Chaos's blog: "Just Plain Rob"

Sometimes I just fucking hate my life, wishing the pain could just go away :-( Why can't it be easier to fall out of love than falling in love?

I now own a house, woooohooooo!!!! Go me :-D I always kind of wonder how many 24 year olds can actually say that, wootie woot :-)

It's just been a shitty night for me. I hate being the emotional person that I am, does me nothing but harm. Ever hold on to something because you pretty much "know" that there is still something there? Yeah, it sucks, and maybe I need to stop holding on even though I still believe we still have something there. Only girl I've kept talking to now months after breaking up, and I don't know if I can do it much longer I hurt, I really really hurt :'(

Yeah, so, um, it's 4am in VA right now, I'm kind of tired, and yet don't really want to go to bed. Been up since 2pm (yeah, I sleep in on the weekends, it's the only time I don't work, so I take full advantage of it :-D ) and didn't really get anything done except for dishes until around 9:30 pm when I started cleaning up my family room, throwing out things I don't need/use (less things for me to have to move in late March/early April). Weeeeeeeeee I do however think the being tired thing is getting to my head, mhmm, so I think I might attempt to retire or some such. Later

Yeah, so last night around like, oh I don't know, 11pm EST, my friend Audrea decides to refer me to this site. Little did I know that at that moment I would be sucked in like an ant in a hoover. I mean, damn, I was on for at least 2.5 hours, and now I've been on here and there for most of the night. All I can say is DAMN. I'm liking this.