ziggle420's blog: "A Man Of Knowledge"

What happened to my stability I ran so far so futily Instantly vanished from nothing Yeilding that which cannot be I cannot escape a tendency To bathe in pure infancy Different breathes of mortal land Leaving nothing for my hand Mutated metaphysical genes Yeilding that which cannot be Feet planted firmly to the ground Even when i'm not around I suck it down deep within sin Down to marrow wrapped in skin Time stays still yet mind forgets Reaching out where nothings left Reaking order from somewhere else Twisting visions of myself Let me go and leave me be I'll not concede to misery Take your hate in all it's glory This is the end to a tainted story

So good to meet you It's taken so long I'm so glad it's over Why'd it take so long No rules or walls Cant help my pitfalls Time stays so stagnant Take action on pity How long has it been I've missed you so much When will this be over I've cried so much He came out to watch you play And witnessed you running away He only wanted to play Instead he watched you run away Too many tears without intention I hope this was not your redemption How many tears to own your attention You may think that this is redemption I thought that you were hiding You thought that I had run away I swore that you were fighting You simply just went astray

Is this all There should be more There was so much more I remember Yet it escapes Slips through my fingers Slides past the cracks It's not desire I don't want it I fucking need it Nothing's subtle anymore So desensitized to everything Leaves me so... detached You want me to feel something I want to feel anything

Something is coming An unbalanced equilibrium Desensitize me, please Rape me of my feelings... And unbalaced emotions Wouldn't it be safer How could logic include Setting up faliures Could I possibly learn How to fall any harder Opinions don't yeild intellegence Only build walls But I would not want it Any other way Analytical eyes separate us From logic and reason My mind trembles To reveal such truths Listen... beyond hearing Questions unimportant Life is the fact

A Man of Knowledge How was I supposed to know That learning is such a war To know is to teach And to learn is to reach I battle with the truth Wide awake, with fear, and respect Much like war In the beginning I'm so obscure My intent so vague I knew absolutely nothing Of the hardships of learning In time, and with patience What was expected Was not yeilded My purpose a battlefield Fighting this mounting fear A trecherous enemy Cunning, invisible, and unyeilding Yet, I've traversed too far To concede and be consumed To defy your fear Is to harness it And fuel your intent Making your purpose less obscure I've dispelled my fear Things could not be more clear I see with new eyes And walk with assurance A clarity so blinding I learn no more I yearn no more Patience shows how close This clarity scrapes a mistake And beyond this is power The strongest most direct enemy So easy it would be To concede to such an enemy And to wander the world Without seeing the wonder A malicious tyrant or bully Much like the clarity Patience so reveiling To show us our mistakes