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kittykat's blog: "Poetry"

created on 01/24/2007  |  http://fubar.com/poetry/b48017

Sorry's and Goodbye's

Led in her warm bath, Thinking about life. In such an awful mess, Not sure how she has got here. She had planned this night, Down to every little detail. To the messages she left people, To say her sorry's and good byes. She looks at her red arms, Watching the blood flow from her, Taking her life from her, Fading and withering like a flower. Like the rose she used to be, Its reached the end of its life. She was feeling to weak to think, Closing her eyes, listening to music. To songs that were her life, Sad, happy, love, death, and emptiness. Visions of her children in her head, Tears streaming down her face. They would be fine she knew it, To young to remember all this, Young enough to forget who she was, What she represented and had become. As she slips into a deep sleep, So weak and faded as she ends her sorrows. Smiling as she has ended her pain, All the torment that was smothering her, Being suffocated by the life she led. Its dark, memories all gone, As the water turned to the red sea, Covering up her lifeless face. Her last thought was one of sadness, She tried so hard to make people happy, Now her last moment is knowing she hasn't. They now have to deal with the pain, All the heart ache as they say goodbye. This soul lost in a blood filled bath, So precious and young, yet old within. Fragile, crying out for some help, Yet no one sees her cries and yells. Feeling unwanted and uncared for, She does what she thinks is right, And says her sorry's and goodbyes.

IF

If dreams could come true, I'd be there with you. If nightmares are real, I'd never know how you feel. If my heart was a safe, Only you would hold the key. If my tears started to fall, Its cause your not here with me. If my feet lead me away, Your hands guide me back. If my body's cold at night, Its cause your arms they lack.

Ice Princess

As she lays sleeping with her hand on her cheek, I sit here watching her and wondering to myself, What thoughts and dreams are running through her head. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. awakening my soul My ice princess Her tears seem to be frozen to her pale face, Like the icicles that hang in the break of a cold dawn, Needing the warmth from the glowng winter sun. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. Awakening my soul. My ice princess My ice princess stirs my spirit, and fills my heart, Her coldness is the mask she wears to hide he fragile state, So lost inside as she wonders aimlessly through life. As she lays sleeping i watch her with such awe, So still, so pale, and so quiet as she lays there, Unaware of my thoughts and the lust i have for her. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. Awakening my soul. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. Awakening my soul. My ice princess Let me be your sun, and warm your soul my ice princess, I will remove the mask of ice and take the frozen tears away, Let me make your pale skin bronze in the light of day my ice princess Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. Shes my ice princess, Cold like the winter, White as the snow. Awakening my soul. My ice princess my ice princess

Closes the Door

Self respect at its low, Confidence no longer exists. Is this all you see me as, As some peice of skirt? Do i have the word whore, Written across my forehead? Do you like the fact im down, That i hate everything about me? You make me feel worthless, Just good enough for a shag. Never girlfriend material, And im never the girl. Just for once can you see, That im more than just a lay. There is more than just a body, Maybe i have a personality too. So take a look at me please, And no i dont mean at my body. Look deeper inside of me, And see i am me, in need of some love!

Once Again

If i was a brave lady, I'd tell you how i feel. If i was not so scared, This pain might just heal. I will continue to deny it, Never admit to liking you. Being just a good friend, A part of your little crew. I wish i could open up, As I'm really falling for you. No one could be compared, To everything that you do. You looks are adoring, Your charms are astounding. With the tunes that you mix, My heart starts pounding. I watch you in such awe, As you play at your decks. The smiles on your face, When your mixes have effects. I wish i could tell you, How you make me feel. But i know there's no point, So my lust i'll never reveal. So as i watch you walk away, Giving up on all that i desire. I know it will become a regret, But of you i will always enquire.
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