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My Twins Lose...

Love I watch as you get sicker. I watch as you fall. Always smileing, Never admiting you are sick. And i cry for the woman you were, I scream this isn't fair. You My Sister, Is dieing. With something rageing in your blood. Leukemia they say, You just smile and walk away. Thanks for the news. I'll be ok. Chemo,you say no. Radiation,and you say no. Pills,you say if i must. And i cry. Because you are stronger than I. And I Love You. But Most of all, I'll miss you. Lisa Keith Copyright ©2007 Lisa Keith -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem

writen in stone.

One Lifemate Maybe it was the beauty of your eyes. But when I saw you I knew. Now my soul is in pain, My heart is no longer mine. It's yours for all time. One heart joined to one other,The souls missing piece found. My lifemate. I love you. Only you. Forever true. Lisa Osburn Copyright ©2007 Lisa Ann Osburn -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem

An Outlet of Rage?

Mother... If you look in my eyes,What do you see? A heart or A memory? I cast my eyes upon you,Once I thought... I can Love You.No,thats not right; To love you would be an you honor. You haven't earned. And A Tear slides down my cheek.... Why?Why do I cry? Is it for that which you haven't given? Is it for that which you can not give? Oh Why,Oh Why? III... The thoughts,scatterd,the tears shead, The tattered memories in my head... Are they yours? Could they be mine? Questions I ask. You never cared. Placed My Sister as best. Told me I'm not worthy. Yelled loudly into my head. And then...Just like that... IT STOPPED!Because you wish me dead. Lisa Ann Osburn Copyright ©2007 Lisa Ann Osburn -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem
A Memorie Today I thought of you ... I walked through my mind makein memories... Today I cried for... Because you were far away... Today is just one more day... In a life of a mother whoes child was Laid to rest I make the meories in my head I love from my earthly plain... Becasue I recived the gift of an Angel . Your love made me strong ,Your kiss made me feel, Your death it broke me ... Now i wonder were you real? I love you Baby blue the color of eyes shineing true. My Brittany Girl Momma misses you in memories i have in dreams I see... My Baby Blue with love so true. Lisa Osburn Copyright ©2007 Lisa Ann Osburn -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem

rambeling on...

Few people know much about me, and I like to keep it that way, If you don't know me ...you can not hurt me. so I'll share just a bit about myself. not enough that you can hurt me. but enough for you to decide if you want to be my friend. 1st.) I Have been, and suppose I still am an abused woman. I married a man who I thought was the love of my life. Only to find out, that in his eyes I was something he could control, own, and baet on at his will, I would always beat back. That is until July of 1996 when he took a metal baseball bat to me and cut me down below from front to back. after 6 months in ICU and a year relearning a lot of things most people take for granted. I walk not well, But I move on my own...I can not run I dought I wil ever run again. Danceing was my love. Now I give new meaning to slam danceing. No it is not the same. 2nd.) I am a mother to a very wonderful but very mixed up young man who is 12, he is the love of my life. I never ever thought in my wildest dreams the love of my life, would chase girls and have a mop of dirty hair, with huge blue eyes that hide all sorts of impish dreams. 3rd.) I am among the most blessed of people on earth. Because I know that whatever happens I have been able to honestly say I did it and gave my all. even if someone took my legs and balence, he gave me the will to carry on and be a good person. He changed my body, Not me. so he has lost. And I have survived. I am not a Victim, I am a woman in need of help who loves life and the people in it. So in a way I dance like no one is watching, sing like the whole world can hear. Laugh often, and Love with everything I have. Because I know in my heart that Love is the Greatest among gifts I can give. even if it isn't returned. To say I love is to say I can I am and I will be.
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