raven1746's blog: "Damn, Another Blog For Raven!!"

Sometimes I wish people would go fuck themselves!! I swear they can be a pain in the ass!! Two more weeks of this stupid place...I wish his new room mate many nights of watching this idiot screw himself!! We are talking and getting along lately, but that doesn't matter...he's still an ass in my mind. Oh well!! Oh, and I knew his girlfriend (now ex) was psycho!! Glad the idiot sees it too. Oh well, I don't care anymore, I have something wonderful going on in my life, and I can't wait til the end of June to see things come full circle in this situation...I will be moving into an apartment in the beginning of June, but I won't be there for long, and I will more than likely be moving further north in the next five to six months...details on this later when things come to fruition. Been writing tons of poetry lately...have a reason to write it lately. Just to many words flow...hahaha I am just happy to be alive these days!! Everything I ever truly wanted is going to be mine, and I can't wait for it all to happen... Oh, and if you are reading this-I haven't been ignoring anyone here at Cherrytap lately, just had my head in the clouds and my heart in LALA Land...hehehe

You know what, it won't matter in the long run concerning my room mate...he doesn't need my help to insult him...he does fine just by breathing. He is ignorant...though he is talking to me again. Has been for the past week or two, like nothing happened. I am still leaving this hellish house of chaos, and I am secretly holding on to a nasty grudge concerning him. I am still MAD even if he has let it go...there were some stupid and childish things said, and he was totally in the wrong for 90% of it. Anyway, he is of little consequence in my life anymore, and I don't plan to think about his ignorant stupid ass anymore...I have something better and more important to think about... I have a new love-my soulmate..I have found him, and I am so crazy for him, I can't wait until we are together for the resto of our lives!! He makes me feel so many things. No worries, I will still play with you here, hang out at the bar...comment, etc. I like it here, I can still be a smart ass, and have a great time, and not get into trouble..well, maybe just a little...hehehehe!! Anyway, if you are reading this-have a kickass, wild, wicked, evil and fun weekend!! Get into extra trouble for me, my friends!!!

Well, my room mate is a first class ignorant ass and he's gonna buy out my part of the lease-with what money, I have no clue, he will be starting back to work tomorrow after six weeks without a job....what an idiot!! Ah well, what do I care, I planned to leave this stupid shithole anyway....at least I will be able to get laid in peace and not have to have my sex drive come to a halt because I had to see his fugly sex slut....Gods, but the stupid bitch is beyond ugly and more stupid than that, if you can imagine that.... I don't think he will want me to move when it's time, but I have been looking into places I actually want to live in, and I will be out sooner than I want to be, but hell, I will have my mental stability returned to me after this sick and twisted time in hell...I don't believe in hell, but if it did exist, it would be this house of chaos. What can you do when someone is determine to fuck up their lives but sit there and say you didn't hand them the ammo or the knife-they did it themselves....as for me, I want my sanity back, and I want to be able to practice my path without censure and ignorance. He said that I insulted everything about him, and I honestly don't know how I could have when I am usually in my room with the door locked, or in the shower...when I have gone into other rooms, he has his room shut and he's sleeping until three in the afternoon....he should be at work for a thirty eight year old man having to support a son...what an idiot!! Hey! I found the title for this blog...What an Idiot...lol At least my sense of humor hasn't completely faded even through all the shit lies he's telling and the illusions he's living around here.... he just wants something to complain about me for because he knows he's been in the wrong for so fucking long...oh well, what an idiot. Binding yourself To your ignorance Brings forth only Bitterness, loneliness And Isolation from The one who could Really DO something To make your life better. -Raven

If I could, I would find a way to get this bitch out of my house!! I swear she doesn't realize that she is a quest, and HIS fuck partner, and he uses her because he doesn't have something better to fuck, other than his hand. She is so stupid, and I believe in this case, fugly and stupid is a nasty combination....Wasn't it Ron White who said you can't change stupid? It's so damned true!! She already cause some grief yesterday morning-I think that this is going to be her way....dumb, untrusting, ignorant and snooping bitch!!! Making accusations before thinking! The female numbers in the id coulda been my friends...or his, she needs to think before being stupid...oh wait, yeah-you can't change what you are!! I know that things won't work out with those two, and I can't wait-it stifles me, because I can't have my friends over, and guess what? I MIGHT WANT TO GET LAID TOO!! I might want my friends to come over too. Maybe I should just invite them over, even if she is here, then ass will learn, and bitch will think twice about shit she does IN MY HOME-YOU KNOW, THE ONE WHO'S NAME IS ON THE LEASE, AND THE ONE WHO PAYS THE FUCKING BILLS IN THIS JOINT! Enough ranting...it makes me sick! It will end sooner that they are ready for it, and I don't give a shit sometimes...until they step on my privacy. To anyone reading this...Have a Kickass week!!

I hate assholes and their slut girlfriends! I wish my room mate would tell me before he brought this bitch in!! I had plans to have friends over tonight, and had to cancell them because slut bitch is over without me knowing, and she brought her kid!! Damn, and I wanted to party at my own damned house tonight!!! He is going to get an earful on this one! Why can't I have my own fuck buddy come over every now and then on the weekend!! He needs to get a job, and he needs to get a real girlfriend, looking at fugly makes me violently ill. I want him to understand that I live here!! Damn! I need to get laid, and I don't want interference from these two assinine people!!! What an ass! Raven

I am new to this site...it's lovely, now I have Cherry Tap to add to Myspace, Live Journal, Blogstream, and my beloved Covenspace...oh joy! It's an interesting place so far. Hopefully I can have more fun here with people than on Myspace. Hopefully I can find something to write in this blog...I am rather random, so it should work out alright. As soon as I figure this place out, I will probably have a lot more fun here. Hopefully I can meet others like myself here-Wiccan or Pagan...we shall see. Blessed be Raven