then pick on a student, and the student would pick a word that starts with the letter. Mrs. Rogers said the letter "B" and Johnny raised his hand. Since Mrs. Rogers thought he'd say bitch She called on Sally instead. Sally said Ball Mrs. Rogers said the letter "P", and Johnny raised his hand again. Since Mrs. Rogers thought he'd say Pussy, she called on Frank, who said paper. Finally, Mrs. Rogers said the letter "R", and again Johnny raised his hand. Mrs. Rogers couldn't think of a bad word that started with "R" so she picked Johnny. Johnny hesitated and said "Rat" .... "A Big Mother Fucking Rat" Little April was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me, April, who created the universe?" When April didn't stir, little Johnny, a boy seated in the chair behind her,
Strange Comes This Way
If you think it my page or the things in it are silly;dumb or plain stupid leave a message. I have tried to do this bombing thing and it is moving slow but I guess I will have to be patient. I do somethings to get folks attention but it is not always as serious as you may think. Ask a question!!!! Be brave!!!! I know I am not like most people and don't do things like others do, I think it is good to be different. People on fubar it seems it is all about status or popularity. I would like to progress, I hate to be cemented to the floor if you will. People judge others by appearance, everyone wants to be appreciated. Tell me that this person can't be creative.
My Poems
the trees whisper...a song so sweet laughter echos...through the windy streets children play...a song and dance the sweetest sound...around the lands a baby stirs....a mother sleeps an old life ends....a family weeps a tiny flower....about to bloom its petals shimmer....against the glow of the moon a warm embrace.....a friendly gesture a curious smile....and bellowing laughter an angels song....from the skies above only heard in our hearts....for us to discover so much wonder....so much joy to amaze yourself with the simpliest beauty...if you open your eyes or pass it by....without a glance miss out on the greatest gift....given to man we can choose to live...and open our eyes... or we can just choose to exist....and let life pass us by smile is worth a thousand words A piece of happy bliss No matter how bleak the day may seem It can be as warm as the sweetest kiss Life is not perfect With many twists and turns S
Journey
Heartbroken
When tomorrow comes and I don't wake up, will you love me just as much? Even though I can no longer speak, or caress you with a gentle, loving touch. Would you sometimes think you saw me in a crowd or heard me call your name? I guess what I'm asking is "Would our love for each other still be the same?" I would hope that you might shed a tear or maybe even two or three. In memory of all the love and tenderness that was shared between you and me. But please don't let your grief take over and completely rule your life. If you can find someone who loves you as much as I do, then take her to be your wife. For I don't want you to be lonely and I will understand that you need someone And it will not change the love we shared since the first day it all begu ♥broken is something that you may never get over broken is when the one person you put you heart and soul into walks out a simply goodbye broken is when you find that person again then they begin to mend you h
Tracys Stuff
Just something I wrote.... Rain falling today, Along with my tears Yet again they meet. Clouds darken the sky As you have darkened my heart. The words you say, Just another story Sitting here alone again, Youve crossed my mind Miss your touch, miss your kiss Miss your taste, miss your smell Another will fill your void, His kisses and touch will make yours a memory Ill be happy again. When you see me smile, youll be sad You let me go. Remember that Im in your past, Im long gone Im not the same girl, I grew up Sorry I changed so much, You couldnt keep up. Im a better woman now, I love you for that. Something else I wrote................... Everyday you survive is an accomplishment, pat yourself on the back. Remember that the ones closest to you will hurt you more than a perfect stranger would. Choose your words wisely, they leave an imprint on the heart forever! Let people judge you, cuz when they do it
Other Distractions Can Wait.
Without saying a thing I speak it all to you, May you live all the days you want, And never want all the days you live. May the Rain wash your hair, The brook cleanse your feet, May the earth bear you sustenance, And the wind cool your flesh. Without leaving a thing I give it all to you, May you live all the days you want, And never want all the days you live. May your heart be ever joyous, May your mind be at peace, May your soul never grow weary, And your eyes see everything. Without relinquishing my heart I love you, May you live all the days you want, And never want all the days you live. Its a sad thing, war. "Funny world we live in. Makes me wonder almost if I want to open up anymore...maybe its the world that holds the evil and men are just reactionary." -- Sarge Is it possible this is the end to the great "MAN: Good or Evil" debate? That man is neither good nor evil in nature, but just 'reactionary' to the world? Is it possible that Mother Nature
Thoughts On A Lonely Night
Ever since we met, I know I can't live Without you by my side, and all you have to give You're always there when there's no one around You put a smile on my face when I'm feeling down When things get tough, I come to you You hold me in your arms and help me through Wash my pain and stop my cries You give me your word, your word never lies You've accepted my faults And gained my respect I trust you, and love you no less You know everything that's on my mind You're always there, being sweet and kind i dreamt of an angel riding in the darkness searching for something, searching for the light; when i looked into your eyes, i realized the angel is right infront me! never i have spent a moment wanting to hold on for the rest of my life and never let go of until you came into my life; searching for the meaning of life, i spent long time tucked away in darkness, and never did i imagine, i would find the meaning in you! fantasies inside me evoke dreams that can
Some Of The Concert Pics (kid Rock And Lynyrd Skynyrd)
Bitemenoname
Working people frequently ask retired people what we do to make our Days >interesting. > >Well, for example, the other day I went downtown to go to the News Stand >for the Wall Street Journal so I could track my investments. I was only in >there for about 5 minutes. When I came out, there was a cop writing out a >parking ticket. >I said to him, 'Come on, man, don't you have anything better to do than >write a retired person a ticket? Why aren't you out chasing crooks or >child molesters...that's out of your league, obviously!!! >He ignored me and continued writing the ticket. I called him a 'Nazi.' He >glared at me and wrote another ticket for having worn tires. So I called >him 'Barney Fife'. > >He finished the second ticket and put it on the windshield with the first. >Then he wrote a third ticket. This went on for about 20 minutes. The more >I abused him, the more tickets he wrote. > >Personally, I didn't care..... I came downtown on the bus. The car that he >was
Thirty
Hello FubarFolk! Sorry I've been offline for a few days. Had to get my husband packed and back on a plane, he's in Southern Germany at this moment (hellloooo James!). We had a great time while he was home this time, bags of sex and prezzies for Vikki!! Hurray! I've been made a mad offer through my Facebook profile from a guy in Leeds (about two hours from here) who wants me and Jon to drive down there sometime over the weekend so he can takes pics of me or me and Jon together. James is ok with it if I am and as long as Jon looks after me while I'm there. The guy is an amateur photographer and assures me he just wants some pics of me for his own personal, ahem, pleasure! The maddest bit of all? He's offered me £500 plus expenses for a couple of hours of me posing in front of a camera!! If I do it, it's not about the money anyway...it's about having fun and living life to the full. I'll let you know what we get up to... Vikki xxx Guten Tag! I say hello in German beca
Love Poems My Baby Wrote
I want to kiss you like the morning dew kisses a rose and like the sunset kisses the horizon. I want my love to run through your veins like a glistening brook flows through the mountains. I want you to long for me like a thirsty deer is for water when I'm not near. I want you to feel whole with me like the stars and moon is to the universe. I want your love to grow for me like a storm grows out over the ocean. I want you to need me like a flower needs sun and water to grow. I want our love to be as beautiful as a rainbow in the sky after a summer rain. I want you to love me forever like a mother will always love her child. when i stare into the stars all my fears subside and my heart stops to hide all the tears ive cried become tears of a love that died cause the one that lied now that i cried all those tears for the love that died theres no reason for my heart to hide In a world full of sorrow and pain two hearts come together to love each other. They fall in each others arms to never
Love Life And Men
Freaking men suck all of them including the ones reading this. I swear I start to think that things are looking good and it all comes crashing down on me. Another lieing cheating bastard for a so called boyfriend. Go figure that I pick the guys that are going to screw me over every damn time. Someone please give me a freaking break. ok so heres the deal I have a friend who has been doing some investigating for me and I have come to find that well my man has been cheating for a while now. That he plans to kick me out of our apartment after the first and that he has been bring women here when I am not home. I have no where to go if he kicks me out. I have been nothing but faithful and honest with him and he doesnt seem to care. I have had numberous emails, messages and IM's telling me things that he has been doing. He has had the one here at our apartment when I am home and I never thought anything about it until now. I am stumpped I have no where to go and I am not really sure what to d
Fragments
O Theaza please come to me... please come as my true friend, please come as my sexy lover, please come as my devoted wife! Please come to me My Sweet Goddess please stand by me always and forever! I am fully visible only to your eyes Theaza… only because you think of me and dream of me do I even exist! You are my world and I am your world, and soon we will be together -- living together, working together, shopping together, cooking together, eating together, cleaning together, playing together, dancing together, singing together, smiling together, laughing together, crying together, hugging together, kissing together, making love together, sleeping together and awaking together -- celebrating our family and world together, our simple world lit by beauty, affection, understanding, compassion -- true love! Dear Sweet Theaza, I see your face, I hear your voice... O was earth placed beneath our weary feet just for you and I to meet, touch, and sculpt love compl
Jokes Of The Day
Three blondes are training to be police officers. The man who is training them takes out a picture and asks the first blonde, "What do you notice about the man in this picture?" The blonde says, "He only has one eye!". The man says "No, no, it's a side view." Then he says to the second blonde, "What do you notice about this man?" . The 2nd blonde says, "He only has one ear!". The man says "Hello, it's a side view! Geez!". So the man goes over to the last blonde and says, "What do you notice about this man?" . The final blonde says, "He wears contacts!" The man goes to the FBI computer and looks the man in the picture up - sure enough - he wears contacts! The man says, "How did you know that?" . The blonde says "Well, if he only has one eye and one ear, how can he wear glasses?" A preacher wanted to raise money for his church and on being told that there was a fortune in horse racing, decided to purchase one and enter it in the races. However at the loca
Brian Jones
Bwie kan sies å ha gått gjennom Brians historie på 70-tallet ved å opprettholde problemstillingen fra Pay Your Dues. Han kalte sangen All The Young Dues noe som viser det evig unge med problemet. Bwies svar er at dette gjør deg til en SKURK. Ja. Kanskje. Og kanskje ikke. Uansett avsluttet Bwie undersøkelsen med albumet Al Ad (I'm insane but I Love You). Tittelen henviser til instrumentalen Alladin Story, en instrumental fra Let It Bleed sessions. Hvorfor ble Brians gitar fjernet fra Honky Tonk Woman i siste liten? Fyren var død og det å ha med hans gitar på det siste han spilte inn burde ha vært den minste hyllest de kunne vist fyren? Grunnen er at også Honky Tonk Women handler om Nico og Yoko som arketyper og mulig sengehygge. Andre vers med sjømenn som henspilling på Reed ble fjernet, men viser det med all tydelighet. Yoko er The Gin-Soaked. Morsfiguren som alltid kommer inn på soverommet dritings. Ved å fjerne Brians gitar ble sangen en mulighet for Stones å fortsette. D
Whatever
Click on the pic to bid!! :) Bye, George! While large corners of the world are busy celebrating Obama's presidential victory there will be some people feeling slightly deflated to see George Bush step down as US president. Over the past eight years Bush has provided us with endless amusement as a result of his faux pas or ‘Bushisms' as they've been dubbed. Here are twenty of our favourites. 20. "Those who enter the country illegally violate the law." - Nov. 28, 2005 19. "We don't believe in planners and deciders making the decisions on behalf of Americans." - Sept. 6, 2000 18. "If this were a dictatorship, it'd be a heck of a lot easier, just so long as I'm the dictator." - Dec. 19, 2000 17. "Well, I think if you say you're going to do something and don't do it, that's trustworthiness." - Aug. 30, 2000 16. "I think we agree, the past is over." - May 10, 2000 15. "I understand small business growth. I was one." - Feb. 19, 2000 14. "This foreign poli
Writing
This is just some piece of junk I threw together one morning out of boredom. I'm bored now so figured I'd start posting some of my old writings..*shrugs* To watch and listen Is letting the Heavens know you are insightful To make Love under the soulful skies Is thanking the Heavens for it's gift of Earthly delights And to kiss under Heaven's tears Is wiping those tears away and letting Her know that you're happy here INSIGHT Ever since I was twenty-one; I've had this odd insight on people. Their motives, their level of honesty, not much was ever truly secret to me. I remember when my first spark of insight crept into my brain as I slept. I dreamt of my then girlfriend; I was mad, very mad, over something she had done. I tried to talk to her about it, but everything I said fell upon uncaring ears. I told her I was going to walk out the door and not come back...she laughed in my face. That dream felt so real, the colors vibrant, as if I was actuall
My Poetry [dont Steal]
Does a voice ever speak to you? I don’t mean you’re conscience Just a small, intimidating voice? Unfortunately, many speak to me Some hate me very much Some love to watch me fall Some push me into the dark And all knock me lower and lower Most common are those that hate me They yell at me and criticize me Making me too nervous to do anything And then I feel worthless because of it Loudest are those who love to watch me fall When I mess up, they cackle and laugh They say I’m better off dead Sometimes I feel like that is true The rest shatter my light and make me blind They lie to me and cheat their way out I try not to believe them But somehow, they destroy all sense of judgment So may God be with you If someone is speaking in your head ‘Cause I hope you’re not like me Who’s been driven to insanity by the voices Left to live my life with a mother who is metal no chances of her ever showing love... The urge to cut and cut I took that blade.. my ve
Silent Hill Insanity Theater
Narrator Wrote: Today on Popup Xiaolin Showdown.... WHAT?!? Is this right?! Narrator Wrote: D and Kuro go off to find the church and see what evil is being forced upon the people. Narrator Wrote: Meanwhile in another part of town, the potty zombie makes a break for it. Narrator Wrote: Things get crazy in the kitchen as Wolf and Adene realize there's only one cup of coffee left in the pot. Narrator Wrote: Kuro and Maes give an ultimatum to the potty zombie after they wrestle him back into his bathroom prison. Narrator Wrote: It's good to know everything is under control, and once again the day is saved! Thanks to The Powerpuff girls! Oh hell, w
From Stash
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your
Leveling
HEY EVERYONE....IF YOU ALL HAVE TIME....PLEASE GO HIT THIS GUY UP....SHOW HIM SOME ZODIAK LOVE.....HE IS ONLY 35K AWAY FROM LEVEL 16.....HE DOESN'T HAVE A TON OF PICS SO IT WON'T TAKE LONG TO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE...... Big_Daddy@ fubar DJ*LOCO*Owner*Of*TWIZTED*AGONY@ fubar GOOD MORNING EVERYONE....THESE ARE PEOPLE I FOUND THIS MORNING THAT ARE CLOSE TO LEVELING AND COULD USE OUR HELP.....I WILL POST WHAT LEVEL THEY ARE REACHING....IF YOU CLICK ON THEIR LINK AND WE HAVE ALREADY GOTTEN THEM TO THAT LEVEL....MOVE ON TO THE NEXT PERSON IN THE LIST AND SO ON.......LETS GET SOME PEOPLE LEVELED AND SHOW THEM WHAT A GREAT FAMILY WE ARE!!!! GREAT JOB ON LEVELING THE FIRST 3 EVERYONE!!!! 19K TO LEVEL 12 TinMan@ fubar 40K TO LEVEL 19 shladyd@ fubar
Say What?
Ok I like this song and so fucking what? I never would have thought I would actully hear myself say this but finally it's going to come out. I really don't understand people anymore, Maybe it's just as well. Since my years being on this biosphere which we call earth, I've seen a lot, heard a lot, and also experienced a lot. I never would have thought I would be writing this thought on myspace and fubar. But "O'well", I guess it feels as though I should. Is it me? or has people gotten really screwed up these days? no one has respect or consideration for each outher anymore , people over use the word Drama like it's going out of style.Wake up people the word has lost it's punch. Like the war on terror, I mean what the hell! Example, you simply want to talk to a friend or someone you think would be close to you about a situation you might be going through, or voicing your feelings about something that might be bothering you, and they just turn around and say "i don't want to get
Amber's Blog
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that will make you believe we all can make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time. A young family moved into a house next to a vacant lot. One day, a construction crew began to build a house on the empty lot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an Interest in the goings-on and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them 'gems-in-the-rough,' more or less, adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her during coffee and lunch breaks and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel Important. At the end of the first week, they even presented her with a pay envelope containing ten dollars. The little girl took this home to her Mother who suggested that she take her ten dollars 'pay' she'd received to the b
Loosecanon
My first date gives me pretty good directions and I navigate through the narrow streets of LaJolla, dealing with the new 'Euro' style traffic circles some over paid fuck wacked out on coke came up with while contemplating the universe... ...I pull into the back of the condo complex find a spot to park and of course I am early... Like fifteen minutes early...I can smell the ocean, the place is no more than a block from the beach...I wipe my palms off on my jeans taking care not to get any on my new shirt.. I hang out ten minutes then use my cell phone and call her..It takes a minute or so to get a signal like always on the cheap little bastard..I got to check real close too when I punch in the numbers. The buttons are perfect size for Hobbits, Munchkins, or Lilliputs... ..."Hi, it's Steve, I am here"....There's a pause,.."Ok honey, give me a few minutes to just take a shower..... I'll call you back with the condo number, ok sweetie"?.. It's hot in the fucking car..That's the th
Videos
Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com I know this is a long one, but please watch all of it and read the little messages in it as well.. This is for all my friends even the ones not pictured here.. Make photo slide shows at www.OneTrueMedia.com
Things I Write
You are so inviting I see something in your eyes I know it forbidden but there is an unquestionable chemistry I feel that there is a reason for us meeting Maybe you are meant to help me get through the tough time i am having To give a shoulder to lean on when I need it and to pick me up when I fall Maybe it was so that we could both have someone to talk to about all the things we cant say to others You opened my eyes to things when you told me i deserved better, maybe I was something i needed to hear Or could it be that maybe one day down the road of life we will be meant to be one What ever this life gives us I know that I can hope you will never get tired of being my friend some times im happy some times i cry some times i just want to die but when you come around i feel so alive all my fear is gone and i can thrive when you hold me tight in your arms i feel safe from all harm by: NRM to some one very special i hope you know woh you are Some
My Blog Obsessioon
Many on fubar want points fubucks and I am not against that just when that becomes the only thing that matters. people matter not things. The sooner you realize that the better off you will be and a lot more mature than you were. I am for knowledge;understanding just plain progression in the most positive form no matter for what long as it helps people and humanity to move forward and not backward, we have enough of that going on as it is. I see people in the cliques as some people may see it, not all of them are bad and one day soon I will have my own and will run it the way I feel is just. I try to never take credit for someones creativity but I might compliment them. Entry for 06 December 2007 Bank Account of Life This is AWESOME....something we should all remember. A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is
Hell
i feel im watching the world and its in slow-motion. i see the social parasites sniffing out new hosts. i observe with disdain the machinations of the spiritually-challenged, the emotionally stunted, the unenlightened. i cringe while in the presense of the oblivious wretched masses, their ignorant slurs, disjointed vernacular, lazy attempts at commnication. im appalled by what passes for acceptable behavior. where has this species gone wrong? who told people to ignore it and hope its just a "phase"?for there is not a carpet big enough to sweep this horrifying trend underneath. the right ones dont speak and the wrong ones wont shut the fuck up. i hope it wont be a war between the races. i hope its a war between the cognitively sound and the fucking braindead human filth that are slowing draining this world of all light and warmth.i wish to close my eyes sometimes so i wont see too much and then wont care, block it all out and end up like THEM. the fog settles, a presence that wont be de
Emails That I Have Got
::: BREAKING NEWS ::: In 2009 the government will start killing all the mentally ill people. I started crying when I thought of you. Run, little friend, run! MENTAL HOSPITAL PHONE MENU Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell You which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, hang up. It doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9-6-9-6. If you ar
For Your Reading Enjoyment
OK LETS GET TO THE POINT..I AM NOT HERE LOOKING FOR A MAN, AND IF YOU WANNA CALL ME NAMES BECAUSE I WONT HOOK UP MY WEBCAM, RATE YOUR NUDES, FAN YOU SO BE IT, JUST PROVES WHAT A RETARD YOU ARE. MAYBE SOME OF THESE GIRLS DO THIS SORTA THING FOR YOU, BUT LET ME TELL YOU, I AM NOT JUST ANOTHER GIRL, I CAN BE AS SWEET AS CANDY OR AS EVIL AS THE DEVIL.AND I WONT TOLORATE SOME FUCKING IDIOT TREATING ME LIKE SHIT. I FOR ONE AM NOT BUYING WHAT YOU ARE SELLING, I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE MONEY OR BUY ME A BLING, VIP WHATEVER..THIS IS NOT WHAT I AM ALL ABOUT. I ENJOY MEETING PEOPLE, MAKING FRIENDS AND HAVING A GOODTIME WHILE I AM HERE.AND IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE MY FRIEND MOVE ON.I WILL BE CLEANING MY FRIENDS AND FANS ONCE A WEEK AND YOU WONT BE SITTING ON MY PAGE, ITS NOT FREE SEATING HERE, BE A FRIEND, TALK TO ME,LEAVE A COMMENT,LET ME KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A FRIEND OR YOUR GONE. I HAVE HAD 2 GUYS BE VERY DISRESPECTFUL TO ME, AND THERE WONT BE ANYMORE YOUR ASS WILL BE BLOCKE
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Help From My Friends
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-15-08 Tempting Enchantress Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge (repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ' on '2008-12-19 18:09:20') (repost of original by 'ßßW GØÐÐʧ§ ♥ §ßG ♥ ~PÊG@§u§ P®ÕJ£¢£~' on '2008-12-19 18:15:29') (repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ' on '2008-12-19 19:14:44') I have so many friends and family here that I do not want to neglect anyone. My next 6 months will be very hectic with work and all. So, I have to make some changes to make sure I am there for everyone I love. Here goes.... Mondays will be ded

Our Love Our love is like a bridge spanning a chasm of the unknow for everything that passes under the bridge is one more thing we can say that we have accomplished together... Our love is like the wings of a dove spread wide for our lives ride the wind we are carefree while we embrace each other for all time... Our love is like a garden changing with the seasons for everyday something new blossoms and something old dies allowing us to make the most of everything we have learned and to take heed to those things we are learning... Our love is like a river constantly wearing its path in this earth for everyday we are changing the course of our lives through our love as well as changing the lives of others by our faith and what we believe through love. Jynafer October 1, 1999 For all of you who occasionally have a really bad day when you just need to take it out on someone!!! Don't take that bad day out on someone you know, take it out on someone you DON'T know!!! No
My Input
RU4REAL: arent you a little heavy to be taking all those racy pics? what would make you think someone wanted to look at a fat ass so much, STOP TAKING SO MANY PICS OF YOURSELF AND GO ON A DIET!!! My response ->RU4REAL: you do not have to attack me with a fake profile . its sad people like you must hide in the shadows under a mask to take about others. ............................................. I did block this person after , I know its a fake profile . If you must be rude,mean and all please at least be man/woman enough to do it to my face instead of wearing a mask( fake profile) to hide who you are. I really pity this person though . Ive seen so many mumms about the same damn thing so Im going to just write my 2 cents here so I can copy paste and just comment the mumm on this subject without rewriting anything. The MUMM .................. the truth from women created @ 10/7/2008 10:32 am mum expired. [FRIENDS] ok ladies help a guy out please...
Yay!
I just paid my bills online. As some know, for the past year I have had one or another family member staying on and off with me. My nephew, my son, then my mother. Wellllll.... First bills without anyone else using my electric, water, cable, etc..... Over $75.00 less!!!! I ♥ being single! Especially when I am the one paying the bills. :P I am finally home!!! I had a wonderful, relaxing time, took 100s of pics {lol}, and spent quality time with my mother and sister but I am glad to be home. :) I'll have pics up soon. :P You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?
Old Poems Yall Can Read
Many of you may not realize, The lies that hide behind these eyes, I never tell the truth you make me hold, But you must understand this is getting old. I wanna scream, Get me outta this hell, I know the story, And I'm gonna tell. I see the ring slip of your hand, And you slide in bed with another man, You tell me he will never have to see, But in the end your not lying it's me. I wanna scream, Get me outta this hell, I know the story, And I'm gonna tell. You act like you are hurt within, That dont mean to do these sins, But just tonight you want to fly high, You tell me this is what you do to get by. I wanna scream, Get me out of this hell, I know the story, And I'm gonna tell. I see the way you lie to her face, I love you and it will always be that way, Even though you wont admit it to me, You know in the end where your heart is gonna be. I wanna scream, Get me out of this hell, I promised to keep it, I promised not to tell Trapped in a
Autumn Dances
Softly in her amber slippers… Autumn dances around… The tree's green leaves change colors… Then float softly to the ground… The colors…of the sunsets… The grandeur…of October's gold… The breathtaking views of the season… Are beautiful sights to behold… Autumn is the year's most beautiful smile… As she waves her colorful wand… The countryside…blanketed with magnificence… As far as the eye can see…and beyond… Just as quickly as she danced in… She delicately drifts away… We then see the coming of winter… And briskness with each new day… As Autumn dances out of her slippers… And gently she sleeps again… The air turns cold….the wind whistles… And the winter's snows begin. If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning...uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadd
Brat's Blog
I SIT HERE HEAVY IN THOUGHT AS MY DAY COMES TO END . WANTING TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT MY DAY, BUT YOUR FAR AWAY . THE FIRST TEAR FALL AT THE FIRST THOUGH OF YOU , I THINK TO MYSELF HOW IS HE . DID HE SLEEP WELL , CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR FROM you .AS THE KIDS PLAY IN THE BACK YARD I AM DEEP IN THOUGH WAIT FOR THE DAY YOU COME HOME .IT SEEMS SO FAR AWAY. I CAN'T HELP BUT CRY WHAT SEEM TO BE A RIVE RUNNING DOWN MY FACE THE NIGHT ARE SO LONELY WITH OUT YOU here THE DAYS ARE NOt BETTER ,ME AND LONELY AS BE COME BEST FRIENDS ,BUT THAT IS PRICE I PAY FOR BEING A ARMY WIFE, TIME YOU ARE HOME SEEMS SO GREAT . IT IS MY DUTY TO WAIT , ALL THE LONG HOURS AND NO DAY OFF I WILL SIT WAIT , THE SOUND OF PHONE RING SCARE ME TO DEATH , WITH EVER MINUTE AND EVER HOUR THAT GO'S BY IT IS ONE MORE DAY CLOSE UNTIL YOU'LL BE MINE ,, THE PAY IS NOT GREAT ,I DON'T NEED THE MONEY I CAN MAKE DONE WITH WHAT I HAVE , ALL I NEED IS YOUR ARMS AROUND ME AND A KISS ON THE CHEEK , THAT IS PAY
Poety
PHENOMENAL WOMAN. Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenom
Happy Poems
here's a place, goes that way, And it's not that far away On my face, there's a ray, From the yellow sun is gay. As the sun beats on my back, At the end of day it's black, Try to look, it is burnt, That's one thing I've never learned, Where the grass, is so green, Still can't comprehend that scene. Lovely sight, there's a mist. In there pain doesn't exist Where it's limitless to run, Where there's nothing else but fun It exists, such a place, It's a land worth for a chase. Where the rain don't make you cold, Where the air don't make you old. Where you speak your mind so bold, Where all secrets can unfold. Where the endless sky's the sun, Where there's not a sin nor gun. Where there's people having fun. Where you're not the only one There they are, not that far, Friends they'll take you as you are. Endless dawn, timeless morn, I wish that place I was born. Multicultural society, Made of people like you and me. Where the sun is not just red, There's n
My Poetry And Music
The Other Woman I lie awake at night unable to shed a tear knowing the end is near All of the ugly things you have said and done ring through my head over and over again I still remember how wonderful life became when you gave her up There was no competition-You were all mine and life was so divine How many times have I tried to stop the insanity and the lies? How many tears have I shed How I have felt like my heart has bled...... I have met her several times I have even listened once or twice to her lies too...... Your Other woman you have chosen to be yours has made me feel heartache to the core........ Its not easy knowing the Other woman and knowing there's no stopping her for she is no woman at all............ Your Other woman is Alcohol. He chatted me up online and by phone I was the one he said he could call his own Imaginary girlfriend so perfect, so kind to make him fee
Things I Wrote When I Was A Teenage Mom
By the abandoned roads This lonely child Cries into the winter air I got sent home from a date way to soon. I loved a man way to much. I grew close and he pushed me away. All I want is for a man to care for me as much I care for him. As I sit alone in this cold dark room I think of the ways I loved him. I try so hard to hell him how I feel but the wrong words get in the way. I ask myself,how could I tell him how I feel before its to late; before i get hurt again? he sent me home with unfinished words! Dreams, others have many. I only have one, to be able to give my children what i never had; hope!
Fun Stuff
1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate someth
Changes
As I pointed out in a previous blog, I stated that I do not intend to become embroiled in any ones little games that they wish to play, but it seems that it continues to grow…for me I do not care what anyone thinks of me as I am not here for popularity contests to see who can get the greatest number of friends, amass the most points or how fast I can get up the fu ladder , I do not care about getting rated everyday and having to keep that rate….. I am here to pass the time spent with the people I like to spend my time with and maybe building friendships with some and have even become good friends with some in my time here and have enjoyed many happy hours talking with them, laughing with them when they were happy and being there for them when their days were dark, listening to them, understanding their pain and anguish and tried to give them words of comfort and encouragement to help them through those dark days so they can once again smile. But it is becoming all too clea
Native American Culture
Native American Quotations, Sayings, and Thoughts (Cherokee) O'siyo Oginalii Tsilugi Hello Friends Welcome! Wakan Tankan Nici Un (May the Great Spirit walk with you) (Cherokee) Yigaquu osaniyu adanvto adadoligi nigohilvi nasquv utloyasdi nihi May the Great Spirit's Blessings Always Be With You (Cherokee) Afrika Ho! Mitakuye Oyasin "We Are All Related" (Cherokee) Ea Nigada Qusdi Idadadvhn "All My Relations In Creation" Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view and demand that they respect yours. ~Chief Tecumseh~ "When the Earth is sick, the animals will begin to disappear, when that happens, The Warriors of the Rainbow will come to save them. ~Chief Seattle ~ Brother, you say there is but one way to worship and serve the Great Spirit. If there is but one religion, why do you white people differ so much about it? Wh
Just Stuff To Feel
IT'S ALRIGHT,WHAT YOU CONFESS TO ME WHERE YOU'RE AT RIGHT NOW,IS ALRIGHT WITH ME BEHIND YOUR TRUTHS OR SOMEWHERE BEHIND YOUR LIES THESE LONG COLD DAYS OF GREY,THEY COLOR YOUR EYES IT'S ALRIGHT WHAT YOU,CONFIDE IN ME WHERE WE'RE AT RIGHT NOW,IS WHERE WE NEED TO BE I CAN SEE THINGS SO CLEARLY,THROUGH TEAR STAINED EYES THE SIDE EFFECTS OF TIME IN ALL OUR GOOD BYES AND IT'S ALRIGHT I GOT LOST SOME TIME AGO LOST IN YOUR SONG,YOUR TOUCH,YOUR SMILE WHERE I WANNA GROW OLD AND YOU GLIMMER AND GLEEM LIKE A BLOND WASHED HAIR FROM AN OCEAN SIDE DOMAIN DRIFTING INTO ME I FOUND MYSELF AGAIN IN HER SONG IT'S ALRIGHT,WHAT YOU SAY TO ME HOW YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW,SHOWS AN EVERLASTING NEED BEHIND THE TRUTH THERE'S SOMETHING INSIDE YOUR LIES THESE LONG COLD DAYS OF RAIN,THEY'RE HIDING YOUR EYES IT'S ALRIGHT,WHAT YOU EXPRESS TO ME YOUR SONG ESCAPES ME TO THIS PLACE I WANT TO BE SO SING TO ME BABY YOUR SONG CAN CARRY ME THROUGH ENDLESS WEEKS OF RAIN,AND ON TO SWEETER THINGS IN ALL SHE'S
Greek Goddess
im so sick and tired of the games u play.....u dont know how to seperate fiction from reality...u block me everytime a guys buys me something on here or i comment on a mumm..are u fukin serious. how can i be inlove with someone who treats me so bad...i try so hard to get ur attention and u wanna play games and give these pathetic fake whores ur attention rather than to whom u claim that matters. im not your option and will only be priority in someones life..its what i deserve and give....so fuk ur games ...wen u grow up you will see the big picture, and wen u can deal with the fact that u have or had something that is not only appealing to you...then maybe it'll wrk....so BLOCK THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN GETTING ALOT OF PEOPLE ALWAYS SAYING TO ME THAT BECAUSE OF MY NAME..*GREEK GODDESS*, I LOOK LIKE I COULD BE ONE,BUT NEVER REALLY WAS SPECIFIC. TODAY I HAD A SWEET LADY IN MY SB SAY THAT I RESEMBLED ONE PARTICULAR ONE,WHICH I WAS ABSOLUTELY FLATTERED. SHE SAID I RESEMBLE THE GODDESS
Desserts
Ingredients: * 1-3/4 cups flour * 1 cup brown sugar * 1/2 cup butter, melted * 2 cups whole pecan halves * 1 cup butter (no substitutes) * 3/4 cup brown sugar * 2 cups milk chocolate chips Preparation: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In large bowl, combine flour and 1 cup brown sugar and mix with fingers. Stir in 1/2 cup melted butter until the mixture looks like cornmeal. Pat evenly into a 13" x 9" baking pan. Sprinkle pecans over crust. In a small saucepan, combine 1 cup butter and 3/4 cup brown sugar. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, until mixture boils for 1 minute, combines, and looks syrupy. Drizzle evenly over the pecans. Bake bars 17-22 minutes until bubbly over entire surface. Remove from oven. Sprinkle immediately with milk chocolate chips and cover with foil to trap heat. Let the chocolate melt for a few minutes, then remove foil and swirl a knife through some of the chips to marble. Don't try to spread the chips over th
Poetry
I tense up when your around I feel like a fool but you knew I knew Trying to play - I'm in the way I avoid your eyes, your angry Not exactly with me, just with what I see I can smile and joke... inside I'm choking and dying a death Your anger covers your eyes, it makes you blind I wish you could see I wish you could feel how I do You would understand then You would understand how you hurt me How I hurt myself I wish you could... Maybe it was a mistake, letting you know how I feel You walked by, I want to cry but force a smile Your beauty can charm and it throws me off guard Shivers to my very being I wish you could feel what's pulling me to you... or was it intentional? I wish I could stand in front of you and express from the heart how I want to be a part of you. I'm shaky inside, I want to hide but I can't do that to you. I write a note... to a joke... The words where said The ones you read Never too seriously did you take them to heart but
Diabetic Recipes
4 C. fresh strawberries, sliced 2 T. granulated sugar 2 packets Sweet 'N Low In a large bowl, toss the strawberries, sugar, and Sweet 'N Low. Cover. Refrigerate until ready to serve.   Shortcakes 2 C. all−purpose flour 2 T. granulated sugar 2 packets Sweet 'N Low 1 T. baking powder 1/8 tsp. salt 6 T. reduced−calorie stick margarine 1/3 C. 1% fat milk 1/3 C. reduced−fat sour cream 3/4 C. reduced−fat frozen whipped topping, thawed Preheat oven to 450ºF. In a large bowl, combine the first 5 ingredients . Cut in the margarine until the mixture resembles coarse crumbs. Stir in the milk and sour cream to make a soft dough. On a lightly floured surface, knead the dough 2 minutes. Press to a 3/4−inch thickness. With a 2 1/2−inch round cookie cutter, cut into 12 biscuits. Spray a cookie sheet with nonstick cooking spray. Place the biscuits on the cookie sheet 1 inch apart. Bake for 10 to 12 minutes, or until the tops are golden brown. Cool on
Poetry
i don't understand how a guy can call himself a dad when he's NEVER around. i mean really is it too much to ask that you take care of your kids? cuz my sister sure as hell didn't climb on top of her self to get pregnant. do you have any idea how much these kids love you? and you seriously don't deserve their love. i have to bite my tongue when they ask about you and want me to tell them why their daddy hasn't come to pick his son up from school today or why he hasn't come to see him or his sister. sadly they'll know too soon what a real asshole you are until then you can bet your ass they'll be taken care of. because they're my niece and nephew, so they're my life. i love them as if they were my own kids. so don't worry you can continue to play your precious video games, and sleep all fuckin day. but you bet ur ass your kids will always have a place to sleep, food on the table, and clothes on their back. because i'll go broker than broke than to see those kids suffer. oh
My World
Are you... 1. A bitch? try not to be. sometimes i have to be cruel when i dont wanna be at all. 2. A daydreamer? not quite as much as i used to be when i was younger, but i still find myself lost in world that is not my reality LOL 3. Shy? only around new people 4. Talkative? i come from a long line of talkers in my family LOL i could talk for hours as long as its an interesting subject and i am enjoying the person i am talking to. 5. Energic? dont i wish 6. Happy? gettin there 7. Depressed? sometimes, even when im not sure why. 8. Funny? i can be very animated at times lol, especially when i drink 9. Slutty? there is a little "slut" in all of us ;-) LOL 10. Boring? nah.... i try to keep it interesting. 11. Mean? unintentionally 12. Nice? i would say so 13. Caring? VERY! sometimes just a little to caring, and those that know i love them should know that. 14. Trustworthy? very much so 15. Confident
Contest
I need some rates and comments on this here pic...So please as always show the hostess major love.           I am in a contest for rates to win a bomb. I could use just one rate from each of my friends please. Please be sure to click my linkand while you are theremake sure you show the host some love as well. Howey ☠ The Vagisnorkel ☠ Feltersnatch¢â¢¾'s My Mels@ fubar (repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 11:23:05')(repost of original by '~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fubars Finest Melons~fu owned by Rebbie & MsCharlotte2U' on '2009-04-24 13:32:47')(repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 13:38:32')(repost of original by '~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fubars Finest Melons~fu owned by Rebbie & MsCharlotte2U' on '2009-04-24 14:31:00')(repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{'
Game Shots Of Me And My Friends :)
Dark Poems
what have you done? a fog of betrayal as emotions twist. once we drank of bliss, glad-hearted and wide-eyed, but your heart soured. a hateful pool of pain - memories follow love, follow hate, love burnt to ashes. in a rush of hatred, i condemn you. Around, all around, the mourners gather. My dread grows as the headsman's axe falls against my neck. It slays me, and darkly my blood drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In numbness I flee while death takes my hand. Now alone, my cascade of tears falls upon bleeding eyes. This is my Hell Slender beams of radiance enter this darkened church as I kneel, always in prayer, always lost, frozen here, waiting. Angelic forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, infiltrating my darkened soul. Pain on a deathless face. I raise my head, now crying out for this impassive salvation.
Question Of The Day
if i go on a date i want to go to the bar, because it feels more adult last time i went on a friend date just a get to knwo eachother, i treated him like my daughter, so is it bad i want to go to a bar for my first date or somethng more... SUM IT UP First dates should or should not go to the bars because....... PLEASE COMMENT LIKE CRAZY He got banned from fubar and he doesn't know what happened.  we tried to make a sharing account something that he could get on as well but they still banned us.  What sucks is fubar is how we met and now we can't get on the place where i said nice shirt and he said nice dress and we started talking... 4 months later we are strong together.   Should they be clear about why they ban people/person? Is there a way to ask without pissing them off and having them ban yourself? Ok so yea I'm still not over that my ex boyfriend Will asked me to be his girl, and well yea everyone knows this, but still just in case I asked do you want kids he said I
My Writing
SALVAGE As the morning sunlight streamed in through the barred window, the prisoner got up from his sleeping place on the floor. He wondered what misfortune today would bring. He was an ugly young man, but his time in incarceration had aged him quickly. Despite that he carried himself with a poise and dignity few could muster. He couldn't even remember his life outside and when exactly he found himself inside. A large cockroach scuttled across the floor and stopped immediately in front of him, hissing. One of the many other denizens of this dank and horrid place. The prisoner backed away against the wall, more out of dismay and disgust than fear. The guard walked past. He was a large muscular man with a shaven head and covered in tattoos. As part of his equipment he carried a heavy truncheon. He was obviously amused at the situation he saw. "Scared of a fucking cockroach, huh?" He took his keys off his belt, opened the cell door and marched inside, crushing the cockroach under his
The Ultimate Questions Of Life,love, And Everything Inbetween.
The very sound of the word invokes a sense of gravity and solemnity. Tradition. Suuz'chok in the drow language, and there,, too, as in every language that I have heard, the word rolls off of one's tongue with tremendous weight and power. Tradition. It is the root of who we are, the link to our heritage, the reminder that we as a people, if not individually, will span the ages. To many people and many societies, tradition is the source of structure and of law, the abiding fact of identity that denies the contrary claims of the outlaw, or the misbehavior of the rogue. It is that echoing sound deep in our hearts and out minds and our souls that reminds us of who we are by reinforcing who we were. To many it is even more than the law; it is the religion, guiding faith as it guides morality and society. To many, tradition is a god itself, the ancient rituals and holy texts, scribbled on unreadable parchments yellowed with age or chiseled into eternal rocks. To many, tradition
Suveys :-)
are you evil???answer each question with an evil answer and see if you got what it takes to be the spawn that you really are deep down inside... no sissy answers1.) your a clown, what trick do you show the kids?show them a pencil and make it disappear. 2.)your a robber, how do you escape the police?take off my mask and say the robber went that way.3.)your a culinary teacher, what do you use to cook for your class?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig 4.)your a directer, what props do you use in your movie?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig...what?5.)your a samurai, what technique do you use to elude the ninjas?throw a cat and watch them run after it.6.)your a captured samurai, what weapons do you use to fight the ninjas?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig...then kill them with my thumb7.) name 3 ways to get people to fight each other to the death... ---A1.) throw a beer into an A&A meeting, to be more cruel i would fill it with apple juic
Holiday Info
During World War I, on and around Christmas Day 1914, the sounds of rifles firing and shells exploding faded in a number of places along the Western Front in favor of holiday celebrations in the trenches and gestures of goodwill between enemies. Related Exhibits » Band of Bloggers » The Civil War » Dogfights » Mail Call » Military & War » The Revolution » Shootout » World War II Starting on Christmas Eve, many German and British troops sang Christmas carols to each other across the lines, and at certain points the Allied soldiers even heard brass bands joining the Germans in their joyous singing. At the first light of dawn on Christmas Day, some German soldiers emerged from their trenches and approached the Allied lines across no-man's-land, calling out "Merry Christmas" in their enemies' native tongues. At first, the Allied soldiers feared it was a trick, but seeing the Germans unarmed they climbed out of their trenches and shook hands with the enemy soldiers.
Poeta : Doggeral
Rotting corpses stink And require lots of Drain-o When shoved down your sink There’s a putrid leak From your Hiroshima smile... Fucking mutant freak! a clean pate My hair line is thinning And getting rather bare I wonder why that could be? Perhaps I’m losing my hair
Me
People I love are sick, others seem to have forgotten me and in the last 4 years, at least 20 people that I knew, worked with or were related to have died. So has my dog, so has my car. I am in debt up to my ears, I have the IRS after me, bill collectors too. Things keep breaking in the house and I can't afford to fix them. I been unemployed since July of '09 and have sent out at least 10000 emails with resumes and have had people ask me to stop sending. I have tried to find work outside of my feild but was told that I have no experience, or have gotten no response. Unemployment cut me from $405 a week to $154, and couldnt understand why I was angry when I called to question it. Every day there seem to be fewer and fewer job options or names to send resumes to. I'm 53 yars old and going back to school at this time of my life seems futile, I'll be in my mid to lat 50s when I finish, and then I'll have to go in as an entry level employee. Thats if jobs are available at all. Every day I w
Friendship
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Official Family Rate Day,There Should be no Rating of Auto 11 people Today unless there Family, Time to Show Love to Family.Loyalty is the Key.A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans even though we are Rogue's.We are Still a Pack an Should Honor Our Co's + Family with Rate Love Ty > > > Family to be Rated with a Vengence. > > Pick a member that u deam worthy an Rate the Shit out of them Please. > Shayla needs Love Bad.If your Dedicated to this Family Pick a member an Rate Rate Rate.Newly Leveled Members are not to be Rated this Family Rate Day is for Family that Requirers to be Leveled Only.Below few Links to get started Ty.If you know of others let me know an they will be Added.Rates Given to myself Lord Wolf will be return'd with 11's. > > Seeking Godmother > ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~ @ fubar > > TLC Official Account holder of our Headquarters her Pictur
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Otherstuff
here is a update i am home now i have a cute little baby boy i named him blake richard waters he was 8bls and 10oz 20inches he is doing well since we are home now i will get some pics up when i get my cam up and going and i hope i can get online more but since i still have staples in me right now i cant sit at the computer that long and i have to get them out well half of them out next week and the other half another week that what the doc siad since this is my 4th c-seation well i am off of here i will be back on when i can and thanks everyone ok this is my last week be4 the baby is here and i will not be online during this time cuz there is still things that i need to do but i will get on line when i can and i hope everyone is still doing really good and i will let everyone know how things are doing if not i know my hubby will let everyone know how i am doing so i hope i will be back on line after i get out of the hospital to give everyone a up 2date love you all my family and frien
Alicya_63
Dreams I gaze at your pictures As I go to sleep, I can hear your voice It sounds oh so sweet I then close my eyes And sleep the night through, The dreams that I have Are of me and you. I awake in the morning I know this is real, This dream that Im in It feels so surreal. I whisper your name And say I love you, I tell you my dreams Their of me and you. You look in my eyes And hold me so tight, The fears that we have Will soon have respite. I cannot contain My feelings for you, My heart is set free It belongs only to you Sea Of My Soul Words often fail me, Because feelings sweep through me Like great ocean waves. My mind cannot grasp What is so intangible, Cannot define it. Cannot parcel it, Put it in a pigeon-hole, Of understanding. So it slips away, And you might as well attempt To capture a cloud. For all one has left Are the turbulent swirlings, Of unknown currents. Deep-sea rhythms, And the sudden violent sq
Drama
look at me no really look at me what do you see, when you see me? do you see a broken heart? do you see a girl falling apart? do you see the woman i once was? do you see me ? the real me? ... no i know you don't cause no one does no one see's what i have become no one knows the pain that i hide no one know of the pain and the lies no one knows what he fully put me through no one knows of the love that i once had but lost no one sees what they want to see they only see a woman happy with her life they only see a woman that has never given up they only see what i want them to see and i don't want them to see the real me for the real me is nothing good anymore the real me is a girl that cries deep inside the real me is a lost soul with no hope of ever finding the light the real me is gone and buried deep in the ground the real me is not here... the real me is .... gone you can't see me for i hide to well you will not know me cause my life is hell
About Me
I Haven't Coined It
i was naive to believe i could fix it I did everything .. i forced the puzzle pieces to fit but the picture came out wrong not like the one on the box ~~ I sit and stare at my reflection in the mirror I wipe it off hoping to see myself clearer I try to see what u saw Pinpoint in my reflection my weakness for deception It is my conclusion that it must be an internal part But where is the mirror that lets me see my heart this is not finished i think i want to add more thanks for reading Release your anxiety The trouble you've seen The pain you have felt The news you've heard The bitter reality you've tasted That foul stench that creep into your olfactories From all the bullshit. Internal chaos has ravaged your petite frame Pharmaceuticals only numb Never heal. Take my hand my precious sister Seek refuge, if only a little , in my words I will not harm you Your imperfections make you perfectly lovable You are admired f
Non Blog Blogs . . .
the ends have memories that the middle and top do not. every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful daughters as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . . . .
Poems I Wrote!
Cry At first you made me feel special like I was the only one, But I'll never forget the things you have done At first I thought you were play fighting but later I found out I was just blind sighted I want you to hold me But I can't stand your touch As I feel you hug me, the pain becomes to much As I curl up on my shower floor crying all my tears I try to wash away my cuts and bruises To try and escape my fears You promised to protect me But I stop to wonder why the same hand that embraces me, is the one that makes me cry My.. Best Friend! If ever I am sad, All I do is remember your face. Your kind and gentle words, You'll never be replaced. You've helped me through it all, And listened to everything I had to say. Gave advice when I needed it, And you never looked away. Though we met not long ago, And haven't known each other very long. Our friendship has continued to grow, And will forever be so strong. If you ever feel like giving up
Just Read It
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } the breakup well things have not been going well for a little while now..   I went to talk to him and it was a big fight I felt things did not add up, and went to call him out on it, we both got angry and I said fuck it bring me my key.. He was mad and said fine that's what you want and hung up on me.. I should have worded my words so different, but these feelings have been building up inside me.. All I  did was make him mad and push him away to the point of no return..   I still have my doubt, now even more so, if he really cared and if there really is no one else, he would have talked to me about it and I don't think he would have been so mad in doing so.   He feels like I am acting like his ex nagging and saying he is doing something he is not.. I did not mean to come across like that, all I really wanted is him to make me feel like what I am feeling is not what
Stuff
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My Shitty Poetry
Everytime I think about you Living this contract just won't do Forgiveness for leaving is all I ask Although the time and distance will be a task Future unknowing, obscured by mist Never forgetting everytime we've kissed In my mind I play this game Chance with you is my only aim Everything about you makes me quake Every dream of you I never wish to wake Something about you I desire so much Just to feel your warming touch Choosing to leave you was my biggest mistake All my relationships after were just a fake Holding you near me makes me serene Marines are only suppose to be angry and mean If only you could be with me here Even if it were for only two years Promise to you you'll never shed any tears Soon we won't be so distant Soon it'll be done in an instant Kisses from you make my eyes shine Call me yours and I'll call you mine What do you think when there is nothing for you pain and sorrow are the only things comi
Blurbs
A boy and his date were parked on a back road some distance from town,doing what boys and girls do on back roads some distance from town. Things were getting hot and heavy when the girl stopped the boy. "I really should have mentioned this earlier, but I'm actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex," she said. The boy just looked at her for a couple of seconds, but then reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing. After the cigarette, the boy just sat in the driver's seat looking out the window."Why aren't we going anywhere?" asked the girl. "Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I'm actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25." Once upon a time, and far, far away lived a beautiful Queen with voluptuous breasts. Richard the Dragon slayer knew that the penalty for his desire would be death should he try to touch them. One day Richard revealed his secret desire to his colleague, Horatio the Physician, who was the King's chief doctor. Horatio the Physician, ex
Merry Christmas
this is my most favorite song of the holiday..... And they told me pa-ram-pam-pam-pam A new-born king to see pa-ram-pam-pam-pam Our finest gifts we bring pa-ram-pam-pam-pam Ra-pam-pam-pam, ra-pam-pam-pam Peace on earth, can it be Years from now, perhaps we'll see See the day of glory See the day, when men of good will Live in peace, live in peace again Peace on earth, can it be Every child must be made aware Every child must be made to care Care enough for his fellow man To give all the love that he can I pray my wish will come true For my child and your child too He'll see the day of glory See the day when men of good will Live in peace, live in peace again Peace on earth, can it be Can it be
Me......
Makes me think of Michael dying in my arms...
Quotations1
"To be prepared for war is one of the most effectual means of preserving the peace." President George Washington "Let every nation know, whether it wishes us well or ill, that we shall pay any price, bear any burden, meet any hardship, support any friend, oppose any foe, to assure the survival and success of liberty." President John F. Kennedy "I regret that I have but one life to lose for my country." Nathan Hale
Ava Who?
Wouldn't you like to put on a perfect face of makeup and get all dressed up for your Mistress?  I expect you to be dressed with your hair and face done, and in the kitchen brewing my coffee and fixing my breakfast every morning before I wake.  During the day you will be June Cleaver the perfect mother and wife. After dark you will be the slutty cock sucking whore that you are…Deep down inside you wish you could be as hot as your Mistress.  You want to look and feel and smell like a woman..not just a woman but a sexy hot irresistible babe who knows how to make a guys cock hard just by looking at him and licking her lips. As your Mistress I demand complete devotion adorations and unconditional dedication. Basically what all that means is you do what, when, and how I say or you get your ass beat.  DON’T make Mz. Ava get all ghetto on your ass!  Now get over here and worship my feet bitch, get your tongue ready to lick and suck on my feet you dirty bitch.  I can see I’m
Leveling
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Full Of Surprises :)
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K's Blog Blunders
On the 12th Day of Christmas, Fubar gave to me...12 creeps I'm blocking, 11 friends a bombing, 10 corny mumms, 9 begging bling whores, 8 secret admirers, 7 lounge invites, 6 stalkers stalking,.…Fiiiiiiiiiiiiive Draaaaaaammmmaaa Queeeensssss, 4 pimp outs, 3 profile comments, 2 friends-a-pokin & a creep who won't stop shoutboxing meeee...     Merry Christmas ;) This is the type of dumbass shit I'd do....but I couldn't help but giggle reading it.   OMG!....I was in in the public restroom - I was barely sitting down when I heard a voice in the other stall: "Hi, how are you?"Me: embarrassed, "Doin' fine!"Stall: "So what are you up to?"Me: "Uhhh, I'm like you, just sitting here."Stall: "Can I come over?"Me: (attitude) "No, I'm a little busy right now!!"Stall: "Listen, I'll have to call you back. There's an idiot in the other stall who keeps answering all my questions!" I hear this happy lil laughter and I look out my door to see the lil Mexican kid next door chasing a chicken.
Poems
People of the light, Join us on this night, Without any fright, Dance in the gleam, Of mid summers eve. What a wonderful time, For joy and rhymes> Lets frolic and play, To honor this beautiful day. WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from cond
The Little Lost One's Diary
I gotta Man who makes me wanna kill.I gotta Man who makes me wanna die.I gotta Man who makes the devil pale.He makes my heart tick. I hate the system. I hate how our taxes are worthless. I hate how we need to have a car, a. k. a. a polluting machine of death, insurance for that car, insurance for our health, insurance for our death, insurance for our home, and our computers, and our everything. I hate how we have to pay for such nonsense, how everything is so required. I hate the stigmas of doing something other than what the masses do. I hate the prejudice. I hate the lack of health education in the schools. I hate how doctors can't do anything but take your money. I hate how the police don't care about your problems or you. I hate how the firemen don't care about saving your home, only the money they get paid, and putting out the fire the easiest way. I hate how generalizations are so general, and how my arguments fall flat because I point out the truth in stereotype
Being Bad
Oh what you have done to me I just want you dripping wet Please show me your sights unseen You smell of sex and taste of sweat Can't you see your killing me Save me from my thoughts obscene Take until theres nothing left Leave me when your feeling mean Grace me with your punishment Can't you see your killing me All I could think of was she looked even better in person. Face like a doll, body of my dreams, and eyes that make your heart stop. We smiled and hugged, she felt so good in my arms, so soft and warm. She smelled wonderful, good enough to eat. She looked up at me and I leaned in and kissed her. Her full wonderful lips felt so good. We kissed softly at first then slowly deeper, I could taste her now, our tongues danced together. I felt her hips push into me and her amazing breasts smash into my body. We knew right away we needed some privacy. We walked away thinking the same thing. Along the way we slipped into a deserted alleyway. I pulled her close and kissed h
"collection Of Poetry"
She was alone in the room And somehow I knew that in time I would fall For that look on her face What I'd do to embrace you tonight And watch the dark turn into light I can't believe I was really lying next to you Angel, she looks like an angel Take me to heaven with you when you go Oh, angel, got to be an angel You can't leave me baby on my own Fly angel fly Where you go then so will I She said I won't leave you in heaven I thought angels did not lie If time can stand still I'd hold you near me now and for always And oh what I'd give To have you live my whole life But you left without saying goodbye If you change your mind Remember I'll be waiting here Angel, she looks like an angel Take me to heaven with you when you go Oh angel, got to be an angel You can't leave me baby on my own Fly angel fly, Where you go then so will I She said I won't leave you in heaven I thought angels did not lie Don't stay away too long I can hardly stan
Pagan Humor
Now for those of you who are new, and have never encountered persons calling themselves pagans, witches, goddess-worshippers, here's how to tell us apart--with a healthy bit of tongue in one's cheek. Is this the first time you've seen this many pagans together? Well, you're in for a deflowering, young earth-worshipper, and you've come to the right place. However, you should realize that there are many, many types of pagans. In the old day's, we old farts just had to keep making the rounds until we either found a group that wouldn't kick us out or founded our own clique. But now, progress has brought us many different flavors to choose from. 1. Bright-Eyed Novice: You just read this cool book about a religion where there's a Goddess and a God, and they meet outside in nature, instead of some scary old building. They think sex is GOOD not evil, and you want to know where to sign up. Distinguishing Signs: Mispronounces god/dess names, has to think a moment about which is deo
Spoken Word
What would you do, If death was staring at you, Would you run towards the light, Or would you dig deep & put up a fight, Do you fear the unknown....or do you just want to escape this life, It can all end tonight, But then think of those that love you, If they knew of your decision would they approve, Or would they pray under the moon, That you would reconsider and stop being a fool, Recognize the value of your life, Cause even if your blind they still see your light, But do as you will as this is your path, We'll still be here dealing with the aftermath, truthsquad © 2008 Where can we fly, To whom do we cry, When the bombs eye, Sees its target, Scorches towards it , Misses, This smart bomb hits dora farms, Mothers and kids asleep in their bed, Tell me what chance did they have, We call this success, As justice misses us, Our eyes are blurry, Like scared mice we scurry, From dictator bush and his neo cons, Their wagin wa
Cowboy Up
Never miss a chance to rest your horse If you get to thinkin' you're a person of some influence, try orderin' somebody else's dog around. Don't worry about bitin' off more'n you can chew; your mouth is probably a whole lot bigger'n you think. Only cows know why they stampede. Always drink upstream from the herd. If you're ridin' ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then, to make sure it's still there with ya. Good judgment comes from experience, and a lotta that comes from bad judgment. There's two theories to arguin' with a woman. Neither one works. All I know is what I read in the papers. Be thankful we're not getting all the government we're paying for. I don't make jokes. I just watch the government and report the facts. Never miss a good chance to shut up. Don't name a cow you plan to eat. Life is not about how fast you run, or how high you climb, but how well you bounce. Keep skunks, lawyers, developers, and bankers at a dist
Pimpouts For Friends!
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I Need Some Hip Waders, The Bullshit Is Deep!
It amazes me when you are trying to develope a relationship with someone who is tangible and real...somehow it gets labeled as "fucking" someone. If I was just out to fuck someone, it would have been ONE night and ONE night alone. With NO PLANS of returning...even MOVING closer to be with someone. Sad thing is nothing is set in stone between two consenting adults...who have alot in common, similar sense of humors, have a remote idea of what they want in life, not to mention a parnter to share it with, ....and....pay close attention here..this is a good one.... are able to OPEN UP and TALK!! Soooo if that is what is commonly known as "fucking someone" then I guess maybe I am. But then again I truly find offense to that whole classification. Now the unimaginable has happened and I was torn. This person whom I am merely "fucking"...and i can't help but mention...OMG WHAT A FUCK IT IS...since we are calling it that...well..I feared coming between him and a friend. I have decided not t
For My Friends
    This is for a special someone..... Jonathan   My pillow. Enveloping me in your soft folds of comfort. Eyes closed, your gentle caress soothes my concerns and carries my thoughts to a bed of pure contentment. Completely satisfied, I lay in your sweet embrace, longing to remain indefinitely. This is love. Walking down the streets of an ancient world touching bricks covered in history while following the footsteps of kings and queens the feeling of home begins to settle in and the past begins to draw near like a previous act of a play you're now starring in It all comes together walking down these foggy streets passing under street lamps untouched by time and by windows that have stared out on the world since there has been one to be found Everything makes sense yesterday and tomorrow next week and yesteryear No matter the trials you face and whether you quit or triumph these walls will still be here Even after you're gone and just a memory to those who loved you these foggy s
God Bless
3:07 AM 2/17 12:02 AM 2/17 Madis​on, ​age 8,(*NOT MY DAUGHTER MADISON*) ​passe​d away just a few days ago We'​ve been asked​ to pass this on. Docto​rs told her famil​y that there​ have been quite​ a few child​ren Madis​on'​s age that have died recen​tly the same way that she died. The only commo​n link betwe​en them was that they were given​ Motri​n (​ibupr​ofen)​ and Robit​ussin​ toget​her,​ this cause​d a heart​ attac​k. They belie​ve this is what happe​ned to them. They told her to alert​ every​one to this. Do not give child​ren both of these​ medic​ines toget​her.​ You can give them one or the other​ but not both. When Madis​on colla​psed she suffered a heart attack and died. this was sent to me and i hope all parents take heed to the warning
Flying Ace
i am so sick of filling out flight attendant applications that i want to SCREAMMMM BUT its what i have to do if i wanna spend my time in the sky. the only thing is that the smaller airlines do not always pay for you to go to the interview and even then youre not guaranteed the position so that kinda blows. im looking into aviation schools and training so i can get my pilots license also but its so hard to decide which one. none of my friends are into being a pilot except the ones that went through the military to get their wings.... which im starting to consider but really dont wanna do if i dont have to. so...anybody here a pilot? So im playing on facebook and this man sent my mom a link about the dinosaur tracks in my town & it turns out there are human footprints also! It's kind of awesome. The river is way too high over where they are to see them right now but our next dry season i am DEF going snap some damn pictures.    http://www.bible.ca/tracks/taylor-trail.h
Wow
"by the way go the hill...u big head...ok you stupid mind...and do not send any message to me..loser..you are nothing here ugly face lol lol..you just try and who is with you to send any thing bad ...you will see what is will happen later faker..............................."   so i recieved this message today from some douche in saudi arabia.  i have no idea what it means since the fucker cant even speak english. um whats up with hate mail? if you dont like me, why the fuck do you even bother visiting my page?! for real! so this person blocked me from seeing their profile and sending them back a message, i just want to know who the fuck it is. so if you could find out for me, that would  be great.   thanks love you all!
Natural Selection
The reason women wear panties is because in the workplace, the health and safety states all manholes must be covered when not in use.... i saw this and thought it was funny. - IF YOU CROSS THE U.S. BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET................................1 - A JOB,2 - A DRIVERS LICENSE,3 - SOCIAL SECURITY CARD,4 - WELFARE,5 - FOOD STAMPS,6 - CREDIT CARDS,7 - SUBSIDIZED RENT OR A LOAN TO BUY A HOUSE,8 - FREE EDUCATION,9 - FREE HEALTH CARE,10 - A LOBBYIST IN WASHINGTON,11 - BILLIONS OF DOLLARS WORTH OF PUBLIC DOCUMENTS PRINTED IN YOUR LANGUAGE,12 - AND THE RIGHT TO CARRY YOUR COUNTRY'S FLAG WHILE YOU PROTEST THAT YOU DON'T GET ENOUGH RESPECT.Fromthe L. A. Times1. 40% ofall workers in L. A. County ( L. A. County has 10.2 millionpeople) are working for cash and not paying taxes.This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants workingwithout a green card.2.) 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens.3.) 75...% of people on the most wanted list in Los Ang
Poems I Wrote
I almost trusted you again I knew it was a sin As I sat thinking I could feel my loneliness sinking Am I that stupid to think you’d come around Nah son I am only your rebound I have come to realize that your not worth The effort I put forth. When we were together you were clever Somehow you made me feel like it would last forever. I believed every lie Hell love I even got high With you I had a blast. But seriously that’s in the past. When we broke up I fell into a deep depression, Our relationship had become my obsession. Well my love I’m gonna drink this beer The I’ll cry my last tear. You hurt me too many times Now you’re the one who has to live with the crime. I just wish you knew How much I loved you. Emotional turmoil casting an evil glow on reality The devil himself standing in my path No way to escape the agony of history Am I the only one whose changed my ways Shattered and cold in terrifying darkness This is my life Trapped in m

So I am in this auction hosted by my good friend DaisyBlue. Wanna Get Your ♥ On and own me??? PLUS 1 WEEKLY SNAPVINE AND BIG PIMPIN' GIFT Click the pic. Please rate. Thank you! Merry Christmas Fu Folks!     So my Christmas plans are settled now.   Tomorrow I pick up lil Blake.  My mother, sister, and I are taking him to see Yogi Bear 3D then back here to open presents and spend a few hours with lil Khloe Grace!!!  My ex husband will pick Blake up Friday morning and then my mother, sister, and I are off to the other side of the state to visit my nephew and my sister's lil 7 month old grandson.  I am supposed to cook a small dinner for myself, my mother, sister, brother in law, brother, and sister in law on Saturday, BUT we have an 80% chance of a snow storm starting Friday night.  lol   We shall wait to see what happens.  :)     So what are your plans? She makes me tingle. That is all.
10 Years Street Team
More Song Lyrics
I guess the time was right for us to say We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share With you I never wonder - will you be there for me With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me Chorus: I finally found the love of a lifetime A love to last my whole life through I finally found the love of a lifetime Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime With every kiss our love is like brand-new And every star up in the sky was made for me and you Still we both know that the road is long (But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong Chorus Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind there's no comfort in the truth pain is all you'll find Should've known better I feel so unsure as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor as the music d
My Stuff
You make me laugh when I want to cry, Make me live when I want to die, Make me smile when I want to frown, You turn my life upside down. Believe in me when no one else does You?re my now, my is, my was. When you call my name I begin to blush, I'm afraid people notice I need you so much. When I'm with you time flies by fast. It's like the present is the past. I need you more than you can believe, Love you more than you can conceive. Think about you every night and day And hope my life can stay this way I don't want it to be any other way. "S.E.X." [Verse 1] "No" is a dirty word, Never gonna say it first, "No" is just a thought that never crosses my mind. Maybe in the parking lot, Better bring your friend along, Better rock together than just one at a time. [Chorus] S is for the simple need. E is for the ecstasy. X is just to mark the spot, Because that's the one you really want. (Yes!) Sex is always the answer, it's never a question, 'Cause the answer's
Poems By Crazynormal
When I look at you…I start to dream….. You make me remember walking hand in hand Along the beach and bare feet in the sand I dream of making a home again With a woman who holds my heart Tightly in her hands I dream of love again I dream of evenings spent Cuddling under a blanket Watching the fire burning in the fireplace. Seeing the light flicker off her face I dream of night time rituals Of brushing her hair before she sleeps Amazed at how much love I feel As I dream of this I dream of a thousand kisses and hugs Of making love in every room Of laying on a blanket Looking at the moon When I look at you…I start to dream… I see a face, blurred in my dream Do I dream of you?? Well I can dream can’t I? So Many Words… So Much Emotion How do I pull it all out of my head? So many words…. So many things to say. Emotions roll through me like shockwaves. Rippling through my body, leaving tears and holes as they go. How do I say all I have and all
Say What?
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Workout Diary
After an extended hiatus, I was finally able to make it to the gym yesterday. I had the day off, but still had a lot to do, so it was only an hour, but this is better than nothing. Stationary Bike:25 mins, 101 Calories burned Elliptical Machine:20 mins, 191 Calories burned Stair Climber:10 Mins, 60 Calories burned. Weight is holding at 209.5, but that's what happens when you take a break I guess. If I can loose one pound before the end of the month and keep it off, I would be satisfied. I have no time to work out today, I have to go to work, but I just wanted to say, progress is AWESOME! Beginning weight: 216.5 February's Goal:Lose 8lbs. Today's weigh-in: 210.5!!! Almost there! I only got to work out once last week. I've looked at my schedule for this coming week, and between my birthday and my two jobs, I might not be able to fit in a visit to the gym this week at all. I guess that means I'll be doing lots of crunches at home, but that's not entirely a b
Lounge Stuff
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Irish Blessings
In life, there are only two things to worry about— Either you are well or you are sick. If you are well, there is nothing to worry about, But if you are sick, there are only two things to worry about— Either you will get well or you will die. If you get well, there is nothing to worry about, But if you die, there are only two things to worry about— Either you will go to heaven or hell. If you go to heaven, there is nothing to worry about. And if you go to hell, you’ll be so busy shaking hands with all your friends You won’t have time to worry! Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free! I follow the plan God laid for me. I saw His face, I heard His call, I took His hand and left it all... I could not stay another day, To love, to laugh, to work or play; Tasks left undone must stay that way. And if my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss... Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss. My life's been full, I've
Life
There is quite a bit about me I choose not to share.  If, however, you talk to me, there is much you will learn. I try to live life as simply as possible but the more I learn the more I find that I am nothing but a web of mystery and riddles.  I am not complaining by any means as I can keep myself occupied hours on end.  I also enjoy talking to people in depth and learning about them, not by what they say, but by how they say it. I was given a gift when I was born and through the years, I have lost touch with it and have found it, again.  I am a devout in my beliefs.  Who couldn't be after some of the things I have gone through?  But, in my devout ways, I am a curious being and find my way into a world that doesn't exactly agree with all that I believe.  I believe I was given a special gift and I choose not to use that gift to hurt or harm others, only to answer questions and ask for guidance or protection. How is it a person can believe so strongly in something yet finds themself sn
2-18-09
  Please visit me here Today is very tough for me. I miss someone very much, and there is no one i can talk to about her. We have made plans and i have every intenion of acting on them, it sjust sometimes its so hard to be without this person. This is the only way i can communicate my feelings for this person. I dont know who will read this. I guess it doesnt matter these are my thoughts and i need to get them out. ~*~LadySin~*~
Usbadass64
do u love your wife??????? were is cute n naughty????????????????????? life is good i work hard at my job I drink my beer and have a good time i still have my truck thats why its good to be me!
Truth
Let me preface what I'm about to say with some background: As a person active in the Truth movement and all that entails, I was drawn to Ron Paul's candidacy as a breath of fresh honesty in a very bleak and poisoned political landscape. He talked about the issues over fluff. He seduced millions of voters across the Republic. I campaigned for him strongly, canvassing, yard signs, talking about him in a multitude of online forums, and even still to this day have his sticker on my car. However... I've also looked back at his words vs his deeds. You can tell a tree by its fruit as the saying goes, and what fruit has Ron Paul brought forth? He promised to stay in the election all the way to the convention, which he did not do. "As long as I have the support" was his credo, and while hundreds of thousands of voters were trying to grab up unbound delegates for an upset, he bowed out at what I consider the height of his chances. He gathered a LOT of money, and ran no natio
Rock And Roll Weekend
but it's a great song.   1-2-8 by The Mighty Mighty Bosstones   They played somethingThey made somethingBrand new a baby bluemachineBrass tacks, duct tapeFor the great escapePacked in therelike sardinesBack and forthEast, south, west, northShred the atlasburn the mapOften lost and pathsWake me up I need a napThey didsomethingWhich meant somethingAnd that got them some attentionEyeswideA roller coaster rideGreat pride in this inventionI thinkthey're selling Snake oilAt the dog and pony showIn the gardengeeWould you pardon meAnd by the way how does it growTheexplanation's unexplainableHolding onto somethingOnce dreamtunattainableThe course was never chartedSo don't look into thebooksThe secret's not the recipeIt's got to be the cooksThey madesomethingThey played somethingBlood, sweat, and elbow greaseIf youcan't stand the heat in the kitchenGet out it will increaseLast trainto where?Hey get out of hereNothing's measured and nothing'sweighedA dash of honesty in the recipeThat's the fi
Poetry
What does it mean to be alone? I am all alone in this world, full of heartless people. Haunted by the memories of my past. So many words to describe my burning heart. My fate is sealed. Why won’t this sickness inside me die? I can’t relate to a happy state of mind. Why be tempted by happiness? It all turns to shit in the end. Why is everything so complicated? I always love, love the ones I cannot have or do not love me. Can you make me happy? Can you fill the void? Can you make up for lost time? Can you love me completely? Can you be my soul mate? Can you be my equal? Can you be my Yang? Can you stand me forever? Can you be there for me no matter what? Can you love me when I cry? Can you love me when I try? Can you love me when I fail? Can you love me when I am down? Can you be there when I am crazy? Can you be there when I am old? Can you be the one that never leaves? Can you trust me to love you? Can I trust myself with you? Can you love me fore
Blah
I m sick.......blah   that is all I like the Fu-Owned thingy....it tells me who appreciates me enough to want to own me,  and feature me on their page....I just get irked when dudes wanna get into a pissing contest over a chick that they know they couldnt have in R/L anyway.......I got called a prick this morning......I usually dont take offense to what people say on here.....but ...FUCK YOU!!!!!(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)   that is all I miss the touch of a woman..... i hate being lonely.........
Matt Kestner [atheist] Vs. David Jordan [creationist/idist]
Fri, 1/30/09, David Jordan: Time is not at random. I didn't ask or assert that time was random. Wed, 2/4/09, David Jordan: the stars have rotated in the heavens, but have not changed the constellation arrangements in all these years. You've yet to explain why these contellations should rearrange themselves at you're whim. Wed, 2/4/09, David Jordan: there must not be any side ways galaxies. There are 'side ways' galaxies. The universe isn't taking orders from any human, and it's independ of God (and/or Jesus). Wed, 2/4/09, David Jordan: neither red shifting or blue shifting. They would still redshift or blueshift even with a side ways rotation. The shifting concerns distance, not the way the said galaxies are moving. Wed, 2/4/09, David Jordan: God compromises with evolution. You haven't explained how 'God' compromises with evolution. Thu, 2/5/09, David Jordan: not saying anything except two opposing theories. Big Bang and
Naturally Carnal Thoughts
There was a mum tonight "Cheating" with the question being asked: "Is there a time in Marriage or in a relationship were its ok to cheat?" As this is how I see it, I thought I would save it to share here as well. Comments anyone??? Here we go... with a few additions (due to the freedom of being on MY blog.) *********************************************** Cheating constitutes lying. That is unacceptable. However, that said, I must also say that I believe that it is possible for people to share 'open' relationships. I don't consider those to be 'cheating' because in those cases the people are honest with one another and aware of what is going on. There is no 'lie' involved. I have an 'aunt' and 'uncle' who have had an open marriage now for over 40 years. They STILL seek partners together and individually. To me, the important parts are this: 1-they are open and honest with one another at all times. 2-they share a very close knit relationship, in no way lessened by the years of ho
Mickies Poem's
Death becomes her. Her last breath is slowly taken. Darkness covers her eye's. A soft hummmm she hears. Outside people crying, morning the loss. The future will they remember her? Her name slowly fades. Alone I sit,I see her. Her face pale ,tears running down her face. I ask her what is the matter? She reply's everyone I loved has forgotten everything. Every loveing moment.She ask's me "Do they still laugh? Darkness falls and so we sleep. One good soul we love to keep. His eyes a red,he's lips so deep. We turn our heads,he gives us the creeps. We long to flee... Dose he ever sleep? Darkness or a lovers hand. Rage or happiness. How can these two feelings mesh? I feel them but dont understand them! This rollercoaster we call life is killing me. Up,up,up,DOWN. An old love at mind, a new friend in touch. Witch path is true? People and there words seem to make me angry...
2009 March
oh ma dear cinnamon is so ma visit was very productive muc better than last time she is sporting a sporty cast smaller she more able to move abot memory is much better mostly drug induced she seems happier but i never see her not she seems more happy to see me but she sleeps though the nite without wake her face looks so much more better she already feels da pain of knowing her bff is gone on to a better place she took it better than the family had thought she seems to accept it well maybe unhappy she miss her going away party she knows she could not be present cuz she might not be here too i pray she continues to get better wish she knew she was in ny she think she is in virginia she say i dont visit enough (tat makes me cry) Question of the day. If you were stranded on a deserted island for 1 month and could bring one thing, what would it be? wat ? a world without music my entire existence is to a beat if world is without music swe
Surveys
1. What is your best friends name? Debbie 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? White 3. What are you listening to right now? Sublime- Caress Me Down 4. Whats your favorite number? 14 5. What was the last thing you ate? String Cheese 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Green 7. How is the weather right now? Cold 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Alma 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Smile, also if he smells good 10. Do you have a significant other? I have husband 11. Favorite TV show? NCIS, House 12. Siblings? 3 Brothers 1 Sister 13. Height? 5' 4" 14. Hair color? Blonde 15. Eye Color? Hazel 16. Do you wear contacts? Yes 17. Favorite Holiday? Thanksgiving 18. Month? November...only because it's the prettiest 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? All the time 20. What was the last movie you watched? Uncle Buck...lol 21. Favorite Day of the Year? I
Rants
So I'm sick...AGAIN. I'm sooooo tired of this shit. Seems like every other week I'm getting sick. Yesterday I woke up with a sore throat, and today my glands are swollen to the size of golf balls and my throat is raw. I currently have a mix of: -Emergen-c -Oxy -Dayquil -Doxycycline and -Herbal remedy in me...   I refuse to be sick for christmas, this is bullshit.   Anyway...to the people who keep bitching about what *I'M* doing wrong all the time...friendship is a two way street. You expect ME to call always, ME to email always, ME to be sitting in front of my computer 24/7 and if I don't then it's world war 3...if you're not available or if you have something pressing going on in your life it's fine for you to disappear for any length of time. You need to understand that I have a life, I have people who count on me, and I have a set schedule that I adhere to every week. Time differences make a huge difference as well. Especially, say, a 15 hour time difference. When you're a
Other Auctions
Nothing to fancy at the moment.. Just wanted to let you all know im up for AUCTION! If you are interested in bidding on me and owning me for 1 month click on my auction pic. :) **IF PIC LINK DOES NOT WORK PLEASE COPY AND PASTE LINK INTO WEB BROWSER** http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347 albumid=1672350&i=738724262&idx=2#1379802354 Thank you plz repost. > > > > > AUCTION AND RATING CONTEST > > > HEY LOOKY AT ME IM > IN AN AUCTION AND UP > FOR GRABS, ARE YOU > BRAVE ENOUGH TO CUM > AND BID ON ME > > WILL YOU PLEASE AT LEAST > COME ON OVER AND RATE MY > PIC, THERE IS A CONTEST > FOR THE MOST RATES TO > WIN A 65 BLING PACK > > TO DO ANY OF THESE THINGS > YOU WILL NEED TO TAKE THAT > LITTLE MOUSE IN YOUR HAND > AND GO CLICK ON MY PIC > TO FIND MY CHERRY THAT > YOU NEED SOOOO BAD TO > POP FOR THE RATE > > > > THANK YOU VERY MUCH > FOR YOUR HELP > > > > > > > > > > AUCTION AND RATING CONTEST > > > HEY LOOKY AT M
Jacques
OK Folks... first i need to rant... Republicans need to make up their minds and decide what the fuck they want to do with their party. But that dont fucking matter to me that much though because as far as i am concerned most repub's are fucking jackasses (some not all) and the piece of fucking shit called Rush Limbaugh, dont even get me started with what i think about him. All that man knows is hate, but then that is true of most repub's these days. With all these hating jackasses they expect us democrats to take them seriously???? There own damn party dont take them seriously no more. The only people they got left is the christian conservatives (that hate anyone that is not white or straight). Christian conservatives alone dont win elections. HINT HINT....that might be why the ditzes McCain/Palin lost the ELECTION!!! this is 2k9. racism and sexual preference intolerance cannot be a part of any party's future. might be why us democrats are progresing as the dominant par
Random
Turns out my son enjoys the cartoons I used to watch when I was little, even more than the modern ones. Go figure. He likes Dick Tracy, Hong Kong Phooey, Mr. Magoo, Hercules, Tom & Jerry, Josey and the Pussycats, Scooby Doo, etc. I was browsing videos recently, and dug up some of the old TV shows that I loved as a kid. How many of these do you remember? Gigantor: Felix The Cat: Hercules: Underdog: Peabody and Sherman: Marine Boy: Kimba The White Lion: Sea Hunt: The Green Hornet: Batman: Voyage To the Bottom Of The Sea: Lost In Space:
Posted From My Other Blog, Some Old Some New
What do we do? When it’s all gone…when the pain is so numbing we are walking around dead. What do we do? When our hearts are ripped out and burned, our souls snatched out of our bodies. What do we do? Turn up our music to drown out the sound of emptiness and silence? Write to an uncaring, non understanding world? What do we do? I ask you. For once in my life I’m speechless. Broken, destroyed, and as much as I want to say something, there is nothing I can say. There are no words to explain this void or how much I hate myself. There is an overwhelming numbness taking over me. Like I don’t care, about myself anymore, because no one else does. It’s like I was in a blissful dream and woke up in a nightmare. I am ghost. A whisper. My soul can’t find my body. I’m just wondering around lost looking for something and not knowing what it is. I look around and it’s all gone. And all that remains is an empty corpse and a lost soul. So you tell me what do we do? When all is los
For The Record
Time for nonsense. Let's have some fun. :P Yeah, I changed it. Leave the past in the past. ;) 1 Honest thing...     I sometimes feel completely vulnerable and lonely.       Your turn........................ it's been awhile since ive done some sort of update blog, so here goes. my capitalization still doesnt work, i see.   blake: soccer season is under way and he is paying more attention this year. it's great lung exercise for him. he just had his 4 year boosters yesterday. it's hard to believe lil man is 4. he is doing well. we are so blessed. his weight has hit a plateau, though. he's so active. we had to up the pediasure to twice a day, trying to keep the feeding tube away. great news from the cystic fibrosis clinic...they are now working on finding a way to make pulmozyme into an inhaler instead of the almost 30 minute breathing treatment! that would eliminate 1 treatment a day! he still has almost a year of negative readings with his tobi before he can go off of it
Inside
The words pour out but not from my lips for the are spoken from my heart and spoken form my soul Many years I wandered lost all thanks to you I have finally been found and now walk with a completed soul You are all I want and all that I need when I am near you Love is all I feel Why must my heart be shrouded in fear afraid to hear the words I long to say unable to muster the courage to speak so I shall hold my tongue let things be Unknowing of the truth of feelings shared forbidden happiness, loss of what is the risk is great, loss greater to fail is to lose, alone to keep silent the same Truth in the eyes and words never spoken knowing what is what could be fear holding back the words heart afraid to feel happiness and sadness loneliness becomes me. As I look into those eyes, I see the purest of souls. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but as I set my eyes upon your sweet face I see true beauty in its purest form defined. When you smile it
Just Neppi
Update......Still haven't had any Coke.. 43 days into this and I have lost 26 pounds and my man boobs seem to be shrinking I have done 680 miles on the exercise bike.. 1782 miles to go before I reach Misfits house. Wonders if she'll feed me!573 miles to go to watch Vixen walk naked in the woods.1667 miles to the Bunny Ranch in Nevada to save Cubby from his sins. Yes, it is true. I did stray off the righteous path and give in to temptation cast upon me by the Evil 3. I let you down, I bombed on the Sabbath having proclaimed that I would not do so. I walked on the to the dark side of the road, taken in by two dark haired beauty's and visions of the others chestnut hair falling all around my pillow case. Ok, Ok, Ok.. I stole that Chestnut hair line from Don Mcleans song "Empty Chairs. STFU.. It's a good line and ya know it. So in my hour of questioning I was inspired and spat forth a poem out loud as I avoided the beggars and concentrated on friendly type targets. Sure hope I can reme
Happy Monday
Love
I personally don't have any experience in that area. All I have ever opened to that much has hurt me so I keep that in a safe place..... Big Don't even ask sign on it. But the further I go on my walk in Wicca I have come to realize that I do put forth thoes feelings just not to many my children, & grandchildren naturally, Parents, Good friends, Mother Earth, & myself. Though I have watched others through love around like its nothing, and that makes me sick to my stomach. I have hurt people we all have sometimes you just cant help it but it makes me so mad to see people who do it just cause they can, that is no reason to hurt someone and I wish they could see just what they are doing to that person it saddens me to the core but I have also seen people do it and know what they are doing and how that other person feels and they just dont give a shit. that to me is evil pure and simple evil. In my faith I have read in so many places about love spells I don't like that eather I feel that L
Love Poems
""" "A SMILEA SMILE COSTS NOTHING,but gives so much.It enriches those who receive,without making poorerthose who give.It takes but a moment,but the memory of itsometimes lasts forever.None is so rich or mightythat he can get along without it,and none is so poorbut that he cannot be made rich by it.A smile creates happiness in the home,fosters goodwill in business,and is the countersign of friendship.It brings rest to the weary,cheer to the discouraged,sunshine to the sad,and it is nature's bestantidote for trouble.Yet it cannot be bought,begged, borrowed or stolen,for it is somethingthat is of no value to anyoneuntil it is given away.Some people are too tiredto give you a smile;give them one of yours,as none needs a smileso much as hewho has no more to give.—Anon """""                                My Sweet Dreams "MY SWEET DREAMS FORE THEY INCLUDE YOU; FIGURE IF I HAVE THEM ENOUGH ONE DAY THEY'LL COME TRUE; SOMETHING ELSE; MORE THAN ONCE I'VE BEEN CALLED; AND WHAT THEY WERE I
Poem I Wrote
The sun comes out The clouds go away When everything seems simple We feel we’ve found the way We see the horizon and what it holds We think were almost there But the sun starts to set and it all unfolds The darkness rains upon us fears and doubts Consumed by feelings of concern We yell but no one hears our shouts As it always does the sun will rise once more A castle in the air Giving us hope that it will not poor. A course of action destined to repeat Nothing we do will stop it. It’s intent slightly bitter sweet Laying there beside her I feel that what I’ve been looking for I’ve finally  found.I inch my self closer to her and try not to make a sound.I softly kiss her lips and try to get my feet back on the ground.I whisper that I lover her while she pretends to sleep.I know she hears me but to herself she tries to keep.I tell her the night is over, no longer time for counting sheep. I cuddle up against her to hear her heart beat.When I hear that sound I feel
New
I will draw thorns from your feet. We will walk the White Path of Life together. Like a brother of my own blood, I will love you. I will wipe tears from your eyes. When you are sad, I will put your aching heart to rest. look upon me i am the beast demonomania, demonomania, demonomania my father was a wolf demonomania, demonomania, demonomania my mother was a whore you check and see we aren't like other wolves it's in the blood i wanna be the fucking savior humans are weak what else you fucking do humans are weak i went to hell demonomania, demonomania, demonomania my father was a wolf demonomania, demonomania, demonomania my mother was a whore demonomania, demonomania, demonomania my mother was a whore demonomania, demonomania, demonomania my father was a wolf Cherokee Prayer As I walk the trail of life in the fear of the wind and rain, grant O Great Spirit that I may always walk like a man
Loving This Monday
Red In Review
Alrighty all, since my last post, a differnt tune has been played. The ideas I had have been pitched and seems to have been met with an upbeat attitude. We spent 2 hours talking them over. I feel much better. Although, last nights show had some issues. Mchgn, my brother, was ejected for bashing my music, which IS a lounge rule. Only issue is that he has been bashing the music I play for 20 years. That is his thing and almost everyone knew it. A new staff member did not know that Mchgn is basically an untouchable when i'm on air. As is OP, and any of my loyals that have followed me through the years no matter where I broadcast. Its one of the things I demand when doing my show. Yes, I demand alot of leway when I'm on , but if you look at what I bring in and maintain over the course of a night, I think its well worth it. No one else on Fubar does anything close to what i do, period. I will post more as it arises... Ok, my brother, OP, has just informed me, two nights before my first wedd
The Pastor's Sermon
Be ready football fans.....ITS COMING!!!   You're going to love it!!! Again, this can also be found on my site, www.aznativemike.wordpress.com . It's still be worked on, but the postings are coming. Thanks to guardian.uk (so what if it’s a liberal publication) for this piece from an Iranian medical student. Read the following: “I only want to speak about what I have witnessed. I am a medical student. There was chaos at the trauma section in one of our main hospitals. Although by decree, all riot-related injuries were supposed to be sent to military hospitals, all other hospitals were filled to the rim. Last night, nine people died at our hospital and another 28 had gunshot wounds. All hospital employees were crying till dawn. They (government) removed the dead bodies on back of trucks, before we were even able to get their names or other information. What can you even say to the people who don’t even respect the dead. No one was allowed to speak to the wounded
Happy Thirsty Thursday Babies
On Giving  Kahlil Gibran You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give. For what are your possessions but things you keep and guard for fear you may need them tomorrow? And tomorrow, what shall tomorrow bring to the overprudent dog burying bones in the trackless sand as he follows the pilgrims to the holy city? And what is fear of need but need itself? Is not dread of thirst when your well is full, the thirst that is unquenchable? There are those who give little of the much which they have--and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire makes their gifts unwholesome. And there are those who have little and give it all. These are the believers in life and the bounty of life, and their coffer is never empty. There are those who give with joy, and that joy is their reward. And there are those who give with pain, and that pain is their baptism. And there are those who give and know not pain in giving, nor do they seek
My Rhymes
If you want to be alone, I will be your shadow. If you want to cry, I will be your shoulder. If you need to be happy, I will be your smile. But, anytime you need a friend, I'll be me.   Amy S Graham Oct 17, 2008 Dead man walking, walking man dead. The first sentenced to death, for popping a bullet in the others head.   Dead man walking, walking man dead. He caught her cheating, then he chopped off her head.   Dead man walking, walking man dead. Both got drunk, one killed the other for what he said.   Dead man walking, thousands dead. Built some bombs, Placed them in a shelter where the homeless were being fed.   Dead man walking, walking man dead. Smoked some bad crack, That went straight to his head.   Dead man walking, Too many people dead. Let's stop the killing; while we still have our heads.   Amy S. Graham This poem was from a dream I had after a dear friends husband killed her when he found her cheating on him with her boss.  Yes, he chopp
Another Day In My Life
Ya know, after 15 years of really not giving a shit, not even my health being a factor to my  self distruction. The day my mother had to damn near fight to take a breath not only broke my heart but my mind. So, I quit..Yeah it sucks hella bad but when your eyes are open to the truth of being scared..what other choice  do you have..but i still have not quit for me. I  did it because I dont want that day to happen to my children. Which we all know it will happen but if i can provent certain types of deaths, why not. Oh by the way, my mom is fine, she spend some time in the hospital, but is back to being spunky..i dont see how she does it..and where in the hell did I get this serious shit from..who knows..anywho, if you dont stop smoking for you, do it for someone else. Its your life yes, but someone else gave it to you. ~~~~ Spring is Here and Im up for Bid~~ Ok, sorry about the cheesy line but its true..my #2 on family and friends Missy, has me in her auction..cool huh?! Come show me
Song Of The Day
I woke up today all energized and refreshed. Feeling damn good now after being so worn out recently. Some of you may know I am a truck driver and most days are not bad, but I been on the road since December 27th so I was getting a bit burned out to say the least. Home now and got 10 days off. Well 9 now since I slept most of yesterday away.   I always have a song in my head and the song I woke up with this morning...Living la Vida Loca by Ricky Martin.   sidenote: I am not gay or bi, but DAMN Ricky Martin is a sexy motherfu... seasons are changing today an instrumental
I'm Interesting I Swear. Okay, I Don't Swear. Sorry For Lying. I Don't Like Being A Tease.
When did it become so horribly wrong for someone to want what's best for them, as apposed to what's in the best intrest of others? I've never been one to for go my own needs and wants for another person, per say... but this is just absurd. I don't know much, but I do know this...I'm on this journey.I have yet to know nor understand where it will take me, but that's not the point. The point is I'm going to find out, eventually. Everyone has to take this path at some point in their life, true, mine came at a most inopportune time, but none the less; I like everyone else, deserves to walk this road, guilt free.I'm desperately tired of faking. I'm exhausted. Chemical smiles only last for so long before they morph into twisted scowls and deafening sarcasm.I never ment to hurt you. You don't believe me.I never sought out your love just to refuse it. You won't believe me.I never ment to linger... You don't believe me.I never ment to have to say I'm sorry so many times. You won't believe me.I'
Running Through My Mind
Guy 1: 1a. "Hmmm. Well I've got $300 burnin a hole in my pocket. Its yours if you let me get with ya. "- Yes I'm a prositute...uh no. 1b. "Okay fine. $400. That would be cool with me." 1c. Ok I can understand. How about $600 for your time. That's more than fair. 1d. "so what would be agreeable.  perhaps i can give you $700 and we can be together and go to dinner as well"   This weekend okay with you?-Seriously can a man take rejection? I'll continue to add as time goes on..... Haven't I seen you before? = Nice ass I'm a Romantic = I'm poor I need you" = My hand is tired I am different from all the other guys = I am not circumcised I want a commitment = I'm sick of masturbation You're the only girl I've ever cared about = You are the only girl who hasn't rejected me I really want to get to know you better = So I can tell my friends about it It's just orange juice, try it = 3 more shots, and she'll have her legs around my head she's kinda cute = I want to have sex with her ti
Poems
WRITTEN BY ME SOMETIMES U SIT BACK SIT BACK A WONDER Y WONDER Y PEOPLE DO THINGS THINGS THAT U CANT THAT U CANT UNDERSTANDUNDERSTAND WUTS GOINGOIN ON IN UR LIFEUR LIFE IS ALL MESSED UPMESSED UP CUZ OF ITCUZ OF IT U CANT TURNCANT TURN THINGS INTO GOLDTHINGS INTO GOLD, WUTS THAT MEAN?THAT MEANS MAKE THINGS PERFECTMAKE THINGS PERFECT FOR WHOPERFECT FOR THE ONES THE ONES AROUND YOU? NOT BY ME Another Day This life pulls more than one wayand sometimes I don't know how much I can takeI just try to live it day to daybut sometimes I can't help but to breakand after it's all said and doneI know that it's ended once moreand even though I try to runI wont get any further than beforeso I try to justify all that I dobut it's never good enough for anyoneand it seems the more I try to tell youit's like i'll never be doneand so in misery I try to escapebut I know i'll never get awaybecause I have to sit and look into your faceand return to another messed up day NOT WRITTEN BY ME,BUT HOW MANY FEEL
~meeting Of Minds~
"Sally, I think maybe our talents are merging or something. I can't explain it, but it seems like our ideals of each other's appearance are becoming permanent."Sally is one confused camper. She reaches up and runs her fingers across my pate. I can tell that she's feeling god-like hair. My fingers join hers up there. I still felt bald. I look over at the mirrored wall at the edge of the Food Court. Yup, still rat-faced, but Sally's reflection is Lisa. Our bodies haven't changed; we're just seeing our ideals in each other."Bill, never mind how this is happening – is this a good thing or bad thing?""You tell me, Sally. Which me would you rather look at?" I realize with a start that I'm thinking about how this will affect us in the long term. Long term?I can see that she's as conflicted as I am. I can read Sally's emotions on Lisa's face quite easily. Me? I want to be a sensitive human being and put all of those prejudices about people's looks behind me, but if I answer myself honest
For All To See
Since Misfit downloaded 300 boob gifs and procured the win for Fubar...I downloaded 363 boob gifs. One-upmanship anyone? Me = win + 63 Misfit = -62 ptz from top win Drool, fuckers!!     Misfit no longer wins fubar I'm gonna enter an auction. I normally don't do them but...I figured why not   I need your help. First off, I need to choose an image and don't know which one to use. Perhaps my default? My wheaties pic? My moobs? I dunno I also need to offer stuff, and I have no clue what to offer. Any advice or demands would be very much appreciated.   Thank you, and have a wonderful day First things first: I'm wasted.   That being said...I miss many of the people online I used to talk to. Life is hectic, life is erratic, and life is cruel. It has it's ups and downs etc etc etc...but to lose contact with those who make you laugh...sucks. I miss many of you, but have no time or opportunity to catch up. So....open opportunity right here on this post, for anyone who wants to
Stuff
Do you have what it takes to be a Ho? Come Join all the Sexi Bishes of Devils Rejects and see if you have the stuff!! Come Rock out in the Greatest Lounge in all of fubar! Join the Rejects as We Rock the house!!!
No Name
I listen to my southern preacher and sometimes he speaks fast for a southern man, and he's going on and preaching and he says "sometimes God has to drag you there". Well I laughed. Hit me just right. I don't think he meant it to be funny, but all the same, most of the people listening laughed too. It was like a laugh with a tear. I love when that happens, when a preacher says something and it hits everyone just right, and we laugh in common union with each other. He wasn't trying to make a joke, or a funny, but he did, without even knowing it until that instance. He's dragging me, pulling, making me, just like a father should. Just makes me happy to know that. It's a warm feeling, I'd say comforting. Comforting to know that yeah I've done bad, this and that, but I have a Lord that's still making me do what He knows is right. Will I fail sometimes? sure. Our relationship is kind now. Strict, but I can laugh, and it's becoming easy to laugh. If I could write in the dictionary, I'd title
Staff Bulitens
Do you have what it takes to be a Reject? Come Play with Sin Live in Devils Rejects! No Sin is as Satisfying as playin in the Devils Rejects!! so what are you waiting for?
Just A Poem I Wrote
love for one person when you love someone so much that it makes you hurt so much. you dont care what you got to do to help that person out. but what hurts is when that person just keeps their hearted closed to you.expectaly when the person use to talk to you about anything. it casues more emotional pain then anyone can relize. it even gets you so far down that it causes physical pain. wondering around as i walk the streets trying to find what im looking gfor i hear your voice in my head that is lovely voice teling me that ill find what im looking for and that you still have your love for me. then something brings me back around and i relize that it is just a voice in my head and wishful thinking. then my phone rings and it is you on the other end wiht that soothing lovely voice of you. i just long for the the day to hear those three speical words " I LOVE YOU" to come over the phone from your end again. i just hope one day to hear those words from you again. but when we ge
Hmmmm.......
Well the other blog was a blast and I just wanted to thank everyone for joining in and playing :D   But it got me thinking... why do you or don't you post NSFW pics?   I go back and forth on posting them.  It depends on how well I can control the pics and if I trust the people in the blog.  Also I won't post anymore nsfw pics that show my face after having been burned before. So what about you..... After a private convo with someone today it got me to thinking.  I know, me thinking is a novel thing, lol.  How well do we really make an effort to get to know people on here? Do we allow others to get to know us?  Why does it seem like that people either share their whole life story or they give nothing away? How do we find a happy medium? I have pretty much closed my page down.  I am bored and disappointed with fubar so it is time for a break.  The point whoring, the ignorant assholes. the drama, and the bitchiness no longer make this fun for me.    I will check in to clear messa
Life!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well its been about 2 years since I wrote someting, so here I go. This past year has been the wierdest of my life, my ex moved here to the beach and lives one floor above me, we split our daughter on a weekly basis which is good for our daughter, but the constant worry of her leaving weighs heavy on me, and leaves me constantly be on the defense, I became very sick earlier this year but am fairing well, getting stronger everyday to fight this thing called life. Life, what is it? We know we're born to die that is the only 2 things you are guaranteed, everything else is earned, wealth, love, children and success. If you are 1 of the lucky few who manage to find these 4 items and keep them you are truly blessed but remember in the blink of an eye it all can be gone. Take it from someone who knows, so what do you do, you pick your ass up and start over you may never be where you were, but the things you regain become treasures in your life keep them and admire them for they maybe gone too
Mike
surgery over...he now has a trache...a vocal cord was crushed and another severed due to the cancer being so wrapped around thyroid...4th stage....said 6 months without treatment...doing a full body and brain scan friday...i am just beside myself..in shock...devastated and hurt byond belief...i had hope this morning...now it is slowly fading...but trying my best to hang in there we have a 9 yr old son that will b devastated when i decide to tell him which will b a while yet....all prayers needed....ty....i will b on and off .. most prob off for a few days....i am spent in every direction and have to absorb this...xo...lisa the cancer in question...if ur interested...;) Thyroid Cancer: Anaplastic Cancer The Least Common Thyroid Cancer This page includes more advanced information on a specific type of thyroid cancer. . . Anaplastic Thyroid Cancer. Please read our Introduction to Thyroid Cancer page first which gives a general overview of all types of thyroid cancer sin
Stuff Written By Others
I am a piece of everything beautiful in the world that is why I am larger than you I am everything in my past My childhood house rests on my shoulders The neighbors' yards, no boundaries I am a Chinese maple tree, with stairs in its boughs I am those first stars I am the water fountain outside that I made a wish in thirty minutes ago I am the portrait artist who tries to catch twinkles inside your eyes I am the wings of all the last breaths of flight I am the child skipping without reason I am a gentle newborn sigh I am the Virtuous Lion outside The New York Library I am the angel who pushes shadows out of harm's way I am the moon shimmering on the pond The stick the dog laps into its happy mouth I am the moment before two hands join So as for your comments: "Look at the Fat Girl," "You have such a pretty face, if only you would lose weight", "Such a face, gone to waste"... They reflect back to you... for I am a mirror among precious other things Yes, I am the
To Love Again
Hate, anger, tears,Built up walls full of fear.Gave up feelings gave up care.No more of my love would I share. Until a warrior came upon my wall.Courageous, determined , and enthralled.Seeking out the depths of my soul,Touching my heart with console. He captivated me with them brown eyes.Looked past my smile full of guise.Slowly my wall became devouredMy pain, suffering and sorrow scoured. He was an intriguing undiscovered tale,A fiery soul longing for a love that would never frail.He held a flaming torch within my rapture.Now for this brave my heart he has captured. He fulfills my underlying happinessWith every empyrean kiss.As every minute transcends the love between us emergesAbove all life’s obstacles that face us we will surge. With patience, trust, faith, and generosity.We will meet our relationships velocity.Discovering each other to our inner core.The many different attributes of life we will explore. Our future together is as uncharted as the sea.However my devot
Me And Me
Right so today is the first monday in august and time to clean up all manner of things - such as my house (though thats getting done for me)the main thing I gotta do is clean up my Fubar and love life so today is as good a day as any to do that -   If you are in my family on here you might not have much to worry about cos I class my Fu family as good friends - although we may not communicate on a regular basis thats not the point -family members - remember this - Im a hard hearted bish so you must have done something good for me to be in my family - I will leave that to your imagination as to what you think you have done :)   However at the moment I defo dont class feeling the love from some family members as one word answers or total ignorance - I make an attempt to communicate and if the best you can do is one word - well you really aint worth my time or effort so you might end up removed from my family - but like you would give a damn - after all you will probably think that a
The Roaming Roman
1. For what element of childbirth did the Romans not have a goddess?Caesarian sectionIt would be some time before Julius Caesar, after whom the procedure is named, would be born by Caesarian section. Partula was goddess of childbirth, Prorsa the goddess of births occurring head-first and Postverba the goddess of the breech birth. They also had Rumina, goddess of breast-feeding, and Vagitanus, who oversaw a baby's first cry.2. Contrary to what one may think (given the sound of the name), Puta was not the deity of prostitutes. Over what did Puta have dominion?PruningObarator oversaw ploughing, while the busy Sarritor was patron of both hoeing and weeding.3. Janus, the god of Beginnings, had what distinguishing physical characteristic?He had two facesVulcan, god of blacksmiths (Hephaestus in Greek myth) was lame. A little-known branch of English known as 'Janus words' deals with the very few individual words in the language which can mean opposite things, such as 'sanction' ('restrict' an
Afroerotik
  Her senses were overwhelmed.  The aroma of her Patchouli oil and the Egyptian Musk incense he lit to prepare his home for her clashed-- but the smells only served to fuel her passions.  The mélange of fragrances made her light headed.  Perhaps it wasn't the aromas at all that had her senses so heightened; perhaps it was her incredible desire to feast on the Ebony King before her.  His locs were tied back and the silver ankh on his brown skin appeared to be a key, a master key to her passions and desires.  He untied her sarong and laid his bare brown beauty upon the bed.  Her hard brown nipples ached to be sucked.  The hair between her legs made her look like a real woman, not shaved to look like a child that mainstream culture insisted was sexy.  He joined with her in a union of flesh and spirit: calling upon the untamed passions of the motherland, transforming themselves into one entity united under an African night sky.  She received each thrust and he gave of himself each t
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy
Cunnilingus Licking & Eating Pussy - Part 2 Preparing for CunnilingusReceiving ItMany women are conscious of the way they taste and smell to their partner. There are also a good number of men who are borderline as to whether they like the taste and smell of a woman. If you know your partner has a preference one way or another, it's a good idea to indulge it. If you're not sure, you should take some extra steps to make sure that your lover gets as positive an experience as possible. The rewards are obvious.A thorough cleaning is a must. You may also want to carefully dab a little perfume on your inner thighs. Be very careful not to get any into the vagina as this can be very painful. Just a hint of a good smell on the way in is all they'll need to reach the promised land.Make sure your partner knows that how much you'll enjoy it and how hot it gets you. There's nothing better than an eager partner. Tell them how good they are at it. Mention their "silver tongue", oral stamina or perfec
Hey Pietaster -whats For Supper?
Every year - I get serious about bbq'ing.  I keep a freezer full of beef, pork, lamb, & chicken.  Just picked up 136 pounds of beef from the butcher and am going to try something new -Matahambre Its a butterfly'd flank steak, wrapped with bacon on the outside, and rolled up, pinwheel style, with thin slivers of asiago, celery, smoked ham, bell peppers, sausage, and a lil red wine vinegar, cooked over charcoal.   Not sure how it will turn out -so -am gonna make burgers, each with a pat of herb butter on the inside and montreal steak seasoning on the outside. Thats the plan for Father's day.   dark red kidney beans, 2 diced tomatoes, black beans, diced onion, ground beef, diced green pepper, cumin, chili pepper, ground red pepper, a bay leaf, minced garlic, cheddar, And chorizo sausage & french fried onions - the last two - just to try something different.   I'm excited - first chili in over 6 months.  Something about the cold night air made me crave chili. Nom Nom Nom   Steak
Poems
We spend most of our lives dreaming about what if, Then we go through life with a question mark that clouds our very existence. It makes us all walk with our heads down, then we see a face, a face that beyond all others makes us weak in the knees and makes our stomach bubble. Then, once again, the what if plays his song. What if we were together, what if we spend our lives dreaming together and questioning life together. At least we would be happy, because I can't sleep knowing you're not mine and staring at the window no longer fulfills my destiny. For, you are it, and no longer do I cry for you, because we are together in my dreams and every night I can't wait till I fall asleep to see your beautiful face. So, I dream and dream and I never have a bad day because of the love we share, And the love I can always go back too, in my dreams. I cannot promise you every night of my life. I cannot promise to be beside you for every difficult moment, every trial, every
Poetry
The Loss   What sorrow sweet victory it is When I sit here in front of the mirror And see not the person I want to be But the person I least want   I have learned a difficult lesson Time and time again I refused To acknowledge my own Duplicity to myself   Not the ones that where in The line of fire it seems But Me, I hurt the most Condemning myself to loss   These so called friends Are they here for me now? The real ones are
Red Dawn
Welcome, Brothers and Sisters, you see, we are gathered here today, without mourning this loss, we are here to celebrate, praise the Devil of a deity, you see your God is now dead, here in just a moment, we will open this casket, and allow everyone, the chance to walk by, and spit in the face of the recently deceased, but before we pay our final disrespects, I believe we have some guests with us, that have a few words to share on this glorious day, So if these folks would come up to the front, and speak clearly into the microphone, we will start this eulogy, for the funeral, for God.   It's a funeral for God welcome to the black massDesecrating Gods temple with broken shards of stained glassSelf mutilation rituals performed by individualsWhere the dead go head at your pentaclesInto your palms writing Psalms on your walls with shitPulled from infants entrails and smeared on titsCovets of Satanic Witches trippin' on LSDCovered in human blood and feces having orgiesOffering the virgins
Attributed Poetry
HERE..HERE I SAY...THE HEART OF POETRY HAS NOT YET DIED..FOR US NEED NEVER DIE..DREAM... THE SUMMER SCREEN RETURNS YEARN..AND THE AENEID OF AGE OLD..BLOWING VICTOR IN MORNINGS TO COME..MERGING NOW WITH ALL I LEAVE IN THE WAKE OF MY STEPS..MY HEART IS LODGED IN POETRY AND ITS ADVENTURE..FREELY...WITH ALL I LEAVE IN MY WAKE..POETRY COMES..ANGLE OR DEMON..POETRY COMES FREELY LIKE A BIRD IN THE CLOUDS..I OFFER IT THE SKY..AND IT ALIGHTS FIERCELY ON MY HEAD AND EATS..WHAT IS AGNOSTIC IN ME..BUT NOW ITS NOT JUST THE DAWN..NOT JUST THE SONG OF BIRDS BREEZE..NOT JUST ME..MY PAIN..MY GAIN.. POETRY COMES...HERE..I'LL TELL OF COASTAL WAVES AND THE REVOLUTION..HERE POETRY COMES WITH A BEAUTIFUL SWIFT SWORD OF MY ARMS BLOOD IT FLOWS...WHO AM I..WHO HEARS THE DREAM OF MY CURSED YOUTH FOR WHOM DO I SPEAK..AND THAT OF ME WALKS THE FIGHT THO LIVES DEMISED IN SHEETS OF WHITE WE GRIEF..WE CARRY THEIR EXSISTENCE IN ACTION IN SPEECH..WHAT EAR WILL SAY YES TO MY WORDS..THE MOUTH OF THE POET FILLS WITH ANTS
Me And Poetry
In the beginning before roses had colorall but one beautiful rose had no otherbut one day one rose fell in loveit was a gift he cried, a gift from aboveso he got the courage, the courage he needed to speak to his lovethe kind of courage that made him sway like a dovewhen he whispered in her ear the way that he did he became nervous of rejection, bashful and turned red Our dreams are foundationsfor unnoticeable actionsa place for us with no repercussionsto do what we please with simple easefor this the place to find true loveblond golden hairwith freckles to spareas sweet as can belike nectar to a beeand legs so softto make minds wander aloftalas the dream has come to an endno worries my love i'll see you againfor you i'll search the back of my mindfor you, you alone until the end of timesearching for my love my, miss right Torn and scattered i lay before youyou put me back together yet there are missing piecesan on going battle still residesspiritually open for all to confidea soul war
Life
WOULD EVERY ONE PLZ STOP FOR A MINUTE AND SAY A PRAYER FOR MY FATHER IN LAW HE SEEMS TO BE SUFFERING FROM THE FIRST OR SECOND STAGES OF ALZHEIMERS AND LEFT HOME 2-3 DAYS AGO AND WAS FOUND LATER AFTER FILING A MISSING PERSONS REPORT HE HAD BEEN IN A BAD ACCIDENT HE WAS FLIGHT LIFTED TO A HOSPITAL IN WISCONSIN HE LIVES IN MICHIGAN NOT EXACTLY SURE WHERE IT TOOK PLACE HE HAD BEEN DRIVING FROM STATE TO STATE IN CIRCLES TILL HE LOSS CONTROL OF HIS WIFES CADILLAC AND WENT AIR BORN WHEN HITTING EXPRESSWAY EMBANKMENT AND THE CAR FLIPPING REPEATEDLY BUT HE WILL BE HOME SOON HE IS IN HIS 70'S AND HE HAS SUFFERED PUNTURED  LUNGS BROKEN RIBS AND OTHER VARIOUS INJURYS PLZZ KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THANKS SO MUCH                                            MWAAHHH                           GOD PLZZ STAY BY HIS SIDE RIGHT NOW                                 WE LOVE YOU STAN PHENOMENAL WOMAN PRETTY WOMAN WONDER WHERE MY SECRET LIES; I'M NOT CUTE OR BUILT TO SUIT A MODEL'S
Respect
A slave is a truly enraptured and enrapturing creature, capable of the greatest pain and the deepest passion. She is a temperamental creature, simultaneously fickle in her emotions, and fiercely, ferociously devoted in her affections. She is tumultuous and tempestuous, a mercurial maelstrom, and she knows no other way to be. If she could, she would not change, because, on some primeval level, she realizes that the death of her passion would be the death of her. In truth, a slave is not simply the finest of all creatures; she is the epitome of all creatures. She combines strength and weakness, boldness and a certain shy innocence, languor and desperation; she is both cosmopolitan and naïve. Her nature is an amalgam of all that is passionate in any sense of the word. She is nothing without an owner, but in his arms, she is all things. She is voracious and demanding, wanting nothing more, and certainly nothing less, than the absolute enslavement of the one she loves–the owner of her
Blazequal
Sometimes I feel like I am back in high school while I'm here. Beautiful women everywhere, games to play, and everynow and again I actually meet someone I wouldn't mind getting to know. I have always been a loner, so I don't really play to be the most popular fu. I do my own thing and don't worry about the results.  There are many times I'm left thinking WTF, as I wander around in fu land. Someone "likes" me, so I go and check them out. I find hundreds of pics of themselves in every pose imaginable. Wearing next to nothing, and in provcative poses many times. This is obviously not everyone on here, so if you take offense...... if the shoe fits? You know who you are. Don't get mad at me for calling you on it. Anyway, I love the female form and I'm going to look if they are available. Then I will check out what they have to say about themselves. ( Yes, I really read them. ) I'm hoping to find an intelligent person with a strange sense of humor like mine. What I seem to find most of the
Desolate Resentment
The rain falls in the darkness of my mind in the depths nothing but darkness I find the pain shatters the window of light The tears I do need to fight yes I do there is no trying unless I choose to keep crying Mindless Self Indulgence stays in thought you "stupid mother fucker" I should have fought what demeants drove me to think you were good then you pulled some shit from the hood steal my soul and break anothers heart for tour own passion attempt to tear us apart I love him more than my infatuation I put myself in the situation but you know better than to touch right now I hate you so much I shattered his heart and trust making it up to him is a must   Sad is the lonely heart that be am I to wonder does he really love me if so why not take a stand remember you sir took my hand I am the one you are to marry to say nothing to me is scary I come to you out of my way go home is all you say not glad we are to see my face maybe I should slow the pace ask me her
News & Information 1 - Videos [nsfw]
Warning: This is not posted for entertainment. This is posted to be informative and to show how a small amount of involvement in another's life can make a difference. Synopsis; More people choose to end their lives at the Golden Gate Bridge than anywhere else in the world. The Golden Gate Bridge is an iconic structure. An engineering masterpiece. A triumph of human ingenuity and muscle over the elements, and over the Depression. A constantly pulsing, poetic artery of traffic. A picture perfect postcard. A symbol of a San Francisco, the West, freedom - and something more, something almost spiritual but impossible to describe. More people choose to end their lives at the Golden Gate Bridge than anywhere else in the world. The sheer number of deaths there is shocking but perhaps not altogether surprising. If one wants to commit suicide, that is, there is an eerie logic in selecting a means that is almost always fatal and a place that is magically, mysteriously beautif
Sicktanick - Premanitions
(Speaking)"I don't see how sincerely could be involved in such a a story so called religion.""He has completely sold himself to the Devil. He has no part in God. Everything he do over there has no part in God. Nothing God had anything to do with, he created it in his own mind.""I think they're nuts. Look, they come in, they come in you know. They're nice doctors and lawyers and very prominent people and then they come in and they turn into completely different people.""Let Jesus fuck you, let Jesus fuck you""Well of course this not the first time that this sort of thing has , umm, been apparent and ahh,  the history of the Christian church. Ahh, from the very beginning, ahh, in te fourth gospel, this conflict of good and evil has brought forth very pointedly by a contrast between light and darkness. And the quotation from St. John's gospel is For men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are evil. For men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are evil. For m
Some Poetry.....yes, I Write
I laugh at your painI rejoice in your agonyI revel in your shameI am giddy with your lack of visionI have taken my timeWaited and waited, patientlyWatching, observingListening, and sniffing the air for weaknessThe moment has comeYou do not see meI strike like a virus, unbiddenInfecting you with the impurities of this worldYou no longer have directionEvery decision you make is wrought with idiocyYou lash out at others, thinking they are the reasonYou fool, you think you are in controlI will bleed you dryAnd revel in the stink of your decayI will make you sufferAnd mock you while you wallow in self pityI will make you hateFill you further with the sins of this worldI will make you my puppetAnd take your free will like a thiefYou will become the hatedYou will vomit volumes of illegitimate babblePeople will become disgusted with youAnd those that take pity on you, will soon see you are not worthy of itYou inbred offspringYou waste of spermYou now have nothing to offerYou are nothing to beg
Poems
I Know it Hurts..... I am Sorry.       *I am sorry to all those woman out there who has been disrespected, heart broken, or discraced by a man in anyway. I wish i could be there to help you, hold you, comfort you everyday.   *Its not right the way most of these guys take advantage of your kind heart saying they love you and how they can't stand being apart   *Come on guys, stop playing them for a fool using these nice warm hearted woman like a drug mule   *They just want to love and be loved, is that so much to ask for? Yes they might get clingy, or jealous, or alittle crazy at times. But do you think you are perfect to your core?   *I am so sick and tired of listening to all these stories of men being so selfish, cold-hearted, childish, overly possesive, and jealous.    *All you need to do is Talk. when you are fighting or having an arguement don't go and call her names or begin to mock   *Listen to what she says listen to her feelings, talk it out. don't get all
Why Good Things Have To End!
Ok I am not trying to be a jerk or anything just one night I was pondering about something I noticed that there has been a significant decrease on lounge activity I mean some lounges are having a hard time to bring people into there lounges so I want to know what is that drives people I want to know what people want I heard it's all leveling people wants to leavel which is fine I do too.Fubar is a fun filled envorment and the people who run it work really hard to keep it that way but, I know it's like a game. So, people I want to play a game. your goal is to tell me what it is that drives people is it rates, blings, autos what? and I can help people to reach there goals here so tell me read this and spread this around I want this blog to go to many people as I possable can and please give me feed back this is just for fun no prizes involved I want to help people and that person maybe you some day :) have fun! good luck and I hope that I hear some feed back soon.  *Cheers* Bryan   Whe
Starting A New Life
I am one pissed off slave. I am tired of people (females) thinking they can just run over me and get away with it. Recently this female, which will remain nameless, came on to my Daddy. Saying to him that she is better than me. Who in the fuck do she think she is. I will not sit idolly by letting her or other think I am a pushover. I am far from it. My picture might show you I am this nieve little girl but far from it. When someone steps into my territory I will defend it with my life. So beware I might look innocent but I pack a mighty punch. Today was an interesting day for me. I went to the city to look for school supplies for my kids, but instead I found some tantilizing tidbits for my Daddy and myself. It is because of him that I purchased these things. When you get new panties and bras that make you feel sexy and sensual it blows your mind away. When I see the look on my Daddy's face it gives me pleasure beyond my wildest dreams. To see the excitment and knowing what is waiting f
Bloggins
I know i haven't been the best i can be. now is a new day. and i will show you all who the real me is To the most awsome Lounge out there (THE RED DRAGON'S REALM) thank you for being honest. I love you all. I promise no more negitive nancy!!.  Ive walked through darkness, I hid in shadows, Ive lost but won, ive ran and fell. but now i rise and meet the light. the dark is my home and the shadows my security. The light will guid me to my new place and show me how to love once more.. It comes in all shapes and sizes but if there is one thing i have learned its that only you can make your self happy. your friends can help but you have to be willing to let your self be happy. Its not about getting to were your going its about how you got there.   As i walk along the water i relize im not alone. my refelection is there and its holds everything that i am when someone asks who i am. I look at my refection. I see a women who got lost for awhile but has found her way everytime a women
Another Auction
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James Madison Fan Club
The Enumeration, (or) The Numbering of, certain Rights in the constitution Shall NOT be construed, taken, or used, to deny, OR to disparage, defame, dismiss, disregard, disrespect, or belittle, other Rights retained by the people. Amen   Just because Congress has made a pattern of doing the unconstitutional Does NOT mean that that makes it constitutional, it does NOT! Is is still an unconstitutional act, and as such cannot be law the numbering of certain Rights * Shall Not be construed to deny Or disparage other Rights  retained by the people Amen * = in the Constitution
3:33:09:09:09:after Maridian
So, its a mental blender and heres the contents that i spill; spewing forth the sickness within me, all the twisted tear streaked memories that reside inside my mind. Riddled across the scars of my soul is a jellybellys bag of moments forever immortalized. The sweet tender dreams of yester years gone awry.... Trepid anticipation shattered by the breaking ride of expereince.... Sundering heartaches ripping seams anew, realigning....rectifying.... There is no longer the glimmer inspired by the echo of voices long withheld.. How is there to be a flourishing with all nourishments denied!?!?!?! To ease the Agonies within me, would seem as if a blasphemy as all Soulpieces pick the trials, obsticals that litter their pathway to Grace, Harmony, Mirth, Sacrifice, Compassion, Honor, and not leastly Love..... It is not my place to gainsay Karma's dictations on payment. There seems no abode i might call my own.... ever a steping stone   whelp, changes to be made. im going to have to clean out
Shannon's Blog
Could you please donate at least 500k to RAYMONDSDAD96 so he can make spotlight?? If so tell him I sent you and let me know and Ill bling you today and bomb you tomorrow...Thank you heres his link http://fubar.com/user/2135077 Uncle Jerry, your quiet strength and unwavering love with few words spoke volumes to all. You faithfully lived in such a way that God's honor was always kept safe within you. Thank you for such greatness in your life. We all love you and will miss you."It is not death, but LIFE I greet . . . when He who loves me calls me home." Uncle Jerry, such an honorable man, you are finally Home!   Happy birthday Angie! Angie I am so glad to have met you and I was lucky enough to call you my friend. I know you're in heaven because you were our own angel here on earth. Angie you were one strong amazing woman. A woman has strengths that amaze me, she can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens, she holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like scr
Cheep Thrill
you stopped by as if just to flawnt your disappointment in me, you held my hand like you cared again you looked into my eyes like every word was the most important thing I had ever said you told the truth because you remember how the lies felt you did not make me mad you did not break my heart you did not blow my mind you didnot disapoint your vision of what my infected life would be so right that it hurts to say I see it comming the walls I built will crumble the world I love to hide in will vanish and the ashes  for memorries will only sting as the wind blows them away I cant remember when the pain you had givin me felt so good I taste your blood, it southe's the beast for a while as the conversation turned our eye's began to regreat the past our lips came close but the sting of love held us both back the fear that we ment that much should mean something Hurt is the word but pain is't the way to describe it I can't come up with one word.. I often times logg right onto a site and ca s
Flesh Bazaar Detective
"You're too beautiful even to approach."   http://www.fleshbazaar.com/ http://dameonline.com/ Jason was a sort of private dick. His latest case involved, you guessed it, a woman who suspected her husband of cheating. Of course she did so regularly with many others--but wouldn't accept it in her husband. Once Jason got all her information over the phone, they agreed to meet at Spot's diner to discuss how it might proceed. This woman, Candy, was sexy as hell, and Jason often couldn't control himself around blondes like her. He was certain they'd end up in bed and all day he though of slowly pulling off her panties and sticking his fingers into her wet sex, and slowly circling them around. She'd moan, they'd fuck. Yeah, he could'nt wait till they met this evening. He didn't know what a surprize he was in for. .."look," he said to the proprietor (if you could call it that). "I'm looking for a man." -So's about half the people in here -Not for that reason. I need to talk some busin
Favorites From My Old Profile
I can't tell ya baby what went wrongI can't make you feel what you felt so long agoI'll let it showI can't give you back what's been hurtHeartaches come and go and all that's left are the wordsI can't let goIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time, let me knowIf you really want to goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is i did so wrongNow i know what i gotIt's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longI can't feel the things that cause you painI can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rainAin't the sameI hear you calling far awayTearing through my soul i just can't take another dayWho's to blameIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time let me knowIf you really wanna goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is i did so wrongNow i know what i gotIt's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longDo you wanna see me beggin' babyCan't you give me just one more dayCan't you se
Song Lyrics
Kenny Chesney - There goes my life All he could think about was I'm too young for this Got my whole life ahead hell I'm just a kid myself how I'm gonna raise one All he could see were his dreams going up in smoke So much for ditching this town and hanging out on the coast Oh well, those plans are long gone And he said there goes my life there goes my future, my everything might as well kiss it all good-bye there goes my life....... A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl. Momma's waiting to tuck her in as she fumbles up those stairs she smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncing curls He smiles there goes my life there goes my future my everything I love you, daddy goodnight there goes my life She had that Honda loaded down with Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American express he checked the oil and s
My Writtings
Stronger Then the Grave       Love is stronger then death It is like a seal over ones heart Love is stronger then death it is as unyielding As the grave. No jealousy can turn it away. Love burns like a blazing fire Just like a mighty flame No water can quench it Not even a river can wash it away No floods can drowned it.   But I grow weary for my lover to see Every night I flood my bed with tears I drench it so with my longing My eyes waste away because of my grief I grow weak because my lover is not near When will this loneliness end I ask myself For I know love is stronger then the grave.  Waiting   Waiting for the storm to pass; As it blows threw my heart.   It tosses and turns hurting my very soul; Never ending always churning.   Ripping at my being; Crashing into my heart.   I wait for it to stop; When will the winds die and I find my soul at peace.  
The Voice Of A Broken Butterfly
  Shadow Glades The grass cuts up my fingers as i drag it across the blades,in this little world you've created called shadow in the glades.I search for you for nothing of course your gone by now,you were the perfect actress now take your final bow.I wish you never decieved me because now my heart is torn,lying in shattered pieces you could've hid your horns.The hell you left me to live in burns me to the core,scraping off my fingertips making my body sore.I know your watching somewhere laughing at my pain,hiding behind a corner driving me insane.Why dont you come and kill me take the knife and rip my flesh,how can you leave me here alone with your sins to confess... Tell me the truth do i mean an thing in here where you left me with the walls dissolving and reappering i can't decifer the codes on the wallsplease tell me what you want i know i think that maybe you might but dont love me confused and bleeding im tiredof your decieving just leave me where you left meand never agai
Terry's Blog
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Poems
Crystal eyes of soft blueLike the gental waves of the seaSoftly flowing into my soulPulling my heart with there soft pleaDreams of curling hair Floating softly in the breezeTangling my feelings of youEntrapping my soul with its teaseLong are the days with out you in my armsEach monement I think of you lasts for yearsDearms of you fill me with great joyLiving with out you is my greatest fearI hope that you can be at my sideTo see the beauty of your smileI long to be safely in your armsAny thought of you is more than worthwhile    Dawn is hours away So tired and worn out Though I can not sleep There is an angel next to me - So sweet and tender  Everything about her makes my heart race The thought of her eyes The smell of her hair The glimmer of her soul The way her laugh echo's in my thoughts - So much that I love So little time to list it all I love the way she lingers on my mind There is nothing that could ever mean more - She is the glimmer in my world She makes the
Living Dead Doll
Part 2 Just the beginning*As the dark mistress walks over to the table on the other side of the room She lightsfour candles putting a light glow over the room. The light dances over the walls to what seems to be a forgotten melody. The misteress takes one candle out of its holderWalking over to her struggling victim. She pulls the flame close to his face. His darkeyes glow at the burning flame..the sweat falling from his forehead gleams like a diamond sky. The baroness smiles wickedly holding back a chuckle she says to him "Whats the matter? Scared of a little fire?..Well dont worry my pet. I wont burn you.Not yet anyway..If you are good..this will only hurt a little" The young mans eyeswiden with fear as he mumbles under his gag.**The demonic goddess pulls a lever next to her feet..The mans chains loosen as she pushes him backward. His chains spread his arms and legs as he is hanging in the air.Running her nails over his thighs she pulls out her knife..Sliding it up his shorts..Slicin
Explaining The Pain
Every time you speak my name (My name, my name) My image it just burns away (away, away) Everytime you speak my name (My name, my name) My image it just, it just, it just BURNS AWAY, burns away burns away, burns away, away, away, away (Give me that) I could care less than for your grandiosity I had to skin the cat for curiosity I could care less than for your sickening pompous ways Every time you speak my name, my image burns away I could care less I could care less I could care less I could care less Don't you know our lives are on trial now And if we lose were going straight to hell (2x) (Give me that) You must excuse me i'm just really not myself woke up today inside, inside of someone else I could care less than for your sickening pompous ways (Give me that) Every time you speak my name my image burns away (Give me that) I could care less I could care less I could care less (Give me that) I could care less I could care less Don't you know our lives
Bored...
Tried to understandBreak down reasonGive way to truthThought there was a sparkOur lips touchedI thought there was a sparkI was lost within youFingertips would trail across your skinTaking time, wanting to feel every inchBelieving your words was where I went wrongWe've lost our chanceSeems you have made your choiceAnd I've lost my faith in romance So today the Maine voters passed a law the rejects the rights of same sex marriage. This is completly and utterly disapppointing. I can't believe it at all. Many preach equality to everyone then they go out and vote yes to reject the right for same sex couples to marry. It's complete bullshit. This kind of hypocricy and ignorance infuriates me. Denying gay couples this right isn't equality. They love who they love, it's just a fact. I don't get it...how people can just deny them that right. I feel ashamed and embarassed to live in Maine at the moment....Anyways, I just wanted to get that out...Also,I don't like the internet thing "lol"It's fuc
That Real Life Dj Opurtunity For You And Famliy And Friendz
this iz for all you laidez and jentz who are lookin for a real life dj for your small partiez, for you bar gigz, and also for you weddingz, we garentee that you will get getin on your lambo feetiez and beatin feet on that dance floor message me and ill give you a set price i will get to you as soon as possible.thank you  and peace out everyone this if for people located near my state will be able to work out a deal ill keep ya posted if i can do it ..have a wonderful day CHECK...CHECK!!! whatz up people my name iz daniel my homiz call me blocs...and me and my dj parther that i work with will soon be lookin for people who know how to dj and know how to work a sound board...youmust be riliable and must be good under pressure and have at least 5 YEARS of experance so if you are intrested me please email me at wizeaztec@gmail.com or message me on here when im on here peace out hope to hear from you soon if your intrested!!! Come to Charleys bar aka funny bar in iowa  to listen to some live
Do You Feel Like I Do?
Its hard to be open up to a new relationship after being in ones that went wrong.Just getting your heart broken for the first time changes everything you thought you believed in what was right,making things worse if its happened again and again. I myself find it hard not to be able to start new with someone new because of what happened with the other one that F#CKED YOU OVER before. It seems that if it happened once,it will happen again  if you don't look for the signs,jugding them with no reason to. Not all people are the same when it comes to knowing or thinking what being true to thier mate means. Well I'm not saying I was a perfectly good man when I was younger,far from it I'd say! But now I'm tired of playing games like that,cause honestly it just hurts to f#cking much. After living my life the way I had been living it without any problems at all and enjoying every moment of it I must face the facts that have came to my attention suddenly. Yeah I know I'm much older now and time h
Poems ( I Always Write What I Am Feeling And Thinking)
People come and people go we meet people everyday some as aquaintances some as friends everyone is unique in their own way. never judge a book by its cover you never know what you'll miss that goes the same for the people we meet some really do have a gift. some we can live without yes, that i do know but everyone has some good, even though it may not show i try to give everyone a chance, no matter how hard it is then if they show me it wasn't worth it, i turn my back and go. treat people the way you want treated is how i live and believe give those we meet a chance and if they blow it you tried for people are people we are all different and lead very different lives. we all have different beliefs and thoughts that is the human way don't judge those that walk the path
About Me
I hate all the playaz and haterz. Its really gettin on my nerves, why cant I find a real man thats not a cheater or an asshole? But I dont want a real nice guy thats gonna be a total pussy either. Is there a good medium, where I can find my ideal guy? I like a man with lots of tats, piercings, and a badass, but I want him to be nice and take care of me and be with me all the time. Will I ever be happy? So, today was the last day of my treatment, and I am completely clean now. It hurts when ppl say that crabs ar for hookers and druggies only cause I got em, and I am none of those. It can happen to anyone and people should get a life before judging. Its not like its aids or somethin, so whatever. I am completely done with all the medications they gave me, and I have a clean billl of health as of today. For advice: just cause you use a condom doesnt mean you cant get crabs, I used one but I guess the guy had em. I wish I knew right away, but. Its not worth the hassle and money. I mean A
The Golden Dragon (story)
"You volunteered for what?" James had stopped pacing and was staring at Faust with a look of shock on his face. "You are going to pretend to work for Avari just to get close to Shelata? That wasn't part of the plan!" Faust lay in his nest, well aware that James was still talking, but he didn't care all that much. "Listen James. We know the Blues are preparing to defend themselves from a massive attack. And we knew that Avari would send Shelata, seeing as how she knew where the Blues would go. But I have a plan that could possibly make this all go faster." Faust related his plan to James, and the entire time, James stood speechless. When he could finally speak, the only thing he was able to mutter were the words, "You scheming, golden-bellied dragon! Why the hell didn't you think of that at the conclave?" Faust smiled slightly, and closed his eyes to get some rest before everything went down the next day.   Faust arrived at the Bay of Blood just as the sun was sinking behind the hor
Thoughts, Writtings, Letters Never Sent
I wrote this a few nights ago on my phone.  I just wanted to write it down.  I suppose it's weird to most folks but thanks ok.  I am weird LOL.  I wrote it so please give me the credit if for some odd reason it appeals to you and you share it.  Thanks! :)   Dear Soulmate, I miss you all the time.  It seems like a millenia since we were together.  Could be, maybe longer.  I often wonder if you remember me, heaven, the love we shared.  I've searched for you in the eyes of a million souls.  But none were you.  I know, I shouldn't've followed you here, I simply didn't feel that I would quite be as at home in heaven without you.  Plus I was afraid you might not make it home for a very long time, if ever, if I didn't come to remind you.  I also remember us wanting to experience human passion together.  Did you land here as a demon/fallen angel, or as a man?  Are you still here?  Have you already gone back home to heaven, and left me here to yearn?   None of these senseless selfish human
Favorite Recipes
Prep time: 10min Cook time: 20min Ready time: 30min Servings: 6 Ingredients: -1 (10.75 ounce) can Campbell's® Condensed Cream of Chicken Soup (Regular or 98% Fat Free) -1 (12 inch) prepared thin pizza crust -1 (4.5 ounce) can Swanson® Premium Chunk Chicken Breast in Water, drained -1 cup shredded mozzarella cheese -1 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend -8 slices bacon, cooked and crumbled -ranch salad dressing Directions: 1. Heat the oven to 375 degrees F. 2. Spread the soup onto the pizza crust to within 1/4-inch of the edge. Top with the chicken, cheeses and bacon. Bake for 10 minutes or until the cheese is melted and the crust is golden. 3. Drizzle the ranch dressing over the pizza.   Prep time: 10 min Cook time:  20 min Ready time: 30 min   Servings:  48   Ingredients: 1 (7 ounce) jar marshmallow creme 1 1/2 cups white sugar 2/3 cup evaporated milk 1/4 cup butter 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 cups milk chocolate chips 1 cup semisweet chocolat
Phantom Psalmz
                                                                                                                                                                                                           Panning for Gold                                       I didn’t know what I was hearing, could not understand                                               the ways and means of Master Zul’s demand                                                     wanting to be a part of digging it up                                             the treasure of ages, as my lips touch the cup                                                 showered with notes of the sonata’s fire                   &n
Just Some Random Thoughts
The loneliness sinks deep My life is in shambles No one to share things with I am totally alone Nothing makes me feel good anymore I can't go on living It has to end All of it Why must I live with such pain? My heart cries for want of another to share my feelings with Yet I have no one I feel as if no one wants me As if I'm a joke to others No one listens to me They probably think nothing of me Doubtful I will ever find a woman for me I'm only ever loved one woman in my life And she won't have me So maybe I would be better off dead Do you know what it's like to feel as if you're no good? I do It's a terrible, haunting feeling It tears your mind, body, and soul apart Slowly kills you from the inside, out You begin to despise everyone around you Most of them have everything you want Begin to believe they are taunting you Yes, it hurts to bo so alone among so many Cuts to the core of your being Sometimes making you want to lash out in anger Suffering seems to
Fubar Related Blog And Stuff
TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST If you are reading this then you must have seen my ticker, or you are on my friends list. Congratulations! You're in! You are under NO obligation to participate. You don't GET anything for participating except my GRATITUDE and FRIENDSHIP, and maybe a salute if you're GOOD! (SFW of course, so don't even ask) My mission is simple ... level up ASAP! I am a former bouncer that left the site and is now in the process of returning. In order to return to bouncer status my level needs to be higher. That's pretty simple. In order to get leveled quickly I am attempting to bid for the spotlight. "SLV" stands for "Spotlight Virgin" hehehe, cute I know. I am nearly there, just need that extra little SHOVE over the edge. My wonderful friends and supporters have gotten me this far. My undying devotion to them is unimaginable. I seriously LOVE you guys and can't stop being so appreciative. If you want to help then you will become one of the
Vampires
- Taken from Queen of The Damned The Royal You are the Royal. You are one of the pure bloods. You have the powers of your ancestors, gifted through your blood. You are a ruler, not a follower. Your mate needs to be a Royal blood or an assasian.  
Hollywood Squares - An Email From A Great Friend
A man goes out golfing. He is on the second hole when he notices a frog sitting next to the green. He thinks nothing of it and is about to shoot when he hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron."   The man looks around and doesn't see anyone. Again, he hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron." He looks at the frog and decides to prove the frog wrong, puts the club away, and grabs a 9 iron. Boom! He hits it 10 inches from the cup. He is shocked. He says to the frog, "Wow that's amazing. You must be a lucky frog?" The frog replies, "Ribbit Lucky frog." The man decides to take the frog with him to the next hole. "What do you think frog?" the man asks. "Ribbit 3 wood." The guy takes out a 3 wood and Boom! Hole in one. The man is befuddled and doesn't know what to say. By the end of the day, the man golfed the best game of golf in his life and asks the frog, "OK where to next?" The frog replies, "Ribbit Las Vegas ."   " They go to Las Vegas and the guy says, "OK frog, now what?" Th
Vents
So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and grovel to none. When you arise in the morning give thanks for the food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision. When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their
Enough
What I've learned about fun in the last week... 1. 3 Cosmo's in an hour on an empty stomach will land you on the bathroom floor 2. The "RULES" should I ever decided to have a one night stand 3. Men lie. Snuff lyricsSongwriters: Crahan, Michael Shawn; Fehn, Chris; Gray, Paul D; Jones, Craig A; Jordison, Nathan J; Root, James Donald; Taylor, Corey; Thomson, Mickael; Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to
Erotic Tales
        She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the to
Your Profile Breakdown
First image shows the effect on a good portion of the profile, second image will be of just the fuBling box.   And the image of just the fuBling box: As described in a previous section, this is the base tables for your UIL+Rate+Default Pic+ASLol+Salute section, the fuBling table, Status table, F4(Fam+Friends+Fans+FanOf) table, MBL(MUMMs+Blogs+Lounges) table, Drink Bar, and two footer sections (will be overridden) profile viewers and viewable tables. .userprofile_table {  border: .2em red ridge;} As stated before, this covers your boldlinks: Referrals, Photos, fuBling, Status+atom rss, Family, Friends, Fans, Fan of, MUMMs, Blog Posts, Lounges, Drinks, and the overridden profile vieweres links. .userprofile_boldlinks {  border: .2em orange ridge;} This covers another broad range of areas: the numbers for achievements, All blasts link, last 10 viewers link, number joined (referrals), number of photos all in the ASLol section and the bling me! link. .userprofil
Erotic Tales
    She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the top of
Song Lyrics
Megadeth - In my Darkest Hour In my hour of need, Ha, no, you're not there And though I reached out for you, Wouldn't lend a hand Through the darkest hour, grace did not shine on me Feels so cold, very cold, No one cares for me Did you ever think I get lonely? Did you ever think that I needed love? Did you ever think, stop thinking You're the only one that I'm thinking of? You'll never know how hard I tried To find my space and satisfy you too Things will be better when I'm dead and gone Don't try to understand, knowing you, I'm probably wrong But oh, how I lived my life for you, Still you'd turn away Now, as I die for you, My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name All these years,I thought I was wrong, Now I know it was you Raise you head, raise your face, your eyes, Tell me who you think you are? I walk, I walk alone To the promised land There's a better place for me But it's far, far away Everlasting life for me In a perfect world But I gotta die first, Please god send me on m
Just New Agine
All wars are planned by older menIn council rooms apart,Who call for greater armamentAnd map the battle chart.But out along the shattered fieldWhere golden dreams turn gray,How very young the faces wereWhere all the dead men lay.Portly and solemn in their pride,The elders cast their voteFor this or that, or something else,That sounds the martial note.But where their sightless eyes stare outBeyond life's vanished toys,I've noticed nearly all the deadWere hardly more than boys." the pain of war cannot exceedthe woe of aftermath Led Zeppelin, "The Battle of Evermore" "But ranged as infantry,        And staring face to face,I shot at him and he at me,        And killed him in his place.         "I shot him dead because –         Because he was my foe, Just so – my foe of course he was;         That's clear enough; although          "He thought he'd 'list perhaps,         Off-hand like – just as I – Was out of work – had sold his traps –         No oth
Severe Weather Alerts
MESOSCALE DISCUSSION 0282 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 1254 PM CDT WED APR 07 2010 AREAS AFFECTED...SERN MO THROUGH SRN AND CNTRL IL AND WRN IND CONCERNING...SEVERE POTENTIAL...WATCH POSSIBLE VALID 071754Z - 072030Z THUNDERSTORM INTENSITIES WILL GRADUALLY INCREASE THIS AFTERNOON AS CONVECTION DEVELOPS EWD THROUGH THE MID-MS AND OH VALLEYS. MAIN THREAT WILL BE ISOLATED DAMAGING WIND AND POSSIBLY HAIL. HOWEVER...AN ISOLATED TORNADO OR TWO CANNOT BE RULED OUT. TRENDS ARE BEING MONITORED FOR A POSSIBLE WW. A COLD FRONT EXTENDS FROM A SURFACE LOW IN WRN IL SSWWD THROUGH SERN MO...NRN AR AND ERN TX. WARM FRONT STRETCHES EWD FROM THE LOW THROUGH NRN IL...NWRN IND AND SRN LOWER MI. SATELLITE TRENDS INDICATE A FEW BREAKS DEVELOPING IN THE PRE-FRONTAL MULTI-LAYER CLOUD DECK CONTRIBUTING TO DESTABILIZATION OF THE BOUNDARY LAYER...AND STORMS HAVE RECENTLY INCREASED NEAR THE MO/IL BORDER. MLCAPE WILL LIKELY REMAIN AOB 1000 J/KG DUE TO MODES
Dying4eternity
A Facebook friend posted a link. She wrote: "Palin Alert!" and then copied this link: http://act.credoaction.com/campaign/stand_up_for_npr/?rc=fb_share4 Followed by "Republican leadership in Congress already forced one vote on a measure to defund NPR. When they come back with a majority in January, they'll be looking to finish the job. We can't let Sarah Palin and the right wing bully Democrats into selling out such an important part of our media landscape." Well, I'm a hardcore Sarah fan [Glenn Beck, too]. As such, my reply to the post was ".... what had NPR done for us?Go Sarah! Take 'em out!!" -- I was trying to rattle some nerves and encourage an educationally valuable debate.  The Facebook friend replied, proving my thought that she had no idea what she was talking about, with: "What has Sarah done for NPR and our world??? Killed wolves hunted from helicopters offering $150 a forelimb...Seems she's not the only one on a power trip...you should be ashamed Eternity, check out the
My Poetry
Feel my pain,taste my tears.Take a glimps,of all the fear.You think you know,how things should be,but you dont know,what its like to be me.Look thru my eyesfeel the angerburn deep in your heartWait, dont leavethis is just the startcontinue to lookwhat is it nowall the darknessi made thru, somehowso dont ever assumethat you know who i amor think that beside meyou could even standyour words are poisonyour love untruei know this now,because i looked in you.............. Outlaw Angel falling deep,into a sea of tears maybe its time to give into the fear just let go, finally be free to get rid of the pain that burns in me dont be sad when you find me there i have to let go of this life not fair no more strength left in my soul the shadows have come and taken there toll    Outlaw Angel i have shed a thousand tearsand yet the pain, it will not stopfor my life, i scream your nameand to my knees i dropyou will never knowjust how much i have criedyou will never know the lossuntil your he
Fortune Cookies Rock "...in Bed"
Failure is opportunity in disguise... It's not only important to add years to your life, but to add life to your years... The current year will bring you much happiness...
Wife Beater Lyric's
"Beautiful"Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back upIn order for me to pick the mic back upI don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm inI'm starting to feel distant againSo I decided just to pick this penUp and try to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallowAnd I just can't sit back and wallowIn my own sorrowBut I know one fact I'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to follow I'll be one tough act to followHere today,
Deanbeans Blogs
Not on fubar do I wish, but this is where I wish to blog. I wish one day, I'll meet an awesome guy. A little good lookin; may I add? A hopeless romantic- church goer, who loves me and unconditionally and has an undying attraction toward me. One day do I wish to lose all my eight, and be super hot, but still be me. One day, I wish to have a family that loves me so. One day, I just wish to be loved.   Love me I like it. It's keeping me entertained :D I need a lap top with internet connection so I can actually get on whenever I can or want to! :D Hearing your voice is like a patch. It sorta mends the thoughts going through the mind. Are you okay? Are you still breathing? Its a temporary relief, and in some cases a voice is all you got. If I had my choice, I wouldn't talk, but I'd be missing out on your voice. It's a little patch for that huge whole that can't be completely healed. It doesn't fix it all, but it's something. Better than nothing. I'm glad I got to hear your voic
Ranting
Just a thought here. A persons social network page is their "Home away from home" and so they might post a thought or belief that is their own opinion, whether it is religion or politics and what not. It's like praying before eating, even if you have guests over, right?? You'd hope that your guests repesct you and not tell you that you are wrong to pray in your own home. Ok, so on say, someones personal face book page, if it is their "Home" they should have the same right, to post an opinion on their own beliefs without someone commenting that their way of thinking is incorrect. I do not go around to other peoples pages to tell them that their way of thinking is false and that my way is the only right way. I may believe in God, but I respect the other people who do not. However, I believe that I should be able to post my opinion if it is on my own page. That is all I wanted to say. Thanks. Having a horrible day, emotionally unstable because of arguments with the bf and him telling me i
Poetry
A Life Lost As I lay here in shrouds of white You cry over me. I feel your warm tears flood over me. Or is that my blood, My life, Leaving my body? You once breathed me life And just as quickly Took it away. Don't apologize for what you've done to me. It didn't have to be this way. Don't tell me you still love me It's too late for that now. You had your chance And you blew it. For pride? For selfish reasoning? That's the burden you will have to carry. I cannot help you now Only haunt you with my memory. Don't place me in a fancy coffin. I am not deserving. Instead, just throw me in the ground Along with all the dirt. This is how you left me. I leave you to feel the hurt. My memory will haunt you In everything you do To serve as a reminder Of what I sacrificed for you! I am not in a better place That place was destroyed by you. So as my life slips away And you wonder why this happened Always know it was simply because... I LOVE YOU! Heather McLaughlin 9/10/09 New Star
Poems From Proud American
I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common sensenot to get burned.I'll always be alertTo hear the weakest shout,I'll work quickly and efficiently To put the fires out.Through smoke and flame I'll give my all,Like my brothers before me who did fall.And if something should go wrong,And Death should make his callI'll neither take nor place no blame,For I know I gave my all. It seems like it were only yesterday  When you held me in your arms,    Free from any pain, safe from any Harm.         When I was young you were hard on me,      and at times a little rough,     But now I realize you did it to make me stronger     for the times when things get tough..      You took my hand and walked me down the aisle,      though you were giving me away,     you did it with a smile.          The lessons you taught me ,      made me what I am today,      f
Lymes Disease Symptoms
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My Life, My Love, My Saddness
Today has been a lil bit better, had a good day at work! Sucks that I only work 3 days a week but I guess its better than not having a job at all. Just waiting for my wonderful, sexay bebe to get home from work and maybe go hang out with some friends. Need to get outta the house and have a lil fun! Still really stressed out about the pending court date coming up but I have my new family helping me out as much as they can and trying to get me up there so I can fight with all of my strength to get my girls back. They have been so supportive of me from day one and have accepted me as part of the family, I love each one of them with all of my heart and don't know what I would do without their love and support. They have been there for me through these past few months that have been really hard and heart breaking for me, they all are trying to make things more positive and comfort me when I'm really upset; especially my boyfriend he is there for me when I'm crying and upset after talking t
Jokes
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, 'Please wake me at 5:00 AM.' He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up..' Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. A man said to his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time. 'The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you! A husband read an article to his wife abou
My Writing
I look at her everyday and I am reminded Of everything you have done It isn't her fault that you are who you are But yet for some reason you don't want her.   She is so beautiful why wouldn't you want her I tried to convince you that she is yours But now I am done trying so now I say no she isn't yours she is mine.   You don't deserve someone so pure and beautiful SO you have lost her forever and you have lost me I can't deal with the pain of knowing what you have done You lost the best thing you ever had and I don't mean me.   You have done so many things in your life And the only good thing you lost forever So know now that you did this to yourself And no there is no more chance of getting it back.                                                       I AM DONE AND I HAVE LEARNED JUST WHO YOU ARE. I watch as you go day to day And I see the struggles you go through But yet your always there To offer whenever we need someone.   People say that change is good B
Pleh
Since there are no SFW mumms to stalk people into, and the primary source of my bartab feed is negative photo comments, I figured I'd do a blog in hopes that some of my friends would come hang out and be fun. Talk amongst yourselves.  :)   (not that I don't enjoy some well-placed shaming of disgusting pics, but I REALLY need to have some *positive* stuff to read) As some of you know, my mom was diagnosed with lung cancer as I was going through radiation therapy 2.5 years ago.  She's been whomping the heck out of everyone's expectations, but unfortunately this morning she told me that her doc has recommended hospice and estimated she has 3-4 months left.  I've known this was coming for quite some time, but she really looks awful now.  She's gone from 150 pounds down to about 80, and is wearing kids' clothes now.  She can barely walk, and the amount of degradation in the last 9 days since I saw her last was astonishing.  The way she looked today, I'm just hoping she has THAT long.  
Poetry
I have been chosen since birth to be an outcast, What are the odds, out of a universe so vast, That I'm picked, the nice guy to finish last, This, a world of the future, where as I'm a creature of the past.   I have something nobody else has, a power over you, Everyone either loves or hates me, nothing I can do, Like magnets, some are drawn to me, some pushed away, Life's a coin for me, always two sides, like night and day.   On the outskirts you'll find me watching life go by, Envy nearly consumes me, but sorrow finishes me off. My only wish is to either be amongst the others or die, to be like the rest of them, not have to watch them scoff.   I have been chosen since birth to be surrounded but alone, It feels as if the solitude has scarred me to the bone, But out of the darkness and misery around me you shone, Stripping away all of my defensesm leaving me prone.   You caught and helg my attention like a fragile bird, You unlocked what I'd forgotten, slumbering em
Slavegirls
hello...   the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again.   at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here.   i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch.  the blog is marked as nsfw.       i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training.     Ex-Slavegirl S   I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a
Random Prose And Poetry
No fairy tale endings, just broken dreams,At least thats the way it sometimes seems.When you cant find the way or find the means,No secret wishing star, or magical moonbeams.When the world you wish for just can not be,And you have to face the harshness of reality,That what you envision is not what is to be,And if you open your eyes, the truth you will see.No golden mountains, no slow moving streams.No ivory white castles, no Kings or Queens.No walks on the beach, no romantic scenes.No fairy tale endings, just broken dreams. I know you did not ask to be brought into this world, but having you in my life is a blessing that is beyond any other.  You are a reason to laugh, to love, to live life.  You are my babies, my angels, my best friends, and always will be.  I know this is not a perfect world.  There are many things that are wrong.  There are also many things that are good.  You will scrape your knees, you will cry, and you will fall.  I will be there to kiss things better
Love Poems? Eh Maybe Lmao
You my beautiful,Are now tears formed in my eyes,To see so much pain,Should make any man cry. If my arms could hold,And slowly set you at ease.Help cast away this darkness,All this misery you see. To bring your heart back out,Of all the dark its in.And let that smile shine,Shine so beautifully again. My dreams and wishes for you,Are from nothing but my heart.When I see that smile come from you,Then once again a love will start. Before I compare her beauty to a roseAfter today I can compare her nomore.Nothing in this world can ever compare,If only I had known this before. Today its as if I saw her in a whole new light,As if God handed her to me from the heavens above.A smile so beyond perfect with her soft eyes to match,I could only wonder,would I be worthy of her love.   To see her a blessing,To hold her would be a dream,I fear one touch of her hand my mind would go beyond repair. To have one kiss from her beautiful lips, For nothing else I would ever care.   I would hold h
Dissapointment
No me preocupo por ti de esa manera, pero podemos ser amigos, pero nunca mas Te amo que eran como el ultimo tipo que estaba con unica diferencia es que se im blanco hecho lo siento no puedo jugar a estos juegos como tampoco quiero un hombre de verdad para hacerme sentir feliz y me dicen soy bonita y cuando lloro limpiarme las lagrimas en vez de hacerme llorar mas quiero sentirme vivo quiero un hombre de verdad en mi vida siento que esto no puede ser Trate de hacerle el trabajo que hice todo lo que podia hacer tengo un hijo que preocuparse por ahora no puedo jugar a estos juegos yo quiero un hombre real, no un muchacho arrepentido por todo Im so confused and dont know wut to do I love him with all my heart but he fills my heart with lies I just wish that it could be real and not pretend thats all I want is for this to be real "hurt" "anger" "love" is wuts in my leg carved it there so i'll never forget the hurt anger and love I feel I thought I found something finally to make
Random Things
how am i suppose to give you the answers to things i don't know? how can i help you, when i can't even help myself? i don't know how to make things better, i can't tell you what you want to hear... i can't fix things for you, i can't change the way things are.... i know you're not happy... i'm not either.. coming to me.. it can't fix anything.. i'm not your answer... nothing i say or do .. will change anything... i have nothing to do with your problem... even tho i kno you blame me... i'm sorry you didn't think i was good... that i was such a bad influence... i don't know how it happened.. i don't know what i did... to make you think i'm the bad guy... i have my own problems... my own pains.. i don't know how to fix me.. how can i fix you??   071310 Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go w
Random Thoughts And Ideas That Run Through My Head...
Fuck. My. Life. I had this huge post written out halfway and I left it up before I went to go watch a movie. Came back, finished it, and then went to post it. What happened next? Session fucking timed out. Entry? Gone. GONE! Communist bastards... My body hurts. Head hurts. Fever. Swollen tonsil. Chills. Body aches. Yeah. I'm sick. It's fucking amazing. Shhh...I know you're jealous. Let's see how much I can fucking remember...ugh. I'm dreading this already. Society. That's right. I ranted about society. Who the fuuuuuuuuuuuck dictates what is right and what is wrong? Morals are not commanded. They are just there whether you like them or not. Some may have more than others, but that's besides the point. They're still there. In my opinion, society and it's fucking rules destroy more character in people than mold them into perfect fucking angels. Think about it. One day it says you're fat. You go anorexic. Go on a diet. Work yourself to death in a gym and take diet pills that fuck up yo
Thoughts
Led To Believe A Lie. when you believe you've found the right person, You're mostly likely wrong, You're led to believe that everything is fine, Nothing is wrong. Your the happiest you have ever been. Till the day they crush your heart. They led you to believe you were in love. Some people can have that effect on you. With every touch, Every time they smile, Or look at you, Every breath they take, Every word that comes out of there precious mouth, Every hug, Ever time you look into there gorgeous eyes, You find you self lost every time. You're led to believe your in love. You believe every word they say. They LOVE you, You believe them. They could and would NEVER hurt you. You believe them. They say they want to see you smile, They get what they want every time. But that smile will fade away. In the end you realize you believed every lie. You're hurting so much, You can't hold on for much longer, Every tear you shed was for ever memory you made with each other, And knowing
Bits And Pieces Of Stories I Make-up
She pulled into the parking lot fourty-five minutes early, "better to be early then late" she thought, Kate look into her compact she carried with her in her purse, she looked at her make-up. God she didnt know the person looking back at her Could she really be do this" Could she going on a date with someone she never met in person? Her best friend Amanda knows him...that s seamed to clam her down, "god, Kate!!!! Chill, its okay its not you never been to this club'", she looked at the sign, it normaly made her feel relaxed just to see it ADEARA, but She hasnt been to the club in a long, long time. She thought back to when the last time she was at the club, tears started to form in the corner of her eyes. She wiped away the teares from her eyes. This time it will be differnt, it not the same person!   She glaced down at the clock in her car, ""oh shit" she late!! its now past 6p.m. how can that be, she must of gotten lost in her train of thought.  She took a big deep breath in, and op
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Whatever Happens To Be On My Mindddd
if i dont get some sleep soon. i mean its only 3.20am and i only have to be up at 9am. so its cool right -_- blahhhhhh! well this will be fantastic in the morning! :p mmk byeee! 1. Real name: Cali Geraldine Wesolowski (Keirns)2. Nickname: Caliburger QueenKeirns3. Zodiac sign: Taurus4. Male or female: Female.5. Elementary School: Vander cook6. Middle School: Kidder Middle.7. High School: Northwest High School8. Hair color: Brown9. tall or short: uhm...short 5'311. Sweats or Jeans: ooh...bothh!12. Phone or Camera: see theres where i win i have a camera phone BITCH!13. Health Freak: haha noo.14. Orange or Apple: Orange.15. Do you have a crush on someone: no but i love someone16. Eat or Drink: Drink.17. Piercings: 318. Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.HAVE YOU EVER?19. Been in an airplane: yeah20. Been in a relationship: yes. and currently21. Been in a car accident: 222. Been in a fist fight: NahhFIRSTS23. First piercing: my ears24. First best friend: Bronsyn; my boyfriend25. First award: something
Fodder For Thought ?
In the newspaper business that's called a headline and it sucks you into reading the first sentence then paragraph and hopefully the story. I don't believe women suk and that is what this blog is all about....WOMEN....and how the men on here treat them. There are so few real men on this rag that it's a pitiful statement on thier upbringing. (to be fair--I've met a couple women that fit the same catagory) What the (H) brought this on? Well yesterday while cruising around I found 3 of my ladies had broken hearts and statements about being wronged in some fashion or another. Conclusion: some dude or dudes, in this case, played them like a cheap guitar then left for a real cheap guitar. These boys are taking lessons from Brad Pitt or that other ass, Tiger Thingee. BTW there are a lot more but I don't have time to list them all so let me sum it up in one word....ASSES....That should cover the rest. Ladies! Before falling for a line that is coming from a sewer- look, listen, learn what HE
Fubar
I have been copy-pasting help and How-To blogs from fubar here for a while now. It is a very time consuming task since I have to check and fix code when it breaks during the copy-paste procedure, which means the postings are few and far between. But fear not, I found a whole bunch of How-To's about fubar in Stevens blogs and I provide the link here.   HOW-TO'S *FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*   You tube has changed there embed codes and members are haveing and issue  with loading the video to their profile. Here is what needs to be done to be able to load the video to your profile. 1. go to youtube and choose the video you would like to be on your profile 2. click on "Embed"   3. do not use the code that comes up when you click on embed 4. Scroll down a little and you will see 4 different boxes. 5. you will want to check the last box so you can post the video to your page.    The code will then revert back to the old code which you can post onto your page. Thank you SCRA
Bringing In New
I cant manage to figure out much of what is going on in certain points of my life, I thought things were going good and now Im sitting here wondering wtf. I understand life manages to takes it toll on all of us, but fuck, to feel like I am being left out in the cold how the fuck do I deal with this?? I mean do I move on, or do I sit here and just wait. I hate waiting, it's not something Im to good at especially when I feel like I dont matter. I know that I am going through a lotta shit of my own right now, and to know that there is someone standing there beside me is what I need, I mean honestly. I just don't understand any of it anymore. Do I just wipe the slate clean and start over with everything that I am starting?? I think that is my best option. I need the ones standing beside me through this journey. I hate feeling so damn lost, especially when I am so lost and alone at least feeling alone with what Im about to go through. FUKK why cant it just make sense for once. Damnit I know
A Slice Of Life
I am not really into brand names or designer fashions... the large price tags on shoes, handbags and jeans. I am more of a practical level-headed spender. I buy things that are classic, or appealing to me and not that often..although my closet brimmeth over... I am a collector of sorts buying the odd piece of clothing here and there.. mix and matching to what i already have, or sometimes, not match , just for the ecclectic effect... or I add my own artistic touches to things, making it unique with fabrics and detailing, a cut and sew here and there..I do not buy trendy things or discard last season's clothes to make room for new ones..In a nut shell, I am pretty low maintenance and thrifty as far as clothes go. To call me a princess or a diva when referring to fashion, I would cringe at the best of times, for I feel that is definitely not a word to describe me.Except... I have a secret passion... a passion for lingerie... pretty underwear and undergarments that are ribbons and lace. Ye
Odds 'n' Ends
Lingering within my memory His senses i command Intoxicated by his desire Entranced by his demand So secure against his chest Surrendering to his touch Satisfying his hunger His need i crave so much His eyes burn deep inside me Mesmerized by his stare Unbridled passion flowing free Transfixed within his glare Our bodies moved in harmony Locked in passion as we were I couldn't tell the you from me Our sense of time began to blur in the heady afterglow his scent upon my skin the taste of him i'll always know  i felt him from within. Aching..that crushing feeling when you feel like your life is slipping into the unknown, reaching out to someone, who you hope, is willing to give you a helping hand...Trust..hoping that this time your heart would be safe from hurt, but realising that if you don't take that leap of faith your life would always be in a state of suspended animation..Hope..the one thing that every soul clings onto in order to survive, the one thing that gives
Cooking With Ninja
So most of us try to keep our menus on the lighter side for the summer.  This recipe logs in at 139 calories for a 3 cup bowl!   6 Whole chicken breasts, boneless, skinless, all fat removed2 large onions, cut in slicesTBS minced garlicTBS of onion and garlic powderTBS natural sea salttsp cayenne pepperground white pepper and ground black pepperpoultry seasoning Shirataki noodles (yam noodles -- can be found at asian specialty stores. VERY low cal to no cal, and filling.) -- Follow directions on the packageBoil it all together in a large stockpot with a lot of water. The chicken will make the broth as it cooks down. Boil it for about an hour. I used tongs to remove the chicken so it could be cut up and weighed for portions. 100 grams (you'd be surprised at just how much chicken that is!) per portion. 3 cups of the broth with some onions and add the chicken and a serving of the noodles. This is a recipe that is a GREAT way to use up that left over grilled chicken, or even a perfe
Protocols Of The Empire: The Arc Angel Crowe Music Blog
  Immortal Beloved of mine; Thou Gift of God of Almond Gold who is the Jewel crafted by a Cunning Craftsman in which Thy Beauty enthrones all I find entrancing from the day Thou was created; How can I Truly ever capture the comprehension of Thy full knowledge I attempt to embark from the taste of Thy Wine? Beauty such as Yours, My Love, can never be celebrated with a single day; for, God made Our Paradise to last Forever to Cherish His Daughter with Agape Love because that is how long it will take. .... .......ROBERT CHRISLEY "The Cry" Perils of Proximity Starving Artisan 2011 Look out, look outFrom atop the WatchtowerBejeweled not betwitched by the Eve of my SoulAsian eyes mezmorizing meCome now, and you will seeThe  1 Golden Temple from my sideCalling out, as my Spirit is calling outWith a whisper You answered the cryNever say die to the Life that is Love, and IForever carry the cryForever carry the cryPlease beseech as the chaft from the wheat4 this Golden-stemmed Red RoseAs th
Sssshhhhiiiittt!!!!!!!
My ex wants to move with no job, place to live or anything else because she thinks the grass is greener on the otherside...If I dont let him go he will resent me forever for not giving him the chance... I am so lost.. and there is nothing I can dooo.... Really..what the hell am I doing... I really like some ppl I met on here... I am just lost.. I am sooo alone I will try and get attention any way I can.. and I am on a computer... how sad is that... my god.. just listen to me.. but I will say this  .. the feelings I have are real.. and I do want to neet ... but then what.. we live sooo far apart... kids are involved.. speaking of kids I cant get mine to call or write or even get a boo out of him .. I am willing to take alot of responsiblity for this but he has to take some as well.. I miss him sooo much and I am shur I dont even know him any more.. I see the pictuers and he is very broad in the shoulders .. as tall as me by now LOL.. good looking kid.. and I am missing all of it and I c
Current Thoughts
"A liberal is someone who reaches into your shower and adjusts the water temperature for you." - William F. Buckley Well, I finally finished Anathem last Friday.  It's a lengthy novel at nearly 1000 pages, filled with an entire history of another world.  Although the characters and situations are interesting, I must confess it didn't grab me nearly the way that Cryptonomicon or Snow Crash did. I wanted to like the monastery like setting and the convents and such, but it just didn't go anywhere.  It reminded me of the type of description Tolkien used in Lord of the Rings.  Not the great stuff, just all the detail along the way.  The problem was that the destination didn't have the payoff and the events along the way just didn't build up with tension as they did in Crytonomicon.   Stephenson is a great author and the book is intelligent and deep, and well written,  it's just not that compelling from a story standpoint.  The characters are likable enough, but they aren't enough to dr
Writing
Watching you slip awayNothing I can doNothing I can sayIf ever I saw foreverand a dayIt would be with youToo many thingsAnd not enough timeGot their teeth in meCan't run anymoreMouth open with silent screamsNo solace to findNo heartbeat withinBreath gone from the breastWatching it all disintegrateWhy...why can't I stop it? The Key Once upon a time I had a little key It was all mine Little lucky me And with this little key A treasure could be unlocked It was mine to give To whomever I want I then remembered it While lying in your arms I gave it away once And the treasure it was harmed So then I took it back Well over two years ago Put it in my jewelry box And left it there alone Since then very many Have come and they have gone Never once struck me To look for it again Then when I was with you Warm, safe, and loved I saw it in my head And knew where it belonged For he who holds that key Holds the key to my heart Together forever always be And never will we part I can't say how m
Poems Bye Rochele9
it  was  in  the  spring  and  as  we  layed  under  the  sun  , i could  feel  my heart pound  .  and  i was  filled with wonderment  ,  long  into the  night  he  had  captuerd  my  attention  .  i did not  want to turn away  or  leave  anything  for another  day  ,  all the  words came  easily  all that  i had  to say  . his  gracioness was  alluring  to  me .  and  in his  eyes  had looks  of  love  it  was all i could  see.  love  me  , with out  hesitaion  .  just  and  open  mind  will be  all  righ t   ,  u  an   u   u alone  are  always  in my sight  . fuck  this  and  screw  that  ,  do you  live  in a world  thats  black  ,  dim  ,  and  filling  your  mind  with  endless  dreams  ,  nothing  seems  real  thats  how  it  is  ,  you live  for yourself  and  give  to noone  ,  share  your  money  with only  you .  is  the  life  you  lead  somehow  looking  blue  , turn  to the  black  , instead  of the  lite  ,  give  up  your  useless  fight  . a cool  wind  swept  down  on
The United States Constitution
The Constitution of the United States Article IV - The States Section 1 - Each State to Honor all others Full Faith and Credit shall be given in each State to the public Acts, Records, and judicial Proceedings of every other State. And the Congress may by general Laws prescribe the Manner in which such Acts, Records and Proceedings shall be proved, and the Effect thereof. Section 2 - State citizens, Extradition The Citizens of each State shall be entitled to all Privileges and Immunities of Citizens in the several States. A Person charged in any State with Treason, Felony, or other Crime, who shall flee from Justice, and be found in another State, shall on demand of the executive Authority of the State from which he fled, be delivered up, to be removed to the State having Jurisdiction of the Crime. (No Person held to Service or Labour in one State, under the Laws thereof, escaping into another, shall, in Consequence of any Law or Regulation therein, be discharged from such Servi
Celeste Is Me
Alright By JMT Losing track of time lost in your eyes Looking for truth but only finding lies Exhausted of options from all the endless tries Hopeless and discouraged my heart only cries Seeing only two way unsure of which to take It's not only my future or happiness at stake Weighing out the possiblities with an even break Shifting back and forth on this decision to make Saying sorry only to repeat my pain again And here I sit waiting for a real change to begin Always going no where but still refusing to give in Talking  ourselves in circles with no offers to resend Breaking this cold silence imprisoned in your sight 
Rants And Ravings Of No One
      from: big money WANT SOME MONEY ? THEN GAVE UP AND AND HAVE ... Dry Ridge, KY subject: sex received: 03/27/2012 05:03 pm replied: no   block this member you are a gay s sick fucker that no one wants anything to do whit so get off fubar as this is the f b i talking to you.     I have never had any interaction with this guy.  I cant respond because I was promply blocked.   What the fuck?  Why can't people hold a conversation?  Now, I dont get much shoutbox action (and why should I?  I have a penis) but the action I do get seems to follow along the lines of the example that follows.  This is a real shoutbox from a random stranger last night/this morning. The name has not been changed to protect the innocent:     12:22am GatorGurl352: heyy 12:48am No One: hello 12:50am GatorGurl352: hi there
Poems And Quotes By Dly (dlo73) Please Rate And Comment
Time Time passes so slowlywhile I stand here waitingThe people passingno one stoppingI would love to be askedcan you please get me thisI'd jump at the chanceinstead of writing this bitThe time draws near to my half way pointI only want to sit and eatTalk to the people at the table with meI stand here and writeas the words tumble outand wait for the clock to move to the rightTime passing slowlyTick tock Tick tockJuly 30th 2009
Blogasourus Rex
theres just something about coloring...and listening to the deftones....its like ive managed to actualy physicaly create my happy place right here on my sofa. dont you wish you were so talented...also punctuation doesnt work so well on the blog for some reason...screwy you can take your fucking like button and shove it up your fucking mumm holes. just saying As I was spelling my last name for the guy with the insurance company earlier I almost said: "p" as in penis but opted to go with pineapple instead. But it did in fact come out of my mouth sounding like "peeeen-apple" I rotflmao on the inside.
Club 69
Allie's Place
  The breath I feel upon my face soothes my fevered brow, Ravished by the passion of your love, affecting me somehow. The yearning in my heart is to have it all right now, But it is better to take my time to learn your why and how. Why do you love me, you make bold claims of such; I wonder if you really know me, or profess love much too much. I am only a humble human, blessed with a loving heart Waiting for your heart to fall in place, for mine to have its start. I might not always show you, or even catch your drift Of what you want me to know, that causes us to shift. But if we take some quiet time and open up our hearts I think that you will be surprised to learn I figured you out from the start. It wasn’t really hard for me to fall, the how you love me was quite clear, And I would be far worse for wear, if you lived closer, Dear. So mosey your little self to home and make it quicker still; And give this lady’s heart a taste of love’s most precious thrill. I
Public Dis-service Announcements
If you're like me, and whether you want to admit it or not... you are, you enjoy a refreshing gulp of icy cold water on just about any given day. But long gone are the days when we would dash toward the water fountain after yet another gym class which confirmed that we had little to no hand-eye coordination whatsoever. Nowadays, those of us looking to halt our hankerings for H2O not only avoid tap water sources, we usually pay good money to drink it straight from the bottle. And don't try to pretend you're above the whole bottled water thing, telling me you've never had it before, because you have had it and you know it. Whether it's been on a lunch break, at a movie theater, or at one of those lengthy outdoor concert events where you paid 7 bux for a bottle of the stuff so you wouldn't die of dehydration, you've had it before and you'll have it again. And why not? If there's one thing mankind needs to do it's stuff our landfills with as much plastic as possible at an accelerated pace.
The Kings Of The Old Viagra China
  Alzheimer's disease is a neurodegenerative disease mainly causes gradual loss of mental faculties to interfere with the ability to perform daily activities. The most common of all dementias and one of the most social costs generated by medical and emotional .. In many countries like the United States is the leading cause of death.   Currently, such therapeutic treatments or prevention for use in Alzheimer's disease is limited and only the best slow the progression of the disease for about 40 weeks.   Recent research has discovered evidence of inflammation in the brains of Alzheimer patients and unless the inflammation is present there is little evidence of neurodegeneration, even in patients with extensive deposition of amyloid B-peptide and neurofibrillary tangles.   The data collected on men and women suggest that the use of nonsteroidal anti nosteroidal is associated with reduced Alzheimer's disease which increases the importance of the ancient reports where Ganoderma was p
Recipes
Layered Fruit Salad(Good served alone or with macaroons or crispy oatmeal cookies, wafers or pound cake and coffee or dessert wine, as desired.)     1 lb Grapes 1 16-oz Can Sliced Peaches 2 Oranges (Juice from 2 Oranges or 1/2 Cup Frozen Orange Juice) 2 Bananas 1 Pint Fresh Raspberries 3 Kiwis 2– 4 Tablespoons Powder Sugar, optional     Rinse grapes. Cut in half and remove any seeds if necessary. Place in bottom of a glass serving bowl. Peel and slice bananas. Place over grapes. Drain peaches well. Cut into smaller pieces. Distribute on top of bananas. Carefully rinse raspberries. Sprinkle on top of peaches. Peel oranges. Remove the white skin. Section and cut into smaller pieces. Place on top of raspberries. Peel and slice kiwis. Garnish salad. Pour orange juice over top of salad and sprinkle with powdered sugar, if used. Keep salad refrigerated until ready to serve. Summer Salad with Cinnamon Pear-Infused Vinaigrette (Se
Meetups
My friend and I are on Plentyoffish, and we go to the singles meetings. Just to have fun, I've ye to meet a guy I'm into there.    http://forums.plentyoffish.com/datingPosts14596163.aspx   This is the forum for the event. Free to go. Somebody buy me a pina colada and I'll be yo friend. My friend talked me into going to this POF dance, it's all old guys judging by the list. Sigh! Oh well, I'll go to have fun.   7 dollars cover fee.   http://forums.plentyoffish.com/datingPosts14587238.aspx I'm going to the Big Dog bar tonight with a friend at 7 30 PM. I'd love to meet anyone there!
My Reflections In G.o.c
Today I read where 6 people were shot and killed and 4 others wounded at a Texas Roller Rink. Then the shooter shot himself what a cowards way out. Yesterday I read in Norway where a man dressed asa police officer told youths at a camp to come closer. When they did he pulled weapons and shot and killed I think 80 - 90 people. Once he shot them he made sure they were dead by shooting them again in the head with a shotgun. The world has gone crazy. What makes someone take a gun and just shoot people at random for no reason. Lives gone families devasted to have to bury loved ones. Its sad what has happened in the last couple days. Then tonight I read Amy Winehouse at 27 was found dead in her london home. Death unknown but I am sure it will come out a drug overdose. I am hoping in the next few days there is good newsand no more devastation. I started this G.O.C. Chapter 3 years ago and there have been a few times I wondered why out of frustration of how the system works. When I started thr

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