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My Poems
Epiphany struck as dawn broke Ascenine desires propelling every thought Seeing an opening for clarity, I denied it Pretentious as I may be I refuse the world and only accept myself Withered and broken of my own neglect Stained and tainted by my own being Taken from the path I once walked... I have finally realized, The taken path has led right back to clarity... What I Once Was, Am Now Again What defines this unending wall of silk? Seeing everything, unable to remove it A constant protection from myself keeps me in the dark Nowhere in this life is a reason for unveiling my soul Sharp jagged edges of hate and deceit waiting to dissect the open flesh Longing for a bed to rest, my head rests on a migraine of stone Lost in a sea of ignorance and swimming to the never seen shores of enlightenment Visions of tranquil ponds of love… No ripples of passion to be seen, the romance in hearts is forever dead Lust, seduction… feelings removed to accommodate society, leaving a
Old Dayzzz
Tag Offers
Here is my tags anyone can rip. Just click on the the pic and rip it. Be nice to see come comments good or bad...Some are old one, but may be new to you... New as of today and yesterday. Friends 1 July 4th Old ones but may be new to you OnLine Friends Thirsty guy Sweet Dreams Have A Great Day Be Mine male Showing Some Cherry Love male SENDING SOME CHERRY LOVE Female Wanna Play Female Ok I have now 3 tags you can have if you like.. Just click on the pic and copy or rip them when the new window opens (repost of original by 'Fireman 7' on '2007-01-26 13:59:
Hey... This Is Important, To All My Friends....
Evelyn Hackett My Great-Grandmother, and second mother to me.... one of my most favorite persons I have ever known.... and what an honor it was to know such an amazing person.... Sadly..... she started going downhill in the nursing home last week.... she had a bad infection from not being able to get out of her bed, and she couldn't handle alot of meds.... We got a call from my real mother saying that my great-grand mother was asking for my grandmother.... and right away panic set in. We all rushed out there right away.. well, when i got there she wasn't able to speak, probably from the painkillers they gave her for her leg... She really started to go downhill from there... for once all of our family, my uncles, cousins, everyone... we were actualy all together... We didn't get many responses from her.... well not many people did... She knew me right away man.... despite all the meds and pain, I was able to see how happy she was when she recognised me.... lol...
Just Stuff
HEY EVERYONE!!! I know it has been a while but i just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing much better and I will be back on air starting January 8th! Yes thats right THE ONE AND ONLY NAKED DJ EROTICA comes back on air with BAD SEED RADIO. I have been working there behinde the sences for a while and I am ready to take the air yet again! *kisses and hugs* Erotica I just wanted ya'll to know I am ok still sick and idk when i will be able to return to cherry tap or the station full time. I am doing everything I can to get better. I love you all!!! Mwah!!!!!!! I keep trying to find the answer but I guess I will never know. Why does this kind of stuff happen to me? Why do I always end up in impossible situations? Do I put myself in these problems? Do I open myself up to them? Why is it that I know I will always get hurt no matter what? I keep thinking maybe this time will be different, but it never is. Why is it that i shut everyone out but people always find a way in? I try so ha
This Is Ur Brain On Blog!
J: People adore me!! E: I'm great in bed...;) F: I'm dead sexy...yeah baby!! R: Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) Y: best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other person's name and
Todds Blogs
Do this! seriously :D 1. Go to 2. Click on Maps. 3. Click on Get Directions. 4. From: New York, New York. 5. To: Paris, France. 6. Then, read line #23. 7. Laugh YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of CherryTap? 2. What's your philos
My Blurbs
for the fucking third time some one has fucking backed into my car while backing up, I leave them 8 fucking ft. and yet they still hit my fucking car backing up this is tottal bull shit errrrrrrrrrrrrr, just fucking venting I have to let it go some where so why the fuck not here I have had a long week full of getting shocked by a wall socket to having my brother get blown thru a room because of a lead coming in contact with the pannel board 200 amp braker tripped and now my fucking car got hit this fucking sucks ERRRRRRRRRRRRRR still no dates its been 6 years since I have been on a real date is there not any one who would willingly go out with me at least on a date even if it is only one I am so lonely going to movies alone these days Bang bang I am dead I put that bottle to my head, I told them I wanted it this way, to hold my head in shame, rather than live in pain, now that I am gone every one will just move on, nothing big nothing bold I like this place even if it’s cold, when I
Life And Times Of An Internet Junkie.
Let me tell you about an old man named Santa Claus. You may know him as Kris Kringle aka Saint Nick aka Sinter Klauss or aka Papa Noel. Whatever his nom descript, he has been widely commercialized and widely misunderstood. When you see Santa Claus, you see a man with an infectious laugh, rosy cheeks, jolly belly, snow white beard, and a bubbly joyful personality. You see this cause you are blinded by the spirit of christmas. I will tell you what is really there, a man with roscea (hence the red cheeks), an obesity problem, hygeine issues (thats why he doesn't shave), and a crack problem (joyful personality explained by the crack). He is a pervy old man, with a sweatshop full of immigrant elves. You don't ever see Mrs Claus, and do you want to know why? Cause Good ole Saint Nick doesn't let her out of the house. He has a dominating personality and likes to control her. He runs his sweatshop full of elves, making them work all hours of the day and night, with no Overtime and no holiday p
Just Some Ranting
OK. These blogs are deffinitely coming in handy because without them I think I'd fucking snap. I'm not gonna go into the whole story because I seriously think I have ADD or something because whenever I get into telling a story I lose my train of thought and start talking about something else lol. So anyways about me losing my fucking mom and I moved in with a friend of hers who just bought a house until I leave for college and so that my mom wouldn't have to renew a lease that she'd have to get out of when I leave to get a smaller place yada yada yada. Now I am COMPLETELY grateful to her for letting us move in and helping us out but I don't know how much longer I can put up with her. To understand you have to kind of know a little bit about's the jist; she has 2 kids 1 who completely disowned her (over some custody thing with his dad etc) and the other who is her "golden child" her whenever he walks into a room there's angels singing and she expects everyone el
You scored as Oral Sex. Whether it's foreplay or the whole enchilada, you're "down" to have a good time. Oral Sex100%Phone Sex67%Normal Sex56%Anal Sex33%Gay Sex28%Orgy17%Cyber Sex0%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water.
Today is 2 of my very good friends b-day. CANADIAN BAD A$$ is turning 28 today and the drug you can't resist aka Joy is turning 25. so if u can go and show them sum b-day luv!!!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* CANADIAN BAD A$$ 1%er COME REAL R NOT AT ALL!!!@ fubar the drug you can't resist ~i LOVE girls *taken* DREAM GIRLZ@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!! This lovely woman in the link below is one of my very good friends on here. If u want to meet someone with always a smile on her face. Then this is the person to meet then! Cause if ur ever down. U can always count on here to chear u back up with one of her smiles! :D She is 39 yrs young today! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* CuteSmily1 by name...VERY SMILY by Reputation@ fubar Go and show her all the love and it will be returned!! PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!
Foamy's Rants
In Memorian
Ogier the Dane (Danish: Holger Danske, French: Ogier de Danemarche) is a legendary Danish hero who first appears in an Old French chanson de geste, in the cycle of poems Geste de Doon de Mayence. Despite his Danish origins, his surname—“of Danemarche”—is speculated to have signified the marches of the Ardennes and not Denmark. According to his legend, he was the son of Geoffrey (the historical Gudfred), king of Denmark. In La Chevalerie Ogier de Danemarche, he had a son who was slain by Charlot, son of Charlemagne; seeking revenge, he sought out and slew Charlot, and was only barely prevented from killing Charlemagne himself. He resisted Charlemagne for seven years, but made peace with him in order to fight at Charlemagne's side against the Saracens, in which battle he slew the giant Brehus. There may be a dim flicker of history in the tale, in that Danish sources reveal that in around 800, while Charlemagne's empire was at its peak, a Danish king named Godfred or Godfrid made su

More Funnies....hehehe :p
or it could leave you with your jaw dropped one night! :P At times nature can be cruel but there is also a raw beauty, and even a certain justice manifested within that cruelty. The alligator, one of the oldest and ultimate predators, normally considered the 'apex predator', can still fall victim to implemented 'team work' strategy, made possible due to the tight knit social structure and 'survival of the pack mentality' bred into the canines. See the remarkable photograph below courtesy of Nature Magazine.Note that the Alpha dog has a muzzle hold on the gator preventing it from breathing, while another dog has a hold on the tail to keep it from thrashing. The third dog attacks the soft underbelly of the gator. Not for the squeamish! Laughter is good for the soul. Have a Great Day! Better have a box of Kleenex handy!! This is pretty funny stuff!! I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see
I remember a time when you used to be there! You said you'd never go away! Why do uyou do things that hurt people Just make it stop and come back! I sit and pray youll come home come back to us Maybe we still can be a happy family Just make it stop and come back Chourus I was once daddies little girl Now what i am is just some stupid ass girl You said youd never leave But look at you now You lying piece of shit Why odnt you just make it stop Come back How come i never hear your voice How come i never smell you or feel you Why do you do the things you do Just make it stop and come back Now i sit all alone, on my bed No one understands, No one can come along and take your place They just wont understand Just make it stop and come back. Chorus When will you come back I just want you back You Just come back! said you'd never leave But where are you Now You are my life You are my soul, my ambition You are alwayz there for me Well i'm here
(first of all this isn't a cry for help or a suicide was an accident, i shouldn't have taken so many but i thought i could handle them) so...unintentionally i took waaaaaay too many darvocet yesterday and had a near death experience this morning about 4am. i woke up freezing but sweating, my eye sight was all fucked up, and i couldn't walk straight to save me, i found the bathroom and puked for about an hour....and fell asleep there til my roommate just woke me up about an hour ago. he shook me awake because my skin was faded gray and he thought i was dead! he was crying when i opened my eyes... i'm scared to go to the doctor now....i never want to see opiates ever again. i'm still shaky from the side effects and wore out from the strain on my body... i'm not writing for u to pity me, but to understand...i will never ever pop pills after that again. i really thought i was going to die on the floor of my bathroom this morning, cold, scared, and all alone...i dunt wa
Just A Little Writing
When I see your face, I get that feeling inside The feeling that one day, you will soon say good-bye. Tears fall fast and swiftly down my face It’s been 18 years and I still have no place. The words ‘I love you’ are rarely said Even though we are naked and alone in a bed. There are no comforting words, or helping hands But I don’t expect it; after all you’re a man! That issue has lacked for so long in my life I look at it as power, and not as strife. I’ve tried to take my life many times before But he never cared, he only slammed the door. Drugs and inflicting pain are where I turned But it never did help it only deepened the burn. The downfall from the high came hard and fast When would an end to my suffering come at last? You say you’re different, that you won’t do what they did But you put me in a container, with no holes in the lid. I feel it deep within, that happy thing called love But every time I speak of it, you give me a shove. You say
britney murphy is freakin cute in this movie. shes got nice stems. word. i fucking love 'Little Ms. Sunshine'. FUCKING love it. life sucks. you jsut gotta roll with it and deal. you gota mission to complete. DO IT. lol. fucking genius. im in love with rose mcgowan. new i always had somethin for i know...its love *doves fly over head*
I am lost in a dark place, Love and caring flows from my soul, A raging river that has drained my life, Caring for those who don’t know the price. I need to feel love from one to another, But her love is flowing out to others, They all are in need, but few of them care, Some even spurn it, and try to destroy the giver, And all I can do is watch, and continue to let love flow. So when will it be my turn again, To have the eyes look at ME with love, To feel again the warm loving embrace, The loving, lustful kiss from those soft lips, Not asked for but given freely. I need love to refill my soul, But with a world of takers, It will empty as fast as it fills, Like trying to hold water in a sieve BEAR Deep in slumber, dreams unending, Wise old bear, patient, strong, Send me dreams of transformation. Grant me intuition along With introspection of my life, Inner listening, no more strife. Caution, Healing, Leadership The power of the Bear
Birth Month
All right...most of you know that I am writting a book...well we decided to add two more stories to of which they want a little darker...the other is up to if you have any ideas please feel free to send them to me private message...and for those of you who have no cleue about what I am talking about..I am writting a book with short eroitc stories...letters..and such...thanks for all your help... Sherry I just wanna say thanks to all my wonderful friends for all your gifts and're the best!! Much Love, Sherry === 'BEST BACK TAT CONTEST NEED PPL' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-18 12:29:10'.. > > heres lin > k
Nicest Car/Truck/SUV/Van/Motorcycle Contest RULES 1. You must be in the picture with your vehicle(sitting insides would be better) 2. Comment bombing allowed 3.10,000 Comments WINS 4. 1st place winner(if a guy) gets Rolex watch or Men's ring (If a girl) Gets Rolex watch or diamond ring. 5. 2nd place is who ever has the most ratings will get Dozen roses and Romantic dinner for two. Contest will start when I get 20-30 entrys Please send me a private message with the link to your picture and i will rip it. Nicest eyes contest RULES: Comment bombing allowed Commenting yourself allowed NO DRAMA 1st Place Winner with 25,000 comments gets Porsche 2nd Place Winner with the most ratings gets a ring Motorcycle Contest RULES Comment bombing allowed You can comment on yourself 10,000 Comments WINS NO DRAMA ALLOWED!I WINNER 1st place winner(most comments)- gets rolex or motorcycle 2nd place(most ratings)- Diamond earings White Gangster@ Che
Just Trouble
Well so far this has been a great summer. The past two weeks have been fun filled. I've been hanging out with some great friends. We have been spending time going to the drive in, the fair, watching fireworks, and well have a couple cold ones. Hope everyone is also having a great summer and staying safe. Have a good one. FREE to good home: All the snow anyone could want!!!! Just how bad can one day get?? These are some of the high lights of my day today. First I updated my messenger just to have it not install right. NOW my damn computer won't let me re-install it. Because it seems that there are now files missing from my windows program. I got bit by the dog today. No need to see a Doc, just some blood and pain. (LOL) Then I get a phone call about my cell phone and they tell me that I have to turn my old phone into them. So the question is.. Why in the hell did I end up driving over 300 miles (I had to make more then 1 trip) just so I could keep my old phone??? (I have pix
XS Magazine Contest - April only - you can only vote once and you must be a member of the site (membership is free) Take care, Melanie **** Sorry we have not been able to contact you sooner things have been very busy for XS Magazine but, Congratulations! You are 1 of 100 selected to be voted on during April for the $22,000 XS Magazine Model Search Contest. This runs April 1st - April 30, 2006 You will be able to check out our Model Search voting page here: to be able to view the April Model Search Contestants. One of these models will become the XS Girl of the Month, received $1,000, and a full featured spread at XS Girl of the Month in a future XS issue! Also, she will be 1 of the 12 Models (one winner from each month) that will compete for XS Girl of the Year and the $10,000 Grand Prize! is the page where you can gr
Rate Meez.HAHAHA, so if you want a valid reason for YouTubing during your "extended lunch break," check out our MEEZ COMMERCIAL! Everything was done in-house. The concept, the music, the graphics, the uploading, even Roscoe Meez's superhot (non-)celeb styling... And the greatest part is, you basically can do this all with your own computer, too!Lemme know what you think about it. I personally like the soundtrack, as it brings me back to my fabulous days submarining with the Team Zissou...Yes, yesterday I stayed at the office until 6 so that I could upload YouTube videos. I do believe I have a pretty ridiculously fantastical job. Hollah. Also, congratulations to our Art Director Mike and his wife on their new baby boy! Born over the weekend and weighing in over 6 pounds. Adowable! Hey guys, If you’ve got the time, send us a nomination! Category 2 – Meez needs you! :) Thanks! :)
Things Bout Me
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta - Today is a dreary day that only those in the light will not see.But those of us that are in the shadows of everyday society are able to see. people pretent to be happy to hide true emotions of sadness,depression and others of the like.But me I tend to show what I feel or think but no one notices for they are too busy in there own world to see. But that is the deal in todays society no one ever takes time to see anything! People like me are casted into the shadows like a broken plaything that people cast away. For they think that we are not worth the effort fixing.We are emotionally and mentally scarred from what has happened through out the years. We always try
Today, I thought was goin to hectic, confusing and just outright nuts!?Surprisingly, I had no trouble, they had my information processed n I did my paperwork for the classes with making choices. You have to have alternates for classes since this was day 2 and I could nt go yesterday. Well, the Director of Nursing signed off on my schedule, gave me my next point of reference and off I went. Health waiver, Paying for Tutition and then get my books the whole thing came to 800.00. Ouch!!! But my job is goin to reimbursh me, when I get my final grades. I wont be round much til I get squared with my studying and sleeping time. Hope you all wont forget me til I get back, but know that I will miss you all and you all are in my prayers!!School starts Jan. 18th!! Bless All My Friends!!! A young boy had just gotten his driver's permit and inquired of his father, an evangelist, if they could discuss his use of the car. His father took him into his study and said to the boy, "I'll make a deal
Sexy Girls For Men
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Armygirls Blog
Ive been having awful cramps/pains in my stomach and I went to the doctor and they think its my gall bladder or my appendix. Eeeek! So I go Tuesday for two ultra sounds and then the doctor will let me know whats going on. VAILS GATE, N.Y. (Army News Service, Nov. 30, 2006) - The oldest U.S. combat medal has a new home of honor on a site where Americans first fought for freedom. The National Purple Heart Hall of Honor opened in a Nov. 10 dedication ceremony at the New Windsor Cantonment State Historic Site, where Gen. George Washington's Army camped toward the end of the Revolutionary War and where he first awarded the Badge of Military Merit, a small purple cloth that became the model for the Purple Heart. The $6 million Hall of Honor is first in the nation to recognize U.S. servicemembers wounded or killed in action from the American Revolution to the global war on terror. It will serve as a living memorial, preserving and sharing stories of Purple Heart recipients through exh
I see you standing across the room   So Beautiful, you turn and smile at me   But I'm shy and turn my head away   And the night goes by     I see you walking down the street   You're as beautiful as the autumn sky   You look at me as I turn away   And time passes by                  Fate Brings us together              Just for me to turn away forever              I want to say something to you              But I'm too shy can't you see?   I see you sitting by the waters edge   The sun bathing you in light   You turn to me as I turn around   And another day goes by                Fate brings us together              Only for me to turn away forever              I want to say something to you              But I'm shy can't you see?   I see you standing under the stars   Smiling and confident I look at you   But you're shy and turn your eyes away   And the stars shine on              Fate brings us together          
This story is sick!!! And a lotta people got off on this!!! EEWW!!! MY STORY BEGINS when I was 13 years old. I was helping my Mother with some chores around the house; I was in the basement, putting the laundry from the washing machine into the dryer. My Mother was upstairs attending to my screaming newborn brother and my three-year-old sister, so she couldn't hear me shout at my dog Denver whenever he stuck his nose near my crotch. Denver was a persistent crotch sniffer, which is why we kept him in the basement as much as possible. My Mother said it’s a bad habit he’ll grow out of, as he often embarrasses her when he sticks his nose up under her dresses in front of company. I was wearing a tee shirt over my swimsuit, as I have very fair skin and the tee shirt kept me from getting too much sunburn. We had a swimming pool in our backyard, and when I finished my chores, I was going to cool off in it on this hot August afternoon. Denver kept sniffing between my legs every time
Everyone look at my shiznit :) And buy me drinks! :) Man I'm drunk... :) :) :) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from I've realized that people only get put as a 10 on this site...either that or nothing. I think that's pretty cool. Makes me feel like a 10 and that all my friends are too! :)
All About Mistress
You scored 75 Lezza, whatever. If it moves, you'll consider it. You are either a greedy bisexual, or you are greedy-bisexual-curious. You want to have your cake and eat it. Of course. Why have cake and not eat it? That would be stupid. Make sure you save a piece for me (slut) You Are 74% EvilYou are very evil. And you're too evil to care.Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.How Evil Are You? You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?
True Life
The one thing that I swear I would never do I did today and now I need to come clean about it. I hurt the one person that I care about some much that she doesn't even want to talk to me anymore. I lied to this person and shouldn't have and for that I am truely sorry. On the Friday before New Year's I got a blow job from someone and then proceeded to go over to her house to hang out with her. She was then hit up by someone else online how told her about it and I lied to her and said it wasn't true. Well it has been eating at me for the last 2 months and now it is out in the open. I know that I was wrong and for this I will pay dearly for because I lost the greatest thing in my life forever. Thier is no excuses for what I did and thier never will be. All I can do is take my licks and be yelled at by everyone about it. I will never get back what I lost and I know everyone is going to tell me I told you so but it needs to be said and everyone needs to know how much of a Jerk I
Merry Christmas
Hope Santa brought everyone what they wanted and I hope everyone takes time out today to see how lucky they are for the people they have in there lifes and the people who also love them be safe and have a happy new year also. Get Christmas Graphics Images codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts
A Texas rancher got in his pickup and drove to a neighboring ranch and knocked at the door. A young boy about 9 opened the door. "Is yer Dad home?" the rancher asked. "No sir, he ain't," the boy replied. "He went into town." Well said the rancher, "is yer Mom here?" "No, sir, she ain't here neither. She went into town with Dad." "How about your brother, Howard? Is he here?" "He went with Mom and Dad." The rancher stood there for a few minutes, shifting from one foot to the other and mumbling to himself. "Is there anything I can do fer ya?" the boy asked politely. "I knows where all the tools are, if you want to borry one. Or maybe I could take a message fer Dad." "Well," said the rancher uncomfortably, "I really wanted to talk to yer Dad. It's about your brother Howard getting my daughter, Pearly Mae, pregnant." The boy considered for a moment. "You would have to talk to Pa about that", he finally conceded. "If it helps you any, I know that Pa charges $50 for the b
Just Some Shit
heavy hands rip at my clothes why me? not again i fight but to no avail he pushes into me i try to cry for help but he throws his hand over my mouth he overpowers me what can i do but take it i thought i could trust him he was supposed to be a friend he broke the promise god has thrown me to the wolves he has done it again scenes flash through my mind a black man my two babysitters friends of the family who can i trust if not my "friends" a smack to the face brings me back to reality his other hand folds around my neck i feel the pressure building its impossible to breathe i finally get enough room to move i thrust my knee into him push him off of me he rolls to the edge of the bed i throw on my clothes run to the other room where i think im safe i feel disgusting i try to tell someone but no one believes me as usual this is my pain why do i do this to myself? why does this feel so good? i giggle a little as i feel the pressure my anger subsides a
Misc. this chick goin'.. Am I bad? I'm really TRYING to get into the MuMMs tonight, but so far, they really suck shit. Yeah, I know there's other shit I should be doing, but I don't wanna'... The MuMMs were pretty mellow, then in 1, this dumb bitch just went off on another mummer, UNPROVOKED...I had to laugh, poor bitch never spoke again. Although labels are lame, like it or not, they exist. Going off on a "regular" mummer, is like walkin' into a prison yard, unarmed. LMFAO! Hm. As childish as it may be to get a kick out of it, the comraderie (sp?) the MuMMs/Mummers show each killer. Don't deny it, people, the MuMMs are ADDICTIVE motherfuckers! And whether the "regs" are personal acquaintances or not, they DO tend to band together when shit goes down. Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's just the internet, but sometimes it gets personal. Luckily for me, I divulve VERY LITTLE to VERY FEW, here. The way I figure, if shit goes aw
Good Reads
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were nodesks. Looking around, confused, they asked, "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?" She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done toearned the right to sit at a desk." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's classroo
Hey Everyone
I wish I could go away ...just fly. If they don't care Then why should I? Sometimes the trigger-- I wanna pull it Die, end it all with a bullet. And just when I'm very close to the edge, trying hard not to lose my head I looked up and say: "God, why? I work hard and I try, to forget all that's happened and move on, ignoring everyone's habits." Then, I hear a voice, That leaves me with no choice. It says: "I know it might be strenuous, and times are hard. Just keep the faith, and believe in God. Plus... you owe it to yourself, And don't forget your friends." That's when I open my eyes And know I'd rather live. Even if everyone takes... I'm gonna give. I'm gonna give of my faith, I'm gonna give of me. I'm gonna give of everything, whatever it takes to make people see- That my emotions aren't a game, they'd better remember my name. 'coz I'm gonna come back And I'm gonna make them respect me. I've learned that sel
Just Some Writing
I haven't blogged in awhile maybe getting my thoughts out would be a good thing for me. I've noticed I tend to feel better after. Patience... It's been a very difficult thing for me to learn. Especially when it comes to love. Heartache is something I am accostomed to learning how to back down is something I've yet to learn. Obviously its not a good thing to do, yes, but when you want something so much in your life patience is hard to come by. Why is it so hard? For a person like me whose waited for everything...been patient to want to run head first into something for once with no regrets...just to see how far it takes me. Yeah you would think I would learn that the patient route is the best one by far. But, for once I want to think with my heart not my head. Recipie for disaster...probably but I cant see it as a bad thing for someone who has never been impulsive to be impulsive for once....Thoughts? Please feel free to leave them. Pound the rhythm Feel the beat Strumming through you
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take
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Things That Make You Go Hmm...
to those few that wished me a early Happy Birthday yesterday....Its much appreciated.... And for the rest...Im hurt by the apathy you have shown me.... Im sorry if Im not a dirtbag like Fat Sonny or a wanna be like Bobbi Doll....Im just me... If you dont like that then please remove yourself from my friends list because you really ARENT my friend in that case... Thanks.. PS. TODAY is my I always said Id never join a contest or take part in them but I had a moment of weakness.... I joined one to be on the cover of a Net Magazine called "Pimped" Please go vote for me....I would appreciate it.... And yes comments do count..So comment bomb me.. Oh how the mighty have I now understand why there are so many BS changes being made here.....This might clear up the connfusion...ENJOY! must read, interesting info about CT, repost this everyone (repos
Just A Nice Guy
sorry to put this on here but my friends might want to know and if u dont then dont read it. my mom had a 5 bypass yesterday and well its not looking good they tryed to let her bteath on her own yesterday but no luck , today the doc found out that she had no ressataion papers signed and now we just dont know what is going to hapen to her if they r just going to un plug her or what . hope not im 200 miles away but might be living tonight to go back down if they pull the plug . if u all pray now is the time if not she like her beer to have 1 for her ty found out to day from doc i got namoanya not good if not better by end of week end off to hospital but dont add your self if your just into the numbers game and u dont want to chat
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Sex Toys
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go check out the new pix...comments welcome I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That
Could You Help My Friend Out?
For those of you that havent please!!! Rate this pic! Time is running out!!! Hey all my gorgeous friends and fans! sorry I've been away and haven't gotten back to you! But IM back now and will catch up with you! Was writing this blog to ask you for your help! My friend Lucy is in the 2 alarm hottie contest and really needs some help! Comment bomb her please! If you have any spare time! We both would appreciate it!!! Love, Joeylynne click this pic to comment!!! If all my friends would please go help Lucy out even with just 5 comments I would so much appreciate it! I ran out and so did she.She is behind and needs a little lovin' ! please take a few minutes to do this for me! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! Im begging! Thanks so much! MWAH! Joeylynne
well today is my birthday i just wish i could have a party,that is something i have never had.hope everyone new years is a great one love sky. Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics NuttinButtSexxy
Naughty 12 Days of Christmas BDSM Style On the 1st day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... A Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 2nd day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 3rd day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 4th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 5th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... FIVE ANAL BEADS, 4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 6th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE ANAL BEADS,.4 Ball Gags, 3 Blindfolds, 2 Nipple Clamps and a Small Feather Pillow for my knees. On the 7th day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me... 7 Crops a Swinging, 6 Tubes of KY, FIVE AN
My Thoughts
I am so pissed. As you maybe know, I work with mental ill agressive people. Most of the people think that its a rough, macho culture at my work. It can be, but most of the time its pretty nice to work there. Most of my collegues hate the macho culture everybody thinks it is. Now I will tell you: I am small, normal lenght, love to wear 2 tales in my hair and tight bright clothes. For 1/2 a year ago I suffered from a depression and I had broke my rib during a fight. I got the feeling that some of my collegues now think that I am weak, just because of my looks and deseases. That really pisses me of! Any ideas what to do? My BF is always singing with my cats! Strange, but most of the times my cats like it! I wanted to share this with y
Curtain Rods She spent the first day sadly packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down on the floor in the dining room by candlelight, put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of Chardonnay. When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp and caviar, into the hollow of the curtain rods. She replaced the end caps on the curtain rods, cleaned up the kitchen, and left. When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything, cleaning, mopping, and airing the place out. Vents were checked for dead rodents, and carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set
Cyclefreaks Junk Store
Ok, Monday we set a record high, then the very next day it is 45 degrees!! WTF!! I am so tired of all theis up and down weather. Its spring, let it be spring!! Ok, I just gotta say it. This site is GREAT! so far everyone on here has been wonderful! I hope all of you have a merry Christmas, or whatever holiday you celebrate! Ok, so i am spending the night at my shop. Why, you may ask. Last night we got broke into. The dumb bastards got away with 4 ATV's and one of our trailers. SO, tonight i am staying here to see if they are dumb enough to come back. God, i hope so. I would like nothing better than to bust them in the act!!! If you have't noticed i hate theives!!! And i am bored as hell.
HUMILATING PORKY by cowgirl the two girls sat across from me in the library.they were in their late teens, but were about as mature as a couple of eight year olds! they whispered and giggeled looking in my direction, but i know how bratty kids can be at that age, looking to bug an older girl like me (I'm 24)! so i ignored them, returning to my book. it was dificult, as every sound they made was clearly an attempt to get my attention! suddenely,I felt tiny spit-balls of rolled up paper ploping onto my book pages! I glared toward them, seeing their smug little faces grining in triumph! the whole thing brought me back to grade school,where kids like this always seemed to know how to press my buttons !!! back then i was always a bit of a bookworm, and painfully aware of being slightly flat chested & always being teased about my modest plain jane looks, and, though i still look the same,I'm older now, and if these bratts didn't knock it off, i might just call a librarian....and ha
Why the hesitation When God is ever waiting Gotta' stop procrastinating; Can you feel me? Why the hesitation? You can pick your destination And the risk is so worth taking; Can you hear me? Bendición mami me voy para la calle Reza por mi para que mi suerte no me falle Y si no regreso es porque fui de largo viaje Nos veremos en un mundo donde no exista el coraje Bendición mami me voy para la calle Reza por mí para que mi suerte no me falle Y si no regreso es porque fui de largo viaje Nos veremos algún día socia. No hago compromiso con la vida si lo tengo con la muerte Que Dios reparta suerte si me llega a mí la muerte Bien sabe el creador que no le tengo miedo a nada Veo cosas raras que me pasan por mi cara Cosas que suceden a diario en esta vida Cuando no hay asesinato que alguien contrajo el sida Mis ojos siguen observando lo que en realidad Madres asustadas por la criminalidad Que se puede hacer con la maldita maldad Si su hijo esta propuesto a que lo vayan a
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No More
You cheated, You lied, Because of Love I let it slide. You did it once, You did it twice, You still expect me to be nice? How could I have been so blind? When all you did was play with my mind. Now shut your mouth and let me speak! Listen to what I have to say, ’cuz I’m no longer weak. I’m not trying to fill you with fear, Just trying to make it clear, That the love I felt for you, Ends right here. We once had something special We had our ups and downs There were times when we fell We always came back round Those times we had were fun Those times we had were good Life was brighter then the sun I wouldn’t change that if I could I loved you as my best friend This love began to grow We could no longer pretend It was obviously on show Life was looking good It couldn’t get any better Who’d have thought it would Start beginning to shatter Perhaps we took things too fast Or perhaps we both rushed in We really wanted it to las
To All My New Friends
stop in and say hi and join my guestbook, have a great weekend guys and gals I just added a guestbook to my page,come on down and sign in Bill Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... let's play "friends w/ benefits" It doesn't matter if they are taken, married, or single. You will be shocked who will reply! The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship,sing
Food For Thought
Her name was Auroura, she was only five, and this is what happened when she was alive. Her dad was a drunk, her mom was an addict, her parents kept her locked in an attic. Her only friend was a little toy bear, it was old and worn out and had patches of hair. She always talked to it when no one’s around, she lays there and hugs it, not a peep of sound. Until her parents unlock the door, some more and more pain she’ll have to endure. A bruise on her leg, a scar on her face, why would she be in such a horrible place? But she grabs the bear and softly cries she loves her parents but they want her to die. “God, why?! Why is my life always sinking?” Such a bad life for a sad little kid, she’d get beaten and beaten for anything she did. Then one night her mom came home high, the poor child was hit and slapped as hours went by. Then her mom suddenly grabbed for a blade, it was sharp and pointy, one that she made.
Fave Song Lyrics
I had to leave my life in Dallas That town will always be you In every crowd, on every corner In every face I'd see you So with nothin' more than a tank of gas I drove away without lookin' back And I guess that's how I got where I am And goin' anywhere as fast as I can And I'm a little past Little Rock Further down the line Too soon to know what's up ahead Too late to change my mind I gotta keep my heart out of this and both hands on the wheel I'm learnin' more with every mile just how leavin' feels It's a lonely stretch of blacktop out into the blue Don't know where I'll go or what I'll do I'm a little past Little Rock But a long way from over you These headlights on the highway Disappear into the dark And if I could have my way I'd go back to where you are Oh, but I can't turn this thing around And nothing short of breaking down Is gonna get me off this road I'm on Oh, and I'm still a far cry from gone And I'm a little past Little Rock Further down th
Name's Origin, Mytths, Unknow Truth
The Name: MARY © Georgios C Paraskevopoulos Mary is the usual English form of the Latinized name Maria of the New Testament Greek name Maria or Mariam (the spellings are interchangeable), which were from the Hebrew name Miriam. The meaning is not known for certain, but there are several theories including "sea of bitterness", "rebelliousness", and "wished for child". However it was most likely originally an Egyptian name perhaps derived in part from 'mry' "beloved" or 'mr' "love". My opinion of this name - probably correct (Not accepted by Theologists) Since the name Maria is used after Greek language became a global language it could be a Greek name and not a Hebrew name. Ma+Rhea 'Μα Ρέα' Ma=mother, Rhea=flow (ancient Greek). Rhea is identified with mother goddess Cybele from Asia Minor and is also known as Rhea Cybele and Magna Mater ("great mother"). Rhea is depicted between two lions or on a chariot pulled by lions. WHY MaRhea and not Miriam?
I lay awake at night thinking of you and what Ive did wrong.I think about what you say and wish that I wouldn't have hurt you like that.But the truth is I cant and I regret every moment of it.I don't see how you can stand to be around me,stand by me,kiss me,hug me,and touch me.I was scared of giving you all my heart and scared you would brake it.Now that I know your not going to brake it we are starting to grow farther and farther apart and it kills me every single day that goes by that its my fault that were growing apart.I don't want to lose you and I lay awake and think of every possible way there is to change things and make everything right to you again and what I can do to make us stop growing farther apart.I love you so much and dot want to lose you. To: that some one aka JW by: ♥Shattered Heart♥ aka Fallen Angel I hold back the tears as u say friends and tell my self its just another heart brake its juss another guy hes not worth it
Just A Thought
I recently left a lounge to go into another and a certain person is now pissed off at me. I didn't think anything of it cuz I'm a big girl thought to be free to go and do as I please I didn't know I had to get permission from said person to move on. but whatever, I guess some peoples lives really do just revolve around the internet I for one find it stupid that they are so upset with me and that they ended their "friendship" with me on here but again WHATEVER GROW UP so apparently I'm a big rumor spreading, bad mom who also is fake. I don't care that a certain person on here is gathering up all his friends on CT to gang up on me I"m not going to stoop to his level. Instead I'm going to use what they and him throw at me. I believe in karma and they will get theirs so whatever you guys read on my page don't let it get to you either. I"m not going to stoop to that level of retardness. All I'm going to say is this: thank you for the prove of how you can be towards me and thank you for s
I wear mine to hide what's within me. I found people prefer the painted smile, And glittering gemstone eyes. Some days it wore thin. And people saw past that pretty face. I found happiness once... And when I removed the mask to show the world Friends turned from me. Only happy when I'm not...truly. There were days when it cracked. And people got an ugly little taste. So I built this mask to hide what's within me. Made of metal. It has a lock with no key. Once in place there will be only a painted smile. Glistening gemstone eyes. I found happiness once... But I was forsaken by the world. By the ones that meant so much to me. Once in place it will all be done. No one will know. Not until I am gone within. Dust...blown away with the wind. Only a mask to remember me. Lost in a world I built myself I'll hold it on my shoulders A place for everyone else Keep you safe as I can Down in the darkness I will stay To hold you in the light. Lost in my world, Wandering
My Poetry
Lightning Flashes Across The Sky Reflecting In Her Deep Blue Eye's She Stares Into The MoonLess Night Peace Fill's Her Soul So Deep Inside She Sighs So Many Thing's She Has Yet To Do Car's Flash By Into The Storm Filled Night She Won't Just Sit Idely By And Watch As Her Life Passes Her By No More Will She Sit And Wonder Why It's Time She Took A Stand She Reaches Out For His Hand His Light So Bright Her Guding Light It Shine's Ever So Bright Alway's Leading Her Through The Darkest Of Night's He Set's Her Free To Become All He Wants Her To Be Copyright ©2007 Lisa M. was it all just a game too you did you ever really love me honestly i wonder when you think about me do i brighten your darkest mood do i bring a smile too your lips Do you Know How My heart Aches Because i just wanna be with you You Have Touched the Deepest Part of My Soul like no one else Do You know i Dream about you i wonder do you really know how it is you make me feel so deep inside my sou
The Real Me
I stumbled on this photograph It kinda made me laugh It took me way back Back down memory lane I see the happiness... I see the pain Where am I... back down memory lane I see us standing there Such a happy happy pair Love beyond compare look-a-there look-a-there The way you held me... no one could tell me That love would die... why oh why Did I have to find this photograph Thought I had forgot the past But now I'm slippin' fast Back down memory lane I feel the happiness... I feel the pain Here am I... back down memory lane I'm in the sunshine... I'm in the rain I don't wanna go traveling down Faster than the speed of sound Back down memory lane Be still my foolish heart Don't let this feelin' start Back down memory lane I don't wanna go... save me save me i dont need a boss some one to tell me to so this or to do that! i dont need a "so called" friend some one who claims to have ma back then turn around and stab me in i
Rambling On
Executed by =kengriffin on deviantART Crashed Again Pastel by =kengriffin on deviantART Pastel on paper. Yeah, I'm talking about the folks that run this site. Almost any piece of art I put on this site, some idiot prude(closet pervert) tags as NSFW. WTF! Bunch of effin' nonsense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You freaking closet perverts should come out and set yourself free from your sick minds and stop messing with folks pictures. In other words... get a life! Free your mind and your pervert ass will follow.. Freaking morons.
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Dont Work Late
All of your work is spread out on the table. You shake your head as you look through your business papers. You murmur to yourself about where could it be. Ah ha, you see it and it’s laying in the shuffle that is on the other side. You stand up and take a step to the side. You start to lean over the table. Then both your hands are suddenly grabbed and pulled behind your back. Your breath quickens. Then your wrists are held by one hand, and then the other one slides in front of your eyes. Your heart races. You feel the hand softly touch your eyelids. Then the touch is gone. Next you feel a finger tip over each eyebrow, and they slowly run down to your eyelids and over your closed eyes. You sniff the air. You catch the feint scent of the cologne. You start to protest by saying I have work to do and we can play at another time. You quickly feel a hard smack on your ass cheek! Then you’re pushed against the table. Your hands are quickly tied together. Then you are blindfolded and fo
Miscellaneous Crap
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Vietnam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you b
Wtf Moments!!!!
So my dad recently had gallbladder surgery to removie it it was gangrenous. He could have died so he has a huge incision on his chest. My mom took a terrible fall and is beat the hell out of and has to uses a wlker, my uncle is dying of leukemiahe has 6 months to live this will be his last thanksgiving. So guess what happens to me when i woke up this morning.... IM FUCKING SICK. So now i cant go to my familys thanksgiving i could fucking get them horribly sick because of their issues and potentially kill my uncle because he has no immune system. So here i fucking am alone sick by myself. Man fuck this shit seriously fuck this You know i was browsing the alumni section for my highschool on myspace, and i ran across my ex girlfriend. I went to her page, ( i was listeningto Everything Changes by Staind by sheer chance) and saw she was married with kids and was really happy. When we broke up is was fairly nasty, and a good part was inexperience and youth that played in it. There was
Debs Doodles
I have had problems with CherryTap freezing up; shoutbox malfunctions, messages that seem to repeat themselves. I give people 11's only to find the next day I never rated their profile - ? I know I need more Ram for my puter and that is in the works. This takes money which is marked for vacation. I will take care of my PC more in June. Hopefully friends, family and others here can understand that if I cant reply it isnt them it is probably me, or the site. I will try to add comments to all of my chosen family members. What seems to make my system bog down are skinz. I have been using one the Naughty and Sassy. I really love Jeremy Crows work and yet I crash or freeze every time I use one - pouting at this point. Because damn it if I am going to have my profile look good I want to use the best and well I think his are excellent. I know they are working on various things here and have comments about shoutbox, messages, skinz even and other stuff malfunctioning. If
Angel Smile!!
. I think this is good sound reasoning...what do you thinK? Easy is to judge the mistakes of others Easy is to talk without thinking Easy is to hurt someone who loves us. Easy is to forgive others Easy is to set rules. Easy is to dream every night. Easy is to show victory. Easy is to admire a full moon. Easy is to stumble with a stone. Easy is to enjoy life every day. Easy is to promise something to someone. Easy is to say we love. Easy is to criticize others. Easy is to make mistakes. Easy is to weep for a lost love. Easy is to think about improving. Easy is to think bad of others Easy is to receive Easy to read this Easy is keep the friendship with words DIFFICULT Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes Difficult is to refrain the tongue Difficult is to heal the wound... Difficult is to ask for forgiveness Difficult is to follow them... Difficult is to fight for a dream... Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity... Difficult to see the
True Friends?
ok all i am leavign cherrytap... was awesome meetign u all.. if u wanna keep in touch my yahoo id is badds_lil_angel32... hope to hear from u all soon i just wanted to thank each and everyone that viewed my blog... made me feel really good to know i do have some friends that i have never met thar care for me more than the ones i have... i am so glad i decided to join cherrytop... u guys are awesome and i thank everyone for being there for me in my hard times... love u all and thanks for being there for me... hope to make many more friends .. hugzzz and kisses to all my friends and fans !!! yes im back but not full force... still not feel 100% yet but im gettign there.. hope u guys havent missed me to much.might not be here as much as before but i am i will be back full force as soon as i am 100%.. miss u all!
Boys Are Stupid!!
I'm crazy about someone that seemed so great and wonderful, but something changed...He went from "I would never blow you off for any reason." to not hearing from him at all. He said he knew I had a kid and it didn't bother him, but when I brought it up, he flaked out on me. I got an e-mail from him 2 days ago after not talking to him for 2 weeks....I have no idea what his malfunction is. He assumed that a blog I posted was about him (it was) and wanted to know why I was mad at him. But the weird thing is, he wasn't just checking out my page, he had to dig through it to even find the blog because it was old enough that it didn't show up. My guy friends have all told me that if he didn't care or like me, he wouldn't have put forth so much energy, effort, and time to e-mail me. Personally, I think he is just dumb. You're an asshole. I'm tired of you trying to break my relationship up because you're jealous. You had you're shot with me and you just handed it over to him, so what do you ex
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Hardly a day goes by that I am not asked about the differences in our tradition and the hundreds of others out there on the web. It is, at once, a very simple and a very complex answer. In reality, it really all depends upon your perspective and the kind of answer you are looking for. Let me start by stating that, what we refer to as traditional witchcraft, the Old Ways, "The Craft" or Elder Craft, is not Wicca. I find that many are often highly offended when I tell them that we are not Wiccan. Because we have been known for centuries as witches and Wiccans call themselves witches, does not mean that we are the same. When someone tells me they are a witch, the first question that I ask is, "might I know your Mother"? More often than not, the answer is, "what do you mean?" I have no animosity toward Wiccan's or anybody else for that matter. I have studied a number of different traditions and was very electic for many years. I still believe that all paths to Deity are valid. So in
Done with the hurt. Done with the mean words. Done with the immaturity of it all. Done with the arguing. Done with your games. Done with your anger problem. Done with the tears. Done. Just Done. Ok here are some things I find amusing. Seems like nobody pays attention anymore! Also seems like there is no originality anymore either! ~~~People comment the same things on the same pics.....what would help is if you looked at the other comments and come out with something different! You might get noticed more. I just saw a pic of somebody leaning on a tree..guess what almost EVERY comment said?!?! "are you holding that tree up or is it holding you up?" Ummm there are 53 comments on this one pic... on 1 page I counted 11 of the SAME one! lol Kinda funny! ~~~People do not read your profile. I have on mine that I am not here for a hookup I even have arrows pointing to it saying to read again..yes go look right right I will wait for you to come back........ok now that you looked
To all Of my Friend Havea wonderful Imbolc and a very Blessed Weekend.... I truly enjoy you all and i love talking to each and everyone of you .... So i am sending this out to you all to read and so that i can show all of you love and light and friendship... Blessing you you all and again Have a wonderful weekend . Hug and Kisses .... Tattooed_ Wiccan .... 1. ou can't remember the last time you wrote an entire paragraph using a pen and paper. 2. You consider Internet a basic utility. 3. Between your Internet and your TV, you would rather lose your TV. 4. Between your Internet and your phoneline, you would rather lose your phoneline. 5. The Internet IS your phoneline. 6. You carry a flash drive in your purse or pocket. 7. You carry a laptop with you wherever you go-or you wish you could. 8. You have a callous on your right wrist, where you rest your hand when you use your mouse. 9. Your “diary” is not protected with a lock and
Fridays Humor
During class, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asks a student, "Michael, if you were on a date, having supper with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" "Just a minute, I have to go pee." "That would be rude and impolite." "What about you, Peter, how would you say it?" "I'm sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom, I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word 'bathroom' at the dinner table." "And you, Little Johnny, are you able to use your intelligence for once and show us your good manners?" "Yes. I would say, 'Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to go and shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after supper." The teacher fainted. A husband, tired of his wife asking him how she looks, buys her a full length mirror. This does little to help, as now she just stands in front of the mirror, lo
My World...
I have been working my ass off trying to get Spotlight! Click on the pic above to help me out and donate some fu bucks. I will do whatever it takes to make the Spotlight before my birthday and before I can't anymore. Please Re-Post! !~*Shawty Ur Next Wet Dream, PLAYMATE @ FORBIDDEN INC*~! ALEX [*OWNER OF THE LOVE SHACK*]@ fubar I have been around for almost 2 years and I think I deserve a lil somethin.. wut you think? I will do whatever it takes to make people happy, and i'm always rating my ass off everyday, but get nothing in return. I was wondering if it was possible to make me a Disciple by then? please click on my pic below and I will return all the love given to me, I promise.. Please Re-Post! !~*Shawty Ur Next Wet Dream, PLAYMATE @ FORBIDDEN INC*~! ALEX [*OWNER OF THE LOVE SHACK*]@ fubar Faith is one
The Keeper And Guardian....
I just met someone who needed a friend....and I was reminded of this...It is from an email that was sent around...I have no idea who the source is, but it rings so true that I thought I should share it with all of you.... People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our de
Random Thoughts
Random thoughts... literally. Things have been well for me. Sorry I haven't been around, but as most of you who truly know me know that my life has turned for the better. I don't sit in front of the computer hardly at all compared to what I used to. I'm happy with that. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all
Demie's Rants And Mumbles
I can't stand it when people give low rates. I mean what is the flippin point. Sorry just had to rant here. Well, it has been awhile since I have been on. Been outta my mind (yeah, ok so whatz new) preparing for school. Finally have the job issue taken care of, or so I can tell. Bought my first lap top. Just waiting for it to get here know. Crap, lost my train of thought.... Oh yeah, I went Kyaking for the first time. This was after some massive convincing. It has got to be the best stress relief I have found. Ok there is only one better, and the ones who get to participate know who they are. Love ya JazzyKitty & Crimson!! So, uh yeah not a clue what else to ramble on at the moment lol. Bye for know!! Well, I was offered my old job back. Which is great because I miss it. I am know waiting for my phone to ring and be told what shift I am working. I get to start tomorro!!! HAPPY DANCE YAYAY The Fyi!!
Alone in the darkness, I fumble for the light. I wonder why you left me here, just took off in flight. I never thought it would happen, yet here I stand. Alone in the dark reaching for a hand. I'll find my way out, I always do. But I'm tired of finding, men, like you. I'm tired of darkness, lonliness and hate. What hell did I unleash before to bestow on me this fate. Alone in the darkness, fumbling for light. forver entombed in eternal night. A Desa Original I’m all warm and smiling now, Forgot what it was like for a while. For a bit I was getting kinda cold But now that ice is breaking with a smile. I’ve been laughing out loud, Not holding anything back I remember what it’s like to feel good now Now it’s sadness I lack. The words that you say to me, I can trust they are real I know it’s not been long, But I also know how I feel. I’m so much stronger now And I hope you can see your part Because you’ve helped me re-find me And I thank you from my
Letties Blog
To all my friends and fans, I want to give you a BIG hug and thank you for show'in me love. I'm not to much into the points etc. but I did add a guestbook slide show on my page and I would LOVE to have you all add yourself to that. I would really really appreciate it :-) The flames of passion burn intensely, It is only when we allow them to die That true darkness is met. Riding along on my two wheel machine the pavement takes from me the painful reprieve Thoughts and fears leave my "brain cloudy" mind, but only those that are worried or unkind The sky expands my horizons, inner peace and compassion's my soul rides beside me and intercepts all distractions Reality is around me, but I have a cleansed mind to confront it frustration is behind me, the foe that cloaked and compounded it Please understand that this is my sanction its not the chrome or image or acceleration It's not an escape or a good place to hide it's approaching Zen that m
Crystal's Blog
Well, it's time to update all my blogs. I typically type out one entry and put the same thing on each of my webpages, so if you've read one of my blogs, you've likely read them all. So anyone that has links to more than one of my pages, don't feel the need to read the blog update on each page, lol. Well, for those that don't know, I've been sick as all holy hells since early November. Having a hard time keeping food down, severe stomach pain, throwing up, yeah, it's been great fun. We've now done blood work, I got the dignity of peeing in a cup, an ultrasound, and an endoscopy. Joy. Well, I now apparently know what gallstones feel like. I got back to the doc in 2 weeks, if I can last until then, to find out if they are going to do the surgery to remove it. I say let them take the thing since I don't really need it anyways. Other than that, things are going well. I'll be taking a trip to Chapel Hill on the 25th. Also for those that don't know, I go down there about every 3 months
My Scars
What would you say if i told you I was pregnant? Would you be just as happy as I am? Would you want to even be told? Would you want to know? Or would you just want me to leave you alone? Have you ever loved a guy and think he didn't care? Did you ever look into his heart and wish you were in thier too? Did you ever look into his eyes and wish it was you that he saw? Did you ever whisper "I love you" and never let him hear it? Did you ever fall in love and find it didn't pay? Cuz it only causes heartache and it happens every day. so don't fall in love you'll just be hurt before it is though. You see my friend I ought to know, for I fell in love with you!! Courtesy of I cut myself to see how much I bleed. To feel the pain to see the blood. Calms my nerves puts me at ease The pain of it all. Blood and Tears are my life it's all I know. From one pain straight into another. Will my life always be like this?? Is the question i am always asking
A new missionary recruit went to Venezuela for the first time. He was struggling with the language and didn't understand a whole lot of what was going on. Intending to visit one of the local churches, he got lost, but eventually got back on track and found the place. Having arrived late, the church was already packed. The only pew left was the one on the front row. So as not to make a fool of himself, he decided to pick someone out of the crowd to imitate. He chose to follow the man sitting next to him on the front pew. As they sang, the man clapped his hands, so the missionary recruit clapped too. When the man stood up to pray, the missionary recruit stood up too. When the man sat down, he sat down. When the man held the cup and bread for the Lord's Supper, he held the cup and bread. During the preaching, the recruit didn't understand a thing. He just sat there and tried to look just like that man in the front pew. Then he perceived that the preacher was giving announcements.
My best friend, and my lover, my companion throughout the journey of life. All these things you are to me through good times and through strife.... I look into your eyes and see all of my dreams in them. My heart has no boundaries and my soul has no fear... God has placed you by my side and there you will always stand. Shoulder to Shoulder, Eye to Eye, Forever hand in hand.... Most times I walk beside you, but at times I walk behind. So that I can watch over you when you have a troubled mind.... My need for you is great and my love for you is true. My soulmate and my lover I give my life to you. A poem my ex wrote for me Seeing you for the first time Talking to your friends outside I knew you were the one for me Caring for me like no other guy has Kisses i recieve from you makes my body tingle Whenever im with you im so happy Intimant times we share Teaching eachother things U are my man always will be Time goes by slow when im with you Raging heart
My Innermost Thoughts
this past weekend i left home and traveled to fort lauderdale to visit a girlfriend i havent seen in 4 years. my man had to stay home and work, it was good to get some time apart. the morning i left i told him to check the kitchen table for a suprise... i left him a pack of cigarettes, a love note and some money in his wallet. he wasnt expecting any of this. the note directed him to the computer, i had posted all my "home alone" pics for him to see. yes yes, while all my cherry tap friends have seen these naughty photos taken last week, he had no clue they existed. he was greatly suprised since it had been months since i'd taken any pics for him... my weekend was great, but what happens in fort lauderdale, stays there as far as i'm concerned... upon arriving home sunday nite, just in time for the super bowl, i brought many treats with me. i stopped and bought a case of beer, 50 wings from bw-3, and i also had a cooler of gourmet foods left over from a party i attended the day
Take It Or Die
i odnt know what to say i am large very large so well guess everyone is to busy to talk to me or angry at me. I see how it is. (weeping)....... All i ask is a little friendship and you all just ignore me. (crying crazy style) I just want you all to know.. I love you!!! (bottle of jack in my hands)...(sob sob) you people are great!!!! all of you that are reading this....(switches to 151)... wait you werent there for my band practice and never showed up at my fancy partys!!!! (lights cig taking a few more big swigs off the 151) Hey !!!! thats right!!!!! you know who you are!!!!(more healthy swiggs) HEY!!!! I SHWEAR THAT YOUSH GUYSH SHOME TIMESH CAN BE A BITSCH!!!(Polishes off the bottle of 151 chasing it with the rest of the bottle of jack)............... . . . . . . . . . . . . . FUCSH ALLSH OF YOUSHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 90 mins later in the hospital getting his stomach pumped!!! (quietly) wait...... wait... doc.... doc... come closer..... send some one to my house and have them press
This Is My Reality
Slowly Dying inside, grief and pain It will never be the same Cant catch my breath Gasping for air, anything that will come my way Knowing this could be it forever Standing on the other side of the glass watching my reflection, it all plays out I cant stop it, I cant stop you, I cant stop them But watching and waiting Maybe you will stop it, I trusted you to stop the tears But wait, There they are again Streaming down my cheeks, feeling so alone Fear and Anger Squeezing at my heart, it tightens every second im alone Fear of loosing you... Fear of loosing myself Anger and hurt, Hurt is what I feel with this blade Relief and yet again another piece Gone forever, never be the same again It keeps hurting and it keeps reminding me Everything floods back, you and her, him and you and then fear Thinking that things are better, believing you My heart, my soul, my whole life What is it ? What am I, who am I, what am I without you Tearing us apart, it never fails to rip
My Thoughts As They Come To Me!
I think it is sad, that some men wait till a day on the calendar to be nice to their spouse. When I finally get to be with the woman of my dreams, I won't celebrated Feb. 14th as the day of love. Every day should be that day. If the only time you are loveable, sweet, buy her flowers, show affection, or do thing nice is on a made up holiday.... Then you are wrong. A woman should get flowers though out the year...... Just because you love her. A woman should get affection all the time.......Just because you love her. A woman should be made to feel special EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE YEAR. If a man has to wait to surprise her with dinner, flowers, candy just because of the date, then they are no man. And what does most men expect for this "kindness"? SEX. Yep, some men think that because it is valentines day, and they did the extra stuff, they are going to get lucky that night. What a crock of shit. In my house, everyday will be Valentines Day. She won't have to wait for one day on the
Crap About Crap...
It's terrible what happened at V-Tech. The families lost their kids, and the shooter's parents lost their kid. The shooter's parents will be ostricized by other families, whispered about that they raised a killer. Bomb threats keep happening at my school. Three times this week. Three days in a row. I don't understand who would want to do such a thing. A part of me wonders if it's some sorry bastard who just doesn't want to take finals. Another part wonders if there is some sick and twisted fucker out there harassing the school population. Three days, three "non specific" bomb threats. Jeezum. I need a cigarette. Went and saw Pan's Labyrinth with Brandon last week and it was amazing. I couldn't believe the way the fairy tale and the reality mixed in with a little bit of gothic side grotesque. It was absolutely beautiful. Plus, a guy got shot in the face, which made me laugh, but no one else... ah, such is my sense of humor. I still haven't packed much and I mov
Lila's Thoughts!!!!
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus
Sept. 11, 2001
A Dad's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why He wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never see a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was s
Calling All Friends
Check out this site its Free and Fun as hell i love it... Please leave me a comment if you join and tell me what you thank... A friend What makes a friend? A friend Is someone that everyone needs A friend Is that special one A friend Is someone you tell EVERYTHING A friend Is someone you never lie to A friend Can be a boy or a girl A friend Is someone that is always their A friend Will always listen to you A friend Always has input to give A friend Will never leave you in the dust A friend Will help you through the thick and the thin A friend Will always stand by your side A friend Will never let you down A friend Is someone everyone needs What would you do if you didnt have a friend? Will you go rate fan and add my Girl friend IM GONA MARRY YOU SOME DAY BABY.... brandy3333@ CherryTAP
Trips Through The Mind
Walk me through this madness And tell me who I am Bourne the beleaguered soul Hold me till the sun sets Beyond my tired eyes Keep me sated through the pain Believing all the lies Tempted by a breath Escaped within a sigh The only unknow path Is the one that leads to good-bye 2L0B0M7 This simple, shallow soul That rests inside my hollow chest This depravity I feel Could only end with death Love? Is that what you thought You made me feel? Burned out, torn down Chucked out for demon play If that's your idea of love I don't think I want it Anyway I am not stone But flesh and bone Easily misused (wounded) What would you have me do? Wait for you? Like a child? Or an old woman, Waiting for a train? Take all that I have given And twist it To some ill-gotten form How sick is THIS game today? I cannot play YOUR way This noise Makes my head hurt And puts tears in my eyes So I hang up the phone GAME OVER!!!! lbm06
You Want The Truth? You Can't Handle The Truth!
Pick Your Poison An updated environmentalist's guide to gasoline by Sarah Ives and Robynne Boyd January/February 2007 {Editor's Note} In the September/October 2001 issue, Sierra published "Pick Your Poison: An Environmentalist's Guide to Gasoline," by Jennifer Hattam and Paul Rauber, in which we tallied the pluses and minuses of the largest U.S. oil companies. Since then, continued consolidation in the industry has further shrunk the field, and new oil spills and pollution releases have blackened some carefully green-washed reputations. These companies are among the largest and most powerful enterprises on the planet. The complexity of their organization and activities, the vastness of their reach, and the huge number of variables involved make objective ranking difficult. That said, it is possible to lump them into three general categories, as Sierra editorial interns Robynne Boyd and Sarah Ives do below: the "bottom of the barrel" (ExxonMobil and ConocoPhillips), the "mid
Chewy's Blog
well all I just got laid off that means going back out over the road so some of ya might get me knocking on your doors for a visit if my loads bring me through your way. Daddy's Little Girl A father watched his young daughter playing in the > >garden. > > > >He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. > > > >Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of > >nature through such innocent eyes. > > > >Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. > > > >He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. > > > >He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. > > > >"Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. > > > >"They're mating," her Father replied. > > > >"What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. > > > >"That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. > > > >"So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. > > > >As his heart soared with the joy of su
I am craving shower pleasure with you, multiple shower heads make water cascade from our bodies, our tongues mesh probing deeply and hungrily as we press our bodies together and your smooth skin rubs against mine, your nipples hard with excitement and my swollen lid is pressing against your belly, I lower myself as I am probing your wet pussy lips and I kneel down and you drape one leg over my shoulder as I hungrily bury my face into your wet spread lips, nibbling teasing with my tongue, my teeth and lips cradling your buttocks with my hands and pressing a finger against your rosebud teasing it. I can feel you getting closer as you press harder on to my face, your hands on my head I can now feel your first orgasm, you make such luscious noises when you come, now it is your turn as you lower yourself and want me to stand up, you massage my scrotum and let your tonge run along the length of my shaft teasing the swollen tip and your first take in the tip as your tongue plays around the sm
I Thought
i would like for all my and ct family to know that i own a radio station Rebel Radio it is an internet radio station and i run it from the chat program i talk in as well Halsoft the station does take request and dedications from anyone and everyone We also advertise CT very well on the station most of my DJ's use Cherry Tap as well . we are also currently looking for DJ's so if anyone is interested can send me a private message and i will of course get back with you on it We play all types of music and enjoy and love all who listen to us ..the addys below can tune you in to listen thanks and have a blessed day to all my and friends love you all or to use in winamp again thank you all love sinful bytch You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special
Does anyone know what this is? I sure as hell didnt until I got a message from a friend that works for my really crappy ISP. Then I started getting pissed off. Here's a little info.... What is this about? This is about Internet freedom. "Network Neutrality" -- the First Amendment of the Internet -- ensures that the public can view the smallest blog just as easily as the largest corporate Web site by preventing Internet companies like AT&T from rigging the playing field for only the highest-paying sites. But Internet providers like AT&T, Verizon and Comcast are spending millions of dollars lobbying Congress to gut Net Neutrality. If Congress doesn't take action now to implement meaningful Net Neutrality provisions, the future of the Internet is at risk. To learn more, read Network Neutrality: Fact vs. Fiction What is Network Neutrality? Network Neutrality — or "Net Neutrality" for short — is the guiding principle that preserves the free and open Internet. Net Neutr
Here's the deal: if you want to find out what that mysterious something is in your life that has been lacking, put Google to the test. Go to Google and type - (your FIRST name) needs. And don't cheat by looking for the one you like best; just take the first link Google gives you. Then leave a comment saying What You Need. When i Googled Willie needs, it came up with.... 1. Willie needs to get laid. LMAO The reason im asking this is because im getting sick and tired of petty jealousies and other people trying to cause trouble or stir up some crap between myself and a friend who i get on very well with. One minute im being told how im such a nice guy and now im being accused of sending abusive messages to someone. Another thing that annoys me is that i have one person who keeps looking at my page to see what comment their friend has left for me, and i know they do because this person never leaves a comment, whats the point in looking at my page if your not going to bo
I want a kid. I can't believe I'm writing this here, but I am. I've always known I'd want kids sometime but I guess it's become clear. I want a kid. Now, I'm not gonna go nuts on this right now because, well...I'm single. I'm not one of those people who'll be with someone just to have a kid, not one to have a kid to patch things up or to solidify a relationship, so... No kid for now. I sometimes feel as though I should be grateful. I'm sure some guys my age (32, not quite the old man yet...LOL!)would kill to still be uncommitted, still free to do what I want, when I want and not have to report to anyone. But still... To quote Malcolm Reynolds, from Joss Whedon's Firefly, "Could you imagine that? Me with a whole passel of critters underfoot?" Ya know what, Mal? I reckon' I could. This is me... And you're leaving. We got robbed. Not my favorite sports team, not my country. Me and my roommates. We got robbed. Someone broke into our house and to
Life...??? ♥♥♥
Music Video Codes By Music You need a friend I'll be around Don't let this end Before I see you again What can I say to convince you To change your mind of me? I'm going to love you more than anyone I'm going to hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free I'll be free for you anytime I'm going to love you more than anyone Look in my eyes, what do you see? Not just the color Look inside of me Tell me all you need and I will try I will try I'm going to love you more than anyone I'm going to hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free I'll be free for you anytime I'm going to love you more than anyone Free for you, whenever you need We'll be free together baby Free together baby I'm going to love you more than anyone I'm going to hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free I'll be free for you anytime I'm going to love you more than anyone I'm going to lo
Lovely Lips Contest
Hey Everyone!
"The Voice From Within" I have been called many things over the years in my practice. A shrink. A therapist. A pill provider. Another bill to pay. But, I consider myself to be a confidant. A listener. An un-biased opinion. Although I am technically a licensed psychiatrist, I do my job to help people and hopefully, they leave my office feeling different than when they walked in. To do this, I find that my list of patients is quite smaller than those of my colleagues. I see only a handful of patients a week. I limit my sessions, but not to one hour. I feel it often takes more than just an hour for a person to really open up to another person, let alone, a stranger. For this reason, I only accept new patients under certain circumstances. I was out having some lunch enjoying my afternoon off when those circumstances happened to fall into place. “Maureen, it's Stacy.” My best friend sounded frantic. “Hey, sweetie, what's wrong?” I replied. “Um, I sorta need a favor.” “Ok. I
Pump Is In The House
1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). (incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong) 3) 80% of American men are circumcised. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24
Random Useless Info?
first blog entry. i have nothing to do so im on here while straightening my hair with my new fantastic straightener i got because im in hairschool. my hair is pin straight and its honestly sex. if my straightener was a male, id do it right now, thats how much i love this bitch. seriously kids. seriously, oh and if it wasnt 400degrees right now too. i wouldnt appreciate that at all. i ask for opinion or advice, doesnt mean im gonna take it, i just wanted another point of view. were both fuck ups in this little issue. so much for not ignoring or avoiding me, clearly you are. way to tell me exactly what the matter is. i seriously can't comprehend it just yet. care to fill me in yet? oh snap, there is 32 days until our weekend in toronto. but will the hatred still exist?
Insatiable Curiosity
if I remember to smile as I go to sleep, I will signify that overall Thursday, May 3rd 2007 was a good day to be alive! some times I feel that there is so little connection to good and desirable people that it starts to dry me up inside! Tonight is one of those nights, the world around me seems to make so little sense and seems to be so totally NOT about me that I wonder where the rocket I arrived on was sent from! If you've ever gone through the starkness of savage Friday night loneliness, this blod entry is dedicated to you! I am a fanatic Baseball fan and a fan and a loyal listener to ESPN RADIO's Morning Drive Time Show, Mike and Mike in the Morning! Towards the end of the program, a fascinating discussion came up on the legal problems of Professional Football, Baseball and Basketball! The hosts spent most of the Football portion of their analysis centering upon the Cincinnatti Bengals. 9 Bengals STARTERS are currently contending with legal diffic
Courtroom Confession
Seems to me, there is a double standard. Some people proclaim their honesty like a badge. They proclaim and convince themselves "I'd rather be honest and hurt you then lie to you." I happen to think this complete bullshit. First because usually when they say be honest they mean "Don't lie to me!" However, more often then not they are really lying to themselves. They take the "tough love" stance. To me this is nothing more then people with a SM streak to be really mean and hurtful. Which really boils down to a power trip..."I get off on hurting you because I want someone else to feel the pain I feel too." Being a liar, or being honest doesn't really matter I guess,NO ONE really lasts very long in the instant karma game. Think about that for a moment... Alas, the truth ray gun hurts no doubt. Would you have it pointed at you? In the immortal words of Eric Clapton: "Before you accuse me...take a look at yourself." And Jewel..."in the end, only kindness matters.
Okay, when you see a picture of me in a gaypride themed shirt, I was only pretending to prefer women. Yes, you are right, I don't love women, I just haven't met you yet. Sure I was gay, but that changed the second I saw your half bald/half mulletted head with your sexy hardcore Motley Crue tshirt that has the sleeves cut off to show me your "pipes". Rock on, old dude, rock on! Very few, if any, men can pull off the wife-beater shirt look. All those who can't,but still insist on trying to seem to flock to me. I smell really good
Why Oh Why
He's drunk again, it's time to fight She must have done something wrong tonight The living room becomes a boxing ring It's time to run when you see him Clenching his fists She's just a woman Never again I hear a scream, from down the hall Amazing she can even talk at all She cries to me, Go back to bed I'm terrified that she'll wind up Dead in his hands, She's just a woman Never again Been there before, but not like this Seen it before, but not like this Never before have I ever Seen it this bad She's just a woman Never again Just tell the nurse, you slipped and fell It starts to sting as it starts to swell She looks at you, she wants the truth It's right out there in the waiting room With those hands Lookin just as sweet as he can Never again Seen it before, but not like this Been there before, but not like this Never before have I ever Seen it this bad She's just a woman Well never again Never again Father's a name you haven't earned yet Yo
My Boring Crap
I have been accepted in to the LDC Family. So far everyone has been great. I can't believe how much support I have gotten already. Honestly, I've been here for a few years now and haven't ever had this much support and love shown to me. Kinda overwhelmed a bit. That's not to say that all of my friends and fans haven't been great. I've made some really great friends here. Hopefully this will be the begining of even more friendships. I look forward to getting to know all my new Family members and recomend that if you want a supportive group of friends that you consider coming over to the LDC. Talk to you soon. This has got to be one of my favorite non-alcoholic drinks. I came across it at a buddies house when he was throwing a cockail party. They were using it as a mixer but since I was driving I just had it straight. It's basically carbonated water and orange juice. It's supposed to be healthier than soda cuz it's juice but I don't even care about that. If you like orange
Erotica Poems
Like a soft soothing melody you wrap the words of my heart as they tumble and swirl endlessly in cascades of pleasure. They rush like a river to flood you in captivated enchantment, filling you with every drop of love and sincere devotion. Songs of love echo from my soul and sparkle from my eyes, drifting across the mind in haunting and intoxicating magic. Your notes of love cling to my heart in continuous rhapsody, creeping across the boundaries to deliver the kiss of life. Minds met and faces smiled Imagination running wild Eager heart did take control Fascination's mind beguiled Stealthy web is wound around, Familiar vessel ran aground Concealed purpose was not seen Then too late a heart is bound Unseen ties, but bondage still Applied with most superior skill Holding firm I cannot go Alas I stay by my own will Just one touch of the bow sent shivers across the strings of her violin as she began to scream her melody of passion. Soft and gentle it
Adult Content
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one
hello all, could you please go to the link below and go vote for my pit puppy........her name was cocoa, I entered her in a best pet contest, and the winner is based on votes.....feel free to pass the link on to your friends.........She passed away just a few days ago, but she was one of my best pets.... Muahzzzzz Jackie Ok, come on guys, I need some help to finish this up, please click on the pic below and comment away. I always try to help others and would greatly appreciate the favor being returned. Thanx in advance, and thank you to all that have helped me so far. Muahzzzzzzzzz Jackie Ok everyone, heres the deal, im gettin my ass handed to me in a hand basket on this contest, I am asking for your help, i need comments and i mean major help me out, cuz I sure help others out... Ok, everyone this is my first real contest....its the best morph, and yanno, I think this morph that Buzz made is the be
Nsfw, I Guess!
I believe in equal time and equal access! This is to balance the previous blog! 19 ways to win a girls heart: 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outsid
Viper's Random Thoughts
I don't fucking know what it is about me but I find a girl I like, I fall hard for her and then I get completly fucked over in the end of it all even after she offers me some form of hope. I cannot for the life of me get a grasp on the understanding of it all. I mean what the fuck is someone suposed to do when they think they have some ray of hope and just end up finding out that it was a false pretense. Now I wont say I didn't bring it down upon myself but I just don't know anymore. I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm severaly strung out from one relationship to another just to finally figure out that it wasn't shit for anything. I'm starting to realise more and more everyday that I proably have some of the most obsessive friends ever. Now maybe its just me but take a look at this from my stand point for a moment. Now I don't know if I'm just too kind or just too much of a suck up when I know I've been an asshole but I'm one of those guys who has little or no guy friends in real life
Divadez Blogs The Cherry
...ordering up a lemon meringue martini and lettin' it rip. I'm a 36 yr old wife and mother of three. My husband, Seraphyim, is in the Army. We live in Colorado Springs, CO where I run a mobile DJ/Karaoke service (Diva Does Karaoke), predominantly for the soldiers who serve on Fort Carson. By day, I stay at home and home-school my children. I love blogging ( and I love shopping (got two closets full of shoes to prove it). My husband and I have been together for 9 yrs and married for 7. I have lived in Colorado for 11 years. I don't have much else to say right now, so I'll finish my drink and be on my way. The beginning of another busy week for me. I am sure that some of you noticed that I haven't blogged in a while and that is because I have been working my assets off for two full weeks. This weekend will be a little less stressful, thankfully (no show on Saturday). There is more talk about giving me a permanent show, and I hope it happ
Today's activities don't consist of much, but should be fun....hopefully! The home opener to the Brewers is today and guess who's going? That's right, me. :) I'm leaving around 11ish or so and yes, I'll have a pretty nice buzz before then. No worries, I'm not driving. :) Hopefully they can pull of a win against the Dodgers, but who knows. I just go to have a good time. I apologize in advance for any drunken phone calls I may make...Jenny, I warned ya ahead of time lol. I hope the rest of you have a great day. :) Muahs! So, I wasn't the only one out there spending valentines day by themselves, I'm sure. I've come to the conclusion that the holiday really sucks when you don't have anyone special to spend it with. However, thanks to some really good know who you are :) .... valentines day wasn't that bad. A random text message here and there, some comments on good ol' ct, etc and it was rather pleasant. So thanks guys. :) I owe you one lol. Wow, where
Ok I've been thinking about this for a while and I just can't come to a conclusion except for that some people can be real jerks,.....Why is it that some people can be so nice when you rate or comment their profile they do you the favor in return and then you have some people that you rate to be nice and you never hear nothing back from it because some people just see a fat chick when they come to my profile and not just a friend=( and then you have some people that see a friend and nothing more =), you know just because I rate you and your pics does not mean that I want you or I want to date you or anything like that, I mean god I just want to be nice in hoping that I get the same niceness in return I'm only out here looking for new friends nothing more....So why do some people have to be so arrogant and so egotistical? does anyone have the answer to this??? Someone worth having is someone worth waiting for! I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I a
Life, Death, And A Whole Lotta Shit In Between
Have you ever looked in a mirror and seen someone other than yourself? Like an alter ego, or someone who is not really you? That used to happen to me, but not anymore. The person that I was before is now dead. I no longer think like him. I no longer walk, talk, or act like him. Perhaps, it is my own, personal evolution...or maybe I have become something worse, a monster. In any case, the Michael Stewart of 5 years ago doesn't exist anymore. The struggle within that has gone the past few years is now over. I have purged the entire concept of monogamy from my DNA. It doesn't work for me may never work for me again. For someone who has never cheated on a girl his entire life, it is a pretty difficult change to go to "either open relationship, or no relationship" I am willing to give and expect commitment in the emotional form, but sexually, it's a no-go. I can't do it. I can't settle down and be with just one girl. I can't be told to settle down and be with just one girl.
About Me
haveing every thing taken away, from family to job, i have had to sit. evauluating my life, i see i have to make changes. to be suronded by friends who care, and are here to help not destroy, i now see where i have gone wrong. being selfish, selfcenterness,egotiscal, and full of fear, i pushed everything and one away from me. man am i sorry. so i have given myself to God of my understanding and mighty changes have taken place. my heart of revenge has been replaced with a heart of forgivness, my anger replaced with love, my intolerance with understanding, these things came when i ask God to take away my uncontroling desire for alcohol. no one could get me to quit drinking. no one had the power to do so, including myself. for today i have no thought of drinking. thank God for that. my God is kind, forgiving, loving, patiant, helpfull. my God of my understanding. i just pray that he gives me the power and right my wrongs, to repair the damage i have created. to be given one last chance. t
Endless Love
people i am so sorry i have not felt well at all so please forgive me ok Just Love Me Tonight by Mike Hernandez I want to melt in your arms, As you hold me close and tight. Make all my dreams come true, I want all of you tonight. I want to feel your touch, As I lay here next to you. Feel my passion rise and rise, As you do the things you do. So lay here beside me, It's been way to long. Lets turn out the lights, And turn each other on. I want to cuddle with you, Lay in your arm just right. You're all I'll ever need. Darling, just love me tonight. Holding On To Love by Mike Hernandez The days we spent together, The times we've shared, I forgot what it was like, For you to be near. The smile you put in my face, The silent kiss, Made me remember, That it was you whom I missed. I felt the warmth of your glance, That had once touched my heart, And I swore to my self, That we should never part. This is what will keep us together, Even whe
Poems Of The American Pitbull Terrier
Written with a pen sealed with a kiss there is one thing I do know this she was mine and I was hers gods fate chose her over me with love and compassion I loved to give her my loss was great and the pain hurt to but the lies of what people saw in her(breed) Cost her, her life and my heart to break. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away I can fight and I can roll, I can bite and I can hold, but there's one thing I will not do. I can sit and I can stay, I can jump and I can play, but there's one thing I will not do. I'm a champ it's in my blood, you can loan me out for stud, but there's one thing I will not do. You can kick
This And That...
On Monday I took half the day off from work so I could go meet my little boy at school so we could have lunch together. His dad lives way across town from where I live so his school is 35m away...yes it is a lot. But the look on his face when I walked into that cafeteria made the distance, the fighting traffic and having to arrange things at work so I can leave early all worthwile. He was so happy to see me. I was just as happy to see him. He wanted to share his lunch with me, but I told him that was ok since I had brought my own ham & chez sandwich...he did trade my orange capri sun for his cherry It seems I got myself a new dog...showed up out of nowhere last friday when I got home from work I was letting the Pablo and Flurry out to the backyard and this dog that looked just like Flurry came in the yard thru a gap on the fence, she is almost all white with some light tan....looks like it has part husky on soon as I have a picture I will put it on the album...
Erotic Stories
Banana Split I am at the grocery store doing some shopping. I am wearing a leather jacket and leather pants. I turn the corner with my cart and bump into you. My god I think to my self, you are drop dead beautiful! You are also wearing a leather jacket and tight leather pants and boots. A huge bilge forms in my pants. I see this and start to giggle. I start blushing and say “sorry excuse me” and we go one our way. A little later we meet in the meat section, and we are standing there beside each other. We turn and stare into each others eyes, You gently move your hand to the bulge in my pants and start rubbing it slowly. I almost die! I ask you “should be go some where’s?” You grab my hand and pull me quickly into the back of the store. It’s pretty cold there and I can see your nipples are very hard, just as hard as my cock. You pull me tight against you kissing me hard, your hands wrapped around my neck. My hands clutching your tight leather covered ass. Our tongues deep inside o
Sick & Twisted
So ever since FX has been playing The Girl Next Door, I've been wanted to devirginize another nerd. Even though that movie is like ass in your mouth and terribly cast, I need more nerds to devirginize. Maybe I should go on Beauty and the Geek just to corrupt some nerds. Hehe...I'm such an evil whore, but all you nerd-hating whores can suck it because I'm equal opportunity. The nerdier the better. *sigh* That's right fix my computer and call me Mistress! I was thinking about the girl I had a crush on when I used to work at Starbucks. Well there were a few of them at my store, but the one I would most like molest if I were gay is Courtney. Then I was thinking about the girls I tend to fall in love with. I seem to like the girl-next-door type. Wholesome with slight slut potential. I just want to just take them home and make them my sweet little teddy bears. I think it's because I could never be the girl next door. I'm more the girl two blocks down that Mama tells you not to mess around
Jokes And Such
God Said, "Adam I Want you to do something for me." Adam said, "Gladly, Lord, what do You want me to do?" God said, "Go down into that valley." Adam said, "What's a valley?" God explained it to him. Then God said, "Cross the river." Adam said, "What's a river?" ! God explained that to him, and then said, "Go over to the hill..." Adam said, "What is a hill?" So, God explained to Adam what a hill was. He told Adam, "On the other side of the hill you will find a cave." Adam said, "What's a cave?" After God explained, he said, "In the cave you will find a Woman." Adam said, "What's a woman?" So God explained that to him, too. Then, God said, "I want you to reproduce." Adam said, "How do I do that?" God first said (under his breath), "Geez....." ! And then, just like everything else, God explained that to Adam, as well. So, Adam goes down into the valley, across the rive
Please Help
hi all , please help me out and comment bomb my pic , i need to get the most comments , cheers :) xxxxxxxxx can you help me out by comment bombing the pic below - i need the most comments over the next 2 weeks to win a competition - thanks mwah xxxxxx
My Stuff
ok, as some of you know, a couple months ago, i decided to go back to school to earn my GED. Being a High School drop out has had its affects on me, and for the longest time, i've felt bad about not graduating. Especially after seeing both my brother and sister graduate.. But, i did however take a GED test Last Tuesday. and here are the results... So i just got done talking to my mother. Docs told her that she may only live for another 5 years or so. Not very good news to my ears. She\'s been having so many heart problems, and surgeries. And nothings helping? wtf? So she told me she was making up her will. And leaving her $200k house to me. ; Just makes me sad. How am i supposed to accept that? I dont want my mother to die. blah nik What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illino
Exciting News.........
Hey all my wonderful cherry friends, family, and fans, My Very Best Friend,Reaper is trying to level up. He needs rates, stash ratings, pic ratings, friends, and fans. He is a wonderful person!! He has lots of cool military pics (He's Hard Core Marine). So come on and Show some cherry love!!! To all of my family and friends, I just wanted to let you know for those of you who don't already. I am having surgery tomorrow, not really anything major, but i probably will not feel real well for a couple days. So in saying that, i just wnated to let you know so that you don't think that i'm being ANTI-SOCIAL,lol or anthing. I promise that i will get back to commenting, rating and chatting as soon as i feel better!! Thanks for all of your support and friendships. Hope you all have a great weekend. Talk to you all soon.. Much Love!! Lil Mama Hey everybody, as you can see i am home. I am doing well, still a little sore and groggy,lol. Thank you to all of my wonderful family, friends a
Rating Stashes
Just had a light earthquake just big enough to feel for a few seconds. It occurred at 10:29 AM (PDT) today, Sunday, September 2, 2007. The magnitude 4.7 event occurred 8 miles(13 km) WNW of Lake Elsinore, CA. Which is due east of where I live here in Anaheim, CA and approx 30 + miles away. The hypocentral depth is 2 miles (2 km). It was a sharp shake, followed by a few seconds of a 'sliding motion'... trust me, they all have different feels to them! This was extremely minor and just one of those you stop, then shrug and go about your day kind of quakes. Trust me, we like these :) and nothing like a hurrican or tornado, and even if a quake is a bad one, they are years in between and still, tornados and hurricanes are every year swathing a path of destruction. This morning was like any Sunday morning, relaxing, sleeping in ... it's my "Saturday" and both cats, wanted their breakfast and petting time..then Trouble, the big grey tabby that I have a picture of in my photo sec
First Blog...
That's not that far away. You may be wondering what I care about that date for. Well, I am marrying ARCADIAN on that day. I can't wait but at the same time nothing is We will get it all figured out. I'm so excited! We are all doing good. The kids went to the bay to go swimming and I kinda wish I would have went with them. It's about 100 degrees in my apt. It lasts all summer this way and is very hard to sleep in the heat. School is starting again soon for me and I'm excited about that too. I can't wait to get a job and stop living on SSI. Trying to make some big changes in my life right now. Well, that's all for now....if you want to know more just send me a message and I will respond. Sweet That's right folks, it is over. I asked him to leave cuz I just wasn't ready and now he being a jerk...I guess he has that right, but in my house? What to do now? Anyway, I only have less than 6 wks of school before I get my full-time job and I am very exci
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Record Of The Journey
Work gets in the way of fun. Will try to post more regularly. Rock on folks. I ended up making a myspace page simply for the younger family memebers in my life, but not sure if I want to connect to them the fact that there aunt is a very hedonistic woman.. Hell I just took off the my space page that I was bi, simply because that is not a disscusion I wish to have with my teenage neices and nephews-- not afriad to, don't want there parents to yell at me for corrupting them. They haven't kept in contact with me, so am thinking about just deleating it. Except I have fun snarking folks on it. Doesn't that sound like a fun past time? Rather hang out here and see what else happens. Gods. I know its bad when I am counting down the hours till the day. I normally hate V-Day, but thats beside the point. I'm on antidepressants for a month. F*C this. its a matter of needing something to balance my mood out. I am tired of having to force myself out of bed each morning to
Sarge's Random Thoughts
Aloha Everyone, just a quick rant as to what has happened to Lost Cherry oops, Cherrytap OOps again, FUBAR. Since the begining it was fun and no BS, now it has turned into what we feared the most... Myspace with nudity. Now There are a lot of great folks out there. I have rated everyone of them 10's of course. I may not be a chatter or a louge lizard but I do rate and comment when neccesary. TO all of you on my friends list who never ask for blasts and other shit like that Thank you. I will always rate your bombs and pics and never ask to see your private folders. I also will never leave rude or inappropriate comments on your pics of pages. Maybe one day this place will return to the glory it once was. As for the friggen bouncer thing, that just pisses me off. Oh and BTW i folded and post a damn salute pic so get off my friggen back. If I have missed fanning you or rating pics let me know and I will get ya soon. I actually do it the old way.. one pic at a time. tedious but hey why c
This was sent to my bulletins on myspace and I thought I would share it here because it is so damn true. Have you ever experienced getting out of a romantic relationship where you felt as though you were already at the end of your rope, but you were still determined to go on? Sadly, many people unconsciously give a negative answer to this question by denying themselves the right to be happy. While some people see finding someone to love as a "dream come true," others view it as their "worst nightmare." For the latter, falling in love is a constant dilemma that puts them in an emotional roller coaster. People who have loved and lost often become emotionally scarred. They may be haunted by disillusionment because of unrequited love, or they could be traumatized by pain from previous relationships. Their hearts pound with joy when they feel that new love has come along. They consider the possibility of loving and being loved again. Still, they are afraid to welcome the love that k
Valentine's Day
John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II. During the next year and one month the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was budding. B
Our first years together were fun and play Never a worry, Making memories each day! We were best friends or "sisters" in our own little world! You were my angel from heaven, my precious little girl! A gift from God and I've loved you so With a love so strong only a mother would know I've tasted salt when you've shed tears My life's been your life all through the years! Life's about changes, nothing stays the same Together we've stood to face whatever came! We've fought the battle, we've won the war The "proof" is in the person you are! It was "just us two" for oh so long "Don't worry be happy" was our theme song! We've made it through times I didn't think we would We've accomplished things I never dreamed we could! Now as you've taken your own path, your own direction you go You'll make it just fine, that "proof" will show! I'll still be here for you through tears or laughter Today, Tomorrow, and Forever After! I know that i would never be, The person i am
Experimental Photography
Just Thoughts From A Jarhead!
Well it is now official, I am a Recruiter in the United States Marine Corps. I am heading to Clarksville Indiana and I will be driving there on Tuesday the 3rd of July. So yes I will be on the road for the Fourth of July, but I blame that on the new way base housing works. Once I got my orders I put in to leave, but I hve to give them 30 days notice and they will not budge a bit. I had the movers come tuesday (070626) and so I am in this place with nothing but place to sleep and wait! Tell me that ain't complete bullshit. And the reason is even more bull. There is a waiting list atleast 3 pages long, but the longer I occupy the house they can charge the government all they want! So I say to hell with them I will be in Texas on the 4th and if I was a betting man I bet thoes good old texans know how to celabreate the 4th! Well watch out world here Mac and I will talk at ya all later! Some thoughts from a true hero! “The media insist that crime is the major concern of the Amer
Viewers Choice(anything.n.everything)
Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. 1. Where is your cell phone ? lost 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? gamming 3. Your hair? Skunk 4. work? sux 5. Your father? dad 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? drunk 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream car? eh 10. The room you're in? mine 11. Your ex? ex? 12. Your fears? spiders 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? succesfull 14. Where did you hang out last night? friends 15. What you're not good at? math 16. Muffin? me? 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? starke 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? normal 21. what aren't you wearing? panties 22. Your pet(s)? bulldog 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? o.k. 25. Your mood? average 26. Missing? brain 27. What are you thinking about right now? sex 28. Your car? honda 29. Your work? fo
About Sizzling Angelz
Here are your contestants!!! Contest will end in exactly one week (3/30 at 12pm PST) Good luck to you all!!!! Vote Me :) Sizzling Angelz Thanks for Help!!!! In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton
Am looking for a really good girl on girl pic to email my bf to brighten his day(and mine as!!). Anyone able to help at all?? being so selfish here. My dad is dating...let me start over...My mother was diagnosed with cancer and less than a year later, she was dead...last April.He's kind of dating now...which I know is really awesome for him and all....It's just really weird for me and I guess that some of it comes from the way he's acting about it all.I want him to be happy and go on and stuff...I just need a moment to freak out without anyone telling me that he deserves or whatever...I need to just be ok feeling the way that I'm feeling...he has no clue...don't want him to. Ok....enough rambling...took the long way home from the store today...almost could 'feel' spring.The sun has changed it's path a bit and it was warmer than it's been in a long time.Rode around with my window down,stereo blasting and heater going can I put my music on here
More About Me
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style? Sometimes we say things.. Things we deem as innocent at the time they are said.. Then we realize how badly they can appear or how much they can hurt someone... Someone we deeply care about.. someone that means quite a bit to us... We can't take back those words once they are said or once they are typed.. All we can do is learn from that mistake and think before speaking or typing... And we can hope that one day, we shall be forgiven for being careless with our words.. This is something I have done to someone I care a great deal about... a very good friend.. I can only hope in time they will come to forgive me and understand I meant no harm.. You scored as Bond
The gentle summer breeze caresses the young womans body as she is kneeling, awaiting with anticipation of what is to come. She knows he will be there soon,but not knowing exactly when he will arrive.For she is as instructed to be.She is blindfolded with her hands behind her back,buttocks lightly touching her heels.She is awaiting the her Master,awaiting the touch that she knows will come.Yet when the touch comes.She is startled,but stays still.She feels the touch again and stays still trying to figure out what it is.Again she feels the caress across her bare breast,down across her stomach,down across her thighs,then up over her shapely buttocks. She is holding her breath as she feels it caress her back,up over her shoulders and gently against her cheek.She then realizes what it is.For she smells the hint of leather.She knows it the whip that her Master had specially made for her.Master lightly touches her shoulder,she knows what is expected of her.She leans forward and offers her bar
Gabrielle Song Lyric.. .. Out Of Reach
My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the siteDate: Mar 1, 2007 12:19 PM The following was sent to me by a friend who shall remain nameless (and embarrassed)- All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, pai of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure >this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kick
So.... I have an issue with a gf which i will not state here as she's a member but the next one really is the issue... I fell totaly for this girl, we did...or so i thought. She says that for her kids she's gonna give her ex husband (a coke using abuser) another shot to get clean as he is the father of her kids. That was december 10th... December 24th i come home and my dog had died (RIP little buddy =( ). Needless to say, i'm not feeling so great about everything right at the moment. I don't wanna be all negative but i think if i don't let it out it'll just bother me and make me cynical or something...i don't know.... Last week at this time I was thinking I had a curse on me. Going through divorce, recently fired from my job due to my health...which sucked this last year. Everything was going wrong. Then one day I get a call to start a new job. Walking in there, I never thought I'd love the place but also, and most important, find the woman of my dreams. Literaly,
Okay, maybe I'm smoking too much crack but I used to have an Adult albuma and it's GONE. Are they deleting adult ablums even if you mark them as NSFW? (I feel I'm so tame compared to what's out there. Someone slap me back to reality and tell me I'm TOO MUCH for the public.) XOXO, Tina Can someone please tell me - I don't understand??? I'd post the pic if i still had it. Wasn't NSFW, in the least and I included everything required. Does someone really think I'm not Tina Grant??? I'm tempted to close this account...unbelievable. This is the THIRD time, I've had to redo. I'm sure one of my latest uploads may be NSFW, although to me, they seem pretty mild. My apologies if anyone is offended by any sexy images. I try to be good. Have a good night ya'll. mmmmwahhhh.... Tina
Phat Tat (tattoo) Contest
Like 50cents sang... " in a candy shop, don't when to stop' hmmm sound yummy to me..... what your flavor of the day or year..... come to my candyshop, i tell you what i I am Bored right now............ just trying to fix my pc updates and other crap..but give me a holla if you as bored as i am... nani as in the movie "forrest gump" life is like a box a chocolate. you never know what you are goona get some have cherries some have lemons... well for now i am inbetween... life at time flys by so fast you wonder where the hell yesterday went... i find my self days in and out.. wondering where it all went... then by that time another day has past........ well what shall i do?
TIRED OF THE LIES AND THE GAMES IF THATS THE ONLY REASON UR TALKING TO ME THEN GO ON CAUSE IM DONE WITH ALL THE GAMES IM JUST VENTING TIRED OF PEEPS TELLING ME STUFF AND IT ALL BE LIES I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT TOLD THE TRUTH SO ALL I ASK IF UR GOING TO TALK TO ME IS TO BE HONEST how do u know when its ok to trust sumbody after u been hurt? how long should u wait till u date if ur saprated from ur hubby/wife. if u do do u trust them do u open up to them what do u do cause i just dont knwo what to do any more im so confused got mixs feeling sum peeps say date sum say no wait till the divoce but i need sum fun u know so i just got mix feeling so what do yall think There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. The Magic Of Love Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace
Is There Anyone Interesting Out There?
I need something new for doing a photo shoot, if you have any ideas please let me know Ok so I have been looking to move and so I went to check out a few places like apt, roommates, houses. Now this is my problem, a friend of mine said his friend was wanting roommates. She already has a 2 year old and is 3 months preg. When I went to go check out her place it was trashed and stunk, I can't see how people can live that way. I also know people that spend all day in their room and there is trash and food everywhere.............NASTY! I am working on building my portfolio as a photographer so if anyone out there is interested in setting up a shoot with me let me know.
My Bitchin Post
Just did some reading and research about a baby named Kaleb. What a tragedy. I guess after becoming a father I'm more sensitive to things like this. Friend of mine from Piqua is expecting her baby in 7 weeks. She posted a bulletin concerning abortion. If anyone hasn't checked it out they should. It contains some graphic pics and anyone who doesn't realize that it's a living innocent human being doesn't deserve to exist. Kinda made a hypocrite out of me, because I don't believe in the death penalty, but what choice did that baby have? Democrats like to rant that women have a right to choose. I agree. They do. They have the right to choose, bitch legs open or bitch legs shut. It's that simple. I believe anyone who has an abortion or performs an abortion or even assists in an abortion should be systematically destroyed. It's horrible. If a baby can be born 5 months premature and still survive to be a healthy baby then what right does anyone have to end that baby's life? T
My Songs...
Okay... So in California, and probably other parts of our the US, lawmakers wanna ban Pit Bulls. FUCK THAT!!! Pit bulls are just like any other animal, and human for that matter... It's all in how they're brought up. If the dogs owner trains them to be vicious, then it will be vicious. Train it to be gentle and loving, then it will be your best friend in the world. BAN THE DEED... NOT THE BREED!!!
I'm Grown......
Aiight Ladies & Gentlemen, Whut's the deal??? I know we all have our sexual preferences that we like,but dont put people down because they not up to YOUR standards!! Thats bullshit! Not only that but it makes it harder for guys like me to get a shot of ass cause you done broke some womans heart! Not to sound selfish but i like to fuck as im sure every human on this planet likes to do. I have no preferences in my women im not a big guy, i'm not a millionare, and i damn sure ain't Mr.Perfect. So? Whut do i have to offer women who find me attractive? I'll tell you and this may be the secret to get more women to like you, Wan know whut it is?? TELL THE FUCKIN" TRUTH!!! That's it! Easy huh? It sucks that i waited 28 yrs to start doing it, but better late than never. Anyhoo, yea tell the truth, i do. When i meet women sometimes i tell them flat out i wan fuck. They seemed surprised at first but it's the truth! Why wait 3wks, 3mths before we come to the inevitable?? at least i know im not was
Please Read
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Helping Friends
hello good friends i try to help as many friends of mine out when they ask me to help them in contest and what not so if u could help this guy out in his contest he is a pretty cool guy and he would help you if u asked so come on and guess what more points for u i thank you if u do I DONT THINK ITS FAIR THAT SHE IS GONNA GET BE BY SOMEONE THAT IS VOTING FOR HERSELF SO VOTE FOR HER IN THIS CONTEST COME ON IF YOUR BORED AND NEED MORE POINTS OR BOUT TO LEVEL THIS WOULD DO IT COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED SO YOU GUYS DO YOUR THING a friend of mine is in a contest im bored so i thought i would help here is the link to his pic
My Crazy Life :p
I lay here dead to the world of lies and truth, For one does not know where lies and tuth begins any more, I fear the lose of all I hold dear only to find out what I hold dear is nothing but truth, Standing up for truth alone is never easy but who knows when you the will bring the lies home, When the world is filled with nothing but lies and colded hareted people I feel that I am out numbered, I begin to even wonder why I have a heart and why I care for the human race, The human race is a twisted web of truth and lies and no one can begain to untangle them, Once the world had structure and there was only truth and no lies but the first lie was told, Then another and another only to have the web start to tangle and now where does truth lye, So now just cut my wrists and black my eye cause you only believe the lies. I see the wild horses running free like you and me. Free to be who they want to be, free from all the harm and hate. Free to run over here and then over there
My name is Jess I am three My eyes are swollen I cannot see I must be stupid I must be bad What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me I can't do a wrong I can't speak at all Or else I am locked up All day long When I a wake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try to be nice So maybe I'll just get One whipping tonight I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From him evil eyes I'm so afraid now He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words He says it's my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me Yells at me more I finally get free And run to the door He's already locked it And I start to bawl He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor Wilt my bones nearly broken And my daddy continu
So the baby had a sinus infection i think and an infection in both of his eyes. Also he has an appointment to get tested for any allergies. If I am not on here I will check later. I still have to get ready and him and all and we are leaving in like 3 hours and 45 minutes. Just what i wanna do .....spend the day in the doctors office. ok So my partner and i had a baby 10 months ago and we used a sperm donor. He signed a contract and now he has been taking us to court for full custody. I am trying anywhere fo rhelp. My lawyer sucks and I really need a better one but i can t afford one other than the legal aid office. There is a company called LAMBDA legal that I called, and I told my lawyer about them cause they will co councel with her and help her out cause they deal with this kind of case daily and they might know another avenue that we havent tried yet. Well she was screaming at us on te phone and told us that she thought it was a slap in the face. All the while we told hr we didnt w
Not To Sure What Will Go Here
I've got the blues. The search for the Goddess is slow. What I have learned so far is that She's Celtic/Druid and Her name, as given to me, is Dilneag. (Anyone who knows of Her or knows of a lead, message me, please? Thanks in advance!) Work has also been the pits. I have to put up with rudeness and disrespect only because this individual will at least show up most of the time and will at least do the bare minimum amount of work required. I had at one time enjoyed teamwork; this one is not a team player. Nor am I able to quit all that easily. I really can't afford to right now. And I've noticed something as of late; I'd be assured about something as being or told something will be and then found it was the opposite, all along. So...... Now, I've got the blues. Well, I don't know what I had expected, but I'm not getting anywhere fast on this contest I'm in. Oh, sure, I'm getting a few comments here and there, but it's been mostly me. Yeah, I know.....I don't leave many a
Bdsm Humor
(as a disclaimer I want to say that by no means I want to disrespect kids in any way... I am a mother and I take my kid seriously... but this is kind of funny, so I hope no one gets offended by this blog) • The neighbors complain that your kids do full body cavity searches when playing cops and robbers. Your daughter uses Twizzlers as floggers. • You go into the playroom and discover an interrogation chair built entirely of Legos. • You come home and find them tickling a bound and gagged baby-sitter. • They hand you the body harness and leash that they used as toddlers when it's time to go shopping. • Your son wants to know when he'll get his allowance, because he needs to pay his tab at the hardware store. • You tell them they're too old to spank and they try to assure that they aren't. • Your daughter speaks wistfully about being confined to the playpen while the other children played in the room. • You yell out to your son to come and do his chore
Words Of A Princess
i am lyrically inclined to right shit that will blow our mine put you frame out of proportion extortion, mental pictures i try to speak my feeling and emotions i penetrate the minds of my readers feeders of my new age poetry im a poetic renegade startling, sparkling light inthe minds of all kinds you gave me a chance not knowing the good you would find so sit back, relax and let me rewind see im the princess, truely one of a kind youcan wine and dine me but that dosnet mean your gonna grind me see im like a precious jewel to be loved, treasured and respected to take advantage of my prize you would have to be a fool my patience is of great size but baby boi i have no time for your lies Monday, January 15, 2007 My Aphithany Current mood: accomplished ok i know it is like one in the morning and i have been at work all damn day and i should be in bed right now but i have been pondering something lately. i think i have had an ipithany(sp?) but i am twenty
Fun + Shizet
Which Vampire Clan from The Masquerade do you belong to?created with You scored as TremereYou belong to Clan tremere: Power lies in the supernatural which many doesn't understand. You wish to seek knowledge within book and your montor/teacher. Perhaps you seek to much Brujah 100%Toreador 100%Ventrue 100%Tremere 100%Lasombra 86%Malkavian 86%Gangrel 71%Tzimisce 57%Nosferatu 43%
O.k, Not that I expect anyone to really care, BUT I'm a proud mommy today, My Lil Man learned to ride a bike today!!!! He did an awesome job!!! But now I need to know how to get him to learn to start off on his own without someone pushing him first! LOL. Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost b
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Lithium Bring Me to LIfe My Immortal Going Under Calling Mine Poem
The Realm Of Panda Joe
I found out this morning that my Dad passed away. I am going to drive to help my mom get things settled tomorrow. My friends have been absolutely awesome thanks for caring and cheering me up. I love ya guys. It is a sad occasion but you keep me strong. And I need to be. So thanks again. talk to you next week. Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. :CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker.
Adult Thoughts Nsfw
Tony -- [noun]:An oral sex master 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at Drama ~ noun. (Draw-muh) highly contagious sexually transmitted disease. symptoms include; mood swings, irritability, cloudy judgement and irrational behavior. Known to inflict on non-carriers frequent headaches, vaginal dryness, erectile disfunction and sometimes rash instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. *Third attempt on this fuckin thing….. 1. I to eat pussy. 2. I hate dirty house, car..ect.. 3. I like dirty sex. 4. I hate people who drive stupid. 5. I am a neat freak. 6. I am 37 years young, no kids, married one (two sarrogot daughters who ARE
I guess its normal for the people you've backed up, and stood by almost like brothers to ignore me. It seems that my own brothers would like to keep my cheese out in the wind too. Then theres someone who is a puppet master behind this, and I'm so fucking disgusted that hes using his own children this way to keep tabs on each other, and their mother. If theres friction between him, and one son, well he uses the others against him. If the two sons who spend time together once a week, well if something breakes off the plans, even if the other is very sick he gets a massive guilt trip. I'm alone tonight, totally, just sitting here with noone to even phone and its really annoying. If I said I derserved it, I know that would be bull. You might have noticed that I'm not on CT as much as I used to be. Well, I no longer Dj on here for starters, and that being said I've got some shit to take off my chest and say. If you don't like it, then don't read it, plain and simple. Here is the truth of
Dreams Come True
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Um Yeah..
I've noticed (in the few short days I've been here) some things that I reeeeeaaallllyyy hate about CT. Ok let's start with the girls who seem to think they need to put alluring words in their nicknames. News flash Cupcake, you look like your mommy and daddy dont feed you, eat a f'cking sandwich you bone then maybe you'll live up that porn star name you're sporting. And then there's the girls who, for some unknown reason feel the need to pose with their fat ugly boobs/ass pressed against the cam.......ok sorry I threw up in my mouth a little just thinking about it. I'm ok now. Your fat boobs and your fat ass are NOT pretty. Put some clothes on and try to show us some personality there Slim. What's on the inside is more important then what's on the outside but c'mon! You're scaring people away.....sorry threw up in my mouth again. =( Ok now seriously, GUYS. What on God's green Earth makes you think that anyone cares how talented your tongue is? Most of the ones who are spewing this VER
Poems & Song Lyrics
The Spirit in the Sky I have been reborn On the wings of this mighty steed. On the open highway, without bonds of civilization to distract or confine me. With the wind in my face, and the beauty of nature which surrounds me. Who am I to question why I am here or what is the purpose of my life? Suddenly, I am transformed into a fearless Indian chief, riding a dark horse with fiery exhausts for nostrils, Lightning and thunder emerge from its machine soul It has come to life, it obeys my every movement, It senses my moods. There is a brief transformation of the souls, suddenly the man, and the machine of the man become inseparable and indistinguishable I am the machine and it is me. The pulsations of my dark horse's metal soul meld with my heartbeat; the constant mesh of its gears emanates allowing us to reach synchronicity. Leaving the mortal world behind us, we are compelled to the realm of the mystic. Our journey has begun. For the moment, we have esca
I have one June 7, aboot managing a Pilot Travel Center One year ago as I was turning 22: I had no crush as I was really heartbroken. I had fallen in love with someone since Amanda, (Lynda). I had never been engaged. I was in Centennial, Colorado. I was not going to school. I had no job. I had no working car. I had no friends near me. I lived online. I plaed cIV a lot. I rarely played on my XBox. I never went oot. I rarely had fast food. I talked on the phone most with Sheila. My favourite person was Sheila. My favourite songs were "Someday" by Juliet Simms and "Someday We'll Know" by Mandy Moore and Jonathon Foreman. My favourite movie was "Phantom of The Opera". My favourite website was CS. My favourite TV show was American Idol. I had not gotten my tattoo. I had had 2 taxable jobs. I had never gotten a ticket. I hadn't been drunk, despite trying once. I hadn't been oot of North America. Now as I'm turning 23: I have a crush. I have truly fallen in l
See the game I have been working on. This is only a demo and will be updated eventually. I apologize for the intro movie, and have a version already with a button to skip it. Enjoy (I hope). Visit my Stash and look under DUNNO to read samples of my first eight stories. If you like what you read, you can follow the link at the bottom of the Stash page and purchase the full version at $5 or less, depending on the story. APOSRITHU'S SHADOW REALMIt's a place to hang out, do some role-playing online text-style, or just talk about the things that should not be. All I ask is that you check the drama at the door. I won't tolerate flaming.
I Don't Even Know What 2 Say About This
ATLANTA (AP) — The Georgia Supreme Court unanimously threw out the state's hate crimes law Monday, calling it over-broad and "unconstitutionally vague." The four-year-old law calls for stiffer criminal penalties for crimes in which a victim was chosen because of "any bias or prejudice." The 7-0 ruling came in the case of a man and woman convicted of an assault on two black men in Atlanta's Little Five Points neighborhood. Angela Pisciotta and Christopher Botts were convicted of beating two black men while screaming racial epithets in 2002. The trial judge sentenced them to six years in prison, plus an additional two years under the hate crimes law. Pisciotta and Botts appealed to the state's highest court in April. Their lawyers argued that the hate crimes statute should be struck down because almost any crime involving prejudice falls under its scope. The court wrote Monday that it "by no means condon(es) appellants savage attack on the victims in this case or any co
Weekly romance (by If you're single, this isn't the week that's going to change that (except maybe on Sunday). But if you already have someone special, this week is bliss. Monday is sweet and calming, the kind of day when you feel like sitting in a tree with someone and drinking tea. Tuesday and Wednesday you're glowing from within. Everyone is showering you with praise. Thursday, Friday and Saturday are mundane by comparison -- you're surrounded with yellow pads full of scribbling about the future, financial projections ... stuff like that. Sunday is straight out of a romance novel. In a good way. from my yahoo,weekly story horoscope. vary Daily singles love (by It's just one of those days -- one in which you're blindingly brilliant, burning hot and stunningly magnetic if the stars have their say. Needless to say, any romantic endeavors are most definitely favored. from my yahoo,daily astrologie 0Q0 Model 02 OQO Model 02 is one of
Playing The Angel
As you may have read in my last blog, this was a very trying, traumatic and sad week that I had to endure. Two people, one of them a little girl, died in front of me during an accident earlier this week. Truly it was a horrific event, one that has played itself over and over again in my mind, and I had been depressed for the past several days. Well, I went to see the two survivors in the hospital, not knowing how I would be received or how they would be. The mother, who was driving at the time of the accident, was still in a state of shock from losing her niece and youngest daughter. The other daughter, when I was tending to her on Tuesday, could not feel her legs. She was brought in for emergency surgery and I learned that she should make a full recovery with complete use of her legs, so I breathed a sigh of relief that something actually went right on Tuesday. When I saw them, the mother was officially discharged and visiting the daughter. I swear my heart was in my throa
Life Sucks
The Big Lie All of your life, you've been lied to. You've been told what life is supposed to be about. Grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids. Watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you. Donate money to charity. Go on vacation. Get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids. Look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing. This is what you're supposed to do, this is what normal people do. This is what everyone else is doing. Oh sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but you can get back on at any time. Of course, when you actually look at the world around you, you may see something entirely different. See that young married couple living next door, with the wife gardening in the front yard while the kids play out back? She's snowed under with Xanax all the
Thinkin' Thinky Thoughts
Green is coming soon. Right now the world is brown and squishy-muddy out there, but with warm temps and sunshine, soon I'll be out in the garden, bent over to peek for points of hostas, peonies and bulbs emerging from the brown. My hair is turning green, too. In a single stripe on the right side. Why not? I don't have an employer to piss and moan about my piercings, tattooes or strange colored hair, so I'm enjoying it until we're moved to where I might be able to manage a job again, though Sweetie tells me over and over not to worry about it. He likes that I'm home all the time. I'm snowed in, and my Sweetie won't be home for a couple of days. He's a truck driver, on the way home from the West Coast right now. This has been a long run, thanks to the weather, and I'm getting a bit antsy now. No, I can't. I have still to get the kiddo dressed and ready for her dance, supper, get her to the dance, pick her up after the dance and maybe then I can rest. Maybe. I've put abou
Oh Really?
This summer my family is going to Costa Rica for a vacation. Nice huh? lol. I've never been outta the United States before so I bet it's gonna be freaking awesome!!!! The past few days it's been snowing here. Which sucks. It's april. It shouldn't be snowing. lol. We got about 5 inches out of it. And its pretty much already melted which is nice in a way. But I thought winter was all over. I guess not though. I forgot to tell everyone. I have my first nephew! Liam Christopher! Born: March 21st, 2007. Time: 9:59 p.m. Weight: 8 pounds, 14 ounces. Length: 21 and 1/4 in" I saw him the other day. He's a pretty chubby baby. But he's adorable. lol. Okay. I have the grosest story ever. So if ya dont wanna hear it keep a moving. The other day I picked up my binder off the floor and I felt something furry on it so I dropped it and flipped it over and there was a dead mouse smooshed on the other side of it! I started screaming my head off. It was disgusting! I pretty much bleached
Ties To Bind~ Poems And Other Junk
Ties to Bind In darkness I dwell Alone in my sorrow No man's touch can feel it No woman's ties to bind Love left long ago Ache, pain, despair Bide time by my side The moon is black The stars have all fallen Long dark roads await Which turn will take me away Take away the lies The suspicions The loneliness… Happiness A fool's goal A fool's journey The night stays dark The day stays cold The heart stays broken I stay alone How to Nair your stuff, and other helpful tips.... Lol Well, me being me, of course had to do something stupid..ya ready for this? So I'm seeing this guy Jason. And he likes to pick on me cuz I have this aversion to shaving my legs lol. I figure if no one's touchin em, why fuckin bother right? Well then I forget to shave before I see him lol and what was that he called me…sasquatch I think it was lmao. So I get home from work yesterday and I'm in my bathroom searching for a decent razor and
Rhyme And Reason
When I am alone with my thoughts, I think of you. When I am beaten by my fears, I scream for you. When loneliness is banging against my heart, I yearn for you. Why do you do this to me? Promise me forever, but then you go away? Are you coming back? That I'll never know. Only one this is certain though. Even though you walked away, I can't let go. Why should I care for you? Leave me in the rain and cold is all you do Can't find love that is meant for me Only finding toads it can't be How can I change is love doesn't care? Rips my heart out for all to stare Sitting in silence, I can only scream I thought is was real, but it was all a dream Your hands of leather turned to velvet against my skin I close my eyes to try to feel it again You hold me in the palm of your hand For a moment, I felt so grand Now you turn and walk away Leaving me broken, I guess I will stay Laying on the ground Never letting my heart free, it is forever bound I jumped without a net this time
Military Friends Vs Civilian Friends
U.S. AIR FORCE OATH OF ENLISTMENT I, Zoomie, swear to sign away four years of my useless life to the United States Air Force because I know I couldn't hack it in the Army and because the Marines frighten me. I swear to sit behind a desk and take credit for the work done by others more dedicated than me who take their job seriously. I also swear not to do any form of real exercise, but promise to defend our bike-riding test as a valid form of exercise. I swear to uphold and defend the Constitution of the United States, even though I believe myself to be above that. I promise to walk around calling everyone by their first name because I know I'm not really in the military and I find it amusing to annoy the other services. I will have a better quality of life than all those around me and will at all times be sure to make them aware of that fact. After completion of my -- snicker -- "basic training," I will be a lean, mean, doughnut-eating, lazy-boy sitting, civilian-wearing-blue
I am so irratated with men right now that I'm warning you to watch what you say to me....I'm pissed off at my ex for how irresonsible he is and how much hell he is putting me thru and most of all his children. I am sick of the bullshit and the lies and the manipulation. I am sick of the excuses. And then I guess because I want to take sexy pictures of me and post them on my page guys assume that I am the type of girl to get on here and cybor. I AM NOT A PIECE OF MEAT!! I HAVE FEELINGS!!! I guess it takes too much effort and time to read a persons profile and find out what a person is about before asking to see a persons PRIVATE!! pics or sending a shoutout about what they want to do to my body. That is why I didn't want to talk yesterday and I am to the point that I am ready to delete my account if people can't grow up!!! I don't like to be rude but what else can I do? I do like the attention I get here on cherry tap and I like to hear the positive things guys think about me
Can I Be Treated Sexy ?
Her neck is like the neck of the roe which drins out of the fountain of Kanawab. Her breasts are like polished marble tablets, as whips bring them to Sida, Thereon like apples of the pomegranates two glittering piles of jewels. Her arms are drawn swards,peeled cucumbers-oh that I had much ! And incomparably beautiful her hands in the rose-red of the Hinna-leaf; Her smooth, fine fingers are like the writing read not yet cut; The glance of her nails like Dura-seeds which have lain overnight in milk; Her body is a mass of cotton-wool which has been shaken into down, And her legs marble pillars in the sacred house of the Omayads. Please read and comment up on this poetry myspace images MY BIRTH DAY FALLS ON 10TH OF MARCH WISH ME THAT WILL BE LOVE AND BLESSINGS FOR ME Pisceans r shy but sexy and hot and open with their friends. Very good lovers,sincer,very friendly,reserve,with good stamina,and energy. God fearings Get your layout at Spanish graphics from My
hello You Crazy People The Only Way I Can Get On The Internet Right Now Is On My Cell Phone. So To Get Ahold of me you will need to add me on yahoo or aol. name on yahoo is etenia, name on aol is SindiDaLicious :-D just make sure you let me know who ya are. Easier To Get Me On Aim Though Cuz My Phone Actually Alerts Me When Someone Sends Me A Message On Aim :) Ever had sex with a ex? I did this weekend, just have to say, it's the best there is. You don't have to worry about trying to make them happy all the time, no reason to be worried about the next morning, no strings, no jealous guy hanging around, it's just.. great. Although after ten hours i was sort of worn out. I just seen a bulletin that was posted not long ago. It made me sad. The year is 2007, mankind has come a long way in the last hundred years. To think that racism is still active and condoned by some makes me want to cry. I guess it's just something I'll never get use to (I say that with great pride by the
On here to make new friends thats a alaugh as once you add someone to your friends list you never hear from them again would someone be so kind as to tell me how this site works im new here so dont know my way round all the things on here Not very helpfull on here
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you know it is really bad when you think all is going good and that bam life as you know it fucks you i though all was good in my life i was getting my family and we were trying to make things work but then thing just went down hill i dont know what to say or do but i know i just must move on let things go i am done fighting for him there sarah damn it are you happy you can fucking have him i am not a dumb ass i see things i see the fact that he was not over her hell what is his plans to go back and get an apartment with her she is not so sure if she wants to but he is anyway eddie leaves after we get taxes heather is going to keep staying with me and bradley ill be looking for a car here soon so anyway right now i dont have my phone it is turned off till i get it paid tuesday or wednesday so if you need to get ahold of me i work sunday night at 230 and then i have off monday and work tuesday well anyway have fun all comment as you please byebye ok this is to all my friends i am true
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Your my pillow at night, my shoulder to cry on, my strength to go on, my will to live, the love of my life, the shine in my eye, the whisper in my ear, and the beat of my heart.... I am so sick of people! not all, just those ones who tell you they care and tell you there your friends but aren't truthful with you you leading you to believer that something still may happen.Friends who"hope to be more because I care" Its ridiculous, People need to realize how much little head games cant really hurt someone who is already emotionally broken inside, People keep saying they wanna help you heal but yet there the ones bringing you down by leading you on till you accidentally come upon that they've had someone for sometime and you were just part of there game... well for the person this is about I hope you feel better about yourself, and I hope your happy! I can take a hint, I'm not worth it. Ok guys you may have noticed that I haven't been on as much, and some of you may not care... but t
. Enjoy lmao The Polite Way to Pee During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said: "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying: "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said: "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" Johnny said "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner." The teacher fainted...
Random Stuff
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. okay here goes ....... 1. I sometimes snort when I laugh hehe. 2. I sometimes pick my teeth with my earing. yuck! 3. I have a crazy hamster that likes to stare people out. 4. I have roughly 25 pets including rats, scorpions, centipedes, tarantulas, hamster, goldfish etc. 5. I drink too much vodka on a regular basis. 6. I smoke 20 cigs per day. 7. I have more gay friends than straight. 8. I stalk Justin on a regular basis. (In fact am doing it now) :-P 9 I have a thing about eyebrows its what I find most physically attractive in
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FINALLY! after months of heart ache. Well ok a week but it felt like months. Things are FINALLY looking up. Ive been looking for a lap dog. Either a chihuahua or a pom. Something that would be easy for me to take care of. FINALLY! Im getting one today. A chihuahua after all this time. A cute little chihuahua, it doesnt even bother me that thats the same type of dog that my ex fiance has. I thought it would be hard for me to have the same type of dog. But his dog meant the world to me. She felt like my own little baby to. So, it actually feels good to get my own baby. Even if it is the same kind of dog. Ill love it i mean come on its gotta be cute right? lol I'll add pictures as soon as I get it and I level up lol. How does the name Engel sound? Its german for Angel. Yes ill come out now and confess angel is the name of my ex fiancess dog. Thats why I went with the german saying. I have a new guest book. I would love for all of my friends to go and sign. A person could never have to man
Thanks so much for the positive support I have gotten from many of you. As the old show used to say, "Only the Shadow knows for sure." Well here's mine...... (lol) " I can see clearly now.) not original but works I guess. luv to you all and hope to chat it up with ya David I hope this comes out, my Aunt sent this to me and I wanted to share it with you all. I got this from a friend and wanted to share it with you all... We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US. Th
With out a doubt this is my oldest child the child of my soul.He is senstive,sweet,kind and boyishly charming.Tonight he wanted to talk to me about what to do about girls,dang,is it what it's really like to be 13 again.I dk,it's be 16 almost 17 years since I've been I can only hope that I told my SMART son what to do.All of my kids have brains which I am very proud to say that they use. Yet as he hits through this diffcult time is in his life I wish I could tell him that it will get easier but I will not lie to him.Not worth the time,trouble or effort trying to keep up the lie. Alex,is my sweet-heart,my feelings and definatly a charmer as is both of his brothers.When does it get easier being a mother of any child? Hopefully soon,lol. I can only hope I do right by them. Ok I'm a serious Daddy's girl.I mean who doesn't have their favorite parent?Mine is my daddy.he's easy going,non-judgmental.The total opposite of my control freak of a mother. I like the fact that even
Ramblings......on Life And Love
Made “Rock Star” status, if you can call it that, today and I got to thinking about all the wonderful friends I have made here that made this happen. I cogitated on this while I perused my lists of friends, fans and family and I noticed a distinct lack of testosterone. There is good reason for that. You see, I have tried to get in touch with my “feminine” side, but she has a restraining order against me. I need all the estrogen laden input on life and love I can find, and the oh so lovely ladies of Cherry Tap are a true wealth of information and understanding concerning the “feminine mystique”. Each and every one of you are more than special to me, and because I have reaped so much from you I thought I would try and “give something back”, so to speak. For my few male friends here, be forewarned, I am going to let ALL the cats out of the bag, as it were, and ladies, hopefully this will give you some insight into the fellow in your life. Now, let’s see, where to begin: We don't
I'm about to do some serious CT housecleaning, I can't stand people who just add me to look at my pics then I never hear from them again, they don't rate my stuff, say hello or anything... I am hear to make acquaintances and meet new people from all around the globe MALE or FEMALE.. it doesn't matter. I am going to delete those people that have never rated me or even said hello..and I'm going to stop being their fan too.. call me mean, or a bitch.. I don't care.. I'm sick of the games people play on here! If you care.. drop me a line if you don't want to get axed! She finally got a pic up! And hey guys, she is single hehe! :) Show her some fubar lovin! Sweet Stef *1962*dragonfly@ fubar To all my sweet and lovely friends, you know who you are! I'm going out of state tomorrow for a few days so I wont have CT access for a few days.. I should be back by the weekend though. We will see! I will miss chatting to you guys and girls! So if you don't see me.. thats why! Have lots
You should have sex at the library You are somewhat voyeuristic, and are the intellectual type. The library offers some seclusion (at least in the periodical section) and you never know what hottie is there with the same idea as you. Take this quiz at You are 78% easy You are very easy. You will sleep with whoever, whenever. To you sex is ultimately about pleasure and nothing else. You are the type of person to be wild, hot, and extremely passionate in the sack. Take this quiz at zzyyzx was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion on a spaceship ... you've been caught by Chuck Norris! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at
Something Deeper
As I sit here upon this mountain of broken drems, empty promises, and unfulfilled needs; I watch them all pass into the shadows of my past. Friends, family, and lovers alike. All would-be companions on the journey that is my existance. For the last 6 months or so, I have been dating on and off with a young woman. I told her from the begining there are three things I ask if I am to commit to a relationship; honesty, loyalty, and respect. Long story short, just when I thought she was reaching those expectations, I find she decides to test my patience. She is pregnant, not by me, but by a useless piece of shit. Best part is, I asked her if she had sex with him when I discovered the truth about her hanging out with him. She lied to my face about it. But now that she is pregnant, figured I'd need to know. Best yet, she got angry that I didn't "understand" where she was coming from. I understand, that's what sucks. Problem is, she doesn't realize how it truely looks. From the begining I have
Is it possible to feel so alone that you just want to crawl up in a little ball and let your brain completely shut down? Possible to feel so alone you want to cry until all the fluids have finally run out of your body? Possible to be incapable of not letting yourself get so emotionless that you go on for years and years not telling anyone what the problem is? Going on not breaking down? Not letting yourself drift into that wide, deep abyss you think you could fall into and never be able to crawl out of? Not even thinking about it because it might drive you insane or to a point where you cant stand life anymore? This is the way i have been feeling. So only some emotions come out. To only let a slip of thoughts such as sadness or lonliness escape from my mind. Well, now you know. YES i love peeps. YES i am a dorky Nerd. YES i like to drink. YES i like being naked. YES i am bisexual. YES i can do whatever the fuck i feel like doing. YES i am outgoing (thats y im posting this). YES I
Well if I wanted a frank and open discussion about my best "look" I have had it in spades thanks to: a). Getting into the spirit of a "Relieve your youth" theme at a party last night by having a crew cut and losing the beard and; b). my MUM last night. Just in case you missed it here is the evidence BEFORE
CAN ANYONE DONT CARE WHO IT IS PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK IT LOOKS SO BARE PLEASE SIGN IT YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO BE MY FRIEND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS MY HUSBAND ISNT HE HOT DONT BE AFRAID TO HIT HIM UP I AM NOT THE JEALOUS TYPE SO CHECK OUT HIS PAGE JUST CLICK ON HIS PHOTO AND CHECK IT OUT sorry i havent commented anyone my computer is in the shop i will be back on in a couple of weeks. but please still hit me up with comments thanks lov you all
Fill this in 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the
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Alot of you know I have been VERY ill...Please stop bugging me about pics...I dont mean to be rude, but now is NOT the time!!!! Thanks WHO KEEPS REPORTING MY PICS AS NSFW....gosh ppl can be SO stupid!!!! Ok I am so shitty..Why is someone going to report 3 pics of mine as NSFW when I am fully clothed..Im in risk of losing my account..Real freaking nice:-(!!! Gosh some people are real asses!!!
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I AM IN THIS CONTEST FOR REAL MONEY, AND I AM TRYING TO WIN SO I CAN GET MY SON A VIDEO GAME HE WANTS FOR HIS wII UNIT. THE CONTEST IS RUN BY CT DADDY TEXAS GODFATHER. HERE IS THE LINK IF IT WORKS, JUST CLICK THE PIC AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN THANK YOU TRUE LOVE Open your eyes that you may see the love that grows deep within me.Open your heart that you may feel this love I have for you thats real.With you in my arms, I shall keep you warm. With me in your arms, our union no one can harm. Our love transcends those who hope for so much, for it is hard to find a love that is such. The dreams we've made, I take to my heart, for no one, not anything, shall ever keep us apart. A Red Rose... Do you know how much I love you? I love you more than the heaven, more than the stars.Your beauty is greater than one thousand red roses.And I want to thank you for bringing the splendor of a garden full of roses to my life. When you're near I forget all my strife...
Good To Be Here
To all my freinds and fans you know me as headhunter .Over the passed few days i have met alot of great people . so if anyone of who are true red necks or just are real down to earth laid back have a beer go fishing ,or cook out with freinds . like jeff foxxworthy sayas you mite be a redneck .and theirs nothing wrong with that .so join the famliy see where we can take this thing . we have 3 people right now so let me know. REDNECK MAFIA i just wanted to say its good to be here .For all who know me IM HERE !.And i love and see you in june . on my most recent 9-11 message sorry for the misspelling but when it comes to my friends i do get very emotional for their loss, it should never have happened but it did so i only have his memory.
Book 12 Jules Verne Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
CHAPTER X THE MAN OF THE SEAS It was the commander of the vessel who thus spoke. At these words, Ned Land rose suddenly. The steward, nearly strangled, tottered out on a sign from his master. But such was the power of the commander on board, that not a gesture betrayed the resentment which this man must have felt towards the Canadian. Conseil interested in spite of himself, I stupefied, awaited in silence the result of this scene. The commander, leaning against the corner of a table with his arms folded, scanned us with profound attention. Did he hesitate to speak? Did he regret the words which he had just spoken in French? One might almost think so. After some moments of silence, which not one of us dreamed of breaking, "Gentlemen," said he, in a calm and penetrating voice, "I speak French, English, German, and Latin equally well. I could, therefore, have answered you at our first interview, but I wished to know you first, then to reflect. The story told by each one, entire
come by and rate some pics and add me and fan me almost to level 7 if you want to see more of the pics i have in my nsfw make comments on the ones in there now i hope that every one has a great day and i wish some of you will be able to come by my site and rate my pics and add and fan me if you havn't already need to add more pics i got some sexy pic in there check them out
Axioms Of Omnipotent
In the interest of all fubar surfers and all web surfers, in general, I hereby demand that one of you techy nerdy folks find a way to make thumbnail pictures clearer. Last night a friend of mine, here, had accidentally clicked himself right into the profile of some drunken, worn out, old lady that I am sure he would have rather not seen. Today, and on many occasions, I found myself looking at at abomination of a so called man because of what the damn thumbnail picture looked like. Therefore, I must protest the quality of thumbnail pictures and refuse to be held responsible for entering the profiles of the uglies and not leaving ratings and/or comments. Note: If you techy nerdy people already have a way of doing this; I suggest you deploy the troops and get crack-a-lacking. Note II: I abhor morph pictures. For those of you who have them: You are not a fucking celebrity. You are not a fucking eagle, horse, dog, cat, or god damn unicorn. You are not a porn queen. Okay, may
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We met through a friend, and I'm glad we did Then over the months, you became my best friend During that time you helped me through a major problem I had You helped me see there is love in this world Through those months, I fell in love with you And when I look into your eyes, get a hug, or just hear you say, 'Hi' I just can't help myself, I fall more in love with you I wanna let you know how much you mean to me But there are no words I can say which would express my feelings for you I also wonder at night, how you feel for me And if I told you how I feel would you run away from me? I don't know if it's too early or if I'm too late But I need you to know that I will always LOVE you. If my bed were your embrace? Wrapped tight around me Then in your arms I'd sleep forever What a feeling that would be If your eyes were the ocean, Deep in thoughts of you I'd never tire of swimming, To seek you
In agony I sit quietly peace i pray for often the truth i scream my sadness i withhold memories overtake the weakness buried in my soul thoughts of flames burning brightly honesty never told the mistaken forgotten goals why have i been forsaken forgotten along the way the righteous path that leads no where fast decievers liars theives that steal the light of day absent minded fools they are come out at night too play whispering forgiveness to which ever force may hear meet my maker in hell i shall for sanctuary now seems foul true and honest of hearts they say shall forever live in light why should it be when the last breath is one and the frightened soul takes flight 1-12-08 Hear the Words I whisper feel this curse sent to be your end know your destiny begins once your gone and dead these mortal wounds you've inflicted on my soul shall haunt your memories flashes of pictures thought to be missing coming to get you again feel the hatred that
Lexie's Rants
Days, relationships, jobs, whatever? Its' been a year and I'm still not over my ex. It's very irratating. Hate/Love, whatever in the world it may be, all it takes is something and I'm reminded of him. I don't know whether i'd rather see him again next to me or run him over with a truck. It's so mean, especially to have violent feelings one way or another, but I can't help it. I don't want to date I don't want to entertain the thought of going on with someone else. I guess that maybe that hurts feelings but I don't care. Right now I'm in a pitty party mood. Excuse me. UGH! My mom went to my cousin's wedding this weekend. My cousin is younger than I am and I am so afraid all I'm going to get when I get home was... "well they asked about you, about if you had a boyfriend and when you were getting married." They mention it at every family gathering just about. It's so depressing for them to bring this up. I don't often whine. My friend set me up with someone last
Nice To Be Nuts
gonna rant here for a minute maybe I just read to much news but it seems to me that the world is in a stte of downfall more countries are popping up each day with nuclear capabiliyies and some are not afraid to use them the us and russia among other countries have been disassembling nukes but replacing them with new ones that are more formitable. the cold war may have ended but it seems to me it is getting a new foot hold and the political leaders of the world have lost their collective minds. I just hope I/ we live to see our children grow into adults am maybe just maybe they will be able to fix the mistakes made today if our genarations dont screw up this world of ours beyond repair. in the grand scheme of things we are only here but a short time and those who follow us have to deal with the mistakes we make and we need to be careful of how we do things now so they will have a world to live in people kept telling me I just aint right. I never claimed to be nor did I ever want to be r
MyHotComments Back in 1989 my Dad was diagnosed with lung cancer he was 59. He had his rt lung removed. He has had problems but he is almost 20 yrs post-op with NO signs of CANCER. Now, my mom has lost wt., having SOB, & uncontrolable coughing. She went 2 have a bronchoscope & biopsy done, turned out she has a tumor in her right lung in her bronchial tube!!!! Im scared 2 death, Its hard tryin not 2 le my kids know how scared Im 4 my mom. Shes goin 2 b 73 next month, if she has 2 have radiation, chemotherapy or surgery I dont know how its going 2 affect her. My sister is very worried also, If mom gets sick whos gonna take care of our father??? Hes 77 yrs old!!! He wont b able 2 take care of out mother. My sister & I will do wat we can since we live closer than our other siblings. But Im so scared something is gonna happen 2 her. Im not ready 4 her or dad 2 b in ill health I know they r getting older but I want them 2 c my youngest daughter graduate high school!!! That is their youngest
Ozzy's Journal
I decided a long time ago to do something to make sure I never forget.... Of all the people in my life she had a HUGE Impact because we were so far apart but came so close to one another it was scary so now I go through life wishing things could have been so different but always knowing things are what they are.... IDA thank you Love!!! NAUGHTY NIGHTS Oh, the thought of me and you alone It drives me wild all night long Just the thought of the things we'd do Or the things I'd do to you Off goes the shirt, Rolling in the dirt, Skin against skin, Moaning begins Smothered in whipped cream, Like a flawless dream, The possibilities are endless, And our nights are sleepless Snap that whip a little bit harder, Because it drives me wild, And say those words, just one more time, Because you know I want you to be mine. Now it's time to move to the floor, Because it's better against the door. Just knowing it's naughty makes it good, Like time spent
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Just Stuff
I LOVE HER. I can't believe im finally here. This week has been mad busy with all the things that i didnt think about when i was planning my trip home. Sorting mail, making an eye appointment, shopping. I have another week before i start back to work, but i think ive got everything done that i need to so im looking forward to a nice relaxing next week. The weekend was awesome; not long enough but awesome. Alli and i had a great time, and even tho she called me a pig 20 times, i think she might be a little impressed that im really NOT a pig. My mom pulled me aside at brunch and whispered "That's not the same girl i talked to on the phone is it, she's so pretty and nice!!!" Yes, it's the same girl. And yes, she is; and so much more. As soon as i think about her i lose my train of thought and all i can do is smile and think of her touch. The house smells like her perfume and every day it fades a little; next time she's here im going to buy her a bottle of whatever she wears so that i
An old farmer wrote to his son in prison." This year I won't be able to plant potatoes because I can't dig the ground, I know if you were here u would help me."The son wrote: " Dad don't think of digging the ground because that's where I buried the guns "Police reads the letter and the very next day, the whole ground was dug by police looking for guns but nothing was found.The next day the son wrote again " Now plant your potatoes dad, it's the best I could do from here!!!!♥ © AP Jim Morrison TV Producer Wants Jim Morrison Pardoned Apr 10, 12:38 PM EST The Associated Press TALLAHASSEE, Fla. -- Gov. Charlie Crist is being asked to pardon the late Jim Morrison, lead singer of The Doors, 38 years after he was convicted of exposing himself during a Miami concert. Dave Diamond, a cable TV producer from Dayton, Ohio, wrote to Crist last month asking for the pardon. Diamond said the goa
Just The Way It Is
Written By Barricade (tm)
I wish I didn't have to think then I could be just like you I long to be that shallow because you never have to be this deep what is it like no to care to be so blissfully unaware I wish I could run people to ruin then I could be right where you are I long to be on top.... do you remember what it's like down here? what is it like to step on us do we feel good between your toes? I wish that I could take your place then you could feel my disgrace I long to be that lost.... it hurts to know where I am what is it like to wake up everyday and not know [where you are] and not even care to step on us all and laugh as we fall I wish I didn't have to care the greatest burden is a conscience where did you get yours removed? XxBarricadexX October 10, 2005 ------------------------- Notes: More irony. Looks like she wanted to do this to me. I know this poem wasn't written about me. But the wanting to be like this person, definitely ended up working out for her. Addit
[edit] International Toasts Bottoms Up!Argentina: "¡Arriba, abajo, al centro y adentro!" (Up, down, in the middle and inside) Australia: "Anatha raund!" Belgium: "Santé, Spasj, Ad Fundum (geraardsbergen" Brazil: "Puta que pariu" Brussels: "Schol!" Canada: "Chug Chug Chug!" Canada: What's French for toast, eh? Chile: "¡¡Salud Conchatumare!!" China: "Rice wine pussies." Croatia: "Zivjeli!" Czech: "Čŭrak!" Denmark: "Skål!"/"Bund eller bøsse!" England: "You're barred!" England: "Psshhh... Lightweights." Estonia: "May you always remember to never forget" Australia: "Yeah good one Estonia" Finland: Kippis! Finland: Hölökynkölökyn! Finland: Pohjanmaan kautta! Finland: Perseet olalle! Finland: Vittu ku on pieni tuoppi! Australia: Finland shut the @!#% up and drink your beer. France: "This is not le' wine! Sacre bleu!!!" Germany: Bier her! Greece: Yamas! Holland: "Proost!" or "Bonnie st. Claire!" Ireland: "Fuck Yeah!" Israel:
So Fa King Wot
Just sayin thanks to those of you that went outta your way yesterday to make me rethink leaving CherryTap. So, thanks.. I'm overwhelmed actually Title says it all. I'm not one to sit here and get caught up in someone elses stupidity or drama. However, with that being said, the more I witness on CT I have discovered one thing. No matter who it is, or where in the world they are, we all have something in common. We all have our fair share of drama, and/or crosses to bear. However, I've decided that regardless of what seems to occur on here, I am distancing myself from it. For those in my family list, well you, for the most part will be exceptions to the above. As for the rest, well, don't bring your dramas to me.. I won't bring mine to you.. because frankly my private life is just that, PRIVATE. Those that do repeatedly try to involve me in their melodramas will be deleted and blocked, simple as that. Enjoy. HOT COPS BUSTED LIST ! THE COPSAchilles@ CherryT
Shadows Blog
This is a song for the girl I love, and you know who you are: I'm in love with you girl 'cause you're on my mind, You're the one I think about most every time. And when you pack a smile in everything you do, Don't you understand, girl, this love is true. You're soft, succulent so sweet and thin That's kind of like a vision upon your skin. It lightens up my day, and that's oh so true. Together we're one separated we're two. To make you all mine, all mine is my desire. 'Cause you contain a quality, you that I admire. You're pretty plain and simple, you rule my world so try to understand. I'm in love girl, I'm in so love girl. I'm just in love girl, and this is true. Girl, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Yes, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. This is some sort of thing, girl, I can't explain, My emotions start up when I hear your name. Maybe your
Just Me
for my next trick,ill need a volunteer and a condom christopher's sexual nickname: "Heat-Seeking Moisture Missile" Take this quiz at The Internet cannot be displayed The Internet you are looking for is not experiencing technical difficulties, it is simply the end of the Internet. Please try the following: * Click the Refresh button , with no effect. * If you typed the page address in the Address bar, then don't worry, it is probably spelled correctly. * There is no need to check your connection settings, or click the Tools menu, or click Internet Options. Your settings probably match those provided by your local area network (LAN) administrator or Internet service provider (ISP). That really is not the problem. * If your Network Administrator has enabled it, you Microsoft Windows can examine your network and automatically discover network connection settings. That will not help either. So the link to Detect Network Settings
Enter My Broken Mind.
cherish what you have and love today because tomorrow it might decide to up and leave We begin. My hands in a bind. I feel like shit, all the time. Don't know who I am, nor who I was; Where I'm going, nor where I've been. Look, look deep into my dark eyes, and see my fire, Feel me within you, burning up your heart with lust and desire. But I can not touch you, for I am bound at the hands. No one wants this one to be free. He's far too dangerous they say, He needs to be put away. Thrown in a dark corner, and forgotten. Then all of you can be safe, Your precious world untouched and unfucked by yours truly. So everyone join in and toss me out, it's the latest trend. In a freefall that doesn't seem to end. I've never felt more at home, so kick me while I'm down. I just wanted to come into the light. I wanted to belong somewhere. No one wants to accept a bad one gone good. Seems I am stained mi amiga. Look at me now, fighting to st
I'm sexy, I'm cute! I'm popular to boot! I'm bitch-wife,!! I'm hot! I'm everything you're not! I'm pretty, I'm cool! Who am I? Just guess! Guys wanna touch my chest!!You can look but don't you suck me! Whoo! I'm major, I roar! I swear I'm not a whore! I act like I'm on speed! Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful well I don't like u either! you can visit my new page I love doctor. he has just graduated from the school of touch, and he wanna examine me, to inflame my most intimate parts. Stick out my tongue, and let him put in his big thermometer. Thanks for taking the time to stop by and see me here on my new site. I’m originally from Mexico and am a very passionate and horny person by nature.
Stuff Made For Me By My Most Awesome Friends...thank You All... I Luv Ya
Misc Blogs
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I poin t at m y crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Darn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their butts! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the darn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there ha
Random Shite, When I Can Think Of It, Lol
I find it hilarious when people, mostly Big Fat American Men, pop by my page purely to mention how gay my pictures look, lol Something you wanna share with the world guys? Obviously, this just earns them a block, a chance at me to laugh at them and a comment deletion, rofl Later my friends Be well Angel some funny fucker flagged my primary pic as NSFW!!! How? Ok I am sitting in the Bath, but all you can see is me from the waist up, I am not entirly meager in attributes, but FFS there is nothing to see except what the average guy shows on the street every summer! Opinions on a postcard... Now in a foul mood as thats the best pic I have of me that I thought I could show :/ Hi guys, before anyone gets too involved with this, its about car repairs so anyone who doesn't find it interesting may be excused, lol all values are pounds stirling (not that Euro monopoly money crap) I have had this car 3months or so, lol. A couple of weeks ago I had to have my exhaust
My M3ss3d Up Lif3 Karma?
yet again what a wonderful day to wake up too .. today ruined again yih sittin here colorizing pictures cuz why i'm bored i'm feelin a bit blue today .. meh .. i kno stupid holiday shit ahh well ima head back to bed.. for a bit . since i have to swing myself around for nights on monday later all
For Laughs
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now; The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to...'' Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat" After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room
Ramblings Of The Heart
a sad poem i found on the net about losing a friend poems say so much :( Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are blood that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically shot. You don't need me and we don't need we And that's how I think I know why These words are the o
General Blah
Use only 3 words to answer the following questions. It's harder then you think. 1. Where is your cell phone? To the left 2. Your girlfriend/boyfriend/hubby? - Battery Operated Boyfriend 3. Your hair? Long wavy blond 4. Where is your father? Colorado log cabin 5. Your favorite thing to do? host for monkeys 7. Your dreams last night? hot and steamy 8. Your favorite drink? Diet Dr. Pepper 9. Your dream car? Purple Plymouth Prowler 10. The room you're in? my living room 12. Your fears? losing loved ones 14. Who did you hang out with last night? My body pillow 15. What aren't you good at? A few things 16. Muffins? no thank you 17. One of your wish list items? Find true love 19. The last thing you did? Read this item 20. What are you wearing? my work scrubs 22. Your pet? - Calico cat Katy 23. Your computer? got a dell 24. Your life? could be better 25. Your mood? lonely, exhausted, confused 26. Missing? my sex life 27. What
Kitten Stuff
On news radio out of Dallas I heard that law enforcement just ran a conference to aid local police departments to crack down on slavery. The actually interviewed law enforcement officials who were shocked at the prevalence of slavery. How appalled they were to learn that a slave can be purchased for $90. To help police investigate slave situations, they listed warning signs that would give police officers a heads up on potential slave situations. These being high privacy fences, trash and junk strewn around the property, and a high number of people living in a single house.The big one was how so many of these slaves are used for sex, implying forced prostitution. So, Texas slaves may have local law enforcement fighting to liberate them and owners would have their doors knocked down and be carted off to jail because their fence is too tall, they did not clean up the trash that blew in over the weekend, and more than one person lives in a single house. May 10, 2007 08:40:43 PM
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New Album And New Pics!!
check it out if u want....just a couple pics cuz i was bored lol.... Check it out! i wanna start doing signs for people! if u want me to make a sign for u let me know! any special requests is ok!! so if u want me to make one for u let me know!!
Jokerz Vengence Cycle
Black Smiling Lips Dead, Whit Skin Black Diamonds Around the Eyes There's Darkness Inside It's head Jingles With Rage A Smile That does So Decieve It Laughs In the Night He Brings Terror to Others Lives Amusement that Leads to Death A Power to Make You Forget All Misery That Likes Company He's Coming For You Watch Out for the Joker There's No Escaping His Rage!!!! Hiding the Anger My Anger and Rage, It hides inside So many triggers and still itwill hide People try to find the red button todestruction, They try so hard and every button's adeduction The longer i hold it, the less it takes toburst, I'll stay strong as I can as a rule in thefirst. My Mind is a strong one, no doubt aboutthat, But the Anger continues to nibble like a hungry little rat There's tools I use to keep it at ease Tools that work wonders and make the Rage freeze A form ofmeditation that others find weird, As long as they work, fora time the rage will disappea Some day I'll fin
My Poetry
Have you ever layed down with someone...felt the warmth of your body pressed against theirs..feel the silky softness of her hair flowing against your palm as you run your hands through her hair...close your eyes and listen for her sigh of pleasure as you take the back of your hand and softly and sweetly run it over the curve of her cheeks stopping just at the corner of her warm kissable lips...feeling her body press back into you just enough to let you know she enjoys being in your arms as your hands slowly travel over the curve of her hips...every so gently rubbing her thighs....until finally she can no longer take it and must turn over to face you....feeling each other's breath on the others lips as your noses barely touch....seeing a sweet little twinkle in her eye a little glimpse of brightness that makes your heart skip a beat...studying the gorgeous curves of her face...trying to look at her in a way that makes her smile without even saying a single word...bodies naturally fittin
Risque, Sexy And Love Away Messages....
Written in pen and sealed with a kiss...with all my love i write you this...Of all the Guys i've ever met...theres only one i cant forget...and if i die before you do i'll go to heaven and wait on you...if you dont come on judgement day...i'll know you went the other way....i'll give the angels back there wings..and take the loss of all good go to hell and be with you..just to prove my loves true... One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll mi
Use Of 'N-Word' May End Porn Star's Career At the quantum level our universe can be seen as an indeterminate place, predictable in a statistical way ONLY when u employ large enough numbers. Between that universe and a relatively predictable one where the passage of a single planet can be timed to a nanosecond, other forces come into play. For the in-between universe where we find our daily lives, that which you believe IS a dominant force. Your beliefs order the unfolding of daily events. If enough of us believe, a new thing can be made to exist. Belief structure creates a filter through which chaos is stifled into order. man the thoughts i have late @ night disturb me sometimes Once again, I'm in trouble with my only friend She is papering the window panes She is putting on a smile Living in a glass house Once again, packed like frozen food Think of all the starving millions Don't talk politics and don't throw stones Your royal highnesses Well of course I'd like to si
The 50's
Danny's Coffee Shops are renamed Dennys. The 1950s Pantyhose, which give women the look of stockings without garters, garter-belts, or corsets, are introduced. By a man, no doubt. Fifties Pop History February 3, 1959. A plane crash kills singers Buddy Holly, Ritchie Valens and J.P. Richardson (The Big Bopper.)Read about the Day the Music Died The 1950s Lee Harvey Oswald announces in Moscow he will never return to US. If only he had meant it. Fifties Pop History The Nikon F 35-mm. single-lens reflex camera is introduced by Nippon Kogaku K.K. The 1950s She's here! BARBIE! Fifties Pop History U.S. supermarkets number 32,000 and account for 69 percent of all food store sales although they comprise only 11 percent of food stores. The 1950s New York's Four Seasons restaurant and The Brasserie open in the new Seagram Building. Fifties Pop History New Best Friends. Iran & US sign economic treaty. Iraq & USSR sign economic/technical treaty. Israeli Knesset agrees to weapon sal
Sun Sets
So, my mate has brought her cat to the condo. I allowed it, my mistake. The cat is female, spayed, but none the less, a pest. It sits on the edge of the tub and watches me take a shower! The cat is a sicko reincarnated. Then when I am working, she walks across the computer keys, then lays in the window and sleeps all day. I thought about just feeding the cat to a local dog, but then the Health Food Bitch would be all pissed, and I wouldn't get any tale for a month or more. So, the voyeristic cat stays. Officially, I guess I am cat sitting, cause HFB goes to work at 8:30, leaving me with the cat. Oh, did I mention that the cat is a housecat - full time. Pardon me while brush some cat hair off my pants. coments welcome dusty Got back late last night. Leaving again Wednesday. Rain - pouring rain, blowing sand, beautiful day to do nothing but get knee walking drunk. Think I will call health bitch and see if she wants to join me. later dusty Have to be up for a confe
The hands of fate have twisted again Altered the love I was to send She saw me with a different eye She waved as she left a tearful goodbye My feelings for her will go forever unseen To be hidden away like a forgotten dream She'll never know as I cloud my eyes I vow forever to keep this disguise I can never open my heart she can never see Exactly what she means to me I smile and wave as rain falls from above Now I know the meaning of unconditional love She stands alone as the wind blows around her It speaks of the unknown and sends chills to the bone The trees sway from side to side as the flowers mourn like someone died She slowly walks down the street not knowing exactly what she'll meet She was all alone and scared thinking that no one cared She longed for a different place to be A place where happiness comes so easily A place where she would rather be In her mind she'd pretend that she could only hear herself Until she heard a voice say that she can't go
Freya or Frayja, the goddess of Love and Beauty, also; fertility, war, and wealth. The daughter of Njord, and the sister of Frey. Her daughter, by her husband, Od, is named Hnoss, who it is said: "Is so beautiful that whatever is valuable and lovely is named treasure after her." Freya lived in Folkvang (battlefield) and each day chose half of the slain warriors to split with Odin. She somehow lost her husband, Od, and cried golden tears for him. Many believe Od is Odin. Norse legend tells of Freya, whose chariot was pulled by two black cats. Some versions of the tale claim they became swift black horses, possessed by the Devil. After serving Freya for 7 years, the cats were rewarded by being turned into witches, disguised as black cats. The cats also played around her ankles as a symbol of her domesticity. Freya owned the precious Brisinga-men's necklace, which she acquired by sleeping with four dwarves. She also owned a feather coat which she could use to fly between the worl
About Me
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Bucs012204's Blogs
You scored as Murderous/Scary Dark. You are "Murderous/Scary Dark".Someone either tortured you psychologically and emotionally to the point of madness,or you're just naturally fucked in the head.You might come from an abusive household,and you hate the world and just wish everyone would die. A good band for you would either be The Misfits or Cradle of Filth.Fallen68%Murderous/Scary Dark68%Elegant dark64%Naturally Dark64%What is your level of darkness?created with My familys prayers are with all who were affected by this senseless tragedy
Fluffybuns Fawts
Our Children We give them life, we hope and pray, That they`ll move on not go away. We give them love and keep them safe, Hope they`ll grow up and will behave. We listen long,we listen hard, At all the things that make them mad. We give advice, help all we can, We become their biggest supportive fan. We try our best to give it all We`re always there if they ever fall We stand behind them if they need We understand but do take heed When they grow up we watch and stare Good times, bad times, just beware Mistakes they make don`t get involved Anything! can be resolved So we lay our thoughts to rest We hope and pray we did our best Our children will grow and carry on To do the things we have`nt done Don`t interfere or make a fuss Just pray that they`ll be better than us Be thoughtful, loving, caring, kind. We`ll soon be proud and have peace of mind. © FluffyBuns 1999-2000-2001-2002 © TRUE FRIENDS WHO WE MEET ONLINE. The true friends who we
Just My Thoughts
The WreckersLeave The PiecesMusic Video Codes By Music Dixie ChicksWithout YouMusic Video Codes By Music If A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesnt want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition(or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you CAN'T "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better". You'll be mad at yourself a ye
Leaving The Land Of Cotton...
When last we left our hero, he had been "sidetracked"... So for a couple of days the routine was wake up, wash dishes, eat, and do puzzles with Hawk and Small Child. On one particularly busy afternoon, Mountain man asked if our hero could cook... "Yeah..." "Well get over here and help us out." And so Cotton went about making orders along side Small Child and Mountain Man while Hawk took a break. And so our hero became even more a part of the crew. By the end of the evening Trey came up and asked where our hero was staying. It had been a mix of stealth camping and the Place. Mountain Man invited him to come and stay with the rest of the guys at his cabin. This was a welcome invitation, as our hero was overstaying the limits at the Place and didn't want to wear out his welcome... So they had a few beers, and Cotton gathered up his gear. After a few days, the cash reserves had dwindled down. But with a magical piece of plastic all would be better, no? The machine beeped
Bealzes Historical Entries - March 2007
(Originally posted on March 20, 2007)For the past few weeks, the other programmer and I were trying to find a problem in some code created by Putz Boy.  Yesterday, Idiot Boss told me to contact Putz Boy to get his help with the problem.  The Old Graphics Guy (who now works with Putz Boy) said that PB looked dumbfounded at the request.Anyway, Putz Boy said he'd help... for $150 an hour.Fortunately, the SysAdmin here found the problem.  What's really good about that is (a) PB hates SA with a passion and (b) the problem was created in the first place by PB so he could extort money from this company (at least accoring to New Graphics Guy, who talked to PB about it last year).So I got to send a message to B, statng that his mortal enemy found buggy code and the problem was fixed, so we didn't need his help after all.Old Graphics Guy said that Putz Boy was PISSED!Life is good...tag: Putz Boy, Idiot Boss, careers, work, revenge-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas! (Originally posted on Mar
Poetry Written For Me
MORE THAN A FRIEND Roses that glooms Light that shines Bliss You bring show That you are more than a friend My eye has seen for real A splendid queen like you Your hair is dark like coal Your love is your goal The ray in your eyes show She is more than a friend The sun will worship The moon will adore The star twinkle to celebrate Even your marvelous smile show That you are more than a friend Comely birds sing for praise Tender wind convey your message Mountain water fall portray your beauty Even felicity of today shows You are more than a friend your the light that brightens my day love alot taz check him out ladies he writes beautifully xoxo she came into my life like a speeding arrow she struck my heart at full speed, I fell before I realized anything I was on the ground crawling on hands and knees I fell hard for her it became a moment of clarity and a moment of confusion she took my breath away that is when I knew
My Blog!
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I arrived in Mayport Florida in June 1987. My ship was at sea on that day but would be coming in the next day. They put me in a work detail to get the shore power cables ready then we had to get in our dress uniforms to be crowd control. About an hour before the ship came in, I could see it on the horizon, just a blip. Wives and girlfriends started showing up. Back then there was no such thing as terrorism, so we had no pier access issues, but there were hundreds of them and only a dozen of us. Later that summer, we deployed for a 6 week north atlantic exercise with Navies of other countries. We went across the arctic circle and were off the coast of Norway in the Fjords. When sailors cross the arctic circle, they obtain the designation of "Blue Nose". Even the ship gets the designation. The Bull Ensign painted the ships Bullnose blue and it stays painted blue. Quite a sight, I'll never forget. On our way back, we stopped at Portsmouth England, and I went with a friend o
Ramblings Of The Restless Mind
It is within those darker moments that we dig for that treasure we secretly long for forcing hands to penetrate the soil we walk upon during every day lives, clawing at each stone that poses a barrier between that what we live and what we crave, digging until our fingers bleed and the scars that remain can no longer be hidden. Finding nothing but a hand stretching in mercy steadying our restless souls embracing the us that we lost along the way.. Can I reach out and run my finger down your spine as you lay on your belly with your eyes closed breathing in the soothing smell of incense? Can I press a kiss just in between your shoulder blades and taste the slight salty flavor of the sweat resting in beads on your skin? Can I lay down next to you, tightly against you while your steady breathing and soft moans of contentment sing in my ears long after you fall asleep? Can I breathe in the scent of you The sweet smell of your cologn
Poems / Lymerics
There was a young lady named Alice, Who used dynamite for a phallus, They found her vagina, In North Carolina, Her arsehole in Buckingham Palace. There once was a young man from Brighton, Who said to a young lass, "You're a tight'un!" She said, "Listen, Hon, You're in the wrong one. There's plenty of room in the right one." There was a young woman named Melanie, Who was asked by a man, "Do you sell any?" She replied, "No siree, I give it away for free. To sell it, dear sir, is a felony.
i just had an encounter on here..... got a message in my shoutbox from a newbie who had a pic with 4 chicks in it an they asked me to tell them what i like about each one of them from left to right (bangablebody) was the name so i'm thinking they already had high opinions of themselves,they didn't even say hi, hey, or nothing, so when i said i didn't have time to play games they called me boring and proceeded to down rate the hell out of my pics which is fine by me cause this isn't gonna make or break me one way or the other....damn it would have been easier to stroke their egos, lol ....where ever they are i hope they get what they're looking for come holla at ur boy...i just started a lounge cause some people take this shit too seriously ok FU Friends, i need help. my comuter is sik and in need of a serious ram memory upgrade, ok, i know i can get some but what i need to know is how do i install it after i get it......i would hate to buy it and rub it all over my monitor trying to
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day for
Inside The Mind Of Rae
Close your eyes, come on close them, now take a deep breathe, hold it there for 30 seconds. Don't open your eyes yet. Smell the air? Soak up the aromas around you. Do you smell the fresh day ahead of you? Do you smell the newness of it all? Now let your mind let go of those old, stale thoughts of yesterday, the last few hours, the last few minutes and let in the the new, fresh thoughts of NOW. Don't go back to what was, let it go and move ahead w/a freshness of starting this very second NOW. Hold onto it, don't let it go. Take the bad w/the good, use it to grow within yourself. Take what you need to nourish the growth of yourself internally, but discard what is not nourishing you. Throw out the trash thoughts, talk, motives, and actions. Each day gives us an opportunity to start over and let go of the dirt, rubble and burnt ashes left on our souls, hearts and minds. Dust yourself off and go again for the gusto. Do not give up or let others discourage you. Hold
Hedging In On The Over-30 Crowd...
A Quick Introduction, then back to the killing April 11th 2007 02:53 I don't know how many blogs I've gone through with dissatisfaction. Which is not the fault of any blogging spot. After a certain point, I began to heavily censor myself. While it is always going to generally be my ramblings on one thing or another, I figured I needed to keep away anything that really got in my mind. Usually because its effects could disrupt others in my life. And I still have that concern, but I also feel like I am stifling myself in order to be the good boy. And, so, instead any frustrations get carried out in other manners and my interest in doing any almost-substantial writing also lags. Which is dissatisfying even more. So, I stumbled in here. It'd be nice to make some money, but for the most part I just wanted a concrete place where I can ramble. I will post opinions, views, information that may be of interest to others (and I will throw up an appropriate title when these posts come along),
To those who really are my friends, I am no longer a part of DLS. Thanks for all you have done for me. Just to set the record straight......... I have been away taking care of my dad who has cancer and not able to be there for my sets. I was told by the Co-Owner that I am being put on the "Fill In" DJ list. I found out later that evening that my Mods were taken away from me. This morning when I signed in to Fubar I found out that I was no longer a STAFF member. If this is how they want to treat loyal members, then I dont want any part of it so I unsubscribed and will no longer be there. Good luck to all who are there. Why do people have to "pretend" to be someone they aren't? Say what you mean and MEAN what you SAY. Don't play stupid games with other's feelings & emotions. If I screw up then I say it outloud and believe me I do from time to time. If you can't be real, honest, kind and caring then stay the hell away because I dont have time for the petty crap and games.
My Life
when u look up at the stars, and close your eyes that warm gental breeze lets you know that you are alive. its always the things u can not see, that gives you hope and makes you belive you see that single leaf twirling and swirling so careless and free. gliding thought the air as it has no where to be. this is the moment in your life, that lets you see this is how life works and its your time to figure out who you are suppost to be. when you feel as if you are lost and all alone, just close your eyes and let the wind guide you home. home as in the one place that makes you feel nothing could go wrong, the one place that always makes you feel loved and it always plays your favorite song. the place you always feel that warm gental breeze, and insteadly your mind is at ease. it make take a day, weeks,even years but you have got to take the time to learn who you truely are and your pourpose in life. and at that moment you will find your one true mr. or mrs. right so the next tie
Stuff About Me!!
This is a letter from Violent J. So please read and repost for all the other los and lettes to read. From Violent J JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 in psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each o
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Clocks in Heaven! > >> > >>> A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the > >>>Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, > >>>"What are all those clocks? > >>> > >>>St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a > >>>Lie-Clock. Every time you lie the hands on your clock will move." > >>> > >>>"Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that?" > >>> > >>>"That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating > >>>that she never told a lie." > >>> > >>>"Incredible," said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" > >>> > >>>St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have > >>>moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire life > >>> > >>>"Where's Hillary Clinton's clock?" asked the man. > >>> > >>>"Hillary's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling > >>>fan." Weight Loss Program For Men A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb
Dear Addiction, How are you old friend,enemy,Lover,hater- all the above.It's been awhile since I've been graced,or should I say disgraced with your cunning,baffling,powerful presence.You had me fooled through so many tears.I wish I could relieve all those years,but since I won't even try. Now I know life is worth living and don't wish to die anymore. You lose,I'm in control and have a real good hold.You know there are a few things I have to say now that I'm stronger,bolder and badder.I'm not going under cause Bang, He came to me like thunder,MY HIGHER that is and this time I walk away forever-Thats all I have to say. Don't bother waiting for me because after I shut the door there's no turning back,like I've done before.I'm His child now,hard to the core.My only prayer is for all those Hearts your still going to break.But me and my FRIENDS the ones you have no more- we will be waiting to catch the ones that fall from your grasp. So take this and do what you will.. I'll never be the one
Solemn Stuff
Can a man envision, what he's never seen. When all he's been is dirty, can he dream of clean. When his arms have never held a woman tight, can he think of someone with whom he gets it right Never in his memory has he shared a kiss, would his lips then faulter when he meets his miss I've lived a life some sheltered, never ventured far, into streets akilter, odd doors left ajar. But my eyes are open, and my mind is keen, some day to learn something, of things I've never seen. Do you need a student, would you teach me true, then we might reverse it, and then I could teach you. Carl 5/23/2007 Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on
Odds And Ends
Some come here to shit and stink, Others come here to sit and think, But I come here to rest my balls and write this bullshit on the walls And those who read these words of wit find themselves in this cyber pit drawn to this graffitti stall masturbating with utmost gall and so they knock knock they do you have to flush and leave this zoo. “The more arguments you win, the less friends you will have” Stand close,the next man may be barefoot.
Its All The Same
Too many things to think about while I sit here alone. Then the subject shifts...Oh there it is again... that love thing that everyone keeps talking about. What is it anyway? Does anyone really know what to say or think about it? I mean really. what is it about that word/action that makes ppl wanna kill for it? Why do i find myself wanting it so bad? Ugh... ppl may read this and think that i am some other emotional bitch seeking attention. If you took a walk in my shoes even for half a mile then you would understand!   What is it that makes a 4 letter word, so irreseistable to ppl to crave? Who doesnt really want to feel a heart beat against thiers? Now, in todays world its more like a "fuck n chuck" .... women are whores (not all of course) and men are players (same).... emotions have become a game or a toy to ppl to just play with then break when its no longer fun to them... they dont care who they hurt as long as they are happy, no one else matters.......... the crow said it right
My First Blog
I haven't had a real vacation in a year and a half (a delightful weekend trip to Orlando after a week of 56 hours of overtime doesn't count--that's like, 1 day of hazy staggering around after flying nearly 5,000 miles). I have 4 weeks to use in the next 7 months, so I'll start with this week! I'm going to drive to Fairbanks (it's always much hotter there in the summer) and spend a night here and then I'm going to drive another 60 miles from there to see a place I have never seen before and then I'm returning home to do some housework and laze about and plan how I'll burn off the other three weeks. I can *highly* recommend both Canada and Alaska as nice places to visit in the summertime! I know diddly about HTML, CSS, ASP, PHP and all that stuff. Okay, well next to diddly. I managed to create a track though, after trying unsuccessfully for an hour. I put a version into MP3 and a version into SWF I don't know how
Collective Thoughts
STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN Although I have never met you face to face we have such a very special bond.... These things are our hopes, our dreams, and our hearts that will forever go on. We both know the hurt and the pain of missing that special someone we once had here with us to love.... And I know now the two of them must be watching down on our friendship from above. There comes a time when God calls his children home and for what purpose of time we may never know.... But I know God intended for us to meet and to help each other to grow. Comforting words of friendship are spoken as I read your every line.... I never knew another person who I had so much in common with and your life sounds so much like mine. A long hard path ahead of us is now what the two of us must roam.... But I know one day we will see them again when God decides to also carry us home. And if I were to come to the end of my lives path and reach 'The Stairway To Heaven' before
My Past Lives
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale a tale of a fateful trip, that started from this tropic port, aboard this tiny ship. The mate was a mighty sailin' man, the Skipper brave and sure, five passengers set sail that day, for a three hour tour, a three hour tour. The weather started getting rough, the tiny ship was tossed. If not for the courage of the fearless crew the Minnow would be lost. The Minnow would be lost. The ship aground on the shore of this uncharted desert isle with Gilligan, the Skipper too. A millionaire and his wife, a movie star, the proffessor and Mary Ann, here on Gilligan's Isle. (Ending verse) So this is the tale of our castaways, there here for a long long time. They'll have to make the best of things, it's an uphill climb. The first mate and his Skipper too will do their very best, to make the others comf'terble in their tropic island nest. No phone ,no lights, no motor car, not a single luxury like Robinson Crusoe i
love whut is it is it a life time of to find it or is it a life time to make it is thir such thing as love at frist kiss or is it a lost hope of those who are wirting for it to find them or is it for those who go out and make it work please let me know whut you think Photo By M. Known by his troops in World War II as "The Soldier's General" because of his care of and compassion for those soldiers under his command. He graduated from West Point, just missing service in World War I. At the outset of World War II he was a training officer and felt he would miss involvement in another World War until he was assigned to the European Theater. There he served for a period under General George S. Patton, Jr., prior to taking command of the United States Army Group, the largest single command ever held by an American general officer. In 1950 he was promoted to 5-star General-of-the-Army rank, served as Army Chief of Staff and Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. He also served as
Contests For Friends And Family
I have a very good friend in a Mother's Day contest. Please go show her some help -- and make your self some points -- by voting on her pic. Her entry is located here: Thanks folks!! Technically not a contest, but this is best place to announce this. My Canadian friend Her World decided to start a Canadian fan train. Go check her out at: 'hêr wðrlÐ'®@ fubar Her brand new Fan train blog can be found at: The train's for Canadians (and one Cajun Yoda that made wrong turn and ended up helping out ROFL) No time limit on this one. My friend from North Carolina needs help hitting her goal. Help out, my friends!!
My Life
Like grandpa to a child Who pulls a quarter from the ear Placed gently in the palm A child’s fears held mild   Who pulls a quarter from the ear Strangers found me in the wild A child’s fears held mild To ease the sting of tears   Strangers found me in the wild Gave my life a subtle calm
Can't U See My Pain?
what makes 100%? What does it mean to give More than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 1 5 16 1 7 18 19 20 2 1 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20=103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7=118% So, one can conclude with mathemati
This Is Who I Am
Today I kneel before you bound, by the strongest bonds, the bonds of love. Look down upon this gril and know in your heart of hearts... You are loved more deeply than words can express. You are worshiped by a girl who sees You not only as her lover, but her Master and her best friend. You are adored by the eyes that have seen Your soul. And that a gift has been given to you... This slave kneels before You humbled, to give you the most precious gift she has to give...the gift of her total and complete submission.... Mind, body, soul, and spirit. All that I am I give to you freely. For all that I am was meant for you and only you. So, as your humble slave I ask you now... Will You accept my gifts and make me your's? to have and to hold, to protect and love, and to teach and punish so that I may grow to be more perfectly your's. The love of a slave girl is the deepest and most profound love that any woman can give a man. Love makes a woman a man
For All Troops
Things To Ponder
God determines who walks into your's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go." Just up the road from my home is a field with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or walking nearby, you will notice the eyes of one horse - - - and that he is blind. His owner chose not to have him put down, and instead has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. When nearby - - be still and listen and you will hear the sound of a bell. Look around for the source of the sound and you will see that it comes from a smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell that lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. If you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. Each evening, whe
Shit Government Dont Want You To Know
May 12, 2007, 12:31AM Senators to work overtime on immigration compromise By NICOLE GAOUETTE Los Angeles Times TOOLS Email Get section feed Print Subscribe NOW Comments Recommend WASHINGTON — In a last-ditch attempt to avoid a bipartisan stalemate on immigration reform, senators plan to negotiate through the weekend to try to forge a long-elusive compromise. The negotiators are working against a Wednesday deadline set by Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid, D-Nev., for a vote that will determine whether the Senate will begin debate on immigration or not. With House leaders insisting that senators must take the lead on the controversial issue, the Senate's failure to move forward next week could derail hopes of overhauling the nation's immigration laws at all this year. The weekend talks come after two months of intense negotiations involving a bipartisan group of senators and two Cabinet secretaries that still have not yielded a compromise. To push both sides tow
Copy Righted Poems I Have Done
Your eyes calls to me yet i don't want to follow your something i don't understand yet i need you scared to follow your pull unable to resist knowing i will forever be lost in you knowing i will never find my way out. your eyes still calls to me not knowing why for being in the real world you would never look at me twice. but in this world i sleep in you call to me feeling your heart beat feeling you next to me not wanting to come back to this realm i live in when i am awake. in this darkness this realm we are together but not in the other. why do your eyes call to me when we can never be. but dream of you and the taste of your love,you essence, your blood,your soul i call to you but do you hear me calling to you as i hear you call to me . the eyes is the window to the soul maybe just in the dark realm i sleep in will are souls ever be . so i am laying down to go to where we can be wait for me and w
Lair Of The Grey Witch
A dozen women you might find But none like me A dozen hearts you might bind But none like mine I am the wolf in the fold My name is written in tomes of old I am the shadow across your wall I am the chill beneath your shawl I am the myth you want to believe I am the spectre that will never leave I am the reason you fear the dark I am the arrow that hits its mark I am faclcon feasting in the tree I am the wail of the bainsidhe I am the tingling in your blood I am the unforgiving flood So court me if you will If you think you are deserving But take care not to betray me Else your head on a platter I'll be serving Jherik suddenly heard the locks to his cell door click open and raised his head to see Grimaldi walk in, flanked by two guardsmen. The look on Grimaldi's face was that of arrogant satisfaction as Jherik stood glaring at the man responsible for his imprisonment. "I trust you find your accomod
Most days the first thing I do on Cherry Tap is read through the blogs. But, alas I can not reach some of them for one reason or another. I have a list of my friends and such on my homepage so I know those ones I can read if they are posted. but I meet new people through the blogs so I was wondering why can't there be a little note under each blog heading to say iff rrestricted or not? I don't think that is too much to request. It would really be kool to have it on the same list as the blog post list. DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? > > Death is certain, but the Bible speaks about > untimely death! > Make a personal reflection about this..... > Very interesting, read until the end..... > It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): > "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for > whatsoever a man soweth, > that shall he also reap. > > Here are some men and women who mocked God : > > John Lennon (Singer): > Some years before, during his interview with an > American Magazine, he
Fucking Boring Sidney!!!
Why do i close myself off to the world??? It only makes things worse... I need to go to bed, I'm too fucking drunk to make sense... Dear lord, getting into that straight vodka drinking game with the mad Arab was a bad idea. I feel like a semi parked on my back... somebody entertain me!!!
Ok This Star Did What???
Tim McGrawTim McGraw was absolutely stuffed after a dinner at Vaticano near Toronto ... and he proved it to photogs outside his hotel. Tim and wife Faith Hill dined with country crony Reba McEntire for three hours -- and the father of three was feeling pretty darn perky afterward -- unveiling his belly for passersby and paparazzi. Make it four? Just to see you smile. NOW I SAW THIS PIC TODAY ON A COUPLE OF BLOGS. THIS ONE HAS ME LMAO. IS MISS B PACKING???????????? LOL. OK THIS IS TOO MUCH & LIKE WHO TOOK THIS PIC? & LIKE WHY AM I POSTING IT????? I DON'T KNOW BUT I THINK EVERYONE WILL EITHER LAUGH OR GET OFF ON IT. LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK. THIS COCO DIVA IN THE HOUSE Posted Jun 4th 2007 1:16PM by TMZ Staff Filed under: Celebrity Justice TMZ has learned that actor Shemar Moore was arrested early Friday morning on suspicion of DUI in Los Angeles. According to the CHP arrest report obtained by TMZ, the former "Young and the Restless" star was pulled over afte
Just Me
this site sucks....i send out messages to people and they are too good or rude to respond..i dont need this site...bye THOUGHTS OF A TEEN…… Hey welcome to my site!!!!! I don't know what to tell you about me so just ask me! I'm A Mother Fuckin Princess pretty much ne where i go i always am looking for hott guys to talk to...umm and i dont no what else there is to no Crunk: To be crazy and Drunk at the same time. Remeber its not rape if you like it! yelp thats me!!! dis be me..aint much but its me Where Reality is only a Smokey Dream... THANKS FOR THE SMILE U HAVE PUT UPON MY FACE "It STILL gives me butterflyzz." The outside of a horse is very good for the inside of any person! Aha lette til i die got my hatchet raized high! so yea haha If it's got to end, then let it end in flames... Live Life Like There Is No Tomorrow... Do As You Plez And Have No Regrets!!! don't call me obsessed when i'm only scared of losing the best thing that's ever happened to me. i love
Dealing With My
Who am i? I am no one I sit looking at you..gazing from afar You do not know me..But i know who you are why is it you want to be what you are not Reading lifes script while losing the plot Where did I go wrong where did I fall? Would You notice me if i was someone else? what would i have to do to make you see me? nothing of course it just wasn't to be The blade licks my skin, kissing slowly sinking in, My blood flows out like water on dirt Trying to cope without feeling the hurt Surrounded by all feeling all alone My Mind is my shelter my only home I hate my thoughts I hate myself Stuck with me and no one else Why do I think you would care? I talk to myself and even I am not there tears run down as they break free Who Am i? I Am Nobody Thanks to all who check out my page and send me notes or comments on my writing I appreciate it...LOL I am needy.. Plus it is nice to know people read that stuff... To any who care I am pleased to let everyone know Another one o
Fourth of July, and i am at work. Thus far, it's been a weird day. Slept through my alarm - again - and woke up with Wonka sleeping under my blanket with his head on a pillow. What a goofy dog. i'm sniffly today, stupid allergies, and i require explosions. But i think i'm going to settle for massive cleaning when i get home. Yar. i just don't have time for everything... work, the house, the pets, socializing.. Something has to give. That, or i need more hours every day. 6 more would be dandy! i also thought my ipod was breaking, but... now its fine. Just needed to be turned off then on again. Weirdo electronics. i just saw childbirth in a movie, and came dangerously close to throwing up. That is not beautiful. =/ Hungry. i think it might be lunch time. Yesterday was a nightmare from start to finish.. and finish came very late, around 3am, thanks to more plumbing issues. i want something good to happen. i also want to stop being so confused about people. And! i
Just My Thoughts
Why does it seem so damned hard to earn enough point to make a new level in a decent manner of time. Shouldn't higher levels get a few more points for stash items or ratings? Just my thoughts..... I want to end my life sometimes. I have a severely broken heart and find no reprieve for it. I never thought that being denied love would hurt so damned much. I have kids. They are all that keep me here on this land. But they are not with me, so I sometimes wonder if it is worth it to even stay. They may be hurt if I was gone, but their father loves them. Daughter is with my folks and in college. She is ok. Is a guy worth giving my life for? Can he really be so strong an influence on a person to make me want to take my life? Is he that important? What should I feel like this? Why should I allow him so deep into my soul that I continue to hurt this bad? I cry so much and feel that I will never get over this. He used me for all I would give. He was honest enough to tell
This Is For My Daddy
Daddy, I Love You Daddy, I love you For all that you do. I'll kiss you and hug you 'Cause you love me, too. You feed me and need me To teach you to play. So smile 'cause I love you On this Father's Day. The Holy River VideoThe Holy River lyrics - Prince lyricsPrince Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
Sunrise Or Sunset While In The Saddle
When u close ur eyes to go to sleep ,and u feel the wind softly touch u...that will be me kissing ur cheek...When u get that warm cozy feeling ...that will be me putting my arms around u ...but since i'm not there at this moment ...I'm sending my Guardian Angel to keep u safe from harm,and to hold u safe ...until I get there For my true friends ...guys this aint about u .Recently my life has changed some will say for the better , some will say for the worse, at the moment I just don't know what to say or think. Let me explain. In my world friends will b there no matter what ,no matter when or where. Everyone that really knows me ...knows that i'll do all that's in my power to help anyone that i can . Much to my dismay some of my true friends r changing colors on me ...and even some of my best friends r doing the same . If u consider someone a best friend or even a true friend ...make sure to tell them every day ...or u will end up with just a bunch of ... ¢¾ JANUARY = BIG W
Went to a rave in Portland where Rabbit in the Moon were performing. Yay for E'd out ravers!
Xxx Stories By Dolly Disaster
Thinking about and getting aroused and turned on by what others fear...I think about going on a date with a really nice, handsome guy.. Having a great time, having some drinks, having some laughs, flirting.. and then, just when I think we are going home, he needs to stop home. I wait in the living room as he makes a phone call.. All of a sudden I feel him behind me.. his hand covers my mouth from behind and he shoves me into his bedroom.. He lays on top of me, spreading my les apart with his knees.. He can feel me struggling underneath him, trying to get away.. My heart beating so fast.. He tells me what a tease Ive been all night.. Before I know it, I can hear his pants fall to the floor and his fingers tear into my pussy.. Pushing them so fucking deep inside me.. One then two then three and four fingers deep.. his hand moving to my neck, gripping around my throat enough to make me nervous.. As soon as i feel him squeese a little harder I feel his HUHE thick cock push into my tight pu
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Rick Xx6 Mother F'n Blog!
"a makeshift sex aid constructed from a Toilet Duck bottle, a piece of wood and a latex glove" What a crafty son of a bitch! This guy is very serious about whackin it. I mean he builds things from whats available in his immediate surroundings & then..well...he fucks them. And he carries a "masturbation bag"! I have to admit..pretty impressive. I like the way he doesn't say what he did with the vacuum cleaner. It adds mystery. Nice. A MAN who broke into his neighbour's home west of Brisbane and used her vacuum cleaner and a detergent bottle as sex aids has avoided jail. Jamie Thomas Lacey, 27, was high on LSD and amphetamines when he broke into the house at Millmerran in September 2004. He pleaded guilty today in the Brisbane District Court to burglary and wilful damage. The court was told his neighbour returned home on September 29 to find her bathroom in a total state of disarray. Crown prosecutor Julie Aylward told the court pornographic magazines and cloth
Life? If That's What It's Called
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1] If I'm eating at a fast food/casual place, I like sittin where I can see the road 2] I wear size 10 shoes 3] I play guitar, just not very well 4] I love the feel of new socks so I'm always buying more and more 5] I'm a huggy bitch when I drink 6] I'm a sucker for a girl with a pierced belly button and/or lip 7] I fall asleep within 10 minutes of getting on a plane 8] I'm most comfortable in basketball shorts and no shirt 9] One of my goals is to drink an entire gallon of Tampico fruit punch 10] I won on the first lottery ticket I bought Tagged! Andrea Mary Danii Brandi Sin ...and its sha
A guy walks into a bar, sits down, and asks, 'Bartender, got any specials today?' Bartender answers, 'Yes, as a matter of fact we have a new drink, invented by a gynecologist patron of ours. It's a mix of Pabst Blue Ribbon Beer and Smirnoff Vodka.' The guy asks, 'Good grief, what do you call that?' The bartender replied, 'It's a 'Pabst Smir'' One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and then the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopp
My Poems
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be
Hello Cherry Tappers
ok here it goes , this is stalkers daughter im on here as sammim, i just wanted dads friends to know that he past away on thursday afternoon, im on his page to let everyone know what happened to him , if u ?'s please ask me or africanqueen62 we will be glad to talk to , thank you for taking time to read this blog ok , im made thru the openheart sugery and doin alot better today , i get to go home on monday , im walking good and feeling alot better , very sore . but who wouldnt be after that , send me luv , just updating everyone hi there ,im back for round two , i just got out of the hospital AGAIN , i had another heart attack but im dooing good , im ready to get back to life again , so come by and rate fan me and ill do the same
Ozzy-black Rain
Ramblings Of A Damaged Soul
to all my friends, thank you for your comments. i have not been on much lately due to my recent move. my internet service will be back on tomorrow, so i will again be sailing the waves of debauchery. for those that thought that i did something stupid, worry not, because i am alive and well, and will soon be back on track (a little financially crippled, but hey). so.........just a little heads up. Easton Everett McPherson died yesterday afternoon. he was my unborn son. he died of natural causes, i am told, and i must believe that. i dare not think of the other possibility. i miss him already. and i never got to meet him, face to face. go in peace, my son. your grandmother awaits you. in my on going search for personal insight, i occasionally find hints and clues to who i am. no i haven't figured it out yet. but the journey to self awareness is never a clear path. i often meet people that either influence me, or piss me off, yet interject new information or raise more questions.
tears fall upon my face shame fills my insides to make a mistake and let you go kills me im slowly dying i realize now ill never love another like i love you i never had a dream come true until you walked into my life and i dont want to say goodbye so ill pretend that i moved on but secretly you'll always be my baby i dont think i could love another it just wouldnt be the same they wouldnt be u my heart screams ur name in pain i feel like half my heart is missin you were my missing piece to my heart and now ill never feel whole again cause of a stupid mistake i made and now i cant go back so ill go on livin with pain and regret remembering you as the one i fucked up with the one who had my heart the one i wanted to marry the one i wanted to start a family and now that will never be so all i can do now is beg for mercy for one last chance and hope and pray for the best for all its worth im sry well lets see my family is like poor now.....we hav
When times are hard and at their worst When you feel as if you’re going to burst You feel as if things can only get worse You want to lay down and give in You have the desire to quit, let the struggle all end. You feel there is no end to your pain and strife. You want to take the easy way out and end your life. What do you do to win the fight? Between you and yourself, death and life? Nothing, until you decide to win the fight. For if you give up, you lose the fight. You will surely lose your life. So no matter how hard the struggle becomes, Keep up the fight, find the strength to go on. It will get better, somewhere down the road. You’ll find a way to lighten your load. The sun will rise, the sun will set. Don’t give up the struggle just yet. You’ll be a better person for you’ll have defeated the doubt. You’ll live to learn what life is all about. In the end it will all be worthwhile. You don’t believe me now but soon you shall. As has often bee
My Rambles
I'm just so fucking tired of feeling like I don't matter. It's so not fair. It's really not!! I try and try and try and still get kicked in the face & treated like shit. WHY? I don't understand it! I'm reallllllllllllllllly hating guys!! I HATE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH! I'm tired of getting hurt. I can't take it anymore! =( I'm going to become this bitch just like I was before I met Brent. I'm turning back into that mean, hateful, don't give a fuck about you, bitch that I was before I came across Brent. Want to blame anyone?? BLAME the stupid mother fucking guys that constantly treat me like I don't matter. I'm sick of it!!!!!!!!!!!! So today I've decided to stop taking his call. I'm tired of him being mean, & I'm tired of his games. How long will I keep doing this... I have no idea. But for now he gets no answer. It's best for me. I'm tired of stressing all the time and being sad from his stupid ass. He's supposed to be there for me, but instead he's mean as fuck every time we talk. T
Flowers In The Swamp
since becoming a member on ct i have found that often times it reminds me of a swamp. a dark swamp. cold,wet with creatures lurking deep in the shadows watching you. sometimes i find my self walking through the dark swamps of ct. pulling myself through the binding mud trying to make it to some dry land to rest a bit. i look around and see only tall slooping weeds. and hear the sounds of the pervs in the distince howling like wolves lusting for the next meal. sometimes i stop and ask my self why i walked into this swamp, why i left a dry path to venture into a dark place with nothing good. then i see a flower. a small flower all by itself cuddled in the midst of all the weeds. it is lovely! grand in all its being. comforting to my eyes. it reminds me there is light in the swamp, there can be a flower in the weeds. i stop and take a deep breath and hold my gaze upon this flower before moving on. and i find myself full of strength again ready to move on through the swamp. i dont
~~memories Of A Darker Life~~
~Believe~ Category: Writing and Poetry I spread my wings you were sposed to let me fly not steal the magick powder from my wings watching me spiral to the ground and die. You stand for the trial from my Mother Gaia her Luna Moth held within her palm the proof of your transgression. You thought because it was night and you hidden in shadows she wouldn't miss me. "I am the night, I am the light. What good is it to you this magick of wings? A magick you scarce know of let alone believe. Why is it you, human feel no worth for life but your own? As you are my children so are the other life forms surrounding you. I give freely to you and endure your thoughtless abuses. When a star falls from the sky do you not know the earth trembles? The sky weeps...for one is lost. Beauty is not in the multitude of the stars or trees or flowers or fairies... but what each one contributes to the whole and THAT is magick." And so within the hand of Gaia from the tea
Sweet Ladybug Thoughts!!
Tracy's Blogs
Too often we don't realize what we have until it is gone; Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong" Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts; And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds; And then it's usually too late to see what made us blind So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you; Take that time to say the words before your time is through Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot ~SUMMARY OF LIFE~ ...from 3 different views... GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hol
Just Things!
Ok, I am here on CT almost every night and I go to the bulletins to check out what is going on and what do I see. Something about if you are a racist remove yourself from my list well guess what I did remove myself from a person's list because I am an american and my historical heritage is Irish and German and you don't see me cry assing about crap like the Mexicans do and yes you heard me RIGHT I SAID MEXICANS. They come over here illegally from mexico and expect us to kiss their ass by making our kids learn their language when their kids should be learning ENGLISH because that is our language in the US. Now if any of you don't like what I am saying to bad I have the right to speak how I feel and what I feel also. Yes, I am wiccan so what I don't push what I practice down anyone's throat so why in the hell should they be allowed to push their crap down my kids or my familys throat??? I see it like this if you are going to come over here you must learn our language and our law
I can honestly say that joining cherry tap was the best thing I have done. I have made some true friends on here people who don't judge you for the way you look but for who you are. The frinds I have made here have show me what true frindship really is thanks to all my friends here I love each and everyone of you and thank you all for being my friends!! My life in whole hasn't been the greatest. With that said I have no regrets really. I have a great life know, When I was younger all I dreamed of was having the perfect life and being happy. In the begining it was I married a guy had kids and everything was great until my husband cheated on me and in many ways become very abusive towards me. I have since divorced him and i am in the procces of moving on.I owe my family a great big thank you!! If it wasn't for them standing by me I don't know where I would be at this point in my life. My mother and Father have always told me there is nothing I can't accomplish and because of them I am th
Daily Grind
I love coming across odd little bits of info. Now I will share here instead of in my stash. For those of you that haven't heard yet.. and actually care about me, Two nights ago I fell asleep with a candle burning and it set my bed on fire. Within moments the whole room was engulfed in flames. My daughter heard me scream and grabbed the dog and threwher out the window. Then grabbed her brother and made sure that he got out of the window and then dove out of the window. She then ran back around the house to make sure that my parents were awake and that they made it out of the house. (I lived with my parents to help take care of my father since he had a stroke.) The room was so filled with smoke that while I was trying to put out the fire I didnt see that the kids made it out the window. Fearing that my children were still in the roomn ..I attempted to pull the blankets back off the burning bed to make certain that they were alive. In doing so I received sec
Fading love Is compared to Losing your name In your memory All good and bad Times are turned Into distant memories Toughness cant even Over come this feeling to make the fading light brighten back to its full capacity It takes two to brighten the flame of love and nurturing for eachother Cannot light a fire without a spark With one and not the other Times fade out of your memory never to be relinquished again Darkness fades Light appears Over the horizon Bring color to All gods creations Lack of sun Makes all seem black With no light at all This world would be The gloomiest place To wander for eternity
What's Up With Me...long Version!!!
I am so blown away by the many wonderful people that I have met here! I want to say THANK YOU! Why? Because so many of you have been impacted by what is happening in my've opted to sign the back of your driver's license as an organ donor...THAT'S A BIG DEAL! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! Please know that there are HUNDREDS of people waiting for a heart, kidneys, lungs, corneas, and everything in between...even skin grafts (burn victims)! Your thoughtfulness will help MANY people! GOD BLESS EACH ONE OF YOU! I LOVE YOU! MMMUAH BABY!!! Hi y'all! An update on the progress of my heart transplant... Mom drove me to my appointment with the cardiologists at the transplant center in Dallas, today...we were chatty cathies all the way there! We had a good ole mommy/daughter time! In case I hadn't shared with CT Scan of July 8th came back BEAUTY-FULL and all my innerds look good (sorry took so long to update that)! As of July 12th it is officially OFFICI
Accept - Balls To The Wall Album Lyrics (1983)
Late at night in the park I saw them slipping in the dark For heaven's sake what's going on It's like someone is here Gotta follow now Like being in a trance for me There's silence here More than all the noise Spurting in the dark head over heels Overheated heart head over heels Treating it so hard the spurting feels Everyday, everynight Spurting in the dark head over heels Overheated heart head over heels Treating it so hard the spurting feels Oh yeah Down on my knees, God help me please Gotta know who's out in the dark I've stopped my breath, can feel the hands Could hear the sound of people making love I surrender right now I've to be touched, I feel so much Spurting in the dark head over heels Overheated heart head over heels Treating it so hard the spurting feels Everyday, everynight Spurting in the dark head over heels Overheated heart head over heels Treating it so hard the spurting feels Everyday, everynight Spurting in the dark head over heels Ov
Okay, I made a mumm of something I really wanted opinions about, and some of the garbage that got left in the comments. Some people here are truly jerks. A few days or weeks ago, someone had a mumm about female circumsion and all of the comments made were to the tune of .... well that is their culture so sure it is fine. As an aside in my mumm, which was about Maggie who can not go out and play anymore because of the new bird feeder next door, and who has been declawed, and I get all this shit about how mean that is. It is okay for humans to be mutilated but to declaw a cat is morally wrong. Some of the people here have brains about the size of peas I think. I doubt that any of them would read this, but it makes me wonder why in the world I am here. I joined so Jaded could get some points ... maybe it is better if I don't get too attached to it if that is the caliber of people here. Or I could just not bother with mumms ... hmmm. What else is there to do? Not much on just snooping at
Bully's N Banners
ROCKIN RIGHT NOW IN See the Crazie Side Of The Crazie Crunchie! (repost of original by 'DJCRAZIECRUNCHIE~ ¢¾ Splendids Man ¢¾ Co-Owner Fantasia' on '2007-06-22 17:27:33') JUS CLICK THE BANNER AND UR THERE!!!
No Love Connection
I am deleting all Ct'ers from Cali.....:) If you eyes are that sensitive STAY THE FU** off my page, hows that? HAVE A GREAT DAY :) Do ya love me for my boobs or just myself?
Poem I Wrote
What is it with women that act like you're not good enough but claim there isn't a good man left? Think that may be why? Who knows... Just kinda wondering if ppl constantly search for the impossible, cause a great catch just doesn't seem to cut it. Now me personally, I think I 'm a great catch but not to the female species I guess. But it can go both ways (such as men lookin for a prettier woman or something) but I'm not into dudes, period. I just hate that you look for someone, tell you they're not looking or interested in anyone then a week later plastering every where they love this person they had no interest in all of a sudden. Coincedence? Not likely. Claiming to look for a good person but yet you throw us good people in the crowds of bad people and think we're the same cause we're the same gender. Not cool, and nothing gets solved that way. Couldn't hurt to get to know someone before you start slappin labels on people. I notice how some women say "I want someone that loves
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Nsfw Story - Pretty Hot!
Imagine I'm looking at the little dimples on either side of the base of your spine. How perfect and symmetrical and incredibly sexy. The little dip in the center of your back, which shows the outline of your backbone, rises vertically. Your blonde hair hides your graceful neck, but your bare shoulders are arched backwards, causing your shoulder blades to compress into the middle of your back, creating a small canyon of shadow. I notice the freckles on your fair skin and think how wonderfully they complement blonde hair. The round curves of your perfectly formed ass hover four inches above my stomach. I can see and feel my erect cock disappearing into the wet folds of your cunt. Your legs have straddled me and your feet are on the floor. I’m slumped on the couch, with my feet resting on the floor, knees at a 90-degree angle, making a rock-hard table of my stomach. You are slowly rising and falling, impaling yourself on my manhood. The muscles of your legs extend and inv
The 712 Blog
Flaunt It If You Got It! I am looking to make a "Best Of Fu-Booty(s)" Video/picture Montage. I want to show off what you Fu-Booties got! If you are interested in haveing your beautiful Fu-Booty featured in my collection Pelase submit a picture of your "Fu-Booty" to me. Not all pics submitted will make it into the video. Pics can be marked "NSFW", but need to be clean and the goods need to be covored. All photos will be handled in a professional manner and used only for the video to be displayed for Fubar, after the video is made all photos will be deleted from my comp. If you are looking for some Fubar exposure, I think this is a great way to do it. Let me know asap so we can this ball rolling. Brought to you by: The Seven And 12 Bringing Sexy Back Contest Has Started Vote For The Hot Bodies NOW!!! Person who brings the most sexy back with the most comments wins!!! The Contestants are: Kristan Smith
To All My Friends
hey everyone! i know, i know....haven't been on in a long ass time! but computer crashed and it took awhile to get a new one. alot has happened. I'm a grandma two times over now! i adore my lil men! grant and his wife have 2 sons, shawn and alex. shawn is 16 mo. and alex is 4 days old! Shareena graduated high school, and is getting ready to go to college. dahlia made the cheerleading squad for her 8th grade year. they are keeping me busy as hell! hope to hear from you all soon. much love and bright blessings
My Boring Day
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92% Faerie75% Mermaid75% WereWolf58% Dragon42% Demon17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with You scored as Paladin, The paladin is a divine warrior, relying on his god and his might sword, he is ready to crush evil and to help others.Paladin75% Bard
Food Recipes
LEMON SORBET: 1/3 cup lemon zest - you'll need 3 to 5 additional lemons 1 cup strained fresh lemon juice - from lemons used for cups 1 1/2 cups sugar 1 1/2 cups water In a medium saucepan over medium heat, combine sugar and water until sugar dissolves. Add lemon zest. Stir until mixture comes to a boil; boil 2 minute. Remove from heat, cool, and strain. Pour cooled mixture into a shallow container, cover, and freeze overnight. Ice Cream Maker - Transfer mixture to ice cream maker, process according to manufacturer's instructions. Freezer Method - Pour into container, cover, and place mixture in the freezer. When it is semi-solid, mash it up with a fork and refreeze again. When frozen, place in a food processor or blender and process until smooth. Cover and refreeze until serving time. NOTE: Can be prepared 3 days in advance. Cover and keep frozen. Makes 8 servings. High Tea Lemon Cookies 2 cups butter, room temperature* 2/3 cup powdered sugar 1 teaspoon grat
Just Random Stupid Blog Shit
You Should Get An All Over Tattoo Outrageous and funky Because you should never have to choose just one tattoo What Tattoo Should You Get? Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dalai Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura? You Would Be a Pet Bird You're intelligent and witty, yet surprisingly low maintenance. You charm people easily, and they usually love you a lot more than you love them. You resent anyone who tries to own or control you. You refuse to be fenced in. Why you would make a great pet: You're very smart and entertaining Why you would make a bad pet: You're not interested in being anyone's pet! What you would love about being a b
My Poetic Works...comment Please =)
My Demise A coolness runs thru me, I feel their presence. I take a deep breath and pace on. It's rather dark and I'm alone. I hear someone behind me, turn to look. Nothing there. I fasten my pace. A soft breath in my ear says, "It's your turn." Chill bumbs cover my body. I run! "Never!", I yell. The demons appear in front of me, I stop. One steps towards me and says, "It's your turn." I lok upon them with dismay. Could this be it? I'm done? The demon points out to me and steps closer, finger still extended. I close my eyes in hopes this is only a dream. Open them, he's closer now, still stanced. They all are, all of them! one finger extended towards me Suddenly he's inches away as he touches my face. I fall to my knees and sigh for the last time. Alissa D. Cooper October 18, 2007 Your soul is so beautiful, beyond mesmerizing. I love your smile, so hypnotizing. You connect my soul like no other. You make me breathless, I could smother. Of al
ah...blogs. i deleted my myspace.... kinda miss it. i uploaded like a milliondy pics. fun fun. im bored. i want to run away. beer is kinda gross... and im sick of sitting at home im going to run away again... because im good at it. i went bowling last night and i pretty much broke my hand.... okay it was just my nail but my hand kinda hurts. and i did laundry. i was looking at old pictures today... WEIRD!!!! okay thats enough pictures.... so i didn't go to work today.... my first day back and i called in. i lack motivation or something. i don't know. WIERDDDDDDDDDDDDD i get all excited about going back and then... i just call in. im so amazing. i guess ill sit here another day then work tomorrow? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im scared to go back. people are going to ask me wierd questions. like... where have you been? and then i wont know what to say.... i need a nap.
From His Throne
Is prayer your steering wheel or your spare tire? What have I to fear if everything is guided and sustained by God? GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU... > > Everything that you think is going wrong in your > life today shall be well with you this year. > > You have been destined to make it and you shall > surely achieve all your goals this year. > > For the remaining months of this year (2007), > all your agonies will be diverted and victory and > prosperity will be incoming in abundance. > > Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, > sorrows, and pains because HE that sits on the > throne > has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships > and given you JOY. He will never let you down. > > I knocked at heaven's door this morning and God > asked me... 'My child! What can I do for you?' > > And I said, "Father, please protect and bless > the person reading this message"... Â > > God smiled and answered... 'Request granted'. > > If you believe this me
Shans Bits...
So alone Deep inside myself I'm crying I'm screaming and no one can hear But who would listen if they could anyway? Sometimes I feel I'm breaking Sometimes I'm not sure I'm whole Sometimes I realise I'm cold But who's gonna warm me now I'm too broken to be fixed So take a deep breath Catch your breath before it slips away Hold onto it, treasure it People will take it from you if they can The worlds cruel It'll destroy you if you fall So you're walking with your head down What is it your thinking? That if you get far away enough You'll leave everything else behind But it follows you A haunting shadow You can't leave the past Not if you're scared of the future Are you scared? To be alone? To feel? To hurt? Aren't we all dying a little inside? The rain starts falling Now no one can see you cry Not that they looked before It's starting to hurt inside The broken pieces scar your skin So drown in all your sorrow Let it wash the pain away There i
Slave To The Quill And Ink
Alone, I fit inside the glass before me. The poison, the liquid numbing me. The room closes in or perhaps I am getting bigger. Bigger than the cancerous pain that grows within my very marrow. The poison giving me the impression that I am able to overcome and feel love again or for the first time... whichever the case may be. The rusted edges of this blade writhe against my flesh and through tear streaked eyes I wonder if the rust is rust or blood from the last encounter. The poison leaks out of me... razor blade love the only love I have access denied to everything else. Why am I sitting here telling you? Who else would I tell? Should I be angry that you intrude on my thoughts or grateful that you care enough to read? Or perhaps I should just laugh and drink and cut to wake up to the lonely bleeding heart I have become. ~Kory~ 6/20/07 Aren't you just fucking Precious full of yourself and full of shit. Aren't you just fucking Charming th
Hidden Under Perfection
Oh what dreams do conspire? Where were lost in the muck and mire, Lost soul turn to each other in search of sanctuary, Only to find that it houses the advisory, Lost in love, never knowing the truth Kidding all reminisce of its proof, Searching, searching, searching, but never finding, Because from it we are always running, Dreams disguise the pain inside, Wrapped in fantasy that our minds devise, Why do we run from what we seek? Is it fear or because we’re weak? Or is it that our souls can’t bare the thought of edan, Which lies just there? Peace, happiness, joy and bliss We’ll never know just what we miss. One day when we are in heaven will Look down on all the earth and wonder Why we do what we do to ourselves, And realize that chasing a dream stole or reality... Seasons and times come and go. sheding light on the truths of life, not many know why things are the way they are only that life places a song in ones heart, songs differ from peron to person, some
For Death + Bbg + Bro And All The Military Come Home Safe
Courage my Soul, now learn to wield The weight of thine immortal Shield. Close on thy Head thy Helmet bright. Ballance thy Sword against the Fight. See where an Army, strong as fair, With silken Banners spreads the air. Now, if thou bee'st that thing Divine, In this day's Combat let it shine: And shew that Nature wants an Art To conquer one resolved Heart. The vast tract of the parched and sandy waste Now teems with countless rills and shady woods, Corn-fields and pastures and white cottages; And where the startled wilderness did hear A savage conqueror stained in kindred blood, Hymmng his victory, or the milder snake Crushing the bones of some frail antelope Within his brazen folds the dewy lawn, Offering sweet incense to the sunrise, smiles To see a babe before his mother's door, Share with the green and golden basilisk That comes to lick his feet, his morning's meal. The smile of iceboxes annihilates me. Such blue currents in the veins of my lo
Music Reviews
Well strike me as surprised. This band I haven't really heard anything out of here in the states, however for you Bam Magera fans, you know this band pretty well. Fram what I can gather this band was formed in Finland in 1995 H.I.M. stands for (His Infernal Majesty.) The band has reached success in Europe, however I have not heard anything from them here in the states. As formentioned, There is a ton of H.I.M. stuff out there. The thing that makes me remember them the most is the heartogram, which Bam showed in many episodes. It would appear that there is more songs out there then what I thought. As I looked them up on, and got a lot of vidz for them. Some of which are in my stash. However, out of the 10 or so songs I listened to, Killing Loneliness was the one that I liked. I don't know why, this song is...well....I assume that it talks about losing a love. I'm not really sure what it's talking about, I haven't had time to listen to it over and over and ana

ARE YOU HAPPY? If you're in a relationship; are you happy with your man (or woman). If you're single; are you happy with yourself and your life. Can a man/woman who considers themself to be celibant (no penetration) but enjoys receiving oral sex, still be considered celibant? Have you ever like someone so much then you thought it was the wrong thing to do?
well ill try this here, i tried posting a mumm asking anyone who doesnt want comments made on their profiles to let me know, but for some reason it was removed. so, if you dont want me to make comments on ur profile, plz let me know and i wont. thanx and have a great day everyone!!! :) SHES GOT LESS THAN 148,000 LETS GET HER LEVELED PLEASE.. :D CAN YOU COME AND RATE THIS PIC FOR HER PLEASE, SHE ALWAYS HELPS PEOPLE AND ID LIKE TO TRY TO HELP HER. ITS A BOMBING CONTEST, BUT ALL IM ASKING, IF YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO BOMB, COULD YOU JUST RATE THE PIC??? THANK YOU!!! XOXOXOX
Only Jersey people can understand this. A girl says to her date, "You're in for a real treat. I've been told that I have a body like New Jersey." So, her date grabs her waist and asks, "What's this?" She replies "Middlesex." He grabs her butt and asks "what's this?" She replies,"Freehold." Then he grabs her breast and asks "what's this?" She replies,"Point Pleasant." Finally, he reaches between her thighs and says, "I guess this is Cherry Hill?" "No", she replies, "That's Eatontown." The guy gets so excited that he pulls down his pants and says, "Welcome to Wildwood!" Gotta love New Jersey! Repost this if your from NJ
never say " i love you" if you really don‘t care never talk about feelings if they really arent there never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart never say your going to if you dont plan to start never look into my eyes if all you do is lie never say hi if you really mean good–bye if you really mean forever say you will try never say forever cuz forever makes me cry I KNEW YOU LOVED ME, I FELT THAT YOU DID, I WAS HURT, BECAUSE YOU WERE MY BEST FREIND, I TOLD EVERYONE YOU WERE MY ONLY ONE, I SAW US, I KNOW YOU DID TO, BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME ONCE I WAS EVERYTHING TO YOU, YOU HURT ME SO BAD IT‘S HARD TO TALK TO YOU, WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE THEY ONLY THING I WANNA DO IS KISS YOU, I WOULDENT CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL, I WOULDENT BECAUSE I KNOW YOU FEEL THE SAME IN MANY WAY‘S, THE PROBLEM IS YOUR WITH SOMONE, I KNOW IF YOU WASENT YOU WOULD BE HOLDING MY HAND‘S, YOU WOULD TELL ME EVERYDAY YOU WERE SORRY AND NEVER WANT TO HURT ME AGAIN, AT LEAST THAT‘S WHAT I
What I Want
It's all about unconditional love... What we all want... Today... this goes out to my gf... Kylie, Casino Barbie, Tantrums Desire, whatever your name is on Tap - I love you flaws and all and hope your love does too... xoxoxo I'm a train wreck in the morning I'm a bitch in the afternoon Every now and then without warning I can be really mean towards you I'm a puzzle yes indeed Ever-complex in every way And all the pieces aren't even in the box And yet, you see the picture clear as day I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all And that's why I love you And that's why I love you And that's why I love I neglect you when I'm working When I need attention I tend to nag I'm a host of imperfection And you see past all that I'm a peasant by some standards But in your eyes I'm a queen You see potential in all my flaws And that's exactly what I need I don't know why you love me And that's wh
I Had A Dream!!!
Riddle me this. Riddle me that??? i would like to know where you've been. not there to see me through all my sins. not happy with me till the end. and you said that you were my freind. you told me that you would be there. you said that you'd always care. with everything we would share. that you wouldnt go anywhere. you said one day id see, how together we would be. forever happy and free. you got me to belive. why did you go away. never again to play. remember when you would say, you would be with me night and day. now what am i supposed to do. now that i dont have you. i guess that i always new, that one thing would always be true. one day you would have to leave. one day i would have to greive. one day i would have to see. how much you meant to me. and so now that day has come. days like this, there will be more than one. and though theres nothing i can do, this day will always be for me and you. WOULD YOU SAY TH
Bulletins I Made
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The last few weeks I have been having terrible nightmares which is nothing new to me, yet these are different in many ways. A normal nightmare for me I usually will wake screaming or hyper ventilating in cold sweats and mussel spasms. Sometimes I can remember what I dreamed others I don’t, I have awoken from some nightmares and things I dreamed were so troubling to me that its like my brain will just shut down and it will take me hours to get myself together. The ones that I have had these last two to three weeks are a lot different, one of the reasons is they don’t wake me and I have them in repeating cycles. Something’s are real people and places I know others are just symbols but they are all woven together in some kind of surreal drama that is impossible but also makes perfect sense. In one of these dreams I see my now five year old daughter older like around eleven or twelve being raped by this purple skinned demon. That alone is enough to drive any parent mad and for the last
Ambers Blogs copy that and go to the site then vote for bamber please I need all the votes I can get . It doesnt matter how much Eric works we are behind and have some issues.I dont want to work but I am going to this way I can help out with bills and so we have some extra money.I just wish things were better. So today I got up went to my cousins baby shower and got to see my family and they all got to see my little boy.I am so happy that he is getting big.Cant wait till he crawling.I love my little boy.Eric was at home cause I didnt know what time I would be back and didnt want him late for work.He got to play his games and enjoy so quiet time.That hass been my day. If yall read this fan me or add me as a friend I want some more friends.
Wanna say everybody have a good weekend. Think about one ever says "It´s only a game" when his team is winning. Money can´t buy happiness, but somehow it is more more confortable to cry in a Corvette than on a bicycle.
Funny Games I Found
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Angelo's Corner
This is what happened: A few weeks ago i met a girl. Very nice, blonde with green eyes. She is 22. We met in a paradoxical way, at the gay parade. I was there with some of my cousin's friends whose are gay. We had fun, a lot of fun, more than i expected. In the meanwhile we were drinking beer, of course. We kept drinking for about 3 hours. Honestly i was a little tipsy. Then i met this girl, she was the nephew of one of the friends. Being tipsy is not so bad as it may seems, because it wipe away all your shyness. We started talking, (i was talking an unexpected fluent english!!! lol) then at the end of the parade we went into a bar. There, a Margarita gave us the coup de grace. We walked into a club (a gay club!!but that day there were people of any orientation). Everybody was dancing. The place was very dark, enlightened by flash lights and the music was very loud. Premise: i hadnt been dancing by years. But we were there, so i started dancing in a goofy way. It took me only fe
Things Of The Goddess
"The Goddess and God are equal; neither is higher or more deserving of respect. Though some Wiccans focus their rituals toward the Goddess and seem to forget the God entirely, this is a reaction to centuries of stifling patriarchal religion, and the loss of acknowledgement of the feminine aspect of divinity. Religion based entirely on feminine energy, however, is as unbalanced and unnatural as one totally masculine in focus. The ideal is a perfect balance of the two. The Goddess and God are equal, complementary." Taken from "Wicca A Guide For The Solitary Practitioner" by Scott Cunningham I like this statement because I am seeking balance in my life. It seems I have always been searching for balance. Blessed Winter Solstice to all!!! In Light & Love, Paulette It is easy to walk a right path when others around you do so. It is far harder to walk a good path when others around you fail and flounder through the wilderness or walk down darksome twisted
True American
A woman was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, She received a call from the doctor's office to tell her that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. She had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so she didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, she like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time she wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, she rushed upstairs, threw off her pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave herself a quick wash in that area to make sure she was at least presentable. she threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to her appointment. She was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when she was called in. Knowing the procedure, as I'm sure we all do, she hoppe
Stop This Ride..i'm Gonna Puke!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 Disgruntled once again Today seemed to be the day of ranting in my world. What started off strange even in my slumber seemed to roll painstakingly into place upon my awaking. Every little thing seemed to keep me on the edge I was balancing so unsteadily upon. Is there an exclamation to not being into the mushy love that oozes out of peoples pores on Valentine's day? For Christmas that would be "bah humbug" so what is the exclamation for Valentine's day? Whatever it may be, it definitely needs to be added to my vocabulary stat. I am sure that I'm not alone on this feeling, thus explaining the sign of a local bar advertising the celebration of their Anti-Valentine's day party on February 14th. It's an excuse to muster up some stale emotions that have been sitting in the corner collecting dust inside your heart. I say get out the Swiffer, and rid yourself of those emotions with one steady movement. Should this day be the neutral day to feign
Why Not
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... Give me your number? kiss me? let me kis
Introduction To The Beasts
Turbocharged Suzuki Hayabusa Pulls a wheelie in 1st gear@ 60 mph. changes gears 3 times while in the wheelie and drops the front back down @ 140 mph. Pegs it out at 220 mph but you can see the tachometer still pulling....probably topped out@ 240mph Suzuki Hayabusa 1300 GSXR Pulls a wheelie in 1st gear@ 60 mph. changes gears 3 times while in the wheelie and drops the front back down @ 140 mph. Pegs it out at 220 mph but you can see the tachometer still pulling....probably topped out@ 240mph 500hp Turbocharged 1300cc Suzuki Hayabusa GSXR
Anything And Everything
I have a secret crush on one guy who's on here. but he might know who he is. I just met him and i got the feeling something very good gonna happen...Sorry if i bore you ppl out but i need to write it down cause i want too. SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. If we already have would you have sex with me again? 7. What would you like to do to me? 8. Would we have sex in the shower with me? 9. How often do you think about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Where is your fantasy place to have sex? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you masturbate? 20. Do you think of me while you masturbate
Wouldn't It Be Nice
Truth or Dare Poem from Diablos Den Wet is a goddess in her own right She is the bomb of salutes and daring the den Luving and Lively wet will be With saultry eyes and heavenly DD's. My ode to wet love and hugzzz Tigereyes Written by honey for me and millerman THESE ARE SOME GOOD PEOPLE NEEDIN HELP ON A CONTEST I MENTIONED ONCE I NEEDED HELP ON MY CONTEST AND BOTH CAME AND BOMBED ME. EVEN THOUGH THERE BEHIND ON THERE OWN CONTEST THANK YOU MILLER AND TIGER FOR BEING SO UNSELFISH UNLIKE SOME OTHERS ON HERE THAT I KNOW HOPEFULL ULL GET SOME HELP FROM THIS *Just click the link Thank you so much You scored as Ture Love, You love truly. You care about your love more than even yourself. You want them to be happy no matter what. If your love feels the same for you, you are in for the perfect relationship.
No Fun !
Ive seen you in the mirror When the story began And I fell in love with you I love yer mortal sin Yer brains are locked away But I love your company I only ever leave you when you got no money I got no emotions for anybody else You better understand Im in love with my self My beautiful self A no feelings a no feelings A no feelings For anybody else Hello and goodbye in a run around sue You follow me around like a pretty pot of glue I kick you in the head you got nothing to say Get out of the way cos I gotta get away You never realise I take the piss out of you You come up and see me and Ill beat you black and blue Okay Ill send you away I got no feelings a no feelings No feelings for anybody else Exept for my self my beautiful self dear There aint no moonlight after midnight I see you stupid people out looking for delight Well Im so happy Im feeling so fine Im watching all the rubbish youre wasting my time I look around your house and theres nothing t
You're my angel in disguise You read my soul with your eyes Your spirit has entered my heart And it's my hope we never part For you are so special to me, Without you, my heart would weep bitterly. You're my angel in disguise Your love comforts my cries At night you guide me through the strife And it is for that, my dear angel, I owe you my life. May our friendship last forever; May I sail upon your sea. May we go through life together; May there always be a "we." May I be your endless sky; May you breathe my gentle air. May you never wonder why Each time you look for me, I'm there. May we be for each a smile Like the warm, life-giving sun; Yet when we're in pain awhile, May our suffering be one. May we share our special days, The happiness of one for two; And if we must go separate ways, Let my love remain with you
General Stuff
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hot sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? hey wondering if theres any good clubs tonight in the southern cali area I just found out that I've lost two friends in Iraq and another two might not make it....please say a special prayer for them and their family please.
July 10th, 2009 by Leila Gray ( -- While applauding findings that an Easter Island compound extends the lives of middle-aged mice, University of Washington longevity researchers caution that healthy people shouldn't start taking the drug in the hopes of extending their own life spans -- at least not yet.   UW scientists Dr. Matt Kaeberlein, assistant professor of pathology, and Dr. Brian Kennedy, associate professor of biochemistry, study factors that control aging. They were asked by Nature to write a commentary on a paper published in the July 9 issue showing that dietary supplementation with rapamycin increases the life span of mice. They observed that, until recently, compounds that slow the hands of time were in the realm of science fiction, but with this finding may be closer to reality. "The possibility that such compounds might exist, and might perhaps even be within reach," they wrote, "has gained scientific credibility." Their News & Views editorial, "Age
My 10 mile bike ride is tomorrow. This year I was able to raise over $1,900 dollars for the Lance Armstrong Foundation. Many of the people I talk to on here either donated or reposted my bulletins for me so I cannot thank you enough. It shows the strength and the wide reaching affects of this cancer epidemic in America when people that I have never even met are willing to donate their own hard earned dollars to support my efforts. I picked up my racing packet today and next to the sign in sheets were racing placards that you wear. The options were "In Honor Of" "In Support Of" or "I am A Survivor" and I picked up the one for survivor. In 2 weeks it will be 2 years since I was diagnosed. 1 year and 11 months this week since the surgery that saved my life. 2 years, feels like yesterday and forever ago at the same time. My friend asked me why I'm doing this with everything else that is going on in my life right now. As soon as I get done tomorrow I have to move up to Pen
Rants And Raves
A couple weeks ago my neighbor decided to move away from his home. Upon leaving, my family and I both noticed cats stranded in the house that he had moved from. Three cats to be exact. We gave it some time to see if the previous owner would return to get his animals. No such luck. As the days got longer and the heat got worse we started to fear for the animals because of not seeing them in the window until about 2 days ago. Peering out our kitchen window that happens to look straight into the neighbors window we seen another cat. What did I do? I tried getting a-hold of the Dog Warden. Tried several times to reach him, but not luck until we talked to someone that knew the warden personally. He showed up at the house today to inspect. Together we seen 3 cats in the house just by peeking through the window. He was unable to do much help today. Instead he put a notice on the door and said he will return tomorrow to see if the notice is still there.. From there he will be locating t
Can I really be so strong As to love without holding back Boundless and free To love without fear Give away my whole heart Trust you to be its protector That’s a lot of responsibility To put upon one person To me it sounds crazy Yet this is what you expect of me I need to trust you I want to trust you Not to leave me here alone in my love Take my heart and never break it I want you to always be here beside me To hold me close Whisper sweet words into my ear Premises of faith and devotion Unto me and only me I will love you forever Never shall I sway in my vows of love I will surrender to you my very soul My very last breath of life will be in love for you So long as you take care of my heart I will give my life to you slave needs.... Master please... Look into this girls heart. Listen beyond the silence and hear it call out to You. Take her beyond the realm of herself. Show her what You desire. Lift her high by placing her at Your fe
Happy Tree Friends Lol
Smoke And Firezz
I've been gone for a little over a week. Returning tonight I see the mumms are still NOT mumms but everyones getting away with it. SO I have to ask myself this....are the haters gone or lurking? Are the Bouncers gone or lurking? Does Fubar really care even? I think they need to rename that section of the Fu features to fubar free for all. I have read 10 mumms and not one was actually making up any ones mind...most were whats your opinion questions and wastes of time to even bother reading. Where are they all? I don't have alot of time to spend on Fubar but I wonder, all ive ever seen is about the 50,000 or so online and where are they at? The lounges are usually always mostly empty , the mummers are almost all new Fus or well new to me...alot of the mummers I enjoyed seem to have vanished. The scroll of member across the top of the page seems to scroll the same members all the time. Am I just always in the wrong place or on at the wrong time? I've been in and out all day....I come read
A guy decides he'd like to have a pet and goes to a pet shop. After looking around he spots a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says out loud, "Geez, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" The parrot answers the guy's question, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot." "Ha, ha," the guy laughs. "It sounded like this parrot actually understood what I said and answered me." "I understood every word," says the parrot. "I am a highly intelligent, thoroughly educated bird." "Oh, yeah?" the guy asks. "Then answer this: how do you hang on to your perch without any feet?" "Well," the parrot says, "this is a little embarrassing, but since you asked I'll tell you. I wrap my little parrot penis around this wooden bar, kind of like a little hook. You can't see it cause of my feathers." "Wow," says the guy, "you really can understand and answer, can't you?" "Of course. I speak both Spanish and English. I can converse with reasonable competence on almo
What A Girl Really Means
When I run away from you, follow me. When I pout my lips, kiss me. When I kick, hug me tight. When I call you crazy, I'm crazy about you. When I am silent, I'm thinking of how to say I love you. When I ignore you, I want all of your attention. When I pull away, grab me by the waist & tell me you'll never let me go. When you see me in my sweats, tell me I'm beautiful. When I scream at you, whisper "I love you" in my ear. When you see me walking, sneak up behind me & rest my head on your shoulder. If I don't call you, I'm waiting by the phone for your call. When I'm scared, hold me by the waist. When I look like something's the matter, kiss me & say everything will be alright. While I hold your hands, play with my fingers. This is what a girl really means! I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always t
My Poems
The tears that well up in my eyes, burn like fire, it seems that time has come, to take another step in life, To prepare myself for the enevitable? Time is runing short, and so is my patience, what do i do? i am so confused, i feel sick to my stomach, i cant tell if in the good way or bad, time will tell me soon, weather i am ready or not, if change happens there is nothing i can do, but addapte, its the enevitable that scares me, so as the tears that burn, down my cheeks, i notice they, equal all the questons make. someone tell me its ok So empty and alone, Solitude strikes again, Siting alone at night, Wondering will it be alright?, Contemplating for my sake!, When will I awake?, Someone help me before I quake!, For The Man Of The Shadow's has his take, I don't want it but I have no choice! Why must we all live lies? In the end we try to strighten things out Why. its to late. We always wait till the last moment to try an sav
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul, It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole. I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day, What is to come, to my dismay. As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression. I assure myself everything is ok! But who am I fooling? Then I burst into a spirit of rage. I have questions, and there are answers. But I'm afraid and much too weak, When I try to explain, I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek. But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right, But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight. I feel intimidated sometimes by others, But as I said "This is how I feel" The pain in me is very real. I lose control, my thought go wild, and here I am only a child. If only you knew what I thought, If only you knew what I fought. I need my thoughts held captive. Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal and you'll help
How I Feel At This Fucking Moument In Time
why is it that even though im surrounded by friends i still feel so alone? A group of alumni, all highly established in their respective careers, got together for a visit with their old university professor. The conversation soon turned to complaints about the endless stress of work and life in general.... Offering his guests coffee, the professor went into the kitchen and soon returned with a large pot of coffee and an eclectic assortment of cups: porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal - some plain, some expensive, some quite exquisite. Quietly he told them to help themselves to some fresh coffee. When each of his former students had a cup of coffee in hand, the old professor quietly cleared his throat and began to patiently address the small gathering. . . ''You may have noticed that all of the nicer looking cups were taken up first, leaving behind the plainer and cheaper ones. While it is only natural for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is actually the source o
Men & Their Games
1. Lack of intimacy. This doesn’t always have to be in the form of sex. It can be a decline of touching, cuddling, holding hands or kissing. 2. He cheated on his old girlfriends. If you can talk to some of his old girlfriends, by all means, do it. However, make sure to ask his ex-girlfriends in a kind and calm manner so they do not become defensive. A cheating boyfriend will usually repeat their behavior with their next girlfriend. 3. He avoids you. A big sign of a cheating boyfriend is when he makes up all sorts of excuses as to why he can’t be with you because he’s spending time with his “other” girlfriend. If he has to work late, stay after school, is always with his friend’s or co-workers more than usual, these could be the excuses your boyfriend is using to cover up his cheating ways. 4. He never answers his cell phone around you. A way to tell if your boyfriend is cheating is if he always turns his ringer off around you or walks out of hearing distance from you. These a
Ann's Blogs
Ok, thats a story I just found on yahoo. It was cute,so I thought I share it here for the ones who missed it. It came from Reuters btw. Chocoholic squirrel steals treats from shop Thu Aug 2, 10:44 AM ET A Finnish squirrel with a sweet tooth heads to a Finnish grocery shop at least twice a day to steal "Kinder Surprise" chocolate-shelled eggs. "I named it the Kinder-squirrel, after the treats. It always goes after them, other sweets do not seem to interest it as much," the manager of the store in Jyvaskyla, central Finland, told Reuters. The confectionary, which is intended for children, has a toy inside. "It removes the foil carefully, eats the chocolate and leaves the store with the toy," Irene Lindroos said. Unfortunately, the bushy-tailed thief does not clean up after itself, but leaves the wrappers behind, she added. Squirrels have a well deserved reputation for being clever and adaptable animals. Many a home owner has seen the small rodents raiding thei
Why The Hell Do They Do This?
" the more i know men, the more i love my dog! Dogs are loyal and trust worthy!" wanda sykes ->nida: and you have no idea how much of a woman i really wont even get a sniff of me.....done . footsweepe...: you have no idea what a winner i am, no clue footsweepe...: im fukn 25, 27 year olds, doesnt matter, they are legal dude ->nida: fuck you idiot....i am not a dude and you are a child begging for tits for a kid that cout be your own child.........loser. footsweepe...: people love to look at car wrecks too lol footsweepe...: wasnt begging, you just want to think so footsweepe...: you know a boyfriend would be too much to ask for footsweepe...: no wonder you are looking for a lover footsweepe...: I am milked dry footsweepe...: i saw so much 27yr old tits and ass last night footsweepe...: especially from a girl who could be a dude ->nida: at 44 even on your birthday you shouldnt be begging to see tits and ass. ->nida: rochester ny....western ny footswe
Naughty Or Nice... Lol
It was the night before their lunch date. She couldn't sleep but wouldn't call him tonight. She was to be dressed and ready precisely at noon. She painted her nails and laid out her outfit before laying down.Thoughts of him occupied all her thoughts even as she slept.She woke up to the buzz of her alarm clock pulling her right out of a dream.Turning the water on she grabs the hairbrush as the tub fills.She slips out of her nightie then lowers herself into the hot water.Washing and conditioning her hair followed by shaving then washing her body.She toweled off, then used her favorite toiletries before slipping her bra and panties on.After eating a light breakfast she felt groggy so she laid down for a bit.She drifted off and forgot to reset her alarm just in case.He knocks on her door and she doesn't answer.He grins thinking she's teasing him so he uses her spare key.He walks in and sees no sign of her.Walking to her bedroom he smells her perfume.The door is open and he stops dead in tr
New Story
The next two day’s went by in a blur I though my self into finding out all I could…which was not more then what they want you to know. Jack was not in class and we where told he would be out for a week or so. I was happy for that. I was not ready to see him yet. To say he had not hurt me would be to lie. He had hurt me but I had to lock that away and push forward. We (the young one’s) where told to meet at the gathering temple at 8am Saturday morning to help set up. The main room was a large round room with a large alter in the center of the room. Candles were being placed around the alter and a make shift bed was being set up. I was told that we would be setting in the back and would just be watching. At no time where we to speak, And we where to be robed and to stay robed. We would be able to join in on the party after. After we done setting up I was tired from the early morning wake up’s and late nights and wanted to nap before everything got started. I woke up around 8pm and g
I Dunno Why
he has my heart but it feels like we'r worlds apart, so far away, but when onlne 2gether feels so close, hes love is like a vok of lightin hits me so hard but runs throught me like a grental warm vab, fillin me up in side, he, takes away my pain, he takes away my sadness, he lighten up my day, he lifs my sprit up high, hes like a drug, i just can not deny, hes my talk, hes my love, hes really my one and only guy and i hope everyday i see him come online. Writing and Poetry when i have no one to turn to and i am feeling kinda of low when there is no one to talk to and nowthere i want to go, i seach deep inside my heart my angels are there even though we are miles apart a smile than appears upon my face and the sun begins to shine, i hear a voice, so soft and sweet saything everything will be just fine' it may seem that i am alone but i am never by myself at all. whenever i need my angels near, all i have to do is call. an angel's love is always true on that you ca
I Think Ur The Father...
*Dear Wife:* *I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw.* *Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. whatever the case, I'm gone.* *Your EX-Husband* *P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!* *Dear Ex-Husband -* *Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for se
From The Desk Of..........
Ok so there's someone who's been on my mind non-stop for the past week/month. I mean literally 24/7. I eat, sleep, breath this person. Does this person even know? Does this person even care? That person knows who they are and just recently things have happened that I can't explain but I can't think straight cause of things that's happened. I mean is it an obsession? Is it a obsessive compulsive disease or something? I mean what the hell! This someone has been around for times on end and it's like the closer times come the further they are. I've called it love but is that even a word now or just an excuse? It's gotten to the point that times I've thought about just walking up to that person and just letting go. Forgetting who's around and just telling how I feel but at the same time don't wanna do that and run that person off. While that person's told me their feelings, I still have yet to see the result. Will I see a result? Probably not. It's been a long time and they
Screams From Hell
What goes UP must come DOWN if it doesn't go up and down it goes ROUND 'n ROUND then it goes IN and OUT sometime FAST sometime SLOW all heat up HOT or chill down COLD when it's all over if it don't SUCK it BLOW Lucifursphereit, d'BaadAngel there was an old Sultan with thoughts quite transcendent his time on the earth 10,000 yrs as a pendant he was wise beyond measure and so was his treasure many talents of gold with jewels that were inlaid there but with all of his riches nothing made him smile more than his bitches who danced and tapped cymbols and tickled his itches...spinning and whirling they made him dizzy with glee till he had all of them come and sit on his knee petting and purring he pampered and delighted them with all the fruits and drink from his trees he sang the Song of Solomon and whistled in the breeze a tune of Ali BaaBaa and the 4 T Eves "Open says ami" he'd utter his command and the women all layed down and gave him d'sand and from the
My Shite
Paddy and Mick were both laid off, so they went to the unemployment office. When asked his occupation, Paddy answered, 'Knicker Stitcher. I sew da elastic onto ladies' knickers and thongs.' The clerk looked up Knicker Stitcher on his computer and, finding it classified as unskilled labour, he gave him 80 dollars a week unemployment pay. Mick was next in and when asked his occupation replied, 'Diesel Fitter.' Since a diesel fitter was a skilled job, the clerk gave Mick 160 dollars a week. When Paddy found out he was furious. He stormed back into the office to find out why his friend and co-worker was collecting double his pay. The clerk explained, 'Knicker Stitchers are unskilled labour and Diesel Fitters are skilled labour.' 'What skill?' yelled Paddy.. 'I sew da elastic on da knickers and thongs, then Mick puts 'em over his head and says: 'Yep, diesel fitter.' > A stranger was seated next to a little girl
Random Thoughts
You know, I don't usually blog on here... the fubar that is. But today after some random fubar member irritated the living piss out of me, I feel compelled to "blog". I have "beef" if you will... and don't sit there and snicker at the word beef. When I joined CherryTap/Fubar, I joined because a few of my friends told me about it, and what fun they were having. So, what the heck, why not. Some light-hearted fun, right? Wrong. This site is turning out to be a glorified popularity contest... how many rates can I get, how many fans, fan me then friend me and don't forget to rate me so I can level up, help me win a stupid contest, etc, etc. The list goes on and on. I have met a few very nice, wonderful, interesting people, who have taken the time to actually read my profile, and find out about me, and I have done the same for them. I don't do drama, I don't pretend to be something I'm not, and I tell it like it is; you don't like it, oh well. So here's the beef... the damn shoutbox gets o
Sexy Panther
come on guys help these girls out they deserve to win this contest , come on by and give em a hand ... any help will be appericated please pray for my family my hubsband had a heart attack and needs more surgeries im so very sad the holidays are comming but not for hubsband had a heart attack and now we just dont know what to do.have 5 grand babies living with us we cant get any thing for or pay the sorry every one i know this isent for your to all be worring about for give me but im scared and so very worried please pray for my family
Its All About Me
ok so this is what we call in the Army a shot gun blast. AKA an if the shoe fits wear it kind fo thing. I just got done with a rather bizar conversation with a woman that is using a MUMM do decide if she should stay with her hubby or not. Long story short there are far more issues there then whether or not she should stay with the hubby here is my thing...... Some of you people have a hard time discerning the difference between your real life and your internet life. SOme of these lives are so intertwined that the line between reality and fiction is not blurred but erased completely. Folks I ahve never seen more people with more issues on the internet than i have in this past year. I have had converesation where people have had to deal with incest drug addicts rape torture lack of money to pay for bills things getting shut off. The common denominator is this.....people living beyond their means and a total lack of communication between the two adults involved. Its easy folks get

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